This programme deals with Sexual Abuse.
We've been trying to restart Chloe's heart for some time now,
and I'm afraid we haven't been successful.
Take two weeks off, if you still feel the same
then you and I will talk.
He raped me, Cam. And I think he did it to you, too.
Dylan...?
Dervla, they've found a tumour.
Er, excuse me, what is this?
Oh, Dylan sort of asked me out.
I said, "No."
I've been offered a transfer.
Probably take it.
- Are you married, Rich? - Yeah.
He looks good in his uniform, doesn't he?
Hello? Paramedics.
BABY CRIES
All right, I'll check on him.
I'll check upstairs.
Hiya, mate.
I'm Teddy. What's your name?
Taylor.
How can we help you today?
Hurts...
Have you had a fall or hit your head?
Any pain in your back or your neck?
Neck...
I'm just going to have a feel.
Can you open your eyes for me?
GASPS
OK.
Any sickness at all?
No.
Teddy had fallen out his cot.
Leo, Daddy's sorry.
Right, Taylor, a few things suggest that you might have an infection,
but I do need to do a few more tests.
So we are going to have to get you into hospital as soon as we can.
Anybody that can look after this little one?
- Next door. - I'll give them a knock.
Teddy, meet Teddy.
Teddy, meet the baby.
LAUGHTER
- Oh! - Yes!
- Hello. - Hello.
Right, I'll just knock next door.
You are adorable.
I have to take Daddy into hospital.
OK?
Er, I'm going to finish your obs,
going to get a line in
and I'm going to give you some medication, if that's OK?
Is that OK with you? All right.
HE GAGS
All right, all right.
On your side.
Deep breaths.
It's OK. It's all right, it's all right.
- OK? - His sats have dropped.
I'm going to pre alert, give him some oxygen and some BENPEN.
Good plan. Right, final checks and let's get going.
OK.
Mum's on her way.
We told her what's happening.
We'll take care of Dad.
JAN SIGHS
Oh, he's going to be a little heartbreaker, isn't he?
Yes!
OK, all set?
Yeah.
Bye, baby!
That should make you feel a bit better.
She shouldn't be too long.
What? Oh!
Jan?
Hang on!
AMBULANCE BEEPS
Auntie Jan?!
Er, yeah, but I mean, she's been very lethargic,
been off her food.
Erm...
Yeah, she hasn't been to the loo this morning.
And very laboured breathing.
She's very sick, Dylan.
We've always said there'd come a point
when we'd have to stop treatment and make her comfortable.
But...are there no tests? No other options?
Her cancer's spread.
There's no cure.
I mean, she went for a walk yesterday
along the canal path.
She went further than she's been in ages.
You know, on a good day, you'd hardly know.
In all likelihood, this is her body saying, "Enough's enough."
I've got one of our consent forms here.
I know it's hard.
But as a doctor, I'm sure you understand?
As a doctor, I would try everything that I could for my patient
until the very end.
I cannot sign that until I know
- that you have done everything that you can. - OK.
TYRES SCREECH HORNS BLARE
BANGING
Oi!
- LAUGHTER - What do you think you're doing?!
Just kick back and enjoy the ride!
Right, I've got a patient in the back with me!
So?
Er...
SIREN WAILS
- Oh! - Oh!
Woohoo!
3006 to control.
Alpha Romeo.
Are you ready, Rida?
Has anyone seen my card?
Busy day ahead?
It's not normal to watch this much daytime telly
unless you've got a free bus pass, mate.
Look, I get that you need a bit of time,
but it's been weeks since baby Chloe died.
So?
So, we've all lost patients, Cam.
And it was one of the hardest parts of antenatal.
- Are you sure there's nothing else? - PHONE PINGS
You just can't help yourself, can you?
Right, look, nothing wrong with a bit of window shopping.
Mm-hm.
Hey, Cam, you should come to the Schwartz later.
Nice swerve.
What? It's better than wallowing here, innit?
Look at the state of you.
At least have a shower.
Found it!
Four o'clock.
Think about it.
Right, come on, we're going to be late!
If you're ordering a chippy tea,
and if you've found any clever ways to cut costs...
CAM SIGHS
SIREN WAILS
Mate, what's your name?
- What's it to you? - Well, I'm Teddy.
Pete.
If it's drugs you're after, Pete,
- this isn't the way to go about it. - LAUGHTER
- Watch out! - Whoa!
LAUGHTER
No, no, no, this isn't funny.
You need to do us both a favour, and you need to pull over. Now.
BEEPING
Taylor?
Taylor? Can you hear me?
Ten, nine, eight,
seven, six,
five, four, three...
Come on! ..two and one.
Good lad! Have a break!
- Mum! - Hey!
Thought you were getting him to school?
- You left this on the table. - Oh, cheers.
Yeah, well, we thought we'd come in, have a little play!
Yeah, I can see.
You think this is a...
- You think this is a good idea? - Yeah.
Yeah, it's good for him.
You're a natural, aren't you, mate?
Yeah, it's really fun.
- You OK with this? - Er...
I can back off if you think I'm overstepping.
No, that's not what I'm saying.
I'm...
I've got to get on shift. You'll get him to school, yeah?
Yeah. Yeah, that's enough for today, Luka.
Grab your schoolbag. I'll drop you off.
Hey, Faith, I'll see you later, yeah?
I don't know what time I'm going to finish, so...
You've got homework club after school, OK?
- Faith? - Already late!
Some guy nicked it, apparently.
What, and you're sure it's Teddy in the back?
Just ask Siobhan to let you off the shift.
No, I can't do that.
I'm needed here. They're rammed.
Good morning.
Is it? Yeah, maybe. I don't know.
With me, please, Jodie.
See you in a bit.
Er, Claire...
- ..Mitchell? - Yes. - Yeah?
Hi, I'm Dylan.
- This is Jodie. - Hiya.
Now, you've got something wrong with your ear, is that right?
Yeah, my piercing ripped out.
Yeah, OK. How did that happen? Heavy night?
I fell.
Yeah, welcome drinks at my new job.
Probably should've eaten first.
Oh, no, we've all been there.
OK, any other injuries?
Did you hit your head? Feel dizzy? Anything like that?
- Er... - Anything at all?
- Nope. - No? OK.
So let's start with oral analgesia,
I think that needs, obviously, cleaning before we suture.
And let's check tetanus status as well.
Yeah, I don't know, one fewer drink next time.
Excuse me? I'm looking for my husband.
He's in an ambulance. I think something might've happened.
- OK, have you been to reception? - I've tried.
They don't know anything.
OK, I'm afraid I can't help you because I...
I think something's wrong.
He can't have disappeared into thin air.
OK, did you tell me his name?
Taylor Lewis.
Fine, if you head back to reception, I'll come and find you.
OK?
SIREN WAILS
TYRES SCREECH
- Pete! The patient's really sick now. - Oh, whatever.
I'm serious. You have to slow down.
I need to give him some medicine, and I need a steady hand to do it.
Come on! Come on!
TAYLOR GASPS
The medicine's in but he really needs to see a doctor.
Can't you just pull over?
We can get someone else to drive.
He's got a kid, Pete.
A lovely little boy.
And if we don't get him to hospital soon,
I'm scared we're going to lose him.
I know you don't want that.
I need your help.
Please.
PETE SIGHS
SPLUTTERING
That's it.
- You're doing really well there. - He can't keep anything down.
- OK, when was his kidney transplant? - A few weeks ago.
OK, Adam, I'm just going to have a little feel of your tummy.
OK. Any medications?
Immunosuppressants?
Tacrolimus is the main one.
I've got a list of the rest of them on my phone here.
Right, OK. Let's...
Let's work him up for presumed sepsis,
so let's get an IV line in, bloods, including cultures,
venous blood gas.
I want to do renal function.
Have you passed urine today?
The transplant's not worked, has it?
Look, we're just trying to figure out what's going on, OK? So we...
Everything all right?
Yes. Yeah. Let's start him on IV fluids,
and let's get a catheter as well.
Thank you.
- There's the list there. - Thank you.
- Dr Keogh? - Er, bit busy at the moment, Jodie.
Yeah, but wait. I've found some bruises
- on Claire Mitchell's arms. - Sorry, one sec.
The space in Resus is being held for the patient in the stolen truck.
We haven't found him yet, no?
Not as far as I know, sorry.
OK. OK...
..did she bring them to your attention?
Er, no, I found them.
OK, are they consistent with the fall?
Well, yeah, I suppose...
Right, there you go, I think. Sorry.
If you're worried, go with your gut.
It may be more convenient for us to talk in the relatives room.
Or you could just tell me now
so that I can let work know how long this is all going to take.
SIREN WAILS
OK.
Unfortunately your husband's missing.
SIREN GROWS LOUDER
Ah!
Oh, God. OK, let's...
Raj, you're on the driver.
OK, how are you, Teddy?
- Er, yeah, yeah, yeah. - How's the patient?
Er, had a seizure lasting over five minutes.
I've given him ten of diazepam.
OK, let's get him to Resus as quickly as we can.
- Are you all right? - I'm OK.
Adam, how are you feeling?
Awful.
This wouldn't be happening if I just got your kidney...
Love, please.
..but you pulled out of donating...
..and now look.
It's been a difficult road.
I thought we were over the worst of it, but...
Yeah, look, we're going to keep fluids going through,
but we still need to do a few more tests.
And it's definitely his transplant?
It's unusual to have problems after donor surgery,
but it's not entirely impossible.
Erm, there's a canteen here,
why don't you go grab yourself a coffee?
We're happy to keep an eye.
Yeah. Yeah, maybe some air?
Is that OK, Adam?
OK, let's chase bloods, do another set of obs,
and I'm going to get his kidney specialist, OK?
This is Taylor Lewis, 32.
Been unwell for a few days.
He had a seizure en route, he's hypotensive,
and a BM of 10.4.
I've given him 1.2 grams of BENPEN,
1g of IV paracetamol,
500mls of fluid, and he's on 15 litres of oxygen.
OK, any sign of a rash?
Not on his last check. That was about 15 minutes ago.
OK, so let's check again, please, as soon as we can.
Are you all right? Well done.
- Get yourself checked out, yeah? - Yeah, I will.
OK, so he's got a patent airway - I can hear that.
Dylan...
OK, let's have a look.
Yeah, we've got a non-blanching rash now.
Yeah, so let's treat it as suspected meningitis.
Start him on the sepsis pathway, please.
- OK. - OK.
Let's get him on his side, thank you.
BABY CRIES
He's probably missing his dad.
OK, take care of him, please.
He's got trismus, so...
Shall we go over here?
Let's have lorazepam as quickly as we can.
- Ah! - Sorry.
Right, we're nearly there.
Pretty sure you're going to need stitches, though.
I can get you a bag for that if you want.
Don't bother. It's going straight in the bin.
If... If this wasn't an accident...
..we won't judge.
I've seen your bruising and...
..you don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to...
..but if I can help.
SHE SOBS
It's OK, it's OK, come on.
It's all right.
It's OK. I've got you.
He's not really responding, is he?
He's been fitting for over five minutes,
he's not coming out of that.
Let's prep for the RSI...
He's the only one that can settle the baby.
Erm...
At the moment, he's not coming out of the fit,
so what I want to do is to give him a general anaesthetic.
Hopefully that should subdue the seizure,
and then we can omit further complications.
What sort of complications?
I'm so sorry, guys.
He feels really hot.
I think he might have a temperature.
Do you know if he's teething?
- I know! - Er...
I don't know. Taylor hasn't mentioned anything.
What if it's more serious?
Can someone check him over?
Well, why don't we get him checked in?
Let's get him into a cubicle, yes,
and somebody will see to all of that.
Yeah, do you want to follow me? Let's go!
Yeah, no, we just wanted to confirm
it was a straightforward transplant.
Yeah.
OK, thanks for your time.
Yep. OK, bye.
PHONE VIBRATES
We should put it in her locker.
That's, like, torture.
It's OK if you're missing him, you know?
No, I just miss having... I don't know.
Is Miss Natalia thinking about changing degree?
We're talking about you.
Well, OK, let's just pretend this is a two-way friendship.
Oh, is Mumma Bear thinking about going to the dark side?
No!
You're a terrible liar.
OK, yes, fine. I've been thinking about it for a while.
But please don't say anything.
- I haven't told Iain yet. - So sorry to interrupt.
Dr Nash? Can I grab you for a sec?
Yeah, yeah, sure.
When is the right time for these things?
Assaulted?
What kind of assault?
Er, rape.
Yeah, she's really fragile.
Er, put a call into the local SARC,
see how busy they are.
OK, cheers.
Yeah, OK. Yeah, obviously.
Thank you.
Yeah, all right.
Right. OK, bye-bye.
Bye.
My dog, Dervla.
I thought she was on her last legs
but, yeah, seems she's rallied.
So...
- I didn't realise about Dervla. - No.
Sounds stressful.
Well, I'd rather the vet was a bit more enthusiastic
about keeping her alive.
But, yeah, there we go.
Still, it's no excuse.
- How'd you mean? - I was in bits when my dog, Riley, died,
But that doesn't mean you drop the ball with patients.
Claire Mitchell?
- Torn ear lobe? - Mm-hm.
It was an assault. It was a serious assault.
I can see that you've had a tough day,
and you may need some TLC yourself,
but the patients' lives, they come first.
And Dervla's, too, by the sounds of it.
Dervla has got nothing to do with you.
I know, but you're not yourself -
because if you were, you'd have picked up on Claire Mitchell.
I've asked Jodie to contact the local SARC.
I'm sure she's going to update you.
BABY CRIES
Erm, had the results of Taylor's lumber puncture,
and it does confirm bacterial meningitis.
So we're just waiting for a bed in ITU at the moment.
But he's going to be OK?
Time will tell.
How's this one doing?
Er, yeah. Temperature is 38.5.
Resp rate 30, and pulse 100.
All right, do you mind if I have a quick listen to his chest?
Has he had much contact with Dad over the last 24 hours?
Well, they co-sleep.
Yeah, there is a little bit of a rash there.
Yeah, that's not something that we would associate with meningitis,
so I think it's probably just a viral infection.
We'll keep him in for observation,
but I think this is just something that will clear up
on its own accord within a few days.
If it isn't meningitis,
then why's he been crying so much?
Well, he's not 100%.
Er...
And, you know, I'm not a parent myself,
but I would imagine what he really needs is just a dose of "TLC" -
as I believe some people call it.
Right.
SHE SIGHS
It's OK.
It's going to be OK.
I'll have somebody let you know when your husband's going up to ITU, OK?
Jodie, can I have a quick word?
INDISTINCT SPEECH
Yeah, well, some of that was mentioned in the email.
And, you know...
Everything OK?
Not really.
Have you seen my phone?
Er...
This it?
Yeah, thanks.
Should be in my office, really.
PHONE RINGS
- Hello. - Hello, love.
Yeah, I was wondering if you're going to make
the Schwartz later?
Er, I'm not sure.
No?
You've been to Schwartz Rounds in the past, haven't you?
I have, yeah.
Well, this one will be no different.
Baby Chloe is one case, Cam.
It was awful, no-one's denying that.
I know.
Are you sure that there's nothing else
that's making you feel like this?
Because you know, whatever it is, you can tell me?
No, no, no.
Just Chloe.
OK. OK, good.
Well, come in.
We can talk it through together.
Cos everyone's in the same boat.
I guess, yeah.
If the Schwartz have helped in the past,
they're going to help again.
Please, give it a try, Cam.
If you don't want to do it for yourself,
do it for the team.
OK.
Hi, Adam.
Erm, so I spoke to your kidney specialist,
and they said the last time they saw you,
they were happy to discharge you.
But your kidney function shows that your creatinine levels
are much higher than we'd expect.
What did I say?
So I think something else is going on.
Like what?
Well, you know, I don't want to sound like a grandmother,
but I was your age once.
So, the whole rebel without a cause, you're looking at her.
- I know all the tricks. - I don't know what you mean.
I mean, if you're putting yourself at risk,
if you're playing fast and loose with your health,
things could get very dangerous, very quick.
You mean I could die?
Not if I've got anything to do with it,
but I do need to know the treatment to give you.
So, are you going to make me guess
or are you going to tell me?
Right, when did you stop taking them?
A couple of days ago.
My mum said we'd go through the transplant process together
but, halfway through the tests, she pulled out.
She got to choose and I didn't.
OK, look, I have no idea what it's like to be a mum,
but I do know that, when it comes to medicine,
there are no easy decisions.
And I've met the woman.
You're clearly her priority.
She never said that.
She never said anything.
What happens now?
Now, I need to work on bringing your creatinine levels down,
and I need to tell your mum.
- Do you have to? - Yep.
Legally, yeah.
But, look, I think it would be a good idea for you two to talk.
Right, OK.
I'm going to start him on tacrolimus,
going to keep fluids going through.
Are you OK to chase Mum?
Can't be easy, doing it all on her own.
No. No, guess not.
She's got him this far.
I'll go and find her.
OK.
Thank you. Yeah, I appreciate that.
Take care.
Come to make sure I'm leaving the building?
No, I've got a meeting.
Well, it's what you want, isn't it?
How was it HR put it?
"Find an opportunity at another trust."
Cam wouldn't question my right to work here.
- No? - No, we've been through a lot together.
Hmm.
Well, the wellbeing of my staff's my highest priority,
so anybody threatening that...
Well, as a mental health ambassador myself,
there's nothing more important.
It's just a shame you're way off the mark.
Am I?
Let's not forget, I was proved innocent in a court of law,
and it's taken me years to rebuild my reputation.
I'll bet it has.
So I won't let anyone, and I mean anyone,
destroy it again.
25 years in an ED -
I'm not easily intimidated.
- No? - Nope.
Well, let me spell it out for you.
If you know what's good for you,
I'd drop whatever little vendetta you've got against me,
or I will get you struck off for good.
Fill your boots.
Now, I don't know about you,
but I'm extremely busy.
HR will be in touch, no doubt.
Bye-bye.
Oh, I see you.
Hiding from the mayhem? Totally busted.
I don't need your wise cracks, Stevie!
So, let's give that a couple of minutes
for the anaesthetic to work,
and then it'll just be one or two stitches, I think.
Now, I know it's a very delicate subject,
but I think Jodie spoke to you about what happened last night.
And if you felt able to,
there is a clinic that we can refer you to
that specialises in sexual assault.
No, they'll think it's my fault
because I drank too much.
Like you did.
No, absolutely not.
And if I gave you that impression,
I am very sorry.
It doesn't matter how much you had to drink.
You're not to blame.
- Can you feel that? - No.
Nice and still for me, OK?
If I do go to the centre,
are they going to me report it to the police?
No. No, not if you don't want to.
It's just, I'm new at my job.
He's been there years.
Everyone trusts him.
Well, that's even more a reason to report him,
so he can't do this to anybody else.
I'm just not sure I'm ready to relive it yet.
You know?
Well, I'm not going to pretend that it's not tough,
but it's worth it.
Everybody there will understand exactly how you're feeling
and the staff will know how to help you.
And it's really good to have support.
Believe me.
All done.
If you do decide to,
I know that Jodie can arrange transport for you, OK?
- OK, thank you. - OK.
No worries.
Teddy.
Come here.
What are you doing?
What was that for?
Just glad I've got you.
Yeah, so, apparently, there's a backlog with X-ray,
so we'll make a list of anyone who needs to be seen
and we'll get people through from Resus as a matter of priority.
Mm-hm. You want to look at me when you're bossing me about?
Remember, Schwartz in a bit.
I hope to see as many of you there as possible.
What?
She seems stressed.
Who isn't, in this place?
No, but I mean different stressed.
Like she's, like, distracted.
She totally snapped at me earlier.
I hadn't noticed.
Do you think it's just with me?
I think you're being paranoid.
Is there any chance you could maybe have a wee word with her,
just to see?
If she suspects?
No, just... I don't know.
Dr Nash?
Please? I would do the same for you.
You wouldn't have to, would you? But...
OK, Faith. Fine.
You're better than me.
Please?
I'll try, yeah.
Thank you.
Jodie?
Got a sec?
Everything OK?
I know you took the lead on Claire Mitchell.
- Yeah. - I'm thinking about talking to Nurse McKenzie about Dr Keogh.
As Clinical Lead, I think it's right that she should know
that one of her senior members of staff lacks the skills
to deal with sensitive cases.
No, Dylan asked me if I was comfortable
- with taking the lead with Claire. - Sorry?
Yeah, he just said that she might trust me more.
And, yeah, he didn't exactly get off on the right foot,
but we put it right.
I know he can be blunt,
especially when he's stressed,
but he's one of the best we've got.
I see.
Hey, how you doing?
- Stressful day? - Aren't they all, at the minute?
I've got Cam on extended leave,
Jamie Cleveland making a nuisance of himself,
and understandably everyone's still fragile over Chloe Donaldson,
but hopefully this will help.
Er, guys, in you go, please!
- Yeah, I hope so. - Thanks for asking, though.
I do appreciate it. Are you OK?
Yeah! I mean, apart from contemplating
a major life change and retraining to be a doctor.
I know, I left it a bit late in life, but...
No, not at all!
Just means I'm going to be losing one of me best ACPs,
but I guess I'll be gaining a top-notch doctor
in the process.
Aw, thanks, I mean it's going to be a lot of work,
but I think I can do it.
You can do anything that you put your mind to, no doubt about it.
Plus, we're both lucky to have our biggest supporters at home -
- teamwork makes the dreamwork, so they say. - Yeah.
- Is that everyone, Siobhan? - Yeah. - OK, thank you.
Right, everybody, I know it's a busy shift,
so thank you for taking the time - it's appreciated very much.
Er, let's start with Chloe Donaldson, then.
Obviously a very difficult case.
Does anybody have any questions or queries, or concerns?
Anything at all?
Well, I would like to just say how proud I am of everyone.
OK, it was... It was a difficult case that day
and you all pulled together, so well done.
How's the mum doing? Does anyone know?
She's getting support,
doing as well as can be expected -
you know, considering.
Just find a space where you can.
What about support for the staff?
Er, well, obviously there are mental health and wellbeing hubs online.
Have you been...drinking?
So?
- Cam! - Sh!
You're going to disturb the meeting.
Mental health first aiders are Siobhan and...
So, any other questions?
Yes?
PHONE VIBRATES
So, guys, are we aware of the situation?
He said he could look after himself.
Didn't need reminding to take his meds.
Obviously he did.
Yeah, I don't think it's quite as straightforward as that.
Adam, your creatinine levels are on the way back up,
so the medication's working.
What happens when we leave here, though?
I can't force him to take it.
No. No, you can't.
That's up to Adam.
Nothing's up to me.
I don't get to make any decisions.
I'm doing my best here for you, Adam!
No, you're not. If you were, I'd have your kidney!
I wanted to give it to you - honestly, I did,
You wouldn't have wanted it.
Course I would! You're my mum, not just some random.
I didn't pull out of donating the kidney, Adam.
They wouldn't let me.
When I was younger,
I made some bad choices.
It all got a bit too much and...
..I took some tablets...
..and ended up in hospital.
They looked after me there.
You mean, saved your life?
No, you did that.
I found out I was pregnant that night.
I didn't tell you not because I don't trust you,
but because...
..I didn't want you to have all that on your shoulders.
The kidney they've given you really will give you
the best chance, Adam - I promise.
Sorry. Erm, upstairs have confirmed there's a bed on the ward.
All right, that's good.
We'll get the specialist to meet him up there.
Sorry, can I ask,
has he done any long term damage?
They're going to do a biopsy,
so that'll give them a truer sense of what's going on.
But my feeling is, if you keep taking the tablets,
you will keep getting better.
What do you say, young man - is that a deal?
Good. OK, right, I'll grab a porter
and we'll get you transferred up there as soon as possible, yeah?
Yes, Ngozi?
PHONE VIBRATES
So, in my last hospital, we had a worry jar.
It was completely anonymous
but you could put in any concerns you had
and I thought maybe we can try that here.
It certainly sounds like a good idea, I think.
- Sophia, maybe you could look into that? - A worry jar?
- Cam. - What, is that so you can all put my name down, is it?
To be fair, I'm the reason we're all here, aren't I?
I beg to differ, Cam.
Well, I think, if I'd have done my job properly,
then maybe little baby Chloe would still be alive.
Cam, listen to me.
Chloe Donaldson was critically ill.
Nobody could have saved her.
Come on, you all think I'm a crap nurse. It's fine.
- You can say it! It's fine! - Cam! Cam! Cam!
- No-one is thinking that! - We're a team, Cam.
That's the only way we can do this.
We look out for each other, OK?
Erm, I think it's very important that we remember
to be kind to ourselves.
CAM SCOFFS
So, maybe this is a good time to wrap this up.
I think, those of you that have questions, you know where I am.
Er, but, yeah, let's call it a day for now, I think.
Yeah...
INAUDIBLE
Stay there. I'll get you a coffee.
Are you OK?
Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just saying what everyone's thinking.
Look, I know you're on leave...
MOBILE BUZZES ..um, and you can do what you want,
but I would advise against looking for answers in alcohol.
I don't!
- If you need help... - I'm fine.
OK, maybe a taxi home, yeah?
Rida? Jodie?
If you've got a moment, shall we...? Shall we get a taxi for Cam?
Yeah.
And you heard what I said, yeah? You look after yourself.
Yes, thank you, Dylan.
Um...
- Someone's trying to get a hold of you. - Thank you.
INDISTINCT
And you've...you've...you've...
You've done bloods and...
INDISTINCT
..antibiotics? Yeah.
Yeah. Can I be there?
Are you able to hold on until I can get there?
OK. No, no, no. I do appreciate that.
Thank you.
Yeah. All right.
OK. Bye, bye, bye.
Are you OK?
You know, yesterday...
..she absolutely took off after this squirrel.
Oh, Doctor Keogh, I had a patient who...
Sorry, could you just give him a minute?
- Yes. - Yeah. - Sorry.
Sorry.
Oh, hey, how did Schwartz go?
Er, well.
Apart from a small outburst.
Hah!
Don't ask.
Hey.
Er... She's doing OK, by the way.
I mean, she's got a lot on, but she's coping.
OK. Good.
Did she say anything about anything?
No, thank goodness.
I mean, if I had to guess,
I would say she has absolutely no idea.
- Right. Well, I guess that's something. - Mm-hm.
Not that that means the situation can ever pick up where it left off.
You think?
Look, Stevie, nobody's a winner here.
And she doesn't deserve any of this.
And neither do you, OK?
Oi!
Oi! Excuse me, fella.
Me?
How's the guy doing in the back of the ambulance?
You brought him in, didn't you?
It was me, in the front...
Oh, right, yeah, yeah.
- Is he all right? - Yeah, we...we can't talk about it, I'm afraid.
It's patient confidentiality.
Well, I get that. But I need to know he's OK.
Listen, what I did was stupid.
It's the stuff...
It messes you up.
But I got him here in the end, didn't I?
Just tell me he made it, please?
I can't tell you anything, I'm afraid.
If I was to say one thing,
it would be just focus on yourself
and try to get clean.
HE SCOFFS
I would if I could, mate,
but you know what it's like.
Sadly I do, yeah. All too well.
Right, er, cubicle three is waiting on bloods, seven needs an ECG,
and we're almost caught up on the X-ray backlog,
- but I'll check on that before I leave. - OK.
Working late again?
You are a glutton for punishment.
Ah! Maybe I like it.
Actually, I've been thinking about retraining,
going down the doctor route.
OK. Since when?
You know, for a while.
I just... I didn't want to mention it right away. I just...
Yeah, that's... That's fine.
Yeah? Cos it's...
You know, it's going to be a big adjustment for everybody,
I'll be studying, exams.
Hopefully, not too much stress.
Yeah, well, I'm sure...
I'm sure it'll be OK.
Yeah? You sure?
Yeah. Whatever you want, I'll always support you.
- Ah. - "Doctor Cadogan."
Does have quite a ring to it.
Mm! Yeah, it does, doesn't it?
OK, well, I'm nearly done, so I can pick up Luka, take him home.
That'd be great. Thanks.
There you go, you see.
Team work makes the dream work.
MOBILE ALERT
Sui, you clock off, I'll take this lady.
Hello, there!
Is Jan not coming for one?
Er, she's baby-sitting again
whilst Jacob does the rounds of the hostels.
Still no sign?
What happened with Cam before?
Oh, I don't know.
But he's definitely not himself, is he?
I just don't know why he won't talk to us.
Right, tomorrow, we stage the intervention, yeah?
Yeah.
- Um... - Erm, I think tomorrow might be a bit late.
- Is she OK? - Dylan. OK. Come on. Just through here.
Where is she? OK.
I didn't know whether you'd be able to wait.
Oh, sweetheart!
Can I get another drink, please?
Hmm, is that a good idea?
- Hey. - Hi! - Hey.
- Hiya. - We'll put you in a taxi.
Yeah, and I wanted a drink. Is that a problem?
But... Yeah.
When you're like this.
You're not usually the boring one.
She's not boring. You're not boring.
You're fun and you're wild, and beautiful.
Right, don't be a weirdo.
Oh, shut up! You love the attention!
- Oi! - What?
- You'd sleep with anyone. Everyone knows that. - Oi, Cam, stop that!
Do you know what? You're an idiot as well for sticking with her
because she's still got the dating apps on her phone,
- and she's still texting all the boys. - Right, Cam, stop! - Oh, yeah?
It's true, you don't believe me, do you?
- No, you don't. - No! Course I don't.
Right, come on. Come on, then, Jodes. Come on, show him.
- Let's get the phone out, let's show him. Come on. - Get off me!
Sit! Sit!
- Sorry. - It's fine, it's fine.
- Chill. I trust her. - You trust her? - Yeah.
If you trust her, Teddy, then you're a bigger mug than I thought!
All right, we're going home now.
Sorry, everyone!
I was wondering when you would pipe up!
What?
You, trying to be everyone's mate.
Do you know what?
I should have known you were the whistle-blower.
What?
I was humiliated.
Yeah, I know. And I have said I'm sorry.
Yeah, yeah, you're sorry.
She's sorry, guys.
Right? Just like how Rash's Dad's sorry.
Yeah? Do you know what I think?
If you didn't take all those videos and send them off,
then, maybe, just maybe, Rash might not have tried to kill himself.
- Right, Cam... - What? - Just shut up!
Cos you don't know what you're saying now.
- Yeah, you're just a dirty slag who can't keep her legs closed. - Oh, wow!
Easy, mate! Relax.
No, no, we're not his mates.
You're pathetic.
Whatever's going on, Cam, you need to sort it out.
Teddy, come on.
You're a mug!
We've given her something so that she remains calm.
Next, will be the medication that puts her to sleep.
She'll slip away very quickly and won't be uncomfortable.
Does that all make sense?
Yeah.
She may breathe unusually for a period,
but she'll be unaware of this.
I'll leave you together whilst I do the final checks.
Thank you.
Um, can I hold her face?
Of course.
You've been the best friend I've ever had.
I hope I've given you a good life.
OK.
Just look at me.
It's OK.
OK.
Sh-sh-sh...
Take as long as you need.
Sleep well, sweetheart.
Sleep well.
I'm sorry.
Hey!
Cam?
Yeah, I was... I was just on my way home,
and I bumped into Teddy.
This really isn't like you, Cam.
If it's about baby Chloe, you know that really wasn't anybody's fault.
I know, I know.
Something else, then?
Hmm?
Tell me if I'm wide of the mark here, but...
Yeah, Jamie was in earlier.
I, er...
I, um... I asked HR to speak to him.
I believe Bobby.
Do you believe him, too?
I don't want to make any assumptions here,
but, um...
..I can see that you're hurting...
..and, you know, if you...
Oh, love, if you bottle everything up inside,
it's going to eat away at you,
and it will eat away at you
until you don't even recognise yourself any more so...
You can tell me, whatever it is.
Whatever it is.
Don't be scared.
Scared's a feeling...
..but brave's an action.
He used to make me say that.
Jamie?
I trusted him.
Of course you did.
Did he abuse that trust?
Did something happen, Cam?
Did he hurt you?
Oh...
It's OK.
CAM SOBS