1 00:00:05,972 --> 00:00:07,640 >> Steffy: Oh my God, Mom. 2 00:00:07,707 --> 00:00:10,543 You thought you were dying? >> Taylor: It was, um, it was 3 00:00:10,610 --> 00:00:13,613 terrible, Steffy. I was having chest pains, 4 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:15,548 shortness of breath. >> Steffy: Oh! What? 5 00:00:15,615 --> 00:00:19,018 >> Taylor: I will be fine. I will be. 6 00:00:19,085 --> 00:00:23,757 In large part thanks to your father. 7 00:00:23,823 --> 00:00:28,128 ♪♪♪ 8 00:00:29,763 --> 00:00:34,267 >> Ridge: I'm sorry that you... you saw what you saw. 9 00:00:34,334 --> 00:00:36,770 >> Brooke: [sighs] W-what exactly did I see? 10 00:00:36,836 --> 00:00:40,006 That's what I'm not really understanding. 11 00:00:40,073 --> 00:00:42,675 It was something so intimate. 12 00:00:45,178 --> 00:00:49,416 Taylor tried explaining, but I don't really trust her. 13 00:00:49,482 --> 00:00:54,721 So I'd like to hear it from you. Why was she... 14 00:00:54,788 --> 00:00:57,657 in your lap, straddling you? ♪♪♪ 15 00:01:22,849 --> 00:01:25,785 >> Liam: How did I know you'd still be here? 16 00:01:25,852 --> 00:01:30,490 >> Hope: Hi. Hi, hey. >> Liam: Hey, uh, listen, I know 17 00:01:30,557 --> 00:01:32,992 it's late, and I can see that you're still working. 18 00:01:33,059 --> 00:01:36,996 But, um... I have something I wanna show 19 00:01:37,063 --> 00:01:37,564 you. ♪♪♪ 20 00:01:37,630 --> 00:01:42,936 ♪♪♪ 21 00:01:43,002 --> 00:01:50,810 ♪♪♪ 22 00:02:04,123 --> 00:02:11,764 ♪♪♪ 23 00:02:19,239 --> 00:02:23,409 ♪♪♪ 24 00:02:25,478 --> 00:02:29,482 >> Hope: Oh, uh, something you need to show me. Now? 25 00:02:29,549 --> 00:02:32,986 >> Liam: Well, uh, so I just finished this big media splash 26 00:02:33,052 --> 00:02:36,623 for Hope for the Future. >> Hope: Oh my g--oh, my gosh, I 27 00:02:36,689 --> 00:02:38,858 didn't think that was supposed to be finished until next week. 28 00:02:38,925 --> 00:02:40,960 >> Liam: It's okay, I didn't either, but then you get 29 00:02:41,027 --> 00:02:46,199 inspired, and... here's the thing, um... 30 00:02:46,266 --> 00:02:51,304 I didn't realize what a personal project this would end up being 31 00:02:51,371 --> 00:02:52,105 for me. ♪♪♪ 32 00:03:02,048 --> 00:03:03,449 >> Ridge: I need you to understand something--when 33 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:05,852 Taylor got this diagnosis, she didn't--she didn't think that-- 34 00:03:05,919 --> 00:03:08,755 >> Brooke: She said at first she thought it was heart failure. 35 00:03:08,821 --> 00:03:11,758 >> Ridge: Yeah. And she thought she was dying. 36 00:03:11,824 --> 00:03:16,930 So we saw Dr. Buckingham, and... it was good, I mean, she gave us 37 00:03:16,996 --> 00:03:19,098 some good news, and that's-- >> Brooke: Mmm. Well, she 38 00:03:19,165 --> 00:03:22,035 mentioned that too. >> Ridge: Okay, well, all right. 39 00:03:22,101 --> 00:03:25,338 So Grace put her on medication, and that was really positive. 40 00:03:25,405 --> 00:03:30,209 >> Brooke: So if it was so positive, why the need for a 41 00:03:30,276 --> 00:03:33,012 healer? >> Ridge: Because doctors and 42 00:03:33,079 --> 00:03:36,215 medication--that's all about the physical part of it, about the 43 00:03:36,282 --> 00:03:39,552 physical problem. There's an emotional side, and 44 00:03:39,619 --> 00:03:42,422 that's why I got the healer, because... 45 00:03:42,488 --> 00:03:46,426 there was a trauma that Taylor hadn't dealt with in her past, 46 00:03:46,492 --> 00:03:50,363 and she...[exhales] tonight she did. 47 00:03:50,430 --> 00:03:55,001 I mean, it was-it was amazing. And I wanted to tell you about 48 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:57,036 it. >> Brooke: But you didn't tell 49 00:03:57,103 --> 00:03:58,037 me. 50 00:04:01,140 --> 00:04:05,545 And this whole thing that you did with your ex-wife 51 00:04:05,612 --> 00:04:08,448 was without my knowledge. 52 00:04:10,550 --> 00:04:12,685 Don't you think that's something you should have talked to me 53 00:04:12,752 --> 00:04:13,486 about? ♪♪♪ 54 00:04:17,457 --> 00:04:19,492 >> Steffy: So Dad knows all about this? 55 00:04:19,559 --> 00:04:21,194 >> Taylor: He's the one who convinced me to see a 56 00:04:21,260 --> 00:04:23,529 cardiologist. >> Steffy: Well, w-why would 57 00:04:23,596 --> 00:04:25,365 you need convincing if you were having chest pains? 58 00:04:25,431 --> 00:04:28,434 >> Taylor: I did go to a doctor. In Europe. 59 00:04:28,501 --> 00:04:32,505 And the initial findings suggested heart failure. 60 00:04:32,572 --> 00:04:34,173 >> Steffy: You just told me everything's okay. 61 00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:36,409 >> Taylor: I will be, honey. I will be. 62 00:04:36,476 --> 00:04:39,145 But I didn't know that at first. That's why I came back here, 63 00:04:39,212 --> 00:04:42,048 to be with all of you. [Steffy exhales] 64 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:45,618 I spoke to Li about it, and she recommended a few cardiologists, 65 00:04:45,685 --> 00:04:48,454 including Grace Buckingham. I didn't wanna go, but your 66 00:04:48,521 --> 00:04:50,790 father insisted. >> Steffy: Oh, thank God. 67 00:04:50,857 --> 00:04:53,693 >> Taylor: Yeah. Grace ran some tests and figured out that the 68 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:58,464 initial diagnosis was wrong. My heart isn't failing. 69 00:04:58,531 --> 00:05:02,035 It's just...broken. ♪♪♪ 70 00:05:13,713 --> 00:05:17,350 >> Hope: All right. I am ready to be impressed. 71 00:05:17,417 --> 00:05:19,152 >> Liam: Oh, are you? Well, that's fitting, 'cause, 72 00:05:19,218 --> 00:05:23,156 uh, the inspiration is how much you impress me every day. 73 00:05:23,222 --> 00:05:27,894 So... uh... 74 00:05:27,960 --> 00:05:30,296 here we go. >> Narrator: In a world that 75 00:05:30,363 --> 00:05:34,300 often feels uncertain, there shines a beacon of hope, 76 00:05:34,367 --> 00:05:37,370 embodied in the spirit of Hope Logan, 77 00:05:37,437 --> 00:05:41,307 a name synonymous with resilience, creativity, and the 78 00:05:41,374 --> 00:05:44,043 power of dreams. Hope is more than just a 79 00:05:44,110 --> 00:05:47,714 designer. She is a visionary. 80 00:05:47,780 --> 00:05:51,784 Hope is not just a name. It's a promise: a promise to 81 00:05:51,851 --> 00:05:55,054 guide her children through life's challenges, to inspire 82 00:05:55,121 --> 00:05:58,257 them to chase their dreams, and to instill in them the 83 00:05:58,324 --> 00:06:01,527 values of kindness and compassion. 84 00:06:01,594 --> 00:06:05,832 [cheers and applause] Hope is here. Hope is now. 85 00:06:05,898 --> 00:06:12,872 Hope is the future. [applause continues] 86 00:06:12,939 --> 00:06:17,810 >> Hope: Liam. >> Liam: Um, just--it's, uh, 87 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:22,115 just a few, you know, I think like music edits, and it should 88 00:06:22,181 --> 00:06:25,952 be good to post, pending your approval. 89 00:06:26,018 --> 00:06:29,856 >> Hope: I mean... I-I thought for sure that you 90 00:06:29,922 --> 00:06:32,692 were going to delegate this, and the fact that you did all this 91 00:06:32,759 --> 00:06:35,895 yourself... >> Liam: Yeah, I was--I thought 92 00:06:35,962 --> 00:06:38,898 I was going to, and then I just-- 93 00:06:38,965 --> 00:06:42,335 It had to be me. I-I-I couldn't...I couldn't put 94 00:06:42,401 --> 00:06:46,239 it in somebody else's hands. I-I just--I wanted to be the one 95 00:06:46,305 --> 00:06:51,677 to do the tribute because... I want everyone to know who you 96 00:06:51,744 --> 00:06:55,014 are... and everything you've 97 00:06:55,081 --> 00:06:58,684 accomplished, and, um... 98 00:06:59,952 --> 00:07:05,491 I know what we talked about, but I just--I can't, um... 99 00:07:05,558 --> 00:07:09,295 I can't stop thinking about you. And it's not--I'm not just 100 00:07:09,362 --> 00:07:13,633 thinking about the past and all the wonderful memories we've 101 00:07:13,699 --> 00:07:18,237 shared. I'm-I just--I keep... 102 00:07:18,304 --> 00:07:20,740 thinking about the future. ♪♪♪ 103 00:07:27,180 --> 00:07:28,848 [Taylor sighs] >> Steffy: So broken heart 104 00:07:28,915 --> 00:07:32,285 syndrome. It's unbelievable. 105 00:07:32,351 --> 00:07:35,087 >> Taylor: Or...totally believable, when you consider 106 00:07:35,154 --> 00:07:37,356 the patient. >> Steffy: Oh, Mom. 107 00:07:37,423 --> 00:07:40,193 >> Taylor: I-I couldn't accept it at first either. 108 00:07:40,259 --> 00:07:43,262 I didn't want to. >> Steffy: You promise me you're 109 00:07:43,329 --> 00:07:45,264 gonna be okay, right? >> Taylor: I should be, I should 110 00:07:45,331 --> 00:07:47,834 be. I'm getting treatments. I'm continuing my appointments 111 00:07:47,900 --> 00:07:50,403 with Grace. I mean, the chances are good 112 00:07:50,469 --> 00:07:55,675 that my next echocardiogram will be very much improved. 113 00:07:55,741 --> 00:07:59,478 Especially after tonight. >> Steffy: Seems like it had a 114 00:07:59,545 --> 00:08:01,814 real effect on you. >> Taylor: Oh, huge. 115 00:08:01,881 --> 00:08:04,483 I mean, I'm not suggesting that I'm suddenly cured. 116 00:08:04,550 --> 00:08:07,486 I'm gonna continue getting treatment and taking my meds, 117 00:08:07,553 --> 00:08:09,822 and my body has some serious healing to do. 118 00:08:09,889 --> 00:08:14,861 But tonight was about holistic healing. 119 00:08:14,927 --> 00:08:18,664 And realizing there's a place to write prescriptions, talk, 120 00:08:18,731 --> 00:08:21,801 and be cerebral, but there's also a place for energy work, 121 00:08:21,868 --> 00:08:25,538 emotional work--modalities that have been around for thousands 122 00:08:25,605 --> 00:08:29,208 of years. Yeah. 123 00:08:29,275 --> 00:08:32,345 Sometimes the answers lie within ourselves. 124 00:08:32,411 --> 00:08:36,883 And that's what I found tonight. Answers. 125 00:08:36,949 --> 00:08:41,921 In the intense chakra work with Shandra and your father. 126 00:08:41,988 --> 00:08:44,790 >> Steffy: Yeah, what? With Shandra and Dad? 127 00:08:44,857 --> 00:08:47,426 >> Taylor: Yeah. I couldn't have done it without him. 128 00:08:47,493 --> 00:08:52,965 He was really there for me. Very...sensitive 129 00:08:53,032 --> 00:08:57,236 and committed to my well-being. >> Steffy: Well, you know Dad 130 00:08:57,303 --> 00:09:01,774 cares about you. He always will. 131 00:09:03,609 --> 00:09:06,078 But there is one thing I'm not-- like I still don't really 132 00:09:06,145 --> 00:09:11,183 understand. Why in hell was Brooke involved? 133 00:09:11,250 --> 00:09:15,354 >> Taylor: Oh, she wasn't. She came over, unannounced. 134 00:09:15,421 --> 00:09:17,890 She saw the candles, the mood, the deep connection that your 135 00:09:17,957 --> 00:09:22,194 father and I share. Sadly, I'm guessing that your 136 00:09:22,261 --> 00:09:24,497 father is getting a tongue-lashing from Brooke 137 00:09:24,563 --> 00:09:27,433 right about now. 138 00:09:29,568 --> 00:09:31,704 >> Brooke: Do you know how that felt? 139 00:09:31,771 --> 00:09:35,875 Seeing you and Taylor just wrapped around each other 140 00:09:35,942 --> 00:09:38,844 with candles everywhere? >> Ridge: Okay, I know that 141 00:09:38,911 --> 00:09:41,247 can't have been fun for you, but you-- 142 00:09:41,314 --> 00:09:44,150 it's part of Taylor's healing journey, 143 00:09:44,216 --> 00:09:46,319 and Shandra gave me instructions. 144 00:09:46,385 --> 00:09:49,455 >> Brooke: [laughs] Ridiculous instructions. 145 00:09:49,522 --> 00:09:52,058 Because no matter what that was, you shouldn't have been doing 146 00:09:52,124 --> 00:09:55,227 that with your ex-wife. >> Ridge: Okay. Yes. And maybe 147 00:09:55,294 --> 00:09:57,797 it was ridiculous, but you know what? That pose--it did 148 00:09:57,863 --> 00:10:01,467 something. And Taylor had a breakthrough. 149 00:10:01,534 --> 00:10:04,804 She really did, and I think-- I know she's gonna be okay. 150 00:10:04,870 --> 00:10:09,008 >> Brooke: Mmm. Okay. 151 00:10:09,075 --> 00:10:11,477 I'm glad to hear that. 152 00:10:14,347 --> 00:10:19,518 So what is this life-changing pose called anyway? 153 00:10:19,585 --> 00:10:25,658 >> Ridge: It's called Yab-Yum. >> Brooke: Yab-Yum? 154 00:10:25,725 --> 00:10:29,628 >> Ridge: Yeah. >> Brooke: Hmm. 155 00:10:29,695 --> 00:10:33,866 >> Ridge: What's happening here? What's, uh, what's going on in 156 00:10:33,933 --> 00:10:35,034 that beautiful head of yours? ♪♪♪ 157 00:10:52,518 --> 00:10:55,654 ♪♪♪ >> Hope: Liam, I-I appreciate 158 00:10:55,721 --> 00:11:00,359 how you put this all together. I mean, it's beautifully done, 159 00:11:00,426 --> 00:11:04,997 and I-I do appreciate how you look back fondly on what we 160 00:11:05,064 --> 00:11:10,069 had, because I do too, but... I mean, we talked about this. 161 00:11:10,136 --> 00:11:16,275 >> Liam: We talked about this. Yeah, no, I know. Um... 162 00:11:22,114 --> 00:11:26,619 We shared something really great, and-and... 163 00:11:26,685 --> 00:11:30,056 we're still really great. We're just [small laugh] 164 00:11:30,122 --> 00:11:33,592 just a different kind of great. We're great friends, we're great 165 00:11:33,659 --> 00:11:41,467 co-parents, and, you know, it, um...it's taken some adjustment, 166 00:11:41,534 --> 00:11:44,837 but there's still--it's just... 167 00:11:47,373 --> 00:11:50,876 Well, hear me out. 168 00:11:52,912 --> 00:11:54,046 >> Hope: M-- 169 00:12:01,587 --> 00:12:05,491 >> Liam: I been wanting to do that... 170 00:12:05,558 --> 00:12:07,359 for a really long time. ♪♪♪ 171 00:12:13,933 --> 00:12:17,470 >> Brooke: Yab-Yum. Think that has something to do 172 00:12:17,536 --> 00:12:20,773 with chakras. Do you even know what a chakra 173 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:22,675 is? >> Ridge: I didn't, but now I 174 00:12:22,741 --> 00:12:26,579 do. I did some research, and anyway, the point is this pose 175 00:12:26,645 --> 00:12:32,284 was about mutual awareness. >> Brooke: Yes, I could imagine. 176 00:12:32,351 --> 00:12:34,887 I mean, the way you two were sitting, it seemed like you were 177 00:12:34,954 --> 00:12:38,290 mutually aware of everything that was going on between the 178 00:12:38,357 --> 00:12:41,694 two of you. >> Ridge: [sighs] 179 00:12:41,760 --> 00:12:47,800 >> Brooke: So why don't you explain this pose? 180 00:12:47,867 --> 00:12:51,170 >> Ridge: Really? Uh, okay. I was sitting on the floor, as 181 00:12:51,237 --> 00:12:54,373 you know, and she was...sitting in my lap-- 182 00:12:54,440 --> 00:12:57,476 >> Brooke: And her legs wrapped around you. 183 00:12:57,543 --> 00:13:01,113 Yes, I got an eyeful of that. >> Ridge: I'm sorry, but we had 184 00:13:01,180 --> 00:13:06,785 to keep eye contact and-and breathe as one. 185 00:13:06,852 --> 00:13:08,854 >> Brooke: You do realize you did something with Taylor 186 00:13:08,921 --> 00:13:16,729 that you've never done with me. >> Ridge: I'm sorry I hurt you. 187 00:13:16,795 --> 00:13:21,700 >> Brooke: Well, we can fix that. 188 00:13:21,767 --> 00:13:26,672 As long as you promise never to be Yab-Yumming with anybody else 189 00:13:26,739 --> 00:13:27,740 but me. ♪♪♪ 190 00:13:33,579 --> 00:13:37,850 >> Steffy: Mom, I hate to see you wasting all this time 191 00:13:37,917 --> 00:13:41,720 worrying about Brooke. >> Taylor: Oh, I'm-I'm not. 192 00:13:41,787 --> 00:13:47,092 I have much more important things to focus on. 193 00:13:47,159 --> 00:13:51,397 Gratitude, knowing that I'm gonna be okay, and love 194 00:13:51,463 --> 00:13:55,534 for my beautiful family. >> Steffy: And Dad. 195 00:13:55,601 --> 00:14:00,172 >> Taylor: Yeah. He's really been a rock for me. 196 00:14:00,239 --> 00:14:04,310 He's really stood up and seen me through all of this. 197 00:14:04,376 --> 00:14:07,379 And no, I don't believe we're getting back together, 198 00:14:07,446 --> 00:14:09,215 but that's not what tonight was about. 199 00:14:09,281 --> 00:14:14,420 Tonight your father and I really worked through some things... 200 00:14:14,486 --> 00:14:20,759 the loss of Phoebe. I miss your sister every day. 201 00:14:20,826 --> 00:14:22,795 >> Steffy: I do too. 202 00:14:29,868 --> 00:14:33,405 >> Taylor: I know [sniffles] I haven't been here enough for 203 00:14:33,472 --> 00:14:36,408 you... coming in and out of your life, 204 00:14:36,475 --> 00:14:39,044 not staying for very long, running from my own problems. 205 00:14:39,111 --> 00:14:45,451 But that's-that's over. I'm here. 206 00:14:45,517 --> 00:14:47,186 And I'm gonna stay here. It's where I'm meant to be, 207 00:14:47,253 --> 00:14:51,190 with you and your beautiful children... 208 00:14:51,257 --> 00:14:52,625 and your father. ♪♪♪ 209 00:15:10,376 --> 00:15:12,177 ♪♪♪ >> Taylor: Well, I have a 210 00:15:12,244 --> 00:15:16,915 confession to make that, um, I was in Monte Carlo for a 211 00:15:16,982 --> 00:15:19,618 consultation, then I found out your father was planning on 212 00:15:19,685 --> 00:15:22,388 being there as well. >> Steffy: Dad never mentioned 213 00:15:22,454 --> 00:15:25,190 anything about seeing you. >> Taylor: Because he didn't. 214 00:15:25,257 --> 00:15:31,030 I saw him, but he didn't see me. Let's just say the timing wasn't 215 00:15:31,096 --> 00:15:33,599 right. >> Steffy: Ah. He was with 216 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:36,602 Brooke. >> Taylor: Yeah. Once I thought 217 00:15:36,669 --> 00:15:40,105 I was living with this diagnosis, I just felt too 218 00:15:40,172 --> 00:15:43,142 vulnerable to have any interaction with him. 219 00:15:43,208 --> 00:15:45,911 I was feeling pretty insecure. >> Steffy: That is not how I 220 00:15:45,978 --> 00:15:47,413 would describe you. >> Taylor: No, it's true. I left 221 00:15:47,479 --> 00:15:49,915 Los Angeles months ago a different person. 222 00:15:49,982 --> 00:15:54,520 I wasn't my true self, but now...I feel like a whole new 223 00:15:54,586 --> 00:15:57,423 woman. >> Steffy: I really love that, 224 00:15:57,489 --> 00:16:00,159 Mom. And I'm really, really proud of 225 00:16:00,225 --> 00:16:03,962 you, and I want you to know like I really look up to you. 226 00:16:04,029 --> 00:16:09,568 >> Taylor: The feeling's mutual. >> Steffy: Promise me something. 227 00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:13,472 Please stay this time. >> Taylor: Don't worry. 228 00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:16,575 After tonight and this breakthrough I had and the 229 00:16:16,642 --> 00:16:20,679 connection I had with your father, I'm feeling empowered to 230 00:16:20,746 --> 00:16:26,251 live my best life. >> Steffy: Oh, Mom, come here. 231 00:16:26,318 --> 00:16:26,885 Ohh. ♪♪♪ 232 00:16:47,773 --> 00:16:51,343 >> Brooke: Mmm. Is this what you were doing with 233 00:16:51,410 --> 00:16:54,813 Taylor? >> Ridge: Mm-mm. Not even close. 234 00:16:54,880 --> 00:16:57,583 >> Brooke: Good. Then I would have had a 235 00:16:57,649 --> 00:17:00,252 different reaction. >> Ridge: Yeah. Hey. 236 00:17:00,319 --> 00:17:03,255 >> Brooke: Yeah. >> Ridge: Focus. 237 00:17:03,322 --> 00:17:05,657 >> Brooke: Okay. >> Ridge: We gotta breathe as 238 00:17:05,724 --> 00:17:06,725 one. >> Brooke: Oh. 239 00:17:06,792 --> 00:17:13,298 >> Ridge: Right? [both inhaling, exhaling] 240 00:17:16,034 --> 00:17:19,505 You're the only one for me. >> Brooke: Shh. 241 00:17:19,571 --> 00:17:22,908 We need to breathe as one. >> Ridge: Oh, yeah. 242 00:17:22,975 --> 00:17:24,910 >> Brooke: Yeah. 243 00:17:29,748 --> 00:17:31,483 >> Ridge: But I don't think we're supposed to be doing that. 244 00:17:31,550 --> 00:17:33,352 >> Brooke: Yeah. That was just a little kiss. 245 00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:34,653 >> Ridge: Oh. >> Brooke: There's a lot more to 246 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:36,155 come. 247 00:17:42,094 --> 00:17:47,666 >> Ridge: Yabba yabba. >> Brooke: Yum, yum, yum. 248 00:17:47,733 --> 00:17:50,002 ♪♪♪ 249 00:18:31,477 --> 00:18:34,580 Captioned by Los Angeles Distribution and Broadcasting, Inc.