1 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:51,467 (WATER LAPPING) 2 00:00:59,642 --> 00:01:01,602 CHRIS: When I was young 3 00:01:01,686 --> 00:01:04,897 I met this beautiful girl by a lake. 4 00:01:06,608 --> 00:01:08,484 Ow! Hey! Whoa! 5 00:01:08,943 --> 00:01:10,527 (GIRL LAUGHING) 6 00:01:10,612 --> 00:01:12,946 Scusi! Scusi! 7 00:01:15,492 --> 00:01:18,327 Dov'è la Svizzera? 8 00:01:19,162 --> 00:01:20,496 No capisce. 9 00:01:20,580 --> 00:01:23,916 No capisce? Où est la Suisse? 10 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,417 Switzerland? 11 00:01:25,877 --> 00:01:27,461 Oh, Suisse. Yeah. 12 00:01:27,545 --> 00:01:30,506 Yeah, Switzerland. Hi. 13 00:01:30,590 --> 00:01:32,341 Oh, you're American? 14 00:01:33,176 --> 00:01:35,094 So are you? ANNIE: Yeah. 15 00:01:37,597 --> 00:01:41,350 Keep going till you smell money or step in chocolate. 16 00:01:42,936 --> 00:01:45,354 Okay. Thank you. 17 00:01:50,276 --> 00:01:52,778 Watch your head. You okay? 18 00:01:52,862 --> 00:01:54,113 I'm fine. 19 00:02:18,012 --> 00:02:19,555 Can I sit here? 20 00:02:23,059 --> 00:02:24,518 Actually, no. 21 00:02:25,186 --> 00:02:28,564 Two years ago, I reserved this specific area. 22 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:30,899 What if I say please? 23 00:02:31,734 --> 00:02:33,735 That's the one exception. 24 00:02:49,752 --> 00:02:50,836 Oh. 25 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:52,421 Careful there. 26 00:03:01,681 --> 00:03:03,599 You find Switzerland? 27 00:03:03,975 --> 00:03:06,101 Um... I did. 28 00:03:07,604 --> 00:03:09,354 I claimed it for Missouri. 29 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:13,150 Planted my flag and sold beads to the natives. 30 00:03:15,069 --> 00:03:17,112 They had sandwiches there. 31 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:19,823 I brought you some. 32 00:03:27,123 --> 00:03:28,332 I'm Ann. 33 00:03:30,543 --> 00:03:31,835 Collins. 34 00:03:31,920 --> 00:03:34,129 (IN SWISS ACCENT) The lady who discovered Switzerland. 35 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,256 Read it all in the papers. 36 00:03:37,091 --> 00:03:38,759 I'm Chris Nielsen. 37 00:03:41,554 --> 00:03:43,847 How did you know I'd be here? 38 00:03:44,098 --> 00:03:46,308 Um... I didn't. 39 00:03:47,310 --> 00:03:48,685 (CHUCKLING) 40 00:04:01,658 --> 00:04:03,033 (EXCLAIMING) 41 00:04:14,254 --> 00:04:16,004 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 42 00:04:18,841 --> 00:04:20,300 (DOG BARKING) 43 00:04:23,096 --> 00:04:25,013 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 44 00:04:40,613 --> 00:04:42,364 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 45 00:04:56,587 --> 00:04:58,088 Let's make out. 46 00:04:58,172 --> 00:04:59,548 (CHUCKLING) 47 00:05:02,719 --> 00:05:04,261 (ALL LAUGHING) 48 00:05:08,975 --> 00:05:10,100 You've got to eat something. 49 00:05:10,184 --> 00:05:12,311 No, I don't. I can get something at school. 50 00:05:12,395 --> 00:05:13,770 I know what! 51 00:05:14,063 --> 00:05:16,231 Well, Mom, I gotta carb up, I got a game. 52 00:05:16,357 --> 00:05:17,941 And a math test. 53 00:05:18,526 --> 00:05:20,110 Yeah, I'm ready. 54 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:21,570 I'm cool. 55 00:05:23,531 --> 00:05:25,157 Mom, if you get me, 56 00:05:25,241 --> 00:05:28,577 I won't have to wait at his incredibly boring game. 57 00:05:28,661 --> 00:05:30,912 Sorry, Marie, I have a meeting. 58 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:33,457 Angie's gonna pick you up 59 00:05:33,708 --> 00:05:35,917 before she gets your brother. 60 00:05:36,377 --> 00:05:38,420 I'll let her take the van. 61 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:41,882 I'll see your chorus thing tomorrow. 62 00:05:41,966 --> 00:05:43,008 I thought you couldn't. 63 00:05:43,092 --> 00:05:44,968 I don't wanna miss it. 64 00:05:45,470 --> 00:05:47,012 We're late, guys! 65 00:05:47,096 --> 00:05:48,930 I'll pull out the van. 66 00:05:51,059 --> 00:05:53,101 Hey, ace it, okay? Yeah. 67 00:05:54,937 --> 00:05:56,188 Love you. 68 00:06:02,612 --> 00:06:03,862 Do you... 69 00:06:05,531 --> 00:06:07,616 Do you want his breakfast? 70 00:06:07,700 --> 00:06:09,201 (HORN HONKING) 71 00:06:10,578 --> 00:06:12,037 (ENGINE STARTING) 72 00:06:12,121 --> 00:06:13,663 You mother puts healthy stuff in. 73 00:06:13,748 --> 00:06:16,792 Don't trade it... For chips and cookies. I know. 74 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:47,531 CHRIS: It was the last time Annie and I saw them alive. 75 00:07:03,506 --> 00:07:06,800 MINISTER: When death claims the life of our children 76 00:07:08,928 --> 00:07:12,514 we are left with too many questions. 77 00:07:15,393 --> 00:07:18,979 How do we make sense of the feelings we're left with? 78 00:07:22,066 --> 00:07:24,276 The Gospel according to Luke, 79 00:07:24,610 --> 00:07:26,069 even the First Corinthians, 80 00:07:26,154 --> 00:07:30,699 tell us of the extraordinary paradise that awaits us. 81 00:07:58,144 --> 00:07:59,895 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 82 00:08:00,855 --> 00:08:03,064 (WOMAN CHATTERING ON PA SYSTEM) 83 00:08:09,780 --> 00:08:12,324 Okay. The lucky winner is 84 00:08:13,159 --> 00:08:14,367 Jacobs. 85 00:08:14,452 --> 00:08:15,911 Stacey Jacobs. 86 00:08:22,919 --> 00:08:25,754 Hello, Stacey, I'm Dr. Nielsen. 87 00:08:26,839 --> 00:08:27,881 Hi. 88 00:08:28,591 --> 00:08:30,175 Ah, too late. 89 00:08:31,969 --> 00:08:34,095 Oh! Nice stream. 90 00:08:34,180 --> 00:08:36,932 He's feeling better. He waited 10 years. 91 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,726 Stacey Jacobs! 92 00:08:41,437 --> 00:08:43,355 What were you thinking? 93 00:08:43,981 --> 00:08:45,524 It's all right. 94 00:08:45,608 --> 00:08:47,943 My kid used to say, "What's the difference? 95 00:08:48,027 --> 00:08:50,237 "You weren't looking anyway. " 96 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:52,906 You like rabbits? 97 00:08:53,699 --> 00:08:55,617 Yes? Then go like this. 98 00:08:57,870 --> 00:08:58,954 Good. 99 00:08:59,956 --> 00:09:01,122 Ready? 100 00:09:05,419 --> 00:09:06,753 (GRUNTING) 101 00:09:06,921 --> 00:09:08,964 We've given her MRls and... Whoa! 102 00:09:09,048 --> 00:09:10,966 Wild rabbit. Watch out. 103 00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:15,053 And also a CAT scan, I believe. 104 00:09:16,597 --> 00:09:20,392 Look at that. Stacey, you have more pictures than a supermodel. 105 00:09:21,269 --> 00:09:22,727 Do you ever wear glasses? 106 00:09:22,812 --> 00:09:25,021 No, she doesn't need glasses. 107 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:26,690 Does your head hurt a lot? 108 00:09:26,774 --> 00:09:28,024 All the time. 109 00:09:28,109 --> 00:09:30,151 I want you to do something for me. 110 00:09:30,236 --> 00:09:33,572 Cup your hand, cover your nose and mouth like this. 111 00:09:33,656 --> 00:09:34,739 And just breathe in and out. 112 00:09:34,824 --> 00:09:36,116 WOMAN: (ON INTERCOM) Mrs. Nielsen on four. 113 00:09:36,200 --> 00:09:37,742 That's my wife. 114 00:09:37,952 --> 00:09:40,745 If you can do it longer than she can talk, 115 00:09:41,289 --> 00:09:42,414 that's an achievement. 116 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:46,251 Christy, I've got a meltdown. 117 00:09:46,335 --> 00:09:48,003 Okay, take a breath. 118 00:09:48,087 --> 00:09:50,797 Eight pieces from Germany never arrived. 119 00:09:51,882 --> 00:09:54,301 I've gotta choose replacements the night before the opening, 120 00:09:54,385 --> 00:09:57,762 get them down here and re-hang them, re-light them and I... 121 00:09:57,847 --> 00:09:58,847 (SIGHING) 122 00:09:58,931 --> 00:10:00,348 Okay, focus. 123 00:10:01,976 --> 00:10:04,853 It's our Double D- anniversary. I'm ruining it. 124 00:10:04,937 --> 00:10:06,479 Double D, yeah. 125 00:10:06,564 --> 00:10:09,274 I'm sorry, Christy, I can't leave here. 126 00:10:10,234 --> 00:10:11,568 I'm sorry. 127 00:10:16,032 --> 00:10:19,492 Tell you what, how about this. 128 00:10:20,244 --> 00:10:22,370 How about the Hudson Rivers? 129 00:10:23,831 --> 00:10:25,373 That gives us three. 130 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:28,126 And the Hollenbeck, 131 00:10:28,836 --> 00:10:34,341 and the, uh, Hennik 16, 19 and 23, 132 00:10:34,717 --> 00:10:36,009 and the bridge. 133 00:10:36,093 --> 00:10:37,510 But they're in Fairfield. 134 00:10:37,595 --> 00:10:39,804 I don't have anybody to send. 135 00:10:40,097 --> 00:10:41,306 I'll drop by after work. 136 00:10:41,390 --> 00:10:44,476 I'll get them and take 'em to the gallery, huh? 137 00:10:45,895 --> 00:10:47,228 You'd do that for me? 138 00:10:47,313 --> 00:10:48,897 Only if you're incredibly grateful. 139 00:10:49,899 --> 00:10:53,068 Hey, that's a chance to show yours. 140 00:10:53,694 --> 00:10:55,236 It's very sexy. 141 00:10:59,158 --> 00:11:00,742 (BOTH BREATHING) 142 00:11:01,786 --> 00:11:03,286 Okay, weirdo. 143 00:11:04,413 --> 00:11:06,915 I'll be home late, but I'll be home. 144 00:11:11,087 --> 00:11:12,754 I love you, Bella. 145 00:11:13,381 --> 00:11:14,964 I love you, too. 146 00:11:16,759 --> 00:11:17,842 Bye. 147 00:11:21,555 --> 00:11:23,348 Stacey, do you like art? 148 00:11:23,432 --> 00:11:26,351 My wife fixes paintings and also makes some. 149 00:11:26,894 --> 00:11:31,398 To me, paintings are the most important interesting thing in the world 150 00:11:31,774 --> 00:11:33,483 next to your brain. 151 00:11:34,151 --> 00:11:36,277 You feel better, don't you? 152 00:11:37,029 --> 00:11:38,780 (SCOFFS) Migraines. 153 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,748 I said, "I love you, Bella. " 154 00:11:49,792 --> 00:11:51,835 I'll always remember that. 155 00:11:53,003 --> 00:11:55,004 At least I got to say it. 156 00:11:56,382 --> 00:11:58,133 (CAR HORNS BLARING) 157 00:12:05,683 --> 00:12:07,350 (TIRES SCREECHING) 158 00:12:13,899 --> 00:12:15,108 (GASPS) 159 00:12:28,164 --> 00:12:29,664 (BABY CRYING) 160 00:12:30,374 --> 00:12:31,374 You all right? 161 00:12:31,459 --> 00:12:33,126 WOMAN: I think so. 162 00:12:38,632 --> 00:12:40,216 (SHUDDERING) I'm a doctor. 163 00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:41,634 Don't move. 164 00:12:41,719 --> 00:12:43,386 (TIRES SCREECHING) 165 00:12:52,313 --> 00:12:54,606 (MAN CHATTERING ON POLICE RADIO) 166 00:12:58,277 --> 00:13:00,195 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 167 00:13:07,536 --> 00:13:08,870 MAN: Chris? 168 00:13:09,163 --> 00:13:10,121 CHRIS: Hmm? 169 00:13:10,206 --> 00:13:12,040 Do you know what's happened? 170 00:13:12,917 --> 00:13:14,959 Yeah. I had a bad piece of fish before bed. 171 00:13:15,044 --> 00:13:16,377 (CHUCKLES) 172 00:13:18,631 --> 00:13:20,298 (MONITORS BEEPING) 173 00:13:20,424 --> 00:13:22,759 Who are you? A doc? 174 00:13:24,011 --> 00:13:25,970 Are you operating on me? 175 00:13:27,890 --> 00:13:29,307 Who are you? 176 00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:32,393 Why can't I see you? 177 00:13:33,229 --> 00:13:34,938 (BEEPING INCREASES) 178 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:44,113 (DOG BARKING) 179 00:13:45,866 --> 00:13:48,618 CHRIS: Ginger, you see me? 180 00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:52,247 MAN: (CHUCKLING) She does. Dogs are different. 181 00:13:53,749 --> 00:13:55,416 Can you see me now? 182 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:56,543 CHRIS: Is that you, Doc? 183 00:13:56,627 --> 00:13:58,169 Why are you so blurred? 184 00:13:58,254 --> 00:14:00,547 I'll get clearer when you want me to, Chris. 185 00:14:00,631 --> 00:14:03,216 Confused how you got home so fast? 186 00:14:03,300 --> 00:14:06,302 Dreams don't deal in time. Time doesn't count. 187 00:14:07,054 --> 00:14:08,930 (INDISTINCT MUTTERING) 188 00:14:16,730 --> 00:14:18,439 You've died, Chris. 189 00:14:19,525 --> 00:14:21,317 You have to be a dream, Doc. 190 00:14:21,402 --> 00:14:23,695 Doc, if I were dead, would I need you to tell me? 191 00:14:23,779 --> 00:14:25,238 I guess you do. 192 00:14:25,322 --> 00:14:27,115 Everyone's different. 193 00:14:30,828 --> 00:14:33,371 I wish everybody would go home. I know. 194 00:14:33,455 --> 00:14:35,248 CHRIS: How come I see everyone? 195 00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:38,167 Everybody but... I'm the one you don't want to see. 196 00:14:38,252 --> 00:14:40,253 You don't wanna be dead. 197 00:14:41,463 --> 00:14:44,048 ANNIE: The kids were so young at that time. 198 00:14:44,133 --> 00:14:47,051 DOC: What you want to remember is your kids. 199 00:14:49,179 --> 00:14:52,265 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) When they were still alive. 200 00:15:03,986 --> 00:15:06,946 When she goes to the hospital, I'm going too. 201 00:15:17,374 --> 00:15:19,459 Marie, Katie's not... 202 00:15:21,837 --> 00:15:24,422 Katie's not going there to get better. 203 00:15:26,467 --> 00:15:27,634 Sugar? 204 00:15:28,844 --> 00:15:31,930 They're gonna give her a shot, and it's not gonna hurt, 205 00:15:32,014 --> 00:15:33,222 and she'll fall asleep. 206 00:15:33,307 --> 00:15:35,433 You're going to kill my dog? 207 00:15:35,851 --> 00:15:38,102 I'm going to help her die, yes. 208 00:15:41,482 --> 00:15:44,108 Honey, she hurts very... 209 00:15:47,738 --> 00:15:49,072 Very badly. 210 00:15:49,156 --> 00:15:51,574 And nothing can help her. I'm going to stop that, 211 00:15:51,659 --> 00:15:53,368 because I love her. 212 00:15:53,535 --> 00:15:55,370 You're killing my dog. 213 00:15:57,039 --> 00:15:58,539 You get angry. 214 00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:01,042 Death does that. 215 00:16:03,587 --> 00:16:05,463 What'll happen to her? 216 00:16:08,175 --> 00:16:09,258 Um... 217 00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:11,970 She'll go where we all go. 218 00:16:13,555 --> 00:16:15,556 And how can that be bad? 219 00:16:20,688 --> 00:16:22,397 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 220 00:16:27,361 --> 00:16:29,028 IAN: Oh, my leg! 221 00:16:32,658 --> 00:16:34,158 (BOTH SIGHING) 222 00:16:35,494 --> 00:16:38,037 IAN: Thanks for not listening to Mom. 223 00:16:39,748 --> 00:16:41,708 About what? I don't know. 224 00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,502 Just coming out here. This whole day. 225 00:16:44,586 --> 00:16:47,463 She didn't want us doing this, because of 226 00:16:48,090 --> 00:16:49,716 grades and stuff. 227 00:16:51,719 --> 00:16:53,720 Your mother and I talked. 228 00:16:56,432 --> 00:16:58,683 We always listen to each other. 229 00:17:02,187 --> 00:17:04,605 So, I mean, what'd you talk about? 230 00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:09,277 About taking you out of Head-Royce. 231 00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:13,990 The school is wrong for you. 232 00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:20,038 MINISTER: While this is a time... 233 00:17:20,205 --> 00:17:22,165 CHRIS: Where are we now? 234 00:17:23,250 --> 00:17:26,711 DOC: Where we all want to stay. This is your funeral. 235 00:17:28,589 --> 00:17:29,964 (CHUCKLING) 236 00:17:30,215 --> 00:17:32,717 What am I on? You're real fuzzy. 237 00:17:34,303 --> 00:17:36,137 (MINISTER CHATTERING) 238 00:17:41,018 --> 00:17:43,728 At least you're willing to see yourself. 239 00:17:43,896 --> 00:17:45,855 You're losing your fear. 240 00:17:46,565 --> 00:17:47,648 Fear? 241 00:17:48,317 --> 00:17:50,318 Thought you disappeared? 242 00:17:51,028 --> 00:17:52,403 You didn't. 243 00:17:53,322 --> 00:17:54,864 You only died. 244 00:17:58,160 --> 00:18:02,580 A woman, who lost her children just four years ago. 245 00:18:03,791 --> 00:18:06,125 Every day in the Lord's Prayer... 246 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:08,002 Celia. 247 00:18:08,087 --> 00:18:10,546 (CHUCKLING) Come on. Whoa. 248 00:18:12,049 --> 00:18:13,841 (MINISTER CHATTERING) 249 00:18:36,698 --> 00:18:38,032 (SHUSHING) 250 00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:20,158 This one is a present for me. 251 00:19:22,244 --> 00:19:24,453 It's our Double D-anniversary. 252 00:19:24,872 --> 00:19:26,831 Kind of our special day. 253 00:19:29,168 --> 00:19:31,085 It's her version of our place. 254 00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:32,253 Your place? 255 00:19:32,337 --> 00:19:34,088 Where we first met. 256 00:19:35,549 --> 00:19:38,176 Where we were going to retire, I guess. 257 00:19:39,136 --> 00:19:40,887 Live out our lives. 258 00:19:40,971 --> 00:19:42,847 Be old farts together. 259 00:19:44,766 --> 00:19:46,142 Right there. 260 00:19:46,768 --> 00:19:48,686 That's our dream house. 261 00:19:49,980 --> 00:19:51,898 That one's me, I guess. 262 00:19:53,984 --> 00:19:55,943 The blurry one is Annie. 263 00:19:56,695 --> 00:19:58,905 Looks a little familiar, Doc. 264 00:20:01,241 --> 00:20:02,575 (LAUGHING) 265 00:20:07,456 --> 00:20:11,375 The funeral is over. Why is this going on past the funeral? 266 00:20:15,380 --> 00:20:17,131 ANNIE: Dear Diary, 267 00:20:17,299 --> 00:20:18,925 I'm writing in your bullshit pages 268 00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:21,552 because my shrink is crazier than me. 269 00:20:22,304 --> 00:20:24,305 He thinks you're therapy. 270 00:20:24,973 --> 00:20:27,934 He figures, if two babies can hammer me into a psycho ward, 271 00:20:28,018 --> 00:20:29,936 what'll I do with this? 272 00:20:30,979 --> 00:20:32,480 He's so stupid. 273 00:20:33,649 --> 00:20:35,983 He thinks he pulled me through the breakdown 274 00:20:36,068 --> 00:20:38,069 when it was only Christy. 275 00:20:38,487 --> 00:20:40,446 Always. Only Chris. 276 00:20:40,989 --> 00:20:42,156 Jesus. 277 00:20:42,658 --> 00:20:44,909 I was looking through his postcards. 278 00:20:44,993 --> 00:20:47,119 Paintings were his obsession. 279 00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:50,581 He used art as another way to love me, to help me. 280 00:20:51,667 --> 00:20:53,751 To keep us always together. 281 00:20:54,419 --> 00:20:55,878 CHRIS: Annie. 282 00:20:58,715 --> 00:21:00,258 I'm here, babe. 283 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:03,010 I still exist. 284 00:21:05,389 --> 00:21:07,265 You're thinking of me. 285 00:21:07,683 --> 00:21:09,433 Keep thinking of me. 286 00:21:10,811 --> 00:21:12,436 Come on, with me. 287 00:21:13,230 --> 00:21:15,189 You were always with me. 288 00:21:15,315 --> 00:21:19,026 The people who finished each other's sentences. Remember us? 289 00:21:21,446 --> 00:21:24,156 I still exist. 290 00:21:26,201 --> 00:21:27,702 I still exist! 291 00:21:31,164 --> 00:21:33,040 I still exist. 292 00:21:35,294 --> 00:21:37,044 Just write it down. 293 00:21:39,548 --> 00:21:41,048 Write it down. 294 00:21:45,053 --> 00:21:46,679 "This is Chris. " 295 00:21:47,889 --> 00:21:49,640 (ANNIE SIGHING) 296 00:21:49,891 --> 00:21:52,101 "This is Chris. " 297 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:00,234 "I 298 00:22:02,946 --> 00:22:04,238 "still 299 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:09,410 "exist. " 300 00:22:20,464 --> 00:22:21,714 Read it. 301 00:22:22,591 --> 00:22:23,841 Read it. 302 00:22:55,123 --> 00:22:56,624 (ANNIE SOBBING) 303 00:22:59,461 --> 00:23:01,796 CHRIS: Christ, when does it end? 304 00:23:02,923 --> 00:23:05,132 DOC: There's no rules, Chris. 305 00:23:05,384 --> 00:23:07,259 It ends when you want. 306 00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:09,303 Where were you? 307 00:23:09,388 --> 00:23:10,930 Someplace else. 308 00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:14,642 You think I'm a figment of your imagination? 309 00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:16,727 It's real. She's real. You're real. 310 00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:18,104 It's all real. 311 00:23:18,188 --> 00:23:20,523 That's the point if there is one. 312 00:23:21,650 --> 00:23:24,527 It's over when you stop wanting to hurt her. 313 00:23:37,290 --> 00:23:38,916 (ANNIE SNIFFLING) 314 00:23:41,586 --> 00:23:42,837 Forever. 315 00:23:54,850 --> 00:23:56,517 Don't worry, baby. 316 00:23:58,603 --> 00:24:00,646 I'm not leaving you alone. 317 00:24:01,189 --> 00:24:02,440 I'm not going anywhere. 318 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:03,858 (SCREAMING) 319 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:08,571 (SOBBING) 320 00:24:24,629 --> 00:24:26,130 Goodbye, babe. 321 00:24:31,094 --> 00:24:32,386 (SIGHING) 322 00:24:55,118 --> 00:24:56,744 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 323 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:13,219 (INSECTS CHITTERING) 324 00:25:34,699 --> 00:25:36,075 (CHUCKLING) 325 00:25:38,745 --> 00:25:40,204 (DOG BARKING) 326 00:25:53,176 --> 00:25:55,010 Katie, it's you! 327 00:25:56,263 --> 00:25:57,972 You're young again! 328 00:25:58,974 --> 00:26:00,140 Katie! 329 00:26:02,352 --> 00:26:03,811 Come here, Katie. 330 00:26:03,895 --> 00:26:05,229 (LAUGHING) 331 00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:08,065 Katie. 332 00:26:11,528 --> 00:26:12,987 Come on, hey! 333 00:26:13,113 --> 00:26:14,572 (KATIE BARKING) 334 00:26:14,656 --> 00:26:16,323 Boy, I screwed up. 335 00:26:17,325 --> 00:26:18,993 I'm in dog heaven. 336 00:26:29,087 --> 00:26:32,339 A place where we all go can't be bad, can it, girl? 337 00:27:00,535 --> 00:27:03,454 Maybe I'm not in your heaven after all, girl! 338 00:27:03,705 --> 00:27:05,205 Maybe you're in mine! 339 00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:06,749 (KATIE BARKS) 340 00:27:12,631 --> 00:27:15,049 Annie! 341 00:27:35,362 --> 00:27:36,737 (SQUISHING) 342 00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:51,418 DOC: Chris, what the hell have you done? 343 00:27:51,503 --> 00:27:54,046 That's not how you use a stethoscope! 344 00:27:54,422 --> 00:27:55,798 Albert Lewis? 345 00:27:55,882 --> 00:28:00,636 Last time you saw me I was 63, stretched out on a cardiac ward! 346 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:01,679 (LAUGHING) 347 00:28:01,763 --> 00:28:04,056 You thought I was old and decrepit, huh? 348 00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:06,433 Talking about "Ah, can't go on!" 349 00:28:08,228 --> 00:28:10,854 Who wants to be 63 throughout eternity? 350 00:28:11,147 --> 00:28:12,356 Look at you on the water! 351 00:28:12,440 --> 00:28:14,775 Well, hello! Come on. 352 00:28:15,443 --> 00:28:18,445 Walk along, feel the beat! 353 00:28:18,613 --> 00:28:20,239 Dancing on water! 354 00:28:20,532 --> 00:28:22,074 Smooth as ever! 355 00:28:23,743 --> 00:28:25,369 And that was you, 356 00:28:26,454 --> 00:28:29,498 just now, when I died. 357 00:28:30,458 --> 00:28:34,128 I thought you recognized me, because you called me "Doc". 358 00:28:34,295 --> 00:28:36,422 Me being your favorite doc. 359 00:28:36,756 --> 00:28:41,760 Could you lend me a hand? I'm up to my ass in problems again, Chief. 360 00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:44,805 Oh, Chris. 361 00:28:47,016 --> 00:28:48,350 Come here. 362 00:28:49,477 --> 00:28:51,478 You are still kinda ugly. 363 00:28:53,648 --> 00:28:55,733 You taught me a lot, Chief. 364 00:28:55,984 --> 00:28:57,151 Nice place you got here. 365 00:28:57,235 --> 00:29:00,028 No, no. Nice place you got here. 366 00:29:00,447 --> 00:29:01,405 Me? 367 00:29:01,489 --> 00:29:03,699 Sure, you're making all this. 368 00:29:04,242 --> 00:29:08,662 We're insecure at first, so we need safety and comfort. 369 00:29:08,913 --> 00:29:10,873 We all paint our surroundings, Chris. 370 00:29:10,957 --> 00:29:14,084 But you're the first guy I know to use real paint! 371 00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:16,754 There's so much here she didn't paint. 372 00:29:18,673 --> 00:29:20,174 Like that bird. 373 00:29:21,509 --> 00:29:24,845 Annie gave you a start, like holding onto handrails. 374 00:29:25,054 --> 00:29:27,097 You're creating a world. 375 00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:31,435 From your imagination, from paintings you love, anything you want. 376 00:29:31,895 --> 00:29:33,687 Why doesn't it move? 377 00:29:33,855 --> 00:29:35,981 It will when you want it to. 378 00:29:40,069 --> 00:29:41,445 (SQUAWKING) 379 00:29:42,989 --> 00:29:45,199 Oh-hoh! You go, boy! 380 00:29:45,283 --> 00:29:46,283 Can I make it dive? 381 00:29:46,367 --> 00:29:47,910 You're the painter now! 382 00:29:47,994 --> 00:29:49,578 It's your world. 383 00:29:49,704 --> 00:29:51,330 (CHRIS SCREAMING) 384 00:29:51,998 --> 00:29:53,332 (WHOOPING) 385 00:29:54,167 --> 00:29:55,667 Look at it go! 386 00:29:57,003 --> 00:29:58,962 How about turquoise wings? 387 00:29:59,047 --> 00:30:00,380 Turquoise! 388 00:30:00,465 --> 00:30:03,383 And a little mauve, all right! 389 00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:05,135 (ALBERT WHOOPING) 390 00:30:19,943 --> 00:30:21,568 I didn't do that. 391 00:30:21,736 --> 00:30:22,945 No, I did. 392 00:30:23,029 --> 00:30:25,906 When we're together it's like dual controls. 393 00:30:26,199 --> 00:30:28,200 Can I make elephants fly? 394 00:30:29,410 --> 00:30:31,495 Didn't Annie paint a house? 395 00:30:36,543 --> 00:30:38,794 Yeah, it's our dream house. 396 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:44,091 Just a stroll across the water. 397 00:30:45,426 --> 00:30:47,261 Let's take the shortcut. 398 00:30:52,058 --> 00:30:53,183 Nice shortcut. 399 00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:55,102 It's easy, look at me! 400 00:30:55,353 --> 00:30:56,395 I'm gonna drown. 401 00:30:56,479 --> 00:30:59,106 ALBERT: You can't. You're already dead. 402 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:02,276 Oh. Am I... Am I really here? 403 00:31:03,152 --> 00:31:05,195 What do you mean by "you"? 404 00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,406 Are you your arm or your leg? 405 00:31:07,615 --> 00:31:09,491 Partly. Really? 406 00:31:09,868 --> 00:31:11,952 And if you lost your limbs? 407 00:31:12,161 --> 00:31:13,704 I'd still be me. 408 00:31:13,788 --> 00:31:15,455 What is the "me"? 409 00:31:15,957 --> 00:31:17,499 My brain, I suppose. 410 00:31:17,584 --> 00:31:18,834 Your brain? 411 00:31:18,918 --> 00:31:20,961 Your brain is a body part. 412 00:31:21,129 --> 00:31:22,921 Like your fingernail or your heart. 413 00:31:23,006 --> 00:31:25,048 Why is that the part that's you? 414 00:31:26,009 --> 00:31:29,428 Because "I" is sort of a voice in my head. 415 00:31:29,512 --> 00:31:31,763 The part that thinks, that feels. 416 00:31:31,848 --> 00:31:33,974 That is aware that I exist. 417 00:31:39,814 --> 00:31:43,400 So if you're aware you exist, then you do. 418 00:31:44,485 --> 00:31:46,653 That's why you're still here. 419 00:31:49,073 --> 00:31:50,574 (KATIE BARKING) 420 00:31:50,658 --> 00:31:51,992 (LAUGHING) 421 00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:03,837 ALBERT: No windows. What aren't you ready to see, I wonder? 422 00:32:08,092 --> 00:32:10,886 Drink it. Think it's coffee and it will be. 423 00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:12,346 (SIGHING) 424 00:32:12,430 --> 00:32:13,513 Okay. 425 00:32:14,349 --> 00:32:15,724 It's coffee. 426 00:32:18,019 --> 00:32:19,686 Paint! Acrylic. 427 00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:21,605 (CHUCKLING) 428 00:32:21,689 --> 00:32:23,315 Why is it so hard? 429 00:32:23,399 --> 00:32:24,566 What? 430 00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:26,443 Your brain is meat. 431 00:32:26,527 --> 00:32:28,403 It rots and disappears. 432 00:32:29,155 --> 00:32:31,865 You thought that's all there was to you? 433 00:32:34,202 --> 00:32:36,370 Like you're in your house now. 434 00:32:36,871 --> 00:32:40,374 You're in your house, it doesn't mean you are your house. 435 00:32:40,458 --> 00:32:42,960 The house falls down, you walk away. 436 00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:46,672 But I rebuilt, huh? 437 00:32:46,756 --> 00:32:49,299 You see your body because you like seeing one. 438 00:32:49,384 --> 00:32:51,802 We're seeing what we choose to see. 439 00:32:53,638 --> 00:32:55,681 Let me show you something. 440 00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:20,247 Ha! 441 00:33:28,047 --> 00:33:30,590 CHRIS: It's real. Where is the paint? 442 00:33:30,925 --> 00:33:34,678 ALBERT: You don't need it anymore. This is your world now. 443 00:33:37,849 --> 00:33:39,433 Thought is real. 444 00:33:39,809 --> 00:33:41,810 Physical is the illusion. 445 00:33:43,146 --> 00:33:44,563 Ironic, huh? 446 00:33:48,526 --> 00:33:50,402 Where's God in all this? 447 00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:51,987 He's up there. 448 00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:53,822 Somewhere. 449 00:33:53,906 --> 00:33:55,866 Shouting down that he loves us. 450 00:33:55,950 --> 00:33:57,826 Wondering why we can't hear him. 451 00:33:57,910 --> 00:33:59,244 You think? 452 00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:03,123 Drink your coffee. 453 00:34:05,626 --> 00:34:06,793 Needs milk. 454 00:34:06,878 --> 00:34:08,670 Don't push your luck. 455 00:34:15,595 --> 00:34:17,095 (BIRDS CAWING) 456 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:24,978 ANNIE: What do you think, Christy? 457 00:34:27,565 --> 00:34:28,940 Right here. 458 00:34:31,444 --> 00:34:34,112 Like this? You think? 459 00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:53,423 They say we live in our minds anyway. 460 00:34:55,843 --> 00:35:00,138 Having you with me, like this, keeps me happy. 461 00:35:03,601 --> 00:35:05,936 Why do I believe you can hear me? 462 00:35:07,355 --> 00:35:09,689 Why do I think you can see this? 463 00:35:15,321 --> 00:35:18,406 CHRIS: What's that purple tree? I never saw that. 464 00:35:19,867 --> 00:35:21,409 Let's take a look. 465 00:35:21,494 --> 00:35:23,370 Think you can get there in eight seconds? 466 00:35:23,454 --> 00:35:26,206 (EXCLAIMING) Eight seconds? Over there? 467 00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:29,626 Yeah, I just need a little incentive. 468 00:35:42,557 --> 00:35:43,765 (SIGHS) 469 00:35:50,106 --> 00:35:52,190 Yeah. I can fly. 470 00:35:52,733 --> 00:35:53,817 No! 471 00:35:53,901 --> 00:35:55,485 Can't I do what I want? 472 00:35:55,570 --> 00:35:58,738 I think you'd be more comfortable keeping it real. 473 00:35:59,699 --> 00:36:02,909 Think of running fast, like the Road Runner, okay? 474 00:36:08,374 --> 00:36:09,749 (SNICKERING) 475 00:36:10,084 --> 00:36:11,751 I can handle this. 476 00:36:14,797 --> 00:36:16,423 Adios, muchacho. 477 00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:20,427 Oh, wait! Chris! 478 00:36:20,678 --> 00:36:22,554 Annie! 479 00:36:27,268 --> 00:36:29,728 I bet you're thinking "Oh, shit!" now! 480 00:36:29,812 --> 00:36:31,188 (SCREAMING) 481 00:36:41,240 --> 00:36:42,616 (SCREAMING) 482 00:36:48,706 --> 00:36:49,956 Yeah! 483 00:36:50,124 --> 00:36:51,374 Go, boy! 484 00:36:51,709 --> 00:36:53,084 (GRUNTING) 485 00:36:55,129 --> 00:36:56,421 (WHOOPING) 486 00:36:57,632 --> 00:36:59,633 Go, Chris, go! 487 00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:14,522 (EXCLAIMS) 488 00:37:25,993 --> 00:37:27,202 Albert! 489 00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:29,120 Albert! 490 00:37:38,005 --> 00:37:39,756 It's completely new. 491 00:37:40,675 --> 00:37:43,260 The canvas was blank when I was alive. 492 00:37:44,679 --> 00:37:47,472 How can I see this drawing after I'm dead? 493 00:37:49,684 --> 00:37:52,352 For an expert you look pretty surprised. 494 00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,771 ALBERT: You two. A long courtship? 495 00:37:54,855 --> 00:37:55,981 No, actually. 496 00:37:56,065 --> 00:37:57,983 From the first moment, it was like... 497 00:37:58,067 --> 00:37:59,401 Soul mates. 498 00:37:59,819 --> 00:38:02,237 It's extremely rare, but it exists. 499 00:38:03,614 --> 00:38:06,324 Like twin souls. Tuned in to each other. 500 00:38:08,536 --> 00:38:10,578 Apparently, even in death. 501 00:38:12,915 --> 00:38:15,292 You're reaching each other through her painting. 502 00:38:15,376 --> 00:38:17,502 It's nothing I've ever seen. 503 00:38:20,047 --> 00:38:22,382 ANNIE: You can't see it, can you? 504 00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,053 And you never will. 505 00:38:35,563 --> 00:38:36,855 (SIGHING) 506 00:38:37,398 --> 00:38:38,732 (CREAKING) 507 00:39:07,970 --> 00:39:09,471 I love you! 508 00:39:47,635 --> 00:39:49,177 (KATIE BARKING) 509 00:39:55,976 --> 00:39:58,395 CHRIS: Whose footprints are these? 510 00:39:59,522 --> 00:40:01,773 Don't ask me, you put 'em here. 511 00:40:05,361 --> 00:40:06,736 (SQUAWKING) 512 00:40:14,328 --> 00:40:15,495 Annie. 513 00:40:16,163 --> 00:40:17,247 Annie! 514 00:40:17,331 --> 00:40:19,124 ALBERT: Chris! Annie! 515 00:40:26,549 --> 00:40:29,050 Fantasy is not what you need, Chris. 516 00:40:30,344 --> 00:40:32,011 No, you're right. 517 00:40:32,638 --> 00:40:34,097 I need Annie. 518 00:40:36,684 --> 00:40:37,934 That'll change in time. 519 00:40:38,018 --> 00:40:39,894 Oh, come on, Einstein! 520 00:40:40,187 --> 00:40:42,480 Time's not on my watch any more! 521 00:40:42,565 --> 00:40:44,566 Time does not exist here! 522 00:40:45,192 --> 00:40:48,987 Wherever it went, it won't make me need Annie less. 523 00:40:51,615 --> 00:40:54,159 You'll feel differently, and so will she. 524 00:40:54,243 --> 00:40:55,326 Man. 525 00:40:57,204 --> 00:40:58,872 You don't know us. 526 00:41:00,458 --> 00:41:01,833 Wish I did. 527 00:41:09,091 --> 00:41:10,258 CHRIS: Marie. 528 00:41:11,427 --> 00:41:12,594 Marie! 529 00:41:18,434 --> 00:41:20,101 Look, it's Tigger! 530 00:41:20,561 --> 00:41:22,270 It's my daughter's! 531 00:41:23,230 --> 00:41:25,398 Katie tore it up once, and... 532 00:41:29,570 --> 00:41:31,237 She's here, right? 533 00:41:32,364 --> 00:41:33,823 Where is she? 534 00:41:36,410 --> 00:41:39,954 Chris, here is big enough for all to have their universe. 535 00:41:42,791 --> 00:41:45,877 That's not why you haven't seen them yet, is it? 536 00:41:48,130 --> 00:41:50,256 What does that mean, Buddha? 537 00:41:51,467 --> 00:41:53,760 I wanna see my children, Albert! 538 00:41:56,263 --> 00:41:58,139 When you do, you will. 539 00:42:15,991 --> 00:42:17,200 Does that hurt? 540 00:42:17,284 --> 00:42:18,493 Mmm-mmm. 541 00:42:19,620 --> 00:42:21,079 That? Mmm-hmm. 542 00:42:21,914 --> 00:42:23,456 How about that? 543 00:42:23,832 --> 00:42:26,626 I'm gonna keep doing this till you tickle. 544 00:42:31,090 --> 00:42:34,008 You've got a fever. It's going down, though. 545 00:42:34,343 --> 00:42:36,594 Don't you have to go somewhere? 546 00:42:38,847 --> 00:42:40,473 Wanna play chess? 547 00:42:44,144 --> 00:42:45,812 I could teach you. 548 00:42:47,356 --> 00:42:49,315 Would you teach me that? 549 00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:19,762 Excuse me. 550 00:43:22,683 --> 00:43:24,183 Albert has to work. 551 00:43:24,268 --> 00:43:26,394 He asked me to meet with you. 552 00:43:27,354 --> 00:43:29,272 Will that be all right? 553 00:43:30,399 --> 00:43:31,649 Leona. 554 00:43:32,026 --> 00:43:33,318 That's a very beautiful name. 555 00:43:33,402 --> 00:43:35,612 He said you've been isolated. 556 00:43:37,031 --> 00:43:39,741 Do you wanna see others? Perhaps a city? 557 00:43:40,451 --> 00:43:43,036 I would, but travel makes me nauseous. 558 00:43:45,372 --> 00:43:46,706 (CHUCKLING) 559 00:43:49,793 --> 00:43:51,377 Close your eyes. 560 00:43:53,213 --> 00:43:55,089 I didn't mean forever. 561 00:44:06,393 --> 00:44:07,810 (LEONA LAUGHING) 562 00:44:07,895 --> 00:44:09,562 What do you think? 563 00:44:10,105 --> 00:44:12,231 I'm a little under-dressed. 564 00:44:12,483 --> 00:44:13,983 You look fine. 565 00:44:14,234 --> 00:44:17,695 Till now you've been painting your world. This is mine. 566 00:44:18,364 --> 00:44:22,075 In our city across the river we have to have a common vision. 567 00:44:23,702 --> 00:44:25,411 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 568 00:44:25,829 --> 00:44:27,455 (PEOPLE LAUGHING) 569 00:44:38,175 --> 00:44:40,259 So, there's work. 570 00:44:40,761 --> 00:44:42,553 Mmm-hmm. I like that. 571 00:44:43,263 --> 00:44:46,641 Albert, for example, is sort of a missionary. 572 00:44:46,934 --> 00:44:48,685 He saves lost souls. 573 00:44:48,769 --> 00:44:49,977 Like me. 574 00:44:50,521 --> 00:44:53,731 Hardly. They are the ones who can't get here. 575 00:44:55,484 --> 00:44:57,235 You mean, from hell? 576 00:44:57,319 --> 00:44:58,611 In a way. 577 00:44:58,737 --> 00:45:00,697 It's not what you think. 578 00:45:00,781 --> 00:45:03,282 My work is with animals. 579 00:45:03,492 --> 00:45:04,784 (BARKING) 580 00:45:05,828 --> 00:45:07,745 Katie is an old friend. 581 00:45:09,289 --> 00:45:11,165 ANNIE: Dearest Christy. 582 00:45:11,667 --> 00:45:14,168 I don't know how this day unraveled on me. 583 00:45:14,253 --> 00:45:16,713 I was so proud of how I held together through 584 00:45:16,797 --> 00:45:18,673 this endless afternoon. 585 00:45:19,675 --> 00:45:22,218 But, coming home, I began to lose it. 586 00:45:24,471 --> 00:45:26,556 If I had walked out that night for our Double D, 587 00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:29,976 you wouldn't have been in the tunnel doing me a favor. 588 00:45:30,936 --> 00:45:33,354 A whole family lost in car crashes. 589 00:45:34,648 --> 00:45:37,066 Enough to make a person buy a bike. 590 00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:40,111 (LAUGHTER) 591 00:45:41,989 --> 00:45:43,197 CHRIS: Where are they going? 592 00:45:43,282 --> 00:45:45,992 LEONA: To help others be reborn on Earth. 593 00:45:46,326 --> 00:45:48,453 Really? Reincarnation? 594 00:45:50,664 --> 00:45:52,290 (PEOPLE SCATTING) 595 00:45:56,670 --> 00:45:58,838 Albert says to cheer you up. 596 00:45:59,757 --> 00:46:02,675 You have difficulty... Losing my wife, yeah. 597 00:46:05,637 --> 00:46:07,305 And your children? 598 00:46:08,056 --> 00:46:09,849 They died years ago. 599 00:46:10,267 --> 00:46:12,810 That's why I'm worried about my wife. 600 00:46:15,439 --> 00:46:17,940 They died in a terrible collision. 601 00:46:18,025 --> 00:46:19,525 The nanny was driving. 602 00:46:19,610 --> 00:46:21,277 It wasn't her fault. 603 00:46:21,361 --> 00:46:22,862 And your wife? 604 00:46:23,864 --> 00:46:26,324 My daughter had asked her to drive. 605 00:46:26,408 --> 00:46:28,159 (CHILDREN LAUGHING) 606 00:46:43,884 --> 00:46:45,885 It was a trucker's fault. 607 00:46:46,595 --> 00:46:49,722 But my wife believed that if she'd been driving, 608 00:46:50,307 --> 00:46:52,892 her protective instincts would have... 609 00:46:55,813 --> 00:46:57,563 (LAUGHTER CONTINUES) 610 00:47:02,444 --> 00:47:03,778 (SCATTING) 611 00:47:06,031 --> 00:47:07,490 Are you okay? 612 00:47:14,581 --> 00:47:16,082 Come on, Katie! 613 00:47:30,389 --> 00:47:32,598 LEONA: Where were you just now? 614 00:47:33,267 --> 00:47:36,018 Your mind's been wandering all afternoon. 615 00:47:37,104 --> 00:47:38,896 Thinking of someone. 616 00:47:40,732 --> 00:47:43,901 Your wife must have loved her children very much. 617 00:47:44,945 --> 00:47:46,279 Very much. 618 00:47:46,947 --> 00:47:50,283 But you don't have to break in half to love somebody. 619 00:47:53,579 --> 00:47:55,788 Tell me a memory of your own. 620 00:47:57,666 --> 00:47:59,625 Say, with your daughter. 621 00:48:18,145 --> 00:48:19,395 CHRIS: Hey. 622 00:48:19,479 --> 00:48:21,606 That's somebody else's art. 623 00:48:21,982 --> 00:48:23,816 What's the difference? 624 00:48:24,318 --> 00:48:26,360 You weren't looking anyway. 625 00:48:30,991 --> 00:48:32,325 Your move. 626 00:48:34,536 --> 00:48:36,829 Is this where we go when we die? 627 00:48:42,711 --> 00:48:45,463 It's a dream, baby. It's a beautiful one. 628 00:48:47,090 --> 00:48:50,009 But, you know, dreams... I know, aren't real. 629 00:48:50,594 --> 00:48:51,802 I know. 630 00:48:55,641 --> 00:48:57,767 It's after midnight. I haven't won yet. 631 00:48:57,851 --> 00:48:58,976 It's your first time. 632 00:48:59,061 --> 00:49:01,187 No, I like that I haven't won yet. 633 00:49:01,271 --> 00:49:03,314 Means you're not cheating. 634 00:49:03,941 --> 00:49:06,108 And when I win, I really win. 635 00:49:07,194 --> 00:49:09,111 I wanna play till I do. 636 00:49:10,197 --> 00:49:11,572 Unless you wanna stop. 637 00:49:11,657 --> 00:49:13,783 No. Let's play till you win. 638 00:49:16,745 --> 00:49:19,205 CHRIS: She died three months later. 639 00:49:20,165 --> 00:49:22,041 We played every night. 640 00:49:24,753 --> 00:49:26,754 It meant the world to me. 641 00:49:28,882 --> 00:49:30,383 She never won. 642 00:49:58,036 --> 00:50:01,038 I didn't look like this in the body, you know. 643 00:50:04,835 --> 00:50:06,877 We flew to Singapore once. 644 00:50:07,170 --> 00:50:11,007 And my daddy smiled at the flight attendant who 645 00:50:14,553 --> 00:50:17,638 looked like this and wore this name tag, "Leona". 646 00:50:17,764 --> 00:50:19,265 (BOTH LAUGHING) 647 00:50:21,268 --> 00:50:23,436 He said Asian women are so 648 00:50:25,439 --> 00:50:28,691 lovely and graceful 649 00:50:30,610 --> 00:50:31,569 and intelligent. 650 00:50:31,653 --> 00:50:33,738 He didn't mean only. I know. 651 00:50:33,822 --> 00:50:35,573 It was something he said. 652 00:50:35,657 --> 00:50:39,744 And I thought, when I grow up, I wanna be that. 653 00:50:43,331 --> 00:50:45,166 You still play chess? 654 00:50:54,968 --> 00:50:57,261 I think I waited for my partner. 655 00:51:40,430 --> 00:51:43,849 ANNIE: I swear that California is the strangest place. 656 00:51:44,810 --> 00:51:46,143 They push you into it 657 00:51:46,228 --> 00:51:49,355 so you can do it before your shrink commits you. 658 00:51:50,774 --> 00:51:52,983 Thoughtful legislation there. 659 00:51:54,194 --> 00:51:55,903 Mine is suspicious. 660 00:51:56,613 --> 00:51:58,906 Another week, he might commit me. 661 00:51:58,990 --> 00:52:00,658 For my own safety. 662 00:52:03,870 --> 00:52:06,455 I had the husband I was meant to have. 663 00:52:06,957 --> 00:52:08,958 Two spectacular children. 664 00:52:09,835 --> 00:52:13,629 Blessings no one would dare expect from life. 665 00:52:15,549 --> 00:52:17,633 And the truth is, simply 666 00:52:19,845 --> 00:52:21,387 that it's over. 667 00:52:23,223 --> 00:52:26,267 Just this one loose end to ravel up. 668 00:52:32,274 --> 00:52:35,860 I didn't get to say goodbye. You're dead and I blew that. 669 00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:41,073 I don't get to say goodbye. 670 00:52:44,202 --> 00:52:46,078 But I'll tell you what. 671 00:52:46,830 --> 00:52:49,415 Across whatever distance there is, 672 00:52:52,043 --> 00:52:53,752 I send you my love. 673 00:53:08,268 --> 00:53:09,310 Hey. 674 00:53:12,272 --> 00:53:13,647 Where were you? 675 00:53:13,732 --> 00:53:14,982 Far away. 676 00:53:15,066 --> 00:53:17,401 I got called back. I was working. 677 00:53:19,988 --> 00:53:22,281 There are no words to thank you. 678 00:53:23,450 --> 00:53:25,117 For finding Marie. 679 00:53:25,202 --> 00:53:26,452 (SIGHS) 680 00:53:28,371 --> 00:53:30,289 Is she okay? She's fine. 681 00:53:30,790 --> 00:53:32,541 You'll see her soon. 682 00:53:32,792 --> 00:53:34,543 She sends her love. 683 00:53:35,545 --> 00:53:37,087 Especially now. 684 00:53:45,305 --> 00:53:48,641 We'll gonna go through something very hard right now. 685 00:53:49,309 --> 00:53:51,560 I'm with you. You're not alone. 686 00:53:54,856 --> 00:53:56,357 Annie is dead. 687 00:54:00,987 --> 00:54:02,738 She killed herself. 688 00:54:07,619 --> 00:54:10,788 It's nothing I ever expected. 689 00:54:13,833 --> 00:54:16,043 Like I said, you don't know us. 690 00:54:18,755 --> 00:54:21,590 Is that an occupational hazard of soul mates? 691 00:54:21,758 --> 00:54:24,093 One's not much without the other? 692 00:54:27,514 --> 00:54:29,014 But she's okay. 693 00:54:29,849 --> 00:54:32,226 Because her pain is over. 694 00:54:32,310 --> 00:54:33,310 You don't understand. 695 00:54:33,395 --> 00:54:35,354 She won't cling like me. 696 00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:37,314 When do I see her? 697 00:54:37,440 --> 00:54:38,607 Never. 698 00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:43,112 You'll never see her. 699 00:54:43,196 --> 00:54:46,073 She's a suicide. Suicides go somewhere else. 700 00:54:47,033 --> 00:54:48,450 Why are you punishing her? 701 00:54:48,535 --> 00:54:50,869 It's not punishment. She's suffered enough. 702 00:54:50,954 --> 00:54:52,913 There are no judges or crimes. 703 00:54:52,998 --> 00:54:54,123 Everybody's equal. 704 00:54:54,207 --> 00:54:56,125 That's the way things work! 705 00:54:56,209 --> 00:54:58,460 And suicides go to hell? 706 00:54:58,712 --> 00:55:00,879 No goddamn judgment in that! 707 00:55:03,758 --> 00:55:05,384 You wanna fight? 708 00:55:06,886 --> 00:55:09,888 You can hide from it or understand it. 709 00:55:10,807 --> 00:55:14,476 What you call hell is for those who don't know they're dead. 710 00:55:14,686 --> 00:55:18,147 They can't realize what they've done or what's happened. 711 00:55:19,232 --> 00:55:21,483 Too self-absorbed in life, that they... 712 00:55:21,568 --> 00:55:22,818 Self-absorbed? 713 00:55:22,902 --> 00:55:25,571 That doesn't apply to Annie, all right? 714 00:55:26,948 --> 00:55:28,490 No, it doesn't. 715 00:55:28,908 --> 00:55:30,784 Suicides are different. 716 00:55:30,869 --> 00:55:33,329 They don't go to hell because they're immoral or selfish. 717 00:55:33,413 --> 00:55:35,831 They go for a very different reason. 718 00:55:35,915 --> 00:55:40,169 Each of us has an instinct, and there's a natural order to our journey. 719 00:55:40,295 --> 00:55:42,254 Annie has violated that. 720 00:55:42,839 --> 00:55:44,506 She won't face it. 721 00:55:45,467 --> 00:55:49,428 She won't realize, accept what she's done. 722 00:55:50,597 --> 00:55:53,349 She will spend eternity playing that out. 723 00:55:53,475 --> 00:55:55,225 You still say she's in hell. 724 00:55:55,310 --> 00:55:56,352 Everybody's hell is different. 725 00:55:56,436 --> 00:55:58,312 It's not all fire and pain. 726 00:55:58,396 --> 00:56:00,814 Real hell is your life gone wrong. 727 00:56:05,612 --> 00:56:07,279 (THUNDER RUMBLING) 728 00:56:20,585 --> 00:56:22,211 I'm her soul mate. 729 00:56:22,295 --> 00:56:23,837 I can find her. 730 00:56:31,763 --> 00:56:33,055 You don't understand how... 731 00:56:33,139 --> 00:56:36,058 It's not about understanding! 732 00:56:37,018 --> 00:56:39,228 It's about not giving up. 733 00:56:40,855 --> 00:56:42,981 You said there are no rules. 734 00:56:43,066 --> 00:56:44,483 And the purple tree? 735 00:56:44,567 --> 00:56:46,568 You were pretty surprised then. 736 00:56:46,653 --> 00:56:49,696 (CHUCKLING) Hey, if there are no rules, 737 00:56:49,906 --> 00:56:52,699 how can you say all suicides are the same? 738 00:56:52,826 --> 00:56:54,201 I can't, I can't. 739 00:56:54,285 --> 00:56:57,663 Okay. Or she doesn't know she's dead? 740 00:56:57,747 --> 00:56:58,831 I can't. Okay. 741 00:56:58,915 --> 00:57:02,501 No one has ever seen a suicide brought back! 742 00:57:02,585 --> 00:57:04,044 Stick around, Chief. 743 00:57:04,129 --> 00:57:06,213 You ain't seen nothing yet. 744 00:57:12,470 --> 00:57:14,680 Okay. You deserve your chance. 745 00:57:15,306 --> 00:57:17,099 We'll find a tracker. 746 00:57:24,858 --> 00:57:26,358 (MAN SINGING) 747 00:57:28,862 --> 00:57:30,779 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 748 00:57:42,917 --> 00:57:44,418 (MAN SHOUTING) 749 00:58:18,453 --> 00:58:20,037 (WOMEN SINGING) 750 00:58:24,751 --> 00:58:26,668 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 751 00:58:38,306 --> 00:58:39,723 ALBERT: Hey! 752 00:58:46,856 --> 00:58:49,191 This the guy who doesn't give up? 753 00:58:50,527 --> 00:58:53,946 Anyone tell you too much persistence can get stupid? 754 00:58:54,322 --> 00:58:55,697 Constantly. 755 00:58:56,032 --> 00:58:57,449 I hear the same thing. 756 00:58:57,534 --> 00:58:59,660 I also hear I read too slow. 757 00:59:00,286 --> 00:59:02,079 I don't need glasses. 758 00:59:02,664 --> 00:59:05,290 Eyes being a figment of my imagination. 759 00:59:07,043 --> 00:59:09,503 You'll hear a lot of smart stuff here. 760 00:59:09,587 --> 00:59:11,171 It's usually right. 761 00:59:11,256 --> 00:59:12,506 Don't let it screw you up. 762 00:59:12,590 --> 00:59:13,799 I won't. 763 00:59:14,968 --> 00:59:17,177 Your wife love you as strong? 764 00:59:25,770 --> 00:59:27,312 We'll find her. 765 00:59:28,147 --> 00:59:29,940 But when you find her, 766 00:59:30,692 --> 00:59:33,193 nothing will make her recognize you. 767 00:59:34,153 --> 00:59:36,363 Nothing will break her denial. 768 00:59:37,532 --> 00:59:39,658 It's stronger than her love. 769 00:59:40,034 --> 00:59:42,327 In fact, reinforced by her love. 770 00:59:43,997 --> 00:59:46,665 You can say everything you long to say. 771 00:59:47,584 --> 00:59:49,251 Including goodbye. 772 00:59:49,752 --> 00:59:52,045 Even if she can't understand it. 773 00:59:53,840 --> 00:59:57,175 You'll have the satisfaction that you didn't give up. 774 00:59:59,637 --> 01:00:01,513 That has to be enough. 775 01:00:02,015 --> 01:00:04,558 Get me there. I decide what's enough. 776 01:00:06,978 --> 01:00:08,604 When do we leave? 777 01:00:10,523 --> 01:00:12,107 Close your eyes. 778 01:00:23,911 --> 01:00:25,871 CHRIS: Albert's a sweet kid. 779 01:00:25,955 --> 01:00:27,706 TRACKER: He is that. 780 01:00:27,999 --> 01:00:30,792 There's a tenderness I never knew in life. 781 01:00:31,210 --> 01:00:33,712 I didn't know him when he was young. 782 01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:37,716 Were you proud of your own kids? 783 01:00:39,719 --> 01:00:41,053 Of course. 784 01:00:41,554 --> 01:00:44,389 That's an easy bullshit answer. 785 01:00:46,059 --> 01:00:47,559 Think about it. 786 01:00:49,520 --> 01:00:51,229 I said "Of course. " 787 01:00:53,024 --> 01:00:54,900 I like this sore point. 788 01:00:55,234 --> 01:00:57,986 It's juice. Juice is strong. It connects. 789 01:00:59,280 --> 01:01:01,907 Makes you a better receiver for Annie. 790 01:01:05,119 --> 01:01:08,372 She's the transmitter, sending thoughts of you. 791 01:01:11,709 --> 01:01:12,959 (GASPING) 792 01:01:32,730 --> 01:01:34,856 What did you do when alive? 793 01:01:35,024 --> 01:01:36,942 You mean the last time? 794 01:01:37,235 --> 01:01:39,861 We can be reborn. 795 01:01:39,946 --> 01:01:41,947 But only if we choose to. 796 01:01:43,449 --> 01:01:45,701 Last trip, I did the same work... 797 01:01:45,785 --> 01:01:47,452 You were a shrink! 798 01:01:48,538 --> 01:01:50,205 Fairly perceptive. 799 01:01:56,379 --> 01:01:57,754 Oh, my God. 800 01:01:58,256 --> 01:02:00,465 You expected physical danger? 801 01:02:01,509 --> 01:02:03,176 (PEOPLE SCREAMING) 802 01:02:05,555 --> 01:02:07,889 What could it do, kill you, huh? 803 01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:11,435 No. In hell, there's real danger. 804 01:02:12,979 --> 01:02:14,771 Of losing your mind. 805 01:02:16,149 --> 01:02:17,482 (SCREAMING) 806 01:02:54,896 --> 01:02:58,064 ANNIE: Because he's drowning, that's why. 807 01:03:02,236 --> 01:03:04,738 He's 13 years old! 808 01:03:04,822 --> 01:03:05,781 CHRIS: I know. 809 01:03:05,865 --> 01:03:08,241 He needs to hang out with his friends. That's what he needs. 810 01:03:08,326 --> 01:03:10,660 He needs to veg out in front of the TV, 811 01:03:10,745 --> 01:03:14,039 he needs to read a fucking book he likes! 812 01:03:14,123 --> 01:03:16,917 You're saying he doesn't wanna let me down? 813 01:03:17,001 --> 01:03:18,293 No, it's worse. 814 01:03:18,377 --> 01:03:21,338 He's so into you, he feels he's letting himself down. 815 01:03:21,422 --> 01:03:24,174 You say he can do something and he can't, he thinks he's shit. 816 01:03:24,258 --> 01:03:25,884 How sick is that? 817 01:03:33,184 --> 01:03:35,560 How can you take me out of school? 818 01:03:36,020 --> 01:03:37,395 How can you? 819 01:03:38,105 --> 01:03:39,731 This is my life! 820 01:03:40,900 --> 01:03:42,984 Don't you think I can make it? 821 01:03:43,069 --> 01:03:45,111 If I really dig in... 822 01:03:45,238 --> 01:03:47,447 You have to show me more! 823 01:03:47,532 --> 01:03:50,200 Come on! You're blowing it, Ian! 824 01:03:50,493 --> 01:03:51,910 I'm not you! 825 01:04:18,896 --> 01:04:20,188 (MOANING) 826 01:04:59,729 --> 01:05:01,104 Shipwrecks. 827 01:05:02,106 --> 01:05:03,356 What is this place? 828 01:05:03,441 --> 01:05:05,233 The gateway to hell. 829 01:05:09,739 --> 01:05:12,574 How are we doing? Picking up any signals? 830 01:05:13,242 --> 01:05:15,660 Actually, not a ripple. 831 01:05:16,495 --> 01:05:19,497 That's because I was thinking of somebody else. 832 01:05:27,298 --> 01:05:31,927 It's a slap in the face when you see kids taking a test 833 01:05:32,011 --> 01:05:34,262 and they're just breezing through it. 834 01:05:34,347 --> 01:05:36,723 And for you it just kinda goes. 835 01:05:37,808 --> 01:05:39,351 Every day I see 836 01:05:40,394 --> 01:05:43,605 how I'm not as good as you and everyone else. 837 01:05:45,524 --> 01:05:47,817 But that doesn't mean I give up. 838 01:05:53,366 --> 01:05:54,783 ALBERT: Hey. 839 01:06:02,875 --> 01:06:04,209 (CLANGING) 840 01:06:08,589 --> 01:06:10,256 (PEOPLE SCREAMING) 841 01:06:35,533 --> 01:06:36,992 (MEN GRUNTING) 842 01:06:37,076 --> 01:06:39,285 ALBERT: Cerberus, the guardian. 843 01:06:54,844 --> 01:06:56,428 How do you feel? 844 01:06:59,015 --> 01:07:01,182 More than I want you in or out of some school, 845 01:07:01,267 --> 01:07:04,811 I want to know how you feel when you go to bed at night. 846 01:07:07,231 --> 01:07:08,606 Real scared. 847 01:07:10,943 --> 01:07:12,944 I know I believe in you. 848 01:07:15,364 --> 01:07:17,866 If I was going through fucking hell, 849 01:07:18,159 --> 01:07:21,619 I'd only want one person in the goddamn world with me. 850 01:07:33,257 --> 01:07:34,799 (CHOIR SINGING) 851 01:07:41,140 --> 01:07:42,640 There's a man 852 01:07:44,310 --> 01:07:46,144 Ian never got to know. 853 01:07:49,148 --> 01:07:50,482 The man 854 01:07:51,192 --> 01:07:53,151 he was growing up to be. 855 01:07:57,490 --> 01:08:00,408 He's a good-looking, clear-eyed young fella, 856 01:08:01,160 --> 01:08:02,410 about 25. 857 01:08:05,664 --> 01:08:07,165 I can see him. 858 01:08:10,795 --> 01:08:13,630 He's the type of guy men want to be around. 859 01:08:14,673 --> 01:08:17,133 Because he has integrity, you know? 860 01:08:19,178 --> 01:08:20,845 He has character. 861 01:08:21,806 --> 01:08:23,556 You can't fake that. 862 01:08:27,061 --> 01:08:29,979 And he's a guy women want to be around, too. 863 01:08:33,776 --> 01:08:36,194 Because there's tenderness in him. 864 01:08:37,321 --> 01:08:38,530 Respect. 865 01:08:39,782 --> 01:08:41,116 Loyalty. 866 01:08:41,700 --> 01:08:43,034 Courage. 867 01:08:45,913 --> 01:08:47,956 And women respond to that. 868 01:08:51,085 --> 01:08:53,294 Makes him a terrific husband. 869 01:08:55,422 --> 01:08:57,298 I see him as a father. 870 01:08:59,385 --> 01:09:01,594 That's where he really shines. 871 01:09:06,183 --> 01:09:09,644 See, when he looks in his kid's eyes, 872 01:09:12,523 --> 01:09:15,525 and the kid knows that his dad really sees him, 873 01:09:16,694 --> 01:09:18,361 he sees who he is. 874 01:09:20,114 --> 01:09:24,284 Then that child knows that he is an amazing person. 875 01:09:26,912 --> 01:09:28,538 He's quite a guy 876 01:09:29,623 --> 01:09:31,749 that I'll never get to meet. 877 01:09:35,087 --> 01:09:36,546 I wish I had. 878 01:09:41,302 --> 01:09:42,760 Let's do it. 879 01:09:46,223 --> 01:09:48,850 ALBERT: Come on, she could be in there! 880 01:09:49,727 --> 01:09:51,186 (MEN GRUNTING) 881 01:09:58,235 --> 01:09:59,777 (MEN SCREAMING) 882 01:10:05,701 --> 01:10:07,118 No! 883 01:10:08,287 --> 01:10:09,871 No! 884 01:10:10,623 --> 01:10:12,874 Don't! Don't! 885 01:10:13,626 --> 01:10:15,126 Don't do this! 886 01:10:15,377 --> 01:10:17,670 Your mother's not in there, Ian! 887 01:10:24,845 --> 01:10:27,096 Your mom is not in there, son. 888 01:10:34,104 --> 01:10:35,355 (SOBBING) 889 01:10:43,322 --> 01:10:46,491 There's not another man I'd go through hell with. 890 01:10:49,495 --> 01:10:51,621 Elevator to hell. Going up. 891 01:10:53,999 --> 01:10:55,083 Come on. 892 01:10:55,167 --> 01:10:57,168 So long. Wish us luck. 893 01:10:58,504 --> 01:10:59,545 I'm going with you. 894 01:10:59,630 --> 01:11:01,547 I'm not giving you a choice. 895 01:11:01,632 --> 01:11:03,716 CHRIS: What are you saying? 896 01:11:04,343 --> 01:11:06,636 Since you suspected Albert was your son, 897 01:11:06,720 --> 01:11:09,222 you lost your wife's signal. 898 01:11:09,306 --> 01:11:10,473 I'll concentrate harder! 899 01:11:10,557 --> 01:11:13,434 You don't know how. You're all mouth and no chops! 900 01:11:13,519 --> 01:11:16,062 All you're good for is she loves you. 901 01:11:16,355 --> 01:11:18,690 Your boy is a decisive distraction. 902 01:11:18,774 --> 01:11:19,816 Damn shrinks! 903 01:11:19,900 --> 01:11:21,276 You love shoving people around! 904 01:11:21,360 --> 01:11:23,820 We're going down to the bottom. His last chance. 905 01:11:23,904 --> 01:11:25,780 He's never been in such a place. 906 01:11:25,864 --> 01:11:29,951 You haven't. It's better watching one than two. 907 01:11:30,536 --> 01:11:31,661 You want him clear? 908 01:11:31,745 --> 01:11:34,205 Screw him, Ian. He doesn't know us. 909 01:11:34,290 --> 01:11:35,873 He's not family! 910 01:11:36,583 --> 01:11:38,543 No! I'm not leaving him. 911 01:11:43,215 --> 01:11:45,049 If he never sees her? 912 01:11:45,342 --> 01:11:47,051 Never says goodbye? 913 01:11:49,013 --> 01:11:51,431 We do it without him. We do it together. She's your mother. 914 01:11:51,515 --> 01:11:52,515 Let's go! 915 01:11:52,599 --> 01:11:54,475 Dad, no. Listen to me. 916 01:11:58,439 --> 01:12:01,149 When you get there, don't listen to him. 917 01:12:03,193 --> 01:12:04,569 You find her 918 01:12:05,863 --> 01:12:07,739 and you bring her back. 919 01:12:08,782 --> 01:12:10,283 You can do it. 920 01:12:12,161 --> 01:12:13,786 I believe in you. 921 01:12:25,299 --> 01:12:28,092 Do you ever think why I chose to be Albert? 922 01:12:28,594 --> 01:12:31,387 He was the only guy you ever listened to. 923 01:12:31,597 --> 01:12:33,222 Listen to me now! 924 01:12:33,766 --> 01:12:35,391 Think about Mom! 925 01:12:36,352 --> 01:12:38,978 Think about what happened when we died! 926 01:12:39,730 --> 01:12:42,982 Think about what you said to her to bring her back! 927 01:13:16,141 --> 01:13:17,892 (MUFFLED SCREAMING) 928 01:13:29,238 --> 01:13:31,197 ALBERT: Think about Mom. 929 01:13:35,327 --> 01:13:37,328 Think about when we died. 930 01:13:44,878 --> 01:13:47,380 ANNIE: I'm teaching myself to smoke. 931 01:13:49,550 --> 01:13:52,385 The doctors call it an affirmation of life. 932 01:13:57,349 --> 01:13:59,684 Well, it beats the statue thing. 933 01:14:03,939 --> 01:14:05,690 You said "divorce". 934 01:14:06,483 --> 01:14:08,276 You got my attention. 935 01:14:11,697 --> 01:14:14,031 I think that we're too different 936 01:14:15,617 --> 01:14:17,243 to stay together. 937 01:14:19,913 --> 01:14:21,205 I mean... 938 01:14:23,500 --> 01:14:26,377 Well, for one thing, why aren't you in here? 939 01:14:28,714 --> 01:14:30,715 Why didn't you go crazy? 940 01:14:33,051 --> 01:14:34,760 Your children died. 941 01:14:35,596 --> 01:14:36,971 I remember. 942 01:14:38,849 --> 01:14:41,350 I remember the silence in the house. 943 01:14:42,352 --> 01:14:44,937 I thought I was supposed to be strong. 944 01:14:48,692 --> 01:14:50,193 For me? For me. 945 01:14:50,986 --> 01:14:51,986 For us. 946 01:14:52,070 --> 01:14:54,155 Just on general principles. 947 01:14:55,824 --> 01:14:57,575 I loved them, Annie. 948 01:14:59,077 --> 01:15:00,703 But they're gone. 949 01:15:04,500 --> 01:15:06,250 You've got a choice. 950 01:15:06,460 --> 01:15:08,211 Life either goes on 951 01:15:10,672 --> 01:15:11,881 or not. 952 01:15:12,841 --> 01:15:14,592 And you choose life. 953 01:15:19,431 --> 01:15:22,266 Sometimes, when you win, you lose. 954 01:15:31,318 --> 01:15:33,277 (INDISTINCT CHATTERING) 955 01:15:38,951 --> 01:15:41,285 MAN: This hasn't been a good day. 956 01:15:41,703 --> 01:15:44,205 (MAN CHATTERING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 957 01:15:46,041 --> 01:15:48,626 TRACKER: C'mon. It's our private deck. 958 01:15:49,086 --> 01:15:50,044 (MAN YELLING) 959 01:15:50,128 --> 01:15:51,671 (WOMAN YELLING) 960 01:15:54,091 --> 01:15:57,718 WOMAN: I never took more than 30% from any clients. 961 01:15:58,136 --> 01:15:59,762 This must be it. 962 01:15:59,930 --> 01:16:02,932 WOMAN 1: Mister! I'm here! 963 01:16:03,016 --> 01:16:04,559 MAN 1: Incoming! 964 01:16:04,643 --> 01:16:06,310 (PEOPLE MUTTERING) 965 01:16:06,979 --> 01:16:09,397 MAN 2: Watch where you're stepping! 966 01:16:09,606 --> 01:16:11,232 Sorry! Excuse me! 967 01:16:11,316 --> 01:16:12,400 (MAN 3 HUFFING) 968 01:16:12,484 --> 01:16:14,110 (MAN 4 GROANING) 969 01:16:15,988 --> 01:16:17,822 MAN 5: Anybody got a cure? 970 01:16:17,906 --> 01:16:19,156 No, man! 971 01:16:19,283 --> 01:16:20,616 Excuse me. 972 01:16:21,326 --> 01:16:23,160 (INDISTINCT MUTTERING) 973 01:16:23,495 --> 01:16:24,829 (GROANING) 974 01:16:25,455 --> 01:16:26,664 Sorry. 975 01:16:26,790 --> 01:16:28,666 Welcome. Welcome, son. 976 01:16:29,710 --> 01:16:30,876 Papa? 977 01:16:31,044 --> 01:16:32,128 Son. 978 01:16:32,504 --> 01:16:33,546 Papa? 979 01:16:33,630 --> 01:16:36,799 You're close. Welcome. 980 01:16:38,010 --> 01:16:39,051 No. 981 01:16:39,136 --> 01:16:40,428 Welcome, welcome. 982 01:16:40,512 --> 01:16:43,431 You're not my dad, sorry. 983 01:16:43,515 --> 01:16:46,851 It's all right. They never come. 984 01:16:47,561 --> 01:16:50,271 Don't worry. It's only a matter of time. 985 01:16:50,939 --> 01:16:52,523 (WOMAN GROANING) 986 01:17:01,033 --> 01:17:02,617 (ANNIE LAUGHING) 987 01:17:04,453 --> 01:17:06,954 You don't think it looks like a dog? 988 01:17:07,039 --> 01:17:09,123 Sure. You always take the easy ones. 989 01:17:09,207 --> 01:17:13,044 That one looks like a 24-piece dining set. 990 01:17:13,337 --> 01:17:15,046 With a soup tureen. 991 01:17:15,130 --> 01:17:17,089 Yeah. Or a bunny rabbit. 992 01:17:18,383 --> 01:17:20,509 A very complex bunny rabbit. 993 01:17:22,304 --> 01:17:24,221 Or a Rubenesque breast. 994 01:17:26,058 --> 01:17:28,100 You always think they're breasts. 995 01:17:28,185 --> 01:17:30,227 All kinds of breasts. 996 01:17:30,312 --> 01:17:32,605 I love them. Yours. 997 01:17:33,899 --> 01:17:36,275 Oh, we'll be late for the dance! 998 01:17:36,568 --> 01:17:38,152 What's the rush? 999 01:17:40,447 --> 01:17:42,448 I know what you're doing. 1000 01:17:44,076 --> 01:17:45,951 This is all just a stall. 1001 01:17:46,036 --> 01:17:48,245 I know why you don't wanna go. 1002 01:17:48,747 --> 01:17:49,914 Busted. 1003 01:17:51,083 --> 01:17:53,417 Why don't you dance just once? 1004 01:17:55,087 --> 01:17:57,588 Other husbands are as clumsy. 1005 01:17:57,673 --> 01:17:59,173 Oh, thank you. 1006 01:18:03,762 --> 01:18:05,388 It's just that when everybody's dancing 1007 01:18:05,472 --> 01:18:08,265 I feel like I'm alone 1008 01:18:09,267 --> 01:18:11,018 in a sea of faces. 1009 01:18:12,604 --> 01:18:14,105 (SOFTLY) Annie. 1010 01:18:14,231 --> 01:18:15,606 (INAUDIBLE) 1011 01:18:21,947 --> 01:18:23,322 (SCREAMING) 1012 01:18:24,449 --> 01:18:26,117 (PEOPLE SCREAMING) 1013 01:18:29,287 --> 01:18:30,830 (ALL SCREAMING) 1014 01:18:37,129 --> 01:18:38,379 (GASPING) 1015 01:18:58,608 --> 01:18:59,984 Angel Falls. 1016 01:19:01,820 --> 01:19:03,154 (WHISTLES) 1017 01:19:03,905 --> 01:19:06,115 It's a little expensive, yeah. 1018 01:19:06,867 --> 01:19:08,993 But it's our first Double D. 1019 01:19:09,161 --> 01:19:11,287 Shouldn't it be incredible? 1020 01:19:14,332 --> 01:19:16,667 I've never seen anything like it. 1021 01:19:17,002 --> 01:19:18,544 That's my role. 1022 01:19:19,796 --> 01:19:22,089 To bring adventure to your life. 1023 01:19:26,678 --> 01:19:28,512 You taught me 1024 01:19:29,514 --> 01:19:33,184 the one thing, the only thing I should always remember. 1025 01:19:35,145 --> 01:19:36,395 Which is? 1026 01:19:39,107 --> 01:19:40,357 I forgot. 1027 01:19:46,865 --> 01:19:49,033 Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah... 1028 01:19:50,577 --> 01:19:52,453 It was, never give up. 1029 01:19:55,707 --> 01:19:57,208 Never give up. 1030 01:20:01,421 --> 01:20:02,588 Never. 1031 01:20:05,801 --> 01:20:07,051 (GASPING) 1032 01:20:11,014 --> 01:20:12,765 TRACKER: She's here. 1033 01:20:15,185 --> 01:20:16,685 You found her. 1034 01:20:17,187 --> 01:20:19,230 (CHRIS PANTING) Impressive. 1035 01:20:19,606 --> 01:20:22,358 That jolt of fear for her. It connected. 1036 01:20:23,068 --> 01:20:25,402 CHRIS: My God, is that our house? 1037 01:20:29,282 --> 01:20:30,616 (CRACKING) 1038 01:20:31,660 --> 01:20:33,077 (EXCLAIMING) 1039 01:20:47,008 --> 01:20:48,342 It's like our home. 1040 01:20:48,426 --> 01:20:50,469 TRACKER: Don't think that. 1041 01:20:50,804 --> 01:20:52,429 It's an illusion. 1042 01:20:52,848 --> 01:20:55,266 The whole place. Her illusion. 1043 01:20:56,393 --> 01:20:58,519 Suicides can get tortured, 1044 01:20:58,603 --> 01:21:00,855 committed to punishing themselves. 1045 01:21:00,939 --> 01:21:02,898 Don't push her that way. 1046 01:21:02,983 --> 01:21:04,775 You want to see her. 1047 01:21:05,277 --> 01:21:07,486 Tell her what's in your heart. 1048 01:21:07,779 --> 01:21:09,154 And then go. 1049 01:21:09,614 --> 01:21:10,698 No pressure. 1050 01:21:10,782 --> 01:21:12,449 Wait! Wait! Wait. 1051 01:21:13,159 --> 01:21:15,035 I knew you'd find her. 1052 01:21:15,120 --> 01:21:17,580 You're a competitor with a big ego. 1053 01:21:17,956 --> 01:21:20,666 How do you know the first thing about me? 1054 01:21:21,042 --> 01:21:22,918 You called your son Albert. 1055 01:21:23,003 --> 01:21:24,420 Who is that? 1056 01:21:25,046 --> 01:21:27,256 First doctor I interned under. 1057 01:21:29,467 --> 01:21:31,427 He was like a father to me. 1058 01:21:31,511 --> 01:21:34,138 His words were gold. A brilliant mind. 1059 01:21:34,806 --> 01:21:38,017 What did he practice before turning to pediatrics? 1060 01:21:41,062 --> 01:21:43,147 Child psychia... Psychiatry. 1061 01:21:45,483 --> 01:21:48,360 And he was always a slow reader. 1062 01:21:50,614 --> 01:21:53,782 But these used to be rimless. 1063 01:21:55,535 --> 01:21:57,202 And the rest of me 1064 01:21:58,496 --> 01:22:00,122 used to be black. 1065 01:22:11,551 --> 01:22:15,137 You know why we chose to look different? Me, the children? 1066 01:22:16,139 --> 01:22:18,390 Package doesn't count? One's as good as... 1067 01:22:18,475 --> 01:22:21,101 No. The old roles of authority. 1068 01:22:21,186 --> 01:22:23,604 Who's the teacher, who's the father 1069 01:22:23,688 --> 01:22:27,024 gets in the way of who we really are, to each other. 1070 01:22:28,526 --> 01:22:29,610 (SIGHING) 1071 01:22:29,694 --> 01:22:33,155 I've waited for years for a chance to watch out for you. 1072 01:22:34,407 --> 01:22:36,742 And I'm watching out for you now. 1073 01:22:37,160 --> 01:22:40,537 But this isn't like the rest of hell. 1074 01:22:40,622 --> 01:22:44,708 You've got no defense against Annie. 1075 01:22:45,210 --> 01:22:49,171 If losing yourself or being swallowed by hell itself 1076 01:22:49,255 --> 01:22:53,717 could save her, I'd be there cheering you on. 1077 01:22:55,720 --> 01:22:58,138 You've got your children back now. 1078 01:22:58,848 --> 01:23:00,349 They need you. 1079 01:23:01,476 --> 01:23:04,770 Three minutes. Any more, you could lose your mind. 1080 01:23:06,189 --> 01:23:08,232 CHRIS: How can you lose your mind? 1081 01:23:08,316 --> 01:23:11,026 TRACKER: Once her reality becomes yours, 1082 01:23:11,528 --> 01:23:13,612 there's really no way back. 1083 01:23:30,547 --> 01:23:32,506 ALBERT: Think about Mom. 1084 01:23:34,217 --> 01:23:36,593 What you said to bring her back. 1085 01:23:49,649 --> 01:23:50,774 Hello? 1086 01:23:50,859 --> 01:23:51,942 (ECHOING) 1087 01:23:52,027 --> 01:23:53,694 Your door is open. 1088 01:24:03,621 --> 01:24:05,164 (WOOD CREAKING) 1089 01:24:24,976 --> 01:24:26,143 (GASPS) 1090 01:24:26,936 --> 01:24:30,355 Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. 1091 01:24:33,485 --> 01:24:35,486 (STUTTERING) Who are you? 1092 01:24:36,613 --> 01:24:38,322 I'm your neighbor. 1093 01:24:39,115 --> 01:24:41,950 I bought the Gormans' place two months ago. 1094 01:24:42,285 --> 01:24:43,869 I just moved in. 1095 01:24:44,788 --> 01:24:47,289 I never heard they sold their place. 1096 01:24:49,000 --> 01:24:51,168 You're Annie Nielsen, right? 1097 01:24:52,670 --> 01:24:54,880 They told me a lot about you. 1098 01:24:55,381 --> 01:24:57,424 Like what? What did they say? 1099 01:24:57,509 --> 01:24:59,927 That you're a very talented artist, 1100 01:25:00,345 --> 01:25:02,721 and work for a museum, right? 1101 01:25:03,681 --> 01:25:05,432 And you're a widow. 1102 01:25:06,184 --> 01:25:08,685 Mrs. Gorman admires your roses 1103 01:25:10,355 --> 01:25:11,688 very much. 1104 01:25:13,566 --> 01:25:15,442 They were so handsome. 1105 01:25:17,654 --> 01:25:21,073 But now there's no water pressure in the neighborhood. 1106 01:25:22,242 --> 01:25:25,786 There's no electricity and no gas. 1107 01:25:28,540 --> 01:25:30,999 There are other things missing, too. 1108 01:25:31,084 --> 01:25:34,002 Like clean clothes and books I want to read. 1109 01:25:34,087 --> 01:25:35,462 And, um, 1110 01:25:36,047 --> 01:25:40,634 some of my favorite paintings I have to work on. 1111 01:25:40,969 --> 01:25:42,302 (RUMBLING) 1112 01:25:43,638 --> 01:25:45,013 (SCREAMING) 1113 01:25:46,766 --> 01:25:48,350 What is it? 1114 01:25:48,434 --> 01:25:50,602 They're everywhere now! 1115 01:25:52,480 --> 01:25:53,730 I got it! 1116 01:25:57,360 --> 01:25:58,694 It's gone. 1117 01:26:05,535 --> 01:26:06,869 Thank you. 1118 01:26:09,205 --> 01:26:10,622 You're welcome. 1119 01:26:10,707 --> 01:26:13,125 You say your paintings are missing. 1120 01:26:13,585 --> 01:26:16,837 Some of my most precious panels. 1121 01:26:16,921 --> 01:26:18,922 The ones that remind me. 1122 01:26:27,932 --> 01:26:30,601 Remind me of my husband and my children. 1123 01:26:31,477 --> 01:26:33,645 That's why I never leave. 1124 01:26:35,440 --> 01:26:37,441 Because they might return? 1125 01:26:40,195 --> 01:26:42,696 I hope that's true with all my heart. 1126 01:26:42,780 --> 01:26:44,489 It's not, you know. 1127 01:26:45,867 --> 01:26:48,577 When you're dead, you disappear. 1128 01:26:52,457 --> 01:26:56,168 My wife committed suicide after our children died. 1129 01:26:57,045 --> 01:26:58,378 After I... 1130 01:27:00,131 --> 01:27:02,341 She was the loveliest person. 1131 01:27:03,968 --> 01:27:06,094 Don't you think that's sad? 1132 01:27:06,596 --> 01:27:08,013 Don't you have to leave? 1133 01:27:08,097 --> 01:27:10,015 No. But if you want me to go... 1134 01:27:10,099 --> 01:27:11,642 I do. All right. 1135 01:27:13,853 --> 01:27:17,397 The last day I saw my wife it was our anniversary. 1136 01:27:17,482 --> 01:27:18,899 Aren't you leaving? 1137 01:27:18,983 --> 01:27:19,983 In a minute. 1138 01:27:20,068 --> 01:27:23,528 I was sticking around in case there was another problem. 1139 01:27:23,655 --> 01:27:25,989 It wasn't a wedding anniversary. 1140 01:27:26,241 --> 01:27:28,784 It was a very special kind of day 1141 01:27:32,121 --> 01:27:34,081 no one else knows about. 1142 01:27:44,425 --> 01:27:45,968 (ANNIE HUMMING) 1143 01:27:49,973 --> 01:27:51,848 I need to talk to you. 1144 01:27:53,142 --> 01:27:55,352 And you don't have to respond. 1145 01:28:02,485 --> 01:28:04,444 This is a one-way ticket 1146 01:28:05,363 --> 01:28:06,571 for me. 1147 01:28:08,783 --> 01:28:11,576 My hanging around here is not helping you. 1148 01:28:11,869 --> 01:28:13,620 And it's killing me. 1149 01:28:14,372 --> 01:28:17,124 Today is kind of a D-Day. 1150 01:28:18,751 --> 01:28:21,211 "D" for decision, I guess. 1151 01:28:25,008 --> 01:28:26,508 About divorce. 1152 01:28:28,678 --> 01:28:30,887 That'd be two D's, wouldn't it? 1153 01:28:36,686 --> 01:28:38,353 I stand corrected. 1154 01:28:44,402 --> 01:28:47,946 Look what happens when you don't say anything for a month. 1155 01:28:50,575 --> 01:28:52,034 Cindy called. 1156 01:28:52,535 --> 01:28:55,162 She said everything is waiting for you. 1157 01:28:56,748 --> 01:29:00,792 The artists and curators will see you when you're better. 1158 01:29:03,421 --> 01:29:04,921 And I told her 1159 01:29:05,715 --> 01:29:09,051 it was the museum and one of those meetings 1160 01:29:11,095 --> 01:29:13,597 that kept you from driving that day. 1161 01:29:16,601 --> 01:29:19,811 And if you went back, it'd mean you weren't sorry, 1162 01:29:20,438 --> 01:29:24,274 you weren't wrong and you'd be betraying your children. 1163 01:29:25,777 --> 01:29:29,363 She called you crazy, and I called her a soulless bitch! 1164 01:29:29,447 --> 01:29:30,864 And I hung up! 1165 01:29:30,948 --> 01:29:32,949 That didn't go very well! 1166 01:29:38,289 --> 01:29:40,624 What's true in our minds is true. 1167 01:29:42,001 --> 01:29:44,461 Whether some people know it or not. 1168 01:29:46,339 --> 01:29:49,424 That's when I realized I'm part of the problem. 1169 01:29:50,885 --> 01:29:52,886 Not because I remind you. 1170 01:29:54,889 --> 01:29:57,224 But, because I couldn't join you. 1171 01:29:58,726 --> 01:30:00,477 So I left you alone. 1172 01:30:08,569 --> 01:30:10,320 Don't give up, okay? 1173 01:30:22,959 --> 01:30:24,042 Okay. 1174 01:30:25,586 --> 01:30:26,670 Okay. 1175 01:30:28,464 --> 01:30:29,798 It's okay. 1176 01:30:47,733 --> 01:30:49,192 ANNIE: So you reconciled? 1177 01:30:52,738 --> 01:30:54,531 That's very romantic. 1178 01:30:57,076 --> 01:30:59,077 She still killed herself. 1179 01:31:00,705 --> 01:31:02,122 In the end, she gave up. 1180 01:31:02,290 --> 01:31:03,582 There's nothing wrong with it. 1181 01:31:03,666 --> 01:31:04,916 Her husband thought so. 1182 01:31:05,001 --> 01:31:06,585 He was a coward! 1183 01:31:07,420 --> 01:31:09,629 Being strong, not giving up, 1184 01:31:10,506 --> 01:31:12,591 that was his place to hide. 1185 01:31:13,718 --> 01:31:16,011 He pushed away the pain so hard, 1186 01:31:16,262 --> 01:31:19,848 he disconnected himself from the person he loved the most. 1187 01:31:23,227 --> 01:31:25,645 Sometimes, when you win, you lose. 1188 01:31:34,322 --> 01:31:36,072 When he saw his children again... 1189 01:31:36,365 --> 01:31:38,742 I thought your children were dead. 1190 01:31:40,912 --> 01:31:42,496 You can see the dead. 1191 01:31:42,622 --> 01:31:45,123 In your dreams. If you want to. 1192 01:31:49,462 --> 01:31:51,254 I wanna see Christy. 1193 01:31:53,591 --> 01:31:55,091 I can show you. 1194 01:31:55,176 --> 01:31:56,676 It's not hard. 1195 01:31:57,345 --> 01:31:58,678 All you have to do... 1196 01:31:58,763 --> 01:32:00,472 it's like painting a picture. 1197 01:32:00,556 --> 01:32:02,224 We do it together. 1198 01:32:03,434 --> 01:32:05,227 Just close your eyes. 1199 01:32:06,812 --> 01:32:08,813 Please don't be afraid. 1200 01:32:12,527 --> 01:32:14,819 Remember where you were married? 1201 01:32:21,869 --> 01:32:23,119 Christy! 1202 01:32:23,871 --> 01:32:25,205 Christy... 1203 01:32:27,291 --> 01:32:30,293 Who else would you be marrying in your dreams? 1204 01:32:32,630 --> 01:32:34,297 I missed you so. 1205 01:32:37,134 --> 01:32:38,385 Annie... 1206 01:32:39,470 --> 01:32:40,971 This is real. 1207 01:32:44,433 --> 01:32:46,309 The man in the garden. 1208 01:32:50,481 --> 01:32:51,898 It's me. 1209 01:32:55,444 --> 01:32:56,570 No! 1210 01:32:56,821 --> 01:32:57,988 No! 1211 01:33:00,157 --> 01:33:02,075 Whoever you are, 1212 01:33:02,159 --> 01:33:04,869 did you think you could take him from me? 1213 01:33:19,844 --> 01:33:21,428 I'm sorry, babe. 1214 01:33:22,221 --> 01:33:23,847 There's some things I have to say. 1215 01:33:24,557 --> 01:33:26,349 I've only got a few moments left. 1216 01:33:30,062 --> 01:33:33,398 I'm sorry for all the things I'll never give you. 1217 01:33:34,191 --> 01:33:37,694 I'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce. 1218 01:33:38,529 --> 01:33:40,405 That was a big one. 1219 01:33:42,241 --> 01:33:44,284 I'll never make you smile. 1220 01:33:47,121 --> 01:33:49,623 I just wanted us to be old together. 1221 01:33:50,708 --> 01:33:54,628 Two old farts laughing at each other as our bodies fell apart. 1222 01:33:55,713 --> 01:33:57,464 Together at the end. 1223 01:33:57,632 --> 01:33:59,841 By that lake in your painting. 1224 01:34:00,885 --> 01:34:02,886 That was our heaven, see? 1225 01:34:04,430 --> 01:34:06,681 There's lots of things to miss. 1226 01:34:08,267 --> 01:34:10,477 Books, naps, 1227 01:34:11,562 --> 01:34:15,231 kisses... and fights. 1228 01:34:16,150 --> 01:34:18,443 Oh, God, we had some great ones! 1229 01:34:19,695 --> 01:34:21,488 Thank you for those. 1230 01:34:23,824 --> 01:34:26,034 Thank you for every kindness. 1231 01:34:28,412 --> 01:34:30,538 Thank you for our children. 1232 01:34:31,290 --> 01:34:33,500 For the first time I saw them. 1233 01:34:35,252 --> 01:34:38,838 Thank you for being someone I was always proud to be with. 1234 01:34:41,967 --> 01:34:43,468 For your guts, 1235 01:34:44,136 --> 01:34:45,887 for your sweetness. 1236 01:34:46,847 --> 01:34:50,183 For how you always looked, for how I always wanted to touch you. 1237 01:34:53,145 --> 01:34:55,021 God, you were my life. 1238 01:34:58,067 --> 01:35:00,777 I apologize for every time I failed you. 1239 01:35:02,321 --> 01:35:04,114 Especially this one. 1240 01:35:27,304 --> 01:35:29,514 Didn't you think I'd make it? 1241 01:35:30,015 --> 01:35:31,683 You were in there a while. 1242 01:35:32,017 --> 01:35:34,310 Took me a while to realize you were right. 1243 01:35:35,187 --> 01:35:37,605 Nothing you can do could help her. 1244 01:35:38,482 --> 01:35:40,358 This trip was for you. 1245 01:35:43,696 --> 01:35:44,738 Did you come close... 1246 01:35:44,822 --> 01:35:46,364 To losing it? 1247 01:35:46,824 --> 01:35:48,074 Oh, yeah. 1248 01:35:49,118 --> 01:35:51,244 Pushed it right to the edge. 1249 01:35:52,913 --> 01:35:54,956 That's why I had to come out now. 1250 01:35:55,124 --> 01:35:56,833 I'm giving up. 1251 01:36:00,212 --> 01:36:02,088 Not the way you think. 1252 01:36:06,677 --> 01:36:08,052 Go home, Al. 1253 01:36:09,638 --> 01:36:12,223 Will you tell my children I love them? 1254 01:36:14,018 --> 01:36:16,227 And I won't leave their mother. 1255 01:36:21,150 --> 01:36:22,358 Thanks. 1256 01:36:29,867 --> 01:36:31,618 Where are we headed? 1257 01:36:33,370 --> 01:36:35,580 In one minute I won't know you 1258 01:36:35,873 --> 01:36:38,124 any better than you'll know me. 1259 01:36:40,211 --> 01:36:42,045 But we'll be together. 1260 01:36:43,339 --> 01:36:44,923 Where we belong. 1261 01:36:47,051 --> 01:36:48,635 Good people go to hell 1262 01:36:48,719 --> 01:36:51,304 because they can't forgive themselves. 1263 01:36:52,139 --> 01:36:53,681 I know I can't. 1264 01:36:54,809 --> 01:36:56,684 But I can forgive you. 1265 01:36:57,937 --> 01:36:59,896 For killing my children? 1266 01:37:01,565 --> 01:37:03,399 And my sweet husband? 1267 01:37:04,944 --> 01:37:06,027 No. 1268 01:37:07,154 --> 01:37:10,532 For being so wonderful, a guy would choose hell over heaven, 1269 01:37:10,616 --> 01:37:12,575 just to hang around you. 1270 01:37:18,624 --> 01:37:20,750 Not because I remind you, 1271 01:37:21,836 --> 01:37:24,128 but because I couldn't join you. 1272 01:37:25,422 --> 01:37:27,340 Sorry I left you alone. 1273 01:37:30,135 --> 01:37:31,928 Don't give up, okay? 1274 01:37:52,283 --> 01:37:53,491 Christy? 1275 01:37:59,498 --> 01:38:00,790 Christy. 1276 01:38:05,129 --> 01:38:07,297 What happened to this place? 1277 01:38:10,926 --> 01:38:12,260 It's cold. 1278 01:38:13,053 --> 01:38:14,387 (CREAKING) 1279 01:38:16,640 --> 01:38:17,974 (CRACKING) 1280 01:38:25,733 --> 01:38:26,983 Christy? 1281 01:38:27,860 --> 01:38:30,570 God, no! No, no, no, no! 1282 01:38:30,654 --> 01:38:33,406 Don't give up! Don't give up! Christy! 1283 01:38:33,490 --> 01:38:36,492 Don't give up! Don't, don't give up! 1284 01:38:36,785 --> 01:38:37,994 Christy! 1285 01:38:42,041 --> 01:38:44,459 (FADING) Christy, don't give up... 1286 01:39:06,482 --> 01:39:07,690 Christy. 1287 01:39:17,034 --> 01:39:18,618 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 1288 01:39:44,395 --> 01:39:45,436 Hey! 1289 01:39:48,565 --> 01:39:49,983 Remember me? 1290 01:40:00,953 --> 01:40:02,912 Sometimes, when you lose 1291 01:40:04,164 --> 01:40:05,415 you win. 1292 01:41:00,596 --> 01:41:02,346 How did we get here? 1293 01:41:06,351 --> 01:41:08,853 Travel here is like everything else. 1294 01:41:10,105 --> 01:41:11,773 It's in your mind. 1295 01:41:13,692 --> 01:41:16,027 You only have to close your eyes. 1296 01:41:17,446 --> 01:41:19,781 If you know where you're going... 1297 01:41:21,450 --> 01:41:23,201 Looks like we did. 1298 01:41:25,746 --> 01:41:27,371 Where you were... 1299 01:41:29,416 --> 01:41:31,834 I tried everything. Nothing worked. 1300 01:41:33,587 --> 01:41:34,670 Until 1301 01:41:36,340 --> 01:41:38,174 you tried joining me. 1302 01:41:44,181 --> 01:41:46,641 What some folks call impossible... 1303 01:41:47,309 --> 01:41:49,644 is what they haven't seen before. 1304 01:42:32,604 --> 01:42:34,605 TRACKER: Excuse me, lady. 1305 01:42:36,650 --> 01:42:39,068 Ready for that surprise I promised? 1306 01:42:39,903 --> 01:42:41,028 Yeah. 1307 01:42:44,741 --> 01:42:46,742 That's not the surprise! 1308 01:42:47,411 --> 01:42:48,578 Mommy? 1309 01:43:37,961 --> 01:43:40,379 ANNIE: I want us to grow old together. 1310 01:43:40,464 --> 01:43:42,590 Can we do that here? Mmm-hmm. 1311 01:43:43,717 --> 01:43:45,218 I want it all. 1312 01:43:46,386 --> 01:43:48,387 As long as it's with you. 1313 01:43:48,805 --> 01:43:50,181 It will be. 1314 01:43:54,353 --> 01:43:56,395 But what about going back? 1315 01:43:57,648 --> 01:43:59,106 Being reborn? 1316 01:44:00,400 --> 01:44:03,110 That's the one thing we can't have here. 1317 01:44:04,112 --> 01:44:07,323 Finding each other all over again. 1318 01:44:08,158 --> 01:44:09,742 Falling in love. 1319 01:44:11,995 --> 01:44:13,871 Make different choices. 1320 01:44:19,169 --> 01:44:20,169 Try again. 1321 01:44:20,337 --> 01:44:21,420 Yeah. 1322 01:44:21,964 --> 01:44:23,714 Avoid sharp objects. 1323 01:44:27,010 --> 01:44:28,344 Don't worry about the kids. 1324 01:44:28,512 --> 01:44:30,096 They'll be here. 1325 01:44:30,180 --> 01:44:31,889 They want us to go. 1326 01:44:33,225 --> 01:44:35,851 A human life is just a heartbeat here. 1327 01:44:36,561 --> 01:44:37,937 And we'll all be together. 1328 01:44:38,021 --> 01:44:39,272 Forever. 1329 01:44:43,694 --> 01:44:45,444 How will I find you? 1330 01:44:46,196 --> 01:44:47,655 I found you in hell. 1331 01:44:47,739 --> 01:44:49,699 I'll find you in Jersey. 1332 01:45:53,180 --> 01:45:57,266 CHRIS: When I was young I met this beautiful girl by a lake.