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♪ Wake up ♪

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Remember when you were a kid,

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and your biggest worry was,

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like, if you'd get a bike
for your birthday

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for breakfast?

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Being an adult...
Totally overrated.

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I mean, seriously,
don't be fooled

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by all the hot shoes
and the great sex

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and the no parents anywhere
telling you what to do.

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Adulthood is responsibility.

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The lawyer
has been managing her estate

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with a limited
power of attorney,

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but your mother's Alzheimer's
is advancing.

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So, while she's still
lucid enough to consent,

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she needs to sign everything
over to you.

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Me?

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Responsibility...
it really does suck.

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Look, I haven't slept
in 48 hours.

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I'm getting my first shot
at heart surgery this morning.

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I'm missing rounds.

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Are you sure there isn't anybody
here, or the attorney...?

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I mean, do I really have to be
the one to handle this?

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We're talking about her estate,
finances, medical care.

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You really want to leave her
life in someone else's hands?

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She's your mother.

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Really, really sucks.

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Adults have to be places
and do things

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and earn a living
and pay the rent.

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And if you're training
to be a surgeon,

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holding a human heart
in your hands...

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Hello!

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Talk about responsibility!

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What was that, Dr. grey?

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Sorry, it slipped. My hands...

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It's okay. I'm done.

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You can release Mrs. Patterson's
heart now, very gently.

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All right. Let's warm her up.

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Get her off bypass.

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Look really, really good,

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doesn't it?

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I wish I could hold a heart.

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A monkey could hold a heart.

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You're mad Burke didn't ask you.

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George, I need
more ice and chips.

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Who did you invite?

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We said the list
was jocks only...

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Surgery, trauma, plastics.

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Who else?

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Some people from peds.

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You invited the preschoolers
to Meredith's house.

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Next thing, you'll say
that you invited the shrinks.

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She invited mental defects.
This party is D.O.A.

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Meredith thinks
this is going to be

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a small, meet-your-boyfriend
cocktail thing.

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Did you clear this with her?

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No, but I will.

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I promise.

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Why are you wasting
the only weekend

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your boyfriend is in town
on a big party?

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Is he bad in bed?

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No. I just want him
to meet some of my friends.

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Right. 60 geeks in scrubs
are your friends.

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Ugh!

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Bad sex... sucks for you.

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I heard there's a party tonight.

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A party?

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Uh, news to me. No party.

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We losing her or what?

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Are the grafts...?

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They're open. Temperature?

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She's at 96 and rising.

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She should be doing this
on her own.

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That's her falling.

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Continue the progressions.

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Come on, Mrs. Patterson.

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Paddles.

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Sets are below 90.

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Charge.

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10 joules.

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Clear.

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Come on, Mrs. Patterson.

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Give me 20. Charge.

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There. We have rhythm.

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Reluctant heart.

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All right.

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Let's close.

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Keep an eye on her.

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Good work, everyone.

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The scariest part
about responsibility?

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When you screw up

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and let it slip
right through your fingers.

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Hey, I heard you did a cabg
with Burke.

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Did you get to hold the heart?
Yeah.

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It's an amazing feeling.
You never forget the first time.

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It was pretty great
just to watch.

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Vicarious thrills, you know?

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Yeah.

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Dr. Bailey to O.R. seven.

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Dr. Bailey to O.R. seven.

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See you later. Bye.

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I think maybe
I did something to the heart

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when I was holding it.

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I nodded off a little,
squeezed it.

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Oh, please.
The heart's a tough muscle.

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It can take a squeeze or two.

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My fingernail popped a glove,
cut straight through.

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George, what if I punctured
Mrs. Patterson's heart?

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If you had punctured it,

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you would have known
when they reperfused.

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They got her heart beating.
The woman's okay.

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So, I shouldn't tell Burke?

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Tell him what?

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You know, um...

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Nothing happened.
The woman's okay, right?

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She's okay.

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She's fine.

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She's fine.

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♪ Nobody knows
where they might end up ♪

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♪ Nobody knows ♪

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♪ Oh, oh,
suppose you'll never know ♪

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What do you see, George?

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Hyperinflated lungs...
Cloudy with bullae.

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Seriously diminished capacity.

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She must be
having trouble breathing.

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Course of action?

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A bullectomy procedure. Remove
the bullae. Reduce the pressure.

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It says here we operated
on her back in '99.

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So Mrs. Drake
has been through this before,

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but talk her through it anyway.

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And resist
the anti-smoking lectures.

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She feels bad enough already.

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So, do you think,
if they put a picture of these

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in a pack of cigarettes,
people would stop smoking?

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How long has your back
been hurting you?

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It's chronic.

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Means I have it all the time.

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I know what "chronic" means.

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What kind of pain
are you having?

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Oh, man, the pain's bad.

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It's like
a thousand samurai warriors

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stabbing their swords
into my spine.

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I'm allergic to aspirin,
most nsaids.

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So, maybe we'll start you
on morphine.

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No.

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The only things that will work

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are, uh, demerol or dilaudid.

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A ton of dilaudid...
That will set me straight.

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The standard starting dose
is two.

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Did you see that Tom Cruise
samurai movie, hmm?

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Pow! Pow! Pow!

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Exaggerated and overly specific
description of his pain.

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A self-prescription.
"Pow! Pow! Pow!"?

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He's a dilaudid junkie.

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What do you do?

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Check the database for history,

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refer to a program,
and discharge.

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After you give him something.

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That's exactly what he wants.

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You still have to treat his pain
as if it were real.

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The first rule
in pain management...

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Always err
on the side of caution.

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He's in our care.
He says he's in pain.

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Start a central line.
His veins are shot.

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The surgery before
was supposed to help.

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But it never felt right.

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Probably would have been
a good idea to quit smoking.

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I did!

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Four-pack-a-day habit.
It was hell.

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Here you go.

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Didn't do any good.

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Really? Because it looked...

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I mean, from the damage,

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we all thought you probably
were still smoking.

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Cold Turkey, five years ago,

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and what did I get
for my trouble?

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I still had to quit my job
at the restaurant.

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But even sitting, it hurt.

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Here you go.

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Nobody believed me.
They all said it was in my head.

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I've seen the films.
It's not all in your head.

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You're right about that.

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Hey, come here.

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You're too damn young
to be a doctor.

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Hey.

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What?

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I'm older than I look.

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Do you think
this is going to work this time?

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I think it's your best option.

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Straight shooter, huh?

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Yes, ma'am.

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I like that.

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Hi, Mr. Patterson.

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Hi.

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Hemodynamics stable?

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Yeah, map has stayed around 80.
Cardiac output at 5.

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That's good, Dr. grey?

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That's fine, Mr. Patterson.

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But it's not good.

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Well, heart surgery takes a lot
out of the patient,

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but we're monitoring
your wife very carefully,

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and she should be fine.

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Mr. sterman, let's see about
getting you out of here today.

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How are you feeling?

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Pretty okay,
except I don't think I ever want

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to have
a bowel obstruction again.

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Really?

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We get people in here
all the time requesting one.

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Oh.

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So, you keeping down
clear fluids?

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And my all-time favorite
question... have you pooped?

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I'm not exactly sure.

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I think you'd probably know.

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Passed gas?

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Yes.

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Really? Because if I bring in
my handy lie detector...

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Okay, no.

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And I shouldn't try and lie.
I know.

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I went to medical school.

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You went to med school?

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Yeah, dropped out
my last year at clinical.

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Too many hours,

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and I was staring into
the ice-cold eyes of divorce.

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Wow.

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Yeah, I do research now,
and I have a life... a family.

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No offense.

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No, no, that's okay.

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I'm just one of those people
who believe you can have both.

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Maybe so.

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But your first responsibility's
always gonna be your patient.

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Dr. Shepherd to the E.R., stat.

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Dr. Shepherd to the E.R., stat.

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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Just coffee.

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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Good.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ You're always the same,
you're always the same ♪

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♪ You're always the same,
you're always the same ♪

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♪ You're always the same,
you're always the same ♪

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♪ You're always the same,
you're always the same ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ Do do do do ♪

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♪ You're always the same,
you're always the same ♪

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We call this
"a spaghetti procedure."

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We cut and deflate the bullae
to facilitate

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gentle manipulation
of Mrs. Drake's lung.

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Dr. Bailey, do you see that?

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Sir?

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Oh, my ever-lovin'...

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We need to open her up.
I'm taking out the scope.

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You heard him, people.
Let's move.

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Lights.

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10 blade. Here you go.

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Retractors.

266
00:11:37,998 --> 00:11:39,899
Retractors.

267
00:11:39,900 --> 00:11:41,331
Scalpel ready.

268
00:11:43,273 --> 00:11:44,474
Towel.

269
00:11:47,277 --> 00:11:48,979
Rib spreader.

270
00:11:51,411 --> 00:11:53,043
Suction.

271
00:12:01,992 --> 00:12:04,093
Is that a towel?

272
00:12:04,094 --> 00:12:05,294
Get a pan.

273
00:12:05,295 --> 00:12:07,226
Where did that come from?

274
00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:10,199
Best guess...
Her surgery five years ago.

275
00:12:10,200 --> 00:12:15,135
Something careless
this way comes.

276
00:12:24,915 --> 00:12:26,115
A towel?

277
00:12:26,116 --> 00:12:28,117
She complained of pressure
on her chest,

278
00:12:28,118 --> 00:12:29,348
but nobody took her seriously.

279
00:12:29,349 --> 00:12:31,781
Not good for the patient,
not good for the hospital.

280
00:12:31,782 --> 00:12:33,382
Not good.

281
00:12:33,383 --> 00:12:35,024
Cristina, hit the files.

282
00:12:35,025 --> 00:12:37,156
Find out everything you can
about that initial operation.

283
00:12:37,157 --> 00:12:39,158
Who was in that room?
Who was responsible for closing?

284
00:12:39,159 --> 00:12:41,160
George, stay with the patient.
Keep her happy.

285
00:12:41,161 --> 00:12:42,431
She seems to like you.

286
00:12:42,432 --> 00:12:45,294
Right, okay, um,
how long do you think...?

287
00:12:45,295 --> 00:12:48,167
I mean, just technically,
I'm off at 6:00.

288
00:12:48,168 --> 00:12:49,538
Am I invited?

289
00:12:49,539 --> 00:12:51,170
Excuse me?

290
00:12:51,171 --> 00:12:52,301
Am I invited to the party?

291
00:12:52,302 --> 00:12:53,903
Oh.

292
00:12:53,904 --> 00:12:56,476
Well, yeah.
Yes, yeah, of course.

293
00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:03,212
What was I supposed to say?

294
00:13:03,213 --> 00:13:04,484
Ugh!

295
00:13:07,057 --> 00:13:10,220
Okay, yeah, great.
All right, 14 cases.

296
00:13:11,361 --> 00:13:15,294
What kind? I don't know.
Maybe an assortment.

297
00:13:15,295 --> 00:13:17,326
Microbrews... locals.

298
00:13:17,327 --> 00:13:20,299
Make sure they throw in
some bar nuts.

299
00:13:20,300 --> 00:13:22,401
I'm ordering office supplies.

300
00:13:22,402 --> 00:13:24,203
Oh, yeah, sure.

301
00:13:24,204 --> 00:13:26,876
Microbrews... local.
And throw in some bar nuts.

302
00:13:26,877 --> 00:13:29,078
7:00 would be better than 5:00.

303
00:13:29,079 --> 00:13:30,179
Hey, any luck?

304
00:13:30,180 --> 00:13:33,183
Hey, if I do, will you invite me
to the party?

305
00:13:35,485 --> 00:13:37,316
Yeah, great. Okay, thanks.

306
00:13:37,317 --> 00:13:38,848
Take it easy.

307
00:13:38,849 --> 00:13:39,849
Mr. frost.

308
00:13:39,850 --> 00:13:41,120
Where have you been?!

309
00:13:41,121 --> 00:13:43,352
We're going to take care of you,
all right?

310
00:13:43,353 --> 00:13:45,896
Where the hell have you been?!

311
00:13:48,428 --> 00:13:50,900
When I tell you
to start a central line,

312
00:13:50,901 --> 00:13:53,602
you start a central line...
No judgment, no question.

313
00:13:53,603 --> 00:13:57,166
Guy's been in seven hospitals
in the last four months.

314
00:13:57,167 --> 00:13:59,338
The patient
has a three-lumbar fusion.

315
00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:01,470
He's a junkie.
We shouldn't be giving him...

316
00:14:01,471 --> 00:14:03,973
Yeah, he's an addict,
but his pain is real.

317
00:14:03,974 --> 00:14:06,846
Lose the attitude, get down
there, start a central line.

318
00:14:23,994 --> 00:14:28,367
Told me I had a towel inside me.

319
00:14:28,368 --> 00:14:29,939
Who told you that?

320
00:14:29,940 --> 00:14:34,603
A surgeon... an older man.

321
00:14:34,604 --> 00:14:35,604
Handsome.

322
00:14:35,605 --> 00:14:37,977
That's Dr. Webber.

323
00:14:37,978 --> 00:14:39,378
He's our chief.

324
00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:40,579
Yeah.

325
00:14:40,580 --> 00:14:46,986
It was a towel that
somebody left the last time.

326
00:14:46,987 --> 00:14:48,357
Yes, ma'am.

327
00:14:48,358 --> 00:14:50,320
Who would do that?

328
00:14:53,293 --> 00:14:56,466
That doesn't seem right,
does it?

329
00:14:59,269 --> 00:15:02,972
No, ma'am, no. It doesn't.

330
00:15:02,973 --> 00:15:07,436
I was walking around
with a towel inside of me.

331
00:15:07,437 --> 00:15:10,480
How could that happen?

332
00:15:49,179 --> 00:15:52,582
So? What happens now?

333
00:15:57,287 --> 00:16:01,091
Now you keep this to yourself
while we work it out.

334
00:16:02,632 --> 00:16:04,463
Do this for me.

335
00:16:04,464 --> 00:16:07,196
Dr. Stevens, call cc...

336
00:16:07,197 --> 00:16:09,099
Dr. Stevens, call cc...

337
00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:21,280
You okay?

338
00:16:21,281 --> 00:16:22,651
Yeah, yeah, I'm good.

339
00:16:22,652 --> 00:16:25,414
Are you sure?
Because you seem not okay.

340
00:16:25,415 --> 00:16:27,156
I'm fine. Cabg was long.

341
00:16:27,157 --> 00:16:29,318
Well, let me take you
out to dinner tonight.

342
00:16:29,319 --> 00:16:30,659
You can tell me all about it.

343
00:16:30,660 --> 00:16:33,362
Real food, waiters,
big chunks of carbs in a basket.

344
00:16:33,363 --> 00:16:34,523
I can't.

345
00:16:34,524 --> 00:16:35,425
Forget the party.

346
00:16:35,426 --> 00:16:37,496
You know about the party?

347
00:16:37,497 --> 00:16:39,228
Your friends will be
at the party.

348
00:16:39,229 --> 00:16:41,130
You and I can be alone
somewhere else.

349
00:16:41,131 --> 00:16:43,472
Thanks for not inviting me,
by the way. That felt good.

350
00:16:43,473 --> 00:16:46,205
Dinner... think about dinner.
Perfect opportunity.

351
00:16:46,206 --> 00:16:47,277
Well...

352
00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:49,509
Ugh!

353
00:16:51,381 --> 00:16:53,382
Started having swelling
over her sternum,

354
00:16:53,383 --> 00:16:55,013
then blood started gushing.

355
00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:56,345
Dr. Burke is on his way.

356
00:16:56,346 --> 00:16:57,516
Is she dying?

357
00:16:57,517 --> 00:16:59,418
Somebody get him out of here.

358
00:16:59,419 --> 00:17:00,719
Keep applying pressure.

359
00:17:00,720 --> 00:17:02,251
Tyler, call for an O.R.

360
00:17:02,252 --> 00:17:04,253
What the hell happened?
She got her protamine?

361
00:17:04,254 --> 00:17:05,424
Per protocol.

362
00:17:05,425 --> 00:17:09,128
No allergic, anaphylactic,
or histamine responses.

363
00:17:09,129 --> 00:17:10,429
Her last counts?

364
00:17:10,430 --> 00:17:13,702
B.t., p.T.T., I.N.R.,
platelet counts were all stable.

365
00:17:13,703 --> 00:17:15,534
Even her h.N.H. Were stable.

366
00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:18,537
What the hell went wrong?
Let's move.

367
00:17:18,538 --> 00:17:20,670
Hold on.

368
00:17:22,172 --> 00:17:24,413
I popped a glove. What?

369
00:17:24,414 --> 00:17:26,575
In surgery,
when I was holding it,

370
00:17:26,576 --> 00:17:28,577
I popped a glove
with my fingernail.

371
00:17:28,578 --> 00:17:30,479
I think I may have nicked
her heart.

372
00:17:30,480 --> 00:17:32,522
Let's go, people.

373
00:17:44,394 --> 00:17:46,465
What were you thinking about?

374
00:17:46,466 --> 00:17:48,767
You had every opportunity
to speak up

375
00:17:48,768 --> 00:17:50,469
before I closed her chest.

376
00:17:50,470 --> 00:17:51,600
I'm sorry.

377
00:17:51,601 --> 00:17:53,742
And then you confess
in front of her husband?

378
00:17:53,743 --> 00:17:55,774
You don't even know
if you were the cause.

379
00:17:55,775 --> 00:17:57,446
You have no idea.

380
00:17:57,447 --> 00:17:58,747
I'm sorry.

381
00:17:58,748 --> 00:18:00,380
Sponge.

382
00:18:01,381 --> 00:18:02,412
There.

383
00:18:04,414 --> 00:18:06,215
Over here.

384
00:18:06,216 --> 00:18:09,588
There. Look at the wall rupture.

385
00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:11,820
It's a hell of a lot more
than a fingernail.

386
00:18:11,821 --> 00:18:15,824
Her ventricular walls are weak.

387
00:18:15,825 --> 00:18:18,867
I just had a conversation
with Mr. Patterson.

388
00:18:18,868 --> 00:18:22,431
I want copies of his wife's
chart in my office by 5:00.

389
00:18:22,432 --> 00:18:25,504
Tomorrow, the two of you are
going to meet with me and legal,

390
00:18:25,505 --> 00:18:30,479
and you better damn well be able
to explain what happened here.

391
00:18:30,480 --> 00:18:33,782
People poking holes in hearts
and leaving towels.

392
00:18:33,783 --> 00:18:37,486
You're gonna go back
and talk to the husband.

393
00:18:37,487 --> 00:18:39,318
Review the history.

394
00:18:39,319 --> 00:18:41,650
Apologize profusely.

395
00:18:41,651 --> 00:18:45,195
Dr. grey.

396
00:18:48,558 --> 00:18:50,529
You got called before the chief?

397
00:18:50,530 --> 00:18:51,630
Tomorrow morning.

398
00:18:51,631 --> 00:18:53,632
I could get kicked out
of the program.

399
00:18:53,633 --> 00:18:54,803
I could, right?

400
00:18:54,804 --> 00:18:56,735
You're not getting kicked out.

401
00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:58,907
Patterson's just gonna sue.

402
00:18:58,908 --> 00:19:01,740
Patterson is not going to sue.
You're not getting kicked out.

403
00:19:01,741 --> 00:19:04,173
What were you thinking?
Telling Burke? So stupid.

404
00:19:04,174 --> 00:19:05,345
I told her not to.

405
00:19:06,416 --> 00:19:08,777
I got to take this.

406
00:19:08,778 --> 00:19:11,520
Thanks. Thank you.
Very comforting.

407
00:19:11,521 --> 00:19:13,652
I'll watch your books.

408
00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:14,723
Oh.

409
00:19:14,724 --> 00:19:17,556
Okay, so the beer
is coming at 7:00,

410
00:19:17,557 --> 00:19:20,629
and some of the floor nurses
are bringing wine.

411
00:19:20,630 --> 00:19:22,491
You invited nurses?

412
00:19:22,492 --> 00:19:24,193
Did you clear this
with Meredith?

413
00:19:24,194 --> 00:19:26,195
A few more people
isn't gonna make a difference.

414
00:19:26,196 --> 00:19:27,396
A party is a party.

415
00:19:27,397 --> 00:19:30,469
And the bigger the party,
the less time for bad sex.

416
00:19:30,470 --> 00:19:31,840
Would you stop saying that.

417
00:19:31,841 --> 00:19:34,443
Hank and I have great sex...
All the time.

418
00:19:34,444 --> 00:19:37,606
We'll probably have sex after
the party, or during the party.

419
00:19:37,607 --> 00:19:39,908
As long as you clear it
with Meredith.

420
00:19:39,909 --> 00:19:43,552
Hank just needs to realize
that doctors can have fun.

421
00:19:43,553 --> 00:19:46,515
We're not all workaholics
with god complexes.

422
00:19:46,516 --> 00:19:49,419
We are workaholics
with god complexes.

423
00:19:53,793 --> 00:19:56,765
And the notary can be there
at 6:30, too?

424
00:19:56,766 --> 00:19:59,528
And the home's physician
will be there

425
00:19:59,529 --> 00:20:02,501
to attest
to her mental competency?

426
00:20:02,502 --> 00:20:04,503
Okay.

427
00:20:04,504 --> 00:20:07,776
Is there anything else I need
to bring beside my license?

428
00:20:07,777 --> 00:20:10,379
And my checkbook.

429
00:20:10,380 --> 00:20:13,342
6:30... I'll be there.

430
00:20:13,343 --> 00:20:14,583
I heard.

431
00:20:14,584 --> 00:20:17,616
It's a notary thing...
A thing to get notarized.

432
00:20:17,617 --> 00:20:19,448
I'm talking about
the heart thing.

433
00:20:19,449 --> 00:20:21,450
Do you want to talk about it?

434
00:20:21,451 --> 00:20:23,552
We're adults.

435
00:20:23,553 --> 00:20:26,296
When did that happen?

436
00:20:27,857 --> 00:20:30,830
And how do we make it stop?

437
00:20:46,015 --> 00:20:47,676
Dr. Yang.

438
00:20:47,677 --> 00:20:50,280
Dr. Burke.

439
00:20:51,781 --> 00:20:54,383
That bypass graft
got a little complicated.

440
00:20:54,384 --> 00:20:56,655
It's nothing I couldn't handle.

441
00:20:56,656 --> 00:20:58,758
Good.

442
00:21:06,536 --> 00:21:08,997
Uh-huh.

443
00:21:08,998 --> 00:21:11,039
Yeah.

444
00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:12,642
Mm-hmm.

445
00:21:14,644 --> 00:21:17,276
Listen, I'll call you back.

446
00:21:19,479 --> 00:21:20,709
That was my lawyer.

447
00:21:20,710 --> 00:21:22,911
He's advising me
not to talk to you.

448
00:21:22,912 --> 00:21:26,655
Mr. Patterson, I know that
you're frustrated and angry,

449
00:21:26,656 --> 00:21:27,986
but I need...

450
00:21:27,987 --> 00:21:30,959
About your wife.

451
00:21:30,960 --> 00:21:33,291
The walls of her heart
are abnormally thin.

452
00:21:33,292 --> 00:21:35,594
Hey, don't blame this
on my wife.

453
00:21:35,595 --> 00:21:38,296
I heard from your very mouth
what happened. I know.

454
00:21:38,297 --> 00:21:39,568
But we can't treat her.

455
00:21:39,569 --> 00:21:41,670
No, she was in the best shape
of her life.

456
00:21:41,671 --> 00:21:44,533
You ask her cardiologist.
She had lost 100 pounds.

457
00:21:44,534 --> 00:21:46,805
Don't you dare
try to hang this on her.

458
00:21:46,806 --> 00:21:48,377
Mr. Patterson, please.

459
00:21:48,378 --> 00:21:50,380
We're through talking.

460
00:22:15,865 --> 00:22:18,967
You don't like me very much,
do you?

461
00:22:18,968 --> 00:22:21,910
Oh, Jerry,
it's not you specifically.

462
00:22:21,911 --> 00:22:24,913
It's just people like you,
that's all.

463
00:22:24,914 --> 00:22:27,576
Doc, I'm feeling pretty good.

464
00:22:27,577 --> 00:22:29,378
Pain's about a 3.

465
00:22:29,379 --> 00:22:31,380
A 3? That's excellent.

466
00:22:31,381 --> 00:22:33,382
Mr. frost, I'm glad
we could help you out,

467
00:22:33,383 --> 00:22:35,554
as well as county,
mercy west, Seattle pres.

468
00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:38,056
A lot of people have
helped you out lately, Jerry.

469
00:22:38,057 --> 00:22:39,928
We're pleased
we could do our part.

470
00:22:39,929 --> 00:22:41,860
Who's on discharge today,
Dr. Karev?

471
00:22:41,861 --> 00:22:42,891
Izzie Stevens.

472
00:22:42,892 --> 00:22:45,764
Dr. Stevens is gonna
discharge you.

473
00:22:45,765 --> 00:22:47,936
Whoa, you can't discharge me.
I'm in pain.

474
00:22:47,937 --> 00:22:49,898
You were in pain.
Now you're not.

475
00:22:49,899 --> 00:22:52,040
Dr. Karev here
is going to recommend

476
00:22:52,041 --> 00:22:54,042
some wonderful
treatment programs for you.

477
00:22:54,043 --> 00:22:56,545
Go home. Get some help.

478
00:22:56,546 --> 00:22:57,906
You can't just do that!

479
00:22:57,907 --> 00:22:59,979
He just did, my friend.

480
00:23:01,411 --> 00:23:03,512
Okay, any luck yet?

481
00:23:03,513 --> 00:23:04,983
Nada.

482
00:23:04,984 --> 00:23:07,856
Ugh. Looks like you're gonna
have to spend another night.

483
00:23:07,857 --> 00:23:11,490
I hate to miss the party.

484
00:23:11,491 --> 00:23:12,721
You gonna make it?

485
00:23:12,722 --> 00:23:14,893
You are the last person
on my list,

486
00:23:14,894 --> 00:23:16,525
so it's looking pretty good.

487
00:23:16,526 --> 00:23:19,428
So, doctors have lives
after all. Who'd have thunk?

488
00:23:19,429 --> 00:23:22,872
Dr. Stevens,
discharge my guy in 342.

489
00:23:25,605 --> 00:23:27,806
Don't look at me like that.

490
00:23:27,807 --> 00:23:30,539
It's not gonna take very long.

491
00:23:30,540 --> 00:23:31,541
It's not.

492
00:23:36,085 --> 00:23:37,746
You page me?
I'm gonna be a while.

493
00:23:37,747 --> 00:23:40,418
Do you think you could get home
to sign for the beer?

494
00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:43,592
Why don't you have
your boyfriend sign for it?

495
00:23:43,593 --> 00:23:46,755
You have a very annoying way
of sneaking up on people.

496
00:23:46,756 --> 00:23:49,558
Maybe if you were
a little less creepy...

497
00:23:49,559 --> 00:23:51,530
I wouldn't come anyway.
I hate big parties.

498
00:23:51,531 --> 00:23:52,961
Is Meredith the only person

499
00:23:52,962 --> 00:23:55,163
who doesn't know
the size of this thing?

500
00:23:55,164 --> 00:23:56,605
I'm telling her.

501
00:23:56,606 --> 00:23:58,567
You can't. She's gone already.

502
00:23:58,568 --> 00:23:59,768
What, already?

503
00:23:59,769 --> 00:24:02,040
I think she had...
Um, excuse me...

504
00:24:02,041 --> 00:24:03,572
An errand to run.

505
00:24:03,573 --> 00:24:06,815
You don't think Meredith's
going to mind, right?

506
00:24:06,816 --> 00:24:09,077
I want you to make it
very clear to her

507
00:24:09,078 --> 00:24:11,951
that I had nothing to do
with this party... nothing.

508
00:24:23,493 --> 00:24:25,664
Oh, I'm sorry I'm late.
It was the traffic.

509
00:24:25,665 --> 00:24:26,965
It doesn't matter, dear.

510
00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:29,538
Okay. Don't tell me
the notary didn't show.

511
00:24:29,539 --> 00:24:32,001
Oh, everybody's here.
It's just your mother isn't.

512
00:24:33,643 --> 00:24:34,673
Mom?

513
00:24:34,674 --> 00:24:35,674
Mom?

514
00:24:35,675 --> 00:24:38,106
What do you people want from me?

515
00:24:38,107 --> 00:24:40,509
We need you to sign
the lawyer's papers.

516
00:24:40,510 --> 00:24:43,552
I have a cranial reconstruction
in a half an hour. I need to go.

517
00:24:43,553 --> 00:24:46,755
Okay, mom. We're all here.
We have a notary.

518
00:24:46,756 --> 00:24:51,620
I need you to focus, and I need
you to sign these papers.

519
00:24:51,621 --> 00:24:53,892
Mom, look at me.

520
00:24:53,893 --> 00:24:55,864
It's an emergency surgery.

521
00:24:55,865 --> 00:24:58,066
I don't have time for this.

522
00:24:58,067 --> 00:24:59,728
She can't sign anything now.

523
00:24:59,729 --> 00:25:02,030
We should have done this
earlier in the day.

524
00:25:02,031 --> 00:25:04,202
I couldn't come
earlier in the day.

525
00:25:04,203 --> 00:25:06,735
I have a job and a life,
and I'm here now.

526
00:25:06,736 --> 00:25:10,038
You're gonna have to come back
tomorrow, when she's lucid.

527
00:25:10,039 --> 00:25:12,711
You know, why did she
put this off for so long?

528
00:25:12,712 --> 00:25:14,983
And why did you let her?

529
00:25:14,984 --> 00:25:17,085
Doesn't it strike you
as slightly irresponsible?

530
00:25:17,086 --> 00:25:19,949
I mean, what the hell
is wrong with you people?!

531
00:25:21,951 --> 00:25:25,023
Dr. Lewis to peds I.C.U.

532
00:25:25,024 --> 00:25:27,196
Dr. Lewis to peds I.C.U.

533
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:48,007
Izzie, I'm gonna kill you.

534
00:26:54,784 --> 00:26:58,817
You could touch that,
but I'd have to kill you.

535
00:26:58,818 --> 00:27:01,049
♪ After the show ♪

536
00:27:01,050 --> 00:27:03,121
♪ After you go ♪

537
00:27:03,122 --> 00:27:05,023
So, about that towel thing?

538
00:27:05,024 --> 00:27:06,755
It's been taken care of.

539
00:27:06,756 --> 00:27:07,856
Okay.

540
00:27:07,857 --> 00:27:10,098
You don't need
to concern yourself with it.

541
00:27:10,099 --> 00:27:11,760
So, what's gonna happen?

542
00:27:11,761 --> 00:27:13,902
We're not gonna
talk about it anymore

543
00:27:13,903 --> 00:27:16,134
is what's gonna happen...
We clear?

544
00:27:16,135 --> 00:27:18,867
Or you had too much alcohol
to understand me?

545
00:27:18,868 --> 00:27:20,368
We're very clear.

546
00:27:20,369 --> 00:27:21,369
Good.

547
00:27:21,370 --> 00:27:23,973
You have any bourbon?

548
00:27:31,380 --> 00:27:33,281
You can't discharge
a man in pain.

549
00:27:33,282 --> 00:27:34,853
Ow! You're hurting me!

550
00:27:34,854 --> 00:27:37,756
You're the one who's making it
difficult. Stop resisting.

551
00:27:37,757 --> 00:27:39,357
Just give me the hit of demerol.

552
00:27:39,358 --> 00:27:42,360
The dilaudid
hasn't worn off yet.

553
00:27:42,361 --> 00:27:43,892
Look, I'm not leaving.

554
00:27:43,893 --> 00:27:45,864
I'm calling psych. No, no.

555
00:27:45,865 --> 00:27:47,866
Don't call psych.

556
00:27:47,867 --> 00:27:48,838
Wait, wait, wait.

557
00:27:48,839 --> 00:27:50,369
Stop, Jerry. Stop. Stop. Stop.

558
00:27:54,874 --> 00:27:56,074
Jerry.

559
00:27:56,075 --> 00:27:57,245
Jerry!

560
00:27:57,246 --> 00:27:59,248
Concussion?

561
00:28:01,951 --> 00:28:03,812
He's blown his left pupil.
Page Shepherd.

562
00:28:03,813 --> 00:28:05,955
We gotta get him down to C.T.

563
00:28:06,916 --> 00:28:09,918
That was one hard fall.

564
00:28:09,919 --> 00:28:11,190
What do you see?

565
00:28:14,924 --> 00:28:16,865
Subdural bleed.

566
00:28:16,866 --> 00:28:17,966
With midline shift.

567
00:28:17,967 --> 00:28:19,798
We have to evacuate this now.

568
00:28:19,799 --> 00:28:22,931
Anywhere else you have to be,
Dr. Stevens, or are you in?

569
00:28:22,932 --> 00:28:23,903
Brain surgery?

570
00:28:23,904 --> 00:28:24,904
Mm-hmm.

571
00:28:24,905 --> 00:28:26,034
Are you kidding me?

572
00:28:26,035 --> 00:28:27,376
That's what I thought.

573
00:28:34,944 --> 00:28:38,817
♪ Rosemary ♪

574
00:28:38,818 --> 00:28:41,089
♪ Heaven restores you in life ♪

575
00:28:41,090 --> 00:28:44,823
♪ You're coming with me ♪

576
00:28:44,824 --> 00:28:47,797
Here you go.

577
00:28:49,028 --> 00:28:50,959
♪ It's the smiling
on the package ♪

578
00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:52,961
Where is Izzie?!

579
00:28:52,962 --> 00:28:55,503
She didn't clear it with you?

580
00:28:55,504 --> 00:28:57,936
This was supposed to be

581
00:28:57,937 --> 00:29:01,870
a meet-the-boyfriend
get-together little thing!

582
00:29:01,871 --> 00:29:04,212
Izzie has a lot of friends.

583
00:29:04,213 --> 00:29:07,375
Izzie doesn't know
this many people.

584
00:29:07,376 --> 00:29:09,848
I told her to clear it with you.

585
00:29:09,849 --> 00:29:11,049
I can't handle this.

586
00:29:11,050 --> 00:29:13,151
You want me
to kick everyone out?

587
00:29:13,152 --> 00:29:14,984
I'm gonna kick everyone out.

588
00:29:18,057 --> 00:29:21,030
Baby, you made it! Whoo!

589
00:29:22,792 --> 00:29:24,032
Screw it.

590
00:29:24,033 --> 00:29:25,794
Hold this.

591
00:29:25,795 --> 00:29:29,038
And give me this.

592
00:29:32,802 --> 00:29:34,042
I made it!

593
00:29:34,043 --> 00:29:37,976
♪ It took a life spent
with no cellmate ♪

594
00:29:37,977 --> 00:29:41,209
George! George, come here.
Come on.

595
00:29:41,210 --> 00:29:45,453
♪ Saying meanwhile
can't we look the other way? ♪

596
00:29:45,454 --> 00:29:47,355
♪ You're weightless ♪

597
00:29:47,356 --> 00:29:49,057
♪ You are exotic ♪

598
00:29:49,058 --> 00:29:53,021
♪ You need something
for which to care ♪

599
00:29:53,022 --> 00:29:57,095
♪ Saying meanwhile
can't we look the other way? ♪

600
00:29:57,096 --> 00:30:01,229
♪ Why can't we just play
the other game? ♪

601
00:30:01,230 --> 00:30:06,275
♪ Why can't we just look
the other way? ♪

602
00:30:08,037 --> 00:30:09,077
See it?

603
00:30:09,078 --> 00:30:11,039
It's hard to miss.

604
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:13,081
Little more
than he bargained for.

605
00:30:13,082 --> 00:30:15,984
Maybe he's lucky. Maybe this is
his way out of the hole.

606
00:30:15,985 --> 00:30:19,587
The hole?
Interesting expression.

607
00:30:19,588 --> 00:30:22,490
My father was into smack
pretty heavy. He was a musician.

608
00:30:22,491 --> 00:30:24,452
It's tolerated
in his line of work.

609
00:30:24,453 --> 00:30:26,255
Not good for the family at home.

610
00:30:34,864 --> 00:30:36,834
Why do we want to be
surgeons, anyway?

611
00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:38,537
Surgery
is a very serious business.

612
00:30:40,039 --> 00:30:42,171
Full house.

613
00:30:43,142 --> 00:30:45,213
Royal flush.

614
00:30:45,214 --> 00:30:48,046
Get naked, baby boy.

615
00:30:48,047 --> 00:30:49,347
Surgery is stupid.

616
00:30:49,348 --> 00:30:50,518
You're so sexy!

617
00:30:50,519 --> 00:30:52,020
It's stupid. It's stupid.

618
00:30:52,021 --> 00:30:53,851
Give me that. You're drunk.

619
00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:56,424
I'm not driving.
I'm not on call.

620
00:30:56,425 --> 00:30:59,457
I'm in my own house.
My life is crap.

621
00:30:59,458 --> 00:31:03,431
And it's my party,
and I'll get drunk if I want to.

622
00:31:03,432 --> 00:31:06,134
Is, um, Izzie Stevens...?

623
00:31:06,135 --> 00:31:08,437
Oh, you must be Hank.

624
00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:12,901
He's very large and hockey-like.

625
00:31:12,902 --> 00:31:15,173
No, Izzie's not here right now.

626
00:31:15,174 --> 00:31:16,444
Okay.

627
00:31:16,445 --> 00:31:21,079
You and Izzie will give birth
to very tall, blond people...

628
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:22,310
Like Barbies.

629
00:31:22,311 --> 00:31:24,012
Izzie said
she was gonna be at home.

630
00:31:24,013 --> 00:31:25,413
She didn't say
there was gonna be a party.

631
00:31:25,414 --> 00:31:29,087
Well, she pisses both of us off.
Would you like some Tequila?

632
00:31:29,088 --> 00:31:31,089
When do you think
she's gonna get here?

633
00:31:31,090 --> 00:31:34,262
Don't know.
Look, we're low on ice, Hank.

634
00:31:34,263 --> 00:31:35,423
I'm serious.

635
00:31:35,424 --> 00:31:37,195
So am I.

636
00:31:37,196 --> 00:31:38,666
We're interns, Hank.

637
00:31:38,667 --> 00:31:41,400
The hospital owns us.
It's what we do.

638
00:31:44,173 --> 00:31:45,173
Bye.

639
00:31:45,174 --> 00:31:47,135
Nice to meet you.

640
00:31:47,136 --> 00:31:49,007
Can you guys see him
through recovery?

641
00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:50,608
Yeah, I'll take it.
No, I can do it.

642
00:31:50,609 --> 00:31:52,040
That's okay, Stevens.

643
00:31:52,041 --> 00:31:53,481
He's my patient now, too.

644
00:31:53,482 --> 00:31:55,383
No, I got it.
See your hockey player.

645
00:31:55,384 --> 00:31:57,085
I'm serious.

646
00:31:57,086 --> 00:31:58,286
Yeah, okay.

647
00:31:58,287 --> 00:32:01,189
I guess. Thanks, Alex.

648
00:32:01,190 --> 00:32:02,391
No problem.

649
00:32:16,265 --> 00:32:17,265
Hey!

650
00:32:17,266 --> 00:32:18,506
Hey.

651
00:32:18,507 --> 00:32:20,439
What are you doing here?

652
00:32:23,012 --> 00:32:25,143
Mmm.

653
00:32:25,144 --> 00:32:27,545
I'm sorry I didn't have
a chance to call.

654
00:32:27,546 --> 00:32:29,517
My patient needed brain surgery.

655
00:32:29,518 --> 00:32:33,621
Like, we were inside his brain.
How cool is that?

656
00:32:33,622 --> 00:32:35,624
Oh, my god.

657
00:32:38,387 --> 00:32:40,158
There's a party at your house.

658
00:32:40,159 --> 00:32:42,090
Yeah, did you get a chance
to hang out?

659
00:32:42,091 --> 00:32:44,532
I wanted you to meet
some of the people I work with.

660
00:32:44,533 --> 00:32:46,534
I don't care about
the people you work with.

661
00:32:46,535 --> 00:32:48,136
I just want to see you.

662
00:32:48,137 --> 00:32:50,538
You didn't mind
meeting the people I worked with

663
00:32:50,539 --> 00:32:52,140
when they were models.

664
00:32:52,141 --> 00:32:54,202
Yeah, well,
when they were models,

665
00:32:54,203 --> 00:32:57,045
you actually showed up
to your own parties.

666
00:32:57,046 --> 00:32:59,278
Yeah.

667
00:33:03,152 --> 00:33:06,414
This is my life now, Hank.
I work 100-hour weeks.

668
00:33:06,415 --> 00:33:10,088
I can't always show up
to my own parties on time.

669
00:33:10,089 --> 00:33:12,660
My patients have to come first.
It's just...

670
00:33:12,661 --> 00:33:16,024
Yeah, I just flew
across the entire country,

671
00:33:16,025 --> 00:33:18,166
and there's a hundred people
at your house.

672
00:33:18,167 --> 00:33:20,398
A hundred people who understand
what I do all day.

673
00:33:20,399 --> 00:33:22,370
I shouldn't have to
apologize for that.

674
00:33:22,371 --> 00:33:23,702
No, you shouldn't.

675
00:33:30,739 --> 00:33:34,042
Look, let's just go by the party
for a little while.

676
00:33:34,043 --> 00:33:37,516
You'll really like everyone once
you get a chance to know them.

677
00:33:39,288 --> 00:33:41,018
I should just go.

678
00:33:41,019 --> 00:33:42,521
Hank, come on.

679
00:33:45,254 --> 00:33:46,594
I'll call you.

680
00:33:46,595 --> 00:33:52,360
♪ There's a place
I dream about ♪

681
00:33:52,361 --> 00:33:57,465
♪ Where the sun never goes out ♪

682
00:33:57,466 --> 00:34:02,370
♪ And the sky is deep and blue ♪

683
00:34:02,371 --> 00:34:07,044
♪ Won't you take me there
with you ♪

684
00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:11,679
♪ Ooh, we can begin again ♪

685
00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:17,555
♪ Shed our skin,
let the sun shine in ♪

686
00:34:17,556 --> 00:34:25,264
♪ At the edge of the ocean,
we can start over again ♪

687
00:34:27,065 --> 00:34:30,568
♪ Sha-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪

688
00:34:30,569 --> 00:34:33,301
♪ Sha-na-na ♪

689
00:34:33,302 --> 00:34:37,105
♪ Sha-na-na ♪

690
00:34:37,106 --> 00:34:41,179
♪ Sha-na-na-na-na-na-na ♪

691
00:34:41,180 --> 00:34:42,480
♪ Sha-na-na ♪

692
00:34:42,481 --> 00:34:46,315
You know, in some states,
you get arrested for that.

693
00:34:47,816 --> 00:34:52,590
♪ There's a world
I've always known ♪

694
00:34:52,591 --> 00:34:58,366
♪ Somewhere far away from home ♪

695
00:34:58,367 --> 00:35:01,299
So, you blew me off
for a bottle of Tequila.

696
00:35:01,300 --> 00:35:04,272
Tequila's no good for you...
Doesn't call, doesn't write.

697
00:35:04,273 --> 00:35:06,704
It's not nearly as much fun
to wake up to.

698
00:35:06,705 --> 00:35:12,340
♪ Ooh, we can begin again ♪

699
00:35:12,341 --> 00:35:18,146
♪ Shed our skin,
let the sun shine in ♪

700
00:35:18,147 --> 00:35:21,189
♪ At the edge of the ocean ♪

701
00:35:21,190 --> 00:35:24,122
Take me for a ride, Derek.

702
00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:32,400
You know, it sounds like
the party's winding down.

703
00:35:32,401 --> 00:35:33,731
Listen to me! What?

704
00:35:33,732 --> 00:35:35,763
We should probably
sneak inside now.

705
00:35:35,764 --> 00:35:38,236
We've done enough sneaking
for the night.

706
00:35:38,237 --> 00:35:40,338
It was good sneaking,
but enough sneaking.

707
00:35:40,339 --> 00:35:42,611
Yeah, I'd say
we're pretty good sneakers.

708
00:35:47,576 --> 00:35:50,348
You mind moving this tail wagon?

709
00:35:50,349 --> 00:35:52,381
You're blocking me in.

710
00:35:54,823 --> 00:35:57,886
Apparently not good enough.

711
00:36:29,458 --> 00:36:33,461
When's your meeting
with the chief?

712
00:36:33,462 --> 00:36:34,723
In an hour.

713
00:36:38,797 --> 00:36:42,230
Holy mother of destruction.

714
00:36:42,231 --> 00:36:44,502
You missed doctor-palooza.

715
00:36:44,503 --> 00:36:46,734
Apparently, you didn't.

716
00:36:46,735 --> 00:36:50,378
I should probably
never speak to you again.

717
00:36:50,379 --> 00:36:52,610
I'm so sorry, Meredith.

718
00:36:52,611 --> 00:36:55,513
I had no idea
it was going to get so...

719
00:36:55,514 --> 00:36:56,844
It's okay.

720
00:36:56,845 --> 00:36:58,986
Really, I don't care.

721
00:36:58,987 --> 00:37:01,489
What would I be doing, anyway?

722
00:37:01,490 --> 00:37:04,422
Preparing for your
career-altering meeting.

723
00:37:04,423 --> 00:37:05,493
Sorry.

724
00:37:05,494 --> 00:37:07,825
That heart wall
shouldn't have torn.

725
00:37:07,826 --> 00:37:10,227
Anything
in the patient's history?

726
00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:13,261
Husband said she was
in the best shape of her life.

727
00:37:13,262 --> 00:37:15,633
She lost 100 pounds last year.

728
00:37:15,634 --> 00:37:19,007
100 pounds in a year...
How's her muscle mass?

729
00:37:21,910 --> 00:37:25,313
Do you even know whose that was?

730
00:37:25,314 --> 00:37:27,675
I'm hoping it was yours.

731
00:37:27,676 --> 00:37:28,677
No.

732
00:37:31,980 --> 00:37:34,552
What do you think?

733
00:37:34,553 --> 00:37:36,524
50 says Meredith
gets tossed out on her ass

734
00:37:36,525 --> 00:37:38,586
and Burke walks away clean.

735
00:37:38,587 --> 00:37:39,988
Please be nice to her.

736
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,891
So, I have done
a lot of research on this,

737
00:37:43,892 --> 00:37:46,834
and Dr. Burke has been
kind enough to help me.

738
00:37:46,835 --> 00:37:49,337
And I understand
my responsibility

739
00:37:49,338 --> 00:37:51,369
in what I've done wrong here.

740
00:37:51,370 --> 00:37:53,941
However, I do think
the patient's history

741
00:37:53,942 --> 00:37:55,903
is significant in this case.

742
00:37:55,904 --> 00:37:57,845
She still weighs 200 pounds,

743
00:37:57,846 --> 00:37:59,677
which is why no one
even noticed it.

744
00:37:59,678 --> 00:38:01,549
But with that kind
of a weight drop,

745
00:38:01,550 --> 00:38:04,652
it doesn't matter how much
you weigh... you're anorexic.

746
00:38:04,653 --> 00:38:07,615
Along with all that fat,
she was losing heart muscle.

747
00:38:07,616 --> 00:38:09,517
That certainly
could be the reason

748
00:38:09,518 --> 00:38:11,459
for a small poke
to become a large tear.

749
00:38:11,460 --> 00:38:13,521
That still doesn't change
the fact, though.

750
00:38:13,522 --> 00:38:16,494
The poke wasn't reported
at the time of the occurrence.

751
00:38:16,495 --> 00:38:18,396
And if I could change that...

752
00:38:18,397 --> 00:38:19,497
And you can't.

753
00:38:19,498 --> 00:38:21,469
You've left yourself
and the hospital open

754
00:38:21,470 --> 00:38:23,030
to a tremendous amount
of liability.

755
00:38:23,031 --> 00:38:25,773
Not if the weight loss
caused the problem.

756
00:38:25,774 --> 00:38:27,975
I've spoken to the husband,
and I believe

757
00:38:27,976 --> 00:38:30,007
as long as his wife
remains stable...

758
00:38:30,008 --> 00:38:33,981
I can't take your beliefs
to the bank, Dr. Burke.

759
00:38:33,982 --> 00:38:35,683
Dr. grey made a huge error here.

760
00:38:35,684 --> 00:38:37,515
And she reported it. Too late.

761
00:38:37,516 --> 00:38:39,387
And in front
of the patient's husband.

762
00:38:39,388 --> 00:38:41,490
But she reported it.
She spoke up.

763
00:38:44,953 --> 00:38:46,824
Five years ago,
as a C.T. fellow,

764
00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:49,897
I had a nagging feeling that
I didn't check the body cavity

765
00:38:49,898 --> 00:38:52,560
of a lung patient
closely enough before I closed.

766
00:38:52,561 --> 00:38:55,733
The patient seemed fine post-op,
and I was in a hurry.

767
00:38:55,734 --> 00:38:59,867
And yesterday you and Dr. Bailey
pulled a towel out

768
00:38:59,868 --> 00:39:02,610
from under that patient's lung.

769
00:39:02,611 --> 00:39:05,573
Why didn't I report it
at an appropriate time?

770
00:39:05,574 --> 00:39:09,677
Maybe because I was afraid that
I would be called into a meeting

771
00:39:09,678 --> 00:39:12,650
where some hospital lawyer's
fear of liability

772
00:39:12,651 --> 00:39:13,781
could end my career.

773
00:39:13,782 --> 00:39:16,053
Even great doctors
make mistakes,

774
00:39:16,054 --> 00:39:19,687
and when we do, we've got to
have a chance to speak up

775
00:39:19,688 --> 00:39:21,989
without fear of retribution.

776
00:39:21,990 --> 00:39:23,731
Or everyone suffers.

777
00:39:23,732 --> 00:39:26,535
Dr. grey spoke up.

778
00:39:37,145 --> 00:39:41,650
Responsibility...
it really does suck.

779
00:39:46,555 --> 00:39:47,585
Meredith. You okay?

780
00:39:47,586 --> 00:39:49,487
Yeah, one-month probation.

781
00:39:49,488 --> 00:39:50,518
That's good.

782
00:39:50,519 --> 00:39:51,519
Yep.

783
00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:52,690
Burke saved my ass.

784
00:39:52,691 --> 00:39:55,062
Don't you all have
something better to do?

785
00:39:55,063 --> 00:39:56,894
Come on, people, move!

786
00:39:56,895 --> 00:39:59,867
He was always gonna tell them
about the towel.

787
00:39:59,868 --> 00:40:02,670
Just wanted to wait
for the right time.

788
00:40:02,671 --> 00:40:04,733
Information is power.

789
00:40:35,564 --> 00:40:36,904
Unfortunately,

790
00:40:36,905 --> 00:40:40,639
once you get past the age
of braces and training bras,

791
00:40:45,844 --> 00:40:47,745
Jerry, this is Sloane.

792
00:40:47,746 --> 00:40:50,177
She's here to talk to you,
if you want,

793
00:40:50,178 --> 00:40:51,780
about options for rehab.

794
00:40:55,484 --> 00:40:57,586
It can't be avoided.

795
00:41:00,028 --> 00:41:05,793
Mrs. Drake, I cannot begin to
tell you how truly sorry I am.

796
00:41:05,794 --> 00:41:08,567
Either someone makes us face it,

797
00:41:12,641 --> 00:41:16,805
♪ drinking the sea
and then laughing loudly ♪

798
00:41:18,807 --> 00:41:24,051
♪ The hours are made
of sequins ♪

799
00:41:24,052 --> 00:41:26,814
Izzie! I did it! I pooped!

800
00:41:26,815 --> 00:41:28,657
All right!

801
00:41:32,691 --> 00:41:34,722
Missed your party?
Life as a surgeon.

802
00:41:34,723 --> 00:41:36,624
And loving every minute of it.

803
00:41:36,625 --> 00:41:38,866
♪ And watch TV ♪

804
00:41:38,867 --> 00:41:42,029
♪ Pass me the phone ♪

805
00:41:42,030 --> 00:41:45,673
♪ I need a conversation ♪

806
00:41:45,674 --> 00:41:49,076
♪ You're feeling down ♪

807
00:41:49,077 --> 00:41:51,679
♪ Just like this town ♪

808
00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:55,743
♪ And your eyes,
they always sparkle ♪

809
00:41:55,744 --> 00:42:00,549
And still,
adulthood has its perks.

810
00:42:01,750 --> 00:42:03,721
Thanks for the coffee.

811
00:42:03,722 --> 00:42:06,093
♪ The kind
who take her clothes off ♪

812
00:42:06,094 --> 00:42:10,729
♪ And sit in the room
full of frozen faces ♪

813
00:42:13,161 --> 00:42:16,764
♪ I heard she went to find god ♪

814
00:42:16,765 --> 00:42:19,837
♪ In the Indian subcontinent ♪

815
00:42:19,838 --> 00:42:24,842
♪ It's mad
she had to go so far ♪

816
00:42:24,843 --> 00:42:27,074
I mean, the shoes, the sex,

817
00:42:27,075 --> 00:42:30,849
the no parents anywhere
telling you what to do...

818
00:42:34,022 --> 00:42:37,926
That's pretty damn good.

819
00:42:39,888 --> 00:42:43,892
♪ You're feeling down ♪