1 00:00:05,339 --> 00:00:08,008 ( theme music playing ) 2 00:01:52,946 --> 00:01:54,882 ( sobbing ) 3 00:02:03,991 --> 00:02:06,627 ( men chatting, laughing ) 4 00:02:11,499 --> 00:02:14,134 Nathaniel: IT'S CRAZY. 5 00:02:16,604 --> 00:02:19,707 AND I GET THERE AND GUESS WHAT? 6 00:02:19,807 --> 00:02:22,576 THERE IS NO DEATH! 7 00:02:22,676 --> 00:02:25,579 WASN'T IT A RELIEF WHEN YOU REALIZED THAT? 8 00:02:25,679 --> 00:02:28,582 NATE! THANK GOD! 9 00:02:32,119 --> 00:02:34,322 ( sighs ) 10 00:02:52,773 --> 00:02:54,775 ( groans ) 11 00:03:19,500 --> 00:03:21,735 ( cartoon voices on TV ) 12 00:03:23,871 --> 00:03:25,639 MAYA? 13 00:03:25,739 --> 00:03:27,875 MAYA? 14 00:03:29,009 --> 00:03:30,878 HEY, HONEY. 15 00:03:30,978 --> 00:03:33,514 WHERE'S MY DADDY? 16 00:03:34,648 --> 00:03:36,517 UM... 17 00:03:37,318 --> 00:03:39,620 DADDY'S NOT HERE. 18 00:03:40,721 --> 00:03:44,592 Girl on TV: Ooh, I bet they love it! 19 00:03:45,559 --> 00:03:47,428 Man on TV: Hi, Greg. 20 00:03:47,528 --> 00:03:50,398 Don't worry. Whatever it was we will pay you for it. 21 00:03:50,498 --> 00:03:51,932 Woman on TV: It's okay. 22 00:03:52,032 --> 00:03:54,802 ( David sighs ) 23 00:03:57,538 --> 00:03:59,673 DID YOU SLEEP AT ALL? 24 00:04:03,076 --> 00:04:05,045 THE BOYS AREN'T UP YET, ARE THEY? 25 00:04:05,145 --> 00:04:07,748 I'LL TAKE CARE OF BREAKFAST. 26 00:04:07,848 --> 00:04:10,384 WHY DON'T YOU GO BACK TO BED AND TRY AND GET A LITTLE SLEEP? 27 00:04:10,484 --> 00:04:12,886 I CAN'T. I HAVE TO PICK UP NATE'S BODY. 28 00:04:12,986 --> 00:04:14,655 ( sighs ) 29 00:04:14,755 --> 00:04:16,123 CAN'T RICO DO IT? 30 00:04:16,223 --> 00:04:18,392 I SHOULD DO IT, KEITH. HE'S MY BROTHER. 31 00:04:18,492 --> 00:04:21,729 - WELL, MAYBE IT'S TOO MUCH. - IT'S NOT. 32 00:04:21,829 --> 00:04:26,166 SO RIGHT AFTER BREAKFAST YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE BOYS TO GET SUITS FOR THE FUNERAL. 33 00:04:26,266 --> 00:04:28,268 YOU KNOW, I CAN BE WITH YOU TODAY. 34 00:04:28,369 --> 00:04:30,170 I MEAN, IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT THE BOYS WEAR. 35 00:04:30,270 --> 00:04:32,940 IT DOES MATTER TO ME. 36 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:35,476 I'D START AT NORDSTROM'S. THEY'RE HAVING A SALE. 37 00:04:35,576 --> 00:04:37,478 IT'S OKAY IF THE SLEEVES ARE A LITTLE LONG, 38 00:04:37,578 --> 00:04:39,613 BUT IF YOU REALLY NEED ALTERATIONS... 39 00:04:39,713 --> 00:04:41,915 TAKE THEM TO LESTER'S ON VINE. 40 00:04:42,015 --> 00:04:45,453 TELL THEM THAT YOU NEED IT FIRST THING TOMORROW. 41 00:04:45,553 --> 00:04:48,656 SAY DAVID FISHER SENT YOU. I WROTE WN THE ADDRESS. 42 00:05:11,311 --> 00:05:14,482 I DIDN'T KNOW HE WANTED HIS ORGANS HARVESTED. 43 00:05:16,450 --> 00:05:19,687 HIS WIFE APPROVED IT. IS THERE A PROBLEM? 44 00:05:20,788 --> 00:05:23,056 NO, OF COURSE NOT. 45 00:05:25,559 --> 00:05:29,530 - IT'LL SAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE'S LIVES. - I KNOW. 46 00:05:48,849 --> 00:05:50,651 OH, FUCK! 47 00:05:50,751 --> 00:05:52,886 YOU WANT ONE? 48 00:05:52,986 --> 00:05:54,922 I GOT THEM FROM YOUR BROTHER, BUT THEY SUCK. 49 00:05:55,022 --> 00:05:57,491 ( horns honking ) 50 00:06:00,461 --> 00:06:01,829 STUPID CUNT! 51 00:06:03,631 --> 00:06:06,099 YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU SOMETHING ELSE? 52 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:07,968 YOGURT? 53 00:06:08,068 --> 00:06:10,504 OATMEAL? 54 00:06:12,172 --> 00:06:14,074 HOW ABOUT A SCOTCH AND SODA? 55 00:06:14,174 --> 00:06:16,209 IS IT TOO SOON FOR ANOTHER PILL? 56 00:06:16,309 --> 00:06:18,979 - WHEN DID YOU TAKE UR LAST ONE? - THREE HOURS AGO. 57 00:06:19,079 --> 00:06:20,781 SURE, GO AHEAD. 58 00:06:20,881 --> 00:06:23,350 DON'T WORRY. IF YOU GET ADDICTED... 59 00:06:23,451 --> 00:06:27,387 I HAVE A LOT OF EXPERIENCE GETTING PEOPLE THROUGH WITHDRAWAL. 60 00:06:31,759 --> 00:06:33,461 MM. 61 00:06:34,428 --> 00:06:37,498 - YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL. - MM. 62 00:06:38,499 --> 00:06:42,135 I WISH YOU WERE A FOOD MEDICATOR. 63 00:06:42,235 --> 00:06:44,772 WHEN MY SECOND HUSBAND DIED... 64 00:06:44,872 --> 00:06:47,875 I COULDN'T STOP EATING FOR AN ENTIRE YEAR. 65 00:06:47,975 --> 00:06:50,878 IT REALLY HELPED. 66 00:06:52,446 --> 00:06:53,747 HEY THERE! 67 00:06:53,847 --> 00:06:55,749 - HI. - Bettina: THERE'S COFFEE! 68 00:06:55,849 --> 00:06:59,987 OH, NO THANKS. I THINK I'VE ALREADY HAD TOO MUCH COFFEE TODAY. 69 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:01,555 I MADE YOU SOME EGGS. 70 00:07:01,655 --> 00:07:03,857 YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR MOM ENJOYED HERS. 71 00:07:03,957 --> 00:07:07,160 - ( door closes ) - OH, THANK YOU, BUT I'M FINE. 72 00:07:07,260 --> 00:07:10,430 WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL DR. DiPAOLO? 73 00:07:10,531 --> 00:07:12,800 MOM, I TOLD YOU HE WAS OUT OF TOWN. 74 00:07:12,900 --> 00:07:14,334 BUT THIS WAS AN EMERGENCY. 75 00:07:14,434 --> 00:07:16,937 I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY NO ONE EVEN SPOKE TO HIM. 76 00:07:17,037 --> 00:07:19,473 THEY THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO BE FINE. 77 00:07:19,573 --> 00:07:22,342 HE WAS TALKING TO US, MOM. 78 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:24,144 HE REALLY SEEMED OKAY. 79 00:07:24,244 --> 00:07:25,713 BUT NONE OF IT MAKES ANY SENSE! 80 00:07:25,813 --> 00:07:27,881 SOMETIMES THINGS JUST DON'T. 81 00:07:30,584 --> 00:07:33,420 DAVID, IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO, LIKE, HELP YOU? 82 00:07:33,521 --> 00:07:35,088 WHAT DO YOU MEAN? WHY WOULD I NEED ANY HELP? 83 00:07:35,188 --> 00:07:38,058 I JUST MEAN, LIKE, DEALING. 84 00:07:38,158 --> 00:07:39,660 I CAN DEAL, THANK YOU. 85 00:07:39,760 --> 00:07:42,730 YOU CAN HELP ME CALL PEOPLE. 86 00:07:42,830 --> 00:07:44,798 - THE LIST IS IN THE OFFICE. - OKAY. 87 00:07:44,898 --> 00:07:48,235 - WHEN'S THE SERVICE? - TOMORROW AT NOON. 88 00:07:48,335 --> 00:07:52,472 I THINK WE SHOULD WAIT A FEW DAYS SO PEOPLE HAVE TIME TO GET HERE. 89 00:07:53,507 --> 00:07:55,408 NATE DIDN'T WANT TO EMBALMED. 90 00:07:55,509 --> 00:07:58,145 - HOW DO YOU KNOW? - HE TOLD ME. 91 00:07:58,245 --> 00:08:00,247 TWICE. 92 00:08:01,515 --> 00:08:04,351 BUT WE'RE GOING TO-- ( sighs ) 93 00:08:04,451 --> 00:08:06,253 WHAT? 94 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:09,623 NOTHING. NEVER MIND. 95 00:08:14,928 --> 00:08:20,333 THIS WAS THE PRE-NEED HE FILLED OUT BEFORE THE FIRST SURGERY. 96 00:08:20,433 --> 00:08:22,836 BUT THAT WAS THREE YEARS AGO. 97 00:08:22,936 --> 00:08:24,838 HE SAID HE WANTED A CREMATION 98 00:08:24,938 --> 00:08:29,442 AND RABBI ARI HOFFMAN TO DO THE SERVICE. 99 00:08:29,543 --> 00:08:32,846 SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO MARRY US THE FIRST TIME. 100 00:08:32,946 --> 00:08:35,583 OH, RIGHT. 101 00:08:35,683 --> 00:08:37,851 BUT JUST LAST WEEK 102 00:08:37,951 --> 00:08:41,822 HE SAID HE WANTED A "GREEN FUNERAL." 103 00:08:41,922 --> 00:08:43,957 WHAT'S THAT? 104 00:08:44,057 --> 00:08:47,895 IT'S AN ENVIRONMENTALLY, UH... 105 00:08:47,995 --> 00:08:50,397 FRIENDLY PROCESS. IT'S NATURAL. 106 00:08:50,497 --> 00:08:55,035 THE BODY IS PLACED IN THE GROUND, WRAPPED IN A SHROUD. 107 00:08:55,135 --> 00:08:57,070 NO EMBALMING OR CASKET. 108 00:08:57,170 --> 00:09:00,874 AND PEOPLE OFTEN PURCHASE A RESTING PLACE 109 00:09:00,974 --> 00:09:03,911 IN A DESIGNATED PARK KIND OF AREA 110 00:09:04,011 --> 00:09:06,780 AS A WAY TO CONSERVE THE LAND. 111 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:10,383 WELL, THAT SOUNDS NICE. 112 00:09:10,483 --> 00:09:13,954 OFFICIALLY, WE'RE SUPPOSED TO HONOR THE SIGNED DOCUMENT, 113 00:09:14,054 --> 00:09:15,789 BUT I THINK HE... 114 00:09:15,889 --> 00:09:19,693 INTENDED TO CHANGE THE PRE-NEED AND JUST NEVER-- 115 00:09:22,229 --> 00:09:24,698 DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO. 116 00:09:26,634 --> 00:09:29,603 SO IT'S UP TO YOU AS HIS SPOUSE 117 00:09:29,703 --> 00:09:31,972 TO DECIDE WHAT YOU THINK HE WOULD HAVE WANTED. 118 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:34,007 I HAVE NO IDEA. 119 00:09:34,107 --> 00:09:36,543 NO FUCKING IDEA. 120 00:09:36,644 --> 00:09:39,713 I MEAN, RABBI ARI? 121 00:09:39,813 --> 00:09:44,051 AND NOW, APPARENTLY, HE IS SOME KIND OF QUAKER. 122 00:09:46,153 --> 00:09:48,321 WAS, I MEAN. 123 00:09:50,357 --> 00:09:53,360 YOU KNOW, MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST ASK MAGGIE WHAT HE WOULD HAVE WANTED. 124 00:09:53,460 --> 00:09:55,595 WHAT DOES MAGGIE HAVE TO DO WITH IT? 125 00:09:55,696 --> 00:09:58,331 ARE YOU MAKING DECISIONS ABOUT NATE'S FUNERAL? 126 00:09:58,431 --> 00:10:01,268 WE'RE JUST DISCUSSING WHAT HE MIGHT HAVE WANTED. 127 00:10:01,368 --> 00:10:04,705 DOESN'T MY OPINION MEAN SOMETHING? HE'S MY SON. 128 00:10:04,805 --> 00:10:07,708 I-I DIDN'T THINK YOU'D WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. 129 00:10:07,808 --> 00:10:11,611 I WANT HIM BURIED IN THE FAMILY PLOT NEXT TO HIS FATHER. 130 00:10:11,712 --> 00:10:14,247 WELL, HE WANTED TO BE BURIED IN A NATURE PRESERVE. 131 00:10:14,347 --> 00:10:18,618 - BUT I WANT HIM NEXT TO ME. - WELL, THEN YOU CAN GO THERE TOO THEN. 132 00:10:23,590 --> 00:10:25,425 ( groans ) 133 00:10:25,525 --> 00:10:27,127 ( snorts ) 134 00:10:27,227 --> 00:10:30,063 ( birds chirping ) 135 00:10:32,365 --> 00:10:34,167 ( mouse clicking ) 136 00:10:34,267 --> 00:10:35,903 HEY, DAVID. 137 00:10:36,003 --> 00:10:38,338 YOU OKAY? 138 00:10:42,075 --> 00:10:44,678 I KNOW. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT. 139 00:10:44,778 --> 00:10:49,182 IT'S LIKE... NOW WE JUST GO ON WITH EVERYTHING? 140 00:10:49,282 --> 00:10:51,484 THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE DO. 141 00:10:51,584 --> 00:10:54,621 YEAH, I GUESS SO. 142 00:10:54,722 --> 00:10:56,456 I GUESS SO. 143 00:10:56,556 --> 00:10:59,192 ( sighs ) UH, SO, UM... 144 00:10:59,292 --> 00:11:00,761 LOOK, I'LL, UM... 145 00:11:00,861 --> 00:11:04,397 - I'LL TAKE CARE OF THE FELIX PICKUP. - WHAT? 146 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:05,899 THE GUY AT THE NURSING HOME. 147 00:11:05,999 --> 00:11:07,835 I'LL TAKE CARE OF THE WHOLE FUNERAL. 148 00:11:07,935 --> 00:11:09,803 YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING. 149 00:11:09,903 --> 00:11:11,839 WE CAN'T TAKE THAT FUNERAL. 150 00:11:11,939 --> 00:11:15,709 - WHAT DO YOU MEAN? - I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE HERE DURING NATE'S SERVICE. 151 00:11:15,809 --> 00:11:17,477 DAVID, THEY HAVE A PRE-NEED. 152 00:11:17,577 --> 00:11:19,980 - ( sighs ) - THEY PAID FOR THE FUNERAL 10 YEARS AGO. 153 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:22,415 RICO, PLEASE, JUST WORK IT OUT. 154 00:11:29,656 --> 00:11:31,859 MAYA, EAT YOUR APPLE SAUCE. 155 00:11:31,959 --> 00:11:33,160 NO. 156 00:11:33,260 --> 00:11:36,463 ( shouts ) WELL, YOU HAVE TO EAT SOMETHING! 157 00:11:36,563 --> 00:11:38,531 ( pottery shatters ) 158 00:11:38,631 --> 00:11:41,168 ( sighs ) I'M SORRY, HONEY. 159 00:11:42,335 --> 00:11:44,404 ( shards tinkling ) 160 00:11:45,806 --> 00:11:47,941 I'M SO SORRY. I, UM... 161 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:50,543 I KNOCKED OVER YOUR PLANT. 162 00:11:50,643 --> 00:11:53,413 I'LL REPLACE IT. 163 00:11:56,884 --> 00:11:58,518 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 164 00:11:58,618 --> 00:12:00,921 I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT NEED-- 165 00:12:01,554 --> 00:12:03,423 UM... 166 00:12:06,526 --> 00:12:09,196 I MADE YOU GUYS A QUICHE. 167 00:12:09,296 --> 00:12:11,431 ( sighs ) I DIDN'T WANT TO BOTHER YOU. 168 00:12:11,531 --> 00:12:13,133 I WAS JUST GONNA LEAVE IT. 169 00:12:13,233 --> 00:12:15,302 BUT, UH, THEN... 170 00:12:16,937 --> 00:12:19,239 OH, BRENDA, I'M SO SORRY. 171 00:12:19,339 --> 00:12:21,041 WHAT IS THIS, SOME KIND OF QUAKER THING? 172 00:12:21,141 --> 00:12:22,943 YOU FUCK SOMEONE'S HUSBAND TO DEATH 173 00:12:23,043 --> 00:12:25,946 AND THEN YOU BRING THEM A QUICHE? 174 00:12:26,046 --> 00:12:29,582 WOULD YOU PLEASE JUST ADMIT IT? 175 00:12:29,682 --> 00:12:31,684 IT WOULD BE SUCH RELIEF TO KNOW 176 00:12:31,785 --> 00:12:34,054 WHEN MY MARRIAGE TURNED INTO A TOTAL FUCKING LIE. 177 00:12:34,154 --> 00:12:37,958 - OH, IT'S NOT LIKE THAT. - LIKE WHAT? GOD! 178 00:12:39,159 --> 00:12:41,528 IT'S NOT LIKE ANYTHING YOU'RE IMAGINING. 179 00:12:41,628 --> 00:12:43,030 NATE LOVED YOU. 180 00:12:43,130 --> 00:12:45,933 I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME HOW MY HUSBAND FELT ABOUT ME! 181 00:12:46,033 --> 00:12:48,501 EVEN IF HE WAS PISSED OFF AT ME, 182 00:12:48,601 --> 00:12:52,105 HE CERTAINLY WASN'T IN LOVE WITH YOU EVEN IF HE SAID HE WAS. 183 00:12:52,205 --> 00:12:55,342 NATE COULD BE VERY CONVINCING THAT WAY. 184 00:12:57,310 --> 00:12:59,913 BUT ALL HE EVER WANTED WAS SOMEONE WHO COULD MAKE HIM FEEL 185 00:13:00,013 --> 00:13:03,550 LIKE HE WAS A BETTER MAN THAN HE ACTUALLY WAS. 186 00:13:03,650 --> 00:13:06,553 COULD'VE BEEN ANYONE. 187 00:13:24,872 --> 00:13:27,841 WHY DIDN'T I EVER GET A STUPID CELL PHONE? 188 00:13:27,941 --> 00:13:30,010 'CAUSE YOU HATE 'EM. 189 00:13:30,110 --> 00:13:33,780 WELL, IF I HAD ONE LIKE EVERY OTHER PERSON IN THE WORLD... 190 00:13:33,881 --> 00:13:36,249 IT WOULDN'T HAVE SAVED HIM. 191 00:13:45,192 --> 00:13:46,526 ( sighs ) 192 00:13:46,626 --> 00:13:51,298 WHY DID CLAIRE HAVE TO MAKE ME GO GET MY HAIR CUT? 193 00:13:51,398 --> 00:13:54,134 I'VE BEEN CUTTING MY OWN HAIR FOR YEARS. 194 00:13:54,234 --> 00:13:57,437 WHY DID SHE HAVE TO TEASE ME ABOUT IT NOW? 195 00:13:58,906 --> 00:14:01,574 WHEN DID YOU HAVE YOUR LAST PILL, HON? 196 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:03,776 I-I DON'T WANT ANOTHER PILL. 197 00:14:03,877 --> 00:14:05,612 ( sobbing ) 198 00:14:05,712 --> 00:14:08,115 I WANT MY SON. 199 00:14:08,215 --> 00:14:10,984 I WANT MY BEAUTIFUL SON. 200 00:14:12,285 --> 00:14:14,454 I KNOW. 201 00:14:18,391 --> 00:14:20,293 I KNOW YOU DO. 202 00:14:20,393 --> 00:14:22,362 I KNOW YOU DO. 203 00:14:37,210 --> 00:14:40,213 Nathaniel: THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. 204 00:14:42,149 --> 00:14:45,585 - ( sighs ) I KNOW. - NATE? 205 00:14:45,685 --> 00:14:47,754 NATE'S THE ONE WHO MATTERS. 206 00:14:47,854 --> 00:14:50,290 YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU, SON, 207 00:14:50,390 --> 00:14:53,426 BUT NATE-- ( sighs ) NATE'S MY LITTLE MAN. 208 00:14:55,128 --> 00:14:56,763 I'M A MAN, DAD. 209 00:14:56,863 --> 00:14:59,766 OH, DON'T GET YOUR ASS IN A KNOT. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. 210 00:14:59,866 --> 00:15:01,868 YOU WERE THE ONE WE THOUGHT WE COULD LOSE. 211 00:15:01,969 --> 00:15:05,572 WHAT, WITH AIDS AND PICKING UP STRANGE MEN ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD, 212 00:15:05,672 --> 00:15:08,641 AND SCREWING A WHORE WITH NO CONDOM-- ALL THAT SORT OF THING. 213 00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:12,079 YOU'VE BEEN BEGGING FOR SOME KIND OF ANNIHILATION YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. 214 00:15:12,179 --> 00:15:14,414 - THAT'S NOT TRUE. - IT'S LIKE A COSMIC JOKE. 215 00:15:14,514 --> 00:15:15,882 ( laughs ) OH, GOD. 216 00:15:15,983 --> 00:15:17,350 YOUR POOR MOTHER. 217 00:15:17,450 --> 00:15:19,953 SHE-SHE MUST BE GOING INSANE. 218 00:15:20,053 --> 00:15:21,688 HE WAS HER FAVORITE. 219 00:15:21,788 --> 00:15:25,558 - WHO WAS YOURS? - CLAIRE HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY LITTLE GAL. 220 00:15:25,658 --> 00:15:28,228 - YOU KNOW HOW THAT IS. - YOU BARELY EVEN KNEW CLAIRE. 221 00:15:28,328 --> 00:15:30,563 PRETTY LITTLE HEARTBREAKER. 222 00:15:30,663 --> 00:15:32,632 JUST LIKE HER MOM... 223 00:15:32,732 --> 00:15:34,401 BEFORE SHE CRACKED. ( chuckles ) 224 00:15:34,501 --> 00:15:38,438 - YOU MAKE ME SICK. - THE FEELING'S MUTUAL, CUPCAKE. 225 00:15:40,907 --> 00:15:43,076 COME ON, DURRELL, WHERE ARE YOU? 226 00:15:43,176 --> 00:15:45,745 ALL RIGHT, I'M COMING. I'M COMING. 227 00:15:45,845 --> 00:15:47,414 ( groans ) 228 00:15:47,514 --> 00:15:50,017 NO. NO, NO, YOU HAVE TO WEAR YOUR NEW SHOES. 229 00:15:50,117 --> 00:15:51,818 THE PANTS DRAG ON THE FLOOR WITH THOSE. 230 00:15:51,918 --> 00:15:55,122 JUST PUT THEM ON. WE'VE GO TO DROP OFF SOMETHING AT MY BOSS'S 231 00:15:55,222 --> 00:15:56,423 BEFORE WE GO TO THE FISHER'S. 232 00:15:56,523 --> 00:15:58,558 LOOK, I'M TELLING YOU THE PANTS ARE TOO LONG. 233 00:15:58,658 --> 00:16:01,928 ( sighs ) ALL RIGHT, MAYBE WE CAN GET THEM HEMMED ON THE WAY. 234 00:16:02,029 --> 00:16:04,631 BUT THEN WE HAVE TO LEAVE NOW. 235 00:16:14,207 --> 00:16:16,509 Ruth: DAVID? 236 00:16:17,677 --> 00:16:19,612 ( gasps ) 237 00:16:19,712 --> 00:16:21,281 EXCUSE ME. 238 00:16:21,381 --> 00:16:25,385 I'M SURE BRENDA BROUGHT SOME CLOTHES, BUT I... 239 00:16:26,886 --> 00:16:29,956 I HAPPENED TO SEE HIS-- HIS BEST SUIT, 240 00:16:30,057 --> 00:16:32,325 FRESH FROM THE CLEANER. 241 00:16:32,425 --> 00:16:35,495 - WE'RE NOT HAVING A VIEWING. - WHY NOT? 242 00:16:35,595 --> 00:16:39,566 MOM, I TOLD YOU HE DIDN'T WANT TO BE EMBALMED OR MADE UP. 243 00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:41,901 BUT PEOPLE NEED A VIEWING. 244 00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,537 YOU CAN LOOK AT HIM NOW. 245 00:17:48,034 --> 00:17:50,170 WHEN HE CAME OUT OF THE SURGERY 246 00:17:50,270 --> 00:17:54,207 WHAT EXACTLY DID THE DOCTOR SAY? 247 00:17:54,307 --> 00:17:56,643 MOM, I'VE TOLD YOU THIS 100 TIMES. 248 00:17:56,743 --> 00:17:59,946 WELL, YOU HAVEN'T BEEN CLEAR ABOUT IT. 249 00:18:00,046 --> 00:18:01,981 IF HE SAID EVERYTHING WAS FINE 250 00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:05,152 AND NATE WAS AWAKE AND TALKING, THEN... 251 00:18:06,286 --> 00:18:08,788 CLEARLY SOMETHING WENT TERRIBLY WRONG! 252 00:18:08,888 --> 00:18:10,457 WHAT, DO YOU THINK I KILLED HIM? 253 00:18:10,557 --> 00:18:12,659 IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO GET ME TO SAY? 254 00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:15,728 - HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY! - HOW DARE YOU! 255 00:18:15,828 --> 00:18:17,764 I LOST HIM TOO, MOM! 256 00:18:19,566 --> 00:18:22,702 ALL YOU'VE BEEN DOING IS ACCUSING ME OF DOING THE WRONG THING! 257 00:18:22,802 --> 00:18:24,404 AT LEAST I WAS THERE! 258 00:18:34,647 --> 00:18:36,416 FUCK! 259 00:18:36,516 --> 00:18:37,884 WHAT? 260 00:18:38,885 --> 00:18:41,321 I, UM... 261 00:18:42,489 --> 00:18:45,124 I PICKED UP THE PROGRAMS. 262 00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:50,430 THANK YOU. 263 00:18:52,199 --> 00:18:53,700 - THANKS. - MM-HMM. 264 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:55,168 ( phone rings ) 265 00:18:55,268 --> 00:18:58,738 - TED FAIRWELL. - Hi, it's Claire. 266 00:18:58,838 --> 00:19:00,840 HEY, HOW ARE YOU? 267 00:19:00,940 --> 00:19:02,875 I'M BAD. 268 00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:07,680 UM, MY BROTHER IS DEAD. 269 00:19:08,981 --> 00:19:11,083 OH MY GOD. 270 00:19:11,184 --> 00:19:12,685 WHAT HAPPENED? 271 00:19:12,785 --> 00:19:16,789 UH, I KIND OF HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE AND, UM... 272 00:19:16,889 --> 00:19:19,759 I DON'T THINK I CAN DRIVE. 273 00:19:19,859 --> 00:19:22,595 ARE YOU LIKE REALLY BUSY? 274 00:19:22,695 --> 00:19:24,931 UM, NO. 275 00:19:25,031 --> 00:19:26,699 NO. 276 00:19:26,799 --> 00:19:29,302 I'LL BE RIGHT OVER. 277 00:19:33,740 --> 00:19:35,775 - Man: JESUS CHRIST! - ROGER? 278 00:19:35,875 --> 00:19:38,077 - ( glass shatters ) - Man: YOU TRASHED ME! 279 00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:41,080 - YOU TWO STAY HERE. - I'M GONNA KILL YOU, MOTHERFUCKER! 280 00:19:41,180 --> 00:19:42,449 GOD DAMN IT! RIVER! 281 00:19:42,549 --> 00:19:45,117 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? THAT WAS MY COOMB'S KITTY! 282 00:19:45,218 --> 00:19:47,520 "TIT FOR TAT," YOU SAID. YOU GOT YOUR FUCKING TIT! 283 00:19:47,620 --> 00:19:49,556 NOW WHERE'S MY COCKSUCKING TAT? 284 00:19:49,656 --> 00:19:51,524 I HAD TO CALL IN A LOT OF FAVORS TO GET YOU THAT PART. 285 00:19:51,624 --> 00:19:53,293 IT'S NOT MY FAULT THEY FIRED YOU AFTER THE TABLE READ! 286 00:19:53,393 --> 00:19:55,127 I WAS "MARKY," MAN! 287 00:19:55,228 --> 00:19:56,696 WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL THEM I HAVE THE CHOPS? 288 00:19:56,796 --> 00:19:59,198 - I'M COOL! - I SAID YOU WERE A COMIC GENIUS. 289 00:19:59,299 --> 00:20:02,235 YOU THINK I WASN'T EMBARRASSED WHEN THEY TOLD ME YOU STUNK UP THE PLACE? 290 00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:04,203 YOU DIDN'T FIGHT FOR ME. EVERYONE SELLS ME OUT 291 00:20:04,304 --> 00:20:07,340 - MY FUCKING LIFE! - WHAT? 292 00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:10,009 YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN NOW! 293 00:20:10,109 --> 00:20:11,611 NOW WHAT AM I GONNA DO? 294 00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:13,746 I TOLD MY MOM. I DID A MAILING! 295 00:20:13,846 --> 00:20:15,982 KEITH, I NEED YOU TO TAKE HIM TO THE VAN NUYS AIRPORT. 296 00:20:16,082 --> 00:20:18,184 I'VE GOT A FRIEND AT WARNER'S LETTING ME USE THE JET. 297 00:20:18,285 --> 00:20:21,654 - I CAN'T GO TO VAN NUYS. - THAT'S A REOCCURRING ON "TWO AND A HALF MEN" 298 00:20:21,754 --> 00:20:24,591 - I'M PERFECT FOR! - I JUST WANT TO SEND HIM O CABO TILL HE SETTLES DOWN. 299 00:20:24,691 --> 00:20:27,427 - Keith: I'VE GOT MY KIDS. - IT'S FINE. TAKE THEM WITH YOU. 300 00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:29,296 I JUST WANNA SHOW YOU HOW GOOD I CAN BE. 301 00:20:29,396 --> 00:20:30,863 SHUT UP, TREVOR. YOU GOT YOUR SHOT. 302 00:20:30,963 --> 00:20:33,266 LOOK, WE'RE ON OUR WAY TO A FUNERAL. DAVID'S BROTHER DIED. 303 00:20:33,366 --> 00:20:35,201 I'M SO SORRY. THAT'S AWFUL. 304 00:20:35,302 --> 00:20:38,505 - IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO? - YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF THIS YOURSELF. 305 00:20:38,605 --> 00:20:41,040 OH, I'M SORRY, SWEETIE, BUT I'VE BEEN OVERPAYING YOU FOR A YEAR. 306 00:20:41,140 --> 00:20:43,610 THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE REALLY NEEDED YOU TO DO SOMETHING. 307 00:20:43,710 --> 00:20:46,779 UH, KEITH, WE'VE GOT TO GET MY PANTS FIXED. 308 00:20:46,879 --> 00:20:48,881 Roger: YOU CAN'T GO TO A FUNERAL WITHOUT THOSE HEMMED. 309 00:20:48,981 --> 00:20:51,017 LEAVE THE BOYS WITH ME AND I'LL HAVE MY GIRL DO THEM. 310 00:20:51,117 --> 00:20:53,553 - SHE'S A GENIUS. - I'M NOT LEAVING MY BOYS WITH YOU! 311 00:20:53,653 --> 00:20:55,422 WE'LL HEM THE PANTS AND DROP THEM OFF WITH DAVID. 312 00:20:55,522 --> 00:20:58,124 PLEASE, LET ME HELP YOU HELP ME. 313 00:20:58,224 --> 00:21:01,661 KEITH, I'M A GOOD FATHER. I CAN HANDLE TWO KIDS FOR AN HOUR. 314 00:21:01,761 --> 00:21:03,095 OKAY. 315 00:21:03,195 --> 00:21:05,164 BUT DON'T TALK TO 'EM TOO MUCH. 316 00:21:05,264 --> 00:21:07,700 - CAN WE HAVE BEER? - Keith: NO! 317 00:21:08,835 --> 00:21:12,305 - HAVE WE MET SOMEWHERE? - NO! SHUT UP! 318 00:21:15,975 --> 00:21:17,944 OH, SWEETIE. 319 00:21:20,012 --> 00:21:22,048 MY GOD. 320 00:21:22,148 --> 00:21:24,484 DAMN, YOU'VE HAD A SHITTY YEAR. 321 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:30,022 - I GOT YOUR DRESS. - THANKS. 322 00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:32,592 THEY SWORE TO ME IT WOULD FIT. 323 00:21:32,692 --> 00:21:34,961 AND I PICKED UP ONE FOR MAYA. 324 00:21:35,061 --> 00:21:37,830 AND I BROUGHT SOME LOX AND VODKA. 325 00:21:37,930 --> 00:21:40,567 GREAT. I CAN'T DRINK. LOX HAS MERCURY. 326 00:21:40,667 --> 00:21:43,903 OH, PLEASE, A COUPLE SHOTS OF STOLI WON'T KILL THE BABY. 327 00:21:44,003 --> 00:21:46,639 YOU KNOW, IN MY DAY WE USED TO SIT ON OUR ASS 328 00:21:46,739 --> 00:21:48,841 SMOKING PARLIAMENTS FOR NINE MONTHS. 329 00:21:48,941 --> 00:21:52,178 TODAY, YOU HAVE ONE PIECE OF BRIE AND EVERYBODY GOES BERSERK. 330 00:21:52,278 --> 00:21:53,846 ( pours vodka ) 331 00:21:53,946 --> 00:21:56,248 COME O SWEETHEART. 332 00:21:56,349 --> 00:21:58,150 HERE, HAVE SOME OF THIS. IT'LL TAKE THE EDGE OFF. 333 00:21:58,250 --> 00:22:00,052 I DON'T WANNA TAKE THE EDGE OFF. 334 00:22:02,955 --> 00:22:06,292 I GUESS I'M JUST BLATHERING ON LIKE AN IDIOT. 335 00:22:06,393 --> 00:22:07,960 I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, HONEY. 336 00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:09,829 I'M JUST SO SORRY. 337 00:22:12,432 --> 00:22:14,734 HELLO, YOU. 338 00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:16,736 HOW ARE YOU, MAYA? 339 00:22:16,836 --> 00:22:18,938 I THINK SHE'S A LITTLE CONFUSED. 340 00:22:19,038 --> 00:22:20,373 WHERE'S MY DADDY? 341 00:22:20,473 --> 00:22:23,910 OH, GOD! ( whimpers ) I DON'T-- 342 00:22:26,546 --> 00:22:28,615 YOUR DADDY... 343 00:22:28,715 --> 00:22:32,151 HAS GONE AWAY FOR A VERY LONG TIME. 344 00:22:32,251 --> 00:22:34,286 MOM, YOU CAN'T SAY THAT! 345 00:22:34,387 --> 00:22:37,356 HONEY, DADDY'S DEAD. 346 00:22:37,457 --> 00:22:39,792 THAT MEANS THAT HE'S NOT COMING BACK EVER. 347 00:22:39,892 --> 00:22:42,529 BRENDA! JESUS! YOU KNOW, SOFTEN IT UP A LITTLE. 348 00:22:42,629 --> 00:22:44,664 THAT'S WHAT THE BOOK SAID TO DO. I EVEN WENT ONLINE. 349 00:22:44,764 --> 00:22:47,400 THEY ALL SAY YOU HAVE TO BE CLEAR OR SHE GETS CONFUSED. 350 00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:49,135 WHEN IS DADDY COMING BACK? 351 00:22:49,235 --> 00:22:51,070 DADDY'S DEAD. 352 00:22:51,170 --> 00:22:53,139 REMEMBER, LIKE, NEMO'S MOM? 353 00:22:53,239 --> 00:22:55,107 REMEMBER HOW WE TALKED ABOUT THAT? 354 00:22:55,207 --> 00:22:57,510 - AH... - YOU KNOW WHAT, BRENDA? 355 00:22:57,610 --> 00:22:59,579 I THINK YOU SHOULD SAVE THIS DISCUSSION 356 00:22:59,679 --> 00:23:02,181 FOR A TIME WHEN YOU'RE LESS INSANE WITH GRIEF. 357 00:23:02,281 --> 00:23:04,517 I'M NOT INSANE WITH GRIEF, MOM! 358 00:23:04,617 --> 00:23:06,385 SWEETIE, YOU GO ON. 359 00:23:06,486 --> 00:23:09,155 GO AHEAD, PLAY WITH YOUR TOYS, SWEETHEART. 360 00:23:09,255 --> 00:23:11,390 HAVE YOU TALKED TO BILLY? HE'S NOT RETURNING MY CALLS. 361 00:23:11,491 --> 00:23:14,594 OH, I SUPPOSE HE'S STILL IN DUBAI. 362 00:23:14,694 --> 00:23:17,263 JESUS, I HOPE THEY HAVEN'T TAKEN HIM HOSTAGE. 363 00:23:17,363 --> 00:23:18,931 HE'S NOT VERY DOCILE. 364 00:23:19,031 --> 00:23:21,267 I'M SURE HE HASN'T BEEN TAKEN HOSTAGE, MOM. 365 00:23:21,367 --> 00:23:23,770 YOU'RE RIGHT. IT'S JUST THAT I'M A WRECK. 366 00:23:23,870 --> 00:23:26,473 I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE BOTH WIDOWS. 367 00:23:26,573 --> 00:23:28,007 IT'S JUST SO HORRIFYING. 368 00:23:28,107 --> 00:23:29,609 AT LEAST YOU'VE GOT OLIVIER. 369 00:23:29,709 --> 00:23:32,845 WELL, HE WALKED OUT ON ME LAST WEEK. 370 00:23:34,481 --> 00:23:37,484 YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE TODAY ABOUT ME, 371 00:23:37,584 --> 00:23:41,287 BUT THE TRUTH IS, I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF. 372 00:23:41,387 --> 00:23:45,625 I MEAN, GOD, THE PAIN IS JUST SEARING. 373 00:23:49,161 --> 00:23:52,298 I KNOW IT'S NOT THE SAME. 374 00:23:52,398 --> 00:23:55,201 BUT WE'RE BOTH ALONE NOW. 375 00:23:55,301 --> 00:23:57,269 NO, IT'S NOT THE SAME. 376 00:23:57,369 --> 00:23:59,539 NOT AT ALL. 377 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:03,743 SO... ARE WE GOING ANYWHERE IN PARTICULAR? 378 00:24:03,843 --> 00:24:05,645 NO. 379 00:24:06,513 --> 00:24:08,881 DO YOU MIND JUST DRIVING? 380 00:24:08,981 --> 00:24:11,050 I DON'T MIND. 381 00:24:11,150 --> 00:24:13,219 ( pop music playing ) 382 00:24:14,921 --> 00:24:16,989 ( chuckles ) WHAT IS THIS, A MIX? 383 00:24:17,089 --> 00:24:19,091 YEAH. 384 00:24:19,191 --> 00:24:21,761 I LOVE "TOP 40." ( chuckles ) 385 00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:25,565 I'M SORRY, BUT IT JUST SOUNDS SO GOOD SOMETIMES. 386 00:24:26,799 --> 00:24:29,135 * I'll do what it takes 387 00:24:29,235 --> 00:24:30,903 * Till I touch the sky 388 00:24:31,003 --> 00:24:34,273 * Make a wish take a chance * 389 00:24:34,373 --> 00:24:36,275 * Make a change... 390 00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,878 I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEEP THINKING ABOUT 391 00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:40,913 THESE STUPID FIGHTS I HAD WITH MY BROTHER, 392 00:24:41,013 --> 00:24:45,885 NOT LIKE ANY OF THE GOOD TIMES, OR WHATEVER. 393 00:24:45,985 --> 00:24:49,522 - ISN'T THAT HORRIBLE? - NO. 394 00:24:49,622 --> 00:24:52,391 I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING NICE ABOUT MY SISTER. 395 00:24:52,491 --> 00:24:54,561 BUT I LIKE NATE. 396 00:24:54,661 --> 00:24:57,530 I MEAN, YOU KNOW I DID. 397 00:24:59,632 --> 00:25:03,335 - WHAT ARE YOU THINKING OF? - JUST WEIRD THINGS. 398 00:25:03,435 --> 00:25:06,238 LIKE THIS TIME, UM... 399 00:25:06,338 --> 00:25:09,375 IT WAS RIGHT AFTER MY DAD DIED. 400 00:25:09,475 --> 00:25:12,244 I HAD TO WRITE THIS IDIOTIC ENGLISH PAPER 401 00:25:12,344 --> 00:25:16,115 WHERE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO INTERVIEW 402 00:25:16,215 --> 00:25:19,852 THE PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY THAT YOU KNEW THE LEAST. 403 00:25:19,952 --> 00:25:21,954 MY DAD WAS DEAD. ( scoffs ) 404 00:25:22,054 --> 00:25:27,493 AND IT WAS PRETTY MUCH A TOSS-UP BETWEEN THOSE TWO ANYWAY. 405 00:25:27,594 --> 00:25:32,464 UNTIL I ASKED NATE IF I COULD, UH... 406 00:25:32,565 --> 00:25:36,202 INTERVIEW HIM, AND HE SAID NO. 407 00:25:37,737 --> 00:25:40,573 IT WAS NOT LIKE IT WAS SOME BIG TRAUMATIC THING. 408 00:25:40,673 --> 00:25:43,442 IT WAS JUST... 409 00:25:43,542 --> 00:25:45,845 I'M SORRY. 410 00:25:45,945 --> 00:25:49,515 I'M SORRY. THIS IS SO GROSS. 411 00:25:49,616 --> 00:25:52,852 IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. 412 00:25:52,952 --> 00:25:56,756 IT'S OKAY. 413 00:25:56,856 --> 00:26:00,292 I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THAT TIME! 414 00:26:03,663 --> 00:26:06,565 THANK YOU FOR BEING SO FLEXIBLE. OKAY. BYE-BYE. 415 00:26:06,666 --> 00:26:08,868 - CAN YOU ZIP ME? - OH. 416 00:26:08,968 --> 00:26:11,037 - ( sighs ) - WHERE'S ANGIE? 417 00:26:11,137 --> 00:26:12,972 SHE CALLED. SHE'S GONNA BE 10 MINUTES LATE. 418 00:26:13,072 --> 00:26:15,842 - THAT'S 20 MINUTES. FUCK! - HEY. 419 00:26:15,942 --> 00:26:19,311 - THE KIDS CAN HEAR YOU. - WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN WITH THE BUSINESS 420 00:26:19,411 --> 00:26:23,716 NOW THAT THERE'S NO ONE TO STOP DAVID FROM SPENDING 300 GRAND ON A CREMATORIUM? 421 00:26:23,816 --> 00:26:25,918 WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? THIS IS WHAT YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT? 422 00:26:26,018 --> 00:26:27,887 DO YOU KNOW HOW LITTLE SAVINGS WE HAVE? 423 00:26:27,987 --> 00:26:30,189 WHAT IF SOMETHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO ME? WHAT WOULD YOU DO? 424 00:26:30,289 --> 00:26:33,092 - YOU AND THE KIDS, WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE? - NOTHING IS GONNA HAPPEN. 425 00:26:33,192 --> 00:26:35,494 HOW DO YOU KNOW? SOMETHING COULD HAPPEN TO YOU! 426 00:26:35,594 --> 00:26:38,965 - WE STILL DON'T HAVE ANY LIFE INSURANCE. - WE'LL GET IT TOMORROW. 427 00:26:39,065 --> 00:26:40,733 WHERE IS SHE? 428 00:26:40,833 --> 00:26:42,935 DID SHE NEED TO GET HER OUTFIT RIGHT FOR BABY-SITTING? 429 00:26:43,035 --> 00:26:45,404 YOU WANT TO GO AHEAD OF ME? 430 00:26:45,504 --> 00:26:47,606 - IS THAT OKAY? - YEAH. 431 00:26:47,707 --> 00:26:51,143 OKAY. UH, THEN I'LL SEE YOU THERE. 432 00:26:51,243 --> 00:26:52,912 OKAY. 433 00:27:07,393 --> 00:27:09,528 - ( door opens ) - Anthony: HE'S NOT THERE. 434 00:27:09,628 --> 00:27:11,698 Durrell: YES, HE IS TOO. 435 00:27:11,798 --> 00:27:14,333 WOW, YOU GUYS LOOK GREAT. 436 00:27:14,433 --> 00:27:16,335 HOW DO YOU LIKE THE LENGTH? 437 00:27:16,435 --> 00:27:17,937 IT'S PERFECT. 438 00:27:18,037 --> 00:27:20,506 DAVID, I AM SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR BROTHER. 439 00:27:20,606 --> 00:27:22,408 THANK YOU. WHERE'S KEITH? 440 00:27:25,577 --> 00:27:27,780 WE HAD A SITUATION. 441 00:27:27,880 --> 00:27:29,749 Keith: I'M SO SORRY, 442 00:27:29,849 --> 00:27:31,317 BUT HE JUST THREW THIS GUY AT ME. 443 00:27:31,417 --> 00:27:33,820 I JUST GOT TO GET HIM ON A PLANE AND THEN I CAN GO. 444 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:36,188 WELL, COULDN'T YOU JUST SAY NO TODAY? 445 00:27:36,288 --> 00:27:37,623 I know. I'm sorry. 446 00:27:37,724 --> 00:27:40,426 But I swear I'll be there soon, okay? 447 00:27:40,526 --> 00:27:41,994 DAVID! 448 00:27:42,094 --> 00:27:44,931 ( sighs ) 449 00:27:45,031 --> 00:27:46,999 THIS IS TOTAL BULLSHIT, MAN. 450 00:27:47,099 --> 00:27:49,668 I'VE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE. 451 00:27:51,070 --> 00:27:53,773 HEY, I KNOW WHERE I KNOW YOU FROM. 452 00:27:53,873 --> 00:27:56,275 YOU'RE THAT GUY IN THE BLOWJOB VIDEO. 453 00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:58,344 SORRY, WRONG GUY. 454 00:27:58,444 --> 00:28:00,112 YOU ARE TOO, MAN. 455 00:28:00,212 --> 00:28:04,683 - THE ONE WHERE ROGER'S GIVING YOU HEAD. - A VIDEO? 456 00:28:04,784 --> 00:28:07,186 DUDE, I'VE SEEN IT LIKE 20 TIMES. 457 00:28:07,286 --> 00:28:08,955 ROGER PLAYED IT EVERY TIME WE HAD SEX. 458 00:28:09,055 --> 00:28:11,490 HE CAN'T COME WITHOUT IT. 459 00:28:11,590 --> 00:28:15,261 DOES HE PAY YOU EXTRA FOR THAT OR IS THAT PART OF THE JOB? 460 00:28:18,898 --> 00:28:20,666 HEY, WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 461 00:28:20,767 --> 00:28:22,368 HEY, HEY! 462 00:28:22,468 --> 00:28:24,904 WHERE ARE YOU GOING? 463 00:28:25,004 --> 00:28:26,739 ( pop music playing ) 464 00:28:26,839 --> 00:28:28,808 SO WHY DON'T YOU LIKE YOUR SISTER? 465 00:28:28,908 --> 00:28:31,477 JUST THE OLDER ONE-- CAROLINE. 466 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:36,648 SHE'S JUST KIND OF MEAN. 467 00:28:36,749 --> 00:28:39,852 WHICH IS KIND OF WEIRD, BECAUSE SHE DOES THIS NOBLE WORK 468 00:28:39,952 --> 00:28:41,720 HELPING REFUGEES. 469 00:28:41,821 --> 00:28:45,224 SO TO THE WORLD AT LARGE SHE'S A SAINT. 470 00:28:45,324 --> 00:28:47,493 BUT IF YOU'RE ACTUALLY A PERSON IN HER LIFE, 471 00:28:47,593 --> 00:28:49,261 SHE'S JUST A BITCH. 472 00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:52,899 LIKE WHEN MY LITTLE SISTER WAS GOING THROUGH CHEMO 473 00:28:52,999 --> 00:28:57,103 CAROLINE CAME BY TO HELP HER LIKE TWICE... 474 00:28:57,937 --> 00:29:00,539 IN THREE YEARS. 475 00:29:00,639 --> 00:29:03,042 THAT IS PRETTY BAD. 476 00:29:03,142 --> 00:29:05,444 IS YOUR OTHER SISTER OKAY? 477 00:29:05,544 --> 00:29:07,746 YEAH. BETSY. 478 00:29:08,815 --> 00:29:10,950 SHE WAS LUCKY. 479 00:29:12,785 --> 00:29:14,753 THAT'S GOOD. 480 00:29:22,128 --> 00:29:23,830 ( sighs ) 481 00:29:24,663 --> 00:29:26,465 I HAVE TO GO BACK. 482 00:29:27,499 --> 00:29:30,903 OKAY. OKAY. 483 00:29:35,674 --> 00:29:37,409 THERE YOU ARE. 484 00:29:38,510 --> 00:29:40,212 HOW ARE YOU? 485 00:29:41,848 --> 00:29:44,817 - ( printer whirring ) - THANKS FOR MAKING IT. 486 00:29:45,684 --> 00:29:47,286 ARE THE BOYS OKAY? 487 00:29:47,386 --> 00:29:50,289 THEY'RE UPSTAIRS IN A STATE OF BLISS. 488 00:29:50,389 --> 00:29:52,491 ROGER BOUGHT THEM iPODS. 489 00:30:04,336 --> 00:30:07,006 BUT WHY WOULD GOD TAKE SOMEONE'S SON 490 00:30:07,106 --> 00:30:11,777 AT THE ONE MOMENT THEY WERE EVER IN THEIR WHOLE LIVES NOT ABLE TO BE WITH HIM? 491 00:30:11,878 --> 00:30:14,446 WHAT KIND OF A MESSAGE IS THAT? 492 00:30:14,546 --> 00:30:18,117 I DON'T THINK IT'S HELPFUL TO SEE IT AS A MESSAGE TO YOU. 493 00:30:18,217 --> 00:30:19,986 THEN WHY WOULD IT HAPPEN THAT WAY? 494 00:30:20,086 --> 00:30:22,788 UNLESS THERE REALLY IS NO GOD. 495 00:30:22,889 --> 00:30:25,824 IT'S NATURAL TO BE ANGRY. 496 00:30:25,925 --> 00:30:30,229 BUT MAYBE IT'S BEST TO VIEW GOD AS A LIGHT 497 00:30:30,329 --> 00:30:34,133 THROUGH THIS DARK TIME, AS OPPOSED TO SEEING HIM AS THE CAUSE OF IT. 498 00:30:34,233 --> 00:30:37,603 - GOD IS AN ASSHOLE! - S, GOD IS A HUGE ASSHOLE! 499 00:30:37,703 --> 00:30:40,506 AND I FUCKING HATE HIM FOR THIS. 500 00:30:43,109 --> 00:30:46,178 WE'RE GONNA GET YOU THROUGH THIS, HONEY, ALL RIGHT? 501 00:30:46,278 --> 00:30:50,782 YOU'RE NOT ALONE. YOU'RE NOT ALONE. 502 00:30:50,883 --> 00:30:54,086 ( "Knockin' on Heaven's Door" playing ) 503 00:31:08,467 --> 00:31:10,836 ( sniffles ) 504 00:31:10,937 --> 00:31:14,406 * Mama, take this badge off of me * 505 00:31:17,076 --> 00:31:21,948 * I can't use it anymore 506 00:31:24,550 --> 00:31:28,988 * It's getting dark, too dark to see * 507 00:31:31,123 --> 00:31:35,494 * Feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door * 508 00:31:37,763 --> 00:31:42,434 * Knock knock knock knockin' on heaven's door... * 509 00:31:45,704 --> 00:31:48,107 YOU COULD'VE DRESSED. 510 00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:51,010 I COULDN'T. 511 00:31:51,843 --> 00:31:54,246 THE REST OF US MANAGED. 512 00:31:54,346 --> 00:31:56,983 WELL, THE REST OF YOU WIN. 513 00:31:59,318 --> 00:32:02,854 * Knock knock knock knockin' on heaven's door. * 514 00:32:02,955 --> 00:32:04,656 ( music fades ) 515 00:32:12,431 --> 00:32:14,666 ( sighs ) 516 00:32:16,035 --> 00:32:19,038 I THINK WE'RE ALL IN SHOCK. 517 00:32:21,007 --> 00:32:23,242 THREE YEARS AGO... 518 00:32:23,342 --> 00:32:27,046 WE PRAYED FOR NATE'S LIFE. 519 00:32:27,146 --> 00:32:30,416 AND WE THOUGHT OUR PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED. 520 00:32:30,516 --> 00:32:32,718 NOW, WE HAVE TO PRAY 521 00:32:32,818 --> 00:32:35,721 FOR HELP MAKING SENSE OF THIS LOSS. 522 00:32:35,821 --> 00:32:38,991 BECAUSE-- UM... 523 00:32:39,091 --> 00:32:41,527 BECAUSE WE'VE LOST A LOT-- 524 00:32:42,494 --> 00:32:44,763 A SON... 525 00:32:44,863 --> 00:32:46,698 A FATHER... 526 00:32:46,798 --> 00:32:48,700 A BROTHER... 527 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:50,702 A HUSBAND... 528 00:32:50,802 --> 00:32:53,039 A COLLEAGUE... 529 00:32:55,007 --> 00:32:57,776 TO ME AN INSPIRATION. 530 00:32:57,876 --> 00:33:02,914 HE HAD A NATURAL SENSE... 531 00:33:03,015 --> 00:33:06,585 HE HAD A NATURAL SENSE OF WHAT TO SAY TO PEOPLE WHEN THEY WERE GRIEVING. 532 00:33:06,685 --> 00:33:11,123 AND, UH, I JUST THINK HE'D KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO HELP US... 533 00:33:11,223 --> 00:33:15,561 IF ONLY HE WHERE HERE. THANK YOU. 534 00:33:19,431 --> 00:33:21,133 ( crying ) 535 00:33:21,233 --> 00:33:23,335 ( objects jingling ) 536 00:33:29,175 --> 00:33:31,543 ( Margaret blows nose ) 537 00:33:46,458 --> 00:33:50,028 I'M DAVID FISHER AND NATE WAS MY BIG BROTHER. 538 00:33:51,663 --> 00:33:54,333 WHEN WE WERE KIDS I USED TO GET PICKED ON AT SCHOOL. 539 00:33:54,433 --> 00:33:57,536 I HAD COME HOME WITH MY FACE 540 00:33:57,636 --> 00:33:59,371 OR MY PRIDE BRUISED, 541 00:33:59,471 --> 00:34:02,374 AND NATE WOULD MAKE ME TELL HIM WHO DID IT. 542 00:34:02,474 --> 00:34:05,544 AND HE WOULD GO TALK TO WHOEVER WAS TORMENTING ME. 543 00:34:05,644 --> 00:34:07,679 AND I'D BE FINE-- 544 00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:13,619 UM... AHEM... 545 00:34:15,487 --> 00:34:18,990 UNTIL IT HAPPENED AGAIN. SO NATE CAME UP WITH ANOTHER STRATEGY. 546 00:34:19,091 --> 00:34:20,692 ( chokes ) HE SAID... 547 00:34:20,792 --> 00:34:23,229 "WHEN THEY START IN ON YOU JUST LAUGH, LAUGH AT THEM. 548 00:34:23,329 --> 00:34:25,931 EVEN IF THEY HIT YOU, LAUGH." 549 00:34:26,031 --> 00:34:27,699 WELL, I COULD NEVER PULL THAT OFF. 550 00:34:27,799 --> 00:34:29,468 BUT THAT WAS NATE. 551 00:34:29,568 --> 00:34:32,538 HE COULD LAUGH AT ANYTHING AND PEOPLE WERE ALWAYS DRAWN TO HIM, 552 00:34:32,638 --> 00:34:36,208 BECAUSE HE COULD MAKE THE BEST OF THE WORST SITUATION. 553 00:34:44,983 --> 00:34:47,586 EVEN WHEN LIFE HIT HIM, 554 00:34:47,686 --> 00:34:48,887 IT COULDN'T KI-- 555 00:34:48,987 --> 00:34:51,690 KI-- 556 00:35:03,702 --> 00:35:05,371 ( sighs ) 557 00:35:21,153 --> 00:35:23,955 MY NAME IS GEORGE SIBLEY. 558 00:35:24,055 --> 00:35:26,892 I WAS NATE'S STEPFATHER. 559 00:35:26,992 --> 00:35:29,395 THIS IS A HARD DAY. 560 00:35:31,363 --> 00:35:34,266 AND WE'RE ALL VERY UPSET. 561 00:35:38,370 --> 00:35:44,142 THE LOSS OF A YOUNG PERSON IS ALWAYS A TERRIBLE BLOW. 562 00:35:44,243 --> 00:35:46,212 BUT IN THIS CASE... 563 00:35:46,312 --> 00:35:48,013 IT-IT'S EVEN MORE CRUEL, 564 00:35:48,113 --> 00:35:51,717 BECAUSE NATE WAS AN IDEALIST. 565 00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:54,152 AND... 566 00:35:54,253 --> 00:35:56,855 HE STRUGGLED... 567 00:35:57,889 --> 00:35:59,858 ALL THROUGH HIS LIFE... 568 00:36:00,926 --> 00:36:04,029 TO BE A GOOD MAN. 569 00:36:04,129 --> 00:36:05,997 HE WASN'T PERFECT, 570 00:36:06,097 --> 00:36:08,267 BUT THEN WHO AMONG US IS? 571 00:36:08,367 --> 00:36:10,736 AND HE NEVER GAVE UP ON HIMSELF... 572 00:36:12,338 --> 00:36:14,473 THE PEOPLE HE LOVED... 573 00:36:16,107 --> 00:36:18,310 OR EVEN LOVE ITSELF, 574 00:36:18,410 --> 00:36:22,214 IN ALL ITS VEXING, BEAUTIFUL FORMS. 575 00:36:30,756 --> 00:36:32,324 OH, CLAIRE. 576 00:36:32,424 --> 00:36:34,693 THERE'S TOO MUCH COLD CUTS OUT THERE ALREADY. 577 00:36:34,793 --> 00:36:37,496 HERE, TAKE THIS SCARY FRUIT CAKE INSTEAD. 578 00:36:48,039 --> 00:36:50,509 HOW'RE YOU FEELING? 579 00:36:52,744 --> 00:36:54,480 OKAY. 580 00:36:56,282 --> 00:36:58,216 I SHOULD GO BACK DOWNSTAIRS. 581 00:36:58,317 --> 00:37:00,819 IT'S ALL RIGHT IF YOU NEED TO REST. 582 00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:04,790 YOU CAN GO DOWN IF YOU WANT. 583 00:37:04,890 --> 00:37:07,426 I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU. 584 00:37:17,869 --> 00:37:19,638 I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID. 585 00:37:19,738 --> 00:37:21,907 I'M SORRY. 586 00:37:22,007 --> 00:37:25,511 YOU LOST HIM TOO. 587 00:37:29,515 --> 00:37:33,852 YOU AND I ARE REALLY THE MOST ALIKE, YOU KNOW? 588 00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:37,923 AND SOMETIMES MAYBE... 589 00:37:38,023 --> 00:37:39,858 IT MAKES IT HARD. 590 00:37:46,097 --> 00:37:48,199 HEY. 591 00:37:48,300 --> 00:37:50,235 - HEY. - HEY. 592 00:37:50,336 --> 00:37:52,270 - HOW'S IT GOING? - OKAY. 593 00:37:52,371 --> 00:37:55,607 - MANY QUESTIONS. - UH-OH. 594 00:37:58,243 --> 00:38:00,546 ( sighs ) 595 00:38:01,212 --> 00:38:02,881 HEY, HONEY. 596 00:38:02,981 --> 00:38:05,784 - HEY. - DID YOU GO? 597 00:38:05,884 --> 00:38:07,719 NO. 598 00:38:10,722 --> 00:38:13,592 MAYA, WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL SOMEBODY YOU NEEDED TO GO POTTY? 599 00:38:13,692 --> 00:38:16,795 DO I HAVE TO GET YOU A DIAPER? 600 00:38:16,895 --> 00:38:18,930 GOD, SHE'S BEEN DOING THIS FOR MONTHS. 601 00:38:19,030 --> 00:38:20,699 SOMETIMES THEY REGRESS WHEN THEY'RE UPSET. 602 00:38:20,799 --> 00:38:23,869 OH, FUCK! WE'RE GOING TO THE CEMETERY IN LIKE TWO MINUTES. 603 00:38:23,969 --> 00:38:26,872 YOU KNOW WHAT? I'LL CLEAN HER UP. YOU JUST GO. DON'T WORRY. 604 00:38:26,972 --> 00:38:28,707 - THANKS. - YUP. 605 00:38:35,747 --> 00:38:38,550 JUST TRYING TO KEEP THINGS TIDY. 606 00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:40,251 THANK YOU. 607 00:38:40,352 --> 00:38:42,688 WE'RE LEAVING FOR THE CEMETERY SOON. 608 00:38:42,788 --> 00:38:46,425 - IT'S JUST GOING TO BE FAMILY. - I UNDERSTAND. 609 00:38:46,525 --> 00:38:50,128 WOULD YOU CARE TO JOIN US? 610 00:38:50,228 --> 00:38:53,565 YES. VERY MUCH. 611 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,703 I WOULDN'T WANT JOY TO COME 612 00:38:57,803 --> 00:39:00,071 IF SHE HAPPENS TO BE HERE SOMEWHERE. 613 00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:02,107 SHE'S NOT HERE. 614 00:39:02,207 --> 00:39:04,810 I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE SHE IS... 615 00:39:04,910 --> 00:39:06,878 EVER... 616 00:39:06,978 --> 00:39:08,880 ANYMORE. 617 00:39:15,220 --> 00:39:16,388 HERE YOU GO. HEY, CLAIRE. 618 00:39:16,488 --> 00:39:18,424 YOU CAN RIDE WITH DAVID AND KEITH. 619 00:39:18,524 --> 00:39:22,428 GEORGE IS DRIVING RUTH, MAGGIE AND SARAH. 620 00:39:22,528 --> 00:39:24,496 HEY, BRENDA, ARE YOU RIDING WITH YOUR MOM? 621 00:39:24,596 --> 00:39:26,398 UH, NO, SHE'S NOT GOING. 622 00:39:26,498 --> 00:39:28,434 WELL, YOU CAN RIDE WITH ME AND NATE. 623 00:39:28,534 --> 00:39:30,001 NO, I'LL DRIVE MYSELF, THANKS. 624 00:39:30,101 --> 00:39:32,771 I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD DO THAT. THERE'S ROOM WITH DAVID. 625 00:39:32,871 --> 00:39:34,606 - I'M FINE, REALLY. - OKAY. 626 00:39:34,706 --> 00:39:39,244 WELL, LISTEN, HERE ARE THE DIRECTIONS AND MY CELL PHONE 627 00:39:39,344 --> 00:39:41,279 IN CASE YOU GET LOST OR SOMETHING. 628 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:43,214 THANKS. 629 00:39:43,314 --> 00:39:45,517 DON'T FORGET THIS. 630 00:40:25,123 --> 00:40:26,892 ( gasps ) 631 00:40:27,926 --> 00:40:29,695 GOD DAMN IT! 632 00:40:29,795 --> 00:40:32,430 DAVID, ARE YOU OKAY? 633 00:40:33,799 --> 00:40:35,333 DAVID? 634 00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:37,335 I CAN'T GO OUT THERE RIGHT NOW. 635 00:40:37,435 --> 00:40:40,238 - WHAT DO YOU MEAN? - YOU GO. 636 00:40:40,338 --> 00:40:41,940 LOOK, I'LL BE OUT ERE IN A MINUTE. 637 00:40:42,040 --> 00:40:45,176 - I CAN STAY WITH YOU. - NO, JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE! 638 00:40:45,276 --> 00:40:47,613 OKAY. 639 00:40:56,354 --> 00:40:58,624 THERE'S NO COFFIN? 640 00:40:58,724 --> 00:41:00,659 HE DIDN'T WANT ONE. 641 00:41:00,759 --> 00:41:03,495 IT'S MORE NATURAL THIS WAY. 642 00:41:06,932 --> 00:41:08,967 WHERE'S DAVID? 643 00:41:09,067 --> 00:41:12,470 I THINK THE THREE OF US CAN HANDLE THIS. 644 00:41:21,179 --> 00:41:23,682 ( groans ) OH, MAN. 645 00:41:36,562 --> 00:41:38,229 WHERE DO WE PUT HIM? 646 00:41:38,329 --> 00:41:41,299 UH, ON THE GROUND, I GUESS. 647 00:41:41,399 --> 00:41:44,670 WON'T HE GET DIRTY? 648 00:41:45,303 --> 00:41:48,607 DUST TO DUST. 649 00:41:56,882 --> 00:42:01,386 - WASN'T THERE A POEM HE WANTED READ? - WHERE'S DAVID? 650 00:42:01,486 --> 00:42:03,989 I THINK HE'S JUST A LITTLE TOO UPSET, RUTH. 651 00:42:04,089 --> 00:42:06,424 WE'RE ALL UPSET. 652 00:42:06,524 --> 00:42:08,459 THAT'S RIGHT, SWEETIE. WE'RE ALL FUCKING UPSET. 653 00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:11,129 SOMETIMES WE CAN'T BE EVERYWHERE WE WANT TO BE. 654 00:42:11,229 --> 00:42:14,566 YES, WELL, SOMETIMES WE CAN. 655 00:42:25,911 --> 00:42:27,913 ( screams ) OH, GOD! 656 00:42:28,013 --> 00:42:29,547 ( panting ) 657 00:42:29,648 --> 00:42:31,950 ( knocking ) 658 00:42:35,186 --> 00:42:37,623 Ruth: DAVID? 659 00:42:43,729 --> 00:42:47,599 WE'RE STARTING THE CEREMONY NOW. 660 00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:52,871 I CAN'T. 661 00:42:52,971 --> 00:42:56,708 IF YOU DON'T GET OUT OF THIS CAR, YOU WILL HATE YOURSELF FOREVER. 662 00:42:56,808 --> 00:42:58,944 - I KNOW, BUT I CAN'T. - YES, YOU CAN. 663 00:42:59,044 --> 00:43:01,179 YOU HAVE LEGS. 664 00:43:02,648 --> 00:43:04,883 I AM NOT DOING THIS WITHOUT YOU. 665 00:43:04,983 --> 00:43:07,585 MOM, PLEASE, I'M SO DIZZY I CAN'T BREATHE. 666 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:15,661 WELL, WE'LL WAIT UNTIL YOU CAN. 667 00:43:22,133 --> 00:43:24,369 ( panting ) 668 00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:06,644 ( sighs ) 669 00:44:07,512 --> 00:44:09,380 COULD SOMEONE? 670 00:44:33,538 --> 00:44:38,744 FROM THE "MYSTIC ODES" OF RUMI. 671 00:44:38,844 --> 00:44:42,881 "OUR DEATH IS OUR WEDDING WITH ETERNITY. 672 00:44:42,981 --> 00:44:45,383 WHAT IS THE SECRET? 673 00:44:45,483 --> 00:44:47,518 'GOD IS ONE.' 674 00:44:47,618 --> 00:44:51,689 THE SUNLIGHT SPLITS WHEN ENTERING THE WINDOWS OF THE HOUSE. 675 00:44:51,790 --> 00:44:55,293 THIS MULTIPLICITY EXISTS IN THE CLUSTER OF GRAPES; 676 00:44:55,393 --> 00:44:58,730 IT IS NOT IN THE JUICE MADE FROM THE GRAPES. 677 00:44:58,830 --> 00:45:01,332 FOR HE WHO IS LIVING IN THE LIGHT OF GOD, 678 00:45:01,432 --> 00:45:05,937 THE DEATH OF THE CARNAL SOUL IS A BLESSING. 679 00:45:06,037 --> 00:45:09,374 REGARDING HIM SAY NEITHER BAD NOR GOOD 680 00:45:09,474 --> 00:45:13,644 FOR HE HAS GONE BEYOND THE GOOD AND THE BAD. 681 00:45:13,745 --> 00:45:19,050 FIX YOUR EYES ON GOD AND DO NOT TALK ABOUT WHAT IS INVISIBLE, 682 00:45:19,150 --> 00:45:22,888 SO THAT HE MAY PLACE ANOTHER LOOK IN YOUR EYES.'" 683 00:45:22,988 --> 00:45:26,457 * What else should I be? 684 00:45:27,692 --> 00:45:30,728 * All apologies. 685 00:45:30,829 --> 00:45:32,363 ( sniffing ) 686 00:45:32,463 --> 00:45:35,433 Young Claire: NATE? 687 00:45:36,768 --> 00:45:38,904 HEY. 688 00:45:42,673 --> 00:45:45,110 KURT COBAIN DIED TODAY. 689 00:45:45,210 --> 00:45:46,812 OH. 690 00:45:46,912 --> 00:45:48,780 HE KILLED HIMSELF. 691 00:45:48,880 --> 00:45:52,283 HE WAS JUST TOO PURE FOR THIS WORLD. 692 00:45:53,284 --> 00:45:56,521 WELL, HIS MUSIC WILL LIVE ON. 693 00:45:57,655 --> 00:45:59,124 YEAH. 694 00:45:59,224 --> 00:46:01,526 YEAH, IT WILL. 695 00:46:01,626 --> 00:46:03,094 ( sniffles ) 696 00:46:04,129 --> 00:46:05,763 ( sighs ) 697 00:46:05,864 --> 00:46:09,835 - YOU WANNA TRY SOME? - YEAH. 698 00:46:11,502 --> 00:46:16,041 Sarah: "IT IS THE ETERNAL LIGHT WHICH IS THE LIGHT OF GOD. 699 00:46:16,141 --> 00:46:19,377 THE EPHEMERAL LIGHT IS AN ATTRIBUTE OF THE BODY 700 00:46:19,477 --> 00:46:21,880 AND THE FLESH. 701 00:46:21,980 --> 00:46:27,218 ...OH GOD, WHO GIVES THE GRACE OF VISION. 702 00:46:27,318 --> 00:46:31,689 THE BIRD OF VISION IS FLYING TOWARD YOU 703 00:46:31,789 --> 00:46:35,360 WITH THE WINGS OF DESIRE." 704 00:46:39,564 --> 00:46:41,532 ( somber music playing ) 705 00:46:55,013 --> 00:46:57,548 Rico: ONE, TWO... 706 00:46:57,648 --> 00:47:00,952 OH, SHIT! SORRY. 707 00:47:06,091 --> 00:47:08,493 Rico: THANKS, CLAIRE. 708 00:47:15,033 --> 00:47:17,268 ONE, TWO, THREE. EASY. 709 00:47:19,871 --> 00:47:21,672 EASY. 710 00:47:21,772 --> 00:47:23,341 OKAY. 711 00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:26,631 ( engine choking ) 712 00:49:32,370 --> 00:49:35,906 Nate: DID YOU LIKE THE POEM I CHOSE? 713 00:49:36,007 --> 00:49:38,576 NO, I HATED IT. MYSTICAL MAUDLIN CRAP. 714 00:49:38,676 --> 00:49:40,845 YOU JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT. 715 00:49:40,945 --> 00:49:44,082 I'M ABOUT 20 TIMES SMARTER THAN YOU. I UNDERSTOOD IT. 716 00:49:44,182 --> 00:49:45,816 IT'S NOT ABOUT BEING SMART, BRENDA. 717 00:49:45,916 --> 00:49:48,419 IT'S ABOUT HAVING SPIRITUAL DEPTH. MAGGIE UNDERSTOOD IT. 718 00:49:48,519 --> 00:49:51,122 MAGGIE'S A MEALY-MOUTHED LITTLE CUNT. 719 00:49:51,222 --> 00:49:53,124 SHE COULDN'T EVEN ADMIT SHE FUCKED YOU! 720 00:49:53,224 --> 00:49:55,393 MAYBE SHE DOESN'T WANNA POLLUTE WHAT SHE AND I SHARED 721 00:49:55,493 --> 00:49:57,262 BY HANDING IT OVER TO YOUR FILTHY IMAGINATION-- 722 00:49:57,362 --> 00:50:00,131 WHAT YOU SHARED? ADULTERY WHILE YOUR WIFE'S PREGNANT 723 00:50:00,231 --> 00:50:02,067 AND RAISING YOUR CHILD FROM ANOTHER WOMAN? 724 00:50:02,167 --> 00:50:05,070 YOU WILL ALWAYS THINK OF MAYA THAT WAY, WON'T YOU? 725 00:50:05,170 --> 00:50:07,205 EVEN WHEN SHE'S CALLING YOU MOMMY YOU THINK, 726 00:50:07,305 --> 00:50:08,973 "I'M STUCK RAISING SOME DEAD BITCH'S KID." 727 00:50:09,074 --> 00:50:10,808 NO, I'M A GOOD MOTHER TO HER. 728 00:50:10,908 --> 00:50:13,711 YOU WERE A GREAT MOTHER WHEN YOU YELLED AT HER FOR HAVING AN ACCIDENT. 729 00:50:13,811 --> 00:50:15,313 I DIDN'T MEAN TO YELL AT HER. 730 00:50:15,413 --> 00:50:17,748 YOU JUST WANTED ME TO PLUG YOU WITH YOUR OWN BABY, 731 00:50:17,848 --> 00:50:19,084 AND NOW YOU'VE GOT THAT. 732 00:50:19,184 --> 00:50:20,785 SO YOU CAN DROP THE WRONGED-LITTLE-WIFE ROUTINE. 733 00:50:20,885 --> 00:50:23,354 - WHY ARE YOU SAYING THIS? - YOU COULD'VE MARRIED JOE 734 00:50:23,454 --> 00:50:25,590 IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEBODY WHO WANTED TO BE WITH YOU. 735 00:50:25,690 --> 00:50:28,559 BUT DEEP DOWN, YOU KNOW THAT ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO BE WITH YOU 736 00:50:28,659 --> 00:50:30,295 - IS A FUCKING IDIOT. - SHUT UP! 737 00:50:30,395 --> 00:50:32,763 BECAUSE JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE IN YOUR PSYCHOTIC FAMILY 738 00:50:32,863 --> 00:50:35,032 YOU HAVE TO DESTROY EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE YOU LOVE! 739 00:50:35,133 --> 00:50:37,001 PLEASE, LEAVE ME ALONE! 740 00:50:37,102 --> 00:50:40,338 OKAY, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! 741 00:50:46,111 --> 00:50:48,012 WE BROUGHT YOU SOME ALPHABET SOUP. 742 00:50:48,113 --> 00:50:50,415 IT WAS ALL WE HAD. 743 00:50:50,515 --> 00:50:53,884 ( David sighs ) OH, THANK YOU. 744 00:50:53,984 --> 00:50:58,623 I EVEN LOADED SOME SMOOTH JAZZ ONTO MY iPOD FOR YOU TO LISTEN TO. 745 00:50:58,723 --> 00:51:00,391 WOW, THANKS. 746 00:51:00,491 --> 00:51:03,761 I HAD NO IDEA YOU GUYS WERE SUCH GOOD NURSES. 747 00:51:04,895 --> 00:51:06,797 YEAH, WELL. 748 00:51:06,897 --> 00:51:08,799 YOU LEARN SOMETHING NEW EVERY DAY. 749 00:51:08,899 --> 00:51:11,469 ( Keith shouting ) I'M GONNA COME OVER THERE AND DESTROY YOU! 750 00:51:11,569 --> 00:51:13,371 YEAH, YOU DO. 751 00:51:13,471 --> 00:51:15,806 I DON'T CARE WHERE THEY FOUND HIM, ROGER! OKAY, I QUIT! 752 00:51:15,906 --> 00:51:17,808 UH-OH. 753 00:51:17,908 --> 00:51:19,444 NO! YOU ARE ONE SICK DUDE! 754 00:51:19,544 --> 00:51:22,046 I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR YOU EVER AGAIN! 755 00:51:22,147 --> 00:51:24,615 HE'S NOT GONNA TAKE THE iPODS AWAY, IS HE? 756 00:51:24,715 --> 00:51:27,952 - I'M SERIOUS, ROGER! I'VE HAD IT WITH YOU! - I HOPE NOT. 757 00:51:28,052 --> 00:51:30,054 I NEED MY SMOOTH JAZZ. 758 00:51:30,155 --> 00:51:32,557 YOU BETTER EAT THAT WHILE IT'S HOT. 759 00:51:36,026 --> 00:51:39,930 I FORGET HOW ANYONE GETS OVER ANYTHING. 760 00:51:40,030 --> 00:51:42,032 YOU DON'T REALLY. 761 00:51:42,133 --> 00:51:44,502 DON'T SAY THAT. YOU DO. 762 00:51:44,602 --> 00:51:46,237 IT'S JUST TIME. 763 00:51:46,337 --> 00:51:49,174 AND REMEMBERING LOVE, REALLY. 764 00:51:49,274 --> 00:51:51,108 WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN? 765 00:51:51,209 --> 00:51:54,412 SLOWLY YOU FALL BACK IN LOVE 766 00:51:54,512 --> 00:51:57,848 WITH WHATEVER REALLY MATTERED TO YOU. 767 00:51:57,948 --> 00:52:03,254 YES, AND MAYBE YOU FIND A WAY 768 00:52:03,354 --> 00:52:06,056 TO MAKE SENSE OF WHAT YOU'VE LOST. 769 00:52:06,157 --> 00:52:09,494 THAT DOESN'T SEEM POSSIBLE. 770 00:52:12,730 --> 00:52:14,432 HONEY... 771 00:52:15,533 --> 00:52:18,503 I DON'T WANT TO FREAK YOU OUT... 772 00:52:19,737 --> 00:52:22,240 BUT LAST NIGHT... 773 00:52:22,340 --> 00:52:25,443 UH, NATE APPEARED TO ME IN A DREAM. 774 00:52:25,543 --> 00:52:26,944 HE DID? 775 00:52:27,044 --> 00:52:30,248 - MM. - WHAT DID HE SAY? 776 00:52:31,382 --> 00:52:34,151 HE DIDN'T REALLY SAY ANYTHING. 777 00:52:34,252 --> 00:52:38,256 BUT HE HAD A VERY LOVING PRESENCE. 778 00:52:38,356 --> 00:52:40,425 WAS HE WITH SOMEONE? 779 00:52:40,525 --> 00:52:42,460 HE-HE WAS WITH ME, I GUESS. 780 00:52:42,560 --> 00:52:46,764 ARE YOU SURE HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT DEATH? 781 00:52:46,864 --> 00:52:49,967 WELL, HE DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY IT, SWEETIE. 782 00:52:50,067 --> 00:52:52,503 I GOT THE MESSAGE. 783 00:52:52,603 --> 00:52:54,539 ( sighs ) 784 00:52:55,806 --> 00:52:57,875 ( doorbell rings ) 785 00:53:02,413 --> 00:53:05,182 ( door opens ) 786 00:53:09,754 --> 00:53:11,222 OH. 787 00:53:11,322 --> 00:53:13,691 HELLO, DEAR. 788 00:53:15,593 --> 00:53:18,095 - GRANDMA! - ( chuckles ) 789 00:53:18,195 --> 00:53:20,231 OH, THANK YOU. 790 00:53:21,065 --> 00:53:23,501 COME UPSTAIRS, DEAR. 791 00:53:25,370 --> 00:53:27,872 I CAN'T DO THIS RIGHT NOW. 792 00:53:27,972 --> 00:53:31,542 I NEED YOU TO TAKE HER FOR-- I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG. 793 00:53:31,642 --> 00:53:34,178 - OF COURSE. - PLUS, I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THINGS 794 00:53:34,279 --> 00:53:36,947 WORSE FOR HER IF I CAN. 795 00:53:37,047 --> 00:53:39,950 I CAN'T DO-- 796 00:53:46,857 --> 00:53:49,527 MAYA, 797 00:53:49,627 --> 00:53:53,264 YOU STAY WITH GRANDMA, OKAY? 798 00:53:53,364 --> 00:53:57,535 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH GRANDMA. 799 00:53:58,369 --> 00:54:00,771 ( whispers ) I LOVE YOU. 800 00:54:11,982 --> 00:54:13,984 ( door shuts ) 801 00:54:39,143 --> 00:54:40,611 ( door slams open ) 802 00:54:40,711 --> 00:54:43,781 ( footsteps approaching ) 803 00:54:48,719 --> 00:54:51,021 - IT'S JUST ME. - ( gasps ) FUCK! 804 00:54:51,121 --> 00:54:53,324 OH, JESUS, BILLY! 805 00:54:53,424 --> 00:54:56,594 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 806 00:54:56,694 --> 00:54:59,997 I TRIED TO MAKE IT BACK IN TIME FOR THE FUNERAL. 807 00:55:00,097 --> 00:55:02,567 WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL? 808 00:55:04,301 --> 00:55:07,605 I THOUGHT IT WAS BETTER TO JUST GET HERE. 809 00:55:10,941 --> 00:55:13,177 OH, GOD. 810 00:55:13,277 --> 00:55:15,646 ( weeping ) 811 00:55:25,856 --> 00:55:27,558 ( "All Apologies" playing ) 812 00:55:27,658 --> 00:55:31,529 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 813 00:55:31,629 --> 00:55:36,066 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 814 00:55:36,166 --> 00:55:40,638 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 815 00:55:40,738 --> 00:55:44,775 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 816 00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:49,246 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 817 00:55:49,346 --> 00:55:53,518 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 818 00:55:53,618 --> 00:55:58,055 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 819 00:55:58,155 --> 00:56:02,326 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 820 00:56:02,427 --> 00:56:06,597 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 821 00:56:06,697 --> 00:56:11,168 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 822 00:56:11,268 --> 00:56:15,372 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 823 00:56:15,473 --> 00:56:19,677 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 824 00:56:19,777 --> 00:56:24,281 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 825 00:56:24,381 --> 00:56:28,586 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 826 00:56:28,686 --> 00:56:33,223 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 827 00:56:33,323 --> 00:56:37,394 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 828 00:56:37,495 --> 00:56:41,866 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 829 00:56:41,966 --> 00:56:46,637 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 830 00:56:46,737 --> 00:56:51,375 * ALL IN ALL IS ALL WE ARE * 831 00:56:51,476 --> 00:56:57,147 * ALL AND ALL IS ALL WE ARE. *