1
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OK, HERE'S THE DEAL.

2
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SHE KNOWS
THAT YOU KNOW,

3
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BUT SHE'S GOT
A FEW REQUESTS.

4
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NO MAUDLIN
SOAP OPERA THEATRICS.

5
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SHE WANTS THE ROOM DRAMA-FREE
AND FULL OF LAUGHTER.

6
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NO TEARS.

7
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IN FACT,
SHE'S INSTRUCTED ME

8
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TO BAR ANYONE
FROM THE HOSPITAL
THAT CRIES.

9
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I CAN'T PROMISE THAT.

10
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WHO COULD?

11
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THEN YOU LEAVE.
JEN'S RULES.

12
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IT'S WHAT SHE WANTS,
CHILDREN.

13
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JUST DO THE BEST
YOU CAN.

14
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DO WE ALL GO IN
TOGETHER?

15
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UH, NOT AT FIRST.

16
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I THINK WE SHOULD
EASE INTO THIS.

17
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SO WHY DON'T WE TRY
ONE AT A TIME?

18
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THIS ISN'T HAPPENING.

19
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I CAN'T BELIEVE
THIS IS HAPPENING.

20
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WHO WANTS TO GO FIRST?

21
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(LAUGHS)

22
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SEND IN THE CLOWN, HUH?

23
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(KNOCK ON DOOR)

24
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SO.

25
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SO THEY SENT YOU
IN FIRST.

26
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YEAH,
I'M THE OPENING ACT.

27
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WELL, YOU CAN START OFF

28
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BY WIPING THAT FAKE
SMILE OFF YOUR FACE.

29
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SAY SOMETHING, PACEY.

30
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WELL, JACK TELLS ME
YOU'RE DYING.

31
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OTHER THAN THAT,
EVERYTHING'S OK, RIGHT?

32
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(LAUGHS)

33
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THANK YOU.

34
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COME HERE.

35
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THESE ARE FOR YOU.

36
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OH, THANK YOU.
THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL.

37
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ARE THEY SURE? I MEAN,
IF IT'S HER HEART,

38
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CAN'T SHE
HAVE A TRANSPLANT?

39
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SHE'LL NEVER MAKE
THE DONOR LIST,

40
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AND WITH HER LUNGS
FAILING...

41
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HEY.

42
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I, UH, I GOT THESE
FOR JEN.

43
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WILL YOU TELL HER
THAT I CAME BY?

44
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I WILL.

45
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THE LADY WILL SEE YOU NOW.

46
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(SIGHS)

47
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HEY THERE.

48
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(WHISPERING) Hi.

49
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HOW YA DOING?

50
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WHAT'S WRONG
WITH THESE GUYS?

51
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I DON'T KNOW.
WHAT'S WRONG, GUYS?

52
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IS SOMEONE DYING
OR SOMETHING?

53
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IT'S NOT FUNNY.

54
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ON THE CONTRARY,
IT'S FATALLY FUNNY.

55
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I COULD DIE LAUGHING.

56
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(LAUGHS)

57
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STOP IT.

58
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COME ON, GUYS.
IT'S FUNNY, OK?

59
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IT HAS TO BE.
IT HAS TO BE FUNNY.

60
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OTHERWISE, I'M GONNA
GET ANGRY AND BITTER,

61
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AND I DON'T WANT TO.

62
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SHE GETS VERY CRABBY
ON HER DEATHBED.

63
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HOW IS SHE?

64
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MORE BRAVE
THAN SHE'LL EVER KNOW.

65
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I'M JUST ON MY WAY
OVER THERE NOW.

66
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CAN YOU KEEP AN EYE
ON ALEXANDER?

67
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YEAH.

68
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(CELL PHONE RINGS)

69
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YOU'RE AVOIDING.

70
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NO, I'M NOT.

71
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YOU MEAN THAT WASN'T
CHRISTOPHER?

72
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YES, IT WAS HIM.

73
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EVERY TIME THE PHONE
RINGS, IT'S HIM.

74
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I STILL THINK YOU
OWE IT TO THAT BOY

75
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TO CALL HIM UP
AND TELL HIM

76
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YOU'VE BEEN
AVOIDING HIS CALLS

77
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BECAUSE
YOU'RE TOO CHICKEN

78
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TO TELL HIM
IT'S OVER.

79
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I'M NOT TOO CHICKEN
TO TELL HIM THAT IT'S OVER.

80
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I'M JUST--

81
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I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S OVER.

82
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YOU'RE STILL IN LOVE
WITH YOUR EX-BOYFRIEND.

83
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I AM NOT STILL IN LOVE
WITH MY EX-BOYFRIEND.

84
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NO, YOU'RE STILL IN LOVE

85
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WITH YOUR
EX-BOYFRIENDS, PLURAL.

86
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BESSIE, THAT IS RIDICULOUS.

87
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COME ON,
DIAL THE NUMBER.

88
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I'LL HOLD YOUR HAND.

89
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GO.

90
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I HATE YOU.

91
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YOU'RE WELCOME.

92
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HI.

93
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HEY.

94
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I WAS WALKING AROUND
IN A FOG

95
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AND REALIZED I HADN'T
EATEN TODAY.

96
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WELL, YOU'VE COME
TO THE RIGHT PLACE.

97
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MMM.

98
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TRY THAT.

99
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MMM.

100
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YEAH?

101
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YEP.

102
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NO SUIT AND TIE
FOR YOU.

103
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THIS IS DEFINITELY
YOUR CALLING.

104
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THE MAN IN THE APRON
WHO'S ROOTED--

105
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WHO'S CEMENTED
IN THE CAPESIDE.

106
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PACE, WHAT'S WITH
THE LIFE ENNUI?

107
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WELL, COME ON,

108
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DAWSON WENT OFF
AND CONQUERED HOLLYWOOD,

109
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YOU RAN AWAY TO PARIS
AND NEW YORK,

110
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AND I...

111
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WELL, I DIDN'T RUN.

112
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I FLEW--COACH.

113
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(LAUGHS)

114
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REGARDLESS, I LEFT
THE SOUND FOR WHAT,

115
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A TOTAL OF 2 YEARS
IN MY ENTIRE LIFE?

116
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YEAH, BUT, PACEY,
YOU HAVE A RESTAURANT.

117
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IT'S WHAT YOU LOVE.

118
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WHY COULDN'T I
HAVE A RESTAURANT

119
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IN HOLLYWOOD OR NEW YORK?

120
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PACEY, DON'T BE
SO HARD ON YOURSELF.

121
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I MEAN, I KNOW THAT
WITH EVERYTHING

122
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THAT'S GOING ON
RIGHT NOW,

123
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IT'S HARD NOT TO BE,

124
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BUT COME ON.

125
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YOU'VE REALLY GOT IT
GOING ON.

126
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YOU HAVE
A GREAT LIFE HERE.

127
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(WHISPERING) Yeah.

128
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(SLIDES KNIFE
ACROSS CUTTING BOARD)

129
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I JUST WISH THAT
I COULD FEEL THAT.

130
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YOU DON'T?

131
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WELL, I DIDN'T...

132
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UNTIL YOU CAME BREEZING
THROUGH MY DOOR AGAIN.

133
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UH-OH.

134
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(LAUGHS)

135
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THERE'S NO NEED TO BOLT.

136
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I'M JUST SAYING THANK YOU.

137
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YOU REMINDED ME OF WHAT
I'M CAPABLE OF FEELING.

138
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IT'S LIKE
I WAS WALKING AROUND

139
00:07:02,547 --> 00:07:03,840
SEEING MY LIFE
THROUGH A SMUDGED WINDOW,

140
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AND THEN I SAW YOU,

141
00:07:04,883 --> 00:07:06,551
AND THE SMUDGES WERE GONE.

142
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THE WINDOW WAS CLEAN.

143
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ELOQUENT.

144
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WELL, I TRY.

145
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HEY! HEY! IN MY--

146
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IN MY KITCHEN, I'M THE ONLY
ONE WHO THROWS ANYTHING.

147
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I WANT YOU TO THINK
VERY CAREFULLY

148
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ABOUT THE NEXT THING
THAT YOU DO.

149
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(HUMMING)

150
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(LAUGHS)

151
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AND HERE WE ARE AGAIN.

152
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WHAT IS IT
BETWEEN THE TWO OF US?

153
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ARE YOU
BRINGING THIS DOWN?

154
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BECAUSE
YOU KNOW WHAT?

155
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I HAVE ENOUGH
FREQUENT FLYER MILES

156
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TO GET A NON-STOP
OUT OF HERE.

157
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REALLY?

158
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I'D HATE FOR YOU
TO DO THAT.

159
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YOU KNOW, I WOULD
NEVER BRING YOU DOWN,

160
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BECAUSE I JUST
WANT YOU TO BE--

161
00:08:00,063 --> 00:08:02,523
(GASPS)

162
00:08:02,565 --> 00:08:03,691
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA EAT?

163
00:08:03,733 --> 00:08:05,193
THAT'S YOUR DINNER.

164
00:08:09,281 --> 00:08:11,158
PACEY, IS THIS OK?

165
00:08:14,786 --> 00:08:17,038
SHOULD WE BE
LAUGHING LIKE THIS?

166
00:08:19,791 --> 00:08:21,835
I WOULD SAY
AT A TIME LIKE THIS,

167
00:08:21,876 --> 00:08:23,962
YES, NOW MORE THAN EVER.

168
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SO, WHAT,
SO THAT WAS IT?

169
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SO NO BEGGING
AND PLEADING?

170
00:08:37,892 --> 00:08:40,937
WELL, THERE WAS
A LOT OF PAUSING
AND HEAVY SILENCE,

171
00:08:40,979 --> 00:08:45,108
AND HE DID HIS WHOLE
"UH-HUH, UH-HUH,
UH-HUH THING."

172
00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:48,862
NO BIG, SUICIDAL "I CAN'T
LIVE WITHOUT YOU" SPEECH?

173
00:08:48,903 --> 00:08:51,614
I MEAN, I THOUGHT
THAT THIS GUY WAS
A BROODING WRITER.

174
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HE MUMBLED SOMETHING
ABOUT "LOVE IS SO SHORT,

175
00:08:55,243 --> 00:08:56,786
FORGETTING IS SO LONG."

176
00:08:56,828 --> 00:08:58,205
OH, MY GOD.
THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.

177
00:08:58,246 --> 00:08:59,622
HE STOLE IT.

178
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PABLO NERUDA,

179
00:09:00,832 --> 00:09:02,792
<i>20 LOVE POEMS</i>
<i>AND A SONG OF DESPAIR,</i>

180
00:09:02,834 --> 00:09:04,794
PUBLISHED
IN HARDBACK, 1924.

181
00:09:04,836 --> 00:09:06,129
JOEY, JOEY, JOEY.

182
00:09:06,171 --> 00:09:08,798
WHAT AM I GOING
TO DO WITH YOU?

183
00:09:08,840 --> 00:09:10,800
YOU'RE CONSTANTLY GETTING
INTO THESE SITUATIONS

184
00:09:10,842 --> 00:09:12,052
WHERE YOU JUMP IN
WITH YOUR HEART,

185
00:09:12,093 --> 00:09:13,970
AND THEN YOU HAVE TO
JUMP OUT WITH YOUR HEAD.

186
00:09:14,012 --> 00:09:15,847
YOUR HEART AND YOUR HEAD
HAVE JUST BEEN

187
00:09:15,889 --> 00:09:17,557
IN CONSTANT CONFLICT
WITH EACH OTHER.

188
00:09:17,598 --> 00:09:20,227
WELL, THAT'S BECAUSE
THERE'S NOTHING ELSE
TO BE CONFLICTED ABOUT.

189
00:09:20,268 --> 00:09:22,229
I AM ALL OUT
OF CONFLICT.

190
00:09:22,270 --> 00:09:24,147
I HAVE BEEN
FOR YEARS.

191
00:09:24,189 --> 00:09:26,316
WELL, IF YOU EVER WANT
TO BE REMINDED OF IT,

192
00:09:26,358 --> 00:09:29,152
YOU CAN JUST WATCH
DAWSON'S SHOW.

193
00:09:29,194 --> 00:09:32,239
WHAT ABOUT THAT GIRL
THAT THEY CAST AS ME? UGH.

194
00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:35,825
I'VE OFTEN THOUGHT
ABOUT GETTING A LAWYER
AND SUING HIS ASS.

195
00:09:35,867 --> 00:09:37,160
WELL, AT LEAST
YOU GET TO HAVE SEX.

196
00:09:37,202 --> 00:09:38,703
ALL I DO IS MOPE AROUND

197
00:09:38,745 --> 00:09:40,163
AND PINE AFTER PETEY,
THEN COLBY,

198
00:09:40,205 --> 00:09:41,289
THEN COLBY, THEN PETEY.

199
00:09:41,331 --> 00:09:42,999
(LAUGHS)

200
00:09:43,041 --> 00:09:46,002
WELL, YOU NEVER
COULD MAKE A DECISION.

201
00:09:46,044 --> 00:09:48,838
YOU KNOW, THAT'S WHERE
HE GOT IT ALL WRONG.

202
00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:50,882
I MEAN,
THE ETERNAL TRIANGLE,

203
00:09:50,924 --> 00:09:52,926
IT'S BASED
ON ACTUAL EVENTS.

204
00:09:52,967 --> 00:09:56,137
IT'S NOT
ABOUT SAM CHOOSING
BETWEEN COLBY AND PETEY.

205
00:09:56,179 --> 00:09:57,389
IT NEVER WAS.
IT'S ABOUT...

206
00:09:58,765 --> 00:10:00,725
SAM MAKING
A DECISION WITH HERSELF.

207
00:10:00,767 --> 00:10:02,102
CAN WE JUST USE
THE REAL NAMES HERE?

208
00:10:02,143 --> 00:10:06,064
THERE'S NO NEED TO PROTECT
THE GUILTY IN THIS ROOM.

209
00:10:09,650 --> 00:10:13,613
IT'S JUST SAD THAT
IT TOOK A TV SHOW
TO MAKE ME SEE IT.

210
00:10:13,654 --> 00:10:14,989
WHAT?

211
00:10:15,031 --> 00:10:16,116
SEE WHAT?

212
00:10:16,157 --> 00:10:17,909
I'M INCREDIBLY INTERESTED
IN ALL OF THIS.

213
00:10:19,827 --> 00:10:22,038
THE ONLY DECISION LEFT

214
00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:24,624
IS THE ONE THAT I NEED
TO MAKE WITH MYSELF--

215
00:10:24,665 --> 00:10:28,878
TO STOP RUNNING
ONCE AND FOR ALL.

216
00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:32,048
I MEAN, I KNOW WHO
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WITH.

217
00:10:32,090 --> 00:10:34,050
I'VE ALWAYS KNOWN.
REALLY?

218
00:10:34,092 --> 00:10:35,302
YEAH, BUT THEN
THE FEAR TAKES OVER,

219
00:10:35,343 --> 00:10:37,262
THE FREE-FLOATING,
ANXIETY-RIDDEN FEAR

220
00:10:37,304 --> 00:10:39,180
IN THE PIT OF MY STOMACH
THAT MAKES ME RUN.

221
00:10:39,222 --> 00:10:43,768
JEN, I AM COMPLETELY
COMFORTABLE RUNNING.

222
00:10:43,810 --> 00:10:46,396
I REALLY DON'T KNOW
ANY OTHER WAY.

223
00:10:46,438 --> 00:10:48,898
MAYBE I CAN HELP.

224
00:10:48,940 --> 00:10:50,775
(CLEARS THROAT)

225
00:10:52,277 --> 00:10:54,737
WHAT IF I DEMAND THAT
YOU MAKE THAT DECISION?

226
00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,406
NO MORE RUNNING.

227
00:10:56,448 --> 00:10:59,826
I'M GOING TO MAKE IT
MY DYING WISH.

228
00:10:59,867 --> 00:11:02,870
MY DEATH WILL SERVE
A GREATER PURPOSE.

229
00:11:02,912 --> 00:11:05,206
IT'S YOUR
ULTIMATE MOTIVATOR.

230
00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:08,668
JEN.

231
00:11:08,709 --> 00:11:09,794
HEY.

232
00:11:09,836 --> 00:11:11,087
JUST FOR THE RECORD HERE,

233
00:11:11,129 --> 00:11:12,671
BECAUSE I FEEL
LIKE I'M A LITTLE BIT

234
00:11:12,713 --> 00:11:14,341
OUT OF THE LOOP ON THIS,

235
00:11:14,382 --> 00:11:15,925
WHO IS IT THAT
YOU'VE ALWAYS KNOWN

236
00:11:15,967 --> 00:11:16,926
THAT YOU WERE
MEANT TO BE WITH?

237
00:11:16,968 --> 00:11:19,262
IS IT COLBY
OR IS IT PETEY?

238
00:11:19,304 --> 00:11:20,805
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
IT--

239
00:11:22,890 --> 00:11:23,891
HEY, JO.

240
00:11:23,933 --> 00:11:25,435
I'M COME
TO KIDNAP JEN,

241
00:11:25,477 --> 00:11:26,685
THAT IS
IF YOU'RE READY.

242
00:11:26,727 --> 00:11:28,146
READY AND WAITING.

243
00:11:29,981 --> 00:11:32,066
Jen: GET ME
OUT OF THIS BED.

244
00:11:43,286 --> 00:11:45,288
IT'S BEAUTIFUL TODAY,
ISN'T IT?

245
00:11:47,748 --> 00:11:48,916
MMM.

246
00:11:48,958 --> 00:11:51,127
HOW THE SUN JUST AFFECTS
EVERY BREATHING THING.

247
00:11:51,169 --> 00:11:53,963
I MEAN, YOU CAN
REALLY SEE IT.

248
00:11:54,005 --> 00:11:56,299
OK, MRS. DALLOWAY.

249
00:11:56,341 --> 00:11:57,967
(LAUGHS)

250
00:11:58,009 --> 00:12:00,428
THANK GOD,
YOUR HUMOR HAS RETURNED.

251
00:12:03,097 --> 00:12:05,766
SURE YOU WANT
TO DO THIS?

252
00:12:05,808 --> 00:12:06,976
ABSOLUTELY.

253
00:12:07,018 --> 00:12:09,312
(CLEARS THROAT)

254
00:12:09,354 --> 00:12:10,855
YOU?

255
00:12:10,897 --> 00:12:12,731
100% SURE...

256
00:12:12,773 --> 00:12:14,401
I DON'T,

257
00:12:14,442 --> 00:12:18,029
BUT I DON'T THINK
YOU'RE GONNA LET ME
OUT OF IT, SO...

258
00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:20,365
I'LL BE QUICK.
I PROMISE.

259
00:12:24,285 --> 00:12:26,079
LET'S DO THIS THING.
YOU CAN TURN IT ON.

260
00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:27,788
(BEEPS)

261
00:12:28,998 --> 00:12:31,000
HI, AMY, IT'S MOM.

262
00:12:33,378 --> 00:12:37,924
WELL, BY THE TIME
YOU SEE THIS,

263
00:12:37,965 --> 00:12:40,427
I WON'T BE HERE ANYMORE,

264
00:12:40,468 --> 00:12:42,429
AND I KNOW
HOW MUCH THAT SUCKS

265
00:12:42,470 --> 00:12:45,139
FOR BOTH OF US.

266
00:12:45,181 --> 00:12:46,891
SO SEEING AS HOW
I WON'T BE AROUND

267
00:12:46,933 --> 00:12:48,435
TO THOROUGHLY ANNOY YOU,

268
00:12:48,476 --> 00:12:51,438
I THOUGHT I WOULD
GIVE YOU A LITTLE LIST

269
00:12:51,479 --> 00:12:53,856
OF THE THINGS
THAT I WISH FOR YOU.

270
00:12:55,567 --> 00:12:58,194
(SIGHS)

271
00:12:58,236 --> 00:13:01,155
WELL, THERE'S THE OBVIOUS.

272
00:13:01,197 --> 00:13:03,866
AN EDUCATION,

273
00:13:03,908 --> 00:13:07,161
FAMILY, FRIENDS,

274
00:13:07,203 --> 00:13:11,790
AND A LIFE THAT IS
FULL OF THE UNEXPECTED.

275
00:13:11,832 --> 00:13:14,544
BE SURE TO MAKE MISTAKES.

276
00:13:14,586 --> 00:13:17,255
MAKE A LOT OF THEM,

277
00:13:17,297 --> 00:13:19,048
BECAUSE
THERE'S NO BETTER WAY

278
00:13:19,090 --> 00:13:21,342
TO LEARN AND TO GROW,
ALL RIGHT?

279
00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:23,553
AND, UM,

280
00:13:23,595 --> 00:13:26,556
I WANT YOU TO SPEND
A LOT OF TIME AT THE OCEAN,

281
00:13:26,598 --> 00:13:29,100
BECAUSE THE OCEAN
FORCES YOU TO DREAM,

282
00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:33,271
AND I INSIST THAT YOU,
MY GIRL, BE A DREAMER.

283
00:13:34,939 --> 00:13:36,107
GOD.

284
00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:44,240
I'VE NEVER REALLY
BELIEVED IN GOD.

285
00:13:44,282 --> 00:13:46,367
IN FACT, I'VE SPENT
A LOT OF TIME AND ENERGY

286
00:13:46,409 --> 00:13:50,037
TRYING TO DISPROVE
THAT GOD EXISTS,

287
00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:55,293
BUT I HOPE THAT YOU ARE
ABLE TO BELIEVE IN GOD,

288
00:13:55,335 --> 00:14:00,381
BECAUSE THE THING THAT I'VE
COME TO REALIZE, SWEETHEART,

289
00:14:00,423 --> 00:14:02,008
IS THAT
IT JUST DOESN'T MATTER

290
00:14:02,049 --> 00:14:04,010
IF GOD EXISTS OR NOT.

291
00:14:04,051 --> 00:14:08,431
THE IMPORTANT THING
IS FOR YOU TO BELIEVE
IN SOMETHING,

292
00:14:08,473 --> 00:14:10,475
BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU

293
00:14:10,517 --> 00:14:12,977
THAT THAT BELIEF
WILL KEEP YOU WARM AT NIGHT,

294
00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:16,939
AND I WANT YOU
TO FEEL SAFE ALWAYS,

295
00:14:16,981 --> 00:14:20,401
AND THEN THERE'S LOVE.

296
00:14:20,443 --> 00:14:25,948
I WANT YOU TO LOVE
TO THE TIPS OF YOUR FINGERS,

297
00:14:25,990 --> 00:14:27,992
AND WHEN YOU FIND THAT LOVE,

298
00:14:28,034 --> 00:14:30,328
WHEREVER YOU FIND IT,

299
00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:32,413
WHOEVER YOU CHOOSE,

300
00:14:32,455 --> 00:14:35,875
DON'T RUN AWAY FROM IT,

301
00:14:35,916 --> 00:14:39,629
BUT YOU DON'T HAVE
TO CHASE AFTER IT EITHER.

302
00:14:39,671 --> 00:14:41,297
YOU JUST BE PATIENT,

303
00:14:41,339 --> 00:14:44,425
AND IT'LL COME TO YOU,
I PROMISE,

304
00:14:44,467 --> 00:14:48,429
AND WHEN YOU
LEAST EXPECT IT,

305
00:14:48,471 --> 00:14:50,931
LIKE YOU,

306
00:14:50,973 --> 00:14:55,102
LIKE SPENDING
THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE

307
00:14:55,144 --> 00:14:59,982
WITH THE SWEETEST
AND THE SMARTEST

308
00:15:00,024 --> 00:15:05,446
AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL
BABY GIRL IN THE WORLD.

309
00:15:05,488 --> 00:15:08,658
YOU DON'T BE AFRAID,
SWEETHEART,

310
00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:10,993
AND REMEMBER,

311
00:15:11,035 --> 00:15:14,038
TO LOVE IS TO LIVE.

312
00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:23,339
DAWSON STILL DOESN'T KNOW
I BORROWED THIS.

313
00:15:23,381 --> 00:15:24,674
YOU MEAN STOLE?

314
00:15:24,716 --> 00:15:26,676
NO, I MEAN BORROWED.

315
00:15:26,718 --> 00:15:28,219
YOU DON'T STEAL
FROM FRIENDS.

316
00:15:30,221 --> 00:15:32,265
WHEN DID YOU
BORROW THIS?

317
00:15:32,306 --> 00:15:34,267
UH, IN 1998,
RIGHT AFTER HE SHOT IT.

318
00:15:34,308 --> 00:15:35,602
OH. HA HA.

319
00:15:35,643 --> 00:15:37,562
(SLOW-TEMPO
ROCK BALLAD PLAYING)

320
00:15:49,407 --> 00:15:51,409
(LAUGHS)

321
00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:08,593
OH, GOD,
WE'RE SO GAWKY.

322
00:16:08,635 --> 00:16:10,094
WELL...

323
00:16:10,136 --> 00:16:11,095
YOU ANYWAY.

324
00:16:11,137 --> 00:16:12,263
YEAH.

325
00:16:23,775 --> 00:16:26,068
Jen: SUCH
A LONG TIME AGO.

326
00:16:27,779 --> 00:16:29,071
(SIGHS)

327
00:16:29,113 --> 00:16:30,406
YES, IT WAS.

328
00:16:33,117 --> 00:16:35,035
I RECOGNIZE
A JOEY TRANCE
WHEN I SEE IT.

329
00:16:35,077 --> 00:16:36,203
(LAUGHS)

330
00:16:37,664 --> 00:16:39,749
IT IS DEFINITELY NICE
TO HAVE HER BACK
AROUND AGAIN.

331
00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:42,209
DO YOU FEEL THE SPARKS?

332
00:16:44,629 --> 00:16:46,422
WELL, YOU CAN NEVER
REALLY DENY THE SPARKS

333
00:16:46,464 --> 00:16:49,258
BETWEEN THE TWO OF US.

334
00:16:49,300 --> 00:16:51,552
WHEN SHE'S AROUND,
I JUST FEEL MORE...

335
00:16:53,429 --> 00:16:54,430
I FEEL MORE ALIVE.

336
00:16:54,472 --> 00:16:55,682
(LAUGHS)

337
00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:59,519
I THINK PEOPLE UNDERESTIMATE
HOW IMPORTANT THAT IS.

338
00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:03,105
I THINK THEY
OVERESTIMATE IT, TOO.

339
00:17:03,147 --> 00:17:04,106
I MEAN, AS MUCH
AS YOU WANT TO,

340
00:17:04,148 --> 00:17:05,274
YOU CAN'T RELY
ON SOMEONE ELSE

341
00:17:05,316 --> 00:17:08,027
TO MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE.

342
00:17:08,068 --> 00:17:09,487
IT'S AN INSIDE JOB.

343
00:17:11,197 --> 00:17:12,323
TRUE.

344
00:17:13,825 --> 00:17:15,117
(SIGHS)

345
00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:17,161
SO DO YOU PLAN
ON BORROWING HER

346
00:17:17,203 --> 00:17:18,663
OR STEALING HER
FROM YOUR BEST FRIEND?

347
00:17:21,457 --> 00:17:24,126
WELL, I'M HOPING THAT
IT'S A LITTLE DIFFERENT NOW,

348
00:17:24,168 --> 00:17:25,670
AND MAYBE
WE'VE MOVED BEYOND THAT.

349
00:17:25,712 --> 00:17:29,632
I JUST WANT THE 3 OF YOU
TO STAY FRIENDS,

350
00:17:29,674 --> 00:17:31,300
AND I HOPE
YOU STAY IN TOUCH.

351
00:17:31,342 --> 00:17:35,137
NEVER FORGET WHAT
YOU MEAN TO EACH OTHER

352
00:17:35,179 --> 00:17:40,226
AND THE EFFECT
THAT YOU'VE HAD ON
EACH OTHER'S LIVES.

353
00:17:40,267 --> 00:17:42,812
SO FRIENDSHIP CAN
REALLY NEVER BE OVER
OR UNDERESTIMATED.

354
00:17:42,854 --> 00:17:44,689
(BREATHES DEEPLY,
SNORTS)

355
00:17:49,276 --> 00:17:51,320
OH, GOD, I HATE THIS.

356
00:17:51,362 --> 00:17:54,323
I'M SO ANGRY.

357
00:17:54,365 --> 00:17:55,700
I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS.
I DON'T WANT TO...

358
00:17:57,368 --> 00:17:58,327
DIE. I HATE THIS.

359
00:17:58,369 --> 00:18:00,079
REMIND ME
TO NEVER DO IT AGAIN.

360
00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:03,499
IT'S NOT FUNNY.

361
00:18:03,541 --> 00:18:05,209
I'M LOSING MY SENSE
OF HUMOR HERE, PACE.

362
00:18:05,251 --> 00:18:06,335
I DON'T WANT
TO LEAVE MY DAUGHTER.

363
00:18:06,377 --> 00:18:08,337
I DON'T WANT
TO LEAVE HER ALONE.

364
00:18:08,379 --> 00:18:10,214
WE WILL NOT LEAVE
YOUR DAUGHTER ALONE.

365
00:18:10,256 --> 00:18:11,298
I PROMISE YOU THAT.

366
00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:13,342
SATURDAY NIGHT
HAS ME AND AMY'S NAME

367
00:18:13,384 --> 00:18:14,677
WRITTEN ALL OVER IT, OK?

368
00:18:14,719 --> 00:18:16,345
WE WILL TAKE CARE
OF YOUR BABY.

369
00:18:16,387 --> 00:18:18,848
I PROMISE YOU.

370
00:18:18,890 --> 00:18:20,391
OH, MY GOD.

371
00:18:33,279 --> 00:18:34,280
(WHISPERING) Hey.

372
00:18:34,321 --> 00:18:35,322
HEY.

373
00:18:35,364 --> 00:18:36,574
HOW'D IT GO?

374
00:18:38,701 --> 00:18:42,246
WELL, YOU KNOW THAT LIST
OF HARDEST THINGS
TO LIVE THROUGH?

375
00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:44,707
YOU JUST
GOT BUMPED AGAIN.

376
00:18:44,749 --> 00:18:46,876
AH.

377
00:18:46,918 --> 00:18:48,252
I'M SO
OUT OF TOUCH, JO.

378
00:18:48,294 --> 00:18:50,671
I'VE...

379
00:18:50,713 --> 00:18:52,130
I'VE WASTED
SO MUCH TIME

380
00:18:52,172 --> 00:18:53,758
LIVING IN MY LITTLE
HOLLYWOOD BUBBLE.

381
00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:56,844
EVEN NOW,
MY MIND'S ON MY WORK.

382
00:18:56,886 --> 00:18:59,555
I HATE TO ADMIT THAT.

383
00:18:59,597 --> 00:19:01,348
SHOW'S CALLING
EVERY 5 SECONDS.

384
00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:03,142
THE NETWORK
WANTS A SCRIPT,

385
00:19:03,183 --> 00:19:04,435
WHICH I HAVEN'T
FINISHED YET,

386
00:19:04,477 --> 00:19:05,728
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW.
I DON'T HAVE AN ENDING.

387
00:19:05,770 --> 00:19:07,396
I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT
ENOUGH TO WRITE ONE.

388
00:19:07,438 --> 00:19:10,357
DAWSON, THIS IS A TIME
OF EXTREME STRESS.

389
00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:12,276
IT'S NOT JUST THAT.

390
00:19:12,318 --> 00:19:14,153
WHEN I SAW JEN
FOR THE FIRST TIME

391
00:19:14,194 --> 00:19:16,823
THE OTHER DAY WITH AMY,

392
00:19:16,864 --> 00:19:19,408
MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS,
"WHEN DID JEN HAVE A BABY?"

393
00:19:19,450 --> 00:19:22,578
I FORGOT JEN HAD A BABY.

394
00:19:22,620 --> 00:19:23,704
I FORGOT I KNEW THAT.

395
00:19:23,746 --> 00:19:25,581
WHAT--

396
00:19:25,623 --> 00:19:27,291
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

397
00:19:27,333 --> 00:19:29,752
YOU CANNOT FEEL GUILTY
ABOUT THAT, DAWSON.

398
00:19:29,794 --> 00:19:31,796
MY OFFICE IS CALLING
EVERY 5 SECONDS.

399
00:19:31,838 --> 00:19:32,797
IT'S--IT'S
CALLED LIFE,

400
00:19:32,839 --> 00:19:34,173
AND WE JUST
HAVE TO DEAL.

401
00:19:34,214 --> 00:19:36,383
DEAL WITH--
WITH WHAT, THOUGH?

402
00:19:36,425 --> 00:19:37,510
IT'S NOT SHAKESPEARE.

403
00:19:37,551 --> 00:19:39,720
I'M NOT WRITING
<i>SCHINDLER'S LIST.</i>

404
00:19:39,762 --> 00:19:40,763
I DON'T EVEN KNOW
WHY I CARE SO MUCH.

405
00:19:40,805 --> 00:19:41,889
I'M NO SPIELBERG.

406
00:19:41,931 --> 00:19:42,807
THE GUY WON'T EVEN
TAKE A MEETING WITH ME.

407
00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,600
WHY WOULD HE?
STOP IT.

408
00:19:44,642 --> 00:19:46,226
SHE'S DYING.

409
00:19:47,478 --> 00:19:49,313
JO, SHE'S GONNA DIE,
AND ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT

410
00:19:49,355 --> 00:19:52,608
IS SOME FRICKIN' ENDING
TO SOME STUPID TV SHOW.

411
00:19:52,650 --> 00:19:54,610
I KEEP THINKING THERE'S GONNA
BE TIME FOR THE REST OF IT,

412
00:19:54,652 --> 00:19:56,946
BUT IT--IT--IT RUNS OUT.

413
00:19:56,988 --> 00:19:58,572
YES, IT DOES.

414
00:19:58,614 --> 00:20:00,240
NOTHING IN MY LIFE
FEELS REAL ANYMORE.

415
00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:02,702
I'VE LOST TOUCH WITH
MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS,

416
00:20:02,743 --> 00:20:04,620
YOU...

417
00:20:04,662 --> 00:20:06,246
AND YOU AND ME TOGETHER
IS THE ONLY THING

418
00:20:06,288 --> 00:20:07,247
THAT EVER MADE SENSE TO ME,

419
00:20:07,289 --> 00:20:08,499
AND I FORGOT THAT...

420
00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:11,961
UNTIL I SAW YOU,

421
00:20:12,003 --> 00:20:14,421
AND THEN IT CAME BACK,
WHAT WE WERE,

422
00:20:14,463 --> 00:20:15,840
AND WE'RE NOT
EVEN TOGETHER.

423
00:20:15,882 --> 00:20:18,216
DO YOU NOT WATCH
<i>THE CREEK?</i>

424
00:20:18,258 --> 00:20:21,470
WE'RE TOGETHER EVERY
WEDNESDAY AT 8:00.

425
00:20:21,512 --> 00:20:23,597
DAWSON, YOU WROTE
A SHOW ABOUT US.

426
00:20:23,639 --> 00:20:25,474
AND THAT'S THE PROBLEM.

427
00:20:25,516 --> 00:20:27,560
I'VE TURNED MY ENTIRE LIFE
INTO FICTION.

428
00:20:27,601 --> 00:20:29,436
IT'S NOT EVEN REAL LIFE
THAT I'M LIVING ANYMORE.

429
00:20:29,478 --> 00:20:31,689
IT IS REAL,

430
00:20:31,731 --> 00:20:33,315
IN THE BEST WAY
POSSIBLE.

431
00:20:33,357 --> 00:20:35,484
DAWSON, DO YOU KNOW
HOW LUCKY YOU ARE?

432
00:20:35,526 --> 00:20:38,821
YOU'RE A WRITER.

433
00:20:38,863 --> 00:20:41,574
YOU GET
TO LIVE LIFE TWICE.

434
00:20:41,615 --> 00:20:43,701
WHO ELSE
CAN DO THAT?

435
00:20:46,704 --> 00:20:49,874
I LIKE THIS ONE.

436
00:20:49,916 --> 00:20:51,333
DEFINITELY AN "A."

437
00:20:59,425 --> 00:21:01,385
OH, YEAH.

438
00:21:01,427 --> 00:21:03,303
I THOUGHT IT WAS
A LITTLE PEDESTRIAN,

439
00:21:03,345 --> 00:21:04,805
RUSHED.

440
00:21:04,847 --> 00:21:07,265
I THINK, UH,
CYNTHIA HERE

441
00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:08,851
IS CAPABLE
OF MUCH MORE.

442
00:21:08,893 --> 00:21:09,894
OH, GOSH.

443
00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:11,395
WELL, WE'RE ALL CAPABLE
OF MORE, JACK.

444
00:21:11,437 --> 00:21:12,939
(LAUGHS)

445
00:21:12,980 --> 00:21:14,023
HEY, WANNA SIT?

446
00:21:14,065 --> 00:21:15,357
WANNA GO
IN YOUR CHAIR?

447
00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:16,692
(WHISPERING)
Yeah, thanks.

448
00:21:16,734 --> 00:21:17,902
HEY.

449
00:21:22,073 --> 00:21:23,532
WANNA GO IN YOUR THINGY?

450
00:21:23,574 --> 00:21:24,742
HERE.

451
00:21:27,578 --> 00:21:29,663
Amy: MAMA.

452
00:21:29,705 --> 00:21:31,958
OHH.

453
00:21:31,999 --> 00:21:33,584
SPEAKING
OF CAPABILITY...

454
00:21:35,753 --> 00:21:38,798
CAN I BRING UP
THE AS YET UNSPOKEN
SUBJECT OF AMY HERE?

455
00:21:38,839 --> 00:21:41,383
BAD SEGUE, ENGLISH TEACHER.

456
00:21:41,425 --> 00:21:42,593
I THINK YOU CAN DO BETTER.

457
00:21:42,635 --> 00:21:44,637
JEN, COME ON.
THIS IS TOUGH.

458
00:21:44,678 --> 00:21:47,765
I DON'T WANT YOU
TO FEEL PRESSURE, JACK.

459
00:21:47,807 --> 00:21:49,600
I AM HER GODFATHER.

460
00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:54,563
I THINK THAT WHEN
MOST PEOPLE SIGN UP
FOR GODPARENT DUTIES,

461
00:21:54,605 --> 00:21:57,858
THEY DON'T IMAGINE THAT
IT COULD EVER EXTEND
BEYOND A FEW BABYSITS.

462
00:21:57,900 --> 00:22:00,694
JEN, I WANT HER.

463
00:22:00,736 --> 00:22:02,446
I WANT HER,

464
00:22:02,488 --> 00:22:06,700
BUT I DON'T KNOW
WHAT YOU AND GRAMS
HAVE DISCUSSED.

465
00:22:07,994 --> 00:22:10,454
GRAMS IS AWARE
OF THE REALITY
OF THE SITUATION,

466
00:22:10,496 --> 00:22:12,372
WITH HER HEALTH
AND ALL...

467
00:22:14,083 --> 00:22:16,919
AND WE BOTH THINK
THAT YOU WOULD MAKE
AN EXCELLENT FATHER.

468
00:22:19,546 --> 00:22:21,048
ONE REQUEST.

469
00:22:23,009 --> 00:22:27,345
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP AMY
FIND A PLACE TO BE?

470
00:22:27,387 --> 00:22:31,100
I FEEL LIKE I NEVER
REALLY QUITE FIT.

471
00:22:31,142 --> 00:22:35,479
WHICH IS
WHY WE'RE US.

472
00:22:35,521 --> 00:22:37,397
I KNOW.

473
00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:39,942
I MEAN, FROM THE SECOND

474
00:22:39,984 --> 00:22:41,902
THAT I STEPPED
OUT OF THAT CAB

475
00:22:41,944 --> 00:22:42,903
AND ONTO THE CREEK,

476
00:22:42,945 --> 00:22:46,115
I--I WAS THE INSTIGATOR,
YOU KNOW?

477
00:22:46,157 --> 00:22:48,617
GIRL WHO CAUSED PROBLEMS
AND ROCKED THE CREEK

478
00:22:48,659 --> 00:22:52,370
AND UPSET THE DELICATE
EMOTIONAL BALANCE
OF CAPESIDE,

479
00:22:52,412 --> 00:22:56,625
AND--AND I DON'T WANT AMY
TO BE THAT PERSON.

480
00:22:58,836 --> 00:23:01,547
I WANT HER TO BELONG.

481
00:23:01,588 --> 00:23:03,549
I FEEL LIKE
I NEVER REALLY DID.

482
00:23:03,590 --> 00:23:05,176
JEN, YOU BELONG.

483
00:23:10,181 --> 00:23:12,432
YOU BELONG TO ME.

484
00:23:14,852 --> 00:23:16,520
DON'T YOU GET IT?

485
00:23:16,562 --> 00:23:18,647
(SNIFFLES)

486
00:23:18,689 --> 00:23:20,900
YOU'RE MY SOULMATE.

487
00:23:29,116 --> 00:23:32,410
AMY'S GONNA KNOW LOVE.

488
00:23:32,452 --> 00:23:33,829
EVERY DAY OF HER LIFE,
SHE IS GONNA KNOW

489
00:23:33,871 --> 00:23:35,873
HOW MUCH
HER MOTHER LOVED HER.

490
00:23:37,083 --> 00:23:38,667
I'M GONNA SEE TO THAT.

491
00:23:40,544 --> 00:23:41,628
OK?

492
00:24:15,246 --> 00:24:16,538
(BABY TALK)

493
00:26:31,757 --> 00:26:34,885
I'LL SEE YOU SOON, CHILD.

494
00:26:39,223 --> 00:26:40,307
SOON.

495
00:27:43,329 --> 00:27:44,746
YOU SHOULD
GO TALK TO HIM.

496
00:27:47,249 --> 00:27:49,835
(CLEARS THROAT)
NOW'S NOT THE TIME.

497
00:27:49,876 --> 00:27:52,379
OK, FAIR ENOUGH.

498
00:27:52,421 --> 00:27:55,715
JUST REMEMBER
THAT SAYING'S
NOT WORTH MUCH TODAY.

499
00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:22,784
Pacey: HEY.

500
00:28:22,826 --> 00:28:25,371
HEY. I'M LOOKING
FOR SOME SERVING SPOONS.

501
00:28:25,412 --> 00:28:27,998
THEY'RE IN THE BIN
AT THE END.

502
00:28:30,292 --> 00:28:32,252
WELL, HOW YOU DOING?

503
00:28:32,294 --> 00:28:33,420
YOU OK?

504
00:28:33,462 --> 00:28:35,130
YEAH.

505
00:28:35,172 --> 00:28:38,800
YEAH,
I REALLY AM OK.

506
00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:42,304
WHAT'S GOING ON
IN THAT HEAD OF YOURS?

507
00:28:46,850 --> 00:28:47,976
YOU'RE OFF THE HOOK.

508
00:28:48,018 --> 00:28:50,354
WHAT?

509
00:28:50,396 --> 00:28:52,814
YOU'RE OFF THE HOOK.

510
00:28:52,856 --> 00:28:55,442
I'VE NEVER REALLY
PUT MUCH FAITH
IN ALL THAT

511
00:28:55,484 --> 00:28:57,319
"IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE,
SET THEM FREE" CRAP,

512
00:28:57,361 --> 00:28:59,279
AS EVIDENCED BY EVERYTHING
I'VE DONE IN MY LIFE

513
00:28:59,321 --> 00:29:00,406
UP TO THIS VERY MOMENT,

514
00:29:00,447 --> 00:29:04,951
BUT I AM DETERMINED
TO BE HAPPY, JOEY.

515
00:29:04,993 --> 00:29:07,287
HAPPY IN THIS LIFE.

516
00:29:07,329 --> 00:29:10,499
AND I LOVE YOU.
I MEAN, I ALWAYS--

517
00:29:10,541 --> 00:29:14,044
I HAVE ALWAYS,
ALWAYS LOVED YOU.

518
00:29:14,086 --> 00:29:17,214
BUT OUR TIMING HAS
JUST NEVER BEEN RIGHT.

519
00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:20,092
AND THE WAY I FIGURE IT,
TIME IS NO MAN'S FRIEND.

520
00:29:20,133 --> 00:29:21,218
SO I HAVE
TO GET RIGHT WITH THAT

521
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:22,928
AND BE HAPPY NOW.

522
00:29:22,969 --> 00:29:24,179
BECAUSE THIS IS IT.

523
00:29:24,221 --> 00:29:26,432
I MEAN, THIS
IS ALL THAT WE GET.

524
00:29:26,473 --> 00:29:27,807
IF THERE'S ONE THING
I'VE LEARNED
FROM LOSING JEN,

525
00:29:27,849 --> 00:29:28,975
THAT'S
WHAT I'VE LEARNED.

526
00:29:29,017 --> 00:29:30,102
PACEY, I--

527
00:29:30,143 --> 00:29:31,853
ACTUALLY, UM, HOLD ON.
I'M NOT DONE YET.

528
00:29:31,895 --> 00:29:34,565
BECAUSE I ALSO WANT
FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY.

529
00:29:36,108 --> 00:29:37,901
IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT
FOR ME THAT YOU BE HAPPY.

530
00:29:37,943 --> 00:29:39,778
SO I WANT YOU
TO BE WITH SOMEONE,

531
00:29:39,819 --> 00:29:41,947
WHETHER IT BE DAWSON
OR NEW YORK GUY

532
00:29:41,988 --> 00:29:43,532
OR SOME MAN THAT YOU
HAVEN'T EVEN MET YET,

533
00:29:43,574 --> 00:29:47,202
BUT I WANT YOU
TO BE WITH SOMEONE

534
00:29:47,244 --> 00:29:48,786
WHO CAN BE
A PART OF THE LIFE

535
00:29:48,828 --> 00:29:51,457
THAT YOU WANT
FOR YOURSELF.

536
00:29:51,498 --> 00:29:52,958
I WANT YOU
TO BE WITH SOMEONE
WHO MAKES YOU FEEL

537
00:29:52,999 --> 00:29:54,834
LIKE I FEEL
WHEN I'M WITH YOU.

538
00:29:54,876 --> 00:29:58,922
SO, I GUESS
THE POINT TO THIS
LONG, RUN-ON SENTENCE

539
00:29:58,964 --> 00:30:03,051
THAT'S BEEN THE LAST
10 YEARS OF OUR LIVES

540
00:30:03,093 --> 00:30:05,971
IS JUST THAT THE SIMPLE ACT
OF BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU

541
00:30:06,012 --> 00:30:07,431
IS ENOUGH FOR ME.

542
00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:12,394
SO YOU'RE
OFF THE HOOK.

543
00:30:17,149 --> 00:30:18,567
YOU KNOW,
FOR THE RECORD, I--

544
00:30:18,609 --> 00:30:20,402
(SNIFFLES)

545
00:30:20,444 --> 00:30:22,571
I DON'T WANT
TO BE LET OFF THE HOOK.

546
00:30:24,239 --> 00:30:25,991
BECAUSE EVERYTHING
IN MY LIFE

547
00:30:26,032 --> 00:30:30,496
THAT I'VE DONE
HAS LED ME HERE,

548
00:30:30,537 --> 00:30:31,830
RIGHT NOW,

549
00:30:31,871 --> 00:30:34,916
AND THE LAST THING
I WANT, NEED, OR DESERVE

550
00:30:34,958 --> 00:30:37,169
IS TO BE LET OFF
SOMEBODY'S HOOK.

551
00:30:37,210 --> 00:30:38,253
PLEASE DON'T MISS
MY POINT HERE 'CAUSE--

552
00:30:38,295 --> 00:30:40,297
AND DON'T MISS MINE.

553
00:30:40,339 --> 00:30:42,591
PACEY...

554
00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:46,261
I LOVE YOU.

555
00:30:46,303 --> 00:30:47,887
YOU KNOW THAT.

556
00:30:49,473 --> 00:30:52,309
AND IT'S VERY REAL.

557
00:30:52,351 --> 00:30:55,103
IT'S SO REAL
THAT IT'S KEPT ME MOVING,

558
00:30:55,145 --> 00:31:00,317
MOSTLY RUNNING FROM IT,
NEVER READY FOR IT.

559
00:31:02,152 --> 00:31:05,863
AND I LOVE DAWSON.

560
00:31:05,905 --> 00:31:09,242
HE'S MY SOUL MATE.

561
00:31:09,284 --> 00:31:12,870
HE'S TIED TO MY CHILDHOOD,
AND IT'S A LOVE

562
00:31:12,912 --> 00:31:15,541
THAT IS PURE
AND ETERNALLY INNOCENT.

563
00:31:18,460 --> 00:31:20,962
I CAN'T BE
LET OFF THE HOOK

564
00:31:21,004 --> 00:31:22,464
BECAUSE I MIGHT
JUST GET THE NOTION

565
00:31:22,506 --> 00:31:24,508
THAT IT'S OK
TO KEEP RUNNING.

566
00:31:27,302 --> 00:31:31,515
SO THEN WHAT EXACTLY
ARE YOU SAYING HERE?

567
00:31:31,557 --> 00:31:33,308
OH, PACEY,
THERE YOU ARE.

568
00:31:33,350 --> 00:31:35,352
UM, WE NEED PLATES.

569
00:31:37,062 --> 00:31:38,397
YOU ARE SO SWEET

570
00:31:38,438 --> 00:31:40,148
TO OPEN UP
YOUR PLACE LIKE THIS.

571
00:31:40,190 --> 00:31:43,193
I LOVE YOU BOTH.

572
00:31:45,529 --> 00:31:46,613
OK, UH...

573
00:31:46,655 --> 00:31:49,032
I THINK YOU WERE
MAYBE JUST ABOUT

574
00:31:49,074 --> 00:31:51,159
TO SAY SOMETHING
REALLY IMPORTANT.

575
00:31:51,201 --> 00:31:55,163
PACEY...

576
00:31:55,205 --> 00:31:57,040
I REALIZE--

577
00:31:57,082 --> 00:32:00,001
JOEY, GIVE ME A HAND.

578
00:32:00,043 --> 00:32:03,088
HERE, GRAB THIS TRAY.
HERE.

579
00:32:03,129 --> 00:32:06,216
HOW YOU DOING, PACEY?

580
00:32:06,258 --> 00:32:08,176
I'M GOOD, BESS.
I'M GOOD, THANKS.

581
00:32:25,985 --> 00:32:27,738
GRAMS SAID
YOU WERE HERE.

582
00:32:30,990 --> 00:32:32,284
JUST THINKING?

583
00:32:32,325 --> 00:32:35,704
CAPESIDE'S
FAVORITE PASTIME.

584
00:32:40,083 --> 00:32:42,628
WHAT ABOUT?

585
00:32:42,669 --> 00:32:44,254
MOVING.

586
00:32:46,005 --> 00:32:48,216
MOVING?

587
00:32:48,258 --> 00:32:49,342
WHERE?

588
00:32:49,384 --> 00:32:55,056
I DON'T KNOW.
BOSTON, NEW YORK.

589
00:32:55,098 --> 00:32:58,393
WHY?

590
00:32:58,435 --> 00:32:59,603
AMY.

591
00:33:01,605 --> 00:33:02,731
JACK, YOU CAN'T DO THAT.

592
00:33:02,773 --> 00:33:04,983
YES, I CAN.

593
00:33:05,024 --> 00:33:07,110
HOW MANY GAY PARENTS
DO YOU KNOW IN CAPESIDE?

594
00:33:07,152 --> 00:33:09,070
SO?

595
00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:10,238
HOW MANY GAY TEACHERS
WERE THERE

596
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:13,241
BEFORE YOU CAME BACK?

597
00:33:13,283 --> 00:33:15,285
HOW MANY GAY SHERIFFS
ARE THERE, FOR THAT MATTER?

598
00:33:15,327 --> 00:33:17,621
LAST TIME
I CHECKED? NONE.

599
00:33:21,207 --> 00:33:24,628
I'M TIRED
OF BEING FIRST, DOUG.

600
00:33:24,670 --> 00:33:27,589
HALF MY LIFE HAS BEEN
ABOUT REEDUCATING
THIS COMMUNITY.

601
00:33:27,631 --> 00:33:28,841
WHAT DO I
HAVE TO SHOW FOR IT?

602
00:33:28,882 --> 00:33:32,427
YOU THINK THERE ARE PRIZES
FOR INSPIRING PEOPLE?

603
00:33:32,469 --> 00:33:34,304
I DON'T
WANT TO INSPIRE
PEOPLE ANYMORE.

604
00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:36,431
ALL I WANT
TO DO IS GIVE AMY
A NORMAL EXISTENCE.

605
00:33:36,473 --> 00:33:37,683
SHE'S NOT GONNA
GET THAT HERE.

606
00:33:37,724 --> 00:33:41,144
SHE'S GONNA HAVE
THE SAME CHILDHOOD
THAT I DID.

607
00:33:41,186 --> 00:33:42,604
ONLY INSTEAD OF
BEING THE ONLY GAY KID,

608
00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:45,106
SHE'S GONNA
BE THE ONLY KID
WITH A GAY PARENT.

609
00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:47,317
I DON'T WANT THAT.

610
00:33:47,359 --> 00:33:48,360
YOU'RE GONNA
BE A GAY PARENT

611
00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:50,111
NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE.

612
00:33:50,153 --> 00:33:54,115
AND, YEAH, AMY IS
GONNA FACE REJECTION.

613
00:33:54,157 --> 00:33:56,201
THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS
TO BE A TEENAGER.

614
00:33:56,242 --> 00:34:00,121
I JUST WANT TO BE
A GOOD PARENT, DOUG.

615
00:34:00,163 --> 00:34:01,456
I HAVE TO BE.

616
00:34:01,498 --> 00:34:04,626
HEY...

617
00:34:04,668 --> 00:34:07,170
JACK...

618
00:34:07,212 --> 00:34:09,798
BEING A GOOD PARENT
MEANS KNOWING

619
00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:14,344
THAT YOUR CHILD
IS BOUND TO FALL DOWN.

620
00:34:14,386 --> 00:34:16,513
YOU JUST
HAVE TO SHOW 'EM
HOW TO GET BACK UP.

621
00:34:16,555 --> 00:34:18,139
(LAUGHS)

622
00:34:18,181 --> 00:34:21,058
WHAT DO YOU KNOW
ABOUT PARENTING?

623
00:34:21,100 --> 00:34:24,270
NOT MUCH.

624
00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:26,147
I'M HOPING
TO LEARN QUICKLY.

625
00:34:30,694 --> 00:34:33,071
THAT'S A SWEET GESTURE,
BUT, NO, THANK YOU.

626
00:34:33,112 --> 00:34:34,072
IT'S NOT A GESTURE.

627
00:34:34,113 --> 00:34:35,240
YES, IT IS.

628
00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:36,658
WITH EVERYTHING
THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH,

629
00:34:36,700 --> 00:34:38,326
I'LL BE DAMNED IF WE'RE
GONNA GET BACK TOGETHER

630
00:34:38,368 --> 00:34:41,078
OVER YOUR SENSE
OF OBLIGATION,

631
00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:42,163
OR WORSE, PITY.

632
00:34:42,205 --> 00:34:44,290
SCREW PITY.

633
00:34:46,543 --> 00:34:47,794
I LOVE YOU.

634
00:34:47,836 --> 00:34:52,549
I LOVE YOU, JACK.

635
00:34:52,591 --> 00:34:56,511
I LOVE THAT YOU'RE
THE BRAVEST PERSON
I KNOW...

636
00:34:56,553 --> 00:35:00,807
THE KINDEST.

637
00:35:00,849 --> 00:35:02,392
I LOVE THAT
NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO,

638
00:35:02,434 --> 00:35:04,895
YOUR LIFE
IS GONNA STAND OUT.

639
00:35:07,856 --> 00:35:11,109
I WANT TO STAND OUT
WITH YOU...

640
00:35:11,150 --> 00:35:13,528
AND YOUR DAUGHTER.

641
00:35:13,570 --> 00:35:15,405
(SIGHS)

642
00:35:15,447 --> 00:35:17,908
IF YOU'LL LET ME.

643
00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:27,751
UH...
WHAT?

644
00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:29,127
IT'S THE DUDLEYS.

645
00:35:29,168 --> 00:35:30,462
Jack: RIGHT THERE.

646
00:35:30,503 --> 00:35:34,132
EVENING,
MR. AND MRS. DUDLEY.

647
00:35:34,173 --> 00:35:36,676
I WAS JUST, UH...

648
00:35:36,718 --> 00:35:38,678
KISSING MY BOYFRIEND.

649
00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:40,722
THAT'S SWEET, DEAR.

650
00:35:44,851 --> 00:35:47,186
(BOTH LAUGHING)

651
00:35:52,442 --> 00:35:54,569
(BIRDS CHIRPING)

652
00:35:57,363 --> 00:35:59,449
(CAR DOOR OPENS)

653
00:36:33,566 --> 00:36:35,652
(CHILDREN LAUGHING)

654
00:36:43,660 --> 00:36:45,745
(GEESE HONKING)

655
00:36:57,966 --> 00:37:00,510
HEY.

656
00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:04,305
HOW YA DOING?

657
00:37:04,347 --> 00:37:07,851
SURVIVING. YOU?

658
00:37:13,356 --> 00:37:14,649
IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY.

659
00:37:14,691 --> 00:37:18,319
YEAH. (LAUGHS)

660
00:37:18,361 --> 00:37:20,488
ARE YOU WRITING?

661
00:37:20,530 --> 00:37:22,949
NO.

662
00:37:22,991 --> 00:37:25,284
THE CURSE OF
AN UNWRITTEN ENDING.

663
00:37:25,326 --> 00:37:28,496
OH.

664
00:37:28,538 --> 00:37:29,956
MAKE IT
A HAPPY ONE, PLEASE.

665
00:37:29,998 --> 00:37:32,542
I CAN'T TAKE
ANY MORE SAD ONES.

666
00:37:34,753 --> 00:37:37,380
STAY AWAY FROM THE LIFE
AND DEATH OF IT ALL.

667
00:37:39,298 --> 00:37:40,967
IT'S INTERESTING
HOW PEOPLE USE
THAT EXPRESSION.

668
00:37:41,009 --> 00:37:43,595
LIFE AND DEATH.

669
00:37:43,636 --> 00:37:45,471
AS IF TO IMPLY
THAT LIFE

670
00:37:45,513 --> 00:37:46,806
IS THE OPPOSITE
OF DEATH,

671
00:37:46,848 --> 00:37:49,976
BUT BIRTH IS
THE OPPOSITE OF DEATH.

672
00:37:50,018 --> 00:37:52,687
LIFE...

673
00:37:52,729 --> 00:37:55,065
HAS NO OPPOSITE.

674
00:37:58,401 --> 00:37:59,903
I NEVER THOUGHT
OF IT THAT WAY.

675
00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:02,822
WELL, LEAVE IT TO ME
TO OVERTHINK IT.

676
00:38:05,784 --> 00:38:07,911
YOU ARE THE WRITER.

677
00:38:09,746 --> 00:38:11,957
YEAH.

678
00:38:11,998 --> 00:38:13,374
THIS WRITER
HAS DECIDED

679
00:38:13,416 --> 00:38:16,836
IT DOESN'T MATTER
HOW IT ENDS...

680
00:38:16,878 --> 00:38:19,297
BECAUSE FICTION
IS FICTION,

681
00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:23,551
AND FOR THE FIRST TIME,
IN A LONG TIME,

682
00:38:23,593 --> 00:38:27,889
(SIGHS) MY LIFE IS REAL.

683
00:38:27,931 --> 00:38:30,934
IT DOESN'T MATTER
WHO ENDS UP WITH WHO.

684
00:38:33,061 --> 00:38:37,565
BECAUSE
IN SOME UNEARTHLY WAY,

685
00:38:37,607 --> 00:38:40,026
IT'S ALWAYS
GONNA BE YOU AND ME.

686
00:38:42,904 --> 00:38:44,572
SOUL MATES.

687
00:38:44,614 --> 00:38:48,868
WHAT WE HAVE GOES
BEYOND FRIENDSHIP,

688
00:38:48,910 --> 00:38:52,330
BEYOND LOVERS.

689
00:38:52,371 --> 00:38:54,373
IT'S FOREVER.

690
00:38:56,542 --> 00:38:58,503
(SOFTLY) YES, IT IS.

691
00:39:03,049 --> 00:39:04,801
I LOVE YOU, DAWSON.

692
00:39:04,843 --> 00:39:06,928
I LOVE YOU, TOO, JOEY.

693
00:39:09,973 --> 00:39:11,016
Lily: COME ON, ALEXANDER!

694
00:39:11,057 --> 00:39:12,892
COME ON!
ONLY A FEW MORE STEPS!

695
00:39:12,934 --> 00:39:14,978
YOU CAN DO IT!

696
00:39:17,939 --> 00:39:20,608
(LAUGHS)

697
00:39:26,405 --> 00:39:27,949
YOU AND ME, ALWAYS.

698
00:39:27,991 --> 00:39:30,535
ALWAYS.

699
00:39:33,746 --> 00:39:36,041
(LAUGHING)

700
00:39:47,677 --> 00:39:51,931
I CAN'T
TAKE IT ANYMORE, COLBY.

701
00:39:51,973 --> 00:39:54,559
I DON'T WANT TO WAIT
FOR MY LIFE TO BE OVER.

702
00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:56,728
I WANNA KNOW RIGHT NOW.

703
00:39:56,769 --> 00:39:58,188
WHAT WILL IT BE?

704
00:40:19,709 --> 00:40:23,171
YOU AND ME.

705
00:40:23,213 --> 00:40:24,839
ALWAYS.

706
00:40:38,228 --> 00:40:41,189
THAT WAS PERFECT.

707
00:40:41,231 --> 00:40:43,524
ABSOLUTELY PERFECT.

708
00:40:47,612 --> 00:40:53,534
ARE THOSE TEARS?
ARE YOU CRYING?

709
00:40:53,576 --> 00:40:56,662
(SIGHS)
HE GOT ME.

710
00:40:56,704 --> 00:40:58,581
(WHISPERING)
He got me.

711
00:41:01,751 --> 00:41:02,710
(LAUGHS)

712
00:41:02,752 --> 00:41:04,087
LET'S CALL HIM.

713
00:41:04,129 --> 00:41:06,172
(SIGHS)

714
00:41:06,214 --> 00:41:08,133
WELL, I'M TAKING OFF.

715
00:41:08,174 --> 00:41:09,675
YOU SHOULD GET
OUT OF HERE, TOO.

716
00:41:09,717 --> 00:41:11,636
YOU HAVE A MEETING
FIRST THING IN THE A.M.

717
00:41:11,677 --> 00:41:13,846
GOT IT.
(TELEPHONE RINGS)

718
00:41:13,888 --> 00:41:16,599
NO, NO, NO.
GET OUT OF HERE.

719
00:41:16,641 --> 00:41:18,517
THANKS.

720
00:41:21,938 --> 00:41:23,022
YEAH?

721
00:41:23,064 --> 00:41:24,816
Pacey: HEY, IT'S US.
Joey: IT WAS GREAT!

722
00:41:24,857 --> 00:41:26,109
FANTASTIC!
IT WAS SO SWEET.

723
00:41:26,151 --> 00:41:27,777
YOU GOT JOEY
CRYING LIKE A BABY.

724
00:41:27,819 --> 00:41:28,778
(LAUGHS)

725
00:41:28,820 --> 00:41:30,238
I CAN'T WAIT
TILL NEXT SEASON.

726
00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:32,490
YOU'LL NEVER GUESS
WHO I'M MEETING TOMORROW.

727
00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:34,867
SPIELBERG?

728
00:41:34,909 --> 00:41:36,828
Pacey:
GET OUT OF TOWN!

729
00:41:36,869 --> 00:41:37,870
WHO MADE YOU
A HOLLYWOOD PLAYER,
MAN?

730
00:41:37,912 --> 00:41:39,122
OH, MY GOD!

731
00:41:39,164 --> 00:41:40,957
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA SAY?
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA WEAR?

732
00:41:40,999 --> 00:41:42,541
I HAVE NO IDEA.