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‐ Tonight on "The Bachelor"...
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it's a shocking
"Women Tell All."
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‐ It's just hard to hear
yourself being called
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a ho, a idiot,
or a shady bitch.
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‐ All of your favorite women
from this season are back.
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Katie, Pieper, Serena C.,
Chelsea, Abigail,
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Serena P., Jessenia,
MJ, and Victoria...
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‐ I'm not toxic.
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‐ And you won't believe
what they have to say.
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‐ I didn't sign up
to get my name slandered.
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‐ You called her
a high‐end escort.
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‐ I was angry.
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‐ Scores will be settled.
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‐ Yes, I was involved in drama,
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because I was going through,
like, levels of pain.
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‐ That's fake as hell.
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‐ [huffs]
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‐ And Matt returns
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to face the women
that went home.
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‐ I wish that we could've
gotten more time to explore.
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‐ I care about you still
so much.
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‐ Is there any part of you
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that thinks,
"Maybe I made the wrong call"?
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♪ ♪
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A dramatic new episode
of "The Bachelor"
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starts right now.
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[upbeat music]
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♪ ♪
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Hello, Bachelor Nation.
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I'm Chris Harrison,
and welcome
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to a very special,
very intimate episode
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of "The Bachelor:
The Women Tell All."
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This really has
been a wild season
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filled with more
exhilarating romance,
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shocking surprises,
and explosive drama
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than any of us
were prepared for,
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especially our Bachelor
Matt James.
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Matt will join us later
right here on this stage,
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and, trust me,
there is a lot to talk about,
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and we'll get
an exclusive sneak peek
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at how Matt's dramatic journey
will end.
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You might think you know
what's gonna happen.
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I don't think you do.
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But first, all your
favorite women are here
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with me tonight,
and they are ready
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to get into all the heartbreak,
all the drama,
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and, yes, all the rumors.
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♪ ♪
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Ladies, welcome.
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Good to see you all again.
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[laughter]
‐ Hey.
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‐ Hi, Chris.
‐ Hi.
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[sighs]
Everybody's looking good.
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Welcome.
‐ Thank you.
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‐ Thanks.
‐ Wow.
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Katie. Abigail.
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Chelsea,
going blonde over there.
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I love it.
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‐ This is my natural color.
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[laughter]
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‐ We're in the presence
of royalty, I see.
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Ladies, seriously,
thank you for being here.
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It's good to see everybody.
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You know, it was‐‐
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well, we use this word a lot‐‐
unprecedented.
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It was a wild season...
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‐ On a lot of levels.
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We had this amazing Bachelor.
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Khaylah, what was it like
walking up to Matt that night,
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walking in,
and seeing all of these women?
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‐ It was exhilarating to meet
Matt James for the first time.
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It was super exciting.
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I think I blacked out
for a good portion of it.
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[laughter]
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‐ He was just super easy
to talk to,
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so he just blew my expectations
out of the water right away.
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‐ I was so nervous...
[laughter]
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But my dress
made me feel confident,
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and I was like, "I'm just gonna
walk up here and look amazing."
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‐ You pulled it off quite well.
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‐ Yes.
‐ You did.
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Well, it was absolutely
a wild season,
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with more tears and controversy
than ever before.
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Again, we had
an amazing Bachelor,
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we have an incredible
group of women,
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so, yeah, there's bound
to be drama and competition.
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Let's take a look.
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[rock music]
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‐ Matt is the most gorgeous
man I've ever seen.
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‐ Matt James is 1,000
on the hot scale.
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‐ Yum. Daddy.
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‐ Emotions are really high.
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All these women
are ready to fight for Matt.
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‐ Go, go, go, go!
‐ Get her, get her!
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‐ I'm here to fight
for Matt's heart.
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‐ Ah!
‐ Give it to us!
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‐ We're going to war.
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‐ I would kill a bitch
for Matt.
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all: Oh!
‐ People are pissed.
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‐ You are the freaking
arsonist.
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‐ If you're being a bitch,
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I'm gonna tell you
you're being a bitch.
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‐ I never want to hear your
name or see your face again.
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‐ You were rude to me earlier,
like, if you want to go there.
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‐ With all these women
dating him at the same time,
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emotions are getting fired up
pretty quickly.
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‐ Hi.
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Can I steal you for a second?
‐ Hey.
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[tense music]
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‐ I'm annoyed.
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For her to interrupt me
was extremely frustrating.
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‐ It's disrespectful,
'cause, yeah,
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like, I'll interrupt
my own group date,
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but I would never step outside
on another group date.
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Sarah is such
a calculating little bitch.
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Sarah doesn't need Matt.
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Sarah needs a Xanax.
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‐ I was literally
considering leaving, you guys.
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‐ You were trying to make him
feel bad for you or something.
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‐ Like, that's
how you're acting,
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that you need his attention
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and he can't talk
to other girls
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or you're gonna go home.
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‐ Victoria, she's a bit
of an abrasive person
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in her delivery.
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‐ The trash took itself out.
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‐ Can you stop?
‐ No, I won't stop, Katie.
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I'll do whatever the [bleep]
I want.
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Katie's disgusting.
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[bleep] loser.
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I think the girls,
they're all fake as [bleep].
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I'm literally
the best option for him,
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and, like, I'm the only one
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with a working [bleep] brain
in this room.
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All the fake bitches
can all go home, go home.
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Go home, go home, go home.
Skedaddle.
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‐ There are some more
incredible women
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that want a shot
at falling in love with you.
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‐ [laughs]
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‐ What?
‐ No!
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‐ I wanna vomit right now.
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‐ Who the [bleep]
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that are coming into the house?
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I am Victoria, like the queen,
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and so I think I should have
that crown, actually.
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‐ Oh, really?
‐ Victoria.
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‐ Victoria.
‐ Victoria!
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‐ Victoria, she's
completely disrespectful.
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It's hurtful. It is.
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It's difficult.
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‐ It's all the varsity squad
here tonight.
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I really appreciate that.
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‐ MJ, she's definitely
a mean girl.
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I mean, she and Victoria
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started the divide
in the house.
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‐ I think I'm owed an apology
because right now‐‐
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‐ I‐‐I owe you an apology?
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You made it uncomfortable
for these girls.
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That's what you did.
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‐ I am pissed off.
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I've had it.
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Y'all wanna see me fight?
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[claps]
Get your popcorn.
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I am furious.
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You know
what a weak bitch does,
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is they tear down other people
to make themself look better,
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and that's what you did.
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‐ You know what, Meredith?
‐ Oh, that's cute.
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‐ You preach all the time
about weak bitch energy...
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‐ You know what?
You are so...
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‐ Well, weak bitches lie.
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‐ So‐‐wow. Yeah.
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There's a lot
to get through here,
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and I wanna open it up
right away.
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MJ and Jessenia.
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Jessenia,
I'm gonna start with you.
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Do you still believe that MJ
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did lend to the toxicity
in the house
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and was a mean girl?
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‐ I mean, I would say
it was just kind of, like,
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adding on to making them
feel uncomfortable, more so,
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but it was the fact
that she wouldn't necessarily
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own up to it to Matt,
and I think that,
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moving into the two‐on‐one,
it was doubled down, you know?
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She continued to deny,
and I felt like,
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"Okay, well, this is going
nowhere, essentially."
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‐ Do you‐‐do you wish
you'd owned it?
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‐ Well, can I say that‐‐
‐ Or were you kind of hoping
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it would just kind of go away?
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The first time
I got to talk to him
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was at the two‐on‐one,
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and I said
that I acknowledged it,
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and I apologized,
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because I did interject humor
into a situation
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that I was uncomfortable,
and it got taken way too far,
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so I would say
that those kind of accusations
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are a little bit of a stretch,
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because I owned it,
and I apologized for it.
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‐ But, that being said,
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you said that MJ
was being fake,
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and I have an issue with that,
because, as her roommate,
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I probably spent
the most time with her
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out of anybody here,
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and you may not agree
with how she handled things,
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or you may not agree with what
she said to certain people,
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but one thing you cannot say
about MJ is that she's fake.
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‐ My reaction is based
off of the actions
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and things that I had seen her
say and do.
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‐ I will say, Jessenia,
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it is hard when someone
singles you out,
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because I'm not here
to tear anybody down.
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I think we're all here
to lift each other up,
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but I do have
a strong personality,
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and that should not
be misconstrued as mean.
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‐ If I'm honest,
I don't really regret
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doing that in any way.
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I mean,
that's just my character.
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I'm gonna tell you like it is,
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I'm gonna give you
all the answers,
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and, I mean, obviously,
it was something
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that he felt the need
to address,
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'cause he could've
just went back
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and talked to you about it
another night,
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but, instead,
he had to do a two‐on‐one.
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‐ I‐‐I want to put
a pin in this,
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'cause I want to move forward.
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One of the interesting things
this season:
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five new women arrived...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
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‐ And it took
a volatile situation
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and only turned up the heat.
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Ryan, you were one
of those new ladies.
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What was that like?
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And how contentious was it?
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‐ I mean, I think, for
the five of us that came in,
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it was very uncomfortable.
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[clicks tongue]
Awkward.
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It was a lot of disrespect,
initially.
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The minute Victoria
took the tiara
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off of Catalina's head,
I was like,
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"That's a little too far."
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It was just‐‐
it was just a rough start.
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‐ Mari, what was it like
in the house
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with Victoria?
‐ Yeah.
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I think there are a lot
of different sides to Victoria,
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and some of those sides
can be‐‐
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you know, she's a girl's girl,
she's funny, she makes jokes,
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but when it's at the expense
of others,
252
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how far is too far?
253
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I don't think that,
you know, for example,
254
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calling other women
"disgusting" or a "slore"
255
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is okay in any circumstance.
256
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‐ It's just hard to hear
yourself being called a ho
257
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on national television.
258
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You know, and I'm not‐‐
dancers aren't hos.
259
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You know, being a member
of the arts community,
260
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we are so much more than that.
261
00:08:33,279 --> 00:08:37,317
We provide entertainment
and emotion and just...
262
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you know,
it was‐‐it was hurtful.
263
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‐ Do you think you're a super
sensitive person, though?
264
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Because I've been getting‐‐
265
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I mean, death threats
is a whole nother thing,
266
00:08:46,426 --> 00:08:48,862
but the memes about my eye
that was swollen,
267
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the memes about my bra straps,
268
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and, like, I'll wear something
with my bra showing.
269
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Like, I'll laugh it off,
270
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and I feel like the extent
of your upset‐ness at it is‐‐
271
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like, are you just
an emotional person?
272
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‐ I think that anybody
can be emotional
273
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in a situation
when they're called a ho,
274
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a idiot, or a shady bitch.
275
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So I'm sorry that, you know,
that affects me, but‐‐
276
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‐ But even right now,
like, with your attitude,
277
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it's kind of a lot.
‐ Because‐‐
278
00:09:13,319 --> 00:09:15,288
because even
what you're saying to me.
279
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Like, am I a sensitive person?
280
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Well, you're being sensitive.
281
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I mean, you're getting
all this hate and backlash,
282
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but you chose to act
the way that you did
283
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and say the things
that you did.
284
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So sit in the seat
and just take it and own it.
285
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‐ I guess
I'm just a little bit puzzled
286
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as to why you're, like,
287
00:09:28,334 --> 00:09:31,204
holding onto this
emotional anger right now.
288
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‐ I don't necessarily think
I'm holding onto it.
289
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We're here to talk about it
and discuss it, you know,
290
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and we're here doing that,
so...
291
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‐ But she also has a right
292
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to hold onto that
if she wants to.
293
00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:41,381
She was called horrible things
on national television.
294
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‐ Thanks, Kit.
‐ Yeah, Victoria.
295
00:09:43,316 --> 00:09:45,185
It's not really fair
for you to downplay
296
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her saying that she still
is upset about things.
297
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You apologized for them because
you knew they were wrong...
298
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‐ Yeah, completely.
‐ So it's not fair for you
299
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to call her sensitive.
‐ No.
300
00:09:54,294 --> 00:09:56,262
I was just asking,
are you a sensitive person?
301
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Because I have been called
way more horrible things
302
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on the internet,
and I brush it off.
303
00:10:00,567 --> 00:10:04,337
‐ I mean, on the internet
isn't on national TV.
304
00:10:04,337 --> 00:10:06,940
‐ I was called a bully on TV.
‐ Like...
305
00:10:06,940 --> 00:10:08,608
Okay, but maybe you were.
306
00:10:09,175 --> 00:10:11,010
‐ Ladies, I want to take
a quick break.
307
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I know everybody
has a lot to say.
308
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We will get to it.
309
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Everyone's gonna
have their time,
310
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but we're gonna take
a quick time out.
311
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We'll be back.
312
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More of "The Women Tell All"
right after this.
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♪ ♪
314
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[dramatic music]
315
00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:28,128
‐ I just would love
an apology, because...
316
00:10:28,128 --> 00:10:29,129
‐ You're not gonna get
an apology.
317
00:10:29,129 --> 00:10:30,196
‐ You told me to stop
318
00:10:30,196 --> 00:10:32,298
when I wasn't done
expressing myself.
319
00:10:32,298 --> 00:10:34,033
‐ Expressing yourself
and name‐calling
320
00:10:34,033 --> 00:10:35,068
are two different things.
321
00:10:35,068 --> 00:10:36,202
‐ I can express myself
322
00:10:36,202 --> 00:10:38,171
with name‐calling
when I choose to.
323
00:10:38,171 --> 00:10:40,173
‐ If that's how you wanna
express yourself,
324
00:10:40,173 --> 00:10:41,941
and you wanna be toxic
and rude...
325
00:10:41,941 --> 00:10:42,609
‐ And if‐‐yeah.
‐ Go for it.
326
00:10:42,609 --> 00:10:45,211
‐ And if you wanna express
yourself with your dildo
327
00:10:45,211 --> 00:10:47,280
and think you're ready
for an engagement,
328
00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:48,781
you can do that.
329
00:10:48,781 --> 00:10:50,783
♪ ♪
330
00:10:52,385 --> 00:10:54,354
‐ Welcome back
to what's already become
331
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a very emotional, very heated
"Women Tell All."
332
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I want to get back to it.
333
00:10:59,025 --> 00:11:01,227
Katie, you confronted Victoria.
334
00:11:01,227 --> 00:11:02,595
You've watched it back now.
335
00:11:02,595 --> 00:11:05,131
When you hear,
"These women are disgraceful,
336
00:11:05,131 --> 00:11:06,633
they're disgusting,"
what's your take?
337
00:11:06,633 --> 00:11:11,337
‐ I mean, just rewatching it
is hard for me, personally.
338
00:11:11,337 --> 00:11:15,308
Um, I know people tolerated it,
339
00:11:15,308 --> 00:11:17,377
and that's just something
that I couldn't do.
340
00:11:17,377 --> 00:11:18,678
It does suck to watch it
341
00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:23,516
and hear you call me disgusting
over and over again, um...
342
00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:27,053
‐ You know, the name‐calling
is completely unacceptable,
343
00:11:27,053 --> 00:11:29,322
but we're all getting backlash
344
00:11:29,322 --> 00:11:31,157
for however we handled
anything,
345
00:11:31,157 --> 00:11:32,492
and I think it's important
to remember
346
00:11:32,492 --> 00:11:34,527
we all did the best we can do.
347
00:11:34,527 --> 00:11:37,330
Life is a learning experience,
as is this journey,
348
00:11:37,330 --> 00:11:39,165
and we're just getting
to watch it back.
349
00:11:39,165 --> 00:11:42,135
So, again, I'm just so sorry.
350
00:11:42,135 --> 00:11:43,336
‐ Thank you.
Um...
351
00:11:43,336 --> 00:11:45,338
‐ You know,
I‐‐I do accept your apology.
352
00:11:45,338 --> 00:11:46,573
‐ Yeah.
‐ I‐‐if that brings you peace,
353
00:11:46,573 --> 00:11:49,042
and me, I'm ready
to move on from this...
354
00:11:49,042 --> 00:11:50,210
‐ Completely.
‐ Experience.
355
00:11:50,210 --> 00:11:51,344
Um...
356
00:11:51,344 --> 00:11:52,445
we all went through something
really hard,
357
00:11:52,445 --> 00:11:54,314
and I know some of you guys
358
00:11:54,314 --> 00:11:56,182
are experiencing backlash
right now,
359
00:11:56,182 --> 00:11:58,251
and that's your own karma.
360
00:11:58,251 --> 00:12:00,220
So I really just want
to move on,
361
00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:02,522
and I hope the best
for everybody.
362
00:12:02,522 --> 00:12:04,591
‐ I mean, I just didn't
appreciate Katie saying
363
00:12:04,591 --> 00:12:07,527
that it's all karma
coming back to us.
364
00:12:07,527 --> 00:12:09,395
Like, everyone doesn't deserve
365
00:12:09,395 --> 00:12:10,530
the attacking
that they're getting online.
366
00:12:10,530 --> 00:12:12,465
Like, what's going on?
‐ I agree.
367
00:12:12,465 --> 00:12:14,467
I think death threats
are unacceptable,
368
00:12:14,467 --> 00:12:16,436
I think body shaming
is unacceptable,
369
00:12:16,436 --> 00:12:18,738
but we all said what we said.
370
00:12:18,738 --> 00:12:22,375
No one made you say anything,
and some of you can't accept
371
00:12:22,375 --> 00:12:23,576
what it was that you did
in the house, because‐‐
372
00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:26,179
‐ What did I do in the house?
‐ You‐‐a‐‐
373
00:12:26,179 --> 00:12:27,313
‐ Why are you lumping
everyone together?
374
00:12:27,313 --> 00:12:28,448
‐ I'm‐‐I'm not.
375
00:12:28,448 --> 00:12:30,250
The house actually did
have some great women,
376
00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,684
and, unfortunately,
drama overshadowed it,
377
00:12:31,684 --> 00:12:34,420
where people like Khaylah,
who is amazing, went home,
378
00:12:34,420 --> 00:12:36,489
and I do feel bad
that some of the drama
379
00:12:36,489 --> 00:12:38,524
took away from some
of the great women here,
380
00:12:38,524 --> 00:12:41,527
but I‐‐you are friends
with a lot of the girls
381
00:12:41,527 --> 00:12:44,397
who were the problem,
and so I‐‐I do see
382
00:12:44,397 --> 00:12:47,400
how you are blind to it,
'cause you said twi‐‐
383
00:12:47,400 --> 00:12:49,369
you said, "Bullying
is such a strong word,"
384
00:12:49,369 --> 00:12:50,870
and,
"Is the house really toxic?"
385
00:12:50,870 --> 00:12:51,571
‐ It is.
386
00:12:51,571 --> 00:12:53,573
‐ Okay, mean girl [bleep].
What do you wanna call it?
387
00:12:53,573 --> 00:12:58,278
‐ The house was not toxic
until you made it toxic
388
00:12:58,278 --> 00:13:00,380
by bringing the situation up
to Matt
389
00:13:00,380 --> 00:13:02,415
and then causing
the domino effect
390
00:13:02,415 --> 00:13:04,317
that led to every single drama
in the house
391
00:13:04,317 --> 00:13:05,518
that you weren't involved in.
392
00:13:05,518 --> 00:13:08,488
‐ You came at Sarah harder
than almost anybody...
393
00:13:08,488 --> 00:13:10,290
‐ And I said that to Sarah,
and I said that to Matt.
394
00:13:10,290 --> 00:13:11,424
‐ And the next day,
you flipped the switch‐‐
395
00:13:11,424 --> 00:13:13,293
excuse me, I'm still speaking.
‐ Yeah. Go ahead.
396
00:13:13,293 --> 00:13:14,560
‐ You flipped the switch
the next day,
397
00:13:14,560 --> 00:13:16,529
and you were like, "Oh,
because now I know her story,
398
00:13:16,529 --> 00:13:17,664
we should all be nice to her."
399
00:13:17,664 --> 00:13:19,565
‐ Absolutely.
It was a reality check for me.
400
00:13:19,565 --> 00:13:21,401
‐ But that's fake as hell.
‐ It's not.
401
00:13:21,401 --> 00:13:23,436
It's called learning.
It's called growing.
402
00:13:23,436 --> 00:13:26,306
‐ I would like to know
how you felt,
403
00:13:26,306 --> 00:13:27,607
like, bringing up anything
in the house
404
00:13:27,607 --> 00:13:30,343
was gonna help or did help
your relationship with Matt.
405
00:13:30,343 --> 00:13:32,378
‐ I didn't look at it
as a way to‐‐
406
00:13:32,378 --> 00:13:34,280
to help my relationship
with him.
407
00:13:34,280 --> 00:13:36,449
I was just being
who I believe I am.
408
00:13:36,449 --> 00:13:38,318
I am very outspoken.
409
00:13:38,318 --> 00:13:39,786
You know,
I'm gonna speak my mind,
410
00:13:39,786 --> 00:13:41,688
and, for me, it was just
kind of like my last straw.
411
00:13:41,688 --> 00:13:44,357
We have to live in this house
for up to two months,
412
00:13:44,357 --> 00:13:46,759
and what I was experiencing
personally, it sucked,
413
00:13:46,759 --> 00:13:49,529
and so, for me,
I felt like I owed it to Matt
414
00:13:49,529 --> 00:13:51,497
and to myself
and to the environment
415
00:13:51,497 --> 00:13:53,199
to let him know my opinions.
416
00:13:53,199 --> 00:13:54,701
‐ And I would‐‐if I could.
417
00:13:54,701 --> 00:13:57,437
Like, I'm not gonna shout,
like, "Oh, my God.
418
00:13:57,437 --> 00:13:59,672
This is bullying and toxic,"
if it doesn't affect me.
419
00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:02,241
I'm gonna take,
you know, the cues
420
00:14:02,241 --> 00:14:04,310
from the women
that it actually affects.
421
00:14:04,310 --> 00:14:05,745
Yes, you can make space
for people,
422
00:14:05,745 --> 00:14:08,481
but you have to uplift
their voices first.
423
00:14:08,481 --> 00:14:10,650
We owed it, like, a dialogue
424
00:14:10,650 --> 00:14:12,418
before saying,
"Oh, it's toxic."
425
00:14:12,418 --> 00:14:13,586
Instead of, like,
opening up the floor,
426
00:14:13,586 --> 00:14:15,254
like Chelsea did
in that episode
427
00:14:15,254 --> 00:14:16,356
where she said,
"Is that bullying?
428
00:14:16,356 --> 00:14:17,557
Is that toxic?"
‐ Thank you.
429
00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:20,393
‐ And, like, people were able
to, like, hash it out.
430
00:14:20,393 --> 00:14:22,328
‐ I just think
she wanted to do it
431
00:14:22,328 --> 00:14:24,497
to light a flame
and start a fire,
432
00:14:24,497 --> 00:14:26,466
because if it really
was an issue,
433
00:14:26,466 --> 00:14:28,568
Brittany and Ryan would've had
the opportunity to tell Matt.
434
00:14:28,568 --> 00:14:30,536
‐ I don't believe
that it was Katie's goal,
435
00:14:30,536 --> 00:14:34,707
in any way, to somehow improve
her relationship with Matt.
436
00:14:34,707 --> 00:14:36,442
I do feel that she
probably felt like,
437
00:14:36,442 --> 00:14:38,678
"Okay, this is a conversation
that needed to be had,"
438
00:14:38,678 --> 00:14:41,447
especially since, at the time,
we were aware of a rumor
439
00:14:41,447 --> 00:14:44,717
that was going on
that obviously was false,
440
00:14:44,717 --> 00:14:46,452
and so that's something
that had to be addressed
441
00:14:46,452 --> 00:14:47,687
and nipped in the bud
right away.
442
00:14:47,687 --> 00:14:50,423
‐ Well, ladies,
thank you very much.
443
00:14:50,423 --> 00:14:52,458
We have a lot more
to talk about,
444
00:14:52,458 --> 00:14:55,528
and we couldn't talk
about all the drama
445
00:14:55,528 --> 00:14:58,531
without talking about one woman
446
00:14:58,531 --> 00:15:00,767
who hasn't spoken tonight
at all,
447
00:15:00,767 --> 00:15:02,468
and I want
to bring you up here.
448
00:15:02,468 --> 00:15:04,370
Brittany, come join me
in the hot seat.
449
00:15:04,370 --> 00:15:06,272
‐ You got it, Brit.
‐ [laughs]
450
00:15:06,272 --> 00:15:09,542
[upbeat music]
451
00:15:09,542 --> 00:15:11,511
‐ Hey. Have a seat.
452
00:15:11,511 --> 00:15:12,678
It's good to see you.
Thank you.
453
00:15:12,678 --> 00:15:15,415
Um, obviously,
you came in late,
454
00:15:15,415 --> 00:15:18,618
and you came in hot,
and, immediately,
455
00:15:18,618 --> 00:15:20,853
one of the craziest rumors
that I have heard
456
00:15:20,853 --> 00:15:24,690
in the 20 years of doing
this show enveloped you,
457
00:15:24,690 --> 00:15:27,560
took over your entire journey,
and, in the end,
458
00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:30,196
maybe ruined your chance
at finding love on this show.
459
00:15:30,196 --> 00:15:31,531
I wanna talk all about it
460
00:15:31,531 --> 00:15:32,665
and we're gonna
take a look back, but first,
461
00:15:32,665 --> 00:15:34,434
we're gonna take a quick break.
462
00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:35,501
We'll be right back.
463
00:15:35,501 --> 00:15:38,304
More of "The Women Tell All"
right after this.
464
00:15:42,475 --> 00:15:44,477
Welcome back
to "The Women Tell All."
465
00:15:44,477 --> 00:15:45,812
I'm here with Brittany.
466
00:15:45,812 --> 00:15:48,581
Out of the five women
that came in late,
467
00:15:48,581 --> 00:15:51,451
you were definitely attacked
468
00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,486
and surrounded by one
of the craziest rumors
469
00:15:53,486 --> 00:15:55,354
I have heard
in the history of this show,
470
00:15:55,354 --> 00:15:56,489
and that is, essentially,
471
00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:59,926
that you were
a high‐end escort.
472
00:15:59,926 --> 00:16:02,328
Um, a devastating rumor
to hear, in general,
473
00:16:02,328 --> 00:16:04,497
much less on network TV.
474
00:16:04,497 --> 00:16:06,532
I wanna hear all about it,
but first,
475
00:16:06,532 --> 00:16:08,301
let's take a look back
and see what happened.
476
00:16:08,301 --> 00:16:10,536
♪ ♪
477
00:16:10,536 --> 00:16:12,605
‐ There's a new girl
that just showed up.
478
00:16:12,605 --> 00:16:13,673
‐ What do you mean,
"a new girl"?
479
00:16:13,673 --> 00:16:14,774
‐ What's up, Matt?
‐ How are you doing?
480
00:16:14,774 --> 00:16:16,676
‐ It is so great
to finally meet you.
481
00:16:16,676 --> 00:16:17,677
‐ Nice to meet you as well.
482
00:16:17,677 --> 00:16:19,312
‐ My name is Brittany,
483
00:16:19,312 --> 00:16:20,513
I am from Chicago,
484
00:16:20,513 --> 00:16:21,747
but enough of all that.
485
00:16:21,747 --> 00:16:24,317
I want to make up
for lost time.
486
00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:26,319
♪ ♪
487
00:16:26,319 --> 00:16:27,420
‐ Is she kissing him?
488
00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:29,489
‐ Ew. Ew, ew, ew.
‐ This isn't fair.
489
00:16:29,489 --> 00:16:31,457
Brittany,
we're both from Chicago,
490
00:16:31,457 --> 00:16:33,459
and she's, like, sketchy.
‐ Hey.
491
00:16:33,459 --> 00:16:34,594
‐ So you quarantined and then
492
00:16:34,594 --> 00:16:35,862
just stayed in your room
as a backup?
493
00:16:35,862 --> 00:16:37,797
‐ They just wanted
to save the best for last.
494
00:16:37,797 --> 00:16:40,666
‐ I know people
who know of her.
495
00:16:40,666 --> 00:16:41,801
I almost wanna be like,
"Yo, girl,
496
00:16:41,801 --> 00:16:43,703
"like, I know some dirt on you.
497
00:16:43,703 --> 00:16:47,640
Don't mess with me...please."
498
00:16:47,640 --> 00:16:53,145
I'd heard rumors that she
is entertaining men for money.
499
00:16:53,145 --> 00:16:53,813
‐ [gasps]
500
00:16:53,813 --> 00:16:57,149
‐ There is a rumor
that Brittany may be an escort.
501
00:16:57,149 --> 00:16:57,917
♪ ♪
502
00:16:57,917 --> 00:17:00,686
I actually was getting messages
from people in Chicago
503
00:17:00,686 --> 00:17:02,955
that, like, you're an escort
and all this stuff.
504
00:17:02,955 --> 00:17:06,325
‐ Wait, you were telling people
in the house that?
505
00:17:06,325 --> 00:17:07,693
No, I'm not a escort.
506
00:17:07,693 --> 00:17:09,562
Like, it's just, like,
so ridiculous
507
00:17:09,562 --> 00:17:10,730
to even, like, say that.
508
00:17:10,730 --> 00:17:12,865
Like, to have that
come out of my mouth, like...
509
00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:14,800
making, like,
a conclusion about me
510
00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:18,004
before you, like, even know me,
that's‐‐that's [bleep].
511
00:17:18,004 --> 00:17:21,574
In general, like, I can handle
my emotions really well,
512
00:17:21,574 --> 00:17:25,611
but, like, right now,
I just want to, like, just cry.
513
00:17:25,611 --> 00:17:27,780
Anna had came up to me
to apologize,
514
00:17:27,780 --> 00:17:29,682
and she was just like,
"You know,
515
00:17:29,682 --> 00:17:30,783
"when you first came here,
516
00:17:30,783 --> 00:17:32,018
"we kind of went
around the house
517
00:17:32,018 --> 00:17:34,453
and we were telling everyone
that you're an escort,"
518
00:17:34,453 --> 00:17:36,923
and, like, that's not true,
519
00:17:36,923 --> 00:17:39,325
and, like, everyone back
at home knows that's not true.
520
00:17:39,325 --> 00:17:39,959
‐ Right.
521
00:17:39,959 --> 00:17:42,828
‐ It sucks,
because this is on national TV.
522
00:17:42,828 --> 00:17:44,597
Like, my mom watches this show,
523
00:17:44,597 --> 00:17:46,632
and, like, this could ruin
my entire life.
524
00:17:46,632 --> 00:17:49,368
I didn't sign up to be, like,
bullied and harassed.
525
00:17:49,368 --> 00:17:51,304
Like, it really hurts.
526
00:17:51,304 --> 00:17:56,342
♪ ♪
527
00:17:57,777 --> 00:17:59,478
[sighs]
‐ You okay?
528
00:17:59,478 --> 00:18:00,713
‐ Um, yeah.
529
00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:03,449
I mean, you know, looking back,
530
00:18:03,449 --> 00:18:04,617
it's just kind of
disappointing,
531
00:18:04,617 --> 00:18:06,619
because you see me come in
532
00:18:06,619 --> 00:18:09,822
as this strong, confident,
smiley girl,
533
00:18:09,822 --> 00:18:12,858
and in the first 24 hours,
534
00:18:12,858 --> 00:18:15,795
I was just completely
tore down.
535
00:18:15,795 --> 00:18:18,631
I've, like, never felt so low
like that in my entire life,
536
00:18:18,631 --> 00:18:22,301
and I was completely shocked.
537
00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:25,004
I mean,
that was just defeating.
538
00:18:25,004 --> 00:18:29,575
‐ Since going home,
what's the impact been?
539
00:18:29,575 --> 00:18:31,777
‐ Um, when I first got back,
540
00:18:31,777 --> 00:18:36,215
like, I didn't even want
to be around my family.
541
00:18:36,215 --> 00:18:37,016
Um...
542
00:18:37,016 --> 00:18:40,386
it was, like, really hard
to even text my friends back
543
00:18:40,386 --> 00:18:42,688
the first couple weeks.
544
00:18:42,688 --> 00:18:43,756
[laughs]
Sorry.
545
00:18:43,756 --> 00:18:45,591
Um...
‐ It's okay.
546
00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:46,993
‐ It's embarrassing,
547
00:18:46,993 --> 00:18:49,095
because, you know,
when you Google my name now,
548
00:18:49,095 --> 00:18:52,798
the first 20 results
is "The 'Bachelor' Contestant
549
00:18:52,798 --> 00:18:55,401
Brittany Galvin
Accused of Being an Escort."
550
00:18:55,401 --> 00:18:55,968
You know?
551
00:18:55,968 --> 00:18:57,737
It's nothing wrong
with that industry,
552
00:18:57,737 --> 00:18:59,672
but it's not me.
553
00:18:59,672 --> 00:19:03,109
So after that moment,
it was just hard,
554
00:19:03,109 --> 00:19:05,678
because, you know, I didn't
sign up to get bullied.
555
00:19:05,678 --> 00:19:07,813
I didn't sign up
to get my name slandered.
556
00:19:07,813 --> 00:19:10,082
I came here to find my person,
and this is, like,
557
00:19:10,082 --> 00:19:12,918
forever gonna have to be
an association to my name,
558
00:19:12,918 --> 00:19:15,621
which is kind of,
you know, unfair.
559
00:19:15,621 --> 00:19:17,089
It's just really [bleep]
560
00:19:17,089 --> 00:19:19,992
that I have to constantly
defend my name from now on,
561
00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:23,496
and, you know,
although I received an apology,
562
00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:24,597
it's just like...
563
00:19:24,597 --> 00:19:25,865
even when the episode aired,
564
00:19:25,865 --> 00:19:28,801
I...you know,
she's just kind of had weeks
565
00:19:28,801 --> 00:19:30,636
to reach out to me and say,
like, "Hey, look,
566
00:19:30,636 --> 00:19:31,937
like, I just wanna, like,
see how you're doing,"
567
00:19:31,937 --> 00:19:33,739
or anything, but I don't know.
568
00:19:33,739 --> 00:19:34,874
I didn't get any of that, so...
569
00:19:34,874 --> 00:19:36,676
‐ You haven't talked
since the show at all?
570
00:19:36,676 --> 00:19:38,511
‐ No.
‐ Okay.
571
00:19:38,511 --> 00:19:40,546
Um, obviously, she's here now,
572
00:19:40,546 --> 00:19:42,948
and, Anna, taking all this in,
573
00:19:42,948 --> 00:19:45,818
watching the show back
and having time to think,
574
00:19:45,818 --> 00:19:48,354
what is your perspective?
575
00:19:49,922 --> 00:19:53,826
‐ Nothing I can say
can justify what I did.
576
00:19:53,826 --> 00:19:56,562
Honestly, there is no reason,
ever,
577
00:19:56,562 --> 00:20:00,099
to take down another woman, um,
578
00:20:00,099 --> 00:20:02,535
without ever thinking
of the consequences,
579
00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:03,703
especially in that moment.
580
00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,137
It was awful,
581
00:20:05,137 --> 00:20:09,709
and I am still, like‐‐
after watching the aftermath,
582
00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:12,645
I am 100 times more sorry,
just because I know
583
00:20:12,645 --> 00:20:13,779
I'm getting, like,
a little glimmer of it,
584
00:20:13,779 --> 00:20:16,082
and I can't even imagine
what it's like to be you,
585
00:20:16,082 --> 00:20:20,953
and, like, it just sucks that
I did that to someone else.
586
00:20:20,953 --> 00:20:23,823
It just was, like,
this ball that kept rolling,
587
00:20:23,823 --> 00:20:26,859
and everything in the situation
I did was wrong.
588
00:20:26,859 --> 00:20:28,861
I'm sorry.
[laughs]
589
00:20:28,861 --> 00:20:30,029
This all sucks.
590
00:20:30,029 --> 00:20:32,264
‐ You know,
even after I got home,
591
00:20:32,264 --> 00:20:35,835
I just continued to hear things
about what you were spreading
592
00:20:35,835 --> 00:20:38,904
to, like, even people
in this room about me,
593
00:20:38,904 --> 00:20:40,106
and I don't know.
594
00:20:40,106 --> 00:20:43,175
I just really hope
that this is genuine,
595
00:20:43,175 --> 00:20:45,845
because it was just, like,
hard for me to believe
596
00:20:45,845 --> 00:20:47,646
when you've had, you know,
597
00:20:47,646 --> 00:20:49,815
X amount of time
to, like, reach out to me.
598
00:20:49,815 --> 00:20:51,517
So...
‐ Yeah.
599
00:20:51,517 --> 00:20:52,551
I...
600
00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:58,124
I think everything
that I've ever said
601
00:20:58,124 --> 00:21:01,694
came from anger,
and I, like I said,
602
00:21:01,694 --> 00:21:02,962
am sincerely trying
to work on that.
603
00:21:02,962 --> 00:21:04,730
I don't want
to be an angry person anymore
604
00:21:04,730 --> 00:21:06,732
who lashes out, um...
605
00:21:06,732 --> 00:21:08,901
‐ I'd like to know
what your motive was
606
00:21:08,901 --> 00:21:10,169
behind the rumor.
607
00:21:10,169 --> 00:21:12,071
I mean, I know you said
it was out of anger,
608
00:21:12,071 --> 00:21:14,740
but was there
some kind of goal?
609
00:21:14,740 --> 00:21:16,041
Were you trying
to get her sent home?
610
00:21:16,041 --> 00:21:17,610
Were you trying
to get the rest of the house
611
00:21:17,610 --> 00:21:18,611
to turn against her?
612
00:21:18,611 --> 00:21:19,612
What was the point?
613
00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:20,946
‐ Honestly, like I said before,
614
00:21:20,946 --> 00:21:22,648
I can't justify anything.
615
00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:25,050
I was insecure,
and I lashed out.
616
00:21:25,050 --> 00:21:27,920
It all stemmed
from my own insecurities.
617
00:21:27,920 --> 00:21:29,155
I was insecure about myself,
618
00:21:29,155 --> 00:21:31,824
I was insecure
about my time with Matt,
619
00:21:31,824 --> 00:21:33,926
and I was insecure
even being, like,
620
00:21:33,926 --> 00:21:36,729
next to these amazing women
in the house.
621
00:21:36,729 --> 00:21:37,997
There wasn't a motive.
622
00:21:37,997 --> 00:21:39,198
I know that sounds stupid,
but‐‐
623
00:21:39,198 --> 00:21:41,100
‐ But who were the people that,
like, told you messages?
624
00:21:41,100 --> 00:21:44,003
'Cause where are you getting
these concepts from
625
00:21:44,003 --> 00:21:46,639
that you're casting judgment?
626
00:21:46,639 --> 00:21:48,741
‐ Um, I did receive messages
627
00:21:48,741 --> 00:21:50,776
from people who knew
your ex‐boyfriends
628
00:21:50,776 --> 00:21:52,678
and people who went
to school with you,
629
00:21:52,678 --> 00:21:54,013
and, like,
Chicago's a small town.
630
00:21:54,013 --> 00:21:55,681
‐ But, I mean, like,
is it your place
631
00:21:55,681 --> 00:21:56,715
to bring it into the house?
‐ No.
632
00:21:56,715 --> 00:21:57,750
Completely. It wasn't.
633
00:21:57,750 --> 00:22:00,920
Um, and I know that what I said
634
00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:04,123
can't be unsaid,
and the damage can't be undone,
635
00:22:04,123 --> 00:22:08,060
but I would like to help
repair some of that damage.
636
00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:10,863
I just want you to know
that I am 100% sincere
637
00:22:10,863 --> 00:22:15,534
when I say, like,
I am so, so sorry for that.
638
00:22:15,534 --> 00:22:16,168
‐ I appreciate it.
639
00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:17,736
Like, I don't want‐‐
like, that's the thing,
640
00:22:17,736 --> 00:22:19,939
is just,
even when everything happened,
641
00:22:19,939 --> 00:22:22,208
like, I don't want people
to destroy your life as well,
642
00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:25,010
because that's not
my intention at all,
643
00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:28,647
and there's just
been times in my life
644
00:22:28,647 --> 00:22:29,982
where I have said or done stuff
645
00:22:29,982 --> 00:22:32,184
that's really hurtful
towards the people around me,
646
00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:33,819
and I wish
I could take it back.
647
00:22:33,819 --> 00:22:35,187
‐ Mm‐hmm.
‐ So, you know,
648
00:22:35,187 --> 00:22:36,889
I do sympathize with Anna
for that,
649
00:22:36,889 --> 00:22:39,058
and I do accept your apology,
650
00:22:39,058 --> 00:22:41,293
but what I want people
to take away from this
651
00:22:41,293 --> 00:22:44,163
is just, like,
words can really affect you.
652
00:22:44,163 --> 00:22:46,198
I don't want people
to feel bad for me,
653
00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:49,902
and I don't want Anna
to get hated on, you know?
654
00:22:49,902 --> 00:22:51,003
I just‐‐people make mistakes,
655
00:22:51,003 --> 00:22:52,905
and then I also want
to address, you know,
656
00:22:52,905 --> 00:22:56,175
people that are, um,
in the sex working industry.
657
00:22:56,175 --> 00:22:57,810
It's just like,
don't let somebody
658
00:22:57,810 --> 00:22:59,044
tear you down for that.
659
00:22:59,044 --> 00:23:02,081
Um, I believe that everyone
deserves love,
660
00:23:02,081 --> 00:23:05,684
and nobody's life
is worth more or means less
661
00:23:05,684 --> 00:23:07,019
based on occupation.
662
00:23:07,019 --> 00:23:08,187
‐ I appreciate you being here.
663
00:23:08,187 --> 00:23:11,323
I'm sorry that that light
you had was put out
664
00:23:11,323 --> 00:23:13,759
and you didn't get to enjoy
the same experience
665
00:23:13,759 --> 00:23:14,927
that a lot of these ladies did,
666
00:23:14,927 --> 00:23:17,897
so, Brittany, thank you so much
for opening up.
667
00:23:17,897 --> 00:23:19,231
It means a lot
for you to be here‐‐
668
00:23:19,231 --> 00:23:21,166
for all of you to be here‐‐
tonight,
669
00:23:21,166 --> 00:23:23,235
and we have so much more
to come, so stick around.
670
00:23:23,235 --> 00:23:26,872
"The Women Tell All"
continues right after this.
671
00:23:26,872 --> 00:23:29,742
♪ ♪
672
00:23:31,710 --> 00:23:34,713
[upbeat music]
673
00:23:34,713 --> 00:23:39,018
♪ ♪
674
00:23:39,018 --> 00:23:40,152
‐ Welcome back.
675
00:23:40,152 --> 00:23:41,954
We are here with some
of your favorite women
676
00:23:41,954 --> 00:23:43,923
from Matt James' epic season.
677
00:23:43,923 --> 00:23:45,324
Matt's gonna
be out here shortly
678
00:23:45,324 --> 00:23:48,294
to face all of these women,
but, before that,
679
00:23:48,294 --> 00:23:50,262
I know there was
a lot of drama this season,
680
00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:52,965
and I thought we might
wanna lighten things up
681
00:23:52,965 --> 00:23:55,134
just a little bit
and give you a peek
682
00:23:55,134 --> 00:23:57,169
at some of the most
outrageous moments
683
00:23:57,169 --> 00:23:59,939
that Bachelor Nation
never got to see.
684
00:23:59,939 --> 00:24:00,940
[light laughter]
‐ Gosh.
685
00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:01,941
‐ Are y'all ready for this?
686
00:24:01,941 --> 00:24:02,942
I don't think you are.
‐ No.
687
00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:04,009
‐ No.
‐ Um...
688
00:24:04,009 --> 00:24:06,779
one date that actually
didn't make air,
689
00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:07,813
which is really rare,
690
00:24:07,813 --> 00:24:09,848
was called,
"What's in the Box?"
691
00:24:09,848 --> 00:24:10,916
‐ Oh, God.
[laughter]
692
00:24:10,916 --> 00:24:12,818
‐ And you ladies
got to find out
693
00:24:12,818 --> 00:24:13,953
what was in the box.
694
00:24:13,953 --> 00:24:15,054
Let's take a look.
695
00:24:15,054 --> 00:24:17,690
‐ "Ring shopping
can be intimidating
696
00:24:17,690 --> 00:24:18,223
"and a bit scary.
697
00:24:18,223 --> 00:24:19,992
"I dare you to pick a ring
698
00:24:19,992 --> 00:24:22,227
out of one of these
ring boxes."
699
00:24:22,227 --> 00:24:23,862
Where are the ring boxes?
‐ Where?
700
00:24:23,862 --> 00:24:24,863
[dramatic music]
701
00:24:24,863 --> 00:24:26,098
‐ Ooh!
[laughter]
702
00:24:26,098 --> 00:24:27,166
‐ [gasps]
What is it?
703
00:24:27,166 --> 00:24:29,768
‐ Killer Amazon cockroaches.
704
00:24:29,768 --> 00:24:30,869
‐ Ahh!
‐ [sighs] Kay.
705
00:24:30,869 --> 00:24:32,871
Wow. This is disgusting.
706
00:24:32,871 --> 00:24:33,872
[gasps]
707
00:24:33,872 --> 00:24:34,940
[bleep].
708
00:24:34,940 --> 00:24:35,941
Oh, God, please.
709
00:24:35,941 --> 00:24:36,976
Okay, I got it.
710
00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:38,077
[women cheering, laughing]
711
00:24:38,077 --> 00:24:39,111
‐ We got the ring.
‐ Okay.
712
00:24:39,111 --> 00:24:41,013
‐ Okay, go, go, go.
‐ Fire crickets.
713
00:24:41,013 --> 00:24:43,248
‐ Oh, my God!
‐ I'm about to cry.
714
00:24:43,248 --> 00:24:45,084
‐ No, you got it,
you got it, you got it.
715
00:24:45,084 --> 00:24:46,919
‐ How did you find yours
so quick?
716
00:24:46,919 --> 00:24:48,053
[women shrieking]
717
00:24:48,053 --> 00:24:50,022
[laughter]
718
00:24:50,022 --> 00:24:52,124
‐ Flesh eating worms?
719
00:24:52,124 --> 00:24:53,225
‐ [laughing]
‐ Ready?
720
00:24:53,225 --> 00:24:54,760
Three, two, one.
Reach in.
721
00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:55,461
Oh!
‐ Oh!
722
00:24:55,461 --> 00:24:57,963
‐ Putting your hand
in a bowl of worms...
723
00:24:57,963 --> 00:24:59,264
[retching]
Ugh.
724
00:24:59,264 --> 00:25:02,001
[women yelping]
Oh, my God.
725
00:25:02,001 --> 00:25:03,068
I can't do this.
726
00:25:03,068 --> 00:25:05,104
Oh, my God.
727
00:25:05,104 --> 00:25:06,772
♪ ♪
728
00:25:06,772 --> 00:25:08,107
‐ [laughs]
‐ Ew.
729
00:25:08,107 --> 00:25:09,808
[laughter]
730
00:25:09,808 --> 00:25:11,176
‐ MJ, how bad was it?
731
00:25:11,176 --> 00:25:13,178
‐ You know what was funny
is that me and Chelsea
732
00:25:13,178 --> 00:25:15,214
were just the set of two,
so I was like,
733
00:25:15,214 --> 00:25:17,082
"Don't worry.
I'll‐‐I'll go twice."
734
00:25:17,082 --> 00:25:18,851
‐ Yeah.
‐ Wrong choice.
735
00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:20,252
[laughter]
Absolutely wrong choice,
736
00:25:20,252 --> 00:25:23,255
and you don't think
it's real...
737
00:25:23,255 --> 00:25:26,025
until you feel something
crawl up your hand
738
00:25:26,025 --> 00:25:27,192
because you can't see it.
739
00:25:27,192 --> 00:25:30,029
Oh...
my life shifted really quick.
740
00:25:30,029 --> 00:25:31,363
[laughter]
‐ Who had the worst experience?
741
00:25:31,363 --> 00:25:33,332
Jessenia, you didn't seem
to love it.
742
00:25:33,332 --> 00:25:34,366
‐ No, not at all.
‐ [laughs]
743
00:25:34,366 --> 00:25:36,235
‐ I mean, if anything,
I thought,
744
00:25:36,235 --> 00:25:37,870
"Okay, power through it.
745
00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:39,071
"End goal.
You know what?
746
00:25:39,071 --> 00:25:41,006
They're more scared of you
than you are of them."
747
00:25:41,006 --> 00:25:42,074
So I went for it.
748
00:25:42,074 --> 00:25:43,375
‐ [laughs]
749
00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:46,178
The next date
Bachelor Nation didn't see,
750
00:25:46,178 --> 00:25:48,447
we had a‐‐a bunch
of amazing women
751
00:25:48,447 --> 00:25:52,217
eat, like, a stack of pancakes
and try and chug a keg of beer.
752
00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:54,053
‐ Dry pancakes.
‐ I'm not sure why
753
00:25:54,053 --> 00:25:55,354
we thought
that was gonna go well,
754
00:25:55,354 --> 00:25:57,956
but as you'll see, it didn't.
‐ Oh, my God.
755
00:25:57,956 --> 00:25:59,258
‐ Let's go!
756
00:25:59,258 --> 00:26:01,026
This is a race for love!
757
00:26:01,026 --> 00:26:02,895
Now, ladies,
I need every bite completed.
758
00:26:02,895 --> 00:26:03,462
‐ Oh.
759
00:26:03,462 --> 00:26:06,065
‐ I need syrup
all over these pancakes.
760
00:26:06,065 --> 00:26:07,699
Tons of syrup, please.
761
00:26:07,699 --> 00:26:08,967
‐ Ah!
762
00:26:08,967 --> 00:26:10,135
‐ [muffled]
This is really hard.
763
00:26:10,135 --> 00:26:12,337
‐ They have to be the most
dense pancakes
764
00:26:12,337 --> 00:26:14,273
I have ever had in my life.
765
00:26:14,273 --> 00:26:15,374
I'm, like, choking on them.
766
00:26:15,374 --> 00:26:17,109
[gags]
‐ There's no rules right now.
767
00:26:17,109 --> 00:26:18,310
You just gotta‐‐
‐ There's no rules.
768
00:26:18,310 --> 00:26:20,712
‐ However you can get it down,
you gotta get it down.
769
00:26:20,712 --> 00:26:21,914
♪ ♪
770
00:26:21,914 --> 00:26:24,016
‐ Oh!
‐ Whoa!
771
00:26:24,016 --> 00:26:25,951
‐ We have a cheater,
pumpkin eater.
772
00:26:25,951 --> 00:26:27,386
‐ Victoria, I saw that.
773
00:26:27,386 --> 00:26:29,855
I saw you dump some pancakes
on the ground.
774
00:26:29,855 --> 00:26:31,190
‐ I'm not eating that.
775
00:26:31,190 --> 00:26:32,925
There's literally no rules.
776
00:26:32,925 --> 00:26:34,126
‐ Except you gotta eat it.
777
00:26:34,126 --> 00:26:35,260
‐ On to the next station!
778
00:26:35,260 --> 00:26:36,995
Go, go, go, go,
go, go, go, go, go!
779
00:26:36,995 --> 00:26:39,298
Every last drop.
Nothing spills.
780
00:26:39,298 --> 00:26:40,966
‐ [spits]
[beer splashes]
781
00:26:40,966 --> 00:26:41,967
‐ Oh!
‐ Whoa!
782
00:26:41,967 --> 00:26:43,068
‐ I'm so sorry.
So sorry.
783
00:26:43,068 --> 00:26:44,203
‐ Victoria, I'm gonna
have to ask you to pause.
784
00:26:44,203 --> 00:26:46,205
‐ Victoria's pouring out
her beer onto the ground.
785
00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:48,373
Where's the ref? Like, time.
Here. Hello?
786
00:26:48,373 --> 00:26:51,110
‐ I start cheating,
I'm gonna finish cheating.
787
00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:52,144
‐ [belches]
788
00:26:52,144 --> 00:26:54,012
[laughter]
789
00:26:54,012 --> 00:26:55,013
‐ Was it Abigail?
790
00:26:55,013 --> 00:26:56,181
[laughter]
791
00:26:56,181 --> 00:26:57,282
‐ I couldn't‐‐
I almost, like...
792
00:26:57,282 --> 00:26:58,317
[laughter]
‐ Oh, my God.
793
00:26:58,317 --> 00:26:59,451
‐ Victoria,
this is the one time
794
00:26:59,451 --> 00:27:02,221
I will say
I don't mind you cheating.
795
00:27:02,221 --> 00:27:03,322
That was probably
the way to go.
796
00:27:03,322 --> 00:27:05,057
‐ Yeah.
[laughter]
797
00:27:05,057 --> 00:27:06,225
‐ Um, I don't think
those were pancakes.
798
00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:07,326
I think that was cement.
‐ Yeah.
799
00:27:07,326 --> 00:27:09,061
‐ Pretty much.
‐ Seriously.
800
00:27:09,061 --> 00:27:11,396
‐ Um, one other date
that, well,
801
00:27:11,396 --> 00:27:14,233
Bachelor Nation
didn't get to see...
802
00:27:14,233 --> 00:27:15,367
was Hide and Seek,
803
00:27:15,367 --> 00:27:19,905
and one girl in particular
had a really tough time.
804
00:27:19,905 --> 00:27:21,607
Let's take a look.
805
00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:25,210
all: 90, 91, 92, 93, 94,
806
00:27:25,210 --> 00:27:29,915
95, 96, 97, 98, 99, 100.
807
00:27:29,915 --> 00:27:32,284
Ready or not, here we come!
808
00:27:32,284 --> 00:27:34,186
[playful music]
809
00:27:34,186 --> 00:27:35,254
‐ Matt!
810
00:27:35,254 --> 00:27:36,855
[voice echoes]
811
00:27:36,855 --> 00:27:37,589
‐ Matt!
812
00:27:37,589 --> 00:27:39,958
The winner of this
is gonna get some time,
813
00:27:39,958 --> 00:27:42,060
so I gotta find him first.
814
00:27:42,060 --> 00:27:43,395
Oh, my God, oh, my God,
oh, my God!
815
00:27:43,395 --> 00:27:45,130
‐ [whispers]
They're coming.
816
00:27:45,130 --> 00:27:48,033
‐ Ahh!
‐ [laughing]
817
00:27:48,033 --> 00:27:49,268
[bird screeches]
818
00:27:49,268 --> 00:27:52,371
‐ Yeah, this is the most
romantic date ever.
819
00:27:52,371 --> 00:27:56,008
How will I even know
if somebody else finds him?
820
00:27:56,008 --> 00:27:58,243
‐ What the heck is this?
‐ Aww.
821
00:27:58,243 --> 00:28:00,212
‐ This sounds better than
running around in the cold.
822
00:28:00,212 --> 00:28:01,346
[wind whistling]
823
00:28:01,346 --> 00:28:04,216
‐ I have no concept of time.
[women laugh]
824
00:28:04,216 --> 00:28:05,884
‐ [laughing]
Oh, my God.
825
00:28:05,884 --> 00:28:06,418
‐ You found me.
826
00:28:06,418 --> 00:28:08,153
You're allowed‐‐
‐ Get in here.
827
00:28:08,153 --> 00:28:09,188
[wind whistling]
828
00:28:09,188 --> 00:28:11,023
‐ Kay, I get it.
829
00:28:11,023 --> 00:28:13,091
He's a great hider.
830
00:28:13,091 --> 00:28:14,259
‐ Thank you.
831
00:28:14,259 --> 00:28:15,294
‐ Pieper,
where were you looking?
832
00:28:15,294 --> 00:28:17,329
‐ Everywhere.
[laughter]
833
00:28:17,329 --> 00:28:18,430
all: Kit.
834
00:28:18,430 --> 00:28:20,132
‐ I can't wait to see
how pissed she is.
835
00:28:20,132 --> 00:28:22,167
‐ She's gonna be pissed.
836
00:28:22,167 --> 00:28:25,270
‐ Matt!
837
00:28:25,270 --> 00:28:26,271
[laughter]
838
00:28:26,271 --> 00:28:27,372
‐ Oh, my God, yes.
839
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:29,274
‐ You're a city slicker.
What are you gonna do?
840
00:28:29,274 --> 00:28:31,343
‐ I don't do the woods, guys.
[laughter]
841
00:28:31,343 --> 00:28:34,379
I've never been
in that situation before.
842
00:28:34,379 --> 00:28:36,248
‐ It was‐‐it was very apparent.
843
00:28:36,248 --> 00:28:37,282
‐ Yeah.
844
00:28:37,282 --> 00:28:38,283
[laughs]
Oh, my gosh.
845
00:28:38,283 --> 00:28:40,419
I was struggling on that...
846
00:28:40,419 --> 00:28:42,187
[laughter]
For sure.
847
00:28:42,187 --> 00:28:45,557
Um, I definitely felt, um,
848
00:28:45,557 --> 00:28:48,093
very out of my element
on that date.
849
00:28:48,093 --> 00:28:49,194
[laughter]
850
00:28:49,194 --> 00:28:50,996
‐ How long were you all
in the hot tub
851
00:28:50,996 --> 00:28:52,130
before Kit shows up?
852
00:28:52,130 --> 00:28:53,232
‐ Hours.
853
00:28:53,232 --> 00:28:54,299
[laughter]
‐ Years, actually.
854
00:28:54,299 --> 00:28:55,367
[laughter]
855
00:28:55,367 --> 00:28:56,335
‐ They were wrinkled up
and pruny...
856
00:28:56,335 --> 00:28:57,336
‐ Yeah, we were pruny!
857
00:28:57,336 --> 00:28:58,637
‐ By the time I got there.
858
00:28:58,637 --> 00:29:01,406
‐ It was, like,
a good 30 minutes, at least,
859
00:29:01,406 --> 00:29:04,209
before she came.
‐ One of my favorite comments.
860
00:29:04,209 --> 00:29:06,411
"I have no concept of time."
[laughter]
861
00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:08,213
I don't know how that applied
in that situation,
862
00:29:08,213 --> 00:29:09,581
but I absolutely love it,
and I just...
863
00:29:09,581 --> 00:29:12,384
‐ Because I had been out there
for hours.
864
00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:14,653
I had been out there
for hours, searching.
865
00:29:14,653 --> 00:29:16,288
‐ You were out there.
It was "The Bachelor."
866
00:29:16,288 --> 00:29:17,289
You came home,
and it was already
867
00:29:17,289 --> 00:29:18,523
"The Bachelorette" season.
868
00:29:18,523 --> 00:29:20,192
That's how long you were gone.
‐ It was heartbreaking.
869
00:29:20,192 --> 00:29:22,294
‐ Um, the boxing date.
870
00:29:22,294 --> 00:29:24,363
Fighters,
you gotta have your protein,
871
00:29:24,363 --> 00:29:25,397
and you gotta get ready
for the fight.
872
00:29:25,397 --> 00:29:26,665
‐ Oh, God.
[laughter]
873
00:29:26,665 --> 00:29:28,433
‐ Bachelor Nation
didn't get to see this.
874
00:29:28,433 --> 00:29:29,468
‐ Here we go.
‐ Oh, yeah.
875
00:29:29,468 --> 00:29:32,070
‐ Rocky Balboa,
eat your heart out, man.
876
00:29:32,070 --> 00:29:33,238
Let's take a look.
877
00:29:33,238 --> 00:29:35,040
‐ Oh, God.
‐ Ugh.
878
00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:36,174
‐ What is it?
879
00:29:36,174 --> 00:29:37,309
‐ Raw eggs?
‐ Raw eggs?
880
00:29:37,309 --> 00:29:38,510
‐ Oh, my God.
‐ I'm already gonna throw up.
881
00:29:38,510 --> 00:29:39,578
‐ Really?
‐ Oh, my God.
882
00:29:39,578 --> 00:29:42,047
‐ Get those eggs,
and start chuggin'!
883
00:29:42,047 --> 00:29:42,648
‐ [bleep].
‐ Wait.
884
00:29:42,648 --> 00:29:44,349
‐ I'll start us off, y'all.
‐ Oh, my God.
885
00:29:44,349 --> 00:29:46,285
‐ Come on.
What are you, wimps?
886
00:29:46,285 --> 00:29:47,286
‐ Oh, my God.
887
00:29:47,286 --> 00:29:48,520
‐ I'm claiming I'm vegan
right now.
888
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:50,522
Okay, eggs?
It's my biggest fear.
889
00:29:50,522 --> 00:29:54,259
I'm like, "Pull through.
Whatever you do, do not puke."
890
00:29:54,259 --> 00:29:56,295
‐ Chug, chug, go!
‐ [laughing]
891
00:29:56,295 --> 00:29:57,396
‐ Good!
‐ Hey!
892
00:29:57,396 --> 00:29:59,364
‐ Crack them eggs!
893
00:29:59,364 --> 00:30:01,099
[cracks, plops]
894
00:30:01,099 --> 00:30:02,234
‐ Pretend it's tequila.
895
00:30:02,234 --> 00:30:03,335
[sweeping orchestral music]
896
00:30:03,335 --> 00:30:05,270
‐ Ugh.
‐ Whoo, yes!
897
00:30:05,270 --> 00:30:07,139
[cheers and applause]
898
00:30:07,139 --> 00:30:08,340
‐ There you go.
899
00:30:08,340 --> 00:30:10,175
There we go, Pieper.
‐ Whoo!
900
00:30:10,175 --> 00:30:12,144
Yes! You can do it!
901
00:30:12,144 --> 00:30:13,278
‐ Good job!
902
00:30:13,278 --> 00:30:14,646
I'm, like, gonna avoid
that raw egg,
903
00:30:14,646 --> 00:30:17,149
and I was like‐‐
shot over the shoulder.
904
00:30:17,149 --> 00:30:18,283
‐ Come on!
905
00:30:18,283 --> 00:30:19,451
‐ Everybody did it already?
‐ Don't be a wimp.
906
00:30:19,451 --> 00:30:22,154
‐ Come on, Katie!
You got it, Katie!
907
00:30:22,154 --> 00:30:24,056
‐ I'm gonna throw up before‐‐
908
00:30:24,056 --> 00:30:24,723
‐ Chug, chug, chug.
909
00:30:24,723 --> 00:30:26,391
‐ Plug your nose,
plug your nose, plug your nose.
910
00:30:26,391 --> 00:30:27,426
‐ You got it.
‐ Katie, you can do it.
911
00:30:27,426 --> 00:30:28,560
Katie, you can do it.
‐ You can do it.
912
00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:30,329
You can do it.
‐ It's just a shot.
913
00:30:30,329 --> 00:30:32,531
‐ Whoo!
All right!
914
00:30:32,531 --> 00:30:34,166
‐ [gagging, coughing]
915
00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:35,300
[laughter]
916
00:30:35,300 --> 00:30:36,368
‐ Oh, my God.
917
00:30:36,368 --> 00:30:38,370
‐ Katie, a little reversal
of fortune there.
918
00:30:38,370 --> 00:30:41,106
‐ Oh, jeez, I was hoping
that wasn't ever gonna air.
919
00:30:41,106 --> 00:30:42,274
[laughter]
920
00:30:42,274 --> 00:30:44,376
‐ Are you kidding?
[laughing]
921
00:30:44,376 --> 00:30:46,178
I love how all of you,
even now, MJ...
922
00:30:46,178 --> 00:30:47,612
‐ Mm.
‐ By the way, MJ,
923
00:30:47,612 --> 00:30:50,015
eggs are your wor‐‐
biggest fear?
924
00:30:50,015 --> 00:30:50,682
[laughter]
925
00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:53,485
‐ Birds, but it's‐‐there's‐‐
all‐encompassing.
926
00:30:53,485 --> 00:30:54,553
I just don't like them,
you know?
927
00:30:54,553 --> 00:30:55,554
There's things
you don't have to, like‐‐
928
00:30:55,554 --> 00:30:56,555
‐ You and Kaitlyn Bristowe.
929
00:30:56,555 --> 00:30:57,589
That's a very interesting fear.
930
00:30:57,589 --> 00:30:58,623
‐ You just don't
have to like them.
931
00:30:58,623 --> 00:30:59,624
You know,
there are certain things‐‐
932
00:30:59,624 --> 00:31:01,193
you can have boundaries,
and, like,
933
00:31:01,193 --> 00:31:02,461
I don't like those things.
934
00:31:02,461 --> 00:31:04,329
‐ Which fear came first,
the chicken or the egg?
935
00:31:04,329 --> 00:31:05,530
‐ That's a great question.
[laughter]
936
00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,466
We don't know.
We're still finding out.
937
00:31:07,466 --> 00:31:08,600
[laughter]
‐ Well, look.
938
00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:09,768
There was a lot of drama
this season,
939
00:31:09,768 --> 00:31:12,270
but, as you can see, we also
had a good time as well.
940
00:31:12,270 --> 00:31:13,438
Coming up,
941
00:31:13,438 --> 00:31:16,475
Katie is going to be joining me
in the hot seat
942
00:31:16,475 --> 00:31:18,343
to talk about
her memorable entrance,
943
00:31:18,343 --> 00:31:21,113
tearful exit,
and everything in between.
944
00:31:21,113 --> 00:31:21,780
All that and more
945
00:31:21,780 --> 00:31:24,015
when "The Bachelor:
The Women Tell All" returns.
946
00:31:24,015 --> 00:31:27,319
♪ ♪
947
00:31:29,421 --> 00:31:30,422
‐ So get your back foot
on the board.
948
00:31:30,422 --> 00:31:31,490
There you go.
‐ All right.
949
00:31:31,490 --> 00:31:33,125
‐ You ready?
‐ Yeah.
950
00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:33,625
[upbeat music]
951
00:31:33,625 --> 00:31:35,727
[laughs]
Why am I so scared?
952
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:37,329
I think I can go
a little faster.
953
00:31:37,329 --> 00:31:38,497
‐ A little faster?
‐ Oh.
954
00:31:38,497 --> 00:31:40,165
Look at that.
Oh, this actually feels nice.
955
00:31:40,165 --> 00:31:40,832
‐ It feels nice, right?
956
00:31:40,832 --> 00:31:42,501
You're gonna have to, like,
really get into it.
957
00:31:42,501 --> 00:31:44,269
‐ [bleep], this is a hill.
958
00:31:44,269 --> 00:31:47,072
[both laughing]
959
00:31:47,072 --> 00:31:48,106
Oh, my gosh.
960
00:31:48,106 --> 00:31:49,408
[laughing]
961
00:31:49,408 --> 00:31:51,443
♪ ♪
962
00:31:51,443 --> 00:31:53,345
‐ Welcome back
to "The Women Tell All."
963
00:31:53,345 --> 00:31:54,679
She stepped out of the limo
964
00:31:54,679 --> 00:31:57,516
with a, well, special gift
for Matt
965
00:31:57,516 --> 00:31:59,684
that sent shockwaves
through Bachelor Nation.
966
00:31:59,684 --> 00:32:01,453
From that night on, though,
967
00:32:01,453 --> 00:32:03,422
she was the gift
that kept on giving.
968
00:32:03,422 --> 00:32:04,423
‐ [laughs]
969
00:32:04,423 --> 00:32:05,424
‐ Katie,
come on down and join me.
970
00:32:05,424 --> 00:32:08,560
[upbeat music]
971
00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,595
♪ ♪
972
00:32:10,595 --> 00:32:12,130
Good to see you.
‐ Hi.
973
00:32:12,130 --> 00:32:12,664
‐ Hello.
974
00:32:12,664 --> 00:32:14,433
‐ [muffled speech]
‐ Have a seat.
975
00:32:14,433 --> 00:32:15,867
♪ ♪
976
00:32:15,867 --> 00:32:18,904
You know, you showed up
with a‐‐a magic wand,
977
00:32:18,904 --> 00:32:22,641
but you definitely captured
Matt's attention...
978
00:32:22,641 --> 00:32:24,476
‐ Yes.
‐ And it wasn't just that.
979
00:32:24,476 --> 00:32:25,644
You guys had
a great connection.
980
00:32:25,644 --> 00:32:27,479
I wanna talk all about it,
981
00:32:27,479 --> 00:32:29,147
but first,
let's take a look back.
982
00:32:29,147 --> 00:32:32,184
[soft music]
983
00:32:32,184 --> 00:32:35,320
♪ ♪
984
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:37,255
‐ Hi.
[laughs]
985
00:32:37,255 --> 00:32:38,323
‐ You look incredible.
986
00:32:38,323 --> 00:32:39,324
‐ I'm Katie!
Let's just hug.
987
00:32:39,324 --> 00:32:40,325
‐ Hi, Katie. I'm Matt.
‐ Hi.
988
00:32:40,325 --> 00:32:41,326
[laughing]
Nice to meet you.
989
00:32:41,326 --> 00:32:42,394
‐ Nice to meet you too.
990
00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:43,762
‐ So I brought something
from home...
991
00:32:43,762 --> 00:32:45,831
‐ Okay.
‐ That's really special to me,
992
00:32:45,831 --> 00:32:47,532
and I thought
I'd share it with you,
993
00:32:47,532 --> 00:32:49,401
hoping to pass the torch
to you.
994
00:32:49,401 --> 00:32:51,536
[both laughing]
[vibrator buzzing]
995
00:32:51,536 --> 00:32:52,537
‐ A vibrator?
‐ Stop.
996
00:32:52,537 --> 00:32:55,474
‐ Vibrator?
No! She did not.
997
00:32:55,474 --> 00:32:57,742
‐ After seeing how you look
and knowing that
998
00:32:57,742 --> 00:33:00,512
the Fantasy Suite
is so far away,
999
00:33:00,512 --> 00:33:01,646
I actually might need it
1000
00:33:01,646 --> 00:33:03,648
just for, like,
a little bit longer.
1001
00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:04,816
[both laughing]
1002
00:33:04,816 --> 00:33:07,586
Matt is just exactly
what I'm looking for.
1003
00:33:07,586 --> 00:33:09,554
I mean, he's‐‐he's funny.
1004
00:33:09,554 --> 00:33:11,523
He's kind.
He's genuine.
1005
00:33:11,523 --> 00:33:14,459
I'm dedicated
to fully exploring
1006
00:33:14,459 --> 00:33:16,294
a relationship with him.
1007
00:33:16,294 --> 00:33:17,529
‐ I just want you to know
1008
00:33:17,529 --> 00:33:20,332
that everything you're doing
is not going unnoticed.
1009
00:33:20,332 --> 00:33:20,866
‐ Thank you.
1010
00:33:20,866 --> 00:33:22,634
‐ And I really love
having you here.
1011
00:33:22,634 --> 00:33:25,604
‐ I appreciate it.
I'm happy to be here.
1012
00:33:25,604 --> 00:33:27,372
‐ She's smart.
1013
00:33:27,372 --> 00:33:29,674
She's funny.
She's incredible.
1014
00:33:29,674 --> 00:33:31,643
‐ Hi!
‐ Hi. [laughs]
1015
00:33:31,643 --> 00:33:34,880
Katie's someone who has piqued
my interest since night one.
1016
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:37,516
‐ But there was something
I wanted to do.
1017
00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:38,517
‐ Yes?
1018
00:33:38,517 --> 00:33:41,553
[romantic music]
1019
00:33:41,553 --> 00:33:43,822
She owns who she is
and what she's looking for,
1020
00:33:43,822 --> 00:33:45,624
and I think
that's super attractive.
1021
00:33:45,624 --> 00:33:46,858
I love hanging out with you.
1022
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:49,761
Like, I enjoy our conversation
because it's not fluff,
1023
00:33:49,761 --> 00:33:52,564
and the thing
I respect most about you
1024
00:33:52,564 --> 00:33:53,632
is you're yourself,
1025
00:33:53,632 --> 00:33:55,567
and you don't care
what other people think.
1026
00:33:55,567 --> 00:33:57,469
‐ I'm here to be me,
and if Matt wants me,
1027
00:33:57,469 --> 00:33:58,670
then that's all I can ask for.
1028
00:33:58,670 --> 00:34:00,205
Oh.
‐ You look great.
1029
00:34:00,205 --> 00:34:01,673
‐ Mm.
1030
00:34:01,673 --> 00:34:03,041
Our connection is very strong,
1031
00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:06,545
and I can really see an
engagement at the end of this,
1032
00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:07,879
and it's crazy to say out loud,
1033
00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:11,383
but I'm, like, emotional
thinking about it,
1034
00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:13,618
'cause...
1035
00:34:13,618 --> 00:34:15,720
it really has exceeded
what I expected.
1036
00:34:15,720 --> 00:34:18,523
I'm very hopeful
that, you know,
1037
00:34:18,523 --> 00:34:20,792
my love story
is your love story
1038
00:34:20,792 --> 00:34:23,695
and a forever kind of love.
1039
00:34:23,695 --> 00:34:27,432
♪ ♪
1040
00:34:27,432 --> 00:34:30,535
‐ You've been honest with me,
1041
00:34:30,535 --> 00:34:33,772
and I owe the same honesty
to you.
1042
00:34:33,772 --> 00:34:35,507
I can't give you
this rose tonight.
1043
00:34:35,507 --> 00:34:36,875
[solemn music]
1044
00:34:36,875 --> 00:34:39,811
I just haven't had those
feelings that I need to have
1045
00:34:39,811 --> 00:34:42,581
in finding a wife
in this process.
1046
00:34:42,581 --> 00:34:50,155
♪ ♪
1047
00:34:56,461 --> 00:34:58,663
‐ [quietly]
Kay.
1048
00:34:58,663 --> 00:35:00,465
‐ Can I walk you out?
1049
00:35:00,465 --> 00:35:01,700
‐ Yeah.
1050
00:35:01,700 --> 00:35:09,207
♪ ♪
1051
00:35:14,512 --> 00:35:16,948
[engine starts]
1052
00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:19,718
I just didn't
see that coming at all.
1053
00:35:19,718 --> 00:35:21,453
♪ ♪
1054
00:35:21,453 --> 00:35:22,687
I'm shocked.
1055
00:35:22,687 --> 00:35:26,491
I just felt, like,
the blood drain from my face.
1056
00:35:26,491 --> 00:35:29,728
I don't regret being myself.
1057
00:35:29,728 --> 00:35:33,632
It just sucks
that it wasn't enough.
1058
00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:34,966
♪ ♪
1059
00:35:34,966 --> 00:35:36,735
I am who I am,
and there's someone out there
1060
00:35:36,735 --> 00:35:39,638
who wants that.
1061
00:35:39,638 --> 00:35:45,176
♪ ♪
1062
00:35:50,682 --> 00:35:51,950
‐ That was the first time
you've seen that, huh?
1063
00:35:51,950 --> 00:35:54,419
‐ [sniffs]
Yeah, I hadn't seen that.
1064
00:35:55,587 --> 00:35:56,621
[sniffles]
1065
00:35:56,621 --> 00:35:57,856
[sighs]
1066
00:35:57,856 --> 00:36:00,492
‐ When you watch that,
where do you go
1067
00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:02,560
that makes you so emotional?
1068
00:36:04,729 --> 00:36:06,798
‐ I mean,
1069
00:36:06,798 --> 00:36:10,969
going through this was the
hardest thing I've ever done,
1070
00:36:10,969 --> 00:36:13,772
and the one thing that kept me
going through it all was Matt
1071
00:36:13,772 --> 00:36:16,574
and our connection,
1072
00:36:16,574 --> 00:36:18,143
and I genuinely
was so confident,
1073
00:36:18,143 --> 00:36:22,047
and I really thought
he was going to meet my family,
1074
00:36:22,047 --> 00:36:24,549
because I‐‐I wasn't
paying attention...
1075
00:36:24,549 --> 00:36:25,817
[breathes deeply]
1076
00:36:25,817 --> 00:36:29,454
To the other relationships
in the house,
1077
00:36:29,454 --> 00:36:31,122
and, um,
1078
00:36:31,122 --> 00:36:34,726
I know my personality
is a lot, uh, to handle...
1079
00:36:34,726 --> 00:36:35,927
[laughs]
And for him
1080
00:36:35,927 --> 00:36:38,163
to be accepting of it,
that's what you want, you know?
1081
00:36:38,163 --> 00:36:41,733
And I‐‐I feel like I've settled
so many times in the past
1082
00:36:41,733 --> 00:36:43,768
or compromised my personality
1083
00:36:43,768 --> 00:36:45,603
to fit the needs
of a guy I was with,
1084
00:36:45,603 --> 00:36:46,705
and‐‐and this was just
the first time
1085
00:36:46,705 --> 00:36:48,873
I didn't have to do that,
and it was just so easy,
1086
00:36:48,873 --> 00:36:50,041
which is why
I was just so shocked
1087
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:52,844
that he sent me home,
'cause I just‐‐
1088
00:36:52,844 --> 00:36:54,579
I just didn't see it coming.
1089
00:36:54,579 --> 00:36:55,680
‐ What will those feelings
be like
1090
00:36:55,680 --> 00:36:57,615
when he comes out here tonight?
1091
00:36:57,615 --> 00:36:58,750
Do you feel like
you got closure?
1092
00:36:58,750 --> 00:37:00,985
Is there something
you wanna say?
1093
00:37:00,985 --> 00:37:03,922
‐ I mean, watching it,
I get it.
1094
00:37:03,922 --> 00:37:05,090
I get where he's at
1095
00:37:05,090 --> 00:37:07,926
and‐‐and why he made
the decision he did.
1096
00:37:07,926 --> 00:37:11,596
It sucks,
because timing's everything,
1097
00:37:11,596 --> 00:37:12,897
and when I watch the show back,
1098
00:37:12,897 --> 00:37:16,901
and I see his date
with Michelle or with Rachael,
1099
00:37:16,901 --> 00:37:18,770
I don't know that I actually
stood a chance
1100
00:37:18,770 --> 00:37:20,004
timing‐wise, you know?
1101
00:37:20,004 --> 00:37:21,806
It looked like
he was already getting there
1102
00:37:21,806 --> 00:37:22,941
with other women.
1103
00:37:22,941 --> 00:37:24,809
‐ So what did this do to you?
1104
00:37:24,809 --> 00:37:27,812
Where are you in all this now?
1105
00:37:27,812 --> 00:37:30,148
‐ It's hard,
because I'm now 30 years old,
1106
00:37:30,148 --> 00:37:32,884
and you start questioning,
like, why am I still single,
1107
00:37:32,884 --> 00:37:34,919
you know,
and‐‐and this past year,
1108
00:37:34,919 --> 00:37:36,721
through the pandemic,
has been the first time
1109
00:37:36,721 --> 00:37:39,958
I've just really embraced
exactly who I am.
1110
00:37:39,958 --> 00:37:42,961
And there is part of me
that's like,
1111
00:37:42,961 --> 00:37:44,195
"Is it me?"
You know?
1112
00:37:44,195 --> 00:37:47,599
Is‐‐is there really someone
who wants me for me, you know?
1113
00:37:47,599 --> 00:37:49,968
And Matt was the first person
1114
00:37:49,968 --> 00:37:53,705
I was able
to be 110% myself with,
1115
00:37:53,705 --> 00:37:55,774
and‐‐and it didn't work out,
1116
00:37:55,774 --> 00:37:58,042
so that's tough, but...
1117
00:37:58,042 --> 00:37:59,778
I just have to remain hopeful
1118
00:37:59,778 --> 00:38:01,913
that my person's
still out there.
1119
00:38:01,913 --> 00:38:05,650
‐ Do you feel like you know
what you truly want now?
1120
00:38:05,650 --> 00:38:06,684
‐ Oh, yeah.
1121
00:38:06,684 --> 00:38:08,186
I mean, at the end of the day,
1122
00:38:08,186 --> 00:38:10,021
we all just want to be loved,
you know?
1123
00:38:10,021 --> 00:38:12,857
And I never wanna stop
pursuing love,
1124
00:38:12,857 --> 00:38:13,992
and I do feel like
1125
00:38:13,992 --> 00:38:16,861
I'm in the prime version
of who I am,
1126
00:38:16,861 --> 00:38:18,830
and I'm the most confident
I've ever been,
1127
00:38:18,830 --> 00:38:22,767
and, you know,
I'm just missing my person.
1128
00:38:22,767 --> 00:38:24,102
‐ Well, I truly appreciate
you being here.
1129
00:38:24,102 --> 00:38:26,771
One thing I honestly have
always appreciated about you,
1130
00:38:26,771 --> 00:38:28,807
you wear your heart
on your sleeve,
1131
00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:31,910
and you are undeniably
always just you.
1132
00:38:31,910 --> 00:38:33,978
Truly, thank you very much.
1133
00:38:33,978 --> 00:38:35,947
Matt will be out here
a little bit later,
1134
00:38:35,947 --> 00:38:38,750
and I have a feeling that
you have some questions,
1135
00:38:38,750 --> 00:38:39,984
you wanna talk to him,
and hopefully,
1136
00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:41,953
you will get the closure
you need here tonight.
1137
00:38:41,953 --> 00:38:43,154
We're also gonna take
a sneak peek
1138
00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:45,890
at his time
with his final three women:
1139
00:38:45,890 --> 00:38:48,026
Michelle, Bri, and Rachael.
1140
00:38:48,026 --> 00:38:49,994
It's an ending that will truly
1141
00:38:49,994 --> 00:38:52,363
leave Bachelor Nation
talking and shocked.
1142
00:38:52,363 --> 00:38:55,700
It's all coming up when
"The Women Tell All" returns.
1143
00:38:55,700 --> 00:38:58,436
♪ ♪
1144
00:38:59,904 --> 00:39:01,206
[upbeat music]
1145
00:39:01,206 --> 00:39:05,777
‐ So how old were you
when you had your first kiss?
1146
00:39:05,777 --> 00:39:07,879
‐ I was in seventh grade,
and I was dating
1147
00:39:07,879 --> 00:39:09,848
this girl on the cheerleading
team at my school,
1148
00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:12,016
and one of my best friends,
Josh, he's like,
1149
00:39:12,016 --> 00:39:13,051
"Yo, are you gonna do it
tonight?"
1150
00:39:13,051 --> 00:39:14,118
I'm like,
"Yeah, I'ma do it."
1151
00:39:14,118 --> 00:39:15,820
My heart's pounding,
and I'm like,
1152
00:39:15,820 --> 00:39:17,155
I have no idea what I'm doing.
1153
00:39:17,155 --> 00:39:18,256
I see them start kissing
in the front.
1154
00:39:18,256 --> 00:39:19,757
I'm like, "All right,
that's my cue,"
1155
00:39:19,757 --> 00:39:20,992
so I go in for the kiss,
1156
00:39:20,992 --> 00:39:22,227
and when I tell you
1157
00:39:22,227 --> 00:39:25,830
I bit her lip harder than I've
bitten anything in my life‐‐
1158
00:39:25,830 --> 00:39:27,065
she was bleeding.
1159
00:39:27,065 --> 00:39:28,166
Her lip was gushing blood.
‐ Oh, my God.
1160
00:39:28,166 --> 00:39:29,834
Now I'm scared
to kiss you again.
1161
00:39:29,834 --> 00:39:31,970
[both laughing]
1162
00:39:31,970 --> 00:39:34,906
[laughter]
1163
00:39:34,906 --> 00:39:36,107
‐ Welcome back,
Bachelor Nation.
1164
00:39:36,107 --> 00:39:39,043
This next woman captured
the First Impression Rose
1165
00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:41,179
as well as America's heart,
but in the end,
1166
00:39:41,179 --> 00:39:43,848
things did not work out
for her and Matt.
1167
00:39:43,848 --> 00:39:46,050
So what happened?
Well, let's find out.
1168
00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,886
Abigail, come down and join me.
1169
00:39:47,886 --> 00:39:49,821
[mellow music]
1170
00:39:49,821 --> 00:39:50,989
[women snapping fingers]
1171
00:39:50,989 --> 00:39:52,290
Wow, at least you got snaps.
‐ [laughs]
1172
00:39:52,290 --> 00:39:54,759
‐ That's like the new applause
here in, uh, 2021.
1173
00:39:54,759 --> 00:39:55,760
‐ I know.
1174
00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:57,362
‐ Have a seat.
1175
00:39:57,362 --> 00:40:00,098
Um, thank you so much
for coming down and talking.
1176
00:40:00,098 --> 00:40:02,233
We have so much to talk about.
1177
00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:04,168
Your journey on the show,
you and Matt,
1178
00:40:04,168 --> 00:40:07,038
but first,
let's take a look back.
1179
00:40:07,038 --> 00:40:08,973
‐ Hi.
‐ How's it going?
1180
00:40:08,973 --> 00:40:10,808
‐ Good.
How are you?
1181
00:40:10,808 --> 00:40:11,809
‐ I'm doing well.
1182
00:40:11,809 --> 00:40:13,645
‐ I'm Abigail.
‐ I'm Matt.
1183
00:40:13,645 --> 00:40:14,412
‐ Matt, nice to meet you.
1184
00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:17,582
So there's something a little
bit different about me.
1185
00:40:17,582 --> 00:40:18,116
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1186
00:40:18,116 --> 00:40:19,951
‐ And that is I'm deaf.
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1187
00:40:19,951 --> 00:40:22,153
‐ So I'm gonna be reading
your lips a lot tonight.
1188
00:40:22,153 --> 00:40:23,288
‐ Okay.
‐ But thankfully,
1189
00:40:23,288 --> 00:40:25,056
you have really beautiful lips.
‐ [laughs]
1190
00:40:25,056 --> 00:40:26,858
‐ So I'm not complaining.
1191
00:40:26,858 --> 00:40:28,893
Matt and I
had such a good spark
1192
00:40:28,893 --> 00:40:30,094
right away on the first night.
1193
00:40:30,094 --> 00:40:32,163
I was just like, "I don't even
know how to talk to you.
1194
00:40:32,163 --> 00:40:33,965
Like, you're so good‐looking."
1195
00:40:33,965 --> 00:40:36,901
‐ Abigail,
will you accept this rose?
1196
00:40:36,901 --> 00:40:39,337
‐ Oh, my God, I will!
‐ [laughs]
1197
00:40:39,337 --> 00:40:42,907
‐ It was amazing getting
that First Impression Rose.
1198
00:40:42,907 --> 00:40:44,809
He definitely has
a way to, like,
1199
00:40:44,809 --> 00:40:46,077
make you feel special.
1200
00:40:46,077 --> 00:40:47,679
I'm so giddy about it.
1201
00:40:47,679 --> 00:40:48,746
Okay, so I was thinking.
1202
00:40:48,746 --> 00:40:49,747
I should, like, give you, like,
1203
00:40:49,747 --> 00:40:50,848
a little signal, you know?
1204
00:40:50,848 --> 00:40:52,016
Like, I'll just, like,
fix my earring...
1205
00:40:52,016 --> 00:40:54,018
‐ Okay, I like that.
‐ And, like, that'll be like
1206
00:40:54,018 --> 00:40:55,320
me, like, blowing you, like,
a little kiss or something.
1207
00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:56,955
‐ I'll do it back.
I'll just do something,
1208
00:40:56,955 --> 00:40:58,056
like, low‐key.
‐ Okay.
1209
00:40:58,056 --> 00:40:59,857
There's a huge part of me
1210
00:40:59,857 --> 00:41:01,292
that I need to talk about,
1211
00:41:01,292 --> 00:41:03,161
but it's scary
to open the door
1212
00:41:03,161 --> 00:41:06,264
to being vulnerable
and possibly rejected.
1213
00:41:06,264 --> 00:41:10,168
You know, if I were
to have a family,
1214
00:41:10,168 --> 00:41:15,039
there is a really strong
possibility, you know, that...
1215
00:41:15,039 --> 00:41:18,042
my kids would be deaf.
1216
00:41:18,042 --> 00:41:19,210
‐ Can I tell you something?
1217
00:41:19,210 --> 00:41:21,045
The things that you're seeing
as a barrier
1218
00:41:21,045 --> 00:41:23,181
and a roadblock,
those are things
1219
00:41:23,181 --> 00:41:25,950
that I look at you
and I admire about you
1220
00:41:25,950 --> 00:41:28,052
and are encouraging to me
1221
00:41:28,052 --> 00:41:31,222
about what a future with you
would look like.
1222
00:41:31,222 --> 00:41:34,826
‐ I'm, like, on cloud nine
right now.
1223
00:41:34,826 --> 00:41:36,060
I can't stop smiling.
1224
00:41:36,060 --> 00:41:37,261
I literally have to, like,
hide my face
1225
00:41:37,261 --> 00:41:38,997
'cause I feel like
I look really geeky
1226
00:41:38,997 --> 00:41:40,965
when I smile that hard.
1227
00:41:40,965 --> 00:41:43,067
Matt makes me feel so amazing.
1228
00:41:43,067 --> 00:41:44,936
Every time I talk to him,
it seems like
1229
00:41:44,936 --> 00:41:46,304
we're progressing
our relationship.
1230
00:41:46,304 --> 00:41:48,840
‐ I wanna reiterate to you
every time we're together
1231
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:50,208
that I'm present,
1232
00:41:50,208 --> 00:41:52,210
and I look forward
to seeing you every night.
1233
00:41:52,210 --> 00:41:55,013
‐ Aww, stop it.
‐ [laughing]
1234
00:41:55,013 --> 00:41:57,382
‐ Like, I just keep getting
more excited.
1235
00:41:57,382 --> 00:42:00,018
I haven't felt like this
for somebody
1236
00:42:00,018 --> 00:42:01,886
in such a short
amount of time.
1237
00:42:01,886 --> 00:42:03,087
I would be lucky
1238
00:42:03,087 --> 00:42:05,123
to be his wife
at the end of this.
1239
00:42:05,123 --> 00:42:08,326
It makes me really excited
for what's to come.
1240
00:42:08,326 --> 00:42:12,864
I can see the possibility
of a future with you.
1241
00:42:12,864 --> 00:42:13,998
I just wanna know, like,
1242
00:42:13,998 --> 00:42:18,369
can you see that possibility
with me?
1243
00:42:18,369 --> 00:42:21,272
‐ Being honest with you
and following my heart,
1244
00:42:21,272 --> 00:42:25,143
my heart's pulling me
in another direction.
1245
00:42:25,143 --> 00:42:26,878
[somber music]
1246
00:42:26,878 --> 00:42:28,746
I apologize.
1247
00:42:28,746 --> 00:42:32,183
♪ ♪
1248
00:42:32,183 --> 00:42:34,085
‐ I'm just shocked.
1249
00:42:34,085 --> 00:42:37,055
♪ ♪
1250
00:42:37,055 --> 00:42:39,891
For him to say
he doesn't see it, um...
1251
00:42:39,891 --> 00:42:40,491
[engine starts]
1252
00:42:40,491 --> 00:42:44,128
It's just kind of
eating me alive right now.
1253
00:42:44,128 --> 00:42:51,636
♪ ♪
1254
00:42:52,737 --> 00:42:53,905
[sniffs]
1255
00:43:01,012 --> 00:43:02,146
That's not fun to watch.
[laughs]
1256
00:43:02,146 --> 00:43:04,982
‐ Yeah. Yeah.
It is always awkward to watch.
1257
00:43:04,982 --> 00:43:07,051
How surprised were you
that night?
1258
00:43:07,051 --> 00:43:08,486
'Cause from the outside
looking in,
1259
00:43:08,486 --> 00:43:10,321
you had that immediate spark
night one,
1260
00:43:10,321 --> 00:43:12,290
you got
the First Impression Rose,
1261
00:43:12,290 --> 00:43:14,525
and he just always
kind of wanted to be near you,
1262
00:43:14,525 --> 00:43:17,395
um, so it did seem like
you guys had that chemistry.
1263
00:43:17,395 --> 00:43:19,397
‐ Yeah, no,
I definitely felt it,
1264
00:43:19,397 --> 00:43:22,366
and he just gave me
so much assurance
1265
00:43:22,366 --> 00:43:26,104
every time I was with him,
and we started off so strong...
1266
00:43:26,104 --> 00:43:28,206
‐ Yeah.
‐ I kind of came in saying,
1267
00:43:28,206 --> 00:43:31,142
you know, I don't believe
in love at first sight,
1268
00:43:31,142 --> 00:43:35,046
and just having the first night
go the way it did,
1269
00:43:35,046 --> 00:43:37,014
I think that's the closest
I've ever come
1270
00:43:37,014 --> 00:43:38,216
to that kind of feeling.
1271
00:43:38,216 --> 00:43:40,318
‐ Were you ready
to fall in love with this guy?
1272
00:43:40,318 --> 00:43:43,354
‐ Um, I was on my way
to falling in love.
1273
00:43:43,354 --> 00:43:46,090
He had all the qualities
I was looking for,
1274
00:43:46,090 --> 00:43:49,160
and all the conversations
that we had, um,
1275
00:43:49,160 --> 00:43:52,230
he responded really well
to all of them.
1276
00:43:52,230 --> 00:43:54,365
And I told him,
I said, you know,
1277
00:43:54,365 --> 00:43:56,334
"Hopefully,
we would get more time,
1278
00:43:56,334 --> 00:43:59,237
but I feel really confident
bringing you around my family."
1279
00:43:59,237 --> 00:44:01,172
‐ Yeah.
‐ "I think they're‐‐
1280
00:44:01,172 --> 00:44:03,007
"you're everything
that they would hope
1281
00:44:03,007 --> 00:44:05,109
that I would bring home."
1282
00:44:05,109 --> 00:44:06,577
I just kind of have
a big what‐if.
1283
00:44:06,577 --> 00:44:10,148
If we had that much attraction
with how little time we had,
1284
00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:12,216
you know, what if we had
a whole day together?
1285
00:44:12,216 --> 00:44:15,286
Could I have been up there
with kind of the frontrunners?
1286
00:44:15,286 --> 00:44:18,156
Um...you know, it's just‐‐yeah.
1287
00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:21,092
It's just a lot of questions,
for sure.
1288
00:44:21,092 --> 00:44:22,460
‐ You had a very honest,
1289
00:44:22,460 --> 00:44:25,196
vulnerable conversation
with Matt
1290
00:44:25,196 --> 00:44:28,132
about having children...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
1291
00:44:28,132 --> 00:44:30,434
‐ And the fact that
there is a chance
1292
00:44:30,434 --> 00:44:34,005
that your children
might be deaf.
1293
00:44:35,139 --> 00:44:37,408
‐ Yeah.
Um, so, by that point,
1294
00:44:37,408 --> 00:44:39,243
Hometowns were coming
around the corner,
1295
00:44:39,243 --> 00:44:42,446
and so I wanted to be
as fair with him‐‐
1296
00:44:42,446 --> 00:44:45,116
'cause I think
it wouldn't be fair to him
1297
00:44:45,116 --> 00:44:46,484
if I went through
this entire journey
1298
00:44:46,484 --> 00:44:49,187
and kind of held on
to all my insecurities
1299
00:44:49,187 --> 00:44:51,489
and not giving him
that whole transparency.
1300
00:44:51,489 --> 00:44:54,392
‐ Well, I know there were
a lot of challenges,
1301
00:44:54,392 --> 00:44:56,460
but I love that you are here,
1302
00:44:56,460 --> 00:44:58,429
and I love that you
were brave enough to do this.
1303
00:44:58,429 --> 00:45:01,299
And I know it has had
a massive impact
1304
00:45:01,299 --> 00:45:02,400
on the deaf community.
1305
00:45:02,400 --> 00:45:05,102
‐ Yeah, it's been incredible.
1306
00:45:05,102 --> 00:45:07,238
Um, I was really scared,
um, kind of,
1307
00:45:07,238 --> 00:45:10,408
when I decided to come on
just because
1308
00:45:10,408 --> 00:45:13,144
I think people kind of view
the hearing community
1309
00:45:13,144 --> 00:45:15,146
and then the Deaf community
with a capital D
1310
00:45:15,146 --> 00:45:16,347
as kind of black and white,
1311
00:45:16,347 --> 00:45:18,249
and I'm kind of that
gray space in the middle...
1312
00:45:18,249 --> 00:45:19,383
‐ Yeah.
‐ That hasn't had
1313
00:45:19,383 --> 00:45:20,785
a lot of light shone on.
1314
00:45:20,785 --> 00:45:25,223
I was born profoundly deaf,
so it means I have no hearing.
1315
00:45:25,223 --> 00:45:27,258
So if I take
my cochlear implant off,
1316
00:45:27,258 --> 00:45:29,060
I can't hear anything,
1317
00:45:29,060 --> 00:45:30,428
but I'm also not a member
1318
00:45:30,428 --> 00:45:32,597
of the Deaf community
with a capital D
1319
00:45:32,597 --> 00:45:34,899
because I don't use
sign language.
1320
00:45:34,899 --> 00:45:35,399
‐ Okay.
1321
00:45:35,399 --> 00:45:37,268
‐ I'm able to communicate
vocally.
1322
00:45:37,268 --> 00:45:42,240
So I had no idea how people
were gonna receive me,
1323
00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:43,741
but, no, the response
has been incredible.
1324
00:45:43,741 --> 00:45:46,510
I've had so many people
reach out and say, you know,
1325
00:45:46,510 --> 00:45:48,145
"Thank you for sharing
your story.
1326
00:45:48,145 --> 00:45:49,914
I have a very similar one."
1327
00:45:49,914 --> 00:45:51,249
Um...yeah.
1328
00:45:51,249 --> 00:45:53,517
I just‐‐I've been blown away.
1329
00:45:53,517 --> 00:45:55,419
‐ I wanna pull some up,
some of these comments.
1330
00:45:55,419 --> 00:45:57,355
I don't know if you've seen
all these or not,
1331
00:45:57,355 --> 00:45:59,223
but these are some
of the tweets
1332
00:45:59,223 --> 00:46:01,092
that I saw about you.
1333
00:46:01,092 --> 00:46:02,159
All caps.
‐ [laughing]
1334
00:46:02,159 --> 00:46:04,295
‐ "Yes, Abigail!
First impression!
1335
00:46:04,295 --> 00:46:06,397
Deaf contestant!
I am screaming!"
1336
00:46:06,397 --> 00:46:10,234
[laughter]
1337
00:46:10,234 --> 00:46:11,469
And one more.
1338
00:46:11,469 --> 00:46:15,172
"Abigail, my daughter is seven
and bilaterally implanted.
1339
00:46:15,172 --> 00:46:16,340
"Seeing the representation
1340
00:46:16,340 --> 00:46:19,043
"and you not being afraid
to be who you are
1341
00:46:19,043 --> 00:46:21,078
makes my heart so happy."
1342
00:46:21,078 --> 00:46:21,712
‐ Oh, my God.
1343
00:46:21,712 --> 00:46:23,714
I have just gotten
so many messages like this,
1344
00:46:23,714 --> 00:46:26,150
of people just saying, like,
"Thank you so much
1345
00:46:26,150 --> 00:46:28,619
for showing this
in a romantic light,"
1346
00:46:28,619 --> 00:46:32,056
just because disability
isn't always romanticized.
1347
00:46:32,056 --> 00:46:33,257
Um...yeah.
1348
00:46:33,257 --> 00:46:35,760
It's been‐‐
it's been incredible.
1349
00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:38,229
‐ I know you were actually here
looking for love,
1350
00:46:38,229 --> 00:46:40,231
and that's what
it was all about.
1351
00:46:40,231 --> 00:46:43,000
And to that end,
where are you now?
1352
00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:43,701
‐ [sighs]
1353
00:46:43,701 --> 00:46:46,404
Yeah, so I know things didn't
work out with Matt and I,
1354
00:46:46,404 --> 00:46:47,505
but that's not to say
1355
00:46:47,505 --> 00:46:49,373
I didn't leave,
you know, with nothing.
1356
00:46:49,373 --> 00:46:52,176
I think, you know, I met
an incredible group of women.
1357
00:46:52,176 --> 00:46:54,645
I learned a lot about myself.
1358
00:46:54,645 --> 00:46:56,380
Yeah, I think it's like
what Katie said.
1359
00:46:56,380 --> 00:46:58,616
Like, I think I'm just
a much better version of myself
1360
00:46:58,616 --> 00:47:01,585
that I'm really excited
to be able to share
1361
00:47:01,585 --> 00:47:03,587
with whoever wants
to share that with me.
1362
00:47:03,587 --> 00:47:06,090
‐ All right, Abigail,
thank you so much.
1363
00:47:06,090 --> 00:47:06,857
When we return,
1364
00:47:06,857 --> 00:47:09,427
it's gonna be Pieper's turn
to join me in the hot seat,
1365
00:47:09,427 --> 00:47:10,494
and still to come,
1366
00:47:10,494 --> 00:47:13,230
Matt will join us
to relive his journey
1367
00:47:13,230 --> 00:47:14,598
and come face‐to‐face, well,
1368
00:47:14,598 --> 00:47:17,034
with all his ex‐girlfriends
for the first time.
1369
00:47:17,034 --> 00:47:17,668
Not awkward at all.
1370
00:47:17,668 --> 00:47:20,604
What burning questions
do they have for him,
1371
00:47:20,604 --> 00:47:22,206
and what does he have to say?
1372
00:47:22,206 --> 00:47:23,207
We'll find out.
1373
00:47:23,207 --> 00:47:24,542
That, plus a preview
1374
00:47:24,542 --> 00:47:27,545
of the decisive final days
of Matt's journey.
1375
00:47:27,545 --> 00:47:30,147
Oh, and I almost forgot.
1376
00:47:30,147 --> 00:47:31,282
We got bloopers.
1377
00:47:31,282 --> 00:47:33,184
[laughter]
That's all coming up.
1378
00:47:33,184 --> 00:47:37,288
♪ ♪
1379
00:47:39,256 --> 00:47:42,460
[upbeat music]
1380
00:47:42,460 --> 00:47:44,428
‐ Welcome back
to "The Women Tell All."
1381
00:47:44,428 --> 00:47:45,763
It's already been
an emotional evening,
1382
00:47:45,763 --> 00:47:48,466
and I have a feeling
there is more to come.
1383
00:47:48,466 --> 00:47:50,801
This next woman truly did
wear her heart on her sleeve,
1384
00:47:50,801 --> 00:47:53,637
but Matt said goodbye to her
just before Hometowns,
1385
00:47:53,637 --> 00:47:56,374
leaving Bachelor Nation
stunned.
1386
00:47:56,374 --> 00:47:58,042
Pieper, why don't you
come up and join me?
1387
00:47:58,042 --> 00:48:03,247
♪ ♪
1388
00:48:03,247 --> 00:48:05,449
Good to see you.
‐ Good to see you.
1389
00:48:05,449 --> 00:48:07,118
‐ Have a seat.
1390
00:48:07,118 --> 00:48:09,353
♪ ♪
1391
00:48:09,353 --> 00:48:11,322
Um, yeah, you know,
I think if there was
1392
00:48:11,322 --> 00:48:13,524
a "shocking goodbye" scale
this year,
1393
00:48:13,524 --> 00:48:15,493
yours was definitely
one of them.
1394
00:48:15,493 --> 00:48:17,528
I think people thought
you were gonna cruise
1395
00:48:17,528 --> 00:48:19,663
right through into Hometowns,
and maybe you thought the same.
1396
00:48:19,663 --> 00:48:23,033
I wanna get your opinion
after we take a look.
1397
00:48:24,101 --> 00:48:25,669
[soft music]
1398
00:48:25,669 --> 00:48:27,505
‐ Well, hello.
‐ Well, hello, there.
1399
00:48:27,505 --> 00:48:29,573
‐ Hi.
‐ How are you?
1400
00:48:29,573 --> 00:48:31,709
‐ I'm better now.
‐ My name's Pieper.
1401
00:48:31,709 --> 00:48:33,778
My dad always wanted
my sisters and I
1402
00:48:33,778 --> 00:48:37,381
to keep our last name,
which is James...
1403
00:48:37,381 --> 00:48:38,449
‐ Wow.
1404
00:48:38,449 --> 00:48:41,585
‐ So I am very happy
to be meeting you,
1405
00:48:41,585 --> 00:48:43,587
because you've already taken
my last name.
1406
00:48:43,587 --> 00:48:44,622
‐ I like that.
1407
00:48:44,622 --> 00:48:45,623
‐ Matt's, like, everything
1408
00:48:45,623 --> 00:48:48,426
that I have imagined he is.
1409
00:48:48,426 --> 00:48:51,462
I mean, this is my guy.
[laughing]
1410
00:48:51,462 --> 00:48:53,230
Surprise!
‐ Oh, man.
1411
00:48:53,230 --> 00:48:54,231
[camera shutter clicks]
1412
00:48:54,231 --> 00:48:54,899
‐ Pieper is incredible.
1413
00:48:54,899 --> 00:48:57,334
She's beautiful,
and I love being around her.
1414
00:48:57,334 --> 00:48:58,736
Bob to the right,
and then bob to the left.
1415
00:48:58,736 --> 00:48:59,770
'Cause I'ma go‐‐
‐ I don't know why‐‐
1416
00:48:59,770 --> 00:49:01,305
I'm, like,
leaning into the punch.
1417
00:49:01,305 --> 00:49:02,473
[laughter]
1418
00:49:02,473 --> 00:49:04,341
‐ I have very high hopes
for our relationship
1419
00:49:04,341 --> 00:49:05,509
and where it can go
1420
00:49:05,509 --> 00:49:06,777
and what life would look like
with her.
1421
00:49:06,777 --> 00:49:09,914
She's someone who I can see
myself going the distance with.
1422
00:49:09,914 --> 00:49:15,653
‐ I don't want to be afraid
of expressing feelings anymore,
1423
00:49:15,653 --> 00:49:18,556
so, Matt, I am falling
in love with you.
1424
00:49:18,556 --> 00:49:21,625
[sweeping music]
1425
00:49:21,625 --> 00:49:24,295
[lever clanks]
This is amazing!
1426
00:49:24,295 --> 00:49:25,329
[laughs]
1427
00:49:25,329 --> 00:49:26,564
[both laughing]
1428
00:49:26,564 --> 00:49:28,766
I do see a future with Matt.
1429
00:49:28,766 --> 00:49:30,634
[balloon pops]
‐ [laughing]
1430
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:32,536
‐ Being able to blossom
in that together
1431
00:49:32,536 --> 00:49:35,239
is gonna be
a beautiful love story.
1432
00:49:35,239 --> 00:49:36,740
♪ ♪
1433
00:49:36,740 --> 00:49:39,176
I'm on the highest of highs
right now.
1434
00:49:39,176 --> 00:49:41,412
♪ ♪
1435
00:49:41,412 --> 00:49:42,646
‐ [sighs]
1436
00:49:42,646 --> 00:49:44,548
[soft suspenseful music]
1437
00:49:44,548 --> 00:49:46,317
Michelle.
1438
00:49:46,317 --> 00:49:51,455
♪ ♪
1439
00:49:51,455 --> 00:49:54,458
[somber music]
1440
00:49:54,458 --> 00:49:57,394
♪ ♪
1441
00:49:57,394 --> 00:49:59,263
‐ [sniffs]
1442
00:49:59,263 --> 00:50:01,499
[crying]
1443
00:50:01,499 --> 00:50:03,567
The fact that
I put myself out there
1444
00:50:03,567 --> 00:50:04,702
and it still wasn't‐‐
1445
00:50:04,702 --> 00:50:07,238
it was exactly
what I thought it was gonna be.
1446
00:50:07,238 --> 00:50:08,606
♪ ♪
1447
00:50:08,606 --> 00:50:10,674
I put my weakness
and my happiness on the table,
1448
00:50:10,674 --> 00:50:13,511
and for literally nothing.
1449
00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:14,512
[sniffs]
1450
00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:17,414
For a big waste of time.
1451
00:50:17,414 --> 00:50:18,582
[sniffs]
1452
00:50:18,582 --> 00:50:19,850
This is not me.
1453
00:50:19,850 --> 00:50:23,621
I am not someone
who just blindly follows...
1454
00:50:23,621 --> 00:50:26,423
[crying]
1455
00:50:26,423 --> 00:50:27,658
Feelings and emotions.
1456
00:50:27,658 --> 00:50:29,360
Like...
[scoffs]
1457
00:50:29,360 --> 00:50:31,428
♪ ♪
1458
00:50:31,428 --> 00:50:32,730
I really should've
stuck to that,
1459
00:50:32,730 --> 00:50:35,533
because...
[sniffs]
1460
00:50:35,533 --> 00:50:37,768
[laughs]
1461
00:50:37,768 --> 00:50:40,538
It's better than feeling
like your entire soul
1462
00:50:40,538 --> 00:50:42,573
was stomped on.
1463
00:50:42,573 --> 00:50:44,575
♪ ♪
1464
00:50:44,575 --> 00:50:47,244
I should've frickin' known.
1465
00:50:47,244 --> 00:50:51,181
♪ ♪
1466
00:50:51,181 --> 00:50:54,351
[crying]
1467
00:50:58,789 --> 00:51:00,357
‐ Yeah.
‐ [laughs]
1468
00:51:00,357 --> 00:51:02,059
That's a lot.
‐ Yeah.
1469
00:51:02,059 --> 00:51:04,461
What goes through your head
when you're watching that?
1470
00:51:05,696 --> 00:51:09,633
‐ Um, I think that
I'm just as shocked now,
1471
00:51:09,633 --> 00:51:11,435
rewatching it,
as I was in the moment,
1472
00:51:11,435 --> 00:51:13,537
because I‐‐I didn't
see it coming,
1473
00:51:13,537 --> 00:51:14,738
and I did that to myself,
1474
00:51:14,738 --> 00:51:16,674
because I was so hyper‐focused
on that relationship,
1475
00:51:16,674 --> 00:51:18,909
I wasn't paying attention
to the other women,
1476
00:51:18,909 --> 00:51:21,679
and think I kind of
blindsided myself in that.
1477
00:51:21,679 --> 00:51:22,980
It was really hard,
because one of the last
1478
00:51:22,980 --> 00:51:25,583
conversations I had with Matt
was, like, about my family
1479
00:51:25,583 --> 00:51:27,651
and meeting them,
and he asked me about my dad,
1480
00:51:27,651 --> 00:51:28,953
and we had
this whole conversation,
1481
00:51:28,953 --> 00:51:32,823
and then, for that
to kind of turn around
1482
00:51:32,823 --> 00:51:34,692
and be like,
"But just kidding, that's‐‐
1483
00:51:34,692 --> 00:51:36,894
that's not what's next,"
that was really hard.
1484
00:51:36,894 --> 00:51:38,529
‐ When you got in the limo,
1485
00:51:38,529 --> 00:51:39,763
when you were leaving,
1486
00:51:39,763 --> 00:51:42,900
you said,
"I don't even care anymore."
1487
00:51:42,900 --> 00:51:45,436
Do you really feel that way?
1488
00:51:45,436 --> 00:51:47,705
‐ Um, I...
1489
00:51:47,705 --> 00:51:49,340
I think it was the shock...
‐ Yeah.
1490
00:51:49,340 --> 00:51:50,608
‐ Honestly.
1491
00:51:50,608 --> 00:51:54,745
Um, I obviously‐‐obviously
really cared, you know.
1492
00:51:54,745 --> 00:51:57,514
The tears are real,
so I think it was just me
1493
00:51:57,514 --> 00:51:58,749
trying to deflect
and be like, "I'm fine."
1494
00:51:58,749 --> 00:52:00,818
‐ Well, you went so far
as to say,
1495
00:52:00,818 --> 00:52:02,519
"I'm falling in love with you."
1496
00:52:02,519 --> 00:52:03,887
Were you in love with Matt?
1497
00:52:03,887 --> 00:52:07,891
‐ Yeah, I was‐‐I was definitely
in love with Matt.
1498
00:52:07,891 --> 00:52:10,761
I think, by the time
that I got to my one‐on‐one,
1499
00:52:10,761 --> 00:52:11,962
I told Matt that I was falling
in love with him,
1500
00:52:11,962 --> 00:52:15,699
but I think by that point,
I was in love with him,
1501
00:52:15,699 --> 00:52:17,901
and I think that, for me,
the easiest thing to vocalize
1502
00:52:17,901 --> 00:52:19,637
was, "Oh, I'm falling
in love with you,"
1503
00:52:19,637 --> 00:52:22,573
'cause that still kept
that‐‐that one wall up,
1504
00:52:22,573 --> 00:52:23,941
the, "Oh, I'm not there yet,
so, like,
1505
00:52:23,941 --> 00:52:26,543
you can't have
all of my happiness," but...
1506
00:52:26,543 --> 00:52:28,979
I was 100% in.
1507
00:52:28,979 --> 00:52:31,649
‐ And in the one‐on‐one,
he said he could be free
1508
00:52:31,649 --> 00:52:32,850
with his emotions
and his feelings as well.
1509
00:52:32,850 --> 00:52:35,653
Do you feel like he was?
1510
00:52:35,653 --> 00:52:37,988
‐ I‐‐I trusted
that he was in the moment.
1511
00:52:37,988 --> 00:52:40,824
I don't know‐‐you know,
obviously, hindsight's 20/20,
1512
00:52:40,824 --> 00:52:42,793
so looking back
on all of his experiences,
1513
00:52:42,793 --> 00:52:43,961
I don't know if...
‐ Yeah.
1514
00:52:43,961 --> 00:52:46,530
‐ He was 100% honest with me
in how he was feeling,
1515
00:52:46,530 --> 00:52:47,765
because, I mean, we saw it.
1516
00:52:47,765 --> 00:52:49,733
There was the date where he
told me how he felt about me
1517
00:52:49,733 --> 00:52:52,803
and said that we were
on the same page,
1518
00:52:52,803 --> 00:52:54,638
and I think that we were
in completely different books
1519
00:52:54,638 --> 00:52:56,540
at that point, but...
1520
00:52:56,540 --> 00:52:57,841
Matt has this amazing ability
1521
00:52:57,841 --> 00:52:59,610
to make everybody
feel really special,
1522
00:52:59,610 --> 00:53:01,378
and I think, you know,
all the women here
1523
00:53:01,378 --> 00:53:02,046
can relate to that,
1524
00:53:02,046 --> 00:53:03,981
and, in the moment,
I really went for it,
1525
00:53:03,981 --> 00:53:07,151
but everything that I thought
was wrong,
1526
00:53:07,151 --> 00:53:10,454
and I was absolutely
heartbroken, soul‐crushed,
1527
00:53:10,454 --> 00:53:10,988
whatever, but yeah.
1528
00:53:10,988 --> 00:53:12,723
‐ Okay, so was it worth it?
1529
00:53:12,723 --> 00:53:14,491
Are you glad you did it?
1530
00:53:14,491 --> 00:53:15,492
‐ I'm‐‐yeah.
1531
00:53:15,492 --> 00:53:16,860
I wasn't glad at the time,
1532
00:53:16,860 --> 00:53:18,796
but I'm definitely glad
that I did it,
1533
00:53:18,796 --> 00:53:20,831
because I feel like
I've grown as a person.
1534
00:53:20,831 --> 00:53:22,499
I know what I want.
1535
00:53:22,499 --> 00:53:23,801
I will never settle again.
1536
00:53:23,801 --> 00:53:26,437
I think that was a different
form of self‐sabotage.
1537
00:53:26,437 --> 00:53:28,005
Um...you know.
1538
00:53:28,005 --> 00:53:29,673
I'm‐‐I'm proud of myself
for doing it.
1539
00:53:29,673 --> 00:53:30,841
‐ You often said
you felt stupid
1540
00:53:30,841 --> 00:53:32,609
expressing yourself like that.
1541
00:53:32,609 --> 00:53:34,011
‐ I did‐‐I did feel stupid,
1542
00:53:34,011 --> 00:53:36,714
but I feel like I have
a better vocabulary now...
1543
00:53:36,714 --> 00:53:38,716
‐ Yeah.
‐ In order to do that.
1544
00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:39,750
‐ That's a good thing.
1545
00:53:39,750 --> 00:53:40,984
Well, I appreciate you
opening up,
1546
00:53:40,984 --> 00:53:42,619
and thank you for joining us
here tonight, Pieper.
1547
00:53:42,619 --> 00:53:43,687
‐ Thanks.
[laughs]
1548
00:53:43,687 --> 00:53:45,689
‐ Coming up, Matt will be here
1549
00:53:45,689 --> 00:53:47,524
to face the women
from his season
1550
00:53:47,524 --> 00:53:48,726
for the very first time.
1551
00:53:48,726 --> 00:53:49,860
Wonder how that's gonna go.
1552
00:53:49,860 --> 00:53:52,062
But before that,
we're gonna hear from the woman
1553
00:53:52,062 --> 00:53:54,231
who seemed to be falling
in love with Matt,
1554
00:53:54,231 --> 00:53:57,634
only to break up with him,
leaving him devastated.
1555
00:53:57,634 --> 00:53:59,770
I'm talking, of course,
about Serena P.
1556
00:53:59,770 --> 00:54:02,606
We're gonna hear from her
when we come back.
1557
00:54:02,606 --> 00:54:04,475
♪ ♪
1558
00:54:06,443 --> 00:54:06,977
[soft music]
1559
00:54:06,977 --> 00:54:08,712
‐ I'm gonna make
another toast...
1560
00:54:08,712 --> 00:54:10,147
‐ Okay.
‐ And this is to
1561
00:54:10,147 --> 00:54:12,683
unconventional living
and breaking the norm.
1562
00:54:12,683 --> 00:54:14,785
‐ Oh, I love that.
[glasses clink]
1563
00:54:14,785 --> 00:54:16,954
♪ ♪
1564
00:54:16,954 --> 00:54:19,022
‐ The feelings that
I'm already having for you,
1565
00:54:19,022 --> 00:54:20,724
like, throughout
this experience is, like,
1566
00:54:20,724 --> 00:54:21,892
they're real.
1567
00:54:21,892 --> 00:54:25,863
♪ ♪
1568
00:54:25,863 --> 00:54:28,665
[donkey braying]
1569
00:54:28,665 --> 00:54:29,800
‐ There's a donkey.
1570
00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:30,968
[both laughing]
1571
00:54:30,968 --> 00:54:33,670
Hey, buddy,
you're really killing the mood.
1572
00:54:33,670 --> 00:54:36,006
[laughter]
1573
00:54:36,006 --> 00:54:37,808
‐ Welcome back
to a very special
1574
00:54:37,808 --> 00:54:38,976
"Women Tell All."
1575
00:54:38,976 --> 00:54:41,678
All your favorite women
are here with me tonight,
1576
00:54:41,678 --> 00:54:44,581
and in a moment,
Matt will be out here.
1577
00:54:44,581 --> 00:54:45,149
He's gonna talk to everybody,
1578
00:54:45,149 --> 00:54:46,917
face everybody
that he said goodbye to,
1579
00:54:46,917 --> 00:54:48,585
and that's
gonna be interesting,
1580
00:54:48,585 --> 00:54:49,186
but before we get to that,
1581
00:54:49,186 --> 00:54:51,955
there's one woman
I need to speak with,
1582
00:54:51,955 --> 00:54:53,657
and she's gonna come up
and join me,
1583
00:54:53,657 --> 00:54:55,192
because she said goodbye
to Matt.
1584
00:54:55,192 --> 00:54:58,595
Serena P., come up
and join me in the hot seat.
1585
00:54:58,595 --> 00:55:01,598
[soft music]
1586
00:55:01,598 --> 00:55:02,866
♪ ♪
1587
00:55:02,866 --> 00:55:04,835
Well, good to see you.
1588
00:55:04,835 --> 00:55:06,837
Thank you.
Have a seat.
1589
00:55:06,837 --> 00:55:08,705
♪ ♪
1590
00:55:08,705 --> 00:55:10,874
Um, a lot of tough goodbyes,
1591
00:55:10,874 --> 00:55:13,911
and we have had people
leave the show before,
1592
00:55:13,911 --> 00:55:16,780
but usually
it's long before Hometowns,
1593
00:55:16,780 --> 00:55:18,849
it's long before we get
to these overnight dates,
1594
00:55:18,849 --> 00:55:20,184
and, you know, I'll be honest.
1595
00:55:20,184 --> 00:55:23,887
There was a point in time
I thought you were the one.
1596
00:55:23,887 --> 00:55:25,255
I thought you really were.
1597
00:55:25,255 --> 00:55:27,124
‐ And there was so many times
I‐‐I thought
1598
00:55:27,124 --> 00:55:29,059
it could be him and I too,
if I'm being honest.
1599
00:55:29,059 --> 00:55:31,161
I mean, there was a very large
part of this journey
1600
00:55:31,161 --> 00:55:34,064
that I saw it being Matt and I
at the end,
1601
00:55:34,064 --> 00:55:36,200
and I was so hopeful for that
for us.
1602
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:40,804
‐ At the end, you chose
to leave and say goodbye.
1603
00:55:40,804 --> 00:55:43,674
I wanna talk about
how that happened and why
1604
00:55:43,674 --> 00:55:44,875
after we take a look.
1605
00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:45,976
[soft music]
1606
00:55:45,976 --> 00:55:47,778
‐ So my name's Serena...
‐ Okay.
1607
00:55:47,778 --> 00:55:49,746
‐ And I heard
that you're very tall...
1608
00:55:49,746 --> 00:55:50,914
‐ I am.
‐ And I'm only 5'2",
1609
00:55:50,914 --> 00:55:52,049
so I brought
a little something...
1610
00:55:52,049 --> 00:55:53,784
‐ [laughing]
‐ To help me get on your level.
1611
00:55:53,784 --> 00:55:54,985
‐ I like that. I like that.
‐ Yeah?
1612
00:55:54,985 --> 00:55:57,888
Seeing Matt
for the first time was crazy.
1613
00:55:57,888 --> 00:56:00,023
He looked so handsome.
1614
00:56:00,023 --> 00:56:03,727
I mean, I think
it's completely undeniable.
1615
00:56:03,727 --> 00:56:05,996
Chess was very romantic.
1616
00:56:05,996 --> 00:56:07,030
back in the day.
‐ Okay.
1617
00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:08,665
You can go first.
‐ Thank you.
1618
00:56:08,665 --> 00:56:09,666
From the beginning,
1619
00:56:09,666 --> 00:56:10,834
I think it was very obvious
1620
00:56:10,834 --> 00:56:12,069
that we clicked
right off the bat.
1621
00:56:12,069 --> 00:56:14,071
We just have
so much fun together.
1622
00:56:14,071 --> 00:56:16,773
‐ I just can't help but smile
when I'm around you.
1623
00:56:16,773 --> 00:56:18,108
‐ We got each other's
sense of humor,
1624
00:56:18,108 --> 00:56:20,210
and I think that's a huge
part of a relationship for me,
1625
00:56:20,210 --> 00:56:21,979
is being able to have fun
with someone.
1626
00:56:21,979 --> 00:56:23,847
You're gonna dip it
in the maple syrup?
1627
00:56:23,847 --> 00:56:24,882
‐ Yeah.
1628
00:56:24,882 --> 00:56:25,983
‐ He is, like, the best guy
1629
00:56:25,983 --> 00:56:27,084
I've ever been with.
1630
00:56:27,084 --> 00:56:28,085
Oh!
‐ Dang it!
1631
00:56:28,085 --> 00:56:29,386
‐ If this all goes well,
1632
00:56:29,386 --> 00:56:31,922
I could be engaged to this man
at the end of this.
1633
00:56:31,922 --> 00:56:33,590
[romantic music]
1634
00:56:33,590 --> 00:56:34,091
[squeals]
1635
00:56:34,091 --> 00:56:36,894
I am falling for you.
1636
00:56:36,894 --> 00:56:38,061
♪ ♪
1637
00:56:38,061 --> 00:56:39,730
‐ Serena's someone
I really care about.
1638
00:56:39,730 --> 00:56:40,898
I just start smiling,
1639
00:56:40,898 --> 00:56:42,099
'cause I think
of how she makes me feel
1640
00:56:42,099 --> 00:56:43,100
when I'm around her.
1641
00:56:43,100 --> 00:56:44,735
Hey!
[both laughing]
1642
00:56:44,735 --> 00:56:45,802
She's gorgeous.
1643
00:56:45,802 --> 00:56:47,704
Always has
a positive attitude.
1644
00:56:47,704 --> 00:56:48,238
She's smart.
1645
00:56:48,238 --> 00:56:50,073
‐ I didn't think
I could still do this.
1646
00:56:50,073 --> 00:56:51,842
‐ She's funny.
1647
00:56:51,842 --> 00:56:53,143
Having never been in love,
1648
00:56:53,143 --> 00:56:54,244
it's gotta
be something similar
1649
00:56:54,244 --> 00:56:55,979
to how I feel
when I'm around Serena.
1650
00:56:55,979 --> 00:56:57,881
[both laughing]
1651
00:56:57,881 --> 00:56:59,016
It's a good feeling,
1652
00:56:59,016 --> 00:57:00,117
and I don't wanna lose that.
1653
00:57:00,117 --> 00:57:01,285
[camera shutter clicks]
1654
00:57:01,285 --> 00:57:02,920
Like, I could see her
being my wife.
1655
00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:04,254
‐ [laughing]
Hi.
1656
00:57:04,254 --> 00:57:05,989
I'm excited for Matt
to meet my family.
1657
00:57:05,989 --> 00:57:06,990
Hi.
1658
00:57:06,990 --> 00:57:08,759
I think it'll all be great.
1659
00:57:08,759 --> 00:57:09,793
I'm just anxious.
1660
00:57:09,793 --> 00:57:10,961
‐ How you doing?
‐ Good.
1661
00:57:10,961 --> 00:57:12,262
‐ You know,
what if they don't like him?
1662
00:57:12,262 --> 00:57:14,965
‐ Matt is, like,
everything I would want...
1663
00:57:14,965 --> 00:57:15,999
‐ Yeah.
‐ For you.
1664
00:57:15,999 --> 00:57:18,168
Um, there's just
something missing.
1665
00:57:18,168 --> 00:57:19,970
You don't seem smitten,
1666
00:57:19,970 --> 00:57:22,239
and the one thing
I worry about
1667
00:57:22,239 --> 00:57:25,075
is you get engaged,
and you're like,
1668
00:57:25,075 --> 00:57:26,576
"I messed up."
1669
00:57:26,576 --> 00:57:28,011
♪ ♪
1670
00:57:28,011 --> 00:57:30,280
‐ I think I'm just struggling
to, like,
1671
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:32,182
trust my feelings,
and I just, like,
1672
00:57:32,182 --> 00:57:33,951
don't want to make
the wrong decision.
1673
00:57:33,951 --> 00:57:38,989
♪ ♪
1674
00:57:38,989 --> 00:57:41,925
I do have this pit
in my stomach sometimes
1675
00:57:41,925 --> 00:57:44,795
with Matt‐‐like,
a lack of certainty
1676
00:57:44,795 --> 00:57:48,031
in Matt and my relationship
1677
00:57:48,031 --> 00:57:52,035
and my ability
to make the right decision.
1678
00:57:52,035 --> 00:57:53,937
It just comes down to the fact
1679
00:57:53,937 --> 00:57:58,909
that I don't think
that you're my person.
1680
00:57:58,909 --> 00:58:04,014
♪ ♪
1681
00:58:04,014 --> 00:58:05,315
I've thought about it so much,
1682
00:58:05,315 --> 00:58:09,953
and I've just been, like,
emotionally torn up over it.
1683
00:58:09,953 --> 00:58:11,188
♪ ♪
1684
00:58:11,188 --> 00:58:13,190
‐ I don't know.
I don't know.
1685
00:58:13,190 --> 00:58:15,859
I don't know what to say.
1686
00:58:15,859 --> 00:58:18,061
I just want
what's best for you,
1687
00:58:18,061 --> 00:58:20,130
and if that's not gonna be me,
1688
00:58:20,130 --> 00:58:23,000
I can't make you happy and be
all those things for you,
1689
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:25,435
then, like, that stinks.
1690
00:58:25,435 --> 00:58:28,338
‐ It was a really hard
realization to come to,
1691
00:58:28,338 --> 00:58:31,775
and I'm still
coming to terms with it.
1692
00:58:31,775 --> 00:58:35,112
♪ ♪
1693
00:58:35,112 --> 00:58:37,280
‐ It's just hitting me that
1694
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:41,284
that's the last time
I'm gonna see him.
1695
00:58:41,284 --> 00:58:44,154
It's hard to not wonder
if I'm making a mistake.
1696
00:58:44,154 --> 00:58:51,661
♪ ♪
1697
00:58:56,700 --> 00:58:59,669
[sniffling]
1698
00:59:03,807 --> 00:59:05,509
Sorry.
1699
00:59:09,913 --> 00:59:12,249
‐ I see you
trying to compose yourself
1700
00:59:12,249 --> 00:59:15,919
and fight back
whatever it is you're feeling.
1701
00:59:15,919 --> 00:59:17,354
‐ Yeah, um‐‐
‐ What is that?
1702
00:59:17,354 --> 00:59:22,059
‐ Um, that's obviously
the first time...
1703
00:59:22,059 --> 00:59:26,263
that I'm watching that back,
and...
1704
00:59:26,263 --> 00:59:28,231
[breathes shakily]
1705
00:59:28,231 --> 00:59:34,004
It just brings me back
to how I was feeling
1706
00:59:34,004 --> 00:59:35,305
in that moment,
1707
00:59:35,305 --> 00:59:39,910
and I think I'm just kind of
re‐feeling all of those things
1708
00:59:39,910 --> 00:59:41,378
all at once.
1709
00:59:41,378 --> 00:59:45,215
‐ It all seemed to change
when you saw your family.
1710
00:59:45,215 --> 00:59:47,017
Is that fair?
1711
00:59:47,017 --> 00:59:49,453
‐ Going into Hometowns,
1712
00:59:49,453 --> 00:59:53,990
I know I felt so good
about our relationship.
1713
00:59:53,990 --> 00:59:55,559
I really was falling
in love with him,
1714
00:59:55,559 --> 01:00:00,430
and I really just wanted that
reassurance from my family,
1715
01:00:00,430 --> 01:00:03,400
and I‐‐I was so hopeful that
that was gonna be the day,
1716
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:05,268
you know, I was gonna see him
with my family,
1717
01:00:05,268 --> 01:00:06,336
and I was gonna talk to them,
1718
01:00:06,336 --> 01:00:09,005
and they did see
how amazing Matt was...
1719
01:00:09,005 --> 01:00:10,373
‐ Right.
‐ And they saw our chemistry,
1720
01:00:10,373 --> 01:00:13,043
but I was hoping
that hearing them
1721
01:00:13,043 --> 01:00:14,277
just kind of reaffirm
1722
01:00:14,277 --> 01:00:15,412
everything I already knew
about Matt
1723
01:00:15,412 --> 01:00:17,247
was gonna be
what helped it click.
1724
01:00:17,247 --> 01:00:18,315
‐ You were hoping
they'd come in and be like,
1725
01:00:18,315 --> 01:00:19,382
"Oh, my God,
you look so in love..."
1726
01:00:19,382 --> 01:00:20,650
‐ Yeah.
‐ "And I see this,"
1727
01:00:20,650 --> 01:00:23,320
and you're like, "Yes," and‐‐
but, instead, it was not that.
1728
01:00:23,320 --> 01:00:24,321
It was...
‐ Yeah.
1729
01:00:24,321 --> 01:00:25,388
‐ "Don't make a mistake."
1730
01:00:25,388 --> 01:00:28,125
‐ I think that, at that point,
1731
01:00:28,125 --> 01:00:31,328
I really needed to reflect
on where I was at
1732
01:00:31,328 --> 01:00:33,196
and where that relationship
was going.
1733
01:00:33,196 --> 01:00:35,398
‐ It was heartbreaking
watching you talk to your mom.
1734
01:00:35,398 --> 01:00:37,968
What was that conversation like
for you?
1735
01:00:37,968 --> 01:00:39,069
‐ [sighs]
1736
01:00:39,069 --> 01:00:41,304
Talking to my mom...
1737
01:00:41,304 --> 01:00:44,541
it brought clarity.
1738
01:00:44,541 --> 01:00:47,878
It just wasn't the clarity
I was hoping to get that day...
1739
01:00:47,878 --> 01:00:48,478
‐ Yeah.
1740
01:00:48,478 --> 01:00:52,282
‐ Because there
was this feeling in my gut
1741
01:00:52,282 --> 01:00:54,050
that I was really scared
to trust
1742
01:00:54,050 --> 01:00:55,585
because I don't think
I wanted to,
1743
01:00:55,585 --> 01:00:58,488
because I really wanted it
to work out with Matt and I.
1744
01:00:58,488 --> 01:01:02,125
But talking to my mom,
I mean, all of those feelings
1745
01:01:02,125 --> 01:01:03,493
just kind of boiled over
onto the surface.
1746
01:01:03,493 --> 01:01:05,495
‐ Yeah.
‐ I mean, I‐‐I wasn't
1747
01:01:05,495 --> 01:01:08,598
sitting there,
100% that Matt is my person,
1748
01:01:08,598 --> 01:01:11,134
and he is the man I'm gonna
spend the rest of my life with,
1749
01:01:11,134 --> 01:01:16,306
and they could tell something,
for me, was off,
1750
01:01:16,306 --> 01:01:20,310
and that seed of doubt
really grew from hearing that.
1751
01:01:20,310 --> 01:01:23,980
‐ I mean, as I watched
that back with everybody,
1752
01:01:23,980 --> 01:01:26,516
I sense conflict,
1753
01:01:26,516 --> 01:01:29,252
and I don't know
if that's fair or not.
1754
01:01:29,252 --> 01:01:32,189
Is there any part of you
that is conflicted
1755
01:01:32,189 --> 01:01:37,127
or thinks at all,
"Maybe I made the wrong call"?
1756
01:01:40,030 --> 01:01:41,264
‐ I mea‐‐
[laughs]
1757
01:01:41,264 --> 01:01:42,465
It was super difficult.
1758
01:01:42,465 --> 01:01:47,170
I mean, I'm getting emotional
even talking about it.
1759
01:01:47,170 --> 01:01:50,340
I...
1760
01:01:50,340 --> 01:01:53,677
I care about him still so much,
1761
01:01:53,677 --> 01:01:58,248
and the last thing I ever
wanted to do was hurt him,
1762
01:01:58,248 --> 01:02:00,951
and...
1763
01:02:00,951 --> 01:02:02,586
losing him was one thing,
1764
01:02:02,586 --> 01:02:06,256
but knowing I could
be hurting him in the process
1765
01:02:06,256 --> 01:02:09,593
was just the cherry
on top of it all,
1766
01:02:09,593 --> 01:02:16,266
in regards to me
feeling hurt and guilty.
1767
01:02:16,266 --> 01:02:18,468
As much as it was really hard,
though,
1768
01:02:18,468 --> 01:02:21,071
I would've been doing him
a disservice by staying...
1769
01:02:21,071 --> 01:02:22,305
‐ Yeah.
1770
01:02:22,305 --> 01:02:24,541
‐ Because as much as I deserve
to be 100% on someone,
1771
01:02:24,541 --> 01:02:27,344
he deserves to be with someone
who's 100% on him,
1772
01:02:27,344 --> 01:02:29,346
and I couldn't give him that,
1773
01:02:29,346 --> 01:02:32,482
and he had three
other amazing women there
1774
01:02:32,482 --> 01:02:35,418
who he deserved to explore
those relationships,
1775
01:02:35,418 --> 01:02:39,522
'cause I was confident
that they could give him that.
1776
01:02:39,522 --> 01:02:42,259
I hope that he's doing well.
1777
01:02:42,259 --> 01:02:44,894
I mean, I truly only wish
the best for him...
1778
01:02:44,894 --> 01:02:45,595
‐ Yeah.
1779
01:02:45,595 --> 01:02:48,231
‐ And I know that breakup
was hard on both of us,
1780
01:02:48,231 --> 01:02:52,068
but I just hope he's happy.
1781
01:02:52,068 --> 01:02:53,136
‐ The end of the day,
1782
01:02:53,136 --> 01:02:54,404
you made a strong,
brave decision,
1783
01:02:54,404 --> 01:02:56,172
and I respect it,
and I know Matt did too,
1784
01:02:56,172 --> 01:02:58,108
however hard, and thank you.
1785
01:02:58,108 --> 01:02:59,309
I respect you sitting here
1786
01:02:59,309 --> 01:03:00,377
and going through this again
with me
1787
01:03:00,377 --> 01:03:01,745
and sharing all of this,
1788
01:03:01,745 --> 01:03:04,481
and, you know, Matt will be
out here in just a few minutes.
1789
01:03:04,481 --> 01:03:06,383
We're gonna see what happens
between the two of you
1790
01:03:06,383 --> 01:03:08,151
when he sees you
for the first time
1791
01:03:08,151 --> 01:03:10,220
since you said goodbye to him,
1792
01:03:10,220 --> 01:03:11,588
and, yes, of course,
1793
01:03:11,588 --> 01:03:13,423
we will lighten it up
a little bit,
1794
01:03:13,423 --> 01:03:15,492
and we will have bloopers,
so stick around.
1795
01:03:15,492 --> 01:03:18,995
[upbeat music]
1796
01:03:18,995 --> 01:03:22,098
♪ ♪
1797
01:03:26,236 --> 01:03:27,604
Welcome back
to "The Women Tell All."
1798
01:03:27,604 --> 01:03:30,573
Well, we have been waiting
all night for this moment,
1799
01:03:30,573 --> 01:03:32,509
and the moment is now upon us.
1800
01:03:32,509 --> 01:03:36,179
Ladies and gentlemen,
Matt James, come on out.
1801
01:03:36,179 --> 01:03:39,215
[twangy rock music]
1802
01:03:39,215 --> 01:03:40,450
There he is.
1803
01:03:40,450 --> 01:03:43,119
[laughter, indistinct chatter]
1804
01:03:43,119 --> 01:03:44,321
Good to see you.
Come on!
1805
01:03:44,321 --> 01:03:45,322
‐ [laughing]
1806
01:03:45,322 --> 01:03:46,456
‐ James Harden
in the building.
1807
01:03:46,456 --> 01:03:47,691
‐ James Harden in the...
‐ [laughing]
1808
01:03:47,691 --> 01:03:49,359
‐ They're already giving you
a hard time on the beard.
1809
01:03:49,359 --> 01:03:51,494
‐ Getting killed.
1810
01:03:51,494 --> 01:03:52,996
‐ The beard.
1811
01:03:52,996 --> 01:03:53,997
[laughter]
1812
01:03:53,997 --> 01:03:54,564
Bold choice.
1813
01:03:54,564 --> 01:03:56,499
What's the thinking
behind the beard?
1814
01:03:56,499 --> 01:03:57,801
‐ You know, I feel like
1815
01:03:57,801 --> 01:03:59,703
I came out of this
a little bit wiser, you know?
1816
01:03:59,703 --> 01:04:01,538
I had gone through a lot
with all these women,
1817
01:04:01,538 --> 01:04:02,605
so I feel like this is, uh...
‐ [chuckles]
1818
01:04:02,605 --> 01:04:03,606
‐ It's like...
‐ I like it.
1819
01:04:03,606 --> 01:04:05,108
‐ You like it?
‐ Yeah, I do.
1820
01:04:05,108 --> 01:04:06,109
‐ I like it.
‐ 10/10.
1821
01:04:06,109 --> 01:04:07,110
‐ Ladies, what do we think?
1822
01:04:07,110 --> 01:04:08,111
‐ Whoo!
‐ 10/10.
1823
01:04:08,111 --> 01:04:09,112
‐ Yeah.
[laughter]
1824
01:04:09,112 --> 01:04:10,213
‐ Jessenia's all over it.
1825
01:04:10,213 --> 01:04:11,281
[laughter]
1826
01:04:11,281 --> 01:04:12,349
Um, how you doing?
1827
01:04:12,349 --> 01:04:13,416
How is this?
1828
01:04:13,416 --> 01:04:14,818
‐ Um, it's different, you know?
1829
01:04:14,818 --> 01:04:18,521
I've never had to address
this many women at one time
1830
01:04:18,521 --> 01:04:20,657
that I used to‐‐
to have a relationship with,
1831
01:04:20,657 --> 01:04:22,425
however long or short that was,
1832
01:04:22,425 --> 01:04:25,261
so, uh, I was super nervous
heading into tonight,
1833
01:04:25,261 --> 01:04:26,696
and especially with how, uh,
1834
01:04:26,696 --> 01:04:28,598
some of that time ended
with some of the women here.
1835
01:04:28,598 --> 01:04:30,367
I was definitely
looking forward to getting back
1836
01:04:30,367 --> 01:04:33,269
and having a chance to‐‐
to hear everybody out.
1837
01:04:33,269 --> 01:04:34,371
‐ A lot of firsts this season,
1838
01:04:34,371 --> 01:04:35,638
a lot of things
that were different,
1839
01:04:35,638 --> 01:04:37,474
and‐‐and again,
a guy who's never been
1840
01:04:37,474 --> 01:04:40,310
through this process before,
and so, that first night,
1841
01:04:40,310 --> 01:04:41,444
what was your approach?
1842
01:04:41,444 --> 01:04:43,446
I know you're
a very thoughtful guy.
1843
01:04:43,446 --> 01:04:45,482
What was your plan,
and did that hold up?
1844
01:04:45,482 --> 01:04:46,549
[both laugh]
1845
01:04:46,549 --> 01:04:47,550
‐ Um...
[clears throat]
1846
01:04:47,550 --> 01:04:48,618
I think it's safe to say
1847
01:04:48,618 --> 01:04:49,686
that nothing ever goes
as planned.
1848
01:04:49,686 --> 01:04:51,354
There's nothing
that can prepare you
1849
01:04:51,354 --> 01:04:52,622
for when you're thrown
out there
1850
01:04:52,622 --> 01:04:54,758
and, um, someone's holding
a big vibrator
1851
01:04:54,758 --> 01:04:56,292
in front of you, so, uh...
[laughter]
1852
01:04:56,292 --> 01:04:57,494
It's, uh‐‐again,
1853
01:04:57,494 --> 01:04:58,795
nothing could really prepare me
for that moment,
1854
01:04:58,795 --> 01:05:02,298
but when the women would come
in a pizza truck,
1855
01:05:02,298 --> 01:05:03,600
come in a truck
from North Carolina,
1856
01:05:03,600 --> 01:05:05,502
you know, they gave me energy
throughout the night,
1857
01:05:05,502 --> 01:05:07,470
so I felt like
I was less nervous
1858
01:05:07,470 --> 01:05:08,872
as they got out of the limo
and we headed inside.
1859
01:05:08,872 --> 01:05:12,342
‐ One thing I always have to
remind Bachelor Nation about:
1860
01:05:12,342 --> 01:05:13,610
you're not privy
to everything that happens.
1861
01:05:13,610 --> 01:05:14,878
You don't get to see
all the conversations.
1862
01:05:14,878 --> 01:05:17,313
You're not watching everything
that's going on in the house,
1863
01:05:17,313 --> 01:05:19,382
and you're watching it back.
1864
01:05:19,382 --> 01:05:22,252
Are you surprised
at the level of drama
1865
01:05:22,252 --> 01:05:23,520
and what was going on,
1866
01:05:23,520 --> 01:05:26,256
and are you surprised
by what you've seen?
1867
01:05:26,256 --> 01:05:27,323
‐ I'm a little surprised.
1868
01:05:27,323 --> 01:05:28,792
You know, I would expect a‐‐
1869
01:05:28,792 --> 01:05:31,594
a‐‐a certain amount of that
to be taking place
1870
01:05:31,594 --> 01:05:33,763
just because
there's multiple people
1871
01:05:33,763 --> 01:05:35,665
trying to date one person,
so, uh,
1872
01:05:35,665 --> 01:05:37,634
I‐‐I just tried
to be empathetic to the women
1873
01:05:37,634 --> 01:05:38,601
and what they
were going through
1874
01:05:38,601 --> 01:05:39,636
because I hadn't
gone through it,
1875
01:05:39,636 --> 01:05:40,870
so I couldn't say,
"You know what?
1876
01:05:40,870 --> 01:05:42,572
I wouldn't have acted
differently in their position."
1877
01:05:42,572 --> 01:05:44,374
There's a million
different factors
1878
01:05:44,374 --> 01:05:45,875
that you have to‐‐
to take into account,
1879
01:05:45,875 --> 01:05:48,845
so I try not to hold them
to an unrealistic standard,
1880
01:05:48,845 --> 01:05:50,880
and I just try
to be as realistic as possible.
1881
01:05:50,880 --> 01:05:52,849
‐ You know, some of the women
actually came to you,
1882
01:05:52,849 --> 01:05:54,484
and they were talking to you
about women
1883
01:05:54,484 --> 01:05:55,685
that you had a connection with,
1884
01:05:55,685 --> 01:05:57,754
and women you saw
a possibility with,
1885
01:05:57,754 --> 01:06:00,723
so how much did that
make you question everything?
1886
01:06:00,723 --> 01:06:02,625
How much did that shake you?
1887
01:06:02,625 --> 01:06:03,693
‐ It's difficult, because
1888
01:06:03,693 --> 01:06:05,662
when new information
is brought to you,
1889
01:06:05,662 --> 01:06:07,597
you can only act
on what you know,
1890
01:06:07,597 --> 01:06:10,400
so, uh, you've gotta
take action, in some cases,
1891
01:06:10,400 --> 01:06:12,502
and you've gotta
not beat yourself up
1892
01:06:12,502 --> 01:06:13,636
for not seeing something,
1893
01:06:13,636 --> 01:06:15,438
I mean, especially
when you hear something
1894
01:06:15,438 --> 01:06:17,574
that just completely
catches you off guard,
1895
01:06:17,574 --> 01:06:20,009
like, uh, my conversation
with Jessenia.
1896
01:06:20,009 --> 01:06:22,712
Like, I was‐‐the last person's
name I was expecting to hear
1897
01:06:22,712 --> 01:06:25,615
was MJ's, and, um,
it led to a two‐on‐one.
1898
01:06:25,615 --> 01:06:28,585
That's never how you wanna see
someone's time come to an end
1899
01:06:28,585 --> 01:06:30,920
that you are having
a great connection with.
1900
01:06:30,920 --> 01:06:33,356
‐ Is there anything
you wanted to say to MJ?
1901
01:06:33,356 --> 01:06:34,557
‐ Yeah, um,
1902
01:06:34,557 --> 01:06:37,794
I wish that we could've gotten
more time to explore
1903
01:06:37,794 --> 01:06:39,696
what that relationship
could've looked like,
1904
01:06:39,696 --> 01:06:41,531
but at the end of the day,
1905
01:06:41,531 --> 01:06:43,867
um, I'm dealing with‐‐
with these things
1906
01:06:43,867 --> 01:06:46,736
as they come at me,
and, um, I just had to‐‐
1907
01:06:46,736 --> 01:06:48,738
to make that decision
for myself.
1908
01:06:48,738 --> 01:06:50,540
‐ Yeah.
It's always tough, you know.
1909
01:06:50,540 --> 01:06:51,708
I think, at the end of the day,
1910
01:06:51,708 --> 01:06:53,676
like, we're all doing
the best we can at the time,
1911
01:06:53,676 --> 01:06:55,578
and there's a lot
of emotions involved,
1912
01:06:55,578 --> 01:06:57,614
and, I think, the‐‐
like, we can all look back
1913
01:06:57,614 --> 01:06:58,781
and say, "No one's mad.
1914
01:06:58,781 --> 01:07:00,550
"It's all
a learning experience,
1915
01:07:00,550 --> 01:07:01,751
and you did a great job."
1916
01:07:01,751 --> 01:07:04,521
‐ I know you saw a lot of us
put our best foot forward
1917
01:07:04,521 --> 01:07:06,556
around you,
and then you also saw
1918
01:07:06,556 --> 01:07:08,591
not the best parts
of ourselves.
1919
01:07:08,591 --> 01:07:12,662
I hope that watching us
doesn't...
1920
01:07:12,662 --> 01:07:14,664
make you see us in a bad light.
1921
01:07:14,664 --> 01:07:15,798
‐ Yeah.
‐ As, like, bad people...
1922
01:07:15,798 --> 01:07:17,400
‐ Yeah.
‐ Or being mean.
1923
01:07:17,400 --> 01:07:18,635
‐ [clears throat]
Well, I'll s‐‐
1924
01:07:18,635 --> 01:07:20,837
I'll be the first one to say
that I am not a perfect person,
1925
01:07:20,837 --> 01:07:22,972
so I'm no one
to sit up here and judge
1926
01:07:22,972 --> 01:07:25,675
how any of you all decided
to handle yourselves
1927
01:07:25,675 --> 01:07:28,511
and‐‐and deal with that
emotion in real time,
1928
01:07:28,511 --> 01:07:30,613
and having a better
relationship with you all
1929
01:07:30,613 --> 01:07:32,782
than the rest of everyone who's
tuned in and watching you,
1930
01:07:32,782 --> 01:07:34,851
I know the type of people
that you are, so‐‐
1931
01:07:34,851 --> 01:07:37,420
which are good people,
you know?
1932
01:07:37,420 --> 01:07:38,655
My conversation with Anna‐‐
1933
01:07:38,655 --> 01:07:40,557
like, my heart went out to you
watching that,
1934
01:07:40,557 --> 01:07:42,392
'cause I know that,
before our conversation,
1935
01:07:42,392 --> 01:07:43,860
Brittany had broke down,
and, um,
1936
01:07:43,860 --> 01:07:47,497
when I had first met Brittany,
she was just bubbly,
1937
01:07:47,497 --> 01:07:49,132
full of energy, just spunky,
1938
01:07:49,132 --> 01:07:54,537
and seeing and feeling your
remorse in that conversation,
1939
01:07:54,537 --> 01:07:56,005
I knew that
that wasn't your character
1940
01:07:56,005 --> 01:07:59,576
and who you were, um, and it
was just a lapse in judgment.
1941
01:07:59,576 --> 01:08:00,843
What a lot of us
are understanding
1942
01:08:00,843 --> 01:08:02,779
is that there comes
a point in time
1943
01:08:02,779 --> 01:08:04,581
where you have to be
accountable for things,
1944
01:08:04,581 --> 01:08:05,848
and, as tough as that is, like,
1945
01:08:05,848 --> 01:08:08,651
better now, I feel like,
than down the road.
1946
01:08:08,651 --> 01:08:10,486
But, yeah, no, to answer
your question, Serena,
1947
01:08:10,486 --> 01:08:11,588
I don't think
you're a bad person.
1948
01:08:11,588 --> 01:08:12,622
I don't think anybody here
is a bad person,
1949
01:08:12,622 --> 01:08:13,723
'cause I know y'all's heart.
1950
01:08:13,723 --> 01:08:14,924
Victoria, I know your heart.
1951
01:08:14,924 --> 01:08:18,661
‐ Victoria, is there anything
you want to say to Matt?
1952
01:08:18,661 --> 01:08:21,798
‐ Um, I am really grateful
1953
01:08:21,798 --> 01:08:23,933
and, like, so grateful
for the experience,
1954
01:08:23,933 --> 01:08:27,637
and I have learned a lot,
so I'm grateful for you.
1955
01:08:27,637 --> 01:08:28,938
Um...
1956
01:08:28,938 --> 01:08:30,940
like, it's been hard
watching the show back,
1957
01:08:30,940 --> 01:08:32,875
because, yes,
I was involved in drama,
1958
01:08:32,875 --> 01:08:35,878
and that was a really hard
learning experience
1959
01:08:35,878 --> 01:08:39,515
because I do feel like
I could've...
1960
01:08:39,515 --> 01:08:42,552
had a shot
at more of a romance.
1961
01:08:42,552 --> 01:08:43,853
With my exit,
1962
01:08:43,853 --> 01:08:45,121
it kind of just
hurt my feelings
1963
01:08:45,121 --> 01:08:50,593
how I saw you said, um,
like, I need to self‐reflect,
1964
01:08:50,593 --> 01:08:53,696
and, "I have no words for her,"
because...
1965
01:08:53,696 --> 01:08:54,897
[crying]
1966
01:08:54,897 --> 01:08:57,100
I felt like I had done my best
to open up,
1967
01:08:57,100 --> 01:09:00,136
and I just have, like,
tremendous fear of rejection,
1968
01:09:00,136 --> 01:09:04,641
so that was why my exit
was just a little dramatic.
1969
01:09:04,641 --> 01:09:06,509
I was going through, like,
1970
01:09:06,509 --> 01:09:08,711
just levels of pain
at that time.
1971
01:09:08,711 --> 01:09:09,712
‐ Yeah.
1972
01:09:09,712 --> 01:09:10,847
When people ask me about you,
1973
01:09:10,847 --> 01:09:12,682
I have nothing but good things
to say about you,
1974
01:09:12,682 --> 01:09:14,484
and, um...
‐ And I did appreciate it.
1975
01:09:14,484 --> 01:09:15,685
‐ I know that‐‐again,
1976
01:09:15,685 --> 01:09:17,887
I've never been in‐‐
in your situation,
1977
01:09:17,887 --> 01:09:20,857
uh, not only from being
on the other side of the rose,
1978
01:09:20,857 --> 01:09:22,659
but just your life experiences,
1979
01:09:22,659 --> 01:09:24,594
so I apologize if you
felt offended that night.
1980
01:09:24,594 --> 01:09:25,862
‐ No, it's okay.
Thank you.
1981
01:09:25,862 --> 01:09:27,730
I really was so grateful
for you,
1982
01:09:27,730 --> 01:09:31,034
like, at the beginning
of the show airing
1983
01:09:31,034 --> 01:09:35,471
because that seriously
helped me through so much.
1984
01:09:35,471 --> 01:09:36,172
‐ I've told people, I said,
1985
01:09:36,172 --> 01:09:37,840
"I feel like I dropped the ball
on our relationship,"
1986
01:09:37,840 --> 01:09:39,742
because there
was a lot more there
1987
01:09:39,742 --> 01:09:41,611
that, um, I felt like
I could've done for you
1988
01:09:41,611 --> 01:09:43,680
that I didn't get
the chance to.
1989
01:09:43,680 --> 01:09:46,849
‐ Um, another tough goodbye...
1990
01:09:46,849 --> 01:09:48,851
was with Katie,
and we talked earlier.
1991
01:09:48,851 --> 01:09:49,952
I know she was emotional.
1992
01:09:49,952 --> 01:09:52,588
Katie, what do you want
to say to Matt?
1993
01:09:52,889 --> 01:09:57,593
‐ Uh, I was caught off guard
when I, uh, was sent home,
1994
01:09:57,593 --> 01:09:58,895
and I guess
all I'm trying to say is,
1995
01:09:58,895 --> 01:09:59,929
I didn't have a chance to say
1996
01:09:59,929 --> 01:10:01,898
what a real goodbye
would've been.
1997
01:10:01,898 --> 01:10:03,933
Um, I just wanna thank you
1998
01:10:03,933 --> 01:10:05,935
for how you've handled
the situation
1999
01:10:05,935 --> 01:10:09,639
and how accepting you were
of everything that is me,
2000
01:10:09,639 --> 01:10:11,841
um, and just making me
feel welcome.
2001
01:10:11,841 --> 01:10:15,812
‐ The‐‐the first interaction
that we had,
2002
01:10:15,812 --> 01:10:18,681
your playful and fun side
really broke the ice for me
2003
01:10:18,681 --> 01:10:19,716
that first night and allowed me
2004
01:10:19,716 --> 01:10:21,851
to open up
to the rest of the group,
2005
01:10:21,851 --> 01:10:23,786
and just how strong you were
2006
01:10:23,786 --> 01:10:26,556
throughout
the entire journey when‐‐
2007
01:10:26,556 --> 01:10:29,592
in the face of adversity,
2008
01:10:29,592 --> 01:10:31,627
you were courageous, you know?
2009
01:10:31,627 --> 01:10:32,829
So I appreciate you for that.
2010
01:10:32,829 --> 01:10:34,163
‐ Thank you.
2011
01:10:34,163 --> 01:10:37,533
‐ Well, I had the women
ask you a bunch of questions.
2012
01:10:37,533 --> 01:10:39,035
Now it's my turn.
2013
01:10:39,035 --> 01:10:41,704
There was one
reoccurring issue
2014
01:10:41,704 --> 01:10:44,073
America had with your journey
as the Bachelor.
2015
01:10:44,073 --> 01:10:45,842
You know,
I think it was the fact
2016
01:10:45,842 --> 01:10:48,845
that you always‐‐
and I mean always‐‐
2017
01:10:48,845 --> 01:10:50,546
had your eyes on these ladies.
2018
01:10:50,546 --> 01:10:51,748
[laughter]
‐ Oh...
2019
01:10:51,748 --> 01:10:52,749
‐ Let's‐‐let's take a look.
2020
01:10:52,749 --> 01:10:54,484
[laughter and chatter]
2021
01:10:54,484 --> 01:10:55,685
‐ [sighs]
2022
01:10:55,685 --> 01:10:56,753
‐ Hey. how are you?
‐ Hi.
2023
01:10:56,753 --> 01:10:58,688
[sensual music]
2024
01:10:58,688 --> 01:10:59,689
‐ Stop!
2025
01:10:59,689 --> 01:11:00,790
‐ Matt has every quality
2026
01:11:00,790 --> 01:11:01,824
that I would want
in a partner,
2027
01:11:01,824 --> 01:11:04,560
and he is a good kisser...
2028
01:11:04,560 --> 01:11:05,561
[laughs]
2029
01:11:05,561 --> 01:11:06,863
But there is one thing
2030
01:11:06,863 --> 01:11:08,798
I've never experienced before.
2031
01:11:08,798 --> 01:11:10,800
♪ ♪
2032
01:11:10,800 --> 01:11:12,902
[laughter]
‐ No!
2033
01:11:12,902 --> 01:11:14,103
[quirky music]
2034
01:11:14,103 --> 01:11:15,772
‐ Some of the women have
been giving me a hard time
2035
01:11:15,772 --> 01:11:17,607
about kissing
with my eyes open...
2036
01:11:17,607 --> 01:11:18,808
♪ ♪
2037
01:11:18,808 --> 01:11:21,477
But eye contact's
a really big thing for me.
2038
01:11:22,645 --> 01:11:25,481
[laughter]
2039
01:11:25,481 --> 01:11:26,115
♪ ♪
2040
01:11:26,115 --> 01:11:27,817
I don't have
the best eyesight,
2041
01:11:27,817 --> 01:11:28,985
but when you're right there
2042
01:11:28,985 --> 01:11:30,887
and you're just, like,
glancing over her face,
2043
01:11:30,887 --> 01:11:32,789
it's just like,
"Wow, you're gorgeous."
2044
01:11:32,789 --> 01:11:34,557
[laughter]
2045
01:11:34,557 --> 01:11:36,659
‐ [laughing]
2046
01:11:36,659 --> 01:11:38,661
‐ Oh, my.
‐ Wow.
2047
01:11:38,661 --> 01:11:39,729
‐ Be honest.
2048
01:11:39,729 --> 01:11:41,998
Did you know that you did this
2049
01:11:41,998 --> 01:11:43,900
coming into being the Bachelor?
2050
01:11:43,900 --> 01:11:45,101
‐ [sighs]
2051
01:11:45,101 --> 01:11:46,736
To be honest with you...
‐ Yeah.
2052
01:11:46,736 --> 01:11:48,738
‐ I didn't know that
that was, like‐‐
2053
01:11:48,738 --> 01:11:50,006
I didn't know
that was, like, a no‐no.
2054
01:11:50,006 --> 01:11:51,040
Like, I didn't know
that you were supposed
2055
01:11:51,040 --> 01:11:52,842
to have your eyes closed.
Like...
2056
01:11:52,842 --> 01:11:54,811
‐ So this was an eye‐opening
experience for you.
2057
01:11:54,811 --> 01:11:55,812
[laughter]
‐ This is news to me.
2058
01:11:55,812 --> 01:11:56,846
‐ Okay.
2059
01:11:56,846 --> 01:11:58,114
‐ But when
I'm watching it back,
2060
01:11:58,114 --> 01:11:59,715
I'm like,
"That's kind of weird."
2061
01:11:59,715 --> 01:12:01,083
[laughter]
So I'm, like, reflec‐‐
2062
01:12:01,083 --> 01:12:02,351
I'm doing self‐reflection,
like,
2063
01:12:02,351 --> 01:12:04,253
I should probably start kissing
with my eyes closed.
2064
01:12:04,253 --> 01:12:07,023
‐ Um, I hate‐‐
I hate to kiss and dish here,
2065
01:12:07,023 --> 01:12:08,825
but what was that like?
2066
01:12:08,825 --> 01:12:09,926
Is anyone brave enough
to talk about it?
2067
01:12:09,926 --> 01:12:11,093
What was it like?
[laughter]
2068
01:12:11,093 --> 01:12:13,162
‐ There was one time
where I did take a peek,
2069
01:12:13,162 --> 01:12:15,064
and I was like, "Oh, okay."
[laughter]
2070
01:12:15,064 --> 01:12:16,232
‐ And, Pieper, I think
that happened to you too,
2071
01:12:16,232 --> 01:12:17,767
where you kind of opened
your eyes like...
2072
01:12:17,767 --> 01:12:19,101
‐ Well, I think‐‐
I opened my eyes,
2073
01:12:19,101 --> 01:12:20,803
and it was shocking to have
someone staring at me,
2074
01:12:20,803 --> 01:12:21,904
but I think
I brought it up to you...
2075
01:12:21,904 --> 01:12:24,040
‐ You did.
‐ And, um, I think it's funny
2076
01:12:24,040 --> 01:12:25,741
you've gone this long
without anyone saying anything.
2077
01:12:25,741 --> 01:12:26,909
[laughing]
‐ Yeah, I had no idea.
2078
01:12:26,909 --> 01:12:29,712
‐ Ladies, can we just
take a brief poll?
2079
01:12:29,712 --> 01:12:30,847
Eyes closed, yeah?
2080
01:12:30,847 --> 01:12:32,582
‐ Yes.
‐ Yes, please.
2081
01:12:32,582 --> 01:12:33,583
[laughter]
‐ Okay.
2082
01:12:33,583 --> 01:12:34,083
‐ Always.
‐ Try it.
2083
01:12:34,083 --> 01:12:35,818
‐ All right, well, if you will,
2084
01:12:35,818 --> 01:12:37,019
stick around.
2085
01:12:37,019 --> 01:12:39,956
I know some of these ladies
still want to talk to you,
2086
01:12:39,956 --> 01:12:41,190
and I promise
we have bloopers,
2087
01:12:41,190 --> 01:12:42,892
and you're in a lot of 'em.
‐ [laughs]
2088
01:12:42,892 --> 01:12:44,160
Yeah, I can't imagine.
‐ So we'll be back.
2089
01:12:44,160 --> 01:12:45,795
More of "The Women Tell All"
right after this.
2090
01:12:45,795 --> 01:12:49,632
♪ ♪
2091
01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:52,835
‐ Welcome back
to "The Women Tell All."
2092
01:12:52,835 --> 01:12:54,837
I am here with Matt, um,
2093
01:12:54,837 --> 01:12:56,105
facing the women
for the first time
2094
01:12:56,105 --> 01:12:59,108
since he said goodbye
in Pennsylvania.
2095
01:12:59,108 --> 01:13:01,844
Um, I know you were new
to all this,
2096
01:13:01,844 --> 01:13:04,780
but it was a pretty
amazing ride.
2097
01:13:04,780 --> 01:13:07,817
‐ I, um‐‐I learned a lot
about myself,
2098
01:13:07,817 --> 01:13:10,152
uh, mostly through my time
with you all,
2099
01:13:10,152 --> 01:13:13,055
and it's something
that I'm gonna take with me,
2100
01:13:13,055 --> 01:13:14,156
and I hope that you all
have things
2101
01:13:14,156 --> 01:13:15,958
that you learned
about yourselves
2102
01:13:15,958 --> 01:13:17,827
that we'll take with you
going forward
2103
01:13:17,827 --> 01:13:19,095
so that we're better people
from it
2104
01:13:19,095 --> 01:13:22,031
and be a‐‐a strong part
of our story going forward.
2105
01:13:22,031 --> 01:13:23,099
So...
‐ Mm‐hmm.
2106
01:13:23,099 --> 01:13:24,901
‐ Um, there's a few more women
2107
01:13:24,901 --> 01:13:26,369
I definitely want
to bring into this.
2108
01:13:26,369 --> 01:13:29,071
Abigail, did you have anything
you want to say to Matt?
2109
01:13:29,071 --> 01:13:30,907
‐ No, I just want to say
thank you
2110
01:13:30,907 --> 01:13:32,241
for the entire experience.
2111
01:13:32,241 --> 01:13:35,978
Um, I think we had
a really good time together,
2112
01:13:35,978 --> 01:13:38,214
but it just wasn't
in the cards for us.
2113
01:13:38,214 --> 01:13:39,882
I just have
nothing but good things
2114
01:13:39,882 --> 01:13:41,050
to say about our experience,
2115
01:13:41,050 --> 01:13:43,686
and hopefully
you felt the same way about it.
2116
01:13:43,686 --> 01:13:44,754
‐ I appreciate that.
2117
01:13:44,754 --> 01:13:45,955
‐ Pieper, um,
2118
01:13:45,955 --> 01:13:48,991
you didn't really have
much to say when you left,
2119
01:13:48,991 --> 01:13:50,092
'cause I know you were shocked,
2120
01:13:50,092 --> 01:13:52,128
but I wanna give you
a chance to speak.
2121
01:13:52,128 --> 01:13:55,031
‐ Yeah, um, I am so grateful
for our time together.
2122
01:13:55,031 --> 01:13:57,400
I'm so grateful
that you were able
2123
01:13:57,400 --> 01:14:00,903
to pull me into a new
comfort zone, honestly,
2124
01:14:00,903 --> 01:14:02,305
to be able
to express my feelings.
2125
01:14:02,305 --> 01:14:07,710
So, I mean, just for, like,
the sense of closure,
2126
01:14:07,710 --> 01:14:10,179
what kind of...
2127
01:14:10,179 --> 01:14:13,249
led‐‐led to me‐‐to me going?
2128
01:14:13,249 --> 01:14:15,051
‐ It wasn't something
where it's like,
2129
01:14:15,051 --> 01:14:16,419
"All right, tonight's
the night that, like,
2130
01:14:16,419 --> 01:14:18,154
I've gotta have
this conversation with Pieper."
2131
01:14:18,154 --> 01:14:20,022
You can't really control
2132
01:14:20,022 --> 01:14:21,324
how your relationships
progress with people,
2133
01:14:21,324 --> 01:14:23,960
and that's probably
what I would allude to,
2134
01:14:23,960 --> 01:14:25,328
just my relationship
progressing
2135
01:14:25,328 --> 01:14:28,331
that much further along
with other women at that time,
2136
01:14:28,331 --> 01:14:30,099
which is a hard conversation
to have with somebody
2137
01:14:30,099 --> 01:14:32,134
where it's like, "You know,
it's not you, it's me."
2138
01:14:32,134 --> 01:14:33,235
It's like,
who wants to hear that?
2139
01:14:33,235 --> 01:14:34,937
And, like,
that was just the reality
2140
01:14:34,937 --> 01:14:36,005
of‐‐of our situation.
2141
01:14:36,005 --> 01:14:38,841
It didn't make it any easier,
but, um,
2142
01:14:38,841 --> 01:14:40,409
to have strung it out
any longer
2143
01:14:40,409 --> 01:14:43,946
wouldn't have been fair to you,
so I just felt like,
2144
01:14:43,946 --> 01:14:45,247
instead of bringing
your family out there
2145
01:14:45,247 --> 01:14:48,117
and knowing that I was on
the fence about where we stood,
2146
01:14:48,117 --> 01:14:50,920
uh, I just thought
that it was the best time
2147
01:14:50,920 --> 01:14:53,022
to have that conversation.
2148
01:14:53,022 --> 01:14:55,324
‐ Serena, um‐‐
2149
01:14:55,324 --> 01:14:58,094
obviously, Matt,
this was, I know,
2150
01:14:58,094 --> 01:15:01,030
a devastating breakup for you
when she said goodbye.
2151
01:15:01,030 --> 01:15:02,999
What‐‐what are your thoughts
seeing Serena tonight?
2152
01:15:02,999 --> 01:15:04,767
‐ Um...
2153
01:15:06,068 --> 01:15:07,169
Hi.
‐ Hi.
2154
01:15:07,169 --> 01:15:10,072
‐ Uh, I was happy that‐‐
2155
01:15:10,072 --> 01:15:12,041
you know, that she had come
to that conclusion
2156
01:15:12,041 --> 01:15:13,976
and that she was gonna
be closer to finding someone
2157
01:15:13,976 --> 01:15:16,979
that she was compatible with,
if it wasn't me,
2158
01:15:16,979 --> 01:15:21,417
but, um, it‐‐it was hard.
2159
01:15:21,417 --> 01:15:24,387
‐ Yeah, it‐‐it was really hard
for me too,
2160
01:15:24,387 --> 01:15:28,357
and I felt
being honest with you
2161
01:15:28,357 --> 01:15:30,559
was the most respectful thing
that I could do.
2162
01:15:30,559 --> 01:15:34,096
I truly feel like I would've
been doing you a disservice
2163
01:15:34,096 --> 01:15:36,265
staying and not letting you
explore relationships
2164
01:15:36,265 --> 01:15:40,236
with women who could give you
110% certainty
2165
01:15:40,236 --> 01:15:41,971
in what they had with you,
2166
01:15:41,971 --> 01:15:44,373
and I hope
that you're really happy
2167
01:15:44,373 --> 01:15:47,910
and you've found exactly
what you were looking for.
2168
01:15:47,910 --> 01:15:49,311
‐ Thank you.
2169
01:15:49,311 --> 01:15:51,881
‐ Um, look, there was a lot
of drama this season,
2170
01:15:51,881 --> 01:15:53,149
but at the end of the day,
2171
01:15:53,149 --> 01:15:55,251
after watching all this back
and going through it,
2172
01:15:55,251 --> 01:15:56,952
we had a lot of fun,
2173
01:15:56,952 --> 01:15:58,921
and things usually
go as planned...
2174
01:15:58,921 --> 01:16:00,122
‐ Right.
‐ But not always.
2175
01:16:00,122 --> 01:16:01,190
‐ Right.
‐ [laughs]
2176
01:16:01,190 --> 01:16:02,224
‐ Come on, Bachelor Nation.
2177
01:16:02,224 --> 01:16:03,292
I'm not gonna leave you
hanging.
2178
01:16:03,292 --> 01:16:05,961
You know I got 'em for you:
bloopers.
2179
01:16:05,961 --> 01:16:06,962
Let's roll 'em.
2180
01:16:06,962 --> 01:16:09,265
[excited chatter, laughter]
2181
01:16:09,265 --> 01:16:10,299
‐ Ready?
‐ Yeah.
2182
01:16:10,299 --> 01:16:11,400
Wanna do it for this one?
2183
01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:12,968
Oh, they're running away
from us.
2184
01:16:12,968 --> 01:16:14,003
Come here, buddy.
2185
01:16:14,003 --> 01:16:16,405
[animals bleating]
[laughter]
2186
01:16:16,405 --> 01:16:17,973
I'm gonna go for this one.
‐ All right.
2187
01:16:17,973 --> 01:16:19,008
Let's go for this one.
‐ Right here.
2188
01:16:19,008 --> 01:16:20,776
[playful music]
2189
01:16:20,776 --> 01:16:22,111
Hey, buddy.
2190
01:16:22,111 --> 01:16:24,980
[donkey braying quietly]
2191
01:16:26,182 --> 01:16:29,051
‐ [laughs]
‐ Got rejected.
2192
01:16:29,051 --> 01:16:30,953
Thank you.
[laughter]
2193
01:16:30,953 --> 01:16:32,054
That's rude.
2194
01:16:32,054 --> 01:16:33,222
[laughter]
2195
01:16:33,222 --> 01:16:34,323
‐ Oh, my gosh.
2196
01:16:34,323 --> 01:16:36,025
To love.
No, I'm just kidding.
2197
01:16:36,025 --> 01:16:37,193
Um...
[laughter]
2198
01:16:37,193 --> 01:16:38,327
[clears throat]
2199
01:16:38,327 --> 01:16:39,862
To meeting your families.
2200
01:16:40,830 --> 01:16:42,098
[stifled laughter]
2201
01:16:42,098 --> 01:16:43,199
‐ [snorts]
2202
01:16:43,199 --> 01:16:45,301
[laughter]
2203
01:16:45,301 --> 01:16:47,970
‐ I don't know.
[overlapping chatter]
2204
01:16:47,970 --> 01:16:49,171
‐ Can we get Bri a napkin?
2205
01:16:49,171 --> 01:16:50,239
‐ [laughing]
Why did you...
2206
01:16:50,239 --> 01:16:51,740
‐ Or a towel?
2207
01:16:51,740 --> 01:16:52,241
[laughter]
2208
01:16:52,241 --> 01:16:53,476
A big towel. A beach towel.
2209
01:16:53,476 --> 01:16:55,144
‐ Oh, champagne.
Let me hold your champagne.
2210
01:16:55,144 --> 01:16:56,245
‐ I'm‐‐
[loud buzzing]
2211
01:16:56,245 --> 01:16:59,248
There's a massive bug
right there.
2212
01:16:59,248 --> 01:17:01,150
[buzzing]
‐ Oh!
2213
01:17:01,150 --> 01:17:02,818
Whew.
2214
01:17:02,818 --> 01:17:03,486
‐ [shrieks]
2215
01:17:03,486 --> 01:17:05,354
‐ 'Cause we are all
dating Matt...
2216
01:17:05,354 --> 01:17:08,290
[buzzing]
And we also rely on each other.
2217
01:17:08,290 --> 01:17:09,358
You know what I mean?
2218
01:17:09,358 --> 01:17:11,160
Like, to be there
for‐‐for one another.
2219
01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:12,228
[both laughing]
Get it.
2220
01:17:12,228 --> 01:17:13,462
‐ Ah! Sorry.
‐ Get it.
2221
01:17:13,462 --> 01:17:17,333
‐ Today is my Nemacolin
fake Canada Hometown!
2222
01:17:17,333 --> 01:17:19,034
[buzzing]
Ooh!
2223
01:17:19,034 --> 01:17:20,102
Did you see that?
2224
01:17:20,102 --> 01:17:21,303
‐ Ah!
She's back.
2225
01:17:21,303 --> 01:17:23,038
Coming for you,
but she's back for me!
2226
01:17:23,038 --> 01:17:24,406
‐ Ahh!
2227
01:17:24,406 --> 01:17:26,909
[laughing]
It was in my vagina.
2228
01:17:26,909 --> 01:17:28,277
‐ Go away!
[laughter]
2229
01:17:28,277 --> 01:17:29,945
‐ It's a huge‐‐
‐ It's a dragonfly.
2230
01:17:29,945 --> 01:17:31,013
‐ Is it?
‐ Oh, my God.
2231
01:17:31,013 --> 01:17:32,047
Stop. Stop yelling.
‐ Is it on me?
2232
01:17:32,047 --> 01:17:33,115
Is it on me?
‐ I'm scared.
2233
01:17:33,115 --> 01:17:34,150
‐ Oh, don't‐‐
those are poisonous.
2234
01:17:34,150 --> 01:17:35,217
‐ Stop‐‐what?
‐ I'm just kidding.
2235
01:17:35,217 --> 01:17:36,886
‐ Oh, my God!
2236
01:17:36,886 --> 01:17:38,120
‐ [laughing]
2237
01:17:38,120 --> 01:17:39,321
‐ Can I have one of these?
2238
01:17:39,321 --> 01:17:40,489
‐ All the guys that did
something hot on my season...
2239
01:17:40,489 --> 01:17:42,057
‐ I'm hungry.
‐ Hiccupped like that.
2240
01:17:42,057 --> 01:17:43,159
‐ They did?
‐ All of 'em.
2241
01:17:43,159 --> 01:17:44,994
‐ Okay. Not bad.
‐ It was the weirdest thing.
2242
01:17:44,994 --> 01:17:46,128
‐ [sighs]
That was hot.
2243
01:17:46,128 --> 01:17:47,363
‐ [coughs]
Those are spicy!
2244
01:17:47,363 --> 01:17:49,331
[coughing]
‐ [laughs]
2245
01:17:49,331 --> 01:17:51,033
‐ There's spice on those.
2246
01:17:51,033 --> 01:17:52,001
What the [bleep]?
2247
01:17:52,001 --> 01:17:53,536
There's spice
already on those.
2248
01:17:53,536 --> 01:17:55,938
‐ When you breathe,
it's hot still.
2249
01:17:55,938 --> 01:17:56,939
‐ I'm not kidding.
2250
01:17:56,939 --> 01:17:58,007
What's...
2251
01:17:58,007 --> 01:18:00,142
‐ [sighs]
My nose.
2252
01:18:00,142 --> 01:18:02,545
‐ Tayshia,
don't eat one of those.
2253
01:18:02,545 --> 01:18:06,315
‐ I think Serena P.
had said it the best way.
2254
01:18:06,315 --> 01:18:10,119
She's just like, "Matt's
really good at car‐‐carme‐‐"
2255
01:18:10,119 --> 01:18:11,187
Oh, my gosh,
I can't even say it.
2256
01:18:11,187 --> 01:18:13,923
Car‐mental...
‐ Compartmentalizing.
2257
01:18:13,923 --> 01:18:14,623
[laughter]
2258
01:18:14,623 --> 01:18:17,293
‐ Matt is really good at car‐‐
I'm not even gonna...
2259
01:18:17,293 --> 01:18:18,961
[laughter]
2260
01:18:18,961 --> 01:18:20,062
Okay, whatever.
2261
01:18:20,062 --> 01:18:21,430
‐ The queen is...
[laughs]
2262
01:18:21,430 --> 01:18:23,232
Back and better than ever.
2263
01:18:23,232 --> 01:18:24,233
[laughter]
2264
01:18:24,233 --> 01:18:25,201
[fabric rips]
‐ Ooh!
2265
01:18:25,201 --> 01:18:27,036
[laughter]
2266
01:18:27,036 --> 01:18:28,037
[thuds]
2267
01:18:28,037 --> 01:18:30,072
[laughter]
2268
01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:32,274
[thuds]
‐ Ooh!
2269
01:18:32,274 --> 01:18:33,275
[laughter]
2270
01:18:33,275 --> 01:18:36,011
‐ Ahh!
[equipment crashes]
2271
01:18:36,011 --> 01:18:38,080
‐ Are you okay?
[laughter]
2272
01:18:38,080 --> 01:18:39,215
‐ I'm myself. Like, I'm‐‐
2273
01:18:39,215 --> 01:18:41,317
[equipment crashes]
I don't want you‐‐
2274
01:18:41,317 --> 01:18:42,351
Damn it, Doug.
2275
01:18:42,351 --> 01:18:43,352
[playful boink]
2276
01:18:43,352 --> 01:18:44,920
‐ Oh, I'm sorry.
2277
01:18:44,920 --> 01:18:45,921
‐ Ah, [bleep].
2278
01:18:45,921 --> 01:18:46,422
‐ [laughing]
2279
01:18:46,422 --> 01:18:48,390
‐ Oh.
[laughing]
2280
01:18:48,390 --> 01:18:49,892
[bike bell dings]
2281
01:18:49,892 --> 01:18:52,061
♪ ♪
2282
01:18:52,061 --> 01:18:53,229
‐ Damn. In the rain.
2283
01:18:53,229 --> 01:18:54,263
In the puddle.
Oh, no.
2284
01:18:54,263 --> 01:18:56,031
all: Ooh!
‐ Oh, my God.
2285
01:18:56,031 --> 01:18:57,233
[laughter]
‐ It was so bad.
2286
01:18:57,233 --> 01:18:58,968
‐ That's why you don't ride
in the rain!
2287
01:18:58,968 --> 01:19:01,937
[sensual music]
2288
01:19:01,937 --> 01:19:03,973
♪ ♪
2289
01:19:03,973 --> 01:19:05,274
Oh, God.
2290
01:19:05,274 --> 01:19:07,876
♪ ♪
2291
01:19:07,876 --> 01:19:08,877
‐ No.
2292
01:19:08,877 --> 01:19:10,045
Ahh...
2293
01:19:12,481 --> 01:19:14,149
[women gasp]
‐ Oh!
2294
01:19:14,149 --> 01:19:16,218
[laughter]
2295
01:19:16,218 --> 01:19:19,221
[laughter]
2296
01:19:19,221 --> 01:19:20,456
‐ Matt, I don't understand.
2297
01:19:20,456 --> 01:19:22,391
Matt, why couldn't you‐‐
why couldn't you stand up?
2298
01:19:22,391 --> 01:19:24,293
Explain that to America.
I don't get it.
2299
01:19:24,293 --> 01:19:26,128
‐ Oh, man.
Oh.
2300
01:19:26,128 --> 01:19:27,196
[laughter]
2301
01:19:27,196 --> 01:19:29,098
‐ Um, a‐‐a great time, though.
2302
01:19:29,098 --> 01:19:30,366
[laughter]
2303
01:19:30,366 --> 01:19:31,767
Um, but I appreciate
getting to know you,
2304
01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:35,237
our talks, the entire thing,
and going through this with you
2305
01:19:35,237 --> 01:19:37,439
has been, uh,
quite the experience.
2306
01:19:37,439 --> 01:19:39,575
‐ It was‐‐it was incredible.
2307
01:19:39,575 --> 01:19:41,677
‐ And, ladies, thank you
so much for being here.
2308
01:19:41,677 --> 01:19:45,180
It know, again,
it was another arduous task
2309
01:19:45,180 --> 01:19:47,182
to get in this bubble
and be here today
2310
01:19:47,182 --> 01:19:48,284
to go through everything.
2311
01:19:48,284 --> 01:19:50,352
Um, truly appreciative
of all of you
2312
01:19:50,352 --> 01:19:51,487
and taking your time
to do this,
2313
01:19:51,487 --> 01:19:53,222
so it's good to see
all of you again.
2314
01:19:53,222 --> 01:19:54,490
And of course,
Bachelor Nation,
2315
01:19:54,490 --> 01:19:55,557
man, we miss you.
2316
01:19:55,557 --> 01:19:57,559
Man, I miss having
a studio audience.
2317
01:19:57,559 --> 01:20:00,062
Oh, it's so good
when you got that energy.
2318
01:20:00,062 --> 01:20:00,663
Soon.
2319
01:20:00,663 --> 01:20:03,232
Hopefully, soon,
we'll all be together again,
2320
01:20:03,232 --> 01:20:05,367
but please join us
Monday, March 15th
2321
01:20:05,367 --> 01:20:07,703
for what promises
to be one of the most dramatic
2322
01:20:07,703 --> 01:20:10,339
and emotional season finales
in Bachelor history.
2323
01:20:10,339 --> 01:20:14,076
Trust me, you have no idea
what's coming.
2324
01:20:14,076 --> 01:20:15,511
Will Matt find love?
2325
01:20:15,511 --> 01:20:17,546
Will he leave Pennsylvania
engaged?
2326
01:20:17,546 --> 01:20:19,381
Don't answer that.
[laughter]
2327
01:20:19,381 --> 01:20:21,317
But I do have
an exclusive sneak peek.
2328
01:20:21,317 --> 01:20:22,484
Here it is.
2329
01:20:22,484 --> 01:20:24,153
For everyone who's been
a part of this one,
2330
01:20:24,153 --> 01:20:25,287
good night, everybody.
2331
01:20:25,287 --> 01:20:27,423
[dramatic music]
2332
01:20:27,423 --> 01:20:31,593
Next week, Matt's journey
to find love continues.
2333
01:20:31,593 --> 01:20:35,164
‐ These women are incredible.
2334
01:20:35,164 --> 01:20:36,398
I'm about to make
2335
01:20:36,398 --> 01:20:38,434
one of the most important
decisions of my life.
2336
01:20:38,434 --> 01:20:41,403
‐ I will tell you
that I am in love with you.
2337
01:20:41,403 --> 01:20:43,172
‐ To find love...
2338
01:20:43,172 --> 01:20:44,306
‐ I'm head over heels for you.
2339
01:20:44,306 --> 01:20:45,607
‐ To find a wife...
2340
01:20:45,607 --> 01:20:48,510
‐ I am so in love with you.
2341
01:20:48,510 --> 01:20:50,979
‐ To leave this thing
engaged...
2342
01:20:50,979 --> 01:20:54,316
♪ ♪
2343
01:20:54,316 --> 01:20:56,218
I don't‐‐
I don't know what I'ma do.
2344
01:20:56,218 --> 01:20:57,419
♪ ♪
2345
01:20:57,419 --> 01:20:59,355
Don't look down.
‐ Whoo!
2346
01:20:59,355 --> 01:21:01,523
‐ This week is Fantasy Suites,
2347
01:21:01,523 --> 01:21:04,660
and I'm really excited
to get to know Matt
2348
01:21:04,660 --> 01:21:07,162
in a more intimate setting.
2349
01:21:07,162 --> 01:21:08,397
♪ ♪
2350
01:21:08,397 --> 01:21:10,566
‐ Every time I see you,
I can't breathe.
2351
01:21:10,566 --> 01:21:13,402
Feels like my heart
is gonna explode.
2352
01:21:13,402 --> 01:21:17,106
‐ I don't think I could've
asked for a better experience.
2353
01:21:17,106 --> 01:21:19,074
♪ ♪
2354
01:21:19,074 --> 01:21:20,209
‐ [crying]
2355
01:21:20,209 --> 01:21:21,677
I'm in love with Matt,
2356
01:21:21,677 --> 01:21:24,279
and he's with another woman
right now.
2357
01:21:24,279 --> 01:21:26,181
This is torture.
2358
01:21:26,181 --> 01:21:27,182
[sniffling]
2359
01:21:27,182 --> 01:21:29,084
I can't do this anymore.
2360
01:21:29,084 --> 01:21:31,286
[crying]
2361
01:21:31,286 --> 01:21:32,354
♪ ♪
2362
01:21:32,354 --> 01:21:33,722
‐ There's still a lot of fear
2363
01:21:33,722 --> 01:21:36,625
based on what I've seen
in my family in the past.
2364
01:21:36,625 --> 01:21:38,527
When I needed you,
you weren't there.
2365
01:21:38,527 --> 01:21:39,695
‐ Do you know what I went
through with your mom?
2366
01:21:39,695 --> 01:21:41,330
‐ I don't want you
to make excuses.
2367
01:21:41,330 --> 01:21:42,631
‐ Nobody's perfect, son.
2368
01:21:42,631 --> 01:21:43,799
‐ I don't want to make
those same mistakes
2369
01:21:43,799 --> 01:21:46,568
that caused my family
to be torn apart.
2370
01:21:46,568 --> 01:21:48,370
‐ Feelings come and go.
2371
01:21:48,370 --> 01:21:49,705
You know, people fall
in and out of love,
2372
01:21:49,705 --> 01:21:51,507
and love is not
the end‐all, be‐all.
2373
01:21:51,507 --> 01:21:53,542
‐ [crying]
2374
01:21:53,542 --> 01:21:55,444
I feel like everything
that I was working towards
2375
01:21:55,444 --> 01:21:57,346
is starting to crumble.
2376
01:21:57,346 --> 01:21:59,548
I don't know how to go on.
2377
01:21:59,548 --> 01:22:01,517
How do you go on from there?
2378
01:22:01,517 --> 01:22:04,386
‐ [crying]
2379
01:22:04,386 --> 01:22:05,654
‐ You okay?
‐ No.
2380
01:22:05,654 --> 01:22:07,489
[laughs, sniffs]
‐ [sighs]
2381
01:22:07,489 --> 01:22:09,391
‐ No. I'm not.
2382
01:22:09,391 --> 01:22:12,194
‐ I'm sorry, Matt.
I'm very sorry.
2383
01:22:12,194 --> 01:22:13,362
♪ ♪
2384
01:22:13,362 --> 01:22:15,431
‐ Yeah.
2385
01:22:15,431 --> 01:22:17,800
‐ You know if you can do this
anymore?
2386
01:22:17,800 --> 01:22:21,370
‐ To be honest with you,
I don't know, Chris.
2387
01:22:21,370 --> 01:22:23,238
♪ ♪
2388
01:22:23,238 --> 01:22:26,341
[sighs]
2389
01:22:26,341 --> 01:22:27,443
[sniffles]
2390
01:22:27,443 --> 01:22:29,611
♪ ♪
2391
01:22:29,611 --> 01:22:31,547
‐ The drama continues
next week
2392
01:22:31,547 --> 01:22:34,650
on "The Bachelor."
2393
01:22:34,650 --> 01:22:36,718
Well, Victoria's reign as queen
2394
01:22:36,718 --> 01:22:39,621
was literally punctuated
by a single word
2395
01:22:39,621 --> 01:22:40,689
that literally seemed
2396
01:22:40,689 --> 01:22:43,158
to show up
literally everywhere.
2397
01:22:43,158 --> 01:22:44,193
[laughter]
2398
01:22:44,193 --> 01:22:44,760
‐ Ugh.
2399
01:22:44,760 --> 01:22:47,262
‐ Literally,
there's no one in here
2400
01:22:47,262 --> 01:22:48,664
he can marry besides me.
2401
01:22:48,664 --> 01:22:50,933
Like, I'm literally
the best option for him.
2402
01:22:50,933 --> 01:22:54,436
Matt and I will end up together
at the end of it, literally.
2403
01:22:54,436 --> 01:22:55,604
Literally.
Literally.
2404
01:22:55,604 --> 01:22:56,705
Literally. Literally.
2405
01:22:56,705 --> 01:22:58,440
Literally.
Literally.
2406
01:22:58,440 --> 01:23:00,375
Literally, just go.
Like, literally.
2407
01:23:00,375 --> 01:23:01,543
Why are you waiting?
‐ I...
2408
01:23:01,543 --> 01:23:03,479
‐ If I say "literally" again,
you have to go.
2409
01:23:03,479 --> 01:23:04,480
Literally.
2410
01:23:04,480 --> 01:23:06,381
Literally,
what is this squirrel...
2411
01:23:06,381 --> 01:23:07,583
So, literally, the whole day,
2412
01:23:07,583 --> 01:23:10,719
I'm like, "How the [bleep]
is squirrels about Fall?"
2413
01:23:10,719 --> 01:23:12,554
All the girls love me.
2414
01:23:12,554 --> 01:23:14,523
They literally clap for me
and call me queen
2415
01:23:14,523 --> 01:23:16,191
when I walk in a room.
2416
01:23:16,191 --> 01:23:16,892
Literally.
2417
01:23:16,892 --> 01:23:18,727
I literally don't even know
your name.
2418
01:23:18,727 --> 01:23:21,463
I need, like,
a five‐minute break, literally.
2419
01:23:21,463 --> 01:23:23,665
I'm literally so nice
to all these girls.
2420
01:23:23,665 --> 01:23:24,766
I don't even want
to do this interview.
2421
01:23:24,766 --> 01:23:26,568
Like, I'm literally
so pissed off.
2422
01:23:26,568 --> 01:23:28,871
This is literally,
literally, too much.
2423
01:23:28,871 --> 01:23:32,307
Literally, I have no‐‐
nothing else to say.
2424
01:23:32,307 --> 01:23:35,210
♪ ♪