1 00:00:02,482 --> 00:00:04,517 ♪ ♪ 2 00:00:13,586 --> 00:00:16,551 But I wouldn't want to be left, like, hanging, you know? 3 00:00:16,655 --> 00:00:18,241 Well, from my perspective, 4 00:00:18,344 --> 00:00:20,310 I didn't know where you were at anymore, and I felt like 5 00:00:20,413 --> 00:00:22,793 -you and her would strategize together -Gosh, I just, like... 6 00:00:22,896 --> 00:00:24,724 -and then just tell me the plan. -Mm-hmm. 7 00:00:24,827 --> 00:00:27,103 Just, like, put yourself in my shoes. 8 00:00:27,206 --> 00:00:28,137 CAROLYN: I never felt comfortable with her here. 9 00:00:28,241 --> 00:00:29,413 No, I know you didn't, 10 00:00:29,517 --> 00:00:31,137 and you wanted her out since day one. 11 00:00:31,241 --> 00:00:33,655 Tribal was crazy. Like, oh, my God. 12 00:00:33,758 --> 00:00:37,275 Like, it did not go as I expected at all. 13 00:00:37,379 --> 00:00:40,448 Fifth person voted out of Survivor44-- 14 00:00:40,551 --> 00:00:42,896 Sarah. Need to bring me your torch. 15 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:44,344 YAM YAM: I was so surprised it happened. 16 00:00:44,448 --> 00:00:47,379 Like, if you saw my jaw dropping to the floor, 17 00:00:47,482 --> 00:00:49,931 it looked likeRoger Rabbit scene where the coyote 18 00:00:50,034 --> 00:00:52,448 drops his jaw to the table. 19 00:00:52,551 --> 00:00:54,206 Oh, my God. 20 00:00:54,310 --> 00:00:56,482 I'm happy I survived the vote, 21 00:00:56,586 --> 00:00:58,034 but I'm not happy that I didn't know 22 00:00:58,137 --> 00:01:00,413 how it was gonna go, you know? 23 00:01:06,620 --> 00:01:07,689 Does that feel good in the game? 24 00:01:07,793 --> 00:01:08,724 YAM YAM: I understand. I understand. 25 00:01:08,827 --> 00:01:09,896 CAROLYN: What am I gonna do-- 26 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:11,241 keep, like, being shushed and, like, 27 00:01:11,344 --> 00:01:13,103 be the third turd of, like... 28 00:01:13,206 --> 00:01:14,931 -For what? Yeah, I was. -You were never the third. 29 00:01:15,034 --> 00:01:17,517 YAM YAM: The most dangerous player right now is Carolyn. 30 00:01:17,620 --> 00:01:20,033 She played everybody here. 31 00:01:20,137 --> 00:01:23,275 I assumed, like, we were playing together, 32 00:01:23,379 --> 00:01:25,931 but she left me behind. 33 00:01:26,033 --> 00:01:28,137 It sucks. Like, this sucks. It-it sucks, too. 34 00:01:28,241 --> 00:01:29,482 It doesn't have to suck. 35 00:01:29,586 --> 00:01:30,965 What? I don't even... 36 00:01:31,068 --> 00:01:32,275 I can't even... I really can't process that. 37 00:01:32,378 --> 00:01:34,723 JOSH: Tribal Council was a whirlwind. 38 00:01:34,827 --> 00:01:37,655 Yam Yam tried to vote me out, so, 39 00:01:37,758 --> 00:01:40,241 I'm glad I trusted my intuition and my gut 40 00:01:40,344 --> 00:01:42,758 and used my idol and trusted Carolyn. 41 00:01:46,068 --> 00:01:48,448 I swear. 42 00:01:48,551 --> 00:01:50,275 -Cause... -I was... I felt like if I would have told you... 43 00:01:53,896 --> 00:01:56,793 CAROLYN: Yam Yam's mad that he was left out of the vote, 44 00:01:56,896 --> 00:01:58,448 but when everything was going well 45 00:01:58,551 --> 00:02:02,655 and in his favor... "Aah!" [babbling] 46 00:02:02,758 --> 00:02:05,689 But the second it goes wrong, 47 00:02:05,793 --> 00:02:07,724 he's boo-hooing. 48 00:02:07,827 --> 00:02:09,517 Well, whatever. Sarah's gone. I don't care. 49 00:02:09,620 --> 00:02:11,206 I want to play this game, 50 00:02:11,310 --> 00:02:13,034 and I want to win, so, 51 00:02:13,137 --> 00:02:15,689 moving forward, who do I go with? 52 00:02:15,793 --> 00:02:17,827 Yes, my heart says, Yam Yam. 53 00:02:17,931 --> 00:02:20,482 That's my... That's Yam Yam. 54 00:02:20,586 --> 00:02:22,896 But I know, though, I got to do 55 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:24,896 what's best for my game, 56 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:27,413 which would... [sputters] 57 00:02:27,517 --> 00:02:29,862 ...probably be Josh. 58 00:02:30,862 --> 00:02:32,206 Aah! 59 00:02:37,896 --> 00:02:39,930 ♪ ♪ 60 00:02:41,067 --> 00:02:44,275 -Oh. -You're fine. You're fine. 61 00:02:48,620 --> 00:02:50,930 I'm in lot of pain. 62 00:02:51,034 --> 00:02:54,206 On day two, I dislocated my shoulder. 63 00:02:55,758 --> 00:02:57,310 -[gasp] -[screams] 64 00:02:57,413 --> 00:02:59,758 [grunts] 65 00:02:59,862 --> 00:03:02,482 MATTHEW: Now it's day ten, 66 00:03:02,586 --> 00:03:04,758 and I'm still dealing 67 00:03:04,862 --> 00:03:06,620 with an immense amount of pain. 68 00:03:06,724 --> 00:03:09,689 Every day that you stay out here, 69 00:03:09,793 --> 00:03:11,551 you impress me so much. 70 00:03:11,655 --> 00:03:14,137 I know how hard you play this game. 71 00:03:14,241 --> 00:03:17,137 You're an absolute gladiator. You're a certified legend. 72 00:03:17,241 --> 00:03:19,068 Okay? 73 00:03:19,172 --> 00:03:21,793 And I'm glad I'm stuck on this beach with you. 74 00:03:21,896 --> 00:03:23,827 MATTHEW: It's forcing me to be adaptable, 75 00:03:23,931 --> 00:03:25,379 but at the same time, like, 76 00:03:25,482 --> 00:03:29,275 it dulls my spirit to not be able to move. 77 00:03:29,379 --> 00:03:32,379 Do you feel like it just keeps getting worse every day? 78 00:03:32,482 --> 00:03:34,137 MATTHEW: Last night was definitely the worst night 79 00:03:34,241 --> 00:03:36,034 -that I've had. -Mm-hmm. 80 00:03:36,137 --> 00:03:40,067 And, like, it's emotional because... 81 00:03:40,172 --> 00:03:42,517 just.... 82 00:03:44,379 --> 00:03:45,793 I've literally been, like, 83 00:03:45,896 --> 00:03:48,241 training to be here for, like, years. 84 00:03:48,344 --> 00:03:51,310 Mm-hmm. 85 00:03:51,413 --> 00:03:52,965 So, it's just... 86 00:03:53,067 --> 00:03:55,655 It's more than just, like, the pain. 87 00:03:55,758 --> 00:03:57,448 -I'm sorry. -It's okay. 88 00:03:57,551 --> 00:03:59,206 You need a hug. I don't know if it would hurt. 89 00:03:59,310 --> 00:04:00,655 Yeah, I'll take a hug. 90 00:04:00,758 --> 00:04:02,931 -I'm so sorry. -It's okay. 91 00:04:04,551 --> 00:04:07,068 Carson adds an interesting mix to the tribe. 92 00:04:07,172 --> 00:04:09,068 He has come on, and he's the guy 93 00:04:09,172 --> 00:04:11,517 that I feel like I can emotionally open up to. 94 00:04:11,620 --> 00:04:14,379 -I'm sorry. -It's okay. 95 00:04:14,482 --> 00:04:15,931 I appreciate your concern. 96 00:04:16,034 --> 00:04:18,413 You have a big heart for a little guy. 97 00:04:18,517 --> 00:04:20,206 -Thank you. -[laughs] 98 00:04:20,310 --> 00:04:22,137 CARSON: I've only been with Ratu for four days, 99 00:04:22,241 --> 00:04:24,931 and I'm in the exact position I wanted to be at. 100 00:04:25,034 --> 00:04:26,448 I've really developed 101 00:04:26,551 --> 00:04:28,275 the relationships that I've wanted to build. 102 00:04:33,137 --> 00:04:34,758 -Right. -So I was happy when you got to this beach 103 00:04:34,862 --> 00:04:36,965 -Oh. -because I felt that I was a target here, as well. 104 00:04:37,068 --> 00:04:38,448 Yeah. 105 00:04:38,551 --> 00:04:40,517 Everyone in this tribe is just sharing so much information 106 00:04:40,620 --> 00:04:42,275 with me, and it gives me a lot of power. 107 00:04:42,379 --> 00:04:44,034 I know. Me too. Me too. 108 00:04:44,137 --> 00:04:45,862 I've been trying to keep my cool, but, like, 109 00:04:45,965 --> 00:04:47,379 I got to ask this guy, like, what's... 110 00:04:48,689 --> 00:04:50,965 -Oh, my gosh. Yes. -Like, are we... 111 00:04:51,068 --> 00:04:52,448 KANE: I know that 112 00:04:52,551 --> 00:04:56,068 Carson is a nerd, and I'm also a nerd, and I know that 113 00:04:56,172 --> 00:04:57,862 nerds work together, you know? 114 00:05:00,137 --> 00:05:01,413 -I love Lord of the Rings so much. -Oh, are you serious? 115 00:05:01,517 --> 00:05:02,931 How did you feel when, like, 116 00:05:03,034 --> 00:05:04,172 the sword and shield out here? It's like this season 117 00:05:04,275 --> 00:05:05,965 -was made for us, man. -It really was. 118 00:05:06,068 --> 00:05:07,413 KANE: It's like Geek Squad out here. 119 00:05:07,517 --> 00:05:08,724 It's, like, nerds know to stick together, you know? 120 00:05:08,827 --> 00:05:10,172 Like, we've all been 121 00:05:10,275 --> 00:05:12,000 through wedgies and whatever, you know? 122 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:15,103 I also understand, like, you know, I am the new person, so... 123 00:05:16,137 --> 00:05:18,413 Yeah. No, I know. Right. 124 00:05:18,517 --> 00:05:20,310 But I think that once rubber hits the road, 125 00:05:20,413 --> 00:05:22,137 I don't think it would be you. I think we need 126 00:05:22,241 --> 00:05:23,517 -to protect the young guns out here. -Yes. 127 00:05:25,034 --> 00:05:26,758 I know, really. 128 00:05:31,448 --> 00:05:33,241 CARSON: I think at this point, 129 00:05:33,344 --> 00:05:36,586 they don't really see me as this strategic mastermind, 130 00:05:36,689 --> 00:05:39,827 but really, what I'm doing is putting myself in a position 131 00:05:39,931 --> 00:05:42,275 where I am getting closer with some of the Ratu members 132 00:05:42,379 --> 00:05:44,068 than they are with each other. 133 00:05:44,172 --> 00:05:46,413 Once someone actually understands what I'm doing, 134 00:05:46,517 --> 00:05:48,931 they'll be gone. [laughs] 135 00:05:56,241 --> 00:05:57,758 DANNY: 30 breaths. 136 00:05:57,862 --> 00:05:59,068 You're gonna fill up your belly 137 00:05:59,172 --> 00:06:00,344 as much as you possibly can. 138 00:06:00,448 --> 00:06:02,931 No pause in between ventilations. 139 00:06:03,034 --> 00:06:04,000 [Danny breathes rapidly] 140 00:06:04,103 --> 00:06:06,413 I practice Brazilian jujitsu. 141 00:06:06,517 --> 00:06:09,724 It's my passion. Like, I'm-I'm absolutely in love with it, and 142 00:06:09,827 --> 00:06:11,724 I realized in the last couple of years 143 00:06:11,827 --> 00:06:13,310 that I've been breathing wrong the whole time. 144 00:06:13,413 --> 00:06:15,724 Not breathing in my... my belly and my diaphragm. 145 00:06:15,827 --> 00:06:17,758 So once I started to, like, tap into that, 146 00:06:17,862 --> 00:06:20,034 you can actually open up your mind and 147 00:06:20,137 --> 00:06:21,310 see more clearly. 148 00:06:21,413 --> 00:06:22,931 After 30 breaths, 149 00:06:23,034 --> 00:06:25,689 you're gonna do that exhale. [exhales] 150 00:06:25,793 --> 00:06:27,034 And hold. 151 00:06:27,137 --> 00:06:29,172 It's all about the love and energy. 152 00:06:29,275 --> 00:06:32,448 And it sounds silly, I know, and it is silly. 153 00:06:32,551 --> 00:06:35,482 We're a bunch of silly gooses out here, but it-it works. 154 00:06:35,586 --> 00:06:37,655 I don't know if there's some sort 155 00:06:37,758 --> 00:06:39,551 of chemical release or something, but 156 00:06:39,655 --> 00:06:41,655 when I closed my eyes, I was... I was dancing bachata 157 00:06:41,758 --> 00:06:43,344 with my wife and daughter. 158 00:06:43,448 --> 00:06:45,931 My daughter's four months tomorrow, 159 00:06:46,034 --> 00:06:48,758 and every night, I think about her, and 160 00:06:48,862 --> 00:06:50,413 every little cry I have, 161 00:06:50,517 --> 00:06:52,137 any-any little emotionality I have, 162 00:06:52,241 --> 00:06:55,482 I'm missing my, uh, my little girl. 163 00:06:55,586 --> 00:06:59,379 Uh, when I hold her, it's gonna be... oh. 164 00:06:59,482 --> 00:07:02,448 It's gonna... it's gonna be nice. 165 00:07:02,551 --> 00:07:04,724 Want to fill up the belly. Fill it up 166 00:07:04,827 --> 00:07:06,758 with all that loved one's energy. You're channeling it. 167 00:07:06,862 --> 00:07:09,103 We're storing it in for later when we need it. 168 00:07:09,206 --> 00:07:10,620 JAIME: I feel like I really was meant 169 00:07:10,724 --> 00:07:12,344 to be on the Soka tribe, and 170 00:07:12,448 --> 00:07:15,206 if I had my choice, this is the tribe I would have picked, 171 00:07:15,310 --> 00:07:16,793 not only because they're strong, but because 172 00:07:16,896 --> 00:07:18,379 it's the high vibe tribe. 173 00:07:18,482 --> 00:07:19,965 Everybody here meditates. 174 00:07:20,068 --> 00:07:21,724 It's not me having to teach how to meditate. 175 00:07:21,827 --> 00:07:24,310 It's, like, us going deeper 176 00:07:24,413 --> 00:07:26,931 and gaining that mindset that we need 177 00:07:27,034 --> 00:07:28,965 to work well together as a tribe. 178 00:07:30,034 --> 00:07:32,241 Obviously, like, somebody coming in new, it's like, "Okay, 179 00:07:32,344 --> 00:07:33,586 she's the easy vote," which is, like, nerve-wracking 180 00:07:33,689 --> 00:07:35,931 -Yeah. For sure. -and, like, unfortunate. 181 00:07:36,034 --> 00:07:38,482 But if you're looking to go into the merge even stronger, 182 00:07:38,586 --> 00:07:40,034 I'm really valuable. 183 00:07:40,137 --> 00:07:43,034 I know everything that's going on at Ratu, so, 184 00:07:43,137 --> 00:07:44,862 it's like, "Hello." 185 00:07:44,965 --> 00:07:47,655 I have so much more information 186 00:07:47,758 --> 00:07:49,275 than anybody playing this game. 187 00:07:49,379 --> 00:07:51,034 You're doing exactly what you need 188 00:07:51,137 --> 00:07:52,482 -to be doing right now. -[laughs] 189 00:07:52,586 --> 00:07:54,482 Um, I'm not gonna, like, commit to anything. 190 00:07:54,586 --> 00:07:56,103 -I'm a noodler. -Yes. 191 00:07:56,206 --> 00:07:59,827 I prefer slow deliberation. 192 00:07:59,931 --> 00:08:01,551 JAIME: We are all 193 00:08:01,655 --> 00:08:05,586 running a marathon right now, and Matt is learning to crawl. 194 00:08:05,689 --> 00:08:07,241 I am the most valuable person 195 00:08:07,344 --> 00:08:09,344 that anybody could ever interact with, 196 00:08:09,448 --> 00:08:13,068 and for a player to not jump on that is mind-blowing. 197 00:08:13,172 --> 00:08:16,034 Well, I can't make sense of what type of game Matt plays 198 00:08:16,137 --> 00:08:17,655 'cause, like, it doesn't seem very 199 00:08:17,758 --> 00:08:18,965 -strategically strong -Yeah. 200 00:08:19,068 --> 00:08:21,448 unless he's, like, hiding everything. 201 00:08:21,551 --> 00:08:23,413 I think he's just really affable, 202 00:08:23,517 --> 00:08:26,241 and... 203 00:08:26,344 --> 00:08:28,724 that's, like, his biggest strength. 204 00:08:28,827 --> 00:08:31,482 I don't think that Jaime has quite caught on 205 00:08:31,586 --> 00:08:33,758 to the fact that Matt and I are really close. 206 00:08:33,861 --> 00:08:36,275 And that's a good thing because 207 00:08:36,379 --> 00:08:39,172 I don't want to be in a position where somebody wants 208 00:08:39,275 --> 00:08:41,172 to make a move against Matt, 209 00:08:41,275 --> 00:08:42,895 but doesn't feel like they can tell me. 210 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:45,172 It's good to have a friend in the game. 211 00:08:45,275 --> 00:08:47,172 -Someone totally honest, completely, -Yeah. 212 00:08:47,275 --> 00:08:48,896 -who has my back no matter what. -Yeah. Yes. 213 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:50,310 MATT: At the end of the day, 214 00:08:50,413 --> 00:08:52,758 Survivoris a game about relationships. 215 00:08:52,862 --> 00:08:55,448 And right now, my blind spot is Frannie, 216 00:08:55,551 --> 00:08:57,689 'cause I really like her a lot. Um... 217 00:09:00,275 --> 00:09:02,206 -Just to, like, take a big, deep breath. -Let's hug. 218 00:09:02,310 --> 00:09:03,724 -Yeah. -All right. Ready? 219 00:09:03,827 --> 00:09:05,965 [both exhale and inhale deeply] 220 00:09:06,068 --> 00:09:07,310 MATT: And I think 221 00:09:07,413 --> 00:09:09,413 we also... 222 00:09:10,413 --> 00:09:14,000 I don't know. [laughs] 223 00:09:14,103 --> 00:09:15,344 I feel like 224 00:09:15,448 --> 00:09:18,000 there's a little, like, uh, 225 00:09:18,103 --> 00:09:20,310 you know, a spark between us. 226 00:09:20,413 --> 00:09:21,758 -Okay. -Okay. 227 00:09:21,862 --> 00:09:23,103 FRANNIE: I don't 228 00:09:23,206 --> 00:09:25,344 nothave a crush on Matt. 229 00:09:25,448 --> 00:09:27,379 When this game is over, 230 00:09:27,482 --> 00:09:30,241 Matt and I are gonna go out for Ethiopian food together, 231 00:09:30,344 --> 00:09:32,034 and whatever happens happens. 232 00:09:32,137 --> 00:09:35,068 Oh. 233 00:09:35,172 --> 00:09:37,620 Matt's somebody I would date in real life, 234 00:09:37,724 --> 00:09:39,517 and if it comes to that, 235 00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:43,413 after this game is over, then... 236 00:09:43,517 --> 00:09:45,965 I would be pleased as punch. [laughs] 237 00:09:47,275 --> 00:09:49,172 [laughing]: Yeah, I know. 238 00:09:49,275 --> 00:09:50,758 -Oh. -What part of my face is red? 239 00:09:50,862 --> 00:09:52,758 -The whole thing? -It's kind of blushing. 240 00:09:52,862 --> 00:09:55,103 [laughing]: No. 241 00:09:55,206 --> 00:09:56,896 No! 242 00:10:12,517 --> 00:10:13,827 Yeah, I'm good. 243 00:10:15,517 --> 00:10:17,206 No, no, I'm fine. 244 00:10:19,413 --> 00:10:22,827 But, I mean, it's a game, so, I'm-I'm... 245 00:10:22,931 --> 00:10:24,379 I'm fine. I'm still here. 246 00:10:24,482 --> 00:10:27,137 YAM YAM: I'm trying to make amends with Josh. 247 00:10:27,241 --> 00:10:29,448 I understand why he's mad, but, dude, 248 00:10:29,551 --> 00:10:31,241 you did the same thing to me-- you lied to me. 249 00:10:31,344 --> 00:10:32,586 But he's like, 250 00:10:32,689 --> 00:10:34,482 "You're the one's wrong, and I don't trust you, 251 00:10:34,586 --> 00:10:36,758 and you're the one dishonest." 252 00:10:36,862 --> 00:10:39,862 Dude, great move. Applaud. 253 00:10:39,965 --> 00:10:43,379 Move on. If you don't want to work with me, it's fine. 254 00:10:43,482 --> 00:10:46,103 But what's up with the bitch face, you know? 255 00:10:46,206 --> 00:10:48,758 Well... 256 00:10:48,862 --> 00:10:51,000 Oh, no. No, no, no. 257 00:10:51,103 --> 00:10:52,448 I was going with the group. 258 00:10:52,551 --> 00:10:54,413 Nothing personal. 259 00:10:54,517 --> 00:10:56,758 JOSH: Yam Yam, I think, felt like he was in a position 260 00:10:56,862 --> 00:11:00,344 of power this whole time, and now he's not. 261 00:11:00,448 --> 00:11:03,172 So, he's very somber, very sad, walking around like 262 00:11:03,275 --> 00:11:04,586 someone killed his dog, 263 00:11:04,689 --> 00:11:06,448 and feeling like he's going to be next. 264 00:11:10,827 --> 00:11:13,379 JOSH: But the truth is, I don't feel safe either 265 00:11:13,482 --> 00:11:16,137 because yesterday I played my immunity idol, 266 00:11:16,241 --> 00:11:17,482 so now I'm vulnerable. 267 00:11:17,586 --> 00:11:19,103 So, to make sure that 268 00:11:19,206 --> 00:11:21,379 Yam Yam and Carolyn don't get together and try to vote me out, 269 00:11:21,482 --> 00:11:23,896 last night, I made up a lie, 270 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:26,034 saying that I'd had another idol 271 00:11:26,137 --> 00:11:29,413 that I received at Soka from the birdcage. 272 00:11:35,551 --> 00:11:37,586 JOSH: I showed him the piece of paper that I received 273 00:11:37,689 --> 00:11:39,655 on the journey, and then today, 274 00:11:39,758 --> 00:11:43,344 I made a fake immunity idol with some beads from tree mail 275 00:11:43,448 --> 00:11:46,000 that I weaved into a bracelet. 276 00:11:46,103 --> 00:11:47,793 That makes me... 277 00:11:47,896 --> 00:11:50,172 -I do, yeah. Yeah. -Awesome. 278 00:11:51,862 --> 00:11:54,517 YAM YAM: So Josh is telling me he has a second idol now. 279 00:11:54,620 --> 00:11:56,344 He didn't show me, 280 00:11:56,448 --> 00:11:58,724 but if it's true, next Tribal Council, 281 00:11:58,827 --> 00:12:00,344 it's either Carolyn or me. 282 00:12:00,448 --> 00:12:03,862 And I know Josh doesn't trust me, so, 283 00:12:03,965 --> 00:12:06,551 next vote, it means I'm out. 284 00:12:06,655 --> 00:12:09,206 It sucks, you know, because 285 00:12:09,310 --> 00:12:11,172 Josh and I are not that different. 286 00:12:12,206 --> 00:12:14,379 Did you ever come out to your mom? 287 00:12:14,482 --> 00:12:16,724 -I've never come out. -You never told her? 288 00:12:16,827 --> 00:12:18,724 You just... It was just... It was what it was? 289 00:12:18,827 --> 00:12:22,000 I... Like, the thing is, like, coworkers of my mom, like, 290 00:12:22,103 --> 00:12:24,862 they always told her like, "Oh, he's gay, he's gay, he's gay." 291 00:12:24,965 --> 00:12:27,551 And she was like, "I'm gonna wait for him to tell me." 292 00:12:27,655 --> 00:12:29,862 And blah, blah, blah. 293 00:12:34,172 --> 00:12:36,482 So I never, like, put myself out there. 294 00:12:36,586 --> 00:12:39,758 Like, it wasn't a thing of me being afraid I was gay. 295 00:12:39,862 --> 00:12:44,482 Was me... a thing of me not finding myself attractive. 296 00:12:44,586 --> 00:12:48,206 And many, many years after that, that's when I met my husband. 297 00:12:48,310 --> 00:12:49,620 And my husband is my first boyfriend. 298 00:12:49,724 --> 00:12:51,793 Then we got married a year after. 299 00:12:53,793 --> 00:12:55,000 Right. 300 00:12:57,241 --> 00:12:59,931 Um, sophomore year of college. 301 00:13:00,034 --> 00:13:03,793 I couldn't come out in high school 'cause kids were mean. 302 00:13:03,896 --> 00:13:06,206 -Yeah, it was... -You know, I wasn't ready. 303 00:13:06,310 --> 00:13:08,241 So I moved away from my hometown 304 00:13:08,344 --> 00:13:09,965 because I knew I was different. 305 00:13:10,068 --> 00:13:11,931 And then I was like, "You know what? 306 00:13:12,034 --> 00:13:13,379 -I can't live a lie anymore." -Mm-hmm. 307 00:13:13,482 --> 00:13:15,413 So I told her, and she was like, "Are you sure?" 308 00:13:15,517 --> 00:13:17,103 Said, "Yeah, Mom." 309 00:13:17,206 --> 00:13:19,379 Like, that whole day was, like, awkward. 310 00:13:19,482 --> 00:13:20,965 She was crying all the time. 311 00:13:21,068 --> 00:13:22,517 And the next day, she came around. 312 00:13:22,620 --> 00:13:24,344 She was like, "This doesn't change anything. 313 00:13:24,448 --> 00:13:26,241 Thank you for coming out. That means so much to me." 314 00:13:26,344 --> 00:13:28,413 She was good. 315 00:13:28,517 --> 00:13:29,758 I love her. 316 00:13:29,862 --> 00:13:31,034 Yam Yam and Idid bond. 317 00:13:31,137 --> 00:13:32,448 We were talking about how I came out 318 00:13:32,551 --> 00:13:34,655 versus how he came out 319 00:13:34,758 --> 00:13:37,034 and how that was kind of hard for us. 320 00:13:37,137 --> 00:13:39,206 So we've talked about a lot more deeper things 321 00:13:39,310 --> 00:13:40,758 than Carolyn and I. 322 00:13:40,862 --> 00:13:43,241 But I have to be smart. 323 00:13:43,344 --> 00:13:45,689 I'm in a position of power, and I haven't decided yet 324 00:13:45,793 --> 00:13:47,379 who I want to keep around. 325 00:13:47,482 --> 00:13:49,724 But I need Yam Yam to feel comfortable. 326 00:13:49,827 --> 00:13:52,275 I mean, I think at this point, I have your trust? 327 00:13:52,379 --> 00:13:55,103 -Yeah. Yeah. -And I think I can trust you. 328 00:13:58,310 --> 00:14:00,172 I think so. Yeah. 329 00:14:00,275 --> 00:14:01,689 YAM YAM: I hope he's telling the truth 330 00:14:01,793 --> 00:14:04,620 because Josh has all the control. 331 00:14:04,724 --> 00:14:07,068 So, we have a challenge coming up. 332 00:14:07,172 --> 00:14:09,068 Best case scenario, we win. 333 00:14:09,172 --> 00:14:11,586 If not, I'm willing to vote out Carolyn. 334 00:14:11,689 --> 00:14:13,793 Aah! 335 00:14:25,758 --> 00:14:29,068 ♪ ♪ 336 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:38,448 Come on in! 337 00:14:40,206 --> 00:14:43,620 ♪ ♪ 338 00:14:45,344 --> 00:14:47,137 -Good morning. -Good morning. 339 00:14:47,241 --> 00:14:48,551 Good morning. 340 00:14:50,137 --> 00:14:52,517 PROBST: Ratu and Soka getting your first look 341 00:14:52,620 --> 00:14:54,310 at the new Tika tribe. 342 00:14:54,413 --> 00:14:58,482 Sarah voted out the last Tribal Council. 343 00:14:59,517 --> 00:15:02,655 All right, shall we get to today's immunity challenge? 344 00:15:02,758 --> 00:15:03,689 -[all voicing assent] -PROBST: First things first. 345 00:15:03,793 --> 00:15:07,137 Got to take back the idols. 346 00:15:07,241 --> 00:15:08,379 Thank you, Brandon. 347 00:15:08,482 --> 00:15:10,896 -My liege. -Thank you. 348 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:13,000 ♪ ♪ 349 00:15:13,103 --> 00:15:17,068 Once again, immunity is back up for grabs. 350 00:15:17,172 --> 00:15:20,206 For today's challenge, you'll be tied together. 351 00:15:20,310 --> 00:15:22,620 On my go, you're gonna race through a series of obstacles 352 00:15:22,724 --> 00:15:24,137 to a bucket. 353 00:15:24,241 --> 00:15:25,827 You'll fill that bucket with water 354 00:15:25,931 --> 00:15:29,379 and make your way over a hinged platform, 355 00:15:29,482 --> 00:15:33,655 transporting the water until you have enough to lower a gate. 356 00:15:33,758 --> 00:15:35,379 Once you reach the finish, 357 00:15:35,482 --> 00:15:37,655 two tribe members will work together 358 00:15:37,758 --> 00:15:39,655 to maneuver balls through a table maze. 359 00:15:39,758 --> 00:15:44,482 The first two tribes to land all three balls 360 00:15:44,586 --> 00:15:46,000 win immunity. 361 00:15:46,103 --> 00:15:48,172 In addition, you are playing for power in this game 362 00:15:48,275 --> 00:15:49,724 in the form of control. 363 00:15:49,827 --> 00:15:53,758 Once again, the winning tribe will decide 364 00:15:53,862 --> 00:15:55,448 which three players go on a journey. 365 00:15:55,551 --> 00:15:56,724 There is a lot at stake 366 00:15:56,827 --> 00:15:57,896 -in this challenge. -Okay. 367 00:15:58,000 --> 00:15:59,862 The last tribe to finish-- 368 00:15:59,965 --> 00:16:01,931 Tribal Council, where somebody will be the sixth person 369 00:16:02,034 --> 00:16:03,448 voted out of Survivor44. 370 00:16:03,551 --> 00:16:06,344 And as a penalty for losing, I will take your flint. 371 00:16:06,448 --> 00:16:09,206 Tika, you are trying to earn yours back today. 372 00:16:09,310 --> 00:16:11,448 Let's get to sit-outs. Ratu, you have two extra people. 373 00:16:11,551 --> 00:16:14,034 Who's gonna sit out? Matthew sitting out again. 374 00:16:14,137 --> 00:16:16,551 And Lauren gonna sit out. 375 00:16:16,655 --> 00:16:17,896 Soka, two sit-outs. 376 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:19,448 -Are you okay with that? -Jaime, Frannie. 377 00:16:19,551 --> 00:16:21,620 PROBST: Jaime and Frannie gonna sit out for Soka. 378 00:16:21,724 --> 00:16:23,000 Sit-outs, take a spot on the bench, everybody else, 379 00:16:23,103 --> 00:16:24,344 give you a minute to strategize, 380 00:16:24,448 --> 00:16:26,310 and we'll get going. Here we go. 381 00:16:29,413 --> 00:16:32,310 All right, here we go. 382 00:16:32,413 --> 00:16:34,206 For immunity and reward, 383 00:16:34,310 --> 00:16:35,551 Survivors ready? 384 00:16:37,551 --> 00:16:39,000 Go! 385 00:16:39,103 --> 00:16:42,103 First, you got to get through this obstacle. 386 00:16:42,206 --> 00:16:45,551 The key is how well you can maneuver together. 387 00:16:45,655 --> 00:16:47,965 Under the stick, under the stick. -BOTH: Got it. 388 00:16:48,068 --> 00:16:49,137 There you go, Soka! 389 00:16:49,241 --> 00:16:50,517 Over this top one. 390 00:16:50,620 --> 00:16:52,206 PROBST: Ratu's going up top. 391 00:16:52,310 --> 00:16:54,689 -So is Tika. -Over more. 392 00:16:54,793 --> 00:16:56,000 We're gonna go under this stick. 393 00:16:56,103 --> 00:16:57,275 PROBST: That was Soka. 394 00:16:57,379 --> 00:16:59,275 Everybody took the high path this time. 395 00:16:59,379 --> 00:17:00,482 PROBST: Yam Yam is out first for Tika. 396 00:17:00,586 --> 00:17:02,000 There's Carolyn. 397 00:17:02,103 --> 00:17:04,931 -Sorry. -No. You're fine. You're fine. 398 00:17:05,034 --> 00:17:06,378 PROBST: Everybody's got to get through it. 399 00:17:06,482 --> 00:17:08,723 -Tika through first. -FRANNIE: There you go, Soka! 400 00:17:08,827 --> 00:17:10,068 Now you're going to the over-unders. 401 00:17:10,172 --> 00:17:11,862 Over one, under the next. 402 00:17:11,964 --> 00:17:14,896 Soka's through. Ratu is through. 403 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:17,068 -Here we go. -[indistinct shouting] 404 00:17:17,172 --> 00:17:18,586 Come on, Ratu! 405 00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:22,068 PROBST: You got to go over and under together 406 00:17:22,172 --> 00:17:23,619 because you are tethered together. 407 00:17:23,723 --> 00:17:24,931 JOSH: You ready? 408 00:17:25,034 --> 00:17:26,619 PROBST: Everybody's slowing down now. 409 00:17:26,723 --> 00:17:28,378 -That under is tough. -HEIDI: Yup. We're good. 410 00:17:28,482 --> 00:17:31,758 -You got to get low. -Here we go. 411 00:17:31,862 --> 00:17:33,068 -PROBST: You're good, Tika. -Yeah. Yeah. 412 00:17:33,172 --> 00:17:34,655 PROBST: Get the water bucket undone. 413 00:17:34,758 --> 00:17:36,551 -Ratu is through. -LAUREN: Y'all still got it, Ratu! 414 00:17:36,655 --> 00:17:39,586 PROBST: Soka last to the bucket. 415 00:17:39,689 --> 00:17:41,758 Once your bucket's free, fill it with water. 416 00:17:41,862 --> 00:17:43,482 Key to this part of the challenge 417 00:17:43,586 --> 00:17:45,655 -is transporting the water. -All right, let's go. 418 00:17:45,758 --> 00:17:49,689 Now you've got to go over this hinge platform. 419 00:17:49,793 --> 00:17:51,482 There goes Tika. 420 00:17:51,586 --> 00:17:53,172 Ratu heading out. 421 00:17:53,275 --> 00:17:55,379 Danny dips in. Soka's heading out. 422 00:17:55,482 --> 00:17:57,275 There's the transition. 423 00:17:57,379 --> 00:17:59,586 How much water can you save? 424 00:18:01,689 --> 00:18:03,655 MATTHEW: Oh, they're spilling all over the place, guys. 425 00:18:03,758 --> 00:18:06,034 LAUREN AND FRANNIE: Slow and steady. 426 00:18:06,137 --> 00:18:07,724 PROBST: Ratu does a nice job. 427 00:18:07,827 --> 00:18:09,655 Tika with a nice job. 428 00:18:09,758 --> 00:18:11,310 Go back, go back, go back. 429 00:18:11,413 --> 00:18:14,896 Two good buckets full of water from Tika and Ratu. 430 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:18,793 There's Soka. Danny pours the water. 431 00:18:18,896 --> 00:18:22,344 Everybody did a nice job on that first round. 432 00:18:22,448 --> 00:18:25,344 Here comes Ratu. Wow. 433 00:18:25,448 --> 00:18:27,586 No water lost at all by Brandon. 434 00:18:27,689 --> 00:18:29,344 -Well done. -MATTHEW: Good job, you guys. 435 00:18:29,448 --> 00:18:31,517 PROBST: Here comes Tika. 436 00:18:31,620 --> 00:18:33,896 -FRANNIE: Nice and easy! -LAUREN: You got it. You got it. 437 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:35,379 FRANNIE: Nice, Danny! Nice! 438 00:18:35,482 --> 00:18:37,655 PROBST: Matt takes a big fall, 439 00:18:37,758 --> 00:18:40,379 but Danny holds on to that water. 440 00:18:40,482 --> 00:18:43,758 Yeah, you got it, you got it. Dump any time. 441 00:18:43,862 --> 00:18:45,586 -[Lauren screams] -PROBST: And that's enough for Ratu. 442 00:18:45,689 --> 00:18:48,310 -They are through. -Right here, right here! 443 00:18:49,448 --> 00:18:51,551 PROBST: Is that enough for Soka? 444 00:18:51,655 --> 00:18:53,862 -JAIME: Yes! -Yes. Is it enough for Tika? 445 00:18:53,965 --> 00:18:57,551 Yes! Everybody's through with two buckets. 446 00:18:57,655 --> 00:18:59,344 [indistinct shouting] 447 00:18:59,448 --> 00:19:01,103 We are very even right now. 448 00:19:01,206 --> 00:19:02,620 You take it off, you take it off. 449 00:19:02,724 --> 00:19:05,551 -HEIDI: Go, go, go! -It's Ratu on the maze first. 450 00:19:05,655 --> 00:19:08,724 Then Soka. Tika's there. 451 00:19:08,827 --> 00:19:11,482 We're about as even as you can be in this challenge. 452 00:19:11,586 --> 00:19:13,068 Tip the other way. 453 00:19:13,172 --> 00:19:16,310 PROBST: It is Yam Yam and Josh for Tika. 454 00:19:16,413 --> 00:19:19,241 It is Danny and Matt for Soka. -HEIDI: Come on, Danny. 455 00:19:19,344 --> 00:19:22,517 PROBST: It is Carson and Brandon for Ratu. 456 00:19:22,620 --> 00:19:25,206 You have immunity and power. 457 00:19:25,310 --> 00:19:27,655 You decide who goes on that journey. 458 00:19:27,758 --> 00:19:29,724 Slow, slow, slow, slow, slow. 459 00:19:29,827 --> 00:19:31,137 Uh, that's a dead end. 460 00:19:31,241 --> 00:19:32,482 Slow and steady. 461 00:19:32,586 --> 00:19:36,275 Nice job by Soka, making a lot of progress. 462 00:19:36,379 --> 00:19:38,103 Tika drops. 463 00:19:38,206 --> 00:19:40,103 That's okay. They're learning. Keep going. 464 00:19:40,206 --> 00:19:41,413 Danny and Matt. 465 00:19:41,517 --> 00:19:43,310 Critical point right here. 466 00:19:43,413 --> 00:19:45,034 They can see the end. 467 00:19:45,137 --> 00:19:46,586 Very fast... 468 00:19:46,689 --> 00:19:47,896 with this first ball. 469 00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:50,172 HEIDI: Breathe. 470 00:19:50,275 --> 00:19:54,172 PROBST: Can they land it without dropping it off the back end? 471 00:19:54,275 --> 00:19:56,000 That's the risk now. 472 00:19:57,034 --> 00:19:58,689 And they do. Soka has their first. 473 00:19:58,793 --> 00:20:02,896 -Yes, Soka! -Beautiful! Do it again! 474 00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:05,172 Too much. 475 00:20:05,275 --> 00:20:08,068 PROBST: Yam Yam and josh have to start again for Tika. 476 00:20:08,172 --> 00:20:10,344 This would tie it. 477 00:20:10,448 --> 00:20:11,758 And they do. 478 00:20:11,862 --> 00:20:13,724 -Yes! -Yes. -Ratu has one. We're tied. 479 00:20:13,827 --> 00:20:16,862 It is one-one, 480 00:20:16,965 --> 00:20:18,413 Ratu and Soka. It is now Tika. 481 00:20:18,517 --> 00:20:20,827 They drop. 482 00:20:20,931 --> 00:20:22,137 -FRANNIE: You got it, Soka. -JAIME: There you go, Soka. 483 00:20:22,241 --> 00:20:23,586 -See you. -FRANNIE: You got it. 484 00:20:23,689 --> 00:20:25,793 PROBST: There goes Soka again. 485 00:20:25,896 --> 00:20:27,551 Getting near that finish. 486 00:20:27,655 --> 00:20:29,689 -Ratu is right there, as well. -It's almost... [mutters] 487 00:20:29,793 --> 00:20:31,413 PROBST: Ratu getting very close to the end. 488 00:20:31,517 --> 00:20:33,034 Ratu's at the same spot. 489 00:20:33,137 --> 00:20:34,448 Soka loses theirs. 490 00:20:34,551 --> 00:20:36,379 CARSON: Hold yours up a little. 491 00:20:36,482 --> 00:20:38,517 PROBST: And they in and out. 492 00:20:38,620 --> 00:20:39,517 -LAUREN: Yes! -That's it! Ratu has it! 493 00:20:39,620 --> 00:20:41,793 Ratu in the lead with two! 494 00:20:41,896 --> 00:20:43,827 -DANNY: One-two, Ratu. -PROBST: Tika... 495 00:20:43,931 --> 00:20:45,620 closer than they've ever been. 496 00:20:45,724 --> 00:20:48,103 -[Josh murmurs] -YAM YAM: Balance it. Balance it. 497 00:20:48,206 --> 00:20:49,275 -[exclaims] -PROBST: And they drop their first. 498 00:20:49,379 --> 00:20:50,827 Tika's in and out with one. 499 00:20:50,931 --> 00:20:53,724 Danny and Matt near the finish. 500 00:20:56,275 --> 00:20:58,206 Do they have the touch this time? 501 00:20:58,310 --> 00:21:00,827 And they do. We are tied, two-two. 502 00:21:00,931 --> 00:21:03,620 -Yes! Yes! That's beautiful! -Relax, relax. 503 00:21:03,724 --> 00:21:06,103 -We got it. -PROBST: Ratu with two. 504 00:21:06,206 --> 00:21:08,827 It is Ratu with two, Soka with two, 505 00:21:08,931 --> 00:21:10,034 Tika with one. 506 00:21:11,034 --> 00:21:12,896 Tika has to start over. 507 00:21:13,896 --> 00:21:16,172 Ratu and Soka... 508 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:17,931 Thanks, Mom. 509 00:21:18,034 --> 00:21:20,034 PROBST: ...going for their third to win it. 510 00:21:20,137 --> 00:21:22,206 About at the same spot. 511 00:21:23,241 --> 00:21:25,586 Danny and Matt as close as they've been 512 00:21:25,689 --> 00:21:27,379 with that third ball. 513 00:21:27,482 --> 00:21:29,448 -HEIDI: Take all the time you need. -They could win it right here. 514 00:21:29,551 --> 00:21:32,551 Here comes Ratu right on their tail. 515 00:21:32,655 --> 00:21:34,965 For the win. 516 00:21:35,965 --> 00:21:37,344 Can they save it? 517 00:21:37,448 --> 00:21:38,931 They are on the edge of disaster. 518 00:21:39,034 --> 00:21:40,206 HEIDI: Bring it back. 519 00:21:40,310 --> 00:21:41,620 PROBST: And they bring it back. 520 00:21:41,724 --> 00:21:43,827 Ratu is right there. 521 00:21:43,931 --> 00:21:46,206 Ratu pulls it out! Ratu wins immunity. 522 00:21:46,310 --> 00:21:48,206 We're looking for one more! 523 00:21:48,310 --> 00:21:50,137 It could be over right here for Soka 524 00:21:50,241 --> 00:21:51,862 if they can close it out. 525 00:21:52,862 --> 00:21:56,655 And they do! Soka wins immunity, sending Tika 526 00:21:56,758 --> 00:21:58,862 back to Tribal Council 527 00:21:58,965 --> 00:22:01,689 where Carolyn, Josh or Yam Yam will be the sixth person 528 00:22:01,793 --> 00:22:04,344 voted out of Survivor44. 529 00:22:04,448 --> 00:22:07,310 ALL: Soka! Soka! Soka! 530 00:22:09,724 --> 00:22:13,655 Jeff, I always wondered if the matches were as close 531 00:22:13,758 --> 00:22:14,896 -as on TV, and... -They were. 532 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:16,413 PROBST: They are. 533 00:22:16,517 --> 00:22:18,862 -It was seconds. -Yeah, everyone out here. 534 00:22:18,965 --> 00:22:23,310 Ratu, the sword is yours. 535 00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:26,586 Immunity for Soka as well. 536 00:22:28,172 --> 00:22:30,689 All right, now, you have power, Ratu. 537 00:22:30,793 --> 00:22:33,620 You're gonna decide which three players-- one from your tribe, 538 00:22:33,724 --> 00:22:35,068 one from Soka, one from Tika-- 539 00:22:35,172 --> 00:22:36,482 are gonna go on a journey together. 540 00:22:36,586 --> 00:22:39,275 I'm gonna be going on a journey. 541 00:22:39,379 --> 00:22:41,482 Let's talk about Soka. 542 00:22:43,448 --> 00:22:45,931 We like Danny. We pick Danny to go. 543 00:22:46,034 --> 00:22:47,724 -PROBST: All right, Danny going on a journey. -All right. 544 00:22:47,827 --> 00:22:49,931 All right, you got one last decision. 545 00:22:50,034 --> 00:22:53,758 You have Yam Yam, Josh and Carolyn. 546 00:22:53,862 --> 00:22:58,068 Who you gonna pick to join as the third player? 547 00:22:58,172 --> 00:22:59,931 We're sending Carolyn. 548 00:23:00,034 --> 00:23:03,931 PROBST: All right, it's gonna be Brandon, Danny and Carolyn. 549 00:23:04,034 --> 00:23:06,034 Head out. Boat will take you out. 550 00:23:06,137 --> 00:23:08,448 Carolyn, you will return in time for Tribal Council. 551 00:23:08,551 --> 00:23:11,000 -[indistinct chatter] -Have fun. -FRANNIE: You got it, Danny boy. 552 00:23:11,103 --> 00:23:13,448 -Have fun. -Okay. -Yeah. 553 00:23:13,551 --> 00:23:15,551 PROBST: Soka, Ratu, no Tribal Council, 554 00:23:15,655 --> 00:23:17,758 nobody going home. Grab your stuff, head back to camp. 555 00:23:17,862 --> 00:23:19,965 But Matthew, just given that you've sat out two challenges, 556 00:23:20,068 --> 00:23:21,758 and it's clear you have an injury, 557 00:23:21,862 --> 00:23:24,068 I'd like medical to take a look at that and just get an update. 558 00:23:24,172 --> 00:23:25,517 -So you can stick around. -Okay. 559 00:23:25,620 --> 00:23:26,620 PROBST: Okay, grab your stuff, head out. 560 00:23:26,724 --> 00:23:28,517 -Enjoy the night off. -Jeff! 561 00:23:28,620 --> 00:23:30,965 Well earned. 562 00:23:31,965 --> 00:23:34,034 All right, Yam Yam and Josh, 563 00:23:34,137 --> 00:23:36,862 Carolyn will return in time for Tribal Council. 564 00:23:36,965 --> 00:23:38,931 Somebody will be the sixth person voted out. 565 00:23:39,034 --> 00:23:40,655 As a penalty for losing, I'll hold on to your flint. 566 00:23:40,758 --> 00:23:42,206 You'll have another chance to earn it 567 00:23:42,310 --> 00:23:43,724 at your next immunity challenge. 568 00:23:43,827 --> 00:23:46,172 Grab your stuff, head out. See you tonight at Tribal. 569 00:23:47,620 --> 00:23:49,344 YAM YAM: I don't think people understand how hard it is 570 00:23:49,448 --> 00:23:51,862 to be only three of us at Tribal Council. 571 00:23:51,965 --> 00:23:54,000 I don't think Survivorgets harder than this. 572 00:23:54,103 --> 00:23:56,034 Especially me being out of the last vote. 573 00:23:56,137 --> 00:23:58,586 Like, what power do I have? I have nothing. 574 00:23:58,689 --> 00:24:00,310 I don't want to work with Josh or Carolyn, 575 00:24:00,413 --> 00:24:01,827 but it's like, "Hello. 576 00:24:01,931 --> 00:24:05,000 We cannot vote the coconut palm tree out, you know?" 577 00:24:13,172 --> 00:24:14,655 WILL: So I just thought we'd have a look 578 00:24:14,758 --> 00:24:16,241 at your shoulder again because I know 579 00:24:16,344 --> 00:24:17,689 you've been struggling, haven't you? 580 00:24:17,793 --> 00:24:19,344 MATTHEW: Yeah, I have been. 581 00:24:19,448 --> 00:24:21,275 Like, the pain has been really bad. 582 00:24:21,379 --> 00:24:23,931 -Mm. -And it's just... 583 00:24:24,034 --> 00:24:26,827 It's so weak that I can't even, like... 584 00:24:26,931 --> 00:24:30,172 I feel like gravity's gonna pull it out of the socket. 585 00:24:30,275 --> 00:24:34,310 And, uh... and I'm just, like, really worried 586 00:24:34,413 --> 00:24:36,034 because, you know, I'm only eating, like, 587 00:24:36,137 --> 00:24:38,000 a couple hundred calories a day, 588 00:24:38,103 --> 00:24:42,620 and I just don't know, like, how well my body can heal 589 00:24:42,724 --> 00:24:45,344 under the conditions that I'm in. 590 00:24:45,448 --> 00:24:47,206 PROBST: Will, can you explain 591 00:24:47,310 --> 00:24:49,068 why is he feeling so much pain? 592 00:24:49,172 --> 00:24:51,206 -'Cause it's clear he's hurting. -Yeah. 593 00:24:51,310 --> 00:24:54,000 What happens when you pop your shoulder out, Matt is the... 594 00:24:54,103 --> 00:24:56,931 the soft tissue that holds the shoulder in place-- 595 00:24:57,034 --> 00:24:58,310 that can get torn. 596 00:24:58,413 --> 00:25:01,689 And if it's a small tear, 597 00:25:01,793 --> 00:25:04,068 then the pain is usually quite short-lived. 598 00:25:04,172 --> 00:25:08,931 -But you're in a lot of pain, and this is nine days on. -Yeah. 599 00:25:09,034 --> 00:25:11,689 I got to say, I'm very impressed. 600 00:25:11,793 --> 00:25:14,103 You got injured playing the game. 601 00:25:14,206 --> 00:25:16,413 You fought through it, you tried to hide it. 602 00:25:16,517 --> 00:25:18,000 Sometimes you had the sling on. 603 00:25:18,103 --> 00:25:19,620 Other times, you didn't have the sling on. 604 00:25:19,724 --> 00:25:22,344 When challenges came up that you could have sat out 605 00:25:22,448 --> 00:25:23,862 to try to preserve your own health, 606 00:25:23,965 --> 00:25:25,448 you fought for your tribe, 607 00:25:25,551 --> 00:25:29,034 and I've watched you lift a very heavy box. 608 00:25:29,137 --> 00:25:31,068 I watched you slap at the keys. 609 00:25:31,172 --> 00:25:33,137 So what is it? Is it just drive? 610 00:25:33,241 --> 00:25:35,586 -'Cause I know we've been advising you not to. -It... 611 00:25:35,689 --> 00:25:37,793 It's painful, but I'm not one 612 00:25:37,896 --> 00:25:41,655 to give up on something that I want so badly. 613 00:25:41,758 --> 00:25:44,241 Doctor told me that I probably tore something 614 00:25:44,344 --> 00:25:46,172 in my shoulder, and... 615 00:25:46,275 --> 00:25:48,103 I want to be out here. 616 00:25:49,137 --> 00:25:52,275 This is a dream of mine, but I wake up in so much pain. 617 00:25:54,275 --> 00:25:57,344 Just got a lot weighing on my mind, 'cause I got 618 00:25:57,448 --> 00:25:59,103 to figure out what I should do. 619 00:26:15,551 --> 00:26:17,965 -We were right there with them. -We were. 620 00:26:18,068 --> 00:26:19,793 -Sorry, dude. -No, it's okay. 621 00:26:19,896 --> 00:26:22,206 Good effort, though. 622 00:26:22,310 --> 00:26:25,241 The immunity challenge was rough. 623 00:26:25,344 --> 00:26:28,448 Tika lost, and now we're going to Tribal Council. 624 00:26:28,551 --> 00:26:30,137 Fortunately, 625 00:26:30,241 --> 00:26:32,689 it seems like Yam Yam really believes that I do have an idol, 626 00:26:32,793 --> 00:26:35,448 which I'm using and banking on because 627 00:26:35,551 --> 00:26:37,862 that lie is the only thing that I have going forward. 628 00:26:37,965 --> 00:26:40,137 So I'd like to save my idol if I can. 629 00:26:40,241 --> 00:26:42,965 Obviously, I'm using two in a row. 630 00:26:43,068 --> 00:26:45,310 That's your... that's your decision. 631 00:26:45,413 --> 00:26:48,724 We obviously were on different sides of last Tribal Council. 632 00:26:48,827 --> 00:26:50,241 I want you to understand... 633 00:26:50,344 --> 00:26:51,551 I understand. Oh, yeah, I understand it. 634 00:26:51,655 --> 00:26:53,275 ...how it went down. 635 00:26:53,379 --> 00:26:55,103 But I just want to make sure it doesn't happen again further. 636 00:26:55,206 --> 00:26:56,724 -It's not gonna happen again. -'Cause we're working together. 637 00:26:56,827 --> 00:26:58,586 Because here's the thing. 638 00:26:58,689 --> 00:27:01,689 -Carolyn is playing both me and you. -Right. 639 00:27:01,793 --> 00:27:06,310 She is not as unaware as it looks she is. 640 00:27:06,413 --> 00:27:08,793 She proved it with the Sarah vote. 641 00:27:08,896 --> 00:27:11,137 And she made you use your idol when you needed me to. 642 00:27:11,241 --> 00:27:13,517 Do you think that was a mistake or a... 643 00:27:13,620 --> 00:27:15,827 a fluke or whatever it's called? 644 00:27:15,931 --> 00:27:18,137 She's thinking. 645 00:27:18,241 --> 00:27:20,793 If Josh has an idol, I have to save my own ass. 646 00:27:20,896 --> 00:27:22,172 So, 647 00:27:22,275 --> 00:27:24,758 I'm throwing Carolyn under the bus, the train, 648 00:27:24,862 --> 00:27:26,827 the airplane, the submarine, going back and forth. 649 00:27:26,931 --> 00:27:29,793 [trilling] 650 00:27:29,896 --> 00:27:31,517 Hoping I come out alive, you know? 651 00:27:31,620 --> 00:27:32,965 Like, I can't trust her. 652 00:27:33,068 --> 00:27:34,965 Like, she's too emotional. 653 00:27:35,068 --> 00:27:37,068 And what you're saying makes sense. 654 00:27:37,172 --> 00:27:38,896 -She's the ticking time bomb. -Yes. 655 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:41,103 So, when Carolyn comes back, 656 00:27:41,206 --> 00:27:43,413 -let's see what she tells you that she has, -Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 657 00:27:43,517 --> 00:27:45,689 -and let's see what she tells me. -Okay. 658 00:27:45,793 --> 00:27:47,344 And then see what kind of game she's playing. 659 00:27:47,448 --> 00:27:49,724 While Carolyn and Yam Yam want to work with me, 660 00:27:49,827 --> 00:27:51,413 Carolyn went on a journey, 661 00:27:51,517 --> 00:27:54,068 and who knows what she might come back with? 662 00:27:54,172 --> 00:27:57,137 She could lose her vote, she could have a Knowledge Is Power. 663 00:27:57,241 --> 00:27:59,517 She could have an immunity idol. Who knows? 664 00:27:59,620 --> 00:28:00,758 But it could change everything. 665 00:28:00,862 --> 00:28:02,000 All right, I'm gonna shake on it. 666 00:28:02,103 --> 00:28:05,344 -Let's shake it. I'm for real. -Oh. 667 00:28:05,448 --> 00:28:07,517 -We're in this. All right. -For real. Okay. 668 00:28:07,620 --> 00:28:09,241 JOSH: Perfect. 669 00:28:12,758 --> 00:28:15,827 BRANDON: I was happy to be going on the journey 670 00:28:15,931 --> 00:28:17,413 because I figured something could come of it, 671 00:28:17,517 --> 00:28:20,655 but at the same time, I'm immediately thinking, you know, 672 00:28:20,758 --> 00:28:22,172 "what am I gonna say when I get back?" 673 00:28:22,275 --> 00:28:23,758 Because there's been so many journeys that have been 674 00:28:23,862 --> 00:28:25,724 taking place already, and they're gonna be looking 675 00:28:25,827 --> 00:28:27,827 for me to come back with some sort of advantage. 676 00:28:31,482 --> 00:28:32,724 -All right. -Let's go. 677 00:28:32,827 --> 00:28:34,310 -Yeah. -All right. 678 00:28:34,413 --> 00:28:36,172 DANNY: It's you guys' first journey, right? 679 00:28:36,275 --> 00:28:37,724 -CAROLYN: First journey. -DANNY: Oh, dude. 680 00:28:37,827 --> 00:28:39,068 Hopefully, it doesn't suck. 681 00:28:39,172 --> 00:28:40,413 -[Danny laughs] -BRANDON: I know. 682 00:28:40,517 --> 00:28:42,620 [Carolyn screams] 683 00:28:47,586 --> 00:28:49,000 There's a sign here. 684 00:28:49,103 --> 00:28:51,000 Oh, we got another sign. All right. 685 00:28:51,103 --> 00:28:53,655 -Oh, yeah. -What's this? 686 00:29:02,172 --> 00:29:03,448 Shut up. 687 00:29:05,482 --> 00:29:07,620 -CAROLYN: Is this serious? -Ooh! 688 00:29:07,724 --> 00:29:09,413 -Ooh, boy! -[Carolyn shrieks] 689 00:29:09,517 --> 00:29:10,862 DANNY: And nobody is gonna believe this, 690 00:29:10,965 --> 00:29:11,965 -But I don't care right now. -BRANDON: Nah, nah, nah. 691 00:29:12,068 --> 00:29:13,448 BRANDON: We all were like, 692 00:29:13,551 --> 00:29:15,689 "There's some catch. There's no way this is real." 693 00:29:15,793 --> 00:29:17,137 But sure enough, it was. 694 00:29:17,241 --> 00:29:19,413 -Boom. Yeah, let's go in. -Go in? 695 00:29:19,517 --> 00:29:22,793 I don't eat meat, but I do on Survivor. 696 00:29:22,896 --> 00:29:24,275 Even though I was super, super nervous 697 00:29:24,379 --> 00:29:26,344 because we're going to Tribal, 698 00:29:26,448 --> 00:29:28,586 it kind of felt good. I was like, "I am starving." 699 00:29:28,689 --> 00:29:31,379 This is an opportunity, me coming from a tribe 700 00:29:31,482 --> 00:29:33,655 of three people, where I'm gonna get to know these guys, 701 00:29:33,758 --> 00:29:34,827 maybe gain more allies 702 00:29:34,931 --> 00:29:36,689 and just feel better in the game. 703 00:29:36,793 --> 00:29:38,275 What's going over at Tika? 704 00:29:38,379 --> 00:29:39,448 'Cause that's the real question I'd like y'all to answer. 705 00:29:39,551 --> 00:29:40,896 DANNY: Yeah, what's going on there? 706 00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:43,206 How do you think it's gonna go down tonight for you? 707 00:29:43,310 --> 00:29:45,000 I'm worried! I'm sorry to yell at you. 708 00:29:45,103 --> 00:29:46,413 No, no, please do. I would... 709 00:29:46,517 --> 00:29:47,724 I would feel the same way if I was you. 710 00:29:47,827 --> 00:29:49,000 It's a tough spot for you. 711 00:29:49,103 --> 00:29:50,931 I'm worried because Josh came back 712 00:29:51,034 --> 00:29:53,655 with an idol from the journey 713 00:29:53,758 --> 00:29:55,758 -that he could only use up to the merge... -Oh, actually... 714 00:29:55,862 --> 00:29:57,758 -until... We used it. -...that means Jaime has one. 715 00:29:57,862 --> 00:29:59,068 -BRANDON: And so does Carson. -And Carson. 716 00:29:59,172 --> 00:30:01,103 This right now is a disadvantage 717 00:30:01,206 --> 00:30:03,137 unless, like, we get to the merge 718 00:30:03,241 --> 00:30:05,517 -and we, like, work together, and then... -Ah, for real. 719 00:30:05,620 --> 00:30:07,965 DANNY: I couldn't have been more grateful for this journey. 720 00:30:08,068 --> 00:30:10,172 Between the food, the information, 721 00:30:10,275 --> 00:30:11,620 I don't know what tasted better. 722 00:30:11,724 --> 00:30:13,172 I also got some time with Brandon. 723 00:30:13,275 --> 00:30:15,827 We hit it off 100%. 724 00:30:15,931 --> 00:30:17,448 We were thinking the exact same thing. 725 00:30:17,551 --> 00:30:19,000 -I've been wanting to work with you. -Yeah, absolutely. 726 00:30:19,103 --> 00:30:20,413 So, I'm happ... That's why I was like, 727 00:30:20,517 --> 00:30:22,103 "I want to make sure Danny goes on it." 728 00:30:22,206 --> 00:30:23,965 So, I'll give you my word right now, 729 00:30:24,068 --> 00:30:26,275 we get to the merge, I'll get me and whoever else I'm with. 730 00:30:26,379 --> 00:30:28,206 -And vice versa. -Am I in on this, or am I still... 731 00:30:28,310 --> 00:30:29,896 -Absolutely. -Here's the thing, though. 732 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:31,586 -I said, hope... -Okay, yeah. -I've been wanting to work... 733 00:30:31,689 --> 00:30:33,413 CAROLYN: I was excited to go on the journey 734 00:30:33,517 --> 00:30:35,206 and just experience the whole experience. 735 00:30:35,310 --> 00:30:36,793 So I'm gonna get to talk to Brandon, I'm gonna 736 00:30:36,896 --> 00:30:38,172 get to talk to Danny. Like, this is great. 737 00:30:38,275 --> 00:30:42,000 But the conversation immediately 738 00:30:42,103 --> 00:30:46,206 just becomes... those two. 739 00:30:46,310 --> 00:30:48,310 DANNY: I'll tell you right now, the beauty of 740 00:30:48,413 --> 00:30:50,000 you and I getting to link up right now-- 741 00:30:50,103 --> 00:30:52,758 -people like us very rarely win. -I know. 742 00:30:52,862 --> 00:30:54,379 And what do you mean "people like us"? 743 00:30:54,482 --> 00:30:56,517 [mutters] People who are looked at as more physical threats. 744 00:30:56,620 --> 00:30:58,482 DANNY: Our enemies are gonna be everybody 745 00:30:58,586 --> 00:31:00,827 who's intimidated by us and our physicality. 746 00:31:00,931 --> 00:31:03,103 That was exactly why I wanted to meet you. 747 00:31:03,206 --> 00:31:05,206 -Yeah, well, I'm glad you guys worked it out. -Yeah. 748 00:31:05,310 --> 00:31:07,275 -I hope... -I hope you make it through tonight. 749 00:31:07,379 --> 00:31:08,896 CAROLYN: They don't even care. It's like I'm not even there. 750 00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:09,965 It didn't even matter. 751 00:31:10,068 --> 00:31:11,275 I wanted to work with you anyway. 752 00:31:11,379 --> 00:31:12,620 -I wanted to work with you, too. -And I want 753 00:31:12,724 --> 00:31:13,965 to ask about your tattoos because I love 'em. 754 00:31:14,068 --> 00:31:15,275 Yeah, man. I love Achilles, so I got... 755 00:31:15,379 --> 00:31:16,551 -Oh, it's Achilles? -Yeah, it's Achilles. 756 00:31:16,655 --> 00:31:18,379 -Is there no one else? -Yeah. 757 00:31:18,482 --> 00:31:20,241 -DANNY: Is there no one else? -Exactly. 758 00:31:20,344 --> 00:31:21,862 CAROLYN: So they're bro-ing. 759 00:31:21,965 --> 00:31:24,034 Meanwhile, I'm just here. 760 00:31:24,137 --> 00:31:26,241 Me and you, maybe Josh-- 761 00:31:26,344 --> 00:31:28,310 that's money in the bank right there. 762 00:31:28,413 --> 00:31:30,413 So we meet up in the merge, you give me a name. 763 00:31:30,517 --> 00:31:31,586 -Yeah. -And we take out whoever. 764 00:31:31,689 --> 00:31:32,827 -Good luck, guys. -I'm so surprised. 765 00:31:32,931 --> 00:31:34,379 CAROLYN: What the hell?! 766 00:31:34,482 --> 00:31:36,586 I'm already gone to them. 767 00:31:36,689 --> 00:31:38,206 Well, who would you want to take out, Carolyn? 768 00:31:38,310 --> 00:31:39,517 BRANDON: Yeah, who would you want to take out, Carolyn? 769 00:31:39,620 --> 00:31:41,310 I'm not gonna tell you guys because 770 00:31:41,413 --> 00:31:43,310 uh, what I need is allies. 771 00:31:44,931 --> 00:31:46,172 I don't need... I'm not trying to, like, 772 00:31:46,275 --> 00:31:47,724 go in and target people. 773 00:31:47,827 --> 00:31:50,551 -I need people that I can trust. BRANDON: Honestly, 774 00:31:50,655 --> 00:31:52,413 -like, I don't mean this in a mean way. -Say it. 775 00:31:52,517 --> 00:31:54,448 I feel like you'd be somebody to keep around because 776 00:31:54,551 --> 00:31:56,241 you haven't proven yourself to do very well on challenges. 777 00:31:56,344 --> 00:31:58,275 -[laughs] -So I'm just being honest. 778 00:31:58,379 --> 00:32:01,862 -I love that. I love that. -You know, I'm being honest. 779 00:32:01,965 --> 00:32:03,586 I couldn't believe it. 780 00:32:03,689 --> 00:32:05,965 People might look at me and underestimate me 781 00:32:06,068 --> 00:32:08,965 and think I'm just goofing around out here, 782 00:32:09,068 --> 00:32:10,689 but I'm playing. 783 00:32:10,793 --> 00:32:13,620 I found an immunity idol, planted a fake immunity idol. 784 00:32:13,724 --> 00:32:16,137 I've planned a successful blindside. 785 00:32:16,241 --> 00:32:18,724 So they better watch out for me at the merge 786 00:32:18,827 --> 00:32:20,862 because I will make the merge. 787 00:32:24,482 --> 00:32:26,517 Yes! 788 00:32:31,448 --> 00:32:33,931 This adventure could be yours. Apply to be on Survivor. 789 00:32:42,137 --> 00:32:44,655 Here she comes. 790 00:32:48,517 --> 00:32:50,413 JOSH: Wow. 791 00:32:50,517 --> 00:32:52,275 How was it? 792 00:32:52,379 --> 00:32:54,965 Really good. 793 00:32:55,068 --> 00:32:58,137 This journey has big-time affected 794 00:32:58,241 --> 00:32:59,517 the way I'm gonna vote today 795 00:32:59,620 --> 00:33:01,724 because I don't want anything to do 796 00:33:01,827 --> 00:33:05,344 with Danny and the muscle bro thing. 797 00:33:05,448 --> 00:33:07,344 And Josh is a part of that. 798 00:33:07,448 --> 00:33:11,000 So I almost jumped off that boat into Yam Yam's arms. 799 00:33:12,413 --> 00:33:13,724 [mouthing] 800 00:33:14,931 --> 00:33:18,000 JOSH: So you didn't walk up, like, a mountain or anything? 801 00:33:18,103 --> 00:33:21,482 No. It just said, "Today, no advantages, 802 00:33:21,586 --> 00:33:23,137 no risking your vote." 803 00:33:23,241 --> 00:33:26,103 And then, it was, like, a big spread of food. 804 00:33:26,206 --> 00:33:28,137 JOSH: I'm cutting up a papaya then. 805 00:33:28,241 --> 00:33:30,000 CAROLYN: Cut one up. 806 00:33:31,241 --> 00:33:32,620 [mouthing] 807 00:33:32,724 --> 00:33:35,241 YAM YAM: As soon as Carolyn gets back to camp, 808 00:33:35,344 --> 00:33:37,206 she's mouthing, "Everything's okay. 809 00:33:37,310 --> 00:33:39,827 "everything's cool, we're fine, don't worry," 810 00:33:39,931 --> 00:33:41,482 every time he has his back at her. 811 00:33:41,586 --> 00:33:44,931 I'm like, this is the Carolyn I know, you know? She came back. 812 00:33:45,034 --> 00:33:47,137 Hey, Carolyn. How you doing? I've been missing you. 813 00:33:47,241 --> 00:33:50,965 CAROLYN: I was having lunch with two people 814 00:33:51,068 --> 00:33:54,137 who were so obsessed with each other 815 00:33:54,241 --> 00:33:57,482 and how they are such big threats. 816 00:33:57,586 --> 00:33:59,482 -They bro'd out? -Yeah. 817 00:33:59,586 --> 00:34:02,413 And then they just sat and talked about how 818 00:34:02,517 --> 00:34:04,000 you're a good guy and that you're really smart, 819 00:34:04,103 --> 00:34:08,585 and if you make it, we can team up at merge. 820 00:34:08,688 --> 00:34:11,379 JOSH: Carolyn came back upset about what Danny 821 00:34:11,482 --> 00:34:12,862 and Brandon were talking about, 822 00:34:12,965 --> 00:34:14,965 about, like a meat brigade, basically. 823 00:34:15,068 --> 00:34:18,172 And they made it seem like I'm a part of it, which I'm not. 824 00:34:18,275 --> 00:34:20,379 But now, that's gonna put another target on my back. 825 00:34:20,482 --> 00:34:21,516 So they basically, like, were like, 826 00:34:21,620 --> 00:34:22,793 "Yam Yam's dead in the water." 827 00:34:25,585 --> 00:34:26,965 So, they-they basically... 828 00:34:27,068 --> 00:34:28,862 I mean, I have my idol, so I amfine, so... 829 00:34:28,965 --> 00:34:30,896 -Yeah. [laughs] -Yeah. 830 00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:32,688 CAROLYN: You have another idol, too? 831 00:34:32,793 --> 00:34:34,310 I do... 832 00:34:34,413 --> 00:34:36,137 -that I'm playing tonight. -CAROLYN: Okay. 833 00:34:36,241 --> 00:34:38,275 JOSH: So... 834 00:34:38,379 --> 00:34:40,172 CAROLYN: Did you see it, Yam Yam-- his idol? 835 00:34:52,551 --> 00:34:54,000 JOSH: No. 836 00:34:57,758 --> 00:34:59,586 JOSH: They're not. 837 00:34:59,689 --> 00:35:01,310 I wouldn't lie. 838 00:35:01,413 --> 00:35:02,689 It's not. 839 00:35:02,793 --> 00:35:04,310 YAM YAM: Mm-hmm. 840 00:35:04,413 --> 00:35:08,103 CAROLYN: So he takes out the exact same note 841 00:35:08,206 --> 00:35:11,275 that he showed me two days ago that he used on the last Tribal. 842 00:35:11,379 --> 00:35:13,724 What, does he not think I read it the last time? 843 00:35:13,827 --> 00:35:15,655 I'm not stupid. 844 00:35:15,758 --> 00:35:18,068 Can you not destroy it for me? 845 00:35:18,172 --> 00:35:20,275 -I didn't do anything. -Come on. 846 00:35:20,379 --> 00:35:22,206 -It came apart. -You're... 847 00:35:23,862 --> 00:35:26,379 YAM YAM: Josh is sketchy, sketchy, sketchy. 848 00:35:26,482 --> 00:35:27,620 I mean, he pulls out 849 00:35:27,724 --> 00:35:29,620 this freaking fake idol. 850 00:35:29,724 --> 00:35:32,137 [laughing] 851 00:35:32,241 --> 00:35:34,655 The beads were fake. 852 00:35:38,655 --> 00:35:41,172 This idol is so fake. 853 00:35:41,275 --> 00:35:45,206 Whatever. I need to, like... I'm gonna fill my water. 854 00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:47,034 YAM YAM: Does that mean I'm working with Carolyn? 855 00:35:47,137 --> 00:35:49,241 I don't know. Does that mean I'm working with Josh? 856 00:35:49,344 --> 00:35:51,241 I don't know. I still have to figure it out. 857 00:35:57,862 --> 00:36:01,482 I know. I'm nervous about that. 858 00:36:01,586 --> 00:36:03,620 Carolyn may or may not have an advantage or immunity idol, 859 00:36:03,724 --> 00:36:06,137 which makes me nervous for sure. 860 00:36:06,241 --> 00:36:08,655 But I still want her out because now she feels like 861 00:36:08,758 --> 00:36:10,275 that I'm in an alliance 862 00:36:10,379 --> 00:36:12,620 with bros, trying to get all the girls out or something. 863 00:36:15,482 --> 00:36:17,068 Let's get her out. 864 00:36:17,172 --> 00:36:20,103 But to do this, I need Yam Yam on my side. 865 00:36:20,206 --> 00:36:22,517 Yes, I have my fake immunity idol, 866 00:36:22,620 --> 00:36:24,827 but Yam Yam's kind of onto me, so, 867 00:36:24,931 --> 00:36:27,275 I feel vulnerable, I'm frustrated, I'm scared. 868 00:36:27,379 --> 00:36:30,551 But adversity is my middle name. 869 00:36:30,655 --> 00:36:33,896 I was born with something called Guillain-Barré syndrome. 870 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:35,724 I had weak kidneys. 871 00:36:35,827 --> 00:36:37,793 They didn't think I was going to make it past age five. 872 00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:40,000 Miraculously, I did. 873 00:36:40,103 --> 00:36:41,724 But at age nine, I had a kidney transplant. 874 00:36:41,827 --> 00:36:43,379 Because of that, 875 00:36:43,482 --> 00:36:44,931 I've been on immunosuppressant medications all my life. 876 00:36:45,034 --> 00:36:46,793 And from that, when I turned 25, 877 00:36:46,896 --> 00:36:49,275 I was diagnosed with cancer of the stomach, 878 00:36:49,379 --> 00:36:52,655 and they also found signs of B-cell lymphoma. 879 00:36:52,758 --> 00:36:55,000 So I had to have a total stomach removal 880 00:36:55,103 --> 00:36:56,551 my first year of medical school. 881 00:36:56,655 --> 00:36:59,172 I still graduated at the top of my class, 882 00:36:59,275 --> 00:37:00,965 and I'm a successful physician now. 883 00:37:01,068 --> 00:37:04,310 So I take negative situations and turn them 884 00:37:04,413 --> 00:37:05,965 into positive outcomes. 885 00:37:06,068 --> 00:37:09,448 So now, I just need to step up and do that again. 886 00:37:11,862 --> 00:37:14,620 YAM YAM: Josh wants to get rid of Carolyn bad. 887 00:37:14,724 --> 00:37:16,275 But with that fake idol, 888 00:37:16,379 --> 00:37:18,448 I don't know if I can trust him. That's the thing. 889 00:37:18,551 --> 00:37:20,931 Like, I don't know if we're working together or not. 890 00:37:21,034 --> 00:37:23,517 So maybe I should go with Carolyn. 891 00:37:32,241 --> 00:37:33,551 Listen. 892 00:37:33,655 --> 00:37:35,310 I'm here. 893 00:37:36,896 --> 00:37:38,275 Like, I know I love you. 894 00:37:41,344 --> 00:37:43,758 ...you can't trust me, and you want to turn your back on it. 895 00:37:43,862 --> 00:37:44,931 But I'm sorry. 896 00:37:47,689 --> 00:37:49,413 I don't want to go with his bros alliance. 897 00:37:49,517 --> 00:37:51,758 I made sure to let Yam Yam know, 898 00:37:51,862 --> 00:37:54,241 "I am so sorry that I ever strayed away from you, and, 899 00:37:54,344 --> 00:37:57,379 like, I will never, ever, ever, do that again. Please. Please." 900 00:37:57,482 --> 00:37:59,482 But because I left him out of that vote, 901 00:37:59,586 --> 00:38:01,620 he just does not trust me. 902 00:38:03,310 --> 00:38:05,448 Are you...? Dude, just stop. 903 00:38:09,137 --> 00:38:10,586 Just... Don't... don't... 904 00:38:10,689 --> 00:38:12,344 I don't have the stupid idol. 905 00:38:12,448 --> 00:38:15,000 The truth is, I do have an idol, 906 00:38:15,103 --> 00:38:17,344 but I don't want to use it. Like, it's too early. 907 00:38:17,448 --> 00:38:19,758 But Yam Yam's just freaking out. 908 00:38:19,862 --> 00:38:21,206 So, 909 00:38:21,310 --> 00:38:23,206 how do I build back the trust with Yam Yam? 910 00:38:23,310 --> 00:38:26,000 It's just something I'm gonna have to just hope 911 00:38:26,103 --> 00:38:27,517 and take that risk that he want... 912 00:38:27,620 --> 00:38:29,000 like, he's with me. 913 00:38:30,034 --> 00:38:32,379 Take it. Yes! 914 00:38:32,482 --> 00:38:34,448 YAM YAM: But she's worried that I don't trust her anymore, 915 00:38:34,551 --> 00:38:36,896 and I kind of don't. 916 00:38:41,551 --> 00:38:42,965 YAM YAM: At this point, 917 00:38:43,068 --> 00:38:45,586 I think I have the trust of both of them. 918 00:38:45,689 --> 00:38:47,310 I'm happy I'm back on top, 919 00:38:47,413 --> 00:38:50,758 but I'm not sure what's best for me in the end. 920 00:38:50,862 --> 00:38:54,793 So this is a huge vote, and whatever I do, 921 00:38:54,896 --> 00:38:57,068 I hope it doesn't bite me in the ass, you know? 922 00:38:59,655 --> 00:39:03,206 [engine rumbling] 923 00:39:06,103 --> 00:39:08,172 Is that Jeff? 924 00:39:09,379 --> 00:39:11,586 Jeff's here. 925 00:39:11,689 --> 00:39:14,689 -That's Jeff. What happened? -No freaking way. 926 00:39:14,793 --> 00:39:16,827 We're sitting at camp, waiting to go to Tribal, 927 00:39:16,931 --> 00:39:18,724 and all of a sudden, Jeff arrives in a boat, 928 00:39:18,827 --> 00:39:21,551 and I was like, "What's going on?" 929 00:39:23,206 --> 00:39:25,206 -Welcome to Tika! -Ah! -Ah! 930 00:39:26,172 --> 00:39:28,793 All right. First of all, I have a question. 931 00:39:28,896 --> 00:39:31,896 Before I got here, what was happening in terms 932 00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:33,586 of heart rate? Because you all look very calm 933 00:39:33,689 --> 00:39:35,137 for three people who are ready to go to Tribal. 934 00:39:35,241 --> 00:39:36,448 -We're not. -We're not. 935 00:39:36,551 --> 00:39:38,275 Outside, we are. Inside, I am... 936 00:39:38,379 --> 00:39:39,758 -We're playing it cool. -My pulse is through the roof. 937 00:39:39,862 --> 00:39:41,965 I'm so anxious. In the back of my mind, 938 00:39:42,068 --> 00:39:43,586 I was like, "Well, I'm done. This is it." 939 00:39:43,689 --> 00:39:46,793 -All right. So curious why I'm here? -JOSH: Yes. 940 00:39:46,896 --> 00:39:49,344 No. Matthew left the game? 941 00:39:49,448 --> 00:39:52,137 Matthew is no longer in the game... 942 00:39:52,241 --> 00:39:54,034 -YAM YAM: No way. That sucks. -due to his shoulder. 943 00:39:54,137 --> 00:39:55,413 PROBST: The pain became too much. 944 00:39:55,517 --> 00:39:56,793 -He couldn't take it anymore. -YAM YAM: No. No. 945 00:39:56,896 --> 00:39:59,586 And he wisely opted to take care of himself 946 00:39:59,689 --> 00:40:02,310 -long term. -YAM YAM: No way. 947 00:40:02,413 --> 00:40:05,172 Matthew had to leave the game because of his shoulder injury. 948 00:40:05,275 --> 00:40:07,068 That sucks. Like, 949 00:40:07,172 --> 00:40:09,862 he wanted to be here, and he pushed through all that pain 950 00:40:09,965 --> 00:40:12,379 and all those days of that injury. 951 00:40:12,482 --> 00:40:16,896 The fact that the game can change so fast-- that's scary. 952 00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:19,413 That sucks. If you want to go out with your... 953 00:40:19,517 --> 00:40:21,448 You know, have your moment. 954 00:40:21,551 --> 00:40:23,241 Hey, Survivoris not easy. 955 00:40:23,344 --> 00:40:25,068 And Matthew is a really good example of that. 956 00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:27,172 Hurts himself on day two, 957 00:40:27,275 --> 00:40:31,413 and nine days later, is over. So, 958 00:40:31,517 --> 00:40:35,241 Matthew's, bad news is your good fortune. 959 00:40:35,344 --> 00:40:36,586 That means 960 00:40:36,689 --> 00:40:38,206 there is no Tribal Council. 961 00:40:38,310 --> 00:40:41,689 -YAM YAM: Stop it. -But I'm sorry that he went home. 962 00:40:41,793 --> 00:40:43,896 You're not going home. Carolyn, you're not going home. 963 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,379 Yam Yam, you're not going home. 964 00:40:46,482 --> 00:40:48,413 JOSH: I know Matt really wanted to be in this game. 965 00:40:48,517 --> 00:40:50,931 This is everyone's dream come true. 966 00:40:51,034 --> 00:40:53,793 But him going home allows me to be safe, 967 00:40:53,896 --> 00:40:55,482 and it starts over my game, 968 00:40:55,586 --> 00:40:58,758 because five minutes ago, I'm thinking they might vote me out. 969 00:40:58,862 --> 00:41:01,172 So, this is a new beginning. 970 00:41:01,275 --> 00:41:02,551 PROBST: Well, this is a great example 971 00:41:02,655 --> 00:41:05,000 of the absolutely 972 00:41:05,103 --> 00:41:09,517 unpredictable nature of Survivor 973 00:41:09,620 --> 00:41:13,689 because this could completely change the direction of the game 974 00:41:13,793 --> 00:41:15,310 because you're all three still here. 975 00:41:15,413 --> 00:41:18,310 -That was not supposed to be the case. -No. 976 00:41:18,413 --> 00:41:20,655 One of you was supposed to be going home in a couple of hours. 977 00:41:20,758 --> 00:41:23,379 You're not. So what was supposed to happen 978 00:41:23,482 --> 00:41:25,689 is now not going to happen. 979 00:41:25,793 --> 00:41:28,965 And the question is what will happen instead? 980 00:41:29,068 --> 00:41:30,068 -[laughs] -All right, have a good night. 981 00:41:30,172 --> 00:41:31,310 Thank you, Jeff. 982 00:41:31,413 --> 00:41:34,448 -So scared. [groans] -Good night. 983 00:41:34,551 --> 00:41:36,310 Carolyn, why do you think this is such a bad thing? Girl! 984 00:41:36,413 --> 00:41:38,551 'Cause... 985 00:41:38,655 --> 00:41:41,034 -[Carolyn laughs] -It's obviously... but... -Ah! 986 00:41:41,137 --> 00:41:42,827 CAROLYN: I thought I would be more excited 987 00:41:42,931 --> 00:41:45,827 not gonna Tribal, but it's kind of the opposite 988 00:41:45,931 --> 00:41:47,551 because I wanted to get Josh out. 989 00:41:47,655 --> 00:41:51,482 So I'm frustrated, I'm annoyed, I'm pissed off. 990 00:41:51,586 --> 00:41:53,413 [Carolyn groans] 991 00:41:53,517 --> 00:41:56,068 I don't want nothing to do with you, Josh. 992 00:41:57,068 --> 00:42:00,000 Captioning sponsored by CBS 993 00:42:00,103 --> 00:42:03,137 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 994 00:42:11,482 --> 00:42:12,655 -"Drop your Buffs." -Oh, my God. 995 00:42:12,758 --> 00:42:15,103 CARSON: We're all on the same beach, and 996 00:42:15,206 --> 00:42:17,448 I am so excited! 997 00:42:17,551 --> 00:42:19,586 PROBST: Next time onSurvivor... 998 00:42:19,689 --> 00:42:21,344 CAROLYN: So many people. 999 00:42:21,448 --> 00:42:22,586 What the ...?! 1000 00:42:24,344 --> 00:42:25,448 Betrayal. 1001 00:42:25,551 --> 00:42:27,068 MATT: My mind is spinning. 1002 00:42:27,172 --> 00:42:28,965 Now we're playingSurvivor with a capital "S." 1003 00:42:33,482 --> 00:42:34,965 I came out here for the journey, and in a lot of ways, 1004 00:42:35,068 --> 00:42:36,724 I achieved a lot of goals. 1005 00:42:36,827 --> 00:42:39,206 Was the journey a little bit short? Absolutely. 1006 00:42:39,310 --> 00:42:41,103 But I feel like I'm leaving the game 1007 00:42:41,206 --> 00:42:44,758 a much stronger person, and I know I have the skills 1008 00:42:44,862 --> 00:42:46,517 to get wherever I want to go. 1009 00:42:46,620 --> 00:42:48,344 The only regret that I have is 1010 00:42:48,448 --> 00:42:51,862 I shouldn't have climbed that rock. [laughs] 1011 00:42:51,965 --> 00:42:53,689 [roars]