1 00:00:00,100 --> 00:00:01,700 Previouslyon "grey's anatomy"... 2 00:00:01,800 --> 00:00:04,300 i'm really good in bed. Mind-blowingly good in bed. 3 00:00:04,600 --> 00:00:06,300 Then he sleeps with oliviainstead of me. 4 00:00:06,600 --> 00:00:08,000 I'm having a baby, too. 5 00:00:08,100 --> 00:00:10,200 Yes, i am, a little boy. 6 00:00:10,700 --> 00:00:11,700 You lied to me. 7 00:00:12,000 --> 00:00:13,200 You'llbe a better doctor for it. 8 00:00:13,300 --> 00:00:14,300 I'm lonely, derek. 9 00:00:15,700 --> 00:00:16,300 I can't. 10 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:18,200 When derek broke with you, i was there. 11 00:00:18,300 --> 00:00:20,000 All i ever am is there for you guys, 12 00:00:20,100 --> 00:00:21,600 and the one time i need you... 13 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:22,900 are you okay? 14 00:00:23,300 --> 00:00:24,700 I failed the medical boards. 15 00:00:25,200 --> 00:00:26,700 Karev, it's over, it's done. You screwed up. 16 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:28,900 If i take the exam for a second time, and i don't pass... 17 00:00:29,300 --> 00:00:31,900 you will no longer be a surgical resident at seattle grace. 18 00:00:38,100 --> 00:00:40,100 it's an urban myth that suicide rates 19 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:41,600 spike at the holidays. 20 00:00:43,200 --> 00:00:45,600 Turns out,they actually go down. 21 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:54,000 experts think 22 00:00:54,200 --> 00:00:57,000 it's because people are less inclined to off themselves 23 00:00:57,100 --> 00:00:59,000 when surrounded by family. 24 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:04,200 looks like santa threw upin here. 25 00:01:04,500 --> 00:01:05,500 Just... 26 00:01:06,300 --> 00:01:08,300 go with it. We're being supportive. 27 00:01:08,500 --> 00:01:09,600 Oh, hey! 28 00:01:10,500 --> 00:01:13,700 What do you think? Did i go too overboard? 29 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:16,500 Oh, i know. I know sometimes i can go a little overboard. 30 00:01:16,600 --> 00:01:17,900 - No, it's great. - No, we love it. 31 00:01:19,900 --> 00:01:21,200 I love christmas. 32 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:22,300 - We know. - Clearly. 33 00:01:22,900 --> 00:01:25,700 Ironically, that same family togetherness 34 00:01:25,800 --> 00:01:28,100 is thought to be the reason that depression rates 35 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:30,900 actually do spikeat the holidays. 36 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:34,800 yeah, okay,izzie doesn't count. 37 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:50,000 oh, i thought you might like to help me decorate it tonight, 38 00:01:51,600 --> 00:01:53,000 to mark our first christmas together. 39 00:01:54,400 --> 00:01:55,200 I'm jewish. 40 00:01:59,000 --> 00:01:59,600 Seriously? 41 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:02,000 My stepfather... 42 00:02:02,300 --> 00:02:03,700 saul rubenstein? 43 00:02:03,800 --> 00:02:05,200 Oh. Right. 44 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:07,700 Right. 45 00:02:11,500 --> 00:02:12,200 Right. 46 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:18,000 Look at her belly. 47 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:20,200 She's almost as wideas she is tall. 48 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:23,600 Are her ankles swollen? Is that why she's waddling? 49 00:02:23,800 --> 00:02:25,400 What's gonna happen to us when she goes on leave? 50 00:02:25,500 --> 00:02:26,300 leave? She's going on leave? 51 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:27,500 What do you think happens 52 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:29,500 when people push babies out of their vaginas? 53 00:02:30,200 --> 00:02:31,565 Do you think we're gonna geta new resident? 54 00:02:31,600 --> 00:02:33,500 Nah, they'll probably just let us all wander around 55 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:35,500 unattended to see how much damage we can do. 56 00:02:35,600 --> 00:02:36,600 Yeah, well, you would know. 57 00:02:37,900 --> 00:02:39,900 Hey, you guys, we should all get together 58 00:02:40,000 --> 00:02:42,000 and get bailey a christmas gift for the baby 59 00:02:42,100 --> 00:02:44,700 or we could organize some sort of secret santa thing. 60 00:02:44,800 --> 00:02:46,300 Listen, tiny tim, you cantake your... 61 00:02:46,400 --> 00:02:48,900 - Secret santa sounds great, izzie. - Okay. 62 00:02:51,400 --> 00:02:53,000 We're being supportive. 63 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:01,500 - You okay? You seem... - yeah. 64 00:03:02,300 --> 00:03:03,200 You know... 65 00:03:04,400 --> 00:03:05,400 holidays. 66 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:10,000 I do know. 67 00:03:16,800 --> 00:03:19,800 Tim epstein, 38, fell offthe roof of his house. 68 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:24,100 I was stringinghannumas lights, and a shingle came loose. 69 00:03:24,200 --> 00:03:25,100 Hannumas? 70 00:03:25,200 --> 00:03:28,100 Hannumas, chrismukkah. We go all out. 71 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:29,000 Awesome. 72 00:03:29,200 --> 00:03:30,500 He fell 12 feet. 73 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:33,600 The good news is, my head broke my fall. 74 00:03:35,000 --> 00:03:36,600 Uh, there areno visible deformities, 75 00:03:36,700 --> 00:03:39,900 but he's definitely having some focal left arm weakness. 76 00:03:40,200 --> 00:03:42,300 He'll probably be fine. He'salways been a little hardheaded. 77 00:03:44,400 --> 00:03:45,600 does your head hurt when you laugh? 78 00:03:46,200 --> 00:03:47,300 Is that a bad thing? 79 00:03:48,100 --> 00:03:50,800 Follow my finger with your eyes, please. 80 00:03:52,300 --> 00:03:53,400 I know karate. 81 00:03:57,400 --> 00:03:59,800 you know what? Your husbandmight need a little quiet, 82 00:03:59,900 --> 00:04:02,900 - so there's a cafeteriaright down... - no, no, let 'em stay. 83 00:04:03,400 --> 00:04:06,800 Pain or no,i don't wanna miss out on the holidays with my kids. 84 00:04:08,300 --> 00:04:11,400 Who'd like to take mr. Epsteindown for a c. t.? 85 00:04:12,100 --> 00:04:13,200 Stevens it is. 86 00:04:15,200 --> 00:04:18,900 - should we have a dog? - No dog. Come on, get a dog. 87 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:23,000 Nadia shelton, 41, schedud for excision of her gastric ulcer. 88 00:04:23,100 --> 00:04:26,300 Lot of good it's done us. She's been scheduledfor three days. 89 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:29,600 - Mom, it's not his fault. - Every day shegets rescheduled for some emergency. 90 00:04:29,700 --> 00:04:31,600 We're very, very sorry for the inconvenience. 91 00:04:31,700 --> 00:04:32,700 Inconvenience? 92 00:04:33,200 --> 00:04:35,200 You watch your child spend three days in pain, 93 00:04:35,300 --> 00:04:37,300 and then come and talk to me about inconvenience. 94 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:39,800 We get a lot of trauma cases at the holidays. 95 00:04:40,100 --> 00:04:42,300 Your daughter's ulcer isserious, but it's non-emergent. 96 00:04:42,400 --> 00:04:45,000 Is that the news? Are you saying my wife's not important? 97 00:04:45,300 --> 00:04:46,800 Is that what he's saying? Is that what i'm hearing? 98 00:04:46,900 --> 00:04:48,000 When are you taking her in? 99 00:04:48,200 --> 00:04:49,300 Grandpa,it's not the remote. 100 00:04:49,400 --> 00:04:52,300 We have reservations to eat at the top of the space needle. 101 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:54,200 - We've had them for months. - All right! 102 00:04:54,900 --> 00:04:57,300 Dr. O'malley,prep mrs. Shelton for her ulcer excision 103 00:04:57,400 --> 00:04:59,400 - which will happen this morning. - Thank you! 104 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:06,700 grey, karev, cover the pit. 105 00:05:07,300 --> 00:05:09,300 You can expect all sort sof holiday idiocy, 106 00:05:09,400 --> 00:05:11,400 so that is my gift to you. 107 00:05:12,000 --> 00:05:12,700 Yang... 108 00:05:13,000 --> 00:05:15,400 dr. Bailey, u. n. o. s. Just called. 109 00:05:15,800 --> 00:05:17,300 They have a donor heart for a patient of mine. 110 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:18,800 Heart surgery. I'm free. I'm totally free, right? 111 00:05:18,900 --> 00:05:19,700 - I can do this. - I'm free. I'm available. 112 00:05:19,800 --> 00:05:21,900 No, you're not. You're covering the pit. 113 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:23,500 - Yang, it's yours. - Thank you. 114 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:24,900 Pit! 115 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:28,400 Damn! Heart transplant. 116 00:05:28,500 --> 00:05:30,700 - Would've liked to have seen that - There's always tomorrow. 117 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:32,400 - Yeah, maybe for you. - Meaning? 118 00:05:32,800 --> 00:05:35,300 I retake the boards tomorrow. I'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail, 119 00:05:35,800 --> 00:05:38,200 which makes today my last day here, 120 00:05:38,300 --> 00:05:40,300 and i get to spend it doing stitches in the pit. 121 00:05:45,200 --> 00:05:47,000 So when does hanukkah fall this year? 122 00:05:47,500 --> 00:05:48,500 Uh, no idea. 123 00:05:50,400 --> 00:05:52,600 Oh. Well, if there are any more traditions 124 00:05:52,700 --> 00:05:54,600 - you want me to be aware of... - oh, no, burke, seriously, 125 00:05:54,700 --> 00:05:58,400 i haven't observed religious holidays since i was old enoughto know better. 126 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:09,200 good morning, justin. Marion. 127 00:06:09,500 --> 00:06:10,800 - Good morning. - Hi, dr. Burke. 128 00:06:11,600 --> 00:06:13,600 I'm here with good news,great news. 129 00:06:15,100 --> 00:06:16,600 - You don't mean that... - u. n. o. s. Called. 130 00:06:16,700 --> 00:06:17,600 We have a heart. 131 00:06:19,700 --> 00:06:21,000 Now i'll operate this morning. 132 00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:22,500 You hear that, baby? 133 00:06:22,900 --> 00:06:25,300 Santa claus is bringing you a new heart for christmas. 134 00:06:26,700 --> 00:06:28,700 Tell the fat-ass to give it to someone else. 135 00:06:29,300 --> 00:06:30,200 I don't want it. 136 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:43,700 I'm sorry, dr. Burke. He's tired today. 137 00:06:44,500 --> 00:06:46,900 I'm tired every day, i hate christmas every day, 138 00:06:47,700 --> 00:06:49,500 and i'm not having another stupid operation. 139 00:06:50,100 --> 00:06:52,200 Justin, i know surgery can be frightening, 140 00:06:52,800 --> 00:06:54,000 but you need this heart. 141 00:06:54,300 --> 00:06:55,400 You've worn out your last one. 142 00:06:55,800 --> 00:06:56,900 His last one? 143 00:06:57,400 --> 00:06:59,500 Justin had a heart transplant as a baby, 144 00:07:00,300 --> 00:07:02,000 but his heart hasn't aged as well as he has. 145 00:07:02,700 --> 00:07:03,700 You understand that,justin? 146 00:07:04,300 --> 00:07:05,900 Your heart just can't keep up with you anymore. 147 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:06,800 You need a new one. 148 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:10,200 I don't care. I don't want it. 149 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:12,200 Can you tell me why not? 150 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:23,500 Anxiety attacks, aneurysms and ulcers. 151 00:07:24,200 --> 00:07:26,900 Must be december. Chief, adele just called. 152 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:28,700 - Tell her i'm in... - she knows you're notin surgery, 153 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:29,900 and she said to tell you, 154 00:07:31,500 --> 00:07:34,200 we are going to our niece's school pageant this morning. 155 00:07:34,300 --> 00:07:36,000 You have known about it for months, 156 00:07:36,300 --> 00:07:38,500 and after what you pulled on thanksgiving... 157 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:40,300 and then she started using a great many words 158 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:42,100 that i don't feel comfortable repeating. 159 00:07:42,200 --> 00:07:45,900 - Look, i have seven surgeons on vacation. - And there was omething about divorce. 160 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:52,700 you'll have to cover my ulcer excision. 161 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:54,500 Yes, sir. 162 00:07:55,200 --> 00:07:56,500 The woman is unreasonable. 163 00:07:56,800 --> 00:08:00,200 When did watching a 6-year-old dressed up like a wise man become... 164 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:05,900 male, 44,had a gastric bypass. Three weeks post-op. 165 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:07,600 Reported extreme pain when we found him. 166 00:08:07,700 --> 00:08:10,600 - Said something about fruitcake. - He must have torn his abdomen wide open. 167 00:08:10,700 --> 00:08:12,100 You're gonna have to fight me for this one. 168 00:08:12,600 --> 00:08:14,300 He's all yours. My parting gift. 169 00:08:17,700 --> 00:08:20,800 Okay, for your mom, i got a lambswool blanket, 170 00:08:20,900 --> 00:08:23,900 handmade in edinburgh. It's soft, comfortable. 171 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:25,900 It says, "don't hate mefor hurting your son," 172 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:27,600 - except with fabric. - Addie, you know my mom loves you. 173 00:08:27,700 --> 00:08:29,200 No, she used to love me. 174 00:08:29,300 --> 00:08:31,000 I've got a lot of ground to make up for with these gifts. 175 00:08:31,100 --> 00:08:32,900 So what do you think... plain or plaidor both? 176 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:34,200 I don't know. Whatever, you know? 177 00:08:35,300 --> 00:08:36,500 I thought you love christmas shopping. 178 00:08:36,600 --> 00:08:39,000 I'm just really not in the mood for it right now, okay? 179 00:08:39,100 --> 00:08:42,200 Okay, well,how about french food and scottish cataloguestonight, around 9? 180 00:08:42,500 --> 00:08:45,000 Um, well, i guess that depends. 181 00:08:45,200 --> 00:08:46,100 - What time do we get outta here? - Dr. Shepherd? 182 00:08:46,200 --> 00:08:48,700 - Yes? - I have tim epstein'sc. t. Scans back. 183 00:08:48,800 --> 00:08:49,600 Ah, good. 184 00:08:51,300 --> 00:08:53,100 - What do you think? - It's not great. 185 00:08:56,200 --> 00:08:58,800 Honey, what do you think of this scooter? 186 00:08:58,900 --> 00:09:00,700 Excuse me, i need to takeher blood pressure. 187 00:09:06,100 --> 00:09:07,700 Do you have any questions about the surgery? 188 00:09:08,100 --> 00:09:09,700 Apart from when you'reactually gonna do it? 189 00:09:10,900 --> 00:09:11,900 - We're doing it now. - Good. 190 00:09:12,300 --> 00:09:14,300 - I'm sorry. - Don't apologize. 191 00:09:14,400 --> 00:09:17,000 - Do you have any questions? - No. 192 00:09:17,800 --> 00:09:20,300 I've had tee bleeding ulcersin the last five years. 193 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:23,600 Yeah. I hope you read the art. 194 00:09:24,800 --> 00:09:26,000 - Yes. - Good. 195 00:09:33,400 --> 00:09:35,700 Dr. Bailey, a gastricperforation just came in. 196 00:09:35,800 --> 00:09:38,000 Damn. Uh, all right. 197 00:09:38,200 --> 00:09:41,100 - Take mrs. Shelton backto her room. - Seriously? 198 00:09:41,300 --> 00:09:43,900 Do i look likei'm kidding? Tell her we'll get to herthis afternoon. 199 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:47,100 Grey, call the e. r. Tell them tosend him up, and then scrub in. 200 00:09:50,800 --> 00:09:54,600 - Alex karev, um,failed his boards, - and he's retaking themtomorrow. 201 00:09:54,700 --> 00:09:56,700 He can't study for a practicalby himself. 202 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:58,300 If he fails again,he's out. 203 00:09:59,100 --> 00:10:00,200 Okay, go. 204 00:10:01,500 --> 00:10:02,800 - O'malley. - Yeah? 205 00:10:02,900 --> 00:10:05,000 After you drop her off, get backhere and scrub in. 206 00:10:05,100 --> 00:10:06,200 All right. 207 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:08,500 - okay, justin... - i told you, 208 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:10,600 i don't want the heart. Why are you doing this? 209 00:10:10,700 --> 00:10:13,600 'Cause you need it, and until you're 18, 210 00:10:13,700 --> 00:10:15,300 your mother calls all the shots. 211 00:10:15,400 --> 00:10:17,200 My mother's a liar. You heard her. 212 00:10:17,300 --> 00:10:19,200 She said the heart came from santa claus. 213 00:10:19,300 --> 00:10:21,100 She shouldn't get to decide anything. 214 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:24,500 Yeah, well, you could make a run for it, 215 00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:26,700 but the heart you have won't get you very far. 216 00:10:27,600 --> 00:10:29,400 - Are we ready? - Just about. 217 00:10:31,700 --> 00:10:33,700 How about you, buddy? Are you ready? 218 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:38,300 If i die in the surgery, can you give this heartto some other kid? 219 00:10:38,900 --> 00:10:41,700 Not gonna happen, justin, not on my watch. 220 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:44,500 Here we go. 221 00:10:48,100 --> 00:10:50,900 - And it was only one day ofoil. - And then what happened? 222 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:54,500 It lasted eight whole days andnights. And it was a miracle. 223 00:10:54,600 --> 00:10:58,100 - I wanted to say that part. - Mr. Epstein, i'm sorry to interrupt. 224 00:10:58,200 --> 00:10:59,600 You remember dr. Shepherd? 225 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:02,000 Um, should we talk more privately? 226 00:11:02,800 --> 00:11:05,500 No, just tell us. Is it bad? 227 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:07,700 The fall has caused a subdural hematoma. 228 00:11:07,800 --> 00:11:09,700 I don't even know what that means. 229 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,800 That means your dad... his brain is bleeding. 230 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:15,000 Great. 231 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:17,500 Look, there are some risks to this surgery. 232 00:11:17,700 --> 00:11:20,200 It has to happen before the bleeding gets worse. 233 00:11:20,300 --> 00:11:23,000 - What kind of risks? - See, the bleed is, uh, 234 00:11:23,100 --> 00:11:27,200 in an area of the brain that controls the speechand the motor control. 235 00:11:27,300 --> 00:11:29,500 We don't need an operation,okay? 236 00:11:30,100 --> 00:11:31,700 you know, jake,i think we do. 237 00:11:32,100 --> 00:11:35,300 - Hey, honey,you know something else? - What? 238 00:11:36,300 --> 00:11:39,200 We have a doctor named shepherd. 239 00:11:39,900 --> 00:11:42,900 Shepherd. Is that a sign from god or what? 240 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:52,500 Look at that. 241 00:11:55,500 --> 00:11:56,600 Beautiful fit. 242 00:11:57,400 --> 00:11:59,400 Now all we have to do is figure out why he's so angry. 243 00:11:59,500 --> 00:12:01,000 If i had that mother, i'd be angry, too. 244 00:12:01,700 --> 00:12:03,400 Actually,i do have that mother. 245 00:12:04,900 --> 00:12:06,300 Well, his mother is not the problem here. 246 00:12:07,100 --> 00:12:08,400 She loves him. She never leaves. 247 00:12:08,600 --> 00:12:11,700 She also never listens. She doesn't know him. 248 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:13,000 Justin is depressed. You heard him. 249 00:12:13,800 --> 00:12:14,700 He doesn't wanna live. 250 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:17,700 I just hope he changes his mind before it's too late. 251 00:12:18,400 --> 00:12:19,300 Wait, what do you mean,too late? 252 00:12:20,200 --> 00:12:21,800 With all medical realitiesbeing equal, 253 00:12:22,700 --> 00:12:24,600 why does one patient live 254 00:12:24,900 --> 00:12:26,200 and another dies? 255 00:12:28,300 --> 00:12:30,500 I believe there's a mind/body/spirit connection, 256 00:12:31,900 --> 00:12:33,500 and if justin really doesn't want this heart, 257 00:12:34,600 --> 00:12:36,300 his body will reject it. 258 00:12:37,300 --> 00:12:39,500 Okay, let me get this straight. 259 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:42,000 You don't justcelebrate christmas... 260 00:12:42,100 --> 00:12:43,900 you actually believein santa claus? 261 00:12:50,700 --> 00:12:55,100 Dr. Yang, go and schedule a psychiatric consult for our patient. 262 00:12:55,200 --> 00:12:56,900 - We're... we're not done here. - You are. 263 00:13:04,700 --> 00:13:07,800 I don't know. It hurts here and here and back here. 264 00:13:08,500 --> 00:13:10,400 Any chance you got hit by a truck and forgot about it? 265 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:13,000 You're judged on bedside manner,alex. 266 00:13:13,100 --> 00:13:15,500 I wouldn't be surprised if that's why you failedthe last time. 267 00:13:15,600 --> 00:13:17,100 Could you be any more patronizing? 268 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:20,700 - I didn't ask for your help. - Enough with the ego,you big baby. 269 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,600 I gave up a surgeryfor this. 270 00:13:22,700 --> 00:13:27,700 Now like i said, it hurts here and hereand back here. 271 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:32,200 Oh, and this morning, i noticed my poopwas a funny grayish color. 272 00:13:33,200 --> 00:13:35,300 Wow. That's all you can save of his stomach? 273 00:13:35,400 --> 00:13:38,300 Yep. If eating is what this man lives for, 274 00:13:38,700 --> 00:13:40,300 we should put himout of his misery. 275 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:44,100 - Paging dr. Karevian. - What did you just say? 276 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:46,700 Just... it's a joke. 277 00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:50,600 Kevorkian, karevian? Alex karev? 278 00:13:50,700 --> 00:13:53,200 I get the joke. I just don't think it's funny. 279 00:13:54,300 --> 00:13:55,500 You see this, o'malley? 280 00:13:55,700 --> 00:13:59,200 I make one mistake with this scalpel, and this man's dead. 281 00:13:59,300 --> 00:14:02,400 My husband... he makes mistakes at his job all the time. 282 00:14:02,500 --> 00:14:04,300 As far as i know, he's never killed anyone, 283 00:14:04,400 --> 00:14:08,300 but i have, and you will,and alex did. 284 00:14:09,400 --> 00:14:12,400 He made a math mistake, and a man died for it. 285 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:14,700 You run that past your accountant, 286 00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:17,100 see how he'd feel if every mistake he made, 287 00:14:17,200 --> 00:14:18,400 someone ended up dead. 288 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:22,500 But you don't have tolike alex. 289 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:23,900 You don't haveto care about him. 290 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:26,100 But you damn well have to be on his side. 291 00:14:29,300 --> 00:14:30,400 Hold that. 292 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:35,600 what a great family. Hannumas. Chrismukkah. 293 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,500 And how cute are those kids? 294 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:39,400 Really, dr. Stevens? Chrismukkah? 295 00:14:42,700 --> 00:14:43,900 I think it's sweet. 296 00:14:46,500 --> 00:14:49,400 Do you happen to knowwhat time of year neurosurgeons are the busiest,dr. Stevens? 297 00:14:49,700 --> 00:14:53,100 No, there's a time of year? Well,there's no hard or fast rule, 298 00:14:53,200 --> 00:14:55,800 but brain injuries tend to pile up around the holidays, 299 00:14:56,100 --> 00:14:57,300 like our friend here. 300 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:01,300 Folks fall off their roofs while they string up lights, 301 00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:04,000 or they go skating for the first time in a decade 302 00:15:04,300 --> 00:15:08,100 and break their heads open. And every year,people drive through blizzards 303 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:11,400 to get to parties where they kiss germ-infected strangers 304 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:13,300 under poisonous mistletoe, 305 00:15:13,400 --> 00:15:15,500 and then they get so drunk that they smash their heads 306 00:15:15,600 --> 00:15:17,400 through their windshield on their way home. 307 00:15:18,400 --> 00:15:19,900 Like i said, 308 00:15:20,300 --> 00:15:21,800 there's nohard or fast rule. 309 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:25,900 - Does this hurt, mrs. Grey? - Yes, doctor. 310 00:15:27,500 --> 00:15:30,200 - How about here?Does it hurt here? - Yes, it does. 311 00:15:31,100 --> 00:15:34,100 Okay, seriously,if you're that lonely, there are excellent vibrators. 312 00:15:34,200 --> 00:15:37,600 - I can give you catalog. - He failed his boards. I'm helpinghim study. 313 00:15:37,700 --> 00:15:39,900 - You failed your practical? - Glad to knowyou keep a secret, grey. 314 00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:41,700 I kept your secret. It didn't do you any good. 315 00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:44,100 - He needs our help. - Oh, you're not serious. 316 00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:46,300 - What if that were you? - It wouldn't be. 317 00:15:46,500 --> 00:15:47,700 Well, what if it were? 318 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:50,000 - It wouldn't be. - I have to go. 319 00:15:50,500 --> 00:15:52,900 - Be a patient. Do it for me. - Fine, but when tiny tim 320 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:54,800 goes all norman bates on us, i'm blaming you. 321 00:15:54,900 --> 00:15:57,200 - Diagnosis? - Gallstones. Yes. 322 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:04,000 i'm a 55-year-old man. I'm nauseousand i can't stop throwing up. 323 00:16:04,300 --> 00:16:05,900 Forget it, all right? I didn'task for anybody's help. 324 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:08,200 Okay, evil spawn, you can nurse your pride, 325 00:16:08,900 --> 00:16:11,600 like you were being a nurse, or you can pass your test 326 00:16:11,700 --> 00:16:13,300 and be a doctor. Up to you. 327 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:21,000 - Any abdominal pain? - Yes, from my giant 328 00:16:21,100 --> 00:16:22,500 fat belly all the way to my back. 329 00:16:23,100 --> 00:16:25,300 Oh, and i'm drunk. Hiccup, hiccup. 330 00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:27,000 I got another one for you. 331 00:16:29,100 --> 00:16:31,900 He tried to gift wrapa 70-inch tv for his wife? 332 00:16:32,300 --> 00:16:34,800 - Hernia? - Strangulated. Pretty ugly. 333 00:16:34,900 --> 00:16:36,600 Well, you just know the wife hates tv. 334 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:39,600 - Grey, is that otherprojt covered? - I think so. 335 00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:40,900 Then scrub in. 336 00:16:41,400 --> 00:16:43,700 O'malley, go tell nadia shelton 337 00:16:43,900 --> 00:16:45,700 she's off the scheduletill tomorrow. 338 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:50,000 - Till tomorrow? - Another day'snot gonna kill me, jimmy. 339 00:16:50,100 --> 00:16:52,300 - I promise tomorrowfor sure. - Today was for sure. 340 00:16:52,700 --> 00:16:56,800 - What's he saying? - He's saying they can'toperate till tomorrow! 341 00:16:57,000 --> 00:16:59,200 - Outrageous! - i cannot believe this!Ow. 342 00:17:00,500 --> 00:17:02,100 Can you please... could you please turn that down? 343 00:17:02,200 --> 00:17:04,600 - Your mother needs to rest. - Who are you, my dad? 344 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,900 - Sir, could you please tell yourson... - don't talk to me about my son. 345 00:17:08,100 --> 00:17:09,600 Who the hell do you think you are? 346 00:17:09,700 --> 00:17:13,400 I'm really sorry. I think that your wife should rest. 347 00:17:13,500 --> 00:17:16,500 - I'm listening here! - I can't gochristmas shopping with my daughter. 348 00:17:16,600 --> 00:17:18,000 You people have ruinedeverything. 349 00:17:19,300 --> 00:17:21,300 I hope you're happy. 350 00:17:22,100 --> 00:17:23,200 I'm very sorry. 351 00:17:24,500 --> 00:17:28,400 "I'm very sorry. " that cutsit here, doc. Thanks a lot. 352 00:17:32,900 --> 00:17:35,500 Yeah, okay, you're really grabbing me now. That's assault. 353 00:17:36,100 --> 00:17:41,100 This... is an exam pat. 354 00:17:41,600 --> 00:17:44,500 What... what the hell? Does izzie know? 355 00:17:44,800 --> 00:17:46,000 Does burke know about this? 356 00:17:46,100 --> 00:17:49,000 Unbunch your panties, george. We're helping alex study. Do it. 357 00:17:50,800 --> 00:17:52,900 I can't hear you when his hand is on your boob. 358 00:17:53,500 --> 00:17:55,000 Take your handoff my boob, alex. 359 00:17:56,600 --> 00:17:57,700 Thank you. 360 00:17:58,300 --> 00:18:00,000 - Study for what? - Shut it, yang. 361 00:18:00,200 --> 00:18:01,800 - Alex failed his boards. - Seriously? 362 00:18:01,900 --> 00:18:03,800 I failed one part of one board. That's it. 363 00:18:03,900 --> 00:18:06,100 Still,that's pretty embarrassing. 364 00:18:07,700 --> 00:18:10,900 Eh! He's all yours, georgie. Do your worst. 365 00:18:15,300 --> 00:18:17,200 You're not giving me a rectal. 366 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:19,100 Do not ask me to cough. 367 00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:23,400 You page me? 368 00:18:25,900 --> 00:18:28,000 I didn't see a psych consultscheduled here. 369 00:18:28,100 --> 00:18:29,400 I couldn't get one. I tried to, 370 00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:31,700 but they told meto come back in january. 371 00:18:34,400 --> 00:18:35,700 You disrespected me. 372 00:18:36,300 --> 00:18:38,600 You mocked me in my o. r. That can't happen. 373 00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:39,400 I... 374 00:18:41,400 --> 00:18:43,500 it won't happen again. You equated my spirituality 375 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:48,100 - with a belief in santa claus. - Burke, science isthe one thing, you know? 376 00:18:48,200 --> 00:18:50,200 It's the one thingwe have in common. 377 00:18:50,800 --> 00:18:53,900 I'm an intern. You're not. I'm a slob,and you're not. 378 00:18:55,200 --> 00:18:57,800 I say i wanna keep our relationship private, 379 00:18:57,900 --> 00:19:00,000 and you go and tell the chief of surgery 380 00:19:00,100 --> 00:19:03,200 and you ask meto move in with you, and now you're religious. 381 00:19:03,300 --> 00:19:05,600 Spiritual. There's a difference. 382 00:19:05,700 --> 00:19:06,500 Well, not to me. 383 00:19:09,500 --> 00:19:11,100 I don't knowwhat we're doing. 384 00:19:15,600 --> 00:19:17,600 Well, right now we're working. 385 00:19:18,900 --> 00:19:20,600 Page meif he spes a fever. 386 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:23,400 Tell mrs. Davison to hire a private therapist or a priest 387 00:19:23,500 --> 00:19:25,300 anyone justin would talk to. 388 00:19:37,500 --> 00:19:38,100 Mrs. Epstein? 389 00:19:40,900 --> 00:19:42,500 - How is he? - He's gonna be fine. 390 00:19:42,700 --> 00:19:45,200 - He's stilla little groggy, but... - my dad wants to see me now,okay? 391 00:19:45,300 --> 00:19:46,700 - Okay. Come on in. - Okay. 392 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:50,400 - We have to run, run, run fast. - Yeah, let's run, run, run. 393 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:52,500 Let's run and see daddy. 394 00:19:52,900 --> 00:19:54,800 It's okay, guys. Daddy's okay. 395 00:19:57,000 --> 00:20:00,000 Daddy! Daddy! I could kiss it better,daddy. 396 00:20:00,400 --> 00:20:02,800 Jillian, i have a headache. 397 00:20:03,300 --> 00:20:05,100 - I'll sing for you, daddy. - No. 398 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:10,200 no, leah. Damn it, leah, shut up! 399 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:12,800 I can't standthat insipid song! 400 00:20:13,300 --> 00:20:15,700 - Tim! - Just get out! Get out! 401 00:20:15,900 --> 00:20:18,000 Get the hell out of here,all of you! 402 00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:24,100 You stupid shepherd, you brokemy dad's brain! 403 00:20:29,100 --> 00:20:32,100 how did that happen? I mean, his personality... 404 00:20:32,200 --> 00:20:33,900 you didn't go any where nearthe frontal lobe. 405 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:35,500 Well, the c. t. Might havemissed something, 406 00:20:36,600 --> 00:20:39,600 or the personality change could be a reactionfrom the anesthesiawearing off. 407 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,200 - It could be the pain. - He was in painbefore the surgery. 408 00:20:42,300 --> 00:20:46,000 Watch himfor a couple hours. If he doesn't improve,get a new c. t. Okay. 409 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:49,300 Dr. Stevens? 410 00:20:50,100 --> 00:20:52,700 You had his brain open,literally open. 411 00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:55,600 He was laying there unconscious and vulnerable... 412 00:20:55,700 --> 00:20:58,100 and you think i poisoned him with my antl-holiday venom? 413 00:20:58,200 --> 00:20:59,400 Well, you're the one that's always saying 414 00:20:59,500 --> 00:21:01,000 there's a lot about the brain that we don't know. 415 00:21:01,100 --> 00:21:03,100 How do you know that your words didn't speak to him 416 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:06,900 on some unconscious level? I mean, he trusted youto be his shepherd. 417 00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:12,400 Dr. Stevens, you should be a little embarrassed. 418 00:21:12,500 --> 00:21:15,300 - I am. - Good. 419 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,600 Oh, this is the c. c. u. There are no trees allowedin the c. c. u. 420 00:21:26,100 --> 00:21:27,800 I know, but it's neverreally been enforced, so... 421 00:21:29,100 --> 00:21:29,900 how's he doing? 422 00:21:30,300 --> 00:21:33,400 Uh, surgery went smoothly, but it's too soon to tell. 423 00:21:35,800 --> 00:21:37,100 He's really a good boy,you know? 424 00:21:37,700 --> 00:21:39,200 You just met himat a difficult time. 425 00:21:39,300 --> 00:21:41,000 He's been down. I don't know why, 426 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:43,800 but father michael will be able to talk to him. 427 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:47,900 No offense,but 428 00:21:48,300 --> 00:21:50,400 your son doesn't seem to be a fan of the holidays. 429 00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:52,800 He doesn't believe in santa. 430 00:21:54,500 --> 00:21:56,500 Yes, well, 431 00:21:56,700 --> 00:21:59,100 a mother's job is to protec ther child's innocence, 432 00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,800 and this christmas could be his last time, so... 433 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:05,700 that's what you said last year 434 00:22:06,300 --> 00:22:07,700 and the year before that. 435 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:11,300 Baby, you're awake! 436 00:22:11,900 --> 00:22:13,200 You look great! 437 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:18,100 My big, strong boy. Santa ought you backto me. 438 00:22:22,100 --> 00:22:25,600 - What are you doing? - Sorry, c. c. u. Regulations. 439 00:22:29,100 --> 00:22:32,700 - Are we using mesh? - Yes, the conjoined tendonis... 440 00:22:37,200 --> 00:22:38,400 Dr. Bailey? 441 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:42,300 Just wouldn't want to throw upin the body cavity. 442 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:44,400 Dr. Bailey, are you all right? Mnh. 443 00:22:45,300 --> 00:22:48,200 - Do you need... - i just... i need a minute, grey. 444 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:53,500 Oh, when you operate, the rest of e worldgoes away... 445 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:55,600 hunger, thirst, pain. 446 00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:58,200 You don't feel itin the o. r., 447 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:00,500 but it's not that way 448 00:23:01,700 --> 00:23:04,300 when you're sharing your body with another person. 449 00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:06,000 Okay. 450 00:23:08,500 --> 00:23:09,900 Deaver retractor. 451 00:23:10,500 --> 00:23:13,200 Are you sureyou don't want me to go find someoneto take over for you? 452 00:23:13,300 --> 00:23:17,700 What i want you to find meis a strawberry milkshake,extra thick. 453 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:23,800 - Seriously? - Yeah, nausea comeswith the hunger, grey. 454 00:23:24,100 --> 00:23:25,200 Go. 455 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:30,700 My throat... it's, like, wicked sore, yo! 456 00:23:31,200 --> 00:23:34,000 Plus, i goall thesesick breakouts, right? 457 00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:37,400 Dude, seriously... 458 00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:43,000 all right, all right, sit down, sit down. 459 00:23:44,700 --> 00:23:47,400 Open up your mouth. I'd like to inspectyour tonsils. 460 00:23:53,900 --> 00:23:55,500 What's wrong with you? Are you sick? 461 00:23:56,300 --> 00:23:57,300 Fix it. 462 00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:01,400 I failedmy practical board exam. 463 00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:03,100 O'malley's helping me study. 464 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:04,600 You failed your... 465 00:24:04,700 --> 00:24:08,500 - you're helping him? - Just to study, nothing else! Izzie... 466 00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:11,700 no, you don't getto say my name, and you are unbelievable! 467 00:24:13,500 --> 00:24:15,200 I was doing mono, the wholefever and glands thing. 468 00:24:15,300 --> 00:24:17,500 The acne was just part of the whole teenager thing. 469 00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:20,400 - Izzie, would you wait? - I say i like the guy, 470 00:24:20,500 --> 00:24:22,100 and you can't stop hating him. 471 00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:24,100 - Izzie, you... - and assoon as he screws me ov... 472 00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:25,500 - izzie... - you're his new best friend. 473 00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:27,700 He failed his boards. This is important. 474 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:29,500 - He cheated on me! - Busted? 475 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:31,900 - Yeah, i'm busted. - His exam is tomorrow. 476 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:35,400 You're in on this, too? He cheated on me, god! 477 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,800 Told you she'd find out. Oh,of course you're in on this. 478 00:24:37,900 --> 00:24:39,400 She let him touch her boobs! Oh! 479 00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:42,300 He cheated on me with george's skanky syph nurse! 480 00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:45,500 - That is just plain rude! - We know he cheated on you. 481 00:24:45,900 --> 00:24:49,100 That's why we let you turn the living room into santa's freakin' village. 482 00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:51,200 - What? - We're not big on holidays! 483 00:24:51,300 --> 00:24:53,700 You know that, but we'retrying to be supportive, 484 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:55,400 because you're havinga hard time. 485 00:24:55,500 --> 00:24:58,000 But right now, alex, he's having a harder time. 486 00:24:58,100 --> 00:25:01,100 Why does everybody care whatkind of time alex is having? 487 00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:03,000 Because he'sdirty uncle sal. 488 00:25:04,700 --> 00:25:06,200 - You lost me. - Sorry, what? 489 00:25:06,300 --> 00:25:07,800 He's dirty uncle sal, 490 00:25:07,900 --> 00:25:10,300 the one who embarrasses everyoneat family reunions 491 00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:12,600 and who can't be left alone with the teenage girls, 492 00:25:12,700 --> 00:25:14,900 but you invite him to the picnic anyway. 493 00:25:16,900 --> 00:25:17,900 - I'm still lost. - Sorry, what? 494 00:25:18,100 --> 00:25:19,900 I have a mother who doesn't recognize me. 495 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:23,700 As far as family goes, this hospital,you guys are it, 496 00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:26,100 so i knowyou're pissed at alex, 497 00:25:26,200 --> 00:25:28,400 but maybe you could try to help him anyway, 498 00:25:28,500 --> 00:25:32,700 sort of like in the spiritof this holiday you keep shovingdown everybody's throats. 499 00:25:36,300 --> 00:25:37,300 You... 500 00:25:38,100 --> 00:25:40,100 - what? - Boob? 501 00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:46,800 - Somebody get in here! - Doctor!Get in here now! 502 00:25:47,200 --> 00:25:49,800 - Get in here! Where is he? - Do something! 503 00:25:52,900 --> 00:25:54,200 Do something, doctor! I'm takingyou to surgery. 504 00:25:54,300 --> 00:25:55,500 Prep her now. 505 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:04,200 - It's about time. - Sorry. I got sidetracked. 506 00:26:04,900 --> 00:26:07,900 Nadia shelton'sulcer perforated. She's vomiting bloodby the pint. 507 00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:13,000 - Is the chief back? - Haven't seen him. -No. 508 00:26:14,500 --> 00:26:17,900 All right, uh,both of you scrub in. I'm gonna needall the help i can get. 509 00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:24,400 well, there it is... 510 00:26:25,100 --> 00:26:26,600 left side of his frontal lobe. 511 00:26:26,700 --> 00:26:28,000 Now why didn'twe see that before? 512 00:26:28,900 --> 00:26:31,100 Intracerebral bleeds can havea delayed presentation. 513 00:26:31,200 --> 00:26:33,000 Right. You wantto get him out of there? 514 00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:35,300 Uh, just prep an o. r. I'm gonna talk to his wife. 515 00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:39,900 Dr. Stevens. Nice talking to you. 516 00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:42,600 Think she'll ever talkto me again? 517 00:26:44,900 --> 00:26:47,100 Okay, am i invisible? I'm feeling strangely invisible. 518 00:26:48,200 --> 00:26:50,700 - Also inaudible. - What? 519 00:26:51,700 --> 00:26:55,300 Another surgery? So i guess dinner-shoppingis out? 520 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:57,100 Yeah, it's not gonnahappen tonight. 521 00:26:58,100 --> 00:26:59,100 - Sorry. - No, you're not. 522 00:26:59,200 --> 00:27:00,500 I'm just trying to figure out why you're not. 523 00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,100 - It's christmas, derek. - Yeah, 524 00:27:04,500 --> 00:27:06,700 i know. It's our season!What's going on? 525 00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:08,400 Are you mad? Are you depressed, what? 526 00:27:08,900 --> 00:27:13,300 No. Mr. Epstein hereis depressed. He's bleedingfrom his frontal lobe. 527 00:27:13,700 --> 00:27:16,900 Everything's fine. We're fine, addie. You know, just... i'll see you at home, okay? 528 00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:21,600 You need a second surgery,mr. Epstein. 529 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:23,400 The frontal lobeis difficult. 530 00:27:24,100 --> 00:27:27,000 We may be ableto improve things,but, uh, 531 00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:29,700 you should be prepared for the possibility that things could get worse. 532 00:27:30,700 --> 00:27:33,600 That's great,that's just great. 533 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:38,400 I am so gladwe came to this hospital, so i could be treatedby a bunch of quacks 534 00:27:38,500 --> 00:27:42,100 who don't know their asses from the inside of my skull! 535 00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:51,300 This isn't my husband. This is not my husband. 536 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,000 He doesn't speak to methis way. He doesn't speak toanyonethis way. 537 00:27:54,100 --> 00:27:56,100 I know this is difficult,mrs. Epstein, 538 00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:58,300 but the important thingright now is that we stop the bleeding. 539 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,600 Look,he's the love of my life. 540 00:28:02,500 --> 00:28:04,500 And i know that you have a lot of other patients 541 00:28:05,500 --> 00:28:07,600 and you doa lot of other surgeries, 542 00:28:07,800 --> 00:28:09,900 but he's the loveof my life. 543 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:11,400 Just... 544 00:28:12,100 --> 00:28:15,700 i just need your wordthat you'll treat this changein my husband's personality 545 00:28:16,100 --> 00:28:18,400 as seriouslyas you would fatal cancer, 546 00:28:19,300 --> 00:28:21,700 because that's the waythis feels to me and my kids. 547 00:28:22,700 --> 00:28:24,800 And we're happy. We're a happy family. 548 00:28:24,900 --> 00:28:27,800 It just... if you could just fix it... 549 00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:29,800 just fix it. 550 00:28:30,900 --> 00:28:34,200 Mrs. Epstein,i'm gonna do everythingin my power,all right? 551 00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:35,700 Okay? 552 00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:40,400 I didn't want it. I already got one new heart. 553 00:28:41,300 --> 00:28:42,900 I didn't deserve another one. 554 00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:47,400 Justin, you don't haveto feel guilty about having a new heart. 555 00:28:47,500 --> 00:28:51,000 God wants you to live. That's why he sent youthe heart. 556 00:28:51,100 --> 00:28:53,200 I'm not stupid, okay? God didn't send me the heart, 557 00:28:53,300 --> 00:28:55,500 - and there's no suchthing as god. - Justin! 558 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,900 Marion, marion. 559 00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,100 It's all right. 560 00:29:00,100 --> 00:29:01,200 The heart i have now... 561 00:29:01,700 --> 00:29:04,100 my mom told me the heartcame from santa. 562 00:29:04,900 --> 00:29:07,000 I thought elves made itin their factory 563 00:29:07,100 --> 00:29:11,100 or whatever, but that's not true,is it? 564 00:29:11,500 --> 00:29:14,300 - No, it isn't. - Yeah. 565 00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:16,300 I heard the nurses talking. 566 00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,000 Where it really came from is some other kid. 567 00:29:19,300 --> 00:29:21,600 Some other kid had to die so i could live. 568 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:24,800 Justin... baby... 569 00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:27,300 and theni outgrew that kid's heart. 570 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,700 So for the last two years my mom has been praying 571 00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:32,400 that another kidwould die for me. 572 00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:38,400 That's what you pray forall the time, isn't it, mom? 573 00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,800 How does god feel about that? 574 00:29:47,700 --> 00:29:52,700 - Justin, justin... justin? - justin, baby? 575 00:29:53,300 --> 00:29:54,500 Wake up, justin! 576 00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:58,600 Nurse! Move, please!No, no, no! 577 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,300 - Code blue! - Please, justin! 578 00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:02,300 Just stay back. 579 00:30:03,000 --> 00:30:07,500 Dear god, please! Justin, baby,i'm right here! 580 00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:10,100 - Justin, i love you, baby! - Please shut her up! 581 00:30:11,200 --> 00:30:12,200 He's in v-fib. 582 00:30:12,700 --> 00:30:15,100 Charge the paddles to 100. - Charge. Clear. 583 00:30:39,900 --> 00:30:41,500 can you get him back on the donor's list? 584 00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:43,200 - I mean, if it's a bad heart. - It's not a bad heart. 585 00:30:43,300 --> 00:30:44,500 Well, can you get him back on the list? 586 00:30:45,100 --> 00:30:48,100 He's waited two yearsfor this heart. He has to fight for it. 587 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:50,800 - He has to decide he wants tolive. - Okay, medically speaking, 588 00:30:50,900 --> 00:30:52,800 is there anything else we haven't talked about? 589 00:30:52,900 --> 00:30:53,900 The way you're feelingright now... 590 00:30:55,100 --> 00:30:57,100 it's why i have to believe in something bigger in me. 591 00:30:58,300 --> 00:31:02,100 Because if i didn't, that powerlessnesswould eat me alive. 592 00:31:10,700 --> 00:31:11,900 Drill, please. 593 00:31:13,700 --> 00:31:15,400 Any danger with two craniotomiesin one day? 594 00:31:15,500 --> 00:31:16,700 No more than with one. 595 00:31:20,700 --> 00:31:23,000 - Is there any music? - Any requests? 596 00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:26,000 Christmas carolsor hanukkah. 597 00:31:26,700 --> 00:31:28,300 Is there such a thing as hanukkah carols 598 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:33,300 the brain is a my sterious thing,dr. Stevens. 599 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,700 You ner know what may penetrate the psyche. 600 00:31:40,100 --> 00:31:43,500 - whoa, look at that. - kissing ulcers. One's perf. 601 00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:44,900 The other one is bleeding. 602 00:31:45,500 --> 00:31:48,500 Two ulcers. I'm not surprisedwith that family. 603 00:31:49,500 --> 00:31:51,700 I should've thrown them out. Why didn't i throw them out? 604 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:54,100 That's whati should have done. I don't know why i didn't. 605 00:31:54,500 --> 00:31:56,600 Stop whining, o'malley. You had your chance. 606 00:31:56,700 --> 00:31:58,200 You didn't take it. Move on. 607 00:31:59,100 --> 00:32:00,900 Right, sorry. 608 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,600 - Do not kick me! - Excuse me? 609 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:08,400 Are you kicking me under the table, o'malley? 610 00:32:08,700 --> 00:32:11,600 - No! - Then clearlyi wasn't talking to you. 611 00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:21,200 You cannot kick me while i'm doing my job. 612 00:32:26,300 --> 00:32:28,100 Thank you. 613 00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:40,700 wake up! 614 00:32:41,900 --> 00:32:45,100 God, no wonderyou failed your boards. What, do you expect to learnthis stuff by osmosis? 615 00:32:45,700 --> 00:32:46,600 What are you doing here? 616 00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:51,000 I'm a farmer, okay? I've been drooling and pukingand crapping my pants. 617 00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:56,900 - You came hereto help me study? - Well, i'm not actuallycrapping my pants now, am i? 618 00:32:58,100 --> 00:33:00,300 Well, why would you want to help me after what i did? 619 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:07,200 Because it's what jesuswould freakin' do! 620 00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:38,000 you know, i don't believe in santa either, justin,or god. 621 00:33:40,100 --> 00:33:42,000 I believe in medicine, 622 00:33:43,900 --> 00:33:46,000 and it's a medical miracleyou're alive. 623 00:33:47,900 --> 00:33:49,200 With the heart you had, you should have... 624 00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:52,100 you should have died about two weeksafter you were born, 625 00:33:53,200 --> 00:33:56,900 except some surgeonfigured out a way to give yousomeone else's heart, 626 00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,500 which is so much coolerthan santa. 627 00:34:04,100 --> 00:34:05,400 so i'm just saying 628 00:34:09,100 --> 00:34:11,100 i think you should decideto live, 629 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:16,000 live so you can becomea doctor, 630 00:34:16,100 --> 00:34:19,800 and you can find a way to do heart transplantswithout someonehaving to die. 631 00:34:22,600 --> 00:34:26,700 Or you know,live so you can grow up and have kidsand u know what? 632 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:28,500 Raise them not to believein santa. 633 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:31,700 Now that would pissyour mom off. 634 00:34:36,200 --> 00:34:37,700 just decide to live. 635 00:34:40,700 --> 00:34:42,200 Because in your case, 636 00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:45,900 dying really isn'tthe best revenge. 637 00:35:01,700 --> 00:35:03,400 - How is she? - Is she gonna be all right? 638 00:35:03,500 --> 00:35:05,400 She lost a lot of blood, 639 00:35:05,500 --> 00:35:08,000 but we were able to replace itand repair the tear. 640 00:35:08,100 --> 00:35:11,200 She's gonna require several days' observation, 641 00:35:11,300 --> 00:35:13,500 but she should havea full recovery. 642 00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,800 - Oh, thank god. - Thank god is right. 643 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:18,200 'Cause we're certainly not gonna thank you. 644 00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:20,700 We should sue youfor all you're worth. 645 00:35:21,300 --> 00:35:25,600 We sat here and sat here ansat here and sat here... 646 00:35:25,700 --> 00:35:27,000 you want to help me out? 647 00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:30,100 - Really? - And watched you takepatient after patient... 648 00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:31,600 you got your second chan. Just don't screw it up. 649 00:35:31,700 --> 00:35:34,700 ...while you made my daughter wait for three whole daysfor her operation! 650 00:35:35,100 --> 00:35:37,600 I should sue you and this whole damn hospital! 651 00:35:37,900 --> 00:35:41,900 Okay, yeah,you could sue us, or you could just considerthe possibility 652 00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:44,700 - of just shutting the hell up. - What did you say to me? 653 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:47,400 - Did you hear what he said to me? - I heard him! 654 00:35:47,500 --> 00:35:49,400 - You can't talk to an old ladylike that. - Where is my daughter? 655 00:35:49,500 --> 00:35:51,200 - I'd like to see her. - Well, you can't. 656 00:35:51,900 --> 00:35:54,300 I'm her doctor. She is my patient,and this is a hospital, 657 00:35:54,400 --> 00:35:56,700 which is the kind of place where people can generally use 658 00:35:56,800 --> 00:36:01,100 a little peace and quiet, so no, right nowyou can't see her. 659 00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:04,000 And i am not saying this because you just threatenedto sue dr. Bailey, 660 00:36:04,100 --> 00:36:07,900 who spentthe last several hourssaving your daughter's life,saving your wife's life. 661 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:10,100 I am saying this because she is my patient, 662 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:13,900 and she isin the recovery wing of this hospitaltrying to recover, 663 00:36:14,100 --> 00:36:19,100 and visiting hours are over, so good nightand merry christmas. 664 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:29,400 Interns. Too emotional. 665 00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:33,500 My apologies. 666 00:36:39,500 --> 00:36:43,200 Um, is the nausea constant or intermittent? 667 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,100 Constant. 668 00:36:48,300 --> 00:36:50,000 When... 669 00:36:50,700 --> 00:36:52,100 when did it first start? 670 00:36:54,500 --> 00:36:56,100 After i workedin the fields all day. 671 00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:01,200 Do you have any allergies you're aware of? 672 00:37:04,700 --> 00:37:05,800 No. 673 00:37:17,900 --> 00:37:18,900 Izzie... 674 00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:24,500 i never wanted to hurt you. 675 00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:27,400 You didn't hurt me. 676 00:37:28,300 --> 00:37:30,200 I don't even know you. I'm a farmer. 677 00:37:32,500 --> 00:37:34,800 You... you're still the patient? 678 00:37:35,300 --> 00:37:37,000 What does it look like? 679 00:37:42,900 --> 00:37:47,000 It's organophosphates, pesticide poisoning. 680 00:37:48,900 --> 00:37:50,800 Crying's a symptom. That's it, right? 681 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,500 Right. 682 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:18,000 You okay? 683 00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:21,900 Yeah, yeah. 684 00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:24,700 - You know, holidays. - Yeah. 685 00:38:26,700 --> 00:38:27,600 I do know. 686 00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:39,000 - Merry christmas. - Merry christmas. 687 00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:51,500 Hey. Christmas double scotch,single malt. 688 00:38:52,300 --> 00:38:53,200 You're a good man. 689 00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:55,700 hey, dr. Shepherd. 690 00:38:58,100 --> 00:38:59,100 Dr. Shepherd. 691 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:09,400 so... how's mr. Epstein'sfrontal lobe? 692 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:10,700 He woke up smiling. 693 00:39:11,700 --> 00:39:13,200 - Congratulations. - Thank you. 694 00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:15,300 What are you drinking? 695 00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:20,400 - It's hot buttered rum. It's delicious. - It's dickensian. 696 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:23,200 Oh, well, yeah,it is christmas. 697 00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:27,100 Christmas, derek. We love christmas. 698 00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:30,000 At least we used to. 699 00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:36,300 Christmas makes you want to bewith people you love. 700 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:44,000 I'm not saying thisto hurt you 701 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,600 or because i want to leave you, because i don't. 702 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:50,600 Meredith wasn't a fling. 703 00:39:53,600 --> 00:39:55,700 She wasn't revenge. 704 00:39:58,300 --> 00:39:59,400 I fell in love with her. 705 00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,200 That doesn't go away because i decided to stay with you. 706 00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:17,500 There's an old proverb that says you can't chooseyour family. 707 00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:26,700 you take what the fateshand you. 708 00:40:37,500 --> 00:40:40,700 and like them or not,love them or not 709 00:40:41,300 --> 00:40:43,800 understand them or not... 710 00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:48,500 justin took a turn. His fever's down,and his b. p. Is up. 711 00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:54,100 i wonder whatgot through to him. 712 00:40:59,100 --> 00:40:59,800 i don't know. 713 00:41:01,100 --> 00:41:02,200 ...you cope. 714 00:41:12,300 --> 00:41:13,100 Pretty. 715 00:41:16,100 --> 00:41:17,200 Yeah. 716 00:41:18,300 --> 00:41:21,800 Then there'sthe school of thought that says the familyyou're born into 717 00:41:22,500 --> 00:41:25,300 - is simply a starting point. - What are we doing? 718 00:41:26,700 --> 00:41:27,800 Lights. 719 00:41:36,700 --> 00:41:40,500 they feed youand clothe you and take care of you 720 00:41:41,700 --> 00:41:44,300 until you're ready to go out into the world... 721 00:41:47,400 --> 00:41:49,600 ...and find your tribe.