1 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:12,800 PREVIOUSLY ON THE L WORD... 2 00:00:12,833 --> 00:00:14,567 THIS IS MY CELL. 3 00:00:14,600 --> 00:00:15,733 CALL ME ANY TIME. 4 00:00:17,767 --> 00:00:19,367 COUPLE MINUTES. COME ON. 5 00:00:19,400 --> 00:00:21,767 I WANTED TO SAY THAT THIS THING YOU'RE GOING THROUGH... 6 00:00:21,800 --> 00:00:22,600 THIS THING? 7 00:00:22,633 --> 00:00:24,567 THIS CHANGE OF LIFE IS REALLY-- 8 00:00:24,600 --> 00:00:25,567 IT'S BEAUTIFUL, 9 00:00:25,600 --> 00:00:26,667 AND IT'S SEXY, AND... 10 00:00:26,700 --> 00:00:28,800 THAT'S WHY I BROUGHT THE GUITAR. 11 00:00:28,833 --> 00:00:30,300 I'M NOT FISH OR FOWL. 12 00:00:30,333 --> 00:00:32,633 I WANT YOU TO GET DRESSED, MAX. 13 00:00:32,667 --> 00:00:34,133 I WANT YOU TO WEAR TIGHT TROUSERS. 14 00:00:35,833 --> 00:00:37,333 YOU LOOK REALLY HOT. 15 00:00:38,833 --> 00:00:40,500 I'LL THROW DOWN THE KEYS. CAN YOU LET YOURSELF IN? 16 00:00:40,533 --> 00:00:41,367 SURE. 17 00:00:43,400 --> 00:00:44,667 WHY DON'T WE GET OUT OF HERE? 18 00:00:49,233 --> 00:00:51,300 I THINK UTA MIGHT BE A VAMPIRE. 19 00:00:51,333 --> 00:00:52,633 THEY FOUND A LUMP IN MY BREAST. 20 00:00:52,667 --> 00:00:53,833 IT'S ROUTINE. A LUMP? 21 00:00:53,867 --> 00:00:55,033 I'M HAVING IT REMOVED. 22 00:00:55,067 --> 00:00:56,067 CARMEN, THIS IS CHERIE. 23 00:00:57,033 --> 00:00:58,500 ACT LIKE YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. 24 00:01:10,667 --> 00:01:12,867 [***] 25 00:01:16,300 --> 00:01:17,667 JESUS, BETTE. 26 00:01:17,700 --> 00:01:20,300 ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL? 27 00:01:20,333 --> 00:01:22,133 YOU ALMOST FORGET IT'S A BODY. 28 00:01:22,167 --> 00:01:23,700 UH, NO, BETTE, 29 00:01:23,733 --> 00:01:25,133 IT'S DEFINITELY A BODY. 30 00:01:25,167 --> 00:01:27,300 DANICA PALMER SAYS 31 00:01:27,333 --> 00:01:28,400 MAPPLETHORPE ISN'T EVEN INTO 32 00:01:28,433 --> 00:01:30,533 THE PROCESS OF PHOTOGRAPHY. 33 00:01:30,567 --> 00:01:34,167 PROFESSOR PALMER TO YOU. 34 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:35,733 SHE SAYS MAPPLETHORPE LIKES TO THINK 35 00:01:35,767 --> 00:01:38,267 OF THE PHOTOGRAPH AS AN OBJECT. 36 00:01:38,300 --> 00:01:40,067 HE CALLS IT 37 00:01:40,067 --> 00:01:42,300 AN EXPERIENCE YOU CAN HOLD IN YOUR HAND. 38 00:01:42,333 --> 00:01:43,567 YEAH... 39 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:44,600 I GUESS YOU COULD HOLD 40 00:01:44,633 --> 00:01:46,133 THAT EXPERIENCE IN YOUR HAND. 41 00:01:51,300 --> 00:01:52,567 ARE YOU HARD? 42 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:54,067 UM... 43 00:01:55,333 --> 00:01:57,533 [LAUGHS] 44 00:02:39,133 --> 00:02:42,067 ARE YOU OKAY? 45 00:02:42,067 --> 00:02:46,067 YOU'RE FUCKING THAT GUY IN THE PHOTOGRAPH. 46 00:02:55,933 --> 00:02:59,600 I DO IT, TOO. 47 00:02:59,633 --> 00:03:02,533 YOU DO? 48 00:03:02,567 --> 00:03:06,100 TO WHOM? 49 00:03:06,133 --> 00:03:08,800 [LAUGHS] 50 00:03:08,833 --> 00:03:11,200 PROFESSOR DANICA PALMER. 51 00:03:16,233 --> 00:03:19,100 [***] 52 00:03:19,133 --> 00:03:25,267 * GIRLS IN TIGHT DRESSES WHO DRAG WITH MUSTACHES * 53 00:03:25,300 --> 00:03:32,200 * CHICKS DRIVING FAST INGENUES WITH LONG LASHES * 54 00:03:32,233 --> 00:03:38,167 * WOMEN WHO LONG, LOVE, LUST WOMEN WHO GIVE * 55 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:44,600 * THIS IS THE WAY IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE * 56 00:03:52,133 --> 00:03:53,600 * TALKING, LAUGHING LOVING, BREATHING * 57 00:03:53,633 --> 00:03:55,433 * FIGHTING, FUCKING CRYING, DRINKING * 58 00:03:55,467 --> 00:03:56,967 * WRITING, WINNING LOSING, CHEATING * 59 00:03:57,067 --> 00:03:58,500 * KISSING, THINKING, DREAMING 60 00:03:58,533 --> 00:04:00,567 * THIS IS THE WAY... 61 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:03,400 * IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE * 62 00:04:03,433 --> 00:04:09,133 * IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE 63 00:04:09,167 --> 00:04:13,167 * AND LOVE * 64 00:04:15,567 --> 00:04:18,900 [DOOR UNLOCKING] 65 00:04:18,933 --> 00:04:20,600 [KEYS JANGLING] 66 00:04:29,067 --> 00:04:30,833 [FLOORBOARD CREAKS] 67 00:04:35,067 --> 00:04:36,300 DID YOU FUCK HER? 68 00:04:48,267 --> 00:04:50,500 [SIGH] 69 00:04:56,500 --> 00:04:57,900 HAVE YOU FUCKED HIM YET? 70 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:00,900 DID I FUCK WHO? 71 00:05:00,933 --> 00:05:04,133 WHOEVER IT IS THAT YOU HAVE THESE FEELINGS FOR. 72 00:05:09,067 --> 00:05:11,367 NO. 73 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:12,733 I HAVEN'T SLEPT WITH ANYONE. 74 00:05:12,767 --> 00:05:16,100 SO HE'S JUST THIS AMORPHOUS MALE FIGURE 75 00:05:16,133 --> 00:05:17,867 COMPRISED ENTIRELY OF CYBER POLLEN? 76 00:05:17,900 --> 00:05:21,800 THAT WAS A ONE-TIME THING IN A CHAT ROOM. 77 00:05:21,833 --> 00:05:23,067 I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST CURIOSITY. 78 00:05:23,100 --> 00:05:24,533 I THOUGHT IT WOULD GO AWAY. 79 00:05:24,567 --> 00:05:27,200 BUT IT DIDN'T GO AWAY. 80 00:05:27,233 --> 00:05:29,233 NO, IT DIDN'T. 81 00:05:34,667 --> 00:05:37,733 SO DADDYOF2 WAS JUST A... 82 00:05:37,767 --> 00:05:40,633 A TRANSITIONAL OBJECT? 83 00:05:40,667 --> 00:05:43,367 YEAH, I GUESS. 84 00:05:44,667 --> 00:05:45,633 [EXHALES] 85 00:05:45,667 --> 00:05:46,800 SO, UM... 86 00:05:51,433 --> 00:05:55,067 IS THERE A... 87 00:05:55,067 --> 00:06:00,067 IS THERE A REAL MAN IN THE REAL WORLD SOMEWHERE? 88 00:06:00,067 --> 00:06:02,367 NO, I-- 89 00:06:02,400 --> 00:06:03,600 I DON'T KNOW. 90 00:06:06,167 --> 00:06:07,433 OKAY, YEAH. 91 00:06:07,467 --> 00:06:09,433 I THINK SO. 92 00:06:12,400 --> 00:06:13,433 WHO IS IT? 93 00:06:13,467 --> 00:06:15,933 HIS NAME IS JOSH. 94 00:06:23,733 --> 00:06:25,533 THAT'S THE PRODUCER, RIGHT? 95 00:06:28,700 --> 00:06:29,867 RIGHT? 96 00:06:29,900 --> 00:06:31,333 NOTHING'S HAPPENED. 97 00:06:31,367 --> 00:06:33,633 FOR ALL I KNOW, HE'S NOT EVEN INTERESTED IN ME. 98 00:06:33,667 --> 00:06:35,633 OH, TINA, PLEASE, OF COURSE HE'S INTERESTED IN YOU. 99 00:06:37,067 --> 00:06:38,067 I'VE HEARD YOU TALKING TO HIM 100 00:06:38,067 --> 00:06:39,100 ON THE PHONE. 101 00:06:39,133 --> 00:06:40,400 YOU CAN'T FLIRT LIKE THAT 102 00:06:40,433 --> 00:06:41,700 UNLESS SOMEONE IS FLIRTING BACK WITH YOU. 103 00:07:02,667 --> 00:07:04,900 [ANGUS]: I LOVE YOU. 104 00:07:12,333 --> 00:07:15,800 YOU KNOW HOW MANY MEN HAVE SAID THAT 105 00:07:15,833 --> 00:07:19,767 RIGHT AFTER THEY DID WHAT YOU JUST DID? 106 00:07:21,767 --> 00:07:24,467 WELL, THAT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS. 107 00:07:24,500 --> 00:07:25,800 THEN... 108 00:07:25,833 --> 00:07:29,567 THEY SAY THEY'RE GOING TO GO OUT FOR COFFEE, 109 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:30,767 OR PUT GAS IN THE CAR, 110 00:07:30,800 --> 00:07:34,533 AND THEN THREE YEARS LATER, 111 00:07:34,567 --> 00:07:37,067 I BUMP INTO THEM IN THE STREET... 112 00:07:37,067 --> 00:07:38,767 ON A DAY THAT I LOOK LIKE SHIT. 113 00:07:38,800 --> 00:07:42,067 WELL, I AM DIFFERENT. 114 00:07:42,067 --> 00:07:43,600 YOU'RE NOT OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW 115 00:07:43,633 --> 00:07:47,367 THAT YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT THAN ANY OTHER MAN. 116 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,067 I AM 35 YEARS OLD-- OH, OH... 117 00:07:49,067 --> 00:07:51,067 I AM ALMOST MIDDLE-AGED. 118 00:07:51,067 --> 00:07:52,833 NOW, THAT IS CERTAINLY OLD ENOUGH 119 00:07:52,867 --> 00:07:56,867 TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU. 120 00:07:56,900 --> 00:07:58,633 THAT'S A BIG WORD YOU'RE THROWING AROUND. 121 00:07:58,667 --> 00:08:01,933 BIG. 122 00:08:01,967 --> 00:08:04,367 OKAY, IF YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY, 123 00:08:04,400 --> 00:08:05,500 YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME WAY. 124 00:08:05,533 --> 00:08:07,700 OH, ANGUS-- 125 00:08:07,733 --> 00:08:09,600 NO, KIT, I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO SAY. 126 00:08:09,633 --> 00:08:11,633 YOU'RE GOING TO SAY, "OH, LET'S TAKE MORE TIME," 127 00:08:11,667 --> 00:08:13,900 AND THAT'S FINE. 128 00:08:13,933 --> 00:08:16,233 I MEAN, WE'VE GOT ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD, 129 00:08:16,267 --> 00:08:18,067 BUT THE ONE THING I KNOW 130 00:08:18,067 --> 00:08:22,633 IS HOW I FEEL, AND... 131 00:08:22,667 --> 00:08:25,400 I DOUBT YOU DON'T FEEL IT, TOO, 132 00:08:25,433 --> 00:08:27,133 BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, I WAS THERE. 133 00:08:27,167 --> 00:08:28,433 [SIGHS] 134 00:08:28,467 --> 00:08:30,700 WHAT DO YOU MEAN, YOU WERE THERE, ANGUS? 135 00:08:30,733 --> 00:08:32,300 [STAMMERING] 136 00:08:32,333 --> 00:08:34,100 OKAY, SO WE HAD 137 00:08:34,133 --> 00:08:36,400 A COUPLE OF GOOD ROLLS IN THE BARN. 138 00:08:36,433 --> 00:08:38,367 I COUNTED FOUR, ACTUALLY. 139 00:08:38,400 --> 00:08:45,100 OKAY, OKAY, FOUR FANTASTIC ORGASMS. 140 00:08:45,133 --> 00:08:48,533 OKAY, THANK YOU. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. 141 00:08:48,567 --> 00:08:50,700 [SIGHS] 142 00:08:50,733 --> 00:08:55,333 SO, WHAT, I'M JUST YOUR BOY TOY? 143 00:08:55,367 --> 00:08:56,967 IS THAT IT? 144 00:08:57,067 --> 00:08:58,633 WELL, W-- 145 00:08:58,667 --> 00:09:01,233 WOULD THAT BE BAD? 146 00:09:01,267 --> 00:09:03,633 YEAH, THAT'D BE BAD. 147 00:09:07,933 --> 00:09:11,067 I'M DEFINITELY NOT THAT GUY. 148 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:17,167 [SIGHS HEAVILY] 149 00:09:23,067 --> 00:09:24,367 HI, ALICE. 150 00:09:24,400 --> 00:09:27,100 HELLO, JANICE. 151 00:09:34,100 --> 00:09:35,200 OH, MY GOD, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? 152 00:09:35,233 --> 00:09:36,933 I DON'T KNOW, 153 00:09:36,967 --> 00:09:38,667 BUT I THINK I MAY HAVE JUST BEEN RELEASED 154 00:09:38,700 --> 00:09:41,500 FROM MY MORTAL COILS. 155 00:09:43,067 --> 00:09:46,933 HEY, JANICE... 156 00:09:46,967 --> 00:09:49,200 WOULD YOU MIND... 157 00:09:49,233 --> 00:09:52,400 DISPOSING OF THIS OBSOLETE THING? 158 00:09:52,433 --> 00:09:53,867 TRASH OR RECYCLING? 159 00:09:53,900 --> 00:09:55,067 TRASH, RECYCLING. I DON'T KNOW. 160 00:09:55,067 --> 00:09:56,800 CAN YOU RECYCLE FOAM CORE? 161 00:09:56,833 --> 00:09:58,233 I DON'T KNOW. 162 00:09:58,267 --> 00:09:59,900 YEAH, WELL, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, 163 00:10:00,067 --> 00:10:02,900 BECAUSE I AM FREE AT LAST. 164 00:10:02,933 --> 00:10:04,000 WHOO! 165 00:10:09,733 --> 00:10:10,933 OH, HERE, BABY, LET ME GET IT. 166 00:10:23,333 --> 00:10:25,000 YOU KNOW, I DON'T NEED DEODORANT. 167 00:10:25,033 --> 00:10:27,400 I MEAN, I'M GOING TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL, RIGHT? 168 00:10:27,433 --> 00:10:29,300 I MEAN, WHAT'S THE POINT? 169 00:10:32,567 --> 00:10:34,067 THEN AGAIN, I GUESS NOBODY 170 00:10:34,100 --> 00:10:35,667 LIKES TO BE AROUND THE SMELL OF ROT. 171 00:10:35,700 --> 00:10:36,667 DANA-- 172 00:10:36,700 --> 00:10:38,500 NO, LARA, IT'S TRUE. 173 00:10:38,533 --> 00:10:41,800 I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT. 174 00:10:41,833 --> 00:10:44,133 I DON'T WANT THOSE. 175 00:10:44,167 --> 00:10:45,900 THEY BUNCH UP TOO MUCH. I WANT THE GREEN ONES. 176 00:10:48,233 --> 00:10:50,300 OKAY. 177 00:10:57,500 --> 00:10:58,600 THE GREEN ONES. 178 00:11:04,900 --> 00:11:06,067 ANYTHING ELSE? 179 00:11:16,467 --> 00:11:18,333 [SNIFFLING] 180 00:11:24,733 --> 00:11:26,333 HERE YOU GO... 181 00:11:30,067 --> 00:11:32,300 HERE YOU GO. THANKS. 182 00:11:32,333 --> 00:11:34,333 COME ON, PACE, PACE, PACE. MOVE IT. 183 00:11:34,367 --> 00:11:35,433 AH, GOOD MORNING. 184 00:11:35,467 --> 00:11:36,433 GOOD MORNING. 185 00:11:36,467 --> 00:11:37,467 IS IT FOR ONE? 186 00:11:37,500 --> 00:11:38,467 YES. 187 00:11:38,500 --> 00:11:39,467 JENNY, COULD YOU SIT-- 188 00:11:39,500 --> 00:11:41,467 OH, MY GOD, HI! HI! 189 00:11:41,500 --> 00:11:43,133 IT'S SO NICE TO SEE YOU! IT'S NICE TO SEE YOU. 190 00:11:43,167 --> 00:11:44,667 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 191 00:11:44,700 --> 00:11:45,967 UH-OH, YOU DIDN'T GET MY MESSAGE? 192 00:11:46,067 --> 00:11:47,133 NO. 193 00:11:47,167 --> 00:11:48,133 I'M HERE TO SEE YOU. 194 00:11:48,167 --> 00:11:49,767 OH, MY GOD, WOW, UM... 195 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:51,767 OH, THANK YOU. 196 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:52,867 I'LL SIT DOWN. 197 00:11:52,900 --> 00:11:54,867 OKAY, GREAT. 198 00:11:54,900 --> 00:11:56,533 AND YOU SHOULD SIT DOWN. 199 00:11:57,533 --> 00:11:58,933 I KNOW IT'S A BIT UNUSUAL 200 00:11:58,967 --> 00:12:01,133 FOR A PUBLISHER TO JUMP ON A PLANE 201 00:12:01,167 --> 00:12:03,933 AND FLY ACROSS THE COUNTRY TO SEE A WRITER. 202 00:12:03,967 --> 00:12:05,300 WELL, I'M JUST GRATEFUL 203 00:12:05,333 --> 00:12:07,433 THAT YOU TOOK THE TIME TO READ IT. 204 00:12:07,467 --> 00:12:09,100 WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT MY DAUGHTER'S LIKE. 205 00:12:09,133 --> 00:12:12,533 REBECCA WOULDN'T STOP UNTIL I'D READ EVERY WORD. 206 00:12:12,567 --> 00:12:13,867 AND I'M VERY GRATEFUL THAT I DID. 207 00:12:13,900 --> 00:12:15,200 HOW IS REBECCA? 208 00:12:15,233 --> 00:12:16,400 UH, JENNY... 209 00:12:16,433 --> 00:12:17,867 YES? 210 00:12:17,900 --> 00:12:19,400 TABLE SEVEN WOULD LIKE HER CHECK. 211 00:12:19,433 --> 00:12:21,633 BILLIE, IT WOULD BE SUPER FANTASTIC 212 00:12:21,667 --> 00:12:22,933 IF YOU COULD ACTUALLY COVER FOR ME 213 00:12:22,967 --> 00:12:25,533 JUST FOR FIVE MINUTES. 214 00:12:25,567 --> 00:12:27,133 HERE YOU GO, UM... 215 00:12:27,167 --> 00:12:28,867 AND THEN THIS. I'M SO SORRY. 216 00:12:31,700 --> 00:12:33,133 SORRY. 217 00:12:33,167 --> 00:12:36,167 LET ME GET RIGHT DOWN TO BUSINESS. 218 00:12:36,200 --> 00:12:37,633 OKAY. 219 00:12:37,667 --> 00:12:39,067 WE WANT TO PUBLISH YOUR BOOK. 220 00:12:39,067 --> 00:12:40,567 NEXT FALL. 221 00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:41,633 I WANT TO LINE IT UP 222 00:12:41,667 --> 00:12:43,233 AGAINST SOME OF THE BIG HITTERS, 223 00:12:43,267 --> 00:12:45,433 MAKE THE CRITICS REALLY TAKE NOTICE. 224 00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:50,433 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 225 00:12:50,467 --> 00:12:52,267 YEAH, 226 00:12:52,300 --> 00:12:55,167 AND IT WAS IMPORTANT TO ME WE HAVE THIS CHANCE TO TALK, 227 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:56,700 BECAUSE I HAVE TO ASK YOU SOMETHING, JENNY. 228 00:12:56,733 --> 00:12:59,133 I'M SORRY. 229 00:12:59,167 --> 00:13:00,333 IT'S ALL RIGHT. 230 00:13:00,367 --> 00:13:01,767 I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. 231 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:04,767 HOW MUCH OF THE NOVEL IS TRUE? 232 00:13:04,800 --> 00:13:07,433 I'M IMAGINING THAT A LOT OF THE THINGS IN THIS BOOK 233 00:13:07,467 --> 00:13:08,933 ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO YOU. 234 00:13:08,967 --> 00:13:14,533 UM, YEAH, I MEAN, IT CUTS CLOSE TO THE BONE. 235 00:13:14,567 --> 00:13:16,400 NOT SINCE BASTARD OUT OF CAROLINA 236 00:13:16,433 --> 00:13:18,467 HAVE I BEEN SO THOROUGHLY CONVINCED. 237 00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:22,767 THE WAY YOU HANDLE TRAUMA, 238 00:13:22,800 --> 00:13:25,467 AND THE LANDSCAPE OF THAT POOR GIRL'S MIND... 239 00:13:25,500 --> 00:13:26,933 YOU WERE A CUTTER, RIGHT? 240 00:13:26,967 --> 00:13:29,167 REBECCA WOULD NEVER SAY, 241 00:13:29,200 --> 00:13:32,267 BUT, YOU KNOW, FROM WHAT YOU WROTE... 242 00:13:32,300 --> 00:13:34,267 I WAS, BUT I'M NOT NOW. 243 00:13:36,100 --> 00:13:38,200 WE'RE GOING TO SEND YOU ON A BOOK TOUR, 244 00:13:38,233 --> 00:13:40,100 AND I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE AFRAID TO TALK ABOUT THAT. 245 00:13:40,133 --> 00:13:43,067 I DON'T KNOW WHY I'D TALK ABOUT ME, 246 00:13:43,067 --> 00:13:44,600 BECAUSE THE BOOK IS FICTION. 247 00:13:44,633 --> 00:13:47,667 I UNDERSTAND THAT, BUT, UNFORTUNATELY, JENNY, 248 00:13:47,700 --> 00:13:49,367 PEOPLE AREN'T BUYING LITERARY FICTION 249 00:13:49,400 --> 00:13:50,600 THE WAY THEY USED TO. 250 00:13:50,633 --> 00:13:52,367 IN TODAY'S CLIMATE, 251 00:13:52,400 --> 00:13:54,233 SURVIVOR MEMOIRS HAVE A MUCH BETTER CHANCE 252 00:13:54,267 --> 00:13:55,667 OF BREAKING OUT AND REACHING AN AUDIENCE-- 253 00:13:55,700 --> 00:13:58,300 JENNY, OKAY, CUT IT, PRINT IT, MOVING ON. 254 00:13:58,333 --> 00:13:59,833 COME ON. 255 00:13:59,867 --> 00:14:01,533 KIT... 256 00:14:01,567 --> 00:14:03,767 KIT, I'M SORRY. BILLIE... 257 00:14:03,800 --> 00:14:06,567 I'D LIKE YOU GUYS TO MEET JAN MARTIN, 258 00:14:06,600 --> 00:14:08,433 WHO'S HERE FROM SIMON & SCHUSTER. 259 00:14:08,467 --> 00:14:10,667 SHE FLEW IN FROM NEW YORK TO TALK TO ME ABOUT MY NOVEL. 260 00:14:10,700 --> 00:14:12,233 HI. HEY. 261 00:14:12,267 --> 00:14:14,333 HI. OH, UH, BILLIE... 262 00:14:14,367 --> 00:14:16,867 I THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT, OKAY? 263 00:14:16,900 --> 00:14:18,633 YES, SEE, WE'RE NOT EVEN THAT BUSY, OKAY? 264 00:14:18,667 --> 00:14:19,600 WE'RE SLAMMED. 265 00:14:19,633 --> 00:14:20,667 THAT'S OKAY. 266 00:14:20,700 --> 00:14:23,500 [BILLIE]: JESUS... 267 00:14:23,533 --> 00:14:25,467 I'M SORRY, SO NOT TO BE ANAL, 268 00:14:25,500 --> 00:14:28,533 BUT HOW MUCH OF THE CONTENT WOULD I HAVE TO CHANGE? 269 00:14:28,567 --> 00:14:30,200 NOT ALL THAT MUCH. 270 00:14:30,233 --> 00:14:31,767 I'M GIVING YOU ONE OF OUR MOST GIFTED EDITORS, 271 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:33,433 NEVE SARAFIAN. 272 00:14:33,467 --> 00:14:34,967 OH, MY GOD, WOW. 273 00:14:35,067 --> 00:14:36,867 JENNY, YOU'VE WRITTEN A WONDERFUL BOOK, 274 00:14:36,900 --> 00:14:39,267 AND I REALLY WANT TO GET IT OUT THERE. 275 00:14:40,667 --> 00:14:43,433 HERE YOU GO. 276 00:14:43,467 --> 00:14:45,067 WHAT IS THIS? 277 00:14:45,067 --> 00:14:47,333 THE FIRST HALF OF YOUR ADVANCE. 278 00:14:47,367 --> 00:14:49,333 TAKE A LOOK. 279 00:14:58,067 --> 00:15:00,633 WILL YOU EXCUSE ME JUST FOR ONE SECOND? 280 00:15:00,667 --> 00:15:01,433 JUST... 281 00:15:01,467 --> 00:15:02,833 OF COURSE. 282 00:15:05,500 --> 00:15:07,767 OH, MY GOD! OH, MY GOD! OH, MY GOD! OH, MY GOD! 283 00:15:07,800 --> 00:15:08,867 I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! 284 00:15:08,900 --> 00:15:10,067 [SQUEALING] 285 00:15:10,067 --> 00:15:11,133 I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! 286 00:15:11,167 --> 00:15:12,900 OH, MY GOD, I'M SO HAPPY! 287 00:15:14,967 --> 00:15:16,867 MAYBE WE SHOULD TAKE THAT TRIP TO PARIS 288 00:15:16,900 --> 00:15:17,867 IN THE SPRING. 289 00:15:17,900 --> 00:15:18,867 THAT WAY-- 290 00:15:18,900 --> 00:15:21,067 LARA, PLEASE. 291 00:15:21,067 --> 00:15:22,367 DANA FAIRBANKS? 292 00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:23,400 YEAH. 293 00:15:23,433 --> 00:15:25,833 DANA, FOLLOW ME, PLEASE. 294 00:15:25,867 --> 00:15:27,200 CAN SHE COME WITH ME? 295 00:15:27,233 --> 00:15:28,200 OF COURSE. 296 00:15:28,233 --> 00:15:29,467 OKAY. 297 00:15:31,267 --> 00:15:32,933 OKAY, IF YOU'LL PUT THIS ON... 298 00:15:32,967 --> 00:15:35,333 SOMEBODY WILL BE WITH YOU IN A MOMENT. 299 00:15:37,333 --> 00:15:38,633 THANKS. 300 00:15:38,667 --> 00:15:39,800 AND WE DO LIKE OUR PATIENTS 301 00:15:39,833 --> 00:15:42,067 TO MARK WHICH BREAST IT IS. 302 00:15:42,100 --> 00:15:43,833 ARE YOU SERIOUS? 303 00:15:43,867 --> 00:15:44,867 WE'VE NEVER HAD A PROBLEM. 304 00:15:44,900 --> 00:15:46,400 IT'S JUST FOR SAFETY. 305 00:15:48,900 --> 00:15:51,233 OKAY? OKAY. 306 00:16:38,267 --> 00:16:40,700 ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH HER? 307 00:16:42,067 --> 00:16:44,333 NO. 308 00:16:46,300 --> 00:16:47,800 ARE YOU SURE? 309 00:16:49,167 --> 00:16:51,133 YEAH. 310 00:16:56,233 --> 00:16:58,567 PLEASE, CARMEN, I DON'T WANT TO MAKE THIS INTO A BIG DEAL. 311 00:16:58,600 --> 00:17:00,200 YOU GO ALL THE WAY OVER TO SOMEBODY'S BEACH HOUSE, 312 00:17:00,233 --> 00:17:01,333 AND YOU FUCK THEM TILL THE SUN COMES UP, 313 00:17:01,367 --> 00:17:02,367 AND YOU'RE ASKING ME NOT TO MAKE IT 314 00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:04,100 INTO A BIG FUCKING DEAL! 315 00:17:04,133 --> 00:17:05,367 YOU WERE PRACTICALLY COMING 316 00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:06,633 ALL OVER THOSE TWO DEF JAM GUYS-- 317 00:17:06,667 --> 00:17:08,200 THAT WAS WORK-- 318 00:17:08,233 --> 00:17:09,267 DON'T YOU START. YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE-- 319 00:17:09,300 --> 00:17:10,267 THAT WAS WORK, AND YOU KNOW IT! 320 00:17:14,967 --> 00:17:16,067 ARE YOU JEALOUS? 321 00:17:16,067 --> 00:17:17,800 NO. 322 00:17:17,833 --> 00:17:20,267 I'M NOT FUCKING JEALOUS. 323 00:17:22,267 --> 00:17:23,700 IT JUST MADE ME SAD. 324 00:17:23,733 --> 00:17:25,200 OH, YOU WERE SO FUCKING SAD 325 00:17:25,233 --> 00:17:27,200 THAT YOU GO OFF AND YOU FUCK CHERIE JAFFE? 326 00:17:28,567 --> 00:17:31,233 SHANE, WHAT KIND OF A PSYCHOTIC RESPONSE IS THAT? 327 00:17:33,267 --> 00:17:35,733 WELL, I GUESS I'M REALLY FUCKED UP IN THAT WAY. 328 00:17:44,833 --> 00:17:46,700 ARE YOU HUNGRY? 329 00:17:48,133 --> 00:17:50,867 YEAH, I'M STARVING. 330 00:17:50,900 --> 00:17:52,533 YOU ARE? 331 00:17:52,567 --> 00:17:55,233 YEAH. 332 00:18:03,367 --> 00:18:05,100 UM... 333 00:18:08,700 --> 00:18:12,333 WE'VE GOT SOME PIZZA. 334 00:18:16,400 --> 00:18:17,767 DO YOU WANT SAUSAGE, OR FUCKING PEPPERONI? 335 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:19,467 FUCK, CARMEN! 336 00:18:19,500 --> 00:18:20,967 WHAT THE FUCK IS IT THAT YOU WANT, HUH? 337 00:18:21,067 --> 00:18:22,233 THE SEX WAS FUCKING MEANINGLESS? 338 00:18:22,267 --> 00:18:24,267 YOU KNOW WHAT, SOMETIMES IT IS. 339 00:18:26,067 --> 00:18:28,067 IN THAT CASE, 340 00:18:28,067 --> 00:18:30,300 YOU SHOULD HAVE NO FUCKING PROBLEM 341 00:18:30,333 --> 00:18:32,800 WITH ME GOING OUT AND FUCKING WHOEVER I WANT. 342 00:18:42,700 --> 00:18:44,600 HEY, TINA? 343 00:18:44,633 --> 00:18:45,900 I THINK YOU SHOULD EXPLORE IT, 344 00:18:45,933 --> 00:18:47,067 THIS JOSH THING. 345 00:18:47,067 --> 00:18:48,433 I MEAN, YOU KNOW, 346 00:18:48,467 --> 00:18:50,133 YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW WHAT THIS IS ABOUT, 347 00:18:50,167 --> 00:18:52,233 AND FRANKLY, SO DO I. 348 00:18:52,267 --> 00:18:54,100 THIS IS SO SCREWED UP. 349 00:18:54,133 --> 00:18:55,267 ARE YOU TELLING ME TO SLEEP WITH HIM? 350 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:57,100 IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. 351 00:18:57,133 --> 00:19:00,300 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT. 352 00:19:00,333 --> 00:19:03,733 WELL, YOU NEED TO FIGURE IT OUT, 353 00:19:03,767 --> 00:19:06,067 AND YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT I CAN'T PROMISE 354 00:19:06,067 --> 00:19:11,167 THAT I'LL STILL BE HERE ONCE YOU'VE GOT YOUR ANSWERS. 355 00:19:19,167 --> 00:19:20,200 AND THAT SHOULD DO IT. 356 00:19:20,233 --> 00:19:21,900 KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, OKAY? 357 00:19:21,933 --> 00:19:23,800 OKAY. 358 00:19:23,833 --> 00:19:25,267 THANKS. 359 00:19:29,833 --> 00:19:31,100 HI, DANA. 360 00:19:31,133 --> 00:19:33,133 HI, DR. SHAPIRO. 361 00:19:33,167 --> 00:19:35,833 HOW ARE YOU FEELING? 362 00:19:35,867 --> 00:19:37,533 OKAY. 363 00:19:37,567 --> 00:19:39,267 THIS IS MY PARTNER, LARA. 364 00:19:39,300 --> 00:19:40,800 HI, LARA. HI. 365 00:19:40,833 --> 00:19:42,367 WHEN THE ANESTHESIOLOGIST ARRIVES, 366 00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:43,900 I'M GOING TO HAVE TO ASK YOU TO LEAVE, 367 00:19:43,933 --> 00:19:45,567 BUT DON'T WORRY, 368 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:47,433 WE'RE GOING TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER. 369 00:19:47,467 --> 00:19:50,700 I JUST WANTED TO COME IN AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE CLEAR 370 00:19:50,733 --> 00:19:53,567 ABOUT WHAT WE'RE GOING TO DO THIS MORNING. 371 00:19:53,600 --> 00:19:54,667 WE WON'T KNOW EVERYTHING, OF COURSE, 372 00:19:54,700 --> 00:19:56,800 UNTIL WE'RE INSIDE, BUT... 373 00:19:56,833 --> 00:19:58,167 I ALSO WANTED TO GIVE YOU AN OPPORTUNITY 374 00:19:58,200 --> 00:19:59,767 TO LOOK AT YOUR CONSENT FORM. 375 00:19:59,800 --> 00:20:01,467 YOU'VE ALREADY SIGNED IT, 376 00:20:01,500 --> 00:20:02,200 BUT JUST IN CASE YOU WANTED TO SEE IT AGAIN 377 00:20:02,233 --> 00:20:04,267 BEFORE WE BEGIN. 378 00:20:04,300 --> 00:20:06,167 I'M FINE WITH IT. 379 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:07,900 OKAY, THEN. 380 00:20:14,567 --> 00:20:16,300 OKAY... 381 00:20:20,300 --> 00:20:24,967 I'M GOING TO BE RIGHT HERE AS SOON AS YOU WAKE UP. 382 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:30,533 EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE FINE. 383 00:20:30,567 --> 00:20:32,300 PROMISE? 384 00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:34,733 I PROMISE. 385 00:20:56,700 --> 00:20:58,133 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 386 00:21:00,833 --> 00:21:02,200 DYLAN AND DANNY ARE HERE. 387 00:21:02,233 --> 00:21:03,867 THANKS, ROSIE. YOU CAN TELL HELENA. 388 00:21:03,900 --> 00:21:05,267 OKAY. 389 00:21:07,100 --> 00:21:08,433 HI, DYLAN. HI. 390 00:21:08,467 --> 00:21:09,633 GOOD TO SEE YOU. YOU, TOO. 391 00:21:09,667 --> 00:21:10,767 HI, DANNY. NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN. 392 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:12,733 WOULD YOU LIKE SOME COFFEE, SOME WATER? 393 00:21:12,767 --> 00:21:13,800 NO, THANKS. 394 00:21:13,833 --> 00:21:14,800 WATER WOULD BE GREAT. 395 00:21:14,833 --> 00:21:16,467 GREAT. HAVE A SEAT. 396 00:21:16,500 --> 00:21:17,500 THANK YOU. 397 00:21:17,533 --> 00:21:18,867 HELENA WILL BE HERE ANY MINUTE. 398 00:21:18,900 --> 00:21:20,367 ALL RIGHT. 399 00:21:22,900 --> 00:21:24,800 SO HOW'S THE EDITING GOING? 400 00:21:24,833 --> 00:21:26,500 IT'S GOING WELL. 401 00:21:26,533 --> 00:21:28,533 I STILL NEED TO DO SOME MORE SHOOTING, THOUGH, 402 00:21:28,567 --> 00:21:29,733 SO, YOU KNOW. 403 00:21:29,767 --> 00:21:31,167 HER LATEST STUFF-- INCREDIBLE. 404 00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:32,500 I MEAN, THE GIRLS ARE REALLY STARTING 405 00:21:32,533 --> 00:21:33,633 TO TRUST HER, SO, I MEAN-- 406 00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:34,767 HI. 407 00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:38,967 HELENA PEABODY. 408 00:21:39,067 --> 00:21:40,733 YEAH, WE MET. 409 00:21:40,767 --> 00:21:42,600 DID WE? 410 00:21:42,633 --> 00:21:44,167 OH, RIGHT, AT THE SCREENING. 411 00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:45,933 YEAH, RIGHT, YEAH. 412 00:21:45,967 --> 00:21:48,433 DYLAN... 413 00:21:48,467 --> 00:21:49,467 IT'S NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN. 414 00:21:55,167 --> 00:21:56,400 UM... 415 00:22:03,667 --> 00:22:07,467 YOU ARE THE CUTEST BOY I HAVE EVER SEEN. 416 00:22:15,067 --> 00:22:16,300 ARE YOU DOING HORMONES? 417 00:22:16,333 --> 00:22:19,100 NO. 418 00:22:19,133 --> 00:22:21,633 NOT YET. 419 00:22:21,667 --> 00:22:22,800 I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT-- 420 00:22:22,833 --> 00:22:24,067 YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT, MAX. 421 00:22:25,333 --> 00:22:26,867 I CAN HOOK YOU UP. 422 00:22:26,900 --> 00:22:28,067 YEAH? 423 00:22:28,067 --> 00:22:29,467 MM-HMM. 424 00:22:29,500 --> 00:22:32,300 I DON'T HAVE TO WAIT FOR A DOCTOR'S PRESCRIPTION? 425 00:22:32,333 --> 00:22:33,333 JUST ASK TOM. REMEMBER HIM? 426 00:22:33,367 --> 00:22:34,367 YOU MET HIM AT MY PARTY. 427 00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:35,900 UH-HUH. 428 00:22:35,933 --> 00:22:38,067 ANYTIME YOU WANT, JUST LET ME KNOW. 429 00:22:40,667 --> 00:22:42,800 RAWR. 430 00:22:45,700 --> 00:22:49,200 OKAY, WE'RE TALKING MONOGAMY. 431 00:22:49,233 --> 00:22:50,933 IT IS A NOUN, AND IT IS 432 00:22:50,967 --> 00:22:53,133 "THE CONDITION OR PRACTICE 433 00:22:53,167 --> 00:22:55,800 OF HAVING A SINGLE MATE DURING A PERIOD OF TIME." 434 00:22:55,833 --> 00:22:56,967 I GET IT, CARMEN. 435 00:22:57,067 --> 00:22:58,067 WAIT A MINUTE. 436 00:22:58,067 --> 00:22:59,600 I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE 437 00:22:59,633 --> 00:23:01,800 THAT YOU AND I BOTH KNOW WHAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT HERE. 438 00:23:01,833 --> 00:23:04,067 UM... 439 00:23:04,100 --> 00:23:05,333 OH, LISTEN TO THIS. 440 00:23:05,367 --> 00:23:07,700 "MONOGAMY IS COMMON AMONG BIRDS." 441 00:23:07,733 --> 00:23:09,067 THAT'S GREAT, BECAUSE I LOVE BIRDS. 442 00:23:09,067 --> 00:23:10,467 IT IS THE PRACTICE 443 00:23:10,500 --> 00:23:14,767 OF HAVING A SINGLE MATE DURING A PERIOD OF TIME. 444 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:16,700 DOES THAT... 445 00:23:16,733 --> 00:23:18,533 MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU? 446 00:23:18,567 --> 00:23:19,600 I'M WILLING TO TRY. 447 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:23,333 I MEAN, IS THAT NOT ENOUGH? 448 00:23:23,367 --> 00:23:24,533 I'M WILLING TO TRY SOMETHING 449 00:23:24,567 --> 00:23:26,733 THAT DOESN'T COME NATURALLY TO ME 450 00:23:26,767 --> 00:23:27,967 AND THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND, 451 00:23:28,067 --> 00:23:29,067 BUT I'M WILLING TO TRY. 452 00:23:29,067 --> 00:23:30,433 MM-HMM. 453 00:23:30,467 --> 00:23:31,467 RIGHT. 454 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:33,700 BIRDS, SHANE. 455 00:23:33,733 --> 00:23:36,767 I'M TALKING ABOUT A GODDAMN FUCKING BIRD, 456 00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:39,200 ASKING YOU TO BE AS CIVILIZED 457 00:23:39,233 --> 00:23:40,367 AS A GODDAMN FUCKING BIRD. 458 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:41,367 DON'T. 459 00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:43,267 REALLY? 460 00:23:43,300 --> 00:23:44,433 REALLY, DON'T. DON'T DO IT? 461 00:23:44,467 --> 00:23:45,767 NO. I SHOULDN'T DO IT. 462 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:47,533 IT'S WRONG. IT'S COMPLETELY IRRESPONSIBLE. 463 00:23:47,567 --> 00:23:49,367 FUCK! 464 00:23:52,967 --> 00:23:54,567 [LAUGHS] 465 00:23:54,600 --> 00:23:55,600 OH... 466 00:23:57,300 --> 00:23:58,467 KNOCK, KNOCK. 467 00:23:58,500 --> 00:24:00,133 HI! 468 00:24:00,167 --> 00:24:02,100 HEY, WEIRDOS. 469 00:24:03,533 --> 00:24:05,633 YOU STILL TRYING TO GET HER TO QUIT SMOKING? 470 00:24:05,667 --> 00:24:07,133 AH, YOU KNOW, 471 00:24:07,167 --> 00:24:08,867 JUST A LITTLE TALK ABOUT MONOGAMY. 472 00:24:08,900 --> 00:24:09,867 OH! 473 00:24:09,900 --> 00:24:10,800 YEAH. 474 00:24:10,833 --> 00:24:11,800 YEAH, ONE OF THOSE. 475 00:24:11,833 --> 00:24:12,933 [SPITS] 476 00:24:12,967 --> 00:24:14,300 YOU'RE A FUCKING EXPERT. 477 00:24:18,733 --> 00:24:20,200 DID YOU KNOW BIRDS MATE FOR LIFE? 478 00:24:20,233 --> 00:24:21,500 [COUGHING] 479 00:24:21,533 --> 00:24:23,533 HEY, WELL, DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT BATS? 480 00:24:23,567 --> 00:24:24,500 BATS... 481 00:24:24,533 --> 00:24:25,933 BATS, BATS, BATS. NO. 482 00:24:25,967 --> 00:24:29,167 TOO BAD, BECAUSE I GOT BITTEN. 483 00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,833 WHAT? 484 00:24:31,867 --> 00:24:32,967 DON'T BE JEALOUS. 485 00:24:33,067 --> 00:24:34,933 OH, MY GOD. 486 00:24:34,967 --> 00:24:36,667 OKAY, BUT DON'T LAUGH, 487 00:24:36,700 --> 00:24:37,500 BECAUSE I COULD REALLY BE ONE OF THE UNDEAD 488 00:24:37,533 --> 00:24:38,567 IN, LIKE, TWO DAYS. 489 00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:39,933 AL... 490 00:24:39,967 --> 00:24:41,367 AND DO MY EYES LOOK A LITTLE BLACK? 491 00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:43,067 I'M SERIOUS. 492 00:24:43,067 --> 00:24:45,100 NO, COME ON, AL, YOU GOT EMBRACED. 493 00:24:45,133 --> 00:24:47,200 I SURE DID. 494 00:24:47,233 --> 00:24:49,933 NO, IT'S CALLED A VAMPIRE'S EMBRACE. 495 00:24:49,967 --> 00:24:51,467 THERE'S, LIKE, THESE LESBIAN 496 00:24:51,500 --> 00:24:53,633 VAMPIRE GOTH CULTS. 497 00:24:53,667 --> 00:24:55,400 SO WHAT THEY DO IS THEY PICK A VICTIM, 498 00:24:55,433 --> 00:24:58,267 THEY, LIKE, TAKE THEM HOME, SEDUCE THEM, FUCK THEM BLIND-- 499 00:24:58,300 --> 00:25:01,067 YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. 500 00:25:01,100 --> 00:25:03,267 AND THEN THEY BITE YOUR NECK. 501 00:25:03,300 --> 00:25:04,600 IT WAS THE BEST SEX I'VE EVER HAD 502 00:25:04,633 --> 00:25:06,400 IN MY WHOLE LIFE. 503 00:25:06,433 --> 00:25:08,767 I CAME, LIKE, 9,000 TIMES. 504 00:25:10,233 --> 00:25:12,233 DID YOU HEAR THAT, SHANE? 505 00:25:12,267 --> 00:25:13,100 WHAT? 506 00:25:13,133 --> 00:25:15,500 LIKE, 9,000 ORGASMS. 507 00:25:15,533 --> 00:25:17,933 THAT'S FANTASTIC, ALICE. 508 00:25:17,967 --> 00:25:19,367 AND THEN I THREW DANA OUT WHEN I GOT HOME. 509 00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:21,100 YOU THREW DANA OUT? 510 00:25:21,133 --> 00:25:23,633 THE POINT-OF-SALE PROMOTIONAL FOAM-CORE CUTOUT, 511 00:25:23,667 --> 00:25:24,733 SHE'S GONE. 512 00:25:24,767 --> 00:25:26,533 CONGRATULATIONS. 513 00:25:26,567 --> 00:25:28,767 THANK YOU. 514 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:31,867 SO, UM, I'M GOING TO GO TO SLEATER-KINNEY TONIGHT 515 00:25:31,900 --> 00:25:32,867 WITH UTA. 516 00:25:32,900 --> 00:25:33,867 YOU GUYS COMING? 517 00:25:33,900 --> 00:25:36,300 I DON'T KNOW. 518 00:25:36,333 --> 00:25:38,500 ARE WE? 519 00:25:38,533 --> 00:25:41,733 ONLY IF YOU MANAGE TO CLEAN UP YOUR ACT BY THEN. 520 00:25:42,700 --> 00:25:44,067 YEAH, SHANE, 521 00:25:44,067 --> 00:25:45,200 YOU REALLY SHOULD QUIT SMOKING. 522 00:25:45,233 --> 00:25:46,833 MM-HMM. IT'S GROSS. 523 00:25:56,867 --> 00:25:58,500 LOOK, AS MUCH AS WE WANT TO BE 524 00:25:58,533 --> 00:26:00,433 IN BUSINESS WITH YOU, 525 00:26:00,467 --> 00:26:01,467 DYLAN'S NOT PREPARED TO GIVE UP HER FINAL CUT. 526 00:26:01,500 --> 00:26:02,233 THIS IS HER BABY, RIGHT? 527 00:26:02,267 --> 00:26:03,467 I'M SORRY, 528 00:26:03,500 --> 00:26:04,100 BUT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE THAT WE WOULD-- 529 00:26:04,133 --> 00:26:05,333 IT'S FINE. 530 00:26:05,367 --> 00:26:07,233 WE WOULDN'T DREAM OF TAKING AWAY 531 00:26:07,267 --> 00:26:08,967 DYLAN'S FINAL CUT OF HER OWN MOVIE. 532 00:26:09,067 --> 00:26:10,067 HELENA... 533 00:26:10,067 --> 00:26:11,267 GREAT... 534 00:26:11,300 --> 00:26:12,200 IT'S FINE WITH ME, TINA. 535 00:26:12,233 --> 00:26:13,233 THAT'S GREAT. 536 00:26:24,700 --> 00:26:27,067 CARMEN? 537 00:26:28,567 --> 00:26:30,433 YEAH? 538 00:26:30,467 --> 00:26:31,833 I MADE A MISTAKE. 539 00:26:34,967 --> 00:26:37,867 AND... 540 00:26:37,900 --> 00:26:44,633 AND I CAN'T SAY THAT IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN. 541 00:26:44,667 --> 00:26:48,067 I'D RATHER BE A FUCKUP THAN A LIAR... 542 00:26:56,767 --> 00:26:58,267 BUT I WANT TO TRY. 543 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:07,333 YOU'RE THE FIRST PERSON I WANT TO MAKE THAT... 544 00:27:07,367 --> 00:27:10,867 I WANT TO MAKE THAT PROMISE TO. 545 00:27:30,533 --> 00:27:32,433 [CRYING] 546 00:27:32,467 --> 00:27:34,533 I'M SORRY. 547 00:27:36,767 --> 00:27:39,400 I'M SORRY. 548 00:27:42,333 --> 00:27:43,467 I THINK THE PAPERWORK 549 00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:45,100 SHOULD PROBABLY TAKE ABOUT A WEEK. 550 00:27:45,133 --> 00:27:46,200 OKAY. THAT'S WHAT I'M THINKING. 551 00:27:46,233 --> 00:27:49,400 OH, MY JACKET. SORRY. 552 00:27:49,433 --> 00:27:51,300 UM, I'LL CATCH YOU UP. 553 00:27:51,333 --> 00:27:52,700 OKAY. 554 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,867 I--I NEED TO TALK TO YOU. 555 00:28:00,900 --> 00:28:03,100 OKAY. 556 00:28:03,133 --> 00:28:04,233 I DON'T UNDERSTAND. 557 00:28:04,267 --> 00:28:06,467 YOU'RE ACTING LIKE... 558 00:28:06,500 --> 00:28:08,600 LIKE WE DON'T EVEN KNOW EACH OTHER. 559 00:28:10,067 --> 00:28:12,800 WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER, HELENA. 560 00:28:12,833 --> 00:28:14,967 REALLY? 561 00:28:16,733 --> 00:28:19,200 I--I GOT CAUGHT UP IN THE WORK, 562 00:28:19,233 --> 00:28:20,633 AND WHAT-- WHAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT-- 563 00:28:20,667 --> 00:28:22,700 I GET REALLY OPEN AND VULNERABLE 564 00:28:22,733 --> 00:28:24,433 WHEN I'M TALKING ABOUT MY WORK, 565 00:28:24,467 --> 00:28:26,900 BUT NOTHING LIKE THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE. 566 00:28:26,933 --> 00:28:29,700 NOTHING LIKE THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE EITHER. 567 00:28:29,733 --> 00:28:31,300 WELL, YOU'RE GAY. 568 00:28:31,333 --> 00:28:34,533 WELL, NOTHING THAT INTENSE. 569 00:28:34,567 --> 00:28:37,733 LOOK, I'M-- I'M STRAIGHT, HELENA, 570 00:28:37,767 --> 00:28:40,367 AND I'M WITH DANNY, 571 00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:41,767 AND MAYBE THAT MAKES YOU 572 00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:43,567 NOT WANT TO SUPPORT ME AND MY PROJECT-- 573 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:45,067 NO, IT... 574 00:28:45,067 --> 00:28:49,333 IT DOESN'T AFFECT MY DECISION. 575 00:28:49,367 --> 00:28:51,700 YOU SURE? 576 00:28:51,733 --> 00:28:54,200 BECAUSE IT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN. 577 00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:58,533 IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT. 578 00:29:01,333 --> 00:29:02,800 OKAY... 579 00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:13,133 DR. SHAPIRO... 580 00:29:13,167 --> 00:29:14,133 HOW IS SHE? 581 00:29:14,167 --> 00:29:15,433 SHE'S IN RECOVERY. 582 00:29:15,467 --> 00:29:16,767 IS EVERYTHING OKAY? 583 00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:18,300 WELL, I'M AFRAID 584 00:29:18,333 --> 00:29:20,800 I CAN'T SHARE THAT INFORMATION WITH YOU. 585 00:29:22,733 --> 00:29:24,500 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? WHY NOT? 586 00:29:24,533 --> 00:29:26,167 BECAUSE, TECHNICALLY, YOU'RE NOT DANA'S FAMILY. 587 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:29,433 I'M HER PARTNER. 588 00:29:29,467 --> 00:29:31,267 SHE TOLD YOU THAT. 589 00:29:31,300 --> 00:29:32,833 UNFORTUNATELY, I'M ONLY LEGALLY ALLOWED 590 00:29:32,867 --> 00:29:36,300 TO RELEASE MEDICAL INFORMATION TO FAMILY. 591 00:29:37,633 --> 00:29:40,100 DO YOU KNOW HOW TO REACH DANA'S PARENTS? 592 00:29:47,500 --> 00:29:48,833 SURE. 593 00:29:48,867 --> 00:29:50,567 YEAH, YEAH. 594 00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:52,767 NO, NO, WE'LL HAVE DINNER, THEN WE'LL JUST-- 595 00:29:52,800 --> 00:29:55,467 WE'LL GO FROM THERE. 596 00:29:55,500 --> 00:29:58,133 YEAH. 597 00:29:58,167 --> 00:30:00,400 WELL, WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO? 598 00:30:00,433 --> 00:30:02,467 DO YOU WANT TO DRIVE, YOU WANT ME TO DRIVE? 599 00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:04,233 WHAT DO YOU LIKE? 600 00:30:04,267 --> 00:30:05,233 YOU LIKE TO DRIVE, OF COURSE. 601 00:30:05,267 --> 00:30:06,567 [PHONE BEEPS] 602 00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:08,667 HEY, UTA, CAN YOU-- ONE SECOND, OKAY? 603 00:30:08,700 --> 00:30:10,600 HOLD ON. 604 00:30:13,667 --> 00:30:16,100 UTA, CAN YOU-- CAN I-- CAN YOU HOLD ON? 605 00:30:16,133 --> 00:30:17,500 I'LL CALL YOU RIGHT BACK. 606 00:30:17,533 --> 00:30:18,733 OKAY. 607 00:30:19,967 --> 00:30:21,667 H-HELLO? 608 00:30:22,233 --> 00:30:24,767 LARA? 609 00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:26,267 WHAT'S GOING ON? 610 00:30:26,300 --> 00:30:30,700 ALICE, DANA IS-- IS SICK. 611 00:30:30,733 --> 00:30:34,800 SHE DIDN'T TELL YOU GUYS THE WHOLE TRUTH. 612 00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:36,400 I MEAN, WE KNEW THAT SHE WAS COMING IN 613 00:30:36,433 --> 00:30:38,433 TO HAVE A MASTECTOMY, BUT... 614 00:30:38,467 --> 00:30:40,967 [***] 615 00:31:07,367 --> 00:31:08,900 MRS. FAIRBANKS... 616 00:31:08,933 --> 00:31:10,400 DID ALICE CALL YOU GUYS? 617 00:31:10,433 --> 00:31:12,067 I ASKED HER TO CALL YOU. 618 00:31:12,067 --> 00:31:14,200 I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH YOU. 619 00:31:14,233 --> 00:31:16,867 DR. SHAPIRO, THESE ARE DANA'S PARENTS. 620 00:31:16,900 --> 00:31:20,067 THIS IS DR. SHAPIRO, DANA'S SURGEON. 621 00:31:20,067 --> 00:31:21,133 SO WHAT HAPPENED? 622 00:31:21,167 --> 00:31:22,167 WHAT'S SHE DOING HERE? 623 00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:23,567 IF YOU JUST FOLLOW ME, 624 00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:24,367 I CAN TAKE YOU IN TO SEE HER. 625 00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:25,800 YOU CAN GO HOME NOW. 626 00:31:25,833 --> 00:31:28,233 WE'LL TAKE OVER FROM HERE, THANKS. 627 00:31:40,833 --> 00:31:42,633 MOM, DAD... 628 00:31:42,667 --> 00:31:45,900 HELLO, SWEETHEART. 629 00:31:45,933 --> 00:31:47,633 MY DARLING BABY GIRL. 630 00:31:47,667 --> 00:31:49,233 HOW LONG HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN HERE? 631 00:31:49,267 --> 00:31:50,300 JUST A LITTLE WHILE. 632 00:31:50,333 --> 00:31:52,767 WE CAME AS SOON AS THEY CALLED. 633 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,733 WHERE'S LARA? 634 00:31:56,967 --> 00:31:58,533 SHE WENT HOME. 635 00:31:58,567 --> 00:32:00,433 SHE DID? 636 00:32:00,467 --> 00:32:02,800 WHY DID SHE GO HOME? 637 00:32:02,833 --> 00:32:08,067 DANA, WE ARE YOUR FAMILY, HONEY. 638 00:32:08,067 --> 00:32:10,667 PLEASE, WHAT'S GOING ON? 639 00:32:12,767 --> 00:32:14,667 DANA, IT WAS MUCH MORE PROGRESSED 640 00:32:14,700 --> 00:32:17,833 THAN WE ANTICIPATED. 641 00:32:17,867 --> 00:32:20,400 THE CANCER HAS METASTASIZED TO THE LYMPH NODES. 642 00:32:20,433 --> 00:32:22,533 WE HAD TO REMOVE 643 00:32:22,567 --> 00:32:24,233 A GREAT DEAL OF MUSCLE AND TISSUE. 644 00:32:26,767 --> 00:32:29,067 HI, UTA, UM, IT'S ALICE. 645 00:32:29,067 --> 00:32:30,533 I, UM-- 646 00:32:30,567 --> 00:32:32,267 SOMETHING'S HAPPENED, 647 00:32:32,300 --> 00:32:34,733 AND I'M GOING TO HAVE TO CANCEL TONIGHT, BUT, UM... 648 00:32:34,767 --> 00:32:37,067 I JUST-- I CAN'T REALLY TALK ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW, 649 00:32:37,100 --> 00:32:40,933 BUT I'M REALLY SORRY. 650 00:32:40,967 --> 00:32:42,233 OKAY. 651 00:32:42,267 --> 00:32:43,333 I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER. 652 00:32:54,367 --> 00:32:58,067 I THOUGHT YOU PUT ME IN CHARGE. 653 00:32:59,467 --> 00:33:01,467 UM, SORRY, TINA. 654 00:33:01,500 --> 00:33:03,067 WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? 655 00:33:03,067 --> 00:33:04,767 YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD FOLLOW MY LEAD 656 00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:06,567 AND LET ME RUN THE COMPANY. 657 00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:09,133 I CAN'T HAVE YOU UNDERMINE ME IN A MEETING LIKE THAT. 658 00:33:10,833 --> 00:33:12,300 SORRY. 659 00:33:12,333 --> 00:33:14,667 IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN. 660 00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:20,067 OKAY. 661 00:33:20,067 --> 00:33:21,767 THANKS. 662 00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:22,867 TINA... 663 00:33:24,500 --> 00:33:25,967 CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION? 664 00:33:26,067 --> 00:33:27,567 SURE. 665 00:33:29,667 --> 00:33:30,900 HAVE YOU EVER... 666 00:33:32,867 --> 00:33:34,900 FALLEN IN LOVE WITH A STRAIGHT WOMAN? 667 00:33:34,933 --> 00:33:37,067 OH, GOD... 668 00:33:37,067 --> 00:33:39,700 HELENA, YOU'RE ASKING THE WRONG PERSON. 669 00:33:39,733 --> 00:33:42,233 I WAS STRAIGHT UNTIL I MET BETTE. 670 00:33:42,267 --> 00:33:46,100 WELL, THEN, TALK TO ME AS A STRAIGHT WOMAN. 671 00:33:46,133 --> 00:33:47,300 WHAT WENT THROUGH YOUR MIND 672 00:33:47,333 --> 00:33:48,433 WHEN YOU FIRST HAD THOSE FEELINGS? 673 00:33:48,467 --> 00:33:49,967 IT WAS TERRIFYING. 674 00:33:50,067 --> 00:33:52,733 I MEAN, THE FALLING IN LOVE PART FEELS GOOD, 675 00:33:52,767 --> 00:33:54,633 BUT THERE'S SO MUCH TO WRAP YOUR HEAD AROUND. 676 00:33:54,667 --> 00:33:55,733 BUT WHY? 677 00:33:55,767 --> 00:33:58,767 I MEAN, ISN'T LOVE JUST LOVE? 678 00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:00,633 NO, IT ISN'T. 679 00:34:00,667 --> 00:34:04,067 IT'S NOT THE LIFE THAT MOST STRAIGHT WOMEN WANT. 680 00:34:04,100 --> 00:34:06,933 MOST OF US-- 681 00:34:06,967 --> 00:34:08,500 MOST STRAIGHT WOMEN-- 682 00:34:08,533 --> 00:34:09,767 THEY SPEND SO MUCH TIME 683 00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:11,467 PREPARING FOR THE HUSBAND, 684 00:34:11,500 --> 00:34:13,267 THE KIDS, THE HOUSE... 685 00:34:13,300 --> 00:34:16,867 IT'S TOO MUCH TO UNDO. 686 00:34:16,900 --> 00:34:19,067 I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND, YOU KNOW. 687 00:34:19,067 --> 00:34:23,533 HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO THERE, 688 00:34:23,567 --> 00:34:24,533 AND THEN-- 689 00:34:24,567 --> 00:34:25,867 HELENA... 690 00:34:27,067 --> 00:34:28,567 CAN I GIVE YOU SOME ADVICE? 691 00:34:30,067 --> 00:34:31,067 PLEASE. 692 00:34:31,067 --> 00:34:33,133 JUST LET IT GO. 693 00:34:33,167 --> 00:34:35,367 IT ALMOST NEVER TURNS OUT LIKE YOU WANT IT TO. 694 00:34:35,400 --> 00:34:37,400 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 695 00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:42,067 OH, I'M SORRY. 696 00:34:44,667 --> 00:34:48,233 UM, COULD I-- COULD I TALK TO YOU? 697 00:34:49,400 --> 00:34:50,367 OF COURSE. 698 00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:52,633 I SHOULD GO 699 00:34:52,667 --> 00:34:54,267 IF I'M GOING TO MAKE THAT SCREENING. 700 00:34:54,300 --> 00:34:55,300 I REALLY SHOULD. 701 00:35:02,967 --> 00:35:04,067 WHAT-- 702 00:36:47,133 --> 00:36:48,967 I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE HERE. 703 00:37:00,833 --> 00:37:02,833 IRWIN, SHARON, HI. 704 00:37:02,867 --> 00:37:06,067 ALICE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 705 00:37:06,067 --> 00:37:07,133 WELL, WE'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW 706 00:37:07,167 --> 00:37:08,400 WHAT'S GOING ON WITH DANA. 707 00:37:08,433 --> 00:37:10,300 NO ONE'S TELLING US, AND... 708 00:37:10,333 --> 00:37:11,767 THEY REMOVED HER BREAST, 709 00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:13,067 AND FOUND IT'S ALREADY SPREAD. 710 00:37:15,267 --> 00:37:18,567 OH, MY GOD. 711 00:37:18,600 --> 00:37:20,200 YOU SHOULD BOTH GO HOME NOW. 712 00:37:20,233 --> 00:37:21,233 THERE'S NOTHING EITHER OF YOU CAN DO 713 00:37:21,267 --> 00:37:24,400 RIGHT HERE. 714 00:37:27,067 --> 00:37:29,900 WELL, I'M SURE... 715 00:37:29,933 --> 00:37:32,300 I'M SURE DANA WOULD WANT LARA TO BE IN THERE-- 716 00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:34,667 ALICE, DANA IS VERY SICK, 717 00:37:34,700 --> 00:37:37,067 AND SHE NEEDS HER REST. 718 00:37:40,767 --> 00:37:42,333 LISTEN... 719 00:37:42,367 --> 00:37:43,967 I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE 720 00:37:44,067 --> 00:37:46,600 WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW, 721 00:37:46,633 --> 00:37:50,067 BUT LARA'S DANA'S PARTNER. 722 00:37:50,100 --> 00:37:53,967 WE REALLY NEED TO RESPECT THAT. 723 00:37:54,067 --> 00:37:55,400 SHE LOVES YOUR DAUGHTER VERY MUCH. 724 00:37:55,433 --> 00:37:58,233 DANA NEEDS HER RIGHT NOW, I'M SORRY. 725 00:38:08,067 --> 00:38:10,300 HEY... 726 00:38:10,333 --> 00:38:11,300 HEY, YOU. 727 00:38:11,333 --> 00:38:12,300 WHERE'D YOU GO? 728 00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:15,800 I'M RIGHT HERE, BABY. 729 00:38:15,833 --> 00:38:19,300 ALICE IS HERE, TOO. 730 00:38:19,333 --> 00:38:21,733 SHE IS? 731 00:38:21,767 --> 00:38:22,800 WHERE IS SHE? 732 00:38:26,867 --> 00:38:28,133 I'M RIGHT HERE. 733 00:38:38,667 --> 00:38:39,700 COME HERE. 734 00:38:54,067 --> 00:38:55,067 DO YOU NEED ANY HELP? 735 00:38:55,100 --> 00:38:57,200 NO, I'VE GOT IT, THANKS. 736 00:39:10,433 --> 00:39:13,067 SO DID ANYTHING HAPPEN TODAY? 737 00:39:13,067 --> 00:39:14,633 I HAD THIS RUN-IN WITH HELENA, 738 00:39:14,667 --> 00:39:15,767 AND YOU'D BE PROUD OF ME. 739 00:39:15,800 --> 00:39:17,167 I STOOD RIGHT UP TO HER. 740 00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:18,900 I WASN'T REALLY TALKING ABOUT THAT. 741 00:39:18,933 --> 00:39:21,933 BETTE, DON'T GO THERE. 742 00:39:21,967 --> 00:39:24,667 JOSH IS THIS PRODUCER I WORK WITH ON A PROJECT. 743 00:39:24,700 --> 00:39:26,067 I TALK TO HIM ONCE A WEEK, 744 00:39:26,067 --> 00:39:27,167 AND WHEN I DO, 745 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:28,533 I TALK TO HIM ABOUT BUSINESS. 746 00:39:28,567 --> 00:39:30,067 WELL, I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE IT'S HORMONAL, 747 00:39:30,100 --> 00:39:31,233 THIS THING THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH. 748 00:39:31,267 --> 00:39:35,133 I ONLY DATED MEN BEFORE I MET YOU. 749 00:39:35,167 --> 00:39:36,533 SO WHAT WAS I, 750 00:39:36,567 --> 00:39:37,633 SOME EIGHT-AND-A-HALF-YEAR ABERRATION? 751 00:39:44,300 --> 00:39:45,900 HELLO? 752 00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:49,367 HI... 753 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,467 HEY, CAN YOU GIVE ME A HAND WITH THIS? 754 00:39:50,500 --> 00:39:51,933 MM-HMM. 755 00:39:51,967 --> 00:39:54,300 THANKS. 756 00:39:54,333 --> 00:39:55,367 HEY, KIT. 757 00:39:55,400 --> 00:39:56,633 HEY. 758 00:39:56,667 --> 00:39:57,800 WHAT ARE YOU DOING-- 759 00:39:57,833 --> 00:39:59,867 OH, MY FUCKING GOD. 760 00:39:59,900 --> 00:40:01,733 YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. 761 00:40:01,767 --> 00:40:03,467 OKAY, WHERE'S ANGELICA? 762 00:40:03,500 --> 00:40:04,533 NAPPING. 763 00:40:08,433 --> 00:40:09,567 OKAY, THIS IS JUST UNBELIEVABLE, 764 00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:10,633 AND I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE 765 00:40:10,667 --> 00:40:13,267 THAT I EVEN HAVE TO SAY THIS, 766 00:40:13,300 --> 00:40:14,567 BUT OF ALL THE MEN IN LOS ANGELES, 767 00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:15,533 CUTE LITTLE BONY ASS OR NOT, 768 00:40:15,567 --> 00:40:16,633 YOU HAVE TO GO AFTER 769 00:40:16,667 --> 00:40:19,100 THE ONE GUY IN OUR DAUGHTER'S LIFE? 770 00:40:19,133 --> 00:40:21,000 SHE'S SOUND ASLEEP. 771 00:40:21,033 --> 00:40:22,400 SHE DIDN'T GO AFTER ME, 772 00:40:22,433 --> 00:40:23,967 I WENT AFTER HER. 773 00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:26,133 I'VE BEEN FUCKING RELENTLESS. 774 00:40:26,167 --> 00:40:27,533 I NEVER FELL THIS HARD FOR A WOMAN 775 00:40:27,567 --> 00:40:28,633 IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. 776 00:40:28,667 --> 00:40:32,300 WOW. 777 00:40:32,333 --> 00:40:33,300 ALL RIGHT, WELL, 778 00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:34,367 WHAT ABOUT WHEN YOU BREAK UP? 779 00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:35,033 WE'RE NOT GOING TO BREAK UP. 780 00:40:35,067 --> 00:40:36,400 NO? 781 00:40:36,433 --> 00:40:38,200 ANGUS, YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT. 782 00:40:38,233 --> 00:40:39,800 WE'RE-- WE'RE JUST-- 783 00:40:39,833 --> 00:40:40,800 YOU'RE JUST WHAT? 784 00:40:42,167 --> 00:40:43,533 DATING? 785 00:40:43,567 --> 00:40:44,867 AND MAKING OUT 786 00:40:44,900 --> 00:40:47,067 LIKE A COUPLE OF TEENAGERS, 787 00:40:47,100 --> 00:40:48,633 WHICH I THINK IS GREAT. 788 00:40:48,667 --> 00:40:51,133 IT'S GREAT, AS LONG AS YOU STILL BABY-SIT, OKAY? 789 00:40:51,167 --> 00:40:53,267 CONGRATULATIONS. 790 00:40:53,300 --> 00:40:54,533 OH, GREAT. 791 00:40:54,567 --> 00:40:56,100 OKAY, HUG, HUG, THAT'S FANTASTIC. 792 00:40:56,133 --> 00:40:57,367 BUT WE NEED SOME RULES. 793 00:40:57,400 --> 00:40:59,033 RULES? 794 00:40:59,067 --> 00:41:00,533 YEAH, LIKE, NO SEX IN FRONT OF THE BABY. 795 00:41:00,567 --> 00:41:02,067 OF COURSE NOT. 796 00:41:02,067 --> 00:41:04,267 KIT? 797 00:41:04,300 --> 00:41:05,933 NO SEX IN FRONT OF THE BABY. 798 00:41:05,967 --> 00:41:07,267 NO SEX IN OUR BED. 799 00:41:12,067 --> 00:41:14,867 UGH... 800 00:41:14,900 --> 00:41:18,267 WILL YOU GO CHANGE THE SHEETS, PLEASE? 801 00:41:20,733 --> 00:41:22,433 [***] 802 00:41:27,567 --> 00:41:29,633 HELLO! HELLO! 803 00:41:29,667 --> 00:41:30,833 HOW YOU DOING? 804 00:41:30,867 --> 00:41:32,067 CONGRATULATIONS! 805 00:41:32,100 --> 00:41:33,533 HEY. 806 00:41:33,567 --> 00:41:34,567 I'M SO PROUD OF YOU. 807 00:41:34,600 --> 00:41:35,767 YOU ARE? 808 00:41:35,800 --> 00:41:37,067 I'M FINALLY FUCKING HAVE MONEY! 809 00:41:37,067 --> 00:41:39,067 YOU HAVE MONEY! OH, MY GOSH. 810 00:41:40,167 --> 00:41:41,800 OH, FUCK, I'M SORRY. 811 00:41:41,833 --> 00:41:43,100 I'M DRUNK, AND WE'RE CELEBRATING, 812 00:41:43,133 --> 00:41:45,067 SO PLEASE GET DRINKS. 813 00:41:45,100 --> 00:41:49,333 OKAY, YES, UM, A BEER, HONEY, YES. 814 00:41:49,367 --> 00:41:50,900 MOIRA, THAT'S GOT TO BE GREAT FOR YOU, 815 00:41:50,933 --> 00:41:53,367 TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND WITH SOME MONEY, RIGHT? 816 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:55,933 YEAH, I'M REALLY PROUD OF HER. 817 00:41:55,967 --> 00:41:57,833 I'LL BE MAKING MY OWN MONEY SOON, SO... 818 00:41:57,867 --> 00:42:00,067 OF COURSE. OF COURSE YOU WILL. 819 00:42:00,067 --> 00:42:01,067 WHAT UP, EVERYBODY! 820 00:42:01,067 --> 00:42:02,200 [CROWD CHEERS EXPLOSIVELY] 821 00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:07,800 I GOT SOMETHING SWEET FOR YOU TONIGHT. 822 00:42:07,833 --> 00:42:09,100 ALL THE WAY FROM PORTLAND, OREGON, 823 00:42:09,133 --> 00:42:10,200 WHERE THEY PLAY VIDEO POKER, 824 00:42:10,233 --> 00:42:12,067 BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL BAD ABOUT IT, 825 00:42:12,100 --> 00:42:15,400 BECAUSE ALL THE MONEY GOES TO THE SCHOOL SYSTEM. 826 00:42:15,433 --> 00:42:17,933 THESE SISTERS ARE BAD TO THE BONE. 827 00:42:17,967 --> 00:42:21,567 I WANT YOU TO GIVE IT UP FOR SLEATER-KINNEY! 828 00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:35,067 [PERFORMING "JUMPERS"] 829 00:42:38,367 --> 00:42:41,767 * I SPEND THE AFTERNOON IN CARS * 830 00:42:41,800 --> 00:42:45,367 * I SIT IN TRAFFIC JAMS FOR HOURS * 831 00:42:45,400 --> 00:42:51,067 * DON'T PUSH ME I AM NOT OKAY * 832 00:42:51,067 --> 00:42:54,667 * THE SKY IS BLUE MOST EVERY DAY * 833 00:42:54,700 --> 00:42:58,067 * THE LEMONS GROW LIKE TUMORS 834 00:42:58,067 --> 00:43:02,967 * THEY ARE TINY SUNS INFUSED WITH SOUR * 835 00:43:08,833 --> 00:43:11,967 * LONELY AS A CLOUD... 836 00:43:12,067 --> 00:43:14,900 HEY, MAX, I HEARD YOU WANTED TO TALK ME. 837 00:43:14,933 --> 00:43:21,167 * IN THE GOLDEN STATE 838 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:27,300 * THE COLDEST WINTER THAT I EVER SAW * 839 00:43:27,333 --> 00:43:32,400 * WAS THE SUMMER THAT I SPENT 840 00:43:32,433 --> 00:43:34,367 SO, WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND? 841 00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:36,500 I WANTED TO SEE IF I COULD TAKE YOU UP ON THAT OFFER. 842 00:43:36,533 --> 00:43:38,067 TO TALK TO TOM. 843 00:43:38,100 --> 00:43:39,667 THINK IT WOULD BE COOL IF I CALLED HIM? 844 00:43:39,700 --> 00:43:41,167 YEAH, SURE, MAX. 845 00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:42,300 YOU CAN CALL HIM ANY TIME. 846 00:43:42,333 --> 00:43:43,767 HERE'S HIS NUMBER. 847 00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:45,700 YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW TO DO IT, 848 00:43:45,733 --> 00:43:47,067 DON'T YOU? 849 00:43:47,067 --> 00:43:48,767 YOU WANT THE DETAILS. 850 00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:50,567 YEAH. 851 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:53,633 YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW MAX CAN FULLY BECOME... 852 00:43:53,667 --> 00:43:54,733 MAX. 853 00:43:54,767 --> 00:43:56,667 THANKS. 854 00:43:59,500 --> 00:44:03,067 WOW. 855 00:44:03,067 --> 00:44:04,467 THAT'S A GOOD START, MAX. 856 00:44:20,833 --> 00:44:26,933 * THE COLDEST WINTER THAT I EVER SAW * 857 00:44:26,967 --> 00:44:29,300 * WAS THE SUMMER THAT I SPENT... * 858 00:44:29,333 --> 00:44:30,633 HAVE YOU SEEN MOIRA? 859 00:44:30,667 --> 00:44:31,833 NO. 860 00:44:31,867 --> 00:44:33,400 NO? 861 00:44:33,433 --> 00:44:35,133 I'LL BE BACK. I'M GOING TO LOOK FOR HER. 862 00:45:02,933 --> 00:45:06,067 JENNY, UM... 863 00:45:06,100 --> 00:45:08,533 WE WERE JUST, UH... 864 00:45:08,567 --> 00:45:12,700 IS THIS THE KIND OF RELATIONSHIP THAT YOU WANT? 865 00:45:14,133 --> 00:45:15,800 BECAUSE IF IT IS, I DON'T-- 866 00:45:15,833 --> 00:45:16,867 JENNY, MAX IS CRAZY ABOUT-- 867 00:45:16,900 --> 00:45:17,900 SHUT UP. 868 00:45:19,433 --> 00:45:20,400 LOOK-- 869 00:45:22,667 --> 00:45:26,500 IT'S JUST-- HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE A REAL GUY. 870 00:45:26,533 --> 00:45:29,233 YOU KNOW? 871 00:45:29,267 --> 00:45:30,567 I MEAN, IT WASN'T JUST LIKE 872 00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:32,733 SOME GIRL WITH THIS THING IN HER PANTS. 873 00:45:43,400 --> 00:45:45,533 OKAY. 874 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:50,633 OKAY. 875 00:45:52,533 --> 00:45:54,900 IT'S OKAY. 876 00:46:00,667 --> 00:46:04,200 DON'T HIDE. 877 00:46:05,900 --> 00:46:06,900 OKAY. 878 00:46:06,933 --> 00:46:07,933 LET'S GO. 879 00:46:19,133 --> 00:46:23,833 * BE STILL THIS SAD DAY BE STILL THIS SAD YEAR * 880 00:46:23,867 --> 00:46:26,467 * HOPE YOUR LAST HOPE FEAR YOUR LAST FEAR * 881 00:46:26,500 --> 00:46:28,700 * YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE * 882 00:46:28,733 --> 00:46:32,667 * YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE * 883 00:46:32,700 --> 00:46:33,967 * LET'S GO! 884 00:46:34,067 --> 00:46:35,233 [CELLPHONE RINGING] 885 00:46:35,267 --> 00:46:36,333 ALICE, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU? 886 00:46:36,367 --> 00:46:38,633 SLEATER-KINNEY'S AMAZING! 887 00:46:38,667 --> 00:46:40,100 WHAT? LISTEN. 888 00:46:41,967 --> 00:46:43,200 WHERE ARE YOU? 889 00:46:43,233 --> 00:46:44,933 WHAT? 890 00:47:05,367 --> 00:47:09,667 * MY FALLING SHAPE WILL DRAW A LINE * 891 00:47:09,700 --> 00:47:12,833 * BETWEEN THE BLUE OF SEA AND SKY * 892 00:47:12,867 --> 00:47:17,067 * I'M NOT A BIRD I'M NOT A PLANE * 893 00:47:19,267 --> 00:47:22,567 * I TOOK A TAXI TO THE GATE 894 00:47:22,600 --> 00:47:25,867 * I WILL NOT GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN * 895 00:47:25,900 --> 00:47:29,667 * FOUR SECONDS WAS THE LONGEST WAIT * 896 00:47:32,100 --> 00:47:36,533 * FOUR SECONDS WAS THE LONGEST WAIT-- ** 897 00:47:53,067 --> 00:47:54,067 THERE SHE IS. 898 00:47:54,067 --> 00:47:55,767 ALICE... 899 00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:01,600 HEY, GUYS. 900 00:48:03,633 --> 00:48:06,733 HONEY, YOU MUST BE SO EXHAUSTED. 901 00:48:06,767 --> 00:48:09,067 SHE'S REALLY SICK. 902 00:48:09,067 --> 00:48:10,567 WHAT HAPPENED? 903 00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:13,300 I THOUGHT IT WAS A BENIGN LUMP. 904 00:48:13,333 --> 00:48:16,100 SHE DIDN'T TELL US THE TRUTH, 905 00:48:16,133 --> 00:48:18,833 AND IT'S A LOT WORSE THAN THEY THOUGHT, 906 00:48:18,867 --> 00:48:20,900 AND THE CANCER HAS SPREAD. 907 00:48:20,933 --> 00:48:22,300 OH, FUCK. 908 00:48:22,333 --> 00:48:25,067 FUCK. 909 00:48:26,833 --> 00:48:28,200 DO YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE HER? 910 00:48:28,233 --> 00:48:29,200 YEAH. 911 00:48:29,233 --> 00:48:31,233 OKAY, COME ON. 912 00:48:43,067 --> 00:48:44,833 HI. 913 00:48:54,067 --> 00:48:55,867 HEY, DANA. 914 00:49:03,667 --> 00:49:06,067 [WEAKLY]: HI. 915 00:49:08,333 --> 00:49:12,400 WHAT YOU DOING IN HERE, BABY GIRL? 916 00:49:26,767 --> 00:49:29,133 [WHISPERING]: DANA... 917 00:49:29,167 --> 00:49:30,300 SWEETIE... 918 00:49:37,133 --> 00:49:39,700 WE LOVE YOU. 919 00:49:42,967 --> 00:49:44,133 DO YOU KNOW THAT? 920 00:49:44,167 --> 00:49:45,067 DO YOU KNOW WE LOVE YOU? 921 00:49:45,067 --> 00:49:47,167 YEAH. 922 00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:49,933 [***]