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- Tonight,
on "The Bachelor"...
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- It's Fantasy Suite week.
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- I am excited to have
uninterrupted time with Zach.
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- Sparks are literally
flying.
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- This week is viewed
as sex week.
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What's most important to me
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is not having sex.
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- You really gonna be able
to pull this off?
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Because you are gonna
be tempted.
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- I feel like
I let myself down,
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and I feel like
I let the women down.
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I have been intimate this week.
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- I don't even feel like
I can go back there.
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- I really [bleep] it up.
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We both wanted to have
sex together.
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It was a beautiful moment.
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It feels robbed.
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- Wait, what am I doing?
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[sniffling]
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I literally just want
to go home.
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♪
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[soft music]
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♪
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- I'm really excited.
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We're in Krabi, Thailand,
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and it's Fantasy Suite week.
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Never in a million years
could I imagine
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that I would be getting engaged
in Thailand.
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[elephant trumpeting]
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♪
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Everything's beautiful,
everything you look at.
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It's, like, literally
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one of the best places
I've ever seen.
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We're staying at
the Sofitel Krabi Phokeethra.
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The vibe feels good here.
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Love is in the air.
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This week is overnights,
and it's probably
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the most important time
you'll have together.
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Having that alone time
to focus on, you know,
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the difficult questions
and tough conversations
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is going to be eye-opening,
for better or for the worse.
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There are three
incredible women here:
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Gabi,
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Ariel,
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and Kaity.
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I can see a future
with all three of these women,
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and it's just more reaffirming
that this is working.
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I'm so excited for that
moment of getting on one knee,
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leaving here engaged,
happy, in love,
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ready to start
the rest of our future.
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Like...
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that's pretty damn exciting.
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- We are officially
in Fantasy Suite week,
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and it is absolutely insane
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to think that engagement
is around the corner.
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But it's also so exciting.
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I know Zach and I have
something special.
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My one-on-one date in London
was like a little fairy tale.
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That's when I first was really
excited about our relationship
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and, like,
the potential with Zach.
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Aw!
- Oh! Hi.
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- Oh, you're so cute.
[dog barking]
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Like, this is the most special
I've ever felt in my life.
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It's been, like, very fast,
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how our feelings
for each other have grown,
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But I have been feeling
very in my head
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and a little bit insecure.
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I am falling in love,
and so, like,
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I need to lean into that.
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I think Thailand is
the most perfect place
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to tell Zach
that I am falling in love.
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- I'm super excited
to see Zach.
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The last time I saw Zach
was at Hometowns,
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and I feel like I was able
to express to him
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that I'm falling for him.
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That was a big moment for us.
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He makes me feel so good.
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He has never failed
to make me feel validated,
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to make me feel confident.
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There's no better feeling
than that.
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We did kind of start late
in this process.
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I had my one-on-one
in Estonia.
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Turning up the heat.
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That's the time we really
progressed the most.
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I just felt, like,
an uninhibited chemistry.
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And since then, we've just
been building upwards.
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I am definitely
falling for you.
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- Come here.
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- I can't wait to have
the Fantasy Suite moment.
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I'm very, very eager for that.
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[thunder rumbling]
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- I miss Zach so much.
The last time I saw him,
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I told him I was falling
in love with him.
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And it feels so good, like,
to be able to open my heart
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to such an amazing man.
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Like, it feels amazing.
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Like, I'm so happy.
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I am head-over-heels
from, like, that first moment
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I sat down with him.
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I want to just say
how lucky I feel right now.
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Being beside you,
I honestly feel like
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the luckiest girl in the world.
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- That's very sweet of you.
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- I remember looking
into his eyes,
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and I knew that
I could see myself
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falling in love with him.
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- A little bit spin
and then it's a...
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- He's so fun.
He's so goofy.
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We have a similar
sense of humor.
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It feels so right with him.
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I'm extremely excited to have
uninterrupted time with Zach.
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This is like a game changer.
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- Let's talk about
these Fantasy Suites.
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I know this is a big week.
- Yeah.
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- It was at this time
with Rachel...
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- Yeah.
- That everything
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turned upside down.
- Yeah.
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- You got your heart
ripped out of your chest.
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- Yes. Yeah.
- How scared are you that
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that could happen again?
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- It's obviously terrifying,
and something--
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that's the last thing
I'd ever want to happen.
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But you will learn
a lot about someone,
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regardless, for--
for better or for worse.
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And I unfortunately learned
for the worst at that time.
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And I don't really feel that
with these women,
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but yeah, it's always
in the back of your head
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that something can happen.
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I didn't expect it with Rachel.
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- You knew.
- Oh, I knew.
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- You knew in that overnight
date something was off.
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- Something. Trust the gut.
Trust the heart.
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I mean, that's all
you can really lean back on,
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and that's kinda
how I've been trying
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to go about this whole journey
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and has gotten me
to this point is
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just doing what feels right.
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And what's most important to me
and to express to each
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and every single one
of the women is, uh...
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no sex.
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None. No--
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no sex of any kind
for Fantasy Suites.
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- Okay.
- Yeah, yeah.
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- What brought you
to that decision?
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- To be honest, speaking
with Sean helped a lot.
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- Okay.
- You know,
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he took
a very similar approach.
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I mean, he just said, you know,
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really do
what is comfortable for you
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and what you think
is right for you.
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And this is the only thing
that feels right
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and comfortable for me,
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and it can really muddy
the situation.
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And speaking from experience,
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I learned a lot in overnight,
and there was no sex,
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and that's
what I'm looking for.
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- I gotta ask you,
though, man.
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This is just us talking.
- Yeah.
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- Because you do feel
the attraction.
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There's the pull.
- Yeah.
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Yeah. It's hard.
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- You really gonna be able
to pull this off?
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Because...
- It'll be tough.
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- You are gonna be tempted.
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- No, absolutely.
That's without a doubt.
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It's difficult, and I think
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whatever you want to call it,
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the animalistic desire
or whatever,
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like, yeah, it's gonna be
really damn hard.
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But I want my partner
to be sure in us as well
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and not to worry about
that I'm, you know,
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just doing that
right before an engagement.
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That's how I feel about it.
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I know everyone's different,
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but it's not how I imagine
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a healthy engagement
should start.
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- Well, man, listen.
I'm excited for you, man.
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You got a huge week ahead,
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starting with a big date today
with Ariel.
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You ready?
- I'm ready.
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- Have an amazing,
amazing week.
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I'm here if you need me, okay.
- Thanks, man.
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- All right, man.
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[dramatic music]
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- This week is gonna be
a little different.
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I think what feels right to me
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is not to explore
sexual connections
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with three different women
before falling in love.
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Like, when sex is involved,
it can cause
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so many additional hurdles,
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and real feelings
are at stake.
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It shouldn't be taken lightly.
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Now, don't get me wrong.
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It's difficult, 'cause I have
a physical connection
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with all three of these women.
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Obviously, I want to.
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Like, there's that attraction.
There's that pull.
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And I think
this is gonna be difficult.
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There's a lot
of pent-up energy.
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[monkeys screeching]
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But I'm up for the challenge.
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It just feels like
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the right thing
is gonna happen.
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[soft music]
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♪
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- I'm very excited.
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I have a date with Zach,
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and I have no idea
what we're doing.
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We're just going to have
the best time.
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I mean,
this place is beautiful.
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I don't even care what we do.
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I'm just excited
to be with him,
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to be here in Thailand,
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and to have the entire night
to spend together.
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Tonight is not just
a date with Zach.
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It's the potential of having
the Fantasy Suite night,
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and for me,
that's really important.
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Being physical with someone
is a big part
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of loving someone
and getting to know them.
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So I can't wait to keep
exploring this relationship.
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Hi.
- Hello.
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- How are you?
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- So good to see you.
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- Great to see you too.
Hi.
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- Wow, you look beautiful.
Wow.
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- You look really good too.
Hi.
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- How you doing?
- I'm freaking out.
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I'm so excited to be here.
- Have you ever been?
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- No. I've never been.
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- Okay, 'cause we have
quite the evening
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planned for us tonight.
- Okay.
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- So I don't want to spoil it.
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You ready?
- Yeah, I'm ready.
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- All right. Let's go.
- Okay.
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- I'm ecstatic
for today's date.
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Really, the last time
I spent time with Ariel
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was in New York City,
meeting her family.
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And that was a really
exciting and fun day.
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- Onward.
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- Literally onwards.
- [laughs]
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♪
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I've actually been dying
to come here
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for a really long time.
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- I'm definitely open
to a life with Ariel.
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She's stunning.
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She's intelligent,
well-traveled,
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and adventurous.
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Oh, my God.
It's gonna be wild.
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It can only happen at night.
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It's gonna be fun.
- I like going in blind.
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00:09:39,446 --> 00:09:40,780
I think it's better that way.
259
00:09:40,780 --> 00:09:42,816
- What makes Ariel such
an exciting and special
260
00:09:42,816 --> 00:09:44,451
surprise is how late it hit.
261
00:09:44,451 --> 00:09:47,921
She was like a mystery
at first, and then bam.
262
00:09:47,921 --> 00:09:50,356
It hits you right in the face.
263
00:09:50,356 --> 00:09:52,058
It's awesome, and it's fun.
264
00:09:52,058 --> 00:09:53,793
And you're like, wow.
265
00:09:53,793 --> 00:09:55,728
Oh, I think we're here.
266
00:09:55,728 --> 00:09:57,030
I don't know.
267
00:09:57,030 --> 00:09:58,998
She's so different
from everyone else.
268
00:09:58,998 --> 00:10:01,401
And I'm not gonna
hold off myself
269
00:10:01,401 --> 00:10:03,703
from possibly falling in love
with someone
270
00:10:03,703 --> 00:10:05,772
that is maybe not
who I imagined.
271
00:10:05,772 --> 00:10:07,273
[horn honking]
272
00:10:07,273 --> 00:10:09,275
So I know you might
have been wondering
273
00:10:09,275 --> 00:10:13,379
why we're having our date
so late in the evening.
274
00:10:13,379 --> 00:10:16,249
Well, this market right here
only happens at night, and--
275
00:10:16,249 --> 00:10:17,550
- I'm so excited.
276
00:10:17,550 --> 00:10:19,285
- We're gonna just roam this,
you and I,
277
00:10:19,285 --> 00:10:20,920
trying all the food,
so it's like a...
278
00:10:20,920 --> 00:10:22,155
- This is a perfect date.
279
00:10:22,155 --> 00:10:23,323
- Perfect date.
280
00:10:23,323 --> 00:10:24,691
- Let's try something,
like, really...
281
00:10:24,691 --> 00:10:26,159
- Crazy.
- Crazy at first.
282
00:10:26,159 --> 00:10:27,527
Yeah, like scorpion.
- Let's try all the crazy.
283
00:10:27,527 --> 00:10:28,828
- Okay, where should we go
first?
284
00:10:28,828 --> 00:10:30,630
Okay.
- Oh, I mean...
285
00:10:30,630 --> 00:10:31,965
- That looks pretty good.
286
00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,166
- Let's go eat some bugs.
287
00:10:33,166 --> 00:10:34,300
- I think they have,
like, a...
288
00:10:34,300 --> 00:10:37,403
- I have grasshopper
and snail,
289
00:10:37,403 --> 00:10:40,340
and...[speaking indistinctly]
Like a cricket.
290
00:10:40,340 --> 00:10:42,208
- What is that one?
- Cricket.
291
00:10:42,208 --> 00:10:43,910
- Chicken.
- Cricket.
292
00:10:43,910 --> 00:10:45,111
- Oh, cricket.
293
00:10:45,111 --> 00:10:47,480
- [laughs]
- Sorry. Hearing is bad.
294
00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,315
- Oh, he's giving us a lot.
295
00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:50,750
- The grossest one.
296
00:10:50,750 --> 00:10:52,118
What we got ourselves into?
297
00:10:52,118 --> 00:10:53,753
- I regret this.
298
00:10:53,753 --> 00:10:55,488
- Boy, oh, boy.
Hello.
299
00:10:55,488 --> 00:10:56,656
- Thank you.
300
00:10:56,656 --> 00:10:58,158
- Okay.
301
00:10:58,158 --> 00:11:00,226
I'll get you a hot one.
302
00:11:00,226 --> 00:11:02,428
Oh, God.
- [laughs]
303
00:11:02,428 --> 00:11:03,663
- Okay?
304
00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:04,998
- We'll do it at the same time
to, like,
305
00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:06,266
quell all the anxiety.
306
00:11:06,266 --> 00:11:08,334
- Oh, God. That one's juicy.
- [laughs]
307
00:11:10,136 --> 00:11:11,437
- Okay.
- Okay.
308
00:11:11,437 --> 00:11:12,539
Let's just not think about it.
309
00:11:12,539 --> 00:11:14,274
- Cheers.
- To new experiences.
310
00:11:16,576 --> 00:11:18,044
Tastes amazing.
311
00:11:19,145 --> 00:11:20,680
- Wow.
312
00:11:20,680 --> 00:11:21,681
Did it explode?
313
00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:23,616
- Mm-hmm.
- Good.
314
00:11:23,616 --> 00:11:24,817
- I think the sauce was good.
- Very good.
315
00:11:24,817 --> 00:11:26,553
- Thank you so much.
- Wow.
316
00:11:26,553 --> 00:11:27,787
I don't know what that was.
317
00:11:27,787 --> 00:11:29,522
- I actually like it.
Should we have more?
318
00:11:29,522 --> 00:11:31,257
- Oh, intestines?
- Let's try it.
319
00:11:31,257 --> 00:11:32,458
- One of everything.
320
00:11:32,458 --> 00:11:33,893
It's always a blast with Ariel.
321
00:11:33,893 --> 00:11:35,595
She is so fun and witty.
322
00:11:35,595 --> 00:11:39,232
I could absolutely see myself
falling in love with her.
323
00:11:39,232 --> 00:11:40,867
- Spicy.
- That's spicy.
324
00:11:40,867 --> 00:11:43,803
- Very spicy.
- Very spicy.
325
00:11:43,803 --> 00:11:46,206
- The chemistry
is a bit spicier.
326
00:11:46,206 --> 00:11:47,540
- Should we just do it
with our hands?
327
00:11:47,540 --> 00:11:49,542
There's no rules here.
328
00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:51,578
- Are you gonna get it
in one bite?
329
00:11:51,578 --> 00:11:53,079
- Should we do, like,
a sushi make-out?
330
00:11:53,079 --> 00:11:55,114
- Yeah.
331
00:11:55,114 --> 00:11:57,116
When I kiss Ariel,
my body just gets hot.
332
00:11:57,116 --> 00:12:01,454
Oh, my God.
Turn on the AC, please.
333
00:12:01,454 --> 00:12:04,357
I'm just so in the moment
with her.
334
00:12:04,357 --> 00:12:05,692
She's got this stare,
335
00:12:05,692 --> 00:12:07,293
when you, like,
just stare in her eyes
336
00:12:07,293 --> 00:12:11,764
and everything kind of going
around us just fades off.
337
00:12:11,764 --> 00:12:13,166
Oh, oh, mm-mm...
338
00:12:13,166 --> 00:12:14,300
oh!
339
00:12:15,134 --> 00:12:18,838
I came into this week
not wanting to involve sex.
340
00:12:18,838 --> 00:12:20,139
Sounds easy, right?
341
00:12:20,139 --> 00:12:21,708
Super easy.
342
00:12:26,246 --> 00:12:27,247
- Whoo.
343
00:12:27,247 --> 00:12:28,815
- Oh, hey. Hi.
344
00:12:28,815 --> 00:12:30,850
- Cool. Hey. How are you?
345
00:12:30,850 --> 00:12:32,752
- Hey, um...
346
00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:34,721
- Okay.
What should we try next?
347
00:12:34,721 --> 00:12:35,955
- You're an excellent kisser.
348
00:12:35,955 --> 00:12:38,191
- Yeah?
- I'm just like, yeah.
349
00:12:38,191 --> 00:12:39,692
- So are you.
350
00:12:39,692 --> 00:12:40,893
I was saying this before,
but I don't like,
351
00:12:40,893 --> 00:12:42,128
like, super romantic dates.
352
00:12:42,128 --> 00:12:44,097
Like, I do.
Don't get me wrong.
353
00:12:44,097 --> 00:12:47,000
But I like being, like,
something more gritty
354
00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,769
and actually having, like,
an authentic experience
355
00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:51,638
with someone where you're
testing yourselves, you know?
356
00:12:51,638 --> 00:12:52,939
- Yeah.
357
00:12:52,939 --> 00:12:55,608
- You're testing
what you can handle.
358
00:12:55,608 --> 00:12:57,577
We're gonna test limits.
[laughs]
359
00:12:57,577 --> 00:12:59,279
- Yeah.
360
00:12:59,279 --> 00:13:01,781
- [laughs] I hope so.
361
00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:03,449
- Oh!
- Holy [bleep]!
362
00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:06,719
[crowd exclaims, cheering]
363
00:13:06,719 --> 00:13:13,626
♪
364
00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,828
- Today was the perfect date.
365
00:13:15,828 --> 00:13:18,765
I have never felt more
connected to Zach.
366
00:13:18,765 --> 00:13:20,433
There's always been
that chemistry,
367
00:13:20,433 --> 00:13:24,537
so definitely carrying this
energy into the dinner portion
368
00:13:24,537 --> 00:13:25,805
and potentially
the Fantasy Suite
369
00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:27,140
will be nice.
370
00:13:27,140 --> 00:13:29,709
Sparks are literally flying.
[laughs]
371
00:13:29,709 --> 00:13:32,078
[crowd cheering]
372
00:13:34,814 --> 00:13:37,817
[tense music]
373
00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:44,891
♪
374
00:13:48,294 --> 00:13:52,098
- It is so hard to sit here
for hours and hours,
375
00:13:52,098 --> 00:13:55,401
just waiting
and waiting and waiting.
376
00:13:55,401 --> 00:13:57,337
I was feeling so excited,
377
00:13:57,337 --> 00:14:00,473
and like, now I just feel
stressed and nervous.
378
00:14:00,473 --> 00:14:02,375
It's really hard to not see
someone for, like, ten days
379
00:14:02,375 --> 00:14:03,710
and then feel like this.
380
00:14:03,710 --> 00:14:07,413
[tense music]
381
00:14:07,413 --> 00:14:09,982
[indistinct conversation]
382
00:14:09,982 --> 00:14:16,756
♪
383
00:14:17,790 --> 00:14:18,958
It sucks.
384
00:14:18,958 --> 00:14:20,626
It, like, literally sucks.
385
00:14:20,626 --> 00:14:22,295
Like, I know
he's with someone else,
386
00:14:22,295 --> 00:14:24,864
and I'm not trying to act
like I'm the only person here.
387
00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,232
I know I'm not, but like,
388
00:14:26,232 --> 00:14:28,634
this is really bothering me.
389
00:14:28,634 --> 00:14:31,637
Right now, I'm feeling
a lot of insecurity and...
390
00:14:31,637 --> 00:14:32,872
doubt...
391
00:14:32,872 --> 00:14:34,440
♪
392
00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:36,142
Which is probably
more self-doubt.
393
00:14:36,142 --> 00:14:37,877
♪
394
00:14:37,877 --> 00:14:41,214
I shouldn't be
freaking out like this.
395
00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:42,749
If I can't get out
of my own head,
396
00:14:42,749 --> 00:14:45,985
then it's not gonna be good.
397
00:14:45,985 --> 00:14:47,787
- Mm.
- [laughing]
398
00:14:47,787 --> 00:14:49,822
- Very nice.
- Oh, wow.
399
00:14:49,822 --> 00:14:53,159
♪
400
00:14:53,159 --> 00:14:54,394
- I mean, this is
perfect light in here.
401
00:14:54,394 --> 00:14:56,095
- Wow.
402
00:14:56,095 --> 00:14:57,630
Thank you.
403
00:14:57,630 --> 00:15:00,199
Going to tonight,
my feelings are stronger
404
00:15:00,199 --> 00:15:01,267
than they've ever been,
405
00:15:01,267 --> 00:15:02,802
especially after
how everything
406
00:15:02,802 --> 00:15:04,404
has gone the entire day.
407
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:06,439
I want to share that
with him because
408
00:15:06,439 --> 00:15:08,241
tonight is not just
a dinner with Zach.
409
00:15:08,241 --> 00:15:09,475
It's the Fantasy Suite night.
410
00:15:09,475 --> 00:15:11,544
Cheers.
- Cheers.
411
00:15:11,544 --> 00:15:14,313
- I cannot wait to be alone
with Zach.
412
00:15:14,313 --> 00:15:17,850
We'll probably stay up all
night, so I'm very excited.
413
00:15:17,850 --> 00:15:20,019
I had such a fun day today
with you.
414
00:15:20,019 --> 00:15:21,254
I feel like we always
have so much fun
415
00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:22,522
doing the most random things,
416
00:15:22,522 --> 00:15:24,824
and I feel like
you actually match my energy
417
00:15:24,824 --> 00:15:26,592
in a lot of ways.
- Yeah.
418
00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:28,394
- It's hard to find someone
that's equally as adventurous
419
00:15:28,394 --> 00:15:30,730
and just wants to have fun,
no matter what we're doing.
420
00:15:30,730 --> 00:15:32,932
- Thank you.
I feel the same way with you.
421
00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:35,134
It's like when we are
spending time together,
422
00:15:35,134 --> 00:15:36,469
we're kind of in our own
little world, to be honest.
423
00:15:36,469 --> 00:15:37,837
- Yeah, always.
424
00:15:37,837 --> 00:15:39,405
- Like, and we could be doing
the silliest thing,
425
00:15:39,405 --> 00:15:40,940
and it's like, yeah.
426
00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,208
This is fun. I like this.
- Yeah.
427
00:15:42,208 --> 00:15:43,676
It feels very effortless.
- Yeah.
428
00:15:43,676 --> 00:15:45,711
- I feel like you've just
made this whole thing easy,
429
00:15:45,711 --> 00:15:48,815
but I do have
a hard time sometimes.
430
00:15:48,815 --> 00:15:50,283
I feel like since Hometowns,
431
00:15:50,283 --> 00:15:53,486
I feel like I was a little bit
holding back still.
432
00:15:53,486 --> 00:15:55,188
I'm very, like, particular
with my words.
433
00:15:55,188 --> 00:15:57,156
And I find when I progress
with someone,
434
00:15:57,156 --> 00:15:58,758
when I start to really care
about them,
435
00:15:58,758 --> 00:16:01,594
I have this moment
where I retreat.
436
00:16:01,594 --> 00:16:03,930
- Yeah.
- And I don't wanna do that
437
00:16:03,930 --> 00:16:05,264
here, I don't wanna do that
to you.
438
00:16:05,264 --> 00:16:08,034
I actually accidentally
told my mom
439
00:16:08,034 --> 00:16:10,670
that I'm falling for you
because--
440
00:16:10,670 --> 00:16:11,938
- You weren't gonna tell her?
441
00:16:11,938 --> 00:16:14,474
- I wasn't gonna tell anyone,
including you.
442
00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:17,376
But I definitely am
falling for you.
443
00:16:17,376 --> 00:16:21,514
I definitely am falling
in love with you.
444
00:16:21,514 --> 00:16:23,182
So dumb. Sorry.
445
00:16:23,182 --> 00:16:24,684
- I'm, like, trying to--
446
00:16:24,684 --> 00:16:28,054
I'm, like, getting all giddy,
like, hearing you say that.
447
00:16:28,054 --> 00:16:29,589
It's very special.
448
00:16:29,589 --> 00:16:32,959
Like, it means so much to me
'cause it's like I feel that.
449
00:16:32,959 --> 00:16:34,694
I think that's
what's the important thing.
450
00:16:34,694 --> 00:16:36,028
- Yeah.
451
00:16:36,028 --> 00:16:38,331
- So for me, like,
I take love very seriously.
452
00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:41,200
And you know,
there's only one person to love
453
00:16:41,200 --> 00:16:43,669
at the end of this, but I want
you to know at this point,
454
00:16:43,669 --> 00:16:45,238
and I wanna make it
abundantly clear,
455
00:16:45,238 --> 00:16:48,307
I can absolutely see
a future with you.
456
00:16:48,307 --> 00:16:51,110
I know it's a huge
leap of faith, and...
457
00:16:51,110 --> 00:16:52,578
I can't thank you enough.
458
00:16:52,578 --> 00:16:55,581
[sweeping music]
459
00:16:55,581 --> 00:16:57,517
♪
460
00:16:57,517 --> 00:17:00,553
- It felt like such
a weight off my shoulders.
461
00:17:00,553 --> 00:17:02,855
I'm really happy I was able
to say that to him,
462
00:17:02,855 --> 00:17:04,757
that I'm falling in love
with him.
463
00:17:04,757 --> 00:17:07,860
I definitely want him
to know how I feel
464
00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:09,662
because I really wanna be
in the Fantasy Suite
465
00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:12,965
and want to keep
exploring this relationship.
466
00:17:15,067 --> 00:17:16,068
- Oh, where'd that come from?
467
00:17:16,068 --> 00:17:17,537
- [laughs]
468
00:17:24,644 --> 00:17:27,813
"Zach and Ariel,
welcome to Thailand.
469
00:17:27,813 --> 00:17:29,549
"I hope your evening
at the night market
470
00:17:29,549 --> 00:17:31,117
"gave you a taste of what
your future together
471
00:17:31,117 --> 00:17:32,518
"would look like.
472
00:17:32,518 --> 00:17:35,187
"Should you choose to forgo
your individual rooms,
473
00:17:35,187 --> 00:17:38,624
"please use this key to stay as
a couple in the Fantasy Suite.
474
00:17:38,624 --> 00:17:39,759
Jesse."
475
00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:42,695
- I have something actually,
476
00:17:42,695 --> 00:17:43,829
like, I do wanna talk
to you about.
477
00:17:43,829 --> 00:17:45,865
- Okay.
- Um, and actually,
478
00:17:45,865 --> 00:17:49,101
over the--like,
the past week or so,
479
00:17:49,101 --> 00:17:52,939
I, you know, came to a decision
that felt right
480
00:17:52,939 --> 00:17:56,609
for I guess what I...
481
00:17:56,609 --> 00:17:58,544
envision what would be
482
00:17:58,544 --> 00:18:02,081
a happy engagement
and a happy marriage,
483
00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:05,585
that this week,
in particular, um...
484
00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:07,153
sex being off the table.
485
00:18:07,153 --> 00:18:08,554
[soft music]
486
00:18:08,554 --> 00:18:10,489
For me, it's inevitable.
487
00:18:10,489 --> 00:18:12,158
Like, I feel
a physical connection with you.
488
00:18:12,158 --> 00:18:13,559
Like, that's there.
That's no joke.
489
00:18:13,559 --> 00:18:15,995
But I think, you know,
490
00:18:15,995 --> 00:18:18,898
like, loving one person
at the end of this
491
00:18:18,898 --> 00:18:20,199
and sharing
that intimate moment
492
00:18:20,199 --> 00:18:23,703
should be saved for
that moment of engagement
493
00:18:23,703 --> 00:18:25,972
and, like, when you have
that one person.
494
00:18:25,972 --> 00:18:28,140
Because inevitably,
there's only gonna be one.
495
00:18:28,140 --> 00:18:31,777
So that's how I'm looking
into this week for everyone.
496
00:18:31,777 --> 00:18:33,679
I don't know
if you were expecting that.
497
00:18:33,679 --> 00:18:35,348
- No. I actually wasn't.
- Yeah.
498
00:18:35,348 --> 00:18:36,649
- I don't know
what I was expecting.
499
00:18:36,649 --> 00:18:37,750
- Yeah.
500
00:18:37,750 --> 00:18:40,419
- For me, personally,
I don't like
501
00:18:40,419 --> 00:18:42,922
to plan anything in advance.
502
00:18:42,922 --> 00:18:44,423
I don't like to go
into any of our dates
503
00:18:44,423 --> 00:18:45,625
with, like, such a plan
504
00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:46,859
or such an idea.
- Yeah.
505
00:18:46,859 --> 00:18:48,628
- I feel like if you set
a standard before,
506
00:18:48,628 --> 00:18:51,097
I feel like I'm definitely not
gonna sleep with you, like,
507
00:18:51,097 --> 00:18:53,132
probably will by saying no.
[laughs]
508
00:18:53,132 --> 00:18:55,368
So I understand
where you're coming from.
509
00:18:55,368 --> 00:18:58,337
I understand your position,
and I appreciate that.
510
00:18:58,337 --> 00:19:01,741
But I wanna use this time
to just spend time with you.
511
00:19:01,741 --> 00:19:02,942
- Yeah.
512
00:19:02,942 --> 00:19:04,577
- So are you excited?
513
00:19:04,577 --> 00:19:06,345
- Yeah.
- Me too.
514
00:19:06,345 --> 00:19:09,048
Can you imagine if you're,
like, no sex on the table,
515
00:19:09,048 --> 00:19:10,783
I'm gonna go straight to sleep.
516
00:19:10,783 --> 00:19:13,753
[both chuckling]
517
00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:15,221
I was a little disappointed.
518
00:19:15,221 --> 00:19:17,089
I think it's important
to keep it sexy,
519
00:19:17,089 --> 00:19:18,491
so I definitely want to have
520
00:19:18,491 --> 00:19:20,159
those physical moments as well.
521
00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:23,729
But I always want him to feel
supported, to feel cared for.
522
00:19:23,729 --> 00:19:25,431
- Come here.
523
00:19:25,431 --> 00:19:28,834
♪
524
00:19:28,834 --> 00:19:30,469
- I mean, it's definitely
gonna be hot and steamy.
525
00:19:30,469 --> 00:19:31,804
It always is.
526
00:19:31,804 --> 00:19:33,606
I feel like we've always had
physical chemistry.
527
00:19:33,606 --> 00:19:35,374
I think that will definitely,
like, permeate
528
00:19:35,374 --> 00:19:36,642
into the Fantasy Suite.
529
00:19:36,642 --> 00:19:38,644
- You wanna hit the road?
- Yeah, let's do it.
530
00:19:38,644 --> 00:19:39,845
- Let's go.
531
00:19:39,845 --> 00:19:41,113
- And I don't wanna
think about
532
00:19:41,113 --> 00:19:42,682
what he can and cannot do.
533
00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:45,017
I definitely wanna keep
that romance alive,
534
00:19:45,017 --> 00:19:47,620
and who knows
what's going to happen?
535
00:19:47,620 --> 00:19:49,488
♪
536
00:19:49,488 --> 00:19:51,857
- Oh, my God,
the door is here.
537
00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:53,025
After you.
538
00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:54,660
- I mean, actually,
it's super cool.
539
00:19:54,660 --> 00:19:56,095
- This is our place.
540
00:19:56,095 --> 00:19:57,363
- Wow.
541
00:19:57,363 --> 00:19:58,597
This is insane.
542
00:19:58,597 --> 00:20:00,066
- Isn't it?
- Yeah.
543
00:20:00,066 --> 00:20:01,634
- After you.
544
00:20:01,634 --> 00:20:02,601
- Look at the flowers.
545
00:20:02,601 --> 00:20:03,769
- Very nice.
546
00:20:03,769 --> 00:20:05,171
Bed!
547
00:20:05,171 --> 00:20:07,073
- [laughs] It's literally...
548
00:20:07,073 --> 00:20:08,574
- Ariel and I walk
around our suite.
549
00:20:08,574 --> 00:20:09,975
It's a beautiful suite.
550
00:20:09,975 --> 00:20:11,711
We have our own personal pool.
551
00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:15,081
And I'm thinking to myself,
boy, oh, boy.
552
00:20:15,081 --> 00:20:18,150
This is gonna be difficult.
553
00:20:18,150 --> 00:20:20,486
Oh, hello there.
554
00:20:20,486 --> 00:20:23,055
- Should we jump in
in our suits?
555
00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:24,790
- Should we go?
- Yeah, let's do it.
556
00:20:24,790 --> 00:20:27,727
♪
557
00:20:27,727 --> 00:20:29,028
- I don't know.
558
00:20:29,028 --> 00:20:31,363
Every time we're together,
it's just...
559
00:20:31,363 --> 00:20:33,132
there's this pull.
560
00:20:33,132 --> 00:20:37,269
Like, I get giddy with her.
561
00:20:37,269 --> 00:20:44,143
♪
562
00:20:44,143 --> 00:20:47,079
Ariel gives me, like,
this natural energy.
563
00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:48,514
Like, I'm feeling it.
I'm embracing it.
564
00:20:48,514 --> 00:20:49,815
I'm acknowledging it.
565
00:20:49,815 --> 00:20:52,551
And now I just wanna
share it with her.
566
00:20:52,551 --> 00:20:54,787
- Now that we're all dry,
should we make out more?
567
00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:59,859
♪
568
00:20:59,859 --> 00:21:01,861
- She's just looking
absolutely beautiful,
569
00:21:01,861 --> 00:21:05,164
and I'm thinking,
what did I set myself up for?
570
00:21:13,038 --> 00:21:15,641
[birds chirping]
571
00:21:15,641 --> 00:21:17,676
- Good morning.
572
00:21:17,676 --> 00:21:19,712
- Oh, my God.
573
00:21:19,712 --> 00:21:22,581
You look very well rested.
574
00:21:22,581 --> 00:21:24,850
- You're a good liar.
- Thanks.
575
00:21:24,850 --> 00:21:27,887
[soft music]
576
00:21:27,887 --> 00:21:33,292
♪
577
00:21:33,292 --> 00:21:34,927
Waking up next to Zach
this morning,
578
00:21:34,927 --> 00:21:36,028
I'm feeling really good.
579
00:21:36,028 --> 00:21:37,363
Today feels like
580
00:21:37,363 --> 00:21:39,331
light years ahead
of where we were before.
581
00:21:39,331 --> 00:21:40,633
- This was--
- We could do like
582
00:21:40,633 --> 00:21:42,134
three different positions.
- Yeah.
583
00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:44,537
- It was like, the side.
- Sleeping positions.
584
00:21:44,537 --> 00:21:46,672
- Oh, gosh.
- Definitely.
585
00:21:46,672 --> 00:21:48,641
- Oh, my God.
I didn't even think of that.
586
00:21:48,641 --> 00:21:50,276
Today feels like the first day
587
00:21:50,276 --> 00:21:52,578
I feel like I can
honestly, like,
588
00:21:52,578 --> 00:21:54,980
open myself up to love again.
589
00:21:54,980 --> 00:21:56,916
It definitely feels like much
more of a real possibility
590
00:21:56,916 --> 00:21:58,717
to get engaged
after last night.
591
00:21:58,717 --> 00:22:00,052
- Wanna go grab
some breakfast?
592
00:22:00,052 --> 00:22:01,153
- Yeah.
593
00:22:01,153 --> 00:22:02,521
- Okay.
- Cool.
594
00:22:04,423 --> 00:22:07,560
- My relationship with Ariel
is so much stronger,
595
00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:09,195
and I have so much
more clarity.
596
00:22:09,195 --> 00:22:12,431
Yeah, this was a very
important night for us.
597
00:22:12,431 --> 00:22:13,699
Are you ready?
- Yeah.
598
00:22:13,699 --> 00:22:15,134
- Okay.
599
00:22:16,836 --> 00:22:18,304
- It's actually really good.
600
00:22:18,304 --> 00:22:21,540
- I came into this week
not wanting to involve sex.
601
00:22:21,540 --> 00:22:23,843
And with Ariel, uh,
602
00:22:23,843 --> 00:22:27,980
it was more difficult than
I could have ever imagined.
603
00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:30,616
But, you know,
we both agreed on it,
604
00:22:30,616 --> 00:22:33,652
and it was very important
to just have conversations
605
00:22:33,652 --> 00:22:35,421
and not have sex involved.
606
00:22:35,421 --> 00:22:37,389
All right.
607
00:22:37,389 --> 00:22:39,491
I'll see you.
608
00:22:39,491 --> 00:22:41,894
I think it was
the right decision.
609
00:22:41,894 --> 00:22:46,799
And I know that in the end,
it'll be all worth it.
610
00:22:46,799 --> 00:22:52,638
♪
611
00:22:52,638 --> 00:22:55,641
[soft music]
612
00:22:55,641 --> 00:23:00,312
♪
613
00:23:00,312 --> 00:23:04,250
- I am feeling excited.
614
00:23:04,250 --> 00:23:06,118
A little bit nervous.
615
00:23:06,118 --> 00:23:08,687
Last night, I mean, like,
I was, like, freaking out.
616
00:23:08,687 --> 00:23:13,626
And so honestly, I need to just
get out of my own head.
617
00:23:13,626 --> 00:23:14,994
I wanna tell Zach
618
00:23:14,994 --> 00:23:17,630
how much my feelings
have grown for him,
619
00:23:17,630 --> 00:23:20,332
but I think it was
a bit of a reality check,
620
00:23:20,332 --> 00:23:23,002
knowing that other girls
are feeling probably
621
00:23:23,002 --> 00:23:25,070
the same way I'm feeling.
622
00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:26,939
I know once I see Zach,
623
00:23:26,939 --> 00:23:29,308
it's gonna feel like
no time has passed,
624
00:23:29,308 --> 00:23:31,911
and we're gonna pick up
right where we left off,
625
00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:32,978
I hope.
626
00:23:32,978 --> 00:23:36,815
♪
627
00:23:36,815 --> 00:23:37,816
Hello.
628
00:23:37,816 --> 00:23:38,918
- Hello.
629
00:23:38,918 --> 00:23:40,219
- I'm so excited.
630
00:23:40,219 --> 00:23:41,787
I can't wait to see Zach
and squeeze him.
631
00:23:41,787 --> 00:23:44,390
I'm gonna smell terrible.
632
00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:47,860
My self-tanner might melt off
because it is hot out here.
633
00:23:47,860 --> 00:23:50,062
But you know what?
634
00:23:50,062 --> 00:23:51,764
He should love me regardless.
635
00:23:51,764 --> 00:23:53,065
How are you?
636
00:23:53,065 --> 00:23:54,066
- Good to see you.
637
00:23:54,066 --> 00:23:55,901
- It's good to see you too.
638
00:23:55,901 --> 00:23:57,303
I haven't seen you in so long.
639
00:23:57,303 --> 00:23:59,204
- I know.
So good to see you.
640
00:23:59,204 --> 00:24:00,372
Welcome to Thailand.
641
00:24:00,372 --> 00:24:02,241
- You look hot.
- You look hotter.
642
00:24:02,241 --> 00:24:03,442
- No, I'm, like,
literally sweating.
643
00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:04,610
- You're not sweating at all.
644
00:24:04,610 --> 00:24:06,045
- I'm like, please.
645
00:24:06,045 --> 00:24:07,680
Yeah, no.
I'm just really sweating, so...
646
00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:11,216
- Um, real quick,
so today's date,
647
00:24:11,216 --> 00:24:12,451
we're just going to our own
648
00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:13,986
private island today.
- [gasps]
649
00:24:13,986 --> 00:24:15,321
Oh, my God, that's hot.
- And we're gonna take--
650
00:24:15,321 --> 00:24:17,356
see that little boat
through there?
651
00:24:17,356 --> 00:24:18,824
- No way, the pirate ship?
- The big boat.
652
00:24:18,824 --> 00:24:20,659
We're taking the pirate ship
to our own private island.
653
00:24:20,659 --> 00:24:22,127
- That's fun. I love it.
654
00:24:22,127 --> 00:24:23,629
- Wanna go?
- Mm-hmm.
655
00:24:25,197 --> 00:24:26,565
- Let's go.
656
00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:30,002
With Gabi, like,
I feel so comfortable,
657
00:24:30,002 --> 00:24:32,972
and, yeah, I'm so excited
for my date today with Gabi.
658
00:24:32,972 --> 00:24:34,340
This is our ride.
659
00:24:34,340 --> 00:24:36,442
- Oh, okay.
- Help you in.
660
00:24:36,442 --> 00:24:38,243
Last time I saw her
was at the Hometowns.
661
00:24:38,243 --> 00:24:41,981
Her family was so sweet,
so kind.
662
00:24:41,981 --> 00:24:44,183
- I'm excited.
663
00:24:44,183 --> 00:24:45,684
- I think both of us felt
really strong
664
00:24:45,684 --> 00:24:48,620
about what could be and what
could be in our future.
665
00:24:48,620 --> 00:24:51,523
[sweeping music]
666
00:24:51,523 --> 00:24:53,192
That's pretty--pretty sweet.
667
00:24:53,192 --> 00:24:54,960
- That's very, very sweet.
668
00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:58,597
♪
669
00:24:58,597 --> 00:25:01,967
- With Gabi, I'd love to hear
how she's feeling,
670
00:25:01,967 --> 00:25:04,303
and if she's falling in love.
671
00:25:04,303 --> 00:25:05,904
I mean, I definitely feel like
672
00:25:05,904 --> 00:25:08,040
Gabi does know where
my heart's coming from,
673
00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:09,408
and I think she's on board.
674
00:25:09,408 --> 00:25:11,577
- Perfect.
That's pretty smooth.
675
00:25:11,577 --> 00:25:13,746
- Not too shabby.
- Yeah, not too shabby.
676
00:25:13,746 --> 00:25:15,381
- I mean, Gabi--
every time I see Gabi,
677
00:25:15,381 --> 00:25:16,515
she's always so excited
678
00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:18,150
and, like, ready
to just have fun.
679
00:25:18,150 --> 00:25:20,719
- Oh, yes.
This is perfect!
680
00:25:20,719 --> 00:25:22,588
Perfect, perfect, perfect.
681
00:25:22,588 --> 00:25:25,924
We're flying!
- [laughs]
682
00:25:25,924 --> 00:25:32,931
♪
683
00:25:32,931 --> 00:25:34,566
I'm a lucky guy.
684
00:25:34,566 --> 00:25:36,268
And being out in the water
with Gabi,
685
00:25:36,268 --> 00:25:37,703
I don't know,
she just makes me feel--
686
00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:39,571
she makes me feel good.
687
00:25:39,571 --> 00:25:42,174
♪
688
00:25:42,174 --> 00:25:43,709
Oh, my God.
We're here.
689
00:25:43,709 --> 00:25:45,110
This is our private beach.
690
00:25:45,110 --> 00:25:46,578
We're gonna jump in, okay?
691
00:25:46,578 --> 00:25:48,380
- I'm having an amazing time.
692
00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:50,315
Obviously,
I recognize how strong
693
00:25:50,315 --> 00:25:51,784
my feelings are for Zach.
694
00:25:51,784 --> 00:25:53,052
My palms are sweaty.
695
00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:54,086
Like, literally feel my palms.
- They are.
696
00:25:54,086 --> 00:25:55,587
They're a little sweaty.
697
00:25:55,587 --> 00:25:58,090
- But it's scary to think
about opening up to Zach
698
00:25:58,090 --> 00:25:59,892
when I have these feelings
699
00:25:59,892 --> 00:26:01,460
that are, like, haunting me
a little bit.
700
00:26:01,460 --> 00:26:04,563
- Three, two, one.
Let's go.
701
00:26:08,700 --> 00:26:10,135
- I swallowed so much water.
702
00:26:10,135 --> 00:26:11,503
- I got you.
703
00:26:11,503 --> 00:26:14,106
- How do you not let worry
and anxieties
704
00:26:14,106 --> 00:26:15,407
creep into your mind?
705
00:26:15,407 --> 00:26:17,309
I'm just in my head
a little bit.
706
00:26:17,309 --> 00:26:20,079
♪
707
00:26:20,079 --> 00:26:21,580
- You look so beautiful.
708
00:26:21,580 --> 00:26:22,948
- I don't.
I look really crusty.
709
00:26:22,948 --> 00:26:25,284
You're really getting,
like, every side of me.
710
00:26:25,284 --> 00:26:26,718
- [laughs]
711
00:26:26,718 --> 00:26:28,287
Ah, this is awesome.
I missed you...
712
00:26:28,287 --> 00:26:30,122
- This is very beautiful.
- From Hometowns.
713
00:26:30,122 --> 00:26:31,290
- Me too.
714
00:26:31,290 --> 00:26:32,324
- It was a long time ago.
715
00:26:32,324 --> 00:26:33,859
- It was a really long time.
716
00:26:33,859 --> 00:26:35,928
- Was that week,
like, okay afterwards?
717
00:26:35,928 --> 00:26:37,162
Because I know
it's a lot, like,
718
00:26:37,162 --> 00:26:38,363
when families are involved,
719
00:26:38,363 --> 00:26:40,699
and then it's, like,
a whole week.
720
00:26:40,699 --> 00:26:44,536
- I was confident and excited
and, like, honest to God,
721
00:26:44,536 --> 00:26:45,838
in my head a little bit
this week.
722
00:26:45,838 --> 00:26:47,372
But...
- Yeah?
723
00:26:47,372 --> 00:26:49,842
Just like--
just because of time?
724
00:26:49,842 --> 00:26:51,076
- Yeah, I think.
725
00:26:51,076 --> 00:26:52,411
I think
that was, like, part of it.
726
00:26:52,411 --> 00:26:54,480
It's also--I don't know.
727
00:26:54,480 --> 00:26:56,548
I was gonna tell you this
a little later,
728
00:26:56,548 --> 00:26:58,183
but, like,
since we're on the subject,
729
00:26:58,183 --> 00:27:00,819
it's more like
in previous relationships,
730
00:27:00,819 --> 00:27:03,522
I was, like,
kind of chosen second.
731
00:27:03,522 --> 00:27:05,524
And so, like,
not seeing you for so long
732
00:27:05,524 --> 00:27:08,360
and then being
the second Fantasy Suite,
733
00:27:08,360 --> 00:27:10,129
I was like, oh, I feel
very second again.
734
00:27:10,129 --> 00:27:11,130
[tense music]
735
00:27:11,130 --> 00:27:12,164
And it's like an order.
736
00:27:12,164 --> 00:27:13,432
It doesn't even matter.
737
00:27:13,432 --> 00:27:14,967
It just, like, stressed me out
for no reason.
738
00:27:14,967 --> 00:27:18,837
But I think sometimes
when you feel so strongly
739
00:27:18,837 --> 00:27:20,706
about someone,
and you're so excited,
740
00:27:20,706 --> 00:27:23,041
like, you wanna find
something that's not right.
741
00:27:23,041 --> 00:27:24,510
So my mind just runs to, like,
742
00:27:24,510 --> 00:27:25,978
you're not good enough,
and you're second.
743
00:27:25,978 --> 00:27:29,381
- I mean, like,
I thank you for opening up
744
00:27:29,381 --> 00:27:30,949
about, like, feeling second.
745
00:27:30,949 --> 00:27:33,185
But to be honest, like,
it's not a mind game.
746
00:27:33,185 --> 00:27:35,587
It's literally trying
to figure this out day by day.
747
00:27:35,587 --> 00:27:36,855
Like, I don't know
how to do this the right way.
748
00:27:36,855 --> 00:27:39,825
I just know what, like,
feels right to me.
749
00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,293
♪
750
00:27:41,293 --> 00:27:43,428
- This is putting me
in my head.
751
00:27:43,428 --> 00:27:44,997
There are other women here.
752
00:27:44,997 --> 00:27:47,232
And so when you think
about it too hard,
753
00:27:47,232 --> 00:27:48,767
you just get in your own mind.
754
00:27:48,767 --> 00:27:49,968
I'll be right back, Zach.
755
00:27:49,968 --> 00:27:52,437
Can you hold that thought?
756
00:27:52,437 --> 00:27:54,306
♪
757
00:27:54,306 --> 00:27:56,008
Today was, like,
really fun, and like,
758
00:27:56,008 --> 00:27:58,010
I just feel like
it's kind of been, like,
759
00:27:58,010 --> 00:27:59,845
turned upside down
because of me.
760
00:27:59,845 --> 00:28:04,550
I feel very stupid and foolish,
and I hate this.
761
00:28:04,550 --> 00:28:07,186
I feel disgusting.
I feel ugly.
762
00:28:07,186 --> 00:28:09,288
I feel all sorts of things.
763
00:28:09,288 --> 00:28:11,356
Why can't I be happy?
764
00:28:11,356 --> 00:28:14,359
I don't even feel
like I can go back there.
765
00:28:14,359 --> 00:28:17,896
I was, like, so emotional,
so happy.
766
00:28:17,896 --> 00:28:19,898
Now I'm so emotional again.
767
00:28:19,898 --> 00:28:21,900
Right now, I'm like,
what is wrong with you?
768
00:28:21,900 --> 00:28:23,535
Like, get a grip.
769
00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:25,170
- Are you okay?
- Oh, I'm fine, I'm fine.
770
00:28:25,170 --> 00:28:26,572
- Wanna sit here?
- Yeah, we can sit here.
771
00:28:26,572 --> 00:28:28,073
I'm fine.
- I believe you,
772
00:28:28,073 --> 00:28:29,641
but are you okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
773
00:28:29,641 --> 00:28:30,976
- I wanna know what, like--
- I was very--
774
00:28:30,976 --> 00:28:32,611
- You look upset.
- I was very activated
775
00:28:32,611 --> 00:28:34,780
last night, and very in my head
776
00:28:34,780 --> 00:28:37,149
because I was feeling
like I was chosen second.
777
00:28:37,149 --> 00:28:38,584
And I was never--
778
00:28:38,584 --> 00:28:40,285
I was never good enough
in my previous relationship,
779
00:28:40,285 --> 00:28:42,454
and we'll just air it all out
right now.
780
00:28:42,454 --> 00:28:46,525
I was not enough,
and I was cheated on.
781
00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:47,826
I was chosen second.
782
00:28:47,826 --> 00:28:50,562
And so feeling second
was a lot of emotion,
783
00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,264
and I was feeling a lot of that
last night.
784
00:28:52,264 --> 00:28:53,665
And it has nothing
to do with you
785
00:28:53,665 --> 00:28:55,067
because that's not the case,
786
00:28:55,067 --> 00:28:57,636
and you made me feel
very reassured today.
787
00:28:57,636 --> 00:29:00,405
And I was so overtired
and, like, so emotional.
788
00:29:00,405 --> 00:29:02,241
And like, I'm just a human.
789
00:29:02,241 --> 00:29:03,875
And like, it's just like--
790
00:29:03,875 --> 00:29:05,811
- Yeah, this is hard.
- It's hard.
791
00:29:05,811 --> 00:29:07,379
- This is the hardest
[bleep] thing.
792
00:29:07,379 --> 00:29:09,881
And like, obviously,
I feel secure in you.
793
00:29:09,881 --> 00:29:13,385
Like, I hope there's no doubt
how I feel for you.
794
00:29:13,385 --> 00:29:14,920
It's special with you.
795
00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:17,322
Like, it hurt that, like,
you felt the pain
796
00:29:17,322 --> 00:29:18,724
of, like, feeling second.
797
00:29:18,724 --> 00:29:21,860
And the order, to me, like,
I really don't look at it
798
00:29:21,860 --> 00:29:24,896
in any way as, like,
a priority or anything.
799
00:29:24,896 --> 00:29:26,265
Like, I hope you know that.
800
00:29:26,265 --> 00:29:28,133
Like, it's really not
about that.
801
00:29:28,133 --> 00:29:29,701
And it's okay, like,
to feel like, oh, [bleep],
802
00:29:29,701 --> 00:29:32,271
It's like, the second.
Like, that must mean something.
803
00:29:32,271 --> 00:29:33,472
Everyone gets in their head.
804
00:29:33,472 --> 00:29:34,906
I get, like, insecure
and in my own head
805
00:29:34,906 --> 00:29:36,241
about things all the time.
806
00:29:36,241 --> 00:29:38,243
Like, oh, my God,
did I say that weird to Gabi?
807
00:29:38,243 --> 00:29:39,778
Like, I--oh, my God.
808
00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:41,446
I do it all the time.
809
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:42,748
- Mm-hmm.
- I'm just trying to
810
00:29:42,748 --> 00:29:44,249
figure this out with you.
811
00:29:44,249 --> 00:29:46,618
And it's a lot,
and we're figuring this out,
812
00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:48,387
but I have your back.
- Thank you.
813
00:29:48,387 --> 00:29:49,855
- I have your back.
814
00:29:49,855 --> 00:29:51,356
[soft music]
815
00:29:51,356 --> 00:29:54,059
- You're really seeing all
different sides of me today.
816
00:29:54,059 --> 00:29:55,460
- Well, that's important.
817
00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:56,695
- It's scary.
818
00:29:56,695 --> 00:29:57,963
- I know, that's scary.
819
00:29:57,963 --> 00:29:59,464
[whispering] It's okay.
820
00:29:59,464 --> 00:30:00,599
I'm an emotional guy.
821
00:30:00,599 --> 00:30:01,767
If something is bothering me,
822
00:30:01,767 --> 00:30:04,436
like, I want it to be known
and shared
823
00:30:04,436 --> 00:30:05,771
so we can work together on it.
824
00:30:05,771 --> 00:30:07,606
And like, that was
really important,
825
00:30:07,606 --> 00:30:09,708
like, for us to get
through that and for her
826
00:30:09,708 --> 00:30:12,110
to open up about it to me.
827
00:30:13,445 --> 00:30:15,180
Like, yeah, we rode this
incredible, like,
828
00:30:15,180 --> 00:30:17,716
pirate-looking ship
and have our own private beach.
829
00:30:17,716 --> 00:30:20,519
But, like,
the important stuff--
830
00:30:20,519 --> 00:30:22,721
I mean, for the end of this,
engagement
831
00:30:22,721 --> 00:30:24,723
and everything
that comes after,
832
00:30:24,723 --> 00:30:26,591
you need to have
these tough conversations
833
00:30:26,591 --> 00:30:29,828
and, like,
feel things together.
834
00:30:29,828 --> 00:30:31,129
Wanna go walk the beach?
835
00:30:31,129 --> 00:30:33,732
- Yes, I do.
836
00:30:33,732 --> 00:30:35,300
I feel better.
837
00:30:35,300 --> 00:30:38,370
Zach cared enough
to make sure that I was okay.
838
00:30:38,370 --> 00:30:40,205
♪
839
00:30:40,205 --> 00:30:43,442
He put me right back
where I needed to be,
840
00:30:43,442 --> 00:30:46,812
which is excited
and hopeful for the future
841
00:30:46,812 --> 00:30:50,215
and falling in love.
842
00:30:50,215 --> 00:30:53,018
Going into tonight,
I'm just so excited.
843
00:30:56,288 --> 00:30:59,291
[soft music]
844
00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:02,728
♪
845
00:31:02,728 --> 00:31:03,995
- This is pretty!
846
00:31:03,995 --> 00:31:06,665
- It is cool.
- This is freaking cool.
847
00:31:06,665 --> 00:31:11,503
Going into tonight,
I feel really excited.
848
00:31:11,503 --> 00:31:13,171
Today was a lot.
849
00:31:13,171 --> 00:31:17,442
I wasn't my best, like,
crying, just looking gross.
850
00:31:17,442 --> 00:31:19,778
My hair being disgusting,
851
00:31:19,778 --> 00:31:20,846
in a knot.
852
00:31:20,846 --> 00:31:21,913
And saltwater,
853
00:31:21,913 --> 00:31:23,515
all my makeup coming off.
854
00:31:23,515 --> 00:31:25,183
He still looked at me and said,
855
00:31:25,183 --> 00:31:26,585
"You look beautiful.
856
00:31:26,585 --> 00:31:28,553
You could never look ugly."
857
00:31:28,553 --> 00:31:32,124
So I feel safe to tell him
I am falling in love with him,
858
00:31:32,124 --> 00:31:36,228
and I know that
he'll want the Fantasy Suite.
859
00:31:36,228 --> 00:31:39,030
We have both been waiting
for this for so long,
860
00:31:39,030 --> 00:31:41,466
so I don't anticipate
any hiccups tonight.
861
00:31:41,466 --> 00:31:43,735
Oh, my God.
It's so pretty.
862
00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:46,772
- Isn't it?
- Aw. These are fun.
863
00:31:46,772 --> 00:31:48,039
- Well, you know,
going into tonight,
864
00:31:48,039 --> 00:31:51,109
I do want and need
to share with Gabi
865
00:31:51,109 --> 00:31:53,979
my thoughts for how I'd like
to proceed with Fantasy Suites.
866
00:31:53,979 --> 00:31:55,914
- Beautiful.
- Doesn't this look good?
867
00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:58,550
I think the priority should be
the tough conversations
868
00:31:58,550 --> 00:32:00,685
that need to be covered in
this short period of time
869
00:32:00,685 --> 00:32:04,856
with an engagement around
the corner and not having sex.
870
00:32:04,856 --> 00:32:06,057
- You look hot.
871
00:32:06,057 --> 00:32:07,993
I love this outfit.
872
00:32:07,993 --> 00:32:10,762
- You look hotter.
But, you know, I'll take that.
873
00:32:10,762 --> 00:32:13,298
- We look hot.
874
00:32:13,298 --> 00:32:18,570
Well, I would like
to toast to you
875
00:32:18,570 --> 00:32:23,141
for meeting me with
nothing but compassion,
876
00:32:23,141 --> 00:32:25,644
support, and love,
877
00:32:25,644 --> 00:32:30,215
and making me feel like
I was chosen first.
878
00:32:30,215 --> 00:32:32,651
So thank you.
879
00:32:36,188 --> 00:32:37,522
- How are you doing
after today?
880
00:32:37,522 --> 00:32:40,058
Because it was a blast,
like, everything.
881
00:32:40,058 --> 00:32:41,359
And then you opened up and--
882
00:32:41,359 --> 00:32:43,428
- Well, I felt bad
for, like, taking away
883
00:32:43,428 --> 00:32:45,197
from how much fun
we were having,
884
00:32:45,197 --> 00:32:46,932
'cause I was
having so much fun.
885
00:32:46,932 --> 00:32:50,001
- Yeah.
- But there is a lot I lost
886
00:32:50,001 --> 00:32:52,103
about myself
in my last relationship.
887
00:32:52,103 --> 00:32:55,240
And I found out
that I was cheated on.
888
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:58,410
And although I knew
it was happening...
889
00:32:58,410 --> 00:33:01,480
- Hmm.
- I chose to, like,
890
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:03,381
look the other way.
891
00:33:03,381 --> 00:33:07,018
And I didn't know my value
892
00:33:07,018 --> 00:33:10,856
and what I was worthy of
in a relationship.
893
00:33:10,856 --> 00:33:14,559
- Mm-hmm.
- And I have done a lot
894
00:33:14,559 --> 00:33:16,561
to, like, figure out
what does worthwhile love
895
00:33:16,561 --> 00:33:17,863
look like to me.
896
00:33:17,863 --> 00:33:23,101
You truly show me all
of the characteristics
897
00:33:23,101 --> 00:33:24,703
that I've wanted.
898
00:33:24,703 --> 00:33:26,872
You've always made me feel
like I'm a priority to you.
899
00:33:26,872 --> 00:33:29,674
I also know you have
my best interests at heart.
900
00:33:29,674 --> 00:33:32,244
- Like,
I always want you to know
901
00:33:32,244 --> 00:33:36,381
like you do deserve to be
number one.
902
00:33:36,381 --> 00:33:39,117
Like, that's ridiculous,
you know?
903
00:33:39,117 --> 00:33:41,186
But you know where--
- I know.
904
00:33:41,186 --> 00:33:43,822
- Like, I had, like,
such, like,
905
00:33:43,822 --> 00:33:46,124
the worst self-confidence
issue.
906
00:33:46,124 --> 00:33:47,359
Like, I look at myself
in the mirror,
907
00:33:47,359 --> 00:33:50,829
and I'm like,
who could--who would
908
00:33:50,829 --> 00:33:52,898
wanna be with this guy,
who could love this guy?
909
00:33:52,898 --> 00:33:57,068
But with you,
I don't feel that.
910
00:33:57,068 --> 00:33:59,337
- Samesies.
911
00:33:59,337 --> 00:34:01,273
Like, you are so different,
912
00:34:01,273 --> 00:34:03,575
and that's what I love
so much about you
913
00:34:03,575 --> 00:34:08,113
is that you are so special
and so genuine and kind
914
00:34:08,113 --> 00:34:11,783
that I am falling
in love with you.
915
00:34:11,783 --> 00:34:14,653
So thank you.
916
00:34:14,653 --> 00:34:17,222
- I mean...
917
00:34:17,222 --> 00:34:20,225
- Yay.
- [laughs]
918
00:34:20,225 --> 00:34:22,627
I wanna kiss you.
919
00:34:22,627 --> 00:34:24,296
- Well, I'm right here.
- All right.
920
00:34:24,296 --> 00:34:26,097
Meet in the middle?
921
00:34:26,097 --> 00:34:30,302
♪
922
00:34:30,302 --> 00:34:36,308
Hearing her say those words,
I mean, it was just...
923
00:34:36,308 --> 00:34:39,644
I don't know.
It's just all like...
924
00:34:39,644 --> 00:34:41,813
it's like a puzzle
that's just coming together,
925
00:34:41,813 --> 00:34:45,650
and it just feels damn good.
926
00:34:48,286 --> 00:34:50,522
Would you do the honors?
927
00:34:50,522 --> 00:34:54,159
- Oh, my God.
I'd love to. [gasps]
928
00:34:54,159 --> 00:34:57,996
Okay. "Zach and Gabi,
929
00:34:57,996 --> 00:35:00,432
"from sailing on
the turquoise-colored sea
930
00:35:00,432 --> 00:35:03,034
"to exploring your
own private island,
931
00:35:03,034 --> 00:35:05,203
"I hope that today
you created memories
932
00:35:05,203 --> 00:35:07,038
"that will last a lifetime.
933
00:35:07,038 --> 00:35:10,375
"Should you choose to forgo
your individual rooms,
934
00:35:10,375 --> 00:35:14,946
"please use this key to stay as
a couple in the Fantasy Suite.
935
00:35:14,946 --> 00:35:17,282
Jesse."
936
00:35:17,282 --> 00:35:18,483
Cute.
937
00:35:18,483 --> 00:35:19,951
- There's the key.
938
00:35:21,286 --> 00:35:26,558
I mean, obviously,
this card, the Fantasy Suite,
939
00:35:26,558 --> 00:35:31,196
means an opportunity for us
to spend more time together
940
00:35:31,196 --> 00:35:32,764
and further grow
our relationship
941
00:35:32,764 --> 00:35:34,299
and explore our relationship.
942
00:35:34,299 --> 00:35:38,069
But this is typically
the week where,
943
00:35:38,069 --> 00:35:41,106
for lack of a better term,
[bleep] can hit the fan.
944
00:35:41,106 --> 00:35:45,243
And I think to a lot of people,
this week is viewed as
945
00:35:45,243 --> 00:35:48,913
it's like, okay,
it's like sex week.
946
00:35:48,913 --> 00:35:51,549
I think in this experience,
947
00:35:51,549 --> 00:35:56,588
it can cause more issues
and more problems than help.
948
00:35:56,588 --> 00:35:59,924
And I think
what feels right to me
949
00:35:59,924 --> 00:36:02,427
is approaching this entire week
950
00:36:02,427 --> 00:36:06,631
not having sex
with Fantasy Suites.
951
00:36:06,631 --> 00:36:08,199
♪
952
00:36:08,199 --> 00:36:12,937
I know it's not conventional,
but I want this to work.
953
00:36:12,937 --> 00:36:15,340
And to me, it's probably
954
00:36:15,340 --> 00:36:17,942
the healthiest way
to go about it.
955
00:36:17,942 --> 00:36:21,680
'Cause an engagement is
literally, like, a week away.
956
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:26,251
- I wasn't expecting him
to make that decision.
957
00:36:26,251 --> 00:36:28,620
I wouldn't say
that it brought me relief,
958
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:30,889
to be honest with you.
959
00:36:32,057 --> 00:36:35,627
Like, obviously, like, sex
is important in a relationship.
960
00:36:35,627 --> 00:36:40,965
And, you know, you want
that side of it as well.
961
00:36:40,965 --> 00:36:42,901
Did I think I was gonna get
engaged to somebody
962
00:36:42,901 --> 00:36:46,204
that I've never had sex with?
Probably not, but, um...
963
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,573
- I know.
It's crazy.
964
00:36:48,573 --> 00:36:49,708
- We're gonna work on that
later.
965
00:36:49,708 --> 00:36:50,809
- We're gonna--
966
00:36:50,809 --> 00:36:53,611
but like, obviously,
I wanted to--
967
00:36:53,611 --> 00:36:55,413
- I won't try to seduce you.
968
00:36:55,413 --> 00:36:57,515
- [laughs]
969
00:36:57,515 --> 00:36:58,550
- But thank you
for sharing that.
970
00:36:58,550 --> 00:37:00,652
- Oh, of course.
971
00:37:00,652 --> 00:37:02,053
It's important.
972
00:37:02,053 --> 00:37:03,655
And I can't wait.
973
00:37:03,655 --> 00:37:06,224
- I can't wait, either.
974
00:37:06,224 --> 00:37:08,526
At first,
I was like bummed out,
975
00:37:08,526 --> 00:37:10,762
but I think I'll be great.
976
00:37:10,762 --> 00:37:13,465
I can't wait for him
to see my skincare routine.
977
00:37:13,465 --> 00:37:16,000
Are we doing this?
978
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:18,369
Are you down?
- I think we should do it.
979
00:37:18,369 --> 00:37:20,805
- Hell yeah.
- Hell yeah.
980
00:37:20,805 --> 00:37:23,975
- Zach is not having
physical intimacy with anyone.
981
00:37:23,975 --> 00:37:27,212
He's saving it
for the right person,
982
00:37:27,212 --> 00:37:29,981
which means he's not
test driving anything.
983
00:37:29,981 --> 00:37:32,584
He knows he wants a Porsche.
984
00:37:32,584 --> 00:37:34,052
- You ready?
- Oh.
985
00:37:34,052 --> 00:37:35,620
Oh, my gosh!
- Whoo!
986
00:37:35,620 --> 00:37:38,690
- [laughing] Oh, my gosh.
- Got it.
987
00:37:38,690 --> 00:37:40,325
- Oh--
- Smooth!
988
00:37:40,325 --> 00:37:42,527
Oh, my gosh.
989
00:37:42,527 --> 00:37:44,729
But like, imagine
this is, like, your elevator.
990
00:37:44,729 --> 00:37:47,165
Okay, so--
- This is so cool.
991
00:37:47,165 --> 00:37:50,034
This is such a magical moment.
992
00:37:50,034 --> 00:37:54,205
It's so private,
and taking full advantage
993
00:37:54,205 --> 00:37:56,074
of uninterrupted time.
994
00:37:56,074 --> 00:37:59,844
And I really
never want it to end.
995
00:37:59,844 --> 00:38:01,379
Oh!
- [grunts]
996
00:38:01,379 --> 00:38:02,547
- Look at that.
997
00:38:02,547 --> 00:38:04,182
Teamwork makes the dream work.
- Boom.
998
00:38:04,182 --> 00:38:05,683
- Oh, my goodness.
- Look at this.
999
00:38:05,683 --> 00:38:07,786
- Oh! Fun.
1000
00:38:07,786 --> 00:38:10,455
- I think--I wanna go
check out our spot, though.
1001
00:38:11,823 --> 00:38:13,591
- Oh. Oh!
1002
00:38:13,591 --> 00:38:15,727
- Oh, wow.
- This is a big bed.
1003
00:38:15,727 --> 00:38:17,495
Lots of room for activities.
1004
00:38:17,495 --> 00:38:19,097
- Wow.
1005
00:38:19,097 --> 00:38:21,232
- Beautiful tub.
- Tub.
1006
00:38:21,232 --> 00:38:24,903
Wow.
- With lots of flowers.
1007
00:38:24,903 --> 00:38:28,273
- Oh. How's the bed?
1008
00:38:28,273 --> 00:38:30,175
- Oh, nice.
1009
00:38:30,175 --> 00:38:31,442
We love it.
1010
00:38:31,442 --> 00:38:36,781
♪
1011
00:38:36,781 --> 00:38:40,018
I feel no hesitation
having this night with Zach
1012
00:38:40,018 --> 00:38:43,188
because I do want
that mutual connection,
1013
00:38:43,188 --> 00:38:45,824
that physical intimacy.
1014
00:38:49,294 --> 00:38:54,799
It's hitting me that, like,
this is actually happening.
1015
00:38:54,799 --> 00:38:59,003
I think Zach and I
are just very excited.
1016
00:38:59,003 --> 00:39:02,006
♪
1017
00:39:02,006 --> 00:39:04,943
Zach says he's not having sex,
1018
00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:06,945
but I don't know.
1019
00:39:06,945 --> 00:39:08,546
Maybe he will.
1020
00:39:08,546 --> 00:39:10,481
♪
1021
00:39:10,481 --> 00:39:11,616
Good night.
1022
00:39:14,586 --> 00:39:18,056
[birds chirping]
1023
00:39:18,056 --> 00:39:19,757
- This room is so nice.
1024
00:39:19,757 --> 00:39:22,227
- It is so nice.
Very Zen.
1025
00:39:22,227 --> 00:39:23,895
- There's gotta be
a crocodile somewhere.
1026
00:39:23,895 --> 00:39:24,896
- [laughs]
1027
00:39:24,896 --> 00:39:25,930
Is it a crocodile
or an alligator?
1028
00:39:25,930 --> 00:39:27,131
I have no idea.
1029
00:39:27,131 --> 00:39:30,368
- Growing up,
my nickname was Mowgli.
1030
00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:31,436
- Hmm.
1031
00:39:31,436 --> 00:39:32,570
- Do you know
"The Jungle Book"?
1032
00:39:32,570 --> 00:39:33,705
- Mm-hmm.
1033
00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:35,139
- The kid with,
like, the underwear.
1034
00:39:35,139 --> 00:39:37,308
- Mm-hmm.
- That's Mowgli.
1035
00:39:37,308 --> 00:39:39,077
And I would walk around
in my whitey tighties
1036
00:39:39,077 --> 00:39:41,045
and just, like, run around.
- Stop.
1037
00:39:41,045 --> 00:39:42,580
That's so cute.
1038
00:39:42,580 --> 00:39:43,982
[soft music]
1039
00:39:43,982 --> 00:39:45,316
How are you feeling?
1040
00:39:45,316 --> 00:39:46,584
- I'm feeling great.
1041
00:39:46,584 --> 00:39:48,052
- Me too.
1042
00:39:49,454 --> 00:39:50,922
Waking up this morning
next to Zach,
1043
00:39:50,922 --> 00:39:53,291
I'm feeling really good,
1044
00:39:53,291 --> 00:39:57,095
really confident about where
we are in our relationship.
1045
00:39:57,095 --> 00:39:58,863
- You got a little
scratch here.
1046
00:39:58,863 --> 00:40:00,565
It's so cute.
1047
00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:04,636
I love it.
- So cute.
1048
00:40:04,636 --> 00:40:06,404
That was so cute.
1049
00:40:08,039 --> 00:40:12,210
It was such a special night
for both of us.
1050
00:40:12,210 --> 00:40:15,280
I'm definitely
falling in love with Zach.
1051
00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:18,216
He opened up
about his own insecurities,
1052
00:40:18,216 --> 00:40:21,419
and I think we feel
the same about each other.
1053
00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:24,622
When we're together, like,
I can feel where he's at.
1054
00:40:24,622 --> 00:40:27,058
It doesn't have to be
spoken in words.
1055
00:40:29,460 --> 00:40:32,630
I can feel it in
the little private moments
1056
00:40:32,630 --> 00:40:35,767
we shared cuddling together
at the end of the night.
1057
00:40:36,668 --> 00:40:40,104
Great cuddle sesh.
We love a good cuddle sesh.
1058
00:40:40,104 --> 00:40:41,940
I'm gonna miss you.
1059
00:40:41,940 --> 00:40:43,408
- I'm gonna miss you too.
1060
00:40:46,911 --> 00:40:48,947
- I'm gonna miss you more.
1061
00:40:51,816 --> 00:40:53,651
Okay. Don't have too much fun.
1062
00:40:53,651 --> 00:40:55,286
It's hard to say
goodbye to him.
1063
00:40:55,286 --> 00:40:56,821
And I'll miss him, but like,
1064
00:40:56,821 --> 00:40:59,624
I'm also just really excited
for the next time I'll see him.
1065
00:40:59,624 --> 00:41:01,693
Bye.
1066
00:41:01,693 --> 00:41:05,697
- Waking up this morning,
I am feeling
1067
00:41:05,697 --> 00:41:11,869
a lot of, like,
incredible feelings.
1068
00:41:12,937 --> 00:41:16,074
Last night was really
important for us.
1069
00:41:16,074 --> 00:41:18,009
Having that special time
to be alone together
1070
00:41:18,009 --> 00:41:20,979
was huge for our relationship.
1071
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,616
And the whole night
was a very passionate night
1072
00:41:25,616 --> 00:41:31,956
for Gabi and I,
and it was really special.
1073
00:41:31,956 --> 00:41:35,093
But my whole perspective
1074
00:41:35,093 --> 00:41:37,095
on how I thought
the week was gonna go
1075
00:41:37,095 --> 00:41:39,764
changed because
something really special
1076
00:41:39,764 --> 00:41:42,867
happened between us
in the Fantasy Suite,
1077
00:41:42,867 --> 00:41:45,303
and now I feel like
I'm holding in a secret.
1078
00:41:45,303 --> 00:41:47,405
- Hey.
1079
00:41:47,405 --> 00:41:49,040
Good to see you.
- Good to see you too, bro.
1080
00:41:49,040 --> 00:41:51,576
- You doing okay?
- Well, kind of, yeah.
1081
00:41:51,576 --> 00:41:55,146
- What's up?
- A lot going on.
1082
00:41:55,146 --> 00:41:57,115
- What's been happening?
1083
00:41:58,616 --> 00:42:02,954
- I feel really great
with Gabi, and, uh...
1084
00:42:02,954 --> 00:42:07,191
I don't know, it was just
an unreal night, unreal day.
1085
00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:09,694
Every time I see her,
like, it's just like,
1086
00:42:09,694 --> 00:42:12,397
more and more of, like, yeah.
1087
00:42:12,397 --> 00:42:14,298
Seeing a life with you
is not so hard.
1088
00:42:14,298 --> 00:42:15,867
It's pretty damn easy.
1089
00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:17,702
- Dude, that's awesome.
1090
00:42:17,702 --> 00:42:19,804
Right?
- Yeah.
1091
00:42:19,804 --> 00:42:22,140
- That's beautiful.
That's why you're here.
1092
00:42:22,140 --> 00:42:25,243
- Yeah, but remember
our conversation
1093
00:42:25,243 --> 00:42:27,912
going into the week, um...
- Yeah.
1094
00:42:27,912 --> 00:42:30,848
- You know,
taking sex off the table.
1095
00:42:30,848 --> 00:42:32,750
- Yeah.
1096
00:42:32,750 --> 00:42:36,487
- Um, like, it--
1097
00:42:36,487 --> 00:42:39,791
it changed...
1098
00:42:39,791 --> 00:42:43,661
um, with Gabi
in our overnight.
1099
00:42:43,661 --> 00:42:45,129
Um...
1100
00:42:46,464 --> 00:42:51,035
We both agreed and wanted
to have sex together,
1101
00:42:51,035 --> 00:42:55,073
and it was very special.
1102
00:42:55,073 --> 00:43:00,745
It was important, and it was
what we both wanted
1103
00:43:00,745 --> 00:43:02,447
and needed
for the relationship.
1104
00:43:02,447 --> 00:43:08,820
And I feel terrible because
1105
00:43:08,820 --> 00:43:10,788
I've essentially, like,
gone against my word.
1106
00:43:10,788 --> 00:43:15,693
And I have fears with,
like, how Kaity would feel,
1107
00:43:15,693 --> 00:43:18,596
how would Ariel feel,
how would all the women feel?
1108
00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:22,467
And I just feel like a guilt
about the whole week now
1109
00:43:22,467 --> 00:43:25,136
because it's--not with Gabi,
but like a guilt of, you know,
1110
00:43:25,136 --> 00:43:28,206
I said one thing,
and I did another.
1111
00:43:28,206 --> 00:43:30,608
- But it came
from a good place.
1112
00:43:30,608 --> 00:43:31,742
- Yeah.
1113
00:43:31,742 --> 00:43:33,344
- But to some of these women,
1114
00:43:33,344 --> 00:43:35,379
intimacy might be
a really important thing
1115
00:43:35,379 --> 00:43:37,482
before knowing they can say
yes if there is a proposal
1116
00:43:37,482 --> 00:43:38,916
at the end of all this too.
1117
00:43:38,916 --> 00:43:42,420
- Yeah. I hope the women
understand where
1118
00:43:42,420 --> 00:43:44,522
I'm coming from with this
and understand, like,
1119
00:43:44,522 --> 00:43:46,224
where my heart was coming from
1120
00:43:46,224 --> 00:43:48,626
and like I was hoping
to achieve by,
1121
00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:50,928
like, not making this messy.
1122
00:43:50,928 --> 00:43:53,297
But I want them to know that...
1123
00:43:53,297 --> 00:43:55,333
and I'm gonna be fully honest
that, like, things changed.
1124
00:43:55,333 --> 00:43:57,201
Things evolved
in Fantasy Suite,
1125
00:43:57,201 --> 00:44:00,338
and I have, you know, zero
regret what I shared with Gabi.
1126
00:44:00,338 --> 00:44:01,706
Like, that was special.
1127
00:44:01,706 --> 00:44:05,409
We needed that, and that
was, like, perfect for us.
1128
00:44:05,409 --> 00:44:11,883
But I think everyone needs
to be at least aware of
1129
00:44:11,883 --> 00:44:13,751
what actually happened this
week because I don't want there
1130
00:44:13,751 --> 00:44:16,020
to ever be any secrets
or to feel like
1131
00:44:16,020 --> 00:44:17,622
I'm telling one person
one thing
1132
00:44:17,622 --> 00:44:19,023
but doing another
with someone else.
1133
00:44:19,023 --> 00:44:20,925
Like, honesty is the best
way I can go about this.
1134
00:44:20,925 --> 00:44:22,493
- So you feel like you want
to tell the other women
1135
00:44:22,493 --> 00:44:24,595
about what happened?
1136
00:44:24,595 --> 00:44:28,833
- I...like, without a doubt.
1137
00:44:28,833 --> 00:44:31,936
Like, I still have
a Fantasy Suite with Kaity,
1138
00:44:31,936 --> 00:44:35,006
and she needs to know.
- Mm-hmm.
1139
00:44:35,006 --> 00:44:37,608
- And with Ariel, like,
you know, we didn't
1140
00:44:37,608 --> 00:44:39,477
share that intimate moment.
1141
00:44:39,477 --> 00:44:45,750
And being open and honest
with her is very important.
1142
00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:49,420
So I think everyone needs
to be at least aware.
1143
00:44:49,420 --> 00:44:52,056
This is an act of love,
not lust.
1144
00:44:52,056 --> 00:44:55,226
And I want to talk to Gabi
soon and let her know,
1145
00:44:55,226 --> 00:44:58,396
like I would never want
to start a relationship off
1146
00:44:58,396 --> 00:45:01,132
or a marriage off of, like,
a foundation of, like, a secret
1147
00:45:01,132 --> 00:45:03,134
or just not the whole truth.
1148
00:45:03,134 --> 00:45:04,402
- The week was
a lot harder than you thought
1149
00:45:04,402 --> 00:45:06,270
it was gonna be.
1150
00:45:06,270 --> 00:45:09,040
- Oh, my God, so much harder.
1151
00:45:09,040 --> 00:45:10,942
You know, I went into
this week thinking,
1152
00:45:10,942 --> 00:45:13,644
take the physical intimacy
off the table for the week
1153
00:45:13,644 --> 00:45:15,279
and make things less muddy.
1154
00:45:15,279 --> 00:45:18,115
But in reality,
it's gotten a lot worse.
1155
00:45:18,115 --> 00:45:20,218
[sniffling]
Sorry, this is like--
1156
00:45:20,218 --> 00:45:23,354
take a breather for a sec.
1157
00:45:23,354 --> 00:45:25,656
I'm going to have to be
honest with everyone,
1158
00:45:25,656 --> 00:45:28,893
and I hope Gabi understands
that I'm doing this because I,
1159
00:45:28,893 --> 00:45:32,029
like, it's like a thousand
things going on at once,
1160
00:45:32,029 --> 00:45:34,632
and I'm just trying to process
it, trying to figure it out.
1161
00:45:34,632 --> 00:45:37,802
And don't want to hurt
any of these women.
1162
00:45:37,802 --> 00:45:40,104
That's the last thing
I want, like,
1163
00:45:40,104 --> 00:45:42,440
I can't live with that.
I can't.
1164
00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:43,608
- I know you've got some tough
1165
00:45:43,608 --> 00:45:44,742
conversations coming up.
- Yeah.
1166
00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:46,444
- Holler at me
if you need anything.
1167
00:45:46,444 --> 00:45:48,913
- Sharing that beautiful,
intimate moment with Gabi
1168
00:45:48,913 --> 00:45:50,548
was, like, everything
we wanted and needed.
1169
00:45:50,548 --> 00:45:54,619
But, you know, now there
are repercussions for that.
1170
00:45:57,355 --> 00:45:59,090
[tearfully]
It was a beautiful moment.
1171
00:45:59,090 --> 00:46:00,925
It feels robbed.
1172
00:46:00,925 --> 00:46:02,760
[dramatic music]
1173
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:04,996
Feels robbed.
1174
00:46:07,898 --> 00:46:09,900
[birds chirping]
1175
00:46:09,900 --> 00:46:12,937
[soft music]
1176
00:46:12,937 --> 00:46:18,643
♪
1177
00:46:18,643 --> 00:46:20,778
- I'm super excited
to see Zach.
1178
00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:23,547
I think we're gonna have
a great day together,
1179
00:46:23,547 --> 00:46:25,850
and it's gonna be so amazing.
1180
00:46:25,850 --> 00:46:28,586
Seeing his face, like,
I'm so excited,
1181
00:46:28,586 --> 00:46:30,221
and I'm so happy.
1182
00:46:30,221 --> 00:46:32,390
But like,
this week certainly has been
1183
00:46:32,390 --> 00:46:35,526
more difficult because
there has been other ladies.
1184
00:46:35,526 --> 00:46:37,828
that he is spending
the night with.
1185
00:46:37,828 --> 00:46:40,798
But I wanna keep
the weight off my shoulders
1186
00:46:40,798 --> 00:46:43,167
and just lean into today
and forget about, you know,
1187
00:46:43,167 --> 00:46:45,503
my worries and fears.
1188
00:46:45,503 --> 00:46:47,505
This is gonna be
a really special day
1189
00:46:47,505 --> 00:46:49,774
and night for the two of us.
1190
00:46:49,774 --> 00:46:51,475
[knocking on door]
1191
00:46:57,915 --> 00:47:00,184
Oh, my God.
What are you doing here?
1192
00:47:00,184 --> 00:47:02,186
- Hello.
- Hi.
1193
00:47:02,186 --> 00:47:04,322
- Come give me a hug.
- Hello.
1194
00:47:04,322 --> 00:47:05,923
- Hello, beautiful.
- Oh, my God.
1195
00:47:05,923 --> 00:47:08,092
How are you?
- Good to see you.
1196
00:47:08,092 --> 00:47:10,494
- I'm glad I wore
a cute outfit today.
1197
00:47:10,494 --> 00:47:11,996
- Beautiful outfit.
1198
00:47:11,996 --> 00:47:13,964
- Thank you.
- You look so great.
1199
00:47:13,964 --> 00:47:16,467
- Thank you.
1200
00:47:16,467 --> 00:47:18,936
Aren't you supposed to be
on a date right now?
1201
00:47:18,936 --> 00:47:20,504
- Yeah.
Yeah, there you go.
1202
00:47:20,504 --> 00:47:22,206
We don't have to talk
about that.
1203
00:47:22,206 --> 00:47:23,741
[laughter]
1204
00:47:23,741 --> 00:47:27,445
Before seeing Kaity, I needed
to talk to Gabi about
1205
00:47:27,445 --> 00:47:29,280
what was, you know,
shared between us
1206
00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:30,815
in the Fantasy Suite,
1207
00:47:30,815 --> 00:47:32,216
especially because
we were both
1208
00:47:32,216 --> 00:47:34,151
physically intimate
last night.
1209
00:47:34,151 --> 00:47:36,253
That means that things have
changed, things have evolved,
1210
00:47:36,253 --> 00:47:38,656
and now that needs to be
shared with others.
1211
00:47:38,656 --> 00:47:41,425
And I hope she understands
that I'm doing this
1212
00:47:41,425 --> 00:47:44,829
with the utmost care
for her and for us.
1213
00:47:44,829 --> 00:47:50,067
So I had the best,
best time with you.
1214
00:47:50,067 --> 00:47:53,738
Last night was so huge for us.
1215
00:47:53,738 --> 00:47:58,709
I mean, like more magical
than I could have imagined.
1216
00:47:58,709 --> 00:48:05,116
And I just want you to be
fully aware, you know.
1217
00:48:05,116 --> 00:48:08,419
When I, you know, walked away,
I was really in my head
1218
00:48:08,419 --> 00:48:11,756
and nervous about, you know,
1219
00:48:11,756 --> 00:48:15,226
the declaration I kind of
went in with the week
1220
00:48:15,226 --> 00:48:20,264
about the intimacy and like,
1221
00:48:20,264 --> 00:48:24,235
just kinda how it changed
and how it evolved,
1222
00:48:24,235 --> 00:48:26,537
like, with you.
1223
00:48:28,539 --> 00:48:33,644
You made, like, me feel
so special, and, uh, like,
1224
00:48:33,644 --> 00:48:37,381
I wouldn't be able to go about
this week, like,
1225
00:48:37,381 --> 00:48:41,786
just having, like, secrets
and, like, telling someone
1226
00:48:41,786 --> 00:48:44,388
one thing and doing another
and that, and like--
1227
00:48:44,388 --> 00:48:48,159
like, I just wanna be
fully transparent
1228
00:48:48,159 --> 00:48:52,363
with everyone involved
about the whole, like--
1229
00:48:52,363 --> 00:48:54,732
you know.
1230
00:48:58,569 --> 00:49:00,171
You're looking at me funny.
1231
00:49:00,171 --> 00:49:02,373
- I didn't realize
you were so bothered.
1232
00:49:05,109 --> 00:49:06,944
- Yeah.
1233
00:49:09,246 --> 00:49:12,683
Not about us, though,
in the slightest.
1234
00:49:12,683 --> 00:49:16,487
- I don't want you to think
I felt that way at all.
1235
00:49:16,487 --> 00:49:17,855
- Okay.
- Because I didn't.
1236
00:49:17,855 --> 00:49:22,026
I just, you know, took it
as it was between us,
1237
00:49:22,026 --> 00:49:24,395
and that's just where it was.
1238
00:49:26,730 --> 00:49:28,732
- Right.
1239
00:49:28,732 --> 00:49:30,568
- Zach just came into my room
1240
00:49:30,568 --> 00:49:33,938
and told me that he
doesn't wanna keep secrets.
1241
00:49:33,938 --> 00:49:37,308
I'm feeling
a little bit blindsided
1242
00:49:37,308 --> 00:49:40,911
because everything that's
meant to be, like, private
1243
00:49:40,911 --> 00:49:46,016
and between us is now,
like, not any longer.
1244
00:49:46,016 --> 00:49:47,551
- Are you okay?
1245
00:49:47,551 --> 00:49:49,487
- Yeah. I'm just a little
caught off guard.
1246
00:49:49,487 --> 00:49:51,255
That's all.
- Yeah.
1247
00:49:51,255 --> 00:49:54,792
- I do feel like
my trust was broken
1248
00:49:54,792 --> 00:49:56,660
because I felt like
it was between us.
1249
00:49:56,660 --> 00:49:59,930
Now it's between us
plus everyone else.
1250
00:49:59,930 --> 00:50:01,765
- I was, like,
really in my head
1251
00:50:01,765 --> 00:50:03,968
because like, having
a secret is not, like, how
1252
00:50:03,968 --> 00:50:05,703
I'd like to start, like,
1253
00:50:05,703 --> 00:50:07,738
possibly the rest of our lives
together.
1254
00:50:07,738 --> 00:50:10,574
And you're so important to me.
1255
00:50:10,574 --> 00:50:13,511
I wanted to see you,
and I couldn't wait
1256
00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:15,880
to let you know that, you know,
this was on my mind
1257
00:50:15,880 --> 00:50:17,581
and bothering me,
but more importantly,
1258
00:50:17,581 --> 00:50:19,149
just wanting you to know, like,
how I feel about you,
1259
00:50:19,149 --> 00:50:21,919
and how special that night was,
and...
1260
00:50:25,256 --> 00:50:28,692
Like, I--I'm definitely, like--
1261
00:50:28,692 --> 00:50:30,828
I'm falling in love with you.
1262
00:50:30,828 --> 00:50:35,533
And like,
I want you to know that.
1263
00:50:35,533 --> 00:50:39,703
And like, I don't want, like,
anything to, like,
1264
00:50:39,703 --> 00:50:41,639
get in that way.
1265
00:50:41,639 --> 00:50:44,875
And I can see
a future with you, and I...
1266
00:50:44,875 --> 00:50:47,645
♪
1267
00:50:47,645 --> 00:50:48,812
You're [bleep] special,
1268
00:50:48,812 --> 00:50:50,281
and I'm falling in love
with you.
1269
00:50:50,281 --> 00:50:53,517
And I c--you're someone
1270
00:50:53,517 --> 00:50:56,754
that would be awesome
to go through life with too.
1271
00:50:56,754 --> 00:50:58,455
♪
1272
00:50:58,455 --> 00:51:01,525
- Thank you for sharing that.
- Yeah.
1273
00:51:01,525 --> 00:51:03,327
- And coming to talk to me.
1274
00:51:03,327 --> 00:51:09,967
♪
1275
00:51:13,804 --> 00:51:16,674
- Telling Gabi that
I'm falling in love with her,
1276
00:51:16,674 --> 00:51:20,144
my heart skipped a beat
when I said it out loud.
1277
00:51:20,144 --> 00:51:22,079
And then I was like, maybe--
maybe she didn't hear it.
1278
00:51:22,079 --> 00:51:24,949
Maybe I didn't even say it.
Maybe I thought I said it.
1279
00:51:24,949 --> 00:51:27,318
I want to say it again.
1280
00:51:27,318 --> 00:51:29,286
- Don't have too much fun
on your date.
1281
00:51:29,286 --> 00:51:31,221
- [laughing]
1282
00:51:31,221 --> 00:51:33,223
Like, I felt bad that
I really bombarded her
1283
00:51:33,223 --> 00:51:35,326
with so much today,
1284
00:51:35,326 --> 00:51:37,461
but it feels like
a weight off my shoulders.
1285
00:51:37,461 --> 00:51:41,332
And it's not lost on me that
I have my final Fantasy Suite
1286
00:51:41,332 --> 00:51:43,701
and overnight
with Kaity later today.
1287
00:51:43,701 --> 00:51:45,502
- Bye-bye.
- Bye.
1288
00:51:45,502 --> 00:51:47,571
And I still need to tell her
the full truth about
1289
00:51:47,571 --> 00:51:49,373
what happened last night.
1290
00:51:53,177 --> 00:51:56,180
[soft music]
1291
00:51:56,180 --> 00:51:58,682
♪
1292
00:51:58,682 --> 00:52:00,884
- I literally haven't seen
Zach in over a week,
1293
00:52:00,884 --> 00:52:03,087
so I'm so excited to see him.
1294
00:52:03,087 --> 00:52:05,155
I'm head over heels
about this man,
1295
00:52:05,155 --> 00:52:09,393
and I haven't felt
so safe and so happy
1296
00:52:09,393 --> 00:52:10,995
with somebody in so long.
1297
00:52:10,995 --> 00:52:13,097
I am falling in love with him.
1298
00:52:13,097 --> 00:52:14,999
He's extremely loyal,
committed,
1299
00:52:14,999 --> 00:52:16,934
trusting, everything.
1300
00:52:16,934 --> 00:52:18,302
I have no doubt in my mind
1301
00:52:18,302 --> 00:52:19,937
that the day's
gonna go really well.
1302
00:52:19,937 --> 00:52:20,938
I can't wait.
1303
00:52:20,938 --> 00:52:23,040
- Hello.
- How are you?
1304
00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:24,708
- I missed you.
1305
00:52:24,708 --> 00:52:26,644
- I missed you too.
1306
00:52:30,280 --> 00:52:31,315
- You look beautiful.
1307
00:52:31,315 --> 00:52:33,317
- Thank you. So do you.
1308
00:52:33,317 --> 00:52:35,119
- Oh, thank you.
[both laugh]
1309
00:52:35,119 --> 00:52:36,120
How are you doing?
1310
00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:37,354
- I'm doing good.
1311
00:52:37,354 --> 00:52:39,790
I'm excited to explore
Thailand with you, so...
1312
00:52:39,790 --> 00:52:40,991
- We're gonna have
a great day.
1313
00:52:40,991 --> 00:52:42,726
I've got quite the date
planned for us.
1314
00:52:42,726 --> 00:52:44,061
- Do you?
- Yeah.
1315
00:52:44,061 --> 00:52:46,630
We're gonna go explore
some Thai mangrove forest.
1316
00:52:46,630 --> 00:52:47,931
- Okay.
- But there's a cool way
1317
00:52:47,931 --> 00:52:49,299
we're gonna explore it.
- Okay.
1318
00:52:49,299 --> 00:52:50,367
- But I don't want
to spoil it yet.
1319
00:52:50,367 --> 00:52:51,568
- Okay.
- Let's go check it out.
1320
00:52:51,568 --> 00:52:53,003
- Cool.
1321
00:52:53,003 --> 00:52:54,638
- I'm really excited
just to see Kaity again
1322
00:52:54,638 --> 00:52:55,906
and just enjoy our day.
1323
00:52:55,906 --> 00:52:57,741
But there is
something important
1324
00:52:57,741 --> 00:52:59,977
I do need to share with her.
1325
00:52:59,977 --> 00:53:03,347
- I've always wanted
to do this.
1326
00:53:03,347 --> 00:53:05,082
- Right now, like,
Kaity doesn't know
1327
00:53:05,082 --> 00:53:08,285
how this week has transpired
with Ariel and Gabi
1328
00:53:08,285 --> 00:53:12,256
and how it's gotten me
to the point of now.
1329
00:53:12,256 --> 00:53:13,390
And I think
it's really important
1330
00:53:13,390 --> 00:53:15,726
that Kaity knows all of this.
1331
00:53:15,726 --> 00:53:17,561
She deserves
full transparency.
1332
00:53:17,561 --> 00:53:22,466
And so I'm going to speak
with Kaity about it.
1333
00:53:22,466 --> 00:53:24,268
I mean, how pretty is this,
though, honestly?
1334
00:53:24,268 --> 00:53:26,737
- I know. It's so pretty.
1335
00:53:26,737 --> 00:53:29,039
I love it.
1336
00:53:29,039 --> 00:53:30,340
I love the water.
1337
00:53:30,340 --> 00:53:33,210
[soft tense music]
1338
00:53:33,210 --> 00:53:35,112
- I mean, it's been so long
since I've seen her,
1339
00:53:35,112 --> 00:53:38,148
and she is someone,
since the very beginning,
1340
00:53:38,148 --> 00:53:40,851
where we've had that feeling
of, like,
1341
00:53:40,851 --> 00:53:43,320
there could be something
really big and special here.
1342
00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:46,356
- [gasps] Oh, my goodness.
1343
00:53:52,229 --> 00:53:53,831
- This relationship
that we've formed
1344
00:53:53,831 --> 00:53:56,066
has grown stronger
and stronger week over week,
1345
00:53:56,066 --> 00:53:57,868
and I feel like we're at,
1346
00:53:57,868 --> 00:54:00,304
you know,
this really strong point.
1347
00:54:00,304 --> 00:54:02,740
- Have you seen anything
at the bottom yet?
1348
00:54:02,740 --> 00:54:05,909
- Um, a couple fish.
1349
00:54:05,909 --> 00:54:07,478
Honesty is always gonna be
1350
00:54:07,478 --> 00:54:08,779
what I will bring
to the table.
1351
00:54:08,779 --> 00:54:10,114
Like, I can't do it
any other way.
1352
00:54:10,114 --> 00:54:11,381
Like, the feelings of guilt
1353
00:54:11,381 --> 00:54:12,416
and just feelings
of, like, secrets,
1354
00:54:12,416 --> 00:54:15,586
like, I just can't.
1355
00:54:15,586 --> 00:54:17,688
- Oh, my God.
I love the rain.
1356
00:54:20,958 --> 00:54:23,494
- I don't think it'll be
an easy conversation.
1357
00:54:23,494 --> 00:54:25,362
[thunder rumbling]
1358
00:54:25,362 --> 00:54:27,464
We're gonna get off right here
and take this little path.
1359
00:54:27,464 --> 00:54:28,632
- Okay.
1360
00:54:28,632 --> 00:54:30,534
- But I have
all the faith in the world
1361
00:54:30,534 --> 00:54:34,204
that she is someone that can
handle this conversation,
1362
00:54:34,204 --> 00:54:35,806
and we'll have
a discussion about it.
1363
00:54:35,806 --> 00:54:38,342
[thunder rumbling]
1364
00:54:38,342 --> 00:54:40,611
This is cool.
- This is really cool.
1365
00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:43,547
I literally had no idea
this was
1366
00:54:43,547 --> 00:54:46,517
what was in store for today,
and it's so cool.
1367
00:54:54,057 --> 00:54:57,094
[thunder rumbling]
1368
00:54:59,963 --> 00:55:01,565
- I missed you.
- I missed you too.
1369
00:55:01,565 --> 00:55:03,400
- It's been a long time.
- Way too long.
1370
00:55:03,400 --> 00:55:05,435
- It's been a lot...
1371
00:55:05,435 --> 00:55:06,804
- Mm-hmm.
- To be honest.
1372
00:55:06,804 --> 00:55:10,007
Like, and I, like,
1373
00:55:10,007 --> 00:55:12,843
want to, like, talk to you
about, like, kind of--
1374
00:55:12,843 --> 00:55:14,344
I don't know, like,
what's been going on,
1375
00:55:14,344 --> 00:55:16,580
and like, what's been on my--
1376
00:55:16,580 --> 00:55:18,282
my brain and stuff.
1377
00:55:18,282 --> 00:55:20,384
Like...
1378
00:55:20,384 --> 00:55:22,152
you can look at me.
- Sorry.
1379
00:55:22,152 --> 00:55:23,754
- You look so, like, nervous,
like I'm about to drop--
1380
00:55:23,754 --> 00:55:26,757
- No, no, no. It's all right.
1381
00:55:26,757 --> 00:55:28,792
- I was like, "Uh-oh.
She thinks it's terrible."
1382
00:55:28,792 --> 00:55:29,893
- No.
1383
00:55:29,893 --> 00:55:31,195
No.
1384
00:55:31,195 --> 00:55:34,231
- But to be fully transparent,
1385
00:55:34,231 --> 00:55:36,700
like, I went into this week
1386
00:55:36,700 --> 00:55:39,269
kind of setting a parameter
1387
00:55:39,269 --> 00:55:41,638
that I wanted to take--
1388
00:55:41,638 --> 00:55:46,210
or I wanted to not have, like,
1389
00:55:46,210 --> 00:55:49,112
sex and physical intimacy
be involved.
1390
00:55:49,112 --> 00:55:52,549
And I shared that
with the other women
1391
00:55:52,549 --> 00:55:54,151
going into the week.
1392
00:55:54,151 --> 00:55:57,254
And...
1393
00:55:57,254 --> 00:56:01,091
like, a lot has changed
and evolved.
1394
00:56:01,091 --> 00:56:02,292
Like, I would never lie to you,
1395
00:56:02,292 --> 00:56:04,061
and I've always asked
for honesty
1396
00:56:04,061 --> 00:56:05,162
from the beginning.
1397
00:56:05,162 --> 00:56:07,631
And I will always
give you that.
1398
00:56:07,631 --> 00:56:10,400
I have been intimate this week.
1399
00:56:10,400 --> 00:56:13,837
You know, it was a decision
between us that made sense
1400
00:56:13,837 --> 00:56:16,773
to further a relationship,
1401
00:56:16,773 --> 00:56:19,076
and, you know,
1402
00:56:19,076 --> 00:56:22,446
I kind of felt like
this entire journey,
1403
00:56:22,446 --> 00:56:23,981
like, I've been doing
what feels right.
1404
00:56:23,981 --> 00:56:28,252
And, like, this week,
I tried to set parameters
1405
00:56:28,252 --> 00:56:31,255
on, like, how to love
1406
00:56:31,255 --> 00:56:35,158
or how to go about this week,
and then I had this,
1407
00:56:35,158 --> 00:56:37,427
like, really rough time
yesterday.
1408
00:56:37,427 --> 00:56:39,963
And I just hit this moment,
and I wanted to talk to you.
1409
00:56:39,963 --> 00:56:43,033
That's kind of,
you know, where I'm at now.
1410
00:56:43,033 --> 00:56:44,868
- Yeah.
- And I--and obviously, like,
1411
00:56:44,868 --> 00:56:46,370
it is important
to talk to you about.
1412
00:56:46,370 --> 00:56:48,839
And I want to know, like, how
your feelings are with this.
1413
00:56:48,839 --> 00:56:50,207
It's a lot.
- Yeah.
1414
00:56:50,207 --> 00:56:53,610
Well, obviously, like--sorry.
1415
00:56:53,610 --> 00:56:55,312
My heart is, like,
racing right now.
1416
00:56:55,312 --> 00:56:56,680
- It's okay.
1417
00:57:00,384 --> 00:57:03,453
[thunder rumbling]
1418
00:57:05,522 --> 00:57:06,823
It's all right.
1419
00:57:08,926 --> 00:57:10,327
- Like, I knew--
1420
00:57:10,327 --> 00:57:11,428
give me a second.
1421
00:57:11,428 --> 00:57:14,965
[laughs]
- No, it's okay.
1422
00:57:14,965 --> 00:57:18,669
- I knew, like,
going into this, like, that is,
1423
00:57:18,669 --> 00:57:21,138
you know, something that could
potentially happen.
1424
00:57:21,138 --> 00:57:23,507
And, like...
1425
00:57:23,507 --> 00:57:28,011
it sucks, obviously,
to, like, think about it.
1426
00:57:28,011 --> 00:57:31,648
- Yeah.
1427
00:57:31,648 --> 00:57:33,917
I know. And I just--yeah.
1428
00:57:35,152 --> 00:57:37,287
I just don't, like, ever want
you to be, like, guessing,
1429
00:57:37,287 --> 00:57:38,822
and I want you to know.
1430
00:57:38,822 --> 00:57:41,858
[insect buzzing]
1431
00:57:46,697 --> 00:57:49,900
- Um, yeah.
1432
00:57:49,900 --> 00:57:51,568
Like, I just think--
1433
00:57:51,568 --> 00:57:53,770
yeah.
1434
00:57:53,770 --> 00:57:55,305
I just figured
that was the case,
1435
00:57:55,305 --> 00:57:56,907
but, like,
you just telling me it,
1436
00:57:56,907 --> 00:57:58,842
like, confirming...
1437
00:58:04,147 --> 00:58:06,350
Honestly, just, like--
1438
00:58:06,350 --> 00:58:08,051
I get that you wanted
to tell me,
1439
00:58:08,051 --> 00:58:10,354
and I know, like, you're saying
that because you respect me.
1440
00:58:10,354 --> 00:58:12,422
But like,
I honestly just, like,
1441
00:58:12,422 --> 00:58:14,358
could've went
without hearing that.
1442
00:58:14,358 --> 00:58:15,359
- I'm sorry.
1443
00:58:15,359 --> 00:58:16,593
- You don't need to be sorry.
1444
00:58:16,593 --> 00:58:20,731
I know you're not sorry
for doing that.
1445
00:58:20,731 --> 00:58:22,566
You don't need to apologize.
I get it.
1446
00:58:22,566 --> 00:58:25,035
It's--it's part
of this journey.
1447
00:58:25,035 --> 00:58:26,536
I knew that, like,
coming into this,
1448
00:58:26,536 --> 00:58:28,005
this is, like, something that,
1449
00:58:28,005 --> 00:58:29,873
you know, was gonna happen.
1450
00:58:29,873 --> 00:58:32,309
So it's just, like,
[bleep] to just, like,
1451
00:58:32,309 --> 00:58:36,747
hear it confirmed,
to be honest.
1452
00:58:36,747 --> 00:58:38,248
But...
1453
00:58:38,248 --> 00:58:41,284
[dramatic music]
1454
00:58:41,284 --> 00:58:43,253
♪
1455
00:58:43,253 --> 00:58:44,955
[inhales sharply]
1456
00:58:46,857 --> 00:58:49,326
I'm just not happy, obviously,
1457
00:58:49,326 --> 00:58:51,628
so I'm not gonna pretend
like I'm happy.
1458
00:58:53,196 --> 00:58:55,165
[laughs] It's weird. Like--
1459
00:58:55,165 --> 00:58:56,533
- It is weird.
1460
00:58:56,533 --> 00:59:00,504
- Like, we're just--yeah,
it's gonna take me a minute.
1461
00:59:00,504 --> 00:59:02,672
Well, I'm crushed.
1462
00:59:02,672 --> 00:59:05,242
[thunder rumbling]
1463
00:59:05,242 --> 00:59:08,078
The first thing I basically
hear come out of his mouth,
1464
00:59:08,078 --> 00:59:10,614
he's like, "I set
boundaries and parameters
1465
00:59:10,614 --> 00:59:13,817
"about coming into this and not
being sexual with other girls.
1466
00:59:13,817 --> 00:59:16,586
But hey,
I want to let you know, I was."
1467
00:59:21,925 --> 00:59:23,226
- He says sorry.
1468
00:59:23,226 --> 00:59:24,861
Like, why are you--
why are you sorry?
1469
00:59:24,861 --> 00:59:26,596
You're not sorry you did it.
1470
00:59:26,596 --> 00:59:29,066
Like, what are you sorry for?
1471
00:59:29,066 --> 00:59:30,634
You're sorry
the way I'm feeling?
1472
00:59:30,634 --> 00:59:32,169
Well, you know
I would feel this way.
1473
00:59:32,169 --> 00:59:33,370
You know I wouldn't be like,
1474
00:59:33,370 --> 00:59:35,105
"Hey, give me a high five,
pal."
1475
00:59:35,105 --> 00:59:37,340
Like...
1476
00:59:38,542 --> 00:59:40,610
I'm really not okay right now.
1477
00:59:44,848 --> 00:59:47,918
[thunder rumbling]
1478
00:59:55,258 --> 00:59:57,828
- Should we walk over?
1479
00:59:57,828 --> 00:59:59,429
Let's go walk.
1480
01:00:04,367 --> 01:00:06,303
After you.
1481
01:00:12,042 --> 01:00:13,710
- Um--
- No, it's okay.
1482
01:00:13,710 --> 01:00:16,179
- Well--yeah.
1483
01:00:22,586 --> 01:00:25,188
Yeah, it's weird, Zach.
1484
01:00:25,188 --> 01:00:26,623
I'm not gonna lie,
I just feel, like,
1485
01:00:26,623 --> 01:00:29,126
very distant
right now from you,
1486
01:00:29,126 --> 01:00:31,194
if I can be honest.
1487
01:00:31,194 --> 01:00:32,429
Yeah.
1488
01:00:41,404 --> 01:00:43,740
Yeah. I just feel weird.
1489
01:00:43,740 --> 01:00:47,677
I feel, like, distant from you.
1490
01:00:48,879 --> 01:00:50,881
It's just tough 'cause, like,
I was, like--
1491
01:00:50,881 --> 01:00:53,083
[laughs tearfully]
1492
01:00:53,083 --> 01:00:54,751
Oh, [bleep].
1493
01:00:56,186 --> 01:00:57,320
I was, like, so excited
1494
01:00:57,320 --> 01:00:58,889
to, like, have
this day together.
1495
01:00:58,889 --> 01:01:00,023
And I'm like...
1496
01:01:03,426 --> 01:01:05,462
I feel like it's a little...
1497
01:01:07,364 --> 01:01:09,266
I don't know. I don't know.
I don't--I don't know.
1498
01:01:09,266 --> 01:01:12,369
- This is, like,
the last thing I wanted--
1499
01:01:12,369 --> 01:01:15,438
like, I only wanted
to share with you
1500
01:01:15,438 --> 01:01:16,740
because, like, I felt like,
1501
01:01:16,740 --> 01:01:18,375
you know, if it is us
at the end of this,
1502
01:01:18,375 --> 01:01:20,777
like, I would not want you
to have any, like, doubt.
1503
01:01:20,777 --> 01:01:22,279
Because yeah,
this is a [bleep] up week,
1504
01:01:22,279 --> 01:01:24,881
and that's why, like--and--
1505
01:01:24,881 --> 01:01:27,117
- Yeah. I know. I know.
1506
01:01:27,117 --> 01:01:29,753
Like, I will reiterate
a million times over,
1507
01:01:29,753 --> 01:01:32,889
I totally understand,
like, what you were doing
1508
01:01:32,889 --> 01:01:34,925
in trying to tell me.
1509
01:01:34,925 --> 01:01:37,227
But, like, I know
the gist of this week.
1510
01:01:37,227 --> 01:01:39,362
I know what this is.
1511
01:01:39,362 --> 01:01:42,165
Like, it's like--I know that
you're gonna follow your heart.
1512
01:01:42,165 --> 01:01:43,667
I know that
you're trying to fall in love.
1513
01:01:43,667 --> 01:01:46,069
I get that.
I don't need to know.
1514
01:01:46,069 --> 01:01:47,137
- I know. I know.
1515
01:01:47,137 --> 01:01:48,905
But, like,
you know where--like,
1516
01:01:48,905 --> 01:01:51,041
I had set this whole,
like, thing for the week,
1517
01:01:51,041 --> 01:01:52,142
like I told
the other two women.
1518
01:01:52,142 --> 01:01:53,243
- But you don't need
to do that.
1519
01:01:53,243 --> 01:01:54,377
I get that.
- And that was a mistake.
1520
01:01:54,377 --> 01:01:55,912
- Like, I've done
the same thing myself.
1521
01:01:55,912 --> 01:01:59,983
Like, I've put up, like, walls
and parameters myself.
1522
01:01:59,983 --> 01:02:02,819
But, like, you don't owe me--
1523
01:02:02,819 --> 01:02:04,955
like, that's your relationship
with the other women.
1524
01:02:04,955 --> 01:02:06,323
Keep it there.
1525
01:02:06,323 --> 01:02:07,891
Do you know what I mean?
- Yeah.
1526
01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:10,427
- Like, I don't--I don't care
to hear it, to be honest.
1527
01:02:10,427 --> 01:02:12,429
- Yeah, and I understand that.
1528
01:02:12,429 --> 01:02:16,366
And, like, it might have been
completely my fault
1529
01:02:16,366 --> 01:02:17,767
for doing that,
but I felt like--
1530
01:02:17,767 --> 01:02:19,302
- No, it's not--
it's not your fault.
1531
01:02:19,302 --> 01:02:22,205
I understand, like, completely,
like, why you told me.
1532
01:02:22,205 --> 01:02:25,442
And, like, thank you.
- No, no, no.
1533
01:02:25,442 --> 01:02:26,610
- Like, I like--
1534
01:02:26,610 --> 01:02:28,211
I honestly, like--
it just kind of was like
1535
01:02:28,211 --> 01:02:29,846
rubbing salt in the wound
a little bit.
1536
01:02:29,846 --> 01:02:31,514
Like, there's no easy way
to hear that.
1537
01:02:31,514 --> 01:02:33,817
Like, think about it
from my point of view.
1538
01:02:33,817 --> 01:02:35,318
Like, put yourself in my shoes.
1539
01:02:35,318 --> 01:02:37,520
Like, I don't--I don't know.
1540
01:02:37,520 --> 01:02:40,257
Like, I don't know.
- No, it's okay.
1541
01:02:40,257 --> 01:02:42,125
Like, you have every right
to feel this.
1542
01:02:42,125 --> 01:02:45,262
And it's so messed up because,
like, this is, like,
1543
01:02:45,262 --> 01:02:46,730
the last thing
I wanted you to feel.
1544
01:02:46,730 --> 01:02:49,332
Like, to me, like,
you are someone
1545
01:02:49,332 --> 01:02:52,702
that means so much to me,
and this is like--
1546
01:02:52,702 --> 01:02:56,973
I--like, it felt like
I needed to tell you this,
1547
01:02:56,973 --> 01:02:59,843
and now I'm kicking myself.
1548
01:02:59,843 --> 01:03:01,511
- I don't know,
I just feel like
1549
01:03:01,511 --> 01:03:02,846
I'm just not happy.
1550
01:03:02,846 --> 01:03:05,649
And, like, I want to be happy
when I'm with you.
1551
01:03:07,484 --> 01:03:10,020
But, like, there's no
sugarcoating this.
1552
01:03:10,020 --> 01:03:11,855
[laughing]
Like, that's [bleep] to hear.
1553
01:03:11,855 --> 01:03:14,024
And I'm laughing because
it's a coping mechanism.
1554
01:03:14,024 --> 01:03:15,458
It's not funny to me at all.
1555
01:03:15,458 --> 01:03:17,360
Like, that's just how
I cope with things.
1556
01:03:17,360 --> 01:03:18,895
- Mm-hmm.
1557
01:03:21,531 --> 01:03:24,134
- [sobs]
1558
01:03:24,134 --> 01:03:26,770
- Kaity, like, but seriously...
1559
01:03:26,770 --> 01:03:28,772
I can really see it being us
at the end of this.
1560
01:03:28,772 --> 01:03:30,040
And I--
1561
01:03:30,040 --> 01:03:31,841
- Yeah.
- I just--
1562
01:03:39,482 --> 01:03:41,551
You're so special to me,
like, from the beginning.
1563
01:03:41,551 --> 01:03:42,652
- Mm-hmm.
1564
01:03:42,652 --> 01:03:45,255
Thank you for telling me,
but also, like--
1565
01:03:45,255 --> 01:03:47,157
- No, seeing you, like,
upset like this is like--
1566
01:03:47,157 --> 01:03:49,125
- Well, what did you expect,
Zach?
1567
01:03:49,125 --> 01:03:51,761
You think I'm gonna be like,
"yay"?
1568
01:03:51,761 --> 01:03:52,829
- No.
- Like, what did you--
1569
01:03:52,829 --> 01:03:54,331
like, what did you--
- To be honest--
1570
01:03:54,331 --> 01:03:56,399
- Like, honestly, what would
you have liked my reply to be?
1571
01:03:56,399 --> 01:03:57,967
- No, like,
whatever you're feeling
1572
01:03:57,967 --> 01:03:59,202
is what I'd like
your reply to be.
1573
01:03:59,202 --> 01:04:01,304
It's just, like,
I didn't know--
1574
01:04:03,273 --> 01:04:06,843
- It's okay.
- I just didn't know, and I--
1575
01:04:06,843 --> 01:04:09,212
I didn't mean to make you
feel this way.
1576
01:04:10,413 --> 01:04:12,048
- [sighs]
1577
01:04:12,048 --> 01:04:15,685
[soft dramatic music]
1578
01:04:15,685 --> 01:04:16,920
All right.
- Okay.
1579
01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:17,921
- Okay.
1580
01:04:17,921 --> 01:04:20,090
- I think, um--
1581
01:04:20,090 --> 01:04:21,391
yeah.
1582
01:04:21,391 --> 01:04:22,392
Should we just go?
- Yeah.
1583
01:04:22,392 --> 01:04:23,426
- We'll walk.
1584
01:04:25,528 --> 01:04:27,731
Seeing Kaity's reaction
was hard.
1585
01:04:27,731 --> 01:04:30,066
Her whole tone changed,
1586
01:04:30,066 --> 01:04:32,402
and it just felt off
between us.
1587
01:04:32,402 --> 01:04:35,171
But we'll see how tonight goes.
1588
01:04:35,171 --> 01:04:38,274
Honestly, like,
anything can happen.
1589
01:04:38,274 --> 01:04:39,342
Did I [bleep] up?
1590
01:04:39,342 --> 01:04:41,878
Like, all she's feeling
1591
01:04:41,878 --> 01:04:43,213
is distant from me,
1592
01:04:43,213 --> 01:04:46,816
and that's the hardest part
about it.
1593
01:04:48,585 --> 01:04:50,153
And I hope she knows
where I'm coming from,
1594
01:04:50,153 --> 01:04:54,491
but I don't know, like, how
she feels about us after that.
1595
01:04:54,491 --> 01:04:57,327
- Oh, my God.
1596
01:04:57,327 --> 01:04:59,162
I feel so distant from him.
Like...
1597
01:05:02,098 --> 01:05:04,868
I'm so [bleep] confused.
1598
01:05:08,138 --> 01:05:09,773
I don't know.
1599
01:05:09,773 --> 01:05:11,474
- Just take a breath.
1600
01:05:11,474 --> 01:05:14,611
- Like, what am I doing?
1601
01:05:14,611 --> 01:05:16,646
How am I supposed spend
the rest of the night with him
1602
01:05:16,646 --> 01:05:17,881
when I'm not happy
1603
01:05:17,881 --> 01:05:19,516
and all that I'm gonna
think about is that?
1604
01:05:19,516 --> 01:05:20,717
Like--
1605
01:05:20,717 --> 01:05:22,385
I've been away
from my family for months.
1606
01:05:22,385 --> 01:05:25,588
I've left everything behind.
1607
01:05:25,588 --> 01:05:27,957
So excited to see him,
and then--
1608
01:05:40,403 --> 01:05:43,440
[sobbing]
1609
01:05:44,407 --> 01:05:45,708
Heartbreak doesn't feel good,
1610
01:05:45,708 --> 01:05:47,811
but this doesn't feel good
either.
1611
01:05:49,112 --> 01:05:51,314
[sighs]
1612
01:05:51,314 --> 01:05:54,317
I literally just want
to go home.
1613
01:05:57,554 --> 01:06:00,557
[thunder rumbling]
1614
01:06:00,557 --> 01:06:03,560
[tense music]
1615
01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:05,995
♪
1616
01:06:05,995 --> 01:06:08,631
- I didn't see the day
going the way that it did.
1617
01:06:08,631 --> 01:06:11,935
All I really wanted was
to spend that time with Zach.
1618
01:06:11,935 --> 01:06:13,837
And then he told me
that he was intimate
1619
01:06:13,837 --> 01:06:16,673
with one of the other girls
here.
1620
01:06:16,673 --> 01:06:19,442
It honestly crushed me.
1621
01:06:19,442 --> 01:06:23,513
It is the worst feeling
in the world.
1622
01:06:24,981 --> 01:06:26,816
I can't hide
the way that I feel,
1623
01:06:26,816 --> 01:06:29,152
and, like, I am not
in a good headspace.
1624
01:06:29,152 --> 01:06:31,087
I'm not happy.
1625
01:06:31,087 --> 01:06:33,990
I don't know if I'm ready
to move past this.
1626
01:06:33,990 --> 01:06:41,030
♪
1627
01:06:49,239 --> 01:06:51,608
- I'm anxious. I'm worried.
1628
01:06:51,608 --> 01:06:54,444
I'm nervous to death
because I have no idea
1629
01:06:54,444 --> 01:06:56,479
how tonight's gonna go.
1630
01:06:56,479 --> 01:06:58,047
Kaity and I did not
leave great,
1631
01:06:58,047 --> 01:07:00,450
and there's absolutely a fear
1632
01:07:00,450 --> 01:07:04,988
that she might not want
to continue this relationship.
1633
01:07:04,988 --> 01:07:06,456
She is someone
that is so special to me,
1634
01:07:06,456 --> 01:07:08,057
where it's like,
I want to just be with her.
1635
01:07:08,057 --> 01:07:10,326
I want to see her.
1636
01:07:10,326 --> 01:07:11,828
That's all I want.
1637
01:07:11,828 --> 01:07:18,835
♪
1638
01:07:34,484 --> 01:07:36,719
- Hello.
- Hello.
1639
01:07:36,719 --> 01:07:37,954
It's so good to see you.
1640
01:07:37,954 --> 01:07:39,689
- Good to see you.
1641
01:07:39,689 --> 01:07:41,491
- You look beautiful.
I love your dress.
1642
01:07:41,491 --> 01:07:43,059
Want to go check out
the inside?
1643
01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:45,929
- Mm-hmm.
1644
01:07:45,929 --> 01:07:47,130
Okay.
1645
01:07:47,130 --> 01:07:54,037
♪
1646
01:07:54,604 --> 01:07:57,273
- Try to beat the rain.
- I know.
1647
01:07:57,273 --> 01:07:59,943
It seems to be our thing,
though, with the rain today.
1648
01:08:01,678 --> 01:08:03,546
- After you.
- Thank you.
1649
01:08:06,749 --> 01:08:08,217
Oh, wow.
1650
01:08:10,320 --> 01:08:12,188
I'll go on the far side.
1651
01:08:14,324 --> 01:08:16,793
- I want to know
how you're doing.
1652
01:08:16,793 --> 01:08:19,095
I'm not gonna lie,
like, leaving that date,
1653
01:08:19,095 --> 01:08:22,432
like, I was,
like, really worried.
1654
01:08:22,432 --> 01:08:25,234
And more than anything,
I care about you,
1655
01:08:25,234 --> 01:08:27,503
and I care about this.
1656
01:08:27,503 --> 01:08:31,374
And I want to figure,
you know, this out.
1657
01:08:31,374 --> 01:08:32,442
- Yeah.
1658
01:08:34,143 --> 01:08:35,878
Honestly, like,
1659
01:08:35,878 --> 01:08:37,947
when I, like, first got back
to the hotel room,
1660
01:08:37,947 --> 01:08:40,650
I was like, I don't know
if I'm gonna, like--
1661
01:08:40,650 --> 01:08:42,218
like, show up tonight.
1662
01:08:42,218 --> 01:08:45,154
Like, I just needed
more time to process.
1663
01:08:47,156 --> 01:08:50,627
I feel like this week
1664
01:08:50,627 --> 01:08:52,929
was super challenging
in a few ways.
1665
01:08:52,929 --> 01:08:56,599
Like, this is the longest
I've been without seeing you.
1666
01:08:56,599 --> 01:08:58,935
And, like, literally
the last time I saw you,
1667
01:08:58,935 --> 01:09:01,671
I told you I was starting
to fall in love with you.
1668
01:09:01,671 --> 01:09:05,141
And, like,
that's huge for me to say.
1669
01:09:05,141 --> 01:09:07,443
Those words mean a lot.
1670
01:09:07,443 --> 01:09:10,079
And, like, for me to even,
like, say that
1671
01:09:10,079 --> 01:09:12,048
and express that was a lot
for me.
1672
01:09:12,048 --> 01:09:13,316
- Mm-hmm.
1673
01:09:13,316 --> 01:09:15,551
- And like, I just wanted
to, like, go in today
1674
01:09:15,551 --> 01:09:17,620
and just keep strengthening
our relationship.
1675
01:09:17,620 --> 01:09:22,058
And then I felt like
the opposite happened.
1676
01:09:23,292 --> 01:09:25,628
- I didn't, like, enjoy,
like, telling you that.
1677
01:09:25,628 --> 01:09:27,764
And it was, like,
not what I, like,
1678
01:09:27,764 --> 01:09:29,165
really, like, wanted to do.
1679
01:09:29,165 --> 01:09:30,600
But I needed to tell you, like,
1680
01:09:30,600 --> 01:09:32,735
at least for me,
like, the truth.
1681
01:09:32,735 --> 01:09:34,871
Because, like, I know that
there's a proposal next week.
1682
01:09:34,871 --> 01:09:37,173
And that's why it's, like,
so important to me,
1683
01:09:37,173 --> 01:09:39,208
like, where there is
no secrets.
1684
01:09:39,208 --> 01:09:41,277
I would never want, like,
1685
01:09:41,277 --> 01:09:43,179
you to ever feel like
I had any secrets,
1686
01:09:43,179 --> 01:09:44,781
like, before an engagement.
1687
01:09:44,781 --> 01:09:47,350
Because, like, I take this,
like, lifelong.
1688
01:09:47,350 --> 01:09:49,652
Like, an engagement
is, like, marriage.
1689
01:09:49,652 --> 01:09:50,653
It's a family.
1690
01:09:50,653 --> 01:09:51,988
It's starting a life.
- Mm-hmm.
1691
01:09:51,988 --> 01:09:55,458
- And I'm a guy that, like,
for better or for worse,
1692
01:09:55,458 --> 01:09:56,759
like, wears my heart
on my sleeve.
1693
01:09:56,759 --> 01:09:58,594
- Mm-hmm.
- And I can't hold a secret.
1694
01:09:58,594 --> 01:10:00,730
It'll literally make me
sick to my stomach.
1695
01:10:00,730 --> 01:10:03,966
- Yeah, yeah, I don't want you
to hold secrets, by any means.
1696
01:10:03,966 --> 01:10:05,201
- Well, thank you,
because I won't.
1697
01:10:05,201 --> 01:10:06,335
I don't know how to.
1698
01:10:06,335 --> 01:10:07,403
Like, it's literally
against my DNA.
1699
01:10:07,403 --> 01:10:09,739
I used to rat on myself
as a kid.
1700
01:10:09,739 --> 01:10:12,008
My parents were like,
"You were the easiest kid
1701
01:10:12,008 --> 01:10:14,210
"to raise because
if you did anything wrong
1702
01:10:14,210 --> 01:10:16,612
in school or anything,
you told us by the night."
1703
01:10:16,612 --> 01:10:18,981
- [laughs]
- Catholic guilt had me.
1704
01:10:18,981 --> 01:10:22,752
[laughs]
1705
01:10:22,752 --> 01:10:27,957
And, like, if anything,
I just want you to know, like--
1706
01:10:27,957 --> 01:10:30,226
like, what I feel for you,
like, what I care for you.
1707
01:10:30,226 --> 01:10:33,062
And I'm sorry.
1708
01:10:33,062 --> 01:10:34,630
- Well, thank you
for sharing that.
1709
01:10:34,630 --> 01:10:37,567
And, like, obviously,
a relationship isn't always
1710
01:10:37,567 --> 01:10:38,868
rainbows and butterflies.
1711
01:10:38,868 --> 01:10:41,404
You know, it's gonna have
its highs and lows.
1712
01:10:41,404 --> 01:10:43,973
I can see, like,
you're obviously upset
1713
01:10:43,973 --> 01:10:48,010
by, like, me being upset,
and this is something
1714
01:10:48,010 --> 01:10:49,846
I feel like we can get through.
1715
01:10:49,846 --> 01:10:51,247
We can keep moving forward.
1716
01:10:51,247 --> 01:10:53,015
It was a step back,
1717
01:10:53,015 --> 01:10:55,818
but like,
I feel so confident in you,
1718
01:10:55,818 --> 01:10:59,388
and I feel really good
about where we are.
1719
01:10:59,388 --> 01:11:04,193
It is all worth it,
sitting here next to you.
1720
01:11:05,228 --> 01:11:06,395
Literally from day one,
1721
01:11:06,395 --> 01:11:07,663
I remember the first time
we talked,
1722
01:11:07,663 --> 01:11:09,198
I said I feel like
the luckiest girl
1723
01:11:09,198 --> 01:11:11,400
in the world,
and I know I always say it,
1724
01:11:11,400 --> 01:11:13,336
and I still do, Zach.
1725
01:11:13,336 --> 01:11:18,407
I think you're amazing,
so all smiles from here.
1726
01:11:18,407 --> 01:11:22,979
- You're--I mean, you make,
like, this worth it.
1727
01:11:22,979 --> 01:11:27,617
Like, from the beginning, like,
I can wholeheartedly tell you,
1728
01:11:27,617 --> 01:11:30,453
like, you just--
1729
01:11:30,453 --> 01:11:33,990
I don't know, you make me feel,
like, some real special way
1730
01:11:33,990 --> 01:11:35,491
that, like--
1731
01:11:35,491 --> 01:11:36,926
- Well, good.
1732
01:11:36,926 --> 01:11:38,728
- I mean, I can't even put it
to words, to be honest.
1733
01:11:38,728 --> 01:11:40,396
- Give me a kiss.
1734
01:11:40,396 --> 01:11:43,399
[sweet music]
1735
01:11:43,399 --> 01:11:48,070
♪
1736
01:11:48,070 --> 01:11:49,806
I feel a lot better.
1737
01:11:49,806 --> 01:11:51,174
In relationships,
1738
01:11:51,174 --> 01:11:53,309
things aren't gonna be easy
all the time.
1739
01:11:53,309 --> 01:11:56,245
Obviously, this is
a very strange circumstance.
1740
01:11:56,245 --> 01:12:00,616
But, like, I got the clarity
I needed and wanted from him,
1741
01:12:00,616 --> 01:12:02,418
and it feels good.
1742
01:12:02,418 --> 01:12:03,753
- Would you do the honors?
1743
01:12:03,753 --> 01:12:05,655
- Absolutely.
1744
01:12:07,290 --> 01:12:09,826
"Zach and Kaity,
should you choose
1745
01:12:09,826 --> 01:12:12,228
"to forgo
your individual rooms,
1746
01:12:12,228 --> 01:12:15,398
"please use this key
to stay as a couple
1747
01:12:15,398 --> 01:12:17,066
"in the Fantasy Suite.
1748
01:12:17,066 --> 01:12:18,067
Jesse."
1749
01:12:22,205 --> 01:12:23,739
- Should we go?
1750
01:12:25,408 --> 01:12:29,078
- Absolutely.
1751
01:12:29,078 --> 01:12:30,246
- Funny, it's right here.
1752
01:12:30,246 --> 01:12:32,114
- Whoo-hoo!
1753
01:12:32,114 --> 01:12:34,817
I'm extremely happy I stayed.
1754
01:12:34,817 --> 01:12:37,053
All I want is
to keep strengthening
1755
01:12:37,053 --> 01:12:38,387
our relationship.
1756
01:12:38,387 --> 01:12:39,956
This is so beautiful.
1757
01:12:39,956 --> 01:12:41,257
- It's so unreal.
1758
01:12:41,257 --> 01:12:43,593
- But I'm cautious.
1759
01:12:43,593 --> 01:12:46,195
I really want to feel
comforted by him,
1760
01:12:46,195 --> 01:12:48,664
and I hope that we can gain
that closeness
1761
01:12:48,664 --> 01:12:51,567
with this intimate time
that we haven't had yet.
1762
01:12:51,567 --> 01:12:54,203
- You are someone that I would
never take for granted,
1763
01:12:54,203 --> 01:12:58,307
and I can't wait
for what the future is to come.
1764
01:12:58,307 --> 01:12:59,709
Cheers.
- Cheers.
1765
01:12:59,709 --> 01:13:02,111
That was beautiful.
1766
01:13:02,111 --> 01:13:04,947
- I'm feeling
a sense of relief.
1767
01:13:04,947 --> 01:13:07,250
I care about her so much,
1768
01:13:07,250 --> 01:13:09,585
and I think
that we can get past this.
1769
01:13:09,585 --> 01:13:12,722
The night went so much better
than I could have imagined.
1770
01:13:12,722 --> 01:13:14,857
Like, I could have lost Kaity.
1771
01:13:14,857 --> 01:13:16,592
I don't know
where to go from here,
1772
01:13:16,592 --> 01:13:18,995
but we'll see how it goes.
1773
01:13:22,431 --> 01:13:25,368
[tense music]
1774
01:13:25,368 --> 01:13:29,338
♪
1775
01:13:29,338 --> 01:13:31,474
- Today is
the last Rose Ceremony,
1776
01:13:31,474 --> 01:13:34,310
and this week felt like
1777
01:13:34,310 --> 01:13:37,280
the best dates
we have ever had.
1778
01:13:37,280 --> 01:13:38,814
Right now, I'm feeling
really good about him.
1779
01:13:38,814 --> 01:13:41,050
I'm feeling really good
about us.
1780
01:13:41,050 --> 01:13:43,519
And it felt amazing
telling Zach
1781
01:13:43,519 --> 01:13:45,988
that I'm falling in love
with him.
1782
01:13:45,988 --> 01:13:48,991
Like, I don't know
how his other dates went,
1783
01:13:48,991 --> 01:13:51,427
so I can't say how he's feeling
about all the relationships,
1784
01:13:51,427 --> 01:13:53,729
but my heart is pounding
out of my chest.
1785
01:13:53,729 --> 01:13:56,699
I usually don't get
this nervous.
1786
01:13:59,468 --> 01:14:02,171
- This week has been
definitely, like,
1787
01:14:02,171 --> 01:14:04,774
an emotional roller coaster
for me.
1788
01:14:04,774 --> 01:14:08,277
Our overnight date
was really great.
1789
01:14:08,277 --> 01:14:11,380
It's great to hear
he's falling in love with me.
1790
01:14:11,380 --> 01:14:13,649
But in a way, it feels like
1791
01:14:13,649 --> 01:14:17,153
he's cleared his conscience
1792
01:14:17,153 --> 01:14:19,055
at the expense of my heart.
1793
01:14:20,089 --> 01:14:23,859
I can't, like, deny
the fact that I am feeling
1794
01:14:23,859 --> 01:14:25,928
blindsided by it,
1795
01:14:25,928 --> 01:14:29,432
and my trust was broken.
1796
01:14:29,432 --> 01:14:30,900
I don't know.
1797
01:14:30,900 --> 01:14:32,868
Like, I don't know
if I want this rose right now.
1798
01:14:32,868 --> 01:14:37,573
♪
1799
01:14:37,573 --> 01:14:39,575
- I'm feeling anxious.
1800
01:14:39,575 --> 01:14:42,144
I don't know
how this is gonna go.
1801
01:14:42,144 --> 01:14:45,414
I don't think anybody wants
to hear somebody that they're,
1802
01:14:45,414 --> 01:14:46,849
you know, falling in love with
1803
01:14:46,849 --> 01:14:49,552
has been intimate
with another woman.
1804
01:14:49,552 --> 01:14:51,354
On the other hand,
we really did
1805
01:14:51,354 --> 01:14:53,422
grow together through that.
1806
01:14:53,422 --> 01:14:55,157
And like, yes,
like, he can tell me
1807
01:14:55,157 --> 01:14:56,759
that we have a really
strong relationship,
1808
01:14:56,759 --> 01:14:58,627
and I can feel that too.
1809
01:14:58,627 --> 01:15:00,763
But, like, is it strong enough?
1810
01:15:00,763 --> 01:15:04,433
Is our relationship stronger
than the other women?
1811
01:15:04,433 --> 01:15:07,470
This could be
the end of my journey.
1812
01:15:07,470 --> 01:15:09,805
It's obviously, like,
crushing to think about.
1813
01:15:09,805 --> 01:15:12,108
- Good to see you, brother.
- Great seeing you too.
1814
01:15:13,109 --> 01:15:14,744
How are you holding up?
1815
01:15:14,744 --> 01:15:16,012
- Good, man.
1816
01:15:16,012 --> 01:15:17,646
It's been a hell of a week.
1817
01:15:17,646 --> 01:15:19,281
- Yeah.
- To say the least.
1818
01:15:19,281 --> 01:15:22,985
Right now, you know, with
how crazy this week has gone,
1819
01:15:22,985 --> 01:15:24,553
like, I don't know.
1820
01:15:24,553 --> 01:15:28,758
Like, I feel like this can go
a lot of wrong ways,
1821
01:15:28,758 --> 01:15:31,127
and that just
shatters my heart.
1822
01:15:31,127 --> 01:15:33,562
Like, maybe, like, I really
[bleep] it up, like, for good.
1823
01:15:33,562 --> 01:15:36,699
- Look, I know this has been
an incredibly tumultuous week
1824
01:15:36,699 --> 01:15:38,868
for you, and I know you feel
like you made some mistakes.
1825
01:15:38,868 --> 01:15:41,704
But guess what,
nobody doesn't make mistakes
1826
01:15:41,704 --> 01:15:43,239
in this experience, trust me.
1827
01:15:43,239 --> 01:15:45,041
- Yeah.
- I know that firsthand.
1828
01:15:45,041 --> 01:15:47,109
- Yeah.
- You were truthful.
1829
01:15:47,109 --> 01:15:48,110
You were honest.
1830
01:15:48,110 --> 01:15:50,012
It's going to bring you closer
1831
01:15:50,012 --> 01:15:52,915
to finding the love that
you want and why you came here.
1832
01:15:52,915 --> 01:15:54,617
- Yeah.
1833
01:15:54,617 --> 01:15:56,919
- All right, it's that time.
- All right.
1834
01:15:56,919 --> 01:15:58,087
- The women are waiting
for you.
1835
01:15:58,087 --> 01:15:59,622
As always,
I wish you all the best.
1836
01:15:59,622 --> 01:16:06,662
♪
1837
01:16:12,168 --> 01:16:15,037
- Ladies, you all look
stunning right now.
1838
01:16:17,206 --> 01:16:22,011
I came into this week
setting parameters on myself,
1839
01:16:22,011 --> 01:16:24,113
parameters on ways to find love
1840
01:16:24,113 --> 01:16:27,683
or how to think I can navigate
finding love.
1841
01:16:27,683 --> 01:16:32,054
And that was the biggest
mistake I could have done.
1842
01:16:32,054 --> 01:16:35,724
This week, at times,
I felt like a failure.
1843
01:16:35,724 --> 01:16:40,096
I've caused pain,
and I've made mistakes.
1844
01:16:40,096 --> 01:16:43,766
And I'm so sorry for that.
1845
01:16:43,766 --> 01:16:47,103
This decision has been
weighing on me.
1846
01:16:47,103 --> 01:16:49,371
Like, it shatters my heart
1847
01:16:49,371 --> 01:16:53,209
knowing that I have to send
one of you women home.
1848
01:16:53,209 --> 01:17:00,249
♪
1849
01:17:09,825 --> 01:17:11,093
- Kaity.
1850
01:17:15,965 --> 01:17:17,766
Kaity, will you accept
this rose?
1851
01:17:17,766 --> 01:17:19,235
- Yes, I will.
1852
01:17:19,235 --> 01:17:26,275
♪
1853
01:17:48,397 --> 01:17:49,565
- Gabi.
1854
01:17:54,403 --> 01:17:57,039
Gabi, will you accept
this rose?
1855
01:17:57,039 --> 01:17:58,641
- Yes, of course.
1856
01:18:00,009 --> 01:18:03,179
[somber music]
1857
01:18:03,179 --> 01:18:08,217
♪
1858
01:18:10,719 --> 01:18:12,922
- Ariel, I'm so sorry.
1859
01:18:12,922 --> 01:18:16,492
Please take a moment
and say your goodbyes.
1860
01:18:16,492 --> 01:18:19,028
- Bye.
- You'll be okay.
1861
01:18:21,497 --> 01:18:24,099
- Love you.
- I love you too.
1862
01:18:24,099 --> 01:18:26,001
[indistinct whispering]
1863
01:18:26,001 --> 01:18:31,540
♪
1864
01:18:31,540 --> 01:18:34,176
- [sighs]
1865
01:18:42,151 --> 01:18:45,921
- I just want to say,
like, this was
1866
01:18:45,921 --> 01:18:47,923
easily the hardest thing
I've had to do.
1867
01:18:47,923 --> 01:18:50,859
And I want you to know
that I appreciate you
1868
01:18:50,859 --> 01:18:51,994
more than you know.
1869
01:18:51,994 --> 01:18:55,164
And you are one
of the most interesting,
1870
01:18:55,164 --> 01:18:58,601
intriguing, beautiful,
respectful, mature,
1871
01:18:58,601 --> 01:18:59,969
intelligent women
I've ever met,
1872
01:18:59,969 --> 01:19:01,904
and I'm blessed to know you
1873
01:19:01,904 --> 01:19:05,908
and how you opened up
your heart to me.
1874
01:19:09,712 --> 01:19:11,013
I mean that.
1875
01:19:19,355 --> 01:19:20,956
- Thank you for being you.
1876
01:19:20,956 --> 01:19:22,291
Like, you.
1877
01:19:31,834 --> 01:19:34,803
[car engine starts]
1878
01:19:34,803 --> 01:19:41,844
♪
1879
01:19:54,623 --> 01:19:57,259
Ariel.
- Good luck with everything.
1880
01:19:57,259 --> 01:19:59,461
- Thank you for everything.
- Yeah.
1881
01:19:59,461 --> 01:20:00,663
- Bye.
- Bye.
1882
01:20:00,663 --> 01:20:01,997
- Bye.
1883
01:20:01,997 --> 01:20:09,004
♪
1884
01:20:18,914 --> 01:20:21,650
- It hurts a lot.
1885
01:20:21,650 --> 01:20:24,420
I'm hurt because I know, like,
how great of a person he is.
1886
01:20:24,420 --> 01:20:27,489
And I know that I felt this way
for the first time
1887
01:20:27,489 --> 01:20:29,525
in a while for a reason.
1888
01:20:30,959 --> 01:20:32,361
It's like that future
and that life
1889
01:20:32,361 --> 01:20:34,663
that you envision is just,
like, gone in a cloud,
1890
01:20:34,663 --> 01:20:36,532
in a way.
1891
01:20:38,767 --> 01:20:41,737
I just wonder, like,
when it'll finally click,
1892
01:20:41,737 --> 01:20:44,173
and I'll finally find
that, like, person
1893
01:20:44,173 --> 01:20:48,310
that wants me
above, like, anyone else
1894
01:20:48,310 --> 01:20:50,579
and everyone else and all else.
1895
01:21:06,962 --> 01:21:10,366
It's crazy to think
that I'm one of the two women
1896
01:21:10,366 --> 01:21:11,934
that are here.
1897
01:21:11,934 --> 01:21:13,902
I'm extremely grateful
for that.
1898
01:21:13,902 --> 01:21:15,804
[tense music]
1899
01:21:15,804 --> 01:21:17,873
I'm falling in love
with this man,
1900
01:21:17,873 --> 01:21:20,042
but there's still
a few more things
1901
01:21:20,042 --> 01:21:22,244
and steps that, you know,
we need to get through
1902
01:21:22,244 --> 01:21:25,114
before I can be
100% confident in,
1903
01:21:25,114 --> 01:21:26,949
like, having a ring
on my finger.
1904
01:21:26,949 --> 01:21:29,752
- Hi, ladies. Ah.
1905
01:21:29,752 --> 01:21:32,521
- [laughs]
- Oh, gosh.
1906
01:21:34,423 --> 01:21:38,827
- I thought I would be in
a much different state of mind.
1907
01:21:38,827 --> 01:21:40,329
I thought I'd be a lot happier.
1908
01:21:40,329 --> 01:21:45,033
And right now,
I feel like I am,
1909
01:21:45,033 --> 01:21:47,936
like I said,
wearing a big A my chest.
1910
01:21:47,936 --> 01:21:49,138
Like...
1911
01:21:49,138 --> 01:21:53,475
- Cheers to a new week
with new memories
1912
01:21:53,475 --> 01:21:56,645
and getting the privilege
to meet your family.
1913
01:21:56,645 --> 01:21:58,046
both: Cheers.
1914
01:21:58,046 --> 01:22:00,149
- It's, like, a very
uncomfortable feeling.
1915
01:22:00,149 --> 01:22:03,819
And he's, like, only making
eye contact with Kaity
1916
01:22:03,819 --> 01:22:05,320
when I feel like
I've just been
1917
01:22:05,320 --> 01:22:06,955
kind of put
through the wringer here.
1918
01:22:06,955 --> 01:22:10,793
I have questions that are
running through my mind
1919
01:22:10,793 --> 01:22:13,395
that I need answered
before I can
1920
01:22:13,395 --> 01:22:16,899
confidently move forward
with an engagement.
1921
01:22:16,899 --> 01:22:18,634
- We're meeting
the family next week.
1922
01:22:18,634 --> 01:22:19,701
- It's crazy.
1923
01:22:19,701 --> 01:22:22,905
- Like,
this is [bleep] special.
1924
01:22:22,905 --> 01:22:24,173
- Next week...
1925
01:22:24,173 --> 01:22:27,376
[dramatic music]
1926
01:22:27,376 --> 01:22:30,679
It's the incredibly emotional
season finale
1927
01:22:30,679 --> 01:22:32,047
of "The Bachelor."
1928
01:22:32,047 --> 01:22:33,715
- Last week
with the overnights,
1929
01:22:33,715 --> 01:22:34,883
I tried to do something
1930
01:22:34,883 --> 01:22:36,585
that was trying
to help everyone out,
1931
01:22:36,585 --> 01:22:38,353
and honestly bit me in the ass.
1932
01:22:38,353 --> 01:22:41,790
Both Kaity and Gabi are still
feeling upset with me.
1933
01:22:41,790 --> 01:22:45,294
- Do you regret the decision
that you made with me?
1934
01:22:45,294 --> 01:22:46,495
- No.
1935
01:22:46,495 --> 01:22:47,596
I want to try to fix
1936
01:22:47,596 --> 01:22:49,331
and alleviate loss of trust.
1937
01:22:49,331 --> 01:22:51,667
I know it's scary
and it's hard.
1938
01:22:51,667 --> 01:22:53,402
- In the back of my head
it's like,
1939
01:22:53,402 --> 01:22:55,270
what is he saying to Gabi?
1940
01:22:55,270 --> 01:22:57,172
- I know this is not
what you wanna hear,
1941
01:22:57,172 --> 01:22:59,341
but it's like, I'm so torn.
1942
01:22:59,341 --> 01:23:00,976
Like, it's the biggest decision
of my life.
1943
01:23:00,976 --> 01:23:02,945
- Well, make
the [bleep] decision.
1944
01:23:02,945 --> 01:23:04,313
I'm sick of self-doubt.
1945
01:23:04,313 --> 01:23:08,650
I'm sick of feeling like
I don't know if I'm enough.
1946
01:23:08,650 --> 01:23:12,221
- Are you prepared
for, like, if it does go,
1947
01:23:12,221 --> 01:23:13,388
like, the other way?
1948
01:23:13,388 --> 01:23:16,558
- [breathes deeply]
1949
01:23:16,558 --> 01:23:18,927
Somebody at the end of this
is gonna get hurt.
1950
01:23:22,297 --> 01:23:25,767
- I've caused pain
and I've made mistakes.
1951
01:23:25,767 --> 01:23:28,136
But standing here
with the ring,
1952
01:23:28,136 --> 01:23:32,207
I just hope
that it's all worth it.
1953
01:23:32,207 --> 01:23:34,376
- It's all coming up next week
1954
01:23:34,376 --> 01:23:39,081
on the stunning season finale
of "The Bachelor."
1955
01:23:44,987 --> 01:23:46,588
[monkey chitters]
1956
01:23:51,727 --> 01:23:53,061
[monkey chirps]
1957
01:23:55,797 --> 01:23:56,999
[monkey grunts]
1958
01:23:59,468 --> 01:24:01,537
[monkeys chittering]
1959
01:24:08,877 --> 01:24:10,646
[chittering]
- [groans]
1960
01:24:10,646 --> 01:24:12,748
Oh, my God.
[screams]
1961
01:24:12,748 --> 01:24:14,950
No! Stay.
What the [bleep]?
1962
01:24:14,950 --> 01:24:17,786
[laughing]
What the [bleep]?
1963
01:24:17,786 --> 01:24:19,321
[chittering]
1964
01:24:19,321 --> 01:24:21,823
Maybe they don't like
the color purple.
1965
01:24:21,823 --> 01:24:25,227
[quirky music]
1966
01:24:25,227 --> 01:24:27,262
[monkey grunting]
Oh, my God.
1967
01:24:27,262 --> 01:24:29,131
They hate me.
[laughs]
1968
01:24:29,131 --> 01:24:30,566
Oh, my--
1969
01:24:30,566 --> 01:24:33,802
[monkeys chittering]
1970
01:24:33,802 --> 01:24:37,072
[laughing]
I'm not doing that again.