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You said you felt something.Where?
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How did it feel?
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What did your body feel?
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You're doing it for two hours now,
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but you look as always.
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When the girl
who had just turned seventeen
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said farewell to this world,
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there was no sign of sentiment or dream
in her ugly face
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nor in the bottom of her heart.
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People will perhaps not believe in the
unmovable truth I've experimented with.
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17-year-old girl.
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Suicide by taking poison.
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It's totally different from yesterday.
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But what exactly is different? Tell me!
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Wait! And shut up!
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I suppose it's no good this way.
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So is it useless, after all?
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But we knew from the beginning
that sex is useless!
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But it must not necessarily be.
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Shit!
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Only because you slept with an adult
who knows more about sex than we do.
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What did you feel with your body?
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I don't know.
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But haven't we decided
not to feel sex with our body?
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Right.
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Why then did you have sex
with goddam teacher?
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Did you want to make love with your body?
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You prostituted yourself! Shit!
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Don't be so rough.
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I'm not rough.
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Ouch!
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Don't hurt her, Koichi!
There's a baby in Yasuko's belly.
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Do you want to kill our baby?
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Sex is no big deal.
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I make sex with all of you
and bear our child.
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If we raise the child properly,
it may mean we can beat sex.
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You mean we can no longer
trust heart and body?
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Yesterday I thought
it's no good the way it is.
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Adults have sex in order to get children
and then they raise them.
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That's the natural way, isn't it?
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But when I am doing it with my mind,
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why should that beat the sex of the flesh?
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Because we do it with mind and body.
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A 16-year-old feels with her skin.
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Are you kidding? I'm I 5.
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If we become mums and dads at I 5,
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our whole sex would be overturned.
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Throughout Japan.
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But I won't turn over.
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I'll just become a mother.
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So when you felt with your body
did the world turn over?
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Not at all.
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That's the problem!
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No sex just for pleasure!
Didn't we promise that?
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No question, that's betrayal. Right?
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Betrayal of what?
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Of us!
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I had no intention to betray you.
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But...
- But what? Spit it out!
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I was somehow anxious
and afraid to tell you
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because it might bother you.
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She's gone mad.
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At heart she's already
a full-fledged adult.
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You are hiding something!
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I'm hiding nothing.
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Hiding means betrayal!
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But I'm not hiding anything.
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I, for one, have no idea what's going on.
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Yes, but it's clear
that Yasuko has prostituted herself.
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Let's straighten that out once more.
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That's what I want, too.
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Shit! Let's make an on-site inspection.
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An on-site inspection?
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Yeah.
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GUSHING PRAYER:
A 15-Year-Old Prostitute
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Directed by Masao ADACHI
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I asked him to come
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for a personal consultation.
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I said that I'll wait here.
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He showed up on time.
- He came half running, right?
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Yes.
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I said straight into his face:
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In fact I'm four months pregnant.
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But since I was promiscuous
I don't know who the father is.
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He just nodded and meant that
this is a prevalent aspect of our time.
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Then we started to walk.
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I wanted to do it
like the couples around us
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and linked arms with him.
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Like this.
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Then I said that I'm going to have
an abortion and wanted him to come.
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Nonsense! We've decided
to give birth to the child.
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I just said that to delude him.
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As expected he nodded
and said alright.
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One cannot definitively say
that a decisive moment for one person
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is exclusively decisive
if another person intervenes.
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That's what he said
while his eyes were sparkling.
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I said that
I was in love with him all along
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and got ready to kiss him.
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Teacher, I love you!
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You have the money for the abortion?
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Well then.
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When you say you're in love with me
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you're trying to evade sex,
your age and your whole life, right?
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Yes.
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But since it would result
in a strange relationship
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if you just accompany me to the abortion,
I want to make a deal.
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A deal?
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You mean
with society and the whole world?
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No.A deal only with you, teacher.
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I want you to sleep with me
before you accompany me to the abortion.
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That way it is give-and-take.
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Do I gain something economically
if I sleep with you?
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But I love you.
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A prostitute.
That's what you are now.
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Yes.
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So you suggest to establish
an unconditional relation?
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I understand.Alright.
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At that point my body and my heart
had already forgotten
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that he is my teacher.
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I was just thinking about the way
he was getting down to business.
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So it's fine to do exactly the same thing.
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Let's do it.
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Yes, try it.
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He didn't bother with formalities...
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...and came to business right away?
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Yes. He lifted my skirt.
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He didn't go mad or so.
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He was just a lecherous
middle-aged man.
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I felt I was doing
exactly the same thing as all adults.
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Come to the interesting part?
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That's it.
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Teacher!
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No! I'm not your teacher.
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You are a prostitute. I'm your client.
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I'm buying your sex,
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I'm not buying your youth.
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Can a prostitute live eternal youth?
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For me this is a new experience.
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Bataille says
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that the labor sold by prostitutes
regulates our life,
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but that it cannot regulate
the eroticism of youth.
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The discovery of a historical
truth is now in progress.
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What does that mean?
What did your body feel?
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To associate with adults with your body
makes you a prostitute.
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That's against the rule.
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So the stupid lie of goddam teacher
turned you on?
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No!
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You simply got excited
because you're pregnant, right?
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No! I'm a pregnant prostitute.
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That's why I felt something. Like now.
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So you're saying I'm your client?
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Yes.
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Our rule stipulates
to not hide anything from each other,
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and to not sell anything.
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I...
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I get the feeling
that I'm now selling myself to Koichi.
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What did you sell?
- Can you sell that to me as well?
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Yes.
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But I'm not sure yet what I'm selling.
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You're afraid of bearing the child.
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And of having an abortion.
- You got turned on
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because you thought that sleeping
with teacher means happiness.
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You've turned Koichi
into an adult like goddam teacher.
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What opportunism! You pig!
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It's fine with me to be a pig.
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But I was the only one who felt it.
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And I'm the only one who's pregnant.
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I'm going to die. Goodbye.
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I 8-year-old girl.
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Suicide by taking poison.
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Morning sickness?
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Hello, little baby...
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Hana ichimonme.
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A balloon that can't fly won't fly...
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Yasuko!
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Yes!
- Where are you,Yasuko?
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I'm here.
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Your friends are here.
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I'm coming.
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Hana ichimonme.
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A balloon than can't burst won't burst...
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When the girl who had just turned
seventeen said farewell to this world,
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there was no sign of sentiment
or dream in her ugly face
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nor in the bottom of her heart.
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People will perhaps not believe in the
unmovable truth I've experimented with.
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The fortune teller said that there is
no need to rush with marriage.
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One must be grateful to live for I 0 years.
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He also said that long life
doesn't necessarily mean happiness.
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But a short life is fine.
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It's fine to be not happy.
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It's fine to carry a heavy burden.
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If only one can live a human life.
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Not to wait until life is worn down,
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but to burn it
until there is nothing left.
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Suicide by jumping before a train.
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20 years old.
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Watch closely.
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They're adults, but they're feeling
sufficiently with their bodies.
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The woman is my mother.
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She's not a prostitute!
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Watch closely.
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Is what you felt with your body
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the same thing my mother is feeling?
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It was the first time we held hands.
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If only I could bring back
this sweet evening in June.
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Please drink the Suntory Red
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that I've brought along.
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300 Brovarin sleeping pills.
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Suicide by taking poison.
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Where and how is it different?
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Oh...
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When did you come home?
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Yasuko, tell me!
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It's perhaps the same after all.
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Your mother is also selling
something with her heart.
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She's a prostitute.
- Okay, it's decided.
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What?
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We'll have to do real prostitution.
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You take real clients and do it for money.
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Me?
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Yes.
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And if you say your body feels something,
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I'll also become a prostitute.
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Why?
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Just because!
If you and his mother feel the same thing,
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then sex is not worth worrying for us.
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You said you'll beat sex,
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but that's just a try to appear smart.
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Prostitution?
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We have to straighten that out.
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It's no punishment for my betraying you
by sleeping with teacher?
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Of course not.
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And it's not just a trial?
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We can't afford such a thing!
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If we go on like this it's just a question
whether we feel sex with our body or not.
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I only want to make clear
whether we can beat sex or not.
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In that case I'll do it.
- Okay.
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Welcome.
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I'm going out.
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You always take care of my son.
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Shut up! I don't need pocket money.
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The very first time I felt free
in my whole life
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was when I realized that I, too,
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have sexuality.
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Make up your mind!
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Okay, I'll do it right away.
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Isn't 500 Yen
a bit expensive for this length?
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I don't know.
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The first time
I actually wanted to make sex
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was when during the clean-up after class
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my pussy touched
the corner of the table.
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That aroused me.
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I felt a wonderful sensation.
When I touched it with my hand,
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I again felt that sensation.
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You must have felt something?
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I'm not sure.
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You're not a professional prostitute yet.
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Why not?
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A professional gives proper service.
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Okay, let's do it the professional way.
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He'll buy her for 300 Yen.
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For only 300 Yen?
263
00:27:49,502 --> 00:27:52,964
The money doesn't matter.
We're not selling by price, anyway.
264
00:28:04,017 --> 00:28:05,685
You pay first. 300 Yen.
265
00:28:08,688 --> 00:28:12,192
The first time I had sex
was in spring when I turned 14.
266
00:28:13,360 --> 00:28:14,903
I don't remember anything.
267
00:28:15,904 --> 00:28:17,364
No, that's a lie.
268
00:28:18,365 --> 00:28:20,033
I remember everything.
269
00:28:23,620 --> 00:28:25,955
I don't feel a thing.
270
00:28:28,375 --> 00:28:32,879
It's not different at all
from my first time.
271
00:28:37,092 --> 00:28:39,803
Then it's a lie
that you felt something with that teacher.
272
00:28:49,229 --> 00:28:51,106
Why don't I feel anything?
273
00:28:52,148 --> 00:28:53,608
Feel it with your body!
274
00:28:56,277 --> 00:28:57,612
It's no use.
275
00:28:58,488 --> 00:29:01,491
I've got tired from standing.
276
00:29:14,879 --> 00:29:18,550
I never liked eating very much.
277
00:29:19,968 --> 00:29:23,930
But sex is very much like eating.
278
00:29:26,099 --> 00:29:32,147
When your stomach is empty,
everything you eat tastes good.
279
00:29:55,628 --> 00:29:59,466
I love the feeling of an empty stomach and
to hold back when I need to take a shit.
280
00:30:00,049 --> 00:30:03,094
I love the feeling
of a full stomach after eating.
281
00:30:06,264 --> 00:30:10,602
I love the peaceful feeling
after having eaten and taken a shit.
282
00:30:14,230 --> 00:30:15,648
I hate that.
283
00:30:17,859 --> 00:30:19,444
You're too precocious.
284
00:30:45,553 --> 00:30:47,430
Does anyone want to eat that?
285
00:30:47,889 --> 00:30:50,683
Eat it yourself.
After all, you're earning it.
286
00:30:51,476 --> 00:30:53,061
I don't want to eat.
287
00:31:06,032 --> 00:31:09,536
I somehow get the feeling
that it's not real prostitution
288
00:31:09,994 --> 00:31:12,247
if you take only 300 or 500 Yen.
289
00:31:12,705 --> 00:31:13,832
You're right.
290
00:31:14,499 --> 00:31:16,000
Should we raise the price?
291
00:31:16,835 --> 00:31:23,383
No. Usually the market price gradually
drops once the basic price has been set.
292
00:31:31,516 --> 00:31:34,561
You already act like a perfect pimp.
293
00:31:36,604 --> 00:31:40,650
It's time for you, too,
to start with prostitution.
294
00:31:41,234 --> 00:31:42,443
Right now.
295
00:31:47,991 --> 00:31:51,494
I think Yasuko is really
getting turned on.
296
00:31:54,706 --> 00:31:56,791
I'm the opposite.
297
00:32:28,615 --> 00:32:30,408
Shall we draw a conclusion?
298
00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:31,910
Yes.
299
00:32:38,082 --> 00:32:40,418
I'm not filled yet.
300
00:32:42,253 --> 00:32:45,548
My body doesn't feel the sex at all.
301
00:32:48,092 --> 00:32:50,762
I intend to sleep
with every single one of them today.
302
00:33:30,176 --> 00:33:35,181
I... only my body
is now able to prostitute itself.
303
00:33:37,058 --> 00:33:40,353
But I don't feel anything.
304
00:33:42,021 --> 00:33:42,981
Not a thing.
305
00:33:44,107 --> 00:33:45,274
I've got tired.
306
00:33:45,650 --> 00:33:47,568
For one, the number is too high.
307
00:33:47,944 --> 00:33:50,405
On average it's 10 guys per day.
308
00:33:51,030 --> 00:33:52,907
That makes 70 per week.
309
00:33:53,282 --> 00:33:55,284
Let's take a break for a while.
310
00:33:59,247 --> 00:34:00,915
I don't want to stop midway.
311
00:34:02,750 --> 00:34:03,876
That's cheating.
312
00:34:05,420 --> 00:34:07,922
We don't yet understand a thing.
313
00:34:21,853 --> 00:34:24,772
Everything is over now.
314
00:34:24,981 --> 00:34:27,900
Nothing is left but progress.
315
00:34:43,541 --> 00:34:48,171
When did I have
the first time sex with Koichi?
316
00:34:53,384 --> 00:34:57,055
Why did everyone think
I should bear the child?
317
00:34:59,307 --> 00:35:02,727
Why did only I get pregnant?
318
00:35:03,895 --> 00:35:04,896
Why?
319
00:35:05,897 --> 00:35:08,983
Why is the baby in my belly
everyone's baby?
320
00:35:18,201 --> 00:35:21,662
I still don't understand a thing.
321
00:35:23,873 --> 00:35:27,210
You didn't feel anything at all
with your body?
322
00:35:30,338 --> 00:35:31,839
You're just tired?
323
00:35:34,759 --> 00:35:38,971
Does that mean we won against sex?
324
00:35:39,889 --> 00:35:41,224
Not us!
325
00:35:42,266 --> 00:35:44,435
It's only Yasuko who prostitutes herself.
326
00:35:44,811 --> 00:35:50,108
No. I felt as if I were
prostituting myself along with her.
327
00:35:50,566 --> 00:35:52,235
With your own body?
328
00:35:52,819 --> 00:35:54,070
Well...
329
00:35:54,862 --> 00:35:59,200
I, and you, and you, we did nothing!
330
00:36:01,410 --> 00:36:04,122
I did nothing either.
331
00:36:06,874 --> 00:36:07,917
Yasuko!
332
00:36:09,377 --> 00:36:12,630
We cannot beat sex, can we?
333
00:36:13,381 --> 00:36:15,967
Sex without our body is useless, isn't it?
334
00:36:17,593 --> 00:36:19,887
Prostitution, too, is useless.
335
00:36:21,514 --> 00:36:24,100
So we are finished.
336
00:36:26,060 --> 00:36:28,771
I don't know whether we're finished,
337
00:36:30,189 --> 00:36:33,693
but I get the feeling
we lost against sex.
338
00:36:34,902 --> 00:36:39,198
My body knows that.
339
00:37:54,732 --> 00:37:57,193
With her like this, you be the prostitute!
340
00:37:58,736 --> 00:38:02,156
That's what I was thinking, too.
341
00:38:03,199 --> 00:38:04,533
Start right away.
342
00:38:07,787 --> 00:38:09,121
You be the client.
343
00:38:14,335 --> 00:38:16,671
We're finished, anyway.
344
00:38:19,882 --> 00:38:21,217
Let's have a party.
345
00:38:25,471 --> 00:38:26,472
You're right.
346
00:38:44,073 --> 00:38:45,199
Do it with me!
347
00:38:49,328 --> 00:38:50,329
Okay.
348
00:38:59,755 --> 00:39:03,676
I'm not pregnant,
349
00:39:05,136 --> 00:39:08,139
but I've had an abortion
twice in the past.
350
00:39:14,478 --> 00:39:16,272
Do you want to become pregnant?
351
00:39:23,904 --> 00:39:27,575
I've felt with my body
a couple of times as well.
352
00:39:37,752 --> 00:39:40,171
It's my first time with a professional.
353
00:39:42,798 --> 00:39:45,176
Every woman is a born professional.
354
00:39:54,602 --> 00:39:56,645
A professional feels like a professional.
355
00:40:10,743 --> 00:40:13,871
Do it for real to see
whether she feels it or not.
356
00:40:18,959 --> 00:40:21,295
Yes, I'll do it for real.
357
00:40:26,467 --> 00:40:27,468
Do it!
358
00:40:30,346 --> 00:40:33,557
Come on! Do it for real!
359
00:40:39,605 --> 00:40:41,899
Come on, do it! For real.
360
00:40:43,275 --> 00:40:44,485
Come on!
361
00:40:47,655 --> 00:40:48,614
Do it!
362
00:41:14,306 --> 00:41:19,145
Hana ichimonme...
363
00:41:34,285 --> 00:41:37,621
Cry and laugh.
364
00:41:42,042 --> 00:41:44,128
Nimonme...
365
00:41:48,007 --> 00:41:53,220
Hana ichimonme.
366
00:41:55,014 --> 00:41:59,935
Losing, losing, sanmonme.
367
00:42:09,695 --> 00:42:13,407
I can feel something. Right now.
368
00:42:14,492 --> 00:42:15,910
I feel it.
369
00:42:16,660 --> 00:42:18,120
I do feel it!
370
00:42:21,749 --> 00:42:23,209
Do you really feel something?
371
00:42:23,876 --> 00:42:25,628
Now, right now!
372
00:42:26,587 --> 00:42:28,881
I feel it!
373
00:42:31,467 --> 00:42:33,135
Stop joking!
374
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:36,764
It's no lie. I feel something.
- You're lying!
375
00:43:32,528 --> 00:43:36,949
I have to think for a while alone.
376
00:43:39,577 --> 00:43:44,164
It occurs to me
that it's not because I've become a mother
377
00:43:46,333 --> 00:43:49,128
that I felt
378
00:43:54,508 --> 00:43:55,968
the sex.
379
00:43:59,054 --> 00:44:01,181
Can you think all alone?
380
00:44:09,773 --> 00:44:13,360
There's no another way than that.
381
00:44:16,447 --> 00:44:17,448
Wait!
382
00:44:20,492 --> 00:44:21,619
I said wait!
383
00:44:26,832 --> 00:44:28,292
It's the money you earned.
384
00:44:29,793 --> 00:44:30,753
Take it!
385
00:44:39,511 --> 00:44:40,471
Thanks.
386
00:44:53,984 --> 00:44:54,943
Shit!
387
00:45:11,251 --> 00:45:14,088
Hey,Yasuko has left.
388
00:45:26,475 --> 00:45:28,185
Is she up to die?
389
00:45:33,273 --> 00:45:35,275
She's off to get rid of the child.
390
00:45:39,655 --> 00:45:41,657
I'll go and see.
391
00:45:42,741 --> 00:45:44,660
Those were happy days.
392
00:45:45,911 --> 00:45:47,538
It is mean of me to choose this way,
393
00:45:48,205 --> 00:45:50,082
but it can't be helped.
394
00:45:51,917 --> 00:45:54,128
I 8-year-old girl.
395
00:45:54,962 --> 00:45:57,089
Forced double suicide by gas-poisoning.
396
00:47:10,913 --> 00:47:12,206
Mother.
397
00:47:15,167 --> 00:47:16,126
Mama.
398
00:47:18,295 --> 00:47:19,296
I don't know.
399
00:47:46,323 --> 00:47:49,535
I'm a I 5-year-old mother.
400
00:47:59,753 --> 00:48:03,590
I am a 15-year-old mother.
401
00:48:04,466 --> 00:48:06,802
A woman is like the moon
402
00:48:07,886 --> 00:48:10,347
made only for the night.
403
00:48:12,015 --> 00:48:13,892
Suicide by jumping before a train.
404
00:48:18,772 --> 00:48:21,191
I've perfectly fooled you.
405
00:48:24,278 --> 00:48:27,072
Did you really believe
I slept with that goddam teacher?
406
00:48:28,574 --> 00:48:30,951
You've so easily been tricked.
407
00:48:38,667 --> 00:48:40,002
It's painful.
408
00:48:45,257 --> 00:48:48,427
I didn't know it will be so painful.
409
00:48:50,637 --> 00:48:51,763
Mother!
410
00:49:00,856 --> 00:49:02,065
Let's marry.
411
00:49:03,901 --> 00:49:09,114
If you have to suffer
like an adult and abort the child,
412
00:49:09,573 --> 00:49:11,033
we can as well marry.
413
00:49:12,242 --> 00:49:14,286
Didn't you say leave it alone?
414
00:49:15,662 --> 00:49:17,456
I can't leave you alone.
415
00:49:18,373 --> 00:49:21,919
We couldn't beat sex.
416
00:49:23,587 --> 00:49:27,841
The body felt nothing
and the soul wasn't rescued.
417
00:49:28,592 --> 00:49:30,177
Therefore let's marry!
418
00:49:31,720 --> 00:49:34,932
But I still have a chance.
419
00:49:36,892 --> 00:49:38,518
I can become a mother.
420
00:49:39,227 --> 00:49:40,187
Yasuko!
421
00:49:55,702 --> 00:49:56,787
Stop it.
422
00:49:58,038 --> 00:50:02,709
Now that you know you can't win
you want to accept being a loser?
423
00:50:05,837 --> 00:50:09,341
You taught me everything about sex, right?
424
00:50:10,425 --> 00:50:12,552
If I've been cheating
425
00:50:13,512 --> 00:50:17,808
it's because you're more mature
and cheating even more.
426
00:50:19,601 --> 00:50:23,230
It is foolish to be tricked by my lie.
427
00:50:26,316 --> 00:50:29,861
Sex is a problem
one has to think about alone.
428
00:50:31,363 --> 00:50:35,450
If you've got time to feel sorry for me
and follow me around,
429
00:50:36,284 --> 00:50:37,828
think about yourself!
430
00:50:39,913 --> 00:50:41,999
So we are not friends any more?
431
00:50:43,291 --> 00:50:46,169
Our rule has been broken long ago.
432
00:50:46,628 --> 00:50:48,672
Because you've broken it.
433
00:50:49,131 --> 00:50:50,215
You're right.
434
00:50:51,299 --> 00:50:54,344
It was a rule that practically
didn't exist in the first place.
435
00:50:57,889 --> 00:50:58,849
Where are you going?
436
00:50:59,391 --> 00:51:00,475
I don't know.
437
00:51:01,476 --> 00:51:03,061
Perhaps to hell.
438
00:51:03,562 --> 00:51:07,649
You're going to continue
with prostitution? -Well, maybe.
439
00:51:15,490 --> 00:51:16,783
Goodbye.
440
00:51:25,751 --> 00:51:29,796
I'll attend classes again
from tomorrow on.
441
00:51:30,714 --> 00:51:31,715
Bye-bye.
442
00:51:35,886 --> 00:51:38,889
I should also better return home.
443
00:51:40,766 --> 00:51:44,227
My period is coming and I feel depressed.
444
00:51:46,229 --> 00:51:47,981
Go! Return home!
445
00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:49,524
Goodbye.
446
00:51:59,659 --> 00:52:01,119
And your companion?
447
00:52:04,039 --> 00:52:07,209
He'll come later. Perhaps...
448
00:52:07,667 --> 00:52:08,794
Perhaps?
449
00:52:10,128 --> 00:52:12,547
Anyway, one night for two.
450
00:52:14,633 --> 00:52:15,675
Thank you.
451
00:52:23,225 --> 00:52:25,560
There definitely is a time to part.
452
00:52:26,770 --> 00:52:32,400
Tonight I've shelved another friend.
453
00:52:33,860 --> 00:52:36,404
When morning comes, my friends,
454
00:52:37,531 --> 00:52:39,908
you will have forgotten my name
455
00:52:40,659 --> 00:52:41,868
and have left.
456
00:52:43,245 --> 00:52:46,998
Suicide by jumping into the sea.
I 9 years old.
457
00:53:25,412 --> 00:53:27,372
I wonder if my breasts give milk already?
458
00:54:23,303 --> 00:54:25,013
Hello, are you Miss Aoyagi?
459
00:54:26,473 --> 00:54:27,390
Yes.
460
00:54:27,390 --> 00:54:29,226
There is a call from outside.
461
00:54:30,685 --> 00:54:32,479
Yasuko? It's me, Koichi.
462
00:54:33,396 --> 00:54:35,023
What are you doing there?
463
00:54:35,815 --> 00:54:36,816
Yasuko?
464
00:54:37,192 --> 00:54:39,194
Yasuko!
465
00:54:44,950 --> 00:54:47,244
I want to be alone.
466
00:56:26,134 --> 00:56:27,093
Shit!
467
00:56:29,554 --> 00:56:33,767
It's stupid to just become a mother.
468
00:56:36,853 --> 00:56:38,271
I want to
469
00:56:40,565 --> 00:56:42,650
enjoy myself much more.
470
00:56:45,236 --> 00:56:46,529
Feel it,
471
00:56:47,781 --> 00:56:49,616
feel it until I wear out.
472
00:56:53,203 --> 00:56:54,954
Mother!
473
00:56:59,834 --> 00:57:02,629
Before my arm stiffens
474
00:57:03,088 --> 00:57:05,673
your poem collection
will have dropped to the floor
475
00:57:06,216 --> 00:57:08,593
and become soaked by the rain.
476
00:57:08,968 --> 00:57:10,720
That serves you right.
477
00:57:11,179 --> 00:57:13,431
To you alone I don't want to lose.
478
00:57:14,391 --> 00:57:16,684
Sleep, you who will survive.
479
00:57:17,143 --> 00:57:20,146
I cannot go to sleep yet.
480
00:57:21,815 --> 00:57:24,567
Suicide by taking 150 Brovarin pills
481
00:57:25,235 --> 00:57:26,903
and hanging himself.
482
00:58:05,525 --> 00:58:09,863
Hana ichimonme.
483
00:58:10,655 --> 00:58:14,534
Go to hell, all of you.
484
00:58:15,410 --> 00:58:19,164
Hana ichimonme.
485
00:58:20,498 --> 00:58:24,377
This is no joke. I mean it!
486
00:58:29,757 --> 00:58:32,093
Shit! I'm obsessed with her.
487
00:58:50,612 --> 00:58:55,408
Hana ichimonme.
488
00:58:57,452 --> 00:59:02,290
Go to hell, all of you.
489
00:59:04,292 --> 00:59:08,630
Hana ichimonme.
490
00:59:10,423 --> 00:59:15,470
This is no joke. I mean it!
491
00:59:54,551 --> 00:59:57,971
To get rid of the child means defeat.
492
01:00:00,974 --> 01:00:03,768
You couldn't beat sex,
493
01:00:06,354 --> 01:00:08,314
so what do you do this for?
494
01:00:22,328 --> 01:00:24,706
What should I do if I can't win?
495
01:00:25,248 --> 01:00:27,250
Doing nothing means defeat.
496
01:00:29,502 --> 01:00:31,129
To bear the child...
497
01:00:32,255 --> 01:00:33,715
To become a mother...
498
01:00:35,341 --> 01:00:37,885
No! I'm afraid.
499
01:00:51,816 --> 01:00:52,984
I can't.
500
01:00:54,235 --> 01:00:56,904
Father, Mother,
501
01:00:58,990 --> 01:01:01,659
Grandpa, Grandma,
502
01:01:03,453 --> 01:01:06,039
Brother, Sister,
503
01:01:07,957 --> 01:01:10,084
it is time to separate.
504
01:01:11,336 --> 01:01:13,546
I'm not suffering at all,
505
01:01:15,048 --> 01:01:19,177
but it hurts when I think
that I'll be dying
506
01:01:19,344 --> 01:01:23,181
after having conveyed
all my suffering so far to you.
507
01:01:25,183 --> 01:01:26,893
But there is no other way.
508
01:01:28,394 --> 01:01:29,354
Goodbye.
509
01:01:31,397 --> 01:01:33,608
1 7-year-old girl.
510
01:01:34,734 --> 01:01:36,319
Suicide by taking poison.
511
01:01:52,418 --> 01:01:53,670
Yes,
512
01:01:54,879 --> 01:01:56,589
I don't want to be defeated.
513
01:01:57,674 --> 01:01:59,300
But if I can't win,
514
01:02:01,594 --> 01:02:03,429
there's no other way than to die.
515
01:02:06,057 --> 01:02:07,225
I shall die.
516
01:03:00,653 --> 01:03:05,491
Hana ichimonme.
517
01:03:07,076 --> 01:03:13,249
8 plus 7 equals 15.
518
01:03:14,876 --> 01:03:20,965
Hana ichimonme.
519
01:03:23,092 --> 01:03:29,557
I am also I 5.
520
01:04:17,730 --> 01:04:22,693
Yasuko Aoyagi.
521
01:04:28,533 --> 01:04:32,453
A 15-year-old...
522
01:04:42,296 --> 01:04:44,006
mother.
523
01:04:46,926 --> 01:04:49,011
With 15 years
524
01:04:57,603 --> 01:05:00,523
she dies.
525
01:06:20,728 --> 01:06:24,023
Because I don't want to be defeated,
526
01:06:28,069 --> 01:06:30,613
I will die.
527
01:06:42,041 --> 01:06:44,293
Yasuko Aoyagi! Are you still alive?
528
01:06:53,511 --> 01:06:55,179
Good, you still live.
529
01:07:04,438 --> 01:07:10,945
If you want to die, die in a more gentle,
girlish and beautiful way.
530
01:07:12,822 --> 01:07:15,908
Am I now not beautiful?
531
01:07:18,369 --> 01:07:21,831
You are beautiful enough.
532
01:07:31,757 --> 01:07:36,012
But those who have died before you
533
01:07:38,472 --> 01:07:39,724
were more,
534
01:07:41,809 --> 01:07:43,269
much more beautiful.
535
01:07:45,062 --> 01:07:46,063
Idiot!
536
01:07:48,649 --> 01:07:54,864
When the girl who just had turned
seventeen said farewell to this world,
537
01:07:56,365 --> 01:08:00,036
there was no sign of sentiment
or dream in her ugly face
538
01:08:01,328 --> 01:08:03,914
nor in the bottom of her heart.
539
01:08:05,166 --> 01:08:11,464
People will perhaps not believe in the
unmoveable truth I've experimented with.
540
01:08:29,440 --> 01:08:31,484
I don't want to die yet.
541
01:08:31,859 --> 01:08:34,153
Teacher! Let's die together!
542
01:08:34,904 --> 01:08:37,531
I could die without you,
543
01:08:38,282 --> 01:08:40,159
but let's commit double suicide.
544
01:08:40,910 --> 01:08:41,911
Double suicide?
545
01:08:42,328 --> 01:08:45,164
I've loved you for quite a while.
546
01:08:45,623 --> 01:08:47,333
And all this happened
547
01:08:47,750 --> 01:08:50,753
because I told my friends
548
01:08:51,253 --> 01:08:52,838
that I slept with you.
549
01:08:54,048 --> 01:08:55,966
My friends have all died.
550
01:08:56,550 --> 01:08:59,512
What are you saying.
I'm your homeroom teacher.
551
01:08:59,970 --> 01:09:01,806
I'm in charge of 50 pupils.
552
01:09:02,264 --> 01:09:04,975
If I'd fall in love with every one of them
I won't last long.
553
01:09:17,863 --> 01:09:22,034
I just came here, because Koichi called
and said that you're up to die.
554
01:09:22,409 --> 01:09:25,329
Don't get me wrong.
- Stupid teacher!
555
01:09:25,996 --> 01:09:27,581
Stupid Koichi!
556
01:09:27,998 --> 01:09:30,000
You don't care the least about me.
557
01:09:40,177 --> 01:09:42,513
Right.Anyhow, let's get the gas out.
558
01:09:51,605 --> 01:09:53,524
Koichi, you idiot!
559
01:09:54,525 --> 01:09:56,068
Why are you here?
560
01:09:58,654 --> 01:10:01,198
I'm afraid of misunderstandings.
I'm leaving.
561
01:10:04,618 --> 01:10:06,120
Teacher, are you running away?
562
01:10:09,248 --> 01:10:12,918
It seems you were pulling my leg.
563
01:10:30,728 --> 01:10:31,729
I'm off.
564
01:10:32,104 --> 01:10:33,272
Wait, goddam teacher!
565
01:10:35,816 --> 01:10:39,987
She asked you
to go with her to the abortion.
566
01:10:40,237 --> 01:10:42,156
She'll give birth to the baby.
567
01:10:42,990 --> 01:10:45,576
She'll give birth to the baby!
568
01:10:45,993 --> 01:10:48,329
She'll give birth to the baby.
569
01:10:48,579 --> 01:10:51,040
She is giving birth to the baby!
570
01:10:53,083 --> 01:10:58,714
She and you have made up several lies
to bring me into trouble.
571
01:10:59,506 --> 01:11:01,884
But I won't allow any more of this.
572
01:11:03,177 --> 01:11:06,180
Do you admit that you love her?
573
01:11:06,889 --> 01:11:08,891
I will marry her anyway.
574
01:11:13,812 --> 01:11:16,357
In order to beat sex
575
01:11:16,732 --> 01:11:19,068
we will marry and have the baby.
576
01:11:19,318 --> 01:11:22,196
We will become
a I 5-year-old father and mother.
577
01:11:24,490 --> 01:11:26,533
What foolish talk!
578
01:11:28,452 --> 01:11:30,871
Stop that nonsense!
579
01:12:18,877 --> 01:12:20,671
I failed because I couldn't beat sex,
580
01:12:23,590 --> 01:12:27,678
and couldn't give birth to the child.
581
01:12:57,249 --> 01:13:00,210
By no means do not conduct an autopsy.
582
01:13:00,377 --> 01:13:04,214
Nobody will ever understand my inner side.
583
01:13:29,573 --> 01:13:31,492
THE END
584
01:13:37,998 --> 01:13:39,208
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