1 00:00:49,966 --> 00:00:51,604 Hi, sis. 2 00:01:02,966 --> 00:01:07,915 Michael, if I could just get you to sign this right here... 3 00:01:08,167 --> 00:01:13,116 ...which gives you the contents of the safe deposit box. 4 00:01:15,607 --> 00:01:18,724 Thank you. And this one which clears the bank... 5 00:01:18,967 --> 00:01:21,845 ...of all responsibility for the contents. 6 00:01:22,087 --> 00:01:23,361 It's kind of exciting. 7 00:01:23,767 --> 00:01:27,919 Maybe we'll find out that your mother had secret millions. 8 00:01:28,207 --> 00:01:31,483 Why don't we get started? Your mother is interred... 9 00:01:31,727 --> 00:01:36,482 ...at the Cedar Heights Funeral Home until arrangements can be made. 10 00:01:37,007 --> 00:01:38,679 I thought it was arranged. 11 00:01:38,927 --> 00:01:40,599 -There's a problem. -What problem? 12 00:01:40,847 --> 00:01:45,160 Your mother left explicit instructions to be cremated. 13 00:01:45,408 --> 00:01:49,196 -I don't understand it either. -When did she decide this? 14 00:01:49,448 --> 00:01:51,757 Apparently just before her death. 15 00:01:52,008 --> 00:01:55,637 -I don't know anybody who gets cremated. -Lots of people do. 16 00:01:55,888 --> 00:01:59,563 Nobody in my family did. Dad bought plots at Prairie Hills... 17 00:01:59,808 --> 00:02:01,924 ...one for him, one for Mom. 18 00:02:02,168 --> 00:02:05,399 -The will clearly states... -I don't care what it says. 19 00:02:05,648 --> 00:02:09,800 Maybe Mom was delirious. Maybe she didn't know what she was saying. 20 00:02:10,168 --> 00:02:14,320 If she wanted to be cremated, why the hell did she let Dad buy 2 plots? 21 00:02:14,568 --> 00:02:16,320 She was very specific. 22 00:02:16,688 --> 00:02:20,284 She wanted her ashes to be thrown off Roseman Bridge. 23 00:02:20,529 --> 00:02:22,121 -What?! -Bizarre! 24 00:02:22,369 --> 00:02:25,088 Mr. Peterson, are you sure Mom wrote all this? 25 00:02:25,329 --> 00:02:28,844 It was notarized and witnessed by Mrs. Lucy Delaney. 26 00:02:29,089 --> 00:02:31,080 -Maybe you could ask her. -Who the hell is she? 27 00:02:31,329 --> 00:02:33,320 I remember her, I just don't... 28 00:02:34,049 --> 00:02:38,042 I don't care if it's legal. We're not cremating her or throwing... 29 00:02:38,289 --> 00:02:41,520 ...her ashes off some bridge where we can't visit her... 30 00:02:41,769 --> 00:02:44,237 ...because she'll be blown all over! 31 00:02:44,649 --> 00:02:49,484 -And people driving all over her, dogs... -We're not doing it. 32 00:02:50,009 --> 00:02:52,045 I'm not even sure it's Christian. 33 00:02:52,289 --> 00:02:55,247 Maybe it's an Italian thing. She was Italian. 34 00:02:55,489 --> 00:02:57,367 Doesn't matter! 35 00:02:58,010 --> 00:02:59,238 Move on. 36 00:02:59,490 --> 00:03:01,640 We can come back to this. 37 00:03:01,890 --> 00:03:04,199 Why don't we open the box? 38 00:03:32,171 --> 00:03:34,162 Michael, look at these. 39 00:03:36,691 --> 00:03:38,921 Have you ever seen these pictures? 40 00:03:45,531 --> 00:03:48,329 It was in this envelope from 1965. 41 00:03:48,811 --> 00:03:50,529 She's not wearing a bra. 42 00:03:55,051 --> 00:03:57,326 That's the Holliwell Bridge. 43 00:03:58,691 --> 00:04:02,400 -In case anyone's interested. -Why are there 2 deeds here? 44 00:04:03,091 --> 00:04:06,720 This is for the additional acres he purchased in’59. 45 00:04:08,292 --> 00:04:09,611 And this? 46 00:04:10,292 --> 00:04:14,729 Those were bills of sale from equipment your mother sold. 47 00:04:21,892 --> 00:04:26,568 -This is for the original land parcel. -Beautiful picture of her. 48 00:04:35,492 --> 00:04:36,811 What? 49 00:04:37,292 --> 00:04:39,487 Could you come here for a minute? 50 00:04:40,612 --> 00:04:41,567 What? 51 00:04:45,813 --> 00:04:47,292 Where are we going? 52 00:04:53,133 --> 00:04:57,126 She say anything in there about me? About leaving me anything? 53 00:04:57,373 --> 00:04:59,091 No. 54 00:05:04,253 --> 00:05:05,447 What's going on? 55 00:05:09,093 --> 00:05:12,642 We were just wondering if it might be better... 56 00:05:12,893 --> 00:05:16,408 ...if Carolyn and I looked at this stuff ourselves. 57 00:05:16,653 --> 00:05:19,213 We don't want to keep you waiting around. 58 00:05:21,374 --> 00:05:24,491 I'll contact your office about the legal work. 59 00:05:25,094 --> 00:05:27,483 "I struggle to... 60 00:05:28,054 --> 00:05:32,127 ...put it together in a way that allows me to continue... 61 00:05:32,374 --> 00:05:35,525 ...knowing that we're on separate roads. 62 00:05:39,334 --> 00:05:44,010 But then, I look through the lens of my camera and you're there. 63 00:05:44,254 --> 00:05:49,009 I start to write an article and I find myself writing it to you. 64 00:05:49,574 --> 00:05:53,647 It's clear to me now that we have been moving towards each other... 65 00:05:53,894 --> 00:05:56,534 ...towards those 4 days, all of our lives." 66 00:05:56,775 --> 00:05:59,494 I don't want to hear anymore. Burn the damn thing. 67 00:05:59,735 --> 00:06:01,407 I don't want to hear it. 68 00:06:01,935 --> 00:06:03,414 Throw it away. 69 00:06:08,415 --> 00:06:09,928 What's he saying now? 70 00:06:11,495 --> 00:06:14,965 He just goes on about how if Mom ever needed him... 71 00:06:15,215 --> 00:06:19,811 ...she could reach him through the National Geographic Magazine in D.C. 72 00:06:20,375 --> 00:06:22,366 He was a photographer. 73 00:06:24,135 --> 00:06:26,205 He promises not to write again. 74 00:06:26,855 --> 00:06:29,415 And then, all it says is: 75 00:06:30,575 --> 00:06:32,771 "I love you, Robert." 76 00:06:34,216 --> 00:06:35,729 Robert! 77 00:06:36,136 --> 00:06:37,569 Jesus! 78 00:06:38,616 --> 00:06:39,844 I'll kill him. 79 00:06:40,256 --> 00:06:44,534 That would be some trick. He's dead. That's what this letter is... 80 00:06:44,776 --> 00:06:46,414 ...from his attorney. 81 00:06:47,976 --> 00:06:50,410 He left most of his things to Mom. 82 00:06:52,136 --> 00:06:53,774 And requested... 83 00:06:56,216 --> 00:06:57,410 What? 84 00:06:58,776 --> 00:07:03,008 That he be cremated and his ashes thrown off Roseman Bridge. 85 00:07:04,216 --> 00:07:08,005 Damn him! I knew Mom wouldn't have thought that up herself. 86 00:07:08,497 --> 00:07:11,773 It was some damn perverted... 87 00:07:12,017 --> 00:07:15,134 ...photographic mind influencing her. 88 00:07:15,377 --> 00:07:17,015 When did the bastard die? 89 00:07:17,297 --> 00:07:18,525 '82. 90 00:07:19,897 --> 00:07:21,728 Wait a minute, that was... 91 00:07:22,297 --> 00:07:25,334 ...3 years after Daddy... Do you think...? 92 00:07:25,577 --> 00:07:28,216 I don't know! I'm completely in the dark. 93 00:07:28,457 --> 00:07:30,334 That's what I get for moving away. 94 00:07:30,577 --> 00:07:32,454 We were kids when this happened. 95 00:07:33,897 --> 00:07:35,649 I can't believe it. 96 00:07:38,057 --> 00:07:40,776 Do you think that she... 97 00:07:41,017 --> 00:07:42,735 ...had sex with him? 98 00:07:43,738 --> 00:07:47,651 Must be nice inside your head with Peter Pan and the Easter Bunny. 99 00:07:47,898 --> 00:07:50,651 Don't talk to me like that. She was my mother! 100 00:07:50,898 --> 00:07:53,332 Now I find that she was... She was a... 101 00:07:53,578 --> 00:07:55,216 A what? Don't say that! 102 00:07:55,458 --> 00:07:57,414 What am I supposed to think? 103 00:08:02,898 --> 00:08:05,253 I can't believe she never told me. 104 00:08:05,778 --> 00:08:09,612 We spoke at least once a week. How could she do that? 105 00:08:09,858 --> 00:08:12,292 When did she meet him? Did Dad know? 106 00:08:12,778 --> 00:08:15,451 Is there anything else in that envelope? 107 00:08:15,938 --> 00:08:17,769 No, I don't think so. 108 00:08:57,340 --> 00:08:58,739 You read it. 109 00:08:59,180 --> 00:09:00,499 You read it. 110 00:09:14,740 --> 00:09:17,300 "January, 1987. 111 00:09:19,500 --> 00:09:20,933 Dear Carolyn: 112 00:09:21,460 --> 00:09:23,815 I hope you read this with Michael. 113 00:09:24,820 --> 00:09:28,017 I'm sure he wouldn't be able to read it by himself... 114 00:09:28,260 --> 00:09:31,013 ...and he'll need help understanding all this. 115 00:09:44,181 --> 00:09:47,014 First and most of all... 116 00:09:47,261 --> 00:09:49,411 ...I love you both very much. 117 00:09:49,661 --> 00:09:52,892 And although I feel fine, I thought I'd put my affairs... 118 00:09:53,141 --> 00:09:54,813 ...excuse that word, in order." 119 00:09:55,061 --> 00:09:57,370 I can't believe she's making jokes. 120 00:09:57,621 --> 00:10:00,089 "After going through the safe deposit box... 121 00:10:00,341 --> 00:10:03,538 ...I'm sure you'll find your way to this letter. 122 00:10:03,781 --> 00:10:06,500 It's hard to write this to my own children. 123 00:10:06,741 --> 00:10:10,291 I could let this die with the rest of me, I suppose. 124 00:10:10,702 --> 00:10:12,738 But as one gets older... 125 00:10:12,982 --> 00:10:15,177 ...one's fears subside. 126 00:10:16,062 --> 00:10:18,576 What becomes more and more important... 127 00:10:19,422 --> 00:10:20,901 ...is to be known. 128 00:10:21,342 --> 00:10:24,652 Known for all that you were during this brief stay. 129 00:10:24,902 --> 00:10:27,291 How sad it seems to leave this earth... 130 00:10:27,542 --> 00:10:32,297 ...without those you love the most ever really knowing who you were. 131 00:10:32,782 --> 00:10:36,536 It's easy for a mother to love her children, no matter what. 132 00:10:36,782 --> 00:10:39,342 I don't know if it's as simple for children. 133 00:10:39,582 --> 00:10:43,496 You're all so busy being angry at us for raising you wrong. 134 00:10:49,463 --> 00:10:53,138 His name was Robert Kincaid. 135 00:10:53,743 --> 00:10:57,053 He was a photographer and he was here in 1965... 136 00:10:57,303 --> 00:10:59,339 ...shooting a National Geographic article... 137 00:10:59,583 --> 00:11:02,302 ...on the covered bridges of Madison County. 138 00:11:02,543 --> 00:11:05,933 Remember when we got that issue, when we got the subscription... 139 00:11:06,183 --> 00:11:08,777 ...how we felt like celebrities?" 140 00:11:16,543 --> 00:11:18,374 That's Roseman Bridge. 141 00:11:24,704 --> 00:11:27,013 That must be Robert Kincaid. 142 00:11:29,784 --> 00:11:31,979 And that's Mom's medallion. 143 00:11:37,744 --> 00:11:40,417 "I don't want you to be angry with him. 144 00:11:40,664 --> 00:11:45,579 I hope after you know the story, you think well of him, even grateful." 145 00:11:45,824 --> 00:11:49,737 -Grateful? -"It's all there in the 3 notebooks." 146 00:11:57,745 --> 00:12:01,294 "It was the week of the Illinois State Fair. 147 00:12:02,065 --> 00:12:05,580 The two of you were going with Dad to exhibit... 148 00:12:06,385 --> 00:12:08,853 ...Carolyn's prize steer. 149 00:12:11,665 --> 00:12:15,135 It was the Sunday night you left. I know it sounds awful..." 150 00:12:15,385 --> 00:12:17,535 But I couldn't wait for you to leave. 151 00:12:17,785 --> 00:12:20,015 You were going to be gone until Friday. 152 00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:22,217 4 days. 153 00:12:22,545 --> 00:12:24,342 Just 4 days. 154 00:12:44,666 --> 00:12:46,702 Richard! Dinner! 155 00:12:55,026 --> 00:12:58,177 -What I tell you about the door? -Sorry. 156 00:13:13,107 --> 00:13:15,098 Would you like to say grace? 157 00:13:15,667 --> 00:13:17,146 Grace. 158 00:13:27,107 --> 00:13:28,620 More sauces. 159 00:13:37,267 --> 00:13:38,700 A piece of bread. 160 00:13:40,667 --> 00:13:41,622 Thanks. 161 00:14:15,828 --> 00:14:17,307 Damn drawer. 162 00:14:18,869 --> 00:14:19,824 Here. 163 00:14:21,949 --> 00:14:23,746 You can't get mad at it. 164 00:14:24,229 --> 00:14:25,901 Sorry. Didn't mean to yell. 165 00:14:27,989 --> 00:14:30,708 I want you to stay away from anything too spicy. 166 00:14:31,509 --> 00:14:32,988 And you promise me. 167 00:14:33,269 --> 00:14:36,784 I swear. Only filters. No more than half pack a day. 168 00:14:37,029 --> 00:14:39,338 -I've got my orders. -Doc Reynolds said so. 169 00:14:39,589 --> 00:14:41,500 I know, I'm only kidding. 170 00:14:41,909 --> 00:14:44,946 -Are you sure you don't want to go? -I'm positive. 171 00:14:46,309 --> 00:14:48,982 What are you going to do as a woman of leisure? 172 00:14:50,229 --> 00:14:53,062 Same thing I do as a hired hand, except with less help. 173 00:14:53,629 --> 00:14:58,420 I won't be able to sleep. I can't sleep without you next to me anymore. 174 00:14:58,750 --> 00:15:00,149 It's only 4 days. 175 00:15:47,551 --> 00:15:49,940 Oh, God, where have you been? 176 00:15:50,711 --> 00:15:53,020 You missed them. They already left. 177 00:15:54,871 --> 00:15:57,544 Why do you love me so much? I don't like you. 178 00:15:57,791 --> 00:15:59,270 Get down. 179 00:16:03,391 --> 00:16:05,029 You like that song? 180 00:16:10,112 --> 00:16:11,864 It's just you and me. 181 00:16:14,072 --> 00:16:15,585 Just you and me. 182 00:16:50,193 --> 00:16:51,148 Hi. 183 00:16:52,113 --> 00:16:55,105 I get the distinct feeling that I'm lost. 184 00:16:56,033 --> 00:16:57,864 You supposed to be in Iowa? 185 00:17:00,513 --> 00:17:02,424 Then you're not that lost. 186 00:17:04,913 --> 00:17:06,790 I'm looking for a bridge. 187 00:17:07,033 --> 00:17:09,945 One of those covered bridges in this neighborhood. 188 00:17:10,353 --> 00:17:11,581 Roseman Bridge? 189 00:17:12,953 --> 00:17:14,147 That's it. 190 00:17:15,313 --> 00:17:19,102 You're pretty close. It's only about 2 miles from here. 191 00:17:19,794 --> 00:17:21,022 Which way? 192 00:17:26,914 --> 00:17:30,304 You go that way and come to Cutter's and turn left. 193 00:17:30,954 --> 00:17:32,592 To Cutters? 194 00:17:34,194 --> 00:17:37,152 Cutter's a farm. Small house, close to the road. 195 00:17:37,394 --> 00:17:39,146 Big, mean yellow dog. 196 00:17:39,514 --> 00:17:41,505 Mean yellow dog. Okay. 197 00:17:43,274 --> 00:17:48,302 Then you go along that road until you come to a fork. 198 00:17:48,754 --> 00:17:51,268 It's only... Less than half a mile. 199 00:17:53,034 --> 00:17:55,185 And then where, after the fork? 200 00:17:58,035 --> 00:17:59,309 The right. 201 00:17:59,755 --> 00:18:01,029 And then you... 202 00:18:02,155 --> 00:18:04,510 No, no. Not that fork. Excuse me. 203 00:18:07,035 --> 00:18:08,309 You pass Peterson's. 204 00:18:08,875 --> 00:18:09,864 Peterson's. 205 00:18:10,555 --> 00:18:12,386 Peterson's is a farm. 206 00:18:12,635 --> 00:18:16,947 Past the old schoolhouse, you turn left. It'd be easier to tell you... 207 00:18:17,195 --> 00:18:18,947 ...if the roads were marked. 208 00:18:19,315 --> 00:18:21,112 It certainly would. 209 00:18:22,715 --> 00:18:24,945 I can take you if you want. 210 00:18:26,155 --> 00:18:27,554 Or I can tell you. 211 00:18:28,195 --> 00:18:29,787 I can take you or tell you. 212 00:18:30,035 --> 00:18:32,425 It's up to you. I don't care. 213 00:18:33,356 --> 00:18:35,665 I wouldn't want to take you away. 214 00:18:36,596 --> 00:18:40,145 No, I was just going to have some iced tea, and then... 215 00:18:40,476 --> 00:18:42,671 ...split the atom, but that can wait. 216 00:18:43,956 --> 00:18:45,150 Okay. 217 00:18:45,396 --> 00:18:46,988 I'll just get my shoes. 218 00:19:19,557 --> 00:19:22,071 I wasn't exactly expecting company. 219 00:19:33,077 --> 00:19:34,635 Where are we headed? 220 00:19:35,437 --> 00:19:37,473 Out. Then right. 221 00:19:37,717 --> 00:19:38,786 Out... 222 00:19:39,157 --> 00:19:40,556 ...then right. 223 00:20:00,918 --> 00:20:05,196 Wonderful smell to Iowa. Kind of particular to this part of the country. 224 00:20:05,438 --> 00:20:06,791 You know what I mean? 225 00:20:07,638 --> 00:20:08,593 No. 226 00:20:10,198 --> 00:20:15,113 It's kind of hard to explain. I guess it's in the loam of the soil. 227 00:20:17,038 --> 00:20:19,348 That kind of rich, earthy... 228 00:20:19,959 --> 00:20:22,473 ...alive... Well, maybe not alive. 229 00:20:22,759 --> 00:20:24,078 You don't smell it? 230 00:20:26,839 --> 00:20:28,716 Maybe it's because I live here. 231 00:20:29,079 --> 00:20:30,671 Yeah, I guess so. 232 00:20:30,999 --> 00:20:32,751 Smells great though. 233 00:20:44,199 --> 00:20:46,235 Are you from Washington? 234 00:20:47,279 --> 00:20:50,077 I lived there till I was in my mid-20s. 235 00:20:50,319 --> 00:20:52,708 I moved to Chicago when I got married. 236 00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:56,833 When did you move back? 237 00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:58,878 After the divorce. 238 00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:07,431 How long have you been married? 239 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:17,028 Long time. 240 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:21,392 Long time, huh? 241 00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:24,554 Where are you from? Do you mind me asking? 242 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:28,349 I don't mind your asking. I'm from... 243 00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:32,351 -I'm born in Italy. -Italy? 244 00:21:35,601 --> 00:21:37,831 From Italy to Iowa. Where in Italy? 245 00:21:39,841 --> 00:21:42,833 We lived in a small town on the eastern side. 246 00:21:43,081 --> 00:21:44,753 No one's heard of it. Bari. 247 00:21:47,641 --> 00:21:48,994 I know Bari. 248 00:21:54,361 --> 00:21:56,352 I was on assignment to Greece... 249 00:21:56,601 --> 00:21:59,274 ...and I went through Bari to get to Brindisi. 250 00:22:00,281 --> 00:22:03,398 I was looking out, it looked like pretty country. 251 00:22:03,641 --> 00:22:06,202 So I got off the train and stayed a few days. 252 00:22:07,802 --> 00:22:10,316 You got off the train because it looked pretty? 253 00:22:14,522 --> 00:22:15,921 Yeah, I did. 254 00:22:18,082 --> 00:22:19,231 Excuse me. 255 00:22:33,322 --> 00:22:34,835 Care for a cigarette? 256 00:22:36,202 --> 00:22:37,999 Sure, I'll have one. 257 00:22:55,323 --> 00:22:58,076 So tell me, how long have you lived in Iowa? 258 00:22:59,483 --> 00:23:01,235 Long. You just got off the train... 259 00:23:01,483 --> 00:23:04,202 ...and stayed without knowing anyone there? 260 00:23:20,604 --> 00:23:21,878 That's it. 261 00:23:23,524 --> 00:23:25,116 It's beautiful. 262 00:23:26,644 --> 00:23:28,362 Yeah, this is great. 263 00:23:47,324 --> 00:23:51,237 I won't shoot this today. I'll just do a little prep work. 264 00:23:51,484 --> 00:23:54,522 Shoot it tomorrow. The light's no good right now. 265 00:23:56,605 --> 00:23:58,755 So I'll just wait. 266 00:23:59,005 --> 00:24:00,279 I don't mind. 267 00:24:02,325 --> 00:24:04,122 Go on down here. 268 00:24:04,725 --> 00:24:07,717 This is about as good a place to start as any. 269 00:24:12,285 --> 00:24:13,877 Beautiful bridge. 270 00:24:35,006 --> 00:24:37,042 Beautiful. You out here much? 271 00:24:37,406 --> 00:24:38,361 No. 272 00:25:24,447 --> 00:25:26,278 Always this hot around here? 273 00:25:28,247 --> 00:25:30,636 Oh, yes. This time of year. 274 00:25:38,327 --> 00:25:41,525 There's some sodas in the truck if you'd like one. 275 00:25:42,848 --> 00:25:45,840 -Would you like one? -Not right now. 276 00:25:46,088 --> 00:25:47,487 I'll go get one. 277 00:26:42,369 --> 00:26:43,643 There you are. 278 00:26:46,209 --> 00:26:47,608 You caught me. 279 00:26:49,209 --> 00:26:51,404 I was picking you some flowers. 280 00:26:55,850 --> 00:26:59,126 Men still do that, don't they? I'm not out of date, am I? 281 00:26:59,370 --> 00:27:02,248 Picking flowers as a sign of appreciation? 282 00:27:02,490 --> 00:27:04,560 No, except those are poisonous. 283 00:27:08,410 --> 00:27:09,968 I'm kidding! I'm sorry. 284 00:27:10,730 --> 00:27:12,527 I'm just kidding. 285 00:27:14,730 --> 00:27:16,288 I'm so sorry. 286 00:27:18,970 --> 00:27:21,484 Are you sadistic by nature or what? 287 00:27:23,570 --> 00:27:25,322 I don't know why I did that. 288 00:27:26,650 --> 00:27:28,288 -Here. -They're beautiful. 289 00:27:31,211 --> 00:27:32,610 I'm sorry. 290 00:27:39,091 --> 00:27:43,209 You're looking for something specific? There's not much selection. 291 00:27:43,571 --> 00:27:47,769 I had a station out of Chicago earlier. Played good blues. 292 00:27:48,571 --> 00:27:50,209 It's 1410. 293 00:27:55,731 --> 00:27:57,130 That's nice. 294 00:28:00,291 --> 00:28:01,929 Care for another cigarette? 295 00:28:03,611 --> 00:28:04,885 Sure. 296 00:28:12,132 --> 00:28:13,884 Is that the mean yellow dog? 297 00:28:18,492 --> 00:28:20,642 -Is it white? -No, it's yellow. 298 00:28:32,052 --> 00:28:35,328 I want to thank you for all your kindness, Mrs. Johnson. 299 00:28:35,572 --> 00:28:37,051 Francesca. 300 00:28:38,772 --> 00:28:39,887 Robert. 301 00:28:48,653 --> 00:28:50,609 Would you like some iced tea? 302 00:28:52,733 --> 00:28:53,768 Yeah. 303 00:29:01,533 --> 00:29:04,331 Now I'm alone with you 304 00:29:09,413 --> 00:29:10,892 Yes, sit down. 305 00:29:14,653 --> 00:29:17,043 -You like lemon? -Sure. 306 00:29:21,694 --> 00:29:22,843 Maybe... 307 00:29:23,294 --> 00:29:24,727 ...a little bit of sugar? 308 00:29:24,974 --> 00:29:26,009 You bet. 309 00:29:36,574 --> 00:29:38,485 If you want more... 310 00:29:40,574 --> 00:29:41,563 Thanks. 311 00:29:46,534 --> 00:29:48,729 Aren't you afraid to have those in here? 312 00:29:52,774 --> 00:29:55,733 I'm so sorry I did that. I don't know why... 313 00:29:55,975 --> 00:29:57,567 ...why I said that. 314 00:30:01,735 --> 00:30:03,851 Where are you staying? 315 00:30:05,375 --> 00:30:07,650 Some place with small cabins. 316 00:30:07,935 --> 00:30:09,687 Something or other motor inn. 317 00:30:09,935 --> 00:30:12,608 I've got it written down, but I haven't checked in yet. 318 00:30:17,055 --> 00:30:19,285 And how long are you here for? 319 00:30:21,375 --> 00:30:24,970 I don't know, maybe 4 or 5 days, a week on the outside. 320 00:30:25,215 --> 00:30:28,730 As long as it takes to do the work. Where's your family? 321 00:30:28,976 --> 00:30:31,695 My husband took the kids to the state fair. 322 00:30:31,936 --> 00:30:34,609 My daughter is entering a prize steer. 323 00:30:35,496 --> 00:30:36,724 How old? 324 00:30:37,536 --> 00:30:38,855 A year and a half. 325 00:30:39,296 --> 00:30:40,729 No, I meant the kids. 326 00:30:43,176 --> 00:30:46,851 Michael is 17. And Carolyn is 16. 327 00:30:47,656 --> 00:30:49,851 That's nice, having kids. 328 00:30:52,416 --> 00:30:54,372 They're not kids anymore. 329 00:30:56,936 --> 00:30:58,369 Things change. 330 00:30:59,496 --> 00:31:01,054 They always do. 331 00:31:01,616 --> 00:31:03,254 One of the laws of nature. 332 00:31:04,296 --> 00:31:07,573 Most people are afraid of change, but if you look at it... 333 00:31:07,817 --> 00:31:11,048 ...as something you can count on, then it can be a comfort. 334 00:31:12,777 --> 00:31:15,337 There's not many things you can really count on. 335 00:31:15,657 --> 00:31:16,931 I guess. 336 00:31:18,057 --> 00:31:20,890 I'm one of those people it frightens, I think. 337 00:31:23,577 --> 00:31:24,805 I doubt that. 338 00:31:25,217 --> 00:31:26,775 Why do you say that? 339 00:31:27,657 --> 00:31:30,933 From Italy to Iowa, that's a big change. 340 00:31:33,377 --> 00:31:35,891 But Richard was in the Army there. 341 00:31:36,417 --> 00:31:39,136 I met him when I was living in Naples. 342 00:31:39,377 --> 00:31:41,573 I didn't know anything about Iowa. 343 00:31:42,378 --> 00:31:44,938 I just cared that it was America... 344 00:31:46,178 --> 00:31:48,453 ...and, of course, being with Richard. 345 00:31:49,538 --> 00:31:50,812 What's he like? 346 00:31:52,298 --> 00:31:54,050 He's very clean. 347 00:31:54,778 --> 00:31:55,972 Clean? 348 00:31:57,138 --> 00:31:58,696 No. I mean... 349 00:31:59,618 --> 00:32:01,051 He's other things too. 350 00:32:02,978 --> 00:32:04,730 He's a very hard worker... 351 00:32:04,978 --> 00:32:06,013 ...very caring... 352 00:32:06,258 --> 00:32:07,452 ...honest. 353 00:32:08,418 --> 00:32:09,692 He's gentle. 354 00:32:09,938 --> 00:32:11,496 He's a good father. 355 00:32:12,138 --> 00:32:13,332 And clean. 356 00:32:15,978 --> 00:32:17,571 Clean. 357 00:32:23,299 --> 00:32:26,371 And you like living here in Iowa, I guess? 358 00:32:33,019 --> 00:32:35,772 Go ahead. I'm not going to tell anyone. 359 00:32:39,939 --> 00:32:41,850 I'm supposed to say: 360 00:32:42,099 --> 00:32:46,854 "It's just fine. It's quiet and the people are real nice." 361 00:32:47,099 --> 00:32:49,693 And all that's true. Mostly. 362 00:32:50,019 --> 00:32:51,498 It is quiet. 363 00:32:52,139 --> 00:32:54,210 And the people are nice. 364 00:32:54,820 --> 00:32:56,458 In certain ways. 365 00:32:57,100 --> 00:32:59,136 We all help each other out. 366 00:32:59,380 --> 00:33:02,690 If someone gets sick or hurt, all the neighbors come in. 367 00:33:02,940 --> 00:33:07,058 They pick the corn, harvest the oats or whatever needs to be done. 368 00:33:07,460 --> 00:33:11,931 In town, you can leave your car unlocked, and let the kids run around. 369 00:33:12,180 --> 00:33:13,533 Don't worry about them. 370 00:33:14,980 --> 00:33:16,857 There are a lot of nice... 371 00:33:17,100 --> 00:33:18,931 ...things about the people here. 372 00:33:19,180 --> 00:33:21,410 And I respect them for those qualities. 373 00:33:26,660 --> 00:33:27,615 But... 374 00:33:28,420 --> 00:33:29,376 But? 375 00:33:35,461 --> 00:33:37,258 It's not... 376 00:33:37,741 --> 00:33:39,493 ...what I dreamed of... 377 00:33:41,261 --> 00:33:42,535 ...as a girl. 378 00:33:51,181 --> 00:33:53,741 I scribbled something down the other day. 379 00:33:54,501 --> 00:33:57,538 I often do that when I'm out on the road. 380 00:33:57,861 --> 00:33:59,658 Kind of goes like this: 381 00:34:00,941 --> 00:34:02,659 "The old dreams... 382 00:34:03,661 --> 00:34:05,254 ...were good dreams. 383 00:34:06,662 --> 00:34:09,859 They didn't work out, but I'm glad I had them." 384 00:34:17,582 --> 00:34:21,097 I don't know what it means. I thought I might use it someday. 385 00:34:26,102 --> 00:34:29,412 Anyway, I think I know how you feel. 386 00:34:35,982 --> 00:34:37,859 Would you like to stay for dinner? 387 00:34:38,862 --> 00:34:40,740 There's not much in town. 388 00:34:41,103 --> 00:34:43,333 And you'd have to eat alone. 389 00:34:43,783 --> 00:34:45,102 So would I. 390 00:34:47,663 --> 00:34:49,255 Yeah, I'd like that. 391 00:34:50,583 --> 00:34:54,371 I don't get a home-cooked meal too often out on the road. 392 00:34:55,463 --> 00:34:56,452 Okay. 393 00:35:29,304 --> 00:35:31,022 This is ridiculous. 394 00:36:17,025 --> 00:36:19,664 Do you mind if I put some film in the fridge? 395 00:36:19,905 --> 00:36:22,942 -No, go ahead. -This heat out here isn't too forgiving. 396 00:36:29,986 --> 00:36:32,181 Anything I can do to help? 397 00:36:33,146 --> 00:36:36,582 -To help? What, cook? -Yeah, men cook. 398 00:36:37,586 --> 00:36:39,178 Okay, sure. 399 00:36:43,906 --> 00:36:45,305 What can I do? 400 00:36:45,546 --> 00:36:47,025 You can scrape the carrot. 401 00:36:47,346 --> 00:36:48,745 Scrape the carrots. 402 00:36:48,986 --> 00:36:51,216 And grate them. Make a nice salad. 403 00:36:55,506 --> 00:36:58,737 Scrape the carrots. Like that. How's that? 404 00:36:58,986 --> 00:37:00,942 Very good. Very nice. 405 00:37:01,186 --> 00:37:02,665 Not bad, huh? 406 00:37:07,987 --> 00:37:10,376 Don't forget to pick off the end. 407 00:37:12,787 --> 00:37:14,539 Pick off end. 408 00:37:21,147 --> 00:37:23,502 Let me get these... 409 00:37:23,747 --> 00:37:27,103 Excuse me. I can take the ends off of these too. 410 00:37:28,547 --> 00:37:30,538 Yes. That's a good idea. 411 00:37:32,027 --> 00:37:33,426 This the way you do it? 412 00:37:34,227 --> 00:37:36,946 That's good. But don't use your fingers. 413 00:37:37,947 --> 00:37:39,619 Then they smell like... 414 00:37:39,867 --> 00:37:41,586 I'll get you some lemon. 415 00:37:45,588 --> 00:37:47,180 Would you like a beer? 416 00:37:47,668 --> 00:37:50,262 -I've got some in the car. -I would love a beer. 417 00:37:50,708 --> 00:37:53,097 Anything to get out of a little work. 418 00:38:01,468 --> 00:38:02,583 Very nice. 419 00:38:05,268 --> 00:38:07,782 No, wait a second. It gets better. 420 00:38:08,028 --> 00:38:11,418 You must picture this: I have 3 cameras around my neck... 421 00:38:11,668 --> 00:38:14,387 ...and I've got a tripod, and my pants are around my ankles. 422 00:38:14,628 --> 00:38:18,065 I'm behind a bush, and then suddenly I see this gorilla. 423 00:38:18,309 --> 00:38:20,584 A huge gorilla, staring right at me... 424 00:38:20,829 --> 00:38:23,901 ...with the most lascivious look you've ever seen. 425 00:38:24,149 --> 00:38:26,982 More than any creature with that much hair. 426 00:38:27,989 --> 00:38:31,664 I freeze, because that's what you're supposed to do. 427 00:38:32,669 --> 00:38:35,263 And then it started coming towards me. 428 00:38:36,349 --> 00:38:37,748 And what? 429 00:38:39,189 --> 00:38:41,828 What? My God! 430 00:38:42,109 --> 00:38:43,303 I can't... 431 00:38:43,829 --> 00:38:45,387 You're blushing. 432 00:38:45,629 --> 00:38:47,904 It's a very painful subject. A very sore... 433 00:38:48,149 --> 00:38:50,379 ...sore subject matter, really. 434 00:38:51,189 --> 00:38:53,146 -What happened? -We became engaged. 435 00:39:05,150 --> 00:39:06,742 You should really... 436 00:39:07,990 --> 00:39:10,185 ...write these stories down. 437 00:39:10,430 --> 00:39:14,389 I would, except this is a female gorilla. It had on eye shadow... 438 00:39:14,630 --> 00:39:18,066 ...and a little lip gloss on and it was so nice... 439 00:39:18,310 --> 00:39:19,538 We still write. 440 00:39:22,230 --> 00:39:24,346 I don't want to put this stuff down. 441 00:39:25,750 --> 00:39:26,705 I'm afraid... 442 00:39:27,830 --> 00:39:30,664 I'm afraid my writing's a little too technical. 443 00:39:30,951 --> 00:39:34,307 The trouble with being a journalist too long is... 444 00:39:34,551 --> 00:39:37,145 ...you stop allowing yourself to invent. 445 00:39:38,151 --> 00:39:40,619 I'll just stick to making pictures. 446 00:39:42,071 --> 00:39:43,709 Making pictures. 447 00:39:44,991 --> 00:39:46,390 I like that. 448 00:39:48,311 --> 00:39:50,506 You really love what you do. 449 00:39:52,151 --> 00:39:54,142 I'm obsessed by it, really. 450 00:39:55,551 --> 00:39:57,428 Why is that, do you think? 451 00:39:57,911 --> 00:39:59,230 I don't know. 452 00:39:59,471 --> 00:40:03,749 I don't think obsessions have reasons. That's why they're obsessions. 453 00:40:07,232 --> 00:40:08,984 You sound like an artist. 454 00:40:09,472 --> 00:40:11,030 I wouldn't say that. 455 00:40:11,272 --> 00:40:14,389 National Geographic likes their photos in focus... 456 00:40:14,632 --> 00:40:18,671 ...and not too much personal comment. I don't mind really. 457 00:40:18,992 --> 00:40:20,311 I'm no artist. 458 00:40:20,872 --> 00:40:24,865 That's one of the curses of being too well-adjusted, too normal. 459 00:40:25,112 --> 00:40:27,228 I don't think you're so normal. 460 00:40:27,952 --> 00:40:28,941 Really? 461 00:40:29,192 --> 00:40:31,342 I didn't mean it in the way... 462 00:40:31,592 --> 00:40:33,469 ...in the way that it sounded. 463 00:40:35,832 --> 00:40:39,142 We'll just chalk it up to a compliment... 464 00:40:39,392 --> 00:40:40,872 ...and move on. 465 00:40:43,713 --> 00:40:45,590 Did you just love teaching? 466 00:40:47,033 --> 00:40:52,061 Yes, when there was a particular student who can make a difference... 467 00:40:54,393 --> 00:40:57,624 They're all supposed to, but they don't. You tend... 468 00:40:57,873 --> 00:41:02,993 ...to single out 1 or 2 who you think you can contribute something to. 469 00:41:03,233 --> 00:41:07,021 -And did you? -I hope so. One went to medical school. 470 00:41:08,793 --> 00:41:10,112 Why'd you quit? 471 00:41:11,873 --> 00:41:14,068 My children, my kids. 472 00:41:14,553 --> 00:41:16,146 And... 473 00:41:16,754 --> 00:41:19,222 ...Richard didn't like my working. 474 00:41:20,314 --> 00:41:22,066 But you miss it, obviously. 475 00:41:22,594 --> 00:41:24,107 I never think about it. 476 00:41:24,354 --> 00:41:27,426 What's the most exciting place that you've ever been? 477 00:41:29,314 --> 00:41:33,671 -Unless you're too tired to talk. -Most exciting... 478 00:41:37,474 --> 00:41:42,502 You're asking if a man's tired of talking about himself? Been out much? 479 00:41:44,914 --> 00:41:47,428 Didn't mean to make it sound like a dumb... 480 00:41:47,674 --> 00:41:49,824 Maybe it's a little dull for you... 481 00:41:50,074 --> 00:41:53,465 ...telling this to some housewife in the middle of nowhere. 482 00:41:56,075 --> 00:41:58,714 This is your home. This isn't nowhere. 483 00:42:01,835 --> 00:42:03,234 And it's not dull. 484 00:42:06,475 --> 00:42:07,794 Let's see. 485 00:42:11,075 --> 00:42:15,865 I guess I'd say that the most exciting place I've been to was Africa. 486 00:42:16,275 --> 00:42:18,072 Because it's another world. 487 00:42:18,315 --> 00:42:21,432 It's not just the cultures and the people. 488 00:42:21,675 --> 00:42:23,745 That's great, but it's the air. 489 00:42:23,995 --> 00:42:26,304 The colors from dawn to dusk. 490 00:42:26,555 --> 00:42:28,945 There's something tangible about it. 491 00:42:29,556 --> 00:42:33,834 The cohabitation of man and beast, and beast and beast. 492 00:42:34,076 --> 00:42:36,112 Who'll survive and who won't. 493 00:42:36,836 --> 00:42:39,270 There's no judgment about it either. 494 00:42:39,516 --> 00:42:41,586 There's no imposed morality. 495 00:42:41,836 --> 00:42:44,304 It's just the way it is. 496 00:42:44,556 --> 00:42:46,626 It's beautiful, really. 497 00:42:49,676 --> 00:42:51,951 Just nothing like it. It's... 498 00:42:52,196 --> 00:42:54,585 ...a voyeur's paradise. 499 00:42:56,996 --> 00:42:58,952 I'd love to see that. 500 00:43:03,036 --> 00:43:06,029 There's safaris. You can ask your husband. 501 00:43:08,317 --> 00:43:09,545 Yeah. 502 00:43:15,317 --> 00:43:18,627 It's a beautiful evening. Would you like to take a walk? 503 00:43:25,437 --> 00:43:27,314 You've got it all right here. 504 00:43:28,717 --> 00:43:32,949 I'm serious. This is as nice a place as I've ever been. 505 00:43:37,277 --> 00:43:40,714 "The silver apples of the moon, and the golden apples of the sun." 506 00:43:41,478 --> 00:43:44,914 Yeats. "The Song of Wandering Aengus." 507 00:43:46,678 --> 00:43:48,987 -Good stuff, Yeats, huh? -Yes. 508 00:43:49,238 --> 00:43:52,310 Realism, economy, sensuousness... 509 00:43:53,478 --> 00:43:57,869 ...beauty, and magic. All that appeals to my Irish ancestry. 510 00:44:08,358 --> 00:44:11,748 -Something wrong? -Would you like something to drink? 511 00:44:12,238 --> 00:44:13,512 Coffee? 512 00:44:13,758 --> 00:44:15,715 Maybe some brandy? 513 00:44:16,039 --> 00:44:17,631 Maybe some both. 514 00:44:19,159 --> 00:44:20,387 Yes? 515 00:44:21,119 --> 00:44:22,313 Let's. 516 00:44:36,519 --> 00:44:38,874 Sure you don't want me to help? 517 00:44:40,319 --> 00:44:45,154 No. I'm not going to wash them now. I'll rinse them now. I'll do it later. 518 00:44:49,399 --> 00:44:50,991 Francesca. 519 00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:55,468 You all right? 520 00:44:57,600 --> 00:44:58,794 Yeah. 521 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:05,988 What? 522 00:45:08,280 --> 00:45:09,474 What? 523 00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:12,956 We're not doing anything wrong. 524 00:45:14,040 --> 00:45:16,235 Nothing you couldn't tell your kids. 525 00:45:31,881 --> 00:45:34,190 To ancient evenings and distant music? 526 00:46:01,241 --> 00:46:04,871 He's getting her drunk. That's what happened. 527 00:46:05,282 --> 00:46:09,036 Maybe he forced himself. That's why she couldn't tell us. 528 00:46:09,282 --> 00:46:11,034 He did not. 529 00:46:12,002 --> 00:46:17,599 -He's such a nice guy. -Trying to sleep with somebody's wife?! 530 00:46:18,042 --> 00:46:21,796 I don't think so. And that doesn't make you a bad person. 531 00:46:22,362 --> 00:46:25,513 He reminds me of Steve in a way. Steve's... 532 00:46:25,882 --> 00:46:29,033 ...weak, immoral and a liar, but still a nice guy. 533 00:46:29,282 --> 00:46:31,034 He just shouldn't be married. 534 00:46:31,962 --> 00:46:33,520 At least not to me. 535 00:46:34,282 --> 00:46:37,354 I'm hungry. Are you getting hungry? 536 00:46:42,843 --> 00:46:45,073 I had no idea it's that bad, sis. 537 00:46:46,763 --> 00:46:51,120 Please, don't feel sorry for me. Nobody's forcing me to stay. 538 00:46:51,443 --> 00:46:52,637 Why do you? 539 00:47:05,563 --> 00:47:08,999 -Do you mind if I ask you a question? -No. 540 00:47:10,203 --> 00:47:11,841 Why did you get divorced? 541 00:47:13,403 --> 00:47:15,122 I was never around. 542 00:47:15,804 --> 00:47:18,682 So, why'd I get married? That's a good question. 543 00:47:19,164 --> 00:47:22,361 I guess I needed a home base. Roots. 544 00:47:23,244 --> 00:47:25,758 You can kind of get lost on the road. 545 00:47:26,044 --> 00:47:27,557 So what happened? 546 00:47:28,284 --> 00:47:29,842 I never got lost. 547 00:47:30,084 --> 00:47:33,315 I was more at home everywhere than just in one place. 548 00:47:33,604 --> 00:47:35,959 Kind of like a citizen of the world. 549 00:47:36,924 --> 00:47:41,315 -Must get lonely sometimes. -No. I never indulge in that. 550 00:47:41,964 --> 00:47:46,355 I've got friends all over the world I can visit from time to time. 551 00:47:47,964 --> 00:47:49,556 Women friends too? 552 00:47:54,205 --> 00:47:56,480 I'm a loner, but not a monk. 553 00:48:01,645 --> 00:48:03,556 You really don't need anyone? 554 00:48:06,445 --> 00:48:08,117 I think I need everyone. 555 00:48:08,445 --> 00:48:11,005 I love people. I'd love to meet them all. 556 00:48:11,245 --> 00:48:13,236 That's the thing about Iowa. 557 00:48:13,485 --> 00:48:16,761 You tend to meet the same kind of person repeatedly. 558 00:48:17,005 --> 00:48:21,237 So when Mr. Delaney has an affair with the Redfield woman... 559 00:48:21,485 --> 00:48:23,396 ...the whole town wakes up. 560 00:48:24,765 --> 00:48:26,835 There's a lot of that going around. 561 00:48:27,566 --> 00:48:30,034 It seems to me there's too much of: 562 00:48:30,286 --> 00:48:32,720 ..."This is mine" and "He or she is mine." 563 00:48:32,966 --> 00:48:35,434 There's just too many lines being drawn. 564 00:48:36,606 --> 00:48:37,800 You know? 565 00:48:38,406 --> 00:48:41,239 Doesn't it scare you though? Being alone? 566 00:48:42,246 --> 00:48:43,804 I don't think so. 567 00:48:45,086 --> 00:48:47,042 I think I embrace the mystery. 568 00:48:49,166 --> 00:48:50,804 Do you ever regret it? 569 00:48:51,806 --> 00:48:54,639 -What? -The divorce, I mean. 570 00:48:55,526 --> 00:48:56,754 No. 571 00:48:58,206 --> 00:49:00,561 Do you ever regret not having a family? 572 00:49:03,167 --> 00:49:05,476 Not everyone's supposed to have one. 573 00:49:09,887 --> 00:49:13,846 How can you live for just what you want? What about others? 574 00:49:15,367 --> 00:49:18,598 -I love other people. -But no one in particular. 575 00:49:18,847 --> 00:49:21,805 -But I love them just the same. -It's not the same. 576 00:49:22,087 --> 00:49:24,282 I know it's not the same... 577 00:49:24,687 --> 00:49:28,726 ...but what you're saying is it's not as good, it's not normal. 578 00:49:28,967 --> 00:49:30,286 That's not what I said. 579 00:49:30,527 --> 00:49:33,883 I have a problem with this American family ethic... 580 00:49:34,127 --> 00:49:37,005 ...that seems to have hypnotized the country. 581 00:49:37,247 --> 00:49:41,082 You probably think of someone like me as a displaced soul... 582 00:49:41,328 --> 00:49:46,243 ...destined to wander the planet with no TV or self-cleaning oven. 583 00:49:46,768 --> 00:49:51,284 Because someone decides to have a family doesn't mean they're hypnotized. 584 00:49:52,928 --> 00:49:57,718 Never having seen a gazelle stampede doesn't mean I'm asleep in my life. 585 00:50:02,688 --> 00:50:04,087 Want to leave your husband? 586 00:50:06,568 --> 00:50:08,957 No. Of course not. 587 00:50:09,568 --> 00:50:12,207 I'm sorry about that. I apologize for that. 588 00:50:12,448 --> 00:50:14,086 What made you ask that? 589 00:50:14,328 --> 00:50:17,480 I thought that's what we were doing. Asking questions. 590 00:50:17,729 --> 00:50:21,404 We were having a conversation. But you ask me questions... 591 00:50:21,649 --> 00:50:26,803 ...reading these meanings into them I must be too simple to interpret. 592 00:50:27,969 --> 00:50:29,243 I'm sorry. 593 00:50:29,569 --> 00:50:30,684 I apologize. 594 00:50:36,369 --> 00:50:37,768 Roseman Bridge at dawn. 595 00:50:38,809 --> 00:50:40,481 I better be going. 596 00:50:41,609 --> 00:50:42,564 I'm sorry. 597 00:50:43,009 --> 00:50:44,840 I apologize. You must forgive me. 598 00:50:45,089 --> 00:50:47,842 That was a very indiscreet question. It was... 599 00:50:48,089 --> 00:50:49,317 ...dumb. 600 00:50:53,810 --> 00:50:55,880 I feel something's been spoiled. 601 00:50:56,130 --> 00:50:58,883 It was a perfect evening, just the way it was. 602 00:51:06,370 --> 00:51:08,281 Perfect evening... 603 00:51:08,530 --> 00:51:09,963 ...a nice walk. 604 00:51:10,450 --> 00:51:11,963 Thank you for the... 605 00:51:12,690 --> 00:51:14,601 ...company and the brandy. 606 00:51:14,890 --> 00:51:17,085 You're a good woman, Francesca. 607 00:51:17,570 --> 00:51:21,722 Keep the brandy forward in the cupboard. It might work out after a while. 608 00:51:24,690 --> 00:51:26,886 And don't kid yourself, Francesca. 609 00:51:27,291 --> 00:51:29,168 You're anything but a simple woman. 610 00:51:46,371 --> 00:51:47,724 Johnson's. 611 00:51:48,131 --> 00:51:49,883 Richard, hi. 612 00:51:53,291 --> 00:51:55,327 Everyone settled in okay? 613 00:52:03,372 --> 00:52:04,930 I said, "good." 614 00:56:25,859 --> 00:56:27,815 Hi, it's Robert Kincaid. 615 00:56:30,499 --> 00:56:31,773 Hi. 616 00:56:32,779 --> 00:56:33,768 Got your note. 617 00:56:34,099 --> 00:56:35,976 W.B. Yeats and all. 618 00:56:36,499 --> 00:56:40,492 I didn't read it right away because the light was changing. 619 00:56:40,739 --> 00:56:42,536 I had to get my shots. 620 00:56:42,779 --> 00:56:44,371 The light was changing. 621 00:56:44,659 --> 00:56:49,255 But I do accept your invitation. It'll have to be later though. 622 00:56:49,499 --> 00:56:52,333 I'm going to the Holliwell Bridge and shoot over there. 623 00:56:52,580 --> 00:56:54,457 After 9, how about that? 624 00:56:55,700 --> 00:56:57,691 Your work's what's important. 625 00:56:57,940 --> 00:57:00,898 I'll make something nice we can warm up. 626 00:57:01,140 --> 00:57:04,177 Maybe you'd like to come along with me. 627 00:57:08,940 --> 00:57:11,170 Yes, I would like that, but I... 628 00:57:11,780 --> 00:57:15,455 I'll drive my pickup and meet you. All right? 629 00:57:15,700 --> 00:57:18,009 -All right. -What time? 630 00:57:18,260 --> 00:57:20,216 How about 6? 631 00:57:21,740 --> 00:57:23,253 Okay. 632 00:57:23,820 --> 00:57:25,014 Great. 633 00:58:21,582 --> 00:58:25,097 -God, it's Lucy Redfield! -Apparently Mrs. Delaney caught them. 634 00:58:31,782 --> 00:58:33,773 There's a seat here, if you'd like. 635 00:58:41,183 --> 00:58:42,377 Thank you. 636 00:59:02,623 --> 00:59:04,295 Kind of hot out, isn't it? 637 00:59:05,023 --> 00:59:06,012 Yeah. 638 00:59:09,103 --> 00:59:10,855 Are you ordering anything? 639 00:59:12,663 --> 00:59:13,938 No. 640 00:59:14,744 --> 00:59:16,939 Thanks. I've changed my mind. 641 01:00:08,785 --> 01:00:10,343 How about this one? 642 01:00:16,345 --> 01:00:17,983 I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. 643 01:00:18,225 --> 01:00:21,137 I haven't bought a dress for myself in so long. 644 01:00:22,105 --> 01:00:26,258 I'm just buying a dress. It's not for a special occasion. 645 01:00:26,506 --> 01:00:29,259 I'm just shopping for a new dress is all. 646 01:00:29,426 --> 01:00:31,098 That might work. 647 01:00:31,346 --> 01:00:35,100 And if he's still mad, tell him you married him out of pity. 648 01:00:35,546 --> 01:00:37,343 That always works for me. 649 01:00:49,386 --> 01:00:51,024 Hi, it's Robert. 650 01:00:53,906 --> 01:00:57,740 Listen, I'm running a little late. But I'll still... 651 01:00:58,026 --> 01:00:58,981 ...be there. 652 01:00:59,226 --> 01:01:01,866 I don't want this to sound the wrong way... 653 01:01:02,227 --> 01:01:04,695 ...but I wonder if this is a good idea. 654 01:01:06,787 --> 01:01:08,220 I had lunch in town. 655 01:01:08,467 --> 01:01:11,504 And I crossed paths with that Redfield woman. 656 01:01:13,387 --> 01:01:15,503 I guess you got the whole story. 657 01:01:16,387 --> 01:01:19,185 The cashier at the grocery store was most generous. 658 01:01:21,067 --> 01:01:23,297 He's running for town crier next year. 659 01:01:23,547 --> 01:01:27,142 I know more about the Delaney affair than I knew about my marriage. 660 01:01:27,467 --> 01:01:31,779 If it's going to be a problem for you to see me tonight, don't do so. 661 01:01:32,027 --> 01:01:34,939 I'm not too bright about people's reactions. 662 01:01:35,187 --> 01:01:39,306 I wouldn't want you to be put in a compromising situation. 663 01:01:40,348 --> 01:01:42,259 Yeah, I understand. 664 01:01:44,308 --> 01:01:47,459 That's very kind of you to think of that. 665 01:01:53,148 --> 01:01:54,183 Robert? 666 01:01:57,068 --> 01:01:58,945 I want to come. 667 01:02:05,468 --> 01:02:08,904 Okay? So I'll meet you at the bridge like we planned... 668 01:02:09,148 --> 01:02:11,343 ...and don't worry about the rest. 669 01:02:13,148 --> 01:02:14,377 I'm not. 670 01:02:15,869 --> 01:02:18,144 All right. I'll see you then. 671 01:02:18,589 --> 01:02:19,863 Okay. 672 01:03:06,070 --> 01:03:07,389 Beautiful here. 673 01:03:07,630 --> 01:03:10,861 Make yourself at home. I have to knock off a few shots. 674 01:03:23,150 --> 01:03:24,947 Look at the butterfly. 675 01:03:59,911 --> 01:04:00,980 Got you! 676 01:04:05,672 --> 01:04:06,821 Come on. 677 01:04:07,792 --> 01:04:09,669 No, don't take my picture. 678 01:04:12,112 --> 01:04:14,023 Go ahead, give me a pose. 679 01:04:14,872 --> 01:04:17,102 One of those French model looks. 680 01:04:17,992 --> 01:04:20,062 -I can't. -Like Gina Lollobrigida. 681 01:05:04,753 --> 01:05:06,266 Can I help? 682 01:05:07,233 --> 01:05:09,667 No, I've got everything under control. 683 01:05:10,153 --> 01:05:11,905 I'm just going to go... 684 01:05:12,273 --> 01:05:15,425 ...clean myself up a bit. I'm going to take a bath. 685 01:05:15,674 --> 01:05:18,188 What happens if I set the table? 686 01:05:19,674 --> 01:05:21,710 That's fine. Sure. Good. 687 01:05:21,954 --> 01:05:23,785 Would you like a beer... 688 01:05:24,034 --> 01:05:25,228 ...for your bath? 689 01:05:27,514 --> 01:05:28,503 Yeah. 690 01:05:31,034 --> 01:05:32,672 That's nice. 691 01:05:33,714 --> 01:05:35,272 Dinner will be ready... 692 01:05:35,514 --> 01:05:37,072 ...in half an hour. 693 01:05:55,155 --> 01:05:58,830 I realized that he had been here just a few minutes before. 694 01:05:59,755 --> 01:06:02,315 I was lying where the water had run down his body... 695 01:06:02,555 --> 01:06:05,308 ...and I found that intensely erotic. 696 01:06:06,275 --> 01:06:08,869 Almost everything about Robert Kincaid... 697 01:06:09,115 --> 01:06:11,629 ...had begun to seem erotic to me. 698 01:06:44,356 --> 01:06:45,550 What's wrong? 699 01:06:55,076 --> 01:06:58,671 You look stunning. If you don't mind me saying so. 700 01:07:04,157 --> 01:07:07,627 Make-them-run-around-the-block- howling-in-agony stunning. 701 01:07:53,038 --> 01:07:54,676 Hi, Madge. 702 01:07:56,598 --> 01:07:58,316 No, I was just... 703 01:07:58,558 --> 01:08:00,276 ...fixing something to eat. 704 01:08:01,318 --> 01:08:02,671 No, what? 705 01:08:04,838 --> 01:08:07,147 Yeah, I heard about him. 706 01:08:09,238 --> 01:08:12,230 I hear he's some kind of photographer or something. 707 01:08:17,639 --> 01:08:19,391 Hippie? No. 708 01:08:19,639 --> 01:08:21,834 Is that what a hippie looks like? 709 01:08:24,999 --> 01:08:29,629 I was just going to step into a bath when you called, so maybe... 710 01:08:30,519 --> 01:08:32,589 They don't get back till Friday. 711 01:08:34,919 --> 01:08:37,069 Maybe I'll call you then, okay? 712 01:10:21,082 --> 01:10:23,642 If you want me to stop, tell me now. 713 01:10:32,762 --> 01:10:34,912 No one's asking you to. 714 01:12:32,206 --> 01:12:36,040 "He told me he wouldn't apologize for what was going to happen." 715 01:12:36,566 --> 01:12:38,079 What's the matter? 716 01:12:41,806 --> 01:12:43,717 I'm going to get some air. 717 01:13:09,287 --> 01:13:11,323 Take me someplace. 718 01:13:12,047 --> 01:13:14,561 Right now. Take me someplace... 719 01:13:14,807 --> 01:13:16,286 ...that you've been. 720 01:13:17,247 --> 01:13:19,807 Someplace on the other side of the world. 721 01:13:22,647 --> 01:13:24,239 How about Italy? 722 01:13:26,767 --> 01:13:27,995 Yeah. 723 01:13:30,087 --> 01:13:31,725 How about Bari? 724 01:13:33,967 --> 01:13:35,366 Yeah. 725 01:13:39,328 --> 01:13:41,319 Tell me about that time... 726 01:13:42,208 --> 01:13:44,722 ...you got off the train. 727 01:13:45,728 --> 01:13:47,480 You know the station. 728 01:13:49,568 --> 01:13:53,481 You know the little restaurant with the striped awning... 729 01:13:53,888 --> 01:13:56,118 ...serves arrancino. 730 01:13:57,328 --> 01:13:58,602 Arancino. 731 01:14:01,168 --> 01:14:04,001 And zeppoli. I know that place. 732 01:14:04,848 --> 01:14:07,043 I had coffee there. 733 01:14:10,008 --> 01:14:11,202 Did you sit... 734 01:14:11,808 --> 01:14:16,485 ...by the doorway or near the front of the church? 735 01:14:17,369 --> 01:14:18,961 I was near the church. 736 01:14:21,689 --> 01:14:24,078 I know, I sat there once. 737 01:14:27,849 --> 01:14:29,441 I sat there once... 738 01:14:29,689 --> 01:14:32,408 ...on a day like this. It was very hot and... 739 01:14:35,249 --> 01:14:39,527 ...I'd been shopping and I had all these packages around my feet. 740 01:14:39,769 --> 01:14:41,680 I had to keep moving them. 741 01:14:50,450 --> 01:14:51,724 Then what? 742 01:15:10,410 --> 01:15:12,799 You make me forget my story. 743 01:15:21,450 --> 01:15:22,883 Lucky me. 744 01:15:27,571 --> 01:15:29,960 I had thoughts about him... 745 01:15:30,731 --> 01:15:32,847 ...I hardly knew what to do with. 746 01:15:33,811 --> 01:15:35,767 And he read every one. 747 01:15:36,811 --> 01:15:38,210 Whatever I felt. 748 01:15:38,451 --> 01:15:41,045 Whatever I wanted, he gave himself up to. 749 01:15:42,091 --> 01:15:43,285 And in that moment... 750 01:15:43,531 --> 01:15:47,444 ...everything I knew to be true about myself, was gone. 751 01:15:48,331 --> 01:15:50,799 I was acting like another woman... 752 01:15:51,851 --> 01:15:54,968 ...yet I was more myself than ever before. 753 01:16:02,332 --> 01:16:05,085 We decided to spend Wednesday away from Winterset... 754 01:16:05,332 --> 01:16:07,209 ...away from Madison County. 755 01:16:08,692 --> 01:16:11,684 Away from pastures and bridges and people too familiar... 756 01:16:11,932 --> 01:16:14,162 ...and reminders too painful. 757 01:16:14,972 --> 01:16:17,691 We let the day take us where it wanted. 758 01:16:23,372 --> 01:16:25,886 Is that India? It's beautiful. 759 01:16:27,052 --> 01:16:28,849 Look at this one. 760 01:16:29,852 --> 01:16:32,207 Look at their expressions. Beautiful. 761 01:16:32,532 --> 01:16:34,727 As if the camera isn't on them. 762 01:16:36,333 --> 01:16:39,450 They're not photographs, they're stories. 763 01:16:40,333 --> 01:16:43,131 You should publish these, have your own collection. 764 01:16:45,013 --> 01:16:46,207 Nobody'd buy it. 765 01:16:46,453 --> 01:16:47,772 Why do you say that? 766 01:16:48,373 --> 01:16:51,092 6 publishers have told me so. 767 01:16:53,093 --> 01:16:54,845 No big deal. 768 01:16:55,093 --> 01:16:56,606 Whatever it is... 769 01:16:56,853 --> 01:17:00,129 ...that makes an artist look like one to the world... 770 01:17:00,373 --> 01:17:02,648 ...is just a feature I don't have. 771 01:17:03,533 --> 01:17:06,650 Maybe you have to convince yourself first. 772 01:17:06,893 --> 01:17:08,087 Maybe. 773 01:17:08,493 --> 01:17:12,043 Maybe you have to ask yourself why it's an obsession. 774 01:17:12,494 --> 01:17:13,768 What's that? 775 01:17:15,854 --> 01:17:18,527 I had this the other night, after you left. 776 01:17:18,974 --> 01:17:21,283 It was made for me in Assisi. 777 01:17:22,294 --> 01:17:24,285 I got it for my 7th birthday. 778 01:17:26,494 --> 01:17:28,086 "Francesca." 779 01:17:30,414 --> 01:17:31,403 Keep it. 780 01:17:56,895 --> 01:18:00,808 A musician friend of Robert's told him of a place off the interstate. 781 01:18:01,255 --> 01:18:05,294 A place, Robert assured me, no one I knew would see us. 782 01:19:05,177 --> 01:19:06,405 Thank you. 783 01:19:10,857 --> 01:19:12,336 Cheers. 784 01:19:21,617 --> 01:19:23,892 What were you like as a young man? 785 01:19:24,817 --> 01:19:26,011 Trouble. 786 01:19:28,377 --> 01:19:30,971 -Why? -I just wondered. 787 01:19:32,137 --> 01:19:33,855 Why were you trouble? 788 01:19:37,938 --> 01:19:39,496 I had a temper. 789 01:19:46,058 --> 01:19:48,936 What were your mother and father like? 790 01:19:52,738 --> 01:19:55,252 I don't know if I can do this. 791 01:19:57,378 --> 01:19:58,333 What? 792 01:19:59,938 --> 01:20:03,294 Try to cram in a whole lifetime between now and Friday. 793 01:20:30,059 --> 01:20:32,812 For all we know 794 01:20:38,059 --> 01:20:41,574 We may never meet again 795 01:20:46,139 --> 01:20:48,654 Before you go 796 01:20:51,980 --> 01:20:55,450 Make this moment sweet again 797 01:21:01,500 --> 01:21:04,697 We won’t say good night 798 01:21:07,820 --> 01:21:11,017 Until the last note 799 01:21:17,820 --> 01:21:20,698 I'll hold out my hand 800 01:21:23,020 --> 01:21:26,172 And my heart will be in it 801 01:21:32,541 --> 01:21:35,101 For all we know 802 01:21:38,661 --> 01:21:41,892 This may only be a dream 803 01:22:13,902 --> 01:22:17,099 -Where'd you go? -Bar in town. 804 01:22:18,862 --> 01:22:20,181 Did you call Betty? 805 01:22:22,302 --> 01:22:23,781 Maybe you should. 806 01:22:24,862 --> 01:22:26,693 I found out who Lucy Delaney is. 807 01:22:28,062 --> 01:22:30,701 Remember the Delaneys from Hillcrest Road? 808 01:22:31,102 --> 01:22:33,775 Yeah, but I thought she died. 809 01:22:34,622 --> 01:22:37,091 He remarried. Lucy Redfield. 810 01:22:37,383 --> 01:22:40,341 Apparently, they were having an affair for years. 811 01:22:40,583 --> 01:22:43,495 The first Mrs. Delaney was a bit of a stiff. 812 01:22:44,303 --> 01:22:45,497 You mean... 813 01:22:46,143 --> 01:22:47,735 ...she didn't like sex? 814 01:22:51,023 --> 01:22:52,581 Mom could have helped. 815 01:22:54,863 --> 01:22:56,342 Oh, boy! 816 01:22:59,583 --> 01:23:03,815 I've resented not living the wild life in some place like Paris. 817 01:23:04,063 --> 01:23:06,452 I could have moved back to Iowa. 818 01:23:12,824 --> 01:23:14,098 Are you drunk? 819 01:23:18,984 --> 01:23:20,212 Not yet. 820 01:23:23,664 --> 01:23:25,575 Want to get out of here? 821 01:23:27,104 --> 01:23:28,662 I think I better. 822 01:23:36,064 --> 01:23:37,816 I'll take the keys. 823 01:23:39,384 --> 01:23:40,783 I'm driving. 824 01:23:43,664 --> 01:23:48,898 I've never cheated on Betty. Not once we were married, I mean. 825 01:23:50,025 --> 01:23:53,574 -Did you want to? -Only about a thousand times. 826 01:23:56,945 --> 01:23:58,458 What do I do now? 827 01:24:00,785 --> 01:24:03,458 What's good enough for Mom is good enough for me? 828 01:24:08,625 --> 01:24:10,183 What gets me... 829 01:24:11,225 --> 01:24:13,659 ...is I'm in my forties. 830 01:24:14,025 --> 01:24:17,700 I've been in this crummy marriage for over 20 years... 831 01:24:17,945 --> 01:24:22,143 ...because that's what I was taught. You stick things out. 832 01:24:22,385 --> 01:24:25,378 I don't recall when he made love to me so intensely... 833 01:24:25,626 --> 01:24:27,776 ...that he sent me to Africa. 834 01:24:28,026 --> 01:24:30,540 Frankly, I don't think he ever did. 835 01:24:31,586 --> 01:24:36,262 Now I find out that in between bake sales, my mother was Anais Nin. 836 01:24:36,506 --> 01:24:37,621 What about me? 837 01:24:38,226 --> 01:24:40,342 I feel really weird. 838 01:24:40,586 --> 01:24:43,976 Like she cheated on me, not Dad. Isn't that sick? 839 01:24:44,306 --> 01:24:47,139 When you're the only son you sort of feel... 840 01:24:47,386 --> 01:24:51,345 ...like the prince of the kingdom. In your mind, you think... 841 01:24:51,586 --> 01:24:55,101 ...your mother shouldn't want sex, because she has you. 842 01:24:56,626 --> 01:24:58,457 You're right, that is sick. 843 01:25:01,587 --> 01:25:04,340 If she was so unhappy, why didn't she leave? 844 01:25:18,547 --> 01:25:19,616 Can I... 845 01:25:20,067 --> 01:25:21,295 ...read it now? 846 01:25:26,787 --> 01:25:28,743 Did I miss anything important? 847 01:25:32,787 --> 01:25:35,382 She just took him to her room. 848 01:25:35,628 --> 01:25:37,107 Dad's room? 849 01:25:38,068 --> 01:25:41,538 All right, you can skip that part. Let's just start... 850 01:25:41,788 --> 01:25:42,903 ...here. 851 01:25:52,948 --> 01:25:55,382 "Robert lay asleep in the bed. 852 01:25:56,268 --> 01:25:58,338 I was up all night that night. 853 01:25:59,428 --> 01:26:01,339 What happens tomorrow? 854 01:26:02,228 --> 01:26:05,186 He will leave and everything new and unknown... 855 01:26:05,428 --> 01:26:07,658 ...that had become so familiar..." 856 01:26:07,988 --> 01:26:09,341 ...would be gone. 857 01:26:26,669 --> 01:26:28,102 Did you sleep well? 858 01:26:28,349 --> 01:26:29,498 Thanks. 859 01:26:30,829 --> 01:26:32,023 Good. 860 01:26:34,829 --> 01:26:37,059 -More coffee? -Sure. 861 01:26:52,550 --> 01:26:55,860 I hope you don't mind my asking, but I feel I should. 862 01:26:56,750 --> 01:26:58,069 What? 863 01:27:02,150 --> 01:27:06,780 These women friends of yours all over the world, how does it work? 864 01:27:08,030 --> 01:27:12,342 Do you see some of them again, or do you forget others? 865 01:27:13,030 --> 01:27:16,147 Or do you write to some of them now and then? 866 01:27:16,390 --> 01:27:19,587 -How do you manage it? -What do you mean? 867 01:27:20,110 --> 01:27:24,946 I just need to know the procedure, so I don't upset your routine. 868 01:27:25,471 --> 01:27:26,540 Want some jam? 869 01:27:28,431 --> 01:27:31,389 What are you talking about? There's no routine. 870 01:27:31,911 --> 01:27:33,469 Is that what you think this is? 871 01:27:34,471 --> 01:27:36,189 Well, what is this? 872 01:27:39,671 --> 01:27:41,309 Is it up to me? 873 01:27:42,671 --> 01:27:45,981 You're married with no intent to leave your husband. 874 01:27:46,311 --> 01:27:47,505 To do what? 875 01:27:47,751 --> 01:27:52,267 Go off with someone who needs everyone, but no one in particular? 876 01:27:52,511 --> 01:27:55,150 What would be the point? Pass the butter, please. 877 01:27:56,271 --> 01:27:58,182 I was honest with you. 878 01:28:00,352 --> 01:28:03,071 Yes. Absolutely! 879 01:28:03,952 --> 01:28:08,901 You have this habit of not needing, and that's very hard to break. 880 01:28:12,352 --> 01:28:14,912 In that case, why sleep? You don't need rest. 881 01:28:16,112 --> 01:28:17,989 Why eat? You don't need food. 882 01:28:18,592 --> 01:28:19,866 What're you doing? 883 01:28:20,352 --> 01:28:22,946 I'm not cut out to be a world citizen... 884 01:28:23,192 --> 01:28:25,581 ...who experiences everything and nothing. 885 01:28:25,872 --> 01:28:27,783 How do you know what I experience? 886 01:28:29,712 --> 01:28:31,065 I know you. 887 01:28:32,112 --> 01:28:35,628 What can this possibly mean to someone who doesn't need meaning... 888 01:28:35,873 --> 01:28:39,786 ...who just goes with the mystery, pretending he's not scared to death? 889 01:28:40,033 --> 01:28:41,512 Let's stop this right now! 890 01:28:41,793 --> 01:28:44,990 After you leave, I'll have to sit here all my life... 891 01:28:45,233 --> 01:28:48,782 ...and wonder what happened to me, if anything. 892 01:28:49,873 --> 01:28:54,151 I'll have to wonder if you're in some housewife's kitchen in Romania... 893 01:28:54,393 --> 01:28:59,262 ...telling her of your world of good friends, including me in that group. 894 01:28:59,633 --> 01:29:01,112 What should I say? 895 01:29:01,553 --> 01:29:05,432 I don't want you to say anything. I don't need you to say anything. 896 01:29:05,753 --> 01:29:07,789 I want you to stop this now. 897 01:29:08,433 --> 01:29:09,786 Fine. 898 01:29:10,914 --> 01:29:13,986 More eggs? Or shall we fuck on the linoleum one last time? 899 01:29:14,434 --> 01:29:18,143 -I won't apologize for who I am. -No one asked you to. 900 01:29:18,394 --> 01:29:22,706 -I won't feel like I did anything wrong. -You won't feel, period! 901 01:29:22,954 --> 01:29:26,105 You've carved yourself a part in the world as a voyeur... 902 01:29:26,354 --> 01:29:28,822 ...a hermit, a lover when you feel like it. 903 01:29:29,074 --> 01:29:34,148 The rest of us are supposed to feel grateful for this...Go to hell! 904 01:29:34,554 --> 01:29:38,342 It isn't human not to be lonely and afraid! 905 01:29:38,594 --> 01:29:40,824 You're a hypocrite and a phony! 906 01:29:41,834 --> 01:29:43,745 I don't want to need you. 907 01:29:44,554 --> 01:29:45,828 Why? 908 01:29:46,354 --> 01:29:48,664 Because I can't have you. 909 01:29:50,595 --> 01:29:52,904 What difference does that make? 910 01:30:09,995 --> 01:30:11,428 Don't you see? 911 01:30:13,555 --> 01:30:17,787 Robert, don't you see? I just have to know the truth. 912 01:30:18,275 --> 01:30:21,790 I have to know the truth, because if I don't, I'll go crazy. 913 01:30:23,516 --> 01:30:25,234 So just tell me, either way. 914 01:30:25,476 --> 01:30:28,912 I can't act like this is enough because it has to be. 915 01:30:29,516 --> 01:30:32,792 And I can't pretend not to feel what I feel... 916 01:30:33,036 --> 01:30:34,754 ...because it's over tomorrow. 917 01:30:38,636 --> 01:30:40,706 If I've done anything... 918 01:30:41,636 --> 01:30:42,955 ...to make you think that... 919 01:30:43,196 --> 01:30:46,472 ...what we have between us is nothing new for me... 920 01:30:47,396 --> 01:30:49,432 ...is just some routine... 921 01:30:50,756 --> 01:30:52,986 ...then I do apologize. 922 01:30:57,876 --> 01:31:00,232 What makes it different? 923 01:31:03,797 --> 01:31:05,310 When I think... 924 01:31:05,557 --> 01:31:07,707 ...of why I make pictures... 925 01:31:08,437 --> 01:31:11,190 ...the only reason I can come up with... 926 01:31:11,757 --> 01:31:15,545 It just seems that I've been making my way here. 927 01:31:19,157 --> 01:31:22,149 Seems right now, that all I've done in my life... 928 01:31:22,397 --> 01:31:24,513 ...was making my way here to you. 929 01:31:26,997 --> 01:31:29,636 And if I think about leaving here tomorrow... 930 01:31:29,877 --> 01:31:31,230 ...without you... 931 01:31:48,518 --> 01:31:49,871 Don't let go. 932 01:31:53,558 --> 01:31:56,152 My God, what are we going to do? 933 01:32:18,519 --> 01:32:19,872 Where's your truck? 934 01:32:20,119 --> 01:32:22,758 It's out behind the barn. I'll go... 935 01:32:23,279 --> 01:32:24,678 ...upstairs. 936 01:32:40,319 --> 01:32:43,550 -Hi, Madge. -I made some brown betty. 937 01:32:43,839 --> 01:32:46,114 Sent Floyd and the boy to town. I said... 938 01:32:46,360 --> 01:32:49,716 ..."I'm visiting my girlfriends for the afternoon." 939 01:32:49,960 --> 01:32:52,474 He said, "Who will make lunch?" I said... 940 01:32:52,720 --> 01:32:55,598 ..."I'm taking a sick day. Eat at the diner." 941 01:32:56,120 --> 01:32:59,351 Isn't that hilarious? He didn't dare raise an eyebrow. 942 01:32:59,600 --> 01:33:03,195 I don't even want to tell you how late he was out. 943 01:33:03,440 --> 01:33:07,752 Sorry 2 days passed before I came by. With the boy home, time escapes me. 944 01:33:08,000 --> 01:33:10,878 Have yy*rokrd from Richard? God, it's hot. 945 01:33:11,120 --> 01:33:13,475 Yes. It's hot. 946 01:33:47,961 --> 01:33:49,280 Come with me. 947 01:33:56,841 --> 01:33:58,514 Come away with me. 948 01:35:40,124 --> 01:35:41,477 Care for a beer? 949 01:35:41,884 --> 01:35:42,919 No. 950 01:35:59,885 --> 01:36:02,194 You're not coming with me, are you? 951 01:36:11,965 --> 01:36:15,640 No matter how many times I turn it over in my mind... 952 01:36:17,445 --> 01:36:19,640 ...it doesn't seem like the right thing. 953 01:36:21,325 --> 01:36:22,725 For who? 954 01:36:25,166 --> 01:36:26,599 For anyone. 955 01:36:29,326 --> 01:36:31,965 They'll never be able to live through the talk. 956 01:36:35,206 --> 01:36:36,639 And Richard... 957 01:36:40,046 --> 01:36:43,402 Richard will never be able to get his arms around this. 958 01:36:47,406 --> 01:36:50,557 It will break him in half. He doesn't deserve that. 959 01:36:50,806 --> 01:36:53,274 He's never hurt anyone in his whole life. 960 01:36:56,246 --> 01:36:59,364 He can move on. People move. 961 01:37:03,127 --> 01:37:06,961 His family has had this farm for over 100 years. 962 01:37:09,767 --> 01:37:12,361 He doesn't know how to live anywhere else. 963 01:37:14,767 --> 01:37:16,359 And my kids... 964 01:37:16,767 --> 01:37:20,521 They're practically grown. You said they hardly talk to you. 965 01:37:20,767 --> 01:37:22,598 Yeah, they don't say much. 966 01:37:24,167 --> 01:37:26,203 But Carolyn is only 16. 967 01:37:29,087 --> 01:37:32,363 She's about to find out about all of this for herself. 968 01:37:32,607 --> 01:37:34,758 She's going to fall in love... 969 01:37:35,088 --> 01:37:38,205 ...and she'll try to build a life with someone. 970 01:37:41,448 --> 01:37:42,847 If I leave... 971 01:37:43,088 --> 01:37:44,806 ...what does that say to her? 972 01:37:51,248 --> 01:37:52,681 What about us? 973 01:37:54,048 --> 01:37:55,720 You have to know... 974 01:37:56,328 --> 01:37:57,727 ...deep down... 975 01:37:57,968 --> 01:38:00,528 ...the minute we leave here, everything will change. 976 01:38:02,688 --> 01:38:05,248 Yeah, it could... It could get better. 977 01:38:05,488 --> 01:38:10,244 No matter how much distance we put between ourselves and this house... 978 01:38:12,209 --> 01:38:14,120 ...I carry it with me. 979 01:38:15,809 --> 01:38:18,528 I feel it every minute we're together. 980 01:38:21,169 --> 01:38:25,162 And I will start to blame loving you for how much it hurts. 981 01:38:26,289 --> 01:38:27,802 And then, even these... 982 01:38:28,689 --> 01:38:29,883 ...even these 4... 983 01:38:30,129 --> 01:38:34,361 ...beautiful days will seem just like something sordid and a mistake. 984 01:38:36,449 --> 01:38:40,522 Do you think that what happened with us just happens to anyone? 985 01:38:41,649 --> 01:38:43,640 What we feel for each other? 986 01:38:45,289 --> 01:38:46,609 We're hardly... 987 01:38:47,570 --> 01:38:50,084 ...hardly 2 separate people now. 988 01:38:52,410 --> 01:38:55,959 Some people search all their life and never find this. 989 01:38:56,210 --> 01:38:58,121 Others don't even think it exists. 990 01:38:58,930 --> 01:39:01,080 You're going to tell me... 991 01:39:01,330 --> 01:39:06,120 You're going to tell me this is the right thing to do? Giving it up? 992 01:39:08,410 --> 01:39:12,039 We are the choices that we have made, Robert. 993 01:39:18,050 --> 01:39:20,086 You don't understand. 994 01:39:21,891 --> 01:39:23,165 Don't you see? 995 01:39:23,411 --> 01:39:26,608 Nobody understands when a woman makes a choice... 996 01:39:26,851 --> 01:39:29,081 ...to marry and have children... 997 01:39:29,491 --> 01:39:34,645 ...in one way, her life begins, but in another way, it stops. 998 01:39:35,691 --> 01:39:39,047 You build a life of details... 999 01:39:39,571 --> 01:39:43,041 ...and you just stop and stay steady... 1000 01:39:43,371 --> 01:39:46,568 ...so that your children can move. And when they leave... 1001 01:39:46,811 --> 01:39:49,962 ...they take your life of details with them. 1002 01:39:50,451 --> 01:39:54,763 You're expected to move on, but you don't remember what moved you... 1003 01:39:55,011 --> 01:39:58,561 ...because no one's asked you in so long, not even yourself. 1004 01:40:02,812 --> 01:40:04,530 But you never think... 1005 01:40:05,332 --> 01:40:08,608 You never think love like this will happen to you. 1006 01:40:10,692 --> 01:40:12,489 But now that you have it...? 1007 01:40:14,132 --> 01:40:17,124 Now I want to keep it forever. 1008 01:40:17,372 --> 01:40:21,809 I want to love you the way I do now for the rest of my life... 1009 01:40:23,572 --> 01:40:25,130 ...but if we leave... 1010 01:40:25,372 --> 01:40:26,771 ...we lose it. 1011 01:40:27,812 --> 01:40:30,849 And I can't make an entire life disappear... 1012 01:40:31,092 --> 01:40:32,810 ...to start a new one. 1013 01:40:33,052 --> 01:40:35,772 All I can do is try to hold on to us... 1014 01:40:36,013 --> 01:40:37,810 ...somewhere inside of me. 1015 01:40:38,053 --> 01:40:40,089 You have to help me. 1016 01:40:52,453 --> 01:40:53,966 Don't lose us. 1017 01:40:55,253 --> 01:40:56,925 Don't throw us away. 1018 01:41:03,533 --> 01:41:06,252 Maybe you feel this way. Maybe you don't. 1019 01:41:07,093 --> 01:41:09,608 Maybe it's because you're in this house. 1020 01:41:10,054 --> 01:41:13,967 Maybe tomorrow, when they come back, you'll feel differently. 1021 01:41:14,214 --> 01:41:16,774 -Don't you think that's possible? -I don't know. 1022 01:41:19,894 --> 01:41:23,330 Look, I'm going to be here a few more days. 1023 01:41:23,574 --> 01:41:26,691 We can talk later. We don't have to decide now. 1024 01:41:28,534 --> 01:41:31,048 Robert, don't! Don't do this. 1025 01:41:31,294 --> 01:41:33,569 I don't want to say goodbye now. 1026 01:41:33,974 --> 01:41:36,169 We don't have to make that decision. 1027 01:41:37,174 --> 01:41:39,051 Maybe you'll change your mind. 1028 01:41:39,894 --> 01:41:42,454 Maybe we'll see each other and you'll change your mind. 1029 01:41:45,815 --> 01:41:48,249 If that happens you have to decide... 1030 01:41:48,495 --> 01:41:50,292 ...because I can't. 1031 01:42:28,136 --> 01:42:29,967 I'll only say this once. 1032 01:42:32,336 --> 01:42:34,292 I've never said it before. 1033 01:42:35,256 --> 01:42:38,851 But this kind of certainty comes just once in a lifetime. 1034 01:44:36,979 --> 01:44:38,207 Look! 1035 01:44:52,180 --> 01:44:54,774 -You got it. -I couldn't sell him. 1036 01:44:55,020 --> 01:44:57,534 I know. I knew you would win. 1037 01:44:57,780 --> 01:45:00,738 -Good girl. Proud of you. -Thanks. 1038 01:45:00,980 --> 01:45:02,379 -Hi, Mom. -Hi, darling. 1039 01:45:02,620 --> 01:45:04,690 -Did you eat? -Yeah. I ate. 1040 01:45:05,940 --> 01:45:07,737 Hey, there. How you doing? 1041 01:45:07,980 --> 01:45:10,699 It didn't take you too long to get here. 1042 01:45:14,180 --> 01:45:16,330 -We had fun. -Are you hungry? 1043 01:45:16,580 --> 01:45:18,411 I got something for you. 1044 01:45:20,861 --> 01:45:22,374 The fair was great. 1045 01:45:27,941 --> 01:45:29,852 You all came home. 1046 01:45:30,101 --> 01:45:31,329 And, with you... 1047 01:45:31,581 --> 01:45:33,936 ...my life of details. 1048 01:45:38,941 --> 01:45:42,138 A day or 2 passed, and with each thought of him... 1049 01:45:42,381 --> 01:45:45,179 ...a task would present itself like a lifesaver... 1050 01:45:45,421 --> 01:45:48,811 ...pulling me further away from those 4 days. 1051 01:45:50,021 --> 01:45:51,659 I was grateful. 1052 01:45:51,941 --> 01:45:53,818 I felt safe. 1053 01:46:00,862 --> 01:46:04,741 Put me out of my misery. I can’t stand the suspense. 1054 01:46:04,982 --> 01:46:06,813 I'm not talking about you. 1055 01:46:07,062 --> 01:46:10,099 I know I'm a goner. I can’t stand the suspense. Shoot. 1056 01:46:10,342 --> 01:46:12,253 I don’t even need a blindfold. 1057 01:46:12,502 --> 01:46:16,017 Condemned man’s dinner. Chicken, peas, watermelon. 1058 01:46:33,423 --> 01:46:38,099 -Do you want anything special? -How about that brown sugar meat loaf? 1059 01:48:34,466 --> 01:48:37,264 For a moment, I didn't know where I was. 1060 01:48:37,986 --> 01:48:41,979 And for a split second, I thought that he didn't really want me. 1061 01:48:43,106 --> 01:48:45,381 That it was easy to walk away. 1062 01:49:24,467 --> 01:49:27,857 Robert leaned over as if to get something from the glove box. 1063 01:49:29,107 --> 01:49:31,575 8 days ago, he'd done that... 1064 01:49:31,867 --> 01:49:34,462 ...and his arm had brushed across my leg. 1065 01:49:35,348 --> 01:49:38,465 A week ago I'd been in Des Moines, buying a new dress. 1066 01:50:05,868 --> 01:50:07,904 That truck's a long way from home. 1067 01:50:08,389 --> 01:50:10,141 Washington State. 1068 01:50:10,629 --> 01:50:14,702 I'll bet it's that photographer they talked about at the café. 1069 01:50:20,629 --> 01:50:22,824 What's he waiting for? 1070 01:50:54,390 --> 01:50:55,584 Come on! 1071 01:51:20,631 --> 01:51:21,825 Oh, no! 1072 01:51:26,231 --> 01:51:28,347 The words were inside of me. 1073 01:51:28,591 --> 01:51:31,822 "I was wrong, Robert, to stay, but I can’t go. 1074 01:51:32,071 --> 01:51:34,790 Let me tell you again why I can’t go. 1075 01:51:38,351 --> 01:51:41,104 Tell me again why I should go. " 1076 01:51:41,351 --> 01:51:44,343 I heard his voice coming back to me: 1077 01:51:44,831 --> 01:51:48,949 "This kind of certainty comes once in a lifetime. " 1078 01:51:53,671 --> 01:51:55,024 What's wrong, Franny? 1079 01:51:59,112 --> 01:52:01,546 Will you please tell me what's wrong? 1080 01:52:04,872 --> 01:52:06,749 I just need a minute. 1081 01:53:09,114 --> 01:53:11,833 Dad, you bought the wrong feed! 1082 01:53:35,994 --> 01:53:39,145 I was grateful for the silence that night. 1083 01:53:40,354 --> 01:53:43,869 I realized love won’t obey our expectations. 1084 01:53:44,235 --> 01:53:47,545 Its mystery is pure and absolute. 1085 01:53:48,195 --> 01:53:49,867 What Robert and I had... 1086 01:53:50,115 --> 01:53:52,709 ...could not continue if we were together. 1087 01:53:53,195 --> 01:53:57,825 And what Richard and I shared would vanish if we were apart. 1088 01:53:58,395 --> 01:54:01,193 But how I wanted to share this! 1089 01:54:01,995 --> 01:54:05,988 How would our lives have changed if I had? 1090 01:54:06,475 --> 01:54:09,865 Could anyone else have seen the beauty of it? 1091 01:54:14,795 --> 01:54:16,467 I'm Francesca Johnson. 1092 01:54:16,875 --> 01:54:18,467 And I... 1093 01:54:20,156 --> 01:54:23,990 I feel awful that I haven't visited sooner. Is it a bad time? 1094 01:54:24,276 --> 01:54:26,836 Am I interrupting anything? Is it too late? 1095 01:54:27,076 --> 01:54:29,032 No, not at all. 1096 01:54:29,556 --> 01:54:32,673 We became inseparable, Lucy and I. 1097 01:54:33,796 --> 01:54:38,631 The funny thing is, I didn't tell her about Robert until years later. 1098 01:54:41,916 --> 01:54:44,305 But for some reason, being with her... 1099 01:54:44,556 --> 01:54:46,387 ...somehow made me feel... 1100 01:54:47,036 --> 01:54:48,947 ...it was safe to think about him... 1101 01:54:49,636 --> 01:54:51,354 ...to continue loving him. 1102 01:54:53,516 --> 01:54:57,829 This town loved talking about the two of us, but we didn't care. 1103 01:54:58,877 --> 01:55:00,708 And neither did your father. 1104 01:55:02,317 --> 01:55:03,716 It's time. 1105 01:55:22,637 --> 01:55:23,956 Is better? 1106 01:55:27,517 --> 01:55:28,916 Is better. 1107 01:55:58,038 --> 01:55:59,232 Franny. 1108 01:56:01,878 --> 01:56:04,108 I just want to say... 1109 01:56:06,518 --> 01:56:09,750 ...I know you had your own dreams. 1110 01:56:12,559 --> 01:56:15,631 I'm sorry I couldn't give them to you. 1111 01:56:20,159 --> 01:56:22,878 I love you so very much. 1112 01:56:50,320 --> 01:56:53,471 After your father died, I tried to get in touch with Robert... 1113 01:56:53,720 --> 01:56:56,598 ...but he had left National Geographic. 1114 01:56:56,960 --> 01:56:59,235 No one seemed to know where he was. 1115 01:56:59,560 --> 01:57:03,758 My only connections to him were the places we'd been that day. 1116 01:57:04,000 --> 01:57:07,117 And so, each year on my birthday... 1117 01:57:07,360 --> 01:57:08,793 ...I'd revisit them. 1118 01:57:16,400 --> 01:57:19,791 Then one day, I received a letter from his attorney... 1119 01:57:20,041 --> 01:57:21,360 ...with a package. 1120 02:00:55,607 --> 02:00:59,680 There has not been a day since that I have not thought of him. 1121 02:01:00,847 --> 02:01:04,317 When he said that we were no longer 2 people, he was right. 1122 02:01:08,447 --> 02:01:11,200 Bound together as tightly as 2 people can be. 1123 02:01:13,127 --> 02:01:15,197 If it hadn’t been for him... 1124 02:01:15,447 --> 02:01:19,076 ...I could not have lasted on the farm all those years. 1125 02:01:22,367 --> 02:01:25,006 Remember my dress you wanted, Carolyn? 1126 02:01:25,607 --> 02:01:28,246 The one you said I never wore? 1127 02:01:29,447 --> 02:01:31,120 I know I was silly... 1128 02:01:31,368 --> 02:01:35,964 ...but it was like you wanted to wear my wedding dress to the movies. 1129 02:01:39,768 --> 02:01:41,565 After reading all this... 1130 02:01:41,808 --> 02:01:45,721 ...I hope you can now understand my burial request. 1131 02:01:45,968 --> 02:01:48,960 It was not the ravings of some mad old lady. 1132 02:01:49,248 --> 02:01:52,479 I gave my life to my family. 1133 02:01:52,728 --> 02:01:55,879 I wish to give Robert what is left of me. 1134 02:01:56,328 --> 02:01:57,556 Hey, Dad. 1135 02:01:59,808 --> 02:02:01,605 Can I talk to you? 1136 02:02:07,409 --> 02:02:10,924 You've been gone all night. Do I have the right to ask where? 1137 02:02:11,169 --> 02:02:13,444 Do I make you happy, Betty? 1138 02:02:13,689 --> 02:02:15,281 Because I want to. 1139 02:02:15,529 --> 02:02:17,201 More than anything. 1140 02:02:28,409 --> 02:02:30,001 Hi, Ste€o8*St's me. 1141 02:02:30,249 --> 02:02:31,523 Good. 1142 02:02:31,769 --> 02:02:32,645 You? 1143 02:02:33,929 --> 02:02:36,159 Listen, we have to talk. 1144 02:02:36,729 --> 02:02:38,401 How about now? 1145 02:02:42,409 --> 02:02:45,004 I've decided to stay here for a while. 1146 02:02:46,410 --> 02:02:48,241 I don't know how long. 1147 02:02:49,090 --> 02:02:51,729 No, I'm not angry, Steve. 1148 02:02:52,570 --> 02:02:54,401 I'm not. 1149 02:02:54,650 --> 02:02:56,720 I'm not angry at all. 1150 02:02:58,410 --> 02:03:00,719 I gave Lucy his photography book. 1151 02:03:01,130 --> 02:03:03,928 If you're interested, take a look. 1152 02:03:04,290 --> 02:03:07,646 If my words still leave some things unclear... 1153 02:03:07,890 --> 02:03:10,723 ...perhaps his pictures can illuminate. 1154 02:03:11,170 --> 02:03:14,845 After all, that's what an artist does best. 1155 02:03:23,371 --> 02:03:25,248 I love you both... 1156 02:03:25,491 --> 02:03:27,402 ...with all my heart. 1157 02:03:28,611 --> 02:03:32,081 Do what you have to to be happy in this life. 1158 02:03:32,931 --> 02:03:35,604 There is so much beauty. 1159 02:03:36,851 --> 02:03:39,411 Go well, my children.