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‐ In the criminal justice
system,
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sexually based offenses
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are considered
especially heinous.
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In New York City,
the dedicated detectives
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who investigate
these vicious felonies
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are members of an elite squad
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known as
the Special Victims Unit.
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These are their stories.
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‐ Dr. Lindstrom,
thank you for staying late.
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‐ Of course, Captain.
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Congratulations.
‐ Thank you.
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I actually owe
some of that to you.
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‐ So, what, you're coming
to thank me or...
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‐ Ah, no.
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Ed. Tucker.
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I've been invited to his
retirement party tonight,
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and I haven't seen him
since I broke it off.
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‐ Ah.
‐ It's crazy.
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I've had guns in my face,
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and I'm afraid to see
an ex‐boyfriend.
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‐ Do you know
what you're afraid of?
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‐ Regret...
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or the pain that I caused him.
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‐ Well, I can give you this.
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Whatever your regrets
or your guilt,
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it's harder in the long run
to leave things unsaid.
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‐ Rachel, you're headed out?
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‐ An old police colleague
is retiring.
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I wanted to help
with the send‐off.
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‐ NYPD.
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You sure that's a good idea?
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‐ I won't stay long,
and I won't drink.
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‐ [sighs]
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[background chatter,
music playing]
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‐ Fin,
I didn't expect to see you
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at Tucker's
retirement party.
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‐ I'm here for you, not him.
‐ Oh.
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Rollins,
you brought reinforcements.
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‐ Yeah, they let him out
for an hour.
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‐ Yeah, barely.
Thank God I aged out of sleep.
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How you doing?
‐ Thanks, guys.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ Thank you.
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Who's the‐‐who's the woman
with Tucker?
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‐ You asking us?
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‐ Yeah, we got you
in the divorce.
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‐ The bartender told me that's
his‐‐that's his new wife.
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She's a nurse.
They eloped a month ago.
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‐ Oh.
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Good for him.
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‐ So when I decided to throw
a farewell party
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for my old friend Ed Tucker,
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I said he's, "He's IAB.
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Where were gonna hold it,
a phone booth?"
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[laughter]
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‐ So this is how it's gonna go?
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‐ The truth is when you have
a friend like Ed,
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you're blessed.
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I met him back in
our cowboy days at NYPD,
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long before I retired
to make the real money.
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‐ Is he giving a toast
or bragging?
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[uneasy music]
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♪ ♪
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‐ So after we've all imbibed,
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I'd like each of you
to come down
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and make a toast
to "Mister Ed,"
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like I'm doing now.
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[clamoring, cheers]
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‐ Not too late to sneak out.
‐ Nope, he's just seen me.
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I guess I should introduce
myself to his new wife.
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[mellow music playing]
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♪ ♪
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Ed.
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‐ Olivia,
I'm so happy you've made it.
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‐ Of course.
Mazel tov.
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Hi, I'm Olivia Benson.
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‐ Patty Tucker.
I have heard so much about you.
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‐ Oh, wow.
Okay.
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‐ All good.
‐ There he is!
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God, you still have your hair,
you bastard!
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‐ I don't know if you've met
my old bald partner, Gary Wald.
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‐ Hey, I took a bullet for you
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back at the Two‐Two,
my brother.
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‐ Yeah, not on purpose, and he
never lets me forget it either.
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‐ Who's the man of the hour?
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‐ Rachel.
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‐ And his old partner Gary,
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still riding high
in the saddle.
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‐ Rachel, long time no see.
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Rachel and I went
to the Academy together.
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How have you been?
‐ Not as good as you.
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I hear you have a son,
you made Captain.
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Those good old boys
really looked out for you.
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‐ Rachel, she paid her dues.
‐ Not like I did.
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‐ Rachel, you still
a bourbon drinker?
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‐ I'm good.
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I just wanted to look
my fellow officers
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in the eye one more time.
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Hear no evil, see no evil...
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and evil.
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‐ Oh!
‐ Oh!
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‐ Ed.
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‐ God, Ed!
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‐ I'm all right,
I'm all right.
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Just maybe a couple of napkins.
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‐ You look like
you could use a refill.
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I'll make that a double
afterwards.
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‐ Ed, what the hell
was that about?
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‐ I have no idea.
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I could barely even place her.
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‐ [sighs]
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Anyway...
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I've said my piece.
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It's on the rest of you now.
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Again,
my name is Rachel Wilson.
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I'm a former New York City
police officer...
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until I was pushed out
of the club
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a dozen years ago.
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I'm making a video
at the crime scene.
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I am the victim.
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‐ She has two sons.
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‐ They're good kids,
but they're testing me.
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‐ Uh, teenage boys.
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I just don't know
if I'm ready for that.
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‐ I'll have to use some
of my old IAB psych tricks
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to keep them in line.
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[gunshot]
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It's the car.
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It's locked.
‐ Oh, my God.
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[handle clunks]
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[overlapping chatter]
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‐ Uh, this is
Captain Olivia Benson of SVU.
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10‐13 from 1‐6‐9 and Broadway.
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Off‐duty P. O. shot.
Rush a bus.
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♪ ♪
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‐ Liv?
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She didn't make it?
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‐ She knew what
she was doing.
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She shot herself through
the heart.
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‐ I'm sorry.
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‐ Well, I saw her
throw a drink at Tucker.
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What was that about?
‐ No idea.
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You know, I knew her,
we were friends.
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I hadn't seen her in awhile
and, uh, she was bright,
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she was ambitious,
and then...
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and then I knew that she had
a rough time over at Vice,
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and she just‐‐she just
crashed and burned.
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‐ Rest in peace.
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‐ We've been saying that
too much.
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‐ [sighs]
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‐ Heard you guys
had a rough night.
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‐ Been a lot of those lately.
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‐ Captain knew her?
She doing okay?
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‐ That and the loss
of her brother, it's a lot.
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‐ She's been on the phone
with 1PP all morning,
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the grief guy's in there
with her now.
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Chief Garland says we all
gotta check in with him.
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‐ All of us?
Is that necessary?
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‐ Yeah, I mean, we need
to start talking about this,
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and not sweep it under the rug.
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‐ Okay, everybody, listen up.
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Listen up.
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‐ Is that the grief guy?
‐ Yeah.
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‐ You okay?
‐ [sighs]
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Not great,
but I'm dealing with it.
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Thanks, Fin.
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‐ So as you all know, we lost
one of our own last night.
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She was a good woman.
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This is an epidemic.
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More of us are dying by our
own hand than somebody else's.
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Dr. Lindstrom is here
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to speak with
every single one of you.
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‐ Thank you, Captain Benson.
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I know the last thing
many cops wanna do
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is talk about feelings
or fears.
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‐ And we know that
this is a stigma,
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but the department policies
have changed, thank God,
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and asking for help is
no longer a sign of weakness.
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We've all been to way
too many police funerals.
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We can't afford to lose another
brother or sister.
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Thank you.
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‐ Like I said,
I've got a supportive family.
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They survived
the Civil War in Lebanon
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and came here with nothing.
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We look out for each other.
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‐ I'm glad you have that.
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Thanks for humoring me.
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ You're up.
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‐ Sergeant Tutuola.
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‐ I'm guessing Kat
didn't open up.
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‐ I can't really talk about
another officer.
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Everything anyone says
to me is confidential.
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‐ Is that right?
Let me ask you this.
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If someone came in here
and told you
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they were going through
a really rough time,
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you'd report that?
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‐ We're setting up a system
that allows cops
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to make appointments
with outside therapists
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completely anonymously.
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‐ But you work
for the police department.
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‐ In this capacity, yes.
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But the department is more
concerned that people get help,
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rather than worrying
about their records.
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‐ Yeah, but NYPD can still
take my weapon away.
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‐ Well, if it's warranted,
yeah.
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‐ And send me
to the rubber gun squad.
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So why would anybody
ever tell you anything?
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‐ The thing that gets me
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is that way that Rachel
was talking last night.
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It was like...
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it was like I had the life
that she should've had.
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‐ I'd take that
with a grain of salt.
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‐ Back then, NYPD‐‐
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being a woman was hard enough,
but being a woman of color?
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‐ Yeah, I get that, but it was
probably more than one thing
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that pushed her over the edge.
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‐ It just bothers me
because a few years ago,
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we ran into each other and we
said let's get a cup of coffee.
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And then I adopted Noah
and I got promoted
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and just never
followed through.
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‐ And you can't be responsible
for everybody.
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‐ I know, I just wish...
[knock on door]
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‐ Hey Captain,
you got a minute?
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‐ Sure.
What's up?
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‐ You need the room?
‐ Yeah, yeah, kinda.
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It's not about you.
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‐ Thanks.
‐ Yeah.
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‐ What's going on?
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‐ It's about
Rachel Wilson's suicide.
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The investigators recovered
her cell phone from the scene.
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She made a video statement
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right before
she killed herself.
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‐ Several years ago,
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I was violently assaulted
and raped
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by a superior officer.
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I went to my sergeant, IAB.
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They all conspired
to protect my attacker.
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I'd name names here,
but it doesn't matter anymore.
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He won.
I lost.
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I so was proud to be a cop...
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But the system betrayed me.
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NYPD will always protect
who they see as their own...
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And they didn't protect me.
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Anyway, I've said my piece.
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‐ Now we know why she threw
that drink at Tucker.
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‐ And he said
he has no idea why.
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‐ And you believe him?
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‐ I don't know what to believe,
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and I don't know what
to do about it.
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‐ Yes, you do.
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‐ [sighs]
258
00:12:37,903 --> 00:12:39,443
‐ You've got to forgive us.
259
00:12:39,446 --> 00:12:41,076
We just closed down
the house last week
260
00:12:41,073 --> 00:12:42,783
so everything's at
sixes and sevens.
261
00:12:42,783 --> 00:12:44,863
‐ Oh,
I know what that's like.
262
00:12:44,868 --> 00:12:47,288
‐ Ed, you have company.
263
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‐ Olivia.
‐ Hey.
264
00:12:49,206 --> 00:12:51,626
I'm sorry to barge in.
265
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‐ I'll leave you two.
266
00:12:53,460 --> 00:12:55,300
‐ Thanks.
267
00:12:55,296 --> 00:12:58,136
‐ What's going on?
Is this about Rachel Wilson?
268
00:12:58,132 --> 00:12:58,962
‐ It is.
269
00:12:58,966 --> 00:13:01,926
It turns out
that Rachel made a video
270
00:13:01,927 --> 00:13:04,767
before she shot herself.
271
00:13:04,763 --> 00:13:07,303
She said that she was
sexually assaulted
272
00:13:07,308 --> 00:13:10,438
by a colleague on a job.
273
00:13:10,436 --> 00:13:11,686
‐ Did she give a name?
274
00:13:11,687 --> 00:13:14,107
‐ No, but she said
there was a cover‐up.
275
00:13:14,106 --> 00:13:18,736
She brought it to IAB, but
there was nothing in the files.
276
00:13:19,653 --> 00:13:22,323
‐ First I'm hearing about it.
277
00:13:22,323 --> 00:13:24,323
‐ Really?
278
00:13:24,325 --> 00:13:27,165
'Cause it seemed like
she knew you at the party.
279
00:13:27,161 --> 00:13:29,071
What was that about?
280
00:13:30,664 --> 00:13:33,954
‐ I'm not sure.
How long ago?
281
00:13:34,835 --> 00:13:37,375
‐ I was hoping
that you could tell me.
282
00:13:39,798 --> 00:13:43,258
Ed, she‐‐she threw a drink
at you.
283
00:13:44,344 --> 00:13:49,144
‐ I'm sorry.
I'm at a loss, Liv.
284
00:13:50,726 --> 00:13:53,566
I must've done
600 cases at IAB.
285
00:13:53,562 --> 00:13:56,772
I'd, you know,
have to dig out my notes.
286
00:13:58,150 --> 00:14:01,780
‐ I want to believe you, Ed.
I do, but...
287
00:14:01,779 --> 00:14:03,869
you just did something
that you never did
288
00:14:03,864 --> 00:14:06,444
when we were together.
289
00:14:06,450 --> 00:14:08,870
‐ What's that?
290
00:14:08,869 --> 00:14:11,539
‐ You lied to my face.
291
00:14:11,538 --> 00:14:14,878
[somber music]
292
00:14:14,875 --> 00:14:18,045
♪ ♪
293
00:14:24,218 --> 00:14:26,718
‐ Tucker lied to you?
‐ Or Rachel lied in the video,
294
00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:29,560
but I don't think so.
295
00:14:29,556 --> 00:14:30,896
Tucker seemed off.
296
00:14:30,891 --> 00:14:32,101
‐ Never trust an IAB cop,
297
00:14:32,101 --> 00:14:33,891
no matter how close
you've been.
298
00:14:33,894 --> 00:14:35,184
‐ Fin.
‐ You know, how do we even
299
00:14:35,187 --> 00:14:36,897
work this case?
Are we supposed to
300
00:14:36,897 --> 00:14:38,737
go back and check every
supervisor she's ever had?
301
00:14:38,732 --> 00:14:41,062
‐ Okay, before we cast
the net that wide,
302
00:14:41,068 --> 00:14:44,078
let's look into who was
in her life now.
303
00:14:44,071 --> 00:14:46,691
Maybe she disclosed
to someone.
304
00:14:51,411 --> 00:14:53,991
‐ NYPD, huh?
305
00:14:53,997 --> 00:14:55,747
You people didn't honor her
in life,
306
00:14:55,749 --> 00:14:58,089
but now you're gonna
honor her in death.
307
00:14:58,085 --> 00:14:59,415
‐ Why do you say that,
Reverend?
308
00:14:59,419 --> 00:15:00,929
‐ You threw her away.
309
00:15:00,921 --> 00:15:02,751
Not only one of the finest cops
I've known,
310
00:15:02,756 --> 00:15:04,426
but one of the best people.
311
00:15:04,424 --> 00:15:06,754
‐ That's what we hear too.
312
00:15:06,760 --> 00:15:08,600
‐ I knew her
since she was a child.
313
00:15:08,595 --> 00:15:11,095
I saw her go from being
top of her class
314
00:15:11,098 --> 00:15:14,148
to a step from homeless
these past few years.
315
00:15:14,143 --> 00:15:16,893
I'd been letting her sleep
in the church basement.
316
00:15:16,895 --> 00:15:18,435
‐ Mental health?
Drug problems?
317
00:15:18,438 --> 00:15:22,608
‐ Yes, but don't let yourself
off the hook that easy.
318
00:15:22,609 --> 00:15:24,779
Department pushed her
over the edge.
319
00:15:24,778 --> 00:15:28,618
‐ Rachel made some accusations
about being abused on the job.
320
00:15:28,615 --> 00:15:30,445
Now did she tell you
anything about that?
321
00:15:30,450 --> 00:15:32,120
‐ Damn right she did.
322
00:15:32,119 --> 00:15:36,129
She said she'd been raped
by someone she worked with.
323
00:15:36,123 --> 00:15:38,953
‐ Did she say who?
‐ No.
324
00:15:38,959 --> 00:15:41,299
Just that it was
when she was at Vice.
325
00:15:41,295 --> 00:15:46,715
Now, pardon me, I‐‐I have
a eulogy to prepare.
326
00:15:46,717 --> 00:15:49,387
‐ Thanks.
327
00:15:49,386 --> 00:15:51,136
‐ Vice?
328
00:15:51,138 --> 00:15:52,978
I ran Rachel's
NYPD records.
329
00:15:52,973 --> 00:15:54,973
She was there in 2004.
330
00:15:54,975 --> 00:15:57,685
‐ I think my rabbi
was at Vice back then.
331
00:15:57,686 --> 00:16:00,356
If he knows something,
he'll tell me.
332
00:16:01,148 --> 00:16:02,818
Yo, Ralphie!
333
00:16:02,816 --> 00:16:05,316
‐ Ah, baby girl!
334
00:16:05,319 --> 00:16:07,659
[laughter]
‐ Hey!
335
00:16:07,654 --> 00:16:09,824
Captain Benson,
meet Sergeant Morris.
336
00:16:09,823 --> 00:16:11,993
‐ Hey, how you doing?
‐ Oh, so you're the one
337
00:16:11,992 --> 00:16:13,322
who stole her from me.
338
00:16:13,327 --> 00:16:15,747
Keep an eye on her,
she's going places.
339
00:16:15,746 --> 00:16:18,496
Oh, she's already arrived.
‐ Yeah.
340
00:16:18,498 --> 00:16:19,838
What can I do for you?
341
00:16:19,833 --> 00:16:21,163
‐ We're taking a closer look
342
00:16:21,168 --> 00:16:22,838
at what happened
to Rachel Wilson.
343
00:16:22,836 --> 00:16:25,586
‐ [sighs]
Rachel.
344
00:16:25,589 --> 00:16:27,509
Terrible thing.
345
00:16:27,507 --> 00:16:29,757
Aleha hashalom.
346
00:16:29,760 --> 00:16:31,680
Third cop I know.
347
00:16:31,678 --> 00:16:35,018
‐ Rachel made a video
before she died
348
00:16:35,015 --> 00:16:37,305
accusing someone
she worked with
349
00:16:37,309 --> 00:16:38,559
of raping her.
350
00:16:38,560 --> 00:16:40,900
‐ She did?
351
00:16:40,896 --> 00:16:43,146
‐ It may have been someone
in Vice.
352
00:16:43,774 --> 00:16:45,854
‐ Well, uh,
I didn't know her that well.
353
00:16:45,859 --> 00:16:47,529
I mean,
a few months after I came in,
354
00:16:47,527 --> 00:16:48,697
she transferred out.
355
00:16:48,695 --> 00:16:50,365
‐ Sergeant,
I told the Captain
356
00:16:50,364 --> 00:16:53,034
that you were
a straight shooter.
357
00:16:53,033 --> 00:16:55,863
‐ I don't like
speaking ill of the dead,
358
00:16:55,869 --> 00:16:59,129
but Rachel had a rep.
359
00:16:59,122 --> 00:17:02,702
Look, Kat here is a good girl,
but Rachel, she got around.
360
00:17:02,709 --> 00:17:05,549
Anyway, the guys who were there
before me could tell you more.
361
00:17:05,545 --> 00:17:07,545
‐ Okay, well,
it's a matter of public record,
362
00:17:07,547 --> 00:17:09,717
but anyone in particular?
363
00:17:09,716 --> 00:17:11,886
‐ Top of my head?
364
00:17:11,885 --> 00:17:13,715
Our captain.
365
00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,480
Gary Wald.
366
00:17:15,472 --> 00:17:18,052
‐ I just met him.
He runs a security firm, right?
367
00:17:18,058 --> 00:17:20,608
‐ Yeah, big shot now.
368
00:17:20,602 --> 00:17:22,772
Hey, can I ask a favor?
369
00:17:22,771 --> 00:17:24,811
He's got a lot of juice.
370
00:17:24,815 --> 00:17:27,195
Keep me out of this.
371
00:17:31,905 --> 00:17:34,075
‐ I landed in clover
after retirement.
372
00:17:34,074 --> 00:17:36,654
U. S., international,
cyber security.
373
00:17:36,660 --> 00:17:39,000
‐ Looks like it pay.
‐ Yeah, it does!
374
00:17:38,996 --> 00:17:40,666
And we hire
a lot of ex‐cops.
375
00:17:40,664 --> 00:17:44,254
Beats a foot post on
Pitkin Avenue, right, Roscoe?
376
00:17:44,251 --> 00:17:47,921
But I'm guessing you didn't
come out here to talk security.
377
00:17:47,921 --> 00:17:49,501
‐ We're here
about Rachel Wilson.
378
00:17:49,506 --> 00:17:51,006
You mind?
‐ No, no.
379
00:17:51,008 --> 00:17:52,758
We all just saw her.
380
00:17:52,759 --> 00:17:55,309
He had really fallen apart.
381
00:17:56,096 --> 00:17:58,436
And to take her own life...
382
00:17:58,432 --> 00:18:00,092
it's heartbreaking.
383
00:18:00,100 --> 00:18:02,320
‐ You were her captain
at Vice?
384
00:18:02,311 --> 00:18:03,891
‐ Yeah, yeah.
She was, um,
385
00:18:03,895 --> 00:18:05,775
[chuckles] you know,
she was something.
386
00:18:05,772 --> 00:18:07,182
‐ What is that?
A euphemism?
387
00:18:07,190 --> 00:18:10,160
‐ You were on the job, right?
‐ Yeah.
388
00:18:12,779 --> 00:18:14,539
‐ She was
a talented undercover,
389
00:18:14,531 --> 00:18:16,111
but she had issues.
390
00:18:16,116 --> 00:18:17,956
‐ Turns out she made
a video in the car.
391
00:18:17,951 --> 00:18:19,781
‐ Yeah, I heard your captain
already talked
392
00:18:19,786 --> 00:18:21,826
to Ed Tucker about that.
393
00:18:23,040 --> 00:18:25,380
‐ Ever hear any talk about
Rachel being assaulted
394
00:18:25,375 --> 00:18:26,795
while she was at Vice?
395
00:18:26,793 --> 00:18:29,463
‐ Rachel.
Cone of silence?
396
00:18:29,463 --> 00:18:31,133
‐ Yeah.
397
00:18:31,131 --> 00:18:33,461
‐ She was like
a live sex grenade
398
00:18:33,467 --> 00:18:35,557
with the pin pulled out.
399
00:18:35,552 --> 00:18:37,302
She rolled
from man to man,
400
00:18:37,304 --> 00:18:38,974
and when he started
to back away,
401
00:18:38,972 --> 00:18:40,972
she'd threaten
to blow his life up.
402
00:18:40,974 --> 00:18:42,684
I warned Tucker about this
403
00:18:42,684 --> 00:18:45,184
when he called me
chasing some story,
404
00:18:45,187 --> 00:18:48,817
but Rachel put new meaning
into Internal Affairs.
405
00:18:48,815 --> 00:18:50,985
‐ So Tucker really did
look into this.
406
00:18:50,984 --> 00:18:52,734
‐ Yeah, he came
to the same conclusion‐‐
407
00:18:52,736 --> 00:18:55,026
that Rachel was a fabricator.
408
00:18:57,157 --> 00:18:58,907
I mean, I tried to help her,
but you know,
409
00:18:58,909 --> 00:19:01,999
sometimes when you try to save
a drowner, she pulls you under.
410
00:19:03,997 --> 00:19:05,837
‐ Now take it easy, boys.
411
00:19:05,832 --> 00:19:08,332
I haven't finished paying off
my last credit card bill.
412
00:19:08,335 --> 00:19:11,335
‐ Hey Tucker,
you cracking the whip?
413
00:19:11,338 --> 00:19:13,338
‐ Trying to fast‐track
a new kitchen
414
00:19:13,340 --> 00:19:15,180
for my wife
with nonunion labor.
415
00:19:15,175 --> 00:19:17,175
Guys, just put it down
on the inside of the door,
416
00:19:17,177 --> 00:19:19,177
I'll be right in.
‐ Actually, Captain,
417
00:19:19,179 --> 00:19:22,139
we need you to come with us.
We have a few questions.
418
00:19:24,226 --> 00:19:26,226
‐ You couldn't call first?
419
00:19:26,228 --> 00:19:28,188
Avoid embarrassing me
in front of my family?
420
00:19:28,188 --> 00:19:30,028
‐ You do that
when you were IAB?
421
00:19:30,023 --> 00:19:31,853
‐ That was different.
422
00:19:31,858 --> 00:19:33,988
I was dealing with dirty cops.
423
00:19:36,613 --> 00:19:38,693
Can you give me a minute
and let me tell my wife
424
00:19:38,699 --> 00:19:40,119
where I'm going?
425
00:19:40,117 --> 00:19:41,957
‐ We'll wait right here.
426
00:19:41,952 --> 00:19:46,202
[tense music]
427
00:19:46,206 --> 00:19:50,256
‐ Why'd you tell Benson
you didn't know Rachel Wilson?
428
00:19:52,129 --> 00:19:55,549
‐ No, what I said was,
"I couldn't place her."
429
00:19:55,549 --> 00:19:58,219
‐ But you were at IAB
when Rachel Wilson claimed
430
00:19:58,218 --> 00:20:00,218
she was assaulted
by somebody at Vice, right?
431
00:20:00,220 --> 00:20:01,730
‐ I was.
432
00:20:01,722 --> 00:20:04,222
That was 15 years ago.
433
00:20:04,224 --> 00:20:06,604
I honestly had no memory
of it at first.
434
00:20:06,601 --> 00:20:09,101
‐ At first, but‐‐
but you do now.
435
00:20:09,104 --> 00:20:12,734
‐ Yeah, it, um...
it came back to me.
436
00:20:12,733 --> 00:20:15,563
She, uh, she talked about
filing a complaint,
437
00:20:15,569 --> 00:20:17,829
but it never went anywhere.
438
00:20:17,821 --> 00:20:21,901
‐ She accused Gary Wald,
right?
439
00:20:21,908 --> 00:20:24,458
Your former partner?
440
00:20:26,580 --> 00:20:28,590
‐ Yes or no, Tucker?
441
00:20:28,582 --> 00:20:30,752
‐ Yes, she did.
442
00:20:30,751 --> 00:20:32,411
We looked into it.
443
00:20:32,419 --> 00:20:34,759
There were charges
and countercharges.
444
00:20:34,755 --> 00:20:36,255
‐ Between Rachel and Gary?
445
00:20:36,256 --> 00:20:37,926
‐ About the assault, yeah.
446
00:20:37,924 --> 00:20:39,424
But also about
other relationships
447
00:20:39,426 --> 00:20:42,426
she was having
with other guys on the job.
448
00:20:42,429 --> 00:20:44,599
If she had filed
a formal complaint
449
00:20:44,598 --> 00:20:46,098
against Gary at that time,
450
00:20:46,099 --> 00:20:47,769
there would've been
four broken marriages,
451
00:20:47,768 --> 00:20:49,318
her career
would have been ruined.
452
00:20:49,311 --> 00:20:52,771
‐ It was ruined anyway.
She fell apart.
453
00:20:52,773 --> 00:20:55,273
‐ Yeah, I know,
454
00:20:55,275 --> 00:20:58,615
and I feel terrible about that.
455
00:21:00,113 --> 00:21:02,113
But at the end of the day,
456
00:21:02,115 --> 00:21:04,075
it was her choice
not to pursue.
457
00:21:05,619 --> 00:21:07,119
‐ "Her choice."
458
00:21:07,120 --> 00:21:08,960
It sounds like
she was slut‐shamed
459
00:21:08,955 --> 00:21:10,285
into keeping her mouth shut,
460
00:21:10,290 --> 00:21:12,130
and Tucker made sure
she understood
461
00:21:12,125 --> 00:21:13,795
exactly how that
was gonna play out.
462
00:21:13,794 --> 00:21:18,384
‐ I just can't‐‐I can't see
Tucker covering up a rape,
463
00:21:18,381 --> 00:21:22,211
even‐‐even if she had a rep.
464
00:21:22,219 --> 00:21:23,559
‐ It happens all the time,
Liv,
465
00:21:23,553 --> 00:21:25,303
and if you ask me,
he's still covering it up.
466
00:21:25,305 --> 00:21:26,975
[knock on door]
467
00:21:26,973 --> 00:21:28,803
‐ Kat, we're in the middle
of something.
468
00:21:28,809 --> 00:21:31,729
‐ Sorry, um, I just...
469
00:21:32,437 --> 00:21:34,317
‐ What?
What's the matter?
470
00:21:34,314 --> 00:21:38,814
‐ Um, my old sergeant,
Ralphie Morris,
471
00:21:38,819 --> 00:21:40,989
he just killed himself.
472
00:21:40,987 --> 00:21:44,327
[dark music]
473
00:21:44,324 --> 00:21:48,034
Two hours
after we talked to him.
474
00:21:58,171 --> 00:21:59,671
[background chatter]
475
00:21:59,673 --> 00:22:00,963
‐ Get away from me, Katriona.
476
00:22:00,966 --> 00:22:02,676
I got nothing good
to say to you.
477
00:22:02,676 --> 00:22:04,676
‐ Mrs. Morris, we're so
very sorry for your loss.
478
00:22:04,678 --> 00:22:06,138
‐ You the other one
he was talking to
479
00:22:06,137 --> 00:22:08,637
before he shot himself?
Proud of yourself?
480
00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:10,480
‐ I understand
that you're upset,
481
00:22:10,475 --> 00:22:12,895
but something
as horrible as this
482
00:22:12,894 --> 00:22:14,684
doesn't just come out
of nowhere.
483
00:22:14,688 --> 00:22:17,528
‐ Marie, you know Ralphie
meant the world to me,
484
00:22:17,524 --> 00:22:19,354
and I pray that
it was nothing that I did.
485
00:22:19,359 --> 00:22:20,529
‐ It wasn't just you.
486
00:22:20,527 --> 00:22:22,117
This had been coming
a long time.
487
00:22:22,112 --> 00:22:23,522
‐ I had no idea.
488
00:22:23,530 --> 00:22:25,540
‐ No one did, but I must've
called the department
489
00:22:25,532 --> 00:22:27,362
a half dozen times
the last few years,
490
00:22:27,367 --> 00:22:29,037
telling them
to take his guns away.
491
00:22:29,035 --> 00:22:30,665
‐ Why?
What was the matter?
492
00:22:30,662 --> 00:22:32,032
‐ What wasn't the matter?
493
00:22:32,038 --> 00:22:36,168
My Ralphie was an ox,
but this job wore him down.
494
00:22:36,167 --> 00:22:39,007
People dumping buckets
of water on him in the street,
495
00:22:39,004 --> 00:22:42,334
politicians blaming the cops
when anything goes wrong.
496
00:22:42,340 --> 00:22:44,310
We're upside down
on a second mortgage
497
00:22:44,301 --> 00:22:46,381
to pay for our son's rehab.
498
00:22:46,386 --> 00:22:48,306
‐ Being a parent
and being a cop,
499
00:22:48,305 --> 00:22:50,055
believe me, we‐‐
we all get it.
500
00:22:50,056 --> 00:22:53,056
‐ Then tell me why couldn't
he get the help he needed?
501
00:22:53,935 --> 00:22:56,105
‐ Look, I'm so sorry
to ask you this,
502
00:22:56,104 --> 00:23:00,854
but can you tell me
what happened today?
503
00:23:01,693 --> 00:23:06,073
‐ He came home distraught,
talking about killing himself.
504
00:23:06,072 --> 00:23:10,862
I was on the phone
begging with 911 while he‐‐
505
00:23:10,869 --> 00:23:13,879
he was screaming into
his phone in the other room...
506
00:23:16,499 --> 00:23:18,799
Right before I heard the shot.
507
00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:22,050
‐ Any idea who
he was talking to?
508
00:23:22,047 --> 00:23:23,427
‐ He made a few calls,
509
00:23:23,423 --> 00:23:26,463
but I know the last one
was to his shrink.
510
00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:30,850
‐ This is awful news, Olivia.
511
00:23:30,847 --> 00:23:32,727
I can't imagine
how you're feeling.
512
00:23:32,724 --> 00:23:35,474
‐ I can't imagine
what you're feeling.
513
00:23:35,477 --> 00:23:37,777
‐ I don't think
I understand.
514
00:23:37,771 --> 00:23:40,561
‐ Sergeant Morris
was your patient.
515
00:23:40,565 --> 00:23:42,025
‐ How would you know that?
516
00:23:42,025 --> 00:23:45,405
‐ His widow told us that
he made a series of calls
517
00:23:45,403 --> 00:23:47,903
before...he shot himself.
518
00:23:47,906 --> 00:23:50,286
The first two were
to burner cells.
519
00:23:50,283 --> 00:23:51,743
We're triangulating those.
520
00:23:51,743 --> 00:23:54,823
But the last one was to you.
521
00:23:57,374 --> 00:24:00,084
You heard his final words.
522
00:24:00,085 --> 00:24:01,625
‐ Olivia, when you told me
523
00:24:01,628 --> 00:24:03,588
you needed to see me
right away,
524
00:24:03,588 --> 00:24:05,638
I thought it was because
you needed help.
525
00:24:05,632 --> 00:24:07,092
‐ I do need help.
526
00:24:07,092 --> 00:24:09,762
You have information
that is relevant to our case.
527
00:24:09,761 --> 00:24:11,971
‐ We have spent a lot
of time establishing trust.
528
00:24:11,972 --> 00:24:13,592
If you wanna question me
for a case,
529
00:24:13,598 --> 00:24:15,098
you can't come here
under a pretext.
530
00:24:15,100 --> 00:24:16,810
‐ And I hear you,
531
00:24:16,810 --> 00:24:19,690
but if Ralph revealed anything
to you that could help us‐‐
532
00:24:19,688 --> 00:24:21,988
‐ I cannot reveal it to you.
533
00:24:21,982 --> 00:24:23,812
I am sworn to protect
my patient's privacy.
534
00:24:23,817 --> 00:24:25,777
‐ And he's gone.
‐ He's gone,
535
00:24:25,777 --> 00:24:28,827
but confidentiality
extends beyond the grave.
536
00:24:31,324 --> 00:24:34,664
‐ Well, so you know...
537
00:24:34,661 --> 00:24:37,241
if you can't see a way
to help us,
538
00:24:37,247 --> 00:24:40,167
then the DA's office
is going to subpoena you.
539
00:24:40,166 --> 00:24:43,836
‐ Well, then I'll see them
in court, Olivia.
540
00:24:43,837 --> 00:24:48,257
Now, you'll excuse me.
I lost a patient tonight.
541
00:24:48,258 --> 00:24:51,138
It's not your problem,
but I think you can understand
542
00:24:51,136 --> 00:24:53,556
what I'm feeling right now.
543
00:24:59,894 --> 00:25:02,854
‐ Your Honor, we believe that
Dr. Lindstrom has evidence
544
00:25:02,856 --> 00:25:05,646
that is crucial to an ongoing
SVU investigation.
545
00:25:05,650 --> 00:25:07,530
Now, it's evidence
we can't get any other way
546
00:25:07,527 --> 00:25:09,117
because
the complaining witness,
547
00:25:09,112 --> 00:25:11,112
and another key witness,
Dr. Lindstrom's patient,
548
00:25:11,114 --> 00:25:12,364
are both deceased.
549
00:25:12,365 --> 00:25:13,695
‐ Dr. Lindstrom,
550
00:25:13,700 --> 00:25:16,830
without asking you
to reveal anything specific,
551
00:25:16,828 --> 00:25:18,208
can you advise the court
552
00:25:18,204 --> 00:25:20,534
as to whether you might
have information relevant
553
00:25:20,540 --> 00:25:22,380
to this investigation?
554
00:25:22,375 --> 00:25:24,665
‐ I'm not prepared to answer
even that, Your Honor.
555
00:25:24,669 --> 00:25:26,219
There is a precedent here.
556
00:25:26,212 --> 00:25:29,632
We are all profoundly aware
that the NYPD
557
00:25:29,632 --> 00:25:31,342
is in the middle
of a mental health crisis,
558
00:25:31,342 --> 00:25:34,552
and it is more important than
ever that police officers
559
00:25:34,554 --> 00:25:36,724
who have the courage
to seek counseling
560
00:25:36,723 --> 00:25:38,973
know that their records,
561
00:25:38,975 --> 00:25:42,565
their conversations
remain privileged...
562
00:25:42,562 --> 00:25:44,892
even after their death.
563
00:25:46,983 --> 00:25:48,563
‐ So Carisi's taking Lindstrom
to court?
564
00:25:48,568 --> 00:25:50,908
‐ Yeah‐‐I wouldn't count on
that working either.
565
00:25:50,904 --> 00:25:52,324
Where are we?
566
00:25:52,322 --> 00:25:53,822
‐ Well, in 2004,
567
00:25:53,823 --> 00:25:55,743
Rachel made Detective
under Captain Gary Wald
568
00:25:55,742 --> 00:25:57,572
and Sergeant Ralph Morris.
569
00:25:57,577 --> 00:25:59,247
She partners up
with Detective Guevara.
570
00:25:59,245 --> 00:26:00,575
‐ From Tucker's file,
571
00:26:00,580 --> 00:26:03,670
she hooked up with
all three of them plus a UC.
572
00:26:03,666 --> 00:26:06,086
‐ Ralphie?
I don't believe that.
573
00:26:06,086 --> 00:26:08,716
‐ It would explain
Gary's leverage over him.
574
00:26:08,713 --> 00:26:11,503
‐ We were able to trace
the burner cell.
575
00:26:11,508 --> 00:26:14,598
Gary and Ralphie exchanged
calls before he killed himself.
576
00:26:14,594 --> 00:26:16,554
‐ Okay,
so after Rachel's suicide,
577
00:26:16,554 --> 00:26:18,554
Ralphie feels guilt,
578
00:26:18,556 --> 00:26:21,646
Gary leans on him
to keep quiet, and...
579
00:26:21,643 --> 00:26:24,813
Ralphie just doesn't see
another way out.
580
00:26:26,356 --> 00:26:28,526
‐ I respect the principle,
Your Honor,
581
00:26:28,525 --> 00:26:29,945
but in this case,
582
00:26:29,943 --> 00:26:31,733
the two suicides may well
have been the result
583
00:26:31,736 --> 00:26:33,196
of the crime and a cover‐up,
584
00:26:33,196 --> 00:26:35,076
and Dr. Lindstrom
has a duty to warn.
585
00:26:35,073 --> 00:26:37,443
He may have information that
could stop yet another officer
586
00:26:37,450 --> 00:26:39,080
from committing suicide.
587
00:26:39,077 --> 00:26:41,037
‐ Mr. Carisi, I've heard you
use phrases like, "maybe,"
588
00:26:41,037 --> 00:26:43,287
"may well have been,"
"we believe."
589
00:26:43,289 --> 00:26:46,129
All words that tell me
this evidence you seek
590
00:26:46,126 --> 00:26:48,966
is speculative and secondhand
and maybe even third‐hand.
591
00:26:48,962 --> 00:26:51,752
You've failed to show
that the interests of justice
592
00:26:51,756 --> 00:26:55,636
outweigh the deceased's
interest in confidentiality.
593
00:27:00,557 --> 00:27:04,187
‐ Oh, my, Dr. Lindstrom,
are you okay?
594
00:27:04,185 --> 00:27:06,015
‐ I'm fine.
595
00:27:06,020 --> 00:27:07,820
This must've happened
while I was at the hearing.
596
00:27:07,814 --> 00:27:10,104
‐ I'm sorry.
‐ They broke into my desk,
597
00:27:10,108 --> 00:27:12,278
but they didn't bother
to take prescription samples
598
00:27:12,277 --> 00:27:13,657
or my checkbook.
599
00:27:13,653 --> 00:27:15,823
‐ Was anything missing?
‐ Two things.
600
00:27:15,822 --> 00:27:17,992
My laptop
and Ralph Morris' file.
601
00:27:17,991 --> 00:27:19,991
‐ They must have been worried
that the court was gonna
602
00:27:19,993 --> 00:27:21,953
order you to turn
your notes over.
603
00:27:21,953 --> 00:27:23,993
‐ And now they have them.
‐ We'll call CSU,
604
00:27:23,997 --> 00:27:25,667
get a team in here
and run prints,
605
00:27:25,665 --> 00:27:27,165
look for touch DNA.
606
00:27:27,166 --> 00:27:28,916
‐ Yeah,
I can save you the time.
607
00:27:28,918 --> 00:27:30,968
I had a visit to my office
here late last night.
608
00:27:30,962 --> 00:27:34,002
‐ From who?
‐ Gary Wald, ex‐cop.
609
00:27:34,007 --> 00:27:36,467
‐ Yeah, we‐‐we know him.
What did he want?
610
00:27:36,467 --> 00:27:38,177
‐ The same thing you want.
611
00:27:38,177 --> 00:27:39,807
To know what
Ralph Morris said
612
00:27:39,804 --> 00:27:41,344
just before
he took his own life.
613
00:27:41,347 --> 00:27:42,847
‐ But you didn't tell him.
614
00:27:42,849 --> 00:27:45,899
‐ No.
I can't.
615
00:27:47,186 --> 00:27:48,976
But without breaking
confidentiality,
616
00:27:48,980 --> 00:27:51,150
I can tell you that
your friend Ed Tucker
617
00:27:51,149 --> 00:27:53,779
must know everything I know.
618
00:27:53,776 --> 00:27:58,366
[heavy music]
619
00:28:00,658 --> 00:28:02,828
‐ [sighs]
620
00:28:03,703 --> 00:28:06,243
You still take milk?
‐ Ah, thank you.
621
00:28:07,498 --> 00:28:09,628
‐ Boy, four times in a week.
622
00:28:09,626 --> 00:28:11,336
First, you couldn't wait
to get rid of me,
623
00:28:11,336 --> 00:28:13,336
now I need an order
of protection against you.
624
00:28:13,338 --> 00:28:15,388
‐ Ed, we need to talk.
625
00:28:15,381 --> 00:28:17,341
‐ Walk with me.
626
00:28:17,342 --> 00:28:19,212
I'm not going far.
627
00:28:20,678 --> 00:28:22,678
What's on your mind?
628
00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:26,270
‐ Rachel Wilson,
Ralph Morris,
629
00:28:26,267 --> 00:28:28,767
you and these games that
you've been playing.
630
00:28:28,770 --> 00:28:30,610
‐ Trust me, Liv, I don't
have time to play games.
631
00:28:30,605 --> 00:28:33,195
‐ No? Did you know your friend
Gary Wald broke into
632
00:28:33,191 --> 00:28:36,691
Lindstrom's office and stole
the file on Ralph Morris?
633
00:28:36,694 --> 00:28:38,234
‐ No.
I had no idea.
634
00:28:38,237 --> 00:28:39,447
‐ Well, he did.
635
00:28:39,447 --> 00:28:42,037
‐ Lately, I'm realizing I had
no idea about a lot of things.
636
00:28:42,033 --> 00:28:43,743
‐ Yeah, and I want
to believe you, Ed,
637
00:28:43,743 --> 00:28:46,703
I really do,
but I still get the feeling
638
00:28:46,704 --> 00:28:48,874
that you're not
being straight with me
639
00:28:48,873 --> 00:28:52,333
about‐‐about any of this.
640
00:28:58,549 --> 00:29:01,429
Ed, what are we doing here?
641
00:29:01,427 --> 00:29:04,017
‐ You can't tell my wife.
642
00:29:04,013 --> 00:29:08,603
[somber music]
643
00:29:08,601 --> 00:29:13,231
♪ ♪
644
00:29:25,284 --> 00:29:27,824
[door bell chimes]
645
00:29:27,954 --> 00:29:31,494
‐ Hey.
646
00:29:35,628 --> 00:29:39,468
‐ Did I ever tell you about
where I worked after 9/11?
647
00:29:39,465 --> 00:29:41,965
‐ I asked.
648
00:29:42,635 --> 00:29:44,555
‐ They had me detailed
649
00:29:44,554 --> 00:29:47,384
to the Fresh Kill Landfill
recovery site,
650
00:29:47,390 --> 00:29:49,150
looking for remains.
651
00:29:49,142 --> 00:29:51,512
12‐hour shifts
at the conveyor belt,
652
00:29:51,519 --> 00:29:53,279
sifting through the debris,
653
00:29:53,271 --> 00:29:54,891
watching credit cards,
baby pictures,
654
00:29:54,897 --> 00:29:56,987
and wedding rings go by.
655
00:29:56,983 --> 00:30:01,273
Every once in a while, a...
a finger bone or a rib.
656
00:30:01,904 --> 00:30:04,824
‐ That sounds like
how I picture Hell.
657
00:30:04,824 --> 00:30:07,904
‐ You start thinking about
your own life, you know?
658
00:30:07,910 --> 00:30:09,830
All the things you missed.
659
00:30:09,829 --> 00:30:13,089
‐ Oh, Ed.
‐ Wished you'd done.
660
00:30:13,082 --> 00:30:14,912
They caught the cancer
in my lungs
661
00:30:14,917 --> 00:30:17,967
before I started seeing you.
662
00:30:19,756 --> 00:30:22,136
Now it's in my brain.
663
00:30:23,593 --> 00:30:25,673
They say there's
no connection, but...
664
00:30:25,678 --> 00:30:27,848
‐ But‐‐but they can treat that,
right?
665
00:30:27,847 --> 00:30:31,727
‐ They can,
but the doctor just told me
666
00:30:31,726 --> 00:30:34,566
I have six months to a year.
667
00:30:34,562 --> 00:30:37,272
‐ Oh, my God.
668
00:30:37,273 --> 00:30:39,983
‐ It is what it is.
669
00:30:42,111 --> 00:30:45,191
Well, pretty soon,
I won't be myself anymore.
670
00:30:45,198 --> 00:30:48,368
Maybe you notice I'm starting
to have memory lapses.
671
00:30:48,367 --> 00:30:52,327
‐ That's why you didn't
remember Rachel.
672
00:30:53,206 --> 00:30:57,256
‐ I had no...
idea how I knew her.
673
00:30:58,461 --> 00:31:01,711
I was too embarrassed to tell
you that when you asked.
674
00:31:04,884 --> 00:31:07,094
But Gary called me
after you left.
675
00:31:08,805 --> 00:31:10,725
‐ And what did he say?
676
00:31:10,723 --> 00:31:13,683
‐ He was just making sure
that I had his back,
677
00:31:13,684 --> 00:31:16,394
like when we were partners.
678
00:31:18,147 --> 00:31:21,737
‐ Ed, are you saying
that you covered up a rape...
679
00:31:21,734 --> 00:31:23,564
to protect your friend?
680
00:31:23,569 --> 00:31:27,489
‐ No.
I would never.
681
00:31:27,490 --> 00:31:30,160
Back then, Gary told me
he'd an affair with her,
682
00:31:30,159 --> 00:31:32,249
and when he went
to break it off,
683
00:31:32,245 --> 00:31:35,165
she only accused him of rape
just to get back at him,
684
00:31:35,164 --> 00:31:38,124
and I was stupid enough
to believe him.
685
00:31:40,753 --> 00:31:45,883
I don't want Rachel or Ralph
on my conscience.
686
00:31:47,176 --> 00:31:51,266
While there's still time,
I need to make this right.
687
00:31:51,264 --> 00:31:54,934
[somber music]
688
00:31:54,934 --> 00:31:58,144
♪ ♪
689
00:31:58,146 --> 00:32:01,946
‐ Mrs. Morris, we just wanted
to say again how sorry we are.
690
00:32:01,941 --> 00:32:04,271
‐ May Ralphie's memory
be a blessing for you.
691
00:32:04,277 --> 00:32:08,577
‐ Ralphie adored you,
you know that, don't you?
692
00:32:09,115 --> 00:32:11,785
You were the daughter
he never had.
693
00:32:11,784 --> 00:32:13,614
‐ He was a beautiful man.
694
00:32:13,619 --> 00:32:15,499
He'll be missed.
695
00:32:27,300 --> 00:32:30,890
‐ 108 bucks,
Porterhouse steak for two?
696
00:32:30,887 --> 00:32:32,637
Most expensive steak
I ever had.
697
00:32:32,638 --> 00:32:33,978
‐ Yeah,
the private sector's
698
00:32:33,973 --> 00:32:36,143
been very, very good
to Gary Wald.
699
00:32:36,142 --> 00:32:37,052
‐ Evidently.
700
00:32:37,059 --> 00:32:38,939
‐ And it could be
very good for Eddie.
701
00:32:38,936 --> 00:32:41,736
Six‐figure salaries,
yachts, private planes,
702
00:32:41,731 --> 00:32:43,311
unbelievable women.
703
00:32:43,316 --> 00:32:45,486
‐ You wait till I'm married
to tell me this?
704
00:32:45,484 --> 00:32:47,234
‐ Well, I'm married too.
705
00:32:47,236 --> 00:32:50,406
Or at least my wife is.
[chuckles]
706
00:32:50,406 --> 00:32:54,916
So, uh, did you get anything
from Benson?
707
00:32:54,911 --> 00:32:57,741
[soft dinner music playing]
708
00:32:57,747 --> 00:32:59,917
‐ They know what happened
during Vice
709
00:32:59,916 --> 00:33:02,506
and that it involved
a supervisor.
710
00:33:02,501 --> 00:33:04,081
‐ All right, got it.
711
00:33:04,086 --> 00:33:06,336
Did Ralphie's shrink
give them anything?
712
00:33:06,339 --> 00:33:07,839
‐ No,
713
00:33:07,840 --> 00:33:11,560
not even after somebody
broke into his office.
714
00:33:12,845 --> 00:33:14,845
We don't need to worry
about that, do we?
715
00:33:14,847 --> 00:33:17,687
‐ No.
No, those notes are gone.
716
00:33:17,683 --> 00:33:20,643
Now this gets easier.
717
00:33:20,645 --> 00:33:23,525
Just pin the rape on Ralphie.
718
00:33:23,522 --> 00:33:25,192
‐ Ralphie?
719
00:33:25,191 --> 00:33:28,441
‐ Well, I have proof he was
having an affair with her.
720
00:33:28,444 --> 00:33:30,274
‐ Whew.
721
00:33:30,279 --> 00:33:32,949
She really got around, huh?
You, Ralphie?
722
00:33:32,949 --> 00:33:35,119
‐ Remember I told you
they called her
723
00:33:35,117 --> 00:33:37,707
the Hotbox
of Midtown South?
724
00:33:37,703 --> 00:33:39,203
‐ I remember,
725
00:33:39,205 --> 00:33:42,125
but then she started
giving you a hard time.
726
00:33:42,124 --> 00:33:44,374
‐ More like stalking me.
727
00:33:44,377 --> 00:33:48,887
She called my wife.
I can't have that.
728
00:33:51,384 --> 00:33:53,464
I had to tune her up.
729
00:33:53,469 --> 00:33:54,979
‐ Tune her up?
730
00:33:54,971 --> 00:33:57,301
You never told me
that back then.
731
00:33:57,306 --> 00:33:59,396
‐ It was a different time, Ed.
I had to protect my home,
732
00:33:59,392 --> 00:34:00,932
my family, my job.
733
00:34:00,935 --> 00:34:02,265
‐ No, I get it.
734
00:34:02,270 --> 00:34:05,070
‐ I roughed her up good,
she got the message.
735
00:34:05,064 --> 00:34:07,394
And now she's gone,
736
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,820
and Ralphie's gone.
737
00:34:09,819 --> 00:34:11,489
All ties up in a bow.
738
00:34:11,487 --> 00:34:13,327
The dead don't speak
to the living.
739
00:34:13,322 --> 00:34:16,362
‐ These IAB guys
know how to reel 'em in.
740
00:34:17,743 --> 00:34:20,823
‐ One thing you can say
about Ed Tucker,
741
00:34:20,830 --> 00:34:23,380
he settles his accounts.
742
00:34:26,752 --> 00:34:28,252
Whoa...hey, bud,
743
00:34:28,254 --> 00:34:30,004
I didn't think
you had that much to drink.
744
00:34:30,006 --> 00:34:31,846
‐ What can I tell you?
745
00:34:31,841 --> 00:34:33,501
I'm turning into an amateur
now I'm retired.
746
00:34:33,509 --> 00:34:35,929
‐ Hey, you want a ride home?
I got my driver.
747
00:34:35,928 --> 00:34:38,768
‐ Nah, I'm good.
It's‐‐it's out of your way.
748
00:34:38,764 --> 00:34:41,014
‐ Well,
you stick with me, kid,
749
00:34:41,017 --> 00:34:43,057
you'll be riding in the back
of that Rolls Silver Cloud
750
00:34:43,060 --> 00:34:45,360
we always talked about,
all right?
751
00:34:55,614 --> 00:34:57,114
‐ [sighs]
752
00:34:57,116 --> 00:35:00,416
[breathing hard]
753
00:35:09,045 --> 00:35:11,295
‐ Hey.
Hey, you okay?
754
00:35:11,297 --> 00:35:12,797
‐ Yeah.
‐ Take it easy.
755
00:35:12,798 --> 00:35:14,138
You okay?
756
00:35:15,301 --> 00:35:16,801
‐ Did you get enough
for an arrest?
757
00:35:16,802 --> 00:35:19,592
‐ Yes, yes.
It's all good.
758
00:35:32,485 --> 00:35:34,275
‐ It all ties up in a bow,
and the dead don't speak
759
00:35:34,278 --> 00:35:35,828
to the living.
760
00:35:35,821 --> 00:35:38,281
‐ So are we good to go on the
arrest warrant for Gary Wald?
761
00:35:38,282 --> 00:35:40,652
‐ Wald runs a global
security firm, right?
762
00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:42,330
So if there's anything
out there on Tucker,
763
00:35:42,328 --> 00:35:43,998
he's gonna find it?
764
00:35:43,996 --> 00:35:46,166
Is Tucker okay testifying
against his former partner?
765
00:35:46,165 --> 00:35:48,455
‐ Tucker's clean.
‐ And you believe him?
766
00:35:48,459 --> 00:35:50,469
‐ Took him long enough
to come around on Rachel.
767
00:35:50,461 --> 00:35:53,171
‐ If this goes to trial,
how long will it take?
768
00:35:53,172 --> 00:35:55,292
Months?
‐ Could be years.
769
00:35:55,299 --> 00:35:57,809
Why are you asking?
770
00:36:00,805 --> 00:36:03,685
‐ There's a reason that Tucker
wasn't himself before.
771
00:36:03,683 --> 00:36:05,973
‐ Captain,
what are you talking about?
772
00:36:07,895 --> 00:36:10,645
‐ Don't make me spell it out.
773
00:36:11,816 --> 00:36:14,526
‐ So we need to
do this without him?
774
00:36:14,527 --> 00:36:16,027
‐ Yes.
775
00:36:16,028 --> 00:36:17,988
‐ Okay.
776
00:36:17,988 --> 00:36:21,328
We have the tapes‐‐I'll get you
the search warrants.
777
00:36:21,325 --> 00:36:22,705
Also see if you can flush out
778
00:36:22,702 --> 00:36:23,992
anybody from Vice
from that time.
779
00:36:23,994 --> 00:36:25,824
‐ Anything else?
‐ Yeah.
780
00:36:25,830 --> 00:36:27,670
Pick up Gary Wald.
781
00:36:31,335 --> 00:36:34,335
[dramatic music]
782
00:36:34,338 --> 00:36:40,388
♪ ♪
783
00:36:40,386 --> 00:36:42,516
‐ If you guys are here
to talk about
784
00:36:42,513 --> 00:36:43,843
working for me
after retirement,
785
00:36:43,848 --> 00:36:45,398
you should've called ahead
for an appointment.
786
00:36:45,391 --> 00:36:46,891
‐ Guess again.
‐ Gary Wald, we've got
787
00:36:46,892 --> 00:36:49,062
a warrant for your arrest
for sexual assault,
788
00:36:49,061 --> 00:36:51,221
witness tampering,
and breaking and entering.
789
00:36:51,230 --> 00:36:52,570
‐ Based on what?
790
00:36:52,565 --> 00:36:54,235
The word of two cops
who were having an affair
791
00:36:54,233 --> 00:36:55,403
and then killed themselves?
792
00:36:55,401 --> 00:36:56,901
‐ You better watch your mouth.
793
00:36:56,902 --> 00:36:58,022
‐ Damn, what is her problem?
794
00:36:58,028 --> 00:36:59,578
‐ You heard what she said.
795
00:37:02,032 --> 00:37:04,532
‐ Let's go.
796
00:37:06,704 --> 00:37:08,584
‐ So Gary's on his way
to Central Booking?
797
00:37:08,581 --> 00:37:10,371
‐ Yup.
798
00:37:11,208 --> 00:37:13,088
‐ One of my best friends,
my partner,
799
00:37:13,085 --> 00:37:15,585
and I never even knew it.
800
00:37:15,588 --> 00:37:16,758
[sighs]
801
00:37:16,756 --> 00:37:19,096
I think of all the people
I never let get close to me
802
00:37:19,091 --> 00:37:20,591
because of IAB.
803
00:37:20,593 --> 00:37:23,213
‐ Don't blame yourself, Ed.
‐ Why not?
804
00:37:23,220 --> 00:37:25,390
It was my job
to root out bad cops,
805
00:37:25,389 --> 00:37:26,599
and I missed one of the worst.
806
00:37:26,599 --> 00:37:29,309
He was standing
right in front of me.
807
00:37:29,310 --> 00:37:31,320
If I hadn't,
Rachel might still be here.
808
00:37:31,312 --> 00:37:33,432
‐ Ed,
a lot of people missed it.
809
00:37:33,439 --> 00:37:36,279
I have missed some things.
810
00:37:36,275 --> 00:37:37,945
[sighs]
811
00:37:38,903 --> 00:37:40,613
‐ I didn't realize
we'd changed the subject.
812
00:37:40,613 --> 00:37:42,443
We're talking about us now?
813
00:37:42,448 --> 00:37:45,458
[emotional music]
814
00:37:45,451 --> 00:37:49,741
‐ I'm sorry...for the way
that I ended things.
815
00:37:51,290 --> 00:37:53,920
I think underneath it all...
816
00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:58,715
I was afraid.
817
00:37:59,632 --> 00:38:01,962
‐ And your dance card
was full.
818
00:38:01,967 --> 00:38:04,927
The job, Noah.
819
00:38:06,096 --> 00:38:10,976
‐ What I wish I had
and what I wish we had...
820
00:38:12,978 --> 00:38:15,488
Is more time.
821
00:38:17,817 --> 00:38:19,777
‐ It's okay.
822
00:38:21,153 --> 00:38:23,573
We'll always have Paris.
823
00:38:27,284 --> 00:38:30,454
You know,
I've always wanted to say that.
824
00:38:54,228 --> 00:38:55,898
‐ Did the son of a bitch
make bail?
825
00:38:55,896 --> 00:38:58,186
‐ No, once the judge heard
about his private plane,
826
00:38:58,190 --> 00:38:59,530
his multiple passports‐‐
827
00:38:59,525 --> 00:39:00,855
if he's not a flight risk,
no one is.
828
00:39:00,860 --> 00:39:02,370
‐ He can cool his jets
at the jail
829
00:39:02,361 --> 00:39:04,361
they were going
to name after him.
830
00:39:04,363 --> 00:39:06,363
‐ Oh, my God.
831
00:39:06,365 --> 00:39:07,995
‐ What?
832
00:39:11,996 --> 00:39:14,996
[heavy music]
833
00:39:14,999 --> 00:39:22,009
♪ ♪
834
00:39:24,216 --> 00:39:26,846
‐ I heard about Tucker.
How you doing?
835
00:39:26,844 --> 00:39:30,014
‐ He took his life
with his old .38.
836
00:39:34,393 --> 00:39:36,933
I just don't know
what to do with that.
837
00:39:36,937 --> 00:39:39,067
‐ There's nothing
you can do with it.
838
00:39:39,064 --> 00:39:40,694
It just is.
839
00:39:40,691 --> 00:39:44,061
‐ He left his wife a letter,
his benefits, his pension.
840
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:50,079
He told her that he didn't want
her to spend the best years
841
00:39:50,075 --> 00:39:54,375
of her life taking care
of a dying man.
842
00:39:57,249 --> 00:39:59,509
He had brain cancer.
843
00:40:01,045 --> 00:40:03,045
‐ Oh, I didn't know.
844
00:40:06,550 --> 00:40:09,560
He was suffering, Liv.
845
00:40:09,553 --> 00:40:11,423
That's not how he'd want
to be remembered.
846
00:40:11,430 --> 00:40:13,940
‐ I know.
I know.
847
00:40:17,311 --> 00:40:21,061
It's just a lot of rain
in one place.
848
00:40:22,775 --> 00:40:24,405
‐ You don't need
to be here alone.
849
00:40:24,401 --> 00:40:26,401
Let me drive you home.
850
00:40:27,279 --> 00:40:29,909
‐ Just give me a minute.
I'll be okay.
851
00:40:31,075 --> 00:40:32,705
I'm good.
852
00:40:40,084 --> 00:40:42,544
[door closes]
853
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:51,430
[sighs]
854
00:40:52,471 --> 00:40:54,931
[chuckles]
855
00:41:47,943 --> 00:41:50,983
[wolf howls]