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[machines beeping, hissing]
>> Li: My beautiful boy.

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I still can't believe
what that woman did to you.

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Your own birth mother,
shot you and left you for dead.

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You never should have been
in that alley.

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Never been put
in that kind of risk.

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But I won't let that
be your end.

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You're still alive.

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And I'm the only person
who knows.

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♪♪♪
>> Taylor: Hey, sweetie?

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Are the kids in the back
with Amelia?

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>> Steffy: Thomas took them
so Kelly and Hayes could

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spend some time with Douglas.

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>> Ridge: At least that's
somewhat normal, right?

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>> Steffy: [sighs]
It's just tough not having

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Finn here.

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You know, we used to be a team,
we used to figure out

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everything together
and now it just...

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it's just me.

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>> Ridge: Well, that's
just not true.

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>> Taylor: Oh, I know it feels
like you're all alone

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but you're not, sweetie.

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You have people that love
and support you.

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>> Ridge: Yeah, we're all here
to help you with whatever

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you need.

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>> Taylor: You know, I think
the best way that we can support

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you is by encouraging you
to take the time that you need

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and just get away with the kids.

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>> Steffy: By leaving town.

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Sorry, that doesn't feel
right to me.

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♪♪♪
♪♪♪

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>> Donna: The times that...

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we've been spending here
together, they're...

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the happiest since...

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I mean, since we were married,
really.

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If it were up to me, I would
just keep doing this

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forever and ever and ever.

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But...you have a lot more
at stake here, Eric.

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You're married,
whether I approve of your wife

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or not.

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[sighs]
So, I just--I need you...

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to be honest with me, okay?

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Like you always are.

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Do you want
to stop seeing each other?

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♪♪♪
>> Quinn: Am I really

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hearing this?

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Are you saying you want to
start things back up with Paris?

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>> Carter: It's not the worst
thing that can happen.

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>> Quinn: Stop it!

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Carter, no! You can't do this!

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♪♪♪

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♪♪♪

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>> Quinn: You're talking about
a decision that can impact

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the rest of your life.

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You can't do that on an impulse,
because I'm telling you, if you

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open that door to Paris,
she is not gonna walk back out.

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>> Carter: There are worse
things than being tied to Paris,

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Quinn, okay? She loves me.

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>> Quinn: I-I'd agree if you
loved her back.

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But I have never heard you
say that.

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Don't be rash!

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That's all I'm saying.

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>> Carter: And all I'm saying
is that I--

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All I'm saying is that I won't
let Paris's questions about

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my feelings for you undermine
your marriage to Eric.

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♪♪♪
>> Eric: I don't want to stop

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seeing you.

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>> Donna: Really?

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>> Eric: Really.

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>> Donna: I mean...

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I mean, that--that's what I
was hoping you would say, but

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I just--I just--
>> Eric: You're so--

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you're so beautiful.

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>> Donna: So are you.

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[both laugh]
>> Eric: This is so precious

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to me, these moments with you,
it's so precious to me.

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It means so much.

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What is this, you're gonna--
now you're starting to cry?

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>> Donna: It's because...

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it's because I'm so happy.

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[crying]
[sobs]

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>> Eric: [murmurs]
[chuckles]

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>> Taylor: You and the kids
are trying to navigate this

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terrible tragedy, losing Finn.

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Your life suddenly changed and
it's okay to take some time

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to try to figure out how to
gently move forward instead of

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thinking you have to barrel
through this.

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>> Steffy: But I can do that
here.

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>> Taylor: I think you could...

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give yourself permission to
just take a break and--and

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get away and--and gently
process your loss.

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>> Ridge: You know, your mom
is right.

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We don't want you to leave
but maybe that is exactly

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what you need right now.

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♪♪♪

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>> Donna: I am so lucky to have

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you in my life still after
all of this time.

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>> Eric: Yeah.

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I never...

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lost my connection to you.

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You make me smile from
the inside out.

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You make me...

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feel so warm, and--and...

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so loved.

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>> Donna: There you go again,
making me happy.

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You'd better be careful, mister,
because I could get used

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to this.

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>> Eric: It's the least
you deserve.

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♪♪♪
>> Quinn: I would never ask you

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to compromise your life,
any part of it, on my behalf.

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>> Carter: I know.

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>> Quinn: Making a commitment
to a woman you don't love

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to keep her nose out of my
business is a huge compromise.

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>> Carter: We did say
"I love you" to each other.

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>> Quinn: Yeah, but did you
mean it or were you just in

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the moment?

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>> Carter: I won't let Paris
undermine your marriage

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because she's jealous
and to be honest, Quinn,

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being with her was no hardship.

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There were times I couldn't
wait to see her. Like, I can--

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I can get back there again.

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>> Quinn: You shouldn't have
to work on it.

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You're a huge romantic, Carter.

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You were ready to walk away
from everything that meant

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anything to you to run away
with me.

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>> Carter: And you said no.

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Maybe that's why I didn't give
this relationship with Paris

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a fair shot, why I didn't
fight for it.

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I wasn't all in.

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>> Quinn: Or maybe you just
weren't feeling it.

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>> Carter: No, no, I was
holding back, you know.

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And then there was Zende
to consider. I didn't want to do

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to him what we did to Eric.

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Even though Paris and I,
we're not...[chuckles]

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We're not you and me.

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>> Quinn: That should
tell you something.

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>> Carter: It does tell me
something.

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It tells me that I'd be alone
forever waiting for something

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like what we had to hit me
again.

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I don't want to be a bachelor,
Quinn. I don't want to be

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a bachelor anymore. So I can--
I can reconnect with Paris.

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It wouldn't be difficult.

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It wouldn't be difficult
to make more of it.

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>> Quinn: But is that really
what you want?

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Do you care enough about Paris
to go back to her?

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Or would you be doing that
for me?

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♪♪♪
>> Steffy: Good thing I've got

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thick skin.

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>> Ridge: What do you mean?

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>> Steffy: It sounds like you
want to get rid of me.

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>> Ridge: Are you kidding me
right now?

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>> Taylor: No, honey, your
father and I are just suggesting

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that you take the kids and you
get out of LA for a minute.

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Just go someplace beautiful,
someplace quiet.

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Someplace where you can really
be with Kelly and Hayes.

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>> Steffy: You really think
it's a good idea to take the

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kids away from what's familiar?

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>> Taylor: I think right now
Kelly and Hayes would really

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appreciate some one-on-one time
with Mommy, you know?

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Just...just being with them.

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Answering their questions,
taking all the time you need.

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You could do it, honey.

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You could...get out of this
environment and...

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reconnect as a family.

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>> Steffy: Yeah, I used to have
that. I don't have that anymore.

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Kelly, Hayes, Finn,
we were a family, but that

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doesn't exist.

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It was destroyed when Sheila
took Finn away from us.

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♪♪♪

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>> Donna: This is just heaven.

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Being alone with you.

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>> Eric: I love that about you.

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>> Donna: Hmm?

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>> Eric: How you value
the simple things.

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>> Donna: Yeah, I don't really
need a lot.

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Just my Honey Bear.

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When I'm with you like this,
it's just...

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nothing else matters.

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>> Eric: Look, I hate to break
the spell...

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>> Donna: No...

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No, no, no, no, no, no.

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Don't--don't say it,
don't say it.

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>> Eric: I have to go.

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>> Donna: Is it wrong of me
to say that I wish you didn't

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have to go? I mean...

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[sighs] I live for these
moments.

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Don't worry, I--I'm...

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I don't have any expectations,
Eric, I...

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I'm not gonna make any demands,
okay? Or pressure you at all.

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[sighs]
I just...

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I just want to be with you.

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I just want to make you happy,
that's it.

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>> Eric: You do.

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Without even trying.

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♪♪♪
>> Carter: I know how important

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Eric is to you.

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He's the center of your life
as you are to his

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and I jeopardized your marriage
in the past.

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I won't do that again.

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>> Quinn: But you're not doing
anything.

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I'm not doing anything!

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We would never hurt Eric
like that again.

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>> Carter: I still feel guilty.

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Eric trusted me. He made a place
for me in his family, and what

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do I do? I have an affair
with his wife. I practically

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begged you to run away with me.

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>> Quinn: But I didn't.

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And Eric has forgiven
both of us!

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>> Carter: And I want it
to stay that way.

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Paris is asking questions about
my feelings for you because

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she can tell that I still care.

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How much I'll always care
about you.

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♪♪♪
>> Ridge: Finn is gone.

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And the pain of that has got
to be excruciating.

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>> Steffy: Yeah, sometimes
I think I see Finn out of the

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corner of my eye and...

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for a wonderful second I...

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I forget.

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And then I turn to where he
should be and he's...

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he's not there.

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I'll never see my husband again.

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>> Taylor: I--I cannot imagine
how you must be feeling, Steffy.

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But you're right,
Finn should be here.

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He should be here,
living his best life with you

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and the kids and I...

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I hate that he's not.

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But you--you will find the
strength to cope with this

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sweetheart. You will.

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>> Ridge: But--but maybe not
here, you know, surrounded by

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all these memories.

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This may not be the best place.

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>> Taylor: I think taking the
kids and--and--and getting away

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might be better than--than
forcing yourself to stay here

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because you think that you have
to stay stuck in this sadness.

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>> Steffy: If I leave our home,
I feel like I'm abandoning Finn.

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Maybe it would've been easier
if I felt like I had some

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closure but I didn't get that.

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I didn't even get a chance
to say goodbye.

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And when I reached out to leave,
it was too late.

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He's gone.

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My husband is gone forever.

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[machine beeping]
♪♪♪

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♪♪♪
[keys clacking]

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♪♪♪

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>> Quinn: I'm always gonna care
about you, too.

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I'm just--I can't have you
make any life-changing decisions

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because of me.

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>> Carter: I already came
between you and Eric once.

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And I don't regret a single
minute we spent together, Quinn,

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but I am deeply sorry
we hurt him.

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I won't do that again.

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I'm picking up with Paris,
she'll stop asking questions,

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and you and Eric, you get to be
happy without any outside

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interference.

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>> Quinn: What about you?

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>> Carter: This isn't about me.

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>> Quinn: Of course this is
about you, you being trapped

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in a relationship with a woman
you don't love. Come on, no,

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I will not let you
put that justification on me.

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>> Carter: There's different
ways you can love! Who's to say

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my feeling for Paris aren't
viable?

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>> Quinn: Come on, Carter.

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Seriously?

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>> Carter: [growls]
You want the truth?

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Fine. Here's the truth.

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I am tired of sitting on
the sidelines watching everyone

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move on with their life,
including you.

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How many weddings have I
presided over? I mean, how many

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people have I--have I--
have I walked into their future

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while I sit at home alone?

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I don't want that.

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I want to be a husband
in the worst way.

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I want a family.

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>> Quinn: And you will
have that. You will be such

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a great husband, the best
anyone could ask for.

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>> Carter: Yeah.

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To Paris.

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>> Quinn: I'm not going to
let you sacrifice your future

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because of me.

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Unless you can look me
in the eye and you can tell me

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that you love Paris
with all the passion you have

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inside of you.

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I'll accept that.

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And I'll wish you well.

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So you tell me.

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Is Paris really the woman
you love?

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>> Carter: We both know
the answer to that.

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♪♪♪
>> Steffy: I can't believe

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I'm using words like...

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"closure" and "goodbye"
about Finn.

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We were supposed to grow old
together.

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Raise our children,
I don't know.

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Travel the world.

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Finn's not supposed to be gone.

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>> Ridge: No, he's not.

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>> Steffy: I will hate Sheila
for the rest of my life.

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Hayes will grow up without
a father.

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My husband is dead.

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>> Ridge: Well, she's behind
bars, not gonna hurt anyone

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ever again.

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>> Steffy: Oh.

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I want her to suffer every
single day in prison.

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Finn was our anchor.

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He was the center of our world.

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We were supposed to have a happy
life and instead I just...

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I watched him die.

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>> Ridge: And I wish I could
take that image away from you.

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>> Steffy: I wish I could've
stopped it somehow.

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>> Taylor: Oh, honey, it's
natural to--to wish we could go

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back and change things but
please don't do that

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to yourself.

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>> Ridge: There's nothing you
could have done, nothing.

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>> Taylor: Please don't--don't
beat yourself up.

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Finn wouldn't want you
to do that. He...

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He would want you to do
whatever you can to find peace.

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Please...please consider what
your father and I are

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suggesting. Just give yourself
permission to take the kids

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and get away.

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>> Ridge: Whatever it is you
need, you're not gonna find it

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here, not for a long time,
anyway.

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>> Steffy: [sighs]
Maybe you're right.

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Maybe it is what we need.

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Finn is everywhere in this home.

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He's upstairs, he's...

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he's in the nursery, he's...

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He's at the beach, about to
come home from a surf.

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Like, I feel like if I...

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if I say his name he'll hear me,
he'll--he'd answer.

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[sniffles]
Oh, Finn.

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[sighs] Oh, Finn.

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♪♪♪
♪♪♪

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♪♪♪
♪♪♪

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>> Steffy: Finn.

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♪♪♪