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THE MASSAGE
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Oh, you're home!
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IM such a fool! Excuse
me, I have you in front of me.
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- Hello Girl.
- Hello, DeeDee.
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- How did it go?
- Very well, as far as possible.
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And how is everything here?
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Did you call that...? What's the
name of that strange bald lawyer?
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-No. "Did Douglas call confirming
this afternoon's appointment?"
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No, he hasn't called anyone.
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If he calls again, you can tell
him to call me on the car phone;
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...but not the lawyer.
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He represents Murphy, the
artist I'm exhibiting next month.
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Douglas already has my number.
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Which maybe means he's coming,
because he hasn't called me.
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Good yes.
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- So what what?
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You were going to tell me how
everything went around here.
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- The gardener came.
- And how is Mr. Li?
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He is going to prune the bush that we asked him to do.
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- Good.
- He also put fertilizer.
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I have taken care of all the bills.
You just have to sign the checks.
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I bought fresh fish at the fishmonger
and made curry sauce to go with it.
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Just put it in the oven
and follow the instructions.
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And now, do you want to go home now?
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Go away!
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Oh! Mr. Li said that he would
not be back for three weeks.
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-He has to go to Taiwan, for family reasons.
-Clear.
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He wanted to know if his niece
can come the next two weeks.
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I hope you said yes.
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You are a wonderful housewife, Dee Dee.
Every woman should have one.
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- You want?
- Hello!
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- Yeah?
- I'm Fitch.
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Fitch!
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Fitch?
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He has a date with me.
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Where is Douglas?
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He hasn't called you?
He said that he would.
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He told me he was going to phone him.
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- To tell me what?
-He couldn't come.
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- Douglas?
-That's what he told me.
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So where do we settle, Nina?
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Hey! Hey, wait a minute!
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We usually do it here, but...
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-...where has he gone? Does he know it?
- Who?
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- Douglas.
-He couldn't come.
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I don't understand. My assistant
had confirmed the appointment.
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Listen! The problem is that...
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...I'm used to working with him.
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- "THE SUN ALWAYS SHINES"
-I like it.
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Well, the thing is, I'm very
used to working with Douglas.
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And I like him a lot.
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I really like it and...
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...it takes time, at least for
a woman, it takes a while...
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...feeling comfortable, really
comfortable with a man who...
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- You know...
- Doug has a magical touch.
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He hasn't even
been able to phone...
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Douglas!
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When you have a relationship with
someone, a business relationship,
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...you must show on your part...
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...some consideration.
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It seemed to me that he was
in trouble. He is too young.
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-He's not that young.
-Well, maybe he's not, but...
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...he is younger than he thinks.
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In addition, we could not
call anyone to replace him.
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He has much talent.
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He has it and besides,
he is very attractive.
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Women love it.
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All of his clientele is female.
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Or at least most.
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Out here he would be fine.
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Especially when you
are intimate and you are.
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Douglas does it out here.
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But, now, it's a
little cool here.
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Well, where do you suggest?
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In a quiet and dark place.
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I had to hurry to get here.
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So I just took oils
and a few things.
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Regarding towels and sheets,
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...I'll need some.
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Alright.
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I have left some
things in the car.
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Fitch?
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Fitch?
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Fitch?
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Fitch?
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These things fascinate me.
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I feel real fascination
for this type of objects.
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- It's my bedroom!
- I already thought it could be.
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My mother had a spectacular collection
of jewelry, if I remember correctly.
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She wanted to clean me
up a bit, when I got in here.
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Thank you.
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She just wanted to clean me up a bit.
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THERE IS ONLY ONE TEMPLE IN THE
UNIVERSE AND IT IS THE HUMAN BODY.
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WHEN WE PLACE OUR HAND
IN IT, WE TOUCH THE SKY.
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Thomas Carlyle 1840
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The ultimate purpose of massage is to heal.
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There are sages who heal
without words, prayers or drugs.
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That's what it's all about.
That is the essence.
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I hadn't thought much of it.
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- In the healing power?
- In the massage, seen like this.
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I try not to guess too much.
Life is better that way.
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I think I'm rather intuitive.
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How old are you?
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- Why do you ask me?
- Don't know. And why not ask?
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If you don't ask,
you never know.
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I'm older than you.
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Knowing how to use your
hands gives you power;
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...but in our culture,
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...there are too many prejudices
about diseases and their cure.
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We are very cowards,
medically speaking.
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Think about this!
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When was the last time
your doctor touched you?
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When did your
doctor examine you...
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...and he touched you.
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No, those two things have never happened.
I don't like doctors.
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When you ask them, they
talk to you on the phone...
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...and they prescribe medicines,
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...but they don't heal you personally.
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They let you heal over time
or with chemical formulas.
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I don't like doctors, simply
because I don't like them.
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- How long have you known Doug?
- Not much.
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Long enough for
you to be friends?
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How much time is needed for that?
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Let's go back to
before: to antiquity!
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- To the massages?
- To the massages!
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Some historians believe
that they date from very old.
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For the Greeks,
massage was a treatment.
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...which aided healing.
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There are documents that
prove that Socrates and Plato...
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...who received massages every day of
their lives and lived to be 104 years old.
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Socrates, no.
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But the Romans did...
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...and Italians today see it that way.
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They were the first to come
up with the idea that massage...
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...was a form of prelude to sex.
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Courtesans became
specialists in it:
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...being massaged
was a part of his job.
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You don't have to be a
genius to find the connection.
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Massage is sexual, very sexual.
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It can be, but not necessarily.
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- Should it always be?
- No.
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But I didn't mean some sweaty,
moaning, orgasmic epiphany.
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Just the fact that lying naked, while
someone touches you in those places,
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...that surely your father would
not allow you to be touched is...
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...it's exciting.
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It's my desk.
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And a form of communication.
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I want to make sure that we
both use the same language.
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Well, it looks like
everything is ready to go.
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- We've already started.
- What do you mean?
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The most important thing in a
real massage happens in the head.
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I'm sure you were
already preparing.
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Because? Hurry?
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No.
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It's funny, right?
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Do you want me to play some music?
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What happened to the music you
were listening to before you turned it off?
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I'm going to put something.
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I would say we are ready now.
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Where do we start working, Nina?
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Any pain or discomfort?
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Any part of the body that
needs special attention?
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You can start at my
neck and end at my feet.
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My job, you know?
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You were going to say
something like I'm very tense.
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Douglas always tells me:
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... while he touches me: how
much tension do you have,
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...especially on the
back and shoulders!
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All because of my job.
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I have a gallery, two actually.
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One here in the city outside of Melrose...
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...and another in New York, Tribeca.
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One way or the other! Where
your work is, there is your creature.
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You know they always say: "The
responsibility falls on your shoulders."
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You better not talk so much.
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Was he talking a lot?
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It's your massage. You
can do whatever you want.
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But, you should try to relax.
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You can't always be under pressure.
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Or is it something inherent to the workers?
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The people I work with achieve
relaxation by buying it in a pharmacy.
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Looks like you're ready.
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"Angels keep their ancient places.
Just turn a stone and they fly away!
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"It is you, with your puzzled faces,
who miss out on that splendorous vision."
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"Angels keep their old places.
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"Just turn a stone and they fly!
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"It is you, with your strange faces
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"...those of you who miss that splendorous vision".
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How long have you been
doing massages, Fitch?
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About 20 years with interruptions.
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# While he was walking
through the streets of Laredo
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# I went to the
infirmary of Saint James
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(Poem by Francis Thompson
THE KINGDOM OF GOD)
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An interesting job!
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You probably know
all kinds of people.
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It gives you a lot of
freedom too, right?
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I mean, it's very bearable.
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You carry only one
table, you travel well...
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For my work, I travel a lot.
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Too much, I'm beginning to think.
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It obviously depends
on how much you want it.
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Do you like art?
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Sounds like you're the
kind of person who likes it.
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And what kind of person do I look like?
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You already know...
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What are you talking about?
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I don't know any guy like that
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...but maybe,
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...you are more aware
of me than myself.
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Well, not the type, but...
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...I love art and artists.
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They hide behind their works.
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So, to understand his works,
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...we need to meet the artist.
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So... do you enjoy art?
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Who do you consider to be
the greatest artist of this century?
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What do you mean?
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Who are the top five?
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Or all four?
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Or all three?
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The truth is that I do not
like classifications in art.
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Would you say that
Picasso is the best of all?
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Or Chagall?
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I don't think he could...
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... value the merits of him.
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Or maybe Braque or Klee?
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Where do you want to go, Fitch?
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What were you saying?
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You started to say something,
but then you stopped.
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Fitch?
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Fitch?
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Fitch?
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What are you doing?
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This is not my specialty,
just my opinion, but...
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...many things have to do
with art, contemporary art.
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If there were any point of reference,
from the historical point of view...
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- Nothing is representative.
- I don't agree at all.
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Modern art is critical.
Therein lies its modernity.
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What are they?
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I don't know. I found
them in the trunk of my car.
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- Magnets.
- Magnets?
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Its magnetic force is 400 gauss,
ideal for places with difficult access.
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The truth is that you
should visit my gallery.
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Next month there will be a very
interesting exhibition, worth seeing.
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About what?
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On the history of women's
fashion, as a form of slavery.
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Come and see her! You'll love it.
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He has a very ironic,
satirical point of view.
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- A point of view!
- That is.
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Let me tell you something:
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There are so many things in
art today that don't make sense,
252
00:27:35,814 --> 00:27:38,360
...that it seems that we
and our society suffer...
253
00:27:38,735 --> 00:27:41,688
...of a kind of
bankruptcy of the spirit.
254
00:27:42,677 --> 00:27:45,399
Well, I'm sure people have said something like that,
whenever there has been someone to listen to them.
255
00:27:45,546 --> 00:27:48,738
- Yes, but this time it's true.
- And before it would be too.
256
00:27:50,466 --> 00:27:53,996
THE HEALING PROPERTIES OF MAGNETS
WERE KNOWN TO OUR ANCESTORS,
257
00:27:54,196 --> 00:27:57,588
BUT, DURING THE MIDDLE AGES
THIS KNOWLEDGE WAS LOST.
258
00:27:58,302 --> 00:28:00,963
If we talk about today
and how we live now,
259
00:28:01,145 --> 00:28:03,457
...what defines us best is fear.
260
00:28:04,190 --> 00:28:06,509
- It's yours?
- Yeah.
261
00:28:10,408 --> 00:28:11,720
The fear of change.
262
00:28:12,021 --> 00:28:13,832
The fear of the future.
263
00:28:14,162 --> 00:28:17,337
Technology changes things
faster than people can perceive.
264
00:28:17,537 --> 00:28:19,130
It makes strangers of us all.
265
00:28:19,869 --> 00:28:22,824
That is the reason why people
create the art that we have today.
266
00:28:23,067 --> 00:28:25,299
- A bad thing.
- The fact that?
267
00:28:25,915 --> 00:28:29,674
Blaming others for
existing technology,
268
00:28:29,937 --> 00:28:32,649
...as if we had no
responsibility for it.
269
00:28:32,832 --> 00:28:35,124
Very good. And you, what do you suggest?
270
00:28:35,533 --> 00:28:37,906
I suggest looking at ourselves;
271
00:28:38,477 --> 00:28:40,007
...that, for starters.
272
00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:44,380
And only then I suggest looking outside.
273
00:28:45,688 --> 00:28:49,262
And all of us sitting like
this, cross-legged like fools?
274
00:28:49,495 --> 00:28:50,937
It's possible.
275
00:28:51,927 --> 00:28:53,119
Why not?
276
00:28:54,475 --> 00:28:58,063
Or we can also kill
all gallery owners.
277
00:29:03,947 --> 00:29:05,439
How about?
278
00:29:11,428 --> 00:29:13,120
Where do you exhibit your works?
279
00:29:15,165 --> 00:29:17,202
Where do I expose them?
280
00:29:22,561 --> 00:29:24,093
Do you have family, Fitch?
281
00:29:24,574 --> 00:29:26,094
Wife children?
282
00:29:27,932 --> 00:29:29,834
Mother father?
283
00:29:32,077 --> 00:29:34,015
They have been dead for a long time.
284
00:29:34,517 --> 00:29:36,510
I have a sister in Sydney.
285
00:29:37,755 --> 00:29:39,892
I try to keep in
touch with my family.
286
00:29:40,092 --> 00:29:41,904
It's important, don't you think?
287
00:29:42,124 --> 00:29:44,366
My sister is in Boston.
288
00:29:44,590 --> 00:29:46,060
My brother is
somewhere in Georgia...
289
00:29:46,249 --> 00:29:49,541
...and my parents retired in Florida,
but we see each other from time to time.
290
00:29:50,300 --> 00:29:52,216
It's important, don't you think?
291
00:29:54,305 --> 00:29:57,257
I believe so: the
family should be united.
292
00:29:59,855 --> 00:30:01,299
Why did you say that?
293
00:30:01,619 --> 00:30:03,266
The fact that?
294
00:30:03,416 --> 00:30:05,388
The bankruptcy of the spirit.
295
00:30:05,490 --> 00:30:07,382
Are you really worried about that?
296
00:30:07,770 --> 00:30:11,162
Call it what you want, but
the truth is, we've lost our way.
297
00:30:11,830 --> 00:30:14,538
As a civilization:
spiritually, I mean.
298
00:30:15,801 --> 00:30:19,347
Wandering through life, the only thing I
learned is that we don't even know what we know.
299
00:30:41,436 --> 00:30:44,888
I guess there is also a
spiritual side to my work.
300
00:30:45,071 --> 00:30:46,663
Each artist is unique.
301
00:30:47,585 --> 00:30:49,457
Each one has his own needs.
302
00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:52,939
Where do I exhibit?
303
00:30:55,908 --> 00:30:58,620
People like me don't
exhibit anywhere.
304
00:31:01,009 --> 00:31:02,902
I am not a fashion painter.
305
00:31:11,010 --> 00:31:13,182
Of course everything
has its compensations.
306
00:31:13,956 --> 00:31:16,438
People are aware of it,
when they come to me.
307
00:31:16,966 --> 00:31:19,376
That's usually the
reason they come to me.
308
00:31:20,390 --> 00:31:22,194
Artists rarely refer...
309
00:31:22,300 --> 00:31:26,088
...to what the gains of
others are or should be.
310
00:31:41,407 --> 00:31:42,999
Little girl!
311
00:31:45,859 --> 00:31:47,181
What is this?
312
00:31:47,302 --> 00:31:50,774
It's a Shiatsu thumb,
which I use when I'm tired.
313
00:32:00,863 --> 00:32:04,256
And what is the spiritual
side of your work?
314
00:32:06,209 --> 00:32:08,437
It won't be too strong
for you, will it, Nina?
315
00:32:09,020 --> 00:32:10,912
Why you ask?
316
00:32:14,255 --> 00:32:16,293
I had aspirations...
317
00:32:16,544 --> 00:32:18,275
...artistic aspirations.
318
00:32:19,664 --> 00:32:22,556
I wanted to see myself on stage
319
00:32:22,799 --> 00:32:24,550
...as an interpreter.
320
00:32:25,029 --> 00:32:29,032
The only problem was that
she couldn't sing or dance.
321
00:32:29,300 --> 00:32:31,107
But I went to do a test.
322
00:32:31,690 --> 00:32:34,788
And I realized something:
I knew how to sell.
323
00:32:35,009 --> 00:32:36,433
So I sold myself...
324
00:32:36,633 --> 00:32:39,663
...and then the tests and
trials worked out for me:
325
00:32:40,064 --> 00:32:41,464
...I was accepted.
326
00:32:43,486 --> 00:32:47,938
- Have I seen you in a play?
- No, you were lucky.
327
00:32:48,677 --> 00:32:50,814
And how did you get
into the gallery business?
328
00:32:51,332 --> 00:32:54,094
As it happens to
many who start a job.
329
00:32:54,798 --> 00:32:56,676
Falling in love with the wrong person.
330
00:32:57,565 --> 00:32:58,957
An artist?
331
00:33:00,407 --> 00:33:03,039
Artist, businessman, critic.
332
00:33:04,428 --> 00:33:07,820
He was an artist who
dealt with artistic things.
333
00:33:24,159 --> 00:33:26,751
Get on your knees, head here!
334
00:33:30,255 --> 00:33:32,233
What happened to him?
335
00:33:33,077 --> 00:33:35,027
Who knows?
336
00:33:39,215 --> 00:33:42,007
So?
337
00:33:45,577 --> 00:33:46,670
I love what I do,
338
00:33:47,052 --> 00:33:48,753
...how far I've come,
339
00:33:48,853 --> 00:33:49,945
...and who am I?
340
00:33:50,366 --> 00:33:52,846
It gives me enormous satisfaction.
341
00:33:55,835 --> 00:33:57,127
Are you happy, Fitch?
342
00:33:57,688 --> 00:33:59,120
Happy?
343
00:34:01,109 --> 00:34:02,901
You said you travel a lot.
344
00:34:03,891 --> 00:34:06,583
So he was asking me,
has that made you happy?
345
00:34:14,715 --> 00:34:16,443
Perhaps, it has made
me a better person.
346
00:34:16,910 --> 00:34:18,352
I suppose,
347
00:34:19,131 --> 00:34:21,904
...happier than most
people and that's important.
348
00:34:22,656 --> 00:34:26,608
Being happy is more
than achieving happiness.
349
00:34:28,397 --> 00:34:30,289
What does that mean?
350
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:35,671
For most people,
351
00:34:36,100 --> 00:34:39,852
...of cultures and civilizations, the idea
of happiness is not something trivial.
352
00:34:40,275 --> 00:34:43,327
It's not a good job or
a new car you drive;
353
00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:46,408
...is something else entirely.
354
00:34:46,690 --> 00:34:48,003
Something spiritual?
355
00:34:49,350 --> 00:34:51,084
The Hopi Indians...
356
00:34:51,673 --> 00:34:54,666
...believed that the
human body and the earth...
357
00:34:55,267 --> 00:34:57,259
...were formed in the same way:
358
00:34:59,808 --> 00:35:01,400
...around an axis.
359
00:35:04,550 --> 00:35:06,182
For you and for me,
360
00:35:07,601 --> 00:35:09,363
...this axis...
361
00:35:10,100 --> 00:35:12,845
...is our backbone.
362
00:35:13,394 --> 00:35:15,126
And around that axis,
363
00:35:16,277 --> 00:35:19,019
...there are different energy centers.
364
00:35:30,829 --> 00:35:32,421
Power centers?
365
00:36:15,310 --> 00:36:17,902
There are different very
important centers of the body:
366
00:36:19,125 --> 00:36:20,777
...brain,
367
00:36:21,555 --> 00:36:23,258
...throat,
368
00:36:23,948 --> 00:36:26,179
...the solar plexus.
369
00:36:27,488 --> 00:36:31,300
But, the most important
center of all is the heart.
370
00:36:32,461 --> 00:36:37,503
The Hopi say that if you follow a
true purpose you have one heart.
371
00:36:38,485 --> 00:36:41,076
But, if you allow bad
thoughts to enter, then,
372
00:36:41,608 --> 00:36:43,372
...you have two hearts.
373
00:36:46,279 --> 00:36:51,253
Tibetans and Hindus believe in
almost the same bodily centers.
374
00:36:52,171 --> 00:36:54,430
Most interesting is the
fact that the Hopi shaman...
375
00:36:54,530 --> 00:36:57,122
...used those same
energy centers,
376
00:36:58,041 --> 00:37:00,155
...to heal someone.
377
00:37:00,533 --> 00:37:03,579
Know? You can assess someone
with just the palm of your hand...
378
00:37:04,087 --> 00:37:06,560
..and you can feel the
vibrations in each center.
379
00:37:07,143 --> 00:37:11,135
And find which is the strongest
and which is the weakest.
380
00:37:32,338 --> 00:37:36,110
KOMBUCHA MUSHROOM
RELIEVES CHRONIC DISEASES,
381
00:37:36,300 --> 00:37:39,486
FROM ARTERIOSCLEROSIS
TO FLATULENCE.
382
00:37:41,784 --> 00:37:43,796
Sometimes what is wrong...
383
00:37:44,067 --> 00:37:45,797
...is what we call disease.
384
00:37:47,050 --> 00:37:50,372
Other times it comes from abroad,
385
00:37:52,921 --> 00:37:56,653
...attracted by the bad thoughts
of those who have two hearts.
386
00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:00,612
- What is this?
- Mushroom tea.
387
00:38:00,784 --> 00:38:02,126
It will purify you.
388
00:38:03,131 --> 00:38:07,062
And that way, you can see
what the source of the problem is.
389
00:38:07,510 --> 00:38:12,089
And the Hopi say that the cause
of everything is having two hearts.
390
00:38:14,423 --> 00:38:16,668
Don't tell me you have one
of those crystals in your bag?
391
00:38:16,868 --> 00:38:17,868
No.
392
00:38:18,515 --> 00:38:20,973
So what causes my
pain is having two hearts?
393
00:38:21,173 --> 00:38:24,161
This treatment achieves healing.
394
00:38:24,714 --> 00:38:27,489
Modern medicine and,
if you like, any science,
395
00:38:27,935 --> 00:38:29,408
...is always a belief,
396
00:38:30,262 --> 00:38:33,182
...a religion like any other.
397
00:38:34,155 --> 00:38:36,275
Medicine works
because we believe in it.
398
00:38:37,092 --> 00:38:41,303
- Many times it works.
- And many others, no.
399
00:38:42,816 --> 00:38:46,324
For this reason, the
shaman uses the crystal.
400
00:38:59,269 --> 00:39:01,402
This is the crystal of knowledge:
401
00:39:08,812 --> 00:39:11,273
...the shaman's crystal.
402
00:39:13,067 --> 00:39:16,723
Through it he looks
towards all the centers.
403
00:39:43,651 --> 00:39:45,702
They understand themselves
404
00:39:46,033 --> 00:39:47,403
...the Hopi.
405
00:39:54,855 --> 00:39:57,587
I still like priests
less than doctors.
406
00:39:57,822 --> 00:40:00,201
That's because you
worship the cult of art,
407
00:40:00,617 --> 00:40:02,261
...which is much closer
to the cult of science,
408
00:40:02,362 --> 00:40:03,962
...when you can understand it.
409
00:40:04,601 --> 00:40:08,224
Your God is jealous, the
most jealous of them all.
410
00:40:10,330 --> 00:40:14,221
- The God of reason.
- Are you suggesting that I should convert,
411
00:40:14,534 --> 00:40:16,677
...to become a Hopi mystic?
412
00:40:17,431 --> 00:40:19,313
Can that be done?
413
00:40:19,753 --> 00:40:21,247
Become someone of another race?
414
00:40:21,447 --> 00:40:25,994
What we actually
do, when we realize it,
415
00:40:26,555 --> 00:40:31,395
...is to renounce one form of mysticism
for a more socially acceptable one.
416
00:40:31,746 --> 00:40:34,428
I don't know about you, but I have never
seen a black hole or anything similar.
417
00:40:34,628 --> 00:40:38,308
I don't know if it exists, nor
is there a sure way to know.
418
00:40:38,442 --> 00:40:41,210
What I do know is that I
have seen how the Hopis...
419
00:40:41,311 --> 00:40:45,200
...were cured by a shaman
with the contact of his hands...
420
00:40:45,300 --> 00:40:46,834
...and some simple crystals.
421
00:40:47,310 --> 00:40:49,537
What arrogance!
422
00:40:49,953 --> 00:40:51,787
All I'm saying is...
423
00:40:52,118 --> 00:40:56,188
...all of us have replaced
having a belief system...
424
00:40:56,755 --> 00:40:58,351
...for another of disbelief.
425
00:40:59,109 --> 00:41:01,610
And you can see that in
everything we do and think.
426
00:41:01,733 --> 00:41:04,312
We have lost the ability
to surprise ourselves.
427
00:41:04,897 --> 00:41:08,355
And worst of all, no one
knows what's going on.
428
00:41:08,525 --> 00:41:10,150
Except you.
429
00:41:21,452 --> 00:41:24,533
The Hopis are capable of
understanding themselves.
430
00:41:30,155 --> 00:41:32,083
I just arrived.
431
00:41:33,358 --> 00:41:34,960
What do you think?
432
00:41:37,788 --> 00:41:40,264
It doesn't matter what I think.
433
00:41:41,236 --> 00:41:44,191
What do you mean it
doesn't matter what you think?
434
00:41:44,420 --> 00:41:46,218
I want to know your opinion.
435
00:41:49,450 --> 00:41:51,662
There is only one reason
to dedicate yourself to art:
436
00:41:52,252 --> 00:41:53,663
...you have to start doing it.
437
00:41:54,749 --> 00:41:55,820
And you have done it.
438
00:41:56,647 --> 00:42:00,253
- So why argue?
- Let's go!
439
00:42:00,353 --> 00:42:02,163
I want to know what you think.
440
00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:08,989
Where have you gone, Fitch, on your travels?
441
00:42:09,340 --> 00:42:11,346
To places that sometimes I can remember.
442
00:42:11,874 --> 00:42:13,350
For example?
443
00:42:13,892 --> 00:42:16,837
Where the spirit wanted to take
me: to the Far East, to Africa,
444
00:42:17,034 --> 00:42:19,428
...with the aborigines of Australia.
445
00:42:21,077 --> 00:42:23,915
So your massages have gone
from one end of the world to another.
446
00:42:25,300 --> 00:42:26,612
I envy you that.
447
00:42:27,174 --> 00:42:30,542
- Being able to travel the world?
- Not having responsibilities.
448
00:42:30,703 --> 00:42:34,143
Responsibilities?
Of course I have!
449
00:42:35,433 --> 00:42:38,481
- Why have you come here today?
- And why not?
450
00:42:39,336 --> 00:42:42,242
The Far East, Africa,
the aborigines...
451
00:42:43,445 --> 00:42:44,973
I'm not your style.
452
00:42:45,655 --> 00:42:47,174
Doug asked me.
453
00:42:47,904 --> 00:42:49,497
He told me that you were different.
454
00:42:50,087 --> 00:42:51,249
Oh really?
455
00:42:53,025 --> 00:42:54,236
I like him.
456
00:42:54,587 --> 00:42:58,408
He said that out of all the people,
you were the one who was most...
457
00:42:58,700 --> 00:43:00,302
That?
458
00:43:00,673 --> 00:43:01,673
...adrift.
459
00:43:02,974 --> 00:43:04,321
Adrift?
460
00:43:04,664 --> 00:43:06,022
Those were his words.
461
00:43:08,176 --> 00:43:10,890
- Why would you say that?
- Doug has that ability.
462
00:43:13,186 --> 00:43:15,323
And what does he
mean by drifting?
463
00:43:18,798 --> 00:43:22,197
With your heart, with your
spirit and with your search.
464
00:43:22,527 --> 00:43:24,714
And how can he know
that, if he's still a boy?
465
00:43:24,914 --> 00:43:27,333
It won't be so much, if he thinks so.
Turn around!
466
00:43:29,108 --> 00:43:31,543
All my life has been the same.
467
00:43:32,677 --> 00:43:35,454
Men refuse to see me as I am,
468
00:43:36,054 --> 00:43:39,033
...projecting onto me their
ideas of how I should be.
469
00:43:39,752 --> 00:43:41,722
And, now, my same masseuse...
470
00:43:42,743 --> 00:43:44,625
...he sees me as someone
different from who I am.
471
00:43:44,825 --> 00:43:48,748
- And what would that be?
-A woman obsessed with her career.
472
00:43:49,325 --> 00:43:54,310
And those who, sometimes, when I meet
someone I risk taking them to a higher level.
473
00:43:56,363 --> 00:43:59,716
He had a better opinion of Douglas.
I know he's your friend, but...
474
00:44:01,407 --> 00:44:04,316
- I expected more from him.
- Was that the risk?
475
00:44:04,736 --> 00:44:06,974
- That?
-The complexity of it.
476
00:44:07,812 --> 00:44:10,437
You would not risk understanding
the complexity of another being.
477
00:44:10,660 --> 00:44:15,219
- Is complexity dangerous?
- Isn't it?
478
00:44:16,221 --> 00:44:17,918
It's what you said.
479
00:44:18,562 --> 00:44:21,235
Yes it is. Meeting someone
always involves risk.
480
00:44:22,818 --> 00:44:25,431
- In what sense?
- In all.
481
00:44:26,125 --> 00:44:27,975
In every possible way.
482
00:44:47,145 --> 00:44:48,628
I'm not sure I understand you.
483
00:45:02,167 --> 00:45:04,143
I am constantly thinking of you.
484
00:45:04,646 --> 00:45:06,310
And is that bad?
485
00:45:08,567 --> 00:45:10,183
That's what I was going to ask you.
486
00:45:12,104 --> 00:45:14,503
Is everything in your life
always so complicated?
487
00:45:15,823 --> 00:45:18,963
No, just the important stuff.
488
00:45:42,503 --> 00:45:50,963
THOSE WHO CAN SEE THE COLORS
OF OUR AURA KNOW WHO WE ARE.
489
00:45:52,633 --> 00:45:56,961
Intimacy, whether emotional,
intellectual or sexual,
490
00:45:57,407 --> 00:45:59,316
...I think it may be
something threatening.
491
00:45:59,812 --> 00:46:03,194
Threatening or risky?
492
00:46:03,416 --> 00:46:05,350
Semantics, my God!
493
00:46:06,607 --> 00:46:09,279
I'm trying to understand what
you're saying that Doug couldn't.
494
00:46:09,479 --> 00:46:10,679
That's what I deal with.
495
00:46:11,020 --> 00:46:12,580
lie down!
496
00:46:12,955 --> 00:46:14,637
That's what they are for.
497
00:46:25,579 --> 00:46:28,887
The colors, in their silence, are
capable of extracting things from you.
498
00:46:30,437 --> 00:46:33,418
There is a fundamental difference
between men and women.
499
00:46:33,608 --> 00:46:34,878
Which is it?
500
00:46:35,384 --> 00:46:38,812
The degree of intimacy
they are willing to admit.
501
00:46:39,165 --> 00:46:43,293
I mean any relationship, not
just a romantic or sexual one.
502
00:46:43,474 --> 00:46:44,694
And do you believe in that?
503
00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:47,705
- Sometimes it happens.
- Turn around, slowly!
504
00:46:47,825 --> 00:46:49,806
I thought you thought so too.
505
00:46:50,257 --> 00:46:51,707
So!
506
00:46:52,068 --> 00:46:54,808
Well, I'm not sure
there's a big difference.
507
00:46:55,109 --> 00:46:56,809
At least I haven't seen it.
508
00:46:57,210 --> 00:47:01,110
- Are you trying to turn me on?
- If it seems so, it was not my intention.
509
00:47:02,811 --> 00:47:04,751
There is something I
would like to discuss.
510
00:47:05,552 --> 00:47:07,689
What drives men, after sex,
511
00:47:07,903 --> 00:47:10,353
...whether by nature or
haste, to run to the door,
512
00:47:10,512 --> 00:47:13,012
...while the woman always
stays lying on the bed?
513
00:47:13,354 --> 00:47:15,991
Maybe it's because of the differences
when having sex with strangers.
514
00:47:16,205 --> 00:47:18,452
I haven't said anything about
it being between strangers.
515
00:47:19,436 --> 00:47:21,209
No matter how excited the man is,
516
00:47:21,563 --> 00:47:25,473
... he will always go to the door,
after having had sex with his wife.
517
00:47:27,663 --> 00:47:30,025
Clearly you don't know
the same man as me.
518
00:47:31,321 --> 00:47:33,758
Excellent! And now
you see turning slowly.
519
00:47:33,989 --> 00:47:35,959
You better have done well.
520
00:47:36,684 --> 00:47:38,160
- Show me it!
- Good.
521
00:47:38,361 --> 00:47:39,907
Come on, show me!
Do you like it?
522
00:47:41,152 --> 00:47:42,263
How bad are you!
523
00:47:42,363 --> 00:47:47,363
What a man wants is an
illusion of what a woman is,
524
00:47:48,204 --> 00:47:50,564
...when the man and the woman are together.
525
00:47:51,905 --> 00:47:54,365
That idea of yours is
still less than an illusion.
526
00:47:54,936 --> 00:47:56,066
What are you talking about?
527
00:47:56,758 --> 00:47:58,128
To the fact that
all men are equal.
528
00:47:58,328 --> 00:48:00,109
Am I the same as Doug
and Doug the same as...?
529
00:48:00,309 --> 00:48:02,469
All men are the same,
530
00:48:03,030 --> 00:48:05,070
...in some fundamental aspects.
531
00:48:06,040 --> 00:48:07,971
I know from personal experience.
532
00:48:09,162 --> 00:48:10,972
I had two failed marriages,
533
00:48:11,285 --> 00:48:13,369
...before the age of 27.
534
00:48:13,771 --> 00:48:18,203
Sure there are differences,
but they are not very important!
535
00:48:19,755 --> 00:48:21,127
Except for...
536
00:48:27,338 --> 00:48:29,541
I want you to pose for me.
537
00:48:31,308 --> 00:48:33,818
I want you to see
yourself, just as I see you.
538
00:48:38,646 --> 00:48:40,186
Except what?
539
00:48:41,259 --> 00:48:42,413
Nothing.
540
00:48:50,619 --> 00:48:53,165
You don't need to worry
about that, you know, Fitch?
541
00:48:56,216 --> 00:48:59,079
- Because?
- For covering me with the towel.
542
00:48:59,386 --> 00:49:01,395
I'm afraid I don't have much modesty.
543
00:49:02,392 --> 00:49:04,529
The truth is that I prefer
not to wear anything on me.
544
00:49:04,829 --> 00:49:06,600
Doug always did that to me.
545
00:49:06,791 --> 00:49:08,519
Doug wasn't bothered by the towel thing.
546
00:49:09,650 --> 00:49:11,543
Didn't it bother you about the towel?
547
00:49:12,094 --> 00:49:13,544
Because he is gay.
548
00:49:17,110 --> 00:49:18,996
- Gay?
-Doug!
549
00:49:19,795 --> 00:49:22,360
-You knew he was gay, right?
- Clear.
550
00:49:23,593 --> 00:49:27,078
-He told me that you knew.
- Yes of course.
551
00:49:27,685 --> 00:49:29,770
He is usually very candid about it.
552
00:49:30,910 --> 00:49:33,046
Very sincere.
553
00:49:40,932 --> 00:49:42,448
That was how we met.
554
00:49:43,328 --> 00:49:45,310
He thought I was gay too.
555
00:49:46,012 --> 00:49:48,759
A friend, whom he massaged,
also thought I was gay.
556
00:49:48,959 --> 00:49:51,881
- And you are?
- No.
557
00:49:53,197 --> 00:49:54,861
But Doug thinks everyone is gay.
558
00:49:55,052 --> 00:49:56,362
It's part of the charm of it.
559
00:49:58,366 --> 00:50:01,418
I think that, in some very
peculiar way, he is bisexual.
560
00:50:03,020 --> 00:50:04,757
However,
561
00:50:05,621 --> 00:50:08,752
- That? -...still...
- Yes?
562
00:50:09,158 --> 00:50:11,252
The towel!
563
00:50:43,978 --> 00:50:50,897
If you ever want to
try something different,
564
00:50:52,128 --> 00:50:54,198
...you could try Shiatsu,
565
00:50:55,399 --> 00:51:00,299
...to stimulate energy in
different parts of the body.
566
00:51:03,900 --> 00:51:06,200
Oil is not used at all.
567
00:51:08,188 --> 00:51:11,101
...but it is the skin that comes
into contact with the skin.
568
00:51:22,692 --> 00:51:24,402
You are improving a lot.
569
00:51:25,193 --> 00:51:27,303
Be careful not to hurt me.
570
00:51:30,364 --> 00:51:31,804
And if I do?
571
00:51:32,605 --> 00:51:35,905
You would be the first to
suffer the consequences.
572
00:51:40,006 --> 00:51:41,406
I will take the risk.
573
00:51:44,777 --> 00:51:46,707
I already tried it once.
574
00:51:51,748 --> 00:51:53,644
Tell me about your family, Fitch.
575
00:51:54,325 --> 00:51:56,945
- Of my family?
- From your family, from those who died.
576
00:51:57,839 --> 00:51:59,691
There is not much to tell.
577
00:52:00,366 --> 00:52:02,291
What was your father?
578
00:52:04,807 --> 00:52:08,134
An executive... advertising.
579
00:52:09,300 --> 00:52:11,310
My father's family had money;
580
00:52:11,771 --> 00:52:13,590
...my mother's
too, not too much,
581
00:52:14,418 --> 00:52:19,810
...but enough money to say
they were in good standing.
582
00:52:23,831 --> 00:52:25,929
We would dress
formally for dinner,
583
00:52:26,980 --> 00:52:28,317
...every Saturday night.
584
00:52:28,517 --> 00:52:29,917
Sounds like fun.
585
00:52:31,150 --> 00:52:33,152
Sometimes, we had guests:
586
00:52:33,491 --> 00:52:37,637
... some were from my father's
agency: a client and his wife.
587
00:52:40,678 --> 00:52:42,815
But usually it was
just our family:
588
00:52:43,600 --> 00:52:46,775
...my parents, my sister and me.
589
00:52:49,564 --> 00:52:53,539
It's funny to talk about roles.
590
00:52:54,617 --> 00:52:57,979
My parents had roles
that seemed like habits.
591
00:52:59,722 --> 00:53:01,849
You can get up now.
592
00:53:10,881 --> 00:53:12,599
My father was a
real businessman...
593
00:53:12,799 --> 00:53:15,039
...and my mother a patron of the arts;
594
00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:21,840
...which ended up
becoming a kind of fixation.
595
00:53:23,802 --> 00:53:25,194
In that way?
596
00:53:26,493 --> 00:53:30,297
For her it was all the same:
classical music, or classical art.
597
00:53:30,861 --> 00:53:33,998
It didn't matter what she was or who she
was: everything was worthy of admiration.
598
00:53:34,768 --> 00:53:39,003
That woman was only capable of admiring;
599
00:53:39,700 --> 00:53:42,291
...she didn't have an ounce
of critical spirit in her being.
600
00:53:43,764 --> 00:53:46,991
She was the kind of person
that television seems made for.
601
00:53:47,309 --> 00:53:53,218
One night we were having one of those Saturday
dinners, which an important client was going to attend.
602
00:53:54,795 --> 00:53:58,390
All men had to wear a black tie.
603
00:53:58,785 --> 00:54:01,321
About ten minutes,
before the guests arrived,
604
00:54:02,505 --> 00:54:04,935
...I went downstairs
well dressed and ready.
605
00:54:07,106 --> 00:54:10,036
My father took a look at me...
606
00:54:11,317 --> 00:54:13,437
...and he told me that he didn't like me.
607
00:54:14,088 --> 00:54:15,387
Because?
608
00:54:16,100 --> 00:54:17,688
For my bow tie.
609
00:54:18,875 --> 00:54:23,764
He told me that wearing a clip-on
bowtie was absolutely humiliating.
610
00:54:25,238 --> 00:54:29,890
And he added that a true gentleman
knows how to tie a bow tie...
611
00:54:30,078 --> 00:54:32,309
...and that I looked like a musician.
612
00:54:34,700 --> 00:54:37,449
Oh! How old were you?
613
00:54:37,950 --> 00:54:39,150
17.
614
00:54:39,939 --> 00:54:42,865
She was not able to make the
slightest effort to understand me. Never!
615
00:54:43,065 --> 00:54:44,356
And what did you do?
616
00:54:45,077 --> 00:54:46,657
Untie my bow tie.
617
00:54:47,201 --> 00:54:50,405
- What do you mean?
- It wasn't a clip-on bowtie.
618
00:54:50,684 --> 00:54:53,262
I had learned to
tie my bowtie...
619
00:54:54,009 --> 00:54:57,987
...and he had done it to me
so well, in such a perfect way,
620
00:54:58,687 --> 00:55:00,645
...that didn't seem possible.
621
00:55:01,932 --> 00:55:03,377
And what happened next?
622
00:55:03,972 --> 00:55:05,801
He told me to go away.
623
00:55:09,181 --> 00:55:11,429
You can go!
624
00:55:32,687 --> 00:55:34,588
- That was it?
- That's how it is.
625
00:55:35,631 --> 00:55:37,678
Didn't he apologize or...?
626
00:55:39,116 --> 00:55:40,590
- Weren't you angry?
- No.
627
00:55:41,301 --> 00:55:42,389
Stand aside!
628
00:55:42,489 --> 00:55:43,896
Nothing?
629
00:55:44,225 --> 00:55:45,589
It wasn't a matter of getting angry.
630
00:55:47,067 --> 00:55:48,397
Well, what was it?
631
00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:56,351
It was a problem of
responsibilities and expectations.
632
00:55:56,857 --> 00:55:59,168
My mother and
father were trapped;
633
00:56:00,194 --> 00:56:04,356
...trapped by responsibilities for
things they had never thought of.
634
00:56:04,558 --> 00:56:08,163
Trapped by their own expectations.
635
00:56:10,659 --> 00:56:15,094
I don't know anyone who hasn't experienced
mixed feelings about their parents.
636
00:56:15,507 --> 00:56:18,828
They are what they are
and you are what they are;
637
00:56:19,394 --> 00:56:21,048
...but it's not like that.
638
00:56:21,614 --> 00:56:25,205
I never had hostile feelings towards
my parents; What's more, I liked them.
639
00:56:26,256 --> 00:56:29,040
I fully accepted them as they were;
640
00:56:29,695 --> 00:56:32,175
...perhaps even more than themselves.
641
00:56:52,549 --> 00:56:54,350
((Francis Thompson. THE KINGDOM OF GOD))
642
00:56:54,550 --> 00:56:57,976
"Angels guard the ancient places,
643
00:56:58,539 --> 00:57:00,777
"...turned to stone, they lift up their wing."
644
00:57:01,238 --> 00:57:02,178
What's that?
645
00:57:02,304 --> 00:57:04,379
I don't know: a poem I knew.
646
00:57:05,780 --> 00:57:07,599
It's funny that I remember him now.
647
00:57:14,481 --> 00:57:17,381
They're the same, you know, these two songs:
648
00:57:18,202 --> 00:57:20,682
"Streets of Laredo" and "St. James Infirmary"
649
00:57:21,725 --> 00:57:23,183
Oh really?
650
00:57:24,434 --> 00:57:26,584
The story of the songs is the same;
651
00:57:26,785 --> 00:57:28,831
...they just happen in different places.
652
00:57:30,686 --> 00:57:33,686
You see it? I do not want to think.
Let whatever happen!
653
00:57:36,908 --> 00:57:39,725
My family, my
parents were rather...
654
00:57:40,155 --> 00:57:42,647
...how would I say?...I think invisible.
655
00:57:43,803 --> 00:57:45,829
My father was an engineer...
656
00:57:46,219 --> 00:57:49,296
...and he used to invent lots of
things that never saw the light of day.
657
00:57:49,807 --> 00:57:52,197
Things like huge
industrial machines...
658
00:57:52,346 --> 00:57:55,982
...to work faster
and more safely.
659
00:57:57,170 --> 00:57:59,565
But he never owned
any of his inventions;
660
00:57:59,665 --> 00:58:01,285
...the Company kept them all.
661
00:58:01,430 --> 00:58:03,995
Therefore, he never managed
to make money from it.
662
00:58:04,225 --> 00:58:08,067
And since what he created
was a part of other projects,
663
00:58:08,268 --> 00:58:10,541
...nobody outside the company
knew anything about him.
664
00:58:12,425 --> 00:58:14,234
But he knew how to do things.
665
00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:17,863
Maybe he was content to do them.
666
00:58:19,094 --> 00:58:21,049
Maybe he wasn't looking for any recognition.
667
00:58:21,725 --> 00:58:23,725
Everyone wants to be recognized.
668
00:58:28,301 --> 00:58:31,282
The Hopi have a
word for it: "Pinu-huy."
669
00:58:31,382 --> 00:58:33,217
It means "I am I".
670
00:58:35,057 --> 00:58:37,600
Almost the same thing happened with my mother.
671
00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:42,074
She had the only acceptable job
a woman could have at that time:
672
00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:44,275
...nurse. And she was very good!
673
00:58:46,093 --> 00:58:49,660
But like most nurses she
was completely ignored...
674
00:58:50,130 --> 00:58:53,221
...and publicly run over by
every doctor she worked with.
675
00:58:54,657 --> 00:58:58,994
It broke my heart to see
two people like them like this,
676
00:58:59,610 --> 00:59:02,296
...of so much talent and dedication.
677
00:59:03,200 --> 00:59:05,368
I swore I wouldn't go through it.
678
00:59:08,992 --> 00:59:11,787
I guess that was the
reason I married Andy.
679
00:59:14,000 --> 00:59:17,902
He was an art professor
at my university.
680
00:59:18,813 --> 00:59:22,675
For someone like me: a girl
from the town and 18 years old,
681
00:59:22,775 --> 00:59:25,330
...it was like a release.
682
00:59:26,826 --> 00:59:28,916
It took us three years to make up our minds
683
00:59:30,167 --> 00:59:31,417
...but we got married.
684
00:59:31,574 --> 00:59:33,387
My parents were very happy.
685
00:59:36,567 --> 00:59:38,249
How long were you married?
686
00:59:39,398 --> 00:59:41,185
Good question, let's see?
687
00:59:41,990 --> 00:59:43,783
...Two or three weeks.
688
00:59:43,911 --> 00:59:45,408
What happened?
689
00:59:45,917 --> 00:59:48,352
Despite being so popular
in college, my husband...
690
00:59:48,552 --> 00:59:51,142
...he wasn't very honest and he trafficked on the border.
691
00:59:51,925 --> 00:59:53,767
And, although today it is difficult to believe,
692
00:59:53,968 --> 00:59:55,468
...I had no idea about it.
693
01:00:07,079 --> 01:00:08,569
Hey! What's up guys?
694
01:00:12,173 --> 01:00:13,331
Here is everything!
695
01:00:14,575 --> 01:00:17,824
He was 18, 19, 20 years old.
She was a little girl.
696
01:00:24,085 --> 01:00:25,930
You longed to be served!
697
01:00:27,068 --> 01:00:28,331
And he was charming
698
01:00:28,615 --> 01:00:30,753
...although, to be honest, not very intelligent.
699
01:00:30,954 --> 01:00:33,454
He went through customs too many times.
700
01:00:52,153 --> 01:00:55,744
I think I should thank you for
not going there on our honeymoon.
701
01:00:56,682 --> 01:00:59,022
Yes, the truth is I paid
a lot of attention to it.
702
01:01:00,326 --> 01:01:02,659
What I did not do with my second husband,
703
01:01:03,556 --> 01:01:06,120
...because, after that, I decided
to follow the advice of my parents.
704
01:01:06,320 --> 01:01:09,267
I married a very honest,
decent and hard-working guy.
705
01:01:10,530 --> 01:01:12,256
It was a four year long nap.
706
01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:18,750
-There were his mistakes.
- But, you learned from them.
707
01:01:19,257 --> 01:01:20,448
The truth is, no.
708
01:01:21,197 --> 01:01:22,473
Or maybe yes.
709
01:01:22,977 --> 01:01:26,988
I've decided that the only men you
should seriously consider marrying...
710
01:01:27,088 --> 01:01:29,108
...are those who are already married...
711
01:01:29,419 --> 01:01:31,821
...and who already have experience in it.
712
01:01:36,980 --> 01:01:38,708
Let's take a break!
713
01:01:48,673 --> 01:01:55,269
SUDDENLY YOU SHINE AND SUDDENLY
YOU GO OUT, FIREFLY FRIEND. Chinese Jo
714
01:01:56,980 --> 01:01:58,676
It is a type of Japanese acupuncture,
715
01:01:58,777 --> 01:02:02,277
...which uses heat,
instead of needles.
716
01:02:02,698 --> 01:02:04,363
I'm going to put it here...
717
01:02:07,105 --> 01:02:09,984
...and there, where the nerve is tense.
718
01:02:14,512 --> 01:02:15,984
And about you?
719
01:02:16,681 --> 01:02:18,322
About me what?
720
01:02:19,097 --> 01:02:20,662
Are you married?
721
01:02:21,518 --> 01:02:22,518
No.
722
01:02:23,218 --> 01:02:25,604
- Never been?
- Never.
723
01:02:25,945 --> 01:02:27,833
Have you been close to doing it?
724
01:02:28,034 --> 01:02:29,576
Maybe, I guess.
725
01:02:29,676 --> 01:02:31,176
What do you mean "close"?
726
01:02:32,397 --> 01:02:36,278
A serious, important relationship.
727
01:02:37,023 --> 01:02:40,128
- I suppose you once had one.
- I'd like to believe so.
728
01:02:41,386 --> 01:02:44,036
Nothing to do with that
old spousal instinct?
729
01:02:44,373 --> 01:02:46,194
An instinct? That is what it is?
730
01:02:46,571 --> 01:02:48,178
The desire to mate, of course.
731
01:02:48,369 --> 01:02:50,679
The desire to mate is
not the desire to marry.
732
01:02:52,214 --> 01:02:54,165
No, I guess not.
733
01:02:54,357 --> 01:02:57,144
Since being in a firing squad
is not the same as being...
734
01:02:57,244 --> 01:02:58,869
...in front of him..
735
01:02:59,763 --> 01:03:00,863
Of course.
736
01:03:01,368 --> 01:03:03,732
What is marriage
anyway? Two people,
737
01:03:04,295 --> 01:03:07,378
...trapped by an uncontrolled passion,
738
01:03:07,553 --> 01:03:10,508
...swearing before God to remain
united until the end of their lives.
739
01:03:10,778 --> 01:03:13,396
Oh how romantic you are!
740
01:03:13,981 --> 01:03:15,636
For me, the result of the experience...
741
01:03:15,836 --> 01:03:18,805
...is not as interesting
as the experience itself.
742
01:03:26,519 --> 01:03:29,076
How many people really
know what passion is?
743
01:03:31,279 --> 01:03:32,508
Who was she?
744
01:03:34,017 --> 01:03:35,663
How did you meet her?
745
01:03:44,248 --> 01:03:46,587
I was trying to run away
from myself, she was not.
746
01:03:49,171 --> 01:03:51,308
Some people, from the
moment they are born,
747
01:03:52,154 --> 01:03:54,382
...they know what their
destiny is and they live with it.
748
01:03:56,046 --> 01:03:58,325
It's so much a part of them...
749
01:03:58,726 --> 01:04:00,326
...like the color of his eyes.
750
01:04:00,520 --> 01:04:02,003
Is it running?
751
01:04:03,433 --> 01:04:04,528
She is already.
752
01:04:05,202 --> 01:04:06,489
Good. Do not look at me.
753
01:04:10,729 --> 01:04:15,573
*I went to Saint James Hospital
754
01:04:16,237 --> 01:04:19,862
*to see my girl there.
755
01:04:20,119 --> 01:04:25,414
* She was lying on
a long white table
756
01:04:25,634 --> 01:04:30,550
*so cold, so pale and so beautiful.
757
01:04:30,947 --> 01:04:33,048
And then they get older
758
01:04:35,153 --> 01:04:36,875
...because they begin to understand.
759
01:04:37,427 --> 01:04:38,874
Understand what?
760
01:04:39,443 --> 01:04:40,836
All.
761
01:04:47,653 --> 01:04:48,803
You are rich.
762
01:04:50,476 --> 01:04:51,813
It's not your fault,
763
01:04:52,665 --> 01:04:54,444
...but that's why you're here.
764
01:04:55,783 --> 01:04:58,746
Because you can afford to
run away from your problems.
765
01:05:07,060 --> 01:05:08,604
What happened to her?
766
01:06:05,220 --> 01:06:07,125
People end up breaking up.
767
01:06:07,343 --> 01:06:09,065
Not always.
768
01:06:09,326 --> 01:06:11,304
They are more than those who do not.
769
01:06:12,245 --> 01:06:15,382
When you get to that point
you start to wonder what is left.
770
01:06:16,645 --> 01:06:19,177
Or maybe you think you've
already reached that point.
771
01:06:19,577 --> 01:06:21,050
I realized that.
772
01:06:22,410 --> 01:06:26,751
At some point you realize that
there will be no more surprises.
773
01:06:30,916 --> 01:06:33,900
Decide what you want it to do.
774
01:06:37,584 --> 01:06:39,601
Make up your mind and tell me!
775
01:06:40,110 --> 01:06:42,102
Well surprise me!
776
01:06:42,646 --> 01:06:44,603
Where are the variations?
777
01:06:47,604 --> 01:06:49,004
Don't know.
778
01:06:49,305 --> 01:06:52,205
I don't like surprises or variations.
779
01:06:53,500 --> 01:06:57,506
Variations are black leather
jockstraps and nipple piercings.
780
01:06:58,307 --> 01:07:00,507
Don't think I don't have that.
781
01:07:07,520 --> 01:07:10,834
I guess I shouldn't blame
people for what they think of me,
782
01:07:10,934 --> 01:07:12,798
...no more than I blame myself.
783
01:07:28,592 --> 01:07:31,319
I see things as if it were
the first time, looking at you.
784
01:07:31,800 --> 01:07:33,203
What things?
785
01:07:34,668 --> 01:07:36,071
an empty room,
786
01:07:37,222 --> 01:07:39,172
...a locked door.
787
01:07:48,386 --> 01:07:51,819
A lot of what people do is
already invented anyway;
788
01:07:52,230 --> 01:07:53,620
...invent themselves...
789
01:07:54,166 --> 01:07:55,666
...and make up their friends.
790
01:07:57,063 --> 01:08:00,503
Is that what you
did: invent yourself?
791
01:08:02,019 --> 01:08:03,671
Didn't you do it?
792
01:08:03,995 --> 01:08:06,456
A poor rich boy who went
to live with the Indians.
793
01:08:08,777 --> 01:08:09,926
Know?
794
01:08:10,720 --> 01:08:12,687
The most dangerous
thing in the world...
795
01:08:13,100 --> 01:08:16,010
...is thinking you have
enough time to play it safe.
796
01:08:30,771 --> 01:08:32,408
So that's what it looks like to you?
797
01:08:34,089 --> 01:08:35,439
That is what it is.
798
01:08:41,025 --> 01:08:42,351
Where do you exhibit?
799
01:08:43,922 --> 01:08:45,406
Where do I exhibit?
800
01:08:50,134 --> 01:08:52,188
I think you and I are similar.
801
01:08:56,764 --> 01:08:59,809
- You know nothing about me!
- No?
802
01:09:01,125 --> 01:09:02,597
Absolutely nothing.
803
01:09:02,998 --> 01:09:05,362
Self-indulgence does not
lead to self-actualization.
804
01:09:06,197 --> 01:09:08,655
At least I'm not
hiding behind anything.
805
01:09:09,419 --> 01:09:12,119
Yes you do and in
the worst way possible.
806
01:09:12,219 --> 01:09:15,996
You hide your soul, because behind
these nonsense there is nothing.
807
01:09:26,300 --> 01:09:28,164
Am I really an empty room?
808
01:09:29,546 --> 01:09:30,546
Yeah.
809
01:09:44,789 --> 01:09:46,581
Now too?
810
01:10:30,922 --> 01:10:32,699
Do you usually do this, Doug?
811
01:10:33,830 --> 01:10:35,100
Tell me?
812
01:11:06,909 --> 01:11:08,823
Maybe it's all a matter of...
813
01:11:09,414 --> 01:11:10,624
...perception.
814
01:11:11,604 --> 01:11:12,917
The fact that?
815
01:11:13,971 --> 01:11:15,619
The problem is not
how they see you,
816
01:11:15,819 --> 01:11:18,019
...but how you
think they see you.
817
01:11:18,989 --> 01:11:20,418
What do you mean?
818
01:11:20,833 --> 01:11:24,306
For example, Doug said
that you seemed to be drifting;
819
01:11:26,268 --> 01:11:29,265
...but never whether or not you were single,
820
01:11:29,485 --> 01:11:33,047
...or anything else, apart
from that initial observation.
821
01:11:34,396 --> 01:11:36,399
I'm not sure I understand
what you're saying.
822
01:11:39,012 --> 01:11:41,114
You like beautiful things.
823
01:11:42,353 --> 01:11:43,786
Yeah.
824
01:11:44,629 --> 01:11:48,741
- And you have many beautiful things.
- A few.
825
01:11:50,333 --> 01:11:52,835
But you feel like
someone who has failed.
826
01:11:53,376 --> 01:11:54,536
Have I said this?
827
01:11:55,053 --> 01:11:56,209
No?
828
01:11:57,613 --> 01:12:00,477
Are you going to bring me your crystals
and tell me that I have two hearts?
829
01:12:02,310 --> 01:12:03,529
No.
830
01:12:05,017 --> 01:12:07,897
What I believe in
is not just bullshit.
831
01:12:10,310 --> 01:12:12,962
I know from personal experience.
832
01:12:15,975 --> 01:12:20,905
There are people who own
many things, but are unhappy.
833
01:12:21,838 --> 01:12:25,530
And there are people who live like in a
fridge and exchange things with each other.
834
01:12:26,224 --> 01:12:29,939
I buy things, I admit it, but I'm
not a materialist. Of course not,
835
01:12:30,144 --> 01:12:33,673
...because to me those things don't mean anything.
836
01:12:34,499 --> 01:12:37,195
It isn't true; are loaded with memories
837
01:12:37,295 --> 01:12:39,195
...that make them meaningful.
838
01:12:39,413 --> 01:12:41,073
They create bonds in people.
839
01:12:42,524 --> 01:12:48,047
I often even get angry because of
the impulse that leads me to consume.
840
01:12:49,319 --> 01:12:51,251
That's because you think that what you buy...
841
01:12:51,444 --> 01:12:54,436
...it will make you younger, happier or sexier.
842
01:12:54,736 --> 01:12:56,555
I realize what you're trying to do.
843
01:12:56,757 --> 01:12:58,657
You try to convince me how petty I am.
844
01:12:58,856 --> 01:13:01,584
- And am I getting it?
- No, you're just pissing me off.
845
01:13:01,995 --> 01:13:03,635
- Because?
- Because, unlike you,
846
01:13:03,746 --> 01:13:05,436
...nobody gave me anything.
847
01:13:05,937 --> 01:13:07,837
And I'm not just talking about money.
848
01:13:08,908 --> 01:13:12,138
Everything I own or have, I have
earned in one way or another.
849
01:13:12,669 --> 01:13:15,080
So don't tell me that I'm
wrong or that I'm immoral,
850
01:13:15,280 --> 01:13:17,640
...just because I've achieved
something in life and you haven't.
851
01:13:17,997 --> 01:13:19,641
What have you got?
852
01:13:20,642 --> 01:13:24,642
I know that you have achieved something
in life; I'm just asking you what.
853
01:13:24,893 --> 01:13:25,943
You do not know.
854
01:13:26,794 --> 01:13:27,844
Enough already!
855
01:13:31,812 --> 01:13:34,224
Do you want to know what is the
difference between you and me?
856
01:13:34,424 --> 01:13:35,854
Really?
857
01:13:36,676 --> 01:13:40,213
That you've spent so much
time reflecting on your life,
858
01:13:40,347 --> 01:13:42,347
...that, in the end, you
have come to believe it.
859
01:13:42,766 --> 01:13:45,209
You are a very lonely man, Fitch.
860
01:13:45,772 --> 01:13:47,371
And you let them touch you.
861
01:13:49,464 --> 01:13:52,404
- Who?
- You're waiting to be touched.
862
01:13:53,834 --> 01:13:55,153
I hope who touches me?
863
01:13:55,401 --> 01:13:56,983
That's the reason for everything, right?
Doug and you.
864
01:13:57,183 --> 01:13:59,083
A sexual question, right?
865
01:14:03,313 --> 01:14:04,414
Don't know.
866
01:14:07,654 --> 01:14:09,937
Did he say something to you, Doug?
867
01:14:12,298 --> 01:14:13,538
Oh God!
868
01:14:13,943 --> 01:14:15,660
It's obvious, right?
869
01:14:19,291 --> 01:14:23,057
I know that to him that means
nothing. It is very discreet.
870
01:14:26,451 --> 01:14:28,570
He settles for just touching me.
871
01:14:31,311 --> 01:14:33,864
A way to have safe sex.
872
01:14:37,182 --> 01:14:40,249
And I also try to be... discreet.
873
01:14:40,446 --> 01:14:42,169
I never talk to him about it.
874
01:14:42,846 --> 01:14:45,436
I just pretend it's part of the massage.
875
01:14:45,664 --> 01:14:46,970
And it is so.
876
01:14:49,137 --> 01:14:53,362
Every relationship is based on money.
I have come to this sad conclusion.
877
01:14:54,514 --> 01:14:56,758
I use you, just like you use me.
878
01:14:57,069 --> 01:14:59,959
I use you, as you use me
and so the thing continues.
879
01:15:01,879 --> 01:15:03,650
The question of money...
880
01:15:04,655 --> 01:15:06,314
...is at least somewhat honest.
881
01:15:08,227 --> 01:15:12,068
Hi, I'm Nina! After hearing the
signal, she can leave her message.
882
01:15:12,782 --> 01:15:14,795
Hey Nina! Are you there?
883
01:15:15,056 --> 01:15:17,096
It's me, Douglas.
884
01:15:18,291 --> 01:15:19,796
You are not going to answer?
885
01:15:20,258 --> 01:15:22,713
Hey! I'm sorry I didn't come, but...
886
01:15:23,214 --> 01:15:24,814
...I had a problem and...
887
01:15:25,454 --> 01:15:28,312
Actually, I was calling
to see if Fitch had come.
888
01:15:28,715 --> 01:15:31,517
I knew you were going to like him,
because he's a very decent guy and...
889
01:15:31,998 --> 01:15:33,754
Don't know. Maybe he's already gone.
890
01:15:34,363 --> 01:15:38,493
So... I'll see you next week at the
same time and in the same place.
891
01:15:38,594 --> 01:15:39,498
OK?
892
01:15:39,698 --> 01:15:42,172
Until the next time, beautiful.
Bye bye.
893
01:15:45,648 --> 01:15:47,141
Won't you be angry?
894
01:15:47,904 --> 01:15:49,358
You're sad?
895
01:15:50,087 --> 01:15:52,184
Just relax! You are very tense.
896
01:15:58,245 --> 01:16:01,853
Well, I can tell you that it has been the
most relaxing massage I have ever had.
897
01:16:02,375 --> 01:16:03,760
You can bet yes.
898
01:16:09,507 --> 01:16:12,264
But I haven't been completely honest.
- About what?
899
01:16:13,793 --> 01:16:15,107
About men.
900
01:16:15,484 --> 01:16:17,272
About men and me.
901
01:16:18,419 --> 01:16:21,204
As much as I don't want to accept
it, the truth is that I've been involved...
902
01:16:21,305 --> 01:16:23,099
...with many of them.
903
01:16:23,199 --> 01:16:25,710
It was always more of
the same, I'm sorry to say.
904
01:16:30,024 --> 01:16:31,994
In the middle of last year,
905
01:16:33,166 --> 01:16:35,030
...a man suddenly
entered my life.
906
01:16:35,501 --> 01:16:38,031
And I guess I was
completely honest with myself,
907
01:16:39,251 --> 01:16:41,157
... by meddling in his life.
908
01:16:44,088 --> 01:16:45,562
An artist.
909
01:16:46,030 --> 01:16:49,918
You have to understand that, in my
world, a lot is done to get affection.
910
01:16:51,319 --> 01:16:53,520
And he was someone
who did nothing for affection.
911
01:16:54,678 --> 01:16:57,198
He was very genuine, no excuses.
912
01:16:58,316 --> 01:17:00,079
He treated me very well;
913
01:17:00,220 --> 01:17:02,180
...better than I treated him.
914
01:17:04,191 --> 01:17:08,375
In return, he only expected
me to be just myself.
915
01:17:09,456 --> 01:17:11,193
Even now?
916
01:17:14,325 --> 01:17:15,594
Especially now.
917
01:17:17,519 --> 01:17:19,214
Somehow you're acting...
918
01:17:19,851 --> 01:17:23,713
...saying you like my work,
sleeping with me now...
919
01:17:23,854 --> 01:17:25,014
...And everything else.
920
01:17:26,305 --> 01:17:30,118
You couldn't... give up.
921
01:17:59,985 --> 01:18:01,517
A lot of time has passed;
922
01:18:02,741 --> 01:18:05,980
...a long time since my various
husbands spoiled my life.
923
01:18:07,880 --> 01:18:12,335
It's been... too many things.
924
01:18:13,452 --> 01:18:17,501
You don't want to admit how much
others influence you; but they do.
925
01:18:20,517 --> 01:18:22,934
Maybe they should;
that's the key.
926
01:18:25,916 --> 01:18:28,962
You have to admit how deeply
ingrained they are still in you.
927
01:18:31,481 --> 01:18:34,062
We're both the same, aren't we, Fitch?
928
01:19:05,206 --> 01:19:10,267
- He has lost control in the curve!
- Here it is!
929
01:19:13,487 --> 01:19:15,116
There's a woman inside!
930
01:19:15,769 --> 01:19:18,770
Miss, is she alright? Miss!
931
01:19:26,640 --> 01:19:29,286
We are 2 miles away, on the South Highway.
932
01:19:29,980 --> 01:19:33,585
There is a young woman in an unconscious
state. I'm going to take her to the hospital.
933
01:19:33,870 --> 01:19:36,916
-42. At this time, we are heading
towards the Hospital. 42 -Acknowledged.
934
01:19:43,585 --> 01:19:46,976
In these curves it is very
easy to lose control, you know?
935
01:19:51,884 --> 01:19:54,313
I recently went to a place
936
01:19:55,799 --> 01:19:57,345
...that it was a very lonely place,
937
01:19:58,689 --> 01:20:01,700
...empty and hopeless. And I think...
938
01:20:02,294 --> 01:20:03,613
...that there was no escape.
939
01:20:05,503 --> 01:20:08,226
I could have stayed
there, lost forever.
940
01:20:09,793 --> 01:20:11,779
But little by little I began
to understand something.
941
01:20:12,821 --> 01:20:17,232
That I had decided to stay there
and it was up to me to get out of there.
942
01:20:18,493 --> 01:20:21,946
I chose to hope and have faith.
943
01:21:24,725 --> 01:21:27,264
God should be everything to everyone.
944
01:21:27,595 --> 01:21:30,644
To be something less
would not be to be perfect,
945
01:21:31,405 --> 01:21:32,545
...but human.
946
01:21:36,873 --> 01:21:40,462
What we believe is not as
important as believing in something.
947
01:21:42,502 --> 01:21:45,771
Don't wait too long to realize
you don't believe in anything.
948
01:21:47,479 --> 01:21:48,880
How do you feel?
949
01:21:49,462 --> 01:21:51,616
Good. Very good.
950
01:21:57,221 --> 01:21:58,542
Good.
951
01:22:03,250 --> 01:22:07,200
"Angels keep their ancient places.
Just turn a stone and they fly away!
952
01:22:07,300 --> 01:22:11,619
"It is you, with your puzzled faces,
who miss out on that splendorous sight."
953
01:22:28,060 --> 01:22:29,606
Is $100 what I owe you?
954
01:22:30,061 --> 01:22:32,591
- Did I tell you that?
- No. It's what Douglas charges me.
955
01:22:33,140 --> 01:22:34,448
So let's leave it at 50.
956
01:22:34,818 --> 01:22:36,846
- Take them!
- Really!
957
01:22:37,056 --> 01:22:39,084
- Take them!
- 75?
958
01:22:39,873 --> 01:22:42,694
Okay, $75, plus $25 tip.
959
01:22:43,516 --> 01:22:45,333
You're not going to give in, are you?
960
01:22:47,920 --> 01:22:50,234
- What's that?
- Something we all look for.
961
01:22:50,640 --> 01:22:52,204
- And what is?
- Information.
962
01:22:52,304 --> 01:22:54,589
- Over you?
- About you and me.
963
01:22:57,100 --> 01:22:58,290
And now,
964
01:22:58,475 --> 01:23:00,975
...I want you to concentrate
on making sure you don't drop it.
965
01:23:01,227 --> 01:23:03,047
You just have to think about it.
966
01:23:03,583 --> 01:23:04,873
In not letting it fall.
967
01:23:05,139 --> 01:23:07,127
Focus with all your might!
968
01:23:07,490 --> 01:23:10,498
When I count to ten, she
will fall from your hand...
969
01:23:10,699 --> 01:23:12,699
...and you can't stop it.
970
01:23:12,895 --> 01:23:17,000
1, 2, 3, 4, 5...
971
01:23:20,665 --> 01:23:22,096
Keep it!
972
01:23:22,700 --> 01:23:23,913
Where did you learn that?
973
01:23:24,114 --> 01:23:26,205
I saw it once in a movie.
I have to go.
974
01:23:27,000 --> 01:23:29,387
I would like you to
come back next week.
975
01:23:29,836 --> 01:23:32,086
- I'm flattered.
- I'm being serious.
976
01:23:32,227 --> 01:23:34,187
- The same day?
- And what about Doug?
977
01:23:34,710 --> 01:23:37,702
- What do you want to happen?
-He will think that I stole his clientele.
978
01:23:38,225 --> 01:23:40,874
- Douglas is young.
- And?
979
01:23:41,747 --> 01:23:44,111
He won't have a hard time
finding someone to replace me.
980
01:23:44,616 --> 01:23:46,819
The women like him;
that's what you told me.
981
01:23:47,376 --> 01:23:50,287
-Well, it's not that he doesn't want to come back.
- Want?
982
01:23:52,293 --> 01:23:53,617
Yeah.
983
01:23:53,799 --> 01:23:55,118
So I'll talk to him.
984
01:23:55,321 --> 01:23:58,813
I'll explain the situation and if it's
a big problem, you two will come,
985
01:23:58,913 --> 01:24:01,169
...only... not at the same time.
986
01:24:03,164 --> 01:24:04,528
Nice to have met you.
987
01:24:04,792 --> 01:24:06,392
I hope I wasn't too...
988
01:24:06,496 --> 01:24:08,880
- That?
-...conflicting.
989
01:24:12,117 --> 01:24:13,550
Of course you were.
990
01:24:14,550 --> 01:24:15,994
Leave.
991
01:25:47,050 --> 01:25:48,595
- Is he running?
-He's here.
992
01:25:49,738 --> 01:25:51,031
Well, don't look at me.
993
01:25:54,819 --> 01:25:59,323
*I went to Saint James Hospital
994
01:26:00,220 --> 01:26:03,620
*to see my girl there.
995
01:26:04,216 --> 01:26:05,833
* She was laying
996
01:26:06,187 --> 01:26:09,260
*on a long white table
997
01:26:09,775 --> 01:26:14,133
*so cold, so pale and so beautiful.
998
01:26:15,444 --> 01:26:21,457
*Let her go! Let her go!
God bless you!
999
01:26:25,198 --> 01:26:27,225
* Wherever she goes,
1000
01:26:27,632 --> 01:26:30,118
she * she will be able to search the whole world,
1001
01:26:30,550 --> 01:26:36,525
* but she's never going to
find anyone sweeter than me.
1002
01:26:37,430 --> 01:26:41,126
*I went to Saint James Hospital...