1 00:00:02,607 --> 00:00:04,197 ‐ In the criminal justice system, 2 00:00:04,192 --> 00:00:05,652 sexually based offenses 3 00:00:05,652 --> 00:00:07,482 are considered especially heinous. 4 00:00:07,487 --> 00:00:09,537 In New York City, the dedicated detectives 5 00:00:09,531 --> 00:00:11,361 who investigate these vicious felonies 6 00:00:11,366 --> 00:00:13,036 are members of an elite squad 7 00:00:13,034 --> 00:00:14,954 known as the Special Victims Unit. 8 00:00:14,953 --> 00:00:17,783 These are their stories. 9 00:00:18,623 --> 00:00:20,703 ‐ Dr. Lindstrom, thank you for staying late. 10 00:00:20,708 --> 00:00:23,338 ‐ Of course, Captain. 11 00:00:23,336 --> 00:00:26,006 Congratulations. ‐ Thank you. 12 00:00:26,005 --> 00:00:28,545 I actually owe some of that to you. 13 00:00:28,549 --> 00:00:30,809 ‐ So, what, you're coming to thank me or... 14 00:00:30,802 --> 00:00:32,842 ‐ Ah, no. 15 00:00:32,845 --> 00:00:35,725 Ed. Tucker. 16 00:00:35,723 --> 00:00:39,513 I've been invited to his retirement party tonight, 17 00:00:39,519 --> 00:00:42,319 and I haven't seen him since I broke it off. 18 00:00:42,313 --> 00:00:44,733 ‐ Ah. ‐ It's crazy. 19 00:00:44,732 --> 00:00:47,232 I've had guns in my face, 20 00:00:47,235 --> 00:00:51,785 and I'm afraid to see an ex‐boyfriend. 21 00:00:52,657 --> 00:00:54,907 ‐ Do you know what you're afraid of? 22 00:00:54,909 --> 00:00:56,749 ‐ Regret... 23 00:00:56,744 --> 00:01:01,294 or the pain that I caused him. 24 00:01:02,208 --> 00:01:03,588 ‐ Well, I can give you this. 25 00:01:03,584 --> 00:01:07,254 Whatever your regrets or your guilt, 26 00:01:07,255 --> 00:01:12,005 it's harder in the long run to leave things unsaid. 27 00:01:38,202 --> 00:01:41,242 ‐ Rachel, you're headed out? 28 00:01:41,247 --> 00:01:44,047 ‐ An old police colleague is retiring. 29 00:01:44,042 --> 00:01:46,582 I wanted to help with the send‐off. 30 00:01:46,586 --> 00:01:48,756 ‐ NYPD. 31 00:01:48,755 --> 00:01:50,425 You sure that's a good idea? 32 00:01:50,423 --> 00:01:54,633 ‐ I won't stay long, and I won't drink. 33 00:01:54,635 --> 00:01:56,475 ‐ [sighs] 34 00:01:56,471 --> 00:01:59,471 [background chatter, music playing] 35 00:01:59,474 --> 00:02:01,974 ‐ Fin, I didn't expect to see you 36 00:02:01,976 --> 00:02:03,606 at Tucker's retirement party. 37 00:02:03,603 --> 00:02:06,733 ‐ I'm here for you, not him. ‐ Oh. 38 00:02:07,982 --> 00:02:09,602 Rollins, you brought reinforcements. 39 00:02:09,609 --> 00:02:11,319 ‐ Yeah, they let him out for an hour. 40 00:02:11,319 --> 00:02:13,279 ‐ Yeah, barely. Thank God I aged out of sleep. 41 00:02:13,279 --> 00:02:14,829 How you doing? ‐ Thanks, guys. 42 00:02:14,822 --> 00:02:16,322 ‐ Yeah. ‐ Thank you. 43 00:02:20,620 --> 00:02:22,960 Who's the‐‐who's the woman with Tucker? 44 00:02:22,955 --> 00:02:24,245 ‐ You asking us? 45 00:02:24,248 --> 00:02:25,918 ‐ Yeah, we got you in the divorce. 46 00:02:25,917 --> 00:02:28,007 ‐ The bartender told me that's his‐‐that's his new wife. 47 00:02:28,002 --> 00:02:29,832 She's a nurse. They eloped a month ago. 48 00:02:29,837 --> 00:02:32,637 ‐ Oh. 49 00:02:32,632 --> 00:02:34,672 Good for him. 50 00:02:34,676 --> 00:02:37,426 ‐ So when I decided to throw a farewell party 51 00:02:37,428 --> 00:02:40,018 for my old friend Ed Tucker, 52 00:02:40,014 --> 00:02:42,184 I said he's, "He's IAB. 53 00:02:42,183 --> 00:02:44,643 Where were gonna hold it, a phone booth?" 54 00:02:44,644 --> 00:02:46,224 [laughter] 55 00:02:46,229 --> 00:02:47,689 ‐ So this is how it's gonna go? 56 00:02:47,689 --> 00:02:50,649 ‐ The truth is when you have a friend like Ed, 57 00:02:50,650 --> 00:02:52,030 you're blessed. 58 00:02:52,026 --> 00:02:54,986 I met him back in our cowboy days at NYPD, 59 00:02:54,987 --> 00:02:58,867 long before I retired to make the real money. 60 00:02:58,866 --> 00:03:01,786 ‐ Is he giving a toast or bragging? 61 00:03:03,204 --> 00:03:06,954 [uneasy music] 62 00:03:06,958 --> 00:03:12,218 ♪ ♪ 63 00:03:12,213 --> 00:03:15,133 ‐ So after we've all imbibed, 64 00:03:15,133 --> 00:03:16,673 I'd like each of you to come down 65 00:03:16,676 --> 00:03:18,716 and make a toast to "Mister Ed," 66 00:03:18,720 --> 00:03:20,180 like I'm doing now. 67 00:03:20,179 --> 00:03:23,309 [clamoring, cheers] 68 00:03:29,522 --> 00:03:34,192 ‐ Not too late to sneak out. ‐ Nope, he's just seen me. 69 00:03:34,193 --> 00:03:36,483 I guess I should introduce myself to his new wife. 70 00:03:36,487 --> 00:03:39,697 [mellow music playing] 71 00:03:39,699 --> 00:03:41,079 ♪ ♪ 72 00:03:41,075 --> 00:03:42,405 Ed. 73 00:03:42,410 --> 00:03:44,170 ‐ Olivia, I'm so happy you've made it. 74 00:03:44,162 --> 00:03:46,202 ‐ Of course. Mazel tov. 75 00:03:46,205 --> 00:03:48,245 Hi, I'm Olivia Benson. 76 00:03:48,249 --> 00:03:50,379 ‐ Patty Tucker. I have heard so much about you. 77 00:03:50,376 --> 00:03:52,256 ‐ Oh, wow. Okay. 78 00:03:52,253 --> 00:03:54,423 ‐ All good. ‐ There he is! 79 00:03:54,422 --> 00:03:56,672 God, you still have your hair, you bastard! 80 00:03:56,674 --> 00:03:59,554 ‐ I don't know if you've met my old bald partner, Gary Wald. 81 00:03:59,552 --> 00:04:01,172 ‐ Hey, I took a bullet for you 82 00:04:01,179 --> 00:04:02,929 back at the Two‐Two, my brother. 83 00:04:02,930 --> 00:04:06,440 ‐ Yeah, not on purpose, and he never lets me forget it either. 84 00:04:06,434 --> 00:04:08,054 ‐ Who's the man of the hour? 85 00:04:08,060 --> 00:04:09,860 ‐ Rachel. 86 00:04:10,897 --> 00:04:12,277 ‐ And his old partner Gary, 87 00:04:12,273 --> 00:04:14,103 still riding high in the saddle. 88 00:04:14,108 --> 00:04:15,568 ‐ Rachel, long time no see. 89 00:04:15,568 --> 00:04:17,368 Rachel and I went to the Academy together. 90 00:04:17,361 --> 00:04:19,771 How have you been? ‐ Not as good as you. 91 00:04:19,780 --> 00:04:22,290 I hear you have a son, you made Captain. 92 00:04:22,283 --> 00:04:25,283 Those good old boys really looked out for you. 93 00:04:25,286 --> 00:04:28,706 ‐ Rachel, she paid her dues. ‐ Not like I did. 94 00:04:30,208 --> 00:04:31,798 ‐ Rachel, you still a bourbon drinker? 95 00:04:31,793 --> 00:04:33,753 ‐ I'm good. 96 00:04:33,753 --> 00:04:35,423 I just wanted to look my fellow officers 97 00:04:35,421 --> 00:04:37,461 in the eye one more time. 98 00:04:38,299 --> 00:04:42,309 Hear no evil, see no evil... 99 00:04:42,303 --> 00:04:44,223 and evil. 100 00:04:44,222 --> 00:04:45,802 ‐ Oh! ‐ Oh! 101 00:04:45,807 --> 00:04:47,767 ‐ Ed. 102 00:04:47,767 --> 00:04:49,687 ‐ God, Ed! 103 00:04:49,685 --> 00:04:51,315 ‐ I'm all right, I'm all right. 104 00:04:51,312 --> 00:04:52,642 Just maybe a couple of napkins. 105 00:04:52,647 --> 00:04:54,147 ‐ You look like you could use a refill. 106 00:04:54,148 --> 00:04:55,488 I'll make that a double afterwards. 107 00:04:55,483 --> 00:04:57,153 ‐ Ed, what the hell was that about? 108 00:04:57,151 --> 00:04:58,611 ‐ I have no idea. 109 00:04:58,611 --> 00:05:01,111 I could barely even place her. 110 00:05:01,113 --> 00:05:04,323 [uneasy music] 111 00:05:04,325 --> 00:05:06,615 ♪ ♪ 112 00:05:06,619 --> 00:05:08,789 ‐ [sighs] 113 00:05:10,998 --> 00:05:13,338 Anyway... 114 00:05:13,334 --> 00:05:15,874 I've said my piece. 115 00:05:16,963 --> 00:05:19,543 It's on the rest of you now. 116 00:05:20,675 --> 00:05:23,595 Again, my name is Rachel Wilson. 117 00:05:24,303 --> 00:05:28,683 I'm a former New York City police officer... 118 00:05:28,683 --> 00:05:32,393 until I was pushed out of the club 119 00:05:32,395 --> 00:05:34,855 a dozen years ago. 120 00:05:36,941 --> 00:05:40,901 I'm making a video at the crime scene. 121 00:05:42,697 --> 00:05:45,697 I am the victim. 122 00:05:59,630 --> 00:06:01,010 ‐ She has two sons. 123 00:06:01,007 --> 00:06:03,387 ‐ They're good kids, but they're testing me. 124 00:06:03,384 --> 00:06:04,714 ‐ Uh, teenage boys. 125 00:06:04,719 --> 00:06:06,559 I just don't know if I'm ready for that. 126 00:06:06,554 --> 00:06:08,514 ‐ I'll have to use some of my old IAB psych tricks 127 00:06:08,514 --> 00:06:10,344 to keep them in line. ‐ [chuckles] 128 00:06:10,349 --> 00:06:11,809 [gunshot] 129 00:06:11,809 --> 00:06:13,939 [crowd commotion] 130 00:06:13,936 --> 00:06:16,896 [suspenseful music] 131 00:06:16,898 --> 00:06:20,158 ♪ ♪ 132 00:06:20,151 --> 00:06:22,441 It's the car. 133 00:06:23,154 --> 00:06:25,154 It's locked. ‐ Oh, my God. 134 00:06:25,156 --> 00:06:26,866 [handle clunks] 135 00:06:28,576 --> 00:06:30,866 [overlapping chatter] 136 00:06:30,870 --> 00:06:34,500 ‐ Uh, this is Captain Olivia Benson of SVU. 137 00:06:34,498 --> 00:06:37,508 10‐13 from 1‐6‐9 and Broadway. 138 00:06:37,501 --> 00:06:41,501 Off‐duty P. O. shot. Rush a bus. 139 00:06:42,423 --> 00:06:45,423 [dramatic music] 140 00:06:45,426 --> 00:06:52,726 ♪ ♪ 141 00:07:31,222 --> 00:07:32,882 ‐ Liv? 142 00:07:34,475 --> 00:07:36,475 She didn't make it? 143 00:07:37,269 --> 00:07:38,529 ‐ She knew what she was doing. 144 00:07:38,521 --> 00:07:40,391 She shot herself through the heart. 145 00:07:40,398 --> 00:07:41,778 ‐ I'm sorry. 146 00:07:41,774 --> 00:07:43,484 ‐ Well, I saw her throw a drink at Tucker. 147 00:07:43,484 --> 00:07:45,314 What was that about? ‐ No idea. 148 00:07:45,319 --> 00:07:47,829 You know, I knew her, we were friends. 149 00:07:47,822 --> 00:07:50,652 I hadn't seen her in awhile and, uh, she was bright, 150 00:07:50,658 --> 00:07:53,748 she was ambitious, and then... 151 00:07:53,744 --> 00:07:56,744 and then I knew that she had a rough time over at Vice, 152 00:07:56,747 --> 00:07:59,667 and she just‐‐she just crashed and burned. 153 00:07:59,667 --> 00:08:01,667 ‐ Rest in peace. 154 00:08:01,669 --> 00:08:04,009 ‐ We've been saying that too much. 155 00:08:04,004 --> 00:08:06,424 ‐ [sighs] 156 00:08:08,759 --> 00:08:10,269 ‐ Heard you guys had a rough night. 157 00:08:10,261 --> 00:08:12,341 ‐ Been a lot of those lately. 158 00:08:12,346 --> 00:08:14,686 ‐ Captain knew her? She doing okay? 159 00:08:14,682 --> 00:08:17,972 ‐ That and the loss of her brother, it's a lot. 160 00:08:17,977 --> 00:08:19,977 ‐ She's been on the phone with 1PP all morning, 161 00:08:19,979 --> 00:08:22,109 the grief guy's in there with her now. 162 00:08:22,106 --> 00:08:24,526 Chief Garland says we all gotta check in with him. 163 00:08:24,525 --> 00:08:26,155 ‐ All of us? Is that necessary? 164 00:08:26,152 --> 00:08:28,272 ‐ Yeah, I mean, we need to start talking about this, 165 00:08:28,279 --> 00:08:30,329 and not sweep it under the rug. 166 00:08:30,322 --> 00:08:32,532 ‐ Okay, everybody, listen up. 167 00:08:32,533 --> 00:08:34,533 Listen up. 168 00:08:34,535 --> 00:08:37,125 ‐ Is that the grief guy? ‐ Yeah. 169 00:08:37,121 --> 00:08:39,201 ‐ You okay? ‐ [sighs] 170 00:08:39,206 --> 00:08:42,166 Not great, but I'm dealing with it. 171 00:08:43,169 --> 00:08:44,839 Thanks, Fin. 172 00:08:44,837 --> 00:08:50,217 ‐ So as you all know, we lost one of our own last night. 173 00:08:50,217 --> 00:08:52,387 She was a good woman. 174 00:08:52,386 --> 00:08:54,136 This is an epidemic. 175 00:08:54,138 --> 00:08:57,728 More of us are dying by our own hand than somebody else's. 176 00:08:57,725 --> 00:08:59,765 Dr. Lindstrom is here 177 00:08:59,769 --> 00:09:03,399 to speak with every single one of you. 178 00:09:03,397 --> 00:09:04,647 ‐ Thank you, Captain Benson. 179 00:09:04,648 --> 00:09:06,738 I know the last thing many cops wanna do 180 00:09:06,734 --> 00:09:08,564 is talk about feelings or fears. 181 00:09:08,569 --> 00:09:11,029 ‐ And we know that this is a stigma, 182 00:09:11,030 --> 00:09:15,080 but the department policies have changed, thank God, 183 00:09:15,076 --> 00:09:19,076 and asking for help is no longer a sign of weakness. 184 00:09:19,080 --> 00:09:22,840 We've all been to way too many police funerals. 185 00:09:22,833 --> 00:09:25,543 We can't afford to lose another brother or sister. 186 00:09:25,544 --> 00:09:27,254 Thank you. 187 00:09:29,090 --> 00:09:31,430 ‐ Like I said, I've got a supportive family. 188 00:09:31,425 --> 00:09:33,175 They survived the Civil War in Lebanon 189 00:09:33,177 --> 00:09:34,597 and came here with nothing. 190 00:09:34,595 --> 00:09:35,765 We look out for each other. 191 00:09:35,763 --> 00:09:37,223 ‐ I'm glad you have that. 192 00:09:37,223 --> 00:09:38,433 Thanks for humoring me. 193 00:09:38,432 --> 00:09:40,642 ‐ Yeah. 194 00:09:43,145 --> 00:09:44,685 ‐ You're up. 195 00:09:45,272 --> 00:09:46,522 ‐ Sergeant Tutuola. 196 00:09:46,524 --> 00:09:48,234 ‐ I'm guessing Kat didn't open up. 197 00:09:48,234 --> 00:09:50,064 ‐ I can't really talk about another officer. 198 00:09:50,069 --> 00:09:52,529 Everything anyone says to me is confidential. 199 00:09:52,530 --> 00:09:54,620 ‐ Is that right? Let me ask you this. 200 00:09:54,615 --> 00:09:56,245 If someone came in here and told you 201 00:09:56,242 --> 00:09:58,282 they were going through a really rough time, 202 00:09:58,285 --> 00:09:59,745 you'd report that? 203 00:09:59,745 --> 00:10:01,785 ‐ We're setting up a system that allows cops 204 00:10:01,789 --> 00:10:03,749 to make appointments with outside therapists 205 00:10:03,749 --> 00:10:04,959 completely anonymously. 206 00:10:04,959 --> 00:10:06,709 ‐ But you work for the police department. 207 00:10:06,710 --> 00:10:08,420 ‐ In this capacity, yes. 208 00:10:08,420 --> 00:10:11,430 But the department is more concerned that people get help, 209 00:10:11,423 --> 00:10:13,253 rather than worrying about their records. 210 00:10:13,259 --> 00:10:15,929 ‐ Yeah, but NYPD can still take my weapon away. 211 00:10:15,928 --> 00:10:17,978 ‐ Well, if it's warranted, yeah. 212 00:10:17,972 --> 00:10:20,972 ‐ And send me to the rubber gun squad. 213 00:10:20,975 --> 00:10:24,605 So why would anybody ever tell you anything? 214 00:10:26,313 --> 00:10:27,813 ‐ The thing that gets me 215 00:10:27,815 --> 00:10:29,775 is that way that Rachel was talking last night. 216 00:10:29,775 --> 00:10:31,315 It was like... 217 00:10:31,318 --> 00:10:33,488 it was like I had the life that she should've had. 218 00:10:33,487 --> 00:10:35,287 ‐ I'd take that with a grain of salt. 219 00:10:35,281 --> 00:10:36,991 ‐ Back then, NYPD‐‐ 220 00:10:36,991 --> 00:10:39,281 being a woman was hard enough, but being a woman of color? 221 00:10:39,285 --> 00:10:41,825 ‐ Yeah, I get that, but it was probably more than one thing 222 00:10:41,829 --> 00:10:43,669 that pushed her over the edge. 223 00:10:43,664 --> 00:10:45,454 ‐ It just bothers me because a few years ago, 224 00:10:45,457 --> 00:10:48,087 we ran into each other and we said let's get a cup of coffee. 225 00:10:48,085 --> 00:10:51,175 And then I adopted Noah and I got promoted 226 00:10:51,172 --> 00:10:52,962 and just never followed through. 227 00:10:52,965 --> 00:10:56,595 ‐ And you can't be responsible for everybody. 228 00:10:56,594 --> 00:10:58,804 ‐ I know, I just wish... [knock on door] 229 00:11:00,014 --> 00:11:01,514 ‐ Hey Captain, you got a minute? 230 00:11:01,515 --> 00:11:04,055 ‐ Sure. What's up? 231 00:11:04,059 --> 00:11:06,689 ‐ You need the room? ‐ Yeah, yeah, kinda. 232 00:11:06,687 --> 00:11:08,527 It's not about you. 233 00:11:08,522 --> 00:11:10,642 ‐ Thanks. ‐ Yeah. 234 00:11:12,693 --> 00:11:13,863 ‐ What's going on? 235 00:11:13,861 --> 00:11:15,521 ‐ It's about Rachel Wilson's suicide. 236 00:11:15,529 --> 00:11:19,199 The investigators recovered her cell phone from the scene. 237 00:11:19,200 --> 00:11:20,870 She made a video statement 238 00:11:20,868 --> 00:11:23,118 right before she killed herself. 239 00:11:25,497 --> 00:11:26,957 ‐ Several years ago, 240 00:11:26,957 --> 00:11:30,967 I was violently assaulted and raped 241 00:11:30,961 --> 00:11:33,541 by a superior officer. 242 00:11:33,547 --> 00:11:37,137 I went to my sergeant, IAB. 243 00:11:37,134 --> 00:11:41,224 They all conspired to protect my attacker. 244 00:11:41,222 --> 00:11:46,432 I'd name names here, but it doesn't matter anymore. 245 00:11:46,435 --> 00:11:49,775 He won. I lost. 246 00:11:51,899 --> 00:11:55,369 I so was proud to be a cop... 247 00:11:58,072 --> 00:12:00,492 But the system betrayed me. 248 00:12:00,491 --> 00:12:05,451 NYPD will always protect who they see as their own... 249 00:12:06,080 --> 00:12:08,800 And they didn't protect me. 250 00:12:11,502 --> 00:12:15,752 Anyway, I've said my piece. 251 00:12:16,548 --> 00:12:18,758 ‐ Now we know why she threw that drink at Tucker. 252 00:12:18,759 --> 00:12:20,719 ‐ And he said he has no idea why. 253 00:12:20,719 --> 00:12:23,559 ‐ And you believe him? 254 00:12:23,555 --> 00:12:27,145 ‐ I don't know what to believe, 255 00:12:27,142 --> 00:12:30,142 and I don't know what to do about it. 256 00:12:30,145 --> 00:12:31,895 ‐ Yes, you do. 257 00:12:33,107 --> 00:12:35,237 ‐ [sighs] 258 00:12:37,903 --> 00:12:39,443 ‐ You've got to forgive us. 259 00:12:39,446 --> 00:12:41,076 We just closed down the house last week 260 00:12:41,073 --> 00:12:42,783 so everything's at sixes and sevens. 261 00:12:42,783 --> 00:12:44,863 ‐ Oh, I know what that's like. 262 00:12:44,868 --> 00:12:47,288 ‐ Ed, you have company. 263 00:12:47,288 --> 00:12:49,208 ‐ Olivia. ‐ Hey. 264 00:12:49,206 --> 00:12:51,626 I'm sorry to barge in. 265 00:12:51,625 --> 00:12:53,455 ‐ I'll leave you two. 266 00:12:53,460 --> 00:12:55,300 ‐ Thanks. 267 00:12:55,296 --> 00:12:58,136 ‐ What's going on? Is this about Rachel Wilson? 268 00:12:58,132 --> 00:12:58,962 ‐ It is. 269 00:12:58,966 --> 00:13:01,926 It turns out that Rachel made a video 270 00:13:01,927 --> 00:13:04,767 before she shot herself. 271 00:13:04,763 --> 00:13:07,303 She said that she was sexually assaulted 272 00:13:07,308 --> 00:13:10,438 by a colleague on a job. 273 00:13:10,436 --> 00:13:11,686 ‐ Did she give a name? 274 00:13:11,687 --> 00:13:14,107 ‐ No, but she said there was a cover‐up. 275 00:13:14,106 --> 00:13:18,736 She brought it to IAB, but there was nothing in the files. 276 00:13:19,653 --> 00:13:22,323 ‐ First I'm hearing about it. 277 00:13:22,323 --> 00:13:24,323 ‐ Really? 278 00:13:24,325 --> 00:13:27,165 'Cause it seemed like she knew you at the party. 279 00:13:27,161 --> 00:13:29,071 What was that about? 280 00:13:30,664 --> 00:13:33,954 ‐ I'm not sure. How long ago? 281 00:13:34,835 --> 00:13:37,375 ‐ I was hoping that you could tell me. 282 00:13:39,798 --> 00:13:43,258 Ed, she‐‐she threw a drink at you. 283 00:13:44,344 --> 00:13:49,144 ‐ I'm sorry. I'm at a loss, Liv. 284 00:13:50,726 --> 00:13:53,566 I must've done 600 cases at IAB. 285 00:13:53,562 --> 00:13:56,772 I'd, you know, have to dig out my notes. 286 00:13:58,150 --> 00:14:01,780 ‐ I want to believe you, Ed. I do, but... 287 00:14:01,779 --> 00:14:03,869 you just did something that you never did 288 00:14:03,864 --> 00:14:06,444 when we were together. 289 00:14:06,450 --> 00:14:08,870 ‐ What's that? 290 00:14:08,869 --> 00:14:11,539 ‐ You lied to my face. 291 00:14:11,538 --> 00:14:14,878 [somber music] 292 00:14:14,875 --> 00:14:18,045 ♪ ♪ 293 00:14:24,218 --> 00:14:26,718 ‐ Tucker lied to you? ‐ Or Rachel lied in the video, 294 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:29,560 but I don't think so. 295 00:14:29,556 --> 00:14:30,896 Tucker seemed off. 296 00:14:30,891 --> 00:14:32,101 ‐ Never trust an IAB cop, 297 00:14:32,101 --> 00:14:33,891 no matter how close you've been. 298 00:14:33,894 --> 00:14:35,184 ‐ Fin. ‐ You know, how do we even 299 00:14:35,187 --> 00:14:36,897 work this case? Are we supposed to 300 00:14:36,897 --> 00:14:38,737 go back and check every supervisor she's ever had? 301 00:14:38,732 --> 00:14:41,062 ‐ Okay, before we cast the net that wide, 302 00:14:41,068 --> 00:14:44,078 let's look into who was in her life now. 303 00:14:44,071 --> 00:14:46,691 Maybe she disclosed to someone. 304 00:14:51,411 --> 00:14:53,991 ‐ NYPD, huh? 305 00:14:53,997 --> 00:14:55,747 You people didn't honor her in life, 306 00:14:55,749 --> 00:14:58,089 but now you're gonna honor her in death. 307 00:14:58,085 --> 00:14:59,415 ‐ Why do you say that, Reverend? 308 00:14:59,419 --> 00:15:00,929 ‐ You threw her away. 309 00:15:00,921 --> 00:15:02,751 Not only one of the finest cops I've known, 310 00:15:02,756 --> 00:15:04,426 but one of the best people. 311 00:15:04,424 --> 00:15:06,754 ‐ That's what we hear too. 312 00:15:06,760 --> 00:15:08,600 ‐ I knew her since she was a child. 313 00:15:08,595 --> 00:15:11,095 I saw her go from being top of her class 314 00:15:11,098 --> 00:15:14,148 to a step from homeless these past few years. 315 00:15:14,143 --> 00:15:16,893 I'd been letting her sleep in the church basement. 316 00:15:16,895 --> 00:15:18,435 ‐ Mental health? Drug problems? 317 00:15:18,438 --> 00:15:22,608 ‐ Yes, but don't let yourself off the hook that easy. 318 00:15:22,609 --> 00:15:24,779 Department pushed her over the edge. 319 00:15:24,778 --> 00:15:28,618 ‐ Rachel made some accusations about being abused on the job. 320 00:15:28,615 --> 00:15:30,445 Now did she tell you anything about that? 321 00:15:30,450 --> 00:15:32,120 ‐ Damn right she did. 322 00:15:32,119 --> 00:15:36,129 She said she'd been raped by someone she worked with. 323 00:15:36,123 --> 00:15:38,953 ‐ Did she say who? ‐ No. 324 00:15:38,959 --> 00:15:41,299 Just that it was when she was at Vice. 325 00:15:41,295 --> 00:15:46,715 Now, pardon me, I‐‐I have a eulogy to prepare. 326 00:15:46,717 --> 00:15:49,387 ‐ Thanks. 327 00:15:49,386 --> 00:15:51,136 ‐ Vice? 328 00:15:51,138 --> 00:15:52,978 I ran Rachel's NYPD records. 329 00:15:52,973 --> 00:15:54,973 She was there in 2004. 330 00:15:54,975 --> 00:15:57,685 ‐ I think my rabbi was at Vice back then. 331 00:15:57,686 --> 00:16:00,356 If he knows something, he'll tell me. 332 00:16:01,148 --> 00:16:02,818 Yo, Ralphie! 333 00:16:02,816 --> 00:16:05,316 ‐ Ah, baby girl! 334 00:16:05,319 --> 00:16:07,659 [laughter] ‐ Hey! 335 00:16:07,654 --> 00:16:09,824 Captain Benson, meet Sergeant Morris. 336 00:16:09,823 --> 00:16:11,993 ‐ Hey, how you doing? ‐ Oh, so you're the one 337 00:16:11,992 --> 00:16:13,322 who stole her from me. 338 00:16:13,327 --> 00:16:15,747 Keep an eye on her, she's going places. 339 00:16:15,746 --> 00:16:18,496 Oh, she's already arrived. ‐ Yeah. 340 00:16:18,498 --> 00:16:19,838 What can I do for you? 341 00:16:19,833 --> 00:16:21,163 ‐ We're taking a closer look 342 00:16:21,168 --> 00:16:22,838 at what happened to Rachel Wilson. 343 00:16:22,836 --> 00:16:25,586 ‐ [sighs] Rachel. 344 00:16:25,589 --> 00:16:27,509 Terrible thing. 345 00:16:27,507 --> 00:16:29,757 Aleha hashalom. 346 00:16:29,760 --> 00:16:31,680 Third cop I know. 347 00:16:31,678 --> 00:16:35,018 ‐ Rachel made a video before she died 348 00:16:35,015 --> 00:16:37,305 accusing someone she worked with 349 00:16:37,309 --> 00:16:38,559 of raping her. 350 00:16:38,560 --> 00:16:40,900 ‐ She did? 351 00:16:40,896 --> 00:16:43,146 ‐ It may have been someone in Vice. 352 00:16:43,774 --> 00:16:45,854 ‐ Well, uh, I didn't know her that well. 353 00:16:45,859 --> 00:16:47,529 I mean, a few months after I came in, 354 00:16:47,527 --> 00:16:48,697 she transferred out. 355 00:16:48,695 --> 00:16:50,365 ‐ Sergeant, I told the Captain 356 00:16:50,364 --> 00:16:53,034 that you were a straight shooter. 357 00:16:53,033 --> 00:16:55,863 ‐ I don't like speaking ill of the dead, 358 00:16:55,869 --> 00:16:59,129 but Rachel had a rep. 359 00:16:59,122 --> 00:17:02,702 Look, Kat here is a good girl, but Rachel, she got around. 360 00:17:02,709 --> 00:17:05,549 Anyway, the guys who were there before me could tell you more. 361 00:17:05,545 --> 00:17:07,545 ‐ Okay, well, it's a matter of public record, 362 00:17:07,547 --> 00:17:09,717 but anyone in particular? 363 00:17:09,716 --> 00:17:11,886 ‐ Top of my head? 364 00:17:11,885 --> 00:17:13,715 Our captain. 365 00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,480 Gary Wald. 366 00:17:15,472 --> 00:17:18,052 ‐ I just met him. He runs a security firm, right? 367 00:17:18,058 --> 00:17:20,608 ‐ Yeah, big shot now. 368 00:17:20,602 --> 00:17:22,772 Hey, can I ask a favor? 369 00:17:22,771 --> 00:17:24,811 He's got a lot of juice. 370 00:17:24,815 --> 00:17:27,195 Keep me out of this. 371 00:17:31,905 --> 00:17:34,075 ‐ I landed in clover after retirement. 372 00:17:34,074 --> 00:17:36,654 U. S., international, cyber security. 373 00:17:36,660 --> 00:17:39,000 ‐ Looks like it pay. ‐ Yeah, it does! 374 00:17:38,996 --> 00:17:40,666 And we hire a lot of ex‐cops. 375 00:17:40,664 --> 00:17:44,254 Beats a foot post on Pitkin Avenue, right, Roscoe? 376 00:17:44,251 --> 00:17:47,921 But I'm guessing you didn't come out here to talk security. 377 00:17:47,921 --> 00:17:49,501 ‐ We're here about Rachel Wilson. 378 00:17:49,506 --> 00:17:51,006 You mind? ‐ No, no. 379 00:17:51,008 --> 00:17:52,758 We all just saw her. 380 00:17:52,759 --> 00:17:55,309 He had really fallen apart. 381 00:17:56,096 --> 00:17:58,436 And to take her own life... 382 00:17:58,432 --> 00:18:00,092 it's heartbreaking. 383 00:18:00,100 --> 00:18:02,320 ‐ You were her captain at Vice? 384 00:18:02,311 --> 00:18:03,891 ‐ Yeah, yeah. She was, um, 385 00:18:03,895 --> 00:18:05,775 [chuckles] you know, she was something. 386 00:18:05,772 --> 00:18:07,182 ‐ What is that? A euphemism? 387 00:18:07,190 --> 00:18:10,160 ‐ You were on the job, right? ‐ Yeah. 388 00:18:12,779 --> 00:18:14,539 ‐ She was a talented undercover, 389 00:18:14,531 --> 00:18:16,111 but she had issues. 390 00:18:16,116 --> 00:18:17,956 ‐ Turns out she made a video in the car. 391 00:18:17,951 --> 00:18:19,781 ‐ Yeah, I heard your captain already talked 392 00:18:19,786 --> 00:18:21,826 to Ed Tucker about that. 393 00:18:23,040 --> 00:18:25,380 ‐ Ever hear any talk about Rachel being assaulted 394 00:18:25,375 --> 00:18:26,795 while she was at Vice? 395 00:18:26,793 --> 00:18:29,463 ‐ Rachel. Cone of silence? 396 00:18:29,463 --> 00:18:31,133 ‐ Yeah. 397 00:18:31,131 --> 00:18:33,461 ‐ She was like a live sex grenade 398 00:18:33,467 --> 00:18:35,557 with the pin pulled out. 399 00:18:35,552 --> 00:18:37,302 She rolled from man to man, 400 00:18:37,304 --> 00:18:38,974 and when he started to back away, 401 00:18:38,972 --> 00:18:40,972 she'd threaten to blow his life up. 402 00:18:40,974 --> 00:18:42,684 I warned Tucker about this 403 00:18:42,684 --> 00:18:45,184 when he called me chasing some story, 404 00:18:45,187 --> 00:18:48,817 but Rachel put new meaning into Internal Affairs. 405 00:18:48,815 --> 00:18:50,985 ‐ So Tucker really did look into this. 406 00:18:50,984 --> 00:18:52,734 ‐ Yeah, he came to the same conclusion‐‐ 407 00:18:52,736 --> 00:18:55,026 that Rachel was a fabricator. 408 00:18:57,157 --> 00:18:58,907 I mean, I tried to help her, but you know, 409 00:18:58,909 --> 00:19:01,999 sometimes when you try to save a drowner, she pulls you under. 410 00:19:03,997 --> 00:19:05,837 ‐ Now take it easy, boys. 411 00:19:05,832 --> 00:19:08,332 I haven't finished paying off my last credit card bill. 412 00:19:08,335 --> 00:19:11,335 ‐ Hey Tucker, you cracking the whip? 413 00:19:11,338 --> 00:19:13,338 ‐ Trying to fast‐track a new kitchen 414 00:19:13,340 --> 00:19:15,180 for my wife with nonunion labor. 415 00:19:15,175 --> 00:19:17,175 Guys, just put it down on the inside of the door, 416 00:19:17,177 --> 00:19:19,177 I'll be right in. ‐ Actually, Captain, 417 00:19:19,179 --> 00:19:22,139 we need you to come with us. We have a few questions. 418 00:19:24,226 --> 00:19:26,226 ‐ You couldn't call first? 419 00:19:26,228 --> 00:19:28,188 Avoid embarrassing me in front of my family? 420 00:19:28,188 --> 00:19:30,028 ‐ You do that when you were IAB? 421 00:19:30,023 --> 00:19:31,853 ‐ That was different. 422 00:19:31,858 --> 00:19:33,988 I was dealing with dirty cops. 423 00:19:36,613 --> 00:19:38,693 Can you give me a minute and let me tell my wife 424 00:19:38,699 --> 00:19:40,119 where I'm going? 425 00:19:40,117 --> 00:19:41,957 ‐ We'll wait right here. 426 00:19:41,952 --> 00:19:46,202 [tense music] 427 00:19:46,206 --> 00:19:50,256 ‐ Why'd you tell Benson you didn't know Rachel Wilson? 428 00:19:52,129 --> 00:19:55,549 ‐ No, what I said was, "I couldn't place her." 429 00:19:55,549 --> 00:19:58,219 ‐ But you were at IAB when Rachel Wilson claimed 430 00:19:58,218 --> 00:20:00,218 she was assaulted by somebody at Vice, right? 431 00:20:00,220 --> 00:20:01,730 ‐ I was. 432 00:20:01,722 --> 00:20:04,222 That was 15 years ago. 433 00:20:04,224 --> 00:20:06,604 I honestly had no memory of it at first. 434 00:20:06,601 --> 00:20:09,101 ‐ At first, but‐‐ but you do now. 435 00:20:09,104 --> 00:20:12,734 ‐ Yeah, it, um... it came back to me. 436 00:20:12,733 --> 00:20:15,563 She, uh, she talked about filing a complaint, 437 00:20:15,569 --> 00:20:17,829 but it never went anywhere. 438 00:20:17,821 --> 00:20:21,901 ‐ She accused Gary Wald, right? 439 00:20:21,908 --> 00:20:24,458 Your former partner? 440 00:20:26,580 --> 00:20:28,590 ‐ Yes or no, Tucker? 441 00:20:28,582 --> 00:20:30,752 ‐ Yes, she did. 442 00:20:30,751 --> 00:20:32,411 We looked into it. 443 00:20:32,419 --> 00:20:34,759 There were charges and countercharges. 444 00:20:34,755 --> 00:20:36,255 ‐ Between Rachel and Gary? 445 00:20:36,256 --> 00:20:37,926 ‐ About the assault, yeah. 446 00:20:37,924 --> 00:20:39,424 But also about other relationships 447 00:20:39,426 --> 00:20:42,426 she was having with other guys on the job. 448 00:20:42,429 --> 00:20:44,599 If she had filed a formal complaint 449 00:20:44,598 --> 00:20:46,098 against Gary at that time, 450 00:20:46,099 --> 00:20:47,769 there would've been four broken marriages, 451 00:20:47,768 --> 00:20:49,318 her career would have been ruined. 452 00:20:49,311 --> 00:20:52,771 ‐ It was ruined anyway. She fell apart. 453 00:20:52,773 --> 00:20:55,273 ‐ Yeah, I know, 454 00:20:55,275 --> 00:20:58,615 and I feel terrible about that. 455 00:21:00,113 --> 00:21:02,113 But at the end of the day, 456 00:21:02,115 --> 00:21:04,075 it was her choice not to pursue. 457 00:21:05,619 --> 00:21:07,119 ‐ "Her choice." 458 00:21:07,120 --> 00:21:08,960 It sounds like she was slut‐shamed 459 00:21:08,955 --> 00:21:10,285 into keeping her mouth shut, 460 00:21:10,290 --> 00:21:12,130 and Tucker made sure she understood 461 00:21:12,125 --> 00:21:13,795 exactly how that was gonna play out. 462 00:21:13,794 --> 00:21:18,384 ‐ I just can't‐‐I can't see Tucker covering up a rape, 463 00:21:18,381 --> 00:21:22,211 even‐‐even if she had a rep. 464 00:21:22,219 --> 00:21:23,559 ‐ It happens all the time, Liv, 465 00:21:23,553 --> 00:21:25,303 and if you ask me, he's still covering it up. 466 00:21:25,305 --> 00:21:26,975 [knock on door] 467 00:21:26,973 --> 00:21:28,803 ‐ Kat, we're in the middle of something. 468 00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:31,729 ‐ Sorry, um, I just... 469 00:21:32,437 --> 00:21:34,317 ‐ What? What's the matter? 470 00:21:34,314 --> 00:21:38,814 ‐ Um, my old sergeant, Ralphie Morris, 471 00:21:38,819 --> 00:21:40,989 he just killed himself. 472 00:21:40,987 --> 00:21:44,327 [dark music] 473 00:21:44,324 --> 00:21:48,034 Two hours after we talked to him. 474 00:21:58,171 --> 00:21:59,671 [background chatter] 475 00:21:59,673 --> 00:22:00,963 ‐ Get away from me, Katriona. 476 00:22:00,966 --> 00:22:02,676 I got nothing good to say to you. 477 00:22:02,676 --> 00:22:04,676 ‐ Mrs. Morris, we're so very sorry for your loss. 478 00:22:04,678 --> 00:22:06,138 ‐ You the other one he was talking to 479 00:22:06,137 --> 00:22:08,637 before he shot himself? Proud of yourself? 480 00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:10,480 ‐ I understand that you're upset, 481 00:22:10,475 --> 00:22:12,895 but something as horrible as this 482 00:22:12,894 --> 00:22:14,684 doesn't just come out of nowhere. 483 00:22:14,688 --> 00:22:17,528 ‐ Marie, you know Ralphie meant the world to me, 484 00:22:17,524 --> 00:22:19,354 and I pray that it was nothing that I did. 485 00:22:19,359 --> 00:22:20,529 ‐ It wasn't just you. 486 00:22:20,527 --> 00:22:22,117 This had been coming a long time. 487 00:22:22,112 --> 00:22:23,522 ‐ I had no idea. 488 00:22:23,530 --> 00:22:25,540 ‐ No one did, but I must've called the department 489 00:22:25,532 --> 00:22:27,362 a half dozen times the last few years, 490 00:22:27,367 --> 00:22:29,037 telling them to take his guns away. 491 00:22:29,035 --> 00:22:30,665 ‐ Why? What was the matter? 492 00:22:30,662 --> 00:22:32,032 ‐ What wasn't the matter? 493 00:22:32,038 --> 00:22:36,168 My Ralphie was an ox, but this job wore him down. 494 00:22:36,167 --> 00:22:39,007 People dumping buckets of water on him in the street, 495 00:22:39,004 --> 00:22:42,334 politicians blaming the cops when anything goes wrong. 496 00:22:42,340 --> 00:22:44,310 We're upside down on a second mortgage 497 00:22:44,301 --> 00:22:46,381 to pay for our son's rehab. 498 00:22:46,386 --> 00:22:48,306 ‐ Being a parent and being a cop, 499 00:22:48,305 --> 00:22:50,055 believe me, we‐‐ we all get it. 500 00:22:50,056 --> 00:22:53,056 ‐ Then tell me why couldn't he get the help he needed? 501 00:22:53,935 --> 00:22:56,105 ‐ Look, I'm so sorry to ask you this, 502 00:22:56,104 --> 00:23:00,854 but can you tell me what happened today? 503 00:23:01,693 --> 00:23:06,073 ‐ He came home distraught, talking about killing himself. 504 00:23:06,072 --> 00:23:10,862 I was on the phone begging with 911 while he‐‐ 505 00:23:10,869 --> 00:23:13,879 he was screaming into his phone in the other room... 506 00:23:16,499 --> 00:23:18,799 Right before I heard the shot. 507 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:22,050 ‐ Any idea who he was talking to? 508 00:23:22,047 --> 00:23:23,427 ‐ He made a few calls, 509 00:23:23,423 --> 00:23:26,463 but I know the last one was to his shrink. 510 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:30,850 ‐ This is awful news, Olivia. 511 00:23:30,847 --> 00:23:32,727 I can't imagine how you're feeling. 512 00:23:32,724 --> 00:23:35,474 ‐ I can't imagine what you're feeling. 513 00:23:35,477 --> 00:23:37,777 ‐ I don't think I understand. 514 00:23:37,771 --> 00:23:40,561 ‐ Sergeant Morris was your patient. 515 00:23:40,565 --> 00:23:42,025 ‐ How would you know that? 516 00:23:42,025 --> 00:23:45,405 ‐ His widow told us that he made a series of calls 517 00:23:45,403 --> 00:23:47,903 before...he shot himself. 518 00:23:47,906 --> 00:23:50,286 The first two were to burner cells. 519 00:23:50,283 --> 00:23:51,743 We're triangulating those. 520 00:23:51,743 --> 00:23:54,823 But the last one was to you. 521 00:23:57,374 --> 00:24:00,084 You heard his final words. 522 00:24:00,085 --> 00:24:01,625 ‐ Olivia, when you told me 523 00:24:01,628 --> 00:24:03,588 you needed to see me right away, 524 00:24:03,588 --> 00:24:05,638 I thought it was because you needed help. 525 00:24:05,632 --> 00:24:07,092 ‐ I do need help. 526 00:24:07,092 --> 00:24:09,762 You have information that is relevant to our case. 527 00:24:09,761 --> 00:24:11,971 ‐ We have spent a lot of time establishing trust. 528 00:24:11,972 --> 00:24:13,592 If you wanna question me for a case, 529 00:24:13,598 --> 00:24:15,098 you can't come here under a pretext. 530 00:24:15,100 --> 00:24:16,810 ‐ And I hear you, 531 00:24:16,810 --> 00:24:19,690 but if Ralph revealed anything to you that could help us‐‐ 532 00:24:19,688 --> 00:24:21,988 ‐ I cannot reveal it to you. 533 00:24:21,982 --> 00:24:23,812 I am sworn to protect my patient's privacy. 534 00:24:23,817 --> 00:24:25,777 ‐ And he's gone. ‐ He's gone, 535 00:24:25,777 --> 00:24:28,827 but confidentiality extends beyond the grave. 536 00:24:31,324 --> 00:24:34,664 ‐ Well, so you know... 537 00:24:34,661 --> 00:24:37,241 if you can't see a way to help us, 538 00:24:37,247 --> 00:24:40,167 then the DA's office is going to subpoena you. 539 00:24:40,166 --> 00:24:43,836 ‐ Well, then I'll see them in court, Olivia. 540 00:24:43,837 --> 00:24:48,257 Now, you'll excuse me. I lost a patient tonight. 541 00:24:48,258 --> 00:24:51,138 It's not your problem, but I think you can understand 542 00:24:51,136 --> 00:24:53,556 what I'm feeling right now. 543 00:24:59,894 --> 00:25:02,854 ‐ Your Honor, we believe that Dr. Lindstrom has evidence 544 00:25:02,856 --> 00:25:05,646 that is crucial to an ongoing SVU investigation. 545 00:25:05,650 --> 00:25:07,530 Now, it's evidence we can't get any other way 546 00:25:07,527 --> 00:25:09,117 because the complaining witness, 547 00:25:09,112 --> 00:25:11,112 and another key witness, Dr. Lindstrom's patient, 548 00:25:11,114 --> 00:25:12,364 are both deceased. 549 00:25:12,365 --> 00:25:13,695 ‐ Dr. Lindstrom, 550 00:25:13,700 --> 00:25:16,830 without asking you to reveal anything specific, 551 00:25:16,828 --> 00:25:18,208 can you advise the court 552 00:25:18,204 --> 00:25:20,534 as to whether you might have information relevant 553 00:25:20,540 --> 00:25:22,380 to this investigation? 554 00:25:22,375 --> 00:25:24,665 ‐ I'm not prepared to answer even that, Your Honor. 555 00:25:24,669 --> 00:25:26,219 There is a precedent here. 556 00:25:26,212 --> 00:25:29,632 We are all profoundly aware that the NYPD 557 00:25:29,632 --> 00:25:31,342 is in the middle of a mental health crisis, 558 00:25:31,342 --> 00:25:34,552 and it is more important than ever that police officers 559 00:25:34,554 --> 00:25:36,724 who have the courage to seek counseling 560 00:25:36,723 --> 00:25:38,973 know that their records, 561 00:25:38,975 --> 00:25:42,565 their conversations remain privileged... 562 00:25:42,562 --> 00:25:44,892 even after their death. 563 00:25:46,983 --> 00:25:48,563 ‐ So Carisi's taking Lindstrom to court? 564 00:25:48,568 --> 00:25:50,908 ‐ Yeah‐‐I wouldn't count on that working either. 565 00:25:50,904 --> 00:25:52,324 Where are we? 566 00:25:52,322 --> 00:25:53,822 ‐ Well, in 2004, 567 00:25:53,823 --> 00:25:55,743 Rachel made Detective under Captain Gary Wald 568 00:25:55,742 --> 00:25:57,572 and Sergeant Ralph Morris. 569 00:25:57,577 --> 00:25:59,247 She partners up with Detective Guevara. 570 00:25:59,245 --> 00:26:00,575 ‐ From Tucker's file, 571 00:26:00,580 --> 00:26:03,670 she hooked up with all three of them plus a UC. 572 00:26:03,666 --> 00:26:06,086 ‐ Ralphie? I don't believe that. 573 00:26:06,086 --> 00:26:08,716 ‐ It would explain Gary's leverage over him. 574 00:26:08,713 --> 00:26:11,503 ‐ We were able to trace the burner cell. 575 00:26:11,508 --> 00:26:14,598 Gary and Ralphie exchanged calls before he killed himself. 576 00:26:14,594 --> 00:26:16,554 ‐ Okay, so after Rachel's suicide, 577 00:26:16,554 --> 00:26:18,554 Ralphie feels guilt, 578 00:26:18,556 --> 00:26:21,646 Gary leans on him to keep quiet, and... 579 00:26:21,643 --> 00:26:24,813 Ralphie just doesn't see another way out. 580 00:26:26,356 --> 00:26:28,526 ‐ I respect the principle, Your Honor, 581 00:26:28,525 --> 00:26:29,945 but in this case, 582 00:26:29,943 --> 00:26:31,733 the two suicides may well have been the result 583 00:26:31,736 --> 00:26:33,196 of the crime and a cover‐up, 584 00:26:33,196 --> 00:26:35,076 and Dr. Lindstrom has a duty to warn. 585 00:26:35,073 --> 00:26:37,443 He may have information that could stop yet another officer 586 00:26:37,450 --> 00:26:39,080 from committing suicide. 587 00:26:39,077 --> 00:26:41,037 ‐ Mr. Carisi, I've heard you use phrases like, "maybe," 588 00:26:41,037 --> 00:26:43,287 "may well have been," "we believe." 589 00:26:43,289 --> 00:26:46,129 All words that tell me this evidence you seek 590 00:26:46,126 --> 00:26:48,966 is speculative and secondhand and maybe even third‐hand. 591 00:26:48,962 --> 00:26:51,752 You've failed to show that the interests of justice 592 00:26:51,756 --> 00:26:55,636 outweigh the deceased's interest in confidentiality. 593 00:27:00,557 --> 00:27:04,187 ‐ Oh, my, Dr. Lindstrom, are you okay? 594 00:27:04,185 --> 00:27:06,015 ‐ I'm fine. 595 00:27:06,020 --> 00:27:07,820 This must've happened while I was at the hearing. 596 00:27:07,814 --> 00:27:10,104 ‐ I'm sorry. ‐ They broke into my desk, 597 00:27:10,108 --> 00:27:12,278 but they didn't bother to take prescription samples 598 00:27:12,277 --> 00:27:13,657 or my checkbook. 599 00:27:13,653 --> 00:27:15,823 ‐ Was anything missing? ‐ Two things. 600 00:27:15,822 --> 00:27:17,992 My laptop and Ralph Morris' file. 601 00:27:17,991 --> 00:27:19,991 ‐ They must have been worried that the court was gonna 602 00:27:19,993 --> 00:27:21,953 order you to turn your notes over. 603 00:27:21,953 --> 00:27:23,993 ‐ And now they have them. ‐ We'll call CSU, 604 00:27:23,997 --> 00:27:25,667 get a team in here and run prints, 605 00:27:25,665 --> 00:27:27,165 look for touch DNA. 606 00:27:27,166 --> 00:27:28,916 ‐ Yeah, I can save you the time. 607 00:27:28,918 --> 00:27:30,968 I had a visit to my office here late last night. 608 00:27:30,962 --> 00:27:34,002 ‐ From who? ‐ Gary Wald, ex‐cop. 609 00:27:34,007 --> 00:27:36,467 ‐ Yeah, we‐‐we know him. What did he want? 610 00:27:36,467 --> 00:27:38,177 ‐ The same thing you want. 611 00:27:38,177 --> 00:27:39,807 To know what Ralph Morris said 612 00:27:39,804 --> 00:27:41,344 just before he took his own life. 613 00:27:41,347 --> 00:27:42,847 ‐ But you didn't tell him. 614 00:27:42,849 --> 00:27:45,899 ‐ No. I can't. 615 00:27:47,186 --> 00:27:48,976 But without breaking confidentiality, 616 00:27:48,980 --> 00:27:51,150 I can tell you that your friend Ed Tucker 617 00:27:51,149 --> 00:27:53,779 must know everything I know. 618 00:27:53,776 --> 00:27:58,366 [heavy music] 619 00:28:00,658 --> 00:28:02,828 ‐ [sighs] 620 00:28:03,703 --> 00:28:06,243 You still take milk? ‐ Ah, thank you. 621 00:28:07,498 --> 00:28:09,628 ‐ Boy, four times in a week. 622 00:28:09,626 --> 00:28:11,336 First, you couldn't wait to get rid of me, 623 00:28:11,336 --> 00:28:13,336 now I need an order of protection against you. 624 00:28:13,338 --> 00:28:15,388 ‐ Ed, we need to talk. 625 00:28:15,381 --> 00:28:17,341 ‐ Walk with me. 626 00:28:17,342 --> 00:28:19,212 I'm not going far. 627 00:28:20,678 --> 00:28:22,678 What's on your mind? 628 00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:26,270 ‐ Rachel Wilson, Ralph Morris, 629 00:28:26,267 --> 00:28:28,767 you and these games that you've been playing. 630 00:28:28,770 --> 00:28:30,610 ‐ Trust me, Liv, I don't have time to play games. 631 00:28:30,605 --> 00:28:33,195 ‐ No? Did you know your friend Gary Wald broke into 632 00:28:33,191 --> 00:28:36,691 Lindstrom's office and stole the file on Ralph Morris? 633 00:28:36,694 --> 00:28:38,234 ‐ No. I had no idea. 634 00:28:38,237 --> 00:28:39,447 ‐ Well, he did. 635 00:28:39,447 --> 00:28:42,037 ‐ Lately, I'm realizing I had no idea about a lot of things. 636 00:28:42,033 --> 00:28:43,743 ‐ Yeah, and I want to believe you, Ed, 637 00:28:43,743 --> 00:28:46,703 I really do, but I still get the feeling 638 00:28:46,704 --> 00:28:48,874 that you're not being straight with me 639 00:28:48,873 --> 00:28:52,333 about‐‐about any of this. 640 00:28:58,549 --> 00:29:01,429 Ed, what are we doing here? 641 00:29:01,427 --> 00:29:04,017 ‐ You can't tell my wife. 642 00:29:04,013 --> 00:29:08,603 [somber music] 643 00:29:08,601 --> 00:29:13,231 ♪ ♪ 644 00:29:25,284 --> 00:29:27,824 [door bell chimes] 645 00:29:27,954 --> 00:29:31,494 ‐ Hey. 646 00:29:35,628 --> 00:29:39,468 ‐ Did I ever tell you about where I worked after 9/11? 647 00:29:39,465 --> 00:29:41,965 ‐ I asked. 648 00:29:42,635 --> 00:29:44,555 ‐ They had me detailed 649 00:29:44,554 --> 00:29:47,384 to the Fresh Kill Landfill recovery site, 650 00:29:47,390 --> 00:29:49,150 looking for remains. 651 00:29:49,142 --> 00:29:51,512 12‐hour shifts at the conveyor belt, 652 00:29:51,519 --> 00:29:53,279 sifting through the debris, 653 00:29:53,271 --> 00:29:54,891 watching credit cards, baby pictures, 654 00:29:54,897 --> 00:29:56,987 and wedding rings go by. 655 00:29:56,983 --> 00:30:01,273 Every once in a while, a... a finger bone or a rib. 656 00:30:01,904 --> 00:30:04,824 ‐ That sounds like how I picture Hell. 657 00:30:04,824 --> 00:30:07,904 ‐ You start thinking about your own life, you know? 658 00:30:07,910 --> 00:30:09,830 All the things you missed. 659 00:30:09,829 --> 00:30:13,089 ‐ Oh, Ed. ‐ Wished you'd done. 660 00:30:13,082 --> 00:30:14,912 They caught the cancer in my lungs 661 00:30:14,917 --> 00:30:17,967 before I started seeing you. 662 00:30:19,756 --> 00:30:22,136 Now it's in my brain. 663 00:30:23,593 --> 00:30:25,673 They say there's no connection, but... 664 00:30:25,678 --> 00:30:27,848 ‐ But‐‐but they can treat that, right? 665 00:30:27,847 --> 00:30:31,727 ‐ They can, but the doctor just told me 666 00:30:31,726 --> 00:30:34,566 I have six months to a year. 667 00:30:34,562 --> 00:30:37,272 ‐ Oh, my God. 668 00:30:37,273 --> 00:30:39,983 ‐ It is what it is. 669 00:30:42,111 --> 00:30:45,191 Well, pretty soon, I won't be myself anymore. 670 00:30:45,198 --> 00:30:48,368 Maybe you notice I'm starting to have memory lapses. 671 00:30:48,367 --> 00:30:52,327 ‐ That's why you didn't remember Rachel. 672 00:30:53,206 --> 00:30:57,256 ‐ I had no... idea how I knew her. 673 00:30:58,461 --> 00:31:01,711 I was too embarrassed to tell you that when you asked. 674 00:31:04,884 --> 00:31:07,094 But Gary called me after you left. 675 00:31:08,805 --> 00:31:10,725 ‐ And what did he say? 676 00:31:10,723 --> 00:31:13,683 ‐ He was just making sure that I had his back, 677 00:31:13,684 --> 00:31:16,394 like when we were partners. 678 00:31:18,147 --> 00:31:21,737 ‐ Ed, are you saying that you covered up a rape... 679 00:31:21,734 --> 00:31:23,564 to protect your friend? 680 00:31:23,569 --> 00:31:27,489 ‐ No. I would never. 681 00:31:27,490 --> 00:31:30,160 Back then, Gary told me he'd an affair with her, 682 00:31:30,159 --> 00:31:32,249 and when he went to break it off, 683 00:31:32,245 --> 00:31:35,165 she only accused him of rape just to get back at him, 684 00:31:35,164 --> 00:31:38,124 and I was stupid enough to believe him. 685 00:31:40,753 --> 00:31:45,883 I don't want Rachel or Ralph on my conscience. 686 00:31:47,176 --> 00:31:51,266 While there's still time, I need to make this right. 687 00:31:51,264 --> 00:31:54,934 [somber music] 688 00:31:54,934 --> 00:31:58,144 ♪ ♪ 689 00:31:58,146 --> 00:32:01,946 ‐ Mrs. Morris, we just wanted to say again how sorry we are. 690 00:32:01,941 --> 00:32:04,271 ‐ May Ralphie's memory be a blessing for you. 691 00:32:04,277 --> 00:32:08,577 ‐ Ralphie adored you, you know that, don't you? 692 00:32:09,115 --> 00:32:11,785 You were the daughter he never had. 693 00:32:11,784 --> 00:32:13,614 ‐ He was a beautiful man. 694 00:32:13,619 --> 00:32:15,499 He'll be missed. 695 00:32:27,300 --> 00:32:30,890 ‐ 108 bucks, Porterhouse steak for two? 696 00:32:30,887 --> 00:32:32,637 Most expensive steak I ever had. 697 00:32:32,638 --> 00:32:33,978 ‐ Yeah, the private sector's 698 00:32:33,973 --> 00:32:36,143 been very, very good to Gary Wald. 699 00:32:36,142 --> 00:32:37,052 ‐ Evidently. 700 00:32:37,059 --> 00:32:38,939 ‐ And it could be very good for Eddie. 701 00:32:38,936 --> 00:32:41,736 Six‐figure salaries, yachts, private planes, 702 00:32:41,731 --> 00:32:43,311 unbelievable women. 703 00:32:43,316 --> 00:32:45,486 ‐ You wait till I'm married to tell me this? 704 00:32:45,484 --> 00:32:47,234 ‐ Well, I'm married too. 705 00:32:47,236 --> 00:32:50,406 Or at least my wife is. [chuckles] 706 00:32:50,406 --> 00:32:54,916 So, uh, did you get anything from Benson? 707 00:32:54,911 --> 00:32:57,741 [soft dinner music playing] 708 00:32:57,747 --> 00:32:59,917 ‐ They know what happened during Vice 709 00:32:59,916 --> 00:33:02,506 and that it involved a supervisor. 710 00:33:02,501 --> 00:33:04,081 ‐ All right, got it. 711 00:33:04,086 --> 00:33:06,336 Did Ralphie's shrink give them anything? 712 00:33:06,339 --> 00:33:07,839 ‐ No, 713 00:33:07,840 --> 00:33:11,560 not even after somebody broke into his office. 714 00:33:12,845 --> 00:33:14,845 We don't need to worry about that, do we? 715 00:33:14,847 --> 00:33:17,687 ‐ No. No, those notes are gone. 716 00:33:17,683 --> 00:33:20,643 Now this gets easier. 717 00:33:20,645 --> 00:33:23,525 Just pin the rape on Ralphie. 718 00:33:23,522 --> 00:33:25,192 ‐ Ralphie? 719 00:33:25,191 --> 00:33:28,441 ‐ Well, I have proof he was having an affair with her. 720 00:33:28,444 --> 00:33:30,274 ‐ Whew. 721 00:33:30,279 --> 00:33:32,949 She really got around, huh? You, Ralphie? 722 00:33:32,949 --> 00:33:35,119 ‐ Remember I told you they called her 723 00:33:35,117 --> 00:33:37,707 the Hotbox of Midtown South? 724 00:33:37,703 --> 00:33:39,203 ‐ I remember, 725 00:33:39,205 --> 00:33:42,125 but then she started giving you a hard time. 726 00:33:42,124 --> 00:33:44,374 ‐ More like stalking me. 727 00:33:44,377 --> 00:33:48,887 She called my wife. I can't have that. 728 00:33:51,384 --> 00:33:53,464 I had to tune her up. 729 00:33:53,469 --> 00:33:54,979 ‐ Tune her up? 730 00:33:54,971 --> 00:33:57,301 You never told me that back then. 731 00:33:57,306 --> 00:33:59,396 ‐ It was a different time, Ed. I had to protect my home, 732 00:33:59,392 --> 00:34:00,932 my family, my job. 733 00:34:00,935 --> 00:34:02,265 ‐ No, I get it. 734 00:34:02,270 --> 00:34:05,070 ‐ I roughed her up good, she got the message. 735 00:34:05,064 --> 00:34:07,394 And now she's gone, 736 00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,820 and Ralphie's gone. 737 00:34:09,819 --> 00:34:11,489 All ties up in a bow. 738 00:34:11,487 --> 00:34:13,327 The dead don't speak to the living. 739 00:34:13,322 --> 00:34:16,362 ‐ These IAB guys know how to reel 'em in. 740 00:34:17,743 --> 00:34:20,823 ‐ One thing you can say about Ed Tucker, 741 00:34:20,830 --> 00:34:23,380 he settles his accounts. 742 00:34:26,752 --> 00:34:28,252 Whoa...hey, bud, 743 00:34:28,254 --> 00:34:30,004 I didn't think you had that much to drink. 744 00:34:30,006 --> 00:34:31,846 ‐ What can I tell you? 745 00:34:31,841 --> 00:34:33,501 I'm turning into an amateur now I'm retired. 746 00:34:33,509 --> 00:34:35,929 ‐ Hey, you want a ride home? I got my driver. 747 00:34:35,928 --> 00:34:38,768 ‐ Nah, I'm good. It's‐‐it's out of your way. 748 00:34:38,764 --> 00:34:41,014 ‐ Well, you stick with me, kid, 749 00:34:41,017 --> 00:34:43,057 you'll be riding in the back of that Rolls Silver Cloud 750 00:34:43,060 --> 00:34:45,360 we always talked about, all right? 751 00:34:55,614 --> 00:34:57,114 ‐ [sighs] 752 00:34:57,116 --> 00:35:00,416 [breathing hard] 753 00:35:09,045 --> 00:35:11,295 ‐ Hey. Hey, you okay? 754 00:35:11,297 --> 00:35:12,797 ‐ Yeah. ‐ Take it easy. 755 00:35:12,798 --> 00:35:14,138 You okay? 756 00:35:15,301 --> 00:35:16,801 ‐ Did you get enough for an arrest? 757 00:35:16,802 --> 00:35:19,592 ‐ Yes, yes. It's all good. 758 00:35:32,485 --> 00:35:34,275 ‐ It all ties up in a bow, and the dead don't speak 759 00:35:34,278 --> 00:35:35,828 to the living. 760 00:35:35,821 --> 00:35:38,281 ‐ So are we good to go on the arrest warrant for Gary Wald? 761 00:35:38,282 --> 00:35:40,652 ‐ Wald runs a global security firm, right? 762 00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:42,330 So if there's anything out there on Tucker, 763 00:35:42,328 --> 00:35:43,998 he's gonna find it? 764 00:35:43,996 --> 00:35:46,166 Is Tucker okay testifying against his former partner? 765 00:35:46,165 --> 00:35:48,455 ‐ Tucker's clean. ‐ And you believe him? 766 00:35:48,459 --> 00:35:50,469 ‐ Took him long enough to come around on Rachel. 767 00:35:50,461 --> 00:35:53,171 ‐ If this goes to trial, how long will it take? 768 00:35:53,172 --> 00:35:55,292 Months? ‐ Could be years. 769 00:35:55,299 --> 00:35:57,809 Why are you asking? 770 00:36:00,805 --> 00:36:03,685 ‐ There's a reason that Tucker wasn't himself before. 771 00:36:03,683 --> 00:36:05,973 ‐ Captain, what are you talking about? 772 00:36:07,895 --> 00:36:10,645 ‐ Don't make me spell it out. 773 00:36:11,816 --> 00:36:14,526 ‐ So we need to do this without him? 774 00:36:14,527 --> 00:36:16,027 ‐ Yes. 775 00:36:16,028 --> 00:36:17,988 ‐ Okay. 776 00:36:17,988 --> 00:36:21,328 We have the tapes‐‐I'll get you the search warrants. 777 00:36:21,325 --> 00:36:22,705 Also see if you can flush out 778 00:36:22,702 --> 00:36:23,992 anybody from Vice from that time. 779 00:36:23,994 --> 00:36:25,824 ‐ Anything else? ‐ Yeah. 780 00:36:25,830 --> 00:36:27,670 Pick up Gary Wald. 781 00:36:31,335 --> 00:36:34,335 [dramatic music] 782 00:36:34,338 --> 00:36:40,388 ♪ ♪ 783 00:36:40,386 --> 00:36:42,516 ‐ If you guys are here to talk about 784 00:36:42,513 --> 00:36:43,843 working for me after retirement, 785 00:36:43,848 --> 00:36:45,398 you should've called ahead for an appointment. 786 00:36:45,391 --> 00:36:46,891 ‐ Guess again. ‐ Gary Wald, we've got 787 00:36:46,892 --> 00:36:49,062 a warrant for your arrest for sexual assault, 788 00:36:49,061 --> 00:36:51,221 witness tampering, and breaking and entering. 789 00:36:51,230 --> 00:36:52,570 ‐ Based on what? 790 00:36:52,565 --> 00:36:54,235 The word of two cops who were having an affair 791 00:36:54,233 --> 00:36:55,403 and then killed themselves? 792 00:36:55,401 --> 00:36:56,901 ‐ You better watch your mouth. 793 00:36:56,902 --> 00:36:58,022 ‐ Damn, what is her problem? 794 00:36:58,028 --> 00:36:59,578 ‐ You heard what she said. 795 00:37:02,032 --> 00:37:04,532 ‐ Let's go. 796 00:37:06,704 --> 00:37:08,584 ‐ So Gary's on his way to Central Booking? 797 00:37:08,581 --> 00:37:10,371 ‐ Yup. 798 00:37:11,208 --> 00:37:13,088 ‐ One of my best friends, my partner, 799 00:37:13,085 --> 00:37:15,585 and I never even knew it. 800 00:37:15,588 --> 00:37:16,758 [sighs] 801 00:37:16,756 --> 00:37:19,096 I think of all the people I never let get close to me 802 00:37:19,091 --> 00:37:20,591 because of IAB. 803 00:37:20,593 --> 00:37:23,213 ‐ Don't blame yourself, Ed. ‐ Why not? 804 00:37:23,220 --> 00:37:25,390 It was my job to root out bad cops, 805 00:37:25,389 --> 00:37:26,599 and I missed one of the worst. 806 00:37:26,599 --> 00:37:29,309 He was standing right in front of me. 807 00:37:29,310 --> 00:37:31,320 If I hadn't, Rachel might still be here. 808 00:37:31,312 --> 00:37:33,432 ‐ Ed, a lot of people missed it. 809 00:37:33,439 --> 00:37:36,279 I have missed some things. 810 00:37:36,275 --> 00:37:37,945 [sighs] 811 00:37:38,903 --> 00:37:40,613 ‐ I didn't realize we'd changed the subject. 812 00:37:40,613 --> 00:37:42,443 We're talking about us now? 813 00:37:42,448 --> 00:37:45,458 [emotional music] 814 00:37:45,451 --> 00:37:49,741 ‐ I'm sorry...for the way that I ended things. 815 00:37:51,290 --> 00:37:53,920 I think underneath it all... 816 00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:58,715 I was afraid. 817 00:37:59,632 --> 00:38:01,962 ‐ And your dance card was full. 818 00:38:01,967 --> 00:38:04,927 The job, Noah. 819 00:38:06,096 --> 00:38:10,976 ‐ What I wish I had and what I wish we had... 820 00:38:12,978 --> 00:38:15,488 Is more time. 821 00:38:17,817 --> 00:38:19,777 ‐ It's okay. 822 00:38:21,153 --> 00:38:23,573 We'll always have Paris. 823 00:38:27,284 --> 00:38:30,454 You know, I've always wanted to say that. 824 00:38:54,228 --> 00:38:55,898 ‐ Did the son of a bitch make bail? 825 00:38:55,896 --> 00:38:58,186 ‐ No, once the judge heard about his private plane, 826 00:38:58,190 --> 00:38:59,530 his multiple passports‐‐ 827 00:38:59,525 --> 00:39:00,855 if he's not a flight risk, no one is. 828 00:39:00,860 --> 00:39:02,370 ‐ He can cool his jets at the jail 829 00:39:02,361 --> 00:39:04,361 they were going to name after him. 830 00:39:04,363 --> 00:39:06,363 ‐ Oh, my God. 831 00:39:06,365 --> 00:39:07,995 ‐ What? 832 00:39:11,996 --> 00:39:14,996 [heavy music] 833 00:39:14,999 --> 00:39:22,009 ♪ ♪ 834 00:39:24,216 --> 00:39:26,846 ‐ I heard about Tucker. How you doing? 835 00:39:26,844 --> 00:39:30,014 ‐ He took his life with his old .38. 836 00:39:34,393 --> 00:39:36,933 I just don't know what to do with that. 837 00:39:36,937 --> 00:39:39,067 ‐ There's nothing you can do with it. 838 00:39:39,064 --> 00:39:40,694 It just is. 839 00:39:40,691 --> 00:39:44,061 ‐ He left his wife a letter, his benefits, his pension. 840 00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:50,079 He told her that he didn't want her to spend the best years 841 00:39:50,075 --> 00:39:54,375 of her life taking care of a dying man. 842 00:39:57,249 --> 00:39:59,509 He had brain cancer. 843 00:40:01,045 --> 00:40:03,045 ‐ Oh, I didn't know. 844 00:40:06,550 --> 00:40:09,560 He was suffering, Liv. 845 00:40:09,553 --> 00:40:11,423 That's not how he'd want to be remembered. 846 00:40:11,430 --> 00:40:13,940 ‐ I know. I know. 847 00:40:17,311 --> 00:40:21,061 It's just a lot of rain in one place. 848 00:40:22,775 --> 00:40:24,405 ‐ You don't need to be here alone. 849 00:40:24,401 --> 00:40:26,401 Let me drive you home. 850 00:40:27,279 --> 00:40:29,909 ‐ Just give me a minute. I'll be okay. 851 00:40:31,075 --> 00:40:32,705 I'm good. 852 00:40:40,084 --> 00:40:42,544 [door closes] 853 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:51,430 [sighs] 854 00:40:52,471 --> 00:40:54,931 [chuckles] 855 00:41:47,943 --> 00:41:50,983 [wolf howls]