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JANE: I'd like to say that
in the beginning I was easier,

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but truth be told,

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I was as big a pain then
as I turned out to be later.

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But I'm getting
ahead of myself.

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Right now, the unbreakable
bond between a mother
and daughter

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was about to be born.

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So just listen and
watch, and pay attention.

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If you don't like the way
I'm doing it,

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both of you
get in here

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and push her out
yourself!

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[GROANING]

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[SCREAMS]

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[BABY CRYING]

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Look, look.
Look, look, look, honey.

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JANICE: Is she all right?

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ROBERT: Yeah, she's got
10 toes and 10 fingers.

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[JANICE LAUGHING]

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Look,
here she comes.

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Hi, honey.

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Hi, baby.Look at that. Look at that.

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God, she's beautiful.

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You've changed our
lives forever, baby.

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JANE: If he only knew.

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Hey.Look at this.
Hello.

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JANE: Mom and Dad had waited
a long time for a kid.

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They tried everything,
so you can only imagine

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how many hopes and
dreams were pinned on me,

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their firstborn.

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Even though I was
a potted plant.

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Honey.What?

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I can't hear Jane.
She's not making
any noise.

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She's probably asleep.
Just like I was.

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Robert...[SIGHS]

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You gotta calm down.
Go back to sleep.

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No, no, no.
I'm gonna
check on her.

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No, please.No.

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Look, it took us
this long to
have a baby.

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I'll be damned
if I'm gonna let
her suffocate.

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Please, don't.

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You're insane.

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Okay, fine.

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I'm coming, too.
I'm coming.

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JANICE: What are you doing?

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ROBERT: I don't wanna turn
on the overhead.

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JANE: That was
a seminal moment for me.

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And yes, I do
too remember it.

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Babies know way
more stuff that
goes on than you think.

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And from that moment
on, I felt like the
spotlight was on me,

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which I've never
gotten used to.

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JANICE: Turn that light off.
You're gonna wake her up.

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ROBERT: Sorry, sorry.

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JANE: To make it
through year one is
quite an accomplishment.

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Although no one
ever gives you an
"attaboy" for it,

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they really should.

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And another thing
I learned that year

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is that if parents
could crazy-glue
us to them, they would.

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Hey!

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[ALL LAUGHING]]

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Here, sweetheart.

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My mother was pregnant
and ready to pop again.

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And I stupidly thought
that when Brad was born,

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he'd take some of
the pressure off me.

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Huh! Boy, was I wrong.

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Put your hat on.

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That's it.
Say hi to Daddy.

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JANE: This was also the
"goo-goo, ga-ga" period.

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It's a little dull,
so let's jump
ahead, shall we?

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I wish our parents
were here to see this.

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JANE: Both Mom and
Dad's parents were dead.

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I missed not
having grandparents.

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They missed not
having parents more.

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So, how long are
we gonna sit here?

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A long time.

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JANE: My mother knew that
someday she was going
to have to let me go.

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"Run free, little one."

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But she didn't want
it to be on this day
or any day soon.

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And so began the
parents' witness
protection program.

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Honey, she's gotta
go to school.

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And I've gotta
go to work,

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so either we do this
as a family, or I'll
take her in myself.

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How important is
kindergarten, anyway?

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I can't remember it.
Can you?

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That's not
the point.

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What is the point?

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The point is,
we can't protect
her forever.

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Why not?

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It's not healthy.

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It's healthier than
not protecting her.

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[SIGHS] Honey, she's
gotta be around kids.

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She has to
start developing
social skills.

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Why?

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Oh, this is nuts.
I'm taking her in.

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Come on, hon.
Let's go.

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Attagirl.

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Are you coming?

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No. I want her
to have the memory
of you leaving her.

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JANE: Blackmail is
an interesting thing
if you use it properly.

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My mother had
a black belt in it.

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My mother wanted
to be a dancer,

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but she'll tell you
about that later.

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Let's just say
her expectations
were way too high.

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They hugged us
so tightly that you
could almost hear

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the air escape from
our tiny little bodies.

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You were wonderful!You were brilliant!

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Brilliant!
Isn't she brilliant?Yes!

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JANE: We were awful.
Moving on.

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Hey, baby, how
you feeling, huh?

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Come on, sweetie.
Here, drink this.

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Come on.

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It'll make you
feel better.
I promise.

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JANE: My parents loved
me more than life itself.

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But it was my mother
who truly would have
cut off her right arm

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had I asked her to.

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I'm not quite sure why,
but you get the picture.

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Let's get to
the good stuff.

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Let's get to where
my life really
started, okay?

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This is a very
important day.

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This is when things
suddenly begin to
fall into place.

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Our little girl,
all grown up,

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first day of
high school.

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Janie, all the world
is at your feet.

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Mmm-hmm.

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Dad, Mom,
I gotta go.

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Just let your father
and me share this
moment with you.

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All right. But any
more moments
and your little girl's

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gonna be late for her
first day of school.

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Now that's not a good
way for me to start
my wonder years, is it?

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Get out of the car.Hold it, hold
it. Hold it.

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You're forgetting.

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Oh. Come on.
Come on.

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[LAUGHING]

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Come on, come on, come on.

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Kisses all around.

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If the kids see me
doing this, I'll be
branded for life.

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Now get out
of the car.

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[SIGHS]

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From now on,
I'm walking
to school.

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By myself.
Got it?

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Yeah. We got it.

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Got it.

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ROBERT: I don't think so.

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I'm Ms. Walcott,
and I will be your
English teacher

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through your torturous
first year of high school.

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And I guarantee that
you'll make it through
the experience alive.

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Now, I'm pretty easy
to get along with

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as long as you
follow a few of
my simple rules.

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One, if you show
me respect, I'll
show it to you,

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and two,

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if you have any
questions, ask me.

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And three.

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If you're feeling overwhelmed
and need somebody to talk to,
you can talk to me.

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I know it's hard
to believe, but
I am not so old

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that I can't relate
to what you might
be going through.

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So.

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Let's hit the
books, shall we?

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I want you to
turn to page 424

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in Lit and Language.

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The beauty of reading
is that it's personal,

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it's your interpretation.

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It's what you think,
it's what you feel,
it's what you see,

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and that's what
makes it so magical.

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And I hope that if you
learn nothing else from me,

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it's that you
learn to love words.

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They'll save
you someday.
Trust me on that.

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[BELL RINGING]

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Have a great lunch.

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GIRL: Jane!
Over here.

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I can't believe
you're not in our
class. Who'd you get?

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Ms. Walcott. She's cool,
though. She's my
guidance counselor, too.

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Your luck just
never ends.

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We got a bonehead,
Mr. Spivak.

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Oh, that's
the new boy.

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Oh, is he a
hottie or what?

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Oh, my God, Jane.
He smiled at you.

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Why did he smile at
you? Why not at me?

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JANE: Competition
is an ugly quality.

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One I can honestly say
was not a problem for me.

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Although I had many
other problems, that
was not one of them.

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Hi, I'm Ned.

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Elizabeth, Betsy,
Claire and Jane.

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Nice meeting you.

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Jane's got
a boyfriend! Jane's
got a boyfriend!

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Leave me alone,
you dweebs.
I'm not interested.

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You're an idiot, then.
He was positively drooling.

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So?

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So? Don't be
retarded.

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He's, like, the
cutest guy I've
ever seen here.

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Except for Todd
Bergen, captain of
the football team,

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who I am going
after, starting today.

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But back to you.

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We need to jump-start
your hormones.

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You're way behind.Mmm-hmm.

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JANE: And that's where
the finger-pointing began.

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[VIDEO GAME PLAYING]Brad, stop it.
I'm doing homework.

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So?

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Mom.

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What is it, honey?

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I was in here
first. I need to
do my homework.

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Brad, turn the
Nintendo off.

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But why?

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Your sister's
studying.

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She always
gets her way!

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You go wash up
for dinner.

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I should have been
a girl. Then you'd
be nicer to me.

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Goodness.

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You'd have been
an ugly girl.

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Jane.

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[SIGHS]

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JANE: As you can
tell, I didn't much
care for my brother.

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I don't even know why,
but I think it's mandatory.

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Jane, you could be
nicer to your brother.

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Why?

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Want some help
with your homework?

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Yeah, it's math.

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Hmm, sorry. Can't
help you there.

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Well, how did you get
through it in school?

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I didn't.

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What were you good at?

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Oh, English.

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Recess.

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You're a lot smarter
than I was at your
age. You'll do fine.

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Oh, I think not.

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What do you
say this Saturday,

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the two of us,
just the girls,

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do a little shopping,
go to the movies, just...

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Just chill?

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Isn't that the
phrase, "just chill"?

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No. It's "hang."No?

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Oh, hang. Oh.
What do you say?

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I will say...

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You the bomb!Oh, the bomb.

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Oh, I'm the
bomb! Great![BOTH LAUGHING]

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JANE: And at the
time, I meant it.

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With all of my
little heart.

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So, how do you
like high school?

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It's okay.

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Compared to what,
dental surgery?

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Bob, you just find it
thrilling because you don't
have to go through it again.

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If your mind can go
back that far, if you
could really remember,

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it was pretty rough,
you know, new kids,
new teachers,

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don't know where
to go, new questions.

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Brad! Dinner!

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Sweetheart, I have
to start planning
your sweet 16 party.

246
00:12:40,847 --> 00:12:42,718
Why? It's months away.

247
00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:45,373
Oh, you can never start
too early planning
really important events.

248
00:12:47,157 --> 00:12:48,811
I really don't
want a party.

249
00:12:48,855 --> 00:12:51,031
Well, everybody wants
a sweet 16 party.

250
00:12:51,074 --> 00:12:52,336
Everyone but me.

251
00:12:59,822 --> 00:13:03,826
[LAUGHTER]

252
00:13:03,870 --> 00:13:07,612
I just don't... I don't
understand. What
teenage girl, especially,

253
00:13:07,656 --> 00:13:09,310
doesn't want to have
a sweet 16 party?

254
00:13:09,353 --> 00:13:10,746
You know, it's what
every kid should have.

255
00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:12,922
Wait a second,
who are you?

256
00:13:12,966 --> 00:13:15,925
The Janice I've known all
these years never did anything
that was expected of her.

257
00:13:15,969 --> 00:13:18,232
Yeah, what happened
to the "hell with
society" girl

258
00:13:18,275 --> 00:13:19,407
we all used to
know and love?

259
00:13:19,450 --> 00:13:21,104
She became a mother.

260
00:13:21,148 --> 00:13:22,714
BOTH: A mother?

261
00:13:22,758 --> 00:13:23,846
[ALL LAUGHING]A mother.

262
00:13:23,890 --> 00:13:26,196
Jane Fonda,
meet Nancy Reagan.

263
00:13:26,240 --> 00:13:28,808
Oh, ouch!
That is cold.

264
00:13:28,851 --> 00:13:30,374
That is,
but accurate.

265
00:13:30,418 --> 00:13:31,593
Food fight!

266
00:13:36,554 --> 00:13:38,556
How'd you do on
that math test?

267
00:13:38,600 --> 00:13:40,341
Hmm...

268
00:13:40,384 --> 00:13:42,430
I think I'll
eke out a C.

269
00:13:42,473 --> 00:13:44,345
I'm so proud of you.

270
00:13:44,388 --> 00:13:46,869
You're the only member
of this family that
hasn't flunked math.

271
00:13:46,913 --> 00:13:48,392
[LAUGHS] Thanks.

272
00:13:49,654 --> 00:13:51,831
So, any cute boys
at this school?

273
00:13:51,874 --> 00:13:53,833
Mom, I just started
going there.

274
00:13:53,876 --> 00:13:56,009
Sorry.

275
00:13:56,052 --> 00:13:57,967
Did you have
a boyfriend right
away in high school?

276
00:13:58,011 --> 00:13:59,055
[LAUGHS]

277
00:14:00,361 --> 00:14:01,797
Yeah.

278
00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:03,712
When did you
first have sex?

279
00:14:03,755 --> 00:14:06,323
Uh, excuse me?

280
00:14:06,367 --> 00:14:08,151
I know you
know the answer.

281
00:14:08,195 --> 00:14:11,328
Yes, I do. I'm just
trying to remember.
I think I was 21.

282
00:14:11,372 --> 00:14:13,504
You're such a liar.Yes, I am.

283
00:14:13,548 --> 00:14:16,551
Did you always
want to have kids?

284
00:14:16,594 --> 00:14:18,596
As far back as
I can remember.

285
00:14:18,640 --> 00:14:20,860
Why didn't you
stick with dancing?

286
00:14:20,903 --> 00:14:22,600
I wasn't really
very good at it.

287
00:14:22,644 --> 00:14:23,993
Then I tried
to be a writer.

288
00:14:24,037 --> 00:14:25,821
I didn't have the
passion for it.

289
00:14:25,865 --> 00:14:27,779
What I really had
passion for was
being a mother.

290
00:14:27,823 --> 00:14:30,130
Best job
in the world.

291
00:14:30,173 --> 00:14:32,872
I'm kind of glad
you weren't good
at anything.

292
00:14:34,134 --> 00:14:35,570
Do me a favor.

293
00:14:35,613 --> 00:14:38,703
Next math test,
just eke out a B.

294
00:14:38,747 --> 00:14:40,662
I'll try.Thank you
very much.

295
00:14:42,838 --> 00:14:45,275
Your reading assignment
is going to be
Crime and Punishment.

296
00:14:45,319 --> 00:14:46,973
[ALL GROANING]

297
00:14:47,016 --> 00:14:48,322
I'm kidding!

298
00:14:48,365 --> 00:14:49,932
[ALL LAUGHING]

299
00:14:49,976 --> 00:14:53,283
Okay.

300
00:14:53,327 --> 00:14:56,156
Sorry I'm late. Uh, the
paperwork took longer
than I'd planned for.

301
00:14:56,199 --> 00:14:57,766
Ah, that's okay.

302
00:14:57,809 --> 00:14:59,724
Just take a seat
in the back.

303
00:15:01,422 --> 00:15:03,685
So as I was saying,

304
00:15:03,728 --> 00:15:04,642
we're gonna find
something exciting
for you to read.

305
00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:09,604
Hi. I'm Taylor.

306
00:15:10,126 --> 00:15:11,780
Hi. I'm Jane.

307
00:15:11,823 --> 00:15:12,912
Hi, Jane.

308
00:15:15,349 --> 00:15:19,222
JANE: She was different.
Smarter, wiser.

309
00:15:19,266 --> 00:15:21,703
Maybe it was just because
she wasn't from here.

310
00:15:21,746 --> 00:15:24,010
But maybe it was just her.

311
00:15:24,053 --> 00:15:26,447
I don't know, but I'm
gonna go with the last one.

312
00:15:26,490 --> 00:15:27,927
And I should know,

313
00:15:27,970 --> 00:15:30,625
because Taylor would
end up changing my life.

314
00:15:37,023 --> 00:15:38,111
Hi.

315
00:15:38,154 --> 00:15:40,069
I didn't
mean to scare you.

316
00:15:41,201 --> 00:15:43,203
You didn't.

317
00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:45,945
Um, I'm a little behind
on what books we need
and some of the assignments.

318
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:48,382
Do you think you
could fill me in?

319
00:15:48,425 --> 00:15:49,557
Sure.

320
00:15:52,081 --> 00:15:54,301
Oh, you're
my savior!

321
00:15:54,344 --> 00:15:55,955
I wouldn't
go that far.

322
00:15:59,088 --> 00:16:00,263
They're like, free.

323
00:16:05,573 --> 00:16:07,314
Hi.Hi.

324
00:16:07,357 --> 00:16:09,055
What are you doing?

325
00:16:09,098 --> 00:16:11,144
Oh, this is Taylor.
She just transferred here,

326
00:16:11,187 --> 00:16:14,016
so I'm just helping
her catch up on
her assignments.

327
00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:16,192
This is Elizabeth,
Betsy and Claire.

328
00:16:16,236 --> 00:16:18,194
Hi.

329
00:16:18,238 --> 00:16:20,588
We're going to the movies
tonight. You wanna come?

330
00:16:20,631 --> 00:16:22,459
I can't. I have to
babysit my brother.

331
00:16:24,244 --> 00:16:25,897
See you tomorrow, then.

332
00:16:29,814 --> 00:16:31,555
Hey, would it be okay
if I came over tonight,

333
00:16:31,599 --> 00:16:33,862
and we could go over
the rest of this stuff?

334
00:16:33,905 --> 00:16:34,994
Yeah.

335
00:16:35,037 --> 00:16:36,125
Around 8:00?

336
00:16:36,169 --> 00:16:37,039
Sure.

337
00:16:38,171 --> 00:16:39,694
[DOORBELL RINGS]

338
00:16:43,393 --> 00:16:45,308
[DOORBELL CONTINUES RINGING]

339
00:16:45,352 --> 00:16:46,875
JANICE: Excuse me,
it's the butler's
night off.

340
00:16:46,918 --> 00:16:48,398
Answer the door!

341
00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:56,537
JANE: Hi. You two look nice.BETH: Oh, thank you!

342
00:16:56,580 --> 00:16:57,886
You guys
double-dating?

343
00:16:57,929 --> 00:16:59,583
I'm not his type.
I'm the wrong height.

344
00:16:59,627 --> 00:17:02,673
JIMMY: [LAUGHS]
Funny! Hi, Brad!

345
00:17:02,717 --> 00:17:04,066
[DOORBELL RINGING]

346
00:17:04,110 --> 00:17:05,502
JANICE: What is
this, Halloween?

347
00:17:05,546 --> 00:17:06,851
Oh, I forgot to
tell you, Mom,

348
00:17:06,895 --> 00:17:08,592
there's a new girl at
school who's coming over

349
00:17:08,636 --> 00:17:10,725
so I can help her
catch up on class work.

350
00:17:11,900 --> 00:17:13,858
Hello.Hi, I'm Taylor.

351
00:17:13,902 --> 00:17:16,426
Hi, Taylor.
I'm Janice,
Jane's mother.

352
00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:19,951
Now, this is Jimmy
and Beth. This is Taylor.

353
00:17:19,995 --> 00:17:22,563
Hi.Hi, Taylor.

354
00:17:22,606 --> 00:17:24,130
And the one on the couch
in a coma

355
00:17:24,173 --> 00:17:27,524
staring at the
screen is Brad. Brad!

356
00:17:27,568 --> 00:17:30,136
Robert, this is Taylor.
This is Jane's friend.

357
00:17:30,179 --> 00:17:31,224
They're gonna do some
homework together.

358
00:17:31,267 --> 00:17:32,921
Great.
Hi, Taylor.Hi.

359
00:17:32,964 --> 00:17:34,270
So, Taylor, are you
from around here?

360
00:17:34,314 --> 00:17:35,967
Mom.Janice, we really
don't have time.

361
00:17:36,011 --> 00:17:37,143
Yeah, but wait,
we have a minute.

362
00:17:37,186 --> 00:17:38,622
JANICE: What do
your parents do?

363
00:17:38,666 --> 00:17:41,190
TAYLOR: Um, my parents
were divorced when I was six,

364
00:17:41,234 --> 00:17:44,106
and I live with my mom,
and she works full time
for the phone company.

365
00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,238
Do you have any
brothers, sisters?ROBERT: Honey.

366
00:17:45,281 --> 00:17:47,936
Mom!Jane, it's okay.
I can take it.

367
00:17:47,979 --> 00:17:49,546
So, anybody else
have any questions?

368
00:17:49,590 --> 00:17:50,678
Yeah, you
have any pets?

369
00:17:50,721 --> 00:17:52,680
JANICE: Very funny.
Really funny.

370
00:17:52,723 --> 00:17:54,203
Well, the number where
we'll be is on the fridge

371
00:17:54,247 --> 00:17:55,900
if you need us,
just in case.

372
00:17:55,944 --> 00:17:58,207
Bye, honey.Bye, sweetie.

373
00:17:58,251 --> 00:18:00,383
BETH: Bye-bye.
Bye, guys.ROBERT: Bye, sport.

374
00:18:00,427 --> 00:18:02,298
JANICE: Bye, Brad!
Not too late!

375
00:18:02,342 --> 00:18:04,387
Brad, turn it off.
I have company.

376
00:18:04,431 --> 00:18:06,650
Who cares?

377
00:18:06,694 --> 00:18:08,087
Go play on
your computer,

378
00:18:08,130 --> 00:18:10,001
'cause next time
I won't aim so high.

379
00:18:11,742 --> 00:18:13,353
Sorry. I think
he's adopted.

380
00:18:13,396 --> 00:18:14,876
Yeah, must be rough.

381
00:18:16,660 --> 00:18:18,445
But even having a jerk
as a younger brother

382
00:18:18,488 --> 00:18:20,664
is better than not
having one at all.

383
00:18:23,754 --> 00:18:26,583
JANE: You go to high school
full of fear and excitement,

384
00:18:26,627 --> 00:18:28,890
so many emotions that
your body can barely handle

385
00:18:28,933 --> 00:18:30,587
all the things
racing through it.

386
00:18:30,631 --> 00:18:32,241
And then it gets worse,
just when you thought

387
00:18:32,285 --> 00:18:34,504
it couldn't get
any more complicated.

388
00:18:34,548 --> 00:18:36,245
Why wasn't I like
my friends?

389
00:18:36,289 --> 00:18:38,160
Why wasn't I like
everyone else?

390
00:18:38,204 --> 00:18:40,858
Why couldn't I just
like a boy named Ned?

391
00:18:40,902 --> 00:18:43,687
I was in trouble.
Big, big trouble.

392
00:18:43,731 --> 00:18:45,689
I had a crush on a girl.

393
00:18:48,692 --> 00:18:50,868
[INDISTINCT SPEAKING]

394
00:19:02,271 --> 00:19:03,533
Hey, Jane.

395
00:19:03,577 --> 00:19:05,448
Oh, hey! You know
Taylor, right?

396
00:19:05,492 --> 00:19:06,580
Yeah.Hi.

397
00:19:06,623 --> 00:19:07,755
How are things?

398
00:19:07,798 --> 00:19:09,496
Good.

399
00:19:09,539 --> 00:19:11,106
All right, well,
see you later.

400
00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:11,889
Okay.

401
00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:15,371
Boy, does he have
a crush on you.

402
00:19:15,415 --> 00:19:18,287
No, he doesn't.Yes, he does.

403
00:19:18,331 --> 00:19:19,636
I don't blame him.

404
00:19:24,946 --> 00:19:27,296
Did anyone have
trouble with
Wuthering Heights?

405
00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:29,168
Kate?

406
00:19:29,211 --> 00:19:31,300
I thought it was hard to read
'cause it was so sad.

407
00:19:32,258 --> 00:19:34,782
Anyone else? Grant?

408
00:19:34,825 --> 00:19:37,219
I thought there was too
much about love. It should
have had more story.

409
00:19:37,263 --> 00:19:38,089
Hmm.

410
00:19:39,352 --> 00:19:40,222
Jane?

411
00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:43,834
I think all the greatest
stories ever written

412
00:19:43,878 --> 00:19:45,445
were about love,

413
00:19:45,488 --> 00:19:48,622
no matter what plot
they're wrapped in.

414
00:19:48,665 --> 00:19:52,234
Jane's right.
Love is complicated.

415
00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:56,282
And with that sadness
is great beauty.

416
00:19:56,325 --> 00:20:00,503
But how about next time
I'll give you something
a little more fun to read?

417
00:20:00,547 --> 00:20:01,548
[CLASS CHUCKLING]

418
00:20:14,909 --> 00:20:18,129
Jane. What are
you doing here?

419
00:20:18,173 --> 00:20:20,131
Well, you haven't
been in school,

420
00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:23,787
and I called a couple
of times. I was worried.

421
00:20:23,831 --> 00:20:25,746
I wanted to come by
to see if you were okay.

422
00:20:27,661 --> 00:20:28,705
Are you okay?

423
00:20:28,749 --> 00:20:30,141
Yeah, I'm fine.

424
00:20:30,185 --> 00:20:32,143
I just can't come
to school for a while.

425
00:20:32,187 --> 00:20:36,147
WOMAN: Taylor?
Taylor, where are you?

426
00:20:36,191 --> 00:20:38,846
If you don't come in
here right now, you are
going to be so sorry!

427
00:20:39,673 --> 00:20:41,544
You hear me?

428
00:20:41,588 --> 00:20:43,329
I'm your mother
for God sakes...

429
00:20:43,372 --> 00:20:45,374
Look, you shouldn't
have come, okay?
I'll call you when I can.

430
00:20:45,418 --> 00:20:46,201
WOMAN: Taylor!

431
00:20:48,159 --> 00:20:48,899
[SLAPPING]

432
00:20:53,687 --> 00:20:55,906
JANE: At that moment,
I thanked God for my mother.

433
00:21:12,662 --> 00:21:16,187
Maybe the reason Taylor
seemed so much more
grown up than the rest of us

434
00:21:16,231 --> 00:21:19,930
was because she was
forced to grow up faster
than the rest of us.

435
00:21:21,497 --> 00:21:22,803
Hey.

436
00:21:22,846 --> 00:21:23,847
Hey.Hi.

437
00:21:25,240 --> 00:21:27,286
Um, I was
wondering if

438
00:21:27,329 --> 00:21:29,853
maybe we could get
together sometime,

439
00:21:29,897 --> 00:21:31,768
go to the movies
or something?

440
00:21:31,812 --> 00:21:33,857
JANE: Why couldn't
I just say yes?

441
00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:36,469
My life would have
been so much easier.

442
00:21:36,512 --> 00:21:38,122
I like you, Ned,

443
00:21:38,166 --> 00:21:41,387
but I don't really want
a boyfriend right now.

444
00:21:41,430 --> 00:21:43,954
Well, that's okay.
How about a friend?

445
00:21:45,304 --> 00:21:46,174
Okay.

446
00:21:50,352 --> 00:21:53,268
BRAD: Hey, Jane.
Why aren't you talking?

447
00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:55,662
What could I possibly
have to say to you?

448
00:21:55,705 --> 00:21:57,577
JANICE: Jane, what's
the matter with you?JANE: Nothing.

449
00:21:57,620 --> 00:22:00,014
Hey, sport, you
wanna pass the salt?

450
00:22:00,057 --> 00:22:02,364
Something's the matter
with you, 'cause you've been
snapping at everybody lately.

451
00:22:02,408 --> 00:22:03,583
I told you,
nothing is wrong.

452
00:22:06,368 --> 00:22:08,892
JANE: I wish I could
have told her that
I had so many feelings

453
00:22:08,936 --> 00:22:12,635
running through me, things
I didn't even understand.

454
00:22:12,679 --> 00:22:16,509
But I couldn't tell
her. I didn't even know
how to put it into words.

455
00:22:16,552 --> 00:22:19,076
Can I be excused?No. Stay and
finish your dinner.

456
00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:21,470
I'm not hungry.

457
00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:22,906
You can go, Jane.
You're excused.

458
00:22:29,696 --> 00:22:33,003
If I say one thing,
don't say undercut
me and say another.

459
00:22:33,047 --> 00:22:34,614
Why do you always have
to have the last word?

460
00:22:34,657 --> 00:22:35,963
I don't.

461
00:22:41,011 --> 00:22:42,404
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

462
00:22:42,448 --> 00:22:43,449
Come in.

463
00:22:45,755 --> 00:22:49,280
I probably should
have let you just
go to your room.

464
00:22:49,324 --> 00:22:51,761
But I got upset.

465
00:22:51,805 --> 00:22:53,110
You haven't been
yourself lately.

466
00:22:53,154 --> 00:22:54,416
I worry about you.

467
00:22:54,460 --> 00:22:56,244
I know you do.

468
00:22:56,287 --> 00:22:59,465
It's just
growing pains, Mom.

469
00:22:59,508 --> 00:23:01,815
You know, you can
tell me anything.

470
00:23:03,425 --> 00:23:04,905
You may find this
difficult to believe,

471
00:23:04,948 --> 00:23:08,430
but I actually went
through this myself once.

472
00:23:08,474 --> 00:23:10,476
I'm your mother,
I'm your friend.
I just want to help you.

473
00:23:10,519 --> 00:23:12,391
It's okay.
Don't worry.

474
00:23:13,783 --> 00:23:15,132
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

475
00:23:16,351 --> 00:23:17,787
Your friend
Taylor is here.

476
00:23:17,831 --> 00:23:18,832
You up for company?

477
00:23:18,875 --> 00:23:20,442
Yeah.

478
00:23:20,486 --> 00:23:21,922
JANE: You would have
had to have been blind

479
00:23:21,965 --> 00:23:23,445
not to see me light up
at Taylor's name.

480
00:23:23,489 --> 00:23:26,143
But thank God parents
don't have a clue sometimes.

481
00:23:26,187 --> 00:23:29,059
If a kid were drunk
or stoned and fell
over in front of them,

482
00:23:29,103 --> 00:23:32,193
they'd convince themselves
that it was
an inner-ear problem.

483
00:23:39,026 --> 00:23:40,549
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

484
00:23:44,727 --> 00:23:45,772
Hi.

485
00:23:45,815 --> 00:23:46,860
Hi.

486
00:23:47,904 --> 00:23:48,992
Are you okay?

487
00:23:49,863 --> 00:23:50,907
No.

488
00:24:09,317 --> 00:24:11,798
I know my mom's
having a rough time

489
00:24:11,841 --> 00:24:13,495
taking care of me,

490
00:24:13,539 --> 00:24:17,325
and making ends meet,

491
00:24:17,368 --> 00:24:20,633
but it never gets
any better.

492
00:24:22,504 --> 00:24:24,463
She blames me
for the divorce.

493
00:24:26,552 --> 00:24:28,075
And when she looks at me,

494
00:24:29,380 --> 00:24:30,643
she sees him.

495
00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:34,734
And she goes crazy.

496
00:24:38,738 --> 00:24:40,391
I...

497
00:24:40,435 --> 00:24:43,003
I could take the
hitting if I just knew

498
00:24:43,046 --> 00:24:44,831
that someday it might stop.

499
00:24:56,756 --> 00:24:58,148
It'll be okay.

500
00:25:52,463 --> 00:25:54,596
JANE: Did this make me gay?

501
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:58,774
No. It was just an
innocent crush, a phase.

502
00:25:58,818 --> 00:26:00,994
At least, that's what
I kept telling myself.

503
00:26:01,037 --> 00:26:03,605
But I also know that it was
the first moment in my life

504
00:26:03,649 --> 00:26:05,868
that I ever felt
connected to someone.

505
00:26:10,394 --> 00:26:13,006
What do you say I pick
you up after school,
we go somewhere?

506
00:26:13,049 --> 00:26:14,311
Like where?I don't know.

507
00:26:14,355 --> 00:26:16,357
Anywhere you want.

508
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:19,534
Oh, I can't. I have
plans with Taylor.

509
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:21,580
Don't get me wrong,
I really like Taylor,

510
00:26:21,623 --> 00:26:23,364
but whatever happened
to Elizabeth,
Betsy and Claire?

511
00:26:23,407 --> 00:26:24,974
You hardly ever
see them anymore.

512
00:26:25,018 --> 00:26:26,454
They're still
my friends.

513
00:26:26,497 --> 00:26:28,064
I just have
a new one.

514
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:00,053
JANE: I knew I was
hurting my old friends,

515
00:27:00,096 --> 00:27:02,664
but they were never
gonna get along with Taylor.

516
00:27:02,708 --> 00:27:05,624
I had to choose, and with
the feelings I had for her,
she was bound to win.

517
00:27:14,371 --> 00:27:16,286
I'm really glad
I moved here.

518
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:18,375
I am, too.

519
00:27:23,032 --> 00:27:25,948
JANICE: Do you think Taylor's
awfully mature for her age?

520
00:27:25,992 --> 00:27:28,081
No, not really.Hmm.

521
00:27:28,124 --> 00:27:30,692
I think Jane's been
spending far too
much time with her.

522
00:27:30,736 --> 00:27:32,825
It's not healthy.Why? They're friends.

523
00:27:32,868 --> 00:27:34,957
Well, she hasn't been
seeing her other friends.

524
00:27:35,001 --> 00:27:37,830
She's not dating,
and she's almost 16,
for God sakes.

525
00:27:37,873 --> 00:27:39,570
Can we talk about
this some other time?

526
00:27:39,614 --> 00:27:40,920
No, she should be
going out with boys.

527
00:27:40,963 --> 00:27:42,617
She should be giving us
a heart attack by now.

528
00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:45,315
Hmm. Yeah, well,
you're not gonna win
me over to your side.

529
00:27:45,359 --> 00:27:47,274
I'm not? Why?No.

530
00:27:47,317 --> 00:27:50,712
Because I'd prefer if Jane
never dated a boy for
as long as she lived.

531
00:27:50,756 --> 00:27:53,149
Because you know
what boys want.

532
00:27:53,193 --> 00:27:55,238
[LAUGHING] What was
your name again?

533
00:27:57,197 --> 00:27:58,720
Finals are just
around the corner.

534
00:27:58,764 --> 00:28:00,591
If you need help
studying, just ask,

535
00:28:00,635 --> 00:28:02,115
and I'll stay late
and help you.

536
00:28:02,158 --> 00:28:03,769
So just let me
know, okay?

537
00:28:03,812 --> 00:28:04,595
[BELL RINGING]

538
00:28:06,032 --> 00:28:08,121
I love you, too.

539
00:28:08,164 --> 00:28:09,731
JANE: It didn't matter how
much they liked Ms. Walcott.

540
00:28:09,775 --> 00:28:11,602
Kids are like
Pavlovian dogs.

541
00:28:11,646 --> 00:28:14,040
When they hear the bell,
they got to go.

542
00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:16,956
So, my mom's out
of town tonight.
You wanna come over?

543
00:28:16,999 --> 00:28:18,131
Sure.

544
00:28:22,439 --> 00:28:24,572
It would have been nice
if you had told me

545
00:28:24,615 --> 00:28:27,140
before I made dinner
that you wouldn't
be home for it.

546
00:28:27,183 --> 00:28:28,924
What's the big deal?

547
00:28:28,968 --> 00:28:30,578
What's the big deal?

548
00:28:30,621 --> 00:28:32,972
I cook all day for
this family, which
you are a part of.

549
00:28:33,015 --> 00:28:35,235
You cook every
night. Like I said,
what's the big whoop?

550
00:28:35,278 --> 00:28:38,194
Excuse me? What's
the big whoop?

551
00:28:38,238 --> 00:28:40,327
You just watch your tone
with me, young lady.

552
00:28:40,370 --> 00:28:43,069
Boy, you are turning
into such a smartass.

553
00:28:43,112 --> 00:28:45,724
You were never like this
when you were
around your other friends.

554
00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:47,247
What? You wanna blame
this on Taylor?

555
00:28:47,290 --> 00:28:48,596
You know what
you can't stand

556
00:28:48,639 --> 00:28:51,077
is that I'd rather be
with her than with you.

557
00:29:03,524 --> 00:29:05,178
JANE: What was I doing there?

558
00:29:05,221 --> 00:29:07,615
I still had time to leave.
She would never have known.

559
00:29:07,658 --> 00:29:10,270
I could have said
I had food poisoning.

560
00:29:10,313 --> 00:29:13,012
Or cramps. That's
a good one. Cramps.

561
00:29:13,055 --> 00:29:14,448
Who was I kidding?

562
00:29:14,491 --> 00:29:15,928
I wanted to be there,
ready or not.

563
00:29:43,869 --> 00:29:45,914
Are you sure
you wanna do this?

564
00:29:47,698 --> 00:29:48,482
No.

565
00:29:49,570 --> 00:29:51,441
Do you want me to stop?

566
00:29:54,227 --> 00:29:55,271
No.

567
00:30:07,370 --> 00:30:10,460
JANE: I was so terrified
that I thought I'd have
a heart attack.

568
00:30:10,504 --> 00:30:12,245
I wanted her to stop.

569
00:30:13,115 --> 00:30:14,160
No, I didn't.

570
00:30:14,203 --> 00:30:15,422
Yes, I did.

571
00:30:17,250 --> 00:30:18,599
No, I didn't.

572
00:30:40,403 --> 00:30:43,145
It's hard enough
having sex for the
first time with anyone,

573
00:30:43,189 --> 00:30:45,017
but when you do
it with a girl,

574
00:30:45,060 --> 00:30:46,845
you're just asking for it.

575
00:30:50,936 --> 00:30:51,980
Hey.

576
00:30:53,503 --> 00:30:54,853
Are you okay?

577
00:30:56,942 --> 00:30:58,030
No.

578
00:30:58,073 --> 00:31:00,249
Um, I think what
happened was a mistake,

579
00:31:00,293 --> 00:31:02,817
and that it shouldn't
have happened.

580
00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:04,775
Why?

581
00:31:04,819 --> 00:31:07,126
I don't know, because
it isn't normal?

582
00:31:07,169 --> 00:31:08,518
So? What's normal?

583
00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:14,176
I guess
going out with boys?

584
00:31:14,220 --> 00:31:15,830
And that if you go
out with a girl,

585
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:17,310
you might be
gay, which I
don't think I am.

586
00:31:17,353 --> 00:31:19,747
Okay. First of all,
it doesn't make you gay.

587
00:31:19,790 --> 00:31:22,271
And even if you were,
what's the big deal?

588
00:31:23,229 --> 00:31:24,621
Everything.

589
00:31:24,665 --> 00:31:26,885
[SIGHS] Fine.

590
00:31:26,928 --> 00:31:29,235
Go back to your boring
little friends, then.

591
00:32:07,447 --> 00:32:08,796
Are you okay?

592
00:32:10,232 --> 00:32:11,842
No. Um...

593
00:32:11,886 --> 00:32:13,540
Can you take me home?
I don't feel good.

594
00:32:13,583 --> 00:32:14,802
Yeah, sure.

595
00:32:17,674 --> 00:32:19,502
She's got her own
life, her own friends.

596
00:32:19,546 --> 00:32:21,156
She doesn't wanna be
around her mother anymore.

597
00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:24,203
Of course she doesn't
wanna be around you.

598
00:32:24,246 --> 00:32:26,901
I mean, she's a teenager!
Do you blame her?

599
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,947
Thank you for
those kind words.

600
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:31,950
Janice, none of us wanted
to be around our mothers
when we were teenagers.

601
00:32:31,993 --> 00:32:33,690
This is different.How?

602
00:32:33,734 --> 00:32:36,128
I don't know.
I just wish she
was still a baby.

603
00:32:36,171 --> 00:32:37,564
Why?

604
00:32:37,607 --> 00:32:40,741
So she needs
you? That is sick.

605
00:32:40,784 --> 00:32:43,135
I mean, you
should be thrilled
that she's a person

606
00:32:43,178 --> 00:32:46,094
with her own ideas
and dreams and goals.

607
00:32:46,138 --> 00:32:48,053
Oh, I'm not.Look on the
bright side,

608
00:32:48,096 --> 00:32:49,706
you still have Brad
to suffocate.

609
00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:52,274
He's a boy.
He won't need
his mother

610
00:32:52,318 --> 00:32:54,494
until he gets his first
apartment and needs someone
to decorate it for him.

611
00:32:54,537 --> 00:32:55,538
[LAUGHING]

612
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:58,628
You can laugh
all you want,

613
00:32:58,672 --> 00:33:00,369
but she's hurting,
and I can't help her if
she won't talk to me.

614
00:33:00,413 --> 00:33:03,416
Well, maybe she
needs to sort
through things herself,

615
00:33:03,459 --> 00:33:04,547
and then she'll
talk to you.

616
00:33:04,591 --> 00:33:06,245
Yeah, just give
her some time.

617
00:33:06,288 --> 00:33:08,247
I mean, and take
comfort in the fact

618
00:33:08,290 --> 00:33:09,900
that you are the
millionth mother

619
00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:12,903
to go through the exact
same thing this week.

620
00:33:12,947 --> 00:33:15,123
And to think I used
to enjoy these lunches.

621
00:33:15,167 --> 00:33:16,124
Check.

622
00:33:21,564 --> 00:33:22,609
Hi.

623
00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:25,873
Hi.

624
00:33:28,267 --> 00:33:29,790
Can we talk?

625
00:33:29,833 --> 00:33:31,009
About what?

626
00:33:32,401 --> 00:33:34,403
About us.

627
00:33:34,447 --> 00:33:37,276
I got scared,
Taylor. I'm sorry.

628
00:33:37,319 --> 00:33:38,712
I'd like another
chance.

629
00:33:38,755 --> 00:33:41,541
There is no "us,"
Jane.

630
00:33:41,584 --> 00:33:43,499
I want to be with people
who are sure they
want to be with me.

631
00:33:53,770 --> 00:33:55,772
Come on, Jane.
Come with me, okay?

632
00:34:05,782 --> 00:34:07,871
[DOOR CLOSES]

633
00:34:07,915 --> 00:34:10,526
Whatever it is, Jane,
it'll be okay.

634
00:34:10,570 --> 00:34:12,485
No, it won't.

635
00:34:12,528 --> 00:34:13,790
You just got to pull
yourself together.

636
00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:16,880
I can't.

637
00:34:16,924 --> 00:34:18,491
In a little while,
you'll feel better

638
00:34:18,534 --> 00:34:20,362
with whatever it is
that's upsetting you.
You'll see.

639
00:34:20,406 --> 00:34:21,494
Things will change.

640
00:34:22,669 --> 00:34:25,628
I don't want to feel better.

641
00:34:25,672 --> 00:34:28,501
And when some things
happen, it doesn't change.

642
00:34:30,894 --> 00:34:31,895
You want to
talk about it?

643
00:34:34,681 --> 00:34:37,553
Fine. You wanna know
what I'm upset about?

644
00:34:37,597 --> 00:34:39,990
I slept with someone
for the first time.

645
00:34:41,949 --> 00:34:45,039
That can be traumatic
for everyone.

646
00:34:45,083 --> 00:34:48,260
No, I think it was
more traumatic for me.

647
00:34:48,303 --> 00:34:50,305
And we broke up already.

648
00:34:50,349 --> 00:34:51,350
Is that what you
wanted to do?

649
00:34:52,177 --> 00:34:54,004
No.

650
00:34:54,048 --> 00:34:56,703
But that's what I did,
because I'm a coward.

651
00:34:56,746 --> 00:34:58,139
No, you're not.

652
00:35:01,011 --> 00:35:04,145
In our first
sexual experience,

653
00:35:04,189 --> 00:35:06,930
we sometimes invest
ourselves wisely,

654
00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:10,151
and sometimes foolishly,
and it doesn't matter which,

655
00:35:10,195 --> 00:35:12,327
because in the end,
the investment's the same.

656
00:35:14,416 --> 00:35:16,505
But if you want
to be with them,

657
00:35:16,549 --> 00:35:17,724
you got to tell them that.

658
00:35:17,767 --> 00:35:19,291
I did.

659
00:35:19,334 --> 00:35:21,902
They've moved on.

660
00:35:21,945 --> 00:35:23,904
But if you don't try again,
you'll never forgive yourself.

661
00:35:27,516 --> 00:35:31,346
My advice to you is,
I'd write them a letter,

662
00:35:31,390 --> 00:35:32,956
and I'd tell them why
you did what you did

663
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:34,306
and how you really feel.

664
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:41,835
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

665
00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:42,836
[DOOR OPENS]

666
00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:51,671
Honey. You have to eat.

667
00:35:52,541 --> 00:35:54,195
I'm not hungry.

668
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:56,589
I know. I know I sound
like a broken record,

669
00:35:56,632 --> 00:36:00,506
but I'm just
trying to help.

670
00:36:00,549 --> 00:36:01,985
Can't you tell me
what's going on?

671
00:36:02,029 --> 00:36:04,249
I just want to be
left alone, please.

672
00:36:07,643 --> 00:36:08,775
Okay.

673
00:36:17,697 --> 00:36:20,743
JANE: Taylor, my life
changed the moment
I met you.

674
00:36:20,787 --> 00:36:23,268
Only I was too
stupid to see it.

675
00:36:23,311 --> 00:36:26,227
Actually, I was scared,
and I'm sorry for that.

676
00:36:26,271 --> 00:36:29,491
You took my breath away,
and it frightened me.

677
00:36:29,535 --> 00:36:31,928
I'm not frightened anymore,
and I'd like another chance.

678
00:36:37,499 --> 00:36:38,283
Hey, Jane.

679
00:36:38,326 --> 00:36:39,588
Hey.

680
00:36:39,632 --> 00:36:41,199
What's going on?

681
00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:42,852
Nothing.

682
00:36:42,896 --> 00:36:44,637
What happened
to your friend Taylor?

683
00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:46,900
I haven't seen you
with her lately.

684
00:36:46,943 --> 00:36:48,118
She's around.

685
00:36:48,162 --> 00:36:50,033
Guess she has
a new friend.

686
00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:54,037
I got to go.

687
00:36:54,081 --> 00:36:57,302
JANE: I wanted to like
them again, but boy,
they made it hard.

688
00:36:57,345 --> 00:36:58,172
[SCREAMING ON TV]

689
00:36:59,956 --> 00:37:02,263
Now, is everyone gonna
behave themselves?

690
00:37:02,307 --> 00:37:04,613
I am. I'm not sure
about her, though.

691
00:37:04,657 --> 00:37:07,050
Don't press your
luck, Brad. It's a
really bad idea.

692
00:37:07,094 --> 00:37:10,489
You do wanna live to
see your 15th birthday,
don't you, sport?

693
00:37:10,532 --> 00:37:11,707
Bye, doll.

694
00:37:12,360 --> 00:37:13,492
Bye, kid.

695
00:37:21,064 --> 00:37:21,935
What?

696
00:37:39,909 --> 00:37:41,171
[SCREAMING ON TV]

697
00:37:43,391 --> 00:37:45,001
[DOORBELL RINGS]

698
00:37:48,396 --> 00:37:49,310
Hi.

699
00:37:49,354 --> 00:37:50,355
Hi.

700
00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:52,835
Um, I got your letter.

701
00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:55,229
Can we talk privately?

702
00:37:56,317 --> 00:37:57,187
Yeah.

703
00:38:07,459 --> 00:38:12,072
You know, I should have
known that this was going to
be hard for you. For anyone.

704
00:38:12,115 --> 00:38:14,596
And I'm sorry
I took it so personally.

705
00:38:15,423 --> 00:38:17,730
I was hurt.

706
00:38:17,773 --> 00:38:20,733
But then I got
your letter, which
was beautiful.

707
00:38:20,776 --> 00:38:22,082
When I thought
you were dating
someone...

708
00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:23,997
There was never
anyone else.

709
00:38:36,836 --> 00:38:39,795
Whose little brother,
who's in the same class

710
00:38:39,839 --> 00:38:42,668
as our ex-friend
Jane's little brother,

711
00:38:42,711 --> 00:38:46,454
knows the most disgusting
thing ever about Jane?

712
00:38:46,498 --> 00:38:48,369
Tell, tell.

713
00:38:48,413 --> 00:38:51,677
Someone saw Jane
and Taylor kissing.

714
00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:53,461
Shut up!

715
00:38:53,505 --> 00:38:54,897
I swear.

716
00:38:54,941 --> 00:38:55,985
Ew!

717
00:38:57,987 --> 00:38:59,119
[TELEPHONE RINGS]

718
00:38:59,162 --> 00:39:00,381
I'll get it.

719
00:39:01,817 --> 00:39:03,036
Hello?

720
00:39:03,732 --> 00:39:05,299
Yes, this is she.

721
00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:08,607
What?

722
00:39:08,650 --> 00:39:09,912
Who is this?

723
00:39:14,700 --> 00:39:15,962
Who is this?

724
00:39:17,267 --> 00:39:19,139
Is this some kind
of sick joke?

725
00:39:19,182 --> 00:39:20,227
Where...

726
00:39:23,056 --> 00:39:26,407
Who is this? Where
did you hear such
a thing? Hello?

727
00:39:26,451 --> 00:39:28,583
JANE: When I said it
was a phase, it wasn't.

728
00:39:28,627 --> 00:39:31,978
I was gay, with
or without Taylor.

729
00:39:32,021 --> 00:39:34,546
I knew it deep down
for a long time,

730
00:39:34,589 --> 00:39:36,374
but what my mother
didn't know is that

731
00:39:36,417 --> 00:39:38,419
I was exactly who
I was meant to be,

732
00:39:38,463 --> 00:39:40,378
whether she
liked it or not.

733
00:39:43,250 --> 00:39:44,991
What kind of person
would do such a thing?

734
00:39:45,034 --> 00:39:47,472
It's probably just a kid
making a prank phone call.No, no, no.

735
00:39:47,515 --> 00:39:50,344
No, no, no. No, this was
no kid. It's slander,
that's what it is.

736
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,781
Would you calm down?
It's just gossip.
There is nothing to it.

737
00:39:52,825 --> 00:39:54,522
Why would anyone say
such a thing?

738
00:39:54,566 --> 00:39:56,829
I don't know.Why would they call up
a total stranger and say,

739
00:39:56,872 --> 00:39:59,353
"Oh, your 16-year-old child
is a lesbian."

740
00:39:59,397 --> 00:40:00,833
Oh, people are so sick.

741
00:40:00,876 --> 00:40:02,138
Maybe, uh...

742
00:40:04,097 --> 00:40:06,491
Maybe she was
learning how to kiss.

743
00:40:06,534 --> 00:40:07,927
What?

744
00:40:07,970 --> 00:40:10,582
Girls do that,
don't they, they practice?

745
00:40:10,625 --> 00:40:13,498
Well, maybe that's what
she was doing.
We should ask her.

746
00:40:13,541 --> 00:40:15,500
Why should we upset her
with these vicious lies?

747
00:40:15,543 --> 00:40:17,415
We have to protect her.

748
00:40:17,458 --> 00:40:20,766
Whoever called us might
start calling her friends.

749
00:40:26,075 --> 00:40:28,121
[KNOCK ON DOOR]Come in.

750
00:40:30,210 --> 00:40:31,037
JANICE: Hi, honey.Hi.

751
00:40:33,256 --> 00:40:35,215
[JANICE SIGHS]

752
00:40:35,258 --> 00:40:36,042
ROBERT: Honey,
we need to talk.

753
00:40:36,869 --> 00:40:39,132
Yes.

754
00:40:39,175 --> 00:40:41,743
We got a phone call.
A very disturbing
phone call.

755
00:40:42,570 --> 00:40:44,137
And...

756
00:40:44,180 --> 00:40:45,747
We know it isn't true,

757
00:40:45,791 --> 00:40:47,096
but we thought we should
talk to you about it,

758
00:40:47,140 --> 00:40:48,489
because, um...

759
00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:51,579
We felt we should warn you.

760
00:40:53,668 --> 00:40:54,974
Warn me about what?

761
00:40:56,758 --> 00:40:57,759
[SIGHS]

762
00:41:00,719 --> 00:41:01,850
What?

763
00:41:03,809 --> 00:41:06,376
We don't know who called,
honey, but, uh...

764
00:41:07,900 --> 00:41:10,642
They said that
you were a lesbian.

765
00:41:14,384 --> 00:41:16,082
They said that someone
had seen you

766
00:41:17,562 --> 00:41:19,041
kissing Taylor.

767
00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:24,786
We know it's just
vicious gossip.

768
00:41:27,180 --> 00:41:28,964
JANE: You could tell
from the way she said it
that the thought of it

769
00:41:29,008 --> 00:41:31,271
was out of the question.

770
00:41:31,314 --> 00:41:34,666
I was frozen with fear.
I wanted so badly
to tell the truth,

771
00:41:34,709 --> 00:41:37,407
but I was so afraid
of losing my parents.

772
00:41:37,451 --> 00:41:39,148
I couldn't speak.

773
00:41:39,192 --> 00:41:43,370
Is it possible that, uh,
you kissed Taylor...

774
00:41:43,413 --> 00:41:46,678
Uh, that you were
practicing with her?

775
00:41:56,601 --> 00:41:58,472
Yeah. That's what
we were doing.

776
00:42:01,083 --> 00:42:02,128
It won't happen again.

777
00:42:05,958 --> 00:42:07,307
[SIGHS] Well...

778
00:42:09,265 --> 00:42:11,703
We didn't mean
to upset you, honey,

779
00:42:11,746 --> 00:42:14,053
but there are some really
nasty people in this world.

780
00:42:14,096 --> 00:42:15,750
Don't worry about it, baby.

781
00:42:15,794 --> 00:42:17,186
[SOFTLY] Well,
we love you.

782
00:42:17,230 --> 00:42:18,100
Good night, sweetie.

783
00:42:19,058 --> 00:42:20,146
Sweet dreams.

784
00:42:21,495 --> 00:42:22,278
Good night.

785
00:42:27,936 --> 00:42:29,547
[DOOR CLOSES]

786
00:42:29,590 --> 00:42:32,114
JANE: I used the word
"coward" before,

787
00:42:32,158 --> 00:42:35,596
but I never really understood
what it meant until that
moment.

788
00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:38,120
I was ashamed of my feelings
because of what someone
else might think.

789
00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:40,993
I made myself sick.

790
00:42:41,776 --> 00:42:42,647
[RETCHING]

791
00:42:49,871 --> 00:42:51,307
Come on in, baby.

792
00:42:52,178 --> 00:42:54,049
You don't look so good.

793
00:43:01,404 --> 00:43:04,364
[SIGHS] Okay.
Tell me what's
going on.

794
00:43:08,150 --> 00:43:10,413
My mom got
this anonymous
phone call

795
00:43:10,457 --> 00:43:13,460
saying they saw me
kissing a girl,

796
00:43:13,503 --> 00:43:15,244
and I told her
it wasn't true.

797
00:43:17,159 --> 00:43:18,900
Okay, you lost me.

798
00:43:18,944 --> 00:43:20,336
Sounds like you have
no problem.

799
00:43:21,337 --> 00:43:22,556
[SNIFFLES]

800
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:23,949
I lied to her.

801
00:43:25,690 --> 00:43:29,171
I was kissing a girl.
I slept with a girl.

802
00:43:29,215 --> 00:43:31,913
But the way she was talking
about it,

803
00:43:31,957 --> 00:43:34,176
I knew if I told her the truth
that she'd hate me.

804
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,401
I think I'm gay, Jimmy.

805
00:43:43,577 --> 00:43:45,448
It's okay.

806
00:43:45,492 --> 00:43:48,582
Sometimes it's easier
not to tell the truth.

807
00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:50,236
Don't be so hard
on yourself.

808
00:43:50,279 --> 00:43:52,978
I don't know what to do.

809
00:43:53,021 --> 00:43:54,936
You're the only gay person
I've ever known.

810
00:43:54,980 --> 00:43:56,242
Don't worry.

811
00:43:56,285 --> 00:43:58,548
It happens to all of us.

812
00:43:58,592 --> 00:44:01,900
The first time someone
suspects or calls us a name.

813
00:44:01,943 --> 00:44:04,380
It's the "don't ask,
don't tell" moment.

814
00:44:04,424 --> 00:44:06,687
What if my parents find out?

815
00:44:06,731 --> 00:44:10,778
If people find out,
they're all gonna hate me.

816
00:44:10,822 --> 00:44:12,693
Honey, I'm black and I'm gay.

817
00:44:12,737 --> 00:44:15,391
They hate me way more
than they'll hate you.

818
00:44:16,610 --> 00:44:17,698
[LAUGHS]

819
00:44:20,005 --> 00:44:21,354
What did you do?

820
00:44:21,397 --> 00:44:23,835
You get a thick skin.

821
00:44:23,878 --> 00:44:26,228
I've had one since
I was a baby

822
00:44:26,272 --> 00:44:28,361
'cause I had to have it.

823
00:44:28,404 --> 00:44:30,972
I don't take it
personally anymore,

824
00:44:31,016 --> 00:44:33,801
because I know it's based
on ignorance and fear,

825
00:44:33,845 --> 00:44:36,021
and it ain't even
about me, really.

826
00:44:36,064 --> 00:44:36,848
It's about them.

827
00:44:39,546 --> 00:44:41,461
I don't wanna hurt
my mother.

828
00:44:44,246 --> 00:44:47,554
But I don't know how long
I can keep this a secret.

829
00:44:47,597 --> 00:44:48,947
You'll know when
the time is right.

830
00:44:51,906 --> 00:44:53,168
[SIGHS]

831
00:44:53,212 --> 00:44:56,476
Maybe it will be okay.

832
00:44:56,519 --> 00:44:59,827
I mean, you've been friends
with my mother for a long
time, and she accepted you.

833
00:44:59,871 --> 00:45:02,264
Yeah, but you're her baby.

834
00:45:02,308 --> 00:45:03,875
Mothers and daughters
are about

835
00:45:03,918 --> 00:45:05,311
as complicated as it gets.

836
00:45:10,490 --> 00:45:12,840
Jimmy, please don't tell my
mother anything I've told you.

837
00:45:15,190 --> 00:45:16,409
Not a word.

838
00:45:26,375 --> 00:45:28,551
JANE: I was so glad
Jimmy was in the world.

839
00:45:31,598 --> 00:45:33,121
BOY: Hey, here they are.

840
00:45:33,165 --> 00:45:35,471
It's okay, Jane.
Just keep walking.

841
00:45:36,211 --> 00:45:37,343
Hey, lesbos.

842
00:45:37,386 --> 00:45:39,258
Punk!

843
00:45:39,301 --> 00:45:41,042
JANE: We were about
to re-enact
The Children's Hour.

844
00:45:44,437 --> 00:45:45,960
BOY: Oh!

845
00:45:46,004 --> 00:45:47,396
[STUDENTS MURMURING]

846
00:45:51,836 --> 00:45:54,229
Now, stop all this
nonsense, all of you.

847
00:45:54,273 --> 00:45:55,753
Open your books.

848
00:46:01,106 --> 00:46:02,934
So, what are you guys doing
this weekend?

849
00:46:02,977 --> 00:46:05,414
I'm going with Jeff
and his parents
to play miniature golf.

850
00:46:07,373 --> 00:46:08,678
Jane, what about you?

851
00:46:08,722 --> 00:46:10,506
I'm going
to see Taylor.

852
00:46:10,550 --> 00:46:12,291
I'd prefer it if
you didn't see
that girl.

853
00:46:12,334 --> 00:46:13,596
She's not
a girl, Mom.

854
00:46:13,640 --> 00:46:14,772
She's a dyke.

855
00:46:16,338 --> 00:46:18,819
[EXCLAIMING][GLASS CRASHING]

856
00:46:18,863 --> 00:46:20,778
JANICE: Jane! Jane.ROBERT: Cut it out!

857
00:46:20,821 --> 00:46:23,041
Get off, get off!JANICE: Jane.

858
00:46:23,084 --> 00:46:25,739
Jane, go to your room!Why? He started it!

859
00:46:25,783 --> 00:46:26,827
Why doesn't he
have to go to
his room?

860
00:46:26,871 --> 00:46:28,568
'Cause I'm not a dyke!

861
00:46:28,611 --> 00:46:30,613
[SCREAMS]Brad, go to your room!
Go to your room right now.

862
00:46:30,657 --> 00:46:31,397
Go on, go on.

863
00:46:33,138 --> 00:46:35,009
You can't just attack
your brother like that.

864
00:46:35,053 --> 00:46:37,098
You just can't do that!

865
00:46:37,142 --> 00:46:38,839
JANE: It was now or never.

866
00:46:38,883 --> 00:46:40,580
And I would have preferred
never.

867
00:46:40,623 --> 00:46:44,540
It was out of control,
and I had to do something.

868
00:46:44,584 --> 00:46:47,674
So I took the deepest
breath I've ever taken
in my entire life.

869
00:46:49,415 --> 00:46:51,591
He's younger than you are.

870
00:46:51,634 --> 00:46:53,680
The next time he says
something awful, just
let it roll off your back.

871
00:46:53,723 --> 00:46:54,855
This is just gossip.

872
00:46:54,899 --> 00:46:56,378
It's not just gossip!

873
00:47:01,209 --> 00:47:02,384
I lied to the two of you.

874
00:47:03,385 --> 00:47:05,779
Because I was afraid.

875
00:47:07,476 --> 00:47:10,305
Afraid that you'd hate me,

876
00:47:10,349 --> 00:47:12,699
afraid that you'd
throw me out.

877
00:47:16,181 --> 00:47:17,747
I did kiss Taylor.

878
00:47:19,227 --> 00:47:20,794
And I think I'm in love
with her.

879
00:47:24,885 --> 00:47:25,668
But...

880
00:47:27,279 --> 00:47:29,063
She's a girl.

881
00:47:29,107 --> 00:47:30,978
You don't know
what you're saying.Yes, I do.

882
00:47:32,719 --> 00:47:34,764
But it's okay, because

883
00:47:34,808 --> 00:47:37,724
Taylor is a really
good person.

884
00:47:37,767 --> 00:47:38,681
That's not the point.

885
00:47:40,596 --> 00:47:44,035
Why is it wrong for me
to care about someone,

886
00:47:44,078 --> 00:47:46,167
and for someone to care
about me?

887
00:47:46,211 --> 00:47:47,212
Because it's not right.

888
00:47:48,387 --> 00:47:49,910
You don't have a clue.

889
00:47:49,954 --> 00:47:51,956
If you're saying
that you're gay,

890
00:47:51,999 --> 00:47:53,871
you have no comprehension
of what that means.

891
00:47:53,914 --> 00:47:55,742
I don't care anymore.

892
00:47:55,785 --> 00:47:57,048
It's what I feel.

893
00:47:57,091 --> 00:47:59,659
It's what you feel?

894
00:47:59,702 --> 00:48:02,314
How do you know
what you feel?
You're a 16-year-old kid.

895
00:48:02,357 --> 00:48:03,750
Look, uh, this is just
a phase

896
00:48:03,793 --> 00:48:05,056
and it's gonna stop
right here.

897
00:48:05,099 --> 00:48:06,709
It's not just a phase.

898
00:48:11,671 --> 00:48:12,672
I'm gay.

899
00:48:16,981 --> 00:48:20,462
If you could just see it
through my eyes.

900
00:48:20,506 --> 00:48:22,987
To have someone
you care about

901
00:48:23,030 --> 00:48:24,771
care about you,

902
00:48:24,814 --> 00:48:29,515
and they make you feel
not so alone in this world.

903
00:48:31,909 --> 00:48:34,563
Does it really matter
who the person is?

904
00:48:34,607 --> 00:48:35,651
JANICE: Of course it matters.

905
00:48:39,090 --> 00:48:40,265
Why?

906
00:48:41,266 --> 00:48:42,789
[SHOUTING] Why?

907
00:48:42,832 --> 00:48:44,965
And since when do you hate
gay people?

908
00:48:45,009 --> 00:48:47,315
Jimmy's been your friend
forever, and he's gay.

909
00:48:47,359 --> 00:48:48,882
He's not my daughter!

910
00:49:13,994 --> 00:49:16,823
I expected
emergency rooms,

911
00:49:16,866 --> 00:49:19,217
skinned knees, braces,
broken hearts.

912
00:49:19,260 --> 00:49:21,219
Not this. This wasn't part
of my plan.

913
00:49:21,262 --> 00:49:23,612
I know. It wasn't part
of my plan, either.

914
00:49:23,656 --> 00:49:25,266
What horrible thing
did I do as a mother?

915
00:49:25,310 --> 00:49:27,486
You're a great mother.
It's not about you.

916
00:49:27,529 --> 00:49:29,531
We have to do
something, Bobby.

917
00:49:29,575 --> 00:49:31,533
The world
is not a tolerant place.

918
00:49:32,926 --> 00:49:34,145
Her life could be ruined.

919
00:49:34,188 --> 00:49:35,320
I know.

920
00:49:36,669 --> 00:49:37,757
But she's not a baby anymore.

921
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:39,019
Yes, she is.

922
00:49:40,890 --> 00:49:41,630
[SNIFFLES]

923
00:49:42,849 --> 00:49:44,024
She's my baby.

924
00:49:45,895 --> 00:49:46,766
She's my child.

925
00:49:47,810 --> 00:49:50,378
Yeah, she's my child, too.

926
00:49:50,422 --> 00:49:52,598
Listen, I think
we need to stay calm here.

927
00:49:52,641 --> 00:49:54,992
[SIGHS] What are you saying,
it's okay for her to be gay?

928
00:49:55,035 --> 00:49:57,777
No, that's not
what I'm saying.

929
00:49:57,820 --> 00:49:59,431
Don't you think
I want to walk her
down the aisle,

930
00:49:59,474 --> 00:50:02,042
have grandchildren,
just like you do?

931
00:50:02,086 --> 00:50:03,696
I don't want my child
to be gay.

932
00:50:05,263 --> 00:50:07,395
But she's our daughter,

933
00:50:07,439 --> 00:50:09,832
and we have to find
a way to help her
through this.

934
00:50:09,876 --> 00:50:11,660
I'm not gonna help her
through it.

935
00:50:13,358 --> 00:50:14,924
I'm not gonna help her
become a lesbian.

936
00:50:14,968 --> 00:50:16,274
I didn't ask you
to do that.

937
00:50:17,449 --> 00:50:18,711
That's not what I'm saying.

938
00:50:20,365 --> 00:50:22,106
But we can't just pretend
this isn't happening.

939
00:50:23,846 --> 00:50:25,326
We can't turn our backs
on her.

940
00:50:27,328 --> 00:50:28,808
Or let this tear us apart.

941
00:50:32,551 --> 00:50:33,813
What are we gonna do?

942
00:50:38,644 --> 00:50:40,515
Jane told us
she was gay
last night.

943
00:50:42,082 --> 00:50:42,865
I know.

944
00:50:43,823 --> 00:50:45,346
You know?

945
00:50:45,390 --> 00:50:47,305
How do you know?

946
00:50:47,348 --> 00:50:48,958
She came by here
the other day and told me.

947
00:50:50,177 --> 00:50:51,526
She told you?

948
00:50:53,528 --> 00:50:55,095
Why didn't you tell me?

949
00:50:55,139 --> 00:50:58,098
Because it's her decision
to tell you, not mine.

950
00:50:58,142 --> 00:51:01,319
But you're my friend.
You should have told me.

951
00:51:01,362 --> 00:51:04,278
She was terrified
of losing you.

952
00:51:04,322 --> 00:51:06,324
Terrified
that you'd hate her.

953
00:51:06,367 --> 00:51:09,153
She needed to tell you
when she was ready.

954
00:51:09,196 --> 00:51:10,458
I have to do something.

955
00:51:10,502 --> 00:51:12,504
Like what?

956
00:51:12,547 --> 00:51:16,116
You're friends with me.
You love me, and I'm gay.

957
00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:17,857
Why can't you
do that with Jane?

958
00:51:17,900 --> 00:51:19,859
Because I don't want her
to have as hard a life
as you've had.

959
00:51:21,904 --> 00:51:23,819
It's not your place
to judge my life.

960
00:51:23,863 --> 00:51:25,256
Or anyone else's.

961
00:51:25,299 --> 00:51:26,387
Jimmy.

962
00:51:27,519 --> 00:51:28,824
Oh, come on.

963
00:51:28,868 --> 00:51:32,437
I'm not blind.
I've been there.

964
00:51:32,480 --> 00:51:34,265
I've seen it, I've seen
how cruel people
have been to you,

965
00:51:34,308 --> 00:51:35,744
how they taunted you.

966
00:51:35,788 --> 00:51:37,181
Then your only concern
should be

967
00:51:37,224 --> 00:51:38,834
not to become
one of those people.

968
00:51:40,923 --> 00:51:44,710
This is my life.
This is who I am.

969
00:51:44,753 --> 00:51:47,278
And Jane should be able
to be who she is, too.

970
00:51:47,321 --> 00:51:49,193
Even if it's not
who you want her to be.

971
00:51:49,236 --> 00:51:50,890
No.

972
00:51:50,933 --> 00:51:52,805
As long as she is
my responsibility,

973
00:51:54,067 --> 00:51:55,808
I have a say in this.

974
00:51:56,809 --> 00:51:59,725
Janice, don't be like this.

975
00:51:59,768 --> 00:52:01,770
Or you'll regret it
till the day you die.

976
00:52:06,123 --> 00:52:07,820
Then that will be my choice.

977
00:52:22,835 --> 00:52:25,577
Jane, it really would
be a better use
of our time together

978
00:52:25,620 --> 00:52:27,840
if you said something
during one of our sessions.

979
00:52:29,494 --> 00:52:31,583
Like what?

980
00:52:31,626 --> 00:52:33,976
Like why do you think
you're here?

981
00:52:34,020 --> 00:52:36,718
Because my mother said
I had to come,
and to shut her up, I came.

982
00:52:38,155 --> 00:52:39,895
Sharing with you
wasn't part of the deal.

983
00:52:40,940 --> 00:52:42,246
Why are you so mad
at your mother?

984
00:52:43,551 --> 00:52:45,292
Oh, I don't know.

985
00:52:46,337 --> 00:52:47,860
Because she's a bigot?

986
00:52:50,210 --> 00:52:51,820
Now, that's good.
That's a start.

987
00:52:53,300 --> 00:52:54,301
Really?

988
00:52:55,433 --> 00:52:56,782
Where to now?

989
00:53:01,265 --> 00:53:03,223
JANICE: I'm at my
wits' end, Beth.

990
00:53:03,267 --> 00:53:05,921
Therapy hasn't
changed a thing.

991
00:53:05,965 --> 00:53:07,358
I try to keep her away
from Taylor, but I can't
lock her up.

992
00:53:08,533 --> 00:53:09,795
And Jimmy's no help.

993
00:53:09,838 --> 00:53:10,796
He's on Jane's side,
of course.

994
00:53:15,496 --> 00:53:16,497
What?

995
00:53:17,498 --> 00:53:18,586
Nothing.

996
00:53:18,630 --> 00:53:19,370
What, Beth?

997
00:53:20,893 --> 00:53:22,286
I don't know.

998
00:53:22,329 --> 00:53:24,070
You've always been
so liberal-minded.

999
00:53:24,113 --> 00:53:26,072
I think that
you're overreacting.

1000
00:53:26,115 --> 00:53:27,552
It's probably just a phase
she is going through.

1001
00:53:27,595 --> 00:53:29,423
Oh, I pray that it is.

1002
00:53:29,467 --> 00:53:31,382
She says it isn't.
What if it isn't?
What do I do then?

1003
00:53:31,425 --> 00:53:33,862
Well, then it isn't,
and you accept it.

1004
00:53:33,906 --> 00:53:36,691
She is your child, Janice.
Whatever happens,
you accept her.

1005
00:53:36,735 --> 00:53:38,432
What if I can't?

1006
00:53:38,476 --> 00:53:40,347
Well, then you wouldn't be
a very good mother.

1007
00:53:40,391 --> 00:53:42,697
Excuse me?

1008
00:53:42,741 --> 00:53:44,569
This is coming from someone
who has absolutely
no relationships,

1009
00:53:44,612 --> 00:53:46,266
who's incapable of them?

1010
00:53:46,310 --> 00:53:48,225
How nice it must be
for you to judge me from afar.

1011
00:53:48,268 --> 00:53:51,837
You asked for my opinion,
so don't attack me
'cause you're mad at Jane.

1012
00:53:51,880 --> 00:53:54,274
Maybe you should take a look
at why this bothers you
so much.

1013
00:53:54,318 --> 00:53:56,798
I'm sorry, but you know
absolutely nothing
about this.

1014
00:53:56,842 --> 00:53:58,887
You know what?
Why don't you just take
your condescending crap

1015
00:53:58,931 --> 00:54:00,367
and peddle it
somewhere else?

1016
00:54:05,372 --> 00:54:06,808
So, how's therapy?

1017
00:54:06,852 --> 00:54:08,636
Sucks.[CHUCKLES]

1018
00:54:08,680 --> 00:54:10,595
Do you have to go again?

1019
00:54:10,638 --> 00:54:13,815
Yeah, my mother thinks
it'll convert me.

1020
00:54:13,859 --> 00:54:17,297
Believe me, if that were true,
a lot of queers would flock
to therapists.

1021
00:54:17,341 --> 00:54:19,517
I mean, life would be easier
if we were straight.

1022
00:54:21,954 --> 00:54:23,651
But who wants easy, right?

1023
00:54:23,695 --> 00:54:25,131
Who wants to fit
into this mold?

1024
00:54:25,174 --> 00:54:26,741
We're trailblazers,

1025
00:54:26,785 --> 00:54:28,613
unique unto ourselves.

1026
00:54:28,656 --> 00:54:30,267
We're special.

1027
00:54:30,310 --> 00:54:32,834
Yeah.
We're special,
all right.

1028
00:54:32,878 --> 00:54:34,271
We can't even go anywhere.

1029
00:54:35,446 --> 00:54:36,969
Nowhere is safe.

1030
00:54:37,665 --> 00:54:38,797
[TUTTING]

1031
00:54:38,840 --> 00:54:40,581
Yes, we can.

1032
00:54:40,625 --> 00:54:42,017
Can you get out of the house
Friday night?

1033
00:54:44,324 --> 00:54:47,066
I will, even if I have
to throw myself out my window.

1034
00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:48,937
[LAUGHS]

1035
00:54:50,243 --> 00:54:51,462
[TECHNO MUSIC PLAYING]

1036
00:54:59,252 --> 00:55:02,690
There can't be this many
gay people in this town.
It isn't humanly possible.

1037
00:55:02,734 --> 00:55:05,127
Oh, we are everywhere.
In every city.

1038
00:55:05,171 --> 00:55:06,477
We just learn how to hide.

1039
00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:37,377
JANICE: Where have you been?

1040
00:55:37,421 --> 00:55:38,683
ROBERT: It's 4:00
in the morning.

1041
00:55:38,726 --> 00:55:40,815
I was out.
Let's just leave
it at that.

1042
00:55:40,859 --> 00:55:42,774
No. We will not
leave it at that.

1043
00:55:42,817 --> 00:55:44,428
You are grounded
for a month.

1044
00:55:44,471 --> 00:55:45,385
We will take you
to school.

1045
00:55:45,429 --> 00:55:46,865
We will pick you up
from school.

1046
00:55:46,908 --> 00:55:48,954
We will set our alarms
on the hour if we have to.

1047
00:55:48,997 --> 00:55:50,782
That is what you have
reduced us to.

1048
00:55:50,825 --> 00:55:52,044
You can't do that.

1049
00:55:52,087 --> 00:55:52,914
Oh, yes, we can.Now go to your room.

1050
00:55:58,006 --> 00:56:00,313
JANE: Acting out
is a strange thing.

1051
00:56:00,357 --> 00:56:02,184
No one ever wins,

1052
00:56:02,228 --> 00:56:03,229
but you don't know that
when you're doing it.

1053
00:56:19,332 --> 00:56:20,246
[SIGHS]

1054
00:56:21,421 --> 00:56:22,683
Jane, we have
to talk about this.

1055
00:56:23,815 --> 00:56:25,686
What's there
to talk about?

1056
00:56:25,730 --> 00:56:27,993
My mother can't look at me,
you're disappointed in me.

1057
00:56:28,036 --> 00:56:29,734
What else is there
to talk about?

1058
00:56:29,777 --> 00:56:31,039
Fine.
Then I'll talk about it.

1059
00:56:32,780 --> 00:56:35,217
[SIGHS] You have to understand

1060
00:56:35,261 --> 00:56:38,438
this isn't just normal
growing pains.

1061
00:56:38,482 --> 00:56:41,572
This decision could inform
the rest of your life.

1062
00:56:41,615 --> 00:56:43,138
That's why your mother and I
are so upset about this.

1063
00:56:43,182 --> 00:56:44,575
I understand that,

1064
00:56:44,618 --> 00:56:47,795
but this isn't easy
for me, either.

1065
00:56:47,839 --> 00:56:50,319
And parents are supposed
to love their kids
no matter what.

1066
00:56:52,626 --> 00:56:53,888
Janie, I...

1067
00:56:53,932 --> 00:56:55,412
I will always love you,
no matter what.

1068
00:56:57,065 --> 00:56:58,284
It doesn't feel
that way to me.

1069
00:57:05,683 --> 00:57:07,075
Oh. Sorry.

1070
00:57:07,119 --> 00:57:09,469
It's okay.

1071
00:57:09,513 --> 00:57:11,253
I just wanted to tell you
that I'm still your friend,

1072
00:57:11,297 --> 00:57:12,603
no matter who
you sleep with.

1073
00:57:13,212 --> 00:57:14,213
[LAUGHS]

1074
00:57:18,347 --> 00:57:20,698
I can't believe
she grounded you
for a whole month.

1075
00:57:20,741 --> 00:57:22,656
Isn't therapy enough
of a punishment?

1076
00:57:22,700 --> 00:57:24,005
Only if you have to go.

1077
00:57:27,444 --> 00:57:28,488
This isn't gonna work,
Jane.

1078
00:57:30,621 --> 00:57:31,448
What?

1079
00:57:32,231 --> 00:57:33,362
Us.

1080
00:57:33,406 --> 00:57:35,408
I mean, I really like you,

1081
00:57:35,452 --> 00:57:36,757
but this is getting
out of control.

1082
00:57:36,801 --> 00:57:38,019
It's not worth it.

1083
00:57:41,849 --> 00:57:45,636
But why should we let
other people decide
what's best for us?

1084
00:57:45,679 --> 00:57:48,334
Jane, I've had
more relationships
than you,

1085
00:57:48,377 --> 00:57:51,816
and I guess
I just don't get
as attached.

1086
00:57:51,859 --> 00:57:54,166
It's as easy for me to have
them as it is not to
have them.

1087
00:57:56,951 --> 00:57:58,257
But I love you.

1088
00:57:58,300 --> 00:58:00,085
No, you don't.

1089
00:58:00,128 --> 00:58:02,130
You barely know me.

1090
00:58:02,174 --> 00:58:04,132
You just think you do
because I was your first.

1091
00:58:05,090 --> 00:58:06,265
You'll get over it.

1092
00:58:07,092 --> 00:58:08,136
You'll get over me.

1093
00:58:09,616 --> 00:58:11,052
It's just better this way.

1094
00:58:29,375 --> 00:58:30,289
[SOBBING]

1095
00:58:57,403 --> 00:58:58,317
What happened?

1096
00:59:00,014 --> 00:59:02,408
I'm gay, and everyone
hates me.

1097
00:59:02,451 --> 00:59:04,149
They don't hate you.
They're kids.

1098
00:59:05,977 --> 00:59:09,546
What did they do?
Did someone say
something to you?

1099
00:59:09,589 --> 00:59:12,984
Taylor just broke up
with me.

1100
00:59:13,027 --> 00:59:15,421
She never really cared
about me in the first place.

1101
00:59:15,464 --> 00:59:17,031
That's not true.
Of course she did.

1102
00:59:17,075 --> 00:59:18,729
No, she didn't.

1103
00:59:18,772 --> 00:59:21,558
She is...
It was just a fling to her.
She said so herself.

1104
00:59:24,822 --> 00:59:25,692
I'm sorry.

1105
00:59:30,044 --> 00:59:31,350
I just wanna die.

1106
00:59:34,353 --> 00:59:36,268
Yeah.You don't understand.

1107
00:59:40,620 --> 00:59:42,404
Yes, I do.

1108
00:59:42,448 --> 00:59:44,189
The first girl I dated
dumped me, too.

1109
00:59:47,801 --> 00:59:51,109
What did you just say?

1110
00:59:51,152 --> 00:59:53,720
I swear I thought
I just heard you say
you dated a girl.

1111
00:59:53,764 --> 00:59:54,982
I did.

1112
00:59:57,028 --> 00:59:57,855
No way.

1113
00:59:57,898 --> 00:59:59,247
Yes, way.

1114
01:00:00,597 --> 01:00:02,642
I'm still dating girls,
Jane.

1115
01:00:02,686 --> 01:00:03,948
I'm gay.

1116
01:00:05,210 --> 01:00:07,255
Oh, my God.

1117
01:00:07,299 --> 01:00:09,388
But nobody knows,
so I'd appreciate it
if you didn't tell anyone.

1118
01:00:10,911 --> 01:00:14,045
I swear.

1119
01:00:14,088 --> 01:00:16,177
I know it seems like
the end of the world,
but it's not.

1120
01:00:19,093 --> 01:00:21,139
When I was 16,

1121
01:00:21,182 --> 01:00:24,142
I fell madly in love.
And her name was Barbara.

1122
01:00:24,185 --> 01:00:27,885
Mmm. And I thought
I would spend the rest
of my life with her.

1123
01:00:27,928 --> 01:00:30,888
But we didn't even know
what a life was then.

1124
01:00:30,931 --> 01:00:34,848
We hadn't been with anyone,
we hadn't done anything.
How would we know anything?

1125
01:00:34,892 --> 01:00:38,417
And when she dumped me
to date Phillip Conway,
the football star,

1126
01:00:38,460 --> 01:00:39,636
I thought I'd die, too.

1127
01:00:41,550 --> 01:00:43,074
What did you do?

1128
01:00:43,117 --> 01:00:45,380
I didn't die.

1129
01:00:45,424 --> 01:00:48,035
But it took me some time
to get over her.

1130
01:00:48,079 --> 01:00:49,994
And eventually I did.
We became friends.

1131
01:00:50,037 --> 01:00:51,256
We still are.

1132
01:00:53,301 --> 01:00:55,564
When did you know?

1133
01:00:55,608 --> 01:00:58,089
I mean, really know
that you were gay,

1134
01:00:58,132 --> 01:00:59,699
that it wasn't a phase?

1135
01:00:59,743 --> 01:01:01,962
Almost from the start.

1136
01:01:02,006 --> 01:01:03,398
It's not that
I didn't like men.

1137
01:01:04,182 --> 01:01:06,140
It's just that I felt

1138
01:01:07,794 --> 01:01:10,362
connected to women
in a different kind of way,

1139
01:01:10,405 --> 01:01:13,365
a way that I'd never felt
with a man.

1140
01:01:13,408 --> 01:01:16,542
Even though I tried,
over and over again,

1141
01:01:16,585 --> 01:01:20,633
to please my mother,
to please other people,
to be like them.

1142
01:01:20,677 --> 01:01:22,679
But I wasn't like them.
I was me.

1143
01:01:25,812 --> 01:01:27,945
How long did it take you
to get over Barbara?

1144
01:01:27,988 --> 01:01:29,033
A couple years.

1145
01:01:29,773 --> 01:01:31,775
I'm kidding.

1146
01:01:31,818 --> 01:01:34,473
But it'll take some time.

1147
01:01:34,516 --> 01:01:37,171
An open heart
is easily wounded
and hard to repair.

1148
01:01:45,527 --> 01:01:48,922
We have to pick up Brad
at Jeff's after dinner.

1149
01:01:48,966 --> 01:01:50,445
I'll go.Okay.

1150
01:02:01,761 --> 01:02:03,458
ROBERT: Jane, what's
the matter?

1151
01:02:05,939 --> 01:02:08,507
Besides the fact that
I live with the Gestapo,

1152
01:02:08,550 --> 01:02:10,335
you'll be happy to know

1153
01:02:10,378 --> 01:02:11,858
that Taylor broke up
with me today.

1154
01:02:14,121 --> 01:02:15,514
Because of you.

1155
01:02:21,215 --> 01:02:22,390
Honey,

1156
01:02:23,609 --> 01:02:25,742
it'll be okay.

1157
01:02:25,785 --> 01:02:27,221
Maybe that'll put an end
to this nonsense.

1158
01:02:28,396 --> 01:02:30,616
It isn't nonsense to me.

1159
01:02:35,490 --> 01:02:36,883
[SIGHS]

1160
01:02:36,927 --> 01:02:39,103
My God, Janice,
she's hurting.

1161
01:02:39,146 --> 01:02:40,539
Can't you just be her mother
for a minute?

1162
01:02:42,410 --> 01:02:43,629
Don't concern yourself

1163
01:02:44,978 --> 01:02:46,240
with what I should be.

1164
01:02:46,284 --> 01:02:48,286
This isn't all about you,
you know.

1165
01:02:48,329 --> 01:02:50,462
No, it isn't.
And maybe you should
concern yourself

1166
01:02:50,505 --> 01:02:52,812
with the fact that
your daughter could
have ruined her life.

1167
01:02:52,856 --> 01:02:54,727
I'll tell you what
I'm concerned about.

1168
01:02:54,771 --> 01:02:57,469
I'm concerned about
the fact that my daughter's
got a broken heart.

1169
01:02:57,512 --> 01:02:59,123
That's what I'm
concerned about.

1170
01:03:03,954 --> 01:03:06,043
JANE: I wasn't sorry
about how I felt,

1171
01:03:06,086 --> 01:03:07,784
but believe it or not,

1172
01:03:07,827 --> 01:03:09,916
I was sorry about tearing
my parents apart.

1173
01:03:11,918 --> 01:03:13,354
[SIGHS]

1174
01:03:13,398 --> 01:03:14,486
[TECHNO MUSIC PLAYING]

1175
01:03:18,664 --> 01:03:20,057
[PEOPLE CHEERING]

1176
01:03:32,852 --> 01:03:35,420
JANE: If adults could just
remember their first love,

1177
01:03:35,463 --> 01:03:37,161
maybe they wouldn't think
ours were so wrong.

1178
01:03:53,394 --> 01:03:54,918
[THUD]

1179
01:03:54,961 --> 01:03:56,049
Where have you been?

1180
01:03:57,224 --> 01:03:58,312
Out.

1181
01:03:58,356 --> 01:04:01,054
You been drinking?

1182
01:04:01,098 --> 01:04:03,317
Yes.What are you thinking
about?

1183
01:04:03,361 --> 01:04:04,884
You're grounded
again!

1184
01:04:04,928 --> 01:04:07,626
Why?Because you're
16 years old.

1185
01:04:07,669 --> 01:04:08,670
And as long as
you're in this house,

1186
01:04:08,714 --> 01:04:10,890
you will do what we say,

1187
01:04:10,934 --> 01:04:12,152
or I'll lock you up!

1188
01:04:17,157 --> 01:04:19,899
Where's your little
girlfriend?

1189
01:04:19,943 --> 01:04:21,988
Just walk away, Elizabeth.

1190
01:04:22,032 --> 01:04:23,816
Who's gonna make me?

1191
01:04:23,860 --> 01:04:25,209
I will.

1192
01:04:25,252 --> 01:04:27,472
Oh, that's right.
You're a dyke now,
aren't you?

1193
01:04:28,908 --> 01:04:30,040
[STUDENTS SHOUTING]

1194
01:04:30,083 --> 01:04:31,476
MS. WALCOTT: Jane, stop it!

1195
01:04:31,519 --> 01:04:33,695
Stop this nonsense!
Stop it!

1196
01:04:33,739 --> 01:04:36,089
Stop it! Stop it!

1197
01:04:37,090 --> 01:04:39,353
[KNOCKING DOOR]

1198
01:04:39,397 --> 01:04:41,355
JANE: Whoever said these were
the best years of your life
was a liar.

1199
01:04:41,399 --> 01:04:42,661
Hello, Mr. Anderson.

1200
01:04:42,704 --> 01:04:43,880
I'm sorry.
I came as soon as I could.

1201
01:04:44,793 --> 01:04:46,230
Glad you're here.

1202
01:04:46,273 --> 01:04:49,146
We can't tolerate violence
of any kind around here.

1203
01:04:49,189 --> 01:04:50,843
That's why I'm
suspending Jane.

1204
01:04:50,887 --> 01:04:52,018
I'm sorry.

1205
01:04:52,062 --> 01:04:53,585
I understand.

1206
01:04:53,628 --> 01:04:55,761
I'm sorry for any trouble
that Jane has caused.

1207
01:04:55,804 --> 01:04:57,458
You don't have
to apologize for me.

1208
01:04:57,502 --> 01:04:59,460
Somebody has to.
Come on, come on,
let's go.

1209
01:05:00,984 --> 01:05:02,376
Come on.

1210
01:05:05,989 --> 01:05:07,164
Let go of me!

1211
01:05:07,207 --> 01:05:09,731
What, you're gonna
hit me, too?

1212
01:05:09,775 --> 01:05:11,516
Hey, lesbo, if you were
with me,

1213
01:05:11,559 --> 01:05:12,473
you wouldn't need
to be a dyke.

1214
01:05:12,517 --> 01:05:14,258
[BOYS LAUGHING]

1215
01:05:14,301 --> 01:05:15,781
That's right!
That's right.Yeah!

1216
01:05:18,218 --> 01:05:20,699
Why do you care
what they say?
You're just like them.

1217
01:05:24,442 --> 01:05:26,531
Jane.

1218
01:05:26,574 --> 01:05:28,141
Jane, get in here.
Come on.

1219
01:05:37,107 --> 01:05:38,760
I'm not even gonna ask you

1220
01:05:38,804 --> 01:05:40,545
to explain what you did,

1221
01:05:40,588 --> 01:05:42,808
because there is
no explanation.

1222
01:05:42,851 --> 01:05:45,811
Jane. You can't
resolve things this way.

1223
01:05:45,854 --> 01:05:48,074
Why not?
Elizabeth started it.

1224
01:05:48,118 --> 01:05:49,728
She was making fun
of Taylor and me.

1225
01:05:49,771 --> 01:05:50,947
Do you blame her?

1226
01:05:50,990 --> 01:05:53,732
What you're doing
isn't normal.

1227
01:05:53,775 --> 01:05:55,560
Jimmy's normal.
Ms. Walcott's normal.

1228
01:06:03,133 --> 01:06:03,916
What did you say?

1229
01:06:05,962 --> 01:06:08,529
Nothing. I accidentally said
her name. I just meant Jimmy.

1230
01:06:10,357 --> 01:06:12,533
You said,
"Ms. Walcott's normal."

1231
01:06:14,927 --> 01:06:16,581
Is Ms. Walcott gay?

1232
01:06:18,931 --> 01:06:19,932
ROBERT: Jane.

1233
01:06:20,846 --> 01:06:21,760
Is your teacher gay?

1234
01:06:24,937 --> 01:06:26,678
Yes, but it doesn't matter.

1235
01:06:26,721 --> 01:06:28,071
Of course it matters.

1236
01:06:29,463 --> 01:06:31,378
She has influence over you.

1237
01:06:31,422 --> 01:06:33,206
She's misusing it.

1238
01:06:33,250 --> 01:06:36,035
She's the only good thing
at that damn school!

1239
01:06:36,079 --> 01:06:37,602
Well, we'll just see
about that.

1240
01:06:37,645 --> 01:06:39,778
No, please.
Don't hurt Ms. Walcott.

1241
01:06:39,821 --> 01:06:43,042
Please, Mom!
Please don't say anything!
I'll die!

1242
01:06:43,086 --> 01:06:44,391
Janice.No!

1243
01:06:44,435 --> 01:06:45,740
Janice, don't do this!

1244
01:06:45,784 --> 01:06:48,961
[SOBBING] No, please!

1245
01:06:49,005 --> 01:06:51,703
Why is she
doing this?Jane.

1246
01:06:51,746 --> 01:06:54,053
Its okay,
it's okay.

1247
01:06:54,097 --> 01:06:55,881
Honey.

1248
01:06:55,924 --> 01:06:58,231
It's not!Janie, come on.
Come on.

1249
01:06:58,275 --> 01:06:59,537
[SOBBING]

1250
01:07:06,283 --> 01:07:08,067
Ms. Walcott?

1251
01:07:08,111 --> 01:07:09,982
Yes?I'm Janice Tylor,
Jane's mother.

1252
01:07:10,026 --> 01:07:10,896
Oh, it's nice
to meet you.

1253
01:07:10,939 --> 01:07:13,290
Stay away from
my daughter.

1254
01:07:13,333 --> 01:07:15,422
Well, that'll be difficult.
I'm her teacher.

1255
01:07:15,466 --> 01:07:17,859
You're also gay,
and you're influencing her.

1256
01:07:17,903 --> 01:07:19,165
Unless you'd like me
to go to the school board,

1257
01:07:19,209 --> 01:07:20,688
which I'm perfectly
prepared to do,

1258
01:07:20,732 --> 01:07:21,907
just stay away
from my daughter.

1259
01:07:24,910 --> 01:07:26,303
[DOOR CLOSES]

1260
01:07:47,846 --> 01:07:49,021
[SIGHS]

1261
01:07:49,065 --> 01:07:50,153
Jane?

1262
01:07:54,766 --> 01:07:58,030
Your father and I have decided
we have to do something
about your behavior.

1263
01:07:58,074 --> 01:08:00,119
We tried talking to you,
punishing you.

1264
01:08:00,163 --> 01:08:03,905
And therapy hasn't
worked at all, so...

1265
01:08:03,949 --> 01:08:06,517
We've decided
that we should send
you away to boarding school.

1266
01:08:07,474 --> 01:08:09,476
I won't go.

1267
01:08:09,520 --> 01:08:11,522
I like the school I'm in.

1268
01:08:11,565 --> 01:08:13,437
This isn't your choice.

1269
01:08:13,480 --> 01:08:14,742
It's not what we want to do.

1270
01:08:16,179 --> 01:08:17,876
Well, I'll run away.

1271
01:08:17,919 --> 01:08:20,357
They can't watch me
24 hours a day.

1272
01:08:20,400 --> 01:08:21,880
Maybe you'd prefer
outward bound?

1273
01:08:23,969 --> 01:08:25,623
I don't care.
Do what you have to do.

1274
01:08:25,666 --> 01:08:27,625
No, Jane.
Jane!

1275
01:08:27,668 --> 01:08:28,887
Let her go.

1276
01:08:31,585 --> 01:08:32,499
How did we get here?

1277
01:08:32,543 --> 01:08:34,066
You know how we got here.

1278
01:08:34,110 --> 01:08:35,328
No, I don't.

1279
01:08:36,764 --> 01:08:39,376
I don't want
to send her away.

1280
01:08:39,419 --> 01:08:41,029
I'm not gonna let you
make this my fault.

1281
01:08:57,045 --> 01:08:57,872
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

1282
01:09:02,268 --> 01:09:05,010
Jane!
What are you doing here?

1283
01:09:05,053 --> 01:09:06,403
Oh, come in, come in,
come in.

1284
01:09:08,405 --> 01:09:09,449
[DOOR CLOSING]

1285
01:09:09,493 --> 01:09:10,842
Are you okay?

1286
01:09:12,539 --> 01:09:13,714
WOMAN: Lynn?

1287
01:09:15,325 --> 01:09:17,065
Uh, honey, this is Jane.

1288
01:09:17,109 --> 01:09:20,199
Oh, hi, Jane.
I've heard a lot about you.

1289
01:09:21,722 --> 01:09:23,507
You guys want some tea
or something?

1290
01:09:23,550 --> 01:09:25,422
You want some tea?No, thanks.

1291
01:09:25,465 --> 01:09:27,554
[SOFTLY] All right.Well, I'm gonna
go back to sleep.

1292
01:09:27,598 --> 01:09:29,339
I gotta get up early.

1293
01:09:29,382 --> 01:09:30,688
It's nice to meet you.

1294
01:09:30,731 --> 01:09:31,950
Hang in there.

1295
01:09:32,690 --> 01:09:34,126
Come on over here.

1296
01:09:35,606 --> 01:09:37,651
What's going on?

1297
01:09:37,695 --> 01:09:40,393
I'm so sorry.
I never meant to hurt you.

1298
01:09:40,437 --> 01:09:42,700
Oh, sweetie,
you didn't.

1299
01:09:42,743 --> 01:09:44,397
It's gonna be okay.

1300
01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:48,053
It won't be.

1301
01:09:48,096 --> 01:09:50,316
My parents
are sending me away.

1302
01:09:50,360 --> 01:09:51,404
They're kicking me out.

1303
01:09:51,448 --> 01:09:52,884
They hate me.

1304
01:09:52,927 --> 01:09:54,755
Everybody hates me.

1305
01:09:54,799 --> 01:09:58,106
I don't know what to do.
I have nowhere to go.

1306
01:09:58,150 --> 01:09:59,760
I just wanna disappear.

1307
01:10:01,762 --> 01:10:03,982
I don't wanna
live anymore.

1308
01:10:04,025 --> 01:10:06,332
Oh, it's gonna be okay,
I swear.

1309
01:10:07,464 --> 01:10:08,900
It's gonna be okay.

1310
01:10:10,423 --> 01:10:11,772
[SIGHS]

1311
01:10:15,254 --> 01:10:16,777
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

1312
01:10:24,611 --> 01:10:26,570
I know that I'm
the last person you expected

1313
01:10:26,613 --> 01:10:29,486
and the last person that
you wanted to see,

1314
01:10:29,529 --> 01:10:32,228
but Jane ran away tonight,
and she came to my house.

1315
01:10:32,271 --> 01:10:34,491
Is she there now?Yes.

1316
01:10:34,534 --> 01:10:36,188
Would you please give us
your address, so we can
come get her?

1317
01:10:36,232 --> 01:10:38,799
No, first you're gonna
listen to what I have
to say to you.

1318
01:10:38,843 --> 01:10:41,019
And then after that,
you can do whatever it is
you need to do.

1319
01:10:44,022 --> 01:10:45,763
I know you think
it isn't my place

1320
01:10:45,806 --> 01:10:47,982
to say anything to you
about your daughter,
but someone has to.

1321
01:10:50,158 --> 01:10:52,639
I understand
I may repulse you,

1322
01:10:52,683 --> 01:10:55,163
but I also understand
Jane's pain.

1323
01:10:55,207 --> 01:10:56,774
The pain of having
people hate you,

1324
01:10:56,817 --> 01:10:58,819
not based on you,
but based on

1325
01:10:58,863 --> 01:11:00,865
what I think we have
very little control over.

1326
01:11:00,908 --> 01:11:03,259
Well, that's where
you and I disagree.

1327
01:11:03,302 --> 01:11:05,913
Look, you've made your
choice, and frankly,

1328
01:11:05,957 --> 01:11:07,088
it's none of my business.

1329
01:11:08,829 --> 01:11:11,179
I just don't think

1330
01:11:11,223 --> 01:11:13,921
that you should be teaching
young girls

1331
01:11:13,965 --> 01:11:17,490
and supporting
alternative lifestyles

1332
01:11:17,534 --> 01:11:19,710
just because they happen
to be yours.

1333
01:11:21,842 --> 01:11:24,018
Don't you understand
that Jane

1334
01:11:25,368 --> 01:11:28,719
and girls like Jane
are impressionable?

1335
01:11:30,503 --> 01:11:32,070
That they look up
to their teachers?

1336
01:11:34,507 --> 01:11:36,422
They wanna be
just like them.

1337
01:11:38,163 --> 01:11:41,471
Just let me finish
what I have to say to you,

1338
01:11:41,514 --> 01:11:43,864
and then after that if you
want to go to the school
board, so be it.

1339
01:11:44,735 --> 01:11:47,390
But in the meantime,

1340
01:11:47,433 --> 01:11:50,262
your child that you
gave birth to
is in agony,

1341
01:11:50,306 --> 01:11:53,221
and she doesn't
need to be.

1342
01:11:53,265 --> 01:11:57,095
Jane ran away tonight
because she thinks
that you hate her,

1343
01:11:57,138 --> 01:11:58,966
and I know what that's like.

1344
01:11:59,010 --> 01:12:00,359
It's awful.

1345
01:12:00,403 --> 01:12:02,187
And no child should have to
go through that.

1346
01:12:04,276 --> 01:12:05,451
Jane's a good person,

1347
01:12:05,495 --> 01:12:08,715
and being gay doesn't make
her a bad one.

1348
01:12:08,759 --> 01:12:11,892
She's still the same person
that you adored two weeks ago.

1349
01:12:11,936 --> 01:12:13,720
I still adore my daughter.

1350
01:12:15,461 --> 01:12:17,985
I just want to protect her
from people like you.

1351
01:12:18,029 --> 01:12:20,814
ROBERT: Janice, let her talk.

1352
01:12:20,858 --> 01:12:24,949
Jane's only crime
is that she loves
differently than you do.

1353
01:12:26,994 --> 01:12:28,648
And you don't have to
understand it,

1354
01:12:28,692 --> 01:12:29,954
or even agree with it.

1355
01:12:30,911 --> 01:12:32,957
But unless you try to,

1356
01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,872
you're gonna lose her
forever.

1357
01:12:34,915 --> 01:12:36,439
I appreciate your concern,

1358
01:12:36,482 --> 01:12:38,049
but I think we know
our daughter better
than you do.

1359
01:12:38,092 --> 01:12:39,485
Really?

1360
01:12:39,529 --> 01:12:41,444
Well, did you know
that your daughter

1361
01:12:41,487 --> 01:12:44,360
came to my house tonight
thinking that suicide
was one of her options?

1362
01:12:51,758 --> 01:12:52,759
[SIGHS]

1363
01:13:06,469 --> 01:13:08,601
Could I speak to Jane
alone, please?

1364
01:13:08,645 --> 01:13:10,908
ROBERT: Yeah, sure.
I'll wait out there.

1365
01:13:16,479 --> 01:13:17,262
[SIGHS]

1366
01:13:22,354 --> 01:13:23,137
Hi.

1367
01:13:34,279 --> 01:13:36,020
Ms. Walcott
came over tonight

1368
01:13:38,501 --> 01:13:42,156
and told us something
I'd never considered before.

1369
01:13:45,551 --> 01:13:49,642
She said
that if I continued
to behave

1370
01:13:49,686 --> 01:13:50,861
the way
I've been behaving,

1371
01:13:52,645 --> 01:13:55,126
that I would lose you,
permanently.

1372
01:13:59,217 --> 01:14:01,306
I'm your mother,
and I love you,

1373
01:14:03,526 --> 01:14:04,875
and I don't wanna lose you.

1374
01:14:13,927 --> 01:14:15,538
When you first told us,

1375
01:14:16,800 --> 01:14:18,062
I thought,

1376
01:14:20,194 --> 01:14:21,500
"What have I done
wrong as a mother?"

1377
01:14:23,589 --> 01:14:24,808
And

1378
01:14:26,766 --> 01:14:28,159
I did think,

1379
01:14:29,769 --> 01:14:32,903
"What will people say?
What do I tell my friends?"

1380
01:14:37,864 --> 01:14:39,562
But my first reaction

1381
01:14:41,738 --> 01:14:43,261
was that I didn't want
your life

1382
01:14:43,304 --> 01:14:44,871
to be any harder
than it had to be.

1383
01:14:49,310 --> 01:14:51,704
The world is not
a nice place.

1384
01:14:56,622 --> 01:14:58,189
And I guess I had
the same dreams

1385
01:14:58,232 --> 01:15:00,147
as every mother has
for their little girl.

1386
01:15:05,457 --> 01:15:06,763
That you'd meet
a good man,

1387
01:15:08,068 --> 01:15:09,156
you'd fall in love,

1388
01:15:10,201 --> 01:15:11,985
get married,
have children.

1389
01:15:12,029 --> 01:15:13,639
Those are your dreams.

1390
01:15:16,424 --> 01:15:17,643
I know that.

1391
01:15:25,695 --> 01:15:27,218
Can I ask you a question?

1392
01:15:28,132 --> 01:15:29,263
Yeah.

1393
01:15:31,570 --> 01:15:34,225
When did you first feel
that you were, um...

1394
01:15:37,663 --> 01:15:39,665
A lesbian?

1395
01:15:39,709 --> 01:15:41,754
It's okay. You can say it
without becoming one.

1396
01:15:41,798 --> 01:15:43,887
[LAUGHS]

1397
01:15:48,544 --> 01:15:50,023
Oh, God.

1398
01:15:50,067 --> 01:15:52,243
God, you're exhausting
sometimes.

1399
01:15:52,983 --> 01:15:53,984
Sorry.

1400
01:15:57,248 --> 01:15:59,555
I guess

1401
01:15:59,598 --> 01:16:01,774
I've always known
that I was different.

1402
01:16:03,428 --> 01:16:07,432
And I didn't
feel a part of things.

1403
01:16:08,955 --> 01:16:10,522
I'm not sure
when it became clear.

1404
01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:13,960
Probably last year.

1405
01:16:15,875 --> 01:16:18,138
But I guess it's always
been inside of me.

1406
01:16:21,359 --> 01:16:22,926
What's the hardest part
about it?

1407
01:16:25,581 --> 01:16:27,321
That the people you care
about will hate you.

1408
01:16:30,150 --> 01:16:31,761
I could never hate you.

1409
01:16:35,286 --> 01:16:36,374
I don't think
I'm gonna change,

1410
01:16:36,417 --> 01:16:38,550
and I know you want
me to, so...

1411
01:16:39,812 --> 01:16:41,205
What do we do?

1412
01:16:42,859 --> 01:16:44,208
I don't know.

1413
01:16:49,082 --> 01:16:50,344
We'll just try harder.

1414
01:16:52,869 --> 01:16:53,783
I will if you will.

1415
01:17:00,746 --> 01:17:02,182
I don't know

1416
01:17:03,880 --> 01:17:05,185
if I'm ever going to
accept it.

1417
01:17:06,404 --> 01:17:09,363
And frankly,

1418
01:17:09,407 --> 01:17:12,236
I don't know if I can
understand what you're doing,

1419
01:17:15,935 --> 01:17:17,676
but we'll take it day by day.

1420
01:17:31,124 --> 01:17:33,474
JANE: An hour ago, I didn't
think I had a mother.

1421
01:17:33,518 --> 01:17:36,347
But now I think I may be
meeting her for the
very first time.

1422
01:17:42,788 --> 01:17:44,921
Thanks for not telling
anyone about Ms. Walcott.

1423
01:17:44,964 --> 01:17:45,835
You're welcome.

1424
01:17:48,011 --> 01:17:50,448
What?

1425
01:17:50,491 --> 01:17:53,625
Oh, because you're still
having a hard time
accepting this,

1426
01:17:53,669 --> 01:17:55,671
I'd like you to come
to a meeting with me.

1427
01:17:55,714 --> 01:17:57,760
It's for parents
with gay kids.
It's called PFLAG.

1428
01:17:59,196 --> 01:18:01,285
What kind of a name is that?

1429
01:18:01,328 --> 01:18:04,680
It stands for Parents,
Friends and Families
of Lesbians and Gays.

1430
01:18:05,681 --> 01:18:07,247
Ah.

1431
01:18:07,291 --> 01:18:08,509
And what would we do there?

1432
01:18:11,034 --> 01:18:13,166
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]

1433
01:18:15,778 --> 01:18:17,388
Come on.

1434
01:18:17,431 --> 01:18:18,302
I'm coming!
Don't pull me.

1435
01:18:19,825 --> 01:18:21,958
Hi. Welcome to PFLAG.

1436
01:18:22,001 --> 01:18:24,395
I'm Dorothy,
and my son is gay.

1437
01:18:24,438 --> 01:18:26,005
Well, this is my mother,
Janice,

1438
01:18:26,049 --> 01:18:27,441
and her daughter
is a lesbian.

1439
01:18:28,268 --> 01:18:30,531
That would be me.

1440
01:18:30,575 --> 01:18:32,142
It's hard to say at first,
but pretty soon,

1441
01:18:32,185 --> 01:18:33,317
you'll be saying it
to everyone.

1442
01:18:33,883 --> 01:18:35,145
Oh. Really?

1443
01:18:35,972 --> 01:18:36,973
When would that be?

1444
01:18:41,194 --> 01:18:42,718
WOMAN: First, I thought
it was me.

1445
01:18:44,502 --> 01:18:46,460
Then I thought,

1446
01:18:46,504 --> 01:18:50,638
"What will people think
about me?

1447
01:18:50,682 --> 01:18:52,249
"What kind of horrible
mother am I?"

1448
01:18:54,164 --> 01:18:57,689
Then when
I almost lost my child

1449
01:18:57,733 --> 01:19:00,997
because of
my ignorance,

1450
01:19:02,650 --> 01:19:04,217
I found her again,

1451
01:19:05,479 --> 01:19:07,046
and who she was

1452
01:19:08,831 --> 01:19:11,529
was exactly who she was
always meant to be.

1453
01:19:13,661 --> 01:19:15,054
A good child.

1454
01:19:15,098 --> 01:19:16,708
A kind child.

1455
01:19:16,752 --> 01:19:18,318
My...

1456
01:19:20,886 --> 01:19:22,322
My child.
Excuse me.

1457
01:19:27,414 --> 01:19:29,416
What I came to realize

1458
01:19:30,940 --> 01:19:32,332
was that none of this

1459
01:19:33,986 --> 01:19:35,422
has anything to do with us.

1460
01:19:37,381 --> 01:19:38,904
It's their lives.

1461
01:19:40,210 --> 01:19:41,689
And we as parents

1462
01:19:41,733 --> 01:19:43,779
need to let them live
their lives.

1463
01:19:45,345 --> 01:19:46,477
As they see fit.

1464
01:19:47,565 --> 01:19:50,263
Not as we see fit.

1465
01:19:53,092 --> 01:19:54,354
Thank you.

1466
01:19:54,398 --> 01:19:55,965
[APPLAUSE]

1467
01:19:59,795 --> 01:20:01,013
Ring a bell?

1468
01:20:05,191 --> 01:20:06,453
Got that, got that.

1469
01:20:07,846 --> 01:20:09,587
Yeah.Oh, thanks.

1470
01:20:16,855 --> 01:20:17,813
Thank you.

1471
01:20:19,597 --> 01:20:21,077
Oh, don't even think
about it.

1472
01:20:21,120 --> 01:20:23,688
He's my friend,
nothing more,
nothing less.

1473
01:20:23,731 --> 01:20:25,777
She's still a dyke, Mom.

1474
01:20:25,821 --> 01:20:27,431
And she's still your sister,
so watch your mouth!

1475
01:20:31,000 --> 01:20:32,392
JANICE: Oh, please.[BETH LAUGHING]

1476
01:20:33,480 --> 01:20:34,481
Just go to hell, all of you.

1477
01:20:34,525 --> 01:20:36,005
[ALL LAUGHING]

1478
01:20:37,658 --> 01:20:39,182
The ketchup, please?

1479
01:20:39,225 --> 01:20:40,748
[BETH LAUGHING]

1480
01:20:40,792 --> 01:20:41,749
Give me the ketchup.

1481
01:20:42,446 --> 01:20:43,403
Thank you.

1482
01:20:48,669 --> 01:20:50,671
You know, I'm really
proud of you.

1483
01:20:51,934 --> 01:20:53,022
Don't be.

1484
01:20:57,678 --> 01:20:59,419
I hear they have a saying
in AA.

1485
01:21:00,986 --> 01:21:02,553
To act as if.

1486
01:21:04,642 --> 01:21:05,991
As if you, uh,

1487
01:21:07,297 --> 01:21:10,735
understand or
accept something

1488
01:21:12,780 --> 01:21:14,608
when you really don't.

1489
01:21:18,874 --> 01:21:19,918
And that's what I'm doing.

1490
01:21:21,833 --> 01:21:23,356
Acting as if.

1491
01:21:27,883 --> 01:21:30,450
Because it still breaks
my heart.

1492
01:21:44,900 --> 01:21:46,553
Hey, you...MS. WALCOTT: Did you want
to say something?

1493
01:21:46,597 --> 01:21:47,641
No.

1494
01:21:49,295 --> 01:21:50,906
Thanks.

1495
01:21:50,949 --> 01:21:52,559
But you can't protect
me forever.

1496
01:21:52,603 --> 01:21:54,648
No, but when I can,
I hope you'll let me.

1497
01:21:58,826 --> 01:22:00,219
What happened to you?

1498
01:22:00,263 --> 01:22:03,005
Um, someone called me
a fag hag,

1499
01:22:03,048 --> 01:22:05,964
which is insane 'cause
you're not a fag.

1500
01:22:06,008 --> 01:22:07,183
I beat the crap
out of him anyways.

1501
01:22:10,012 --> 01:22:11,970
JANE: At that moment,
if I had been straight,

1502
01:22:12,014 --> 01:22:13,667
I would have married Ned
right then and there.

1503
01:22:17,236 --> 01:22:20,370
[WHISTLE BLOWS]

1504
01:22:20,413 --> 01:22:21,937
You okay about
Taylor moving back east?

1505
01:22:23,025 --> 01:22:24,243
Yeah, thanks.

1506
01:22:25,549 --> 01:22:28,247
Isn't this great?

1507
01:22:28,291 --> 01:22:31,598
Dad, don't think I
all of a sudden like
sports because I'm gay.

1508
01:22:32,817 --> 01:22:33,905
How about fishing?

1509
01:22:35,341 --> 01:22:37,126
I suppose golf
is out of the question.

1510
01:22:38,997 --> 01:22:40,564
So what do lesbians like
to do?

1511
01:22:43,871 --> 01:22:45,047
Same things
you like to do.

1512
01:22:46,918 --> 01:22:48,572
Can we go home now?

1513
01:22:50,226 --> 01:22:51,967
Yeah, sure.

1514
01:22:55,448 --> 01:22:56,928
MAN: Ball, ball, ball!

1515
01:23:01,541 --> 01:23:03,674
ROBERT: Hi.JANICE: Hi.

1516
01:23:03,717 --> 01:23:04,762
[DOOR CLOSES][SIGHS]

1517
01:23:04,805 --> 01:23:06,982
Boy, am I glad
to see you guys.

1518
01:23:07,025 --> 01:23:08,679
Who the hell thinks
this is fun?

1519
01:23:08,722 --> 01:23:11,421
You lose a tiny piece
you can barely see,
much less find,

1520
01:23:11,464 --> 01:23:12,988
and then you still wanna
blow your brains out.

1521
01:23:13,031 --> 01:23:14,598
Can I go to
Jeff's house now?Go, go.

1522
01:23:14,641 --> 01:23:15,947
Praise the Lord!

1523
01:23:15,991 --> 01:23:17,601
You guys have fun?Oh, yeah!

1524
01:23:17,644 --> 01:23:19,690
Tell her, Dad,
time of our lives.

1525
01:23:21,692 --> 01:23:22,998
Can I talk to you guys
for a minute?

1526
01:23:24,434 --> 01:23:25,739
Sure.

1527
01:23:27,219 --> 01:23:28,829
I appreciate
all that you're doing

1528
01:23:28,873 --> 01:23:31,136
to try to be
a part of my life

1529
01:23:31,180 --> 01:23:33,791
and to show me you love me
even though I'm gay,

1530
01:23:35,488 --> 01:23:37,447
but you don't need to try
quite so hard.

1531
01:23:39,536 --> 01:23:40,711
Sorry.Sorry.

1532
01:23:51,113 --> 01:23:53,071
Hi, Janice.
Glad you're here.

1533
01:23:53,115 --> 01:23:54,638
How's Jane?She's good, thank you.

1534
01:23:55,421 --> 01:23:56,727
And you?

1535
01:23:58,076 --> 01:23:59,251
I'm trying.

1536
01:24:01,862 --> 01:24:05,083
My name is Lorraine,
and my daughter
is a lesbian.

1537
01:24:05,127 --> 01:24:07,042
I'm Susan,
and my son is gay.

1538
01:24:10,045 --> 01:24:12,395
My name is Janice
and...

1539
01:24:14,527 --> 01:24:15,833
It's okay.

1540
01:24:15,876 --> 01:24:16,921
Let's start the meeting now.

1541
01:24:25,582 --> 01:24:27,975
What do you want?I'm not gonna hurt you.

1542
01:24:28,019 --> 01:24:29,803
Then what do you want?

1543
01:24:29,847 --> 01:24:31,414
I bought you this.

1544
01:24:33,285 --> 01:24:35,331
Why would you give me
a present?

1545
01:24:35,374 --> 01:24:37,289
I've never been nice to you
in my whole life.

1546
01:24:37,333 --> 01:24:39,900
I know.

1547
01:24:39,944 --> 01:24:42,425
But I've never been nice
to you, either, so I thought
I'd try it.

1548
01:24:42,468 --> 01:24:43,904
I'm the one who told people
you were gay.

1549
01:24:44,775 --> 01:24:46,603
I know.

1550
01:24:46,646 --> 01:24:47,865
It's a trick, isn't it?

1551
01:24:47,908 --> 01:24:48,692
No.

1552
01:24:49,475 --> 01:24:51,477
I don't get it.

1553
01:24:51,521 --> 01:24:54,872
There's a saying,
"kill 'em with kindness."

1554
01:24:54,915 --> 01:24:57,396
In a few years,
you'll know what
it means.

1555
01:24:59,181 --> 01:25:01,226
Why couldn't I eat
over at Jeff's house?

1556
01:25:01,270 --> 01:25:03,228
'Cause we have to have
more family dinners.

1557
01:25:03,272 --> 01:25:04,969
Why?Because we're gluttons
for punishment.

1558
01:25:06,579 --> 01:25:08,712
Because we're a family, son.

1559
01:25:08,755 --> 01:25:10,540
That's in the eye
of the beholder.

1560
01:25:10,583 --> 01:25:12,063
Keep it up, and you'll
behold your room.

1561
01:25:12,107 --> 01:25:14,283
[LAUGHING]

1562
01:25:14,326 --> 01:25:16,154
How are the PFLAG
meetings going, Janice?

1563
01:25:16,198 --> 01:25:17,242
Um...

1564
01:25:17,286 --> 01:25:20,158
Good, good.

1565
01:25:20,202 --> 01:25:24,989
They have this, uh,
gay pride rally
next week, but, uh,

1566
01:25:25,032 --> 01:25:26,599
I don't know. This is kind
of a field trip.

1567
01:25:26,643 --> 01:25:28,514
Great, great.
Good for you.

1568
01:25:28,558 --> 01:25:31,865
Well, uh, I don't think
I'm going to be going.

1569
01:25:31,909 --> 01:25:34,955
I mean, I'm getting better,
but I...

1570
01:25:34,999 --> 01:25:37,349
I just don't think
I'm ready to shout it
from the rooftops yet.

1571
01:25:42,615 --> 01:25:44,791
JANE: One step forward,
one step backwards.

1572
01:25:53,235 --> 01:25:54,149
[KNOCK ON DOOR]

1573
01:25:56,586 --> 01:25:57,717
Jane?

1574
01:25:58,892 --> 01:26:00,242
Can I come in?

1575
01:26:10,730 --> 01:26:13,385
Look, I'm doing the best
I can and sometimes
it stinks.

1576
01:26:16,040 --> 01:26:17,911
I'll get better,
I promise.

1577
01:26:18,477 --> 01:26:19,609
When?

1578
01:26:21,132 --> 01:26:22,394
I've been going
to the meetings,

1579
01:26:22,438 --> 01:26:23,874
I'm acknowledging
you're gay.

1580
01:26:24,918 --> 01:26:26,833
I think I'm doing pretty well.

1581
01:26:26,877 --> 01:26:28,574
But it's all in private.

1582
01:26:28,618 --> 01:26:30,533
It's still safe.

1583
01:26:30,576 --> 01:26:32,796
You don't really accept me
unless you do it
out in the open.

1584
01:26:37,670 --> 01:26:38,845
I'm sorry.

1585
01:26:41,674 --> 01:26:42,980
I can't.

1586
01:26:46,549 --> 01:26:48,420
I'm going as fast
as I can.

1587
01:26:51,467 --> 01:26:54,948
[CROWD CHEERING] WOMAN: We stand united
as brothers and sisters

1588
01:26:54,992 --> 01:26:58,169
in a fight for what
all human beings deserve.

1589
01:26:58,213 --> 01:27:01,128
Equality. Wealth.

1590
01:27:01,172 --> 01:27:03,043
Dignity.

1591
01:27:03,087 --> 01:27:04,610
The very things that
other people take
for granted

1592
01:27:04,654 --> 01:27:07,091
that are given
to them under
the law.

1593
01:27:08,440 --> 01:27:09,920
All men and women

1594
01:27:09,963 --> 01:27:12,749
were created equal
in the eyes of my god.

1595
01:27:12,792 --> 01:27:15,142
A god that is inclusive,

1596
01:27:15,186 --> 01:27:17,014
not exclusive,

1597
01:27:17,057 --> 01:27:19,277
in a world we envision,

1598
01:27:19,321 --> 01:27:22,454
not in a world
of fences and walls

1599
01:27:22,498 --> 01:27:24,630
and things that keep
people out because
they're different,

1600
01:27:24,674 --> 01:27:26,632
but in a world that loves.

1601
01:27:26,676 --> 01:27:28,286
[CROWD CHEERING]

1602
01:27:34,597 --> 01:27:37,252
We ask of the world
what we expect from it,

1603
01:27:37,295 --> 01:27:40,646
not what it gives us
if it's wrong.

1604
01:27:40,690 --> 01:27:42,909
Those are things
that we're still
fighting for.

1605
01:27:44,998 --> 01:27:45,912
Excuse me.WOMAN: We demonstrate...

1606
01:27:47,392 --> 01:27:48,611
Hey, Jane.

1607
01:27:48,654 --> 01:27:51,135
Hi, Jane.

1608
01:27:51,178 --> 01:27:53,877
You guys shouldn't be here.
Someone might see you.

1609
01:27:53,920 --> 01:27:55,270
It's about time they did.

1610
01:27:57,533 --> 01:28:00,100
WOMAN: We will someday have
equal rights.

1611
01:28:00,144 --> 01:28:02,364
In every state not just...Sorry your mom's
not here.

1612
01:28:02,407 --> 01:28:04,061
She'll come around.

1613
01:28:04,104 --> 01:28:05,802
What if she doesn't?

1614
01:28:07,891 --> 01:28:09,414
[CROWD CHEERING]

1615
01:28:17,074 --> 01:28:19,772
MAN: We're queer, we're here.

1616
01:28:19,816 --> 01:28:22,079
Where's Janice?
They want us on stage
to speak.

1617
01:28:22,122 --> 01:28:23,472
She's not coming.

1618
01:28:23,515 --> 01:28:25,343
Oh, I'm sorry, Jane.

1619
01:28:25,387 --> 01:28:26,823
It's okay.

1620
01:28:26,866 --> 01:28:30,043
It took me three,
four runs at it
before I came.

1621
01:28:30,087 --> 01:28:32,611
Well, you're here.
It's a start.ROBERT: Thank you.

1622
01:28:32,655 --> 01:28:33,960
We'll see you guys later.

1623
01:28:35,092 --> 01:28:37,312
MAN: To be seen and heard.

1624
01:28:37,355 --> 01:28:39,314
Ladies and gentlemen,
the PFLAG moms.

1625
01:28:48,845 --> 01:28:53,328
Hi. I'm Dorothy,
and my son is gay.

1626
01:28:53,371 --> 01:28:54,154
[CROWD CHEERING]

1627
01:29:00,770 --> 01:29:03,076
I'm Lorraine,
and my daughter
is a lesbian.

1628
01:29:04,991 --> 01:29:06,906
I love her and I'm proud
to be her mom.

1629
01:29:11,694 --> 01:29:13,957
Hi, I'm Charles.
My daughter is a lesbian.

1630
01:29:16,438 --> 01:29:18,918
I'm Nancy
and my son is gay.

1631
01:29:25,011 --> 01:29:29,364
Hi, my name is Greg.
My daughter is a lesbian,

1632
01:29:29,407 --> 01:29:30,495
and I'm proud of her!

1633
01:29:36,588 --> 01:29:39,461
Hi, I'm Debra.
My son is gay and I...

1634
01:29:39,504 --> 01:29:42,681
JANE: The amazing thing about
change is that everyone
can do it,

1635
01:29:42,725 --> 01:29:44,857
even the people
you least expect it from.

1636
01:29:49,122 --> 01:29:51,821
My mother was finally
exactly the person
she was meant to be.

1637
01:29:52,909 --> 01:29:54,954
I was so proud

1638
01:29:54,998 --> 01:29:56,739
of how well she had grown up.