1 00:00:02,294 --> 00:00:04,546 - You know, at first, I was like, 2 00:00:04,546 --> 00:00:07,466 I want him to experience every girl in here, 3 00:00:07,466 --> 00:00:10,552 so when he ends up with me, it means more. 4 00:00:10,552 --> 00:00:13,222 But bringing you 5 00:00:13,222 --> 00:00:15,807 to meet my family, 6 00:00:15,807 --> 00:00:19,353 knowing that you are that way with these other women, 7 00:00:19,353 --> 00:00:22,064 it just doesn't sit right with me. 8 00:00:22,064 --> 00:00:24,316 [dramatic music] 9 00:00:24,316 --> 00:00:26,443 It just-- it's gotten the best of me, 10 00:00:26,443 --> 00:00:29,821 and I don't know if I can do this anymore. 11 00:00:29,821 --> 00:00:35,369 ♪ ♪ 12 00:00:37,204 --> 00:00:39,623 [soft music] 13 00:00:39,623 --> 00:00:46,630 ♪ ♪ 14 00:00:49,841 --> 00:00:51,969 [geese honking] 15 00:00:51,969 --> 00:00:54,388 ♪ ♪ 16 00:00:54,388 --> 00:00:57,599 [engine rumbling] 17 00:00:57,599 --> 00:01:01,853 ♪ ♪ 18 00:01:01,853 --> 00:01:04,231 - We are in Jasper National Park 19 00:01:04,231 --> 00:01:06,066 in Alberta, Canada, 20 00:01:06,066 --> 00:01:09,069 and it is absolutely beautiful here. 21 00:01:09,069 --> 00:01:11,655 I mean, this place is unreal. 22 00:01:11,655 --> 00:01:13,740 This is hands down the prettiest place 23 00:01:13,740 --> 00:01:15,325 I've ever been. 24 00:01:15,325 --> 00:01:17,369 The sky, and the water, and just the whole scenery-- 25 00:01:17,369 --> 00:01:18,662 your jaw drops. 26 00:01:18,662 --> 00:01:21,164 I don't know how else to describe it. 27 00:01:21,164 --> 00:01:24,626 ♪ ♪ 28 00:01:24,626 --> 00:01:26,420 Last week was tough 29 00:01:26,420 --> 00:01:29,506 and, honestly, a little heartbreaking. 30 00:01:29,506 --> 00:01:32,092 Lexi decided to go home, even though we had a connection. 31 00:01:32,092 --> 00:01:34,636 It was rough. 32 00:01:34,636 --> 00:01:38,640 My biggest fear is someone I care about leaving this 33 00:01:38,640 --> 00:01:40,892 and not seeing it with me, and it happened with Lexi, 34 00:01:40,892 --> 00:01:42,436 and that's scary. 35 00:01:42,436 --> 00:01:44,271 But last week was great in a lot of ways, 36 00:01:44,271 --> 00:01:46,523 because four women expressed they're falling for me, 37 00:01:46,523 --> 00:01:48,859 and I know feelings are really starting to develop, 38 00:01:48,859 --> 00:01:51,903 and that's all I can ask for in this position. 39 00:01:51,903 --> 00:01:54,656 This week is really just about getting to the point of, 40 00:01:54,656 --> 00:01:56,533 can I see a future? 41 00:01:56,533 --> 00:01:58,910 Can I really, really be honest with myself 42 00:01:58,910 --> 00:02:02,247 that that could possibly be my wife? 43 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:04,750 - We're here. - So pretty! 44 00:02:04,750 --> 00:02:06,918 - Oh, my gosh! - Guys, guys, guys. 45 00:02:06,918 --> 00:02:08,962 - Stop. - The water. 46 00:02:08,962 --> 00:02:11,006 - Literally, it's so clear. 47 00:02:11,006 --> 00:02:13,133 - Look at those mountains. - And there's elk. 48 00:02:13,133 --> 00:02:14,384 - Wow. Where? - Oh, right there. 49 00:02:14,384 --> 00:02:16,511 - Look in there. 50 00:02:16,511 --> 00:02:18,221 - The reason these six women are here 51 00:02:18,221 --> 00:02:19,389 is because I do have feelings. 52 00:02:19,389 --> 00:02:21,558 I can see it growing into a love 53 00:02:21,558 --> 00:02:23,352 and being something that's beautiful. 54 00:02:23,352 --> 00:02:25,520 So this week's about uncovering that. 55 00:02:27,731 --> 00:02:29,650 But that's hard, because all six of the women here 56 00:02:29,650 --> 00:02:31,026 are unbelievable. 57 00:02:31,026 --> 00:02:32,986 So this week I hope for clarity. 58 00:02:32,986 --> 00:02:34,780 I hope for confidence. 59 00:02:34,780 --> 00:02:37,491 And I hope that I start to fall in love. 60 00:02:37,491 --> 00:02:41,203 [people gasp, exclaim] - Stop. 61 00:02:41,203 --> 00:02:43,372 - This is so... 62 00:02:43,372 --> 00:02:44,998 - Oh, my God. 63 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:48,126 - I feel amazing. Like, this is so much my vibe-- 64 00:02:48,126 --> 00:02:52,130 being in nature, the trees, the beautiful scenery. 65 00:02:52,130 --> 00:02:53,382 Yeah, I love it. 66 00:02:53,382 --> 00:02:55,467 - Okay. - It's beautiful. 67 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:58,387 - I've never experienced a place like this in my life. 68 00:02:58,387 --> 00:03:01,056 Like, the water is different. The trees are different. 69 00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:03,100 The mountains are insane. 70 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:05,394 [clicks tongue] Damn, this is nice. [laughs] 71 00:03:05,394 --> 00:03:07,813 I wish I definitely didn't have to share this place 72 00:03:07,813 --> 00:03:10,315 with a whole bunch of women-- I just want me and Joey. 73 00:03:10,315 --> 00:03:12,359 [all chattering excitedly] - Rainbow. 74 00:03:12,359 --> 00:03:14,069 - It's a sign. - [gasps] 75 00:03:14,069 --> 00:03:17,406 This is beautiful. - Wow. 76 00:03:17,406 --> 00:03:19,825 - It's so pretty! It's crazy. 77 00:03:19,825 --> 00:03:22,119 I've never been anywhere like this in my entire life. 78 00:03:22,119 --> 00:03:23,620 - This is unreal. 79 00:03:23,620 --> 00:03:26,665 - You really can't be sad here, honestly. 80 00:03:26,665 --> 00:03:29,835 With Joey, I feel like it's going to be so great for us. 81 00:03:29,835 --> 00:03:31,586 It's such a romantic little place. 82 00:03:31,586 --> 00:03:34,548 I just want to, like, get naked and cuddle in the woods. 83 00:03:34,548 --> 00:03:36,007 [laughs] 84 00:03:36,007 --> 00:03:39,594 all: Joey, we're in Jasper! 85 00:03:39,594 --> 00:03:45,016 ♪ ♪ 86 00:03:45,016 --> 00:03:48,228 - [grunts] There it is. 87 00:03:48,228 --> 00:03:50,564 - That's my little--that's my special Canadian drop shot. 88 00:03:50,564 --> 00:03:52,524 - Canadian drop shot-- this is your home turf. 89 00:03:52,524 --> 00:03:54,651 I'm a little nervous. 90 00:03:54,651 --> 00:03:56,987 ♪ ♪ 91 00:03:56,987 --> 00:03:59,072 Yep. I'm going for it. 92 00:03:59,072 --> 00:04:01,491 [grunts] - Oh. 93 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:02,993 - Almost. That was almost it. - Almost, yeah. 94 00:04:05,036 --> 00:04:07,456 Dude, the Canadian Rockies look good on you. 95 00:04:07,456 --> 00:04:08,915 - It's beautiful out here. 96 00:04:08,915 --> 00:04:10,500 - How you feeling, man? How you feeling this week? 97 00:04:10,500 --> 00:04:12,127 - I'm feeling good, man. I'm excited. 98 00:04:12,127 --> 00:04:14,880 I think this is, obviously, the biggest week yet. 99 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:17,174 I'm really excited about each of these six women. 100 00:04:17,174 --> 00:04:19,509 But this is a very purposeful week. 101 00:04:19,509 --> 00:04:21,761 I'm not taking Hometowns lightly in any way. 102 00:04:21,761 --> 00:04:23,847 So I'm just trying to do everything in my power 103 00:04:23,847 --> 00:04:26,892 to make sure that I feel very confident in the connection, 104 00:04:26,892 --> 00:04:28,185 the relationship before I possibly meet 105 00:04:28,185 --> 00:04:29,895 someone's family. - Yeah. 106 00:04:29,895 --> 00:04:31,188 - And the crazy part is, 107 00:04:31,188 --> 00:04:32,939 I can see it with each of these six women. 108 00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:35,400 It's just a question of which ones are stronger. 109 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:37,152 I just don't want to see anything fall off, 110 00:04:37,152 --> 00:04:38,570 because it's a big week. 111 00:04:38,570 --> 00:04:41,406 It really is. - Yeah, it is a big week. 112 00:04:41,406 --> 00:04:43,658 - I hope I get a one-on-one this week, 113 00:04:43,658 --> 00:04:45,744 especially with Hometowns next week. 114 00:04:45,744 --> 00:04:48,163 I need a little bit more 115 00:04:48,163 --> 00:04:50,165 to make me feel more, like, confident 116 00:04:50,165 --> 00:04:52,334 if he does come home to meet my family. 117 00:04:52,334 --> 00:04:54,127 - Yeah, it's definitely been a while since we've had 118 00:04:54,127 --> 00:04:56,588 a one-on-one, so I feel like 119 00:04:56,588 --> 00:04:58,632 there's a lot to, like, talk about 120 00:04:58,632 --> 00:05:01,551 before Joey meets my family, and so I just want to see him. 121 00:05:01,551 --> 00:05:03,470 I'm excited. 122 00:05:03,470 --> 00:05:05,388 - I mean, I feel great, because there's a lot of these women 123 00:05:05,388 --> 00:05:07,224 that have said they really are here just for me, 124 00:05:07,224 --> 00:05:08,600 and I believe it when they say that. 125 00:05:08,600 --> 00:05:10,227 - Yeah. 126 00:05:10,227 --> 00:05:11,561 - I mean, I just think that I sometimes struggle 127 00:05:11,561 --> 00:05:14,898 opening up fully because I really want it to be there. 128 00:05:14,898 --> 00:05:16,775 - I've heard you say this before-- 129 00:05:16,775 --> 00:05:18,735 the fear of falling for someone and not having the feelings 130 00:05:18,735 --> 00:05:19,736 reciprocated. - Yeah. 131 00:05:19,736 --> 00:05:21,238 - It's always gonna be something 132 00:05:21,238 --> 00:05:22,989 that's in the back of your mind. 133 00:05:22,989 --> 00:05:24,449 But it sounds like you're handling it as well as you can. 134 00:05:24,449 --> 00:05:26,701 - Yeah, so I'm gonna have those highs and lows. 135 00:05:26,701 --> 00:05:30,497 But I just got to keep my mind on the bigger picture. 136 00:05:30,497 --> 00:05:32,707 - Obviously, just coming off a one-on-one, like, 137 00:05:32,707 --> 00:05:35,085 I would be lying if I didn't say I want 138 00:05:35,085 --> 00:05:37,212 more one-on-one time, of course. 139 00:05:37,212 --> 00:05:39,381 But I'm also respectful of the fact 140 00:05:39,381 --> 00:05:42,842 that, like, girls haven't had that in a long time, you know? 141 00:05:42,842 --> 00:05:45,178 - It'll be an emotional week. 142 00:05:45,178 --> 00:05:46,555 - Yeah. - Yeah. 143 00:05:46,555 --> 00:05:48,640 [knock at door] - [gasps] 144 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:50,559 - Oh, my gosh. - [groans softly] 145 00:05:52,352 --> 00:05:53,728 - I don't know why, like, literally, 146 00:05:53,728 --> 00:05:55,605 like, my heart's racing. 147 00:05:55,605 --> 00:05:58,358 - This week is very important, and I need my time with Joey. 148 00:05:58,358 --> 00:05:59,901 I feel amazing. 149 00:05:59,901 --> 00:06:01,945 I'm coming off on such a high from last week. 150 00:06:01,945 --> 00:06:03,572 Now going into this week, 151 00:06:03,572 --> 00:06:05,490 I don't even know if I'm gonna see him. 152 00:06:05,490 --> 00:06:07,576 This is just getting the best of me, 153 00:06:07,576 --> 00:06:10,704 and I think that it's hard for me to see a finish line. 154 00:06:11,830 --> 00:06:14,082 - Dun, dun, dun. 155 00:06:14,082 --> 00:06:16,418 - Oh, gosh. [chuckles nervously] 156 00:06:16,418 --> 00:06:17,794 [dramatic music] 157 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:19,838 - Oh, [bleep]. 158 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:22,507 Every woman here has already had a one-on-one with Joey. 159 00:06:22,507 --> 00:06:24,634 Not everyone is gonna get a second one-on-one, 160 00:06:24,634 --> 00:06:27,554 and so I think that validation, that reassurance 161 00:06:27,554 --> 00:06:30,390 that he does want to keep spending time with you 162 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:31,975 and really get to that next level, 163 00:06:31,975 --> 00:06:33,560 it would mean everything. 164 00:06:33,560 --> 00:06:36,688 ♪ ♪ 165 00:06:36,688 --> 00:06:39,065 - Daisy... 166 00:06:39,065 --> 00:06:42,319 "Let's ride off into the sunset together, Joey." 167 00:06:42,319 --> 00:06:45,071 [people squeal] - Horseback riding. 168 00:06:45,071 --> 00:06:47,324 - Oh, my gosh! - Horseback riding. 169 00:06:47,324 --> 00:06:49,409 Yay! 170 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:52,120 - That's so cute. - I'm excited. 171 00:06:52,120 --> 00:06:54,205 - Told you. Get ready. 172 00:06:54,205 --> 00:06:55,832 You're going on a date. [laughter] 173 00:06:57,334 --> 00:06:59,669 - I'm obviously, like, upset. 174 00:06:59,669 --> 00:07:01,630 It's disappointing for me to hear. 175 00:07:01,630 --> 00:07:03,923 And, like, I'm just, like, shocked. 176 00:07:03,923 --> 00:07:05,925 - I'm gonna go get ready for my date, 177 00:07:05,925 --> 00:07:08,720 but I'll see you guys later, hopefully. 178 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:10,639 - Bye. - Love you. 179 00:07:10,639 --> 00:07:11,890 - Have fun. 180 00:07:11,890 --> 00:07:14,351 ♪ ♪ 181 00:07:14,351 --> 00:07:16,144 - [clicks tongue] [door opens, closes] 182 00:07:16,144 --> 00:07:19,773 - That's the first one. Two more dates this week. 183 00:07:19,773 --> 00:07:21,733 - I'm happy for her. - Yeah. 184 00:07:21,733 --> 00:07:23,610 - Like, I'm crazy about him. 185 00:07:23,610 --> 00:07:26,446 And, like, last week, I told him I was falling for him. 186 00:07:26,446 --> 00:07:28,114 And, like, that was a huge step for me, 187 00:07:28,114 --> 00:07:30,408 and, like, I never really had said 188 00:07:30,408 --> 00:07:31,993 something like that before. 189 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:34,204 And, like, I think it's really getting in my head. 190 00:07:34,204 --> 00:07:36,206 [sniffles, cries softly] 191 00:07:36,206 --> 00:07:38,458 ♪ ♪ 192 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:40,627 I just hate feeling this way. 193 00:07:40,627 --> 00:07:42,379 Like, I just have so much anxiety, 194 00:07:42,379 --> 00:07:44,130 like, thinking about everything, 195 00:07:44,130 --> 00:07:45,674 like, talking about everything, and, like... 196 00:07:45,674 --> 00:07:47,384 [sniffles] - I know. 197 00:07:47,384 --> 00:07:49,427 It's a lot, for sure. 198 00:07:49,427 --> 00:07:52,138 But that's why we all just need that extra time 199 00:07:52,138 --> 00:07:54,974 to, like, confirm where we are. 200 00:07:54,974 --> 00:07:57,018 - Yeah. 201 00:07:57,018 --> 00:07:59,479 It definitely is a lot harder than I thought it would be. 202 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:01,773 I don't know-- it's tough to see... 203 00:08:01,773 --> 00:08:03,483 [sniffles] 204 00:08:03,483 --> 00:08:06,653 him have such strong, like, connections 205 00:08:06,653 --> 00:08:09,614 with other women and, like... [sniffles] 206 00:08:09,614 --> 00:08:10,824 I don't know. 207 00:08:10,824 --> 00:08:15,245 [sniffling] 208 00:08:15,245 --> 00:08:17,414 [breathes deeply] 209 00:08:17,414 --> 00:08:20,208 ♪ ♪ 210 00:08:23,044 --> 00:08:26,047 [light music] 211 00:08:26,047 --> 00:08:33,096 ♪ ♪ 212 00:08:34,848 --> 00:08:37,434 - I'm so excited today. I really am. 213 00:08:37,434 --> 00:08:40,228 I have really enjoyed my time with Daisy 214 00:08:40,228 --> 00:08:42,397 the entire time through this. 215 00:08:42,397 --> 00:08:44,232 She was my first one-on-one date, 216 00:08:44,232 --> 00:08:46,276 and she was the first real connection I created, 217 00:08:46,276 --> 00:08:47,610 and it hasn't faded. 218 00:08:47,610 --> 00:08:49,446 It's been there the entire time. 219 00:08:49,446 --> 00:08:51,865 And I feel like I am falling for Daisy. 220 00:08:53,867 --> 00:08:56,870 But Daisy is the only woman that has not expressed 221 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:59,372 how she feels about me. 222 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:01,416 She's giving me that feeling like she is falling, 223 00:09:01,416 --> 00:09:03,251 but I haven't heard it yet. 224 00:09:03,251 --> 00:09:05,503 And I do think it's because we haven't had enough alone time. 225 00:09:05,503 --> 00:09:08,256 So it's time to take it to a different level today. 226 00:09:08,256 --> 00:09:10,925 I have to feel that she's there with me, 227 00:09:10,925 --> 00:09:13,386 and I don't know yet-- we haven't talked about it. 228 00:09:13,386 --> 00:09:14,929 So today I just really want to make sure 229 00:09:14,929 --> 00:09:16,931 we are on the same page 230 00:09:16,931 --> 00:09:18,808 and the feelings are developing together, 231 00:09:18,808 --> 00:09:20,727 because I can see it. 232 00:09:22,479 --> 00:09:24,564 I would love to meet her family. 233 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:26,733 I just don't know if we're gonna progress enough today 234 00:09:26,733 --> 00:09:28,109 that I can be confident in it. 235 00:09:28,109 --> 00:09:31,237 I'm hopeful, but I don't know. 236 00:09:31,237 --> 00:09:32,238 - Hello. 237 00:09:32,238 --> 00:09:35,158 - Hello. - Hi. 238 00:09:35,158 --> 00:09:36,743 - How you doing? You look great. 239 00:09:36,743 --> 00:09:38,703 - Thank you. So do you. 240 00:09:38,703 --> 00:09:41,706 ♪ ♪ 241 00:09:41,706 --> 00:09:43,833 - It's good to see you. - Good to see you, too. 242 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:45,543 - How we doing? - Good. How are you? 243 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,170 - I'm good. - I'm excited to be here. 244 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:48,338 It's so beautiful. - Okay. 245 00:09:48,338 --> 00:09:50,215 Well, I got a really fun day planned. 246 00:09:50,215 --> 00:09:52,300 We are gonna kind of take in the scenery 247 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:53,676 and go through some trails today. 248 00:09:53,676 --> 00:09:55,178 How does that sound? - Good. 249 00:09:55,178 --> 00:09:56,888 - Good? You ready to get going? - Yeah, let's do it. 250 00:09:56,888 --> 00:09:58,389 - All right, let's go. 251 00:09:58,389 --> 00:10:00,308 - I'm so excited to see Joey today. 252 00:10:00,308 --> 00:10:02,519 And I think to have a second one-on-one 253 00:10:02,519 --> 00:10:04,354 before going into next week 254 00:10:04,354 --> 00:10:07,524 is, like, the best possible case, honestly. 255 00:10:07,524 --> 00:10:10,693 It's gonna be fun, whatever-- oh, I'm right! 256 00:10:10,693 --> 00:10:12,737 - I don't know how you keep guessing this stuff. 257 00:10:12,737 --> 00:10:14,906 So we got some horses here, 258 00:10:14,906 --> 00:10:16,324 and that's how we're gonna get around today. 259 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:17,951 - Have you ever rode a horse before? 260 00:10:17,951 --> 00:10:19,452 - This is gonna be my first time. 261 00:10:19,452 --> 00:10:20,954 - Really? - Yeah. Have you? 262 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:22,497 - A couple times. - Okay. 263 00:10:22,497 --> 00:10:24,374 - I'd love for my family to meet Joey, 264 00:10:24,374 --> 00:10:25,959 because my family's the most important people 265 00:10:25,959 --> 00:10:27,502 in the world to me. 266 00:10:27,502 --> 00:10:29,587 And their opinion is so important for me. 267 00:10:29,587 --> 00:10:31,047 - This is Ellie. 268 00:10:31,047 --> 00:10:34,217 And then this one here is Thunder. 269 00:10:34,217 --> 00:10:36,177 This is who you're gonna be riding today. 270 00:10:36,177 --> 00:10:37,178 - Me? - Mm-hmm. 271 00:10:37,178 --> 00:10:38,888 - Thunder, you're mine. 272 00:10:38,888 --> 00:10:40,431 I feel like I need today 273 00:10:40,431 --> 00:10:43,017 to kind of understand how I'm feeling 274 00:10:43,017 --> 00:10:46,563 before I bring him home to my family, if that does happen, 275 00:10:46,563 --> 00:10:48,398 because I want to be, like, confident 276 00:10:48,398 --> 00:10:49,774 in what me and Joey have. 277 00:10:49,774 --> 00:10:51,401 Like, I don't want there to be any questions 278 00:10:51,401 --> 00:10:54,529 in my mind about it, but I'm not at that point yet. 279 00:10:54,529 --> 00:10:57,198 So I think today is just kind of figuring out, 280 00:10:57,198 --> 00:10:59,367 like, if I can get there. 281 00:10:59,367 --> 00:11:00,952 But I'm feeling hopeful. 282 00:11:00,952 --> 00:11:03,496 Here we go. [laughs] 283 00:11:03,496 --> 00:11:05,290 We're doing it. - We're doing it. 284 00:11:05,290 --> 00:11:06,791 Don't go in the tree, Ellie. 285 00:11:06,791 --> 00:11:08,793 ♪ ♪ 286 00:11:08,793 --> 00:11:10,295 This is so beautiful. 287 00:11:10,295 --> 00:11:12,463 ♪ ♪ 288 00:11:12,463 --> 00:11:15,008 [horse snorts] Yeah, Ellie, atta girl. 289 00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:17,010 [horse snorts] One more time. 290 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:19,012 [Daisy laughs] 291 00:11:19,012 --> 00:11:21,723 ♪ ♪ 292 00:11:21,723 --> 00:11:23,808 - Oh, the lake. 293 00:11:23,808 --> 00:11:26,144 - This is so beautiful! 294 00:11:26,144 --> 00:11:27,812 I love this. This is amazing. 295 00:11:27,812 --> 00:11:29,230 I got the best view. 296 00:11:29,230 --> 00:11:31,024 I got you. I got these mountains. 297 00:11:31,024 --> 00:11:33,776 ♪ ♪ 298 00:11:33,776 --> 00:11:37,572 - ♪ When rustling the leaves ♪ 299 00:11:37,572 --> 00:11:40,491 - Let me hear your best neigh. - That was loud. 300 00:11:40,491 --> 00:11:43,786 - ♪ In the hideaway of ♪ 301 00:11:43,786 --> 00:11:46,623 ♪ Cedar trees ♪ 302 00:11:46,623 --> 00:11:48,041 - There we go. Attagirl. 303 00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:51,002 - ♪ Never wish for you to leave ♪ 304 00:11:51,002 --> 00:11:53,338 ♪ ♪ 305 00:11:53,338 --> 00:11:55,381 - Wow. 306 00:11:55,381 --> 00:11:57,634 - Aha! This is beautiful. 307 00:11:57,634 --> 00:12:00,428 - Crazy. Oh, my goodness. 308 00:12:00,428 --> 00:12:04,140 [horse neighs] - Oh, my God. 309 00:12:04,140 --> 00:12:07,143 - Breathtaking. 310 00:12:07,143 --> 00:12:11,648 - ♪ And my vase is overflowing ♪ 311 00:12:11,648 --> 00:12:12,857 - I'm very happy. 312 00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:14,901 I did something I've never done before. 313 00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:17,695 I got to do it with a girl that I truly care about. 314 00:12:17,695 --> 00:12:19,822 She made it better. She made it fun. 315 00:12:19,822 --> 00:12:21,199 She's special. She really is. 316 00:12:21,199 --> 00:12:22,867 How beautiful is this? 317 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:24,369 - It's so beautiful. 318 00:12:24,369 --> 00:12:25,745 Honestly, one of the most beautiful views 319 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,080 I think I've ever seen. 320 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:29,040 - I wish I could actually hold on to your hand. 321 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:30,500 Thunder's got his own brain right now. 322 00:12:30,500 --> 00:12:33,002 I always knew something was there with Daisy 323 00:12:33,002 --> 00:12:34,796 from that first one-on-one. 324 00:12:34,796 --> 00:12:36,798 Just, like, every little moment we've had since then. 325 00:12:36,798 --> 00:12:39,342 I get impressed by her all the time. 326 00:12:39,342 --> 00:12:41,344 - Oh, my gosh, this is so pretty. 327 00:12:41,344 --> 00:12:43,304 - So, what do you think we're doing? 328 00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:45,014 - I think we're hot tubbing. - Yeah. 329 00:12:45,014 --> 00:12:47,266 ♪ ♪ 330 00:12:47,266 --> 00:12:49,852 We've had a lot of time in groups, and this is necessary 331 00:12:49,852 --> 00:12:51,604 to have a relationship continue to grow-- 332 00:12:51,604 --> 00:12:55,358 is to get alone time and enjoy this beautiful place with her. 333 00:12:55,358 --> 00:12:57,318 We should get changed. - Let's do it. 334 00:12:57,318 --> 00:12:58,778 - Yeah? All right. 335 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:01,197 - I love myself a hot tub. - Yeah, I know. Me too. 336 00:13:01,197 --> 00:13:03,116 - [giggles] 337 00:13:03,116 --> 00:13:05,660 - All right, let's go. 338 00:13:05,660 --> 00:13:07,203 You go this side. I'll go over here. 339 00:13:07,203 --> 00:13:08,997 - Okay. See you. - See you in a sec. 340 00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:12,375 - I can see this growing into a love and her being someone 341 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:14,127 I can spend a life with, and I'm hopeful. 342 00:13:14,127 --> 00:13:16,671 - ♪ Serotonin ♪ 343 00:13:16,671 --> 00:13:19,924 ♪ ♪ 344 00:13:19,924 --> 00:13:21,759 - [snorts] 345 00:13:21,759 --> 00:13:23,302 You ready, Daisy? 346 00:13:23,302 --> 00:13:24,887 - I'm ready. Are you ready? 347 00:13:24,887 --> 00:13:26,931 - I'm ready. Let's go. 348 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:29,976 ♪ ♪ 349 00:13:29,976 --> 00:13:32,687 It's a bit nippy. 350 00:13:32,687 --> 00:13:34,522 - It's cold. 351 00:13:34,522 --> 00:13:35,857 Today was awesome. 352 00:13:35,857 --> 00:13:38,943 I'm feeling really good. 353 00:13:38,943 --> 00:13:42,488 I love being around him. I love kissing him. 354 00:13:42,488 --> 00:13:44,949 Joey's so hot, I literally can't stop sweating. 355 00:13:44,949 --> 00:13:48,369 Every time I'm with him, I'm so happy, and I feel so good. 356 00:13:48,369 --> 00:13:50,872 I don't know--he just keeps, like, surprising me. 357 00:13:50,872 --> 00:13:52,582 Actually, it reminds me a lot of home. 358 00:13:52,582 --> 00:13:54,208 - It has to. 359 00:13:54,208 --> 00:13:55,585 - Even when we were driving up here, 360 00:13:55,585 --> 00:13:57,378 I felt, like, at peace right when I saw it. 361 00:13:57,378 --> 00:13:59,172 I don't know--it's something about, like, the energy-- 362 00:13:59,172 --> 00:14:01,716 it makes me, like, excited. - Yeah. 363 00:14:01,716 --> 00:14:03,593 About the possibility of going home? 364 00:14:03,593 --> 00:14:05,136 - Yeah, about the possibility of going home. 365 00:14:05,136 --> 00:14:06,512 - That's good. - Well, I guess either way, 366 00:14:06,512 --> 00:14:09,599 I'm going home, but hopefully it's with you. 367 00:14:09,599 --> 00:14:11,768 [laughing] 368 00:14:11,768 --> 00:14:13,352 - It's true. 369 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:15,521 Let's stay optimistic now, though, okay. 370 00:14:15,521 --> 00:14:17,231 - Yeah. 371 00:14:17,231 --> 00:14:19,275 - What have you been, like, thinking about 372 00:14:19,275 --> 00:14:20,485 or things that you've wanted to know? 373 00:14:20,485 --> 00:14:22,612 - For me, with, like, love and when, like, 374 00:14:22,612 --> 00:14:25,782 I get engaged to someone, I want unconditional love. 375 00:14:25,782 --> 00:14:27,617 And I want someone, even on the days 376 00:14:27,617 --> 00:14:30,036 that they hate you, they still love you. 377 00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:31,412 - Yeah. - And they will, like, 378 00:14:31,412 --> 00:14:33,831 do anything to try to make it work, you know? 379 00:14:33,831 --> 00:14:35,583 That's what I'm looking for, and that's what I want. 380 00:14:35,583 --> 00:14:37,168 - Yeah. I want the type of love 381 00:14:37,168 --> 00:14:38,836 that you can't see a life without them. 382 00:14:38,836 --> 00:14:40,505 That's the truth of it. - Yeah. 383 00:14:40,505 --> 00:14:42,006 - Regardless of anything you're going through, 384 00:14:42,006 --> 00:14:43,382 the idea of them not being there 385 00:14:43,382 --> 00:14:45,426 even through the bad times, it's still-- 386 00:14:45,426 --> 00:14:46,844 still need to be with them. - Mm-hmm. Yeah. 387 00:14:46,844 --> 00:14:48,179 - Still can't see it without them. 388 00:14:48,179 --> 00:14:49,639 - Mm-hmm. - So, yeah. 389 00:14:49,639 --> 00:14:51,766 I'm--it's exactly what I want. 390 00:14:51,766 --> 00:14:58,773 ♪ ♪ 391 00:14:58,773 --> 00:15:01,901 - My feelings are, like, really, really strong for him. 392 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,820 I can see a future with him and, like, 393 00:15:03,820 --> 00:15:06,823 I know where we could be. 394 00:15:06,823 --> 00:15:08,366 But I don't-- 395 00:15:08,366 --> 00:15:11,828 I'm not, like, in love with him yet. 396 00:15:11,828 --> 00:15:13,913 I think honesty in a relationship 397 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:15,748 is the most important thing. 398 00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:17,250 And so I definitely want to just let him know 399 00:15:17,250 --> 00:15:19,335 how I'm feeling. 400 00:15:19,335 --> 00:15:21,087 But, like, I'm not gonna sit here and be like, 401 00:15:21,087 --> 00:15:25,299 "I'm in love with you," when I'm not. 402 00:15:25,299 --> 00:15:26,676 I know his biggest fear is being 403 00:15:26,676 --> 00:15:29,220 at the end of this and someone not reciprocating 404 00:15:29,220 --> 00:15:30,638 what he's feeling. 405 00:15:30,638 --> 00:15:33,099 And so I think that's what makes me, like, nervous. 406 00:15:33,099 --> 00:15:36,060 ♪ ♪ 407 00:15:36,060 --> 00:15:38,855 My biggest fear is that... 408 00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:41,482 I tell him exactly how I'm feeling, 409 00:15:41,482 --> 00:15:44,110 he doesn't give me a rose, and then I go home. 410 00:15:44,110 --> 00:15:47,155 ♪ ♪ 411 00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:51,367 - Love-- it's the call of the wild, eh? 412 00:15:51,367 --> 00:15:53,536 Apply to be on the next season of "The Bachelorette." 413 00:15:53,536 --> 00:15:56,164 Go to abc.com/casting now. 414 00:15:56,164 --> 00:15:58,332 You'll be sore-y if you don't. 415 00:15:58,332 --> 00:16:01,377 [soft music] 416 00:16:01,377 --> 00:16:06,424 ♪ ♪ 417 00:16:06,424 --> 00:16:08,551 - It is a serious week. - Mm-hmm. 418 00:16:08,551 --> 00:16:11,012 - You know, I'm coming off from a high of last week. 419 00:16:11,012 --> 00:16:12,680 But I still want more time, 420 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:16,225 because these are the last two dates before Hometowns, so... 421 00:16:16,225 --> 00:16:19,812 - It would honestly make or break a lot of things 422 00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:21,731 for me if I got a one-on-one. 423 00:16:21,731 --> 00:16:23,524 You know, I haven't had that one-on-one time in a while. 424 00:16:23,524 --> 00:16:25,526 So I think it would just be huge for us. 425 00:16:25,526 --> 00:16:28,487 I definitely need a one-on-one this week. 426 00:16:28,487 --> 00:16:31,115 I think Joey and I just need, like, more time together. 427 00:16:31,115 --> 00:16:33,826 [knock at door] - Date card. 428 00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:36,662 [dramatic music] 429 00:16:36,662 --> 00:16:38,831 - I think it's really sinking in 430 00:16:38,831 --> 00:16:41,083 that there's only one more left. 431 00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:43,169 And I don't know what I would do if I wasn't on a one-on-one 432 00:16:43,169 --> 00:16:44,545 this week. 433 00:16:44,545 --> 00:16:46,964 Like, that would suck. That would really hurt. 434 00:16:48,716 --> 00:16:50,343 I'm definitely scared. 435 00:16:50,343 --> 00:16:52,178 ♪ ♪ 436 00:16:52,178 --> 00:16:54,805 - Kelsey T... 437 00:16:54,805 --> 00:16:56,432 Maria... 438 00:16:56,432 --> 00:16:58,809 Rachel... 439 00:16:58,809 --> 00:17:00,937 ♪ ♪ 440 00:17:00,937 --> 00:17:02,396 And Jenn... 441 00:17:04,482 --> 00:17:08,027 "Let's take our love to the great outdoors. 442 00:17:08,027 --> 00:17:10,905 Love, Joey." 443 00:17:10,905 --> 00:17:13,366 - Congrats. 444 00:17:13,366 --> 00:17:15,451 Congrats. 445 00:17:15,451 --> 00:17:18,663 - Another one-on-one. 446 00:17:18,663 --> 00:17:20,206 - It feels [bleep]. 447 00:17:20,206 --> 00:17:22,667 I wanted the one-on-one, for sure. 448 00:17:22,667 --> 00:17:25,503 ♪ ♪ 449 00:17:25,503 --> 00:17:27,672 It doesn't feel good. 450 00:17:27,672 --> 00:17:31,217 This one-on-one meant a lot, and I really wanted that. 451 00:17:31,217 --> 00:17:33,427 I wanted that to progress our relationship. 452 00:17:33,427 --> 00:17:37,056 And not getting it, that scares me. [sniffles] 453 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:38,224 ♪ ♪ 454 00:17:38,224 --> 00:17:40,226 Ow. 455 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:43,396 [sniffles] 456 00:17:43,396 --> 00:17:45,314 - Okay. 457 00:17:45,314 --> 00:17:47,650 - I'm just disappointed. 458 00:17:47,650 --> 00:17:50,069 Last week I had such an amazing one-on-one, 459 00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:52,238 but I want more time with him. 460 00:17:52,238 --> 00:17:54,156 When you are dating someone, 461 00:17:54,156 --> 00:17:56,409 you usually see them a lot more than this. 462 00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:59,537 And so, for me, it's like the good moments come, 463 00:17:59,537 --> 00:18:01,747 and now they're gone, and that scares me. 464 00:18:01,747 --> 00:18:05,584 [thunder rumbles] 465 00:18:05,584 --> 00:18:12,842 ♪ ♪ 466 00:18:12,842 --> 00:18:14,302 - Where are we going? 467 00:18:14,302 --> 00:18:16,220 I feel so good. 468 00:18:16,220 --> 00:18:19,015 Today was one of my favorite days ever. 469 00:18:19,015 --> 00:18:21,434 But tonight is a really important night for me 470 00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:24,103 because I'm gonna tell Joey how I feel. 471 00:18:24,103 --> 00:18:25,730 I kind of like the rain. - Yeah? 472 00:18:25,730 --> 00:18:27,565 - Yeah. I love storms. 473 00:18:27,565 --> 00:18:30,985 I'm, like, a storm girl. 474 00:18:30,985 --> 00:18:33,404 ♪ ♪ 475 00:18:33,404 --> 00:18:35,781 [gasps] It's so cute. 476 00:18:35,781 --> 00:18:39,201 It's not probably 100% what most people would do, 477 00:18:39,201 --> 00:18:41,495 but I'm just gonna be honest and speak from my heart. 478 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,040 ♪ ♪ 479 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:46,584 The fact is, I'm not in love with Joey, 480 00:18:46,584 --> 00:18:50,338 but I can see myself getting to that point. 481 00:18:50,338 --> 00:18:52,089 And I'm always going to tell him how I'm feeling. 482 00:18:52,089 --> 00:18:53,299 Like, I'm never gonna be like, 483 00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:55,426 oh, I'm in love with you, when I'm not. 484 00:18:55,426 --> 00:18:57,219 I'm not gonna tell him I'm in love with him 485 00:18:57,219 --> 00:18:58,763 just to get a rose. 486 00:18:58,763 --> 00:19:00,931 - I had the best day ever with you today. 487 00:19:00,931 --> 00:19:04,060 I was so excited to finally be able to explore Jasper 488 00:19:04,060 --> 00:19:05,519 and to do that on a horse, 489 00:19:05,519 --> 00:19:07,271 something I've never done before. 490 00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:09,148 But just to do it with you-- 491 00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:10,900 I just enjoyed the day, and I'm so excited for tonight. 492 00:19:10,900 --> 00:19:12,818 So cheers. - Cheers. 493 00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:14,820 [glasses clink] 494 00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:18,366 But it is scary, because you never know when your honesty 495 00:19:18,366 --> 00:19:19,825 is gonna be too much for somebody 496 00:19:19,825 --> 00:19:21,452 and when they're gonna pull away. 497 00:19:21,452 --> 00:19:22,953 And at the end of the day, like, 498 00:19:22,953 --> 00:19:25,456 if he doesn't want me because of that, 499 00:19:25,456 --> 00:19:27,875 like, I would be devastated. 500 00:19:27,875 --> 00:19:29,835 - It was a surreal day. 501 00:19:29,835 --> 00:19:31,962 I had a lot of moments today where I was just taking it in 502 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:33,214 and just loving every second of it. 503 00:19:33,214 --> 00:19:34,590 - Yeah. - I think you could see me 504 00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:37,218 smiling from ear to ear on my horse, you know? 505 00:19:37,218 --> 00:19:38,969 - [laughing] Yeah, you were smiling. 506 00:19:38,969 --> 00:19:40,554 - It was just a beautiful day. - I was smiling, too. 507 00:19:40,554 --> 00:19:42,056 It was a beautiful day. - It was a beautiful day. 508 00:19:42,056 --> 00:19:44,934 - Everything about it, honestly. 509 00:19:44,934 --> 00:19:46,477 - So... - So. 510 00:19:46,477 --> 00:19:48,229 You're looking at me like you have something to say. 511 00:19:48,229 --> 00:19:49,480 - I don't have anything to say. 512 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,315 You look like you have something to say. 513 00:19:51,315 --> 00:19:53,192 I'm just--I'm feeling really great from today. 514 00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:54,610 - Yeah. - I came in 515 00:19:54,610 --> 00:19:56,195 knowing that we needed today, 516 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,072 and I really appreciated our conversation 517 00:19:58,072 --> 00:19:59,657 in the hot tub, too. - Yeah. 518 00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:01,784 - I love where your head's at. 519 00:20:01,784 --> 00:20:03,828 I love that you're thinking of the seriousness of it all... 520 00:20:03,828 --> 00:20:05,079 - Mm-hmm. - And trying to start 521 00:20:05,079 --> 00:20:06,497 having those conversations. 522 00:20:06,497 --> 00:20:09,708 And so I want to make sure we further that tonight. 523 00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:11,585 - Yeah. Definitely. 524 00:20:14,505 --> 00:20:18,175 - So how are you feeling about everything 525 00:20:18,175 --> 00:20:19,301 currently right now? 526 00:20:19,301 --> 00:20:22,012 'Cause I know next week's a big week. 527 00:20:22,012 --> 00:20:23,305 - Yeah. - And I want you 528 00:20:23,305 --> 00:20:25,141 to feel comfortable. 529 00:20:25,141 --> 00:20:26,851 And I want to feel comfortable with the idea 530 00:20:26,851 --> 00:20:28,811 of meeting your family. - Yeah. 531 00:20:28,811 --> 00:20:30,813 - But I kind of was curious where you're at, 532 00:20:30,813 --> 00:20:33,566 because it's me meeting your family. 533 00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:34,984 - Definitely. 534 00:20:34,984 --> 00:20:37,319 So my family is the most important people... 535 00:20:37,319 --> 00:20:39,447 - Mm-hmm. - To me in the whole world. 536 00:20:39,447 --> 00:20:42,700 And I'm not saying that I need my family to be like, 537 00:20:42,700 --> 00:20:44,076 yes, Daisy, love him. 538 00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:45,661 Do you know what I mean? - Yeah. 539 00:20:45,661 --> 00:20:48,080 - But I think the thing that's more important for me 540 00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:51,208 is seeing how you interact with them-- 541 00:20:51,208 --> 00:20:53,043 and so making sure that the person 542 00:20:53,043 --> 00:20:55,337 that I want to be with forever, 543 00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,798 how they interact with the people that I love, 544 00:20:57,798 --> 00:21:00,092 like, that really matters to me. 545 00:21:00,092 --> 00:21:01,594 You know what I mean? - Yeah. 546 00:21:01,594 --> 00:21:05,306 I mean, do you truthfully still think in this position 547 00:21:05,306 --> 00:21:08,601 that you can get to that point, though? 548 00:21:08,601 --> 00:21:12,563 - If I'm being, like, 100% honest and transparent, 549 00:21:12,563 --> 00:21:16,942 which I want to be, I really, really like you. 550 00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:21,155 But, like, am I there yet? 551 00:21:21,155 --> 00:21:22,406 No. 552 00:21:22,406 --> 00:21:25,159 [dramatic music] 553 00:21:25,159 --> 00:21:29,538 The thing is, I can see us being, like, so great together. 554 00:21:29,538 --> 00:21:32,708 And I can see myself falling in love with you, 555 00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,627 if I'm being honest. 556 00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:37,755 And so, if for any reason that ever becomes, 557 00:21:37,755 --> 00:21:40,299 like, a worry in my mind or anything, like, 558 00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:41,675 I will let you know. - Mm-hmm. 559 00:21:41,675 --> 00:21:44,261 - And I'll be super honest about it. 560 00:21:44,261 --> 00:21:46,722 - It's a very real conversation with Daisy. 561 00:21:46,722 --> 00:21:49,433 It's scary. It's not what I want. 562 00:21:49,433 --> 00:21:52,686 I would love for her to be there. 563 00:21:52,686 --> 00:21:54,939 That's a fear of mine. Like, I need to feel that. 564 00:21:54,939 --> 00:21:57,066 I need to feel that level of confidence 565 00:21:57,066 --> 00:21:58,901 before I meet her family, 566 00:21:58,901 --> 00:22:01,487 because what if I give her a rose tonight 567 00:22:01,487 --> 00:22:03,781 and we go to Hometowns next week 568 00:22:03,781 --> 00:22:05,908 and the Hometowns don't go well? 569 00:22:05,908 --> 00:22:07,701 I appreciate your honesty about it. 570 00:22:07,701 --> 00:22:09,119 It's fragile. 571 00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:11,080 I mean, I know the idea of falling for someone 572 00:22:11,080 --> 00:22:12,832 and starting to let yourself go. 573 00:22:12,832 --> 00:22:13,999 And it's scary. 574 00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:15,668 I've had issues with it in the past. 575 00:22:15,668 --> 00:22:17,002 I still have issues with it some days now. 576 00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:18,337 - Mm-hmm. - I just want you 577 00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:20,422 to feel confident for me to meet them 578 00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:21,966 even if you're not there yet. 579 00:22:21,966 --> 00:22:24,260 That's, I think, where my worry comes from, if anything. 580 00:22:24,260 --> 00:22:26,470 - I think a lot of it... 581 00:22:26,470 --> 00:22:28,973 ♪ ♪ 582 00:22:28,973 --> 00:22:32,226 Comes from everything that I went through... 583 00:22:32,226 --> 00:22:33,978 - Mm-hmm. - Like, especially, like, 584 00:22:33,978 --> 00:22:35,771 with being really sick for a while 585 00:22:35,771 --> 00:22:37,273 and losing my hearing. 586 00:22:37,273 --> 00:22:41,151 They've seen me so low 587 00:22:41,151 --> 00:22:43,612 and, like, so sick before, like-- 588 00:22:43,612 --> 00:22:45,197 I know I've talked to you about it, 589 00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:46,740 but it was, like, really bad for a while. 590 00:22:46,740 --> 00:22:48,659 Like, I had tubes in my chest. I had a catheter. 591 00:22:48,659 --> 00:22:50,995 I, like, couldn't get out of bed. 592 00:22:50,995 --> 00:22:53,497 And, like, they were the people 593 00:22:53,497 --> 00:22:57,209 that were, like, stepping in and picking me up. 594 00:22:57,209 --> 00:22:58,878 - Mm-hmm. - And, like, literally putting 595 00:22:58,878 --> 00:23:01,213 all of their love into me. 596 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:03,173 And I just know they're gonna have 597 00:23:03,173 --> 00:23:04,884 some, like, big questions for you. 598 00:23:04,884 --> 00:23:06,719 - Understandably. 599 00:23:06,719 --> 00:23:09,054 - Like, if it is her at the end, 600 00:23:09,054 --> 00:23:11,557 are you gonna be the person that will, like, 601 00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:13,934 be there for her, like, in sickness and health? 602 00:23:13,934 --> 00:23:16,353 And, like, that's a huge thing for me, too. 603 00:23:16,353 --> 00:23:19,106 And so they're just gonna want to make sure 604 00:23:19,106 --> 00:23:23,319 that you can be that person for me if it is us at the end. 605 00:23:23,319 --> 00:23:24,737 - Yeah. 606 00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:29,074 - So I think that's, like, my biggest thing kind of, 607 00:23:29,074 --> 00:23:30,993 if that made any sense. - It does. 608 00:23:30,993 --> 00:23:34,079 You're obviously explaining that they are protective of you 609 00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:37,666 because they should be. - Yeah. Mm-hmm. 610 00:23:37,666 --> 00:23:41,253 - If it is us at the end, it doesn't matter what it is. 611 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:43,088 I'm accepting all sides of you. 612 00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:44,298 I know this is a part of you 613 00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:46,300 and you've had issues in the past. 614 00:23:46,300 --> 00:23:48,093 And I know they can come back again 615 00:23:48,093 --> 00:23:50,387 in some shape or form in the future. 616 00:23:50,387 --> 00:23:51,805 But I don't want you to doubt 617 00:23:51,805 --> 00:23:53,891 that, like, I can be that person fully. 618 00:23:53,891 --> 00:23:56,185 And I can sit in front of your family 619 00:23:56,185 --> 00:23:57,436 and confidently explain 620 00:23:57,436 --> 00:24:00,356 that I can be that person if it was us. 621 00:24:00,356 --> 00:24:04,276 - Yeah. I am feeling more and more every time I'm with you. 622 00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:06,570 But, yeah, I think, like, I do need that. 623 00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:08,280 - Yeah. 624 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,616 - This conversation is hard for me to have. 625 00:24:10,616 --> 00:24:13,702 I definitely sense nervousness and, like, fear 626 00:24:13,702 --> 00:24:18,415 from him a little bit because I'm not 110%, like, there yet. 627 00:24:18,415 --> 00:24:20,960 And I honestly wish I was at that point, too, 628 00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:23,962 but all I can do is be honest about where I'm at. 629 00:24:23,962 --> 00:24:28,676 And if I do get sent home, like, it's gonna hurt. 630 00:24:28,676 --> 00:24:33,889 ♪ ♪ 631 00:24:33,889 --> 00:24:36,850 - Daisy... - Mm-hmm. 632 00:24:36,850 --> 00:24:39,812 - Today really was amazing. - Mm-hmm. 633 00:24:39,812 --> 00:24:42,731 - But I did have a lot of expectations 634 00:24:42,731 --> 00:24:44,233 coming into tonight, 635 00:24:44,233 --> 00:24:47,528 because I wanted to make sure we were on the same page. 636 00:24:47,528 --> 00:24:50,364 I don't take next week lightly, in any way. 637 00:24:50,364 --> 00:24:54,785 And I've always appreciated your honesty 638 00:24:54,785 --> 00:24:56,704 and your realness. 639 00:24:56,704 --> 00:24:58,372 And what you said didn't scare me. 640 00:24:58,372 --> 00:25:01,792 So this rose is just a symbol to tell you 641 00:25:01,792 --> 00:25:05,254 that I really want to meet your family. 642 00:25:05,254 --> 00:25:07,881 And I'm hoping it's something that can grow. 643 00:25:07,881 --> 00:25:10,259 So, Daisy... - [chuckles] 644 00:25:12,219 --> 00:25:14,722 - Do you accept this rose? - Yeah. 645 00:25:14,722 --> 00:25:17,725 [hopeful music] 646 00:25:17,725 --> 00:25:19,935 ♪ ♪ 647 00:25:22,438 --> 00:25:23,856 - You okay? 648 00:25:23,856 --> 00:25:26,233 - I'm so excited, you have no idea. 649 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:28,944 [laughter] This is gonna be so fun. 650 00:25:28,944 --> 00:25:30,738 - I'm feeling really good. 651 00:25:30,738 --> 00:25:32,531 I'm willing to take that chance--I really am. 652 00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,491 I see something with Daisy. I really do. 653 00:25:34,491 --> 00:25:36,785 And that something I see is just potential. 654 00:25:36,785 --> 00:25:38,537 I have to go with my gut. 655 00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:41,373 I have to choose someone that I have been excited about, 656 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:43,709 someone that I see a true future with, 657 00:25:43,709 --> 00:25:46,295 and someone that I want to build a connection with still. 658 00:25:46,295 --> 00:25:48,297 - Are you excited? - Of course I'm excited. 659 00:25:48,297 --> 00:25:51,050 I love how excited you are right now. 660 00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:52,342 - Best rose ever. - We're going to Minnesota. 661 00:25:52,342 --> 00:25:53,552 - Yeah. - Best rose ever. 662 00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:54,553 - Have you been to Minnesota? - Nope. 663 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:55,637 First time being in Minnesota. 664 00:25:55,637 --> 00:25:57,014 - Oh, we're gonna have a great time. 665 00:25:57,014 --> 00:25:58,640 - Mm-hmm. Makes me excited. 666 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:01,477 - I'm so excited. 667 00:26:01,477 --> 00:26:03,979 - Daisy's worth it because the way she makes me feel. 668 00:26:03,979 --> 00:26:06,690 I enjoy spending time with her. 669 00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:09,860 I can see us having a really beautiful life together. 670 00:26:09,860 --> 00:26:12,821 Well, I actually have one more surprise for us tonight. 671 00:26:12,821 --> 00:26:14,782 Want to get out of here? - Okay, let's... 672 00:26:14,782 --> 00:26:16,658 - All right. Let's go. 673 00:26:16,658 --> 00:26:18,911 I just would be lucky to be with someone like Daisy 674 00:26:18,911 --> 00:26:20,913 at the end of the day, because I think she's special. 675 00:26:22,331 --> 00:26:24,833 - Oh, my God, are we skating? 676 00:26:24,833 --> 00:26:27,127 - When's the last time you've ice-skated? 677 00:26:27,127 --> 00:26:29,338 - Like, a long time ago on, like, my pond. 678 00:26:29,338 --> 00:26:31,381 - Yeah? - I feel amazing, 679 00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:33,383 because my family's everything to me. 680 00:26:33,383 --> 00:26:37,304 And Joey's gonna meet my family. 681 00:26:37,304 --> 00:26:39,807 Ah! - [giggling] 682 00:26:39,807 --> 00:26:41,100 - I'm just really thankful 683 00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:43,268 that he still wants to explore this 684 00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:45,479 and that he can see something coming out of this, 685 00:26:45,479 --> 00:26:46,730 because I can see it, too. 686 00:26:46,730 --> 00:26:49,066 ♪ ♪ 687 00:26:49,066 --> 00:26:51,985 [stick clatters on the ice] 688 00:26:51,985 --> 00:26:54,071 I really, really like him. 689 00:26:54,071 --> 00:26:57,199 I did not expect this-- to feel this way. 690 00:26:57,199 --> 00:27:00,327 This is nuts. Like, I'm falling. 691 00:27:00,327 --> 00:27:02,120 Oh, my gosh. 692 00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:04,665 ♪ ♪ 693 00:27:04,665 --> 00:27:06,416 I think it's happening. 694 00:27:06,416 --> 00:27:10,170 ♪ ♪ 695 00:27:14,258 --> 00:27:17,261 [upbeat music] 696 00:27:17,261 --> 00:27:21,140 ♪ ♪ 697 00:27:21,140 --> 00:27:23,267 - These are such heavy boots. 698 00:27:23,267 --> 00:27:25,644 - Hello, everyone. all: Hello. 699 00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:28,438 - I'm feeling good. I'm excited for today. 700 00:27:28,438 --> 00:27:30,774 This is the last group date. That's pretty crazy. 701 00:27:30,774 --> 00:27:32,609 There's four women 702 00:27:32,609 --> 00:27:35,237 that I have developed real relationships with. 703 00:27:35,237 --> 00:27:37,781 And I can see myself meeting every one their families. 704 00:27:37,781 --> 00:27:39,324 [indistinct chatter] 705 00:27:39,324 --> 00:27:41,785 There's a lot on the line with what comes up next week, 706 00:27:41,785 --> 00:27:44,538 so I can feel this being the toughest group date yet, 707 00:27:44,538 --> 00:27:46,456 even though it's the smallest. 708 00:27:46,456 --> 00:27:49,459 Today should be an opportunity to really get to the point 709 00:27:49,459 --> 00:27:51,920 where you feel comfortable with me meeting your family. 710 00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:53,171 How are we liking Jasper so far? 711 00:27:53,171 --> 00:27:54,298 - Oh, it's stunning. 712 00:27:54,298 --> 00:27:55,382 - Loving it. - Oh, top tier, honestly. 713 00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:57,009 - Beautiful, right? - It's stunning. 714 00:27:57,009 --> 00:28:00,345 - It was hard not getting the one-on-one this week, 715 00:28:00,345 --> 00:28:03,849 but I am hopeful that fresh air and just being 716 00:28:03,849 --> 00:28:05,601 in the outdoors is gonna help ground me 717 00:28:05,601 --> 00:28:07,019 a little bit for today. 718 00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:09,271 I'm gonna make time when I can, 719 00:28:09,271 --> 00:28:10,731 because he's what's most important here. 720 00:28:10,731 --> 00:28:12,107 - All right, well, if you guys are ready to go, 721 00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:13,317 we can head over this way 722 00:28:13,317 --> 00:28:15,068 and see what we're gonna be doing. 723 00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:16,486 Let's go. - I got my boots. 724 00:28:16,486 --> 00:28:18,071 I got my jacket. 725 00:28:18,071 --> 00:28:20,699 I got my beanie. This city slicker is ready. 726 00:28:20,699 --> 00:28:22,618 Whatever we're doing, I'm gonna give it my all, 727 00:28:22,618 --> 00:28:25,579 because I really want to introduce Joey to my family. 728 00:28:25,579 --> 00:28:27,873 [indistinct chatter] 729 00:28:27,873 --> 00:28:31,919 [rock music] 730 00:28:31,919 --> 00:28:33,003 - Oh, my God. - Oh, yeah. 731 00:28:33,003 --> 00:28:34,838 - I'm intimidated. 732 00:28:34,838 --> 00:28:36,673 [ax chopping] 733 00:28:36,673 --> 00:28:38,926 - So, ladies, if you can't tell already, 734 00:28:38,926 --> 00:28:41,553 we are gonna be learning how to be lumberjacks, 735 00:28:41,553 --> 00:28:44,848 or "lumberjills" in your case, today. 736 00:28:44,848 --> 00:28:47,601 And we have a certified badass here, Anita, 737 00:28:47,601 --> 00:28:48,936 that's gonna be helping us. 738 00:28:48,936 --> 00:28:51,313 Anita competes in the sport. 739 00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:53,857 She is a five-time Canadian champion, 740 00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:55,859 so we're lucky to have her help us out today. 741 00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:58,278 - Thank you so much, Joey. That was a lovely introduction. 742 00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:00,697 I love this sport, and I love sharing it with everyone. 743 00:29:00,697 --> 00:29:04,826 It takes passion and dedication and strength. 744 00:29:04,826 --> 00:29:06,411 - And that's all, really, I'm looking for in a partner. 745 00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:08,246 And also a little bit of a sense of humor, too, 746 00:29:08,246 --> 00:29:09,581 but I don't know if that has anything 747 00:29:09,581 --> 00:29:10,582 to do with lumberjack. 748 00:29:10,582 --> 00:29:11,959 - Absolutely. - Okay, good. 749 00:29:11,959 --> 00:29:13,669 - So we're gonna start with the single saw. 750 00:29:13,669 --> 00:29:16,296 And it's called a M-tooth. And it's all legs. 751 00:29:16,296 --> 00:29:18,423 [quirky music] 752 00:29:18,423 --> 00:29:20,801 - Okay. - There you go. 753 00:29:20,801 --> 00:29:22,719 - Um, I'm pretty excited. 754 00:29:22,719 --> 00:29:26,014 I grew up woodworking with my dad, so I'm like, can we go? 755 00:29:26,014 --> 00:29:27,933 Let's get it on. 756 00:29:27,933 --> 00:29:29,643 [all cheering] - Yeah! 757 00:29:29,643 --> 00:29:30,686 - That was hot. 758 00:29:30,686 --> 00:29:33,271 ♪ ♪ 759 00:29:33,271 --> 00:29:35,732 - Hey! [laughs] [all cheering] 760 00:29:35,732 --> 00:29:37,609 - Obviously, I'm excited to see Joey, 761 00:29:37,609 --> 00:29:40,445 but I don't usually do the outdoors. 762 00:29:40,445 --> 00:29:42,572 Like, I'm not an outdoorsy kind of gal. 763 00:29:42,572 --> 00:29:43,949 I don't camp, I glamp. 764 00:29:43,949 --> 00:29:46,201 Like, I'm a little lost in this. 765 00:29:46,201 --> 00:29:47,703 [sputters] - Not bad. 766 00:29:47,703 --> 00:29:49,913 - You got it. 767 00:29:49,913 --> 00:29:52,290 - Ooh. - Oh. 768 00:29:52,290 --> 00:29:53,917 - That was a little aggressive. 769 00:29:53,917 --> 00:29:55,961 - You'll get it. 770 00:29:55,961 --> 00:29:58,505 - I think I need to stop. Someone's gonna get hurt. 771 00:29:58,505 --> 00:30:00,716 After coming off such an amazing one-on-one, 772 00:30:00,716 --> 00:30:01,925 I'm not happy about being on a group date 773 00:30:01,925 --> 00:30:04,553 with three other people. 774 00:30:04,553 --> 00:30:07,305 - Easy. Easy. Getting close to that thing. 775 00:30:07,305 --> 00:30:08,765 - This is harder than it looks. 776 00:30:08,765 --> 00:30:11,018 I think it's extremely frustrating. 777 00:30:11,018 --> 00:30:12,144 If I'm not gonna be with Joey, 778 00:30:12,144 --> 00:30:14,021 I would rather just be by myself. 779 00:30:14,021 --> 00:30:16,982 And I feel like I need to let my anger out a little bit. 780 00:30:16,982 --> 00:30:20,152 [intense music] 781 00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:22,195 - Oh, [bleep]. - Straight up. Straight-- 782 00:30:22,195 --> 00:30:23,655 - Remind me never to hand you an ax. 783 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,741 - I did it in a Maria way. 784 00:30:25,741 --> 00:30:29,578 Trust the process. Trust the process. 785 00:30:29,578 --> 00:30:32,205 - We've just spent a bit of time learning some skills. 786 00:30:32,205 --> 00:30:34,166 We're gonna go put them to use. 787 00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:36,209 We've got a little competition for you, okay? 788 00:30:36,209 --> 00:30:38,045 all: Ooh. - So let's go get you changed. 789 00:30:38,045 --> 00:30:40,172 Your flannels are over there. We'll see you up there 790 00:30:40,172 --> 00:30:41,715 - Thanks. Whoo! - See you, girls. 791 00:30:41,715 --> 00:30:43,800 The weird part about today is it's therapeutic. 792 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:45,052 It's fun to see these girls 793 00:30:45,052 --> 00:30:47,012 get a little bit of frustration out. 794 00:30:47,012 --> 00:30:49,181 I'm sure each one of them wanted a one-on-one this week, 795 00:30:49,181 --> 00:30:51,183 but I'm just looking for these women to give it their all. 796 00:30:51,183 --> 00:30:52,476 - Oh, it has our name on it. 797 00:30:52,476 --> 00:30:54,227 - No one here is a lumberjack. 798 00:30:54,227 --> 00:30:56,104 They just learned how to be one. 799 00:30:56,104 --> 00:30:57,939 And I think it's just gonna be a fun way 800 00:30:57,939 --> 00:30:59,816 for them to compete, see who really wants it. 801 00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:01,777 It should be a good stamp on a great day. 802 00:31:01,777 --> 00:31:04,780 - You guys look great-- very Canadian. 803 00:31:04,780 --> 00:31:06,823 The fastest woman will win. 804 00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:10,077 Round one is going to be Rachel versus Jenn. 805 00:31:10,077 --> 00:31:13,580 One, two, three. [air horn blares] 806 00:31:13,580 --> 00:31:16,625 - Oh, yeah, keep it rolling. Keep it rolling. 807 00:31:16,625 --> 00:31:19,252 - Flip that thing. - There we go. There we go. 808 00:31:19,252 --> 00:31:21,713 - Today is really, really hard. 809 00:31:21,713 --> 00:31:23,965 But no matter what the task is, every time I'm with Joey, 810 00:31:23,965 --> 00:31:25,258 everything feels very natural, 811 00:31:25,258 --> 00:31:27,094 which is what I absolutely love. 812 00:31:27,094 --> 00:31:29,012 - Keep breathing. - That's it. Use your legs. 813 00:31:29,012 --> 00:31:31,640 - I think my feelings will grow stronger seeing him 814 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:33,517 with my family, which is what I'm looking for 815 00:31:33,517 --> 00:31:35,685 to kind of grow in our relationship. 816 00:31:35,685 --> 00:31:37,521 - Whoa, whoa. Come on, Jenn. - Come on, let's go, Jenn. 817 00:31:37,521 --> 00:31:39,064 - Keep going, Jenn. - I'm drinking the milk. 818 00:31:39,064 --> 00:31:40,607 - So I'm lactose intolerant, 819 00:31:40,607 --> 00:31:42,359 and I'm allergic to milk protein, 820 00:31:42,359 --> 00:31:43,693 but I'm gonna drink this elk milk. 821 00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:45,362 - [gags] 822 00:31:45,362 --> 00:31:47,280 - Do what you got to do to get to Hometowns, 823 00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:49,032 and that's what I'm focused on. 824 00:31:49,032 --> 00:31:52,202 [Joey gags] [breathing heavily] 825 00:31:52,202 --> 00:31:54,162 Ugh. 826 00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:56,289 - Rachel, you okay? - Yeah. 827 00:31:56,289 --> 00:31:58,625 That was so good. [laughter] 828 00:31:58,625 --> 00:32:00,127 - I actually kind of liked it. It wasn't that bad. 829 00:32:00,127 --> 00:32:02,629 - Okay, so round two. 830 00:32:02,629 --> 00:32:03,880 Ladies, you ready? 831 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,549 - Ready. - Ready. 832 00:32:05,549 --> 00:32:09,344 - Three, two, one. [air horn blares] 833 00:32:09,344 --> 00:32:11,513 - What the hell? 834 00:32:11,513 --> 00:32:12,973 - Come on. Come on. - Let's go. 835 00:32:12,973 --> 00:32:14,724 Top of the log. Let's go. 836 00:32:14,724 --> 00:32:17,310 - There it is, Kelsey. - Nice job, Kelsey. Let's go. 837 00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:18,770 - There it is. both: Come on, Maria. 838 00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:21,648 - Here I am--I'm really truly trying to adapt to this. 839 00:32:21,648 --> 00:32:24,484 And I think the goal is for all of us to be secure 840 00:32:24,484 --> 00:32:27,362 in our relationship with Joey going to Hometowns. 841 00:32:27,362 --> 00:32:29,781 And for me, this isn't doing that, like, at all. 842 00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:31,616 - Run. Catch up. Come on. 843 00:32:31,616 --> 00:32:33,368 - Obviously, I was struggling. 844 00:32:33,368 --> 00:32:34,953 You know, the hardest part 845 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:36,621 is just the fact that there's other girls here. 846 00:32:36,621 --> 00:32:39,040 Like, I don't--I just-- I don't know. 847 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:40,208 - Yeah. - Yeah. 848 00:32:40,208 --> 00:32:43,128 - [grunting] 849 00:32:43,128 --> 00:32:45,589 - Let's go, Maria. Keep going. 850 00:32:45,589 --> 00:32:47,591 - Time. 851 00:32:47,591 --> 00:32:49,593 - I mean... 852 00:32:49,593 --> 00:32:51,219 I don't like competition. 853 00:32:51,219 --> 00:32:54,055 And I don't know how things could get worse. 854 00:32:54,055 --> 00:32:55,557 - Kelsey, you're the winner 855 00:32:55,557 --> 00:32:58,894 of today's Ultimate Lumberjill competition. 856 00:32:58,894 --> 00:33:00,854 - It was fun today--I think the girls gave it their all, 857 00:33:00,854 --> 00:33:02,230 regardless of how they felt. 858 00:33:02,230 --> 00:33:04,191 I think that the ax-throwing part 859 00:33:04,191 --> 00:33:06,193 was a little bit easier for everyone, but... 860 00:33:06,193 --> 00:33:08,320 Hello. - Hi. 861 00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:09,863 - What's up? 862 00:33:09,863 --> 00:33:11,948 - Just wanted to steal you for a little good-luck kiss. 863 00:33:11,948 --> 00:33:13,742 - Oh, did you, now? - Mm-hmm. 864 00:33:13,742 --> 00:33:17,204 [dramatic music] 865 00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:19,080 - What the hell? 866 00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:20,790 Are you for real right now? 867 00:33:20,790 --> 00:33:25,545 ♪ ♪ 868 00:33:25,545 --> 00:33:26,922 - Okay, have a good interview. - Okay, see you later. 869 00:33:26,922 --> 00:33:29,174 - I did not need to see that. 870 00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:31,301 - Did they forget that I have an ax? 871 00:33:31,301 --> 00:33:34,262 Seeing Jenn kiss Joey made me sick to my stomach. 872 00:33:34,262 --> 00:33:36,598 Disappointing. 873 00:33:36,598 --> 00:33:38,642 No. Fine. Whatever. 874 00:33:38,642 --> 00:33:40,685 I saw something coming along these lines, 875 00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:42,812 but not in front of my face. 876 00:33:42,812 --> 00:33:45,482 And I don't even know what to say to Joey tonight. 877 00:33:45,482 --> 00:33:47,609 It's extremely out of my comfort zone 878 00:33:47,609 --> 00:33:51,905 to introduce someone to my family that's not all mine. 879 00:33:51,905 --> 00:33:53,448 [sighs] I just-- 880 00:33:53,448 --> 00:33:55,909 ♪ ♪ 881 00:33:55,909 --> 00:33:57,994 This is just too much. 882 00:34:01,248 --> 00:34:04,000 [wind whooshing softly] 883 00:34:08,380 --> 00:34:11,383 [dramatic music] 884 00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:18,181 ♪ ♪ 885 00:34:21,142 --> 00:34:25,689 - Tonight is the after-party, and it's just big. 886 00:34:25,689 --> 00:34:29,025 I have four really strong connections tonight-- 887 00:34:29,025 --> 00:34:32,988 four people that I can see myself meeting their family. 888 00:34:32,988 --> 00:34:36,324 And this rose means I'll get that chance. 889 00:34:36,324 --> 00:34:39,494 So I have tough decisions to make ahead. 890 00:34:39,494 --> 00:34:41,162 Hi, everyone. 891 00:34:41,162 --> 00:34:42,664 How we feeling? 892 00:34:42,664 --> 00:34:43,748 - Good. - Good? 893 00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,667 You all look very nice. 894 00:34:45,667 --> 00:34:47,294 - I'm concerned. 895 00:34:47,294 --> 00:34:50,171 Today on the date, I saw Jenn kiss him. 896 00:34:50,171 --> 00:34:51,965 And at first, I was like, ha ha ha. 897 00:34:51,965 --> 00:34:56,177 But then I was like, no, my man kissed another woman. 898 00:34:56,177 --> 00:34:59,556 And the reality of it is that I felt like [bleep]. 899 00:34:59,556 --> 00:35:01,266 Today was obviously a very vulnerable place 900 00:35:01,266 --> 00:35:02,809 for me to be in. 901 00:35:02,809 --> 00:35:04,978 And I'm a little nervous how things 902 00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:06,730 are gonna go for me tonight. 903 00:35:06,730 --> 00:35:08,648 - Well, let's start off with a little bit of a toast, 904 00:35:08,648 --> 00:35:10,817 why don't we? 905 00:35:10,817 --> 00:35:13,194 I feel so lucky to be here with each and every one of you. 906 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:15,030 I'm just looking forward to tonight 907 00:35:15,030 --> 00:35:17,115 to continue to further those connections. 908 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:18,950 And it's tough, because I can see myself 909 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:20,744 meeting each of your families. 910 00:35:20,744 --> 00:35:22,996 So, as always, cheers to you beautiful women 911 00:35:22,996 --> 00:35:25,290 and how lucky I am. - Aw, cheers. 912 00:35:25,290 --> 00:35:27,542 [glasses clinking] - Tink. 913 00:35:27,542 --> 00:35:29,753 - My stomach is in knots right now 914 00:35:29,753 --> 00:35:31,921 thinking about the conversation that I have to have 915 00:35:31,921 --> 00:35:33,548 with Joey tonight. 916 00:35:33,548 --> 00:35:36,593 I need to get some clarity from him where he stands 917 00:35:36,593 --> 00:35:38,511 with me and our relationship. 918 00:35:38,511 --> 00:35:40,972 It's tough to know truly where he's at 919 00:35:40,972 --> 00:35:43,391 in comparison to all the other women. 920 00:35:43,391 --> 00:35:47,145 Like, it's tough to not be insecure about that. 921 00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:50,023 I guess I'm just nervous to see what he says back. 922 00:35:50,023 --> 00:35:52,108 - How you feeling? - I've been better. 923 00:35:52,108 --> 00:35:53,401 - Okay. 924 00:35:53,401 --> 00:35:55,320 You want to talk a little bit more about that? 925 00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:58,239 - I mean, I think, like, this week has been 926 00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:00,909 one of the hardest weeks for me. 927 00:36:00,909 --> 00:36:03,119 How this week panned out 928 00:36:03,119 --> 00:36:05,830 with, like, the one-on-ones and stuff, 929 00:36:05,830 --> 00:36:07,582 like, it was tough... - Mm-hmm. 930 00:36:07,582 --> 00:36:09,000 - To kind of sit with that. 931 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:10,835 It made me put a wall up. 932 00:36:10,835 --> 00:36:13,588 Like, I think a one-on-one would have really progressed 933 00:36:13,588 --> 00:36:15,674 our relationship and gotten me to a place where I'm like, 934 00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:19,177 okay, like, Hometowns seems great, you know? 935 00:36:19,177 --> 00:36:20,553 - I appreciate you sharing that. 936 00:36:20,553 --> 00:36:22,263 - Yeah. 937 00:36:22,263 --> 00:36:25,058 - I can tell you, when I'm with you, I'm here 100%. 938 00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:26,810 - Mm-hmm. - I hope that you still can see 939 00:36:26,810 --> 00:36:29,854 something in this that you're not afraid to fully give that. 940 00:36:29,854 --> 00:36:32,565 - I'm definitely excited 941 00:36:32,565 --> 00:36:36,069 for you to meet my family, like, if we get there. 942 00:36:36,069 --> 00:36:38,613 But my family's complicated. - Mm-hmm. 943 00:36:38,613 --> 00:36:41,116 - With Hometowns, it's like a comparison. 944 00:36:41,116 --> 00:36:43,451 It's like, who are you gonna feel most comfortable with? 945 00:36:43,451 --> 00:36:45,370 And it's not gonna be my family. 946 00:36:45,370 --> 00:36:46,955 Like, having, like, American culture 947 00:36:46,955 --> 00:36:48,623 and then, like, Vietnamese culture 948 00:36:48,623 --> 00:36:50,834 and then my mom not really understanding fully 949 00:36:50,834 --> 00:36:53,044 the American culture part of it and everything-- 950 00:36:53,044 --> 00:36:55,380 like, it's just, like, there are sides of me and parts of me 951 00:36:55,380 --> 00:36:57,507 that she will never really fully understand. 952 00:36:57,507 --> 00:36:59,426 - Mm-hmm. - And I've never brought 953 00:36:59,426 --> 00:37:01,302 anybody home before. - I was gonna ask that. 954 00:37:01,302 --> 00:37:04,639 - So I don't really know what that's gonna look like. 955 00:37:04,639 --> 00:37:07,726 And that's also--like, a lot of the anxiety's around that, too. 956 00:37:07,726 --> 00:37:09,144 - I hope you understand that 957 00:37:09,144 --> 00:37:11,104 that doesn't scare me in any way 958 00:37:11,104 --> 00:37:13,148 or change the way I feel about you. 959 00:37:13,148 --> 00:37:15,150 And I'll do everything in my power 960 00:37:15,150 --> 00:37:17,235 to feel like I can be a part of your family. 961 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,696 I can promise you that. 962 00:37:19,696 --> 00:37:21,656 - Thank you. 963 00:37:21,656 --> 00:37:23,658 ♪ ♪ 964 00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:26,411 I really needed to hear that, I think. 965 00:37:26,411 --> 00:37:29,873 Sometimes I feel like I'm just, like, not cut out for this. 966 00:37:29,873 --> 00:37:32,667 - Trust me, it's a common conversation. 967 00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:34,627 - [chuckles] 968 00:37:34,627 --> 00:37:37,088 ♪ ♪ 969 00:37:37,088 --> 00:37:41,885 - I feel a lot better about where we're at. 970 00:37:41,885 --> 00:37:44,596 It was really, really nice to hear him kind of talk me out 971 00:37:44,596 --> 00:37:48,600 of my bad headspace and kind of reassure me 972 00:37:48,600 --> 00:37:50,894 that, yeah, there is a future here. 973 00:37:50,894 --> 00:37:52,312 - You good? 974 00:37:52,312 --> 00:37:53,813 - Yeah, you made me feel a lot better. 975 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:55,565 - Don't worry about it. 976 00:37:55,565 --> 00:37:57,901 - But then I can never be too confident. 977 00:37:57,901 --> 00:37:59,778 Like, as much as, like, he reassured me, 978 00:37:59,778 --> 00:38:01,696 he made me feel so good, 979 00:38:01,696 --> 00:38:04,491 there's always a little voice in the back of my head, 980 00:38:04,491 --> 00:38:06,993 like, you know, is he also saying this to everybody else? 981 00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:09,996 So it's tough. 982 00:38:09,996 --> 00:38:11,956 - Well, it was awesome to see you have fun with it 983 00:38:11,956 --> 00:38:13,249 and just fully commit to today, 984 00:38:13,249 --> 00:38:14,959 'cause I know those competitions-- 985 00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,628 those days can be a little crazy. 986 00:38:16,628 --> 00:38:18,963 But you always bring it. There's zero doubts on that. 987 00:38:18,963 --> 00:38:21,508 - Yeah. I mean, I left the date on a high, for sure. 988 00:38:21,508 --> 00:38:23,927 - Good. - Um... 989 00:38:23,927 --> 00:38:26,221 but I think that, like, 990 00:38:26,221 --> 00:38:27,847 I get in my head a lot. - Mm-hmm. 991 00:38:27,847 --> 00:38:29,724 - And, like, I know you're gonna have, like, 992 00:38:29,724 --> 00:38:30,975 interactions with other people 993 00:38:30,975 --> 00:38:32,769 and it's gonna be right in my face. 994 00:38:32,769 --> 00:38:35,438 And it is what it is. 995 00:38:35,438 --> 00:38:38,358 I'm at peace with that at this point. 996 00:38:38,358 --> 00:38:40,401 But, like, it's hard, Joey. - Mm-hmm. I know. 997 00:38:40,401 --> 00:38:42,987 - It's hard. 998 00:38:42,987 --> 00:38:46,407 My feelings are really, like... 999 00:38:46,407 --> 00:38:47,784 they're really strong. 1000 00:38:47,784 --> 00:38:49,911 I want us to, like, get to a point 1001 00:38:49,911 --> 00:38:52,580 where we can feel comfortable, you know, going into Hometowns. 1002 00:38:52,580 --> 00:38:54,499 - That was something I really want 1003 00:38:54,499 --> 00:38:56,209 to make sure we take time to talk about is... 1004 00:38:56,209 --> 00:38:57,669 - Yeah. - What that would even 1005 00:38:57,669 --> 00:39:00,547 look like next week, how you feel about that. 1006 00:39:00,547 --> 00:39:03,049 - My dad actually doesn't know, 1007 00:39:03,049 --> 00:39:04,300 like, where I'm at right now. 1008 00:39:04,300 --> 00:39:05,844 - Okay. - He, uh-- 1009 00:39:05,844 --> 00:39:07,303 I know he loves me, 1010 00:39:07,303 --> 00:39:08,930 and I know he wants the best for me. 1011 00:39:08,930 --> 00:39:10,598 It's just that I think what he thinks is best 1012 00:39:10,598 --> 00:39:12,559 and what I think is best is just too different. 1013 00:39:12,559 --> 00:39:15,812 - Mm-hmm. I can expect that would be a tough conversation 1014 00:39:15,812 --> 00:39:17,856 in person to meet as well. - Mm-hmm. 1015 00:39:17,856 --> 00:39:22,068 As hard as it is, like, I know how my heart feels. 1016 00:39:22,068 --> 00:39:25,321 And it feels full when I'm with you. 1017 00:39:25,321 --> 00:39:26,656 And I love that. 1018 00:39:26,656 --> 00:39:29,284 [light music] 1019 00:39:29,284 --> 00:39:31,953 ♪ ♪ 1020 00:39:31,953 --> 00:39:36,165 It felt really amazing to let that go and release it. 1021 00:39:36,165 --> 00:39:38,501 I'm actually getting a little emotional, 1022 00:39:38,501 --> 00:39:40,920 but it's, like, good emotions. I'm, like, really happy. 1023 00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:42,672 I feel like a weight has come off of me. 1024 00:39:42,672 --> 00:39:47,302 I think a level of fear has kind of left me. 1025 00:39:47,302 --> 00:39:50,763 I think I just feel better letting him know where I'm at. 1026 00:39:50,763 --> 00:39:54,309 Everything else is in his hands. 1027 00:39:54,309 --> 00:39:56,436 - That rose on that table... 1028 00:39:56,436 --> 00:39:58,563 - It's freaking me out. I can't look at it. 1029 00:39:58,563 --> 00:40:00,690 - That's why every time I go to a group date, I just try to... 1030 00:40:00,690 --> 00:40:03,318 - Yeah. But this one's, like, just different, 1031 00:40:03,318 --> 00:40:05,445 because it just means without a question, 1032 00:40:05,445 --> 00:40:07,572 he knows he wants to go to Hometowns. 1033 00:40:07,572 --> 00:40:09,157 And it just hits different. - It does. 1034 00:40:09,157 --> 00:40:10,783 - Yeah. - No, it does. 1035 00:40:10,783 --> 00:40:12,827 - I don't like how I feel right now. 1036 00:40:12,827 --> 00:40:15,663 I do really like Joey, and I see us together. 1037 00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:18,541 That's not--Like, it's crazy. I do. I just do. 1038 00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:20,293 But I've seen him with the other women. 1039 00:40:20,293 --> 00:40:21,794 I've seen the way he has connections. 1040 00:40:21,794 --> 00:40:23,630 It gets the best of me. 1041 00:40:23,630 --> 00:40:26,299 - I'm 100% comfortable and excited going into next week. 1042 00:40:26,299 --> 00:40:29,052 My family would adore you-- 1043 00:40:29,052 --> 00:40:31,554 I mean, like, who wouldn't adore you? 1044 00:40:31,554 --> 00:40:34,307 - When I'm not with Joey, my mind starts racing. 1045 00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:36,392 And I get in my head. 1046 00:40:36,392 --> 00:40:37,810 And, you know, I see things, 1047 00:40:37,810 --> 00:40:41,356 hear things that obviously get to me. 1048 00:40:41,356 --> 00:40:43,983 This is some other level of hard. 1049 00:40:43,983 --> 00:40:46,069 This is other women being involved. 1050 00:40:46,069 --> 00:40:48,071 It's not normal. 1051 00:40:48,071 --> 00:40:50,031 And I know what I signed up for, 1052 00:40:50,031 --> 00:40:52,492 but it's finally all hitting me 1053 00:40:52,492 --> 00:40:54,619 because of how real it is to me. 1054 00:40:54,619 --> 00:40:56,371 - I do have one more thing to show you, though. 1055 00:40:56,371 --> 00:40:58,748 It's a little soft launch of my family. 1056 00:40:58,748 --> 00:40:59,916 - Okay. Okay. 1057 00:40:59,916 --> 00:41:01,626 - My favorite picture of my parents 1058 00:41:01,626 --> 00:41:03,336 when they were madly in love. 1059 00:41:03,336 --> 00:41:05,797 - Look at this. - They're so cute. 1060 00:41:05,797 --> 00:41:10,218 - I always say I'm confident, and, like, I see him as mine. 1061 00:41:10,218 --> 00:41:12,637 And I want him to frickin' be so excited 1062 00:41:12,637 --> 00:41:15,974 about just me being his, you know? 1063 00:41:15,974 --> 00:41:18,559 And the fact that we can't do that is the scariest thing. 1064 00:41:18,559 --> 00:41:20,395 [sighs] 1065 00:41:20,395 --> 00:41:23,356 [softly] I don't know. It's just a lot. 1066 00:41:23,356 --> 00:41:26,401 - I love how confident you are about me, 1067 00:41:26,401 --> 00:41:28,403 'cause I can feel it, and I need that. 1068 00:41:28,403 --> 00:41:29,904 I do. - Yeah. [giggles] 1069 00:41:29,904 --> 00:41:35,660 ♪ ♪ 1070 00:41:35,660 --> 00:41:38,121 - It's just gonna kill me that I can't, you know, 1071 00:41:38,121 --> 00:41:40,331 tell my family, like, this is it. 1072 00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:42,750 And they're gonna fall in love with him--I know it. 1073 00:41:42,750 --> 00:41:45,545 And I just want it to be the end. 1074 00:41:45,545 --> 00:41:47,630 I'm spiraling. 1075 00:41:47,630 --> 00:41:49,966 - Oh, just don't wait for me, eh? 1076 00:41:49,966 --> 00:41:51,759 - Eh? - You like my Canadian "ehs"? 1077 00:41:51,759 --> 00:41:53,803 - Yeah. 1078 00:41:53,803 --> 00:41:56,139 [voice breaking] I just want to be, like, chosen, you know? 1079 00:41:56,139 --> 00:41:58,224 And so does Joey, obviously. 1080 00:41:58,224 --> 00:42:00,143 And I don't want him to think that I don't choose him. 1081 00:42:00,143 --> 00:42:03,479 I do, but I want to be chosen, too. 1082 00:42:03,479 --> 00:42:05,690 I'm realizing I'm not cut out for this. 1083 00:42:05,690 --> 00:42:07,734 I just--I like you so much, 1084 00:42:07,734 --> 00:42:10,319 but I did want to talk to you about a few things. 1085 00:42:10,319 --> 00:42:12,238 - Okay. 1086 00:42:12,238 --> 00:42:14,032 - You know, like, 1087 00:42:14,032 --> 00:42:17,201 Hometowns means so much to me. 1088 00:42:17,201 --> 00:42:20,246 And I haven't introduced, like, anyone to my family 1089 00:42:20,246 --> 00:42:22,290 unless I've started dating them. 1090 00:42:22,290 --> 00:42:24,792 And I think just with you, 1091 00:42:24,792 --> 00:42:27,211 knowing that I'm going into it 1092 00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:29,589 with you not being mine, you know-- 1093 00:42:29,589 --> 00:42:33,092 You know, at first, I was like, I want him to experience 1094 00:42:33,092 --> 00:42:36,220 every girl in here, so when he ends up with me, 1095 00:42:36,220 --> 00:42:38,097 it means more. 1096 00:42:38,097 --> 00:42:40,975 But the reality of it is that you have connections 1097 00:42:40,975 --> 00:42:43,227 with the other women, and I-- 1098 00:42:43,227 --> 00:42:45,229 - But I have connections with you, too. 1099 00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:46,481 - I know. 1100 00:42:46,481 --> 00:42:48,483 - You always discredit what we have. 1101 00:42:48,483 --> 00:42:49,984 - No. - What we could have. You do. 1102 00:42:49,984 --> 00:42:51,652 You're doing it right now. 1103 00:42:51,652 --> 00:42:53,654 - I don't--you know, today I saw you kiss Jenn. 1104 00:42:53,654 --> 00:42:55,948 And, like, obviously, I wasn't meant to see that, 1105 00:42:55,948 --> 00:43:00,703 but, like, bringing you to meet my family, 1106 00:43:00,703 --> 00:43:04,207 knowing that you are that way with these other women, 1107 00:43:04,207 --> 00:43:07,585 it just doesn't sit right with me. 1108 00:43:07,585 --> 00:43:09,962 My biggest fear would be, like, doing all this 1109 00:43:09,962 --> 00:43:11,756 and not ending up with you. 1110 00:43:11,756 --> 00:43:15,760 It just--it's gotten the best of me, and... 1111 00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:17,345 I don't know. 1112 00:43:17,345 --> 00:43:19,222 I just--I don't know if I can do this anymore. 1113 00:43:21,057 --> 00:43:22,350 I don't know. 1114 00:43:22,350 --> 00:43:25,144 [dramatic music] 1115 00:43:25,144 --> 00:43:27,104 - It--I'm just-- 1116 00:43:27,104 --> 00:43:28,898 Last week was special to me, so to get this-- 1117 00:43:28,898 --> 00:43:30,566 - I know. And it was-- Are you kidding me? 1118 00:43:30,566 --> 00:43:32,318 It was so special to me. It changed everything for me. 1119 00:43:32,318 --> 00:43:34,445 But that's what made it so hard, too. 1120 00:43:34,445 --> 00:43:36,864 - I'm just-- I'm obviously shocked. 1121 00:43:36,864 --> 00:43:38,366 I didn't expect this. 1122 00:43:38,366 --> 00:43:40,785 ♪ ♪ 1123 00:43:40,785 --> 00:43:43,037 I want you to know how much I truthfully care 1124 00:43:43,037 --> 00:43:46,165 and that... 1125 00:43:46,165 --> 00:43:49,836 my biggest fear in all of this is not only the fact 1126 00:43:49,836 --> 00:43:51,796 that this wouldn't work for me, 1127 00:43:51,796 --> 00:43:54,298 but that the right person possibly couldn't see 1128 00:43:54,298 --> 00:43:56,008 themselves doing this in this way, 1129 00:43:56,008 --> 00:43:58,010 because I know I still have a lot of great women here 1130 00:43:58,010 --> 00:43:59,512 that I do have connections with. 1131 00:43:59,512 --> 00:44:00,888 - Yeah. - But you were one of them. 1132 00:44:00,888 --> 00:44:02,473 You don't talk about it enough, but-- 1133 00:44:02,473 --> 00:44:04,559 - I know, but, like, I just can't hear and know 1134 00:44:04,559 --> 00:44:07,645 that, like, you feel just as good or better 1135 00:44:07,645 --> 00:44:08,938 with other women. 1136 00:44:08,938 --> 00:44:11,315 I just--I can't do it anymore. 1137 00:44:11,315 --> 00:44:14,694 - Okay. It's not my job to pull that out of you... 1138 00:44:14,694 --> 00:44:16,654 - Yeah. - Or to force it, because... 1139 00:44:16,654 --> 00:44:19,156 I want someone to choose me. 1140 00:44:19,156 --> 00:44:21,409 Logically, my brain can understand. 1141 00:44:21,409 --> 00:44:23,578 But if I'm being honest, my heart's kind of, like-- 1142 00:44:23,578 --> 00:44:25,413 doesn't get it, 1143 00:44:25,413 --> 00:44:27,164 because I thought we were going somewhere. 1144 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:29,417 - Yeah. 1145 00:44:29,417 --> 00:44:30,877 - So is this it? 1146 00:44:30,877 --> 00:44:34,255 ♪ ♪ 1147 00:44:34,255 --> 00:44:35,923 Is it something that, truthfully, 1148 00:44:35,923 --> 00:44:38,384 like, your mind's made up? 1149 00:44:38,384 --> 00:44:41,929 Because it feels like it might be. 1150 00:44:41,929 --> 00:44:44,307 - [softly] I think it is. 1151 00:44:44,307 --> 00:44:46,642 Ah, I hate this. 1152 00:44:46,642 --> 00:44:52,440 ♪ ♪ 1153 00:44:52,440 --> 00:44:54,400 [sighs] 1154 00:44:54,400 --> 00:45:00,656 ♪ ♪ 1155 00:45:00,656 --> 00:45:02,450 [sniffles, cries] 1156 00:45:02,450 --> 00:45:07,496 ♪ ♪ 1157 00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:10,291 [sniffles, cries softly] 1158 00:45:10,291 --> 00:45:13,210 - I don't know what I'm supposed to say. 1159 00:45:13,210 --> 00:45:16,464 ♪ ♪ 1160 00:45:16,464 --> 00:45:18,007 - [sighs] 1161 00:45:20,218 --> 00:45:23,471 [dramatic music] 1162 00:45:23,471 --> 00:45:30,478 ♪ ♪ 1163 00:45:30,478 --> 00:45:32,521 - [crying] 1164 00:45:32,521 --> 00:45:37,401 ♪ ♪ 1165 00:45:37,401 --> 00:45:39,028 Like, I feel bad. 1166 00:45:39,028 --> 00:45:42,156 I don't want him to think it's him, 'cause it's not. 1167 00:45:42,156 --> 00:45:44,367 Like, trust me. It's [bleep] not. 1168 00:45:44,367 --> 00:45:48,329 I've only wanted to be with him, and, like... 1169 00:45:48,329 --> 00:45:50,248 It's just, like, I see how he feels 1170 00:45:50,248 --> 00:45:52,917 about the other girls, and I just don't like 1171 00:45:52,917 --> 00:45:55,836 that I can't say "he's mine." 1172 00:45:55,836 --> 00:45:58,089 - I'm not going to have feelings start to build 1173 00:45:58,089 --> 00:46:00,049 and me getting to a point and then just have it go away. 1174 00:46:00,049 --> 00:46:01,926 Like, I can't do that. 1175 00:46:01,926 --> 00:46:03,928 It's going to [bleep] with me. 1176 00:46:03,928 --> 00:46:05,805 I don't get what's going on right now. 1177 00:46:05,805 --> 00:46:08,182 Maria walks away, and I don't know if she's coming back 1178 00:46:08,182 --> 00:46:09,809 or if the next time she comes back, it's a goodbye. 1179 00:46:09,809 --> 00:46:11,352 I have no idea. 1180 00:46:11,352 --> 00:46:13,354 Now I'm questioning everything. 1181 00:46:13,354 --> 00:46:17,191 My biggest fear is someone I care about leaving this 1182 00:46:17,191 --> 00:46:19,652 and not seeing it with me. 1183 00:46:19,652 --> 00:46:21,696 Do you know how scary it would be 1184 00:46:21,696 --> 00:46:23,447 to get to that point of getting down on one knee 1185 00:46:23,447 --> 00:46:25,449 and her being across from me 1186 00:46:25,449 --> 00:46:27,493 and wondering if she was actually going to say 1187 00:46:27,493 --> 00:46:29,495 yes or no? 1188 00:46:29,495 --> 00:46:31,205 - Okay. 1189 00:46:31,205 --> 00:46:33,958 ♪ ♪ 1190 00:46:33,958 --> 00:46:35,167 Oh, God. 1191 00:46:35,167 --> 00:46:37,169 ♪ ♪ 1192 00:46:37,169 --> 00:46:39,380 Hi. - Hi. 1193 00:46:39,380 --> 00:46:42,341 ♪ ♪ 1194 00:46:42,341 --> 00:46:44,302 - Um... 1195 00:46:44,302 --> 00:46:46,762 well, I just had a little moment. 1196 00:46:46,762 --> 00:46:48,514 - Mm-hmm. 1197 00:46:48,514 --> 00:46:51,183 - Yeah, it hit me a little bit 1198 00:46:51,183 --> 00:46:53,686 because it's so real with how I feel. 1199 00:46:53,686 --> 00:46:55,479 I might have-- 1200 00:46:55,479 --> 00:46:57,231 I don't want to say "overreacted," 1201 00:46:57,231 --> 00:46:58,774 because, like, it's just truthfully how I feel. 1202 00:46:58,774 --> 00:47:00,234 - No, it was real. It was real. 1203 00:47:00,234 --> 00:47:02,028 I don't think it's an overreaction. 1204 00:47:02,028 --> 00:47:04,655 - And, you know, it just-- I think out loud a lot. 1205 00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:06,324 And I say things. 1206 00:47:06,324 --> 00:47:08,617 And I don't want you to ever think that it's you 1207 00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:10,870 that I'm, like, running from. 1208 00:47:10,870 --> 00:47:12,288 I think I'm just, like-- 1209 00:47:12,288 --> 00:47:15,166 because of how I feel with you, I'm scared. 1210 00:47:15,166 --> 00:47:18,252 And, like, I don't know-- I don't like seeing you 1211 00:47:18,252 --> 00:47:20,504 with the other women. 1212 00:47:20,504 --> 00:47:22,465 And I think it just got the best of me. 1213 00:47:22,465 --> 00:47:24,508 And... 1214 00:47:24,508 --> 00:47:27,636 ♪ ♪ 1215 00:47:27,636 --> 00:47:29,013 - I don't want you 1216 00:47:29,013 --> 00:47:31,015 to ever, like, not be that side of yourself. 1217 00:47:31,015 --> 00:47:32,266 Like, I want you to feel comfortable 1218 00:47:32,266 --> 00:47:33,851 to talk through what you're feeling. 1219 00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:35,519 I know dating you would be that. 1220 00:47:35,519 --> 00:47:38,439 I know being in an engagement and being married to you 1221 00:47:38,439 --> 00:47:39,982 would be that. 1222 00:47:39,982 --> 00:47:41,859 So I accept that side of you. 1223 00:47:41,859 --> 00:47:44,195 You're here because I love that side of you, too. 1224 00:47:44,195 --> 00:47:45,780 I think it makes you who you are. 1225 00:47:45,780 --> 00:47:47,531 - Mm-hmm. 1226 00:47:47,531 --> 00:47:50,659 - But just like how you have fears, I have fears, too. 1227 00:47:50,659 --> 00:47:53,287 It does suck that there's a possibility 1228 00:47:53,287 --> 00:47:55,206 it won't work out--I get that. 1229 00:47:55,206 --> 00:47:57,249 That was literally the conversation 1230 00:47:57,249 --> 00:47:58,542 of my entire Hometown with Charity. 1231 00:47:58,542 --> 00:48:00,127 - Yeah. 1232 00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:02,088 - My family couldn't accept the idea of this 1233 00:48:02,088 --> 00:48:04,090 because they were worried about me being hurt. 1234 00:48:04,090 --> 00:48:06,342 And at the end of the day, she didn't choose me, 1235 00:48:06,342 --> 00:48:09,386 but I'm here now, and I learned from it, 1236 00:48:09,386 --> 00:48:11,388 and I'm better from it, too. - Yeah. 1237 00:48:11,388 --> 00:48:13,724 - From the conversation we had last time, 1238 00:48:13,724 --> 00:48:16,143 how you talked about the last relationship and you're like-- 1239 00:48:16,143 --> 00:48:17,603 you, like, pretty much said, it was over. 1240 00:48:17,603 --> 00:48:19,146 And I ran from it. I forgot it. 1241 00:48:19,146 --> 00:48:21,357 Like, that scares me, 1242 00:48:21,357 --> 00:48:25,152 because it seemed like you were just about to walk out. 1243 00:48:25,152 --> 00:48:27,113 Like, if you felt the way that I felt, 1244 00:48:27,113 --> 00:48:29,740 there would be no way you would be doing that. 1245 00:48:29,740 --> 00:48:31,867 That makes me want to hold back 1246 00:48:31,867 --> 00:48:34,120 from letting the feelings that I'm truthfully feeling 1247 00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:36,372 start to develop, too. 1248 00:48:36,372 --> 00:48:39,917 Whoever I choose at the end, I'm in. 1249 00:48:39,917 --> 00:48:42,461 Nothing I see, nothing I hear will change from where I'm at, 1250 00:48:42,461 --> 00:48:44,463 because that's how I am. 1251 00:48:44,463 --> 00:48:47,508 And you have to start believing that it can be you. 1252 00:48:47,508 --> 00:48:50,094 I need someone that's in it fully. 1253 00:48:50,094 --> 00:48:51,846 - I know. 1254 00:48:51,846 --> 00:48:54,765 - So do you still want to be here? 1255 00:48:54,765 --> 00:48:56,350 Are you sure? - Yeah. 1256 00:48:56,350 --> 00:48:59,603 And I'm sorry that I went... - Don't apologize. 1257 00:48:59,603 --> 00:49:02,314 - About it this way. - I don't need an apology. 1258 00:49:02,314 --> 00:49:05,442 What I need and I hope will happen 1259 00:49:05,442 --> 00:49:07,570 is you consistently talking 1260 00:49:07,570 --> 00:49:09,321 through it with me... - Mm-hmm. 1261 00:49:09,321 --> 00:49:11,574 - But you feeling like you can still be here, 1262 00:49:11,574 --> 00:49:15,286 because I'm not going to be with someone 1263 00:49:15,286 --> 00:49:18,247 that can't see this and trust it. 1264 00:49:18,247 --> 00:49:20,249 - But I'm telling you... - And I'm hearing it. 1265 00:49:20,249 --> 00:49:22,751 - I can see it. I've seen it. It's us. 1266 00:49:22,751 --> 00:49:25,004 - But this is what it is. 1267 00:49:25,004 --> 00:49:28,174 - I'm not kissing you tonight, because I saw you kiss her, 1268 00:49:28,174 --> 00:49:30,009 and it scared me. - You really-- 1269 00:49:30,009 --> 00:49:31,802 you're not even going to kiss me tonight because of that? 1270 00:49:31,802 --> 00:49:33,596 - No, because you need to learn your lesson. 1271 00:49:33,596 --> 00:49:36,515 - Again, you also understand that was something that-- 1272 00:49:38,184 --> 00:49:40,186 - Okay, keep going. I'm listening. 1273 00:49:40,186 --> 00:49:43,355 - You're all over the place, woman. 1274 00:49:43,355 --> 00:49:46,650 - [smooching] 1275 00:49:46,650 --> 00:49:49,403 - I'm feeling conflicted. 1276 00:49:49,403 --> 00:49:51,405 I know Maria gets in her head sometimes. 1277 00:49:51,405 --> 00:49:54,033 I know she just spews it out and talks it out. 1278 00:49:54,033 --> 00:49:57,161 I just--it's making me question if I can trust 1279 00:49:57,161 --> 00:49:59,205 that she'll ever get there. 1280 00:49:59,205 --> 00:50:01,457 There's so many great women here 1281 00:50:01,457 --> 00:50:03,417 that have given me a lot of confidence 1282 00:50:03,417 --> 00:50:05,669 that they would never do that, but maybe that's not real. 1283 00:50:05,669 --> 00:50:08,255 Maybe what Maria is saying is more real, because I get it. 1284 00:50:08,255 --> 00:50:10,257 I feel it. I understand that. 1285 00:50:11,884 --> 00:50:13,802 It's so confusing. 1286 00:50:13,802 --> 00:50:15,679 Am I just being an idiot, 1287 00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:18,182 and I'm falling and investing in these women 1288 00:50:18,182 --> 00:50:20,309 that maybe don't see it with me? 1289 00:50:20,309 --> 00:50:22,853 In my position, how can I make justified 1290 00:50:22,853 --> 00:50:26,023 and confident decisions when I have this sense of doubt? 1291 00:50:26,023 --> 00:50:27,983 - Hello. 1292 00:50:27,983 --> 00:50:30,778 - I'm afraid of consistently investing in someone 1293 00:50:30,778 --> 00:50:32,988 that might just leave tomorrow. 1294 00:50:32,988 --> 00:50:34,949 It's nice and toasty in here. 1295 00:50:34,949 --> 00:50:37,451 I know it was a long night, 1296 00:50:37,451 --> 00:50:40,162 and I want you to know how much I really did appreciate today, 1297 00:50:40,162 --> 00:50:42,248 because it was a lot of fun. 1298 00:50:42,248 --> 00:50:46,168 And I appreciated the conversations tonight, too. 1299 00:50:46,168 --> 00:50:48,170 [sighs] 1300 00:50:48,170 --> 00:50:51,173 [dramatic music] 1301 00:50:51,173 --> 00:50:52,550 ♪ ♪ 1302 00:50:52,550 --> 00:50:56,220 I am sitting here in front of four remarkable women 1303 00:50:56,220 --> 00:50:58,681 that I see so much in. 1304 00:50:58,681 --> 00:51:02,726 And I do feel something special with each and every one of you. 1305 00:51:02,726 --> 00:51:04,895 ♪ ♪ 1306 00:51:04,895 --> 00:51:07,147 But... 1307 00:51:07,147 --> 00:51:09,566 tonight... 1308 00:51:09,566 --> 00:51:12,278 I cannot give out this rose to anyone. 1309 00:51:12,278 --> 00:51:15,781 ♪ ♪ 1310 00:51:15,781 --> 00:51:17,783 I need more time. 1311 00:51:17,783 --> 00:51:21,495 ♪ ♪ 1312 00:51:21,495 --> 00:51:24,832 And I am going to see you all later this week, 1313 00:51:24,832 --> 00:51:29,253 but I would love some hugs and some goodbyes, if that's okay. 1314 00:51:29,253 --> 00:51:31,005 - Good night. 1315 00:51:31,005 --> 00:51:34,258 ♪ ♪ 1316 00:51:34,258 --> 00:51:35,634 - Thank you. 1317 00:51:35,634 --> 00:51:41,640 ♪ ♪ 1318 00:51:41,640 --> 00:51:43,517 - I mean, of course, I would have wanted it. 1319 00:51:43,517 --> 00:51:46,061 So there is a part of me that is sad, disappointed, 1320 00:51:46,061 --> 00:51:49,315 but I just have to hope for the best at the Ceremony. 1321 00:51:49,315 --> 00:51:52,443 I really don't know what to think right now. 1322 00:51:52,443 --> 00:51:55,321 Now I think I'm doubting the conversation I had with him. 1323 00:51:55,321 --> 00:51:57,865 I'm just really hoping that he is confident 1324 00:51:57,865 --> 00:51:59,616 to take me to Hometowns. 1325 00:51:59,616 --> 00:52:02,119 - Yeah, I did not expect 1326 00:52:02,119 --> 00:52:04,747 the no-rose-handout tonight. 1327 00:52:04,747 --> 00:52:06,373 - I wish that he knew. 1328 00:52:06,373 --> 00:52:09,168 And I wish that he knew it was me. 1329 00:52:09,168 --> 00:52:11,879 I just feel like I'm losing him--I don't know. 1330 00:52:11,879 --> 00:52:14,923 - Yeah, it's definitely... 1331 00:52:14,923 --> 00:52:17,468 disappointing. 1332 00:52:17,468 --> 00:52:20,596 It's just hard to not know how someone's feeling 1333 00:52:20,596 --> 00:52:24,058 when you're feeling so strong about them. 1334 00:52:24,058 --> 00:52:25,851 - That puts a lot of pressure 1335 00:52:25,851 --> 00:52:28,103 on that cocktail party now, too. 1336 00:52:28,103 --> 00:52:29,855 - Mm-hmm. 1337 00:52:29,855 --> 00:52:32,024 - I'm freaking out. 1338 00:52:32,024 --> 00:52:34,151 I don't know what to expect moving forward. 1339 00:52:34,151 --> 00:52:35,861 And now it kind of scares me to think 1340 00:52:35,861 --> 00:52:38,614 that he might have some sort of reservation. 1341 00:52:38,614 --> 00:52:41,408 And I don't know. I don't know. 1342 00:52:41,408 --> 00:52:44,411 I'm afraid that I screwed things up with him. 1343 00:52:44,411 --> 00:52:46,205 ♪ ♪ 1344 00:52:48,540 --> 00:52:51,543 [soft music] 1345 00:52:51,543 --> 00:52:54,797 [birds chirping] 1346 00:52:54,797 --> 00:53:01,178 ♪ ♪ 1347 00:53:06,350 --> 00:53:09,395 - Last night-- not an easy night. 1348 00:53:09,395 --> 00:53:12,106 A lot of different emotions. It was a roller coaster. 1349 00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:14,316 Maria got to the point that she didn't know 1350 00:53:14,316 --> 00:53:16,026 if she could be here anymore. 1351 00:53:16,026 --> 00:53:18,946 And it's scary, because she's someone 1352 00:53:18,946 --> 00:53:20,739 I do see a future with, 1353 00:53:20,739 --> 00:53:23,117 that I'm trying to continue to build a connection with. 1354 00:53:23,117 --> 00:53:24,827 But I can't live with that fear. 1355 00:53:24,827 --> 00:53:28,080 I can't let it take away from what today can be. 1356 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:31,083 - [squeals softly, laughs] 1357 00:53:31,083 --> 00:53:35,337 Today I am so excited to go on this date with Kelsey A. 1358 00:53:35,337 --> 00:53:38,298 - How are you? - So good to see you. 1359 00:53:38,298 --> 00:53:40,300 How you doing? How you feeling? 1360 00:53:40,300 --> 00:53:41,677 - Good. I'm excited. 1361 00:53:41,677 --> 00:53:43,595 - Yeah? 1362 00:53:43,595 --> 00:53:45,639 I don't doubt that there's something there with Kelsey, 1363 00:53:45,639 --> 00:53:47,641 but especially after last night, 1364 00:53:47,641 --> 00:53:50,561 I just need a day where I have nothing but confidence 1365 00:53:50,561 --> 00:53:52,479 in the connection I have. 1366 00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:54,773 And I want to make sure that this is as strong 1367 00:53:54,773 --> 00:53:56,734 as I feel like it can be. 1368 00:53:56,734 --> 00:53:58,485 Today we're just going to explore the city of Jasper. 1369 00:53:58,485 --> 00:54:00,279 And I got some fun things in store, I think. 1370 00:54:00,279 --> 00:54:02,656 So you ready to get going? - I'm ready. 1371 00:54:02,656 --> 00:54:04,658 - All right, let's do it. - Let's go. 1372 00:54:04,658 --> 00:54:07,870 [upbeat music] 1373 00:54:07,870 --> 00:54:09,246 ♪ ♪ 1374 00:54:09,246 --> 00:54:11,165 Do you usually grab souvenirs 1375 00:54:11,165 --> 00:54:12,583 whenever you go visit somewhere? 1376 00:54:12,583 --> 00:54:14,710 - Sometimes. Are you a big bucket hat guy? 1377 00:54:14,710 --> 00:54:16,754 - I like rocking a bucket hat. See what it looks like on you. 1378 00:54:16,754 --> 00:54:18,505 That's a look. - Is it? 1379 00:54:18,505 --> 00:54:20,132 - That's a look. 1380 00:54:20,132 --> 00:54:22,176 - I'm thrilled about having another one-on-one. 1381 00:54:22,176 --> 00:54:24,136 It's been a minute since I had one, 1382 00:54:24,136 --> 00:54:26,346 so it just feels surreal, but I'm really excited. 1383 00:54:26,346 --> 00:54:28,807 I'm just so happy whenever I'm with Joey. 1384 00:54:28,807 --> 00:54:30,851 Everything's just so easy and fun with him. 1385 00:54:30,851 --> 00:54:32,895 [laughs] - Come on. 1386 00:54:32,895 --> 00:54:34,646 How cool are we? 1387 00:54:34,646 --> 00:54:36,815 - I can never stop smiling when I'm with him. 1388 00:54:36,815 --> 00:54:40,235 He really does make me feel so special and seen. 1389 00:54:40,235 --> 00:54:41,904 - Can we get two hot cocoas, please? 1390 00:54:41,904 --> 00:54:44,364 - Yeah, of course. - Thank you. 1391 00:54:44,364 --> 00:54:46,909 - When was the last time you had a hot cocoa? 1392 00:54:46,909 --> 00:54:48,368 Be honest. - [laughing] Yesterday. 1393 00:54:48,368 --> 00:54:49,912 - No. Really? 1394 00:54:49,912 --> 00:54:51,914 Thank you very much. - Thank you so much. 1395 00:54:51,914 --> 00:54:54,166 - Appreciate you. 1396 00:54:54,166 --> 00:54:56,627 - Last week, I told him that I was starting to fall for him. 1397 00:54:56,627 --> 00:55:00,005 ♪ ♪ 1398 00:55:00,005 --> 00:55:02,049 - Is it all over me? 1399 00:55:02,049 --> 00:55:04,218 I'm a messy eater. What do you want out of me? 1400 00:55:04,218 --> 00:55:06,053 - And I really am hoping that today 1401 00:55:06,053 --> 00:55:08,472 is going to progress those feelings. 1402 00:55:08,472 --> 00:55:11,016 - So do it like that, where it's open, 1403 00:55:11,016 --> 00:55:12,351 and keep this as stable as you can, 1404 00:55:12,351 --> 00:55:14,728 and that's going to be kind of your base. 1405 00:55:14,728 --> 00:55:16,730 [balls clatter] 1406 00:55:16,730 --> 00:55:18,482 - Oh, my God! Oh, my God! - Come on. 1407 00:55:18,482 --> 00:55:20,359 - I mean, I know that I really want 1408 00:55:20,359 --> 00:55:21,818 to have him meet my family. 1409 00:55:21,818 --> 00:55:25,989 But there are still five other girls. 1410 00:55:25,989 --> 00:55:28,784 But I don't want to get too in my head about it all. 1411 00:55:28,784 --> 00:55:32,496 So I'm just trying to just let my mind 1412 00:55:32,496 --> 00:55:34,414 be at ease 1413 00:55:34,414 --> 00:55:36,833 and then see what craziness we get into. 1414 00:55:36,833 --> 00:55:38,835 - How you enjoying Jasper so far? 1415 00:55:38,835 --> 00:55:40,963 - It's beautiful here. - Stunning. Uh-huh. 1416 00:55:40,963 --> 00:55:43,382 - This place is honestly breathtaking. 1417 00:55:43,382 --> 00:55:46,218 - There's a pretty awesome event that, you know, 1418 00:55:46,218 --> 00:55:48,220 when in Canada, you have to do it. 1419 00:55:48,220 --> 00:55:49,930 - What is this event? - What's that? 1420 00:55:49,930 --> 00:55:52,224 - It's called the Polar Bear Plunge. 1421 00:55:52,224 --> 00:55:53,725 - Oh, my gosh. [person laughs] 1422 00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,227 I've been wanting to do one of those. 1423 00:55:55,227 --> 00:55:56,728 I'm not kidding. I'm not kidding. 1424 00:55:56,728 --> 00:55:58,689 - Really? - Yes. 1425 00:55:58,689 --> 00:56:00,440 I literally have been talking about that since we got here. 1426 00:56:00,440 --> 00:56:02,276 I'm like, I want to do a polar plunge. 1427 00:56:02,276 --> 00:56:03,610 I was about to, like, just jump in our lake. 1428 00:56:03,610 --> 00:56:05,153 Like, I'm not kidding. 1429 00:56:05,153 --> 00:56:07,030 - Okay, well, it sounds like today is the day to do it. 1430 00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:09,825 - I am honestly so excited. Maybe I shouldn't be. 1431 00:56:09,825 --> 00:56:11,493 Everyone's acting like I'm crazy. 1432 00:56:11,493 --> 00:56:14,162 - You're down to do it? - Yes. I'm so excited. 1433 00:56:14,162 --> 00:56:15,831 - All right, we're in. - It's going to be great. 1434 00:56:15,831 --> 00:56:16,999 All right. - Oh, my gosh. 1435 00:56:16,999 --> 00:56:18,458 - I'm a little nervous. 1436 00:56:18,458 --> 00:56:20,002 I don't got a lot of meat on these bones, 1437 00:56:20,002 --> 00:56:21,420 so I get cold pretty easily. 1438 00:56:21,420 --> 00:56:23,797 We're going to be freezing [bleep] cold, but-- 1439 00:56:23,797 --> 00:56:25,507 - I know. 1440 00:56:25,507 --> 00:56:26,925 - But, luckily, I'll have Kelsey next to me 1441 00:56:26,925 --> 00:56:29,303 to go through it and hopefully keep me warm. 1442 00:56:31,513 --> 00:56:34,099 [dramatic music] 1443 00:56:34,099 --> 00:56:35,684 - What's going on? 1444 00:56:35,684 --> 00:56:37,311 It's Devo Brown here at Jasper, Alberta, 1445 00:56:37,311 --> 00:56:39,563 for the Jasper Polar Plunge Palooza. 1446 00:56:39,563 --> 00:56:42,566 Look at that. Look at the lake right here. 1447 00:56:42,566 --> 00:56:44,860 Don't be fooled-- that lake looks gorgeous, 1448 00:56:44,860 --> 00:56:46,320 but it is cold. 1449 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,071 We are getting ready for that plunge. 1450 00:56:48,071 --> 00:56:49,781 It's going to be a lot of fun. 1451 00:56:49,781 --> 00:56:51,199 Here we go. 1452 00:56:51,199 --> 00:56:53,076 We've got our plungers coming down. 1453 00:56:53,076 --> 00:56:55,454 They're ready to get into this cold glacier water. 1454 00:56:55,454 --> 00:56:57,164 [cheers and applause] 1455 00:56:57,164 --> 00:56:59,124 They look happy now, but I don't know 1456 00:56:59,124 --> 00:57:01,126 what it's going to look like after the fact. 1457 00:57:01,126 --> 00:57:04,212 - I am excited, but I'm also nervous. 1458 00:57:04,212 --> 00:57:06,923 I don't do well in the cold, and it's [bleep] cold. 1459 00:57:06,923 --> 00:57:08,300 - I'm ready. - All right. 1460 00:57:08,300 --> 00:57:09,885 - We're just running in? 1461 00:57:09,885 --> 00:57:12,220 This feels a little crazy. - I know. 1462 00:57:12,220 --> 00:57:14,389 Oh, my God. This is going to be terrible. 1463 00:57:14,389 --> 00:57:16,683 - Everyone gather around, get into position, 1464 00:57:16,683 --> 00:57:17,851 and I'll count you down. 1465 00:57:17,851 --> 00:57:19,519 - I am ecstatic. 1466 00:57:19,519 --> 00:57:21,438 It's going to be a bonding experience. 1467 00:57:21,438 --> 00:57:22,939 I know, like, he's not done this. 1468 00:57:22,939 --> 00:57:24,608 I haven't done this. 1469 00:57:24,608 --> 00:57:26,109 So I think it's going to be fun to do it together. 1470 00:57:26,109 --> 00:57:27,444 - Robes off. 1471 00:57:27,444 --> 00:57:31,948 [cheers and applause] 1472 00:57:31,948 --> 00:57:33,659 This just, like, really relates 1473 00:57:33,659 --> 00:57:35,160 to this whole experience. 1474 00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:37,496 Like, the feelings that I have for Joey 1475 00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:39,539 and knowing how they could potentially progress 1476 00:57:39,539 --> 00:57:41,625 is, like, a little terrifying. 1477 00:57:41,625 --> 00:57:44,336 But you can't just dip your toe in and slowly go in. 1478 00:57:44,336 --> 00:57:46,254 You got to go full force and plunge yourself 1479 00:57:46,254 --> 00:57:48,965 into that water and see what's going to get you. 1480 00:57:48,965 --> 00:57:51,551 - Everyone, brace yourselves. 1481 00:57:51,551 --> 00:57:54,388 And on the count of ten, jump. - Jump? 1482 00:57:54,388 --> 00:57:56,390 - Yeah, we're not jumping. - Ten, nine... 1483 00:57:56,390 --> 00:58:00,352 Eight, seven, six, five... - Here we go. 1484 00:58:00,352 --> 00:58:04,272 - Four, three, two, one. 1485 00:58:04,272 --> 00:58:07,025 [all cheering] 1486 00:58:12,239 --> 00:58:15,033 [all shouting] 1487 00:58:18,995 --> 00:58:21,998 [soft music] 1488 00:58:21,998 --> 00:58:24,918 - Jumping in that water, my body starts stinging, 1489 00:58:24,918 --> 00:58:27,921 then it starts going numb. 1490 00:58:27,921 --> 00:58:30,465 And then I'm just, like, focusing on my breathing 1491 00:58:30,465 --> 00:58:32,467 and, like, trying to regulate that. 1492 00:58:32,467 --> 00:58:35,512 - So cold! - This is stupid. 1493 00:58:39,224 --> 00:58:41,226 [exhaling sharply] 1494 00:58:41,226 --> 00:58:43,019 I just struggled with breathing. 1495 00:58:43,019 --> 00:58:45,439 I'm not built for this weather. I'm not built for the cold. 1496 00:58:45,439 --> 00:58:47,941 - We lost a shoe. 1497 00:58:47,941 --> 00:58:51,111 [indistinct chatter] 1498 00:58:51,111 --> 00:58:54,030 - But Kelsey's there with me. She's trying to calm me down. 1499 00:58:54,030 --> 00:58:56,783 She's making everything better. 1500 00:58:56,783 --> 00:58:59,369 Get the [bleep] out of here! - You got it. 1501 00:58:59,369 --> 00:59:00,787 - I'll lose. It's fine. 1502 00:59:00,787 --> 00:59:02,289 I was freezing. 1503 00:59:02,289 --> 00:59:03,582 I would have been in and out in a second 1504 00:59:03,582 --> 00:59:05,167 if it was just myself. 1505 00:59:05,167 --> 00:59:06,710 But it was amazing to share that moment with Kelsey. 1506 00:59:06,710 --> 00:59:09,796 And she made the entire experience even more special. 1507 00:59:09,796 --> 00:59:11,548 [cheers and applause] 1508 00:59:11,548 --> 00:59:13,508 - All right, congratulations, everyone! 1509 00:59:13,508 --> 00:59:17,012 You just survived the Jasper Polar Plunge Palooza! 1510 00:59:17,012 --> 00:59:20,015 [cheers and applause] 1511 00:59:20,015 --> 00:59:24,352 ♪ ♪ 1512 00:59:24,352 --> 00:59:27,606 - Damn it, that's cold. [laughter] 1513 00:59:27,606 --> 00:59:30,275 This has been an amazing day. 1514 00:59:30,275 --> 00:59:31,693 I'm really happy right now. 1515 00:59:31,693 --> 00:59:33,820 - Oh, my gosh. 1516 00:59:33,820 --> 00:59:36,948 - That was so cold. 1517 00:59:36,948 --> 00:59:38,742 I don't want to stop being next to Kelsey. 1518 00:59:38,742 --> 00:59:40,327 I don't want to stop kissing her. 1519 00:59:40,327 --> 00:59:42,579 I don't want to stop holding her. 1520 00:59:42,579 --> 00:59:45,749 My feelings for Kelsey have grown so much. 1521 00:59:45,749 --> 00:59:47,167 Going into tonight, 1522 00:59:47,167 --> 00:59:50,212 I hope that we can have deeper conversations. 1523 00:59:50,212 --> 00:59:52,297 And I just hope that we're on the same page. 1524 00:59:52,297 --> 00:59:54,382 I don't know what tonight will bring, 1525 00:59:54,382 --> 00:59:56,384 but I can tell you the truth-- I'm very hopeful. 1526 00:59:56,384 --> 01:00:01,097 ♪ ♪ 1527 01:00:03,642 --> 01:00:06,311 - Age is just a number, but love can be forever. 1528 01:00:06,311 --> 01:00:08,104 Sign up to be on the first season 1529 01:00:08,104 --> 01:00:09,356 of "The Golden Bachelorette." 1530 01:00:09,356 --> 01:00:12,234 Go to abc.com/casting now. 1531 01:00:12,234 --> 01:00:16,446 [wind whooshing softly] 1532 01:00:16,446 --> 01:00:18,448 [soft music] 1533 01:00:18,448 --> 01:00:20,450 - How are you guys feeling? 1534 01:00:20,450 --> 01:00:22,702 - It's been an emotional week for me, for sure. 1535 01:00:22,702 --> 01:00:24,621 - Yeah. - And I think, like, 1536 01:00:24,621 --> 01:00:26,957 I've definitely gotten in my head a little bit 1537 01:00:26,957 --> 01:00:28,917 just because, you know, there's a lot of pressure this week. 1538 01:00:28,917 --> 01:00:30,794 And it's really getting serious. 1539 01:00:30,794 --> 01:00:33,797 But I'm just going to go into it tomorrow with the idea of, 1540 01:00:33,797 --> 01:00:37,300 like, trying to progress our relationship as best we can. 1541 01:00:37,300 --> 01:00:39,761 And, you know, if he feels at the end of that 1542 01:00:39,761 --> 01:00:41,972 that he wants to meet my family, 1543 01:00:41,972 --> 01:00:44,140 then I'll be so happy. - Mm-hmm. Yeah. 1544 01:00:44,140 --> 01:00:46,643 - So.... How about you, Maria? 1545 01:00:46,643 --> 01:00:48,562 - You know, last night was a little bit harder 1546 01:00:48,562 --> 01:00:49,896 for some of us. 1547 01:00:49,896 --> 01:00:51,523 - Mm-hmm. - And, you know, 1548 01:00:51,523 --> 01:00:53,191 my insecurities got the best of me. 1549 01:00:53,191 --> 01:00:54,359 And, like, it was so weird, 1550 01:00:54,359 --> 01:00:56,444 because, like, I just got off of, like, 1551 01:00:56,444 --> 01:00:58,029 a one-on-one that was so good. - Yeah. 1552 01:00:58,029 --> 01:01:00,156 - And, like, I just felt so confident. 1553 01:01:00,156 --> 01:01:02,200 And then you go on this group date, 1554 01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:04,744 and then you see him with other girls, and you're like, 1555 01:01:04,744 --> 01:01:07,706 he's kind of like this with a lot of us, you know? 1556 01:01:07,706 --> 01:01:09,291 - Mm-hmm. 1557 01:01:09,291 --> 01:01:11,751 - So I had a difficult conversation with him. 1558 01:01:11,751 --> 01:01:14,379 But, you know, you just never know. 1559 01:01:14,379 --> 01:01:15,797 - Yeah. - But, yeah. 1560 01:01:15,797 --> 01:01:17,757 That was last night. 1561 01:01:17,757 --> 01:01:20,760 I told Joey that I was contemplating leaving. 1562 01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:22,762 And I regret that. 1563 01:01:22,762 --> 01:01:25,765 I want him to know that, like, I'm here fully for him, 1564 01:01:25,765 --> 01:01:27,809 like, no question. 1565 01:01:27,809 --> 01:01:30,562 Going into tomorrow, I think I definitely want 1566 01:01:30,562 --> 01:01:32,898 to express that I am grateful to be here 1567 01:01:32,898 --> 01:01:34,608 and to have known him. 1568 01:01:34,608 --> 01:01:36,484 And, yeah, we'll see. 1569 01:01:36,484 --> 01:01:39,029 I hope that he still wants me here. 1570 01:01:39,029 --> 01:01:41,781 I want us to struggle together, and I want us to love together, 1571 01:01:41,781 --> 01:01:43,533 and I want us to be happy together. 1572 01:01:43,533 --> 01:01:45,785 I want us to laugh together. I want to do it all with Joey. 1573 01:01:45,785 --> 01:01:48,914 And I desperately need that time to talk to him, 1574 01:01:48,914 --> 01:01:50,540 but I'm scared 1575 01:01:50,540 --> 01:01:52,375 because I could be going home tomorrow. 1576 01:01:54,377 --> 01:01:58,214 [upbeat music] 1577 01:01:58,214 --> 01:01:59,674 - Can't be cold. 1578 01:01:59,674 --> 01:02:01,259 You did a plunge today. You were cold earlier. 1579 01:02:01,259 --> 01:02:02,719 - No, I'm not cold. Who said I was cold? 1580 01:02:02,719 --> 01:02:04,596 I'm just taking deep breaths. - Just taking deep breaths? 1581 01:02:04,596 --> 01:02:06,014 [laughter] 1582 01:02:06,014 --> 01:02:09,100 - Everything, honestly, went so well today. 1583 01:02:09,100 --> 01:02:11,519 Joey and I have had so many great moments together. 1584 01:02:11,519 --> 01:02:14,189 Every time I talk to him, I'm, like, just buzzing with joy. 1585 01:02:14,189 --> 01:02:16,441 Like, that just shows, like, 1586 01:02:16,441 --> 01:02:19,194 how serious, like, all these emotions are 1587 01:02:19,194 --> 01:02:20,820 and how real they are. 1588 01:02:20,820 --> 01:02:23,031 Tonight is going to show whether he wants to see 1589 01:02:23,031 --> 01:02:24,866 my family or not and if he wants to take 1590 01:02:24,866 --> 01:02:26,660 that next step with me. 1591 01:02:26,660 --> 01:02:28,662 It is really exciting but also really scary. 1592 01:02:28,662 --> 01:02:30,622 - It was an awesome day. - Yeah. I know. 1593 01:02:30,622 --> 01:02:31,873 I had such a good time. 1594 01:02:31,873 --> 01:02:33,875 I was so excited for that polar plunge. 1595 01:02:33,875 --> 01:02:36,086 And, honestly, like, it definitely exceeded 1596 01:02:36,086 --> 01:02:38,546 my expectations of, one, how cold it was... 1597 01:02:38,546 --> 01:02:39,881 - Understandably. - And also just, like, 1598 01:02:39,881 --> 01:02:41,716 how exciting it was. 1599 01:02:41,716 --> 01:02:43,551 You know, the polar plunge was scary, but telling you 1600 01:02:43,551 --> 01:02:46,846 that I'm starting to fall for you is even scarier. 1601 01:02:46,846 --> 01:02:50,684 And, like, my heart's racing just saying it again. 1602 01:02:50,684 --> 01:02:52,894 It just, like--I didn't expect to feel this way 1603 01:02:52,894 --> 01:02:54,437 through this process. 1604 01:02:54,437 --> 01:02:56,398 It's like a high that... - Mm-hmm. 1605 01:02:56,398 --> 01:02:58,066 - You know, I'm just excited to be on. 1606 01:02:58,066 --> 01:02:59,859 - I'm excited to be on it with you. 1607 01:02:59,859 --> 01:03:03,655 In terms of everything coming with next week, 1608 01:03:03,655 --> 01:03:06,199 you have four siblings, and I know you have your dad. 1609 01:03:06,199 --> 01:03:08,201 Would I be meeting all of them? 1610 01:03:08,201 --> 01:03:09,703 Like, what would that possibly be looking like? 1611 01:03:09,703 --> 01:03:12,956 - I would hope that you could meet everybody, 1612 01:03:12,956 --> 01:03:15,041 but I know my dad would be there. 1613 01:03:15,041 --> 01:03:17,293 - Yeah, of course. Mm-hmm. - My dad would not miss that. 1614 01:03:17,293 --> 01:03:19,170 - I would love for you to meet everybody. 1615 01:03:19,170 --> 01:03:20,505 Me and all my siblings, 1616 01:03:20,505 --> 01:03:22,424 we have such, like, distinct personalities. 1617 01:03:22,424 --> 01:03:23,967 I'm definitely closest in personality 1618 01:03:23,967 --> 01:03:25,802 with my little brother Mateo. 1619 01:03:25,802 --> 01:03:28,346 I heard him on the phone whenever I was with my dad 1620 01:03:28,346 --> 01:03:29,848 right before I came here, and he was like, 1621 01:03:29,848 --> 01:03:31,516 I'm so proud of Kelsey. 1622 01:03:31,516 --> 01:03:34,019 And my dad, you know, was, like, very positive. 1623 01:03:34,019 --> 01:03:35,437 - He told you it was something 1624 01:03:35,437 --> 01:03:36,688 he thought your mom would have done... 1625 01:03:36,688 --> 01:03:37,981 - Mm-hmm, yeah. 1626 01:03:37,981 --> 01:03:39,441 - Which I thought was so beautiful. 1627 01:03:39,441 --> 01:03:41,276 - I wasn't close with my dad when I was younger 1628 01:03:41,276 --> 01:03:44,195 because of him working, you know, a lot for our family. 1629 01:03:44,195 --> 01:03:47,282 But then my mom got cancer, and she passed away. 1630 01:03:47,282 --> 01:03:49,159 And so it's really important for Joey 1631 01:03:49,159 --> 01:03:50,952 to kind of have an understanding of who my dad is 1632 01:03:50,952 --> 01:03:52,454 before going into this. 1633 01:03:52,454 --> 01:03:55,457 Yeah, my dad is really, like, my favorite guy. 1634 01:03:55,457 --> 01:03:57,375 Whenever anything happens, like, 1635 01:03:57,375 --> 01:03:59,252 he's the person I run to... - Mm-hmm. 1636 01:03:59,252 --> 01:04:01,171 - Whenever I'm happy or I'm sad. 1637 01:04:01,171 --> 01:04:03,131 And definitely, like, in happy and sad moments, 1638 01:04:03,131 --> 01:04:05,008 I think that I really miss my mom, 1639 01:04:05,008 --> 01:04:07,552 but I know that I have my dad that I can lean on. 1640 01:04:07,552 --> 01:04:10,555 [somber music] 1641 01:04:10,555 --> 01:04:12,557 ♪ ♪ 1642 01:04:12,557 --> 01:04:15,769 [sniffles, cries softly] - You're okay. 1643 01:04:15,769 --> 01:04:20,023 - And I think that I'm, like, so thankful 1644 01:04:20,023 --> 01:04:22,275 that he really stepped up. 1645 01:04:22,275 --> 01:04:25,445 I think that's something that I think is so amazing about him 1646 01:04:25,445 --> 01:04:28,823 is that, like, he lost, like, the love of his life, 1647 01:04:28,823 --> 01:04:32,077 and he's had, like, five kids. 1648 01:04:32,077 --> 01:04:34,662 I can't imagine, like, that scenario where, like, 1649 01:04:34,662 --> 01:04:36,790 you know, you're so devastated, but, you know, 1650 01:04:36,790 --> 01:04:39,667 so are all these people that are depending on you, and-- 1651 01:04:39,667 --> 01:04:42,712 [sniffles, exhales deeply] 1652 01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:46,674 And you just kind of have to, you know, do your best 1653 01:04:46,674 --> 01:04:49,469 and, like, be there for them when, like, you know, 1654 01:04:49,469 --> 01:04:52,430 you need people for you. - Mm-hmm. 1655 01:04:52,430 --> 01:04:56,017 I can't even imagine what, obviously, you went through, 1656 01:04:56,017 --> 01:04:57,852 but him as well. 1657 01:04:57,852 --> 01:04:59,729 How you handle a situation like that 1658 01:04:59,729 --> 01:05:02,941 says so much about who you are as a person, your character, 1659 01:05:02,941 --> 01:05:04,901 and it sounds like he stepped up big-time 1660 01:05:04,901 --> 01:05:06,653 for you and your siblings. 1661 01:05:06,653 --> 01:05:10,323 And the amount that I'm sure you all carry still every day 1662 01:05:10,323 --> 01:05:12,742 with missing her is-- 1663 01:05:12,742 --> 01:05:14,494 that can't be easy. 1664 01:05:14,494 --> 01:05:17,705 So it's a special relationship. - Yeah. 1665 01:05:17,705 --> 01:05:20,375 - Her dad sounds like one amazing man. 1666 01:05:20,375 --> 01:05:23,128 He's someone that she has a really strong connection 1667 01:05:23,128 --> 01:05:26,631 and relationship with, someone that she can really look up to, 1668 01:05:26,631 --> 01:05:28,341 and it sounds like someone who would be 1669 01:05:28,341 --> 01:05:29,759 a great father-in-law. 1670 01:05:29,759 --> 01:05:31,594 I think it's beautiful. 1671 01:05:31,594 --> 01:05:33,930 - What was your dad's outlook on you doing all of this, 1672 01:05:33,930 --> 01:05:36,099 from, you know, going on "The Bachelorette" 1673 01:05:36,099 --> 01:05:39,269 to now being the Bachelor? 1674 01:05:39,269 --> 01:05:42,981 - He was always my biggest fan and super supportive 1675 01:05:42,981 --> 01:05:44,524 of doing "The Bachelorette." 1676 01:05:44,524 --> 01:05:47,193 But he just really wanted me to stay confident 1677 01:05:47,193 --> 01:05:49,779 and to be myself and to not get in my head, 1678 01:05:49,779 --> 01:05:51,656 because he's seen me in a lot of ways 1679 01:05:51,656 --> 01:05:53,908 where there's just been times that I doubt myself. 1680 01:05:53,908 --> 01:05:56,828 And I want someone that chooses me over anything else, 1681 01:05:56,828 --> 01:05:58,830 and I choose them over anything else. 1682 01:05:58,830 --> 01:06:01,583 So, once I get to that point, especially in something 1683 01:06:01,583 --> 01:06:03,209 as serious as this at the end, 1684 01:06:03,209 --> 01:06:05,587 like, I don't want to have doubts in that. 1685 01:06:05,587 --> 01:06:08,173 - I think that's, like, my, like, biggest fear 1686 01:06:08,173 --> 01:06:10,175 in all of this is, if it was me at the end, 1687 01:06:10,175 --> 01:06:12,343 like, you not being 100% sure... 1688 01:06:12,343 --> 01:06:13,928 - Mm-hmm. - Of me. 1689 01:06:13,928 --> 01:06:16,347 Or, like, you are confused about two girls. 1690 01:06:16,347 --> 01:06:18,433 I think that would be devastating to me... 1691 01:06:18,433 --> 01:06:19,726 - Yeah. 1692 01:06:19,726 --> 01:06:21,811 - That you weren't, like, 100% sure about... 1693 01:06:21,811 --> 01:06:25,773 - I can tell you confidently now the only way 1694 01:06:25,773 --> 01:06:30,028 I can get down on one knee is if I know and have zero doubts 1695 01:06:30,028 --> 01:06:31,446 that that's my person, so... 1696 01:06:31,446 --> 01:06:33,448 - That makes me feel a lot better. 1697 01:06:33,448 --> 01:06:35,825 I only want to do an engagement once. 1698 01:06:35,825 --> 01:06:37,744 I only want to do marriage once. 1699 01:06:37,744 --> 01:06:40,330 And, you know, I do take that very seriously. 1700 01:06:40,330 --> 01:06:42,457 And I know how heavy that all is. 1701 01:06:42,457 --> 01:06:44,459 - We might have just had the best conversation 1702 01:06:44,459 --> 01:06:45,627 we've ever had. 1703 01:06:45,627 --> 01:06:47,420 It was honest. It was open. 1704 01:06:47,420 --> 01:06:50,423 She's a strong, smart, brave woman 1705 01:06:50,423 --> 01:06:52,425 that knows what she wants. 1706 01:06:52,425 --> 01:06:54,010 I trust her. 1707 01:06:54,010 --> 01:06:55,970 I believe that she's willing to see this through. 1708 01:06:55,970 --> 01:06:58,556 And I just can't wait to see what comes next. 1709 01:06:58,556 --> 01:07:01,768 Well, there is one more thing. 1710 01:07:01,768 --> 01:07:03,186 - What the heck is that? 1711 01:07:05,313 --> 01:07:08,775 - Kelsey, I knew from the time that I saw you 1712 01:07:08,775 --> 01:07:10,902 that there was something there, and I wanted to learn more. 1713 01:07:10,902 --> 01:07:12,779 You are such a light. 1714 01:07:12,779 --> 01:07:14,656 You have this energy about you 1715 01:07:14,656 --> 01:07:17,033 that just makes me so happy to be around. 1716 01:07:17,033 --> 01:07:18,534 It's easy to smile. 1717 01:07:18,534 --> 01:07:21,412 It's easy to sink into our conversations. 1718 01:07:21,412 --> 01:07:24,207 Days like today are days that I can see a future. 1719 01:07:24,207 --> 01:07:26,751 And I know how big next week is. 1720 01:07:26,751 --> 01:07:29,504 I want to meet your dad. 1721 01:07:29,504 --> 01:07:33,258 He sounds like an amazing man who's been there for you 1722 01:07:33,258 --> 01:07:35,260 and created such an amazing woman. 1723 01:07:35,260 --> 01:07:38,096 And the idea of meeting someone like that 1724 01:07:38,096 --> 01:07:40,765 and meeting your siblings and getting to see who you are 1725 01:07:40,765 --> 01:07:43,059 gets me so excited. 1726 01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:46,354 So, Kelsey, would you accept this rose? 1727 01:07:46,354 --> 01:07:48,940 - Of course. [chuckles softly] 1728 01:07:48,940 --> 01:07:50,525 Thank you so much. 1729 01:07:50,525 --> 01:07:53,027 ♪ ♪ 1730 01:07:53,027 --> 01:07:55,530 I am so excited. 1731 01:07:55,530 --> 01:07:56,990 I got a rose! 1732 01:07:56,990 --> 01:07:59,534 Not just any rose, I got a Hometown rose. 1733 01:07:59,534 --> 01:08:03,454 I got "Joey's coming to New Orleans" rose. 1734 01:08:03,454 --> 01:08:05,832 And it makes me feel, like, really excited 1735 01:08:05,832 --> 01:08:08,960 and confident about, like, what could be outside of here. 1736 01:08:08,960 --> 01:08:13,381 ♪ ♪ 1737 01:08:13,381 --> 01:08:17,385 - I felt today for the first time how much Kelsey likes me. 1738 01:08:17,385 --> 01:08:19,595 We connect on such a deeper level. 1739 01:08:19,595 --> 01:08:22,390 There's something that can grow and flourish 1740 01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:23,599 into something beautiful 1741 01:08:23,599 --> 01:08:25,768 because she has so much love to give. 1742 01:08:25,768 --> 01:08:27,020 I just feel it. 1743 01:08:27,020 --> 01:08:28,771 And I have so much love to give. 1744 01:08:28,771 --> 01:08:32,358 And the idea of that coming together is just-- 1745 01:08:32,358 --> 01:08:34,152 it seems magical. 1746 01:08:34,152 --> 01:08:36,154 ♪ ♪ 1747 01:08:36,154 --> 01:08:38,197 [animal brays] 1748 01:08:44,996 --> 01:08:47,999 [distant animal howling] 1749 01:08:58,968 --> 01:09:02,055 [dramatic music] 1750 01:09:02,055 --> 01:09:09,312 ♪ ♪ 1751 01:09:09,312 --> 01:09:11,522 - I'm scared. I'm nervous. 1752 01:09:11,522 --> 01:09:14,025 Nothing about tonight is going to be easy. 1753 01:09:14,025 --> 01:09:17,070 A lot of big decisions to make. 1754 01:09:17,070 --> 01:09:18,696 Coming into this week, 1755 01:09:18,696 --> 01:09:21,074 I felt great about where Maria and I were at. 1756 01:09:21,074 --> 01:09:23,076 But I don't know if she can get there 1757 01:09:23,076 --> 01:09:24,535 because of what this setting is 1758 01:09:24,535 --> 01:09:26,621 and because there's other women here. 1759 01:09:26,621 --> 01:09:28,081 And that's real. 1760 01:09:28,081 --> 01:09:29,832 I have to respect it. 1761 01:09:29,832 --> 01:09:32,293 It's just still a potential Hometown 1762 01:09:32,293 --> 01:09:34,962 where I don't know if it's going to go any further. 1763 01:09:34,962 --> 01:09:38,132 So it's the time to be a little bit more decisive 1764 01:09:38,132 --> 01:09:39,634 and trust my gut. 1765 01:09:39,634 --> 01:09:44,514 ♪ ♪ 1766 01:09:44,514 --> 01:09:47,767 - Going into this cocktail party, I'm scared. 1767 01:09:47,767 --> 01:09:50,520 You know, I told him I was falling in love with him. 1768 01:09:50,520 --> 01:09:53,022 And my biggest fear is that he doesn't see 1769 01:09:53,022 --> 01:09:54,649 that happening for us. 1770 01:09:54,649 --> 01:09:57,318 ♪ ♪ 1771 01:09:57,318 --> 01:09:58,861 - On our group date, 1772 01:09:58,861 --> 01:10:01,531 my emotions were all over the place. 1773 01:10:01,531 --> 01:10:04,826 I was feeling insecure and jealous. 1774 01:10:04,826 --> 01:10:08,329 And then I had a hard conversation with Joey, 1775 01:10:08,329 --> 01:10:12,667 but I kind of didn't expect it to go the way that it did. 1776 01:10:12,667 --> 01:10:14,419 And, like, my honest truth is that I don't really know 1777 01:10:14,419 --> 01:10:16,003 exactly where we left things off. 1778 01:10:16,003 --> 01:10:18,923 So I just want to prove to him that, like, I'm here 1779 01:10:18,923 --> 01:10:21,384 and I'm willing to stick it through. 1780 01:10:21,384 --> 01:10:23,386 And I do want him to see that about me. 1781 01:10:23,386 --> 01:10:28,558 ♪ ♪ 1782 01:10:28,558 --> 01:10:31,310 - I'm not going to lie-- I'm obviously very nervous. 1783 01:10:31,310 --> 01:10:33,521 I'm sure we all feel the same, that tonight is definitely 1784 01:10:33,521 --> 01:10:37,567 very vital to speak your truth and say what you need to say. 1785 01:10:37,567 --> 01:10:39,610 - I'd love for Joey to meet my family. 1786 01:10:39,610 --> 01:10:42,071 I haven't brought anyone else home before, 1787 01:10:42,071 --> 01:10:44,824 besides one person, so... - Mm-hmm. Okay. 1788 01:10:44,824 --> 01:10:46,617 - Yeah, I mean, like, obviously, 1789 01:10:46,617 --> 01:10:48,619 like, we all have strong relationships here 1790 01:10:48,619 --> 01:10:50,538 and feel strongly for him. 1791 01:10:50,538 --> 01:10:53,750 So, at this point, like, going home would be devastating. 1792 01:10:53,750 --> 01:10:55,251 - Yeah. [door opens] 1793 01:10:55,251 --> 01:10:57,003 - I can't wait to talk to him tonight about everything. 1794 01:10:57,003 --> 01:10:58,421 Knowing that there's going to be four of us 1795 01:10:58,421 --> 01:11:01,215 and two roses left is crazy to think about. 1796 01:11:01,215 --> 01:11:04,677 So, yeah, we'll see how things play out. 1797 01:11:04,677 --> 01:11:07,555 - Ladies, hi. 1798 01:11:07,555 --> 01:11:10,766 I know I'm not who you were expecting to see here tonight, 1799 01:11:10,766 --> 01:11:12,810 but I just spoke to Joey. 1800 01:11:12,810 --> 01:11:15,646 And this week in Jasper was everything 1801 01:11:15,646 --> 01:11:18,691 Joey could have wished for and could have hoped for. 1802 01:11:18,691 --> 01:11:21,486 But... 1803 01:11:21,486 --> 01:11:24,155 there's not going to be a cocktail party tonight. 1804 01:11:24,155 --> 01:11:28,159 ♪ ♪ 1805 01:11:28,159 --> 01:11:31,245 - That hurts. 1806 01:11:31,245 --> 01:11:34,123 That hurts. 1807 01:11:34,123 --> 01:11:35,583 - So I'll give you all a moment, 1808 01:11:35,583 --> 01:11:36,959 let you collect yourselves, 1809 01:11:36,959 --> 01:11:39,086 and I'll see you all there at the Rose Ceremony. 1810 01:11:39,086 --> 01:11:40,755 - Sounds good. - Good luck. 1811 01:11:40,755 --> 01:11:41,964 - Thank you. 1812 01:11:41,964 --> 01:11:43,633 - Immediately when I saw him, I knew. 1813 01:11:43,633 --> 01:11:44,884 - Yeah. 1814 01:11:44,884 --> 01:11:47,094 ♪ ♪ 1815 01:11:47,094 --> 01:11:48,471 - Yeah, I know that it sucks. 1816 01:11:48,471 --> 01:11:50,681 I know that a lot of y'all still wanted to have 1817 01:11:50,681 --> 01:11:53,434 conversations with him about different things, but... 1818 01:11:53,434 --> 01:11:56,145 - I am so nervous now-- 1819 01:11:56,145 --> 01:11:58,439 so nervous. 1820 01:11:58,439 --> 01:12:00,650 I just wanted to talk to him again. 1821 01:12:00,650 --> 01:12:02,777 I just want to have that moment before we go 1822 01:12:02,777 --> 01:12:04,028 into a Rose Ceremony. 1823 01:12:04,028 --> 01:12:06,072 At least I get that, you know? 1824 01:12:06,072 --> 01:12:08,407 My biggest fear is I don't get a rose 1825 01:12:08,407 --> 01:12:10,576 and I don't even have the answers of why. 1826 01:12:10,576 --> 01:12:13,913 ♪ ♪ 1827 01:12:13,913 --> 01:12:16,249 - I don't like that he did not want to talk to us tonight. 1828 01:12:16,249 --> 01:12:18,960 I want that talk. I need that talk. 1829 01:12:18,960 --> 01:12:20,836 Let's go. 1830 01:12:20,836 --> 01:12:23,214 I hope that I haven't scared him away at this point 1831 01:12:23,214 --> 01:12:26,384 and that he does have a good gut feeling about me. 1832 01:12:26,384 --> 01:12:28,970 The reality of it is that it sucks. It sucks. 1833 01:12:28,970 --> 01:12:36,018 ♪ ♪ 1834 01:12:39,689 --> 01:12:40,856 - [softly] I love you. 1835 01:12:40,856 --> 01:12:42,733 - [softly] I love you. 1836 01:12:42,733 --> 01:12:44,235 [Jenn sighs] 1837 01:12:44,235 --> 01:12:45,987 - I don't feel too confident right now, 1838 01:12:45,987 --> 01:12:47,029 if I'm being honest. 1839 01:12:47,029 --> 01:12:48,656 I want to see my family. 1840 01:12:48,656 --> 01:12:50,741 I want Joey to come with me to meet my family. 1841 01:12:50,741 --> 01:12:52,410 But I'm nervous. 1842 01:12:52,410 --> 01:12:54,495 I'm just trying to be very optimistic 1843 01:12:54,495 --> 01:12:56,747 and not, you know, give energy to those thoughts. 1844 01:12:56,747 --> 01:13:03,838 ♪ ♪ 1845 01:13:08,342 --> 01:13:11,304 - I am scared to lose Joey. I am. 1846 01:13:11,304 --> 01:13:14,056 I'm falling in love with him, and... 1847 01:13:14,056 --> 01:13:15,474 [breathes deeply] 1848 01:13:15,474 --> 01:13:18,269 It could be all over in, literally, a second. 1849 01:13:18,269 --> 01:13:20,271 And that would be heartbreaking. 1850 01:13:20,271 --> 01:13:22,648 [door opens] 1851 01:13:22,648 --> 01:13:24,817 ♪ ♪ 1852 01:13:24,817 --> 01:13:28,571 - [sighs deeply] 1853 01:13:28,571 --> 01:13:30,031 Hi, ladies. 1854 01:13:30,031 --> 01:13:32,158 - Hi. - Hi, Joey. 1855 01:13:33,951 --> 01:13:36,078 - It's never lost on me 1856 01:13:36,078 --> 01:13:39,624 on how lucky I truthfully am. 1857 01:13:39,624 --> 01:13:42,335 But this week has challenged me. 1858 01:13:42,335 --> 01:13:45,296 The idea of sending two of you home tonight, 1859 01:13:45,296 --> 01:13:47,381 it crushes me. 1860 01:13:47,381 --> 01:13:50,509 But finding your person isn't easy... 1861 01:13:50,509 --> 01:13:53,054 and I'm here to find my wife. 1862 01:13:53,054 --> 01:13:55,598 And I'm really, really confident 1863 01:13:55,598 --> 01:13:57,808 that she's in this room tonight. 1864 01:13:57,808 --> 01:14:04,940 ♪ ♪ 1865 01:14:13,699 --> 01:14:17,662 [exhales deeply] 1866 01:14:17,662 --> 01:14:23,542 ♪ ♪ 1867 01:14:23,542 --> 01:14:26,337 Maria, can I chat with you for a second? 1868 01:14:26,337 --> 01:14:28,172 - Mm-hmm. 1869 01:14:28,172 --> 01:14:35,179 ♪ ♪ 1870 01:14:52,905 --> 01:14:55,908 [dramatic music] 1871 01:14:55,908 --> 01:15:03,124 ♪ ♪ 1872 01:15:03,124 --> 01:15:06,544 - [sighs] Hi. - Hi. 1873 01:15:06,544 --> 01:15:09,797 - Obviously, I know there was no cocktail party tonight... 1874 01:15:09,797 --> 01:15:11,882 - Mm-hmm. - But it would have felt wrong 1875 01:15:11,882 --> 01:15:16,303 to go up there and not still have a conversation with you. 1876 01:15:16,303 --> 01:15:18,431 I like you. 1877 01:15:18,431 --> 01:15:21,100 I see something in what this can be. 1878 01:15:21,100 --> 01:15:22,852 I really didn't have a lot of doubts 1879 01:15:22,852 --> 01:15:25,020 with us coming into this week. - Yeah. 1880 01:15:25,020 --> 01:15:28,816 - But last time I left you, you were on your way out, 1881 01:15:28,816 --> 01:15:32,403 and I don't want to be sitting here and begging you to stay. 1882 01:15:32,403 --> 01:15:34,613 I want to feel confident that you want to be here. 1883 01:15:34,613 --> 01:15:36,282 - Right. 1884 01:15:36,282 --> 01:15:39,160 - Because last time I was with you, 1885 01:15:39,160 --> 01:15:41,829 I couldn't understand it. 1886 01:15:41,829 --> 01:15:43,622 - I know. I know. 1887 01:15:43,622 --> 01:15:46,625 Well, my honest truth is that 1888 01:15:46,625 --> 01:15:48,836 I like you a lot, 1889 01:15:48,836 --> 01:15:51,088 to the point where I don't like seeing you 1890 01:15:51,088 --> 01:15:52,798 with any of these girls, you know? 1891 01:15:52,798 --> 01:15:54,967 ♪ ♪ 1892 01:15:54,967 --> 01:15:57,178 My insecurities got the best of me, 1893 01:15:57,178 --> 01:15:59,263 and that's where that stemmed from. 1894 01:15:59,263 --> 01:16:03,309 But I'm here, and I want to be here, 1895 01:16:03,309 --> 01:16:05,686 and I want to prove to you that I'm not running. 1896 01:16:05,686 --> 01:16:07,563 That's not what I want to do. 1897 01:16:07,563 --> 01:16:09,732 But, yeah. 1898 01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:12,693 - Okay. 1899 01:16:12,693 --> 01:16:14,445 This frustrates me. It does. 1900 01:16:14,445 --> 01:16:16,197 Okay. 1901 01:16:16,197 --> 01:16:18,157 With Maria, we have always had the ability 1902 01:16:18,157 --> 01:16:20,409 to be honest and open with each other. 1903 01:16:20,409 --> 01:16:22,995 And we have a very strong physical 1904 01:16:22,995 --> 01:16:25,247 and emotional connection. 1905 01:16:25,247 --> 01:16:26,957 Okay. Thanks for talking with me. 1906 01:16:26,957 --> 01:16:28,375 - Mm-hmm. - We can head back in. 1907 01:16:28,375 --> 01:16:29,835 - Okay. 1908 01:16:29,835 --> 01:16:31,670 - But at the same time, my biggest fear 1909 01:16:31,670 --> 01:16:34,673 every time I'm with someone that I care about, 1910 01:16:34,673 --> 01:16:38,344 is that they would no longer want to be here. 1911 01:16:38,344 --> 01:16:42,306 And I don't want to be alone at the end of this 1912 01:16:42,306 --> 01:16:45,684 because she chose to leave here 1913 01:16:45,684 --> 01:16:48,062 instead of choosing what could be with me. 1914 01:16:48,062 --> 01:16:51,190 So I have a tough decision to make, 1915 01:16:51,190 --> 01:16:53,108 and that's the tough part right now. 1916 01:16:54,944 --> 01:16:57,822 [footsteps approaching] 1917 01:16:57,822 --> 01:17:00,950 [sighs deeply] 1918 01:17:03,994 --> 01:17:06,997 [dramatic music] 1919 01:17:06,997 --> 01:17:09,416 ♪ ♪ 1920 01:17:09,416 --> 01:17:11,669 [sniffs] 1921 01:17:11,669 --> 01:17:18,467 ♪ ♪ 1922 01:17:23,264 --> 01:17:25,015 Rachel... 1923 01:17:25,015 --> 01:17:29,478 ♪ ♪ 1924 01:17:29,478 --> 01:17:30,896 Rachel... - [gasps] 1925 01:17:30,896 --> 01:17:33,941 - Will you accept this rose? - Yes, Always. 1926 01:17:33,941 --> 01:17:35,860 Thank you. 1927 01:17:35,860 --> 01:17:37,820 - Thank you. 1928 01:17:37,820 --> 01:17:42,908 ♪ ♪ 1929 01:17:42,908 --> 01:17:45,452 - [breathes deeply] 1930 01:17:45,452 --> 01:17:49,790 ♪ ♪ 1931 01:17:49,790 --> 01:17:53,002 - Ladies, Joey... 1932 01:17:53,002 --> 01:17:55,963 it's the final rose tonight. 1933 01:17:55,963 --> 01:17:57,798 When you're ready. - Thank you. 1934 01:17:57,798 --> 01:18:02,720 ♪ ♪ 1935 01:18:02,720 --> 01:18:04,722 [sighs] 1936 01:18:04,722 --> 01:18:11,270 ♪ ♪ 1937 01:18:15,107 --> 01:18:17,109 [fire pops] 1938 01:18:17,109 --> 01:18:19,612 ♪ ♪ 1939 01:18:19,612 --> 01:18:20,946 Maria... 1940 01:18:23,908 --> 01:18:26,327 [somber music] 1941 01:18:26,327 --> 01:18:28,621 Maria, will you accept this rose? 1942 01:18:28,621 --> 01:18:30,122 - Yes. 1943 01:18:30,122 --> 01:18:37,129 ♪ ♪ 1944 01:18:42,843 --> 01:18:45,596 - Kelsey, Jenn, 1945 01:18:45,596 --> 01:18:48,098 I really am so sorry. 1946 01:18:48,098 --> 01:18:50,601 Please take a moment to say your goodbyes. 1947 01:18:50,601 --> 01:18:52,478 [indistinct chatter] 1948 01:18:52,478 --> 01:18:53,729 - Thanks, Jesse. 1949 01:18:53,729 --> 01:18:56,523 [indistinct chatter continues] 1950 01:18:58,442 --> 01:19:00,361 - Hey, Joey Joe. 1951 01:19:02,196 --> 01:19:04,782 - Thank you so much. I appreciate you. 1952 01:19:04,782 --> 01:19:06,659 I appreciate everything you've been. 1953 01:19:06,659 --> 01:19:08,202 - Thank you. 1954 01:19:08,202 --> 01:19:10,037 - Thank you. 1955 01:19:10,037 --> 01:19:17,044 ♪ ♪ 1956 01:19:26,679 --> 01:19:28,514 [car door closes] 1957 01:19:28,514 --> 01:19:35,145 ♪ ♪ 1958 01:19:49,576 --> 01:19:51,745 - Thank you for everything. 1959 01:19:51,745 --> 01:19:54,415 You go find your person. - Thank you so much. 1960 01:19:54,415 --> 01:20:01,630 ♪ ♪ 1961 01:20:01,630 --> 01:20:05,175 - It's definitely tough to know that I wasn't enough. 1962 01:20:05,175 --> 01:20:07,928 That's not fun. 1963 01:20:07,928 --> 01:20:09,847 [car door opens, closes] 1964 01:20:09,847 --> 01:20:17,104 ♪ ♪ 1965 01:20:17,104 --> 01:20:19,481 I know we would have been amazing together. 1966 01:20:19,481 --> 01:20:22,443 I know that we would have been so happy. 1967 01:20:22,443 --> 01:20:25,487 And I'm definitely going to miss him. 1968 01:20:25,487 --> 01:20:29,199 [sniffles, sighs] 1969 01:20:29,199 --> 01:20:31,160 I know what I have to offer. 1970 01:20:31,160 --> 01:20:33,704 I know the amazing woman that I am, 1971 01:20:33,704 --> 01:20:36,165 and I know that somebody else 1972 01:20:36,165 --> 01:20:39,710 will be more than happy to be my person. 1973 01:20:39,710 --> 01:20:42,421 [inhales sharply] I just hope that I find someone... 1974 01:20:42,421 --> 01:20:44,923 [voice breaking] As special as him one day. 1975 01:20:44,923 --> 01:20:47,676 ♪ ♪ 1976 01:20:47,676 --> 01:20:51,305 - I know these nights don't get any easier. 1977 01:20:51,305 --> 01:20:53,766 I know we just said goodbye to two amazing women. 1978 01:20:53,766 --> 01:20:57,728 But all four of you deserve to be here fully. 1979 01:20:57,728 --> 01:20:59,354 This is a big rose. 1980 01:20:59,354 --> 01:21:01,565 This means I'm about to meet your families. 1981 01:21:01,565 --> 01:21:03,942 This is where it really starts to change. 1982 01:21:03,942 --> 01:21:05,569 So cheers to all of you. 1983 01:21:05,569 --> 01:21:08,030 And I cannot wait to see what comes next. 1984 01:21:08,030 --> 01:21:10,783 all: To Hometowns. 1985 01:21:10,783 --> 01:21:14,286 - Next week on "The Bachelor"... 1986 01:21:14,286 --> 01:21:16,121 - This is a huge step 1987 01:21:16,121 --> 01:21:17,498 in my relationships with all four women. 1988 01:21:17,498 --> 01:21:19,166 Hi. 1989 01:21:19,166 --> 01:21:21,001 Meeting someone's family is a very big deal. 1990 01:21:21,001 --> 01:21:22,503 How's it going? - Hey, Joey. How you doing? 1991 01:21:22,503 --> 01:21:24,254 Mark. both: Nice to meet you. 1992 01:21:24,254 --> 01:21:25,881 - When it comes to the woman that I'm hoping to marry, 1993 01:21:25,881 --> 01:21:27,382 I want to be a part of their family 1994 01:21:27,382 --> 01:21:28,842 as much as they are a part of mine. 1995 01:21:28,842 --> 01:21:30,719 [all cheering] 1996 01:21:30,719 --> 01:21:32,513 - I definitely need my family's help 1997 01:21:32,513 --> 01:21:35,099 to kind of help me figure out exactly what I'm feeling. 1998 01:21:35,099 --> 01:21:37,476 Hello. [all cheering] 1999 01:21:37,476 --> 01:21:39,019 - Nice to meet you. 2000 01:21:39,019 --> 01:21:41,563 When's the last time you've brought someone home? 2001 01:21:41,563 --> 01:21:43,524 - I've never brought anyone home. 2002 01:21:43,524 --> 01:21:46,735 My dad is not going to make it easy. 2003 01:21:46,735 --> 01:21:48,278 - It's hard for me right now 2004 01:21:48,278 --> 01:21:50,823 because I don't know where you stand. 2005 01:21:50,823 --> 01:21:53,534 Maria is 100% Daddy's girl. 2006 01:21:53,534 --> 01:21:56,286 If she gets hurt, it would be a problem for Joey. 2007 01:21:56,286 --> 01:21:58,455 - In a normal dating situation, 2008 01:21:58,455 --> 01:22:00,541 ideally, you would date one person. 2009 01:22:00,541 --> 01:22:02,084 This is a scary process. 2010 01:22:02,084 --> 01:22:05,337 As a father, I'm, of course, concerned with Kelsey. 2011 01:22:05,337 --> 01:22:06,755 - The hardest thing for me 2012 01:22:06,755 --> 01:22:08,465 is that there's also three other girls. 2013 01:22:08,465 --> 01:22:10,134 - Mm-hmm. 2014 01:22:10,134 --> 01:22:12,344 - Have you guys said "I love you" to each other? 2015 01:22:12,344 --> 01:22:14,263 - She's told me that she is not able to express any feeling 2016 01:22:14,263 --> 01:22:15,639 of falling in love. 2017 01:22:15,639 --> 01:22:17,766 - This whole journey is nontraditional. 2018 01:22:17,766 --> 01:22:20,519 But I want them to give that blessing 2019 01:22:20,519 --> 01:22:22,187 for he and I to be together. 2020 01:22:22,187 --> 01:22:24,148 - I care for your daughter, and I'm not taking this lightly. 2021 01:22:24,148 --> 01:22:26,108 - Yeah, it's just... 2022 01:22:26,108 --> 01:22:28,360 I wish you the best. 2023 01:22:28,360 --> 01:22:31,363 - [sobbing] 2024 01:22:31,363 --> 01:22:34,491 [sniffles, breathes shakily] 2025 01:22:34,491 --> 01:22:38,737 [dramatic music]