[Grey] On average, a healthy person can hold their breath for up to a minute.
I could have all of you replaced by tomorrow.
What about me? Can you replace me?
After that, carbon dioxide in your blood starts to dramatically rise.
Do you know how many doctors I have replaced in my career?
Your rejects can stay,
but your salary will pay for the lawyers who will fix their mistakes.
You're done here, Dr. Bailey. Goodbye.
- No. - Get out of my office.
I refuse to allow my job to be taken by someone
who only operates on spite and greed.
You don't see faces. You see dollars.
That's because this hospital and your leadership is costing me money.
This profession is a calling, not a business.
When was the last time you actually stepped into an OR?
Saved a human life with your hands?
I was doing penis transplants while you were knee-deep in the sandbox.
Ah. You strut around and straighten Richard's tie
while the rest of us do the work.
No, I do the work. They do the work.
You don't get to fire me. You don't deserve to fire me.
You think you're God's gift to this hospital? Please.
It won't even notice the second you walk out that door. You're just another doctor.
- Eventually, a reflex is triggered. - [Bailey gasps]
And if you resist the urge to let it all out...
You had the dream again?
...you pass out...
- What happened this time? - I slapped her.
...and you don't know all the damage you could have caused.
[protestors] Save our planet! Pollution'snosolution!
Save our planet! Pollution's no solution!
Yeah, we're gonna be here a while.
They shut down the whole bridge for the protesters.
- You okay? - Yeah, I'm fine.
You sure? You look weird.
Thanks?
So...
I spy or murder podcast?
Actually, there is something that I should talk to you about. So, um...
Is that trash?
Yeah! Stop polluting, start living!
What? They're saving the planet.
By throwing trash and risking their lives bungee jumping?
These events always attract a few rogue players,
but it's the overall message that's important.
Just do your thing already.
Do you know what global warming has done to the insect disease vectors?
The tick population has exploded. Do you want Lyme disease, Jo?
The ten hottest years have happened in the last decade.
Well, we're late in eight minutes.
- Who are you stalking now? - No one.
Adams has to give his decision today. About Chicago.
Oh, Dr. Fox didn't change her mind about him. Why wouldn't he go?
Because Griffith.
You know, at this point, we should just fire ourselves.
- Uh, Griffith tried that already. - Uh, Griffith's right here.
Just... If you told him how you feel, he would change his mind.
She staged a coup on his behalf. How does that not say how she--
Still here.
Because it's Adams.
Okay. You know what? Yeah.
Hi. Hi. Yeah, we compost. Can you let us through?
We love trees.
Where is Simms Memorial?
Spokane, I think.
Why?
Mmm. Recruiter says they're interested in me.
It's in Eugene, Oregon.
That is far, but a job's a job. I will commute.
I just wish you didn't have to look.
Dr. Meredith Grey?
- Check the third floor. - Your picture's in the hall.
Not for long.
It's an injunction from the Fox Foundation.
If you don't respond, you could be held in contempt of the court.
- Okay. Do you want to go to jail? - [phone chimes]
- Because I really, really don't. - [Grey gasps]
Oh.
- What? - NYU pulled their funding.
Fox Foundation sent a cease and desist.
Well, that's the second institution that has dropped us in a week.
Mm-hmm.
- What are we gonna do? - We're gonna keep packing.
I still don't have any notes for Thursday.
I swear to God, if somebody doesn't find my damn cell phone...
- Hi, baby. - Hey, Mama.
[Avery] Oh! Coffee, Ingrid.
All right. How was London?
When you texted me about Meredith,
you failed to mention you fired Hunt and Altman, Mom.
Don't forget about Shepherd and Bailey.
Really?
Oh, come on. I kept the interns.
Richard reminded me that if I didn't,
we'd lose our government funding for the programs.
And Lord knows we can't stand to lose another dime.
These are top surgeons we're talking about.
If they can't respect the Foundation, then they shouldn't work for it. End of story.
What about Meredith? You at least try to talk to her since she quit?
I wouldn't talk to that entitled fire starter
if we were the last two remaining people on this earth
and it was the only way to save civilization.
Okay. Did you read their abstract at least?
Of course I did.
Okay. Data seems pretty incredible.
Yeah. That's why we're not gonna stop until we get it all back.
Mm-hmm.
- Mrs. Nevins needs an updated-- Thank you. - Prescription. I got you.
I know volunteering at the clinic isn't exactly what you had in mind
when you left SFD.
I am helping people and you.
But it might not be for much longer.
Residency director at Seattle Pres can squeeze me in for an interview next week.
Um, what about Grey-Sloan?
I'm not applying to any Fox hospitals.
Your loyalty isn't necessary.
Catherine let you go. You.
I don't trust her. And you wanted to slap her. You know, and then...
What?
I heard a rumor that the new residency director starts today.
Oh. Well, good.
- You're okay? - [scoffs] I'm in my clinic.
I've got more time for the kids, opportunities to pursue research.
Never been better. I wish the new person best of luck. They'll need it.
Mm-hmm.
- Whoa. Sorry. - It's all good.
- Nervous? About the new boss. - Right. No.
[Griffith] Yasuda said today's the deadline.
Yeah. End of day.
I haven't decided.
Both places have their pros and cons.
[doctor] The energy's so warm in here it reminds me of a mother's womb.
[laughs] Not that I remember being in one, but...
Hi. I am Sydney Heron. I am your new fearless leader. [chuckles]
I mean, not new-new. You know, I did my residency here.
So think of me as one of you guys, okay?
Who's ready to heal with love?
- Shouldn't we be getting our assignments? - While moving quickly?
Uh, no. The better I know you, the better surgeon I can make you.
So, name, nickname, novel you've always wanted to write.
Who wants to go first, huh? [laughs]
Hey, you two. Congratulations on making it to work through the traffic.
- You drive electric, Schmitt? - I ride a bike.
Even better. Hey, you're with me today. Meet me downstairs in 20.
Okay.
I keep trying to tell him.
And then everyone got fired, and it felt weird to celebrate something.
I'm scared of how he's gonna react.
And I'm scared of how I'll react to how he reacts. And--
[sighs] Okay.
What? I don't make fun of your fears.
That's literally what our entire friendship is based on.
Well, whatever.
He thinks the world is gonna end tomorrow anyway
from melting ice caps, so maybe none of this matters.
Maybe it doesn't matter if you don't have a baby
because I won't be a peds surgeon that can take care of it.
- Why does my baby need surgery? - That was a hypothetical.
No, your peds fellowship is a hypothetical. I'm actually pregnant.
And you don't think that that is minimizing my fears?
I have to throw up.
You can't just use that as an excuse to not answer the...
Ndugu,
I saw that you put my name on the board for the Ivor Lewis this afternoon.
You need to find someone else.
I need help upstairs.
Thanks to your wife, my department's down Altman, and I'm running Owen's service.
And I'm the interim chief.
Are you avoiding the OR after what happened with Garrett?
Once his aneurysm ruptured, he had a high mortality rate no matter what we did.
Yes, it was a bad outcome, but that's just what it was, not a sign of anything else.
I didn't ask your opinion. I'm not scrubbing in on complex procedures...
[tires screech]
[driver] No, no, no, don't. Oh--
Is he dead? Is he dead?
Is this simple enough for you?
Jackson. Hey. I read your article on salvaging compromised flaps.
Uh-huh.
- I don't know how you have time to-- Uh. - Where is she?
Welcome back.
You know, you're supposed to respond to these, Mer. You have a lawyer?
- Can you recommend one? - Meredith...
Can you tell Catherine to stop sending cease and desist letters
to everyone who's interested in a potential Alzheimer's cure?
Your abstract broke the field. What do you expect?
Right, and now a lot of people wanna work with us.
Those people aware of your misuse of funds,
breach of contract, a signed noncompete?
I'm not here to make things easier for you.
I was also the source of those letters.
Something you would know if you answered any of my calls or texts.
Look, I need a crash cart and a C-collar.
Adams, fire department's on the way. Can you feel a pulse?
Yeah, I'm trying, but he looks pretty... Yeah, th-there's a pulse.
All right. Diminished breath sounds bilaterally,
abrasions, no apparent deep lacerations.
- I'm Dr. Adams. Can you tell me your name? - Charlie.
Charlie, we're gonna get you out of here.
I think you're gonna be okay, but we need to get you inside.
- I'm gonna be in so much trouble. - It was an accident.
I don't have my license yet.
I snuck out with the car to get boba, and then I was...
Somehow I was in the wrong lane. Then I was on the freeway.
There was a couple guys hanging from the bridge,
and suddenly one fell into my dad's car.
What in the hell happened?
Bungee jumper off a bridge. His cord snapped.
- [vomits] - [doctor] Damn it.
[Ndugu] Hold up. Nobody touch the car till we can secure his airway.
- Is he gonna be okay? - Kwan, get the kid inside.
We need to protect his airway. He'll be impossible to intubate in this position.
Here. Insert this all the way to the back of his mouth.
All right. How do I know when it's all the way in?
You'll feel resistance.
- Okay. - Good.
How's she doing?
She's okay.
[Griffith] Wanda Gallagher, 67, history of DVT.
Currently on warfarin.
Sustained blunt trauma to the neck
- after being struck with an object. - A police baton.
I wasn't struck with it. I kind of ran into it.
[Lacey] Because you were resisting arrest from the Seattle police.
She was protesting
even though she promised me she was done with all that
after I bailed her out last year for vandalism.
I wasn't resisting arrest.
I was trying to separate myself from the disrupters.
They ruin it for the rest of us. Also, last year was a misunderstanding.
Mm-hmm. Passion. So important in one's life.
- [Heron] Dr. Yasuda, plan? - Mm-hmm.
I don't see any hard signs of vascular injury,
but we should run labs to check her INR and do a cervical CT angio
since she is at high risk for bleeding because of her blood thinners.
Bleeding? Mom, this sounds serious.
You know what's also serious?
The effect of wildfire particles on a young person's respiratory system.
Might as well have 'em start smoking in elementary school.
I'm fighting for my grandchild, which is more than their mother's doing.
I'm growing it.
And where was this concern when I was growing up?
You worked for one of the biggest oil companies in the world.
I need to go call Michael and tell him what happened.
Excuse me. Unreal.
Bailey. You back?
Shh. Shh.
And no.
- Then what are you doing? - None of your business.
Okay, wait. I heard the new residency director started.
Have you seen them?
[grunts]
What?
You remind me of myself when I was an intern, Dr. Miller.
It's Millin.
Inquisitive, direct, air of mystery.
Always important to...
to keep that sense of wonder and awe. [gasps]
Miranda Bailey. Come here!
- Mmm. Sydney. - Oh. Oh.
Isn't this fun?
I mean, a new generation of lady doctors
alongside our generation of lady doctors all working together
to make the world a better pla...
Oh, Dr. Bailey and I were co-residents back in the day.
And quite competitive, am I right?
We had our moments. Uh...
Oh, look at that. 911 at the clinic. I better get back.
Clinic. Look at you doing the clinic thing again.
Good for you. Now, I cannot imagine being out of the OR,
but, hey, if it works for you, great.
So, where were we? Oh, yeah.
I'm the one that brought you in. I rearranged whole departments,
I fundraised, I hired Nick and Amelia.
Well, I was never officially hired.
No one asked you to hire Nick. Nick could've gotten a job anywhere.
Well, that's not the point, and you know it.
Okay? This is not just about you and my mom.
I brought you in so that I could be a part of groundbreaking work.
If it were just you, that would be okay. But it isn't.
You have no idea how much you two are alike.
Catherine broke more rules than all of us, but she was strategic about it.
She understood how to play the game.
I don't have time for games.
Give Amelia, Owen and Teddy back their jobs.
I'll sell a percentage of my shares of Grey-Sloan,
and I can pay you back everything.
This isn't about money. Not anymore.
I don't know why her ego should inhibit this work.
What about you?
You know how many people are desperately waiting for help,
and progress takes money.
We have it.
What are you suggesting? You want my firstborn?
Worse. Apologize.
Charlie Scott, 29, fell headfirst 30 feet into a windshield.
How is he alive?
X-rays show displaced clavicle fracture, rib fractures,
buckle fracture of the sternum, bilateral hemothoraxes and a hand injury.
It's like somebody shattered a crystal vase inside his chest.
All right, Adams, what's our next move?
Bilateral chest tubes and pan-scan him from head to toe.
You got it. Let's prep for bilateral thoracostomies.
You... Looks like you have all your bases covered, okay?
With all due respect, he has multiple traumatic injuries,
and we're short surgeons.
We need all hands on deck, Chief.
- Where's his right index finger? - Severed on impact.
Adams, do we have the finger?
I have no idea.
Then find it. As a surgeon, you should know how important a digit is.
Give me gloves.
Your heart rate's elevated.
Last time I snuck the car out, I dented the bumper.
I was grounded for two weeks.
They'll never trust me behind the wheel again,
which means I'll never pass my driver's test.
Well, there's always rideshares.
You shouldn't be driving without a license,
but you didn't cause that wreck.
It was an accident.
Happens to the best of us.
Do you have any idea what it's like
to be in your dad's car all by yourself one moment,
then all of a sudden, bam, someone just shows up completely blindsiding you?
Have you called your parents? You have your phone, right?
It's in the car still. Look, I can't go back in there.
We're so sorry, Miss Gallagher. Radiology's backed up.
The protest brought in a surge of patients.
How is your pain?
Oh, barely feel it. Where's Lacey?
On the phone in the waiting room.
She was always closer to her dad.
Hey, I worked at a pipeline company for 20 years.
It helped get her to college but the hours were long.
Didn't allow for a lot of mother-daughter time.
Do you still work there?
No, I quit ten years ago.
Been an activist ever since. I worked in the PR department.
After the eighth oil leak, I decided I can't write another press release.
You know, if our hearts were really going out to the community,
we'd stop spilling the damn stuff.
That's why I'm on the front lines fighting.
My daughter will never let me meet my grandbaby if I get arrested again.
Hey, do I have time to go to the bathroom before my scan?
Sure.
- I'll show you where it is. - Thank you.
So, you can't imagine doing good things for people?
Then you don't get to be a doctor.
Now, I'll tell you what you need to get... Where are the damn urinary cups?
Bed four is all checked in.
Should I tell them you'll be there
after you've taken your anger out on these gauze pads?
Her philosophy is to "heal with love."
Love does not heal. Science heals. Medicine and trained doctors heal.
100%. What are we talking about?
Richard replaced me with Sydney Heron.
Sydney Heron. We were in the same residency class.
She took my interns when I was pregnant and slowed them down
with positivity and smiles and-and-and butterflies.
Sounds evil?
I am the one that got those residents back into shape.
I went on to be chief resident, and I stayed to be an attending here
while she took a job in Florida.
Florida.
But you've got your clinic and your research ideas--
Don't throw my words back at me, Ben Warren.
Ndugu's doing a quick consult. He'll meet us in CT.
I'm surprised to see you with us, Schmitt.
You've been spending most of your time with Dr. Beltran.
Uh, right. I actually might be reassessing peds.
Reassessing?
I might wanna keep my options open for a bit.
Maybe stay in general surgery like you.
Schmitt, you're a fifth year and a chief resident.
You need to be clear on what you want or no one's gonna take you seriously.
Understood. Sir, I just... I wanna make sure that I...
[machine beeps]
The left chest is full of blood.
He's getting more hypotensive and tachy.
We're gonna take him straight to the OR. I'll page Ndugu on the way.
Excuse me. There are two police officers in the exam room.
They want to speak to my mom.
After she's done in the bathroom, we'll take her to radiology.
- They can speak to her after that. - Did her results come back?
According to her labs, her blood is clotting too slowly,
so we would like to admit her for observation,
and she should really speak to her primary doctor
- about managing her blood thinners. - Good luck.
My mom is more concerned with Puget Sound and its population of zooplankton
than her own health.
Well, she's not wrong. It's what the salmon eat.
It's like a whole thing. I read about it.
How long has she been in the bathroom?
- Mom? Mom? Are you okay? - Miss Gallagher?
She couldn't have just disappeared.
Or maybe she could have.
She climbed into the ceiling?
Your assistant isn't at her desk. I'm sure she'd call security.
I'm here out of respect for Jackson.
Catherine? Catherine.
Damn it! Catherine.
Catherine.
Why aren't you in the OR?
Because I'm looking for our patient's finger. Index, right hand.
I can't believe the guy who lost a digit scored higher on the ABSITE than me.
I didn't lose it.
Our patient did when he busted through the windshield. Help me look.
- Can't. Looking for Ian's phone. - Finger trumps phone.
I'll give you a finger.
Have you always been an ass or did it start when that girl left you?
- What are you talking about? - Your fiancée. Molly, right?
Ex-fiancée, and she didn't leave me.
You know what? Forget I ever said anything.
Uh-huh.
Bye, loser.
We've tried to track all the different routes she could have taken,
but security will only allow maintenance in the ceiling. So, when--
So, are they in the ceiling looking?
What exactly is the protocol?
Patients usually stay on the ground.
Lacey, Lacey, I want... I want you to try to stay calm, okay?
Mmm.
Okay? Let's keep that baby safe, right?
So what they are trying to say is there is no protocol
because this has never happened before,
which is strange because odd things often happen here, but we will find her.
So, take a seat. Deep breaths, yeah?
Yeah. Great.
Okay.
- Now... - We're gonna keep looking.
- I think I'm gonna go to the roof. - Wow.
Who else was nervous about her going into labor?
It's just what we need, right? A baby in the lobby and Grandma in the ceiling.
So I'm gonna forward you the, uh, hospital blueprint I received,
and also I issued a hospital-wide alert. So...
That's it? You're not gonna get mad or yell at us?
Yell? Oh, how silly. No. Hop to it.
I preferred yelling.
Obviously.
I don't see how gluing yourself to a train
or blocking a bridge will save us from climate change.
You tell that to the people who marched across the Edmund Pettus Bridge
for civil rights.
GIA stapler, BokHee.
That is a compelling point, and I apologize.
Research has shown that a lot of childhood diseases
could have been caused by some kind of environmental exposure.
Contaminants, pesticides, solvents.
We have the solution to prevent pain and loss,
but instead, we just keep making it worse.
I apologize again.
All right, we've stapled the lung bleeders,
ligated the intercostal artery, even clamped the hilum.
He's still bleeding. Where's it coming from?
It must be venous. Coming from above.
- The subclavian? - No, that's too far north.
The displaced clavicle fracture could've injured it.
All right, fine. Let's check.
Okay, Schmitt. Let's retract the lung out of the way, so we can see.
Okay.
Look there. See that break in the pleura?
Then it must be the subclavian vein.
All right.
Um, clamp. Let's ligate.
No, no, you won't get enough access here.
You're gonna have to do a subclavian incision higher up.
The patient's bleeding out. I'm not doing another incision.
Clamp. Now.
Damn it. I can't get full visualization.
Like I said. It's impossible from that approach.
I'll do a subclavian incision, but we need to move fast.
I need everyone's help resecting the clavicle.
So, let's pack him and reposition.
Mmm.
Are you in any pain?
What happened?
You collapsed.
CT shows subacute Budd-Chiari syndrome.
You have a blood clot in your hepatic vein and IVC
due to the hypercoagulable state of your cancer.
Did you call Jackson or Richard?
Not yet.
Okay then.
I need to start you on anticoagulation.
I wanna start heparin drip.
Then we'll run some tests and do some more labs
and see if you're a candidate for a TIPS procedure.
You'll do heparin only. Nothing more.
I'm not pursuing any invasive treatments.
You could go into liver failure.
I know.
What about the tumor on your spine? Do you know about that?
I saw it on your scans.
I do know about it.
But Richard and Jackson don't.
And you're not going to tell them.
Hey. Heron paged me,
said you needed help looking for a patient.
It's okay.
I get it.
What?
Chicago.
You should go.
Whatever you and I are or were--
Security thinks she went south.
Not-Bailey said a patient was in the ceiling.
Please tell me there's a translation for that.
There is a patient in the ceiling.
I've spent my entire day looking for people and fingers.
Millin probably digs Heron.
Why would you say that?
Well, she heals with love. Probably meditates. She's untraditional.
No, she touched my hair. No one should touch hair.
- I miss Bailey. - Me too.
Adams got us into this mess. Bailey was standing up for him, and he--
No way. She was standing up for all of us, and I never asked anyone to do that.
- Well, Griffith did-- - Can everyone just shut up
and find the patient?
It'll go faster if we split up.
Get brooms.
Griffith, I've worked at this hospital long enough to know,
hardly anyone uses this closet, and nothing I'm taking will be missed.
- We lost a patient. - Well, losses come with the job.
No, no, no. She's not dead. We literally don't know where she is.
Not my problem anymore.
It should be.
Why aren't you fighting for your job?
Is it that easy to leave after everything you've been through with us?
Why aren't you banging on doors? Yelling? I thought you believed in us. I thought--
[banging]
[Wanda] Hello? Excuse me?
- Oh, my God. - Oh, hell no.
- [Wanda] Hello? Little help, please. - [banging]
- Security's on their way. - What'd they say?
They mostly laughed.
[Wanda] I'm so sorry. I just... I-I saw the police, and I got so nervous
and I thought that vent would lead straight to the next room,
but then I fell over something in the dark
and I landed trapped between the walls.
Okay. We're getting help, Wanda. Just hang in tight.
[Wanda] Okay. I just... I really need to pee.
And it's getting harder to breathe.
- Ooh, are you claustrophobic? - She could be bleeding.
- Her neck is... - What?
She sustained blunt trauma to the neck. She had a small contusion.
She disappeared before we were able to scan her.
She's on blood thinners from a history of DVT.
Okay, expanding neck hematoma could be closing her airway.
- [crashes] - Wanda? Wanda, say something!
- Oh, my God. - [Bailey] Damn it.
Hey, Millin, get a crash cart.
- Yasuda, get maintenance. Now. - Yeah.
- What is... Oh. - [Griffith] Wanda?
Wanda, can you hear me?
Oh, good, good, good.
Okay. Get out of the way. Get out of the way.
You know, you really don't have to wait with me, Dr. Grey.
Okay. Well, then I should just go tell Jackson to watch your heparin drip.
Richard should know too.
I'll tell them when I'm ready.
When will that be?
When your liver fails?
- [scoffs] - Or when you need a transplant?
What late-stage cancer patient gets a new liver, hmm?
Which is why you should consider letting me do the surgery for this clot.
Could we just let the heparin have a chance to work, please?
It would not hurt to think ahead.
Do you know how much work planning for your own death is?
And I'm not just talking about picking out a casket or making out a will.
I'm talking about taking stock in your life
and making sure you've done everything you wanna do with it.
I think about this every day.
And when I do, there's two things that I know.
My family is perfect, especially my grandbaby,
and I'm not ready to sit on the sidelines.
Catherine Fox, you have had an extraordinary career.
What more do you want?
The more surgeries and invasive procedures I get,
the more they define who I am.
I want people to remember my name
because of the advances I've made in medicine,
for the risks that I've taken to save lives,
for the firsts that I have achieved.
I would think you of all people would understand that.
So keep your mouth shut.
And what if I don't?
Then you and your friends will never get your jobs back.
You're threatening me over your health?
I've blackmailed people over far less.
[Yasuda] Can you see her yet?
- [Bailey] What the heck. - I've got the crash cart.
Oh, I see her.
Uh, she's unconscious. Okay. Okay. We gotta go.
Come on. Come on.
- All right. - We're coming, Wanda!
Maintenance is here!
Come on. Let's go.
Hi, she's down here.
Is he okay? The guy's... I don't know.
Is his family here yet?
I'm not sure, but I can check.
I just made the junior varsity tennis team,
and we have a match on Wednesday.
Sophomore formal is on Saturday.
But this guy might not live.
And I... I can't do anything ever again if he can't.
You can. You'll pick up the racket,
put on the suit or get behind the wheel again.
And you'll put one foot in front of the other.
And it'll suck for a while,
but eventually, it'll suck less.
Look, I know it sounds cold,
but it's life.
You really think that?
I... do.
Good. Thank you.
Pulse is weak, but it's there.
Okay, she needs an airway right now.
- Tube, please. - On it.
- All right. Thank you. - Here you go.
Good. Good. Good.
Come on. Come on. Damn it.
It's too much compression, I won't be able to get it in.
We need to decompress the hematoma. Millin, Betadine.
Griffith, be ready to pack the wound.
Yasuda, oxygen.
Scalpel.
We're ready?
Oh, goodness.
- Okay, let's pack. - Okay.
[Bailey] We need to get her to an OR.
[Ndugu] He's getting too hypotensive. We need to move faster.
[Lincoln] All right. Removing the clavicle.
[Ndugu] All right. All right. I see the injury. Clamp.
Here we go.
All right. Bleeding stopped.
We've got proximal vascular control. 5-0 Prolene.
Dr. Webber, you caught the bleed. Why don't you do the honors?
No. Go ahead. You're already there.
No, I insist.
You wanna stay in general surgery, Schmitt?
It's time to step up.
Let's do it.
I found the finger.
Well, Kwan did, but it's here.
- Keep going, Schmitt. - It's too late.
Let's go.
Hey, we had to decompress the hematoma.
Her sats have been increasing over the last three minutes,
but she needs a formal neck exploration and closure in the OR.
- Okay. We're headed straight there. - Yep.
Special thanks for helping my interns, Miranda.
Yeah, you can go now. Yeah. I got it from here.
I'm sorry about the planet.
Sorry about your ABSITE.
Damn it, Jo.
Kyler Murray.
Ninth overall pick in the 2018 draft by the A's.
Top left fielder, but also
the number one overall pick for the Arizona Cardinals.
Cardinals is football.
- Okay. - Okay, um.
Take quidditch.
Harry. He's the seeker,
but there's no reason he couldn't also be a chaser.
They all fly brooms. They all train the same way.
He might not even know yet if he has the skills to try a different position.
You're gonna be a good dad.
I already am.
That's what I meant.
Hey, were you able to reattach it?
It'd been too long. Lincoln just closed the wound with a flap.
She saved me.
Molly.
When my mom was sick, I was drowning in grief,
and she pulled me out of it.
One day we got into an ugly fight,
and before I knew it, she drove away.
Sh-She didn't even make it to the highway before she was hit by a reckless driver.
And just like that,
I was a stranger.
And I...
I couldn't stay.
I'm sorry.
Yeah.
Me too.
Is she gonna be okay?
She is.
We found the source of the bleeding and stopped it.
We'll go over her recovery with her in the morning, if you'd like to join.
Yeah.
You almost got yourself killed again.
You climbed into a ceiling.
I don't wanna talk about this right now.
[Lacey] Of course you don't.
You march on bridges and scream at CEOs and fight fossil fuels,
but you won't even talk to your own daughter.
I know you're trying to make up for what you did in the past,
but that should include me too.
You want a relationship with your granddaughter.
Well, I wanted a relationship with my mother.
Wanda's in the ICU.
Her wound exploration was simple.
We irrigated, ligated and Dr. Heron let me close.
How nice.
[Bailey] And I did fight.
Putting my job on the line for all of you, that was me fighting.
What happened, it's not your fault.
And you can't carry everyone else's choices on your shoulders.
Hey,
you always know where to find me.
What's with the urgent text?
Uh, I wanted to go over Charlie's surgery with you again. Step by step.
Did something happen? Is he okay?
No, he's fine. He's still stable.
Sorry, I should've led with that.
No kidding.
Look, I gave the vascular repair to Schmitt because I didn't feel up to it.
And I haven't decided anything about my future in the OR yet.
But I just don't have it in me to do a skills assessment tonight.
Well, this isn't for you. This is for me.
We both know I was trained by the best,
but I've been taught to operate within a very specific specialty.
And today, when something outside of that field went wrong,
I didn't step back to look at the whole picture.
I want you to take me through it all again
and show me what I missed and why we fixed it the way we did.
Well, they taught surgery quite differently when I trained.
This could take a while.
I got all night.
- Show me what you have. - All right.
Oh, here you all are.
In the best room in the hospital. The room for improvement.
Get some rest. And I will see you bright and early tomorrow morning, 6:00 a.m.
The early bird does get the worm.
[both groan]
I need a drink. Anyone?
I need to make a call.
I don't wanna get stuck in a wall.
Is that your way of saying we need to talk about what happened?
What almost happened.
Okay. What almost happened.
- I think a patient died. - Mm-hmm.
- We were upset. - Mm-hmm.
And we had a moment where we felt terrible,
- and we were just trying to-- - Not feel terrible.
- Exactly. - Yeah.
Friends?
I almost told him twice today.
You have to tell him. I'm not raising this baby with you.
Shut up. I've been puking all day.
It's all gone. All the crackers and fluids and dignity.
It's all down the toilet.
Okay. We need a safe word
for the next nine months for when you get too graphic or mean.
Like, "jelly beans" or "disinfectant" or something.
We need to put a limit on how much you can talk.
Why are you in a good mood?
I need you to be miserable with me. Think about peds.
No. I'm gonna think about quidditch.
- Hmm? - I might find a new path. Or not.
For all I know, I might be some other specialty's secret weapon.
Quidditch. What?
I thought that dude was eyeing Schmitt.
Good for him.
You're turning down fries
and wine...
Are you?
Are we?
Yep.
[laughs] Oh, my God.
[both laugh]
God.
[Grey] If you do the work, you can train yourself
to hold anything inside without negative consequences.
My shift is over. If you need something, the staff can help you inside.
I... I've spent the past few years putting together memories.
Trying to rebuild my life
so I could know who I am and who I'm supposed to be.
You know, but after everything,
I've always felt like something was still missing.
[Kwan stammers]
I mean, this is you.
But most people don't have that discipline
or time.
They just bury it inside and hope it stays there.
Hey.
You should apply to Grey-Sloan.
Mm-hmm. I built a world-class program, and you deserve to be in it.
- Even without you? - No.
'Cause I'm getting my job back.
- Don't do it. - [knocking]
- Let it out. Be loud. - [knocking continues]
Yeah, I'm coming.
I swear to God.
Hi.
- Hi. - Is everything--
I'm staying.
You're not going to Chicago?
I'm not going to Chicago.
Make everyone hear you.
Because if you don't...
How did it go?
Good. Good.
Where the hell were you?
- Did you talk to my mom? - I did.
- Uh-huh. - Yeah.
She said you will stop the injunctions and the cease and desist letters.
And everyone can have their jobs back.
Oh, thank God.
And you'll continue the research?
Yes, I will.
But not here.
Not here?
But I thought you said we could have our jobs.
You can.
You should take yours in Seattle.
And, uh, the research will just go in a different direction.
...it will eat you up inside.