1 00:00:07,741 --> 00:00:11,044 >> Finn: What are you talking about, Sheila isn't dead? 2 00:00:11,111 --> 00:00:14,714 >> Deacon: I know this sounds crazy, but what if, 3 00:00:14,781 --> 00:00:16,483 what if it were true? 4 00:00:19,185 --> 00:00:22,956 ♪♪♪ 5 00:00:24,424 --> 00:00:26,593 >> Liam: So Kelly left this guy at my place. 6 00:00:26,659 --> 00:00:29,028 I'm not sure bedtime would go as smoothly without it. 7 00:00:29,095 --> 00:00:31,398 >> Steffy: Thank you. How could she forget this 8 00:00:31,464 --> 00:00:33,600 little guy? Oh, wait. 9 00:00:33,666 --> 00:00:36,069 Oh, it's when you took her on a shopping spree 10 00:00:36,136 --> 00:00:40,173 and got her every single stuffed animal she could possibly want. 11 00:00:40,240 --> 00:00:42,509 >> Liam: Not that she could possibly want. 12 00:00:42,575 --> 00:00:45,812 Just that she could carry. I have trouble saying no. 13 00:00:45,879 --> 00:00:48,982 >> Steffy: Yeah, she has you wrapped around her finger. 14 00:00:49,048 --> 00:00:50,383 >> Liam: Yeah. It's a good finger to be 15 00:00:50,450 --> 00:00:51,351 wrapped around, though. 16 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:56,423 You know something? This is, um... 17 00:00:57,924 --> 00:00:59,492 it's kind of nice. 18 00:01:01,027 --> 00:01:04,230 >> Steffy: What? >> Liam: Just... 19 00:01:04,297 --> 00:01:06,933 not worrying that you and the kids are safe. 20 00:01:07,000 --> 00:01:09,736 Not having to leave here with a pit in my stomach. 21 00:01:11,738 --> 00:01:15,241 Life sure got easier with Sheila gone for good. 22 00:01:15,308 --> 00:01:17,510 ♪♪♪ 23 00:01:18,978 --> 00:01:25,552 >> RJ: So, sis, on a scale of one to ten, 24 00:01:25,618 --> 00:01:29,856 how stressed are you about Hope for the Future? 25 00:01:29,923 --> 00:01:32,392 >> Hope: Are you kidding? I mean, I have surrounded 26 00:01:32,459 --> 00:01:37,897 myself with talent. My vision is clear. 27 00:01:37,964 --> 00:01:40,600 Yeah, I would be at about a ten. >> RJ: Why? 28 00:01:40,667 --> 00:01:43,470 Why are you like that? We're good. Everything's good. 29 00:01:43,536 --> 00:01:46,439 >> Hope: Look, I am appreciative, you know, 30 00:01:46,506 --> 00:01:49,275 that you and Zende and Luna, that you're 31 00:01:49,342 --> 00:01:51,911 really going to step up. >> RJ: But I feel like there's 32 00:01:51,978 --> 00:01:54,147 a but coming. >> Hope: Oh. Because I would be 33 00:01:54,214 --> 00:01:57,484 lying if I said I wasn't worried. 34 00:01:57,550 --> 00:02:00,487 I mean, the last time Thomas was off the line, 35 00:02:00,553 --> 00:02:02,255 it almost got shelved. >> RJ: That's not going to 36 00:02:02,322 --> 00:02:06,192 happen this time. Look, Zende, Luna, and I, 37 00:02:06,259 --> 00:02:10,797 we're gonna have your back, and we're a team, and we're 38 00:02:10,864 --> 00:02:11,865 gonna look out for each other. 39 00:02:12,465 --> 00:02:13,399 >> Zende: You wanna tell RJ what 40 00:02:13,466 --> 00:02:16,169 happened between us? >> Luna: I have to, okay? 41 00:02:16,236 --> 00:02:19,472 Keeping this secret from the man I love is killing me. 42 00:02:19,539 --> 00:02:20,673 [ knocking on door ] 43 00:02:24,544 --> 00:02:27,780 >> Poppy: Luna, What's wrong? 44 00:02:31,951 --> 00:02:33,019 What's going on? 45 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:37,323 >> Luna: I've made up my mind, Mom. 46 00:02:37,390 --> 00:02:39,526 I'm telling RJ about my night was Zende. 47 00:02:39,592 --> 00:02:42,028 ♪♪♪ 48 00:02:42,095 --> 00:02:42,495 ♪♪♪ 49 00:02:42,562 --> 00:02:51,738 ♪♪♪ 50 00:02:53,206 --> 00:02:56,509 >> Hope: I really appreciate the support and concern. 51 00:02:56,576 --> 00:02:59,379 >> RJ: That's what family's for. Plus, I totally believe 52 00:02:59,445 --> 00:03:03,082 in your vision. >> Hope: While I'm not going 53 00:03:03,149 --> 00:03:08,655 to lie, Thomas leaving is a bit concerning for the line. 54 00:03:08,721 --> 00:03:10,657 But I also think we have a good game plan. 55 00:03:10,723 --> 00:03:13,626 I mean, I have my super talented little bro 56 00:03:13,693 --> 00:03:16,829 helping out on the designs. Not to mention, Zende already 57 00:03:16,896 --> 00:03:20,667 knows my vision and my style. And he's worked 58 00:03:20,733 --> 00:03:22,936 very closely with Thomas. And now, Luna will be 59 00:03:23,002 --> 00:03:25,605 working closely with him. I think it would be a great 60 00:03:25,672 --> 00:03:27,507 experience for her. I mean, Zende has so 61 00:03:27,574 --> 00:03:28,341 much to offer. 62 00:03:30,543 --> 00:03:32,445 >> Poppy: I thought you agreed you were going to keep 63 00:03:32,512 --> 00:03:35,748 that night a secret. >> Luna: I've been trying, okay? 64 00:03:35,815 --> 00:03:38,051 I mean, I hate the thought of messing up RJ and 65 00:03:38,117 --> 00:03:40,053 Zende's relationship. >> Poppy: Well, what about 66 00:03:40,119 --> 00:03:41,521 messing up your relationship with RJ? 67 00:03:41,588 --> 00:03:44,190 >> Luna: I've been basically lying to him, Mom, 68 00:03:44,257 --> 00:03:47,594 and it's killing me. I mean, this is not who I am. 69 00:03:47,660 --> 00:03:49,862 This is not the woman that you raised me to be. 70 00:03:49,929 --> 00:03:51,331 >> Poppy: Luna, just-- just think about this. 71 00:03:51,397 --> 00:03:54,267 >> Luna: No, Mom, please stop. You can't talk me out of this, 72 00:03:54,334 --> 00:03:57,704 okay? Neither of you can. I mean, RJ deserves to 73 00:03:57,770 --> 00:04:00,873 know the truth, and I'm-- I'm gonna tell him. 74 00:04:00,940 --> 00:04:04,277 And there is nothing that either of you can say to stop me. 75 00:04:05,111 --> 00:04:07,380 >> Liam: Thank you. >> Steffy: Yeah. 76 00:04:07,447 --> 00:04:12,552 >> Liam: So, how's Finn? I'm playing nice. 77 00:04:12,619 --> 00:04:16,389 I'm just, uh... I don't know, curious if 78 00:04:16,456 --> 00:04:18,992 going to this memorial got Sheila out of his system. 79 00:04:19,058 --> 00:04:20,893 >> Steffy: You know he's had some kind of, like, 80 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:24,764 primal connection to Sheila. That, I'll never understand. 81 00:04:24,831 --> 00:04:27,767 >> Liam: 'Cause it's not logical. 82 00:04:27,834 --> 00:04:30,903 >> Steffy: You already know that I wasn't happy about Finn going 83 00:04:30,970 --> 00:04:32,939 to Sheila's memorial. >> Liam: I do know. 84 00:04:33,006 --> 00:04:34,807 And why would you be? It's kind of silly. 85 00:04:34,874 --> 00:04:37,510 He should have been here with his wife and his family. 86 00:04:37,577 --> 00:04:39,345 >> Steffy: Well, he needed to be there. 87 00:04:39,412 --> 00:04:44,417 Liam, he got closure. It's finally over. 88 00:04:44,484 --> 00:04:47,787 And you're right. We don't have to worry 89 00:04:47,854 --> 00:04:49,222 about Sheila anymore. 90 00:04:50,223 --> 00:04:51,290 >> Finn: Deacon, 91 00:04:51,357 --> 00:04:52,258 what are you talking about? >> Deacon: Listen, I know-- 92 00:04:52,325 --> 00:04:56,229 I know this sounds crazy, okay? But what if... 93 00:04:56,295 --> 00:04:58,931 What if she's still alive? >> Finn: You hear yourself 94 00:04:58,998 --> 00:05:01,000 right now, Deacon? Okay, Sheila, 95 00:05:01,067 --> 00:05:02,702 she died in my home. There was paramedics. 96 00:05:02,769 --> 00:05:04,671 There was police. We just had her memorial service. 97 00:05:04,737 --> 00:05:06,472 You went to the crematorium. >> Deacon: I know. 98 00:05:06,539 --> 00:05:08,274 >> Finn: Then how could you possibly think that 99 00:05:08,341 --> 00:05:09,642 Sheila's alive? >> Deacon: It doesn't 100 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:13,880 make sense. I saw her face myself. 101 00:05:13,946 --> 00:05:16,182 I said goodbye. The person 102 00:05:16,249 --> 00:05:19,986 who was being cremated... had ten toes. 103 00:05:20,053 --> 00:05:21,988 Ten toes, Finn. ♪♪♪ 104 00:05:33,766 --> 00:05:37,136 >> RJ: It's no secret. Um, there's been tension 105 00:05:37,203 --> 00:05:40,306 between Zende and me, but it was because, you know, 106 00:05:40,373 --> 00:05:43,376 he thought it was unfair that I got to work 107 00:05:43,443 --> 00:05:45,011 on Granddad's line. But it's okay. 108 00:05:45,078 --> 00:05:47,180 We're fine. That's in the past now. 109 00:05:47,246 --> 00:05:49,649 >> Hope: Well, I'm sure he feels the same way. 110 00:05:49,716 --> 00:05:53,152 >> RJ: Yeah. I think he's a very 111 00:05:53,219 --> 00:05:55,855 talented designer, and I think I can learn a lot from him. 112 00:05:55,922 --> 00:05:58,391 >> Hope: Okay. So then, how do you feel 113 00:05:58,458 --> 00:06:02,161 about Zende and Luna working together? 114 00:06:02,228 --> 00:06:05,598 >> RJ: I-- I think learning from Zende 115 00:06:05,665 --> 00:06:08,034 is really good for Luna right now. 116 00:06:09,869 --> 00:06:12,004 >> Luna: Do you know what it's like 117 00:06:12,071 --> 00:06:13,639 to lie to the person that you love? 118 00:06:13,706 --> 00:06:17,844 Mom, it's torture. And I can't do it anymore. 119 00:06:17,910 --> 00:06:19,612 >> Poppy: Honey-- >> Luna: No, Mom, 120 00:06:19,679 --> 00:06:21,581 please stop trying to talk me out of doing 121 00:06:21,647 --> 00:06:25,051 what you know is right. >> Poppy: I won't. 122 00:06:25,118 --> 00:06:32,558 I let you down, sweetheart. And it breaks my heart. 123 00:06:32,625 --> 00:06:37,897 I'm giving up the mints. I'm not taking them anymore. 124 00:06:37,964 --> 00:06:41,834 And I'm also done pressuring you 125 00:06:41,901 --> 00:06:47,707 into not following your heart. So, if you want to tell RJ 126 00:06:47,774 --> 00:06:52,445 about what happened, then you should. 127 00:06:54,647 --> 00:06:57,083 I am so sorry, sweetheart. 128 00:06:58,417 --> 00:07:04,123 ♪♪♪ 129 00:07:04,724 --> 00:07:08,261 >> Liam: Well, as the mother of my child and someone I... 130 00:07:08,327 --> 00:07:13,032 happen to care about, I just hope you don't feel like 131 00:07:13,099 --> 00:07:16,202 you're going through this alone. >> Steffy: Thank you for caring 132 00:07:16,269 --> 00:07:20,506 about me, but I'm-- I'm not alone, Liam. 133 00:07:20,573 --> 00:07:22,008 >> Liam: Good. Still think Finn going 134 00:07:22,074 --> 00:07:24,010 to that memorial's kind of messed up, but okay. 135 00:07:24,076 --> 00:07:26,579 >> Steffy: Okay. Well, I think Finn is just trying to process 136 00:07:26,646 --> 00:07:29,916 everything the best he can, and he is determined 137 00:07:29,982 --> 00:07:33,853 to put Sheila behind us. And honestly, I feel as though 138 00:07:33,920 --> 00:07:37,890 I'm more patient with him, knowing that Sheila is gone. 139 00:07:37,957 --> 00:07:39,392 That she is never coming back. 140 00:07:40,793 --> 00:07:42,195 >> Finn: Deacon, I know it's 141 00:07:42,261 --> 00:07:47,066 hard to say goodbye. And look, on-- on some level, 142 00:07:47,133 --> 00:07:50,703 I feel the same way, but... what you're saying 143 00:07:50,770 --> 00:07:53,105 and what you think you saw, you most likely-- 144 00:07:53,172 --> 00:07:56,409 >> Deacon: I didn't think. I know what I saw, Finn. 145 00:07:56,475 --> 00:07:59,378 I was there. I know what I saw. 146 00:07:59,445 --> 00:08:02,882 I asked to witness the cremation. 147 00:08:02,949 --> 00:08:04,750 I didn't want to leave Sheila alone. 148 00:08:04,817 --> 00:08:07,486 And frankly, I wasn't ready to say my final goodbyes. 149 00:08:07,553 --> 00:08:09,755 I looked at her. I looked at her, 150 00:08:09,822 --> 00:08:14,861 and it was Sheila. And then the attendant, 151 00:08:14,927 --> 00:08:18,130 he asked me if I wanted to press the button. 152 00:08:18,197 --> 00:08:20,566 And, man, that was the hardest thing I have ever done 153 00:08:20,633 --> 00:08:24,403 in my life. And the cremator doors, 154 00:08:24,470 --> 00:08:27,540 they opened, and the box started moving in. 155 00:08:27,607 --> 00:08:31,744 But it got jostled and the sheet that was covering her body, 156 00:08:31,811 --> 00:08:34,080 it slipped off and it exposed her feet 157 00:08:34,146 --> 00:08:37,149 and that's when I saw it. That's when I saw 158 00:08:37,216 --> 00:08:39,819 that she had ten toes. 159 00:08:43,022 --> 00:08:43,990 ♪♪♪ 160 00:08:52,098 --> 00:08:54,300 >> Hope: Well, I am glad to hear that you and Zende 161 00:08:54,367 --> 00:08:58,337 are on better terms. RJ, 162 00:08:58,404 --> 00:09:01,374 I mean, you two, you're the future of this company. 163 00:09:01,440 --> 00:09:04,543 You are the next generation of Forrester. 164 00:09:04,610 --> 00:09:07,179 >> RJ: And we are going to continue to make sure that 165 00:09:07,246 --> 00:09:10,716 Hope for the Future is a success. 166 00:09:10,783 --> 00:09:15,388 >> Hope: Thank you. Honestly, I was a little nervous 167 00:09:15,454 --> 00:09:18,758 to do this without Thomas again, but with your support, 168 00:09:18,824 --> 00:09:22,161 I am feeling much more at ease. >> RJ: Good. 169 00:09:22,228 --> 00:09:24,163 >> Hope: And I'm excited for Luna. 170 00:09:24,230 --> 00:09:27,066 I think she's going to be a big part of this collaboration. 171 00:09:27,133 --> 00:09:30,736 >> RJ: You think so? I mean, she's-- 172 00:09:30,803 --> 00:09:33,272 she's one of a kind. I mean, she has a mind for business, 173 00:09:33,339 --> 00:09:35,841 and she has an eye for fashion. Not only that, she has 174 00:09:35,908 --> 00:09:38,945 an insane amount of work ethic. Those are her bad points. 175 00:09:39,011 --> 00:09:41,914 I swear. She's got a great heart, 176 00:09:41,981 --> 00:09:44,884 and she's incredibly honest. I think you'll love that 177 00:09:44,951 --> 00:09:50,389 about her. And... she's been a light in my life 178 00:09:50,456 --> 00:09:54,527 and I'm... We are now very lucky 179 00:09:54,593 --> 00:09:56,395 to have her. 180 00:09:57,396 --> 00:09:58,798 [ Luna sighing ] 181 00:10:01,867 --> 00:10:05,137 >> Zende: Your mom loves you very much. 182 00:10:05,204 --> 00:10:07,673 >> Luna: Yeah, and I love her, too. 183 00:10:07,740 --> 00:10:11,978 And, um, I'm really grateful that she stopped trying to talk 184 00:10:12,044 --> 00:10:13,980 me out of telling RJ the truth. 185 00:10:17,416 --> 00:10:21,120 Listen, I... I realized that this could 186 00:10:21,187 --> 00:10:24,123 have a serious impact on your relationship with RJ, 187 00:10:24,190 --> 00:10:27,526 and I hate that. I-- Listen, I-- 188 00:10:27,593 --> 00:10:30,129 I tried to keep this secret for as long as I could, 189 00:10:30,196 --> 00:10:32,264 for both of your sakes. >> Zende: And I appreciate that 190 00:10:32,331 --> 00:10:34,400 so much, but... 191 00:10:37,870 --> 00:10:42,675 I agree with Poppy. You should tell RJ the truth. 192 00:10:42,742 --> 00:10:45,511 I can see how much the secret is eating at you, 193 00:10:45,578 --> 00:10:49,515 and I don't want that. I care about you too much. 194 00:10:49,582 --> 00:10:53,652 ♪♪♪ 195 00:10:54,186 --> 00:10:57,056 >> Liam: Still feels surreal, you know? 196 00:10:57,123 --> 00:11:02,194 Sheila Carter, gone forever. >> Steffy: Yeah, it's still 197 00:11:02,261 --> 00:11:05,264 gonna take some, uh, time to process 198 00:11:05,331 --> 00:11:07,500 for both Finn and me. 199 00:11:09,635 --> 00:11:12,438 >> Liam: Where is the good doctor? 200 00:11:12,505 --> 00:11:15,574 >> Steffy: Oh, yeah, he ran out to meet up with Deacon. 201 00:11:17,009 --> 00:11:19,078 Deacon called him. He sounded really upset. 202 00:11:19,145 --> 00:11:21,380 I guess he's... I don't know, struggling 203 00:11:21,447 --> 00:11:24,350 with Sheila's death. >> Liam: Wow. 204 00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:29,388 >> Steffy: Yeah. >> Liam: I don't really get how 205 00:11:29,455 --> 00:11:32,658 someone like Deacon could come to find anything 206 00:11:32,725 --> 00:11:35,361 redeemable about Sheila. Like, Deacon and I, we've 207 00:11:35,428 --> 00:11:38,898 had our issues in the past, but I always admired his... 208 00:11:38,964 --> 00:11:45,004 His street smarts, his ability to read people, and yet... 209 00:11:45,071 --> 00:11:48,941 >> Steffy: Yeah, I have no sympathy for that man, so... 210 00:11:49,008 --> 00:11:52,411 >> Liam: Well, apparently, Finn does. 211 00:11:52,478 --> 00:11:54,780 >> Steffy: Finn is a doctor through and through. 212 00:11:54,847 --> 00:11:59,552 He cares about people, even when they don't deserve it. 213 00:11:59,618 --> 00:12:03,556 Look, he's gonna go see Deacon, and that's it. 214 00:12:03,622 --> 00:12:06,459 Hey, Finn already told me. He said we're done talking 215 00:12:06,525 --> 00:12:07,793 about Sheila once and for all. ♪♪♪ 216 00:12:10,362 --> 00:12:12,665 >> Finn: Okay, Deacon, listen to me, okay? 217 00:12:12,731 --> 00:12:16,268 As a doctor, I experience death a lot. 218 00:12:16,335 --> 00:12:19,572 And for some families who are present when they 219 00:12:19,638 --> 00:12:21,607 have their loved ones take their last breath, 220 00:12:21,674 --> 00:12:23,876 it's not uncommon for them to think they saw something, 221 00:12:23,943 --> 00:12:26,745 like an eye flutter or a finger twitch. 222 00:12:26,812 --> 00:12:29,181 One time, a wife thought her deceased husband 223 00:12:29,248 --> 00:12:31,817 had a smile. Okay? It's sometimes a way 224 00:12:31,884 --> 00:12:34,753 of our mind processing. >> Deacon: I know what I saw. 225 00:12:34,820 --> 00:12:39,091 I saw ten toes. I saw it. 226 00:12:39,158 --> 00:12:41,927 I saw it with my own eyes. And then I-- I-- I tried to 227 00:12:41,994 --> 00:12:44,363 get the guy to stop the process. >> Finn: Yeah, you need to get 228 00:12:44,430 --> 00:12:45,831 ahold of yourself. You're freaking out. 229 00:12:45,898 --> 00:12:47,199 >> Deacon: Yeah, I am freaking out, 230 00:12:47,266 --> 00:12:49,435 'cause I cannot explain this. Do you understand? 231 00:12:49,502 --> 00:12:51,704 I looked at her. It was Sheila. 232 00:12:51,770 --> 00:12:56,709 I looked with my own two eyes. There were ten toes. 233 00:12:56,775 --> 00:13:01,413 What if it wasn't Sheila that was cremated? 234 00:13:12,091 --> 00:13:13,425 ♪♪♪ 235 00:13:22,768 --> 00:13:24,737 >> RJ: It's kind of wild, isn't it? 236 00:13:24,803 --> 00:13:27,173 You know, when I first got back to L.A., I was like, 237 00:13:27,239 --> 00:13:29,008 I don't want anything to do with the family business. 238 00:13:29,074 --> 00:13:34,747 I want to do my own thing. >> Hope: Any regrets? 239 00:13:34,813 --> 00:13:37,550 >> RJ: No. I'm lucky. I mean, look at me. 240 00:13:37,616 --> 00:13:40,486 I get to work with my talented sister, you. 241 00:13:40,553 --> 00:13:43,622 [ both chuckle ] I get to design with my cousin. 242 00:13:43,689 --> 00:13:46,992 I get to build something I love with the woman I love. 243 00:13:47,059 --> 00:13:49,662 I'm excited. I think-- I think we're 244 00:13:49,728 --> 00:13:51,497 gonna make Hope for the Future even better now 245 00:13:51,564 --> 00:13:55,367 because of what we all share. Transparency and trust. 246 00:13:57,803 --> 00:14:00,973 >> Zende: I'm so sorry this is happening to you. 247 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:05,244 >> Luna: It killed me, too. >> Zende: You're a good person. 248 00:14:05,311 --> 00:14:07,746 There's nothing you could do to change that. 249 00:14:07,813 --> 00:14:11,050 RJ knows this. You won't lose him. 250 00:14:13,152 --> 00:14:16,088 >> Luna: God, everything was so perfect. 251 00:14:16,155 --> 00:14:20,593 From working at Forrester to falling in love with RJ 252 00:14:20,659 --> 00:14:24,029 and your family accepting me. >> Zende: Now, 253 00:14:24,096 --> 00:14:26,966 it's a nightmare. >> Luna: Yeah, because of 254 00:14:27,032 --> 00:14:30,636 my mom's mints. >> Zende: Regardless of 255 00:14:30,703 --> 00:14:34,340 whatever was happening, I shouldn't have come onto 256 00:14:34,406 --> 00:14:37,142 my cousin's girl. And I never would have 257 00:14:37,209 --> 00:14:39,645 allowed what happened between us that night, 258 00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:42,948 had I known that you weren't yourself. 259 00:14:43,015 --> 00:14:46,619 And... if I didn't have these feelings 260 00:14:46,685 --> 00:14:48,420 I have for you... >> Luna: Zende. 261 00:14:48,487 --> 00:14:50,356 >> Zende: I'm not coming onto you, I swear. 262 00:14:50,422 --> 00:14:53,592 I'm just being honest. I guess what I'm trying 263 00:14:53,659 --> 00:14:57,963 to say is, if... RJ doesn't handle it well 264 00:14:58,030 --> 00:14:59,765 when you tell him what happened between us, 265 00:14:59,832 --> 00:15:05,304 and I truly hope he does. But if for some reason 266 00:15:05,371 --> 00:15:08,807 he blames you, I'm here. ♪♪♪ 267 00:15:13,012 --> 00:15:15,814 >> Steffy: Baker stopped by Forrester the other day. 268 00:15:15,881 --> 00:15:19,952 He confirmed Sheila's death was an act of self defense. 269 00:15:20,019 --> 00:15:22,721 >> Liam: I mean, no surprise there, but... 270 00:15:22,788 --> 00:15:26,392 it's gotta be a relief. Help you heal, help you move on. 271 00:15:26,458 --> 00:15:31,997 >> Steffy: Yeah, it is. I just wanted to tell you. 272 00:15:32,064 --> 00:15:35,067 Okay, we need to really stop talking about Sheila. 273 00:15:35,134 --> 00:15:38,137 So, how are you? And don't deflect, okay? 274 00:15:38,203 --> 00:15:40,272 Be real with me. >> Liam: I'm good. 275 00:15:40,339 --> 00:15:43,375 I'm hanging in there. I'm, uh... 276 00:15:43,442 --> 00:15:48,414 um, focusing on Beth and Kelly and work. 277 00:15:50,482 --> 00:15:53,986 Actually, I don't know. I think maybe, uh... 278 00:15:54,053 --> 00:15:58,057 Maybe I'm doing... some soul searching. 279 00:15:58,123 --> 00:16:05,998 I'm asking myself some... kind of uncomfortable questions. 280 00:16:06,065 --> 00:16:07,666 >> Steffy: Like what? 281 00:16:09,234 --> 00:16:11,470 >> Liam: Like, am I the kind of man 282 00:16:11,537 --> 00:16:15,607 that I would ever want to see either of them with? 283 00:16:15,674 --> 00:16:16,842 Not really. 284 00:16:21,613 --> 00:16:24,149 I was accused of waffling over the years, you know? 285 00:16:24,216 --> 00:16:28,587 And I'm guilty as charged, the way that I 286 00:16:28,654 --> 00:16:31,924 went back and forth between you and Hope 287 00:16:31,990 --> 00:16:36,195 over and over and over again. I gotta figure out 288 00:16:36,261 --> 00:16:40,366 who the hell I am. And maybe... 289 00:16:40,432 --> 00:16:45,204 maybe I just want to be Dad for a little while, you know? 290 00:16:45,270 --> 00:16:48,640 Be the best-- Be the best dad that I can be 291 00:16:48,707 --> 00:16:51,477 for my daughters. >> Steffy: Liam, you are 292 00:16:51,543 --> 00:16:56,348 a great father. I've seen your growth, 293 00:16:56,415 --> 00:17:00,285 your self-awareness. You should be proud of yourself. 294 00:17:02,988 --> 00:17:04,289 >> Liam: Thank you. 295 00:17:06,024 --> 00:17:08,827 That means a lot, coming from you. 296 00:17:10,295 --> 00:17:13,699 ♪♪♪ 297 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:17,035 >> Deacon: I am not making this up. 298 00:17:18,837 --> 00:17:21,740 When I saw her feet, I saw ten toes. 299 00:17:21,807 --> 00:17:24,476 That image is burned inside my brain. 300 00:17:24,543 --> 00:17:27,913 Now, you tell me, how there could be ten. 301 00:17:27,980 --> 00:17:31,250 >> Finn: Because there weren't. None of this is real. 302 00:17:31,316 --> 00:17:33,085 Ten toes? Deacon, your mind 303 00:17:33,152 --> 00:17:35,521 is playing tricks on you. >> Deacon: It keeps popping 304 00:17:35,587 --> 00:17:37,356 into my head again and again and again 305 00:17:37,423 --> 00:17:40,225 and I can't get it out. >> Finn: Yeah, you're upset. 306 00:17:40,292 --> 00:17:44,029 You're obviously grieving. Deacon, you and Sheila, 307 00:17:44,096 --> 00:17:46,532 you had planned this whole life together. 308 00:17:46,598 --> 00:17:48,167 Some people saw her as a monster. 309 00:17:48,233 --> 00:17:50,569 You saw her someone worthy of love. 310 00:17:50,636 --> 00:17:55,407 And you're devastated. But you have got to let this go. 311 00:17:55,474 --> 00:17:59,311 There is no way that Sheila wasn't at the crematorium. 312 00:17:59,378 --> 00:18:01,480 You said you saw her yourself. 313 00:18:03,916 --> 00:18:08,187 It's time to say goodbye. I know it's hard to accept, 314 00:18:08,253 --> 00:18:10,656 but Sheila, she's dead. 315 00:18:16,595 --> 00:18:18,564 ♪♪♪ 316 00:18:33,745 --> 00:18:36,782 Captions by Los Angeles Distribution and Broadcasting, Inc.