1 00:00:13,980 --> 00:00:16,116 >> Sally: You're up bright and early. 2 00:00:16,182 --> 00:00:17,384 Of course, you have a job to get to. 3 00:00:17,450 --> 00:00:20,153 I actually get to enjoy my day. >> Adam: Well, you don't have 4 00:00:20,220 --> 00:00:23,089 to pretend like you enjoy being unemployed, 5 00:00:23,156 --> 00:00:26,326 especially when I know you too well to buy it. 6 00:00:26,393 --> 00:00:29,529 >> Sally: Well, I would enjoy taking some time off 7 00:00:29,596 --> 00:00:32,799 if I knew I had something else lined up soon. 8 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:34,367 >> Adam: Oh, I'm sure it's just a matter of time before 9 00:00:34,434 --> 00:00:39,205 recruiters blow up your phone and try to scoop you up. 10 00:00:39,272 --> 00:00:42,475 >> Sally: That has not been my experience. 11 00:00:42,542 --> 00:00:45,178 At all. >> Adam: Well, something will 12 00:00:45,245 --> 00:00:48,114 turn up. Just don't expect me to offer 13 00:00:48,181 --> 00:00:52,318 my help, because you said you do not want any. 14 00:00:52,385 --> 00:00:54,554 >> Sally: Well, good. >> Adam: You can do this on your 15 00:00:54,621 --> 00:00:56,423 own. You are smart, you like 16 00:00:56,489 --> 00:00:59,325 thinking outside the box, and you don't have a problem 17 00:00:59,392 --> 00:01:02,562 with letting people around you shine. 18 00:01:02,629 --> 00:01:06,132 Letting you go was a dreadful mistake. 19 00:01:06,199 --> 00:01:08,701 >> Sally: Hell yeah, it was. Newman Media's loss 20 00:01:08,768 --> 00:01:12,405 will be someone else's gain. >> Adam: You know, nothing would 21 00:01:12,472 --> 00:01:15,341 make me happier, seeing you get the job that you most deserve, 22 00:01:15,408 --> 00:01:19,579 Sally. >> Adam: You looked like you 23 00:01:19,646 --> 00:01:24,451 were thinking deep thoughts when I walked in. 24 00:01:24,517 --> 00:01:29,022 Is everything all right? >> Adam: I, uh -- I still 25 00:01:29,088 --> 00:01:34,127 haven't heard from Chelsea, so I'm hoping that she's all right. 26 00:01:35,061 --> 00:01:38,431 >> Dr. Malone: Were you able to sleep last night? 27 00:01:38,498 --> 00:01:42,435 >> Chelsea: Not really. I just have a lot on my mind. 28 00:01:42,502 --> 00:01:47,140 >> Dr. Malone: Do you want to talk about those thoughts? 29 00:01:47,207 --> 00:01:51,110 >> Chelsea: I just keep thinking about how I got here 30 00:01:51,177 --> 00:02:03,656 and what I need to do next. ♪♪ 31 00:02:03,723 --> 00:02:18,505 ♪♪ ♪♪ 32 00:02:18,571 --> 00:02:29,482 ♪♪ >> Sharon: Hey, thanks for 33 00:02:29,549 --> 00:02:31,451 coming. You're right on time. 34 00:02:31,518 --> 00:02:34,187 >> Billy: Thank you. I, uh -- I'm really eager to 35 00:02:34,254 --> 00:02:36,589 hear what Chelsea's therapist said. 36 00:02:36,656 --> 00:02:39,292 >> Sharon: Well, she thinks that things are moving along 37 00:02:39,359 --> 00:02:44,330 in a positive direction. >> Billy: Okay, I guess that's 38 00:02:44,397 --> 00:02:45,532 good. I mean, it's a little vague, 39 00:02:45,598 --> 00:02:49,168 but that's to be expected. >> Sharon: She was able to share 40 00:02:49,235 --> 00:02:51,704 something significant. >> Billy: Right. 41 00:02:51,771 --> 00:02:54,541 >> Sharon: Chelsea mentioned that she might be ready to tell 42 00:02:54,607 --> 00:02:59,112 Adam and Connor what's been going on and where she is. 43 00:02:59,178 --> 00:03:02,015 >> Billy: Okay. >> Sharon: The more people she 44 00:03:02,081 --> 00:03:04,450 has in her support network, the better. 45 00:03:04,517 --> 00:03:06,319 >> Billy: Yeah. >> Sharon: And I've been a 46 00:03:06,386 --> 00:03:09,055 little worried about Connor. >> Billy: Yeah, no, for sure. 47 00:03:09,122 --> 00:03:12,025 I mean -- I mean, I'm sure he's worried, as well. 48 00:03:12,091 --> 00:03:16,162 I'm sure he's wondering where his mother is and if she's okay. 49 00:03:16,229 --> 00:03:19,198 >> Sharon: But you still have reservations about bringing Adam 50 00:03:19,265 --> 00:03:25,204 into the situation. >> Jill: All right, so we have 51 00:03:25,271 --> 00:03:28,041 to figure out what we're going to do with this IPO. 52 00:03:30,243 --> 00:03:33,346 >> Lily: Um, I mean, honestly, Jill, I'm on the fence. 53 00:03:33,413 --> 00:03:35,048 Devon's completely opposed to it, 54 00:03:35,114 --> 00:03:37,150 but, I mean, after the dust with Nate settles, 55 00:03:37,216 --> 00:03:39,519 he could change his mind. >> Jill: Well, isn't it a shame 56 00:03:39,586 --> 00:03:42,055 that Billy isn't here so we could get his input, 57 00:03:42,121 --> 00:03:46,659 since he hasn't officially tendered his resignation yet? 58 00:03:46,726 --> 00:03:49,195 Okay. There's no denying it. He is avoiding me. 59 00:03:49,262 --> 00:03:52,432 He knows he's going to get the lecture of his life. 60 00:03:52,498 --> 00:03:56,603 >> Lily: Well, I guess he's doing something important. 61 00:03:56,669 --> 00:04:00,039 >> Jill: More important than the future of our company? 62 00:04:00,106 --> 00:04:04,410 >> Lily: He's helping a friend through a traumatic episode. 63 00:04:04,477 --> 00:04:08,481 >> Jill: What friend? >> Lily: Chelsea. 64 00:04:08,548 --> 00:04:12,118 >> Jill: Aha. And how worried should we be 65 00:04:12,185 --> 00:04:14,187 about that situation? 66 00:04:22,228 --> 00:04:24,297 >> Allie: We really are the perfect fit, you know? 67 00:04:24,364 --> 00:04:26,399 >> Noah: Is that because I'm hilarious, and you're working on 68 00:04:26,466 --> 00:04:28,401 cultivating your sense of humor? >> Allie: Oh, there you go, 69 00:04:28,468 --> 00:04:31,037 making jokes again, whereas I live on the land 70 00:04:31,104 --> 00:04:33,773 of logic and reason. >> Noah: Mm. 71 00:04:33,840 --> 00:04:37,644 >> Allie: I'm just saying we balance each other out. 72 00:04:37,710 --> 00:04:40,647 >> Noah: Yeah, that's true. I do like when you get creative, 73 00:04:40,713 --> 00:04:44,784 though, like that one time you got real creative 74 00:04:44,851 --> 00:04:47,387 when Jack left the house, and we had it all to ourselves. 75 00:04:47,453 --> 00:04:50,523 >> Allie: Oh. You have to stop. >> Noah: And you went 76 00:04:50,590 --> 00:04:52,125 into the kitchen. You whipped up that great 77 00:04:52,191 --> 00:04:53,226 dinner. What'd you think I was talking 78 00:04:53,292 --> 00:04:56,663 about? Oh, you're bad. Yeah. 79 00:04:56,729 --> 00:05:01,200 [ Both laugh ] >> Allie: I love you. 80 00:05:01,267 --> 00:05:03,102 Mm. You are the worst. 81 00:05:03,169 --> 00:05:05,204 You know that? >> Noah: Oh, just awful. 82 00:05:05,271 --> 00:05:07,240 And late. I do run a business now, 83 00:05:07,306 --> 00:05:09,242 you know. >> Allie: Go. Go to your club. 84 00:05:09,308 --> 00:05:12,111 I am gonna go to the lab after I answer some e-mails. 85 00:05:12,178 --> 00:05:15,381 >> Noah: Want to synchronize our watches, meet back up later? 86 00:05:15,448 --> 00:05:18,184 >> Allie: Let's wing it. >> Noah: Oh. Daredevil. 87 00:05:18,251 --> 00:05:21,454 >> Allie: Mwah. All right. Get out there. Make some money. 88 00:05:23,489 --> 00:05:38,371 >> Audra: Hey. >> Billy: Look, Sharon, I don't 89 00:05:38,438 --> 00:05:39,472 >> Audra: Hey. >> Billy: Look, Sharon, I don't 90 00:05:39,539 --> 00:05:41,741 care how this affects Adam personally, 91 00:05:41,808 --> 00:05:45,445 except for the fact that he's the one taking care of Connor. 92 00:05:45,511 --> 00:05:49,015 >> Sharon: Well, we need to let Adam know that the more honest 93 00:05:49,082 --> 00:05:51,451 and truthful we can be with Connor about what his mother's 94 00:05:51,517 --> 00:05:55,188 dealing with, the better. Being vague could just lead 95 00:05:55,254 --> 00:05:58,091 Connor to misinterpret this, misinterpret it to think 96 00:05:58,157 --> 00:06:00,026 that his mother's mental health issues are something 97 00:06:00,093 --> 00:06:03,196 that he should be ashamed of or something that he should feel 98 00:06:03,262 --> 00:06:05,064 guilty about. >> Billy: Yeah, no, that's the 99 00:06:05,131 --> 00:06:07,266 most important thing right now, is making sure that he does not 100 00:06:07,333 --> 00:06:09,135 feel responsible for the situation 101 00:06:09,202 --> 00:06:11,270 that his mother is in. >> Sharon: Okay, so we'll work 102 00:06:11,337 --> 00:06:15,241 with Adam to keep things age-appropriate, but also to put 103 00:06:15,308 --> 00:06:18,678 things in terms that Connor can understand and process, 104 00:06:18,745 --> 00:06:22,548 like his mother needed help but didn't know how to ask 105 00:06:22,615 --> 00:06:24,984 for it before. But now she's getting all 106 00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:28,521 the care and support she needs from experts and friends. 107 00:06:30,523 --> 00:06:34,460 >> Sally: Maybe Chelsea just needed some time to herself. 108 00:06:34,527 --> 00:06:37,597 >> Adam: I have a really bad feeling about this. 109 00:06:37,663 --> 00:06:39,665 And I know how this sounds, but I think Billy 110 00:06:39,732 --> 00:06:44,170 and Sharon know what's going on, and they're keeping it from me. 111 00:06:44,237 --> 00:06:47,607 [ Cellphone chimes ] [ Clears throat ] 112 00:06:47,673 --> 00:06:52,578 It's Billy. He, um... 113 00:06:52,645 --> 00:06:56,549 He wants to meet. >> Sally: Well, hopefully he 114 00:06:56,616 --> 00:06:59,552 gives you the answers that you're looking for. 115 00:06:59,619 --> 00:07:05,992 >> Adam: Yeah. Hopefully. Sally? 116 00:07:06,058 --> 00:07:14,066 >> Sally: Yes? >> Adam: Thank you. 117 00:07:27,380 --> 00:07:28,681 >> Adam: Well, I suppose I should be grateful 118 00:07:28,748 --> 00:07:32,518 that you're finally going to tell me what is going on. 119 00:07:32,585 --> 00:07:34,387 >> Billy: Adam, I'm trying to do the right thing right now, okay? 120 00:07:34,453 --> 00:07:37,023 I don't need the attitude. And I'm not about to spar with 121 00:07:37,089 --> 00:07:38,057 you. This is about Chelsea, 122 00:07:38,124 --> 00:07:41,127 not our grievances. >> Adam: Okay. 123 00:07:41,194 --> 00:07:43,129 Where's Chelsea? She okay? 124 00:07:43,196 --> 00:07:45,998 >> Sharon: Um, your instincts were right. 125 00:07:46,065 --> 00:07:49,001 Chelsea had some setbacks emotionally, 126 00:07:49,068 --> 00:07:54,073 and she's getting care now in a treatment facility. 127 00:07:57,543 --> 00:07:59,378 >> Adam: [ Scoffs ] And I'm just finding out 128 00:07:59,445 --> 00:08:03,349 about this now? I mean, do you have any idea 129 00:08:03,416 --> 00:08:05,618 how hard it has been to explain away her sudden 130 00:08:05,685 --> 00:08:07,954 disappearance to our son and to reassure him that 131 00:08:08,020 --> 00:08:12,124 his -- his mother is all right? >> Sharon: Well, I am sorry 132 00:08:12,191 --> 00:08:15,494 that we couldn't tell you everything as it was happening, 133 00:08:15,561 --> 00:08:19,365 but Chelsea was in crisis, and we had to make her the priority. 134 00:08:19,432 --> 00:08:22,034 >> Adam: I-I get that, and -- and I'm glad that she's getting 135 00:08:22,101 --> 00:08:25,104 the treatment she deserves. But what happened? 136 00:08:25,171 --> 00:08:27,607 I mean, did something precipitate this? 137 00:08:27,673 --> 00:08:31,677 And why is she in treatment and not in an outpatient therapy? 138 00:08:31,744 --> 00:08:33,579 I mean, Billy, I understand why you'd want to keep me in the 139 00:08:33,646 --> 00:08:37,216 dark on this, but come on. >> Billy: Adam, I don't envy the 140 00:08:37,283 --> 00:08:40,086 position that you're in with Connor. 141 00:08:40,152 --> 00:08:44,757 Okay, but this is not ideal for anyone, especially Chelsea. 142 00:08:44,824 --> 00:08:48,060 And things got very serious for her. 143 00:08:48,127 --> 00:08:50,296 And I'm trying to do the right thing and take my cues 144 00:08:50,363 --> 00:08:53,766 from the people that know how to handle this better than I do. 145 00:08:56,602 --> 00:09:01,540 >> Adam: When, uh -- When am I able to see her? 146 00:09:01,607 --> 00:09:03,175 >> Billy: Chelsea's therapist said that she's ready, 147 00:09:03,242 --> 00:09:05,978 and Chelsea wants to be the one to tell you everything. 148 00:09:06,045 --> 00:09:07,947 >> Adam: Well, the doctor didn't need to use you as an 149 00:09:08,014 --> 00:09:12,018 intermediary, Billy. >> Sharon: Billy is the one 150 00:09:12,084 --> 00:09:14,987 person Chelsea really trusts right now. 151 00:09:15,054 --> 00:09:17,990 We're all trying to work together here, Adam. 152 00:09:37,476 --> 00:09:40,513 >> Audra: When will you stop punishing me? 153 00:09:44,317 --> 00:09:46,018 >> Jill: I'm honestly not worried about Billy's 154 00:09:46,085 --> 00:09:49,021 involvement with Chelsea at all. I mean, apparently, she's going 155 00:09:49,088 --> 00:09:52,758 through a difficult time, and she's become a mission 156 00:09:52,825 --> 00:09:57,296 for him, while he's on his quest for self-fulfillment. 157 00:09:57,363 --> 00:09:59,298 >> Jill: Well, good, then I don't have to worry about 158 00:09:59,365 --> 00:10:02,101 that complication. I only ask because they did 159 00:10:02,168 --> 00:10:05,538 that podcast together. >> Lily: Yeah, that was another 160 00:10:05,604 --> 00:10:08,040 mission. >> Jill: Okay. 161 00:10:08,107 --> 00:10:12,478 Let's talk about the real reason that we're here. 162 00:10:12,545 --> 00:10:17,616 If we decide to move ahead and take Chancellor-Winters public, 163 00:10:17,683 --> 00:10:21,120 we have to decide what's the best way forward, 164 00:10:21,187 --> 00:10:26,425 given this nightmare situation with Nate and then Billy's 165 00:10:26,492 --> 00:10:29,395 genius decision to step down as COO. 166 00:10:29,462 --> 00:10:35,101 Because we can't have the merest hint of any instability at all 167 00:10:35,167 --> 00:10:36,535 in our executive ranks. >> Lily: Yeah, Jill, 168 00:10:36,602 --> 00:10:38,637 I completely agree with you. That's why I wanted Billy 169 00:10:38,704 --> 00:10:40,806 to step down. I don't want him staying here 170 00:10:40,873 --> 00:10:43,442 out of some misplaced guilt. >> Jill: No, no, no. 171 00:10:43,509 --> 00:10:45,311 It's not misplaced. It's where it belongs, 172 00:10:45,378 --> 00:10:48,180 right on his shoulders. >> Lily: Well, I'm the one 173 00:10:48,247 --> 00:10:51,684 who told him to leave so that it could be a clean break. 174 00:10:51,751 --> 00:10:55,321 >> Billy: Hey. Sorry I'm late. And I'm sorry that I haven't 175 00:10:55,388 --> 00:10:58,624 returned your calls. I've, uh -- I've just been -- 176 00:10:58,691 --> 00:11:03,562 I've been busy. >> Jill: Yeah, so I've heard. 177 00:11:03,629 --> 00:11:06,632 >> Billy: I know we have some pressing matters to discuss, so 178 00:11:06,699 --> 00:11:08,300 shall we? >> Jill: Well, I guess I can 179 00:11:08,367 --> 00:11:10,770 assume that it's because of that decision you made 180 00:11:10,836 --> 00:11:15,174 to totally abandon the company and Lily for no good reason. 181 00:11:15,241 --> 00:11:19,111 >> Billy: Lily knows that she still has my full support. 182 00:11:19,178 --> 00:11:21,213 >> Lily: Um, well, I have a meeting to get to, 183 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:24,650 so I will let you two discuss. Good luck. 184 00:11:29,755 --> 00:11:32,291 >> Billy: Well, I know you're upset with me, but -- 185 00:11:32,358 --> 00:11:35,561 >> Jill: Don't, don't, don't. I'm not interested in hearing 186 00:11:35,628 --> 00:11:40,266 your apology speech. I want to know what the hell 187 00:11:40,332 --> 00:11:42,334 is going on with you. 188 00:11:50,209 --> 00:11:52,445 >> Noah: Why are you doing this? >> Audra: What is it 189 00:11:52,511 --> 00:11:54,313 that you think I'm doing? >> Noah: Constantly showing up 190 00:11:54,380 --> 00:11:58,150 wherever I am, wanting to talk, insinuating yourself into my 191 00:11:58,217 --> 00:11:59,718 life. >> Audra: We were important 192 00:11:59,785 --> 00:12:01,987 to each other, even if you decided 193 00:12:02,054 --> 00:12:04,023 to walk away. >> Noah: Hey, our relationship 194 00:12:04,090 --> 00:12:06,225 was toxic. I walked away because I had to. 195 00:12:06,292 --> 00:12:08,761 >> Audra: And this is healthy? Pretending like 196 00:12:08,828 --> 00:12:10,563 we never happened? Not even acknowledging 197 00:12:10,629 --> 00:12:12,631 each other's existence? >> Noah: Oh, I'm well aware 198 00:12:12,698 --> 00:12:14,133 of your presence. You made it impossible 199 00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:16,102 not to be. >> Audra: You know, when you 200 00:12:16,168 --> 00:12:18,737 do actually talk to me, it's always like this. 201 00:12:18,804 --> 00:12:22,675 This mean tone. You get so intense and combative 202 00:12:22,741 --> 00:12:25,344 when we're around each other. >> Noah: Well, then I guess we 203 00:12:25,411 --> 00:12:29,381 should just keep our distance. >> Audra: You know, whenever I 204 00:12:29,448 --> 00:12:32,718 see you with your new girlfriend, you're never harsh 205 00:12:32,785 --> 00:12:33,853 or angry. >> Noah: Yeah, that's 'cause we 206 00:12:33,919 --> 00:12:38,390 have a healthy relationship. >> Audra: But you don't seem 207 00:12:38,457 --> 00:12:45,030 truly excited or euphoric. You're just there. 208 00:12:45,097 --> 00:12:47,566 >> Noah: Don't do that. >> Audra: Can't stand an honest 209 00:12:47,633 --> 00:12:51,604 observation from someone who knows you intimately? 210 00:12:51,670 --> 00:12:54,340 >> Noah: Look, will you just tell me what you want? 211 00:12:54,406 --> 00:12:55,641 I'm happy now, Audra. I don't want to do this 212 00:12:55,708 --> 00:13:00,980 with you anymore. >> Billy: Why don't we start 213 00:13:01,046 --> 00:13:03,082 from the top? Let's go back to how all of this 214 00:13:03,149 --> 00:13:06,752 began. >> Jill: Okay. 215 00:13:06,819 --> 00:13:10,322 You walked away from Jabot. >> Billy: And you paired me with 216 00:13:10,389 --> 00:13:14,193 Lily because you wanted me to have direction and focus. 217 00:13:14,260 --> 00:13:18,063 >> Jill: But not just focus. You were destroying all of your 218 00:13:18,130 --> 00:13:21,066 relationships. You were gambling again. 219 00:13:21,133 --> 00:13:24,170 You were in full-on self-destruct mode. 220 00:13:24,236 --> 00:13:26,372 >> Billy: And you gave me a soft place to land, 221 00:13:26,438 --> 00:13:29,341 and I will be forever grateful for that. 222 00:13:29,408 --> 00:13:32,444 Mostly because you brought Lily back into my life. 223 00:13:32,511 --> 00:13:34,580 Falling in love with her was by far the best thing 224 00:13:34,647 --> 00:13:37,650 that has come from this. >> Jill: You are so lucky she's 225 00:13:37,716 --> 00:13:41,086 willing to put up with you. >> Billy: No, I know that. 226 00:13:41,153 --> 00:13:43,389 And I'm not just talking about in our personal life. 227 00:13:43,455 --> 00:13:45,024 I mean, she is so good at her job. 228 00:13:45,090 --> 00:13:48,060 She and Devon both belong here, and they are very excited 229 00:13:48,127 --> 00:13:50,496 about expanding their family's legacies. 230 00:13:50,563 --> 00:13:54,600 >> Jill: I co-own this place. This is your legacy, too. 231 00:13:54,667 --> 00:13:57,336 >> Billy: I know that, which is why I initially threw myself 232 00:13:57,403 --> 00:14:00,239 into this and committed to it. But if I'm being honest with me 233 00:14:00,306 --> 00:14:04,443 and -- and you, I-I need something else. 234 00:14:04,510 --> 00:14:08,013 >> Jill: Well, that sounds very vague, doesn't it? 235 00:14:08,080 --> 00:14:10,316 >> Billy: I don't know what it is yet. 236 00:14:10,382 --> 00:14:14,420 I just know that I need to feel passionate about what I'm doing. 237 00:14:14,486 --> 00:14:17,523 I want to wake up in the morning and feel fired up. 238 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:20,626 And -- And I understand that I'm letting you down, 239 00:14:20,693 --> 00:14:23,629 and I'm letting Lily down. And it's not easy to admit, 240 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:26,565 but I can't stay in a position at -- at a job that just 241 00:14:26,632 --> 00:14:29,668 doesn't fill me up anymore, okay, just to simply 242 00:14:29,735 --> 00:14:36,108 appease everyone else. So go ahead. Have at it. 243 00:14:48,220 --> 00:14:51,724 [ Knock on door ] [ Door opens ] 244 00:15:32,798 --> 00:15:34,466 >> "The Young and the Restless" will continue. 245 00:15:54,753 --> 00:15:57,156 >> Chelsea: I've gone over this moment a million times in my 246 00:15:57,222 --> 00:16:00,359 mind, but I don't know what to say. 247 00:16:00,426 --> 00:16:03,529 >> Adam: Well, you -- you don't have to say anything unless 248 00:16:03,595 --> 00:16:06,565 you want to say something. >> Chelsea: How's Connor? 249 00:16:06,632 --> 00:16:09,468 >> Adam: He's okay. He misses you. 250 00:16:09,535 --> 00:16:12,304 But, uh, I'm taking care of everything. 251 00:16:12,371 --> 00:16:15,140 >> Chelsea: I knew you would. I've never been 252 00:16:15,207 --> 00:16:18,277 worried about that. I always knew, no matter 253 00:16:18,344 --> 00:16:21,980 what happened, you would always look after Connor. 254 00:16:22,047 --> 00:16:24,016 >> Adam: Well, I-I don't know how much longer I can keep up 255 00:16:24,083 --> 00:16:28,020 the, uh, "Your mom will be back soon," routine. 256 00:16:28,087 --> 00:16:30,289 But, you know, maybe the situation would be a little 257 00:16:30,356 --> 00:16:33,158 easier to navigate if I knew a little more about why you were, 258 00:16:33,225 --> 00:16:36,428 uh, here. >> Chelsea: Well, it's kind of 259 00:16:36,495 --> 00:16:42,167 hard to explain. I mean, everything was fine... 260 00:16:42,234 --> 00:16:44,236 at first. It was -- It was like a-a day at 261 00:16:44,303 --> 00:16:48,273 the beach, where everyone's on the sand 262 00:16:48,340 --> 00:16:54,046 having the time of their life, but I'm in a raft. 263 00:16:54,113 --> 00:16:58,083 And I'm okay at first, but then the waves start 264 00:16:58,150 --> 00:17:03,655 crashing in, and... nobody notices. 265 00:17:03,722 --> 00:17:08,627 And I don't want to be a burden, so I don't say anything. 266 00:17:08,694 --> 00:17:12,498 >> Adam: And no one -- no one knew how much trouble that you 267 00:17:12,564 --> 00:17:17,569 were in. >> Chelsea: I was drowning. 268 00:17:17,636 --> 00:17:25,444 Dying a little bit day by day, being dragged out by this raft, 269 00:17:25,511 --> 00:17:28,680 and -- and no one could see it. And the raft just started 270 00:17:28,747 --> 00:17:32,184 filling with water, and nothing was working. 271 00:17:36,155 --> 00:17:39,224 I think, um, you know, after Rey died, uh -- 272 00:17:42,060 --> 00:17:45,130 I really miss him. >> Adam: I know. 273 00:17:45,197 --> 00:17:49,768 I know that the two of you, you were very close. 274 00:17:49,835 --> 00:17:53,205 >> Chelsea: I did unforgivable things, yet he always saw the 275 00:17:53,272 --> 00:17:59,111 good in me. And I was mourning him. 276 00:18:01,580 --> 00:18:06,385 And then I quit my job. And then I lost Chloe. 277 00:18:06,452 --> 00:18:09,521 And then Connor was so upset with me 278 00:18:09,588 --> 00:18:13,292 because I told him about Johnny. And then I lost him, too. 279 00:18:13,358 --> 00:18:19,097 And I just feel like... I don't belong to 280 00:18:19,164 --> 00:18:23,168 anyone or anything, and I just started to feel 281 00:18:23,235 --> 00:18:29,074 really lost. And I just wanted it to go away. 282 00:18:34,179 --> 00:18:36,014 >> Adam: You wanted what to go away, Chelsea? 283 00:18:36,081 --> 00:18:41,053 >> Chelsea: The pain. My problems. 284 00:18:43,188 --> 00:18:48,026 Everything. >> Adam: [ Sighs ] 285 00:18:48,093 --> 00:18:52,097 When -- When you were on the roof, Chelsea... 286 00:18:56,768 --> 00:19:00,272 >> Chelsea: I know what you're thinking. 287 00:19:00,339 --> 00:19:01,974 >> Adam: No, no, you have -- You have no idea 288 00:19:02,040 --> 00:19:03,575 what I'm thinking. What I was thinking was -- 289 00:19:03,642 --> 00:19:09,481 was, "Thank God that Billy was there for you." 290 00:19:11,617 --> 00:19:17,122 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Chelsea, okay? I -- 291 00:19:17,189 --> 00:19:20,659 If I had known, if I had -- had seen -- 292 00:19:23,362 --> 00:19:26,265 This isn't about me. This is -- This is about you. 293 00:19:26,331 --> 00:19:31,136 You are all that matters. And if I have not told you 294 00:19:31,203 --> 00:19:36,041 that enough, I am so sorry. Okay? 295 00:19:36,108 --> 00:19:40,746 I am glad that you're still here and that you're getting the help 296 00:19:40,812 --> 00:19:52,257 that you need. >> Jill: Do you know how much 297 00:19:52,324 --> 00:19:56,228 I love you, Billy? You're brilliant, 298 00:19:56,295 --> 00:19:58,697 and you're clever. And you can talk your way 299 00:19:58,764 --> 00:20:03,335 out of anything. But when in the name of heaven 300 00:20:03,402 --> 00:20:07,272 are you going to figure out who you really are? 301 00:20:07,339 --> 00:20:08,640 >> Billy: Can't I just be a work in progress? 302 00:20:08,707 --> 00:20:12,044 >> Jill: Stop that. What the hell 303 00:20:12,110 --> 00:20:16,014 are you doing with your life? And I got to tell you, 304 00:20:16,081 --> 00:20:20,252 the last part of it, it goes at lightning speed. 305 00:20:20,319 --> 00:20:25,624 And that's why I want to take Chancellor public, okay? 306 00:20:25,691 --> 00:20:29,161 'Cause I want to look back on my career and know that 307 00:20:29,227 --> 00:20:34,132 I made a commitment, a commitment to do my very best 308 00:20:34,199 --> 00:20:37,302 and to have a really good time doing it. 309 00:20:37,369 --> 00:20:42,608 And that's what I want for you. >> Billy: I'll get there. 310 00:20:42,674 --> 00:20:43,709 >> Jill: Of course I want you happy. 311 00:20:43,775 --> 00:20:47,045 Of course I want you fulfilled. But the trouble is, 312 00:20:47,112 --> 00:20:50,649 this is not the first time that you've made an impulsive 313 00:20:50,716 --> 00:20:54,386 decision based on restlessness. >> Billy: I don't think I'm 314 00:20:54,453 --> 00:20:59,124 the same guy that I was when I was at Jabot, Mom. 315 00:20:59,191 --> 00:21:01,426 >> Jill: But you got the same issues. 316 00:21:01,493 --> 00:21:03,996 >> Billy: Yeah, right, and maybe I have to break those patterns, 317 00:21:04,062 --> 00:21:06,164 just like I have to break the pattern of -- of staying 318 00:21:06,231 --> 00:21:09,635 in an uncomfortable situation to make everybody else happy. 319 00:21:09,701 --> 00:21:11,370 >> Jill: I'm not talking about everybody else. 320 00:21:11,436 --> 00:21:17,576 I'm talking about you. Here's what I'm afraid of. 321 00:21:17,643 --> 00:21:20,012 I'm afraid that you've never really learned the truth 322 00:21:20,078 --> 00:21:25,384 about bright, shiny objects. Yeah, they're really exciting 323 00:21:25,450 --> 00:21:27,753 at first. They're really titillating. 324 00:21:27,819 --> 00:21:31,089 But, Billy, they fade. That is life. 325 00:21:31,156 --> 00:21:35,027 You have got to learn to stay engaged. 326 00:21:37,229 --> 00:21:40,666 Do you remember that word that your father used to say 327 00:21:40,732 --> 00:21:44,469 all the time? >> Billy: Stick-to-it-tiveness. 328 00:21:44,536 --> 00:21:48,440 >> Jill: Yeah, that's the one. You do remember. 329 00:21:48,507 --> 00:21:54,346 >> Billy: Yeah, I remember. I think about it often. 330 00:21:54,413 --> 00:21:58,150 I think about him often. >> Jill: There is so much to be 331 00:21:58,216 --> 00:22:02,287 said, Billy, for determination and loyalty. 332 00:22:02,354 --> 00:22:05,624 >> Billy: I think I'm a loyal person, Mom. 333 00:22:05,691 --> 00:22:07,993 And I think what I'm doing is best for this company. 334 00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:12,297 Just happens to be best for me, too. 335 00:22:12,364 --> 00:22:16,201 >> Jill: Okay. I just don't want you to come 336 00:22:16,268 --> 00:22:19,471 to the end of your life and to look back and see that you 337 00:22:19,538 --> 00:22:23,008 wasted all this time chasing after something that doesn't 338 00:22:23,075 --> 00:22:27,345 exist. It would break my heart. 339 00:22:32,250 --> 00:22:34,186 >> Lily: Hi. I hope I didn't come back too 340 00:22:34,252 --> 00:22:38,390 soon. >> Jill: I'll be in touch. 341 00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:46,732 Mm, with you, too. >> Billy: Love you. 342 00:22:53,672 --> 00:22:56,074 Well, before you ask, let me just say that that went 343 00:22:56,141 --> 00:23:01,313 about as good as it could have. >> Lily: Actually, I was going 344 00:23:01,379 --> 00:23:09,154 to ask about Chelsea. >> Audra: I want you to see me. 345 00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:10,989 To talk to me, not just push me away. 346 00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:12,190 >> Noah: Look, we've been over for a long time. 347 00:23:12,257 --> 00:23:14,559 I can't go back to what we had. >> Audra: Don't say that, 348 00:23:14,626 --> 00:23:18,096 or even think it. It has to have meant something. 349 00:23:18,163 --> 00:23:20,499 >> Noah: Audra, you thrive on chaos, and I can't live like 350 00:23:20,565 --> 00:23:22,534 that anymore, okay? It's exhausting. 351 00:23:22,601 --> 00:23:28,173 >> Audra: But it was good, too. Everything we did was new 352 00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:31,710 and exciting, and we couldn't get enough of each other. 353 00:23:31,777 --> 00:23:36,014 That kind of passion only happens once in a lifetime. 354 00:23:36,081 --> 00:23:41,186 >> Noah: Yeah. That was a long time ago. 355 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:44,723 >> Audra: Not to me. >> Noah: No. 356 00:23:44,790 --> 00:23:50,162 No, it doesn't matter. >> Audra: Those nights that you 357 00:23:50,228 --> 00:23:54,166 told me that nothing would ever keep us apart? 358 00:23:54,232 --> 00:23:56,735 That didn't matter? >> Noah: Stop. 359 00:23:56,802 --> 00:24:00,071 >> Audra: Those afternoons tangled up in each other. 360 00:24:00,138 --> 00:24:02,541 None of that mattered? >> Noah: Audra, stop. 361 00:24:02,607 --> 00:24:05,043 Or have you just forgotten everything we meant to each 362 00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:06,411 other? >> Noah: Damn it, Audra, it 363 00:24:06,478 --> 00:24:10,115 wasn't worth it! >> Audra: Don't say that. 364 00:24:10,182 --> 00:24:16,421 We mattered. We had to have mattered... 365 00:24:16,488 --> 00:24:18,156 because of the baby. 366 00:24:27,065 --> 00:24:27,966 >> Noah: What are you talking about? 367 00:24:28,033 --> 00:24:31,369 What -- What baby? >> Audra: Look, I-I never 368 00:24:31,436 --> 00:24:39,377 meant to tell you. >> Noah: Look, uh, 369 00:24:39,444 --> 00:24:43,648 will you explain this to me? >> Audra: It was near the end of 370 00:24:43,715 --> 00:24:48,687 our relationship. We were fighting more. 371 00:24:48,753 --> 00:24:51,790 Both of us were making excuses to avoid each other. 372 00:24:51,857 --> 00:24:55,727 You know, my work was suffering. I blamed you. 373 00:24:55,794 --> 00:24:57,395 You blamed me for -- for losing that show 374 00:24:57,462 --> 00:24:59,664 you were supposed to have at that gallery. 375 00:24:59,731 --> 00:25:06,037 I-I couldn't eat. Everything made me sick. 376 00:25:06,104 --> 00:25:10,742 I tried to ignore it, but then I -- 377 00:25:10,809 --> 00:25:15,547 I did the math and started remembering dates. 378 00:25:15,614 --> 00:25:20,719 Something told me to take a pregnancy test. 379 00:25:20,785 --> 00:25:31,029 It was positive. >> Noah: But why -- 380 00:25:31,096 --> 00:25:34,399 But why didn't you tell me? >> Audra: Look, I couldn't. 381 00:25:34,466 --> 00:25:37,235 Not with how miserable things were between us. 382 00:25:37,302 --> 00:25:40,772 Look, I was afraid. I-I knew how it would look, 383 00:25:40,839 --> 00:25:46,478 like I was using a pregnancy as emotional blackmail. 384 00:25:46,544 --> 00:25:51,683 I decided I'd tell you once we were in a good place again. 385 00:25:51,750 --> 00:25:56,354 Because we always made up. And then one day, 386 00:25:56,421 --> 00:25:59,424 you didn't come home. Look, and I don't know if it was 387 00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:03,995 something I did or -- or didn't do or if it was -- it wasn't 388 00:26:04,062 --> 00:26:10,302 meant to be, but... I miscarried. 389 00:26:10,368 --> 00:26:13,138 >> Noah: Oh, Audra. >> Audra: Eventually, I found 390 00:26:13,204 --> 00:26:16,107 out you moved in with a buddy, and that was the official 391 00:26:16,174 --> 00:26:21,112 end of us. You walked away 392 00:26:21,179 --> 00:26:27,118 and never turned back. And I... 393 00:26:27,185 --> 00:26:33,158 I lost everything. I lost the baby, 394 00:26:33,224 --> 00:26:40,432 and I lost you. >> Billy: You have a right to 395 00:26:40,498 --> 00:26:44,502 know about Chelsea. And what happened to her 396 00:26:44,569 --> 00:26:51,276 was the culmination of many things in her life. 397 00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:54,412 >> Lily: So, this incident that you mentioned, 398 00:26:54,479 --> 00:26:58,183 the reason that you feel so compelled to help her -- 399 00:26:58,249 --> 00:27:00,552 >> Billy: Yes, that's right. >> Lily: I just -- 400 00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:05,156 I feel like there's more to it. >> Billy: Lily, she's going 401 00:27:05,223 --> 00:27:08,093 through a rough patch. >> Yeah, and it requires 402 00:27:08,159 --> 00:27:10,161 you to be available to her day and night? 403 00:27:10,228 --> 00:27:12,998 >> Billy: Well, it did, yeah. >> Lily: It did. 404 00:27:13,064 --> 00:27:16,668 Okay, so that's past tense. So are things resolved now? 405 00:27:16,735 --> 00:27:21,006 >> Billy: Adam is involved now. And so I'm hoping that he's 406 00:27:21,072 --> 00:27:23,308 going to do the right thing and support her in the way that she 407 00:27:23,375 --> 00:27:25,176 needs. Although I'm a little concerned 408 00:27:25,243 --> 00:27:26,978 that he's actually going to follow through. 409 00:27:27,045 --> 00:27:28,446 >> Lily: Well, I'm sure he'll step up for her. 410 00:27:28,513 --> 00:27:30,248 She's the mother of his child. >> Adam: Right. 411 00:27:30,315 --> 00:27:32,350 Well, you know, he's going to do his best, 412 00:27:32,417 --> 00:27:34,719 but he has a history of making her life worse. 413 00:27:34,786 --> 00:27:36,287 >> Lily: Yeah, she does, too, Billy. 414 00:27:36,354 --> 00:27:38,390 She tried to frame him for attempted murder. 415 00:27:38,456 --> 00:27:40,592 >> Billy: Yeah, there's a lot of extenuating circumstances, 416 00:27:40,658 --> 00:27:42,761 but at the end of the day, they all lead back to Adam. 417 00:27:42,827 --> 00:27:44,996 >> Lily: Right, which is why I think that you should stay away 418 00:27:45,063 --> 00:27:46,598 from their dysfunctional relationship. 419 00:27:46,664 --> 00:27:49,100 >> Billy: And I would. In any other situation, 420 00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:51,669 I would 100% agree with you. But I can't, in good faith, 421 00:27:51,736 --> 00:27:55,040 wash my hands of Chelsea when she's in this vulnerable state. 422 00:27:58,076 --> 00:28:01,946 >> Lily: I just -- I wonder sometimes, 423 00:28:02,013 --> 00:28:05,316 is your concern for her wellbeing -- 424 00:28:05,383 --> 00:28:09,020 does it have more to do with your hatred for Adam? 425 00:28:09,087 --> 00:28:11,589 'Cause, I mean, it's almost like you want to be the only one that 426 00:28:11,656 --> 00:28:13,124 can help her. So then that way, you can rub it 427 00:28:13,191 --> 00:28:15,994 in his face. >> Billy: Do you really think 428 00:28:16,061 --> 00:28:17,328 that I would do something like that? 429 00:28:17,395 --> 00:28:20,165 >> Lily: I mean, maybe not intentionally. 430 00:28:20,231 --> 00:28:23,268 >> Billy: I'm not looking to be her hero, okay? 431 00:28:23,334 --> 00:28:26,071 I'm trying my best, and I'm -- I'm sure 432 00:28:26,137 --> 00:28:29,307 I'm going to make mistakes. >> Lily: Yeah, 433 00:28:29,374 --> 00:28:32,277 well, it seems like you've been her savior so far. 434 00:28:36,147 --> 00:28:39,651 >> Billy: Lily, I was the right guy at the right time 435 00:28:39,717 --> 00:28:43,988 when she needed me. And maybe that's because I know 436 00:28:44,055 --> 00:28:49,160 how she feels. She's in a dark, lonely place, 437 00:28:49,227 --> 00:28:52,097 and she -- she doesn't feel like she can get out of it. 438 00:28:52,163 --> 00:28:55,166 I know what it feels like to -- to feel like you got no one to 439 00:28:55,233 --> 00:28:57,502 turn to, to feel like no one understands you, 440 00:28:57,569 --> 00:29:01,940 like you're forgotten, like you're invisible, okay? 441 00:29:02,006 --> 00:29:06,144 And it hurts. It hurts like hell. 442 00:29:09,414 --> 00:29:14,285 >> Chelsea: I was afraid you'd be angry or disappointed. 443 00:29:14,352 --> 00:29:17,689 >> Adam: Why? >> Chelsea: Connor. 444 00:29:17,755 --> 00:29:19,724 I almost did something that would have changed his life 445 00:29:19,791 --> 00:29:23,194 forever in a million horrible ways. 446 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:28,199 >> Adam: I am not angry. Okay? 447 00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:34,539 You must have been in so much pain, Chelsea. 448 00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,441 You're a good mother. >> Chelsea: You don't have to 449 00:29:36,508 --> 00:29:39,144 say that. >> Adam: It's true, okay? 450 00:29:39,210 --> 00:29:42,046 I know that you would do anything for our son. 451 00:29:42,113 --> 00:29:45,383 You would move heaven and earth, and you would do everything 452 00:29:45,450 --> 00:29:47,986 in your power to never be away from him. 453 00:29:48,052 --> 00:29:50,255 >> Chelsea: He's the best thing I've ever done. 454 00:29:50,321 --> 00:29:55,393 >> Adam: He's a great kid. Because of you. 455 00:29:55,460 --> 00:30:00,298 >> Chelsea: But other things started to fill my head and -- 456 00:30:03,134 --> 00:30:06,004 >> Adam: Chelsea, you can tell me. 457 00:30:06,070 --> 00:30:18,016 You can trust me. >> Sally: Yeah, thank you so 458 00:30:18,082 --> 00:30:20,518 much for reaching out to me. It's wonderful to know 459 00:30:20,585 --> 00:30:24,189 that my name is out there and the buzz is positive. 460 00:30:24,255 --> 00:30:27,025 Modesty hasn't always been my strong suit, but I have been 461 00:30:27,091 --> 00:30:29,494 so busy leading Newman Media that I haven't even had 462 00:30:29,561 --> 00:30:32,597 any time to pay attention to any of the praise. 463 00:30:32,664 --> 00:30:34,666 I mean, don't get me wrong, I-I'm very thankful for it. 464 00:30:34,732 --> 00:30:37,068 But it is not the reason why I do the work. 465 00:30:37,135 --> 00:30:40,138 You know, I do it because I love it -- 466 00:30:40,205 --> 00:30:43,107 you know, the crazy long hours, the excitement, 467 00:30:43,174 --> 00:30:45,577 coming up with the solutions to challenges, 468 00:30:45,643 --> 00:30:48,079 and leading by example. You know, it's -- it's the 469 00:30:48,146 --> 00:30:51,349 dream. No, I'm really, really glad 470 00:30:51,416 --> 00:30:53,218 that you reached out. It's nice to know that there's 471 00:30:53,284 --> 00:30:55,119 interest. I mean, look, the position is -- 472 00:30:55,186 --> 00:30:58,790 is absolutely spectacular. Sorry. 473 00:30:58,856 --> 00:31:02,093 Um, but to tell you the truth, there are actually a few other 474 00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:04,162 offers that I'm considering at the moment. 475 00:31:04,229 --> 00:31:06,764 But I will definitely keep you in mind. 476 00:31:06,831 --> 00:31:10,301 Yeah, sure. Absolutely. No, thank you. Thank you. 477 00:31:10,368 --> 00:31:13,104 You, too. And best of luck. And thank you again 478 00:31:13,171 --> 00:31:15,173 for reaching out to me. >> Jill: [ Laughs ] 479 00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:18,576 >> Sally: Okay. Bye. >> Jill: So, was that for real, 480 00:31:18,643 --> 00:31:24,148 or was that just a terrific performance for my benefit? 481 00:31:24,215 --> 00:31:25,016 >> Sally: [ Chuckles ] 482 00:31:33,124 --> 00:31:35,260 >> Audra: It was the most difficult thing I've ever had 483 00:31:35,326 --> 00:31:41,332 to go through. The hardest time of my life. 484 00:31:43,334 --> 00:31:47,272 And I did it alone. >> Noah: Audra, I swear, if I'd 485 00:31:47,338 --> 00:31:48,740 have known -- >> Audra: Look, I'm not blaming 486 00:31:48,806 --> 00:31:52,043 you. I guess I just need to know 487 00:31:52,110 --> 00:31:59,584 that I didn't go through all of that pain and loss 488 00:31:59,651 --> 00:32:03,154 and sadness because of someone who never 489 00:32:03,221 --> 00:32:09,093 even gave a damn about me. >> Noah: I'm sorry. 490 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:24,042 I'm so sorry. >> Sally: Well, I could tell you 491 00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:25,510 I'm so sorry. >> Sally: Well, I could tell you 492 00:32:25,576 --> 00:32:26,711 that I was speaking with a top recruiter who's looking to fill 493 00:32:26,778 --> 00:32:29,714 an executive position, and I am at the top of their list. 494 00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:33,651 >> Jill: Yeah, you could. >> Sally: Or I-I guess 495 00:32:33,718 --> 00:32:37,488 I could just tell you the truth. Yes. You caught me. 496 00:32:37,555 --> 00:32:40,258 I'm not really great at introductions, so that was my 497 00:32:40,325 --> 00:32:43,328 clumsy way of introducing myself, because I know who you 498 00:32:43,394 --> 00:32:45,096 are. >> Jill: Oh, we don't need an 499 00:32:45,163 --> 00:32:50,668 introduction, Ms. Sally Spectra. My Lord, you are every bit as 500 00:32:50,735 --> 00:32:55,039 brazen as I was led to believe. >> Sally: Oh, so my 501 00:32:55,106 --> 00:32:59,143 reputation precedes me. >> Jill: It sure does. 502 00:32:59,210 --> 00:33:02,146 >> Sally: Well, the co-owner of Chancellor-Winters is taking 503 00:33:02,213 --> 00:33:04,515 the time to meet with me, so I guess I would consider 504 00:33:04,582 --> 00:33:07,719 a little embarrassment an acceptable trade. 505 00:33:07,785 --> 00:33:13,157 >> Jill: Good. Okay. So... Tell me how it happened. 506 00:33:13,224 --> 00:33:15,059 >> Sally: You want to know how I got fired? 507 00:33:15,126 --> 00:33:18,296 >> Jill: No, no, no, no. I want you to tell me how 508 00:33:18,363 --> 00:33:23,067 you lasted as long as you did over there at Newman Media. 509 00:33:23,134 --> 00:33:25,103 >> Sally: Well, I definitely consider my tenure there 510 00:33:25,169 --> 00:33:27,171 one of my greatest accomplishments. 511 00:33:27,238 --> 00:33:32,410 >> Jill: As well you should. So, you have time to chat, 512 00:33:32,477 --> 00:33:36,414 don't you? >> Sally: Uh, uh, I -- 513 00:33:36,481 --> 00:33:40,485 Yes, I think I could find the time. 514 00:33:40,551 --> 00:33:45,523 >> Chelsea: I've just talked so much today already. 515 00:33:45,590 --> 00:33:52,630 Oh, the therapy, it's endless. >> Adam: Okay. 516 00:33:52,697 --> 00:33:58,136 Well, we can -- we just sit here if you like. 517 00:33:58,202 --> 00:33:59,804 But I want you to know I'm going to be there 518 00:33:59,871 --> 00:34:03,107 to help you with Connor every step of the way. 519 00:34:03,174 --> 00:34:06,043 >> Chelsea: I should talk to my doctor and get advice 520 00:34:06,110 --> 00:34:07,979 on how to tell him the truth. I'm sure 521 00:34:08,045 --> 00:34:11,315 she's been through this before. >> Adam: All right, sure. 522 00:34:11,382 --> 00:34:14,619 Just let me know what you need. I mean, whatever you need, 523 00:34:14,685 --> 00:34:18,656 day or night, I will be wherever you need me to be. 524 00:34:18,723 --> 00:34:23,027 >> Chelsea: You've got a lot of goodness in you. 525 00:34:23,094 --> 00:34:25,163 >> Adam: I'm not so sure about that. 526 00:34:25,229 --> 00:34:29,167 >> Chelsea: You do. You just try to hide it. 527 00:34:29,233 --> 00:34:32,069 Your main job is just to take care of our boy. 528 00:34:32,136 --> 00:34:34,071 As for me, I can count on the team here. 529 00:34:34,138 --> 00:34:37,775 And...Sharon, of all people, actually. 530 00:34:37,842 --> 00:34:43,514 And Billy, of course. >> Adam: Of course. 531 00:34:43,581 --> 00:34:46,517 >> Lily: You mean before we got together. 532 00:34:46,584 --> 00:34:48,786 >> Billy: Come again? >> Lily: You knew what it was 533 00:34:48,853 --> 00:34:53,124 like to not have anyone to turn to before we got together. 534 00:34:53,191 --> 00:34:56,160 >> Billy: I mean, yes, that's what I meant. 535 00:34:56,227 --> 00:35:00,731 I haven't felt that shadow in a long time. 536 00:35:00,798 --> 00:35:03,468 >> Lily: But, I mean, you know that you could turn to me 537 00:35:03,534 --> 00:35:08,105 if you ever do, right? >> Billy: Yes, I-I know 538 00:35:08,172 --> 00:35:11,409 that you would be there for me. I know that you would 539 00:35:11,476 --> 00:35:14,111 support me, but that doesn't mean that you can relate. 540 00:35:14,178 --> 00:35:16,080 >> Lily: Well, I mean, give me a little credit 541 00:35:16,147 --> 00:35:20,985 for understanding you. >> Billy: What Chelsea is going 542 00:35:21,052 --> 00:35:25,356 through, it's kind of like if you know, you know. 543 00:35:25,423 --> 00:35:31,362 And when that darkness hits, it hits hard. 544 00:35:31,429 --> 00:35:34,298 And it's -- it's difficult to explain if you haven't 545 00:35:34,365 --> 00:35:39,203 experienced it. It's an elite club, a club that 546 00:35:39,270 --> 00:35:43,474 no one wants to be a part of. And if you've made it through 547 00:35:43,541 --> 00:35:46,344 and you've survived, you almost feel a-a sense 548 00:35:46,410 --> 00:35:49,213 of responsibility to try and help someone else 549 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:52,483 in that situation get to the other side. 550 00:35:52,550 --> 00:35:57,288 >> Lily: Yeah, you let your light shine the way. 551 00:35:57,355 --> 00:36:02,693 It's good. >> Billy: Yeah. 552 00:36:02,760 --> 00:36:07,064 >> Lily: Yeah. I get it. 553 00:36:10,234 --> 00:36:12,503 >> Next week on "The Young and the Restless"... 554 00:36:12,570 --> 00:36:15,006 >> Mariah: I'm just going to keep pushing until you tell me 555 00:36:15,072 --> 00:36:16,374 what it is. >> Abby: Chance didn't 556 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:19,110 come home last night. >> Adam: You saved Connor's 557 00:36:19,176 --> 00:36:21,178 mother's life. And I will never forget that. 558 00:36:21,245 --> 00:36:23,347 >> Billy: Sounds like there's a "but" on the horizon. 559 00:36:23,414 --> 00:36:25,082 >> Adam: What does your continued involvement in 560 00:36:25,149 --> 00:36:28,152 Chelsea's recovery really mean? >> Kyle: Did you? 561 00:36:28,219 --> 00:36:29,487 >> Diane: What? >> Kyle: Did you help 562 00:36:29,554 --> 00:36:30,621 put Stark in jail? ♪♪ 563 00:36:38,629 --> 00:36:41,566 -- Captions by VITAC -- www.vitac.com 564 00:36:41,632 --> 00:36:44,569 Captioning provided by Bell Dramatic Serial Company, 565 00:36:44,635 --> 00:36:47,638 Sony Pictures Television and CBS, Inc. 566 00:36:51,075 --> 00:36:52,076 >> Join us again for "The Young and the Restless."