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You're bleeding
through your bandage.
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Good morning.
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Don't we need to
get you to a doctor?
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I am a doctor. That didn't
come up last night?
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We didn't do a lot of talking.
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I'm good.
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You never told me
what caused your accident.
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I was stabbed by a patient.
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That'll teach me to overbill.
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If she likes crippled guys, I'm
free for the next six minutes.
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What do you want?
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Forty-five
year-old truck driver.
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Recurrent seizures,
no metabolic or structural...
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Does this look
like a good time?
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Sort of. At least
as good as the other
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12 times that I've
called and paged you
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in the last three weeks.
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Those times,
I just didn't feel like
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talking to you.
Kinda like now.
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I'd apologize again,
but I'm still waiting
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for you to accept
the first one.
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You do work for me. I am entitled
to ask when you're coming back.
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I don't know when
I'm coming back.
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I don't know if
I'm coming back.
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Got a problem with that'?
Fire me.
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It's good to see
you in the hospital.
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As a patient,
if not as a doctor.
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Believe me, I'd rather be
the guy with the clipboard.
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How you doing?
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Arrhythmias are gone, fine
motor control's improving.
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Not what I meant.
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If you need to talk to
someone, a professional...
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I'm fine.
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Fine enough to
get back to work?
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You don't have
to work for House,
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but you do owe me
20 clinic hours.
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What'? Getting knifed
doesn't buy me an extension?
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Buys you whatever you need.
But I know you.
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If all you do is
physical therapy,
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and your
nighttime version of it,
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you'll lose your mind faster than
you regain those fine motor skills.
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I have this terrible pain in my left shoulder.
It came out of nowhere.
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And nothing seems to help.
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Any other symptoms? Chest pain?
Light-headedness?
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No, none at all.
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What were you doing
when the pain came on?
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Just sitting and praying.
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She'd been helping to
make the altar breads
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that morning,
but no hard physical work,
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or repetitive motion.
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Couple of possibilities.
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You have enlarged
lymph nodes, so
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I'd like to start by
ruling out breast cancer.
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And I do mean rule out.
It's probably nothing.
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I'm gonna do
a quick breast exam.
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Do you mind
stepping out for a moment?
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Not at all.
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Thai was so I could ask
about the second possibility.
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Left-sided pain means it could be
angina, which is made worse by stress.
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Might not be a coincidence
that the pain
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started on the verge
of a major life change.
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How did you know?
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Blue veil means
you're a postulant,
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haven't taken your vows yet.
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Brown vestments
means you're Carmelites,
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cloistered nuns,
which explains the chaperone.
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You're about to withdraw
from the world for good.
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I was a seminarian.
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Who obviously
didn't take his vows.
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Cassock made my ass look fat.
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Do you mind unbuttoning your
shirt and lying down for me'?
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Okay.
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I have had second thoughts.
I'm kind of a wreck.
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A life of perpetual enclosure
and almost complete silence?
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If you weren't
wrestling with this,
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I'd say there's something
really wrong with you.
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I'm going to admit you.
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There's a little mass here, and
I'd like to get it checked out.
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It's just a benign fat
deposit, her imaging's clean.
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Stress test, too. It's not angina.
So why the shoulder pain?
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Is it possible that
she hurt her shoulder?
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Thanks a lot.
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I didn't tell him.
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You were cagey about
where you were going,
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and Chase has been
cagey in general.
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Good chance I'd find the two
of you in the same cage,
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so I had Park follow you.
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How are you feeling?
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Better.
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Heard your arm's
healing nicely.
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Good to see you on your feet.
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Patient's a nu n?
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Were you turning back to your
long-abandoned faith in time of trouble?
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She was next up in the clinic.
And I don't want your help.
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You got stabbed, you blame me.
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But what did you learn about me
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that you hadn't
known for years?
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Maybe I was an idiot before,
and I'm not one now.
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Or maybe the reverse is true.
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Thanks for all your help.
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Your soul sister is
having a fungal infection
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from the unprocessed wheat
in the altar breads.
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Explains the shoulder pain
and the jumbo lymph nodes.
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Thanks for all my help.
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I'm sorry I led House to you.
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It's part of the job.
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Maybe we could get
a meal after work tonight
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if you want some companionship.
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You asking me out on a date?
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No. I just...
I guess that sounded...
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Must be scary to be back.
All those knives and needles,
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infected blood and tissue
everywhere you look.
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Just thought you might need
someone to talk to about it.
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Just knowing you're there
for me is enough. Thanks.
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Ever surf Kirra Point?
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Obviously you're Australian.
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I've surfed all over the Gold Coast.
Don't tell me you have.
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The closest I got was Waimea Bay.
I grew up on Maui.
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If you don't mind me asking,
why are you becoming a nun?
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You're asking because I surf?
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Well, I know that Jesus walked
on water, but...
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Plus the average postulant's
a lot younger than you.
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What were
you doing before this?
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Not much of anything.
Worked as a nanny,
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moved around a lot,
bunch of failed relationships.
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And then what? God spoke to you?
You heard the calling?
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Something like that.
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Does there have to be some dramatic
moment where the skies part?
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Usually, yeah.
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Is that what happened to you
when you entered the seminary'?
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Mom drank, Dad worked, they
stuck me in Catholic school.
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Priests and nuns were the
closest I had to family.
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Turned out that wasn't much of a
reason to join the priesthood.
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Is that why you left?
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Something like that.
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I think I may throw up.
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What's wrong with me?
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Not a fungal infection.
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You're probably wondering,
why the soda balloons.
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I'm not.
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Well, I'll tell you.
You're not the only one
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whose life
spiraled out of control
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when you got
knifed in the ventricle.
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Taub has decided...
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I need help with my patient.
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She's vomiting. That's not
from a fungal infection.
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So what are you
planning to do now
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that you're not working for me?
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I have no idea.
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Almost dying's been clarifying.
I can do anything.
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You can do anything,
so you come back to
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the same building you
worked in for years?
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Guess you can cross
that off your bucket list.
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Can we get to my
patient sometime soon?
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As soon as you admit that
you're a confused mess, sure.
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You'll help me.
Because even though
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you don't find my
case interesting,
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you find my interest
in it interesting.
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When you put it that way...
Ascending cholangitis.
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Missed me!
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It can't be,
bilirubin's normal.
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Clinical signs can show
up days before lab signs.
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This is great, we should
make this a regular thing.
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She can't feel her foot at all.
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What does this mean?
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Means I've gotta spend more time
consulting with a colleague.
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His 17-ketosteroid levels are low.
How can he be...
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He tried to tongue-kiss
Park when you were closer.
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Think his sexuality's normal?
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I need more help. My patient has
a new symptom, ischemic foot.
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Get the lecture out of your system,
so we can talk about my case.
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Let me start
with an allegory...
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Okay, I'm curious...
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Your overreaction
to your stabbing is
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to blame me even as
you're drawn to me.
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Taub's is to take moronic
self-defense classes
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that won't defend
him against anything.
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Krav Mega. Which helped
me block your shot,
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and will continue to
help me defend myself
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in a building full of
drugged-up strangers.
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Taub has to accept that
by instinct and genetics,
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he is a coward,
who's better off running
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and hiding at
the first sign of danger.
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I've already fended off six
of your blitzkriegs in a row.
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And the seventh? And the eighth?
And the nth?
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If you get him,
what's that gonna prove?
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That unexpected things happen.
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By definition, no class
can teach you to expect them.
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Which is why Taub is
idiotic to study them,
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and you're idiotic to attach
any significance to them.
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Blood clot.
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Her D-dimer's normal.
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On the other hand“.
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What if he's right about the
blockage, but wrong about the cause?
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Vasospasm.
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Explain everything
but the lymph nodes...
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Any minor infection could
have caused those.
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Calcium channel
blocker to treat.
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Are you okay?
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00:13:23,603 --> 00:13:26,277
I almost got you killed by
bringing a scalpel into that room.
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I could feel better about that.
You saved my life, too.
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I think the ledger's clear.
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But how can you
not be traumatized?
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Can't change what happened.
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I can only make
better choices from here.
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So you're Zen about it, but won't
let go of your anger toward House.
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I'm seeing a trauma counselor.
I think you should, too.
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I'm okay. Just knowing you're
there for me is enough.
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The convent lets you have this?
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I borrowed it from
one of the nurses.
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I'm still on temporary vows.
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00:14:10,616 --> 00:14:12,994
It may be the last time I
hear Eminem for a while.
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You're using an iPod, but I've
never seen you use rosary beads.
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What day did Jesus die?
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00:14:25,965 --> 00:14:30,243
I know, one gospel says Passover,
another says the day before.
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How many times did the cock crow
before Peter's third denial?
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Once or twice?
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You can't argue away my faith.
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00:14:37,643 --> 00:14:41,591
Why'? Because it's so strong
even plain contradictions...
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Because it's not that strong.
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I'm not saying
I don't have faith.
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I just haven't
felt the calling yet.
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No one joins the clergy
without having an epiphany.
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Like God's love is
speaking to you directly.
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It's the silence,
the contemplation, the order.
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I need them.
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I'm hoping everything
else will come later.
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That's not an answer. If you want
silence, you can get earplugs.
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I tried the outside world.
It wasn't enough.
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Have you been married?
No.
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No kids?
You never found a career?
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00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:26,093
Doesn't sound like the outside
world got much of a try.
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What you're
headed towards now...
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Fourteen hours
a day in silent prayer,
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never having a family,
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never touching
another human being...
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Just because that's what
you'd miss the most...
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The nurses talk.
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Nothing's wrong
with having fun.
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They said you were almost
killed three weeks ago.
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You go right back to fun?
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Is that why you want to be a nun'?
Someone broke your heart?
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No.
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I'm just looking
for something more.
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00:16:11,571 --> 00:16:12,777
So am I.
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I'm late for
work in the clinic.
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00:16:44,370 --> 00:16:46,941
Really? George Washingbaum?
248
00:16:47,807 --> 00:16:49,343
He was a character
in the Flintsteins.
249
00:16:50,676 --> 00:16:53,213
Just hiding out till
House leaves the cafeteria.
250
00:16:57,483 --> 00:16:58,894
Those self-defense classes,
251
00:16:59,785 --> 00:17:01,287
you think they're making
any kind of difference?
252
00:17:02,555 --> 00:17:04,535
Not as much as
House's surprise attacks.
253
00:17:04,657 --> 00:17:06,637
He thinks three steps ahead,
so I do, too.
254
00:17:08,494 --> 00:17:11,304
Which is why you should accept his
apology and come back on the team.
255
00:17:11,964 --> 00:17:16,208
He's annoying' he's maddening,
but he makes us all better.
256
00:17:18,704 --> 00:17:20,081
Note to self.
257
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:28,018
Foot color's good,
arterial pulse is good,
258
00:17:29,315 --> 00:17:30,658
capillary refill's good.
259
00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:32,320
And her shoulder
pain's all gone.
260
00:17:32,652 --> 00:17:35,326
Looks like you're
ready to go home.
261
00:17:35,988 --> 00:17:39,162
I'll get the car
and meet you out front.
262
00:17:42,495 --> 00:17:46,602
I'd say I'm in the book, but not the
one you'll be reading from now on.
263
00:17:54,540 --> 00:17:58,545
Six years ago,
I was a nanny in Honolulu.
264
00:17:59,111 --> 00:18:01,352
For this beautiful
two-year-old boy.
265
00:18:02,381 --> 00:18:07,763
I loved him, probably spent more
time with him than his own parents.
266
00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:13,537
One day, I was in the park,
talking with another nanny.
267
00:18:14,627 --> 00:18:17,699
He wandered out of the
sandbox, into the street,
268
00:18:19,131 --> 00:18:21,042
into the path of a moving car.
269
00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:26,041
That could've
happened to anyone.
270
00:18:26,205 --> 00:18:27,775
I don't think so.
271
00:18:29,075 --> 00:18:31,646
And even if it did,
they'd blame themselves
272
00:18:31,744 --> 00:18:33,587
for the rest of
their lives, too.
273
00:18:33,646 --> 00:18:35,250
You shouldn't.
274
00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:40,624
And you shouldn't run from
what can still be a good life.
275
00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:43,157
I'm running to God.
276
00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:47,161
After what happened to you, don't
you want to remake your life?
277
00:18:48,728 --> 00:18:50,503
Not by hiding myself away.
278
00:18:53,633 --> 00:18:55,271
I hope it works out for you.
279
00:18:59,238 --> 00:19:00,808
It is gonna be hard,
280
00:19:02,808 --> 00:19:04,947
not touching anyone.
281
00:19:50,022 --> 00:19:54,061
Who knew Mother Inferior
was a smokin' hottie?
282
00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:56,140
No wonder you're
playing handsies with her.
283
00:19:56,295 --> 00:19:58,241
You think I'm hitting on a nun?
284
00:19:58,330 --> 00:20:00,674
Angry at God,
or I just need a challenge?
285
00:20:01,367 --> 00:20:03,142
Or you're
terrified of intimacy,
286
00:20:03,302 --> 00:20:05,043
which is why
you're a serial slut,
287
00:20:05,137 --> 00:20:08,812
but right now you're grasping
at an emotional life raft.
288
00:20:08,908 --> 00:20:12,378
Ideally, someone for whom
intimacy's not an option.
289
00:20:12,478 --> 00:20:14,014
That actually makes sense,
which I can't say
290
00:20:14,146 --> 00:20:15,682
about anything else
you've been doing.
291
00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:17,728
I'm not emotionally
involved with her.
292
00:20:17,817 --> 00:20:20,161
And much as I'd love
to hear you contradict me,
293
00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,926
I have a 7:30
appointment to explore
294
00:20:22,021 --> 00:20:24,023
my intimacy issues at La Scala.
295
00:20:26,092 --> 00:20:28,663
I'm talking to this agent
he's a bit of a sleaze,
296
00:20:28,728 --> 00:20:30,867
but he's really excited
about representing me.
297
00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:33,171
Although he can't take on
any new clients right now,
298
00:20:33,232 --> 00:20:36,008
he's trying to get me an audition
for one of those online soaps.
299
00:20:36,068 --> 00:20:37,445
Have you ever
watched one of those?
300
00:20:41,173 --> 00:20:42,277
Am I boring you?
301
00:20:47,113 --> 00:20:50,617
Unfortunately, yeah. Sorry.
302
00:21:02,928 --> 00:21:04,271
Hi.
303
00:21:06,899 --> 00:21:10,711
You're not supposed to be here.
Or anywhere.
304
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:19,120
You were right,
I was running away.
305
00:22:02,154 --> 00:22:04,430
Oh, now you're shy.
306
00:22:07,092 --> 00:22:09,595
It's brighter in the morning.
307
00:22:15,668 --> 00:22:19,514
So, are we gonna spend the rest
of eternity in a lake of fire
308
00:22:19,605 --> 00:22:23,314
while pointy-tailed demons
poke at us with sticks?
309
00:22:27,613 --> 00:22:29,354
This is a little scary for me.
310
00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:34,729
I had a whole life planned, not
that I wasn't struggling with it...
311
00:22:35,721 --> 00:22:36,961
And then I met you.
312
00:22:38,691 --> 00:22:41,501
Don't worry, I know you're
not the relationship type.
313
00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:45,008
I'm not not the relationship type.
I was married once.
314
00:22:45,231 --> 00:22:48,041
Relax.
You're fine.
315
00:22:51,070 --> 00:22:52,413
So what's next for you?
316
00:22:55,374 --> 00:22:57,911
I have to find a place to live,
317
00:22:58,477 --> 00:23:00,423
get my old job back...
318
00:23:01,180 --> 00:23:04,252
I'm sure I'll feel guilty,
start doubting...
319
00:23:04,650 --> 00:23:06,095
Well, as long as
you keep dealing with
320
00:23:06,185 --> 00:23:07,892
your doubts in
the same way, then...
321
00:23:11,357 --> 00:23:12,358
Moira?
322
00:23:12,825 --> 00:23:14,736
I'm sorry,
did you say something?
323
00:23:17,763 --> 00:23:19,743
Your neck...
What?
324
00:23:20,566 --> 00:23:21,840
Are your ears ringing?
325
00:23:21,934 --> 00:23:23,174
Yeah.
326
00:23:24,503 --> 00:23:25,607
What does that mean?
327
00:23:28,407 --> 00:23:31,115
Let me get you back to
the hospital right away.
328
00:23:31,210 --> 00:23:32,416
The artery
that's bringing blood
329
00:23:32,511 --> 00:23:33,956
to your brain,
it's coming apart.
330
00:23:34,380 --> 00:23:37,293
It means you could stroke. I've
paged a team of our best doctors.
331
00:23:37,383 --> 00:23:39,363
I don't have to cough as much.
332
00:23:40,686 --> 00:23:42,029
It's clotted up.
333
00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:43,964
Is that bad?
We're almost there.
334
00:23:47,059 --> 00:23:48,299
Get me her 02 level.
335
00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:51,867
What are you doing?
336
00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:53,774
I want to make sure I can
position her wrist properly.
337
00:23:53,866 --> 00:23:55,436
- For what?
- ABG.
338
00:23:55,534 --> 00:23:57,377
I don't need an ABG,
just get a pulse ox.
339
00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:01,213
I'll do it,
grab a consent form. Go.
340
00:24:02,908 --> 00:24:04,387
We need to
operate right now, okay?
341
00:24:04,543 --> 00:24:05,988
Good. To operate.
342
00:24:08,113 --> 00:24:10,753
Can you repeat this? "No
ifs, ands or buts about it."
343
00:24:10,816 --> 00:24:13,729
No about it, and no ifs...
344
00:24:14,086 --> 00:24:15,463
Get her into OR 11.
345
00:24:23,562 --> 00:24:25,838
Carotid dissection,
four-inch pulsatile mass
346
00:24:25,931 --> 00:24:27,740
in her neck,
and some Broca's aphasia.
347
00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:29,643
There's gotta be a clot
keeping her from bleeding out.
348
00:24:29,735 --> 00:24:30,736
Pulse?
349
00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:32,612
Bounding, four-plus.
It was a three-plus
350
00:24:32,671 --> 00:24:34,241
twenty minutes ago.
351
00:24:34,606 --> 00:24:35,983
Twenty?
352
00:24:36,075 --> 00:24:37,281
I thought she just got here.
353
00:24:40,746 --> 00:24:44,159
That blood looks pretty dry.
Cut yourself shaving?
354
00:24:45,617 --> 00:24:47,494
You know, that can
happen when the nun
355
00:24:47,619 --> 00:24:49,530
you woke up with
coughs blood on you.
356
00:24:50,189 --> 00:24:52,100
You slept with a nun?
357
00:24:52,257 --> 00:24:54,134
Forget nun,
you slept with a patient?
358
00:24:54,193 --> 00:24:55,831
Former. To both.
359
00:24:55,928 --> 00:24:58,135
Internal neck trauma?
That's impressive.
360
00:24:58,297 --> 00:25:01,107
It's happened to me
a few times. Up high.
361
00:25:02,601 --> 00:25:03,671
Dr. Chase.
362
00:25:06,638 --> 00:25:09,517
The clot's broken. Bring
her in and pack her nose.
363
00:25:09,608 --> 00:25:10,985
We're gonna need
number three Vicryls.
364
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:12,989
We're gonna fix this.
365
00:25:13,045 --> 00:25:14,319
You're not going
to operate on her?
366
00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:16,018
Kapur and Carlyle
are unavailable,
367
00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:18,186
Reilly's done far fewer
dissections than I have.
368
00:25:18,283 --> 00:25:20,320
He's also slept with her far
fewer times than you have.
369
00:25:20,386 --> 00:25:21,558
Your judgment's compromised.
370
00:25:21,887 --> 00:25:24,527
I spent the night with her, doesn't
change how I make an incision.
371
00:25:24,623 --> 00:25:25,966
Tell him.
372
00:25:28,127 --> 00:25:29,504
Do the surgery.
373
00:25:30,796 --> 00:25:32,139
You're trying to
score points with him
374
00:25:32,231 --> 00:25:33,574
at the risk of
a patient's life.
375
00:25:34,666 --> 00:25:36,009
He's the better surgeon.
376
00:25:39,171 --> 00:25:41,549
Vascular clamp. You're not
going to put her on bypass?
377
00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:42,880
It'd take a half
hour to set up.
378
00:25:43,008 --> 00:25:44,248
You clamp now,
she could stroke out.
379
00:25:44,343 --> 00:25:46,687
She's already got
neurological symptoms.
380
00:25:46,745 --> 00:25:48,816
We wait 30 minutes, she'll
definitely have brain damage.
381
00:25:48,881 --> 00:25:51,259
You're trying to make sure
she's either perfect or dead.
382
00:25:51,350 --> 00:25:53,091
She's not going to die.
If I get this done
383
00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:54,993
in five minutes,
she won't stroke out.
384
00:25:55,054 --> 00:25:56,328
You don't know that you will.
385
00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:59,232
And you can't know because you
can't think clearly about her.
386
00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:01,496
Vascular clamp.
387
00:26:09,601 --> 00:26:13,708
Occlusion time,
9:46, 23 seconds.
388
00:26:13,772 --> 00:26:15,547
Vascular scissors.
389
00:26:49,908 --> 00:26:51,444
We're over five minutes.
390
00:26:54,613 --> 00:26:56,217
Ultrasound.
391
00:27:02,921 --> 00:27:04,798
Good flow.
Lighten the anesthesia.
392
00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:06,796
You're not going to
close the wound first?
393
00:27:06,892 --> 00:27:07,893
No.
394
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:25,315
Can you hear me?
395
00:27:28,180 --> 00:27:32,151
Repeat this.
"No ifs, ands or buts."
396
00:27:33,519 --> 00:27:36,363
"No ifs, ands or buts."
397
00:27:42,928 --> 00:27:45,670
I'm sorry about before.
398
00:27:47,432 --> 00:27:49,673
You're scared, aren't you?
399
00:27:49,768 --> 00:27:51,338
That's why you
wanted companionship.
400
00:27:51,436 --> 00:27:53,643
It's why you cried out
when House shot at Taub.
401
00:27:54,439 --> 00:27:55,782
What exactly are you scared of?
402
00:27:56,475 --> 00:27:59,456
A needle stick? Some other
nut pulling a scalpel?
403
00:28:00,812 --> 00:28:03,053
I'm scared of everything.
404
00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:06,823
It sucks that there was a
stabbing, but you'll get over it.
405
00:28:07,286 --> 00:28:08,356
Like you have?
406
00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:12,200
You weren't even there.
I know. I...
407
00:28:12,291 --> 00:28:15,135
I left the room,
it was pure luck...
408
00:28:15,294 --> 00:28:18,138
I was in the room.
That was pure luck, too.
409
00:28:21,633 --> 00:28:25,342
I get that you're scared and guilty.
You're still a doctor.
410
00:28:25,470 --> 00:28:27,677
I don't have time to
teach you to act like one.
411
00:28:33,312 --> 00:28:35,383
We removed the artery,
found nodules.
412
00:28:35,914 --> 00:28:37,222
Could mean lupus.
413
00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:40,354
Negative ANA.
Where are you going?
414
00:28:41,019 --> 00:28:44,000
Great thing about assigning
Taub fraudulent lab work
415
00:28:44,056 --> 00:28:46,935
is you know exactly
where he's gonna end up.
416
00:28:47,025 --> 00:28:50,598
Great thing about assigning Taub
obviously fraudulent lab work
417
00:28:50,696 --> 00:28:53,176
is you get to watch
his inner paranoiac at work.
418
00:29:01,406 --> 00:29:02,680
And then,
419
00:29:04,042 --> 00:29:05,783
two to the head.
420
00:29:05,877 --> 00:29:07,356
Can we talk about my patient?
421
00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:08,925
Quite a journey.
422
00:29:09,014 --> 00:29:10,925
Starts with a surgical
tool in your heart,
423
00:29:11,016 --> 00:29:12,927
and ends with
a surgeon's tool in a nun.
424
00:29:13,085 --> 00:29:15,087
What's the plan?
The plan's to cure her.
425
00:29:16,922 --> 00:29:20,199
If it's not meaningless sex, kinda
screams out for an end-game.
426
00:29:20,259 --> 00:29:24,036
You're the dog that's chasing the Popemobile.
You sure you want...
427
00:29:25,897 --> 00:29:26,967
Oh, my God.
428
00:29:30,035 --> 00:29:32,276
Taub is interrogating
the janitor.
429
00:29:32,404 --> 00:29:34,714
He must think that
I hired him to attack.
430
00:29:35,274 --> 00:29:38,050
Actually, why didn't I do that?
431
00:29:39,378 --> 00:29:42,655
Plaques could be
confused for nodules.
432
00:29:42,748 --> 00:29:44,591
Which would mean...
Syphilis?
433
00:29:45,417 --> 00:29:47,260
Explains the shoulder
and foot involvement.
434
00:29:48,420 --> 00:29:50,900
Hope you practiced
immaculate contraception.
435
00:29:56,128 --> 00:29:58,074
Lock and load.
436
00:30:00,065 --> 00:30:01,567
Boo-yam
437
00:30:04,903 --> 00:30:06,246
Boo-yah to you, too.
438
00:30:09,808 --> 00:30:11,981
But I hadn't had sex in years.
439
00:30:12,077 --> 00:30:13,454
Tertiary syphilis
means you've had
440
00:30:13,578 --> 00:30:14,955
the disease for
at least that long.
441
00:30:15,614 --> 00:30:17,423
Does that mean
you also have it?
442
00:30:18,517 --> 00:30:20,827
Probably not
contagious at this point.
443
00:30:24,089 --> 00:30:25,762
Can it cause hallucinations?
444
00:30:26,591 --> 00:30:27,968
It's unlikely. Why?
445
00:30:30,662 --> 00:30:35,441
While I was on the operating table,
it didn't feel like a dream,
446
00:30:35,500 --> 00:30:39,971
I saw the boy who
I was caring for,
447
00:30:40,972 --> 00:30:42,110
the one who died.
448
00:30:45,110 --> 00:30:47,181
He walked right up to me.
449
00:30:48,547 --> 00:30:50,288
What did he say?
450
00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:52,454
He just held my hand.
451
00:30:52,951 --> 00:30:55,124
It was like he forgave me.
452
00:30:57,022 --> 00:30:58,501
Do you think that's crazy?
453
00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:05,039
I think it should give you
solace, help you to move on.
454
00:31:12,804 --> 00:31:14,977
You slept with your patient?
455
00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:19,981
You're off the case.
456
00:31:20,512 --> 00:31:22,685
I saved her from brain damage.
457
00:31:22,748 --> 00:31:24,489
You think my judgment's
the least bit compromised?
458
00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:27,257
She's still sick.
If she dies, we'll be
459
00:31:27,352 --> 00:31:29,229
in the middle of
a brand new investigation.
460
00:31:29,321 --> 00:31:30,994
This is about you
covering your own ass?
461
00:31:31,256 --> 00:31:33,600
I gave you time, leeway,
462
00:31:34,159 --> 00:31:35,900
and you decided to do
whatever the hell you wanted.
463
00:31:35,994 --> 00:31:37,701
House can dance
all over the rules,
464
00:31:37,763 --> 00:31:39,674
gets me knifed,
and he gets a pass.
465
00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:41,502
I break a rule,
no one gets hurt,
466
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:43,170
but you kick me
off my own case?
467
00:31:44,002 --> 00:31:45,845
Unfortunately, yes.
468
00:31:51,510 --> 00:31:53,854
I'm sorry. I took
that scalpel for you.
469
00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:55,585
That's why I did this.
470
00:31:56,848 --> 00:31:59,385
Three weeks ago, you never would
have slept with a patient.
471
00:31:59,518 --> 00:32:02,055
And you never would have
operated on her after.
472
00:32:03,889 --> 00:32:05,129
You need help.
473
00:32:05,223 --> 00:32:08,727
I need to get away from House and
everything that reminds me of him.
474
00:32:08,860 --> 00:32:12,273
By breaking the rules, not
caring what anyone else thinks?
475
00:32:13,231 --> 00:32:15,905
You're gonna get away from
him by turning into him'?
476
00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,577
It hurts.
477
00:32:35,287 --> 00:32:37,733
Right upper quadrant,
pain and distension.
478
00:32:39,724 --> 00:32:41,169
What's wrong with my stomach?
479
00:32:41,293 --> 00:32:42,795
Nothing. This is your liver.
480
00:32:49,768 --> 00:32:52,942
The liver failure could be from
intraoperative hypotension.
481
00:32:53,071 --> 00:32:55,517
Checked the anesthesia sheet,
pressure was fine throughout.
482
00:32:55,607 --> 00:32:56,608
Thrombus?
483
00:32:56,741 --> 00:32:59,415
That voice in the hall that
none of us have any reason
484
00:32:59,478 --> 00:33:02,357
to be listening to is,
not surprisingly, wrong.
485
00:33:03,415 --> 00:33:04,951
Abdominal
ultrasound was negative.
486
00:33:05,083 --> 00:33:06,756
Then we have to
assume liver failure's
487
00:33:06,818 --> 00:33:08,923
just another symptom
of whatever she's got.
488
00:33:09,454 --> 00:33:12,458
Trousseau's syndrome could send
clots, cause the ischemic foot,
489
00:33:12,591 --> 00:33:14,935
add the enlarged lymph node,
macrocytosis...
490
00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,939
Disseminated
T-cell lymphoma.
491
00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:19,001
Wilson said it wasn't cancer.
492
00:33:19,097 --> 00:33:21,134
Wilson says it's
not breast cancer.
493
00:33:22,767 --> 00:33:23,768
Sarcoidosis.
494
00:33:23,935 --> 00:33:24,936
Normal ACE level.
495
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:26,448
Highly insensitive for sarcoid.
496
00:33:26,538 --> 00:33:28,017
Negative chest X-rays aren't.
497
00:33:28,106 --> 00:33:29,278
Then we've gotta biopsy.
498
00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,844
Yeah, Foreman's clearly wrong.
499
00:33:31,943 --> 00:33:34,116
You're clearly not
grasping at straws,
500
00:33:34,179 --> 00:33:36,284
because you're clearly not
emotionally involved.
501
00:33:36,948 --> 00:33:38,723
I know you want to
believe this is something
502
00:33:38,817 --> 00:33:42,492
we can cure.
It's not. I'm sorry.
503
00:33:54,533 --> 00:33:57,070
How soon will they
know if it's cancer?
504
00:33:57,168 --> 00:33:58,841
Within hours.
505
00:33:59,971 --> 00:34:01,314
And if ii is?
506
00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:04,384
There's always chemo.
507
00:34:05,677 --> 00:34:07,714
You say that like
it's not gonna work.
508
00:34:09,180 --> 00:34:10,488
It could extend your life.
509
00:34:11,249 --> 00:34:12,592
Years?
510
00:34:18,156 --> 00:34:19,829
I'll be here as
much as you need.
511
00:34:23,995 --> 00:34:27,067
You still never told me
why you left the seminary.
512
00:34:30,402 --> 00:34:32,006
Mary Knoller.
513
00:34:32,504 --> 00:34:34,677
Wife of the groundskeeper.
514
00:34:36,174 --> 00:34:39,121
He caught me with her,
got me with a rake.
515
00:34:39,244 --> 00:34:42,714
Those scars on my ass you may
have noticed...
516
00:34:44,015 --> 00:34:45,790
Why didn't you
tell me that before?
517
00:34:45,884 --> 00:34:47,557
Because it was so shallow.
518
00:34:47,686 --> 00:34:51,190
I wasn't exactly wrestling with
great theological questions.
519
00:34:52,190 --> 00:34:53,533
I don't believe that.
520
00:34:54,192 --> 00:34:55,933
You don't sleep with
the groundskeeper's wife,
521
00:34:56,027 --> 00:34:59,406
not unless you're struggling
with whether you belong there.
522
00:35:03,234 --> 00:35:07,740
I always wanted to believe.
Would've made my life a lot easier.
523
00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:11,278
It never took.
524
00:35:12,711 --> 00:35:13,746
Doesn't
525
00:35:14,546 --> 00:35:15,547
mean
526
00:35:16,881 --> 00:35:18,724
it's too late.
527
00:35:18,783 --> 00:35:20,660
Are you having trouble
talking, like before?
528
00:35:22,921 --> 00:35:25,231
I can get the words out...
529
00:35:25,624 --> 00:35:27,570
Just feels heavy when I do.
530
00:35:27,892 --> 00:35:28,962
Where?
531
00:35:29,060 --> 00:35:32,837
Wherever my
chewing muscles are.
532
00:35:34,232 --> 00:35:35,575
I'll be right back.
533
00:35:40,639 --> 00:35:42,312
House finally got you?
534
00:35:42,407 --> 00:35:43,852
He tried, but...
I gotta go.
535
00:35:43,942 --> 00:35:46,320
You should have seen it, it was perfect.
536
00:35:50,582 --> 00:35:52,084
She has jaw claudication.
537
00:35:53,318 --> 00:35:55,457
If you only heard claudication
and carotid dissection...
538
00:35:56,187 --> 00:35:58,189
I'd say giant cell arteritis,
539
00:35:59,424 --> 00:36:02,530
and I'd tell your former teammates
to put her on steroids.
540
00:36:03,328 --> 00:36:04,432
She's gonna live.
541
00:36:05,530 --> 00:36:06,600
Yeah.
542
00:36:07,365 --> 00:36:08,503
And then what?
543
00:36:15,106 --> 00:36:16,551
They say my liver
function's better,
544
00:36:17,275 --> 00:36:18,345
that I can get
out of here soon.
545
00:36:19,444 --> 00:36:22,550
And when you do' I want to
take you to Puerto Escondido.
546
00:36:23,615 --> 00:36:24,650
Mexico?
547
00:36:24,783 --> 00:36:25,853
The Mexican Pipeline.
548
00:36:26,317 --> 00:36:29,196
Early May is when the surf
really picks up, but...
549
00:36:32,323 --> 00:36:33,495
What's wrong?
550
00:36:35,393 --> 00:36:36,872
I spoke to the prioress...
551
00:36:37,796 --> 00:36:38,900
You're going back?
552
00:36:39,731 --> 00:36:41,142
I felt the calling.
553
00:36:42,133 --> 00:36:43,237
When you saw the boy?
554
00:36:43,568 --> 00:36:48,916
I felt God's love, his grace. I've
been waiting my entire life for that.
555
00:36:49,007 --> 00:36:50,247
It's not real.
556
00:36:50,341 --> 00:36:53,481
I know you didn't feel anything
when you almost died. I did.
557
00:36:53,545 --> 00:36:58,051
You fell oxygen deprivation, you felt
your brain releasing noradrenaline.
558
00:36:58,650 --> 00:37:00,027
You didn't say that before.
559
00:37:00,518 --> 00:37:03,522
I wanted you to
move on with your life.
560
00:37:03,588 --> 00:37:06,501
I wanted to reassure you.
I wanted you to feel better.
561
00:37:07,025 --> 00:37:08,698
And now you don't?
562
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:10,596
Now...
563
00:37:13,064 --> 00:37:14,168
I think I love you.
564
00:37:25,744 --> 00:37:31,126
"Noradrenaline and Near-Death
Experiences." Oh, dear.
565
00:37:31,216 --> 00:37:32,354
You saw God?
566
00:37:33,118 --> 00:37:36,565
She did. She wants to go
back to the monastery.
567
00:37:36,621 --> 00:37:39,124
And now you're preparing
a PowerPoint presentation
568
00:37:39,224 --> 00:37:42,364
to keep her in your garden
of earthly delights.
569
00:37:42,427 --> 00:37:44,270
You're an idiot.
570
00:37:44,896 --> 00:37:46,739
Because I've
found someone I love?
571
00:37:46,865 --> 00:37:48,708
Because you're an idiot.
572
00:37:48,767 --> 00:37:50,940
At least you two
have that in common.
573
00:37:51,035 --> 00:37:54,039
Her feelings are based on a chemical process.
They're gonna wear off.
574
00:37:54,472 --> 00:37:58,318
You just slept with her, your
brain is exploding with oxytocin.
575
00:37:58,409 --> 00:38:00,047
You think that's gonna last
through the ages?
576
00:38:00,111 --> 00:38:02,318
She's throwing away her life
because of blind faith.
577
00:38:02,413 --> 00:38:03,551
So are you.
578
00:38:04,783 --> 00:38:07,320
She's found something she wants
to build her life around.
579
00:38:07,819 --> 00:38:09,890
It's a total illusion,
but apparently she'll take
580
00:38:09,954 --> 00:38:11,160
a little ignorance
with her bliss.
581
00:38:11,256 --> 00:38:12,792
And you want to take that away.
582
00:38:12,891 --> 00:38:15,337
How many times have you thrown
the truth in people's faces?
583
00:38:15,426 --> 00:38:17,133
Because it's the truth.
Not because
584
00:38:17,262 --> 00:38:19,003
we're gonna live
happily ever after.
585
00:38:20,765 --> 00:38:23,075
Either your
relationship just blows up
586
00:38:23,234 --> 00:38:25,510
like every other
non-magical romance,
587
00:38:25,603 --> 00:38:27,412
or she stays with you
but blames you for
588
00:38:27,472 --> 00:38:29,509
stripping all
the meaning out of her life.
589
00:38:29,841 --> 00:38:32,845
This has nothing to
do with the truth.
590
00:38:32,944 --> 00:38:35,424
You don't like that
I'm reassessing my life,
591
00:38:35,580 --> 00:38:38,026
that I want to
change it, that I can.
592
00:38:38,116 --> 00:38:41,188
Anyone can screw up a life. I
never said that wasn't possible.
593
00:38:41,286 --> 00:38:43,288
You're incapable
of human connection,
594
00:38:43,421 --> 00:38:45,458
so you want
everyone to be like you.
595
00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:48,762
If I wanted you to be like me,
596
00:38:53,097 --> 00:38:57,443
I would be urging you to make
a stupid, stubborn decision
597
00:38:57,502 --> 00:39:00,381
that blows up your life and
leaves you lonely and miserable.
598
00:39:06,845 --> 00:39:10,292
You reassess your life
when you've made mistakes.
599
00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:12,726
You didn't.
You just got stabbed.
600
00:40:12,944 --> 00:40:14,753
Don't look at the book.
601
00:40:14,846 --> 00:40:17,258
I haven't done a jugular line
since my residency,
602
00:40:17,348 --> 00:40:19,589
I don't want to
needle the carotid.
603
00:40:23,221 --> 00:40:24,291
What's the first step?
604
00:40:25,957 --> 00:40:28,369
- Palpate the SCM.
- Where?
605
00:40:29,594 --> 00:40:31,267
Middle third of the neck.
606
00:41:02,593 --> 00:41:03,833
I'm happy I knew you.
607
00:41:05,830 --> 00:41:07,241
So am I.
608
00:41:24,015 --> 00:41:25,255
Robert.
609
00:42:22,373 --> 00:42:24,319
Twenty-four-year-old
water treatment worker
610
00:42:24,475 --> 00:42:26,421
with pyrexia and double vision.
611
00:42:27,345 --> 00:42:28,756
A mystery.
612
00:42:29,881 --> 00:42:32,657
How'd he get sick
working in a sewer?
613
00:42:32,717 --> 00:42:34,719
Ed Norton was
the picture of health.
614
00:42:48,566 --> 00:42:49,670
Abscess?
615
00:42:50,101 --> 00:42:52,172
Would have seen it on the MRI.
616
00:42:52,236 --> 00:42:54,409
Diphtheria paralyzing
the ocular muscles?
617
00:42:54,672 --> 00:42:57,243
No, paralysis
was first. Aneurysm?