1 00:00:10,877 --> 00:00:13,513 >> Imani: How's business today, Mr. COO? 2 00:00:13,580 --> 00:00:15,882 [ Both laugh ] >> Nate: Imani. 3 00:00:15,949 --> 00:00:19,486 I knew Devon decided to fly to Virginia to see Amanda, but 4 00:00:19,552 --> 00:00:21,388 I did not know you were coming back home. 5 00:00:21,454 --> 00:00:25,024 >> Imani: Actually, it was Amanda's turn to come back, but 6 00:00:25,091 --> 00:00:28,094 she couldn't tear herself from Mom and wanted to keep an eye on 7 00:00:28,161 --> 00:00:29,195 things at the clinic. 8 00:00:29,262 --> 00:00:31,598 >> Nate: So you decided to come back instead. 9 00:00:31,664 --> 00:00:33,900 >> Imani: I thought one of us had to come here to keep the 10 00:00:33,967 --> 00:00:37,771 legal wheels turning, so here I am. 11 00:00:37,837 --> 00:00:40,473 >> Nate: Well, it is really good to see you. 12 00:00:40,540 --> 00:00:43,009 >> Imani: It's good to be seen. 13 00:00:56,389 --> 00:00:59,559 >> Billy: Whoa. 14 00:00:59,626 --> 00:01:03,763 I don't -- I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression, but 15 00:01:03,830 --> 00:01:06,733 that -- that was a mistake. 16 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:12,105 >> Chelsea: [ Sighs ] >> Billy: Chelsea. 17 00:01:12,172 --> 00:01:12,906 >> Chelsea: Billy. 18 00:01:12,972 --> 00:01:15,008 >> Billy: Hey. How you doing? 19 00:01:15,074 --> 00:01:16,476 >> Chelsea: I'm great. 20 00:01:16,543 --> 00:01:16,910 I'm great. 21 00:01:16,976 --> 00:01:17,377 >> Billy: Good. 22 00:01:17,444 --> 00:01:18,011 >> Chelsea: Yeah. 23 00:01:18,077 --> 00:01:18,745 Yeah, it's a beautiful day. 24 00:01:18,812 --> 00:01:20,847 Just soaking up the sunshine. 25 00:01:20,914 --> 00:01:21,548 >> Billy: Right. 26 00:01:21,614 --> 00:01:23,183 >> Chelsea: So, um... 27 00:01:23,249 --> 00:01:25,018 I'm sure you're busy, so don't let me keep you. 28 00:01:25,084 --> 00:01:26,319 >> Billy: Uh, no, I'm not, actually. 29 00:01:26,386 --> 00:01:27,520 I'm alright. 30 00:01:27,587 --> 00:01:29,722 And I'm actually glad that I ran into you. 31 00:01:29,789 --> 00:01:33,426 There's a couple things I wanted to talk to you about. 32 00:01:36,429 --> 00:01:51,311 ♪♪ ♪♪ 33 00:01:51,377 --> 00:01:51,744 ♪♪ ♪♪ 34 00:01:51,811 --> 00:02:06,693 ♪♪ ♪♪ 35 00:02:06,759 --> 00:02:08,661 ♪♪ ♪♪ 36 00:02:08,728 --> 00:02:11,531 >> Mariah: I still can't believe that adoption agent refused to 37 00:02:11,598 --> 00:02:12,465 represent us. 38 00:02:12,532 --> 00:02:13,800 >> Tessa: Yeah. 39 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:16,636 I mean, look, I know we both have done things in the past 40 00:02:16,703 --> 00:02:18,671 that we regret, but that's what it is. 41 00:02:18,738 --> 00:02:19,973 It's the past. 42 00:02:20,039 --> 00:02:21,908 >> Mariah: That's certainly not how she saw it. 43 00:02:21,975 --> 00:02:26,079 She's convinced that our arrest records make us too sketchy to 44 00:02:26,145 --> 00:02:29,282 be considered as adoptive parents. 45 00:02:29,349 --> 00:02:31,985 Not the reaction we were hoping for. 46 00:02:32,051 --> 00:02:34,053 >> Tessa: So, what do we do now? 47 00:02:36,222 --> 00:02:39,292 >> Nick: Okay, Faith will be here shortly, and then we'll get 48 00:02:39,359 --> 00:02:41,394 our college move-in road trip started. 49 00:02:41,461 --> 00:02:42,729 You all set? 50 00:02:42,795 --> 00:02:44,430 >> Sharon: I think so. 51 00:02:44,497 --> 00:02:48,001 Finished all my errands, and, um, I packed a cooler with a 52 00:02:48,067 --> 00:02:51,604 bunch of drinks in it, got my phone charged so I can take a 53 00:02:51,671 --> 00:02:53,873 million pictures of her on campus. 54 00:02:53,940 --> 00:02:58,211 And I'm really excited for her. 55 00:02:58,278 --> 00:03:00,146 And I'm very proud. 56 00:03:00,213 --> 00:03:03,349 >> Nick: Me too. 57 00:03:03,416 --> 00:03:05,418 But... 58 00:03:05,485 --> 00:03:09,522 >> Sharon: But am I prepared to come back to a home without 59 00:03:09,589 --> 00:03:10,156 Faith in it? 60 00:03:10,223 --> 00:03:12,759 I don't know. 61 00:03:12,825 --> 00:03:14,661 It's going to be strange without her around. 62 00:03:14,727 --> 00:03:16,663 >> Nick: I know. 63 00:03:16,729 --> 00:03:17,797 But you know what? 64 00:03:17,864 --> 00:03:20,266 Noah and Mariah and Tessa -- they're not going anywhere. 65 00:03:20,333 --> 00:03:24,837 And Christian will spend as much time with you as you'll let him. 66 00:03:24,904 --> 00:03:27,340 We just have to do what families do and help each other out. 67 00:03:27,407 --> 00:03:28,308 >> Sharon: I know. 68 00:03:28,374 --> 00:03:31,311 I have all of you guys. 69 00:03:31,377 --> 00:03:35,381 >> Nick: Speaking of which, a couple members of my family 70 00:03:35,448 --> 00:03:37,450 were trying to help me earlier. 71 00:03:37,517 --> 00:03:38,718 >> Sharon: Oh. 72 00:03:38,785 --> 00:03:41,654 I got your message that you were headed over to the ranch to meet 73 00:03:41,721 --> 00:03:42,221 your mom. 74 00:03:42,288 --> 00:03:43,590 >> Nick: Yeah. 75 00:03:43,656 --> 00:03:46,426 We had a nice heart-to-heart talk. 76 00:03:46,492 --> 00:03:51,064 But before then, I got some advice from the last person I 77 00:03:51,130 --> 00:03:54,434 ever expected to offer it. 78 00:03:54,500 --> 00:03:57,470 Adam. 79 00:04:03,810 --> 00:04:05,979 >> Victor: Hey, son. 80 00:04:10,550 --> 00:04:13,686 I hope this is a friendly visit. 81 00:04:13,753 --> 00:04:16,889 Or at least a civil one. 82 00:04:16,956 --> 00:04:19,158 >> Adam: It was more of a courtesy call. 83 00:04:19,225 --> 00:04:21,160 >> Victor: Mm-hmm. 84 00:04:21,227 --> 00:04:23,029 >> Adam: Just thought you might want to know that I've taken 85 00:04:23,096 --> 00:04:26,532 a job at Jabot... 86 00:04:26,599 --> 00:04:28,601 as Jack's co-CEO. 87 00:04:35,975 --> 00:04:38,211 >> Nate: I've been getting updates on your mom's progress. 88 00:04:38,277 --> 00:04:40,246 I'm sorry to hear she's still in a coma. 89 00:04:40,313 --> 00:04:41,414 >> Imani: Mm. 90 00:04:41,481 --> 00:04:43,650 >> Nate: Hopefully her condition will change sometime soon. 91 00:04:43,716 --> 00:04:46,719 How have you been holding up? 92 00:04:46,786 --> 00:04:49,222 >> Imani: It's stressful. 93 00:04:49,288 --> 00:04:51,858 Between all the worrying about mom, the traveling back and 94 00:04:51,924 --> 00:04:54,227 forth, I am so worn out. 95 00:04:54,293 --> 00:04:56,029 But what else can I do? 96 00:04:56,095 --> 00:04:58,564 I can't let exhaustion and jet lag get to me. 97 00:04:58,631 --> 00:05:01,134 I've got way too much work piled up for that. 98 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:04,003 >> Nate: I hope you've at least taken some time to eat. 99 00:05:04,070 --> 00:05:06,072 >> Imani: Eat? Yeah, no. 100 00:05:06,139 --> 00:05:09,308 [ Laughs ] I had to rush to catch my 101 00:05:09,375 --> 00:05:12,445 flight, and then I came straight to the office from the airport. 102 00:05:12,512 --> 00:05:13,846 >> Nate: Mm. 103 00:05:13,913 --> 00:05:17,083 So, why don't I catch you up on some things you might have 104 00:05:17,150 --> 00:05:19,152 missed while I buy you some lunch? 105 00:05:19,218 --> 00:05:20,920 >> Imani: Sounds good. 106 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:23,923 But just let me take care of a few things in the office, 107 00:05:23,990 --> 00:05:27,894 and then I am all yours. 108 00:05:31,397 --> 00:05:34,500 >> Mariah: I'll tell you what we're gonna do. 109 00:05:34,567 --> 00:05:39,939 We are gonna look at this situation as half full, not half 110 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:41,174 empty. 111 00:05:41,240 --> 00:05:45,078 I'm not gonna let this lawyer get inside of our heads and ruin 112 00:05:45,144 --> 00:05:45,978 our dream. 113 00:05:46,045 --> 00:05:46,913 >> Tessa: No, you're right. 114 00:05:46,979 --> 00:05:47,947 Just like Sharon said. 115 00:05:48,014 --> 00:05:50,349 I mean, we can't just give up and lose hope. 116 00:05:50,416 --> 00:05:53,119 >> Mariah: I am not gonna let this setback undermine our 117 00:05:53,186 --> 00:05:54,253 confidence. 118 00:05:54,320 --> 00:05:57,824 We always knew that this was not going to be easy, okay? 119 00:05:57,890 --> 00:06:01,260 With our criminal records, our complicated past. 120 00:06:01,327 --> 00:06:06,165 It's just facing the reality of it that's hard. 121 00:06:06,232 --> 00:06:07,467 But we're not gonna give up. 122 00:06:07,533 --> 00:06:10,336 And we're gonna find somebody great to represent us. 123 00:06:10,403 --> 00:06:11,604 >> Tessa: Yeah. 124 00:06:11,671 --> 00:06:15,241 I mean, someone who knows us and exactly what we're looking for. 125 00:06:15,308 --> 00:06:16,509 >> Mariah: Right. 126 00:06:16,576 --> 00:06:20,513 Somebody who's gonna answer all of our questions and maybe even 127 00:06:20,580 --> 00:06:24,951 help us figure out what kind of adoption we want, you know, 128 00:06:25,017 --> 00:06:28,755 whether that's a birth mom, international agency, or maybe 129 00:06:28,821 --> 00:06:30,757 even through the foster-care system. 130 00:06:30,823 --> 00:06:35,228 >> Tessa: You know, considering all that we just went through 131 00:06:35,294 --> 00:06:41,267 and what lies ahead, maybe we should change our approach. 132 00:06:41,334 --> 00:06:43,136 >> Mariah: What do you mean? 133 00:06:43,202 --> 00:06:46,005 >> Tessa: Well, this is gonna be a long and emotional journey, 134 00:06:46,072 --> 00:06:48,941 and it would be invaluable for us to have someone who cares and 135 00:06:49,008 --> 00:06:50,877 wants to see us succeed. 136 00:06:50,943 --> 00:06:54,180 Maybe someone we already know? 137 00:06:54,247 --> 00:06:55,681 >> Mariah: Okay. 138 00:06:55,748 --> 00:06:57,583 I see where you're going. 139 00:06:57,650 --> 00:06:58,651 Christine. 140 00:06:58,718 --> 00:06:59,886 >> Tessa: Yeah. 141 00:06:59,952 --> 00:07:01,921 >> Mariah: Yeah, Sharon told me that back in the day, she was 142 00:07:01,988 --> 00:07:04,056 the one who helped her get custody of Cassie. 143 00:07:04,123 --> 00:07:06,859 >> Tessa: I mean, yeah, exactly. 144 00:07:06,926 --> 00:07:10,263 Look, she doesn't specialize in adoptions, but she certainly has 145 00:07:10,329 --> 00:07:12,865 enough experience in family law to handle this. 146 00:07:12,932 --> 00:07:15,802 >> Mariah: She did an amazing job with Dominic's surrogacy 147 00:07:15,868 --> 00:07:16,869 agreement for Abby. 148 00:07:16,936 --> 00:07:18,571 >> Tessa: And she's a friend we can trust. 149 00:07:18,638 --> 00:07:20,773 >> Mariah: She knows what good mothers we would be. 150 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:22,942 She knows everything that I went through with Dom. 151 00:07:23,009 --> 00:07:27,180 I don't think we could ask for a better advocate. 152 00:07:27,246 --> 00:07:30,683 The question is, would Christine even want to represent us? 153 00:07:30,750 --> 00:07:37,924 >> Tessa: Well, there's only one way to find out. 154 00:07:37,990 --> 00:07:39,892 >> Billy: I'm actually glad that I ran into you. 155 00:07:39,959 --> 00:07:42,261 Um... 156 00:07:42,328 --> 00:07:46,599 I don't feel great about the way things ended between us as 157 00:07:46,666 --> 00:07:48,434 co-hosts of the podcast. 158 00:07:48,501 --> 00:07:49,402 I don't know. 159 00:07:49,468 --> 00:07:52,839 I mean, how do you feel since our last taping? 160 00:07:52,905 --> 00:07:55,908 And let's not talk about the weather, please, because we are 161 00:07:55,975 --> 00:07:57,243 better friends than that. 162 00:07:57,310 --> 00:07:59,745 >> Chelsea: We are, and I'm actually glad I ran into you 163 00:07:59,812 --> 00:08:02,048 because there's something I've been meaning to ask. 164 00:08:02,114 --> 00:08:03,716 >> Billy: Sure. Go ahead. 165 00:08:03,783 --> 00:08:06,319 >> Chelsea: Have you had a chance to talk to Victoria about 166 00:08:06,385 --> 00:08:09,055 my request -- to tell Johnny I'm his biological mother, he and 167 00:08:09,121 --> 00:08:10,356 Connor are actually brothers? 168 00:08:10,423 --> 00:08:13,993 >> Billy: I have not...yet. 169 00:08:14,060 --> 00:08:15,494 Look, I'm sorry, Chelsea. 170 00:08:15,561 --> 00:08:18,431 Victoria's been away for work, and I'm sure you can appreciate 171 00:08:18,497 --> 00:08:21,200 that's not really a conversation to be had over the phone. 172 00:08:21,267 --> 00:08:23,135 >> Chelsea: No, of course it's not, but I don't want too much 173 00:08:23,202 --> 00:08:23,769 time to pass. 174 00:08:23,836 --> 00:08:25,605 >> Billy: I understand that. 175 00:08:25,671 --> 00:08:30,142 Look, Victoria was not prepared to have that conversation, 176 00:08:30,209 --> 00:08:33,079 especially since, you know, everything she's been going 177 00:08:33,145 --> 00:08:34,013 through with Ashland's death. 178 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:34,714 >> Chelsea: I know. 179 00:08:34,780 --> 00:08:35,615 She's been through a lot lately. 180 00:08:35,681 --> 00:08:36,816 >> Billy: She has. 181 00:08:36,883 --> 00:08:40,353 And I guess what I can do is -- is make sure that Johnny and 182 00:08:40,419 --> 00:08:46,092 Connor spend more time together, even if it is just as cousins 183 00:08:46,158 --> 00:08:47,660 in this moment. 184 00:08:47,727 --> 00:08:49,695 >> Chelsea: Okay. That's a step. 185 00:08:49,762 --> 00:08:51,297 That would be wonderful. 186 00:08:51,364 --> 00:08:54,367 You just let me know when because my schedule's open these 187 00:08:54,433 --> 00:08:55,234 days. 188 00:08:55,301 --> 00:08:56,369 >> Billy: Well, that's the thing. 189 00:08:56,435 --> 00:08:57,403 It doesn't have to be. 190 00:08:57,470 --> 00:09:00,039 >> Chelsea: [ Sighs ] >> Billy: Look, I think you 191 00:09:00,106 --> 00:09:01,641 should reconsider doing the podcast. 192 00:09:01,707 --> 00:09:04,477 I really do, even if it's on your own or with a new partner. 193 00:09:04,543 --> 00:09:06,512 >> Chelsea: Without you involved, I just don't know what 194 00:09:06,579 --> 00:09:07,580 the format will be. 195 00:09:07,647 --> 00:09:10,449 I think it's best if I just put all that behind me. 196 00:09:10,516 --> 00:09:12,652 >> Billy: Do you really think that's what's best for you? 197 00:09:12,718 --> 00:09:15,855 Because I'm not sure I do. 198 00:09:23,062 --> 00:09:24,463 [ Knock on door ] >> Elena: Hey. 199 00:09:24,530 --> 00:09:25,197 >> Lily: Hey. 200 00:09:25,264 --> 00:09:25,965 >> Elena: Is now a good time? 201 00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:26,899 >> Lily: Yes, of course. 202 00:09:26,966 --> 00:09:28,100 Come on in. 203 00:09:28,167 --> 00:09:29,502 Thank you for coming right over. 204 00:09:29,568 --> 00:09:30,670 I know you're very busy. 205 00:09:30,736 --> 00:09:33,072 >> Elena: Yeah, I had just enough time to drop by before I 206 00:09:33,139 --> 00:09:34,340 have to head to the hospital. 207 00:09:34,407 --> 00:09:37,376 But I am eager to discuss the podcast. 208 00:09:37,443 --> 00:09:39,979 >> Lily: I know, and we officially can now that you're a 209 00:09:40,046 --> 00:09:41,847 part of the Chancellor-Winters family. 210 00:09:41,914 --> 00:09:43,716 >> Elena: Yes, and I have already started working on 211 00:09:43,783 --> 00:09:44,717 material. 212 00:09:44,784 --> 00:09:46,385 I want to make a really strong first impression. 213 00:09:46,452 --> 00:09:48,187 >> Lily: What do you mean, first impression? 214 00:09:48,254 --> 00:09:51,157 You have a huge fan base from AskMDNow. 215 00:09:51,223 --> 00:09:53,092 I mean, I think that your show is gonna be one of our most 216 00:09:53,159 --> 00:09:54,260 popular. 217 00:09:54,327 --> 00:09:57,029 >> Elena: Well, that is a generous expectation. 218 00:09:57,096 --> 00:09:58,731 >> Lily: Well, I mean, the numbers don't lie. 219 00:09:58,798 --> 00:09:59,799 It's just the truth. 220 00:09:59,865 --> 00:10:02,969 And your numbers back up everything that I'm saying. 221 00:10:03,035 --> 00:10:06,072 I also want you to know that I know that you have Nate at home 222 00:10:06,138 --> 00:10:09,775 and you have Devon across the hall, but I am also here if you 223 00:10:09,842 --> 00:10:11,177 ever want to chat. 224 00:10:11,243 --> 00:10:12,378 And the same with Billy. 225 00:10:12,445 --> 00:10:14,914 I mean, he has a lot of experience with podcasts, so 226 00:10:14,981 --> 00:10:17,583 please feel free to reach out to him whenever you want. 227 00:10:17,650 --> 00:10:18,651 >> Elena: Thank you. 228 00:10:18,718 --> 00:10:20,486 >> Lily: We're a team, you know? 229 00:10:20,553 --> 00:10:26,225 It doesn't always feel that way, I'm sure, which leads me to the 230 00:10:26,292 --> 00:10:30,229 other reason why I wanted to speak to you privately. 231 00:10:34,233 --> 00:10:37,536 >> Sharon: I want to hear more about this advice Adam gave you. 232 00:10:37,603 --> 00:10:40,940 >> Nick: Well, we just happened to run into each other. 233 00:10:41,007 --> 00:10:45,778 He asked me about Ashland's death and how I was coping with 234 00:10:45,845 --> 00:10:47,313 that. 235 00:10:47,380 --> 00:10:49,782 Wasn't something I wanted to talk about, but I didn't have to 236 00:10:49,849 --> 00:10:50,883 say much. 237 00:10:50,950 --> 00:10:52,818 >> Sharon: Because he's been through something similar 238 00:10:52,885 --> 00:10:53,352 himself? 239 00:10:53,419 --> 00:10:54,954 >> Nick: Yeah. 240 00:10:55,021 --> 00:10:58,491 I mean, he gets what I'm going through, you know? 241 00:10:58,557 --> 00:11:03,229 The nightmares, the self-recrimination. 242 00:11:03,295 --> 00:11:06,966 The overwhelming guilt about taking another person's life. 243 00:11:07,033 --> 00:11:10,036 >> Sharon: But you know that was not your intent. 244 00:11:10,102 --> 00:11:13,439 Neither you nor Adam wanted anything like that to happen. 245 00:11:13,506 --> 00:11:15,341 >> Nick: Yeah. 246 00:11:15,408 --> 00:11:18,077 The whole situation -- it just gives me more insight into my 247 00:11:18,144 --> 00:11:19,245 brother. 248 00:11:19,311 --> 00:11:21,480 I mean, I don't feel, like, closer to him or anything, but 249 00:11:21,547 --> 00:11:24,984 I just -- I guess I have a deeper understanding of him now, 250 00:11:25,051 --> 00:11:28,687 which is crazy because I thought I knew everything there was to 251 00:11:28,754 --> 00:11:29,755 know about him. 252 00:11:29,822 --> 00:11:31,524 >> Sharon: Well, that's a terrible thing to have in 253 00:11:31,590 --> 00:11:32,758 common. 254 00:11:32,825 --> 00:11:36,629 But it's powerful to know that someone else can totally relate 255 00:11:36,695 --> 00:11:38,731 to what you're going through. 256 00:11:38,798 --> 00:11:42,968 I hope that Adam's perspective was somehow beneficial to you. 257 00:11:43,035 --> 00:11:45,571 >> Nick: Yeah. Um... 258 00:11:45,638 --> 00:11:49,408 I got the feeling he was sincere and he just wanted help. 259 00:11:49,475 --> 00:11:53,846 He even recommended that I go see a therapist to help me 260 00:11:53,913 --> 00:11:55,414 process everything. 261 00:11:55,481 --> 00:11:58,484 >> Sharon: Interesting. 262 00:11:58,551 --> 00:12:01,153 Though I realize you're not really all that comfortable with 263 00:12:01,220 --> 00:12:01,720 that idea. 264 00:12:01,787 --> 00:12:02,955 >> Nick: Yeah. 265 00:12:03,022 --> 00:12:06,325 Sharing my thoughts and feelings with a total stranger -- yeah, 266 00:12:06,392 --> 00:12:08,494 that's not something I'm into at all. 267 00:12:08,561 --> 00:12:13,332 >> Sharon: But we all need someone just to talk to 268 00:12:13,399 --> 00:12:17,203 sometimes, someone professional and impartial who you can 269 00:12:17,269 --> 00:12:21,273 confess absolutely anything to without judgment because their 270 00:12:21,340 --> 00:12:22,842 sole purpose is to help you. 271 00:12:22,908 --> 00:12:25,478 >> Nick: Well, maybe I got spoiled just having you to talk 272 00:12:25,544 --> 00:12:27,646 to. 273 00:12:27,713 --> 00:12:32,017 Or maybe you're tired of all my moaning and groaning and this is 274 00:12:32,084 --> 00:12:34,086 your subtle way of saying, "Hey, let's move things along." 275 00:12:34,153 --> 00:12:36,655 >> Sharon: Well, that's not true and you know it. 276 00:12:36,722 --> 00:12:40,559 I hope that you'll give some thought to what Adam and I said. 277 00:12:40,626 --> 00:12:44,063 I mean, if we're both telling you the same thing... 278 00:12:44,130 --> 00:12:46,132 maybe it's worth listening to. 279 00:12:49,301 --> 00:12:51,337 >> Adam: If you're trying to build suspense, Dad, there's no 280 00:12:51,403 --> 00:12:52,238 need. 281 00:12:52,304 --> 00:12:53,973 I can already guess what you're thinking. 282 00:12:54,039 --> 00:12:57,009 >> Victor: If you're trying to get a rise out of me, it's not 283 00:12:57,076 --> 00:12:58,010 gonna happen, son. 284 00:12:58,077 --> 00:13:00,246 >> Adam: Good. 285 00:13:00,312 --> 00:13:02,848 Because that's not why I'm here. 286 00:13:02,915 --> 00:13:05,584 Just wanted to let you know that I took the job, and I wanted you 287 00:13:05,651 --> 00:13:06,685 to hear it from me first. 288 00:13:06,752 --> 00:13:08,821 >> Victor: Mm-hmm. 289 00:13:08,888 --> 00:13:10,856 So, you're gonna work alongside Jack Abbott... 290 00:13:10,923 --> 00:13:11,624 >> Adam: Mm-hmm. 291 00:13:11,690 --> 00:13:12,858 >> Victor: ...of all people. 292 00:13:12,925 --> 00:13:14,960 >> Adam: Jabot is a good fit for me. 293 00:13:15,027 --> 00:13:16,362 >> Victor: Really? 294 00:13:16,428 --> 00:13:19,899 Is this a retaliatory move because I didn't give you the 295 00:13:19,965 --> 00:13:22,968 CEO position at Newman after Victoria returned? 296 00:13:23,035 --> 00:13:25,905 I thought you were done seeking vengeance. 297 00:13:25,971 --> 00:13:27,907 >> Adam: Look, I meant what I said, Dad, okay? 298 00:13:27,973 --> 00:13:33,546 I'm done lashing out at you and the rest of the family. 299 00:13:33,612 --> 00:13:37,716 I'm doing this for me -- so I can move on. 300 00:13:37,783 --> 00:13:41,921 And just so you know, Jack only had the best of intentions when 301 00:13:41,987 --> 00:13:45,491 he offered me this position. 302 00:13:45,558 --> 00:13:50,162 >> Victor: [ Chuckles ] I'm sure he did. Really. 303 00:13:50,229 --> 00:13:52,631 >> Adam: He needs a right hand now that Kyle has moved to 304 00:13:52,698 --> 00:13:57,102 Marchetti, and he could sense that I need a new purpose. 305 00:13:57,169 --> 00:14:01,140 He told me that I should let go of my anger and use my energy 306 00:14:01,207 --> 00:14:04,977 for something productive and stop trying to tear you down. 307 00:14:05,044 --> 00:14:08,480 >> Victor: Just remember that Jack Abbott tried many times to 308 00:14:08,547 --> 00:14:11,917 tear me down and start a war against me, and he failed every 309 00:14:11,984 --> 00:14:13,886 time -- miserably. 310 00:14:13,953 --> 00:14:18,924 But, son, some things will never change, okay? 311 00:14:18,991 --> 00:14:26,198 Going to work with Jack Abbott... 312 00:14:26,265 --> 00:14:28,300 is a huge mistake. 313 00:14:28,367 --> 00:14:30,102 >> Adam: And why is that? 314 00:14:30,169 --> 00:14:34,707 >> Victor: There are many reasons, but one being that it's 315 00:14:34,773 --> 00:14:36,709 a family business. 316 00:14:36,775 --> 00:14:38,444 You'll always be an outsider there. 317 00:14:38,510 --> 00:14:42,014 >> Adam: As opposed to how I'm treated by my own family at 318 00:14:42,081 --> 00:14:43,549 Newman? 319 00:14:43,616 --> 00:14:45,684 Uh, I think I'll take my chances at Jabot. 320 00:14:45,751 --> 00:14:48,687 I don't think it could get much worse, Dad. 321 00:14:48,754 --> 00:14:50,356 Guess I'll be on my way then. 322 00:14:50,422 --> 00:14:53,092 >> Victor: Wait a minute. 323 00:14:53,158 --> 00:14:55,561 We're not done yet. 324 00:15:02,268 --> 00:15:05,638 >> Billy: Look, I know I threw you a curve ball when I decided 325 00:15:05,704 --> 00:15:09,008 to step away from the podcast so soon after we joined forces, 326 00:15:09,074 --> 00:15:13,112 but the truth is, Chelsea, you don't need me. 327 00:15:13,178 --> 00:15:16,081 I mean, you have a gift for holding the audience's 328 00:15:16,148 --> 00:15:19,918 attention, and I just -- I don't want you to walk away 329 00:15:19,985 --> 00:15:24,189 from that, not only because you're great at it -- because I 330 00:15:24,256 --> 00:15:27,559 could tell you were very happy behind that microphone. 331 00:15:27,626 --> 00:15:30,829 So, I'm hoping that you reconsider. 332 00:15:30,896 --> 00:15:34,266 At least promise me you'll think long and hard about it. 333 00:15:34,333 --> 00:15:36,835 >> Chelsea: [ Sighs ] I don't know. 334 00:15:36,902 --> 00:15:39,405 To be honest with you, lately I'm feeling very adrift. 335 00:15:39,471 --> 00:15:40,706 Not where Connor is involved. 336 00:15:40,773 --> 00:15:42,341 I mean, he's the light of my life. 337 00:15:42,408 --> 00:15:44,943 He's my safe space. 338 00:15:45,010 --> 00:15:49,281 But besides focusing on being the best mom I can possibly be, 339 00:15:49,348 --> 00:15:51,750 I don't know what I want anymore or where I'm headed. 340 00:15:51,817 --> 00:15:52,751 And I hate it. 341 00:15:52,818 --> 00:15:56,755 I am a strong person and determined and focused. 342 00:15:56,822 --> 00:15:59,224 You know? 343 00:15:59,291 --> 00:16:01,393 I thought I'd come back to Genoa City and rebuild my life, 344 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:04,463 but instead -- I-I don't know how or why -- everything got 345 00:16:04,530 --> 00:16:06,665 thrown so off track. 346 00:16:06,732 --> 00:16:08,734 >> Billy: Is that a rhetorical question? 347 00:16:08,801 --> 00:16:09,935 >> Chelsea: No. 348 00:16:10,002 --> 00:16:13,906 >> Billy: Because I think the answer is very obvious. 349 00:16:16,909 --> 00:16:17,776 >> Faith: Hey. 350 00:16:17,843 --> 00:16:19,244 >> Sharon: There she is! 351 00:16:19,311 --> 00:16:21,313 >> Nick: Our favorite little Wolverine. 352 00:16:21,380 --> 00:16:25,617 >> Faith: Nice, Dad, but never call me that again, okay? 353 00:16:25,684 --> 00:16:29,054 By the way, I just heard from Moses, and he and his mom are 354 00:16:29,121 --> 00:16:30,255 already on campus. 355 00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:31,857 Now I'm even more excited to get there. 356 00:16:31,924 --> 00:16:32,658 >> Nick: Alright. 357 00:16:32,725 --> 00:16:34,626 Well, then let's hit the road. 358 00:16:34,693 --> 00:16:36,729 >> Faith: Yes, but first I need an iced tea. 359 00:16:36,795 --> 00:16:38,731 >> Sharon: Coming up. 360 00:16:38,797 --> 00:16:41,333 Did you, um, talk to Noah? 361 00:16:41,400 --> 00:16:42,134 >> Faith: Yep. 362 00:16:42,201 --> 00:16:43,235 >> Sharon: Alright. 363 00:16:43,302 --> 00:16:45,938 Did you get everything done on your list? 364 00:16:46,004 --> 00:16:48,440 >> Faith: I just have one thing left I have to do here. 365 00:16:48,507 --> 00:16:51,577 But the good news is, all of my stuff is in the car, and I'm 366 00:16:51,643 --> 00:16:53,178 pretty sure I have everything. 367 00:16:53,245 --> 00:16:55,481 >> Nick: And the bad news is? 368 00:16:55,547 --> 00:16:58,350 >> Faith: The car is so packed, I don't know how we're gonna fit 369 00:16:58,417 --> 00:16:59,418 in it. 370 00:16:59,485 --> 00:17:00,853 >> Nick: I'm not worried about it. 371 00:17:00,919 --> 00:17:03,989 Ann Arbor is not that far away. 372 00:17:04,056 --> 00:17:09,194 >> Sharon: I have a feeling it's gonna be a quick drive there and 373 00:17:09,261 --> 00:17:11,463 a very long drive home. 374 00:17:11,530 --> 00:17:12,264 >> Faith: Mom. 375 00:17:12,331 --> 00:17:13,465 >> Sharon: I know. 376 00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:16,201 I promised I wasn't gonna get emotional, not until after we 377 00:17:16,268 --> 00:17:17,236 dropped you off. 378 00:17:17,302 --> 00:17:18,871 >> Faith: That's okay. 379 00:17:18,937 --> 00:17:21,607 I'm kind of having a hard time believing that today is here, 380 00:17:21,673 --> 00:17:23,075 too. 381 00:17:23,142 --> 00:17:26,645 But, remember, I'm only going to be on the other side of the 382 00:17:26,712 --> 00:17:28,414 lake. 383 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:30,282 >> Nick: A really big lake. 384 00:17:30,349 --> 00:17:34,019 Then, like, 140 miles east of that, give or take. 385 00:17:34,086 --> 00:17:35,854 I mean, not that I looked that up or anything. 386 00:17:35,921 --> 00:17:39,391 >> Faith: [ Chuckles ] You guys are... 387 00:17:39,458 --> 00:17:40,325 >> Sharon: What? 388 00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:41,493 Being ridiculous? 389 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:44,930 >> Nick: Embarrassingly sentimental? 390 00:17:44,997 --> 00:17:46,999 >> Faith: The best. 391 00:17:50,135 --> 00:17:53,172 >> Lily: Now, I'm not playing politics or trying to take sides 392 00:17:53,238 --> 00:17:54,339 or anything like that. 393 00:17:54,406 --> 00:17:56,842 [ Chuckles ] Um... 394 00:17:56,909 --> 00:18:00,312 I just wanted to know how you think Nate has been doing 395 00:18:00,379 --> 00:18:03,315 lately. 396 00:18:03,382 --> 00:18:05,784 >> Elena: Why do you ask? 397 00:18:05,851 --> 00:18:10,088 >> Lily: Well, um, I just -- I know that the conflict with 398 00:18:10,155 --> 00:18:13,625 Devon has been really hard on him, and I've just been worried 399 00:18:13,692 --> 00:18:14,726 about him. 400 00:18:14,793 --> 00:18:19,364 >> Elena: [ Chuckles ] Well, I mean, I haven't been in 401 00:18:19,431 --> 00:18:23,869 any of the business meetings with Devon, but according to 402 00:18:23,936 --> 00:18:28,740 Nate, he feels like Devon is not interested in anything he brings 403 00:18:28,807 --> 00:18:30,008 to the table. 404 00:18:30,075 --> 00:18:35,380 He thinks that Devon doesn't respect him. 405 00:18:35,447 --> 00:18:37,015 >> Lily: Really? 406 00:18:37,082 --> 00:18:41,253 I mean, I've seen nothing but love and respect from Devon, 407 00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:43,455 but -- I don't know. 408 00:18:43,522 --> 00:18:46,992 I think that they just approach business differently. 409 00:18:47,059 --> 00:18:48,460 >> Elena: In what way? 410 00:18:48,527 --> 00:18:50,896 >> Lily: Well, I think Nate has a lot of great ideas, but he's 411 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:53,966 also very impatient, you know? 412 00:18:54,032 --> 00:18:57,202 And when he gets an idea in his head, he wants to just go after 413 00:18:57,269 --> 00:18:57,836 it. 414 00:18:57,903 --> 00:18:59,805 And Devon's the opposite. 415 00:18:59,872 --> 00:19:01,039 He's very cautious. 416 00:19:01,106 --> 00:19:02,574 He's very analytical. 417 00:19:02,641 --> 00:19:07,479 And it's a constant balancing act between the two of them. 418 00:19:07,546 --> 00:19:11,984 And I think Devon also feels that Nate has overstepped a few 419 00:19:12,050 --> 00:19:13,252 times. 420 00:19:13,318 --> 00:19:16,121 >> Elena: I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you, 421 00:19:16,188 --> 00:19:18,991 having to be in the middle of all of this. 422 00:19:19,057 --> 00:19:21,026 >> Lily: I mean, it's -- it's fine. 423 00:19:21,093 --> 00:19:23,295 I can handle it. 424 00:19:23,362 --> 00:19:27,032 I just, uh, wanted to get your take on the situation. 425 00:19:27,099 --> 00:19:30,936 I really want to help them find some harmony. 426 00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:35,107 >> Elena: Can we talk off the record, like, just as friends? 427 00:19:35,173 --> 00:19:37,376 >> Lily: Yeah, of course. 428 00:19:37,442 --> 00:19:41,246 >> Elena: Okay, but keep in mind you might not like what I have 429 00:19:41,313 --> 00:19:42,514 to say. 430 00:19:46,718 --> 00:19:48,987 >> Nate: Phyllis signed the agreement for Chancellor-Winters 431 00:19:49,054 --> 00:19:50,822 to acquire the Grand Phoenix. 432 00:19:50,889 --> 00:19:52,124 >> Imani: Oh, that was fast. 433 00:19:52,190 --> 00:19:53,959 That's good news. 434 00:19:54,026 --> 00:19:55,727 But enough about that stuff. 435 00:19:55,794 --> 00:19:57,462 I want to talk about you. 436 00:19:57,529 --> 00:19:59,064 >> Nate: Okay. 437 00:19:59,131 --> 00:20:01,433 >> Imani: Amanda mentioned there's still a lot of tension 438 00:20:01,500 --> 00:20:02,901 between you and Devon. 439 00:20:02,968 --> 00:20:05,837 I was hoping, in my absence, things may have improved. 440 00:20:05,904 --> 00:20:07,639 >> Nate: No such luck. 441 00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:09,975 In fact, I'm afraid they may have gotten worse. 442 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,843 >> Imani: Oh, no. 443 00:20:11,910 --> 00:20:13,645 Nate, what happened? 444 00:20:13,712 --> 00:20:17,115 >> Nate: Well, I, uh -- I came up with an idea for a 445 00:20:17,182 --> 00:20:18,750 Chancellor-Winters music festival. 446 00:20:18,817 --> 00:20:19,918 >> Imani: Okay. 447 00:20:19,985 --> 00:20:21,553 >> Nate: You know, bring in A-list acts, large-venue sort 448 00:20:21,620 --> 00:20:22,354 of thing. 449 00:20:22,421 --> 00:20:24,556 I pitched it to Lily at first. 450 00:20:24,623 --> 00:20:25,390 She was into it. 451 00:20:25,457 --> 00:20:27,326 >> Imani: Oh, God, of course she was. 452 00:20:27,392 --> 00:20:29,194 That's a great idea. 453 00:20:29,261 --> 00:20:30,495 I love it. 454 00:20:30,562 --> 00:20:31,797 And look at you, hmm? 455 00:20:31,863 --> 00:20:35,267 Putting something major on the table like we discussed. 456 00:20:35,334 --> 00:20:36,868 I'm really proud of you. 457 00:20:36,935 --> 00:20:37,569 >> Nate: Thank you. 458 00:20:37,636 --> 00:20:39,004 >> Imani: Mm-hmm. 459 00:20:39,071 --> 00:20:40,772 >> Nate: Too bad Devon isn't. 460 00:20:40,839 --> 00:20:45,210 He immediately put the kibosh on it, said he might consider it 461 00:20:45,277 --> 00:20:47,346 in a year, maybe. 462 00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:49,881 >> Imani: [ Laughs ] Are you serious? 463 00:20:49,948 --> 00:20:52,684 >> Nate: That attitude is symbolic of how things have been 464 00:20:52,751 --> 00:20:54,152 between us these days. 465 00:20:54,219 --> 00:20:55,654 I present something. 466 00:20:55,721 --> 00:20:58,624 Even if Lilly backs me up, he shut it down. 467 00:20:58,690 --> 00:21:01,293 If it comes from me, the answer's no. 468 00:21:01,360 --> 00:21:03,629 >> Imani: I'm sorry to hear that. 469 00:21:03,695 --> 00:21:08,166 >> Nate: Devon and I have been keeping things polite, trying to 470 00:21:08,233 --> 00:21:10,736 co-exist at the office as much as possible. 471 00:21:10,802 --> 00:21:12,004 >> Imani: Mm. 472 00:21:12,070 --> 00:21:16,742 Which means you're constantly swallowing your frustration. 473 00:21:16,808 --> 00:21:18,543 How's that working for you? 474 00:21:18,610 --> 00:21:19,711 Really? 475 00:21:19,778 --> 00:21:24,683 >> Nate: To be honest, I'm tired of biting my tongue. 476 00:21:24,750 --> 00:21:27,719 And poor Elena -- she's definitely getting an earful. 477 00:21:27,786 --> 00:21:28,654 >> Imani: Mm. 478 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:30,922 How does she feel about all of this? 479 00:21:30,989 --> 00:21:35,761 >> Nate: Her advice was for me to make a clean break now and 480 00:21:35,827 --> 00:21:41,500 quit before my relationship with Devon takes an irreparable hit. 481 00:21:41,566 --> 00:21:44,469 >> Imani: But you would never do that, would you? 482 00:21:44,536 --> 00:21:47,305 No matter how bad things are, right? 483 00:21:56,448 --> 00:21:58,717 >> "The Young and the Restless" will continue. 484 00:22:17,302 --> 00:22:19,438 >> Adam: Look, I hope you know I didn't come here looking for a 485 00:22:19,504 --> 00:22:20,572 fight. 486 00:22:20,639 --> 00:22:22,474 >> Victor: Son, I don't want to fight with you, either. 487 00:22:22,541 --> 00:22:24,676 >> Adam: Then we're on the same page. 488 00:22:24,743 --> 00:22:26,812 >> Victor: Sit down. 489 00:22:29,815 --> 00:22:33,118 >> Adam: [ Sighs ] >> Victor: There's nothing I can 490 00:22:33,185 --> 00:22:37,656 say or do to convince you to come back to Newman Enterprises? 491 00:22:37,723 --> 00:22:41,293 >> Adam: There is nothing that you can say or do to get me to 492 00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:42,427 change my mind. 493 00:22:42,494 --> 00:22:45,330 My deal with Jabot is already done. 494 00:22:45,397 --> 00:22:49,801 And, Dad, quite frankly, you can just save yourself a lot of 495 00:22:49,868 --> 00:22:54,940 frustration if you just admit my leaving is what's best for both 496 00:22:55,006 --> 00:22:55,907 of us. 497 00:22:55,974 --> 00:22:58,276 >> Victor: I think you're so wrong about that. 498 00:22:58,343 --> 00:23:00,846 >> Adam: This is -- This is about so much more than just a 499 00:23:00,912 --> 00:23:02,914 position in a company. 500 00:23:02,981 --> 00:23:05,484 I mean, when are we gonna stop this conflict? 501 00:23:05,550 --> 00:23:06,585 >> Victor: You are my son! 502 00:23:06,651 --> 00:23:08,754 >> Adam: All we do is butt heads, over and over again! 503 00:23:08,820 --> 00:23:10,589 >> Victor: I want you to be part of my life! 504 00:23:10,655 --> 00:23:13,225 >> Adam: Yes, you want me in your life, but you don't want me 505 00:23:13,291 --> 00:23:14,693 to run your company. 506 00:23:14,760 --> 00:23:16,661 >> Victor: Why do you always go there? 507 00:23:16,728 --> 00:23:20,599 Why do you always go there? 508 00:23:20,665 --> 00:23:24,035 I treat you no differently than I have treated Victoria, 509 00:23:24,102 --> 00:23:26,071 Nicholas, or Abby. 510 00:23:26,138 --> 00:23:30,609 I've had differences with them, enormous issues with them. 511 00:23:30,675 --> 00:23:32,611 They've become estranged, but they've always come back. 512 00:23:32,677 --> 00:23:35,180 They have never felt not part of the family. 513 00:23:35,247 --> 00:23:36,848 Why the hell are you different? 514 00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:41,319 Why is it all or nothing for you? 515 00:23:41,386 --> 00:23:45,123 >> Adam: I am just cut from a different cloth. 516 00:23:45,190 --> 00:23:47,859 And I've accepted that. 517 00:23:47,926 --> 00:23:53,465 I think it's long overdue that you've accepted that, too, Dad. 518 00:23:53,532 --> 00:23:55,767 >> Elena: Okay, here's the thing. 519 00:23:55,834 --> 00:23:59,604 After hearing Nate vent again about how upset he is, 520 00:23:59,671 --> 00:24:02,874 I suggested he leave Chancellor-Winters. 521 00:24:02,941 --> 00:24:04,776 >> Lily: You didn't. 522 00:24:04,843 --> 00:24:06,645 >> Elena: I did. 523 00:24:06,711 --> 00:24:10,782 I mean, he's been so unhappy and bothered by this situation with 524 00:24:10,849 --> 00:24:12,284 Devon. 525 00:24:12,350 --> 00:24:15,687 And he's continually hurt and disappointed. 526 00:24:15,754 --> 00:24:18,056 >> Lily: I really hate to hear that. 527 00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:20,158 >> Elena: Yeah, and he can't help it. 528 00:24:20,225 --> 00:24:22,394 And it hurts me to see him going through it. 529 00:24:22,460 --> 00:24:26,097 And I feel like if it's making him that miserable, then what's 530 00:24:26,164 --> 00:24:28,633 the point? 531 00:24:28,700 --> 00:24:31,069 >> Lily: Yeah. Um... 532 00:24:31,136 --> 00:24:35,140 I know that you're trying to protect him. 533 00:24:35,207 --> 00:24:37,108 Um, how did he respond? 534 00:24:37,175 --> 00:24:40,612 >> Elena: Well, he flat out refused to leave. 535 00:24:40,679 --> 00:24:43,849 He said he made a commitment to his family and he wasn't gonna 536 00:24:43,915 --> 00:24:46,685 back out now. 537 00:24:46,751 --> 00:24:48,453 >> Lily: Okay. 538 00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:49,821 Good. 539 00:24:49,888 --> 00:24:51,957 Good. I'm glad. 540 00:24:52,023 --> 00:24:55,994 Look, Elena, I want you to know how much I believe in him. 541 00:24:56,061 --> 00:24:59,698 You know, he has such strong ideas, and he really belongs 542 00:24:59,764 --> 00:25:00,999 here with us. 543 00:25:01,066 --> 00:25:04,903 >> Elena: You should definitely tell him that because I think my 544 00:25:04,970 --> 00:25:08,073 suggestion just fueled the fire. 545 00:25:08,139 --> 00:25:13,845 But, honestly, if you're looking for a peaceful coexistence, I 546 00:25:13,912 --> 00:25:17,782 think it might be a distant hope. 547 00:25:17,849 --> 00:25:22,220 >> Imani: So, excuse me for being presumptuous, but I was 548 00:25:22,287 --> 00:25:25,023 operating under the impression that things were all good at 549 00:25:25,090 --> 00:25:26,324 Chancellor-Winters. 550 00:25:26,391 --> 00:25:30,161 I mean, what would you do if you left? 551 00:25:30,228 --> 00:25:33,565 >> Nate: Elena thought that maybe I miss medicine, that I 552 00:25:33,632 --> 00:25:35,367 would go back to the hospital. 553 00:25:35,433 --> 00:25:37,235 Technically, I'm still a physician. 554 00:25:37,302 --> 00:25:38,403 >> Imani: Mm, okay. 555 00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:41,239 Well, I'm sure there are other opportunities you could take 556 00:25:41,306 --> 00:25:42,641 advantage of at Memorial. 557 00:25:42,707 --> 00:25:45,110 I mean, since your old Chief of Surgery position has 558 00:25:45,176 --> 00:25:45,777 been filled. 559 00:25:45,844 --> 00:25:46,878 >> Nate: Mm. 560 00:25:46,945 --> 00:25:48,947 >> Imani: But the question is, would that satisfy you? 561 00:25:49,014 --> 00:25:50,682 >> Nate: [ Chuckles ] >> Imani: Is that what you 562 00:25:50,749 --> 00:25:51,483 really want? 563 00:25:51,549 --> 00:25:53,685 >> Nate: Not in the least. 564 00:25:53,752 --> 00:25:57,422 Elena just was trying to look out for me. 565 00:25:57,489 --> 00:26:01,059 She knows how frustrated I've been, and she worries about my 566 00:26:01,126 --> 00:26:02,594 happiness. 567 00:26:02,661 --> 00:26:06,164 But that life -- no longer for me. 568 00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:09,367 >> Imani: I'm relieved to hear you say that. 569 00:26:09,434 --> 00:26:13,138 I think you are exactly where you need to be. 570 00:26:13,204 --> 00:26:16,174 No, the one with the problem, the guy with a chip on his 571 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:17,909 shoulder is Devon. 572 00:26:17,976 --> 00:26:21,546 The way I see it, you have only one real option, and that is not 573 00:26:21,613 --> 00:26:23,281 to resign. 574 00:26:23,348 --> 00:26:32,657 This is about proving your worth in a way that he cannot ignore. 575 00:26:32,724 --> 00:26:34,259 >> Chelsea: Tell me what's so obvious. 576 00:26:34,326 --> 00:26:37,495 >> Billy: Well, to me, the only person to blame for the disorder 577 00:26:37,562 --> 00:26:40,432 that you feel in your life since coming back to Genoa City is 578 00:26:40,498 --> 00:26:41,366 Adam. 579 00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:44,836 I mean, every bumpy road leads back to Adam. 580 00:26:44,903 --> 00:26:47,973 [ Cellphone vibrating ] >> Chelsea: You should probably 581 00:26:48,039 --> 00:26:48,473 get that. 582 00:26:48,540 --> 00:26:49,874 >> Billy: It's okay. 583 00:26:49,941 --> 00:26:53,378 It can wait. 584 00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:55,213 >> Lily: Billy, hey. It's me. 585 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:58,950 I'm in the office, so come see me when you're free. 586 00:26:59,017 --> 00:27:00,452 Bye. 587 00:27:00,518 --> 00:27:02,821 >> Chelsea: I appreciate your concern, but I don't feel like 588 00:27:02,887 --> 00:27:04,723 going down an Adam rabbit hole with you right now. 589 00:27:04,789 --> 00:27:05,890 >> Billy: Okay. I will drop it. 590 00:27:05,957 --> 00:27:08,393 I will not mention his name. 591 00:27:08,460 --> 00:27:11,529 But I do want to make sure that you understand that your past or 592 00:27:11,596 --> 00:27:17,469 your present with Mr. No Name should not shake the belief that 593 00:27:17,535 --> 00:27:20,138 you have in yourself. 594 00:27:20,205 --> 00:27:22,941 We all lose our mojo every now and again, but you'll get it 595 00:27:23,008 --> 00:27:24,943 back. 596 00:27:25,010 --> 00:27:26,911 >> Chelsea: I hope so. 597 00:27:26,978 --> 00:27:28,179 And I hope you do, too. 598 00:27:28,246 --> 00:27:29,581 >> Billy: What do you mean by that? 599 00:27:29,647 --> 00:27:31,816 I feel like I'm doing okay. 600 00:27:31,883 --> 00:27:32,350 >> Chelsea: Okay. 601 00:27:32,417 --> 00:27:32,917 >> Billy: Pretty fine. 602 00:27:32,984 --> 00:27:33,818 >> Chelsea: Great. 603 00:27:33,885 --> 00:27:34,886 If that's the case, then I'm happy for you. 604 00:27:34,953 --> 00:27:37,155 You know, I'm just still surprised that you abandoned 605 00:27:37,222 --> 00:27:39,157 your podcast to focus on Chancellor-Winters. 606 00:27:39,224 --> 00:27:40,358 You loved being creative. 607 00:27:40,425 --> 00:27:42,060 You loved reaching your audience. 608 00:27:42,127 --> 00:27:43,228 >> Billy: You're right. I did. 609 00:27:43,294 --> 00:27:45,063 >> Chelsea: But you ditched all that to focus on corporate 610 00:27:45,130 --> 00:27:46,231 America. 611 00:27:46,297 --> 00:27:48,767 >> Billy: It was the change I felt like I needed to make. 612 00:27:48,833 --> 00:27:52,270 >> Chelsea: And I guess I'm just still wondering why. 613 00:27:52,337 --> 00:27:54,406 A suit -- you know, it's not you. 614 00:27:54,472 --> 00:27:55,440 It's not who you are. 615 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:57,776 And you were the first person to admit that to me. 616 00:27:57,842 --> 00:27:59,944 >> Billy: There's no one reason. 617 00:28:00,011 --> 00:28:01,079 There really isn't. 618 00:28:01,146 --> 00:28:05,583 But the truth is, I made a commitment to Lily to be the 619 00:28:05,650 --> 00:28:09,454 best COO I could possibly be -- and not only for her, but for my 620 00:28:09,521 --> 00:28:11,289 mother, as well. 621 00:28:11,356 --> 00:28:15,060 And, you know, I like a challenge, and maybe I am trying 622 00:28:15,126 --> 00:28:17,695 to prove it to myself. 623 00:28:17,762 --> 00:28:20,899 I guess I feel most alive when I'm swimming upstream. 624 00:28:20,965 --> 00:28:23,401 >> Chelsea: You were most alive when you were doing our podcast. 625 00:28:23,468 --> 00:28:25,470 >> Billy: Well, then maybe I'm one of those guys that never 626 00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:28,973 feels settled, and I got a long, colorful résumé to prove that. 627 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:30,241 >> Chelsea: Mm-hmm. 628 00:28:30,308 --> 00:28:32,477 >> Billy: But that's something I need to work on. 629 00:28:32,544 --> 00:28:35,814 So, this is me working on it. 630 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:36,915 >> Chelsea: Huh. 631 00:28:36,981 --> 00:28:38,049 I think I'm like you. 632 00:28:38,116 --> 00:28:41,586 I just can't be content with what I have and where I am. 633 00:28:41,653 --> 00:28:43,188 >> Billy: Keep looking. 634 00:28:43,254 --> 00:28:46,291 I'm very confident you're gonna find the place that you belong. 635 00:28:53,331 --> 00:28:53,798 >> Mariah: Oh, good. 636 00:28:53,865 --> 00:28:54,699 We didn't miss you. 637 00:28:54,766 --> 00:28:56,067 >> Tessa: Sorry we didn't get here sooner. 638 00:28:56,134 --> 00:28:57,836 >> Sharon: Is everything okay? 639 00:28:57,902 --> 00:28:59,437 >> Mariah: Oh, yeah, everything's fine. 640 00:28:59,504 --> 00:29:01,606 We'll gladly talk about ourselves later, but right now 641 00:29:01,673 --> 00:29:04,042 we are here for Faith. 642 00:29:04,109 --> 00:29:06,444 >> Faith: Saying goodbye to you two was the last thing on my 643 00:29:06,511 --> 00:29:07,078 list. 644 00:29:07,145 --> 00:29:07,912 >> Mariah: Whoa, whoa, whoa. 645 00:29:07,979 --> 00:29:09,047 No, no, no, no. 646 00:29:09,114 --> 00:29:11,516 This is not goodbye, okay? 647 00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:15,053 This is just, "See you later, college girl." 648 00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:17,322 >> Tessa: Are we really doing this? 649 00:29:17,388 --> 00:29:21,426 We're sending Faith off into a new frontier without any of us 650 00:29:21,493 --> 00:29:22,427 to look out for her? 651 00:29:22,494 --> 00:29:24,062 >> Faith: Look out for me? 652 00:29:24,129 --> 00:29:25,864 >> Mariah: See? Don't worry. 653 00:29:25,930 --> 00:29:27,132 She's gonna be fine. 654 00:29:27,198 --> 00:29:28,166 She's gonna rock it. 655 00:29:28,233 --> 00:29:29,134 >> Nick: Couldn't agree more. 656 00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:31,736 Our girl is ready for this. 657 00:29:31,803 --> 00:29:34,405 Even if the rest of us aren't. 658 00:29:36,674 --> 00:29:39,477 >> Victor: I, of all people, get that you want to be your own 659 00:29:39,544 --> 00:29:41,212 man. 660 00:29:41,279 --> 00:29:44,382 But you're still a Newman, just like your brother and your 661 00:29:44,449 --> 00:29:45,483 sisters. 662 00:29:45,550 --> 00:29:49,921 >> Adam: I have tried so hard for so long to seek your 663 00:29:49,988 --> 00:29:52,924 approval, Dad, and all I wanted was to be my father's son. 664 00:29:52,991 --> 00:29:55,860 >> Victor: Adam, let's be honest for a moment. 665 00:29:55,927 --> 00:29:59,964 I've protected you from the day you came back to Genoa City. 666 00:30:00,031 --> 00:30:02,066 Although it was often not appreciated. 667 00:30:02,133 --> 00:30:03,535 >> Adam: Or wasn't asked for. 668 00:30:03,601 --> 00:30:05,403 >> Victor: Do I have to ask for it? 669 00:30:05,470 --> 00:30:06,804 You're my family, for heaven's sake. 670 00:30:06,871 --> 00:30:10,475 >> Adam: It's time for me to follow in my mother's footsteps. 671 00:30:10,542 --> 00:30:12,410 >> Victor: What the hell does that mean? 672 00:30:12,477 --> 00:30:15,180 >> Adam: Look, I know that I've never been and I never will be 673 00:30:15,246 --> 00:30:18,783 the good soul that my mother was, but I'm talking about her 674 00:30:18,850 --> 00:30:22,487 choice to end her relationship with you and not fall into all 675 00:30:22,554 --> 00:30:25,690 the trappings of being a Newman -- or traps, I should 676 00:30:25,757 --> 00:30:26,724 say. 677 00:30:26,791 --> 00:30:29,661 She wanted something happier and healthier for me. 678 00:30:29,727 --> 00:30:31,963 That's why she raised me as a Wilson. 679 00:30:32,030 --> 00:30:35,200 >> Victor: That was her choice, not mine. 680 00:30:35,266 --> 00:30:38,870 >> Adam: And -- And I resented the fact that she waited until 681 00:30:38,937 --> 00:30:41,873 her last breath to tell me that you were my father. 682 00:30:41,940 --> 00:30:43,708 But now I understand why she did that. 683 00:30:43,775 --> 00:30:46,744 >> Victor: Do you know how often I wanted to interfere and go 684 00:30:46,811 --> 00:30:50,014 there and say, "This is my son, he comes with me to Genoa City"? 685 00:30:50,081 --> 00:30:51,883 Do you know how often I wanted to do that? 686 00:30:51,950 --> 00:30:52,917 I respected her wishes. 687 00:30:52,984 --> 00:30:53,851 That's why I didn't! 688 00:30:53,918 --> 00:30:54,953 I wish I had! 689 00:30:55,019 --> 00:30:56,020 >> Adam: Listen, we -- >> Victor: None of this would be 690 00:30:56,087 --> 00:30:57,055 a problem right now! 691 00:30:57,121 --> 00:30:58,223 >> Adam: We don't have to go down this path again! 692 00:30:58,289 --> 00:30:59,457 >> Victor: Yes, we do! 693 00:30:59,524 --> 00:31:03,561 You need to understand that you have never been disadvantaged! 694 00:31:03,628 --> 00:31:06,064 >> Adam: I'm talking about my mother's choice to walk away, 695 00:31:06,130 --> 00:31:07,999 and now I'm making my choice. 696 00:31:08,066 --> 00:31:11,502 And I'm sorry that you can't understand that or you can even 697 00:31:11,569 --> 00:31:14,606 be happy about my new venture. 698 00:31:14,672 --> 00:31:16,474 Guess that's a little too much for you. 699 00:31:16,541 --> 00:31:25,016 >> Victor: Then you follow your new venture, alright?! 700 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:27,685 >> Adam: [ Sighs ] 701 00:31:32,357 --> 00:31:33,491 >> Billy: Hey there. >> Lily: Hey. 702 00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:35,493 >> Billy: Sorry I missed your call, but I got your message. 703 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:36,894 Is, uh, everything okay? 704 00:31:36,961 --> 00:31:37,695 >> Lily: Yeah, yeah. Hey. 705 00:31:37,762 --> 00:31:38,863 >> Billy: Hi. 706 00:31:38,930 --> 00:31:40,798 >> Lily: Um, I just wanted to tell you the details of the 707 00:31:40,865 --> 00:31:44,269 Grand Phoenix acquisition and let you know about my 708 00:31:44,335 --> 00:31:45,303 conversation with Elena. 709 00:31:45,370 --> 00:31:47,138 >> Billy: Oh. How did that go? 710 00:31:47,205 --> 00:31:50,241 >> Lily: Well, I think I'm facing more of an uphill battle 711 00:31:50,308 --> 00:31:52,143 than I realized with Devon and Nate. 712 00:31:52,210 --> 00:31:55,713 But I'm determined to do whatever I can to unite them. 713 00:31:55,780 --> 00:31:56,948 >> Billy: That's the spirit. 714 00:31:57,015 --> 00:31:59,017 Well, if anybody can do it, it's gonna be you. 715 00:31:59,083 --> 00:32:00,585 And you have my full support. 716 00:32:00,652 --> 00:32:01,686 >> Lily: Aww. 717 00:32:01,753 --> 00:32:03,388 Have I told you how much I love when you have my back? 718 00:32:03,454 --> 00:32:04,289 >> Billy: You just did. 719 00:32:04,355 --> 00:32:06,758 >> Lily: [ Chuckles ] So, where were you? 720 00:32:06,824 --> 00:32:09,727 >> Billy: Well, I had that out-of-office meeting and then I 721 00:32:09,794 --> 00:32:12,730 was walking back and I ran into Chelsea. 722 00:32:12,797 --> 00:32:16,134 We got to talking, and, uh, that's why I was delayed. 723 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,369 >> Lily: Oh. 724 00:32:18,436 --> 00:32:19,804 Chelsea. 725 00:32:19,871 --> 00:32:22,874 >> Billy: "Oh," as in that's not a big deal, or "Oh," as in 726 00:32:22,940 --> 00:32:26,144 you're not happy that I spend any time with her? 727 00:32:32,650 --> 00:32:34,852 >> Mariah: Well, we got you just a little something for your new 728 00:32:34,919 --> 00:32:37,689 campus digs, but don't open it now, okay? 729 00:32:37,755 --> 00:32:38,990 Just open it when you get there. 730 00:32:39,057 --> 00:32:41,859 >> Tessa: That's code for, if you open it now, Mariah will 731 00:32:41,926 --> 00:32:43,661 start crying and then I will cry. 732 00:32:43,728 --> 00:32:46,431 >> Faith: And that will set the rest of us off, so I will wait. 733 00:32:46,497 --> 00:32:48,466 But thank you. 734 00:32:48,533 --> 00:32:51,269 I know I'll love it, whatever it is. 735 00:32:51,336 --> 00:32:52,704 >> Nick: Alright, guys. Sorry. 736 00:32:52,770 --> 00:32:54,972 We really should go. 737 00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:00,978 >> Faith: I love you both so much. 738 00:33:01,045 --> 00:33:02,747 >> Mariah: Not as much as we love you. 739 00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:05,283 >> Tessa: We're gonna miss you. 740 00:33:05,350 --> 00:33:08,953 But this is not goodbye because we're gonna be calling and 741 00:33:09,020 --> 00:33:11,389 texting and we're gonna be video-chatting. 742 00:33:11,456 --> 00:33:13,991 >> Tessa: Yeah, you're gonna be so sick of hearing from us, 743 00:33:14,058 --> 00:33:15,560 you're gonna have to change your number. 744 00:33:15,626 --> 00:33:16,928 >> Faith: Not possible. 745 00:33:16,994 --> 00:33:19,931 >> Sharon: Okay, uh...it's time. 746 00:33:19,997 --> 00:33:21,132 >> Faith: Bye. 747 00:33:21,199 --> 00:33:22,867 >> Tessa: Bye. 748 00:33:33,311 --> 00:33:36,581 >> Mariah: [ Sighs ] [ Sniffles ] 749 00:33:40,585 --> 00:33:42,587 >> Imani: [ Chuckles ] >> Nate: What's going on in that 750 00:33:42,653 --> 00:33:43,788 head of yours? 751 00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,790 I can practically see the wheels spinning. 752 00:33:45,857 --> 00:33:49,260 Go on. Spit it out. 753 00:33:49,327 --> 00:33:51,896 >> Imani: When you went off script with your speech at the 754 00:33:51,963 --> 00:33:55,500 launch party, you proved to everyone that your instincts are 755 00:33:55,566 --> 00:33:56,834 right on the money. 756 00:33:56,901 --> 00:33:59,537 You generated buzz and excitement that would benefit 757 00:33:59,604 --> 00:34:00,104 the company. 758 00:34:00,171 --> 00:34:01,906 You went with your gut. 759 00:34:01,973 --> 00:34:05,843 And that is exactly what you need to do now, but on a much 760 00:34:05,910 --> 00:34:06,978 bigger scale. 761 00:34:07,044 --> 00:34:08,679 >> Nate: How much bigger? 762 00:34:08,746 --> 00:34:12,483 >> Imani: I'm thinking, with Devon out of town, you need to 763 00:34:12,550 --> 00:34:15,686 make a major move that he cannot ignore. 764 00:34:15,753 --> 00:34:18,589 Show everyone your ideas spell success. 765 00:34:18,656 --> 00:34:19,957 >> Nate: I don't know about that. 766 00:34:20,024 --> 00:34:21,692 >> Imani: Trust me. 767 00:34:21,759 --> 00:34:25,897 You need to make sure that Devon knows exactly who you are and 768 00:34:25,963 --> 00:34:27,632 what you bring to the table. 769 00:34:31,369 --> 00:34:35,239 >> Lily: Oh, I am fully aware that we will run into Chelsea on 770 00:34:35,306 --> 00:34:36,574 a semi-regular basis. 771 00:34:36,641 --> 00:34:40,111 I just really hope there was no uncomfortable "miscommunication" 772 00:34:40,178 --> 00:34:41,312 between you two this time. 773 00:34:41,379 --> 00:34:42,213 Was there? 774 00:34:42,280 --> 00:34:43,247 >> Billy: There is nothing to worry about. 775 00:34:43,314 --> 00:34:43,781 >> Lily: Okay. 776 00:34:43,848 --> 00:34:44,849 >> Billy: Okay? 777 00:34:44,916 --> 00:34:46,818 I think she's a little embarrassed that she took our 778 00:34:46,884 --> 00:34:49,120 camaraderie for something more than friendship. 779 00:34:49,187 --> 00:34:50,154 >> Lily: Mm. Okay. 780 00:34:50,221 --> 00:34:51,856 I'm glad there's nothing more to worry about. 781 00:34:51,923 --> 00:34:53,925 >> Billy: There isn't. Honestly. 782 00:34:53,991 --> 00:34:58,196 Look, that only happened because I think that Chelsea was having 783 00:34:58,262 --> 00:34:59,597 a bad day, you know? 784 00:34:59,664 --> 00:35:03,034 She's feeling a little bit lost, and I'm feeling a little bit 785 00:35:03,100 --> 00:35:06,103 guilty that I left her high and dry when I walked away from the 786 00:35:06,170 --> 00:35:07,505 podcast. 787 00:35:07,572 --> 00:35:09,974 >> Lily: Does that mean that you're reconsidering your 788 00:35:10,041 --> 00:35:10,575 decision? 789 00:35:10,641 --> 00:35:11,542 >> Billy: No, no, no, no. 790 00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:12,710 Absolutely not. 791 00:35:12,777 --> 00:35:15,847 I am here with you, and that's exactly where I want to be. 792 00:35:15,913 --> 00:35:20,685 >> Lily: [ Chuckles ] >> Billy: [ Smooches ] 793 00:35:20,751 --> 00:35:23,454 [ Sighs ] >> Chelsea: Adam. Hi. 794 00:35:33,464 --> 00:35:35,166 >> Adam: Hi. 795 00:35:35,233 --> 00:35:36,267 How you doing? 796 00:35:36,334 --> 00:35:38,002 >> Chelsea: I'm doing great. 797 00:35:38,069 --> 00:35:39,337 How are you? 798 00:35:39,403 --> 00:35:41,939 >> Adam: I'm good. 799 00:35:42,006 --> 00:35:44,642 I, uh... 800 00:35:44,709 --> 00:35:45,776 I was just thinking about you. 801 00:35:45,843 --> 00:35:48,946 I was wondering if you had any plans lined up. 802 00:35:49,013 --> 00:35:51,315 >> Chelsea: As a matter of fact, I do. 803 00:35:51,382 --> 00:35:54,852 I want to go visit my mom in Minnesota, and I want to take 804 00:35:54,919 --> 00:35:56,420 Connor with me. 805 00:36:08,099 --> 00:36:11,035 ♪♪ 806 00:36:11,102 --> 00:36:14,038 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 807 00:36:14,105 --> 00:36:17,041 Captioning Provided by Bell Dramatic Serial Company, 808 00:36:17,108 --> 00:36:20,044 Sony Pictures Television and CBS, Inc. 809 00:36:20,111 --> 00:36:24,615 ♪♪ >> Join us again for 810 00:36:24,682 --> 00:36:26,183 "The Young and the Restless."