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>> Alan: No, no thanks.

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I think maybe you have too.

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>> Ashley: Nope.

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I'm gonna keep pouring

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and drinking as long as it

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keeps me awake.

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Thank you for staying awake

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with me.

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>> Alan: Well, if you didn't

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insist that Traci go to sleep,

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she'd be standing by your side

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right now.

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>> Ashley: Oh, I know.

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She might be my baby sister,

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but she's been my rock

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for years.

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>> Alan: Well, you're very lucky

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to have siblings that care

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about you so much.

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you and going on a journey to

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which no one knows the end.

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and not a little courage.

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>> Ashley: She's always been the

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calm, the center of every storm.

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she loves and her loyalty,

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they're just so fierce.

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>> Alan: I've seen that

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in Traci. I admire it.

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>> Ashley: She's stood by my

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side through so many

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I mean, really,

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my whole family has.

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be pushing the limits

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just a little bit.

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>> Alan: Well, you may be

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pushing your own limits.

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I mean, Ashley, your hands

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are literally shaking.

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>> Ashley: I'm okay.

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I wanna finish this.

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>> Alan: Okay, exhaustion

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and adrenaline can be

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a very messy combination.

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>> Ashley: I'm going to

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see this through.

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>> Alan: And you will, okay?

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this hard could ultimately

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Why don't we just wait 'til the

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morning and you can have Traci

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>> Ashley: We've already spoken

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about this, Alan.

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I can't take the chance

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of falling asleep and letting

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one of my alters take over.

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It could ruin everything.

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You know this. Come on.

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>> Alan: An alter can take over

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when you're awake, right?

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We've been there.

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We did it together.

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You were talking to me,

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and you lashed out.

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Not at me, but--

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>> Ashley: I know. At one

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of the alters.

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>> Alan: And the weaker you are,

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the easier it is for them

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to take control.

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>> Ashley: I know.

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I mean, I like to think that

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I'm in charge now because I'm

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awake and I'm aware, but I'm

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really not in control, am I?

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take control, and I don't even

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>> Alan: Look, your alters could

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come out at any time, but now

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with what we know,

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we can recognize that.

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>> Ashley: I don't wanna

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risk it.

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>> Alan: Understandable.

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But the positive is that none

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of them have come out

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I mean, you are clearly so much

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stronger than when we began

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this process.

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your personalities, the more

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power you have over them.

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>> Ashley: I don't have enough

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power to figure out why they

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appeared in the first place.

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>> Alan: I-- I know.

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That-- that is the goal.

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To uncover the trauma that

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caused all this,

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but I also want you to take in

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the progress you've made in

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such a short time.

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All right, you remembered

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the bar, my brother, and with

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each memory we regain, we'll get

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closer to unraveling what

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happened that night.

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>> Ashley: Right, right.

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As much as I wanna know,

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I'm afraid to find out.

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>> Alan: Well, look, that--

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that is completely normal,

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all right? And I won't lie

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to you, it's not gonna be easy,

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but that is why I really think

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You can start in the morning

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fresh with Traci by your side.

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>> Ashley: There's no rest

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for me.

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I just found out that your twin

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brother is a sociopath

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and he's targeted me.

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There will be no sleep

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for me tonight.

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>> Alan: And unfortunately,

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Martin is a dangerous man.

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I am worried about what

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we'll uncover.

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telling you that you need to

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face this trauma in order to

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reintegrate the alters so that

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you can become whole again.

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>> Ashley: Are you okay?

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This must be very difficult

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for you.

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I know how hard it was.

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I mean, you spent so much time

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and energy trying to save your

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brother, trying to track him

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down when he vanished,

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and now this.

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>> Alan: After I realized

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I couldn't help Martin anymore

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and let go, I thought I'd

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never see him again.

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And now for him to come back

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into my life like this, it's...

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Knowing how dangerous Martin

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can be, it is not unreasonable

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to think that he was behind

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your trauma, and I'm just so

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sorry I put you

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in this situation.

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He would not have access to you

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if it wasn't for me, and

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whatever he inflicted on you,

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>> Ashley: It's gonna be okay.

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Come on, let's talk this

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>> Alan: You're right.

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>> Ashley: Yeah.

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>> Alan: Um, so what else do you

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remember from that night?

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>> Ashley: Okay.

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It's just a blank.

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What do I do?

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How do I remember more?

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>> Alan: Well, I mean,

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doing what we're doing.

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the place, listen for sound.

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>> Ashley: Isn't there something

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else we can do?

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Can't we take this

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a step beyond?

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>> Alan: Uh, well,

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>> Ashley: Hypnosis?

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>> Alan: Look, it can be

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an effective therapy, Ashley,

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but I don't really think

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it's appropriate.

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>> Ashley: Wait, wait, wait.

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Have you used it in your

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practice before?

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>> Alan: Uh, yes.

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>> Ashley: Okay,

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was it productive?

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>> Alan: At times.

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>> Ashley: All right, so would

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it work in my situation?

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Okay, you're stonewalling me.

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Are you afraid that we're

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moving too fast?

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Is this worrying you?

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I mean, what is it?

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Just please tell me.

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Will this work for me?

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>> Alan: It is not without risk.

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>> Ashley: Alan.

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>> Alan: All right?

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>> Ashley: We have everything

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to gain and nothing to lose.

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>> Alan: Ashley, are you sure

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you're ready for this?

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>> Ashley: I have never been so

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sure about anything in my life.

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>> Alan: Look, honestly, you're

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not the ideal subject for this

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therapy right now.

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I mean, you need some rest.

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>> Ashley: There's nothing ideal

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about my situation, period.

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>> Alan: All right.

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relaxed state, but you'll also

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be able to concentrate better

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so that you can retrieve

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your memories, okay?

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>> Ashley: Get some answers,

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>> Alan: Well, that is the hope.

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>> Ashley: Okay.

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>> Alan: All right,

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you comfortable? You ready?

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>> Ashley: Yes, I'm ready.

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>> Alan: Okay, now I want you

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to start by taking some nice,

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slow, deep breaths

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like you're meditating, okay?

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to one backwards and with each

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you're going deeper and deeper

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into a safe and peaceful place.

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you met Martin, all right?

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whatever sounds, and then try

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>> Ashley: There's music

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I'm at a table and I order

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a glass of Bordeaux.

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>> Alan: And what--

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what happens next?

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>> Ashley: I think that Alan

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so I call you and you say you're

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gonna join me.

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>> Alan: Except that it's not

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Alan who you called, right?

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>> Ashley: No, it wasn't.

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>> Alan: Look, Ashley, I want

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you to know that you are safe,

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all right?

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Your memories can't hurt you.

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Okay?

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What happened when Martin

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joined you?

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How did you greet each other?

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What did you say?

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>> Ashley: We toasted

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our friendship.

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We were happy to see each other

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and we were catching up.

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And I talked to him about

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Tucker and what was happening

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in my marriage.

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>> Alan: How did it feel sitting

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there with him, just talking

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and drinking wine?

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How was that?

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>> Ashley: It felt comfortable.

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I asked him if he wanted

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another glass of wine.

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>> Alan: And what happened

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after that?

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>> Ashley: I can't remember.

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>> Alan: Okay.

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Just try to remember the

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precise details of that moment.

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Any music you might hear.

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Any sounds.

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>> Ashley: I can't.

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Wait.

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He whispered something

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in my ear.

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>> Alan: What did he whisper?

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Okay, okay.

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It's all right, Ashley.

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Just-- just do this.

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Imagine hearing the people

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around you talking.

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You hear the music in the bar.

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Now, screen all of that out

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and focus only on what Martin

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is saying.

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<i>>> Martin: I have a new piece</i>

341
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<i>of art I'd like you to see.</i>

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<i>I think you'll find it</i>

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<i>fascinating.</i>

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>> Ashley: I remember.

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>> Alan: Oh, okay.

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Ashley, I'm gonna count from

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one to ten and then you're

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gonna come out and you're gonna

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be in a calm, peaceful state,

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all right?

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One, two, three, four, five,

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six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

353
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>> Ashley: He wanted to show me

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a piece of art.

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>> Alan: And-- and what else?

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>> Ashley: He paid the bill

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and then we left.

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That's it.

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We have to go

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to your townhouse, Alan.

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>> Traci: No, no, Ashley.

362
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It's late and you've been

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pushing yourself so hard.

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>> Ashley: Traci, please, I am

365
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so close to getting answers.

366
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I can't stop now.

367
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>> Alan: Well, are you sure

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you're strong enough

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for what's ahead?

370
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>> Ashley: Yes, I'm telling you

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00:10:28,861 --> 00:10:29,829
right now, I am strong enough.

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Please, I can't take a chance

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of one of my alters taking over.

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Not when I'm so close

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to this, please.

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I know that if we go to your

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place, I'm going to remember.

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>> Alan: Well, we could use

379
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all the answers we could get.

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>> Ashley: Traci, please,

381
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I'll be fine.

382
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You'll be with me every step

383
00:10:46,145 --> 00:10:47,880
of the way.

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Tucker called.

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>> Traci: Just ignore him,

386
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Ashley.

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<i>>> Tucker: Hey, Ashley.</i>

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<i>Uh, I know you're in Paris.</i>

389
00:11:00,593 --> 00:11:01,994
<i>Um, as it happens,</i>

390
00:11:02,061 --> 00:11:03,362
<i>I'm in Paris, too.</i>

391
00:11:03,429 --> 00:11:05,865
<i>Actually, as luck would have it,</i>

392
00:11:05,931 --> 00:11:07,400
<i>I-- I ran into</i>

393
00:11:07,466 --> 00:11:08,501
<i>your friend, Alan,</i>

394
00:11:08,567 --> 00:11:10,536
<i>on the street, but he acted</i>

395
00:11:10,603 --> 00:11:12,271
<i>like I was a complete stranger,</i>

396
00:11:12,338 --> 00:11:14,273
<i>no recognition of me whatsoever.</i>

397
00:11:14,340 --> 00:11:14,940
<i>None.</i>

398
00:11:15,007 --> 00:11:16,242
<i>Anyway, I hope everything is</i>

399
00:11:16,308 --> 00:11:18,144
<i>working out for you and that</i>

400
00:11:18,210 --> 00:11:18,944
<i>you're finding the answers</i>

401
00:11:19,011 --> 00:11:20,012
<i>you're looking for.</i>

402
00:11:20,079 --> 00:11:21,047
>> Traci: What did he want?

403
00:11:21,113 --> 00:11:22,281
>> Ashley: He's in Paris.

404
00:11:22,348 --> 00:11:22,982
>> Traci: What?

405
00:11:23,049 --> 00:11:26,986
Did he follow you here?

406
00:11:27,053 --> 00:11:28,187
>> Ashley: He says that he ran

407
00:11:28,254 --> 00:11:29,555
into you and you ignored him.

408
00:11:29,622 --> 00:11:31,090
>> Alan: I didn't ignore Tucker.

409
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I didn't even see him.

410
00:11:33,259 --> 00:11:34,060
>> Ashley: He was positive

411
00:11:34,126 --> 00:11:36,996
that he saw you.

412
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Was it Martin?

413
00:11:46,739 --> 00:11:47,973
>> Alan: So, Martin could be

414
00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:49,542
in Paris right now.

415
00:11:49,608 --> 00:11:50,676
>> Ashley: There's no reason for

416
00:11:50,743 --> 00:11:51,544
Tucker to lie about this.

417
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>> Traci: What are you doing?

418
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>> Ashley: I'm calling him.

419
00:11:53,512 --> 00:11:54,113
>> Traci: What?

420
00:11:54,180 --> 00:11:54,814
It's after midnight.

421
00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:56,248
>> Ashley: It doesn't matter.

422
00:11:56,315 --> 00:12:01,487
[ phone ringing ]

423
00:12:01,554 --> 00:12:02,555
>> Tucker: Hey, Ashley.

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>> Ashley: How'd you know

425
00:12:03,489 --> 00:12:04,290
I was in Paris?

426
00:12:04,356 --> 00:12:05,691
>> Tucker: Jack told me.

427
00:12:05,758 --> 00:12:06,725
>> Ashley: I doubt he would

428
00:12:06,792 --> 00:12:07,593
give you any information about

429
00:12:07,660 --> 00:12:08,727
me at all, Tucker.

430
00:12:08,794 --> 00:12:10,129
>> Tucker: Uh, he knows I was

431
00:12:10,196 --> 00:12:11,497
already coming on business

432
00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:13,966
and maybe he finally realizes

433
00:12:14,033 --> 00:12:15,367
I'm genuinely trying to help you

434
00:12:15,434 --> 00:12:16,335
through this.

435
00:12:16,402 --> 00:12:17,369
>> Ashley: Where did you see

436
00:12:17,436 --> 00:12:18,304
Alan? When was this?

437
00:12:18,370 --> 00:12:19,738
>> Tucker: I bumped into him,

438
00:12:19,805 --> 00:12:20,673
quite literally,

439
00:12:20,739 --> 00:12:21,841
on the rue de Marc.

440
00:12:21,907 --> 00:12:23,242
<i>He looked straight into my eyes</i>

441
00:12:23,309 --> 00:12:24,276
<i>but seemed to have no</i>

442
00:12:24,343 --> 00:12:25,277
<i>recognition of me.</i>

443
00:12:25,344 --> 00:12:26,979
<i>Why do you ask?</i>

444
00:12:27,046 --> 00:12:27,746
Everything okay?

445
00:12:27,813 --> 00:12:31,484
Do you need help?

446
00:12:31,550 --> 00:12:33,319
>> Ashley: No, I'm fine.

447
00:12:33,385 --> 00:12:34,353
You didn't run into Alan.

448
00:12:34,420 --> 00:12:36,555
You were mistaken.

449
00:12:36,622 --> 00:12:38,124
>> Tucker: How do you know who

450
00:12:38,190 --> 00:12:39,592
I saw or didn't see?

451
00:12:39,658 --> 00:12:40,459
<i>>> Ashley: Listen, you're here</i>

452
00:12:40,526 --> 00:12:41,160
<i>on business, right?</i>

453
00:12:41,227 --> 00:12:42,461
Then, just focus on Glissade.

454
00:12:42,528 --> 00:12:43,362
Don't worry about me.

455
00:12:43,429 --> 00:12:44,396
Just leave it alone.

456
00:12:44,463 --> 00:12:47,633
>> Tucker: But--

457
00:12:47,700 --> 00:12:48,667
>> Ashley: Tucker definitely

458
00:12:48,734 --> 00:12:50,402
ran into your brother.

459
00:12:50,469 --> 00:12:51,637
>> Alan: So, Martin could've

460
00:12:51,704 --> 00:12:52,972
been in Paris this whole time.

461
00:12:53,038 --> 00:12:54,940
I-- I've had P.I.'s looking for

462
00:12:55,007 --> 00:12:56,275
him for almost two years

463
00:12:56,342 --> 00:12:57,309
and they found nothing.

464
00:12:57,376 --> 00:12:58,677
>> Traci: Alan, if a person

465
00:12:58,744 --> 00:13:01,814
doesn't want to be found...

466
00:13:01,881 --> 00:13:04,416
Ashley, the conversation with

467
00:13:04,483 --> 00:13:05,184
Tucker really upset you,

468
00:13:05,251 --> 00:13:06,118
didn't it?

469
00:13:06,185 --> 00:13:07,386
Listen, if you don't wanna

470
00:13:07,453 --> 00:13:08,521
continue, let's just take a--

471
00:13:08,587 --> 00:13:10,422
>> Ashley: No, please stop

472
00:13:10,489 --> 00:13:11,757
trying to--

473
00:13:11,824 --> 00:13:13,025
I need to do this, please.

474
00:13:13,092 --> 00:13:14,760
I need to see this through when

475
00:13:14,827 --> 00:13:15,794
I'm so close to getting these

476
00:13:15,861 --> 00:13:17,229
answers. Don't you want answers?

477
00:13:17,296 --> 00:13:20,332
Don't you wanna find Martin?

478
00:13:20,399 --> 00:13:21,400
>> Alan: If Martin is off

479
00:13:21,467 --> 00:13:22,801
his meds, he is a danger

480
00:13:22,868 --> 00:13:24,403
to himself and others,

481
00:13:24,470 --> 00:13:25,604
so yes, I need to.

482
00:13:25,671 --> 00:13:28,574
But you do not need to do this

483
00:13:28,641 --> 00:13:29,708
for him or for me.

484
00:13:29,775 --> 00:13:30,743
You need to be your own

485
00:13:30,809 --> 00:13:32,144
priority right now, Ashley.

486
00:13:32,211 --> 00:13:33,179
>> Ashley: If you mean what

487
00:13:33,245 --> 00:13:34,780
you're saying, then believe me

488
00:13:34,847 --> 00:13:36,182
when I tell you I need to do

489
00:13:36,248 --> 00:13:38,083
this, and I need to do it now.

490
00:13:54,366 --> 00:13:55,501
>> Traci: So, have you

491
00:13:55,568 --> 00:13:56,302
been here before?

492
00:13:56,368 --> 00:13:57,937
>> Alan: Well, we usually met

493
00:13:58,003 --> 00:14:00,639
in cafes the Parisian way.

494
00:14:00,706 --> 00:14:01,740
But, you know, just

495
00:14:01,807 --> 00:14:02,808
look around.

496
00:14:02,875 --> 00:14:04,944
Anything look familiar or

497
00:14:05,010 --> 00:14:09,481
strike a chord or...

498
00:14:09,548 --> 00:14:10,449
>> Ashley: Yeah, this is

499
00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:11,383
the painting that Alan

500
00:14:11,450 --> 00:14:13,519
wanted me to see.

501
00:14:13,586 --> 00:14:15,154
>> Alan: Well,

502
00:14:15,221 --> 00:14:16,855
it is a new painting.

503
00:14:16,922 --> 00:14:18,224
>> Traci: How new?

504
00:14:18,290 --> 00:14:19,425
>> Alan: I got it a couple

505
00:14:19,491 --> 00:14:20,292
months ago.

506
00:14:20,359 --> 00:14:21,327
>> Ashley: So, I was here

507
00:14:21,393 --> 00:14:24,897
in the right time frame.

508
00:14:24,964 --> 00:14:28,634
>> Traci: Are you okay?

509
00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:30,803
>> Ashley: Hypnotize me again.

510
00:14:30,869 --> 00:14:31,937
>> Alan: Ashley, it's--

511
00:14:32,004 --> 00:14:33,472
it's not a good idea.

512
00:14:33,539 --> 00:14:34,306
What you've been through,

513
00:14:34,373 --> 00:14:36,208
the exhaustion you have,

514
00:14:36,275 --> 00:14:37,543
I-- I really think we should

515
00:14:37,610 --> 00:14:38,844
try to remember naturally.

516
00:14:38,911 --> 00:14:39,612
>> Ashley: Okay.

517
00:14:39,678 --> 00:14:41,647
All right.

518
00:14:41,714 --> 00:14:46,118
Okay.

519
00:14:46,185 --> 00:14:49,588
I was sitting here on the sofa.

520
00:14:49,655 --> 00:14:50,689
Martin brought brandies

521
00:14:50,756 --> 00:14:52,625
and we talked some more.

522
00:14:52,691 --> 00:14:53,292
>> Alan: Okay.

523
00:14:53,359 --> 00:14:54,960
Do you remember

524
00:14:55,027 --> 00:14:57,162
anything specific?

525
00:15:00,399 --> 00:15:01,567
[ distant noise ]

526
00:15:01,634 --> 00:15:03,936
>> Ashley: What was that?

527
00:15:04,003 --> 00:15:05,504
>> Alan: I don't know.

528
00:15:05,571 --> 00:15:06,939
No one's supposed to be here.

529
00:15:14,913 --> 00:15:16,282
>> Traci: I don't suppose

530
00:15:16,348 --> 00:15:17,816
you have a cat?

531
00:15:17,883 --> 00:15:19,385
>> Alan: No, but maybe I left

532
00:15:19,451 --> 00:15:21,086
a window open.

533
00:15:21,153 --> 00:15:23,555
>> Traci: Or your brother did.

534
00:15:23,622 --> 00:15:24,590
>> Alan: I'm prepared for that,

535
00:15:24,657 --> 00:15:25,624
but just wait here.

536
00:15:25,691 --> 00:15:27,693
Let me go see if there's a sign

537
00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:29,395
of Martin or if anyone's been

538
00:15:29,461 --> 00:15:32,164
here, all right?

539
00:15:32,231 --> 00:15:33,999
>> Traci: Oh.

540
00:15:34,066 --> 00:15:35,367
Okay, my nerves are

541
00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:36,101
officially frayed.

542
00:15:36,168 --> 00:15:37,202
I can't even imagine how you're

543
00:15:37,269 --> 00:15:38,203
feeling and you haven't had

544
00:15:38,270 --> 00:15:39,538
any sleep.

545
00:15:39,605 --> 00:15:41,674
>> Ashley: Yeah, I'm okay.

546
00:15:41,740 --> 00:15:42,374
I'm okay.

547
00:15:42,441 --> 00:15:44,043
I'm just trying to focus.

548
00:15:44,109 --> 00:15:45,044
You know, it's taking every

549
00:15:45,110 --> 00:15:46,679
ounce of energy that I have to

550
00:15:46,745 --> 00:15:48,580
focus on this.

551
00:15:48,647 --> 00:15:50,716
>> Traci: Ashley, do you know

552
00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:52,117
what I see when I look at you?

553
00:15:52,184 --> 00:15:54,253
I see my brave, strong sister

554
00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:55,721
who's always ready to charge

555
00:15:55,788 --> 00:15:57,756
into battle and you're doing

556
00:15:57,823 --> 00:16:00,159
it, right now,

557
00:16:00,225 --> 00:16:02,861
and I am just in awe.

558
00:16:02,928 --> 00:16:03,896
>> Ashley: I told you before,

559
00:16:03,962 --> 00:16:04,963
I couldn't do any of this

560
00:16:05,030 --> 00:16:05,964
without you.

561
00:16:06,031 --> 00:16:07,466
I mean, your willingness to

562
00:16:07,533 --> 00:16:08,901
just do everything you can to

563
00:16:08,967 --> 00:16:10,102
help me get to the other side

564
00:16:10,169 --> 00:16:11,036
of this is just phenomenal.

565
00:16:11,103 --> 00:16:12,571
Thank you so much.

566
00:16:12,638 --> 00:16:13,572
>> Traci: Well, just because

567
00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:15,407
I have complete faith in you.

568
00:16:15,474 --> 00:16:17,943
And-- and Alan, what an amazing

569
00:16:18,010 --> 00:16:18,977
friend he is to you.

570
00:16:19,044 --> 00:16:20,612
He's so dedicated and he's

571
00:16:20,679 --> 00:16:21,547
doing everything he can

572
00:16:21,613 --> 00:16:22,681
to help you.

573
00:16:22,748 --> 00:16:24,316
You know, I really admire

574
00:16:24,383 --> 00:16:25,250
his loyalty.

575
00:16:25,317 --> 00:16:26,318
>> Ashley: He said the same

576
00:16:26,385 --> 00:16:27,753
thing about you.

577
00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:28,787
>> Traci: Well, maybe you

578
00:16:28,854 --> 00:16:30,989
inspire it in people.

579
00:16:39,932 --> 00:16:41,567
>> Ashley: Something shifted.

580
00:16:41,633 --> 00:16:42,701
>> Traci: It shifted?

581
00:16:42,768 --> 00:16:44,536
What-- what do you mean?

582
00:16:44,603 --> 00:16:45,738
>> Ashley: You know, I had this

583
00:16:45,804 --> 00:16:46,438
buzzing in my head.

584
00:16:46,505 --> 00:16:47,239
It's not--

585
00:16:47,306 --> 00:16:48,607
it's not like it was before.

586
00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:50,008
The voices aren't as loud and

587
00:16:50,075 --> 00:16:52,544
clear as they were in the past.

588
00:16:52,611 --> 00:16:53,412
>> Traci: Well, maybe that's

589
00:16:53,479 --> 00:16:54,279
a really good sign.

590
00:16:54,346 --> 00:16:55,848
Maybe-- maybe the alters are

591
00:16:55,914 --> 00:16:58,851
getting weaker.

592
00:16:58,917 --> 00:17:00,386
>> Ashley: Yeah.

593
00:17:00,452 --> 00:17:01,587
Yeah, I'm gonna take it as

594
00:17:01,653 --> 00:17:02,454
a sign that I'm getting

595
00:17:02,521 --> 00:17:05,057
stronger, right?

596
00:17:05,124 --> 00:17:07,459
>> Traci: Oh, Ashley.

597
00:17:07,526 --> 00:17:08,927
I'm sorry you've had to face

598
00:17:08,994 --> 00:17:10,462
so much uncertainty these last

599
00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:11,597
months with these alters.

600
00:17:11,663 --> 00:17:12,631
I mean, you-- you find yourself

601
00:17:12,698 --> 00:17:14,533
in strange places, and-- and

602
00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:16,301
you don't know how you got

603
00:17:16,368 --> 00:17:18,303
there, what you've done.

604
00:17:18,370 --> 00:17:19,605
And yet, through all of that,

605
00:17:19,671 --> 00:17:20,906
look at you.

606
00:17:20,973 --> 00:17:22,875
You're standing here focused

607
00:17:22,941 --> 00:17:28,180
and determined and steady.

608
00:17:28,247 --> 00:17:29,081
>> Ashley: Don't give me

609
00:17:29,148 --> 00:17:30,149
too much credit.

610
00:17:30,215 --> 00:17:30,916
I'm only here because

611
00:17:30,983 --> 00:17:32,651
I have to be.

612
00:17:32,718 --> 00:17:33,352
You're here because

613
00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:34,787
you love me.

614
00:17:34,853 --> 00:17:36,655
That's the real bravery, Trace.

615
00:17:36,722 --> 00:17:38,257
>> Traci: No.

616
00:17:38,323 --> 00:17:39,792
The brave traveling companion

617
00:17:39,858 --> 00:17:40,793
and sounding board.

618
00:17:40,859 --> 00:17:41,560
Yeah, that's me.

619
00:17:41,627 --> 00:17:42,428
>> Ashley: Don't sell yourself

620
00:17:42,494 --> 00:17:44,997
short. Please.

621
00:17:45,063 --> 00:17:46,432
Your reassurance is keeping me

622
00:17:46,498 --> 00:17:48,100
grounded through this.

623
00:17:48,167 --> 00:17:49,468
>> Traci: Well, there's plenty

624
00:17:49,535 --> 00:17:50,669
more reassurance where that

625
00:17:50,736 --> 00:17:52,671
came from.

626
00:17:52,738 --> 00:17:53,338
>> Ashley: Good,

627
00:17:53,405 --> 00:17:55,441
I'm gonna need it.

628
00:18:07,653 --> 00:18:09,154
<i>>> Martin: The man is clearly</i>

629
00:18:09,221 --> 00:18:11,890
<i>a narcissist, a selfish bastard.</i>

630
00:18:11,957 --> 00:18:13,325
<i>I say to hell with him.</i>

631
00:18:13,392 --> 00:18:15,694
<i>This is not a man who deserves</i>

632
00:18:15,761 --> 00:18:17,362
<i>a second chance.</i>

633
00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:19,031
<i>>> Ashley: Well, I did throw him</i>

634
00:18:19,097 --> 00:18:20,232
<i>for a loop when I told him</i>

635
00:18:20,299 --> 00:18:21,266
<i>I wasn't ready to back away</i>

636
00:18:21,333 --> 00:18:22,768
<i>from my family entirely.</i>

637
00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:23,635
<i>>> Martin: Look, you're just</i>

638
00:18:23,702 --> 00:18:24,870
<i>excusing his behavior.</i>

639
00:18:24,937 --> 00:18:26,104
<i>>> Ashley: That's not true.</i>

640
00:18:26,171 --> 00:18:28,040
<i>I'm explaining it.</i>

641
00:18:28,106 --> 00:18:30,142
<i>>> Martin: Ashley,</i>

642
00:18:30,209 --> 00:18:32,744
<i>he made himself clear.</i>

643
00:18:32,811 --> 00:18:34,780
<i>The violence he showed you was</i>

644
00:18:34,847 --> 00:18:36,281
<i>just the beginning, but the</i>

645
00:18:36,348 --> 00:18:37,049
<i>question is, what was</i>

646
00:18:37,115 --> 00:18:37,716
<i>underneath it?</i>

647
00:18:37,783 --> 00:18:39,284
<i>What did he truly want</i>

648
00:18:39,351 --> 00:18:41,753
<i>in that moment?</i>

649
00:18:41,820 --> 00:18:43,589
<i>It was to berate you,</i>

650
00:18:43,655 --> 00:18:46,024
<i>to humiliate you,</i>

651
00:18:46,091 --> 00:18:48,060
<i>to terrorize you.</i>

652
00:18:48,126 --> 00:18:49,094
<i>>> Ashley: I don't think that</i>

653
00:18:49,161 --> 00:18:50,963
<i>was the case.</i>

654
00:18:51,029 --> 00:18:51,797
<i>>> Martin: You're diminishing</i>

655
00:18:51,864 --> 00:18:53,866
<i>his actions.</i>

656
00:18:53,932 --> 00:18:54,900
<i>Ashley, you need to be free</i>

657
00:18:54,967 --> 00:18:55,567
<i>of him.</i>

658
00:18:55,634 --> 00:18:56,635
<i>You need to move on.</i>

659
00:18:56,702 --> 00:18:59,404
<i>You have so much to offer.</i>

660
00:18:59,471 --> 00:19:01,006
<i>You're too fascinating</i>

661
00:19:01,073 --> 00:19:02,975
<i>a subject to be held back by</i>

662
00:19:03,041 --> 00:19:04,643
<i>petty psychological confusion.</i>

663
00:19:04,710 --> 00:19:06,545
<i>>> Ashley: Subject?</i>

664
00:19:06,612 --> 00:19:07,980
<i>Are you analyzing me now?</i>

665
00:19:08,046 --> 00:19:11,917
<i>Is this a therapy session?</i>

666
00:19:11,984 --> 00:19:13,185
<i>>> Martin: Ashley...</i>

667
00:19:13,252 --> 00:19:15,053
>> Alan: Ashley?

668
00:19:15,120 --> 00:19:16,121
>> Traci: Did you find anything?

669
00:19:16,188 --> 00:19:18,490
>> Alan: Uh, no sign of Martin

670
00:19:18,557 --> 00:19:20,058
or anyone else having been in

671
00:19:20,125 --> 00:19:20,993
the apartment since I was

672
00:19:21,059 --> 00:19:23,529
out of the city.

673
00:19:23,595 --> 00:19:26,899
Are you all right?

674
00:19:26,965 --> 00:19:29,167
>> Ashley: I remembered more.

675
00:19:34,806 --> 00:19:36,542
>> Alan: What did you remember?

676
00:19:36,608 --> 00:19:37,776
>> Ashley: Martin and I were

677
00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:38,911
talking about the fight I had

678
00:19:38,977 --> 00:19:40,746
with Tucker, but he said it

679
00:19:40,812 --> 00:19:41,880
was more than just an argument.

680
00:19:41,947 --> 00:19:42,948
He said that Tucker was trying

681
00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:43,782
to frighten me

682
00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:44,950
and humiliate me.

683
00:19:45,017 --> 00:19:45,918
>> Traci: That's when

684
00:19:45,984 --> 00:19:46,685
it started.

685
00:19:46,752 --> 00:19:47,586
That-- that's when you started

686
00:19:47,653 --> 00:19:48,287
getting confused about

687
00:19:48,353 --> 00:19:49,054
the argument.

688
00:19:49,121 --> 00:19:50,289
>> Ashley: Yes, and he called me

689
00:19:50,355 --> 00:19:51,323
his subject like he was

690
00:19:51,390 --> 00:19:52,224
analyzing me.

691
00:19:52,291 --> 00:19:53,725
>> Traci: That is so strange.

692
00:19:53,792 --> 00:19:55,928
>> Alan: Well, not so much when

693
00:19:55,994 --> 00:19:57,062
you have an understanding

694
00:19:57,129 --> 00:19:58,897
of my brother.

695
00:19:58,964 --> 00:20:00,966
Once he started transcribing

696
00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:02,601
the notes from my sessions,

697
00:20:02,668 --> 00:20:04,269
he became obsessed with how

698
00:20:04,336 --> 00:20:05,237
I was treating my patients,

699
00:20:05,304 --> 00:20:07,472
so much so that he believed

700
00:20:07,539 --> 00:20:08,874
because of his own pathology,

701
00:20:08,941 --> 00:20:10,242
he had a better understanding

702
00:20:10,309 --> 00:20:12,010
of the psyche than I.

703
00:20:12,077 --> 00:20:13,145
>> Traci: Well, that's just

704
00:20:13,211 --> 00:20:14,746
terrifying. To have someone

705
00:20:14,813 --> 00:20:16,548
so troubled not be able to even

706
00:20:16,615 --> 00:20:17,849
see their own condition for what

707
00:20:17,916 --> 00:20:19,585
it is and to think they have

708
00:20:19,651 --> 00:20:20,586
all the answers over

709
00:20:20,652 --> 00:20:22,854
a trained professional.

710
00:20:22,921 --> 00:20:25,190
>> Alan: Or enlightening.

711
00:20:25,257 --> 00:20:26,692
>> Ashley: How so?

712
00:20:26,758 --> 00:20:28,160
>> Alan: Well, Martin's

713
00:20:28,226 --> 00:20:29,628
arguments got to me

714
00:20:29,695 --> 00:20:31,363
on some level.

715
00:20:31,430 --> 00:20:33,031
I don't like to admit that,

716
00:20:33,098 --> 00:20:34,700
and I certainly couldn't admit

717
00:20:34,766 --> 00:20:37,302
it then, but, you know,

718
00:20:37,369 --> 00:20:38,003
I have doubts.

719
00:20:38,070 --> 00:20:40,205
I've begun to question how

720
00:20:40,272 --> 00:20:41,840
I treated my patients,

721
00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:44,042
my brother.

722
00:20:44,109 --> 00:20:44,876
I don't know.

723
00:20:44,943 --> 00:20:45,744
Maybe I should've listened

724
00:20:45,811 --> 00:20:46,945
to him more closely.

725
00:20:47,012 --> 00:20:48,513
>> Traci: Oh, Alan,

726
00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:50,315
you're brilliant at what you do.

727
00:20:50,382 --> 00:20:51,717
>> Alan: Look, see, Martin,

728
00:20:51,783 --> 00:20:54,386
he-- he lived through

729
00:20:54,453 --> 00:20:55,487
what I only observed

730
00:20:55,554 --> 00:20:57,089
in my patients, read in books.

731
00:20:57,155 --> 00:20:58,857
He experienced reactions

732
00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:01,727
to medication, to therapy.

733
00:21:01,793 --> 00:21:02,761
I don't know.

734
00:21:02,828 --> 00:21:04,296
Maybe I hurt him more

735
00:21:04,363 --> 00:21:05,297
than I helped.

736
00:21:05,364 --> 00:21:07,566
I-- I should've showed him

737
00:21:07,633 --> 00:21:09,134
a path forward instead of

738
00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:10,002
controlling him.

739
00:21:10,068 --> 00:21:11,470
You know, pointed out

740
00:21:11,536 --> 00:21:13,839
his underlying gifts.

741
00:21:13,905 --> 00:21:15,040
It was definitely an error of

742
00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:18,577
judgment treating him and...

743
00:21:18,644 --> 00:21:20,212
he suffered for it.

744
00:21:20,278 --> 00:21:21,513
>> Ashley: You're being too hard

745
00:21:21,580 --> 00:21:22,381
on yourself, Alan.

746
00:21:22,447 --> 00:21:23,148
You were just trying

747
00:21:23,215 --> 00:21:25,350
to help him.

748
00:21:25,417 --> 00:21:26,251
>> Alan: That's very kind

749
00:21:26,318 --> 00:21:27,853
of you.

750
00:21:27,919 --> 00:21:29,855
But we are not here to discuss

751
00:21:29,921 --> 00:21:31,023
my issues with my brother.

752
00:21:31,089 --> 00:21:32,858
We're here for you.

753
00:21:32,924 --> 00:21:34,426
So...

754
00:21:34,493 --> 00:21:37,562
After he said you were

755
00:21:37,629 --> 00:21:39,498
a subject,

756
00:21:39,564 --> 00:21:42,300
what happened after that?

757
00:21:42,367 --> 00:21:45,470
>> Ashley: It's just a fog.

758
00:21:45,537 --> 00:21:46,505
>> Alan: Why don't we try

759
00:21:46,571 --> 00:21:48,040
hypnosis again?

760
00:21:48,106 --> 00:21:49,841
>> Traci: Wait, wait.

761
00:21:49,908 --> 00:21:51,777
You said earlier that

762
00:21:51,843 --> 00:21:53,545
that would be some risk

763
00:21:53,612 --> 00:21:54,946
to Ashley because of

764
00:21:55,013 --> 00:21:55,814
her exhaustion.

765
00:21:55,881 --> 00:21:56,682
>> Ashley: It's okay.

766
00:21:56,748 --> 00:21:57,883
If Alan thinks I can do this,

767
00:21:57,949 --> 00:21:59,351
I can do it.

768
00:21:59,418 --> 00:22:01,053
[ Traci sighing ]

769
00:22:01,119 --> 00:22:03,088
I'm ready.

770
00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:04,790
>> Alan: All right.

771
00:22:04,856 --> 00:22:05,991
I want you to close your eyes.

772
00:22:06,058 --> 00:22:06,892
>> Ashley: Okay.

773
00:22:06,958 --> 00:22:07,993
>> Alan: And bring attention

774
00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:12,698
to your breath.

775
00:22:12,764 --> 00:22:14,499
You were upset that Martin

776
00:22:14,566 --> 00:22:16,134
called you a subject.

777
00:22:16,201 --> 00:22:19,971
So, what happened after that?

778
00:22:20,038 --> 00:22:21,339
<i>>> Martin: You came to me</i>

779
00:22:21,406 --> 00:22:23,208
<i>as a friend.</i>

780
00:22:23,275 --> 00:22:24,943
<i>But you also came to me because</i>

781
00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:27,579
<i>of my knowledge of psychology.</i>

782
00:22:27,646 --> 00:22:29,681
<i>Of course, you are not</i>

783
00:22:29,748 --> 00:22:32,050
<i>a subject.</i>

784
00:22:32,117 --> 00:22:33,118
<i>But use me.</i>

785
00:22:33,185 --> 00:22:34,352
<i>Use my expertise.</i>

786
00:22:34,419 --> 00:22:35,954
<i>I can see you're conflicted</i>

787
00:22:36,021 --> 00:22:37,589
<i>about Tucker and what happened</i>

788
00:22:37,656 --> 00:22:39,091
<i>at the bistro.</i>

789
00:22:39,157 --> 00:22:40,192
<i>Maybe we can resolve it</i>

790
00:22:40,258 --> 00:22:41,860
<i>together.</i>

791
00:22:41,927 --> 00:22:44,463
<i>>> Ashley: How?</i>

792
00:22:44,529 --> 00:22:45,831
<i>>> Martin: I think it might be</i>

793
00:22:45,897 --> 00:22:46,865
<i>a good idea for us</i>

794
00:22:46,932 --> 00:22:48,433
<i>to try role-play.</i>

795
00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:50,168
<i>Recreate the argument.</i>

796
00:22:50,235 --> 00:22:51,103
<i>I'll be Tucker.</i>

797
00:22:51,169 --> 00:22:52,237
<i>I'll say the things</i>

798
00:22:52,304 --> 00:22:54,106
<i>he meant to say.</i>

799
00:22:54,172 --> 00:22:55,140
<i>And that will give you time</i>

800
00:22:55,207 --> 00:22:56,808
<i>to respond so you can stand up</i>

801
00:22:56,875 --> 00:22:58,009
<i>for yourself.</i>

802
00:22:58,076 --> 00:22:59,244
<i>>> Ashley: I don't get the point</i>

803
00:22:59,311 --> 00:23:00,212
<i>of that.</i>

804
00:23:00,278 --> 00:23:02,647
<i>>> Martin: Don't you trust me?</i>

805
00:23:02,714 --> 00:23:03,682
<i>>> Ashley: Of course,</i>

806
00:23:03,749 --> 00:23:04,583
<i>I trust you.</i>

807
00:23:04,649 --> 00:23:06,585
<i>>> Martin: I just want you</i>

808
00:23:06,651 --> 00:23:09,354
<i>to see this confrontation</i>

809
00:23:09,421 --> 00:23:11,556
<i>for what it was.</i>

810
00:23:11,623 --> 00:23:13,725
<i>See Tucker for who he is,</i>

811
00:23:13,792 --> 00:23:15,460
<i>what he's capable of, because</i>

812
00:23:15,527 --> 00:23:18,730
<i>you deserve more.</i>

813
00:23:18,797 --> 00:23:20,665
<i>You deserve to live the life</i>

814
00:23:20,732 --> 00:23:22,768
<i>you choose, Ashley.</i>

815
00:23:22,834 --> 00:23:24,870
<i>We all do.</i>

816
00:23:24,936 --> 00:23:29,608
<i>So, let's change the dynamic.</i>

817
00:23:29,674 --> 00:23:32,244
<i>Recreate the fight.</i>

818
00:23:32,310 --> 00:23:33,979
<i>But this time, we'll put</i>

819
00:23:34,045 --> 00:23:36,848
<i>the power in your hands.</i>

820
00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:39,351
[ Alan snaps fingers ]

821
00:23:39,417 --> 00:23:41,419
>> Traci: Oh, Ashley,

822
00:23:41,486 --> 00:23:43,054
you're trembling.

823
00:23:43,121 --> 00:23:44,322
>> Alan: What-- what happened?

824
00:23:44,389 --> 00:23:45,090
What do you remember?

825
00:23:45,157 --> 00:23:45,891
>> Ashley: Martin wanted

826
00:23:45,957 --> 00:23:47,192
to reenact the fight I had with

827
00:23:47,259 --> 00:23:48,293
Tucker, with him being Tucker,

828
00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:49,261
and I didn't want to.

829
00:23:49,327 --> 00:23:50,462
>> Traci: Oh, my gosh, why would

830
00:23:50,529 --> 00:23:51,163
he even say that?

831
00:23:51,229 --> 00:23:51,863
Okay, that's it.

832
00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:52,631
We are stopping.

833
00:23:52,697 --> 00:23:53,532
We can do this tomorrow.

834
00:23:53,598 --> 00:23:54,566
>> Ashley: I am not stopping.

835
00:23:54,633 --> 00:23:55,700
Not when I have this momentum.

836
00:23:55,767 --> 00:23:57,536
I can't.

837
00:24:02,374 --> 00:24:04,609
>> Traci: Ashley, I know that

838
00:24:04,676 --> 00:24:06,344
you are desperate to find out

839
00:24:06,411 --> 00:24:07,345
the truth.

840
00:24:07,412 --> 00:24:09,214
I'm as eager as you are to get

841
00:24:09,281 --> 00:24:10,248
to the bottom of what's going

842
00:24:10,315 --> 00:24:12,584
on with you and see you healed.

843
00:24:12,651 --> 00:24:14,219
But you are emotionally

844
00:24:14,286 --> 00:24:16,421
and physically exhausted.

845
00:24:16,488 --> 00:24:18,223
>> Ashley: Traci, I am okay.

846
00:24:18,290 --> 00:24:19,257
>> Traci: Saying it over and

847
00:24:19,324 --> 00:24:21,026
over again doesn't make it true.

848
00:24:21,092 --> 00:24:23,061
This is taking its toll on you.

849
00:24:23,128 --> 00:24:24,296
Think about what

850
00:24:24,362 --> 00:24:25,997
you might remember.

851
00:24:26,064 --> 00:24:27,132
You have to be strong

852
00:24:27,199 --> 00:24:28,834
and ready for what's ahead.

853
00:24:28,900 --> 00:24:30,435
>> Ashley: I am prepared.

854
00:24:30,502 --> 00:24:31,837
>> Traci: You told me that I

855
00:24:31,903 --> 00:24:32,904
fight for you when you can't

856
00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:33,772
fight for yourself.

857
00:24:33,839 --> 00:24:34,806
Look, that is what I'm doing.

858
00:24:34,873 --> 00:24:35,674
Right now, Ashley,

859
00:24:35,740 --> 00:24:36,875
I'm fighting for you.

860
00:24:36,942 --> 00:24:38,810
Take some time to process

861
00:24:38,877 --> 00:24:41,646
everything you've learned. Alan,

862
00:24:41,713 --> 00:24:42,981
Wouldn't that be healthier?

863
00:24:43,048 --> 00:24:45,150
>> Alan: Traci, I-- I appreciate

864
00:24:45,217 --> 00:24:46,551
your concern,

865
00:24:46,618 --> 00:24:48,153
and I respect it, okay?

866
00:24:48,220 --> 00:24:49,454
But we are at a pivotal point

867
00:24:49,521 --> 00:24:52,157
here. Your sister's right.

868
00:24:52,224 --> 00:24:53,592
We need to push on.

869
00:24:53,658 --> 00:24:55,193
Seriously, this needs to happen.

870
00:24:55,260 --> 00:24:56,761
>> Ashley: Thank you so much.

871
00:24:56,828 --> 00:24:58,063
I know that you care about me.

872
00:24:58,129 --> 00:24:58,997
I love you for that.

873
00:24:59,064 --> 00:25:00,098
I really do.

874
00:25:00,165 --> 00:25:01,933
But I know Alan would never put

875
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:03,134
me in any kind of a danger.

876
00:25:03,201 --> 00:25:04,502
I trust him completely.

877
00:25:04,569 --> 00:25:06,304
I'm okay.

878
00:25:06,371 --> 00:25:08,707
>> Traci: Alan, can you tell me

879
00:25:08,773 --> 00:25:11,509
that she is safe to continue?

880
00:25:11,576 --> 00:25:12,911
>> Alan: I promise you,

881
00:25:12,978 --> 00:25:14,746
she is in very good hands.

882
00:25:14,813 --> 00:25:15,614
>> Traci: That is not

883
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:16,615
what I asked you.

884
00:25:16,681 --> 00:25:18,216
Oh, okay.

885
00:25:18,283 --> 00:25:20,285
Oh, okay. Okay.

886
00:25:20,352 --> 00:25:24,489
>> Ashley: Traci, thank you.

887
00:25:24,556 --> 00:25:26,491
>> Alan: All right.

888
00:25:26,558 --> 00:25:29,427
Now, the last thing you

889
00:25:29,494 --> 00:25:30,896
remember is sitting on the couch

890
00:25:30,962 --> 00:25:32,297
with Martin, and he wanted you

891
00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:33,832
to recreate the argument

892
00:25:33,899 --> 00:25:34,866
you had with Tucker.

893
00:25:34,933 --> 00:25:37,569
Emphasizing the angry subtext.

894
00:25:37,636 --> 00:25:39,671
>> Ashley: Yeah.

895
00:25:39,738 --> 00:25:40,538
>> Alan: So, let's try

896
00:25:40,605 --> 00:25:41,406
to remember what happened

897
00:25:41,473 --> 00:25:42,107
after that, all right?

898
00:25:42,173 --> 00:25:43,141
You ready?

899
00:25:43,208 --> 00:25:43,808
>> Ashley: Yeah.

900
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:44,576
>> Alan: Okay.

901
00:25:44,643 --> 00:25:47,245
So, close your eyes again.

902
00:25:47,312 --> 00:25:48,513
Pay attention to your breath.

903
00:25:48,580 --> 00:25:50,015
I'm gonna count backwards

904
00:25:50,081 --> 00:25:50,882
from ten.

905
00:25:50,949 --> 00:25:51,750
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: Stop this,</i>

906
00:25:51,816 --> 00:25:53,084
<i>Ashley. Stop right now.</i>

907
00:25:53,151 --> 00:25:53,885
<i>You don't know</i>

908
00:25:53,952 --> 00:25:55,520
<i>what you're doing.</i>

909
00:25:55,587 --> 00:25:56,521
<i>You're not ready.</i>

910
00:25:56,588 --> 00:25:57,289
<i>You're too weak.</i>

911
00:25:57,355 --> 00:25:58,590
<i>I'm the only one who can face</i>

912
00:25:58,657 --> 00:26:00,659
<i>the truth.</i>

913
00:26:00,725 --> 00:26:01,660
>> Traci: Ashley, what happened?

914
00:26:01,726 --> 00:26:03,194
>> Ashley: Oh.

915
00:26:03,261 --> 00:26:04,195
It's Ms. Abbott.

916
00:26:04,262 --> 00:26:05,196
She's trying to take over.

917
00:26:05,263 --> 00:26:06,231
>> Alan: Look, don't let that

918
00:26:06,298 --> 00:26:07,399
happen, all right? Not now.

919
00:26:07,465 --> 00:26:08,366
>> Ashley: She says she's

920
00:26:08,433 --> 00:26:09,634
the only one that can do it,

921
00:26:09,701 --> 00:26:10,435
that I'm too weak.

922
00:26:10,502 --> 00:26:11,469
>> Alan: No, you are not

923
00:26:11,536 --> 00:26:12,137
too weak.

924
00:26:12,203 --> 00:26:13,038
You are stronger than you

925
00:26:13,104 --> 00:26:13,705
have ever been.

926
00:26:13,772 --> 00:26:14,372
You fight her.

927
00:26:14,439 --> 00:26:15,473
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: He's wrong.</i>

928
00:26:15,540 --> 00:26:17,008
<i>He doesn't know you like I do.</i>

929
00:26:17,075 --> 00:26:18,276
<i>Let me help you.</i>

930
00:26:18,343 --> 00:26:19,544
<i>Let me take over.</i>

931
00:26:19,611 --> 00:26:21,079
<i>It's the only way.</i>

932
00:26:21,146 --> 00:26:22,414
>> Alan: Ashley, you can

933
00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:23,815
do this, all right?

934
00:26:23,882 --> 00:26:24,983
You've done the work.

935
00:26:25,050 --> 00:26:26,017
You can face the truth.

936
00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:26,818
Don't let her out.

937
00:26:26,885 --> 00:26:28,053
Don't let any of them out.

938
00:26:28,119 --> 00:26:28,787
>> Ashley: She's getting

939
00:26:28,853 --> 00:26:30,155
stronger, though. I can feel it.

940
00:26:30,221 --> 00:26:31,856
I don't think I can stop her.

941
00:26:31,923 --> 00:26:33,224
>> Alan: You fought hard

942
00:26:33,291 --> 00:26:34,025
to get here.

943
00:26:34,092 --> 00:26:35,026
Don't give up now.

944
00:26:35,093 --> 00:26:36,328
Stay alert, all right?

945
00:26:36,394 --> 00:26:38,163
Only you can do this.

946
00:26:38,229 --> 00:26:39,731
Only you can see this through.

947
00:26:39,798 --> 00:26:40,598
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: He's lying</i>

948
00:26:40,665 --> 00:26:41,333
<i>to you.</i>

949
00:26:41,399 --> 00:26:42,634
<i>Listen to me.</i>

950
00:26:42,701 --> 00:26:43,868
<i>Let me out.</i>

951
00:26:43,935 --> 00:26:44,936
>> Alan: Ashley, Ashley,

952
00:26:45,003 --> 00:26:45,870
listen to me.

953
00:26:45,937 --> 00:26:47,339
Ashley, listen to me.

954
00:26:47,405 --> 00:26:48,907
Look at me.

955
00:26:48,974 --> 00:26:49,808
I want you to listen

956
00:26:49,874 --> 00:26:52,644
to my words very closely.

957
00:26:52,711 --> 00:26:54,913
This is a good thing, okay?

958
00:26:54,980 --> 00:26:55,880
It means you're getting closer

959
00:26:55,947 --> 00:26:56,548
to the truth.

960
00:26:56,614 --> 00:26:58,049
That's why the alters are

961
00:26:58,116 --> 00:26:59,851
scared, but you're not scared,

962
00:26:59,918 --> 00:27:01,019
because you don't need

963
00:27:01,086 --> 00:27:03,755
them anymore.

964
00:27:03,822 --> 00:27:06,358
>> Ashley: Okay.

965
00:27:06,424 --> 00:27:07,692
Okay.

966
00:27:07,759 --> 00:27:09,094
I think they're gone.

967
00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:10,428
I think she's gone.

968
00:27:10,495 --> 00:27:11,529
>> Alan: Okay.

969
00:27:11,596 --> 00:27:13,264
All right.

970
00:27:13,331 --> 00:27:15,033
Look, let's try to continue,

971
00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:17,202
all right? Think hard.

972
00:27:17,268 --> 00:27:19,637
What do you remember happening

973
00:27:19,704 --> 00:27:20,538
after that?

974
00:27:27,345 --> 00:27:28,279
[ Alan sighing ]

975
00:27:28,346 --> 00:27:29,948
All right. It's all right.

976
00:27:30,015 --> 00:27:30,715
It's all right.

977
00:27:30,782 --> 00:27:33,518
Um, Traci, could you make us

978
00:27:33,585 --> 00:27:35,720
a pot of coffee and make it

979
00:27:35,787 --> 00:27:36,855
really strong?

980
00:27:36,921 --> 00:27:37,956
>> Traci: Coffee?

981
00:27:38,023 --> 00:27:41,893
Now?

982
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,262
Ashley, I am begging you

983
00:27:44,329 --> 00:27:46,231
to stop and just get some sleep.

984
00:27:46,297 --> 00:27:48,066
>> Ashley: I can't stop

985
00:27:48,133 --> 00:27:49,768
right now.

986
00:27:49,834 --> 00:27:51,803
I have to get these answers.

987
00:27:51,870 --> 00:27:54,339
Please.

988
00:27:54,406 --> 00:27:55,673
<i>>> Tucker: Everything okay?</i>

989
00:27:55,740 --> 00:27:56,875
<i>Do you need help?</i>

990
00:27:56,941 --> 00:27:58,109
<i>>> Ashley: I'm fine.</i>

991
00:27:58,176 --> 00:27:58,977
<i>And you're wrong about Alan.</i>

992
00:27:59,044 --> 00:27:59,744
<i>You're mistaken.</i>

993
00:27:59,811 --> 00:28:01,513
<i>You didn't see him.</i>

994
00:28:01,579 --> 00:28:02,781
<i>>> Tucker: How do you know</i>

995
00:28:02,847 --> 00:28:05,750
<i>who I saw or didn't see?</i>

996
00:28:05,817 --> 00:28:06,651
<i>>> Ashley: Listen, you're here</i>

997
00:28:06,718 --> 00:28:07,419
<i>on business, then focus</i>

998
00:28:07,485 --> 00:28:08,086
<i>on Glissade.</i>

999
00:28:08,153 --> 00:28:08,853
<i>Don't worry about me.</i>

1000
00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:13,091
<i>Just leave it alone, please.</i>

1001
00:28:13,158 --> 00:28:13,958
>> Tucker: What's going on,

1002
00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:16,261
Ashley?

1003
00:28:21,900 --> 00:28:23,234
>> Traci: Maybe the coffee

1004
00:28:23,301 --> 00:28:24,969
can wait.

1005
00:28:25,036 --> 00:28:26,838
>> Alan: Ashley needs to focus

1006
00:28:26,905 --> 00:28:28,773
all of her energy on remembering

1007
00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:29,641
what happened in this room.

1008
00:28:29,707 --> 00:28:30,542
That-- that is

1009
00:28:30,608 --> 00:28:32,577
key to her healing.

1010
00:28:32,644 --> 00:28:33,611
And-- and if we lose this

1011
00:28:33,678 --> 00:28:35,713
momentum, I can't speak to what

1012
00:28:35,780 --> 00:28:37,816
will happen next or how long

1013
00:28:37,882 --> 00:28:39,017
it will take us to get back

1014
00:28:39,084 --> 00:28:42,087
to this point.

1015
00:28:42,153 --> 00:28:44,823
Traci, even a loving

1016
00:28:44,889 --> 00:28:46,624
and supportive sister can be

1017
00:28:46,691 --> 00:28:48,059
a distraction for Ashley

1018
00:28:48,126 --> 00:28:48,793
right now.

1019
00:28:48,860 --> 00:28:50,728
Now, I know you mean well,

1020
00:28:50,795 --> 00:28:52,564
and I completely respect that,

1021
00:28:52,630 --> 00:28:54,666
but your very presence could be

1022
00:28:54,732 --> 00:28:56,367
impeding her progress

1023
00:28:56,434 --> 00:28:58,169
and I know you don't want that.

1024
00:28:58,236 --> 00:28:59,170
>> Ashley: I'm okay, Traci.

1025
00:28:59,237 --> 00:29:01,072
I swear to you.

1026
00:29:01,139 --> 00:29:03,575
>> Traci: Are you certain?

1027
00:29:03,641 --> 00:29:05,410
>> Ashley: I am me.

1028
00:29:05,477 --> 00:29:09,747
I am certain.

1029
00:29:09,814 --> 00:29:11,015
>> Traci: Okay.

1030
00:29:11,082 --> 00:29:16,788
Okay.

1031
00:29:16,855 --> 00:29:18,323
>> Alan: Shall we, uh,

1032
00:29:18,389 --> 00:29:19,224
try hypnosis again?

1033
00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:20,258
>> Ashley: Yes, yes, yes.

1034
00:29:20,325 --> 00:29:21,159
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: No more</i>

1035
00:29:21,226 --> 00:29:21,960
<i>hypnosis.</i>

1036
00:29:22,026 --> 00:29:23,261
<i>Don't listen to him, Ashley.</i>

1037
00:29:23,328 --> 00:29:23,995
<i>You don't know</i>

1038
00:29:24,062 --> 00:29:25,363
<i>what you're doing.</i>

1039
00:29:25,430 --> 00:29:26,598
<i>Stop.</i>

1040
00:29:26,664 --> 00:29:27,499
>> Alan: She's back again,

1041
00:29:27,565 --> 00:29:29,067
isn't she?

1042
00:29:29,134 --> 00:29:29,834
Fight her.

1043
00:29:29,901 --> 00:29:31,102
>> Ashley: I don't think I can.

1044
00:29:31,169 --> 00:29:32,070
>> Alan: No, you can.

1045
00:29:32,137 --> 00:29:33,371
You have to.

1046
00:29:33,438 --> 00:29:35,273
Everything depends on this

1047
00:29:35,340 --> 00:29:36,107
moment, Ashley.

1048
00:29:36,174 --> 00:29:38,376
Your will and your strength.

1049
00:29:38,443 --> 00:29:39,644
If you let those alters back

1050
00:29:39,711 --> 00:29:41,012
in, we could lose everything

1051
00:29:41,079 --> 00:29:42,380
that we have gained so far.

1052
00:29:42,447 --> 00:29:43,748
We may not remember what

1053
00:29:43,815 --> 00:29:44,916
happened this evening or--

1054
00:29:44,983 --> 00:29:46,751
or what started all of this.

1055
00:29:46,818 --> 00:29:48,653
This next step is key

1056
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,155
to your healing.

1057
00:29:50,221 --> 00:29:52,090
You have to fight for nothing

1058
00:29:52,157 --> 00:29:53,591
less than your survival.

1059
00:29:53,658 --> 00:29:54,459
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: Don't listen</i>

1060
00:29:54,526 --> 00:29:55,126
<i>to him.</i>

1061
00:29:55,193 --> 00:29:55,827
<i>I'll deal with this.</i>

1062
00:29:55,894 --> 00:29:56,494
<i>You'll be safe.</i>

1063
00:29:56,561 --> 00:29:57,228
>> Ashley: Stop it.

1064
00:29:57,295 --> 00:29:58,229
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: I'll protect you.</i>

1065
00:29:58,296 --> 00:29:58,930
>> Ashley: Stop it!

1066
00:29:58,997 --> 00:29:59,964
<i>>> Ms. Abbott: You need me.</i>

1067
00:30:00,031 --> 00:30:01,166
>> Ashley: No, I don't need you!

1068
00:30:01,232 --> 00:30:02,367
I don't need you to protect me!

1069
00:30:02,433 --> 00:30:06,104
Please just go!

1070
00:30:06,171 --> 00:30:07,739
Oh...

1071
00:30:07,805 --> 00:30:09,841
>> Alan: Ashley?

1072
00:30:09,908 --> 00:30:13,444
>> Ashley: Okay.

1073
00:30:13,511 --> 00:30:16,114
She's gone.

1074
00:30:16,181 --> 00:30:17,348
I think I bought some time,

1075
00:30:17,415 --> 00:30:18,950
but I don't know how much.

1076
00:30:28,393 --> 00:30:29,160
>> Alan: We need

1077
00:30:29,227 --> 00:30:30,962
to take the next step.

1078
00:30:31,029 --> 00:30:33,531
Now, that night, Martin wanted

1079
00:30:33,598 --> 00:30:35,200
you to recreate the fight with

1080
00:30:35,266 --> 00:30:36,267
Tucker, but you didn't want to,

1081
00:30:36,334 --> 00:30:37,001
right?

1082
00:30:37,068 --> 00:30:38,136
And you don't remember anything

1083
00:30:38,203 --> 00:30:38,870
after that?

1084
00:30:38,937 --> 00:30:39,971
>> Ashley: No.

1085
00:30:40,038 --> 00:30:41,940
He said it would give me back

1086
00:30:42,006 --> 00:30:43,975
my power, but I was afraid to.

1087
00:30:44,042 --> 00:30:45,276
>> Alan: Well, I think we need

1088
00:30:45,343 --> 00:30:48,012
to reenact that night as vividly

1089
00:30:48,079 --> 00:30:50,048
as we can.

1090
00:30:50,114 --> 00:30:51,149
You were sitting on the sofa,

1091
00:30:51,216 --> 00:30:51,816
right?

1092
00:30:51,883 --> 00:30:52,517
>> Ashley: Yeah.

1093
00:30:52,584 --> 00:30:53,851
>> Alan: Okay. Shall we?

1094
00:30:53,918 --> 00:30:55,920
Let's sit down here.

1095
00:30:55,987 --> 00:30:56,754
>> Ashley: Okay.

1096
00:30:56,821 --> 00:30:57,655
>> Alan: It's okay, Ashley.

1097
00:30:57,722 --> 00:31:01,025
Come on. Let's try it.

1098
00:31:01,092 --> 00:31:01,859
Like this?

1099
00:31:01,926 --> 00:31:03,394
You were sitting like this?

1100
00:31:03,461 --> 00:31:04,429
>> Ashley: Yeah.

1101
00:31:04,495 --> 00:31:06,164
>> Alan: Okay.

1102
00:31:06,231 --> 00:31:07,832
So then, now let's-- let's close

1103
00:31:07,899 --> 00:31:09,534
your eyes, all right,

1104
00:31:09,601 --> 00:31:12,870
take deep breaths, and...

1105
00:31:12,937 --> 00:31:15,173
oh, take in all the sensations

1106
00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:16,441
and the sounds

1107
00:31:16,507 --> 00:31:19,177
and let's go back to that night.

1108
00:31:21,980 --> 00:31:23,648
<i>>> Martin: I know you're afraid,</i>

1109
00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:25,917
<i>Ashley, but this is the only way</i>

1110
00:31:25,984 --> 00:31:27,785
<i>to resolve your conflict</i>

1111
00:31:27,852 --> 00:31:29,320
<i>with your husband</i>

1112
00:31:29,387 --> 00:31:31,923
<i>and your relationship.</i>

1113
00:31:31,990 --> 00:31:34,659
<i>Are you ready?</i>

1114
00:31:34,726 --> 00:31:36,661
<i>>> Ashley: Okay. Yeah.</i>

1115
00:31:36,728 --> 00:31:38,162
<i>>> Martin: All right.</i>

1116
00:31:38,229 --> 00:31:39,163
<i>I'll be Tucker.</i>

1117
00:31:39,230 --> 00:31:40,098
<i>>> Ashley: Mm-hmm.</i>

1118
00:31:40,164 --> 00:31:41,366
<i>>> Martin: You just speak to me</i>

1119
00:31:41,432 --> 00:31:42,333
<i>as you would him,</i>

1120
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,970
<i>your side of the argument.</i>

1121
00:31:46,037 --> 00:31:46,904
<i>It-- it's all right.</i>

1122
00:31:46,971 --> 00:31:50,341
<i>This is a safe space, okay?</i>

1123
00:31:50,408 --> 00:31:51,142
<i>>> Ashley: Okay.</i>

1124
00:31:51,209 --> 00:31:54,812
<i>Um...</i>

1125
00:31:54,879 --> 00:31:56,648
<i>Tucker, I know that we were</i>

1126
00:31:56,714 --> 00:31:59,217
<i>planning on building a company</i>

1127
00:31:59,284 --> 00:32:03,221
<i>together, but I-- I just can't</i>

1128
00:32:03,288 --> 00:32:05,456
<i>back away from my family</i>

1129
00:32:05,523 --> 00:32:08,660
<i>like that. Um...</i>

1130
00:32:08,726 --> 00:32:10,595
<i>But I'm not betraying you.</i>

1131
00:32:10,662 --> 00:32:11,663
<i>I love you.</i>

1132
00:32:11,729 --> 00:32:13,631
<i>Um, I'm wearing your ring.</i>

1133
00:32:13,698 --> 00:32:16,434
<i>This is our honeymoon.</i>

1134
00:32:16,501 --> 00:32:17,468
<i>>> Martin: But you know what</i>

1135
00:32:17,535 --> 00:32:19,671
<i>really happened, right?</i>

1136
00:32:19,737 --> 00:32:21,572
<i>You saw his rage,</i>

1137
00:32:21,639 --> 00:32:23,041
<i>the way he knocked over</i>

1138
00:32:23,107 --> 00:32:24,075
<i>that wine glass,</i>

1139
00:32:24,142 --> 00:32:27,679
<i>kicked that chair.</i>

1140
00:32:27,745 --> 00:32:28,713
<i>>> Ashley: But he didn't.</i>

1141
00:32:28,780 --> 00:32:29,914
<i>>> Martin: Ah.</i>

1142
00:32:29,981 --> 00:32:31,783
<i>I want you to look beyond</i>

1143
00:32:31,849 --> 00:32:34,752
<i>what you think you see.</i>

1144
00:32:34,819 --> 00:32:36,387
<i>Understand the underlying</i>

1145
00:32:36,454 --> 00:32:37,422
<i>moment.</i>

1146
00:32:37,488 --> 00:32:40,091
<i>See his rage, the way he wanted</i>

1147
00:32:40,158 --> 00:32:41,526
<i>to control you,</i>

1148
00:32:41,592 --> 00:32:42,760
<i>to dominate you,</i>

1149
00:32:42,827 --> 00:32:45,763
<i>punish you for not loving him</i>

1150
00:32:45,830 --> 00:32:47,365
<i>the way he wanted</i>

1151
00:32:47,432 --> 00:32:50,501
<i>you to love him.</i>

1152
00:32:50,568 --> 00:32:52,036
<i>>> Tucker: I don't care anymore.</i>

1153
00:32:52,103 --> 00:32:55,273
<i>I don't care where you sleep.</i>

1154
00:32:55,340 --> 00:33:01,045
<i>I don't care what you do.</i>

1155
00:33:01,112 --> 00:33:04,015
<i>I'm done.</i>

1156
00:33:04,082 --> 00:33:05,850
<i>Goodbye, Ashley.</i>

1157
00:33:05,917 --> 00:33:08,286
<i>You go to hell!</i>

1158
00:33:08,353 --> 00:33:09,420
<i>>> Ashley: He expected a lot</i>

1159
00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:10,388
<i>from me, but--</i>

1160
00:33:10,455 --> 00:33:11,522
<i>>> Martin: This is where</i>

1161
00:33:11,589 --> 00:33:14,425
<i>we change the narrative, Ashley.</i>

1162
00:33:14,492 --> 00:33:16,027
<i>You stand up for yourself.</i>

1163
00:33:16,094 --> 00:33:18,596
<i>You fight back.</i>

1164
00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:20,264
<i>>> Ashley: Fight back how?</i>

1165
00:33:20,331 --> 00:33:21,299
<i>>> Martin: You show them</i>

1166
00:33:21,366 --> 00:33:22,533
<i>you don't give up.</i>

1167
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:23,868
<i>That you don't cower.</i>

1168
00:33:23,935 --> 00:33:28,039
<i>That you push through.</i>

1169
00:33:28,106 --> 00:33:30,007
<i>Show them your power</i>

1170
00:33:30,074 --> 00:33:33,644
<i>and then you take it back.</i>

1171
00:33:33,711 --> 00:33:34,979
<i>You're so--</i>

1172
00:33:35,046 --> 00:33:37,915
<i>so strong, Ashley.</i>

1173
00:33:37,982 --> 00:33:40,518
<i>So beautiful.</i>

1174
00:33:40,585 --> 00:33:42,019
<i>But, Tucker, he--</i>

1175
00:33:42,086 --> 00:33:44,489
<i>he didn't understand you.</i>

1176
00:33:44,555 --> 00:33:46,791
<i>He didn't know what he had.</i>

1177
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:49,093
<i>But I do.</i>

1178
00:33:49,160 --> 00:33:50,595
<i>I-- I know what you have</i>

1179
00:33:50,661 --> 00:33:51,396
<i>to offer.</i>

1180
00:33:51,462 --> 00:33:53,798
<i>Your beauty.</i>

1181
00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:55,666
<i>I can be your Tucker.</i>

1182
00:33:55,733 --> 00:33:57,568
<i>A better version.</i>

1183
00:33:57,635 --> 00:34:00,371
<i>With me, you'll be strong</i>

1184
00:34:00,438 --> 00:34:02,173
<i>and safe.</i>

1185
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:07,445
<i>You'll never have to fear again.</i>

1186
00:34:07,512 --> 00:34:09,213
<i>I will give you</i>

1187
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:13,050
<i>everything you want.</i>

1188
00:34:13,117 --> 00:34:16,587
<i>Everything you need.</i>

1189
00:34:16,654 --> 00:34:17,922
<i>>> Tucker: You made me cut open</i>

1190
00:34:17,989 --> 00:34:19,657
<i>a vein and bleed for you.</i>

1191
00:34:19,724 --> 00:34:20,825
<i>Beg you!</i>

1192
00:34:20,892 --> 00:34:22,026
<i>I had to love you so--</i>

1193
00:34:22,093 --> 00:34:23,194
<i>No, I didn't just have to</i>

1194
00:34:23,261 --> 00:34:24,162
<i>love you, did I?</i>

1195
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:25,196
<i>I had to worship you,</i>

1196
00:34:25,263 --> 00:34:26,164
<i>because that's the only way</i>

1197
00:34:26,230 --> 00:34:27,365
<i>to get this ice queen to thaw.</i>

1198
00:34:27,432 --> 00:34:28,966
<i>Total devotion.</i>

1199
00:34:29,033 --> 00:34:30,868
<i>You destroyed me, Ashley.</i>

1200
00:34:30,935 --> 00:34:32,637
<i>Destroyed me!</i>

1201
00:34:37,108 --> 00:34:38,976
>> Ashley: I know what happened.

1202
00:34:39,043 --> 00:34:40,912
>> Alan: Tell me.

1203
00:34:40,978 --> 00:34:42,713
>> Ashley: I--

1204
00:34:42,780 --> 00:34:45,283
I somehow confused the two

1205
00:34:45,349 --> 00:34:46,951
because Tucker was angry,

1206
00:34:47,018 --> 00:34:49,220
but Martin was...

1207
00:34:49,287 --> 00:34:50,555
so frightening,

1208
00:34:50,621 --> 00:34:51,622
and he was aggressive,

1209
00:34:51,689 --> 00:34:52,990
and he was violent with me,

1210
00:34:53,057 --> 00:34:54,058
and I blended them

1211
00:34:54,125 --> 00:34:55,726
together somehow.

1212
00:34:55,793 --> 00:34:56,928
>> Alan: Yeah, and then

1213
00:34:56,994 --> 00:34:58,796
what happened?

1214
00:34:58,863 --> 00:35:01,232
>> Ashley: I don't know.

1215
00:35:01,299 --> 00:35:02,934
It's just a complete blank.

1216
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:04,836
It's just a wall.

1217
00:35:04,902 --> 00:35:05,937
Is that when my mind just

1218
00:35:06,003 --> 00:35:06,704
splintered off?

1219
00:35:06,771 --> 00:35:07,972
Is that when I created

1220
00:35:08,039 --> 00:35:09,207
the alters, and they came in to

1221
00:35:09,273 --> 00:35:10,675
protect me, but they were

1222
00:35:10,741 --> 00:35:11,776
protecting me from Tucker

1223
00:35:11,843 --> 00:35:12,643
and not Martin?

1224
00:35:12,710 --> 00:35:18,349
Is that what happened?

1225
00:35:18,416 --> 00:35:20,585
>> Alan: Well done.

1226
00:35:20,651 --> 00:35:22,787
I knew I could do it.

1227
00:35:22,854 --> 00:35:23,988
>> Ashley: Do what?

1228
00:35:24,055 --> 00:35:25,256
>> Alan: Crack the code.

1229
00:35:25,323 --> 00:35:27,091
Solve the riddle.

1230
00:35:27,158 --> 00:35:27,992
>> Ashley: What are you

1231
00:35:28,059 --> 00:35:29,327
talking about?

1232
00:35:29,393 --> 00:35:31,162
>> Alan: Well, my brother

1233
00:35:31,229 --> 00:35:32,797
thought he had all the answers.

1234
00:35:32,864 --> 00:35:35,266
Played God with his patients.

1235
00:35:35,333 --> 00:35:37,034
Let them think he knew best,

1236
00:35:37,101 --> 00:35:38,536
but I knew best.

1237
00:35:38,603 --> 00:35:40,872
I know best and you just

1238
00:35:40,938 --> 00:35:42,340
helped me prove it.

1239
00:35:42,406 --> 00:35:43,241
>> Ashley: Helped you

1240
00:35:43,307 --> 00:35:44,108
prove what?

1241
00:35:44,175 --> 00:35:45,142
>> Alan: Well, as they say,

1242
00:35:45,209 --> 00:35:47,812
if you, uh, figure it out,

1243
00:35:47,879 --> 00:35:50,348
you will be my favorite subject.

1244
00:35:55,887 --> 00:35:56,754
>> Ashley: You're Martin.

1245
00:35:56,821 --> 00:35:58,022
>> Martin: Hm.

1246
00:35:58,089 --> 00:35:59,657
Brilliant and beautiful,

1247
00:35:59,724 --> 00:36:00,992
but a little slow on

1248
00:36:01,058 --> 00:36:02,193
the uptake today. No, no, no.

1249
00:36:02,260 --> 00:36:03,027
[ Ashley screams ]

1250
00:36:03,094 --> 00:36:03,794
Come here. Come here.

1251
00:36:18,809 --> 00:36:21,812
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1252
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1253
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