1 00:02:32,178 --> 00:02:36,258 The end of my innocence and childhood began in 1957. 2 00:02:36,474 --> 00:02:41,182 It's remarkable to me now just how little I knew then about the people around me. 3 00:02:41,353 --> 00:02:44,437 It took me years to figure out exactly what the truth was... 4 00:02:44,606 --> 00:02:48,520 ...especially given my brother's knack at inventing facts. 5 00:02:48,693 --> 00:02:51,943 My mother once told me that if the Abbotts didn't exist... 6 00:02:52,113 --> 00:02:55,446 ...my brother would have had to invent them. 7 00:03:19,137 --> 00:03:23,051 Lloyd Abbott wasn't the richest man in town, but it seemed like he was... 8 00:03:23,224 --> 00:03:27,636 ...because he had three beautiful daughters: Alice, Eleanor and Pamela. 9 00:03:27,811 --> 00:03:31,394 Twice a year, you'd see the big tent go up on their tennis court... 10 00:03:31,565 --> 00:03:35,644 ...and everyone could see that one of the Abbott girls was having a birthday... 11 00:03:35,818 --> 00:03:37,894 ...or graduating or going away to college. 12 00:03:38,070 --> 00:03:40,739 - Here we go. Another party. - Shut up. 13 00:03:40,948 --> 00:03:44,198 Every time an Abbott girl gets her period, there's a party. 14 00:03:44,368 --> 00:03:48,199 Kotex parties, Kotex party hats... 15 00:03:54,919 --> 00:03:57,789 My brother and I were born strangers. 16 00:03:57,963 --> 00:04:00,169 Same last name, same address... 17 00:04:00,340 --> 00:04:02,878 ...but everything else about us was different. 18 00:04:03,051 --> 00:04:06,005 Back then, Jacey was a complete mystery to me. 19 00:04:06,471 --> 00:04:09,507 And I was a constant source of embarrassment to him. 20 00:04:37,499 --> 00:04:39,372 Oh, Christ. 21 00:04:39,751 --> 00:04:41,126 Mom! 22 00:04:41,794 --> 00:04:42,909 Mom! 23 00:04:49,051 --> 00:04:53,344 - Mom, he has to wash that off. - Why? 24 00:04:53,555 --> 00:04:55,927 You can't let him go to the party until he does. 25 00:04:56,099 --> 00:04:59,763 It'll look worse if I wash it. It's India ink. It'll turn gray. 26 00:04:59,935 --> 00:05:03,600 You look like a clown! He looks like a clown and he doesn't know it. 27 00:05:04,648 --> 00:05:07,981 - I thought you weren't even going. - I changed my mind. 28 00:05:08,151 --> 00:05:11,650 Doug, you do understand that you may be the only person at this party... 29 00:05:11,821 --> 00:05:15,071 ...with artificial sideburns? - Yeah? 30 00:05:15,241 --> 00:05:18,111 You do understand that they don't look real? 31 00:05:18,554 --> 00:05:19,464 Yeah. 32 00:05:19,499 --> 00:05:23,282 That they look really as if you'd drawn them on? 33 00:05:24,541 --> 00:05:27,541 - Yeah. - It does seem that he understands... 34 00:05:27,752 --> 00:05:30,040 ...so just go to the party and ignore Doug. 35 00:05:30,212 --> 00:05:34,957 - Have a good time. Pretend you don't... - You've got...! 36 00:05:35,634 --> 00:05:37,009 Bye. 37 00:05:55,318 --> 00:05:57,690 Lloyd Abbott had power in our town... 38 00:05:57,904 --> 00:06:00,821 ...and he didn't have to twist arms to get what he wanted. 39 00:06:00,990 --> 00:06:03,825 He had a much more effective way of exercising influence. 40 00:06:03,993 --> 00:06:09,579 He gave lavish parties with real Chicago musicians and fresh shrimp cocktail. 41 00:06:09,748 --> 00:06:13,994 There wasn't anyone who wouldn't do almost anything to be invited. 42 00:06:14,210 --> 00:06:16,582 Especially my brother. 43 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:39,931 We're going out to the lake tomorrow. 44 00:06:40,108 --> 00:06:43,477 Sandy wants to show off her dad's new boat. 45 00:06:47,699 --> 00:06:49,857 Why don't you come? 46 00:06:50,326 --> 00:06:51,357 I... 47 00:06:53,621 --> 00:06:56,740 I have to work. 48 00:06:59,376 --> 00:07:02,827 I guess you'll have to write me a letter then. 49 00:07:05,256 --> 00:07:07,877 What do you mean? 50 00:07:37,743 --> 00:07:39,617 I'll be right back. 51 00:07:46,126 --> 00:07:48,877 - Hi! - Hi! 52 00:07:49,546 --> 00:07:52,712 - Nice tie. - Thanks. 53 00:07:52,882 --> 00:07:56,796 - Can I borrow a Kleenex? - Greaser. 54 00:07:57,469 --> 00:07:59,925 Got any smokes around here? 55 00:08:16,111 --> 00:08:17,653 Ladies and gentlemen... 56 00:08:17,863 --> 00:08:22,441 ...I'd like to propose a toast in honor of our cause for celebration tonight: 57 00:08:22,617 --> 00:08:27,658 The engagement of our daughter Alice to Mr. Peter Vanlaningham. 58 00:08:33,168 --> 00:08:35,575 So is this Peter guy Alice is gonna marry rich? 59 00:08:36,004 --> 00:08:41,128 Of course. He's one of the Atlas Steel Vanlaninghams. Pittsburgh. 60 00:08:41,300 --> 00:08:45,511 - He's a bully. - So how come Alice is marrying him? 61 00:08:46,180 --> 00:08:51,766 Because my parents want her to. And Alice is afraid of my parents. 62 00:08:51,935 --> 00:08:54,473 It's practically an arranged marriage. 63 00:08:54,646 --> 00:08:58,429 They think Alice has peanut shells for brains or something. 64 00:08:58,607 --> 00:09:02,475 So they sort of suggested it that it was time to tie the old knot. 65 00:09:02,653 --> 00:09:06,235 Then they sort of suggested that Peter was the one to do it with. 66 00:09:06,406 --> 00:09:10,403 Jeez. No one could be that much of a pushover. 67 00:09:10,618 --> 00:09:15,860 Look, Alice is the good daughter, Eleanor is the bad one... 68 00:09:16,499 --> 00:09:21,456 ...and I'm the one that sort of gets off the hook. That's just the way it works. 69 00:09:21,628 --> 00:09:25,791 - Which one are you? - You mean which kind of brother am I? 70 00:09:25,965 --> 00:09:30,757 You got me. The little brother, I guess. 71 00:09:35,349 --> 00:09:40,343 - I like your sideburns. - Thank you. 72 00:09:41,187 --> 00:09:44,390 You never really knew what was going on with the Abbotts. 73 00:09:44,565 --> 00:09:47,270 And what the guests at the party that night didn't know... 74 00:09:47,443 --> 00:09:50,812 ...was that they were celebrating a very expensive shotgun wedding. 75 00:09:51,321 --> 00:09:54,571 Alice Abbott was already two months pregnant. 76 00:09:57,994 --> 00:10:01,160 - I'll see you later, okay? - Okay. 77 00:10:01,330 --> 00:10:04,331 Thanks for coming. 78 00:10:35,486 --> 00:10:38,937 Everything Jacey wanted in life the Abbotts already had: 79 00:10:39,114 --> 00:10:41,320 Cars, money, country clubs. 80 00:10:41,491 --> 00:10:46,367 But in the beginning, more than anything else, he wanted Eleanor Abbott. 81 00:10:56,296 --> 00:11:00,294 I'd witnessed enough of my brother's social agony to resolve early on... 82 00:11:00,467 --> 00:11:03,633 ...that I would never let the Abbotts matter to me. 83 00:11:05,304 --> 00:11:07,463 Three out of five? 84 00:11:13,145 --> 00:11:15,635 Two out of three. You serve. 85 00:11:38,084 --> 00:11:39,626 You wanna go get a beer? 86 00:11:41,503 --> 00:11:46,461 - What, a "beer" beer? - No, a root beer. Yeah, a "beer" beer. 87 00:11:46,633 --> 00:11:50,500 - Where are we gonna get beer? - The bait shop. 88 00:11:50,678 --> 00:11:55,091 If you go in alone and nobody else is there, Ernie will sell you a couple bottles. 89 00:11:56,475 --> 00:11:57,969 Yeah. 90 00:12:04,607 --> 00:12:09,767 Jacey, remember that time I got my dick caught in my zipper? 91 00:12:09,946 --> 00:12:12,816 Remember, in school? In the first grade? 92 00:12:13,157 --> 00:12:15,612 Mrs. Hurley came to help, but I wouldn't let her... 93 00:12:15,826 --> 00:12:17,735 ...so she got Mom out of her classroom... 94 00:12:17,911 --> 00:12:22,869 ...but I wouldn't let her help me either. So I made her go get you. Remember? 95 00:12:23,499 --> 00:12:27,497 Yeah. I remember. 96 00:12:34,050 --> 00:12:36,339 We should own that company. 97 00:12:38,346 --> 00:12:40,220 What do you mean? 98 00:12:40,973 --> 00:12:42,800 Midwest Steel Desk... 99 00:12:42,975 --> 00:12:45,133 ...Dad's file cabinet drawer. 100 00:12:47,062 --> 00:12:50,513 Lloyd Abbott screwed Mom out of the patent after Dad died. 101 00:12:50,774 --> 00:12:52,731 Says who? 102 00:12:53,026 --> 00:12:54,817 It's absolutely true. 103 00:12:54,986 --> 00:12:59,813 - Mom's not stupid. - I didn't say she was stupid. 104 00:13:00,533 --> 00:13:03,154 Lloyd's pretty smooth. That's why he owns the company. 105 00:13:03,368 --> 00:13:07,448 - No. He married the boss's daughter. - He owns the company... 106 00:13:07,664 --> 00:13:10,415 ...because Dad's patent saved the company's ass... 107 00:13:10,583 --> 00:13:13,204 ...after the war, when all the war contracts dried up. 108 00:13:15,046 --> 00:13:17,715 Maybe Mom sold it because we needed the money. 109 00:13:18,465 --> 00:13:20,292 What money? 110 00:13:20,467 --> 00:13:24,251 We never had any money. Money had nothing to do with it. 111 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:31,969 And that's why we're driving this car instead of that one. 112 00:13:42,779 --> 00:13:44,237 Hi! 113 00:13:51,787 --> 00:13:54,657 Congratulations. 114 00:13:55,915 --> 00:13:59,082 - For what? - I heard you got accepted to Penn. 115 00:14:02,505 --> 00:14:03,963 Yeah. 116 00:14:04,840 --> 00:14:06,418 Thanks. 117 00:14:06,592 --> 00:14:11,004 How'd you swing an Ivy League school like that? 118 00:14:11,179 --> 00:14:16,968 My grandfather went there and I had the grades, so... 119 00:14:17,143 --> 00:14:22,350 - It really stinks in here. - Yeah. I dropped something. 120 00:14:22,564 --> 00:14:24,224 Yeah. 121 00:14:24,566 --> 00:14:25,941 Me. 122 00:14:28,361 --> 00:14:32,228 I just thought you and Steve... 123 00:14:32,490 --> 00:14:35,194 Well, that's what you thought. 124 00:14:35,368 --> 00:14:37,526 I think Steve is... 125 00:14:37,745 --> 00:14:42,121 I don't know. I don't know what I think about Steve. 126 00:14:42,290 --> 00:14:45,540 I never think about him. 127 00:14:46,044 --> 00:14:50,622 I just do things. I let other people figure them out. 128 00:14:50,798 --> 00:14:55,258 That's what parents are for. They're really good at doing all the thinking... 129 00:14:55,886 --> 00:14:58,840 ...so why should I? 130 00:14:59,139 --> 00:15:03,136 I think this is called the silent treatment. 131 00:15:03,976 --> 00:15:08,305 I get enough of it from my father. I don't need it from you. 132 00:15:08,480 --> 00:15:10,272 So good luck at Penn. 133 00:15:36,547 --> 00:15:38,670 Eleanor. 134 00:15:39,925 --> 00:15:41,752 Come on, Dad's waiting. 135 00:16:07,909 --> 00:16:09,451 Thank you, Mr. Abbott. 136 00:16:15,749 --> 00:16:17,991 Stay away from him. 137 00:16:19,628 --> 00:16:21,122 Who? 138 00:16:21,337 --> 00:16:23,413 Jacey. 139 00:16:24,215 --> 00:16:25,674 Why? 140 00:16:26,300 --> 00:16:28,791 Because I said so. 141 00:16:34,474 --> 00:16:38,424 We should have a party out at the boathouse. That's what we should do. 142 00:16:38,770 --> 00:16:40,145 Sure. 143 00:16:40,354 --> 00:16:44,731 - You know, invite some girls... - Right, right. 144 00:16:44,900 --> 00:16:49,562 ...get some beer, go swimming, look up a few words in the dictionary... 145 00:16:49,738 --> 00:16:52,988 - Yeah, like "boring" or "eunuch. " - Eunuch? 146 00:16:53,158 --> 00:16:56,158 - What's that? - It's Latin for busboy. 147 00:16:56,369 --> 00:17:00,995 Business is a little light today. Too damn hot. 148 00:17:01,248 --> 00:17:03,821 Which one of you knuckleheads wants to get off early? 149 00:17:04,126 --> 00:17:06,165 - Oh, me. - I do. 150 00:17:07,754 --> 00:17:09,746 Call it in the air. 151 00:17:10,632 --> 00:17:12,291 Tails. 152 00:17:57,424 --> 00:17:59,582 Hi, Doug. 153 00:18:01,260 --> 00:18:03,833 Get out! 154 00:18:08,767 --> 00:18:10,843 I had always thought of Eleanor Abbott... 155 00:18:11,019 --> 00:18:15,727 ...as just another stuck-up rich girl, a flirt, a tease. 156 00:18:15,898 --> 00:18:19,232 She proved to be a bigger rebel than I ever was. 157 00:18:19,735 --> 00:18:22,440 Write to us when you get there, okay? 158 00:18:22,613 --> 00:18:24,689 Jacey and I never talked about that thing... 159 00:18:24,906 --> 00:18:26,448 ...between he and Eleanor in the garage. 160 00:18:26,616 --> 00:18:29,902 But Jacey never bragged about his conquests. 161 00:18:30,078 --> 00:18:35,320 When he went off to college that fall, I didn't feel particularly sad. 162 00:18:35,499 --> 00:18:37,788 I felt free. 163 00:20:14,046 --> 00:20:17,379 - How's your chin? - Drop dead. 164 00:20:17,549 --> 00:20:20,040 - You want a ride? - Nope. 165 00:20:20,218 --> 00:20:22,127 You can drive. 166 00:20:22,303 --> 00:20:25,636 - I don't have my license yet. - I don't care. 167 00:20:25,848 --> 00:20:28,683 - How come you never ask me out? - What for? 168 00:20:28,851 --> 00:20:32,599 - For a date, blockhead. - Because I see you all the time. 169 00:20:32,771 --> 00:20:37,847 - I don't mean just hanging out. - Come on. 170 00:20:38,026 --> 00:20:40,314 - Scared of me? - Hell, no. 171 00:20:40,486 --> 00:20:44,614 I got a job. I got school. I don't have time for dates and all that stuff. 172 00:20:44,782 --> 00:20:47,107 Forget it. 173 00:20:47,284 --> 00:20:51,780 - It's not like I'm your boyfriend. - I said forget it, so forget it. 174 00:20:56,292 --> 00:20:58,249 My brother was more successful... 175 00:20:58,461 --> 00:21:00,085 ...at reinventing himself than I was. 176 00:21:00,254 --> 00:21:05,248 Just as the Abbott parties were the place to be in Haley, Jacey's parties at Penn... 177 00:21:05,509 --> 00:21:07,964 ...were the hippest ones around. 178 00:21:08,178 --> 00:21:11,629 And even though he had a major in architecture... 179 00:21:11,848 --> 00:21:15,465 ...he seriously minored in beautiful coeds. 180 00:21:15,810 --> 00:21:17,968 Bridges... 181 00:21:18,479 --> 00:21:20,637 ...skyscrapers... 182 00:21:22,315 --> 00:21:24,806 ...bras, hooked bras... 183 00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:31,064 ...all utilize the same fundamental principles of structural design. 184 00:21:33,867 --> 00:21:35,860 You know, I'm engaged. 185 00:21:37,287 --> 00:21:40,703 - So am I. - You are? 186 00:21:41,332 --> 00:21:42,957 Sure. 187 00:21:45,044 --> 00:21:47,998 I'm engaged in conversation with you. 188 00:21:51,884 --> 00:21:54,635 I was in awe of his success with women. 189 00:21:54,803 --> 00:22:00,426 The thought of Eleanor conjured images of absolute debauchery in my mind. 190 00:22:00,600 --> 00:22:05,557 After a while, I didn't see my brother beneath her on the sofa in the garage... 191 00:22:05,729 --> 00:22:07,437 ...I saw me. 192 00:22:07,606 --> 00:22:09,729 Doug, dinner! 193 00:22:13,403 --> 00:22:15,691 I wish you wouldn't smoke in the garage, honey. 194 00:22:16,072 --> 00:22:17,780 I don't smoke in the garage. 195 00:22:17,949 --> 00:22:21,566 There's a lot of old stuff out there. I don't want anything to catch on fire. 196 00:22:21,744 --> 00:22:23,653 I don't smoke, Mom. 197 00:22:23,829 --> 00:22:27,280 Just the same, I'd prefer it if you'd smoke in the backyard. 198 00:22:28,291 --> 00:22:30,449 Yes, ma'am. 199 00:22:32,795 --> 00:22:34,953 I gotta get ready. 200 00:22:36,465 --> 00:22:38,173 Where are you going? 201 00:22:38,759 --> 00:22:41,962 I kind of have a date. 202 00:22:43,305 --> 00:22:45,795 Well, you know, Friday nights... 203 00:22:46,015 --> 00:22:48,553 - You can leave that. - Thanks. 204 00:22:48,768 --> 00:22:51,056 - Have fun. - You too. 205 00:23:07,159 --> 00:23:08,534 - Hi! - Hi! 206 00:23:08,702 --> 00:23:11,905 What do you want? 207 00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:16,208 What are you doing tonight? You wanna go out? 208 00:23:16,376 --> 00:23:19,460 I don't believe you. I can't. 209 00:23:19,629 --> 00:23:22,120 My folks went out to dinner with Peter and Alice... 210 00:23:22,298 --> 00:23:24,586 ...and I got tricked into watching the baby. 211 00:23:26,093 --> 00:23:28,880 Where's Eleanor? 212 00:23:29,930 --> 00:23:33,429 - I thought you came over to ask me out. - I did. 213 00:23:34,726 --> 00:23:38,343 Good, because she's not here. 214 00:23:39,355 --> 00:23:41,561 - Can I come in? - No. 215 00:23:41,732 --> 00:23:45,397 - Why not? - Because my parents aren't here. 216 00:23:49,239 --> 00:23:52,026 Maybe some other time? 217 00:23:55,619 --> 00:23:59,154 Okay. But just for a little while. 218 00:24:07,672 --> 00:24:09,830 You're not like Jacey. 219 00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:12,507 Why not? 220 00:24:14,470 --> 00:24:17,007 He's so trig and polished. 221 00:24:18,473 --> 00:24:20,845 What does "trig" mean? 222 00:24:21,226 --> 00:24:25,175 You know, handsome, sexy, sophisticated... 223 00:24:25,354 --> 00:24:27,146 ...like a pipe smoker. 224 00:24:27,523 --> 00:24:29,978 I don't think Jacey smokes a pipe. 225 00:24:30,150 --> 00:24:33,317 You don't have to smoke a pipe to be trig. 226 00:24:35,905 --> 00:24:37,530 Call it a Dodge! 227 00:24:38,199 --> 00:24:40,322 Look... 228 00:24:40,493 --> 00:24:44,905 ...either you're mad at me because you're mad at me... 229 00:24:45,623 --> 00:24:49,205 ...or you're mad at me because you like me. That's how girls act. 230 00:24:49,376 --> 00:24:52,827 I don't know much, but I know that. 231 00:24:53,171 --> 00:24:55,210 So I... 232 00:24:56,215 --> 00:24:58,753 Which is it? 233 00:24:59,677 --> 00:25:02,168 Both. 234 00:25:03,805 --> 00:25:06,557 We better take a look at her. Let's pull alongside. 235 00:25:22,489 --> 00:25:23,734 Hello? 236 00:25:25,116 --> 00:25:27,109 Anybody aboard? 237 00:25:31,580 --> 00:25:34,285 Lieutenant Dawson boarded the boat. 238 00:25:41,297 --> 00:25:42,708 Anyone down there? 239 00:25:42,882 --> 00:25:46,547 As he looked around he noticed a deck full of strange equipment. 240 00:25:46,719 --> 00:25:48,094 Skin diving lungs... 241 00:25:48,429 --> 00:25:50,220 ...complicated instruments... 242 00:25:50,389 --> 00:25:51,799 ...seismographs... 243 00:25:52,599 --> 00:25:56,264 ...magnetic detecting devices and a cabinet of jars... 244 00:25:56,436 --> 00:25:58,096 ...filled with sediment. 245 00:26:09,072 --> 00:26:10,981 Do you love me, Doug? 246 00:26:24,461 --> 00:26:26,252 Stop it. 247 00:26:27,088 --> 00:26:28,417 Pam. 248 00:26:29,090 --> 00:26:30,121 Pam! 249 00:26:52,278 --> 00:26:54,187 I'm sorry. 250 00:26:54,863 --> 00:26:56,986 I'm really sorry. 251 00:27:02,870 --> 00:27:04,910 I'm not Eleanor. 252 00:27:06,374 --> 00:27:08,580 I can't go so fast. 253 00:27:12,379 --> 00:27:15,629 Every time we go out, you gonna tell the same goddamn story? 254 00:27:16,591 --> 00:27:18,880 Brushing your teeth with Brylcreem. That's funny... 255 00:27:19,093 --> 00:27:21,631 - Will you shut up? - "Comes in a red-and-white tube... " 256 00:27:23,055 --> 00:27:24,170 The baby's crying. 257 00:27:27,434 --> 00:27:29,225 Just stay out of it. 258 00:27:29,394 --> 00:27:31,351 She meant no harm, she thinks it's funny. 259 00:27:31,563 --> 00:27:34,433 - So do I. - It doesn't matter what you think. 260 00:27:34,649 --> 00:27:38,860 It's their business. Alice is a spoiled brat, but she's Peter's problem now. 261 00:27:39,028 --> 00:27:43,191 Why don't you just take one of your pills and watch The Jack Paar Show... 262 00:27:43,407 --> 00:27:45,198 ...and see what he's crying about tonight? 263 00:27:47,702 --> 00:27:51,949 All right, Alice. Open the goddamn door right now. 264 00:27:53,916 --> 00:27:56,407 Open the goddamn door, right now! 265 00:27:59,421 --> 00:28:04,462 If you don't open the door right now, you're gonna pay up. 266 00:28:04,718 --> 00:28:06,461 Open the goddamn door... 267 00:28:25,820 --> 00:28:29,899 Although I shared Jacey's avid interest in the opposite sex... 268 00:28:31,325 --> 00:28:35,322 ...I obviously lacked his consummate skills. 269 00:28:38,331 --> 00:28:40,323 - Next. - Thank you. 270 00:28:48,465 --> 00:28:51,038 - Hi, Jacey. - Hey. 271 00:28:55,096 --> 00:28:57,468 Hey, get my case, will you? 272 00:28:57,682 --> 00:29:01,382 When he came home that summer, he picked right up with Eleanor. 273 00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:06,186 And she was more than eager to pick right up where she left off with him. 274 00:29:35,132 --> 00:29:36,460 Hi, Daddy. 275 00:29:37,426 --> 00:29:40,212 What are you doing out here? 276 00:29:40,387 --> 00:29:42,545 Fucking Jacey. 277 00:29:42,972 --> 00:29:45,641 Get in the car. 278 00:29:46,225 --> 00:29:48,846 Good night. 279 00:29:49,019 --> 00:29:51,592 Good night. 280 00:30:36,270 --> 00:30:37,301 Oh! 281 00:30:38,022 --> 00:30:40,512 I'll get it, honey. 282 00:30:47,447 --> 00:30:49,984 Joan? 283 00:30:53,869 --> 00:30:56,407 - How are you? - May I have a word with you, Helen? 284 00:30:57,539 --> 00:30:59,697 Of course. Won't you come in? 285 00:30:59,874 --> 00:31:04,203 No, I don't have time. Please... 286 00:31:06,589 --> 00:31:08,380 My mother never had many visitors. 287 00:31:08,591 --> 00:31:13,133 In fact, before that day I'd never seen her and Joan Abbott speak to each other. 288 00:31:13,303 --> 00:31:19,008 Joan was the pinnacle of high society. My mom had no social life to speak of. 289 00:31:19,183 --> 00:31:21,757 She was the only mom I knew who worked for a living. 290 00:31:21,936 --> 00:31:25,221 I assumed that was why she never got out much. 291 00:31:25,397 --> 00:31:29,311 There was a reason, but being a schoolteacher had nothing to do with it. 292 00:31:29,526 --> 00:31:32,645 - Jacey needs to be disciplined. - I don't think that's necessary. 293 00:31:32,862 --> 00:31:37,239 - If I were you, I'd talk to him and... - I'm not going to do that. 294 00:31:37,408 --> 00:31:41,904 If you have something to say to my son, you'll have to say it to him yourself. 295 00:31:44,956 --> 00:31:49,285 I just thought you'd like to know what your son has done. 296 00:31:49,711 --> 00:31:52,914 And why on earth should I believe anything you say, Joan? 297 00:32:02,889 --> 00:32:07,385 That visit not only marked the end of Jacey's affair with Eleanor... 298 00:32:07,560 --> 00:32:10,810 ...but also the end of Eleanor Abbott herself. 299 00:32:10,980 --> 00:32:14,929 She disappeared from Haley, vanished or banished. 300 00:32:15,108 --> 00:32:17,397 No one knew for certain. 301 00:32:17,569 --> 00:32:22,029 But life at the Abbotts ' went on without her. 302 00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:49,843 Hey! 303 00:32:51,308 --> 00:32:53,596 How come you're going to summer school? 304 00:32:54,686 --> 00:32:57,307 I got an incomplete in U.S. History. 305 00:32:57,480 --> 00:33:01,559 Mrs. Bates caught me drawing boobs on a picture of Mamie Eisenhower. 306 00:33:01,734 --> 00:33:06,276 - Why do you always do things like that? - I wish I knew. 307 00:33:06,446 --> 00:33:08,937 Just can't seem to help it sometimes. 308 00:33:10,617 --> 00:33:14,032 Are you coming to the party? 309 00:33:14,537 --> 00:33:16,114 It's my birthday, you know. 310 00:33:18,665 --> 00:33:22,414 Everybody's gonna be there. It should be fun. 311 00:33:22,586 --> 00:33:25,076 I don't know. Maybe. 312 00:33:28,049 --> 00:33:31,382 Just come, okay? 313 00:33:31,594 --> 00:33:34,001 Please. 314 00:33:52,821 --> 00:33:54,280 Hey! 315 00:33:54,489 --> 00:33:56,232 Fill her up. 316 00:33:56,658 --> 00:33:58,567 Nice tie. 317 00:33:59,202 --> 00:34:01,775 Mind if I borrow it? 318 00:34:07,793 --> 00:34:10,663 I thought you didn't like those parties at the Abbotts'. 319 00:34:10,837 --> 00:34:12,628 I don't. 320 00:34:13,715 --> 00:34:16,502 Then why are you going? 321 00:34:16,676 --> 00:34:19,131 Just doing someone a favor, I guess. 322 00:34:20,221 --> 00:34:22,213 How come you're not going? 323 00:34:23,098 --> 00:34:25,767 I'm persona non grata. 324 00:34:25,934 --> 00:34:28,888 - What do you mean? - You know what I mean. 325 00:34:35,067 --> 00:34:37,984 Jacey, what happened with you and Eleanor? 326 00:34:38,195 --> 00:34:43,734 Eleanor was just looking for a way out of the whole Abbott world. 327 00:34:43,908 --> 00:34:47,075 And it turns out it takes a lot to get away. 328 00:34:47,245 --> 00:34:50,613 It's not enough to sleep around with the boys from your world... 329 00:34:50,790 --> 00:34:55,332 ...you have to fuck the boys from the wrong side of the tracks. 330 00:34:55,502 --> 00:35:00,294 - You mean like guys from Fountain Park? - No. I mean me. 331 00:35:00,465 --> 00:35:02,956 She was fucking me. 332 00:35:03,134 --> 00:35:06,170 Yeah, but we're not from the wrong side of the tracks. 333 00:35:08,806 --> 00:35:12,139 I wouldn't go to that party if I were you. 334 00:35:12,309 --> 00:35:18,014 Well, you're not me. We're just as good as the Abbotts. 335 00:35:21,817 --> 00:35:23,726 What? 336 00:35:27,030 --> 00:35:29,652 - What? - You don't have any idea, do you? 337 00:35:30,825 --> 00:35:32,201 About what? 338 00:35:35,455 --> 00:35:37,696 After Dad died... 339 00:35:38,582 --> 00:35:43,707 ...Mom had an affair with Lloyd Abbott. That's how he got Dad's patent from her. 340 00:35:45,464 --> 00:35:47,123 I don't believe you. 341 00:35:48,883 --> 00:35:51,456 Believe it or not, I don't care. 342 00:35:53,304 --> 00:35:56,305 Tell you what, why don't you go ask Mom? 343 00:35:56,473 --> 00:35:59,095 Why don't you ask her what happened... 344 00:35:59,268 --> 00:36:03,135 ...why she doesn't have any friends or get invited to the Abbotts'? 345 00:36:03,313 --> 00:36:05,851 Ask her which side of the tracks we live on. 346 00:36:50,272 --> 00:36:53,308 - How long have you been here? - A while. 347 00:36:54,108 --> 00:36:57,062 - Are you okay? - Fine. 348 00:36:58,154 --> 00:37:00,644 Having fun? 349 00:37:01,699 --> 00:37:04,616 Come dance with me. 350 00:37:18,422 --> 00:37:20,046 Hi. 351 00:37:21,008 --> 00:37:22,632 Hi. 352 00:37:26,804 --> 00:37:31,181 So is Jacey just home for a visit or is he here for the summer? 353 00:37:32,309 --> 00:37:36,009 Home for the summer. It's cheaper if he comes home. 354 00:37:36,188 --> 00:37:40,315 He can save money for school because he doesn't have to pay rent. 355 00:37:40,483 --> 00:37:44,481 - Money's tight. We're sort of poor. - You're not poor. 356 00:37:44,654 --> 00:37:47,773 Are you kidding? Even with Jacey working... 357 00:37:47,948 --> 00:37:52,409 ...my mom had to borrow against the house for him to go to Penn. 358 00:37:53,537 --> 00:37:58,032 - So where's Eleanor tonight? - Eleanor's just not here. 359 00:37:58,208 --> 00:38:01,374 - Is she pregnant? - No. Who said that? 360 00:38:03,003 --> 00:38:05,210 Everyone says something different. 361 00:38:05,381 --> 00:38:08,167 That she got knocked up, she ran away... 362 00:38:08,342 --> 00:38:12,386 ...your old man kicked her out. Which is it? 363 00:38:14,806 --> 00:38:18,091 - Fuck off. - Why do you hate me? 364 00:38:18,267 --> 00:38:20,840 Fuck you, asshole. 365 00:38:51,464 --> 00:38:54,749 - You asleep? - No. 366 00:39:29,289 --> 00:39:33,701 I became a social pariah after Pam's birthday party. 367 00:39:34,002 --> 00:39:36,243 It was a long, lonely winter. 368 00:39:45,637 --> 00:39:47,012 You okay, Mom? 369 00:39:47,430 --> 00:39:49,304 I'm fine. 370 00:39:52,310 --> 00:39:53,970 You sure? 371 00:39:54,812 --> 00:39:58,477 - You look a little tired. - It's just a cold. 372 00:39:59,816 --> 00:40:04,857 I do wish Jacey was home for Christmas. Maybe that's what's wrong with me. 373 00:40:05,446 --> 00:40:10,108 I guess that freelance drafting job was too good for him to turn down. 374 00:40:10,284 --> 00:40:13,569 I don't think that's why he didn't come home. 375 00:40:13,996 --> 00:40:15,739 No? 376 00:40:21,461 --> 00:40:24,912 - When did you start drinking beer? - I bought those for you, honey. 377 00:40:25,089 --> 00:40:30,047 I had them out in the garage all this time. I keep forgetting to bring them in. 378 00:40:30,552 --> 00:40:33,090 Good heavens, I know you drink beer. 379 00:40:35,056 --> 00:40:38,140 - Have one with me. - No, no. I bought those for you. 380 00:40:38,309 --> 00:40:41,393 - It's not good to drink alone. - Don't be silly. 381 00:40:41,562 --> 00:40:43,270 Come on. 382 00:40:43,481 --> 00:40:45,390 Sit down. 383 00:40:45,816 --> 00:40:47,855 Have a beer. 384 00:40:56,117 --> 00:41:00,066 - Merry Christmas. - Merry Christmas. 385 00:41:04,666 --> 00:41:07,157 Well, it's beer. 386 00:41:08,962 --> 00:41:12,247 Charlie was always trying to get me to drink beer. 387 00:41:13,966 --> 00:41:18,094 - Why do you always call him Charlie? - That was his name. 388 00:41:19,638 --> 00:41:22,923 I know. But why don't you ever say "your father"? 389 00:41:23,475 --> 00:41:26,012 Sometimes I do, don't I? 390 00:41:27,603 --> 00:41:31,553 I don't know. When I think of him, I just think of Charlie. 391 00:41:35,110 --> 00:41:38,728 Did you ever meet anybody else? 392 00:41:39,155 --> 00:41:43,105 I had a friend. I used to go see him in Chicago... 393 00:41:43,368 --> 00:41:48,325 ...when I went to visit Bea during summer vacations. Do you remember? 394 00:41:49,123 --> 00:41:53,120 - How long did this go on for? - Eight years or so. 395 00:41:54,169 --> 00:41:56,410 That's a long time. 396 00:41:57,338 --> 00:42:02,379 - Did you think about marrying him? - He proposed, but obviously I said no. 397 00:42:03,385 --> 00:42:06,884 - Why? - Because I'm in love with... 398 00:42:08,098 --> 00:42:10,589 I'm in love with your father... 399 00:42:11,351 --> 00:42:13,758 ...with my memory of him. 400 00:42:14,145 --> 00:42:17,810 He was the one for me. I don't know. 401 00:42:17,982 --> 00:42:22,560 There's different kinds of love. Some people you love no matter what. 402 00:42:22,736 --> 00:42:25,903 And others you love if the situation is right. 403 00:42:26,072 --> 00:42:29,856 To me, the best kind of love is the "no matter what" kind. 404 00:42:34,163 --> 00:42:37,828 Well, I'm a cheap drunk, aren't I? 405 00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:45,170 - Mom, what's scenic design? - In what context? 406 00:42:45,340 --> 00:42:48,874 Wait a minute, it's theater. 407 00:42:49,051 --> 00:42:53,298 "The Howard Lambert Scholarship in Scenic Design for the Theater. " 408 00:42:54,264 --> 00:42:59,009 It's a full ride. Four years. It pays everything, almost. 409 00:42:59,185 --> 00:43:01,759 - I could do that. - Sure, you could. 410 00:43:01,938 --> 00:43:05,556 Once I figure out what scenic design is. 411 00:43:08,986 --> 00:43:13,149 - Mom? I'll wait for you outside, okay? - Okay. 412 00:43:13,740 --> 00:43:18,567 Have you got this in pink? I bought this before. I was very happy with it. 413 00:43:37,220 --> 00:43:39,212 Pamela Louise Abbott. 414 00:43:44,726 --> 00:43:47,015 Daniel G. Holbrook. 415 00:43:51,774 --> 00:43:54,063 Sharon Druck. 416 00:43:57,988 --> 00:44:00,905 Douglas Lee Holt. 417 00:44:06,871 --> 00:44:09,029 David Nabors. 418 00:44:13,335 --> 00:44:15,707 Maxine Tudor. 419 00:44:20,258 --> 00:44:22,464 Helen Schuster. 420 00:44:27,181 --> 00:44:29,506 Mark Murphy. 421 00:44:33,562 --> 00:44:35,887 Meredith Weir. 422 00:44:39,859 --> 00:44:42,813 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 423 00:44:51,786 --> 00:44:54,704 - Congratulations, Helen. - Thank you, Lloyd. Same to you. 424 00:44:56,457 --> 00:44:59,458 Where is Pam going to school? 425 00:45:01,628 --> 00:45:05,246 Christ, I forgot. 426 00:45:05,465 --> 00:45:09,332 Wait, Bryn Mawr. I should remember, it costs enough. 427 00:45:09,511 --> 00:45:12,713 She'll do very well there. She's a very bright girl. 428 00:45:15,099 --> 00:45:18,432 - And Doug's going to...? - Doug got a scholarship... 429 00:45:18,644 --> 00:45:23,104 ...to the University of Pennsylvania in scenic design. Theater. 430 00:45:23,273 --> 00:45:27,436 - That's the same school as... - As Jacey. 431 00:45:27,652 --> 00:45:31,020 - Pam's school is right nearby. - Right. 432 00:45:31,197 --> 00:45:34,530 - Well, congratulations. - Thank you, Lloyd. Same to you. 433 00:45:55,176 --> 00:45:57,335 Ping-Pong? 434 00:45:58,096 --> 00:45:59,756 It's too hot. 435 00:46:02,391 --> 00:46:04,467 Wanna get some beers and go to the lake? 436 00:46:09,439 --> 00:46:12,689 No, I don't wanna get some... 437 00:46:14,861 --> 00:46:17,731 Goddamn it. 438 00:46:20,115 --> 00:46:22,986 Listen, I don't want you in Philadelphia. 439 00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:26,575 I don't need you around to remind me and everybody else... 440 00:46:26,746 --> 00:46:29,700 ...that I come from fucking Hicksville, U.S.A. 441 00:46:31,667 --> 00:46:36,578 So if you're gonna go to Penn, you're on your own, dipshit. 442 00:46:37,631 --> 00:46:40,964 I don't need you riding my coattails. 443 00:46:41,176 --> 00:46:46,134 Why don't you live your own life and stop being my fucking shadow? 444 00:46:48,391 --> 00:46:51,012 Screw you. 445 00:47:10,369 --> 00:47:11,400 Jacey, Doug. 446 00:47:15,457 --> 00:47:19,668 Come on, Doug. I'm just gonna kick your little ass. 447 00:47:35,850 --> 00:47:38,423 What's going on? Who's out here? 448 00:47:39,603 --> 00:47:41,726 Stop that, you two! 449 00:47:55,910 --> 00:47:59,243 Doug, you've been painting that same spot for five minutes. 450 00:48:31,441 --> 00:48:34,810 - Could I get change for a dollar? - Just a minute, hon. 451 00:48:37,864 --> 00:48:40,568 When Alice Abbott filed for a divorce from Peter... 452 00:48:40,741 --> 00:48:45,652 ...Jacey wrongly thought she was escaping more than an unhappy marriage. 453 00:48:45,829 --> 00:48:48,747 He didn't really understand what mattered to her. 454 00:48:48,915 --> 00:48:51,702 - Can I help you? - Yes, I need change... 455 00:48:53,128 --> 00:48:55,583 - You don't work here, do you? - No, no. 456 00:48:57,256 --> 00:49:02,463 I was just thinking about you. I was gonna call you tonight. 457 00:49:03,637 --> 00:49:07,717 - Why? - There's a picnic on Sunday... 458 00:49:07,891 --> 00:49:11,473 ...at River Point. I wanted to invite you. 459 00:49:13,104 --> 00:49:15,345 - I couldn't. - You can bring Susan. 460 00:49:15,523 --> 00:49:19,686 - Kids love picnics. - I just need change for the meter. 461 00:49:21,153 --> 00:49:23,525 Here. 462 00:49:26,866 --> 00:49:29,321 - Thank you. - How about an iced tea? 463 00:49:29,535 --> 00:49:32,452 My mother's in the car waiting so we don't get a ticket. 464 00:49:32,621 --> 00:49:35,373 - Maybe she'd like an iced tea. - No. 465 00:49:36,875 --> 00:49:40,824 - No harm asking. - No. Don't do that. 466 00:49:41,004 --> 00:49:42,795 Why not? 467 00:49:43,548 --> 00:49:44,958 You know why. 468 00:49:46,842 --> 00:49:50,175 Then I'll make you a deal: Come to the picnic... 469 00:49:50,345 --> 00:49:54,129 ...and I'll wait here and let you leave first so your mother doesn't see me. 470 00:49:54,307 --> 00:49:56,880 I don't care if my mother sees you. 471 00:49:58,436 --> 00:50:02,018 Then you won't mind if I ask her if she'd like to join us for an iced tea. 472 00:50:02,231 --> 00:50:04,270 No, wait. 473 00:50:06,026 --> 00:50:10,937 I don't know if I can. I'll try. It just depends. 474 00:50:14,742 --> 00:50:17,659 Sunday, River Point, around noon. 475 00:50:25,377 --> 00:50:28,413 My brother and I had more in common than we knew. 476 00:50:28,630 --> 00:50:33,125 That summer it seemed for both of us that all roads led to an Abbott girl. 477 00:50:33,301 --> 00:50:35,708 Is that Pamela Abbott? 478 00:50:37,137 --> 00:50:40,340 That is Pam. Let's pull over here. 479 00:50:45,728 --> 00:50:47,851 Pamela, are you all right? 480 00:50:48,064 --> 00:50:52,013 It's so darn hot that the stupid jack keeps sinking into the pavement. 481 00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:55,898 Maybe Doug can give you a hand. 482 00:50:56,113 --> 00:50:58,817 Go on, Doug, help her out. 483 00:51:05,580 --> 00:51:07,786 Where's the thing that goes on the bottom of the jack? 484 00:51:07,957 --> 00:51:09,332 What thing? 485 00:51:09,500 --> 00:51:13,579 - The base of the jack. - I didn't see anything. 486 00:51:13,879 --> 00:51:15,337 This. 487 00:51:15,922 --> 00:51:18,674 I thought that was just the spare-tire holder. 488 00:51:18,841 --> 00:51:22,376 - Read your manual. - Pam! Can you run Doug home for me? 489 00:51:22,553 --> 00:51:27,096 - I've gotta get to the bank. - Sure, I'll drive him home. 490 00:51:27,266 --> 00:51:31,927 - Thanks for stopping. - Okay. Bye-bye. 491 00:51:43,197 --> 00:51:47,490 You think you'll be finished some time today? I'm getting sunstroke. 492 00:51:49,661 --> 00:51:53,575 - Put the top up. - Stop acting like Jacey. 493 00:51:54,165 --> 00:51:57,747 What makes you think you're so cool? 494 00:51:59,211 --> 00:52:01,369 I can't even talk to you. 495 00:52:03,214 --> 00:52:05,705 Name one bad thing I've ever done to you. 496 00:52:05,925 --> 00:52:08,381 - Why? - Go on. Name one bad thing. 497 00:52:08,553 --> 00:52:11,423 - What's the point? - You tell me, because I don't get it. 498 00:52:11,597 --> 00:52:15,974 Look, I'm not rich, my father is. And I didn't pick my father. 499 00:52:16,143 --> 00:52:19,476 If I had a choice between having tons of money or another father... 500 00:52:19,646 --> 00:52:21,934 ...I'd be absolutely delighted to be poor. 501 00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:26,188 But, unfortunately, life is just not a cafeteria. 502 00:52:30,989 --> 00:52:33,943 - Life is not a cafeteria? - You know what I mean. 503 00:52:34,117 --> 00:52:36,690 I'm supposed to feel sorry for you because you're rich? 504 00:52:36,870 --> 00:52:39,823 And I'm supposed to feel sorry for you because you're so poor? 505 00:52:40,039 --> 00:52:41,913 - No. - Then just stop it. 506 00:52:42,083 --> 00:52:44,620 - Stop what? - Stop treating me like an Abbott. 507 00:52:44,793 --> 00:52:47,877 - How else should I treat you? - Like you used to. 508 00:52:48,046 --> 00:52:51,415 Like just plain Pam. 509 00:52:51,877 --> 00:52:53,948 And you don't have to say you're sorry, 510 00:52:54,304 --> 00:52:57,176 or look like someone ran over your dog. 511 00:52:58,681 --> 00:53:02,263 You make me want to scream sometimes. 512 00:53:07,897 --> 00:53:10,898 What are you looking at? 513 00:53:12,276 --> 00:53:13,605 You. 514 00:53:27,582 --> 00:53:30,286 - Where is everybody? - Uh. 515 00:53:32,836 --> 00:53:33,868 Um. 516 00:53:36,048 --> 00:53:38,289 We are everyone. 517 00:53:39,968 --> 00:53:44,214 - But you said that... - No, I didn't. I said that... 518 00:53:44,388 --> 00:53:46,760 ...there was a picnic. 519 00:53:47,558 --> 00:53:52,350 I didn't say whether or not anyone else was invited. 520 00:53:52,562 --> 00:53:54,769 - Where are you going? - I thought... 521 00:53:54,940 --> 00:53:57,477 You came here to see me. 522 00:53:58,651 --> 00:54:02,601 You didn't come here to see anybody else, did you? 523 00:54:05,199 --> 00:54:08,947 That's why you didn't bring Susan along. 524 00:54:09,119 --> 00:54:11,954 I'm married. 525 00:54:12,122 --> 00:54:16,368 - I thought you were getting a divorce. - I am, but it's not final yet. 526 00:54:21,422 --> 00:54:24,921 Besides, I'm two years older than you. 527 00:54:34,517 --> 00:54:37,054 Good. 528 00:54:38,228 --> 00:54:41,514 Then, if the cops come... 529 00:54:42,232 --> 00:54:45,932 ...we can just tell them you bought the beer. 530 00:55:09,131 --> 00:55:11,538 Who do you look like, your mom or dad? 531 00:55:11,717 --> 00:55:14,207 Hell, I don't know. 532 00:55:17,805 --> 00:55:19,964 What'd your father look like? 533 00:55:20,766 --> 00:55:22,759 Like a photograph. 534 00:55:22,935 --> 00:55:27,347 I never knew him. You know he died a month before I was born? 535 00:55:28,273 --> 00:55:32,602 Jacey probably looks more like him. You know he's named after him? 536 00:55:32,777 --> 00:55:37,854 That's how he got to be called Jacey, after his initials. John Charles. J.C. 537 00:55:39,450 --> 00:55:42,818 He died in a car wreck, right? 538 00:55:42,995 --> 00:55:46,031 - You never heard about that? - About what? 539 00:55:47,040 --> 00:55:52,626 It was sort of a car wreck. He drowned or froze to death, or both. 540 00:55:52,795 --> 00:55:56,579 - Trying to drive out to Mud Island. - Mud Island's in the middle of the lake. 541 00:55:56,757 --> 00:55:59,462 It was winter. The lake was froze over. 542 00:56:00,510 --> 00:56:02,835 That's pretty stupid. 543 00:56:05,807 --> 00:56:08,558 - I'm sorry. - It's all right. 544 00:56:08,726 --> 00:56:11,976 It is stupid. Real stupid. 545 00:56:12,813 --> 00:56:15,102 He did it on a bet. 546 00:56:17,192 --> 00:56:20,477 He bet someone 20 bucks that he could do it. 547 00:56:21,029 --> 00:56:23,401 He made it all the way out there too. 548 00:56:23,573 --> 00:56:26,360 He went through the ice on his way back. 549 00:56:32,039 --> 00:56:33,746 Oh, boy. 550 00:56:53,349 --> 00:56:56,635 You know, I think my dad was like Jacey is. 551 00:56:57,103 --> 00:56:59,261 Some guys are just daredevils. 552 00:56:59,438 --> 00:57:04,479 Once, I dared Jacey to do a back flip off the roof into a pile of leaves. 553 00:57:04,651 --> 00:57:07,403 And he did it. 554 00:57:08,196 --> 00:57:12,443 Once Eleanor and I snuck out and ran around the yard naked. 555 00:57:12,617 --> 00:57:15,950 - You did? - It was sort of a dare too. 556 00:57:16,120 --> 00:57:18,955 She dared me and I dared her, so we both did it. 557 00:57:20,248 --> 00:57:22,739 You walked around or did you run from tree to tree? 558 00:57:23,084 --> 00:57:26,085 - We just walked around. - Front yard or backyard? 559 00:57:26,254 --> 00:57:30,037 - Backyard. Does it matter? - Yeah. 560 00:57:31,217 --> 00:57:35,463 Backyard nudity's hypocritical. It's insincere. 561 00:57:35,637 --> 00:57:39,385 People should do and say exactly what they feel and think and not hide things. 562 00:57:43,144 --> 00:57:45,220 Okay. 563 00:57:51,485 --> 00:57:54,106 - Hi. - Hi. 564 00:57:56,114 --> 00:57:59,280 - You look pretty. - Really? 565 00:57:59,450 --> 00:58:00,481 Yeah. 566 00:59:06,844 --> 00:59:08,552 Where have you been? 567 00:59:08,762 --> 00:59:11,597 Hotel in town, where I got drunk. 568 00:59:11,765 --> 00:59:15,513 Never occurred to you to let me know where you were? 569 00:59:15,685 --> 00:59:18,306 It occurred to me. 570 00:59:18,604 --> 00:59:19,636 Jacey. 571 00:59:21,274 --> 00:59:24,310 You can't tell anyone what we're doing. 572 00:59:26,612 --> 00:59:29,399 Promise me you won't tell anyone. 573 00:59:35,286 --> 00:59:38,536 Being reckless was not a true part of Alice's nature. 574 00:59:38,706 --> 00:59:42,750 Like any trapped animal, she was capable of almost anything. 575 00:59:42,918 --> 00:59:46,785 Her desperation made her dangerous. And Jacey's addiction to the Abbotts... 576 00:59:46,963 --> 00:59:49,371 ...made him desperate to possess her. 577 00:59:53,261 --> 00:59:55,751 - Eleanor's living in Chicago. - She is? 578 00:59:55,930 --> 01:00:00,009 - She's going to stewardess school. - What do they teach her there? 579 01:00:00,183 --> 01:00:03,018 I don't know. How to wiggle your bottom. 580 01:00:03,186 --> 01:00:07,018 Really? Maybe you should go there instead of Bryn Mawr. 581 01:00:07,648 --> 01:00:10,519 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 582 01:00:11,402 --> 01:00:15,695 - Did it hurt? It was an accident. - Be careful with your big feet. 583 01:00:15,864 --> 01:00:18,437 Come here. 584 01:00:19,951 --> 01:00:22,489 - Wanna go upstairs? - No. 585 01:00:22,662 --> 01:00:25,746 - Maybe you're tired of just kissing? - No. Are you? 586 01:00:25,915 --> 01:00:29,580 - No, but touching is nice. - We are touching. 587 01:00:29,752 --> 01:00:35,042 I know. I'd just like to see what you look like without any clothes on. 588 01:00:35,215 --> 01:00:36,839 What? Aren't you curious? 589 01:00:37,008 --> 01:00:40,922 I know what I look like without any clothes on. I look naked. 590 01:00:41,095 --> 01:00:46,516 Can I touch your breasts? Just on the outside? 591 01:00:46,683 --> 01:00:49,055 You can kiss me. 592 01:00:49,269 --> 01:00:51,096 I like lips. 593 01:00:51,271 --> 01:00:55,564 - You like lips? - I like your lips, blockhead. 594 01:00:55,733 --> 01:00:58,271 I like being here like this. 595 01:00:58,444 --> 01:01:03,651 But we're not going upstairs, because you know what we'll do then. 596 01:01:04,783 --> 01:01:07,404 I don't want to be like my sisters. 597 01:01:07,702 --> 01:01:09,944 Not if I can help it. 598 01:01:27,345 --> 01:01:30,927 Shit. My brother just went into the garage with your sister. 599 01:01:31,098 --> 01:01:33,506 - With Eleanor? - Alice. 600 01:01:35,143 --> 01:01:37,717 - Pam, hold up. - Why didn't you tell me? 601 01:01:37,896 --> 01:01:40,980 - I didn't know. What's this have to do...? - What is she doing? 602 01:01:41,149 --> 01:01:44,399 Why can we sneak around, but not Alice and Jacey? 603 01:01:44,569 --> 01:01:48,518 Because it's different. I'm not Alice. Alice is like my mother. 604 01:01:48,697 --> 01:01:51,022 They get hurt easy, like turtles without shells. 605 01:01:51,241 --> 01:01:53,649 - Come on, take it easy. - You don't know my dad. 606 01:01:53,869 --> 01:01:57,486 He blames Jacey for everything that happened with Eleanor. 607 01:01:57,705 --> 01:02:00,991 It's not Jacey's fault your dad kicked her out. 608 01:02:01,167 --> 01:02:04,582 He didn't kick her out. He sent her off to a goddamn nut house. 609 01:02:04,753 --> 01:02:08,039 He just up and shipped her off to some clinic in Wisconsin. 610 01:02:08,715 --> 01:02:13,127 - I thought you said she's in Chicago. - She is. They let her out a month ago. 611 01:02:13,303 --> 01:02:15,876 - Oh, shit. - Yeah, shit. 612 01:02:48,042 --> 01:02:49,073 Doug. 613 01:02:49,919 --> 01:02:52,125 Who's upstairs with Jacey? 614 01:02:52,755 --> 01:02:54,498 Alice Abbott. 615 01:02:55,674 --> 01:02:58,675 How long is she likely to stay? 616 01:02:58,843 --> 01:03:02,675 I don't know, but I wouldn't hold up dinner. 617 01:03:40,506 --> 01:03:43,175 Do you want dinner? 618 01:03:45,010 --> 01:03:47,298 - No, thanks. - Don't sit on that. 619 01:03:47,470 --> 01:03:49,842 - Doug just painted it. - I know. 620 01:03:55,811 --> 01:03:59,974 I had to bring her here today. There's nowhere else we can go. 621 01:04:00,148 --> 01:04:02,639 - I appreciate that, but... - I love her. 622 01:04:04,778 --> 01:04:09,273 - And I am gonna marry her. - Do her parents know about this? 623 01:04:09,490 --> 01:04:11,945 - Of course not. - Shouldn't they? 624 01:04:12,159 --> 01:04:15,279 I don't give a damn about them. 625 01:04:19,749 --> 01:04:22,287 Does Alice feel the same way you do? 626 01:04:22,502 --> 01:04:24,293 She loves me. 627 01:04:26,672 --> 01:04:29,507 And she's agreed to marry you? 628 01:04:29,883 --> 01:04:31,710 She will. 629 01:04:33,595 --> 01:04:37,675 She needs time. She's frightened. This isn't easy for her. 630 01:04:37,891 --> 01:04:42,848 - How does hiding it make it easier? - We don't really have any choice, do we? 631 01:04:43,646 --> 01:04:47,892 Alice is a grown woman. She has a child. If she loves you... 632 01:04:48,066 --> 01:04:50,308 I've gotta get her away from her parents... 633 01:04:50,527 --> 01:04:53,481 I can't be a party to that, Jacey. 634 01:04:54,656 --> 01:04:57,027 I don't need your help. 635 01:04:59,743 --> 01:05:01,819 And I'm not asking for it. 636 01:05:03,956 --> 01:05:08,083 Find somewhere else to take Alice. I can't have you bringing her here. 637 01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:10,419 I'm sorry. 638 01:05:16,842 --> 01:05:19,463 Jacey pretended to care for Alice so well... 639 01:05:19,636 --> 01:05:24,049 ...the illusion became so complete, that even he was fooled. 640 01:05:24,432 --> 01:05:26,175 Marry me. 641 01:05:26,351 --> 01:05:28,177 Impossible. 642 01:05:29,437 --> 01:05:33,019 Nothing's impossible. 643 01:05:35,817 --> 01:05:39,731 What do you mean? That's not the way it is. 644 01:05:39,904 --> 01:05:41,398 Go away! 645 01:05:43,241 --> 01:05:45,566 - Doesn't it mean anything to you? - It's screwing. 646 01:05:45,743 --> 01:05:47,202 No. It's more than that. 647 01:05:47,369 --> 01:05:48,698 - Don't! - Don't what? 648 01:05:51,957 --> 01:05:52,988 Alice. 649 01:05:58,629 --> 01:06:00,456 Yes, Daddy? 650 01:06:01,674 --> 01:06:04,425 Who are you talking to? 651 01:06:05,052 --> 01:06:06,843 She's talking to me, Daddy. 652 01:06:10,515 --> 01:06:13,006 Just a little girl talk. 653 01:06:13,226 --> 01:06:16,392 Well, you can talk inside. It's late. 654 01:06:30,783 --> 01:06:34,033 Jacey didn't hear from Alice for several days. 655 01:06:34,245 --> 01:06:37,863 And then, finally, Pam arrived with a message. 656 01:06:56,014 --> 01:06:57,971 How is she? 657 01:06:58,767 --> 01:07:01,388 She's at the boathouse. 658 01:07:23,247 --> 01:07:25,156 What's going on? 659 01:07:25,332 --> 01:07:27,040 Tell Jacey I'm sorry. 660 01:07:43,807 --> 01:07:46,558 I have plans for my daughters, Mr. Holt... 661 01:07:46,726 --> 01:07:49,893 ...and they don't include you. 662 01:07:53,232 --> 01:07:54,892 I know you. 663 01:07:55,568 --> 01:07:58,023 I know you better than you know me. 664 01:07:58,195 --> 01:08:02,903 I know all there is to know about screwing your way into a wealthy family. 665 01:08:03,074 --> 01:08:06,775 And I'll never let you screw your way into mine. 666 01:08:44,194 --> 01:08:45,819 Alice! 667 01:08:51,493 --> 01:08:53,319 - Where is she? - Who do you think you are? 668 01:08:53,494 --> 01:08:57,361 - Goddamn it, where is she! - Get out! Get out of here! 669 01:09:01,043 --> 01:09:02,751 Call the police, Joan. 670 01:09:04,421 --> 01:09:06,579 You son of a bitch. 671 01:09:08,258 --> 01:09:10,001 Where is she? 672 01:09:12,136 --> 01:09:14,757 Tell me where she is. 673 01:09:15,556 --> 01:09:17,881 Behind you, Mr. Holt. 674 01:09:23,063 --> 01:09:25,435 Hey, baby. 675 01:09:26,065 --> 01:09:27,524 Come on. 676 01:09:29,777 --> 01:09:31,604 Come with me right now. 677 01:09:47,960 --> 01:09:50,248 Now get the hell out of here, you runt stud... 678 01:09:50,462 --> 01:09:53,416 ...and keep your poor-boy dick out of my daughters. 679 01:10:36,086 --> 01:10:38,162 - Hey. - Hi. 680 01:10:39,923 --> 01:10:41,583 What's up? 681 01:10:42,342 --> 01:10:46,386 I've been thinking that maybe we shouldn't see each other right now. 682 01:10:48,890 --> 01:10:50,432 Okay. 683 01:10:50,891 --> 01:10:53,892 I'll see you around. 684 01:11:29,217 --> 01:11:30,248 Jacey. 685 01:11:30,844 --> 01:11:35,754 Why spend all night in Chicago waiting for the Philadelphia bus? 686 01:11:36,265 --> 01:11:38,934 Why not just wait until the morning? 687 01:11:39,977 --> 01:11:43,393 Because the sooner I get out of this fucking town, the better. 688 01:11:47,859 --> 01:11:50,860 Suit yourself. 689 01:11:59,161 --> 01:12:02,529 I don't know why he couldn't just forget about them. 690 01:12:02,706 --> 01:12:05,576 - Who? - The Abbotts. 691 01:12:06,876 --> 01:12:10,126 There's no end of Abbotts in this world, if that's what you need. 692 01:12:10,296 --> 01:12:12,335 He just needs that somehow. 693 01:12:16,927 --> 01:12:19,417 Actually, I know how. 694 01:12:19,721 --> 01:12:23,054 What do you mean? How do you know? 695 01:12:24,392 --> 01:12:28,341 I was just a wreck when Charlie died. 696 01:12:28,520 --> 01:12:33,645 Jacey was almost 2 and I was eight months pregnant with you. 697 01:12:33,817 --> 01:12:37,185 And, well... 698 01:12:39,280 --> 01:12:42,980 Some mornings I'd be crying before I even woke up. 699 01:12:45,160 --> 01:12:47,485 Then you were born. 700 01:12:50,790 --> 01:12:54,124 And Jacey just got lost in there. 701 01:12:55,878 --> 01:12:59,745 I didn't have anything for him. 702 01:13:01,258 --> 01:13:04,461 I should've taken us away from here... 703 01:13:04,636 --> 01:13:07,305 ...gone somewhere else. - Why? 704 01:13:11,017 --> 01:13:13,175 After Charlie died... 705 01:13:13,352 --> 01:13:17,219 ...Lloyd Abbott started dropping by on his way home from work. 706 01:13:19,691 --> 01:13:23,605 He felt so bad about that bet that Charlie had made with him at the lake. 707 01:13:25,697 --> 01:13:28,069 That foolish... 708 01:13:29,158 --> 01:13:31,316 ...idiotic bet. 709 01:13:31,494 --> 01:13:34,992 Poor Lloyd. I felt sorry for him. 710 01:13:38,792 --> 01:13:44,212 But he started dropping by so often that people began to talk. 711 01:13:46,507 --> 01:13:51,133 One day, I was in Woolworth's. I was having lunch at the counter. 712 01:13:51,303 --> 01:13:54,220 Suddenly, there was Joan Abbott... 713 01:13:54,389 --> 01:13:58,469 ...screaming at me to stop sleeping with her husband, with Lloyd. 714 01:13:59,811 --> 01:14:02,728 I was speechless. 715 01:14:03,272 --> 01:14:05,763 She was gone before I could find my tongue. 716 01:14:05,983 --> 01:14:07,358 Christ... 717 01:14:07,567 --> 01:14:12,359 I went to see Joan. I wanted to put her mind at rest. I wanted to tell her... 718 01:14:13,615 --> 01:14:17,398 But why? Why'd everyone in town believe Joan Abbott? 719 01:14:17,618 --> 01:14:20,785 Because she's Joan Abbott. 720 01:14:21,663 --> 01:14:23,905 I hate this town. 721 01:14:24,374 --> 01:14:26,616 I hate the Abbotts. 722 01:14:28,420 --> 01:14:31,788 - Maybe I shouldn't have told you. - I already knew. 723 01:14:33,966 --> 01:14:36,172 People still talk about it? 724 01:14:36,427 --> 01:14:40,424 I never heard anyone talk about it. Not to me, at least. 725 01:14:41,348 --> 01:14:43,673 - Well, then how did...? - Jacey. 726 01:14:45,768 --> 01:14:48,306 Oh, Lord. 727 01:14:49,188 --> 01:14:52,105 - Jacey knows too. - Yeah, but... 728 01:14:54,568 --> 01:14:57,687 He thinks it really happened. 729 01:15:06,037 --> 01:15:09,370 For the first time in my life that I could remember... 730 01:15:09,540 --> 01:15:15,044 ...I saw my mother cry. I felt sad leaving Haley for college... 731 01:15:15,211 --> 01:15:18,378 ...sad for my mother, because she had been left behind. 732 01:15:19,257 --> 01:15:23,835 First by my father, then by my brother... 733 01:15:24,011 --> 01:15:26,336 ...and now by me. 734 01:15:29,349 --> 01:15:33,263 The only part of my past in Haley that I never stopped thinking about... 735 01:15:33,436 --> 01:15:36,353 ...not for a day, was Pam. 736 01:15:36,522 --> 01:15:40,187 Then, that spring, my past caught up with me. 737 01:15:40,359 --> 01:15:43,146 - Pam? - Doug? 738 01:15:44,029 --> 01:15:45,689 - Hi. - Hi. 739 01:15:46,531 --> 01:15:50,279 - What are you up to? - I come down to use the library. 740 01:15:51,702 --> 01:15:53,196 How's Bryn Mawr? 741 01:15:53,621 --> 01:15:55,779 Very Bryn. Do you like it here? 742 01:15:56,582 --> 01:15:58,740 Yeah. It's fine. 743 01:15:59,668 --> 01:16:03,831 I just have to drop off these set designs. Do you wanna get something to eat? 744 01:16:04,047 --> 01:16:07,297 I can't, sorry. I gotta get the bus back. 745 01:16:07,967 --> 01:16:10,837 You seem taller. 746 01:16:11,011 --> 01:16:12,755 And you seem... 747 01:16:12,930 --> 01:16:15,006 ...not so plain. 748 01:16:19,311 --> 01:16:21,054 Maybe another time, okay? 749 01:16:21,646 --> 01:16:23,804 - Yeah. - Really, I mean it. 750 01:16:24,190 --> 01:16:26,396 Just call me. I'm at Reed Hall. 751 01:16:26,609 --> 01:16:29,230 - Okay. - Okay. Bye. 752 01:16:47,794 --> 01:16:50,629 Hey, Holt, you've got a visitor. 753 01:17:04,393 --> 01:17:06,718 Who's here? 754 01:17:17,029 --> 01:17:19,567 Did you miss the bus? 755 01:17:20,991 --> 01:17:23,742 Are you drunk? Oh, Christ. 756 01:17:23,910 --> 01:17:27,658 I better get you out of here before the Puritans tar and feather you. 757 01:17:30,458 --> 01:17:33,660 Stand up. Can you walk? 758 01:17:37,631 --> 01:17:40,038 - Let's dance. - No, no, no. 759 01:17:41,843 --> 01:17:46,255 Go out the front door, make a right and go around the building. 760 01:17:46,430 --> 01:17:50,724 Wait for me by the fire escape, okay? Just wait for me. 761 01:18:10,076 --> 01:18:12,994 - Doug? - Watch out for the ladder. 762 01:18:23,463 --> 01:18:26,132 Come on, up we go. 763 01:18:28,343 --> 01:18:31,012 Oh, Jesus. 764 01:19:40,866 --> 01:19:42,526 Doug? 765 01:19:43,118 --> 01:19:45,443 It's Pam. 766 01:19:49,499 --> 01:19:52,369 Hello? 767 01:19:57,756 --> 01:19:59,713 Thank you. 768 01:20:11,393 --> 01:20:15,770 If you feel like you're gonna puke, use the wastebasket over there. 769 01:20:15,939 --> 01:20:18,145 I'm sorry. 770 01:20:20,819 --> 01:20:25,943 I was embarrassed. I woke up and didn't know where I was. 771 01:20:26,157 --> 01:20:29,442 And I felt like I was dying, so I just... 772 01:20:30,577 --> 01:20:35,038 I don't know. I was blotto. I mean, I was so happy to see you. 773 01:20:36,124 --> 01:20:38,282 But then I just got sad. 774 01:20:39,419 --> 01:20:43,416 Sad and stupid. It happens sometimes, you know? 775 01:20:45,591 --> 01:20:47,998 - You wanna see something? - What? 776 01:20:48,218 --> 01:20:50,839 I wanna show you something. Come on. 777 01:20:57,351 --> 01:21:01,218 - What are we doing here? - I wanna show you something. 778 01:21:02,689 --> 01:21:05,310 Wait. Stand right here. 779 01:21:05,484 --> 01:21:07,026 Close your eyes. 780 01:21:07,444 --> 01:21:08,819 Okay. 781 01:21:14,867 --> 01:21:16,610 Okay. 782 01:21:20,872 --> 01:21:22,450 It's beautiful. 783 01:21:23,458 --> 01:21:25,000 Thanks. 784 01:21:26,169 --> 01:21:29,205 The senior acting class does scenes from different plays. 785 01:21:29,380 --> 01:21:32,297 They invite everybody. It's really a big deal. 786 01:21:32,466 --> 01:21:37,009 There's this competition amongst all the design students to do the sets... 787 01:21:37,179 --> 01:21:41,258 ...and I'm the one whose design got picked. 788 01:21:42,183 --> 01:21:45,516 What scene is it for, what play? 789 01:21:45,686 --> 01:21:49,185 Romeo and Juliet. But it's something different, you know? 790 01:21:50,482 --> 01:21:53,151 You're really good at this. 791 01:21:53,318 --> 01:21:56,272 It's like making models when I was a kid. 792 01:21:56,446 --> 01:22:00,111 It's fun. It's make-believe. 793 01:22:04,203 --> 01:22:06,409 Does it remind you of anything? 794 01:22:08,957 --> 01:22:11,080 They tore that old barn down. 795 01:22:11,710 --> 01:22:13,252 Did they? 796 01:22:15,171 --> 01:22:18,255 They always tear down the wrong stuff. 797 01:22:21,385 --> 01:22:24,339 I've missed you. 798 01:22:36,190 --> 01:22:37,767 What? 799 01:22:38,817 --> 01:22:40,893 What's the matter? 800 01:22:42,737 --> 01:22:45,193 - Do you have a boyfriend? - No. 801 01:22:45,406 --> 01:22:48,193 Then what's the problem? 802 01:22:48,367 --> 01:22:51,036 - I can't do this. - Why not? 803 01:22:51,537 --> 01:22:54,075 It's okay. We don't have to go so fast. 804 01:22:54,289 --> 01:22:58,867 - I have to be back at the dorm by 10. - Wait. What about tomorrow afternoon? 805 01:22:59,085 --> 01:23:02,039 It's just too late now. 806 01:23:03,005 --> 01:23:05,496 Everything's just too screwed up. 807 01:23:08,218 --> 01:23:09,333 Pam. 808 01:23:10,470 --> 01:23:12,759 It's not too late. 809 01:23:20,021 --> 01:23:22,808 Pam had been walking in and out of my life... 810 01:23:23,023 --> 01:23:24,850 ...for as long as I could remember. 811 01:23:25,025 --> 01:23:28,892 Now, far from Haley, I believed it would finally be different... 812 01:23:29,070 --> 01:23:32,486 ...that the past could be left behind us. 813 01:24:00,557 --> 01:24:03,344 What's wrong with you? 814 01:24:05,019 --> 01:24:06,976 Nothing. 815 01:24:17,614 --> 01:24:19,606 I'll get it. 816 01:24:24,954 --> 01:24:27,908 - Hi! - Hi. 817 01:24:29,792 --> 01:24:32,080 Come in. 818 01:24:36,256 --> 01:24:38,497 How'd you know I was here? 819 01:24:40,092 --> 01:24:41,717 I didn't. 820 01:24:42,636 --> 01:24:46,087 - I came to talk to Jacey. - Why? 821 01:24:46,265 --> 01:24:48,755 You want another cup of coffee? 822 01:24:48,975 --> 01:24:52,889 There's something that I need to tell you. 823 01:24:54,355 --> 01:24:57,190 Well, I didn't expect to see you again. 824 01:24:58,442 --> 01:25:01,277 Shouldn't you have called? 825 01:25:06,283 --> 01:25:11,324 Well, you wanna fuck? I guess that's why you came over. 826 01:25:21,713 --> 01:25:22,958 Doug... 827 01:25:32,097 --> 01:25:33,841 Doug. 828 01:25:40,021 --> 01:25:43,022 You bastard. 829 01:26:02,124 --> 01:26:03,666 Doug? 830 01:26:07,587 --> 01:26:09,046 Fuck you. 831 01:26:11,466 --> 01:26:14,383 - I didn't know. - You didn't know what? 832 01:26:14,594 --> 01:26:16,420 How you felt about Pam. 833 01:26:17,263 --> 01:26:18,591 Fuck you. 834 01:26:18,764 --> 01:26:20,424 I'm sorry. 835 01:26:22,017 --> 01:26:24,590 Apologize to her, asshole. 836 01:26:27,355 --> 01:26:29,395 I did. 837 01:26:30,274 --> 01:26:34,023 It just... I ran into her at some party... 838 01:26:34,195 --> 01:26:38,144 ...and she was drinking, I was drinking. It was easy. 839 01:26:38,365 --> 01:26:42,065 She felt guilty about telling her father about me and Alice. 840 01:26:45,330 --> 01:26:47,903 Actually, I made her feel guilty. 841 01:26:48,082 --> 01:26:52,245 I made her feel like she had betrayed Alice. 842 01:26:52,461 --> 01:26:56,209 What the hell did Pam ever do to deserve your revenge? What? 843 01:27:00,093 --> 01:27:02,500 Nothing. 844 01:27:06,265 --> 01:27:10,214 Is it just your way of evening the score with Lloyd Abbott? 845 01:27:11,186 --> 01:27:12,764 Right. 846 01:27:14,814 --> 01:27:16,688 I don't know you! 847 01:27:17,942 --> 01:27:20,314 I don't know who the fuck you are! 848 01:27:20,486 --> 01:27:23,689 You fuck everything... You fuck everything up! 849 01:27:25,532 --> 01:27:27,690 Why Pam? 850 01:27:30,036 --> 01:27:31,780 Why Pam too? 851 01:27:46,801 --> 01:27:50,300 When I went to Bryn Mawr to find Pam, she had disappeared. 852 01:27:50,471 --> 01:27:53,887 I tried every way I could to locate her. I even called my mother... 853 01:27:54,058 --> 01:27:58,435 ...to see if she had gone back to Haley. But she wasn't there. 854 01:27:59,062 --> 01:28:03,605 That's a lovely fish, honey. Keep your glue on the paper. 855 01:28:04,150 --> 01:28:07,234 Look at that, almost done. That's very pretty. 856 01:28:07,403 --> 01:28:09,894 You're doing a wonderful job. That's great. 857 01:28:10,072 --> 01:28:13,820 Lillian, Jack, Sam, back to your seats, please. 858 01:28:14,159 --> 01:28:18,109 Boys and girls! Did you hear me? Get back to your seats right now! 859 01:28:22,291 --> 01:28:25,376 That's a good job, boys and girls. Good job. 860 01:28:38,306 --> 01:28:40,927 Although she seemed unique to me then... 861 01:28:41,475 --> 01:28:44,476 ...I now know that the world is filled with working women... 862 01:28:44,687 --> 01:28:46,394 ...raising children by themselves. 863 01:28:46,563 --> 01:28:50,430 There was nothing especially original about my mother. 864 01:28:50,609 --> 01:28:54,985 Not even in the way she finally brought her sons back together again. 865 01:29:20,552 --> 01:29:22,591 What do you want? 866 01:29:22,762 --> 01:29:24,340 It's Mom. 867 01:29:59,879 --> 01:30:01,207 Hi, Doug! 868 01:30:03,674 --> 01:30:08,964 How's your chin? You remember, the pencil? 869 01:30:09,971 --> 01:30:13,755 Yeah. I have a little scar. 870 01:30:15,893 --> 01:30:20,187 Are you going home? Back down on the ground to Illinois? 871 01:30:21,815 --> 01:30:23,440 My mother died. 872 01:30:27,695 --> 01:30:29,071 I'm sorry. 873 01:30:30,323 --> 01:30:32,196 I just saw her over Christmas. 874 01:30:32,366 --> 01:30:35,153 She seemed fine. She was a little tired. 875 01:30:35,327 --> 01:30:38,032 I thought it was the flu or something. 876 01:30:38,205 --> 01:30:42,416 She didn't even tell us. The hospital told Jacey when they called him. 877 01:30:44,502 --> 01:30:47,419 How's Jacey? 878 01:30:48,214 --> 01:30:51,084 He had to stay to take his state board exams. 879 01:30:51,258 --> 01:30:54,175 He's coming back tomorrow. 880 01:30:56,596 --> 01:30:59,514 I'm really sorry. 881 01:30:59,682 --> 01:31:01,971 I was wondering if you knew where Pam was. 882 01:31:06,772 --> 01:31:08,515 No, I don't. 883 01:31:11,818 --> 01:31:17,607 I gotta go. I'll miss my ride to the hotel. 884 01:31:21,410 --> 01:31:24,281 Tell her I love her. 885 01:31:26,331 --> 01:31:29,534 Just tell her that, okay? 886 01:31:52,438 --> 01:31:54,644 Gentlemen. 887 01:32:27,761 --> 01:32:30,845 My mother's life had been damaged by a lie. 888 01:32:31,014 --> 01:32:36,719 And my brother was forever lost in a maze of illusions that lie had created. 889 01:32:36,895 --> 01:32:40,144 And I had followed him there. 890 01:32:40,731 --> 01:32:43,898 Jacey would never find his way out... 891 01:32:44,068 --> 01:32:46,393 ...but I had to. 892 01:32:46,987 --> 01:32:49,275 And the only way I could do that... 893 01:32:50,156 --> 01:32:53,323 ...was to forgive what I could never forget. 894 01:32:55,620 --> 01:32:58,157 Do you wanna get something to eat? 895 01:33:05,212 --> 01:33:06,670 Sure. 896 01:33:29,400 --> 01:33:30,942 You know... 897 01:33:31,986 --> 01:33:34,227 ...you were right. 898 01:33:36,281 --> 01:33:38,736 About what? 899 01:33:39,200 --> 01:33:43,150 I should live my own life, stop being your shadow. 900 01:33:47,791 --> 01:33:50,460 I'm not like you, Jacey. 901 01:33:50,627 --> 01:33:52,869 And I don't wanna be. 902 01:33:58,509 --> 01:34:01,082 I'm sorry. 903 01:34:02,763 --> 01:34:05,550 I know you are. 904 01:34:08,935 --> 01:34:12,019 Did you have to get stitches? 905 01:34:16,025 --> 01:34:18,480 Ten. 906 01:34:20,904 --> 01:34:23,360 Sorry. 907 01:34:27,994 --> 01:34:29,785 Look... 908 01:34:31,080 --> 01:34:33,322 I found this... 909 01:34:33,666 --> 01:34:36,501 ...in one of the boxes in the garage. 910 01:34:36,919 --> 01:34:40,453 It's a letter of agreement between Lloyd Abbott and Dad. 911 01:34:40,839 --> 01:34:44,042 Dad sold him the file-drawer patent, not Mom. 912 01:34:53,809 --> 01:34:56,845 - A car? - Yeah. 913 01:34:57,729 --> 01:35:00,398 Jesus Christ... 914 01:35:01,399 --> 01:35:03,806 He sold the patent for a used car? 915 01:35:04,569 --> 01:35:06,193 I don't know. 916 01:35:07,196 --> 01:35:10,362 I guess Dad needed a car... 917 01:35:10,741 --> 01:35:15,367 ...and he figured who the hell needed a full-suspension file drawer? 918 01:35:16,704 --> 01:35:22,410 A 1937 DeSoto coupe convertible... 919 01:35:23,419 --> 01:35:25,292 ...as is. 920 01:35:26,088 --> 01:35:29,421 I wonder what ever happened to it? 921 01:35:33,553 --> 01:35:37,087 He parked it at the bottom of a lake. 922 01:35:41,518 --> 01:35:44,851 The truth about our mother and Lloyd didn't comfort Jacey... 923 01:35:45,438 --> 01:35:51,061 ...because the truth seemed to him as unfair as the lie he'd always believed in. 924 01:36:00,660 --> 01:36:02,320 Do me a favor. 925 01:36:02,829 --> 01:36:05,913 Don't stand here and wave goodbye. 926 01:36:06,207 --> 01:36:08,745 It makes me think of Mom. 927 01:36:08,960 --> 01:36:10,335 Okay. 928 01:36:13,922 --> 01:36:16,378 I'll see you. 929 01:36:57,336 --> 01:36:59,293 My mother was right. 930 01:36:59,463 --> 01:37:02,748 If the Abbotts didn't exist, Jacey would've had to invent them. 931 01:37:03,634 --> 01:37:08,094 But inventing the Abbotts was something almost everyone in Haley did... 932 01:37:08,263 --> 01:37:10,469 ...and still do. 933 01:37:11,599 --> 01:37:15,810 Alice reunited with Peter. Lived out the same lie of a happy marriage... 934 01:37:15,978 --> 01:37:18,647 ...that her mother and father had lived. 935 01:37:18,855 --> 01:37:22,935 And a new generation of Abbott parties began. 936 01:37:27,238 --> 01:37:29,230 What do you want? 937 01:37:29,448 --> 01:37:32,153 I want to talk to you. 938 01:37:40,416 --> 01:37:42,872 Shut the door. 939 01:37:48,465 --> 01:37:50,921 Smoke? 940 01:37:54,095 --> 01:37:57,049 - Have a seat. - I don't wanna sit down. 941 01:37:57,390 --> 01:37:59,797 Then don't. 942 01:38:03,520 --> 01:38:06,094 I'm sorry about your mother. 943 01:38:06,481 --> 01:38:08,355 You're sorry? 944 01:38:13,655 --> 01:38:18,363 You didn't know your mother at all, if you think I ever stood a chance with her. 945 01:38:20,119 --> 01:38:24,365 That's what Jacey thinks. I can tell by the way he looks at me. 946 01:38:24,581 --> 01:38:28,578 Since he was a boy, he's looked at me like I owed him. But he's wrong. 947 01:38:32,213 --> 01:38:35,000 That bet was your father's idea. 948 01:38:37,551 --> 01:38:40,302 And I never meant your mother any harm. 949 01:38:40,846 --> 01:38:44,594 I would've done anything for her. Anything. 950 01:38:45,225 --> 01:38:47,846 I loved her. 951 01:39:01,739 --> 01:39:03,530 So... 952 01:39:05,076 --> 01:39:06,867 ...what do you want? 953 01:39:08,329 --> 01:39:10,535 I wanna find Pam. 954 01:39:12,499 --> 01:39:16,283 I want you to tell me where she is. 955 01:40:59,386 --> 01:41:01,794 How can you ever forgive me? 956 01:41:02,014 --> 01:41:05,050 You always loved me no matter what I did, right? 957 01:41:05,267 --> 01:41:08,766 - Yeah. - Maybe that's how I love you. 958 01:41:09,229 --> 01:41:13,890 No matter what. It's the best kind of love, you know. 959 01:41:16,276 --> 01:41:19,147 But how can we just start all over again? 960 01:41:50,974 --> 01:41:52,682 You see there? 961 01:41:53,393 --> 01:41:55,599 We're doing it. 962 01:41:59,899 --> 01:42:01,393 So... 963 01:42:02,651 --> 01:42:05,652 ...what are you doing tonight? 964 01:42:06,196 --> 01:42:10,146 - Do you wanna go out? - You're crazy. 965 01:42:10,742 --> 01:42:13,363 Some people never change. 966 01:42:14,495 --> 01:42:17,449 - Hi. - Hi. 967 01:42:24,171 --> 01:42:28,085 A year later, the impossible finally happened. 968 01:42:28,258 --> 01:42:31,673 One of the Holt boys married one of the Abbott girls. 969 01:42:31,844 --> 01:42:35,544 We had two daughters. Named the youngest Helen... 970 01:42:36,098 --> 01:42:39,099 ...after my mom.