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PREVIOUSLY ON THE L WORD...

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AL?

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ALICE!

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I'M JUST...
I'M DISAPPEARING.

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I'M JUST DISAPPEARING.

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[RAZOR BUZZING]

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I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT
WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH.

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IT'S LIFE-AND-DEATH

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FOR ME, TOO.

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GENDER REASSIGNMENT SURGERY

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ISN'T YET INCLUDED ON
ANY INSURANCE POLICIES.

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SOME OF MY PATIENTS,

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THEY HOLD TOP SURGERY
BENEFIT PARTIES.

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[ARGUING LOUDLY]

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YOU'RE THE ONE
I WANT TO SPEND

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THE REST OF
MY LIFE WITH.

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YOU ARE THE ONE
I WANT TO MARRY ME!

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[CHEERING]

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NOBODY MAKES ME WET
LIKE THAT.

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TAKE ME HOME...

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TO YOUR HOUSE.

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WHERE'S CARMEN?

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I'M IN THE SHITHOUSE.

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YOU'RE HAVING
THESE NIGHTMARES

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BECAUSE OF THAT
FUCKED-UP THING I DID.

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YOU NO LONGER
HAVE THE PRIVILEGES

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OF BEING MY LIFE PARTNER.

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WHOA!

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YOU'RE THE ONE
WHO'S BREAKING UP THE FAMILY.

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ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO
GO THROUGH WITH THIS ADOPTION?

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OF COURSE I DO.
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?

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WELL, IT'S OBVIOUS
THAT YOU AND BETTE

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ARE NOT HAPPY CAMPERS.

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* IT'S WHETHER YOU GET UP

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* IT'S WHETHER YOU GET UP

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* MMM-MMM, MMM

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[SNIFFLES]

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[SNIFFLING]

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* WHETHER YOU FALL

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* MEANS NOTHING AT ALL

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* WHETHER YOU GET UP

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* WHETHER YOU GET UP

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* MMM-MMM

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IT'S BAD?

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SHE SAID
SHE COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT ME.

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SHE WILL.

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AND SHE'S GOING TO MOVE ON,
YOU KNOW?

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WE'VE ALL FELT LIKE THAT
BEFORE.

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I JUST HATE BEING THE HURTER,
YOU KNOW?

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I JUST...

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IT'S WORSE, I THINK,

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THAN BEING THE ONE
WHO GETS THEIR HEART BROKEN.

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DANA, YOU CAN'T
GIVE UP YOUR HAPPINESS

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FOR THE SAKE OF ALICE'S.

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DON'T.

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I'M SORRY, I JUST...
I'M NOT...

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I'M NOT READY.

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IT'S OKAY.

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I UNDERSTAND.

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I DIDN'T BREAK UP WITH HER
FOR YOU.

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I BROKE UP
BECAUSE IT WASN'T WORKING.

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IT'S OKAY.

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I CAN WAIT.

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I'VE WAITED THIS LONG.

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WE HAVE ALL THE TIME
IN THE WORLD.

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[***]

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* GIRLS IN TIGHT DRESSES
WHO DRAG WITH MUSTACHES *

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* CHICKS DRIVING FAST
INGENUES WITH LONG LASHES *

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* WOMEN WHO LONG, LOVE, LUST
WOMEN WHO GIVE *

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* THIS IS THE WAY
IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE *

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* TALKING, LAUGHING
LOVING, BREATHING *

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* FIGHTING, FUCKING
CRYING, DRINKING *

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* WRITING, WINNING
LOSING, CHEATING *

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* KISSING, THINKING, DREAMING

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* THIS IS THE WAY...

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* IT'S THE WAY
THAT WE LIVE *

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* IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE

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* AND LOVE *

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[DYLAN]: SO, IS IT TRUE
THAT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN UP

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SINCE 4:00
IN THE MORNING?

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YES, BECAUSE
WE'RE STILL

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ON EAST COAST TIME.

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AND YOU MAY AS WELL
STAY ON IT.

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IT'S A SHAME,

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BUT THEY'VE GOT TO
GO BACK TO NEW YORK

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WITH THEIR NANNY
AS SOON AS

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THE SWIMMING LESSON
IS OVER.

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MOMMY, CAN DYLAN COME

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TO OUR SWIMMING LESSON
WITH US?

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PUMPKIN...

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DYLAN CAN COME ANYWHERE
SHE WANTS WITH US,

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ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD.

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DON'T DO THAT.

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WHAT?

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NOTHING,
IT'S JUST...

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WELL, THE KIDS
ARE FINE WITH IT.

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I KNOW, BUT
WE'RE IN PUBLIC...

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AND I'M NOT...

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OKAY.

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SO WHO WANTS
TO GO SWIMMING?

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ME.
ME.

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SO, I WAS THINKING ABOUT
WEARING THAT GREEN DRESS

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TO THE LYON MARTIN
BENEFIT.

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I DON'T KNOW.
I HAVE TO MAKE A SPEECH.

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WHAT DO YOU THINK?

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I WOULD SAVE
THE GREEN DRESS FOR TV

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BECAUSE IT'S A GOOD
COLOR ON YOU.

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THANK YOU.

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AND YOU ARE THE COLOR
COMMENTATOR, SO...

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[LAUGHING]:
THAT'S FUNNY.

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WHAT?

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THAT'S NOT
WHAT THAT MEANS.

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OH.

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THE COLOR COMMENTATOR
HELPS OUT

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THE PLAY-BY-PLAY
ANNOUNCER

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BY, LIKE, I DON'T KNOW,
FILLING GAPS AND STUFF.

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OH.

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WHERE'S THE COLOR
COME IN, THEN?

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I HAVE NO IDEA.

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SEE?

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BECAUSE IT'S COLORFUL?

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I DON'T KNOW.

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I HELP, LIKE,
GIVE STATISTICS

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AND INJURY REPORTS,

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WITH SOME
OCCASIONAL HUMOR.

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BECAUSE
YOU'RE SO FUNNY.

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YES.

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IT'S LIKE LOOKING INTO A MIRROR.

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WELL, BALD
IS BEAUTIFUL.

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I THINK SO.

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THANKS FOR
COMING WITH ME.

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SURE.

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I MEAN, I'M EXCITED
TO MEET DR. LOVE.

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I WANT HER TO SIGN
MY BOOK AND STUFF.

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I LIKE DOING STUFF WITH YOU.

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YOU'RE, LIKE, MY FAVORITE PERSON
TO DO STUFF WITH.

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DO YOU MISS LARA?

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YEAH, I DO.

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I DON'T KNOW.
IT'S DIFFERENT WITH YOU.

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WELL, WE'RE BEST FRIENDS,
THAT'S WHY.

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YEAH. YEAH.

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I MEAN, IT TOOK ME
A LONG TIME TO GET HERE,

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BUT YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND,
YOU KNOW?

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I WASN'T GOING TO
LET YOU GO, SO...

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YEAH, I KNOW.
I'M GLAD.

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I'M GLAD
WE'RE BACK...

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TOGETHER AS...
AS FRIENDS.

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IT'S GOOD.

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OH, SHOOT.

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I SHOULD'VE CALLED IT
"TAKE MY BREASTS AWAY."

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THAT WOULD'VE BEEN
SO MUCH MORE TRAGIC.

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I'M NOT TRAGIC.

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NO, NOT TRAGIC
LIKE THAT.

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IT'S KIND OF TRAGIC
IN THAT '80s

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MILLI VANILLI
KIND OF WAY.

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I MEAN, TOM AND CYNTHIA
CALLED IT "THE PITY PARTY."

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YOU CALLING THIS
"THE PITY PARTY"?

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[CHUCKLES]

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WHOO, THAT'S DEEP, GIRL.

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I'M NOT A GIRL, KIT,

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AND IT'S NOT A PITY PARTY.

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IT'S A FUNDRAISER.

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I CALL EVERYBODY "GIRL."

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SHE EVEN CALLS ME
"GIRL" SOMETIMES.

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OH, YOU GO, GIRL.

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JENNY, YOU WANT
SOMETHING?

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UH, COFFEE, PLEASE.

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IT'S NOT COOL.

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IT'S LIKE IF SOMEONE'S TRYING
TO CHANGE THEIR NAME, YOU KNOW,

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AND PEOPLE REFUSE TO CALL THEM
BY THEIR NEW ONE.

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MAX, I KNOW
WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO

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IS VERY REAL,

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BUT IT'S GOING TO BE MORE
THAN JUST CHANGING YOUR NAME.

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THERE'S GOING TO BE
CONSEQUENCES.

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KIT, YOU'RE MY FRIEND,
ALL RIGHT?

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SO IF YOU HAVE
SOMETHING TO SAY,

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YOU SHOULD JUST SAY IT.

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I UNDERSTAND

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SOME OF YOUR STRUGGLE,

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AND I RESPECT
THE CHOICE YOU'RE MAKING

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IN YOUR LIFE.

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BUT YOU HAVE
A PROBLEM WITH IT.

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NO, I DON'T HAVE
A PROBLEM WITH IT.

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I'M JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU.

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CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?

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YOU KNOW, I'VE NEVER
FELT COMFORTABLE

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IN A GIRL'S BODY.

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SO REMOVING YOUR BREASTS
AND CHANGING YOURSELF INTO A MAN

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IS GOING TO SOLVE
ALL YOUR PROBLEMS?

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NO, I KNOW THAT WON'T HAPPEN,

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BUT PEOPLE WILL START TO SEE ME
FOR WHO I AM.

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YOU KNOW, IT JUST...

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IT JUST SADDENS ME TO SEE

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SO MANY OF OUR STRONG
BUTCH GIRLS

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GIVING UP THEIR WOMANHOOD
TO BE A MAN.

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YOU KNOW, WE'RE LOSING
OUR WARRIORS,

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OUR GREATEST WOMEN,

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AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU.

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I'M NOT FOLLOWING SOME TREND.

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WHAT IF
I LIVED MY LIFE

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FEELING WHITE INSIDE,

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AND THEN THE NEXT DAY I WOKE UP,

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AND I COULD CHANGE
THE COLOR OF MY SKIN,

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THE FEATURES ON MY FACE

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TO BECOME WHITE?

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WOULD YOU ENCOURAGE ME
TO DO THAT?

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I DON'T KNOW.

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DO YOU FEEL WHITE INSIDE?

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WHAT'S
"WHITE INSIDE"?

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WHAT'S "MALE INSIDE"?

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WHAT'S "FEMALE INSIDE"?

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WHY CAN'T YOU BE
THE BUTCHEST BUTCH IN THE WORLD

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AND KEEP YOUR BODY?

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BECAUSE I WANT TO FEEL WHOLE.

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I WANT THE OUTSIDE OF ME
TO MATCH THE INSIDE OF ME.

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YOU'LL BE GIVING UP

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THE MOST PRECIOUS THING
IN THE WORLD.

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WHAT, MY TITS?

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NO.

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BEING A WOMAN.

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HERE YOU GO,
ALICE.

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WHY, THANK YOU, DR. LOVE.

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YOU KNOW, DANA,

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EVERYTHING
YOU'VE TOLD ME,

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I THINK YOU'RE DOING
EVERYTHING RIGHT,

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AND I WOULD ADVISE ANYBODY
IN YOUR SITUATION

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TO HAVE CHEMOTHERAPY,

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BUT I'M REALLY GLAD
YOU'RE DOING

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ALL THE COMPLEMENTARY THERAPIES
AS WELL,

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BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT'S REALLY
GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.

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OH, YEAH, IT DOES.

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I READ YOUR BOOK.

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WHAT ELSE
CAN I DO FOR YOU,

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BESIDES TELLING YOU
YOU'RE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT?

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I JUST...
AT THIS POINT,

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I JUST WANT TO KNOW
WHAT I CAN DO TO HELP YOU.

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YEAH.

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I MEAN, YOU'RE WORKING
ON A CURE, RIGHT?

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THAT'S WHAT I READ.

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WELL, I HAVE
A FOUNDATION,

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AND WE'RE
DOING RESEARCH

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ON WHERE BREAST CANCER STARTS,

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WHICH IS IN THE LINING
OF THE MILK DUCTS,

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AND WE HAVE A DEVICE

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00:10:52,667 --> 00:10:54,200
WHERE WE CAN GET INTO
THE MILK DUCT,

246
00:10:54,234 --> 00:10:56,299
AND SQUIRT A VERY LOW DOSE
OF CHEMOTHERAPY

247
00:10:56,334 --> 00:10:59,033
RIGHT WHERE
THE TUMOR IS,

248
00:10:59,067 --> 00:11:00,000
AND TREAT THE TUMOR.

249
00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:01,766
PRE-CANCEROUS, TOO.

250
00:11:01,800 --> 00:11:03,633
SO I'M HOPING THIS WON'T
ONLY CURE BREAST CANCER,

251
00:11:03,666 --> 00:11:06,367
BUT MAY EVEN BE A WAY
OF PREVENTING IT ALTOGETHER.

252
00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:08,067
GOD, THAT'S AMAZING.

253
00:11:08,099 --> 00:11:08,868
WOW.

254
00:11:08,900 --> 00:11:09,734
WE'VE ACTUALLY
BEEN ABLE

255
00:11:09,766 --> 00:11:10,968
TO PREVENT IT
IN RATS.

256
00:11:11,067 --> 00:11:12,601
WE'VE GIVEN
THIS LOW-DOSE CHEMOTHERAPY

257
00:11:12,634 --> 00:11:13,833
TO RATS,

258
00:11:13,868 --> 00:11:15,199
AND THEN GIVEN THEM
A CARCINOGEN

259
00:11:15,234 --> 00:11:17,434
AND PREVENTED THEM
FROM GETTING BREAST CANCER.

260
00:11:17,466 --> 00:11:18,634
SO WE'RE VERY CLOSE.

261
00:11:18,667 --> 00:11:20,501
I-I WANT TO...

262
00:11:20,533 --> 00:11:22,067
I WANT TO HELP.

263
00:11:22,067 --> 00:11:23,634
I'LL DO ANYTHING,
ANYTHING.

264
00:11:23,667 --> 00:11:24,701
THAT'S GREAT.

265
00:11:24,734 --> 00:11:26,167
WE NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET.

266
00:11:26,199 --> 00:11:28,833
I WANT TO DO ANYTHING I CAN,
REALLY.

267
00:11:28,867 --> 00:11:32,667
I FEEL LIKE IT'S GIVING ME
A NEW LEASE ON LIFE.

268
00:11:36,533 --> 00:11:38,634
AH, WOW.

269
00:11:38,667 --> 00:11:40,100
[CHUCKLING]

270
00:11:42,334 --> 00:11:43,466
HEY, GUYS.

271
00:11:43,500 --> 00:11:44,500
HELLO.

272
00:11:44,533 --> 00:11:47,234
OH, MY GOD,
THESE ARE SO FABULOUS.

273
00:11:47,267 --> 00:11:48,801
IS DANA GOING TO BE OKAY
WITH THESE?

274
00:11:48,834 --> 00:11:50,801
YEAH, I MEAN, YOU KNOW,
SHE'S HAVING A HARD TIME,

275
00:11:50,834 --> 00:11:51,968
BUT I THINK
SHE'S COMING TONIGHT.

276
00:11:52,067 --> 00:11:53,533
SHE IS?
GOOD, GOOD, GOOD.

277
00:11:53,567 --> 00:11:56,500
HEY, MAX, LOOK.

278
00:11:56,533 --> 00:11:57,701
OH, WOW.

279
00:11:57,734 --> 00:11:58,834
COOL, ALICE.

280
00:11:58,868 --> 00:12:00,000
HEY, IS THERE
A FRIDGE?

281
00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:01,167
BECAUSE I DON'T
WANT THEM TO MELT.

282
00:12:01,199 --> 00:12:02,067
THERE'S ONE
RIGHT IN THE BACK.

283
00:12:02,100 --> 00:12:03,067
OKAY.

284
00:12:06,968 --> 00:12:07,934
OH... WHOA.

285
00:12:07,968 --> 00:12:08,933
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

286
00:12:08,968 --> 00:12:09,933
HEY.

287
00:12:09,968 --> 00:12:10,933
WANT SOME HELP?

288
00:12:10,968 --> 00:12:11,868
NO, IT'S OKAY.
I GOT IT.

289
00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:13,132
NO, SHANE,
I GOT IT.

290
00:12:13,166 --> 00:12:14,132
WELL, BABY,
I JUST--

291
00:12:14,166 --> 00:12:15,234
NO, SHANE,
I GOT IT!

292
00:12:18,333 --> 00:12:19,900
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?
YOU'VE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR DAYS.

293
00:12:19,934 --> 00:12:20,900
WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?

294
00:12:20,934 --> 00:12:21,934
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

295
00:12:21,968 --> 00:12:23,567
I'M FINE.
OH, REALLY?

296
00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:25,800
OKAY, FINE.

297
00:12:25,833 --> 00:12:26,600
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS?

298
00:12:26,634 --> 00:12:27,968
YEAH.

299
00:12:28,067 --> 00:12:29,067
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL

300
00:12:29,100 --> 00:12:31,833
IF YOU WERE
MAKING LOVE TO ME,

301
00:12:31,867 --> 00:12:33,067
AND THEN,
ALL OF A SUDDEN,

302
00:12:33,067 --> 00:12:35,067
I JUST CHECK OUT
IN THE MIDDLE OF IT.

303
00:12:35,067 --> 00:12:36,366
I'M GONE.
I'M NOT THERE.

304
00:12:36,399 --> 00:12:37,734
I HAVEN'T CHECKED OUT.

305
00:12:37,767 --> 00:12:39,067
YEAH,
YOU'RE THERE.

306
00:12:39,100 --> 00:12:40,366
YOU'RE LYING NEXT TO ME
AND STUFF,

307
00:12:40,399 --> 00:12:42,267
BUT, LIKE, I TRY AND TOUCH YOU,
I TRY TO KISS YOU.

308
00:12:42,299 --> 00:12:43,901
I TRY AND DO ALL THESE THINGS
TO MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD,

309
00:12:43,933 --> 00:12:45,067
AND YOU'RE COMPLETELY GONE.

310
00:12:45,067 --> 00:12:46,267
NO.

311
00:12:46,299 --> 00:12:47,399
YES.

312
00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:49,067
NO, I'M THERE.

313
00:12:49,100 --> 00:12:51,701
OKAY, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME
YOU CAME?

314
00:12:51,734 --> 00:12:54,466
OH, COME ON,
THAT HAS NOTHING--

315
00:12:54,500 --> 00:12:56,067
THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT.

316
00:12:56,100 --> 00:12:57,968
REALLY?

317
00:12:58,067 --> 00:12:59,299
I THINK THAT
SOMEWHERE,

318
00:12:59,334 --> 00:13:02,200
DEEP DOWN, YOU'VE REALIZED
THAT ALL OF A SUDDEN

319
00:13:02,234 --> 00:13:06,067
YOU'RE IN THIS NICE, LITTLE
COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP NOW,

320
00:13:06,099 --> 00:13:07,634
AND IT PISSES YOU OFF,

321
00:13:07,666 --> 00:13:10,067
AND NOW YOU'RE
PUNISHING ME.

322
00:13:11,900 --> 00:13:12,868
HEY, JENNY...

323
00:13:12,900 --> 00:13:14,132
YEAH?

324
00:13:14,166 --> 00:13:15,132
I HAVE TO TELL YOU
THAT THIS PLACE,

325
00:13:15,166 --> 00:13:15,968
IT LOOKS AMAZING.

326
00:13:16,067 --> 00:13:17,067
YAY!

327
00:13:17,067 --> 00:13:18,067
I'M TELLING YOU,
LADY,

328
00:13:18,100 --> 00:13:19,199
YOU DID
A PHENOMENAL JOB.

329
00:13:19,234 --> 00:13:21,434
LIKE, IF MY PROM
WERE THIS COOL,

330
00:13:21,466 --> 00:13:22,900
I ABSOLUTELY
WOULD HAVE GONE.

331
00:13:22,934 --> 00:13:23,968
WHY DIDN'T YOU
GO TO YOUR PROM,

332
00:13:24,067 --> 00:13:24,968
MISS CARMEN?

333
00:13:25,067 --> 00:13:26,968
SO THERE WAS
THIS GIRL,

334
00:13:27,067 --> 00:13:28,100
HER NAME WAS
EVA TORRES,

335
00:13:28,132 --> 00:13:29,132
AND THAT NIGHT
WE SNUCK OFF,

336
00:13:29,167 --> 00:13:33,433
AND, LIKE, WE WENT
TO THIS PORN FESTIVAL.

337
00:13:33,466 --> 00:13:34,433
I KNOW.

338
00:13:34,466 --> 00:13:35,533
FOR REAL?

339
00:13:35,567 --> 00:13:36,667
SO WE GO
TO THIS PORN FESTIVAL,

340
00:13:36,701 --> 00:13:39,600
AND SHE TAUGHT ME
HOW TO 69.

341
00:13:39,634 --> 00:13:41,868
THAT'S, LIKE,
THE COOLEST PROM NIGHT.

342
00:13:41,901 --> 00:13:43,100
I'M SO JEALOUS.

343
00:13:43,133 --> 00:13:44,868
WHY?

344
00:13:44,901 --> 00:13:47,701
I MEAN, I WENT, BUT IT SUCKED.

345
00:13:47,734 --> 00:13:49,133
DID YOU GO TO PROM?

346
00:13:49,167 --> 00:13:51,067
NO, SHE DIDN'T FINISH
HIGH SCHOOL.

347
00:13:51,067 --> 00:13:52,500
YOU DIDN'T
FINISH HIGH SCHOOL?

348
00:13:52,533 --> 00:13:53,500
NO.

349
00:13:53,533 --> 00:13:55,366
IT'S ALL RIGHT.
THE G.E.D.

350
00:13:55,399 --> 00:13:56,433
DID YOU GO TO PROM?

351
00:13:56,466 --> 00:13:58,200
YEAH, I DID.

352
00:13:58,234 --> 00:13:59,600
I WENT WITH BUCK THORNTON.

353
00:13:59,634 --> 00:14:00,000
BUCK THORNTON?
BUCK THORNTON?

354
00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:01,868
YEAH, HE WAS THE CAPTAIN

355
00:14:01,901 --> 00:14:03,067
OF THE FOOTBALL TEAM.

356
00:14:03,067 --> 00:14:04,067
NICE.

357
00:14:04,099 --> 00:14:05,833
YEAH, TOTAL CLOSET CASE.

358
00:14:11,166 --> 00:14:12,166
JENNY...

359
00:14:12,199 --> 00:14:13,266
WHAT?

360
00:14:13,300 --> 00:14:14,634
YOU CAN'T DO THIS.

361
00:14:14,666 --> 00:14:15,868
WHAT? WHY?

362
00:14:18,734 --> 00:14:20,300
THIS IS TOTALLY
DISRESPECTFUL.

363
00:14:20,333 --> 00:14:21,367
BUT IT--
BUT IT GOES...

364
00:14:23,968 --> 00:14:25,333
INSIDE THE PANTS.

365
00:14:27,199 --> 00:14:30,067
SO THIS IS YOUR OPPORTUNITY
TO DISCUSS ANYTHING

366
00:14:30,067 --> 00:14:31,701
THAT MAY BE GOING ON WITH YOU,

367
00:14:31,734 --> 00:14:35,667
ANYTHING THAT'S COME UP
IN YOUR MEDITATIONS.

368
00:14:35,701 --> 00:14:39,634
IT'S OKAY TO SPEAK
IF YOU NEED TO.

369
00:14:39,667 --> 00:14:42,868
ARE YOU EXPERIENCING
ANY DIFFICULTIES?

370
00:14:45,533 --> 00:14:49,901
ANY DISCOMFORT?
PHYSICAL, SPIRITUAL?

371
00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:56,567
ANY DIFFICULTIES
WITH THE SILENCE?

372
00:15:03,266 --> 00:15:06,067
OKAY, THEN.

373
00:15:12,500 --> 00:15:14,067
THIS IS MIKEY,

374
00:15:14,099 --> 00:15:15,433
AND THIS
IS HIS DAD, HENRY.

375
00:15:15,467 --> 00:15:16,567
THANK YOU
FOR LETTING THEM JOIN

376
00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:17,667
OUR SWIMMING LESSON.

377
00:15:17,701 --> 00:15:19,300
YEAH, THANKS.

378
00:15:19,333 --> 00:15:20,399
MIKEY WAS SO DISAPPOINTED

379
00:15:20,434 --> 00:15:21,900
WHEN OUR ONLY FRIENDS
WITH A POOL

380
00:15:21,934 --> 00:15:24,466
STOPPED
HAVING LESSONS.

381
00:15:24,501 --> 00:15:26,567
WELL, WE'RE HAPPY
TO HAVE YOU.

382
00:15:26,600 --> 00:15:28,399
SO WHERE DO YOU
AND MIKEY LIVE, HENRY?

383
00:15:28,434 --> 00:15:30,367
SHERMAN OAKS.

384
00:15:30,399 --> 00:15:31,701
HE LIVES THERE WITH ME
HALF THE TIME,

385
00:15:31,734 --> 00:15:33,567
AND THE OTHER HALF WITH HIS MOM
IN VALLEY VILLAGE.

386
00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:34,901
LUCKY YOU, MIKEY.

387
00:15:36,100 --> 00:15:37,567
DO YOU WORK IN THE VALLEY?

388
00:15:37,600 --> 00:15:39,600
OKAY, EVERYBODY,

389
00:15:39,634 --> 00:15:42,133
LET'S GET REALLY WET NOW.

390
00:15:42,167 --> 00:15:42,968
WATCH ME.

391
00:15:44,133 --> 00:15:45,533
VENICE.

392
00:15:45,567 --> 00:15:47,100
I'M A GRAPHIC DESIGNER.

393
00:15:47,133 --> 00:15:48,399
LET GO, MOM.

394
00:15:48,433 --> 00:15:51,734
HEY, WHY DON'T I GET THE GUYS.

395
00:15:51,767 --> 00:15:52,634
THANK YOU.

396
00:15:52,667 --> 00:15:54,734
ALL RIGHT,
EVERYBODY READY?

397
00:15:54,767 --> 00:15:56,901
ALL RIGHT.

398
00:15:56,933 --> 00:15:58,901
ONE, TWO, THREE!

399
00:16:05,166 --> 00:16:08,801
MAYBE AFTER YOU'RE FINISHED,
YOU CAN GIVE ANGELICA A RIDE.

400
00:16:08,833 --> 00:16:10,067
IF YOU DON'T MIND.

401
00:16:10,067 --> 00:16:11,067
SHE LOVES BEING AROUND MEN.

402
00:16:11,067 --> 00:16:12,868
SURE, I'D LOVE TO.

403
00:16:12,900 --> 00:16:15,199
NOW, THE BIG KIDS...

404
00:16:15,234 --> 00:16:17,132
EVERYONE WHO'S FEELING
CONFIDENT,

405
00:16:17,167 --> 00:16:21,634
GRAB A FLOATY THING
AND FOLLOW ME.

406
00:16:21,667 --> 00:16:23,533
WE'RE GOING TO
PRACTICE KICKING.

407
00:16:23,567 --> 00:16:27,501
LET'S GO, GUYS.

408
00:16:27,533 --> 00:16:30,067
I'LL JUST BE A MOMENT.

409
00:16:30,100 --> 00:16:32,234
LOOK AT EVERYBODY SWIMMING.

410
00:16:32,267 --> 00:16:35,133
HAND HER OVER.

411
00:16:39,433 --> 00:16:41,533
HI.

412
00:16:43,067 --> 00:16:44,933
IF YOU'RE OKAY WITH HER,

413
00:16:44,968 --> 00:16:46,868
I THINK I'LL GO
AND MAKE THE KIDS SOME SNACKS.

414
00:16:46,901 --> 00:16:47,901
I THINK WE'RE OKAY.

415
00:16:47,933 --> 00:16:49,901
YEAH.

416
00:16:49,933 --> 00:16:50,901
YOU CAN GO.

417
00:16:50,933 --> 00:16:53,366
OKAY.

418
00:16:53,399 --> 00:16:54,533
WHERE'S SHE GOING?

419
00:16:54,567 --> 00:16:56,299
WHERE'S MAMA?

420
00:16:56,334 --> 00:16:57,466
THERE SHE GOES.

421
00:16:57,500 --> 00:16:58,801
SHE'LL BE RIGHT BACK.

422
00:16:58,834 --> 00:17:00,000
SHE'LL BE RIGHT BACK.

423
00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,266
ABUELA...

424
00:17:02,299 --> 00:17:04,734
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

425
00:17:08,567 --> 00:17:09,634
I WAS JUST
TELLING HER

426
00:17:09,666 --> 00:17:11,500
THAT IF SHE HAD
EVER MET BENY MORE,

427
00:17:11,534 --> 00:17:13,734
THEN SHE ABSOLUTELY
WOULD HAVE MARRIED HIM.

428
00:17:13,766 --> 00:17:14,634
WHO IS HE?

429
00:17:14,666 --> 00:17:15,868
OH, MY GOD,
JANE!

430
00:17:15,900 --> 00:17:17,367
WHO IS BENY MORE?

431
00:17:17,399 --> 00:17:19,867
ONLY THE BEST MUSICIAN
IN THE WORLD.

432
00:17:19,900 --> 00:17:22,300
HEY, HE'S THE GUY THAT
YOU LIKE FOR ME TO PLAY

433
00:17:22,333 --> 00:17:23,434
EVERY TIME WHEN,
YOU KNOW,

434
00:17:23,466 --> 00:17:24,466
BACK IN THE DAY,

435
00:17:24,501 --> 00:17:25,766
WHEN I USED TO
GO DOWN ON YOU.

436
00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:27,466
CARMEN.

437
00:17:27,501 --> 00:17:30,900
[ABUELA
SPEAKING SPANISH]

438
00:17:30,934 --> 00:17:32,334
MOM!

439
00:17:32,366 --> 00:17:33,868
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

440
00:17:33,901 --> 00:17:35,734
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

441
00:17:35,767 --> 00:17:38,600
OH, WAIT, NO,
I CAN GET IT.

442
00:17:41,234 --> 00:17:43,234
THEY'RE UP THERE.

443
00:17:45,701 --> 00:17:46,801
THANK YOU.

444
00:17:46,834 --> 00:17:48,600
SURE.

445
00:17:48,634 --> 00:17:49,868
THERE YOU GO.

446
00:17:49,901 --> 00:17:53,334
GRACIAS.

447
00:17:53,366 --> 00:17:54,634
OOF!

448
00:17:54,667 --> 00:17:55,734
YOU'RE WELCOME.

449
00:17:55,767 --> 00:17:58,067
QUE BONITA TATTOO.

450
00:17:58,067 --> 00:17:59,567
OH, YEAH.

451
00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:00,000
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?

452
00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:03,067
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

453
00:18:12,968 --> 00:18:14,634
UH, JANE?

454
00:18:14,666 --> 00:18:15,968
YEAH?

455
00:18:16,067 --> 00:18:17,466
COULD YOU HELP ME?

456
00:18:17,501 --> 00:18:18,968
YEAH.

457
00:18:22,833 --> 00:18:24,132
TOMORROW NIGHT,

458
00:18:24,167 --> 00:18:26,600
YOU AND CARMEN
ARE COMING TO DINNER?

459
00:18:26,634 --> 00:18:27,934
YEAH, I GUESS
WE CAN, SURE.

460
00:18:27,968 --> 00:18:29,199
YOU HAVE TO COME.

461
00:18:29,234 --> 00:18:31,800
THERE IS SOMEONE
I WANT YOU TO MEET.

462
00:18:31,833 --> 00:18:33,600
OKAY.

463
00:18:33,634 --> 00:18:37,299
* WHO DO YOU WANT ME TO BE
TO MAKE YOU SLEEP WITH ME? *

464
00:18:37,334 --> 00:18:39,933
* YOU ARE AN OBSESSION

465
00:18:39,968 --> 00:18:41,868
* YOU'RE MY OBSESSION

466
00:18:41,901 --> 00:18:43,267
[TINA]: I DON'T KNOW
ABOUT YOU GUYS,

467
00:18:43,299 --> 00:18:45,100
BUT I'M CERTAINLY
LEARNING A LOT.

468
00:18:45,133 --> 00:18:46,334
I THINK IT'S AMAZING

469
00:18:46,366 --> 00:18:48,133
THAT THEY'RE ABLE
TO DO THIS.

470
00:18:48,167 --> 00:18:49,234
YEAH, IT'S LIKE

471
00:18:49,267 --> 00:18:50,834
WHOEVER THEY FEEL
LIKE THEY ARE INSIDE--

472
00:18:50,868 --> 00:18:52,500
[HELENA]:
THEY CAN BECOME IT.

473
00:18:52,533 --> 00:18:53,933
YEAH.

474
00:18:53,968 --> 00:18:55,466
IT'S GREAT THAT THEY CAN
GET WHAT THEY WANT.

475
00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:56,567
YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T KNOW
IT WAS POSSIBLE

476
00:18:56,600 --> 00:18:57,701
TO GO THROUGH LIFE

477
00:18:57,734 --> 00:18:59,299
USING GENDER-NEUTRAL
PRONOUNS.

478
00:18:59,334 --> 00:19:01,399
DO YOU KNOW
WHAT I HEARD TONIGHT?

479
00:19:01,433 --> 00:19:03,467
"ZE DOESN'T LIKE
MY NEW GENITALS,

480
00:19:03,500 --> 00:19:05,067
SO I TOLD HIR
TO FUCK HIRSELF."

481
00:19:05,067 --> 00:19:06,099
I ALSO LEARNED

482
00:19:06,133 --> 00:19:08,300
THAT A VAGINA
IS A "BONUS HOLE."

483
00:19:08,333 --> 00:19:09,400
OR A "COCKPIT."

484
00:19:09,433 --> 00:19:11,433
NICE.

485
00:19:19,067 --> 00:19:20,567
ALICE,
WE SAW THAT.

486
00:19:20,600 --> 00:19:22,067
OKAY.

487
00:19:24,399 --> 00:19:26,132
SHE'S KIND OF CUTE, RIGHT?

488
00:19:26,167 --> 00:19:27,167
HER NAME'S CHANDRA.

489
00:19:27,199 --> 00:19:28,567
WHY DON'T YOU ASK HER OUT?

490
00:19:28,600 --> 00:19:30,367
WELL, SHE KIND OF...

491
00:19:30,399 --> 00:19:32,334
SHE ASKED YOU OUT?
YOU SHOULD SAY YES.

492
00:19:32,366 --> 00:19:33,968
I DON'T KNOW.

493
00:19:34,067 --> 00:19:35,067
I DON'T KNOW, YOU GUYS.

494
00:19:37,767 --> 00:19:41,567
ALICE, YOU NEED
TO GET OUT.

495
00:19:41,600 --> 00:19:42,600
DANA WILL BE FINE.

496
00:19:42,634 --> 00:19:44,366
I KNOW.
LOOK AT HER.

497
00:19:44,399 --> 00:19:45,366
SHE'S DOING SO GOOD.

498
00:19:45,399 --> 00:19:46,701
SHE LOOKS GREAT.

499
00:19:46,734 --> 00:19:49,533
WELL, THEY START
RIGHT ABOUT HERE,

500
00:19:49,567 --> 00:19:50,600
AND RUN UP,

501
00:19:50,634 --> 00:19:53,167
AND THE OTHER SIDE, TOO.

502
00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:54,167
MINE'S KIND OF LIKE THAT, TOO.

503
00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:55,433
IT STARTS HERE AND GOES HALFWAY,

504
00:19:55,466 --> 00:19:57,600
BUT I HAVE ANOTHER ONE
THAT COMES DOWN LIKE THAT.

505
00:19:57,634 --> 00:19:58,933
SO WHEN DID YOU KNOW?

506
00:19:58,968 --> 00:20:00,000
FROM THE FIRST MOMENT
I STARTED GROWING BREASTS,

507
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,334
I KNEW I WANTED THEM GONE.

508
00:20:02,367 --> 00:20:04,033
I EVEN PRAYED TO GOD
FOR THIS CHEST.

509
00:20:04,067 --> 00:20:06,466
I USED TO THANK GOD
FOR MY BOOBS.

510
00:20:06,501 --> 00:20:07,533
[CHUCKLES AWKWARDLY]

511
00:20:07,567 --> 00:20:08,701
THEY WERE REALLY NICE.

512
00:20:08,734 --> 00:20:09,701
REALLY?

513
00:20:09,734 --> 00:20:10,701
YEAH.

514
00:20:10,734 --> 00:20:11,701
HUH.

515
00:20:11,734 --> 00:20:13,500
HEY, YOU GUYS.

516
00:20:13,534 --> 00:20:14,166
HI, MAX.

517
00:20:14,199 --> 00:20:15,234
HOW'S IT GOING?

518
00:20:15,266 --> 00:20:16,199
HEY, I HAVEN'T HAD
MY DANCE YET.

519
00:20:16,234 --> 00:20:18,833
DON'T YOU WANT TO
GET YOUR KISS FIRST?

520
00:20:18,867 --> 00:20:20,701
NOT REALLY.

521
00:20:20,734 --> 00:20:23,833
ANYWAY, CHANDRA HAS HER EYE
ON ALICE.

522
00:20:23,867 --> 00:20:24,900
IT'S THE HAIR.

523
00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:31,833
CHANDRA.

524
00:20:31,867 --> 00:20:32,933
SHE JUST ASKED ME
FOR DINNER.

525
00:20:32,968 --> 00:20:34,366
IT'S NOT A...

526
00:20:34,399 --> 00:20:35,834
DANA,
DON'T YOU THINK

527
00:20:35,868 --> 00:20:37,433
ALICE SHOULD GO
ON A DATE WITH CHANDRA?

528
00:20:37,466 --> 00:20:38,868
YEAH.

529
00:20:38,901 --> 00:20:40,067
OH, YEAH,

530
00:20:40,100 --> 00:20:41,734
YOU SHOULD TOTALLY
GO OUT WITH HER.

531
00:20:41,767 --> 00:20:44,033
I WOULDN'T CALL IT
A DATE.

532
00:20:44,067 --> 00:20:45,067
IT'S...

533
00:20:45,100 --> 00:20:46,366
NO, YOU SHOULD
CALL IT A DATE.

534
00:20:46,399 --> 00:20:47,834
CALL IT A DATE,
YOU KNOW?

535
00:20:47,868 --> 00:20:50,299
YEAH...

536
00:20:51,834 --> 00:20:53,267
ALICE!

537
00:20:53,299 --> 00:20:55,334
ALICE, COME ON.

538
00:21:02,900 --> 00:21:04,299
HAVE FUN.

539
00:21:04,333 --> 00:21:05,299
HI.

540
00:21:05,333 --> 00:21:06,333
HI.

541
00:21:06,367 --> 00:21:09,367
[***]

542
00:21:19,766 --> 00:21:21,934
[SPEAKING SOFTLY]

543
00:21:30,333 --> 00:21:31,300
EXCUSE ME.

544
00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:33,067
YEAH, HAVE FUN, MAX.
GOOD LUCK.

545
00:21:37,334 --> 00:21:38,299
HI.

546
00:21:38,334 --> 00:21:39,433
HI.

547
00:21:39,466 --> 00:21:40,634
DO YOU WANT ME
TO DRAW THE RAFFLE PRIZE--

548
00:21:40,667 --> 00:21:42,767
DO YOU MIND?

549
00:21:42,801 --> 00:21:44,267
I'M SORRY.

550
00:21:44,299 --> 00:21:45,968
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

551
00:21:47,067 --> 00:21:48,067
DANCING.

552
00:21:48,100 --> 00:21:49,801
ARE YOU TRYING
TO EMBARRASS ME?

553
00:21:49,834 --> 00:21:51,767
NO.

554
00:21:51,801 --> 00:21:53,299
YOU'RE
MY GIRLFRIEND,

555
00:21:53,334 --> 00:21:54,767
AND THIS IS MY PARTY.

556
00:21:54,801 --> 00:21:56,067
YOU SHOULDN'T BE DANCING
WITH SOME OTHER DUDE.

557
00:21:56,067 --> 00:21:57,500
I WILL DANCE

558
00:21:57,533 --> 00:21:59,734
WITH WHOEVER THE FUCK
I WANT TO DANCE WITH.

559
00:21:59,767 --> 00:22:02,299
I WASN'T SUCKING
HIS FUCKING COCK, WAS I, MAX?

560
00:22:02,334 --> 00:22:04,067
HEY...

561
00:22:04,067 --> 00:22:05,200
DON'T HURT HER,

562
00:22:05,234 --> 00:22:07,099
OR I'LL FUCKING
CUT YOUR TITS OFF.

563
00:22:07,133 --> 00:22:08,467
I'M NOT GOING TO
TOUCH HER.

564
00:22:24,300 --> 00:22:26,333
JENNY...

565
00:22:26,367 --> 00:22:28,533
LOOK, I'M SORRY.

566
00:22:28,567 --> 00:22:29,701
I REALLY AM.

567
00:22:29,734 --> 00:22:31,067
IT'S JUST WHEN I SAW YOU
WITH THAT GUY,

568
00:22:31,067 --> 00:22:34,299
YOU KNOW,
I JUST GOT...

569
00:22:34,334 --> 00:22:36,868
I JUST...

570
00:22:36,901 --> 00:22:40,234
I COULDN'T STAND IT.

571
00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:47,366
WHEN I REALIZED
THAT I MIGHT BE GAY,

572
00:22:47,399 --> 00:22:50,167
I DIDN'T
RULE OUT MEN,

573
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:52,433
BUT IF I'M GOING TO BE
WITH A GUY,

574
00:22:52,466 --> 00:22:54,834
I'M NOT GOING TO BE WITH
SOME AGGRESSIVE MACHO MALE PIG

575
00:22:54,868 --> 00:22:57,133
WHO HAS A DIFFERENT STANDARD
OF BEHAVIOR FOR HIMSELF

576
00:22:57,167 --> 00:22:58,968
THAN HE DOES FOR ME.

577
00:23:04,234 --> 00:23:08,099
YOU'RE RIGHT.

578
00:23:08,132 --> 00:23:13,601
LOOK, YOU'RE TOTALLY RIGHT.

579
00:23:13,634 --> 00:23:15,868
I PROMISE...

580
00:23:15,900 --> 00:23:19,968
I'M GOING TO TRY TO BE
A BETTER MAN.

581
00:23:39,067 --> 00:23:42,067
[CELL PHONE RINGING]

582
00:23:44,801 --> 00:23:47,234
HELLO?

583
00:23:47,267 --> 00:23:49,600
HEN... HENRY?

584
00:23:49,634 --> 00:23:54,133
UH, HI.

585
00:23:54,167 --> 00:23:58,067
UM, YEAH, YEAH,
I HAD A NICE TIME, TOO.

586
00:23:58,067 --> 00:24:00,000
ANGELICA HAD
A LOT OF FUN WITH MIKEY.

587
00:24:04,767 --> 00:24:07,200
UM...

588
00:24:07,234 --> 00:24:11,266
NO, WE'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING
TOMORROW.

589
00:24:11,300 --> 00:24:13,666
THAT WOULD BE LOVELY.

590
00:24:16,300 --> 00:24:18,833
SURE.

591
00:24:18,867 --> 00:24:21,968
OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.

592
00:24:23,934 --> 00:24:25,100
WHOO.

593
00:24:25,132 --> 00:24:26,567
DRINK?

594
00:24:26,600 --> 00:24:27,900
YES.

595
00:24:27,934 --> 00:24:29,501
I'D LOVE A DRINK.

596
00:24:29,533 --> 00:24:31,466
[***]

597
00:24:31,501 --> 00:24:34,133
* I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE

598
00:24:34,167 --> 00:24:37,366
* I KNOW WHAT GUYS WANT

599
00:24:37,399 --> 00:24:38,801
WHAT?

600
00:24:38,834 --> 00:24:41,200
WHAT?

601
00:24:41,234 --> 00:24:42,366
NOTHING.

602
00:24:42,399 --> 00:24:45,634
[CHUCKLING]

603
00:24:45,667 --> 00:24:46,901
SHANE, WHAT?

604
00:24:46,933 --> 00:24:49,100
I JUST...
I WAS THINKING

605
00:24:49,133 --> 00:24:50,167
ABOUT THE THING
YOUR MOM TOLD ME

606
00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,933
ABOUT HOW
WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE,

607
00:24:52,968 --> 00:24:55,701
YOU HAD THIS TEDDY BEAR
THAT YOU WOULD, UH...

608
00:24:55,734 --> 00:24:58,533
OH, GOD.

609
00:24:58,567 --> 00:25:02,234
RUB ITS TUMMY AND THEN
TAKE A PISS ON IT.

610
00:25:02,266 --> 00:25:03,299
REALLY, REALLY CUTE.

611
00:25:03,334 --> 00:25:05,299
MY MOTHER
IS NOW SHARING

612
00:25:05,333 --> 00:25:06,868
MY PERSONAL STORIES
WITH YOU.

613
00:25:06,900 --> 00:25:08,666
THAT'S GREAT.

614
00:25:08,701 --> 00:25:11,766
I CAN'T BELIEVE
SHE INVITED YOU TO DINNER.

615
00:25:11,801 --> 00:25:13,534
SHE INVITED US.

616
00:25:13,567 --> 00:25:14,900
YEAH, AND WHO'S
THIS, LIKE,

617
00:25:14,933 --> 00:25:16,434
THIS PERSON THAT SHE WANTS
YOU TO MEET ANYWAY?

618
00:25:16,466 --> 00:25:19,701
I DON'T KNOW, CARMEN.
I DON'T KNOW.

619
00:25:19,734 --> 00:25:23,167
SO YOU'RE, LIKE, REALLY
CLOSE TO MY FAMILY NOW?

620
00:25:23,199 --> 00:25:24,234
RIGHT?

621
00:25:24,266 --> 00:25:25,333
WELL, YEAH.

622
00:25:25,367 --> 00:25:26,833
OKAY, THAT'S GOOD,
THAT'S GOOD.

623
00:25:26,867 --> 00:25:28,466
SO YOU CAN BE INTIMATE
WITH MY FAMILY,

624
00:25:28,501 --> 00:25:30,567
BUT YOU CAN'T BE INTIMATE
WITH ME, YOUR GIRLFRIEND.

625
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:33,366
JESUS CHRIST,
CARMEN!

626
00:25:33,399 --> 00:25:34,533
WHAT, DO YOU NOT
LIKE THE FACT

627
00:25:34,567 --> 00:25:36,067
THAT YOUR FAMILY AND I
HAVE TAKEN TO EACH OTHER?

628
00:25:36,100 --> 00:25:39,834
IS THAT IT?

629
00:25:39,868 --> 00:25:42,968
* I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE...

630
00:25:43,067 --> 00:25:45,834
I'M SORRY.

631
00:25:45,868 --> 00:25:47,200
YOU'RE RIGHT.

632
00:25:47,234 --> 00:25:49,901
YOU'RE TOTALLY RIGHT.

633
00:25:49,933 --> 00:25:50,968
I'M SORRY.

634
00:25:51,067 --> 00:25:52,399
LOOK AT ME.

635
00:25:52,433 --> 00:25:53,933
I LOVE THE FACT

636
00:25:53,968 --> 00:25:55,600
THAT MY FAMILY AND YOU
HAVE TAKEN TO EACH OTHER.

637
00:25:55,634 --> 00:25:58,067
OKAY?

638
00:25:58,067 --> 00:26:02,701
WHAT DOES YOUR ABUELA
THINK OF OUR TATTOOS?

639
00:26:02,734 --> 00:26:03,867
I DON'T KNOW.

640
00:26:03,900 --> 00:26:05,067
SHE THINKS IT MEANS
THAT WE'RE FRIENDS.

641
00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:07,466
UH-HUH.

642
00:26:07,501 --> 00:26:09,634
I HEARD SOMETHING
ABOUT WEDDING RINGS.

643
00:26:09,666 --> 00:26:12,467
GOD, YOUR SPANISH
IS GETTING GOOD.

644
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:13,467
WHAT CAN I SAY?

645
00:26:13,500 --> 00:26:15,266
WOW.

646
00:26:15,300 --> 00:26:16,466
ARE THEY UPSET?

647
00:26:16,501 --> 00:26:18,367
NO.

648
00:26:18,399 --> 00:26:19,533
THEY JUST
MAKE UP STORIES

649
00:26:19,567 --> 00:26:21,234
ABOUT US BEING FRIENDS,
AND THAT WAY,

650
00:26:21,266 --> 00:26:23,399
THEY DON'T HAVE TO
DEAL WITH IT.

651
00:26:23,434 --> 00:26:26,466
* NYAH, NYAH, NYAH
NYAH, NYAH *

652
00:26:26,501 --> 00:26:28,900
* NYAH, NYAH, NYAH
NYAH, NYAH *

653
00:26:34,901 --> 00:26:37,667
I'M THINKING OF TAKING
SPANISH LESSONS.

654
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,767
YOU DO? YOU--

655
00:26:43,801 --> 00:26:45,299
REALLY?

656
00:26:45,334 --> 00:26:47,801
YEAH.

657
00:26:47,834 --> 00:26:49,366
THAT'S GREAT.

658
00:26:49,399 --> 00:26:51,067
HERE, LET'S GET ONE.

659
00:26:51,100 --> 00:26:52,299
* ANYTHING YOU WANT

660
00:26:52,334 --> 00:26:54,834
* YOU CAN TRUST ME

661
00:26:54,868 --> 00:26:56,933
* I REALLY WANT TO

662
00:26:56,968 --> 00:26:59,466
* YOU CAN TRUST ME

663
00:26:59,500 --> 00:27:01,567
* HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT?

664
00:27:01,601 --> 00:27:04,634
* YOU CAN TRUST ME

665
00:27:06,434 --> 00:27:08,067
* SUCKER

666
00:27:09,666 --> 00:27:11,968
* I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE *

667
00:27:14,500 --> 00:27:17,501
[***]

668
00:27:23,934 --> 00:27:27,701
OH, THANK YOU.

669
00:27:27,734 --> 00:27:32,433
MMM...

670
00:27:32,466 --> 00:27:35,399
AND?

671
00:27:35,433 --> 00:27:37,234
AND WHAT?

672
00:27:37,267 --> 00:27:38,634
[LAUGHS]

673
00:27:38,667 --> 00:27:41,667
AND YOU SAID WE WOULD
CONTINUE THE CONVERSATION

674
00:27:41,701 --> 00:27:43,901
THIS MORNING,
AND IT'S MORNING.

675
00:27:46,067 --> 00:27:48,868
OKAY...

676
00:27:48,901 --> 00:27:52,200
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

677
00:27:52,234 --> 00:27:54,901
AND THAT IS A GOOD THING.

678
00:27:54,933 --> 00:27:59,234
AND I DON'T WANT TO BE
WITH ANYONE ELSE

679
00:27:59,267 --> 00:28:01,300
IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD,

680
00:28:01,334 --> 00:28:02,633
AND EVEN THOUGH

681
00:28:02,666 --> 00:28:05,634
I DIDN'T THINK
ABOUT THIS BEFORE,

682
00:28:05,666 --> 00:28:06,900
BUT, YOU KNOW,
THIS THING WE HAVE,

683
00:28:06,934 --> 00:28:09,701
I REALLY BELIEVE
IT'S GOING TO LAST.

684
00:28:09,734 --> 00:28:10,933
SWEET.

685
00:28:10,968 --> 00:28:12,067
AND?

686
00:28:12,067 --> 00:28:15,234
AND I REALLY WANT
TO BE WITH YOU.

687
00:28:15,266 --> 00:28:17,434
SO...

688
00:28:17,466 --> 00:28:18,766
YOU'LL MARRY ME?

689
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:22,266
WELL, I WOULD MARRY YOU
IF I'D MARRY ANYONE.

690
00:28:22,300 --> 00:28:23,867
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, KIT?

691
00:28:23,900 --> 00:28:27,132
WELL, MY FRIENDS ARE GAY,
AND MY SISTER'S A LESBIAN--

692
00:28:27,167 --> 00:28:28,199
[MOCK-GASPS]

693
00:28:28,234 --> 00:28:29,533
NO!

694
00:28:29,567 --> 00:28:32,433
I FEEL IN MY HEART

695
00:28:32,466 --> 00:28:33,801
UNTIL THEY
CAN GET MARRIED

696
00:28:33,834 --> 00:28:35,167
LIKE WE CAN,

697
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:36,901
AND HAVE THE SAME RIGHTS
THAT WE HAVE,

698
00:28:36,933 --> 00:28:39,433
I DON'T WANT TO USE
THE SAME SYSTEM

699
00:28:39,466 --> 00:28:41,533
THAT EXCLUDES
AND DISCRIMINATES

700
00:28:41,567 --> 00:28:44,968
AGAINST THE VERY PEOPLE
I LOVE THE MOST.

701
00:28:45,067 --> 00:28:47,933
DAMN...

702
00:28:47,968 --> 00:28:50,500
THAT IS WHY
I WANT YOU TO MARRY ME.

703
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:54,968
OKAY, WE CAN JUST
LIVE TOGETHER.

704
00:28:55,067 --> 00:28:56,067
WHAT?

705
00:28:56,067 --> 00:28:57,100
WAIT A MINUTE.

706
00:28:57,133 --> 00:28:59,667
WE WERE JUST TALKING
ABOUT GETTING MARRIED,

707
00:28:59,701 --> 00:29:00,000
NOW WE'RE TALKING
ABOUT LIVING TOGETHER?

708
00:29:01,066 --> 00:29:02,500
IT'S TOO MUCH
PRESSURE,

709
00:29:02,533 --> 00:29:03,533
TOO MUCH
TO THINK ABOUT.

710
00:29:03,567 --> 00:29:04,567
I CAN'T... I...

711
00:29:04,601 --> 00:29:06,968
I'M MR. PRESSURE, BABY.

712
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:26,067
IT'S $3,452.

713
00:29:26,067 --> 00:29:28,167
[SIGHS]

714
00:29:28,199 --> 00:29:29,434
WOW, THAT'S SO MUCH MONEY.

715
00:29:29,466 --> 00:29:30,634
IT'S CRAP MONEY.

716
00:29:30,667 --> 00:29:33,267
IT WON'T EVEN PAY
FOR ONE TIT.

717
00:29:33,299 --> 00:29:35,267
WHERE WERE ALL YOUR RICH FRIENDS
LAST NIGHT?

718
00:29:37,734 --> 00:29:39,834
WHERE WERE ALL MY RICH FRIENDS?

719
00:29:39,868 --> 00:29:41,834
HELENA PEABODY COULD HAVE PAID
FOR MY ENTIRE TRANSITION

720
00:29:41,868 --> 00:29:43,334
IN WHAT SHE PISSES AWAY
IN LIKE A DAY.

721
00:29:52,533 --> 00:29:53,767
I DON'T KNOW YOU.

722
00:29:53,801 --> 00:29:56,267
YOU'RE BECOMING
A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON.

723
00:29:56,299 --> 00:29:58,133
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!

724
00:29:58,167 --> 00:30:00,000
NO, I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

725
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,633
I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND.

726
00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:02,701
I'M NOT OKAY.

727
00:30:02,734 --> 00:30:05,666
I CAN'T WAIT
FOR YEARS AND YEARS.

728
00:30:05,700 --> 00:30:06,868
I'M TOTALLY FREAKING OUT.

729
00:30:06,900 --> 00:30:08,467
I'M NOT OKAY IN THIS BODY.

730
00:30:08,500 --> 00:30:09,968
AND WHEN YOU GET
THE BODY YOU NEED,

731
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,300
WHO'S GOING TO LIVE
INSIDE OF IT?

732
00:30:11,333 --> 00:30:14,367
IS IT GOING TO BE
THAT SWEET, KIND,

733
00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:16,833
COMPASSIONATE, GENTLE PERSON
THAT I MET,

734
00:30:16,867 --> 00:30:18,766
OR IS IT GOING TO BE THIS
MOTHERFUCKING MONSTER?

735
00:30:29,833 --> 00:30:32,667
I LOVE HER,
I REALLY DO.

736
00:30:32,701 --> 00:30:35,701
I JUST CAN'T
EXPLAIN IT.

737
00:30:35,734 --> 00:30:37,299
I...

738
00:30:37,334 --> 00:30:39,801
I JUST...
I DON'T KNOW, I...

739
00:30:39,834 --> 00:30:42,600
FOUND THAT YOUR FEELINGS
HAVE CHANGED?

740
00:30:42,634 --> 00:30:44,167
IT HAPPENS.

741
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,000
IT CAN HAPPEN
IN STRAIGHT RELATIONSHIPS, TOO.

742
00:30:46,033 --> 00:30:48,567
IT HURTS
JUST AS MUCH.

743
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:51,466
IT'S TRUE, ISN'T IT?

744
00:30:51,500 --> 00:30:52,933
IT TOOK ME
NEARLY TWO YEARS

745
00:30:52,968 --> 00:30:55,100
TO GET UP
OFF THE FLOOR.

746
00:30:55,133 --> 00:30:56,634
MY EX-WIFE WAS
ALREADY REMARRIED

747
00:30:56,667 --> 00:30:57,933
AND PREGNANT.

748
00:31:02,633 --> 00:31:04,067
I DON'T WANT BETTE
TO BE ON THE FLOOR

749
00:31:04,067 --> 00:31:08,868
FOR THE NEXT
TWO YEARS.

750
00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:11,933
THAT'S UP TO BETTE,
NOT YOU.

751
00:32:05,434 --> 00:32:08,300
I WANT TO SHOOT THEM
LIKE THIS,

752
00:32:08,333 --> 00:32:11,067
REALLY CLOSE AND...

753
00:32:11,067 --> 00:32:14,234
INTIMATE.

754
00:32:14,266 --> 00:32:16,833
YOU KNOW, I WANT
TO GET THEIR EYES.

755
00:32:16,867 --> 00:32:19,399
LIKE THIS.

756
00:32:19,434 --> 00:32:22,333
THEIR MOUTHS.

757
00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:30,466
GOD, YOU'RE SO
BEAUTIFUL.

758
00:32:30,501 --> 00:32:33,667
SAY SOMETHING
TO THE CAMERA.

759
00:32:36,634 --> 00:32:38,100
WHERE DID YOU SAY DANNY WAS?

760
00:32:39,366 --> 00:32:41,567
HE'S IN MINNEAPOLIS SHOOTING.

761
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:43,533
BUT YOU DID TELL HIM--

762
00:32:43,567 --> 00:32:45,267
I DON'T WANT
TO TALK ABOUT DANNY.

763
00:32:45,299 --> 00:32:50,133
PLEASE.

764
00:32:50,167 --> 00:32:54,167
LET'S TALK ABOUT
SOMETHING ELSE.

765
00:32:57,500 --> 00:32:59,100
WHAT DO YOU WANT
TO TALK ABOUT?

766
00:33:01,601 --> 00:33:04,400
I DON'T KNOW.

767
00:33:04,434 --> 00:33:06,299
OUR PROJECT?

768
00:33:06,333 --> 00:33:08,467
HOW CAN I TALK
ABOUT OUR PROJECT

769
00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:13,467
WHEN I WANT YOU
TO FUCK ME SO BADLY?

770
00:33:14,833 --> 00:33:16,067
ARE YOU SAYING
I HAVE TO FUCK YOU

771
00:33:16,100 --> 00:33:18,167
BEFORE WE CAN TALK BUSINESS?

772
00:33:20,333 --> 00:33:22,067
UH-HUH.

773
00:33:22,067 --> 00:33:24,900
YOU HAVE TO FUCK ME

774
00:33:24,934 --> 00:33:30,600
BEFORE YOU CAN EXPECT
TO GET ANYTHING FROM ME.

775
00:33:30,634 --> 00:33:31,766
YOU'RE GOING TO
HAVE TO TELL ME

776
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:35,067
WHAT YOU WANT, THEN.

777
00:33:37,067 --> 00:33:38,801
GIVE ME THAT.

778
00:33:43,834 --> 00:33:46,466
GIVE IT TO ME.

779
00:34:04,067 --> 00:34:07,099
TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF.

780
00:34:15,900 --> 00:34:18,266
TAKE IT OFF.

781
00:34:33,834 --> 00:34:35,533
UNBUTTON YOUR JEANS.

782
00:34:35,567 --> 00:34:38,334
NO.

783
00:35:01,167 --> 00:35:05,634
YOU'RE NOT GOING TO
GET ANYTHING FROM ME

784
00:35:05,666 --> 00:35:09,634
UNLESS YOU DO EXACTLY
WHAT I TELL YOU.

785
00:35:09,666 --> 00:35:10,968
REALLY?

786
00:35:11,067 --> 00:35:13,433
YEAH.

787
00:35:13,467 --> 00:35:15,766
YOU'RE GOING TO FUCK ME,

788
00:35:15,801 --> 00:35:20,567
AND YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE
EVERY SECOND OF IT.

789
00:35:25,934 --> 00:35:29,367
TELL ME YOU WANT IT.

790
00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:35,167
TELL ME.

791
00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:38,234
I CAN'T.

792
00:35:38,267 --> 00:35:40,334
TELL ME.

793
00:36:02,601 --> 00:36:05,767
[SPIRITED CONVERSATION]

794
00:36:09,234 --> 00:36:10,601
PAELLA!

795
00:36:10,634 --> 00:36:13,666
[EVERYONE CHEERS]

796
00:36:15,132 --> 00:36:18,501
PABLO, TELL JANE
ABOUT YOUR BUSINESS.

797
00:36:18,533 --> 00:36:20,734
UH, SHE DOESN'T WANT TO KNOW
ABOUT THAT.

798
00:36:20,766 --> 00:36:22,434
JANE IS A VERY GOOD
HAIRDRESSER,

799
00:36:22,466 --> 00:36:24,501
AND SHE WANTS TO KNOW
A GOOD...

800
00:36:24,533 --> 00:36:25,533
WHAT DO YOU CALL...

801
00:36:25,567 --> 00:36:26,533
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

802
00:36:26,567 --> 00:36:27,567
PIMP?

803
00:36:32,133 --> 00:36:33,100
CARMEN...

804
00:36:33,133 --> 00:36:34,100
WHAT?

805
00:36:34,133 --> 00:36:35,100
I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

806
00:36:35,133 --> 00:36:36,334
NO, IT'S WHAT
YOU'RE DOING, MOM.

807
00:36:36,366 --> 00:36:37,600
YOU'RE PIMPING OUT SHANE.
GO RIGHT AHEAD.

808
00:36:37,634 --> 00:36:38,834
CARMEN, LET IT GO.

809
00:36:38,868 --> 00:36:40,234
UM, I OWN

810
00:36:40,267 --> 00:36:42,067
A CARPET CLEANING
BUSINESS,

811
00:36:42,067 --> 00:36:43,267
SO IF YOU EVER NEED
THE CARPETS CLEANED

812
00:36:43,299 --> 00:36:45,334
AT YOUR HAIRDRESSING SALON,
I COULD...

813
00:36:45,366 --> 00:36:46,734
IT'S NOT A PROBLEM.

814
00:36:46,767 --> 00:36:47,801
THANK YOU.

815
00:36:47,834 --> 00:36:49,466
WE DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE
CARPETS AT THE SALON,

816
00:36:49,500 --> 00:36:50,399
BUT THAT SOUNDS
LIKE A NICE JOB.

817
00:36:50,433 --> 00:36:51,500
THANK YOU.

818
00:36:51,533 --> 00:36:53,500
IT'S VERY GOOD, JANE.
GOOD MONEY.

819
00:36:53,533 --> 00:36:55,067
OKAY, MOM, STOP.

820
00:36:55,067 --> 00:36:56,901
JUST STOP THIS RIGHT NOW.

821
00:36:56,933 --> 00:36:58,399
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

822
00:37:02,067 --> 00:37:04,634
MAMI, LET'S GET
THE NEXT DISH.

823
00:37:04,666 --> 00:37:06,400
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

824
00:37:08,766 --> 00:37:09,900
ABUELA MADE HER FLAN
FOR DESSERT--

825
00:37:09,933 --> 00:37:12,766
NO, MOM,
I'M HER GIRLFRIEND.

826
00:37:14,868 --> 00:37:16,968
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

827
00:37:17,067 --> 00:37:19,067
SI.

828
00:37:19,067 --> 00:37:21,634
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

829
00:37:23,067 --> 00:37:24,067
SHANE...

830
00:37:24,067 --> 00:37:25,766
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

831
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:29,100
WE LIVE
IN THE SAME HOUSE,

832
00:37:29,132 --> 00:37:32,234
AND WE SLEEP
IN THE SAME BED, MOTHER.

833
00:37:32,267 --> 00:37:34,399
CARMEN, THAT'S REALLY
NOT NECESSARY.

834
00:37:34,433 --> 00:37:36,100
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

835
00:37:36,133 --> 00:37:39,366
MAMA,
PLEASE DON'T.

836
00:37:39,399 --> 00:37:42,067
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

837
00:37:52,267 --> 00:37:53,234
GET OUT.

838
00:37:53,267 --> 00:37:54,868
BOTH OF YOU.

839
00:37:54,901 --> 00:37:56,933
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE.

840
00:37:56,968 --> 00:37:58,067
MERCEDES...

841
00:37:58,100 --> 00:37:59,734
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

842
00:37:59,767 --> 00:38:03,399
[SPEAKING SPANISH]

843
00:38:03,434 --> 00:38:06,868
GET OUT.

844
00:38:10,300 --> 00:38:11,333
GET UP.

845
00:38:12,333 --> 00:38:13,367
LET'S GO.

846
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:15,067
YOU'RE SO SELFISH.

847
00:38:15,067 --> 00:38:16,300
I'M THE SELFISH ONE?

848
00:38:16,333 --> 00:38:17,667
WHEN YOU ALL SIT HERE,

849
00:38:17,701 --> 00:38:18,766
AND YOU EXPECT ME
TO LIVE OUT SOME SORT OF LIE

850
00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,067
SO YOU CAN LIVE COMFORTABLY,

851
00:38:20,067 --> 00:38:21,132
AND YOU'RE CALLING ME SELFISH?

852
00:38:21,167 --> 00:38:23,067
YOU JUST COULD HAVE WAITED.

853
00:38:23,067 --> 00:38:24,634
WELL, OBVIOUSLY I COULDN'T.

854
00:38:24,667 --> 00:38:25,900
LET'S GO.

855
00:38:25,934 --> 00:38:26,734
LISTEN, WE SHOULD
TALK TO HER.

856
00:38:26,766 --> 00:38:28,067
NO, SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK.

857
00:38:31,067 --> 00:38:33,067
SO I'LL CALL YOU LATER.

858
00:38:33,067 --> 00:38:38,399
I JUST HAVE THIS MEETING
WITH MY BUSINESS MANAGER.

859
00:38:38,433 --> 00:38:40,267
ON A SUNDAY NIGHT?

860
00:38:40,299 --> 00:38:41,801
YEAH, WELL,

861
00:38:41,834 --> 00:38:45,067
I'M THINKING OF INVESTING
SOME OF MY OWN MONEY.

862
00:38:45,100 --> 00:38:47,167
THE STUDIO WON'T
PUT UP ANY MORE,

863
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:48,767
BUT YOU KNOW
HOW MUCH

864
00:38:48,801 --> 00:38:51,366
I BELIEVE
IN THIS PROJECT,

865
00:38:51,399 --> 00:38:54,801
AND IN YOU.

866
00:39:01,167 --> 00:39:02,367
WHAT?

867
00:39:02,399 --> 00:39:05,501
NOTHING.

868
00:39:05,533 --> 00:39:08,067
NOTHING.

869
00:39:08,067 --> 00:39:10,099
I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER.

870
00:39:10,132 --> 00:39:11,534
OKAY.

871
00:39:40,667 --> 00:39:41,933
WELL?

872
00:39:41,968 --> 00:39:44,701
I THINK I GOT IT.

873
00:39:44,734 --> 00:39:46,801
YOU THINK?

874
00:39:48,667 --> 00:39:49,801
I GOT IT.

875
00:39:53,133 --> 00:39:54,133
THAT'S GOOD.

876
00:40:07,133 --> 00:40:08,734
HI.

877
00:40:08,766 --> 00:40:10,433
HI.

878
00:40:10,467 --> 00:40:13,234
I GOT YOU THE COMPLETE
DIRK BOGARDE COLLECTION,

879
00:40:13,266 --> 00:40:15,433
AND, LIKE, THE WHOLE
JOHN HUGHES COLLECTION,

880
00:40:15,467 --> 00:40:17,533
SO WHATEVER YOU'RE
IN THE MOOD FOR, OKAY?

881
00:40:17,567 --> 00:40:18,800
ALL RIGHT.

882
00:40:18,833 --> 00:40:20,033
NO MISTAKING WHAT
YOU'RE IN THE MOOD FOR

883
00:40:20,067 --> 00:40:21,567
TONIGHT, IS THERE?

884
00:40:21,600 --> 00:40:22,466
WHAT?

885
00:40:22,501 --> 00:40:24,199
HUH?

886
00:40:24,234 --> 00:40:25,766
NOTHING.

887
00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:27,132
NOTHING.

888
00:40:29,100 --> 00:40:31,367
DO YOU NOT WANT ME TO GO
ON THIS DATE WITH CHANDRA?

889
00:40:31,399 --> 00:40:32,500
WHAT? NO.

890
00:40:32,533 --> 00:40:34,000
I DON'T CARE.
WHY WOULD I CARE?

891
00:40:34,033 --> 00:40:35,133
I DON'T CARE.

892
00:40:35,167 --> 00:40:37,667
WELL, I HOPE YOU WOULD CARE.

893
00:40:37,701 --> 00:40:38,801
I HOPE THAT YOU WOULD WANT ME
TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.

894
00:40:38,834 --> 00:40:40,200
I DO WANT YOU
TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.

895
00:40:40,234 --> 00:40:41,767
HAVE A GOOD TIME, REALLY.
REALLY.

896
00:40:41,801 --> 00:40:43,133
OKAY, BECAUSE I CAN STAY,
AND WE CAN WATCH MOVIES,

897
00:40:43,167 --> 00:40:43,901
AND I CAN CALL HER--

898
00:40:43,933 --> 00:40:45,200
GO.

899
00:40:45,234 --> 00:40:46,366
GO ON YOUR DATE.
HAVE A GOOD TIME.

900
00:40:46,399 --> 00:40:47,533
I'M JUST... I'M CRANKY.

901
00:40:47,567 --> 00:40:49,067
I'M NOT FEELING
VERY GOOD TONIGHT.

902
00:40:49,100 --> 00:40:52,200
IT'S FINE, REALLY.

903
00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:54,834
I THINK I SHOULD STAY.

904
00:40:54,868 --> 00:40:58,234
ALICE...

905
00:40:58,267 --> 00:41:00,000
GO ON YOUR DATE.

906
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:01,933
IT'LL DO YOU GOOD

907
00:41:01,968 --> 00:41:03,166
TO GET AWAY FROM ME
FOR A NIGHT, OKAY?

908
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,501
I DON'T HAVE TO
GET AWAY FROM YOU.

909
00:41:05,533 --> 00:41:06,934
THAT'S NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT.

910
00:41:06,968 --> 00:41:08,900
THAT'S SWEET.

911
00:41:08,933 --> 00:41:10,166
PLEASE GO.

912
00:41:10,199 --> 00:41:11,601
ALICE, I'M FINE.

913
00:41:12,734 --> 00:41:14,067
YOU'RE GOING TO BE LATE.

914
00:41:14,067 --> 00:41:15,132
OKAY, I AM GOING TO BE LATE.

915
00:41:16,968 --> 00:41:18,634
BUT...

916
00:41:18,667 --> 00:41:20,466
YOU KNOW, CALL ME
IF YOU NEED ANYTHING.

917
00:41:20,501 --> 00:41:21,533
I WILL.

918
00:41:21,567 --> 00:41:23,800
OKAY, I PROMISE.

919
00:41:23,833 --> 00:41:26,234
HAVE FUN.

920
00:41:26,266 --> 00:41:27,266
AL!

921
00:41:27,300 --> 00:41:29,667
WHAT? WHAT?

922
00:41:29,701 --> 00:41:33,100
UM...

923
00:41:34,701 --> 00:41:36,200
COULD YOU MAYBE
GET ME A BLANKET?

924
00:41:36,234 --> 00:41:38,100
I'M JUST...
I'M A LITTLE COLD.

925
00:41:39,767 --> 00:41:42,533
YEAH. SURE.

926
00:41:42,567 --> 00:41:44,067
THAT'D BE GREAT.

927
00:41:51,267 --> 00:41:52,767
THANK YOU.
IS THAT GOOD?

928
00:41:52,801 --> 00:41:53,868
YEAH, IT'S BETTER.

929
00:41:53,901 --> 00:41:55,133
BETTER?

930
00:41:55,167 --> 00:41:57,968
OKAY.

931
00:41:58,067 --> 00:41:59,533
YOU'LL CALL ME

932
00:41:59,567 --> 00:42:00,000
IF YOU NEED
ANYTHING AT ALL.

933
00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:01,766
I WILL.

934
00:42:01,800 --> 00:42:03,234
ALL RIGHT.

935
00:42:03,266 --> 00:42:04,666
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.

936
00:42:04,700 --> 00:42:07,200
YEAH, YOU TOO.
HAVE FUN.

937
00:42:08,734 --> 00:42:11,400
[DOOR CLOSES]

938
00:42:11,433 --> 00:42:13,500
[***]

939
00:42:21,399 --> 00:42:22,833
SHE'S SOUND ASLEEP.

940
00:42:22,867 --> 00:42:24,800
SHE ATE
A LOT OF SAND TODAY.

941
00:42:24,833 --> 00:42:26,199
SHE DID, MIKEY.

942
00:42:26,234 --> 00:42:28,199
SHE ATE LOTS AND LOTS
AND LOTS OF SAND.

943
00:42:28,234 --> 00:42:30,167
SHE HAD A REALLY
BIG DAY.

944
00:42:30,199 --> 00:42:32,600
YOU ATE SAND, TOO,
WHEN YOU WERE A BABY.

945
00:42:32,634 --> 00:42:33,834
NOW I KNOW BETTER.

946
00:42:33,868 --> 00:42:35,634
YES, YOU DO.

947
00:42:35,667 --> 00:42:36,734
ALL RIGHT,

948
00:42:36,767 --> 00:42:38,299
WHY DON'T YOU GO
WAIT IN THE CAR, OKAY?

949
00:42:38,334 --> 00:42:39,968
BE THERE IN A MINUTE.

950
00:42:41,634 --> 00:42:42,901
THAT WAS
REALLY GREAT.

951
00:42:42,933 --> 00:42:44,466
YEAH,
THAT WAS NICE.

952
00:42:44,500 --> 00:42:46,133
YEAH.

953
00:43:01,234 --> 00:43:04,567
WHY DON'T YOU AND MIKEY
STAY FOR DINNER?

954
00:43:06,567 --> 00:43:07,601
OKAY.

955
00:43:07,634 --> 00:43:10,199
OKAY.

956
00:43:14,833 --> 00:43:18,968
NOTE WHETHER YOU ARE FEELING
CALM OR AGITATED,

957
00:43:19,067 --> 00:43:23,533
CONTENT OR ANGRY,

958
00:43:23,567 --> 00:43:26,234
WITHOUT DESIRE,
OR FILLED WITH DESIRE.

959
00:43:26,266 --> 00:43:29,199
MAY I ACCEPT

960
00:43:29,234 --> 00:43:31,833
THAT THINGS DO NOT ALWAYS GO
AS I WOULD IMAGINE...

961
00:43:31,867 --> 00:43:34,067
THAT FEELINGS COME UP
THAT ROUSE MY MIND

962
00:43:34,100 --> 00:43:35,600
AND INCITE ME
TO ACTIVITY...

963
00:43:35,634 --> 00:43:38,567
BECOME AWARE OF YOUR
STATE OF MIND.

964
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:39,933
MAY I ACCEPT

965
00:43:39,968 --> 00:43:42,801
THAT THINGS DO NOT ALWAYS
GO AS I WOULD IMAGINE...

966
00:43:42,834 --> 00:43:44,600
MAY I ACCEPT
THAT MY HARD TIME

967
00:43:44,634 --> 00:43:46,234
WILL CERTAINLY PASS...

968
00:43:46,267 --> 00:43:50,067
MAY I FIND A PRACTICE
THAT HELPS ME TO KNOW...

969
00:43:50,100 --> 00:43:51,334
[BETTE]: MAY I KNOW

970
00:43:51,366 --> 00:43:55,200
THAT MY HARD TIME
WILL CERTAINLY PASS...

971
00:43:55,234 --> 00:43:59,067
MAY I FIND A PRACTICE
THAT HELPS ME TO KNOW...

972
00:43:59,067 --> 00:44:01,534
MAY I FIND THE STILLNESS...

973
00:44:01,567 --> 00:44:03,734
MAY I FIND THE QUIET...

974
00:44:03,766 --> 00:44:07,099
MAY I FIND THE RESOLVE...

975
00:44:07,133 --> 00:44:08,534
MAY I FIND THE PEACE

976
00:44:08,567 --> 00:44:12,266
THAT HELPS
DISPEL THE SUFFERING...

977
00:44:15,067 --> 00:44:17,234
DYLAN, ARE YOU THERE?

978
00:44:17,266 --> 00:44:18,333
IT'S ME AGAIN.

979
00:44:18,367 --> 00:44:20,434
I...

980
00:44:20,466 --> 00:44:22,600
MAYBE YOU WENT OUT,
I DON'T KNOW.

981
00:44:22,634 --> 00:44:25,766
LOOK, I FINISHED MY MEETING,
AND...

982
00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:26,800
I DON'T KNOW, CALL ME.

983
00:44:26,833 --> 00:44:28,501
MAYBE WE CAN GET TOGETHER.

984
00:44:28,533 --> 00:44:31,434
OKAY. BYE.

985
00:44:32,067 --> 00:44:33,299
HELENA PEABODY?

986
00:44:33,334 --> 00:44:34,299
YEAH?

987
00:44:34,334 --> 00:44:35,234
ARE YOU
HELENA PEABODY?

988
00:44:35,267 --> 00:44:36,667
YES.

989
00:44:36,701 --> 00:44:38,868
THIS IS FOR YOU
FROM MISS DYLAN MORELAND.

990
00:44:38,901 --> 00:44:40,067
WHAT IS IT?

991
00:44:40,100 --> 00:44:42,100
HAVE A NICE DAY.

992
00:44:59,167 --> 00:45:02,334
SEXUAL HARASSMENT...

993
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:07,734
GOD...

994
00:45:14,968 --> 00:45:16,132
[LAUGHING]

995
00:45:16,167 --> 00:45:17,533
YOU'RE KIDDING ME.

996
00:45:17,567 --> 00:45:20,734
OH, THAT'S HILARIOUS.

997
00:45:20,766 --> 00:45:22,067
ONE OF THE BEST THINGS
ABOUT COMING OUT

998
00:45:22,067 --> 00:45:24,367
WAS THAT SHE COULDN'T HIT ON
MY BOYFRIENDS ANYMORE.

999
00:45:24,399 --> 00:45:25,399
OH, I DON'T KNOW.

1000
00:45:25,434 --> 00:45:26,533
I MEAN, MOTHER,

1001
00:45:26,567 --> 00:45:27,968
SHE'S STRAIGHT
AS THE DAY IS LONG,

1002
00:45:28,067 --> 00:45:30,833
BUT SHE LOVES
TO HIT ON MY GIRLFRIENDS.

1003
00:45:30,867 --> 00:45:32,567
MINE STILL HAS
NO BOUNDARIES.

1004
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:35,634
MY EX AND I ARE RENTING A HOUSE
IN THE NORTH OF SPAIN,

1005
00:45:35,667 --> 00:45:38,433
IN THIS LITTLE TOWN
CALLED SITGES.

1006
00:45:38,466 --> 00:45:40,933
MY MOTHER WENT AHEAD
AND BOUGHT A PLANE TICKET.

1007
00:45:40,968 --> 00:45:42,067
YOUR EX AND YOU?

1008
00:45:42,067 --> 00:45:43,234
NO, NO, NO,
BELIEVE ME,

1009
00:45:43,267 --> 00:45:45,433
WE'RE SO
NOT GETTING BACK TOGETHER.

1010
00:45:45,466 --> 00:45:48,533
WE'VE BEEN EXES FOR, LIKE,
SEVEN YEARS.

1011
00:45:48,567 --> 00:45:50,067
WE TAKE VACATIONS TOGETHER
EVERY SPRING.

1012
00:45:50,100 --> 00:45:52,299
SO IT'S THE WEIRD LESBIAN
BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...

1013
00:45:52,334 --> 00:45:54,100
[BOTH LAUGH]

1014
00:45:54,133 --> 00:45:57,067
WHERE WE MAINTAIN DEEP,
INTIMATE, SEXLESS RELATIONSHIPS

1015
00:45:57,067 --> 00:45:58,133
WITH OUR PAST LOVERS.

1016
00:45:58,167 --> 00:46:00,000
I KNOW ALL ABOUT IT.

1017
00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:02,500
[CELL PHONE RINGS]

1018
00:46:05,333 --> 00:46:06,434
SPEAKING OF EXES.

1019
00:46:06,466 --> 00:46:07,968
GO AHEAD.

1020
00:46:08,067 --> 00:46:09,300
OKAY. SORRY.

1021
00:46:11,234 --> 00:46:13,099
HEY, DANA.

1022
00:46:14,500 --> 00:46:15,634
UM, YEAH.

1023
00:46:15,666 --> 00:46:17,100
SO YOU WANT ME TO
COME OVER AFTER DINNER?

1024
00:46:17,132 --> 00:46:18,100
OKAY.

1025
00:46:18,132 --> 00:46:21,333
ALL RIGHT, I'LL SEE YOU SOON.

1026
00:46:21,367 --> 00:46:23,199
OKAY.

1027
00:46:23,234 --> 00:46:25,667
I'LL SEE YOU SOON.
BYE.

1028
00:46:28,399 --> 00:46:30,333
I THINK SHE'S A LITTLE...

1029
00:46:30,367 --> 00:46:32,334
FREAKED OUT
THAT I'M GOING OUT WITH YOU.

1030
00:46:33,734 --> 00:46:35,100
DOES SHE WANT
TO GET BACK TOGETHER?

1031
00:46:36,234 --> 00:46:37,868
OH...
THAT'S A LOADED QUESTION.

1032
00:46:37,901 --> 00:46:40,634
UH, I DON'T KNOW.

1033
00:46:40,667 --> 00:46:42,868
IT'S KIND OF
HARD TO TELL

1034
00:46:42,901 --> 00:46:45,133
WITH EVERYTHING
SHE'S GOING THROUGH, SO...

1035
00:46:45,167 --> 00:46:46,299
[CELL PHONE RINGS]

1036
00:46:49,100 --> 00:46:50,868
[WHISPERING]: SORRY.

1037
00:46:54,067 --> 00:46:55,334
HI, DANA.

1038
00:46:57,801 --> 00:46:59,901
OH--

1039
00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:01,766
OKAY, I'LL BE RIGHT THERE.

1040
00:47:01,800 --> 00:47:03,200
NO, I'LL--

1041
00:47:03,234 --> 00:47:04,200
I'M LEAVING
RIGHT NOW.

1042
00:47:04,234 --> 00:47:05,200
I'M LEAVING
RIGHT NOW.

1043
00:47:05,234 --> 00:47:08,333
OKAY.

1044
00:47:08,367 --> 00:47:11,433
UM...

1045
00:47:11,467 --> 00:47:12,534
I--

1046
00:47:12,567 --> 00:47:13,601
IT'S OKAY.
I UNDERSTAND.

1047
00:47:13,634 --> 00:47:14,666
I'M SO SORRY.

1048
00:47:14,701 --> 00:47:16,234
I'M SURE SHE'S FINE.

1049
00:47:16,266 --> 00:47:17,900
SHE JUST...
SHE SOUNDS REALLY SCARED.

1050
00:47:17,934 --> 00:47:19,067
IT'S FINE.

1051
00:47:19,067 --> 00:47:20,167
I'LL TAKE CARE OF THE CHECK.

1052
00:47:20,199 --> 00:47:22,199
NO. NO, I--

1053
00:47:22,234 --> 00:47:23,667
IT'S FINE, OKAY?

1054
00:47:23,701 --> 00:47:25,867
I AM SO SORRY.

1055
00:47:25,900 --> 00:47:27,900
SO, SO SORRY ABOUT THIS.

1056
00:47:27,934 --> 00:47:30,199
MAYBE I'LL GET A RAINCHECK.

1057
00:47:30,234 --> 00:47:31,766
OKAY.

1058
00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:32,767
OKAY.

1059
00:47:32,801 --> 00:47:33,901
THANKS.

1060
00:47:33,933 --> 00:47:35,399
NO PROBLEM.

1061
00:47:37,399 --> 00:47:40,667
UH, THANKS
FOR UNDERSTANDING.

1062
00:47:44,067 --> 00:47:45,067
OKAY,
I'LL CALL YOU SOON.

1063
00:47:45,100 --> 00:47:46,399
OKAY. BYE.

1064
00:47:46,433 --> 00:47:48,200
BYE.

1065
00:47:57,234 --> 00:47:59,466
DANA?

1066
00:48:03,734 --> 00:48:05,400
DANA?

1067
00:48:07,634 --> 00:48:08,868
OH, MY GOD.

1068
00:48:09,933 --> 00:48:11,500
WHAT'S GOING ON?

1069
00:48:11,534 --> 00:48:13,766
I FEEL REALLY SICK, AL.

1070
00:48:15,933 --> 00:48:18,533
OH, MY GOD, YOU'RE BURNING UP.

1071
00:48:18,567 --> 00:48:19,734
HAVE YOU TAKEN YOUR TEMPERATURE?

1072
00:48:19,766 --> 00:48:21,934
NO.

1073
00:48:21,968 --> 00:48:24,266
GOD...

1074
00:48:24,300 --> 00:48:27,533
MY EARS HURT,
AND MY SINUSES...

1075
00:48:27,567 --> 00:48:28,600
I'M FREEZING.

1076
00:48:28,634 --> 00:48:31,466
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?

1077
00:48:31,501 --> 00:48:32,734
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

1078
00:48:32,767 --> 00:48:33,734
CALL THE DOCTOR.

1079
00:48:33,767 --> 00:48:35,067
OKAY.

1080
00:48:41,834 --> 00:48:42,801
OKAY, SHH, SHH...

1081
00:48:42,834 --> 00:48:43,834
JUST CALM DOWN, OKAY?

1082
00:48:43,868 --> 00:48:45,299
YEAH.

1083
00:48:45,334 --> 00:48:46,299
SHH...

1084
00:48:46,334 --> 00:48:47,334
HELLO?

1085
00:48:49,067 --> 00:48:51,267
YOU COULD HAVE
WAITED, CARMEN.

1086
00:48:51,299 --> 00:48:53,133
YOU COULD HAVE
AT LEAST TOLD ME

1087
00:48:53,167 --> 00:48:54,567
BEFORE YOU THREW IT
ON THEM LIKE THAT.

1088
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:55,868
YEAH, YOU KNOW WHAT?

1089
00:48:55,901 --> 00:48:57,901
I DIDN'T EXACTLY
PLAN THAT, SHANE.

1090
00:48:57,933 --> 00:48:59,200
BESIDES, IT WAS
HER FAULT, ANYWAY.

1091
00:48:59,234 --> 00:49:00,000
OH, REALLY?
YES.

1092
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:02,299
REALLY? HMM.

1093
00:49:02,334 --> 00:49:05,299
THAT POOR WOMAN IS IN DENIAL.

1094
00:49:05,333 --> 00:49:07,333
DON'T YOU THINK
THAT'S HARD ENOUGH?

1095
00:49:07,367 --> 00:49:08,400
I'LL TELL YOU
WHAT'S HARD, SHANE.

1096
00:49:08,433 --> 00:49:09,400
WHAT'S HARD
IS WATCHING YOUR MOTHER

1097
00:49:09,433 --> 00:49:10,367
TRY AND SET YOUR GIRLFRIEND UP

1098
00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:11,300
WITH SOME DICKHEAD

1099
00:49:11,333 --> 00:49:12,266
FROM THE CARPET
CLEANING--

1100
00:49:12,300 --> 00:49:13,500
PLEASE!
WHAT?

1101
00:49:13,534 --> 00:49:14,801
YOU KNOW WHAT?

1102
00:49:14,833 --> 00:49:15,968
I DON'T FUCKING GET YOU,
YOU KNOW?

1103
00:49:16,067 --> 00:49:17,167
IT'S LIKE ONE MINUTE
YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND,

1104
00:49:17,199 --> 00:49:18,968
YOU'RE ON MY SIDE,
YOU LOVE ME,

1105
00:49:19,067 --> 00:49:20,067
AND THEN
THE NEXT MINUTE--

1106
00:49:20,067 --> 00:49:21,067
I DON'T WANT
TO LOSE YOUR FAMILY.

1107
00:49:21,067 --> 00:49:23,300
OKAY?

1108
00:49:23,333 --> 00:49:24,399
I DON'T WANT THEM
TO HATE ME.

1109
00:49:24,434 --> 00:49:26,199
I THINK IT WOULD BE
REALLY FUCKED

1110
00:49:26,234 --> 00:49:28,167
IF THEY SAT THERE,
AND THEY BLAMED ME FOR THIS,

1111
00:49:28,199 --> 00:49:30,466
WHICH I AM SO SURE
THEY ALREADY HAVE.

1112
00:49:30,501 --> 00:49:33,366
WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT FAMILY?

1113
00:49:39,167 --> 00:49:41,067
[CELL PHONE RINGS]

1114
00:49:45,067 --> 00:49:45,968
THAT'S NICE.

1115
00:49:46,067 --> 00:49:47,133
SHANE...

1116
00:49:47,167 --> 00:49:48,133
NO, IT IS.

1117
00:49:48,167 --> 00:49:49,567
IT'S REALLY FUCKING
NICE OF YOU.

1118
00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:51,067
THANKS
FOR REMINDING ME.

1119
00:49:51,100 --> 00:49:54,067
WHAT?

1120
00:49:54,067 --> 00:49:57,901
AL?

1121
00:49:57,933 --> 00:50:00,000
[SIGHS]

1122
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:04,234
OKAY, ALL RIGHT.
ALL RIGHT.

1123
00:50:04,267 --> 00:50:07,501
OKAY, WE'LL BE
RIGHT THERE.

1124
00:50:07,533 --> 00:50:10,868
OKAY, BYE.

1125
00:50:10,900 --> 00:50:12,266
DANA'S
IN THE HOSPITAL.

1126
00:50:12,300 --> 00:50:15,534
WHAT HAPPENED?

1127
00:50:15,567 --> 00:50:17,734
THE CHEMO'S BREAKING DOWN
HER IMMUNE SYSTEM.

1128
00:50:17,766 --> 00:50:22,132
AND SHE HAS AN INFECTION.

1129
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,067
THEY'RE SOUND ASLEEP.

1130
00:50:43,100 --> 00:50:45,133
GOOD.

1131
00:51:32,067 --> 00:51:34,801
NO, NO, NO, NO.

1132
00:51:34,834 --> 00:51:36,100
[SOFTLY]: WHAT?

1133
00:51:36,133 --> 00:51:37,868
THAT'S NOT
WHAT I WANT.

1134
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:03,766
[PANTING AND MOANING]

1135
00:52:23,466 --> 00:52:25,234
[GASPING]

1136
00:52:30,634 --> 00:52:35,100
* I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN HURT

1137
00:52:35,133 --> 00:52:41,267
* MANY A TIME BEFORE

1138
00:52:41,299 --> 00:52:46,968
* YOUR HEART BLEEDS RIVERS

1139
00:52:47,067 --> 00:52:52,167
* DEEP ENOUGH TO DROWN

1140
00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:56,600
[DIALING]

1141
00:52:56,634 --> 00:52:59,533
[RINGING]

1142
00:53:01,433 --> 00:53:03,166
HELLO, ANGELICA, IT'S...

1143
00:53:03,200 --> 00:53:05,868
IT'S YOUR MAMA B CALLING.

1144
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:09,634
UM...

1145
00:53:09,666 --> 00:53:13,634
I JUST WANTED TO CALL YOU
TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU,

1146
00:53:13,666 --> 00:53:15,766
AND I MISS YOU.

1147
00:53:15,801 --> 00:53:17,533
I JUST...
I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE.

1148
00:53:17,567 --> 00:53:20,800
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE
ON THIS SILENT RETREAT,

1149
00:53:20,833 --> 00:53:23,833
AND EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS
SO LOUD.

1150
00:53:23,867 --> 00:53:27,867
MY LONELINESS IS JUST SO LOUD,
AND I CAN'T STAND IT.

1151
00:53:27,900 --> 00:53:29,234
I JUST WANT TO COME HOME.

1152
00:53:29,266 --> 00:53:32,567
I WANT MY ART, I WANT MY BOOKS,
I WANT MY THINGS,

1153
00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:35,801
I WANT MY HOUSE.

1154
00:53:35,834 --> 00:53:39,067
I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE
TO KISS YOU GOOD NIGHT.

1155
00:53:39,067 --> 00:53:41,634
[SOBBING]

1156
00:53:41,667 --> 00:53:44,734
I JUST...

1157
00:53:44,767 --> 00:53:48,067
I WANT MY LIFE BACK.

1158
00:53:48,067 --> 00:53:51,366
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT,

1159
00:53:51,399 --> 00:53:54,267
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT,

1160
00:53:54,299 --> 00:53:56,067
I WANT...

1161
00:53:57,734 --> 00:53:59,234
ALICE?

1162
00:53:59,267 --> 00:54:00,000
DANA,
I'M RIGHT HERE.

1163
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:01,800
EVERYTHING'S GOING TO
BE OKAY, ALL RIGHT?

1164
00:54:01,834 --> 00:54:03,100
THEY'RE JUST GOING TO
DO SOME TESTS.

1165
00:54:03,133 --> 00:54:04,299
PLEASE DON'T GO.

1166
00:54:04,333 --> 00:54:06,133
NO, I'M RIGHT HERE.
I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.

1167
00:54:06,166 --> 00:54:07,133
YOU'RE GOING TO
KEEP HER

1168
00:54:07,166 --> 00:54:08,199
IN THE HOSPITAL
OVERNIGHT?

1169
00:54:08,234 --> 00:54:09,634
YES. STAY HERE.

1170
00:54:09,666 --> 00:54:10,367
PLEASE, I'LL ANSWER
YOUR QUESTIONS LATER.

1171
00:54:10,400 --> 00:54:11,367
OKAY.

1172
00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:12,400
ALICE?

1173
00:54:12,433 --> 00:54:13,666
DANA, I'M GOING TO BE
RIGHT HERE WAITING.

1174
00:54:13,701 --> 00:54:15,500
I'M NOT GOING
ANYWHERE, OKAY?

1175
00:54:15,534 --> 00:54:17,766
I'M RIGHT HERE!

1176
00:54:22,266 --> 00:54:29,399
* BUT NO MATTER
HOW HARD I TRY *

1177
00:54:29,434 --> 00:54:35,701
* I CAN'T SEEM
TO WIN THIS FIGHT *

1178
00:54:35,734 --> 00:54:42,533
* I SEEM TO BE FURTHER BEHIND

1179
00:54:42,567 --> 00:54:48,600
* THAN I WAS WHEN I MET YOU

1180
00:54:48,634 --> 00:54:55,067
* NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY

1181
00:54:55,067 --> 00:55:01,901
* I CAN'T SEEM
TO WIN THIS FIGHT *

1182
00:55:01,933 --> 00:55:08,199
* I SEEM TO BE FURTHER BEHIND

1183
00:55:08,234 --> 00:55:14,634
* THAN I WAS WHEN I MET YOU *