1 00:00:17,317 --> 00:00:23,390 >> Billy: Hey. Chelsea. 2 00:00:23,456 --> 00:00:25,291 >> Chelsea: Hey. >> Billy: Getting some fresh 3 00:00:25,358 --> 00:00:26,393 air? Just taking some time for 4 00:00:26,459 --> 00:00:29,429 yourself? >> Chelsea: Exactly. 5 00:00:29,496 --> 00:00:33,400 Are you, um, meeting Johnny and Victoria? 6 00:00:33,466 --> 00:00:36,202 >> Billy: I am. Yeah. Did they pass through? 7 00:00:36,269 --> 00:00:39,739 >> Chelsea: They did. I saw them, but it was a 8 00:00:39,806 --> 00:00:44,444 coincidence, I swear. >> Billy: I believe you. 9 00:00:44,511 --> 00:00:47,447 >> Chelsea: I wish I hadn't seen them. 10 00:00:47,514 --> 00:00:52,352 >> Billy: Why do you say that? >> Chelsea: Johnny seemed very 11 00:00:52,419 --> 00:00:56,723 shaken up to see me. Victoria sent him on his way 12 00:00:56,790 --> 00:01:00,827 and laid down the law. >> Billy: Well, I'm not sure 13 00:01:00,894 --> 00:01:03,663 what she said, but I know where she stands 14 00:01:03,730 --> 00:01:07,467 on the subject of our son. And, you know, I have to say 15 00:01:07,534 --> 00:01:10,003 that I agree with her. We got to put Johnny's needs 16 00:01:10,069 --> 00:01:12,138 first and foremost. >> Chelsea: Yeah, well, 17 00:01:12,205 --> 00:01:14,974 Victoria's way of doing that is basically forbidding me 18 00:01:15,041 --> 00:01:18,645 to see Johnny ever again. >> Billy: And she said that? 19 00:01:18,711 --> 00:01:23,016 >> Chelsea: She pretty much said if I see him walking down 20 00:01:23,082 --> 00:01:26,920 the street, to turn around and walk in the other direction. 21 00:01:29,088 --> 00:01:31,191 >> Billy: I'm not sure what to say to that. 22 00:01:31,257 --> 00:01:34,861 >> Chelsea: You don't have to say anything. 23 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:38,631 Victoria's decision is probably for the best. 24 00:01:59,319 --> 00:02:03,523 >> Connor: Hi. >> Johnny: Hey, Connor. 25 00:02:03,590 --> 00:02:05,792 >> Connor: Uh, I'm here with my dad. 26 00:02:05,859 --> 00:02:09,028 >> Johnny: Yeah, I'm just waiting on my mom. 27 00:02:11,064 --> 00:02:15,735 So, I heard you know who my birth mom is. 28 00:02:15,802 --> 00:02:19,572 >> Connor: Yeah. My mom told me everything. 29 00:02:19,639 --> 00:02:22,609 >> Johnny: And just so you know, it's not your fault at all. 30 00:02:22,675 --> 00:02:25,345 And I don't mean to be mean, but I was pretty freaked 31 00:02:25,411 --> 00:02:29,048 out about it. >> Connor: I know the feeling. 32 00:02:29,115 --> 00:02:34,554 >> Johnny: Worst part is, I, uh, I think your mom's following me. 33 00:02:39,192 --> 00:02:54,073 ♪♪ ♪♪ 34 00:02:54,140 --> 00:02:58,878 ♪♪ ♪♪ 35 00:02:58,945 --> 00:03:08,821 ♪♪ 36 00:03:11,090 --> 00:03:12,425 >> Lily: Hello. >> Abby: Hey! 37 00:03:12,492 --> 00:03:14,327 It's good to see you guys. >> Lily: You, too. 38 00:03:14,394 --> 00:03:16,529 Who are you going as tonight? >> Abby: Oh, a woman 39 00:03:16,596 --> 00:03:19,332 who lost her enthusiasm halfway through dressing up. 40 00:03:19,399 --> 00:03:21,134 >> Lily: [ Laughs ] I get it. You have to feel it. 41 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:23,303 >> Abby: Yeah, it was definitely more fun dressing up Dominic 42 00:03:23,369 --> 00:03:25,104 earlier. >> Devon: Is Chance still with 43 00:03:25,171 --> 00:03:27,340 that new detective on the force? 'Cause when I was over to see 44 00:03:27,407 --> 00:03:29,008 Dominic's costume, he said that the three of you 45 00:03:29,075 --> 00:03:32,178 had big plans tonight. >> Abby: Yeah, we were going to, 46 00:03:32,245 --> 00:03:33,746 when we thought his stakeout out was canceled. 47 00:03:33,813 --> 00:03:39,152 But, of course, it's back on. Happy Halloween. 48 00:03:39,218 --> 00:03:42,889 >> Lily: What's going on? >> Devon: [ Sighs ] 49 00:03:42,956 --> 00:03:45,458 I'm not sure. I'm a little worried about 50 00:03:45,525 --> 00:03:49,596 Chance and Abby, though. >> Connor: My mom's been acting 51 00:03:49,662 --> 00:03:53,700 different lately. Like really strange. 52 00:03:53,766 --> 00:03:55,401 >> Adam: Hey, uh, listen, I have to go. 53 00:03:55,468 --> 00:03:59,439 I will -- I'll call you later, okay? 54 00:03:59,505 --> 00:04:04,877 Hey, Johnny. What's going on? Everything okay in here? 55 00:04:04,944 --> 00:04:07,647 >> Connor: We're fine. >> Victoria: Hi, everybody. 56 00:04:07,714 --> 00:04:10,149 Happy Halloween. >> Johnny: What happened between 57 00:04:10,216 --> 00:04:19,525 you and Chelsea in the park? >> Billy: You know, I'm a little 58 00:04:19,592 --> 00:04:23,229 surprised you're so on board with Victoria's demands 59 00:04:23,296 --> 00:04:27,066 when it comes to Johnny. >> Chelsea: It shouldn't be 60 00:04:27,133 --> 00:04:31,304 that surprising. Victoria was right. 61 00:04:33,306 --> 00:04:38,044 I saw for myself today how upsetting my mere presence 62 00:04:38,111 --> 00:04:42,982 is for him. And it ripped my heart out. 63 00:04:45,885 --> 00:04:48,488 You know, you and Victoria are not the only ones who want 64 00:04:48,554 --> 00:04:53,993 to put Johnny's happiness first. I do. I always have -- 65 00:04:54,060 --> 00:04:57,196 since the day I gave him to you and Victoria to raise. 66 00:04:57,263 --> 00:05:00,633 >> Billy: Yeah, those were -- those were complicated times. 67 00:05:00,700 --> 00:05:03,870 >> Chelsea: I just regret after all these years, how 68 00:05:03,936 --> 00:05:10,209 I misjudged the situation. I never should have pushed 69 00:05:10,276 --> 00:05:14,447 to tell Johnny the truth. And now I've opened this 70 00:05:14,514 --> 00:05:18,217 Pandora's Box with both Johnny and Connor. 71 00:05:20,253 --> 00:05:24,824 I wish I could undo my mistake. But it can't turn back 72 00:05:24,891 --> 00:05:25,892 the clock. 73 00:05:35,735 --> 00:05:39,472 >> Lily: Why would you be worried about Abby and Chance? 74 00:05:39,539 --> 00:05:41,574 >> Devon: I just get a feeling that she's not very happy 75 00:05:41,641 --> 00:05:44,077 with how much he's having to work lately. 76 00:05:44,143 --> 00:05:46,813 'Cause yesterday, he was gone a little bit of the night. 77 00:05:46,879 --> 00:05:49,582 And today, apparently, he's gonna be gone all night. 78 00:05:49,649 --> 00:05:51,718 >> Lily: Well, I mean, that's the life of a police detective, 79 00:05:51,784 --> 00:05:53,386 isn't it? >> Devon: Yeah, it is. 80 00:05:53,453 --> 00:05:56,823 But still, I imagine that it still puts stress on their 81 00:05:56,889 --> 00:05:59,792 relationship and on their family life. 82 00:05:59,859 --> 00:06:02,161 Abby has a job where she can make up her own hours. 83 00:06:02,228 --> 00:06:04,731 Chance doesn't have that. Even when I was over 84 00:06:04,797 --> 00:06:06,766 and we were taking pictures of Dominic in his costume, 85 00:06:06,833 --> 00:06:09,335 he got called away, and I could tell that it bugged her. 86 00:06:09,402 --> 00:06:11,304 >> Lily: Well, I mean, that's not Chance's fault, 87 00:06:11,370 --> 00:06:15,374 but I guess I can understand Abby's reaction. 88 00:06:15,441 --> 00:06:18,711 >> Devon: Yeah, I can, too. And I'm just worried that 89 00:06:18,778 --> 00:06:22,315 she's resenting his commitment to being a cop, whether she can 90 00:06:22,381 --> 00:06:25,251 admit that or not. >> Lily: Well, whatever it is, 91 00:06:25,318 --> 00:06:28,321 they'll figure it out. >> Devon: I hope they can. 92 00:06:28,387 --> 00:06:30,356 I care about the two of them a lot. 93 00:06:30,423 --> 00:06:35,762 >> Lily: So, speaking of couples with career issues, 94 00:06:35,828 --> 00:06:41,100 I have some news. >> Devon: What is it? 95 00:06:41,167 --> 00:06:47,106 >> Lily: Billy is resigning from Chancellor-Winters. 96 00:06:47,173 --> 00:06:49,742 >> Devon: You serious? Of all the times to leave, 97 00:06:49,809 --> 00:06:55,248 he's going to choose now? >> Billy: Look, this has all 98 00:06:55,314 --> 00:07:00,253 been a very challenging time, but you got to try not to let 99 00:07:00,319 --> 00:07:03,756 the guilt overwhelm you. Johnny and Connor, 100 00:07:03,823 --> 00:07:05,691 they were going to find out the truth eventually. 101 00:07:05,758 --> 00:07:08,461 And ultimately, Victoria and I both agreed that now was 102 00:07:08,528 --> 00:07:13,065 the right time to tell him. And there's no way of knowing 103 00:07:13,132 --> 00:07:18,204 how he was going to react. >> Chelsea: Victoria knew. 104 00:07:20,506 --> 00:07:23,242 She said from the start it was a mistake to tell 105 00:07:23,309 --> 00:07:28,114 Johnny so soon, that he had been through enough trauma. 106 00:07:30,283 --> 00:07:34,587 I should have listened to her. I mean, she knows him better 107 00:07:34,654 --> 00:07:38,090 than I do, obviously. I'm not his mom. 108 00:07:38,157 --> 00:07:41,327 [ Sighs ] But it's okay. Really. 109 00:07:41,394 --> 00:07:45,932 I-I'm not going to try to be a part of Johnny's life anymore. 110 00:07:45,998 --> 00:07:52,305 I-I have learned my lesson. I am backing off. 111 00:07:52,371 --> 00:07:56,509 And seeing him today, it was -- it was a real wake-up call. 112 00:07:56,576 --> 00:08:01,080 I have to start taking my cues from him, and Connor. 113 00:08:01,147 --> 00:08:05,852 But, you know, I'm -- I'm willing to be patient. 114 00:08:05,918 --> 00:08:07,954 Just 'cause Johnny feels a certain way about things today 115 00:08:08,020 --> 00:08:10,389 doesn't mean he'll feel that way a few years from now. 116 00:08:10,456 --> 00:08:14,327 And maybe Connor will get used to a certain dynamic. 117 00:08:14,393 --> 00:08:18,130 There's still time. >> Billy: I think that's a very 118 00:08:18,197 --> 00:08:20,199 logical and -- and reasonable thing to say. 119 00:08:20,266 --> 00:08:24,837 But emotions don't always adhere to the same rules as logic 120 00:08:24,904 --> 00:08:31,844 and reason. I guess I just want to -- 121 00:08:31,911 --> 00:08:34,914 I just want you to be careful not to set your expectations 122 00:08:34,981 --> 00:08:37,717 too high. Okay, of course, I hope you're 123 00:08:37,783 --> 00:08:43,222 right, Chelsea. Just don't pin all your hopes 124 00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:45,258 and dreams on whether Johnny is going 125 00:08:45,324 --> 00:08:52,865 to accept you and love you. >> Chelsea: I won't. 126 00:08:52,932 --> 00:08:58,070 All my hopes are officially grounded in cold, hard reality. 127 00:08:58,137 --> 00:09:00,239 >> Billy: Look, I know that's -- it's a little bit of a harsh 128 00:09:00,306 --> 00:09:03,209 thing to say, and this is not easy, but I think you just got 129 00:09:03,276 --> 00:09:07,546 to wait it out. >> Chelsea: Yeah. 130 00:09:07,613 --> 00:09:13,486 Yeah, I-I'll work through it. I will. 131 00:09:13,552 --> 00:09:16,622 I think I just got excited about the idea 132 00:09:16,689 --> 00:09:20,726 of Johnny finding out who I was, so I was pushing for something 133 00:09:20,793 --> 00:09:25,064 that just wasn't meant to be so soon. 134 00:09:27,133 --> 00:09:30,536 And you were right. I mean, you said I was probably 135 00:09:30,603 --> 00:09:34,607 lost. So I was reaching out to Johnny 136 00:09:34,674 --> 00:09:37,109 to balance things, which, at the time, I totally 137 00:09:37,176 --> 00:09:40,413 disagreed with. But now I realize 138 00:09:40,479 --> 00:09:49,355 it's the truth. My needs and longing 139 00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:56,929 were influencing my thinking. But, um... 140 00:09:56,996 --> 00:10:01,000 Now I'm thinking really clearly. So I'm just ready to put it 141 00:10:01,067 --> 00:10:05,638 all behind me. >> Billy: Well, that's good. 142 00:10:05,705 --> 00:10:08,808 I think that's probably best for everyone. 143 00:10:08,874 --> 00:10:10,876 >> Chelsea: And, you know, please tell Victoria, and 144 00:10:10,943 --> 00:10:13,713 Johnny, um, they don't have to worry. 145 00:10:13,779 --> 00:10:16,983 I'm not going to be popping up in places or intruding 146 00:10:17,049 --> 00:10:21,854 on their lives. I swear. 147 00:10:21,921 --> 00:10:27,493 I won't ever bother them again. >> Victoria: Chelsea and I 148 00:10:27,560 --> 00:10:29,862 worked everything out, so there's nothing for you to worry 149 00:10:29,929 --> 00:10:31,564 about. And tonight's Halloween, 150 00:10:31,630 --> 00:10:34,000 so shouldn't we be talking about the scariest movie 151 00:10:34,066 --> 00:10:37,036 that we've ever seen or who has the best costume 152 00:10:37,103 --> 00:10:40,873 so far? Yours is amazing, by the way. 153 00:10:40,940 --> 00:10:42,975 >> Connor: Thanks. >> Adam: She's 100% right. 154 00:10:43,042 --> 00:10:46,178 Tonight is a big night, so we need to get focused. 155 00:10:46,245 --> 00:10:47,580 >> Victoria: And I'm sure that Grandma and Grandpa 156 00:10:47,646 --> 00:10:51,150 are going to have a ton of candy waiting for you at the ranch. 157 00:10:51,217 --> 00:10:53,285 >> Connor: I'm not going to the ranch tonight. 158 00:10:53,352 --> 00:10:55,788 I'm actually going to a sleepover at a friend's house. 159 00:10:55,855 --> 00:10:57,390 >> Victoria: Oh. Well, that sounds like a good 160 00:10:57,456 --> 00:10:59,925 time. I'll have to tell you 161 00:10:59,992 --> 00:11:03,496 where Grandpa's secret mini bar candy stash is for the next time 162 00:11:03,562 --> 00:11:07,199 you have a chocolate craving. >> Johnny: I want to know, too. 163 00:11:07,266 --> 00:11:10,236 >> Adam: Wait a minute. He has a secret stash? 164 00:11:12,438 --> 00:11:14,340 Hey, would you guys mind if the adults talk in private 165 00:11:14,407 --> 00:11:16,575 for a minute? >> Connor: Yeah. 166 00:11:16,642 --> 00:11:19,612 >> Johnny: Yeah, we're good. >> Adam: Great. 167 00:11:24,116 --> 00:11:26,786 >> Adam: Okay, what exactly went down with Chelsea? 168 00:11:26,852 --> 00:11:30,156 Why is Johnny upset? >> Victoria: Because the woman 169 00:11:30,222 --> 00:11:32,224 doesn't know when to quit. 170 00:11:41,500 --> 00:11:43,569 >> Connor: The way they asked us if we'd be okay? 171 00:11:43,636 --> 00:11:45,237 It's like our parents thought we were going to get into 172 00:11:45,304 --> 00:11:47,139 a fight or something. >> Johnny: Yeah. 173 00:11:47,206 --> 00:11:49,642 I don't want to fight you. I just want to hang out with 174 00:11:49,708 --> 00:11:55,781 you, as cousins or...brothers. I-It's weird. 175 00:11:55,848 --> 00:11:59,051 >> Connor: Super weird. It's not your fault my mom wants 176 00:11:59,118 --> 00:12:01,887 to mess everything up. I just want things to go back 177 00:12:01,954 --> 00:12:05,825 to the way they were. >> Johnny: Yeah, me, too. 178 00:12:05,891 --> 00:12:09,962 My mom wants me to go to Katie's Halloween party parade 179 00:12:10,029 --> 00:12:13,032 or something, and that's really the last thing 180 00:12:13,099 --> 00:12:17,570 I want to do. >> Connor: That bites. 181 00:12:17,636 --> 00:12:20,773 >> Johnny: Hey, what if I just hang out with you tonight? 182 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:23,876 I could go to the sleepover. >> Connor: I'm sure Beckett and 183 00:12:23,943 --> 00:12:25,411 his parents would be cool with that. 184 00:12:25,478 --> 00:12:27,680 And it's older kids, too, so you don't have to wear 185 00:12:27,746 --> 00:12:31,217 a costume if you don't want. You should definitely come. 186 00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:38,157 >> Victoria: I assume that you're aware that both Johnny 187 00:12:38,224 --> 00:12:41,894 and Connor now know that Chelsea is Johnny's biological mother. 188 00:12:41,961 --> 00:12:46,232 >> Adam: Yes, of course. It has been a seismic shift, 189 00:12:46,298 --> 00:12:48,834 and it's caused a lot of distress for Connor. 190 00:12:48,901 --> 00:12:52,104 >> Victoria: For Johnny, too, a lot of distress. 191 00:12:52,171 --> 00:12:54,840 Chelsea knows how upset he is, and she continues to push 192 00:12:54,907 --> 00:12:57,443 for some kind of a relationship with him. 193 00:12:57,510 --> 00:13:00,613 I finally had to draw the line and tell her to back off. 194 00:13:00,679 --> 00:13:02,882 >> Adam: Hmm. Well, I can only imagine 195 00:13:02,948 --> 00:13:04,683 how she took that. >> Victoria: Oh, you'd be 196 00:13:04,750 --> 00:13:07,319 surprised. I know I was. 197 00:13:07,386 --> 00:13:09,155 She actually didn't argue with me at all. 198 00:13:09,221 --> 00:13:11,657 >> Adam: Oh. Well, maybe not. But I'm sure 199 00:13:11,724 --> 00:13:16,028 she was deeply hurt by that. >> Victoria: Possibly. 200 00:13:16,095 --> 00:13:19,665 I don't mean to be insensitive. >> Adam: Look, as a parent, 201 00:13:19,732 --> 00:13:21,567 I understand why you needed to take that stand. 202 00:13:21,634 --> 00:13:23,836 But at the same time, I'm hoping that you can at least try to see 203 00:13:23,903 --> 00:13:25,938 Chelsea's perspective in this. >> Victoria: I'm sorry, but 204 00:13:26,005 --> 00:13:27,806 that's not a possibility for me right now. 205 00:13:27,873 --> 00:13:31,110 Did she tell you the whole story about how she convinced Billy 206 00:13:31,177 --> 00:13:33,479 and me to share this information with Johnny? 207 00:13:33,546 --> 00:13:36,415 And why it had to be now? >> Adam: Yes, we discussed it -- 208 00:13:36,482 --> 00:13:38,517 after the fact. And I was upset that she did not 209 00:13:38,584 --> 00:13:42,321 include me in that decision. >> Victoria: Her original claim 210 00:13:42,388 --> 00:13:43,856 was that she wanted to tell Johnny the truth 211 00:13:43,923 --> 00:13:45,558 because he was going to eventually find out. 212 00:13:45,624 --> 00:13:49,695 But then later, she wanted more. She expected to have 213 00:13:49,762 --> 00:13:53,832 a relationship with my son. And yes, while I feel sympathy 214 00:13:53,899 --> 00:13:58,771 for her, that's far outweighed by my concern for my son. 215 00:13:58,837 --> 00:14:01,173 And quite frankly, I think you would be more worried about how 216 00:14:01,240 --> 00:14:03,742 this is affecting Connor. If he's upset, 217 00:14:03,809 --> 00:14:08,080 shouldn't he be yours and Chelsea's sole focus right now? 218 00:14:08,147 --> 00:14:19,191 >> Adam: Mm-hmm. >> Chelsea: [ Crying ] 219 00:14:36,008 --> 00:14:38,344 >> Connor: Can Johnny come with me to Beckett's house for the 220 00:14:38,410 --> 00:14:42,881 Halloween sleepover party? >> Adam: Um, I think that would 221 00:14:42,948 --> 00:14:46,118 actually be a great idea. I can text Beckett's mom 222 00:14:46,185 --> 00:14:48,120 right now. I mean, if you're cool with 223 00:14:48,187 --> 00:14:51,991 that. >> Johnny: Please, Mom. 224 00:14:52,057 --> 00:14:54,059 >> Victoria: You really do want to get out of your sister's 225 00:14:54,126 --> 00:14:59,398 Halloween parade, don't you? Well, I want to say yes -- 226 00:14:59,465 --> 00:15:02,334 >> Johnny: Well, then just do. It's pretty easy. 227 00:15:02,401 --> 00:15:05,404 Y-E-S. >> Victoria: Okay. Very funny. 228 00:15:05,471 --> 00:15:08,540 I don't need a spelling lesson. I just -- I need a little more 229 00:15:08,607 --> 00:15:11,777 information, please. >> Johnny: She always needs 230 00:15:11,844 --> 00:15:14,913 a little more information. >> Victoria: [ Sighs ] 231 00:15:14,980 --> 00:15:18,550 Who's going to be bringing you home in the morning? 232 00:15:18,617 --> 00:15:20,486 >> Adam: I can pick the boys up. It's not a problem. 233 00:15:20,552 --> 00:15:22,921 I'll bring them home. >> Victoria: Alright, well, 234 00:15:22,988 --> 00:15:24,590 who's the family hosting this party? 235 00:15:24,657 --> 00:15:26,759 >> Adam: Uh, it's the Benfields. They're on the board 236 00:15:26,825 --> 00:15:28,227 of Walnut Grove. >> Victoria: Oh, yes, I know 237 00:15:28,294 --> 00:15:30,062 them. They're a nice family. 238 00:15:30,129 --> 00:15:31,964 Okay. Sounds like fun. You can go. 239 00:15:32,031 --> 00:15:33,465 >> Johnny: Good decision, Mom. Thanks. 240 00:15:33,532 --> 00:15:36,902 >> Connor: Let's go text Beckett. 241 00:15:36,969 --> 00:15:39,738 >> Billy: Hey. Oh. 242 00:15:39,805 --> 00:15:41,607 You know, the two of you smiling at each other is 243 00:15:41,674 --> 00:15:44,677 definitely the scariest thing I'll see all Halloween. 244 00:15:53,886 --> 00:15:57,423 >> Lily: Look, deep down, I think that the company was more 245 00:15:57,489 --> 00:16:01,493 my dream than it was Billy's. And I think that he got caught 246 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:04,830 up in my vision and, you know, wanted to support me. 247 00:16:04,897 --> 00:16:07,232 But I could tell that his heart wasn't in it for a while. 248 00:16:07,299 --> 00:16:10,736 So he's going to go pursue something else 249 00:16:10,803 --> 00:16:14,173 that he's passionate about. >> Devon: Well, okay. 250 00:16:14,239 --> 00:16:17,409 I understand where he's coming from, but we just lost the COO, 251 00:16:17,476 --> 00:16:19,812 and now this is going to be the second one within weeks. 252 00:16:19,878 --> 00:16:21,980 And it's all on the heels of what Nate just put us through. 253 00:16:22,047 --> 00:16:23,582 >> Lily: I know. Billy knows that, too. 254 00:16:23,649 --> 00:16:25,984 He offered to stay on longer, but I told him not to. 255 00:16:26,051 --> 00:16:28,020 I can take care of things on my own. 256 00:16:28,087 --> 00:16:29,488 >> Devon: You don't think that you could use his help 257 00:16:29,555 --> 00:16:31,757 during a time like this? >> Lily: No, I think that having 258 00:16:31,824 --> 00:16:35,527 a COO that doesn't want to be there is more of a hindrance. 259 00:16:35,594 --> 00:16:38,931 >> Devon: Fair, sure. But even without him being 260 00:16:38,997 --> 00:16:41,033 enthusiastic about the job, you don't think it's worth it 261 00:16:41,100 --> 00:16:43,335 to have him stick around until you find his replacement? 262 00:16:43,402 --> 00:16:45,504 >> Lily: Well, he's more than a colleague to me, right? 263 00:16:45,571 --> 00:16:47,373 So I have to take that into consideration. 264 00:16:47,439 --> 00:16:49,541 >> Devon: Meaning what? That you'd ask him to stay 265 00:16:49,608 --> 00:16:53,078 if he wasn't your boyfriend? >> Lily: I mean, come on, Devon. 266 00:16:53,145 --> 00:16:55,047 Really? That's a pointless hypothetical. 267 00:16:55,114 --> 00:16:57,349 >> Devon: No, it's not. It's a real question I'm asking. 268 00:16:57,416 --> 00:17:01,520 I'll turn it around on you. If he cares about you this much, 269 00:17:01,587 --> 00:17:03,522 wouldn't he keep his mouth shut about wanting to resign 270 00:17:03,589 --> 00:17:05,391 until we're past this crisis so he doesn't 271 00:17:05,457 --> 00:17:07,593 leave too much on your plate? >> Lily: I will have his 272 00:17:07,659 --> 00:17:12,598 support, just not at work. >> Devon: I-I don't see this 273 00:17:12,664 --> 00:17:15,200 being as easy as you think it's going to be for you. 274 00:17:15,267 --> 00:17:17,569 >> Lily: Look, I want what's best for Billy as much as I want 275 00:17:17,636 --> 00:17:20,339 what's best for me. And, yeah, do I wish 276 00:17:20,406 --> 00:17:22,574 that he could have stayed on at Chancellor-Winters 277 00:17:22,641 --> 00:17:25,043 in full capacity? Yes, I do. 278 00:17:25,110 --> 00:17:27,713 Am I hurt that, you know, it didn't work out? 279 00:17:27,780 --> 00:17:31,083 Of course I am. But honestly, I think 280 00:17:31,150 --> 00:17:35,721 it's probably what's best for our relationship. 281 00:17:35,788 --> 00:17:39,258 >> Devon: Okay. I mean, that's -- that's of 282 00:17:39,324 --> 00:17:43,162 course what's most important is that you guys are happy, so... 283 00:17:43,228 --> 00:17:48,700 >> Lily: Thank you. So, what's going on with you? 284 00:17:48,767 --> 00:17:52,070 How's Amanda's mom doing? >> Devon: There's been no change 285 00:17:52,137 --> 00:17:54,506 to her condition. >> Lily: Is she coming home 286 00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:58,644 soon? >> Devon: I don't know. 287 00:17:58,710 --> 00:18:01,480 >> Lily: Well, maybe you should go to Virginia. 288 00:18:01,547 --> 00:18:03,682 Go be with her, you know? It could be good for you to get 289 00:18:03,749 --> 00:18:06,418 a trip away to sort through your emotions. 290 00:18:06,485 --> 00:18:09,221 You know, I can take care of things here. 291 00:18:09,288 --> 00:18:11,290 >> Devon: Yeah, that might be a good idea. 292 00:18:11,356 --> 00:18:13,592 I don't know if it's the distance or what it's been, 293 00:18:13,659 --> 00:18:16,728 but there's been a little strain between us. 294 00:18:16,795 --> 00:18:17,930 >> Lily: It's definitely the distance. 295 00:18:17,996 --> 00:18:21,400 I mean, being that far apart for that long, I mean, 296 00:18:21,467 --> 00:18:24,636 it can wear on a relationship. >> Devon: That's probably what 297 00:18:24,703 --> 00:18:28,774 it is. >> Lily: Oh, I got to meet Billy 298 00:18:28,841 --> 00:18:31,043 in a few minutes. Do you want to join us? 299 00:18:31,109 --> 00:18:34,413 >> Devon: No, no, not this time. Thank you, though. 300 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:36,782 I'm gonna stick around and check on Abby. 301 00:18:36,849 --> 00:18:38,951 I'm really ready to congratulate Billy on his soul-searching 302 00:18:39,017 --> 00:18:41,720 journey yet. >> Lily: Everything is going 303 00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:44,022 to be fine, okay? It's all going to work out. 304 00:18:44,089 --> 00:18:45,757 >> Devon: I hope so. I'd like to think 305 00:18:45,824 --> 00:18:48,026 that you're right. >> Lily: Alright, bye. 306 00:18:48,093 --> 00:18:50,696 >> Devon: I'll see you. >> Lily: See you later. 307 00:18:58,737 --> 00:19:01,073 >> Victoria: Adam and I were making a plan for the boys. 308 00:19:01,139 --> 00:19:04,209 And believe it or not, we agreed for once. 309 00:19:04,276 --> 00:19:06,912 >> Adam: Yeah, it actually felt pretty good. 310 00:19:06,979 --> 00:19:08,847 Maybe you could take a page out of our playbook. 311 00:19:08,914 --> 00:19:10,749 >> Billy: I won't be taking any cues from you, thank you very 312 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:12,084 much. >> Victoria: Okay, I'm not gonna 313 00:19:12,150 --> 00:19:14,620 let you two ruin our almost-nice moment. 314 00:19:14,686 --> 00:19:16,288 >> Billy: You're right. This is about the kids. 315 00:19:16,355 --> 00:19:19,291 So please tell me, what are these plans that you put in 316 00:19:19,358 --> 00:19:21,059 place? >> Victoria: Connor invited 317 00:19:21,126 --> 00:19:22,528 Johnny to join him at a sleepover. 318 00:19:22,594 --> 00:19:24,396 So our son will be doing that instead of going 319 00:19:24,463 --> 00:19:27,866 to Katie's parade. >> Billy: Well, that was very 320 00:19:27,933 --> 00:19:30,402 cool of Connor. And I'm proud of Johnny 321 00:19:30,469 --> 00:19:32,771 for not pushing him away. >> Adam: Yeah, I think it'll be 322 00:19:32,838 --> 00:19:35,474 good for both of them. >> Billy: Yeah. 323 00:19:35,541 --> 00:19:38,777 I hope they have a good time. >> Adam: Well, we should get 324 00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:40,145 going. >> Billy: That's a scary 325 00:19:40,212 --> 00:19:44,249 costume, by the way. >> Adam: Mm-hmm. 326 00:19:44,316 --> 00:19:46,818 Alright, guys, Ready to go? >> Victoria: Love you, honey. 327 00:19:46,885 --> 00:19:49,354 Have fun. >> Billy: See you, buddy. 328 00:19:49,421 --> 00:19:57,563 Be good, alright? So, I ran into Chelsea 329 00:19:57,629 --> 00:20:01,400 at the park, after your run-in, apparently. 330 00:20:01,466 --> 00:20:04,169 >> Victoria: Did she make a pitch for you to make a plea 331 00:20:04,236 --> 00:20:06,204 for her case to see Johnny? >> Billy: There was no plea 332 00:20:06,271 --> 00:20:08,540 of leniency. In fact, she was on board 333 00:20:08,607 --> 00:20:11,810 with the rules that you put into place. 334 00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:16,281 >> Victoria: Oh, really? Well, I'm grateful for that. 335 00:20:16,348 --> 00:20:19,251 >> Billy: Yeah. But I can't shake the feeling 336 00:20:19,318 --> 00:20:22,888 that something is not right. There's something about her 337 00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:34,366 demeanor that is...off. >> Adam: I've been concerned 338 00:20:34,433 --> 00:20:36,435 about you lately. Are you sure everything's 339 00:20:36,501 --> 00:20:37,803 alright? >> Billy: I hope you're taking 340 00:20:37,869 --> 00:20:39,471 care of yourself. >> Adam: Nobody is wishing harm 341 00:20:39,538 --> 00:20:40,872 on you. Not Sally. Not me. 342 00:20:40,939 --> 00:20:42,874 >> Billy: Do you really believe that's what's best for you? 343 00:20:42,941 --> 00:20:44,776 'Cause I'm not sure. >> Adam: When you came back to 344 00:20:44,843 --> 00:20:47,546 town, you were positive and looking towards the future. 345 00:20:47,613 --> 00:20:49,481 But now it seems like you're backsliding. 346 00:20:49,548 --> 00:20:51,183 Since Rey died, you're not yourself. 347 00:20:51,249 --> 00:20:53,452 >> Chloe: Billy starts turning on the Abbott charm, and you 348 00:20:53,518 --> 00:20:55,520 lose perspective. You start to think 349 00:20:55,587 --> 00:20:57,789 everything means a little more than it does. 350 00:20:57,856 --> 00:21:00,459 >> Billy: Uh, I'm sorry if I was giving off the wrong signals, 351 00:21:00,525 --> 00:21:03,128 but that was a mistake. >> Chloe: What was I thinking? 352 00:21:03,195 --> 00:21:05,464 Ridiculous of me. Caring about you. 353 00:21:05,530 --> 00:21:08,000 Instead of saving you time and time again, I should have just 354 00:21:08,066 --> 00:21:10,335 let you crash and burn. Like you always do. 355 00:21:10,402 --> 00:21:12,170 >> Victoria: The bottom line is that Johnny and Katie have had a 356 00:21:12,237 --> 00:21:15,540 really tough time lately. Now is not the time to do this. 357 00:21:15,607 --> 00:21:17,976 >> Johnny: It's my call, and I say I don't ever 358 00:21:18,043 --> 00:21:19,845 want to talk about it again. >> Connor: You were pregnant 359 00:21:19,911 --> 00:21:22,648 with Johnny? And you gave him away as a baby? 360 00:21:22,714 --> 00:21:25,017 Just, like, handed him over to Victoria and Billy? 361 00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:26,918 >> Adam: Burying the pain doesn't make it go away. 362 00:21:26,985 --> 00:21:30,622 >> Billy: Carrying around all this anxiety and fear not only 363 00:21:30,689 --> 00:21:32,591 affects your emotional well-being, 364 00:21:32,658 --> 00:21:37,562 but your entire body. That negativity will take over. 365 00:22:04,056 --> 00:22:06,058 >> "The Young and the Restless" will continue. 366 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:27,879 >> Abby: Hey. >> Devon: Hey, you. 367 00:22:27,946 --> 00:22:29,614 >> Abby: I'm sorry I didn't get to chat with you and Lily 368 00:22:29,681 --> 00:22:30,849 more before. You never know 369 00:22:30,916 --> 00:22:33,385 when there's going to be a rush or a little fire to put out 370 00:22:33,452 --> 00:22:36,121 around here with a difficult customer or a staff member 371 00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:38,156 that doesn't show up. >> Devon: Please, this is your 372 00:22:38,223 --> 00:22:39,091 job. You're working. 373 00:22:39,157 --> 00:22:40,726 I understand that. And Lily had to go meet 374 00:22:40,792 --> 00:22:42,728 Billy anyway. It's fine. 375 00:22:42,794 --> 00:22:44,830 >> Abby: So, what's up with you? Are you handing out 376 00:22:44,896 --> 00:22:47,199 candy tonight? >> Devon: No. 377 00:22:47,265 --> 00:22:48,734 There's never that many trick-or-treaters at the 378 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:51,937 penthouse. But I do have some time 379 00:22:52,003 --> 00:22:54,840 if you'd like to chat. >> Abby: Yeah, sure. 380 00:22:54,906 --> 00:22:57,342 >> Devon: Yeah? I have one condition, though. 381 00:22:57,409 --> 00:23:01,146 You have to tell me what's really bugging you. 382 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:03,215 >> Abby: I'm not hiding it well, huh? 383 00:23:03,281 --> 00:23:07,486 >> Devon: You never do. >> Abby: This is just not 384 00:23:07,552 --> 00:23:12,691 the Halloween I envisioned. And it sounds petty to even care 385 00:23:12,758 --> 00:23:14,726 that I don't get to dress up in a matching costume 386 00:23:14,793 --> 00:23:18,263 with Chance when he could potentially be saving lives. 387 00:23:18,330 --> 00:23:21,633 >> Devon: Well, you're allowed to feel the way you feel. 388 00:23:21,700 --> 00:23:23,802 >> Abby: I'm just -- I'm frustrated. 389 00:23:23,869 --> 00:23:27,539 And I think I'm the most frustrated with myself. 390 00:23:27,606 --> 00:23:32,010 I-I mean, why do I care so much that Chance is so dedicated 391 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:35,814 and focused on his job? I mean, who gets irked by that? 392 00:23:35,881 --> 00:23:38,850 It -- It really makes me feel like a bad person. 393 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:40,652 >> Devon: Come on, Abby. First of all, 394 00:23:40,719 --> 00:23:43,889 you know better than to ever call yourself a bad person, 395 00:23:43,955 --> 00:23:47,559 'cause you're not. Sometimes we want the people we 396 00:23:47,626 --> 00:23:53,799 care about to be a certain way, and it's hurtful 397 00:23:53,865 --> 00:23:59,104 when they can't be that. >> Billy: I know I'm biased, but 398 00:23:59,171 --> 00:24:01,239 Katie's by far the cutest werewolf I've ever seen in my 399 00:24:01,306 --> 00:24:02,274 life. >> Victoria: By far. 400 00:24:02,340 --> 00:24:03,608 Are you kidding me? She was so cute. 401 00:24:03,675 --> 00:24:05,243 She left all of those other kids in the dust. 402 00:24:05,310 --> 00:24:06,745 >> Billy: That was a good costume choice. 403 00:24:06,812 --> 00:24:08,613 >> Victoria: Thank you. Well, I mean, 404 00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:11,082 she definitely stood out amongst all of the princesses 405 00:24:11,149 --> 00:24:13,451 and ballerinas. [ Both chuckle ] 406 00:24:13,518 --> 00:24:15,020 >> Billy: I love it. You know, I just can't help 407 00:24:15,086 --> 00:24:18,290 but get caught up in their sense of fantasy and wonder. 408 00:24:18,356 --> 00:24:20,258 It's -- Seeing them dressed up, it's great. 409 00:24:20,325 --> 00:24:21,660 >> Victoria: It's nice. Really is. 410 00:24:21,726 --> 00:24:24,696 It's the one night where they can be whatever they want to be. 411 00:24:24,763 --> 00:24:27,065 >> Billy: Yeah. Let their imagination run wild 412 00:24:27,132 --> 00:24:31,570 without reality setting in. >> Victoria: I know that today 413 00:24:31,636 --> 00:24:36,775 is a tough day for you, because it was Delia's favorite holiday. 414 00:24:36,842 --> 00:24:39,678 >> Billy: Can't help it. The memories of her keep 415 00:24:39,744 --> 00:24:43,315 flooding back. The girl I lost. 416 00:24:43,381 --> 00:24:46,051 But spending this time with Johnny and Katie, it -- it 417 00:24:46,117 --> 00:24:47,819 helps. >> Victoria: I wish Johnny 418 00:24:47,886 --> 00:24:50,488 could've gone to the parade with us, but I know. 419 00:24:50,555 --> 00:24:53,592 I know he's at that age where he doesn't want to do kid stuff. 420 00:24:53,658 --> 00:24:56,161 You know, he's been through so much lately. 421 00:24:56,228 --> 00:24:59,030 I think that maybe this was a good distraction for him. 422 00:24:59,097 --> 00:25:01,066 >> Billy: No, I agree. I think it was good. 423 00:25:01,132 --> 00:25:02,968 Plus, we know that we're going to deal with teenage angst 424 00:25:03,034 --> 00:25:04,436 at a certain point. >> Victoria: Oh, God. 425 00:25:04,502 --> 00:25:06,872 Well, I hope that they'll behave better than we did 426 00:25:06,938 --> 00:25:09,040 when they were teenagers. >> Billy: Yeah. 427 00:25:09,107 --> 00:25:11,676 Well, if today was any indication, I would say we're -- 428 00:25:11,743 --> 00:25:14,412 we're looking pretty good. I mean, that was good of him, 429 00:25:14,479 --> 00:25:16,581 hanging out with Connor that way, them still being friends, 430 00:25:16,648 --> 00:25:19,618 not blaming Connor for what's going on with Chelsea. 431 00:25:19,684 --> 00:25:22,187 I think we raised a pretty good kid there. 432 00:25:22,254 --> 00:25:24,489 >> Victoria: Yeah. I'm trying to take it 433 00:25:24,556 --> 00:25:28,326 as a sign that maybe he's making a peace with all of this. 434 00:25:28,393 --> 00:25:31,529 I just wish that he would want to talk to me about it. 435 00:25:31,596 --> 00:25:33,698 >> Billy: He's going to handle it his way. 436 00:25:33,765 --> 00:25:36,902 And until we see some red flags, we got to let him do that. 437 00:25:36,968 --> 00:25:39,671 >> Victoria: That's definitely the hardest part -- 438 00:25:39,738 --> 00:25:42,641 standing back and letting them fly on their own 439 00:25:42,707 --> 00:25:44,576 when all I want to do is swoop in, take him back 440 00:25:44,643 --> 00:25:49,514 to the nest, and protect him. >> Lily: Hello. 441 00:25:49,581 --> 00:25:50,749 >> Billy: Hi. >> Lily: Hi. 442 00:25:50,815 --> 00:25:52,851 >> Billy: Hey. >> Lily: I, um, saw Katie's 443 00:25:52,918 --> 00:25:54,452 costume. She looked amazing. 444 00:25:54,519 --> 00:25:57,155 >> Billy: She did, right? >> Lily: I'd be lying if I 445 00:25:57,222 --> 00:25:59,457 didn't say that on Halloween, I miss when the twins were that 446 00:25:59,524 --> 00:26:00,959 age, and I would dress them the same. 447 00:26:01,026 --> 00:26:02,794 But then they kind of caught on pretty quickly. 448 00:26:02,861 --> 00:26:04,562 They hated it. >> Victoria: I would have done 449 00:26:04,629 --> 00:26:06,464 the exact same thing. >> Billy: Yeah, no, me, too. 450 00:26:06,531 --> 00:26:08,733 Temptation that I could not deny. 451 00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:10,869 >> Victoria: You know, getting them dressed for Halloween 452 00:26:10,936 --> 00:26:13,772 does take a lot of work, though. I'm sure you're glad you don't 453 00:26:13,838 --> 00:26:17,475 have to squeeze that in anymore, given that you must be so busy 454 00:26:17,542 --> 00:26:19,577 at Chancellor-Winters these days. 455 00:26:19,644 --> 00:26:22,414 >> Lily: Yeah, definitely. I mean, you know how it is. 456 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,816 [ Cellphone chimes ] >> Victoria: Actually, yes, I 457 00:26:24,883 --> 00:26:29,721 do. Ah. Duty calls, so... 458 00:26:29,788 --> 00:26:31,556 I'll catch up with you later. >> Billy: Okay. 459 00:26:31,623 --> 00:26:34,459 >> Victoria: Happy Halloween. >> Billy: See you. 460 00:26:36,661 --> 00:26:39,931 So, are you not mad at me anymore for going to Nate 461 00:26:39,998 --> 00:26:44,069 behind your back? >> Lily: No, let's, uh -- Let's 462 00:26:44,135 --> 00:26:48,974 move on, especially today. Um, how do you want to finish 463 00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:51,876 our Halloween today? Do you want to go to Noah's club 464 00:26:51,943 --> 00:26:54,980 for a drink? >> Billy: Yes, I want to do 465 00:26:55,046 --> 00:26:58,016 that. >> Lily: Okay. 466 00:27:04,422 --> 00:27:07,792 >> Chelsea: Is Connor okay? >> Adam: He's fine. 467 00:27:07,859 --> 00:27:11,062 I just dropped him off at Beckett's house for the party 468 00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:16,101 with, um -- >> Chelsea: With who? 469 00:27:16,167 --> 00:27:20,305 >> Adam: He went to the party with Johnny. 470 00:27:20,372 --> 00:27:24,209 >> Chelsea: Well, good. That's -- That's great. 471 00:27:24,275 --> 00:27:27,479 It means they're getting along. Johnny's not holding it 472 00:27:27,545 --> 00:27:30,548 against him, the news about me. >> Adam: Yeah. 473 00:27:30,615 --> 00:27:34,219 Seems like they're still able to be friends. 474 00:27:34,285 --> 00:27:37,489 >> Chelsea: Well, that makes me happy. 475 00:27:37,555 --> 00:27:40,592 So, if Connor is fine, what are you doing here? 476 00:27:40,658 --> 00:27:45,897 >> Adam: I, um, thought maybe we could go grab a drink. 477 00:27:45,964 --> 00:27:47,198 Figured you might want to see some people instead 478 00:27:47,265 --> 00:27:49,734 of being cooped up in here. Okay? 479 00:27:49,801 --> 00:27:51,970 Don't give me the "I'm under the weather" excuse, because I'm 480 00:27:52,037 --> 00:27:54,305 really not buying it, alright? We can go right upstairs to 481 00:27:54,372 --> 00:27:57,175 Noah's club, and we can get a quick cocktail. 482 00:27:59,944 --> 00:28:02,647 >> Chelsea: Sounds like a great idea. 483 00:28:02,714 --> 00:28:03,782 I'm just going to clean up a little bit, 484 00:28:03,848 --> 00:28:06,051 and I'll meet you there. 485 00:28:45,824 --> 00:28:47,892 >> Victoria: "Eager to hear your response. 486 00:28:47,959 --> 00:29:02,841 Can you meet tonight?" >> Adam: It's like you're 487 00:29:02,907 --> 00:29:07,812 Can you meet tonight?" >> Adam: It's like you're 488 00:29:07,879 --> 00:29:09,848 latching onto something to fill a void. 489 00:29:09,914 --> 00:29:12,150 >> Billy: I'm not trying to be harsh, but you're overstepping. 490 00:29:12,217 --> 00:29:14,853 >> Adam: This isn't just a mood. Something is seriously wrong. 491 00:29:14,919 --> 00:29:17,522 >> Victoria: Your goal is to weasel your way into my son's 492 00:29:17,589 --> 00:29:19,557 life. Even after Billy obviously told 493 00:29:19,624 --> 00:29:21,159 you he wants nothing to do with you. 494 00:29:21,226 --> 00:29:23,595 >> Johnny: You are not my mom. >> Chloe: I have tried, every 495 00:29:23,661 --> 00:29:26,831 way I know how, to help you navigate your emotional ups and 496 00:29:26,898 --> 00:29:29,100 downs. Meanwhile, all I get in return 497 00:29:29,167 --> 00:29:31,202 is snark and putdowns. >> Billy: I can have all this 498 00:29:31,269 --> 00:29:33,771 equipment moved wherever you want -- so you can continue 499 00:29:33,838 --> 00:29:35,807 the podcast without me. >> Adam: Chelsea, listen to 500 00:29:35,874 --> 00:29:37,375 yourself. You can't use Connor 501 00:29:37,442 --> 00:29:39,110 as a life preserver. He's a kid. 502 00:29:39,177 --> 00:29:41,779 Fixing his mom is not his job. >> Connor: Mom is different now. 503 00:29:41,846 --> 00:29:44,149 She'd probably be happier if she had kept Johnny. 504 00:29:44,215 --> 00:29:45,950 >> Billy: Are you waiting to ambush Johnny? 505 00:29:46,017 --> 00:29:48,620 >> Victoria: You lost the right to be a part of Johnny when you 506 00:29:48,686 --> 00:29:50,188 signed over your rights as his mother. 507 00:29:50,255 --> 00:29:52,157 >> Billy: You're not hearing me. The news threw him. 508 00:29:52,223 --> 00:29:55,260 >> Johnny: You are the reason my world is turning upside-down. 509 00:29:55,326 --> 00:29:57,395 >> Victoria: I'm sorry this isn't what you want to hear, but 510 00:29:57,462 --> 00:29:59,397 we will be supporting our son's choice. 511 00:29:59,464 --> 00:30:02,200 So if you happen to see him, don't say anything. 512 00:30:02,267 --> 00:30:04,936 Don't approach him. Just walk away. 513 00:30:05,003 --> 00:30:10,975 >> Chelsea: Just stop! Stop! Stop! 514 00:30:19,951 --> 00:30:22,954 >> Allie: You want to go talk to your uncle? 515 00:30:23,021 --> 00:30:25,190 >> Noah: Yeah, I think I'll pass. 516 00:30:25,256 --> 00:30:28,126 Hey, I'll play host to whoever walks in next. 517 00:30:28,193 --> 00:30:30,929 >> Allie: What if it's someone even worse? 518 00:30:30,995 --> 00:30:32,096 >> Lily: Hi. >> Billy: Ah, hi, there. 519 00:30:32,163 --> 00:30:33,431 >> Noah: See, that's a much better option. 520 00:30:33,498 --> 00:30:36,201 >> Allie: I'm going to go get us a drink. 521 00:30:36,267 --> 00:30:38,002 >> Noah: Hey, guys. Welcome to The Glam Club. 522 00:30:38,069 --> 00:30:39,537 >> Billy: Yeah, thanks for having us. 523 00:30:39,604 --> 00:30:41,272 We were hoping to sit down and grab a drink. 524 00:30:41,339 --> 00:30:43,208 >> Noah: You know, I think I got a spot for that. 525 00:30:43,274 --> 00:30:50,448 >> Lily: Oh, okay. Thanks. >> Billy: Adam. 526 00:30:50,515 --> 00:30:53,885 >> Adam: Billy. >> Lily: Hi. 527 00:30:53,952 --> 00:30:57,021 This is perfect. Thank you. By the way, 528 00:30:57,088 --> 00:30:59,324 this club is a perfect addition to The Grand Phoenix. 529 00:30:59,390 --> 00:31:01,092 >> Noah: I couldn't ask for a better landlord. 530 00:31:01,159 --> 00:31:03,127 You guys come by anytime, okay? >> Lily: Thank you. 531 00:31:03,194 --> 00:31:06,664 >> Billy: Thank you. >> Lily: [ Sighs ] 532 00:31:06,731 --> 00:31:11,369 So, by the way, I told Devon finally that you're 533 00:31:11,436 --> 00:31:14,372 leaving Chancellor-Winters. >> Billy: I hope he wasn't 534 00:31:14,439 --> 00:31:16,641 too ticked off at me. >> Lily: Well, I mean, 535 00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:20,678 he wasn't happy, but that's to be expected, so... 536 00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:34,192 What is it? >> Billy: Uh, it's Chelsea. 537 00:31:34,259 --> 00:31:37,328 And the last person that she should be spending any time 538 00:31:37,395 --> 00:31:39,564 with. >> Lily: I mean, they have a 539 00:31:39,631 --> 00:31:42,834 long history, and she seems fine. 540 00:31:42,900 --> 00:31:47,739 >> Billy: Yeah. I hope you're right. 541 00:31:47,805 --> 00:31:50,441 >> Chelsea: Did Connor say anything about me after I left 542 00:31:50,508 --> 00:31:54,279 earlier? I hate that my actions 543 00:31:54,345 --> 00:31:57,949 have pushed him away, but I -- I'm -- I am determined to prove 544 00:31:58,016 --> 00:32:00,952 to him how much I love him. >> Adam: I know that you will. 545 00:32:01,019 --> 00:32:04,622 But don't keep beating yourself up about this. 546 00:32:04,689 --> 00:32:07,558 >> Chelsea: You're right. Being hard on myself isn't going 547 00:32:07,625 --> 00:32:12,330 to do anyone any good. I need to focus on the future. 548 00:32:12,397 --> 00:32:17,402 Um, I actually told Billy earlier, I, uh -- 549 00:32:17,468 --> 00:32:20,338 I recognize now that it was a mistake, pushing 550 00:32:20,405 --> 00:32:24,509 to tell Johnny the truth that I'm his biological mother. 551 00:32:24,575 --> 00:32:26,477 But, you know, that's -- that's a big step for me, 552 00:32:26,544 --> 00:32:31,616 recognizing my misstep. And now, um, I just need to 553 00:32:31,683 --> 00:32:36,421 focus on making things right. >> Adam: That is a big step. 554 00:32:36,487 --> 00:32:40,792 And I hope that you continue to take steps forward. 555 00:32:40,858 --> 00:32:45,530 You know, Chelsea, I -- I only want the best for you. 556 00:32:45,596 --> 00:32:48,166 And I know that you have felt in the past that it didn't work. 557 00:32:48,232 --> 00:32:51,803 But maybe... counseling is something 558 00:32:51,869 --> 00:32:54,505 that you should consider now. You're in a different place. 559 00:32:54,572 --> 00:32:58,576 You're in a better place. >> Chelsea: You want me 560 00:32:58,643 --> 00:33:05,950 to see a therapist. You're right. 561 00:33:06,017 --> 00:33:09,987 I need help. I have to end this cycle 562 00:33:10,054 --> 00:33:12,056 of anxiety and depression. 563 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:24,435 >> Adam: I'm so grateful that you are willing to see a 564 00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:26,938 professional. Things are going to get better 565 00:33:27,004 --> 00:33:29,707 for you, and that's only going to improve your relationship 566 00:33:29,774 --> 00:33:34,679 with Connor. Speaking of Connor, he, um, 567 00:33:34,746 --> 00:33:38,249 really likes this Beckett kit. When you stopped by the 568 00:33:38,316 --> 00:33:40,785 coffeehouse to see his costume, you could see how excited he was 569 00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:43,588 to go to this party. You know, being invited, 570 00:33:43,654 --> 00:33:47,358 that was a big deal for him. I mean, you remember being 571 00:33:47,425 --> 00:33:52,163 that age and trying to fit in. I guess in the end, 572 00:33:52,230 --> 00:33:55,032 no matter what age we are, we all want the same thing. 573 00:33:55,099 --> 00:33:58,536 Love and acceptance. I'm kind of nervous for him. 574 00:33:58,603 --> 00:33:59,904 I don't know why I would be, though. 575 00:33:59,971 --> 00:34:02,874 Connor's such a, uh, lovable kid. 576 00:34:02,940 --> 00:34:05,743 >> Connor: Mom is different now. She'd probably be happier 577 00:34:05,810 --> 00:34:08,179 if she had kept Johnny. >> Johnny: You are not my mom. 578 00:34:08,246 --> 00:34:09,781 >> Adam: It's like you're latching onto something to fill 579 00:34:09,847 --> 00:34:11,315 a void. >> Adam: The, uh, the party's 580 00:34:11,382 --> 00:34:13,484 going to be a mixture of younger and older kids, and he brought 581 00:34:13,551 --> 00:34:16,521 some regular clothes so he could change out of his costume. 582 00:34:16,587 --> 00:34:18,122 >> Connor: You were pregnant with Johnny? 583 00:34:18,189 --> 00:34:20,625 And you gave him away as a baby? >> Adam: He's a kid. 584 00:34:20,691 --> 00:34:23,261 Fixing his mom is not his job. >> Victoria: Your goal is to 585 00:34:23,327 --> 00:34:25,062 weasel your way into my son's life. 586 00:34:25,129 --> 00:34:27,198 >> Billy: I'm not trying to be harsh, but you're overstepping. 587 00:34:27,265 --> 00:34:29,233 >> Adam: This isn't just a mood. Something is seriously wrong. 588 00:34:29,300 --> 00:34:31,335 >> Chloe: Things can't go on this way. 589 00:34:31,402 --> 00:34:34,272 >> Chelsea: Excuse me. Um, I have to use the restroom. 590 00:34:34,338 --> 00:34:49,220 I'll be right back. >> Chelsea: [ Hyperventilating ] 591 00:34:49,287 --> 00:34:56,928 I'll be right back. >> Chelsea: [ Hyperventilating ] 592 00:35:12,009 --> 00:35:13,811 >> Adam: You can't use Connor as a life preserver. 593 00:35:13,878 --> 00:35:15,580 >> Billy: Are you waiting to ambush Johnny? 594 00:35:15,646 --> 00:35:17,548 >> Adam: Burying the pain doesn't make it go away. 595 00:35:17,615 --> 00:35:19,550 >> Chloe: I should have just let you crash and burn. 596 00:35:19,617 --> 00:35:22,220 Like you always do. >> Victoria: Just walk away. 597 00:35:22,286 --> 00:35:26,691 Understood? >> Chelsea: Please. 598 00:35:26,757 --> 00:35:32,163 I can't take it anymore. I just need the pain to go away. 599 00:36:04,729 --> 00:36:06,998 >> Next week on "The Young and the Restless"... 600 00:36:07,064 --> 00:36:08,866 >> Billy: I'm worried about Chelsea. 601 00:36:08,933 --> 00:36:11,502 Not sure if you saw the way she bolted out of here. 602 00:36:11,569 --> 00:36:14,272 >> Lily: No, I-I didn't see, 'cause I was busy enjoying our 603 00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:16,140 dance, but I guess you were watching Chelsea. 604 00:36:16,207 --> 00:36:18,142 >> Billy: Well, she's a mess. >> Abby: What about the 605 00:36:18,209 --> 00:36:19,677 stakeout? >> Chance: Oh, we, uh -- We 606 00:36:19,744 --> 00:36:21,946 finished early. >> Abby: And you chose to come 607 00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:24,682 here instead of home? >> Victoria: You're now the new 608 00:36:24,749 --> 00:36:28,319 CEO of Newman Media. >> Devon: You've got to be 609 00:36:28,386 --> 00:36:40,298 kidding me. ♪♪ 610 00:36:40,364 --> 00:36:43,301 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 611 00:36:43,367 --> 00:36:46,304 Captioning provided by Bell Dramatic Serial Company, 612 00:36:46,370 --> 00:36:49,373 Sony Pictures Television and CBS, Inc.