1 00:00:04,377 --> 00:00:06,242 [Woman] The game: 2 00:00:06,312 --> 00:00:09,042 They say a person either has what it takes to play 3 00:00:09,115 --> 00:00:10,912 or they don't. 4 00:00:10,983 --> 00:00:14,282 My mother was one of the greats. 5 00:00:14,353 --> 00:00:18,255 Me, on the other hand... I'm kind of screwed. 6 00:00:31,037 --> 00:00:33,198 [Grunts] 7 00:00:37,476 --> 00:00:39,706 [Man] This is, uh... 8 00:00:39,779 --> 00:00:42,145 Humiliating on so many levels. 9 00:00:42,214 --> 00:00:43,408 You have to go. 10 00:00:43,482 --> 00:00:46,576 Why don't you come back here, and we'll pick up where we left off? 11 00:00:46,652 --> 00:00:48,711 No, seriously. You have to go. I'm late. 12 00:00:48,788 --> 00:00:52,417 Which isn't what you want to be on your first day of work, so... 13 00:00:52,491 --> 00:00:54,118 So, uh, you actually live here. 14 00:00:54,193 --> 00:00:56,024 - No. - Oh. 15 00:00:56,095 --> 00:00:59,496 - Yes. Kind of. - Oh. 16 00:01:00,900 --> 00:01:03,300 It's nice. A little dusty, 17 00:01:03,369 --> 00:01:05,166 odd, but it's nice. [laughs] 18 00:01:05,237 --> 00:01:07,205 So, how do you kind of live here? 19 00:01:07,273 --> 00:01:10,731 I moved two weeks ago from Boston. It was my mother's house. 20 00:01:10,810 --> 00:01:12,937 - I'm selling it. - Oh, I'm sorry. 21 00:01:13,012 --> 00:01:14,445 For what? 22 00:01:14,513 --> 00:01:15,605 You said "was." 23 00:01:15,681 --> 00:01:17,649 Oh, my mother's not dead. 24 00:01:17,717 --> 00:01:20,481 She's... You know what? We don't have to do the thing. 25 00:01:20,553 --> 00:01:22,714 Oh, we can do anything you want. 26 00:01:22,788 --> 00:01:25,689 No, the thing: Exchange the details, pretend we care. 27 00:01:25,758 --> 00:01:27,658 I'm gonna go take a shower, 28 00:01:27,727 --> 00:01:32,323 and when I get back down here, you won't be here, so, um... 29 00:01:32,398 --> 00:01:36,027 Goodbye, um... 30 00:01:38,037 --> 00:01:40,130 - Derek. - Derek. 31 00:01:40,206 --> 00:01:42,071 - Right. Meredith. - Meredith. 32 00:01:42,141 --> 00:01:44,666 - Yeah. Mm-hmm. - Nice meeting you. 33 00:01:44,744 --> 00:01:48,145 Bye, Derek. 34 00:01:48,214 --> 00:01:51,240 [- Rilo Kiley: Portions For Foxes] 35 00:02:05,965 --> 00:02:09,162 [Man] Each of you comes here today hopeful, 36 00:02:09,235 --> 00:02:10,600 wanting in on the game. 37 00:02:10,669 --> 00:02:14,503 A month ago, you were in med school being taught by doctors. 38 00:02:14,573 --> 00:02:16,336 Today... 39 00:02:16,408 --> 00:02:19,070 ...you are the doctors. 40 00:02:21,313 --> 00:02:23,873 The seven years you spend here as a surgical resident 41 00:02:23,949 --> 00:02:26,076 will be the best and worst of your life. 42 00:02:26,152 --> 00:02:28,279 You will be pushed to the breaking point. 43 00:02:28,354 --> 00:02:32,290 Look around you. Say hello to your competition. 44 00:02:32,358 --> 00:02:34,952 Eight of you will switch to an easier specialty. 45 00:02:35,027 --> 00:02:36,927 Five will crack under the pressure. 46 00:02:36,996 --> 00:02:39,396 Two of you will be asked to leave. 47 00:02:39,465 --> 00:02:43,026 This is your starting line. This is your arena. 48 00:02:43,102 --> 00:02:46,299 How well you play, 49 00:02:46,372 --> 00:02:47,600 that's up to you. 50 00:02:48,741 --> 00:02:51,369 [Thinking] Like I said... 51 00:02:51,443 --> 00:02:53,240 ... I'm screwed. 52 00:03:03,656 --> 00:03:07,888 OK, Martin, Robinson, Bond, Hawkins. 53 00:03:11,764 --> 00:03:13,231 Only six women out of 20. 54 00:03:13,299 --> 00:03:16,325 Yeah. I hear one of them's a model. 55 00:03:16,402 --> 00:03:19,769 Seriously, that's gonna help with the respect thing? 56 00:03:19,839 --> 00:03:22,933 - You're Cristina, right? - [Man] Patton, Monroe... 57 00:03:23,008 --> 00:03:25,499 Which resident are you assigned to? I got Bailey. 58 00:03:25,578 --> 00:03:29,241 - The Nazi? Me too. - You got the Nazi? So did I. 59 00:03:29,315 --> 00:03:31,476 At least we'll be tortured together, right? 60 00:03:31,550 --> 00:03:33,984 I'm George O'Malley. 61 00:03:34,053 --> 00:03:36,851 Uh, we met at the, uh, mixer. 62 00:03:36,922 --> 00:03:38,184 You had on a black dress 63 00:03:38,257 --> 00:03:41,090 with a slit up the side, strappy sandals and... 64 00:03:42,728 --> 00:03:44,923 Now you think I'm gay. 65 00:03:44,997 --> 00:03:46,396 No, I'm not gay. 66 00:03:46,465 --> 00:03:48,990 It's... it's just that, uh, you were... 67 00:03:49,068 --> 00:03:51,298 You were very unforgettable. 68 00:03:51,370 --> 00:03:54,669 [Man] O'Malley, Yang, Grey, Stevens. 69 00:03:54,740 --> 00:03:56,537 And I'm totally forgettable. 70 00:03:57,643 --> 00:04:00,043 - Bailey? - [Man] End of the hall. 71 00:04:00,112 --> 00:04:02,205 That's the Nazi? 72 00:04:02,281 --> 00:04:04,374 [George] I thought the Nazi would be a guy. 73 00:04:04,450 --> 00:04:07,385 I thought the Nazi would be a Nazi. 74 00:04:07,453 --> 00:04:10,149 Maybe it's professional jealousy. She's brilliant 75 00:04:10,222 --> 00:04:12,622 and they call her a Nazi because they're jealous. 76 00:04:12,691 --> 00:04:15,819 - Maybe she's nice. - Let me guess. You're the model. 77 00:04:16,428 --> 00:04:19,363 Hi, I'm Isobel Stevens, but everyone calls me Izzie. 78 00:04:21,100 --> 00:04:23,125 I have five rules. Memorize them. 79 00:04:23,202 --> 00:04:25,295 Rule number one: Don't bother sucking up. 80 00:04:25,371 --> 00:04:27,498 I hate you. That's not gonna change. 81 00:04:27,573 --> 00:04:30,098 Trauma protocol, phone list, pagers, 82 00:04:30,175 --> 00:04:31,665 nurses will page you. 83 00:04:31,744 --> 00:04:34,679 You will answer every page at a run. A run! 84 00:04:34,747 --> 00:04:36,715 That's rule number two. 85 00:04:36,782 --> 00:04:40,047 Your first shift starts now and lasts 48 hours. 86 00:04:40,119 --> 00:04:41,984 You're interns, grunts, nobodies, 87 00:04:42,054 --> 00:04:43,954 bottom of the surgical food chain. 88 00:04:44,023 --> 00:04:46,651 You run labs, write orders, work every second night 89 00:04:46,725 --> 00:04:48,659 until you drop, and don't complain. 90 00:04:48,727 --> 00:04:50,957 On-call rooms. Attendings hog them. 91 00:04:51,030 --> 00:04:54,522 Sleep when you can where you can, which brings me to rule number three. 92 00:04:54,600 --> 00:04:57,933 If I'm sleeping, don't wake me unless your patient is dying. 93 00:04:58,003 --> 00:05:01,166 Rule four: The dying patient better not be dead when I get there. 94 00:05:01,240 --> 00:05:05,506 Not only will you have killed someone, you woke me for no reason. We clear? 95 00:05:05,577 --> 00:05:06,839 [Bailey] Yes? 96 00:05:06,912 --> 00:05:09,312 You said five rules. That was only four. 97 00:05:09,381 --> 00:05:10,871 [Pager beeping] 98 00:05:10,950 --> 00:05:13,180 Rule number five: When I move, you move. 99 00:05:14,286 --> 00:05:16,720 Get out of my way! 100 00:05:30,135 --> 00:05:31,568 What do we got? 101 00:05:31,637 --> 00:05:34,299 [Man] Katie Bryce, 15-year-old, new onset seizures, 102 00:05:34,373 --> 00:05:36,102 intermittent for the past week. 103 00:05:36,175 --> 00:05:37,733 IV lost en route, 104 00:05:37,810 --> 00:05:40,210 started grand mal seizing as we descended. 105 00:05:40,279 --> 00:05:42,247 [Bailey] All right, get her on her side. 106 00:05:42,314 --> 00:05:44,874 Izzie, 10 milligrams Diazepam IM. 107 00:05:44,950 --> 00:05:47,885 No, no. The white lead is on the right. 108 00:05:47,953 --> 00:05:49,944 Righty, whitey, smoke over fire. 109 00:05:50,022 --> 00:05:53,253 A large-bore IV. Don't let the blood hemolyze. Let's go! 110 00:05:55,961 --> 00:05:58,657 [Beeping] 111 00:05:58,731 --> 00:06:02,758 - [Man] A wet fish on dry land? - Absolutely, Dr. Burke. 112 00:06:03,435 --> 00:06:05,699 Dr. Bailey, let's shotgun her. 113 00:06:05,771 --> 00:06:07,432 That means every test in the book: 114 00:06:07,506 --> 00:06:10,134 CT, CBC, chem-7, tox screen. 115 00:06:10,209 --> 00:06:13,235 Cristina, you're on labs. George, patient work-ups. 116 00:06:13,312 --> 00:06:15,143 Meredith, get Katie for a CT. 117 00:06:15,214 --> 00:06:17,409 She's your responsibility now. 118 00:06:17,483 --> 00:06:18,973 Wait. What about me? 119 00:06:20,386 --> 00:06:22,752 Honey, you get to do rectal exams. 120 00:06:22,821 --> 00:06:25,654 [- Jem: They] 121 00:06:38,337 --> 00:06:40,498 What are you doing here? 122 00:06:40,572 --> 00:06:42,403 Katie Bryce's labs came out clear. 123 00:06:42,474 --> 00:06:45,341 There's nothing in the results that explain her seizures. 124 00:06:45,411 --> 00:06:47,345 OK. 125 00:06:47,413 --> 00:06:50,780 Uh, I heard every year, the attending on-call picks the best intern 126 00:06:50,849 --> 00:06:53,909 and lets them perform a procedure during the first shift. 127 00:06:56,188 --> 00:06:58,019 I'm just saying it's what I heard. 128 00:06:58,090 --> 00:06:59,853 Go away... now. 129 00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:04,620 - Yeah, sounds good. - He'll be fine? You'll be fine. 130 00:07:04,696 --> 00:07:07,790 If you don't count the fact that my bacon days are over, sure. 131 00:07:07,866 --> 00:07:11,097 So bypass surgery tomorrow with Dr. Burke. I hear he's good. 132 00:07:11,170 --> 00:07:15,004 And, after that, you can have all the bacon-flavored soy product you can eat. 133 00:07:15,074 --> 00:07:17,042 Mmm. Kill me now. 134 00:07:17,109 --> 00:07:19,600 I wish I could, but I'm a healer. 135 00:07:22,281 --> 00:07:24,340 [Katie] You're lost. 136 00:07:24,416 --> 00:07:27,283 I'm not lost. How are you feeling? 137 00:07:27,352 --> 00:07:29,149 How do you think I'm feeling? 138 00:07:29,221 --> 00:07:32,156 - I'm missing my pageant. - You're missing your pageant? 139 00:07:32,224 --> 00:07:33,521 The Spokane Teen Miss. 140 00:07:33,592 --> 00:07:36,117 I was in the top ten after the first two rounds. 141 00:07:36,195 --> 00:07:39,187 This is my year. I could have won. 142 00:07:39,264 --> 00:07:40,390 Hello. 143 00:07:40,466 --> 00:07:43,799 You're so lost. What are you, like, new? 144 00:07:45,204 --> 00:07:48,298 OK, so I'm just gonna insert my fingers 145 00:07:48,373 --> 00:07:50,341 into your rectum. 146 00:07:51,810 --> 00:07:54,074 [Inhales sharply] 147 00:07:57,349 --> 00:07:58,714 No. 148 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:03,782 Out. Out. 149 00:08:05,657 --> 00:08:08,125 Bet you missed a lot when you first started out. 150 00:08:08,827 --> 00:08:10,055 [Scoffs] 151 00:08:10,996 --> 00:08:13,123 I twisted my ankle in talent rehearsal. 152 00:08:13,198 --> 00:08:16,361 I do rhythmic gymnastics, which is, like, really cool. 153 00:08:16,435 --> 00:08:17,459 Nobody else does it. 154 00:08:17,536 --> 00:08:19,094 And I tripped over my ribbon. 155 00:08:19,171 --> 00:08:22,663 And I didn't get stuck with someone this clueless, 156 00:08:22,741 --> 00:08:24,641 and that was, like, a nurse. 157 00:08:24,710 --> 00:08:27,201 You and I are gonna have so much fun together. 158 00:08:30,182 --> 00:08:32,082 [Chattering] 159 00:08:34,753 --> 00:08:36,744 This shift is a marathon, not a sprint. 160 00:08:36,822 --> 00:08:38,255 - Eat. - I can't. 161 00:08:38,323 --> 00:08:39,813 You should eat something. 162 00:08:39,892 --> 00:08:43,828 You try eating after performing 17 rectal exams. The Nazi hates me. 163 00:08:43,896 --> 00:08:46,626 The Nazi's a resident. I have attendings hating me. 164 00:08:46,698 --> 00:08:48,393 You know Meredith is inbred? 165 00:08:48,467 --> 00:08:50,901 Like it's uncommon to be a doctors' parents... 166 00:08:50,969 --> 00:08:52,903 Royally. Her mother is Ellis Grey. 167 00:08:52,971 --> 00:08:54,268 Shut up. The Ellis Grey? 168 00:08:54,339 --> 00:08:56,933 - Who's Ellis Grey? - The Grey Method. 169 00:08:57,009 --> 00:08:58,909 Where'd you go to med school, Mexico? 170 00:08:58,977 --> 00:09:01,172 She was one of the first big chick surgeons. 171 00:09:01,246 --> 00:09:04,409 She's a living legend. Yeah, she won the Harper Avery twice. 172 00:09:04,483 --> 00:09:05,916 So I didn't know one thing. 173 00:09:05,984 --> 00:09:07,645 Talk about parental pressure. 174 00:09:07,719 --> 00:09:11,155 I'd kill to have Ellis Grey as a mother. I'd kill to be Ellis Grey. 175 00:09:11,223 --> 00:09:12,952 All I need is one good case. 176 00:09:13,025 --> 00:09:14,492 [Mumbling] 177 00:09:14,560 --> 00:09:16,721 Katie Bryce is a pain in the ass. 178 00:09:16,795 --> 00:09:20,731 If I hadn't taken the Hippocratic Oath, I'd Kevorkian her with my bare hands. 179 00:09:22,167 --> 00:09:23,191 What? 180 00:09:23,936 --> 00:09:26,097 [Burke] Good afternoon, interns. 181 00:09:27,372 --> 00:09:30,830 It's posted, but I thought I'd share the good news personally. 182 00:09:30,909 --> 00:09:34,276 As you know, the honor of performing the first surgery 183 00:09:34,346 --> 00:09:37,611 is reserved for the intern that shows the most promise. 184 00:09:37,683 --> 00:09:41,312 As I'm running the OR today, I get to make that choice. 185 00:09:43,055 --> 00:09:45,683 - George O'Malley. - Me? 186 00:09:45,757 --> 00:09:50,091 You'll scrub in for an appendectomy this afternoon. Congratulations. Enjoy. 187 00:09:56,768 --> 00:09:57,894 Did he say me? 188 00:09:57,970 --> 00:09:59,801 [Bailey] I've seen his file. 189 00:09:59,871 --> 00:10:02,840 George O'Malley barely made the cut to get in this program. 190 00:10:02,908 --> 00:10:05,103 - He's not your guy. - He's my guy, all right. 191 00:10:05,177 --> 00:10:06,701 Every year, you pick your guy, 192 00:10:06,778 --> 00:10:09,338 and your guy suffers more than any other intern. 193 00:10:09,414 --> 00:10:11,575 Terrorize one, and the rest fall in line. 194 00:10:11,650 --> 00:10:15,051 I get it, I respect it, but George O'Malley's a puppy. 195 00:10:15,120 --> 00:10:16,382 Katie Bryce, 3604? 196 00:10:16,455 --> 00:10:18,013 - Right there. - Thank you. 197 00:10:18,090 --> 00:10:20,149 Katie, honey, Mom and Dad are here. 198 00:10:20,225 --> 00:10:23,888 They gave her a sedative for the CT scan, so she's a little groggy. 199 00:10:23,962 --> 00:10:25,486 [Mother] Will she be all right? 200 00:10:25,564 --> 00:10:28,032 Our doctor said that she might need an operation. 201 00:10:28,100 --> 00:10:29,226 Is that true? 202 00:10:29,301 --> 00:10:31,292 [Mother] What kind of operation? 203 00:10:31,370 --> 00:10:34,396 She's, um... Well... You know what? 204 00:10:34,473 --> 00:10:36,168 I'm not the doctor. 205 00:10:36,241 --> 00:10:39,404 Um, I'm a doctor, but I'm not Katie's doctor, 206 00:10:39,478 --> 00:10:41,537 so I'll go get him for you. 207 00:10:45,150 --> 00:10:47,914 - What? - Katie's parents have questions. 208 00:10:47,986 --> 00:10:49,920 Do you talk to them, or do I ask Burke? 209 00:10:49,988 --> 00:10:51,285 No, Burke's off the case. 210 00:10:51,356 --> 00:10:54,917 Katie belongs to the new attending now, Dr. Shepherd. He's over there. 211 00:11:09,875 --> 00:11:12,571 Meredith, can I talk to you for a second? 212 00:11:12,644 --> 00:11:13,906 Actually, I was... 213 00:11:15,914 --> 00:11:16,938 Dr. Shepherd. 214 00:11:17,015 --> 00:11:20,610 Dr. Shepherd? This morning, it was Derek. 215 00:11:20,686 --> 00:11:21,914 Now it's Dr. Shepherd. 216 00:11:21,987 --> 00:11:24,387 We should pretend it never happened. 217 00:11:24,456 --> 00:11:26,947 What never happened? You sleeping with me, 218 00:11:27,025 --> 00:11:28,890 or you throwing me out this morning? 219 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:30,894 Both are memories I'd like to hold onto. 220 00:11:30,962 --> 00:11:33,123 No, there will be no memories. 221 00:11:33,198 --> 00:11:36,133 I'm not the girl in the bar anymore, and you're not the guy. 222 00:11:36,201 --> 00:11:39,102 This can't exist. You get that, right? 223 00:11:39,171 --> 00:11:41,435 You took advantage of me, and you wanna forget. 224 00:11:41,506 --> 00:11:44,304 I was drunk and good-Iooking. You took advantage. 225 00:11:44,376 --> 00:11:47,777 OK, I was the one who was drunk, and you are not that good-Iooking. 226 00:11:47,846 --> 00:11:48,835 Maybe not today. 227 00:11:48,914 --> 00:11:51,576 Last night, I was good-Iooking. Had my red shirt on. 228 00:11:51,650 --> 00:11:54,244 - You took advantage. - I did not take advantage. 229 00:11:54,319 --> 00:11:56,583 Want to take advantage again? Friday night? 230 00:11:57,689 --> 00:11:58,678 No. 231 00:11:59,925 --> 00:12:02,519 You're an attending and I'm your intern. 232 00:12:03,161 --> 00:12:06,130 - Stop looking at me like that. - Like what? 233 00:12:06,198 --> 00:12:08,758 Like you've seen me naked. 234 00:12:08,834 --> 00:12:12,099 Dr. Shepherd, this is inappropriate. 235 00:12:13,071 --> 00:12:14,936 Has that ever occurred to you? 236 00:12:15,907 --> 00:12:16,896 [Sighs] 237 00:12:19,778 --> 00:12:22,872 Open, identify, ligate, remove, irrigate, close. 238 00:12:22,948 --> 00:12:25,178 Open, identify, ligate, remove, irrigate, close. 239 00:12:25,250 --> 00:12:28,583 - He's gonna faint. A fainter. - No, code brown, right in his pants. 240 00:12:28,653 --> 00:12:31,816 He's about the flop sweat. He's gonna sweat himself unsterile. 241 00:12:31,890 --> 00:12:33,755 Ten bucks, he messes up the McBurney. 242 00:12:33,825 --> 00:12:36,385 - Fifteen, he cries. - I'll put 20 on a total meltdown. 243 00:12:36,461 --> 00:12:38,622 Fifty says he pulls the whole thing off. 244 00:12:39,965 --> 00:12:43,901 That's one of us down there, the first one of us. 245 00:12:43,969 --> 00:12:45,698 Where's your loyalty? 246 00:12:48,039 --> 00:12:50,064 75 says he can't even ID the appendix. 247 00:12:50,142 --> 00:12:51,700 I'll take that action. 248 00:12:51,777 --> 00:12:53,745 OK, O'Malley, let's see what you can do. 249 00:12:54,846 --> 00:12:56,245 Here it comes. 250 00:12:56,314 --> 00:12:58,646 [- O.A.O.T. S: Dance] 251 00:13:00,218 --> 00:13:02,049 - Scalpel. - Scalpel. 252 00:13:02,120 --> 00:13:04,645 [Cheers, applause] 253 00:13:06,391 --> 00:13:09,588 That Burke is trouble. 254 00:13:13,398 --> 00:13:14,660 More pressure. 255 00:13:14,733 --> 00:13:17,167 The human flesh is a tough shell. Dig in. 256 00:13:20,972 --> 00:13:23,463 - Pickups. - Pickups. 257 00:13:26,344 --> 00:13:28,710 - Clamp. - Clamp. 258 00:13:33,351 --> 00:13:34,818 [George mutters indistinct] 259 00:13:37,255 --> 00:13:38,654 I'm there. 260 00:13:38,723 --> 00:13:40,918 Damn, he got the peritoneum open. I'm out. 261 00:13:40,992 --> 00:13:42,926 I told you. He's gonna pull it off. 262 00:13:51,837 --> 00:13:53,395 - Scalpel. - Scalpel. 263 00:13:55,040 --> 00:13:56,871 [Cheers, applause] 264 00:13:56,942 --> 00:13:58,375 Appendix is out. 265 00:14:00,345 --> 00:14:02,370 - [Burke] Not bad. - Thank you. 266 00:14:02,447 --> 00:14:04,210 Now all you have to do 267 00:14:04,282 --> 00:14:06,978 is invert the stump into the cecum 268 00:14:07,052 --> 00:14:11,648 and simultaneously pull up on the purse strings, 269 00:14:11,723 --> 00:14:14,658 but be careful not to... 270 00:14:14,726 --> 00:14:16,489 ...break them. 271 00:14:16,561 --> 00:14:19,826 You ripped the cecum. You've got a bleeder. 272 00:14:19,898 --> 00:14:22,059 You're filling with stool. What do you do? 273 00:14:22,133 --> 00:14:23,862 Uh... 274 00:14:23,935 --> 00:14:24,924 Think. 275 00:14:25,003 --> 00:14:27,471 You start the suction and you start digging 276 00:14:27,539 --> 00:14:29,939 for those strings before she bleeds to death. 277 00:14:30,008 --> 00:14:32,408 - Give him a clamp. - BP's dropping. 278 00:14:32,477 --> 00:14:34,809 - He's choking. - Come on, George. 279 00:14:34,880 --> 00:14:37,280 Today. Pull your balls out of your back pocket. 280 00:14:37,349 --> 00:14:40,011 Let's go. What are you waiting for? Suction. 281 00:14:40,085 --> 00:14:42,019 - [beeping] - [Sighs] 282 00:14:42,087 --> 00:14:43,349 Getting too low, folks. 283 00:14:44,990 --> 00:14:46,423 [Woman] Dr. Burke. 284 00:14:46,491 --> 00:14:49,153 Get out of the way. Pansy-ass idiot. 285 00:14:49,227 --> 00:14:50,660 Get him out of here. 286 00:14:50,729 --> 00:14:52,788 Suction. Clamp. 287 00:14:54,866 --> 00:14:56,026 He's 007. 288 00:14:56,101 --> 00:14:58,831 - [Man 1] 007, yep. - [Man 2] A total 007. 289 00:14:58,904 --> 00:15:01,805 - What's "007" mean? - License to kill. 290 00:15:11,249 --> 00:15:12,648 007. 291 00:15:12,717 --> 00:15:14,685 They're calling me 007, aren't they? 292 00:15:14,753 --> 00:15:18,382 - [Both] No one's calling you 007. - Murphy whispered, "007." 293 00:15:18,456 --> 00:15:20,549 How many times do we have to go through this? 294 00:15:20,625 --> 00:15:22,957 Five? Ten? Give me a number, or I'm gonna hit you. 295 00:15:23,028 --> 00:15:25,155 Murphy whispered, everyone laughed. 296 00:15:25,230 --> 00:15:27,562 - He wasn't talking about you. - Are you sure? 297 00:15:27,632 --> 00:15:29,463 - [Meredith] Would we lie? - Yes. 298 00:15:29,534 --> 00:15:31,729 007 is a state of mind. 299 00:15:31,803 --> 00:15:35,102 Says the girl who finished first in her class at Stanford. 300 00:15:35,173 --> 00:15:37,164 [Pager beeping] 301 00:15:38,310 --> 00:15:41,211 Oh, man. It's 911 for Katie Bryce. 302 00:15:42,347 --> 00:15:43,814 I got to go. 303 00:15:50,655 --> 00:15:52,885 Maybe I should have gone into geriatrics. 304 00:15:52,958 --> 00:15:56,018 No one minds when you kill an old person. 305 00:15:56,094 --> 00:15:58,289 Surgery is hot. It's the Marines. 306 00:15:58,363 --> 00:16:00,991 It's macho. It's hostile. It's hardcore. 307 00:16:01,066 --> 00:16:05,560 Geriatrics is for freaks who live with their mothers and never have sex. 308 00:16:07,572 --> 00:16:09,836 I've got to get my own place. 309 00:16:09,908 --> 00:16:11,205 [Chuckles] 310 00:16:16,114 --> 00:16:18,048 Excuse me! Excuse me! 311 00:16:20,585 --> 00:16:22,052 Took you long enough. 312 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,714 You're OK? The nurse paged me 911. 313 00:16:24,789 --> 00:16:28,782 I had to go all Exorcist to get her to even pick up the phone. 314 00:16:28,860 --> 00:16:31,886 [Panting] Wait. There's nothing wrong with you? 315 00:16:31,963 --> 00:16:33,863 I'm bored. 316 00:16:34,699 --> 00:16:36,530 You little... 317 00:16:36,901 --> 00:16:39,699 - I'm not a cruise director. - You don't have to wig out. 318 00:16:39,771 --> 00:16:41,170 The pageant's on cable, 319 00:16:41,239 --> 00:16:43,799 but this crappy hospital doesn't get the channel. 320 00:16:43,875 --> 00:16:47,675 If that cow Kylie Wood is gonna walk off with my crown, I have to see it. 321 00:16:47,746 --> 00:16:49,179 Can you call someone? 322 00:16:50,081 --> 00:16:54,108 OK. This is an actual hospital. 323 00:16:54,185 --> 00:16:56,119 There are sick people here. 324 00:16:56,187 --> 00:16:59,384 Go to sleep and stop wasting my time. 325 00:16:59,457 --> 00:17:01,584 But I can't sleep. My head's all full. 326 00:17:01,660 --> 00:17:03,924 That's called "thinking." Go with it. 327 00:17:10,435 --> 00:17:14,565 [Woman on PA] Pain Management to 209. Pain Management to 209. 328 00:17:17,509 --> 00:17:18,999 What do you need? 329 00:17:19,077 --> 00:17:22,478 [Sighs] Mr. Jones has junky veins, and he really needs antibiotics. 330 00:17:22,547 --> 00:17:24,481 I should start a central line. 331 00:17:24,549 --> 00:17:25,948 So start one. 332 00:17:26,017 --> 00:17:27,951 You don't know how. 333 00:17:28,019 --> 00:17:30,579 I've never done one. 334 00:17:30,655 --> 00:17:33,180 Well, you know what that means. 335 00:17:34,325 --> 00:17:36,259 Can't we just page someone else? 336 00:17:36,327 --> 00:17:38,955 She's the on-call resident. 337 00:17:39,030 --> 00:17:40,725 OK. 338 00:17:40,799 --> 00:17:42,790 OK, I'll just... I'll wake her. 339 00:17:49,240 --> 00:17:51,105 Dr. Bailey, I don't mean to bother you. 340 00:17:51,176 --> 00:17:53,269 - Then don't. - It's Mr. Jones. 341 00:17:53,344 --> 00:17:55,312 - Is he dying? - No. 342 00:17:55,380 --> 00:17:57,712 Then stop talking to me. 343 00:18:04,355 --> 00:18:05,617 [Clears throat] 344 00:18:05,690 --> 00:18:09,649 [Sighs] What is it?! 345 00:18:13,131 --> 00:18:14,598 Next time you wake me, 346 00:18:14,666 --> 00:18:18,659 he better be so close to dead there's a tag on his toe. 347 00:18:27,479 --> 00:18:29,470 Here. Take these to the lab. 348 00:18:34,152 --> 00:18:37,610 [Man] 4-B's got post-op pneumonia. Let's start antibiotics. 349 00:18:37,689 --> 00:18:39,987 Are you sure that's the right diagnosis? 350 00:18:40,058 --> 00:18:42,322 Well, I don't know. I'm only an intern. 351 00:18:42,393 --> 00:18:44,725 Why don't you go spend four years in med school 352 00:18:44,796 --> 00:18:47,594 and then let me know if it's the right diagnosis? 353 00:18:47,665 --> 00:18:49,895 She's short of breath. She's got fever. 354 00:18:49,968 --> 00:18:52,095 She's post-op. Start the antibiotics. 355 00:18:53,338 --> 00:18:54,669 God, I hate nurses. 356 00:18:56,841 --> 00:19:01,938 I'm Alex. I'm with Jeremy. You're with the Nazi, right? 357 00:19:02,013 --> 00:19:03,810 She may not have pneumonia, you know. 358 00:19:03,882 --> 00:19:05,679 She could be splinting, or have a P.E. 359 00:19:05,750 --> 00:19:08,150 Like I said, I hate nurses. 360 00:19:08,219 --> 00:19:10,244 What did you just say? 361 00:19:11,322 --> 00:19:13,187 Did you just call me a nurse? 362 00:19:13,258 --> 00:19:15,158 Well, if the white cap fits. 363 00:19:15,226 --> 00:19:17,888 [Pager beeping] 364 00:19:17,962 --> 00:19:20,522 Damn it, Katie. 365 00:19:20,598 --> 00:19:23,123 - Is she seeing anybody? - I don't know. 366 00:19:23,201 --> 00:19:24,964 [Whistles] She's hot. 367 00:19:25,036 --> 00:19:26,094 I'm friends with her. 368 00:19:26,171 --> 00:19:28,298 I mean, kind of friends... 369 00:19:28,373 --> 00:19:30,204 Not actually friends exactly, 370 00:19:30,275 --> 00:19:32,573 but we're tight, and we hang out. 371 00:19:32,644 --> 00:19:35,977 - Really, only just today... - Dude. Dude, stop talking. 372 00:19:44,222 --> 00:19:47,749 [Clamoring] 373 00:19:50,528 --> 00:19:52,553 What took you so long? 374 00:19:52,630 --> 00:19:55,292 [Man] She's having multiple grand mal seizures. 375 00:19:55,366 --> 00:19:57,425 Now, how do you want to proceed? 376 00:19:57,502 --> 00:19:59,936 Dr. Grey, are you listening to me?! 377 00:20:00,839 --> 00:20:03,307 She's got Diazepam. Two milligrams Lorazepam. 378 00:20:03,374 --> 00:20:05,308 I just gave the second dose. 379 00:20:05,376 --> 00:20:08,243 Dr. Grey, you need to tell us what you want to do. 380 00:20:08,313 --> 00:20:09,575 Dr. Grey! 381 00:20:13,384 --> 00:20:15,352 [Beeping] 382 00:20:15,420 --> 00:20:17,445 OK, she's full on Lorazepam? 383 00:20:17,522 --> 00:20:20,491 - Four milligrams. - You paged Dr. Bailey and Dr. Shepherd? 384 00:20:20,558 --> 00:20:22,150 Lorazepam's not working. 385 00:20:22,227 --> 00:20:24,855 Phenobarbital. Load her with phenobarbital. 386 00:20:26,464 --> 00:20:28,762 - [Man] Pheno's in. - [Woman] No change. 387 00:20:28,833 --> 00:20:31,028 - You paged Dr. Shepherd. - I just told you. 388 00:20:31,102 --> 00:20:34,765 - Well, page him again, stat. - What do you want to do? 389 00:20:34,839 --> 00:20:37,467 Dr. Grey, you need to tell us what you want to do. 390 00:20:37,542 --> 00:20:39,100 [Flatline tone] 391 00:20:39,177 --> 00:20:42,044 - [Man] Heart stopped. - [Woman] Code blue! 392 00:20:42,113 --> 00:20:44,445 Code blue! Code blue! 393 00:20:44,515 --> 00:20:47,780 - Get the crash cart. - I'll get it, right away. 394 00:20:49,287 --> 00:20:50,686 Wait. 395 00:20:51,923 --> 00:20:55,324 - Charge the pads to 200. - Charge. Clear. 396 00:20:57,695 --> 00:20:59,162 [Man] Still v-fib. Nothing. 397 00:20:59,230 --> 00:21:00,925 - Charging. - Nineteen seconds. 398 00:21:00,999 --> 00:21:02,330 Charge them to 300. 399 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:05,369 - 300. Anything? - 27 seconds. 400 00:21:05,436 --> 00:21:06,994 Charge to 360. 401 00:21:08,273 --> 00:21:10,434 - Come on, Katie. - [Woman] 49 seconds. 402 00:21:10,508 --> 00:21:13,238 At 60 seconds, you're supposed to admin another drug. 403 00:21:13,311 --> 00:21:14,573 Charge again! 404 00:21:14,646 --> 00:21:16,876 Charge again. 405 00:21:17,916 --> 00:21:19,941 Charge. 406 00:21:20,018 --> 00:21:22,316 - [beeping] - [Meredith] Anything? 407 00:21:22,387 --> 00:21:24,252 I see sinus rhythm. 408 00:21:24,322 --> 00:21:26,984 - Blood pressure's coming up. - All right. 409 00:21:27,058 --> 00:21:29,322 Pressure's returning. Rate's coming back. 410 00:21:30,328 --> 00:21:31,556 What the hell happened? 411 00:21:31,629 --> 00:21:34,257 She had a seizure and her heart stopped. 412 00:21:34,332 --> 00:21:36,357 - You're monitoring. - I checked. 413 00:21:36,434 --> 00:21:38,231 I got her. Just... just go. 414 00:21:41,406 --> 00:21:44,864 Somebody give me her... Give me her chart, please. 415 00:21:44,943 --> 00:21:46,877 You get a 911, you page me immediately. 416 00:21:46,945 --> 00:21:50,506 Not in the five minutes it takes you to get to the emergency. Immediately. 417 00:21:50,581 --> 00:21:53,880 You're on my team and if somebody dies, it's my ass. Grey? 418 00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:57,353 Meredith? 419 00:21:57,422 --> 00:21:59,652 [- Vaughan Penn: Ready To Rise] 420 00:22:19,544 --> 00:22:21,273 If you tell anyone, ever... 421 00:22:32,256 --> 00:22:35,123 [Mr. Bryce] You said it was a seizure disorder. 422 00:22:35,193 --> 00:22:38,128 - Now you're saying it isn't? - I'm saying that I don't know. 423 00:22:38,196 --> 00:22:40,460 - What do you think it could be? - I don't know. 424 00:22:40,531 --> 00:22:42,726 - When will you? - I don't have an answer. 425 00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:46,736 - For now, Katie is stable, and... - Wait one damn minute. 426 00:22:46,804 --> 00:22:48,738 We came here because this hospital 427 00:22:48,806 --> 00:22:51,366 is supposed to be the best in Washington. 428 00:22:51,442 --> 00:22:53,910 That's my kid in there. My kid. 429 00:22:53,978 --> 00:22:57,175 And you have the audacity to stand here and tell me, "I don't know." 430 00:22:57,248 --> 00:22:58,806 Mr. Bryce... 431 00:22:58,883 --> 00:23:01,351 No, I want a doctor who knows what they're doing. 432 00:23:01,419 --> 00:23:03,785 You get me someone else, better than you. 433 00:23:03,855 --> 00:23:05,789 I am working hard on Katie's case. 434 00:23:05,857 --> 00:23:09,520 No, you're not. If you were, you'd be able to give me some answers. 435 00:23:09,594 --> 00:23:11,528 [Burke] I put you on a bypass machine, 436 00:23:11,596 --> 00:23:13,894 which pumps blood for your heart. 437 00:23:13,965 --> 00:23:18,993 Fix your ticker, take you off the machine. I'm done. Simple procedure. 438 00:23:19,070 --> 00:23:20,264 So I shouldn't worry? 439 00:23:20,338 --> 00:23:21,965 I'm very good at what I do. 440 00:23:22,040 --> 00:23:25,271 It still is surgery. There are some risks. 441 00:23:25,343 --> 00:23:28,335 I'll see you in the OR this afternoon, Mr. Savitch. 442 00:23:29,814 --> 00:23:33,147 You're not gonna leave me alone with that guy, are you? 443 00:23:34,385 --> 00:23:37,218 Oh, I'll be outside the OR the whole time. 444 00:23:37,288 --> 00:23:41,224 No, Dr. Burke is very good. Don't worry. 445 00:23:41,292 --> 00:23:42,725 I'll see you after. 446 00:23:42,794 --> 00:23:44,227 He'll be fine, right? 447 00:23:44,295 --> 00:23:46,160 Tony's gonna sail through it. 448 00:23:47,965 --> 00:23:51,366 You have nothing to worry about. I promise. 449 00:23:52,904 --> 00:23:55,065 Gotta go. 450 00:23:55,139 --> 00:23:57,733 - [Meredith] What are you doing? - Suturing a banana 451 00:23:57,809 --> 00:24:00,004 with the vain hope that it wakes up my brain. 452 00:24:00,078 --> 00:24:01,238 [Laughing] 453 00:24:01,312 --> 00:24:03,872 What are you smiling at, 007? 454 00:24:03,948 --> 00:24:06,143 I'm sorry. I get mean when I 'm tired. 455 00:24:06,217 --> 00:24:08,549 You know what? I don't care. 456 00:24:08,619 --> 00:24:12,282 I comforted a family, and I got to hang out in the OR today. 457 00:24:12,356 --> 00:24:13,653 All is well. 458 00:24:13,724 --> 00:24:15,157 Anybody know why we're here? 459 00:24:15,226 --> 00:24:16,591 Good morning. 460 00:24:16,661 --> 00:24:17,992 - Morning. - Morning. 461 00:24:18,062 --> 00:24:20,656 I'm gonna do something rare for a surgeon. 462 00:24:20,731 --> 00:24:22,665 I'm gonna ask interns for help. 463 00:24:22,733 --> 00:24:24,894 I've got this kid, Katie Bryce. 464 00:24:24,969 --> 00:24:27,369 Right now, she's a mystery. 465 00:24:27,438 --> 00:24:29,372 She doesn't respond to our meds. 466 00:24:29,440 --> 00:24:32,034 Labs are clean, scans are pure, 467 00:24:32,110 --> 00:24:35,409 but she's having grand mal seizures with no visible cause. 468 00:24:35,480 --> 00:24:37,209 She's a ticking clock. 469 00:24:37,281 --> 00:24:40,773 She's gonna die if I don't make a diagnosis, which is where you come in. 470 00:24:40,852 --> 00:24:42,376 I can't do it alone. 471 00:24:43,354 --> 00:24:45,481 I need your extra minds, extra eyes. 472 00:24:45,556 --> 00:24:49,993 I need you to play detective. I need you to find out why Katie's having seizures. 473 00:24:50,061 --> 00:24:53,360 You're tired. You got more work than you could possibly handle. 474 00:24:53,431 --> 00:24:57,060 I understand. So I'm gonna give you an incentive. 475 00:24:57,135 --> 00:24:59,729 Whoever finds the answer rides with me. 476 00:24:59,804 --> 00:25:01,931 Katie needs surgery. 477 00:25:02,006 --> 00:25:03,803 You get to do what no interns get to do: 478 00:25:03,875 --> 00:25:06,400 Scrub in to assist on an advanced procedure. 479 00:25:06,477 --> 00:25:08,775 Dr. Bailey's gonna hand you Katie's chart. 480 00:25:08,846 --> 00:25:10,279 The clock is ticking fast. 481 00:25:10,348 --> 00:25:12,782 If we're gonna save Katie's life, do it soon. 482 00:25:19,257 --> 00:25:20,690 [Alex] Did you just page me? 483 00:25:20,758 --> 00:25:23,022 [Nurse] Yes. 4-B's still short of breath. 484 00:25:23,094 --> 00:25:25,085 [Sighs] Give antibiotics time to work. 485 00:25:25,163 --> 00:25:28,826 - They should have worked by now. - She's old. She's freaking ancient. 486 00:25:28,900 --> 00:25:30,993 She's lucky she's still breathing. 487 00:25:31,068 --> 00:25:32,899 I got a shot to scrub in downstairs 488 00:25:32,970 --> 00:25:35,530 on a patient who wasn't alive during the Civil War. 489 00:25:35,606 --> 00:25:37,096 Don't page me again. 490 00:25:37,175 --> 00:25:41,441 [Woman on PA] Pain Management to 209. Pain Management to 209. 491 00:25:41,512 --> 00:25:43,343 Hey, I want in on Shepherd's surgery. 492 00:25:43,414 --> 00:25:46,906 You've been the intern on Katie since the start. Want to work together? 493 00:25:46,984 --> 00:25:49,680 Find the answer, we have a 50-50 chance of scrubbing in. 494 00:25:49,754 --> 00:25:52,188 I'll work with you, I don't want in on the surgery. 495 00:25:52,256 --> 00:25:54,724 It's the biggest opportunity any intern will get. 496 00:25:54,792 --> 00:25:56,919 I don't want to spend time with Shepherd. 497 00:25:56,994 --> 00:25:58,928 What do you have against Shepherd? 498 00:25:58,996 --> 00:26:01,089 If we find the answer, the surgery's yours. 499 00:26:01,165 --> 00:26:03,497 - Do you want to work together or not? - Deal. 500 00:26:03,568 --> 00:26:06,833 [Cristina] She doesn't have anoxia, renal failure or acidosis. 501 00:26:06,904 --> 00:26:08,838 It's not a tumor, her CT's clean. 502 00:26:08,906 --> 00:26:11,875 You're not gonna tell me why you won't work with Shepherd? 503 00:26:11,943 --> 00:26:13,877 No. What about infection? 504 00:26:13,945 --> 00:26:15,412 No, there's no white count. 505 00:26:15,479 --> 00:26:17,413 She has no CT lesions, no fevers, 506 00:26:17,481 --> 00:26:19,244 nothing in her spinal tap. 507 00:26:19,317 --> 00:26:21,114 Just tell me. 508 00:26:21,185 --> 00:26:25,053 You can't comment, make a face or react in any way. 509 00:26:27,124 --> 00:26:28,716 We had sex. 510 00:26:32,096 --> 00:26:33,825 What about an aneurysm? 511 00:26:33,898 --> 00:26:36,799 No blood on the CT and no headaches. 512 00:26:36,867 --> 00:26:40,598 OK. There's no drug use, no pregnancy, no trauma. 513 00:26:42,673 --> 00:26:44,004 Was he good? 514 00:26:44,075 --> 00:26:47,067 I mean, he looks like he'd be good. Was it any good? 515 00:26:49,413 --> 00:26:50,971 We're out of answers. 516 00:26:52,149 --> 00:26:54,083 What if no one comes up with anything? 517 00:26:54,151 --> 00:26:55,516 You mean, what if she dies? 518 00:26:55,586 --> 00:26:56,848 Yeah. 519 00:26:57,855 --> 00:27:01,723 This is gonna sound really bad, but I really wanted that surgery. 520 00:27:03,027 --> 00:27:05,757 She's never gonna get the chance to turn into a person. 521 00:27:05,830 --> 00:27:07,764 The sum total of her existence 522 00:27:07,832 --> 00:27:10,528 will be almost winning Miss Teen whatever. 523 00:27:12,737 --> 00:27:14,830 You know what her pageant talent is? 524 00:27:14,905 --> 00:27:18,534 - They have talent? - Rhythmic gymnastics. 525 00:27:18,609 --> 00:27:20,702 [Laughing] Oh, come on. 526 00:27:20,778 --> 00:27:22,473 What is rhythmic gymnastics? 527 00:27:22,546 --> 00:27:25,344 I can't even say it. I don't know what it is. 528 00:27:25,416 --> 00:27:27,907 [Laughing] 529 00:27:27,985 --> 00:27:30,818 I think it's something with a ball and a... 530 00:27:32,823 --> 00:27:34,051 What? 531 00:27:34,125 --> 00:27:35,888 Meredith, what? 532 00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:38,588 Get up. Come on. 533 00:27:38,663 --> 00:27:41,598 The only thing that she would possibly need is an angiogram. 534 00:27:41,666 --> 00:27:44,635 Oh. Oh, Dr. Shepherd, just one moment. 535 00:27:44,702 --> 00:27:46,602 Katie competes in beauty pageants. 536 00:27:46,671 --> 00:27:49,333 I know that, but we have to save her life anyway. 537 00:27:49,407 --> 00:27:52,274 She has no headaches, no neck pain, her CT is clean. 538 00:27:52,343 --> 00:27:56,245 There's no medical proof of an aneurysm, but what if she has an aneurysm anyway? 539 00:27:56,314 --> 00:28:00,250 - There are no indicators. - She twisted her ankle practicing. 540 00:28:00,318 --> 00:28:04,049 - I appreciate you trying to help... - When she twisted her ankle, she fell. 541 00:28:04,121 --> 00:28:06,487 It was no big deal, not even a bump on the head. 542 00:28:06,557 --> 00:28:09,185 She got up, iced her ankle, and everything was fine. 543 00:28:09,260 --> 00:28:12,195 It was a fall so minor, her doctor didn't think to mention it 544 00:28:12,263 --> 00:28:15,164 when I was taking her history, but she did fall. 545 00:28:15,232 --> 00:28:18,326 You know what the chance is that a fall could burst an aneurysm? 546 00:28:18,402 --> 00:28:19,994 One in a million, literally. 547 00:28:20,071 --> 00:28:22,596 [Woman over P.A.] Surgical scheduling is posted. 548 00:28:22,673 --> 00:28:24,004 [Bell dings] 549 00:28:27,078 --> 00:28:28,875 - Let's go. - [Meredith] Where? 550 00:28:28,946 --> 00:28:32,177 To find out if Katie's one in a million. 551 00:28:34,652 --> 00:28:35,983 [Sighs] 552 00:28:48,532 --> 00:28:49,931 I'll be damned. 553 00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:51,695 There it is. 554 00:28:53,771 --> 00:28:55,500 It's minute, but it's there. 555 00:28:57,274 --> 00:28:59,504 It's a subarachnoid hemorrhage. 556 00:28:59,577 --> 00:29:02,273 [Derek] She's bleeding into her brain. 557 00:29:06,584 --> 00:29:10,384 She could have gone through her entire life without it ever being a problem. 558 00:29:10,454 --> 00:29:13,218 - One tap in the right spot... - [Cristina] It exploded. 559 00:29:13,290 --> 00:29:15,554 Now I can fix it. You two did great work. 560 00:29:15,626 --> 00:29:19,289 Love to stay, but I got to tell Katie's parents she's having surgery. 561 00:29:19,363 --> 00:29:22,560 - Katie Bryce's chart, please. - Here you go. 562 00:29:22,633 --> 00:29:26,626 Dr. Shepherd, you'd said that you'd pick someone to scrub in if we helped? 563 00:29:26,704 --> 00:29:28,433 Oh, yes, right. Um... 564 00:29:28,506 --> 00:29:31,407 I'm sorry I can't take you both. It's gonna be a full house. 565 00:29:31,475 --> 00:29:33,033 Meredith, I'll see you in OR. 566 00:29:40,484 --> 00:29:42,111 Good. Thank you. 567 00:29:50,761 --> 00:29:51,989 Cristina... 568 00:29:52,062 --> 00:29:54,053 [- Butterfly Boucher: Life is Short] 569 00:30:54,825 --> 00:30:56,053 Wow, that was quick. 570 00:30:56,126 --> 00:30:58,959 [Burke] His heart had too much damage for a bypass. 571 00:30:59,029 --> 00:31:00,826 I had to let him go. 572 00:31:00,898 --> 00:31:04,732 It happens, rarely, but it does happen. 573 00:31:04,802 --> 00:31:06,497 The worst part of the game. 574 00:31:08,472 --> 00:31:10,667 But I told his wife... 575 00:31:10,741 --> 00:31:14,404 I told Gloria that he would be fine. 576 00:31:14,478 --> 00:31:16,776 - I promised her that... - You what? 577 00:31:16,847 --> 00:31:18,974 They have four little girls. 578 00:31:19,049 --> 00:31:21,381 This is my case. Did you hear me promise? 579 00:31:21,452 --> 00:31:24,421 The only one that can keep a promise like that is God, 580 00:31:24,488 --> 00:31:27,184 and I haven't seen him holding a scalpel lately. 581 00:31:27,258 --> 00:31:30,125 You never promise a patient's family a good outcome! 582 00:31:31,529 --> 00:31:32,518 I thought... 583 00:31:32,596 --> 00:31:34,860 You make promises to Mrs. Savitch? 584 00:31:34,932 --> 00:31:37,594 You get to be the one to tell her that she's a widow. 585 00:31:49,613 --> 00:31:50,944 Izzie. 586 00:31:53,951 --> 00:31:56,545 - Maybe Meredith couldn't... - Izzie. 587 00:32:00,391 --> 00:32:02,552 I'll tell him I changed my mind. 588 00:32:02,626 --> 00:32:04,958 Don't do me any favors. It's fine. 589 00:32:05,029 --> 00:32:06,621 Cristina... 590 00:32:06,697 --> 00:32:09,962 You did a cutthroat thing. Deal. Don't come to me for absolution. 591 00:32:10,034 --> 00:32:11,501 Want to be a shark, be a shark. 592 00:32:11,569 --> 00:32:13,867 - I'm not... - Oh, yes you are. 593 00:32:13,938 --> 00:32:16,498 Only it makes you feel bad in your warm, gooey places. 594 00:32:16,574 --> 00:32:20,567 No, screw you. I don't get picked for surgeries 'cause I slept with my boss, 595 00:32:20,644 --> 00:32:23,704 and I didn't get into med school 'cause I have a famous mother. 596 00:32:23,781 --> 00:32:25,840 Some of us have to earn what we get. 597 00:32:31,589 --> 00:32:37,084 [Woman over PA] Dr. Mayes to ICU. Dr. Mayes, report to ICU. 598 00:32:37,161 --> 00:32:41,029 Gloria, there were complications in the surgery. 599 00:32:42,499 --> 00:32:45,525 Tony's heart had a lot of damage. 600 00:32:45,603 --> 00:32:50,006 We tried to take him off bypass, but... 601 00:32:52,076 --> 00:32:54,408 ...there wasn't anything we could have done. 602 00:32:57,081 --> 00:32:59,049 What are you talking about? 603 00:32:59,116 --> 00:33:01,050 He... 604 00:33:03,187 --> 00:33:04,279 Tony died. 605 00:33:04,355 --> 00:33:05,913 He's dead. 606 00:33:07,491 --> 00:33:08,981 Gloria... 607 00:33:09,059 --> 00:33:11,892 ...I am so sorry. - Thank you. 608 00:33:16,367 --> 00:33:17,698 Please... 609 00:33:19,436 --> 00:33:21,063 ...go away. 610 00:33:32,049 --> 00:33:34,984 [GIoria sobbing] 611 00:33:50,100 --> 00:33:52,227 [Derek] I promised I'd make her look cool. 612 00:33:52,302 --> 00:33:54,827 Being a bald beauty queen is the worst thing 613 00:33:54,905 --> 00:33:57,305 that happened in the history of the world. 614 00:33:58,575 --> 00:34:01,738 Did you choose me for the surgery because I slept with you? 615 00:34:02,312 --> 00:34:03,336 Yes. 616 00:34:06,116 --> 00:34:07,447 I'm kidding. 617 00:34:07,951 --> 00:34:09,748 I'm not gonna scrub in for surgery. 618 00:34:09,820 --> 00:34:12,084 You should ask Cristina. She really wants it. 619 00:34:12,156 --> 00:34:14,590 You're Katie's doctor. And on your first day, 620 00:34:14,658 --> 00:34:17,126 with little training, you helped save her life. 621 00:34:17,194 --> 00:34:20,857 You earned the right to follow her case through to the finish. 622 00:34:20,931 --> 00:34:23,399 You shouldn't let the fact that we had sex 623 00:34:23,467 --> 00:34:25,867 get in the way of you taking your shot. 624 00:34:39,717 --> 00:34:41,947 I wish I wanted to be a chef 625 00:34:42,019 --> 00:34:45,682 or a ski instructor or a kindergarten teacher. 626 00:34:45,756 --> 00:34:50,125 You know, I would have been a really good postal worker. 627 00:34:50,194 --> 00:34:51,491 I'm dependable. 628 00:34:51,562 --> 00:34:52,824 [Chuckles] 629 00:34:52,896 --> 00:34:56,627 You know, my parents tell everyone they meet that their son's a surgeon, 630 00:34:56,700 --> 00:34:59,396 as if it's a big accomplishment. 631 00:35:00,704 --> 00:35:02,672 Superhero or something. 632 00:35:04,808 --> 00:35:06,639 If they could see me now. 633 00:35:08,979 --> 00:35:12,779 When I told my mother I wanted to go to medical school, 634 00:35:12,850 --> 00:35:15,284 she tried to talk me out of it. 635 00:35:16,220 --> 00:35:18,814 Said I didn't have what it takes to be a surgeon, 636 00:35:18,889 --> 00:35:21,050 that I'd never make it. 637 00:35:22,025 --> 00:35:24,550 So the way I see it, 638 00:35:24,628 --> 00:35:27,096 superhero sounds pretty damn good. 639 00:35:31,368 --> 00:35:33,529 We're gonna survive this, right? 640 00:35:39,743 --> 00:35:41,301 She's still short of breath. 641 00:35:41,378 --> 00:35:43,505 Did you get an ABG or a chest film? 642 00:35:43,580 --> 00:35:44,774 Oh, yes, sir, I did. 643 00:35:44,848 --> 00:35:47,408 [Richard] And what did you see? 644 00:35:47,484 --> 00:35:49,247 I had a lot of patients last night. 645 00:35:49,319 --> 00:35:51,310 Name the common causes of post-op fever. 646 00:35:51,388 --> 00:35:52,446 Uh, yes. 647 00:35:52,523 --> 00:35:54,718 From your head, not from a book. 648 00:35:54,792 --> 00:35:57,625 Don't look it up. Learn it. It should be in your head. 649 00:35:57,694 --> 00:35:59,889 Name the common causes of post-op fever. 650 00:35:59,963 --> 00:36:02,625 Uh... the common causes of post... 651 00:36:02,699 --> 00:36:06,658 Can anybody name the common causes of post-op fever? 652 00:36:08,205 --> 00:36:11,834 [Meredith] Wind, water, wound, walking, wonder drugs. 653 00:36:11,909 --> 00:36:13,467 The five W's. 654 00:36:13,544 --> 00:36:17,139 Most of the time, it's wind, splinting or pneumonia. 655 00:36:18,282 --> 00:36:22,309 Pneumonia's easy to assume, especially if you're too busy to do the tests. 656 00:36:27,691 --> 00:36:29,556 What do you think's wrong with 4-B? 657 00:36:29,626 --> 00:36:31,059 The fourth W, walking. 658 00:36:31,128 --> 00:36:34,063 I think she's a prime candidate for a pulmonary embolus. 659 00:36:34,131 --> 00:36:35,428 How would you diagnose? 660 00:36:37,501 --> 00:36:39,560 Spiral CT, VIQ scan, 661 00:36:39,636 --> 00:36:42,662 provide O2, dose with heparin 662 00:36:42,739 --> 00:36:45,765 and consult for an IVC filter. 663 00:36:46,977 --> 00:36:48,444 Do exactly as she says, 664 00:36:48,512 --> 00:36:52,812 then tell your resident that I want you off this case. 665 00:36:52,883 --> 00:36:57,013 I'd know you anywhere. You're the spitting image of your mother. 666 00:36:57,087 --> 00:36:59,078 Welcome to the game. 667 00:36:59,156 --> 00:37:02,125 [- Thirteen Senses: Into the Fire] 668 00:37:16,206 --> 00:37:19,972 All right, everybody. It's a beautiful night to save lives. 669 00:37:20,043 --> 00:37:21,374 Let's have some fun. 670 00:37:30,454 --> 00:37:33,912 [Meredith] I can't think of any one reason why I want to be a surgeon... 671 00:37:36,093 --> 00:37:39,392 ... but I can think of 1,000 reasons why I should quit. 672 00:37:53,577 --> 00:37:56,102 [Meredith] They make it hard on purpose. 673 00:38:00,450 --> 00:38:03,044 There are lives in our hands. 674 00:38:11,295 --> 00:38:14,787 There comes a moment when it's more than just a game... 675 00:38:14,865 --> 00:38:15,923 [beeping] 676 00:38:26,376 --> 00:38:29,573 ... and you either take that step forward 677 00:38:29,646 --> 00:38:32,479 or turn around and walk away. 678 00:38:51,468 --> 00:38:55,564 [Meredith] I could quit, but here's the thing... 679 00:38:57,174 --> 00:39:00,735 ... I love the playing field. 680 00:39:07,784 --> 00:39:10,548 - It was a good surgery. - Yeah. 681 00:39:19,363 --> 00:39:20,853 We don't have to do that thing 682 00:39:20,931 --> 00:39:23,900 where I say something and then you say something, 683 00:39:23,967 --> 00:39:26,561 and then somebody cries, and there's a moment. 684 00:39:26,636 --> 00:39:29,230 - Yuck. - Good. 685 00:39:32,809 --> 00:39:36,609 You should get some sleep. You look like crap. 686 00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:38,580 I look better than you. 687 00:39:38,648 --> 00:39:40,411 That's not possible. 688 00:39:45,355 --> 00:39:47,016 [Sighs] 689 00:39:57,267 --> 00:39:58,791 That was amazing. 690 00:40:01,505 --> 00:40:02,563 Hmm. 691 00:40:03,607 --> 00:40:05,336 You practice on cadavers, 692 00:40:07,344 --> 00:40:08,811 you observe 693 00:40:08,879 --> 00:40:11,541 and you think you know what you're gonna feel like 694 00:40:11,615 --> 00:40:14,175 standing over that table, but... 695 00:40:14,251 --> 00:40:17,482 ...that was such a high. 696 00:40:20,424 --> 00:40:23,723 I don't know why anybody does drugs. 697 00:40:25,796 --> 00:40:27,764 Yeah. 698 00:40:32,035 --> 00:40:33,400 Yeah. 699 00:40:36,406 --> 00:40:38,931 I should, uh, go do this. 700 00:40:41,011 --> 00:40:43,206 You should. 701 00:40:45,782 --> 00:40:48,307 I'll see you around. 702 00:40:48,385 --> 00:40:50,376 See you around. 703 00:40:50,454 --> 00:40:52,183 See you. 704 00:40:56,693 --> 00:40:58,058 [Meredith] So... 705 00:40:58,128 --> 00:41:01,461 ... I made it through my first shift. 706 00:41:01,531 --> 00:41:04,091 We all did. 707 00:41:04,167 --> 00:41:06,101 The other interns are all good people. 708 00:41:06,169 --> 00:41:07,534 You'd like them... 709 00:41:08,605 --> 00:41:09,970 ... I think. 710 00:41:10,907 --> 00:41:13,375 I don't know, maybe. 711 00:41:14,678 --> 00:41:16,270 I like them. 712 00:41:17,581 --> 00:41:20,141 [Bell jingles] 713 00:41:21,618 --> 00:41:23,609 Oh, and I changed my mind. 714 00:41:23,687 --> 00:41:27,384 I'm not gonna sell the house. I'm gonna keep it. 715 00:41:28,992 --> 00:41:31,256 I'll have to get a couple of roommates, 716 00:41:31,328 --> 00:41:34,263 but it's home, you know? 717 00:41:37,434 --> 00:41:39,129 Are you the doctor? 718 00:41:39,202 --> 00:41:40,499 No. 719 00:41:41,872 --> 00:41:46,138 I'm not your doctor, but I am a doctor. 720 00:41:51,681 --> 00:41:53,080 What's your name? 721 00:41:55,919 --> 00:41:58,854 It's me, Mom. Meredith. 722 00:42:01,758 --> 00:42:03,316 All right. 723 00:42:09,432 --> 00:42:11,764 I used to be a doctor, I think. 724 00:42:22,646 --> 00:42:24,807 You were a doctor, Mom. 725 00:42:24,881 --> 00:42:26,815 You were a surgeon. 9999 00:00:0,500 --> 00:00:2,00 www.tvsubtitles.net