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(boy)
The summer I was eight years old,

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five hours disappeared from my life.

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Five hours... lost.

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Gone without a trace.

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(rapid breathing)

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Last thing I remember,
I was sitting on the bench

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of my little league game.

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It started to rain.

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What happened after that
remains a pitch black void.

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(girl)
Brian?

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Brian?

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(door creaks)

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You dork, what the heck
are you doing in there?

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Hey... you're bleeding.

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(thunder rumbling)

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Whoo! It is terrible out there!

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Mom!

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Well, hello, sweetheart.

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What happened to you?

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Brian got a bloody nose
hiding in the cellar.

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Whatever on earth
were you doing down there?

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Are you okay, sweetheart?

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Ohh, oh, you poor
little baby.

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They had me cooped up all night
in that awful mail room.

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I didn't even know it was
raining till I got off work.

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- Hold still.
- Ow.

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Didn't one of the other moms
give you a ride home?

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I'm going to bed.

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I hope you're happy.

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I knew he'd get hurt
playing sports

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out there in the field.

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You know,
when I was a kid,

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I wasn't exactly
a star player, either,

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but at least I gave it
my all... I wasn't a quitter.

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Sorry, Dad.

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(sighs)

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Good night.

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I told your father that
little league thing

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was a stupid idea.

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Hold your nose.

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(water bubbling)

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Mom made me quit baseball
the very next day.

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(thunder rumbling)

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(breathing hard)

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(gasps)

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This was when
the nightmares began...

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...and the nose bleeds.

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I wet the bed several times...

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...and then there were
the blackouts.

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I'd feel my eyes
roll back in my head.

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I'd crumple to the floor
like a dropped puppet.

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The darn thing's
not even a year old yet.

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Maybe it's screwed up from
all the lighting last week.

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Oh, your father's going
to be overjoyed about this.

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(girl)
What time's Dad getting home?

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Not for another hour,
at least, honey.

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Mom, Deborah, come look!

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It's a UFO!

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Oh, please, it's just
a weather balloon or something.

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No, look what it's doing to the TV.

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(static)

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It's flying over the house!

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Let's go up on the roof.

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No, wait!

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Children, be careful!

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(crickets chirping)

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(Brian)
That summer,

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those were the two things
I'd never forget.

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The cramped, stale darkness
of the crawlspace

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and, equal in power
and mystery... that UFO,

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out there somewhere,
traveling across the universe.

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The summer I was
eight years old,

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I came for the first time.

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I was watching my mom
going at it with her boyfriend

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of the moment, Alfred,
in my old swing set.

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Alfred was all Marlboro man,
dumb as a fucking rock.

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What I would, years later,
come to call "my type."

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(Alfred and mother laughing)

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And only the most boring,
stupid things

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would ever come
out of his mouth, but...

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seeing him like this,
whimpering and grunting

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like a helpless animal,

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I couldn't take my eyes off of him.

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(Alfred grunting)

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(groans)

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(grunts)

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(sighs)

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I'd been masturbating for years,
but it wasn't

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till that summer
that jizz actually

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squirted out my dick
when I came.

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Couldn't wait to show Coach.

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Oh, maybe I should start
at the beginning.

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Back in June, my mom signed me
up for Little League.

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Well, it was Alfred's idea...
a way for them to fuck freely,

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without the expense of a sitter.

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Are you excited?

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(mother)
Coach Heider?

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Desire sledgehammered me.

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He looked like the lifeguards,
cowboys and firemen,

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I'd seen in the "Playgirls"
that my mom

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kept stashed under her bed.

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Back then, I didn't know
what to do with my feelings.

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They were like, a gift I had
to open in front of a crowd.

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- Hello.
- Hello.

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I'm Ellen McCormick.

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And this is my son, Neil.

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Hello, Neil.

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Honey, don't you want to say
hello to your new coach?

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(laughs)

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Don't worry, it takes him
a while to warm up to strangers.

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I quickly became
the team's star player.

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Which wasn't saying much,
considering the other kids

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were a bunch
of hopeless spazzes.

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Our first game,
bottom of the eighth,

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I whacked a triple
with bases loaded.

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The crowd went fuckin' nuts.

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But I didn't care about that.

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All that mattered
was it made Coach proud.

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After that first victory,
the coach called my mom

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to tell her he was taking
the team out to a movie

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to celebrate.

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(doorbell rings)

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Hey, big guy, ready to go?

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(Neil)
Coach?

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Yeah.

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Where's everybody else?

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Well, it looks like it's just going to be
you and me today, bud.

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Really?

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Yep.

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Cool.

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I picked "Blood Prom."

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It's an R-rated slasher flick...

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tons of cool gore
and murders in it.

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When this one really annoying
blonde chick

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got her head chopped off,
I cheered.

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After the movie,
we we picked up a pizza

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and headed back to Coach's.

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Coach's house was awesome!

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He had a giant TV,

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an Atari with Donkey Kong,

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Asteroids, Frogger.

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All my favorite games.

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(video game beeping)

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(laser blasts)

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- Ohh!
- Ha, you exploded.

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My turn.

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(video game beeping)

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Sure your mom's
not expecting you?

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Ah, she works.

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She's probably got a date
with Alfred afterward.

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My guess is you spend
a lot of time by yourself, huh?

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Yeah, but I kind of like it.

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I just ride my bike
and watch TV.

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It's cool.

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(video game blooping)

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Oh, shit.

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You made me mess up!

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Sorry.

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Hold on.

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Come here for a sec.

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Oh, bring one of them
bottles of Peach Nehi.

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(crickets chirping)

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Okay... this might seem
a little weird at first,

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but I need to record
my team's voices,

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especially my best players.

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Okay?

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Take this.

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Now just speak into it using
your normal voice.

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Well, what should I say?

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(Coach)
Whatever you like.

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Start with your name.

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Neil.

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Now take a big sip of pop...
and belch.

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Uhh! Shit.

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(chuckles)
Good.

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Say that again.

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Shit.

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Again.

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Shit, shit, shit.

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- Keep going.
- (belches)

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Shit.
(belches)

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Hell! Damn!

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Now, um, look up
into the camera.

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Now stick your tongue out.

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(camera clicks and whirs)

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Make a...
make a funny face.

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(laughing)
Good, good.

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Yeah...
yes, Neil, yes.

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Yes.

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(camera whirring)

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Open your mouth real wide.

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♪♪

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Neil, that's perfect.

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♪♪

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(Neil)
July 2nd.

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We had a 7:30 game
against Hutchinson Taco Hut.

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I know you're gonna
kick their butts tonight.

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You gonna knock one out
of the park for your poor,

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hard-working mom?

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So you're gonna get
a ride home with Coach, right?

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- Yeah.
- Mm-mwah.

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(zany cartoon noises on TV)

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(door opens and closes)

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(door opens)

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You're mine, and I love you,
and don't you ever forget it.

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(grunts)

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(kiss)

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(door closes)

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Boy, were you on fire tonight.

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It's the best you
ever played.

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Thanks, Coach.

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Hey, can we play some more of
those game cartridges tonight?

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Sure, we can.

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But I gotta show
you something first.

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♪♪

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(laughing)

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Ew... I look stupid
in this one.

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No.

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You look perfect...
your expression.

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Like you're having
a wonderful dream.

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Neil...

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I've been thinking
a lot about you this week.

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I'm hungry.

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Sure.

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You want a pizza?

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I might have something here
you'd like.

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Whoa!

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What'll it be, little buddy?

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My mom never
buys these things.

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She says they're a big
waste of money.

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Let's eat then.

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(grunts)
Which one do you want?

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I don't know,
what are you having?

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Corn pops.

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Then I'll have, uh...

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Cocoa Krispies.

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(silverware clattering)

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Uhh!

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Shit.

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Sorry.

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(laughing)

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You do one.

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(laughing)

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Whoo, good one!

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Whoo!

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Here we go.

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(cereal crunching)

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I like you, Neil.

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I like you so much.

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When I really,
really like someone...

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...there's a way I show them
how I feel.

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Shh.

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Angel.

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There's nothing wrong with
kissing someone like this.

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Don't ever let anyone
tell you that it's wrong.

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(Neil whimpering)

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(Neil)
It happened.

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That's what I told myself.

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It just happened.

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And after it was over,

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I looked down
at the mess on the floor.

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It was like a kaleidoscope
had shattered.

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And when I swallowed,

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the taste of Coach's tongue
seared my mouth.

268
00:15:40,564 --> 00:15:42,231
You liked it.

269
00:15:42,566 --> 00:15:44,484
It's okay that you liked it.

270
00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:48,279
Everything's
gonna be okay.

271
00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:58,081
(wolf howling)

272
00:15:58,916 --> 00:16:01,084
(thunder sound effects)

273
00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:06,547
♪♪

274
00:16:11,887 --> 00:16:13,805
Do you know him
or something?

275
00:16:15,516 --> 00:16:17,058
(Neil)
I met Wendy Peterson when I was ten.

276
00:16:17,393 --> 00:16:20,645
She was 11, one grade
ahead of me in school.

277
00:16:21,689 --> 00:16:22,814
What are you doing?

278
00:16:23,148 --> 00:16:24,440
Damn, no razor.

279
00:16:24,775 --> 00:16:26,275
You're insane.

280
00:16:26,610 --> 00:16:28,111
If I wasn't queer,
we would have ended up

281
00:16:28,445 --> 00:16:30,655
having sloppy teenage sex
and getting pregnant,

282
00:16:30,990 --> 00:16:35,076
contributing more fucked-up,
unwanted kids to society.

283
00:16:35,411 --> 00:16:38,830
But instead,
she became my soul mate.

284
00:16:39,164 --> 00:16:42,542
My... one true partner in crime.

285
00:16:42,876 --> 00:16:45,044
Let's kidnap him.

286
00:16:46,755 --> 00:16:48,047
His mom says we're supposed
to take him home.

287
00:16:48,382 --> 00:16:49,549
(kids shouting indistinctly)

288
00:16:50,843 --> 00:16:52,844
Wh-where are you taking me?

289
00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:55,972
A house with lots
and lots of candy.

290
00:16:56,306 --> 00:16:57,473
Goody.

291
00:16:57,808 --> 00:16:59,684
(haunted house sound effects)

292
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,853
(woman)
Beware...

293
00:17:02,187 --> 00:17:03,354
Beware...

294
00:17:04,231 --> 00:17:05,398
Bewaaaare.

295
00:17:07,234 --> 00:17:12,113
These are the eyes of
the axe murderer's victims.

296
00:17:16,410 --> 00:17:17,702
Come on, Satan.

297
00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:19,037
Hurry up, chicken.

298
00:17:19,371 --> 00:17:20,580
Brian...

299
00:17:20,914 --> 00:17:22,498
(Brian)
I never much cared for Halloween,

300
00:17:22,833 --> 00:17:25,084
but this particular year,
I couldn't shake the feeling

301
00:17:25,419 --> 00:17:27,920
that something horrible
was gonna happen.

302
00:17:28,255 --> 00:17:30,298
And there was nothing
I could do to stop it.

303
00:17:30,632 --> 00:17:31,507
Wait outside for me.

304
00:17:31,842 --> 00:17:33,760
I'll be done in a minute.

305
00:17:34,094 --> 00:17:35,261
(indistinct chatter)

306
00:17:36,638 --> 00:17:38,514
All right, you hold him
while I go get something.

307
00:17:38,849 --> 00:17:39,724
What are we gonna do?

308
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,601
Have some fun.

309
00:17:42,561 --> 00:17:43,728
(door shuts)

310
00:17:45,230 --> 00:17:47,440
(indistinct dialog on TV)

311
00:17:47,775 --> 00:17:48,733
(gunshot on TV)

312
00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:50,234
♪♪

313
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,323
What's the matter, Satan?

314
00:17:55,991 --> 00:17:57,241
What did you say, Punk?

315
00:17:57,576 --> 00:17:59,243
(grunts)

316
00:18:00,746 --> 00:18:02,330
What a loser!

317
00:18:02,664 --> 00:18:03,623
(glasses break)

318
00:18:03,957 --> 00:18:05,124
(all)
Loser! loser!

319
00:18:07,461 --> 00:18:11,380
(shrieking and laughter)

320
00:18:12,758 --> 00:18:15,343
(panting)

321
00:18:17,012 --> 00:18:18,179
(twig snaps)

322
00:18:20,474 --> 00:18:22,266
(Coach)
Brian?

323
00:18:24,520 --> 00:18:26,395
Brian?

324
00:18:28,816 --> 00:18:29,941
I thought that was you.

325
00:18:30,275 --> 00:18:33,361
(Brian panting)

326
00:18:35,030 --> 00:18:35,947
(thud)

327
00:18:36,281 --> 00:18:37,365
(Neil)
Lie down.

328
00:18:37,699 --> 00:18:38,866
Lie down, retard.

329
00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:41,536
Wh-what are you doing?

330
00:18:42,079 --> 00:18:44,205
Shut up... shut up,
or we'll kill you.

331
00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:46,124
Point the beam over here.

332
00:18:46,959 --> 00:18:48,292
Open your mouth.

333
00:18:48,627 --> 00:18:50,211
I said open your mouth!

334
00:18:52,047 --> 00:18:53,172
Now, keep these
in your fuckin' mouth.

335
00:18:53,507 --> 00:18:54,590
And you better do
what we say,

336
00:18:54,925 --> 00:18:56,843
or I'll kill you, I swear.

337
00:18:58,929 --> 00:19:00,054
Now give me the matches.

338
00:19:00,389 --> 00:19:04,100
Wendy, come on, give me
the damn matches!

339
00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:12,775
(Brian grunting)

340
00:19:14,319 --> 00:19:15,486
(loud explosions)

341
00:19:16,738 --> 00:19:17,905
(dog howling)

342
00:19:19,074 --> 00:19:20,658
Shine the flashlight on him.

343
00:19:21,660 --> 00:19:22,827
♪♪

344
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,246
Neil, he's gonna tattle!

345
00:19:25,581 --> 00:19:26,998
Don't worry,
I know what to do.

346
00:19:27,332 --> 00:19:30,293
There are things we can do
to get him on our side.

347
00:19:30,627 --> 00:19:31,794
That's it.

348
00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:33,421
Just lay still for a minute.

349
00:19:33,755 --> 00:19:35,298
You're my
little green buddy,

350
00:19:35,632 --> 00:19:38,134
and there's this cool thing
I wanna show you.

351
00:19:40,012 --> 00:19:42,096
When I was little,
a man used to do this to me,

352
00:19:42,431 --> 00:19:44,015
and you're really
gonna like it.

353
00:19:44,349 --> 00:19:45,516
There, that's it.

354
00:19:46,435 --> 00:19:47,602
That's my boy.

355
00:19:49,062 --> 00:19:51,314
Wendy never looked at me
quite the same after that night.

356
00:19:51,648 --> 00:19:53,441
I mean... sharing this part of myself

357
00:19:53,775 --> 00:19:56,027
I'd never shown anyone else,
ever before.

358
00:19:56,862 --> 00:20:02,158
And I knew we'd be bound
together... forever.

359
00:20:04,286 --> 00:20:05,369
(Brian)
I woke up...

360
00:20:05,704 --> 00:20:07,038
once again not knowing
where I was

361
00:20:07,372 --> 00:20:09,290
or what had happened to me.

362
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,459
By the time
I made my way back,

363
00:20:11,793 --> 00:20:13,878
Deborah said I'd been missing
for over an hour.

364
00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:16,130
But I couldn't
remember a thing.

365
00:20:16,465 --> 00:20:17,882
All I knew was that it
was somehow linked

366
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:19,383
to the other time,

367
00:20:19,718 --> 00:20:21,844
the night I woke up
in the cellar.

368
00:20:22,179 --> 00:20:24,972
And I also knew that,
no matter how long it took,

369
00:20:25,307 --> 00:20:27,808
I had to find out what
had happened to me.

370
00:20:28,143 --> 00:20:30,353
I had to find an answer
to the mystery.

371
00:20:34,107 --> 00:20:35,608
When I was 15,
I overheard some kids at school

372
00:20:35,943 --> 00:20:37,193
talking about a place.

373
00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:40,613
A place that you could find
even in a dumbass hick town

374
00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:42,698
like Hutchinson.

375
00:20:58,632 --> 00:21:00,049
Bingo.

376
00:21:29,913 --> 00:21:31,330
Here we go.

377
00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:44,802
How's it going?

378
00:21:45,137 --> 00:21:46,304
Okay.

379
00:21:47,264 --> 00:21:48,431
I'm Charlie.

380
00:21:49,474 --> 00:21:50,641
Neil.

381
00:21:51,351 --> 00:21:52,810
Wanna go for a ride?

382
00:21:56,231 --> 00:21:57,398
Sure.

383
00:21:58,900 --> 00:22:00,067
You got cash?

384
00:22:00,944 --> 00:22:03,112
I'll pay 50, no higher.

385
00:22:04,197 --> 00:22:06,115
You gotta be careful
out here.

386
00:22:07,326 --> 00:22:09,452
The cops patrol
this whole entire area,

387
00:22:09,786 --> 00:22:12,163
and they got brains enough
to know what's up.

388
00:22:12,497 --> 00:22:14,081
I'm in Hutchinson on business.

389
00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:17,543
I supply snack foods
to the local markets.

390
00:22:19,129 --> 00:22:20,171
Go ahead.

391
00:22:20,505 --> 00:22:22,715
Take whatever you want.

392
00:22:28,972 --> 00:22:30,931
Hungry, huh?

393
00:22:31,850 --> 00:22:34,143
(door squeaks)

394
00:22:39,649 --> 00:22:42,943
(man)
We've only got an hour.

395
00:22:43,278 --> 00:22:44,862
So we better get busy.

396
00:22:50,410 --> 00:22:51,827
Wait.

397
00:22:53,538 --> 00:22:54,747
Let me.

398
00:23:03,382 --> 00:23:05,841
Beautiful.

399
00:23:10,639 --> 00:23:13,224
So, uh, what do you like to do?

400
00:23:15,519 --> 00:23:18,104
Tell me what you
want me to do.

401
00:23:18,563 --> 00:23:20,481
Whatever.

402
00:23:24,820 --> 00:23:26,404
You like older guys, huh?

403
00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:28,572
Tell me.

404
00:23:29,199 --> 00:23:30,324
(noncommittal)
Yeah.

405
00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:39,125
Mmm, that feels nice.

406
00:23:44,047 --> 00:23:49,927
You are such a beautiful,
beautiful boy.

407
00:23:51,012 --> 00:23:52,179
(breathing heavily)

408
00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:56,725
(grunts)

409
00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:05,151
(panting)

410
00:24:22,502 --> 00:24:26,172
♪♪

411
00:24:27,048 --> 00:24:28,215
I'm gonna come.

412
00:24:28,717 --> 00:24:29,884
(panting)

413
00:24:30,635 --> 00:24:32,636
I'm gonna come.

414
00:24:37,767 --> 00:24:38,767
Agh!

415
00:24:39,102 --> 00:24:41,061
(man gulping)

416
00:24:54,701 --> 00:24:57,620
(both panting)

417
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:18,807
(gargling)

418
00:25:20,018 --> 00:25:20,976
(spits)

419
00:25:21,311 --> 00:25:22,770
I know what
you're thinking.

420
00:25:23,104 --> 00:25:24,271
That wasn't safe.

421
00:25:24,689 --> 00:25:26,607
But we're in Kansas,
thank God,

422
00:25:27,025 --> 00:25:29,360
not some big city
full of diseases.

423
00:25:31,154 --> 00:25:34,281
Plus...
you're only a kid.

424
00:25:46,127 --> 00:25:48,254
(sighs)

425
00:25:51,967 --> 00:25:53,133
Boo.

426
00:25:53,468 --> 00:25:54,635
Maniac!

427
00:25:55,011 --> 00:25:56,011
You scared me.

428
00:25:56,346 --> 00:25:57,596
Thanks for meeting me.

429
00:25:58,139 --> 00:25:59,557
Yeah, well,
this better be good.

430
00:25:59,891 --> 00:26:01,475
My mom will kill me if she
finds out I snuck out this late.

431
00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:04,061
I have something
I wanna show you.

432
00:26:04,521 --> 00:26:06,730
(door squeaks loudly)

433
00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:09,733
Ew.

434
00:26:18,243 --> 00:26:19,660
Look.

435
00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:24,498
Yeah, so?

436
00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:27,918
That's me.

437
00:26:33,383 --> 00:26:35,676
You're such a liar.

438
00:26:36,845 --> 00:26:38,095
I don't believe you.

439
00:26:39,222 --> 00:26:40,306
I'll prove it.

440
00:26:40,640 --> 00:26:41,807
(scoffs)
Okay, how?

441
00:26:42,309 --> 00:26:43,976
Oh, my God,
what are you...

442
00:26:44,311 --> 00:26:45,769
Put that back in your pants,
exhibitionist.

443
00:26:46,104 --> 00:26:47,062
Look.

444
00:26:47,397 --> 00:26:48,355
No way, perv.

445
00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:50,316
Look what the guy
did to me.

446
00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:55,946
(bike clatters to ground)

447
00:26:59,034 --> 00:27:00,451
Are those bruises?

448
00:27:00,785 --> 00:27:01,785
Fucker
gnawed on my dick

449
00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:03,871
like it was a fuckin'...
candy cane.

450
00:27:04,205 --> 00:27:06,373
I didn't even realize he was hurting me
till after I blew my load.

451
00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:08,292
Well, you better
watch out, McCormick.

452
00:27:08,627 --> 00:27:11,545
Next time someone might
chomp the whole thing off.

453
00:27:12,881 --> 00:27:14,006
Seriously.

454
00:27:14,341 --> 00:27:16,008
Even Hutchinson has
its share of freaks.

455
00:27:16,343 --> 00:27:17,468
You trick with the wrong guy,

456
00:27:17,802 --> 00:27:18,927
and I'd find pieces
of you everywhere.

457
00:27:19,262 --> 00:27:21,138
Okay, "Mom."

458
00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:30,356
I wish there's a movie
showing right now.

459
00:27:30,690 --> 00:27:31,857
Me too.

460
00:27:32,817 --> 00:27:34,109
A film about our lives.

461
00:27:34,444 --> 00:27:37,905
Everything's that's
happened so far.

462
00:27:38,239 --> 00:27:41,825
And the last scene would
just be us standing right here.

463
00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:45,079
Just you and me.

464
00:27:47,707 --> 00:27:48,749
Yeah.

465
00:28:04,891 --> 00:28:06,517
I hear something.

466
00:28:11,606 --> 00:28:13,190
It's the voice of God.

467
00:28:13,900 --> 00:28:16,819
♪♪

468
00:28:27,956 --> 00:28:38,006
I hear him.

469
00:28:46,808 --> 00:28:48,350
(gunshots)

470
00:28:54,649 --> 00:28:55,816
Mom!

471
00:28:56,651 --> 00:28:57,901
It's about to begin.

472
00:28:58,737 --> 00:28:59,903
All right, I'm coming.

473
00:29:00,238 --> 00:29:01,864
Ahh. VCR on?

474
00:29:02,198 --> 00:29:03,490
Checked it twice.

475
00:29:03,825 --> 00:29:06,577
(sighs)
This is probably gonna be a little silly.

476
00:29:06,911 --> 00:29:08,412
The commercial
showed this crazy old man

477
00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:11,498
claiming aliens beamed him
right up out of his bathtub.

478
00:29:11,833 --> 00:29:13,584
(TV running indistinctly)

479
00:29:13,918 --> 00:29:15,127
If you're going to make fun,

480
00:29:15,462 --> 00:29:18,046
I'd just as soon
watch it by myself.

481
00:29:18,965 --> 00:29:20,591
Shh, it's starting.

482
00:29:20,925 --> 00:29:23,135
(TV announcer)
Tonight on "World Of Mystery,"

483
00:29:23,470 --> 00:29:27,097
we investigate
the terrifying world of UFOs.

484
00:29:27,432 --> 00:29:31,393
Is it mass hysteria
or something all too real?

485
00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:33,645
They kept me prisoner
for hours!

486
00:29:34,355 --> 00:29:36,607
They examined me
like I was a...

487
00:29:37,233 --> 00:29:38,817
a frog in biology class.

488
00:29:40,195 --> 00:29:43,697
And then they stuck a probe
in my stomach.

489
00:29:44,032 --> 00:29:46,950
I still got the scar
here to prove it.

490
00:29:48,369 --> 00:29:49,536
Look at that.

491
00:29:49,871 --> 00:29:51,163
I always got scared

492
00:29:51,498 --> 00:29:53,540
anytime I watched movies
about UFOs.

493
00:29:53,875 --> 00:29:55,459
Even "E.T." scared me.

494
00:29:56,169 --> 00:29:57,336
Poor thing.

495
00:29:57,962 --> 00:29:59,630
She looks so homely and sad.

496
00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:01,089
- Shh!
- Avalyn Frisen

497
00:30:01,424 --> 00:30:04,676
lives in the tiny,
ordinary town of Inman, Kansas.

498
00:30:05,970 --> 00:30:07,179
"Inman."

499
00:30:07,514 --> 00:30:09,097
That's only 30 miles away.

500
00:30:09,516 --> 00:30:11,725
32 years old,
she is unmarried,

501
00:30:12,060 --> 00:30:13,268
lives with her father,

502
00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:15,521
and works part-time
as a secretary.

503
00:30:15,855 --> 00:30:18,106
But there is something
unusual about Avalyn.

504
00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,400
For as long
as she can remember,

505
00:30:20,735 --> 00:30:23,946
things have happened to her,
things she cannot explain.

506
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:25,447
I'd heard about people

507
00:30:25,782 --> 00:30:27,991
who've experienced
missing time.

508
00:30:28,326 --> 00:30:30,869
Whole chunks of their lives
they couldn't account for.

509
00:30:31,204 --> 00:30:33,705
Under hypnotic regression,

510
00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:37,084
I learned that I had been
abducted more than 20 times.

511
00:30:37,418 --> 00:30:39,002
- Oh, please!
- Quiet.

512
00:30:39,337 --> 00:30:41,380
The first time was when I was 6.

513
00:30:41,714 --> 00:30:45,300
I was on my way home from
a picnic with my grandparents.

514
00:30:45,635 --> 00:30:48,595
It was dark, and we got lost
driving down a dirt road.

515
00:30:48,930 --> 00:30:50,222
Grandpa lost control of the car,

516
00:30:50,557 --> 00:30:52,099
and we went into a ditch.

517
00:30:52,433 --> 00:30:54,977
There was this
blinding white light.

518
00:30:55,311 --> 00:30:59,022
But the aliens weren't
interested in my grandparents.

519
00:30:59,357 --> 00:31:00,941
They floated me up out of the car

520
00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:04,403
using some sort
of gravitational ray.

521
00:31:04,737 --> 00:31:06,321
(shimmering sound effect)

522
00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:08,240
That's it...
I've had enough.

523
00:31:08,575 --> 00:31:09,741
I'm gonna get some ice cream.

524
00:31:10,076 --> 00:31:12,202
- Want some?
- No, thanks.

525
00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:14,121
I remember lying on a table.

526
00:31:14,455 --> 00:31:17,499
It was cold,
smooth and shiny.

527
00:31:17,834 --> 00:31:19,167
The aliens surrounded me.

528
00:31:19,502 --> 00:31:21,169
They were bald,
with huge,

529
00:31:21,504 --> 00:31:24,840
marshmallowy heads
and tiny arms.

530
00:31:25,174 --> 00:31:27,634
But the worst part
was their eyes.

531
00:31:27,969 --> 00:31:30,053
The only way
I can describe them is big,

532
00:31:30,388 --> 00:31:34,474
black diamonds,
all liquidy and jellyish.

533
00:31:34,809 --> 00:31:37,728
(crickets chirping)

534
00:31:55,371 --> 00:31:56,538
♪♪

535
00:31:57,707 --> 00:31:59,499
I can't believe
I'm finally getting out

536
00:31:59,834 --> 00:32:01,418
of this fuckin' nowhere town!

537
00:32:01,961 --> 00:32:04,880
You better let me know
the second you're settled.

538
00:32:06,007 --> 00:32:07,174
Or else.

539
00:32:08,509 --> 00:32:11,011
You better come,
or else.

540
00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:12,471
New York City.

541
00:32:12,805 --> 00:32:14,640
You're so lucky.

542
00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:25,901
Hey, ass face.

543
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,195
What you gawking at?

544
00:32:32,325 --> 00:32:33,492
(laughing)

545
00:32:35,328 --> 00:32:36,411
Faggots!

546
00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:38,914
Shit, just go,
go, go, go, go!

547
00:32:39,248 --> 00:32:41,249
(horn blaring)

548
00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:43,502
Fuck you!

549
00:32:43,836 --> 00:32:45,003
(cackling)

550
00:32:46,673 --> 00:32:49,591
♪♪

551
00:32:59,018 --> 00:33:00,811
Remember the guy
I told you about last week?

552
00:33:01,145 --> 00:33:02,562
White Camaro?

553
00:33:02,897 --> 00:33:04,439
That's him,
parked by those trees.

554
00:33:04,774 --> 00:33:06,692
I've fucked every single john
in this park.

555
00:33:07,026 --> 00:33:09,444
Except for White Camaro.

556
00:33:09,779 --> 00:33:11,655
So it's time for you two
to get lost.

557
00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:14,116
Stop scaring
my business away.

558
00:33:14,450 --> 00:33:16,243
You want us to come
pick you up later?

559
00:33:16,577 --> 00:33:17,536
Yeah, if you want.

560
00:33:17,870 --> 00:33:19,663
I'll be done by,
like, 7:00.

561
00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:21,164
We'll meet you.

562
00:33:21,958 --> 00:33:23,083
Speak for yourself, Eric.

563
00:33:23,418 --> 00:33:24,543
I gotta get home
and start packing.

564
00:33:24,877 --> 00:33:26,169
All right,
call me tonight.

565
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:27,963
I'll see you later.

566
00:33:36,472 --> 00:33:37,723
You better be careful.

567
00:33:38,182 --> 00:33:39,349
Of what?

568
00:33:40,643 --> 00:33:42,060
I'm serious, Eric.

569
00:33:42,395 --> 00:33:43,729
You're not in Modesto anymore.

570
00:33:44,063 --> 00:33:47,274
I see the way
you look at him.

571
00:33:47,608 --> 00:33:48,775
He's so beautiful.

572
00:33:50,486 --> 00:33:52,195
I can't help it.

573
00:33:52,530 --> 00:33:53,488
He's like a god.

574
00:33:53,823 --> 00:33:56,199
You don't have to tell me.

575
00:33:56,534 --> 00:33:59,369
I was infatuated
with him, too, once.

576
00:33:59,704 --> 00:34:01,997
But I know all Neil's secrets,
and there's shit there

577
00:34:02,331 --> 00:34:04,624
you don't even want
to know about, trust me.

578
00:34:04,959 --> 00:34:06,126
(engine starts)

579
00:34:06,502 --> 00:34:07,794
Once I'm gone,
you'll be all Neil has,

580
00:34:08,129 --> 00:34:10,338
and you have to understand
one thing.

581
00:34:10,673 --> 00:34:11,965
Where normal people
have a heart,

582
00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:14,551
Neil McCormick
has a bottomless black hole.

583
00:34:15,762 --> 00:34:17,637
And if you don't watch out,

584
00:34:17,972 --> 00:34:19,890
you can fall in
and get lost forever.

585
00:34:21,893 --> 00:34:23,602
(sighs)

586
00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:30,484
(screams)

587
00:34:51,005 --> 00:34:52,172
(door closes)

588
00:34:52,548 --> 00:34:53,715
(mother)
Brian?

589
00:34:54,050 --> 00:34:55,008
Brian, you home?

590
00:34:55,343 --> 00:34:57,385
Yeah, Mom... in here.

591
00:35:04,143 --> 00:35:05,310
(knock on door)

592
00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:07,062
No class today?

593
00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:11,024
I've got English Comp
discussion group at 7:30.

594
00:35:11,359 --> 00:35:12,692
Hmm... you have mail.

595
00:35:13,027 --> 00:35:14,486
Looks like one
from your sister.

596
00:35:14,821 --> 00:35:17,864
And one from "A. Friesen"?

597
00:35:20,284 --> 00:35:22,285
I can't believe
she wrote me back.

598
00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:23,703
Who?

599
00:35:24,038 --> 00:35:26,039
Avalyn Friesen,
the woman on TV.

600
00:35:26,374 --> 00:35:27,624
Well, she didn't
have to go dump

601
00:35:27,959 --> 00:35:30,043
a whole gallon of perfume
on it, now, did she?

602
00:35:32,088 --> 00:35:33,338
What does she say?

603
00:35:34,340 --> 00:35:37,342
She wants me to visit her
in Inman.

604
00:35:42,431 --> 00:35:43,431
(horn honks)

605
00:36:00,158 --> 00:36:02,284
Well, thanks
for the ride, Preston.

606
00:36:04,996 --> 00:36:06,246
Later.

607
00:36:08,374 --> 00:36:09,416
(door slams)

608
00:36:09,750 --> 00:36:11,334
(applause and music on TV)

609
00:36:12,336 --> 00:36:14,004
Ah, you just missed it,
sweetie.

610
00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:17,299
This little old lady
just won both showcases.

611
00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:18,800
Oh, yeah?

612
00:36:20,428 --> 00:36:21,678
What did she get?

613
00:36:22,388 --> 00:36:26,057
She got a trip to Scotland,
beautiful living room set,

614
00:36:26,392 --> 00:36:27,559
a brand-new car.

615
00:36:29,145 --> 00:36:32,731
I can't remember the name of it,
but it cost over 27 grand.

616
00:36:36,402 --> 00:36:38,278
Are you wearing cologne?

617
00:36:40,907 --> 00:36:42,866
Was work okay?

618
00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:44,451
It was the pits.

619
00:36:46,579 --> 00:36:49,247
God when is our ship
gonna come in, huh, baby?

620
00:36:49,582 --> 00:36:50,749
Soon, Ma.

621
00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:54,544
It'll be soon.

622
00:36:59,175 --> 00:37:00,425
Oh, Neil, don't forget.

623
00:37:02,011 --> 00:37:03,136
Tomorrow's my date.

624
00:37:03,471 --> 00:37:04,638
That hot Italian.

625
00:37:05,014 --> 00:37:06,556
The guy who always comes
through my checkout lane.

626
00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:08,934
Well, don't worry,
'cause I'll be at work.

627
00:37:09,268 --> 00:37:11,394
It's the last tournament
of the season.

628
00:37:11,729 --> 00:37:12,771
Vincenzo.

629
00:37:13,105 --> 00:37:15,523
(laughing)

630
00:37:19,904 --> 00:37:23,406
(game show host chattering)

631
00:37:26,827 --> 00:37:29,746
♪♪

632
00:37:55,648 --> 00:37:56,815
(dog barking)

633
00:37:57,733 --> 00:37:59,276
Brian!

634
00:38:01,904 --> 00:38:02,862
Brian, hey!

635
00:38:03,197 --> 00:38:04,447
Patches! Patches, down!

636
00:38:04,782 --> 00:38:06,658
Sorry, she gets a little excited.

637
00:38:06,993 --> 00:38:09,536
Hi, you must be Brian...
I'm Avalyn, obviously.

638
00:38:09,870 --> 00:38:11,037
Dad?

639
00:38:11,872 --> 00:38:13,039
It's okay, Daddy.

640
00:38:13,541 --> 00:38:16,793
This is the young man
I was telling you about.

641
00:38:17,461 --> 00:38:18,837
Don't mind him.

642
00:38:19,171 --> 00:38:20,839
He's just a little wary
of strangers.

643
00:38:21,173 --> 00:38:23,091
I'm so glad you're here.

644
00:38:23,426 --> 00:38:24,384
Come on.

645
00:38:26,262 --> 00:38:27,929
It isn't showy,
but it's home.

646
00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:29,514
Here, have a seat.

647
00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:31,433
Have you eaten?

648
00:38:31,767 --> 00:38:33,727
I was just in the middle of lunch,
I hope you don't mind.

649
00:38:34,061 --> 00:38:35,020
No, go ahead.

650
00:38:35,354 --> 00:38:36,521
I ate earlier.

651
00:38:36,856 --> 00:38:38,440
So, you saw the show?

652
00:38:38,899 --> 00:38:40,984
Several times.

653
00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:42,944
I videotaped it.

654
00:38:43,279 --> 00:38:44,904
They left some stuff out,
but they managed to get

655
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:46,489
the major points across.

656
00:38:49,493 --> 00:38:51,369
I think I was taken too.

657
00:38:51,704 --> 00:38:53,580
You mentioned that
in your letter.

658
00:38:53,914 --> 00:38:56,041
You're at the point
I was a few years ago,

659
00:38:56,375 --> 00:38:57,667
where you're just starting
to remember things.

660
00:38:58,002 --> 00:39:00,420
There are many of us,
and we all have this drive

661
00:39:00,755 --> 00:39:01,880
to know what happened.

662
00:39:02,214 --> 00:39:05,925
So... you think that's
what happened to me?

663
00:39:06,260 --> 00:39:08,636
Just from what I told you
about the missing time and...

664
00:39:08,971 --> 00:39:12,390
Oh, I'm sure of it.

665
00:39:12,725 --> 00:39:15,060
Feel like going on a walk?

666
00:39:16,354 --> 00:39:17,604
What's that you're carrying?

667
00:39:17,980 --> 00:39:19,230
It's a dream journal.

668
00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:23,234
I keep a log
of all my dreams.

669
00:39:23,569 --> 00:39:26,488
Whatever bits and pieces
I can recall, at least.

670
00:39:27,615 --> 00:39:29,824
I... I feel like it's slowly
helping me remember.

671
00:39:30,159 --> 00:39:31,618
That's a really
good idea.

672
00:39:31,952 --> 00:39:34,245
Your subconscious is where
all your memories are buried.

673
00:39:34,580 --> 00:39:36,623
For you and me
and people like us,

674
00:39:36,957 --> 00:39:38,124
almost every single thing we do

675
00:39:38,459 --> 00:39:40,043
stems from our
being abducted.

676
00:39:41,545 --> 00:39:42,837
Come here, I want to show you
something they wouldn't allow

677
00:39:43,172 --> 00:39:44,839
on "World of Mystery."

678
00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:49,260
I've been tagged.

679
00:39:49,887 --> 00:39:51,137
Part of their experiments.

680
00:39:52,181 --> 00:39:53,556
Touch it.

681
00:39:55,976 --> 00:39:57,977
When I was taken,
my leg was bleeding,

682
00:39:58,312 --> 00:40:00,563
but I didn't remember
being cut, nothing.

683
00:40:01,232 --> 00:40:04,776
Then, under hypnosis
is when I discovered

684
00:40:05,111 --> 00:40:06,778
that's where they
implant the tracking device.

685
00:40:07,113 --> 00:40:09,280
Now everything I do,
they know.

686
00:40:09,615 --> 00:40:10,907
In fact, I wouldn't be
surprised if they were

687
00:40:11,242 --> 00:40:12,826
spying on us right now.

688
00:40:13,786 --> 00:40:17,831
When I was found that night,
my nose was bleeding.

689
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:22,085
The old up-the-nose trick,
so the scar can't be seen.

690
00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:26,840
(crying)
Don't forget to write.

691
00:40:27,383 --> 00:40:28,550
(sniffles)

692
00:40:29,260 --> 00:40:31,511
Don't you forget
what I told you.

693
00:40:32,012 --> 00:40:33,138
Okay.

694
00:40:37,226 --> 00:40:39,477
You better come see me
soon, asshole.

695
00:40:40,604 --> 00:40:42,397
Yeah, I will.

696
00:40:45,818 --> 00:40:47,402
I will.

697
00:41:17,558 --> 00:41:19,476
Stay out of trouble,
you two.

698
00:41:19,894 --> 00:41:21,603
(sniffles)

699
00:41:24,273 --> 00:41:25,773
Bye.

700
00:41:34,074 --> 00:41:35,658
I can't believe it's so late.

701
00:41:35,993 --> 00:41:37,035
My mom's gonna worry.

702
00:41:37,369 --> 00:41:38,953
You still live
with your mom?

703
00:41:39,288 --> 00:41:42,040
My dad moved out
seven years ago.

704
00:41:42,374 --> 00:41:43,958
I don't see him much.

705
00:41:44,418 --> 00:41:46,085
You wanna read me
one of your dreams?

706
00:41:46,420 --> 00:41:48,004
Ah, I just, you know,

707
00:41:48,339 --> 00:41:50,673
scribble them out
in the middle of the night.

708
00:41:51,008 --> 00:41:52,800
Sometimes I can
barely even read them.

709
00:41:53,135 --> 00:41:54,802
That's okay.

710
00:42:04,688 --> 00:42:07,065
This is from two nights ago.

711
00:42:09,026 --> 00:42:11,361
"There's a blue light.

712
00:42:11,695 --> 00:42:14,239
"I'm in my
little league uniform,

713
00:42:14,573 --> 00:42:17,158
and a tall alien
is hovering over me."

714
00:42:18,327 --> 00:42:20,453
"Someone else is with me.

715
00:42:20,788 --> 00:42:23,873
Another boy,
also in uniform."

716
00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:26,876
A Panther?"

717
00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:30,046
Um, that was the name
of my baseball team.

718
00:42:32,508 --> 00:42:33,675
Let's see, uh...

719
00:42:35,636 --> 00:42:37,554
"The alien has
big, black eyes.

720
00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:43,017
"He's touching my face."

721
00:42:43,352 --> 00:42:47,230
"I want to cry out
for help, but...

722
00:42:47,565 --> 00:42:49,732
"I... I can't.

723
00:42:50,067 --> 00:42:52,110
I... I can't."

724
00:42:53,862 --> 00:42:55,530
You're on your way
to uncovering the truth.

725
00:42:55,864 --> 00:42:58,449
Think of yourself as
a detective, following clues.

726
00:42:58,951 --> 00:43:01,035
Maybe concentrate on the other
boy in your dreams.

727
00:43:01,370 --> 00:43:05,081
He could help you find
the answers you're looking for.

728
00:43:07,209 --> 00:43:08,418
(game announcer)
Two outs.

729
00:43:08,752 --> 00:43:11,337
Third baseman Jackson up,
with Hinton on deck.

730
00:43:11,797 --> 00:43:13,256
Jesus.

731
00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:14,841
Check out that Jackson.

732
00:43:15,593 --> 00:43:16,551
Hubba hubba.

733
00:43:16,885 --> 00:43:19,429
Ew...
are you joking?

734
00:43:19,763 --> 00:43:22,181
Nah, I'd fuck him for free.

735
00:43:22,516 --> 00:43:23,683
(crowd groans)

736
00:43:24,268 --> 00:43:26,978
Please return all foul balls
to the press box.

737
00:43:27,313 --> 00:43:28,479
Thank you.

738
00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,565
You don't think
Jackson's hot?

739
00:43:31,525 --> 00:43:35,445
Dude, he's fat and bald.

740
00:43:35,779 --> 00:43:38,072
Different folks,
different strokes.

741
00:43:38,407 --> 00:43:39,991
(boy)
My Daddy hit this.

742
00:43:42,036 --> 00:43:44,954
Well, come here, come on in,
collect your prize.

743
00:43:45,664 --> 00:43:46,914
Thank you so much.

744
00:43:48,042 --> 00:43:49,042
One second.

745
00:43:51,545 --> 00:43:53,212
All right, what'll it be,
big guy?

746
00:43:53,547 --> 00:43:54,714
Cash or bubbles?

747
00:43:55,382 --> 00:43:56,341
You can't decide?

748
00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:58,301
All right, come on,
hold out your hand.

749
00:43:58,636 --> 00:43:59,802
One, two...

750
00:44:03,599 --> 00:44:04,599
Thanks!

751
00:44:04,933 --> 00:44:06,643
You're welcome.

752
00:44:07,353 --> 00:44:08,353
See you later.

753
00:44:08,687 --> 00:44:10,605
(crowd cheering)

754
00:44:10,939 --> 00:44:12,231
What?

755
00:44:12,566 --> 00:44:14,192
When kids do good,
you gotta reward them.

756
00:44:14,526 --> 00:44:15,777
Oh, Christ,
it's Hinton...

757
00:44:16,612 --> 00:44:18,863
a.k.a. "Ass of the Gods."

758
00:44:20,574 --> 00:44:22,575
I am so fucking wasted!

759
00:44:22,910 --> 00:44:23,951
Aah! Ohh!

760
00:44:24,286 --> 00:44:25,453
(laughing)
Oh, shit.

761
00:44:26,914 --> 00:44:28,331
Where's your mom?

762
00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:29,916
Uh... she's probably out

763
00:44:30,250 --> 00:44:33,336
with her new boyfriend,
Vincenzo.

764
00:44:33,671 --> 00:44:34,837
Mm. Ohh.

765
00:44:37,299 --> 00:44:40,134
I've got a wicked headache.

766
00:44:40,469 --> 00:44:41,844
Do you have any pot?

767
00:44:42,179 --> 00:44:44,305
Yeah, come on.

768
00:44:52,898 --> 00:44:56,275
Here...
knock yourself out.

769
00:44:56,610 --> 00:44:58,236
Uhh!

770
00:44:59,988 --> 00:45:03,199
Oh, there's a porno in the VCR
if you wanna jack off.

771
00:45:03,534 --> 00:45:06,160
Thanks.

772
00:45:06,495 --> 00:45:07,537
You got a lighter?

773
00:45:09,289 --> 00:45:11,791
Yeah... here.

774
00:45:20,008 --> 00:45:21,551
(coughs)

775
00:46:01,216 --> 00:46:03,384
(plastic crackling)

776
00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:05,196
(Coach)
You like that?

777
00:47:05,531 --> 00:47:07,448
(young Neil)
It tickles a little.

778
00:47:07,825 --> 00:47:09,367
(Coach)
That feels good, doesn't it, Neil?

779
00:47:09,701 --> 00:47:11,452
(young Neil)
Uh-huh.

780
00:47:11,787 --> 00:47:14,872
Can we put the blanket over our
heads, like we did last time?

781
00:47:15,207 --> 00:47:16,374
(Coach laughs)

782
00:47:17,084 --> 00:47:18,251
Here we go.

783
00:47:19,419 --> 00:47:22,338
♪♪

784
00:47:25,425 --> 00:47:27,218
Find what you were looking for?

785
00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:28,719
Uh... yeah.

786
00:47:29,596 --> 00:47:30,555
Thanks a lot.

787
00:47:30,889 --> 00:47:32,306
Glad I could help out.

788
00:47:32,641 --> 00:47:34,225
I used to write
for my school paper too,

789
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:35,726
back in the day.

790
00:47:36,061 --> 00:47:37,395
Yeah, well, this will
really make a big difference

791
00:47:37,729 --> 00:47:38,729
in my article.

792
00:47:39,064 --> 00:47:40,481
Maybe you'll win
a Pulitzer Prize.

793
00:47:40,816 --> 00:47:41,983
Maybe.

794
00:47:42,734 --> 00:47:44,694
Well, you just let me know if
there's anything else you need.

795
00:47:45,028 --> 00:47:46,320
Mm-hmm, th-thanks so much.

796
00:47:58,166 --> 00:47:59,959
You done already?

797
00:48:00,294 --> 00:48:02,128
I'm on kind of a tight deadline.

798
00:48:02,462 --> 00:48:03,713
Oh, well, good luck.

799
00:48:05,048 --> 00:48:06,966
That's two outs,
Garfield the batter...

800
00:48:07,467 --> 00:48:08,634
Heim on deck.

801
00:48:09,052 --> 00:48:10,219
(crowd cheering)

802
00:48:11,138 --> 00:48:12,263
(sighs)

803
00:48:12,598 --> 00:48:13,598
(grunts)

804
00:48:13,932 --> 00:48:16,309
(man)
Scoot your chair back a little further.

805
00:48:17,978 --> 00:48:18,936
That's better.

806
00:48:25,068 --> 00:48:28,487
(crowd cheering)

807
00:48:29,698 --> 00:48:31,949
Wait, hold on a sec...
hold on.

808
00:48:32,784 --> 00:48:34,035
And at the end
of three innings,

809
00:48:34,369 --> 00:48:36,579
the score is Hutchinson
First National Bank, three,

810
00:48:36,914 --> 00:48:39,248
Wichita Coleman
Industries, zero.

811
00:48:39,583 --> 00:48:40,750
Okay. Go on.

812
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,129
(inhales deeply and groans)

813
00:48:46,298 --> 00:48:47,548
Where have you been?

814
00:48:47,883 --> 00:48:49,133
Sorry...
I should've called.

815
00:48:50,010 --> 00:48:51,636
I didn't realize the time.

816
00:48:51,970 --> 00:48:53,888
Well, your dinner's
cold as ice.

817
00:48:54,723 --> 00:48:56,390
That's okay.

818
00:48:56,725 --> 00:48:58,184
Brian,
what's going on?

819
00:48:58,518 --> 00:49:01,062
You've been acting
so strangely.

820
00:49:01,396 --> 00:49:02,480
Disappearing for hours.

821
00:49:02,814 --> 00:49:04,231
It's just school, Mom.

822
00:49:04,566 --> 00:49:05,983
College is way different
than high school.

823
00:49:06,318 --> 00:49:08,027
Did you ever
call your father back?

824
00:49:08,362 --> 00:49:09,403
I've been busy.

825
00:49:09,738 --> 00:49:10,905
(phone ringing)

826
00:49:11,531 --> 00:49:13,783
I'll get it...
you finish your dinner.

827
00:49:14,117 --> 00:49:15,284
Hello... yes...

828
00:49:17,245 --> 00:49:18,579
He's eating his supper
right now.

829
00:49:18,914 --> 00:49:20,081
Who is it?

830
00:49:20,582 --> 00:49:21,832
It's that UFO woman.

831
00:49:22,250 --> 00:49:25,002
I'll... I'll get it in the hall.

832
00:49:26,463 --> 00:49:27,463
Got it.

833
00:49:30,676 --> 00:49:33,219
- Brian?
- I was just gonna call you.

834
00:49:33,553 --> 00:49:35,012
I found a photo of the boy.

835
00:49:35,347 --> 00:49:36,806
The one from my dreams.

836
00:49:37,140 --> 00:49:38,099
That's amazing.

837
00:49:38,433 --> 00:49:39,392
What are you doing
right now?

838
00:49:39,726 --> 00:49:41,435
Uh, n-nothing.

839
00:49:41,770 --> 00:49:42,979
There's something
I need to show you.

840
00:49:43,313 --> 00:49:44,730
Something important...
can you come out here?

841
00:49:45,065 --> 00:49:47,066
Sure...

842
00:49:48,485 --> 00:49:50,236
Hi, honey...
how was work?

843
00:49:50,570 --> 00:49:52,196
Fuck you.

844
00:50:02,249 --> 00:50:03,833
I am so fuckin' sick

845
00:50:04,209 --> 00:50:07,545
of this stinky little
butt crack of a town!

846
00:50:19,057 --> 00:50:21,976
(dog barking)

847
00:50:23,186 --> 00:50:24,603
Patches, shh, quiet!

848
00:50:24,938 --> 00:50:25,896
You'll wake Daddy.

849
00:50:26,231 --> 00:50:27,440
Brian, thanks for coming.

850
00:50:28,025 --> 00:50:29,358
No problem.

851
00:50:29,693 --> 00:50:30,901
I stole this from

852
00:50:31,236 --> 00:50:32,820
the Hutchinson
Chamber of Commerce.

853
00:50:33,613 --> 00:50:35,865
That's him...
the boy from my dreams.

854
00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:37,950
Look at his face.

855
00:50:38,285 --> 00:50:41,037
It's almost like you can
tell he knows something.

856
00:50:41,913 --> 00:50:42,913
(glass shatters)

857
00:50:43,248 --> 00:50:45,166
What are you doing?

858
00:50:51,715 --> 00:50:53,299
"N. McCormick."

859
00:50:53,633 --> 00:50:54,759
You can start looking for him
first thing tomorrow morning.

860
00:50:55,093 --> 00:50:56,969
Maybe he still
lives in Hutchinson.

861
00:50:57,304 --> 00:50:58,929
Meanwhile, I have
to show you something

862
00:50:59,264 --> 00:51:00,514
only you will understand.

863
00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:02,808
(rock music playing)

864
00:51:03,560 --> 00:51:05,019
I've fucked every single guy

865
00:51:05,353 --> 00:51:07,938
and his ugly uncle
in this Podunk town.

866
00:51:09,107 --> 00:51:11,358
Twice.

867
00:51:17,741 --> 00:51:18,908
You want one?

868
00:51:19,993 --> 00:51:22,620
One of us has to drive.

869
00:51:25,665 --> 00:51:27,249
I got a postcard from Wendy.

870
00:51:27,584 --> 00:51:31,378
I think she's mad at me because
I owe her, like, three letters.

871
00:51:31,713 --> 00:51:33,756
Yeah, her last P.S. is...

872
00:51:34,091 --> 00:51:35,466
"Tell Fuckface to write me."

873
00:51:35,801 --> 00:51:41,347
So you wanna hear
what she says?

874
00:51:41,681 --> 00:51:43,641
"Hey, ass, so New York
is insane and crazy

875
00:51:43,975 --> 00:51:44,975
in the best possible way."

876
00:51:45,310 --> 00:51:46,560
(Australian man)
Pardon me.

877
00:51:47,479 --> 00:51:49,647
Can we help you?

878
00:51:49,981 --> 00:51:51,774
I was wondering if I might
buy you boys a drink.

879
00:51:52,109 --> 00:51:54,860
Fuck off.

880
00:51:56,071 --> 00:51:57,321
You heard me, fag.

881
00:51:57,739 --> 00:51:59,365
Fuck... off.

882
00:51:59,699 --> 00:52:00,950
Stuck up little pricks.

883
00:52:02,911 --> 00:52:04,036
Harsh.

884
00:52:04,371 --> 00:52:05,830
Wasn't he kind of your type?

885
00:52:06,164 --> 00:52:08,833
Hate it when they look like
Tarzan and sound like Jane.

886
00:52:09,167 --> 00:52:10,167
(laughs)

887
00:52:10,502 --> 00:52:12,419
Let's get
out of this shithole.

888
00:52:12,796 --> 00:52:14,380
But we just got here.

889
00:52:15,006 --> 00:52:16,173
Patches.

890
00:52:16,925 --> 00:52:18,092
Patches!

891
00:52:18,969 --> 00:52:21,095
Patches, get away from there!

892
00:52:21,429 --> 00:52:22,596
(dog whimpers)

893
00:52:23,431 --> 00:52:25,599
Farmers have been finding
mutilated cattle like this

894
00:52:25,934 --> 00:52:27,059
around here for years.

895
00:52:27,394 --> 00:52:28,602
I told "World of Mystery,"

896
00:52:28,937 --> 00:52:31,438
but they conveniently
edited it out.

897
00:52:31,773 --> 00:52:33,607
Daddy says it's just a bunch
of Satan worshippers

898
00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,317
going around
chopping up cows.

899
00:52:35,652 --> 00:52:36,819
Ha!

900
00:52:37,362 --> 00:52:39,613
Come here...
let me see your hand.

901
00:52:40,991 --> 00:52:42,158
Feel that?

902
00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:44,326
Its sex organs.

903
00:52:45,203 --> 00:52:46,370
They're gone.

904
00:52:47,289 --> 00:52:48,998
The aliens, they
experiment on cattle

905
00:52:49,332 --> 00:52:51,000
because the poor things
are so defenseless.

906
00:52:51,334 --> 00:52:53,460
Us, on the other hand,
they can't kill us,

907
00:52:53,795 --> 00:52:55,004
so they just leave behind
the hidden memories

908
00:52:55,338 --> 00:52:56,422
of what they've done.

909
00:52:56,756 --> 00:52:58,465
Which, in a way,
is almost worse.

910
00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:00,050
Notice anything else
strange?

911
00:53:01,052 --> 00:53:02,219
There's no blood.

912
00:53:03,221 --> 00:53:04,972
They took that, too.

913
00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:16,150
Brian?

914
00:53:16,610 --> 00:53:18,068
Oh, my God, Brian!

915
00:53:20,405 --> 00:53:22,114
Brian!

916
00:53:26,786 --> 00:53:27,745
Here we go.

917
00:53:28,079 --> 00:53:29,330
Oh, my God,
Brian!

918
00:53:30,165 --> 00:53:31,749
Tell him you like it.

919
00:53:32,209 --> 00:53:33,334
(gags)

920
00:53:33,668 --> 00:53:34,668
Brian! Oh!

921
00:53:35,003 --> 00:53:36,253
Brian, are you okay?

922
00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:37,796
Oh, God... Brian.

923
00:53:39,799 --> 00:53:40,966
Brian...

924
00:53:41,301 --> 00:53:44,053
Neil, what are you doing?

925
00:53:44,387 --> 00:53:45,554
(scoffs)
Come on.

926
00:53:46,598 --> 00:53:48,515
It's 2:30 in the morning.

927
00:53:49,309 --> 00:53:50,893
You called me your fuckin'...

928
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,522
angel.

929
00:53:57,609 --> 00:53:59,777
So you're sure Wendy's gonna
meet you at the station?

930
00:54:00,111 --> 00:54:01,862
I don't want you getting lost
in that crazy city.

931
00:54:02,197 --> 00:54:03,364
Ma, you don't
have to worry, okay?

932
00:54:03,698 --> 00:54:04,865
Call me collect
the minute you arrive.

933
00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:06,367
- All right.
- Promise me.

934
00:54:06,701 --> 00:54:08,077
- Okay.
- Promise me, Neil.

935
00:54:08,411 --> 00:54:10,663
Okay.

936
00:54:13,667 --> 00:54:16,794
We should've at least
gotten you a decent hair cut.

937
00:54:19,256 --> 00:54:21,632
I gotta take a piss.

938
00:54:21,967 --> 00:54:23,133
Preston.

939
00:54:23,760 --> 00:54:26,345
We'll be right back.

940
00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:27,763
(door opens)

941
00:54:28,098 --> 00:54:29,056
Fuck, man.

942
00:54:29,391 --> 00:54:31,558
- What's the matter?
- I don't know, man.

943
00:54:31,893 --> 00:54:34,144
Fucking dick itches like
a motherfucking... fuck!

944
00:54:35,647 --> 00:54:37,314
Well, what do you want me
to do about it?

945
00:54:37,649 --> 00:54:38,899
Just look down there.

946
00:54:40,568 --> 00:54:41,819
Preston, come on,
help me out here.

947
00:54:43,071 --> 00:54:44,238
(sighs)

948
00:54:44,864 --> 00:54:46,782
What the fuck's wrong with me?

949
00:54:47,659 --> 00:54:49,535
Dude...

950
00:54:49,869 --> 00:54:50,995
you've got crabs.

951
00:54:54,916 --> 00:54:56,750
I mean, it's no big, man.

952
00:54:57,085 --> 00:54:59,837
You just go to the drug store,
get this stuff called Rid.

953
00:55:02,299 --> 00:55:03,882
You better be playing safe.

954
00:55:04,759 --> 00:55:06,010
I stay in control.

955
00:55:06,720 --> 00:55:07,886
(door squeaks)

956
00:55:08,305 --> 00:55:09,596
Honey, your bus
is boarding.

957
00:55:09,931 --> 00:55:11,098
All right.

958
00:55:11,766 --> 00:55:12,891
(buckling belt)

959
00:55:18,898 --> 00:55:21,233
My baby.

960
00:55:21,568 --> 00:55:23,610
You're all grown up.

961
00:55:27,532 --> 00:55:28,782
You gonna be careful?

962
00:55:29,701 --> 00:55:31,452
Yeah, I will.

963
00:55:38,001 --> 00:55:40,753
You're mine and I love you...
don't you ever forget it.

964
00:55:44,007 --> 00:55:46,050
(bus motor humming)

965
00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:51,722
(air brakes hiss)

966
00:56:02,859 --> 00:56:05,444
Come on, I'll buy you
a Dairy Queen.

967
00:56:06,237 --> 00:56:07,696
So what are you gonna do
now that Neil's gone?

968
00:56:08,031 --> 00:56:09,907
Kill myself, I guess.

969
00:56:10,241 --> 00:56:11,450
Eric, that is not funny.

970
00:56:11,785 --> 00:56:14,828
Well, I start Hutchinson
Community College next week.

971
00:56:15,163 --> 00:56:17,206
Really?
That's so wonderful.

972
00:56:17,540 --> 00:56:19,500
Pathetic is more like it.

973
00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,210
Well, you know you
are always welcome

974
00:56:21,544 --> 00:56:23,545
to come over to the house,
even without Neil around.

975
00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:25,631
Thanks, Mrs. M.

976
00:56:25,965 --> 00:56:27,216
I may just take you
up on that.

977
00:56:27,550 --> 00:56:29,218
You'd better.

978
00:56:32,889 --> 00:56:34,473
Who the hell is that?

979
00:56:34,849 --> 00:56:37,476
Incognito Boy Scout?

980
00:56:37,811 --> 00:56:38,852
(brake cranks,
car shuts off)

981
00:56:39,187 --> 00:56:41,563
(doors open)

982
00:56:44,234 --> 00:56:45,442
Can I help you?

983
00:56:45,777 --> 00:56:48,112
Is this your house?

984
00:56:48,446 --> 00:56:50,239
Yes.

985
00:56:50,573 --> 00:56:51,573
I'm really sorry to bother you,

986
00:56:51,908 --> 00:56:53,992
but I got your address
out of the phone book.

987
00:56:54,327 --> 00:56:55,702
I've spent
the whole afternoon

988
00:56:56,037 --> 00:56:57,246
checking every McCormick
in Hutchinson,

989
00:56:57,580 --> 00:56:59,456
and you're the last one
on my list.

990
00:56:59,791 --> 00:57:01,917
Anyways, I don't mean
to babble...

991
00:57:02,252 --> 00:57:03,502
What do you want?

992
00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:07,047
I'm looking
for an N. McCormick.

993
00:57:07,382 --> 00:57:08,674
Are you F.B.I?

994
00:57:09,008 --> 00:57:10,175
(scoffs)
Sorry, honey,

995
00:57:10,593 --> 00:57:12,594
but it looks like
you are shit outta luck.

996
00:57:12,929 --> 00:57:16,682
You mean there's no
N. McCormick living here?

997
00:57:17,016 --> 00:57:18,559
I mean we just
put him on a bus

998
00:57:18,893 --> 00:57:20,144
headed for New York City.

999
00:57:22,814 --> 00:57:25,732
I'm Neil's friend Eric,
and this is his mom.

1000
00:57:26,234 --> 00:57:27,401
"Neil"?

1001
00:57:28,736 --> 00:57:30,320
His name is Neil?

1002
00:57:30,655 --> 00:57:31,822
Yeah.

1003
00:57:33,616 --> 00:57:36,160
I'm Brian.

1004
00:57:36,953 --> 00:57:38,787
Brian Lackey.

1005
00:57:40,540 --> 00:57:43,459
♪♪

1006
00:57:49,632 --> 00:57:50,591
(Eric)
So you still haven't written.

1007
00:57:50,925 --> 00:57:52,092
Big surprise.

1008
00:57:52,552 --> 00:57:54,303
But Wendy says you're doing
okay, which is cool.

1009
00:57:54,637 --> 00:57:56,638
I've been wanting to tell you
about this strange guy

1010
00:57:56,973 --> 00:57:58,182
I met 3 weeks ago.

1011
00:57:58,516 --> 00:57:59,558
No, we're not fucking.

1012
00:57:59,893 --> 00:58:01,643
Get your mind
out of the gutter, perv.

1013
00:58:01,978 --> 00:58:03,312
He's not even gay,
I don't think.

1014
00:58:03,646 --> 00:58:07,232
In fact, his vibe
is kind of weirdly asexual.

1015
00:58:07,567 --> 00:58:09,026
His name is Brian Lackey.

1016
00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:10,986
He lives in Little River and,
like yours truly,

1017
00:58:11,321 --> 00:58:13,405
attends Hutchinson Loser
Community College.

1018
00:58:13,740 --> 00:58:15,449
So anyways,
the day you left,

1019
00:58:15,783 --> 00:58:17,284
your mom and I found him
literally on your doorstep,

1020
00:58:17,619 --> 00:58:18,994
looking for you.

1021
00:58:19,329 --> 00:58:20,954
He says you and him played
Little League together,

1022
00:58:21,289 --> 00:58:22,748
like 10 years ago.

1023
00:58:23,082 --> 00:58:24,249
He was the worst player
on the team,

1024
00:58:24,584 --> 00:58:25,834
blah, blah,
blah, blah, blah.

1025
00:58:26,169 --> 00:58:27,628
He's full of questions
about you.

1026
00:58:27,962 --> 00:58:29,421
But, of course,
I haven't told him much,

1027
00:58:29,756 --> 00:58:32,007
i.e. about
your "line of work."

1028
00:58:32,592 --> 00:58:33,967
I did say you were
queer like me,

1029
00:58:34,302 --> 00:58:35,677
only because I figured
you wouldn't care.

1030
00:58:36,012 --> 00:58:38,680
But now, are you ready
for the good part?

1031
00:58:39,015 --> 00:58:40,849
He thinks that when
you and him were little,

1032
00:58:41,184 --> 00:58:44,019
you were both abducted
and examined by space aliens.

1033
00:58:44,354 --> 00:58:45,938
(laughing)
How brilliant is that?

1034
00:58:47,106 --> 00:58:48,815
But he was completely serious
when he told me this.

1035
00:58:49,150 --> 00:58:51,485
Like you should've seen
the look in his eyes.

1036
00:58:51,819 --> 00:58:52,819
So, what's the story, dude?

1037
00:58:53,154 --> 00:58:56,198
Were you abducted by a UFO
or what?

1038
00:58:56,533 --> 00:58:58,784
P.S., are your crabs
gone yet?

1039
00:58:59,202 --> 00:59:02,120
♪♪

1040
00:59:04,582 --> 00:59:05,749
(knock on door)

1041
00:59:06,167 --> 00:59:07,334
(mother)
Brian?

1042
00:59:08,127 --> 00:59:09,294
Yeah?

1043
00:59:11,506 --> 00:59:12,589
You have a visitor.

1044
00:59:12,924 --> 00:59:14,091
Hi, Brian.

1045
00:59:14,634 --> 00:59:15,676
I was just in the neighborhood,
and I thought I'd stop by

1046
00:59:16,010 --> 00:59:19,513
and see
how you're doing.

1047
00:59:19,847 --> 00:59:21,515
I'll be in the front room
if you need me.

1048
00:59:21,849 --> 00:59:23,267
Thanks, Mom.

1049
00:59:27,146 --> 00:59:28,730
Didn't care for that film.

1050
00:59:29,482 --> 00:59:30,732
That, I didn't see.

1051
00:59:32,151 --> 00:59:33,819
Your mom doesn't like me
very much.

1052
00:59:34,153 --> 00:59:36,488
She thinks I'm trying
to steal you away.

1053
00:59:36,823 --> 00:59:38,699
Any luck in your search
for "N. McCormick"?

1054
00:59:39,033 --> 00:59:42,411
I met his mom
and his best friend,

1055
00:59:42,745 --> 00:59:44,913
but he's in New York
right now.

1056
00:59:45,248 --> 00:59:47,082
New York, really?

1057
00:59:50,169 --> 00:59:51,962
Here, sit down.

1058
00:59:58,052 --> 00:59:59,970
Had any more of those dreams?

1059
01:00:01,180 --> 01:00:02,347
Yeah.

1060
01:00:02,765 --> 01:00:05,892
But they seem to be
slowly evolving.

1061
01:00:06,227 --> 01:00:08,228
Maybe it's just because I've
been spending a lot of time

1062
01:00:08,563 --> 01:00:10,397
with Eric, Neil's friend.

1063
01:00:10,732 --> 01:00:11,815
Mm-hmm.

1064
01:00:12,150 --> 01:00:14,735
But it's becoming clearer
and clearer that he...

1065
01:00:15,194 --> 01:00:18,989
Neil, that is, is a key figure
in all this.

1066
01:00:19,324 --> 01:00:22,117
Like he was there with me
the night it all happened.

1067
01:00:25,788 --> 01:00:26,872
Uhh! Agh! Ah...

1068
01:00:27,206 --> 01:00:29,082
- It's okay.
- I can't, I can't.

1069
01:00:29,417 --> 01:00:30,584
Don't, no.

1070
01:00:31,919 --> 01:00:33,086
I... I can't.

1071
01:00:33,838 --> 01:00:35,005
It's okay.

1072
01:00:35,423 --> 01:00:36,590
No... no, don't.

1073
01:00:37,508 --> 01:00:38,467
(echoing)
It'll feel good.

1074
01:00:38,801 --> 01:00:40,344
Don't!

1075
01:00:42,013 --> 01:00:43,138
I'm sorry.

1076
01:00:43,473 --> 01:00:44,640
You better go.

1077
01:00:45,850 --> 01:00:47,017
Please?

1078
01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:49,728
I'm sorry, Brian.

1079
01:00:51,481 --> 01:00:52,648
(grunting)

1080
01:00:53,566 --> 01:00:56,485
♪♪

1081
01:01:05,244 --> 01:01:07,496
I pay 120...
not a cent more.

1082
01:01:08,831 --> 01:01:09,998
Okay.

1083
01:01:10,958 --> 01:01:12,167
Shall we?

1084
01:01:15,338 --> 01:01:17,756
(distant siren)

1085
01:01:58,881 --> 01:02:00,048
Fuck me.

1086
01:02:00,883 --> 01:02:04,010
Fuck me up the ass with
your hot, teenaged cock!

1087
01:02:09,559 --> 01:02:10,559
Wait!

1088
01:02:10,893 --> 01:02:11,893
What the fuck
are you doing?

1089
01:02:20,611 --> 01:02:21,778
Okay, whatever.

1090
01:02:23,114 --> 01:02:24,364
(plastic tears, he spits)

1091
01:02:24,949 --> 01:02:26,575
I'll put it on for you.

1092
01:02:26,909 --> 01:02:28,076
(condom unfurling)

1093
01:02:30,788 --> 01:02:31,955
(snap)

1094
01:02:32,331 --> 01:02:34,249
There.

1095
01:02:37,920 --> 01:02:40,881
Well, come on, stud,
we're on the clock here.

1096
01:02:45,344 --> 01:02:47,471
(groaning softly)

1097
01:02:52,393 --> 01:02:55,479
(moaning)

1098
01:03:13,581 --> 01:03:15,832
(Wendy)
We're not in Kansas anymore, Neil.

1099
01:03:16,584 --> 01:03:18,835
You have got to be so careful.

1100
01:03:19,754 --> 01:03:20,921
I know.

1101
01:03:22,048 --> 01:03:24,132
Don't "I know" me,
Neil McCormick.

1102
01:03:24,467 --> 01:03:26,426
This is New York City.

1103
01:03:26,761 --> 01:03:29,596
You do the wrong thing with
the wrong person, and you die.

1104
01:03:29,931 --> 01:03:32,682
Period... end of story.

1105
01:03:36,479 --> 01:03:38,396
Just promise me
you'll be safe.

1106
01:03:39,982 --> 01:03:41,691
Okay.

1107
01:03:43,277 --> 01:03:44,402
Here.

1108
01:03:44,737 --> 01:03:50,283
♪ The world is full
of noise, yeah ♪

1109
01:03:50,618 --> 01:03:53,203
♪ I hear it all the time ♪

1110
01:03:57,333 --> 01:04:00,961
♪ And me, I am your dagger ♪

1111
01:04:03,005 --> 01:04:04,256
Stop it, you bastard!

1112
01:04:05,091 --> 01:04:06,258
(whimpering)

1113
01:04:06,634 --> 01:04:07,884
No... no, no, don't!

1114
01:04:08,553 --> 01:04:11,471
Are these the only kinds
of movies you watch?

1115
01:04:13,015 --> 01:04:14,933
Why?
You don't like it?

1116
01:04:15,268 --> 01:04:17,686
No, it's cool.

1117
01:04:19,647 --> 01:04:22,566
So, uh, has Neil
gotten back to you yet?

1118
01:04:24,861 --> 01:04:28,613
Let me explain the Universe
of Neil McCormick.

1119
01:04:28,948 --> 01:04:32,117
He's like a planet...
Saturn, say.

1120
01:04:32,451 --> 01:04:35,036
And we're all like
little moons orbiting around.

1121
01:04:35,371 --> 01:04:36,955
Now, do planets
write letters?

1122
01:04:39,667 --> 01:04:41,459
But I do know that he'll be
in Hutchinson for Christmas.

1123
01:04:41,794 --> 01:04:43,461
What?

1124
01:04:43,796 --> 01:04:44,880
His mom told me that
she sent him a ticket

1125
01:04:45,214 --> 01:04:47,215
to fly home for
Baby Jesus's Birthday.

1126
01:04:47,550 --> 01:04:49,134
So I'll introduce you then.

1127
01:04:49,844 --> 01:04:51,011
(mother)
Brian?

1128
01:04:53,055 --> 01:04:54,139
- (TV shuts off)
- Yeah.

1129
01:04:54,473 --> 01:04:57,392
Thought you two might
like a little study break.

1130
01:04:57,727 --> 01:04:58,894
Thanks, Mrs. Lackey.

1131
01:04:59,854 --> 01:05:00,812
Thanks, Mom.

1132
01:05:01,147 --> 01:05:02,314
(phone ringing)

1133
01:05:03,065 --> 01:05:04,232
It's 11:30.

1134
01:05:05,651 --> 01:05:06,651
(ringing continues)

1135
01:05:06,986 --> 01:05:08,236
Hey, if it's Avalyn...

1136
01:05:09,864 --> 01:05:11,364
tell her I'm not here.

1137
01:05:13,367 --> 01:05:14,534
Hello?

1138
01:05:15,202 --> 01:05:18,121
No, I'm sorry, Avalyn,
he's out with his friends.

1139
01:05:18,915 --> 01:05:19,873
No problem.

1140
01:05:20,207 --> 01:05:21,791
I thought you
kinda liked her.

1141
01:05:22,126 --> 01:05:26,212
I just... I don't know.

1142
01:05:26,547 --> 01:05:28,757
I think I just need a little
space from her right now.

1143
01:05:29,091 --> 01:05:31,968
Well, I always thought
she was a freak anyway.

1144
01:05:32,303 --> 01:05:33,386
So I'm off to bed.

1145
01:05:33,721 --> 01:05:34,888
Good night, boys.

1146
01:05:36,557 --> 01:05:39,476
♪♪

1147
01:05:56,327 --> 01:05:57,494
Hello.

1148
01:05:59,914 --> 01:06:02,415
Oh, I'm, uh, I'm Zeke.

1149
01:06:02,750 --> 01:06:03,917
From L.A.

1150
01:06:04,835 --> 01:06:06,002
Neil.

1151
01:06:06,837 --> 01:06:08,004
Hmm...

1152
01:06:10,383 --> 01:06:11,549
Neil, uh...

1153
01:06:12,885 --> 01:06:16,346
So hat are you doing
in New York City?

1154
01:06:23,646 --> 01:06:27,399
Oh, that's a...
that's a Vermeer.

1155
01:06:29,485 --> 01:06:34,823
Well... it's sort of a Vermeer.

1156
01:06:58,597 --> 01:07:01,182
(belt unbuckling)

1157
01:07:04,937 --> 01:07:06,521
(zipper unzipping)

1158
01:07:23,456 --> 01:07:26,124
You're exquisite.

1159
01:07:30,421 --> 01:07:31,421
(chuckles)

1160
01:07:31,756 --> 01:07:34,966
I guess it's my turn, huh?

1161
01:07:45,311 --> 01:07:47,395
(inhales deeply)

1162
01:08:05,539 --> 01:08:08,124
Hope, uh, these don't
frighten you too much.

1163
01:08:09,752 --> 01:08:10,919
They, uh...

1164
01:08:12,046 --> 01:08:14,339
have a habit of popping up

1165
01:08:14,673 --> 01:08:18,176
in the most
inopportune places.

1166
01:08:26,519 --> 01:08:28,061
Oh, I know.

1167
01:08:28,395 --> 01:08:29,562
Don't be worried.

1168
01:08:31,357 --> 01:08:35,485
This is gonna be the safest
encounter you ever had.

1169
01:08:43,494 --> 01:08:46,371
If you could
just rub my back.

1170
01:08:46,705 --> 01:08:50,917
Really, I need...
to be touched.

1171
01:09:05,766 --> 01:09:08,476
(moans)

1172
01:09:10,437 --> 01:09:13,148
(moaning)
Ohh, ho, ho... yes.

1173
01:09:13,482 --> 01:09:15,608
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

1174
01:09:15,943 --> 01:09:17,193
Oh, make me happy.

1175
01:09:18,404 --> 01:09:21,573
Make me happy,
make me happy...

1176
01:09:22,575 --> 01:09:24,075
(gasps)

1177
01:09:24,410 --> 01:09:29,539
(sighs)

1178
01:09:30,875 --> 01:09:35,795
Ohh... yes, yes,
yes, yes,

1179
01:09:36,130 --> 01:09:37,714
yes, yes, yes,
yes, yes.

1180
01:09:38,799 --> 01:09:41,801
Ohh... ohh...

1181
01:09:48,893 --> 01:09:51,311
Ohh, make me happy.

1182
01:09:59,653 --> 01:10:00,820
Ohh, yes.

1183
01:10:01,572 --> 01:10:02,739
(sirens)

1184
01:10:04,783 --> 01:10:07,702
♪♪

1185
01:10:16,921 --> 01:10:19,714
You were 100% safe,
right?

1186
01:10:20,049 --> 01:10:21,216
Yeah.

1187
01:10:21,592 --> 01:10:22,884
I told you,
I just jerked off.

1188
01:10:23,219 --> 01:10:25,136
He watched from
across the room.

1189
01:10:25,512 --> 01:10:28,640
It's the first time in my life
I'm bothered by it.

1190
01:10:31,393 --> 01:10:32,477
Maybe you should
try and find

1191
01:10:32,811 --> 01:10:37,565
some other, safer
way to make money.

1192
01:10:37,900 --> 01:10:40,276
You know,
like everyone else.

1193
01:10:44,406 --> 01:10:46,241
Yeah, maybe.

1194
01:10:54,750 --> 01:10:56,626
(slurps)

1195
01:10:58,754 --> 01:11:00,463
You're the only one I ever told.

1196
01:11:03,133 --> 01:11:04,175
I know.

1197
01:11:04,510 --> 01:11:08,179
I never told Eric...
or told my mom.

1198
01:11:08,514 --> 01:11:10,014
And some people might
think it's fucked up

1199
01:11:10,349 --> 01:11:11,933
or terrible
or whatever, but...

1200
01:11:13,727 --> 01:11:17,772
what happened that summer...
is a huge part of me.

1201
01:11:20,276 --> 01:11:24,529
No one ever made me feel
that way, before or since.

1202
01:11:24,863 --> 01:11:29,742
Like I... I was special,
you know?

1203
01:11:30,077 --> 01:11:34,956
Neil...
you were eight years old.

1204
01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:37,041
Yeah, but he
really loved me.

1205
01:11:41,213 --> 01:11:44,549
I mean, yeah, there were
other kids sometimes, but...

1206
01:11:44,883 --> 01:11:47,385
I was... his prize.

1207
01:11:52,099 --> 01:11:54,726
I was his one true love.

1208
01:12:05,904 --> 01:12:08,823
♪♪

1209
01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,579
Happy birthday.

1210
01:12:14,913 --> 01:12:17,165
You didn't have
to get me anything.

1211
01:12:17,541 --> 01:12:20,126
It's just a little something
I picked out.

1212
01:12:26,050 --> 01:12:27,216
Wow.

1213
01:12:28,385 --> 01:12:29,802
Cool.

1214
01:12:30,137 --> 01:12:32,180
I thought it'd go great
with your hair color.

1215
01:12:32,514 --> 01:12:35,391
It's so cool.

1216
01:12:35,726 --> 01:12:37,352
Thanks.

1217
01:12:44,818 --> 01:12:45,985
Whoa, whoa...

1218
01:12:46,528 --> 01:12:47,695
You all right?

1219
01:12:50,282 --> 01:12:51,449
I'm drunk.

1220
01:12:52,159 --> 01:12:53,910
(laughing)

1221
01:12:54,244 --> 01:12:56,954
I've never been drunk
in my life.

1222
01:12:57,289 --> 01:12:58,873
I'm corrupting you.

1223
01:12:59,208 --> 01:13:00,375
At last.

1224
01:13:01,210 --> 01:13:03,211
(snickers)

1225
01:13:03,545 --> 01:13:07,298
Hey... that's pretty good.

1226
01:13:07,633 --> 01:13:08,800
Yeah, sure.

1227
01:13:09,843 --> 01:13:11,177
No, really.

1228
01:13:11,512 --> 01:13:13,763
You have definite artistic
talent, my boy.

1229
01:13:14,681 --> 01:13:15,848
Hmm...

1230
01:13:16,266 --> 01:13:17,433
What?

1231
01:13:18,769 --> 01:13:22,563
That's an interesting touch.

1232
01:13:22,898 --> 01:13:25,817
So, what's the deep meaning
behind the baseball cleats?

1233
01:13:29,321 --> 01:13:30,571
I have no idea.

1234
01:13:31,990 --> 01:13:34,909
♪♪

1235
01:13:43,919 --> 01:13:45,711
Boo.

1236
01:13:51,885 --> 01:13:52,969
How was work?

1237
01:13:53,303 --> 01:13:54,470
Fuckin' boring.

1238
01:13:55,806 --> 01:13:57,098
You need a hand?

1239
01:13:57,433 --> 01:13:58,933
Sure.

1240
01:14:03,647 --> 01:14:05,565
So... I've got news for you.

1241
01:14:07,234 --> 01:14:08,484
Uh, hey, me too.

1242
01:14:08,819 --> 01:14:09,986
Okay, you first.

1243
01:14:10,904 --> 01:14:12,697
Look what my mom
sent me today.

1244
01:14:13,031 --> 01:14:15,575
She wants me to come home
for Christmas.

1245
01:14:15,909 --> 01:14:16,993
Uhh!

1246
01:14:17,327 --> 01:14:18,911
Your mom is the coolest.

1247
01:14:20,164 --> 01:14:21,122
Like mine would ever
do that for me.

1248
01:14:21,457 --> 01:14:22,707
I know, it's weird.

1249
01:14:23,250 --> 01:14:26,210
It's like I hate Hutchinson
more than anything but...

1250
01:14:26,545 --> 01:14:28,129
I'm kind of looking forward
to going back...

1251
01:14:28,464 --> 01:14:30,339
like, just for a short visit.

1252
01:14:30,674 --> 01:14:31,966
Plus, you get to see Eric.

1253
01:14:32,301 --> 01:14:33,468
Yeah.

1254
01:14:35,637 --> 01:14:36,888
So what's your news?

1255
01:14:39,308 --> 01:14:40,975
I think I found you a job.

1256
01:14:41,310 --> 01:14:43,227
A what?

1257
01:14:43,562 --> 01:14:46,731
I was talking to this friend
at work, Rachel, about you.

1258
01:14:47,065 --> 01:14:50,985
And it's only minimum wage at
a stupid sandwich place, but...

1259
01:14:53,864 --> 01:14:54,822
What?

1260
01:14:55,157 --> 01:14:56,240
You're not into it...
whatever.

1261
01:14:56,575 --> 01:14:57,533
It's cool.

1262
01:14:57,868 --> 01:15:00,119
No, no, tell me more about it.

1263
01:15:01,205 --> 01:15:02,538
Really?

1264
01:15:02,873 --> 01:15:04,790
Yeah, really, I wanna
hear more about it.

1265
01:15:05,125 --> 01:15:07,460
- You do?
- Yeah!

1266
01:15:07,794 --> 01:15:10,922
(giggles)

1267
01:15:15,135 --> 01:15:16,302
(motor purring)

1268
01:15:19,306 --> 01:15:20,473
(motor shuts off)

1269
01:15:21,767 --> 01:15:23,684
You sure you're
gonna be okay?

1270
01:15:24,978 --> 01:15:27,813
I'm just glad
my mom's working late.

1271
01:15:31,568 --> 01:15:32,735
Thanks for everything.

1272
01:15:34,238 --> 01:15:38,491
This has been...
the best birthday ever.

1273
01:15:40,911 --> 01:15:42,078
You're welcome.

1274
01:15:42,955 --> 01:15:45,623
(car approaching)

1275
01:15:47,000 --> 01:15:48,417
Oh, shit.

1276
01:15:48,752 --> 01:15:50,253
Who's that?

1277
01:15:50,587 --> 01:15:52,296
It's my Dad.

1278
01:15:54,675 --> 01:15:55,841
(car door slams)

1279
01:15:56,385 --> 01:15:58,261
(dog barking)

1280
01:16:00,931 --> 01:16:01,973
Dad?

1281
01:16:03,600 --> 01:16:06,060
Son... I caught you.

1282
01:16:06,395 --> 01:16:10,106
Your Mother said she didn't know
whether you'd be home or not.

1283
01:16:10,440 --> 01:16:11,607
Happy Birthday.

1284
01:16:12,985 --> 01:16:14,610
What are you doing here?

1285
01:16:14,945 --> 01:16:17,822
I'm not allowed to wish
my only son a happy birthday?

1286
01:16:18,156 --> 01:16:21,701
Dad, I haven't seen you
for, what, two years?

1287
01:16:22,035 --> 01:16:24,203
Well, maybe if you returned
my calls once in a while...

1288
01:16:24,538 --> 01:16:27,623
Maybe I don't want to return
your phone calls, Dad.

1289
01:16:27,958 --> 01:16:30,084
Maybe I just want you
to leave me alone.

1290
01:16:30,419 --> 01:16:32,003
Brian, don't be like this.

1291
01:16:32,379 --> 01:16:33,629
I drove all this way, I...

1292
01:16:33,964 --> 01:16:35,256
I just wanted to see
how you're doing.

1293
01:16:35,591 --> 01:16:37,466
Well, let me tell you
what I want to know.

1294
01:16:37,801 --> 01:16:40,136
Something happened to me
when I was little.

1295
01:16:40,470 --> 01:16:42,346
Do you know
what I'm talking about?

1296
01:16:42,681 --> 01:16:44,140
What happened to me
that night I woke up

1297
01:16:44,474 --> 01:16:45,641
bleeding in the cellar?

1298
01:16:45,976 --> 01:16:47,226
Where were you that night?

1299
01:16:47,561 --> 01:16:50,563
God, I can tell
you don't even remember!

1300
01:16:50,897 --> 01:16:51,856
You're drunk!

1301
01:16:52,190 --> 01:16:53,441
Quit avoiding the subject!

1302
01:16:54,318 --> 01:16:56,652
I was bleeding,
I kept passing out!

1303
01:16:56,987 --> 01:16:59,864
I wet my fucking bed,
and you never asked why!

1304
01:17:00,198 --> 01:17:02,700
And what about that Halloween
when I blacked out again?

1305
01:17:03,035 --> 01:17:05,202
Something happened to me
both those nights!

1306
01:17:05,537 --> 01:17:06,579
What do you know about it?

1307
01:17:06,913 --> 01:17:08,831
Tell me!

1308
01:17:10,417 --> 01:17:11,667
I'm sorry, Brian, I...

1309
01:17:13,712 --> 01:17:15,796
I can't help you.

1310
01:17:32,105 --> 01:17:34,482
(distant traffic noise)

1311
01:17:37,152 --> 01:17:38,569
(sniffs)

1312
01:18:00,842 --> 01:18:03,052
Welcome to Subz,
may I help you?

1313
01:18:05,138 --> 01:18:06,555
(mother)
Brian?

1314
01:18:08,058 --> 01:18:09,475
Deborah!

1315
01:18:12,062 --> 01:18:13,562
Redecorating?

1316
01:18:13,897 --> 01:18:15,064
Sort of, yeah.

1317
01:18:16,733 --> 01:18:18,651
So how ya been, Bri?

1318
01:18:18,985 --> 01:18:20,861
Good...
how's Berkeley?

1319
01:18:21,196 --> 01:18:22,196
Now, hold on, you two.

1320
01:18:22,531 --> 01:18:23,823
Why don't we continue
this conversation

1321
01:18:24,157 --> 01:18:25,741
in the front room over
the peanut-butter peach pie

1322
01:18:26,076 --> 01:18:27,993
I baked for this occasion?

1323
01:18:28,328 --> 01:18:29,829
Good to see you,
little brother.

1324
01:18:30,163 --> 01:18:31,330
You too.

1325
01:18:31,873 --> 01:18:34,792
♪♪

1326
01:18:37,796 --> 01:18:40,715
(distant siren)

1327
01:18:43,427 --> 01:18:48,347
(brakes squeaking)

1328
01:18:59,192 --> 01:19:00,818
Need a lift?

1329
01:19:03,655 --> 01:19:04,697
Sure.

1330
01:19:09,911 --> 01:19:10,995
Where we going?

1331
01:19:11,329 --> 01:19:14,373
My place...
don't worry, I'll pay.

1332
01:19:21,256 --> 01:19:22,506
It's Christmas Eve tomorrow.

1333
01:19:23,550 --> 01:19:25,634
No more talking.

1334
01:19:29,014 --> 01:19:30,181
(scoffs)

1335
01:19:32,392 --> 01:19:34,268
(sighs)

1336
01:19:40,609 --> 01:19:41,776
(engine shuts off)

1337
01:19:42,694 --> 01:19:44,278
(keys jangle)

1338
01:19:46,406 --> 01:19:47,406
Where are we?

1339
01:19:47,741 --> 01:19:49,867
Brighton Beach.

1340
01:19:55,373 --> 01:19:58,042
(dog barking)

1341
01:20:14,601 --> 01:20:16,644
Bedroom's this way.

1342
01:20:30,992 --> 01:20:32,409
(sniffs)

1343
01:20:33,703 --> 01:20:35,454
Do it.

1344
01:20:37,791 --> 01:20:39,583
(sniffs deeply)

1345
01:20:41,711 --> 01:20:43,629
Again.

1346
01:20:46,925 --> 01:20:48,551
(sniffs deeply)

1347
01:20:51,888 --> 01:20:54,765
(sniffing)

1348
01:20:56,685 --> 01:20:58,269
Strip.

1349
01:21:04,568 --> 01:21:06,944
(zippers unzip,
belt buckles clink)

1350
01:21:14,119 --> 01:21:16,787
Open wide and suck it,
slut.

1351
01:21:19,583 --> 01:21:21,125
What are you
waiting for, slut?

1352
01:21:21,459 --> 01:21:22,626
(grunts)

1353
01:21:24,671 --> 01:21:25,838
Suck it!

1354
01:21:26,464 --> 01:21:27,631
Oh, yeah.

1355
01:21:28,300 --> 01:21:30,134
You like that,
don't you, slut?

1356
01:21:30,468 --> 01:21:31,635
Take it deep.

1357
01:21:32,846 --> 01:21:34,013
Yeah.

1358
01:21:34,556 --> 01:21:35,514
Moan for me.

1359
01:21:35,849 --> 01:21:37,016
(gagging)
Wait, wait.

1360
01:21:38,184 --> 01:21:39,268
(retches)

1361
01:21:39,603 --> 01:21:40,603
(spits)

1362
01:21:40,937 --> 01:21:42,104
Get up!

1363
01:21:42,856 --> 01:21:44,440
Slut knows
what's coming next.

1364
01:21:45,108 --> 01:21:46,942
I'm gonna give the slut
just what he's begging for.

1365
01:21:47,277 --> 01:21:48,444
Wait, wait, wait, there's
some things I don't do.

1366
01:21:48,778 --> 01:21:50,404
Wait, wait,
I gotta take a piss.

1367
01:21:50,739 --> 01:21:52,907
Hold on,
I'll be right back.

1368
01:22:13,178 --> 01:22:14,345
Uhh! Agh!

1369
01:22:14,846 --> 01:22:18,098
You're getting fucked, slut,
whether you like it or not!

1370
01:22:19,100 --> 01:22:21,435
(grunting)

1371
01:22:22,604 --> 01:22:23,646
Slut!

1372
01:22:23,980 --> 01:22:25,147
(shouting in pain)

1373
01:22:25,857 --> 01:22:27,691
Slut! Slut! Slut!

1374
01:22:28,443 --> 01:22:30,527
Slut! Slut!
Slut!

1375
01:22:31,279 --> 01:22:34,782
(grunting)

1376
01:22:39,037 --> 01:22:40,287
God, you love it!

1377
01:22:40,705 --> 01:22:43,290
Take that cock
all the way up there.

1378
01:22:44,876 --> 01:22:46,043
Take it, slut.

1379
01:22:46,544 --> 01:22:47,711
Yeah! Yeah!

1380
01:22:48,129 --> 01:22:49,296
(grunting)

1381
01:22:50,006 --> 01:22:51,006
Are you ready?

1382
01:22:51,341 --> 01:22:52,925
Here it comes.
You ready?

1383
01:22:53,343 --> 01:22:54,510
You ready?
Ready?!

1384
01:22:55,345 --> 01:22:56,512
Aah! Aah!

1385
01:22:57,222 --> 01:22:58,222
Aaaah!

1386
01:22:58,556 --> 01:22:59,723
Ohh... ohh...

1387
01:23:00,892 --> 01:23:03,143
(sobbing)

1388
01:23:18,910 --> 01:23:20,577
Mom.

1389
01:23:34,009 --> 01:23:35,175
(traffic noise)

1390
01:23:41,891 --> 01:23:43,809
(lock rattling)

1391
01:23:50,442 --> 01:23:54,528
(distant siren)

1392
01:23:59,242 --> 01:24:01,785
(fire engine horn honking)

1393
01:24:24,893 --> 01:24:27,436
(grunting softly)

1394
01:25:19,239 --> 01:25:22,616
(inhales)

1395
01:25:36,881 --> 01:25:39,466
(sobbing)

1396
01:25:51,437 --> 01:25:53,564
Today is the day.

1397
01:25:56,401 --> 01:25:57,985
(car horn honks)

1398
01:26:03,366 --> 01:26:05,826
Brian, now where
are you off to?

1399
01:26:06,161 --> 01:26:07,619
I'm going out with Eric.

1400
01:26:07,954 --> 01:26:09,913
You don't want to stay and talk
with your sister a while?

1401
01:26:10,248 --> 01:26:11,248
I'll be back soon.

1402
01:26:11,583 --> 01:26:12,666
Well, don't be late,
young man.

1403
01:26:13,001 --> 01:26:14,668
Christmas Eve dinner's
at 6:00, sharp.

1404
01:26:15,003 --> 01:26:16,461
Okay.

1405
01:26:19,757 --> 01:26:21,216
(sighs)

1406
01:26:24,554 --> 01:26:25,721
Here we are.

1407
01:26:26,222 --> 01:26:27,431
Do I look okay?

1408
01:26:27,765 --> 01:26:29,016
Okay's a relative term.

1409
01:26:30,810 --> 01:26:32,853
I'm kidding...
you look fine.

1410
01:26:33,188 --> 01:26:34,354
Excited?

1411
01:26:34,856 --> 01:26:36,023
Yes.

1412
01:26:36,691 --> 01:26:37,858
And nervous.

1413
01:26:38,568 --> 01:26:41,153
Don't worry, I'm sure you guys
will hit it off great.

1414
01:26:41,487 --> 01:26:43,488
I hope you're right.

1415
01:26:45,825 --> 01:26:48,202
(knocks)

1416
01:26:49,787 --> 01:26:52,915
Ellen?

1417
01:26:55,043 --> 01:26:56,210
Oh, hey, Eric.

1418
01:26:56,711 --> 01:26:58,295
Hey, Mrs. M...
Merry Christmas.

1419
01:26:59,380 --> 01:27:00,756
You remember Brian.

1420
01:27:01,090 --> 01:27:02,090
Yeah,
of course I do.

1421
01:27:02,425 --> 01:27:04,635
- Hey, Brian.
- Merry Christmas.

1422
01:27:05,011 --> 01:27:06,261
So where's
the man of the hour?

1423
01:27:06,596 --> 01:27:08,513
Well, I was gonna call you.

1424
01:27:09,057 --> 01:27:10,224
Why?
What happened?

1425
01:27:10,642 --> 01:27:12,226
There's, uh,
been an accident.

1426
01:27:12,936 --> 01:27:14,853
Neil, he, uh,
he got mugged

1427
01:27:17,065 --> 01:27:18,941
on the way to the airport.

1428
01:27:19,275 --> 01:27:20,442
Is he okay?

1429
01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:23,153
He's gonna be fine.

1430
01:27:23,821 --> 01:27:25,781
He's asleep in his room.

1431
01:27:27,951 --> 01:27:29,910
Well, maybe we should
come back tomorrow.

1432
01:27:30,245 --> 01:27:31,411
Maybe.

1433
01:27:31,829 --> 01:27:33,622
Or you stay if you'd like,
have some cookies,

1434
01:27:33,957 --> 01:27:35,999
and we'll see if he's...

1435
01:27:39,087 --> 01:27:40,337
Oh, honey, you're up.

1436
01:27:42,882 --> 01:27:45,008
What the fuck you
staring at, Preston?

1437
01:27:47,428 --> 01:27:49,179
Brian says that you both
were in Little League together.

1438
01:27:49,514 --> 01:27:50,681
Hmm.

1439
01:27:52,725 --> 01:27:56,812
So how long has it been since
you two last saw each other?

1440
01:27:57,146 --> 01:27:58,313
Ten years...

1441
01:28:00,108 --> 01:28:03,527
five months and...
seven days.

1442
01:28:03,861 --> 01:28:06,780
Well, you must have a lot
of catching up to do.

1443
01:28:09,325 --> 01:28:11,660
Turn right off Main
by the fairgrounds.

1444
01:28:11,995 --> 01:28:13,412
So what the fuck happened?

1445
01:28:13,746 --> 01:28:15,747
It's a long story...
I'll tell you later.

1446
01:28:16,082 --> 01:28:17,332
Just drive for now.

1447
01:28:17,667 --> 01:28:19,126
It's nice to see New York
hasn't hardened you

1448
01:28:19,460 --> 01:28:21,628
one bit, McCormick.

1449
01:28:25,675 --> 01:28:27,884
So you're the legendary Brian.

1450
01:28:30,096 --> 01:28:32,472
We have a lot in common,
don't we?

1451
01:28:32,807 --> 01:28:35,434
I think so.

1452
01:28:41,566 --> 01:28:42,816
♪♪ (carolers singing indistinctly)

1453
01:28:46,571 --> 01:28:48,155
Make a left
at the next stop sign.

1454
01:28:50,491 --> 01:28:53,618
This starting to look familiar?

1455
01:28:56,706 --> 01:28:57,956
(car shifts into park)

1456
01:28:59,500 --> 01:29:01,752
Pick us up in a half hour.

1457
01:29:02,920 --> 01:29:04,629
Okay.

1458
01:29:17,518 --> 01:29:19,436
You ready?

1459
01:29:32,700 --> 01:29:34,910
Blue.

1460
01:29:45,463 --> 01:29:48,006
No one's home...
let's go around back.

1461
01:29:52,220 --> 01:29:54,471
We have to get in.

1462
01:29:56,432 --> 01:29:58,517
I know a way, here.

1463
01:30:05,358 --> 01:30:06,525
Voila.

1464
01:30:07,193 --> 01:30:09,694
You were the best player
on the team, weren't you?

1465
01:30:10,029 --> 01:30:12,906
Yeah, that's what
he always told me.

1466
01:30:23,876 --> 01:30:25,043
He-help.

1467
01:30:25,920 --> 01:30:27,838
(grunting)

1468
01:30:32,718 --> 01:30:35,554
(panting)

1469
01:30:36,931 --> 01:30:39,266
(Neil)
This was his bedroom.

1470
01:30:39,600 --> 01:30:42,185
Ah, at least the ceiling's
still the same.

1471
01:30:43,229 --> 01:30:47,023
I used to get lost for hours
staring up at all the patterns.

1472
01:30:47,358 --> 01:30:51,403
Whirls and speckly,
sparkly things.

1473
01:30:53,614 --> 01:30:55,532
Come on.

1474
01:31:05,626 --> 01:31:07,878
Oh, man, what's up
with these people?

1475
01:31:08,254 --> 01:31:11,006
He used to keep
these things stocked.

1476
01:31:15,052 --> 01:31:17,971
♪♪

1477
01:31:23,269 --> 01:31:25,270
Well, this is it, right?

1478
01:31:35,114 --> 01:31:36,823
So, why now?

1479
01:31:37,158 --> 01:31:40,827
Why... why did you
search me out?

1480
01:31:43,164 --> 01:31:45,207
I'm tired of it.

1481
01:31:45,541 --> 01:31:48,585
I want to dream about
something else for a change.

1482
01:31:56,344 --> 01:31:58,595
(carolers)
♪ Away in a manger ♪

1483
01:32:00,556 --> 01:32:02,807
♪ No crib for my bed ♪

1484
01:32:04,393 --> 01:32:05,644
"Away in a manger."

1485
01:32:07,897 --> 01:32:10,357
You know, it took till
I actually laid eyes

1486
01:32:10,691 --> 01:32:13,026
on you today
to remember you.

1487
01:32:13,361 --> 01:32:15,070
When Eric
wrote me about you, I...

1488
01:32:15,404 --> 01:32:16,905
I could only get the vaguest,

1489
01:32:17,240 --> 01:32:18,782
hazy picture in my head.

1490
01:32:19,116 --> 01:32:20,367
Like a staticky TV.

1491
01:32:21,619 --> 01:32:22,786
Same here.

1492
01:32:24,580 --> 01:32:28,375
But seeing you here
in this room...

1493
01:32:30,002 --> 01:32:32,587
I feel like he's
watching us right now.

1494
01:32:35,716 --> 01:32:37,676
I have no idea
what happened to him.

1495
01:32:38,010 --> 01:32:41,137
After that summer,
he just disappeared.

1496
01:32:41,472 --> 01:32:43,473
I don't even know
if he's alive or what.

1497
01:32:43,808 --> 01:32:46,893
Maybe it's his ghost
that's watching us.

1498
01:32:47,228 --> 01:32:49,271
Tell me everything you can.

1499
01:32:54,068 --> 01:32:55,235
(grunts)

1500
01:32:56,487 --> 01:32:57,737
I was his favorite.

1501
01:33:00,616 --> 01:33:03,201
Out of everyone, he picked me.

1502
01:33:04,745 --> 01:33:06,496
I know that sounds
kind of weird, but...

1503
01:33:06,831 --> 01:33:08,415
when it first started
happening...

1504
01:33:10,668 --> 01:33:11,835
I felt honored.

1505
01:33:12,962 --> 01:33:14,879
Go on.

1506
01:33:17,883 --> 01:33:20,927
I don't know, well,
this is where the big TV was,

1507
01:33:21,262 --> 01:33:23,388
all the cool video games.

1508
01:33:23,723 --> 01:33:25,640
That's the kitchen.

1509
01:33:25,975 --> 01:33:29,102
Our first time happened there.

1510
01:33:33,316 --> 01:33:34,899
It lasted that whole summer.

1511
01:33:36,193 --> 01:33:37,444
Just me and him.

1512
01:33:38,779 --> 01:33:40,697
I saw him one other time.

1513
01:33:42,491 --> 01:33:44,409
On Halloween,
a couple years later.

1514
01:33:45,411 --> 01:33:46,578
I was lost.

1515
01:33:47,997 --> 01:33:50,665
He said my name.

1516
01:33:51,000 --> 01:33:52,167
(Coach)
Brian?

1517
01:33:52,835 --> 01:33:55,712
Brian?

1518
01:33:59,467 --> 01:34:01,343
I thought that was you.

1519
01:34:03,596 --> 01:34:05,930
The game had just started.

1520
01:34:06,265 --> 01:34:08,558
I was sitting on the bench,
as always.

1521
01:34:08,893 --> 01:34:10,143
It started to rain.

1522
01:34:11,646 --> 01:34:14,564
Sprinkles at first,
then a downpour.

1523
01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:18,943
The ump called the game.

1524
01:34:19,445 --> 01:34:21,613
And no one came
to pick you up.

1525
01:34:21,947 --> 01:34:24,783
My mom was working
and my Dad...

1526
01:34:25,117 --> 01:34:26,284
Who knows?

1527
01:34:27,161 --> 01:34:29,287
Everyone else drove off
with their parents.

1528
01:34:29,622 --> 01:34:31,539
I was left there all alone.

1529
01:34:33,626 --> 01:34:35,752
And you were in the dugout
with me, and you said...

1530
01:34:36,087 --> 01:34:38,046
We'll take you home.

1531
01:34:41,550 --> 01:34:45,637
And we got into Coach's
station wagon, remember?

1532
01:34:48,474 --> 01:34:49,641
(thunder rumbles)

1533
01:34:50,267 --> 01:34:51,351
He brought us here.

1534
01:34:51,686 --> 01:34:52,852
(door opens)

1535
01:34:54,063 --> 01:34:55,188
It's all right, Brian.

1536
01:34:55,523 --> 01:34:58,066
We're just going to have
a little bit of fun.

1537
01:35:01,487 --> 01:35:02,987
(Neil)
And he didn't want you in the bedroom,

1538
01:35:03,322 --> 01:35:05,240
because that
was just for us.

1539
01:35:06,117 --> 01:35:08,702
So it all happened here,
in this room.

1540
01:35:09,954 --> 01:35:11,871
Keep going.

1541
01:35:12,206 --> 01:35:15,041
Don't stop until you've
told me everything.

1542
01:35:17,503 --> 01:35:19,587
Well, any time there
was another boy involved,

1543
01:35:19,922 --> 01:35:20,964
it was always the same.

1544
01:35:21,298 --> 01:35:23,675
Coach used me as a prop
to pull you in.

1545
01:35:24,009 --> 01:35:25,176
(laughing)

1546
01:35:25,594 --> 01:35:27,762
He'd take off my clothes,
and it was up to me

1547
01:35:28,097 --> 01:35:29,305
to make it seem like fun,

1548
01:35:29,640 --> 01:35:32,100
like this was a really
cool game we were playing.

1549
01:35:32,435 --> 01:35:33,810
Go ahead,
show him, Neil.

1550
01:35:34,145 --> 01:35:35,395
All right,
here are the rules.

1551
01:35:35,730 --> 01:35:38,022
First I kiss you,
then you kiss me back,

1552
01:35:38,357 --> 01:35:40,442
and then it's his turn.

1553
01:35:42,236 --> 01:35:43,403
Are you ready?

1554
01:35:46,323 --> 01:35:48,283
Here we go.

1555
01:35:50,911 --> 01:35:52,078
(whispers)
My God.

1556
01:35:53,330 --> 01:35:55,457
You want me to stop?

1557
01:36:03,132 --> 01:36:06,217
So I put my tongue
in your mouth,

1558
01:36:06,552 --> 01:36:08,803
just getting it
all wet and shiny.

1559
01:36:09,346 --> 01:36:11,264
And then it was his turn.

1560
01:36:13,350 --> 01:36:15,518
Watching his big lips
sucking your face,

1561
01:36:15,853 --> 01:36:17,812
I remember thinking,
"Ah, he's going to swallow

1562
01:36:18,147 --> 01:36:19,314
his head whole."

1563
01:36:22,234 --> 01:36:23,401
So, um...

1564
01:36:24,195 --> 01:36:25,779
we took off your clothes...

1565
01:36:27,072 --> 01:36:28,948
and you made this...

1566
01:36:29,283 --> 01:36:32,619
whimpering puppy sound
Coach always loved.

1567
01:36:34,830 --> 01:36:36,456
Coach and me
had this thing...

1568
01:36:36,791 --> 01:36:39,042
where he'd
open up his mouth and...

1569
01:36:39,376 --> 01:36:40,877
wrap it around
my dick and balls

1570
01:36:41,212 --> 01:36:42,670
and everything all at once.

1571
01:36:43,005 --> 01:36:44,923
He did that to me and...

1572
01:36:45,591 --> 01:36:47,550
then I tried to do it to you,
but I couldn't

1573
01:36:47,885 --> 01:36:50,678
'cause my mouth
was too small.

1574
01:36:53,808 --> 01:36:56,017
And then...

1575
01:36:56,352 --> 01:36:58,603
he went down on you.

1576
01:37:00,439 --> 01:37:03,024
For what seemed like
a really long time.

1577
01:37:04,026 --> 01:37:06,653
Your eyes were closed mostly,
but every now and then

1578
01:37:06,987 --> 01:37:08,321
they'd flutter open,
and...

1579
01:37:08,656 --> 01:37:10,573
just have this glassy,
faraway look.

1580
01:37:14,245 --> 01:37:18,081
And then I leaned in
and whispered...

1581
01:37:18,415 --> 01:37:19,916
It's fun, right?

1582
01:37:20,251 --> 01:37:22,293
Tell him you think it's fun.

1583
01:37:34,431 --> 01:37:35,682
We're almost finished, you...

1584
01:37:37,434 --> 01:37:39,060
You gonna be able to...

1585
01:37:39,395 --> 01:37:40,562
(weakly)
Yeah.

1586
01:37:42,940 --> 01:37:44,858
Then we played
the $5 game...

1587
01:37:47,278 --> 01:37:49,946
when Coach would ask me
to do things,

1588
01:37:50,281 --> 01:37:51,531
crazy sex things, and...

1589
01:37:52,032 --> 01:37:54,242
if I could do them,
he'd give me a $5 bill.

1590
01:37:54,577 --> 01:37:57,996
It's okay...
go ahead, Neil.

1591
01:38:04,879 --> 01:38:06,129
(grunting)

1592
01:38:07,673 --> 01:38:10,008
He made us fist him.

1593
01:38:10,342 --> 01:38:12,844
You know what that is?

1594
01:38:18,475 --> 01:38:20,935
I went first,
of course.

1595
01:38:21,270 --> 01:38:25,815
And on that night,
the $5 was mine...

1596
01:38:26,150 --> 01:38:29,402
if I could... ram
my little fist up his ass

1597
01:38:30,112 --> 01:38:31,779
and wring it all the way
to the elbow.

1598
01:38:32,114 --> 01:38:34,365
And God damn it,
I did it.

1599
01:38:35,284 --> 01:38:36,826
I'll never forget how it felt.

1600
01:38:37,161 --> 01:38:40,538
It felt like his whole body
was trying to suck me into it.

1601
01:38:40,873 --> 01:38:42,040
Devour me.

1602
01:38:45,085 --> 01:38:47,003
And then I did it too.

1603
01:38:48,422 --> 01:38:50,632
(sighs)

1604
01:38:54,803 --> 01:38:57,680
And then, uh, we drove
you back to Little River

1605
01:38:58,015 --> 01:38:59,807
and left you
in your driveway.

1606
01:39:00,142 --> 01:39:02,226
The End.

1607
01:39:05,814 --> 01:39:07,398
And my nose was bleeding.

1608
01:39:09,944 --> 01:39:12,445
How did that happen?

1609
01:39:23,207 --> 01:39:26,459
When it was over, and we
were getting you dressed...

1610
01:39:28,587 --> 01:39:32,215
your face looked like
you'd been erased.

1611
01:39:32,549 --> 01:39:34,467
Like you were
just empty inside.

1612
01:39:35,970 --> 01:39:39,222
And you just fell
face first on the floor... bam.

1613
01:39:40,140 --> 01:39:43,142
And when we pulled you up,
your nose was bleeding.

1614
01:39:43,477 --> 01:39:44,644
Like... like this?

1615
01:39:46,397 --> 01:39:47,563
(panting)

1616
01:39:48,357 --> 01:39:49,440
Like this?!

1617
01:39:49,775 --> 01:39:51,234
Shh, shh, shh.
Stop, stop, stop.

1618
01:39:51,568 --> 01:39:52,694
Stop, stop, stop.
Shh, shh, shh.

1619
01:39:53,028 --> 01:39:56,155
(sobbing)

1620
01:39:59,785 --> 01:40:00,952
(shuddering)

1621
01:40:01,912 --> 01:40:02,912
Shh...

1622
01:40:03,247 --> 01:40:04,747
(boy)
What are you doing?

1623
01:40:05,082 --> 01:40:06,457
Nobody's even home.

1624
01:40:06,792 --> 01:40:08,251
(second boy)
No, someone's there.

1625
01:40:08,585 --> 01:40:09,752
Shh... shh, shh.

1626
01:40:12,256 --> 01:40:13,423
(boy)
Look, I see them too.

1627
01:40:13,757 --> 01:40:15,341
(woman)
Children, what's going on?

1628
01:40:15,968 --> 01:40:18,219
(boy)
I think that someone's in there.

1629
01:40:19,013 --> 01:40:20,096
(indistinct chatter continues)

1630
01:40:20,431 --> 01:40:23,391
Shh, shh, shh.

1631
01:40:25,602 --> 01:40:27,186
(carolers)
♪ Silent night ♪

1632
01:40:31,400 --> 01:40:32,650
♪ Holy night ♪

1633
01:40:37,823 --> 01:40:39,407
♪ All is calm ♪

1634
01:40:44,246 --> 01:40:45,830
♪ All is bright ♪

1635
01:40:49,835 --> 01:40:50,793
(Neil)
And as we sat there

1636
01:40:51,128 --> 01:40:52,378
listening to the carolers,

1637
01:40:52,838 --> 01:40:54,505
I wanted to tell Brian
it was over now

1638
01:40:54,840 --> 01:40:56,424
and everything would be okay.

1639
01:40:57,217 --> 01:40:58,718
But that was a lie.

1640
01:40:59,053 --> 01:41:00,636
Plus, I couldn't speak anyway.

1641
01:41:02,431 --> 01:41:07,518
I wish there was some way for us
to go back and undo the past.

1642
01:41:07,853 --> 01:41:09,020
But there wasn't.

1643
01:41:10,647 --> 01:41:12,565
There was nothing
we could do.

1644
01:41:13,692 --> 01:41:15,526
So I just stayed silent...

1645
01:41:15,861 --> 01:41:18,321
and trying to telepathically
communicate

1646
01:41:18,655 --> 01:41:21,240
how sorry I was
about what had happened.

1647
01:41:23,994 --> 01:41:25,411
And I thought of
all the grief and sadness

1648
01:41:25,746 --> 01:41:27,955
and fucked-up suffering
in the world, and...

1649
01:41:28,290 --> 01:41:30,208
it made me want to escape.

1650
01:41:31,376 --> 01:41:32,960
I wished with all my heart
that we could just

1651
01:41:33,295 --> 01:41:34,545
leave this world behind...

1652
01:41:36,298 --> 01:41:40,927
rise like two angels
in the night and magically...

1653
01:41:41,261 --> 01:41:42,428
disappear.

1654
01:41:43,097 --> 01:41:46,015
♪♪