>> Sally: You look happy and busy.
>> Billy: Hi.
Yeah, you know, just on the brain train, coming up with
ideas for Abbott-Chancellor.
>> Sally: Sounds exciting.
>> Billy: It is very exciting.
It's all coming together.
>> Sally: That's good.
>> Billy: We have a new logo.
It's not out in the public yet, but I can give you a little
sneak peek.
>> Sally: Yeah, I'd be honored.
It's very nice.
You look like you found your place in the world.
>> Billy: Yeah, I think for the first time in a long time,
I feel I'm exactly where I should be.
Carrying on the Abbott legacy, honoring my mother, which means
everything to me, and leading a company with someone that
I trust and respect.
The sky's the limit.
>> Lily: Nate, hello.
>> Nate: I'd invite you for a drink, but I doubt
either of us is up for that.
>> Lily: Okay.
Is that how it's going to be?
>> Nate: I'm just saying, you're probably busy getting
Chancellor into shape.
I'm sorry, should I say Abbott-Chancellor now?
So, is Billy still taking his victory laps,
or is he actually putting in some of the work?
>> Lily: You know, you're really making me regret that
I came over here.
>> Nate: All right, well, since you're here, how are you
and Billy getting along?
>> Lily: Do you actually care?
>> Nate: Yes, Lily, I care.
I care about you and Devon.
You know your brother had dreams about the great things
our family could do at Winters?
But you shattered those dreams.
I just hope it'll be worth it.
♪♪♪
♪ Oh, we can be friends ♪ ♪ We can pretend ♪
♪ That we are long time lovers ♪ ♪ Everything's cool ♪
♪ When I'm with you ♪ ♪ I'm up to discover ♪
♪ Where we might be going ♪ ♪ Is fine ♪
♪ As long as I am with you ♪
>> Cameron: Having trouble calming down?
And you're jumpy, too.
Yeah, I know the feeling.
>> Sharon: Go away.
>> Cameron: Same old Sharon.
Playing hard to get.
>> Sharon: Why won't you leave me alone?
>> Cameron: Yeah, I would think that a licensed psychologist
would know the answer to that.
But safe to say, I'm here because you want me to be here.
>> Sharon: Why on earth would I want you here?
>> Cameron: You need me.
>> Sharon: I need you?
You are the last thing that I need.
So please, just go away.
>> Cameron: Honey, I'm not going anywhere until we, meaning you,
figure this out.
>> Sharon: There's nothing to figure out.
You are in my head simply because I went off my meds.
A hallucination.
Brought on by stress, confusion, and the resulting
psychological imbalance.
>> Cameron: Well, that's a great diagnosis,
but since I'm still standing here, I don't think it's gonna
get me gone.
Only one thing will do that, Sharon, and you're the only
person who knows what that is.
>> Sharon: Go away.
>> Cameron: I know you're afraid.
And I don't blame you.
We do have a hell of a history.
All those years, the memories.
It's a lot to unpack.
>> Sharon: All bad.
>> Cameron: See, that's-- that's your problem.
You just-- you just dismiss it, just like that.
Instead, why don't you dig in?
Just roll around in it.
Face your fear, face your past.
Stand up to what you're running from.
And maybe then, you'll find the itch
that you need me to scratch.
>> Sharon: You are nothing more than a byproduct of going off
my meds.
>> Cameron: Well, then why don't you go back on them?
I mean, come on.
You talked to the doctor.
He told you what to do, so why not?
Maybe because for the first time in a long time,
there's nothing regulating your mind.
Just freedom.
Freedom to actually feel something, to go deep,
to finally confront those things that you've never put to rest.
>> Sharon: What things?
What haven't I put to rest?
>> Lucy: I just, um, I-- I lost my balance.
That's all.
What are you doing?
>> Faith: What the hell, Lucy?
>> Lucy: Don't-- Please don't be mad.
>> Faith: Who gave you alcohol?
When? How much have you had?
>> Lucy: I, um, I brought it with me.
>> Faith: You brought it with you?
Why?
>> Lucy: Can we please just forget about this?
>> Faith: No. Talk to me.
Or I go straight to your dad.
>> Lucy: I, um, I got some alcohol at
my mom's place and I-- I had it in my bag.
>> Faith: When did you...
When I went to the bathroom?
This is just great.
Why would you do that?
What were you thinking?
>> Lucy: I felt stupid.
I kept saying stupid things, and I-- I just--
I wanted to be cool.
Like you.
And I thought that maybe it would help me relax and
seem older, less like a kid.
>> Faith: Well, how do you feel now? Do you feel cool?
>> Lucy: Really sorry.
>> Faith: Let's go.
>> Lucy: What? No, no, no, we can't leave yet.
I-- I promise you I won't drink anymore.
I-- I'll even pour it out.
>> Faith: We are out of here.
>> Lucy: What? No, wait.
What about the pop-up shops?
And we haven't even heard my favorite song yet.
>> Faith: Now.
>> Sally: Something tells me a toast
wouldn't be out of place.
>> Billy: I'm all about celebrating.
>> Sally: All right, to you and Abbott-Chancellor.
May you take on the corporate world by storm.
>> Billy: That's the plan.
Cheers.
Mm.
>> Sally: So, have you spoken to Chelsea?
>> Billy: Yeah, I did.
Sounds like they got Connor all packed up and that they're
heading back tomorrow morning.
>> Sally: Mm-hmm.
>> Billy: Looks like you already know that.
>> Sally: I do, yeah.
>> Billy: How was Adam when you talked to him?
>> Sally: Just a little quiet.
Tense.
Didn't really say a whole lot other than they're coming
home tomorrow.
>> Billy: Mm-hmm.
>> Sally: What about Chelsea?
>> Billy: Same.
What do you think that's about?
>> Sally: Well, I think Adam is still upset about the
conversation you wanted the four of us to have before
he left for Baltimore.
Adam and Chelsea have so much going on, you know. They're so
focused on Connor and what he needs when he gets home
and how to keep him healthy.
It just was kind of the last thing they needed, you know,
added pressure.
>> Billy: And I piled it on.
>> Sally: Yeah, you did.
But you had the best intentions.
>> Billy: Look, I love her, Sally.
And whenever I can see that she's in pain or she's going
through something, I just want to know what it is
so I can help her.
>> Sally: I mean, Adam admitted that he blew up at Chelsea
and he apologized.
She forgave him.
>> Billy: Yeah.
>> Sally: Why are you so sure there's more going on?
>> Billy: I don't know.
It's a feeling.
But I was ready to chalk it up to the heightened emotions of
the situation, then Chelsea said that we'll talk when
she gets back and that she's looking forward to putting the
fear, guilt, and mistakes behind her.
And I have not been able to let that go since.
>> Sally: Yeah, I mean, I know we talked about it.
I thought it might be about Connor.
>> Billy: Well, maybe it's not.
>> Lily: What makes you think that my decision is so hurtful
to Devon?
Did he say something to you?
>> Nate: Not in so many words, but I know Devon.
>> Lily: Oh, well, I know my brother
better than you do and we're good.
>> Nate: Lily, you chose Billy Abbott
over your own family.
>> Lily: Oh, my God.
>> Nate: The man who did his damnedest to undermine
and antagonize Devon at every turn.
>> Lily: I did not choose Billy.
I chose Chancellor, a company that I have poured my heart and
soul into, and I will continue to do that.
>> Nate: Really?
So, no regrets?
>> Lily: No, not at all.
And Devon respects that, because he may not like
my decision, but we love each other.
No matter what happens professionally, we are family,
and that's how family is.
And I would hope that you would understand that after what
Devon and I have forgiven you for.
And please, trust me that I know what I'm doing.
>> Nate: It's ironic, isn't it?
Your whole reason for the Chancellor-Winters merger was
to bring the family together.
But now, you're fine with just blowing it up.
Guess it only matters when it's your idea.
>> Lily: Mm.
>> Nate: Ooh.
And the evening just gets better.
>> Victor: Hello, Lily.
>> Lily: Hello, Victor.
Hi, Nikki.
>> Nikki: Hi.
Hope we're not interrupting.
>> Nate: Oh, not at all.
>> Victor: I assume your brother has given you my message?
>> Lily: Yes, Devon relayed your warning.
>> Victor: Good.
>> Lily: So, are you coming after Billy and me?
>> Victor: I assure you that all I'm planning is
to have a wonderful dinner with my wife.
And my warning to you, Lily, was out of concern for you.
You and I know that Billy Abbott tends to run
companies into the ground.
>> Lily: Well, I don't think that's going to happen.
>> Victor: That's wishful thinking.
Billy Abbott has a habit of repeating himself.
>> Nikki: I think what Victor is saying is that we both have
great respect and admiration for you, and we would hate
to see you get hurt as a result of Billy's actions.
>> Lily: Well, thank you, but I am perfectly capable
of taking care of myself and the company.
So, if your warning is a prelude to something more,
I really hope that you would reconsider whatever you
have planned.
>> Victor: I'm sorry you're misinterpreting my intention.
You have a good evening.
>> Nate: So, what's your plan if Billy
does end up putting Chancellor in a nosedive?
>> Lily: Why does everyone keep discounting my role
at the company?
>> Nate: Everyone knows you're a rock star at what
you do, Lily.
Okay, we've all seen it time after time.
Billy is the wild card, only out for himself.
Look, whatever he said-- >> Lily: No, you know what?
Honest-- It is so insulting to imply
that I am weak and have bad judgment.
I cannot wait to prove you all wrong.
>> Billy: Look, Chelsea has never shut me out
of what she's feeling, you know, and I just, I don't
really understand it.
It's confusing to me because the way I look at it, whatever
she's going through, we can-- we handle it together,
the way that we always have.
>> Sally: Well, I mean, you have a lot going on
right now.
You know, the breakup with Chancellor-Winters and starting
fresh with Lily.
Maybe Chelsea just doesn't want to overload you with everything
she and Adam are going through.
I know Adam has told me many times that he doesn't want to
dump everything on me to protect me
or whatever, but...
I don't know.
Maybe that's where Chelsea's coming from.
>> Billy: Okay, but do you feel burdened by being there
for Adam and supporting him through this?
>> Sally: No, of course not.
>> Billy: Neither do I, so I don't think
that argument flies.
And with everything that we've been through, I just...
Chelsea knows she doesn't have a reason to keep anything
from me.
Until now, apparently.
>> Sally: Well, we all keep secrets.
Sometimes, with the best intentions.
>> Billy: Is there something you want to talk about, Sally?
>> Sally: Uh...
Do you mind if we go on a walk?
I don't really want to talk about it here.
>> Faith: How much did you actually have to drink?
>> Lucy: Not much.
>> Faith: How much?
>> Lucy: Just a couple of swigs, I guess.
>> Faith: Did you even think about how much trouble you could
have gotten us in?
You're a minor, Lucy, and you're my responsibility.
>> Lucy: I know.
It was a mistake, and I'm really, really, really sorry.
You're-- you're not gonna tell my parents, right?
>> Faith: You want me to lie now?
>> Lucy: Please, Faith.
Can we just pretend like this never happened?
>> Cameron: Finally.
You're starting to ask the right questions.
>> Sharon: If you know so damn much, why
don't you give me some answers?
>> Cameron: Sharon, we've already gone through this.
Everything, all the answers are in your beautiful head.
But I'm not the only one swimming around in here.
Am I?
Say her name.
>> Sharon: Cassie.
>> Cameron: That wasn't so hard.
Cassidy Ann Newman.
Your beautiful daughter.
The daughter that you lost way too soon.
>> Sharon: Oh, my God, that's what this is?
I lost Cassie, and I almost lost Faith because of you,
so it's all jumbled together.
>> Cameron: Here's a thought.
You buried a knife in my chest to save Faith.
But you couldn't save Cassie.
And you lived with that every single day.
But is that really living?
>> Cameron: You lost the daughter you couldn't
protect, and then you lost everything else in your life
that mattered.
The world that you thought was yours forever was ripped out
from underneath you.
And you've never really gotten back on track, have you?
>> Sharon: There is no such thing as a set life.
Things change, directions change.
Life is fluid.
It's malleable.
>> Cameron: Wow, that's-- that's really philosophical.
And-- and beautiful.
But here's the truth.
Come on, Sharon, you thought you and Nick were destiny.
The sun, the moon, the stars, all that crap.
I mean, how many times did that bastard swoop in
and rescue you?
I mean, he threw me out of an airplane, for God's sake.
If that doesn't say 'til death do we part,
I don't know what does.
>> Sharon: You deserved everything Nick did to you.
>> Cameron: But you don't deserve what he did to you,
do you?
All the love, the wedded bliss, that all went to hell
after Cassie died.
>> Sharon: It was more complicated than that.
>> Cameron: He broke your heart, Sharon.
>> Sharon: I know what this is.
I almost died more than once because of you.
This is trauma that I haven't dealt with.
That's all. Nothing more.
>> Cameron: Okay, that's a good start.
But I think it's gonna take more than talking to the ghost
in your head to make this all better.
Though, one of us ain't a ghost, is he?
I mean, Nick is very much alive.
And that whopper of a kiss?
Okay, all in your head, I'll give you that.
But come on, Share Bear, you wanted it.
>> Sharon: You know what?
I'm gonna take some time away and clear my head
and get myself back on my meds.
>> Cameron: Sharon, a champagne bottle to the skull
and a knife in my heart couldn't get rid of me.
So wait, what do you think?
A little me time and a handful of meds that dull your senses
is really gonna make me go away?
>> Sharon: I don't want you here.
>> Cameron: Come on.
Honey, you're looking at this all wrong.
I'm not the problem, but I just might be part of the solution.
>> Sharon: That makes no sense.
>> Cameron: All this healing that you want,
maybe you think you can only get it from Nick,
from his love.
But maybe you need something else.
Something that only I can give you.
>> Sharon: Oh.
You're home early.
The concert can't be over already. What happened?
[ both exhaling ] >> Billy: It's
a beautiful night.
>> Sally: It is, yeah.
[ Sally sighing ] A year ago, I...
We...
We lost Ava.
>> Billy: Yeah, of course.
I'm really sorry.
>> Sally: I would have given anything if it had been me
who died so that she could have lived
the amazing life that I know that she would have had.
But Adam chose me.
>> Billy: It's because he loves you.
>> Sally: I still talk to her every day.
Is that weird?
>> Billy: No.
Not at all.
>> Sally: She was so small.
She fought so hard.
But it wasn't enough.
She never even...
She never even got to take her first breath.
>> Billy: It's devastating, Sally. It really is.
And my heart breaks for you.
And Adam.
>> Sally: Well, Adam...
he hasn't even mentioned it.
>> Billy: He hasn't mentioned anything?
>> Sally: No, I'm not even sure he remembers.
I mean, not that I blame him, really, you know?
I mean, he's got so much going on with Connor
and-- and making sure that he gets home and keeping
him safe, as he should be.
>> Billy: Look, nothing guts you in this world
like losing a child.
And I can imagine that Adam is just suppressing the feelings
of the day so he can support Connor.
>> Sally: Yeah.
Yeah, yeah, that's what I've been telling myself.
Which is why I haven't mentioned it or
addressed the issue.
I don't want to add to his stress, but...
I mean, Adam is the only person in the world who knows what it
was like to lose our little girl.
He once said that he hoped Ava's memory would help get us
through the grief, and...
it has.
I just really hoped today, we could've...
just gone through it together.
>> Nate: Victor.
I thought you were having a dinner with Nikki.
>> Victor: She stepped out for a moment. I thought
we should have a chat.
I saw Lily leave in a rather upset state.
Everything all right?
>> Lily: Um, hi, can I get a macchiato to go, please?
>> Daniel: Hey, I can see you, you know.
>> Lily: Hi.
>> Daniel: Hi.
Part of the late-night crowd, huh?
>> Lily: Yep, guess so.
>> Daniel: Lucy's at a concert, so I'm trying to stay
caffeinated so I can stay awake to pick her up later.
>> Lily: That's nice.
>> Daniel: Mm-hmm.
You know, I heard about the company divorce.
You and Billy taking the reins over at Chancellor.
Should we call it Abbott-Chancellor, maybe?
>> Lily: You can call it whatever you want.
>> Daniel: You and Billy working together.
It's gonna be a challenge and a half, huh?
>> Lily: Well, I can manage.
>> Daniel: Yeah.
Hey, what happened to Omega Sphere?
I mean, who's got that?
Is it up for grabs?
Could I get it back if I wanted to?
>> Lily: Um, I don't know.
Devon took it with him to Winters, so you'll
have to ask him.
>> Daniel: Oh.
Well, that's good.
I mean, good for me, because I'd probably have a better shot
with him than with you, if that were the route that
I wanted to take.
>> Lily: Yeah, well, good luck with that.
>> Daniel: Hey, do you think we're ever gonna get to
the point where we can be civil with each other?
>> Billy: You know, I know
what you're going through right now.
I've been there.
I'm still there.
I'll always be there because...
Because you never stop missing your little babies.
>> Sally: How old was Delia when you lost her?
>> Billy: She was seven.
All giggles and magic.
There was this one day that she said, "You know, Daddy,
no matter how big I get, I'm always gonna be
your little girl."
And, you know, it's true, because she's always
gonna be there forever.
She's-- she's always gonna be a part of me.
Just like Ava will always be a part of you.
[ Billy sniffles ] >> Sally: The way you smile
when you talk about her.
>> Billy: That's what she would've wanted.
I'm constantly striving to be the person that she would have
wanted me to be.
[ Sally sighing ] >> Sally: That is what I want
for Ava.
You know, to be strong.
Kind.
>> Billy: I think she would be very proud of you.
You know, for what it's worth,
I don't think Adam forgot about...
about Ava and her memory.
I just feel like he's trying to really be there
to help Connor.
>> Sally: Yeah.
He couldn't save Ava, so he's going all in
on saving his son.
>> Billy: Look, Adam, you know, we've had our issues,
but I think he's a good dad.
>> Sally: I just wish Ava would have gotten to know that.
[ Sally exhaling ] >> Billy: I'm really sorry
that you had to mourn the loss of your baby girl
in silence today, on your own.
>> Sally: Oh, not completely on my own.
[ Sally crying ] She would have been
the brightest, fiercest, sweetest little girl.
>> Billy: Of course, she would have been.
She's your daughter.
How could she not?
Come here.
[ Sally sniffles ] >> Faith: So, do you want
to tell her, or should I?
>> Lucy: I-- >> Faith: Lucy started to feel
kind of sick during the concert.
She wanted to come back here so her dad could pick her up.
>> Sharon: Oh, no, I'm sorry you're not feeling well.
Is there something that I can get you?
Should we call your doctor?
>> Lucy: Oh, no, no, I'm fine.
It was probably just something I ate.
I should just really go home.
>> Sharon: Well, I know you were really looking forward to this
concert, so I'm sorry it got ruined.
>> Lucy: Yeah, me too.
I'm really sorry that I ruined your night.
>> Faith: Keeping you safe out of trouble is a whole lot
more important than some concert.
>> Nate: You want to take down Billy and Chancellor Industries,
have at it.
My main concern is protecting my family, which means keeping
Lily out of the path of whatever you have planned.
>> Victor: Then, I strongly advise you to convince Lily
to leave Chancellor as soon as possible.
>> Nate: That's one thing you and I agree on,
and so does Devon.
But Lily's never going to have her mind made up
by someone else.
You saw her earlier.
She's angry and defensive.
And I suspect she's out to prove us all wrong
about Billy and Chancellor.
>> Victor: In that case, she's going to fail, but-- Yeah.
>> Lily: I don't know what you're talking about.
We're talking, so I think it's pretty civil.
>> Daniel: Mm.
Oh, Lucy's ready to be picked up earlier than expected.
>> Lily: Okay, well, don't keep her waiting.
>> Daniel: Lily.
>> Lily: What?
>> Daniel: Look, you told me about all of Billy's past
failures, and I admire that you have the ability to look
past all that and to give him this new chance where he might
prove all the haters wrong, and I hope that the two of you
knock it out of the park.
>> Lily: But?
>> Daniel: I would just hate to see you get hurt.
>> Lily: Really?
>> Daniel: Yes, really.
>> Lily: Okay.
>> Daniel: Just be careful.
>> Lily: Oh, hey, good timing.
I have to talk to you.
>> Billy: Okay.
Is it about the party?
Because I got some great ideas.
>> Lily: No, I ran into Victor tonight, and he's definitely
coming after us.
>> Nikki: I was surprised to see you speaking to Nate.
I'm sure he was, too, given how you feel about him.
>> Victor: Yeah.
It was about Lily.
>> Nikki: It was about your plans for taking over
Chancellor.
>> Victor: No, it was about putting you at the top of
the company, where you belong.
>> Nikki: And as excited as I am about that.
>> Victor: Yes?
>> Nikki: Please, please promise me that that is
the last business talk we will have
the rest of the evening.
>> Victor: I promise.
>> Sharon: Here. Maybe this will help.
>> Lucy: Thank you.
[ knocking on door ] >> Sharon: I'll grab the door.
Daniel!
>> Daniel: Hey.
>> Sharon: Come in.
>> Daniel: Thank you.
I got here as fast as I could.
What happened?
What's going on?
I thought I was gonna pick you up from the concert.
>> Lucy: I just-- I felt sick.
>> Faith: Figured it'd be quicker to bring her back here.
>> Lucy: Um, I just, I want to go home.
>> Daniel: Yeah, we can go home.
Thank you.
I'm sorry for all this.
>> Faith: Yeah, I am, too.
>> Daniel: Thanks for looking out for my little girl.
My not-so-little girl.
>> Faith: I hope you feel better.
>> Lucy: I'm really sorry that I ruined your night.
>> Faith: You don't have to keep apologizing.
>> Lucy: I'll make it up to you.
I promise.
>> Faith: Don't worry about it, okay?
Just take care of yourself.
>> Daniel: You ready?
>> Lucy: Yeah.
>> Daniel: Thank you, again.
>> Sharon: Bye, Daniel.
>> Daniel: Bye.
[ Faith sighing ] >> Sharon: Well, poor thing.
Hope she feels better.
>> Faith: "Poor thing?" It's so not what you think.
[ Sally sighing ] >> Sally: God, I wish
I had a lifetime with you.
[ Sally crying ] I loved you your whole life.
I know it wasn't very long, but...
There was a joy and a lightness that I never had.
I finally got a slice of happiness I'd always seen
in other people.
And I wasn't alone anymore.
I was never gonna be alone again.
Somebody to love.
Who loved me.
[ Sally crying ] Maybe you were more
than I deserved.
[ Sally sobbing ]
>> Faith: Lucy wasn't sick because of something she ate.
She was drinking.
>> Sharon: Drinking?
How?
Who gave her alcohol?
>> Faith: She brought her own.
>> Sharon: Oh, no.
>> Faith: She snuck it into the concert and took
a few swigs.
I only realized because she was getting a little tipsy
and fell into me.
I was so ticked off.
I got her out of there.
>> Sharon: Well, you did the right thing.
>> Faith: She said she was drinking because of me.
Because she was nervous.
Wanted to be cool.
Mature. Impress me.
I am so not impressed.
>> Sharon: Well, I'm sorry that Lucy felt she needed liquor
to have a good time.
>> Faith: I just hope she learned her lesson.
>> Sharon: I understand why you covered
for Lucy with Daniel, but he and Heather need to know
the truth.
As much as Lucy may not like it, they have to watch out
for their daughter.
>> Cameron: The way that you couldn't watch out for Cassie.
>> Daniel: You know, for someone that's supposed to have
a stomach ache, do you really think that a brownie and
a mochaccino are a good idea?
I thought you wanted to go straight home.
>> Lucy: Um, I think my stomach was hurting just because
I'm hungry.
I totally forgot to eat.
>> Daniel: So, you're not sick?
>> Lucy: Nope, not sick.
>> Daniel: Okay, well, if that's all it was, why didn't you just
eat something?
I mean, I thought you were really excited to go
to the concert and hang out with your new best friend.
Did something happen?
Did something happen with Faith?
Did she upset you?
>> Lucy: I drank, Dad.
Okay?
>> Daniel: Wait, you what?
>> Lucy: I snuck some vodka and Faith found out.
>> Billy: Victor wants to come after Abbott-Chancellor?
Then, let him.
>> Lily: Victor isn't the problem.
>> Billy: Okay, then who is?
>> Lily: You.
>> Billy: What do you mean?
>> Lily: I made a mistake.
>> Billy: I'm sorry, what do you--
What do you mean you made a mistake?
Lily are you bailing on me?
>> Lily: I'm not leaving Chancellor, Billy.
You are.
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