1 00:00:04,171 --> 00:00:05,756 - So have you learned any French? 2 00:00:05,756 --> 00:00:08,800 - I've tried to, but nothing has stuck. 3 00:00:08,800 --> 00:00:09,551 - Say, "Je t'aime." 4 00:00:10,344 --> 00:00:12,137 - [gasps] That's so nice. 5 00:00:12,137 --> 00:00:14,056 Thank you. - What does it mean? 6 00:00:14,056 --> 00:00:15,891 - Merci. - Merci. 7 00:00:15,891 --> 00:00:16,934 - Say, "Je t'aime." 8 00:00:16,934 --> 00:00:18,185 [soft music] 9 00:00:18,185 --> 00:00:18,977 Say it. 10 00:00:19,728 --> 00:00:21,897 - [gasps] Merci. 11 00:00:21,897 --> 00:00:23,232 Merci. 12 00:00:23,232 --> 00:00:28,195 ♪ ♪ 13 00:00:28,195 --> 00:00:30,989 [birds chirping] 14 00:00:32,532 --> 00:00:35,661 [geese honking] 15 00:00:39,581 --> 00:00:42,542 [soft music] 16 00:00:42,542 --> 00:00:49,341 ♪ ♪ 17 00:00:54,805 --> 00:00:56,682 - We're in Montreal. 18 00:00:56,682 --> 00:00:57,975 It's beautiful here, 19 00:00:57,975 --> 00:01:00,394 and it's very romantic. 20 00:01:00,394 --> 00:01:02,104 I know I should be feeling great, 21 00:01:02,104 --> 00:01:05,774 but I'm really struggling. 22 00:01:05,774 --> 00:01:09,528 We're down to ten women, and this week is exciting. 23 00:01:09,528 --> 00:01:11,488 I--I'm really looking forward to seeing them. 24 00:01:11,488 --> 00:01:13,031 I--I know the feelings are getting stronger. 25 00:01:13,031 --> 00:01:14,324 I know they're real. 26 00:01:14,324 --> 00:01:16,493 But I'm falling for multiple women, 27 00:01:16,493 --> 00:01:18,495 and it scares me. 28 00:01:18,495 --> 00:01:19,997 ♪ ♪ 29 00:01:19,997 --> 00:01:21,790 I'm finding myself holding back in some ways, 30 00:01:21,790 --> 00:01:22,791 and I don't like it. 31 00:01:22,791 --> 00:01:23,834 I don't want to. 32 00:01:23,834 --> 00:01:26,086 ♪ ♪ 33 00:01:26,086 --> 00:01:28,088 There are some women here that I'm scared to death 34 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:30,465 would go home if I started to share how I'm feeling 35 00:01:30,465 --> 00:01:31,675 and they didn't feel it the same way, 36 00:01:31,675 --> 00:01:33,176 and they--they had this realization 37 00:01:33,176 --> 00:01:35,429 that it wasn't right. 38 00:01:35,429 --> 00:01:37,848 I think the fear comes from me being scared 39 00:01:37,848 --> 00:01:39,641 that this isn't gonna end up working out for some reason. 40 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:42,352 ♪ ♪ 41 00:01:42,352 --> 00:01:44,354 I don't know why I hold on to that so much, 42 00:01:44,354 --> 00:01:48,483 but the last time I really opened up was with Charity. 43 00:01:48,483 --> 00:01:50,861 I left heartbroken. 44 00:01:50,861 --> 00:01:52,696 I felt so lost after that. 45 00:01:52,696 --> 00:01:55,407 So when I think about letting multiple women in, 46 00:01:55,407 --> 00:01:57,117 knowing that it might not work out, 47 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:59,870 it holds me back. 48 00:01:59,870 --> 00:02:02,622 I'm trying to do my best to express how I feel 49 00:02:02,622 --> 00:02:03,915 and show who I am. 50 00:02:03,915 --> 00:02:05,542 It just--it's hard to do that 51 00:02:05,542 --> 00:02:08,128 while also trying to be fun and be more light, 52 00:02:08,128 --> 00:02:10,339 and sometimes that's just not me. 53 00:02:10,339 --> 00:02:13,342 I'm not--I'm not this, like, super energetic, 54 00:02:13,342 --> 00:02:14,676 "here we go" Joey. 55 00:02:14,676 --> 00:02:17,012 Like, that's not who I am. 56 00:02:17,012 --> 00:02:19,222 I just feel like sometimes 57 00:02:19,222 --> 00:02:21,433 people expect you to be a certain way, 58 00:02:21,433 --> 00:02:23,393 and it's just like, is it really me? 59 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:24,811 I don't know. 60 00:02:24,811 --> 00:02:27,230 ♪ ♪ 61 00:02:29,441 --> 00:02:31,360 - I don't feel like I need to be perfect. 62 00:02:31,360 --> 00:02:33,362 I feel like people expect me to be. 63 00:02:33,362 --> 00:02:34,613 ♪ ♪ 64 00:02:34,613 --> 00:02:36,239 Most of my life, I've been struggling with 65 00:02:36,239 --> 00:02:38,909 the fact that I don't feel perfect. 66 00:02:38,909 --> 00:02:40,911 I feel like there's a lot that's wrong with me... 67 00:02:40,911 --> 00:02:42,371 [sniffles] 68 00:02:42,371 --> 00:02:43,747 And you, like, try to work through it, 69 00:02:43,747 --> 00:02:45,666 and it's tough. 70 00:02:45,666 --> 00:02:47,125 But... 71 00:02:47,125 --> 00:02:50,712 ♪ ♪ 72 00:02:50,712 --> 00:02:52,839 I've always been my biggest critic, 73 00:02:52,839 --> 00:02:56,927 and I'm afraid of someone not accepting me for me. 74 00:02:56,927 --> 00:03:00,347 You know, I don't know what that is. 75 00:03:00,347 --> 00:03:02,474 I'm still trying to figure that out. 76 00:03:02,474 --> 00:03:03,684 ♪ ♪ 77 00:03:03,684 --> 00:03:05,185 I don't know. 78 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:06,978 Like, I have some type of deep feeling 79 00:03:06,978 --> 00:03:09,690 that this might not work out. 80 00:03:09,690 --> 00:03:12,651 [tense music] 81 00:03:12,651 --> 00:03:15,570 ♪ ♪ 82 00:03:15,570 --> 00:03:16,863 I don't know. I need a break. 83 00:03:16,863 --> 00:03:18,448 I need a little beat. [sighs] 84 00:03:18,448 --> 00:03:25,247 ♪ ♪ 85 00:03:58,697 --> 00:04:01,783 [upbeat music] 86 00:04:01,783 --> 00:04:08,582 ♪ ♪ 87 00:04:11,918 --> 00:04:14,671 all: Bonjour, Montreal! 88 00:04:14,671 --> 00:04:17,549 ♪ ♪ 89 00:04:17,549 --> 00:04:19,718 - We're in Montreal! [laughs] 90 00:04:19,718 --> 00:04:22,637 - Our hotel! 91 00:04:22,637 --> 00:04:23,930 - Here we are! 92 00:04:23,930 --> 00:04:24,931 - I am so excited. 93 00:04:24,931 --> 00:04:26,558 I love Canada. 94 00:04:26,558 --> 00:04:28,810 It is special to be here and share it with Joey. 95 00:04:28,810 --> 00:04:30,562 - This is so nice. 96 00:04:30,562 --> 00:04:32,939 - I would love to have another one-on-one. 97 00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:36,067 I think that would just catapult everything with Joey. 98 00:04:36,067 --> 00:04:37,652 Where is he? [laughs] 99 00:04:37,652 --> 00:04:39,279 - How's the view? - It's so beautiful. 100 00:04:39,279 --> 00:04:40,697 You can see the St. Lawrence River 101 00:04:40,697 --> 00:04:42,157 right over there. 102 00:04:42,157 --> 00:04:43,658 - I am so excited. 103 00:04:43,658 --> 00:04:44,868 We're in Montreal. 104 00:04:44,868 --> 00:04:46,077 - Oui, oui, baby. [laughs] 105 00:04:46,077 --> 00:04:47,454 - Oui, oui. 106 00:04:47,454 --> 00:04:50,874 - I am excited to chug a gallon of maple syrup. 107 00:04:50,874 --> 00:04:52,918 I heard the bacon here is different. 108 00:04:52,918 --> 00:04:54,920 I would love to ride a moose. 109 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:57,881 - [speaking French] 110 00:05:01,384 --> 00:05:03,386 I really hope Joey wants to spend 111 00:05:03,386 --> 00:05:06,139 his first day in Canada with his Canadian. 112 00:05:06,139 --> 00:05:09,351 - Hi, Jesse! - Hi! 113 00:05:09,351 --> 00:05:11,520 - Let's just have some fun today. 114 00:05:11,520 --> 00:05:12,812 We're in Canada, eh? 115 00:05:12,812 --> 00:05:14,606 - [speaking French] 116 00:05:14,606 --> 00:05:16,274 - Ooh. - Bienvenue. 117 00:05:16,274 --> 00:05:18,610 - Now, some of you may know I'm Canadian. 118 00:05:18,610 --> 00:05:20,237 - What? - Yes! 119 00:05:20,237 --> 00:05:23,323 - And I am so proud to call Montreal my second home. 120 00:05:23,323 --> 00:05:24,574 all: Aw. 121 00:05:24,574 --> 00:05:25,992 - I'm sure you probably already know 122 00:05:25,992 --> 00:05:27,661 that the official language in the beautiful province 123 00:05:27,661 --> 00:05:30,205 of Quebec, where you're standing right now, is French. 124 00:05:30,205 --> 00:05:31,665 - Oui, oui. 125 00:05:31,665 --> 00:05:33,041 - Jess... 126 00:05:37,504 --> 00:05:38,838 - Oui. 127 00:05:38,838 --> 00:05:39,965 - Jenn? 128 00:05:39,965 --> 00:05:40,966 - Yes? 129 00:05:43,552 --> 00:05:44,970 - What? 130 00:05:44,970 --> 00:05:46,137 - Say oui. - Oui, oui. 131 00:05:46,137 --> 00:05:47,556 Oui, oui. 132 00:05:47,556 --> 00:05:49,224 When I was studying abroad, I learned 133 00:05:49,224 --> 00:05:50,433 how to say I'm not wearing any underwear, 134 00:05:50,433 --> 00:05:52,561 but I don't know that one anymore. 135 00:05:52,561 --> 00:05:54,938 - All right, let's talk about this very important week. 136 00:05:54,938 --> 00:05:56,940 As always, there are gonna be three dates. 137 00:05:56,940 --> 00:05:59,234 But Joey has decided to do things 138 00:05:59,234 --> 00:06:00,902 a little bit differently. 139 00:06:00,902 --> 00:06:02,571 - Ooh! 140 00:06:02,571 --> 00:06:05,198 - Joey is gonna start the week with a group date, 141 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:06,992 and there are gonna be two incredibly romantic 142 00:06:06,992 --> 00:06:10,328 one-on-one dates after that, which means if you don't 143 00:06:10,328 --> 00:06:12,038 hear your name called on the group date, 144 00:06:12,038 --> 00:06:14,249 you immediately know that you're getting 145 00:06:14,249 --> 00:06:15,542 a one-on-one date later in the week with Joey. 146 00:06:15,542 --> 00:06:16,501 - OK. 147 00:06:16,501 --> 00:06:17,878 OK, OK. - All right. 148 00:06:17,878 --> 00:06:19,588 So y'all ready to find out who's on the group date? 149 00:06:19,588 --> 00:06:21,882 all: Yes! 150 00:06:21,882 --> 00:06:23,216 - Daisy. 151 00:06:23,216 --> 00:06:24,593 - Aw. - Yes. 152 00:06:24,593 --> 00:06:25,635 - Katelyn. 153 00:06:25,635 --> 00:06:26,636 - Ooh. - Nice. 154 00:06:26,636 --> 00:06:28,013 - Kelsey A. 155 00:06:28,013 --> 00:06:29,431 - Ooh. - Oh. 156 00:06:29,431 --> 00:06:31,850 - Jenn. [laughter] 157 00:06:31,850 --> 00:06:32,851 Rachel. - Ooh. 158 00:06:32,851 --> 00:06:34,352 - Yay. - Lexi. 159 00:06:34,352 --> 00:06:35,896 - Aw. 160 00:06:35,896 --> 00:06:37,147 - Lea. 161 00:06:37,147 --> 00:06:39,274 ♪ ♪ 162 00:06:39,274 --> 00:06:40,775 And... 163 00:06:40,775 --> 00:06:44,321 ♪ ♪ 164 00:06:44,321 --> 00:06:46,656 Jess. - Oh, my God. 165 00:06:46,656 --> 00:06:48,033 - You're all in the group date, 166 00:06:48,033 --> 00:06:51,286 which means Kelsey T., Maria, congratulations. 167 00:06:51,286 --> 00:06:52,704 You two can head back to the hotel 168 00:06:52,704 --> 00:06:53,997 and get ready for your one-one-one dates 169 00:06:53,997 --> 00:06:55,040 later with Joey. 170 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:57,208 - Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh. 171 00:06:57,208 --> 00:06:58,293 Guess who got a one-on-one. 172 00:06:58,293 --> 00:06:59,919 This girl. 173 00:06:59,919 --> 00:07:02,297 - Who else does he want to spend time with in Canada? 174 00:07:02,297 --> 00:07:04,633 Hello. 175 00:07:04,633 --> 00:07:07,177 The Canadian, me. 176 00:07:07,177 --> 00:07:08,595 Au revoir. 177 00:07:08,595 --> 00:07:10,347 Champagne. 178 00:07:10,347 --> 00:07:11,598 - It sucks. 179 00:07:11,598 --> 00:07:13,975 Like, I'm not jumping for joy 180 00:07:13,975 --> 00:07:15,060 that Maria got a one-on-one, 181 00:07:15,060 --> 00:07:16,186 sorry to say. 182 00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:18,146 Um, I'm just rooting for myself. 183 00:07:18,146 --> 00:07:19,314 [laughs] 184 00:07:19,314 --> 00:07:20,940 - All right, so for the rest of you, 185 00:07:20,940 --> 00:07:22,484 you've got an amazing date planned today. 186 00:07:22,484 --> 00:07:24,110 - Yeah! 187 00:07:24,110 --> 00:07:25,987 - Joey's enlisted me to show you all the best spots 188 00:07:25,987 --> 00:07:28,531 here in my neighborhood in Old Montreal. 189 00:07:28,531 --> 00:07:30,867 I've got some clues to help show you guys around. 190 00:07:30,867 --> 00:07:33,370 - Oh, it's a scavenger hunt! [all cheering] 191 00:07:33,370 --> 00:07:34,954 - First clue is right here. 192 00:07:34,954 --> 00:07:36,873 [suspenseful music] 193 00:07:39,584 --> 00:07:41,836 - All right, ladies, Joey is waiting for you. 194 00:07:41,836 --> 00:07:42,796 - Oh, shoot. - Bon chance. 195 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:45,173 [all cheering] 196 00:07:45,173 --> 00:07:46,883 - Jesse hands us a card, 197 00:07:46,883 --> 00:07:49,469 and we're gonna be exploring Montreal, getting these clues, 198 00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:51,137 going from location to location. 199 00:07:51,137 --> 00:07:53,765 But I love a little scavenger hunt. 200 00:07:53,765 --> 00:07:55,141 - Oh. Oh, oh, oh. 201 00:07:55,141 --> 00:07:58,144 [soft music] 202 00:07:58,144 --> 00:08:00,772 ♪ ♪ 203 00:08:00,772 --> 00:08:03,483 - I'm still feeling a little unsure this morning. 204 00:08:03,483 --> 00:08:05,360 - There he is. [laughter] 205 00:08:05,360 --> 00:08:08,988 - But I see the women that I'm on the date with today. 206 00:08:08,988 --> 00:08:10,490 How's everyone doing? 207 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:11,866 - Hello. - Hi. 208 00:08:11,866 --> 00:08:13,618 - I could be in my lowest of lows, 209 00:08:13,618 --> 00:08:15,495 but as soon as I'm with these women, it brings me back, 210 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:17,997 and it brings me to the reason why I'm here. 211 00:08:17,997 --> 00:08:19,666 I'm just the luckiest guy ever. 212 00:08:19,666 --> 00:08:21,042 How's everyone feeling? - Good. 213 00:08:21,042 --> 00:08:22,043 - So good. - Good? 214 00:08:22,043 --> 00:08:23,545 Excited to be in Canada? 215 00:08:23,545 --> 00:08:24,546 - We're in Montreal, y'all. 216 00:08:24,546 --> 00:08:25,672 - We are in Montreal, y'all. 217 00:08:25,672 --> 00:08:26,673 - Y'all. - There it is. 218 00:08:26,673 --> 00:08:28,007 There's the South. 219 00:08:28,007 --> 00:08:29,384 If I'm being completely honest, 220 00:08:29,384 --> 00:08:30,885 I was really excited coming in this week, 221 00:08:30,885 --> 00:08:32,804 and then today, a lot of emotions hit 222 00:08:32,804 --> 00:08:35,056 just because I'm finding out more and more 223 00:08:35,056 --> 00:08:37,392 how hard it is for me to express my feelings. 224 00:08:37,392 --> 00:08:39,644 And that's--it just scares me. 225 00:08:39,644 --> 00:08:42,772 But I really still want to be intentional with our time, 226 00:08:42,772 --> 00:08:44,315 and I don't even know what we're getting into. 227 00:08:44,315 --> 00:08:46,234 I'm just glad that Jesse is gonna have 228 00:08:46,234 --> 00:08:47,402 a really fun day for us planned. 229 00:08:47,402 --> 00:08:48,945 - Yeah. - Yes. 230 00:08:48,945 --> 00:08:51,865 - Joey seems very overwhelmed with emotions right now. 231 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:53,825 But I think Montreal is a perfect place 232 00:08:53,825 --> 00:08:55,326 to kind of show him that, you know, 233 00:08:55,326 --> 00:08:56,327 we can have a good time together 234 00:08:56,327 --> 00:08:58,204 and just not have any worries. 235 00:08:58,204 --> 00:09:01,082 - [speaking French] 236 00:09:06,713 --> 00:09:09,466 So we get to go to a boutique and pick out a souvenir. 237 00:09:09,466 --> 00:09:11,092 - All right, let's do it. Let's go this way. 238 00:09:11,092 --> 00:09:14,054 - I am excited to explore Montreal with Joey 239 00:09:14,054 --> 00:09:18,391 and the seven other women here. 240 00:09:18,391 --> 00:09:19,601 - I feel like it looks like this one right here. 241 00:09:19,601 --> 00:09:20,602 - Oh. 242 00:09:20,602 --> 00:09:22,353 [laughter] 243 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:24,481 - I honestly just want to have a great time. 244 00:09:24,481 --> 00:09:26,775 We're turning over a new maple leaf, so... 245 00:09:26,775 --> 00:09:28,526 - Ooh. Is this for us? 246 00:09:28,526 --> 00:09:29,986 - Welcome to Montreal. - How are you? 247 00:09:29,986 --> 00:09:31,529 - And actually, I have something. 248 00:09:31,529 --> 00:09:33,573 - Ah. - It's green. 249 00:09:33,573 --> 00:09:36,534 - I hope to strengthen mine and Joey's connection, 250 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:38,620 get those little moments in the group date that I can. 251 00:09:38,620 --> 00:09:40,580 I'm really excited to see what we're doing 252 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,749 and, like, learn a little bit of the lingo. 253 00:09:42,749 --> 00:09:44,667 - Bonjour. - Bonjour. 254 00:09:44,667 --> 00:09:46,795 - [speaking French] 255 00:09:46,795 --> 00:09:48,379 What are you doing in Montreal? 256 00:09:48,379 --> 00:09:49,631 - Uh, you know, on a date. 257 00:09:49,631 --> 00:09:51,174 [laughter] 258 00:09:51,174 --> 00:09:52,342 All of us. - With all the beautiful girls? 259 00:09:52,342 --> 00:09:53,551 - All of us are. 260 00:09:53,551 --> 00:09:54,844 Yeah, I'm a lucky guy. 261 00:09:54,844 --> 00:09:57,013 - [speaking French] 262 00:09:57,013 --> 00:09:59,224 Je t'aime. all: Je t'aime. 263 00:09:59,224 --> 00:10:01,351 - Mon amour. all: Mon amour. 264 00:10:01,351 --> 00:10:03,228 - Voulez-vous un rose? 265 00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:05,897 - Voulez-vous un rose? - Ah! 266 00:10:05,897 --> 00:10:07,774 - The French language, it seems like 267 00:10:07,774 --> 00:10:09,400 it's always beautiful and romantic. 268 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:12,320 But I don't sound like that when I say it. 269 00:10:12,320 --> 00:10:15,365 - Ah. - Oh. Ahh. Oh. 270 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:17,283 - This date has started off so strong. 271 00:10:17,283 --> 00:10:18,952 We are just enjoying each other's company, 272 00:10:18,952 --> 00:10:21,371 and there is this exciting vibe. 273 00:10:21,371 --> 00:10:22,872 I'm at the point where I can say that 274 00:10:22,872 --> 00:10:25,166 I might be falling in love with some of these women. 275 00:10:25,166 --> 00:10:27,335 The journey along the way is gonna get more difficult, 276 00:10:27,335 --> 00:10:28,962 but I'm doing my best. 277 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:30,713 That's all I can keep saying. 278 00:10:30,713 --> 00:10:33,341 [horn blaring] 279 00:10:33,341 --> 00:10:36,553 Oh, hello. 280 00:10:36,553 --> 00:10:37,929 - Bonjour. 281 00:10:37,929 --> 00:10:39,222 Looks like you've made it 282 00:10:39,222 --> 00:10:40,557 to Jesse's favorite restaurant in Montreal, 283 00:10:40,557 --> 00:10:41,975 Garde Manger. 284 00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:44,561 Has anybody ever had poutine? - Yeah. 285 00:10:44,561 --> 00:10:46,271 - Or poutine-- you've had poutine before? 286 00:10:46,271 --> 00:10:47,730 Have you ever made it? - No. 287 00:10:47,730 --> 00:10:49,357 - Whoa. - Want to make a poutine? 288 00:10:49,357 --> 00:10:50,525 - Yes. - Want to try it? 289 00:10:50,525 --> 00:10:51,943 All right, come on over. 290 00:10:51,943 --> 00:10:54,737 All right, so poutine is really made up 291 00:10:54,737 --> 00:10:57,949 of french fries, cheese curds, and what can be described 292 00:10:57,949 --> 00:11:00,326 as delicious brown sauce. 293 00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:03,913 So Jesse dropped off a whole bunch of ingredients. 294 00:11:03,913 --> 00:11:05,874 Feel free to get creative if you want. 295 00:11:05,874 --> 00:11:07,584 Begin. - Begin. 296 00:11:07,584 --> 00:11:08,710 - Yeah. - OK. 297 00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:09,961 - Can I fry you? - Fry me. 298 00:11:09,961 --> 00:11:10,962 Get me in there. 299 00:11:10,962 --> 00:11:12,005 - It's pretty hot. 300 00:11:14,382 --> 00:11:17,343 - See, I was scared of the pineapple. 301 00:11:17,343 --> 00:11:19,387 - Oh, you're going chocolate? 302 00:11:19,387 --> 00:11:21,014 - You're doing something different over there. 303 00:11:21,014 --> 00:11:22,223 - Pineapple, chocolate. 304 00:11:22,223 --> 00:11:23,600 - Pineapple and chocolate sauce. 305 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:25,018 - Do you eat pineapple on pizza? 306 00:11:25,018 --> 00:11:26,436 - What are you doing? 307 00:11:26,436 --> 00:11:28,438 - What is happening? - Sriracha? 308 00:11:28,438 --> 00:11:29,772 - The person that's making the worst decision 309 00:11:29,772 --> 00:11:31,107 right now is Jenn. 310 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:32,817 That is not how I would make a poutine, 311 00:11:32,817 --> 00:11:34,944 but Jenn's doing really well today, 312 00:11:34,944 --> 00:11:37,030 giving little moments that are making me feel special. 313 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:39,032 Might as well do it. 314 00:11:39,032 --> 00:11:40,950 - A little touch. - [laughs] 315 00:11:40,950 --> 00:11:42,410 - Jenn. - [laughs] 316 00:11:42,410 --> 00:11:44,495 - There is so much going on. 317 00:11:44,495 --> 00:11:47,582 - Out of ten, what are we thinking? 318 00:11:47,582 --> 00:11:48,708 Four? 319 00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:50,752 - Four out of ten. [gags] 320 00:11:50,752 --> 00:11:52,212 When she talks to me, it feels like 321 00:11:52,212 --> 00:11:54,255 we're the only ones there, and that's hard to do 322 00:11:54,255 --> 00:11:56,883 in a crowd with seven other women. 323 00:11:56,883 --> 00:11:59,385 She always finds a way to do that, and it just feels real. 324 00:11:59,385 --> 00:12:00,803 - I think you got the wrong bite. 325 00:12:00,803 --> 00:12:01,930 - Maybe. 326 00:12:01,930 --> 00:12:03,431 I'm glad you're liking it. 327 00:12:03,431 --> 00:12:04,974 [tense music] 328 00:12:04,974 --> 00:12:07,727 - With Joey, it's just very hard to see him 329 00:12:07,727 --> 00:12:09,562 interact with other women. 330 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,315 My last date was a one-on-one, and you know, it was just, 331 00:12:12,315 --> 00:12:14,234 you know, him and I, so it's been a minute 332 00:12:14,234 --> 00:12:15,652 since I've been in this setting. 333 00:12:15,652 --> 00:12:17,820 So I think that it's just, like, a readjustment. 334 00:12:17,820 --> 00:12:19,614 - Thank you so much. - Thanks, guys. 335 00:12:19,614 --> 00:12:21,282 - I mean, it's continuing to get harder. 336 00:12:21,282 --> 00:12:23,284 All of these girls are forming connections. 337 00:12:23,284 --> 00:12:26,037 I think, for me, like, I just need time. 338 00:12:26,037 --> 00:12:27,872 And like, in a group setting like today, 339 00:12:27,872 --> 00:12:28,873 I didn't really get that. 340 00:12:28,873 --> 00:12:30,875 [accordion playing] 341 00:12:30,875 --> 00:12:31,960 - Yay! 342 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:34,087 [cheering] 343 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:35,088 - Dance. 344 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:36,589 - Who wants to dance with me? 345 00:12:36,589 --> 00:12:37,632 Jenn's gonna, like, sneak in now. 346 00:12:37,632 --> 00:12:38,841 That's what I thought. 347 00:12:38,841 --> 00:12:40,843 I thought that was coming. - [laughing] 348 00:12:40,843 --> 00:12:43,096 - Yeah, I'm just trying to get a dance with Joey, 349 00:12:43,096 --> 00:12:45,431 and everyone's kind of swooping in in front of me. 350 00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:47,558 It's definitely just-- it's just getting harder. 351 00:12:47,558 --> 00:12:49,644 - Sorry, can I steal you for a sec? 352 00:12:49,644 --> 00:12:51,479 - Can I steal you for a second? 353 00:12:51,479 --> 00:12:53,815 - I just am tired of these group dates, 354 00:12:53,815 --> 00:12:56,067 and I just don't really understand 355 00:12:56,067 --> 00:12:58,319 why I haven't had a one-on-one. 356 00:12:58,319 --> 00:12:59,862 - Dance circle? Big one? - Circle? Yeah. 357 00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:01,614 - Circle dance! - Here we go. 358 00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:03,741 - The energy is a little weird 359 00:13:03,741 --> 00:13:05,827 because it feels like there's a million girls 360 00:13:05,827 --> 00:13:08,037 trying to, you know, vie for his attention. 361 00:13:08,037 --> 00:13:10,123 And at one point, I think we were dancing around Joey. 362 00:13:10,123 --> 00:13:11,708 It felt very culty. 363 00:13:11,708 --> 00:13:13,751 - I feel like I'm about to be executed. 364 00:13:13,751 --> 00:13:17,422 - I would say this is probably my least favorite date 365 00:13:17,422 --> 00:13:18,965 I've been on, just because it's, like, 366 00:13:18,965 --> 00:13:20,842 very difficult to navigate. 367 00:13:20,842 --> 00:13:22,135 ♪ ♪ 368 00:13:22,135 --> 00:13:23,761 [applause] 369 00:13:23,761 --> 00:13:25,013 - Thank you. 370 00:13:25,013 --> 00:13:25,888 Ooh, you have something for me now? 371 00:13:25,888 --> 00:13:27,807 - Oh. 372 00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:29,684 - This date definitely is getting harder and harder. 373 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:31,185 Yeah, and it just feels like 374 00:13:31,185 --> 00:13:33,688 he's not giving me any attention, honestly. 375 00:13:33,688 --> 00:13:36,399 ♪ ♪ 376 00:13:36,399 --> 00:13:39,068 - This group date, this is the hardest one. 377 00:13:39,068 --> 00:13:40,153 - Literally. 378 00:13:40,153 --> 00:13:41,946 - This one's, like, hard. 379 00:13:41,946 --> 00:13:43,448 - I don't understand. 380 00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:45,408 I'm just, like, getting, like, kind of stuck 381 00:13:45,408 --> 00:13:48,202 in the--you know, the shadows, it feels like. 382 00:13:48,202 --> 00:13:49,787 I don't like feeling like this. 383 00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:50,997 Like, I just feel insecure, and I don't-- 384 00:13:50,997 --> 00:13:52,540 I'm not an insecure person. 385 00:13:52,540 --> 00:13:55,001 I hate this. [sniffles] 386 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,753 I just feel like I'm overthinking. 387 00:13:56,753 --> 00:13:58,212 And this just makes me want 388 00:13:58,212 --> 00:14:00,214 to, like, shut down and walk away. 389 00:14:00,214 --> 00:14:02,800 But it is very different, for sure. 390 00:14:02,800 --> 00:14:04,677 ♪ ♪ 391 00:14:04,677 --> 00:14:06,596 - There you go. 392 00:14:06,596 --> 00:14:08,181 - Yeah! 393 00:14:08,181 --> 00:14:09,474 - That's right. 394 00:14:09,474 --> 00:14:10,475 That's right. 395 00:14:10,475 --> 00:14:12,602 [laughter] 396 00:14:12,602 --> 00:14:14,687 ♪ ♪ 397 00:14:14,687 --> 00:14:17,190 - I am sick of these group dates. 398 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:18,900 ♪ ♪ 399 00:14:18,900 --> 00:14:20,610 It's just so weird, because whenever 400 00:14:20,610 --> 00:14:24,113 I'm talking to him one-on-one, I feel amazing. 401 00:14:24,113 --> 00:14:26,657 Then in the group settings, I feel forgotten. 402 00:14:26,657 --> 00:14:28,951 [laughs] 403 00:14:28,951 --> 00:14:30,078 ♪ ♪ 404 00:14:30,078 --> 00:14:31,245 - Let's do it. - Let's go. 405 00:14:31,245 --> 00:14:32,497 - Let's go. 406 00:14:32,497 --> 00:14:34,457 - This week is make or break. 407 00:14:34,457 --> 00:14:35,833 He's really figuring out 408 00:14:35,833 --> 00:14:38,586 where he stands in his relationships. 409 00:14:38,586 --> 00:14:42,215 And tonight, hopefully we can just really connect. 410 00:14:42,215 --> 00:14:44,050 I need to just get his attention 411 00:14:44,050 --> 00:14:45,968 to do something big. 412 00:14:48,596 --> 00:14:51,015 - Ready to take your slap shot at love? 413 00:14:51,015 --> 00:14:53,726 Sign up to be on the next season of "The Bachelorette" 414 00:14:53,726 --> 00:14:57,355 at abc.com/casting today. 415 00:14:57,355 --> 00:15:00,358 [soft music] 416 00:15:00,358 --> 00:15:07,198 ♪ ♪ 417 00:15:08,199 --> 00:15:09,492 - Going into tonight, 418 00:15:09,492 --> 00:15:12,620 I feel like the mood is pretty down. 419 00:15:12,620 --> 00:15:17,125 Today, it really hit me how real this is. 420 00:15:17,125 --> 00:15:23,172 My heart is on the line, and it's wild to feel this way. 421 00:15:23,172 --> 00:15:24,549 I definitely feel the pressure 422 00:15:24,549 --> 00:15:26,259 to have a good conversation tonight, 423 00:15:26,259 --> 00:15:30,179 and I want to tell him how I'm feeling. 424 00:15:30,179 --> 00:15:32,515 - Oh, are you kidding me? - Wow. 425 00:15:32,515 --> 00:15:33,516 - This is like--yeah. 426 00:15:33,516 --> 00:15:35,518 - So breathtaking. 427 00:15:35,518 --> 00:15:37,520 - Heading into tonight, I feel nervous 428 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:39,397 coming off of the group date. 429 00:15:39,397 --> 00:15:41,357 I don't know if that's just me being in my head 430 00:15:41,357 --> 00:15:44,152 because I still have questions for him about the future. 431 00:15:44,152 --> 00:15:46,070 For me to feel confident in this, 432 00:15:46,070 --> 00:15:48,531 I need some reassurance from him. 433 00:15:48,531 --> 00:15:50,324 That's kind of where I'm at right now. 434 00:15:50,324 --> 00:15:51,284 - I would say that today was definitely 435 00:15:51,284 --> 00:15:53,035 very difficult for me. 436 00:15:53,035 --> 00:15:55,079 It was hard, like, you know, seeing all the connections 437 00:15:55,079 --> 00:15:56,497 in front of my face. 438 00:15:56,497 --> 00:15:57,999 - Yeah, I felt like at the beginning of the day, 439 00:15:57,999 --> 00:15:59,292 I was in really good spirits. 440 00:15:59,292 --> 00:16:01,878 And then as the day kept going, 441 00:16:01,878 --> 00:16:03,379 I felt like I started just getting 442 00:16:03,379 --> 00:16:04,797 in my head a little bit. - But it's also hard-- 443 00:16:04,797 --> 00:16:06,215 I don't know about you guys, but for me, 444 00:16:06,215 --> 00:16:07,633 it's kind of hard to not compare myself 445 00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:09,510 to the rest of you guys, 446 00:16:09,510 --> 00:16:11,804 because everyone's, like, so wonderful and so beautiful, 447 00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:13,055 and here comes Joey. 448 00:16:13,055 --> 00:16:15,141 And hi. 449 00:16:15,141 --> 00:16:16,392 - Hello. 450 00:16:16,392 --> 00:16:17,602 [laughter] 451 00:16:17,602 --> 00:16:20,021 Were you talking about me? 452 00:16:20,021 --> 00:16:21,397 How's everyone doing? 453 00:16:21,397 --> 00:16:22,815 - Good. - Good. 454 00:16:22,815 --> 00:16:24,108 I'm excited for tonight. 455 00:16:24,108 --> 00:16:25,985 I thought it was a very fun day. 456 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:27,862 I hope all of you guys enjoyed it too. 457 00:16:30,114 --> 00:16:32,366 Everyone feeling OK? - Mm-hmm. 458 00:16:32,366 --> 00:16:35,036 [laughter] 459 00:16:35,036 --> 00:16:36,245 - Yeah. 460 00:16:36,245 --> 00:16:37,246 - Sure. 461 00:16:37,246 --> 00:16:39,207 - I really believe it. 462 00:16:39,207 --> 00:16:41,626 Tonight, all the women seem very sad. 463 00:16:41,626 --> 00:16:44,212 I'm asking these women to do everything in their power 464 00:16:44,212 --> 00:16:47,048 to open up and tell me how they feel. 465 00:16:47,048 --> 00:16:49,550 So I need to start sharing some of my insecurities 466 00:16:49,550 --> 00:16:51,385 and my fears, make sure that 467 00:16:51,385 --> 00:16:53,846 it makes them feel very comfortable. 468 00:16:53,846 --> 00:16:57,183 I told you guys earlier how this was a tough day for me, 469 00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:58,601 especially in the beginning of the day, 470 00:16:58,601 --> 00:17:01,646 because I'm feeling the weight of a lot of this. 471 00:17:01,646 --> 00:17:04,565 I'm scared of getting too invested in someone 472 00:17:04,565 --> 00:17:06,901 and not having it be reciprocated. 473 00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:09,612 We are at that point that we need to dig deeper. 474 00:17:09,612 --> 00:17:11,739 So tonight, I just want to cheers to hopefully 475 00:17:11,739 --> 00:17:13,616 digging a little deeper. 476 00:17:13,616 --> 00:17:15,743 all: Cheers. 477 00:17:15,743 --> 00:17:17,370 - There is a lot of pressure tonight 478 00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:21,290 because Joey expressed he's really looking 479 00:17:21,290 --> 00:17:23,459 into his inner feelings and making 480 00:17:23,459 --> 00:17:25,378 these really difficult decisions. 481 00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:28,297 - Katelyn, can I steal you for a second? 482 00:17:28,297 --> 00:17:30,216 - We were all already stressed 483 00:17:30,216 --> 00:17:32,301 because of-- everyone was just seeing 484 00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:33,844 each other's connections. 485 00:17:33,844 --> 00:17:35,930 I'm trying to stay, like, focused in 486 00:17:35,930 --> 00:17:37,556 on Joey and I's relationship, 487 00:17:37,556 --> 00:17:40,309 but today was really, really hard on us. 488 00:17:40,309 --> 00:17:42,853 I don't know. I'm having a hard one. 489 00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:44,272 - You really do look beautiful tonight, though. 490 00:17:44,272 --> 00:17:45,773 - Thank you. That's sweet. 491 00:17:45,773 --> 00:17:47,316 - No, new dress, but always stunning, truthfully. 492 00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:49,527 - Well, this isn't mine, so it's Lexi's. 493 00:17:49,527 --> 00:17:51,028 [laughs] - Looks good on you, though. 494 00:17:51,028 --> 00:17:52,905 - Thank you. I appreciate it. 495 00:17:52,905 --> 00:17:53,864 - How are we feeling? 496 00:17:53,864 --> 00:17:55,908 - [laughs] 497 00:17:55,908 --> 00:17:58,035 I feel like today was really hard for me, honestly. 498 00:17:58,035 --> 00:17:59,453 - Mm-hmm. 499 00:17:59,453 --> 00:18:00,580 - Um, sorry, I'm already, like, tearing up. 500 00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:03,165 - No, no, please. 501 00:18:03,165 --> 00:18:04,750 - I didn't-- I didn't want to cry, but... 502 00:18:04,750 --> 00:18:06,377 - That's OK. 503 00:18:06,377 --> 00:18:09,630 - Yeah, I feel like it's really hard for me to see, like, 504 00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:11,549 I don't know, your connection with everyone else. 505 00:18:11,549 --> 00:18:14,844 And I guess, like, that coupled with, you know, 506 00:18:14,844 --> 00:18:16,637 like, no one-on-one and stuff. 507 00:18:16,637 --> 00:18:21,225 So I don't know, it's been a little hard today. 508 00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:22,518 - Yeah, I can totally understand that. 509 00:18:22,518 --> 00:18:23,686 - Sorry. 510 00:18:23,686 --> 00:18:24,812 - No, please don't be apologizing. 511 00:18:24,812 --> 00:18:26,063 - OK. - This is--this is-- 512 00:18:26,063 --> 00:18:28,190 I want the honesty. I want the truth. 513 00:18:28,190 --> 00:18:29,817 I still want to know so much more, 514 00:18:29,817 --> 00:18:31,777 and I've been waiting for that opportunity with us. 515 00:18:31,777 --> 00:18:33,154 - OK, good. [laughs] 516 00:18:33,154 --> 00:18:34,822 - Because I feel that you're-- 517 00:18:34,822 --> 00:18:38,117 you're sinking into this more, and that excites me, for sure. 518 00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:39,577 - I don't want you to doubt that, either. 519 00:18:39,577 --> 00:18:41,037 I'm here for you. 520 00:18:41,037 --> 00:18:42,705 - I appreciate you saying that. - Yeah. 521 00:18:42,705 --> 00:18:44,582 [romantic music] 522 00:18:44,582 --> 00:18:45,958 [laughs] 523 00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:47,376 Joey is so kind. 524 00:18:47,376 --> 00:18:49,295 And for me, I feel like I got 525 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:51,714 really, like, deep in my feelings. 526 00:18:51,714 --> 00:18:53,382 And it's just, like, really hard 527 00:18:53,382 --> 00:18:56,344 to see him have these connections with girls 528 00:18:56,344 --> 00:18:58,596 who have had one-on-one time, 529 00:18:58,596 --> 00:19:01,140 and just, like, I feel like 530 00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:02,683 are much further along than me. 531 00:19:04,268 --> 00:19:05,561 - How are you doing today? - Good. 532 00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:06,562 How are you? 533 00:19:06,562 --> 00:19:07,855 - I'm OK. 534 00:19:07,855 --> 00:19:08,856 [laughs] - You look beautiful. 535 00:19:08,856 --> 00:19:10,900 - Thank you so much. 536 00:19:10,900 --> 00:19:13,110 No, today was, you know... [laughs] 537 00:19:13,110 --> 00:19:14,612 - Mm, tell me more. What's "you know"? 538 00:19:14,612 --> 00:19:16,072 - Oh. 539 00:19:16,072 --> 00:19:17,823 Yeah, I wanted to, like, be honest, 540 00:19:17,823 --> 00:19:19,909 you know, just, like, how I'm feeling. 541 00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:23,371 It was very difficult for me. 542 00:19:23,371 --> 00:19:26,916 Um, and like, I don't feel like I'm an insecure person, 543 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:29,001 but like, I think that there are--like, are so many 544 00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:31,337 emotions from, like, last week. 545 00:19:31,337 --> 00:19:34,090 Um, and I, like--I kept trying. 546 00:19:34,090 --> 00:19:35,633 Like, I kept being like, OK, like, 547 00:19:35,633 --> 00:19:37,468 you know, just try and put yourself, like, 548 00:19:37,468 --> 00:19:39,303 you know, and, like, get yourself in there and stuff. 549 00:19:39,303 --> 00:19:41,764 But then, like, still, it's like, I want to feel, 550 00:19:41,764 --> 00:19:43,057 you know, wanted. 551 00:19:43,057 --> 00:19:44,266 And I don't want to just, like, feel like 552 00:19:44,266 --> 00:19:45,810 I'm just, like, in the background. 553 00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:47,853 [crying] Like, I don't know, it was hard today. 554 00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:50,439 - You don't deserve--yeah. 555 00:19:50,439 --> 00:19:53,025 You don't deserve to ever feel like you're in the background. 556 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:54,151 You can't be. 557 00:19:54,151 --> 00:19:57,029 It's impossible for you to be. 558 00:19:57,029 --> 00:20:00,658 You have this brightness about you that is so different. 559 00:20:00,658 --> 00:20:03,411 And I--I feel so much warmth when I'm around you. 560 00:20:03,411 --> 00:20:05,454 I just couldn't wait to see you tonight 561 00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:08,249 and to tell you that because I have zero doubts 562 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:09,458 on what this is right now. 563 00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:11,168 I really--I really don't. 564 00:20:11,168 --> 00:20:12,628 ♪ ♪ 565 00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:14,588 - Yeah, I think that, you know, 566 00:20:14,588 --> 00:20:16,257 I told you that I'm like a klutz, 567 00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:18,008 and, like, I fall fast. 568 00:20:18,008 --> 00:20:21,387 And I definitely feel like, you know, I'm falling for you. 569 00:20:21,387 --> 00:20:23,639 It's so scary. So... 570 00:20:23,639 --> 00:20:25,683 - Did you just whisper that? - Yeah. 571 00:20:25,683 --> 00:20:27,309 - Say it one more time. 572 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:29,270 - I think that I'm falling for you. 573 00:20:29,270 --> 00:20:32,314 [romantic music] 574 00:20:32,314 --> 00:20:33,816 ♪ ♪ 575 00:20:33,816 --> 00:20:35,359 I'm just so giddy and happy, 576 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:37,778 and my cheeks hurt from cheesing so hard. 577 00:20:37,778 --> 00:20:39,238 You know, there's, like, little hearts, 578 00:20:39,238 --> 00:20:40,281 like the spinny things, like, around. 579 00:20:40,281 --> 00:20:41,365 I'm like, ooh. 580 00:20:41,365 --> 00:20:42,783 That's me right now. 581 00:20:42,783 --> 00:20:45,244 ♪ ♪ 582 00:20:45,244 --> 00:20:47,455 I'm not used to feeling so insecure, 583 00:20:47,455 --> 00:20:51,083 but he gives me so much validation. 584 00:20:51,083 --> 00:20:54,170 Today, ah, I just kept on, like, spiraling, 585 00:20:54,170 --> 00:20:57,631 but I'm very happy to be out of that spiral 586 00:20:57,631 --> 00:20:59,508 and be back up in the clouds. 587 00:20:59,508 --> 00:21:01,510 [laughs] 588 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:03,554 ♪ ♪ 589 00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:05,514 - I think every time I see that rose on the table, 590 00:21:05,514 --> 00:21:09,018 I get anxious because, you know, I--I do want it. 591 00:21:09,018 --> 00:21:12,146 And I think especially, like, this week, like, 592 00:21:12,146 --> 00:21:15,149 him coming into tonight talking about digging deeper, 593 00:21:15,149 --> 00:21:16,484 I think this rose really does mean 594 00:21:16,484 --> 00:21:18,402 a lot more than the usual. 595 00:21:18,402 --> 00:21:20,446 - I think he definitely knows that we're all 596 00:21:20,446 --> 00:21:24,658 just kind of feeling everything right now. 597 00:21:24,658 --> 00:21:27,828 - I feel like before tonight, getting a rose was more of, 598 00:21:27,828 --> 00:21:29,788 you know, he wants to keep talking to you 599 00:21:29,788 --> 00:21:33,042 and keep you one more week, and now it's more of he sees-- 600 00:21:33,042 --> 00:21:34,168 - A future wife. - Yeah. 601 00:21:34,168 --> 00:21:34,919 He sees you at the end of this. 602 00:21:34,919 --> 00:21:36,837 He sees seeing your family. 603 00:21:36,837 --> 00:21:38,881 - I do want the group date rose, 604 00:21:38,881 --> 00:21:41,550 but I mean, I'm worried about so many things right now. 605 00:21:41,550 --> 00:21:44,261 I think if I can say, like, "Here's what I see for myself: 606 00:21:44,261 --> 00:21:46,096 "in the next two years, having kids. 607 00:21:46,096 --> 00:21:48,140 Does that align with you at all?" 608 00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:50,100 Like, do you see, like, moving to the suburbs 609 00:21:50,100 --> 00:21:52,937 and, like, you know, driving a minivan? 610 00:21:52,937 --> 00:21:54,563 Like, I don't know. 611 00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:56,065 Being married means so many different things 612 00:21:56,065 --> 00:21:57,066 to different people. 613 00:21:57,066 --> 00:21:58,150 How are you feeling? 614 00:21:58,150 --> 00:21:59,735 - I'm good, I'm good. 615 00:21:59,735 --> 00:22:03,030 I definitely wanted to check in after our group date, 616 00:22:03,030 --> 00:22:04,490 just because I did feel like there was 617 00:22:04,490 --> 00:22:05,866 moments today that you felt like 618 00:22:05,866 --> 00:22:07,451 you were a little bit off. 619 00:22:07,451 --> 00:22:08,828 - Yes. 620 00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:10,496 - So I'm trying to--trying to level with that. 621 00:22:10,496 --> 00:22:11,664 - You're-- you're very observant, 622 00:22:11,664 --> 00:22:12,873 so I appreciate that. 623 00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:14,083 I think it's a few things. 624 00:22:14,083 --> 00:22:15,417 I think the first thing is 625 00:22:15,417 --> 00:22:17,503 seeing you with people that 626 00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:19,463 you're starting to develop connections with. 627 00:22:19,463 --> 00:22:20,673 It's more clear than it was in the beginning. 628 00:22:20,673 --> 00:22:24,343 And then I think the second part is, um-- 629 00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,762 so there's something I was gonna bring up 630 00:22:26,762 --> 00:22:28,180 that's just been, like, ruminating 631 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,266 a little bit in my head-- 632 00:22:30,266 --> 00:22:33,227 timing and what that looks like for you, 633 00:22:33,227 --> 00:22:35,271 'cause, like, you know, someone could be engaged 634 00:22:35,271 --> 00:22:39,149 for five years and then get married and have kids. 635 00:22:39,149 --> 00:22:40,317 [tense music] 636 00:22:40,317 --> 00:22:42,444 - I'll be honest with where I'm at with it 637 00:22:42,444 --> 00:22:43,571 right now currently. 638 00:22:43,571 --> 00:22:44,989 And I won't say that 639 00:22:44,989 --> 00:22:46,615 it can't be changed in any way. - Yeah. 640 00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:48,450 - It's just how I currently envision it. 641 00:22:48,450 --> 00:22:49,785 In my head, it's like 642 00:22:49,785 --> 00:22:52,037 a two- to three-year engagement, 643 00:22:52,037 --> 00:22:53,372 somewhere in that sense. 644 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:54,832 And I did always imagine 645 00:22:54,832 --> 00:22:56,792 having a couple of years of marriage 646 00:22:56,792 --> 00:22:59,003 before I thought of settling down with kids... 647 00:22:59,003 --> 00:23:00,337 - Starting a family. Yeah. 648 00:23:00,337 --> 00:23:02,256 - Because I also want to enjoy the marriage 649 00:23:02,256 --> 00:23:04,508 before we bring someone else into it 650 00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:07,344 and really try to make that final foundation. 651 00:23:07,344 --> 00:23:10,347 So that is where my--my head has been at 652 00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:12,558 with where I think a lot of this makes sense. 653 00:23:12,558 --> 00:23:14,351 - I know you're taking this really seriously, 654 00:23:14,351 --> 00:23:17,438 and I feel like that response shows that, so thank you. 655 00:23:17,438 --> 00:23:20,274 I appreciate you, and I needed this talk tonight. 656 00:23:20,274 --> 00:23:21,275 I know it was like... 657 00:23:21,275 --> 00:23:22,276 - I think we both did. 658 00:23:22,276 --> 00:23:23,902 - Not the lightest thing. Yeah. 659 00:23:23,902 --> 00:23:26,155 - And I hope you understand that I'm here for you too. 660 00:23:26,155 --> 00:23:26,906 - Thank you. - Every time. 661 00:23:26,906 --> 00:23:27,906 - Yeah. 662 00:23:27,906 --> 00:23:29,658 I've never had someone, 663 00:23:29,658 --> 00:23:31,702 like, be so caring, 664 00:23:31,702 --> 00:23:35,664 and like, you showed me a different type of affection 665 00:23:35,664 --> 00:23:37,416 that's, like, patient and kind. 666 00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:39,960 And like, everything else aside, that is, like, 667 00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:42,588 the biggest blessing to me. 668 00:23:42,588 --> 00:23:43,714 - You're amazing. 669 00:23:43,714 --> 00:23:45,424 - Thank you. 670 00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:50,429 ♪ ♪ 671 00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:53,349 With Joey, like, the connection's there. 672 00:23:53,349 --> 00:23:56,226 Like, I can feel it when I'm sitting with him. 673 00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:58,437 But it's that time in between 674 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,689 where he wants to wait to have children 675 00:24:00,689 --> 00:24:02,858 to, like, explore a marriage. 676 00:24:02,858 --> 00:24:05,027 Like, I think I need to sit and think on it 677 00:24:05,027 --> 00:24:08,447 and, like, process the conversation. 678 00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:11,158 I definitely said everything that I needed to. 679 00:24:11,158 --> 00:24:14,370 I just think I need to think about the exchange, 680 00:24:14,370 --> 00:24:16,872 which is never great, and more nerves. 681 00:24:16,872 --> 00:24:20,376 But yeah, I think we'll probably all feel that 682 00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:22,336 this week a little bit. 683 00:24:22,336 --> 00:24:23,879 He did say, like, with the right person, 684 00:24:23,879 --> 00:24:25,756 he might feel differently. 685 00:24:25,756 --> 00:24:27,758 But I mean, I think right now it's complicated. 686 00:24:27,758 --> 00:24:29,510 ♪ ♪ 687 00:24:31,845 --> 00:24:34,765 [soft music] 688 00:24:34,765 --> 00:24:35,766 ♪ ♪ 689 00:24:35,766 --> 00:24:38,268 - Cheers to another group date 690 00:24:38,268 --> 00:24:41,522 where you just make me feel special. 691 00:24:41,522 --> 00:24:45,359 ♪ ♪ 692 00:24:45,359 --> 00:24:46,986 - How are you feeling? 693 00:24:46,986 --> 00:24:48,904 - With us, I'm feeling great. 694 00:24:48,904 --> 00:24:51,490 You just did a great job today with little touches, 695 00:24:51,490 --> 00:24:54,326 little looks, simple smile, 696 00:24:54,326 --> 00:24:56,495 some dumb conversation in a time or two. 697 00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:57,579 - Dumb conversation? 698 00:24:57,579 --> 00:24:59,206 - But like a good dumb conversation. 699 00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:00,624 - I had a lot of fun today, actually. 700 00:25:00,624 --> 00:25:01,875 - Good. 701 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,043 - And I don't know, like, I think 702 00:25:03,043 --> 00:25:04,211 coming into this, I was like, 703 00:25:04,211 --> 00:25:06,463 "OK, like, he's hot. He's cool." 704 00:25:06,463 --> 00:25:08,006 [laughs] 705 00:25:08,006 --> 00:25:09,717 "And he seems really sweet, but like, 706 00:25:09,717 --> 00:25:13,012 who knows if there's gonna be something there," you know? 707 00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:18,016 Um, and now, like, I am falling for you. 708 00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:19,018 - Oh. 709 00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:20,811 - Mm-hmm. 710 00:25:20,811 --> 00:25:25,315 I've never really felt all of this with someone before. 711 00:25:25,315 --> 00:25:27,484 And yeah, it scares the [bleep] out of me. 712 00:25:27,484 --> 00:25:28,694 - Yeah. 713 00:25:28,694 --> 00:25:30,112 To hear that you're feeling that way 714 00:25:30,112 --> 00:25:31,905 and that this is new feelings 715 00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,449 just gets me so excited 716 00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:34,867 about what can possibly continue to grow. 717 00:25:34,867 --> 00:25:36,326 So... 718 00:25:36,326 --> 00:25:39,329 [romantic music] 719 00:25:39,329 --> 00:25:42,708 ♪ ♪ 720 00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:45,878 I am on cloud nine, I'm telling you what. 721 00:25:45,878 --> 00:25:47,963 I almost jumped up and started dancing 722 00:25:47,963 --> 00:25:49,173 as soon as I heard that one. 723 00:25:49,173 --> 00:25:52,259 ♪ ♪ 724 00:25:52,259 --> 00:25:54,678 With Jenn, it's been a while since our one-on-one, 725 00:25:54,678 --> 00:25:56,638 and she's had to find little moments in the group dates 726 00:25:56,638 --> 00:25:58,223 to make me feel special 727 00:25:58,223 --> 00:25:59,850 and to continue to grow our relationship, 728 00:25:59,850 --> 00:26:02,686 and she did that tenfold today. 729 00:26:02,686 --> 00:26:04,938 - Mm. [laughs] 730 00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:06,565 - Good day overall. 731 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,984 When you hear someone say it to you, 732 00:26:08,984 --> 00:26:10,778 it's like one of those things, you know when you know. 733 00:26:10,778 --> 00:26:11,779 I don't know. 734 00:26:11,779 --> 00:26:12,988 I don't feel like 735 00:26:12,988 --> 00:26:14,364 I'm fully ready to say it, 736 00:26:14,364 --> 00:26:17,993 but I feel like I'm getting closer. 737 00:26:17,993 --> 00:26:20,162 ♪ ♪ 738 00:26:20,162 --> 00:26:22,956 - Like, ugh, I don't know why I'm in my head so much. 739 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:25,876 It's, like, ridiculous. 740 00:26:25,876 --> 00:26:27,544 - It's OK. - Stop it, Jessie. 741 00:26:27,544 --> 00:26:29,171 You're good, baby. 742 00:26:29,171 --> 00:26:30,756 - You're good. 743 00:26:30,756 --> 00:26:32,174 - You can kind of tell, like, 744 00:26:32,174 --> 00:26:33,634 that Jess is getting pretty emotional. 745 00:26:33,634 --> 00:26:35,803 - [sighs, laughs] 746 00:26:35,803 --> 00:26:37,679 - I feel like after the conversations with Joey, 747 00:26:37,679 --> 00:26:39,223 though, everyone feels a lot better, 748 00:26:39,223 --> 00:26:41,183 but Jess is the most stressed right now. 749 00:26:41,183 --> 00:26:42,518 - I think you should just express 750 00:26:42,518 --> 00:26:44,144 how you're feeling without worrying 751 00:26:44,144 --> 00:26:45,479 how you're gonna come across. 752 00:26:45,479 --> 00:26:46,772 - Yeah, true. 753 00:26:46,772 --> 00:26:47,940 I don't know. 754 00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:49,983 I'm feeling scared, vulnerable, 755 00:26:49,983 --> 00:26:52,110 but I'm glad that I'm emotional. 756 00:26:52,110 --> 00:26:55,114 It just is going to show that I'm putting myself out there, 757 00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:56,865 and I feel like I'm doing this right. 758 00:26:56,865 --> 00:26:58,492 - Hi. - Hi. 759 00:26:58,492 --> 00:26:59,910 - How we doing? - Good. 760 00:26:59,910 --> 00:27:01,370 I'm opening up to Joey, 761 00:27:01,370 --> 00:27:03,664 and I'm giving him pieces of me, 762 00:27:03,664 --> 00:27:09,128 and I'm definitely starting to fall. 763 00:27:09,128 --> 00:27:10,420 [laughs] 764 00:27:10,420 --> 00:27:11,755 - How are you feeling after today? 765 00:27:11,755 --> 00:27:13,382 - Um, you know, 766 00:27:13,382 --> 00:27:14,675 I don't want to sound like a broken record, 767 00:27:14,675 --> 00:27:16,635 but the group dates are definitely 768 00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:17,636 just getting harder. 769 00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:18,971 - Mm-hmm. 770 00:27:18,971 --> 00:27:20,347 - Um, you know, at the beginning of the day, 771 00:27:20,347 --> 00:27:22,224 I felt really good going into it. 772 00:27:22,224 --> 00:27:25,394 Obviously, any time spent with you is time well spent. 773 00:27:25,394 --> 00:27:28,272 So I was excited to just be around you, 774 00:27:28,272 --> 00:27:30,899 but you know, it-- it just gets hard, 775 00:27:30,899 --> 00:27:33,569 you know, seeing you connect with the other women here. 776 00:27:33,569 --> 00:27:37,072 And you know, I don't know, it's just-- 777 00:27:37,072 --> 00:27:39,199 it's just scary... - Yeah. 778 00:27:39,199 --> 00:27:43,996 - Because, like, I am falling for you. 779 00:27:43,996 --> 00:27:46,665 I know we haven't even had, like, a one-on-one yet, 780 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:49,418 and I want that time so bad. 781 00:27:49,418 --> 00:27:52,170 Um... 782 00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:54,214 I'm trying to, like, not get emotional right now. 783 00:27:54,214 --> 00:27:55,716 Sorry. [laughs] - It's OK. Take your time. 784 00:27:55,716 --> 00:27:57,509 I'm listening. - Um... 785 00:27:57,509 --> 00:28:00,387 and it's just--it's scary because I am confident 786 00:28:00,387 --> 00:28:02,931 in how I feel about you, and I just, like, 787 00:28:02,931 --> 00:28:05,225 hope that you're feeling the same things. 788 00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:08,228 And I know you can only, like, give so much and do so much. 789 00:28:08,228 --> 00:28:09,897 I totally get that. 790 00:28:09,897 --> 00:28:11,690 I feel like my palms are really getting sweaty 791 00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:12,691 even talking about it. - No, you're fine. 792 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,109 You're fine. 793 00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:16,778 [somber music] 794 00:28:16,778 --> 00:28:18,405 To hear something like that, like, 795 00:28:18,405 --> 00:28:20,449 to hear you say that you're falling for me, 796 00:28:20,449 --> 00:28:23,535 it makes me feel so good. 797 00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:26,330 The problem that I'm having is when you feel that, 798 00:28:26,330 --> 00:28:28,081 you should be able to picture it. 799 00:28:28,081 --> 00:28:29,917 - Mm-hmm. 800 00:28:29,917 --> 00:28:32,502 - And I don't know why-- 801 00:28:32,502 --> 00:28:35,756 I just haven't been able to get there. 802 00:28:35,756 --> 00:28:38,258 And I know that's not easy to hear, 803 00:28:38,258 --> 00:28:41,887 but I have to be honest through this, 804 00:28:41,887 --> 00:28:43,555 because you deserve that. 805 00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:47,059 I think you are unbelievable. 806 00:28:47,059 --> 00:28:49,394 I think you deserve the world. 807 00:28:49,394 --> 00:28:51,647 ♪ ♪ 808 00:28:51,647 --> 00:28:54,691 I just don't think it's right to, like, keep you here. 809 00:28:54,691 --> 00:28:58,695 ♪ ♪ 810 00:28:58,695 --> 00:29:00,447 I'm so sorry. 811 00:29:00,447 --> 00:29:01,657 ♪ ♪ 812 00:29:01,657 --> 00:29:03,533 - It's OK. 813 00:29:03,533 --> 00:29:04,701 ♪ ♪ 814 00:29:04,701 --> 00:29:06,495 - OK. 815 00:29:06,495 --> 00:29:10,999 ♪ ♪ 816 00:29:10,999 --> 00:29:13,001 I feel terrible right now. 817 00:29:13,001 --> 00:29:15,754 No one should give as much as she was trying to give 818 00:29:15,754 --> 00:29:17,547 and it not be reciprocated. 819 00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:19,132 This is my fear. 820 00:29:19,132 --> 00:29:20,384 What happened to Jess is something 821 00:29:20,384 --> 00:29:23,470 that I'm afraid is gonna happen to me, 822 00:29:23,470 --> 00:29:25,430 something that has happened to me in the past 823 00:29:25,430 --> 00:29:27,641 before where you-- 824 00:29:27,641 --> 00:29:30,227 you start to let someone in, 825 00:29:30,227 --> 00:29:31,603 and you feel like there's gonna be something 826 00:29:31,603 --> 00:29:33,730 that's there, and then it just isn't. 827 00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:35,232 ♪ ♪ 828 00:29:35,232 --> 00:29:37,234 [sighs] 829 00:29:37,234 --> 00:29:40,487 And I feel bad because I know I'm doing the right thing, 830 00:29:40,487 --> 00:29:43,782 but I just hurt someone that I do care about. 831 00:29:43,782 --> 00:29:45,742 ♪ ♪ 832 00:29:45,742 --> 00:29:48,537 I'm so sorry. 833 00:29:48,537 --> 00:29:51,707 - [crying] 834 00:29:51,707 --> 00:29:53,834 Like, did I do something? 835 00:29:53,834 --> 00:29:56,878 - No. No, you did nothing. 836 00:29:56,878 --> 00:29:59,506 I would love to be falling for Jess. 837 00:29:59,506 --> 00:30:02,676 I feel like she--she has so much love to give. 838 00:30:02,676 --> 00:30:05,846 But I can't fake that stuff. 839 00:30:05,846 --> 00:30:07,347 I just--I can't. 840 00:30:07,347 --> 00:30:14,312 ♪ ♪ 841 00:30:14,312 --> 00:30:17,774 - [sobbing] 842 00:30:17,774 --> 00:30:24,740 ♪ ♪ 843 00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:27,993 That is, like, the last thing that I expected. 844 00:30:27,993 --> 00:30:29,786 ♪ ♪ 845 00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:32,539 I just don't understand. 846 00:30:32,539 --> 00:30:36,334 ♪ ♪ 847 00:30:36,334 --> 00:30:38,045 - That takes so much courage, 848 00:30:38,045 --> 00:30:41,173 and then to just get crushed right after. 849 00:30:41,173 --> 00:30:43,967 It's the right thing to do, but like, that-- 850 00:30:43,967 --> 00:30:47,721 that's such a hard thing to do. 851 00:30:47,721 --> 00:30:49,765 - I just feel stupid. 852 00:30:49,765 --> 00:30:52,017 ♪ ♪ 853 00:30:52,017 --> 00:30:55,771 I didn't expect not to be able to say bye to anyone. 854 00:30:55,771 --> 00:30:58,774 ♪ ♪ 855 00:30:58,774 --> 00:31:00,233 - Hello. 856 00:31:00,233 --> 00:31:01,985 - Where's Jess? - Hi. 857 00:31:01,985 --> 00:31:04,029 ♪ ♪ 858 00:31:04,029 --> 00:31:05,363 - Where's Jess? 859 00:31:05,363 --> 00:31:07,783 - [sighs] 860 00:31:07,783 --> 00:31:11,286 I, uh, just sent Jess home. 861 00:31:11,286 --> 00:31:12,704 ♪ ♪ 862 00:31:12,704 --> 00:31:17,250 - It definitely hurts to be so vulnerable 863 00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:21,755 and so hopeful and open up so much. 864 00:31:21,755 --> 00:31:24,674 ♪ ♪ 865 00:31:24,674 --> 00:31:27,260 [sighs] 866 00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:29,930 - Tonight was so amazing in so many ways. 867 00:31:29,930 --> 00:31:31,515 I felt true emotions. 868 00:31:31,515 --> 00:31:34,559 I feel like we are--we are finally getting to the point 869 00:31:34,559 --> 00:31:37,020 that I know we're going all in the right direction. 870 00:31:37,020 --> 00:31:39,231 And with that being said... 871 00:31:39,231 --> 00:31:42,192 [suspenseful music] 872 00:31:42,192 --> 00:31:46,154 ♪ ♪ 873 00:31:46,154 --> 00:31:49,533 Jenn, would you accept this rose? 874 00:31:49,533 --> 00:31:50,617 - Yes. 875 00:31:50,617 --> 00:31:53,328 ♪ ♪ 876 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:54,996 - Tonight was amazing. 877 00:31:54,996 --> 00:31:57,999 But it feels like every time there's something great, 878 00:31:57,999 --> 00:32:00,085 that's met with something that's very difficult. 879 00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:01,795 Thank you all, and I look forward 880 00:32:01,795 --> 00:32:03,547 to seeing you all soon. 881 00:32:03,547 --> 00:32:05,132 Have a good night. 882 00:32:05,132 --> 00:32:07,384 The fact that some of these women feel the way they do 883 00:32:07,384 --> 00:32:10,011 and they are finally starting to express it, 884 00:32:10,011 --> 00:32:12,347 it gives you this level of confidence on the other side. 885 00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:15,308 I do get to walk away tonight 886 00:32:15,308 --> 00:32:17,060 feeling like there was a lot of growth. 887 00:32:17,060 --> 00:32:19,146 There's a lot of hope for a beautiful future, 888 00:32:19,146 --> 00:32:22,774 and as always, there's a lot to think about. 889 00:32:22,774 --> 00:32:24,943 ♪ ♪ 890 00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:30,073 [light music] 891 00:32:30,073 --> 00:32:36,163 ♪ ♪ 892 00:32:37,831 --> 00:32:39,749 - Today is my one-on-one with Joey, 893 00:32:39,749 --> 00:32:42,460 and I have a lot of nervous energy right now. 894 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:47,007 So trying to channel it, but I am very nervous. 895 00:32:47,007 --> 00:32:49,551 Last week, I let him know how I was feeling 896 00:32:49,551 --> 00:32:51,928 and that I was falling for him, 897 00:32:51,928 --> 00:32:57,475 but I don't open up to people very often. 898 00:32:57,475 --> 00:33:00,770 My trust level is at, like, a 0.0%. 899 00:33:00,770 --> 00:33:04,482 And so sometimes I do have walls up. 900 00:33:04,482 --> 00:33:06,651 I want us to have a very genuine, 901 00:33:06,651 --> 00:33:09,279 honest, open conversation. 902 00:33:09,279 --> 00:33:11,406 I want us to have a lot of fun. 903 00:33:11,406 --> 00:33:13,992 And yeah, I want it to just go really well. 904 00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:15,535 Hey. - How we doing? 905 00:33:15,535 --> 00:33:17,245 - Good. - You look great. 906 00:33:17,245 --> 00:33:18,580 How are you? - How are you, Joe-Joe? 907 00:33:22,167 --> 00:33:23,168 - How you been? - I've been good. 908 00:33:23,168 --> 00:33:24,211 - Yeah? - How have you been? 909 00:33:24,211 --> 00:33:25,295 - I'm good. It's great to see you. 910 00:33:25,295 --> 00:33:26,838 - Yeah? - I'm excited for today. 911 00:33:26,838 --> 00:33:28,673 I'm so happy you're here. - Me too. Me too. 912 00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:30,050 - You ready? - I'm ready. 913 00:33:30,050 --> 00:33:31,593 I don't know what we're doing, but I'm ready. 914 00:33:31,593 --> 00:33:32,677 - All right, we're gonna have a great day, I promise. 915 00:33:32,677 --> 00:33:34,512 But I feel like the best way 916 00:33:34,512 --> 00:33:36,556 is to actually show you what today is gonna be 917 00:33:36,556 --> 00:33:37,807 and not really quite tell you. 918 00:33:37,807 --> 00:33:39,142 So... - OK. 919 00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:40,352 - I'm gonna keep it a surprise. - All right. 920 00:33:40,352 --> 00:33:41,603 - You ready to go? - I'm ready to go. 921 00:33:41,603 --> 00:33:43,188 - All right, let's do it. - Ah! 922 00:33:43,188 --> 00:33:45,065 - I'm excited for today. 923 00:33:45,065 --> 00:33:47,567 The connection that Kelsey and I have, it feels very real. 924 00:33:47,567 --> 00:33:49,319 It's potent. 925 00:33:49,319 --> 00:33:51,112 There's been a strong physical connection. 926 00:33:51,112 --> 00:33:53,240 We've scratched the surface on so many things. 927 00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:54,658 And we're at that point with Kelsey 928 00:33:54,658 --> 00:33:56,910 that, I mean, she said it, there are feelings. 929 00:33:56,910 --> 00:33:59,663 You're trying to figure it out, I can see. 930 00:33:59,663 --> 00:34:01,206 So it's time to open up. 931 00:34:01,206 --> 00:34:02,332 It's time to test that, 932 00:34:02,332 --> 00:34:04,709 really see if we can see a real future. 933 00:34:04,709 --> 00:34:05,961 - I love a good surprise, so... 934 00:34:05,961 --> 00:34:07,087 - I know. 935 00:34:07,087 --> 00:34:08,838 We are doing something that 936 00:34:08,838 --> 00:34:11,967 no one gets the opportunity to do. 937 00:34:11,967 --> 00:34:14,886 Wow. 938 00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:17,806 We are training to be part of Cirque du Soleil, 939 00:34:17,806 --> 00:34:19,474 which is crazy. 940 00:34:19,474 --> 00:34:22,477 [singer vocalizing] 941 00:34:22,477 --> 00:34:25,522 [dramatic music playing] 942 00:34:25,522 --> 00:34:26,856 - I'm nervous. 943 00:34:26,856 --> 00:34:29,651 [laughs] Whoo! 944 00:34:29,651 --> 00:34:31,111 ♪ ♪ 945 00:34:31,111 --> 00:34:32,779 OK. - You ready to do that? 946 00:34:32,779 --> 00:34:33,863 - I'm ready. 947 00:34:33,863 --> 00:34:35,115 Cirque du Soleil? 948 00:34:35,115 --> 00:34:37,492 Joey, this is crazy. 949 00:34:37,492 --> 00:34:39,244 Damn. 950 00:34:39,244 --> 00:34:41,663 I'll just jump in and see how it goes. 951 00:34:41,663 --> 00:34:43,164 - What? - What? 952 00:34:43,164 --> 00:34:45,917 [clapping] - My God. 953 00:34:47,294 --> 00:34:48,628 - Hey, hello. 954 00:34:48,628 --> 00:34:50,964 [speaking French] 955 00:34:50,964 --> 00:34:55,135 Today, you are going to be experiencing 956 00:34:55,135 --> 00:34:58,013 what it is to be a circus acrobat. 957 00:34:58,013 --> 00:34:59,723 - Crazy. - Yeah. 958 00:34:59,723 --> 00:35:00,974 - That was an amazing performance. 959 00:35:00,974 --> 00:35:02,309 - Awesome. 960 00:35:02,309 --> 00:35:04,102 Well, I'll be your coach today. 961 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,146 - Awesome. - And we're going to test 962 00:35:06,146 --> 00:35:09,065 your trust between each other, 963 00:35:09,065 --> 00:35:12,152 the bond that you can create as well. 964 00:35:12,152 --> 00:35:13,194 - I think with Cirque du Soleil, 965 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:14,738 there is a lot of passion. 966 00:35:14,738 --> 00:35:17,532 There is a lot of intimacy in something like this. 967 00:35:17,532 --> 00:35:19,326 I just don't want to drop ya. - Yeah, don't. 968 00:35:19,326 --> 00:35:20,785 Please don't. - I'm not gonna try to. 969 00:35:20,785 --> 00:35:22,245 Today is about trust-- 970 00:35:22,245 --> 00:35:24,080 building it, believing in it. 971 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:26,207 - I trust you. - Uh-huh. 972 00:35:26,207 --> 00:35:28,543 To be as one, to have that emotional connection 973 00:35:28,543 --> 00:35:30,295 continue to build. 974 00:35:30,295 --> 00:35:32,505 - And then you can communicate together 975 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:34,174 to find the same rhythm. 976 00:35:34,174 --> 00:35:36,051 - One, two. 977 00:35:36,051 --> 00:35:39,054 - There is definitely something very real here. 978 00:35:39,054 --> 00:35:41,348 I hope I can trust myself to let go. 979 00:35:41,348 --> 00:35:43,516 - Get--yes, that's it. - There you go. 980 00:35:43,516 --> 00:35:44,893 - Good job. 981 00:35:44,893 --> 00:35:46,936 - It's very hard for me to be vulnerable. 982 00:35:46,936 --> 00:35:48,396 - You good? 983 00:35:48,396 --> 00:35:49,856 - Sitting in that. Yeah. - You got this. 984 00:35:49,856 --> 00:35:52,192 - But I trust his words. 985 00:35:52,192 --> 00:35:53,401 A lot of my other relationships, 986 00:35:53,401 --> 00:35:54,819 I didn't trust them. 987 00:35:54,819 --> 00:35:56,196 - OK, going up. 988 00:35:56,196 --> 00:35:57,197 - I love that. 989 00:35:57,197 --> 00:35:58,948 [laughter] 990 00:35:58,948 --> 00:36:00,367 - Yes, exactly. 991 00:36:00,367 --> 00:36:02,077 It's all about the trust and the timing. 992 00:36:02,077 --> 00:36:04,954 - Joey makes me feel safe... 993 00:36:04,954 --> 00:36:07,207 - Yep. Yes! - [laughs] 994 00:36:07,207 --> 00:36:08,958 - And supported. 995 00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:10,418 - Good job. - OK. 996 00:36:10,418 --> 00:36:14,130 It's all sinking in, and like, I'm letting go. 997 00:36:14,130 --> 00:36:15,840 - Much better. 998 00:36:15,840 --> 00:36:16,633 - It's amazing. 999 00:36:16,633 --> 00:36:18,093 It's beautiful. 1000 00:36:18,093 --> 00:36:19,594 We're off to a great start. 1001 00:36:19,594 --> 00:36:20,845 - Yay! - Got it! 1002 00:36:20,845 --> 00:36:23,515 [laughter] Joey! 1003 00:36:23,515 --> 00:36:24,641 - OK. 1004 00:36:24,641 --> 00:36:26,559 - Ooh, I'm dizzy. 1005 00:36:26,559 --> 00:36:27,769 - Oh, [bleep]. - Oh, [bleep]. 1006 00:36:27,769 --> 00:36:29,813 - Whoo, I'm dizzy. 1007 00:36:29,813 --> 00:36:31,648 - OK. [laughs] 1008 00:36:31,648 --> 00:36:32,649 Whoo! 1009 00:36:32,649 --> 00:36:34,317 - I'm gonna get sick. 1010 00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:36,486 Just not feeling great with the dizziness. 1011 00:36:36,486 --> 00:36:38,696 I didn't know that was gonna be a part of it today. 1012 00:36:38,696 --> 00:36:40,949 Uh, I just hope I survive it. 1013 00:36:40,949 --> 00:36:43,118 both: One, two, three. 1014 00:36:43,118 --> 00:36:45,203 - Excellent. 1015 00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:47,497 Yay! - Oh, God, I'm dizzy. 1016 00:36:47,497 --> 00:36:49,499 - OK. - OK. 1017 00:36:49,499 --> 00:36:51,042 [laughter] 1018 00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:52,085 - Oh, [bleep]. - Oh, [bleep]. 1019 00:36:52,085 --> 00:36:53,628 - Whoo! - Oh, [bleep]. 1020 00:36:53,628 --> 00:36:54,921 - Yeah. - Damn. 1021 00:36:54,921 --> 00:36:57,257 - I'm so dizzy. [laughs] 1022 00:36:57,257 --> 00:36:59,509 I'm still seeing three of you right now. 1023 00:36:59,509 --> 00:37:01,136 - Faster. Faster, faster, faster. 1024 00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:02,554 Go, go, go. 1025 00:37:02,554 --> 00:37:05,098 Then just feel the wheel go upside down. 1026 00:37:05,098 --> 00:37:06,808 See? - Uh-huh, we're doing it. 1027 00:37:06,808 --> 00:37:07,851 - We're in there. 1028 00:37:07,851 --> 00:37:09,144 - [bleep]. 1029 00:37:09,144 --> 00:37:10,645 [laughter] - Yeah. 1030 00:37:10,645 --> 00:37:11,646 Excellent. 1031 00:37:11,646 --> 00:37:13,189 - Oh, yeah, that's awesome. 1032 00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:14,274 - You love spinning, right? 1033 00:37:14,274 --> 00:37:15,275 - Oh, [bleep]. 1034 00:37:15,275 --> 00:37:16,234 This is the end? 1035 00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:17,777 - On the playground? 1036 00:37:17,777 --> 00:37:19,404 - And we're doing a thing-- oh, my God. 1037 00:37:19,404 --> 00:37:21,740 OK, stop me, stop me, stop me, stop me. 1038 00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:23,283 Holy [bleep]. 1039 00:37:23,283 --> 00:37:25,702 - OK, you can come out. - Can I? 1040 00:37:25,702 --> 00:37:29,706 - So that was the first experience for this position. 1041 00:37:29,706 --> 00:37:31,750 - Why am I the only one spinning on the second one? 1042 00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:34,836 [quirky music] 1043 00:37:34,836 --> 00:37:36,337 That's crazy. - Let's take a moment. 1044 00:37:36,337 --> 00:37:38,047 Do you need water? - No. 1045 00:37:38,047 --> 00:37:39,674 I feel like I need a Dramamine. 1046 00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:41,384 - He's not gonna make it. 1047 00:37:41,384 --> 00:37:42,760 - I'm still lightheaded. 1048 00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,721 I haven't gotten over the dizziness. 1049 00:37:44,721 --> 00:37:47,140 Right now I'm just focusing on trying not to die. 1050 00:37:47,140 --> 00:37:48,558 ♪ ♪ 1051 00:37:48,558 --> 00:37:50,602 - Joey-Joe. 1052 00:37:50,602 --> 00:37:52,020 How are you feeling? 1053 00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:53,605 - I've been better. - OK. 1054 00:37:53,605 --> 00:37:55,940 - Yeah, I'm still a little off from the dizziness. 1055 00:37:55,940 --> 00:37:57,150 - I can see it. - Yeah. 1056 00:37:57,150 --> 00:37:58,610 - I saw, like, that last stretch. 1057 00:37:58,610 --> 00:38:00,528 - The last stretch, you were like, yeah, he's down. 1058 00:38:00,528 --> 00:38:01,654 - Joey's gone. We lost him. - He's down. 1059 00:38:01,654 --> 00:38:02,697 - [laughs] He's down. 1060 00:38:02,697 --> 00:38:03,865 - He doesn't have a pulse anymore. 1061 00:38:03,865 --> 00:38:05,909 I'm--I'm just honestly surprised. 1062 00:38:05,909 --> 00:38:07,410 Like, I really--I don't-- 1063 00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:09,412 - Yeah, I mean, you never know until you do it. 1064 00:38:09,412 --> 00:38:10,955 I didn't--I felt it for a minute. 1065 00:38:10,955 --> 00:38:12,624 I was like, OK, I don't know if I can do that again, 1066 00:38:12,624 --> 00:38:14,542 but then I came out of it faster than you, so... 1067 00:38:14,542 --> 00:38:16,169 - Yeah. I've been sitting in it. 1068 00:38:16,169 --> 00:38:17,587 So it's a little-- it's a little [bleep], 1069 00:38:17,587 --> 00:38:20,298 but I want you to know how much I have been enjoying it. 1070 00:38:20,298 --> 00:38:22,759 It's hard for me to, like, show it right now 1071 00:38:22,759 --> 00:38:24,552 because I don't feel 100%. 1072 00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:26,429 But I'm already feeling better just sitting next to you, so... 1073 00:38:26,429 --> 00:38:28,932 - Aw, Joey-Joe was feeling it. 1074 00:38:28,932 --> 00:38:31,392 So...[laughs] It's gonna be-- 1075 00:38:31,392 --> 00:38:32,852 it'll be interesting. 1076 00:38:32,852 --> 00:38:35,772 Heading into tonight, we'll see what happens. 1077 00:38:35,772 --> 00:38:36,773 ♪ ♪ 1078 00:38:36,773 --> 00:38:37,774 - Thank you. 1079 00:38:37,774 --> 00:38:39,025 - This one-on-one time, 1080 00:38:39,025 --> 00:38:40,276 this is what I've been waiting for. 1081 00:38:40,276 --> 00:38:41,694 This is what I've been wanting. 1082 00:38:41,694 --> 00:38:43,404 I want him to understand who I am 1083 00:38:43,404 --> 00:38:44,989 and where I've come from and the things 1084 00:38:44,989 --> 00:38:48,243 that I've been through and really dive in 1085 00:38:48,243 --> 00:38:50,245 and trust myself and trust him. 1086 00:38:50,245 --> 00:38:52,455 It takes a lot of trust in the other person too, 1087 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,875 to know that he will accept me for me. 1088 00:38:55,875 --> 00:38:59,170 [tense music] 1089 00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:00,880 - I'm freaking out. 1090 00:39:00,880 --> 00:39:03,132 Last night was a turning point for me, 1091 00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:04,425 because I had questions 1092 00:39:04,425 --> 00:39:06,219 that I really wanted to get answers to. 1093 00:39:06,219 --> 00:39:07,637 Building a family is 1094 00:39:07,637 --> 00:39:09,347 one of the most important things to me, 1095 00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:12,141 and Joey is not on the same timeline. 1096 00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:13,893 You know, we don't have that much time left, 1097 00:39:13,893 --> 00:39:16,396 so like, last night, I asked him, I said, 1098 00:39:16,396 --> 00:39:18,565 like, what does a marriage and kids 1099 00:39:18,565 --> 00:39:20,191 look like to you after this? 1100 00:39:20,191 --> 00:39:21,901 He wanted a two- to three-year engagement 1101 00:39:21,901 --> 00:39:24,279 and then a couple of years of marriage before kids. 1102 00:39:24,279 --> 00:39:26,447 - Oh, my God, is that what he said? 1103 00:39:26,447 --> 00:39:28,575 - Because I have endometriosis, 1104 00:39:28,575 --> 00:39:31,327 having children is gonna be a lot more difficult. 1105 00:39:31,327 --> 00:39:35,665 But, like, I do feel Joey came into my life for a reason. 1106 00:39:35,665 --> 00:39:38,042 He could be my future husband. 1107 00:39:38,042 --> 00:39:40,503 It's just like, is it the wrong timing? 1108 00:39:40,503 --> 00:39:42,755 I don't have an answer to that question. 1109 00:39:42,755 --> 00:39:45,717 So like, I think it's all, like, hitting me today, 1110 00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:47,886 but I'm trying to just stay, like, very clear-minded. 1111 00:39:47,886 --> 00:39:49,345 No one's right, or no one's wrong. 1112 00:39:49,345 --> 00:39:51,097 It's just like-- - Just what works for you. 1113 00:39:51,097 --> 00:39:52,640 - What works for you. - What will work for him. 1114 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:53,725 - Right, right. 1115 00:39:53,725 --> 00:39:55,059 For me, it's just about, like, 1116 00:39:55,059 --> 00:39:56,728 really sitting in our conversation 1117 00:39:56,728 --> 00:39:57,854 and, like, thinking it through. 1118 00:39:57,854 --> 00:39:59,689 This has been so hard. 1119 00:39:59,689 --> 00:40:01,399 It's gut-wrenching. 1120 00:40:01,399 --> 00:40:03,735 I want to try to find a way to talk to him again. 1121 00:40:05,862 --> 00:40:08,865 [soft music] 1122 00:40:08,865 --> 00:40:13,286 ♪ ♪ 1123 00:40:13,286 --> 00:40:15,413 - Is this a church? 1124 00:40:15,413 --> 00:40:17,332 - I think so. 1125 00:40:17,332 --> 00:40:19,292 - I had a great day with Joey. 1126 00:40:19,292 --> 00:40:20,793 I want this. 1127 00:40:20,793 --> 00:40:23,254 Like, this feels amazing. 1128 00:40:23,254 --> 00:40:24,589 It's beautiful. 1129 00:40:24,589 --> 00:40:26,049 - It really is. 1130 00:40:26,049 --> 00:40:28,593 - But the--the nerves are still there. 1131 00:40:28,593 --> 00:40:31,095 I have to open up. 1132 00:40:31,095 --> 00:40:32,722 It hasn't been easy for me to, like, really 1133 00:40:32,722 --> 00:40:36,726 let those walls down and talk about, like, my truth. 1134 00:40:36,726 --> 00:40:38,311 I haven't done that with anyone. 1135 00:40:38,311 --> 00:40:39,771 Oh, my God. 1136 00:40:39,771 --> 00:40:41,105 - Not bad, huh? 1137 00:40:41,105 --> 00:40:42,357 - Not bad at all. 1138 00:40:42,357 --> 00:40:45,652 But Joey makes me feel very safe. 1139 00:40:45,652 --> 00:40:48,112 Hopefully I can just let everything go, 1140 00:40:48,112 --> 00:40:53,534 let all the fear go and just really dive in. 1141 00:40:53,534 --> 00:40:54,869 Thank you. - Uh-huh. 1142 00:40:54,869 --> 00:40:56,871 - I want us to take our relationship 1143 00:40:56,871 --> 00:40:59,332 to the next level. 1144 00:40:59,332 --> 00:41:00,958 - [sighs] 1145 00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:02,085 How we doing? 1146 00:41:02,085 --> 00:41:04,003 - Good. 1147 00:41:04,003 --> 00:41:05,964 - Are you feeling good? 1148 00:41:05,964 --> 00:41:09,634 - I'm feeling really amazing after today. 1149 00:41:09,634 --> 00:41:10,718 - Good, I'm glad. - Honestly. 1150 00:41:10,718 --> 00:41:11,928 Yeah. 1151 00:41:11,928 --> 00:41:13,721 Going in, I wasn't sure. 1152 00:41:13,721 --> 00:41:14,764 Like, I had a lot of nerves. 1153 00:41:14,764 --> 00:41:16,057 - Mm-hmm. 1154 00:41:16,057 --> 00:41:17,850 I felt them. - Yeah. 1155 00:41:17,850 --> 00:41:19,394 And every time I see you, 1156 00:41:19,394 --> 00:41:20,687 I feel like we have a great time. 1157 00:41:20,687 --> 00:41:21,938 So I don't know why I worry so much. 1158 00:41:21,938 --> 00:41:25,024 - [laughs] - But I do. 1159 00:41:25,024 --> 00:41:26,776 - Um, and I just wanted to start again 1160 00:41:26,776 --> 00:41:29,112 by telling you how much I appreciated you today. 1161 00:41:29,112 --> 00:41:32,323 I did not make things easy at times with my inability 1162 00:41:32,323 --> 00:41:34,909 to handle spins, but how you handled that 1163 00:41:34,909 --> 00:41:37,495 told me a lot about just how amazing you are. 1164 00:41:37,495 --> 00:41:38,746 ♪ ♪ 1165 00:41:38,746 --> 00:41:39,998 - That means a lot, though, 1166 00:41:39,998 --> 00:41:40,998 that you showed up too, you know? 1167 00:41:40,998 --> 00:41:42,583 - Yeah. 1168 00:41:42,583 --> 00:41:44,127 - Just in this small, short amount of time, 1169 00:41:44,127 --> 00:41:46,087 I do have feelings, 1170 00:41:46,087 --> 00:41:48,172 and they're deepening. 1171 00:41:48,172 --> 00:41:52,635 And today, they went on another level. 1172 00:41:52,635 --> 00:41:55,763 This is a crazy space to be in, 1173 00:41:55,763 --> 00:41:59,350 because with, like, Hometowns coming up and everything, 1174 00:41:59,350 --> 00:42:01,561 I want to feel very comfortable. 1175 00:42:01,561 --> 00:42:03,020 - Mm-hmm. 1176 00:42:03,020 --> 00:42:10,028 - Um, and with my family, it's not-- 1177 00:42:10,028 --> 00:42:13,531 I haven't had, like, the best of relationships 1178 00:42:13,531 --> 00:42:16,951 with some of them, specifically with my dad. 1179 00:42:16,951 --> 00:42:19,954 [somber music] 1180 00:42:19,954 --> 00:42:21,289 ♪ ♪ 1181 00:42:21,289 --> 00:42:23,332 Yeah, we were really close growing up, 1182 00:42:23,332 --> 00:42:25,042 and--I'm sorry, it's just, like, a lot. 1183 00:42:25,042 --> 00:42:27,170 I haven't, like, revisited this in so long. 1184 00:42:27,170 --> 00:42:28,880 But... 1185 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:31,632 [breathing deeply] 1186 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:33,760 ♪ ♪ 1187 00:42:33,760 --> 00:42:34,802 We were really close growing up. 1188 00:42:34,802 --> 00:42:36,095 Like, he was like-- 1189 00:42:36,095 --> 00:42:38,264 that was my-- like, that was my dad. 1190 00:42:38,264 --> 00:42:40,016 Like, we played video games together, 1191 00:42:40,016 --> 00:42:42,226 and like, we talked about everything. 1192 00:42:42,226 --> 00:42:44,437 He was like my rock, my safe haven. 1193 00:42:44,437 --> 00:42:47,648 And like, he would be there through everything, 1194 00:42:47,648 --> 00:42:49,150 no matter what. 1195 00:42:49,150 --> 00:42:52,445 And he stopped talking to me for a while. 1196 00:42:52,445 --> 00:42:55,156 - Mm. - For a very long time. 1197 00:42:55,156 --> 00:42:56,657 - I guess I'm a little confused, like, 1198 00:42:56,657 --> 00:43:00,286 how it got to the point of just being someone 1199 00:43:00,286 --> 00:43:01,954 that you were so close to 1200 00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:03,414 and then it just stopping all of a sudden. 1201 00:43:03,414 --> 00:43:04,624 - Yeah. 1202 00:43:04,624 --> 00:43:06,334 So it was the religion. 1203 00:43:06,334 --> 00:43:07,460 - OK. 1204 00:43:07,460 --> 00:43:11,172 - Um, he wanted me to focus on that, 1205 00:43:11,172 --> 00:43:13,549 and he wanted me to be in that. 1206 00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:15,259 But in my heart, I knew, like, 1207 00:43:15,259 --> 00:43:16,886 it wasn't where I wanted to be. 1208 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:18,262 - Mm-hmm. 1209 00:43:18,262 --> 00:43:21,349 - Um, and because I chose to go to college. 1210 00:43:21,349 --> 00:43:24,769 He, um, didn't support that decision at all. 1211 00:43:24,769 --> 00:43:26,104 ♪ ♪ 1212 00:43:26,104 --> 00:43:27,897 Anyone who is in his household 1213 00:43:27,897 --> 00:43:30,149 has to be in the religion, 1214 00:43:30,149 --> 00:43:33,319 and so I wasn't allowed to be there anymore... 1215 00:43:33,319 --> 00:43:36,239 ♪ ♪ 1216 00:43:36,239 --> 00:43:38,241 And that hurt. 1217 00:43:38,241 --> 00:43:40,868 - Yeah, I'm sorry. 1218 00:43:40,868 --> 00:43:43,079 ♪ ♪ 1219 00:43:43,079 --> 00:43:44,539 - So I went to live with my mom. 1220 00:43:44,539 --> 00:43:45,623 - Mm-hmm. 1221 00:43:45,623 --> 00:43:48,918 ♪ ♪ 1222 00:43:48,918 --> 00:43:50,002 - And we stopped talking. 1223 00:43:50,002 --> 00:43:52,797 ♪ ♪ 1224 00:43:52,797 --> 00:43:54,132 It messed with me so bad. 1225 00:43:54,132 --> 00:43:55,925 I just didn't understand it. 1226 00:43:55,925 --> 00:43:57,343 I didn't know why it had to be like that. 1227 00:43:57,343 --> 00:43:59,428 I didn't understand. 1228 00:43:59,428 --> 00:44:03,641 And that affected the way that I trust in relationships, 1229 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:07,770 because if someone can be there for you in the beginning 1230 00:44:07,770 --> 00:44:09,480 and then just totally go away... 1231 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:12,817 - Mm-hmm. - It's hard. 1232 00:44:12,817 --> 00:44:15,278 It's like, how? 1233 00:44:15,278 --> 00:44:17,446 How do you do that? 1234 00:44:17,446 --> 00:44:22,952 Um, so it's affected my trust for, like, men. 1235 00:44:22,952 --> 00:44:28,040 And it's like, that's a lot. 1236 00:44:28,040 --> 00:44:29,792 ♪ ♪ 1237 00:44:29,792 --> 00:44:32,170 - I feel crushed. 1238 00:44:32,170 --> 00:44:35,381 I can see someone that has been through a lot. 1239 00:44:35,381 --> 00:44:37,008 ♪ ♪ 1240 00:44:37,008 --> 00:44:40,553 It's put a toll on her-- not on their relationship, 1241 00:44:40,553 --> 00:44:42,930 but her relationship with really anyone. 1242 00:44:42,930 --> 00:44:46,434 She should always feel like she deserves to be loved. 1243 00:44:46,434 --> 00:44:51,230 I can't imagine the--the change of something like that. 1244 00:44:51,230 --> 00:44:52,857 - It's still a work in progress. 1245 00:44:52,857 --> 00:44:54,609 - Mm-hmm, I was gonna ask about that. 1246 00:44:54,609 --> 00:44:56,694 - Um, in the last few years, 1247 00:44:56,694 --> 00:44:58,487 we just started, like, you know, 1248 00:44:58,487 --> 00:45:00,781 doing small things-- going to the movies 1249 00:45:00,781 --> 00:45:03,951 or actually calling and checking in on each other. 1250 00:45:05,578 --> 00:45:08,164 It's nice, but it's also very hard, 1251 00:45:08,164 --> 00:45:11,250 because he still missed a lot. 1252 00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:13,669 ♪ ♪ 1253 00:45:13,669 --> 00:45:17,757 So that's tough. 1254 00:45:17,757 --> 00:45:20,509 - It's a lot for someone to go through. 1255 00:45:20,509 --> 00:45:22,678 Thank you. 1256 00:45:22,678 --> 00:45:24,430 That's not easy to share. 1257 00:45:24,430 --> 00:45:27,808 You have every reason to have those trust issues. 1258 00:45:27,808 --> 00:45:32,063 I think it's more impressive and more important 1259 00:45:32,063 --> 00:45:35,566 to focus on how much you're trying to look through that 1260 00:45:35,566 --> 00:45:38,152 and still get to what you really want, 1261 00:45:38,152 --> 00:45:41,822 'cause it shows how resilient, how strong you are. 1262 00:45:41,822 --> 00:45:43,908 Thank you for sharing. 1263 00:45:43,908 --> 00:45:45,451 - Thank you for listening. 1264 00:45:45,451 --> 00:45:46,744 - Always. 1265 00:45:46,744 --> 00:45:48,621 - But I feel like you understand. 1266 00:45:48,621 --> 00:45:50,248 And that means a lot. 1267 00:45:50,248 --> 00:45:51,248 I'll just say this. 1268 00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:53,501 Like, I want a husband. 1269 00:45:53,501 --> 00:45:54,627 That's why I'm here. 1270 00:45:54,627 --> 00:45:55,711 I want a husband. 1271 00:45:55,711 --> 00:45:58,673 And I want to feel loved again. 1272 00:45:58,673 --> 00:46:00,633 I want to give love. 1273 00:46:00,633 --> 00:46:04,595 And so to be here and to feel the emotions 1274 00:46:04,595 --> 00:46:07,014 and the feelings that I feel now 1275 00:46:07,014 --> 00:46:12,186 and for it to feel so right, it's-- 1276 00:46:12,186 --> 00:46:13,771 it feels amazing. 1277 00:46:13,771 --> 00:46:16,023 [soft music] 1278 00:46:16,023 --> 00:46:17,358 - I'm so happy to hear that. 1279 00:46:17,358 --> 00:46:19,652 - Yeah. 1280 00:46:19,652 --> 00:46:21,362 Joey-Joe. 1281 00:46:21,362 --> 00:46:25,032 ♪ ♪ 1282 00:46:25,032 --> 00:46:25,992 - Sometimes the toughest things 1283 00:46:25,992 --> 00:46:26,993 that happen in your life 1284 00:46:26,993 --> 00:46:29,161 define who you are 1285 00:46:29,161 --> 00:46:31,622 and can be learning experiences. 1286 00:46:31,622 --> 00:46:33,916 And she has this sense about her 1287 00:46:33,916 --> 00:46:35,167 that she has been through a lot, 1288 00:46:35,167 --> 00:46:36,460 that she holds a lot in, 1289 00:46:36,460 --> 00:46:38,754 but also that she is super strong, 1290 00:46:38,754 --> 00:46:42,508 super independent, very grown. 1291 00:46:42,508 --> 00:46:45,720 I feel so connected and bonded with her, 1292 00:46:45,720 --> 00:46:47,596 and it continues to get stronger 1293 00:46:47,596 --> 00:46:49,598 each time I'm with her. 1294 00:46:49,598 --> 00:46:52,518 Kelsey, would you accept this rose? 1295 00:46:52,518 --> 00:46:55,187 - Yes. 1296 00:46:55,187 --> 00:46:56,397 Thank you. 1297 00:46:56,397 --> 00:46:59,233 [romantic music playing] 1298 00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:06,073 ♪ ♪ 1299 00:47:08,659 --> 00:47:10,161 It feels great. 1300 00:47:10,161 --> 00:47:13,581 It feels amazing to get a rose from him tonight. 1301 00:47:13,581 --> 00:47:15,332 It's hard to be, like, this vulnerable 1302 00:47:15,332 --> 00:47:17,668 in front of someone. 1303 00:47:17,668 --> 00:47:21,297 But Joey makes me feel like I can really trust him. 1304 00:47:21,297 --> 00:47:23,007 ♪ ♪ 1305 00:47:23,007 --> 00:47:25,926 I can see myself falling in love with Joey. 1306 00:47:25,926 --> 00:47:32,975 ♪ ♪ 1307 00:47:33,768 --> 00:47:34,852 - Kelsey's amazing. 1308 00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:37,021 She's a special person. 1309 00:47:37,021 --> 00:47:40,316 And what I pay most attention to is, even with all of this, 1310 00:47:40,316 --> 00:47:44,862 she still can say confidently that she does want a marriage. 1311 00:47:44,862 --> 00:47:45,946 She does want a love. 1312 00:47:45,946 --> 00:47:46,947 She wants to be loved. 1313 00:47:46,947 --> 00:47:49,658 She wants to give love. 1314 00:47:49,658 --> 00:47:53,662 I do believe that she can be a great wife. 1315 00:47:53,662 --> 00:47:57,166 And I'm excited to see what the future holds. 1316 00:47:59,460 --> 00:48:02,546 [upbeat music] 1317 00:48:02,546 --> 00:48:07,343 ♪ ♪ 1318 00:48:07,343 --> 00:48:09,470 - Are you so ready for your date? 1319 00:48:09,470 --> 00:48:11,305 - Yeah, I still don't know what I'm doing. 1320 00:48:11,305 --> 00:48:12,556 Everything's up in the air. 1321 00:48:12,556 --> 00:48:13,933 - We did Cirque du Soleil. 1322 00:48:13,933 --> 00:48:15,351 - Stop this right now. 1323 00:48:15,351 --> 00:48:16,519 Like, flips and stuff? 1324 00:48:16,519 --> 00:48:19,146 - Flips in the air. - In the air? 1325 00:48:19,146 --> 00:48:21,774 - Oh, like, when we spoke about that adrenaline, 1326 00:48:21,774 --> 00:48:24,193 like jumping out of a plane, bungee jumping, like, 1327 00:48:24,193 --> 00:48:26,695 it's never been on my bucket list. 1328 00:48:26,695 --> 00:48:29,115 It freaks me out a little bit, but we'll be OK. 1329 00:48:29,115 --> 00:48:30,699 [door opening, closing] 1330 00:48:30,699 --> 00:48:31,909 [quirky music] 1331 00:48:31,909 --> 00:48:32,910 - Bonjour. 1332 00:48:32,910 --> 00:48:34,370 all: Bonjour. 1333 00:48:34,370 --> 00:48:35,704 - Mademoiselle Maria? 1334 00:48:35,704 --> 00:48:36,914 - Oui. 1335 00:48:40,126 --> 00:48:42,044 - Have fun! - Thank you. 1336 00:48:42,044 --> 00:48:43,629 Thank you guys. 1337 00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:45,589 I'm about to go on a one-on-one with Joey, 1338 00:48:45,589 --> 00:48:48,843 and I have been waiting for this for so long. 1339 00:48:48,843 --> 00:48:51,470 It's an opportunity to just move forward for real 1340 00:48:51,470 --> 00:48:53,347 with our relationship. 1341 00:48:53,347 --> 00:48:54,682 I don't know what I'm doing yet, 1342 00:48:54,682 --> 00:48:57,560 but I'm excited to go. 1343 00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:58,686 - Hello. 1344 00:48:58,686 --> 00:49:01,188 [upbeat music] 1345 00:49:01,188 --> 00:49:02,273 - Hi! 1346 00:49:02,273 --> 00:49:03,440 - You look great. 1347 00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:05,401 - Thank you. 1348 00:49:05,401 --> 00:49:06,861 - Not a bad way to get around, huh? 1349 00:49:06,861 --> 00:49:08,028 - No, this is so nice. 1350 00:49:08,028 --> 00:49:09,446 I'm not used to this. 1351 00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:10,573 - Yeah. 1352 00:49:10,573 --> 00:49:11,866 - I think he saved this date 1353 00:49:11,866 --> 00:49:14,493 for his favorite Canadian. 1354 00:49:14,493 --> 00:49:16,328 - What are you giggling about? 1355 00:49:16,328 --> 00:49:19,039 - No man has ever picked me up in a limo. 1356 00:49:19,039 --> 00:49:20,458 Not one. 1357 00:49:20,458 --> 00:49:22,001 Today just being him and I, 1358 00:49:22,001 --> 00:49:24,879 I know we're gonna have the best time. 1359 00:49:24,879 --> 00:49:27,798 - Cheers to a day that I think both of us truly need. 1360 00:49:27,798 --> 00:49:30,384 I think it's gonna be full of many surprises, just like you. 1361 00:49:30,384 --> 00:49:31,552 - Oh. - Cheers. 1362 00:49:31,552 --> 00:49:32,803 - That's very cute. 1363 00:49:32,803 --> 00:49:34,305 So have you learned any French? 1364 00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:36,599 - I've tried to, but nothing has stuck. 1365 00:49:36,599 --> 00:49:37,600 It's very hard. 1366 00:49:37,600 --> 00:49:39,018 - Why? That's what she said. 1367 00:49:39,018 --> 00:49:40,352 Um... - Good one. 1368 00:49:40,352 --> 00:49:41,937 - Thank you. 1369 00:49:41,937 --> 00:49:44,482 - Say...[speaking French] 1370 00:49:44,482 --> 00:49:46,775 - No, 'cause I can tell it's a bad word. 1371 00:49:46,775 --> 00:49:48,569 You're just gonna get me in trouble in another language. 1372 00:49:48,569 --> 00:49:49,904 - No, it's fine. 1373 00:49:49,904 --> 00:49:51,447 Say voux. - No. 1374 00:49:51,447 --> 00:49:53,490 I'm not saying it till you tell me what it is. 1375 00:49:53,490 --> 00:49:55,618 - [whispering indistinctly] - Oh. [laughs] 1376 00:49:55,618 --> 00:49:56,577 I would have said it. 1377 00:49:56,577 --> 00:49:58,162 - [laughs] 1378 00:49:58,162 --> 00:49:59,788 - When I'm with Maria, we have fun. 1379 00:49:59,788 --> 00:50:00,956 We laugh. 1380 00:50:00,956 --> 00:50:02,333 We enjoy the day. 1381 00:50:02,333 --> 00:50:04,168 We don't take things so serious. 1382 00:50:04,168 --> 00:50:07,796 We just--we just be when we're together. 1383 00:50:07,796 --> 00:50:11,175 She's just someone that's hard not to enjoy being around. 1384 00:50:11,175 --> 00:50:13,177 - That's pretty. - You're pretty. 1385 00:50:13,177 --> 00:50:15,012 - Oh, thank you, Joey. 1386 00:50:15,012 --> 00:50:16,430 But no, I-- - [laughs] 1387 00:50:16,430 --> 00:50:17,473 I can't with you. 1388 00:50:17,473 --> 00:50:18,557 - Sorry. 1389 00:50:18,557 --> 00:50:20,100 - I can't with you. 1390 00:50:20,100 --> 00:50:21,518 Why'd you just say it like that? 1391 00:50:21,518 --> 00:50:22,853 - What? Thank you, Joey. - "Thank you, Joey." 1392 00:50:22,853 --> 00:50:24,522 - 'Cause I don't know, it just came out like that. 1393 00:50:24,522 --> 00:50:25,981 - She just has this way about her. 1394 00:50:25,981 --> 00:50:27,524 I called her an enigma before. 1395 00:50:27,524 --> 00:50:29,068 Like, I--I don't know 1396 00:50:29,068 --> 00:50:30,653 if you can ever fully understand Maria. 1397 00:50:30,653 --> 00:50:32,029 [sighs] 1398 00:50:32,029 --> 00:50:34,073 - So what do you love most about Montreal? 1399 00:50:34,073 --> 00:50:35,491 What do you love most? 1400 00:50:35,491 --> 00:50:36,784 - This date with you. 1401 00:50:36,784 --> 00:50:38,494 - Oh! - "Joey." 1402 00:50:38,494 --> 00:50:39,870 - Joey! 1403 00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:40,996 - I don't know if you can ever get 1404 00:50:40,996 --> 00:50:42,665 what she's gonna do next, 1405 00:50:42,665 --> 00:50:44,959 but there's something exciting about that too. 1406 00:50:44,959 --> 00:50:46,710 What do you think we're about to go do? 1407 00:50:46,710 --> 00:50:48,003 - The girls were saying that I'm gonna be 1408 00:50:48,003 --> 00:50:49,797 jumping out of a plane. 1409 00:50:49,797 --> 00:50:51,131 - They were right. 1410 00:50:51,131 --> 00:50:53,259 ♪ ♪ 1411 00:50:53,259 --> 00:50:54,927 - I'm gonna be pushing you out of a plane. 1412 00:50:54,927 --> 00:50:56,428 I don't know about me jumping. 1413 00:50:56,428 --> 00:50:57,805 - I have zero doubts that you would. 1414 00:50:57,805 --> 00:50:59,431 Oh, thank you, sir. 1415 00:50:59,431 --> 00:51:00,975 - I still have no idea what we're doing. 1416 00:51:00,975 --> 00:51:03,185 I don't know what to expect. 1417 00:51:03,185 --> 00:51:05,646 Thank you. 1418 00:51:05,646 --> 00:51:07,982 What are we doing today? 1419 00:51:07,982 --> 00:51:09,316 - ♪ Look at me ♪ 1420 00:51:09,316 --> 00:51:10,776 ♪ I call the shots ♪ 1421 00:51:10,776 --> 00:51:12,403 ♪ No, I won't be stopped ♪ 1422 00:51:12,403 --> 00:51:14,363 ♪ 'Cause I know what I want, yeah ♪ 1423 00:51:14,363 --> 00:51:15,531 - [gasps] 1424 00:51:15,531 --> 00:51:16,782 Hello. 1425 00:51:16,782 --> 00:51:19,660 - [speaking French] 1426 00:51:19,660 --> 00:51:21,078 Welcome to our boutique. 1427 00:51:22,705 --> 00:51:24,123 I'm the designer. 1428 00:51:24,123 --> 00:51:25,249 Joey has arranged to choose 1429 00:51:25,249 --> 00:51:26,959 a special gown for your special date. 1430 00:51:26,959 --> 00:51:27,918 - [laughs] Aw. 1431 00:51:27,918 --> 00:51:30,045 - Today, it's all about you. 1432 00:51:30,045 --> 00:51:33,048 - Aw. - Come on. Come on, guys. 1433 00:51:33,048 --> 00:51:34,049 - [squeals] That's so cute. - Right? 1434 00:51:34,049 --> 00:51:35,342 - I love this. 1435 00:51:35,342 --> 00:51:37,845 I didn't expect to be brought to Claudette 1436 00:51:37,845 --> 00:51:41,181 and, like, get to look at all these beautiful dresses. 1437 00:51:41,181 --> 00:51:42,850 That's a win. That's a win. 1438 00:51:42,850 --> 00:51:44,643 I love fashion, 1439 00:51:44,643 --> 00:51:47,396 but I dress myself in a specific way. 1440 00:51:47,396 --> 00:51:50,316 I never really fall out of my comfort zone 1441 00:51:50,316 --> 00:51:51,483 when it comes to the way I dress, 1442 00:51:51,483 --> 00:51:53,193 but today, I get to do that. 1443 00:51:53,193 --> 00:51:54,278 - ♪ Look at me ♪ 1444 00:51:54,278 --> 00:51:56,196 - You look good. 1445 00:51:56,196 --> 00:51:58,115 - It's so flowy and cute. 1446 00:51:58,115 --> 00:51:59,867 - That's a yes. 1447 00:51:59,867 --> 00:52:01,493 - [laughs] - Mm-hmm. 1448 00:52:01,493 --> 00:52:03,579 - Very Elvira vibes. 1449 00:52:03,579 --> 00:52:05,706 - It looks good on you. You look beautiful. 1450 00:52:05,706 --> 00:52:07,916 This is exactly what I thought the day was gonna be. 1451 00:52:07,916 --> 00:52:09,752 I thought we were going to be having fun. 1452 00:52:09,752 --> 00:52:10,961 I thought that she was gonna fully 1453 00:52:10,961 --> 00:52:12,755 lean into what the date was. 1454 00:52:12,755 --> 00:52:14,340 - OK. 1455 00:52:14,340 --> 00:52:15,841 - Wow. 1456 00:52:15,841 --> 00:52:16,925 Today is about Maria. 1457 00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:17,926 It's not about me. 1458 00:52:17,926 --> 00:52:20,054 - I feel like a princess. 1459 00:52:20,054 --> 00:52:21,138 - You look like a princess. 1460 00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:22,765 You look unbelievable. 1461 00:52:22,765 --> 00:52:23,807 That's the one. 1462 00:52:23,807 --> 00:52:24,808 - Is this the one? 1463 00:52:24,808 --> 00:52:25,851 - That's the one. 1464 00:52:25,851 --> 00:52:27,353 - I feel like a princess. 1465 00:52:27,353 --> 00:52:30,564 I feel so beautiful and elegant. 1466 00:52:30,564 --> 00:52:32,232 I'm happy. 1467 00:52:32,232 --> 00:52:34,860 And the fact that Joey picked my dress, 1468 00:52:34,860 --> 00:52:36,987 it makes me feel amazing. 1469 00:52:36,987 --> 00:52:38,739 [squeals] 1470 00:52:38,739 --> 00:52:39,782 Hello, handsome. 1471 00:52:39,782 --> 00:52:40,866 - Hello. 1472 00:52:40,866 --> 00:52:43,410 - I like you in blue. 1473 00:52:43,410 --> 00:52:44,411 - You ready? 1474 00:52:44,411 --> 00:52:46,497 - I'm so ready. 1475 00:52:46,497 --> 00:52:47,706 Look at us. 1476 00:52:47,706 --> 00:52:51,126 We look like a classy little couple. 1477 00:52:51,126 --> 00:52:52,753 - Classy little couple. 1478 00:52:52,753 --> 00:52:55,756 [soft music] 1479 00:52:55,756 --> 00:52:57,257 ♪ ♪ 1480 00:52:57,257 --> 00:52:58,342 - Say, "Je t'aime." 1481 00:52:59,218 --> 00:53:00,761 - [gasps] That's so nice. 1482 00:53:00,761 --> 00:53:01,762 Thank you. 1483 00:53:01,762 --> 00:53:02,805 - What does it mean? 1484 00:53:02,805 --> 00:53:04,473 [both speaking French] 1485 00:53:04,473 --> 00:53:05,808 - Say, "Je t'aime." 1486 00:53:05,808 --> 00:53:07,017 ♪ ♪ 1487 00:53:07,017 --> 00:53:08,185 Say it. 1488 00:53:08,185 --> 00:53:10,270 - [gasps] Merci. 1489 00:53:10,270 --> 00:53:12,523 ♪ ♪ 1490 00:53:12,523 --> 00:53:14,900 - With Maria, it just feels natural. 1491 00:53:14,900 --> 00:53:17,111 I'm not really trying to overthink it too much, 1492 00:53:17,111 --> 00:53:18,445 'cause that's what the beauty 1493 00:53:18,445 --> 00:53:20,489 of Maria and my relationship has been. 1494 00:53:20,489 --> 00:53:23,617 I'm--I'm just very happy with where today has gone, 1495 00:53:23,617 --> 00:53:25,035 and we're gonna end it with a bang. 1496 00:53:25,035 --> 00:53:26,453 - No. 1497 00:53:26,453 --> 00:53:27,830 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 1498 00:53:27,830 --> 00:53:29,081 - [laughs] 1499 00:53:29,081 --> 00:53:31,875 [tense music] 1500 00:53:31,875 --> 00:53:33,460 - No, no, never. 1501 00:53:33,460 --> 00:53:34,628 - OK. 1502 00:53:34,628 --> 00:53:37,381 ♪ ♪ 1503 00:53:37,381 --> 00:53:38,841 - Oh. - [laughs] 1504 00:53:38,841 --> 00:53:40,217 - You're not jumping out. 1505 00:53:40,217 --> 00:53:41,844 [soft music] 1506 00:53:41,844 --> 00:53:43,679 - Oh, the red carpet. - Thank you, sir. 1507 00:53:43,679 --> 00:53:45,472 - This is so fancy. 1508 00:53:45,472 --> 00:53:46,974 I've never been in a helicopter before 1509 00:53:46,974 --> 00:53:48,142 in my life. 1510 00:53:48,142 --> 00:53:50,769 And I'm just so happy. 1511 00:53:50,769 --> 00:53:54,606 He's so special, and he makes me feel special. 1512 00:53:54,606 --> 00:53:57,776 I'm just so grateful that he chose me. 1513 00:53:57,776 --> 00:54:00,779 [romantic music] 1514 00:54:00,779 --> 00:54:06,076 ♪ ♪ 1515 00:54:06,744 --> 00:54:09,496 Oh, my God! So cool. 1516 00:54:34,146 --> 00:54:35,981 - It was beautiful today, 1517 00:54:35,981 --> 00:54:38,358 full of, like, pleasant surprises, 1518 00:54:38,358 --> 00:54:41,612 and I just-- I didn't expect any of this. 1519 00:54:41,612 --> 00:54:44,615 I'm on such a high right now, and like, 1520 00:54:44,615 --> 00:54:46,283 today was just so special. 1521 00:54:46,283 --> 00:54:50,537 And he made me feel so beautiful. 1522 00:54:50,537 --> 00:54:53,832 And... 1523 00:54:53,832 --> 00:54:55,709 sorry. 1524 00:54:55,709 --> 00:55:00,547 ♪ ♪ 1525 00:55:00,547 --> 00:55:02,716 Sorry. 1526 00:55:02,716 --> 00:55:05,761 I'm just really happy right now. 1527 00:55:05,761 --> 00:55:12,559 ♪ ♪ 1528 00:55:20,859 --> 00:55:23,904 - [speaking French] 1529 00:55:32,871 --> 00:55:35,624 [soft music] 1530 00:55:35,624 --> 00:55:37,251 ♪ ♪ 1531 00:55:37,251 --> 00:55:38,544 - You look beautiful. 1532 00:55:38,544 --> 00:55:39,920 - You look beautiful. 1533 00:55:39,920 --> 00:55:41,338 You're so cute. 1534 00:55:41,338 --> 00:55:45,259 I think today, it was--it was just-- 1535 00:55:45,259 --> 00:55:46,593 it was just amazing. 1536 00:55:46,593 --> 00:55:47,719 Thank you. 1537 00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:48,720 - Thank you. You too. 1538 00:55:48,720 --> 00:55:50,347 ♪ ♪ 1539 00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:51,765 - I can't even talk about it. 1540 00:55:51,765 --> 00:55:54,685 It was so good. 1541 00:55:54,685 --> 00:55:59,022 He made me feel so beautiful and so special. 1542 00:55:59,022 --> 00:56:01,483 - Easy there. - OK, OK. [laughs] 1543 00:56:01,483 --> 00:56:03,443 - You're here. You're here. 1544 00:56:03,443 --> 00:56:05,070 - I'm here? Oh, sorry. - I'm helping--I'm helping you. 1545 00:56:05,070 --> 00:56:06,780 - I didn't know if you were-- - You're good. 1546 00:56:06,780 --> 00:56:10,075 - I think tonight, I want to tell him how I feel. 1547 00:56:10,075 --> 00:56:12,744 I--I'm so ha-- I can't put it into words. 1548 00:56:12,744 --> 00:56:15,706 I wish--I wish I was better at doing that. 1549 00:56:15,706 --> 00:56:17,541 - Hi. - Hi. 1550 00:56:17,541 --> 00:56:18,959 - So how are you feeling, though, after today? 1551 00:56:18,959 --> 00:56:21,336 Are you feeling like everything went the way you hoped? 1552 00:56:21,336 --> 00:56:23,130 You had a couple of moments at the end where 1553 00:56:23,130 --> 00:56:24,214 I couldn't tell where you were at. 1554 00:56:24,214 --> 00:56:27,467 - I actually got a little bit emotional, 1555 00:56:27,467 --> 00:56:29,511 um, in the best way possible, though. 1556 00:56:29,511 --> 00:56:34,433 Like, just, like, I, um, felt really great about today, 1557 00:56:34,433 --> 00:56:36,226 and I had so much fun. 1558 00:56:36,226 --> 00:56:38,103 But today, because it was special 1559 00:56:38,103 --> 00:56:40,522 towards me and only me, 1560 00:56:40,522 --> 00:56:44,109 um, I felt that, and I appreciate that so much. 1561 00:56:44,109 --> 00:56:45,360 - Of course. Of course. 1562 00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:47,070 I'm glad you enjoyed it. 1563 00:56:47,070 --> 00:56:48,322 And I--I have to say again 1564 00:56:48,322 --> 00:56:49,740 how great you look in this dress too. 1565 00:56:49,740 --> 00:56:50,741 - Oh, thank you. 1566 00:56:50,741 --> 00:56:51,742 - We picked out a good one. 1567 00:56:51,742 --> 00:56:52,951 - Thank you. 1568 00:56:52,951 --> 00:56:54,453 - When I tell you, like, I needed today, 1569 00:56:54,453 --> 00:56:57,497 I truthfully mean it, because there's always times 1570 00:56:57,497 --> 00:56:59,374 throughout the week where you have those low points, 1571 00:56:59,374 --> 00:57:01,209 and just a day like today where I can just 1572 00:57:01,209 --> 00:57:03,128 have a good time and not think about much, 1573 00:57:03,128 --> 00:57:04,546 like, it doesn't go unnoticed 1574 00:57:04,546 --> 00:57:06,506 that you brought that out of me today. 1575 00:57:06,506 --> 00:57:08,592 - Oh, you bring that out in me too. 1576 00:57:08,592 --> 00:57:12,012 Like, I can be just so in my head. 1577 00:57:12,012 --> 00:57:15,140 But yeah, every time I'm with you, 1578 00:57:15,140 --> 00:57:17,726 all of that goes away, you know? 1579 00:57:17,726 --> 00:57:20,896 Today was just an example of that, I think. 1580 00:57:20,896 --> 00:57:22,064 We get along. 1581 00:57:22,064 --> 00:57:24,232 We make each other laugh. 1582 00:57:24,232 --> 00:57:25,859 I like everything about Joey. 1583 00:57:25,859 --> 00:57:28,236 I like the way that he listens to me. 1584 00:57:28,236 --> 00:57:30,947 I like the way that he respects everything about me, 1585 00:57:30,947 --> 00:57:33,950 and he just, like, allows me to be myself. 1586 00:57:33,950 --> 00:57:35,661 And he puts my mind at ease. 1587 00:57:35,661 --> 00:57:38,080 And when I'm with him, I have no worries. 1588 00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:40,957 And to think that-- can I fall for him? 1589 00:57:40,957 --> 00:57:42,918 I think I already am, 1590 00:57:42,918 --> 00:57:45,420 and it scares me. 1591 00:57:45,420 --> 00:57:47,714 In my past, I was seeing someone that, 1592 00:57:47,714 --> 00:57:50,425 he kind of dangled the idea of, like, an engagement, 1593 00:57:50,425 --> 00:57:53,720 and um, I was very hopeful in that. 1594 00:57:53,720 --> 00:57:57,766 And I wanted that so badly, and it just didn't happen. 1595 00:57:57,766 --> 00:58:00,811 I was in, and he was in-- 1596 00:58:00,811 --> 00:58:02,688 in the future, in the far future. 1597 00:58:02,688 --> 00:58:05,357 And I just left that situation. 1598 00:58:05,357 --> 00:58:07,442 So for me, it's like, I just want someone 1599 00:58:07,442 --> 00:58:09,903 to say what they want and mean it. 1600 00:58:09,903 --> 00:58:11,905 Say what they mean, mean what they say. 1601 00:58:11,905 --> 00:58:13,240 Um... - Of course. 1602 00:58:13,240 --> 00:58:14,658 - I want that give and take. 1603 00:58:14,658 --> 00:58:16,326 I want that reciprocation. 1604 00:58:16,326 --> 00:58:18,912 Like, an engagement to me means marriage next, 1605 00:58:18,912 --> 00:58:21,415 and that's so important to me. 1606 00:58:21,415 --> 00:58:24,710 - At the end of this, I'm 100% in. 1607 00:58:24,710 --> 00:58:26,837 The idea of this not working out 1608 00:58:26,837 --> 00:58:28,380 scares the living [bleep] out of me. 1609 00:58:28,380 --> 00:58:30,632 - Me too. - But in terms of what you said 1610 00:58:30,632 --> 00:58:32,676 about, like, meaning what you say... 1611 00:58:32,676 --> 00:58:34,136 - Yeah. 1612 00:58:34,136 --> 00:58:36,263 - I--I will do everything in my power 1613 00:58:36,263 --> 00:58:37,597 to make you feel special and loved. 1614 00:58:37,597 --> 00:58:38,432 I can guarantee that. 1615 00:58:38,432 --> 00:58:39,891 - Me too. 1616 00:58:39,891 --> 00:58:42,728 [soft music] 1617 00:58:42,728 --> 00:58:44,771 I'm not the best at articulating, 1618 00:58:44,771 --> 00:58:46,732 like, how I feel. 1619 00:58:46,732 --> 00:58:48,233 - Same. - You know this, 1620 00:58:48,233 --> 00:58:49,985 and it's been hard for me, 1621 00:58:49,985 --> 00:58:53,947 but um, I don't know, I just-- 1622 00:58:53,947 --> 00:58:56,032 I feel so happy when I'm with you, 1623 00:58:56,032 --> 00:58:58,702 and I love every moment I'm with you. 1624 00:58:58,702 --> 00:59:04,958 And so, um, you know, I'm falling for you 1625 00:59:04,958 --> 00:59:08,336 in ways that I didn't expect. 1626 00:59:08,336 --> 00:59:09,755 It's my truth. 1627 00:59:09,755 --> 00:59:11,131 You make me happy. 1628 00:59:11,131 --> 00:59:12,299 You truly do. 1629 00:59:12,299 --> 00:59:13,508 - You make me happy too, 1630 00:59:13,508 --> 00:59:15,218 and just hearing that makes me happy. 1631 00:59:15,218 --> 00:59:16,470 - Aw. 1632 00:59:16,470 --> 00:59:17,763 Thank you. 1633 00:59:19,055 --> 00:59:21,308 [soft music playing] 1634 00:59:21,308 --> 00:59:24,144 - It's so great to hear that from Maria tonight, 1635 00:59:24,144 --> 00:59:26,146 and to have her express that she's falling for me, 1636 00:59:26,146 --> 00:59:29,232 I mean, these are real emotions 1637 00:59:29,232 --> 00:59:31,943 that feel so natural and right. 1638 00:59:31,943 --> 00:59:34,696 [Feist's "Hiding Out in the Open" playing] 1639 00:59:34,696 --> 00:59:35,947 ♪ ♪ 1640 00:59:35,947 --> 00:59:38,575 - This is so beautiful. 1641 00:59:38,575 --> 00:59:41,203 Aw. 1642 00:59:41,203 --> 00:59:43,371 What? Wait. 1643 00:59:43,371 --> 00:59:45,373 - ♪ Everybody's got their ship ♪ 1644 00:59:45,373 --> 00:59:46,875 - Is this Feist? 1645 00:59:46,875 --> 00:59:48,543 Feist was so amazing, 1646 00:59:48,543 --> 00:59:50,670 and we had our own personal concert. 1647 00:59:50,670 --> 00:59:51,755 It was just so beautiful. 1648 00:59:51,755 --> 00:59:52,839 ♪ ♪ 1649 00:59:52,839 --> 00:59:54,424 [voice breaking] Sorry. 1650 00:59:54,424 --> 00:59:55,884 - ♪ But the mirror in another's eyes ♪ 1651 00:59:55,884 --> 00:59:57,886 - You OK? 1652 00:59:57,886 --> 00:59:59,471 - ♪ That'll get you every time ♪ 1653 00:59:59,471 --> 01:00:00,472 - Sorry. 1654 01:00:00,472 --> 01:00:01,807 - Don't apologize. 1655 01:00:01,807 --> 01:00:03,683 ♪ ♪ 1656 01:00:03,683 --> 01:00:06,144 - This is something that I'm gonna appreciate 1657 01:00:06,144 --> 01:00:07,896 for the rest of my life. 1658 01:00:07,896 --> 01:00:13,652 ♪ ♪ 1659 01:00:13,652 --> 01:00:16,988 - ♪ Hiding out in the open ♪ 1660 01:00:16,988 --> 01:00:21,159 ♪ Maybe I'm gonna let you down ♪ 1661 01:00:21,159 --> 01:00:24,538 ♪ Nothing's gonna make us new ♪ 1662 01:00:24,538 --> 01:00:27,999 ♪ What's done is not gonna undo ♪ 1663 01:00:27,999 --> 01:00:30,001 - Maria and I are at a great place-- 1664 01:00:30,001 --> 01:00:31,670 like, a really great place. 1665 01:00:31,670 --> 01:00:34,339 - ♪ Maybe he's gonna let me down ♪ 1666 01:00:34,339 --> 01:00:35,924 - And I'm figuring out if I feel the same way. 1667 01:00:35,924 --> 01:00:37,384 I think I am. 1668 01:00:37,384 --> 01:00:39,386 I want to be in this with her 1669 01:00:39,386 --> 01:00:41,680 and spending all this time together. 1670 01:00:41,680 --> 01:00:43,348 That's telling. 1671 01:00:43,348 --> 01:00:46,226 I can see a future with Maria. 1672 01:00:46,226 --> 01:00:50,522 Maria, this rose means that I do see a future. 1673 01:00:50,522 --> 01:00:53,233 And not only am I believing in it, 1674 01:00:53,233 --> 01:00:55,569 but I want you to continue to believe in it too. 1675 01:00:55,569 --> 01:00:59,072 So, Maria, would you accept this rose? 1676 01:00:59,072 --> 01:01:00,532 - Absolutely. 1677 01:01:00,532 --> 01:01:02,117 Aw. 1678 01:01:02,117 --> 01:01:05,120 ♪ ♪ 1679 01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:06,580 It's all hitting me at once. 1680 01:01:06,580 --> 01:01:08,874 ♪ ♪ 1681 01:01:08,874 --> 01:01:10,584 Just, like, knowing that today, 1682 01:01:10,584 --> 01:01:13,086 I got to drop those walls a little bit... 1683 01:01:13,086 --> 01:01:14,671 ♪ ♪ 1684 01:01:14,671 --> 01:01:16,006 - ♪ To ♪ 1685 01:01:16,006 --> 01:01:18,550 - It was nice. 1686 01:01:18,550 --> 01:01:21,136 - ♪ Be ♪ 1687 01:01:21,136 --> 01:01:23,138 - Tonight makes me feel good. 1688 01:01:23,138 --> 01:01:24,389 - ♪ You ♪ 1689 01:01:24,389 --> 01:01:26,016 - This is working. 1690 01:01:26,016 --> 01:01:28,518 I can let go of the worries. 1691 01:01:28,518 --> 01:01:31,187 I know I'm gonna find my wife. 1692 01:01:33,315 --> 01:01:36,276 [soft music] 1693 01:01:36,276 --> 01:01:43,074 ♪ ♪ 1694 01:01:45,577 --> 01:01:48,538 - I have a pit in my stomach. 1695 01:01:48,538 --> 01:01:52,167 I do, in my heart, believe that I came here to meet Joey. 1696 01:01:52,167 --> 01:01:53,543 Like, the connection is there. 1697 01:01:53,543 --> 01:01:56,463 That's undeniable. 1698 01:01:56,463 --> 01:01:58,673 But what needs to happen 1699 01:01:58,673 --> 01:02:00,425 to make a connection truly work 1700 01:02:00,425 --> 01:02:03,261 is to have two people at the same time 1701 01:02:03,261 --> 01:02:06,640 at the same page in the same book. 1702 01:02:06,640 --> 01:02:08,600 I'm just worried that, like, we are just at 1703 01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:12,062 completely different places in our lives. 1704 01:02:12,062 --> 01:02:14,773 I have a lot to talk to Joey about. 1705 01:02:14,773 --> 01:02:16,900 So I'm going into a conversation 1706 01:02:16,900 --> 01:02:19,110 that I'm obviously very nervous to have. 1707 01:02:19,110 --> 01:02:22,113 [tense music] 1708 01:02:22,113 --> 01:02:25,158 ♪ ♪ 1709 01:02:28,078 --> 01:02:29,537 Hi. - Hi. 1710 01:02:29,537 --> 01:02:31,081 - How are you? - Good, how are you doing? 1711 01:02:31,081 --> 01:02:32,958 - I'm good. I'm good. 1712 01:02:32,958 --> 01:02:34,376 - Good to see you. - You too. 1713 01:02:34,376 --> 01:02:36,044 Are you having a good day? - Yeah. 1714 01:02:36,044 --> 01:02:37,045 - Good. - What's up? 1715 01:02:37,045 --> 01:02:38,421 - I just wanted to chat 1716 01:02:38,421 --> 01:02:40,632 and, like, take you for a second 1717 01:02:40,632 --> 01:02:44,135 and thank you for, uh, talking to me 1718 01:02:44,135 --> 01:02:46,096 on a day where I know you've been busy 1719 01:02:46,096 --> 01:02:47,514 and this week has been busy. 1720 01:02:47,514 --> 01:02:48,848 Um... 1721 01:02:48,848 --> 01:02:50,350 sorry, my heart is racing. 1722 01:02:50,350 --> 01:02:51,893 - It's OK. I'm right here. 1723 01:02:51,893 --> 01:02:54,646 - Um, but I've been, like, reflecting a lot 1724 01:02:54,646 --> 01:02:57,315 on, um, kind of what you were talking through 1725 01:02:57,315 --> 01:02:59,317 with me about timing 1726 01:02:59,317 --> 01:03:01,861 and what you're looking for in a wife 1727 01:03:01,861 --> 01:03:05,031 and what you're looking for after this. 1728 01:03:05,031 --> 01:03:08,618 And I know that you want more of a long engagement 1729 01:03:08,618 --> 01:03:11,830 and you want after this to take some time before kids. 1730 01:03:11,830 --> 01:03:14,040 And--sorry, I don't mean to get emotional, 1731 01:03:14,040 --> 01:03:16,334 but that's just, like, not something 1732 01:03:16,334 --> 01:03:18,336 that I, like, have the privilege to do 1733 01:03:18,336 --> 01:03:20,797 right now with, like, my health situation. 1734 01:03:20,797 --> 01:03:22,298 [somber music] 1735 01:03:22,298 --> 01:03:25,176 I look back to our one-on-one in Malta. 1736 01:03:25,176 --> 01:03:27,220 Like, I can sincerely say 1737 01:03:27,220 --> 01:03:31,725 that, like, I felt so heard and respected, 1738 01:03:31,725 --> 01:03:33,935 and like, you made me feel like a whole person 1739 01:03:33,935 --> 01:03:35,979 that--like, I've never felt that way 1740 01:03:35,979 --> 01:03:38,064 in a relationship before. 1741 01:03:38,064 --> 01:03:42,277 I feel like I hadn't opened up to anyone else about my health 1742 01:03:42,277 --> 01:03:44,529 and, like, what having a family would look like to me, 1743 01:03:44,529 --> 01:03:50,201 and I will forever remember that conversation. 1744 01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:53,288 But as someone who has infertility, 1745 01:03:53,288 --> 01:03:56,332 like, I have to take that really seriously as I date, 1746 01:03:56,332 --> 01:03:58,168 knowing I'm in my 30s now. 1747 01:03:58,168 --> 01:04:01,337 And that's just something that is gonna have to happen 1748 01:04:01,337 --> 01:04:03,590 probably at a little bit of a faster pace for me. 1749 01:04:03,590 --> 01:04:06,676 And I think it'd be unfair 1750 01:04:06,676 --> 01:04:08,970 to keep me here when, like, 1751 01:04:08,970 --> 01:04:12,557 I'm just on a different timeline. 1752 01:04:12,557 --> 01:04:14,350 - No, I, um... 1753 01:04:14,350 --> 01:04:19,230 ♪ ♪ 1754 01:04:19,230 --> 01:04:20,315 I don't know. 1755 01:04:20,315 --> 01:04:21,649 I think you can tell I'm honestly 1756 01:04:21,649 --> 01:04:22,734 just, like, stunned now. 1757 01:04:22,734 --> 01:04:24,027 - I know. 1758 01:04:24,027 --> 01:04:25,779 ♪ ♪ 1759 01:04:25,779 --> 01:04:28,281 - That day in Malta was something that 1760 01:04:28,281 --> 01:04:30,241 I know I will never forget. 1761 01:04:30,241 --> 01:04:33,453 I felt so fortunate at that time 1762 01:04:33,453 --> 01:04:36,456 to feel like you felt good enough about me 1763 01:04:36,456 --> 01:04:38,083 to even share something like that. 1764 01:04:38,083 --> 01:04:39,042 - Yeah, I felt very safe. 1765 01:04:39,042 --> 01:04:40,668 I always have with you, though. 1766 01:04:40,668 --> 01:04:43,213 - It--it just was a day that I had zero doubts 1767 01:04:43,213 --> 01:04:45,465 that you were someone that I could 1768 01:04:45,465 --> 01:04:47,467 see a future with, and I-- 1769 01:04:47,467 --> 01:04:50,345 I never--I never felt scared when you said that. 1770 01:04:50,345 --> 01:04:52,806 If anything, the only thing I felt 1771 01:04:52,806 --> 01:04:54,474 as we were talking about now is, well, 1772 01:04:54,474 --> 01:04:55,934 does that mean she needs to have kids now? 1773 01:04:55,934 --> 01:04:57,602 Because I need to get my head wrapped around that. 1774 01:04:57,602 --> 01:04:59,437 - Yeah, of course, and that's fair. 1775 01:04:59,437 --> 01:05:01,356 - But I just-- 1776 01:05:01,356 --> 01:05:03,024 that day, just walking through the city, 1777 01:05:03,024 --> 01:05:05,568 just spending time together, I could see it, you know? 1778 01:05:05,568 --> 01:05:06,694 - Me too. 1779 01:05:06,694 --> 01:05:08,905 - I never doubted that I could see it. 1780 01:05:08,905 --> 01:05:11,407 - It will be very hard to, like, open up 1781 01:05:11,407 --> 01:05:14,744 to someone again to, like, get a similar response, 1782 01:05:14,744 --> 01:05:17,705 'cause you're just, like, such a kind and amazing person. 1783 01:05:17,705 --> 01:05:22,418 ♪ ♪ 1784 01:05:22,418 --> 01:05:24,921 - I just wasn't obviously expecting this, 1785 01:05:24,921 --> 01:05:27,549 because my hope was, going into next week, 1786 01:05:27,549 --> 01:05:29,551 we could kind of further those conversations 1787 01:05:29,551 --> 01:05:31,219 and see if we could get on the same page. 1788 01:05:31,219 --> 01:05:32,720 - I know. - Um... 1789 01:05:32,720 --> 01:05:36,307 ♪ ♪ 1790 01:05:36,307 --> 01:05:37,642 But you wouldn't be here now 1791 01:05:37,642 --> 01:05:39,018 if you didn't feel this strongly about it. 1792 01:05:39,018 --> 01:05:41,396 And I understand. 1793 01:05:41,396 --> 01:05:42,814 I hate this. 1794 01:05:42,814 --> 01:05:44,732 This isn't--this isn't what I had in my head 1795 01:05:44,732 --> 01:05:46,526 or what I thought was gonna happen. 1796 01:05:46,526 --> 01:05:48,486 ♪ ♪ 1797 01:05:48,486 --> 01:05:51,531 But you're gonna get everything that you want, 1798 01:05:51,531 --> 01:05:53,366 and you're gonna make a remarkable mother. 1799 01:05:53,366 --> 01:05:55,535 - Thank you. 1800 01:05:55,535 --> 01:05:57,287 - That's--yeah. 1801 01:05:57,287 --> 01:05:58,496 - I know. 1802 01:05:58,496 --> 01:06:00,456 It doesn't change how I feel about you. 1803 01:06:00,456 --> 01:06:01,916 Like, I still-- this is gonna be hard, 1804 01:06:01,916 --> 01:06:03,334 and I'm gonna have to process this, 1805 01:06:03,334 --> 01:06:05,545 and I'm gonna miss you a lot. 1806 01:06:05,545 --> 01:06:12,135 ♪ ♪ 1807 01:06:12,135 --> 01:06:14,429 - I feel crushed. 1808 01:06:14,429 --> 01:06:16,139 ♪ ♪ 1809 01:06:16,139 --> 01:06:17,682 [sighs] 1810 01:06:17,682 --> 01:06:24,731 ♪ ♪ 1811 01:06:25,690 --> 01:06:27,358 Walk you out? - Yeah. 1812 01:06:27,358 --> 01:06:28,610 - OK. 1813 01:06:28,610 --> 01:06:30,153 [sighs] 1814 01:06:30,153 --> 01:06:31,863 After, like, the one-on-one in Malta, 1815 01:06:31,863 --> 01:06:33,823 I could see her as my wife. 1816 01:06:33,823 --> 01:06:36,784 So that part is-- 1817 01:06:36,784 --> 01:06:39,996 it's weird to just drop. 1818 01:06:39,996 --> 01:06:42,790 - Good luck. - Thank you. 1819 01:06:42,790 --> 01:06:45,210 I was willing to figure it out 1820 01:06:45,210 --> 01:06:49,589 and talk through it and see if I could still get there. 1821 01:06:49,589 --> 01:06:50,965 Bye for now. 1822 01:06:50,965 --> 01:06:53,968 [dramatic music] 1823 01:06:53,968 --> 01:07:00,475 ♪ ♪ 1824 01:07:00,475 --> 01:07:01,851 It doesn't feel right to let someone 1825 01:07:01,851 --> 01:07:05,230 that, like, special just walk out. 1826 01:07:05,230 --> 01:07:08,358 - It's been a bit of a rough night. 1827 01:07:08,358 --> 01:07:09,525 [sniffles] 1828 01:07:09,525 --> 01:07:11,444 I just wanted to, like, tell both of you, 1829 01:07:11,444 --> 01:07:13,112 like, I just ended things with him 1830 01:07:13,112 --> 01:07:15,448 and, like, I wanted to say goodbye, 1831 01:07:15,448 --> 01:07:17,450 like, 'cause I will be-- like, I'm leaving. 1832 01:07:17,450 --> 01:07:18,826 But I love you both. 1833 01:07:18,826 --> 01:07:20,453 I didn't want to say goodbye to him. 1834 01:07:20,453 --> 01:07:24,874 So then I questioned, like, did I make the right decision? 1835 01:07:24,874 --> 01:07:27,085 You can't make someone ready for something 1836 01:07:27,085 --> 01:07:28,795 that they're not. 1837 01:07:28,795 --> 01:07:30,588 And he doesn't need to be ready for that right now. 1838 01:07:30,588 --> 01:07:32,632 That's OK. 1839 01:07:32,632 --> 01:07:34,676 But like, I'd be remiss to say 1840 01:07:34,676 --> 01:07:37,387 it didn't, like, break my heart. 1841 01:07:37,387 --> 01:07:38,972 Yeah. 1842 01:07:38,972 --> 01:07:45,979 ♪ ♪ 1843 01:07:48,398 --> 01:07:51,109 - I have a fear that someone at a certain point 1844 01:07:51,109 --> 01:07:52,485 might walk out. 1845 01:07:52,485 --> 01:07:54,195 And when they walk out, I'm like, 1846 01:07:54,195 --> 01:07:56,364 no, like, that's-- that's not what I want. 1847 01:07:56,364 --> 01:07:58,866 Like, that's-- that's my person. 1848 01:07:58,866 --> 01:08:01,286 Like, that's who I envisioned this with. 1849 01:08:01,286 --> 01:08:03,663 And then I don't know what I'm gonna do. 1850 01:08:03,663 --> 01:08:07,000 I don't know if I'll be able to go forward. 1851 01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:09,752 I just don't want to end this alone. 1852 01:08:09,752 --> 01:08:12,547 ♪ ♪ 1853 01:08:14,674 --> 01:08:17,677 [somber music] 1854 01:08:17,677 --> 01:08:24,559 ♪ ♪ 1855 01:08:24,559 --> 01:08:28,438 - I was pretty shocked by Lexi leaving. 1856 01:08:28,438 --> 01:08:30,857 I just truthfully wanted more time with Lexi, 1857 01:08:30,857 --> 01:08:33,401 and it sucked. 1858 01:08:33,401 --> 01:08:35,403 I'm still trying to process it, 1859 01:08:35,403 --> 01:08:37,113 saying goodbye to one of the women that 1860 01:08:37,113 --> 01:08:38,698 I saw something in from the beginning. 1861 01:08:38,698 --> 01:08:40,325 ♪ ♪ 1862 01:08:40,325 --> 01:08:41,701 I'm scared about the possibility 1863 01:08:41,701 --> 01:08:43,369 of other women leaving. 1864 01:08:43,369 --> 01:08:45,705 I don't know if I can do this if that's the case. 1865 01:08:45,705 --> 01:08:47,040 It doesn't feel good. 1866 01:08:47,040 --> 01:08:53,129 ♪ ♪ 1867 01:08:58,134 --> 01:09:00,511 - So I think we're all really, like, shocked 1868 01:09:00,511 --> 01:09:03,056 that Lexi decided to leave. 1869 01:09:03,056 --> 01:09:05,516 I'm not sure how Joey's doing. 1870 01:09:05,516 --> 01:09:08,311 I wonder, what kind of mood is he gonna be in? 1871 01:09:08,311 --> 01:09:09,687 I don't know. 1872 01:09:09,687 --> 01:09:10,855 - This week just shows, like, 1873 01:09:10,855 --> 01:09:12,648 you just never know what could change 1874 01:09:12,648 --> 01:09:15,276 in a day or two days or... - Yeah. 1875 01:09:15,276 --> 01:09:17,695 - Going into the Rose Ceremony tonight, 1876 01:09:17,695 --> 01:09:20,573 I am nervous, because I don't have a rose. 1877 01:09:20,573 --> 01:09:22,825 I want to keep exploring what I have with Joey, 1878 01:09:22,825 --> 01:09:25,244 and hopefully, that's-- he's thinking the same. 1879 01:09:25,244 --> 01:09:26,996 - Yeah, I think it's only gonna get 1880 01:09:26,996 --> 01:09:30,541 more and more serious and more intense. 1881 01:09:30,541 --> 01:09:32,377 I'm feeling good about where I'm at. 1882 01:09:32,377 --> 01:09:33,836 There is more pressure this week, 1883 01:09:33,836 --> 01:09:36,381 but pressure makes diamonds. 1884 01:09:36,381 --> 01:09:37,715 ♪ ♪ 1885 01:09:37,715 --> 01:09:40,676 - Hello. - Hello. 1886 01:09:40,676 --> 01:09:42,512 So I had a tough week. 1887 01:09:42,512 --> 01:09:44,472 Um... 1888 01:09:44,472 --> 01:09:46,099 I came in thinking it was gonna be 1889 01:09:46,099 --> 01:09:47,892 a great week, as I always do. 1890 01:09:47,892 --> 01:09:51,187 But as much as there was a lot of special moments this week, 1891 01:09:51,187 --> 01:09:53,064 there was difficult ones too. 1892 01:09:53,064 --> 01:09:55,900 The root of it was what my biggest fear is, 1893 01:09:55,900 --> 01:09:57,652 which is at the end of this, 1894 01:09:57,652 --> 01:10:00,488 me choosing someone and it not being reciprocated. 1895 01:10:00,488 --> 01:10:01,698 [somber music] 1896 01:10:01,698 --> 01:10:03,366 I think you know how much I've talked about 1897 01:10:03,366 --> 01:10:05,076 how serious I've been taking this, 1898 01:10:05,076 --> 01:10:07,412 and it's because I want to get to the point 1899 01:10:07,412 --> 01:10:09,497 at the end of this where I'm super confident 1900 01:10:09,497 --> 01:10:11,290 and I know that I'm gonna be with my person. 1901 01:10:11,290 --> 01:10:13,418 So as always, I can't wait 1902 01:10:13,418 --> 01:10:15,086 to see each and every one of you. 1903 01:10:15,086 --> 01:10:16,212 Cheers. 1904 01:10:16,212 --> 01:10:18,256 all: Cheers. - Clink, clink. 1905 01:10:18,256 --> 01:10:21,175 - Joey's so vulnerable, and it takes 1906 01:10:21,175 --> 01:10:24,595 so much frickin' bravery to be so open. 1907 01:10:24,595 --> 01:10:27,306 The last couple times I've been talking with Joey, 1908 01:10:27,306 --> 01:10:30,393 he's just, like, telling me how great of a person I am 1909 01:10:30,393 --> 01:10:31,769 and how interested he is. 1910 01:10:31,769 --> 01:10:35,523 But I'm realizing I'm not quite doing that back, 1911 01:10:35,523 --> 01:10:37,525 and I really need to go in 1912 01:10:37,525 --> 01:10:42,029 and verbally tell him my feelings. 1913 01:10:42,029 --> 01:10:44,031 First off, with your toast, 1914 01:10:44,031 --> 01:10:45,783 it made me a little sad to hear that 1915 01:10:45,783 --> 01:10:47,118 you've been feeling that way. 1916 01:10:47,118 --> 01:10:49,454 I don't think you should ever feel that way. 1917 01:10:49,454 --> 01:10:51,873 Um, something I really admire about you 1918 01:10:51,873 --> 01:10:53,416 is obviously your compassion 1919 01:10:53,416 --> 01:10:55,001 and your emotional intelligence. 1920 01:10:55,001 --> 01:10:58,212 I feel like I have a lot to learn from you. 1921 01:10:58,212 --> 01:11:00,423 I feel like we really complement each other 1922 01:11:00,423 --> 01:11:02,175 and, like, I don't know. 1923 01:11:02,175 --> 01:11:03,176 [laughs] 1924 01:11:03,176 --> 01:11:04,510 - Thank you for, like, trying 1925 01:11:04,510 --> 01:11:06,596 to find a way to make me feel special tonight. 1926 01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:08,264 Like, it means so much to me. 1927 01:11:08,264 --> 01:11:10,975 - I've never met someone like you. 1928 01:11:10,975 --> 01:11:13,978 [romantic music] 1929 01:11:13,978 --> 01:11:15,188 ♪ ♪ 1930 01:11:15,188 --> 01:11:18,024 I really like Joey. 1931 01:11:18,024 --> 01:11:20,401 It's just wild that I hadn't even met him 1932 01:11:20,401 --> 01:11:24,113 and now I'm, like, feeling feelings. 1933 01:11:24,113 --> 01:11:25,656 I mean, that would feel amazing 1934 01:11:25,656 --> 01:11:27,742 if I got a rose tonight. 1935 01:11:27,742 --> 01:11:30,703 I could see me being engaged at the end of this. 1936 01:11:30,703 --> 01:11:31,996 ♪ ♪ 1937 01:11:31,996 --> 01:11:33,748 - I feel like it was a very vulnerable speech. 1938 01:11:33,748 --> 01:11:35,541 - Yeah, as it--as it should be. 1939 01:11:35,541 --> 01:11:40,171 - Him voicing his, like, biggest fear in all of this 1940 01:11:40,171 --> 01:11:43,758 and not having what he wants reciprocated, 1941 01:11:43,758 --> 01:11:46,552 that's a scary thought. 1942 01:11:46,552 --> 01:11:49,722 - It was an emotional week, because everybody 1943 01:11:49,722 --> 01:11:51,766 is, like, building stronger connections with Joey, 1944 01:11:51,766 --> 01:11:54,560 and seeing those connections around you 1945 01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:57,021 and in front of your face, I think everyone's realizing, 1946 01:11:57,021 --> 01:11:58,731 "Oh, I really like him, 1947 01:11:58,731 --> 01:12:02,902 but he also might really like her." 1948 01:12:02,902 --> 01:12:05,279 You want to have conversations that are memorable to him 1949 01:12:05,279 --> 01:12:07,406 and make yourself stand out, 1950 01:12:07,406 --> 01:12:10,576 so the gloves are coming off tonight. 1951 01:12:10,576 --> 01:12:13,079 ♪ ♪ 1952 01:12:13,079 --> 01:12:15,498 - Like, it's been a while since we've gotten just time, 1953 01:12:15,498 --> 01:12:17,667 me and you, besides this. - Yeah, definitely. 1954 01:12:17,667 --> 01:12:20,253 - But on the group dates, like, the way you look at me, 1955 01:12:20,253 --> 01:12:21,754 the way you smile. 1956 01:12:21,754 --> 01:12:23,214 - Yeah, I haven't felt like this 1957 01:12:23,214 --> 01:12:24,840 in a really long time. 1958 01:12:24,840 --> 01:12:27,426 When I'm around you, I just, like, light up inside, 1959 01:12:27,426 --> 01:12:29,095 and I feel like that's a really good sign. 1960 01:12:29,095 --> 01:12:31,472 - That's good to hear. - Yeah. 1961 01:12:31,472 --> 01:12:35,560 And so I just want to be, like, kind of open, 1962 01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:38,563 um, 'cause I always want to be like that with you. 1963 01:12:38,563 --> 01:12:40,106 - Mm-hmm. 1964 01:12:40,106 --> 01:12:41,274 - Um, and it's kind of something 1965 01:12:41,274 --> 01:12:44,527 that's, like, make or break it for me. 1966 01:12:44,527 --> 01:12:47,613 And I hope you can understand, um, 1967 01:12:47,613 --> 01:12:49,824 but I just really want to know... 1968 01:12:49,824 --> 01:12:51,409 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 1969 01:12:51,409 --> 01:12:53,035 - Um, if you can give good foot massages. 1970 01:12:53,035 --> 01:12:54,787 - So to tell you the truth, 1971 01:12:54,787 --> 01:12:57,540 I have not given a ton of foot massages. 1972 01:12:57,540 --> 01:12:58,916 But um... 1973 01:12:58,916 --> 01:13:00,543 - And I like it, like, every night, 1974 01:13:00,543 --> 01:13:01,878 maybe multiple times a night. 1975 01:13:01,878 --> 01:13:03,087 - Multiple times a night? 1976 01:13:03,087 --> 01:13:04,880 - And I prefer it hard, but I mean... 1977 01:13:04,880 --> 01:13:06,465 - Mm. - [laughs] 1978 01:13:06,465 --> 01:13:07,884 - Daisy just makes me laugh, 1979 01:13:07,884 --> 01:13:09,218 and I appreciate that. 1980 01:13:09,218 --> 01:13:11,137 And I love this side of her. 1981 01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:12,972 I love who she is as a person. 1982 01:13:12,972 --> 01:13:15,391 I have zero doubts that when I see Daisy, 1983 01:13:15,391 --> 01:13:17,059 she's gonna make me feel special. 1984 01:13:17,059 --> 01:13:19,270 It reminds me why I'm here. 1985 01:13:19,270 --> 01:13:21,856 It reminded me that I have confidence 1986 01:13:21,856 --> 01:13:23,524 in a lot of these women. 1987 01:13:23,524 --> 01:13:26,235 - There is something that I haven't told you 1988 01:13:26,235 --> 01:13:28,112 about myself yet. 1989 01:13:28,112 --> 01:13:29,405 - Mm-hmm. - And I think it's time 1990 01:13:29,405 --> 01:13:31,324 for you to find out. - All right. 1991 01:13:31,324 --> 01:13:32,450 - Do you want to come with me for a second? 1992 01:13:32,450 --> 01:13:34,452 - Yeah. 1993 01:13:34,452 --> 01:13:37,413 - Joey and I definitely have reached, like, 1994 01:13:37,413 --> 01:13:39,749 a different stage in our relationship. 1995 01:13:39,749 --> 01:13:42,043 I told him I was falling for him this week, 1996 01:13:42,043 --> 01:13:44,420 and he definitely reciprocated with a rose. 1997 01:13:44,420 --> 01:13:45,713 - Hello. 1998 01:13:45,713 --> 01:13:46,964 - Hello. - Hello, everyone. 1999 01:13:46,964 --> 01:13:48,090 - Hello. - Bonjour. 2000 01:13:48,090 --> 01:13:49,425 - Don't--just keep talking. 2001 01:13:49,425 --> 01:13:51,385 Don't--don't mind us. 2002 01:13:51,385 --> 01:13:53,512 Since Joey taught me how to surf, 2003 01:13:53,512 --> 01:13:57,099 I'm going to teach Joey how to play the piano tonight. 2004 01:13:57,099 --> 01:13:58,100 [notes playing on piano] 2005 01:13:58,100 --> 01:14:00,770 That's an E chord for you. 2006 01:14:00,770 --> 01:14:04,565 And then we'll do an F chord like that. 2007 01:14:04,565 --> 01:14:06,233 - And are we supposed to watch or don't watch? 2008 01:14:06,233 --> 01:14:07,860 - I don't know. - I don't want to watch. 2009 01:14:07,860 --> 01:14:09,111 - OK. - OK. I got this. 2010 01:14:09,111 --> 01:14:10,112 - OK, you got it? 2011 01:14:10,112 --> 01:14:13,699 [piano playing] 2012 01:14:13,699 --> 01:14:15,159 Next. 2013 01:14:15,159 --> 01:14:16,827 ♪ ♪ 2014 01:14:16,827 --> 01:14:19,163 - So, um... 2015 01:14:19,163 --> 01:14:21,415 - So how's the weather? 2016 01:14:21,415 --> 01:14:23,209 - The weather's great. - A little chilly. 2017 01:14:23,209 --> 01:14:25,378 - It's so awkward. 2018 01:14:25,378 --> 01:14:27,338 Seeing him have a great time with other people 2019 01:14:27,338 --> 01:14:29,590 is obviously not very encouraging. 2020 01:14:29,590 --> 01:14:31,175 - There you go. - That sounds pretty good. 2021 01:14:31,175 --> 01:14:32,510 - You're a quick learner. 2022 01:14:32,510 --> 01:14:33,594 There we go, there we go. - No, no, no, no, no. 2023 01:14:33,594 --> 01:14:35,096 - That was good. 2024 01:14:35,096 --> 01:14:37,723 - We're getting closer to him really seeing 2025 01:14:37,723 --> 01:14:39,350 who he sees as his future wife. 2026 01:14:39,350 --> 01:14:42,311 So you just have to remain in a good headspace 2027 01:14:42,311 --> 01:14:44,188 and know that he's just trying to talk with everyone 2028 01:14:44,188 --> 01:14:45,773 and connect with everybody. 2029 01:14:45,773 --> 01:14:48,401 - I can't imagine having to make some tough decisions, 2030 01:14:48,401 --> 01:14:49,902 but you're making them. 2031 01:14:49,902 --> 01:14:52,405 I want to just thank you for letting me be here, 2032 01:14:52,405 --> 01:14:55,241 and I'm--I'm just really excited about all of it. 2033 01:14:55,241 --> 01:14:56,992 - You just have to keep focused on, you know, 2034 01:14:56,992 --> 01:14:58,369 when you have time with him, 2035 01:14:58,369 --> 01:14:59,829 and I'm just trying to hold onto 2036 01:14:59,829 --> 01:15:01,288 the good convos that we had, 2037 01:15:01,288 --> 01:15:03,332 knowing that he's with the other women. 2038 01:15:03,332 --> 01:15:05,084 - You gave me a lot of, like, great validation, 2039 01:15:05,084 --> 01:15:06,794 um, in our last talk, 2040 01:15:06,794 --> 01:15:09,422 and I really appreciate that. 2041 01:15:09,422 --> 01:15:11,841 - I just have to kind of, as Joey says, lean into it 2042 01:15:11,841 --> 01:15:13,676 and kind of just follow my heart. 2043 01:15:13,676 --> 01:15:15,594 Everything's leaning and looking towards Joey. 2044 01:15:15,594 --> 01:15:17,888 So I'm gonna keep going at it. 2045 01:15:17,888 --> 01:15:19,223 How you doing? - I'm good. 2046 01:15:19,223 --> 01:15:20,808 - Thanks for serenading us. 2047 01:15:20,808 --> 01:15:22,852 [laughs] 2048 01:15:24,937 --> 01:15:27,314 Me just being me. - Yeah, yeah. I love it. 2049 01:15:27,314 --> 01:15:29,275 - I'll stop. I'll stop. - No, please never stop. 2050 01:15:29,275 --> 01:15:30,735 How you feeling? 2051 01:15:30,735 --> 01:15:32,069 - You know, every time we talk, 2052 01:15:32,069 --> 01:15:33,821 you always kind of, like, affirm me 2053 01:15:33,821 --> 01:15:35,698 and, like, validate me 2054 01:15:35,698 --> 01:15:37,158 and, like, always kind of make me feel 2055 01:15:37,158 --> 01:15:38,576 good about myself and stuff. 2056 01:15:38,576 --> 01:15:40,870 But I want to do that for you tonight 2057 01:15:40,870 --> 01:15:43,205 'cause your little speech kind of had me... 2058 01:15:43,205 --> 01:15:45,124 - Yeah, I'm realizing that scared a lot of people. 2059 01:15:45,124 --> 01:15:47,084 - Like, shook. You truly are-- 2060 01:15:47,084 --> 01:15:48,419 you're amazing, so don't get in your head. 2061 01:15:48,419 --> 01:15:49,670 I know that you will, 2062 01:15:49,670 --> 01:15:51,464 but you are perfect for--what? 2063 01:15:51,464 --> 01:15:52,757 No, you're laughing. 2064 01:15:52,757 --> 01:15:54,258 - Just 'cause you said. "I know you will," 2065 01:15:54,258 --> 01:15:55,634 'cause you're already getting that side of me, 2066 01:15:55,634 --> 01:15:56,635 but that's OK. 2067 01:15:56,635 --> 01:15:58,137 - You're just so kind 2068 01:15:58,137 --> 01:16:00,598 and such, such a good human being, 2069 01:16:00,598 --> 01:16:03,476 and just know that you're doing everything right. 2070 01:16:03,476 --> 01:16:08,856 - Rachel, I--I think she was so sweet tonight. 2071 01:16:08,856 --> 01:16:11,400 I think, overall, this was a very successful week. 2072 01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:13,444 So many women that said nice things to me. 2073 01:16:13,444 --> 01:16:16,822 Um, I mean, Lexi leaving was tough, 2074 01:16:16,822 --> 01:16:19,742 but at the end of the night, I just feel really confident 2075 01:16:19,742 --> 01:16:22,495 about where I'm at with a lot of these women. 2076 01:16:22,495 --> 01:16:24,163 Obviously, each week gets tougher, 2077 01:16:24,163 --> 01:16:26,874 but I really did enjoy every moment with each of you, so... 2078 01:16:26,874 --> 01:16:28,292 [glass clinking] 2079 01:16:28,292 --> 01:16:30,336 - Ladies, you all look lovely tonight. 2080 01:16:30,336 --> 01:16:33,714 I'm sorry, the cocktail party is over. 2081 01:16:33,714 --> 01:16:38,135 - I'm feeling like I have tough decisions to make. 2082 01:16:38,135 --> 01:16:40,304 I'm so lucky with all of these women, 2083 01:16:40,304 --> 01:16:43,390 and I don't know what the hell I'm gonna be doing tonight. 2084 01:16:43,390 --> 01:16:46,352 Um, I'm sadly gonna be saying goodbye to amazing women. 2085 01:16:46,352 --> 01:16:50,815 So this isn't easy, but I will see all of you 2086 01:16:50,815 --> 01:16:51,941 at the Rose Ceremony. 2087 01:16:51,941 --> 01:16:53,526 - Thank you. 2088 01:16:53,526 --> 01:16:56,654 [suspenseful music] 2089 01:16:58,322 --> 01:16:59,824 - Yeah, he did say "women." 2090 01:16:59,824 --> 01:17:01,575 - He said "women." 2091 01:17:01,575 --> 01:17:03,619 - Maybe it was just a slip of--just a-- 2092 01:17:03,619 --> 01:17:05,830 just--just a slip. 2093 01:17:05,830 --> 01:17:09,250 - The narrowing down has definitely begun. 2094 01:17:09,250 --> 01:17:12,002 ♪ ♪ 2095 01:17:16,382 --> 01:17:19,385 [tense music] 2096 01:17:19,385 --> 01:17:24,265 ♪ ♪ 2097 01:17:24,265 --> 01:17:26,600 - This week was definitely difficult for me. 2098 01:17:26,600 --> 01:17:30,146 Lexi and Jess are gone now. 2099 01:17:30,146 --> 01:17:31,730 It's getting very serious. 2100 01:17:31,730 --> 01:17:33,440 ♪ ♪ 2101 01:17:33,440 --> 01:17:35,442 I'm never gonna be certain going into a Rose Ceremony 2102 01:17:35,442 --> 01:17:37,319 where I don't have a rose. 2103 01:17:37,319 --> 01:17:39,196 Like, my feelings have definitely progressed, 2104 01:17:39,196 --> 01:17:41,991 and if I didn't get a rose today, 2105 01:17:41,991 --> 01:17:44,618 I would be devastated. 2106 01:17:44,618 --> 01:17:48,164 ♪ ♪ 2107 01:17:48,164 --> 01:17:49,665 - Is that three? 2108 01:17:49,665 --> 01:17:51,083 - It's three. 2109 01:17:51,083 --> 01:17:53,460 - What? Three? - It's three. 2110 01:17:53,460 --> 01:17:55,170 - It is a little nerve-racking 2111 01:17:55,170 --> 01:17:57,339 going into tonight's Rose Ceremony, 2112 01:17:57,339 --> 01:18:00,634 but I think I get a rose tonight. 2113 01:18:00,634 --> 01:18:03,053 So I'm gonna, you know, hold my head high 2114 01:18:03,053 --> 01:18:05,472 and just focus on what is to come 2115 01:18:05,472 --> 01:18:07,683 for Lea and Joey. 2116 01:18:07,683 --> 01:18:09,143 ♪ ♪ 2117 01:18:09,143 --> 01:18:11,437 - I'm sick to my stomach. 2118 01:18:11,437 --> 01:18:14,732 I feel nowhere near secure in my future, um, 2119 01:18:14,732 --> 01:18:16,817 tonight at the Rose Ceremony. 2120 01:18:16,817 --> 01:18:18,652 I do like Joey. 2121 01:18:18,652 --> 01:18:20,988 I feel a lot of things for him, 2122 01:18:20,988 --> 01:18:23,824 and I don't want to go home. 2123 01:18:23,824 --> 01:18:30,623 ♪ ♪ 2124 01:18:34,001 --> 01:18:36,253 - Hi, ladies. - Hi. 2125 01:18:36,253 --> 01:18:40,424 - It truly was, once again, an amazing night. 2126 01:18:40,424 --> 01:18:43,052 I want you all to know how much I appreciate you 2127 01:18:43,052 --> 01:18:46,680 checking in on me, making sure I'm doing well, 2128 01:18:46,680 --> 01:18:50,893 just being here and doing everything that I could ask. 2129 01:18:50,893 --> 01:18:54,104 But I have to lead with my heart, 2130 01:18:54,104 --> 01:18:55,314 and I have to make a decision 2131 01:18:55,314 --> 01:18:56,649 that makes the most sense for me, 2132 01:18:56,649 --> 01:18:58,525 and I hope you all understand that. 2133 01:18:58,525 --> 01:19:01,612 [soft music] 2134 01:19:01,612 --> 01:19:04,281 ♪ ♪ 2135 01:19:04,281 --> 01:19:07,284 [suspenseful music] 2136 01:19:07,284 --> 01:19:14,041 ♪ ♪ 2137 01:19:19,546 --> 01:19:20,881 Daisy. 2138 01:19:20,881 --> 01:19:25,135 ♪ ♪ 2139 01:19:25,135 --> 01:19:26,637 Daisy, will you accept this rose? 2140 01:19:26,637 --> 01:19:28,681 - Of course. Thank you. 2141 01:19:28,681 --> 01:19:35,729 ♪ ♪ 2142 01:19:59,545 --> 01:20:01,338 Kelsey A. 2143 01:20:01,338 --> 01:20:03,632 ♪ ♪ 2144 01:20:03,632 --> 01:20:05,009 - [quietly] Thank you. 2145 01:20:05,009 --> 01:20:07,511 ♪ ♪ 2146 01:20:07,511 --> 01:20:09,430 - Kelsey, will you accept this rose? 2147 01:20:09,430 --> 01:20:10,681 - Of course. 2148 01:20:10,681 --> 01:20:12,599 Thank you so much. 2149 01:20:12,599 --> 01:20:19,440 ♪ ♪ 2150 01:20:25,988 --> 01:20:30,784 - Ladies, Joey, it's the final rose tonight. 2151 01:20:30,784 --> 01:20:32,411 When you're ready. 2152 01:20:32,411 --> 01:20:39,376 ♪ ♪ 2153 01:20:39,376 --> 01:20:42,379 [dramatic music] 2154 01:20:42,379 --> 01:20:43,964 ♪ ♪ 2155 01:20:43,964 --> 01:20:46,592 - I really, really want a rose tonight. 2156 01:20:46,592 --> 01:20:49,720 I'm far from done exploring this connection. 2157 01:20:49,720 --> 01:20:51,430 ♪ ♪ 2158 01:20:51,430 --> 01:20:54,850 Come on, Joseph, make the right decision. 2159 01:20:54,850 --> 01:20:56,602 Say my name. 2160 01:20:56,602 --> 01:21:01,482 ♪ ♪ 2161 01:21:01,482 --> 01:21:03,233 - Rachel. 2162 01:21:03,233 --> 01:21:06,236 [soft music] 2163 01:21:06,236 --> 01:21:09,573 ♪ ♪ 2164 01:21:09,573 --> 01:21:11,533 Rachel, will you accept this rose? 2165 01:21:11,533 --> 01:21:13,243 - Always. 2166 01:21:13,243 --> 01:21:20,000 ♪ ♪ 2167 01:21:23,128 --> 01:21:26,799 - Katelyn, Lea, I am so sorry. 2168 01:21:26,799 --> 01:21:28,675 Please take a moment and say your goodbyes. 2169 01:21:28,675 --> 01:21:31,845 ♪ ♪ 2170 01:21:31,845 --> 01:21:34,223 [indistinct whispering] 2171 01:21:34,223 --> 01:21:37,851 ♪ ♪ 2172 01:21:37,851 --> 01:21:39,728 - I am feeling disappointed. 2173 01:21:39,728 --> 01:21:42,106 You have a bunch of amazing women. 2174 01:21:42,106 --> 01:21:44,566 - You're one of them. 2175 01:21:44,566 --> 01:21:45,526 - I don't really feel like I got to show 2176 01:21:45,526 --> 01:21:47,861 my full personality. 2177 01:21:47,861 --> 01:21:50,030 I haven't had anywhere near as much time 2178 01:21:50,030 --> 01:21:51,490 as a lot of the girls. 2179 01:21:51,490 --> 01:21:52,741 ♪ ♪ 2180 01:21:52,741 --> 01:21:54,118 I'm, like, really kicking myself 2181 01:21:54,118 --> 01:21:56,078 that I didn't dig deep 2182 01:21:56,078 --> 01:21:57,913 and show him that part of myself. 2183 01:21:57,913 --> 01:22:00,999 [sniffling] 2184 01:22:00,999 --> 01:22:08,006 ♪ ♪ 2185 01:22:11,260 --> 01:22:13,011 - It's OK, it's OK. 2186 01:22:13,011 --> 01:22:14,513 It's good to feel the emotions. 2187 01:22:14,513 --> 01:22:21,311 ♪ ♪ 2188 01:22:34,116 --> 01:22:40,289 - I think it's just unfortunate that I wasn't, you know, 2189 01:22:40,289 --> 01:22:44,585 given the full opportunity to have that time with Joey 2190 01:22:44,585 --> 01:22:48,338 and see what Joey and Lea really looks like. 2191 01:22:48,338 --> 01:22:52,009 But that's truly his loss. 2192 01:22:52,009 --> 01:22:59,057 ♪ ♪ 2193 01:23:01,518 --> 01:23:03,478 Of course, I--I wish him the best, 2194 01:23:03,478 --> 01:23:07,900 and I hope that his person really is in there. 2195 01:23:07,900 --> 01:23:12,029 And I just hope that he can walk away with this 2196 01:23:12,029 --> 01:23:14,865 with no regrets and no what-ifs. 2197 01:23:22,331 --> 01:23:25,542 - Seeing all six of you, I couldn't be more confident. 2198 01:23:25,542 --> 01:23:27,419 You're the reason why I got to the point 2199 01:23:27,419 --> 01:23:30,005 of feeling so good this week, but I don't think 2200 01:23:30,005 --> 01:23:32,841 I've seen enough of Canada just quite yet. 2201 01:23:32,841 --> 01:23:35,344 We are going to Jasper. 2202 01:23:35,344 --> 01:23:36,762 - Oh, my God. - Ooh. 2203 01:23:36,762 --> 01:23:38,430 - Yay to Jasper. - I'm excited. 2204 01:23:38,430 --> 01:23:40,682 all: To love, eh? 2205 01:23:40,682 --> 01:23:42,976 - Next week... 2206 01:23:42,976 --> 01:23:44,394 - This is, hands down, 2207 01:23:44,394 --> 01:23:45,437 the prettiest place I've ever been. 2208 01:23:45,437 --> 01:23:46,897 - Wow. - And there's elk. 2209 01:23:46,897 --> 01:23:48,774 - It's such a romantic little place. 2210 01:23:48,774 --> 01:23:51,652 I just want to, like, get naked and cuddle in the woods. 2211 01:23:51,652 --> 01:23:53,654 - Meeting someone's family is a very big deal, 2212 01:23:53,654 --> 01:23:56,615 and I want to feel confident in, can I see a future? 2213 01:23:56,615 --> 01:23:59,243 Can I really, really be honest with myself 2214 01:23:59,243 --> 01:24:01,078 that that could possibly be my wife? 2215 01:24:01,078 --> 01:24:02,913 - I'm all in at this point. 2216 01:24:02,913 --> 01:24:05,749 - I think you really just have to, like, go for it. 2217 01:24:05,749 --> 01:24:07,209 [cheering] 2218 01:24:07,209 --> 01:24:09,670 - He is the man of my dreams. 2219 01:24:09,670 --> 01:24:11,296 [sweeping music] 2220 01:24:11,296 --> 01:24:12,714 - I feel like I am falling in love. 2221 01:24:12,714 --> 01:24:14,132 ♪ ♪ 2222 01:24:14,132 --> 01:24:17,552 But I know this week is gonna crush me. 2223 01:24:17,552 --> 01:24:20,556 It's not a matter of if-- it's when. 2224 01:24:20,556 --> 01:24:23,642 This could be the last date we ever have. 2225 01:24:23,642 --> 01:24:25,185 - It would be heartbreaking. 2226 01:24:25,185 --> 01:24:27,521 I am scared to lose Joey. 2227 01:24:27,521 --> 01:24:29,439 - Am I there yet? 2228 01:24:29,439 --> 01:24:31,108 No. 2229 01:24:31,108 --> 01:24:32,776 I'm not gonna tell him I'm in love with him 2230 01:24:32,776 --> 01:24:34,861 just to get a rose. 2231 01:24:34,861 --> 01:24:37,823 - My biggest fear is someone I truthfully care about 2232 01:24:37,823 --> 01:24:39,283 not choosing me. 2233 01:24:39,283 --> 01:24:40,742 - What the hell? 2234 01:24:40,742 --> 01:24:42,160 - Knowing that you are 2235 01:24:42,160 --> 01:24:44,079 that way with these other women, 2236 01:24:44,079 --> 01:24:46,081 I don't know if I can do this anymore. 2237 01:24:46,081 --> 01:24:48,208 - Am I just being an idiot and I'm falling 2238 01:24:48,208 --> 01:24:49,459 and investing in these women 2239 01:24:49,459 --> 01:24:51,086 that maybe don't see it with me? 2240 01:24:51,086 --> 01:24:52,421 [dramatic music] 2241 01:24:52,421 --> 01:24:53,839 Do you know how scary it would be 2242 01:24:53,839 --> 01:24:55,716 to get to that point of getting down on one knee 2243 01:24:55,716 --> 01:24:58,830 and wondering if she was actually gonna say yes or no? 2244 01:24:58,830 --> 01:25:01,237 ♪ ♪