1 00:00:02,002 --> 00:00:04,628 ♪ Life goes on and on and on... ♪ 2 00:00:04,629 --> 00:00:09,009 [Grey] The Greek myths loved to talk about the perils of hubris. 3 00:00:09,592 --> 00:00:13,138 The dangers of believing you can outrun the will of the gods. 4 00:00:13,972 --> 00:00:15,681 [Adams] How is she still out there? 5 00:00:15,682 --> 00:00:16,890 It's already a hundred degrees. 6 00:00:16,891 --> 00:00:19,351 [Griffith] She's barely left that chair in six weeks. 7 00:00:19,352 --> 00:00:21,895 [Kwan] Grief doesn't care that it's the hottest spring on record. 8 00:00:21,896 --> 00:00:23,397 [Griffith] One of us needs to go out there. 9 00:00:23,398 --> 00:00:25,941 She can't be late on her first day back or pass out from heatstroke. 10 00:00:25,942 --> 00:00:27,027 Not it. 11 00:00:28,445 --> 00:00:29,987 - How long has she been out there? - Too long. 12 00:00:29,988 --> 00:00:31,780 Wish there was something we could do for her. 13 00:00:31,781 --> 00:00:33,491 Yeah, bring her sister back from the dead. 14 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:35,325 - I'm being serious. - I am too. 15 00:00:35,326 --> 00:00:38,120 - I knew it. She's not ready. - [Yasuda] Ready for what? 16 00:00:38,121 --> 00:00:41,206 [Grey] As surgeons we need hubris just to get through the day. 17 00:00:41,207 --> 00:00:42,459 Come on, losers. 18 00:00:43,710 --> 00:00:44,710 Let's ride. 19 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:47,254 [Grey] We have to believe we can fix people, 20 00:00:47,255 --> 00:00:49,174 even with the odds stacked against us. 21 00:00:49,841 --> 00:00:51,760 ♪ Everything's going my way ♪ 22 00:00:53,511 --> 00:00:54,763 [customers groan] 23 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:56,681 [sighs] 24 00:00:57,390 --> 00:00:58,391 Okay. 25 00:01:00,185 --> 00:01:03,520 - Oh, sorry. Nora, what are you doing here? - [gasps] Hey. [chuckles] 26 00:01:03,521 --> 00:01:05,481 I was gonna text you. I have a follow-up with Teddy. 27 00:01:05,482 --> 00:01:09,151 Well, had. I just heard it was canceled. And now my car won't start. 28 00:01:09,152 --> 00:01:11,528 And I've been on hold with the tow company for 20 minutes. 29 00:01:11,529 --> 00:01:13,697 Well, if they're as busy as we are, you're gonna wait a while. 30 00:01:13,698 --> 00:01:15,407 - You should get out of this heat. - No kidding. 31 00:01:15,408 --> 00:01:17,826 My ten-year-old baked cookies on the hood of my car yesterday. 32 00:01:17,827 --> 00:01:19,912 - Didn't we do that once? - [chuckles] Yeah. On your porch. 33 00:01:19,913 --> 00:01:22,998 And then the dough sat there for an hour doing nothing, then your dog ate them. 34 00:01:22,999 --> 00:01:24,500 [chuckles] That's right. 35 00:01:24,501 --> 00:01:26,293 - [siren wailing] - [horn honking] 36 00:01:26,294 --> 00:01:27,878 Uh, I should get back in there. 37 00:01:27,879 --> 00:01:29,213 - Like your bat signal. - [chuckles] 38 00:01:29,214 --> 00:01:31,965 - Are you calling me a superhero? - You did save my life. 39 00:01:31,966 --> 00:01:33,926 Technically, that was Teddy. 40 00:01:33,927 --> 00:01:34,969 Hmm. 41 00:01:35,804 --> 00:01:38,222 Anyway, there... there's a cooling center in the clinic. 42 00:01:38,223 --> 00:01:40,349 So, you're more than welcome to wait there. 43 00:01:40,350 --> 00:01:43,268 - Okay. - And, yeah. Good luck with your car. 44 00:01:43,269 --> 00:01:44,354 - Thank you. - Yeah. 45 00:01:45,063 --> 00:01:48,608 [Grey] Humility makes you good, but ego makes you great. 46 00:01:49,192 --> 00:01:52,654 I got the two last iced coffees on earth, and one is for you. 47 00:01:54,280 --> 00:01:55,864 I have this amazing case. 48 00:01:55,865 --> 00:01:57,324 Some might call it impossible. 49 00:01:57,325 --> 00:01:59,159 Which is where I am focusing my energy right now. 50 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:00,577 But there is a cardiothoracic component, 51 00:02:00,578 --> 00:02:02,746 and I thought, "Who better to do it with than, uh..." 52 00:02:02,747 --> 00:02:05,125 Thanks again for last night. Call me? 53 00:02:07,669 --> 00:02:08,795 - Thank you. - [Ndugu] Oh. 54 00:02:11,798 --> 00:02:12,923 Sorry about that. 55 00:02:12,924 --> 00:02:15,760 Mmm. I'm sorry about your coffee. 56 00:02:16,427 --> 00:02:18,470 [Grey] If that means flying a little too close to the sun, 57 00:02:18,471 --> 00:02:21,181 well, that's a risk we're willing to take. 58 00:02:21,182 --> 00:02:25,727 - Yasuda. How you feeling? Any pain? - A little. Not much. 59 00:02:25,728 --> 00:02:28,273 - Okay, you still taking meds? - Just the NSAIDs. 60 00:02:29,315 --> 00:02:32,860 - And PT? - Benching 180. [chuckles] Kidding. 61 00:02:32,861 --> 00:02:34,862 I have the upper-body strength of a jellyfish. 62 00:02:34,863 --> 00:02:38,073 Listen, it can be hard coming back to a place 63 00:02:38,074 --> 00:02:43,078 where something traumatic happened, so just be patient with yourself. 64 00:02:43,079 --> 00:02:45,415 Thanks. But what I need is routine. I'm... 65 00:02:46,249 --> 00:02:47,584 I'm ready to get back to work. 66 00:02:48,084 --> 00:02:50,335 Okay then. Welcome back. 67 00:02:50,336 --> 00:02:54,047 We have an expected high of 108. That means a full ER. 68 00:02:54,048 --> 00:02:55,924 Lots of heat-related illness, 69 00:02:55,925 --> 00:02:58,385 especially amongst the most vulnerable populations. 70 00:02:58,386 --> 00:03:00,512 [Teddy] Fortunately, we have some extra local doctors 71 00:03:00,513 --> 00:03:01,722 who have agreed to help us out. 72 00:03:01,723 --> 00:03:03,223 Please show them a warm welcome. 73 00:03:03,224 --> 00:03:07,644 We have cool IV fluids, misters and inflatable ice baths. Use them. 74 00:03:07,645 --> 00:03:11,356 Cold immersion is the fastest way to lower internal body temperatures. 75 00:03:11,357 --> 00:03:15,027 All elective surgeries have been canceled until further notice. 76 00:03:15,028 --> 00:03:16,737 Looks like your surgery just went up in flames. 77 00:03:16,738 --> 00:03:19,823 ...for the following symptoms: cramping, nausea, vomiting, dizziness, headaches. 78 00:03:19,824 --> 00:03:22,409 [Altman] Take care of yourselves, hydrate, and we will get through this. 79 00:03:22,410 --> 00:03:23,536 Let's get back to work. 80 00:03:24,162 --> 00:03:25,621 I know that you've been on since yesterday, 81 00:03:25,622 --> 00:03:28,207 - but you need to take a break. - I'm good for now. 82 00:03:28,208 --> 00:03:29,458 Guess I should find my patient. 83 00:03:29,459 --> 00:03:31,794 Come on. I'll introduce you before she has to leave. 84 00:03:32,420 --> 00:03:35,005 Hey, Chief. Uh, I'm on your service, 85 00:03:35,006 --> 00:03:37,591 and I'm ready to be the best surgical wingman you have ever seen. 86 00:03:37,592 --> 00:03:39,718 I'm glad you're here, but no scrubbing in today. 87 00:03:39,719 --> 00:03:41,929 Today I need first responder Ben Warren. 88 00:03:41,930 --> 00:03:44,890 - You'll be managing overflow. - [stammers] You want me on admin? 89 00:03:44,891 --> 00:03:48,060 What I need today is someone who is good in a crisis. 90 00:03:48,061 --> 00:03:52,357 I want you to communicate with the command center and update me as needed. 91 00:03:53,399 --> 00:03:55,692 Can't imagine having to give birth in this heat. 92 00:03:55,693 --> 00:03:58,320 - Yeah. - Or, you know, ever. 93 00:03:58,321 --> 00:04:03,158 [sighs] Turns out, extreme heat can cause preterm labor. So that's fun. 94 00:04:03,159 --> 00:04:04,576 - You know what's more fun? - What? 95 00:04:04,577 --> 00:04:06,287 The guy can't fix our AC today. 96 00:04:06,871 --> 00:04:08,372 Then call a different guy. 97 00:04:08,373 --> 00:04:10,749 I've tried, like, ten guys. They're all slammed. 98 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:14,962 The kids can't sleep in 90-degree heat. I can't sleep in 90-degree heat. 99 00:04:14,963 --> 00:04:16,255 Fortunately, we don't have to. 100 00:04:16,256 --> 00:04:19,675 We could get a hotel for the night, or I could find us a house to rent. 101 00:04:19,676 --> 00:04:21,718 Ugh! Damn it! [sighs] 102 00:04:21,719 --> 00:04:23,304 Can you just figure it out? 103 00:04:24,472 --> 00:04:29,268 Jackie, Sky, this is Dr. Winston Ndugu, our chief of cardiothoracic surgery. 104 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,687 He has agreed to work on Jackie's case with me. 105 00:04:31,688 --> 00:04:34,606 - Oh, my God. You're the guy. - Jackie. 106 00:04:34,607 --> 00:04:37,026 - You ghosted my mom. - Oh, no. 107 00:04:37,610 --> 00:04:39,444 I recognize you from the profile on the app. 108 00:04:39,445 --> 00:04:41,656 My mom showed it to me in case she went missing. 109 00:04:43,366 --> 00:04:44,408 Hello. Again. 110 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:46,118 If you want another doctor, I can... 111 00:04:46,119 --> 00:04:49,621 No, no, I have bigger things to worry about than a guy I went out with once. 112 00:04:49,622 --> 00:04:52,292 As long as you're excellent at your job, I'm good. 113 00:04:54,085 --> 00:04:54,960 Okay. 114 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:58,714 Jackie Williams, 18, recently diagnosed with Marfan syndrome, 115 00:04:58,715 --> 00:05:01,300 a connective tissue disorder that weakens blood vessels. 116 00:05:01,301 --> 00:05:05,804 She has three brain aneurysms as well as an aortic root aneurysm. 117 00:05:05,805 --> 00:05:08,181 I got a full ride to Georgia Tech for basketball. 118 00:05:08,182 --> 00:05:09,850 A week later, I get this diagnosis. 119 00:05:09,851 --> 00:05:12,644 And they're telling us that they have to push Jackie's surgery? 120 00:05:12,645 --> 00:05:15,647 The hospital needs to dedicate all resources to the heat dome. 121 00:05:15,648 --> 00:05:19,443 Well, her father died of a ruptured brain aneurysm at 27, 122 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:21,236 and now we know it was probably Marfan too. 123 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:23,780 We'd really like to get this taken care of. 124 00:05:23,781 --> 00:05:26,867 We should sneak her into CT just to take a look. 125 00:05:26,868 --> 00:05:28,619 Thank you, Dr. Ndugu. 126 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:31,039 - Least I can do. - No crap. 127 00:05:35,001 --> 00:05:38,003 - I thought you were seeing Beltran. - I'm seeing a few people. 128 00:05:38,004 --> 00:05:39,546 Clearly. 129 00:05:39,547 --> 00:05:42,007 I'm really glad that you're back. If you need anything-- 130 00:05:42,008 --> 00:05:43,759 - Don't. I'm good. Really. - [Hunt] Let's go. 131 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:45,219 You're with me. 132 00:05:45,845 --> 00:05:47,137 [paramedic 1] Carl Holcomb, 52, 133 00:05:47,138 --> 00:05:49,890 was operating a crane when it collapsed on an apartment building. 134 00:05:49,891 --> 00:05:51,433 Temp in the field was 109. 135 00:05:51,434 --> 00:05:53,685 Fluid and cooling measures initiated en route. 136 00:05:53,686 --> 00:05:56,104 Temp currently at 106, and he's still altered. 137 00:05:56,105 --> 00:05:58,607 [Bailey] All right. We need to get his temperature down fast. 138 00:05:58,608 --> 00:06:01,360 [Carl panting] My nephew, shaggy hair. I-Is he... 139 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:03,945 - He was on the phone. I tried to yell. - [Bailey] We've got him. 140 00:06:03,946 --> 00:06:05,530 [paramedic 2] David Holcomb, 20-year-old male, 141 00:06:05,531 --> 00:06:07,199 crush injuries to the abdomen and right upper... 142 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:09,409 - [Lincoln] Whoa, whoa, whoa. - [Hunt] Go, go, go, go. 143 00:06:09,410 --> 00:06:11,370 He's burning up! Let's get a gurney out here. 144 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:13,205 Get everybody inside and page for more hands! 145 00:06:13,206 --> 00:06:15,750 [sirens wailing] 146 00:06:21,964 --> 00:06:23,758 Oh, Lord help us. 147 00:06:34,268 --> 00:06:37,063 Guessing shooting guard? That's a position in basketball. 148 00:06:37,647 --> 00:06:39,982 {\an8}- She thinks she's funny. - No, she's right. Um... 149 00:06:40,483 --> 00:06:42,067 {\an8}Huge Storm fan. Sue Bird's my idol. 150 00:06:42,068 --> 00:06:43,903 {\an8}[Molly] Excuse me, Blue, Dr. Kwan. 151 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:47,280 {\an8}- We'll meet you in CT. - [sighs] Yeah. 152 00:06:47,281 --> 00:06:49,282 {\an8}Hi. What are you doing here? 153 00:06:49,283 --> 00:06:51,828 {\an8}I heard about the heat dome, and I hopped on a plane to come help. 154 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:54,830 {\an8}That was a lie. I'm sorry. I don't know why I said that. 155 00:06:54,831 --> 00:06:55,998 {\an8}Is everything okay? 156 00:06:57,250 --> 00:06:58,917 {\an8}- Dave proposed. - Oh. 157 00:06:58,918 --> 00:07:02,755 {\an8}Yeah. He, um, proposed, and I immediately came here. 158 00:07:03,381 --> 00:07:06,633 {\an8}Like ever since that day that you kissed me, 159 00:07:06,634 --> 00:07:08,970 {\an8}I just haven't been able to get you out of my head. 160 00:07:10,304 --> 00:07:11,930 {\an8}And I don't know what to do. 161 00:07:11,931 --> 00:07:14,517 {\an8}So I just thought... [sighs] 162 00:07:15,101 --> 00:07:16,644 {\an8}I don't know what I thought. 163 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:19,105 {\an8}But I had to see you. 164 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:21,606 {\an8}- I-- - [phone vibrating] 165 00:07:21,607 --> 00:07:23,568 {\an8}- [elevator dings] - [sighs] 166 00:07:24,902 --> 00:07:25,944 {\an8}[sighs, stammers] 167 00:07:25,945 --> 00:07:29,824 {\an8}- This is not a good time. Can we-- - No. You're busy. I don't wanna keep you. 168 00:07:40,626 --> 00:07:44,212 {\an8}Sky. Jackie's on her way to CT now. 169 00:07:44,213 --> 00:07:45,298 {\an8}Thanks. 170 00:07:48,801 --> 00:07:52,888 {\an8}My divorce was more amicable than most. 171 00:07:52,889 --> 00:07:56,184 {\an8}But still, it's been rough. 172 00:07:56,767 --> 00:07:59,019 {\an8}So I've been trying to get back out there. 173 00:07:59,020 --> 00:08:02,355 {\an8}And, yeah, I'm just not ready for anything serious right now. 174 00:08:02,356 --> 00:08:04,524 {\an8}That's what I should have told you after our date. 175 00:08:04,525 --> 00:08:08,361 {\an8}For the record, I never used the term "ghosting" with my daughter. [chuckles] 176 00:08:08,362 --> 00:08:11,698 {\an8}Either way, I... I messed up. I'm sorry. 177 00:08:11,699 --> 00:08:16,411 {\an8}Dating as a single mom... [sighs] ...it isn't exactly a pleasure cruise. 178 00:08:16,412 --> 00:08:18,038 {\an8}But none of that matters now. 179 00:08:18,039 --> 00:08:20,332 {\an8}Since Jackie's symptoms started, 180 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:23,503 {\an8}all my energy is going to making sure she gets the best care. 181 00:08:24,253 --> 00:08:25,754 {\an8}Well, you've come to the right place. 182 00:08:25,755 --> 00:08:27,297 {\an8}Jackie's my whole world. 183 00:08:27,298 --> 00:08:29,634 {\an8}You can ghost me, that's... that's fine, 184 00:08:30,843 --> 00:08:33,596 {\an8}but you do not mess around with my girl. 185 00:08:34,555 --> 00:08:36,057 {\an8}I wouldn't dream of it. 186 00:08:44,607 --> 00:08:46,566 {\an8}[Bailey] Okay, nephew's in Trauma 1. How's he doing? 187 00:08:46,567 --> 00:08:50,403 {\an8}Temp's 105. Heart rate's rising, and Adams got the last ice bath. 188 00:08:50,404 --> 00:08:53,323 {\an8}- [Adams] Sorry. - My nephew. Please say he's okay? 189 00:08:53,324 --> 00:08:56,118 {\an8}- [crying] Did I kill him? - We'll try to find out. 190 00:08:56,702 --> 00:08:57,744 {\an8}He's delirious. 191 00:08:57,745 --> 00:09:01,122 {\an8}We have to cool him down quickly or he risks permanent organ damage. 192 00:09:01,123 --> 00:09:03,458 {\an8}I need a body bag and ice right now. 193 00:09:03,459 --> 00:09:06,628 {\an8}The ER's out of body bags. Do you want me to go to the morgue? 194 00:09:06,629 --> 00:09:08,548 {\an8}- No, I want you to run to the morgue. - Okay. 195 00:09:09,298 --> 00:09:11,008 {\an8}- I can go by myself. - I wanna help. 196 00:09:13,928 --> 00:09:15,512 {\an8}- [heart monitor blaring] - Sir? 197 00:09:15,513 --> 00:09:19,058 {\an8}Sir! Uh, Adams, get me an intubation tray. 198 00:09:20,226 --> 00:09:22,477 {\an8}- [Lincoln] He's got an unstable humerus. - Free fluid in the abdomen. 199 00:09:22,478 --> 00:09:25,480 {\an8}I heard you might need some help in here. I brought some visitors. 200 00:09:25,481 --> 00:09:28,275 {\an8}Dr. Walters, Nurse Constantine and Dr. Beckman. 201 00:09:28,276 --> 00:09:29,734 {\an8}- I thought Dr. Beckman was-- - A man? 202 00:09:29,735 --> 00:09:31,696 {\an8}That'd be my husband, I'm just helping out for the day. 203 00:09:32,280 --> 00:09:35,448 {\an8}Dr. Hunt. Wondered if I'd see you. What happened here? 204 00:09:35,449 --> 00:09:37,909 {\an8}[Lincoln] Poor kid wasn't paying attention. Crane fell on him. 205 00:09:37,910 --> 00:09:40,537 {\an8}[Cass] That's a hell of a wake-up call. We should get him to CT before-- 206 00:09:40,538 --> 00:09:42,247 {\an8}- [heart monitor blaring] - BP's tanking. 207 00:09:42,248 --> 00:09:45,626 {\an8}Guess we'll go straight into surgery. Who's gonna help me find an OR? 208 00:09:46,836 --> 00:09:48,712 {\an8}What? No bossy women in your lives? Come on. 209 00:09:48,713 --> 00:09:50,089 {\an8}- Splint the arm later. - Yeah. Let's go. 210 00:09:50,756 --> 00:09:54,384 {\an8}- My patient's got a temperature of 105. - Oh, yeah? Well, mine's 104 and pregnant. 211 00:09:54,385 --> 00:09:56,678 {\an8}You know, pregnancy doesn't automatically trump everything else. 212 00:09:56,679 --> 00:09:59,180 {\an8}I trump you, so I should get the rest of the ice. 213 00:09:59,181 --> 00:10:01,474 {\an8}No! No, no, no, no, no. That's my ice! 214 00:10:01,475 --> 00:10:04,436 {\an8}Jo, there's a machine in the attendings' lounge. Try there. 215 00:10:04,437 --> 00:10:06,272 {\an8}- Empty. - Okay, well, the cafeteria then. 216 00:10:06,939 --> 00:10:08,356 {\an8}ICU? Dermatology? 217 00:10:08,357 --> 00:10:11,611 {\an8}- Okay, I will be the adult and order some. - [Warren] Thank you. 218 00:10:12,653 --> 00:10:14,487 There's a convenience store over on Pine. You should... 219 00:10:14,488 --> 00:10:16,906 - Just faster to go. - Why are you bossing me around? 220 00:10:16,907 --> 00:10:18,867 Because I'm dealing with overflow for Chief. 221 00:10:18,868 --> 00:10:21,119 We barely have enough orderlies, and, well, we need ice. 222 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:23,289 Load as much as you can in your car and just hurry back. 223 00:10:26,375 --> 00:10:27,834 I didn't drive today. 224 00:10:27,835 --> 00:10:29,587 Okay, we'll take my car. [sighs] 225 00:10:39,680 --> 00:10:41,474 [sighs] It's nice in here. 226 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:44,226 Quiet. Peaceful. 227 00:10:46,103 --> 00:10:47,772 Which one do you think was Chloe's? 228 00:10:50,608 --> 00:10:51,609 I don't know. 229 00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:57,281 I bet she was happy here. 230 00:10:59,700 --> 00:11:02,161 She always liked cold weather. 231 00:11:03,913 --> 00:11:04,914 Mika? 232 00:11:07,541 --> 00:11:08,541 Come on. 233 00:11:08,542 --> 00:11:11,295 We keep this guy waiting any longer, we'll kill him too. 234 00:11:16,300 --> 00:11:17,301 Go ahead. 235 00:11:19,679 --> 00:11:21,180 [beeping] 236 00:11:23,557 --> 00:11:26,893 How's Molly? Adams swore me to secrecy. 237 00:11:26,894 --> 00:11:27,978 Molly is... 238 00:11:29,021 --> 00:11:31,523 deciding if she wants to marry her boyfriend. 239 00:11:31,524 --> 00:11:33,025 Do you still have feelings for her? 240 00:11:35,528 --> 00:11:36,904 Too much has happened. 241 00:11:37,405 --> 00:11:40,074 It would be impossible to make it work now. 242 00:11:40,574 --> 00:11:43,994 Maybe it wouldn't be as hard as you think. 243 00:11:44,662 --> 00:11:46,287 [Jackie] How much longer do I have to be in here? 244 00:11:46,288 --> 00:11:49,541 I'm supposed to be in Georgia right now starting team workouts, 245 00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:54,295 but instead, I'm sitting in this giant tube with blood bombs in my brain. 246 00:11:54,296 --> 00:11:57,757 Well, maybe when this is all done, you can look into a low-contact sport. 247 00:11:57,758 --> 00:11:59,676 Basketball's the only thing I've ever loved. 248 00:11:59,677 --> 00:12:01,636 So I'm not letting it go that easy. 249 00:12:01,637 --> 00:12:04,180 After all this is over, I'm gonna find a way to play. 250 00:12:04,181 --> 00:12:08,060 Good luck convincing a pro team to take that kind of risk on you. 251 00:12:09,228 --> 00:12:10,228 [Griffith] Scans are up. 252 00:12:10,229 --> 00:12:11,981 [Shepherd] Let's see what we've got. 253 00:12:12,565 --> 00:12:17,652 Okay. The aortic route aneurysm definitely needs surgery ASAP. 254 00:12:17,653 --> 00:12:22,115 [Shepherd] Okay, this is the brain CTA. All right, there's two on the MCA. 255 00:12:22,116 --> 00:12:24,827 There's one aneurysm on the ACA. 256 00:12:25,411 --> 00:12:28,288 Damn it. See this one in the posterior circulation? 257 00:12:28,289 --> 00:12:30,999 That is on the basilar artery. That's new. 258 00:12:31,000 --> 00:12:33,168 - [Kwan] And big. - [Shepherd] Mm-hmm. 259 00:12:33,169 --> 00:12:36,129 Yep, that's Godzilla on steroids. We need to embolize that immediately. 260 00:12:36,130 --> 00:12:37,422 [Kwan] Do you do it endovascularly? 261 00:12:37,423 --> 00:12:39,966 If we can get the right angle. If not, we'll have to convert to open. 262 00:12:39,967 --> 00:12:42,051 And I'm gonna need you to put her on bypass. 263 00:12:42,052 --> 00:12:44,554 Uh... No. It would be too much stress on the heart. 264 00:12:44,555 --> 00:12:46,973 It could cause the aortic route aneurysm to rupture. 265 00:12:46,974 --> 00:12:50,436 I mean, this could rupture at any second. If that explodes, she's brain dead. 266 00:12:52,229 --> 00:12:54,189 So what do we tell the mom? 267 00:12:54,190 --> 00:12:57,318 We tell her I will go in endovascularly, 268 00:12:58,652 --> 00:13:01,489 and we pray that I don't have to open her up. 269 00:13:06,410 --> 00:13:10,163 I don't understand. I thought that all surgeries were postponed. 270 00:13:10,164 --> 00:13:12,540 Well, her case is now considered emergent. 271 00:13:12,541 --> 00:13:14,751 You said that the brain aneurysm could wait. 272 00:13:14,752 --> 00:13:19,255 This new one is larger than the others and in a more concerning location. 273 00:13:19,256 --> 00:13:22,968 - Does that mean that it's harder to fix? - Mom. Don't freak out. 274 00:13:23,469 --> 00:13:24,969 I was going to need this anyway, 275 00:13:24,970 --> 00:13:27,515 and she's the only doctor who actually said yes. 276 00:13:28,265 --> 00:13:29,933 Are you sure you can still do this? 277 00:13:29,934 --> 00:13:32,560 This aneurysm is difficult, but it's the same game, 278 00:13:32,561 --> 00:13:34,020 and I've been playing for a long time. 279 00:13:34,021 --> 00:13:35,689 I know how to do this. 280 00:13:37,191 --> 00:13:40,026 - Do we have to decide right now? - I'd like to proceed sooner than-- 281 00:13:40,027 --> 00:13:41,820 You should take a minute to think about it. 282 00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:42,779 Kwan. 283 00:13:42,780 --> 00:13:46,032 I know my word might not hold a lot of weight right now, 284 00:13:46,033 --> 00:13:48,535 but Jackie does need this surgery. 285 00:13:48,536 --> 00:13:50,496 And you want Dr. Shepherd to do it. 286 00:13:50,996 --> 00:13:51,997 I promise. 287 00:13:53,916 --> 00:13:55,292 It's my only shot. 288 00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:00,130 Then I guess you better take it. 289 00:14:08,138 --> 00:14:09,681 [Jess] We should clear the air. 290 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:12,308 - I'm sorry? - I am sorry for what happened with Teddy. 291 00:14:12,309 --> 00:14:13,393 We should get in there. 292 00:14:13,394 --> 00:14:16,563 Look, what happened was not my finest moment. 293 00:14:16,564 --> 00:14:19,275 I don't typically go around kissing other people's wives. 294 00:14:19,859 --> 00:14:23,112 We were just having a good time, and it was a misunderstanding. 295 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:25,531 And it was my misunderstanding. 296 00:14:27,908 --> 00:14:29,701 [Hunt] I know. [sighs] 297 00:14:29,702 --> 00:14:32,120 No apology necessary. I trust my wife. 298 00:14:32,121 --> 00:14:34,747 She told me it was nothing, and I believe her. We're good. 299 00:14:34,748 --> 00:14:36,000 Okay. 300 00:14:37,334 --> 00:14:40,796 Wait, what would you have done just now if Teddy hadn't told me about the kiss? 301 00:14:41,672 --> 00:14:43,007 Crawled under a rock and died. 302 00:14:43,674 --> 00:14:45,174 [both chuckling] 303 00:14:45,175 --> 00:14:47,969 - [Warren] Chief. Chief. - [Altman] Seattle Pres's generator failed, 304 00:14:47,970 --> 00:14:53,182 and a semi truck blew a tire and caused a 15-car pileup on the 5. 305 00:14:53,183 --> 00:14:56,728 That means more incoming traumas and staff caught in traffic. 306 00:14:56,729 --> 00:15:00,315 So this is not a great time to tell you that the ICU is full, huh? 307 00:15:00,316 --> 00:15:03,484 I have 700 problems. I need you to bring me the solutions. 308 00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:05,153 We can send overflow to the PACU, 309 00:15:05,154 --> 00:15:07,947 and I can put out another request to nurses to come in on their day off. 310 00:15:07,948 --> 00:15:10,451 - Great, make that happen. - All right. Oh, uh... 311 00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:14,162 Also, the ice delivery is delayed. Already sent someone to get more. 312 00:15:14,163 --> 00:15:15,413 Thank you. [sighs] 313 00:15:15,414 --> 00:15:16,832 Yeah, this is Altman. 314 00:15:20,252 --> 00:15:22,004 [bells jingle] 315 00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:26,883 Hey, you got any ice? 316 00:15:26,884 --> 00:15:28,969 Yeah, it's in the back, if there's any left. 317 00:15:30,262 --> 00:15:31,931 Ooh. Yum. 318 00:15:33,390 --> 00:15:35,726 What? I haven't had any breakfast yet. 319 00:15:38,562 --> 00:15:39,563 What? 320 00:15:40,064 --> 00:15:42,649 - We drove across the Sahara for this? - [bells jingle] 321 00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:44,525 We gotta go somewhere else. This is not... 322 00:15:44,526 --> 00:15:46,277 - [gun cocks] - [robber] Open the register. Now! 323 00:15:46,278 --> 00:15:48,071 - [clerk] Oh! - [Adams] Get down. Get down. 324 00:15:48,072 --> 00:15:49,948 - [Wilson] Oh, my God. - [robber] I said open it. 325 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:51,700 - [clerk stammers] Okay, um... - Hurry up. 326 00:15:52,201 --> 00:15:54,411 [clerk] Okay, okay. Just please don't hurt me. 327 00:15:55,579 --> 00:15:58,456 [Yasuda] You know what's worse than burning or freezing to death? 328 00:15:58,457 --> 00:16:00,458 Burning and freezing to death. 329 00:16:00,459 --> 00:16:01,459 Please stop. 330 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:05,129 Uh... Core temp is coming down slowly. 331 00:16:05,130 --> 00:16:08,384 Millin, we have incoming traumas. Go give Altman a hand. 332 00:16:09,134 --> 00:16:10,218 [Millin] Okay. 333 00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:13,514 BP is falling. Are those ST elevations? 334 00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:16,266 - [beeping continues] - He just went into V-fib. 335 00:16:17,685 --> 00:16:19,394 Ah... He's having a heart attack. 336 00:16:19,395 --> 00:16:21,271 Okay, Yasuda, get a crash cart. 337 00:16:22,022 --> 00:16:23,439 [Bailey stammers] 338 00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:25,024 Anyone, crash cart, now! 339 00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:28,320 - [Yasuda] He's dying. - That is what the crash cart is for. 340 00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:31,865 Okay, Carl. Stay with us. 341 00:16:37,746 --> 00:16:38,788 Give me the pads. 342 00:16:38,789 --> 00:16:43,252 Okay. Okay. All right, we're gonna charge to 150. 343 00:16:44,253 --> 00:16:45,504 - Clear. - [electrical humming] 344 00:16:46,171 --> 00:16:48,631 It's not working. You're losing him. You're letting him die. 345 00:16:48,632 --> 00:16:50,967 [Bailey] Okay, charge again to 200. 346 00:16:50,968 --> 00:16:52,593 - [electrical humming] - Okay. Clear. 347 00:16:52,594 --> 00:16:56,889 - Dr. Bailey, he's dying. - Hey, don't you think I know that? 348 00:16:56,890 --> 00:16:58,516 - [electrical humming] - Go again. Clear. 349 00:16:58,517 --> 00:17:00,185 [heart monitor blaring] 350 00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:03,563 - He's dying. - Damn it. 351 00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:05,441 Aren't you supposed to be a doctor? 352 00:17:06,442 --> 00:17:10,737 He's dying! You are letting him die! You just can't let him die like that. 353 00:17:10,738 --> 00:17:12,905 You can't just let him die. You have to save her! 354 00:17:12,906 --> 00:17:15,867 Save her. Just please save her. Just save her, please. 355 00:17:15,868 --> 00:17:18,119 You have to save her. Please, just take me. 356 00:17:18,120 --> 00:17:19,913 Dr. Bailey, just take me. 357 00:17:20,998 --> 00:17:22,082 Just take me. 358 00:17:24,752 --> 00:17:26,044 - Just... - [Bailey] Going again. 359 00:17:26,045 --> 00:17:27,629 - [electrical humming] - Clear. 360 00:17:28,797 --> 00:17:29,798 Got him back. 361 00:17:32,009 --> 00:17:33,844 [breathing heavily] 362 00:17:39,850 --> 00:17:41,934 Chief, ICU is full. PACU is full. 363 00:17:41,935 --> 00:17:44,979 I think it's time we considered moving intubated patients into the ER. 364 00:17:44,980 --> 00:17:47,607 We don't have the staff to manage that with the outage. 365 00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:50,276 A few towers have been knocked out, and I can't get through to anyone. 366 00:17:50,277 --> 00:17:52,528 - Uh, I need to talk to you about Yasuda. - Okay. 367 00:17:52,529 --> 00:17:53,780 We're in the middle of something. 368 00:17:53,781 --> 00:17:57,200 She wants to work, but she's not even close to ready. 369 00:17:57,201 --> 00:17:58,284 I have to bench her. 370 00:17:58,285 --> 00:18:00,995 Okay. Offer her extra time off. She has been through so much. 371 00:18:00,996 --> 00:18:02,997 She shouldn't come back until she feels ready. 372 00:18:02,998 --> 00:18:04,248 - Agreed. Thank you. - Yep. 373 00:18:04,249 --> 00:18:07,126 Chief, I've got critical patients and no place to put them. 374 00:18:07,127 --> 00:18:09,629 [sighs] All right, we are going to have to divert traumas. 375 00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:12,507 - You want to send patients away? - No, but we don't have the resources. 376 00:18:12,508 --> 00:18:15,343 I know you only want to talk about solutions, but this is a big problem. 377 00:18:15,344 --> 00:18:17,178 [stammers] The hospitals you want to divert to, 378 00:18:17,179 --> 00:18:19,722 Seattle Pres has been experiencing power outages all day. 379 00:18:19,723 --> 00:18:21,933 Tukwila Hospital's entire IT system is down. 380 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,017 [phone buzzing] 381 00:18:23,018 --> 00:18:25,603 I have been a first responder with nowhere to take patients. 382 00:18:25,604 --> 00:18:28,273 - We can't close down. - Altman. Wait, you're breaking up. 383 00:18:29,024 --> 00:18:31,234 Wait. Don't do anything until I get there. 384 00:18:31,235 --> 00:18:33,153 I don't see any other options right now. Do you? 385 00:18:35,989 --> 00:18:37,824 - Uh-huh. - [Warren sighs] 386 00:18:37,825 --> 00:18:39,409 So, are we diverting or not? 387 00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:43,037 We're staying open. I'll figure it out. 388 00:18:43,038 --> 00:18:46,458 Okay, well, do it fast before I have to start putting patients in stairwells. 389 00:18:53,549 --> 00:18:54,715 - [robber] Open the drawer. - Okay. 390 00:18:54,716 --> 00:18:55,925 - What's your name? - Gladys. 391 00:18:55,926 --> 00:18:58,553 Gladys, listen to me. I need everything that's in that drawer. 392 00:18:58,554 --> 00:19:00,389 - Right now, Gladys, okay? - [Gladys] Okay, okay. 393 00:19:01,598 --> 00:19:03,141 Nothing's going through. 394 00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:06,019 Okay, uh, there's gotta be another door. 395 00:19:06,895 --> 00:19:09,897 - Stay here. - Wait. No, no, no. 396 00:19:09,898 --> 00:19:11,817 [Gladys crying] Oh, God. 397 00:19:14,444 --> 00:19:16,529 That-That's everything. I-I promise! 398 00:19:16,530 --> 00:19:17,781 I-I swear! 399 00:19:21,660 --> 00:19:23,829 Hey, look. What about these, huh? 400 00:19:26,123 --> 00:19:29,543 I need you to do exactly what I say, exactly when I say it. Got it? 401 00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:31,378 Okay. 402 00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:33,672 [Gladys crying] 403 00:19:36,091 --> 00:19:40,387 Hey! Get over here where I can see you. Both of you. Now! 404 00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:46,685 Behind there with her. And put your phones on the counter. 405 00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:48,437 Put them on the table. 406 00:19:50,355 --> 00:19:53,233 All right, nobody moves unless you wanna die, got it? 407 00:19:56,361 --> 00:20:00,948 [Shepherd] Okay, last anterior aneurysm has been coiled. 408 00:20:00,949 --> 00:20:02,492 Moving on to the beast. 409 00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:06,495 [Kwan] What are the chances of Jackie developing more aneurysms later on? 410 00:20:06,496 --> 00:20:09,707 The Marfan syndrome does predispose her, but that does not necessarily mean any-- 411 00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:10,750 [Kwan] Doesn't it, though? 412 00:20:10,751 --> 00:20:14,295 I mean, we can fix these, but the underlying problem will always be there. 413 00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:18,591 Can we hold on the negativity while I am inside Jackie's brain? 414 00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:20,052 Of course. Sorry. 415 00:20:21,386 --> 00:20:24,347 [Shepherd] Uh-oh. This is not good. 416 00:20:24,348 --> 00:20:25,848 You see how there's no neck to it? 417 00:20:25,849 --> 00:20:28,435 [Kwan] It looks worse than on the scan. 418 00:20:29,895 --> 00:20:31,562 If we go any further, I'm gonna rupture it, 419 00:20:31,563 --> 00:20:33,481 and she's gonna lose a lot more than basketball. 420 00:20:33,482 --> 00:20:36,109 We are going to have to put her on bypass and open her up. 421 00:20:38,278 --> 00:20:40,155 [Webber] Specimen coming your way. 422 00:20:41,114 --> 00:20:43,241 [Hunt] Liver and stomach look good. 423 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,409 - How's the small bowel? - [Cass] I think we're ready to close. 424 00:20:45,410 --> 00:20:46,994 O-looped PDS. 425 00:20:46,995 --> 00:20:48,913 [Lincoln] Is there any ETA on when I can set this arm? 426 00:20:48,914 --> 00:20:50,706 [Webber] Oh, we're closing now. 427 00:20:50,707 --> 00:20:53,584 Dr. Beckman, what do you think of Grey-Sloan so far? 428 00:20:53,585 --> 00:20:56,796 [Cass] State-of-the-art ORs and dark roast in the attendings' lounge? 429 00:20:56,797 --> 00:20:57,964 If you tried to poach me, 430 00:20:57,965 --> 00:21:00,591 - I wouldn't be mad about it. - [Lincoln] You looking for a new job? 431 00:21:00,592 --> 00:21:03,594 Aren't we always looking to upgrade some part of our lives? 432 00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:06,264 [Webber] You didn't consider applying for a position in the past? 433 00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:08,474 Oh, I did. Head of the department never called. 434 00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:10,601 We haven't had many openings lately. 435 00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:12,395 But by all means, email me your résumé. 436 00:21:12,396 --> 00:21:14,563 - That'd be fantastic. - [heart monitor blaring] 437 00:21:14,564 --> 00:21:16,274 - [Hunt] Blood's coming from somewhere. - Damn it! 438 00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:17,817 We need to open again. Scissors. 439 00:21:17,818 --> 00:21:19,111 [Lincoln] Page me when you need me. 440 00:21:34,376 --> 00:21:35,377 [Griffith] Hey. 441 00:21:39,339 --> 00:21:41,717 That's where she died. 442 00:21:44,094 --> 00:21:45,137 Chloe? 443 00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:47,389 My parents let me name her. 444 00:21:50,183 --> 00:21:52,227 Did they run out of ideas for the eighth girl? 445 00:21:53,270 --> 00:21:58,149 I already had two younger sisters, and I was not excited about a third. 446 00:21:58,150 --> 00:22:01,361 They figured I'd be more into her if I had a bigger stake. 447 00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:04,573 - Did it work? - Oh, too well. 448 00:22:07,117 --> 00:22:08,910 I love all my sisters. 449 00:22:10,037 --> 00:22:11,121 But Chloe... 450 00:22:12,664 --> 00:22:13,915 She was my heart. 451 00:22:15,625 --> 00:22:17,169 And now I've lost it. 452 00:22:21,631 --> 00:22:24,509 I've grieved my mom every day of my life, and I never met her. 453 00:22:25,427 --> 00:22:27,679 I can't imagine how you're feeling. 454 00:22:29,431 --> 00:22:31,350 Will I ever feel normal again? 455 00:22:35,228 --> 00:22:38,231 I think this is your normal now. 456 00:22:39,524 --> 00:22:42,610 And every day you'll get a little more comfortable with it. 457 00:22:42,611 --> 00:22:44,529 ♪ Holding tighter ♪ 458 00:22:46,823 --> 00:22:49,409 ♪ Losing control ♪ 459 00:22:50,285 --> 00:22:53,038 ♪ Could I let it go? ♪ 460 00:22:57,125 --> 00:22:58,543 Cream, no sugar, right? 461 00:22:59,252 --> 00:23:01,879 - You remembered. - [chuckles] Yeah. 462 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:03,757 ♪ Slow fading ♪ 463 00:23:04,966 --> 00:23:06,468 [sighs, chuckles] 464 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:09,388 Jackie's first basketball. 465 00:23:11,473 --> 00:23:14,184 When she outgrew it, I started using it as a stress ball. 466 00:23:18,605 --> 00:23:22,733 She was just a baby when her father died. 467 00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:27,656 In the blink of an eye, the love of my life was just gone. 468 00:23:28,657 --> 00:23:33,954 And I had this little girl to take care of. 469 00:23:34,538 --> 00:23:36,747 And I didn't think that I could do it. 470 00:23:36,748 --> 00:23:38,417 But she gave me the strength. 471 00:23:41,795 --> 00:23:47,341 Every smile, every giggle, every... 472 00:23:47,342 --> 00:23:49,177 [crying] ...every milestone. 473 00:23:51,763 --> 00:23:53,098 She kept me going. 474 00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:57,477 I don't know what I would do if... 475 00:24:00,355 --> 00:24:03,232 She's gonna be okay, right? 476 00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:06,152 We can't make guarantees, but-- 477 00:24:06,153 --> 00:24:07,195 [Shepherd] Hey. 478 00:24:09,322 --> 00:24:12,908 So the good news is, I got all but one of the aneurysms. 479 00:24:12,909 --> 00:24:15,745 Okay, um, what's the bad news? 480 00:24:16,746 --> 00:24:18,247 There's been a change of plans. 481 00:24:18,248 --> 00:24:21,334 We are going to have to open Jackie up to get the last aneurysm. 482 00:24:22,085 --> 00:24:23,544 What does that mean? 483 00:24:23,545 --> 00:24:25,254 Well, I will open Jackie's skull. 484 00:24:25,255 --> 00:24:30,092 After Dr. Ndugu puts her on bypass, we will cool her down to stop her heart 485 00:24:30,093 --> 00:24:31,760 and cut off blood flow to her brain, 486 00:24:31,761 --> 00:24:34,346 which will make it safe to clip the aneurysm. 487 00:24:34,347 --> 00:24:35,931 You're stopping her heart? 488 00:24:35,932 --> 00:24:37,224 I know it sounds scary. 489 00:24:37,225 --> 00:24:40,479 But Dr. Ndugu will be there to make sure that her heart is okay. 490 00:24:41,062 --> 00:24:44,316 I couldn't go any further without risking a rupture. This is our best shot. 491 00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:46,485 Okay, just... 492 00:24:47,110 --> 00:24:48,445 Just save my baby. 493 00:24:49,112 --> 00:24:50,780 - [Shepherd] Okay. - Just save my baby. 494 00:24:55,035 --> 00:24:56,286 What the hell happened? 495 00:24:57,120 --> 00:24:59,414 [sighs] We knew this was a possibility. 496 00:25:07,088 --> 00:25:09,799 Hey, I got your text. What's going on? 497 00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:18,475 Are you okay? 498 00:25:19,476 --> 00:25:21,268 I just wanna feel normal. 499 00:25:21,269 --> 00:25:23,688 Please. Help me feel normal. 500 00:25:24,272 --> 00:25:26,440 ♪ Addiction to the ambition ♪ 501 00:25:26,441 --> 00:25:29,109 ♪ Addiction to addiction ♪ 502 00:25:29,110 --> 00:25:31,654 ♪ Addiction to soul ♪ 503 00:25:31,655 --> 00:25:34,448 ♪ Addiction to selfishness ♪ 504 00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:37,034 ♪ Addiction to condition ♪ 505 00:25:37,035 --> 00:25:39,371 ♪ Addiction to addiction ♪ 506 00:25:41,706 --> 00:25:46,544 ♪ Release ♪ 507 00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:51,924 ♪ There's a quiet in surrendering ♪ 508 00:25:51,925 --> 00:26:06,855 ♪ Release ♪ 509 00:26:06,856 --> 00:26:12,111 ♪ There's a quiet in surrendering ♪ 510 00:26:12,112 --> 00:26:17,033 ♪ Release ♪ 511 00:26:28,837 --> 00:26:31,715 ♪ Release ♪ 512 00:26:34,134 --> 00:26:38,096 ♪ Release ♪ 513 00:26:43,351 --> 00:26:45,937 Gladys, do I look stupid to you? 514 00:26:46,813 --> 00:26:49,565 - Forty-seven dollars on a busy day? - Oh! [cries] 515 00:26:49,566 --> 00:26:50,733 I just work here. 516 00:26:50,734 --> 00:26:52,318 Where's the rest of the money? 517 00:26:52,319 --> 00:26:54,069 Hey, look, you want money? Yeah? Yeah? 518 00:26:54,070 --> 00:26:56,114 How about we give you what's in our wallets? 519 00:26:57,198 --> 00:26:58,617 I got, uh... 520 00:27:00,577 --> 00:27:02,244 Tw-Twelve bucks, uh... 521 00:27:02,245 --> 00:27:03,580 Twelve bucks? 522 00:27:04,914 --> 00:27:07,416 - Where's the safe, Gladys? - [Gladys stammers] 523 00:27:07,417 --> 00:27:08,501 Where is it? 524 00:27:11,171 --> 00:27:13,006 Gladys, look at me. 525 00:27:14,299 --> 00:27:15,759 Where's the safe, Gladys? 526 00:27:16,468 --> 00:27:18,552 It's, um, in the back. 527 00:27:18,553 --> 00:27:20,179 Okay. Let's go. 528 00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:21,347 Okay. 529 00:27:21,348 --> 00:27:23,474 And you two, you follow her. 530 00:27:23,475 --> 00:27:25,226 And don't try anything stupid. 531 00:27:33,610 --> 00:27:34,943 Well, that was... 532 00:27:34,944 --> 00:27:36,029 Yeah. 533 00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:40,033 My whole body's vibrating. 534 00:27:41,076 --> 00:27:42,911 - You're welcome. - [chuckles] 535 00:27:44,579 --> 00:27:46,706 Dr. Bailey's probably looking for us. 536 00:27:48,249 --> 00:27:51,336 I need a minute. [sighs] 537 00:27:52,003 --> 00:27:54,339 [breathes heavily, cries] 538 00:27:58,385 --> 00:28:00,595 Oh, it's not you. 539 00:28:01,429 --> 00:28:02,430 I know. 540 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:04,641 I know. 541 00:28:05,725 --> 00:28:09,521 It's just every room in this hospital, I see her face. 542 00:28:10,563 --> 00:28:12,481 - Every room. - Okay. Come here. 543 00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:15,193 - I see her face. [crying] - Come here. Come here. 544 00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:17,361 It's okay. 545 00:28:17,362 --> 00:28:19,613 It's gonna be okay. We'll figure it out together. 546 00:28:19,614 --> 00:28:21,073 - Yeah. I'm sorry. - Yeah. 547 00:28:21,074 --> 00:28:23,368 - I promise. I promise. - [crying] 548 00:28:24,494 --> 00:28:26,912 [Kwan] No wonder no one wanted this case. 549 00:28:26,913 --> 00:28:29,373 One wrong move and we literally blow up her life. 550 00:28:29,374 --> 00:28:30,833 Or we could save it. 551 00:28:30,834 --> 00:28:34,086 As Jackie cools to 16 degrees Celsius, the heart will stop, 552 00:28:34,087 --> 00:28:35,671 and Dr. Ndugu will shut off the pump. 553 00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:38,924 And then I will have 45 minutes to clip that aneurysm 554 00:28:38,925 --> 00:28:41,009 before she's at risk for permanent brain damage. 555 00:28:41,010 --> 00:28:42,803 - Is that enough time? - It's going to have to be. 556 00:28:42,804 --> 00:28:45,682 - What if we don't access the right angle-- - Okay, no more questions. I... 557 00:28:46,266 --> 00:28:47,726 As I work, I need comp-- 558 00:28:49,060 --> 00:28:50,561 Complete... 559 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:54,023 No distractions. I need complete concentration. [sighs] 560 00:28:54,607 --> 00:28:55,608 Dr. Shepherd? 561 00:29:00,029 --> 00:29:02,865 [Shepherd breathes heavily, sighs] 562 00:29:02,866 --> 00:29:05,325 [Ndugu] You said it yourself. This is an impossible case. 563 00:29:05,326 --> 00:29:07,453 That was before you saw the fourth aneurysm. 564 00:29:07,454 --> 00:29:09,706 No one will fault you if you can't do this. 565 00:29:13,793 --> 00:29:15,127 I have been Sky and Jackie. 566 00:29:15,128 --> 00:29:17,880 Desperately searching for a shred of hope. 567 00:29:17,881 --> 00:29:20,091 My dad, my brother. 568 00:29:21,885 --> 00:29:23,178 I have seen loss. 569 00:29:23,970 --> 00:29:28,600 I thought that there was a chance that I could keep Sky from losing Jackie, but... 570 00:29:29,684 --> 00:29:31,770 But what if there's not? What if I can't give her that? 571 00:29:33,021 --> 00:29:34,480 It's too late for that. 572 00:29:34,481 --> 00:29:37,357 You've come too far now, okay? You have to see it through. 573 00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:38,442 Can you do this? 574 00:29:38,443 --> 00:29:40,028 Because I think you can. 575 00:29:40,987 --> 00:29:42,280 Okay? Let's do it. 576 00:29:43,072 --> 00:29:44,657 Okay. Okay. 577 00:29:48,495 --> 00:29:49,496 Okay. 578 00:29:49,996 --> 00:29:53,165 [Cass] Scissors. Mesenteric bleeding has stopped. 579 00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:54,708 [Webber] That's a good catch, everyone. 580 00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:57,002 - [Hunt] It was all Dr. Beckman. - [Cass] That was a team effort. 581 00:29:57,003 --> 00:29:59,922 And this was a lot of fun. We should all have dinner again sometime. 582 00:29:59,923 --> 00:30:02,758 - [chuckles] Too soon? - [Hunt chuckles] 583 00:30:02,759 --> 00:30:04,176 I think we're ready to close. 584 00:30:04,177 --> 00:30:05,761 Dr. Beckman, you do the honors. 585 00:30:05,762 --> 00:30:07,555 Go ahead. I'm right behind you. 586 00:30:08,598 --> 00:30:09,808 Somebody page ortho. 587 00:30:13,353 --> 00:30:17,356 [Shepherd] I've dissected down as far as I can without risking rupture. 588 00:30:17,357 --> 00:30:19,692 Are we ready for circulatory arrest? 589 00:30:20,193 --> 00:30:22,319 [Ndugu] Internal body temperature is at 16 degrees. 590 00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:24,071 Perfusionist is ready to stop the pump. 591 00:30:24,072 --> 00:30:25,657 Just say the word. 592 00:30:29,953 --> 00:30:31,162 Start the clock. 593 00:30:34,040 --> 00:30:35,375 Bipolars. 594 00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:48,136 Dr. Bailey, do you have a minute? 595 00:30:48,137 --> 00:30:51,348 Yasuda, I was just going to look for you. 596 00:30:51,349 --> 00:30:53,184 Come and find me after, okay? 597 00:30:55,103 --> 00:30:58,438 You should know that I got Carl back. 598 00:30:58,439 --> 00:31:01,650 He just got a stent placed and he's recovering. 599 00:31:01,651 --> 00:31:04,570 I am so sorry that I freaked out, okay? 600 00:31:04,571 --> 00:31:06,655 - It will not happen again. - Oh, yes, it will. 601 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:12,203 My mom died three years ago, and I still lose my cool sometimes. 602 00:31:14,122 --> 00:31:16,331 I thought that work would distract me. 603 00:31:16,332 --> 00:31:19,252 I leapt into work after I lost my mom. 604 00:31:20,211 --> 00:31:25,800 I... I needed purpose to help me make sense of her death. 605 00:31:27,176 --> 00:31:30,597 Turns out death doesn't make any sense. 606 00:31:31,180 --> 00:31:34,016 If I could do it again, I would stay home. 607 00:31:34,017 --> 00:31:38,520 I would rest until I was ready to come back 608 00:31:38,521 --> 00:31:40,731 because I wanted to work, 609 00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:44,777 not because I needed work to save me. 610 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:50,032 I don't wanna be here. 611 00:31:50,033 --> 00:31:52,201 Take more time. 612 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:55,037 Go be with your family. 613 00:31:55,038 --> 00:31:56,663 Grieve, okay? 614 00:31:56,664 --> 00:31:59,083 We'll-We'll be here when you're ready to come back. 615 00:32:04,464 --> 00:32:06,299 I don't think I can come back. 616 00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:11,720 Rest can do wonders, okay? 617 00:32:11,721 --> 00:32:14,598 You'll-You'll feel differently in a few weeks. 618 00:32:14,599 --> 00:32:17,184 I wanna believe that, but I-I know myself. 619 00:32:17,185 --> 00:32:20,229 I'm either all in or I am all... 620 00:32:22,607 --> 00:32:24,233 I need to find a way forward, 621 00:32:24,901 --> 00:32:27,570 and I can't do that if everything around me... 622 00:32:29,155 --> 00:32:30,698 reminds me of her. 623 00:32:37,246 --> 00:32:40,792 Well, I'm sorry to hear that, but you know yourself best. 624 00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:47,840 You know, great surgeons have great respect for how fragile life is. 625 00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:51,636 And when you are ready... 626 00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:57,141 this will make you better, stronger. 627 00:32:57,767 --> 00:32:58,935 I know it. 628 00:32:59,519 --> 00:33:01,270 I really hope you're right. 629 00:33:06,526 --> 00:33:07,610 [sighs] 630 00:33:15,159 --> 00:33:18,871 ♪ How can I go where you don't hide? ♪ 631 00:33:19,956 --> 00:33:23,751 ♪ Who am I If not seen through your eyes? ♪ 632 00:33:24,335 --> 00:33:26,670 [robber] Stay right there. Gladys, what the hell is taking so long? 633 00:33:26,671 --> 00:33:28,922 [Gladys] I've never opened this before. I don't know how. 634 00:33:28,923 --> 00:33:31,259 [robber] Figure it out, unless you want me to use this. 635 00:33:32,135 --> 00:33:34,137 [Adams] My grandfather owned a convenience store. 636 00:33:35,555 --> 00:33:38,265 Did he ever tell you what to do if you're robbed at gunpoint? 637 00:33:38,266 --> 00:33:39,976 No, he died before I was born. 638 00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:41,811 I'm sorry. 639 00:33:42,937 --> 00:33:44,104 How'd he die? 640 00:33:44,105 --> 00:33:45,273 Robbed at gunpoint. 641 00:33:46,941 --> 00:33:52,195 Yeah, my uncle Derek and aunt Amelia-- uh, Dr. Shepherd-- were there. 642 00:33:52,196 --> 00:33:53,698 Maybe we don't talk. 643 00:33:56,909 --> 00:33:58,327 [gasps] 644 00:33:58,911 --> 00:34:00,078 [Adams] Are you okay? 645 00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:01,789 [Wilson breathing shakily] 646 00:34:03,291 --> 00:34:04,624 I think I'm bleeding. 647 00:34:04,625 --> 00:34:05,959 What? Wh-Where? 648 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:07,045 I'm pregnant. 649 00:34:13,092 --> 00:34:14,177 [gasps] 650 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:22,685 [Shepherd] Almost done. Just have to deploy the clip. 651 00:34:24,687 --> 00:34:26,354 - [Ndugu] One minute. - [Shepherd] I can see that. 652 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:29,399 I have to finish this if we don't want her stroking out on the table. 653 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:30,902 Kwan, retract here. 654 00:34:38,034 --> 00:34:39,035 Fifty seconds. 655 00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:41,913 [Shepherd] Almost there. 656 00:34:47,502 --> 00:34:48,503 Forty seconds. 657 00:34:56,302 --> 00:34:58,304 Got it. [panting] 658 00:34:59,263 --> 00:35:00,597 All right, let's restart the pump. 659 00:35:00,598 --> 00:35:02,183 [all applauding] 660 00:35:06,104 --> 00:35:08,523 - That was... - Impossible. 661 00:35:09,607 --> 00:35:10,733 [Shepherd sighs] 662 00:35:12,068 --> 00:35:14,528 Ticktock, Gladys. I'm starting to lose my patience. 663 00:35:14,529 --> 00:35:17,115 - Wait, where are you going? - Jo, we have to get you out of here. 664 00:35:20,868 --> 00:35:22,410 Hey, sit down. Sit down. 665 00:35:22,411 --> 00:35:23,955 She's pregnant. 666 00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:28,834 Congratulations. 667 00:35:28,835 --> 00:35:32,129 Okay, look, if you let us go, we'll walk out of here like nothing happened. 668 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:34,423 I'm not going anywhere until I get my money. 669 00:35:35,258 --> 00:35:37,384 What, are you digging a tunnel back there, Gladys? 670 00:35:37,385 --> 00:35:38,844 - Hurry up. - Safe won't open. 671 00:35:38,845 --> 00:35:41,179 God. Well, try again. 672 00:35:41,180 --> 00:35:42,556 I'm trying. 673 00:35:42,557 --> 00:35:43,932 Sit down! 674 00:35:43,933 --> 00:35:45,976 - I'm not gonna tell you again. - All right. 675 00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:47,436 Sit down! 676 00:35:49,897 --> 00:35:50,897 Come on, Gladys. 677 00:35:50,898 --> 00:35:52,483 - No! God! - [robber] God! 678 00:36:08,291 --> 00:36:09,375 Ms. Williams? 679 00:36:10,126 --> 00:36:12,295 - How is she? - We got the last aneurysm. 680 00:36:13,045 --> 00:36:14,964 We're warming her up to restart her heart. 681 00:36:17,842 --> 00:36:19,342 Thank you so much. 682 00:36:19,343 --> 00:36:23,305 I mean, everyone was so scared to take Jackie's case. 683 00:36:23,306 --> 00:36:25,183 Everyone except Dr. Shepherd. 684 00:36:26,809 --> 00:36:28,435 Thank God she did. 685 00:36:28,436 --> 00:36:30,646 We'll have more updates for you soon. 686 00:36:31,397 --> 00:36:32,398 Thank you. 687 00:37:06,349 --> 00:37:08,392 I haven't been able to get you out of my head either. 688 00:37:11,479 --> 00:37:13,606 I've wanted this for so long. 689 00:37:19,487 --> 00:37:22,240 We'll get you an ice bath to lower your temperature as soon as possible. 690 00:37:23,574 --> 00:37:25,867 Hey. Have you seen Wilson anywhere? 691 00:37:25,868 --> 00:37:27,953 - No. I gotta go pick up the kids. - [Warren sighs] 692 00:37:27,954 --> 00:37:30,705 - But if you see her, have her call me. - Yeah. 693 00:37:30,706 --> 00:37:34,668 Warren, I told you to divert all incoming an hour ago. 694 00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:36,795 I-I know it looks chaotic, but I have a plan. 695 00:37:36,796 --> 00:37:39,047 No one has a plan with a heat dome. 696 00:37:39,048 --> 00:37:40,674 That's why I asked you to close to trauma 697 00:37:40,675 --> 00:37:43,051 so that we can focus on the patients that we already have. 698 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,845 - People will die waiting on rigs. - Says the firefighter. 699 00:37:45,846 --> 00:37:47,389 Think like a surgeon. 700 00:37:47,390 --> 00:37:49,225 You told me to be a first responder today. 701 00:37:50,059 --> 00:37:53,813 We are closed to trauma, effective immediately. 702 00:37:55,398 --> 00:37:56,482 [PA] Nurse Bilstein to the OR. 703 00:37:58,943 --> 00:38:00,319 [sighs] 704 00:38:05,908 --> 00:38:06,908 [Altman sighs] 705 00:38:06,909 --> 00:38:09,327 So you take the heels off and eat residents for lunch? 706 00:38:09,328 --> 00:38:12,455 [chuckles] Do you ever feel like no one listens to you? 707 00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:14,833 I work in a male-dominated specialty. 708 00:38:14,834 --> 00:38:18,545 Sometimes I think they hear me the third time I say it. 709 00:38:18,546 --> 00:38:20,714 Did you see the ER? I don't know what I'm gonna do. 710 00:38:20,715 --> 00:38:23,217 - Yeah, you are pretty screwed. [chuckles] - [chuckles] 711 00:38:24,635 --> 00:38:25,720 How can I help? 712 00:38:26,429 --> 00:38:28,889 - Can you stay? - Yeah, I can stay. 713 00:38:33,019 --> 00:38:35,270 Hey, I'm just, uh... I'm heading up to the ICU. 714 00:38:35,271 --> 00:38:36,980 - Can you-- - Actually, 715 00:38:36,981 --> 00:38:38,565 I'm gonna take that break. 716 00:38:38,566 --> 00:38:39,899 Call me if you need anything. 717 00:38:39,900 --> 00:38:42,236 [Grey] Every surgery is an act of hubris. 718 00:38:43,487 --> 00:38:45,740 You open a body, knowing you can make it better. 719 00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:49,075 Thirty-seven degrees Celsius and her heart hasn't restarted yet. 720 00:38:49,076 --> 00:38:50,201 [heart monitor flatlines] 721 00:38:50,202 --> 00:38:52,787 - Why hasn't it restarted? - V-fib. We need to shock it. 722 00:38:52,788 --> 00:38:54,582 [alarm blaring] 723 00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:57,209 Charge to 100. 724 00:38:58,169 --> 00:38:59,587 [electrical humming] 725 00:39:02,381 --> 00:39:03,507 Clear. 726 00:39:06,052 --> 00:39:08,429 All right, let's charge to 200. Clear. 727 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:12,892 It should be working. 728 00:39:13,517 --> 00:39:14,768 Why isn't it working? 729 00:39:14,769 --> 00:39:15,853 Again. 730 00:39:16,604 --> 00:39:18,773 I said again. Clear. 731 00:39:23,986 --> 00:39:25,571 [heart monitor flatlines] 732 00:39:29,325 --> 00:39:34,789 ♪ Reach for a hand to pull me through ♪ 733 00:39:38,626 --> 00:39:41,920 [Grey] On our best days, surgeons decide our patients' fate. 734 00:39:41,921 --> 00:39:44,090 Hey, how did your talk with Bailey go? 735 00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,927 What are you doing? Mika... 736 00:39:48,928 --> 00:39:51,012 Mika, please don't do this. Please... 737 00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,848 Let's just talk about this. 738 00:39:55,684 --> 00:39:57,103 I'm so sorry. 739 00:40:10,866 --> 00:40:11,867 Hey. 740 00:40:35,891 --> 00:40:40,311 ♪ Thought it was right But can you hear? ♪ 741 00:40:40,312 --> 00:40:44,190 [Grey] It can make you feel invincible. Like you can do no wrong. 742 00:40:44,191 --> 00:40:46,360 Hey. Still no tow truck? 743 00:40:47,194 --> 00:40:49,613 Eight people ahead of me. I'm gonna be here till winter. 744 00:40:50,197 --> 00:40:52,365 - I'm sorry. - Me too. 745 00:40:52,366 --> 00:40:54,993 You know who's not, though? My kids. 746 00:40:54,994 --> 00:40:56,828 I told my ex I can't get them today, 747 00:40:56,829 --> 00:40:58,788 and he booked a fancy lake house for the weekend. 748 00:40:58,789 --> 00:41:01,749 So I either go and get them tomorrow and ruin their vacation, 749 00:41:01,750 --> 00:41:03,294 or I don't see them for a few days. 750 00:41:04,462 --> 00:41:06,213 He's always the hero, and I'm just... 751 00:41:08,632 --> 00:41:11,051 crying in public, which apparently I do now. 752 00:41:13,053 --> 00:41:14,345 [crying] 753 00:41:14,346 --> 00:41:17,057 Come on. I'll give you a ride back to your hotel. 754 00:41:18,434 --> 00:41:19,434 Don't you have to work? 755 00:41:19,435 --> 00:41:22,604 If they need me, they can, you know, send out the bat signal. 756 00:41:22,605 --> 00:41:23,898 [chuckles] 757 00:41:29,445 --> 00:41:30,613 What did you say to Mika? 758 00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:33,406 ♪ Forgiveness ♪ 759 00:41:33,407 --> 00:41:38,578 I told her to make the best decision for herself and her family. 760 00:41:38,579 --> 00:41:40,330 And now she's leaving for good. 761 00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:42,625 She needs our support. 762 00:41:43,584 --> 00:41:44,585 Support? 763 00:41:45,669 --> 00:41:48,964 You let her go like she meant nothing to you. 764 00:41:51,592 --> 00:41:54,970 [Grey] But inevitably, our hubris catches up with us. 765 00:41:58,557 --> 00:42:01,226 In those awful moments, we're left with nothing 766 00:42:01,227 --> 00:42:03,229 but the wreckage of our shattered egos. 767 00:42:08,317 --> 00:42:09,318 When are you due? 768 00:42:12,404 --> 00:42:14,573 It's okay. You can tell me. When are you due? 769 00:42:20,037 --> 00:42:21,704 - [Gladys] Leave them alone. - Hey. 770 00:42:21,705 --> 00:42:23,540 - Leave them alone. - What are you gonna do with that? 771 00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:25,583 - Put that down, Gladys. Put it down. - Mm-mmm. 772 00:42:25,584 --> 00:42:27,001 Put it do-- Hey! 773 00:42:27,002 --> 00:42:29,003 Sit down! Don't move, Gladys. 774 00:42:29,004 --> 00:42:30,714 - Don't move. - [Gladys screams] 775 00:42:32,007 --> 00:42:34,260 [Wilson] Oh, my God. [screams] 776 00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:35,761 [Adams, robber grunting] 777 00:42:42,476 --> 00:42:43,727 [Gladys screams] 778 00:42:47,106 --> 00:42:48,189 - [Gladys screams] - [gunshot] 779 00:42:48,190 --> 00:42:50,359 [Grey] And we're in total free fall.