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Intimacy is a four-syllable word

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for "here are my heart and soul."

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Please grind them into
hamburger and enjoy."

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It's both desired and feared,

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difficult to live with...

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Uh, excuse me! Excuse me!

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And impossible to live without.

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Is that my toothbrush?!

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♪ Turn you on
underneath cloudless sun ♪

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♪ I certainly hope
that you are happy ♪

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Intimacy also comes attached
to life's three r's...

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Relatives, romance,
and roommates.

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Coffee?

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There are some things
you can't escape.

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And other things
you just don't want to know.

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Hello, kitty.

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♪ If I could be anything ♪

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You don't understand.
Me gonads, you ovaries.

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Oh, that reminds me.
We are out of tampons.

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You're parading through
the bathroom in your underwear

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when I'm naked in the shower.

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Can you add it
to your list, please?

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What?! tampons!

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It's to the list.
It's your turn.

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I am a man!
I don't buy girl products!

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I don't want you walking in
while I'm in the shower,

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and I don't want to see you
in your underwear.

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It doesn't bother me, okay?

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Look at me
in my underwear, George.

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Take your time.
It's no big deal.

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You are the first person
they see in the morning.

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You say please.
You say thank you.

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You apologize
for waking them up.

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You make them feel good
about you.

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Why is that important?

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'Cause then they'll talk to you
and tell you what's wrong.

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Why is that important?

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Because then
you can tell your attending

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what they need to know
during rounds.

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And why is that important?

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Because if you make
your resident look bad,

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she'll torture you
until you beg for your mama.

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Now get out there.

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I want pre-rounds done
by 5:30 A.M.

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Morning, Dr. model.

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Dr. evil spawn.

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Ooh, nice tat.

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They airbrush that out
for the catalogs?

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I don't know.

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What do they do
for the 6-6-6 on your skull?

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I'd better get
good patients today.

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Yesterday I had two guys
with colostomies

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who needed dressing changes
every 15 minutes.

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I'm gonna be in surgery.
Today's my day.

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On what? Like I'd tell you.

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What do you know?

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I know that I was here at 4:00,

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and you didn't get here
till 4:30.

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Tell me.

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No.

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I'm not the intern
who's screwing an attending.

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I am not screw...

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You're here early.

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I have chordotomy at 5:00.
I'll be out at 6:00.

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I thought I might buy you
breakfast before your rounds.

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I've already eaten.

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What did you have?
None of your business.

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You a cereal person?
Straight out of the box?

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Or are you all fruit and fibery?

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Pancakes? Do you like pancakes.

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Fine, leftover grilled cheese.
Curiosity satisfied?

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That's sad. It's pathetic.

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A good day starts
with a good breakfast.

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Look, I'm not being seen
with you in this hospital.

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Learn it, live it.
It's unprofessional.

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Think of it as an attending

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getting to know
one of his interns.

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He slept with the intern.
Barely knew her.

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You want me to be professional?
I'll be professional.

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That's what I want.
Then that's what you get.

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You're gonna be late
for your chordotomy.

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Nice talking to you, Dr. grey.

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Anyone seen the floor chart
on the new admission?

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You always come in like that,
bang the light on?

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You're Elizabeth fallon?

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What does my chart say?

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It says you used to be
a nurse here.

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A scrub nurse.

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And that you have abdominal mass
consistent with pancreatic cancer.

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Oh, and you are hoping

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they're gonna give me a whipple

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pancreatic duodectomy.

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This hospital sees those
one maybe once every six months.

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That's why you got here
at 4:30, huh?

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4:00.

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Grab my chart before
anybody else could see it.

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Impress Dr. Burke
with your pre-round exam

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so you'd be the logical intern
for him to ask to scrub in.

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Ha ha!
I know all the tricks, doctor.

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Yang... Cristina Yang.

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I'll call you Cristina.

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You call me nurse fallon.

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Mr. Humphrey?

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Mr. Humphrey,
I'm sorry to wake you.

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Come on.

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What time is it?

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10 after 5:00.

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I'm sorry.
I just need to do a brief exam.

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If you could sit up
for one moment.

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Thanks.

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This might be a little bit cold,
so just take a deep breath.

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If you could
just take a deep breath.

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You're not a doctor.

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I'm Dr. Stevens,
but you can call me Izzie.

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I'll be helping Dr. Bailey
with your biopsy this morning.

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No, I don't think so, no.

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Mr. Humphrey,
this will just take a moment.

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No, get me Dr. Bailey
or Dr. Victor.

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I just need to do a brief...
You don't need to do anything.

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Is this you?

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Huh? Is this you?

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It is, isn't it?

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You know, get out of my room.

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Mr. Humphrey...
Get out of my room.

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There need to be some rules.

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So, what, we can walk around
in our underwear

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on alternate Tuesdays

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or you could see bras
but not panties?

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Or are you talking amish rules?

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Because if you think

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you're gonna get Izzie
to cover herself...

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The amount of flesh exposed
is not the point.

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You have to do something.
It's your house.

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It's my mother's house.

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Meredith...

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Do you like Izzie?
Is that what this is about?

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Do you have a crush on Izzie?

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Izzie? No. I don't like Izzie.

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Izzie... no.

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I... she's not the one
I'm attracted to.

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Not the one. So there's a one.

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This is not...

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Look, there just
have to be some rules.

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O'Malley, grey, get Karev
and head down to trauma.

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Shepherd needs you.

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Shepherd's in surgery.

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He got pulled
before he could start.

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Those look like...

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Nails.

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♪ And nobody knows
where they might end up ♪

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♪ Nobody knows ♪

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♪ Oh, oh,
suppose you'll never know ♪

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I can't see my hands.

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Oh, my god. He's conscious.

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Breathe deeply, George.
You won't pass out.

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Use 4 milligrams of morphine.
Titrate up to 10.

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You know what?
I don't want him to move.

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It's okay.

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We need you
to be very still, Mr...

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Cruz... Jorge Cruz.

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He tripped and fell
down a flight of stairs

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holding a nail gun.

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Somehow he managed
to miss a blood vessel.

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That's a minor a miracle.

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Optic nerve's been affected.

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Can you feel this?
Numbness on his right side.

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What's our immediate concern?
Infection.

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I'm gonna be pulling these nails
out in the next half-hour.

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I need a C.T. c.T.S are down.

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They exchanged them out
last night.

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Computer's crashed...
Have them back back up by 1:00.

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Typical. What are the options?

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An m.R.I. Brilliant.

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The man's got nails in his head.

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Let's put him in a giant magnet.

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You want films
from three axis points

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and a c-arm in surgery.

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Dig up research

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and find out if this
has ever happened before.

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My wife. My wife, my wife.

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You wife is on the way,
Mr. Cruz.

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Stay with him, keep him calm,
and look for changes.

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Ohh.

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I can't see.

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55-year-old woman with
adenocarcinoma of the pancreas.

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Has had radiation therapy
to reduce the tumor load.

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Rates her abdominal pain
3 out of 10.

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Positive nausea,
but no vomiting.

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Diarrhea, hematochezia, melena,

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afebrile with t-Max 37-2
and stable vital signs.

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Lab significant
for a total ability of 7

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and elevated liver enzymes.

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Thank you, Dr. Yang.

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Aggressive little witch,
isn't she?

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She stole my chart
during pre-rounds

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so she could scrub in
on my surgery.

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She's hoping for a whipple.

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Well, actually, Liz, I was gonna
give you to Meredith grey.

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Ellis' daughter?

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Yes, she's an intern this year.

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Thought you'd have something
to talk about.

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Oh, I doubt that.

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I was Ellis' scrub nurse
for 18 years,

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practically lived
with that woman.

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I didn't meet
that daughter once.

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Well, anyway,
Shepherd has her on the guy

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with the nails in his head.

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There's a guy
with nails in his head?

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Seven of them.

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Shot himself in the head
with a nail gun.

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Nail nails?

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16 pennies, 3 1/2 inches long.

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And he's still alive?
Fully conscious.

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Should be
a pretty interesting surgery.

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But I guess
you've got the whipple.

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I'm gonna need a full blood
work-up and abdominal C.T.

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C.t.s are down this morning.

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Then an m.R.I.

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She needs an enema,
an ercp for a stent,

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and brush biopsy this afternoon.

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Take care of her.

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Liz is an institution
around here.

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Good call, doctor.

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Grey's got the human 2x4,

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and you have the institution
in need of an enema.

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You'd say your health's
been good recently?

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Maybe some headaches.

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Nothing compared to now.

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Sona... that's my wife.

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Sona... she'll say,

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"why you think
they call it a gun, moron?"

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She hates the damn things.

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With good reason.

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Baby?

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Sona.

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You are in so much trouble.

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Get a history from her
before you scrub in.

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Okay.

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Thank you.

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23.

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People have been
accidently shot in the head

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with nails 23 times.

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One was attempted suicide...
Doesn't count.

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Oh, so he pointed a nail gun
at his head on purpose?

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That makes me feel better.

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So, uh...

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Grey and Stevens really
walk around in their underwear?

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Not all the time.

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I mean, some of the time,
you know.

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But not all the time.

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Sexy underwear?

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Yeah. I mean...

253
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And they just, uh,
let you look at them?

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Well, uh... yeah.

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Like sisters.

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00:11:06,036 --> 00:11:08,337
No, well, not like sisters.

257
00:11:08,338 --> 00:11:10,770
I don't think of them
as sisters.

258
00:11:10,771 --> 00:11:13,372
But they're not
coming on to you.

259
00:11:13,373 --> 00:11:14,244
Not exactly.

260
00:11:14,245 --> 00:11:17,276
They don't expect you
to do anything.

261
00:11:17,277 --> 00:11:18,447
No...

262
00:11:18,448 --> 00:11:20,149
But...

263
00:11:20,150 --> 00:11:22,081
Like sisters.

264
00:11:22,082 --> 00:11:24,314
Just like sisters.

265
00:11:32,993 --> 00:11:34,424
Is he prepped?

266
00:11:36,426 --> 00:11:38,467
I think they're doing it
right now.

267
00:11:38,468 --> 00:11:39,769
You think?

268
00:11:39,770 --> 00:11:41,801
He's having a prostate biopsy.

269
00:11:41,802 --> 00:11:42,872
Trust me.

270
00:11:42,873 --> 00:11:45,405
If you'd been in there,
you'd know.

271
00:11:47,908 --> 00:11:50,410
Okay, Mr. Humphrey.
We're gonna get started.

272
00:11:55,245 --> 00:11:57,246
Get her out of here.

273
00:11:57,247 --> 00:12:00,019
I want her out of here!
Just get her out of here!

274
00:12:00,020 --> 00:12:04,023
Just you go! Now! Just go now!

275
00:12:04,024 --> 00:12:07,397
Hey, relax! Relax, Mr. Humphrey.

276
00:12:09,399 --> 00:12:12,261
Will he be able to see again?

277
00:12:12,262 --> 00:12:15,064
We won't know
until the nails come out.

278
00:12:15,065 --> 00:12:17,436
Did he tell you he takes photos?

279
00:12:17,437 --> 00:12:19,969
Beautiful photos.
It's his hobby.

280
00:12:19,970 --> 00:12:22,471
I just got him
a new digital camera,

281
00:12:22,472 --> 00:12:24,343
and now he can't stop, you know?

282
00:12:24,344 --> 00:12:27,376
He always has it out...
Always taking pictures of me.

283
00:12:27,377 --> 00:12:30,179
Jorge said
he's been having headaches.

284
00:12:30,180 --> 00:12:33,322
Can you tell me about them?
Have they been recent?

285
00:12:33,323 --> 00:12:35,324
Um...

286
00:12:35,325 --> 00:12:38,187
I'm not sure.
Maybe the last couple of months.

287
00:12:38,188 --> 00:12:42,292
Have you seen him experience
any dizziness or disorientation?

288
00:12:46,196 --> 00:12:48,537
Yes, yes, I have.

289
00:12:48,538 --> 00:12:51,341
Okay.

290
00:12:56,046 --> 00:12:58,878
You want to tell me
what that was all about?

291
00:12:58,879 --> 00:13:00,209
Nothing.

292
00:13:00,210 --> 00:13:02,212
He's probably just crazy
or something.

293
00:13:10,360 --> 00:13:12,021
Bethany whisper.

294
00:13:12,022 --> 00:13:14,163
What? Bethany whisper.

295
00:13:14,164 --> 00:13:16,125
I did a new Bethany whisper
lingerie ad.

296
00:13:16,126 --> 00:13:17,266
He saw it in a magazine.

297
00:13:17,267 --> 00:13:19,028
You got time
to pose for magazines?

298
00:13:19,029 --> 00:13:21,200
No, the shoot was last year.
It just came out.

299
00:13:21,201 --> 00:13:24,033
So because he saw you in a thong...
No, it wasn't a thong.

300
00:13:24,034 --> 00:13:25,835
You're hiding out
in the hallway.

301
00:13:25,836 --> 00:13:28,007
It might be easier
if you assign another intern.

302
00:13:28,008 --> 00:13:29,808
Easy is not
in your job description.

303
00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,510
You are a doctor.
He is a patient.

304
00:13:31,511 --> 00:13:33,382
He's your patient. Biopsy these.

305
00:13:33,383 --> 00:13:36,486
If they come back positive,
I expect to see you in surgery.

306
00:13:38,488 --> 00:13:41,351
Hey, you're on this.
You understand me?

307
00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:52,831
Vertiginous or light-headedness?
Light-headed.

308
00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:55,534
Sometimes he'd have to brace
himself to get out of bed.

309
00:13:55,535 --> 00:13:57,937
Could be a million things...
Simple orthostasis.

310
00:13:57,938 --> 00:13:59,238
What?

311
00:13:59,239 --> 00:14:01,470
What made him fall downstairs
with a nail gun?

312
00:14:01,471 --> 00:14:02,942
He said he tripped.

313
00:14:02,943 --> 00:14:05,374
Just because you hear hoofbeats,
don't assume zebras.

314
00:14:05,375 --> 00:14:07,376
Something caused him
to lose consciousness

315
00:14:07,377 --> 00:14:08,847
and fall down the stairs.

316
00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:10,079
He could have a tumor.

317
00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:12,421
Look, I have no idea
why this guy's still alive

318
00:14:12,422 --> 00:14:13,883
let alone moving and talking.

319
00:14:13,884 --> 00:14:15,024
Not a clue.

320
00:14:15,025 --> 00:14:16,385
Let's just get him through this

321
00:14:16,386 --> 00:14:18,388
before we start digging around
for something else.

322
00:14:20,390 --> 00:14:23,332
Shepherd. 23 cases?

323
00:14:23,333 --> 00:14:24,964
One was attempted suicide.

324
00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:26,495
That doesn't count.
Talk to me about procedure.

325
00:14:26,496 --> 00:14:28,567
Biggest problems
were bleeding and infection.

326
00:14:28,568 --> 00:14:30,539
But the odds improved
the shorter surgery times.

327
00:14:30,540 --> 00:14:33,442
Bottom line was get them out
quickly and watch for bleeding.

328
00:14:33,443 --> 00:14:36,376
I got it.
Other words, I'm on my own.

329
00:14:44,584 --> 00:14:45,955
You coming?

330
00:14:45,956 --> 00:14:48,058
Dude, I don't need an escort.

331
00:14:49,489 --> 00:14:51,060
Go.

332
00:14:51,061 --> 00:14:52,462
Go ahead.

333
00:14:54,524 --> 00:14:56,626
Well, well, well.

334
00:14:58,628 --> 00:15:01,230
Dr. Bethany whisper.

335
00:15:01,231 --> 00:15:03,103
That's so nice.

336
00:15:21,291 --> 00:15:25,094
She had this thing for red
when we met.

337
00:15:25,095 --> 00:15:28,527
Red car, red dresses, red hats.

338
00:15:28,528 --> 00:15:33,102
Personally, I hated the color.
Too obvious, you know?

339
00:15:33,103 --> 00:15:38,567
But a couple years ago,
I took her up to the mountains.

340
00:15:38,568 --> 00:15:41,270
She was in a red dress,

341
00:15:41,271 --> 00:15:45,344
and there was this field
of red...

342
00:15:45,345 --> 00:15:47,416
Poppies, I think.

343
00:15:47,417 --> 00:15:50,449
And she jumped out of the car

344
00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:52,381
and ran into them

345
00:15:52,382 --> 00:15:55,284
and started laughing...

346
00:15:55,285 --> 00:15:58,087
Laughing at all the red.

347
00:15:58,088 --> 00:16:03,492
♪ There's no turning back ♪

348
00:16:03,493 --> 00:16:05,434
The good news is
it hasn't spread

349
00:16:05,435 --> 00:16:07,997
from his prostate
to his lymph nodes.

350
00:16:07,998 --> 00:16:11,470
With a radical prostatectomy,
we could probably get it all.

351
00:16:11,471 --> 00:16:12,442
Good prognosis.

352
00:16:12,443 --> 00:16:14,003
Spare some nerves?

353
00:16:14,004 --> 00:16:16,605
Give him a chance
at a normal sex life?

354
00:16:16,606 --> 00:16:20,109
Young puppies like to take
chances with cancer.

355
00:16:20,110 --> 00:16:23,012
Old dogs like me,
we do what works.

356
00:16:23,013 --> 00:16:24,113
Yes, sir, of course.

357
00:16:24,114 --> 00:16:25,554
We on the schedule tomorrow?

358
00:16:25,555 --> 00:16:26,585
10:00 A.M.

359
00:16:26,586 --> 00:16:30,019
Good.
Maybe I can squeeze in a round.

360
00:16:30,020 --> 00:16:33,162
An ass who deals in asses.

361
00:16:33,163 --> 00:16:37,367
We call him limp Harry.
He never spares the nerves.

362
00:16:41,171 --> 00:16:45,034
As you can see,
the patient has shot seven nails

363
00:16:45,035 --> 00:16:49,538
directly into the skull
without doing significant damage

364
00:16:49,539 --> 00:16:52,010
other than the optic nerve,

365
00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:55,013
and we may be able to save that.

366
00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:57,786
The idea is to remove the nails

367
00:16:57,787 --> 00:17:01,190
at exactly the angle
they entered.

368
00:17:01,191 --> 00:17:03,252
Any wiggle, and we risk

369
00:17:03,253 --> 00:17:05,494
doing more damage
than when they went in.

370
00:17:05,495 --> 00:17:07,526
Where are they? Move over.

371
00:17:07,527 --> 00:17:09,398
They're just pulling them out.

372
00:17:09,399 --> 00:17:11,730
Hey, I heard you got a whipple.

373
00:17:11,731 --> 00:17:13,162
A maybe whipple.

374
00:17:13,163 --> 00:17:14,803
Burke is running my butt off.

375
00:17:14,804 --> 00:17:16,606
Oh, man. Look at those films!

376
00:17:18,208 --> 00:17:19,438
It's hell-raiser.

377
00:17:19,439 --> 00:17:24,414
Maybe try to an 87.

378
00:17:26,416 --> 00:17:29,179
Small increase,
then it will stabilize.

379
00:17:31,481 --> 00:17:33,583
Gel foam. Here you go.

380
00:17:35,585 --> 00:17:37,756
There goes the third grade.

381
00:17:37,757 --> 00:17:39,629
Dr. Yang...

382
00:17:41,631 --> 00:17:43,332
Did you put in the blood work?

383
00:17:43,333 --> 00:17:45,564
Oh, right before I got here.

384
00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:47,696
Hmm. Take her to radiology
for the m.R.I.

385
00:17:47,697 --> 00:17:49,299
Beep me when you're done.

386
00:17:53,072 --> 00:17:54,804
You want the whipple, right?

387
00:17:57,076 --> 00:17:58,578
Yeah.

388
00:18:03,113 --> 00:18:04,583
Hey. Hey.

389
00:18:04,584 --> 00:18:07,456
Here.
My share of the grocery money.

390
00:18:07,457 --> 00:18:09,458
When are you going? Tonight.

391
00:18:09,459 --> 00:18:11,620
Okay, seriously, George.
Please don't...

392
00:18:11,621 --> 00:18:13,492
Yeah, could we not
talk about it here?

393
00:18:13,493 --> 00:18:14,524
What... tampons?

394
00:18:16,596 --> 00:18:19,468
Did you not hear a word I said?

395
00:18:19,469 --> 00:18:21,671
You're a man. We know.

396
00:18:24,504 --> 00:18:27,437
Talk about
shrinking the salamander.

397
00:18:33,643 --> 00:18:37,446
I always divided surgeons
into two categories...

398
00:18:37,447 --> 00:18:41,150
Those that remember
the names of their patients

399
00:18:41,151 --> 00:18:42,691
and those who didn't.

400
00:18:42,692 --> 00:18:45,554
They all remember
their surgeries, of course.

401
00:18:45,555 --> 00:18:47,726
Every damn suture.

402
00:18:47,727 --> 00:18:50,499
But the good ones
remember the names, right?

403
00:18:50,500 --> 00:18:51,700
I didn't say that.

404
00:18:51,701 --> 00:18:53,562
Now, some of the best ones,

405
00:18:53,563 --> 00:18:56,835
you know, distance themselves
on purpose.

406
00:18:56,836 --> 00:19:02,140
They believe that the personal
stuff clouds the medicine.

407
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,642
Hi, Liz. Hey.

408
00:19:03,643 --> 00:19:05,674
But? I'm waiting for the but.

409
00:19:05,675 --> 00:19:08,247
I'm sure there's a big,
fat qualifier coming.

410
00:19:08,248 --> 00:19:10,649
Hey, Liz. Hey!

411
00:19:10,650 --> 00:19:12,381
Looking good.

412
00:19:12,382 --> 00:19:14,152
Oh, you liar.

413
00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:15,254
How you doing, honey?

414
00:19:15,255 --> 00:19:17,856
Oh, fabulous. Just fabulous.

415
00:19:17,857 --> 00:19:19,258
Hey, Liz.

416
00:19:19,259 --> 00:19:20,389
Hey.

417
00:19:20,390 --> 00:19:21,561
Hey, Liz.

418
00:19:22,792 --> 00:19:23,892
Bleeding?

419
00:19:23,893 --> 00:19:25,364
It's clean.

420
00:19:25,365 --> 00:19:27,266
All right. Way to go, team.

421
00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:29,398
Good job, everybody. Thank you.

422
00:19:29,399 --> 00:19:31,640
I don't think we made it worse.

423
00:19:31,641 --> 00:19:34,603
The big question
is the optic nerve.

424
00:19:34,604 --> 00:19:36,875
We'll know in the morning.

425
00:19:36,876 --> 00:19:38,847
Should I order the m.R.I.?

426
00:19:38,848 --> 00:19:42,452
He needs to stabilize.
We'll do it tomorrow.

427
00:19:44,454 --> 00:19:47,656
One of the most amazing things
I ever saw.

428
00:19:47,657 --> 00:19:49,788
Is it over? Hey, is it over?

429
00:19:49,789 --> 00:19:51,321
Yeah, it's over.

430
00:19:59,569 --> 00:20:02,332
Hey, does Burke
have a whipple scheduled?

431
00:20:04,604 --> 00:20:06,535
Dr. Burke, I wanted to know

432
00:20:06,536 --> 00:20:08,807
if you've seen nurse fallon's labs.
I have.

433
00:20:08,808 --> 00:20:10,439
They're getting worse.

434
00:20:10,440 --> 00:20:12,911
The stent doesn't seem to be
helping her jaundice. No.

435
00:20:12,912 --> 00:20:15,314
Should we be doing something?
We are.

436
00:20:15,315 --> 00:20:17,916
Oh, I noticed you didn't
have the whipple on the board.

437
00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:19,948
Do you want me
to schedule it for you?

438
00:20:19,949 --> 00:20:22,251
I want to see the results
of her biopsy

439
00:20:22,252 --> 00:20:24,323
and have a look
at her overnight labs.

440
00:20:24,324 --> 00:20:25,494
Overnight?

441
00:20:25,495 --> 00:20:26,925
You're on call, right?

442
00:20:26,926 --> 00:20:28,297
Um...

443
00:20:28,298 --> 00:20:29,928
Sure, yeah.

444
00:20:29,929 --> 00:20:31,760
Well, good. Stick with her.

445
00:20:31,761 --> 00:20:33,632
You're doing the surgery, right?

446
00:20:33,633 --> 00:20:35,534
Y-you're still
doing the whipple?

447
00:20:35,535 --> 00:20:37,636
The woman has pancreatic cancer,
Dr. Yang.

448
00:20:37,637 --> 00:20:39,007
We're gonna do something.

449
00:20:39,008 --> 00:20:41,410
Okay.

450
00:20:41,411 --> 00:20:42,871
Okay.

451
00:20:42,872 --> 00:20:44,643
Kiss the baby for me.

452
00:20:44,644 --> 00:20:45,914
Well, get some sleep, Liz.

453
00:20:45,915 --> 00:20:47,816
Okay. Good night.

454
00:20:47,817 --> 00:20:49,778
See you later, hon.

455
00:20:49,779 --> 00:20:50,879
Bye-bye, Liz.

456
00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:52,521
Bye-bye. Take care.

457
00:20:52,522 --> 00:20:54,683
I'll catch up
with you guys later.

458
00:20:54,684 --> 00:20:56,655
I'm gonna check back later.

459
00:20:56,656 --> 00:21:00,559
Ohh. Your mom's a bigger woman.

460
00:21:00,560 --> 00:21:01,860
You were her scrub nurse.

461
00:21:01,861 --> 00:21:03,733
Liz fallon. Come in.

462
00:21:05,735 --> 00:21:06,735
Meredith grey.

463
00:21:06,736 --> 00:21:08,667
She wanted me
to send her regards.

464
00:21:08,668 --> 00:21:10,639
That doesn't sound like her.

465
00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:11,670
Excuse me?

466
00:21:11,671 --> 00:21:14,503
Well, the Ellis grey I know

467
00:21:14,504 --> 00:21:18,607
didn't have regards
for anyone except Ellis grey.

468
00:21:18,608 --> 00:21:20,779
But you know that already,
don't you?

469
00:21:20,780 --> 00:21:22,051
Where is she now?

470
00:21:24,053 --> 00:21:25,584
Traveling.

471
00:21:25,585 --> 00:21:27,686
Traveling? Yeah.

472
00:21:27,687 --> 00:21:30,359
Huh.

473
00:21:30,360 --> 00:21:31,920
Is she practicing?

474
00:21:31,921 --> 00:21:33,562
Not so much.

475
00:21:33,563 --> 00:21:34,863
Oh.

476
00:21:34,864 --> 00:21:37,766
Doesn't sound like her, either.

477
00:21:37,767 --> 00:21:40,499
She was all work, just like me.

478
00:21:40,500 --> 00:21:42,000
She never left the hospital.

479
00:21:42,001 --> 00:21:44,434
But you know that, too,
don't you?

480
00:21:45,835 --> 00:21:47,776
Is she well?

481
00:21:47,777 --> 00:21:49,838
She's fine.

482
00:21:49,839 --> 00:21:51,440
Good.

483
00:21:51,441 --> 00:21:54,643
Just wanted to send her regards.

484
00:21:54,644 --> 00:21:56,084
Take care. Yeah.

485
00:21:56,085 --> 00:22:03,091
♪ There's no turning back ♪

486
00:22:03,092 --> 00:22:05,754
♪ There's no turning back ♪

487
00:22:05,755 --> 00:22:08,698
I think these were taken
at the old house.

488
00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:12,762
There's you in your scrubs.

489
00:22:15,435 --> 00:22:16,605
Who is that?

490
00:22:16,606 --> 00:22:18,637
That's dad.

491
00:22:18,638 --> 00:22:20,739
Who?

492
00:22:20,740 --> 00:22:23,041
Your husband. Thatcher grey.

493
00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:26,545
You called him thatch.

494
00:22:26,546 --> 00:22:29,017
Thatch.

495
00:22:29,018 --> 00:22:31,980
That's the red wagon
he got me for my birthday.

496
00:22:31,981 --> 00:22:36,124
I'm about 4 years old
in this photo.

497
00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:39,628
This is your family.

498
00:22:39,629 --> 00:22:41,761
Sure, sure.

499
00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:51,039
I saw Liz fallon
at the hospital today.

500
00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:54,443
Liz. I love her.

501
00:22:54,444 --> 00:22:55,844
How is she?

502
00:22:55,845 --> 00:22:59,077
Is she still a scrub nurse?

503
00:22:59,078 --> 00:23:01,581
She was excellent.

504
00:23:10,560 --> 00:23:11,960
I reminded you before you went.

505
00:23:11,961 --> 00:23:13,892
I forgot when I got there.

506
00:23:13,893 --> 00:23:16,725
No, no.
You are so passive-aggressive.

507
00:23:16,726 --> 00:23:18,797
Naked. I am naked in the shower.

508
00:23:18,798 --> 00:23:22,501
They're just tampons, George.
I really needed tampons.

509
00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:23,732
God!

510
00:23:23,733 --> 00:23:25,604
I'm not riding
in the same car with him.

511
00:23:25,605 --> 00:23:28,577
Unless you're going like that,
you're not riding with me.

512
00:23:28,578 --> 00:23:29,708
Where are the tampons?

513
00:23:29,709 --> 00:23:30,739
He didn't buy them.

514
00:23:30,740 --> 00:23:32,410
You didn't buy them?

515
00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:34,042
Men don't buy tampons.

516
00:23:34,043 --> 00:23:36,845
You are gonna have to
get over the man thing, George.

517
00:23:36,846 --> 00:23:41,790
We're women! We have vaginas!
Get used to it.

518
00:23:41,791 --> 00:23:44,153
I am not your sister!

519
00:23:48,458 --> 00:23:50,759
Grilled cheese again?

520
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:52,501
Cold pizza.

521
00:23:52,502 --> 00:23:53,932
Is he awake?

522
00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:55,764
Even better.

523
00:23:55,765 --> 00:23:57,937
Really?
Let's see what his nurse says.

524
00:23:59,939 --> 00:24:02,741
Hi, sona, Jorge.
How are you this morning?

525
00:24:02,742 --> 00:24:05,614
Tell them what color
my dress is, Jorge.

526
00:24:05,615 --> 00:24:08,718
I'd know the answer to that
even if I couldn't see.

527
00:24:10,650 --> 00:24:13,021
We can go over there
and check it out...

528
00:24:13,022 --> 00:24:14,853
It's not a problem at all.

529
00:24:14,854 --> 00:24:16,485
Let's do it. Uh-huh.

530
00:24:16,486 --> 00:24:19,628
I'm taking the elevator.
You take the stairs.

531
00:24:19,629 --> 00:24:21,029
I was going to, anyway.

532
00:24:21,030 --> 00:24:22,491
Good.

533
00:24:22,492 --> 00:24:23,732
Hold it.

534
00:24:23,733 --> 00:24:25,564
Thank you.

535
00:24:25,565 --> 00:24:26,896
♪ I'm gonna make you cry ♪

536
00:24:28,237 --> 00:24:30,539
♪ I'm gonna come unglued ♪

537
00:24:30,540 --> 00:24:31,870
What?

538
00:24:31,871 --> 00:24:34,643
♪ So what you, what you,
what you, what you, what you ♪

539
00:24:34,644 --> 00:24:36,806
♪ What you gonna do? ♪

540
00:24:40,550 --> 00:24:43,782
You don't wake a patient
like that.

541
00:24:43,783 --> 00:24:46,555
What do I have to do
to get through to you?

542
00:24:46,556 --> 00:24:47,716
Cut me some slack.

543
00:24:47,717 --> 00:24:49,988
I was on call last night.
I didn't get much sleep.

544
00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:51,720
Oh, stop whining.

545
00:24:51,721 --> 00:24:54,763
You'd rather be here,
and you know it.

546
00:24:54,764 --> 00:24:58,166
What you got waiting
for you at home...

547
00:24:58,167 --> 00:25:00,529
Boyfriend?

548
00:25:00,530 --> 00:25:01,700
No.

549
00:25:01,701 --> 00:25:04,102
A girlfriend?

550
00:25:04,103 --> 00:25:05,273
No.

551
00:25:05,274 --> 00:25:08,838
A pet? Family?

552
00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:12,040
A bed.

553
00:25:12,041 --> 00:25:14,743
We got plenty of beds here.

554
00:25:14,744 --> 00:25:17,646
I don't feel sorry for you.

555
00:25:17,647 --> 00:25:21,620
This is who we are.
This is our lives.

556
00:25:21,621 --> 00:25:23,893
You tell her, Dr. Burke.

557
00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:34,202
Can I talk to you?

558
00:25:34,203 --> 00:25:36,034
Hey, come on, come on, come on!

559
00:25:36,035 --> 00:25:37,767
Let's go. What's going on?

560
00:25:40,069 --> 00:25:42,911
Excuse me. What's going on?

561
00:25:42,912 --> 00:25:44,844
George, stop.

562
00:25:49,248 --> 00:25:52,581
Oh, my god.

563
00:25:52,582 --> 00:25:54,122
Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh!

564
00:25:54,123 --> 00:25:57,586
We have Bethany whisper
in our locker room.

565
00:25:57,587 --> 00:26:00,288
Oh, boy, I guess they do

566
00:26:00,289 --> 00:26:02,561
airbrush out the tattoo,
don't they?

567
00:26:10,670 --> 00:26:11,800
You want to see it?

568
00:26:11,801 --> 00:26:13,902
You really want to see it?

569
00:26:13,903 --> 00:26:15,343
Fine.

570
00:26:15,344 --> 00:26:17,846
Let's look at that tattoo
up close and personal,

571
00:26:17,847 --> 00:26:18,847
shall we?!

572
00:26:18,848 --> 00:26:21,850
And what are these?
Oh, my god! Breasts!

573
00:26:21,851 --> 00:26:23,151
How does anybody
practice medicine

574
00:26:23,152 --> 00:26:25,614
hauling these things around?!

575
00:26:25,615 --> 00:26:27,115
And what do we got back here?

576
00:26:27,116 --> 00:26:29,118
Let's see
if I remember my anatomy.

577
00:26:30,820 --> 00:26:32,360
Glutes, right?

578
00:26:32,361 --> 00:26:34,322
Let's study them, shall we?

579
00:26:34,323 --> 00:26:36,695
Gather around and check out
the Booty

580
00:26:36,696 --> 00:26:38,927
that put Izzie Stevens
through med school.

581
00:26:38,928 --> 00:26:41,700
Have you had enough
or should I continue?

582
00:26:41,701 --> 00:26:45,134
Because I have a few more
very interesting tattoos.

583
00:26:47,777 --> 00:26:50,338
You want to call me Dr. model?

584
00:26:50,339 --> 00:26:51,780
That's fine.

585
00:26:51,781 --> 00:26:54,913
Just remember that
while you're sitting on

586
00:26:54,914 --> 00:26:56,985
200 grand of student loans...

587
00:26:56,986 --> 00:26:58,347
I'm out of debt.

588
00:27:00,950 --> 00:27:02,921
I'll take them down.

589
00:27:02,922 --> 00:27:05,293
Don't bother.

590
00:27:05,294 --> 00:27:06,926
Go!

591
00:27:11,761 --> 00:27:14,703
Can you tell me what you had
for breakfast on Monday?

592
00:27:14,704 --> 00:27:16,905
Cheese omelet...

593
00:27:16,906 --> 00:27:18,907
And on Sunday...

594
00:27:18,908 --> 00:27:21,339
And on Saturday...

595
00:27:21,340 --> 00:27:22,941
And on Friday.

596
00:27:22,942 --> 00:27:27,676
Sona gets up every morning
and makes me a cheese omelet.

597
00:27:27,677 --> 00:27:29,277
It's the only thing he likes.

598
00:27:29,278 --> 00:27:31,850
It's the only thing
you know how to cook.

599
00:27:31,851 --> 00:27:33,381
Okay, well, things look good.

600
00:27:33,382 --> 00:27:36,224
But I need Jorge
to get an m.R.I. This morning

601
00:27:36,225 --> 00:27:38,256
to check for residual bleeding.

602
00:27:38,257 --> 00:27:39,689
Okay?

603
00:27:43,162 --> 00:27:47,296
♪ But I'm not gonna
let you make me run ♪

604
00:27:49,899 --> 00:27:51,339
This is who I was.

605
00:27:51,340 --> 00:27:54,002
It has nothing to do
with who I am now.

606
00:27:54,003 --> 00:27:55,974
I'm a physician, a surgeon.

607
00:27:55,975 --> 00:27:57,675
And I am just as qualified

608
00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:59,377
as any other intern
on this floor.

609
00:27:59,378 --> 00:28:00,979
So you're just gonna have to

610
00:28:00,980 --> 00:28:05,014
get over your chauvinist crap
and allow me to do my job.

611
00:28:06,886 --> 00:28:10,859
I'm sure
you're a very good doctor.

612
00:28:10,860 --> 00:28:13,862
Then what is your problem?

613
00:28:13,863 --> 00:28:15,464
Look...

614
00:28:18,297 --> 00:28:20,869
I fantasized about you,

615
00:28:20,870 --> 00:28:25,874
about the woman in this photo,
whoever she is.

616
00:28:25,875 --> 00:28:29,979
I'm not proud of it,
but it's a fact.

617
00:28:36,215 --> 00:28:38,748
Do you know what
they're gonna do to me today?

618
00:28:40,790 --> 00:28:42,150
I have cancer.

619
00:28:42,151 --> 00:28:44,753
And they're gonna
lift up my legs

620
00:28:44,754 --> 00:28:46,354
and expose me to the world

621
00:28:46,355 --> 00:28:50,258
and cut out my prostate
and my nerves...

622
00:28:50,259 --> 00:28:52,431
Effectively neuter me.

623
00:28:54,904 --> 00:28:58,006
So is it so hard to understand

624
00:28:58,007 --> 00:29:01,069
that I don't want the woman
who's in that photo

625
00:29:01,070 --> 00:29:02,111
to witness...

626
00:29:04,774 --> 00:29:06,846
My emasculation?

627
00:29:14,083 --> 00:29:16,324
Have you seen her overnight labs?
I have.

628
00:29:16,325 --> 00:29:19,057
Did you check her liver panel?
They're not good.

629
00:29:19,058 --> 00:29:21,259
No, they suck.
She's choking on bile.

630
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:23,531
She's jaundiced.
A very sick woman.

631
00:29:23,532 --> 00:29:26,094
Why haven't you scheduled
the whipple?

632
00:29:26,095 --> 00:29:27,465
Well, are you a surgeon now?

633
00:29:27,466 --> 00:29:30,768
I'm her cruise director,
pushing her around all day.

634
00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:34,102
The woman is circling the drain.
We need to do something.

635
00:29:34,103 --> 00:29:35,944
I'll take a look at her biopsy.

636
00:29:35,945 --> 00:29:37,045
Screw the biopsy.

637
00:29:37,046 --> 00:29:38,206
Dr. Yang... enough.

638
00:29:38,207 --> 00:29:40,809
You know... you know, I-i...
You know what I think?

639
00:29:40,810 --> 00:29:42,981
I think you never intended
to do the whipple.

640
00:29:42,982 --> 00:29:44,983
I think this entire thing
has been bull,

641
00:29:44,984 --> 00:29:46,955
and you're behaving
like the only reason

642
00:29:46,956 --> 00:29:48,457
she's in this hospital
is to die.

643
00:30:10,109 --> 00:30:12,841
There. That's a tumor.

644
00:30:12,842 --> 00:30:15,814
It's midline
near the hypothalamus.

645
00:30:19,448 --> 00:30:21,150
Damn.

646
00:30:28,557 --> 00:30:31,229
Best practice,
probably to remove the tumor,

647
00:30:31,230 --> 00:30:32,961
"probably" because
I can't get it all...

648
00:30:32,962 --> 00:30:36,965
99% but not all of it.

649
00:30:36,966 --> 00:30:37,966
Radiation and chemo,

650
00:30:37,967 --> 00:30:40,439
you're looking
at maybe 5 to 10 good years.

651
00:30:43,012 --> 00:30:44,373
Let's do it.

652
00:30:46,375 --> 00:30:47,976
You haven't heard the downside.

653
00:30:47,977 --> 00:30:50,979
See, the tumor is located
in a part of your brain

654
00:30:50,980 --> 00:30:53,481
where your memory
and your personality resides.

655
00:30:53,482 --> 00:30:55,353
And because of the fuzzy edges

656
00:30:55,354 --> 00:30:58,927
of this type of tumor,
I have to cut out a lot.

657
00:30:58,928 --> 00:31:03,231
Jorge, you stand a good chance
of losing your memories,

658
00:31:03,232 --> 00:31:05,263
of losing who you are.

659
00:31:05,264 --> 00:31:08,096
Is there any other way?

660
00:31:08,097 --> 00:31:10,538
The alternative is a gamma
or cyberknife treatment

661
00:31:10,539 --> 00:31:11,599
with focus radiation.

662
00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:12,870
It's less evasive.

663
00:31:12,871 --> 00:31:14,572
There's little chance
of memory loss

664
00:31:14,573 --> 00:31:15,873
or him losing himself,

665
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:18,947
but it would only give Jorge
maybe three to five years.

666
00:31:18,948 --> 00:31:21,010
Three to five years?

667
00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:28,016
This is an incredibly
difficult decision.

668
00:31:28,017 --> 00:31:30,288
If you have any more questions

669
00:31:30,289 --> 00:31:33,492
or you need to talk to me,
I'm here, okay?

670
00:31:51,941 --> 00:31:53,211
Hey.

671
00:31:53,212 --> 00:31:55,543
I told my mother about you.

672
00:31:55,544 --> 00:31:58,316
She remembers you very well.

673
00:31:58,317 --> 00:32:00,148
Of course she would.

674
00:32:00,149 --> 00:32:05,354
Ellis grey never forgot a thing.

675
00:32:06,625 --> 00:32:09,058
Mmm.

676
00:32:18,237 --> 00:32:21,639
I'm sorry.
It's not really funny.

677
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:24,012
It's not funny, but...

678
00:32:24,013 --> 00:32:26,275
What's her diagnosis?

679
00:32:28,347 --> 00:32:30,718
Alzheimer's...

680
00:32:30,719 --> 00:32:32,982
Early onset.

681
00:32:36,025 --> 00:32:39,027
And she doesn't want
anyone to know.

682
00:32:39,028 --> 00:32:40,058
No.

683
00:32:40,059 --> 00:32:42,130
She's in a nursing home,

684
00:32:42,131 --> 00:32:46,195
and I'm the only person
she'll allow to see her.

685
00:32:48,267 --> 00:32:51,199
But if I know Ellis grey,

686
00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:55,103
she made the nursing home
sign a contract to that effect.

687
00:32:55,104 --> 00:32:57,745
You know my mother well.

688
00:32:57,746 --> 00:33:00,309
What a bitch.

689
00:33:06,015 --> 00:33:07,985
The woman's life
was this hospital.

690
00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:09,017
It was her home.

691
00:33:09,018 --> 00:33:11,089
It's a sweet thing
for them to do.

692
00:33:11,090 --> 00:33:13,691
It's a waste of a bed,
and it's a waste of my time.

693
00:33:13,692 --> 00:33:15,263
Who are we talking about?

694
00:33:15,264 --> 00:33:17,995
Miss fallon.
They brought her here to die.

695
00:33:17,996 --> 00:33:20,128
Wouldn't you want them
to do the same thing for you?

696
00:33:20,129 --> 00:33:22,500
No, I'd want the doctors
to do everything they could.

697
00:33:22,501 --> 00:33:24,732
I want them to cut me open
until the minute I die.

698
00:33:24,733 --> 00:33:27,676
Sometimes doing everything
can be worse than doing nothing.

699
00:33:29,638 --> 00:33:32,340
You are 8 feet tall.

700
00:33:32,341 --> 00:33:34,042
Your boobs are perfect.

701
00:33:34,043 --> 00:33:36,184
Your hair is down to there.

702
00:33:36,185 --> 00:33:38,486
If I were you,

703
00:33:38,487 --> 00:33:40,518
I would walk around naked
all the time.

704
00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:42,690
I wouldn't...
I wouldn't have a job.

705
00:33:42,691 --> 00:33:44,021
I wouldn't have skills.

706
00:33:44,022 --> 00:33:45,323
I wouldn't even
know how to read.

707
00:33:45,324 --> 00:33:47,095
I'd just be...

708
00:33:47,096 --> 00:33:49,327
Naked.

709
00:33:49,328 --> 00:33:51,799
It's makeup. It's retouching.

710
00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:54,163
You get that we hate you, right?

711
00:33:57,266 --> 00:33:59,437
Bailey again.

712
00:33:59,438 --> 00:34:02,140
Any patient who spanks
to his doctor's pictures

713
00:34:02,141 --> 00:34:03,441
forfeits his rights.

714
00:34:03,442 --> 00:34:06,744
You're seriously not gonna give
up the prostatectomy, are you?

715
00:34:06,745 --> 00:34:08,177
Izzie?

716
00:34:09,618 --> 00:34:11,219
Oh, forget it.

717
00:34:11,220 --> 00:34:13,221
You know,
sometimes it is actually,

718
00:34:13,222 --> 00:34:15,254
you know, painful
to be around you.

719
00:34:20,189 --> 00:34:22,059
Where the hell have you been?

720
00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:23,431
When I page, you answer.

721
00:34:23,432 --> 00:34:25,333
It's not that difficult
to understand.

722
00:34:25,334 --> 00:34:28,096
O'Malley answered his page.
He's doing your prep.

723
00:34:28,097 --> 00:34:30,198
Dr. Hammond to O.R. room three.

724
00:34:30,199 --> 00:34:33,442
Dr. Hammond to O.R. room three.

725
00:34:36,105 --> 00:34:38,606
If I hear the words
Bethany whisper one more time...

726
00:34:38,607 --> 00:34:40,208
I can't, okay?

727
00:34:40,209 --> 00:34:42,710
I just... can't.

728
00:34:42,711 --> 00:34:44,452
He doesn't want me in there.

729
00:34:44,453 --> 00:34:47,084
No, what he wants
is to not have cancer.

730
00:34:47,085 --> 00:34:48,786
What he wants is to be saved.

731
00:34:48,787 --> 00:34:51,159
You want to stay
in the scrub room,

732
00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:52,321
that's your choice.

733
00:34:55,194 --> 00:34:56,824
All right.

734
00:34:56,825 --> 00:34:59,298
I'll do my best.

735
00:35:01,130 --> 00:35:02,730
Jorge and sona want the surgery.

736
00:35:02,731 --> 00:35:04,372
They want you to cut it out?

737
00:35:04,373 --> 00:35:07,206
Mm-hmm. It's their decision.

738
00:35:23,192 --> 00:35:25,723
They were never gonna operate.

739
00:35:25,724 --> 00:35:27,655
You could have told me.

740
00:35:27,656 --> 00:35:30,359
What fun would that have been?

741
00:35:32,361 --> 00:35:36,604
Think of it as a hazing ritual.

742
00:35:36,605 --> 00:35:40,168
Welcome...

743
00:35:40,169 --> 00:35:43,242
Liz, don't talk. Don't talk.

744
00:35:46,415 --> 00:35:48,177
Liz, just...

745
00:35:50,349 --> 00:35:52,320
Liz? Liz, stay...

746
00:35:52,321 --> 00:35:54,353
Liz, stay with me.

747
00:35:56,355 --> 00:35:57,886
Stay with me, Liz.

748
00:36:21,810 --> 00:36:24,752
♪ For those who've slept ♪

749
00:36:24,753 --> 00:36:27,285
♪ For those who've kept ♪

750
00:36:27,286 --> 00:36:30,218
♪ Themselves jacked up ♪

751
00:36:30,219 --> 00:36:31,789
♪ How Jesus wept ♪

752
00:36:31,790 --> 00:36:33,322
Sona?

753
00:36:35,494 --> 00:36:37,595
Let's go.

754
00:36:37,596 --> 00:36:38,926
Right... right down.

755
00:36:38,927 --> 00:36:40,228
Pick up the bagger.

756
00:36:40,229 --> 00:36:41,529
Push epi and atropine.

757
00:36:41,530 --> 00:36:42,570
You got it.

758
00:36:42,571 --> 00:36:43,901
Somebody page Burke.

759
00:36:43,902 --> 00:36:45,403
I'll start ventilation.

760
00:36:45,404 --> 00:36:46,534
Start that line.

761
00:36:46,535 --> 00:36:48,306
She's dnr. One, two...

762
00:36:48,307 --> 00:36:50,878
She's dnr. Do not resuscitate!

763
00:36:50,879 --> 00:36:51,979
Dr. Yang!

764
00:36:51,980 --> 00:36:54,412
Come on, people!
Push another epi! Come on!

765
00:36:54,413 --> 00:36:56,514
You need to consider
what you'll lose.

766
00:36:56,515 --> 00:36:57,845
What good is five years

767
00:36:57,846 --> 00:37:00,248
if he doesn't joke
about your omelets

768
00:37:00,249 --> 00:37:02,920
and he can't remember
seeing you in that red dress?

769
00:37:02,921 --> 00:37:04,452
It's still five more years.

770
00:37:04,453 --> 00:37:05,723
You don't understand.

771
00:37:05,724 --> 00:37:07,955
He'll be there,
but he won't be Jorge.

772
00:37:07,956 --> 00:37:09,557
He won't even recognize you.

773
00:37:09,558 --> 00:37:10,858
This is our business.

774
00:37:10,859 --> 00:37:13,701
You have no idea
what this will do to you.

775
00:37:13,702 --> 00:37:17,465
Isn't 5 good years
better than 10 bad ones?

776
00:37:17,466 --> 00:37:18,936
Meredith,
what the hell are you doing?

777
00:37:18,937 --> 00:37:20,738
She needs to understand.

778
00:37:20,739 --> 00:37:22,239
I do understand.

779
00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:24,011
You think
that I'm being selfish,

780
00:37:24,012 --> 00:37:25,943
that I don't want
to give him up.

781
00:37:25,944 --> 00:37:28,376
I don't. This is
Jorge's decision.

782
00:37:28,377 --> 00:37:30,678
And if that means
10 bad years for me, fine.

783
00:37:30,679 --> 00:37:31,979
I'll give him those years

784
00:37:31,980 --> 00:37:34,422
because I will give him
whatever he wants.

785
00:37:34,423 --> 00:37:36,724
Look, I am so sorry, sona.
Just please forgive her.

786
00:37:36,725 --> 00:37:38,686
And if he doesn't remember me,

787
00:37:38,687 --> 00:37:40,928
if he doesn't remember
what we are,

788
00:37:40,929 --> 00:37:43,561
he's still my Jorge.

789
00:37:43,562 --> 00:37:46,834
And I'll remember for us both.

790
00:37:46,835 --> 00:37:48,466
Okay, all right.

791
00:37:48,467 --> 00:37:52,370
♪ Let your imagination
run away ♪

792
00:37:52,371 --> 00:37:53,541
Five, three, one, two.

793
00:37:53,542 --> 00:37:55,673
What the hell are you two doing?

794
00:37:55,674 --> 00:37:57,445
We lost pulse. Let her go.

795
00:37:57,446 --> 00:37:59,347
Where's that epi? Let her go!

796
00:37:59,348 --> 00:38:01,008
She's dnr. Let her go down.

797
00:38:01,009 --> 00:38:02,480
Four, five.

798
00:38:02,481 --> 00:38:03,881
One, two...

799
00:38:03,882 --> 00:38:05,052
Do not resuscitate.

800
00:38:05,053 --> 00:38:07,355
It is on her chart. All right!

801
00:38:07,356 --> 00:38:09,016
Let her go down.

802
00:38:09,017 --> 00:38:10,689
Let her go down.

803
00:38:14,022 --> 00:38:19,597
♪ Sunday ♪

804
00:38:19,598 --> 00:38:24,332
♪ Sunday ♪

805
00:38:24,333 --> 00:38:26,475
Then call the lab again.

806
00:38:28,977 --> 00:38:30,077
Where are they?

807
00:38:30,078 --> 00:38:31,879
He's resecting the prostate,

808
00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:33,942
coming up on the distal nerve.

809
00:38:35,444 --> 00:38:38,846
You said...
"I am not your sister."

810
00:38:38,847 --> 00:38:42,650
Do you feel like
I was emasculating you?

811
00:38:42,651 --> 00:38:44,892
No. No.

812
00:38:44,893 --> 00:38:47,726
I'm too masculine
to be emasculated.

813
00:38:53,402 --> 00:38:55,103
I'm sorry.

814
00:38:57,466 --> 00:38:59,637
Guess you put Dr. model to rest.

815
00:38:59,638 --> 00:39:02,039
I guess I did.

816
00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:05,673
Dr. Victor, I'm sorry.
But these are viable nerves.

817
00:39:05,674 --> 00:39:07,415
We should save them.

818
00:39:07,416 --> 00:39:09,617
It'll take at least
an hour longer,

819
00:39:09,618 --> 00:39:11,649
and we might not get it all.

820
00:39:11,650 --> 00:39:14,553
You know,
they call him limp Harry.

821
00:39:16,555 --> 00:39:19,527
But his prognosis
with chemo is nearly as good.

822
00:39:19,528 --> 00:39:22,530
And, frankly, if you're worried
about missing your tee time,

823
00:39:22,531 --> 00:39:24,131
I'd be more than happy
to finish.

824
00:39:24,132 --> 00:39:25,433
Dr. Stevens.

825
00:39:25,434 --> 00:39:27,034
Can we help you?

826
00:39:27,035 --> 00:39:28,396
I'm sorry, Dr. Bailey.

827
00:39:28,397 --> 00:39:30,498
Dr. Victor, I agree with her.

828
00:39:30,499 --> 00:39:31,899
You just can't...

829
00:39:31,900 --> 00:39:34,542
You have to save the nerves.

830
00:39:34,543 --> 00:39:35,474
What?

831
00:39:35,475 --> 00:39:36,844
The nerves...
You have to save them.

832
00:39:36,845 --> 00:39:38,045
Dr. Stevens, I can handle this.

833
00:39:38,046 --> 00:39:39,507
No, you told me
the most important thing

834
00:39:39,508 --> 00:39:40,878
is giving the patient
what they want.

835
00:39:40,879 --> 00:39:42,450
What Humphrey wants
is his erection.

836
00:39:42,451 --> 00:39:45,052
She's yours. You get her out.

837
00:39:45,053 --> 00:39:46,554
Can't do that, sir.

838
00:39:46,555 --> 00:39:48,816
You know how
these young puppies are.

839
00:39:48,817 --> 00:39:52,089
I'm going to tell Richard
about both of you.

840
00:39:52,090 --> 00:39:53,390
You do that.

841
00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:54,962
In the meantime,
let's pretend it's you

842
00:39:54,963 --> 00:39:56,564
on this table
and give this a try.

843
00:39:56,565 --> 00:40:02,029
♪ Where do you go
with your broken heart in tow? ♪

844
00:40:02,030 --> 00:40:06,534
♪ What do you do
with the leftover you? ♪

845
00:40:06,535 --> 00:40:10,508
♪ And how do you know
when to let go? ♪

846
00:40:10,509 --> 00:40:13,010
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

847
00:40:13,011 --> 00:40:15,743
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

848
00:40:15,744 --> 00:40:17,715
Dr. pinosky.

849
00:40:17,716 --> 00:40:21,118
♪ Look me in the eye and tell me
you don't find me attractive ♪

850
00:40:21,119 --> 00:40:25,623
♪ Look me in the heart
and tell me you won't go ♪

851
00:40:25,624 --> 00:40:30,197
♪ Look me in the eye and promise
no love's like our love ♪

852
00:40:30,198 --> 00:40:32,530
♪ Look me in the heart... ♪

853
00:40:32,531 --> 00:40:34,162
You ever called one?

854
00:40:39,037 --> 00:40:40,168
No.

855
00:40:42,641 --> 00:40:44,012
Call it, doctor.

856
00:40:46,645 --> 00:40:48,546
Time of death, 11:43.

857
00:40:48,547 --> 00:40:50,478
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

858
00:40:50,479 --> 00:40:52,650
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

859
00:40:52,651 --> 00:40:58,185
♪ Where do you go when you're
in love and the world knows? ♪

860
00:40:58,186 --> 00:41:00,457
♪ How do you live so happily? ♪

861
00:41:00,458 --> 00:41:02,830
I wish there were
a rule book for intimacy.

862
00:41:02,831 --> 00:41:05,162
♪ What do you say
it's up for grabs ♪

863
00:41:05,163 --> 00:41:07,234
♪ Now that
you're on your way down? ♪

864
00:41:07,235 --> 00:41:08,666
Some kind of a guide

865
00:41:08,667 --> 00:41:11,669
that could tell you
when you've crossed the line.

866
00:41:11,670 --> 00:41:16,043
♪ Look me in the eye and tell me
you don't find me attractive ♪

867
00:41:16,044 --> 00:41:17,975
♪ Look me in my heart
and tell me... ♪

868
00:41:17,976 --> 00:41:20,878
You can't lose it like that.

869
00:41:20,879 --> 00:41:23,681
It would be nice
if you could see it coming.

870
00:41:23,682 --> 00:41:24,813
I'll get her.

871
00:41:26,585 --> 00:41:28,055
Let her go.

872
00:41:28,056 --> 00:41:30,858
And I don't know
how you fit it on a map.

873
00:41:30,859 --> 00:41:33,090
We have to let her go.

874
00:41:33,091 --> 00:41:38,896
♪ I'm always thinking
you would be real ♪

875
00:41:38,897 --> 00:41:42,600
♪ Love me and I feel strong
and cold ♪

876
00:41:42,601 --> 00:41:43,701
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

877
00:41:43,702 --> 00:41:47,635
Of course, now you know
every time he gets a rise,

878
00:41:47,636 --> 00:41:49,537
he'll be thinking of you.

879
00:41:49,538 --> 00:41:52,110
You take it
where you can get it...

880
00:41:58,617 --> 00:42:01,689
♪ Tell me you don't
find me attractive ♪

881
00:42:01,690 --> 00:42:06,023
♪ Look me in the heart
and tell me that you won't go ♪

882
00:42:06,024 --> 00:42:09,857
♪ Look me in the eye and promise
no love is like our love ♪

883
00:42:09,858 --> 00:42:11,659
And as for rules...

884
00:42:11,660 --> 00:42:14,001
♪ Look me in the heart,
and I'll be broken ♪

885
00:42:14,002 --> 00:42:16,263
Better not be
using my toothbrush.

886
00:42:16,264 --> 00:42:18,005
I'm not.

887
00:42:18,006 --> 00:42:20,537
Maybe there are none.

888
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:24,842
♪ Always thinking you
would be real ♪

889
00:42:24,843 --> 00:42:28,616
♪ Love me and I feel strong
and cold ♪

890
00:42:28,617 --> 00:42:30,678
Maybe the rules of intimacy

891
00:42:30,679 --> 00:42:34,582
are something you have to
define for yourself.

892
00:42:34,583 --> 00:42:37,955
♪ Believe
if it breaks the seal ♪

893
00:42:37,956 --> 00:42:43,661
♪ I'm always thinking
you would be real ♪

894
00:42:43,662 --> 00:42:45,893
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

895
00:42:45,894 --> 00:42:48,035
♪ Where does the good go? ♪

896
00:42:48,036 --> 00:42:49,968
♪ Where does the good go? ♪