1 00:00:04,504 --> 00:00:05,506 [elevator bell dings] 2 00:00:12,262 --> 00:00:15,265 [tense music] 3 00:00:15,265 --> 00:00:20,103 ♪ ♪ 4 00:00:20,103 --> 00:00:23,357 - I don't understand what this is. 5 00:00:23,357 --> 00:00:25,776 It says, "Joey, we need to talk." 6 00:00:25,776 --> 00:00:28,403 This is like my worst nightmare coming true. 7 00:00:28,403 --> 00:00:31,198 ♪ ♪ 8 00:00:31,198 --> 00:00:32,741 [sniffles] 9 00:00:32,741 --> 00:00:34,201 ♪ ♪ 10 00:00:34,201 --> 00:00:36,203 [sighs] 11 00:00:36,203 --> 00:00:40,999 ♪ ♪ 12 00:00:43,293 --> 00:00:46,255 [soft music] 13 00:00:46,255 --> 00:00:51,551 ♪ ♪ 14 00:00:51,551 --> 00:00:53,303 We're in Tulum. 15 00:00:53,303 --> 00:00:55,806 This week is overnights and potential Fantasy Suites. 16 00:00:55,806 --> 00:00:57,266 It's a big week. 17 00:00:57,266 --> 00:00:59,685 It is beautiful here. 18 00:00:59,685 --> 00:01:03,230 This is the type of place that I'd want to get engaged, 19 00:01:03,230 --> 00:01:04,856 and I have three great women here 20 00:01:04,856 --> 00:01:06,692 that I feel confident about: 21 00:01:06,692 --> 00:01:10,237 Daisy, Kelsey, and Rachel. 22 00:01:10,237 --> 00:01:11,697 I'm in a place that I feel like 23 00:01:11,697 --> 00:01:14,950 I'm falling in love with all of them, 24 00:01:14,950 --> 00:01:16,118 but I've been struggling with the fact 25 00:01:16,118 --> 00:01:18,829 that I don't feel right. 26 00:01:18,829 --> 00:01:20,706 ♪ ♪ 27 00:01:20,706 --> 00:01:22,541 I know I have the best intentions. 28 00:01:22,541 --> 00:01:24,293 I know I've been honest through all of this. 29 00:01:24,293 --> 00:01:26,670 I know I have a good heart, and I have so much to give. 30 00:01:26,670 --> 00:01:29,256 I just really want someone to want that from me, 31 00:01:29,256 --> 00:01:32,134 and I want it to be reciprocated. 32 00:01:32,134 --> 00:01:33,635 I think that's the hardest part about all of this, 33 00:01:33,635 --> 00:01:35,012 for me to fully let go 34 00:01:35,012 --> 00:01:36,930 while there's still three women here. 35 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:39,016 I've been in this position on the other side. 36 00:01:39,016 --> 00:01:40,642 I left with zero doubts that I was 37 00:01:40,642 --> 00:01:42,477 ready to get engaged to Charity, 38 00:01:42,477 --> 00:01:46,315 but she didn't choose me, which crushed me. 39 00:01:46,315 --> 00:01:48,400 ♪ ♪ 40 00:01:48,400 --> 00:01:51,111 I've only let go once in my life fully 41 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:53,655 and, like, let someone completely in. 42 00:01:53,655 --> 00:01:55,449 ♪ ♪ 43 00:01:55,449 --> 00:01:59,161 And when it got taken away... 44 00:01:59,161 --> 00:02:01,747 I don't want to feel like that again. 45 00:02:01,747 --> 00:02:02,789 [sniffles] 46 00:02:02,789 --> 00:02:03,999 And I do find myself in this, 47 00:02:03,999 --> 00:02:09,379 like, not fully letting go. 48 00:02:09,379 --> 00:02:11,089 [sighs] 49 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:15,677 ♪ ♪ 50 00:02:15,677 --> 00:02:17,220 I want to let go. 51 00:02:17,220 --> 00:02:20,390 Like, I want to fully be in it, and I'm trying. 52 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:22,142 It's just, there's still so much to figure out 53 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:25,187 that I'm finding myself hold back in some ways, 54 00:02:25,187 --> 00:02:27,481 because I--I want it to go so well. 55 00:02:27,481 --> 00:02:30,942 But I don't know what to do. 56 00:02:30,942 --> 00:02:33,153 It's just a big week. 57 00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:36,365 There's a lot to think about. 58 00:02:36,365 --> 00:02:39,368 [soft music] 59 00:02:39,368 --> 00:02:41,828 ♪ ♪ 60 00:02:41,828 --> 00:02:43,914 - It's crazy that Tulum's the place that 61 00:02:43,914 --> 00:02:46,416 I could potentially be engaged at. 62 00:02:46,416 --> 00:02:47,751 Like, the next time I get on a plane, 63 00:02:47,751 --> 00:02:50,379 I could have a ring on my finger. 64 00:02:50,379 --> 00:02:52,172 Going into this week, it's definitely 65 00:02:52,172 --> 00:02:54,216 super, super serious, 66 00:02:54,216 --> 00:02:56,426 because there's only three people left, 67 00:02:56,426 --> 00:03:00,597 and we're on that final stretch. 68 00:03:00,597 --> 00:03:03,684 So I feel like this week, there is some, like, pressure, 69 00:03:03,684 --> 00:03:06,436 it feels like, but I'm trying to not think of it as that. 70 00:03:06,436 --> 00:03:08,814 I'm trying to just be open 71 00:03:08,814 --> 00:03:11,233 and have, like, the conversations I need to 72 00:03:11,233 --> 00:03:14,444 and have a good time with Joey. 73 00:03:14,444 --> 00:03:16,405 I love being around Joey. 74 00:03:16,405 --> 00:03:18,240 Whenever I'm around him, I feel so good, 75 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:20,450 and I feel so valued, and I feel so cared about, 76 00:03:20,450 --> 00:03:24,287 and I have the best time. 77 00:03:24,287 --> 00:03:25,664 - Hi. - Hi, Joey. 78 00:03:25,664 --> 00:03:27,582 - Last week, meeting my family, 79 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:29,668 I, like, realized how he makes me feel. 80 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:31,420 I am falling in love with you, 81 00:03:31,420 --> 00:03:33,922 and I've been falling in love with you. 82 00:03:33,922 --> 00:03:35,882 And I mean that from, like-- 83 00:03:35,882 --> 00:03:37,008 with my whole heart. 84 00:03:37,008 --> 00:03:40,512 - I feel the same way. 85 00:03:40,512 --> 00:03:42,597 - So going into this week, I just want to, like, 86 00:03:42,597 --> 00:03:45,058 keep evolving and, like, falling in love. 87 00:03:45,058 --> 00:03:49,896 And I'm really excited to spend that alone time together. 88 00:03:49,896 --> 00:03:52,524 It's scary to want to be the one at the end 89 00:03:52,524 --> 00:03:54,693 and have him choose you and pick you, 90 00:03:54,693 --> 00:03:56,778 and then that not be the case. 91 00:03:56,778 --> 00:03:59,531 It's definitely a scary thing, knowing that-- 92 00:03:59,531 --> 00:04:01,741 I mean, there are other people here. 93 00:04:01,741 --> 00:04:03,743 - Oh, my gosh! 94 00:04:03,743 --> 00:04:06,746 [soft music] 95 00:04:06,746 --> 00:04:10,917 ♪ ♪ 96 00:04:10,917 --> 00:04:13,712 I am excited to see 97 00:04:13,712 --> 00:04:17,215 what this week has in store for Joey and I, 98 00:04:17,215 --> 00:04:19,134 and I think that knowing, like, 99 00:04:19,134 --> 00:04:21,344 how far, like, our relationship has come 100 00:04:21,344 --> 00:04:24,222 is just astonishing. 101 00:04:24,222 --> 00:04:26,892 I felt that connection with Joey right away. 102 00:04:26,892 --> 00:04:28,185 We just mesh really well together, 103 00:04:28,185 --> 00:04:30,312 like, our personalities. 104 00:04:30,312 --> 00:04:31,897 It's easy to have fun with him. 105 00:04:31,897 --> 00:04:34,441 Joey, you're supposed to let me win. 106 00:04:34,441 --> 00:04:36,818 Like, since then, it's just grown and grown and grown. 107 00:04:36,818 --> 00:04:38,487 Like, just to know that, like, those feelings 108 00:04:38,487 --> 00:04:39,529 are just gonna grow stronger and stronger 109 00:04:39,529 --> 00:04:41,615 and stronger and stronger. 110 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:44,784 I do love Joey, but I haven't yet said it to him. 111 00:04:44,784 --> 00:04:45,952 I'm not falling, you know? 112 00:04:45,952 --> 00:04:47,496 But I'm, like-- I'm, like, tripping. 113 00:04:47,496 --> 00:04:48,705 Like, I'm starting to trip. 114 00:04:48,705 --> 00:04:49,790 - Starting to trip a little bit. 115 00:04:49,790 --> 00:04:50,790 - Yeah, I'm like--you know. 116 00:04:50,790 --> 00:04:52,250 - I can understand that. 117 00:04:52,250 --> 00:04:56,129 - I definitely hope to tell him this week. 118 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:57,964 It's insane to think that we haven't had 119 00:04:57,964 --> 00:05:00,300 just, like, intimate time together, 120 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:02,761 but I think that we're just gonna value it that much more. 121 00:05:02,761 --> 00:05:07,474 If everything goes right and it's him and I at the end, 122 00:05:07,474 --> 00:05:09,810 I could see myself definitely saying yes 123 00:05:09,810 --> 00:05:11,728 to a proposal from Joey. 124 00:05:11,728 --> 00:05:13,814 This finger could not be empty anymore, 125 00:05:13,814 --> 00:05:15,482 um, which is insane. 126 00:05:15,482 --> 00:05:17,484 I could literally be engaged. 127 00:05:17,484 --> 00:05:19,986 That is so surreal to think about, 128 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:23,532 but also, like, it's, like-- it's so exciting. 129 00:05:23,532 --> 00:05:25,784 [light music] 130 00:05:25,784 --> 00:05:28,703 - Oh, my gosh! 131 00:05:28,703 --> 00:05:31,122 ♪ ♪ 132 00:05:31,122 --> 00:05:34,960 I never thought I could date a guy like Joey. 133 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:37,671 He checks all my boxes. 134 00:05:37,671 --> 00:05:40,966 He's been amazing with me since day one. 135 00:05:40,966 --> 00:05:42,551 Mm, I need to ask homeboy how-- 136 00:05:42,551 --> 00:05:44,427 I mean... - [laughs] 137 00:05:44,427 --> 00:05:46,263 - He just has this ease about him, 138 00:05:46,263 --> 00:05:47,597 where he just kind of reassures me 139 00:05:47,597 --> 00:05:49,224 without having to say much. 140 00:05:49,224 --> 00:05:51,935 ♪ ♪ 141 00:05:51,935 --> 00:05:53,228 We have a special connection. 142 00:05:53,228 --> 00:05:55,689 [fireworks popping] 143 00:05:55,689 --> 00:05:59,109 But I've been having an inner battle with myself 144 00:05:59,109 --> 00:06:00,902 to push myself to open up to him. 145 00:06:00,902 --> 00:06:02,529 - So nice to meet you. 146 00:06:02,529 --> 00:06:04,614 - Aw. [cheering] 147 00:06:04,614 --> 00:06:06,366 - Definitely, seeing him with my family 148 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:08,326 was what I needed to just kind of reassure me 149 00:06:08,326 --> 00:06:10,328 that what I'm feeling is right. 150 00:06:10,328 --> 00:06:11,913 I'm definitely falling in love with you, 151 00:06:11,913 --> 00:06:13,874 and I see a future with you. 152 00:06:13,874 --> 00:06:16,459 I--of course, I want it to be us at the end. 153 00:06:16,459 --> 00:06:19,045 ♪ ♪ 154 00:06:19,045 --> 00:06:21,631 Going into this week, I am definitely terrified 155 00:06:21,631 --> 00:06:23,592 that maybe me opening up, it's too late. 156 00:06:23,592 --> 00:06:25,844 That's just a huge fear of mine. 157 00:06:25,844 --> 00:06:29,347 [tense music] 158 00:06:29,347 --> 00:06:31,266 This date I have this week with Joey 159 00:06:31,266 --> 00:06:33,518 is truly kind of a "make it or break it" for me. 160 00:06:33,518 --> 00:06:35,103 Obviously, I want to make it. 161 00:06:35,103 --> 00:06:37,522 It's do or die week. 162 00:06:37,522 --> 00:06:39,190 I definitely picture a future with him. 163 00:06:39,190 --> 00:06:41,610 I picture everything with him at this point, 164 00:06:41,610 --> 00:06:44,654 so it would be nice to just, I guess, 165 00:06:44,654 --> 00:06:47,115 express how I'm feeling, and I would love 166 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:48,992 to have someone in my corner. 167 00:06:48,992 --> 00:06:50,744 ♪ ♪ 168 00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:52,662 Oh, my gosh, Susan. - Hi. 169 00:06:56,249 --> 00:06:58,293 - We're looking for eligible senior gentlemen 170 00:06:58,293 --> 00:07:00,629 to date our first Golden Bachelorette. 171 00:07:00,629 --> 00:07:04,507 Sign up at abc.com/casting today. 172 00:07:11,723 --> 00:07:14,476 [upbeat music] 173 00:07:14,476 --> 00:07:16,311 - Hi. - Hello. 174 00:07:16,311 --> 00:07:18,855 You look amazing. 175 00:07:18,855 --> 00:07:20,357 - I'm so excited. - Literally stunning. 176 00:07:20,357 --> 00:07:22,025 Me too. - Oh, God bless. 177 00:07:22,025 --> 00:07:24,778 - So nice to finally meet you. - I'm so excited to meet you. 178 00:07:24,778 --> 00:07:26,196 I'm back! 179 00:07:26,196 --> 00:07:28,323 It's Susan from "The Golden Bachelor," 180 00:07:28,323 --> 00:07:32,202 and I am here today to talk with Rachel. 181 00:07:32,202 --> 00:07:35,622 Jesse wanted me to spend this time with you... 182 00:07:35,622 --> 00:07:38,500 - OK. - And make you feel comfortable 183 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:41,336 and talk to you about this whole journey. 184 00:07:41,336 --> 00:07:45,173 So when Jesse suggested that I do this, I got it, 185 00:07:45,173 --> 00:07:47,467 because how could he sit there and talk about those things? 186 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:50,512 You need a real woman with experience. 187 00:07:50,512 --> 00:07:53,056 Think of me as your mom, your best friend right now. 188 00:07:53,056 --> 00:07:54,057 - OK, OK. 189 00:07:54,057 --> 00:07:55,058 - I'm in your corner. 190 00:07:55,058 --> 00:07:56,685 - OK. 191 00:07:56,685 --> 00:07:59,020 She's just such a welcoming presence about her, 192 00:07:59,020 --> 00:08:00,522 and she knows, like, you know, 193 00:08:00,522 --> 00:08:01,773 the--what I'm going through, in a sense. 194 00:08:01,773 --> 00:08:03,108 And she knows how stressful it is, 195 00:08:03,108 --> 00:08:05,318 so I'm excited to just talk to her. 196 00:08:05,318 --> 00:08:07,320 It's been a dream come true with him. 197 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:09,698 I mean, I never thought that I could even meet 198 00:08:09,698 --> 00:08:10,949 a guy as nice as him. 199 00:08:10,949 --> 00:08:13,451 I've had exes where I'd be myself, 200 00:08:13,451 --> 00:08:14,911 and they would-- they would kind of just give-- 201 00:08:14,911 --> 00:08:16,287 make comments like, "Oh, you're so goofy." 202 00:08:16,287 --> 00:08:17,372 Like, "You're so awkward. Why are you like that?" 203 00:08:17,372 --> 00:08:18,498 I'm like, I'm sorry. 204 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:19,874 Just how I am. - It's who you are. 205 00:08:19,874 --> 00:08:21,459 - And one time, Joey and I were talking. 206 00:08:21,459 --> 00:08:23,044 And he was like, "I love how goofy you are. 207 00:08:23,044 --> 00:08:25,255 I just--I just like how you're just all over the place." 208 00:08:25,255 --> 00:08:26,381 And I was like-- - So that's important. 209 00:08:26,381 --> 00:08:27,757 - That's just how I am. - Yeah. 210 00:08:27,757 --> 00:08:30,176 Can you look at a future with him? 211 00:08:30,176 --> 00:08:32,512 - Yeah. - And if so, what do you see? 212 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:34,055 - [sighs] It's so-- 213 00:08:34,055 --> 00:08:35,807 I think admitting it out loud is so scary to say. 214 00:08:35,807 --> 00:08:37,142 - Say it. 215 00:08:37,142 --> 00:08:38,393 - But I am falling in love with him. 216 00:08:38,393 --> 00:08:39,853 I told him that. 217 00:08:39,853 --> 00:08:41,646 Sometimes when I'm alone, I will say, like-- 218 00:08:41,646 --> 00:08:43,273 I'm like, "Oh, yeah. I love him." 219 00:08:43,273 --> 00:08:45,150 - You're in love. - I am in love. 220 00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:46,192 - Say it! - It's sc-- 221 00:08:46,192 --> 00:08:47,861 - It's OK to say it. 222 00:08:47,861 --> 00:08:51,531 - It's OK, and I think I need to let myself be OK with that. 223 00:08:51,531 --> 00:08:53,533 - It's OK to be in love. - Mm-hmm. 224 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:56,077 - It's a wonderful feeling to love. 225 00:08:56,077 --> 00:08:57,412 - I know that it is. 226 00:08:57,412 --> 00:08:58,830 I think it just goes back to the fact that 227 00:08:58,830 --> 00:08:59,831 the last guy I truly loved, 228 00:08:59,831 --> 00:09:01,750 it--it just didn't work out. 229 00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:04,669 He cheated, and then I met my second, 230 00:09:04,669 --> 00:09:06,421 like, big relationship. - And? 231 00:09:06,421 --> 00:09:07,881 - And that also ended in cheating. 232 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:09,758 - Does that kind of put a guard up? 233 00:09:09,758 --> 00:09:11,634 - It does, and I think being here, 234 00:09:11,634 --> 00:09:13,636 like, obviously, I knew when I was coming here 235 00:09:13,636 --> 00:09:15,180 there would be other women involved. 236 00:09:15,180 --> 00:09:16,639 At the end of the day, it's so scary 237 00:09:16,639 --> 00:09:18,558 that he could pick someone else over me, 238 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:20,685 and I feel like that's kind of been a pattern for me, 239 00:09:20,685 --> 00:09:22,479 is that I don't get picked. 240 00:09:22,479 --> 00:09:24,397 Guys pick other women over me, and-- 241 00:09:24,397 --> 00:09:25,732 - That's the past. - I know. 242 00:09:25,732 --> 00:09:26,775 So I have to let that go. 243 00:09:26,775 --> 00:09:28,068 - That's the past. 244 00:09:28,068 --> 00:09:29,027 That's your fear. - And--yes, it's-- 245 00:09:29,027 --> 00:09:30,320 - Again. - It's a fear. 246 00:09:30,320 --> 00:09:31,488 - Don't let that get in the way. 247 00:09:31,488 --> 00:09:33,364 - Yeah. 248 00:09:33,364 --> 00:09:36,201 - What I learned about myself from this show was, 249 00:09:36,201 --> 00:09:37,410 I am the prize. 250 00:09:37,410 --> 00:09:38,912 I am what a man needs. 251 00:09:38,912 --> 00:09:40,080 - Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 252 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:41,372 - You have to love yourself 253 00:09:41,372 --> 00:09:43,374 before you can love anybody else. 254 00:09:43,374 --> 00:09:44,334 - You're gonna make me cry, Susan. 255 00:09:44,334 --> 00:09:45,418 - You don't ever talk--it's OK. - Stop. 256 00:09:45,418 --> 00:09:46,544 - You're allowed to cry. - [laughs] Stop. 257 00:09:46,544 --> 00:09:47,837 - I'll be right here to hold you. 258 00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:49,047 I'm serious. - Mm-hmm. 259 00:09:49,047 --> 00:09:51,174 - I'm serious. I'm 66 years old, 260 00:09:51,174 --> 00:09:53,927 and trust me, everybody has self-doubt 261 00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:55,720 and self-esteem issues. 262 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,972 We all feel insecure sometimes, 263 00:09:57,972 --> 00:10:00,558 and you don't deserve treatment like that, ever. 264 00:10:00,558 --> 00:10:01,559 - I know. 265 00:10:01,559 --> 00:10:03,478 - No matter who it is. 266 00:10:03,478 --> 00:10:06,106 I think she's a little bit guarded 267 00:10:06,106 --> 00:10:07,357 with her feelings 268 00:10:07,357 --> 00:10:10,068 because of things that she went through. 269 00:10:10,068 --> 00:10:12,695 I just hope she lets her guard down 270 00:10:12,695 --> 00:10:14,531 and speaks to him. 271 00:10:14,531 --> 00:10:17,909 I don't want her to go back to the old habits. 272 00:10:17,909 --> 00:10:19,118 - I don't share much. 273 00:10:19,118 --> 00:10:19,953 I just, like, act like everything's fine. 274 00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:20,954 That's why I laugh. 275 00:10:20,954 --> 00:10:22,372 I'm just like, la, la, la. 276 00:10:22,372 --> 00:10:23,289 - But if you're gonna marry this man... 277 00:10:23,289 --> 00:10:24,290 - I know, that's-- - He needs to know 278 00:10:24,290 --> 00:10:25,875 what's way down in there. 279 00:10:25,875 --> 00:10:27,126 - That's what I'm thinking. I'm like, OK. 280 00:10:27,126 --> 00:10:28,253 I'm like, I really need to allow myself 281 00:10:28,253 --> 00:10:29,629 to feel what I'm feeling. 282 00:10:29,629 --> 00:10:31,256 - Be vulnerable. - Mm-hmm. 283 00:10:31,256 --> 00:10:32,924 That--I'm not good at that, Susan. 284 00:10:32,924 --> 00:10:34,342 I'm not good at that. 285 00:10:34,342 --> 00:10:37,804 - If you love him, be vulnerable. 286 00:10:37,804 --> 00:10:38,930 Let your guard down. 287 00:10:38,930 --> 00:10:40,306 - Mm-hmm. 288 00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:41,182 Talking to Susan made me realize 289 00:10:41,182 --> 00:10:42,684 that my guard is still up. 290 00:10:42,684 --> 00:10:44,018 I thought it was down, 291 00:10:44,018 --> 00:10:45,687 but maybe it's still kind of up. 292 00:10:45,687 --> 00:10:49,607 Going into Fantasy Suites, I know that this will be 293 00:10:49,607 --> 00:10:51,901 my--not my one chance, but possibly my last chance 294 00:10:51,901 --> 00:10:55,196 to really just give it my all and give him my all. 295 00:10:55,196 --> 00:10:56,364 - Come on. - So much more. 296 00:10:56,364 --> 00:10:57,699 - Bring it in. I love you so much. 297 00:10:57,699 --> 00:10:58,741 - Thank you so much. 298 00:10:58,741 --> 00:11:01,327 - Oh, I wish you nothing but love. 299 00:11:01,327 --> 00:11:03,413 Hold your confidence. - I will. I will. 300 00:11:03,413 --> 00:11:04,956 - And let him know what you feel, OK? 301 00:11:04,956 --> 00:11:06,082 - I will. - Love. 302 00:11:06,082 --> 00:11:07,375 Just love. - Yes. 303 00:11:07,375 --> 00:11:08,626 This date I have is truly kind of 304 00:11:08,626 --> 00:11:10,336 a "make it or break it" for me, 305 00:11:10,336 --> 00:11:12,589 so I definitely need to push myself 306 00:11:12,589 --> 00:11:14,174 and really open up and show him that 307 00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:15,425 there's another side to me 308 00:11:15,425 --> 00:11:16,509 that I haven't shown him before. 309 00:11:16,509 --> 00:11:22,849 ♪ ♪ 310 00:11:24,100 --> 00:11:25,768 - Hello. 311 00:11:25,768 --> 00:11:26,728 - Hi, there. 312 00:11:26,728 --> 00:11:27,896 You look amazing. 313 00:11:27,896 --> 00:11:29,355 - What do you mean? 314 00:11:29,355 --> 00:11:30,607 - We match a little bit too. - Hi. 315 00:11:30,607 --> 00:11:31,608 - Hi. - How are you? 316 00:11:31,608 --> 00:11:32,650 - I'm doing great. 317 00:11:32,650 --> 00:11:34,444 - I missed you. 318 00:11:34,444 --> 00:11:35,778 You look nice. 319 00:11:35,778 --> 00:11:36,988 What is that? - Thank you. 320 00:11:36,988 --> 00:11:38,448 - I'm nervous to see what we're doing. 321 00:11:38,448 --> 00:11:40,241 - How are you with, like, wild animals? 322 00:11:40,241 --> 00:11:42,118 - I love animals. - OK, good to know. 323 00:11:42,118 --> 00:11:43,995 And you can hold your breath for, like, a really long time? 324 00:11:43,995 --> 00:11:45,371 - Sure. 325 00:11:45,371 --> 00:11:46,623 - Well, I guess we'll find out. 326 00:11:46,623 --> 00:11:47,665 - OK. - All right, let's go do it. 327 00:11:47,665 --> 00:11:49,292 - OK. 328 00:11:49,292 --> 00:11:51,252 - Rachel does bring a different side out of me. 329 00:11:51,252 --> 00:11:53,171 I think I am different with Rachel 330 00:11:53,171 --> 00:11:55,048 than I am around all of the other women. 331 00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:56,549 I don't even know what that side is. 332 00:11:56,549 --> 00:11:57,842 I think it's more joking. 333 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:59,844 I think it's more of the banter. 334 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:03,389 We just have this gel that makes sense. 335 00:12:03,389 --> 00:12:05,266 - I was like, don't-- don't slack on that, now. 336 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:08,186 - Rachel isn't as emotionally available 337 00:12:08,186 --> 00:12:09,437 as some of these other women at moments, 338 00:12:09,437 --> 00:12:11,064 and I don't mean that as a bad thing. 339 00:12:11,064 --> 00:12:13,942 It's just I can feel that she's held back at some points. 340 00:12:13,942 --> 00:12:17,612 But every time we do get time together, it's special. 341 00:12:17,612 --> 00:12:19,447 I know we're about to do something beautiful. 342 00:12:19,447 --> 00:12:20,698 I know we're gonna have a good time. 343 00:12:20,698 --> 00:12:22,867 Today, Rachel and I will be taking a leap of faith. 344 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:24,202 It's a big one. 345 00:12:24,202 --> 00:12:25,662 ♪ ♪ 346 00:12:25,662 --> 00:12:28,706 So this is a cenote. 347 00:12:28,706 --> 00:12:31,584 It is like an underwater-- like a cave situation. 348 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,461 So it's really deep in the middle. 349 00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:35,505 But what we have here is these different types of platforms, 350 00:12:35,505 --> 00:12:37,215 and we're just gonna have fun with it today. 351 00:12:37,215 --> 00:12:38,466 - You said wild animals. - I know. 352 00:12:38,466 --> 00:12:40,093 I was just trying to throw you off, 353 00:12:40,093 --> 00:12:41,427 'cause I didn't want you to-- - Oh, my--yeah, I can tell. 354 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:42,929 You're so funny. - So funny. 355 00:12:42,929 --> 00:12:44,722 - So cute. - But this will be fun. 356 00:12:44,722 --> 00:12:45,848 We'll work our way up, though. - Yeah, we'll just-- 357 00:12:45,848 --> 00:12:47,141 - We can start on the bottom. 358 00:12:47,141 --> 00:12:49,143 We can do each one, see how the water feels. 359 00:12:49,143 --> 00:12:50,270 - My hands are sweating. Yeah, let's do it. 360 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:51,688 - Are you nervous? - Yeah. 361 00:12:51,688 --> 00:12:53,022 Let's do it. It's fine. 362 00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:54,565 It never matters what Joey has planned. 363 00:12:54,565 --> 00:12:55,650 I just love spending time with him, 364 00:12:55,650 --> 00:12:57,360 and we always have such a great time. 365 00:12:57,360 --> 00:12:59,153 I think this might be my favorite date, 366 00:12:59,153 --> 00:13:00,530 because I like to be outdoors. 367 00:13:00,530 --> 00:13:01,990 - We're gonna do every platform. 368 00:13:01,990 --> 00:13:03,491 That's gonna be the goal of the day. 369 00:13:03,491 --> 00:13:04,659 And this one, we can definitely dive off of, 370 00:13:04,659 --> 00:13:05,702 which sounds nice. 371 00:13:05,702 --> 00:13:06,953 - OK. 372 00:13:06,953 --> 00:13:07,996 - All right, here we go. 373 00:13:07,996 --> 00:13:08,746 - Ready? - Three... 374 00:13:08,746 --> 00:13:09,831 - Yeah. 375 00:13:09,831 --> 00:13:11,624 - Two, one. 376 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:14,210 [dramatic music] 377 00:13:14,210 --> 00:13:17,755 - I've been scared to push myself to open up to him. 378 00:13:17,755 --> 00:13:20,008 It's just very hard for me to do that. 379 00:13:20,008 --> 00:13:21,926 I'm worried that I might self-sabotage in a way, 380 00:13:21,926 --> 00:13:23,302 that I won't open up, 381 00:13:23,302 --> 00:13:25,972 so I do feel more pressure on myself. 382 00:13:25,972 --> 00:13:27,890 - Kiss for good luck? 383 00:13:27,890 --> 00:13:29,392 - Yeah. 384 00:13:29,392 --> 00:13:30,393 Something more than that? 385 00:13:30,393 --> 00:13:32,270 [laughs] 386 00:13:32,270 --> 00:13:33,730 I'm kidding, I'm kidding. OK, ready? 387 00:13:33,730 --> 00:13:34,564 Kay, ready, kay, ready, kay, ready. 388 00:13:34,564 --> 00:13:35,815 - Ready? 389 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:37,567 All right, here we go. 390 00:13:37,567 --> 00:13:41,154 Three, two, one. 391 00:13:45,867 --> 00:13:48,369 - I know to be in the healthy relationship 392 00:13:48,369 --> 00:13:49,620 that I'm wanting with him, I have to let him 393 00:13:49,620 --> 00:13:51,372 be there for me emotionally. 394 00:13:51,372 --> 00:13:52,999 I realize how much I care for him 395 00:13:52,999 --> 00:13:54,417 and how much I care about wanting it to be 396 00:13:54,417 --> 00:13:56,627 he and I at the end, is when I realize 397 00:13:56,627 --> 00:13:58,713 I really do love him. 398 00:13:58,713 --> 00:14:01,174 - "Love is a leap of faith." 399 00:14:01,174 --> 00:14:02,300 - Oh, boy. 400 00:14:02,300 --> 00:14:03,384 - We're about to do one. 401 00:14:03,384 --> 00:14:04,385 - I will always leap with you. 402 00:14:04,385 --> 00:14:05,845 - Come on. 403 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,555 - I just have to force myself to open up, 404 00:14:07,555 --> 00:14:09,098 because it'll be worth it in the end. 405 00:14:09,098 --> 00:14:10,683 - You take your time. 406 00:14:10,683 --> 00:14:12,477 - Love is a leap of faith, 407 00:14:12,477 --> 00:14:13,770 and let me tell you, I feel like I'm about to take 408 00:14:13,770 --> 00:14:14,854 the biggest leap. 409 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,272 - Four... - OK. 410 00:14:16,272 --> 00:14:17,607 - Three... - Wait. 411 00:14:17,607 --> 00:14:18,608 - Two... 412 00:14:18,608 --> 00:14:19,567 - Oh, my gosh. 413 00:14:19,567 --> 00:14:20,777 - One. 414 00:14:28,743 --> 00:14:29,869 Good? 415 00:14:31,162 --> 00:14:33,414 - [breathing heavily] - You OK? 416 00:14:33,414 --> 00:14:34,290 - Hit my face. - You hit your face? 417 00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:35,291 Are you OK? 418 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:36,417 - Yeah, I'm fine. 419 00:14:36,417 --> 00:14:37,627 - Are you sure? - It's fine. 420 00:14:37,627 --> 00:14:38,961 - You sure? - Uh-huh. 421 00:14:38,961 --> 00:14:40,088 - You always say you're fine, 422 00:14:40,088 --> 00:14:41,589 and I feel you touching your face here. 423 00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:43,216 - My face hurts so bad. - OK, let's get out then. 424 00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:44,801 Come on. - [laughs] 425 00:14:44,801 --> 00:14:46,511 - I could tell almost right as soon as 426 00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:48,054 I came up from the water, I looked at Rachel. 427 00:14:48,054 --> 00:14:49,305 Her face just looked a little different. 428 00:14:49,305 --> 00:14:51,182 She seemed like something was wrong. 429 00:14:51,182 --> 00:14:54,644 - [laughing] It hurts so bad. 430 00:14:54,644 --> 00:14:56,896 Like, my jaw hurts so bad. 431 00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,064 - Do you need some ice? 432 00:14:58,064 --> 00:14:59,065 - No, it's fine. 433 00:14:59,065 --> 00:15:00,483 - Are you sure? 434 00:15:00,483 --> 00:15:02,443 - Yeah. - Why don't we get some ice? 435 00:15:02,443 --> 00:15:04,112 - [mumbling] I shouldn't look at the water when I jump in it. 436 00:15:04,112 --> 00:15:05,404 - You're not even talking anymore. 437 00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:06,989 - It hurts so bad. 438 00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:08,407 - OK, then we need to go do something about it. 439 00:15:08,407 --> 00:15:11,494 I knew something was wrong, and I just-- 440 00:15:11,494 --> 00:15:12,870 I felt worried. 441 00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:14,789 Rachel might have just broken her jaw. 442 00:15:14,789 --> 00:15:16,958 - I'm fine. Hmm? 443 00:15:16,958 --> 00:15:18,709 - Oh, what happened here? Can you open, please? 444 00:15:18,709 --> 00:15:19,836 - Mm. [laughs] 445 00:15:19,836 --> 00:15:21,963 - Open, please. 446 00:15:21,963 --> 00:15:24,298 - You can't open your-- can you not open it? 447 00:15:24,298 --> 00:15:25,925 - Like that. Can you--can you-- 448 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:26,926 - It should be open. 449 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,469 I feel like it's opened. 450 00:15:28,469 --> 00:15:29,679 - This hurts? 451 00:15:29,679 --> 00:15:32,098 - Yeah, a little bit. 452 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:33,432 Mm-hmm. 453 00:15:33,432 --> 00:15:35,309 It's fine. 454 00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:36,853 It's OK. Good. 455 00:15:36,853 --> 00:15:39,063 - Good. - Good. 456 00:15:39,063 --> 00:15:42,525 - She always tries to put on a brave face and say she's OK. 457 00:15:42,525 --> 00:15:43,901 And I know the reason why 458 00:15:43,901 --> 00:15:45,194 she wants to keep pushing forward 459 00:15:45,194 --> 00:15:46,487 is 'cause she doesn't want to lose time 460 00:15:46,487 --> 00:15:48,072 or take away from what we can have. 461 00:15:48,072 --> 00:15:51,409 But I hope that she's OK. 462 00:15:51,409 --> 00:15:52,702 I'm here. 463 00:15:52,702 --> 00:15:54,162 I'm just checking in to see how you're doing. 464 00:15:54,162 --> 00:15:55,746 - Just bummed. 465 00:15:55,746 --> 00:15:58,583 - Yeah. I get that. 466 00:15:58,583 --> 00:15:59,959 - Mm. 467 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,752 - Even though she said that she's OK, 468 00:16:01,752 --> 00:16:03,588 I can tell that she's not, 469 00:16:03,588 --> 00:16:05,882 so we do need to go to the hospital 470 00:16:05,882 --> 00:16:07,383 and make sure that she is OK. 471 00:16:07,383 --> 00:16:09,427 All right, let's go. - OK. 472 00:16:09,427 --> 00:16:11,262 - I don't know what's going on. 473 00:16:11,262 --> 00:16:12,722 It really is a worst-case scenario. 474 00:16:12,722 --> 00:16:14,223 ♪ ♪ 475 00:16:20,146 --> 00:16:21,814 [siren wailing] 476 00:16:21,814 --> 00:16:25,151 [tense music] 477 00:16:25,151 --> 00:16:27,653 [indistinct PA announcement] 478 00:16:27,653 --> 00:16:29,238 ♪ ♪ 479 00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:30,740 - We were jumping off a platform, 480 00:16:30,740 --> 00:16:32,992 and right as soon as I came up from the water, 481 00:16:32,992 --> 00:16:34,202 I knew something was wrong. 482 00:16:34,202 --> 00:16:36,412 - OK. OK, I'm just-- 483 00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:37,830 I'm gonna check your jaw. 484 00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:39,707 OK, open your mouth. 485 00:16:39,707 --> 00:16:42,627 - Rachel messed up her jaw, and there's still pain there. 486 00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,420 - It hurts this side? 487 00:16:44,420 --> 00:16:46,422 - Uh, both sides. - Both sides. 488 00:16:46,422 --> 00:16:47,757 - Mm-hmm. - OK. 489 00:16:47,757 --> 00:16:49,175 - It is scary. 490 00:16:49,175 --> 00:16:50,885 I didn't expect for the day 491 00:16:50,885 --> 00:16:52,386 to take a turn like this. 492 00:16:52,386 --> 00:16:55,181 - Let's start with the X-ray. 493 00:16:55,181 --> 00:16:58,184 It's gonna be an X-ray of your neck and your jaw, OK? 494 00:16:58,184 --> 00:16:59,852 - OK. 495 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:01,270 - There's nothing you can do in moments like this. 496 00:17:01,270 --> 00:17:03,356 All I can do is just be with her 497 00:17:03,356 --> 00:17:05,816 and try to make her feel better. 498 00:17:05,816 --> 00:17:07,818 I know it sucks. 499 00:17:07,818 --> 00:17:11,072 I'm sorry. 500 00:17:11,072 --> 00:17:12,782 I just want to make sure you're good. 501 00:17:12,782 --> 00:17:14,533 Even though it's tough for her, 502 00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:17,286 I see today, she is letting me in more. 503 00:17:17,286 --> 00:17:19,455 She is being more honest with how she truthfully feels, 504 00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:20,873 and that's all I can ask. 505 00:17:20,873 --> 00:17:24,293 ♪ ♪ 506 00:17:24,293 --> 00:17:25,670 It's gotta be tough, 'cause I know 507 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:27,922 if I was in her position, I would feel so bad. 508 00:17:27,922 --> 00:17:30,758 I would be upset that it took away from the day. 509 00:17:30,758 --> 00:17:33,302 I don't think this could have went any worse in her eyes. 510 00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:34,387 - OK. 511 00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:35,888 I already saw your X-ray, 512 00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:36,847 and it seems to be fine. 513 00:17:36,847 --> 00:17:37,890 - Yeah. - OK? 514 00:17:37,890 --> 00:17:39,183 - OK. Thank you so much. 515 00:17:39,183 --> 00:17:40,851 - You're welcome. - Thank you. 516 00:17:40,851 --> 00:17:42,853 What did I tell you? 517 00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:44,522 It was great news when the doctor came back 518 00:17:44,522 --> 00:17:45,815 and said that everything looked good. 519 00:17:45,815 --> 00:17:47,775 [soft music] 520 00:17:47,775 --> 00:17:49,485 I can always picture Joey by my side 521 00:17:49,485 --> 00:17:50,945 and a future with him. 522 00:17:50,945 --> 00:17:52,363 I think I realized today that it's just me 523 00:17:52,363 --> 00:17:53,864 that's kind of standing in my own way 524 00:17:53,864 --> 00:17:55,658 of that possible future. 525 00:17:55,658 --> 00:17:58,869 ♪ ♪ 526 00:17:58,869 --> 00:18:00,580 But, you know, thankfully, the date isn't over. 527 00:18:00,580 --> 00:18:03,749 We still have more time to have tonight. 528 00:18:03,749 --> 00:18:10,756 ♪ ♪ 529 00:18:13,342 --> 00:18:14,635 - It's really nice. 530 00:18:14,635 --> 00:18:16,470 - My past relationships, I've never 531 00:18:16,470 --> 00:18:18,055 really felt that I was allowed to share 532 00:18:18,055 --> 00:18:19,932 or be vulnerable with people. 533 00:18:19,932 --> 00:18:21,767 Joey's the first guy where I feel 534 00:18:21,767 --> 00:18:23,769 emotionally safe with him. 535 00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:26,439 So going into tonight, why not just keep opening up? 536 00:18:26,439 --> 00:18:29,400 And I mean, he's seen me be very vulnerable today. 537 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:32,153 Ooh. 538 00:18:32,153 --> 00:18:35,114 I think admitting out loud how I'm truly feeling 539 00:18:35,114 --> 00:18:37,325 is a struggle for me, so there's just 540 00:18:37,325 --> 00:18:38,993 definitely very important conversations 541 00:18:38,993 --> 00:18:40,161 to be had tonight. 542 00:18:40,161 --> 00:18:41,203 - How we doing? 543 00:18:41,203 --> 00:18:42,288 - Good. 544 00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:43,539 I feel better. 545 00:18:43,539 --> 00:18:44,707 - How is better? 546 00:18:44,707 --> 00:18:46,375 Where--where are we at with the pain? 547 00:18:48,044 --> 00:18:49,962 Whoa. 548 00:18:49,962 --> 00:18:51,297 - What can I say? - OK. 549 00:18:51,297 --> 00:18:52,548 That's good. I'm glad. 550 00:18:52,548 --> 00:18:53,716 - Got my teeth. - I'm glad. 551 00:18:53,716 --> 00:18:55,176 - Yeah, me too. 552 00:18:55,176 --> 00:18:57,553 I'm still upset about today. - Mm-hmm. 553 00:18:57,553 --> 00:19:01,390 - I think I still feel bad that I ruined the date, 554 00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:04,226 because I know you had, like, the whole day planned, 555 00:19:04,226 --> 00:19:05,311 and I was, like, waiting all week for it. 556 00:19:05,311 --> 00:19:07,563 So I was, like, really excited. - Mm-hmm. 557 00:19:07,563 --> 00:19:08,898 I don't want you to feel bad, though. 558 00:19:08,898 --> 00:19:10,358 That's the thing is, like, 559 00:19:10,358 --> 00:19:12,485 that means that you think you did something wrong 560 00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:13,611 when you say you feel bad. - Yeah. 561 00:19:13,611 --> 00:19:14,695 - You did nothing wrong. 562 00:19:14,695 --> 00:19:16,280 - Well, yes. 563 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:17,615 But you know, like, the day-- 564 00:19:17,615 --> 00:19:19,909 like, the whole day changed because-- 565 00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:21,744 - Because of something that was a freak accident 566 00:19:21,744 --> 00:19:23,954 that you didn't try or expect to happen. 567 00:19:23,954 --> 00:19:25,289 And that's life. - Yes. 568 00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:27,875 But I still feel bad. - I know. 569 00:19:27,875 --> 00:19:30,211 - My intentions going into today, I was like OK, 570 00:19:30,211 --> 00:19:31,462 I'm gonna try to open up more. 571 00:19:31,462 --> 00:19:32,630 - Mm-hmm. 572 00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:35,466 - Like, obviously, I-- 573 00:19:35,466 --> 00:19:38,010 I know I've let you in, like, to an extent, 574 00:19:38,010 --> 00:19:41,597 and I thought I've, like, let you in almost fully, 575 00:19:41,597 --> 00:19:43,641 but I guess I realized, like, I haven't. 576 00:19:43,641 --> 00:19:45,476 I guess, like, a huge fear that I've had 577 00:19:45,476 --> 00:19:49,438 for the past couple weeks is like, am I too late? 578 00:19:49,438 --> 00:19:53,234 Like, I--did I not, like, open up enough, like, early on? 579 00:19:53,234 --> 00:19:55,528 - This can push you outside your comfort zone, 580 00:19:55,528 --> 00:19:57,113 but I never want you to feel like you're not 581 00:19:57,113 --> 00:19:58,698 able to do this or navigate it 582 00:19:58,698 --> 00:20:00,449 however you feel comfortable with. 583 00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:02,827 And I feel like I really have gotten to know 584 00:20:02,827 --> 00:20:04,453 who Rachel is. - Mm-hmm. 585 00:20:04,453 --> 00:20:06,122 - And part of that is the slow burn. 586 00:20:06,122 --> 00:20:07,498 That's you. - Yeah. 587 00:20:07,498 --> 00:20:09,083 - That's OK. 588 00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:10,668 That's how you would operate, so that's-- 589 00:20:10,668 --> 00:20:13,671 you can't--you can't look back on it differently. 590 00:20:13,671 --> 00:20:15,089 - Right. 591 00:20:15,089 --> 00:20:16,257 - What's that face? 592 00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:17,842 - Like, well, you're right, 593 00:20:17,842 --> 00:20:20,511 but it's like--sorry. 594 00:20:20,511 --> 00:20:22,221 I don't know, I mean, I get what you're saying, 595 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,514 but it's still, like, gonna be in the back of my mind, 596 00:20:23,514 --> 00:20:25,641 because I've been, like, questioning, like, 597 00:20:25,641 --> 00:20:27,435 am I playing catch-up with time with him? 598 00:20:27,435 --> 00:20:29,395 ♪ ♪ 599 00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:31,439 So yeah, it's just--mm. 600 00:20:31,439 --> 00:20:33,941 It's just a huge-- like, a fear of mine, 601 00:20:33,941 --> 00:20:36,277 I guess, going into this week, 602 00:20:36,277 --> 00:20:38,487 like, knowing, like, I'm by myself, 603 00:20:38,487 --> 00:20:40,906 and you get to have, like, more time with the other girls, 604 00:20:40,906 --> 00:20:43,409 obviously is the hardest part. 605 00:20:43,409 --> 00:20:45,202 But I think it just, like, stemmed from, you know, 606 00:20:45,202 --> 00:20:47,872 my serious relationships all ended 607 00:20:47,872 --> 00:20:51,417 because they were cheating on me the entire time. 608 00:20:51,417 --> 00:20:53,043 So I think--I know that's not what you're-- 609 00:20:53,043 --> 00:20:55,004 that's not what you're doing. - I know. 610 00:20:55,004 --> 00:20:57,381 - But I guess the idea of it is like, 611 00:20:57,381 --> 00:21:00,134 I'm waiting to see you, and I--I can't see you 612 00:21:00,134 --> 00:21:01,927 because I know that you're... - With someone else. 613 00:21:01,927 --> 00:21:03,762 - Having the time with someone else. 614 00:21:03,762 --> 00:21:09,393 - Let me first say that even though it's understood 615 00:21:09,393 --> 00:21:12,521 what this week brings and, like, the fact that 616 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:15,649 obviously, there's more time with two other women 617 00:21:15,649 --> 00:21:19,445 and it's serious, it doesn't change how it feels. 618 00:21:19,445 --> 00:21:22,406 You've had a lot of difficult past relationships 619 00:21:22,406 --> 00:21:25,242 that were unfair to you, and I understand that, 620 00:21:25,242 --> 00:21:28,037 and I appreciate you so much letting me in 621 00:21:28,037 --> 00:21:29,413 and knowing how you truthfully feel, 622 00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:31,373 because then that allows me to know 623 00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:33,250 not just more of where you're at, 624 00:21:33,250 --> 00:21:35,002 but just gets me more insight on how you think 625 00:21:35,002 --> 00:21:36,003 and how you feel. 626 00:21:36,003 --> 00:21:37,421 - Mm-hmm. 627 00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:39,465 [somber music] 628 00:21:39,465 --> 00:21:40,800 - It's OK. 629 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:47,139 ♪ ♪ 630 00:21:47,139 --> 00:21:50,142 [crying] 631 00:21:50,142 --> 00:21:57,233 ♪ ♪ 632 00:22:16,752 --> 00:22:19,755 - Take a second. 633 00:22:19,755 --> 00:22:21,632 I do understand how hard this week is, 634 00:22:21,632 --> 00:22:23,592 how much emotions come with it. 635 00:22:23,592 --> 00:22:26,053 And it's OK. 636 00:22:26,053 --> 00:22:30,558 Just know that I was so excited to see you today. 637 00:22:30,558 --> 00:22:32,226 There is something real here. 638 00:22:32,226 --> 00:22:34,061 There's something that we've felt 639 00:22:34,061 --> 00:22:36,480 since that time we had in Spain. 640 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:37,815 And I felt it again when we were at Hometowns. 641 00:22:37,815 --> 00:22:39,400 Like, I know it's there. 642 00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:40,442 - Mm-hmm. 643 00:22:40,442 --> 00:22:42,778 Tonight I'm the most emotional 644 00:22:42,778 --> 00:22:46,448 because the idea that I could lose him is very scary. 645 00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:48,909 And this week just brought up those past emotions. 646 00:22:48,909 --> 00:22:51,412 ♪ ♪ 647 00:22:51,412 --> 00:22:52,830 Was that an eyelash? 648 00:22:52,830 --> 00:22:53,998 You're supposed to make a wish. 649 00:22:53,998 --> 00:22:55,624 - There you go. 650 00:22:55,624 --> 00:22:57,501 - [blows] - Nice job. 651 00:22:57,501 --> 00:22:59,503 - Mm. - Mm. 652 00:22:59,503 --> 00:23:01,380 [laughter] 653 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,715 - I know, at the end of the day, 654 00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:04,258 that he's gonna support me through everything 655 00:23:04,258 --> 00:23:05,759 and that he truly, truly cares about me. 656 00:23:05,759 --> 00:23:07,636 And I have to also be OK with him 657 00:23:07,636 --> 00:23:09,513 wanting to be there for me. 658 00:23:09,513 --> 00:23:14,685 - I know that today was cut short in a lot of ways-- 659 00:23:14,685 --> 00:23:16,312 more than one. 660 00:23:16,312 --> 00:23:17,730 I know tonight was tough for you too. 661 00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:21,984 But I do have something for you. 662 00:23:21,984 --> 00:23:25,154 This is a card for tonight. 663 00:23:25,154 --> 00:23:26,155 - OK. 664 00:23:26,155 --> 00:23:27,448 - I know today was tough. 665 00:23:27,448 --> 00:23:28,741 - Mm-hmm. 666 00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:31,368 - I do want more time. 667 00:23:31,368 --> 00:23:34,705 I want the ability to continue to see where this can go, 668 00:23:34,705 --> 00:23:36,498 because I know that's something that 669 00:23:36,498 --> 00:23:38,667 we haven't been able to have, in a lot of ways. 670 00:23:38,667 --> 00:23:39,793 - Mm-hmm. 671 00:23:39,793 --> 00:23:42,504 [soft music] 672 00:23:42,504 --> 00:23:45,299 "Joey and Rachel, you went through so much today, 673 00:23:45,299 --> 00:23:46,634 "but I know it's only brought you 674 00:23:46,634 --> 00:23:48,510 "closer together as a couple. 675 00:23:48,510 --> 00:23:51,847 "Should you choose to forgo your individual rooms, 676 00:23:51,847 --> 00:23:55,392 "please use this key to stay as a couple in the Fantasy Suite. 677 00:23:55,392 --> 00:23:57,603 Jesse." 678 00:23:57,603 --> 00:24:00,064 Hmm. 679 00:24:00,064 --> 00:24:01,899 Yes, let's do it. 680 00:24:01,899 --> 00:24:03,359 - All right. 681 00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:04,318 Shall we go explore the villa? - Yeah. 682 00:24:04,318 --> 00:24:05,319 - Let's go. 683 00:24:05,319 --> 00:24:06,612 - You lead the way. 684 00:24:06,612 --> 00:24:08,197 - Mm-hmm. 685 00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:10,366 - I think opening up tonight has been amazing. 686 00:24:10,366 --> 00:24:14,036 Joey's the first guy that I've felt this comfortable with, 687 00:24:14,036 --> 00:24:16,747 just fully being myself. 688 00:24:16,747 --> 00:24:19,375 ♪ ♪ 689 00:24:19,375 --> 00:24:20,918 both: Wow. 690 00:24:20,918 --> 00:24:23,379 - Not bad at all. 691 00:24:23,379 --> 00:24:26,507 - And knowing that we can have this time alone, off camera, 692 00:24:26,507 --> 00:24:29,927 I'm so excited to finally just enjoy my time with him 693 00:24:29,927 --> 00:24:31,804 and share that I love him. 694 00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:35,140 - Cheers to an amazing night to come, 695 00:24:35,140 --> 00:24:37,893 and I'm excited to see every side of you-- 696 00:24:37,893 --> 00:24:39,520 the emotional side, the real side. 697 00:24:39,520 --> 00:24:42,231 I just want you to feel comfortable being you. 698 00:24:42,231 --> 00:24:44,483 So cheers to you. - Cheers. 699 00:24:44,483 --> 00:24:46,485 - I think today I saw some of the most real emotions 700 00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:48,404 that I've seen with Rachel. 701 00:24:48,404 --> 00:24:51,824 We have this unspoken connection 702 00:24:51,824 --> 00:24:55,452 that's hard to describe. 703 00:24:55,452 --> 00:24:58,580 I have zero doubts that I'm gonna be so happy. 704 00:24:58,580 --> 00:25:01,709 It's gonna be everything I wanted and more. 705 00:25:01,709 --> 00:25:04,128 Tonight could be the most special night we've had 706 00:25:04,128 --> 00:25:07,756 and change everything. 707 00:25:16,056 --> 00:25:18,058 [soft music] 708 00:25:18,058 --> 00:25:19,393 - Morning. 709 00:25:19,393 --> 00:25:22,062 - Good morning. [kissing] 710 00:25:22,062 --> 00:25:23,731 Last night was good. 711 00:25:23,731 --> 00:25:25,733 - I really appreciated last night 712 00:25:25,733 --> 00:25:29,069 because of how vulnerable you were 713 00:25:29,069 --> 00:25:31,488 and how much more you opened up. 714 00:25:31,488 --> 00:25:32,865 - Yeah. I mean, 715 00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:36,285 I think it was due, I guess, so like-- 716 00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:39,580 - I just felt like I saw a different side of you, 717 00:25:39,580 --> 00:25:41,081 and it was good to see. 718 00:25:41,081 --> 00:25:42,666 I know it was hard for that. 719 00:25:42,666 --> 00:25:45,627 - I mean, it was hard, but you made it pretty easy. 720 00:25:45,627 --> 00:25:51,008 ♪ ♪ 721 00:25:51,008 --> 00:25:52,676 - Last night was perfect, 722 00:25:52,676 --> 00:25:53,802 just, like, spending the night with him, 723 00:25:53,802 --> 00:25:54,845 waking up next to him. 724 00:25:54,845 --> 00:25:56,180 Who would have thought? 725 00:25:56,180 --> 00:25:58,766 I had to poke him to see if he was really there. 726 00:25:58,766 --> 00:26:00,058 - Do you want to go grab breakfast? 727 00:26:00,058 --> 00:26:01,560 - Yes, please. 728 00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,479 - OK, let's go. - OK. 729 00:26:03,479 --> 00:26:06,774 It was very comforting and very just refreshing, 730 00:26:06,774 --> 00:26:08,317 again, from this whole journey. 731 00:26:08,317 --> 00:26:09,902 I've never been super vulnerable 732 00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:11,236 with a boyfriend before. 733 00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:13,197 I finally told him that I love him. 734 00:26:13,197 --> 00:26:15,491 I think we definitely got closer. 735 00:26:15,491 --> 00:26:17,576 Yesterday, being able to open up to you 736 00:26:17,576 --> 00:26:19,328 and let you, like, take care of me and be there for me 737 00:26:19,328 --> 00:26:22,122 was very different in the best way possible. 738 00:26:22,122 --> 00:26:23,582 - Mm-hmm. - Last night, I told you 739 00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:25,125 I'm in love with you-- that hasn't changed. 740 00:26:25,125 --> 00:26:26,251 It's growing and getting stronger. 741 00:26:26,251 --> 00:26:28,712 And the idea of us not being at the end 742 00:26:28,712 --> 00:26:32,925 is very scary to me, so yeah. 743 00:26:32,925 --> 00:26:34,468 ♪ ♪ 744 00:26:34,468 --> 00:26:36,136 - I am falling for Rachel. 745 00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:37,387 I love how much fun we have. 746 00:26:37,387 --> 00:26:39,098 It was nice to wake up next to someone 747 00:26:39,098 --> 00:26:40,974 that you feel so comfortable with. 748 00:26:40,974 --> 00:26:43,519 I knew coming into this whole day yesterday 749 00:26:43,519 --> 00:26:44,978 I needed to see a different side of Rachel. 750 00:26:44,978 --> 00:26:46,396 I needed her to be more open. 751 00:26:46,396 --> 00:26:48,398 And we had a great night last night. 752 00:26:48,398 --> 00:26:50,067 She just was so much more honest and open 753 00:26:50,067 --> 00:26:51,443 and shared so much with me. 754 00:26:51,443 --> 00:26:53,695 And like, that's all you can ask for. 755 00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:56,490 I feel like a life with Rachel would be so beautiful. 756 00:26:56,490 --> 00:26:58,909 I just feel like you really trusted me 757 00:26:58,909 --> 00:27:01,912 and let everything be what it was supposed to be. 758 00:27:01,912 --> 00:27:03,831 So I can't ask for more. 759 00:27:03,831 --> 00:27:05,833 ♪ ♪ 760 00:27:05,833 --> 00:27:07,167 - Everything with Joey feels so natural. 761 00:27:07,167 --> 00:27:08,210 You know, I love him. 762 00:27:08,210 --> 00:27:09,962 I love being with him. 763 00:27:09,962 --> 00:27:10,963 - See you soon? 764 00:27:10,963 --> 00:27:12,464 - See ya, hun. - Bye. 765 00:27:12,464 --> 00:27:13,757 - Bye. 766 00:27:13,757 --> 00:27:15,634 He's just opened my eyes 767 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:18,554 to the type of relationship that I want. 768 00:27:18,554 --> 00:27:21,014 Hopefully he's feeling what I'm feeling 769 00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:22,599 and he knows that I really tried 770 00:27:22,599 --> 00:27:24,476 and I opened up to him yesterday. 771 00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:25,686 But I know he has strong connections 772 00:27:25,686 --> 00:27:27,521 with all three of us. 773 00:27:27,521 --> 00:27:28,522 You don't know what happens next. 774 00:27:28,522 --> 00:27:29,731 And now I'm terrified, 775 00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:31,817 because I do picture my life with him. 776 00:27:31,817 --> 00:27:33,819 ♪ ♪ 777 00:27:36,154 --> 00:27:39,157 [soft music] 778 00:27:39,157 --> 00:27:46,206 ♪ ♪ 779 00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:50,961 - The big day is here. 780 00:27:50,961 --> 00:27:53,005 I'm just excited to see 781 00:27:53,005 --> 00:27:55,716 what the day holds for Joey and I. 782 00:27:55,716 --> 00:27:57,217 I don't know. 783 00:27:57,217 --> 00:27:58,802 I just--I want it to go well, 784 00:27:58,802 --> 00:28:00,387 and like, just knowing, like, 785 00:28:00,387 --> 00:28:02,264 how far our relationship has come, 786 00:28:02,264 --> 00:28:03,891 it just--it's wild. 787 00:28:03,891 --> 00:28:06,310 But this whole situation is so crazy, 788 00:28:06,310 --> 00:28:07,477 and there's multiple women in it. 789 00:28:07,477 --> 00:28:09,938 Just a lot of emotions, so it's just like, ah. 790 00:28:09,938 --> 00:28:11,732 It feels crazy in my head, 'cause I'm like, 791 00:28:11,732 --> 00:28:13,358 "This is insane. No, it's not. 792 00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:14,985 Yes, it is. No, it's not." 793 00:28:14,985 --> 00:28:16,528 I don't know. 794 00:28:16,528 --> 00:28:18,280 Hopefully Joey continues 795 00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:19,781 to be intentional with his words 796 00:28:19,781 --> 00:28:22,492 and doesn't, you know, lead me astray. 797 00:28:22,492 --> 00:28:25,203 I would just hate for him to not be 100% sure, 798 00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:27,706 if it was any of us that he got down on one knee for, 799 00:28:27,706 --> 00:28:30,334 and it's scary, a little. 800 00:28:30,334 --> 00:28:31,877 [knocking] 801 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:38,926 - Hi. - Hi. 802 00:28:38,926 --> 00:28:40,010 I'm Kelsey. 803 00:28:40,010 --> 00:28:42,429 - Oh, my goodness, Kelsey. 804 00:28:42,429 --> 00:28:43,555 So good to meet you. 805 00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:44,723 - It's so nice to meet you too. 806 00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:46,016 - Oh, my gosh. You're so beautiful. 807 00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:47,726 - I'm just so excited to meet Leslie. 808 00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:50,562 Leslie went through a similar experience to me, 809 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:53,148 and hopefully she can really give me some great advice. 810 00:28:53,148 --> 00:28:54,983 - So this is beautiful. - I know. 811 00:28:54,983 --> 00:28:56,193 It's stunning here. It's beautiful. 812 00:28:56,193 --> 00:28:57,694 - It is gorgeous. - Yeah. 813 00:28:57,694 --> 00:28:59,446 - Are you having a good time? - Yeah. 814 00:28:59,446 --> 00:29:01,698 So far, so good. - Good. 815 00:29:01,698 --> 00:29:03,408 - You know, I haven't been able to see Joey yet. 816 00:29:03,408 --> 00:29:05,327 - Right. - But Joey and I's connection 817 00:29:05,327 --> 00:29:07,746 has grown so much since the beginning, 818 00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:10,958 and things just feel, you know, right with him. 819 00:29:10,958 --> 00:29:12,125 - How was your Hometown? 820 00:29:12,125 --> 00:29:13,752 - My Hometown was awesome. 821 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:18,924 Everybody loved Joey, and my dad was very posi-- 822 00:29:18,924 --> 00:29:21,218 positive about it all and really, like, trusted me 823 00:29:21,218 --> 00:29:22,761 and, like, saw how Joey and I were together. 824 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:24,513 And that gave me a lot of reassurance, 825 00:29:24,513 --> 00:29:25,555 just knowing that, like, you know, 826 00:29:25,555 --> 00:29:26,682 my dad was so supportive, 827 00:29:26,682 --> 00:29:28,850 which I knew that he was going to be, 828 00:29:28,850 --> 00:29:30,435 and like, he kind of--you know, he was at the beginning. 829 00:29:30,435 --> 00:29:32,938 But just for him to see Joey and I together, 830 00:29:32,938 --> 00:29:35,190 then still give that feedback, was awesome. 831 00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:36,692 - That's so good. - Mm-hmm. 832 00:29:36,692 --> 00:29:39,194 - Um, I know we're kind of in the same club. 833 00:29:39,194 --> 00:29:40,862 - Uh-huh. - I lost my mom... 834 00:29:40,862 --> 00:29:41,905 - Yeah. - When I was 24. 835 00:29:41,905 --> 00:29:42,906 - Yeah. 836 00:29:42,906 --> 00:29:44,574 [somber music] 837 00:29:44,574 --> 00:29:48,787 - That really impacted my whole dating life, really. 838 00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:50,205 Like, she's always on my shoulder... 839 00:29:50,205 --> 00:29:51,540 - Uh-huh. - Telling me what to do. 840 00:29:51,540 --> 00:29:52,749 - Totally. 841 00:29:52,749 --> 00:29:53,750 - But sometimes I don't listen to her. 842 00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,377 - Yeah, totally. OK, Mom. 843 00:29:55,377 --> 00:29:56,461 - Yeah, get off. 844 00:29:56,461 --> 00:29:57,796 Exactly. 845 00:29:57,796 --> 00:29:59,214 - No, like, butterflies 846 00:29:59,214 --> 00:30:01,133 are kind of like a symbol to me, like, of my mom. 847 00:30:01,133 --> 00:30:02,676 Like, whenever anything, like, really happy 848 00:30:02,676 --> 00:30:05,137 or, like, exciting or even sad happens in my life, 849 00:30:05,137 --> 00:30:06,555 I always somehow, like, will see a butterfly. 850 00:30:06,555 --> 00:30:08,015 - Yeah. 851 00:30:08,015 --> 00:30:09,349 - And then at my Hometown, there was a butterfly 852 00:30:09,349 --> 00:30:10,726 that followed us around the whole day. 853 00:30:10,726 --> 00:30:12,352 - Oh, my God. I got the chills. 854 00:30:12,352 --> 00:30:13,270 - Yeah, like the whole part. Yeah. 855 00:30:13,270 --> 00:30:14,604 - No. - No, it was so cool. 856 00:30:14,604 --> 00:30:15,731 It was so special, and I felt like 857 00:30:15,731 --> 00:30:17,065 my mom was there in her own way. 858 00:30:17,065 --> 00:30:19,151 - Yeah, I totally get that, you know? 859 00:30:19,151 --> 00:30:20,193 - Mm-hmm. - And that's how we keep them 860 00:30:20,193 --> 00:30:22,320 in our heart all the time. - Yeah. 861 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:23,739 - Your mom would be very proud of you. 862 00:30:23,739 --> 00:30:25,574 - Thank you, Leslie. 863 00:30:25,574 --> 00:30:28,285 Leslie told me about her mom passing, you know, 864 00:30:28,285 --> 00:30:30,370 way earlier than she should have, 865 00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:32,289 and how close she was with her mom as well. 866 00:30:32,289 --> 00:30:35,709 And so I think that we really bonded on how it is hard, 867 00:30:35,709 --> 00:30:38,211 like, dating and doing things without having that person 868 00:30:38,211 --> 00:30:40,130 there to talk to about it all. 869 00:30:40,130 --> 00:30:43,091 And she told me how she thinks that-- 870 00:30:43,091 --> 00:30:46,094 [crying] 871 00:30:46,094 --> 00:30:48,513 ♪ ♪ 872 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:50,974 How she thinks that my mom would be so proud of me 873 00:30:50,974 --> 00:30:54,811 and who I am, and that felt really nice to hear. 874 00:30:54,811 --> 00:30:56,354 Like, I wish that she was here 875 00:30:56,354 --> 00:30:58,023 and she could give me, like, the stamp of approval. 876 00:30:58,023 --> 00:30:59,649 - Yeah. 877 00:30:59,649 --> 00:31:01,651 - But I know that she would love Joey. 878 00:31:01,651 --> 00:31:02,569 Joey is an amazing man. - She would. 879 00:31:02,569 --> 00:31:04,321 Joey is amazing. 880 00:31:04,321 --> 00:31:05,989 - Yeah, and he's so kind, and he's so thoughtful. 881 00:31:05,989 --> 00:31:08,283 - I think that she would completely approve of Joey. 882 00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:09,701 He's amazing. - Yeah. 883 00:31:09,701 --> 00:31:11,328 - Yeah, yeah. 884 00:31:11,328 --> 00:31:14,039 When I look at Kelsey, I see myself in her a lot. 885 00:31:14,039 --> 00:31:18,210 I mean, it only happened not very long ago 886 00:31:18,210 --> 00:31:20,087 that she lost her mother, and you don't 887 00:31:20,087 --> 00:31:21,671 get over that in a year or two. 888 00:31:21,671 --> 00:31:25,509 So I want her to find happiness. 889 00:31:25,509 --> 00:31:28,470 Oh, I just want her to be happy. 890 00:31:28,470 --> 00:31:30,931 So, Kelsey, are you in love with Joey? 891 00:31:30,931 --> 00:31:33,266 - Yes, I am in love with Joey. - Aw. 892 00:31:33,266 --> 00:31:35,560 I love that. - Ah! I feel crazy. 893 00:31:35,560 --> 00:31:36,937 [laughter] 894 00:31:36,937 --> 00:31:38,105 Part of me is like, oh, my gosh. 895 00:31:38,105 --> 00:31:39,689 I feel insane saying this. 896 00:31:39,689 --> 00:31:40,941 But I'm like, but I feel it. 897 00:31:40,941 --> 00:31:42,609 So, like, it's not that insane. 898 00:31:42,609 --> 00:31:43,652 I'm like, I don't know. 899 00:31:43,652 --> 00:31:44,653 It's crazy. 900 00:31:44,653 --> 00:31:46,321 - Have you told him yet? 901 00:31:46,321 --> 00:31:48,406 - I told Joey that I was, like, starting to fall for him. 902 00:31:48,406 --> 00:31:50,033 It didn't sound so confident. 903 00:31:50,033 --> 00:31:52,369 And so whenever I do tell him that I love him, 904 00:31:52,369 --> 00:31:53,912 I want it to just feel like, you know, 905 00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:55,455 I could scream it from the, you know, rooftops. 906 00:31:55,455 --> 00:31:56,873 - Yeah. 907 00:31:56,873 --> 00:31:58,542 - And I'm not saying it to hear it back, 908 00:31:58,542 --> 00:31:59,626 but it would be nice to hear it back, you know? 909 00:31:59,626 --> 00:32:01,378 - Yeah. This is kind of 910 00:32:01,378 --> 00:32:02,504 do-or-die moment, you know? - Yeah. 911 00:32:02,504 --> 00:32:05,257 - You have to be open and honest 912 00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:07,092 and just everything. 913 00:32:07,092 --> 00:32:08,969 When you go into this overnight, 914 00:32:08,969 --> 00:32:11,930 be completely organic, and do not let 915 00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:13,640 anything come in your head. 916 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:17,060 Be present, and just be focused on each other. 917 00:32:17,060 --> 00:32:19,646 And make use of every second. - Yeah. 918 00:32:19,646 --> 00:32:21,314 - Because it goes like that. - Yeah. 919 00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:24,943 - You know, I went into my last day confident. 920 00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:26,278 - Mm-hmm. 921 00:32:26,278 --> 00:32:28,822 - By the things we talked about 922 00:32:28,822 --> 00:32:30,073 and by the things he said to me. 923 00:32:30,073 --> 00:32:31,616 - Yeah. 924 00:32:31,616 --> 00:32:35,662 - And then I didn't get chosen, and that was hard. 925 00:32:35,662 --> 00:32:38,039 I just want Kelsey to be really careful. 926 00:32:38,039 --> 00:32:41,376 I know what it feels like to be so hopeful 927 00:32:41,376 --> 00:32:43,879 for the future and hopeful that, you know, 928 00:32:43,879 --> 00:32:45,172 you're gonna be the one. 929 00:32:45,172 --> 00:32:47,591 And then I'm scared for her, 930 00:32:47,591 --> 00:32:50,468 because if it doesn't happen that way, it's heartbreaking. 931 00:32:50,468 --> 00:32:53,889 And I can see how much she adores Joey, 932 00:32:53,889 --> 00:32:55,765 and I wouldn't want that for her. 933 00:32:55,765 --> 00:32:57,475 I wish I wouldn't have felt so confident. 934 00:32:57,475 --> 00:32:59,144 - Yeah. 935 00:32:59,144 --> 00:33:01,062 - Because then I was devastated. 936 00:33:01,062 --> 00:33:02,480 - Yeah. - Very, very sad, 937 00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:04,608 because I was really in love with him. 938 00:33:04,608 --> 00:33:08,278 And I would not wish that on my worst enemy, 939 00:33:08,278 --> 00:33:10,405 to be honest, that feeling I had, 940 00:33:10,405 --> 00:33:13,617 where I was confident and then that was it. 941 00:33:13,617 --> 00:33:16,036 And I would say, just always have something 942 00:33:16,036 --> 00:33:19,247 in the back of your head that you might not be it. 943 00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:21,416 And then if you're it, it's amazing. 944 00:33:21,416 --> 00:33:22,876 And if you're not, you-- 945 00:33:22,876 --> 00:33:25,086 you have a little bit of protection. 946 00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:26,421 - Yeah. 947 00:33:26,421 --> 00:33:28,006 - Kelsey, you are a beautiful girl. 948 00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:29,549 - Thank you. 949 00:33:29,549 --> 00:33:31,051 - And Joey would be very lucky to have you. 950 00:33:31,051 --> 00:33:33,803 - Thank you, Leslie. - Yeah. 951 00:33:33,803 --> 00:33:35,805 - Coming into this, I was feeling really great, 952 00:33:35,805 --> 00:33:37,557 but after talking to Leslie, 953 00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:39,726 that made me just realize 954 00:33:39,726 --> 00:33:42,812 how much I could have my heart completely broken. 955 00:33:42,812 --> 00:33:45,941 Leslie's been through a lot of the same things that I have. 956 00:33:45,941 --> 00:33:48,401 You know, she had strong feelings for Gerry. 957 00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:50,237 And you know, I'm feeling the same feelings, 958 00:33:50,237 --> 00:33:51,988 you know, like, with Joey. 959 00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:53,907 She was thinking that it was gonna be her, 960 00:33:53,907 --> 00:33:55,992 but she didn't get engaged to Gerry, 961 00:33:55,992 --> 00:33:58,578 so she did get her heart broken. 962 00:33:58,578 --> 00:34:00,413 Putting yourself out there like this 963 00:34:00,413 --> 00:34:02,165 and, like, not knowing 964 00:34:02,165 --> 00:34:04,626 what the outcome is gonna be is scary. 965 00:34:04,626 --> 00:34:06,419 Like, I could lose this all, like, you know, 966 00:34:06,419 --> 00:34:08,463 in a matter of days. 967 00:34:08,463 --> 00:34:11,800 Now I'm, like, totally freaking out and terrified. 968 00:34:13,885 --> 00:34:16,888 [soft music] 969 00:34:16,888 --> 00:34:23,937 ♪ ♪ 970 00:34:26,106 --> 00:34:29,693 - I am so excited to go on this date with Joey. 971 00:34:29,693 --> 00:34:34,072 I've been waiting patiently, and it has arrived. 972 00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:35,323 I had a conversation with Leslie 973 00:34:35,323 --> 00:34:37,742 from "The Golden Bachelor." 974 00:34:37,742 --> 00:34:40,787 She told me, "Just go into it with an open heart, 975 00:34:40,787 --> 00:34:43,665 but just don't expect the engagement at the end." 976 00:34:43,665 --> 00:34:46,459 And so it's scary. 977 00:34:46,459 --> 00:34:48,753 But I'm excited, and I'm trying to feel 978 00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:50,338 all the feelings and embrace them, 979 00:34:50,338 --> 00:34:52,549 even though sometimes they are scary. 980 00:34:52,549 --> 00:34:59,222 ♪ ♪ 981 00:34:59,222 --> 00:35:01,099 Oh. I can't run. 982 00:35:01,099 --> 00:35:02,350 [laughs] 983 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:04,728 - You look great. - You look great. 984 00:35:04,728 --> 00:35:06,896 [laughs] Tulum looks good on you. 985 00:35:06,896 --> 00:35:07,939 - Same to you. 986 00:35:07,939 --> 00:35:09,691 I missed you. 987 00:35:09,691 --> 00:35:10,900 - How are you? 988 00:35:10,900 --> 00:35:11,901 - A lot better now. 989 00:35:11,901 --> 00:35:12,986 It's good to see you. 990 00:35:12,986 --> 00:35:13,945 - It's good to see you. 991 00:35:13,945 --> 00:35:15,905 You look so handsome. 992 00:35:15,905 --> 00:35:17,449 - You look beautiful. 993 00:35:17,449 --> 00:35:18,616 You ready to see what today is gonna be? 994 00:35:18,616 --> 00:35:19,951 - I'm so excited. - All right. 995 00:35:19,951 --> 00:35:21,411 What do you think we're doing? 996 00:35:21,411 --> 00:35:22,746 - Maybe something with a boat? - OK. 997 00:35:22,746 --> 00:35:24,039 That's a good guess. You want to go find out? 998 00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:24,914 - Yeah, let's go find out. 999 00:35:24,914 --> 00:35:26,291 - All right, let's do it. 1000 00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:28,043 - [laughs] You look so cute in blue. 1001 00:35:28,043 --> 00:35:29,044 - You look better. 1002 00:35:29,044 --> 00:35:30,378 - [laughs] 1003 00:35:30,378 --> 00:35:32,213 - Are you excited? - [gasps] 1004 00:35:32,213 --> 00:35:33,798 - It's a nice boat. - I am so excited. 1005 00:35:33,798 --> 00:35:36,176 It's beautiful. 1006 00:35:36,176 --> 00:35:37,969 Oh, my gosh! 1007 00:35:37,969 --> 00:35:39,387 - The last time I was with Kelsey, 1008 00:35:39,387 --> 00:35:40,555 I really didn't want to let her go. 1009 00:35:40,555 --> 00:35:42,349 We had such a great day in New Orleans. 1010 00:35:42,349 --> 00:35:43,975 I felt so comfortable with her family, 1011 00:35:43,975 --> 00:35:47,228 and I know there's a real love that's building 1012 00:35:47,228 --> 00:35:49,064 between Kelsey and I, 'cause I feel it. 1013 00:35:49,064 --> 00:35:51,858 But I just don't know yet if Kelsey feels the same way 1014 00:35:51,858 --> 00:35:53,526 about me as I feel about her. 1015 00:35:53,526 --> 00:35:54,819 - Ooh. 1016 00:35:54,819 --> 00:35:55,945 - This is sick. 1017 00:35:55,945 --> 00:35:57,947 She's never said the L word, 1018 00:35:57,947 --> 00:36:00,075 and hopefully today is a day that I get more clarity 1019 00:36:00,075 --> 00:36:02,077 that she also feels it too. 1020 00:36:02,077 --> 00:36:03,787 ♪ ♪ 1021 00:36:03,787 --> 00:36:06,498 [upbeat music] 1022 00:36:06,498 --> 00:36:07,499 - Ah! 1023 00:36:07,499 --> 00:36:09,542 This is so pretty. 1024 00:36:09,542 --> 00:36:11,211 - The way that Kelsey makes me feel is different. 1025 00:36:11,211 --> 00:36:13,797 ♪ ♪ 1026 00:36:13,797 --> 00:36:15,799 She has this light and energy 1027 00:36:15,799 --> 00:36:19,010 that I just feel so lucky when I'm around her. 1028 00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:20,387 I missed you. 1029 00:36:20,387 --> 00:36:21,638 I didn't want to leave you in New Orleans. 1030 00:36:21,638 --> 00:36:24,224 - I know. You should have just stayed. 1031 00:36:24,224 --> 00:36:25,892 - You look beautiful today, by the way. 1032 00:36:25,892 --> 00:36:27,185 - Thank you. You look handsome. 1033 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:28,770 ♪ ♪ 1034 00:36:28,770 --> 00:36:30,897 - I missed you. - My hair's all crazy. 1035 00:36:30,897 --> 00:36:32,065 - I like it when it's crazy. 1036 00:36:32,065 --> 00:36:33,191 - [laughs] 1037 00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:34,484 - I do. 1038 00:36:34,484 --> 00:36:35,944 I think it's one of your best qualities, 1039 00:36:35,944 --> 00:36:36,945 how crazy your hair is. 1040 00:36:36,945 --> 00:36:38,113 - My crazy hair? - Yeah. 1041 00:36:38,113 --> 00:36:39,698 - It's huge. 1042 00:36:39,698 --> 00:36:41,074 - I think you don't need to tame the mane. 1043 00:36:41,074 --> 00:36:42,742 - Shaggy dog. 1044 00:36:42,742 --> 00:36:43,868 That's what I feel like right now. 1045 00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:45,078 - No, you look-- you look good. 1046 00:36:45,078 --> 00:36:47,455 It's the small things with her. 1047 00:36:47,455 --> 00:36:51,710 The way she looks at me, the way she smiles, 1048 00:36:51,710 --> 00:36:55,338 how joyful I feel around her. 1049 00:36:55,338 --> 00:36:57,716 And I think it's because I can picture 1050 00:36:57,716 --> 00:37:00,510 so much of a future with Kelsey. 1051 00:37:00,510 --> 00:37:01,886 Would you like a house on the water? 1052 00:37:01,886 --> 00:37:03,430 - Yeah, I would. 1053 00:37:03,430 --> 00:37:05,098 - There's something about being by the beach, 1054 00:37:05,098 --> 00:37:06,266 it just makes me a happier person. 1055 00:37:06,266 --> 00:37:07,851 - Yeah, totally. 1056 00:37:07,851 --> 00:37:09,853 - So how about you? 1057 00:37:09,853 --> 00:37:11,312 - I live in New Orleans now, obviously. 1058 00:37:11,312 --> 00:37:13,189 - I know. - But-- 1059 00:37:13,189 --> 00:37:15,024 - And I know you love it there. - And I love New Orleans. 1060 00:37:15,024 --> 00:37:17,527 I love all my friends there, and like, my family's close by. 1061 00:37:17,527 --> 00:37:18,903 - I was shocked how much I liked it. 1062 00:37:18,903 --> 00:37:20,280 I was like, wait. 1063 00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:21,698 I get it a little bit. - All right. 1064 00:37:21,698 --> 00:37:22,657 That's good to know, huh? - Yeah. 1065 00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:23,658 - [laughs] 1066 00:37:23,658 --> 00:37:24,659 - That went down. 1067 00:37:24,659 --> 00:37:26,286 - Cool. [laughs] 1068 00:37:26,286 --> 00:37:28,663 Yeah, but it's like a give and take, for sure. 1069 00:37:28,663 --> 00:37:29,956 - Always. 1070 00:37:29,956 --> 00:37:31,416 - Like, I think about, like, on your side, 1071 00:37:31,416 --> 00:37:33,835 I'm like, you know, how hard this is sometimes, 1072 00:37:33,835 --> 00:37:35,879 like, opening up or being, like, fully transparent. 1073 00:37:35,879 --> 00:37:38,465 I'm like, he has to do this... 1074 00:37:38,465 --> 00:37:40,175 again and again and again. 1075 00:37:40,175 --> 00:37:41,718 - Yeah, I know. I know. - And I'm just like, oh, my-- 1076 00:37:41,718 --> 00:37:42,969 I just couldn't. 1077 00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:44,596 I can't imagine. - Yeah. 1078 00:37:44,596 --> 00:37:47,515 Well, I appreciate you being aware of it. 1079 00:37:47,515 --> 00:37:48,975 - Yeah. 1080 00:37:48,975 --> 00:37:50,935 - But with you, I want to tell you everything. 1081 00:37:50,935 --> 00:37:52,187 - Eee! 1082 00:37:52,187 --> 00:37:53,521 I want to hear everything, 1083 00:37:53,521 --> 00:37:55,106 so it's good to hear you say that. 1084 00:37:55,106 --> 00:37:57,358 I love Joey. 1085 00:37:57,358 --> 00:38:01,446 ♪ ♪ 1086 00:38:01,446 --> 00:38:02,697 What? - What? 1087 00:38:02,697 --> 00:38:03,865 - [laughs] You did it. - No. 1088 00:38:03,865 --> 00:38:05,116 I did it 'cause you just said it. 1089 00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:06,493 - No, I didn't-- - And you just said it. 1090 00:38:06,493 --> 00:38:07,660 - I just said it because I knew you were gonna. 1091 00:38:07,660 --> 00:38:08,745 - Uh-huh. 1092 00:38:08,745 --> 00:38:10,455 - But I am a little scared, 1093 00:38:10,455 --> 00:38:13,666 um, like, to say, you know, 1094 00:38:13,666 --> 00:38:14,918 that I love Joey to his face. 1095 00:38:14,918 --> 00:38:16,336 Um... 1096 00:38:16,336 --> 00:38:17,712 - What are you doing? - What do you want? 1097 00:38:17,712 --> 00:38:19,839 - What do you want? - [laughs] 1098 00:38:19,839 --> 00:38:21,341 Just the thought of the other women 1099 00:38:21,341 --> 00:38:22,967 and their relationships with Joey, 1100 00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:24,552 it's just a little scary. 1101 00:38:24,552 --> 00:38:27,555 And I just get in my head about it. 1102 00:38:27,555 --> 00:38:29,349 But at the end of the day, it's an engagement, 1103 00:38:29,349 --> 00:38:31,142 so it's like, you kind of have to lay it all out there, 1104 00:38:31,142 --> 00:38:33,853 you know. 1105 00:38:33,853 --> 00:38:35,605 Oh, my God. Like, it looks clear. 1106 00:38:35,605 --> 00:38:36,814 You can see the bottom. - Yeah. 1107 00:38:36,814 --> 00:38:38,316 It looks nice. We're in a little cove. 1108 00:38:38,316 --> 00:38:40,068 - Is that a stingray? - It actually is. 1109 00:38:40,068 --> 00:38:41,569 That is a stingray. 1110 00:38:41,569 --> 00:38:42,695 That's a turtle. 1111 00:38:42,695 --> 00:38:43,780 That looks a turtle. That's a turtle. 1112 00:38:43,780 --> 00:38:45,073 - That's a turtle! That's a turtle! 1113 00:38:45,073 --> 00:38:47,116 Oh, my gosh! You can see it's little fins! 1114 00:38:47,116 --> 00:38:48,201 - All right, we're gonna be with him in a second. 1115 00:38:48,201 --> 00:38:49,452 - Oh, my gosh! He's so cute! 1116 00:38:49,452 --> 00:38:50,245 - Have you ever swam with turtles before? 1117 00:38:50,245 --> 00:38:51,579 - No, never! - All right. 1118 00:38:51,579 --> 00:38:52,664 Today's the day. 1119 00:38:52,664 --> 00:38:53,665 - I don't know if I've ever met 1120 00:38:53,665 --> 00:38:55,500 someone like Joey. 1121 00:38:55,500 --> 00:38:58,086 I love him, and it feels insane. 1122 00:38:58,086 --> 00:39:01,506 I don't know, just to, like, feel all those emotions. 1123 00:39:01,506 --> 00:39:04,884 And I don't know if I've ever, like, said that 1124 00:39:04,884 --> 00:39:07,136 to anybody so fast, so... 1125 00:39:07,136 --> 00:39:08,846 it's scary putting yourself out there 1126 00:39:08,846 --> 00:39:11,057 and, like, not knowing what the outcome's gonna be. 1127 00:39:11,057 --> 00:39:12,767 - Three, two... both: One. 1128 00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:16,563 ♪ ♪ 1129 00:39:16,563 --> 00:39:18,106 - You good? 1130 00:39:18,106 --> 00:39:20,149 [laughs] Water in your mouth? 1131 00:39:20,149 --> 00:39:23,528 ♪ ♪ 1132 00:39:23,528 --> 00:39:25,238 - Oh, my God, there's a stingray right under us. 1133 00:39:25,238 --> 00:39:27,115 - Look at that. - Right there. 1134 00:39:27,115 --> 00:39:29,701 ♪ ♪ 1135 00:39:29,701 --> 00:39:32,704 [laughter] 1136 00:39:32,704 --> 00:39:39,460 ♪ ♪ 1137 00:39:47,886 --> 00:39:51,764 I'm really happy right now, and I feel like 1138 00:39:51,764 --> 00:39:55,393 the guard is down, for the most part. 1139 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:59,564 So tonight, I possibly, potentially 1140 00:39:59,564 --> 00:40:01,357 could tell Joey that I love him. 1141 00:40:01,357 --> 00:40:03,151 And I think it is just very exciting, 1142 00:40:03,151 --> 00:40:05,612 but it is a little nerve-racking. 1143 00:40:05,612 --> 00:40:08,615 Leslie told me it could, you know, not be me. 1144 00:40:08,615 --> 00:40:12,368 So that is always gonna be a thought in my mind, 1145 00:40:12,368 --> 00:40:15,747 but I don't want this to end, because it feels so great. 1146 00:40:15,747 --> 00:40:17,665 ♪ ♪ 1147 00:40:17,665 --> 00:40:20,043 It's so magical. 1148 00:40:22,962 --> 00:40:25,965 [soft music] 1149 00:40:25,965 --> 00:40:33,014 ♪ ♪ 1150 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:37,727 - Today was just so good. 1151 00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:39,812 I just was so happy to be there with Joey. 1152 00:40:39,812 --> 00:40:42,106 And whenever I'm with him, it's just so easy. 1153 00:40:42,106 --> 00:40:44,400 And I don't know, I'm just so happy. 1154 00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:45,443 Thank you. 1155 00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:47,111 - Mm-hmm. 1156 00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:49,364 - I really would like to share with Joey 1157 00:40:49,364 --> 00:40:53,785 how I'm feeling about him and that I love him. 1158 00:40:53,785 --> 00:40:56,162 But like, it is, like, scary, you know, 1159 00:40:56,162 --> 00:40:59,540 to think about my conversation with Leslie 1160 00:40:59,540 --> 00:41:03,544 and the fact that, like, I'm not guaranteed this. 1161 00:41:03,544 --> 00:41:06,714 If it's not me, then I would definitely be heartbroken. 1162 00:41:06,714 --> 00:41:08,091 I'm not gonna lie. 1163 00:41:08,091 --> 00:41:09,634 That is, like, a little terrifying. 1164 00:41:09,634 --> 00:41:11,761 I'm trying my best to just continue to be hopeful. 1165 00:41:11,761 --> 00:41:13,262 But you know, it is hard. 1166 00:41:13,262 --> 00:41:14,972 - I've been looking forward to tonight, 1167 00:41:14,972 --> 00:41:16,891 just to continue furthering our relationship, 1168 00:41:16,891 --> 00:41:19,185 having more conversations, 1169 00:41:19,185 --> 00:41:21,062 and just getting on the same page. 1170 00:41:21,062 --> 00:41:22,105 So cheers. 1171 00:41:22,105 --> 00:41:23,147 - Cheers. 1172 00:41:27,527 --> 00:41:29,278 Today went perfect to me. 1173 00:41:29,278 --> 00:41:31,531 Um, I had such a good time with you. 1174 00:41:31,531 --> 00:41:33,157 I don't know, when we hang out, 1175 00:41:33,157 --> 00:41:35,535 I'm just--I can't stop smiling. 1176 00:41:35,535 --> 00:41:37,745 I'm always having just the time of my life, 1177 00:41:37,745 --> 00:41:39,580 so thanks for that. 1178 00:41:39,580 --> 00:41:41,541 - Yeah. The conversations flow. 1179 00:41:41,541 --> 00:41:43,543 Everything just seems easy. 1180 00:41:43,543 --> 00:41:47,338 And since Ronda, and especially after Montreal, 1181 00:41:47,338 --> 00:41:50,049 I just think, like, the level of comfort has just-- 1182 00:41:50,049 --> 00:41:52,093 it's been noticeable, yeah. - Yeah. 1183 00:41:52,093 --> 00:41:53,970 - And I feel it from how you are, 1184 00:41:53,970 --> 00:41:55,722 but just how I feel like I can be too. 1185 00:41:55,722 --> 00:41:57,265 - Mm-hmm. - And today, I just-- 1186 00:41:57,265 --> 00:41:58,808 it was a day I didn't want to end, 1187 00:41:58,808 --> 00:41:59,934 and that's how it always is with you. 1188 00:41:59,934 --> 00:42:00,810 I just don't want it to end. 1189 00:42:00,810 --> 00:42:03,312 - Yeah, I agree. 1190 00:42:03,312 --> 00:42:05,273 I actually talked with Leslie. 1191 00:42:05,273 --> 00:42:06,482 - Oh, did you? 1192 00:42:06,482 --> 00:42:07,692 - She was on "The Golden"-- yeah. 1193 00:42:07,692 --> 00:42:08,901 - How was that? 1194 00:42:08,901 --> 00:42:11,738 - Um, she told me that after overnights, 1195 00:42:11,738 --> 00:42:13,030 she, like, literally thought 1196 00:42:13,030 --> 00:42:15,116 she had it in the bag, like, with Gerry. 1197 00:42:15,116 --> 00:42:18,286 And so she told me kind of, like, not to expect, 1198 00:42:18,286 --> 00:42:21,247 you know, and just always kind of be hopeful. 1199 00:42:21,247 --> 00:42:22,582 And I feel like that's how I've been going 1200 00:42:22,582 --> 00:42:24,542 into every Rose Ceremony. 1201 00:42:24,542 --> 00:42:27,003 I've never expected anything, but I've always been hopeful, 1202 00:42:27,003 --> 00:42:29,505 because I know how I feel about you, 1203 00:42:29,505 --> 00:42:31,674 and I just hope that, you know, you reciprocate 1204 00:42:31,674 --> 00:42:33,176 those feelings to me. 1205 00:42:33,176 --> 00:42:34,385 - It's a good thing to talk through, 1206 00:42:34,385 --> 00:42:36,012 though, 'cause it's hard. - Yeah. Yeah. 1207 00:42:36,012 --> 00:42:37,805 - 'Cause like you said, you want to expect, 1208 00:42:37,805 --> 00:42:39,807 or you want to, like, be so confident, 1209 00:42:39,807 --> 00:42:41,601 but you have to stay hopeful. - Mm-hmm. 1210 00:42:41,601 --> 00:42:43,478 - And I'll speak from my position with Charity. 1211 00:42:43,478 --> 00:42:44,854 Like, I thought it was me. 1212 00:42:44,854 --> 00:42:46,939 Like, I was 100% sure. 1213 00:42:46,939 --> 00:42:50,318 But--and just, I do feel like sometimes 1214 00:42:50,318 --> 00:42:54,155 that I struggle to be open 1215 00:42:54,155 --> 00:42:55,907 because I still have that fear 1216 00:42:55,907 --> 00:42:58,117 that it can be taken away. - Mm-hmm. 1217 00:42:58,117 --> 00:43:00,495 - Because the idea of how strong it feels, 1218 00:43:00,495 --> 00:43:02,371 and then it possibly being taken away 1219 00:43:02,371 --> 00:43:03,790 scares the [bleep] out of me. 1220 00:43:03,790 --> 00:43:06,584 And it makes me close down sometimes, 1221 00:43:06,584 --> 00:43:10,379 because I don't want to feel that feeling again, 1222 00:43:10,379 --> 00:43:12,006 of like, you fully choosing someone 1223 00:43:12,006 --> 00:43:13,257 and someone not choosing you. 1224 00:43:13,257 --> 00:43:17,929 ♪ ♪ 1225 00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:19,305 - I'm really sorry, you know, 1226 00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:20,640 that is, like, a thought in your mind. 1227 00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:22,141 - Mm-hmm. 1228 00:43:22,141 --> 00:43:24,185 - But I think that you're so amazing, 1229 00:43:24,185 --> 00:43:25,728 and I think that you deserve the world. 1230 00:43:25,728 --> 00:43:28,189 And I hope that you can, like, just continue 1231 00:43:28,189 --> 00:43:30,108 to, like, put yourself out there and, you know, 1232 00:43:30,108 --> 00:43:31,859 try your best to, you know, 1233 00:43:31,859 --> 00:43:35,279 just be vulnerable and open yourself up to it. 1234 00:43:35,279 --> 00:43:36,864 Because I think that at the end, 1235 00:43:36,864 --> 00:43:38,783 if it is, you know, meant to be, 1236 00:43:38,783 --> 00:43:41,077 like, it's gonna be the most amazing thing in the world, 1237 00:43:41,077 --> 00:43:43,704 so... - Yeah. 1238 00:43:43,704 --> 00:43:46,541 - I appreciate his honesty and that, like, vulnerability 1239 00:43:46,541 --> 00:43:48,960 of, you know, telling me the way that he felt 1240 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,878 going through this on my side. 1241 00:43:50,878 --> 00:43:54,507 So I'm excited to be able to open up a little bit more, 1242 00:43:54,507 --> 00:43:57,009 like, to share how positive I am 1243 00:43:57,009 --> 00:43:58,928 in my feelings towards Joey. 1244 00:43:58,928 --> 00:44:00,972 He really makes me feel seen, 1245 00:44:00,972 --> 00:44:03,933 and like, I know that I want him to feel the same way. 1246 00:44:03,933 --> 00:44:05,142 Oh, I'm gonna get emotional. 1247 00:44:05,142 --> 00:44:06,435 Um...it's funny. 1248 00:44:06,435 --> 00:44:08,688 Like, I feel like it's so easy to open up 1249 00:44:08,688 --> 00:44:13,401 to my dad about these things, and he, I don't know, 1250 00:44:13,401 --> 00:44:16,112 just gave me, like, all the reassurance I needed 1251 00:44:16,112 --> 00:44:20,449 and told me how, like, happy he was to see us together. 1252 00:44:20,449 --> 00:44:22,201 And he told me about, like, 1253 00:44:22,201 --> 00:44:23,953 how it was whenever he met my mom, 1254 00:44:23,953 --> 00:44:26,789 and how he knew, like, pretty much immediately. 1255 00:44:26,789 --> 00:44:29,834 And he asked me, you know, like, how I felt about you, 1256 00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:31,878 and I told him that I loved you. 1257 00:44:31,878 --> 00:44:34,839 ♪ ♪ 1258 00:44:34,839 --> 00:44:36,340 But I want to tell you, like, I do. 1259 00:44:36,340 --> 00:44:38,718 I do love you, Joey. [laughs] 1260 00:44:38,718 --> 00:44:41,971 - Now you're just blurting that out, out of nowhere. 1261 00:44:41,971 --> 00:44:44,515 - I know, and it's crazy, like, just, like, talking to my dad 1262 00:44:44,515 --> 00:44:46,225 and, like, feeling all of that. 1263 00:44:46,225 --> 00:44:47,935 But it's like, I feel confident in saying it, 1264 00:44:47,935 --> 00:44:49,604 because that's how I feel. 1265 00:44:49,604 --> 00:44:51,230 And I'm just gonna be honest, like, with, you know, 1266 00:44:51,230 --> 00:44:53,316 all of this process and my emotions. 1267 00:44:53,316 --> 00:44:55,276 And it's honestly so exciting to say it. 1268 00:44:55,276 --> 00:44:57,069 I can't stop smiling. 1269 00:44:57,069 --> 00:45:02,658 ♪ ♪ 1270 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:04,118 - It just feels amazing. 1271 00:45:04,118 --> 00:45:06,204 Like, my expectations for tonight was just hoping 1272 00:45:06,204 --> 00:45:08,873 that I would hear something about the word love. 1273 00:45:08,873 --> 00:45:10,249 And to know that she's not just falling, 1274 00:45:10,249 --> 00:45:12,376 but she knows she's in love-- 1275 00:45:12,376 --> 00:45:14,253 I've been waiting for this forever. 1276 00:45:14,253 --> 00:45:15,838 I feel all the emotions, 1277 00:45:15,838 --> 00:45:18,341 and I want to be able to express them. 1278 00:45:18,341 --> 00:45:20,468 But it's just scary, 1279 00:45:20,468 --> 00:45:22,887 because I know with my first love, 1280 00:45:22,887 --> 00:45:25,014 as soon as I got to that point where I was so ready, 1281 00:45:25,014 --> 00:45:26,599 it was taken away. 1282 00:45:26,599 --> 00:45:28,684 I know it's gonna take a special type of person 1283 00:45:28,684 --> 00:45:31,020 to let me open up again, 1284 00:45:31,020 --> 00:45:32,939 and I'm feeling it with Kelsey, 1285 00:45:32,939 --> 00:45:34,649 which is why I'm trying to talk through it. 1286 00:45:38,152 --> 00:45:41,447 I have wanted to express to you where my feelings are at, 1287 00:45:41,447 --> 00:45:43,324 but like, I can be closed off sometimes. 1288 00:45:43,324 --> 00:45:44,742 I can hold back, 1289 00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:48,454 because they're scary feelings to share. 1290 00:45:48,454 --> 00:45:50,873 But I haven't had a doubt about how I've felt about you 1291 00:45:50,873 --> 00:45:52,333 for a very long time. 1292 00:45:52,333 --> 00:45:54,877 Like, I'm falling in love with you fully. 1293 00:45:54,877 --> 00:45:57,254 I've felt it for a while, 1294 00:45:57,254 --> 00:46:00,007 and I'm so excited about what can be 1295 00:46:00,007 --> 00:46:02,051 and what can happen between us. 1296 00:46:02,051 --> 00:46:04,011 And I don't want to hold it back anymore, 1297 00:46:04,011 --> 00:46:05,137 'cause it's hard in this position. 1298 00:46:05,137 --> 00:46:07,139 Sometimes you feel like you need to, 1299 00:46:07,139 --> 00:46:08,641 but I've wanted to say it to you for a while. 1300 00:46:08,641 --> 00:46:10,935 And to hear it now, I'm not waiting any longer. 1301 00:46:10,935 --> 00:46:13,312 I want to let you know that I am falling in love with you, 1302 00:46:13,312 --> 00:46:15,398 and I know how real it is. 1303 00:46:15,398 --> 00:46:20,528 ♪ ♪ 1304 00:46:20,528 --> 00:46:21,779 - Ah! 1305 00:46:21,779 --> 00:46:24,448 [laughs] Oh, my gosh. 1306 00:46:24,448 --> 00:46:26,575 I feel like I'm on top of the world right now. 1307 00:46:26,575 --> 00:46:30,413 I'm, like, all emotional, but I'm just so happy. 1308 00:46:30,413 --> 00:46:32,915 - It makes me happy to see you so happy. 1309 00:46:32,915 --> 00:46:35,376 - [laughing] Oh, my God. 1310 00:46:35,376 --> 00:46:37,962 I feel like my smile is just taking over. 1311 00:46:37,962 --> 00:46:40,339 I can't even say words. 1312 00:46:40,339 --> 00:46:42,717 Yeah, I'm just--I feel like I'm on top of the world 1313 00:46:42,717 --> 00:46:44,135 right now. 1314 00:46:44,135 --> 00:46:47,138 [sweeping music] 1315 00:46:47,138 --> 00:46:52,560 ♪ ♪ 1316 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:56,439 It feels so great hearing those words from him, 1317 00:46:56,439 --> 00:46:58,649 and it's so magical. 1318 00:46:58,649 --> 00:47:00,943 And I was not expecting any of this, 1319 00:47:00,943 --> 00:47:04,196 but I'm so happy that all of this has been happening. 1320 00:47:04,196 --> 00:47:06,073 - I do have something... 1321 00:47:06,073 --> 00:47:07,450 - Oh, my God. - For you. 1322 00:47:07,450 --> 00:47:08,451 - It's hidden. 1323 00:47:08,451 --> 00:47:09,785 [laughs] 1324 00:47:09,785 --> 00:47:11,829 - I want you to read it. 1325 00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:12,830 ♪ ♪ 1326 00:47:12,830 --> 00:47:15,750 - Oh, my God. [laughs] 1327 00:47:15,750 --> 00:47:18,252 "Joey and Kelsey, may your day spent 1328 00:47:18,252 --> 00:47:21,213 "on the serene Caribbean Sea 1329 00:47:21,213 --> 00:47:24,300 "have etched a lasting memory of unity and happiness 1330 00:47:24,300 --> 00:47:25,885 "in your hearts. 1331 00:47:25,885 --> 00:47:28,346 "Should you choose to forgo your individual rooms, 1332 00:47:28,346 --> 00:47:31,682 "please use this key to stay together 1333 00:47:31,682 --> 00:47:33,476 in the Fantasy Suite." 1334 00:47:37,772 --> 00:47:39,023 I accept. 1335 00:47:39,023 --> 00:47:40,024 [laughs] 1336 00:47:40,024 --> 00:47:41,859 I am so happy. 1337 00:47:41,859 --> 00:47:44,487 That is an easy, easy yes. 1338 00:47:44,487 --> 00:47:46,447 I think maybe the easiest yes in my life. 1339 00:47:46,447 --> 00:47:50,701 ♪ ♪ 1340 00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:51,786 - Want to get out of here? 1341 00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:53,662 - Let's get out of here. - Let's go. 1342 00:47:53,662 --> 00:47:55,998 - I'm just excited to get time with him, you know? 1343 00:47:55,998 --> 00:47:58,000 Without everybody around, so... 1344 00:47:58,000 --> 00:48:00,461 And I'm feeling like I just can't wait 1345 00:48:00,461 --> 00:48:02,963 to just hang out with my boyfriend. 1346 00:48:02,963 --> 00:48:05,716 This is so beautiful. - Mm. 1347 00:48:05,716 --> 00:48:08,886 - I'm just so excited of what the night could bring us 1348 00:48:08,886 --> 00:48:12,181 and, like, how we can open up and, you know, 1349 00:48:12,181 --> 00:48:15,351 just really dive deeper into our relationship. 1350 00:48:15,351 --> 00:48:17,103 ♪ ♪ 1351 00:48:17,103 --> 00:48:19,605 Oh, my gosh. 1352 00:48:19,605 --> 00:48:21,315 It's crazy, like, to think that, you know-- 1353 00:48:21,315 --> 00:48:24,985 how soon that engagement is. 1354 00:48:24,985 --> 00:48:27,822 But I can see me and him at the end of this, 1355 00:48:27,822 --> 00:48:31,283 and I think that life could be really great with him. 1356 00:48:31,283 --> 00:48:35,329 ♪ ♪ 1357 00:48:35,329 --> 00:48:36,956 - It feels really, really good to say 1358 00:48:36,956 --> 00:48:38,499 "I'm falling in love with you" to Kelsey, 1359 00:48:38,499 --> 00:48:41,085 because it's just been building, 1360 00:48:41,085 --> 00:48:44,505 and I've been waiting for this moment for a very long time, 1361 00:48:44,505 --> 00:48:46,465 to have this alone time with Kelsey. 1362 00:48:46,465 --> 00:48:48,342 ♪ ♪ 1363 00:48:48,342 --> 00:48:50,636 When I look into Kelsey's eyes, I feel like 1364 00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:53,264 I can truly see what my future is. 1365 00:48:53,264 --> 00:48:54,890 I can picture it. 1366 00:48:54,890 --> 00:48:56,892 It's really exciting. 1367 00:48:59,019 --> 00:49:02,106 [soft music] 1368 00:49:02,106 --> 00:49:04,817 ♪ ♪ 1369 00:49:04,817 --> 00:49:06,277 - All right. 1370 00:49:06,277 --> 00:49:07,945 What are we cooking first, bacon? 1371 00:49:07,945 --> 00:49:10,114 - Crispy, extra crispy. 1372 00:49:10,114 --> 00:49:11,949 - How hot do you make it for bacon? 1373 00:49:11,949 --> 00:49:13,200 - I just kinda wing it. 1374 00:49:13,200 --> 00:49:15,202 - Yeah, me too. Good answer. 1375 00:49:15,202 --> 00:49:16,662 - Waking up with Joey this morning 1376 00:49:16,662 --> 00:49:18,998 feels so natural and so right. 1377 00:49:18,998 --> 00:49:21,041 It feels like something that I could do 1378 00:49:21,041 --> 00:49:23,294 maybe for the rest of my life. 1379 00:49:23,294 --> 00:49:25,337 - There's nothing better than fresh bacon. 1380 00:49:25,337 --> 00:49:27,006 - No, you can literally move these. 1381 00:49:27,006 --> 00:49:27,798 - Stop it. - No, wait. 1382 00:49:27,798 --> 00:49:29,133 No, just look. 1383 00:49:29,133 --> 00:49:30,843 You could move it and make space. 1384 00:49:30,843 --> 00:49:34,430 Last night was the first time I was able to spend the night 1385 00:49:34,430 --> 00:49:37,224 and just have undivided time with Joey. 1386 00:49:37,224 --> 00:49:39,226 And it was nice to just see, like, 1387 00:49:39,226 --> 00:49:40,561 all the different sides of him 1388 00:49:40,561 --> 00:49:42,938 and just dive a little bit deeper into them all. 1389 00:49:42,938 --> 00:49:44,273 That one's perfect. 1390 00:49:44,273 --> 00:49:45,357 - OK. 1391 00:49:45,357 --> 00:49:46,692 Honestly, it doesn't look bad. 1392 00:49:46,692 --> 00:49:48,068 - I feel like everything just feels 1393 00:49:48,068 --> 00:49:50,154 so, like, pure and right with us. 1394 00:49:50,154 --> 00:49:53,032 I'm genuinely just, like, so happy right now. 1395 00:49:53,032 --> 00:49:54,825 Oh, my God, I'm gonna cry. 1396 00:49:54,825 --> 00:49:55,826 I don't know. 1397 00:49:55,826 --> 00:49:57,244 I'm just so happy. 1398 00:49:57,244 --> 00:49:58,662 - Oh, no. - You got it. 1399 00:49:58,662 --> 00:50:00,206 - Oh, no. - Commit, commit, commit. 1400 00:50:00,206 --> 00:50:01,332 JOEY: Oh, no. 1401 00:50:01,332 --> 00:50:03,042 It was horrible. 1402 00:50:03,042 --> 00:50:04,418 It was as bad as it could be. 1403 00:50:04,418 --> 00:50:06,420 - [laughs] What do-- 1404 00:50:06,420 --> 00:50:07,463 - That's mine. 1405 00:50:07,463 --> 00:50:08,464 I'm eating that. 1406 00:50:08,464 --> 00:50:09,673 There's shells in there. 1407 00:50:09,673 --> 00:50:11,342 - [laughs] That was so-- 1408 00:50:11,342 --> 00:50:13,844 - Stop laughing at me. 1409 00:50:13,844 --> 00:50:16,847 Waking up this morning, I feel like I can't stop smiling. 1410 00:50:16,847 --> 00:50:18,516 That was the most amount of time 1411 00:50:18,516 --> 00:50:20,851 I've ever gotten with Kelsey, and I just feel like 1412 00:50:20,851 --> 00:50:21,936 that alone time with Kelsey 1413 00:50:21,936 --> 00:50:23,771 was everything and more. 1414 00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:26,106 It's not hard to see what a future would be like, 1415 00:50:26,106 --> 00:50:28,734 because it seems so clear right now. 1416 00:50:28,734 --> 00:50:32,279 It's just indescribable. 1417 00:50:32,279 --> 00:50:33,906 ♪ ♪ 1418 00:50:33,906 --> 00:50:36,200 It just feels good to wake up this morning and look at you 1419 00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:38,661 and say confidently that I am falling in love with you. 1420 00:50:38,661 --> 00:50:41,622 And I know it's going to continue to build, 1421 00:50:41,622 --> 00:50:44,500 and I'm leaving very confident in everything 1422 00:50:44,500 --> 00:50:47,419 that we had from yesterday and last night. 1423 00:50:47,419 --> 00:50:52,091 And I'll hold onto what can be there until I say it 100%, 1424 00:50:52,091 --> 00:50:53,634 because that's what you deserve. 1425 00:50:53,634 --> 00:50:55,511 - I had those feelings of love, 1426 00:50:55,511 --> 00:50:57,346 and I didn't want to say it unless, like, 1427 00:50:57,346 --> 00:50:59,223 it felt natural, so I don't know. 1428 00:50:59,223 --> 00:51:02,351 Saying it just felt so great, and it felt like-- 1429 00:51:02,351 --> 00:51:04,228 I don't know, a weight kind of lifted off of me, 1430 00:51:04,228 --> 00:51:05,813 because I feel like I've been holding it back. 1431 00:51:05,813 --> 00:51:07,106 But sometimes, I look at you and I just 1432 00:51:07,106 --> 00:51:09,817 want to say, you know, that I love you. 1433 00:51:09,817 --> 00:51:10,943 ♪ ♪ 1434 00:51:10,943 --> 00:51:12,319 It makes me so happy. 1435 00:51:12,319 --> 00:51:15,948 - It makes me so happy. 1436 00:51:15,948 --> 00:51:17,491 There was multiple moments where she just looked at me 1437 00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:18,576 and said, "I love you." 1438 00:51:18,576 --> 00:51:20,703 And like, I knew it was real. 1439 00:51:20,703 --> 00:51:22,580 She just expressed that she is in love with me, 1440 00:51:22,580 --> 00:51:24,790 not just falling in love with me, 1441 00:51:24,790 --> 00:51:26,959 and it was so great to hear. 1442 00:51:26,959 --> 00:51:29,420 It feels so right with Kelsey. 1443 00:51:29,420 --> 00:51:31,255 Everything fits. 1444 00:51:31,255 --> 00:51:34,633 I hope you feel as good as I feel leaving here today. 1445 00:51:34,633 --> 00:51:36,552 And I'm gonna miss you. 1446 00:51:36,552 --> 00:51:38,512 - I'm gonna miss you too. 1447 00:51:38,512 --> 00:51:40,055 I'm just gonna try and hold on to all the moments 1448 00:51:40,055 --> 00:51:42,266 that we had together 1449 00:51:42,266 --> 00:51:43,892 and keep those close to my heart. 1450 00:51:43,892 --> 00:51:47,730 - Good. - But I'll miss you. 1451 00:51:47,730 --> 00:51:50,649 I think that Joey is the man of my dreams. 1452 00:51:50,649 --> 00:51:52,234 I'm just so happy when I'm with him. 1453 00:51:52,234 --> 00:51:53,777 I can't stop smiling. 1454 00:51:53,777 --> 00:51:55,112 My cheeks hurt. 1455 00:51:55,112 --> 00:51:57,197 - See you soon. - See you soon. 1456 00:51:57,197 --> 00:51:59,074 ♪ ♪ 1457 00:51:59,074 --> 00:52:01,910 But Leslie told me I could literally, 1458 00:52:01,910 --> 00:52:04,246 you know, get my heart broken through all of this. 1459 00:52:04,246 --> 00:52:06,165 And I think that would be very devastating, 1460 00:52:06,165 --> 00:52:08,542 because I love him, and like, I don't want 1461 00:52:08,542 --> 00:52:10,794 to think about him with somebody else. 1462 00:52:10,794 --> 00:52:12,838 That's just a huge fear of mine, 1463 00:52:12,838 --> 00:52:15,007 and it is, like, a huge possibility at the same time. 1464 00:52:15,007 --> 00:52:18,135 There's still two other women, so I don't know. 1465 00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,763 It's scary to think about the comparison. 1466 00:52:20,763 --> 00:52:27,561 ♪ ♪ 1467 00:52:29,563 --> 00:52:32,566 [light music] 1468 00:52:32,566 --> 00:52:35,277 ♪ ♪ 1469 00:52:35,277 --> 00:52:38,697 - Later today is my Fantasy Suite with Joey. 1470 00:52:38,697 --> 00:52:40,407 This just means, like, everything's getting 1471 00:52:40,407 --> 00:52:42,618 really, really serious. 1472 00:52:42,618 --> 00:52:44,495 Obviously, I'm excited to spend time with Joey, 1473 00:52:44,495 --> 00:52:45,996 but right now, like, where my head space is, 1474 00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:47,790 I just feel like I'm, like-- 1475 00:52:47,790 --> 00:52:51,168 I feel like it's not gonna be, like, the best me today, 1476 00:52:51,168 --> 00:52:53,796 because I'm really emotional today. 1477 00:52:53,796 --> 00:52:55,756 I keep feeling so deeply for him, 1478 00:52:55,756 --> 00:52:58,759 and it's just hard for me, being away this long. 1479 00:52:58,759 --> 00:52:59,760 It's weird. 1480 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:00,761 It's different. 1481 00:53:00,761 --> 00:53:03,055 It's uncomfortable. 1482 00:53:03,055 --> 00:53:06,475 And I could really use some guidance right now 1483 00:53:06,475 --> 00:53:07,935 from someone who's been through, like, 1484 00:53:07,935 --> 00:53:09,937 love and heartbreak. 1485 00:53:09,937 --> 00:53:12,481 You know, that mom energy. 1486 00:53:12,481 --> 00:53:14,650 Hello. - Hello, Daisy. 1487 00:53:14,650 --> 00:53:15,818 - Hi, Sandra. 1488 00:53:15,818 --> 00:53:17,861 - Aren't you the cutest thing? 1489 00:53:17,861 --> 00:53:21,031 - I am talking to Sandra today from "The Golden Bachelor," 1490 00:53:21,031 --> 00:53:24,410 and hopefully she can, like, give me a woman's perspective 1491 00:53:24,410 --> 00:53:26,704 about how to go into today. 1492 00:53:26,704 --> 00:53:28,497 - How are you feeling right now? 1493 00:53:28,497 --> 00:53:29,706 - I'm honestly really excited. 1494 00:53:29,706 --> 00:53:31,333 - OK. 1495 00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:33,001 - Obviously, like, I'm a bit nervous too. 1496 00:53:33,001 --> 00:53:36,213 But my date's today with Joey, 1497 00:53:36,213 --> 00:53:38,507 and then potentially going into Fantasy Suites. 1498 00:53:38,507 --> 00:53:39,716 - OK. 1499 00:53:39,716 --> 00:53:41,718 - I'll be really happy to be-- 1500 00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:43,303 like, have that alone time with him. 1501 00:53:43,303 --> 00:53:44,972 - Yes. - And see, like, how it is 1502 00:53:44,972 --> 00:53:46,390 when it's, like, just us. 1503 00:53:46,390 --> 00:53:48,642 - Just the two of you. - Yeah. 1504 00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:51,687 - Where are your feelings for him right now? 1505 00:53:51,687 --> 00:53:53,647 - I told him I'm falling in love with him. 1506 00:53:53,647 --> 00:53:55,607 - Falling in love. - And I definitely am. 1507 00:53:55,607 --> 00:53:56,984 - OK. 1508 00:53:56,984 --> 00:53:58,861 - It's hard for me when I'm, like, away from him. 1509 00:53:58,861 --> 00:54:01,321 Then I think I get kind of in my head and confused, 1510 00:54:01,321 --> 00:54:04,533 'cause there are two other girls still. 1511 00:54:04,533 --> 00:54:08,120 But like, like, when I'm with him, I'm like, oh, my gosh. 1512 00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:10,706 Like, I'm--like, I'm, like, so in love with him. 1513 00:54:10,706 --> 00:54:12,499 - Right. 1514 00:54:12,499 --> 00:54:15,210 Has he expressed any particular feelings toward you? 1515 00:54:15,210 --> 00:54:17,004 - When I told him I was falling in love with him, 1516 00:54:17,004 --> 00:54:19,089 he told me that he feels the same way. 1517 00:54:19,089 --> 00:54:20,340 - "Feels the same way." - Yeah. 1518 00:54:20,340 --> 00:54:21,592 - OK. 1519 00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:23,135 - And then I, like, I didn't really know 1520 00:54:23,135 --> 00:54:24,887 what to expect coming into this, 1521 00:54:24,887 --> 00:54:26,680 because I lost my hearing, 1522 00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:28,098 so I hear with a cochlear implant. 1523 00:54:28,098 --> 00:54:30,017 - Uh-huh. - And for, like, the last 1524 00:54:30,017 --> 00:54:31,685 like, couple years, I was like, 1525 00:54:31,685 --> 00:54:33,937 who would want to be with me, like, with all of this? 1526 00:54:33,937 --> 00:54:34,897 - Aw. - It was always in the back 1527 00:54:34,897 --> 00:54:36,231 of my mind, and like, 1528 00:54:36,231 --> 00:54:38,233 I, like, opened up to him about all of it, 1529 00:54:38,233 --> 00:54:40,819 and he was so, like, understanding 1530 00:54:40,819 --> 00:54:44,615 and, like, receptive of it and, like, uplifting. 1531 00:54:44,615 --> 00:54:45,908 I don't know. It's honestly-- 1532 00:54:45,908 --> 00:54:47,701 it's completely changed my life, 1533 00:54:47,701 --> 00:54:50,954 and I look at myself completely different because of it. 1534 00:54:50,954 --> 00:54:52,706 - Excellent, excellent. 1535 00:54:52,706 --> 00:54:54,374 - And then when I say that, I'm like, OK, 1536 00:54:54,374 --> 00:54:56,251 I'm so in love with him. - Yeah. 1537 00:54:56,251 --> 00:54:58,086 Keep those positive thoughts. - Yeah. 1538 00:54:58,086 --> 00:54:59,087 - You know? 1539 00:54:59,087 --> 00:55:00,422 Don't--just my advice. 1540 00:55:00,422 --> 00:55:02,007 Don't worry about the others. - Yeah. 1541 00:55:02,007 --> 00:55:04,134 - Because it's not even competition with them. 1542 00:55:04,134 --> 00:55:05,594 - OK. - It's the relationships 1543 00:55:05,594 --> 00:55:07,387 you develop with him, and him alone. 1544 00:55:07,387 --> 00:55:08,555 - With him. - They don't count. 1545 00:55:08,555 --> 00:55:09,806 - So just focus on that. - Yeah. 1546 00:55:09,806 --> 00:55:11,308 Be open. - OK. 1547 00:55:11,308 --> 00:55:13,644 - Be open and be-- 1548 00:55:13,644 --> 00:55:14,937 and for the most part, 1549 00:55:14,937 --> 00:55:17,147 don't be afraid to talk with Joey. 1550 00:55:17,147 --> 00:55:19,525 Talk about your expectations, what's in your head, 1551 00:55:19,525 --> 00:55:21,068 how you feel. - Yeah. 1552 00:55:21,068 --> 00:55:22,861 - Have you expressed most of that to him? 1553 00:55:22,861 --> 00:55:24,488 - Mm-hmm. - Good. 1554 00:55:24,488 --> 00:55:26,198 - I probably could do better, like I said, 1555 00:55:26,198 --> 00:55:27,824 or I know I could do better. 1556 00:55:27,824 --> 00:55:29,660 But I've been really, like, trying to. 1557 00:55:29,660 --> 00:55:31,078 - Good. Good. 1558 00:55:31,078 --> 00:55:32,246 - So... 1559 00:55:32,246 --> 00:55:34,748 - But don't just talk with Joey. 1560 00:55:34,748 --> 00:55:36,250 Give it some oomph. 1561 00:55:36,250 --> 00:55:37,000 - Give it some oomph. - Right. 1562 00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,418 - OK. 1563 00:55:38,418 --> 00:55:40,254 - Maybe even make it, you know, 1564 00:55:40,254 --> 00:55:42,422 sexual oomph. - [laughing] Yeah. 1565 00:55:42,422 --> 00:55:45,842 - "I can't wait for us to start practicing making babies," 1566 00:55:45,842 --> 00:55:47,344 or something like that. 1567 00:55:47,344 --> 00:55:48,720 I'm telling you, men like that kind of thing. 1568 00:55:48,720 --> 00:55:50,722 - OK. - OK? They really do. 1569 00:55:50,722 --> 00:55:52,558 Intimacy for men is different than it is for women. 1570 00:55:52,558 --> 00:55:53,934 - Yeah, OK. 1571 00:55:53,934 --> 00:55:55,143 - I'm just giving you an old lady advice. 1572 00:55:55,143 --> 00:55:55,894 - Yeah. - No, no. Excuse me. 1573 00:55:55,894 --> 00:55:57,354 Not old lady. Golden Lady. 1574 00:55:57,354 --> 00:55:59,398 - I love it. I need it. - OK, good. 1575 00:55:59,398 --> 00:56:01,233 - I do feel better. - Oh, good. 1576 00:56:01,233 --> 00:56:02,609 OK, well, at least you're laughing and smiling. 1577 00:56:02,609 --> 00:56:03,944 - Yeah. 1578 00:56:03,944 --> 00:56:05,153 - So why don't we toast to that? 1579 00:56:05,153 --> 00:56:06,113 - OK. - OK, let's do it. 1580 00:56:06,113 --> 00:56:07,114 - Let's do it. 1581 00:56:07,114 --> 00:56:08,907 - Daisy's falling in love. 1582 00:56:08,907 --> 00:56:11,368 Bless her heart, I think she's excited about that. 1583 00:56:11,368 --> 00:56:13,120 But then the little devil on her shoulder 1584 00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:16,081 creeped in and said, "Yes, but there are two other women." 1585 00:56:16,081 --> 00:56:18,417 And so the message I wanted to impart to her 1586 00:56:18,417 --> 00:56:20,460 was that she should talk about it, 1587 00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:22,796 because whatever happens between her and Joey, 1588 00:56:22,796 --> 00:56:25,132 I want Daisy to do it 1589 00:56:25,132 --> 00:56:27,884 from an intelligent, levelheaded perspective. 1590 00:56:27,884 --> 00:56:30,262 And maybe Joey will be impressed. 1591 00:56:30,262 --> 00:56:31,847 I hope that works. 1592 00:56:31,847 --> 00:56:33,724 You have such a beautiful smile and spirit. 1593 00:56:33,724 --> 00:56:34,933 - Thank you. - Yeah. 1594 00:56:34,933 --> 00:56:36,018 - That means a lot. 1595 00:56:36,018 --> 00:56:37,019 - Yeah. 1596 00:56:37,019 --> 00:56:39,563 - Sorry. 1597 00:56:39,563 --> 00:56:40,814 - Don't cry. 1598 00:56:40,814 --> 00:56:42,399 You look like you're about to tear up. 1599 00:56:42,399 --> 00:56:44,151 - I am. 1600 00:56:44,151 --> 00:56:45,944 - I feel like I'm talking to one of my daughters. 1601 00:56:45,944 --> 00:56:47,779 - [laughs] - Aw. 1602 00:56:47,779 --> 00:56:49,531 All right. I want a big hug. 1603 00:56:49,531 --> 00:56:50,949 - Thank you so much. - You're so welcome. 1604 00:56:50,949 --> 00:56:52,701 - Going into the talk with Sandra, 1605 00:56:52,701 --> 00:56:55,662 I was honestly, like, really emotional, very in my head. 1606 00:56:55,662 --> 00:56:57,414 And Sandra kind of flipped my perspective. 1607 00:56:57,414 --> 00:57:00,000 Literally, like, it changed my whole day 1608 00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:01,960 before I even see Joey. 1609 00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:03,503 - See you soon. - Sounds good. 1610 00:57:03,503 --> 00:57:05,297 Safe travels. - Thank you. 1611 00:57:05,297 --> 00:57:06,757 - Sandra brought me back to, like, OK, 1612 00:57:06,757 --> 00:57:07,966 this is what I'm feeling. 1613 00:57:07,966 --> 00:57:09,551 I am in love. 1614 00:57:09,551 --> 00:57:10,677 I just have to, like, be 1615 00:57:10,677 --> 00:57:12,220 super open about how I'm feeling 1616 00:57:12,220 --> 00:57:15,974 and just be present in the whole thing. 1617 00:57:15,974 --> 00:57:19,603 I'm still gonna be nervous, but I feel so much more ready, 1618 00:57:19,603 --> 00:57:20,812 and I can't wait to see what the rest of the day 1619 00:57:20,812 --> 00:57:22,856 has in store for us. 1620 00:57:22,856 --> 00:57:24,232 ♪ ♪ 1621 00:57:24,232 --> 00:57:27,986 I just want to, like, grab him. 1622 00:57:30,781 --> 00:57:32,157 - Are you looking for love and adventure? 1623 00:57:32,157 --> 00:57:33,659 What are you waiting for? 1624 00:57:33,659 --> 00:57:35,494 Sign up to be on the next season 1625 00:57:35,494 --> 00:57:39,373 of "The Bachelorette" at abc.com/casting today. 1626 00:57:39,373 --> 00:57:42,125 [soft music] 1627 00:57:42,125 --> 00:57:48,715 ♪ ♪ 1628 00:57:48,715 --> 00:57:52,803 - Today is my Fantasy Suite date with Joey. 1629 00:57:52,803 --> 00:57:54,179 Obviously, it's been serious. 1630 00:57:54,179 --> 00:57:56,973 But now it's, like, super serious. 1631 00:57:56,973 --> 00:57:58,600 I'm definitely falling in love with him, 1632 00:57:58,600 --> 00:58:00,602 and I feel like that's why it's, like, scary 1633 00:58:00,602 --> 00:58:03,438 and why I'm probably being more emotional than normal. 1634 00:58:03,438 --> 00:58:05,816 So it's probably the biggest date of my life 1635 00:58:05,816 --> 00:58:07,192 I've probably ever been on. 1636 00:58:07,192 --> 00:58:08,860 - Hello. 1637 00:58:08,860 --> 00:58:12,280 - Today, I know I need to, like, be open and be myself. 1638 00:58:12,280 --> 00:58:13,657 - Hi. 1639 00:58:13,657 --> 00:58:14,991 And try to express myself to him. 1640 00:58:14,991 --> 00:58:16,451 Out in the wilderness. 1641 00:58:16,451 --> 00:58:18,370 So that's what I'm gonna try to do today. 1642 00:58:18,370 --> 00:58:19,579 Ah! [laughs] 1643 00:58:19,579 --> 00:58:21,456 And I'm feeling excited. 1644 00:58:21,456 --> 00:58:22,624 Hi. 1645 00:58:22,624 --> 00:58:24,751 ♪ ♪ 1646 00:58:24,751 --> 00:58:26,420 Good to see you. 1647 00:58:26,420 --> 00:58:27,921 - Great to see you. How are you doing? 1648 00:58:27,921 --> 00:58:28,922 - Good. How are you? 1649 00:58:28,922 --> 00:58:30,340 - Good. Are you excited? 1650 00:58:30,340 --> 00:58:31,174 - Yeah, I'm really excited. - Mm-hmm. 1651 00:58:31,174 --> 00:58:32,175 - You look good. 1652 00:58:32,175 --> 00:58:33,218 - You look great. 1653 00:58:33,218 --> 00:58:34,219 Mwah. All right. 1654 00:58:34,219 --> 00:58:36,054 Well, welcome to Tulum. 1655 00:58:36,054 --> 00:58:37,431 I've got a really fun day planned. 1656 00:58:37,431 --> 00:58:39,224 Do you got any idea what we're doing? 1657 00:58:39,224 --> 00:58:40,392 - OK, zip-lining? 1658 00:58:40,392 --> 00:58:41,476 - OK. 1659 00:58:41,476 --> 00:58:43,228 - Um, something in the water. 1660 00:58:43,228 --> 00:58:45,772 - OK. These are all guesses. - Yeah. 1661 00:58:45,772 --> 00:58:47,149 - Are you ready to figure out what we're doing? 1662 00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:48,483 - Yes. - OK, let's go. 1663 00:58:48,483 --> 00:58:49,901 - Wait. Actually, I have one more thing. 1664 00:58:49,901 --> 00:58:51,611 - What do you got? 1665 00:58:51,611 --> 00:58:58,410 ♪ ♪ 1666 00:59:02,748 --> 00:59:03,832 - Now I'm ready. 1667 00:59:03,832 --> 00:59:06,126 - OK. 1668 00:59:06,126 --> 00:59:07,252 Daisy always looks beautiful, 1669 00:59:07,252 --> 00:59:09,671 and she always brings something real. 1670 00:59:09,671 --> 00:59:12,758 The last thing she chose to tell me at Hometowns 1671 00:59:12,758 --> 00:59:15,093 was that she was falling in love with me, 1672 00:59:15,093 --> 00:59:17,304 and I pretty much word-vomited back, 1673 00:59:17,304 --> 00:59:19,097 saying I feel the same way. 1674 00:59:19,097 --> 00:59:20,932 But I wasn't able to say the words back. 1675 00:59:20,932 --> 00:59:22,684 We got a whole quad set up today. 1676 00:59:22,684 --> 00:59:24,561 - Oh! [laughs] 1677 00:59:24,561 --> 00:59:27,063 - Daisy always brings a fun side that I would 1678 00:59:27,063 --> 00:59:28,774 hope to find in my partner. 1679 00:59:28,774 --> 00:59:30,901 She has a sense of adventure, and that excites me. 1680 00:59:30,901 --> 00:59:32,569 You look good. 1681 00:59:32,569 --> 00:59:33,403 I don't even think we can kiss in these things. 1682 00:59:33,403 --> 00:59:34,738 - Can we? 1683 00:59:34,738 --> 00:59:36,364 - When I talk about her, I light up, 1684 00:59:36,364 --> 00:59:38,533 because I really get excited to see her 1685 00:59:38,533 --> 00:59:40,494 and to get more time with her. 1686 00:59:40,494 --> 00:59:42,162 She has made me feel that 1687 00:59:42,162 --> 00:59:43,538 something can continue to grow, 1688 00:59:43,538 --> 00:59:45,957 and we're both in the driver's seat today, 1689 00:59:45,957 --> 00:59:47,667 because we're both in a position where... 1690 00:59:47,667 --> 00:59:49,044 Are you ready? - I'm ready. 1691 00:59:49,044 --> 00:59:50,378 - We're trying to figure out 1692 00:59:50,378 --> 00:59:51,546 if this is gonna be right for us. 1693 00:59:51,546 --> 00:59:52,798 You good? 1694 00:59:52,798 --> 00:59:54,132 - So far, so good. 1695 00:59:54,132 --> 00:59:55,383 - Trust me a little bit? 1696 00:59:55,383 --> 00:59:56,384 - Yeah. 1697 00:59:56,384 --> 00:59:58,553 - You ready? - Oh, yeah. 1698 00:59:58,553 --> 01:00:01,556 [upbeat music] 1699 01:00:01,556 --> 01:00:06,478 ♪ ♪ 1700 01:00:06,478 --> 01:00:07,896 - First turn. We did it. 1701 01:00:07,896 --> 01:00:09,606 - Let's go! 1702 01:00:09,606 --> 01:00:10,982 Whoo! - You good? 1703 01:00:10,982 --> 01:00:11,983 - Yeah. 1704 01:00:13,485 --> 01:00:14,903 - All right, now we get to see how fast this thing is. 1705 01:00:14,903 --> 01:00:16,488 - Oh, that feels good, the breeze. 1706 01:00:16,488 --> 01:00:23,286 ♪ ♪ 1707 01:00:24,454 --> 01:00:25,747 - Yes! 1708 01:00:25,747 --> 01:00:28,333 - Having my arms wrapped around Joey, 1709 01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:30,669 ripping through the jungles of Tulum... 1710 01:00:30,669 --> 01:00:33,171 - Here we go. - Here we go. Whoo! Ah! 1711 01:00:33,171 --> 01:00:34,756 Got me feeling some type of way. 1712 01:00:34,756 --> 01:00:36,007 [laughs] 1713 01:00:36,007 --> 01:00:37,008 - Good? - Yeah. 1714 01:00:37,008 --> 01:00:37,843 - I love four-wheeling. 1715 01:00:37,843 --> 01:00:39,469 I love being outdoors, 1716 01:00:39,469 --> 01:00:40,929 and I like a little bit of adrenaline. 1717 01:00:40,929 --> 01:00:42,514 - I want it to be muddy. 1718 01:00:42,514 --> 01:00:44,266 - Oh, yeah. Let's get dirty. 1719 01:00:44,266 --> 01:00:45,517 - Right? 1720 01:00:45,517 --> 01:00:46,560 Oh, here we go. 1721 01:00:46,560 --> 01:00:47,561 Little bit of a splash. 1722 01:00:47,561 --> 01:00:50,021 ♪ ♪ 1723 01:00:50,021 --> 01:00:52,107 - Ah! - [laughs] 1724 01:00:52,107 --> 01:00:53,942 Found it. 1725 01:00:53,942 --> 01:00:57,153 - I feel like we're a lot alike, which is terrifying, 1726 01:00:57,153 --> 01:00:59,865 because I know that I'm crazy. 1727 01:00:59,865 --> 01:01:01,366 - You get a little dirt on you? 1728 01:01:01,366 --> 01:01:02,367 I tried my best. 1729 01:01:02,367 --> 01:01:03,577 - I'm having so much fun. 1730 01:01:03,577 --> 01:01:04,786 - Good. 1731 01:01:06,246 --> 01:01:10,000 [tense music] 1732 01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:11,793 - There's so much going on in my head. 1733 01:01:11,793 --> 01:01:14,796 ♪ ♪ 1734 01:01:14,796 --> 01:01:17,007 It's hard to think about the situation 1735 01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:20,427 that we're in, fully, sometimes, 1736 01:01:20,427 --> 01:01:23,847 especially after talking with Leslie this week. 1737 01:01:23,847 --> 01:01:25,849 She wishes that she would have had a little bit more 1738 01:01:25,849 --> 01:01:27,601 of a guard up at the end, 1739 01:01:27,601 --> 01:01:30,395 because she was thinking that it was gonna be her, 1740 01:01:30,395 --> 01:01:33,273 and then she did get her heart broken. 1741 01:01:33,273 --> 01:01:35,984 That's just a huge fear of mine. 1742 01:01:35,984 --> 01:01:40,238 There's still two other women, so it's scary, 1743 01:01:40,238 --> 01:01:42,782 the thought of it all ending. 1744 01:01:42,782 --> 01:01:45,744 It's not something that I would be able to handle. 1745 01:01:45,744 --> 01:01:49,873 [soft music] 1746 01:01:49,873 --> 01:01:52,542 - Joey's definitely someone that I'm so, like, sure of. 1747 01:01:52,542 --> 01:01:56,212 I've, like, never been so sure of someone in my life. 1748 01:01:56,212 --> 01:01:57,547 It's like, whenever I'm around him, 1749 01:01:57,547 --> 01:01:59,758 I feel like the only girl in the world. 1750 01:01:59,758 --> 01:02:02,636 I'm so intrigued by him too. 1751 01:02:02,636 --> 01:02:05,180 I'm so in love with him, and I just need 1752 01:02:05,180 --> 01:02:06,806 to let him know how I'm feeling. 1753 01:02:06,806 --> 01:02:07,682 - Want a little drink? - Yes. 1754 01:02:07,682 --> 01:02:09,559 - OK. 1755 01:02:09,559 --> 01:02:11,227 - I don't know exactly how he's feeling about us, 1756 01:02:11,227 --> 01:02:13,396 so I feel like it'll be really good for us to talk. 1757 01:02:13,396 --> 01:02:15,899 And hopefully, he can just open up some more. 1758 01:02:15,899 --> 01:02:17,150 - How have you been? 1759 01:02:17,150 --> 01:02:18,526 - I've been good. - Good. 1760 01:02:18,526 --> 01:02:21,029 - Like, I was so happy after my Hometown. 1761 01:02:21,029 --> 01:02:22,948 I feel like it honestly couldn't 1762 01:02:22,948 --> 01:02:24,074 have gone more perfect. 1763 01:02:24,074 --> 01:02:25,450 How do you feel about it? 1764 01:02:25,450 --> 01:02:27,285 - I felt great. 1765 01:02:27,285 --> 01:02:29,454 I felt like it was a day that we needed, and I don't know. 1766 01:02:29,454 --> 01:02:30,705 Your family's amazing. 1767 01:02:30,705 --> 01:02:32,165 I felt so invited. - Good. 1768 01:02:32,165 --> 01:02:33,583 - It just felt like I was part of the family, 1769 01:02:33,583 --> 01:02:35,335 which is a really good feeling to have. 1770 01:02:35,335 --> 01:02:36,836 - Yeah. Mm-hmm. 1771 01:02:36,836 --> 01:02:38,046 They, like, loved you. [laughs] 1772 01:02:38,046 --> 01:02:39,047 - Good. 1773 01:02:39,047 --> 01:02:40,882 - Yeah. 1774 01:02:40,882 --> 01:02:42,467 That makes me happy. 1775 01:02:45,303 --> 01:02:46,763 I don't know. I missed you. 1776 01:02:46,763 --> 01:02:48,139 - I missed you too. - I'm just getting used to, 1777 01:02:48,139 --> 01:02:51,017 like, the space in between. 1778 01:02:51,017 --> 01:02:52,435 - Yeah. 1779 01:02:52,435 --> 01:02:54,437 - I, like, get in my head about things. 1780 01:02:54,437 --> 01:02:56,356 All my feelings and all my emotions 1781 01:02:56,356 --> 01:02:58,566 are catching up to me, and so it's 1782 01:02:58,566 --> 01:03:00,568 kind of been a lot to take in. 1783 01:03:00,568 --> 01:03:01,736 Especially now, like, when I'm away from you, 1784 01:03:01,736 --> 01:03:03,780 I miss you so much. 1785 01:03:03,780 --> 01:03:05,991 And then I'm literally like-- I was, like, doing things 1786 01:03:05,991 --> 01:03:08,284 all week, and I was like, oh, I'm like, I wish Joey was here. 1787 01:03:08,284 --> 01:03:10,036 Like, this would be so fun. 1788 01:03:10,036 --> 01:03:11,746 And like, I want to tell you about things, 1789 01:03:11,746 --> 01:03:13,707 when I'm, like, doing it in the moment. 1790 01:03:13,707 --> 01:03:15,166 You know what I mean? 1791 01:03:15,166 --> 01:03:16,835 - Well, the good news is, we have all of today. 1792 01:03:16,835 --> 01:03:18,128 - Mm-hmm. 1793 01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:19,879 - A lot more tonight, 1794 01:03:19,879 --> 01:03:21,631 and I'm hopeful and excited. 1795 01:03:21,631 --> 01:03:23,049 - Yeah. 1796 01:03:23,049 --> 01:03:24,259 Me too. 1797 01:03:24,259 --> 01:03:28,138 ♪ ♪ 1798 01:03:28,138 --> 01:03:30,140 - Don't look at me like that. - Huh? 1799 01:03:30,140 --> 01:03:31,683 - I said, don't look at me like that. 1800 01:03:31,683 --> 01:03:32,851 - Like what? - Mm-hmm. 1801 01:03:32,851 --> 01:03:34,102 - [laughs] 1802 01:03:34,102 --> 01:03:36,563 Can you read my mind? - Mm-hmm. 1803 01:03:36,563 --> 01:03:38,648 - I honestly feel like you can-- 1804 01:03:38,648 --> 01:03:39,649 - I can read your mind? 1805 01:03:39,649 --> 01:03:40,650 - Yeah. 1806 01:03:40,650 --> 01:03:41,776 - I feel like I do. 1807 01:03:41,776 --> 01:03:42,986 Daisy just has this way about her 1808 01:03:42,986 --> 01:03:45,405 that makes me feel understood. 1809 01:03:45,405 --> 01:03:46,865 She has this way that she looks at me. 1810 01:03:46,865 --> 01:03:50,285 It's like she looks through me. 1811 01:03:50,285 --> 01:03:52,370 When I'm with Daisy, there's nothing I can think about. 1812 01:03:52,370 --> 01:03:54,414 The way I feel when I kiss her, like, 1813 01:03:54,414 --> 01:03:56,958 she just makes me feel whole. 1814 01:03:56,958 --> 01:03:58,960 - And I miss the kisses too. - Mm-hmm. 1815 01:03:58,960 --> 01:04:01,254 I know I need to express that to her. 1816 01:04:01,254 --> 01:04:02,172 I still hold back on that, because it's 1817 01:04:02,172 --> 01:04:04,507 definitely scary to say. 1818 01:04:04,507 --> 01:04:06,426 But I can picture a future. 1819 01:04:06,426 --> 01:04:08,762 I don't know how I could think about anyone else but Daisy 1820 01:04:08,762 --> 01:04:10,513 in this moment. 1821 01:04:10,513 --> 01:04:11,890 You are a little sweaty, and we're definitely 1822 01:04:11,890 --> 01:04:13,183 a little dirty. - Mm-hmm. 1823 01:04:13,183 --> 01:04:15,351 - So I have one more little surprise, 1824 01:04:15,351 --> 01:04:16,603 if you're ready to get cleaned up. 1825 01:04:16,603 --> 01:04:18,104 - OK, let's do it. 1826 01:04:18,104 --> 01:04:19,731 Today has been so incredible. 1827 01:04:19,731 --> 01:04:22,317 And tonight, I definitely need to, like, 1828 01:04:22,317 --> 01:04:23,985 bring it to the next level 1829 01:04:23,985 --> 01:04:26,780 and be completely open with each other. 1830 01:04:26,780 --> 01:04:29,199 ♪ ♪ 1831 01:04:29,199 --> 01:04:30,450 Every time we're together, I feel like 1832 01:04:30,450 --> 01:04:33,328 we take another step. 1833 01:04:33,328 --> 01:04:35,205 And it's, like, continuously growing 1834 01:04:35,205 --> 01:04:37,832 and moving in the right way. 1835 01:04:37,832 --> 01:04:41,002 ♪ ♪ 1836 01:04:41,002 --> 01:04:44,547 And like, getting to just, like, spend all night together 1837 01:04:44,547 --> 01:04:47,634 could, like, move us forward in, like, a really good place. 1838 01:04:47,634 --> 01:04:49,677 ♪ ♪ 1839 01:04:49,677 --> 01:04:54,349 I'm, like, falling so in love with him, deeper and deeper. 1840 01:04:54,349 --> 01:04:58,561 And I--like, I don't want it to end, ever. 1841 01:04:58,561 --> 01:05:01,523 I always want him to be a part of my life. 1842 01:05:01,523 --> 01:05:03,191 ♪ ♪ 1843 01:05:05,527 --> 01:05:06,778 [thunder rumbling] 1844 01:05:06,778 --> 01:05:09,697 [soft music] 1845 01:05:09,697 --> 01:05:16,955 ♪ ♪ 1846 01:05:16,955 --> 01:05:19,290 - Today was so much fun. 1847 01:05:19,290 --> 01:05:21,084 I'm honestly hoping that tonight, 1848 01:05:21,084 --> 01:05:23,670 opening up and talking more and just being, like, 1849 01:05:23,670 --> 01:05:27,674 completely vulnerable about where I am and how I'm feeling 1850 01:05:27,674 --> 01:05:30,260 could, like, potentially help him open up 1851 01:05:30,260 --> 01:05:31,845 about kind of why he is the way he is 1852 01:05:31,845 --> 01:05:33,221 and what he's feeling. 1853 01:05:33,221 --> 01:05:35,181 Oh, my gosh. It's so pretty. 1854 01:05:35,181 --> 01:05:37,350 He has everything I would want in someone 1855 01:05:37,350 --> 01:05:39,561 that I'm going to spend forever with. 1856 01:05:39,561 --> 01:05:43,690 So I think for me, it's obvious I am in love. 1857 01:05:43,690 --> 01:05:46,776 I would love to know he's feeling the same way. 1858 01:05:46,776 --> 01:05:49,028 I'm trying not to get that nervous about tonight. 1859 01:05:49,028 --> 01:05:51,489 But of course, there's always gonna be nerves. 1860 01:05:51,489 --> 01:05:53,032 - Hi. - Hey. 1861 01:05:53,032 --> 01:05:54,617 - You look beautiful. - Thank you. 1862 01:05:54,617 --> 01:05:55,702 You look very handsome. 1863 01:05:55,702 --> 01:05:57,036 - Thank you. 1864 01:05:57,036 --> 01:05:58,371 So how are we feeling after today? 1865 01:05:58,371 --> 01:05:59,622 Any soreness? 1866 01:05:59,622 --> 01:06:00,790 Any--any-- 1867 01:06:00,790 --> 01:06:02,125 - No, I feel-- 1868 01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:03,459 - Any tiredness from the ATV? 1869 01:06:03,459 --> 01:06:04,961 - No, I feel good. - I feel good too. 1870 01:06:04,961 --> 01:06:06,546 - How about you? - No, I feel great. 1871 01:06:06,546 --> 01:06:08,214 I was just looking forward to seeing you again. 1872 01:06:08,214 --> 01:06:09,799 - Yeah, me too. 1873 01:06:09,799 --> 01:06:11,301 Honestly, it was one of my favorite days 1874 01:06:11,301 --> 01:06:12,969 of my life, ever. [laughs] 1875 01:06:12,969 --> 01:06:14,554 - I love to hear that. 1876 01:06:14,554 --> 01:06:16,556 - I feel like it's like there's never enough time, 1877 01:06:16,556 --> 01:06:17,807 I feel like. - Yeah. 1878 01:06:17,807 --> 01:06:19,726 It always feels like it kind of flies by. 1879 01:06:19,726 --> 01:06:21,436 - Yeah. 1880 01:06:21,436 --> 01:06:22,854 - What are you thinking about right now? 1881 01:06:22,854 --> 01:06:23,730 - I don't know. 1882 01:06:23,730 --> 01:06:24,981 I just get, like-- 1883 01:06:24,981 --> 01:06:27,275 I get frustrated with myself. 1884 01:06:27,275 --> 01:06:28,735 - Why? 1885 01:06:28,735 --> 01:06:30,820 - Because I'm definitely a very emotional person. 1886 01:06:30,820 --> 01:06:32,280 - That's good to know, and I-- - Yeah. 1887 01:06:32,280 --> 01:06:33,114 - I don't think it's a bad thing. 1888 01:06:33,114 --> 01:06:34,240 - Yeah. 1889 01:06:34,240 --> 01:06:36,201 And I think at the beginning of this, 1890 01:06:36,201 --> 01:06:38,369 I was kind of like-- well, first of all, 1891 01:06:38,369 --> 01:06:39,954 I didn't know how this is gonna go. 1892 01:06:39,954 --> 01:06:41,497 - Yeah. You came in being like, 1893 01:06:41,497 --> 01:06:42,582 I don't even know if I'm gonna like this guy. 1894 01:06:42,582 --> 01:06:43,583 - [laughs] 1895 01:06:43,583 --> 01:06:45,710 - I hope he likes me. 1896 01:06:45,710 --> 01:06:47,003 There's so many things you were trying to figure out. 1897 01:06:47,003 --> 01:06:49,214 - So many things. 1898 01:06:49,214 --> 01:06:51,132 But--I forgot what I was saying. 1899 01:06:51,132 --> 01:06:52,133 - That's OK. 1900 01:06:52,133 --> 01:06:55,428 I cut you off like a jerk. 1901 01:06:55,428 --> 01:07:01,684 - But yeah, I just think even this morning... 1902 01:07:01,684 --> 01:07:04,562 [laughing] I was, like, crying to-- 1903 01:07:04,562 --> 01:07:08,233 like, I kept, like, on and off crying to Sandra, 1904 01:07:08,233 --> 01:07:11,861 the "Golden Bachelor" lady, who I'd never met before. 1905 01:07:11,861 --> 01:07:14,948 And I was, like, crying to her, and I'm like-- 1906 01:07:14,948 --> 01:07:18,326 honestly, when I'm with you, like, it feels, like, so good. 1907 01:07:18,326 --> 01:07:21,829 And then I think I start, like, overthinking it. 1908 01:07:21,829 --> 01:07:23,623 And I don't know if that's from, like, 1909 01:07:23,623 --> 01:07:25,291 my, like, past and everything, 1910 01:07:25,291 --> 01:07:27,043 and I'm trying to poke holes in it 1911 01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:30,129 and be like, what is, like... 1912 01:07:30,129 --> 01:07:31,422 - Wrong with it, or what can be wrong? 1913 01:07:31,422 --> 01:07:32,632 - Yeah, like, is there-- 1914 01:07:32,632 --> 01:07:35,385 which, I'm like, why am I doing that? 1915 01:07:35,385 --> 01:07:36,678 Um... 1916 01:07:36,678 --> 01:07:38,429 - 'Cause it's hard. 1917 01:07:38,429 --> 01:07:40,723 'Cause it takes a level of trust. 1918 01:07:40,723 --> 01:07:42,100 It takes time. 1919 01:07:42,100 --> 01:07:43,685 - Yeah, definitely. 1920 01:07:43,685 --> 01:07:48,606 So I think with my last relationship, 1921 01:07:48,606 --> 01:07:51,859 it was great in some aspects, but it wasn't someone 1922 01:07:51,859 --> 01:07:54,404 that's emotionally, like, available to me. 1923 01:07:54,404 --> 01:07:58,616 And so I would get shut down if I would express myself. 1924 01:07:58,616 --> 01:08:01,744 Kind of like if I was feeling a way and I expressed it, 1925 01:08:01,744 --> 01:08:04,872 or if I was upset about something and I expressed it, 1926 01:08:04,872 --> 01:08:07,250 it was like, "You're overreacting." 1927 01:08:07,250 --> 01:08:08,710 - Mm. 1928 01:08:08,710 --> 01:08:12,338 - And I think you being so emotionally available, 1929 01:08:12,338 --> 01:08:14,090 I feel so, like, seen, 1930 01:08:14,090 --> 01:08:16,801 and like, I feel like I'm, like, 1931 01:08:16,801 --> 01:08:19,929 safe to open up and say how I'm feeling. 1932 01:08:19,929 --> 01:08:22,181 Um, but I've never really had that before, 1933 01:08:22,181 --> 01:08:24,934 so I'm trying to trust it, 1934 01:08:24,934 --> 01:08:26,769 'cause I've been shut down in the past, you know. 1935 01:08:26,769 --> 01:08:28,229 - Yeah. - It was always-- 1936 01:08:28,229 --> 01:08:29,355 - You didn't feel like-- when you talked about it, 1937 01:08:29,355 --> 01:08:30,523 you felt, like, judged. 1938 01:08:30,523 --> 01:08:32,025 - Yeah. 1939 01:08:32,025 --> 01:08:34,319 - For me, that's taken time for me to, like, 1940 01:08:34,319 --> 01:08:37,697 accept and understand that all feelings are valid. 1941 01:08:37,697 --> 01:08:39,615 If you're feeling a certain type of way, 1942 01:08:39,615 --> 01:08:42,243 you shouldn't just, like, just handle it or deal with it. 1943 01:08:42,243 --> 01:08:44,245 I think it's important to, like, talk through it. 1944 01:08:44,245 --> 01:08:46,372 A relationship does have its up and downs, 1945 01:08:46,372 --> 01:08:49,834 and I sometimes worry if it can be as real 1946 01:08:49,834 --> 01:08:51,377 as it should be if we don't talk about 1947 01:08:51,377 --> 01:08:52,795 some of those insecurities. 1948 01:08:52,795 --> 01:08:54,255 And it took me meeting someone when 1949 01:08:54,255 --> 01:08:56,132 I was in Hawaii to teach me that 1950 01:08:56,132 --> 01:08:58,384 and kind of question a lot about myself. 1951 01:08:58,384 --> 01:09:00,094 - Mm-hmm. 1952 01:09:00,094 --> 01:09:02,889 - And that relationship, for me, 1953 01:09:02,889 --> 01:09:04,474 it was like the first time I questioned if I was really 1954 01:09:04,474 --> 01:09:08,144 a good person, because I didn't make her feel 1955 01:09:08,144 --> 01:09:09,937 as special as she wanted to feel. 1956 01:09:09,937 --> 01:09:13,733 And I got lost in it and lost my confidence 1957 01:09:13,733 --> 01:09:16,527 in being a good person, a good boyfriend. 1958 01:09:16,527 --> 01:09:20,740 And for me, I took a lot of steps back. 1959 01:09:20,740 --> 01:09:24,327 And I started to question if, like, I was ever enough, 1960 01:09:24,327 --> 01:09:26,788 um, if someone would ever choose me. 1961 01:09:26,788 --> 01:09:28,581 I have this, like, feeling deep down inside, 1962 01:09:28,581 --> 01:09:31,376 once I show, like, fully myself or every part of myself, 1963 01:09:31,376 --> 01:09:35,088 people don't fall in love with me, 1964 01:09:35,088 --> 01:09:38,174 or don't see something as great. 1965 01:09:38,174 --> 01:09:39,967 I always think, like, sometimes people fall in love 1966 01:09:39,967 --> 01:09:41,677 with the idea of me, because I'm very chill 1967 01:09:41,677 --> 01:09:42,970 from time to time, but there's, like, 1968 01:09:42,970 --> 01:09:44,639 a lot more to me, 1969 01:09:44,639 --> 01:09:47,558 and that takes time to uncover and see. 1970 01:09:47,558 --> 01:09:50,019 So I have insecurities, especially through 1971 01:09:50,019 --> 01:09:52,355 something like this, because I'm afraid 1972 01:09:52,355 --> 01:09:53,815 someone falls in love with the idea 1973 01:09:53,815 --> 01:09:55,274 of Joey as the Bachelor, 1974 01:09:55,274 --> 01:09:57,318 and not Joey as the person. - Yeah. 1975 01:09:57,318 --> 01:10:00,238 That's definitely a very valid fear, 1976 01:10:00,238 --> 01:10:01,823 someone not choosing you. 1977 01:10:01,823 --> 01:10:02,907 That always hurts. 1978 01:10:02,907 --> 01:10:03,908 - Yeah. 1979 01:10:03,908 --> 01:10:05,868 - And it never feels good. 1980 01:10:05,868 --> 01:10:08,329 Honestly, nothing hurts worse, I think, if you love somebody 1981 01:10:08,329 --> 01:10:10,331 and they don't choose you back. 1982 01:10:10,331 --> 01:10:11,666 - Yeah. 1983 01:10:11,666 --> 01:10:13,459 - That's a different kind of pain. 1984 01:10:13,459 --> 01:10:14,710 And I know that. 1985 01:10:14,710 --> 01:10:15,461 - It's true heartbreak. 1986 01:10:15,461 --> 01:10:16,462 - Yeah. 1987 01:10:16,462 --> 01:10:18,297 Mm-hmm. 1988 01:10:18,297 --> 01:10:21,175 ♪ ♪ 1989 01:10:21,175 --> 01:10:22,427 - You OK? 1990 01:10:22,427 --> 01:10:24,637 - Mm-hmm. 1991 01:10:24,637 --> 01:10:26,222 ♪ ♪ 1992 01:10:26,222 --> 01:10:27,849 - What? 1993 01:10:27,849 --> 01:10:29,809 - I don't know. 1994 01:10:29,809 --> 01:10:32,562 I'm just really thankful for you. 1995 01:10:32,562 --> 01:10:39,569 ♪ ♪ 1996 01:10:39,569 --> 01:10:43,531 I relate to Joey a lot. 1997 01:10:43,531 --> 01:10:48,453 We both want to be chosen, but we're both, like, scared. 1998 01:10:48,453 --> 01:10:52,081 He's shown me that it's OK to be vulnerable and sad, 1999 01:10:52,081 --> 01:10:57,670 and he's opening up parts of me that I forgot existed. 2000 01:10:57,670 --> 01:10:59,839 Falling in love with you is fun. 2001 01:10:59,839 --> 01:11:04,135 And I'm really excited to see where this is going to go. 2002 01:11:04,135 --> 01:11:08,806 And you've honestly changed my life 2003 01:11:08,806 --> 01:11:10,600 and how I look at myself, 2004 01:11:10,600 --> 01:11:13,352 and I will forever be so grateful for that. 2005 01:11:13,352 --> 01:11:15,104 ♪ ♪ 2006 01:11:15,104 --> 01:11:18,566 - I hope you understand how happy I am to hear that. 2007 01:11:18,566 --> 01:11:20,735 You're special, and I feel lucky 2008 01:11:20,735 --> 01:11:23,696 to have received what I have so far. 2009 01:11:23,696 --> 01:11:25,907 And I know there's so much more to uncover, 2010 01:11:25,907 --> 01:11:30,119 and you shared that you had real feelings 2011 01:11:30,119 --> 01:11:32,497 and that you were falling in love with me. 2012 01:11:32,497 --> 01:11:37,168 And I couldn't tell you how great it was to hear it. 2013 01:11:37,168 --> 01:11:40,254 I think I said that I feel the same way. 2014 01:11:40,254 --> 01:11:43,716 Um, regurgitated it, just like word vomit type thing, 2015 01:11:43,716 --> 01:11:46,177 because I have been holding back, 'cause I am scared. 2016 01:11:46,177 --> 01:11:48,888 And I'm hopeful that this will work out. 2017 01:11:48,888 --> 01:11:50,181 And I want to make sure when I say it, 2018 01:11:50,181 --> 01:11:51,516 it holds the correct amount of meaning, 2019 01:11:51,516 --> 01:11:52,725 and I say it correctly. 2020 01:11:52,725 --> 01:11:54,185 - Yeah. 2021 01:11:54,185 --> 01:11:56,521 - And... 2022 01:11:56,521 --> 01:11:58,231 I am falling in love with you, 2023 01:11:58,231 --> 01:12:01,567 and it has been building for a while. 2024 01:12:01,567 --> 01:12:03,110 It's not a doubt that it's there. 2025 01:12:03,110 --> 01:12:04,862 It's just how far it will grow, 2026 01:12:04,862 --> 01:12:07,114 and I felt all of this for a while. 2027 01:12:07,114 --> 01:12:09,200 It's just been some time coming 2028 01:12:09,200 --> 01:12:10,660 to be able to express correctly 2029 01:12:10,660 --> 01:12:12,411 and not saying stupid-- like, something like, 2030 01:12:12,411 --> 01:12:13,663 "I feel the same way." 2031 01:12:13,663 --> 01:12:14,705 - [laughs] 2032 01:12:14,705 --> 01:12:16,249 - So I apologize for that. 2033 01:12:16,249 --> 01:12:18,834 I want to make sure I do it correctly tonight. 2034 01:12:18,834 --> 01:12:25,800 ♪ ♪ 2035 01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:28,219 - I'm falling in love with Daisy. 2036 01:12:28,219 --> 01:12:30,680 It feels really, really good to say. 2037 01:12:30,680 --> 01:12:34,141 To hear that Daisy feels like I've changed her life, 2038 01:12:34,141 --> 01:12:36,352 that makes me feel so good. 2039 01:12:36,352 --> 01:12:38,521 For her to feel that way lets me know that 2040 01:12:38,521 --> 01:12:40,356 I'm doing something right. 2041 01:12:40,356 --> 01:12:42,692 It's real, and we just fit. 2042 01:12:42,692 --> 01:12:44,860 That's hard to ignore. 2043 01:12:44,860 --> 01:12:48,030 We've taken our biggest leaps when we let go of the fear. 2044 01:12:48,030 --> 01:12:48,906 There's less worry. 2045 01:12:48,906 --> 01:12:51,784 There's more trust. 2046 01:12:51,784 --> 01:12:54,787 - "Joey and Daisy, I hope your adventure 2047 01:12:54,787 --> 01:12:56,998 "in Tulum's lush jungle has brought you 2048 01:12:56,998 --> 01:12:58,666 "even closer together. 2049 01:12:58,666 --> 01:13:01,085 "Should you choose to forgo your individual rooms, 2050 01:13:01,085 --> 01:13:03,671 "please use this key to stay as a couple 2051 01:13:03,671 --> 01:13:05,298 in the Fantasy Suite." 2052 01:13:05,298 --> 01:13:07,675 ♪ ♪ 2053 01:13:07,675 --> 01:13:09,635 - So what do you think? 2054 01:13:09,635 --> 01:13:11,637 - I feel good. 2055 01:13:11,637 --> 01:13:12,680 Do you feel good? 2056 01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:13,681 - I feel great. 2057 01:13:13,681 --> 01:13:15,182 - Good. 2058 01:13:15,182 --> 01:13:16,642 - Well, should we get out of here? 2059 01:13:16,642 --> 01:13:18,185 - Yeah. - OK. 2060 01:13:18,185 --> 01:13:20,479 We can grab that, and we can go. 2061 01:13:20,479 --> 01:13:22,565 - Joey's falling in love with me, 2062 01:13:22,565 --> 01:13:24,859 and that makes me feel incredible. 2063 01:13:24,859 --> 01:13:27,528 This day has been full of emotions, 2064 01:13:27,528 --> 01:13:32,658 but really positive and really so beautiful. 2065 01:13:32,658 --> 01:13:34,493 It blows my mind. 2066 01:13:34,493 --> 01:13:37,705 - Oh, not bad. 2067 01:13:37,705 --> 01:13:39,290 - Not bad at all. 2068 01:13:39,290 --> 01:13:41,167 Joey and I are falling in love with each other, 2069 01:13:41,167 --> 01:13:42,627 and it makes me feel like... 2070 01:13:42,627 --> 01:13:43,753 [cork pops] 2071 01:13:43,753 --> 01:13:45,838 Ooh, that was good. 2072 01:13:45,838 --> 01:13:49,675 Everything that, like, we've gone through has been worth it, 2073 01:13:49,675 --> 01:13:53,054 and that this is all happening for a reason, 2074 01:13:53,054 --> 01:13:56,599 and everything fits together perfectly. 2075 01:13:56,599 --> 01:13:58,267 ♪ ♪ 2076 01:13:58,267 --> 01:14:01,604 I just can't wait to see what our future might hold. 2077 01:14:01,604 --> 01:14:03,397 ♪ ♪ 2078 01:14:03,397 --> 01:14:05,441 I feel like the happiest girl alive. 2079 01:14:05,441 --> 01:14:07,985 He's changing my life. 2080 01:14:07,985 --> 01:14:10,613 This alone time could be everything we need 2081 01:14:10,613 --> 01:14:12,740 to bring our relationship to the next level. 2082 01:14:12,740 --> 01:14:14,200 ♪ ♪ 2083 01:14:17,119 --> 01:14:20,122 [light music] 2084 01:14:20,122 --> 01:14:23,042 ♪ ♪ 2085 01:14:23,042 --> 01:14:25,419 - Feels good to wake up next to you. 2086 01:14:25,419 --> 01:14:29,048 - Yeah, it's really good waking up next to you. 2087 01:14:29,048 --> 01:14:30,591 - I'm really happy after last night. 2088 01:14:30,591 --> 01:14:32,301 - Me too. 2089 01:14:32,301 --> 01:14:35,429 ♪ ♪ 2090 01:14:35,429 --> 01:14:36,931 Waking up this morning, I feel great. 2091 01:14:36,931 --> 01:14:38,140 I feel happy. 2092 01:14:38,140 --> 01:14:39,183 I feel like nothing-- 2093 01:14:39,183 --> 01:14:40,434 nothing will bring me down. 2094 01:14:40,434 --> 01:14:42,311 [laughs] 2095 01:14:42,311 --> 01:14:44,355 - It feels good to say that I'm falling in love with you. 2096 01:14:44,355 --> 01:14:45,940 It feels good to, like, be in that moment 2097 01:14:45,940 --> 01:14:47,817 and not overthink it. 2098 01:14:47,817 --> 01:14:49,402 - It does feel good. 2099 01:14:49,402 --> 01:14:50,945 I'm falling in love with you too. 2100 01:14:50,945 --> 01:14:51,988 - Mm-hmm. 2101 01:14:51,988 --> 01:14:53,197 What did you say last night? 2102 01:14:53,197 --> 01:14:54,407 - It does feel really good. 2103 01:14:54,407 --> 01:14:55,574 - That falling in love with you is fun. 2104 01:14:55,574 --> 01:14:56,826 - Yeah. 2105 01:14:56,826 --> 01:14:59,203 - I like that. 2106 01:14:59,203 --> 01:15:00,996 - We're in such a good spot. 2107 01:15:00,996 --> 01:15:02,748 And every time we're together, 2108 01:15:02,748 --> 01:15:05,418 like, both of our feelings just, like, grow and grow. 2109 01:15:05,418 --> 01:15:07,420 I mean, we're falling in love with each other. 2110 01:15:07,420 --> 01:15:10,589 And I am feeling super confident 2111 01:15:10,589 --> 01:15:13,467 and reassured and ready. 2112 01:15:13,467 --> 01:15:18,514 - Cheers to taking steps forward and not looking back 2113 01:15:18,514 --> 01:15:20,599 and staying confident on how we feel right now. 2114 01:15:20,599 --> 01:15:21,600 - Mm-hmm. 2115 01:15:21,600 --> 01:15:23,227 I like that. 2116 01:15:23,227 --> 01:15:25,855 ♪ ♪ 2117 01:15:30,234 --> 01:15:31,694 - This is all so difficult. 2118 01:15:31,694 --> 01:15:34,196 It's all so hard. 2119 01:15:34,196 --> 01:15:37,366 It's hard to think about the situation that we're in. 2120 01:15:37,366 --> 01:15:38,909 [tense music] 2121 01:15:38,909 --> 01:15:40,911 I left my overnights with Joey 2122 01:15:40,911 --> 01:15:43,080 so confident that it is me. 2123 01:15:43,080 --> 01:15:44,915 Now I think the thing is like, 2124 01:15:44,915 --> 01:15:47,251 I don't know how the other relationships compare to mine. 2125 01:15:47,251 --> 01:15:48,627 I don't know. 2126 01:15:48,627 --> 01:15:49,920 I can never, I guess, be certain 2127 01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:52,423 that it is gonna be me. 2128 01:15:52,423 --> 01:15:54,633 ♪ ♪ 2129 01:15:54,633 --> 01:15:56,052 I don't know. 2130 01:15:56,052 --> 01:15:58,387 I keep going back to what Leslie said. 2131 01:15:58,387 --> 01:16:01,515 I think that I just get in my head about it. 2132 01:16:01,515 --> 01:16:04,101 She, you know, had strong feelings for Gerry. 2133 01:16:04,101 --> 01:16:05,686 And obviously, that didn't happen for her, 2134 01:16:05,686 --> 01:16:07,772 and she was completely crushed and heartbroken. 2135 01:16:07,772 --> 01:16:09,648 ♪ ♪ 2136 01:16:09,648 --> 01:16:11,609 If it's not me, it's something I don't think 2137 01:16:11,609 --> 01:16:13,903 I could get over. 2138 01:16:13,903 --> 01:16:16,489 I would be devastated. 2139 01:16:16,489 --> 01:16:17,948 - I'll see you soon. 2140 01:16:17,948 --> 01:16:19,575 - See you soon. 2141 01:16:19,575 --> 01:16:21,786 ♪ ♪ 2142 01:16:21,786 --> 01:16:24,580 - After last night, with how everything went, 2143 01:16:24,580 --> 01:16:26,707 I think that if I would get down on one knee, 2144 01:16:26,707 --> 01:16:27,958 Daisy would say yes to me. 2145 01:16:27,958 --> 01:16:30,294 Bye. - Bye. 2146 01:16:30,294 --> 01:16:32,588 - I came in with fears that I would be able 2147 01:16:32,588 --> 01:16:35,174 to even have women fall in love with me, 2148 01:16:35,174 --> 01:16:36,425 and now I have three women here that 2149 01:16:36,425 --> 01:16:38,928 can't imagine a life without me. 2150 01:16:38,928 --> 01:16:41,347 I have zero doubts that one of these women 2151 01:16:41,347 --> 01:16:44,016 is going to make me the happiest man in the world. 2152 01:16:44,016 --> 01:16:48,354 So all my fears, my concerns, just kind of disappeared. 2153 01:16:48,354 --> 01:16:50,397 [ominous music] 2154 01:16:50,397 --> 01:16:51,899 - I don't know. Just, like, 2155 01:16:51,899 --> 01:16:53,275 my brain is just going all over the place. 2156 01:16:53,275 --> 01:16:56,403 I'm just, like, a lot right now. 2157 01:16:56,403 --> 01:16:58,280 There's something that I need to talk about with Joey. 2158 01:16:58,280 --> 01:16:59,698 [elevator bell dings] 2159 01:16:59,698 --> 01:17:06,455 ♪ ♪ 2160 01:17:06,455 --> 01:17:08,207 [knocking] 2161 01:17:08,207 --> 01:17:11,418 ♪ ♪ 2162 01:17:11,418 --> 01:17:13,212 I stopped by Joey's room, 2163 01:17:13,212 --> 01:17:16,966 and he wasn't there, so I left. 2164 01:17:16,966 --> 01:17:18,092 I think it's important, 2165 01:17:18,092 --> 01:17:19,635 because I made a promise to myself, 2166 01:17:19,635 --> 01:17:22,304 and also to him, that, you know, whenever there is 2167 01:17:22,304 --> 01:17:24,098 something that comes up in my mind, 2168 01:17:24,098 --> 01:17:25,766 that I need to share it with him. 2169 01:17:25,766 --> 01:17:32,857 ♪ ♪ 2170 01:17:34,733 --> 01:17:37,069 It's, like, a conversation that needs to be had 2171 01:17:37,069 --> 01:17:39,154 before going into the Rose Ceremony. 2172 01:17:39,154 --> 01:17:46,203 ♪ ♪ 2173 01:17:54,128 --> 01:17:56,005 [elevator bell dings] 2174 01:17:56,005 --> 01:17:58,799 ♪ ♪ 2175 01:17:58,799 --> 01:18:01,886 But it is, like, more pressing now than later. 2176 01:18:01,886 --> 01:18:03,846 [knocking] 2177 01:18:03,846 --> 01:18:06,515 ♪ ♪ 2178 01:18:06,515 --> 01:18:08,726 I don't want to blindside Joey, ever. 2179 01:18:08,726 --> 01:18:12,021 I just want to be honest, and I want to be able 2180 01:18:12,021 --> 01:18:14,982 to tell him everything that's on my mind. 2181 01:18:14,982 --> 01:18:17,443 I would rather leave now 2182 01:18:17,443 --> 01:18:20,821 than have my heart completely broken. 2183 01:18:20,821 --> 01:18:27,286 ♪ ♪ 2184 01:18:46,680 --> 01:18:49,934 [dramatic music] 2185 01:18:49,934 --> 01:18:52,394 - A card was put on my door from Kelsey. 2186 01:18:52,394 --> 01:18:54,521 It says, "We need to talk." 2187 01:18:54,521 --> 01:18:56,982 I don't understand what this is. 2188 01:18:56,982 --> 01:18:59,276 Don't--I just don't-- I don't understand it. 2189 01:18:59,276 --> 01:19:00,736 I'm confused. 2190 01:19:00,736 --> 01:19:02,404 I didn't expect to see a note on my door. 2191 01:19:02,404 --> 01:19:04,573 I don't know what's going on. 2192 01:19:04,573 --> 01:19:06,617 It could be bad things, could be good. 2193 01:19:06,617 --> 01:19:08,953 I don't know. 2194 01:19:08,953 --> 01:19:10,996 But usually, when someone writes, "We need to talk," 2195 01:19:10,996 --> 01:19:13,374 it's scary, and you think it could be something went wrong. 2196 01:19:13,374 --> 01:19:15,042 And I don't understand what could have went wrong, 2197 01:19:15,042 --> 01:19:17,836 because I haven't said anything to her. 2198 01:19:17,836 --> 01:19:19,755 This would derail everything, if something's wrong, 2199 01:19:19,755 --> 01:19:21,590 if she needs to leave, or something happened. 2200 01:19:21,590 --> 01:19:22,716 I don't know. 2201 01:19:22,716 --> 01:19:24,093 [sighing] Oh, my God. 2202 01:19:24,093 --> 01:19:25,594 [sniffles] 2203 01:19:25,594 --> 01:19:28,847 ♪ ♪ 2204 01:19:28,847 --> 01:19:30,015 I don't want her to leave. 2205 01:19:30,015 --> 01:19:31,141 I want her to be here. 2206 01:19:31,141 --> 01:19:33,978 I want her to want to be here. 2207 01:19:40,776 --> 01:19:44,154 This is like my worst nightmare coming true. 2208 01:19:44,154 --> 01:19:46,198 I'm over giving everything I can 2209 01:19:46,198 --> 01:19:49,118 and feeling like they're not choosing me. 2210 01:19:49,118 --> 01:19:56,375 ♪ ♪ 2211 01:19:56,375 --> 01:19:59,128 - Next week on "The Bachelor"... 2212 01:19:59,128 --> 01:20:00,921 [cheers and applause] 2213 01:20:00,921 --> 01:20:02,631 Welcome to "The Women Tell All." 2214 01:20:02,631 --> 01:20:04,008 [cheers and applause] 2215 01:20:04,008 --> 01:20:05,551 All your favorite women 2216 01:20:05,551 --> 01:20:06,927 from the season return. 2217 01:20:06,927 --> 01:20:08,429 - You're really annoying. 2218 01:20:08,429 --> 01:20:09,513 No, no, no, don't roll your eyes, missy. 2219 01:20:09,513 --> 01:20:10,973 - I can't talk to her. 2220 01:20:10,973 --> 01:20:12,808 - Grow the [bleep] up, bitch! 2221 01:20:12,808 --> 01:20:15,060 - And they're ready to tell it like it is. 2222 01:20:15,060 --> 01:20:17,730 Does Lexi regret leaving Joey? 2223 01:20:17,730 --> 01:20:20,149 - I am just on a different timeline. 2224 01:20:20,149 --> 01:20:21,567 - That's... 2225 01:20:21,567 --> 01:20:22,943 - Did I make the right decision? 2226 01:20:22,943 --> 01:20:23,986 - [sniffles] 2227 01:20:23,986 --> 01:20:25,988 - Is Jenn still heartbroken? 2228 01:20:25,988 --> 01:20:27,197 - I just hope that I find someone 2229 01:20:27,197 --> 01:20:29,324 as special as him one day. 2230 01:20:29,324 --> 01:20:31,201 - And then there's Maria. 2231 01:20:31,201 --> 01:20:33,912 - "Bully" is a big word, OK? 2232 01:20:33,912 --> 01:20:35,622 - I said I-- - I also felt bullied as well. 2233 01:20:35,622 --> 01:20:37,541 - Just--you, I don't want to hear from. 2234 01:20:37,541 --> 01:20:40,377 - And what will Sydney have to say? 2235 01:20:40,377 --> 01:20:44,381 - I cannot sit there and let a mean girl 2236 01:20:44,381 --> 01:20:45,966 be a mean girl. 2237 01:20:45,966 --> 01:20:47,092 - How we doing, ladies? 2238 01:20:47,092 --> 01:20:48,719 - This is tough for me. - OK. 2239 01:20:48,719 --> 01:20:49,970 ♪ ♪ 2240 01:20:49,970 --> 01:20:52,222 - She's a vampire. 2241 01:20:52,222 --> 01:20:55,517 - Plus, that note from Kelsey. 2242 01:20:55,517 --> 01:20:56,769 - Do you wanna go talk? 2243 01:20:56,769 --> 01:20:57,895 - Yeah. 2244 01:20:57,895 --> 01:20:59,730 - What happens next? 2245 01:20:59,730 --> 01:21:01,607 - Kelsey... 2246 01:21:01,607 --> 01:21:02,649 - Joey. You OK? 2247 01:21:02,649 --> 01:21:03,859 - No. 2248 01:21:03,859 --> 01:21:06,195 - And then... 2249 01:21:06,195 --> 01:21:09,698 Joey's journey comes to an emotional conclusion. 2250 01:21:09,698 --> 01:21:14,870 - The way she looks at you is different. 2251 01:21:14,870 --> 01:21:17,372 - The reason why I doubt if someone's gonna say yes 2252 01:21:17,372 --> 01:21:19,917 has to do with what I still feel about myself. 2253 01:21:19,917 --> 01:21:23,420 There is still just a little glimmer of doubt, 2254 01:21:23,420 --> 01:21:24,880 because the last time I did this, 2255 01:21:24,880 --> 01:21:26,590 someone said no, 2256 01:21:26,590 --> 01:21:28,384 and I was heartbroken. 2257 01:21:28,384 --> 01:21:30,177 - How will it all end? 2258 01:21:30,177 --> 01:21:31,929 ♪ ♪ 2259 01:21:31,929 --> 01:21:33,764 - I didn't expect that at all. 2260 01:21:33,764 --> 01:21:35,474 ♪ ♪ 2261 01:21:35,474 --> 01:21:37,684 I can't think that's happened before. 2262 01:21:37,684 --> 01:21:40,270 [sighing] Oh, God. 2263 01:21:40,270 --> 01:21:43,065 - You think you know what happens? 2264 01:21:43,065 --> 01:21:44,525 Guess again. 2265 01:21:44,525 --> 01:21:46,110 ♪ ♪ 2266 01:21:46,110 --> 01:21:48,532 It's all coming up on "The Bachelor."