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> Previously on The L Word...

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>Dana? It's me.

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It's Lara.

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I was just calling to say
I miss you,

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and I want to talk to you
about coming home.

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>So how's she doing?

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>She's doing better, I think.

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>Yeah?
>Yeah.

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>I'll tell Dana to call you.

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>I would really love that.

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[***]

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>[WHISPERING]

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>Those are her ashes?

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>Yeah.

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>Hey...

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>She told me

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she wanted them
scattered

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at her summer camp.

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>You know,

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they're putting her
in a mausoleum.

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>It just sucks.

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>It does suck.

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They suck.

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I mean,
look at this.

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This isn't Dana.

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[SOBBING]

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>Why are we sitting
all the way back here?

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>The front rows
are reserved for family

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and close friends.

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>And we are...?

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>Does it really
matter, Tina?

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>Yes, I think
it does, Bette.

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It would matter
to Dana.

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>Maybe can put
ourselves aside

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for once.

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>Guys, we are here
for Dana.

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>That's what
I was saying.

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>Hey...
>What?

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>Al, have you
talked to Lara?

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>I think she's still in Paris.

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I called and left her messages,

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but I don't know
that she even knows.

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[***]

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>All rise.

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* >Nearer, my God, to Thee

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* Nearer to Thee

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* E'en though it be a cross

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* That raiseth me

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* Still all my song shall be

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* Nearer, my God, to Thee

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* Nearer, my God, to Thee

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* Nearer to Thee *

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>She was a champion,
that much we all know.

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We know that, through deep faith
and rigorous discipline

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applied to
her truly extraordinary

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and God-given gifts,

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Dana outstripped most of us,

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and when He chose her
to join Him,

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God knew that he was doing so

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before this beautiful girl
ever got the chance

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to fulfill
her other great longing,

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to find domestic happiness.

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Dana longed for companionship,

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and she most certainly
would have found it.

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>She did.

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She absolutely
found that.

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>I know. It's okay.

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>If Dana had had more time
on this worldly plane,

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why, a beautiful girl like Dana,

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she would have, could have
easily found a love mate...

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>She found love.

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>We know that, Shane.
That's all that matters.

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>She would have settled down
with a loving partner,

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someone to care for her,
a strong, devoted man...

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a loving husband
who could match her strength--

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>What are you talking about?

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Dana was gay!

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Excuse me.

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>So were we explicitly
not invited

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back to the house?

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>Well, if you consider
"blood relations"

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and "family friends
for more than 15 years."

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>Why don't we just go anyway?

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What do you think?

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>Why would you
want to do that?

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>Because, you know,
I just feel like

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I haven't said goodbye
to her, and...

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>Well, I'm going
to go home

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to be with
my baby,

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especially since
her other mother

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is taking her off
this afternoon

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to be with
her new man-friend.

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>Will you be
all right?

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>Yeah.

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Bye.

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>What are we
waiting for?

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>Alice.

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>So, Max, what was the name
of the job that you applied for?

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>A place called
Intechmode.

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>Jenny thought
it would be cool--

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>Oh, wait, but didn't you--

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you interviewed for that one
or something?

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>No, Moira did.

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>Oh.

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>And they were a bunch
of sexist pigs,

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so I was going to write
an article for it.

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>Oh, you think
they'll give Max a job

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that they refused Moira?

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>It's a better job, actually.

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It's the senior project manager.

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They seemed to really
like my resume.

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So...

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>Good for you, Max.

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>Here she comes.

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>[WHISPERING]: You guys,
look what I got.

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>Are those
Dana's ashes?

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>Oh, no, you didn't.

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>Oh, my God...

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[LAUGHING]

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>You are my hero.

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>We're going to have
our own memorial

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at Camp Imalahkaha.

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>This group is working on
expanding software development

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for the INTECH server chip.

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Pavel is the project leader.

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Let me introduce you
to the guys.

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Say hello to Max Sweeney,
everyone.

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>Hey, Max.
>Hi.

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>Hey, how's it going?

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>Good.

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>Here we're looking
at a key system strategy

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for I.T. managers.

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>So that must mean
a dual-core mobile chip.

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>Yeah.

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>Hey.

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>Wow, you've sure got
the hardware.

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Assisted virtualization
technology.

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You know, Chaldene had a system
set up like this

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for client platforms.

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[CAR DOOR CLOSES]

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>What the...?

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>Dylan...

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>[MAN AND BOY LAUGHING]

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>You've got to color
in the lines.

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>Hey.

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>Henry, Mikey,
this is, uh...

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This is Bette.

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This is
Angelica's other mother.

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>Pleased to meet you.

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>Nice to meet you.

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>Thanks for letting us
hang with Angelica today.

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It would have been a bummer

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to go to the aquarium
without her.

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>Yeah, well, I've heard
it's a great aquarium.

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>Oh, you haven't been?

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>Henry took the day
off work

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so He could go
after Dana's funeral.

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>I thought it would be
a good antidote.

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>Yeah.

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>Do you want to join us?

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>I have a...

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I have a meeting.

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I'm being head-hunted
by Art College L.A.

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>They want you to teach?

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>They're searching for a dean.

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[CHUCKLES AWKWARDLY]

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>Congratulations.

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Sounds exciting.

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>We should go.

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>Yeah.

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>Come on, buddy.

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>Wait-- I want
to take a picture

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with my special
camera.

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>Why don't we wait

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till we get
to the aquarium

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to take a picture?

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>Can you take it?

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>You want me to take a picture?

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>A family picture.

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>Thank you.

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>Okay, come on.

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[DOOR CLOSES]

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[SNIFFLING]

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>I'm-- I'm giving you
my footage,

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which...

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you can throw away.

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You can burn it
if you want.

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I hope instead

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that you use
your passion

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and your resources

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to put this story forward.

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I believe in it.

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It's one of
the few things

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I still believe in.

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>I'm so sorry, Helena.

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I don't know
what it was like for you,

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coming out
of the closet.

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I mean, we hardly
know one another.

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I never told you
how I grew up

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or what Danny
did for me,

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how he--

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Thing is,
I don't even...

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I don't even want
to face myself.

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Even now, I...

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I just-- I can't face
the things about myself

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that I've been
running away from.

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They just...

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They just caught up with me
when I met you.

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I really don't know
how to face the fact

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that I love--

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>Wow, is that a 260 Stinger?

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>Are you
a powerboat enthusiast, Max?

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>I just love engines,

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and that's got
the most beautiful twin SBCs.

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>Well, maybe I'll take you
out for a spin

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after you get settled

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and get your project group
up to speed.

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>Does that mean...

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Have I got the job?

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>Welcome aboard, Max.

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Welcome to Intechmode.

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>Wow.

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Thanks, man.

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[LAUGHS]

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Whoa, that's exciting.

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>Would you marry me?

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>I know that you're...

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probably surprised
that I would come to you.

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>No.

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No, not at all.

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If I were in your position,
I'd come to me, too.

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>What position is that?

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>The non-birth
mother

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in a lesbian relationship
that's breaking up.

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>How did you know that
Tina and I are breaking up?

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>I'm a lesbian in Los Angeles.

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>Well,
did you also know

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that she has
a boyfriend?

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[LAUGHS]

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>Of course she does.

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[SIGHS]

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>Well,
the good news is,

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is that the law
is on your side.

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Did you
know that?

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>No.

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California law
actually recognizes you as--

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What's the kid's name?

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>Angelica.

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>Angelica.

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You were Angelica's
intended parent

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from conception.

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You've actively co-parented her,

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and you and Tina
filed the adoption petition

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at the time of her birth.

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A California court

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would almost certainly
grant the adoption

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and award you
50/50 joint custody.

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>That's not what I want.

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I don't want
50/50 joint custody.

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>Oh, please, don't tell me

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you're trying
to get out of child support.

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Because
even if Tina

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has to raise
this baby alone,

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you still have
a financial obligation--

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>I want sole custody.

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>How do you figure that?

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>Tina may have
given birth to her,

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but, really, Angelica
is the mirror of me.

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I mean, I know
what she's going to experience

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00:16:27,300 --> 00:16:30,133
as a biracial girl
growing up in a divisive world.

271
00:16:30,167 --> 00:16:31,233
I mean, let's face it,

272
00:16:31,267 --> 00:16:33,800
when Tina goes out in public
with Angelica,

273
00:16:33,833 --> 00:16:36,700
people automatically assume
that she's been adopted,

274
00:16:36,733 --> 00:16:41,300
but when they see me
with Angelica,

275
00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:44,533
they see a mother
and a daughter.

276
00:16:44,567 --> 00:16:46,100
I'm the one who's going
to be able to give her

277
00:16:46,133 --> 00:16:47,800
a sense of belonging.

278
00:16:47,833 --> 00:16:49,133
>Wow.

279
00:16:49,167 --> 00:16:53,233
Okay, um...

280
00:16:53,267 --> 00:16:56,133
How do you think Tina
will react to this?

281
00:16:59,467 --> 00:17:00,500
>Look, you know what?

282
00:17:00,533 --> 00:17:02,833
All I know is that

283
00:17:02,867 --> 00:17:06,067
when I saw Angelica
about to go out the door today

284
00:17:06,100 --> 00:17:10,933
with Tina and Henry
and little fair-haired Mikey,

285
00:17:10,967 --> 00:17:13,500
I just...

286
00:17:13,533 --> 00:17:15,600
I just wanted to fucking scream,
you know?

287
00:17:15,633 --> 00:17:18,633
Because I do not
want my daughter

288
00:17:18,667 --> 00:17:21,667
growing up in a house
where she feels like an outsider

289
00:17:21,700 --> 00:17:23,367
because everyone else is white

290
00:17:23,400 --> 00:17:24,933
and when
she looks around

291
00:17:24,967 --> 00:17:26,567
she doesn't see
another familiar face

292
00:17:26,600 --> 00:17:28,400
that looks like
her own.

293
00:17:28,433 --> 00:17:30,233
You know, she's going
to get that enough as it is

294
00:17:30,267 --> 00:17:31,833
in the world at large,

295
00:17:31,867 --> 00:17:34,433
and I know--
I know what that feels like.

296
00:17:36,600 --> 00:17:37,700
Angelica...

297
00:17:37,733 --> 00:17:41,567
belongs with me.

298
00:17:43,667 --> 00:17:46,067
>And what did the guy say
when you told him

299
00:17:46,100 --> 00:17:49,167
that they passed on Moira
for a lesser job

300
00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:52,367
with the exact same resume
and the same qualifications?

301
00:17:52,400 --> 00:17:53,467
>Do you know how much

302
00:17:53,500 --> 00:17:54,667
they're offering to pay me,
Jenny?

303
00:17:54,700 --> 00:17:55,900
>What did he say?

304
00:17:55,933 --> 00:17:59,233
>Six figures.

305
00:17:59,267 --> 00:18:03,333
I mean, that means
we can get our own place,

306
00:18:03,367 --> 00:18:06,233
and between the book and this,

307
00:18:06,267 --> 00:18:10,333
it's like
we're practically rolling in it.

308
00:18:10,367 --> 00:18:12,133
>Yeah, but
you have to go back.

309
00:18:12,167 --> 00:18:13,233
You've got to go...

310
00:18:13,267 --> 00:18:14,267
>Come on.

311
00:18:14,300 --> 00:18:16,267
>You've got
to go back.

312
00:18:16,300 --> 00:18:17,700
You've got to
go confront

313
00:18:17,733 --> 00:18:19,100
their fucking
hypocrisy,

314
00:18:19,133 --> 00:18:21,667
that equal-opportunity
bullshit.

315
00:18:21,700 --> 00:18:23,200
You know, I spoke
to my agent about it,

316
00:18:23,233 --> 00:18:24,467
and she was going to
talk to the New Yorker

317
00:18:24,500 --> 00:18:25,600
about writing a piece.

318
00:18:25,633 --> 00:18:28,133
>That's so uncool.

319
00:18:28,167 --> 00:18:30,600
I mean, I told you,
I don't want to do that.

320
00:18:30,633 --> 00:18:33,367
>So, what are you
going to do now?

321
00:18:33,400 --> 00:18:35,200
Are you going to sell out?

322
00:18:35,233 --> 00:18:36,767
Start sleeping with the enemy?

323
00:18:43,467 --> 00:18:47,867
>If you think men are the enemy,
then you and I have a problem.

324
00:18:53,467 --> 00:18:56,933
[TINA AND HENRY LAUGHING]

325
00:18:56,967 --> 00:18:58,933
>[HENRY]: Yeah.

326
00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:03,367
[DOORBELL RINGS]

327
00:20:04,033 --> 00:20:06,000
>What the fuck?

328
00:20:06,033 --> 00:20:07,767
No, I'll get it.

329
00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:13,333
[BETTE, SIGHING]:
>I'm so lonely, Kit.

330
00:20:13,367 --> 00:20:16,633
I don't think I've ever been
this lonely in my life.

331
00:20:16,667 --> 00:20:17,900
[SIGHS]

332
00:20:17,933 --> 00:20:22,100
I just, I can't...

333
00:20:22,133 --> 00:20:24,600
I can't...

334
00:20:24,633 --> 00:20:27,633
I can't bear it.

335
00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:38,033
And I just-- I never even
got to say goodbye to her and...

336
00:20:43,933 --> 00:20:49,567
>You'll get to say goodbye
to her tomorrow.

337
00:20:49,600 --> 00:20:51,167
Dana knows.

338
00:20:51,200 --> 00:20:53,433
She's waiting for us

339
00:20:53,467 --> 00:20:57,333
before she takes off
on the big trip.

340
00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:03,600
>Go on.

341
00:21:03,633 --> 00:21:06,100
You two
sleep in there.

342
00:21:06,133 --> 00:21:07,767
>I'm fine,
I'll be fine--

343
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,433
>Please.

344
00:21:11,500 --> 00:21:13,433
>Please? Come on.

345
00:21:18,667 --> 00:21:20,733
>Angus?

346
00:21:20,767 --> 00:21:21,767
>Could you
watch Angelica tomorrow

347
00:21:21,800 --> 00:21:22,833
while we scatter Dana's ashes?

348
00:21:22,867 --> 00:21:24,100
>Of course.

349
00:21:24,133 --> 00:21:25,433
Tina already called me.

350
00:21:27,433 --> 00:21:28,667
>Hey...

351
00:21:32,100 --> 00:21:33,200
I'm your guy.

352
00:21:33,233 --> 00:21:34,333
Know that.

353
00:21:34,367 --> 00:21:38,233
You've got
family here.

354
00:21:41,833 --> 00:21:43,233
>Thanks.

355
00:21:43,267 --> 00:21:44,400
>Go on.

356
00:21:44,433 --> 00:21:46,300
You two
get some rest.

357
00:21:46,333 --> 00:21:47,367
>Thanks, babe.

358
00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:48,867
>Mm-hmm.

359
00:21:48,900 --> 00:21:52,067
[***]

360
00:22:00,067 --> 00:22:01,233
>[MAX]:
Her brother was saying

361
00:22:01,267 --> 00:22:02,633
it's a bit of a hike
to the waterfall.

362
00:22:02,667 --> 00:22:05,067
>[ALICE]: Okay,
I think there's two falls.

363
00:22:05,100 --> 00:22:06,633
I think she's talking
about that one.

364
00:22:06,667 --> 00:22:08,167
>I think we take
the Algonquin trail,

365
00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:10,067
through the
Passamaquoddy...

366
00:22:10,100 --> 00:22:13,567
But do we take Arapaho,
or...

367
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:14,767
>You guys,
I've got it.

368
00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:15,900
We'll just take
the Algonquin

369
00:22:15,933 --> 00:22:17,167
through
the Passamaquoddy Pass.

370
00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:18,967
Take a right
at the Micmac Valley,

371
00:22:19,067 --> 00:22:20,133
and that third
nature trail,

372
00:22:20,167 --> 00:22:21,567
the Naragansett,

373
00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:22,700
we'll take it to
the fork in the road.

374
00:22:22,733 --> 00:22:24,467
That flows into
the Ikwe River.

375
00:22:24,500 --> 00:22:25,533
>Great. Okay.

376
00:22:25,567 --> 00:22:26,567
>We'll cross
the bridge.

377
00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:27,667
>All right, let's go.

378
00:22:29,967 --> 00:22:31,333
>Okay.

379
00:22:31,367 --> 00:22:32,533
>[ALICE]: Guys, first, we have
to find her cabin, though,

380
00:22:32,567 --> 00:22:33,900
because it was really important
to her.

381
00:22:33,933 --> 00:22:36,200
She talked about it
in our first meeting.

382
00:22:39,067 --> 00:22:42,067
[***]

383
00:22:49,833 --> 00:22:52,067
>All right, guys,
here's the cabins.

384
00:22:52,067 --> 00:22:53,367
>Which one
did Dana stay in?

385
00:22:53,400 --> 00:22:54,700
>It was called Hinaata.

386
00:22:54,733 --> 00:22:56,667
I'm pretty sure.

387
00:22:57,700 --> 00:22:58,900
Here it is. Hinaata.

388
00:22:58,933 --> 00:23:01,800
I can't believe it's still here.
Got to go in.

389
00:23:01,833 --> 00:23:04,300
>[Carmen]:
This is the first place
Dana got it on with a girl?

390
00:23:04,333 --> 00:23:05,867
>[bette]:
And why do you know this?

391
00:23:05,900 --> 00:23:07,833
>[ALICE]: I was writing
for this girls' sports magazine,

392
00:23:07,867 --> 00:23:10,100
if you can believe that,
me writing for sports,

393
00:23:10,133 --> 00:23:14,933
but I was given an assignment
to interview this tennis player.

394
00:23:17,900 --> 00:23:19,900
>Okay.

395
00:23:19,933 --> 00:23:20,967
Dana...

396
00:23:21,067 --> 00:23:22,300
[LAUGHS]

397
00:23:22,333 --> 00:23:23,967
I'm excited
about this interview.

398
00:23:24,067 --> 00:23:25,100
>Oh, good.

399
00:23:25,133 --> 00:23:26,700
Um...

400
00:23:26,733 --> 00:23:29,433
Did you have a special person,
like a mentor,

401
00:23:29,467 --> 00:23:31,400
you know,
someone who inspired you?

402
00:23:31,433 --> 00:23:35,067
>Yeah.

403
00:23:35,067 --> 00:23:38,267
Um, well, um...

404
00:23:38,300 --> 00:23:40,367
I was a senior camper

405
00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:42,567
at Camp Imalahkaha,

406
00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:44,433
and I was in Hinaata,

407
00:23:44,467 --> 00:23:49,633
and "Hinaata" means "leader,"
and there was this...

408
00:23:49,667 --> 00:23:50,967
I had a bunkmate
who was just sort of like,

409
00:23:51,067 --> 00:23:54,067
the leader of
all of us leaders,

410
00:23:54,067 --> 00:23:55,100
and she was--

411
00:23:55,133 --> 00:23:56,967
Oh.

412
00:23:57,067 --> 00:24:00,900
She was, um, she was
really mature and together

413
00:24:00,933 --> 00:24:03,967
and strong.

414
00:24:04,067 --> 00:24:06,900
She was really funny...

415
00:24:06,933 --> 00:24:08,767
and she always knew

416
00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:10,867
that she was...

417
00:24:10,900 --> 00:24:12,533
gonna be
a professional tennis player.

418
00:24:12,567 --> 00:24:13,833
>Oh.

419
00:24:13,867 --> 00:24:15,867
>So, um...

420
00:24:15,900 --> 00:24:17,867
[CLEARS THROAT]

421
00:24:17,900 --> 00:24:19,300
So I guess, yeah.

422
00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:21,067
She was sort of the first person

423
00:24:21,067 --> 00:24:22,300
I really looked up to
in that way.

424
00:24:22,333 --> 00:24:23,600
>Right, right.

425
00:24:23,633 --> 00:24:24,933
>But she was always
an amazing athlete,

426
00:24:24,967 --> 00:24:25,933
you know,

427
00:24:25,967 --> 00:24:27,233
and she was
beautiful, too.

428
00:24:27,267 --> 00:24:28,200
I mean, she had
long blonde hair,

429
00:24:28,233 --> 00:24:31,267
and, um...

430
00:24:31,300 --> 00:24:32,667
really incredible muscles,

431
00:24:32,700 --> 00:24:34,300
and she was always
really tanned.

432
00:24:34,333 --> 00:24:35,300
She was just...

433
00:24:35,333 --> 00:24:36,300
>Wow...

434
00:24:36,333 --> 00:24:37,300
>Yeah.

435
00:24:37,333 --> 00:24:38,367
>So it's kind of like...

436
00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:39,700
I mean, if...

437
00:24:39,733 --> 00:24:41,700
Is it fair to say
maybe you were...

438
00:24:41,733 --> 00:24:44,067
infatuated,
or, um...

439
00:24:44,067 --> 00:24:48,067
like, you had
in-love feelings for her?

440
00:24:48,067 --> 00:24:50,133
>No.

441
00:24:50,167 --> 00:24:52,133
No.

442
00:24:52,167 --> 00:24:54,733
>But, I mean, you must have...

443
00:24:54,767 --> 00:24:55,967
you know,
had, like, a crush, or...

444
00:24:56,067 --> 00:24:58,067
You know,
not to say

445
00:24:58,067 --> 00:25:00,333
that she was a dyke
or that you are,

446
00:25:00,367 --> 00:25:02,167
but that--

447
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:03,400
>What are you talking about?

448
00:25:03,433 --> 00:25:05,667
>Well...

449
00:25:05,700 --> 00:25:09,467
Girl athlete, long blonde hair,
big muscles--

450
00:25:09,500 --> 00:25:10,633
>You know, I'm sorry.

451
00:25:10,667 --> 00:25:12,067
I just-- I can't
do this interview.

452
00:25:12,067 --> 00:25:13,300
I've heard about
this kind of thing

453
00:25:13,333 --> 00:25:14,633
happening before,

454
00:25:14,667 --> 00:25:15,867
I just never really
expected it

455
00:25:15,900 --> 00:25:18,367
from a reputable
publication like yours.

456
00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:21,167
I-I'm...

457
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:22,900
I have to go.

458
00:25:22,933 --> 00:25:24,333
You'll be hearing
from my lawyer.

459
00:25:24,367 --> 00:25:26,267
>[HELENA]: So how did you two
end up being friends

460
00:25:26,300 --> 00:25:27,367
after she got you fired?

461
00:25:27,400 --> 00:25:28,933
>Oh, she didn't get me fired.

462
00:25:28,967 --> 00:25:32,867
I mean, they canned the story,
and they never hired me again.

463
00:25:32,900 --> 00:25:37,067
So, um, one day I'm hanging out
at Fred Segal, right,

464
00:25:37,067 --> 00:25:39,433
and I look up,
and I see there she is,

465
00:25:39,467 --> 00:25:41,333
Dana Fairbanks
with her mother.

466
00:25:41,367 --> 00:25:43,367
>So I was sitting
at this table

467
00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:44,533
with a bunch
of people.

468
00:25:44,567 --> 00:25:46,133
Gabby Deveaux was with me.

469
00:25:46,167 --> 00:25:47,133
>Ugh.

470
00:25:47,167 --> 00:25:48,433
>And she kept
staring at me,

471
00:25:48,467 --> 00:25:50,133
and she really couldn't
take her eyes off me, right?

472
00:25:50,167 --> 00:25:52,433
>So afterwards,
I went to the florist.

473
00:25:52,467 --> 00:25:53,667
I was buying Gabby
tulips,

474
00:25:53,700 --> 00:25:55,867
and she was cheating on me
already.

475
00:25:55,900 --> 00:25:57,233
Anyway, I bought her tulips,

476
00:25:57,267 --> 00:25:58,467
and I came out,
and I just went up to her car

477
00:25:58,500 --> 00:25:59,533
to talk to her.

478
00:25:59,567 --> 00:26:01,467
>Nice wheels.

479
00:26:01,500 --> 00:26:02,467
>Oh, hi!

480
00:26:02,500 --> 00:26:03,200
>Hey...

481
00:26:03,233 --> 00:26:04,667
>Hi.
>Hi.

482
00:26:04,700 --> 00:26:05,900
>Thanks.

483
00:26:07,533 --> 00:26:08,867
>Where'd
your friend go?

484
00:26:08,900 --> 00:26:10,333
>Oh, that's my mother.

485
00:26:10,367 --> 00:26:11,467
>Oh...

486
00:26:11,500 --> 00:26:12,467
>Yeah.

487
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:13,500
>Did you guys
eat here?

488
00:26:13,533 --> 00:26:15,833
>Yeah.

489
00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:17,067
>Like, you know,

490
00:26:17,100 --> 00:26:20,267
Fred Segal Cafe
is the biggest lezzie hangout

491
00:26:20,300 --> 00:26:21,733
in West Hollywood?

492
00:26:21,767 --> 00:26:24,633
>No, I didn't know that.

493
00:26:24,667 --> 00:26:27,067
Yeah. Huh.

494
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:35,133
Hey, maybe sometime you and I
can go for lunch or...?

495
00:26:35,167 --> 00:26:37,267
>Really?

496
00:26:37,300 --> 00:26:38,833
>Yeah. Yeah, sure.

497
00:26:38,867 --> 00:26:39,867
>Really?

498
00:26:39,900 --> 00:26:40,867
>Sure.

499
00:26:40,900 --> 00:26:41,933
>Oh, cool.

500
00:26:41,967 --> 00:26:43,067
Great.

501
00:26:43,067 --> 00:26:44,533
>Okay.

502
00:26:44,567 --> 00:26:45,567
Maybe Wednesday?

503
00:26:47,433 --> 00:26:48,400
>Yeah, okay.

504
00:26:48,433 --> 00:26:49,633
>Great.

505
00:26:49,667 --> 00:26:50,900
Cool.

506
00:26:50,933 --> 00:26:52,633
Maybe we'll go
to Fred Segal Cafe.

507
00:26:52,667 --> 00:26:55,633
>Maybe Fred Segal Cafe.

508
00:26:55,667 --> 00:26:57,067
>Really?

509
00:26:57,100 --> 00:26:59,367
>Yeah.

510
00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:00,500
>Hey, um,

511
00:27:00,533 --> 00:27:02,367
off the record.

512
00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:03,533
Swear.

513
00:27:03,567 --> 00:27:04,667
>Okay.

514
00:27:04,700 --> 00:27:05,667
>Camp, Hinaata?

515
00:27:05,700 --> 00:27:06,667
>Yeah?

516
00:27:06,700 --> 00:27:08,500
>You and that girl,

517
00:27:08,533 --> 00:27:09,667
you got it on, right?

518
00:27:09,700 --> 00:27:11,367
>Off the record?

519
00:27:11,400 --> 00:27:12,967
>Yeah.

520
00:27:17,367 --> 00:27:19,067
>I'll see you Wednesday.

521
00:27:19,067 --> 00:27:20,833
>So this is where it happened.

522
00:27:20,867 --> 00:27:22,633
With the tennis player.

523
00:27:22,667 --> 00:27:23,800
I mean, it could have been
on this bed.

524
00:27:26,067 --> 00:27:28,300
>And it took her
years to tell me.

525
00:27:28,333 --> 00:27:29,800
>She was
really deep

526
00:27:29,833 --> 00:27:31,400
in that closet.

527
00:27:31,433 --> 00:27:33,667
>And then right after
you met her,

528
00:27:33,700 --> 00:27:35,800
you brought her to our
millennium Y2K party.

529
00:27:35,833 --> 00:27:37,100
Remember that?

530
00:27:37,133 --> 00:27:39,400
Where we partied
like it was 1999?

531
00:27:39,433 --> 00:27:41,100
>Oh, my God,
that party of yours.

532
00:27:41,133 --> 00:27:42,233
I mean, that party
was just...

533
00:27:42,267 --> 00:27:43,967
fucking insane.

534
00:27:44,067 --> 00:27:45,467
Do you remember
that girl in the box?

535
00:27:45,500 --> 00:27:46,467
>Yeah, that
performance artist.

536
00:27:46,500 --> 00:27:47,500
>Oh, right.

537
00:27:47,533 --> 00:27:49,467
>She would write
on the glass.

538
00:27:54,133 --> 00:27:54,600
>You do weights?

539
00:27:54,633 --> 00:27:55,967
>Freeweights,

540
00:27:56,067 --> 00:27:57,333
and then I do
a little cardio.

541
00:27:57,367 --> 00:27:58,367
>You lift weights?

542
00:27:58,400 --> 00:27:59,400
>Yeah.

543
00:27:59,433 --> 00:28:00,467
>What do you bench?

544
00:28:00,500 --> 00:28:02,500
>I don't bench.
I use freeweights--

545
00:28:02,533 --> 00:28:04,067
>Hey, Kit.

546
00:28:04,067 --> 00:28:06,533
This is
Dana Fairbanks.

547
00:28:06,567 --> 00:28:07,633
>Hey.

548
00:28:07,667 --> 00:28:09,233
>She's a pro
tennis player.

549
00:28:09,267 --> 00:28:10,333
>Get out! No shit?

550
00:28:10,367 --> 00:28:11,367
>That's totally...

551
00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:12,367
>Kit Porter.

552
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:13,367
She's a sister
of one of the hostesses.

553
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:14,367
>Oh, cool.

554
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:15,367
It's nice
to meet you.

555
00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:20,500
>This is my boyfriend,
Harrison.

556
00:28:20,533 --> 00:28:21,967
>Hey, how you doing?

557
00:28:22,067 --> 00:28:23,867
>Whassup, beau?
>Ow.

558
00:28:23,900 --> 00:28:25,067
>That's your boyfriend?

559
00:28:25,067 --> 00:28:26,233
>Yep.

560
00:28:26,267 --> 00:28:27,233
>Mm-hmm.

561
00:28:27,267 --> 00:28:28,433
>Isn't he cute?

562
00:28:28,467 --> 00:28:29,600
>Yeah, he's cute,
all right.

563
00:28:29,633 --> 00:28:31,933
>How long have you guys
been dating?

564
00:28:31,967 --> 00:28:35,333
>[HARRISON]: Uh, well,
it's been a little while.

565
00:28:35,367 --> 00:28:37,400
I'm not sure of the date,
exactly.

566
00:28:37,433 --> 00:28:40,400
Dates...
I mean, who knows dates, really?

567
00:28:40,433 --> 00:28:41,533
Dates...

568
00:28:41,567 --> 00:28:43,067
I never keep track of 'em.

569
00:28:43,067 --> 00:28:45,067
Probably-- It's been
a couple of months.

570
00:28:45,067 --> 00:28:45,867
>Oh.

571
00:28:45,900 --> 00:28:48,600
>I can't remember exactly.

572
00:28:48,633 --> 00:28:51,367
Uh, do you know, honey?

573
00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,233
>So it's a new,
fresh romance.

574
00:28:54,267 --> 00:28:55,367
>Yeah, it's new.

575
00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:56,567
Yeah, it's pretty good.

576
00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:59,233
[***]

577
00:29:02,300 --> 00:29:04,500
>Good.

578
00:29:06,967 --> 00:29:08,133
>Y'all couldn't wait

579
00:29:08,167 --> 00:29:09,333
to out her
out of that closet.

580
00:29:09,367 --> 00:29:11,300
>Yeah, like you were
so innocent about that.

581
00:29:11,333 --> 00:29:13,633
>Well, she was
suffocating in there.

582
00:29:13,667 --> 00:29:14,900
You had to
bring her out.

583
00:29:14,933 --> 00:29:16,067
She couldn't
breathe.

584
00:29:16,067 --> 00:29:17,467
She needed to live.

585
00:29:18,900 --> 00:29:19,867
>What?

586
00:29:19,900 --> 00:29:20,867
Am I wrong?

587
00:29:20,900 --> 00:29:22,667
>Kit, you were
shitfaced.

588
00:29:22,700 --> 00:29:24,100
>Not too shitfaced
to know

589
00:29:24,133 --> 00:29:25,967
that that boy was gay
as the day is long.

590
00:29:26,067 --> 00:29:27,933
>I don't get it.

591
00:29:27,967 --> 00:29:31,067
It's a man, right?

592
00:29:31,067 --> 00:29:32,067
>Definitely.

593
00:29:32,067 --> 00:29:35,067
>Well, then,
where's the...

594
00:29:35,067 --> 00:29:36,467
>I think
he has it,

595
00:29:36,500 --> 00:29:38,067
like, tucked
between his legs.

596
00:29:38,100 --> 00:29:39,767
>Harrison...

597
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:41,533
>Oh, my God,
who are they kidding?

598
00:29:41,567 --> 00:29:43,467
>Yeah, like they're
going to be doing

599
00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:45,767
the funky monkey
tonight--

600
00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:47,933
yeah, right.

601
00:29:52,867 --> 00:29:55,067
>Do you know what?
I've got to go.

602
00:29:55,067 --> 00:29:56,467
>But--

603
00:29:59,667 --> 00:30:00,667
[SNICKERING]

604
00:30:01,833 --> 00:30:03,433
>Hey, Dana...

605
00:30:03,467 --> 00:30:05,000
>Come here.

606
00:30:07,667 --> 00:30:09,067
>Come on.

607
00:30:10,633 --> 00:30:13,400
>Hi.

608
00:30:13,433 --> 00:30:14,767
Hi...

609
00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:15,933
>Do you guys know

610
00:30:15,967 --> 00:30:17,933
that Dana and I
fooled around once?

611
00:30:17,967 --> 00:30:19,000
>Excuse me?

612
00:30:19,033 --> 00:30:20,033
>You and Dana?

613
00:30:20,067 --> 00:30:21,133
>Yes.

614
00:30:21,167 --> 00:30:22,200
>Are you
kidding me?

615
00:30:22,233 --> 00:30:23,467
>Are you
fucking kidding?

616
00:30:23,500 --> 00:30:24,467
>No!

617
00:30:24,500 --> 00:30:25,567
>You're just
saying this

618
00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:26,633
to get
attention again.

619
00:30:26,667 --> 00:30:28,133
>No, I'm not saying it
to get atten--

620
00:30:28,167 --> 00:30:30,133
Shane, say it. It's true.
>It's true. She did.

621
00:30:30,167 --> 00:30:31,133
>Okay, Jenny,
details.

622
00:30:31,167 --> 00:30:33,300
>I was at The Palms,

623
00:30:33,333 --> 00:30:35,067
and she came,
and we bumped into each other,

624
00:30:35,100 --> 00:30:37,100
and we started talking,
and whatever,

625
00:30:37,133 --> 00:30:39,000
and then she came back
to the shed,

626
00:30:39,033 --> 00:30:41,367
and we proceeded
to have

627
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:43,933
the worst sex ever
in history.

628
00:30:43,967 --> 00:30:46,033
>How did you recover
after that?

629
00:30:46,067 --> 00:30:49,300
>Um, well, we said
that we should just stop

630
00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:51,433
before it just got
totally out of hand

631
00:30:51,467 --> 00:30:53,500
and just like
two crazy people,

632
00:30:53,533 --> 00:30:54,867
and then,
I don't know,

633
00:30:54,900 --> 00:30:57,000
she asked me if I wanted
to learn how to dance.

634
00:30:57,033 --> 00:30:59,033
>Because she was
a really good dancer,

635
00:30:59,067 --> 00:30:59,667
wasn't she?

636
00:30:59,700 --> 00:31:00,833
>Yes.

637
00:31:00,867 --> 00:31:03,167
[***]

638
00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:05,467
>You don't bring it together.
It's sort of like this.

639
00:31:05,500 --> 00:31:06,600
There it is, yeah.

640
00:31:06,633 --> 00:31:09,867
[GIGGLING]

641
00:31:09,900 --> 00:31:11,500
>Want me
to teach you?

642
00:31:16,133 --> 00:31:17,200
[LAUGHING]

643
00:31:17,233 --> 00:31:18,733
>Ooh, I like this.

644
00:31:18,767 --> 00:31:20,867
>Back, one, two.

645
00:31:20,900 --> 00:31:22,567
Back, one, two.

646
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:23,933
Back, one, two.

647
00:31:23,967 --> 00:31:25,367
>I'm doing the Charleston.

648
00:31:25,400 --> 00:31:27,233
>Okay, wait,
now I can't remember.

649
00:31:27,267 --> 00:31:28,567
Let's see.

650
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:29,867
>One, two.

651
00:31:29,900 --> 00:31:31,100
[GIGGLING]

652
00:31:39,467 --> 00:31:40,900
>[SHANE]: Remember
when her and Lara broke up?

653
00:31:40,933 --> 00:31:41,933
>Mm-hmm.

654
00:31:41,967 --> 00:31:42,933
>I don't think
I'd seen her

655
00:31:42,967 --> 00:31:44,167
that devastated
in a long time,

656
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:45,367
so I took her

657
00:31:45,400 --> 00:31:46,833
to the Tegan and Sara
concert.

658
00:31:46,867 --> 00:31:48,200
>You fucker.

659
00:31:48,233 --> 00:31:49,400
You were supposed
to take me--

660
00:31:49,433 --> 00:31:50,833
>I know, I'm sorry.

661
00:31:50,867 --> 00:31:52,367
I wanted to do something
to cheer her up.

662
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:53,367
I mean,

663
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:54,633
she was in the worst place,

664
00:31:54,667 --> 00:31:57,767
but, anyways, I...

665
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:00,700
I don't know why,
but I brought acid.

666
00:32:00,733 --> 00:32:02,867
[LAUGHTER]

667
00:32:02,900 --> 00:32:06,367
>And I think Dana
had an epiphany that night.

668
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:07,700
>You know,
you don't have to

669
00:32:07,733 --> 00:32:08,767
if you don't want to.

670
00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:10,333
>No, I want to.

671
00:32:10,367 --> 00:32:12,833
Just-- What's it
going to do to me?

672
00:32:12,867 --> 00:32:16,300
>Well, it depends.

673
00:32:16,333 --> 00:32:17,500
Well, I don't know.

674
00:32:17,533 --> 00:32:19,067
I find that
it makes me floaty,

675
00:32:19,067 --> 00:32:22,900
and I see trails
and colors sometimes.

676
00:32:22,933 --> 00:32:24,067
It's...

677
00:32:24,067 --> 00:32:26,800
Expect that.

678
00:32:26,833 --> 00:32:30,867
>But is that fun?

679
00:32:30,900 --> 00:32:35,467
>I think
it's a blast.

680
00:32:35,500 --> 00:32:38,767
>I don't know.

681
00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:40,667
Will it set me free?

682
00:32:40,700 --> 00:32:41,933
[CHUCKLES]

683
00:32:41,967 --> 00:32:42,967
>You know what?

684
00:32:43,067 --> 00:32:44,067
It'll give you
the illusion

685
00:32:44,100 --> 00:32:45,967
that it sets you free,

686
00:32:46,067 --> 00:32:48,067
and that's...
just as good.

687
00:32:50,600 --> 00:32:52,333
[***]

688
00:32:52,367 --> 00:32:55,067
[TEGAN AND SARA PERFORM
"LOVE TYPE THING"]

689
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:08,400
>* My shirt tucked out
And your hands tucked in *

690
00:33:08,433 --> 00:33:13,467
* When dark things come calling
They want you to hear... *

691
00:33:13,500 --> 00:33:14,633
>How do you feel?

692
00:33:14,667 --> 00:33:18,367
>I don't feel anything.

693
00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:20,667
>You will.

694
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:28,633
>* A love type thing
A sure type thing... *

695
00:33:30,767 --> 00:33:32,333
>Do you know who's a lesbian?

696
00:33:32,367 --> 00:33:33,800
>Dana Fairbanks.

697
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:38,633
>I am not!

698
00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,400
>What?

699
00:33:41,433 --> 00:33:42,767
>Huh?

700
00:33:45,667 --> 00:33:48,367
* If they want you
They'll take you *

701
00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:53,267
* And that is for sure

702
00:33:53,300 --> 00:33:58,400
* Sweet humming underground
Sleepless and sore *

703
00:33:58,433 --> 00:34:01,067
>Come on, Dana,
come out of that closet.

704
00:34:01,067 --> 00:34:06,800
* A love type thing
A sure type thing *

705
00:34:06,833 --> 00:34:13,900
* A love type thing
A sure type thing *

706
00:34:13,933 --> 00:34:20,533
* Oh, it's a love type thing
A sure type thing *

707
00:34:20,567 --> 00:34:26,500
* Oh, it's a love type thing
A sure type thing *

708
00:34:26,533 --> 00:34:31,700
[LAUGHTER]

709
00:34:31,733 --> 00:34:35,067
>[shane]:
She danced her ass off, too.

710
00:34:35,100 --> 00:34:36,700
[ALL LAUGHING]

711
00:34:39,733 --> 00:34:40,700
>A crazy dancer.

712
00:34:40,733 --> 00:34:41,767
>Yeah.

713
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:44,067
>And she was
the best kisser.

714
00:34:44,067 --> 00:34:47,700
>And an incredible lover.

715
00:34:47,733 --> 00:34:50,400
>Yeah, and a trusting,

716
00:34:50,433 --> 00:34:54,433
trustworthy friend.

717
00:34:54,467 --> 00:34:56,333
>All that
and so much more.

718
00:34:56,367 --> 00:34:57,367
>Yup.

719
00:34:57,400 --> 00:34:58,367
>Absolutely.

720
00:34:58,400 --> 00:34:59,400
>We love you, Dana.

721
00:34:59,433 --> 00:35:00,700
>Dana...

722
00:35:00,733 --> 00:35:01,933
>We love you,
love you,

723
00:35:01,967 --> 00:35:03,600
love you, Dana.

724
00:35:05,167 --> 00:35:06,467
>Okay, who's going
to drink mine?

725
00:35:06,500 --> 00:35:09,400
>We will.

726
00:35:09,433 --> 00:35:11,967
[***]

727
00:35:26,567 --> 00:35:30,067
>I asked Carmen
to marry me.

728
00:35:33,067 --> 00:35:34,367
>Losing
someone you love

729
00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:35,900
as much as you love Dana

730
00:35:35,933 --> 00:35:37,600
can really make you think
about the rest of your life,

731
00:35:37,633 --> 00:35:38,867
you know?

732
00:35:38,900 --> 00:35:40,233
>The worst part is

733
00:35:40,267 --> 00:35:41,967
is that we're estranged
from her family.

734
00:35:42,067 --> 00:35:45,433
I'd love to repair that.

735
00:35:45,467 --> 00:35:49,100
I'd love to ask
for their...blessing.

736
00:35:49,133 --> 00:35:53,867
She hasn't even said yes yet.

737
00:36:18,333 --> 00:36:21,500
>[MAX]: I can hear the
waterfall,
so we must be getting close.

738
00:36:23,067 --> 00:36:27,233
[KIT]: >Dana, we are not all
athletes like you!

739
00:36:27,267 --> 00:36:30,067
>[MAX]:
Come on, Kit.

740
00:36:30,067 --> 00:36:32,267
You can make it.

741
00:36:32,300 --> 00:36:33,867
>[breathing heavily]

742
00:36:35,967 --> 00:36:37,367
>Hey, you guys!

743
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:39,967
Look at
the waterfall.

744
00:36:49,067 --> 00:36:52,067
>Dana...

745
00:36:52,067 --> 00:36:57,067
you don't know how much
we're going to miss you.

746
00:36:57,067 --> 00:36:59,667
>But we know that
everything is fine...

747
00:36:59,700 --> 00:37:02,567
and you're in
a peaceful place,

748
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,433
and everything
is okay.

749
00:37:04,467 --> 00:37:05,567
>No, it's not.

750
00:37:08,633 --> 00:37:09,667
>Of course it's not.

751
00:37:09,700 --> 00:37:11,067
It's not for us,

752
00:37:11,067 --> 00:37:13,633
but Dana
is in a peaceful place.

753
00:37:13,667 --> 00:37:14,967
She is.

754
00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:16,667
>No. No,
I don't buy

755
00:37:16,700 --> 00:37:19,400
that fucking
spiritual bullshit,

756
00:37:19,433 --> 00:37:20,633
and I can't sit here

757
00:37:20,667 --> 00:37:21,733
and pretend
that it's okay,

758
00:37:21,767 --> 00:37:24,767
because it's not!

759
00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:29,233
And she didn't
die peacefully.

760
00:37:29,267 --> 00:37:32,633
She died alone,

761
00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:34,467
and I'm not going
to sit here

762
00:37:34,500 --> 00:37:36,400
and put this in a box
with a ribbon

763
00:37:36,433 --> 00:37:39,100
just to make everyone
feel better,

764
00:37:39,133 --> 00:37:42,067
because it's not
the truth.

765
00:37:42,100 --> 00:37:43,167
It's not.

766
00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:49,933
>Shane?

767
00:37:49,967 --> 00:37:51,067
Shane!

768
00:38:02,900 --> 00:38:05,267
[CRYING]

769
00:38:14,267 --> 00:38:17,500
[***]

770
00:41:10,567 --> 00:41:13,467
>Yes.

771
00:41:23,100 --> 00:41:25,467
Yes.

772
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:56,267
>I do love you.

773
00:43:39,067 --> 00:43:42,067
>[SOBBING]

774
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:37,133
[***]