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The summer I was
8 years old,
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5 hours disappeared
from my life.
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5 hours.
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Lost.
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Gone without a trace.
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Last thing I remember I was
sitting on the bench...
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at my Little League game.
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It started to rain.
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What happened after that
remains a pitch black void.
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Brian?
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Brian?
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You, dork.
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What the heck are
you doing in there?
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Hey.
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You're bleeding.
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Whew! It is
terrible out there.
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Mom!
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Hello, sweetheart.
What happened to you?
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Brian got a bloody nose
hiding in the cellar.
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Whatever on Earth were
you doing down there?
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Are you okay, sweetheart?
You poor little baby.
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They had me cooped up all
night in that awful mail room.
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I didn't even know it was
raining till I got off work.
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Hold still.
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Ow.
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Did one of the other moms
give you a ride home?
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- I'm going to bed.
- I hope you're happy.
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I knew he'd get hurt playing
sports out there in the field.
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You know, when I was a kid, I wasn't
exactly a star player either.
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But at least I gave it my all,
I wasn't a quitter.
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Sorry, Dad.
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- Good night.
- Good night.
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I told your father that
Little League thing ...
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was a stupid idea.
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Hold your nose.
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Mom made me quit baseball
the very next day.
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This was when
the nightmares began...
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... and the nose bleeds.
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I wet the bed several times...
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... and then there
were the black outs.
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I'd feel my eyes
roll back in my head.
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I'd crumple to the floor
like a dropped puppet.
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The darn thing's not
even a year old yet.
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Maybe it's screwed up from
all the lighting last week.
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Oh, your father's going to be
overjoyed about this.
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What time's Dad getting home?
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Not for another hour,
at least, honey.
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Mom. Deborah.
Come look!
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It's a UFO!
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Oh please, it's just a
weather balloon or something.
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No, look what it's doing to the TV.
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It's flying over the house!
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Let's go up on the roof.
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No, wait!
Children, be careful!
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That summer, those were the
two things I'd never forget.
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The cramped, stale
darkness of the crawlspace.
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And, equal in power
and mystery... that UFO,
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out there somewhere travelling
across the universe.
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The summer I was 8 years old,
I came for the first time.
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I was watching my Mom going at it
with her boyfriend of the moment,
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Alfred, in my old swing set.
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Alfred was all Marlboro man,
dumb as a fucking rock.
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What I would, years later,
come to call "my type".
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And only the most boring,
stupid things...
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have ever come out of his mouth.
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But seeing him like this,
whimpering and grunting...
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like a helpless animal, I
couldn't take my eyes off of him.
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I'd been masturbating for
years, but it wasn't till...
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that summer that jizz actually
squirted out my dick when I came.
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Couldn't wait to show Coach.
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Oh, maybe I should start
at the beginning.
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Back in June, my Mom signed
me up for Little League.
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It was Alfred's idea, a way
for them to fuck freely,
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without the expense
of a sitter.
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Are you excited?
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Coach Heider?
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Desire sledgehammered me.
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He looked like the lifeguards,
cowboys and firemen,
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I'd seen in the Playgirls that my
mom kept stashed under her bed.
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Back then, I didn't know
what to do with my feelings.
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They were like, a gift I had
to open in front of a crowd.
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- Hello.
- Hello.
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I'm Ellen McCormick.
And this is my son, Neil.
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Hello, Neil.
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Honey, don't you want to
say hello to your new coach?
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Don't worry, it takes him a
while to warm up to strangers.
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I quickly became the
team's star player.
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Which wasn't saying much
considering the other kids...
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were a bunch of
hopeless spazzes.
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Our first game,
bottom of the eighth,
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I whacked a triple
with the bases loaded.
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The crowd went fuckin' nuts.
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But I didn't care about that.
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All that mattered was
it made Coach proud.
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After that first victory,
the coach called my Mom...
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to tell her he was taking the team
out to a movie to celebrate.
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Hey, big guy,
ready to go?
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- Coach?
- Yeah.
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Where's everybody else?
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Well, it looks like it's just going
to be you and me today, bud.
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- Really?
- Yup.
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Cool.
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I picked "Blood Prom," an
R-rated slasher flick...
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with tons of cool gore
and murders in it.
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When this one really
annoying blonde chick...
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got her head chopped off,
I cheered.
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After the movie,
we picked up a pizza...
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and headed back to Coach's.
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Coach's house was awesome.
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He had a giant TV, an Atari with
Donkey Kong, Asteroids, Frogger.
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All my favourite games.
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Hah. You exploded.
My turn.
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Sure your mom's
not expecting you?
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No.
She works.
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She's probably got a date
with Alfred afterward.
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My guess is you spend a lot
of time by yourself, huh?
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Yeah.
But I kind of like it.
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I just ride my
bike and watch TV.
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It's cool.
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Oh shit!
You made me mess up!
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Sorry.
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Hold on.
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Come here for a sec.
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Bring one of those
bottles of Peach Nehi.
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Now, this might seem a
little weird at first.
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But I need to record
my team's voices,
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especially my best players.
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Okay?
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Take this.
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Now just speak into it
using your normal voice.
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Well, what should I say?
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Whatever you like.
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Start with your name.
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Neil.
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Now take a big sip
of pop and belch.
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Shit.
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Good.
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Say that again.
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Shit.
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Again.
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Shit, shit,
shit, shit, shit.
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Shit.
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Hell!
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Damn!
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Now, look up
into the camera.
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Now stick your tongue out.
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Make a funny face.
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Good. Good.
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Yeah.
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Yes, Neil, yes.
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Yes.
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Open your mouth real wide.
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Neil, that's perfect.
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July 2nd.
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We had a 7:30 game against
Hutchinson Taco Hut.
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I know you're gonna kick
their butts tonight?
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You gonna knock one out
of the park for your poor,
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hard-working mom?
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So you're gonna get a ride
home with Coach, right?
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- Yeah.
- Okay.
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You're mine and I love you
and don't you ever forget it.
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Boy, were you
on fire tonight!
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It's the best
you've ever played!
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Thanks, Coach.
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Hey, can we play some more of
those game cartridges tonight?
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Sure we can.
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But I gotta show
you something first.
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Ew.
I look stupid in this one.
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No.
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You look perfect.
Your expression.
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Like you're having
a wonderful dream.
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Neil, I've been thinking
a lot about you this week.
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I'm hungry.
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Sure.
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You want a pizza?
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I might have something
here you'd like.
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Whoa!
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What'll it be, little buddy?
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My mom never buys
these things.
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She says they're a
big waste of money.
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Let's eat then.
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Which one do you want?
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I don't know,
what are you having?
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Corn pops.
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Then I'll have uh...
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Cocoa Krispies.
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Shit.
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Sorry.
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You do one.
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Whew!
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Here we go.
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I like you, Neil.
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I like you so much.
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When I really, really
like someone...
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...there's a way I
show them how I feel.
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Shhh.
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Angel.
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There's nothing wrong with
kissing someone like this.
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Don't ever let any one
tell you that it's wrong.
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It happened.
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That's what I told myself.
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It just happened.
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And after it was over,
I looked down...
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at the mess on the floor.
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It was like a kaleidoscope
had shattered.
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And when I swallowed, the taste
of Coach's tongue seared my mouth.
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You liked it.
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It's okay that you liked it.
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Everything's gonna be okay.
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Do you know him
or something?
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I met Wendy Peterson
when I was ten.
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She was eleven, one grade
ahead of me in school.
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What are you doing?
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Damn. No razor.
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You're insane.
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If I wasn't queer we would
have ended up having...
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sloppy teenage sex and
getting pregnant...
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contributing more fucked up,
unwanted kids to society.
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But instead, she
became my soul-mate.
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And... one true
partner in crime.
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Let's kidnap him.
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His mom says we're
supposed to take him home.
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Where are you taking me?
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A house with lots
and lots of candy.
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Goody.
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Beeewaaaaaaare.
Bewaaaare.
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Bewaaare.
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These are the eyes of the
Axe Murderer's victims.
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- Come on, Satan.
- Hurry up, Chicken.
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I never much cared
for Halloween,
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but this particular year,
I couldn't shake the feeling...
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that something
horrible was gonna happen.
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And there was nothing
I could do to stop it.
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Wait outside for me.
I'll be done in a minute.
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You hold him while
I go get something.
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- What are we gonna do?
- Have some fun.
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- What's the matter, Satan?
- What did you say, Punk?
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What a loser!
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00:18:02,862 --> 00:18:05,327
Loser!
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00:18:05,664 --> 00:18:08,232
Loser!
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00:18:21,414 --> 00:18:23,014
Brian?
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00:18:25,184 --> 00:18:26,784
Brian?
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I thought that was you.
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Lie down.
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Lie down, retard.
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What are you doing?
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Shut up!
Shut up, or we'll kill you.
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Point the beam over here.
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Open your mouth.
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I said open your mouth.
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Keep these in y our
fucking mouth.
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You better do what we say,
or I'll kill you, I swear.
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Give me the matches.
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00:19:00,453 --> 00:19:03,817
Wendy, come on, give me
the damn matches!
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00:19:19,505 --> 00:19:21,572
Shine the flashlight on him.
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00:19:23,108 --> 00:19:25,577
Neil, he's gonna tattle!
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Don't worry.
I know what to do.
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00:19:27,713 --> 00:19:30,474
There are things we can
do to get him on our side.
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That's it.
260
00:19:32,685 --> 00:19:34,285
Just lay still for a minute.
261
00:19:34,286 --> 00:19:37,121
You're my little green buddy
and there's this cool thing...
262
00:19:37,122 --> 00:19:38,780
I wanna show you.
263
00:19:40,392 --> 00:19:42,827
When I was little, a man
used to do this to me.
264
00:19:42,828 --> 00:19:45,230
You're really gonna like it.
265
00:19:45,231 --> 00:19:47,198
There.
That's it.
266
00:19:47,199 --> 00:19:49,234
That's my boy.
267
00:19:49,235 --> 00:19:52,237
Wendy never looked at me
quite the same after that night.
268
00:19:52,238 --> 00:19:54,138
Sharing this part of myself...
269
00:19:54,139 --> 00:19:56,674
I'd never showed
any one else ever before.
270
00:19:56,675 --> 00:20:02,178
I knew we'd be bound
together... forever.
271
00:20:04,884 --> 00:20:07,819
I woke up, once again not
knowing where I was...
272
00:20:07,820 --> 00:20:09,921
or what had happened to me.
273
00:20:09,922 --> 00:20:12,190
By the time I
made my way back,
274
00:20:12,191 --> 00:20:14,859
Deborah said I'd been
missing for over an hour.
275
00:20:14,860 --> 00:20:16,928
But I couldn't
remember a thing.
276
00:20:16,929 --> 00:20:19,964
All I knew was that it was somehow
linked to the other time,
277
00:20:19,965 --> 00:20:22,600
the night I
woke up in the cellar.
278
00:20:22,601 --> 00:20:25,837
And I also knew that,
no matter how long it took,
279
00:20:25,838 --> 00:20:28,506
I had to find out what
had happened to me.
280
00:20:28,507 --> 00:20:31,439
I had to find an
answer to the mystery.
281
00:20:34,613 --> 00:20:37,882
When I was 15, I overheard some kids
at school talking about a place.
282
00:20:37,883 --> 00:20:43,182
A place that you could find even in
a dumb-ass hicktown like Hutchinson.
283
00:20:59,171 --> 00:21:00,771
Bingo.
284
00:21:30,569 --> 00:21:32,169
Here we go.
285
00:21:44,283 --> 00:21:47,181
- How's it going?
- Okay.
286
00:21:48,253 --> 00:21:51,686
- I'm Charlie.
- Neil.
287
00:21:52,391 --> 00:21:54,083
Wanna go for a ride?
288
00:21:56,996 --> 00:21:58,596
Sure.
289
00:21:59,231 --> 00:22:00,665
You got cash?
290
00:22:00,666 --> 00:22:04,335
I'll pay 50, no higher.
291
00:22:04,336 --> 00:22:07,305
You've got to be
careful out here.
292
00:22:07,306 --> 00:22:10,274
The cops patrol this
whole entire area,
293
00:22:10,275 --> 00:22:12,777
and they've got brains
enough to know what's up.
294
00:22:12,778 --> 00:22:14,812
I'm in Hutchinson
on business.
295
00:22:14,813 --> 00:22:18,316
I supply snack foods
to the local markets.
296
00:22:18,317 --> 00:22:19,617
Go ahead.
297
00:22:19,618 --> 00:22:22,482
Take whatever you want.
298
00:22:28,727 --> 00:22:30,851
Hungry, huh?
299
00:22:39,805 --> 00:22:45,342
We've only got an hour,
so we'd better get busy.
300
00:22:51,083 --> 00:22:52,683
Wait.
301
00:22:53,385 --> 00:22:55,418
Let me.
302
00:23:04,329 --> 00:23:06,021
Beautiful.
303
00:23:11,370 --> 00:23:14,131
So, what do you like to do?
304
00:23:15,374 --> 00:23:17,942
Tell me what you
want me to do.
305
00:23:19,111 --> 00:23:20,803
Whatever.
306
00:23:25,651 --> 00:23:27,685
You like older guys, huh?
307
00:23:27,686 --> 00:23:29,548
Tell me.
308
00:23:29,722 --> 00:23:31,322
Yeah.
309
00:23:37,830 --> 00:23:40,330
That feels nice.
310
00:23:44,436 --> 00:23:50,536
You are such a beautiful,
beautiful boy.
311
00:24:27,746 --> 00:24:29,346
I'm gonna come.
312
00:24:31,383 --> 00:24:33,007
I'm gonna come.
313
00:25:22,134 --> 00:25:23,534
I know what you're thinking.
314
00:25:23,535 --> 00:25:25,369
That wasn't safe.
315
00:25:25,370 --> 00:25:27,338
But we're in
Kansas, thank God,
316
00:25:27,339 --> 00:25:30,499
not some big city
full of diseases.
317
00:25:31,844 --> 00:25:35,277
Plus, you're only a kid.
318
00:25:52,464 --> 00:25:53,831
Boo.
319
00:25:53,832 --> 00:25:55,333
Maniac.
320
00:25:55,334 --> 00:25:56,834
You scared me!
321
00:25:56,835 --> 00:25:57,869
Thanks for meeting me.
322
00:25:57,870 --> 00:25:59,637
Yeah, well,
This better be good.
323
00:25:59,638 --> 00:26:02,206
My mom will kill me if she
finds out I snuck out this late.
324
00:26:02,207 --> 00:26:04,138
I have something
I wanna show you.
325
00:26:09,114 --> 00:26:10,714
Ew.
326
00:26:18,790 --> 00:26:20,390
Look.
327
00:26:23,195 --> 00:26:25,558
Yeah. So?
328
00:26:26,131 --> 00:26:28,631
That's me.
329
00:26:34,339 --> 00:26:36,133
You're such a liar.
330
00:26:37,442 --> 00:26:39,010
I don't believe you.
331
00:26:39,011 --> 00:26:41,045
I'll prove it.
332
00:26:41,046 --> 00:26:42,613
Okay. How?
333
00:26:42,614 --> 00:26:44,315
Oh, my God, what are you...
334
00:26:44,316 --> 00:26:47,051
Put that back in your
pants, exhibitionist!
335
00:26:47,052 --> 00:26:47,885
Look.
336
00:26:47,886 --> 00:26:48,986
No way, perv.
337
00:26:48,987 --> 00:26:51,054
Look what the guy did to me.
338
00:26:59,131 --> 00:27:01,132
Are those bruises?
339
00:27:01,133 --> 00:27:04,368
Fucker gnawed on my dick like
it was a fucking candy cane.
340
00:27:04,369 --> 00:27:07,071
I didn't even realize he was hurting
me till after I blew my load.
341
00:27:07,072 --> 00:27:09,040
Well, you better
watch out, McCormick.
342
00:27:09,041 --> 00:27:12,132
Next time someone might
chomp the whole thing off.
343
00:27:13,278 --> 00:27:14,812
Seriously.
344
00:27:14,813 --> 00:27:17,048
Even Hutchinson has
its share of freaks.
345
00:27:17,049 --> 00:27:19,784
You trick with the wrong guy and
I'd find pieces of you everywhere.
346
00:27:19,785 --> 00:27:21,613
Okay, "Mom".
347
00:27:28,493 --> 00:27:30,928
I wish there's a movie
showing right now.
348
00:27:30,929 --> 00:27:33,064
Me too.
349
00:27:33,065 --> 00:27:35,333
A film about our lives.
350
00:27:35,334 --> 00:27:38,569
Everything's that's
happened so far.
351
00:27:38,570 --> 00:27:42,306
And the last scene would just
be us standing right here.
352
00:27:42,307 --> 00:27:45,341
Just you and me.
353
00:27:48,146 --> 00:27:50,008
Yeah.
354
00:28:05,497 --> 00:28:07,359
I hear something.
355
00:28:12,270 --> 00:28:14,462
It's the voice of God.
356
00:28:28,620 --> 00:28:30,448
I hear him.
357
00:28:36,928 --> 00:28:38,756
I hear him.
358
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:56,847
Mom!
359
00:28:56,848 --> 00:28:58,549
It's about to begin.
360
00:28:58,550 --> 00:29:00,515
Alright, I'm coming.
361
00:29:01,553 --> 00:29:02,686
VCR on?
362
00:29:02,687 --> 00:29:04,355
I checked it twice.
363
00:29:04,356 --> 00:29:06,991
It's probably going
to be a little silly.
364
00:29:06,992 --> 00:29:09,293
The commercial showed this
crazy old man claiming...
365
00:29:09,294 --> 00:29:12,522
aliens beamed him up right
out of his bathtub.
366
00:29:14,566 --> 00:29:18,431
If you're going to make fun,
I'd just as soon watch by myself.
367
00:29:19,538 --> 00:29:21,338
Shh, it's starting.
368
00:29:21,339 --> 00:29:23,841
Tonight on "World
Of Mystery",
369
00:29:23,842 --> 00:29:27,711
we investigate the
terrifying world of UFOs.
370
00:29:27,712 --> 00:29:32,083
Is it mass hysteria or
something all too real?
371
00:29:32,084 --> 00:29:34,518
They kept me
prisoner for hours.
372
00:29:34,519 --> 00:29:40,458
They examined me like I was
a frog in biology class.
373
00:29:40,459 --> 00:29:43,861
And then they stuck a
probe in my stomach.
374
00:29:43,862 --> 00:29:47,898
I still got the scar
here to prove it.
375
00:29:49,101 --> 00:29:50,401
Look at that.
376
00:29:50,402 --> 00:29:54,371
I always got scared anytime
I watched movies about UFOs.
377
00:29:54,372 --> 00:29:56,774
Even "E.T." scared me.
378
00:29:56,775 --> 00:29:58,209
Poor thing.
379
00:29:58,210 --> 00:30:00,377
She looks so homely and sad.
380
00:30:00,378 --> 00:30:06,317
Avalyn Friesen lives in the tiny,
ordinary town of Inman, Kansas.
381
00:30:06,318 --> 00:30:08,180
Inman?
382
00:30:08,386 --> 00:30:10,488
That's only 30 miles away.
383
00:30:10,489 --> 00:30:12,623
32 years old,
she is unmarried.
384
00:30:12,624 --> 00:30:15,025
Lives with her father
and works part-time...
385
00:30:15,026 --> 00:30:16,494
as a secretary.
386
00:30:16,495 --> 00:30:19,363
But there is something
unusual about Avalyn.
387
00:30:19,364 --> 00:30:20,998
For as long as
she can remember,
388
00:30:20,999 --> 00:30:24,602
things have happened to her,
things she cannot explain.
389
00:30:24,603 --> 00:30:27,938
I'd heard about people who've
experienced missing time.
390
00:30:27,939 --> 00:30:31,642
Whole chunks of their lives
they couldn't account for.
391
00:30:31,643 --> 00:30:34,945
Under hypnotic regression
I learned that...
392
00:30:34,946 --> 00:30:37,815
I had been abducted
more than 20 times.
393
00:30:37,816 --> 00:30:39,116
Oh, please!
394
00:30:39,117 --> 00:30:40,017
Quiet.
395
00:30:40,018 --> 00:30:42,086
The first time
was when I was 6.
396
00:30:42,087 --> 00:30:45,623
I was on my way home from a
picnic with my grandparents.
397
00:30:45,624 --> 00:30:49,360
It was dark and we got lost,
driving down a dirt road.
398
00:30:49,361 --> 00:30:52,830
Grandpa lost control of the
car and we went in to a ditch.
399
00:30:52,831 --> 00:30:55,466
There was this
blinding white light.
400
00:30:55,467 --> 00:30:59,236
But the aliens weren't
interested in my grandparents.
401
00:30:59,237 --> 00:31:01,639
They floated me up
out of the car...
402
00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:05,505
using some sort
of gravitational ray.
403
00:31:07,479 --> 00:31:09,280
That's it.
I've had enough.
404
00:31:09,281 --> 00:31:10,548
I'm gonna get some ice cream.
405
00:31:10,549 --> 00:31:12,950
- Want some?
- No, thanks.
406
00:31:12,951 --> 00:31:14,919
I remember lying on a table.
407
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:18,122
It was cold,
smooth and shiny.
408
00:31:18,123 --> 00:31:19,957
The aliens surrounded me.
409
00:31:19,958 --> 00:31:25,196
They were bald with huge
marshmallowy heads and tiny arms.
410
00:31:25,197 --> 00:31:28,399
But the worst part
was their eyes.
411
00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:30,768
The only way I can
describe them is big,
412
00:31:30,769 --> 00:31:34,668
black diamonds,
all liquidy and jellyish.
413
00:31:58,597 --> 00:32:03,000
I can't believe I'm finally getting
out of this fucking nowhere town!
414
00:32:03,001 --> 00:32:06,263
You better let me know
the second you're settled.
415
00:32:07,239 --> 00:32:08,472
Or else.
416
00:32:08,473 --> 00:32:12,376
You better come.
Or else.
417
00:32:12,377 --> 00:32:13,577
New York City.
418
00:32:13,578 --> 00:32:15,611
You're so lucky!
419
00:32:24,856 --> 00:32:26,790
Hey, assface.
420
00:32:26,791 --> 00:32:29,154
What you gawking at?
421
00:32:35,367 --> 00:32:36,634
Faggots!
422
00:32:36,635 --> 00:32:39,567
Shit, go, go, go!
423
00:32:42,774 --> 00:32:44,898
Fuck you!
424
00:32:59,891 --> 00:33:01,558
Remember the guy I told
you about last week?
425
00:33:01,559 --> 00:33:02,726
White Camaro?
426
00:33:02,727 --> 00:33:05,195
That's him.
Parked by those trees.
427
00:33:05,196 --> 00:33:07,464
I've fucked every single
john in this park.
428
00:33:07,465 --> 00:33:09,930
Except for White Camaro.
429
00:33:10,135 --> 00:33:12,403
So it's time for
you two to get lost.
430
00:33:12,404 --> 00:33:14,631
Stop scaring my
business away.
431
00:33:15,674 --> 00:33:17,441
You want us to come
pick you up later?
432
00:33:17,442 --> 00:33:18,642
Yeah, if you want.
433
00:33:18,643 --> 00:33:20,444
I'll be done by, like, 7.
434
00:33:20,445 --> 00:33:22,079
We'll meet you.
435
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:23,647
Speak for yourself, Eric.
436
00:33:23,648 --> 00:33:25,215
I gotta get home
and start packing.
437
00:33:25,216 --> 00:33:26,816
Alright, call me tonight.
438
00:33:26,951 --> 00:33:28,643
I'll see you later.
439
00:33:36,995 --> 00:33:38,829
You better be careful.
440
00:33:38,830 --> 00:33:40,954
Of what?
441
00:33:41,466 --> 00:33:42,666
I'm serious, Eric.
442
00:33:42,667 --> 00:33:44,601
You're not in
Modesto anymore.
443
00:33:44,602 --> 00:33:47,102
I see the way
you look at him.
444
00:33:47,672 --> 00:33:49,762
He's so beautiful.
445
00:33:50,842 --> 00:33:52,576
I can't help it.
446
00:33:52,577 --> 00:33:54,778
He's like a god.
447
00:33:54,779 --> 00:33:59,179
You don't have to tell me, I
was infatuated with him too once.
448
00:34:00,452 --> 00:34:02,553
But I know all Neil's secrets
and there's shit there...
449
00:34:02,554 --> 00:34:04,221
you don't even want
to know about.
450
00:34:04,222 --> 00:34:06,380
Trust me.
451
00:34:06,691 --> 00:34:08,425
Once I'm gone, you'll
be all Neil has...
452
00:34:08,426 --> 00:34:10,994
and you have to
understand one thing.
453
00:34:10,995 --> 00:34:12,529
Where normal people
have a heart,
454
00:34:12,530 --> 00:34:15,666
Neil McCormick's has a
bottomless black hole.
455
00:34:15,667 --> 00:34:21,102
And if you don't watch out, you can
fall in and get lost forever.
456
00:34:29,547 --> 00:34:31,147
Ahh.
457
00:34:53,238 --> 00:34:55,506
Brian?
Brian, you home?
458
00:34:55,507 --> 00:34:58,041
Yeah, Mom.
In here.
459
00:35:06,985 --> 00:35:08,318
No class today?
460
00:35:08,319 --> 00:35:11,955
I've got English Comp
discussion group at 7:30.
461
00:35:11,956 --> 00:35:13,557
You have mail.
462
00:35:13,558 --> 00:35:15,159
Looks like one
from your sister.
463
00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:18,820
And one from "A. Friesen"?
464
00:35:21,065 --> 00:35:22,900
I can't believe
she wrote me back.
465
00:35:22,901 --> 00:35:24,201
Who?
466
00:35:24,202 --> 00:35:27,438
Avalyn Friesen.
The woman on TV.
467
00:35:27,439 --> 00:35:30,974
She didn't have to dump a whole
gallon of perfume on it, did she?
468
00:35:33,311 --> 00:35:35,112
What did she say?
469
00:35:35,113 --> 00:35:37,772
She wants me to
visit her in Inman.
470
00:36:01,272 --> 00:36:03,339
Thanks for the ride, Preston.
471
00:36:05,376 --> 00:36:06,976
Later.
472
00:36:12,951 --> 00:36:14,518
You just missed it, sweetie.
473
00:36:14,519 --> 00:36:18,247
This little old lady
just won both showcases.
474
00:36:20,124 --> 00:36:21,992
What did she get?
475
00:36:21,993 --> 00:36:26,964
She got a trip to Scotland,
beautiful living room set,
476
00:36:26,965 --> 00:36:28,998
a brand new car.
477
00:36:30,068 --> 00:36:33,637
I can't remember the name of
it but it cost over 27 grand.
478
00:36:37,242 --> 00:36:39,241
Are you wearing cologne?
479
00:36:41,513 --> 00:36:43,137
Was work okay?
480
00:36:43,381 --> 00:36:45,573
It was the pits.
481
00:36:47,118 --> 00:36:49,319
When is our ship
gonna come in, huh baby?
482
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:51,854
Soon, Ma.
483
00:36:53,658 --> 00:36:55,258
Soon.
484
00:36:59,797 --> 00:37:01,565
Oh, Neil, don't forget.
485
00:37:01,566 --> 00:37:04,868
Tomorrow's my date.
That hot Italian.
486
00:37:04,869 --> 00:37:07,905
The guy who always comes
through my checkout lane.
487
00:37:07,906 --> 00:37:09,873
Don't worry, because
I'll be at work.
488
00:37:09,874 --> 00:37:11,909
It's the last tournament
of the season.
489
00:37:11,910 --> 00:37:13,943
Vincenzo.
490
00:37:58,156 --> 00:37:59,756
Brian!
491
00:38:02,226 --> 00:38:03,360
Brian, hey!
492
00:38:03,361 --> 00:38:05,228
Patches!
Patches, down.
493
00:38:05,229 --> 00:38:07,064
Sorry, she gets a
little excited.
494
00:38:07,065 --> 00:38:10,033
Hi, you must be Brian.
I'm Avalyn, obviously.
495
00:38:10,034 --> 00:38:13,403
Dad?
It's okay, Daddy.
496
00:38:13,404 --> 00:38:16,268
This is the young man
I was telling you about.
497
00:38:18,142 --> 00:38:19,309
Don't mind him.
498
00:38:19,310 --> 00:38:21,511
He's just a little
wary of strangers.
499
00:38:21,512 --> 00:38:25,138
I'm so glad you're here.
Come on.
500
00:38:26,751 --> 00:38:30,454
It isn't showy, but it's home.
Here, have a seat.
501
00:38:30,455 --> 00:38:33,156
Have you eaten?
I was just in the middle of lunch.
502
00:38:33,157 --> 00:38:37,027
- I hope you don't mind.
- No, go ahead. I ate earlier.
503
00:38:37,028 --> 00:38:39,220
So, you saw the show?
504
00:38:39,864 --> 00:38:43,100
Several times.
I videotaped it.
505
00:38:43,101 --> 00:38:47,569
They left some stuff out, but they
managed to get the major points across.
506
00:38:50,274 --> 00:38:52,442
I think I was taken too.
507
00:38:52,443 --> 00:38:54,311
You mentioned that
in your letter.
508
00:38:54,312 --> 00:38:56,780
You're at the point I
was a few years ago,
509
00:38:56,781 --> 00:38:58,715
where you're just starting
to remember things.
510
00:38:58,716 --> 00:39:01,151
There are many of us and
we all have this drive...
511
00:39:01,152 --> 00:39:02,586
to know what happened.
512
00:39:02,587 --> 00:39:06,123
So... you think that's
what happened to me.
513
00:39:06,124 --> 00:39:09,259
Just from what I told you
about the missing time and...
514
00:39:09,260 --> 00:39:11,350
I'm sure of it.
515
00:39:13,731 --> 00:39:15,958
Feel like going on a walk?
516
00:39:17,035 --> 00:39:18,368
What's that you're carrying?
517
00:39:18,369 --> 00:39:20,804
It's a Dream Journal.
518
00:39:20,805 --> 00:39:23,473
I keep a log of
all my dreams.
519
00:39:23,474 --> 00:39:27,043
Whatever bits and pieces
I can recall at least.
520
00:39:28,179 --> 00:39:30,681
I feel like it's slowly
helping me remember.
521
00:39:30,682 --> 00:39:32,149
That's a really good idea.
522
00:39:32,150 --> 00:39:34,818
Your subconscious is where
all your memories are buried.
523
00:39:34,819 --> 00:39:37,554
For you and me and people
like us almost every...
524
00:39:37,555 --> 00:39:40,624
single thing we do stems
from our being abducted.
525
00:39:40,625 --> 00:39:43,360
Come here, I want to show you
something they wouldn't allow...
526
00:39:43,361 --> 00:39:45,326
on "World of Mystery".
527
00:39:48,666 --> 00:39:50,367
I've been tagged.
528
00:39:50,368 --> 00:39:52,302
Part of their experiments.
529
00:39:52,303 --> 00:39:53,995
Touch it.
530
00:39:56,340 --> 00:39:58,675
When I was taken,
my leg was bleeding,
531
00:39:58,676 --> 00:40:01,244
but I didn't remember
being cut, nothing.
532
00:40:01,245 --> 00:40:05,482
Then, under hypnosis is when
I discovered that's where...
533
00:40:05,483 --> 00:40:07,551
they implant the
tracking device.
534
00:40:07,552 --> 00:40:09,753
Now everything
I do, they know.
535
00:40:09,754 --> 00:40:11,321
In fact, I wouldn't be
surprised if they were...
536
00:40:11,322 --> 00:40:13,657
spying on us right now.
537
00:40:13,658 --> 00:40:18,428
When I was found that
night, my nose was bleeding.
538
00:40:18,429 --> 00:40:22,965
The old up-the-nose trick,
so the scar can't be seen.
539
00:40:25,636 --> 00:40:27,897
Don't forget to write.
540
00:40:30,174 --> 00:40:32,209
Don't you forget
what I told you.
541
00:40:32,210 --> 00:40:34,107
Okay.
542
00:40:38,015 --> 00:40:40,417
You better come see
me soon, asshole.
543
00:40:40,418 --> 00:40:43,111
I will.
544
00:40:46,424 --> 00:40:48,082
I will.
545
00:41:18,356 --> 00:41:20,446
Stay out of trouble, you two.
546
00:41:24,629 --> 00:41:26,229
Bye.
547
00:41:34,238 --> 00:41:37,908
I can't believe it's so late.
My mom's gonna worry.
548
00:41:37,909 --> 00:41:39,476
You still live with your mom?
549
00:41:39,477 --> 00:41:42,379
My dad moved out 7 years ago.
550
00:41:42,380 --> 00:41:44,181
I don't see him much.
551
00:41:44,182 --> 00:41:47,017
You wanna read me
one of your dreams?
552
00:41:47,018 --> 00:41:51,154
I just, y u know, scribble them
out in the middle of the night.
553
00:41:51,155 --> 00:41:53,924
Sometimes I can
barely even read them.
554
00:41:53,925 --> 00:41:55,685
That's okay.
555
00:42:05,436 --> 00:42:07,594
This is from 2 nights ago.
556
00:42:09,874 --> 00:42:12,542
"There's a blue light.
557
00:42:12,543 --> 00:42:15,145
I'm in my Little
League uniform,
558
00:42:15,146 --> 00:42:18,582
and a tall alien is
hovering over me."
559
00:42:18,583 --> 00:42:24,683
"Someone else is with me.
Another boy, also in uniform."
560
00:42:25,089 --> 00:42:27,357
"Panther?"
561
00:42:27,358 --> 00:42:30,688
That was the name
of my baseball team.
562
00:42:33,064 --> 00:42:34,998
Let's see, uh...
563
00:42:34,999 --> 00:42:41,099
"The alien has big black eyes.
He's touching my face."
564
00:42:43,140 --> 00:42:47,811
"I want to cry out
for help, but..."
565
00:42:47,812 --> 00:42:53,350
"I can't. I can't."
566
00:42:53,351 --> 00:42:56,519
You're on your way to
uncovering the truth.
567
00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:59,155
Think of yourself as a
detective, following clues.
568
00:42:59,156 --> 00:43:01,524
Maybe concentrate on the
other boy in your dreams,
569
00:43:01,525 --> 00:43:04,616
he could help you find the
answers you're looking for.
570
00:43:07,465 --> 00:43:08,531
Two outs.
571
00:43:08,532 --> 00:43:10,967
Third baseman Jackson up,
with Hinton...
572
00:43:10,968 --> 00:43:12,568
on deck.
573
00:43:13,537 --> 00:43:15,538
Jesus.
Check out that Jackson.
574
00:43:15,539 --> 00:43:17,040
Hubba hubba.
575
00:43:17,041 --> 00:43:18,541
Ew...
576
00:43:18,542 --> 00:43:20,110
are you joking?
577
00:43:20,111 --> 00:43:22,770
No, I'd fuck him for free.
578
00:43:24,682 --> 00:43:27,684
Please return all foul
balls to pressbox.
579
00:43:27,685 --> 00:43:29,285
Thank you.
580
00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:31,054
You don't think
Jackson's hot?
581
00:43:31,055 --> 00:43:35,592
Dude, he's fat and bald!
582
00:43:35,593 --> 00:43:38,684
Different folks,
different strokes.
583
00:43:39,397 --> 00:43:41,362
My Daddy hit this.
584
00:43:42,867 --> 00:43:45,935
Well, come here, come on in,
collect your prize.
585
00:43:46,437 --> 00:43:49,665
Thank you so much.
One second...
586
00:43:52,109 --> 00:43:53,610
Alright...
what will it be, big guy?
587
00:43:53,611 --> 00:43:55,803
Cash or bubbles?
588
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:59,508
You can't decide.
Alright, hold out your hand.
589
00:44:04,055 --> 00:44:06,953
- Thanks!
- You're welcome.
590
00:44:07,858 --> 00:44:09,458
See you later.
591
00:44:12,029 --> 00:44:12,963
What?
592
00:44:12,964 --> 00:44:15,031
When kids do good,
you gotta reward them.
593
00:44:15,032 --> 00:44:16,066
Oh, Christ.
594
00:44:16,067 --> 00:44:19,970
It's Hinton,
a. k. a. "Ass of the Gods".
595
00:44:19,971 --> 00:44:23,904
I am so, fucking wasted!
596
00:44:25,142 --> 00:44:27,175
Oh, shit!
597
00:44:27,778 --> 00:44:29,879
- Where's your mom?
- I don't know.
598
00:44:29,880 --> 00:44:33,881
She's probably out with her
new boyfriend, Vincenzo.
599
00:44:38,322 --> 00:44:40,991
I've got a wicked headache.
600
00:44:40,992 --> 00:44:44,527
- Do you have any pot?
- Yeah. Come on.
601
00:44:53,671 --> 00:44:56,705
Here.
Knock yourself out.
602
00:45:00,144 --> 00:45:03,907
There's a porno in the
VCR if you wanna jack off.
603
00:45:04,382 --> 00:45:06,108
Thanks.
604
00:45:06,751 --> 00:45:08,511
You got a lighter?
605
00:45:09,887 --> 00:45:12,148
Yeah. Here.
606
00:47:04,768 --> 00:47:06,069
You like that?
607
00:47:06,070 --> 00:47:07,804
It tickles a little.
608
00:47:07,805 --> 00:47:10,440
That feels good,
doesn't it, Neil?
609
00:47:10,441 --> 00:47:11,875
Mm-hmm.
610
00:47:11,876 --> 00:47:15,536
Can we put the blanket over our
heads like we did last time?
611
00:47:17,548 --> 00:47:19,342
Here we go.
612
00:47:25,656 --> 00:47:27,323
Find what you
were looking for?
613
00:47:27,324 --> 00:47:30,994
Yeah.
Thanks a lot.
614
00:47:30,995 --> 00:47:32,395
Glad I could help out.
615
00:47:32,396 --> 00:47:35,031
I used to write for
my school paper too,
616
00:47:35,032 --> 00:47:36,466
back in the day.
617
00:47:36,467 --> 00:47:39,302
Well, this will really make a
big difference in my article.
618
00:47:39,303 --> 00:47:41,471
Maybe you'll win
a Pulitzer Prize.
619
00:47:41,472 --> 00:47:42,705
Maybe.
620
00:47:42,706 --> 00:47:45,408
Just let me know if there's
anything else you need.
621
00:47:45,409 --> 00:47:47,442
Thanks so much.
622
00:47:58,455 --> 00:48:00,290
You done already?
623
00:48:00,291 --> 00:48:02,725
I'm on kind of a
tight deadline.
624
00:48:02,726 --> 00:48:04,918
Well, good luck.
625
00:48:05,362 --> 00:48:07,664
That's two outs.
Garfield the batter...
626
00:48:07,665 --> 00:48:09,357
Heim on deck.
627
00:48:14,538 --> 00:48:16,867
Scoot your chair back
a little further.
628
00:48:18,008 --> 00:48:19,905
That's better.
629
00:48:30,554 --> 00:48:32,485
Wait.
Hold on a sec.
630
00:48:33,057 --> 00:48:35,325
And at the end of 3
innings, the score is...
631
00:48:35,326 --> 00:48:37,126
Hutchinson First
National Bank, 3;
632
00:48:37,127 --> 00:48:39,929
Wichita Coleman
Industries, 0.
633
00:48:39,930 --> 00:48:41,588
Okay. Go on.
634
00:48:46,904 --> 00:48:48,104
Where have you been?
635
00:48:48,105 --> 00:48:50,073
Sorry.
I should've called.
636
00:48:50,074 --> 00:48:51,841
I didn't realize the time.
637
00:48:51,842 --> 00:48:54,143
Well, your dinner's
cold as ice.
638
00:48:54,144 --> 00:48:56,371
That's okay.
639
00:48:57,514 --> 00:48:59,349
Brian, what's going on?
640
00:48:59,350 --> 00:49:01,317
You've been acting
so strangely.
641
00:49:01,318 --> 00:49:02,819
Disappearing for hours.
642
00:49:02,820 --> 00:49:04,621
It's just school, Mom.
643
00:49:04,622 --> 00:49:06,723
College is way different
than high school.
644
00:49:06,724 --> 00:49:08,558
Did you ever call
your father back?
645
00:49:08,559 --> 00:49:10,888
I've been busy.
646
00:49:11,595 --> 00:49:13,662
I'll get it.
You finish your dinner.
647
00:49:14,932 --> 00:49:16,099
Hello?
648
00:49:16,100 --> 00:49:17,533
Yes.
649
00:49:17,534 --> 00:49:19,569
He's eating his
supper right now.
650
00:49:19,570 --> 00:49:22,604
- Who is it?
- It's that UFO woman.
651
00:49:23,641 --> 00:49:25,299
I'll get it in the hall.
652
00:49:27,411 --> 00:49:29,011
Got it.
653
00:49:31,048 --> 00:49:32,215
Brian?
654
00:49:32,216 --> 00:49:33,850
I was just going
to call you.
655
00:49:33,851 --> 00:49:35,618
I found a photo of the boy.
656
00:49:35,619 --> 00:49:37,487
The one from my dreams.
657
00:49:37,488 --> 00:49:38,821
That's amazing.
658
00:49:38,822 --> 00:49:40,223
What are you
doing right now?
659
00:49:40,224 --> 00:49:41,924
Nothing.
660
00:49:41,925 --> 00:49:43,259
There's something
I need to show you.
661
00:49:43,260 --> 00:49:45,261
Something important.
Can you come out here?
662
00:49:45,262 --> 00:49:47,523
Sure.
663
00:49:49,066 --> 00:49:50,800
Hi, honey.
How was work?
664
00:49:50,801 --> 00:49:52,561
Fuck you.
665
00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:08,611
I'm so fuckin' sick of this
stinky little buttcrack of a town!
666
00:50:23,967 --> 00:50:25,435
Patches, shhh, quiet!
667
00:50:25,436 --> 00:50:26,636
You'll wake Daddy.
668
00:50:26,637 --> 00:50:28,438
Brian!
Thanks for coming.
669
00:50:28,439 --> 00:50:30,734
No problem.
670
00:50:31,141 --> 00:50:34,143
I stole this from the
Hutchinson Chamber of Commerce.
671
00:50:34,144 --> 00:50:37,046
That's him.
The boy from my dreams.
672
00:50:37,047 --> 00:50:38,514
Look at his face.
673
00:50:38,515 --> 00:50:41,140
It's almost like you can
tell he knows something.
674
00:50:43,454 --> 00:50:45,054
What are you doing?
675
00:50:52,496 --> 00:50:53,863
"N.McCormick."
676
00:50:53,864 --> 00:50:55,565
You can start looking for
him first thing tomorrow morning.
677
00:50:55,566 --> 00:50:57,633
Maybe he still
lives in Hutchinson.
678
00:50:57,634 --> 00:51:01,635
Meanwhile, I have to show you
something only you will understand.
679
00:51:04,041 --> 00:51:09,112
I've fucked every single guy and
his ugly uncle in this podunk town.
680
00:51:09,113 --> 00:51:11,010
Twice.
681
00:51:18,689 --> 00:51:20,289
You want one?
682
00:51:20,624 --> 00:51:22,987
One of us has to drive.
683
00:51:26,397 --> 00:51:28,231
I got a postcard from Wendy.
684
00:51:28,232 --> 00:51:31,734
I think she's mad at me
because I owe her like 3 letters.
685
00:51:31,735 --> 00:51:33,703
Yeah, her last P.S. is...
686
00:51:33,704 --> 00:51:36,272
"Tell Fuckface
to write me."
687
00:51:36,273 --> 00:51:38,113
So you wanna hear
what she says?
688
00:51:41,945 --> 00:51:42,912
"Hey, ass.
689
00:51:42,913 --> 00:51:45,915
So New York is insane and
crazy in the best possible way".
690
00:51:45,916 --> 00:51:47,516
Pardon me.
691
00:51:48,519 --> 00:51:50,153
Can we help you?
692
00:51:50,154 --> 00:51:52,855
I was wondering if I might
buy you boys a drink.
693
00:51:52,856 --> 00:51:54,980
Fuck off.
694
00:51:56,627 --> 00:51:58,060
You heard me, fag.
695
00:51:58,061 --> 00:52:00,163
Fuck...off.
696
00:52:00,164 --> 00:52:02,532
Stuck up little pricks.
697
00:52:02,533 --> 00:52:04,400
Harsh.
698
00:52:04,401 --> 00:52:06,525
Wasn't he kinda your type?
699
00:52:06,603 --> 00:52:09,739
I hate it when they look like
Tarzan and sound like Jane.
700
00:52:09,740 --> 00:52:12,240
Let's get out of
this shithole.
701
00:52:13,110 --> 00:52:15,337
But we just got here!
702
00:52:16,113 --> 00:52:18,815
Patches.
Patches!
703
00:52:18,816 --> 00:52:21,441
Patches, get
away from there!
704
00:52:24,188 --> 00:52:26,088
Farmers have been finding
mutilated cattle like this...
705
00:52:26,089 --> 00:52:27,690
around here for years.
706
00:52:27,691 --> 00:52:31,828
I told "World of Mystery", but
they conveniently edited it out.
707
00:52:31,829 --> 00:52:34,197
Daddy says it's just a bunch
of "Satan worshippers"...
708
00:52:34,198 --> 00:52:36,199
going around chopping up cows.
709
00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:38,668
Ha! Come here.
710
00:52:38,669 --> 00:52:40,600
Let me see your hand.
711
00:52:42,005 --> 00:52:43,873
Feel that?
712
00:52:43,874 --> 00:52:45,541
Its sex organs.
713
00:52:45,542 --> 00:52:47,477
They're gone.
714
00:52:47,478 --> 00:52:49,946
The aliens, they experiment
on cattle because the...
715
00:52:49,947 --> 00:52:51,881
poor things are so defenceless.
716
00:52:51,882 --> 00:52:53,950
Us, on the other hand,
they can't kill us,
717
00:52:53,951 --> 00:52:55,885
so they just leave behind
the hidden memories...
718
00:52:55,886 --> 00:52:57,186
of what they've done.
719
00:52:57,187 --> 00:52:59,555
Which in a way
is almost worse.
720
00:52:59,556 --> 00:53:01,624
Notice anything
else strange?
721
00:53:01,625 --> 00:53:03,326
There's no blood.
722
00:53:03,327 --> 00:53:05,451
They took that, too.
723
00:53:15,639 --> 00:53:16,873
Brian?
724
00:53:16,874 --> 00:53:18,805
Oh, my God, Brian!
725
00:53:20,277 --> 00:53:22,071
Brian!
726
00:53:27,251 --> 00:53:28,417
Here we go.
727
00:53:28,418 --> 00:53:30,645
Oh, my God.
Brian.
728
00:53:30,988 --> 00:53:33,078
Tell him you like it.
729
00:53:34,258 --> 00:53:35,124
Brian!
730
00:53:35,125 --> 00:53:36,759
Oh, Brian, are you okay?
731
00:53:36,760 --> 00:53:38,227
Oh, God.
732
00:53:38,228 --> 00:53:39,828
Brian?
733
00:53:40,130 --> 00:53:41,730
Brian!
734
00:53:41,832 --> 00:53:44,866
Neil. What are you doing?
735
00:53:44,968 --> 00:53:48,594
Come on.
It's 2:30 in the morning.
736
00:53:49,907 --> 00:53:54,876
You called me
your fucking...angel.
737
00:53:58,515 --> 00:54:00,483
Are you sure Wendy's going
to meet you at the station?
738
00:54:00,484 --> 00:54:02,518
I don't want you getting
lost in that crazy city.
739
00:54:02,519 --> 00:54:04,053
Ma, you don't have
to worry, okay?
740
00:54:04,054 --> 00:54:06,422
Call me collect the
minute you arrive.
741
00:54:06,423 --> 00:54:07,590
- Promise me.
- Okay.
742
00:54:07,591 --> 00:54:08,958
Promise me, Neil.
743
00:54:08,959 --> 00:54:10,924
Okay.
744
00:54:14,197 --> 00:54:17,425
We should've at least gotten
you a decent hair cut.
745
00:54:19,903 --> 00:54:21,771
I have to take a piss.
746
00:54:21,772 --> 00:54:23,737
Preston?
747
00:54:24,374 --> 00:54:26,168
We'll be right back.
748
00:54:28,612 --> 00:54:31,112
- Fuck, man!
- What's the matter?
749
00:54:31,181 --> 00:54:31,814
I don't know.
750
00:54:31,815 --> 00:54:35,351
My fucking dick itches
like motherfucking fuck!
751
00:54:35,352 --> 00:54:38,120
What do you want
me to do about it?
752
00:54:38,121 --> 00:54:39,755
Just look down there.
753
00:54:39,756 --> 00:54:43,018
Preston, come on,
help me out here.
754
00:54:45,062 --> 00:54:47,027
What the fuck's
wrong with me?
755
00:54:48,465 --> 00:54:52,125
Dude.
You've got crabs.
756
00:54:55,772 --> 00:54:57,306
I mean, it's no big, man.
757
00:54:57,307 --> 00:55:00,535
You just go to the drug store
and get this stuff called Rid.
758
00:55:02,746 --> 00:55:05,114
You better be playing safe.
759
00:55:05,115 --> 00:55:06,773
I stay in control.
760
00:55:08,251 --> 00:55:10,152
Honey, your bus is boarding.
761
00:55:10,153 --> 00:55:11,753
Alright.
762
00:55:19,229 --> 00:55:20,930
My baby.
763
00:55:20,931 --> 00:55:23,362
You're all grown up.
764
00:55:28,038 --> 00:55:29,772
You gonna be careful?
765
00:55:29,773 --> 00:55:32,307
Yeah, I will.
766
00:55:38,315 --> 00:55:42,078
You're mine and I love you.
Don't you ever forget it.
767
00:56:03,740 --> 00:56:06,205
Come on.
I'll buy you Dairy Queen.
768
00:56:06,343 --> 00:56:08,711
So what are you gonna
do now that Neil's gone?
769
00:56:08,712 --> 00:56:12,181
- Kill myself, I guess.
- Eric, that is not funny.
770
00:56:12,182 --> 00:56:15,418
Well, I start Hutchinson
Community College next week.
771
00:56:15,419 --> 00:56:18,054
Really?
That's so wonderful.
772
00:56:18,055 --> 00:56:20,022
Pathetic is more like it.
773
00:56:20,023 --> 00:56:21,824
Well, you know you are
always welcome to come over...
774
00:56:21,825 --> 00:56:24,193
to the house, even
without Neil around.
775
00:56:24,194 --> 00:56:27,897
Thanks, Mrs. M. I may
just take you up on that.
776
00:56:27,898 --> 00:56:29,624
You better.
777
00:56:33,770 --> 00:56:35,738
Who the hell is that?
778
00:56:35,739 --> 00:56:38,500
Incognito Boy Scout?
779
00:56:44,247 --> 00:56:46,382
Can I help you?
780
00:56:46,383 --> 00:56:49,819
- Is this your house?
- Yes.
781
00:56:49,820 --> 00:56:52,121
I'm really sorry
to bother you,
782
00:56:52,122 --> 00:56:54,757
but I got your address
out of the phonebook.
783
00:56:54,758 --> 00:56:56,726
I've spent the whole
afternoon checking every...
784
00:56:56,727 --> 00:57:00,062
McCormick in Hutchinson and
you're the last one on my list.
785
00:57:00,063 --> 00:57:02,164
Anyway, I don't
mean to babble...
786
00:57:02,165 --> 00:57:04,357
What do you want?
787
00:57:05,902 --> 00:57:07,803
I'm looking for an N.McCormick.
788
00:57:07,804 --> 00:57:09,405
Are you FBI?
789
00:57:09,406 --> 00:57:13,075
Sorry honey, but it looks
like you are shit outta luck.
790
00:57:13,076 --> 00:57:16,779
You mean there's no
N.McCormick living here?
791
00:57:16,780 --> 00:57:21,180
I mean we just put him on
a bus headed for New York City.
792
00:57:23,386 --> 00:57:26,756
I'm Neil's friend, Eric,
and this is his Mom.
793
00:57:26,757 --> 00:57:31,293
"Neil"?
His name is Neil?
794
00:57:31,294 --> 00:57:32,986
Yeah.
795
00:57:34,965 --> 00:57:38,659
I'm Brian.
Brian Lackey.
796
00:57:49,946 --> 00:57:51,347
So you still
haven't written.
797
00:57:51,348 --> 00:57:52,681
Big surprise.
798
00:57:52,682 --> 00:57:54,984
But Wendy says you're
doing okay, which is cool.
799
00:57:54,985 --> 00:57:57,153
I've been wanting to tell
you about this strange guy...
800
00:57:57,154 --> 00:57:58,721
I met 3 weeks ago.
801
00:57:58,722 --> 00:58:00,122
No, we're not fucking.
802
00:58:00,123 --> 00:58:02,324
Get your mind out
of the gutter, perv.
803
00:58:02,325 --> 00:58:04,193
He's not even gay,
I don't think.
804
00:58:04,194 --> 00:58:07,997
In fact, his vibe is
kinda weirdly asexual.
805
00:58:07,998 --> 00:58:09,565
His name is Brian Lackey.
806
00:58:09,566 --> 00:58:11,400
He lives in Little River
and, like yours truly,
807
00:58:11,401 --> 00:58:14,069
attends Hutchinson
Loser Community College.
808
00:58:14,070 --> 00:58:15,905
Anyways, the day you left...
809
00:58:15,906 --> 00:58:18,574
...your mom and I found him
literally on your doorstep,
810
00:58:18,575 --> 00:58:19,742
looking for you.
811
00:58:19,743 --> 00:58:21,644
He says you and him played
Little League together...
812
00:58:21,645 --> 00:58:23,078
like 10 years ago.
813
00:58:23,079 --> 00:58:26,415
He was the worst player on the
team, blah, blah, blah...
814
00:58:26,416 --> 00:58:28,250
He's full of
questions about you.
815
00:58:28,251 --> 00:58:30,319
But, of course, I
haven't told him much,
816
00:58:30,320 --> 00:58:32,855
i. e. about your
"line of work".
817
00:58:32,856 --> 00:58:34,390
I did say you were
queer like me,
818
00:58:34,391 --> 00:58:36,492
only because I figured
you wouldn't care.
819
00:58:36,493 --> 00:58:39,495
But now, are you ready
for the good part?
820
00:58:39,496 --> 00:58:41,497
He thinks that when you
and him were little...
821
00:58:41,498 --> 00:58:45,167
...you were both abducted
and examined by space aliens.
822
00:58:45,168 --> 00:58:47,136
How brilliant is that?
823
00:58:47,137 --> 00:58:49,572
But he was completely
serious when he told me this.
824
00:58:49,573 --> 00:58:51,874
Like you should've seen
the look in his eyes.
825
00:58:51,875 --> 00:58:53,509
So, what's the story, dude?
826
00:58:53,510 --> 00:58:56,812
Were you abducted
by a UFO or what?
827
00:58:56,813 --> 00:58:59,938
- P.S.
- Are your crabs gone yet?
828
00:59:06,957 --> 00:59:10,390
- Brian?
- Yeah?
829
00:59:12,562 --> 00:59:14,530
- You have a visitor.
- Hi Brian.
830
00:59:14,531 --> 00:59:16,665
I was just in the neighbourhood
and I thought I'd stop by,
831
00:59:16,666 --> 00:59:18,290
see how you're doing.
832
00:59:20,437 --> 00:59:22,438
I'll be in the front
room if you need me.
833
00:59:22,439 --> 00:59:24,336
Thanks, Mom.
834
00:59:27,677 --> 00:59:29,812
Didn't care for that film.
835
00:59:29,813 --> 00:59:31,747
That, I didn't see.
836
00:59:31,748 --> 00:59:34,617
Your Mom doesn't
like me very much.
837
00:59:34,618 --> 00:59:37,086
She thinks I'm trying
to steal you away.
838
00:59:37,087 --> 00:59:39,922
Any luck in your
search for " N.McCormick"?
839
00:59:39,923 --> 00:59:42,992
I met his mom and
his best friend,
840
00:59:42,993 --> 00:59:45,294
but he's in New York right now.
841
00:59:45,295 --> 00:59:47,988
New York. Really?
842
00:59:50,700 --> 00:59:52,562
Here. Sit down.
843
00:59:58,909 --> 01:00:01,043
Had any more of
those dreams?
844
01:00:01,044 --> 01:00:03,112
Yeah.
845
01:00:03,113 --> 01:00:06,582
But they seem to
be slowly evolving.
846
01:00:06,583 --> 01:00:08,817
Maybe it's just because I've
been spending a lot of time...
847
01:00:08,818 --> 01:00:11,921
with Eric, Neil's friend.
848
01:00:11,922 --> 01:00:15,524
But it's becoming clearer
and clearer that he...
849
01:00:15,525 --> 01:00:20,029
Neil that is, is a
key figure in all this.
850
01:00:20,030 --> 01:00:23,155
Like he was there with me
the night it all happened.
851
01:00:27,637 --> 01:00:29,171
I can't.
852
01:00:29,172 --> 01:00:30,306
I can't.
853
01:00:30,307 --> 01:00:32,067
Don't. No.
854
01:00:32,742 --> 01:00:34,310
I can't.
855
01:00:34,311 --> 01:00:35,911
It's okay.
856
01:00:36,079 --> 01:00:38,314
No. No.
Don't.
857
01:00:38,315 --> 01:00:39,281
It'll feel good.
858
01:00:39,282 --> 01:00:40,882
Don't!
859
01:00:42,819 --> 01:00:43,953
I'm sorry.
860
01:00:43,954 --> 01:00:45,714
You better go.
861
01:00:46,856 --> 01:00:48,456
Please.
862
01:00:48,525 --> 01:00:50,183
I'm sorry, Brian.
863
01:01:05,542 --> 01:01:08,576
I'll pay 120.
Not a cent more.
864
01:01:09,679 --> 01:01:11,279
Okay.
865
01:01:11,514 --> 01:01:13,114
Shall we?
866
01:01:59,362 --> 01:02:00,962
Fuck me!
867
01:02:01,431 --> 01:02:04,693
Fuck me up the ass with
your hot, teenaged cock!
868
01:02:10,073 --> 01:02:11,173
Wait!
869
01:02:11,174 --> 01:02:13,173
What the fuck are you doing?
870
01:02:21,251 --> 01:02:23,079
Okay.
Whatever.
871
01:02:25,588 --> 01:02:27,314
I'll put it on for you.
872
01:02:32,829 --> 01:02:34,555
There.
873
01:02:38,535 --> 01:02:41,433
Well, come on, stud.
We're on the clock here.
874
01:03:14,404 --> 01:03:16,738
We're not in Kansas
anymore, Neil.
875
01:03:16,739 --> 01:03:19,773
You have got to
be so careful.
876
01:03:21,044 --> 01:03:22,544
I know.
877
01:03:22,545 --> 01:03:24,847
Don't" I know" me,
Neil McCormick.
878
01:03:24,848 --> 01:03:27,216
This is New York City.
879
01:03:27,217 --> 01:03:30,552
You do the wrong thing with
the wrong person and you die.
880
01:03:30,553 --> 01:03:33,451
Period.
End of story.
881
01:03:37,093 --> 01:03:39,490
Just promise me
you'll be safe.
882
01:03:41,030 --> 01:03:42,630
Okay.
883
01:03:44,367 --> 01:03:45,567
Here.
884
01:03:45,568 --> 01:03:49,001
♪ The world is full of noise, yeah. ♪
885
01:03:51,007 --> 01:03:54,838
♪ I hear it all the time. ♪
886
01:03:57,480 --> 01:04:01,675
♪ And me, I am your dagger. ♪
887
01:04:09,159 --> 01:04:12,057
Are these the only kinds
of movies you watch?
888
01:04:13,563 --> 01:04:15,597
Why? You don't like it?
889
01:04:15,598 --> 01:04:18,063
No, it's cool.
890
01:04:20,203 --> 01:04:23,499
So, has Neil gotten
back to you yet?
891
01:04:25,475 --> 01:04:29,044
Let me explain The
Universe of Neil McCormick.
892
01:04:29,045 --> 01:04:32,114
He's like a planet,
Saturn say.
893
01:04:32,115 --> 01:04:35,651
And we're all like little
moons orbiting around.
894
01:04:35,652 --> 01:04:38,720
Now, do planets
write letters?
895
01:04:40,023 --> 01:04:42,925
But I do know that he'll be
in Hutchinson for Christmas.
896
01:04:42,926 --> 01:04:44,026
What?
897
01:04:44,027 --> 01:04:45,861
His mom told me that she sent
him a ticket to fly home...
898
01:04:45,862 --> 01:04:47,930
for Baby Jesus's Birthday.
899
01:04:47,931 --> 01:04:50,032
So I'll introduce you then.
900
01:04:50,033 --> 01:04:51,827
Brian?
901
01:04:53,636 --> 01:04:54,903
Yeah?
902
01:04:54,904 --> 01:04:58,240
Thought you two might
like a little study break.
903
01:04:58,241 --> 01:04:59,575
Thanks, Mrs. Lackey.
904
01:04:59,576 --> 01:05:01,507
Thanks, Mom.
905
01:05:03,746 --> 01:05:05,677
It's 11:30.
906
01:05:07,617 --> 01:05:09,318
If it's Avalyn...
907
01:05:09,319 --> 01:05:12,114
tell her I'm not here.
908
01:05:14,357 --> 01:05:15,524
Hello?
909
01:05:15,525 --> 01:05:19,194
No, I'm sorry, Avalyn,
he's out with his friends.
910
01:05:19,195 --> 01:05:20,329
No problem.
911
01:05:20,330 --> 01:05:22,598
I thought you
kinda liked her.
912
01:05:22,599 --> 01:05:25,759
I just...
I don't know.
913
01:05:26,803 --> 01:05:29,705
I think I just need a little
space from her right now.
914
01:05:29,706 --> 01:05:32,140
I always thought she
was a freak anyway.
915
01:05:32,141 --> 01:05:34,309
So, I'm off to bed.
916
01:05:34,310 --> 01:05:35,910
Good night, boys.
917
01:05:57,000 --> 01:05:58,658
Hello.
918
01:06:00,536 --> 01:06:05,173
I'm a...I'm Zeke.
From LA.
919
01:06:05,174 --> 01:06:06,968
Neil.
920
01:06:10,647 --> 01:06:11,913
Neil.
921
01:06:11,914 --> 01:06:16,382
What are you doing
in New York City?
922
01:06:24,460 --> 01:06:28,563
That's a...
that's a Vermeer.
923
01:06:28,564 --> 01:06:34,568
Well, it's sort of a Vermeer.
924
01:07:23,953 --> 01:07:26,111
You are exquisite.
925
01:07:32,562 --> 01:07:35,255
I guess it's my turn, huh?
926
01:08:05,928 --> 01:08:10,332
Hope these don't
frighten you too much.
927
01:08:10,333 --> 01:08:16,433
They... have a habit of popping up
in the most inopportune places.
928
01:08:26,916 --> 01:08:31,213
Oh, I know.
Don't be worried.
929
01:08:31,721 --> 01:08:36,314
This is gonna be the safest
encounter you ever had.
930
01:08:44,300 --> 01:08:47,202
If you could
just rub my back.
931
01:08:47,203 --> 01:08:51,796
Really, I need to be touched.
932
01:09:12,762 --> 01:09:16,765
Yes, yes, yes,
yes, yes, yes.
933
01:09:16,766 --> 01:09:19,000
Oh, make me happy.
934
01:09:19,001 --> 01:09:22,536
Make me happy,
make me happy...
935
01:09:35,384 --> 01:09:39,249
Yes, yes, yes,
yes, yes, yes.
936
01:09:49,432 --> 01:09:52,728
Oh, make me happy.
937
01:10:17,994 --> 01:10:20,729
You were 100
percent safe, right?
938
01:10:20,730 --> 01:10:22,163
Yeah.
939
01:10:22,164 --> 01:10:23,665
I told you I just jerked off.
940
01:10:23,666 --> 01:10:25,867
He watched from
across the room.
941
01:10:25,868 --> 01:10:29,699
For the first time in my
life I'm bothered by it.
942
01:10:31,474 --> 01:10:37,574
Maybe you should try and find
some other safer way to make money.
943
01:10:37,613 --> 01:10:40,943
You k now,
like every one else.
944
01:10:45,021 --> 01:10:47,088
Yeah, maybe.
945
01:10:59,402 --> 01:11:01,629
You're the only
one I've ever told.
946
01:11:03,639 --> 01:11:04,973
I know.
947
01:11:04,974 --> 01:11:08,877
I never told Eric,
or my Mom.
948
01:11:08,878 --> 01:11:10,812
And I know some people
might think it's fucked up,
949
01:11:10,813 --> 01:11:13,404
or terrible, or whatever?
950
01:11:13,916 --> 01:11:19,321
But what happened that
summer... is a huge part of me.
951
01:11:19,322 --> 01:11:23,949
No one ever made me feel
that way, before or since.
952
01:11:25,227 --> 01:11:29,931
Like I was, I was special.
953
01:11:29,932 --> 01:11:34,866
Neil...you were 8 years old.
954
01:11:35,771 --> 01:11:37,804
Yeah, but he really loved me.
955
01:11:41,777 --> 01:11:44,980
I mean there were other
kids sometimes, but...
956
01:11:44,981 --> 01:11:48,106
I was his prize.
957
01:11:52,755 --> 01:11:55,255
I was his one true love.
958
01:12:13,776 --> 01:12:15,510
Happy birthday.
959
01:12:15,511 --> 01:12:18,079
You didn't have to
get me anything.
960
01:12:18,080 --> 01:12:20,705
It's just a little
something I picked out.
961
01:12:26,856 --> 01:12:28,456
Wow.
962
01:12:29,759 --> 01:12:30,892
Cool.
963
01:12:30,893 --> 01:12:32,894
I thought it'd go great
with your hair colour.
964
01:12:32,895 --> 01:12:35,395
It's so cool.
965
01:12:36,399 --> 01:12:37,999
Thanks.
966
01:12:47,276 --> 01:12:48,876
You alright?
967
01:12:50,746 --> 01:12:52,438
I'm drunk.
968
01:12:55,017 --> 01:12:57,218
I've never been
drunk in my life!
969
01:12:57,219 --> 01:12:59,554
I'm corrupting you.
970
01:12:59,555 --> 01:13:01,155
At last!
971
01:13:04,360 --> 01:13:07,896
Hey.
That's pretty good.
972
01:13:07,897 --> 01:13:09,330
Yeah, sure.
973
01:13:09,331 --> 01:13:11,533
No, really.
974
01:13:11,534 --> 01:13:15,103
You have definite
artistic talent, my boy.
975
01:13:16,772 --> 01:13:18,464
What?
976
01:13:19,108 --> 01:13:22,370
That's an interesting touch.
977
01:13:23,579 --> 01:13:27,580
So, what's the "deep meaning"
behind the baseball cleats?
978
01:13:29,852 --> 01:13:32,215
I have no idea.
979
01:13:44,867 --> 01:13:46,467
Boo.
980
01:13:52,041 --> 01:13:55,235
- How was work?
- Fuckin' boring.
981
01:13:56,679 --> 01:13:59,247
- You need a hand?
- Sure.
982
01:14:04,153 --> 01:14:06,855
So, I've got news for you.
983
01:14:06,856 --> 01:14:09,357
Hey, me too.
984
01:14:09,358 --> 01:14:11,392
Okay.
You first.
985
01:14:11,393 --> 01:14:13,461
Look what my Mom
sent me today.
986
01:14:13,462 --> 01:14:16,087
She wants me to come
home for Christmas.
987
01:14:18,000 --> 01:14:20,135
Your mom is the coolest.
988
01:14:20,136 --> 01:14:22,470
Like mine would
ever do that for me.
989
01:14:22,471 --> 01:14:23,505
It's weird.
990
01:14:23,506 --> 01:14:26,307
I hate Hutchinson
more than anything but...
991
01:14:26,308 --> 01:14:28,743
But I'm kind of looking
forward to going back...
992
01:14:28,744 --> 01:14:31,346
just for a short visit.
993
01:14:31,347 --> 01:14:34,381
- Plus you get to see Eric.
- Yeah.
994
01:14:36,285 --> 01:14:37,943
So what's your news?
995
01:14:39,688 --> 01:14:42,257
I think I found you a job.
996
01:14:42,258 --> 01:14:43,958
A what?
997
01:14:43,959 --> 01:14:47,228
I was talking to this friend
at work, Rachel, about you.
998
01:14:47,229 --> 01:14:51,356
It's only minimum wage at a
stupid sandwich place, but...
999
01:14:54,570 --> 01:14:55,804
What?
1000
01:14:55,805 --> 01:14:57,305
You're not into it.
Whatever.
1001
01:14:57,306 --> 01:14:58,373
It's cool.
1002
01:14:58,374 --> 01:15:00,407
No, no, tell me
more about it.
1003
01:15:02,645 --> 01:15:03,511
Really?
1004
01:15:03,512 --> 01:15:05,880
Yeah, really?
I want to hear more about it.
1005
01:15:05,881 --> 01:15:08,108
- You do?
- Yeah.
1006
01:15:22,264 --> 01:15:24,632
You sure you're
gonna be okay?
1007
01:15:24,633 --> 01:15:27,963
I'm just glad my
Mom's working late.
1008
01:15:32,274 --> 01:15:34,409
Thanks for everything.
1009
01:15:34,410 --> 01:15:39,538
This has been...the
best birthday ever.
1010
01:15:41,450 --> 01:15:43,074
You're welcome.
1011
01:15:47,823 --> 01:15:49,557
Oh shit.
1012
01:15:49,558 --> 01:15:52,888
- Who's that?
- It's my Dad.
1013
01:16:01,403 --> 01:16:03,104
Dad?
1014
01:16:03,105 --> 01:16:07,075
Son.
I caught you.
1015
01:16:07,076 --> 01:16:10,211
Your Mother said she didn't
know whether you'd be home or not.
1016
01:16:10,212 --> 01:16:12,746
Happy Birthday.
1017
01:16:13,616 --> 01:16:15,617
What are you doing here?
1018
01:16:15,618 --> 01:16:18,519
I'm not allowed to wish my
only son a happy birthday?
1019
01:16:18,520 --> 01:16:22,423
Dad, I haven't seen
you for what, 2 years?
1020
01:16:22,424 --> 01:16:24,792
Well, maybe if you returned
my calls once in a while...
1021
01:16:24,793 --> 01:16:28,296
Maybe I don't want to return
your phone calls, Dad.
1022
01:16:28,297 --> 01:16:30,865
Maybe I just want you
to leave me alone.
1023
01:16:30,866 --> 01:16:32,734
Brian, don't be like this.
1024
01:16:32,735 --> 01:16:34,269
I drove all this way.
1025
01:16:34,270 --> 01:16:35,837
I just wanted to see
how you're doing?
1026
01:16:35,838 --> 01:16:37,772
Well, let me tell you
what I want to know.
1027
01:16:37,773 --> 01:16:40,308
Something happened to
me when I was little.
1028
01:16:40,309 --> 01:16:43,077
Do you know what
I'm talking about?
1029
01:16:43,078 --> 01:16:44,612
What happened to me
that night I woke up...
1030
01:16:44,613 --> 01:16:46,047
bleeding in the cellar?
1031
01:16:46,048 --> 01:16:47,949
Where were you that night?
1032
01:16:47,950 --> 01:16:51,486
God, I can tell you
don't even remember!
1033
01:16:51,487 --> 01:16:52,720
You're drunk.
1034
01:16:52,721 --> 01:16:54,522
Quit avoiding the subject!
1035
01:16:54,523 --> 01:16:57,191
I was bleeding,
I kept passing out!
1036
01:16:57,192 --> 01:17:00,395
I wet my fucking bed
and you never asked why!
1037
01:17:00,396 --> 01:17:03,464
And what about that Halloween
when I blacked out again?
1038
01:17:03,465 --> 01:17:05,733
Something happened to
me both those nights!
1039
01:17:05,734 --> 01:17:07,101
What do you know about it?
1040
01:17:07,102 --> 01:17:08,702
Tell me!
1041
01:17:10,873 --> 01:17:12,633
I'm sorry, Brian, I...
1042
01:17:14,043 --> 01:17:15,905
I can't help you.
1043
01:18:01,557 --> 01:18:03,886
Welcome to Subz.
May I help you?
1044
01:18:05,761 --> 01:18:07,361
Brian?
1045
01:18:08,197 --> 01:18:09,797
Deborah!
1046
01:18:12,735 --> 01:18:16,202
- Redecorating?
- Sort of, yeah.
1047
01:18:17,973 --> 01:18:19,774
So how ya been, Bri?
1048
01:18:19,775 --> 01:18:21,943
Good.
How's Berkeley?
1049
01:18:21,944 --> 01:18:23,144
Hold on, you two.
1050
01:18:23,145 --> 01:18:25,079
Why don't we continue this
conversation in the front room...
1051
01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:28,000
over the peanut-butter peach pie
I baked for this occasion?
1052
01:18:29,118 --> 01:18:30,852
Good to see you,
little brother.
1053
01:18:30,853 --> 01:18:32,477
You too.
1054
01:18:59,548 --> 01:19:01,148
Need a lift?
1055
01:19:04,586 --> 01:19:06,186
Sure.
1056
01:19:10,259 --> 01:19:11,459
Where we going?
1057
01:19:11,460 --> 01:19:14,654
My place.
Don't worry, I'll pay.
1058
01:19:21,637 --> 01:19:25,331
- It's Christmas Eve tomorrow.
- No more talking.
1059
01:19:47,362 --> 01:19:50,089
- Where are we?
- Brighton Beach.
1060
01:20:15,357 --> 01:20:17,322
Bedroom's this way.
1061
01:20:34,743 --> 01:20:36,343
Do it.
1062
01:20:42,951 --> 01:20:44,745
Again.
1063
01:20:56,932 --> 01:20:58,532
Strip.
1064
01:21:15,083 --> 01:21:17,708
Open wide and suck it, slut.
1065
01:21:19,421 --> 01:21:21,818
What are you
waiting for, slut?
1066
01:21:24,893 --> 01:21:26,493
Suck it!
1067
01:21:27,629 --> 01:21:30,565
You like that,
don't you, slut?
1068
01:21:30,566 --> 01:21:32,895
Take it deep.
1069
01:21:35,370 --> 01:21:36,994
Moan for me.
1070
01:21:37,206 --> 01:21:39,103
Wait, wait.
1071
01:21:43,378 --> 01:21:45,646
Slut knows what's
coming next.
1072
01:21:45,647 --> 01:21:47,748
I'm gonna give the slut just
what he's begging for...
1073
01:21:47,749 --> 01:21:48,482
Wait, wait, wait.
1074
01:21:48,483 --> 01:21:49,750
There's some
things I don't do.
1075
01:21:49,751 --> 01:21:51,419
Wait.
I gotta take a piss.
1076
01:21:51,420 --> 01:21:53,419
Hold on.
I'll be right back.
1077
01:22:15,544 --> 01:22:19,113
You're getting fucked, slut,
whether you like it or not.
1078
01:22:22,951 --> 01:22:24,551
Slut!
1079
01:22:26,655 --> 01:22:32,158
Slut! Slut! Slut!
Slut! Slut! Slut!
1080
01:22:39,635 --> 01:22:41,202
God, you love it!
1081
01:22:41,203 --> 01:22:44,372
Take that cock all
the way up there.
1082
01:22:44,373 --> 01:22:47,041
Take it, slut.
1083
01:22:47,042 --> 01:22:49,269
Yeah. Yeah!
1084
01:22:50,746 --> 01:22:52,013
Are you ready?
1085
01:22:52,014 --> 01:22:53,147
Here it comes.
1086
01:22:53,148 --> 01:22:54,081
Are you ready?
1087
01:22:54,082 --> 01:22:56,411
You ready? Ready?
1088
01:23:19,574 --> 01:23:21,174
Mom.
1089
01:25:51,827 --> 01:25:53,894
Today is the day.
1090
01:26:04,673 --> 01:26:06,707
Brian!
Now where are you off to?
1091
01:26:06,708 --> 01:26:08,342
I'm going out with Eric.
1092
01:26:08,343 --> 01:26:10,511
You don't want to stay and
talk with your sister awhile?
1093
01:26:10,512 --> 01:26:12,046
I'll be back soon.
1094
01:26:12,047 --> 01:26:13,481
Don't be late, young man.
1095
01:26:13,482 --> 01:26:15,316
Christmas Eve dinner's at 6 sharp.
1096
01:26:15,317 --> 01:26:16,917
Okay.
1097
01:26:24,860 --> 01:26:26,460
Here we are.
1098
01:26:27,062 --> 01:26:28,629
Do I look okay?
1099
01:26:28,630 --> 01:26:30,822
Okay's a relative term.
1100
01:26:31,500 --> 01:26:33,200
I'm kidding.
You look fine.
1101
01:26:33,201 --> 01:26:34,768
Excited?
1102
01:26:34,769 --> 01:26:36,604
Yes.
1103
01:26:36,605 --> 01:26:38,695
And nervous.
1104
01:26:38,740 --> 01:26:39,974
Don't worry.
1105
01:26:39,975 --> 01:26:42,142
I'm sure you guys
will hit it off great.
1106
01:26:42,143 --> 01:26:43,903
I hope you're right.
1107
01:26:50,452 --> 01:26:51,919
Ellen?
1108
01:26:51,920 --> 01:26:53,520
Ellen?
1109
01:26:55,924 --> 01:26:57,124
Oh, hi, Eric.
1110
01:26:57,125 --> 01:26:58,859
Hey, Mrs. M.
Merry Christmas.
1111
01:26:58,860 --> 01:27:01,451
You remember Brian.
1112
01:27:01,530 --> 01:27:03,030
Of course I do.
1113
01:27:03,031 --> 01:27:03,931
Hi, Brian.
1114
01:27:03,932 --> 01:27:05,266
Merry Christmas.
1115
01:27:05,267 --> 01:27:06,934
So where's the
Man of the Hour?
1116
01:27:06,935 --> 01:27:08,702
I was going to call you.
1117
01:27:08,703 --> 01:27:11,071
Why?
What happened?
1118
01:27:11,072 --> 01:27:13,974
There's been an accident.
1119
01:27:13,975 --> 01:27:19,680
Neil, he got mugged on
the way to the airport.
1120
01:27:19,681 --> 01:27:21,782
Is he okay?
1121
01:27:21,783 --> 01:27:26,251
He's going to be fine.
He's asleep in his room.
1122
01:27:28,023 --> 01:27:30,424
Well, maybe we should
come back tomorrow.
1123
01:27:30,425 --> 01:27:31,992
Maybe.
1124
01:27:31,993 --> 01:27:34,161
Or you stay if you'd like,
have some cookies...
1125
01:27:34,162 --> 01:27:36,252
and we'll see if he's...
1126
01:27:39,834 --> 01:27:41,434
Honey, you're up.
1127
01:27:43,305 --> 01:27:45,372
The fuck you staring at, Preston?
1128
01:27:47,776 --> 01:27:50,577
Brian says that you both were
in Little League together.
1129
01:27:50,712 --> 01:27:52,312
Mm-hmm.
1130
01:27:53,448 --> 01:27:56,516
So how long has it been since
you two last saw each other?
1131
01:27:57,686 --> 01:27:59,687
10 years.
1132
01:27:59,688 --> 01:28:03,485
5 months and...7 days.
1133
01:28:04,359 --> 01:28:07,359
Well, you must have a lot
of catching up to do.
1134
01:28:09,965 --> 01:28:12,866
Turn right off Main
by the fairgrounds.
1135
01:28:12,867 --> 01:28:14,668
So what the fuck happened?
1136
01:28:14,669 --> 01:28:16,637
It's a long story.
I'll tell you later.
1137
01:28:16,638 --> 01:28:18,205
Just drive for now.
1138
01:28:18,206 --> 01:28:21,673
It's nice to see New York hasn't
hardened you one bit, McCormick.
1139
01:28:26,314 --> 01:28:29,644
So you're the legendary Brian.
1140
01:28:31,419 --> 01:28:33,782
We have a lot in
common, don't we?
1141
01:28:34,389 --> 01:28:36,217
I think so.
1142
01:28:46,668 --> 01:28:48,633
Make a left at the
next stop sign.
1143
01:28:51,740 --> 01:28:54,035
Is this starting
to look familiar?
1144
01:28:59,914 --> 01:29:01,606
Pick us up in a half hour.
1145
01:29:03,451 --> 01:29:05,051
Okay.
1146
01:29:18,233 --> 01:29:19,833
You ready?
1147
01:29:32,380 --> 01:29:34,413
Blue.
1148
01:29:45,627 --> 01:29:48,491
No one's home.
Let's go around back.
1149
01:29:52,901 --> 01:29:54,832
We have to get in.
1150
01:29:57,105 --> 01:29:58,831
I know a way, here.
1151
01:30:06,047 --> 01:30:07,214
Voila.
1152
01:30:07,215 --> 01:30:10,584
You were the best player
on the team, weren't you?
1153
01:30:10,585 --> 01:30:12,812
That's what he
always told me.
1154
01:30:24,532 --> 01:30:26,132
Help.
1155
01:30:37,779 --> 01:30:40,247
This was his bedroom.
1156
01:30:40,248 --> 01:30:43,851
At least the ceiling's
still the same.
1157
01:30:43,852 --> 01:30:47,921
I used to get lost for hours
staring at all the patterns.
1158
01:30:47,922 --> 01:30:51,685
Whirls, speckly,
sparkly things.
1159
01:30:53,895 --> 01:30:55,553
Come on.
1160
01:31:06,307 --> 01:31:08,642
Oh, man.
What's up with these people?
1161
01:31:08,643 --> 01:31:11,370
He used to keep
these things stocked.
1162
01:31:24,359 --> 01:31:26,449
This is it, right?
1163
01:31:35,904 --> 01:31:41,237
So, why now?
Why did you search me out?
1164
01:31:44,012 --> 01:31:46,413
I'm tired of it.
1165
01:31:46,414 --> 01:31:49,380
I want to dream about
something else for a change.
1166
01:32:05,533 --> 01:32:07,794
" Away in a Manger."
1167
01:32:08,536 --> 01:32:13,095
It took till I actually laid
eyes on you today to remember you.
1168
01:32:14,309 --> 01:32:17,711
When Eric wrote me about you,
I could only get the vaguest,
1169
01:32:17,712 --> 01:32:19,580
hazy picture in my head.
1170
01:32:19,581 --> 01:32:21,876
Like a staticky TV.
1171
01:32:22,350 --> 01:32:23,950
Same here.
1172
01:32:25,119 --> 01:32:29,590
But seeing you here
in this room...
1173
01:32:29,591 --> 01:32:32,921
I feel like he's
watching us right now.
1174
01:32:36,130 --> 01:32:38,999
I have no idea what
happened to him.
1175
01:32:39,000 --> 01:32:41,835
After that summer,
he just disappeared.
1176
01:32:41,836 --> 01:32:44,504
I don't even know if
he's alive or what.
1177
01:32:44,505 --> 01:32:47,908
Maybe it's his ghost
that's watching us.
1178
01:32:47,909 --> 01:32:50,443
Tell me everything you can.
1179
01:32:57,218 --> 01:32:59,342
Well, I was his favourite.
1180
01:33:00,989 --> 01:33:03,318
Out of every one,
he picked me.
1181
01:33:05,193 --> 01:33:07,394
I know that sounds
kind of weird, but,
1182
01:33:07,395 --> 01:33:09,587
when it first
started happening...
1183
01:33:11,332 --> 01:33:13,700
I felt honoured.
1184
01:33:13,701 --> 01:33:15,632
Go on.
1185
01:33:18,873 --> 01:33:21,842
I don't know, this is
where the big TV was,
1186
01:33:21,843 --> 01:33:24,244
all the cool video games.
1187
01:33:24,245 --> 01:33:26,146
That's the kitchen.
1188
01:33:26,147 --> 01:33:29,910
The first time,
it happened there.
1189
01:33:34,055 --> 01:33:38,591
It lasted that whole summer.
Just me and him.
1190
01:33:39,427 --> 01:33:42,195
I saw him one other time.
1191
01:33:42,196 --> 01:33:45,933
On Halloween, a
couple years later.
1192
01:33:45,934 --> 01:33:48,368
I was lost.
1193
01:33:48,369 --> 01:33:50,937
He said my name.
1194
01:33:51,172 --> 01:33:52,864
Brian?
1195
01:33:53,641 --> 01:33:55,435
Brian?
1196
01:33:59,647 --> 01:34:01,805
I thought that was you.
1197
01:34:04,118 --> 01:34:06,753
The game had just started.
1198
01:34:06,754 --> 01:34:09,790
I was sitting on
the bench as always.
1199
01:34:09,791 --> 01:34:12,092
It started to rain...
1200
01:34:12,093 --> 01:34:16,060
Sprinkles at first,
then a downpour.
1201
01:34:17,732 --> 01:34:19,629
The ump called the game.
1202
01:34:20,702 --> 01:34:22,602
And no one came
to pick you up.
1203
01:34:22,603 --> 01:34:27,307
My Mom was working
and my Dad, who knows?
1204
01:34:27,308 --> 01:34:30,177
Every one else drove
off with their parents.
1205
01:34:30,178 --> 01:34:32,813
I was left there all alone.
1206
01:34:32,814 --> 01:34:36,283
Then you were in the dugout
with me and you said...
1207
01:34:36,284 --> 01:34:38,715
We'll take you home.
1208
01:34:42,290 --> 01:34:45,916
And we got in Coach's
stationwagon, remember?
1209
01:34:50,898 --> 01:34:52,590
He brought us here.
1210
01:34:55,303 --> 01:34:56,269
It's all right, Brian.
1211
01:34:56,270 --> 01:34:58,630
We're just going to have
a little bit of fun.
1212
01:35:02,377 --> 01:35:05,812
And he didn't want you in the bedroom
because that was just for us.
1213
01:35:05,813 --> 01:35:10,384
So it all happened
here, in this room.
1214
01:35:10,385 --> 01:35:12,919
Keep going.
1215
01:35:12,920 --> 01:35:16,011
Don't stop until you've
told me everything.
1216
01:35:18,760 --> 01:35:20,293
Anytime there was
another boy involved,
1217
01:35:20,294 --> 01:35:21,995
it was always the same.
1218
01:35:21,996 --> 01:35:25,098
Coach used me as a
prop to pull you in.
1219
01:35:25,099 --> 01:35:28,502
He'd take off my clothes
and it was up to me...
1220
01:35:28,503 --> 01:35:32,806
to make it seem like fun, like this
is a really cool game we were playing.
1221
01:35:32,807 --> 01:35:34,408
Go ahead, show him, Neil.
1222
01:35:34,409 --> 01:35:36,043
All right, here
are the rules.
1223
01:35:36,044 --> 01:35:38,812
First I kiss you,
then you kiss me back,
1224
01:35:38,813 --> 01:35:40,744
then it's his turn.
1225
01:35:42,917 --> 01:35:44,848
Are you ready?
1226
01:35:47,021 --> 01:35:48,918
Here we go.
1227
01:35:51,392 --> 01:35:53,693
My God!
1228
01:35:53,694 --> 01:35:56,387
You want me to stop?
1229
01:36:03,704 --> 01:36:07,007
So I put my tongue
in your mouth,
1230
01:36:07,008 --> 01:36:10,243
getting it all wet and shiny.
1231
01:36:10,244 --> 01:36:12,334
Then it was his turn.
1232
01:36:14,082 --> 01:36:15,849
Watching his big lips
sucking your face,
1233
01:36:15,850 --> 01:36:19,647
I remember thinking, " oh, he's
going to swallow his head whole".
1234
01:36:22,990 --> 01:36:28,795
So we took off your clothes
and you made this ...
1235
01:36:28,796 --> 01:36:33,662
whimpering puppy sound
that Coach always loved.
1236
01:36:35,369 --> 01:36:38,672
Coach and me had this thing
where he would open up his mouth,
1237
01:36:38,673 --> 01:36:43,410
and wrap it around my dick and balls
and everything all at once.
1238
01:36:43,411 --> 01:36:45,745
He did that to me.
1239
01:36:45,746 --> 01:36:48,515
Then I tried to do it to you
but couldn't because...
1240
01:36:48,516 --> 01:36:50,879
my mouth was too small.
1241
01:36:54,789 --> 01:36:56,756
Then...
1242
01:36:56,757 --> 01:36:59,188
he went down on you.
1243
01:37:01,062 --> 01:37:04,222
For what seemed like
a really long time.
1244
01:37:04,599 --> 01:37:07,334
Your eyes were closed mostly,
but every now and then...
1245
01:37:07,335 --> 01:37:13,435
they would flutter open, and just
had this glassy, faraway look.
1246
01:37:13,841 --> 01:37:19,012
And then I leaned
in and whispered.
1247
01:37:19,013 --> 01:37:23,140
It's fun, right?
Tell him you think it's fun.
1248
01:37:35,229 --> 01:37:37,091
We're almost finished.
1249
01:37:38,132 --> 01:37:39,666
You're gonna be able?
1250
01:37:39,667 --> 01:37:41,791
Yeah.
1251
01:37:44,505 --> 01:37:47,440
Then we played
the 5 dollar game.
1252
01:37:47,441 --> 01:37:52,812
When Coach would ask me to
do things, crazy sex things.
1253
01:37:52,813 --> 01:37:55,115
And if I could do them,
he'd give me a 5 dollar bill.
1254
01:37:55,116 --> 01:37:58,617
It's okay.
Go ahead, Neil.
1255
01:38:08,596 --> 01:38:12,757
He made us fist him.
Do you know what that is?
1256
01:38:18,739 --> 01:38:21,608
I went first, of course.
1257
01:38:21,609 --> 01:38:26,580
And on that night, the 5 dollars
was mine if I could ram ...
1258
01:38:26,581 --> 01:38:32,681
my little fist up his ass and
wring it all the way to the elbow.
1259
01:38:32,920 --> 01:38:35,789
And goddamn it, I did it.
1260
01:38:35,790 --> 01:38:37,857
I'll never forget
how it felt.
1261
01:38:37,858 --> 01:38:41,661
It felt like his whole body
was trying to suck me into it.
1262
01:38:41,662 --> 01:38:43,354
Devour me.
1263
01:38:45,866 --> 01:38:48,024
And then I did it too.
1264
01:38:55,576 --> 01:39:00,580
And then we drove you back to Little
River and left you in your driveway.
1265
01:39:00,581 --> 01:39:02,273
The End.
1266
01:39:06,254 --> 01:39:08,549
And my nose was bleeding.
1267
01:39:10,858 --> 01:39:12,652
How did that happen?
1268
01:39:24,038 --> 01:39:28,308
When it was over and we
were getting you dressed,
1269
01:39:28,309 --> 01:39:33,780
your face looked like
you'd been erased.
1270
01:39:33,781 --> 01:39:36,583
Like you were
just empty inside.
1271
01:39:36,584 --> 01:39:38,451
And you just fell.
1272
01:39:38,452 --> 01:39:40,542
Face first on the floor.
Bam.
1273
01:39:41,589 --> 01:39:44,624
And when we pulled you up,
your nose was bleeding.
1274
01:39:44,625 --> 01:39:46,283
Like this?
1275
01:39:49,430 --> 01:39:50,597
Like this?!
1276
01:39:50,598 --> 01:39:53,632
Shh. Stop. Stop. Stop.
1277
01:40:04,779 --> 01:40:06,079
What are you doing?
1278
01:40:06,080 --> 01:40:07,681
No one's even home.
1279
01:40:07,682 --> 01:40:09,349
No, someone's there.
1280
01:40:09,350 --> 01:40:11,247
I can see them.
1281
01:40:12,586 --> 01:40:14,187
Look, I see them, too.
1282
01:40:14,188 --> 01:40:16,156
What's going on?
1283
01:40:16,157 --> 01:40:19,021
I think that
someone's in there.
1284
01:40:26,434 --> 01:40:31,404
♪ Silent night. ♪
1285
01:40:31,405 --> 01:40:37,505
♪ Holy night. ♪
1286
01:40:37,812 --> 01:40:43,850
♪ All is calm. ♪
1287
01:40:43,851 --> 01:40:49,951
♪ All is bright. ♪
1288
01:40:50,624 --> 01:40:53,360
And as we sat there
listening to the carollers,
1289
01:40:53,361 --> 01:40:57,630
I wanted to tell Brian it was over
now and everything would be okay.
1290
01:40:57,631 --> 01:41:01,496
But that was a lie, plus,
I couldn't speak anyway.
1291
01:41:03,204 --> 01:41:06,705
I wish there was some way for
us to go back and undo the past.
1292
01:41:08,542 --> 01:41:10,336
But there wasn't.
1293
01:41:11,245 --> 01:41:14,347
There was nothing
we could do.
1294
01:41:14,348 --> 01:41:19,252
So I just stayed silent and trying
to telepathically communicate...
1295
01:41:19,253 --> 01:41:22,219
how sorry I was
about what had happened.
1296
01:41:24,425 --> 01:41:26,259
And I thought of all
the grief and sadness...
1297
01:41:26,260 --> 01:41:27,994
and fucked up suffering in the
world...
1298
01:41:27,995 --> 01:41:31,931
and it made me
want to escape.
1299
01:41:31,932 --> 01:41:33,366
I wished with all my heart
that we could just...
1300
01:41:33,367 --> 01:41:36,636
leave this world behind.
1301
01:41:36,637 --> 01:41:41,441
Rise like two angels in
the night and magically...
1302
01:41:41,442 --> 01:41:43,373
disappear.