>> Taylor: Hey.
I can't imagine the pain you're in.
>> Steffy: I can't believe he's gone.
He's never gonna walk through the door again.
God, how can that be true?
The last time I was in this house,
so was Finn, you know, filling it with love
and laughter, and now he's gone.
And I can't do anything about it, except--
except try to find the monster who took him
from me.
>> Taylor: And sweetheart, you'll remember who shot
you and Finn when you're ready.
♪♪♪
>> Steffy: Oh my God!
Oh my God!
There's so much blood!
>> Sheila: Oh, what have I done? I didn't--
I didn't see him.
I didn't know-- I didn't know he was here.
Baby!
>> Steffy: Your only son.
>> Sheila: I didn't know-- I didn't know he was here.
[ knocking on door ] >> Deacon: Hey, Sheila?
Sheila, it's me, come on, open up.
Sheila!
Sheila, come on, open up.
[ knocking on door ] Sheila, please--
>> Sheila: I'm here.
I-- What are you doing?
>> Deacon: I wanted to make sure that
you didn't do something awful.
Something that couldn't be taken back.
♪♪♪ >> Quinn: Hey, you busy?
>> Carter: Uh, never too busy for you.
>> Quinn: Okay, okay.
Question for you.
>> Carter: Mm hm.
>> Quinn: Do you prefer A, or B?
>> Carter: Hm.
>> Carter: A.
>> Quinn: Mm! Tell me why.
>> Carter: The colors are more vibrant
in those stones.
>> Quinn: Exactly what I was thinking.
Very good eye, and thank you for
confirming my own, exceptional good taste.
>> Carter: Heh, anytime.
>> Quinn: Mm hm.
What?
>> Carter: Uh, I'm just curious.
How did things go with Eric last night?
>> Paris: Hey.
>> Zende: Hey.
Um, you okay?
What's going on?
♪♪♪
>> Quinn: I don't know if I should be discussing
my relationship with Eric, with you.
I mean, that's kinda what got us in trouble
in the first place.
>> Carter: Mm, is that what I am?
Trouble?
>> Quinn: Hah! Well, you certainly can be.
Although, I think I got you beat in that department.
I mean, I-- I'm trouble, cubed.
I'm trouble personified.
Hehe, at least that's what I've been told,
most of my life.
>> Carter: I don't see you that way.
>> Quinn: Well, of course not.
[ tsk-ing ] >> Carter: Speaking of
trouble, I-- I kinda think I am.
>> Quinn: Because of me?
>> Carter: No. No.
>> Quinn: Ah.
Because of Paris.
♪♪♪ >> Zende: I can tell when
something's on your mind.
You can share it with me.
Whatever it is.
>> Paris: I've always loved that about you.
Your sensitivity, how you pay attention.
How you always encouraged me to speak my mind,
and be open and honest with you, which is exactly
what you deserve.
>> Zende: Uh oh, uh, I deserve honesty?
About what?
>> Paris: About my feelings for you.
♪♪♪ >> Steffy: Well, I've tried
so hard to think back to what happened that night.
I can't remember anything specific.
I just get-- I get glimpses of things.
>> Taylor: Well, I know, sweetie, and that is,
that is completely normal.
You've experienced such a traumatic event,
this is just your mind's way of shielding you.
>> Steffy: No, I don't want to be protected
from the truth.
I want to see the face of the monster
who killed my husband.
>> Deacon: I brought you some food.
You look terrible.
>> Sheila: Hah! Still as charming as ever, I see.
>> Deacon: Fine, come on, you know what I mean.
Are you getting any sleep at all?
>> Sheila: Do you think losing Finn is my karma?
Because I have done some really terrible things
in my past.
>> Deacon: This is what I know, not what I think.
Finn died as a result of a-- a cold-blooded,
vicious, random attack that you had absolutely
nothing to do with.
>> Sheila: Yeah.
It's just, uh...
I really miss him.
And I know I'm never going to see that beautiful face
with these eyes ever again.
There's only one thing that can help ease
this pain.
>> Deacon: What's that?
>> Sheila: Hayes.
I need to see my grandson.
♪♪♪
>> Quinn: I don't get it.
I mean, Paris "appointed" herself judge and jury,
when she found out about our affair,
and told Brooke, and completely blew
our lives apart.
And let's not forget that, uh, she's the sister
of your ex-fiance.
So, why would you want to be with her?
>> Carter: You know, Quinn, when you put it that way...
>> Quinn: Right?
>> Carter: I guess I was a bit on the rebound.
You'd just gone back to Eric, shutting down
my hopes for a future with you, and I was crushed.
>> Quinn: So, she took advantage of you?
>> Carter: No. No, she did not.
No, we just-- We just happened, and it was wrong,
because she was still seeing Zende, and that
should have made her off-limits, especially
after what happened with you, but Quinn, this--
this also happened because of you.
It was like I-- I needed to forget about us
long enough to heal.
>> Quinn: But things are completely over between
the two of you?
>> Carter: Yeah.
Thankfully, Zende is none the wiser.
>> Zende: You want to talk feelings, I'm your guy.
>> Paris: Well, you're incredible, you're sweet,
you're funny.
You're thoughtful, and one day, you're gonna
own the fashion world.
>> Zende: Eh, from your mouth...
>> Paris: No doubt, and there's no one
that's more deserving than you.
I mean, you're an amazing guy, Zende.
We've been through a lot together.
>> Zende: Um, ah...
Uh, wait a minute, uh, why is this starting
to feel like-- Are you ending this between us?
♪♪♪
>> Steffy: Ugh, if I could just see the shooter's face, then I would just--
I would make them answer me for taking
my husband away.
Ugh, why can't I remember?
>> Taylor: Maybe, because you're still in recovery.
You will remember.
Your memory will come back.
It will. And you'll remember who did this
horrible thing.
>> Sheila: You know it is so unfair.
Li wouldn't even let me say a final goodbye to Finn.
And Steffy won't let me anywhere near Hayes.
He is the only connection I still have to my son.
>> Deacon: Sheila, it's only a matter of time
before Steffy remembers who pulled the trigger
that night.
Once that mystery is solved, once they arrest
whoever did that, maybe then, she'll be able
to hear you, but I'm telling you,
going over there now is a mistake.
>> Sheila: Yeah, well, thank you!
Thank you so much for the good advice,
my dear friend.
But Hayes in my grandson, and I need to see him.
Facing Steffy might be the risk I have to take.
♪♪♪
>> Zende: So maybe you better catch me up.
I know that we decided to pull things back a bit,
keep it casual, see other people,
but I still thought there was a connection between us.
>> Paris: Always.
>> Zende: Uh, yeah, okay, so, um, I guess, I--
I misread something here.
I never gave up on a future with you, Paris,
but it doesn't sound like you want the same thing.
>> Paris: I-- I don't know how to explain it.
It just, somewhere down the line,
my feelings changed-- >> Zende: Hey, hey.
Message received.
Loud and clear.
>> Paris: I'm sorry, Zende.
>> Zende: Hey, I don't regret a single moment
I spent with you.
I'm grateful that we got to spend any time together,
at all.
I do have one question, though.
>> Paris: Sure.
>> Zende: Is this about something missing between us?
Or, is there someone else?
>> Carter: When I ended things with Paris,
I said the same thing to her.
I told her to go forward with Zende.
>> Quinn: Only, she doesn't feel the same way.
>> Carter: No, she's not in love with him.
Don't get me wrong, she has deep feelings
for him, how could she not?
>> Quinn: Right, right.
I mean, come on.
He ticks all the boxes, right?
I mean, he's handsome, he-- he's an up and coming
fashion designer, he's warm, he's caring,
he want's to settle down and have a family,
I mean come on, what more could Paris want?
Look, I don't like her, and yeah, I'm totally
judging her, I get that, but I can also understand
why she would fall in love with you.
♪♪♪
>> Steffy: Whoever killed Finn, they're out there, just walking around.
They should be in prison.
I have the answer, it's in my head,
I just...
[ sighing ] I can't seem to get to it.
>> Taylor: But you will.
>> Steffy: How? How?
Do I have to be patient?
It's like, some kind of trigger?
>> Taylor: Yeah. Yeah.
A trigger could happen when you least expect it.
[ Hayes fussing on monitor ] >> Steffy: I'm gonna
check on him.
>> Taylor: Okay.
Let me know if you need anything.
[ knocking on door ] Sheila.
>> Sheila: I-- I'm sorry.
I know that I should have called, but I-- I was
afraid with warning Steffy wouldn't let me in. I--
Please, Taylor, you just have to help me. I-- I...
I want to see my grandson.
♪♪♪
>> Paris: Honesty is the least you deserve
from me.
So, yes. There is someone.
A man you know very well.
>> Zende: Who?
>> Paris: Carter.
I have feelings for Carter.
>> Quinn: I know what it's like to be alone with you.
To be up close and personal with that insane charisma
and off the charts sexual energy. I-- ooh,
I mean, I am a grown-ass married woman,
and I lost my mind.
[ laughing ] >> Carter: Well, you
weren't the only one.
>> Quinn: I'm just saying I am familiar with
your superpowers.
>> Carter: Quinn, stop!
>> Quinn: I can totally understand why Paris fell
head over heels in love with you.
But I know you, Carter.
And I learned to hear what it is you don't say.
>> Carter: What do you think that is?
>> Quinn: You may have gotten caught up in this
whole Paris thing, but you don't feel about
her the way she feels about you.
Mm hm, am I right?
Am I right?
You don't even have to say it.
I know I'm right.
♪♪♪
>> Taylor: Sheila, you should not have come by like this.
Steffy doesn't need any more stress.
>> Sheila: I-- I know that it's risky, and I don't
want to do anything that might set Steffy off.
But Taylor, I lost Finn too.
Hayes is the only connection that I have
left with him.
>> Taylor: I understand, but Sheila, you can call me.
Come in.
>> Sheila: Thank you.
You-- you know, Li...
shut me out.
She wouldn't even let me say a final goodbye
to my son, and that tore my heart out.
And now, I don't-- I don't even--
I don't even want to open my eyes in the morning,
knowing that he's gone, every day, the endless days
of knowing that I am never going to see
Finn's beautiful face again, or even have
the chance to make him smile.
>> Taylor: Sheila, you're not thinking about harming
yourself again, are you?
>> Sheila: No.
>> Taylor: Okay, good.
Just remember, Finn would not want that.
I'm so sorry you lost your son, the--
the pain is indescribable.
But don't make it worse by blaming yourself for
something that wasn't your fault.
>> Steffy: What?
>> Sheila: Hello, Steffy.
>> Steffy: What is she doing here?
>> Taylor: She shouldn't have come by like this,
but she's asked to see Hayes.
>> Steffy: You know that's not gonna happen.
>> Taylor: I do.
I do, but I also understand why she's here.
She's Finn's mother.
Hayes is her grandson.
Hayes is all she has left of her son.
>> Steffy: I get that, and I'm sorry.
But that doesn't mean my door's open to Sheila.
She's not allowed to see Hayes.
And you know it.
So why exactly are you here?
>> Sheila: You're right.
This, this-- uh, this was...
a bad idea, I'm sorry.
I'm gonna go.
But you know, before I do, I want to tell you
how terribly, terribly sorry I am, Steffy.
For your loss, and for mine.
>> Steffy: Wait!
You're not going anywhere, Sheila.
♪♪♪