1 00:00:05,273 --> 00:00:07,608 ( theme music playing ) 2 00:01:53,647 --> 00:01:56,150 ( crying ) 3 00:02:01,455 --> 00:02:03,524 ( seatbelt clicks ) 4 00:02:03,624 --> 00:02:05,659 ( keys jingle ) 5 00:02:30,251 --> 00:02:32,686 ARE YOU STILL SURE YOU WANNA DO IT? 6 00:02:34,021 --> 00:02:36,023 REALLY? 7 00:02:36,123 --> 00:02:38,759 ARE YOU? 8 00:02:40,928 --> 00:02:43,264 I BROUGHT THE THING. 9 00:02:46,700 --> 00:02:48,502 THEN, YEAH. 10 00:02:50,103 --> 00:02:52,740 OKAY. ( sniffling ) 11 00:03:06,854 --> 00:03:09,523 THANK YOU. 12 00:03:34,648 --> 00:03:36,984 ( gasps ) 13 00:03:44,892 --> 00:03:47,361 ( shivering ) 14 00:04:11,084 --> 00:04:13,287 ( static on radio ) 15 00:04:13,387 --> 00:04:15,589 Woman on radio: ...in a dark blue Honda Accord 16 00:04:15,689 --> 00:04:17,891 last seen heading south on the 101. 17 00:04:17,991 --> 00:04:20,528 According to officials, the abduction took place 18 00:04:20,628 --> 00:04:23,163 this morning around 6:50 at a school bus stop 19 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:27,034 where eyewitnesses say that a tall caucasian man in a hooded sweatshirt 20 00:04:27,134 --> 00:04:29,903 forced six-year-old Colleen Platt into the car. 21 00:04:30,003 --> 00:04:31,705 ( turns off radio ) 22 00:04:31,805 --> 00:04:33,607 KEITH? 23 00:04:33,707 --> 00:04:35,676 - KEITH?! - Anthony: HI. 24 00:04:35,776 --> 00:04:39,279 HI, COULD YOU GO GET KEITH AND TELL HIM THAT I NEED HIM? 25 00:04:39,380 --> 00:04:41,515 HE AND DURRELL WENT TO GO GET SOME DOUGHNUTS. 26 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:43,116 THEY'LL BE RIGHT BACK. 27 00:04:43,216 --> 00:04:45,319 WHOSE IDEA WAS THAT TO GET DOUGHNUTS? 28 00:04:45,419 --> 00:04:48,922 DURRELL'S. ARE YOU SICK? 29 00:04:49,022 --> 00:04:50,991 ( gulps ) 30 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,893 NO, I'M JUST WAKING UP. 31 00:04:52,993 --> 00:04:55,028 MY FACE CAME OFF LAST NIGHT. 32 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:58,031 WHAT? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY? 33 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:01,335 ( distorted ) MY FACE KEEPS COMING OFF WHEN I GO TO BED. 34 00:05:01,435 --> 00:05:03,003 WAKE ME UP! 35 00:05:03,103 --> 00:05:04,905 Woman on radio: ...body of young Sarah Davis 36 00:05:05,005 --> 00:05:06,840 was recovered last night in Fontana. 37 00:05:06,940 --> 00:05:08,976 Authorities had been searching in that case 38 00:05:09,076 --> 00:05:12,613 for what eyewitnesses had claimed was a dark-blue Nissan Maxima. 39 00:05:12,713 --> 00:05:15,315 But now they are saying the two incidents are related. 40 00:05:15,416 --> 00:05:17,150 Man on radio: Weather forecast... 41 00:05:17,250 --> 00:05:19,252 - KEITH? - Keith: HEY. 42 00:05:19,353 --> 00:05:20,954 I'M GONNA TAKE THE BOYS TO SCHOOL. 43 00:05:21,054 --> 00:05:24,425 OH, OKAY. THANKS FOR... 44 00:05:24,525 --> 00:05:26,760 LETTING ME SLEEP. 45 00:05:26,860 --> 00:05:29,497 ( turns off radio ) 46 00:05:30,664 --> 00:05:32,633 HEY, HAVE YOU HEARD ABOUT THE, UH-- 47 00:05:34,101 --> 00:05:37,004 THEY THINK THIS GUY'S ON THE LOOSE OR SOMETHING? 48 00:05:37,104 --> 00:05:38,406 OR DID I JUST DREAM THAT? 49 00:05:38,506 --> 00:05:40,641 NO, I JUST SAW IT ON THE NEWS DOWNSTAIRS. 50 00:05:40,741 --> 00:05:44,878 - WALK THE BOYS INTO SCHOOL? - SURE. 51 00:05:48,315 --> 00:05:50,350 ( groans ) 52 00:05:50,451 --> 00:05:52,319 ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? 53 00:05:52,420 --> 00:05:56,457 ( sighs ) I JUST HAD A HARD TIME WAKING UP. 54 00:05:58,759 --> 00:06:02,630 I'M ALL RIGHT. IT WAS JUST A BAD DREAM LIKE PEOPLE HAVE. 55 00:06:04,097 --> 00:06:06,700 - ARE YOU SURE? - YEAH. 56 00:06:08,736 --> 00:06:11,672 LOOK, IT'S BEEN ALMOST SIX WEEKS SINCE... 57 00:06:13,474 --> 00:06:15,075 YOU KNOW. 58 00:06:15,175 --> 00:06:17,244 IT'S TIME, RIGHT, 59 00:06:17,344 --> 00:06:20,514 FOR ME TO GET IT TOGETHER? 60 00:06:21,882 --> 00:06:24,384 IT'S TIME WHEN YOU FEEL THAT IT'S TIME. 61 00:06:25,653 --> 00:06:28,121 I'LL CALL YOU WHEN I DROP THE BOYS OFF. 62 00:06:28,221 --> 00:06:30,123 ALL RIGHT, THANKS. 63 00:06:38,298 --> 00:06:40,333 ( knocks ) 64 00:06:40,434 --> 00:06:42,970 THANKS FOR BREAKFAST. 65 00:06:43,070 --> 00:06:45,038 ANYTIME. 66 00:06:46,073 --> 00:06:47,374 WHAT'S THIS? 67 00:06:47,475 --> 00:06:49,042 IT'S MAYA'S MEDICAL HISTORY. 68 00:06:49,142 --> 00:06:51,745 OH. WHERE DID YOU FIND IT? 69 00:06:51,845 --> 00:06:54,815 IT SLIPPED BETWEEN THE FILES IN THE SECOND FILE BOX. 70 00:06:54,915 --> 00:06:56,717 IT WAS ON THE BOTTOM UNDERNEATH. 71 00:06:56,817 --> 00:06:59,787 AND I GOT THE DIRECTIONS TO THE PEDIATRICIAN'S NEW OFFICE. 72 00:06:59,887 --> 00:07:01,489 THEY'RE IN THERE ON THE TOP. 73 00:07:01,589 --> 00:07:03,791 YOU'RE AMAZING. 74 00:07:05,325 --> 00:07:06,994 ( groans ) 75 00:07:07,094 --> 00:07:10,097 YOU WANT ME TO COME WITH? TO THE DOCTORS? 76 00:07:10,197 --> 00:07:13,366 GOD, I DON'T KNOW. 77 00:07:13,467 --> 00:07:15,102 NO, YOU KNOW, I THINK IT'LL BE BETTER 78 00:07:15,202 --> 00:07:18,906 IF THE HAND-OFF IS JUST RUTH AND ME AND MAYA. 79 00:07:19,006 --> 00:07:20,908 THANKS, THOUGH. 80 00:07:22,510 --> 00:07:24,377 IT'LL BE GOOD TO HAVE HER BACK IN THE HOUSE. 81 00:07:24,478 --> 00:07:27,080 YEAH YEAH, IT WILL. 82 00:07:28,148 --> 00:07:29,783 OW. 83 00:07:30,818 --> 00:07:32,119 CAN I? 84 00:07:32,219 --> 00:07:34,522 SURE. 85 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:38,559 - FOOT. - ( chuckles ) 86 00:07:40,060 --> 00:07:41,829 SOMEBODY WANTS OUT. 87 00:07:41,929 --> 00:07:44,698 TWO MORE MONTHS. 88 00:07:44,798 --> 00:07:46,600 WOW. 89 00:07:54,174 --> 00:07:56,476 Claire: I'M NOT DRUNK. 90 00:07:56,577 --> 00:07:58,579 IT SEEMS LIKE YOU ARE. 91 00:07:58,679 --> 00:08:00,413 ( toilet flushes ) 92 00:08:00,514 --> 00:08:02,449 I'M NOT. 93 00:08:02,550 --> 00:08:05,118 CLAIRE, YOU FELL ASLEEP AT YOUR DESK THIS MORNING-- 94 00:08:05,218 --> 00:08:07,187 TWICE. AND I CAN SMELL IT. 95 00:08:07,287 --> 00:08:10,791 - YOU CAN'T SMELL VODKA. - I CAN. 96 00:08:12,626 --> 00:08:16,096 ANYWAY, YOU'RE BEING A LITTLE FUCKING BITCH. 97 00:08:16,196 --> 00:08:19,466 ALL RIGHT, CLAIRE, WE'RE ALL REALLY SORRY 98 00:08:19,567 --> 00:08:21,602 - THAT YOUR BROTHER DIED. - REALLY? 99 00:08:21,702 --> 00:08:25,372 YEAH, REALLY. BUT YOU'VE BEEN DRUNK OR HIGH AT WORK 100 00:08:25,472 --> 00:08:28,842 LIKE EVERY DAY THIS WEEK AND IT'S STARTING TO SCARE PEOPLE. 101 00:08:28,942 --> 00:08:30,978 I MEAN, I'VE TOLD THEM ALL TO GIVE YOU A BREAK, BUT-- 102 00:08:31,078 --> 00:08:34,514 WELL, THIS DOESN'T FEEL LIKE MUCH OF A FUCKIN' BREAK, KIRSTEN. 103 00:08:34,615 --> 00:08:36,784 BEING FOLLOWED INTO THE BATHROOM 104 00:08:36,884 --> 00:08:39,519 AND LECTURED AT BY SOME SCHOOLTEACHER. 105 00:08:39,620 --> 00:08:42,055 JUST GO HOME FOR THE DAY AND SLEEP IT OFF, OKAY? 106 00:08:42,155 --> 00:08:43,356 I WON'T TELL. 107 00:08:43,456 --> 00:08:45,693 - YOU WON'T TELL? - NO. 108 00:08:45,793 --> 00:08:48,228 - WHO WON'T YOU TELL? - HUMAN RESOURCES. 109 00:08:48,328 --> 00:08:50,330 - THERE'S NO ONE TO TELL-- - I'LL TELL HUMAN RESOURCES! 110 00:08:50,430 --> 00:08:53,400 GOD DAMN IT! GO! TELL, TELL, TELL! 111 00:08:53,500 --> 00:08:56,203 OKAY, OKAY! I AM WICKED PISSED! 112 00:08:56,303 --> 00:08:57,871 YOU ARE GONNA BE SO FIRED! 113 00:08:57,971 --> 00:09:00,674 YEAH, WELL, I'M FUCKING TED. 114 00:09:01,842 --> 00:09:06,780 - NO WAY. - WAY. 115 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:10,584 - MARIANNE AND JOHNNY-- - DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS. 116 00:09:14,487 --> 00:09:16,757 SORRY. 117 00:09:21,629 --> 00:09:24,164 GOD. WAY. 118 00:09:24,264 --> 00:09:27,868 JUST... BELONGINGS. 119 00:09:28,869 --> 00:09:31,038 AND I NEED YOU TO FILE THAT FOR ME. 120 00:09:31,138 --> 00:09:33,040 - OKAY. - I THINK THAT I HAVE EVERYTHING. 121 00:09:33,140 --> 00:09:35,843 - YEAH, YOU HAVE EVERYTHING. COME ON. - GOOD. 122 00:09:38,211 --> 00:09:41,281 YOU'RE ALL DOING REALLY IMPORTANT WORK HERE 123 00:09:41,381 --> 00:09:44,417 AND I'M SORRY IF I FUCKED IT UP FOR ANYBODY. 124 00:09:44,517 --> 00:09:47,020 OKAY, WHY DON'T YOU JUST SHUT UP FOR A FEW SECONDS, OKAY? 125 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:48,689 - WHERE ARE WE GOING? - WE'RE GOING HOME. 126 00:09:48,789 --> 00:09:51,191 - NO, I DON'T WANNA GO HOME. - WE'RE GOING HOME. 127 00:09:51,291 --> 00:09:54,361 - EVERYONE YOU KNOW IS GONNA DIE. - COME ON, CLAIRE. 128 00:09:54,461 --> 00:09:56,563 COME ON, LET'S GO. 129 00:09:56,664 --> 00:09:59,867 AND THAT LITTLE KIRSTEN IS A FUCKING BITCH! 130 00:09:59,967 --> 00:10:02,235 CAN YOU MAKE HIM LOOK WHOLE AGAIN 131 00:10:02,335 --> 00:10:04,504 FOR WHEN THE PEOPLE COME? 132 00:10:04,604 --> 00:10:06,006 I ALREADY HAVE A CALL IN TO THE COMPANY 133 00:10:06,106 --> 00:10:08,041 THAT PROVIDES US WITH PROSTHETIC LIMBS 134 00:10:08,141 --> 00:10:10,443 DESIGNED EXPRESSLY FOR THIS PURPOSE. 135 00:10:10,543 --> 00:10:13,413 WE WANT HIM TO LOOK LIKE, YOU KNOW, 136 00:10:13,513 --> 00:10:16,549 WHO HE WAS AS A PERSON. 137 00:10:16,650 --> 00:10:19,052 NOT LIKE-- 138 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:22,756 PEOPLE SHOULD SEE MORE THAN JUST WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM. 139 00:10:22,856 --> 00:10:26,493 HE'LL LOOK VERY NATURAL. I PROMISE. AND COMPLETE. 140 00:10:26,593 --> 00:10:28,595 THANK YOU. 141 00:10:28,696 --> 00:10:31,064 CAN YOU STAND HIM UP AND MAKE HIM WALK AROUND TOO? 142 00:10:31,164 --> 00:10:33,934 OH, HOLLY, PLEASE DON'T START THAT AGAIN. 143 00:10:34,034 --> 00:10:36,203 CAN MAKE HIM MAYBE LIKE TALK AND TELL EVERYBODY 144 00:10:36,303 --> 00:10:38,638 IT'S ALL GOOD AND IT'S REALLY NO PROBLEM TO BE DEAD? 145 00:10:38,739 --> 00:10:41,108 MAYBE JUST STICK YOUR HAND UP INSIDE HIS HEAD AND, YOU KNOW, 146 00:10:41,208 --> 00:10:43,243 "EVERYTHING'S FINE! EVERYTHING'S FINE! 147 00:10:43,343 --> 00:10:46,013 - FREEDOM, FREEDOM, FREEDOM!" - HOLLY, STOP IT! 148 00:10:46,113 --> 00:10:48,148 NO, MOM. IF YOU DRESS PAUL UP IN THAT UNIFORM 149 00:10:48,248 --> 00:10:51,184 AND PUT FAKE ARMS AND LEGS ON HIM AND MAKE IT LOOKED LIKE IT ALL WORKED OUT-- 150 00:10:51,284 --> 00:10:53,954 - WHAT'S SO WRONG WITH THAT? - IT'S NOT REAL! 151 00:10:54,054 --> 00:10:57,557 I DON'T CARE WHAT'S REAL! I DON'T WANNA SEE HIM LIKE THAT! 152 00:10:57,657 --> 00:11:00,694 ARE WE GONNA TELL THE PEOPLE WHO COME TO THE FUNERAL HE KILLED HIMSELF TOO. 153 00:11:00,794 --> 00:11:03,196 - ARE WE? - NO. 154 00:11:03,296 --> 00:11:05,532 WITH A DRUG THAT PEOPLE USE TO PUT DOGS TO SLEEP? 155 00:11:05,632 --> 00:11:09,636 - IS THAT HOW YOU WANT YOUR BROTHER TO BE REMEMBERED? - I SAID NO. 156 00:11:09,737 --> 00:11:12,940 HE GAVE HIMSELF A HYPODERMIC OF PENTOBARBITAL. 157 00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:15,442 WE DON'T KNOW HOW HE GOT A HOLD OF IT. 158 00:11:15,542 --> 00:11:17,845 I THINK MAYBE A NIGHT NURSE. 159 00:11:17,945 --> 00:11:20,914 THEY'RE SO UNDERSTAFFED OVER THERE RIGHT NOW 160 00:11:21,014 --> 00:11:23,216 THEY'RE TAKING ANYBODY. 161 00:11:23,316 --> 00:11:24,785 I'M SORRY. 162 00:11:24,885 --> 00:11:26,820 I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU ALWAYS 163 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:28,856 HAVE TO RUB PEOPLE'S FACES INT. 164 00:11:28,956 --> 00:11:32,692 IT IS SUCH A VIOLENT IMPULSE. 165 00:11:35,128 --> 00:11:38,065 Ruth: SHOULD WE HAVE TUBES PUT IN HER EARS? 166 00:11:38,165 --> 00:11:41,969 NO, IT'S A WHOLE SURGICAL PROCEDURE 167 00:11:42,069 --> 00:11:44,204 UNDER GENERAL ANESTHETIC TO PUT THOSE TUBES IN. 168 00:11:44,304 --> 00:11:47,474 SHE GETS THESE EAR INFECTIONS SO OFTEN LATELY. 169 00:11:47,574 --> 00:11:49,509 IT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT. 170 00:11:49,609 --> 00:11:52,379 WELL, WE CAN ASK THE DOCTOR IF HE'D PUT ON 171 00:11:52,479 --> 00:11:55,115 A PROPHYLACTIC DOSE OF ANTIBIOTICS FOR A FEW MONTHS. 172 00:11:55,215 --> 00:11:57,617 - SEE IF THAT WOULD HELP. - THEY DO THAT? 173 00:11:57,717 --> 00:11:59,419 OH, MORE AND MORE. 174 00:11:59,519 --> 00:12:02,322 BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, THOSE TUBES FALL OUT WHEN KIDS PLAY. 175 00:12:02,422 --> 00:12:04,491 HOW DO YOU KNOW ALL THIS? 176 00:12:04,591 --> 00:12:06,159 I, UH-- 177 00:12:06,259 --> 00:12:08,829 I JOINED AN ONLINE PEDIATRIC NEWS GROUP 178 00:12:08,929 --> 00:12:12,399 A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO JUST TO KEEP UP, YOU KNOW? 179 00:12:13,300 --> 00:12:15,502 WHATEVER. 180 00:12:15,602 --> 00:12:18,238 WE'LL-- WE'LL ASK THE DOCTOR. 181 00:12:29,182 --> 00:12:31,484 THANK YOU FOR COMING WITH US THIS MORNING. 182 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,520 MY PLEASURE. 183 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:38,458 AND FOR BEING A FRIEND LATELY. 184 00:12:38,558 --> 00:12:41,328 I'M GLAD I CAN HELP. 185 00:12:46,233 --> 00:12:49,369 I DON'T WANT TO LET HER GO, GEORGE. I DON'T. 186 00:12:49,469 --> 00:12:51,504 I KNOW. 187 00:12:54,641 --> 00:12:57,110 - THANK YOU, MR. DIAZ. - OF COURSE. 188 00:12:57,210 --> 00:12:59,012 WE'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW A LITTLE BEFORE 2:00. 189 00:12:59,112 --> 00:13:02,215 HEY, I'M SORRY I BLEW UP IN THERE. 190 00:13:02,315 --> 00:13:05,752 I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING KIND OF CRAZY LATELY. 191 00:13:05,853 --> 00:13:08,388 I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. 192 00:13:08,488 --> 00:13:11,158 I MISS HIM SO MUCH. 193 00:13:11,258 --> 00:13:14,727 HE WAS THE ONLY BROTHER I'LL EVER HAVE, YOU KNOW? 194 00:13:14,828 --> 00:13:19,232 I'LL NEVER HAVE ANOTHER BROTHER. 195 00:13:19,332 --> 00:13:22,369 YEAH. BELIEVE ME, IT WASN'T A PROBLEM. 196 00:13:23,270 --> 00:13:25,205 THANK YOU. 197 00:13:31,578 --> 00:13:33,380 DAVID? 198 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:35,415 WHAT? 199 00:13:35,515 --> 00:13:37,817 HEY, I KNOW THIS MUST BE A HARD TIME FOR YOU. 200 00:13:37,918 --> 00:13:40,420 IT'S HARD FOR ME TOO. 201 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:42,622 MM-HMM, I'M SURE IT IS. 202 00:13:42,722 --> 00:13:44,724 BUT EVEN SO, AT SOME POINT 203 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:48,695 WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO... SIT DOWN AND TALK ABOUT THE FUTURE 204 00:13:48,795 --> 00:13:51,231 OF THE BUSINESS. 205 00:13:53,566 --> 00:13:55,668 I AGREE. 206 00:13:55,768 --> 00:13:57,570 UH, DOES IT HAVE TO BE TODAY? 207 00:13:57,670 --> 00:14:00,640 NO. OBVIOUSLY NOT. 208 00:14:00,740 --> 00:14:02,475 ALL RIGHT, THEN. 209 00:14:02,575 --> 00:14:05,812 THEN I DO FEEL LIKE I NEED TO KNOW WHEN IT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 210 00:14:05,913 --> 00:14:07,948 IT'S BEEN MORE THAN A MONTH SINCE NATE DIED 211 00:14:08,048 --> 00:14:10,250 AND WE STILL HAVEN'T EVEN TALKED AT ALL 212 00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:13,987 - ABOUT WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO WITH THE BUSINESS. - LOOK, RICO, I DON'T... 213 00:14:16,957 --> 00:14:19,859 KNOW WHEN I'M GOING TO BE ABLE TO. 214 00:14:19,960 --> 00:14:21,828 - I'M SORRY-- - IT'S JUST, YOU KNOW, 215 00:14:21,929 --> 00:14:24,631 I GOT-- I GOT A FAMILY I'M TRYING TO THINK ABOUT. 216 00:14:25,899 --> 00:14:28,335 SO DO I. 217 00:14:28,435 --> 00:14:31,338 I HAVE A FUCKING HUSBAND, RICO. I HAVE TWO CHILDREN. 218 00:14:31,438 --> 00:14:36,409 WHEN ARE YOU GONNA REALIZE I'M HUMAN BEING JUST LIKE YOU, WHEN? 219 00:14:36,509 --> 00:14:40,047 - WHEN? - ( Claire and Ted shouting ) 220 00:14:43,183 --> 00:14:46,954 "SUPPORT OUR TROOPS"? WHAT A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT! 221 00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:48,655 MISS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. 222 00:14:48,755 --> 00:14:50,390 WHY DON'T YOU TRY DRIVING SOMETHING 223 00:14:50,490 --> 00:14:53,193 THAT DOESN'T REQUIRE SO MUCH GAS FOR STARTERS 224 00:14:53,293 --> 00:14:56,163 - IF YOU'RE SO FUCKING CONCERNED? - LET'S GO INSIDE. SORRY. 225 00:14:56,263 --> 00:14:58,098 YEAH, WE WOULDN'T WANT TO OFFEND ANYBODY 226 00:14:58,198 --> 00:15:00,367 - WHILE THEY'RE SUPPORTING OUR TROOPS! - CLAIRE, SHUT UP! 227 00:15:00,467 --> 00:15:02,936 DOZENS OF FUCKING IRAQIS ARE STILL DYING EVERY DAY! 228 00:15:03,036 --> 00:15:06,106 THE WHOLE WORLD HATES US FOR GOING IN THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. 229 00:15:06,206 --> 00:15:08,908 AND TERRORISTS ARE STILL GONNA BE BLOWING SHIT UP 230 00:15:09,009 --> 00:15:11,244 IN THIS COUNTRY FOR THE NEXT 100 YEARS. 231 00:15:11,344 --> 00:15:13,246 AND THE BEST THING SHE CAN THINK TO DO ABOUT IT IS PUT... 232 00:15:13,346 --> 00:15:15,482 - TAKE HER INSIDE! - ...A STICKER ON THAT ENORMOUS SHIT BOX! 233 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:18,518 THERE WAS A DEATH IN THE FAMILY RECENTLY. I AM SO SORRY. 234 00:15:18,618 --> 00:15:21,154 THEY STILL BRING THE WOUNDED SOLDIERS BACK AT NIGHT 235 00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:24,224 SO THE PRESS CAN'T EVEN FILM IT AND NOBODY SEES! 236 00:15:24,324 --> 00:15:27,060 AMERICAN SOLDIERS ARE STILL BEING FUCKED UP EVERYDAY 237 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:28,861 AND THEY DON'T EVEN TELL US! 238 00:15:28,962 --> 00:15:33,967 AND IT'S ALL SO YOU CAN PUT GAS IN THIS ENORMOUS FUCKING CAR 239 00:15:34,067 --> 00:15:37,537 TO KEEP EVERYBODY FEELING REALLY FUCKING AMERICAN! 240 00:15:37,637 --> 00:15:40,340 CLAIRE, SHUT THE HELL UP! HER BROTHER JUST DIED! 241 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:42,342 DAMN IT! 242 00:15:42,909 --> 00:15:44,644 I'M SORRY. 243 00:15:46,213 --> 00:15:48,248 - I AM SO SORRY, MRS. DUNCAN. - YOU SHOULD BE. 244 00:15:48,348 --> 00:15:50,350 - SHE WILL NOT BE HERE TOMORROW. - I SHOULD HOPE NOT! 245 00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:54,187 - SHE SEEMS LIKE SHE'S ON DRUGS. - SHE USUALLY IS. 246 00:15:54,287 --> 00:15:57,157 BYE-BYE. THANK YOU. 247 00:16:05,498 --> 00:16:06,733 WHAT? 248 00:16:06,833 --> 00:16:08,268 SO WHEN CAN WE TALK ABOUT IT? 249 00:16:08,368 --> 00:16:11,071 - ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? - YEAH. 250 00:16:11,171 --> 00:16:13,973 I'M SORRY, BUT I AM. I NEED TO KNOW WHEN YOU THINK YOU'LL BE READY 251 00:16:14,074 --> 00:16:16,043 - TO HAVE THIS CONVERSATION. - OKAY, HERE. 252 00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:17,744 - HERE ARE MY KEYS. - OH, DAVID-- 253 00:16:17,844 --> 00:16:20,547 NO, YOU WANT THE WHOLE FUCKING BUSINESS, RICO? IT'S YOURS. 254 00:16:20,647 --> 00:16:23,050 - I JUST WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOUR PLANS ARE. - NO, IT'S YOURS! 255 00:16:23,150 --> 00:16:25,518 IT'S ALL YOURS! THERE WE HAD OUR TALK. 256 00:16:34,261 --> 00:16:37,464 NO ONE'S RETURNED A CALL TO MY PHONE IN WEEKS. 257 00:16:39,866 --> 00:16:41,768 I CALLED BRENDA TWICE, 258 00:16:41,868 --> 00:16:44,537 MAGGIE SEVERAL TIMES. 259 00:16:46,273 --> 00:16:49,476 I GUESS NO ONE RETURNS CALLS ANYMORE. 260 00:16:53,713 --> 00:16:57,050 I'VE NEVER WAITED THIS LONG FOR A DOCTOR MY ENTIRE LIFE. 261 00:16:58,385 --> 00:17:01,054 IT'S LIKE THIS IN MY NEUROLOGIST'S OFFICE. 262 00:17:01,154 --> 00:17:03,623 THEY OVERBOOK. 263 00:17:05,492 --> 00:17:07,060 IT'S SO RUDE. 264 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:09,028 ( door opens ) 265 00:17:09,129 --> 00:17:12,031 - OH, GOD, SORRY I'M LATE. - MOMMY! 266 00:17:12,132 --> 00:17:15,602 HEY, MY SUNFLOWER! 267 00:17:15,702 --> 00:17:17,970 Brenda: HOW ARE YOU, HMM? 268 00:17:18,071 --> 00:17:20,440 YOU GOT A SORE EAR? LET ME LOOK. 269 00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:23,143 - THE DOCTOR HASN'T BEEN IN YET? - NO. 270 00:17:23,243 --> 00:17:25,812 BUT THEY TOLD US IT'LL BE VERY SOON. 271 00:17:25,912 --> 00:17:28,014 IT'S BEEN AN EXTREMELY LONG WAIT. 272 00:17:28,115 --> 00:17:30,117 YEAH, WE'RE KINDA GETTING USED TO THAT NOW. 273 00:17:30,217 --> 00:17:32,119 DID YOU BRING HER THINGS, HER CLOTHES? 274 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:34,787 THEY'RE ALL IN THE CAR. 275 00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:36,789 GREAT. 276 00:17:38,891 --> 00:17:41,728 - BRENDA. - WHAT? 277 00:17:43,963 --> 00:17:45,732 I THINK MAYA SHOULD STAY WITH US. 278 00:17:48,135 --> 00:17:50,603 - OH, REALLY? - YES, I DO BECAUSE-- 279 00:17:50,703 --> 00:17:53,340 - MAYBE THIS ISN'T THE TIME. - WELL, SHE'S NOT GOING TO. 280 00:17:53,440 --> 00:17:55,308 YOU'RE GONNA BE VERY BUSY ONCE THE BABY COMES. 281 00:17:55,408 --> 00:17:57,009 YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE WITH A NEW-BORN. 282 00:17:57,110 --> 00:17:58,911 NO, BUT I THINK I'LL FIGURE IT OUT. 283 00:17:59,011 --> 00:18:01,481 SHE'LL PROBABLY END UP STAYING WITH US WHEN THE BABY COMES ANYWAY. 284 00:18:01,581 --> 00:18:03,183 NO, SHE WON'T. I HAVE BILLY STAYING WITH ME 285 00:18:03,283 --> 00:18:05,051 - SO WE WILL BE FINE. - BILLY? 286 00:18:05,152 --> 00:18:07,086 - YEAH. - I'M NOT SURE THAT'S THE BEST ENVIRONMENT. 287 00:18:07,187 --> 00:18:09,456 I'M NOT SURE I CARE WHAT YOU THINK, RUTH. 288 00:18:11,158 --> 00:18:13,193 - I'LL GO WAIT IN THE CAR. - OH, LOOK-- 289 00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:14,494 - COME ON, STAY. - NO. 290 00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:17,164 I'M SORRY, CAN WE PLEASE JUST NOT MAKE THIS 291 00:18:17,264 --> 00:18:19,366 ANY HARDER THAN IT HAS TO BE FOR MAYA'S SAKE? 292 00:18:19,466 --> 00:18:21,834 THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE IN THIS ROOM ALREADY. 293 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:24,704 I'M GONNA GO. YES. 294 00:18:27,874 --> 00:18:30,310 ( sighs ) 295 00:18:36,316 --> 00:18:38,351 YOU ARE ABOUT TO HAVE A BRAND-NEW BABY. 296 00:18:38,451 --> 00:18:41,354 HOW IS THIS ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS, GEORGE? 297 00:18:41,454 --> 00:18:43,290 ANY? 298 00:18:45,024 --> 00:18:47,494 SHE'S ALL RUTH HAS RIGHT NOW. 299 00:18:49,729 --> 00:18:53,300 SHE'S ALL RUTH HAS. 300 00:18:56,102 --> 00:19:00,340 Nate: WHEREAS YOU'VE GOT YOUR ANGER, YOUR SELF-PITY AND YOUR SPITE. 301 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:03,109 ARE YOU REALLY GONNA MAKE MAYA PAY FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE 302 00:19:03,210 --> 00:19:05,512 BECAUSE I FUCKED SOMEBODY ELSE AND DIED? 303 00:19:05,612 --> 00:19:09,182 SHE'S BETTER OFF WITH MY MOM, BRENDA, AND YOU KNOW IT. 304 00:19:09,282 --> 00:19:12,752 DR. WESTIN WILL BE WITH YOU IN JUST A FEW MINUTES. 305 00:19:12,852 --> 00:19:15,822 - SORRY FOR THE WAIT. - Maya: WAIT? 306 00:19:18,090 --> 00:19:20,159 WHAT'S THAT? 307 00:19:24,297 --> 00:19:26,799 OKAY, KEEP HER. 308 00:19:34,941 --> 00:19:36,843 DRINK. 309 00:19:47,687 --> 00:19:49,422 THERE. 310 00:19:49,522 --> 00:19:52,259 - GIVE ME MY KEYS. - WHERE DO YOU WANNA GO? 311 00:19:52,359 --> 00:19:54,761 TED, GIVE ME MY FUCKING KEYS! 312 00:19:54,861 --> 00:19:57,129 I'M NOT GONNA LET YOU DRIVE MESSED UP LIKE THIS SO JUST-- 313 00:19:57,230 --> 00:20:00,800 - ( chuckling ) - WHAT? 314 00:20:00,900 --> 00:20:02,769 WHAT'S SO FUNNY? 315 00:20:02,869 --> 00:20:06,773 NOTHING. I JUST NEVER THOUGHT I'D KNOW A GUY NAMED TED. 316 00:20:08,241 --> 00:20:11,811 - IT'S SUCH A '70s NAME. - FUNNY. 317 00:20:25,091 --> 00:20:26,359 NOW GIVE ME MY KEYS. 318 00:20:26,459 --> 00:20:29,228 - NO. - OH, GOD. 319 00:20:29,329 --> 00:20:32,365 FUCK! OKAY. 320 00:20:32,465 --> 00:20:36,569 I DON'T WANT YOU HERE. I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOU. 321 00:20:36,669 --> 00:20:39,739 YOU ARE A FASCIST REPUBLICAN ASSHOLE. 322 00:20:39,839 --> 00:20:42,642 AND THE FACT THAT I EVER EVEN LIKED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE 323 00:20:42,742 --> 00:20:46,012 IS TOTAL PROOF THAT I AM TOTALLY FUCKED UP ABOUT MY LIFE! 324 00:20:46,112 --> 00:20:48,815 SO WILL YOU PLEASE JUST GO 325 00:20:48,915 --> 00:20:51,484 AND LEAVE ME ALONE? 326 00:20:54,354 --> 00:20:58,057 YOU LOOK REALLY STUPID RIGHT NOW. 327 00:20:58,157 --> 00:21:01,428 GO, YOU FUCKING FREAK! GET OUT! 328 00:21:02,795 --> 00:21:05,432 ( keys jingle ) 329 00:21:08,468 --> 00:21:10,803 I'LL BRING BACK YOUR KEYS TOMORROW. 330 00:21:16,876 --> 00:21:19,346 ( sighs ) 331 00:21:43,269 --> 00:21:45,438 ( elevator dings ) 332 00:21:51,944 --> 00:21:54,080 Nate: YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR BIG MISTAKE WAS? 333 00:21:54,180 --> 00:21:56,516 YOU SHOULD HAVE MARRIED BILLY. 334 00:21:56,616 --> 00:21:59,719 - THAT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. - COME ON, BRENDA, HE'S YOUR SOUL MATE. 335 00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:04,090 ALL I EVER WAS, ALL ANYBODY'S EVER BEEN, IS A SUBSTITUTE FOR BILLY. 336 00:22:04,190 --> 00:22:07,026 THAT WOULD BE SO EASY FOR YOU TO BELIEVE THAT, WOULDN'T IT? 337 00:22:07,126 --> 00:22:09,829 IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. YOU WERE RAISED TO BE IMPAIRED. 338 00:22:09,929 --> 00:22:13,165 YOU WERE GROWN WRONG LIKE ONE OF THOSE SQUARE WATERMELONS 339 00:22:13,265 --> 00:22:15,568 - THEY CULTIVATE IN JAPAN. - ( scoffs ) 340 00:22:15,668 --> 00:22:17,504 DON'T LAUGH AND MISS THE SORROW OF IT. 341 00:22:17,604 --> 00:22:20,973 I LOVE BILLY AS MY BROTHER. THAT IS NATURAL AND IT'S RIGHT. 342 00:22:21,073 --> 00:22:23,710 - UH-HUH. - JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE INCAPABLE OF HAVING 343 00:22:23,810 --> 00:22:26,813 ANY REAL FEELINGS ABOUT ANY HUMAN BEING UNLESS YOU'RE FUCKING THEM. 344 00:22:26,913 --> 00:22:29,716 BRENDA, LISTEN TO ME. PACK UP YOUR STUFF, TAKE BILLY AND GO. 345 00:22:29,816 --> 00:22:33,052 YOU CAN BE TOGETHER. GO SOMEPLACE FAR AWAY LIKE, YOU KNOW, NOVA SCOTIA. 346 00:22:33,152 --> 00:22:36,055 TELL PEOPLE YOU'RE MARRIED. THEY'LL NEVER KNOW. 347 00:22:36,155 --> 00:22:39,592 YOU'LL LIVE TOGETHER, YOU CAN LOVE EACH OTHER, YOU CAN FUCK. 348 00:22:39,692 --> 00:22:41,728 I AM SO GLAD YOU'RE DEAD. 349 00:22:41,828 --> 00:22:44,597 BRENDA, I AM PRETTY SURE THAT ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER AND MARIA SHRIVER 350 00:22:44,697 --> 00:22:48,901 - ARE BROTHER AND SISTER AND THEY'RE MAKING IT WORK. - JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP. 351 00:22:50,036 --> 00:22:52,505 I'M JUST SAYING YOU ONLY GET ONE LIFE. 352 00:22:52,605 --> 00:22:54,874 THERE'S NO GOD, NO RULES, NO JUDGMENTS 353 00:22:54,974 --> 00:22:57,410 EXCEPT FOR THOSE YOU ACCEPT OR CREATE FOR YOURSELF. 354 00:22:57,510 --> 00:23:00,813 AND ONCE IT'S OVER, IT'S OVER. 355 00:23:00,913 --> 00:23:03,382 DREAMLESS SLEEP FOREVER AND EVER. 356 00:23:03,483 --> 00:23:05,685 SO WHY NOT BE HAPPY WHILE YOU'RE HERE? 357 00:23:05,785 --> 00:23:07,854 REALLY. 358 00:23:07,954 --> 00:23:09,321 WHY NOT? 359 00:23:09,422 --> 00:23:11,090 ( elevator dings ) 360 00:23:13,860 --> 00:23:17,697 SO THEN HE CAME BACK INSIDE, THREW THE KEYS AT ME AND LEFT. 361 00:23:17,797 --> 00:23:19,966 SO DOES THAT MEAN HE QUIT? 362 00:23:20,066 --> 00:23:21,601 NO, NOBODY'S QUITTING. 363 00:23:21,701 --> 00:23:24,336 - WHY'D YOU GIVE HIM THE KEYS? - WE WERE FIGHTING. 364 00:23:24,437 --> 00:23:26,739 I WAS-- IT HAPPENS SOMETIMES 365 00:23:26,839 --> 00:23:28,975 WHEN PEOPLE WORK TOGETHER. EAT SOME SALAD. 366 00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:30,943 - I HAD SOME. - Durrell: YOU DID NOT. 367 00:23:31,043 --> 00:23:33,646 - I HAD A CUCUMBER. - RICO DOES... 368 00:23:33,746 --> 00:23:35,214 WHAT? 369 00:23:35,314 --> 00:23:37,884 HE DOES KIND OF HAVE A RIGHT TO ASK FOR A SIT-DOWN, DOESN'T HE? 370 00:23:37,984 --> 00:23:41,287 HE-- YEAH, KEITH, HE HAS A RIGHT. 371 00:23:41,387 --> 00:23:43,389 - HE IS YOUR PARTNER. - I KNOW HE IS 372 00:23:43,490 --> 00:23:45,291 AND I'M NOT DENYING HIM ANY RIGHT. 373 00:23:45,391 --> 00:23:47,827 - HE JUST WANTS TO HAVE A CONVERSATION. - I KNOW. 374 00:23:47,927 --> 00:23:51,330 I JUST NEED SOME TIME TO SORT THINGS OUT BEFORE WE TALK ABOUT IT. 375 00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:52,999 COULD YOU TAKE MY SIDE ON THIS, PLEASE? 376 00:23:53,099 --> 00:23:55,234 - I'M TAKING YOUR SIDE. - IT DOESN'T FEEL THAT WAY. 377 00:23:55,334 --> 00:23:58,037 I'M TAKING YOUR SIDE BY TRYING TO HELP YOU GET SOME PERSPECTIVE ABOUT THIS. 378 00:23:58,137 --> 00:23:59,872 MY BROTHER'S DEAD, KEITH! 379 00:23:59,972 --> 00:24:02,575 I DON'T NEED ANYMORE FUCKING PERSPECTIVE! 380 00:24:02,675 --> 00:24:04,977 I JUST NEED TO BE LOVED! 381 00:24:09,448 --> 00:24:11,050 OH, SHIT. 382 00:24:11,150 --> 00:24:14,487 THIS KEEPS FUCKING HAPPENING. I CAN'T-- 383 00:24:14,587 --> 00:24:17,289 - GO TO YOUR ROOM. - WHY? 384 00:24:17,389 --> 00:24:19,325 BECAUSE I TOLD YOU TO. GO TO YOUR ROOM. 385 00:24:19,425 --> 00:24:21,127 - I'LL EAT SOME MORE SALAD. - GET OUT! 386 00:24:21,227 --> 00:24:23,896 ( sighs ) COME ON. 387 00:24:32,539 --> 00:24:34,440 DAVID, YOU HAVE TO TRY AND RELAX. 388 00:24:34,541 --> 00:24:36,075 I'M TRYING. 389 00:24:36,175 --> 00:24:37,910 TRY HARDER. 390 00:24:40,112 --> 00:24:42,815 - IT'S BEEN ON THE MARKET FOR SIX MONTHS. - VANESSA. 391 00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:46,052 - IT'S BEEN REDUCED TWICE. - VANESSA, I KNOW THIS PLACE. 392 00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:48,788 I DON'T WANNA BUY IT. IT'S CHUCK WEINGARDEN'S OLD FUNERAL HOME. 393 00:24:48,888 --> 00:24:50,690 HE ALWAYS HAD WATER TROUBLE IN THE BASEMENT. 394 00:24:50,790 --> 00:24:52,692 MAYBE HE'S FIXED IT TO SELL IT. 395 00:24:52,792 --> 00:24:55,494 OR HE'S SELLING IT BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE CAN'T FIX IT 396 00:24:55,595 --> 00:24:57,429 WITHOUT TEARING THE WHOLE PLACE DOWN. 397 00:24:57,530 --> 00:25:00,499 YOU'D HAVE TO SEE IT TO FIND OUT, WOULDN'T YOU? 398 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:03,335 RICO, OUR LIVES SHOULD BE OURS TO WIN OR LOSE, 399 00:25:03,435 --> 00:25:04,837 NOT THE FISHERS' 400 00:25:04,937 --> 00:25:06,839 OUR LIVES SHOULD BE OURS. 401 00:25:06,939 --> 00:25:09,542 OH, DON'T SPILL THAT. HERE. 402 00:25:09,642 --> 00:25:13,980 100.1-- IT'S HIGHER THAN IT WAS BEFORE. 403 00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:17,283 DOCTOR SAID THE FEVER MIGHT LAST THROUGH THE NIGHT. 404 00:25:18,785 --> 00:25:22,622 SOMETIMES THE ANTIBIOTICS TAKE A WHILE TO KICK IN. 405 00:25:24,156 --> 00:25:27,059 SHE'S RUBBING HER EAR LIKE IT STILL HURTS HER. 406 00:25:27,159 --> 00:25:29,495 RUTH, SHE'S GETTING BETTER. 407 00:25:29,596 --> 00:25:31,263 DON'T WORRY. 408 00:25:36,002 --> 00:25:38,671 WE COULD RAISE HER, COULDN'T WE? 409 00:25:41,307 --> 00:25:42,975 UM... WELL, 410 00:25:43,075 --> 00:25:45,344 WE'RE A LITTLE OLD, 411 00:25:45,444 --> 00:25:47,947 BUT YEAH, SURE. 412 00:25:48,047 --> 00:25:51,818 - WE COULD. - I THINK WE COULD TOO. 413 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:56,856 IT SEEMS RIGHT SOMEHOW. 414 00:25:59,692 --> 00:26:02,829 CAN YOU GET US A COLD TOWEL FOR HER FOREHEAD? 415 00:26:02,929 --> 00:26:05,331 YEAH, I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. 416 00:26:10,703 --> 00:26:12,471 Nate: THANKS, MOM. 417 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:15,507 I WOULDN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO TAKE CARE OF HER BUT YOU. 418 00:26:15,608 --> 00:26:18,010 I LOVE HER SO MUCH. 419 00:26:19,345 --> 00:26:21,213 I KNOW YOU DO. 420 00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:27,453 WHEN I SEE YOU TOUCH HER FOREHEAD LIKE THAT, I CAN FEEL IT ON MINE 421 00:26:27,553 --> 00:26:29,689 WHEN I WAS LITTLE 422 00:26:29,789 --> 00:26:33,225 IN THIS SAME ROOM LATE AT NIGHT SITTING BY THE BED. 423 00:26:34,961 --> 00:26:37,764 BEFORE CLAIRE, BEFORE DAVID. 424 00:26:37,864 --> 00:26:40,700 WHEN IT WAS JUST DAD AND YOU AND ME 425 00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:43,770 AND EVERYTHING WAS GONNA BE ALL RIGHT. 426 00:26:48,474 --> 00:26:51,277 MY POOR SICK LITTLE GIRL. 427 00:26:53,345 --> 00:26:57,349 I USED TO THINK THAT I'D HAVE MORE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE 428 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,585 AS TIME WENT ON. 429 00:26:59,686 --> 00:27:02,188 IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. 430 00:27:02,288 --> 00:27:04,857 YEAH. 431 00:27:04,957 --> 00:27:07,626 I'M STARTING TO REALIZE THAT. 432 00:27:07,727 --> 00:27:10,730 IT'S ALMOST LIKE AS WE GET OLDER, 433 00:27:10,830 --> 00:27:14,100 THE NUMBER OF PEOPLE THAT COMPLETELY GET US SHRINKS. 434 00:27:14,200 --> 00:27:16,202 RIGHT. 435 00:27:17,536 --> 00:27:19,638 UNTIL WE BECOME SO HONED 436 00:27:19,739 --> 00:27:22,308 BY OUR EXPERIENCES AND... 437 00:27:23,575 --> 00:27:25,845 TIME AND... ( crying ) 438 00:27:25,945 --> 00:27:28,414 NOBODY ELSE UNDERSTANDS. 439 00:27:32,251 --> 00:27:35,888 ( sighs ) 440 00:27:35,988 --> 00:27:37,423 YEAH. 441 00:27:37,523 --> 00:27:39,225 THAT SOUNDS ABOUT RIGHT. 442 00:27:39,325 --> 00:27:41,427 ( chuckles ) MM-HMM. 443 00:27:41,527 --> 00:27:44,797 - BE SURE TO TELL THE BABY THAT. - ( laughing ) 444 00:27:44,897 --> 00:27:47,266 FIRST THING RIGHT WHEN IT COMES OUT. 445 00:27:51,804 --> 00:27:55,207 ( radio playing ) 446 00:28:30,877 --> 00:28:33,045 Claire: WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE? 447 00:28:33,780 --> 00:28:36,148 IT REALLY SUCKS. 448 00:28:38,284 --> 00:28:41,620 EVERYTHING'S UNRAVELING SINCE YOU'RE GONE. 449 00:28:41,720 --> 00:28:44,323 Nate: THAT'S NOT TRUE. 450 00:28:45,691 --> 00:28:47,994 IT FEELS THAT WAY. 451 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,865 I MISS YOU. 452 00:28:56,502 --> 00:29:00,006 I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! 453 00:29:01,507 --> 00:29:04,576 I MISS YOU TOO. 454 00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:09,248 YOU KNOW HOW I ALWAYS USED TO TELL YOU YOU WEREN'T DAD 455 00:29:09,348 --> 00:29:11,951 AFTER DAD DIED? 456 00:29:12,051 --> 00:29:13,419 YEAH. 457 00:29:13,519 --> 00:29:16,322 IT WAS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME THINKING THAT WAY. 458 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:19,058 NO, IT'S JUST PART OF HOW YOU DEALT WITH IT, THAT'S ALL. 459 00:29:19,158 --> 00:29:20,626 IT KEPT YOU FROM MISSING DAD SO MUCH. 460 00:29:20,726 --> 00:29:23,162 NO, IT KEPT ME FROM EVER KNOWING YOU 461 00:29:23,262 --> 00:29:25,631 AS MUCH AS I REALLY COULD HAVE. 462 00:29:25,731 --> 00:29:29,401 AND NOW YOU ARE SO COMPLETELY FUCKING GONE! 463 00:29:29,501 --> 00:29:30,837 IT'S-- IT'S JUST-- 464 00:29:30,937 --> 00:29:33,072 - CLAIRE. - WHAT?! IT SUCKS! 465 00:29:33,172 --> 00:29:36,508 STOP LISTENING TO THE STATIC. 466 00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:39,245 WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN? 467 00:29:39,345 --> 00:29:41,747 NOTHING. IT JUST MEANS THAT EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD 468 00:29:41,848 --> 00:29:44,216 IS LIKE THIS TRANSMISSION 469 00:29:44,316 --> 00:29:48,187 MAKING ITS WAY ACROSS THE DARK. 470 00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:51,623 BUT EVERYTHING-- DEATH, LIFE, EVERYTHING, 471 00:29:51,723 --> 00:29:55,161 IT'S ALL COMPLETELY SUFFUSED WITH STATIC. 472 00:29:56,495 --> 00:29:59,832 ( imitating static ) 473 00:30:01,868 --> 00:30:03,269 YOU KNOW? 474 00:30:03,369 --> 00:30:05,771 BUT IF YOU LISTEN TO THE STATIC TOO MUCH, 475 00:30:05,872 --> 00:30:08,774 IT FUCKS YOU UP. 476 00:30:08,875 --> 00:30:13,245 ( chuckles ) ARE YOU HIGH? 477 00:30:13,345 --> 00:30:15,681 I AM ACTUALLY, YEAH. I'M QUITE HIGH. 478 00:30:15,781 --> 00:30:18,750 YOU ARE? ( giggling ) 479 00:30:18,851 --> 00:30:22,321 ( animal growling ) 480 00:30:22,421 --> 00:30:24,523 WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? 481 00:30:24,623 --> 00:30:26,058 I DON'T KNOW. 482 00:30:26,158 --> 00:30:28,760 ( growling, snarling ) 483 00:30:28,861 --> 00:30:32,198 - NATE, WHAT IS THAT? - I DON'T KNOW. 484 00:30:32,298 --> 00:30:34,700 YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THE ENTIRE FUCKING UNIVERSE, 485 00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:37,169 BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT'S OUT THERE RIGHT NOW, IN THE DARK? 486 00:30:37,269 --> 00:30:39,371 CLAIRE, YOU HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE. 487 00:30:40,907 --> 00:30:43,242 NATE? NATE! 488 00:30:43,342 --> 00:30:45,644 ( growling ) 489 00:30:45,744 --> 00:30:48,280 - ( snarling ) - FUCK! 490 00:30:51,984 --> 00:30:54,286 ( knocks ) 491 00:30:55,587 --> 00:30:57,456 HEY. 492 00:30:57,556 --> 00:31:00,626 HI. I THOUGHT YOU WENT TO BED. 493 00:31:00,726 --> 00:31:03,129 I CAN'T-- 494 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,965 SHE'S DOING SOMERSAULTS, 495 00:31:06,065 --> 00:31:07,934 PLAYING ON A DRUM SET. 496 00:31:08,034 --> 00:31:10,236 BOOM-BA-DOOM-BOOM-BOOM. 497 00:31:13,605 --> 00:31:16,142 ( groans ) 498 00:31:17,910 --> 00:31:19,946 CAN I FEEL? 499 00:31:20,046 --> 00:31:22,281 YEAH, SURE. 500 00:31:26,585 --> 00:31:28,955 ( laughs ) 501 00:31:29,055 --> 00:31:31,323 I LOVE YOUR BABY. 502 00:31:31,423 --> 00:31:33,392 MMM. THANK YOU. 503 00:31:34,460 --> 00:31:36,128 ( sighs ) 504 00:31:36,228 --> 00:31:38,965 I'M GONNA KIND OF MISS HAVING HER INSIDE ME. 505 00:31:40,866 --> 00:31:43,569 BUT IT'LL BE REALLY NICE TO GET MY BODY BACK. 506 00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:46,005 I THINK YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL. 507 00:31:46,105 --> 00:31:49,241 I DO. I'VE KNOWN YOU EVER SINCE I WAS BORN. 508 00:31:49,341 --> 00:31:52,878 AND I THINK YOU LOOK MORE PERFECT TO ME NOW THAN EVER. 509 00:31:52,979 --> 00:31:55,181 - COME ON. - WHAT? 510 00:31:55,281 --> 00:31:58,284 ALL RIGHT, FINE. I'LL SHUT UP. 511 00:32:02,854 --> 00:32:05,391 WHAT'D YOU DO THAT FOR? 512 00:32:07,426 --> 00:32:09,928 BECAUSE I WANTED TO. 513 00:32:20,472 --> 00:32:23,309 I LOVE YOU. 514 00:32:24,643 --> 00:32:27,546 I DON'T REALLY EVEN KNOW WHAT I MEAN BY THAT. 515 00:32:30,116 --> 00:32:33,152 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. 516 00:32:36,155 --> 00:32:39,358 I LOVE YOU TOO. 517 00:32:44,630 --> 00:32:46,698 NO-HO-HO-HO. 518 00:32:46,798 --> 00:32:48,967 ( clears throat ) 519 00:32:52,538 --> 00:32:54,440 CAN I HOLD YOU? 520 00:32:54,540 --> 00:32:57,576 OF COURSE YOU CAN. 521 00:33:06,052 --> 00:33:08,020 WHOA. ( laughs ) 522 00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:10,322 IT'S OKAY. IT'S OKAY. 523 00:33:10,422 --> 00:33:12,391 IT'S OKAY. 524 00:33:16,662 --> 00:33:18,697 ( snickers ) 525 00:33:18,797 --> 00:33:21,467 YOU WANNA TOUCH IT? 526 00:33:23,602 --> 00:33:25,904 I NT YOU TO. 527 00:33:26,004 --> 00:33:28,340 DO YOU WANNA? 528 00:33:33,612 --> 00:33:35,747 OKAY. 529 00:33:43,255 --> 00:33:46,358 ( moaning softly ) 530 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:51,530 THAT'S WHAT YOUR PENIS WOULD LOOK LIKE IF YOU WERE A BOY. 531 00:33:53,799 --> 00:33:57,203 I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING. 532 00:34:07,813 --> 00:34:10,082 ( sighing ) 533 00:34:25,997 --> 00:34:29,501 ( brakes squealing ) 534 00:34:48,187 --> 00:34:50,055 "YOUR FABLED GEMINI OPTIMISM 535 00:34:50,156 --> 00:34:52,491 CAN BE TEMPERED WITH WISDOM 536 00:34:52,591 --> 00:34:54,326 AND STILL SURVIVE. 537 00:34:54,426 --> 00:34:57,429 GREET NEWS FROM LONG LOST FRIENDS WITH SUSPICION. 538 00:34:58,697 --> 00:35:01,200 YOU HAVE MORE ENEMIES THAN YOU THINK." 539 00:35:01,300 --> 00:35:04,102 HUH. OKAY. LET'S READ GRANDPA'S. 540 00:35:04,203 --> 00:35:06,638 "ARIES, THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU SAY, 541 00:35:06,738 --> 00:35:09,775 BEFORE YOU SPEAK." 542 00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:12,844 - CLAIRE'S NOT IN THE COACH HOUSE. - SO? 543 00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:14,846 SHE PROBABLY STAYED AT-- 544 00:35:14,946 --> 00:35:16,915 WHAT'S HIS NAME? TOM'S. 545 00:35:17,015 --> 00:35:19,918 TED. SHE'S NOT ANSWERING HER CELL PHONE. 546 00:35:20,018 --> 00:35:22,221 WELL, IT'S NOT EVEN 8:00. 547 00:35:22,321 --> 00:35:24,190 THEY'RE YOUNG. 548 00:35:24,290 --> 00:35:26,858 THEY SLEEP. AND THEY DON'T CALL BACK. 549 00:35:26,958 --> 00:35:29,828 GEORGE, I MISSED SAYING GOODBYE TO MY SON. I'M NOT GOING TO MISS-- 550 00:35:29,928 --> 00:35:33,765 - RUTH... - I WANT TO KNOW WHERE MY DAUGHTER IS! 551 00:35:37,102 --> 00:35:39,338 - ( school bell ringing ) - David: IF YOU GO OUT FOR RECESS 552 00:35:39,438 --> 00:35:42,073 YOU STAY ON THE SCHOOL GROUNDS. YOU DON'T WANDER OFF. 553 00:35:42,174 --> 00:35:45,143 AND I'LL BE WAITING OUTSIDE THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE INSIDE THE BUILDING 554 00:35:45,244 --> 00:35:47,145 TO PICK YOU UP AT THE END OF THE DAY, YOU GOT IT? 555 00:35:47,246 --> 00:35:51,317 - WE GET IT. LET'S GO. - BOYS! COME HERE. 556 00:35:53,619 --> 00:35:57,223 I AM SORRY I GOT UPSET AND USED BAD LANGUAGE AT DINNER LAST NIGHT. 557 00:35:57,323 --> 00:36:01,193 - THAT WAS NOT RIGHT. - CAN WE MAKE PIZZA TONIGHT? 558 00:36:02,794 --> 00:36:05,731 SURE. 559 00:36:05,831 --> 00:36:09,401 I, UM... 560 00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:12,571 I JUST MISS YOUR UNCLE NATE A LOT RIGHT NOW, YOU GUYS. 561 00:36:13,872 --> 00:36:15,741 A LOT. 562 00:36:15,841 --> 00:36:19,778 AND-- AND IT'S BEEN HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE TO MOVE ON. 563 00:36:19,878 --> 00:36:22,113 WE'RE GONNA BE LATE. 564 00:36:22,214 --> 00:36:25,551 OH. OKAY, YOU'RE RIGHT. GOOD BOY, GO AHEAD. 565 00:36:26,852 --> 00:36:29,355 HAVE A GOOD DAY! 566 00:36:41,300 --> 00:36:44,770 - EXCUSE ME! DID YOU SEE THAT? - WHAT? 567 00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:47,673 I THINK THAT MIGHT BE THE DARK BLUE NISSAN THEY'RE LOOKING FOR. 568 00:36:47,773 --> 00:36:50,242 THE GUY WHO'S MURDERING CHILDREN. 569 00:36:50,342 --> 00:36:52,511 THAT CAR'S NOT BLUE, IT'S BLACK. 570 00:36:54,713 --> 00:36:57,416 OH. SORRY. 571 00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:01,420 MY MISTAKE. 572 00:37:11,497 --> 00:37:13,432 YOU'RE SURE YOU WANT ME TO MOVE OUT? 573 00:37:13,532 --> 00:37:15,501 IT'S NOT LIKE A REJECTION OR ANYTHING. 574 00:37:15,601 --> 00:37:17,369 I KNOW THAT. 575 00:37:17,469 --> 00:37:19,605 MAYA WILL NEED A ROOM. 576 00:37:19,705 --> 00:37:22,107 YOU'VE GOT A WHOLE LIFE TO GET BACK TO. 577 00:37:22,207 --> 00:37:24,209 I GET ALL THAT, I DO, I JUST... 578 00:37:24,310 --> 00:37:27,212 I MEAN, DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY WHEN THE BABY COMES? 579 00:37:27,313 --> 00:37:29,247 ( scoffs ) NO. 580 00:37:29,348 --> 00:37:30,949 NOT AT ALL. 581 00:37:31,049 --> 00:37:33,819 - SO-- - BILLY, I'M NOT SAYING THAT WHEN THE BABY COMES 582 00:37:33,919 --> 00:37:36,922 YOU WON'T BE HERE 18 HOURS A DAY. I'M JUST SAYING THAT... 583 00:37:38,424 --> 00:37:41,660 I GOTTA GET MY FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER. AND... 584 00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:43,862 WE NEED THE SPACE. 585 00:37:46,298 --> 00:37:51,503 - SO, WHEN ARE YOU GONNA PICK HER UP? - THIS AFTERNOON. 586 00:37:51,603 --> 00:37:54,272 ( groans ) WHY THE FUCK DID I TELL THEM THEY COULD KEEP HER? 587 00:37:54,373 --> 00:37:57,843 DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP, JUST GO GET HER. SHE'S YOUR DAUGHTER. 588 00:37:57,943 --> 00:38:00,779 YOU'RE THE BEST MOTHER SHE COULD HAVE. 589 00:38:03,148 --> 00:38:05,083 ALL RIGHT. 590 00:38:05,183 --> 00:38:07,419 I'M GONNA GO PACK MY SHIT UP. 591 00:38:27,606 --> 00:38:29,841 SHIT! 592 00:38:33,244 --> 00:38:36,715 ( car approaching ) 593 00:38:36,815 --> 00:38:38,550 OH, FINALLY. 594 00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:41,420 STOP. ( whimpers ) 595 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:53,432 ( screams ) WHAT THE FUCK?! 596 00:38:53,532 --> 00:38:56,067 - I'M NOT DEAD! - I'M SORRY, I THOUGHT-- 597 00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:59,070 - I'M SORRY. I'M A FUNERAL DIRECTOR-- - KILL ME! 598 00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:02,474 KILL ME, WHOEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE! KILL ME! I WANTED TO DIE. PLEASE! 599 00:39:02,574 --> 00:39:05,043 - THIS IS NOT HAPPENING. - KILL ME, YOU MOTHERFUCKER! 600 00:39:05,143 --> 00:39:07,746 I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS. I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING BE HERE! 601 00:39:07,846 --> 00:39:10,416 THIS IS NOT FUCKING HAPPENING! 602 00:39:10,516 --> 00:39:13,218 ( Paul sobbing ) 603 00:39:13,318 --> 00:39:15,854 OKAY, MAYBE IT ISN'T. 604 00:39:15,954 --> 00:39:18,757 BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE NOT TOTALLY FUCKIN' ALONE. 605 00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:20,692 YOU'RE GONNA DIE, DAVID. JUST LIKE NATE, 606 00:39:20,792 --> 00:39:23,662 JUST LIKE YOUR DAD, JUST LIKE EVERYBODY. 607 00:39:23,762 --> 00:39:27,098 I AM AWARE OF THE REALITY OF DEATH. 608 00:39:27,198 --> 00:39:29,968 - I WORK WITH IT EVERY DAY. - AND YOU'RE SCARED. 609 00:39:30,068 --> 00:39:33,238 YOU'RE MORE SCARED NOW THAN YOU'VE EVER BEEN IN YOUR LIFE. 610 00:39:33,338 --> 00:39:36,041 YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW WHAT FEAR WAS WHEN JAKE POURED GAS 611 00:39:36,141 --> 00:39:38,410 ALL OVER YOUR HEAD, BUT THIS-- 612 00:39:38,510 --> 00:39:40,712 THIS SIMPLE UNAVOIDABLE FACT 613 00:39:40,812 --> 00:39:43,314 THAT YOU'RE ALIVE AND ALONE, 614 00:39:43,415 --> 00:39:45,216 AND THEN SOMEDAY 615 00:39:45,316 --> 00:39:47,085 YOU'LL BE DEAD. GONE. 616 00:39:47,185 --> 00:39:50,321 - STOP IT. - YOU'LL NEVER SEE KEITH AFTER THAT. 617 00:39:50,422 --> 00:39:53,525 - YOU'LL NEVER SEE YOUR BOYS. - SHUT UP! 618 00:40:03,602 --> 00:40:05,937 SO WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GO? 619 00:40:07,573 --> 00:40:09,675 I DON'T KNOW. 620 00:40:10,842 --> 00:40:12,678 JUST AWAY. 621 00:40:12,778 --> 00:40:16,815 I'LL FIND ANOTHER JOB SOMEWHERE. 622 00:40:16,915 --> 00:40:20,552 - WHY? - BECAUSE YOU'RE OKAY NOW. EVERYTHING'S FINE. 623 00:40:21,620 --> 00:40:23,922 I'M NOT NECESSARY. I'M NOT. 624 00:40:26,825 --> 00:40:30,462 AND WHEN WERE YOU GONNA TELL ME THAT YOU WERE LEAVING? 625 00:40:32,964 --> 00:40:35,501 I WOULD HAVE CALLED YOU WHENEVER I GOT THERE. 626 00:40:38,537 --> 00:40:40,772 WHEREVER I END UP. 627 00:40:40,872 --> 00:40:43,842 BUT YOU-- YOU'VE GOT FAMILY HERE. 628 00:40:43,942 --> 00:40:46,645 NO, DADDY, I DON'T HAVE FAMILY HERE. 629 00:40:46,745 --> 00:40:49,681 I HAVE SOME PEOPLE THAT I'VE RUINED 630 00:40:49,781 --> 00:40:52,450 AND THAT I'VE RUINED MYSELF IN FRONT OF. 631 00:40:52,551 --> 00:40:55,754 - THAT'S ALL I HAVE. - WHAT THE HELL'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? 632 00:40:55,854 --> 00:40:58,456 DO YOU REMEMBER ANYTHING, DADDY? 633 00:40:59,558 --> 00:41:00,759 I MEAN, DO YOU WAKE UP EVERY MORNING 634 00:41:00,859 --> 00:41:03,862 TOTALLY BLANK? JUST EMPTY? 635 00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:06,164 YOU LEFT US! 636 00:41:07,465 --> 00:41:10,736 YOU LEFT ME AND BRIAN 637 00:41:10,836 --> 00:41:12,871 WITH MOM WHEN SHE WAS SO FUCKED UP 638 00:41:12,971 --> 00:41:15,574 AND YOU DON'T EVEN SAY GOODBYE? 639 00:41:15,674 --> 00:41:17,676 - SORRY. - DON'T BE. 640 00:41:17,776 --> 00:41:19,745 YOU KNOW, THAT'S THE WAY LIFE IS, RIGHT? 641 00:41:19,845 --> 00:41:21,613 I MEAN, YOU RUIN THINGS, YOU WALK AWAY. 642 00:41:21,713 --> 00:41:23,682 YOU GO SOMEWHERE ELSE UNTIL IT'S RUINED-- 643 00:41:23,782 --> 00:41:26,585 MAGGIE, IT'S NOT TRUE. 644 00:41:26,685 --> 00:41:28,554 WE ALL TRY TO DO OUR BEST-- 645 00:41:28,654 --> 00:41:30,889 I AM SO SICK OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING'S OKAY 646 00:41:30,989 --> 00:41:33,959 JUST SO THAT YOU LIKE ME. I HATE YOU! 647 00:41:34,059 --> 00:41:36,161 I HATE THAT YOU DRAGGED ME INTO THIS WORLD 648 00:41:36,261 --> 00:41:38,329 AND YOU LEFT ME HERE! 649 00:41:38,429 --> 00:41:40,666 JUST LET ME GO! 650 00:41:58,449 --> 00:42:00,185 WHY DID WE LEAVE SCHOOL EARLY? 651 00:42:00,285 --> 00:42:03,088 I RENTED SOME MOVIES AND GOT THE STUFF TO MAKE PIZZA. 652 00:42:03,188 --> 00:42:05,824 I WAS MISSING YOU GUYS. 653 00:42:05,924 --> 00:42:07,959 DID SOMETHING HAPPEN TO KEITH? 654 00:42:08,059 --> 00:42:09,761 NO. 655 00:42:09,861 --> 00:42:12,330 THEN WHY ARE WE GOING HOME? FOR REAL. 656 00:42:12,430 --> 00:42:15,266 I JUST WANTED TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH YOU, IS THAT ALL RIGHT? 657 00:42:15,366 --> 00:42:17,135 WHATEVER. 658 00:42:17,235 --> 00:42:19,938 JUST GONNA HAVE TO CALL SOMEBODY TO GET MY MATH HOMEWORK FOR ME. 659 00:42:20,038 --> 00:42:22,507 - DO YOU WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL? - I DIDN'T SAY THAT. 660 00:42:22,608 --> 00:42:27,045 BECAUSE I CAN TURN AROUND AND TAKE YOU BACK IF YOU'D LIKE IT SO MUCH. 661 00:42:27,145 --> 00:42:30,616 - ANSWER ME, DO YOU WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL? - Both: NO! 662 00:42:32,383 --> 00:42:35,587 I JUST WANTED TO SEE YOU. I THOUGHT YOU'D BE HAPPY TO GET OUT OF SCHOOL. 663 00:42:35,687 --> 00:42:37,989 I'M SORRY IF I RUINED YOUR DAY. 664 00:42:40,158 --> 00:42:43,294 DAVID, I JUST FOUND THE GUY DOWNSTAIRS 665 00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:45,130 TOTALLY NOT READY FOR THE VIEWING. 666 00:42:45,230 --> 00:42:47,699 I AM HERE ALL ALONE. IT WOULD BE A REAL TREAT 667 00:42:47,799 --> 00:42:50,836 TO KNOW WHERE THE FUCK YOU ARE. CALL ME. 668 00:42:53,471 --> 00:42:55,707 ( exhales deeply ) 669 00:42:56,742 --> 00:42:59,177 ( dialing ) 670 00:43:02,113 --> 00:43:03,882 MR. DIAZ? 671 00:43:03,982 --> 00:43:07,218 YES, MRS. DUNCAN, I'LL BE RIGHT OUT. 672 00:43:07,318 --> 00:43:09,187 OKAY. 673 00:43:09,287 --> 00:43:11,623 HEY, VANESSA. 674 00:43:11,723 --> 00:43:13,892 LISTEN, IF YOU CAN GET OUT OF WORK EARLY 675 00:43:13,992 --> 00:43:16,227 I COULD REALLY USE YOUR HELP. 676 00:43:17,328 --> 00:43:20,265 YEAH. YEAH, NOW. I KNOW. 677 00:43:20,365 --> 00:43:22,033 J-- JUST COME IF YOU CAN. 678 00:43:22,133 --> 00:43:24,770 I WILL OWE YOU FOREVER, I WILL TAKE YOU TO WATER GRILL. 679 00:43:24,870 --> 00:43:27,773 COULD YOU JUST COME? BYE-BYE. 680 00:43:30,809 --> 00:43:34,179 - YOU GET A HOLD OF YOUR MOM? - YEAH, THANKS. 681 00:43:35,981 --> 00:43:38,216 ( sighs ) 682 00:43:43,955 --> 00:43:45,757 - I'LL GIVE YOU 800. - WHAT? 683 00:43:45,857 --> 00:43:49,094 THAT'S LIKE NOTHING. I MEAN, IT'S A CADILLAC. 684 00:43:49,194 --> 00:43:52,163 I KNOW WHAT IT IS. I'M BUYING IT FOR PARTS. 685 00:43:53,431 --> 00:43:54,632 1,500. 686 00:43:54,733 --> 00:43:56,768 - SEVEN. - YOU JUST SAID EIGHT. 687 00:43:56,868 --> 00:43:59,838 I KNOW, BUT YOU'RE MAKING IT VERY HARD TO DO YOU A FAVOR. 688 00:43:59,938 --> 00:44:02,307 YOU SHOULD BE THINKING HOW LUCKY YOU ARE 689 00:44:02,407 --> 00:44:04,209 TO BE ALIVE, YOUNG LADY, 690 00:44:04,309 --> 00:44:07,312 INSTEAD OF TRYING TO JACK UP THE PRICE ON A TOTALED CAR. 691 00:44:09,647 --> 00:44:12,884 - 950. - DONE. 692 00:44:12,984 --> 00:44:14,786 COME ON, BOYS, ROLL HER OVER. 693 00:44:14,886 --> 00:44:18,056 - ( truck engine starting ) - GET HER OUT OF HERE. 694 00:44:33,238 --> 00:44:34,906 ( chains rattling ) 695 00:44:35,006 --> 00:44:37,909 Man: GET THE CHAINS ON OVER. 696 00:44:46,451 --> 00:44:49,054 Vanessa: HEY. 697 00:44:49,154 --> 00:44:51,256 CAN I JOIN YOU? 698 00:44:51,356 --> 00:44:54,192 I GUESS. 699 00:45:03,568 --> 00:45:06,772 - YOU WORK HERE? - NO, MY HUSBAND DOES. I'M HELPING OUT. 700 00:45:09,875 --> 00:45:12,143 I'M VANESSA. 701 00:45:12,243 --> 00:45:13,812 HOLLY. 702 00:45:13,912 --> 00:45:16,214 - HI. - HI. 703 00:45:20,752 --> 00:45:24,422 WE ARE LIVING IN, LIKE, 704 00:45:24,522 --> 00:45:26,424 THE UNLUCKIEST TIME EVER. 705 00:45:29,828 --> 00:45:31,997 I KNOW IT FEELS THAT WAY SOMETIMES. 706 00:45:32,097 --> 00:45:34,032 I MEAN, I GREW UP THINKING I WAS BORN 707 00:45:34,132 --> 00:45:38,203 IN THE TIME WHEN THERE WAS THE INTERNET, YOU KNOW? 708 00:45:38,303 --> 00:45:41,773 AND THE FALL OF COMMUNISM. AND THE GAP. 709 00:45:44,943 --> 00:45:47,745 TURNS OUT MY TIME IS WHEN THERE'S LIKE 710 00:45:47,846 --> 00:45:50,782 9/11, A BUNCH OF WARS 711 00:45:50,882 --> 00:45:53,151 AND THE END OF EVERYTHING. 712 00:45:55,253 --> 00:45:57,255 WHAT? 713 00:45:58,289 --> 00:46:00,291 DO YOU HAVE KIDS? 714 00:46:02,460 --> 00:46:04,462 NO. 715 00:46:05,897 --> 00:46:08,800 I WAS JUST THINKING THAT I LOVE MY KIDS. 716 00:46:08,900 --> 00:46:10,568 AND I KNOW IT'S A HARD TIME, 717 00:46:10,668 --> 00:46:14,105 BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE THERE'S A LOT OF GOOD IN THIS WORLD. 718 00:46:14,205 --> 00:46:16,274 AND I FEEL LIKE THERE'S A LOT OF BEAUTIFUL THINGS 719 00:46:16,374 --> 00:46:19,510 AND I'M GLAD THAT MY KIDS GET TO LIVE TO SEE THEM. 720 00:46:21,079 --> 00:46:24,149 - MY BROTHER'S DEAD. - I KNOW. 721 00:46:24,249 --> 00:46:26,284 I'M SORRY. 722 00:46:27,819 --> 00:46:29,821 - I'M SURE HE WAS A GOOD MAN. - HE WAS FINE. 723 00:46:29,921 --> 00:46:32,090 THAT'S ALL HE NEEDED TO BE. 724 00:46:32,190 --> 00:46:36,094 THAT'S ALL ANYONE NEEDS TO BE, IS FINE. 725 00:46:36,194 --> 00:46:39,164 THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO GET DESTROYED. 726 00:46:40,598 --> 00:46:43,001 YOU'RE RIGHT. 727 00:46:50,909 --> 00:46:53,078 DID YOU PACK HER THINGS? 728 00:46:53,178 --> 00:46:55,881 NOT EXACTLY. 729 00:46:58,416 --> 00:47:00,385 I CALLED AN HOUR AGO. 730 00:47:00,485 --> 00:47:03,221 - YOU TOLD HER I CALLED, RIGHT? - YEAH. 731 00:47:03,321 --> 00:47:06,491 GEORGE TOLD ME-- HE TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE FEELING LIKE 732 00:47:06,591 --> 00:47:09,394 YOU NEEDED TO HAVE HER BACK AGAIN, BUT I THINK... 733 00:47:09,494 --> 00:47:12,030 SHE'S BEEN SO HAPPY HERE. 734 00:47:12,130 --> 00:47:14,665 OKAY, GEORGE, COULD YOU PLEASE TAKE MAYA UPSTAIRS 735 00:47:14,765 --> 00:47:16,902 AND PACK HER THINGS? 736 00:47:18,303 --> 00:47:20,238 OR DO I HAVE TO CALL THE POLICE? 737 00:47:20,338 --> 00:47:21,973 OH, BRENDA! CALL THE POLICE? 738 00:47:22,073 --> 00:47:24,475 IT'S ALL RIGHT. COME ON, UP WE GO. 739 00:47:24,575 --> 00:47:28,246 HEY, WE'LL GO WASH YOUR DOLL. COME ON. 740 00:47:31,849 --> 00:47:33,184 WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? 741 00:47:33,284 --> 00:47:35,186 ALL I AM DOING IS TAKING MY DAUGHTER HOME. 742 00:47:35,286 --> 00:47:37,355 AFTER YOU LEFT HER HERE LIKE A BAG OF GARBAGE. 743 00:47:37,455 --> 00:47:39,190 I LEFT HER WITH YOU BECAUSE IT WAS THE MOST RESPONSIBLE 744 00:47:39,290 --> 00:47:41,659 - THING I COULD THINK OF DOING. - RESPONSIBLE? 745 00:47:41,759 --> 00:47:45,130 I NEVER LEFT MY CHILDREN. I NEVER LEFT THEM FOR A SECOND! I WOULDN'T! I COULDN'T! 746 00:47:45,230 --> 00:47:47,265 NATE FUCKED MAGGIE THE NIGHT BEFORE HE DIED. 747 00:47:47,365 --> 00:47:49,067 ( gasps ) 748 00:47:49,167 --> 00:47:51,802 - THAT'S NOT TRUE. - YES, IT IS. IT IS TRUE, RUTH. 749 00:47:51,903 --> 00:47:53,771 IT'S AS TRUE AS ANYTHING YOU KNOW. 750 00:47:53,871 --> 00:47:57,375 AND I NEEDED SOME TIME TO WORK THROUGH MY ANGER ABOUT THAT 751 00:47:57,475 --> 00:48:00,245 BEFORE I COULD BE A GOOD MOTHER TO THAT LITTLE GIRL, WHO I LOVE. 752 00:48:00,345 --> 00:48:03,681 I LOVE AS MUCH AS MY OWN BABY AND WHO I AM TAKING HOME. 753 00:48:03,781 --> 00:48:06,017 ( gasps ) 754 00:48:06,884 --> 00:48:08,653 OH MY GOD. 755 00:48:08,753 --> 00:48:11,022 - OH MY GOSH! - SIT DOWN. 756 00:48:11,122 --> 00:48:13,791 - WHAT'S HAPPENING? - YOUR WATER IS BREAKING. 757 00:48:13,891 --> 00:48:15,961 NO! NO, IT CAN'T. IT'S TOO EARLY. 758 00:48:16,061 --> 00:48:18,629 JUST SIT DOWN. I'LL GET YOU TO THE HOSPITAL. 759 00:48:18,729 --> 00:48:20,531 MAYA CAN STAY HERE WITH GEORGE. 760 00:48:20,631 --> 00:48:22,467 NO. 761 00:48:22,567 --> 00:48:24,802 ( groaning, panting ) 762 00:48:24,902 --> 00:48:26,804 OH, SHIT! 763 00:48:26,904 --> 00:48:29,307 ( breathing heavily ) 764 00:48:32,043 --> 00:48:35,380 ( comedic music playing ) 765 00:48:38,883 --> 00:48:41,219 THIS MOVIE'S GAY. 766 00:48:42,753 --> 00:48:45,223 WHAT IS GAY, DURRELL? 767 00:48:46,524 --> 00:48:48,559 REALLY, WHAT IS GAY? 768 00:48:48,659 --> 00:48:50,561 MOVIES WITH NO TALKING. 769 00:48:50,661 --> 00:48:52,363 Anthony: IS THE PIZZA READY? 770 00:48:52,463 --> 00:48:54,299 ALMOST, I JUST PUT IT UNDERNEATH THE BROILER 771 00:48:54,399 --> 00:48:57,535 - TO MELT THE CHEESE A LITTLE MORE. - ( knocking ) 772 00:48:59,037 --> 00:49:01,872 ( pounding on door ) 773 00:49:01,973 --> 00:49:05,076 - STAY RIGHT THERE. - WHO IS IT? 774 00:49:05,176 --> 00:49:06,911 - I DON'T KNOW. - ( pounding continues ) 775 00:49:07,012 --> 00:49:09,447 HELLO? 776 00:49:09,547 --> 00:49:11,549 WHO'S THERE? 777 00:49:13,684 --> 00:49:17,355 NO! DON'T! NO, PLEASE! PLEASE DON'T KILL HIM! 778 00:49:17,455 --> 00:49:20,391 - THEY'RE GONNA DIE ANYWAY! - ( smoke alarm beeping ) 779 00:49:20,491 --> 00:49:23,194 - SOMETHING'S BURNING! - SOMETHING'S BURNING! 780 00:49:23,294 --> 00:49:25,663 - WHAT? - THE PIZZA'S BURNING! 781 00:49:25,763 --> 00:49:28,299 - WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU? - NOTHING'S THE MATTER WITH ME, DURRELL. 782 00:49:28,399 --> 00:49:31,236 - DON'T TALK TO ME THAT WAY! - WHAT DID WE DO? 783 00:49:31,336 --> 00:49:33,371 YOU DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU! 784 00:49:33,471 --> 00:49:35,773 WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN HERE! 785 00:49:35,873 --> 00:49:38,609 ANTHONY, COME WITH ME. JESUS CHRIST. 786 00:49:39,977 --> 00:49:42,747 ( beeping stops ) 787 00:49:42,847 --> 00:49:47,118 SO, YOUR MOM CAME RIGHT OVER. 788 00:49:47,218 --> 00:49:49,287 SHE HELPED EVERYONE GET SEATED. 789 00:49:49,387 --> 00:49:51,156 SHE EVEN TALKED TO PEOPLE AFTERWARDS. 790 00:49:51,256 --> 00:49:53,291 THE WHOLE NINE YARDS. 791 00:49:53,391 --> 00:49:55,560 WAS IT SAD? 792 00:49:55,660 --> 00:49:57,795 YEAH, IT WAS. 793 00:49:57,895 --> 00:49:59,597 BUT IT FELT GOOD. 794 00:49:59,697 --> 00:50:02,500 YOU KNOW, TO BE THERE FOR PEOPLE. IT DID. 795 00:50:05,536 --> 00:50:07,472 I CALLED THE REALTOR. 796 00:50:07,572 --> 00:50:10,708 I'M GONNA GO SEE THAT PLACE TOMORROW AT NOON 797 00:50:10,808 --> 00:50:13,244 IF YOU WANT TO COME. 798 00:50:20,251 --> 00:50:23,154 ( door opening ) 799 00:50:23,254 --> 00:50:25,423 ( door closing ) 800 00:50:27,625 --> 00:50:29,794 ARE THEY ASLEEP? 801 00:50:29,894 --> 00:50:32,363 ALMOST. 802 00:50:43,074 --> 00:50:45,276 DAVID, YOU GOT TO-- 803 00:50:47,044 --> 00:50:49,647 I DON'T KNOW. 804 00:50:49,747 --> 00:50:51,682 I KNOW. 805 00:50:51,782 --> 00:50:54,919 IT ISN'T GOOD FOR THE BOYS TO BE AROUND YOU LIKE THIS. 806 00:50:55,019 --> 00:50:58,256 I KNOW. I KNOW. 807 00:51:02,227 --> 00:51:04,262 I FEEL LIKE... 808 00:51:04,362 --> 00:51:06,831 WHAT? 809 00:51:09,267 --> 00:51:12,203 KEITH, I FEEL LIKE MY FACE IS COMING OFF. 810 00:51:15,373 --> 00:51:17,408 I KEEP TRYING TO HOLD IT ON, 811 00:51:17,508 --> 00:51:19,810 BUT I CAN'T. IT KEEPS COMING OFF. 812 00:51:21,346 --> 00:51:23,614 WHAT'S UNDERNEATH IS JUST... 813 00:51:29,053 --> 00:51:30,755 I DON'T WANT THE BOYS TO GO AWAY. 814 00:51:30,855 --> 00:51:34,559 I HAVE NO INTENTION OF SENDING THE BOYS ANYWHERE. 815 00:51:35,593 --> 00:51:37,428 GOOD. 816 00:51:37,528 --> 00:51:40,698 BUT I DO THINK THAT YOU SHOULD GO AWAY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. 817 00:51:42,667 --> 00:51:44,769 TILL YOU... 818 00:51:44,869 --> 00:51:48,339 UNTIL YOU GET BETTER. 819 00:51:48,439 --> 00:51:51,442 THE BOYS ARE SCARED TO BE AROUND YOU RIGHT NOW, DAVID. 820 00:51:51,542 --> 00:51:55,246 THEY DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM WITH YOU. 821 00:51:56,046 --> 00:51:58,349 ( sighs ) 822 00:52:00,185 --> 00:52:03,254 IT'S NOT GOOD. 823 00:52:04,655 --> 00:52:07,292 ( breathes deeply ) 824 00:52:09,794 --> 00:52:12,263 ( "Cold Wind" playing ) 825 00:52:28,246 --> 00:52:30,615 ( Brenda panting, screaming ) 826 00:52:34,719 --> 00:52:36,621 FUCK. 827 00:52:36,721 --> 00:52:38,223 ( grunting ) 828 00:52:38,323 --> 00:52:41,859 ( wailing ) 829 00:52:44,462 --> 00:52:47,965 IS MY BABY OKAY? TELL ME, IS MY BABY GONNA BE OKAY? 830 00:52:48,065 --> 00:52:49,934 JUST KEEP PUSHING. JUST KEEP PUSHING. 831 00:52:52,837 --> 00:52:55,273 ( Brenda groans ) 832 00:52:58,209 --> 00:53:00,278 FUCK! 833 00:53:00,378 --> 00:53:03,414 ( screaming ) 834 00:53:14,859 --> 00:53:17,194 ( music continues )