PREVIOUSLY ON THE L WORD...
AL?
ALICE!
I'M JUST... I'M DISAPPEARING.
I'M JUST DISAPPEARING.
[RAZOR BUZZING]
I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH.
IT'S LIFE-AND-DEATH
FOR ME, TOO.
GENDER REASSIGNMENT SURGERY
ISN'T YET INCLUDED ON ANY INSURANCE POLICIES.
SOME OF MY PATIENTS,
THEY HOLD TOP SURGERY BENEFIT PARTIES.
[ARGUING LOUDLY]
YOU'RE THE ONE I WANT TO SPEND
THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH.
YOU ARE THE ONE I WANT TO MARRY ME!
[CHEERING]
NOBODY MAKES ME WET LIKE THAT.
TAKE ME HOME...
TO YOUR HOUSE.
WHERE'S CARMEN?
I'M IN THE SHITHOUSE.
YOU'RE HAVING THESE NIGHTMARES
BECAUSE OF THAT FUCKED-UP THING I DID.
YOU NO LONGER HAVE THE PRIVILEGES
OF BEING MY LIFE PARTNER.
WHOA!
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S BREAKING UP THE FAMILY.
ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO GO THROUGH WITH THIS ADOPTION?
OF COURSE I DO. WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?
WELL, IT'S OBVIOUS THAT YOU AND BETTE
ARE NOT HAPPY CAMPERS.
* IT'S WHETHER YOU GET UP
* MMM-MMM, MMM
[SNIFFLES]
[SNIFFLING]
* WHETHER YOU FALL
* MEANS NOTHING AT ALL
* WHETHER YOU GET UP
* MMM-MMM
IT'S BAD?
SHE SAID SHE COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT ME.
SHE WILL.
AND SHE'S GOING TO MOVE ON, YOU KNOW?
WE'VE ALL FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE.
I JUST HATE BEING THE HURTER, YOU KNOW?
I JUST...
IT'S WORSE, I THINK,
THAN BEING THE ONE WHO GETS THEIR HEART BROKEN.
DANA, YOU CAN'T GIVE UP YOUR HAPPINESS
FOR THE SAKE OF ALICE'S.
DON'T.
I'M SORRY, I JUST... I'M NOT...
I'M NOT READY.
IT'S OKAY.
I UNDERSTAND.
I DIDN'T BREAK UP WITH HER FOR YOU.
I BROKE UP BECAUSE IT WASN'T WORKING.
IT'S OKAY.
I CAN WAIT.
I'VE WAITED THIS LONG.
WE HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD.
[***]
* GIRLS IN TIGHT DRESSES WHO DRAG WITH MUSTACHES *
* CHICKS DRIVING FAST INGENUES WITH LONG LASHES *
* WOMEN WHO LONG, LOVE, LUST WOMEN WHO GIVE *
* THIS IS THE WAY IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE *
* TALKING, LAUGHING LOVING, BREATHING *
* FIGHTING, FUCKING CRYING, DRINKING *
* WRITING, WINNING LOSING, CHEATING *
* KISSING, THINKING, DREAMING
* THIS IS THE WAY...
* IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE *
* IT'S THE WAY THAT WE LIVE
* AND LOVE *
[DYLAN]: SO, IS IT TRUE THAT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN UP
SINCE 4:00 IN THE MORNING?
YES, BECAUSE WE'RE STILL
ON EAST COAST TIME.
AND YOU MAY AS WELL STAY ON IT.
IT'S A SHAME,
BUT THEY'VE GOT TO GO BACK TO NEW YORK
WITH THEIR NANNY AS SOON AS
THE SWIMMING LESSON IS OVER.
MOMMY, CAN DYLAN COME
TO OUR SWIMMING LESSON WITH US?
PUMPKIN...
DYLAN CAN COME ANYWHERE SHE WANTS WITH US,
ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD.
DON'T DO THAT.
WHAT?
NOTHING, IT'S JUST...
WELL, THE KIDS ARE FINE WITH IT.
I KNOW, BUT WE'RE IN PUBLIC...
AND I'M NOT...
OKAY.
SO WHO WANTS TO GO SWIMMING?
ME. ME.
SO, I WAS THINKING ABOUT WEARING THAT GREEN DRESS
TO THE LYON MARTIN BENEFIT.
I DON'T KNOW. I HAVE TO MAKE A SPEECH.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
I WOULD SAVE THE GREEN DRESS FOR TV
BECAUSE IT'S A GOOD COLOR ON YOU.
THANK YOU.
AND YOU ARE THE COLOR COMMENTATOR, SO...
[LAUGHING]: THAT'S FUNNY.
WHAT?
THAT'S NOT WHAT THAT MEANS.
OH.
THE COLOR COMMENTATOR HELPS OUT
THE PLAY-BY-PLAY ANNOUNCER
BY, LIKE, I DON'T KNOW, FILLING GAPS AND STUFF.
OH.
WHERE'S THE COLOR COME IN, THEN?
I HAVE NO IDEA.
SEE?
BECAUSE IT'S COLORFUL?
I DON'T KNOW.
I HELP, LIKE, GIVE STATISTICS
AND INJURY REPORTS,
WITH SOME OCCASIONAL HUMOR.
BECAUSE YOU'RE SO FUNNY.
YES.
IT'S LIKE LOOKING INTO A MIRROR.
WELL, BALD IS BEAUTIFUL.
I THINK SO.
THANKS FOR COMING WITH ME.
SURE.
I MEAN, I'M EXCITED TO MEET DR. LOVE.
I WANT HER TO SIGN MY BOOK AND STUFF.
I LIKE DOING STUFF WITH YOU.
YOU'RE, LIKE, MY FAVORITE PERSON TO DO STUFF WITH.
DO YOU MISS LARA?
YEAH, I DO.
I DON'T KNOW. IT'S DIFFERENT WITH YOU.
WELL, WE'RE BEST FRIENDS, THAT'S WHY.
YEAH. YEAH.
I MEAN, IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO GET HERE,
BUT YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND, YOU KNOW?
I WASN'T GOING TO LET YOU GO, SO...
YEAH, I KNOW. I'M GLAD.
I'M GLAD WE'RE BACK...
TOGETHER AS... AS FRIENDS.
IT'S GOOD.
OH, SHOOT.
I SHOULD'VE CALLED IT "TAKE MY BREASTS AWAY."
THAT WOULD'VE BEEN SO MUCH MORE TRAGIC.
I'M NOT TRAGIC.
NO, NOT TRAGIC LIKE THAT.
IT'S KIND OF TRAGIC IN THAT '80s
MILLI VANILLI KIND OF WAY.
I MEAN, TOM AND CYNTHIA CALLED IT "THE PITY PARTY."
YOU CALLING THIS "THE PITY PARTY"?
[CHUCKLES]
WHOO, THAT'S DEEP, GIRL.
I'M NOT A GIRL, KIT,
AND IT'S NOT A PITY PARTY.
IT'S A FUNDRAISER.
I CALL EVERYBODY "GIRL."
SHE EVEN CALLS ME "GIRL" SOMETIMES.
OH, YOU GO, GIRL.
JENNY, YOU WANT SOMETHING?
UH, COFFEE, PLEASE.
IT'S NOT COOL.
IT'S LIKE IF SOMEONE'S TRYING TO CHANGE THEIR NAME, YOU KNOW,
AND PEOPLE REFUSE TO CALL THEM BY THEIR NEW ONE.
MAX, I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO
IS VERY REAL,
BUT IT'S GOING TO BE MORE THAN JUST CHANGING YOUR NAME.
THERE'S GOING TO BE CONSEQUENCES.
KIT, YOU'RE MY FRIEND, ALL RIGHT?
SO IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY,
YOU SHOULD JUST SAY IT.
I UNDERSTAND
SOME OF YOUR STRUGGLE,
AND I RESPECT THE CHOICE YOU'RE MAKING
IN YOUR LIFE.
BUT YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT.
NO, I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT.
I'M JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU.
CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?
YOU KNOW, I'VE NEVER FELT COMFORTABLE
IN A GIRL'S BODY.
SO REMOVING YOUR BREASTS AND CHANGING YOURSELF INTO A MAN
IS GOING TO SOLVE ALL YOUR PROBLEMS?
NO, I KNOW THAT WON'T HAPPEN,
BUT PEOPLE WILL START TO SEE ME FOR WHO I AM.
YOU KNOW, IT JUST...
IT JUST SADDENS ME TO SEE
SO MANY OF OUR STRONG BUTCH GIRLS
GIVING UP THEIR WOMANHOOD TO BE A MAN.
YOU KNOW, WE'RE LOSING OUR WARRIORS,
OUR GREATEST WOMEN,
AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU.
I'M NOT FOLLOWING SOME TREND.
WHAT IF I LIVED MY LIFE
FEELING WHITE INSIDE,
AND THEN THE NEXT DAY I WOKE UP,
AND I COULD CHANGE THE COLOR OF MY SKIN,
THE FEATURES ON MY FACE
TO BECOME WHITE?
WOULD YOU ENCOURAGE ME TO DO THAT?
I DON'T KNOW.
DO YOU FEEL WHITE INSIDE?
WHAT'S "WHITE INSIDE"?
WHAT'S "MALE INSIDE"?
WHAT'S "FEMALE INSIDE"?
WHY CAN'T YOU BE THE BUTCHEST BUTCH IN THE WORLD
AND KEEP YOUR BODY?
BECAUSE I WANT TO FEEL WHOLE.
I WANT THE OUTSIDE OF ME TO MATCH THE INSIDE OF ME.
YOU'LL BE GIVING UP
THE MOST PRECIOUS THING IN THE WORLD.
WHAT, MY TITS?
NO.
BEING A WOMAN.
HERE YOU GO, ALICE.
WHY, THANK YOU, DR. LOVE.
YOU KNOW, DANA,
EVERYTHING YOU'VE TOLD ME,
I THINK YOU'RE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT,
AND I WOULD ADVISE ANYBODY IN YOUR SITUATION
TO HAVE CHEMOTHERAPY,
BUT I'M REALLY GLAD YOU'RE DOING
ALL THE COMPLEMENTARY THERAPIES AS WELL,
BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT'S REALLY GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.
OH, YEAH, IT DOES.
I READ YOUR BOOK.
WHAT ELSE CAN I DO FOR YOU,
BESIDES TELLING YOU YOU'RE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT?
I JUST... AT THIS POINT,
I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT I CAN DO TO HELP YOU.
YEAH.
I MEAN, YOU'RE WORKING ON A CURE, RIGHT?
THAT'S WHAT I READ.
WELL, I HAVE A FOUNDATION,
AND WE'RE DOING RESEARCH
ON WHERE BREAST CANCER STARTS,
WHICH IS IN THE LINING OF THE MILK DUCTS,
AND WE HAVE A DEVICE
WHERE WE CAN GET INTO THE MILK DUCT,
AND SQUIRT A VERY LOW DOSE OF CHEMOTHERAPY
RIGHT WHERE THE TUMOR IS,
AND TREAT THE TUMOR.
PRE-CANCEROUS, TOO.
SO I'M HOPING THIS WON'T ONLY CURE BREAST CANCER,
BUT MAY EVEN BE A WAY OF PREVENTING IT ALTOGETHER.
GOD, THAT'S AMAZING.
WOW.
WE'VE ACTUALLY BEEN ABLE
TO PREVENT IT IN RATS.
WE'VE GIVEN THIS LOW-DOSE CHEMOTHERAPY
TO RATS,
AND THEN GIVEN THEM A CARCINOGEN
AND PREVENTED THEM FROM GETTING BREAST CANCER.
SO WE'RE VERY CLOSE.
I-I WANT TO...
I WANT TO HELP.
I'LL DO ANYTHING, ANYTHING.
THAT'S GREAT.
WE NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET.
I WANT TO DO ANYTHING I CAN, REALLY.
I FEEL LIKE IT'S GIVING ME A NEW LEASE ON LIFE.
AH, WOW.
[CHUCKLING]
HEY, GUYS.
HELLO.
OH, MY GOD, THESE ARE SO FABULOUS.
IS DANA GOING TO BE OKAY WITH THESE?
YEAH, I MEAN, YOU KNOW, SHE'S HAVING A HARD TIME,
BUT I THINK SHE'S COMING TONIGHT.
SHE IS? GOOD, GOOD, GOOD.
HEY, MAX, LOOK.
OH, WOW.
COOL, ALICE.
HEY, IS THERE A FRIDGE?
BECAUSE I DON'T WANT THEM TO MELT.
THERE'S ONE RIGHT IN THE BACK.
OKAY.
OH... WHOA.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
HEY.
WANT SOME HELP?
NO, IT'S OKAY. I GOT IT.
NO, SHANE, I GOT IT.
WELL, BABY, I JUST--
NO, SHANE, I GOT IT!
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? YOU'VE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR DAYS.
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?
I'M FINE. OH, REALLY?
OKAY, FINE.
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS?
YEAH.
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL
IF YOU WERE MAKING LOVE TO ME,
AND THEN, ALL OF A SUDDEN,
I JUST CHECK OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT.
I'M GONE. I'M NOT THERE.
I HAVEN'T CHECKED OUT.
YEAH, YOU'RE THERE.
YOU'RE LYING NEXT TO ME AND STUFF,
BUT, LIKE, I TRY AND TOUCH YOU, I TRY TO KISS YOU.
I TRY AND DO ALL THESE THINGS TO MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD,
AND YOU'RE COMPLETELY GONE.
NO.
YES.
NO, I'M THERE.
OKAY, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CAME?
OH, COME ON, THAT HAS NOTHING--
THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT.
REALLY?
I THINK THAT SOMEWHERE,
DEEP DOWN, YOU'VE REALIZED THAT ALL OF A SUDDEN
YOU'RE IN THIS NICE, LITTLE COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP NOW,
AND IT PISSES YOU OFF,
AND NOW YOU'RE PUNISHING ME.
HEY, JENNY...
YEAH?
I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT THIS PLACE,
IT LOOKS AMAZING.
YAY!
I'M TELLING YOU, LADY,
YOU DID A PHENOMENAL JOB.
LIKE, IF MY PROM WERE THIS COOL,
I ABSOLUTELY WOULD HAVE GONE.
WHY DIDN'T YOU GO TO YOUR PROM,
MISS CARMEN?
SO THERE WAS THIS GIRL,
HER NAME WAS EVA TORRES,
AND THAT NIGHT WE SNUCK OFF,
AND, LIKE, WE WENT TO THIS PORN FESTIVAL.
I KNOW.
FOR REAL?
SO WE GO TO THIS PORN FESTIVAL,
AND SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO 69.
THAT'S, LIKE, THE COOLEST PROM NIGHT.
I'M SO JEALOUS.
WHY?
I MEAN, I WENT, BUT IT SUCKED.
DID YOU GO TO PROM?
NO, SHE DIDN'T FINISH HIGH SCHOOL.
YOU DIDN'T FINISH HIGH SCHOOL?
NO.
IT'S ALL RIGHT. THE G.E.D.
DID YOU GO TO PROM?
YEAH, I DID.
I WENT WITH BUCK THORNTON.
BUCK THORNTON? BUCK THORNTON?
YEAH, HE WAS THE CAPTAIN
OF THE FOOTBALL TEAM.
NICE.
YEAH, TOTAL CLOSET CASE.
JENNY...
WHAT?
YOU CAN'T DO THIS.
WHAT? WHY?
THIS IS TOTALLY DISRESPECTFUL.
BUT IT-- BUT IT GOES...
INSIDE THE PANTS.
SO THIS IS YOUR OPPORTUNITY TO DISCUSS ANYTHING
THAT MAY BE GOING ON WITH YOU,
ANYTHING THAT'S COME UP IN YOUR MEDITATIONS.
IT'S OKAY TO SPEAK IF YOU NEED TO.
ARE YOU EXPERIENCING ANY DIFFICULTIES?
ANY DISCOMFORT? PHYSICAL, SPIRITUAL?
ANY DIFFICULTIES WITH THE SILENCE?
OKAY, THEN.
THIS IS MIKEY,
AND THIS IS HIS DAD, HENRY.
THANK YOU FOR LETTING THEM JOIN
OUR SWIMMING LESSON.
YEAH, THANKS.
MIKEY WAS SO DISAPPOINTED
WHEN OUR ONLY FRIENDS WITH A POOL
STOPPED HAVING LESSONS.
WELL, WE'RE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU.
SO WHERE DO YOU AND MIKEY LIVE, HENRY?
SHERMAN OAKS.
HE LIVES THERE WITH ME HALF THE TIME,
AND THE OTHER HALF WITH HIS MOM IN VALLEY VILLAGE.
LUCKY YOU, MIKEY.
DO YOU WORK IN THE VALLEY?
OKAY, EVERYBODY,
LET'S GET REALLY WET NOW.
WATCH ME.
VENICE.
I'M A GRAPHIC DESIGNER.
LET GO, MOM.
HEY, WHY DON'T I GET THE GUYS.
THANK YOU.
ALL RIGHT, EVERYBODY READY?
ALL RIGHT.
ONE, TWO, THREE!
MAYBE AFTER YOU'RE FINISHED, YOU CAN GIVE ANGELICA A RIDE.
IF YOU DON'T MIND.
SHE LOVES BEING AROUND MEN.
SURE, I'D LOVE TO.
NOW, THE BIG KIDS...
EVERYONE WHO'S FEELING CONFIDENT,
GRAB A FLOATY THING AND FOLLOW ME.
WE'RE GOING TO PRACTICE KICKING.
LET'S GO, GUYS.
I'LL JUST BE A MOMENT.
LOOK AT EVERYBODY SWIMMING.
HAND HER OVER.
HI.
IF YOU'RE OKAY WITH HER,
I THINK I'LL GO AND MAKE THE KIDS SOME SNACKS.
I THINK WE'RE OKAY.
YEAH.
YOU CAN GO.
OKAY.
WHERE'S SHE GOING?
WHERE'S MAMA?
THERE SHE GOES.
SHE'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
ABUELA...
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
I WAS JUST TELLING HER
THAT IF SHE HAD EVER MET BENY MORE,
THEN SHE ABSOLUTELY WOULD HAVE MARRIED HIM.
WHO IS HE?
OH, MY GOD, JANE!
WHO IS BENY MORE?
ONLY THE BEST MUSICIAN IN THE WORLD.
HEY, HE'S THE GUY THAT YOU LIKE FOR ME TO PLAY
EVERY TIME WHEN, YOU KNOW,
BACK IN THE DAY,
WHEN I USED TO GO DOWN ON YOU.
CARMEN.
[ABUELA SPEAKING SPANISH]
MOM!
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
OH, WAIT, NO, I CAN GET IT.
THEY'RE UP THERE.
THANK YOU.
SURE.
THERE YOU GO.
GRACIAS.
OOF!
YOU'RE WELCOME.
QUE BONITA TATTOO.
OH, YEAH.
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. WHAT DO YOU THINK?
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
UH, JANE?
YEAH?
COULD YOU HELP ME?
YEAH.
TOMORROW NIGHT,
YOU AND CARMEN ARE COMING TO DINNER?
YEAH, I GUESS WE CAN, SURE.
YOU HAVE TO COME.
THERE IS SOMEONE I WANT YOU TO MEET.
OKAY.
* WHO DO YOU WANT ME TO BE TO MAKE YOU SLEEP WITH ME? *
* YOU ARE AN OBSESSION
* YOU'RE MY OBSESSION
[TINA]: I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU GUYS,
BUT I'M CERTAINLY LEARNING A LOT.
I THINK IT'S AMAZING
THAT THEY'RE ABLE TO DO THIS.
YEAH, IT'S LIKE
WHOEVER THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE INSIDE--
[HELENA]: THEY CAN BECOME IT.
YEAH.
IT'S GREAT THAT THEY CAN GET WHAT THEY WANT.
YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS POSSIBLE
TO GO THROUGH LIFE
USING GENDER-NEUTRAL PRONOUNS.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I HEARD TONIGHT?
"ZE DOESN'T LIKE MY NEW GENITALS,
SO I TOLD HIR TO FUCK HIRSELF."
I ALSO LEARNED
THAT A VAGINA IS A "BONUS HOLE."
OR A "COCKPIT."
NICE.
ALICE, WE SAW THAT.
OKAY.
SHE'S KIND OF CUTE, RIGHT?
HER NAME'S CHANDRA.
WHY DON'T YOU ASK HER OUT?
WELL, SHE KIND OF...
SHE ASKED YOU OUT? YOU SHOULD SAY YES.
I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T KNOW, YOU GUYS.
ALICE, YOU NEED TO GET OUT.
DANA WILL BE FINE.
I KNOW. LOOK AT HER.
SHE'S DOING SO GOOD.
SHE LOOKS GREAT.
WELL, THEY START RIGHT ABOUT HERE,
AND RUN UP,
AND THE OTHER SIDE, TOO.
MINE'S KIND OF LIKE THAT, TOO.
IT STARTS HERE AND GOES HALFWAY,
BUT I HAVE ANOTHER ONE THAT COMES DOWN LIKE THAT.
SO WHEN DID YOU KNOW?
FROM THE FIRST MOMENT I STARTED GROWING BREASTS,
I KNEW I WANTED THEM GONE.
I EVEN PRAYED TO GOD FOR THIS CHEST.
I USED TO THANK GOD FOR MY BOOBS.
[CHUCKLES AWKWARDLY]
THEY WERE REALLY NICE.
REALLY?
YEAH.
HUH.
HEY, YOU GUYS.
HI, MAX.
HOW'S IT GOING?
HEY, I HAVEN'T HAD MY DANCE YET.
DON'T YOU WANT TO GET YOUR KISS FIRST?
NOT REALLY.
ANYWAY, CHANDRA HAS HER EYE ON ALICE.
IT'S THE HAIR.
CHANDRA.
SHE JUST ASKED ME FOR DINNER.
IT'S NOT A...
DANA, DON'T YOU THINK
ALICE SHOULD GO ON A DATE WITH CHANDRA?
YEAH.
OH, YEAH,
YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GO OUT WITH HER.
I WOULDN'T CALL IT A DATE.
IT'S...
NO, YOU SHOULD CALL IT A DATE.
CALL IT A DATE, YOU KNOW?
YEAH...
ALICE!
ALICE, COME ON.
HAVE FUN.
HI.
[***]
[SPEAKING SOFTLY]
EXCUSE ME.
YEAH, HAVE FUN, MAX. GOOD LUCK.
HI.
DO YOU WANT ME TO DRAW THE RAFFLE PRIZE--
DO YOU MIND?
I'M SORRY.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
DANCING.
ARE YOU TRYING TO EMBARRASS ME?
NO.
YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND,
AND THIS IS MY PARTY.
YOU SHOULDN'T BE DANCING WITH SOME OTHER DUDE.
I WILL DANCE
WITH WHOEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO DANCE WITH.
I WASN'T SUCKING HIS FUCKING COCK, WAS I, MAX?
HEY...
DON'T HURT HER,
OR I'LL FUCKING CUT YOUR TITS OFF.
I'M NOT GOING TO TOUCH HER.
JENNY...
LOOK, I'M SORRY.
I REALLY AM.
IT'S JUST WHEN I SAW YOU WITH THAT GUY,
YOU KNOW, I JUST GOT...
I JUST...
I COULDN'T STAND IT.
WHEN I REALIZED THAT I MIGHT BE GAY,
I DIDN'T RULE OUT MEN,
BUT IF I'M GOING TO BE WITH A GUY,
I'M NOT GOING TO BE WITH SOME AGGRESSIVE MACHO MALE PIG
WHO HAS A DIFFERENT STANDARD OF BEHAVIOR FOR HIMSELF
THAN HE DOES FOR ME.
YOU'RE RIGHT.
LOOK, YOU'RE TOTALLY RIGHT.
I PROMISE...
I'M GOING TO TRY TO BE A BETTER MAN.
[CELL PHONE RINGING]
HELLO?
HEN... HENRY?
UH, HI.
UM, YEAH, YEAH, I HAD A NICE TIME, TOO.
ANGELICA HAD A LOT OF FUN WITH MIKEY.
UM...
NO, WE'RE NOT DOING ANYTHING TOMORROW.
THAT WOULD BE LOVELY.
SURE.
OKAY, I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.
WHOO.
DRINK?
YES.
I'D LOVE A DRINK.
[***]
* I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE
* I KNOW WHAT GUYS WANT
WHAT?
NOTHING.
[CHUCKLING]
SHANE, WHAT?
I JUST... I WAS THINKING
ABOUT THE THING YOUR MOM TOLD ME
ABOUT HOW WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE,
YOU HAD THIS TEDDY BEAR THAT YOU WOULD, UH...
OH, GOD.
RUB ITS TUMMY AND THEN TAKE A PISS ON IT.
REALLY, REALLY CUTE.
MY MOTHER IS NOW SHARING
MY PERSONAL STORIES WITH YOU.
THAT'S GREAT.
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE INVITED YOU TO DINNER.
SHE INVITED US.
YEAH, AND WHO'S THIS, LIKE,
THIS PERSON THAT SHE WANTS YOU TO MEET ANYWAY?
I DON'T KNOW, CARMEN. I DON'T KNOW.
SO YOU'RE, LIKE, REALLY CLOSE TO MY FAMILY NOW?
RIGHT?
WELL, YEAH.
OKAY, THAT'S GOOD, THAT'S GOOD.
SO YOU CAN BE INTIMATE WITH MY FAMILY,
BUT YOU CAN'T BE INTIMATE WITH ME, YOUR GIRLFRIEND.
JESUS CHRIST, CARMEN!
WHAT, DO YOU NOT LIKE THE FACT
THAT YOUR FAMILY AND I HAVE TAKEN TO EACH OTHER?
IS THAT IT?
* I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE...
I'M SORRY.
YOU'RE RIGHT.
YOU'RE TOTALLY RIGHT.
I'M SORRY.
LOOK AT ME.
I LOVE THE FACT
THAT MY FAMILY AND YOU HAVE TAKEN TO EACH OTHER.
OKAY?
WHAT DOES YOUR ABUELA THINK OF OUR TATTOOS?
I DON'T KNOW.
SHE THINKS IT MEANS THAT WE'RE FRIENDS.
UH-HUH.
I HEARD SOMETHING ABOUT WEDDING RINGS.
GOD, YOUR SPANISH IS GETTING GOOD.
WHAT CAN I SAY?
WOW.
ARE THEY UPSET?
NO.
THEY JUST MAKE UP STORIES
ABOUT US BEING FRIENDS, AND THAT WAY,
THEY DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.
* NYAH, NYAH, NYAH NYAH, NYAH *
I'M THINKING OF TAKING SPANISH LESSONS.
YOU DO? YOU--
REALLY?
YEAH.
THAT'S GREAT.
HERE, LET'S GET ONE.
* ANYTHING YOU WANT
* YOU CAN TRUST ME
* I REALLY WANT TO
* YOU CAN TRUST ME
* HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT?
* YOU CAN TRUST ME
* SUCKER
* I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE *
[***]
OH, THANK YOU.
MMM...
AND?
AND WHAT?
[LAUGHS]
AND YOU SAID WE WOULD CONTINUE THE CONVERSATION
THIS MORNING, AND IT'S MORNING.
OKAY...
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.
AND THAT IS A GOOD THING.
AND I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ANYONE ELSE
IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD,
AND EVEN THOUGH
I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THIS BEFORE,
BUT, YOU KNOW, THIS THING WE HAVE,
I REALLY BELIEVE IT'S GOING TO LAST.
SWEET.
AND?
AND I REALLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU.
SO...
YOU'LL MARRY ME?
WELL, I WOULD MARRY YOU IF I'D MARRY ANYONE.
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, KIT?
WELL, MY FRIENDS ARE GAY, AND MY SISTER'S A LESBIAN--
[MOCK-GASPS]
NO!
I FEEL IN MY HEART
UNTIL THEY CAN GET MARRIED
LIKE WE CAN,
AND HAVE THE SAME RIGHTS THAT WE HAVE,
I DON'T WANT TO USE THE SAME SYSTEM
THAT EXCLUDES AND DISCRIMINATES
AGAINST THE VERY PEOPLE I LOVE THE MOST.
DAMN...
THAT IS WHY I WANT YOU TO MARRY ME.
OKAY, WE CAN JUST LIVE TOGETHER.
WHAT?
WAIT A MINUTE.
WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT GETTING MARRIED,
NOW WE'RE TALKING ABOUT LIVING TOGETHER?
IT'S TOO MUCH PRESSURE,
TOO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT.
I CAN'T... I...
I'M MR. PRESSURE, BABY.
IT'S $3,452.
[SIGHS]
WOW, THAT'S SO MUCH MONEY.
IT'S CRAP MONEY.
IT WON'T EVEN PAY FOR ONE TIT.
WHERE WERE ALL YOUR RICH FRIENDS LAST NIGHT?
WHERE WERE ALL MY RICH FRIENDS?
HELENA PEABODY COULD HAVE PAID FOR MY ENTIRE TRANSITION
IN WHAT SHE PISSES AWAY IN LIKE A DAY.
I DON'T KNOW YOU.
YOU'RE BECOMING A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!
NO, I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
I'M NOT OKAY.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR YEARS AND YEARS.
I'M TOTALLY FREAKING OUT.
I'M NOT OKAY IN THIS BODY.
AND WHEN YOU GET THE BODY YOU NEED,
WHO'S GOING TO LIVE INSIDE OF IT?
IS IT GOING TO BE THAT SWEET, KIND,
COMPASSIONATE, GENTLE PERSON THAT I MET,
OR IS IT GOING TO BE THIS MOTHERFUCKING MONSTER?
I LOVE HER, I REALLY DO.
I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN IT.
I...
I JUST... I DON'T KNOW, I...
FOUND THAT YOUR FEELINGS HAVE CHANGED?
IT HAPPENS.
IT CAN HAPPEN IN STRAIGHT RELATIONSHIPS, TOO.
IT HURTS JUST AS MUCH.
IT'S TRUE, ISN'T IT?
IT TOOK ME NEARLY TWO YEARS
TO GET UP OFF THE FLOOR.
MY EX-WIFE WAS ALREADY REMARRIED
AND PREGNANT.
I DON'T WANT BETTE TO BE ON THE FLOOR
FOR THE NEXT TWO YEARS.
THAT'S UP TO BETTE, NOT YOU.
I WANT TO SHOOT THEM LIKE THIS,
REALLY CLOSE AND...
INTIMATE.
YOU KNOW, I WANT TO GET THEIR EYES.
LIKE THIS.
THEIR MOUTHS.
GOD, YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL.
SAY SOMETHING TO THE CAMERA.
WHERE DID YOU SAY DANNY WAS?
HE'S IN MINNEAPOLIS SHOOTING.
BUT YOU DID TELL HIM--
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT DANNY.
PLEASE.
LET'S TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE.
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT?
I DON'T KNOW.
OUR PROJECT?
HOW CAN I TALK ABOUT OUR PROJECT
WHEN I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME SO BADLY?
ARE YOU SAYING I HAVE TO FUCK YOU
BEFORE WE CAN TALK BUSINESS?
UH-HUH.
YOU HAVE TO FUCK ME
BEFORE YOU CAN EXPECT TO GET ANYTHING FROM ME.
YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO TELL ME
WHAT YOU WANT, THEN.
GIVE ME THAT.
GIVE IT TO ME.
TAKE YOUR SHIRT OFF.
TAKE IT OFF.
UNBUTTON YOUR JEANS.
NO.
YOU'RE NOT GOING TO GET ANYTHING FROM ME
UNLESS YOU DO EXACTLY WHAT I TELL YOU.
REALLY?
YEAH.
YOU'RE GOING TO FUCK ME,
AND YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE EVERY SECOND OF IT.
TELL ME YOU WANT IT.
TELL ME.
I CAN'T.
TELL ME.
[SPIRITED CONVERSATION]
PAELLA!
[EVERYONE CHEERS]
PABLO, TELL JANE ABOUT YOUR BUSINESS.
UH, SHE DOESN'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THAT.
JANE IS A VERY GOOD HAIRDRESSER,
AND SHE WANTS TO KNOW A GOOD...
WHAT DO YOU CALL...
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
PIMP?
CARMEN...
WHAT?
I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
NO, IT'S WHAT YOU'RE DOING, MOM.
YOU'RE PIMPING OUT SHANE. GO RIGHT AHEAD.
CARMEN, LET IT GO.
UM, I OWN
A CARPET CLEANING BUSINESS,
SO IF YOU EVER NEED THE CARPETS CLEANED
AT YOUR HAIRDRESSING SALON, I COULD...
IT'S NOT A PROBLEM.
THANK YOU.
WE DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE CARPETS AT THE SALON,
BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE A NICE JOB.
THANK YOU.
IT'S VERY GOOD, JANE. GOOD MONEY.
OKAY, MOM, STOP.
JUST STOP THIS RIGHT NOW.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
MAMI, LET'S GET THE NEXT DISH.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
ABUELA MADE HER FLAN FOR DESSERT--
NO, MOM, I'M HER GIRLFRIEND.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
SI.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
SHANE...
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
WE LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE,
AND WE SLEEP IN THE SAME BED, MOTHER.
CARMEN, THAT'S REALLY NOT NECESSARY.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
MAMA, PLEASE DON'T.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
GET OUT.
BOTH OF YOU.
GET OUT OF MY HOUSE.
MERCEDES...
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
GET OUT.
GET UP.
LET'S GO.
YOU'RE SO SELFISH.
I'M THE SELFISH ONE?
WHEN YOU ALL SIT HERE,
AND YOU EXPECT ME TO LIVE OUT SOME SORT OF LIE
SO YOU CAN LIVE COMFORTABLY,
AND YOU'RE CALLING ME SELFISH?
YOU JUST COULD HAVE WAITED.
WELL, OBVIOUSLY I COULDN'T.
LET'S GO.
LISTEN, WE SHOULD TALK TO HER.
NO, SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK.
SO I'LL CALL YOU LATER.
I JUST HAVE THIS MEETING WITH MY BUSINESS MANAGER.
ON A SUNDAY NIGHT?
YEAH, WELL,
I'M THINKING OF INVESTING SOME OF MY OWN MONEY.
THE STUDIO WON'T PUT UP ANY MORE,
BUT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH
I BELIEVE IN THIS PROJECT,
AND IN YOU.
WHAT?
NOTHING.
I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER.
OKAY.
WELL?
I THINK I GOT IT.
YOU THINK?
I GOT IT.
THAT'S GOOD.
HI.
I GOT YOU THE COMPLETE DIRK BOGARDE COLLECTION,
AND, LIKE, THE WHOLE JOHN HUGHES COLLECTION,
SO WHATEVER YOU'RE IN THE MOOD FOR, OKAY?
ALL RIGHT.
NO MISTAKING WHAT YOU'RE IN THE MOOD FOR
TONIGHT, IS THERE?
WHAT?
HUH?
NOTHING.
DO YOU NOT WANT ME TO GO ON THIS DATE WITH CHANDRA?
WHAT? NO.
I DON'T CARE. WHY WOULD I CARE?
I DON'T CARE.
WELL, I HOPE YOU WOULD CARE.
I HOPE THAT YOU WOULD WANT ME TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.
I DO WANT YOU TO HAVE A GOOD TIME.
HAVE A GOOD TIME, REALLY. REALLY.
OKAY, BECAUSE I CAN STAY, AND WE CAN WATCH MOVIES,
AND I CAN CALL HER--
GO.
GO ON YOUR DATE. HAVE A GOOD TIME.
I'M JUST... I'M CRANKY.
I'M NOT FEELING VERY GOOD TONIGHT.
IT'S FINE, REALLY.
I THINK I SHOULD STAY.
ALICE...
GO ON YOUR DATE.
IT'LL DO YOU GOOD
TO GET AWAY FROM ME FOR A NIGHT, OKAY?
I DON'T HAVE TO GET AWAY FROM YOU.
THAT'S NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT.
THAT'S SWEET.
PLEASE GO.
ALICE, I'M FINE.
YOU'RE GOING TO BE LATE.
OKAY, I AM GOING TO BE LATE.
BUT...
YOU KNOW, CALL ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING.
I WILL.
OKAY, I PROMISE.
HAVE FUN.
AL!
WHAT? WHAT?
UM...
COULD YOU MAYBE GET ME A BLANKET?
I'M JUST... I'M A LITTLE COLD.
YEAH. SURE.
THAT'D BE GREAT.
THANK YOU. IS THAT GOOD?
YEAH, IT'S BETTER.
BETTER?
OKAY.
YOU'LL CALL ME
IF YOU NEED ANYTHING AT ALL.
I WILL.
ALL RIGHT.
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.
YEAH, YOU TOO. HAVE FUN.
[DOOR CLOSES]
[***]
SHE'S SOUND ASLEEP.
SHE ATE A LOT OF SAND TODAY.
SHE DID, MIKEY.
SHE ATE LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF SAND.
SHE HAD A REALLY BIG DAY.
YOU ATE SAND, TOO, WHEN YOU WERE A BABY.
NOW I KNOW BETTER.
YES, YOU DO.
ALL RIGHT,
WHY DON'T YOU GO WAIT IN THE CAR, OKAY?
BE THERE IN A MINUTE.
THAT WAS REALLY GREAT.
YEAH, THAT WAS NICE.
YEAH.
WHY DON'T YOU AND MIKEY STAY FOR DINNER?
OKAY.
NOTE WHETHER YOU ARE FEELING CALM OR AGITATED,
CONTENT OR ANGRY,
WITHOUT DESIRE, OR FILLED WITH DESIRE.
MAY I ACCEPT
THAT THINGS DO NOT ALWAYS GO AS I WOULD IMAGINE...
THAT FEELINGS COME UP THAT ROUSE MY MIND
AND INCITE ME TO ACTIVITY...
BECOME AWARE OF YOUR STATE OF MIND.
MAY I ACCEPT
THAT THINGS DO NOT ALWAYS GO AS I WOULD IMAGINE...
MAY I ACCEPT THAT MY HARD TIME
WILL CERTAINLY PASS...
MAY I FIND A PRACTICE THAT HELPS ME TO KNOW...
[BETTE]: MAY I KNOW
THAT MY HARD TIME WILL CERTAINLY PASS...
MAY I FIND A PRACTICE THAT HELPS ME TO KNOW...
MAY I FIND THE STILLNESS...
MAY I FIND THE QUIET...
MAY I FIND THE RESOLVE...
MAY I FIND THE PEACE
THAT HELPS DISPEL THE SUFFERING...
DYLAN, ARE YOU THERE?
IT'S ME AGAIN.
I...
MAYBE YOU WENT OUT, I DON'T KNOW.
LOOK, I FINISHED MY MEETING, AND...
I DON'T KNOW, CALL ME.
MAYBE WE CAN GET TOGETHER.
OKAY. BYE.
HELENA PEABODY?
YEAH?
ARE YOU HELENA PEABODY?
YES.
THIS IS FOR YOU FROM MISS DYLAN MORELAND.
WHAT IS IT?
HAVE A NICE DAY.
SEXUAL HARASSMENT...
GOD...
[LAUGHING]
YOU'RE KIDDING ME.
OH, THAT'S HILARIOUS.
ONE OF THE BEST THINGS ABOUT COMING OUT
WAS THAT SHE COULDN'T HIT ON MY BOYFRIENDS ANYMORE.
OH, I DON'T KNOW.
I MEAN, MOTHER,
SHE'S STRAIGHT AS THE DAY IS LONG,
BUT SHE LOVES TO HIT ON MY GIRLFRIENDS.
MINE STILL HAS NO BOUNDARIES.
MY EX AND I ARE RENTING A HOUSE IN THE NORTH OF SPAIN,
IN THIS LITTLE TOWN CALLED SITGES.
MY MOTHER WENT AHEAD AND BOUGHT A PLANE TICKET.
YOUR EX AND YOU?
NO, NO, NO, BELIEVE ME,
WE'RE SO NOT GETTING BACK TOGETHER.
WE'VE BEEN EXES FOR, LIKE, SEVEN YEARS.
WE TAKE VACATIONS TOGETHER EVERY SPRING.
SO IT'S THE WEIRD LESBIAN BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
[BOTH LAUGH]
WHERE WE MAINTAIN DEEP, INTIMATE, SEXLESS RELATIONSHIPS
WITH OUR PAST LOVERS.
I KNOW ALL ABOUT IT.
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
SPEAKING OF EXES.
GO AHEAD.
OKAY. SORRY.
HEY, DANA.
UM, YEAH.
SO YOU WANT ME TO COME OVER AFTER DINNER?
OKAY.
ALL RIGHT, I'LL SEE YOU SOON.
OKAY.
I'LL SEE YOU SOON. BYE.
I THINK SHE'S A LITTLE...
FREAKED OUT THAT I'M GOING OUT WITH YOU.
DOES SHE WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER?
OH... THAT'S A LOADED QUESTION.
UH, I DON'T KNOW.
IT'S KIND OF HARD TO TELL
WITH EVERYTHING SHE'S GOING THROUGH, SO...
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
[WHISPERING]: SORRY.
HI, DANA.
OH--
OKAY, I'LL BE RIGHT THERE.
NO, I'LL--
I'M LEAVING RIGHT NOW.
OKAY.
UM...
I--
IT'S OKAY. I UNDERSTAND.
I'M SO SORRY.
I'M SURE SHE'S FINE.
SHE JUST... SHE SOUNDS REALLY SCARED.
IT'S FINE.
I'LL TAKE CARE OF THE CHECK.
NO. NO, I--
IT'S FINE, OKAY?
I AM SO SORRY.
SO, SO SORRY ABOUT THIS.
MAYBE I'LL GET A RAINCHECK.
OKAY.
THANKS.
NO PROBLEM.
UH, THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING.
OKAY, I'LL CALL YOU SOON.
OKAY. BYE.
BYE.
DANA?
OH, MY GOD.
WHAT'S GOING ON?
I FEEL REALLY SICK, AL.
OH, MY GOD, YOU'RE BURNING UP.
HAVE YOU TAKEN YOUR TEMPERATURE?
NO.
GOD...
MY EARS HURT, AND MY SINUSES...
I'M FREEZING.
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
CALL THE DOCTOR.
OKAY.
OKAY, SHH, SHH...
JUST CALM DOWN, OKAY?
YEAH.
SHH...
HELLO?
YOU COULD HAVE WAITED, CARMEN.
YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST TOLD ME
BEFORE YOU THREW IT ON THEM LIKE THAT.
YEAH, YOU KNOW WHAT?
I DIDN'T EXACTLY PLAN THAT, SHANE.
BESIDES, IT WAS HER FAULT, ANYWAY.
OH, REALLY? YES.
REALLY? HMM.
THAT POOR WOMAN IS IN DENIAL.
DON'T YOU THINK THAT'S HARD ENOUGH?
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT'S HARD, SHANE.
WHAT'S HARD IS WATCHING YOUR MOTHER
TRY AND SET YOUR GIRLFRIEND UP
WITH SOME DICKHEAD
FROM THE CARPET CLEANING--
PLEASE! WHAT?
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I DON'T FUCKING GET YOU, YOU KNOW?
IT'S LIKE ONE MINUTE YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND,
YOU'RE ON MY SIDE, YOU LOVE ME,
AND THEN THE NEXT MINUTE--
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOUR FAMILY.
OKAY?
I DON'T WANT THEM TO HATE ME.
I THINK IT WOULD BE REALLY FUCKED
IF THEY SAT THERE, AND THEY BLAMED ME FOR THIS,
WHICH I AM SO SURE THEY ALREADY HAVE.
WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT FAMILY?
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
THAT'S NICE.
SHANE...
NO, IT IS.
IT'S REALLY FUCKING NICE OF YOU.
THANKS FOR REMINDING ME.
WHAT?
AL?
[SIGHS]
OKAY, ALL RIGHT. ALL RIGHT.
OKAY, WE'LL BE RIGHT THERE.
OKAY, BYE.
DANA'S IN THE HOSPITAL.
WHAT HAPPENED?
THE CHEMO'S BREAKING DOWN HER IMMUNE SYSTEM.
AND SHE HAS AN INFECTION.
THEY'RE SOUND ASLEEP.
GOOD.
NO, NO, NO, NO.
[SOFTLY]: WHAT?
THAT'S NOT WHAT I WANT.
[PANTING AND MOANING]
[GASPING]
* I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN HURT
* MANY A TIME BEFORE
* YOUR HEART BLEEDS RIVERS
* DEEP ENOUGH TO DROWN
[DIALING]
[RINGING]
HELLO, ANGELICA, IT'S...
IT'S YOUR MAMA B CALLING.
UM...
I JUST WANTED TO CALL YOU TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU,
AND I MISS YOU.
I JUST... I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE.
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ON THIS SILENT RETREAT,
AND EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS SO LOUD.
MY LONELINESS IS JUST SO LOUD, AND I CAN'T STAND IT.
I JUST WANT TO COME HOME.
I WANT MY ART, I WANT MY BOOKS, I WANT MY THINGS,
I WANT MY HOUSE.
I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO KISS YOU GOOD NIGHT.
[SOBBING]
I JUST...
I WANT MY LIFE BACK.
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT,
I WANT...
ALICE?
DANA, I'M RIGHT HERE.
EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE OKAY, ALL RIGHT?
THEY'RE JUST GOING TO DO SOME TESTS.
PLEASE DON'T GO.
NO, I'M RIGHT HERE. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
YOU'RE GOING TO KEEP HER
IN THE HOSPITAL OVERNIGHT?
YES. STAY HERE.
PLEASE, I'LL ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS LATER.
OKAY.
ALICE?
DANA, I'M GOING TO BE RIGHT HERE WAITING.
I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE, OKAY?
I'M RIGHT HERE!
* BUT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY *
* I CAN'T SEEM TO WIN THIS FIGHT *
* I SEEM TO BE FURTHER BEHIND
* THAN I WAS WHEN I MET YOU
* NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
* I CAN'T SEEM TO WIN THIS FIGHT *
* I SEEM TO BE FURTHER BEHIND
* THAN I WAS WHEN I MET YOU *