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"Dearest, I feel certain

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"that I am going mad again.

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"I feel we can't go

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"through another
of these terrible times,

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"and I... shan't

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"recover this time.

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"I begin to hear voices,
and can't concentrate.

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"So, I am doing
what seems to be

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"the best thing to do.

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"You have given me

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"the greatest possible
happiness.

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"You have been in every way

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"all that anyone could be.

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"I know
that I am spoiling your life,

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"and without me,
you could work.

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"And you will,

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"I know.

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"You see, I can't
even write this properly.

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"What I want to say
is that I owe

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"all the happiness
of my life to you.

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"You have been entirely patient
with me...

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"and

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"incredibly good.

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"Everything's gone

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"from me but the certainty

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"of your goodness.

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"I can't go on
spoiling your life any longer.

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"I don't think two people
could have been happier

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"than we have been.

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Virginia."

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Good morning, Doctor.

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Mr. Woolf.

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No worse, I think.

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I see.

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The main thing is to keep her
where she is, and calm.

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Friday, then.

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Good morning, Leonard.

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Good morning, Virginia.

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How was your sleep?

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Uneventful.

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The headaches?

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No. No headaches.

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Doctor seemed pleased.

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That's all from this morning?

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Yes. This young man
has submitted his manuscript.

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I've found three errors of fact

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and two spelling mistakes,

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and I'm not yet on page four.

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Have you had breakfast?

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Yes.

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Liar.

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Virginia, it's not
my insistence.

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It's your own doctor's.

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I'm going to send

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Nelly up with some fruit
and a bun.

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Right. Lunch, then.

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Proper lunch,

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husband and wife
sitting down together...

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soup, pudding

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and all.

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By force if necessary.

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Leonard, I believe
I may have a first sentence.

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Work, then.

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Then you must eat.

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Mrs. Dalloway said...

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she would buy the flowers...
herself.

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"Mrs. Dalloway said

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she would buy the flowers
herself."

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Sally, I think I'll buy
the flowers myself.

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What?

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What flowers?

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Oh, shit. I forgot.

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You're never going
to be a big boy

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if you don't eat
your breakfast.

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You're going to be
the big brother.

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It's a very important job.

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Happy birthday.

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- Morning, honey.
- Oh, Dan.

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Roses on your own birthday.

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You're too much.
Really.

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He'll eat it

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now that you're here.

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It's your birthday.

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You shouldn't be out
buying me flowers.

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Well, you were still sleeping.

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So?

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Well, we decided
it would be better

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if we let you sleep in
a little, didn't we?

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Morning, bug.

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You need to rest, Laura.

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You're only four months away.

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Dan, don't.

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I'm fine.

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I'm just tired.

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I've been telling him
he's got to eat his breakfast.

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That's true.

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So, it's a beautiful day.

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What are you two going
to be doing with it?

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We've got our plans,
don't we?

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What plans?

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Hmm...

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Well, it wouldn't
be much of a party,

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would it, if I told you

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every detail in advance?

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Well, I better just stop

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asking questions then, huh?

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That the time?

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I better get going.

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Have a good day.

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You, too.

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Dan, happy birthday.

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Oh, thank you.

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You need to finish
your breakfast.

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Oh, I'm going to make a cake.

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That's what I'm going to do.

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I'm going to make the cake
for Daddy's birthday.

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Mommy, can I help?

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Can I help make the cake?

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Of course you can, sweet pea.

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I'm not going to do
anything without you.

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No, of course.

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You have to come.

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Of course.

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Well, I always wanted you

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and everybody involved
in the actual ceremony.

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I don't know.

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Around 60.

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Well, it will.

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It'll mean so much.

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The whole occasion.

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It's the least I can do

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to have a nice dinner
and say thank you

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to everybody.

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You've done so much for him.

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Oh, I take that as a yes.

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He'll be thrilled.

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Oh, my God.

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I'm thrilled.
Oh, good.

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What if nobody comes?

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This is Clarissa Vaughan.

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Yes, I am just confirming

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that you're sending a car
to pick me up first.

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Yeah.

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- Hi, Clarissa.
- Hi, can't talk.

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And then we're
going over to 679 Hudson,

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which is at 9th and 14th.

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Then you will take me uptown
and you will wait for us.

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And it'll be over at seven.

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Flowers!
What a beautiful morning.

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Hi, Clarissa.
How are you?

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I'm having a party.

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My friend Richard's won
the Carruthers.

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Well, that's just terrific...

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if I knew what it was.

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It's a poetry prize
for a life's work.

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It's the most prestigious.

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For a poet,
it's the best you can do.

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Oh, very good.

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So, what would you like?

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The lilies are perfect.

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No. Too morbid.

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Hydrangeas, I think.

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And, um...

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Oh, oh, let's just have
buckets of roses.

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And... I think I'm going
to take these with me.

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Rodney?

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Okay.

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00:16:06,703 --> 00:16:07,692
Thank you.

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I actually tried
to read Richard's novel.

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You did?

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Oh, I know. It's not easy.

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I know.

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It did take him
ten years to write.

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Maybe it just takes
another ten to read.

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It's you, isn't it?

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What is?

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In the novel,
isn't it meant to be you?

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Oh, I see.

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Yeah.

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Sort of.

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I mean, in a way.

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You know, Richard's a writer.

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That's what he is.

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He uses things
which actually happen.

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Yeah.

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And years ago,
he and I were students.

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That's true.

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But, you know,
then he changes things.

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Oh, sure.

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I don't mean in a bad way.

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It's more like...
he makes them his own.

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A woman's whole life...

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in a single day,

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just one day...

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and in that day,

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her whole life.

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This is what we need.

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Shortening...

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Mrs. Dalloway, it's you.

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00:18:36,153 --> 00:18:37,450
Yes, it's me!

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00:18:37,521 --> 00:18:40,046
Oh... It's me.

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Come in.

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Richard,
it's a beautiful morning.

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How about we let in
a little more light?

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00:18:49,733 --> 00:18:51,496
Is it still morning?

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00:18:51,568 --> 00:18:53,468
Yes, it is.

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Have I died?

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Good morning, my dear.

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00:19:03,046 --> 00:19:03,978
Any visitors?

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00:19:04,047 --> 00:19:05,014
Yes.

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00:19:05,081 --> 00:19:06,207
Are they still here?

212
00:19:06,283 --> 00:19:07,773
No. They've gone.

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00:19:07,851 --> 00:19:09,682
Mm. How'd they look?

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00:19:09,753 --> 00:19:11,744
Today?

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00:19:11,822 --> 00:19:13,847
Sort of like black fire.

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00:19:15,192 --> 00:19:16,318
I mean, sort of light

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and dark at the same time.

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00:19:19,963 --> 00:19:22,158
There was one a bit
like an electrified jellyfish.

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They were singing.

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May have been Greek.

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00:19:28,605 --> 00:19:31,335
So the ceremony is at 5:00.

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00:19:31,408 --> 00:19:32,670
Do you remember?

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00:19:38,748 --> 00:19:40,215
And then...

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00:19:40,283 --> 00:19:42,683
the party is right after.

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00:19:52,062 --> 00:19:53,654
They did bring you breakfast,
didn't they?

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00:19:53,730 --> 00:19:56,494
What a question. Of course.

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00:19:56,566 --> 00:19:57,555
Richard, you did eat it?

228
00:19:57,634 --> 00:19:58,999
Well, can you see it?

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00:19:59,069 --> 00:20:01,230
Is it here?

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00:20:01,304 --> 00:20:02,293
Any breakfast lying around?

231
00:20:02,372 --> 00:20:04,704
No, I don't see it.

232
00:20:04,774 --> 00:20:06,537
Well, then I must have
eaten it, mustn't I?

233
00:20:06,610 --> 00:20:09,010
I suppose.

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00:20:09,079 --> 00:20:10,137
Does it matter?

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00:20:11,815 --> 00:20:13,112
Of course, it matters.

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00:20:13,183 --> 00:20:16,584
You know what the doctors say.

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00:20:22,792 --> 00:20:25,761
Have you been skipping pills?

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00:20:25,829 --> 00:20:27,160
Clarissa, I can't take this.

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00:20:27,230 --> 00:20:28,162
Take what?

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00:20:28,231 --> 00:20:29,493
Having to be proud and brave

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00:20:29,566 --> 00:20:30,965
in front of everybody.

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00:20:31,034 --> 00:20:33,161
Oh. Honey, it's not
a performance.

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00:20:33,270 --> 00:20:34,259
Of course it is.

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00:20:34,337 --> 00:20:36,567
I got the prize
for my performance.

245
00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:37,607
Well, that is
nonsense.

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00:20:37,674 --> 00:20:39,835
I got the prize for having AIDS
and going nuts

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00:20:39,910 --> 00:20:41,070
and being brave about it.

248
00:20:41,144 --> 00:20:43,476
I actually got the prize
for having come through.

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00:20:43,546 --> 00:20:45,343
It's not true.

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00:20:45,415 --> 00:20:46,939
- For surviving, that's what
- It's not true.

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00:20:47,017 --> 00:20:48,507
I got the prize for.
Oh, you think they

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00:20:48,585 --> 00:20:49,643
would have given it to me
if I were healthy?

253
00:20:49,719 --> 00:20:51,710
Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.

254
00:20:59,729 --> 00:21:01,720
Is it here somewhere?

255
00:21:01,798 --> 00:21:02,730
What?

256
00:21:02,799 --> 00:21:04,232
The prize.
I'd like to look at it.

257
00:21:08,438 --> 00:21:10,770
No, you haven't gotten it yet.

258
00:21:12,709 --> 00:21:14,540
It's tonight.

259
00:21:14,611 --> 00:21:16,135
Are you sure?

260
00:21:16,212 --> 00:21:18,407
Um...

261
00:21:18,481 --> 00:21:20,676
I remember
the ceremony perfectly.

262
00:21:21,718 --> 00:21:24,312
I seem to have
fallen out of time.

263
00:21:28,992 --> 00:21:30,084
Richard.

264
00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:32,856
Richard...

265
00:21:32,929 --> 00:21:34,658
it's a party,

266
00:21:34,731 --> 00:21:37,029
and it's only a party.

267
00:21:38,335 --> 00:21:40,326
Hmm? Populated entirely

268
00:21:40,403 --> 00:21:44,169
by people who respect
and admire you.

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00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:45,764
A small party, is it?

270
00:21:45,842 --> 00:21:47,469
A select party, is it?

271
00:21:47,544 --> 00:21:49,011
Your friends.

272
00:21:49,079 --> 00:21:50,944
I thought I lost all my friends.

273
00:21:51,014 --> 00:21:53,107
I thought I drove
my friends crazy.

274
00:21:54,217 --> 00:21:55,184
Jesus.

275
00:21:55,285 --> 00:21:57,480
Oh, Mrs. Dalloway,

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00:21:57,554 --> 00:22:02,150
always giving parties
to cover the silence.

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00:22:14,237 --> 00:22:15,499
Richard...

278
00:22:19,242 --> 00:22:21,267
You won't need to do anything.

279
00:22:21,344 --> 00:22:23,312
All you have to do is appear,

280
00:22:23,380 --> 00:22:26,474
sit on the sofa.

281
00:22:28,118 --> 00:22:30,177
And I will be there.

282
00:22:31,955 --> 00:22:33,718
This is a group of people

283
00:22:33,790 --> 00:22:37,590
who want to tell you
your work is going to live.

284
00:22:37,660 --> 00:22:38,854
Oh, is it?

285
00:22:38,928 --> 00:22:41,920
Is my work going to live?

286
00:22:41,998 --> 00:22:44,159
I can't go through with it,
Clarissa.

287
00:22:44,300 --> 00:22:47,326
Oh... Why do you say that?

288
00:22:47,404 --> 00:22:48,996
- I can't.
- Why?

289
00:22:49,072 --> 00:22:50,699
Because I wanted
to be a writer, that's all.

290
00:22:50,774 --> 00:22:51,706
So?

291
00:22:51,775 --> 00:22:54,642
I wanted to write about it all.

292
00:22:54,711 --> 00:22:56,838
Everything that happens
in a moment.

293
00:22:56,913 --> 00:22:58,938
The way the flowers looked

294
00:22:59,015 --> 00:23:00,744
when you carried them
in your arms.

295
00:23:00,817 --> 00:23:03,115
This towel, how it... smells,
how it feels.

296
00:23:03,219 --> 00:23:04,277
This thread.

297
00:23:04,354 --> 00:23:06,948
All our feelings,

298
00:23:07,023 --> 00:23:08,820
yours and mine.

299
00:23:08,892 --> 00:23:09,859
The history of it,

300
00:23:09,926 --> 00:23:12,588
who we once were.

301
00:23:12,662 --> 00:23:14,425
Everything in the world.

302
00:23:15,765 --> 00:23:19,030
Everything all mixed up...

303
00:23:19,102 --> 00:23:21,900
like it's all mixed up now.

304
00:23:25,642 --> 00:23:27,667
And I failed.

305
00:23:33,716 --> 00:23:36,913
I failed.

306
00:23:36,986 --> 00:23:40,854
No matter what you start with,
it ends up being so much less.

307
00:23:45,462 --> 00:23:47,362
Sheer fucking pride...

308
00:23:47,430 --> 00:23:49,057
and stupidity.

309
00:23:56,906 --> 00:24:00,137
We want everything, don't we?

310
00:24:03,847 --> 00:24:04,779
I suppose we do.

311
00:24:04,848 --> 00:24:08,045
You kissed me on a beach.

312
00:24:13,056 --> 00:24:13,988
Yeah.

313
00:24:14,057 --> 00:24:15,854
Do you remember...

314
00:24:18,294 --> 00:24:20,558
how many years ago?

315
00:24:20,630 --> 00:24:21,790
Of course.

316
00:24:21,865 --> 00:24:25,232
What did you want then?

317
00:24:30,707 --> 00:24:32,504
Come closer.

318
00:24:34,544 --> 00:24:36,136
I'm right here.

319
00:24:36,279 --> 00:24:38,372
Come closer, would you, please?

320
00:24:44,287 --> 00:24:46,016
Take my hand.

321
00:24:51,194 --> 00:24:52,786
Would you be angry?

322
00:24:55,031 --> 00:24:57,261
Would I be angry
if you didn't show up

323
00:24:57,333 --> 00:24:58,561
at the party?

324
00:24:58,635 --> 00:25:01,968
Would you be angry if I died?

325
00:25:02,038 --> 00:25:03,266
If you died?

326
00:25:03,339 --> 00:25:05,671
Who is this party for?

327
00:25:06,709 --> 00:25:07,869
What do you mean, who's it for?

328
00:25:07,944 --> 00:25:09,809
What are you asking?
What are you trying to say?

329
00:25:09,879 --> 00:25:11,608
I'm not trying to say anything.

330
00:25:11,681 --> 00:25:12,773
Mm.

331
00:25:12,849 --> 00:25:14,111
I'm saying...

332
00:25:14,217 --> 00:25:19,314
I think I'm only staying alive
to satisfy you.

333
00:25:27,597 --> 00:25:29,690
Well...

334
00:25:29,766 --> 00:25:32,462
so that is what we do.

335
00:25:32,535 --> 00:25:34,298
That is what people do.

336
00:25:34,370 --> 00:25:38,101
They stay alive for each other.

337
00:25:38,174 --> 00:25:39,141
And the doctors told you,

338
00:25:39,209 --> 00:25:40,642
you-you don't need to die.

339
00:25:40,710 --> 00:25:41,677
They told you that.

340
00:25:42,779 --> 00:25:45,247
You can... live
like this for years.

341
00:25:45,315 --> 00:25:47,112
Well, exactly.

342
00:25:50,220 --> 00:25:51,187
I don't accept this.

343
00:25:52,355 --> 00:25:54,152
I don't accept what you say.

344
00:25:54,224 --> 00:25:55,156
Oh.

345
00:25:55,225 --> 00:25:57,523
And it's for you
to decide, is it?

346
00:25:58,394 --> 00:26:00,055
How long have you been
doing that?

347
00:26:01,364 --> 00:26:02,331
How many years?

348
00:26:02,398 --> 00:26:03,695
Coming to the apartment.

349
00:26:03,766 --> 00:26:06,735
What about your own life?

350
00:26:06,803 --> 00:26:09,431
What about Sally?

351
00:26:10,773 --> 00:26:12,832
Just wait till I die.

352
00:26:12,909 --> 00:26:14,274
Then you'll have to think
of yourself.

353
00:26:15,812 --> 00:26:17,609
How are you going to like that?

354
00:26:25,755 --> 00:26:27,552
Richard...

355
00:26:30,093 --> 00:26:32,960
it would be great
if you did come to the party,

356
00:26:33,029 --> 00:26:35,520
if you felt
well enough to come.

357
00:26:35,598 --> 00:26:36,758
Just to let you know,

358
00:26:36,833 --> 00:26:39,927
I am making the crab thing.

359
00:26:40,003 --> 00:26:42,995
Not that I imagine
it makes any difference to you.

360
00:26:43,072 --> 00:26:44,699
Of course,
it makes a difference.

361
00:26:44,774 --> 00:26:45,968
I love the crab thing.

362
00:26:47,777 --> 00:26:50,075
Clarissa?

363
00:26:51,180 --> 00:26:52,272
Yes?

364
00:27:06,896 --> 00:27:09,023
I'll be back at 3:30,

365
00:27:09,098 --> 00:27:10,588
and I'll help you
get dressed.

366
00:27:10,667 --> 00:27:12,862
Wonderful.

367
00:27:12,935 --> 00:27:14,994
3:30.

368
00:27:26,616 --> 00:27:28,106
Wonderful.

369
00:27:53,209 --> 00:27:56,542
"It's on this day,

370
00:27:56,612 --> 00:27:58,807
"this day of all days...

371
00:28:08,191 --> 00:28:10,091
her fate becomes clear
to her."

372
00:28:16,933 --> 00:28:18,332
Excuse me, Mrs. Woolf.

373
00:28:18,401 --> 00:28:20,733
Mr. Woolf said I was to come
and speak with you.

374
00:28:22,438 --> 00:28:24,201
I've nearly finished, Nelly.

375
00:28:24,273 --> 00:28:26,264
You can tell me in the kitchen.

376
00:28:26,342 --> 00:28:27,832
I'll be down very soon.

377
00:28:32,615 --> 00:28:34,981
Hmm.

378
00:28:36,119 --> 00:28:38,417
What happens is,
she says she wants something,

379
00:28:38,488 --> 00:28:39,978
and then it turns out
she doesn't.

380
00:28:40,056 --> 00:28:41,717
Well, she never does, does she?

381
00:28:41,791 --> 00:28:42,780
She never wants anything.

382
00:28:42,859 --> 00:28:43,791
Mm-hmm.

383
00:28:43,860 --> 00:28:46,124
Especially when she's
particularly after it.

384
00:28:46,195 --> 00:28:47,127
That's a sure sign.

385
00:28:47,263 --> 00:28:48,389
I wish I'd been there.

386
00:28:48,464 --> 00:28:49,829
I wish you had, too.

387
00:28:49,899 --> 00:28:52,060
Did you give her that look?

388
00:28:52,135 --> 00:28:53,193
That sort of look you do?

389
00:28:55,772 --> 00:28:57,569
I said, "Madam..."

390
00:29:04,013 --> 00:29:06,277
Yes, Nelly, tell me.

391
00:29:06,349 --> 00:29:07,475
How can I help?

392
00:29:07,550 --> 00:29:08,881
It's about lunch.

393
00:29:08,951 --> 00:29:12,318
I just had
to go ahead on my own.

394
00:29:12,388 --> 00:29:14,151
I understand.

395
00:29:16,959 --> 00:29:18,950
You chose a pie?

396
00:29:19,028 --> 00:29:20,757
I chose a lamb pie.

397
00:29:20,830 --> 00:29:23,060
That seems suitable.

398
00:29:23,132 --> 00:29:26,590
You being so busy
with your writing...

399
00:29:26,669 --> 00:29:31,106
I had no instructions.

400
00:29:32,275 --> 00:29:34,709
You do remember
that my sister is coming

401
00:29:34,777 --> 00:29:36,404
at 4:00 with the children?

402
00:29:36,479 --> 00:29:37,639
Yes, ma'am.

403
00:29:37,713 --> 00:29:39,704
I hadn't forgotten.

404
00:29:42,151 --> 00:29:43,379
China tea, I think.

405
00:29:46,222 --> 00:29:48,315
And ginger.

406
00:29:51,127 --> 00:29:52,526
Ginger, Madam?

407
00:29:54,797 --> 00:29:58,426
I'd like
to give the children a treat.

408
00:30:01,137 --> 00:30:02,764
We'd have to go to London

409
00:30:02,839 --> 00:30:03,771
for ginger, Madam.

410
00:30:03,840 --> 00:30:05,137
I haven't finished this,

411
00:30:05,274 --> 00:30:07,139
and there's the rest
of lunch

412
00:30:07,243 --> 00:30:08,642
to get ready.

413
00:30:09,712 --> 00:30:11,612
The 12:30 train, Nelly,
will get you

414
00:30:11,681 --> 00:30:13,239
into London just after 1:00.

415
00:30:13,316 --> 00:30:14,749
If you return on the 2:30,

416
00:30:14,817 --> 00:30:17,445
you should be back in Richmond
soon after 3:00.

417
00:30:19,155 --> 00:30:20,383
Do I miscalculate?

418
00:30:21,524 --> 00:30:22,650
No.

419
00:30:22,725 --> 00:30:25,193
Well, then, is something
detaining you, Nelly?

420
00:30:34,270 --> 00:30:36,397
I can't think of anything
more exhilarating

421
00:30:36,472 --> 00:30:37,632
than a trip to London.

422
00:30:44,914 --> 00:30:46,643
- Good morning, Mrs. Woolf.
- Good morning.

423
00:30:46,716 --> 00:30:49,685
We shall publish
no more new authors.

424
00:30:49,752 --> 00:30:50,810
I have to tell you,

425
00:30:50,887 --> 00:30:52,650
I've discovered ten errors
in the first proof.

426
00:30:52,722 --> 00:30:54,314
Lucky to have found them then.

427
00:30:54,390 --> 00:30:57,052
"Passiondale was a...

428
00:30:57,126 --> 00:30:58,286
"charnel house

429
00:30:58,361 --> 00:31:00,989
from which no min returned."

430
00:31:02,698 --> 00:31:04,563
Do you think it's possible that

431
00:31:04,634 --> 00:31:06,329
bad writing actually
attracts a higher

432
00:31:06,402 --> 00:31:07,232
incidence of error?

433
00:31:09,205 --> 00:31:12,174
If it's all right, I thought
I might take a short walk.

434
00:31:13,743 --> 00:31:15,108
Not far?

435
00:31:15,177 --> 00:31:16,644
No. Just for air.

436
00:31:19,482 --> 00:31:20,642
Go then.

437
00:31:21,684 --> 00:31:23,845
If I could walk midmorning,

438
00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:25,285
I'd be a happy man.

439
00:31:35,731 --> 00:31:37,528
She'll die.

440
00:31:39,735 --> 00:31:41,032
She's going to die.

441
00:31:43,472 --> 00:31:46,168
That's what's going to happen.

442
00:31:46,309 --> 00:31:47,742
Huh.

443
00:31:47,810 --> 00:31:49,402
That's it.

444
00:31:55,785 --> 00:31:57,343
She'll kill herself.

445
00:32:00,456 --> 00:32:02,515
She'll kill herself
over something

446
00:32:02,592 --> 00:32:04,423
which doesn't seem to matter.

447
00:32:04,493 --> 00:32:07,053
Let's think.

448
00:32:07,129 --> 00:32:08,892
You grease the pan, Mommy.

449
00:32:08,965 --> 00:32:11,058
I know you grease the pan,
sweet one.

450
00:32:11,133 --> 00:32:12,430
Even Mommy knows that.

451
00:32:14,904 --> 00:32:17,236
This is what we're going to do.

452
00:32:18,307 --> 00:32:19,467
Flour...

453
00:32:19,542 --> 00:32:21,942
bowl...

454
00:32:22,011 --> 00:32:23,137
sifter.

455
00:32:23,245 --> 00:32:24,269
Can I do it, Mommy?

456
00:32:25,348 --> 00:32:26,940
Can you sift the flour?

457
00:32:28,484 --> 00:32:30,145
Yes, you can sift the flour,
baby,

458
00:32:30,286 --> 00:32:31,947
if that's what makes you happy.

459
00:32:37,793 --> 00:32:39,192
Yeah.

460
00:32:42,932 --> 00:32:45,264
Isn't it beautiful?

461
00:32:45,334 --> 00:32:48,633
Don't you think
it looks like snow?

462
00:32:48,704 --> 00:32:49,636
Hmm?

463
00:32:49,705 --> 00:32:50,637
Okay.

464
00:32:50,706 --> 00:32:53,038
Now, the next thing...

465
00:32:53,109 --> 00:32:54,770
The next thing I'm going

466
00:32:54,844 --> 00:32:57,972
to show you... uh, is...

467
00:32:58,047 --> 00:32:59,173
we measure out the cups.

468
00:32:59,281 --> 00:33:01,715
Mommy, it isn't that difficult.

469
00:33:01,784 --> 00:33:03,581
Now, I know.
I know it isn't difficult.

470
00:33:03,653 --> 00:33:04,620
It's just that I...

471
00:33:04,687 --> 00:33:07,053
I just want to do this
for Daddy.

472
00:33:07,123 --> 00:33:09,057
Because it's his birthday?

473
00:33:09,125 --> 00:33:10,057
That's right.

474
00:33:10,126 --> 00:33:11,593
We're baking the cake

475
00:33:11,661 --> 00:33:13,629
to show him
that we love him.

476
00:33:13,696 --> 00:33:16,256
Otherwise he won't know
we love him?

477
00:33:19,301 --> 00:33:21,667
That's right.

478
00:33:30,746 --> 00:33:32,475
I got all the stuff.

479
00:33:32,548 --> 00:33:34,812
I'm going right out again.

480
00:33:34,884 --> 00:33:36,545
My God, what a zoo!

481
00:33:36,619 --> 00:33:39,349
Why do people have to talk
about dry cleaning?

482
00:33:39,422 --> 00:33:41,549
I mean, what is there
to talk about?

483
00:33:41,624 --> 00:33:43,251
I bought you some flowers.

484
00:33:45,561 --> 00:33:46,823
Where are you?

485
00:33:46,896 --> 00:33:48,591
In here.

486
00:33:48,664 --> 00:33:51,064
I got someone at work
to cover me.

487
00:33:51,133 --> 00:33:54,364
I'll be with you all night.

488
00:34:00,710 --> 00:34:02,041
Are you all right?

489
00:34:02,111 --> 00:34:04,011
Sure.

490
00:34:07,383 --> 00:34:09,715
I guess you saw Richard.

491
00:34:09,785 --> 00:34:11,082
That's right.

492
00:34:13,823 --> 00:34:15,586
Well, of course.

493
00:34:16,659 --> 00:34:17,591
I bet he said,

494
00:34:17,660 --> 00:34:19,321
"Oh, by the way,
honey, do you mind?

495
00:34:19,395 --> 00:34:20,487
Can I skip the party?"

496
00:34:22,598 --> 00:34:23,792
Don't worry.

497
00:34:23,866 --> 00:34:25,527
He always shows up.

498
00:34:25,601 --> 00:34:26,659
Oh, sure.

499
00:34:26,736 --> 00:34:27,794
In the end.

500
00:34:27,870 --> 00:34:29,667
What, Richard miss an award?

501
00:34:29,739 --> 00:34:31,866
A chance to talk about his work.

502
00:34:31,941 --> 00:34:33,306
I don't think so.

503
00:34:33,375 --> 00:34:34,501
He'll show up.

504
00:34:34,577 --> 00:34:36,272
You did the seating.

505
00:34:37,913 --> 00:34:39,210
I did.

506
00:34:41,417 --> 00:34:43,146
I don't believe it...
Louis Waters.

507
00:34:43,285 --> 00:34:45,515
Is Louis coming?

508
00:34:45,588 --> 00:34:46,646
Richard's Louis?

509
00:34:46,722 --> 00:34:48,087
He is.

510
00:34:48,157 --> 00:34:50,182
You put him next to me.

511
00:34:52,762 --> 00:34:54,753
Why do I always have
to sit next to the exes?

512
00:34:54,830 --> 00:34:56,695
Is this some kind of a hint,
sweetheart?

513
00:34:56,766 --> 00:34:59,166
And, anyway, shouldn't
the exes have a table

514
00:34:59,301 --> 00:35:02,668
of their own,
where they can all ex together

515
00:35:02,738 --> 00:35:04,205
in ex-quisite agony?

516
00:35:06,876 --> 00:35:08,309
I'm off.

517
00:35:10,112 --> 00:35:12,410
Try not to pass out
from excitement.

518
00:35:17,119 --> 00:35:18,381
Clarissa...

519
00:35:18,454 --> 00:35:19,716
it's going to be beautiful.

520
00:35:26,362 --> 00:35:28,125
Thank you.

521
00:35:28,264 --> 00:35:31,097
You're welcome.

522
00:35:37,973 --> 00:35:41,033
Why is everything wrong?

523
00:35:45,614 --> 00:35:46,774
It didn't work.

524
00:35:46,849 --> 00:35:47,838
Damn it!

525
00:35:47,917 --> 00:35:49,908
It didn't work.

526
00:35:53,222 --> 00:35:54,587
Hey, Scott.

527
00:35:54,657 --> 00:35:56,682
Hi, Mrs. Barlowe.

528
00:36:09,872 --> 00:36:11,464
Mommy, Mommy, there's
someone at the door!

529
00:36:20,149 --> 00:36:21,480
Hello?

530
00:36:23,052 --> 00:36:25,486
Hello? Laura?

531
00:36:25,554 --> 00:36:26,578
Hi, Kitty.

532
00:36:26,655 --> 00:36:27,781
Hi. Am I interrupting?

533
00:36:27,857 --> 00:36:29,449
Oh, of course not. Come in.

534
00:36:29,525 --> 00:36:30,617
Are you all right?

535
00:36:30,693 --> 00:36:32,251
Why, sure.

536
00:36:33,329 --> 00:36:34,455
Hi, Richie.

537
00:36:34,530 --> 00:36:35,588
Sit down.

538
00:36:35,664 --> 00:36:37,097
I've got coffee on.

539
00:36:37,166 --> 00:36:38,929
Um, would you like some?

540
00:36:39,001 --> 00:36:40,127
Please.

541
00:36:40,202 --> 00:36:41,464
Oh, look.

542
00:36:41,537 --> 00:36:43,801
You made a cake.

543
00:36:43,873 --> 00:36:45,101
I know.

544
00:36:45,174 --> 00:36:46,266
Didn't work.

545
00:36:46,342 --> 00:36:48,970
I thought it was going to work.

546
00:36:49,044 --> 00:36:51,512
I thought
it would work better than that.

547
00:36:52,615 --> 00:36:53,673
Oh, Laura, I don't understand

548
00:36:53,749 --> 00:36:54,807
why you find it so difficult.

549
00:36:54,884 --> 00:36:55,873
I don't know either.

550
00:36:55,951 --> 00:36:57,145
Anyone can make a cake.

551
00:36:57,219 --> 00:36:58,151
I know.

552
00:36:58,220 --> 00:36:59,278
Everyone can.

553
00:36:59,355 --> 00:37:00,982
It's ridiculously easy.

554
00:37:02,224 --> 00:37:04,089
Like, I bet you didn't
even grease the pan.

555
00:37:04,159 --> 00:37:05,820
I greased the pan.

556
00:37:05,895 --> 00:37:06,884
All right.

557
00:37:06,962 --> 00:37:08,054
You know, you have

558
00:37:08,130 --> 00:37:10,428
other virtues... and
Dan loves you so much,

559
00:37:10,499 --> 00:37:11,761
he won't even notice.

560
00:37:11,834 --> 00:37:12,892
Whatever you do,

561
00:37:12,968 --> 00:37:15,334
he's going to say
it's wonderful.

562
00:37:15,404 --> 00:37:16,639
Well, it's true.

563
00:37:18,641 --> 00:37:20,268
Does Ray have a birthday?

564
00:37:22,177 --> 00:37:23,235
Sure he does.

565
00:37:23,312 --> 00:37:24,336
When is it?

566
00:37:24,413 --> 00:37:25,539
September.

567
00:37:25,614 --> 00:37:27,047
We go to the country club.

568
00:37:27,116 --> 00:37:28,913
We always go
to the country club.

569
00:37:28,984 --> 00:37:31,851
We drink martinis and spend
the day with 50 people.

570
00:37:31,921 --> 00:37:33,479
Ray's got a lot of friends.

571
00:37:33,555 --> 00:37:35,921
He does.

572
00:37:35,991 --> 00:37:37,549
You both have a lot of friends.

573
00:37:37,626 --> 00:37:38,593
You're good at it.

574
00:37:41,797 --> 00:37:42,923
How is Ray?

575
00:37:42,998 --> 00:37:44,989
I haven't seen him in a while.

576
00:37:45,067 --> 00:37:46,125
Ray's fine.

577
00:37:46,201 --> 00:37:47,327
Mmm.

578
00:37:47,403 --> 00:37:49,496
These guys are
something, aren't they?

579
00:37:49,571 --> 00:37:50,833
You can say that again.

580
00:37:50,906 --> 00:37:52,931
They came home from the war.

581
00:37:53,008 --> 00:37:55,238
They deserved it, didn't they?

582
00:37:55,311 --> 00:37:57,575
After what they'd
been through.

583
00:37:57,646 --> 00:37:59,341
What... did they deserve?

584
00:37:59,415 --> 00:38:00,609
I don't know.

585
00:38:00,683 --> 00:38:03,743
Us, I guess.

586
00:38:03,819 --> 00:38:05,684
All this.

587
00:38:07,289 --> 00:38:08,449
Oh.

588
00:38:08,524 --> 00:38:10,458
You're reading a book.

589
00:38:10,526 --> 00:38:11,720
Yeah.

590
00:38:13,028 --> 00:38:14,962
What's this one about?

591
00:38:15,030 --> 00:38:16,292
Oh, it's about...

592
00:38:16,365 --> 00:38:19,095
this woman who's incredibly...

593
00:38:19,168 --> 00:38:22,399
Well, she's a hostess, and
she's incredibly confident,

594
00:38:22,471 --> 00:38:24,598
and she's going to give a party,

595
00:38:24,673 --> 00:38:27,039
and maybe because
she's confident,

596
00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:30,101
everyone thinks she's fine...

597
00:38:30,179 --> 00:38:31,669
but she isn't.

598
00:38:40,456 --> 00:38:42,447
So.

599
00:38:43,726 --> 00:38:44,886
Well.

600
00:38:49,932 --> 00:38:51,297
Kitty, what is it?

601
00:38:51,367 --> 00:38:53,164
Is something wrong?

602
00:38:55,070 --> 00:38:57,231
I, uh... I have
to go into the hospital

603
00:38:57,306 --> 00:38:58,500
for a couple of days.

604
00:38:58,574 --> 00:39:00,235
Kitty.

605
00:39:01,477 --> 00:39:04,742
Yeah. I have, um...

606
00:39:04,813 --> 00:39:07,043
some kind of... growth,
in my uterus,

607
00:39:07,116 --> 00:39:09,744
and they're going to go in
and take a look.

608
00:39:09,818 --> 00:39:10,750
When?

609
00:39:10,819 --> 00:39:13,151
This afternoon.

610
00:39:14,390 --> 00:39:16,585
Well, I need you
to feed the dog.

611
00:39:18,494 --> 00:39:19,791
Of course.

612
00:39:37,513 --> 00:39:40,175
Is that what you
came here to ask?

613
00:39:43,585 --> 00:39:45,746
What did the doctor
say exactly?

614
00:39:47,523 --> 00:39:50,117
Well, it's probably
what the trouble's been.

615
00:39:50,192 --> 00:39:52,626
About getting pregnant.

616
00:39:53,862 --> 00:39:56,695
The thing is...

617
00:39:56,765 --> 00:39:58,130
I mean, you know,

618
00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:01,101
I've been...
really happy with Ray.

619
00:40:05,874 --> 00:40:08,035
And now it turns out
there was a reason.

620
00:40:10,879 --> 00:40:12,972
There was a reason
I couldn't conceive.

621
00:40:18,087 --> 00:40:19,145
You're lucky, Laura.

622
00:40:19,221 --> 00:40:21,451
I don't think you
can call yourself a woman

623
00:40:21,523 --> 00:40:22,717
until you're a mother.

624
00:40:27,763 --> 00:40:31,164
The joke is...

625
00:40:31,233 --> 00:40:33,064
all my life
I could do everything.

626
00:40:35,437 --> 00:40:37,769
I mean, I could
do anything, really.

627
00:40:40,175 --> 00:40:42,507
Except the one thing I wanted.

628
00:40:42,578 --> 00:40:44,409
Yes.

629
00:40:45,481 --> 00:40:46,778
That's all.

630
00:40:48,383 --> 00:40:50,578
Well, at least now they'll
be able to deal with it.

631
00:40:50,652 --> 00:40:52,643
That's right.
That's what they're doing.

632
00:40:52,721 --> 00:40:53,745
That's right.

633
00:40:53,822 --> 00:40:55,187
Mm. I'm not worried.

634
00:40:55,257 --> 00:40:57,748
What would be
the point of worrying?

635
00:40:57,826 --> 00:40:59,760
No, it's not in your hands.

636
00:40:59,828 --> 00:41:01,125
But that's it.

637
00:41:01,196 --> 00:41:05,656
It's in the hands of some
physician I've never even met.

638
00:41:05,734 --> 00:41:09,397
Some surgeon who probably
drinks more martinis

639
00:41:09,471 --> 00:41:10,460
than Ray and...

640
00:41:10,539 --> 00:41:11,528
Oh, Kitty.

641
00:41:11,607 --> 00:41:14,132
I'm mean, of course I'm worried
about Ray.

642
00:41:14,276 --> 00:41:15,004
Come here.

643
00:41:15,077 --> 00:41:16,305
I'm doing fine.

644
00:41:16,378 --> 00:41:17,310
Really.

645
00:41:17,379 --> 00:41:18,437
I know. I know you are.

646
00:41:18,514 --> 00:41:19,811
I'm more worried about Ray.

647
00:41:19,882 --> 00:41:22,043
If anything,
he's not good with this stuff.

648
00:41:23,485 --> 00:41:24,747
Forget about him, hmm?

649
00:41:24,820 --> 00:41:26,185
Just forget about Ray.

650
00:41:49,244 --> 00:41:50,871
You're sweet.

651
00:41:56,919 --> 00:41:58,147
You know the routine, right?

652
00:41:58,220 --> 00:42:00,552
Half a can
in the evening, and...

653
00:42:00,622 --> 00:42:02,749
check the water now and then,

654
00:42:02,824 --> 00:42:05,816
and Ray will feed
him in the morning.

655
00:42:11,567 --> 00:42:13,535
Kitty, you didn't mind?

656
00:42:16,071 --> 00:42:18,631
What?

657
00:42:18,707 --> 00:42:19,674
I didn't mind what?

658
00:42:29,251 --> 00:42:31,549
Do you want me to drive you?

659
00:42:35,791 --> 00:42:38,191
I think I'll feel better
if I drive myself.

660
00:42:42,898 --> 00:42:44,559
Kitty, it's going to be
all right.

661
00:42:47,769 --> 00:42:49,066
Of course it is.

662
00:42:52,441 --> 00:42:53,567
Bye.

663
00:43:14,630 --> 00:43:15,722
What?

664
00:43:15,797 --> 00:43:16,991
What do you want?

665
00:43:34,650 --> 00:43:37,517
Mr. Woolf, Mrs. Bell
has arrived.

666
00:43:40,022 --> 00:43:41,751
Not due till 4:00.

667
00:43:41,823 --> 00:43:44,849
I can't help it.
She's here.

668
00:43:50,499 --> 00:43:53,559
You look a perfect angel.

669
00:43:53,635 --> 00:43:55,830
Don't let the boys
make fun of you.

670
00:43:55,904 --> 00:43:57,496
Fly away, fly.

671
00:44:00,342 --> 00:44:02,333
Virginia.

672
00:44:03,812 --> 00:44:06,474
Leonard thinks it's
the end of civilization...

673
00:44:06,548 --> 00:44:09,574
people who are invited
at 4:00 and arrive at 2:30.

674
00:44:09,651 --> 00:44:11,983
Oh, God.

675
00:44:13,188 --> 00:44:14,485
Barbarians.

676
00:44:14,556 --> 00:44:19,391
Well, we finished lunch
sooner than we imagined.

677
00:44:22,531 --> 00:44:25,932
I've had to send Nelly off
to London for sugar ginger.

678
00:44:26,001 --> 00:44:28,526
Oh, Virginia.

679
00:44:28,603 --> 00:44:32,733
You're not still frightened
of the servants, are you?

680
00:44:32,808 --> 00:44:34,139
Come on.

681
00:44:37,579 --> 00:44:39,046
And how are you, sister?

682
00:44:39,114 --> 00:44:41,275
Frantic.

683
00:44:41,350 --> 00:44:43,147
It's been ridiculous in London.

684
00:44:43,218 --> 00:44:45,083
Ridiculous? How?

685
00:44:45,153 --> 00:44:48,589
Busy.

686
00:44:50,025 --> 00:44:51,720
Why is busy ridiculous?

687
00:44:51,793 --> 00:44:55,388
I would have invited you
to our party,

688
00:44:55,464 --> 00:44:56,624
but I knew you wouldn't come.

689
00:44:56,698 --> 00:44:58,097
Did you?
How did you know that?

690
00:44:59,901 --> 00:45:02,165
I thought
you never came to town.

691
00:45:03,605 --> 00:45:06,005
That's because
you no longer ask me.

692
00:45:08,877 --> 00:45:11,607
Are you not forbidden to come?

693
00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:14,308
Do the doctors not forbid it?

694
00:45:14,383 --> 00:45:16,442
Oh, the doctors.

695
00:45:18,186 --> 00:45:19,813
Do you not pay heed
to your doctors?

696
00:45:19,888 --> 00:45:23,051
Not when they're a bunch
of contemptible Victorians.

697
00:45:23,125 --> 00:45:25,252
So... what are you saying?

698
00:45:26,695 --> 00:45:28,890
Are you feeling better?

699
00:45:28,964 --> 00:45:31,489
Has this vastness
made you stronger?

700
00:45:31,566 --> 00:45:35,468
I'm saying, Vanessa, that even
crazy people like to be asked.

701
00:45:35,537 --> 00:45:37,129
Nessa! Nessa!

702
00:45:37,205 --> 00:45:39,139
Nessa! Nessa!

703
00:45:39,274 --> 00:45:41,469
Hello, changelings.

704
00:45:41,543 --> 00:45:43,238
What have you got?

705
00:45:43,311 --> 00:45:44,471
What have you found?

706
00:45:44,546 --> 00:45:45,979
We found a bird.

707
00:45:46,047 --> 00:45:47,639
Did you?

708
00:45:47,716 --> 00:45:48,648
Yes.

709
00:45:48,717 --> 00:45:50,344
Where did you find that?

710
00:45:50,419 --> 00:45:52,319
I think it must have
fallen from a tree.

711
00:45:52,387 --> 00:45:53,786
Oh, my goodness.

712
00:45:53,855 --> 00:45:55,516
Just look at him.

713
00:45:55,590 --> 00:45:57,820
We might be able to save him.

714
00:45:57,893 --> 00:45:59,383
Save him?

715
00:45:59,461 --> 00:46:02,589
I think you have
to be careful, Quentin.

716
00:46:02,664 --> 00:46:03,653
There's a time to die,

717
00:46:03,732 --> 00:46:05,029
and it may be
the bird's time.

718
00:46:05,100 --> 00:46:07,034
Come on, let's pick some grass

719
00:46:07,102 --> 00:46:08,660
to make a grave.

720
00:46:08,737 --> 00:46:10,671
- Oh, Julian.
- I'm just saying.

721
00:46:10,739 --> 00:46:12,434
Then at least there'll be
a bed for him to die on.

722
00:46:12,507 --> 00:46:15,670
Come on, Nessa,
let's make a grave.

723
00:46:17,412 --> 00:46:18,811
Nessa, come on!

724
00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:20,108
Oh...

725
00:46:20,248 --> 00:46:21,977
Very well, I'm coming.

726
00:46:22,050 --> 00:46:23,278
Wait for me then.

727
00:46:23,351 --> 00:46:25,945
Angelica, will
you be all right?

728
00:46:26,021 --> 00:46:27,045
Stay with your aunt.

729
00:46:27,122 --> 00:46:29,249
You're going too fast.

730
00:46:48,510 --> 00:46:50,034
Do you think she'd like roses?

731
00:46:57,452 --> 00:46:59,716
Is it a she?

732
00:47:01,089 --> 00:47:03,649
Yes, the females are larger.

733
00:47:03,725 --> 00:47:07,491
And less colorful.

734
00:47:07,562 --> 00:47:10,326
What happens when we die?

735
00:47:10,398 --> 00:47:12,161
What happens?

736
00:47:17,639 --> 00:47:20,733
We return to the place
that we came from.

737
00:47:20,809 --> 00:47:23,676
I don't remember
where I came from.

738
00:47:23,745 --> 00:47:25,212
Nor do I.

739
00:47:29,451 --> 00:47:32,045
She looks very small.

740
00:47:33,522 --> 00:47:35,285
Yes.

741
00:47:35,357 --> 00:47:37,951
Yes, that's one
of the things that happens...

742
00:47:38,026 --> 00:47:41,587
we look smaller.

743
00:47:41,663 --> 00:47:44,894
But very peaceful.

744
00:47:57,379 --> 00:47:58,937
Oh, is it done?

745
00:47:59,014 --> 00:48:01,209
Have we finished?

746
00:48:01,283 --> 00:48:03,217
Is the bird funeral complete?

747
00:48:03,285 --> 00:48:04,217
Yes.

748
00:48:04,286 --> 00:48:05,651
Very well, then.

749
00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:08,553
Are we to be denied tea
altogether for coming so early?

750
00:48:08,623 --> 00:48:10,022
No, of course not.

751
00:48:10,091 --> 00:48:11,217
Good.

752
00:48:11,293 --> 00:48:14,353
Come on, Angelica.

753
00:48:14,429 --> 00:48:15,726
Come on, come on, boys.

754
00:48:15,797 --> 00:48:16,821
Let's get some tea.

755
00:48:16,898 --> 00:48:18,832
Nessa, tell him to stop it!

756
00:48:18,900 --> 00:48:21,095
Now stop it, Julian.

757
00:48:27,909 --> 00:48:32,107
Virginia, we're going in.

758
00:48:32,213 --> 00:48:34,408
Virginia!

759
00:49:51,026 --> 00:49:52,823
Hey, bug.

760
00:49:52,894 --> 00:49:55,021
I've got this idea.

761
00:49:55,096 --> 00:49:57,496
We're going
to make another cake.

762
00:49:59,134 --> 00:50:01,068
We're going to make
a better one.

763
00:50:01,136 --> 00:50:02,660
What happened
to the first one?

764
00:50:07,175 --> 00:50:09,837
And after that...

765
00:50:09,911 --> 00:50:12,573
I think we should go out.

766
00:50:23,358 --> 00:50:24,655
Yes?

767
00:50:24,726 --> 00:50:26,887
Clarissa, it's Louis.

768
00:50:26,961 --> 00:50:28,428
Louis Waters.

769
00:50:28,496 --> 00:50:31,363
Louis? Oh, my God.

770
00:50:31,433 --> 00:50:32,365
You're early.

771
00:50:32,434 --> 00:50:33,401
Do you mind?

772
00:50:33,468 --> 00:50:35,060
Is it all right?

773
00:50:53,121 --> 00:50:55,589
Oh, why should I mind?

774
00:50:55,657 --> 00:50:56,749
I'm delighted!

775
00:50:56,825 --> 00:50:58,383
Well, now!

776
00:51:01,329 --> 00:51:03,229
I feel like I'm interrupting.

777
00:51:03,298 --> 00:51:04,230
Oh, why?!

778
00:51:04,299 --> 00:51:05,732
No.

779
00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:07,597
I know the ceremony
isn't until 5:00,

780
00:51:07,669 --> 00:51:08,931
but I flew in this morning.

781
00:51:09,003 --> 00:51:14,305
Oh, well, Richard's
going to be thrilled.

782
00:51:14,375 --> 00:51:16,866
He'll be thrilled
to see you.

783
00:51:16,945 --> 00:51:17,912
You think so?

784
00:51:17,979 --> 00:51:19,503
Of course.

785
00:51:25,920 --> 00:51:28,252
What are we doing?
We should go in.

786
00:51:36,664 --> 00:51:38,097
Are you all right?

787
00:51:38,166 --> 00:51:39,793
Yes. It's nothing.

788
00:51:39,868 --> 00:51:41,699
It's just the party.

789
00:51:41,770 --> 00:51:43,260
Oh, right.

790
00:51:46,407 --> 00:51:48,068
Oh, wow!

791
00:51:48,143 --> 00:51:49,075
It's looking beautiful.

792
00:51:49,144 --> 00:51:50,805
Thanks.

793
00:51:50,879 --> 00:51:51,607
Are you still with...?

794
00:51:51,679 --> 00:51:52,646
Yes, I am.

795
00:51:52,714 --> 00:51:54,648
Still with her. Ten years.

796
00:51:55,817 --> 00:51:56,613
It's crazy.

797
00:51:56,684 --> 00:51:58,743
Why is it crazy?

798
00:51:58,820 --> 00:52:00,481
No reason.

799
00:52:00,555 --> 00:52:02,079
Would you like something
to drink?

800
00:52:02,157 --> 00:52:03,784
Some water.

801
00:52:03,858 --> 00:52:04,688
Okay.

802
00:52:20,441 --> 00:52:22,739
Are you still an editor?

803
00:52:22,811 --> 00:52:25,006
Oh, sure.

804
00:52:25,079 --> 00:52:26,444
With the same publisher?

805
00:52:27,782 --> 00:52:29,147
Mm-hmm.

806
00:52:29,284 --> 00:52:31,081
How's San Francisco?

807
00:52:31,152 --> 00:52:35,213
Oh, it's one of those cities
people tell you to like.

808
00:52:49,737 --> 00:52:51,796
Richard said he thought

809
00:52:51,873 --> 00:52:52,931
you were happy out there.

810
00:52:53,007 --> 00:52:53,939
Oh, great.

811
00:52:54,008 --> 00:52:55,976
So now the illness
makes him psychic.

812
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:00,411
You have to prepare
yourself, Louis.

813
00:53:00,481 --> 00:53:02,813
He's very changed.

814
00:53:05,720 --> 00:53:07,017
I read the book.

815
00:53:07,088 --> 00:53:08,282
Oh, God...

816
00:53:08,356 --> 00:53:10,290
Exactly.

817
00:53:10,358 --> 00:53:12,087
I thought you were
meant to do more

818
00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:13,787
than just change people's names.

819
00:53:13,862 --> 00:53:14,829
Well...

820
00:53:14,896 --> 00:53:17,091
Isn't it meant to be fiction?

821
00:53:17,165 --> 00:53:18,860
He even had you living

822
00:53:18,933 --> 00:53:20,457
on 10th Street.

823
00:53:20,535 --> 00:53:21,559
It isn't me.

824
00:53:21,636 --> 00:53:22,694
Isn't it?

825
00:53:22,770 --> 00:53:23,998
You know how Richard is.

826
00:53:24,072 --> 00:53:25,061
It's a fantasy.

827
00:53:25,139 --> 00:53:26,606
A whole chapter on

828
00:53:26,674 --> 00:53:29,438
"Should she buy
some nail polish?"

829
00:53:29,510 --> 00:53:30,841
And then, guess what?

830
00:53:30,912 --> 00:53:32,971
After 50 pages, she doesn't.

831
00:53:33,982 --> 00:53:37,145
The whole thing seems to go on
for eternity.

832
00:53:37,285 --> 00:53:38,115
Nothing happens.

833
00:53:38,186 --> 00:53:39,153
And then, wham!

834
00:53:39,287 --> 00:53:41,619
For no reason,
she kills herself.

835
00:53:41,689 --> 00:53:42,951
His mother

836
00:53:43,024 --> 00:53:44,082
kills herself.

837
00:53:44,158 --> 00:53:45,785
Yeah, sure, his mother,
but still for no reason.

838
00:53:45,860 --> 00:53:48,158
Well, I...

839
00:53:48,296 --> 00:53:49,228
Out of the blue.

840
00:53:51,232 --> 00:53:52,961
I know the book is tough,
but I liked it.

841
00:53:54,269 --> 00:53:55,167
I know.

842
00:53:55,270 --> 00:53:58,706
Only one thing upset me.

843
00:53:58,773 --> 00:53:59,967
What's that?

844
00:54:00,041 --> 00:54:01,008
What upset you?

845
00:54:03,011 --> 00:54:04,535
Well...

846
00:54:04,612 --> 00:54:07,547
that there wasn't more
about you.

847
00:54:12,353 --> 00:54:14,014
That's kind.

848
00:54:16,891 --> 00:54:18,722
I went back to Wellfleet.

849
00:54:22,163 --> 00:54:23,095
You did?

850
00:54:23,164 --> 00:54:24,096
One day.

851
00:54:24,165 --> 00:54:25,257
I didn't tell you?

852
00:54:27,702 --> 00:54:29,135
No.

853
00:54:29,237 --> 00:54:31,228
But then, I never see you.

854
00:54:32,674 --> 00:54:34,505
You remember the house.

855
00:54:34,575 --> 00:54:37,135
It's still there.

856
00:54:37,245 --> 00:54:38,234
I think you're courageous.

857
00:54:38,313 --> 00:54:41,146
Courageous? Why?

858
00:54:41,282 --> 00:54:42,977
To dare go visit.

859
00:54:43,051 --> 00:54:45,281
What I mean is...

860
00:54:45,353 --> 00:54:47,150
to face the fact

861
00:54:47,255 --> 00:54:51,692
that we have lost
those feelings forever.

862
00:54:54,696 --> 00:54:56,095
Shit!

863
00:54:56,164 --> 00:54:58,029
Clarissa?

864
00:54:58,099 --> 00:55:00,329
Um...

865
00:55:00,401 --> 00:55:02,426
I don't know what's happening.

866
00:55:02,503 --> 00:55:03,435
I'm sorry.

867
00:55:03,504 --> 00:55:04,937
I seem to be in some strange

868
00:55:05,006 --> 00:55:06,530
sort of mood.

869
00:55:06,607 --> 00:55:07,539
I'm sorry.

870
00:55:07,608 --> 00:55:10,509
It's, uh, it's very rude of me.

871
00:55:12,647 --> 00:55:14,979
I seem to be unraveling.

872
00:55:15,049 --> 00:55:16,038
I shouldn't have come.

873
00:55:16,117 --> 00:55:17,106
No, it's not you.

874
00:55:17,251 --> 00:55:17,979
It's not you.

875
00:55:19,020 --> 00:55:21,011
It's more like having
a presentiment.

876
00:55:21,089 --> 00:55:22,647
Do you know what I'm saying?

877
00:55:24,459 --> 00:55:26,927
Oh, God,
it's probably just nerves

878
00:55:26,995 --> 00:55:28,963
about the party, you know?

879
00:55:29,030 --> 00:55:31,521
Bad hostess!

880
00:55:31,599 --> 00:55:34,227
Clarissa, what's happened?

881
00:55:34,302 --> 00:55:36,065
Jesus!

882
00:55:36,137 --> 00:55:38,503
What is it?!

883
00:55:38,573 --> 00:55:40,006
Oh! Oh, God!

884
00:55:41,943 --> 00:55:45,037
Do you want me to go?

885
00:55:45,113 --> 00:55:48,844
No, don't go! Don't...

886
00:55:48,916 --> 00:55:50,679
Don't go.

887
00:55:50,752 --> 00:55:52,583
Explain to me
why this is happening.

888
00:55:54,722 --> 00:55:57,156
Don't... don't touch me.

889
00:55:57,258 --> 00:55:58,418
Jesus.

890
00:55:58,493 --> 00:56:00,654
It's better if you don't.

891
00:56:03,765 --> 00:56:06,495
It's just too much.

892
00:56:06,567 --> 00:56:09,468
You fly in from San Francisco,

893
00:56:09,537 --> 00:56:12,404
and I've been nursing Richard
for years.

894
00:56:12,473 --> 00:56:15,533
And all the time,
I've held myself together...

895
00:56:15,610 --> 00:56:17,100
no problem.

896
00:56:17,245 --> 00:56:18,610
I know.

897
00:56:21,115 --> 00:56:24,710
One morning, in Wellfleet...

898
00:56:24,786 --> 00:56:29,223
you were there,
we were all there...

899
00:56:29,290 --> 00:56:31,815
I'd been sleeping with him,

900
00:56:31,893 --> 00:56:34,987
and I was out
on the back porch.

901
00:56:35,063 --> 00:56:38,931
He came out behind me,

902
00:56:39,000 --> 00:56:43,869
and he put his hand
on my shoulder.

903
00:56:43,938 --> 00:56:46,702
"Good morning, Mrs. Dalloway."

904
00:56:50,411 --> 00:56:52,038
That's...

905
00:56:54,248 --> 00:56:55,909
That's when...

906
00:56:55,983 --> 00:56:58,781
From then on, I've...
been stuck.

907
00:56:58,853 --> 00:56:59,911
Stuck?

908
00:56:59,987 --> 00:57:02,148
Yep.

909
00:57:03,491 --> 00:57:04,685
Yeah.

910
00:57:05,827 --> 00:57:07,727
With the name, I mean.

911
00:57:11,532 --> 00:57:13,966
And now you walk in.

912
00:57:14,035 --> 00:57:17,266
To see you

913
00:57:17,338 --> 00:57:20,830
walk in...
because I never see you.

914
00:57:20,908 --> 00:57:23,308
Look at you.

915
00:57:25,346 --> 00:57:29,874
Anyway, it doesn't matter.

916
00:57:29,951 --> 00:57:31,851
It was you he stayed with.

917
00:57:31,919 --> 00:57:32,908
It was you he lived with.

918
00:57:32,987 --> 00:57:36,081
I had one summer.

919
00:57:47,635 --> 00:57:50,001
The day I left him,

920
00:57:50,071 --> 00:57:56,738
I got on a train
and made my way across Europe.

921
00:57:56,811 --> 00:58:01,407
I felt free
for the first time in years.

922
00:58:17,198 --> 00:58:21,032
So... tell me about
San Francisco.

923
00:58:21,102 --> 00:58:22,364
What's to tell?

924
00:58:22,436 --> 00:58:26,099
I still teach drama
to idiots, mostly.

925
00:58:26,207 --> 00:58:27,697
They can't all be idiots.

926
00:58:27,775 --> 00:58:29,970
No, no. In fact,

927
00:58:30,044 --> 00:58:33,036
I shouldn't tell
you this, but...

928
00:58:33,114 --> 00:58:34,308
I've fallen in love.

929
00:58:34,382 --> 00:58:36,509
Really?

930
00:58:36,584 --> 00:58:38,677
Yes.

931
00:58:38,753 --> 00:58:40,687
With a student.

932
00:58:40,755 --> 00:58:41,881
With a student.

933
00:58:41,956 --> 00:58:43,651
Exactly.

934
00:58:43,724 --> 00:58:45,658
I know.

935
00:58:45,726 --> 00:58:48,126
You think,
Am I still up for this?

936
00:58:48,229 --> 00:58:50,129
All this intensity,
all those arguments,

937
00:58:50,231 --> 00:58:52,995
doors being slammed.

938
00:58:53,067 --> 00:58:56,002
Well, you know what it's like.

939
00:58:57,238 --> 00:58:58,535
Are you feeling better?

940
00:59:00,775 --> 00:59:01,867
A little.

941
00:59:01,943 --> 00:59:03,501
Thank you.

942
00:59:07,815 --> 00:59:09,578
You think I'm ridiculous?

943
00:59:11,652 --> 00:59:14,018
Ridiculous?

944
00:59:14,088 --> 00:59:16,716
Fortunate, too.

945
00:59:46,821 --> 00:59:49,312
I'm going to leave you
at Mrs. Latch's.

946
00:59:49,390 --> 00:59:51,290
I have to do something.

947
01:00:02,570 --> 01:00:05,095
Mommy, I don't want to go.

948
01:00:05,172 --> 01:00:07,333
You have to. I'm sorry.

949
01:00:07,408 --> 01:00:09,569
I have something to do
before Daddy gets home.

950
01:00:57,325 --> 01:00:59,190
Hello.

951
01:00:59,260 --> 01:01:00,784
Hi, Mrs. Latch.

952
01:01:00,861 --> 01:01:02,488
My boy's not very happy.

953
01:01:03,631 --> 01:01:05,861
Mommy, I don't want
to do this.

954
01:01:05,933 --> 01:01:08,401
I have to go, honey.

955
01:01:09,737 --> 01:01:12,001
Your mommy has things
she has to do.

956
01:01:12,073 --> 01:01:13,540
Come in, I got cookies.

957
01:01:14,975 --> 01:01:15,942
Okay, baby?

958
01:01:17,878 --> 01:01:19,505
You have to be brave now.

959
01:01:21,082 --> 01:01:22,014
Don't worry now.

960
01:01:22,083 --> 01:01:23,482
It's going to be fine.

961
01:01:23,551 --> 01:01:24,518
Well...

962
01:01:42,269 --> 01:01:43,236
Honey!

963
01:02:03,457 --> 01:02:05,721
Come on. Come on, darling.

964
01:02:10,231 --> 01:02:12,631
Mommy!

965
01:02:12,700 --> 01:02:13,632
- Stop it.
- No!

966
01:02:13,701 --> 01:02:14,929
Darling, stop it.

967
01:02:15,002 --> 01:02:16,128
Mommy!

968
01:02:16,237 --> 01:02:17,261
- All right.
- Mommy!

969
01:02:17,338 --> 01:02:19,238
Mommy!

970
01:02:19,306 --> 01:02:20,637
Mommy!

971
01:02:22,743 --> 01:02:23,732
Come on.

972
01:02:23,811 --> 01:02:25,244
Mommy!

973
01:02:26,313 --> 01:02:28,907
Mommy!

974
01:02:30,184 --> 01:02:32,778
No!

975
01:04:07,515 --> 01:04:09,107
Breakfast is served

976
01:04:09,183 --> 01:04:11,083
between 7:00 and 11:00
in the Regency Room,

977
01:04:11,151 --> 01:04:12,448
and room service is available

978
01:04:12,520 --> 01:04:14,044
24 hours.

979
01:04:15,823 --> 01:04:17,381
Thank you, ma'am.

980
01:04:19,260 --> 01:04:21,125
Is there anything else
you need?

981
01:04:21,262 --> 01:04:23,856
Yes, um...

982
01:04:23,931 --> 01:04:25,865
No.

983
01:04:25,933 --> 01:04:27,560
Not to be disturbed.

984
01:05:41,775 --> 01:05:45,370
"'Did it matter, then? '
She asked herself,

985
01:05:45,446 --> 01:05:47,880
"walking toward Bon Street.

986
01:05:47,948 --> 01:05:53,250
"Did it matter that she must
inevitably cease completely?

987
01:05:53,320 --> 01:05:57,051
"All this must go on
without her.

988
01:05:57,124 --> 01:06:00,287
"Did she resent it?

989
01:06:00,361 --> 01:06:03,330
"Or did it not become consoling

990
01:06:03,397 --> 01:06:08,391
"to believe that death
ended absolutely?

991
01:06:08,469 --> 01:06:12,929
"It is possible to die.

992
01:06:14,775 --> 01:06:16,367
It is possible...

993
01:06:16,443 --> 01:06:17,842
...to die."

994
01:06:21,148 --> 01:06:24,049
There was a lovely coat
for Angelica at Harrod's,

995
01:06:24,118 --> 01:06:25,642
then nothing for the boys.

996
01:06:25,719 --> 01:06:26,879
It seems so unfair.

997
01:06:26,954 --> 01:06:28,546
Why should Angelica
be favored?

998
01:06:31,859 --> 01:06:33,121
Virginia?

999
01:06:35,129 --> 01:06:37,597
Virginia?

1000
01:06:37,665 --> 01:06:39,064
Virginia!

1001
01:06:41,335 --> 01:06:43,235
What are you thinking about?

1002
01:06:55,449 --> 01:06:58,509
Are you still with us?

1003
01:07:08,495 --> 01:07:13,899
Your aunt's a very
lucky woman, Angelica...

1004
01:07:13,967 --> 01:07:16,435
because she has two lives.

1005
01:07:16,503 --> 01:07:18,971
She has the life
she's leading,

1006
01:07:19,039 --> 01:07:21,633
and also the book she's writing.

1007
01:07:21,709 --> 01:07:25,975
This makes her very
fortunate indeed.

1008
01:07:26,046 --> 01:07:28,105
What were you thinking about?

1009
01:07:55,075 --> 01:07:59,375
I was going to kill
my heroine...

1010
01:07:59,446 --> 01:08:02,904
but I've changed my mind.

1011
01:08:04,351 --> 01:08:07,115
I... I can't.

1012
01:08:20,768 --> 01:08:24,295
I fear I may have to kill
someone else instead.

1013
01:08:31,945 --> 01:08:33,537
Oh, Quentin!

1014
01:08:34,848 --> 01:08:35,940
We're ready!

1015
01:08:37,618 --> 01:08:39,210
A fascinating visit.

1016
01:08:39,286 --> 01:08:42,585
We enjoyed it thoroughly.

1017
01:08:43,690 --> 01:08:44,952
Do you have to go already?

1018
01:08:46,693 --> 01:08:47,955
I do wish you wouldn't go.

1019
01:08:48,028 --> 01:08:48,960
Oh, Virginia,

1020
01:08:49,029 --> 01:08:51,896
the last thing you want
is our noisiness.

1021
01:08:51,965 --> 01:08:55,560
My hopeless, clumsy boys.

1022
01:08:55,636 --> 01:08:57,467
Say good-bye, boys.

1023
01:08:57,538 --> 01:08:59,938
Bye!

1024
01:09:02,209 --> 01:09:03,506
You'll return to what?

1025
01:09:03,577 --> 01:09:05,010
Tonight?

1026
01:09:05,078 --> 01:09:10,482
Oh, just some...
insufferable dinner.

1027
01:09:10,551 --> 01:09:13,543
Not even you could
envy, Virginia.

1028
01:09:13,620 --> 01:09:15,053
But I do.

1029
01:09:52,125 --> 01:09:53,387
Say something, Nessa.

1030
01:09:53,460 --> 01:09:55,121
Didn't you think
I seemed better?

1031
01:09:55,262 --> 01:09:57,526
Yes...

1032
01:09:57,598 --> 01:10:01,090
Yes... Virginia,
you seemed better.

1033
01:10:14,882 --> 01:10:16,440
You think...

1034
01:10:17,651 --> 01:10:20,916
You think I may one day escape?

1035
01:10:20,988 --> 01:10:24,219
One day. One...

1036
01:10:25,926 --> 01:10:26,893
Nessa.

1037
01:10:29,329 --> 01:10:30,591
Nessa!

1038
01:10:30,664 --> 01:10:32,256
Come on, Nessa.

1039
01:10:32,332 --> 01:10:33,959
Come, Angelica, we must go.

1040
01:10:36,136 --> 01:10:37,467
Come on!

1041
01:10:37,537 --> 01:10:38,469
Good-bye.

1042
01:10:38,538 --> 01:10:40,631
Good-bye, little girl.

1043
01:10:40,707 --> 01:10:43,403
Angelica!

1044
01:10:43,477 --> 01:10:44,876
The train!

1045
01:10:46,980 --> 01:10:49,778
We're going to miss the train.

1046
01:10:49,850 --> 01:10:51,340
Come on. Hurry up.

1047
01:10:51,418 --> 01:10:52,385
Big step.

1048
01:10:57,758 --> 01:10:59,316
Come on, come on, come on!

1049
01:10:59,393 --> 01:11:00,951
I want to go home.

1050
01:11:01,028 --> 01:11:01,960
Yeah, all right.

1051
01:11:02,029 --> 01:11:04,429
We stayed too long,
we've missed the train.

1052
01:11:04,498 --> 01:11:06,693
Stay close.

1053
01:12:30,083 --> 01:12:31,641
I'm sorry, I know.

1054
01:12:31,718 --> 01:12:33,083
I tried to get here earlier.

1055
01:12:33,153 --> 01:12:34,711
I tried, okay? Don't start.

1056
01:12:34,788 --> 01:12:36,653
I know,

1057
01:12:36,723 --> 01:12:40,489
it's just incredibly important
because it's your party.

1058
01:12:40,560 --> 01:12:43,154
Julia, how have you been doing?

1059
01:12:43,263 --> 01:12:45,731
I'm fine.

1060
01:12:45,799 --> 01:12:46,595
Come here.

1061
01:12:46,666 --> 01:12:49,499
What have you been doing?

1062
01:12:49,569 --> 01:12:51,935
Well, studying, Mom.

1063
01:12:55,876 --> 01:12:56,968
Um...

1064
01:12:57,044 --> 01:13:00,013
So, what should I do? Chairs?

1065
01:13:00,080 --> 01:13:02,344
No. Let's clear off the desk
first.

1066
01:13:02,416 --> 01:13:05,351
You can take it
into the bedroom.

1067
01:13:05,419 --> 01:13:07,785
I bumped into Louis Waters.

1068
01:13:07,854 --> 01:13:09,116
Oh, you did?

1069
01:13:09,189 --> 01:13:10,383
Where?

1070
01:13:10,457 --> 01:13:11,389
In the street.

1071
01:13:14,494 --> 01:13:15,984
They're all here, aren't they?

1072
01:13:16,063 --> 01:13:17,121
All the ghosts.

1073
01:13:17,264 --> 01:13:20,961
All of the ghosts are
assembling for the party.

1074
01:13:21,034 --> 01:13:23,798
He's so weird.

1075
01:13:23,870 --> 01:13:26,361
Oh, what?

1076
01:13:26,440 --> 01:13:27,737
You can't see that?

1077
01:13:27,808 --> 01:13:30,299
You can't see that
Louis Waters is weird?

1078
01:13:33,113 --> 01:13:35,081
I can see that he's sad.

1079
01:13:35,148 --> 01:13:39,585
Well... all your friends
are sad.

1080
01:13:41,922 --> 01:13:43,719
You've been crying.
What's happening?

1081
01:13:47,894 --> 01:13:50,055
All it is,
I looked around this room,

1082
01:13:50,130 --> 01:13:52,963
and I thought,
"I'm giving a party.

1083
01:13:53,033 --> 01:13:55,627
All I want to do
is give a party."

1084
01:13:55,702 --> 01:13:56,964
And?

1085
01:13:57,037 --> 01:13:59,870
I know why he does it;
he does it deliberately.

1086
01:13:59,940 --> 01:14:02,909
Oh, is this Richard?

1087
01:14:02,976 --> 01:14:04,466
Of course.

1088
01:14:04,544 --> 01:14:06,307
He did it this morning.

1089
01:14:06,379 --> 01:14:08,370
He gives me that look.

1090
01:14:08,448 --> 01:14:09,881
What look?

1091
01:14:11,184 --> 01:14:13,516
To say...

1092
01:14:13,587 --> 01:14:17,421
"Your life is... trivial.

1093
01:14:18,458 --> 01:14:21,484
You are so trivial."

1094
01:14:21,561 --> 01:14:23,995
Just...

1095
01:14:24,064 --> 01:14:25,588
daily stuff, you know.

1096
01:14:25,665 --> 01:14:28,065
Schedules and parties
and... details.

1097
01:14:28,135 --> 01:14:31,935
That's what he means... by it,
that is what he's saying.

1098
01:14:32,005 --> 01:14:34,166
Mom, it only matters
if you think it's true.

1099
01:14:35,942 --> 01:14:37,500
Well?

1100
01:14:37,577 --> 01:14:39,511
Do you? Tell me.

1101
01:14:42,415 --> 01:14:44,781
When I'm with him, I feel...

1102
01:14:48,855 --> 01:14:51,289
Yes, I am living.

1103
01:14:53,093 --> 01:14:56,585
And when I'm not with him...

1104
01:14:56,663 --> 01:14:59,257
Yes, everything does seem
sort of s...

1105
01:14:59,332 --> 01:15:01,630
...silly.

1106
01:15:06,740 --> 01:15:08,537
I don't mean with you.

1107
01:15:08,608 --> 01:15:09,836
Oh, I...

1108
01:15:09,910 --> 01:15:12,674
God. Jesus.

1109
01:15:13,980 --> 01:15:15,971
Never with you.

1110
01:15:16,049 --> 01:15:17,141
It's all the rest of it.

1111
01:15:22,455 --> 01:15:23,683
Sally?

1112
01:15:24,925 --> 01:15:26,790
The rest of it.

1113
01:15:31,231 --> 01:15:33,893
False comfort.

1114
01:15:33,967 --> 01:15:35,491
Because?

1115
01:15:36,670 --> 01:15:38,604
If you say to me,
"When were you happiest?"

1116
01:15:38,672 --> 01:15:39,832
Mom...

1117
01:15:39,906 --> 01:15:42,431
"Tell me the moment
you were happiest."

1118
01:15:42,509 --> 01:15:45,672
I know, I know,
it was years ago.

1119
01:15:45,745 --> 01:15:48,805
Yeah.

1120
01:15:48,882 --> 01:15:53,444
All you're saying is...
you were once young.

1121
01:15:59,326 --> 01:16:02,227
I remember one morning...

1122
01:16:02,295 --> 01:16:04,354
getting up at dawn,

1123
01:16:04,431 --> 01:16:08,731
there was such a sense
of possibility.

1124
01:16:08,802 --> 01:16:10,736
You know?
That feeling?

1125
01:16:10,804 --> 01:16:11,862
Hmm?

1126
01:16:11,938 --> 01:16:14,270
And I remember
thinking to myself,

1127
01:16:14,341 --> 01:16:17,242
"So, this is the
beginning of happiness.

1128
01:16:17,310 --> 01:16:19,107
"This is where it starts.

1129
01:16:19,212 --> 01:16:22,306
And, of course, there
will always be more."

1130
01:16:25,819 --> 01:16:28,344
It never occurred to me

1131
01:16:28,421 --> 01:16:31,481
it wasn't the beginning.

1132
01:16:33,193 --> 01:16:36,458
It was happiness.

1133
01:16:36,529 --> 01:16:42,229
It was the moment...

1134
01:16:42,302 --> 01:16:44,497
right then.

1135
01:18:09,343 --> 01:18:11,208
Ah, Nelly, good evening.
I was wondering

1136
01:18:11,345 --> 01:18:12,437
if you'd seen Mrs. Woolf.

1137
01:18:12,512 --> 01:18:14,480
I thought you knew, sir.

1138
01:18:14,548 --> 01:18:16,573
Mrs. Woolf has gone out.

1139
01:18:53,353 --> 01:18:54,786
Excuse me! Excuse me!

1140
01:19:21,815 --> 01:19:24,147
Mr. Woolf, what an
unexpected pleasure.

1141
01:19:24,217 --> 01:19:25,707
Perhaps you could tell me

1142
01:19:25,786 --> 01:19:27,947
exactly what you think
you're doing?

1143
01:19:28,021 --> 01:19:29,386
What I was doing?

1144
01:19:29,456 --> 01:19:30,753
I went to look for you,
and you weren't there.

1145
01:19:30,824 --> 01:19:33,384
You were working in the garden.
I didn't wish to disturb you.

1146
01:19:33,460 --> 01:19:35,189
You disturb me
when you disappear.

1147
01:19:35,262 --> 01:19:36,229
I didn't disappear.

1148
01:19:38,165 --> 01:19:39,462
I went for a walk.

1149
01:19:39,533 --> 01:19:41,091
A walk?!
Is that all?

1150
01:19:41,168 --> 01:19:42,829
Just a walk?

1151
01:19:44,171 --> 01:19:46,731
Virginia, we must go home now.
Nelly's cooking dinner.

1152
01:19:46,807 --> 01:19:49,241
She's already had
a very difficult day.

1153
01:19:49,342 --> 01:19:51,071
It's just our obligation
to eat Nelly's dinner.

1154
01:19:51,144 --> 01:19:53,510
There is no such
obligation.

1155
01:19:53,580 --> 01:19:55,878
No such obligation exists.

1156
01:19:55,949 --> 01:19:56,938
Virginia,

1157
01:19:57,017 --> 01:19:58,575
you have an obligation
to your own sanity.

1158
01:19:58,652 --> 01:20:00,745
I have endured this custody!

1159
01:20:00,821 --> 01:20:03,255
I have endured
this imprisonment.

1160
01:20:03,356 --> 01:20:04,618
Oh, Virginia!

1161
01:20:04,691 --> 01:20:07,421
I am attended by
doctors, everywhere.

1162
01:20:07,494 --> 01:20:09,359
I am attended by doctors

1163
01:20:09,429 --> 01:20:12,023
who inform me of
my own interests!

1164
01:20:12,098 --> 01:20:13,258
They know your interests.

1165
01:20:13,333 --> 01:20:14,357
They do not!

1166
01:20:14,434 --> 01:20:16,265
They do not speak
for my interests.

1167
01:20:16,336 --> 01:20:17,633
Virginia, I can...

1168
01:20:17,704 --> 01:20:20,104
I can see that it must be
hard for a woman of your...

1169
01:20:20,173 --> 01:20:22,004
- Of what? Of my what, exactly?
- Uh, your...

1170
01:20:22,075 --> 01:20:23,133
your talents to see

1171
01:20:23,210 --> 01:20:25,144
that she may not be
the best judge

1172
01:20:25,212 --> 01:20:26,406
of her own condition!

1173
01:20:26,480 --> 01:20:28,505
Who, then, is a better judge?

1174
01:20:28,582 --> 01:20:29,810
You have a history!

1175
01:20:31,418 --> 01:20:33,283
You have a history
of confinement.

1176
01:20:33,353 --> 01:20:34,820
We brought you to Richmond

1177
01:20:34,888 --> 01:20:37,914
because you have a history
of fits, moods, blackouts,

1178
01:20:37,991 --> 01:20:39,481
hearing voices.

1179
01:20:39,559 --> 01:20:41,527
We brought you here

1180
01:20:41,595 --> 01:20:43,028
to save you
from the irrevocable damage

1181
01:20:43,096 --> 01:20:46,293
you intended upon yourself.

1182
01:20:46,366 --> 01:20:49,028
You've tried to kill yourself
twice!

1183
01:20:52,973 --> 01:20:54,440
I live daily with that threat.

1184
01:20:54,508 --> 01:20:56,976
I set up the press...
we set up the printing press

1185
01:20:57,043 --> 01:20:59,102
not just for itself,

1186
01:20:59,179 --> 01:21:02,478
not just purely for itself,
but so that you might have

1187
01:21:02,549 --> 01:21:05,985
a ready source
of absorption and of remedy.

1188
01:21:06,052 --> 01:21:07,280
Like needlework?

1189
01:21:08,355 --> 01:21:10,585
It was done for you!

1190
01:21:10,657 --> 01:21:12,921
It was done for your betterment!

1191
01:21:12,993 --> 01:21:15,018
It was done out of love!

1192
01:21:16,897 --> 01:21:20,697
If I didn't know you better,
I'd call this ingratitude.

1193
01:21:20,767 --> 01:21:23,759
I am ungrateful?

1194
01:21:23,837 --> 01:21:25,998
You call me ungrateful?

1195
01:21:27,807 --> 01:21:31,334
My life has been stolen from me.

1196
01:21:34,047 --> 01:21:37,107
I'm living in a town
I have no wish to live in.

1197
01:21:37,183 --> 01:21:41,813
I'm living... a life
I have no wish to live.

1198
01:21:45,759 --> 01:21:48,557
How did this happen?

1199
01:22:01,675 --> 01:22:05,042
It is time for us
to move back to London.

1200
01:22:10,550 --> 01:22:12,780
I miss London.

1201
01:22:12,852 --> 01:22:15,946
I miss London life.

1202
01:22:18,625 --> 01:22:20,684
This is not you speaking,
Virginia.

1203
01:22:20,760 --> 01:22:22,227
This is an aspect
of your illness.

1204
01:22:22,295 --> 01:22:24,263
- It's not you.
- It is me. It is my voice.

1205
01:22:24,397 --> 01:22:25,386
It's not your voice.

1206
01:22:25,465 --> 01:22:26,693
It's mine and mine alone.

1207
01:22:26,766 --> 01:22:28,199
This is the voice
that you hear.

1208
01:22:28,268 --> 01:22:30,964
It is not! It is mine!

1209
01:22:31,037 --> 01:22:33,028
I'm dying in this town!

1210
01:22:37,210 --> 01:22:39,144
If you were thinking clearly,
Virginia,

1211
01:22:39,212 --> 01:22:40,543
you'd recall it was London

1212
01:22:40,614 --> 01:22:42,275
that brought you low.

1213
01:22:42,382 --> 01:22:45,249
If I were thinking clearly...

1214
01:22:46,353 --> 01:22:49,117
If I were thinking clearly...

1215
01:22:49,189 --> 01:22:51,919
We brought you to Richmond
to give you peace.

1216
01:22:51,992 --> 01:22:54,825
If I were thinking clearly,
Leonard,

1217
01:22:54,894 --> 01:22:58,887
I would tell you that I wrestle
alone in the dark,

1218
01:22:58,965 --> 01:23:02,196
in the deep dark,
and that only I can know,

1219
01:23:02,268 --> 01:23:05,260
only I can understand
my own condition.

1220
01:23:06,640 --> 01:23:08,232
You live with the threat...
you tell me...

1221
01:23:08,375 --> 01:23:10,206
you live with the threat
of my extinction.

1222
01:23:11,645 --> 01:23:13,806
Leonard, I live with it,

1223
01:23:13,880 --> 01:23:15,404
too.

1224
01:23:19,052 --> 01:23:21,680
This is my right.

1225
01:23:21,755 --> 01:23:24,053
It is the right
of every human being.

1226
01:23:24,124 --> 01:23:27,651
I choose not the suffocating
anesthetic of the suburbs,

1227
01:23:27,727 --> 01:23:29,991
but the violent jolt
of the capital.

1228
01:23:30,063 --> 01:23:31,826
That is my choice.

1229
01:23:31,898 --> 01:23:34,458
The meanest patient,

1230
01:23:34,534 --> 01:23:37,162
yes, even the very lowest
is allowed some say

1231
01:23:37,237 --> 01:23:39,899
in the matter of her own
prescription.

1232
01:23:39,973 --> 01:23:42,305
Thereby she defines
her humanity.

1233
01:23:51,051 --> 01:23:53,884
I wish, for your sake, Leonard,

1234
01:23:53,953 --> 01:23:59,516
I could be happy in this
quietness.

1235
01:23:59,592 --> 01:24:04,962
But if it is a choice between
Richmond and death,

1236
01:24:05,031 --> 01:24:06,726
I choose death.

1237
01:24:17,477 --> 01:24:19,604
Very well, London, then.

1238
01:24:21,014 --> 01:24:23,209
We'll go back to London.

1239
01:24:57,917 --> 01:25:00,886
You hungry?

1240
01:25:05,658 --> 01:25:07,751
I'm a little hungry myself.

1241
01:25:27,514 --> 01:25:30,608
Come along.

1242
01:25:30,683 --> 01:25:32,810
London train on platform one!

1243
01:25:32,886 --> 01:25:37,050
This is the London train
terminating at Vauxhall.

1244
01:25:41,561 --> 01:25:46,260
You cannot find peace
by avoiding life, Leonard.

1245
01:25:54,340 --> 01:25:56,365
This is the London train!

1246
01:25:57,777 --> 01:26:01,577
London train on platform one!

1247
01:26:17,163 --> 01:26:19,597
Mommy!

1248
01:26:19,666 --> 01:26:22,328
Mommy!

1249
01:26:32,078 --> 01:26:33,807
Hey. Hey, there, bug.

1250
01:26:33,880 --> 01:26:35,905
Hey, what's wrong?

1251
01:26:35,982 --> 01:26:37,711
Hi, Mrs. Latch.

1252
01:26:37,784 --> 01:26:38,910
Sorry I'm late.

1253
01:26:38,985 --> 01:26:40,009
He's fine.

1254
01:26:40,086 --> 01:26:41,053
He's been fine.

1255
01:26:41,120 --> 01:26:42,610
He's, he's just happy
to see you.

1256
01:26:42,689 --> 01:26:44,987
Aw, it couldn't have been
that bad, could it? Hmm?

1257
01:26:45,058 --> 01:26:46,719
So, you got it cut, then?

1258
01:26:46,793 --> 01:26:48,693
Oh, yes, yes. No problem.

1259
01:26:48,761 --> 01:26:49,659
Looks great.

1260
01:26:49,729 --> 01:26:51,162
Well, they didn't have
to do very much.

1261
01:26:51,231 --> 01:26:52,892
Well, we had a fine time

1262
01:26:52,966 --> 01:26:54,297
together.

1263
01:26:55,401 --> 01:26:57,392
Thank you very much.

1264
01:27:01,674 --> 01:27:05,508
So, that wasn't too bad, was it?

1265
01:27:05,578 --> 01:27:07,136
I wasn't gone too long.

1266
01:27:07,213 --> 01:27:09,306
No, you weren't long.

1267
01:27:09,382 --> 01:27:11,179
That's right.

1268
01:27:13,987 --> 01:27:16,751
At one point...

1269
01:27:16,823 --> 01:27:18,814
I don't know.

1270
01:27:21,761 --> 01:27:26,494
There was a moment where
I thought I might be longer.

1271
01:27:26,566 --> 01:27:28,363
But I changed my mind.

1272
01:27:36,142 --> 01:27:37,109
What is it, honey?

1273
01:27:37,176 --> 01:27:40,703
Mommy, I love you.

1274
01:27:42,916 --> 01:27:45,009
I love you, too, baby.

1275
01:27:53,526 --> 01:27:55,289
What's wrong?

1276
01:27:59,098 --> 01:28:00,156
What?

1277
01:28:07,874 --> 01:28:09,307
Don't worry, honey,
everything's fine.

1278
01:28:09,375 --> 01:28:12,139
We're going to have
a wonderful party,

1279
01:28:12,211 --> 01:28:16,045
and we've made your daddy
such a nice cake.

1280
01:28:21,721 --> 01:28:23,245
I love you, sweetheart.

1281
01:28:24,524 --> 01:28:26,856
You're my guy.

1282
01:29:03,629 --> 01:29:06,189
Mommy!

1283
01:29:06,265 --> 01:29:08,597
Mommy!

1284
01:30:05,058 --> 01:30:08,084
Richard, it's me. I'm early.

1285
01:30:12,632 --> 01:30:14,793
What the hell is going on?

1286
01:30:15,768 --> 01:30:16,757
Richard!

1287
01:30:19,939 --> 01:30:22,032
What are you doing here?
You're early!

1288
01:30:22,108 --> 01:30:24,372
Wha-What is going on here?

1289
01:30:24,444 --> 01:30:26,071
What are you doing?

1290
01:30:26,145 --> 01:30:27,942
I-I had this wonderful idea.

1291
01:30:28,014 --> 01:30:31,279
I needed some light.
I needed to let in some light!

1292
01:30:31,350 --> 01:30:34,046
Richard, what are you doing?

1293
01:30:34,120 --> 01:30:36,452
I had this fantastic notion.

1294
01:30:36,522 --> 01:30:38,752
I took the Xanax
and the Ritalin together.

1295
01:30:38,825 --> 01:30:40,292
It-it never occurred to me.

1296
01:30:40,359 --> 01:30:41,018
Richard...

1297
01:30:41,094 --> 01:30:42,186
Don't come near me!

1298
01:30:46,933 --> 01:30:52,735
It seemed to me I needed
to let in some light.

1299
01:30:54,607 --> 01:30:58,566
What do you think?
I cleared away all the windows.

1300
01:30:58,644 --> 01:31:01,238
All right, Richard,
do me one simple favor.

1301
01:31:01,380 --> 01:31:02,438
Come. Come sit.

1302
01:31:02,515 --> 01:31:05,450
I don't think I can make it
to the party, Clarissa.

1303
01:31:05,518 --> 01:31:06,610
You don't have to go
to the party.

1304
01:31:06,686 --> 01:31:07,948
You don't have to go
to the ceremony.

1305
01:31:08,020 --> 01:31:09,647
You don't have to do anything
you don't want to do.

1306
01:31:09,722 --> 01:31:11,246
You can do as you like.

1307
01:31:11,357 --> 01:31:14,349
But I still have to face
the hours, don't I?

1308
01:31:14,427 --> 01:31:16,520
I mean, the hours
after the party,

1309
01:31:16,596 --> 01:31:18,826
and the hours after that...

1310
01:31:18,898 --> 01:31:21,958
You do have good days still.

1311
01:31:22,034 --> 01:31:23,797
You know you do.

1312
01:31:23,870 --> 01:31:26,168
Not really.

1313
01:31:26,239 --> 01:31:27,640
I mean, it's kind of you
to say so, but it's...

1314
01:31:27,640 --> 01:31:29,130
I mean, it's kind of you
to say so, but it's...

1315
01:31:29,208 --> 01:31:30,505
not really true.

1316
01:31:39,318 --> 01:31:40,285
Are they here?

1317
01:31:40,353 --> 01:31:42,116
Who?

1318
01:31:42,188 --> 01:31:42,950
The voices.

1319
01:31:43,022 --> 01:31:45,855
Oh, the voices are always here.

1320
01:31:45,925 --> 01:31:49,656
And it's the voices that you're
hearing now, isn't it?

1321
01:31:49,729 --> 01:31:51,458
No, no, no, no.

1322
01:31:51,531 --> 01:31:54,932
Mrs. Dalloway, it's you.

1323
01:31:59,605 --> 01:32:03,132
I've stayed alive for you,

1324
01:32:03,209 --> 01:32:05,074
but now you have to let me go.

1325
01:32:06,879 --> 01:32:07,868
Richard, I...

1326
01:32:07,947 --> 01:32:08,936
No, wait, wait, wait, wait.

1327
01:32:09,015 --> 01:32:11,279
Wait.

1328
01:32:15,121 --> 01:32:16,053
Tell me a story.

1329
01:32:16,122 --> 01:32:17,749
What about?

1330
01:32:17,823 --> 01:32:21,759
Tell me a story from your day.

1331
01:32:21,827 --> 01:32:22,794
I, um...

1332
01:32:22,862 --> 01:32:24,796
I-I got up...

1333
01:32:24,864 --> 01:32:26,491
Yes?

1334
01:32:26,566 --> 01:32:33,028
...and I went out, and, uh,
I went to buy flowers,

1335
01:32:33,105 --> 01:32:35,005
Like Mrs. Dalloway,
in the book, you know?

1336
01:32:35,074 --> 01:32:36,473
Yes.

1337
01:32:36,542 --> 01:32:37,600
And it was a beautiful morning.

1338
01:32:37,677 --> 01:32:39,144
Was it?

1339
01:32:39,212 --> 01:32:41,237
Yes, it was so beautiful.

1340
01:32:41,314 --> 01:32:42,975
It was so fresh.

1341
01:32:43,049 --> 01:32:44,778
Oh, fresh, was it?

1342
01:32:44,850 --> 01:32:45,839
Yes.

1343
01:32:49,689 --> 01:32:50,246
Like a...

1344
01:32:51,991 --> 01:32:53,049
like a morning on the beach?

1345
01:32:53,125 --> 01:32:54,683
Yes.

1346
01:32:54,760 --> 01:32:55,852
Like that?

1347
01:32:55,928 --> 01:32:57,759
Yes.

1348
01:32:57,830 --> 01:33:01,732
Like that morning when you
walked out of that old house,

1349
01:33:01,801 --> 01:33:04,998
and you were, you were 18,
and maybe I was 19.

1350
01:33:05,071 --> 01:33:06,868
Yes.

1351
01:33:06,939 --> 01:33:09,066
I was 19 years old,

1352
01:33:09,141 --> 01:33:13,703
and I'd never seen
anything so beautiful.

1353
01:33:14,847 --> 01:33:15,836
You...

1354
01:33:15,915 --> 01:33:17,780
coming out of a glass door

1355
01:33:17,850 --> 01:33:20,375
in the early morning,
still sleepy.

1356
01:33:20,453 --> 01:33:23,251
Isn't it strange?

1357
01:33:24,557 --> 01:33:29,221
Most ordinary morning
in anybody's life.

1358
01:33:31,764 --> 01:33:34,790
I'm afraid I can't make it
to the party, Clarissa.

1359
01:33:34,867 --> 01:33:38,268
The party...

1360
01:33:38,404 --> 01:33:40,372
doesn't matter.

1361
01:33:40,439 --> 01:33:43,897
You've been so good to me,
Mrs. Dalloway.

1362
01:33:46,178 --> 01:33:48,237
I love you.

1363
01:33:53,452 --> 01:33:54,919
"I don't think two people

1364
01:33:54,987 --> 01:33:57,387
could've been happier
than we've been."

1365
01:34:05,364 --> 01:34:06,422
Oh, God, no!

1366
01:34:15,608 --> 01:34:17,667
Happy birthday.

1367
01:34:17,743 --> 01:34:19,005
Happy birthday, Dan.

1368
01:34:19,078 --> 01:34:20,375
This is perfect.

1369
01:34:20,446 --> 01:34:22,175
This is just perfect.

1370
01:34:22,248 --> 01:34:24,443
Oh, do you think so?

1371
01:34:24,517 --> 01:34:25,609
Do you really think so?

1372
01:34:25,685 --> 01:34:26,617
Why, sure.

1373
01:34:26,686 --> 01:34:28,483
You must've been
working all day.

1374
01:34:28,554 --> 01:34:30,249
Well, that's what
we were doing.

1375
01:34:30,389 --> 01:34:31,947
Weren't we, bug?

1376
01:34:32,024 --> 01:34:34,185
Been working all day.

1377
01:34:34,260 --> 01:34:35,420
This is just fantastic.

1378
01:34:35,494 --> 01:34:36,984
It's what I've always wanted.

1379
01:34:37,063 --> 01:34:38,826
Oh, Dan.

1380
01:34:38,898 --> 01:34:40,263
One day, Richie, I'll tell you.

1381
01:34:40,333 --> 01:34:42,028
I'll tell you
how it all happened.

1382
01:34:42,101 --> 01:34:44,035
Don't.

1383
01:34:44,103 --> 01:34:45,229
I want to.

1384
01:34:45,304 --> 01:34:48,239
I want to tell him the story.

1385
01:34:48,307 --> 01:34:49,274
What happened...

1386
01:34:49,342 --> 01:34:50,934
when I was in the war.

1387
01:34:51,010 --> 01:34:53,501
At war, I found myself

1388
01:34:53,579 --> 01:34:55,774
thinking about this girl
that I had seen...

1389
01:34:55,848 --> 01:34:57,247
I had never met her...

1390
01:34:57,316 --> 01:34:58,613
at high school,

1391
01:34:58,684 --> 01:35:00,208
this... strange,

1392
01:35:00,286 --> 01:35:04,313
fragile-looking girl
named Laura McGrath.

1393
01:35:07,827 --> 01:35:09,124
Yeah.

1394
01:35:09,195 --> 01:35:10,253
And she was shy...

1395
01:35:11,330 --> 01:35:13,924
and she was interesting.

1396
01:35:13,999 --> 01:35:16,365
And... well,
your mother won't mind if

1397
01:35:16,435 --> 01:35:17,367
I tell you this, Richie.

1398
01:35:17,436 --> 01:35:18,960
She was the sort of
girl that you see

1399
01:35:19,038 --> 01:35:20,096
sitting mostly on her own.

1400
01:35:20,172 --> 01:35:21,867
And I'll tell you...

1401
01:35:21,941 --> 01:35:24,466
sometimes, when I was
in the South Pacific,

1402
01:35:24,543 --> 01:35:26,204
the fact is

1403
01:35:26,278 --> 01:35:27,609
that I used to think

1404
01:35:27,680 --> 01:35:29,238
about this girl.

1405
01:35:29,348 --> 01:35:30,246
Dan.

1406
01:35:30,349 --> 01:35:31,748
I used to think

1407
01:35:31,817 --> 01:35:33,751
about bringing her to a house,

1408
01:35:33,819 --> 01:35:36,083
to a life.

1409
01:35:37,356 --> 01:35:39,290
Pretty much like this.

1410
01:35:41,026 --> 01:35:43,586
And it was the thought
of the happiness...

1411
01:35:45,231 --> 01:35:48,667
the thought of this woman,

1412
01:35:48,734 --> 01:35:49,826
the thought of this life...

1413
01:35:49,902 --> 01:35:51,665
that's what kept me going.

1414
01:35:53,172 --> 01:35:55,640
I had an idea of our happiness.

1415
01:36:23,636 --> 01:36:25,570
Why does someone have to die?

1416
01:36:29,909 --> 01:36:31,206
Leonard...

1417
01:36:31,277 --> 01:36:33,006
In your book,
you said someone had to die.

1418
01:36:33,078 --> 01:36:34,010
Hmm.

1419
01:36:34,079 --> 01:36:36,172
Why?

1420
01:36:37,850 --> 01:36:40,751
Is that a stupid question?

1421
01:36:40,820 --> 01:36:42,185
No.

1422
01:36:42,254 --> 01:36:43,585
I imagine my question is stupid.

1423
01:36:45,424 --> 01:36:47,392
Not at all.

1424
01:36:48,761 --> 01:36:49,989
Well?

1425
01:36:52,765 --> 01:36:54,733
Someone has to die

1426
01:36:54,800 --> 01:36:57,462
in order that the rest of us
should value life more.

1427
01:36:59,605 --> 01:37:01,539
It's contrast.

1428
01:37:01,607 --> 01:37:03,768
And who will die?

1429
01:37:05,611 --> 01:37:07,203
Tell me.

1430
01:37:09,915 --> 01:37:12,975
The poet will die.

1431
01:37:13,052 --> 01:37:15,748
The visionary.

1432
01:37:29,969 --> 01:37:31,231
What are you doing?

1433
01:37:31,337 --> 01:37:33,532
I'm brushing my teeth.

1434
01:37:37,943 --> 01:37:39,911
Are you coming to bed?

1435
01:37:39,979 --> 01:37:42,504
Yeah, in a minute.

1436
01:37:44,550 --> 01:37:46,916
Come to bed, Laura Brown.

1437
01:37:51,423 --> 01:37:52,890
I ran into Ray.

1438
01:37:52,958 --> 01:37:54,949
He said Kitty had to
go to the hospital.

1439
01:37:56,562 --> 01:37:58,587
I know.

1440
01:37:58,664 --> 01:37:59,892
Nothing serious.

1441
01:37:59,965 --> 01:38:02,160
He said just a checkup.

1442
01:38:03,769 --> 01:38:05,760
I'm terrified.

1443
01:38:05,838 --> 01:38:07,897
Why?

1444
01:38:10,175 --> 01:38:12,575
Only I knew
that she could disappear.

1445
01:38:14,613 --> 01:38:15,773
Maybe you could

1446
01:38:15,848 --> 01:38:17,583
go see her
in the morning, honey.

1447
01:38:25,524 --> 01:38:26,991
I was going to.

1448
01:38:27,059 --> 01:38:29,755
I was going to stop by.

1449
01:38:29,828 --> 01:38:32,626
I've had a wonderful day,

1450
01:38:32,698 --> 01:38:35,189
and I have you to thank.

1451
01:38:40,739 --> 01:38:45,108
Come to bed, honey.

1452
01:38:45,177 --> 01:38:47,270
I'm coming.

1453
01:38:55,888 --> 01:38:58,857
Are you coming?

1454
01:38:58,924 --> 01:39:00,858
Yes.

1455
01:39:19,378 --> 01:39:21,403
What?

1456
01:39:24,516 --> 01:39:26,746
I was hoping
you were going to bed.

1457
01:39:26,819 --> 01:39:28,912
I am.

1458
01:39:28,988 --> 01:39:30,956
I am going to bed.

1459
01:39:33,392 --> 01:39:35,360
What, then?

1460
01:39:37,563 --> 01:39:40,726
All else is clear.

1461
01:39:40,799 --> 01:39:43,529
The outline of the story
is planned,

1462
01:39:43,602 --> 01:39:45,399
now one thing only.

1463
01:39:45,471 --> 01:39:48,338
Mrs. Dalloway's destiny
must be resolved.

1464
01:40:29,815 --> 01:40:32,613
You're Laura Brown.

1465
01:40:32,685 --> 01:40:37,520
Yes, I'm Richard's mother.

1466
01:40:39,558 --> 01:40:41,719
Of course.

1467
01:40:43,796 --> 01:40:45,286
I'm Clarissa Vaughan.

1468
01:40:45,364 --> 01:40:47,161
Please come in.

1469
01:40:56,041 --> 01:40:58,942
My friend Sally
is in the kitchen,

1470
01:40:59,011 --> 01:41:01,343
and my daughter.

1471
01:41:01,413 --> 01:41:03,244
I'll take this.

1472
01:41:03,382 --> 01:41:06,249
We were having a party.

1473
01:41:06,318 --> 01:41:09,651
We were going to have a party.

1474
01:41:09,722 --> 01:41:10,950
I was lucky.

1475
01:41:11,023 --> 01:41:12,752
I got the last plane
from Toronto.

1476
01:41:12,825 --> 01:41:17,421
So, that's the monster.

1477
01:41:17,496 --> 01:41:19,657
Hope I did the right thing.

1478
01:41:19,732 --> 01:41:21,700
I found your number
in his phone book.

1479
01:41:21,767 --> 01:41:26,170
Yes, he had it.

1480
01:41:26,238 --> 01:41:28,729
We didn't speak often.

1481
01:41:40,619 --> 01:41:44,020
It's a terrible thing,
Miss Vaughan... to outlive

1482
01:41:44,089 --> 01:41:45,716
your whole family.

1483
01:41:49,261 --> 01:41:51,786
Richard's father died.

1484
01:41:51,864 --> 01:41:55,265
Yes, he-he died of cancer
quite young.

1485
01:41:55,334 --> 01:41:57,234
And Richard's sister is dead.

1486
01:42:02,975 --> 01:42:06,069
Obviously, you...
feel unworthy.

1487
01:42:06,145 --> 01:42:11,139
Gives you feelings
of unworthiness.

1488
01:42:11,216 --> 01:42:14,379
You survive and they don't.

1489
01:42:18,791 --> 01:42:21,021
Have you read the poems?

1490
01:42:21,093 --> 01:42:23,584
Oh, yes. Oh...

1491
01:42:25,264 --> 01:42:27,323
I also read the novel.

1492
01:42:35,040 --> 01:42:40,103
You see, uh, people say
the novel is difficult.

1493
01:42:40,179 --> 01:42:43,876
Uh... I know.

1494
01:42:43,949 --> 01:42:45,814
They say that.

1495
01:42:50,789 --> 01:42:53,314
I know.

1496
01:42:55,594 --> 01:42:58,222
He had me die in the novel.

1497
01:42:58,297 --> 01:43:00,959
I-I-I know why he did that.

1498
01:43:05,938 --> 01:43:06,996
It hurt, of course.

1499
01:43:07,072 --> 01:43:09,370
I can't pretend it didn't hurt,
but I...

1500
01:43:09,441 --> 01:43:12,933
I know why he did it.

1501
01:43:15,647 --> 01:43:19,811
You left Richard
when he was a child.

1502
01:43:21,620 --> 01:43:25,886
I left both my children.

1503
01:43:25,958 --> 01:43:28,654
I abandoned them.

1504
01:43:34,666 --> 01:43:38,295
They say it's the worst thing
a mother can do.

1505
01:43:51,450 --> 01:43:53,042
You have a daughter.

1506
01:43:56,421 --> 01:43:59,219
Yes...

1507
01:43:59,291 --> 01:44:02,226
But I never met Julia's father.

1508
01:44:02,327 --> 01:44:04,488
You so wanted a child.

1509
01:44:06,331 --> 01:44:08,959
That's right.

1510
01:44:09,034 --> 01:44:12,003
You're a lucky woman.

1511
01:44:21,313 --> 01:44:23,907
There are times
when you don't belong,

1512
01:44:23,982 --> 01:44:27,042
and you think you're going
to kill yourself.

1513
01:44:33,558 --> 01:44:35,753
Once, I went to a hotel.

1514
01:44:39,531 --> 01:44:43,160
Later that night, I made a plan.

1515
01:44:43,235 --> 01:44:45,703
The plan was
I would leave my family

1516
01:44:45,771 --> 01:44:49,969
when my second child was born...

1517
01:44:50,042 --> 01:44:52,533
and that's what I did.

1518
01:44:52,611 --> 01:44:56,377
I got up one morning,

1519
01:44:56,448 --> 01:44:58,973
made breakfast,

1520
01:44:59,051 --> 01:45:02,487
went to the bus stop,

1521
01:45:02,554 --> 01:45:05,751
got on a bus.

1522
01:45:05,824 --> 01:45:08,088
I'd left a note.

1523
01:45:12,397 --> 01:45:17,130
I got a job in a library
in Canada.

1524
01:45:23,742 --> 01:45:25,642
It would...

1525
01:45:27,679 --> 01:45:31,581
be wonderful to say
you regretted it.

1526
01:45:31,650 --> 01:45:33,675
It would be easy.

1527
01:45:38,824 --> 01:45:41,588
But what does it mean?

1528
01:45:41,660 --> 01:45:45,687
What does it mean to regret...

1529
01:45:45,764 --> 01:45:48,631
when you have no choice?

1530
01:45:59,044 --> 01:46:01,478
It's what you can bear.

1531
01:46:07,319 --> 01:46:09,219
There it is.

1532
01:46:09,354 --> 01:46:11,686
No one's going to forgive me.

1533
01:46:17,996 --> 01:46:22,126
It was death.

1534
01:46:22,200 --> 01:46:24,930
I chose life.

1535
01:47:24,696 --> 01:47:27,324
Time to take your coat off.

1536
01:48:11,276 --> 01:48:13,301
I thought you might like
a cup of tea.

1537
01:48:13,378 --> 01:48:15,073
Oh my goodness.

1538
01:48:15,147 --> 01:48:16,978
Thank you, dear.

1539
01:48:17,048 --> 01:48:19,175
I feel like I'm stealing
your room.

1540
01:48:21,186 --> 01:48:22,210
Um, we put the food away,

1541
01:48:22,320 --> 01:48:24,117
so, if you're at all hungry
in the night,

1542
01:48:24,189 --> 01:48:25,315
just help yourself.

1543
01:48:25,390 --> 01:48:26,584
Oh, I will.

1544
01:48:26,658 --> 01:48:28,785
Where will you sleep?

1545
01:48:28,860 --> 01:48:30,157
Oh, the sofa.

1546
01:48:30,228 --> 01:48:32,128
Oh, oh, I'm sorry.

1547
01:48:40,172 --> 01:48:42,436
Good night, sweetheart.

1548
01:48:43,675 --> 01:48:45,643
Good night.

1549
01:49:05,430 --> 01:49:07,489
"Dear Leonard,

1550
01:49:07,566 --> 01:49:12,765
"to look life in the face...

1551
01:49:12,837 --> 01:49:19,072
"always to look life
in the face,

1552
01:49:19,144 --> 01:49:24,605
"and to know it for what it is.

1553
01:49:24,683 --> 01:49:30,212
"At last, to know it,

1554
01:49:30,288 --> 01:49:33,985
"to love it for what it is,

1555
01:49:34,059 --> 01:49:37,688
"and then...

1556
01:49:37,762 --> 01:49:40,492
"to put it away.

1557
01:49:44,236 --> 01:49:47,569
"Leonard...

1558
01:49:47,639 --> 01:49:52,235
"always the years between us,

1559
01:49:52,310 --> 01:49:56,041
"always the years...

1560
01:49:56,114 --> 01:50:01,450
"always... the love...

1561
01:50:01,519 --> 01:50:04,818
"always...

1562
01:50:04,889 --> 01:50:07,289
the hours."