1 00:00:19,552 --> 00:00:25,825 [ Door closes, keys jingle ] >> Nate: Hey, you're back. 2 00:00:25,892 --> 00:00:29,462 >> Amanda: I am. >> Nate: Welcome home. 3 00:00:29,529 --> 00:00:33,600 >> Amanda: Thank you. >> Nate: How's your mom? 4 00:00:33,666 --> 00:00:35,668 >> Amanda: Naya's regained consciousness. 5 00:00:35,735 --> 00:00:37,637 She's stable, but she still needs a lot 6 00:00:37,704 --> 00:00:40,073 of care and attention, though. >> Nate: Mm. 7 00:00:40,140 --> 00:00:43,943 Rehab after a stroke can be a long, difficult process, 8 00:00:44,010 --> 00:00:47,013 but it's possible to repair the damage. 9 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:50,183 And she's in a great place to do that. 10 00:00:50,250 --> 00:00:52,152 Is Imani still in Virginia with her? 11 00:00:52,218 --> 00:00:56,356 >> Amanda: Yes, she is. Nate, can I, um -- 12 00:00:56,423 --> 00:01:00,260 can I talk to you for a moment? >> Nate: I don't have a lot of 13 00:01:00,326 --> 00:01:01,594 time. >> Amanda: I'll be brief. 14 00:01:01,661 --> 00:01:08,468 It's important. >> Nate: Okay. Come on inside. 15 00:01:12,505 --> 00:01:17,811 >> Chance: Hey, Abby. I stopped by Society looking 16 00:01:17,877 --> 00:01:23,616 for you, but you're not here. I'm the one telling you that. 17 00:01:23,683 --> 00:01:29,689 You know where you are. Look, I'm sorry 18 00:01:29,756 --> 00:01:34,227 I didn't come home last night. I, uh... 19 00:01:34,294 --> 00:01:35,728 I don't know. I just needed some time to 20 00:01:35,795 --> 00:01:39,933 think, and... I just got a lot of things 21 00:01:39,999 --> 00:01:44,337 swimming around in my mind right now, and... 22 00:01:44,404 --> 00:01:49,676 I just don't really know what the next steps should be. 23 00:01:49,742 --> 00:01:55,482 But I do know that I want to fix whatever's broken between us. 24 00:01:55,548 --> 00:02:00,987 So, um... please call me back. 25 00:02:06,125 --> 00:02:21,007 >> Abby: [ Moans ] ♪♪ 26 00:02:21,074 --> 00:02:32,585 >> Abby: [ Moans ] ♪♪ 27 00:02:32,652 --> 00:02:47,534 ♪♪ ♪♪ 28 00:02:47,600 --> 00:02:48,201 ♪♪ ♪♪ 29 00:02:48,268 --> 00:02:58,545 ♪♪ >> Lily: Devon, hi. 30 00:02:58,611 --> 00:03:01,314 I don't know where you are, but we have a pile 31 00:03:01,381 --> 00:03:04,484 of contracts to go through, and we are down to COOs, 32 00:03:04,551 --> 00:03:07,854 so I could really use your help. And I know that you're working 33 00:03:07,921 --> 00:03:10,323 from home, but if you could please maybe, 34 00:03:10,390 --> 00:03:14,227 I don't know, just call me, e-mail me, text me, 35 00:03:14,294 --> 00:03:17,430 whatever, okay? Just...bye. 36 00:03:19,399 --> 00:03:22,769 >> Esther: Everything okay? >> Lily: Yes, everything is 37 00:03:22,835 --> 00:03:23,937 fine. I just -- I don't know 38 00:03:24,003 --> 00:03:27,307 where my brother is right now. Oh, my gosh. Thank you. 39 00:03:27,373 --> 00:03:29,542 I really need this. Thanks. >> Esther: Of course. 40 00:03:29,609 --> 00:03:33,212 My pleasure. >> Lily: Oh, if you see Devon, 41 00:03:33,279 --> 00:03:34,814 can you please tell him to come into my office? 42 00:03:34,881 --> 00:03:37,617 >> Esther: Absolutely. >> Lily: Thank you. 43 00:03:51,097 --> 00:03:54,667 >> Jill: Esther? >> Esther: Jill, I didn't know 44 00:03:54,734 --> 00:03:57,036 you were in town. >> Jill: What are you doing 45 00:03:57,103 --> 00:04:00,273 here? >> Esther: I work here. 46 00:04:00,340 --> 00:04:04,677 I am the new receptionist. What can I do for you, 47 00:04:04,744 --> 00:04:15,121 Ms. Co-Owner? >> Victoria: Hi. 48 00:04:15,188 --> 00:04:16,422 >> Billy: Hey. >> Victoria: Thanks for getting 49 00:04:16,489 --> 00:04:19,325 back to me. Seems like you've had a busy 50 00:04:19,392 --> 00:04:21,461 last couple of days, haven't you? 51 00:04:21,527 --> 00:04:25,198 >> Billy: Yeah, yeah, it's been busy, but, you know, kids are 52 00:04:25,264 --> 00:04:28,401 always my first priority. >> Victoria: I know, 53 00:04:28,468 --> 00:04:31,537 and I appreciate that. >> Billy: So, what's up? 54 00:04:31,604 --> 00:04:33,806 >> Victoria: Well, I don't know how much Johnny has told you, 55 00:04:33,873 --> 00:04:35,942 but it turns out that he and Connor ended up having 56 00:04:36,009 --> 00:04:39,712 a discussion about Chelsea at the Halloween sleepover, 57 00:04:39,779 --> 00:04:42,382 and I think that it has changed things. 58 00:04:57,864 --> 00:05:03,703 [ Knock on door ] >> Chelsea: Yes? 59 00:05:03,770 --> 00:05:08,107 >> Dr. Malone: Hi. I'm Dr. Malone. 60 00:05:08,174 --> 00:05:09,842 Are you ready for your first therapy session? 61 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:22,889 >> Nate: I have a pretty good idea what this is all about. 62 00:05:22,955 --> 00:05:25,792 >> Amanda: I obviously heard about your plan to betray Devon 63 00:05:25,858 --> 00:05:29,362 and Lily and Chancellor-Winters. >> Nate: I wouldn't characterize 64 00:05:29,429 --> 00:05:30,797 it like that. >> Amanda: How could you do 65 00:05:30,863 --> 00:05:33,933 something like that, Nate? I have always known you to be 66 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:37,103 an honest and ethical man with a deep regard for right 67 00:05:37,170 --> 00:05:39,806 and wrong and family. >> Nate: You know what? 68 00:05:39,872 --> 00:05:42,842 I've heard all of this already from multiple people, 69 00:05:42,909 --> 00:05:45,712 and I am not really up for another lecture. 70 00:05:45,778 --> 00:05:47,447 >> Amanda: Mm. >> Nate: So unless there's 71 00:05:47,513 --> 00:05:49,449 something else you want to talk about, I really need to get 72 00:05:49,515 --> 00:05:50,783 going. >> Amanda: Not so fast. 73 00:05:50,850 --> 00:05:52,985 If that's how you want to play it, then that's fine. 74 00:05:53,052 --> 00:05:56,022 I have some other business that I need to discuss. 75 00:05:59,225 --> 00:06:01,594 >> Jill: I'm here to see my son. 76 00:06:01,661 --> 00:06:03,930 >> Esther: He's not here at the moment. 77 00:06:03,996 --> 00:06:07,567 >> Jill: Ah, well, then I will see Devon and Lily. 78 00:06:07,633 --> 00:06:11,104 >> Esther: Lily's here. Devon is not. 79 00:06:11,170 --> 00:06:14,207 >> Jill: Well, where the hell is everybody? 80 00:06:14,273 --> 00:06:16,943 Never mind. I'll find out for myself. 81 00:06:17,009 --> 00:06:20,947 >> Esther: Jill. >> Jill: Would you please 82 00:06:21,013 --> 00:06:24,417 explain to me why your entire C-Suite 83 00:06:24,484 --> 00:06:28,788 appears to be out to lunch? >> Lily: Jill, hello. 84 00:06:28,855 --> 00:06:31,157 To what do I owe this pleasure? >> Jill: Oh, well, it's not 85 00:06:31,224 --> 00:06:34,026 pleasure, it's business. >> Lily: Well, if I had known 86 00:06:34,093 --> 00:06:35,294 that you were coming, I would've arranged 87 00:06:35,361 --> 00:06:37,764 for the entire team to be here. >> Jill: Well, see, I thought 88 00:06:37,830 --> 00:06:40,600 a little impromptu drop-in would give me a better idea 89 00:06:40,666 --> 00:06:43,202 of what's going on around here. >> Lily: Yeah, absolutely. 90 00:06:43,269 --> 00:06:44,737 I welcome it. I mean, I have nothing to hide. 91 00:06:44,804 --> 00:06:46,739 >> Jill: Oh, except your employees. 92 00:06:46,806 --> 00:06:50,143 Where are they? I just figured that with 93 00:06:50,209 --> 00:06:52,945 all this insanity around Nate and everything else that's 94 00:06:53,012 --> 00:06:57,450 going on, the remaining ones would be all hands on deck. 95 00:06:57,517 --> 00:07:00,753 >> Lily: Look, I know it's been a trying time, 96 00:07:00,820 --> 00:07:03,923 but I can assure you that everything is being handled. 97 00:07:03,990 --> 00:07:12,131 >> Jill: By you and you alone. >> Billy: I'm surprised Johnny 98 00:07:12,198 --> 00:07:14,200 and Connor wanted to talk about Chelsea at all. 99 00:07:14,267 --> 00:07:17,203 I mean, they were both adamant about not bringing up the topic. 100 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:19,372 >> Victoria: Not talking about it probably made it 101 00:07:19,438 --> 00:07:22,074 even more awkward between them, given how weird they both 102 00:07:22,141 --> 00:07:26,512 already feel about it. >> Billy: Yeah, well, maybe they 103 00:07:26,579 --> 00:07:29,048 both realized that they're really the only two people that 104 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:33,019 can understand the situation. I mean, they have a bond now 105 00:07:33,085 --> 00:07:35,388 that's pretty hard to deny. >> Victoria: I just didn't 106 00:07:35,454 --> 00:07:37,690 expect them to get to that point so soon. 107 00:07:37,757 --> 00:07:39,859 >> Billy: Yeah, I just wish he would share some of that with 108 00:07:39,926 --> 00:07:41,027 me. I mean, I haven't been able 109 00:07:41,093 --> 00:07:44,163 to get anything out of the kid. What about you? 110 00:07:44,230 --> 00:07:47,867 >> Victoria: No, not really. He brought up the conversation 111 00:07:47,934 --> 00:07:50,436 with Connor in a very offhanded way after telling me 112 00:07:50,503 --> 00:07:53,206 about all the different candy that he ate at the sleepover. 113 00:07:53,272 --> 00:07:57,243 >> Billy: What'd he say? >> Victoria: Something like, 114 00:07:57,310 --> 00:07:59,679 "Connor and I talked about the whole Chelsea thing, and we're 115 00:07:59,745 --> 00:08:01,280 cool." >> Billy: [ Chuckles ] 116 00:08:01,347 --> 00:08:03,583 >> Victoria: I imagine that he's hesitant to tell me about it 117 00:08:03,649 --> 00:08:05,718 because I'm Mom. He's worried about 118 00:08:05,785 --> 00:08:09,055 how I'm going to react. >> Billy: You want me to talk 119 00:08:09,121 --> 00:08:11,224 to him again? >> Victoria: Please. 120 00:08:11,290 --> 00:08:13,192 Under the circumstances, it's probably 121 00:08:13,259 --> 00:08:18,664 easier father to son. >> Billy: Got it. I'm on it. 122 00:08:18,731 --> 00:08:23,502 Let me ask you, how are you feeling about everything? 123 00:08:23,569 --> 00:08:26,873 I mean, are you cool with this whole Chelsea thing? 124 00:08:34,513 --> 00:08:40,319 >> Chelsea: [ Sighs ] So how do we start? 125 00:08:40,386 --> 00:08:43,222 >> Dr. Malone: I thought I'd suggest some guidelines for our 126 00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:45,524 conversation. >> Chelsea: Guidelines? 127 00:08:45,591 --> 00:08:50,096 To keep me in line? >> Dr. Malone: Not at all. 128 00:08:50,162 --> 00:08:52,331 The opposite, actually. I don't want you to feel that 129 00:08:52,398 --> 00:08:56,569 I'm imposing any limits on you. I guess I'm just hoping 130 00:08:56,636 --> 00:09:00,740 that we can both agree to being completely honest and 131 00:09:00,806 --> 00:09:02,675 that you won't hold back from what you're thinking 132 00:09:02,742 --> 00:09:07,480 and feeling. >> Chelsea: Two complete 133 00:09:07,546 --> 00:09:12,685 strangers willing to bare their souls to one another. 134 00:09:12,752 --> 00:09:15,221 >> Dr. Malone: Well, that's the beauty of it. 135 00:09:15,288 --> 00:09:18,758 We're both blank slates to each other. 136 00:09:18,824 --> 00:09:20,960 Maybe that'll even make it easier for you. 137 00:09:21,027 --> 00:09:23,763 >> Chelsea: Well, I mean, it's a little one-sided. 138 00:09:23,829 --> 00:09:25,965 I get to tell you about all my struggles, and I don't 139 00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:28,834 get to hear about yours. >> Dr. Malone: Hm. 140 00:09:28,901 --> 00:09:30,102 We have to respect the boundaries of the 141 00:09:30,169 --> 00:09:33,773 doctor/patient relationship and focus on helping you, 142 00:09:33,839 --> 00:09:38,144 but if you have any questions for me, feel free to ask. 143 00:09:38,210 --> 00:09:40,613 >> Chelsea: Yeah, but if I ask you a personal question, 144 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:43,983 you don't have to answer. >> Dr. Malone: That's right. 145 00:09:44,050 --> 00:09:48,587 >> Chelsea: Yeah. It's not my first therapy rodeo. 146 00:09:48,654 --> 00:09:51,090 I know all the rules. >> Dr. Malone: Well, let's get 147 00:09:51,157 --> 00:09:54,126 started, then. Just tell me what's on your mind 148 00:09:54,193 --> 00:09:59,732 right now. >> Chelsea: [ Sighs ] Okay. 149 00:09:59,799 --> 00:10:05,171 I guess I have nothing left to lose. 150 00:10:05,237 --> 00:10:12,611 I guess I'm feeling a little self-conscious, 151 00:10:12,678 --> 00:10:16,349 embarrassed. worried that people are going to 152 00:10:16,415 --> 00:10:19,819 judge me or feel like they have to handle me with kid gloves. 153 00:10:19,885 --> 00:10:23,756 It really just makes me feel worse and more ashamed. 154 00:10:23,823 --> 00:10:27,960 >> Dr. Malone: I hear you. >> Chelsea: What about you? 155 00:10:28,027 --> 00:10:34,433 How are you feeling? >> Dr. Malone: Open. 156 00:10:34,500 --> 00:10:38,170 Ready to listen. Wanting to connect. 157 00:10:38,237 --> 00:10:40,673 >> Chelsea: Okay, so you're perfect. 158 00:10:40,740 --> 00:10:45,444 >> Dr. Malone: Far from it. When I first started seeing 159 00:10:45,511 --> 00:10:49,215 people who had lived through a suicide attempt, 160 00:10:49,281 --> 00:10:53,085 my instinct was to feel on edge. I was worried I was going to say 161 00:10:53,152 --> 00:10:56,155 the wrong thing or that I might trigger them. 162 00:10:56,222 --> 00:11:00,393 But I eventually realized that that was my own wall 163 00:11:00,459 --> 00:11:02,461 that I was putting up, and my patients 164 00:11:02,528 --> 00:11:07,033 could sense that. I've since learned that talking 165 00:11:07,099 --> 00:11:12,204 about what happened directly, while obviously difficult, 166 00:11:12,271 --> 00:11:15,708 can be constructive, whereas shying away from it 167 00:11:15,775 --> 00:11:17,877 just makes it seem like something to be hidden, 168 00:11:17,943 --> 00:11:25,184 and that can make things worse. >> Chelsea: You've talked to a 169 00:11:25,251 --> 00:11:29,522 lot of people in my situation? >> Dr. Malone: I have. 170 00:11:29,588 --> 00:11:34,293 And I'm always grateful to be speaking to them. 171 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:43,836 Because it means they survived. >> Chelsea: [ Breathes deeply ] 172 00:11:43,903 --> 00:11:45,471 >> Dr. Malone: Do you want to discuss the thoughts and 173 00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:47,706 feelings that led you to that rooftop the other night? 174 00:11:47,773 --> 00:11:51,110 >> Chelsea: Mnh-mnh. I don't think so. 175 00:11:51,177 --> 00:11:55,414 >> Dr. Malone: Okay. I understand. 176 00:11:55,481 --> 00:11:57,316 Let's talk about whatever you want. 177 00:11:57,383 --> 00:11:59,385 No pressure. 178 00:12:08,828 --> 00:12:13,766 >> Chelsea: It feels like I've been running on empty 179 00:12:13,833 --> 00:12:17,837 for as long as I can remember. >> Dr. Malone: Do you mean weeks 180 00:12:17,903 --> 00:12:22,675 or months? >> Chelsea: I'm not sure, 181 00:12:22,741 --> 00:12:24,110 really. I mean, I guess if I think about 182 00:12:24,176 --> 00:12:30,149 it, um... maybe years. 183 00:12:30,216 --> 00:12:31,984 I've been running from my emotions, 184 00:12:32,051 --> 00:12:38,124 really, since I was young. I mean, 185 00:12:38,190 --> 00:12:40,726 as far back as I can remember, like -- like, being a teenager, 186 00:12:40,793 --> 00:12:44,797 I remember having these feelings that were 187 00:12:44,864 --> 00:12:50,903 unpredictable and dangerous. >> Dr. Malone: In what way? 188 00:12:50,970 --> 00:12:56,075 >> Chelsea: Like, they were threatening to overtake me, 189 00:12:56,142 --> 00:12:59,645 and I had to fend them off. >> Dr. Malone: How did you do 190 00:12:59,712 --> 00:13:03,382 that? >> Chelsea: Well, I mean, any 191 00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:08,120 way I could think of, you know, just keeping busy. 192 00:13:10,890 --> 00:13:14,693 I ran cons when I was a kid or, you know, 193 00:13:14,760 --> 00:13:18,430 getting into relationships, dramas that would keep my mind 194 00:13:18,497 --> 00:13:23,669 so busy that I wouldn't have time to stop and feel. 195 00:13:26,939 --> 00:13:35,047 I spent many years like that. I know it wasn't, um... 196 00:13:37,716 --> 00:13:40,519 It wasn't until I had my stroke that I finally just, like, 197 00:13:40,586 --> 00:13:46,759 couldn't escape myself. And recently it's felt like... 198 00:13:46,825 --> 00:13:53,899 [ Sighs ] Like no matter how fast I run, 199 00:13:53,966 --> 00:14:01,307 the pain and the darkness is just faster. 200 00:14:04,243 --> 00:14:12,618 And the other night, I just... I just couldn't run anymore. 201 00:14:12,685 --> 00:14:15,521 >> Dr. Malone: What did that feel like? 202 00:14:15,588 --> 00:14:20,392 >> Chelsea: [ Sighs ] I'm just so tired. 203 00:14:24,697 --> 00:14:27,733 And I couldn't take the pain any longer. 204 00:14:30,402 --> 00:14:34,540 >> Nate: What else would you like to discuss? 205 00:14:34,607 --> 00:14:38,077 >> Amanda: For starters, did you even consider the potential 206 00:14:38,143 --> 00:14:40,512 legal trouble that you'd be setting yourself up for? 207 00:14:40,579 --> 00:14:42,448 And Victoria and Newman by feeding them 208 00:14:42,514 --> 00:14:45,117 confidential information that would help them take 209 00:14:45,184 --> 00:14:46,919 control of Chancellor-Winters? >> Nate: Hm, that's funny, 210 00:14:46,986 --> 00:14:48,654 because I never said I was talking to Victoria. 211 00:14:48,721 --> 00:14:52,224 >> Amanda: Okay. Fine. For the sake of argument, 212 00:14:52,291 --> 00:14:54,893 let's say that it was some other CEO and not the company 213 00:14:54,960 --> 00:14:58,464 that you're going to work for. The risk to you 214 00:14:58,530 --> 00:15:01,800 and Company X remains the same. >> Nate: What risk? 215 00:15:01,867 --> 00:15:05,170 Nothing came of it. I told Devon and Lily and Billy 216 00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:07,873 before it ever got that far. So your warnings are late 217 00:15:07,940 --> 00:15:11,076 and pointless. >> Amanda: Alright. 218 00:15:11,143 --> 00:15:14,246 Okay, fine. Let's put the business aspect 219 00:15:14,313 --> 00:15:18,217 of this aside for now. Let me ask you this. 220 00:15:18,284 --> 00:15:20,753 Do you have any idea how deeply you've hurt Devon? 221 00:15:20,819 --> 00:15:23,122 Have you tried to make things right with him? 222 00:15:23,188 --> 00:15:29,695 Are you even planning to? >> Victoria: I don't, and I 223 00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:33,866 don't for one second regret how we reacted to Chelsea 224 00:15:33,932 --> 00:15:38,037 pushing to have some sort of connection with Johnny. 225 00:15:38,103 --> 00:15:41,774 My job is is to parent him, and that comes first. 226 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:43,942 I still think that I made the right decision insisting that 227 00:15:44,009 --> 00:15:47,479 Chelsea accept that Johnny's the one who gets to decide 228 00:15:47,546 --> 00:15:51,450 how he wants to connect with her in the future. 229 00:15:51,517 --> 00:15:54,053 >> Billy: No, no, I agree. I'm not arguing that point. 230 00:15:54,119 --> 00:15:58,257 >> Victoria: And she agreed to it at the time, if you remember. 231 00:15:58,324 --> 00:16:01,060 And then when we told Johnny that she was his biological 232 00:16:01,126 --> 00:16:05,798 mother, she just changed her mind. 233 00:16:05,864 --> 00:16:07,566 >> Billy: Well, I think she was a little surprised 234 00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:10,502 he had such a negative reaction, Vick. 235 00:16:10,569 --> 00:16:13,772 I mean, it obviously really threw her. 236 00:16:13,839 --> 00:16:15,941 >> Victoria: I'm sorry. I'm sorry if she's having a hard 237 00:16:16,008 --> 00:16:17,676 time with this. I really am. 238 00:16:17,743 --> 00:16:19,211 And that she's having more feelings about it 239 00:16:19,278 --> 00:16:21,647 that she realized. But we're all having 240 00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:25,551 very intense feelings about this and our son is upset 241 00:16:25,617 --> 00:16:28,087 and I'm going to respect that and protect it. 242 00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:29,822 And according to you, Chelsea understood that. 243 00:16:29,888 --> 00:16:32,658 She admitted that she went too far when she -- when 244 00:16:32,725 --> 00:16:36,595 she spoke to Johnny directly. >> Billy: You're right. 245 00:16:36,662 --> 00:16:41,900 >> Victoria: I'm right? Did you ask me if I'm upset 246 00:16:41,967 --> 00:16:45,371 because you are sincerely curious, 247 00:16:45,437 --> 00:16:48,507 or do you expect me to feel guilty about how Chelsea 248 00:16:48,574 --> 00:16:54,313 is affected by all of this? >> Billy: I'm not blaming 249 00:16:54,380 --> 00:16:57,950 anyone, Vick. I'm not pointing any fingers. 250 00:16:58,016 --> 00:16:59,985 You know, maybe I'm the one that's projecting. 251 00:17:00,052 --> 00:17:03,589 Maybe I'm the one that feels guilty. 252 00:17:03,655 --> 00:17:07,893 I can't help but wonder that there's probably a different way 253 00:17:07,960 --> 00:17:14,533 that I could've handled this. >> Esther: I think that Devon 254 00:17:14,600 --> 00:17:17,035 has been working from home occasionally because of the 255 00:17:17,102 --> 00:17:21,473 baby. Dominic is so cute. 256 00:17:21,540 --> 00:17:23,876 I wish he'd bring that little dumpling to the 257 00:17:23,942 --> 00:17:26,578 office more often so that I could babysit. 258 00:17:26,645 --> 00:17:29,648 I can answer the phones and take care of that cutie pie. 259 00:17:29,715 --> 00:17:31,617 >> Lily: Yeah, yeah, that's actually a great idea. 260 00:17:31,683 --> 00:17:35,487 I'll let Devon know. >> Jill: [ Chuckles ] 261 00:17:35,554 --> 00:17:41,193 Speaking of answering phones, I think I hear one ringing. 262 00:17:41,260 --> 00:17:52,938 >> Esther: I'll go check. >> Jill: Okay. 263 00:17:53,005 --> 00:17:55,641 [ Bag thuds ] Where's Billy? 264 00:17:55,707 --> 00:17:59,311 I've been calling and calling. He hasn't answered. 265 00:17:59,378 --> 00:18:04,716 I figured, with Nate's mutiny, he would be here day and night, 266 00:18:04,783 --> 00:18:08,520 filling in as the last remaining COO. 267 00:18:08,587 --> 00:18:12,191 >> Lily: Uh...I really think that you should speak to Billy 268 00:18:12,257 --> 00:18:14,660 directly. >> Jill: Yeah, well, 269 00:18:14,726 --> 00:18:19,231 I'm not asking Billy. I'm asking you, as the CEO, 270 00:18:19,298 --> 00:18:24,870 where is your COO? >> Lily: You're right. 271 00:18:24,937 --> 00:18:28,607 You're right. I am the CEO, 272 00:18:28,674 --> 00:18:33,979 so it's my responsibility to inform you... 273 00:18:34,046 --> 00:18:36,381 Billy has resigned. 274 00:18:45,023 --> 00:18:48,660 >> Jill: You're telling me that my son up and quit? 275 00:18:48,727 --> 00:18:51,029 >> Lily: I think that you should speak to him so he can explain 276 00:18:51,096 --> 00:18:52,998 his reasons. >> Jill: Oh, I will. 277 00:18:53,065 --> 00:18:56,201 Believe me, we will have that conversation. 278 00:18:56,268 --> 00:18:59,071 This is so disappointing. No, I take it back. 279 00:18:59,137 --> 00:19:02,741 It is so infuriating. >> Lily: Okay, Jill. 280 00:19:02,808 --> 00:19:05,010 I promise you, I have things under control. 281 00:19:05,077 --> 00:19:08,013 >> Jill: Well, it is still outrageous, and his timing is 282 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:11,783 impeccable, isn't it? He's leaving you down two COOs. 283 00:19:11,850 --> 00:19:16,088 >> Lily: Okay, look, I know that it's frustrating. 284 00:19:16,154 --> 00:19:19,725 Trust me, I do. But let me take off my CEO 285 00:19:19,791 --> 00:19:23,929 hat for a minute and speak as somebody who loves Billy. 286 00:19:23,996 --> 00:19:26,899 This is clearly what he needs, okay? 287 00:19:26,965 --> 00:19:28,967 He's been wanting to walk away for a while. 288 00:19:29,034 --> 00:19:32,404 He's -- He is not passionate about his work here. 289 00:19:32,471 --> 00:19:34,740 >> Jill: Well, that may be, you know, but there are certain 290 00:19:34,806 --> 00:19:37,643 realities that we all have to face, don't we? 291 00:19:37,709 --> 00:19:40,646 One of them being that this company is at a critical point 292 00:19:40,712 --> 00:19:44,216 in its development and losing two senior executives 293 00:19:44,283 --> 00:19:48,587 is not good, Lily. Oh, and the reasons for these 294 00:19:48,654 --> 00:19:50,956 exits? They're even worse. 295 00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:54,426 I mean, Nate gets fired 'cause he's a traitor, 296 00:19:54,493 --> 00:19:58,363 and Billy resigns because he just can't figure out 297 00:19:58,430 --> 00:20:00,599 his life yet. >> Lily: Well, I don't think 298 00:20:00,666 --> 00:20:02,801 Billy is as flaky as you're making him sound. 299 00:20:02,868 --> 00:20:04,770 >> Jill: Yeah, well, I don't know about that 300 00:20:04,836 --> 00:20:08,874 because he's not a college kid looking for a gap year, is he? 301 00:20:08,941 --> 00:20:11,476 He should've had the good sense to stick around 302 00:20:11,543 --> 00:20:13,612 and help you through this as somebody who loves you. 303 00:20:13,679 --> 00:20:16,648 >> Lily: He wanted to. He did. I was the one who urged him 304 00:20:16,715 --> 00:20:18,750 to go. I didn't want him here. 305 00:20:18,817 --> 00:20:20,953 His head and heart weren't in it. 306 00:20:21,019 --> 00:20:23,488 You know, it honestly made things harder. 307 00:20:23,555 --> 00:20:28,727 >> Jill: I'm so ashamed of my son, and I'm just -- 308 00:20:28,794 --> 00:20:32,230 I'm so sorry on your behalf. One of the reasons that I wanted 309 00:20:32,297 --> 00:20:36,068 him to work alongside you was to give him focus. 310 00:20:36,134 --> 00:20:39,538 I thought this company would give him a sense of purpose. 311 00:20:39,605 --> 00:20:41,573 [ Sighs ] What's he going to do 312 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:49,948 with his time now? >> Billy: Dr. Malone, hi. 313 00:20:50,015 --> 00:20:54,786 I'm actually really glad I ran into you. 314 00:20:54,853 --> 00:20:57,155 I just wanted to see how Chelsea's feeling 315 00:20:57,222 --> 00:21:00,258 before I go in there and -- and say hi. 316 00:21:00,325 --> 00:21:03,629 And, uh [sighs] I guess I just want to 317 00:21:03,695 --> 00:21:06,298 understand how I can help. You know, is there certain 318 00:21:06,365 --> 00:21:09,501 things that I should say or -- or not say? 319 00:21:09,568 --> 00:21:11,870 >> Dr. Malone: You know, the most important thing is that she 320 00:21:11,937 --> 00:21:14,373 knows that she has people who support her and are concerned 321 00:21:14,439 --> 00:21:17,442 about her but who aren't judging her. 322 00:21:17,509 --> 00:21:20,679 >> Billy: Right. Yeah, I think I can say 323 00:21:20,746 --> 00:21:26,251 I'm all those things. You know, I just can't stop 324 00:21:26,318 --> 00:21:34,393 thinking about how I would feel if she had died, and I'm just 325 00:21:34,459 --> 00:21:37,896 really glad she didn't. >> Dr. Malone: Tell her that 326 00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:40,899 you're glad she's alive. >> Billy: Really? 327 00:21:40,966 --> 00:21:43,135 It's not going to, I don't know, make her feel embarrassed or 328 00:21:43,201 --> 00:21:44,870 bring her back to that night? >> Dr. Malone: In my opinion, 329 00:21:44,936 --> 00:21:47,339 it's not helpful for her to hide from what happened. 330 00:21:47,406 --> 00:21:50,742 I told her as much. Knowing that she has people in 331 00:21:50,809 --> 00:21:53,712 her life who care about her is going to offer her the glimmer 332 00:21:53,779 --> 00:21:58,583 of hope she needs right now. >> Billy: Okay. Thank you. 333 00:22:00,452 --> 00:22:03,588 [ Sighs ] >> Nate: Wow. 334 00:22:03,655 --> 00:22:06,324 It's pretty damn easy to come back to town 335 00:22:06,391 --> 00:22:09,061 after not being a part of everything that went down 336 00:22:09,127 --> 00:22:11,663 and cast your judgment. >> Amanda: And I can imagine 337 00:22:11,730 --> 00:22:14,132 that you have plenty of reasons lined up in your head why you 338 00:22:14,199 --> 00:22:16,134 had no choice but to do something that extreme. 339 00:22:16,201 --> 00:22:18,136 >> Nate: You've only heard Devon's side of things. 340 00:22:18,203 --> 00:22:21,173 >> Amanda: Okay, then help me understand. 341 00:22:21,239 --> 00:22:23,208 Before I left town, I knew that you and Devon 342 00:22:23,275 --> 00:22:26,178 had tension at work, but you put all that aside 343 00:22:26,244 --> 00:22:28,213 to help me and Imani during our crisis with Naya. 344 00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:30,682 >> Nate: Of course. You were dealing with an 345 00:22:30,749 --> 00:22:33,318 emergency, and we felt for you. >> Amanda: Well, if you can come 346 00:22:33,385 --> 00:22:36,988 together for us, why not for yourselves? 347 00:22:37,055 --> 00:22:40,292 Nate, it breaks my heart that this feud between 348 00:22:40,358 --> 00:22:42,961 the two of you has escalated since I've been gone. 349 00:22:43,028 --> 00:22:45,063 It's a tragedy for everyone involved, and I don't think 350 00:22:45,130 --> 00:22:48,600 it needs to be that way. So is there some way 351 00:22:48,667 --> 00:22:51,937 that I can bridge the gap between the two of you? 352 00:23:00,679 --> 00:23:02,581 >> Chance: Hey, Louise. >> Louise: Hey, Chance. 353 00:23:02,647 --> 00:23:05,684 >> Chance: Do you know if Abby's at home with Dom, maybe napping 354 00:23:05,751 --> 00:23:07,719 or something like that? Called her a few times, 355 00:23:07,786 --> 00:23:09,788 and she hasn't got back to me. >> Louise: Oh, no, Abby took Dom 356 00:23:09,855 --> 00:23:14,659 to see Devon. >> ♪ Yeah ♪ 357 00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:18,597 ♪ I'm all in your feeling, don't have no place to go ♪ 358 00:23:18,663 --> 00:23:23,935 ♪ You're sharing your pain, a pain I also know ♪ 359 00:23:24,002 --> 00:23:29,307 ♪ It takes your breath away, the lights are turned down low ♪ 360 00:23:29,374 --> 00:23:33,345 ♪ But I know that I really see you ♪ 361 00:23:33,411 --> 00:23:43,555 ♪ Maybe just for tonight I can sing you a lullaby ♪ 362 00:23:43,622 --> 00:23:54,232 ♪ Maybe just for tonight we can explore this other side ♪ 363 00:23:54,299 --> 00:24:02,507 [ Vocalizing ] ♪ Just for tonight ♪ 364 00:24:09,147 --> 00:24:12,217 >> "The Young and the Restless" will continue. 365 00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:38,610 >> Nate: Look... I know I made a mistake. 366 00:24:38,677 --> 00:24:40,712 It's why I went to everyone at Chancellor-Winters 367 00:24:40,779 --> 00:24:44,115 and admitted what I had done. But that mistake grew out 368 00:24:44,182 --> 00:24:47,652 of months of Devon criticizing and blocking me every time 369 00:24:47,719 --> 00:24:52,490 I tried to advance my ideas, which I thought was the job 370 00:24:52,557 --> 00:24:55,560 I was hired to do. >> Amanda: Well, did it ever 371 00:24:55,627 --> 00:24:58,096 occur to you that Devon was just doing his job? 372 00:24:58,163 --> 00:24:59,998 >> Nate: Yes, that's what a lot of people have told me, 373 00:25:00,065 --> 00:25:03,869 but I just got frustrated and thought I found a solution, 374 00:25:03,935 --> 00:25:06,438 something that would show I had good ideas that would 375 00:25:06,504 --> 00:25:09,541 serve the company well and help us all thrive. 376 00:25:09,608 --> 00:25:12,444 >> Amanda: By making a deal with a competitor to acquire us 377 00:25:12,510 --> 00:25:13,845 and install you as CEO? Nate. 378 00:25:13,912 --> 00:25:16,715 >> Nate: I said I know I was wrong. 379 00:25:16,781 --> 00:25:19,584 I made several attempts to make amends to Devon, 380 00:25:19,651 --> 00:25:21,686 and we tried to talk things through, 381 00:25:21,753 --> 00:25:26,358 but we kept hitting an impasse. >> Amanda: And by "we," 382 00:25:26,424 --> 00:25:30,262 I'm sure you mean Devon. >> Nate: Look, you're clearly 383 00:25:30,328 --> 00:25:32,397 on Devon's side, so I don't even know why I keep 384 00:25:32,464 --> 00:25:37,168 trying to explain myself to you, but I will make one last point. 385 00:25:37,235 --> 00:25:40,272 I believe part of the reason Devon's been so antagonistic 386 00:25:40,338 --> 00:25:42,641 towards me is that he's still holding on 387 00:25:42,707 --> 00:25:46,077 to his memories of working with his father. 388 00:25:46,144 --> 00:25:50,448 That's an ideal I can never live up to, nor would I even try. 389 00:25:50,515 --> 00:25:52,684 I've tried to broach the subject with him, but it's not 390 00:25:52,751 --> 00:25:54,719 something he's willing to hear. >> Amanda: Yeah, I can imagine 391 00:25:54,786 --> 00:25:56,688 why. >> Nate: And he won't even 392 00:25:56,755 --> 00:26:01,293 entertain the notion. And I can't force him to. 393 00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:03,328 Look, Amanda, I'm not going to sit here 394 00:26:03,395 --> 00:26:05,964 and continue to argue with you about what I did 395 00:26:06,031 --> 00:26:10,201 or why I did it. In retrospect, 396 00:26:10,268 --> 00:26:13,438 I wish I would've gone about things in a different way. 397 00:26:13,505 --> 00:26:16,741 I wish I could fix it, but right now I don't even think 398 00:26:16,808 --> 00:26:23,815 that's possible. [ Knock on door ] 399 00:26:26,151 --> 00:26:30,455 >> Billy: Hey. Can I come in? 400 00:26:30,522 --> 00:26:34,092 >> Chelsea: You know, you don't have to visit. 401 00:26:34,159 --> 00:26:37,862 I don't want you to feel bad for me or feel responsible for me. 402 00:26:37,929 --> 00:26:42,434 >> Billy: Well, I'm your friend, and this is where I want to be, 403 00:26:42,500 --> 00:26:45,704 so I'm not going anywhere. And if you decide 404 00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:47,405 to kick me out, I'm literally just going to wait 405 00:26:47,472 --> 00:26:50,342 on the other side of the door until you let me back in. 406 00:26:50,408 --> 00:26:53,578 >> Chelsea: [ Breathes deeply ] Sorry. 407 00:26:53,645 --> 00:26:57,148 My life is such a mess, and I'm sorry I dragged you into it. 408 00:26:57,215 --> 00:27:02,087 I bet you wish you never ran into me on that roof. 409 00:27:02,153 --> 00:27:07,192 >> Billy: For the record, Chelsea, I didn't run into you. 410 00:27:07,258 --> 00:27:12,597 I went looking for you. And I am really glad 411 00:27:12,664 --> 00:27:16,634 that I found you. I wouldn't have been able 412 00:27:16,701 --> 00:27:18,837 to forgive myself if I didn't. >> Chelsea: Well, that's -- I 413 00:27:18,903 --> 00:27:21,973 mean, that's exactly what I don't want is for you to feel 414 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:23,141 guilty. That's just going to make me 415 00:27:23,208 --> 00:27:27,445 feel worse. >> Billy: Yeah, I apologize. 416 00:27:27,512 --> 00:27:30,849 That's not what I meant by that. You know, with the amount 417 00:27:30,915 --> 00:27:32,417 that I like to talk, I should probably have 418 00:27:32,484 --> 00:27:37,956 a better way with words. I guess what I'm trying 419 00:27:38,023 --> 00:27:45,663 to say is...I'm just really glad you didn't die. 420 00:27:45,730 --> 00:27:48,800 I'm just really grateful that you're still here. 421 00:27:54,572 --> 00:27:56,875 >> Chelsea: Dr. Malone said the same thing, but... 422 00:27:56,941 --> 00:27:59,477 [ Breathes deeply ] I don't know. 423 00:27:59,544 --> 00:28:01,513 It seemed a little disingenuous 'cause she doesn't really know 424 00:28:01,579 --> 00:28:03,915 me. Just seems like something 425 00:28:03,982 --> 00:28:06,284 therapists say. >> Billy: Yeah, well, 426 00:28:06,351 --> 00:28:10,688 I'm not a therapist, so you can hear it from me 427 00:28:10,755 --> 00:28:15,760 because I do know you, and I know you pretty well. 428 00:28:15,827 --> 00:28:20,799 And I'm just happy that you're still here, 429 00:28:20,865 --> 00:28:24,002 that you still get to be a part of my life and I get 430 00:28:24,069 --> 00:28:27,906 to continue to watch you grow. You know, I'm not the only one. 431 00:28:27,972 --> 00:28:30,975 There are so many people that love you 432 00:28:31,042 --> 00:28:34,612 and care about you. Most importantly, Connor. 433 00:28:34,679 --> 00:28:37,382 >> Chelsea: How is he? Have you seen him? 434 00:28:37,449 --> 00:28:40,018 >> Billy: Yeah, I saw him at Crimson Lights with Sharon 435 00:28:40,085 --> 00:28:42,320 today. He was actually with Adam, 436 00:28:42,387 --> 00:28:45,957 and he seemed fine. >> Chelsea: They must be 437 00:28:46,024 --> 00:28:51,563 wondering where I am. I hate worrying my little boy. 438 00:28:55,533 --> 00:28:59,037 >> Lily: [ Sighs ] Look, you are not the only 439 00:28:59,104 --> 00:29:03,208 one who's concerned about what Billy is going to do next. 440 00:29:03,274 --> 00:29:05,443 He said he wants to do something different, but he doesn't 441 00:29:05,510 --> 00:29:09,314 know what that is. And he seemed happy doing 442 00:29:09,380 --> 00:29:12,851 the podcasts, you know, but then I expressed concern 443 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:15,553 that it was pulling away from his focus at his job here, 444 00:29:15,620 --> 00:29:19,424 and so he stopped doing it so that he could devote himself 445 00:29:19,491 --> 00:29:22,460 to this place. >> Jill: And we all know 446 00:29:22,527 --> 00:29:26,064 how that turned out. >> Lily: Yeah, you know, 447 00:29:26,131 --> 00:29:29,767 maybe it was a mistake. Maybe it was. 448 00:29:29,834 --> 00:29:35,740 But he did it for me, okay, and he did it for you. 449 00:29:35,807 --> 00:29:37,609 Because he doesn't want to let you down. 450 00:29:37,675 --> 00:29:42,013 It's important to him that he shows up for you. 451 00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:45,583 >> Jill: Yes, well, if showing up for me had played a part 452 00:29:45,650 --> 00:29:47,886 in his calculations, he would be here now, 453 00:29:47,952 --> 00:29:52,624 wouldn't he? God, don't you see? 454 00:29:52,690 --> 00:29:57,162 This is just his pattern. He decides he's unhappy, 455 00:29:57,228 --> 00:30:00,632 and then he convinces himself that there's something out there 456 00:30:00,698 --> 00:30:05,003 that will ease his discomfort. Only there never is. 457 00:30:05,069 --> 00:30:06,905 >> Lily: So why do you think you should stay somewhere 458 00:30:06,971 --> 00:30:09,541 that makes him miserable? >> Jill: Of course I don't. 459 00:30:09,607 --> 00:30:12,010 Of course I want my son to be happy. 460 00:30:12,076 --> 00:30:15,280 I was just praying that this -- this restless phase 461 00:30:15,346 --> 00:30:17,682 of his was done because I've seen how it ends 462 00:30:17,749 --> 00:30:19,817 too many times. You know what? 463 00:30:19,884 --> 00:30:23,588 There is no excuse for this behavior any more. 464 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:24,689 And I'll tell you something else. 465 00:30:24,756 --> 00:30:29,761 You know, what irks me most is that he let you down. 466 00:30:29,827 --> 00:30:33,131 This is not fun for me to say as his mother, but, honey 467 00:30:33,198 --> 00:30:36,334 [sighs] you deserve better. 468 00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:47,645 >> Lily: I appreciate your concern for me. 469 00:30:47,712 --> 00:30:51,316 I do. And I know that Billy has 470 00:30:51,382 --> 00:30:56,454 his flaws, and I know that it is not my job to fix them. 471 00:30:56,521 --> 00:31:00,191 And, honestly, I don't have the time or the energy. 472 00:31:00,258 --> 00:31:05,930 I have way too much to do here. >> Jill: [ Chuckles ] 473 00:31:05,997 --> 00:31:09,834 Okay. I'm just going to come right out 474 00:31:09,901 --> 00:31:13,504 and ask you. Do you really want to wait 475 00:31:13,571 --> 00:31:20,845 around until Billy finds what he's searching for? 476 00:31:20,912 --> 00:31:23,615 >> Lily: You don't beat around the bush, do you? 477 00:31:23,681 --> 00:31:27,385 >> Jill: I don't have the time or the energy, either. 478 00:31:30,154 --> 00:31:38,463 >> Lily: Well, as I said, I love Billy, and I really, 479 00:31:38,529 --> 00:31:43,034 really hope that he finds what makes him happy. 480 00:31:43,101 --> 00:31:48,072 And I adore this company, and I'm so grateful to you 481 00:31:48,139 --> 00:31:52,577 for trusting me with it. And I am confident 482 00:31:52,644 --> 00:31:56,681 that everything will work out the way that it should. 483 00:31:56,748 --> 00:32:03,721 [ Both breathing heavily ] >> Devon: Are you okay? 484 00:32:03,788 --> 00:32:06,824 >> Abby: Yeah, yeah. >> Devon: Yeah? 485 00:32:06,891 --> 00:32:11,996 >> Abby: More than okay. I want to hold on to whatever 486 00:32:12,063 --> 00:32:19,804 this is for a little longer... feeling seen and cared for. 487 00:32:34,952 --> 00:32:38,122 >> Amanda: I do appreciate you sharing your perspective with 488 00:32:38,189 --> 00:32:41,959 me, although I still find it hard to understand why you had 489 00:32:42,026 --> 00:32:43,461 to engage in corporate espionage. 490 00:32:43,528 --> 00:32:45,096 >> Nate: So we're back to square one. 491 00:32:45,163 --> 00:32:47,965 >> Amanda: No, no, we're not. Like I said, I'm going to 492 00:32:48,032 --> 00:32:51,035 put aside my personal feelings about the situation for now to 493 00:32:51,102 --> 00:32:54,205 help you and Devon find peace. >> Nate: If you think what I did 494 00:32:54,272 --> 00:32:56,441 was so abhorrent, why would you want to help us 495 00:32:56,507 --> 00:33:01,245 reconcile? >> Amanda: Because I can see 496 00:33:01,312 --> 00:33:05,383 under all of that defensiveness there's a festering wound, 497 00:33:05,450 --> 00:33:07,852 and I know that this feud is hurting Devon way 498 00:33:07,919 --> 00:33:11,522 more than he realizes. And trust me, Nate, 499 00:33:11,589 --> 00:33:15,993 I know how complicated family dynamics can be, 500 00:33:16,060 --> 00:33:19,130 but I also know how precious it is to have those people 501 00:33:19,197 --> 00:33:21,132 in your life. >> Nate: That's a generous 502 00:33:21,199 --> 00:33:24,435 offer, but I think it's pointless to push until Devon's 503 00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:26,904 ready. >> Amanda: I'll talk to him 504 00:33:26,971 --> 00:33:32,043 Okay? >> Nate: I will say this. 505 00:33:32,110 --> 00:33:35,646 My cousin's damn lucky to have you by his side. 506 00:33:35,713 --> 00:33:40,251 >> Amanda: It would be better if we were all on the same side. 507 00:33:41,319 --> 00:33:44,455 >> Chance: Hey, man. >> Nate: How you doing, Chance? 508 00:33:52,330 --> 00:33:53,865 >> Chance: Everything alright? >> Amanda: I don't want to get 509 00:33:53,931 --> 00:33:56,834 into it right now. >> Chance: Well, in that case, 510 00:33:56,901 --> 00:33:58,136 welcome back. It's good to see you. 511 00:33:58,202 --> 00:33:59,937 >> Abby: Thank you. >> Chance: I actually stopped by 512 00:34:00,004 --> 00:34:02,140 looking for Abby. Louis said she brought Dom by 513 00:34:02,206 --> 00:34:04,108 to see Devon. >> Amanda: Oh, well, I just got 514 00:34:04,175 --> 00:34:05,710 in myself. Come. We'll surprise them. 515 00:34:05,777 --> 00:34:07,779 >> Chance: Alright. 516 00:34:15,753 --> 00:34:17,622 >> Chelsea: I know Connor and Adam are concerned 517 00:34:17,688 --> 00:34:20,691 about what happened to me. Adam's been leaving me messages. 518 00:34:20,758 --> 00:34:23,428 I just -- I just don't have it in me to return them yet. 519 00:34:23,494 --> 00:34:25,596 >> Billy: Yeah, I mean, I get it. 520 00:34:25,663 --> 00:34:28,666 I understand that, but it's probably best not 521 00:34:28,733 --> 00:34:32,570 to keep putting it off. I mean, he probably 522 00:34:32,637 --> 00:34:35,907 deserves to know where you are, and he's probably worried, 523 00:34:35,973 --> 00:34:39,310 and I can talk to him. You know I can do that. 524 00:34:39,377 --> 00:34:41,646 Or, of course, Sharon could talk to him. 525 00:34:41,712 --> 00:34:44,382 But the most important thing is that you just continue to focus 526 00:34:44,449 --> 00:34:47,752 on healing. Talk to your therapist. 527 00:34:47,819 --> 00:34:51,155 Let the staff help you in any way that they can. 528 00:34:51,222 --> 00:34:52,723 Kind of like when you're on a plane, you know? 529 00:34:52,790 --> 00:34:56,994 You got to put your oxygen mask on first. 530 00:34:57,061 --> 00:35:00,698 >> Chelsea: I promise I will take care of myself. 531 00:35:00,765 --> 00:35:05,403 [ Sighs ] But I have to talk to Adam. 532 00:35:05,470 --> 00:35:08,773 And I have to be the one to tell him what happened. 533 00:35:12,076 --> 00:35:14,979 >> Nate: [ Knocks on door ] Hey. 534 00:35:15,046 --> 00:35:19,617 Just thought I'd stop by to say hello before I go to H.R. to do 535 00:35:19,684 --> 00:35:23,588 all of my onboarding paperwork. Last chance 536 00:35:23,654 --> 00:35:25,823 to rescind your offer. >> Victoria: I know you're 537 00:35:25,890 --> 00:35:28,693 joking, but, I'm sorry, that's not funny. 538 00:35:28,759 --> 00:35:30,595 >> Nate: Note taken. Keep the office humor 539 00:35:30,661 --> 00:35:32,697 to a minimum. >> Victoria: I am so 540 00:35:32,763 --> 00:35:34,866 sincerely thrilled that you're coming on board. 541 00:35:34,932 --> 00:35:38,803 >> Nate: I am, too. More than you realize. 542 00:35:38,870 --> 00:35:41,305 >> Victoria: That sounded very loaded. 543 00:35:41,372 --> 00:35:43,441 Is there something wrong? >> Nate: Mm, no. 544 00:35:43,508 --> 00:35:44,976 The last thing you need is me lamenting 545 00:35:45,042 --> 00:35:47,078 about my personal problems. >> Victoria: Oh, no, no, no. 546 00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,347 On the contrary. I want everyone that works 547 00:35:49,413 --> 00:35:52,183 for me to feel strong and -- and confident. 548 00:35:52,250 --> 00:35:54,852 So if it helps having me to talk to, 549 00:35:54,919 --> 00:35:57,989 I consider that time well spent. So please tell me 550 00:35:58,055 --> 00:35:59,657 what's going on. >> Nate: Wow. 551 00:35:59,724 --> 00:36:01,492 It is refreshing to have a boss who wants to hear 552 00:36:01,559 --> 00:36:03,628 what's on my mind instead of telling me 553 00:36:03,694 --> 00:36:06,264 everything that's wrong with my way of thinking. 554 00:36:06,330 --> 00:36:08,633 >> Victoria: Helping you thrive is what is best for 555 00:36:08,699 --> 00:36:22,280 Newman Enterprises. [ Door closes ] 556 00:36:41,866 --> 00:36:44,802 ♪♪ 557 00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:47,805 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 558 00:36:47,872 --> 00:36:50,808 Captioning provided by Bell Dramatic Serial Company, 559 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:53,878 Sony Pictures Television and CBS, Inc.