1 00:00:49,633 --> 00:00:52,469 The worst thing about not being in a relationship... 2 00:00:57,391 --> 00:00:59,851 is when your job is to write about 3 00:01:00,185 --> 00:01:01,853 being in a relationship. 4 00:01:08,277 --> 00:01:10,612 Remember that guy who wore sandals? 5 00:01:10,696 --> 00:01:13,198 Randall, the sandal guy? We went on a couple of dates. 6 00:01:13,407 --> 00:01:15,826 -Like, six years ago? -Yeah. 7 00:01:15,951 --> 00:01:18,662 -Is that anything? -His name was Randall? 8 00:01:18,745 --> 00:01:21,915 No, but I'm scraping the bottom of the barrel here, ladies. 9 00:01:22,040 --> 00:01:25,460 Last week, I wrote about my search for the perfect french fry. 10 00:01:25,544 --> 00:01:26,878 -Oh, I saw that. -It was cute. 11 00:01:26,962 --> 00:01:27,963 Oh! 12 00:01:29,923 --> 00:01:31,466 Mmm-hmm, french fries. 13 00:01:32,634 --> 00:01:33,927 You didn't read it, did you? 14 00:01:34,177 --> 00:01:35,387 I... 15 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:38,348 I don't always have time to read your column. 16 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:40,851 Ah. Okay, then. 17 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:44,563 Wow. Even my friends find me irrelevant. 18 00:01:44,646 --> 00:01:45,731 Hey, I read it every week. 19 00:01:45,897 --> 00:01:47,691 You have a little man hanging from your breast. 20 00:01:47,774 --> 00:01:49,693 -What else are you gonna do? -Eat. 21 00:01:49,860 --> 00:01:51,737 I'm in a dating desert. 22 00:01:51,945 --> 00:01:54,197 They're gonna have to change the name of my column to just, 23 00:01:54,323 --> 00:01:55,699 " ...and the City." 24 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:57,326 Or they'll just cancel it. 25 00:01:57,409 --> 00:01:59,244 You're on the side of a bus, for God's sake. 26 00:01:59,328 --> 00:02:01,330 Then why did my editor call? He never calls. 27 00:02:01,830 --> 00:02:04,833 I'm not getting laid. Therefore, I'm getting laid off. 28 00:02:04,916 --> 00:02:06,835 You're not getting laid off. 29 00:02:06,918 --> 00:02:09,504 Samantha, I don't know if you read the rest of the paper, 30 00:02:09,588 --> 00:02:10,881 but these are troubled times. 31 00:02:10,964 --> 00:02:12,924 People with real jobs are getting laid off. 32 00:02:13,008 --> 00:02:15,385 This is not a good economy in which to be... 33 00:02:15,469 --> 00:02:16,595 whipped cream. 34 00:02:16,678 --> 00:02:20,057 Last night, I actually started writing about my sock drawer. 35 00:02:20,557 --> 00:02:22,434 Men as socks. 36 00:02:22,517 --> 00:02:24,227 Hmm, Socks and the City. 37 00:02:24,311 --> 00:02:26,146 I think you and I need to go find some men. 38 00:02:26,521 --> 00:02:29,066 -There are no men. That's the problem. -There are men. 39 00:02:29,191 --> 00:02:31,318 You just have to know where to look for them. When are you free? 40 00:02:31,401 --> 00:02:33,987 No, no. I'm not trolling for men just to have something to write about. 41 00:02:34,071 --> 00:02:36,073 You people go have sex, report back. 42 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:38,241 I can only help if you want to write about baby-proofing. 43 00:02:38,367 --> 00:02:40,619 I'll tell you how to baby-proof. Use a condom. 44 00:02:41,453 --> 00:02:42,496 What can I get you? 45 00:02:42,621 --> 00:02:45,791 I'd like the veggie scramble and wheat toast. 46 00:02:45,999 --> 00:02:47,626 I'll have an order of fries. 47 00:02:47,709 --> 00:02:49,044 Maybe I'll make it a two-parter. 48 00:02:49,127 --> 00:02:51,338 I'd like the Denver omelet and hash browns. Thank you. 49 00:02:51,588 --> 00:02:53,840 I'll have the fruit plate, and I'm back with Richard. 50 00:02:55,967 --> 00:02:57,969 Richard, whose death we've been plotting? 51 00:02:58,303 --> 00:02:59,513 Well, maybe there are no men. 52 00:03:00,180 --> 00:03:02,974 I finally agreed to listen to what he had to say and... 53 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:05,352 I've never known anyone like you, Samantha. 54 00:03:05,435 --> 00:03:07,229 -I was in over my head. 55 00:03:07,312 --> 00:03:08,355 And I got scared. 56 00:03:08,438 --> 00:03:09,606 He got scared? 57 00:03:10,524 --> 00:03:11,817 Well, that doesn't excuse the... 58 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:15,529 Okay, that coming from you 59 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:18,323 is almost as disturbing as the news itself. 60 00:03:18,407 --> 00:03:19,449 I get scared, 61 00:03:19,533 --> 00:03:22,285 I hide under the covers, not between somebody's legs. 62 00:03:22,369 --> 00:03:23,286 Perhaps you had to be there. 63 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:25,414 Perhaps you're gonna have to be there around the clock 64 00:03:25,497 --> 00:03:27,040 to make sure he doesn't get scared again. 65 00:03:27,124 --> 00:03:30,419 You know, being scared is not an easy thing for a man to admit. 66 00:03:30,502 --> 00:03:33,463 So what, they get a medal for correctly identifying a feeling? 67 00:03:33,547 --> 00:03:36,091 We do that all day long. I feel pissed off. 68 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:39,344 -Ta-da! -DNR, do not resuscitate. 69 00:03:39,469 --> 00:03:40,721 I'm not an idiot. 70 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:42,889 I understand, as a woman of the world, 71 00:03:42,973 --> 00:03:46,226 that Richard is a very charismatic and successful man. 72 00:03:46,727 --> 00:03:49,688 And an interesting pussy might cross his path now and then. 73 00:03:49,771 --> 00:03:51,732 -And he might fall-- -Into it? 74 00:03:51,815 --> 00:03:53,567 And if he does, it's just sex. 75 00:03:53,650 --> 00:03:54,985 That might be a flaw in him. 76 00:03:55,068 --> 00:03:57,779 But you know what? Nobody's perfect. 77 00:03:57,863 --> 00:03:59,448 Some women can't even get their husbands 78 00:03:59,531 --> 00:04:01,074 to pick up the dry-cleaning. 79 00:04:01,199 --> 00:04:04,119 You're comparing not wanting to pick up the dry-cleaning with... 80 00:04:04,578 --> 00:04:06,246 -Charlotte, do the thing. -No. 81 00:04:06,496 --> 00:04:08,206 Look, I know he loves me, 82 00:04:08,290 --> 00:04:09,708 I believe he's sorry, 83 00:04:09,833 --> 00:04:11,585 and I believe he'll try his best. 84 00:04:12,210 --> 00:04:13,628 Well, then that's your choice 85 00:04:13,712 --> 00:04:15,714 and we should all respect it. 86 00:04:15,797 --> 00:04:18,008 Now, how about this for a column: 87 00:04:18,341 --> 00:04:20,635 "Desperate women who will believe anything"? 88 00:04:24,890 --> 00:04:27,392 The next day, two parents covered outlets 89 00:04:27,476 --> 00:04:29,644 to prevent their baby from getting shocked. 90 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:32,439 I was thinking... 91 00:04:34,733 --> 00:04:36,610 Maybe we wanna get Brady baptized. 92 00:04:37,486 --> 00:04:39,988 For grownups, there is no such safeguard. 93 00:04:40,071 --> 00:04:41,865 Neither of us even goes to church. 94 00:04:41,948 --> 00:04:44,326 Yeah, I know that, but it's tradition, you know. 95 00:04:44,451 --> 00:04:46,536 I was baptized, my father, my father's father. 96 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:48,622 Everybody in my family gets baptized, you know. 97 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:50,957 It would really mean a lot to my ma. 98 00:04:51,249 --> 00:04:53,084 -Your ma? -Shh. 99 00:04:58,256 --> 00:05:00,217 You never even had a mother when we were going out. 100 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:02,552 This is the first I've ever heard of your mother, and clearly, 101 00:05:02,636 --> 00:05:04,971 you're just trotting her out to make a case for religion. 102 00:05:05,055 --> 00:05:06,556 It's not about religion. It's not about God. 103 00:05:06,640 --> 00:05:09,267 It's just something you do in case, 104 00:05:09,559 --> 00:05:10,894 so the baby don't end up in... 105 00:05:11,186 --> 00:05:12,562 -limbo. 106 00:05:12,646 --> 00:05:15,774 -You don't even know what that means. -I do so. 107 00:05:16,274 --> 00:05:18,318 -So, what is it? -It's a place where babies 108 00:05:18,401 --> 00:05:20,403 fly around without bodies. Just... 109 00:05:21,071 --> 00:05:22,322 wings under their neck. 110 00:05:22,656 --> 00:05:25,283 Yeah, that sounds like something we should worry about. 111 00:05:25,408 --> 00:05:27,077 Brady isn't even crawling yet 112 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:29,663 and you've got us baby-proofing every inch of this apartment. 113 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:32,123 But you won't let someone sprinkle a little water on his head 114 00:05:32,207 --> 00:05:33,375 so he doesn't go to hell? 115 00:05:33,458 --> 00:05:35,168 Miranda didn't believe in hell, 116 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,254 except the hell she was in right now. 117 00:05:37,337 --> 00:05:40,215 This is why I was worried about having you involved. 118 00:05:40,340 --> 00:05:42,425 Why should I go through some stupid ceremony 119 00:05:42,509 --> 00:05:44,511 just to make your ma happy? 120 00:05:44,594 --> 00:05:45,720 It's nice. 121 00:05:46,137 --> 00:05:47,681 Everybody sees the baby. 122 00:05:47,764 --> 00:05:49,349 You have cake. Some people give you money. 123 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:51,142 What's wrong with little Brady having a little party? 124 00:05:51,268 --> 00:05:52,394 I don't believe in it. 125 00:05:53,687 --> 00:05:54,813 If you don't believe... 126 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:56,857 it's just water on the kid's head. 127 00:05:58,859 --> 00:06:01,444 Downtown, Samantha's faith was faltering. 128 00:06:01,528 --> 00:06:02,821 My friends don't believe you. 129 00:06:02,904 --> 00:06:04,406 Am I dating your friends? 130 00:06:04,489 --> 00:06:06,449 With your track record, I wouldn't put it past you. 131 00:06:06,783 --> 00:06:08,535 What exactly seems to be their problem? 132 00:06:08,618 --> 00:06:09,786 This... 133 00:06:10,161 --> 00:06:11,246 is their problem. 134 00:06:11,538 --> 00:06:12,998 We talked about that. 135 00:06:13,164 --> 00:06:15,542 Yeah, but Miranda thinks it's bullshit. 136 00:06:16,126 --> 00:06:19,379 What's to stop you from getting scared every time a hot woman walks by? 137 00:06:20,547 --> 00:06:21,590 She wanted to know. 138 00:06:22,132 --> 00:06:23,675 Well, I don't give a shit what your friends think. 139 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:25,385 I love you. 140 00:06:26,887 --> 00:06:28,221 And I've got something for you. 141 00:06:34,686 --> 00:06:36,980 Unless... Miranda wouldn't approve. 142 00:06:39,274 --> 00:06:41,776 Now, it was Samantha's turn to be scared. 143 00:06:46,740 --> 00:06:49,034 Don't worry, it's not for that finger. It's for... this one. 144 00:06:49,826 --> 00:06:52,704 So, when you flip me off, I'll have something shiny to look at. 145 00:06:53,246 --> 00:06:54,122 There it was. 146 00:06:54,456 --> 00:06:58,418 A Canary Diamond I'll-try-not-to-cheat- and-eat-when-I'm-scared ring. 147 00:07:04,841 --> 00:07:07,093 Samantha wasn't sure if she was in heaven... 148 00:07:08,803 --> 00:07:09,846 or limbo. 149 00:07:11,556 --> 00:07:14,517 Meanwhile, I was clearly in hell. 150 00:07:22,901 --> 00:07:23,985 That afternoon, 151 00:07:24,194 --> 00:07:26,529 Charlotte and I went trolling for men. 152 00:07:26,821 --> 00:07:28,031 Hey. He's kind of cute. 153 00:07:28,490 --> 00:07:30,033 We were playing One-One Hundred, 154 00:07:30,116 --> 00:07:32,619 which is like a road-trip game for urban singles. 155 00:07:32,702 --> 00:07:34,621 You watch the men coming your direction, 156 00:07:34,871 --> 00:07:37,874 and you see how many out of a hundred you'd sleep with. 157 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:39,209 Okay, yes. 158 00:07:40,543 --> 00:07:43,046 Eight out of... forty-six. Where are you? 159 00:07:43,338 --> 00:07:44,422 Zero, thirty-two. 160 00:07:44,714 --> 00:07:46,341 Zero? What about the guy with the dog? 161 00:07:46,424 --> 00:07:48,134 I don't like dachshunds for men. 162 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:50,595 Can't handle a real dog, can't handle a real woman. 163 00:07:50,679 --> 00:07:52,472 -But he was gorgeous. -That's another thing. 164 00:07:52,597 --> 00:07:54,641 Men who are too good-looking, they're never good in bed 165 00:07:54,724 --> 00:07:56,267 because they never had to be. 166 00:07:58,770 --> 00:08:01,106 -Zero, thirty-five. -None of them? 167 00:08:02,107 --> 00:08:03,316 They were gay. 168 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:04,317 It's imaginary. 169 00:08:04,401 --> 00:08:07,862 There must be someone in Gramercy Park that you'd have imaginary sex with. 170 00:08:07,946 --> 00:08:08,947 You're being too picky. 171 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:10,782 Well, you're an imaginary whore. 172 00:08:10,907 --> 00:08:12,283 I am not. 173 00:08:12,367 --> 00:08:16,121 You have slept with eight men, and we have only had appetizers. 174 00:08:16,246 --> 00:08:19,374 You should come with me next week to Dr. Cheryl Grayson's seminar. 175 00:08:19,457 --> 00:08:21,835 I've been before and it's really inspiring. 176 00:08:21,918 --> 00:08:24,671 And there's time for questions and answers. 177 00:08:24,754 --> 00:08:26,965 Plus, she has a new haircut, and I hear it's very cute. 178 00:08:27,257 --> 00:08:28,675 Why would I go to that? 179 00:08:28,883 --> 00:08:29,884 Because... 180 00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:33,638 -You're becoming cynical. -That's why I wouldn't go. 181 00:08:34,597 --> 00:08:36,266 It's kind of a Catch-22, isn't it? 182 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:38,435 You might get a column out of it. 183 00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:40,395 -Ah! Sign me up. -Yay! 184 00:08:40,937 --> 00:08:42,272 I think you'll really enjoy it. 185 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:44,524 Her philosophy of written affirmations 186 00:08:44,607 --> 00:08:46,818 has helped me let go of negative thoughts. 187 00:08:48,069 --> 00:08:50,822 Oh! No. Oh, not this guy. 188 00:08:51,197 --> 00:08:52,782 No, he's balding. He's... 189 00:08:53,074 --> 00:08:54,367 Got a big head. 190 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:56,786 So, you still have some negative thoughts. 191 00:08:57,662 --> 00:08:59,497 Oh, my God, he's coming over here. Don't-- 192 00:08:59,581 --> 00:09:00,707 Don't look up. 193 00:09:02,709 --> 00:09:04,878 Aren't you Carrie Bradshaw from the New York Star? 194 00:09:04,961 --> 00:09:07,547 Gabe, hey. 195 00:09:07,630 --> 00:09:08,882 You two know each other? 196 00:09:08,965 --> 00:09:11,551 Yeah. This is my editor. 197 00:09:11,634 --> 00:09:14,387 -This is Gabe Manning. -Oh, hi, I'm Charlotte. 198 00:09:14,471 --> 00:09:16,556 Hi. I'm glad I ran into you, since apparently 199 00:09:16,639 --> 00:09:18,141 you don't return your calls anymore. 200 00:09:18,224 --> 00:09:19,350 Yeah. I know. I know. 201 00:09:19,434 --> 00:09:22,562 But I am just now researching my next column, 202 00:09:22,645 --> 00:09:25,732 and I think it's going to be super fun and sexy. 203 00:09:25,815 --> 00:09:28,610 See, we sit here and we pick 204 00:09:28,693 --> 00:09:32,572 how many men out of a hundred we would want to sleep with-- 205 00:09:32,655 --> 00:09:34,574 Carrie, no one's asking you to fuck every guy in town. 206 00:09:34,657 --> 00:09:35,867 We're only a weekly paper. 207 00:09:35,992 --> 00:09:38,453 No. We don't actually sleep-- 208 00:09:38,536 --> 00:09:40,330 Listen, the reason I've been trying to get in touch with you is... 209 00:09:40,455 --> 00:09:41,664 -I know-- -...an editor from 210 00:09:41,748 --> 00:09:42,791 Clearwater Press called. 211 00:09:42,874 --> 00:09:45,376 They're interested in turning your columns into a book. 212 00:09:48,254 --> 00:09:49,839 -Oh! -Oh? 213 00:09:51,883 --> 00:09:52,884 Oh! 214 00:09:55,762 --> 00:09:59,641 I'm having a Cosmopolitan with the woman who wrote about Cosmopolitans. 215 00:10:00,141 --> 00:10:01,601 Now, if only I could find a man... 216 00:10:02,727 --> 00:10:05,271 Trouble finding a man. Have you ever considered writing about that? 217 00:10:05,355 --> 00:10:07,565 Oh! That's a great idea. Hey, let me get a pen. 218 00:10:07,649 --> 00:10:10,151 The next night, I met with publishing powerhouses 219 00:10:10,235 --> 00:10:12,153 Lily Martin and Courtney Masterson. 220 00:10:12,237 --> 00:10:14,572 Seriously, Carrie, this is such a thrill. 221 00:10:14,656 --> 00:10:17,826 All of us at Clearwater Press read your column religiously. 222 00:10:17,909 --> 00:10:19,702 Oh, God, I don't even do that. 223 00:10:19,786 --> 00:10:21,830 I even have the one on "Ten Men to Avoid" 224 00:10:21,913 --> 00:10:23,081 on my refrigerator. 225 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:25,250 But not in that icky, Cathy comic kind of a way. 226 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:27,752 -Oh, God, no. I hate that shit. -Me, too. 227 00:10:27,836 --> 00:10:30,338 Anyway, I predict this book will be huge. 228 00:10:30,421 --> 00:10:32,257 -Huge. -And that's... 229 00:10:33,550 --> 00:10:34,509 Why? 230 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:37,637 Because there are so many single women desperate for something like this. 231 00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:39,097 And you're looking at two of them. 232 00:10:39,180 --> 00:10:40,974 -One, two. - And the good news is you already 233 00:10:41,057 --> 00:10:43,143 have an incredible inventory of columns to choose from. 234 00:10:43,268 --> 00:10:46,688 And some we don't have to include, like that last one on french fries. 235 00:10:46,771 --> 00:10:48,314 That didn't make the fridge, did it? 236 00:10:48,398 --> 00:10:50,275 Basically, we want to fast-track it 237 00:10:50,358 --> 00:10:52,944 and get it on the shelves by Christmas/the Jewish Hanukkah. 238 00:10:53,361 --> 00:10:55,822 And you can pick and choose the columns, about 25 or 30, 239 00:10:55,905 --> 00:10:58,366 then you just have to write an introduction and a dedication 240 00:10:58,449 --> 00:10:59,993 to clarify the tone of the book. 241 00:11:00,785 --> 00:11:01,828 So, you mean... 242 00:11:03,955 --> 00:11:06,040 -What do you mean? -You know, what's the message? 243 00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:08,626 Just... 244 00:11:09,961 --> 00:11:11,504 Here are my favorite columns? 245 00:11:12,881 --> 00:11:15,592 Um, yes, but also, is it hopeful? 246 00:11:15,925 --> 00:11:18,178 Is Carrie Bradshaw an optimist or a pessimist? 247 00:11:18,261 --> 00:11:19,637 Yeah, what's your point of view? 248 00:11:19,804 --> 00:11:23,349 You know, after all the breakups and the disappointments 249 00:11:23,433 --> 00:11:25,476 and the train wrecks. 250 00:11:25,560 --> 00:11:27,228 You still believe he's out there, right? 251 00:11:28,980 --> 00:11:30,940 Or should we just shoot ourselves now? 252 00:11:31,316 --> 00:11:32,901 No. Um... 253 00:11:33,484 --> 00:11:34,485 Yes. 254 00:11:35,445 --> 00:11:36,446 Hopeful. 255 00:11:37,780 --> 00:11:40,783 To be honest, I wasn't sure what I believed. 256 00:11:40,867 --> 00:11:44,954 But my cynical side suspected optimism would sell more books. 257 00:11:47,081 --> 00:11:50,460 My best friend is going to be a published author. 258 00:11:50,543 --> 00:11:53,588 It's so fabulous. It even makes me more fabulous. 259 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:57,258 I don't know. I think I enjoy being slightly under the radar. 260 00:11:57,342 --> 00:11:59,427 I take comfort in the fact that many people, 261 00:11:59,510 --> 00:12:02,305 present company included, don't ever see my column. 262 00:12:02,388 --> 00:12:04,432 Well, I'm waiting till it's coming out in hardback. 263 00:12:04,515 --> 00:12:05,767 I hope it's big and glossy. 264 00:12:05,850 --> 00:12:06,851 Like my mistakes. 265 00:12:07,477 --> 00:12:09,938 Is this really something you encourage? 266 00:12:10,021 --> 00:12:11,189 Do it. 267 00:12:11,272 --> 00:12:13,983 Newspaper is out. It's all about books. 268 00:12:14,108 --> 00:12:16,444 Everyone who's anyone has a book. 269 00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:18,863 Okay, I'm not sure what you just said 270 00:12:18,947 --> 00:12:21,991 because I was temporarily blinded by a piece of jewelry. 271 00:12:22,116 --> 00:12:23,159 Let me see that. 272 00:12:25,119 --> 00:12:26,412 It's from Richard. 273 00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:29,165 I think it's his way of saying, "I'm sorry." 274 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:32,001 Wow! What do you get if it happens again? 275 00:12:32,085 --> 00:12:33,127 The Hope Diamond? 276 00:12:33,211 --> 00:12:37,173 That's what this is. I-hope-that-fucker- doesn't-break-my-heart-again diamond. 277 00:12:37,382 --> 00:12:40,426 Evidently, we were both turning our pain into gold. 278 00:12:41,636 --> 00:12:44,097 That night, I started to think about belief. 279 00:12:45,139 --> 00:12:48,810 Maybe it's not even advisable to be an optimist after the age of 30. 280 00:12:50,186 --> 00:12:53,564 Maybe pessimism is something we have to start applying daily, 281 00:12:53,815 --> 00:12:54,983 like moisturizer. 282 00:12:55,858 --> 00:12:56,859 Otherwise, 283 00:12:57,026 --> 00:13:00,321 how do you bounce back when reality batters your belief system, 284 00:13:00,405 --> 00:13:02,657 and love does not, as promised, 285 00:13:02,991 --> 00:13:03,992 conquer all? 286 00:13:04,909 --> 00:13:07,245 Is hope a drug we need to go off of, 287 00:13:07,662 --> 00:13:09,455 or is it keeping us alive? 288 00:13:10,206 --> 00:13:11,958 What's the harm in believing? 289 00:13:12,667 --> 00:13:15,086 Repeat your affirmations daily 290 00:13:15,211 --> 00:13:17,630 if you want to let love into your life. 291 00:13:18,506 --> 00:13:19,507 Open yourself. 292 00:13:19,757 --> 00:13:22,010 Breathe in the possibility of love. 293 00:13:22,677 --> 00:13:24,679 What is not love is fear. 294 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:30,059 It's time to let go of your fears and embrace your dreams. 295 00:13:31,477 --> 00:13:33,104 Miranda still wasn't a believer. 296 00:13:33,396 --> 00:13:34,564 But her faith was renewed 297 00:13:34,647 --> 00:13:36,858 when she found a church that seemed to suit her. 298 00:13:37,150 --> 00:13:39,152 And a suit that seemed to fit her. 299 00:13:39,235 --> 00:13:42,697 -I'm waiting in the rain. -I know, I know. You said 10:45. 300 00:13:42,864 --> 00:13:44,615 -Yeah, and-- -It's my fault. 301 00:13:44,907 --> 00:13:46,075 I'm sorry. 302 00:13:47,952 --> 00:13:49,120 He's not with her. 303 00:13:49,412 --> 00:13:50,413 Yeah, I know. I told you 304 00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:53,541 that she'd probably leave him with the baby nurse. This is my ma. 305 00:13:53,624 --> 00:13:54,584 Ma, Miranda. 306 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:58,212 Hi, Mrs. Brady. So nice to meet you. 307 00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:00,048 No, Mary, please. 308 00:14:00,631 --> 00:14:02,633 -Oh, you're so fancy. 309 00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:04,552 I wanted to wear my nice dress, 310 00:14:04,635 --> 00:14:07,138 but the dry cleaners doesn't open until 10:00. 311 00:14:07,472 --> 00:14:09,390 I was hoping that you'd bring little Brady, 312 00:14:09,766 --> 00:14:11,684 since I haven't seen him yet. 313 00:14:12,060 --> 00:14:15,104 I mean, well, you know, Stevie gave me a picture. 314 00:14:15,396 --> 00:14:17,357 I've been carrying it around in my wallet. 315 00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:19,359 It's a little creased. 316 00:14:19,692 --> 00:14:21,361 I should have put it in a frame. 317 00:14:21,944 --> 00:14:25,865 I xeroxed it at the phone company and everyone in my division 318 00:14:25,948 --> 00:14:27,241 said he looks like me. 319 00:14:30,161 --> 00:14:32,580 So, I'll see him at the ceremony. 320 00:14:33,039 --> 00:14:35,375 I'm just grateful to be included. 321 00:14:35,666 --> 00:14:37,752 Especially since I know you aren't Catholic 322 00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:39,879 and you didn't wanna have a christening. 323 00:14:41,172 --> 00:14:42,173 But the idea... 324 00:14:42,548 --> 00:14:45,426 -of this little baby burning in hell-- -Ma! 325 00:14:45,510 --> 00:14:47,428 -Ma. -All right. All right. 326 00:14:48,179 --> 00:14:49,347 I'm just saying... 327 00:14:49,806 --> 00:14:53,059 My oldest son, Jackie, had a baby who died. 328 00:14:53,726 --> 00:14:54,894 Two weeks old. 329 00:14:55,478 --> 00:14:56,604 We're still reeling. 330 00:14:56,979 --> 00:14:59,440 His wife is Black. She's not very friendly. 331 00:14:59,857 --> 00:15:02,985 Thinks I have a problem with her. But I don't. 332 00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:05,029 -I don't. 333 00:15:05,363 --> 00:15:06,322 Listen. 334 00:15:06,656 --> 00:15:07,615 Maybe the priest... 335 00:15:08,199 --> 00:15:10,159 doesn't need to know you aren't getting married. 336 00:15:10,326 --> 00:15:11,702 We're not lying to the priest, Ma. 337 00:15:11,828 --> 00:15:14,497 Oh. Now you're religious. 338 00:15:14,789 --> 00:15:15,957 - Hello. -Oh! 339 00:15:16,374 --> 00:15:18,334 -Are you the Hobbes party? -Yes, we spoke on the phone. 340 00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:20,461 -I'm Father Andrew. Come on inside. -Sorry we're late. 341 00:15:20,545 --> 00:15:21,671 Oh, hello, Father. 342 00:15:22,088 --> 00:15:25,341 I'm Mary Brady. I go to Saint Agnes in Queens. 343 00:15:26,717 --> 00:15:28,094 They're not getting married. 344 00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:33,766 -Is she drunk? -No, just a couple of beers. 345 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:38,104 I don't want the baby referred to as Catholic. 346 00:15:39,605 --> 00:15:41,315 Uh, no original sin. 347 00:15:42,483 --> 00:15:44,735 No renouncing of Satan. 348 00:15:44,819 --> 00:15:48,156 It's not that she's a fan of Satan, it's just that she doesn't wanna... 349 00:15:49,449 --> 00:15:52,160 -talk about him. -In fact, no mention of Satan. 350 00:15:52,994 --> 00:15:54,078 The Devil... 351 00:15:54,162 --> 00:15:56,873 Miranda was surprised the priest was so flexible. 352 00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:59,167 But the truth is, in these troubled times, 353 00:15:59,250 --> 00:16:03,087 the Catholic Church is like a desperate 36-year-old single woman, 354 00:16:03,171 --> 00:16:05,548 willing to settle for anything it can get. 355 00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:06,799 ...own forever. 356 00:16:07,758 --> 00:16:09,594 This is not what I had in mind 357 00:16:09,677 --> 00:16:11,637 when you asked if I wanted to go dress shopping. 358 00:16:11,721 --> 00:16:13,890 Believe me, I'm less thrilled than you. 359 00:16:14,098 --> 00:16:16,976 He has to get baptized and wear a dress. 360 00:16:17,143 --> 00:16:18,519 Baby's first drag show. 361 00:16:19,937 --> 00:16:23,274 -It's a very odd tradition. -Oh, don't even get me started. 362 00:16:23,774 --> 00:16:26,777 It's all about cleansing this little baby of his sins, 363 00:16:26,861 --> 00:16:29,071 when clearly babies come into the world with a clean slate, 364 00:16:29,155 --> 00:16:30,740 and we're the ones that fuck 'em up. 365 00:16:31,157 --> 00:16:32,658 So, you're a pessimist, right? 366 00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:34,702 Have we met? 367 00:16:34,952 --> 00:16:37,038 It's for my book. I have to figure out 368 00:16:37,371 --> 00:16:39,916 if I'm an optimist or a pessimist. 369 00:16:40,458 --> 00:16:41,751 And I don't know anymore. 370 00:16:42,376 --> 00:16:43,544 I don't know what I believe. 371 00:16:43,628 --> 00:16:45,755 Yeah, neither do I, and I'm having a baptism. 372 00:16:46,172 --> 00:16:47,256 So, how do you rationalize that? 373 00:16:47,340 --> 00:16:49,592 -One less bath I have to give him. 374 00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:52,261 Mostly, I'm doing it for Steve. He's been pretty good to me. 375 00:16:52,762 --> 00:16:54,013 I've known him for three years 376 00:16:54,096 --> 00:16:56,307 and I didn't have to meet his mother till yesterday. 377 00:16:56,390 --> 00:16:58,434 -What's she like? -Imagine Steve... 378 00:16:58,518 --> 00:16:59,685 -Mmm-hmm. -...in a wig, 379 00:17:00,102 --> 00:17:01,812 -drunk. - Yikes. 380 00:17:01,896 --> 00:17:03,231 -Yeah. 381 00:17:03,606 --> 00:17:04,941 So, listen. 382 00:17:05,608 --> 00:17:07,944 How would you feel about being Brady's godmother? 383 00:17:08,361 --> 00:17:09,362 Really? 384 00:17:09,487 --> 00:17:10,696 What would I need to do? 385 00:17:10,821 --> 00:17:11,739 Officially, 386 00:17:11,822 --> 00:17:14,033 you provide the baby with spiritual guidance. 387 00:17:14,200 --> 00:17:17,370 Unofficially, you stand up there with me so I have somebody to roll my eyes at. 388 00:17:17,453 --> 00:17:20,456 -What do you say? -I don't know. Spiritual guidance? 389 00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:23,292 And there's cake... from some bakery in Queens. 390 00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:26,420 The really sugary kind with the thick, white icing? 391 00:17:26,504 --> 00:17:28,714 Yeah, maybe even a buttercream cross on top. 392 00:17:28,798 --> 00:17:30,758 Oh, now you're talking. 393 00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:32,760 Spirituality. 394 00:17:33,094 --> 00:17:34,345 -And cake. 395 00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:38,224 That night, Charlotte dragged me 396 00:17:38,307 --> 00:17:39,934 to the Fountain of Belief. 397 00:17:40,351 --> 00:17:41,644 It was mostly women. 398 00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:43,980 Apparently, women are the main market for hope. 399 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:46,148 Welcome. Would you like to take an affirmation? 400 00:17:47,149 --> 00:17:49,235 Saying no would probably get us off on the wrong foot, 401 00:17:49,318 --> 00:17:51,153 -it being an affirmation and all. -Mmm-hmm. 402 00:17:52,405 --> 00:17:53,948 - Thanks. - Enjoy. 403 00:17:55,157 --> 00:17:56,951 "I believe in the good in people." 404 00:17:57,201 --> 00:17:58,995 That's nice. What does yours say? 405 00:17:59,245 --> 00:18:00,246 Um... 406 00:18:00,329 --> 00:18:02,206 "I believe this is hooey." 407 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:03,874 Are you going to make fun of everything? 408 00:18:03,958 --> 00:18:05,543 No, I'm not that quick. 409 00:18:07,128 --> 00:18:08,129 What did you do today? 410 00:18:08,546 --> 00:18:09,839 Oh, the usual. 411 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:12,883 Helped pick a christening gown for my friend's illegitimate baby. 412 00:18:13,009 --> 00:18:14,051 Aw. 413 00:18:14,802 --> 00:18:17,638 I'm so happy she decided to do a baptism. 414 00:18:17,722 --> 00:18:18,931 She asked me to be the godmother. 415 00:18:19,932 --> 00:18:21,517 -What? -It's not a big deal. 416 00:18:21,809 --> 00:18:24,687 It is a big deal. It's a huge responsibility. 417 00:18:24,770 --> 00:18:26,564 I know people whose friendships have ended 418 00:18:26,647 --> 00:18:28,774 because someone was a disappointing godparent. 419 00:18:30,318 --> 00:18:31,152 Why are you so... 420 00:18:33,988 --> 00:18:34,989 Oh... 421 00:18:37,867 --> 00:18:39,702 -Did you want to be the godmother? -No. 422 00:18:40,161 --> 00:18:42,079 I just think it wouldn't kill you to acknowledge 423 00:18:42,163 --> 00:18:43,331 that some things are sacred. 424 00:18:43,998 --> 00:18:46,042 -I do acknowledge that-- -We're not talking. 425 00:18:46,667 --> 00:18:47,960 -We're not? -No. 426 00:18:52,673 --> 00:18:53,674 Okay. 427 00:18:59,388 --> 00:19:00,473 Are we talking yet? 428 00:19:04,101 --> 00:19:05,728 Okay, let me know when we're talking. 429 00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:15,529 I believe this is going to be a very long evening. 430 00:19:19,367 --> 00:19:21,577 I believe we are the only normal people here. 431 00:19:26,248 --> 00:19:27,917 I believe in the good in Charlotte, 432 00:19:28,334 --> 00:19:31,879 who dragged me here against my will when I wanted to stay home 433 00:19:32,338 --> 00:19:33,881 and just be negative. 434 00:19:42,515 --> 00:19:44,100 What does the gown look like? 435 00:19:47,228 --> 00:19:48,396 Table for two. 436 00:19:51,273 --> 00:19:52,733 I know you're trying to make me feel bad, 437 00:19:52,817 --> 00:19:54,360 but I gotta tell you, that turns me on. 438 00:19:54,902 --> 00:19:55,736 Right this way. 439 00:20:12,878 --> 00:20:13,879 Thank you. 440 00:20:20,511 --> 00:20:22,763 -Are we okay? -Oh, we're fine. 441 00:20:22,847 --> 00:20:24,557 Oh, I almost forgot. 442 00:20:24,932 --> 00:20:27,601 You're going to Miranda's baptism with me Sunday. 443 00:20:27,685 --> 00:20:29,437 It'll be all day. It'll be boring. 444 00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:31,522 -It'll be mandatory. -What time? 445 00:20:32,481 --> 00:20:33,315 Two. 446 00:20:33,774 --> 00:20:35,901 Are you going to do the thing again? 447 00:20:36,610 --> 00:20:37,653 No. 448 00:20:38,404 --> 00:20:39,405 Are you? 449 00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:41,574 Samantha. 450 00:20:42,575 --> 00:20:43,409 I love you. 451 00:20:49,749 --> 00:20:52,084 Although he appeared to have reformed, 452 00:20:52,251 --> 00:20:54,962 Samantha wasn't ready to forgive his sin. 453 00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,006 Love will come to you... 454 00:20:58,007 --> 00:21:00,176 only when you truly believe you deserve it. 455 00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:03,637 Meanwhile, an hour and 20 affirmations later... 456 00:21:03,721 --> 00:21:05,264 Love will raise you up, 457 00:21:06,015 --> 00:21:07,475 fear will pull you under. 458 00:21:08,184 --> 00:21:09,226 Only love is real. 459 00:21:10,686 --> 00:21:11,812 Yes. Go on, stand right up. 460 00:21:12,688 --> 00:21:13,689 Yes, uh... 461 00:21:14,023 --> 00:21:15,649 I just wanted to thank you, Cheryl. 462 00:21:16,025 --> 00:21:18,319 Because the affirmations have really worked for me. 463 00:21:18,652 --> 00:21:21,238 I prayed for love, I believed in love, 464 00:21:21,322 --> 00:21:23,032 and last week, I fell in love. 465 00:21:23,491 --> 00:21:26,035 And he's perfect and kind and giving... 466 00:21:26,368 --> 00:21:28,746 And I now know that I deserve that. 467 00:21:28,829 --> 00:21:30,039 So, thank you. 468 00:21:30,414 --> 00:21:31,874 Thank yourself. You did it. 469 00:21:32,166 --> 00:21:33,292 Isn't that inspiring? 470 00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:36,170 -Yeah. Yes. 471 00:21:43,719 --> 00:21:44,678 Anyone else? 472 00:21:46,639 --> 00:21:48,098 Yes. Did you want to say something? 473 00:21:48,224 --> 00:21:50,309 -Oh, no, I-- -Um, yes. 474 00:21:50,392 --> 00:21:52,978 Hi, I was wondering, um... 475 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:57,441 Hi. 476 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:01,904 I'm just wondering how long that woman was doing her affirmations 477 00:22:02,029 --> 00:22:04,406 because I've been doing mine every day and... 478 00:22:05,241 --> 00:22:06,909 I... I want to believe but... 479 00:22:07,368 --> 00:22:08,828 Nothing is happening and... 480 00:22:10,913 --> 00:22:12,289 I just don't think it's working. 481 00:22:12,373 --> 00:22:15,292 I just don't think it will work for me. 482 00:22:16,669 --> 00:22:17,670 I hear fear. 483 00:22:18,796 --> 00:22:19,797 I hear doubt. 484 00:22:21,048 --> 00:22:23,926 You have to believe love to receive love. 485 00:22:25,052 --> 00:22:27,054 Keep repeating your affirmations, and eventually, 486 00:22:27,137 --> 00:22:28,514 your heart will catch up with your head. 487 00:22:28,931 --> 00:22:30,182 Um, mmm-hmm. Uh... 488 00:22:30,891 --> 00:22:32,351 That's the thing, though. 489 00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:34,603 I did find love. 490 00:22:35,771 --> 00:22:38,065 I believed that there was someone out there for me, 491 00:22:38,566 --> 00:22:40,317 and I met him, finally. 492 00:22:41,026 --> 00:22:42,570 And we had a beautiful wedding. 493 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:45,239 And then everything just fell apart. 494 00:22:46,282 --> 00:22:47,366 And I'm worried. 495 00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:50,911 I'm afraid that he took away my ability to believe. 496 00:22:51,203 --> 00:22:54,665 And I hate him for that because I always believed before. 497 00:22:55,374 --> 00:22:56,584 And now I just feel... 498 00:22:58,002 --> 00:22:59,128 lost. 499 00:23:00,254 --> 00:23:02,882 And I am, I'm trying to put myself out there but... 500 00:23:04,174 --> 00:23:05,384 I feel hopeless. 501 00:23:07,761 --> 00:23:10,973 Perhaps you're not really putting yourself out there. 502 00:23:12,516 --> 00:23:13,517 Oh. 503 00:23:16,562 --> 00:23:18,397 No, she's out there. 504 00:23:19,106 --> 00:23:20,941 I mean, emotionally and physically. 505 00:23:21,901 --> 00:23:25,404 Maybe you're not looking for love in a real way. 506 00:23:25,487 --> 00:23:29,158 Maybe you're not really trying. Maybe you're not really out there. 507 00:23:29,783 --> 00:23:30,784 Believe me... 508 00:23:31,660 --> 00:23:32,953 she's out there. 509 00:23:43,589 --> 00:23:46,634 Sunday afternoon, we all gathered for a baptism 510 00:23:47,009 --> 00:23:48,761 in the little church that would. 511 00:23:54,475 --> 00:23:56,518 Hey, you... with the flower thing. 512 00:23:57,227 --> 00:23:59,772 Steve tells me that you're the godmother. 513 00:23:59,855 --> 00:24:00,856 Oh. Uh-huh. 514 00:24:01,148 --> 00:24:02,441 I'm the godfather. 515 00:24:03,984 --> 00:24:05,819 Steve's second cousin, Patrick. 516 00:24:07,196 --> 00:24:08,864 It'd make a good story, huh? 517 00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:10,741 Little Brady brought us together. 518 00:24:11,033 --> 00:24:12,117 -Oh. - Yay. 519 00:24:12,493 --> 00:24:15,162 Someone who isn't related to Steve. No offense, Patrick. 520 00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:16,330 None taken. 521 00:24:16,413 --> 00:24:17,748 -Hey. - Hey. Hi. 522 00:24:17,831 --> 00:24:19,291 I'll check you later, 523 00:24:20,084 --> 00:24:22,336 -gator. -Okay. 524 00:24:26,006 --> 00:24:27,633 It's a nice dress. 525 00:24:27,716 --> 00:24:29,885 Well, I didn't want Brady to show me up. 526 00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:32,930 Uh, by the way, I think your baby's godfather 527 00:24:33,013 --> 00:24:35,724 baptized himself with some bad cologne. 528 00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:39,228 Yeah, well, Brady's grandmother invited the folks from Molly Maguires. 529 00:24:40,229 --> 00:24:43,232 Well, I know you've got your hands full with the drunk and the skunk, 530 00:24:43,691 --> 00:24:46,026 but I have to tell you something. 531 00:24:46,610 --> 00:24:48,278 I'm too fat to be wearing this, aren't I? 532 00:24:48,362 --> 00:24:51,115 No. Oh, no. No. You look beautiful. 533 00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:52,282 No, it's me. 534 00:24:54,159 --> 00:24:56,578 Are you sure that I am godmother material? 535 00:24:56,662 --> 00:24:57,663 Shouldn't you maybe... 536 00:24:58,247 --> 00:25:01,375 pick someone a bit more maternal? 537 00:25:01,458 --> 00:25:03,627 No, I like that you're not. 538 00:25:05,671 --> 00:25:06,672 Here's the thing. 539 00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:11,260 This is such an awesome responsibility. 540 00:25:11,593 --> 00:25:13,679 I don't know my own view of the future. 541 00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:17,099 I think I'm possibly one bad date away from bitter. 542 00:25:17,599 --> 00:25:18,892 Don't you think that I... 543 00:25:19,309 --> 00:25:20,811 I'm getting a little cynical? 544 00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:22,312 Not compared to me. 545 00:25:23,939 --> 00:25:25,816 Carrie, you're my best friend. 546 00:25:28,569 --> 00:25:30,821 Okay, but just so you know, Charlotte's dying for the job, 547 00:25:30,904 --> 00:25:32,823 and I think she'd probably be better at it. 548 00:25:33,115 --> 00:25:35,284 I don't know if I believe in any of this. 549 00:25:35,993 --> 00:25:37,286 But I believe in you. 550 00:25:38,287 --> 00:25:40,539 I want you to be my baby's godmother. 551 00:25:42,916 --> 00:25:45,502 Well, I did spring for the hat. 552 00:25:48,922 --> 00:25:51,842 Who presents this child to receive the sacrament of baptism? 553 00:25:52,301 --> 00:25:53,302 -We do. -We do. 554 00:25:57,181 --> 00:25:58,057 Okay. 555 00:26:16,158 --> 00:26:18,702 "Give him an inquiring and discerning heart. 556 00:26:19,328 --> 00:26:20,871 The courage to will and to persevere. 557 00:26:21,663 --> 00:26:22,748 A spirit to love. 558 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:24,666 And the gift of joy and wonder. 559 00:26:25,501 --> 00:26:26,919 In the Lord's name, we pray." 560 00:26:27,461 --> 00:26:29,213 Lord, hear our prayer. 561 00:26:30,255 --> 00:26:32,132 "In baptism, we use your gift of water, 562 00:26:32,216 --> 00:26:33,842 which you have made a rich symbol 563 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:35,886 of the grace you give us in this sacrament. 564 00:26:37,471 --> 00:26:39,890 Through it, you led the children of Israel out of their bondage. 565 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:41,934 Through it, we are reborn." 566 00:26:45,312 --> 00:26:47,815 There isn't enough holy water in the world to cleanse you. 567 00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:55,405 Brady... 568 00:26:55,989 --> 00:26:57,866 I baptize you in the name of the Father... 569 00:27:00,911 --> 00:27:01,745 And of the Son... 570 00:27:04,873 --> 00:27:06,041 and of the Holy Spirit. 571 00:27:08,669 --> 00:27:09,670 Amen. 572 00:27:10,879 --> 00:27:13,882 I couldn't help but hope the water would wash away 573 00:27:14,174 --> 00:27:16,135 some of my original cynicism. 574 00:27:19,972 --> 00:27:24,101 Isn't this the most beautiful goddamn Catholic you've ever seen? 575 00:27:24,184 --> 00:27:26,520 Oh, sorry, Father. 576 00:27:26,854 --> 00:27:29,022 -But he's a cute fucking kid. 577 00:27:29,106 --> 00:27:32,526 -Honey, congratulations. -Oh, I didn't do anything. 578 00:27:32,943 --> 00:27:35,028 Well, you got me to a church. 579 00:27:36,530 --> 00:27:38,448 -Beautiful baby. -Oh, thank you. 580 00:27:39,074 --> 00:27:40,367 And just for the record, 581 00:27:41,451 --> 00:27:42,452 I did get scared. 582 00:27:43,245 --> 00:27:44,288 Okay. 583 00:27:44,538 --> 00:27:46,373 Whatever. Thanks for coming. 584 00:27:53,714 --> 00:27:55,048 He's such a player. 585 00:27:55,799 --> 00:27:56,800 I don't know. 586 00:27:57,593 --> 00:27:59,303 Maybe things will work out between them. 587 00:28:02,723 --> 00:28:05,726 That night, I dedicated my baby, 588 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,102 my book, 589 00:28:07,436 --> 00:28:09,813 to hopeful single women everywhere, 590 00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:11,982 and one in particular, 591 00:28:12,649 --> 00:28:14,484 my good friend Charlotte, 592 00:28:14,860 --> 00:28:16,778 the eternal optimist, 593 00:28:17,154 --> 00:28:19,448 who always believes in love.