1 00:00:00,730 --> 00:00:03,900 15 minutes,15 hours... 2 00:00:04,010 --> 00:00:06,000 inside the o.r., 3 00:00:06,120 --> 00:00:09,690 the best surgeons make time fly. 4 00:00:09,740 --> 00:00:12,780 outside the o.r.,however, 5 00:00:12,860 --> 00:00:17,510 time takes pleasure in kicking our asses. 6 00:00:17,820 --> 00:00:22,810 for even the strongest of us,it seems to play tricks-- 7 00:00:22,860 --> 00:00:27,470 slowing down,hovering... 8 00:00:28,990 --> 00:00:31,910 until it freezes... 9 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:35,410 leaving us stuck in a moment, 10 00:00:35,640 --> 00:00:40,090 unable to move in one direction or the other. 11 00:00:40,900 --> 00:00:43,510 izzie.izzie. come on. 12 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:47,820 okay,she's been in there all night. we have to do something. 13 00:00:47,820 --> 00:00:50,420 - yeah. - yeah.yeah. 14 00:00:50,750 --> 00:00:52,420 why are you all looking at me? 15 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:55,050 well,this is familiar territory for you. 16 00:00:55,100 --> 00:00:56,980 there is nothing familiar about this. 17 00:00:57,030 --> 00:00:58,420 unfamiliar. 18 00:00:58,430 --> 00:00:59,580 denny died. 19 00:00:59,620 --> 00:01:01,810 the man she loves died. 20 00:01:01,880 --> 00:01:04,020 yeah,but you're all dark and twisty inside. 21 00:01:04,100 --> 00:01:05,360 "dark and twisty"? 22 00:01:05,430 --> 00:01:06,760 the mother with the alzheimer's thing 23 00:01:06,820 --> 00:01:07,890 and the father you don't talk to. 24 00:01:07,920 --> 00:01:10,290 and the teruila thing and the inappropriate men thing. 25 00:01:10,290 --> 00:01:13,190 you are dark and twisty inside,meredith,and now izzie is dark and twisty inside. 26 00:01:13,190 --> 00:01:15,860 so all of a sudden i'm the president of people with crappy lives? 27 00:01:15,860 --> 00:01:17,860 seriously,we have to do something. 28 00:01:18,290 --> 00:01:20,500 someone has to go in there. 29 00:01:26,100 --> 00:01:28,910 the seven years you spend as a surgical resident 30 00:01:28,910 --> 00:01:31,750 will be the best and worst of your life. 31 00:01:33,370 --> 00:01:35,160 look around you. 32 00:01:35,830 --> 00:01:38,320 say hello to your competition. 33 00:01:39,760 --> 00:01:41,610 hi. izzie stevens.washington. 34 00:01:41,830 --> 00:01:44,820 hey. alex karev.ia. 35 00:01:44,920 --> 00:01:47,400 this is nice,right? they threw a mixer for the new interns. 36 00:01:47,400 --> 00:01:48,880 yeah. 37 00:01:48,950 --> 00:01:52,360 it's just an excuse to get us all happy and drunk before they torture us. 38 00:01:53,350 --> 00:01:57,810 - what program are you in? - surgery. 39 00:01:57,880 --> 00:01:59,660 - seriously? - seriously. 40 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:01,290 what? 41 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:05,270 i-i picked you for gynie or peds or something. 42 00:02:05,340 --> 00:02:06,680 you don't think i can be a surgeon? 43 00:02:06,720 --> 00:02:08,140 i can be a surgeon. 44 00:02:08,200 --> 00:02:09,040 surgery's hard-core. 45 00:02:09,120 --> 00:02:09,920 i'm hard-core. 46 00:02:09,960 --> 00:02:12,090 you won't last the first year,babe. 47 00:02:12,420 --> 00:02:16,710 hey,izzie. what? 48 00:02:16,710 --> 00:02:19,040 maybe you should... 49 00:02:19,060 --> 00:02:21,640 ch-change your clothes. 50 00:02:23,060 --> 00:02:24,890 maybe you'd want to wear something more comfortable. 51 00:02:24,940 --> 00:02:26,290 - stop it. - i know. 52 00:02:27,060 --> 00:02:30,800 - izzie-- - stop it.i mean it.stop...talking. 53 00:02:31,350 --> 00:02:34,730 there is nothing to talk about. do you understand me? 54 00:02:34,800 --> 00:02:39,130 there is nothing to discuss. 55 00:02:43,590 --> 00:02:46,960 i'm so sorry. 56 00:02:48,990 --> 00:02:52,640 yeah.yeah,me,too. 57 00:02:59,420 --> 00:03:01,410 - so you're a surgeon. - yes. 58 00:03:01,620 --> 00:03:04,440 usually they don't send a surgeon for this. 59 00:03:04,550 --> 00:03:07,050 what--what do we need to-- how do i do this? 60 00:03:07,110 --> 00:03:08,220 how do we do this? 61 00:03:08,300 --> 00:03:10,860 you just gotta i.d.the body before i take him to the funeral home... 62 00:03:11,130 --> 00:03:13,210 so i don't take the wrong guy. 63 00:03:13,300 --> 00:03:14,020 that happens? 64 00:03:14,100 --> 00:03:16,920 you wouldn't believe how many times i take the wrong guy. 65 00:03:27,580 --> 00:03:30,680 th-that's him.that's... denny duruette. 66 00:03:30,780 --> 00:03:35,400 great. load him up.and sign. 67 00:03:36,980 --> 00:03:37,790 when's the funeral? 68 00:03:37,860 --> 00:03:38,740 no funeral. 69 00:03:38,810 --> 00:03:41,980 the family asked to have the body sent to memphis. 70 00:03:46,900 --> 00:03:49,910 uh,wait,wait,wait,wait. 71 00:03:53,670 --> 00:03:55,800 i'm sorry. 72 00:03:57,100 --> 00:03:59,290 i'm so sorry. 73 00:04:05,820 --> 00:04:07,580 why are we making sandwiches again? 74 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:09,740 it's what you do when someone dies. you cook. 75 00:04:09,980 --> 00:04:12,850 yeah,i-i know what to do when someone dies. 76 00:04:12,920 --> 00:04:14,220 i am a jew. 77 00:04:14,260 --> 00:04:15,620 i know food and death. 78 00:04:15,660 --> 00:04:17,140 it's shivah. 79 00:04:17,200 --> 00:04:19,700 is it shivah even if she's catholic? 80 00:04:19,780 --> 00:04:22,200 well,shivah's what i know how to do,so... 81 00:04:22,230 --> 00:04:23,980 yeah,it's shivah. 82 00:04:23,980 --> 00:04:25,290 and if we're sitting shivah for denny, 83 00:04:25,350 --> 00:04:26,510 then we should order in 84 00:04:26,570 --> 00:04:28,840 because making sandwiches is not the same as cooking. 85 00:04:28,920 --> 00:04:30,580 sandwiches are comfort food. 86 00:04:32,350 --> 00:04:33,540 what's wrong with you? 87 00:04:33,580 --> 00:04:34,410 everything with me is fine. 88 00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:36,710 it's izzie thate're worried about. 89 00:04:37,420 --> 00:04:39,530 oh,what did you do? 90 00:04:40,740 --> 00:04:42,800 denny died. burke got shot. 91 00:04:42,800 --> 00:04:48,170 let's just have some perspective and remember what i did is a tiny,slightly small-- 92 00:04:48,170 --> 00:04:50,690 whatever. spit it out. 93 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:56,620 i lost my panties last night. 94 00:04:57,050 --> 00:05:01,950 -=www.ydy.com/bbs=- proudly presents 95 00:05:02,030 --> 00:05:06,770 sync: ytet-colleen3684 -=www.ydy.com/bbs=- 96 00:05:07,340 --> 00:05:12,030 grey's anatomy season 3 episode 01 97 00:05:15,670 --> 00:05:17,090 you back already? 98 00:05:17,210 --> 00:05:18,500 oh,i never left. 99 00:05:18,570 --> 00:05:21,600 i did a craniotomy on a,uh,ruptured saccular aneurysm. 100 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:23,360 i've been here all night,too. 101 00:05:23,400 --> 00:05:24,960 i wanted to see the autopsy on duruette. 102 00:05:25,010 --> 00:05:26,240 yeah. 103 00:05:27,640 --> 00:05:29,420 have you seen meredith? 104 00:05:29,430 --> 00:05:31,680 uh,dr.grey-- have you seen,uh,have you seen dr.grey? 105 00:05:31,820 --> 00:05:33,040 why? 106 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:33,870 what's goin' on with you? 107 00:05:33,930 --> 00:05:35,380 no,could you just-- 108 00:05:35,500 --> 00:05:37,920 can you get somebody to cover my rounds for me so i can take care of some stuff? 109 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:39,620 are you free,dr.shepherd? 110 00:05:39,620 --> 00:05:46,090 and the pit's overcrowded with early flu season. 111 00:05:46,390 --> 00:05:48,740 giselle toussaint,42-year-old woman, 112 00:05:48,810 --> 00:05:51,630 unrestrained driver of a car that hit a railing. 113 00:05:51,700 --> 00:05:52,960 ejected from the car. 114 00:05:53,020 --> 00:05:54,740 she was--we were coming to the e.r. 115 00:05:54,790 --> 00:05:55,860 we were both sick. 116 00:05:55,860 --> 00:05:57,420 we couldn't shake this flu thing. 117 00:05:57,470 --> 00:06:00,160 so she was better,so i let her drive. 118 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:02,200 - sir? - omar? 119 00:06:02,390 --> 00:06:03,800 giselle,honey. 120 00:06:03,870 --> 00:06:05,520 where are we? 121 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:07,040 oh,yeah. are we... 122 00:06:07,940 --> 00:06:10,000 - are we dancing? - we had an accident. 123 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:11,860 we have a dural laceration. she's leaking spinal fluid. 124 00:06:11,860 --> 00:06:12,940 let's get an o.r.ready,okay? 125 00:06:13,030 --> 00:06:15,560 the dancing's so beautiful. 126 00:06:15,660 --> 00:06:17,440 you're beautiful. 127 00:06:19,890 --> 00:06:21,050 he's burning up. 128 00:06:21,130 --> 00:06:23,960 all right,somebody get him a bed. let's get her up to the o.r.right away. 129 00:06:27,420 --> 00:06:28,480 what's goin' on? 130 00:06:28,630 --> 00:06:31,100 premature newborn found in a trash can at turner prep school. 131 00:06:31,100 --> 00:06:32,680 the umbilical cord's still attached. 132 00:06:32,740 --> 00:06:34,820 you didn't start an i.v.? he's dehydrated. 133 00:06:34,820 --> 00:06:36,030 we couldn't find a vein. 134 00:06:36,110 --> 00:06:37,490 i need to get an i.v.access. 135 00:06:37,570 --> 00:06:39,210 get me an i.o.needle, 136 00:06:39,270 --> 00:06:41,250 and i need a neonatal intubation kit. 137 00:06:41,550 --> 00:06:42,920 olivia,go!move.now. 138 00:06:42,990 --> 00:06:48,060 they pulled me from the floor. i'm just down here helping with the flu overflow. 139 00:06:51,740 --> 00:06:54,160 alex,how old's that baby? 140 00:06:54,250 --> 00:06:55,540 wait,wait,wait. what are you doing? 141 00:06:55,540 --> 00:06:57,540 if you think i'm going to leave this sick,premature infant in the e.r.-- 142 00:06:57,540 --> 00:06:58,850 he has to be admitted. 143 00:06:58,910 --> 00:07:00,380 - you can't just take him. - just page addison shepherd! 144 00:07:00,380 --> 00:07:03,800 page addison shepherd. tell her to meet me in the nicu. 145 00:07:08,040 --> 00:07:09,320 karev. 146 00:07:09,670 --> 00:07:11,770 premature newborn male with petechiae. 147 00:07:11,830 --> 00:07:12,860 what's his platelet count? 148 00:07:12,930 --> 00:07:14,900 - 17,000. - 17,000? 149 00:07:14,900 --> 00:07:16,180 did you transfuse platelets? 150 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:17,370 yes,but it didn't help. 151 00:07:17,430 --> 00:07:19,020 - where's the mother? - i don't know. 152 00:07:20,010 --> 00:07:21,140 dr.karev... 153 00:07:21,180 --> 00:07:23,570 i'm not asking you where the mother is for my health. 154 00:07:23,570 --> 00:07:24,990 i expect you to use your brain. 155 00:07:25,050 --> 00:07:27,470 - where is the mother? - i don't know! 156 00:07:27,470 --> 00:07:30,400 the baby was found in a trash can at a high school. 157 00:07:30,540 --> 00:07:32,370 they left him in a trash can. 158 00:07:32,420 --> 00:07:35,330 he's got some inner abdominal bleeding on c.t. 159 00:07:35,330 --> 00:07:37,820 you want to run some more tests? 160 00:07:38,680 --> 00:07:39,710 dr.shepherd? 161 00:07:39,710 --> 00:07:43,130 i need a stat ultrasound and for you to infuse 2 grams of i.v.i.g. 162 00:07:43,130 --> 00:07:45,270 if there is no cranial bleeding. 163 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:46,890 and then find out where the mother is. 164 00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:49,080 i need to test for maternal platelet antibodies. 165 00:07:49,130 --> 00:07:51,190 can't you just do surgery to fix the abdominal bleeding? 166 00:07:51,230 --> 00:07:54,670 if i wanted to kill him,i could do that. damn it. 167 00:07:55,340 --> 00:07:56,210 who does this? 168 00:07:56,310 --> 00:08:01,210 dr.montgomery-shepherd,there are some people here about the baby. 169 00:08:01,210 --> 00:08:03,960 the clot's been evacuated. are we ready to close? 170 00:08:03,960 --> 00:08:06,910 i just want to make sure there are no remaining bone fragments. 171 00:08:07,840 --> 00:08:09,800 how's izzie? 172 00:08:09,930 --> 00:08:12,460 as well as can be expected. 173 00:08:12,860 --> 00:08:15,780 it's never gets easier,you know? losing a patient. 174 00:08:15,780 --> 00:08:17,230 it gets a little less... 175 00:08:17,270 --> 00:08:19,250 shocking,i guess,but... 176 00:08:19,350 --> 00:08:23,110 it never gets any easier. 177 00:08:23,710 --> 00:08:26,420 izzie was in love with him. 178 00:08:26,510 --> 00:08:29,580 denny wasn't just a patient. they were in love. 179 00:08:34,210 --> 00:08:37,310 you had sex with derek in an exam room at the prom? 180 00:08:37,310 --> 00:08:40,290 - yes. - last night,you and shepherd did it? 181 00:08:40,290 --> 00:08:41,610 yes. 182 00:08:41,690 --> 00:08:44,530 you and mcdreamy did the nasty-nasty? 183 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:45,970 - cristina! - i'm not judging. 184 00:08:45,970 --> 00:08:47,950 i'm just trying to wrap my mind around it. 185 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:50,130 i mean,you're with finn,and he's with addison. 186 00:08:50,180 --> 00:08:52,130 he's married to addison. 187 00:08:52,190 --> 00:08:53,450 yeah. 188 00:08:54,530 --> 00:08:55,660 well,what did derek say? 189 00:08:55,730 --> 00:08:58,530 he said,"meredith,what does this mean?" 190 00:08:59,080 --> 00:09:01,020 okay... he has sex with you 191 00:09:01,020 --> 00:09:02,440 and he's standing there all mcguilty, 192 00:09:02,480 --> 00:09:04,040 and all he has to say for himself is, 193 00:09:04,060 --> 00:09:06,740 "oh,what does this mean?" 194 00:09:06,740 --> 00:09:08,120 what does this mean? 195 00:09:08,170 --> 00:09:09,520 i don't know. 196 00:09:09,560 --> 00:09:11,890 well,are you gonna go back to finn? 197 00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:14,940 uh,i-is shepherd leaving his wife? 198 00:09:15,590 --> 00:09:18,670 - i just-- - meredith,hold on with both hands. 199 00:09:18,670 --> 00:09:23,190 - meredith! - mommy! 200 00:09:23,190 --> 00:09:24,620 - richard,you were to tell adele. - look,i-i can't. 201 00:09:24,670 --> 00:09:25,650 - i was to tell thatcher. 202 00:09:25,700 --> 00:09:26,430 - that is what we said. - i can't do it. 203 00:09:26,460 --> 00:09:27,930 that is what we agreed. 204 00:09:28,340 --> 00:09:30,750 please,richard,please. 205 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:32,400 you can't leave me. 206 00:09:33,390 --> 00:09:35,100 ellis,no. 207 00:09:35,140 --> 00:09:36,810 richard,you can't leave me! 208 00:09:37,980 --> 00:09:46,120 richard!richard!richard! 209 00:09:46,870 --> 00:09:48,620 you didn't have to make an appointment to see me. 210 00:09:48,680 --> 00:09:49,450 i'm your husband. 211 00:09:49,510 --> 00:09:53,600 an appointment seemed to be the best way to get your undivided attention,because here you are. 212 00:09:53,690 --> 00:09:55,880 - adele,listen-- - sit down. 213 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:57,500 - adele-- - sit down! 214 00:09:57,500 --> 00:09:59,210 we have an appointment. 215 00:09:59,290 --> 00:10:02,360 uh,chief,ex-- um,the i.d.c.is here. 216 00:10:02,360 --> 00:10:04,000 we had a couple come in this morning-- 217 00:10:04,040 --> 00:10:06,960 derek just finished a craniotomy on the wife--but the husband, 218 00:10:07,030 --> 00:10:10,860 he's got severe flu sytoms-- swollen lymph nods,buboes. 219 00:10:10,860 --> 00:10:14,140 - turns out they came in contact with the plague. - the plague? 220 00:10:14,140 --> 00:10:15,600 look,i'm sorry,adele. 221 00:10:15,600 --> 00:10:18,030 i-i need to deal with this. 222 00:10:20,090 --> 00:10:21,520 shannon is a straight-a student. 223 00:10:21,570 --> 00:10:22,640 so what,my daughter gets a b in math, 224 00:10:22,700 --> 00:10:24,540 and suddenly she's birthing babies in toilet stalls? 225 00:10:24,570 --> 00:10:27,060 i'm dr.montgomery-shepherd. i'm treating the newborn. 226 00:10:27,110 --> 00:10:28,930 he has an emergent blood condition. 227 00:10:29,010 --> 00:10:31,440 i need to know whose baby it is i'm dealing with. 228 00:10:31,510 --> 00:10:33,520 yeah,we'd all like to know that. 229 00:10:33,560 --> 00:10:35,910 sara... talk. 230 00:10:35,910 --> 00:10:37,920 i don't know anything about any baby,mom. 231 00:10:37,970 --> 00:10:38,940 none of us do. 232 00:10:38,970 --> 00:10:42,480 well,one of you must know something,otherwise you and your parents wouldn't be here. 233 00:10:42,480 --> 00:10:47,880 our girls--the principal said that they were the last people in the bathroom before that baby was found. 234 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:49,860 so we just thought,before the police show up... 235 00:10:49,890 --> 00:10:52,790 one of you knows,and you better confess. 236 00:10:52,820 --> 00:10:54,430 i don't want my lisa messed up in this. 237 00:10:54,450 --> 00:10:55,600 look,the police will be here soon. 238 00:10:55,670 --> 00:10:59,140 can't you just do some sort of d.n.a.test so that the rest of us can get out of here? 239 00:10:59,140 --> 00:11:00,730 d.n.a.results take days, 240 00:11:00,770 --> 00:11:04,100 and frankly,i'm not concerned with getting the rest of you "out of here." 241 00:11:04,150 --> 00:11:06,370 if this baby isn't treated,he's going to die. 242 00:11:06,420 --> 00:11:08,590 now i can do vaginal exams on each of the girls-- 243 00:11:08,610 --> 00:11:11,120 my daughter is 14 years old. 244 00:11:11,150 --> 00:11:12,310 she's not sexually active. 245 00:11:12,330 --> 00:11:14,050 and i won't have you violating her body. 246 00:11:14,100 --> 00:11:16,200 you won't have it 'cause you know it's your kid. 247 00:11:16,260 --> 00:11:17,470 i tell you what,you have my consent 248 00:11:17,520 --> 00:11:19,780 to do whatever it takes to prove my lisa's innocent. 249 00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:21,770 you are a sick bastard,you know that? 250 00:11:21,850 --> 00:11:25,160 a child's life is in jeopardy here. 251 00:11:25,230 --> 00:11:30,860 and it's not your consent that i need. 252 00:11:32,260 --> 00:11:33,630 we didn't do anything wrong. 253 00:11:33,720 --> 00:11:35,750 just because we were in there doesn't mean it's our baby. 254 00:11:35,830 --> 00:11:41,860 do we look like the kind of girls who get pregnant and throw their kids into the trash? 255 00:11:43,700 --> 00:11:45,550 nice work today,o'malley. 256 00:11:45,650 --> 00:11:47,180 hey,did meredith go home with izzie? 257 00:11:47,260 --> 00:11:49,490 yeah,cristina,too. i'm headed there now. 258 00:11:49,550 --> 00:11:51,290 - yeah,me,too. - oh,great. 259 00:11:51,290 --> 00:11:53,250 it's just that,um... 260 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:55,610 i don't know if izzie's up for a lot of people. 261 00:11:55,660 --> 00:11:57,430 well,i'm gonna go see meredith. 262 00:11:57,520 --> 00:11:58,740 oh.okay. 263 00:11:58,840 --> 00:12:00,480 - dr.shepherd? - yes. 264 00:12:00,550 --> 00:12:01,680 - dr.o'malley? - yeah. 265 00:12:01,680 --> 00:12:03,780 i'm with the i.d.c. is anyone else in this room? 266 00:12:03,880 --> 00:12:04,600 no. 267 00:12:04,750 --> 00:12:06,500 - you peormed the surgery on mrs.toussaint? - yes. 268 00:12:06,610 --> 00:12:09,730 she and her husband were in closeontact with a victim of the plague. 269 00:12:09,730 --> 00:12:11,070 she may have been exposed. 270 00:12:11,120 --> 00:12:12,010 - which means we may have been. - yeah. 271 00:12:12,060 --> 00:12:13,380 i gotta go. i can't do this. 272 00:12:13,380 --> 00:12:15,890 we're waiting on the diagnosis on mrs.toussaint. 273 00:12:15,890 --> 00:12:19,580 this room will be sealed off until we know the threat has been contained,and you're absolutely safe. 274 00:12:19,580 --> 00:12:21,900 - you're not saying-- - you cannot leave. 275 00:12:21,900 --> 00:12:24,520 you two are quarntined. 276 00:12:25,730 --> 00:12:29,080 i should check in with the i.d.c.rep. you know,i have to stay on top of my hospital. 277 00:12:29,480 --> 00:12:31,270 keep me posted. 278 00:12:32,020 --> 00:12:37,730 hello!hello! i need help.somebody,please. 279 00:12:39,740 --> 00:12:41,390 i know you can hear me. 280 00:12:41,450 --> 00:12:43,920 i see you standing out there in your giant white space suit. 281 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:44,890 - sir? - yes! 282 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:47,300 no unauthorized personnel beyond this point,ma'am. 283 00:12:47,350 --> 00:12:48,410 i.d.c.regulations. 284 00:12:48,490 --> 00:12:50,870 look,i know he's under quarintine, 285 00:12:50,900 --> 00:12:52,260 but he is also a patient. 286 00:12:52,300 --> 00:12:55,120 and i will not ignore a patient. 287 00:12:55,360 --> 00:12:57,290 ah. hello out there. 288 00:12:57,290 --> 00:12:59,070 thank god. thank god you can hear me. 289 00:12:59,070 --> 00:13:00,140 how is my wife? 290 00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:02,540 my name is dr.bailey-- miranda bailey. 291 00:13:02,580 --> 00:13:03,820 your wife is out of surgery. 292 00:13:03,820 --> 00:13:06,010 she's quarntined in recovery, 293 00:13:06,050 --> 00:13:07,180 but she's doing fine. 294 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:08,780 now you were asking for help? 295 00:13:08,810 --> 00:13:10,390 you know how many days i been in here? 296 00:13:10,420 --> 00:13:11,780 it's only been a few hours. 297 00:13:11,870 --> 00:13:13,530 really? 298 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:16,140 i'm losing it. 299 00:13:16,160 --> 00:13:17,570 i'm losing track of time. 300 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:19,210 okay,sir,you're sweating. 301 00:13:19,260 --> 00:13:21,080 i need you to sit down. 302 00:13:21,140 --> 00:13:22,870 get back in the bed. 303 00:13:23,140 --> 00:13:25,310 wh-what about my wife giselle? 304 00:13:25,370 --> 00:13:26,830 can you find out about giselle? 305 00:13:26,860 --> 00:13:29,300 like i said,sir,she came out of surgery just fine, 306 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:31,540 but i can check on her status again. 307 00:13:31,580 --> 00:13:33,940 you just stay calm until i get back. 308 00:13:33,990 --> 00:13:36,790 no!no,wait,wait.don't go.please. 309 00:13:36,790 --> 00:13:38,170 just... 310 00:13:38,300 --> 00:13:41,250 just stay a minute. please. 311 00:13:41,250 --> 00:13:42,610 okay. um... 312 00:13:42,900 --> 00:13:44,710 i'm staying. 313 00:13:44,770 --> 00:13:48,700 omar. call me omar. 314 00:13:48,700 --> 00:13:50,230 okay,omar. 315 00:13:50,300 --> 00:13:54,710 i'm... i'm right here. 316 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:01,360 i brought food. 317 00:14:01,420 --> 00:14:02,910 uh,george isn't here. 318 00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:04,360 no,i-i know. 319 00:14:04,450 --> 00:14:06,340 uh,he's in a quarntine 'cause of a-a thing. 320 00:14:06,380 --> 00:14:08,690 and i was off duty and i was worried about him 321 00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:11,500 and going crazy,and i thought about izzie,and so i brought food. 322 00:14:11,810 --> 00:14:13,880 for the shivah. 323 00:14:13,910 --> 00:14:16,190 are--are you gonna let me in? 324 00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:17,760 yeah. 325 00:14:23,310 --> 00:14:25,250 relax,i'm not gonna bring it up-- 326 00:14:25,310 --> 00:14:26,490 you and mcdreamy and the sex. 327 00:14:26,540 --> 00:14:29,050 - i'm not that person. - good. 328 00:14:29,170 --> 00:14:31,360 - okay. - good. 329 00:14:31,360 --> 00:14:34,600 shivah? is it shivah if izzie's catholic? 330 00:14:35,130 --> 00:14:38,080 this thing that you're doing,izzie,it's not healthy. 331 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:40,540 i mean,you gotta take off that dress. 332 00:14:41,900 --> 00:14:44,420 tell me about shivah. 333 00:14:45,990 --> 00:14:47,880 well,it's something you do when someone dies. 334 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:50,140 you know,we did it for my grandmother. 335 00:14:50,190 --> 00:14:51,920 how does it work? 336 00:14:51,950 --> 00:14:54,320 people bring over food, 337 00:14:54,350 --> 00:14:56,230 family comes over. 338 00:14:56,260 --> 00:14:58,060 it's supposed to help with the grieving,you know? 339 00:14:58,100 --> 00:15:00,490 it honors the dead. 340 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,860 - sounds nice. - yeah. 341 00:15:02,940 --> 00:15:05,530 seven days of no leather shoes, 342 00:15:05,540 --> 00:15:07,230 no--no work,no sex, 343 00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:09,210 no sitting on things higher than a foot, 344 00:15:09,280 --> 00:15:12,000 no--no shaving,no... 345 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:15,940 what? 346 00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:21,990 no clean clothes. 347 00:15:24,550 --> 00:15:25,840 izzie... 348 00:15:25,900 --> 00:15:27,650 this doesn't have to be shivah. 349 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:29,960 you know they took his body away. 350 00:15:31,720 --> 00:15:34,610 i will never see him again. 351 00:15:37,330 --> 00:15:40,860 how would you feel if you never saw burke again? 352 00:15:45,240 --> 00:15:48,930 so we're sitting shivah for denny. 353 00:15:59,010 --> 00:16:00,620 you want to see him? 354 00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:03,360 - see who? - the baby.your baby. 355 00:16:03,360 --> 00:16:05,540 it's not our baby. 356 00:16:05,890 --> 00:16:08,760 i'm giving you permission to do this thing. now what's the hang-up? 357 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:10,290 the "hang-up," sir, 358 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:12,470 is that if your daughter doesn't want to do it, 359 00:16:12,520 --> 00:16:14,010 i can't force her. 360 00:16:14,050 --> 00:16:15,130 they're 14. they're minors. 361 00:16:15,130 --> 00:16:16,390 we still have a say. 362 00:16:16,430 --> 00:16:17,510 no,you don't. 363 00:16:17,550 --> 00:16:19,650 if someone doesn't want to submit to a vaginal exam, 364 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:21,230 they don't have to. it's the law. 365 00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:23,480 all right. that's it. 366 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:25,410 i'm taking lisa home. 367 00:16:25,550 --> 00:16:29,220 you do that,sir,and i will have you arrested before you hit the parking lot. 368 00:16:29,290 --> 00:16:31,420 the law isn't the only thing in play here. 369 00:16:31,480 --> 00:16:34,800 if i do a vaginal exam and the girl is a virgin, 370 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:37,150 there could be bleeding,undue trauma, 371 00:16:37,210 --> 00:16:38,530 not to mention emotional stress. 372 00:16:38,620 --> 00:16:41,130 well,if i had to take a guess as to whose kid won't have to worry about that-- 373 00:16:41,130 --> 00:16:42,560 what's that supposed to mean? 374 00:16:42,590 --> 00:16:44,570 it'd just be nice if karen had a curfew. 375 00:16:44,610 --> 00:16:46,350 well,at least she's not a shoplifter. 376 00:16:46,390 --> 00:16:48,840 oh,shannon stole one lipstick when she was 9. get over it. 377 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:51,240 i know for a fact that my lisa is a virgin. 378 00:16:51,310 --> 00:16:52,110 really? 379 00:16:52,160 --> 00:16:52,880 and how do you know that? 380 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:54,660 because she's only 14 years old! 381 00:16:54,740 --> 00:16:55,810 they're all 14. 382 00:16:55,870 --> 00:16:58,830 derek. derek listen to me. 383 00:16:58,830 --> 00:17:00,970 derek,you can't do this. 384 00:17:00,970 --> 00:17:01,680 derek,we have to-- 385 00:17:01,760 --> 00:17:03,020 - we have to talk about this. - no,we don't. 386 00:17:03,100 --> 00:17:04,500 you have to give me a chance to explain. 387 00:17:04,570 --> 00:17:05,480 what are you doing? 388 00:17:05,530 --> 00:17:06,720 what are you doing with my clothes,derek?! 389 00:17:06,770 --> 00:17:08,570 was one time! i know that's what people say. 390 00:17:08,620 --> 00:17:10,000 i know that's what always gets said,but it's-- 391 00:17:10,040 --> 00:17:11,540 i don't even know how it happened. 392 00:17:11,570 --> 00:17:12,520 i don't know what i was thinking. 393 00:17:12,570 --> 00:17:13,680 he was just--he was just here. 394 00:17:13,680 --> 00:17:13,750 he was just here. 395 00:17:13,790 --> 00:17:15,590 you screw my best friend,and all you can say-- 396 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:16,980 "he was just here"? 397 00:17:17,370 --> 00:17:18,770 - get out. - no. 398 00:17:19,160 --> 00:17:20,240 get out. no. 399 00:17:20,340 --> 00:17:21,360 no,i'm not going. 400 00:17:21,430 --> 00:17:22,420 we're gonna just talk about this. 401 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:23,990 - we're gonna discuss this. - get out of my house now! 402 00:17:23,990 --> 00:17:25,620 no.no. i'm holding my ground. 403 00:17:25,630 --> 00:17:26,630 - let's go! - i am holding my ground. 404 00:17:26,690 --> 00:17:28,280 we don't quit! 405 00:17:28,330 --> 00:17:29,660 we have to work-- get out. 406 00:17:29,660 --> 00:17:30,940 what are you doing? 407 00:17:31,020 --> 00:17:32,520 derek! no! 408 00:17:33,150 --> 00:17:41,430 please. please.derek. 409 00:17:41,430 --> 00:17:43,770 please. 410 00:17:44,850 --> 00:17:48,450 please. 411 00:17:48,520 --> 00:17:51,790 please. 412 00:17:51,910 --> 00:17:57,670 please.i'm sorry.i'm sorry. 413 00:17:57,880 --> 00:17:59,790 you have to give me a chance. 414 00:17:59,860 --> 00:18:02,840 you have to give me a chance to show you how rry i am. 415 00:18:02,890 --> 00:18:08,550 i'm sorry,okay? okay.okay? 416 00:18:18,060 --> 00:18:19,830 i'm gonna go.you stay. i'll get my clothes in the morning. 417 00:18:19,830 --> 00:18:23,710 no,no,no,no,no. we can survive this.derek... 418 00:18:23,770 --> 00:18:26,290 we can survive this. we're... 419 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:29,670 we're addison and derek. 420 00:18:29,700 --> 00:18:31,430 i can't look at you. 421 00:18:31,470 --> 00:18:32,480 i look at you,and i feel nauseous. 422 00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:34,100 i just... 423 00:18:39,870 --> 00:18:42,960 we're not derek and addison anymore. 424 00:18:43,090 --> 00:18:45,180 if you go now... 425 00:18:45,220 --> 00:18:46,720 if you go now... 426 00:18:46,920 --> 00:18:48,860 we are not gonna get through this. 427 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:50,870 if you go now... 428 00:18:50,900 --> 00:18:52,500 we don't have a chance. 429 00:18:52,540 --> 00:18:54,020 we don't have a chance... 430 00:18:54,110 --> 00:18:55,980 if you go now. 431 00:18:56,020 --> 00:18:58,900 if you go... 432 00:19:09,460 --> 00:19:10,510 hi. uh,you're-- 433 00:19:10,610 --> 00:19:13,360 - are you preston burke? - uh,yes. 434 00:19:13,360 --> 00:19:15,660 the preston burke. 435 00:19:15,720 --> 00:19:18,650 dr.burke,i am such a huge fan. 436 00:19:18,650 --> 00:19:22,730 that stentless valve replacement for infectious endocarditis that you performed? 437 00:19:22,750 --> 00:19:25,590 and your use of transmyocardial revascularization? 438 00:19:25,610 --> 00:19:26,850 i-i'm cristina yang. 439 00:19:26,890 --> 00:19:31,280 if--if i could just get the chance to study under you,i would be... 440 00:19:31,280 --> 00:19:36,690 - you are so amazing! - yes,well...thank you. 441 00:19:41,210 --> 00:19:44,470 i mean,one of my choices was,uh,san diego. 442 00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:46,520 i coulda gone to san diego. 443 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:48,960 you know,seattle's home,so... 444 00:19:49,010 --> 00:19:50,550 so you're new to seattle. 445 00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:53,580 oh,no. i-i,um,i kind of live here. 446 00:19:53,600 --> 00:19:56,230 my mother lived here-- lives here-- 447 00:19:56,260 --> 00:19:58,040 and i live in her house. 448 00:19:58,080 --> 00:20:01,170 wow,that's great 'cause housing is a nightmare. 449 00:20:01,220 --> 00:20:03,670 i'm living with my,uh,parents at home, 450 00:20:03,710 --> 00:20:06,580 which,uh,well,sucks. 451 00:20:06,650 --> 00:20:08,750 oh,it's nice meeting you. 452 00:20:11,120 --> 00:20:12,950 we've been exposed to the plague. 453 00:20:12,980 --> 00:20:14,250 they don't know it's the plague. 454 00:20:14,300 --> 00:20:17,930 so the men in,uh,white suits,just,what,making a fashion statement? 455 00:20:18,020 --> 00:20:20,100 no,it's a precaution. 456 00:20:20,210 --> 00:20:22,130 when the blood work comes back,we'll be outta here. 457 00:20:22,180 --> 00:20:25,710 what if the results come backand she's,uh,she has the plague? 458 00:20:25,740 --> 00:20:30,610 well,then we get the plagueand then we die in here with the crappy benches 459 00:20:30,670 --> 00:20:33,330 and the dirty scrubsand the lockers full of old food. 460 00:20:33,350 --> 00:20:34,880 there's food in the lockers? 461 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:40,230 dr.shepherd,those are people's person--that's alex's apple. 462 00:20:40,290 --> 00:20:42,430 that's just rude. 463 00:20:43,580 --> 00:20:46,790 safe haven laws--all those girls would've had to do is 464 00:20:46,850 --> 00:20:49,910 drop that baby off at a fire stationor a hospital. 465 00:20:49,970 --> 00:20:51,460 now... 466 00:20:51,820 --> 00:20:52,690 it's a mess. 467 00:20:52,780 --> 00:20:54,600 what are our options here? 468 00:20:54,680 --> 00:20:56,200 blood typing. 469 00:20:56,260 --> 00:20:58,230 we take a sample from each of the girls. 470 00:20:58,260 --> 00:21:00,200 the baby's blood type is double-o. 471 00:21:00,230 --> 00:21:03,680 if the girls are a or b,it means the baby is not theirs. 472 00:21:03,710 --> 00:21:05,750 do it. 473 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:13,580 everyone thinks i'll know what tsay to her. 474 00:21:13,670 --> 00:21:16,040 i don't know what to say to her. 475 00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:18,800 dark and twisty meredith. 476 00:21:18,840 --> 00:21:20,360 i'm not dark and twisty. 477 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:25,380 and if i am dark and twisty,it's because i live my life under a banner of avoidance. 478 00:21:25,410 --> 00:21:26,970 i avoid. i'm an avoider. 479 00:21:27,010 --> 00:21:29,470 hello? 480 00:21:30,880 --> 00:21:32,900 - hey. - hey. 481 00:21:34,130 --> 00:21:36,800 so can we,uh--izzie. 482 00:21:36,850 --> 00:21:39,000 i gotta go check on izzie. 483 00:21:42,090 --> 00:21:43,610 don't take it personally. 484 00:21:43,670 --> 00:21:45,280 it's the doctor thing. 485 00:21:45,330 --> 00:21:46,860 what? 486 00:21:46,950 --> 00:21:51,090 four years of high school,four years of college,four years of med school-- 487 00:21:51,130 --> 00:21:53,070 by the time we graduate,we're in our late 20s, 488 00:21:53,100 --> 00:21:57,740 and we've never done anything except go to schooland think about science. 489 00:21:57,800 --> 00:21:58,580 time stops. 490 00:21:58,660 --> 00:22:00,860 we're socially retarded. 491 00:22:00,890 --> 00:22:02,600 i mean,look at me. 492 00:22:02,660 --> 00:22:04,540 i'm in love with a guy who won't say he loves me back, 493 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:08,940 and here i am in his kitchen cooking,just hoping he comes home and notices me. 494 00:22:09,030 --> 00:22:11,010 i'm a total freak. 495 00:22:11,070 --> 00:22:14,630 i'm that girl in the back of the classwho eats her hair. 496 00:22:14,730 --> 00:22:17,200 meredith... 497 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:18,360 she's 17 years old. 498 00:22:18,430 --> 00:22:19,960 we're all 17 years old. 499 00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:23,520 this is high school with scalpels,finn. 500 00:22:29,570 --> 00:22:32,260 i don't know what to say to you. 501 00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:36,350 when dylan died... 502 00:22:36,390 --> 00:22:40,100 when--when the bomb went off,did you feel like... 503 00:22:41,060 --> 00:22:42,640 what? 504 00:22:42,690 --> 00:22:45,960 like you were moving in slow motion. 505 00:22:46,890 --> 00:22:51,880 he was there and then he wasn't,like i blinked,and he was gone. 506 00:22:55,120 --> 00:22:59,450 i feel like i'm moving in slow motion... 507 00:22:59,460 --> 00:23:03,170 like i'm moving in slow motionand everything around me is... 508 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:06,700 moving so fast. and i just want to go back... 509 00:23:07,570 --> 00:23:11,720 to when things were normal,when i wasn't "poor izzie 510 00:23:11,790 --> 00:23:15,740 laying on the bathroom floorin her prom dress with her..." 511 00:23:17,200 --> 00:23:19,450 "her dead fiance" 512 00:23:20,980 --> 00:23:23,540 but i am. 513 00:23:24,260 --> 00:23:26,260 so i can't. 514 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:27,960 and i'm... 515 00:23:28,010 --> 00:23:30,450 just stuck. 516 00:23:30,870 --> 00:23:33,200 and there's all this pressure'cause everyone's hovering around me, 517 00:23:33,250 --> 00:23:36,370 waiting for me to do somethingor say something or 518 00:23:36,390 --> 00:23:40,950 flip out or yellor cry some more,and i'm happy to play my part. 519 00:23:41,010 --> 00:23:43,870 i'm happy to say the lines and do whatever it is 520 00:23:43,940 --> 00:23:47,710 that i'm supposed to be doingif it will make everyone feel more comfortable. 521 00:23:47,750 --> 00:23:51,410 but i don't--i don't know how to do this. 522 00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:54,390 i don't know how to be this person. i don't... 523 00:23:54,860 --> 00:23:58,360 i don't know who this person is. 524 00:23:58,450 --> 00:24:01,030 izzie... 525 00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:05,550 how did this happen? 526 00:24:05,650 --> 00:24:09,070 how did we end up here? 527 00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:11,610 why am i alone? 528 00:24:11,660 --> 00:24:15,450 where is denny? 529 00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:23,070 you're not alone,iz. 530 00:24:24,740 --> 00:24:27,940 trail mix and warm soda--who puts warm soda in their locker? 531 00:24:28,030 --> 00:24:31,380 as usual,cristina's too lazyto stock her locker with food. 532 00:24:32,020 --> 00:24:33,120 oh,now i hit the mother lode. 533 00:24:33,180 --> 00:24:36,650 here,look at this. i got granola,cookies,muffins. 534 00:24:36,650 --> 00:24:38,050 who eats this much? 535 00:24:38,080 --> 00:24:39,070 that's izzie's locker. 536 00:24:39,140 --> 00:24:40,860 she ate a lot. said it kept her energy up. 537 00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:42,920 - eats. - what? 538 00:24:43,050 --> 00:24:46,580 eats. you said,"ate." "eats," present tense. she didn't die. 539 00:24:46,580 --> 00:24:48,850 feels a little like she did. 540 00:24:48,890 --> 00:24:50,850 she's never comin' back here. 541 00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:54,050 you know... 542 00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:57,250 i don't think she's ever gonna be the same. 543 00:24:58,100 --> 00:25:00,250 you know,there are moments,o'malley, 544 00:25:00,300 --> 00:25:04,550 where all of a sudden,in a split second,your life changes forever. 545 00:25:04,740 --> 00:25:07,360 before you know it,you're somewhere else. 546 00:25:07,510 --> 00:25:09,980 - gentlemen. - chief. 547 00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:14,880 can we please get outta here now? 548 00:25:15,060 --> 00:25:17,720 no. 549 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:27,610 a split second... 550 00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:30,140 straightteruila. really? 551 00:25:30,140 --> 00:25:33,850 you argonna be sorry in the morning. 552 00:25:33,850 --> 00:25:36,300 i'm always sorry in the morning. 553 00:25:36,380 --> 00:25:41,530 but tomorrow i start my first day of work,so keep 'em cominghow ya doin'? 554 00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:43,700 how you doin'? 555 00:25:43,740 --> 00:25:45,770 double scotch,single malt,please. 556 00:25:45,870 --> 00:25:47,390 all right. 557 00:25:48,800 --> 00:25:51,730 so... is this a good place to hang out? 558 00:25:53,790 --> 00:25:55,650 i wouldn'tnow. never been here before. 559 00:25:55,650 --> 00:25:57,210 oh,you know what? i haven't either. 560 00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:00,060 first time here. i'm new in town. 561 00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:01,950 i've never been to seattle. 562 00:26:02,020 --> 00:26:04,730 but i got a job,so... 563 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:09,870 ah,you're ignoring me. 564 00:26:09,910 --> 00:26:11,460 i'm trying to. 565 00:26:11,470 --> 00:26:12,750 you shouldn't ignore me. 566 00:26:12,770 --> 00:26:13,990 why not? 567 00:26:14,050 --> 00:26:17,590 because i'm someone you need to get to know to love. 568 00:26:17,690 --> 00:26:19,900 - really? - oh,yes. 569 00:26:20,690 --> 00:26:23,790 - so if i know you,i'll love you? - oh,yes. 570 00:26:23,790 --> 00:26:26,680 you really like yourself,huh? 571 00:26:26,780 --> 00:26:29,400 just hiding my pain. 572 00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:33,980 so what's your story? 573 00:26:35,110 --> 00:26:36,490 i don't have a story. 574 00:26:36,530 --> 00:26:38,690 i'm just a girl in a bar. 575 00:26:38,760 --> 00:26:42,700 i'm just a guy in a bar. 576 00:26:53,010 --> 00:26:56,120 how do you not know your kid's pregnant? 577 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,370 you love your kids. you want to see the best in them. 578 00:26:59,370 --> 00:27:03,810 okay,then how do you have a babyand then throw it in a trash can? 579 00:27:06,210 --> 00:27:10,390 something happens,and yopanic. 580 00:27:10,760 --> 00:27:13,840 you freeze,and you want to hide itand... 581 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:17,830 pretend like it didn't happen. 582 00:27:18,160 --> 00:27:19,390 i get that. 583 00:27:19,440 --> 00:27:21,310 - you get that? - i do. 584 00:27:22,890 --> 00:27:25,450 i just don't get what happens afterward. 585 00:27:25,460 --> 00:27:27,440 i don't get how... 586 00:27:27,470 --> 00:27:31,670 you go back to classand pretend like everything's fine. 587 00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:34,720 everything's not fine. 588 00:27:40,360 --> 00:27:42,300 oh,it's the blood results. 589 00:27:42,350 --> 00:27:44,200 karen and lisa are not a match. 590 00:27:44,220 --> 00:27:47,060 and then there were two. 591 00:27:50,820 --> 00:27:52,390 miranda... 592 00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:54,710 i-i'm feeling better,a lot better. 593 00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:56,900 i think the fever broke,which is good,right? 594 00:27:56,940 --> 00:28:00,430 - that's very good,omar. - how'giselle? 595 00:28:00,430 --> 00:28:02,570 is she asking for me? 596 00:28:03,090 --> 00:28:11,310 omar,for giselle,being exposed to the plague,it--it complicated... things. 597 00:28:12,510 --> 00:28:14,950 complicated what things? 598 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:19,400 we did everything we c-could. 599 00:28:20,550 --> 00:28:22,780 no. 600 00:28:23,210 --> 00:28:24,970 i'm so sorry...omar 601 00:28:25,010 --> 00:28:29,730 no.no.no.no.no! 602 00:28:29,780 --> 00:28:31,700 omar. 603 00:28:33,090 --> 00:28:35,280 come on,breathe. 604 00:28:39,090 --> 00:28:40,320 stop! no,no,stop. 605 00:28:40,320 --> 00:28:41,530 he's hyperventilating. 606 00:28:41,620 --> 00:28:43,180 look,i have to go in there! 607 00:28:43,230 --> 00:28:44,550 you can't go in there. 608 00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:47,460 somebody has to go in. 609 00:28:49,820 --> 00:28:51,120 i have to save her. 610 00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:52,230 i have to help her. 611 00:28:52,250 --> 00:28:53,870 let me outta here! 612 00:28:54,470 --> 00:28:56,130 omar,look at me. 613 00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:58,950 omar... look at me! 614 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:02,950 look,i need you to put your hands against my hand. 615 00:29:02,980 --> 00:29:04,280 come on. 616 00:29:04,280 --> 00:29:05,210 oh,god. 617 00:29:05,280 --> 00:29:08,120 - my beautiful giselle... - omar,look at my hands. 618 00:29:08,270 --> 00:29:12,160 put your hands on my hands. 619 00:29:14,460 --> 00:29:15,740 come on. 620 00:29:15,820 --> 00:29:18,770 good. good. 621 00:29:19,900 --> 00:29:21,440 okay. 622 00:29:21,470 --> 00:29:23,080 look at me. look at me. 623 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:24,670 can you tell me my name? 624 00:29:24,700 --> 00:29:26,390 do you remember my name? 625 00:29:26,480 --> 00:29:28,810 - miranda. - miranda. 626 00:29:28,810 --> 00:29:31,110 that's right. 627 00:29:31,950 --> 00:29:35,060 i want giselle. 628 00:29:36,220 --> 00:29:37,880 i have to save her. 629 00:29:37,930 --> 00:29:39,210 please help. 630 00:29:39,260 --> 00:29:40,500 please... 631 00:29:40,550 --> 00:29:42,050 let me outta here. 632 00:29:43,410 --> 00:29:46,880 i wish i could help you,omar. 633 00:29:46,950 --> 00:29:51,470 i wish i couldturn back the clock and make it yesterday. 634 00:29:51,510 --> 00:29:54,980 you don't know how much i wish that,but,uh... 635 00:29:55,670 --> 00:29:58,100 i can't turn back time. 636 00:29:58,150 --> 00:30:00,410 oh,i shouldn't have let her drive. 637 00:30:00,430 --> 00:30:02,410 she was sick. 638 00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:04,200 i should've taken over. 639 00:30:04,250 --> 00:30:05,780 i know. 640 00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:08,330 come on. 641 00:30:08,390 --> 00:30:10,500 i know. i... 642 00:30:10,500 --> 00:30:13,890 i shoulda taken over,too,but... 643 00:30:15,650 --> 00:30:18,210 we can't go back. 644 00:30:18,210 --> 00:30:23,560 look,even if i could let you outta here,you can't help giselle now,omar. 645 00:30:30,070 --> 00:30:32,970 do you believe in god,miranda? 646 00:30:32,820 --> 00:30:34,450 huh? do you... 647 00:30:34,970 --> 00:30:37,860 do you believe in the afterlife? 648 00:30:39,750 --> 00:30:42,410 i have to believe. 649 00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:52,520 with what i do,omar,i have to believethat when our time comesthat we go to... 650 00:30:52,580 --> 00:30:54,590 a place,a... 651 00:30:54,620 --> 00:30:58,310 a beautiful place,a... 652 00:30:58,830 --> 00:31:01,540 a better place. 653 00:31:01,670 --> 00:31:03,810 omar... 654 00:31:08,020 --> 00:31:10,060 that woman died. 655 00:31:10,130 --> 00:31:11,220 she actually died. 656 00:31:11,260 --> 00:31:12,960 that doesn't mean we will. 657 00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,320 - is it hot in here? - no. 658 00:31:15,410 --> 00:31:16,470 then why am i sweating? 659 00:31:16,470 --> 00:31:17,770 because you're pacing. 660 00:31:18,460 --> 00:31:19,970 no,my pulse is rapid. 661 00:31:20,010 --> 00:31:21,000 because you're still pacing. 662 00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:21,400 here,feel me. 663 00:31:21,500 --> 00:31:22,290 no,i'm not gonna feel you. 664 00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:24,520 - seriously. - seriously,no. 665 00:31:24,940 --> 00:31:27,440 you know... you're an ass. 666 00:31:27,810 --> 00:31:29,500 you've lived. 667 00:31:29,580 --> 00:31:31,550 you've done things. 668 00:31:31,620 --> 00:31:36,390 and you got the hair and the hot wifeand the beautiful ex-mistress who pines for you. 669 00:31:36,420 --> 00:31:37,300 she's pining for me? 670 00:31:37,340 --> 00:31:39,410 my point is you've lived. 671 00:31:39,470 --> 00:31:40,790 if you die,who cares? 672 00:31:40,820 --> 00:31:43,060 if i die... 673 00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,850 what,this is it? 674 00:31:47,320 --> 00:31:49,770 callie told me she loved me. i just sat there. 675 00:31:49,970 --> 00:31:51,950 i mean,i wasn't ready... 676 00:31:53,490 --> 00:31:56,270 but what,now i'm gonna die,and i'm not even gonna get a 677 00:31:56,310 --> 00:31:58,610 chanceto say "i love you" back? 678 00:32:00,730 --> 00:32:02,780 well,do you? 679 00:32:02,830 --> 00:32:04,320 do you love her? 680 00:32:04,370 --> 00:32:06,970 maybe. 681 00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:08,740 eventually... 682 00:32:09,450 --> 00:32:10,830 i could. 683 00:32:10,990 --> 00:32:13,420 yeah,one day,soonish. 684 00:32:13,450 --> 00:32:15,110 "soonish"? 685 00:32:15,180 --> 00:32:17,020 i will love you "soonish"? 686 00:32:21,010 --> 00:32:23,170 you ever tell meredith? 687 00:32:23,770 --> 00:32:26,190 you ever tell her that you love her? 688 00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:31,260 no. 689 00:32:33,080 --> 00:32:34,500 i did. 690 00:32:35,170 --> 00:32:37,090 but... 691 00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:39,250 i... 692 00:32:39,290 --> 00:32:41,060 i'm with callie... 693 00:32:41,110 --> 00:32:43,080 and... 694 00:32:43,730 --> 00:32:46,430 it's different,but... 695 00:32:47,170 --> 00:32:49,500 you should tell her. 696 00:32:51,170 --> 00:32:56,340 even if it's soonish,you should tell her before it's too late. 697 00:32:57,570 --> 00:32:59,880 you mean before i die of the plague? 698 00:32:59,950 --> 00:33:02,730 before somebody else comes along. 699 00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:06,560 that i believe. 700 00:33:08,220 --> 00:33:09,180 oh,uh... 701 00:33:09,210 --> 00:33:10,350 i'm gonna... 702 00:33:10,430 --> 00:33:14,890 i'm gonna leave the room for a period of timefor no reason whatsoever. 703 00:33:17,580 --> 00:33:20,050 i don't know what happened last night... 704 00:33:20,110 --> 00:33:21,470 between you and derek. 705 00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:23,860 finn--and i don't want to know. 706 00:33:24,490 --> 00:33:27,230 all right,we never said that we were exclusive. 707 00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:30,590 but you have plans. 708 00:33:30,660 --> 00:33:31,680 yeah. 709 00:33:31,730 --> 00:33:34,260 well,i didn't say i wasn't pissed off. 710 00:33:34,350 --> 00:33:36,680 i said we weren't exclusive. 711 00:33:36,740 --> 00:33:38,740 that's all i wanted to say. 712 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:47,310 oh,and,uh,and this--i-i know you think you're scary and damaged. 713 00:33:47,370 --> 00:33:49,310 dark and twisty. 714 00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:52,040 it makes you feel like you don't deserve good things. 715 00:33:52,130 --> 00:33:53,950 but you do. 716 00:33:54,060 --> 00:33:55,830 and derek... 717 00:33:56,090 --> 00:33:57,650 he's bad for you. 718 00:33:57,680 --> 00:34:00,190 but me-- i'm a good thing. 719 00:34:00,530 --> 00:34:06,080 and if there's a race,if there is a-a ring,my hat is in. 720 00:34:12,470 --> 00:34:15,270 i made an appointment for a reason. 721 00:34:15,330 --> 00:34:18,120 i scheduled the timebecause i had something important to say, 722 00:34:18,170 --> 00:34:20,630 and you made me wait. 723 00:34:20,680 --> 00:34:22,060 i have a situation,adele. 724 00:34:22,100 --> 00:34:24,430 - you don't¡ª - i've spent my life waiting, 725 00:34:24,470 --> 00:34:25,990 waiting for you to finish med school, 726 00:34:26,100 --> 00:34:29,780 waiting for you to come home at night,waiting for you to leave that... 727 00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:30,590 woman. 728 00:34:30,630 --> 00:34:32,260 - i'm done waiting. - adele-- 729 00:34:32,260 --> 00:34:36,880 it's time for you to make a choice--me or this hospital. 730 00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:40,180 it's time for you to retire,richard. 731 00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:47,680 there he is. 732 00:34:47,790 --> 00:34:50,220 that's your son. 733 00:34:50,240 --> 00:34:52,720 i want you both to look at him... 734 00:34:52,820 --> 00:34:54,850 because it's not true that you did nothing wrong. 735 00:34:54,870 --> 00:34:57,350 you both are wrong. 736 00:34:57,380 --> 00:34:59,160 you're wrong for covering this up. 737 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:00,630 you're wrong for lying about it. 738 00:35:00,650 --> 00:35:02,870 you're wrong for letting this little baby,this 739 00:35:02,940 --> 00:35:08,590 sweet,innocent,beautiful little boysuffer like this. 740 00:35:08,670 --> 00:35:12,040 he's dying,and it's your fault. 741 00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:13,700 it's both of your fault. 742 00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:17,760 and the thing is,the truth will come out. 743 00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:20,180 in time,it will come out. 744 00:35:20,230 --> 00:35:21,140 it always does. 745 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:23,710 it just... 746 00:35:25,030 --> 00:35:26,950 it just does. 747 00:35:28,730 --> 00:35:33,830 and when it does,this baby will be dead. 748 00:35:40,220 --> 00:35:42,640 shannon... 749 00:35:44,850 --> 00:35:48,050 don't tell my mom,okay? 750 00:35:52,340 --> 00:35:54,240 thank you. 751 00:35:57,250 --> 00:36:00,430 thank you for telling the truth. 752 00:36:05,220 --> 00:36:09,030 you--you really don't feel anything? 753 00:36:09,110 --> 00:36:13,310 i only feel like i've been here for a very long time. 754 00:36:13,350 --> 00:36:14,620 i feel like i might be too late. 755 00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:16,980 too late for what? 756 00:36:17,060 --> 00:36:19,540 thank you for your patience and cooperation,doctors. 757 00:36:19,620 --> 00:36:23,800 you'll have to go on a course of antibiotics,but the threat has been contained. 758 00:36:23,850 --> 00:36:25,520 good. 759 00:36:25,630 --> 00:36:27,430 what? 760 00:36:27,470 --> 00:36:29,780 you're free to go. 761 00:36:32,700 --> 00:36:34,500 poor little guy. 762 00:36:34,590 --> 00:36:38,910 the mite he's okay,we have to turn him overto a mother who's goin' to juvieand 763 00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:44,250 grandparents who are so clueless,they didn't even realize their own kid was pregnant. 764 00:36:44,340 --> 00:36:47,490 imagine the kind of childhood he's gonna have. 765 00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:51,120 you can get over a bad childhood. 766 00:36:51,170 --> 00:36:54,550 you can have the worst crap in the world happen to you, 767 00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:57,040 and then you can get over it. 768 00:36:57,060 --> 00:37:00,450 all you gotta do is survive. 769 00:37:01,710 --> 00:37:03,860 hello? 770 00:37:05,630 --> 00:37:07,630 oh,my god. 771 00:37:07,720 --> 00:37:09,660 oh,my god. i was so worried. 772 00:37:10,380 --> 00:37:12,050 but i'm--i'm fine. 773 00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:14,250 i was really,really worried. 774 00:37:14,270 --> 00:37:15,360 yeah,i know. me,too. 775 00:37:15,390 --> 00:37:19,680 george,i really,really love you. 776 00:37:44,500 --> 00:37:47,970 - hi. - hi. 777 00:37:48,450 --> 00:37:51,650 uh,i was gonna come over this morning,but,uh-- 778 00:37:51,720 --> 00:37:55,320 - i heard--the quarntine. - yeah. 779 00:38:09,270 --> 00:38:12,670 so... what does this mean? 780 00:38:13,750 --> 00:38:16,260 it means you have a choice. 781 00:38:16,370 --> 00:38:18,970 you have a choice to make. 782 00:38:19,560 --> 00:38:24,280 and i don't want to rush youinto making a decision before you're ready. 783 00:38:24,350 --> 00:38:28,580 this morning,i was gonna come overand i was gonna say-- 784 00:38:28,620 --> 00:38:31,230 what i wanted to say was... 785 00:38:32,300 --> 00:38:35,960 but now all i can say is that... 786 00:38:38,340 --> 00:38:41,240 i'm in love with you. 787 00:38:42,120 --> 00:38:43,610 i've been in love with you for... 788 00:38:43,660 --> 00:38:45,130 ever. 789 00:38:46,370 --> 00:38:47,020 i'm a little late. 790 00:38:47,110 --> 00:38:49,640 i know i'm a little late in telling you that. 791 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:56,080 i-i just... 792 00:38:56,140 --> 00:38:58,710 i just want you to take your time... 793 00:38:58,710 --> 00:39:01,230 you know? 794 00:39:01,250 --> 00:39:03,720 take all the time you need. 795 00:39:04,190 --> 00:39:06,230 because you have... 796 00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,430 a choice to make. 797 00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:12,890 and when i had a choice to make... 798 00:39:12,970 --> 00:39:15,600 i chose wrong. 799 00:39:22,010 --> 00:39:25,500 all right. good night. 800 00:39:32,630 --> 00:39:34,440 time flies. 801 00:39:34,490 --> 00:39:39,050 you're not going to retire,are you? 802 00:39:39,150 --> 00:39:42,210 adele,you spring this on me today. 803 00:39:42,250 --> 00:39:44,250 i-i need more time. 804 00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:51,120 i don't have any more time to give. 805 00:39:52,240 --> 00:39:55,470 time waits for no man. 806 00:40:04,020 --> 00:40:07,630 time heals all wounds. 807 00:40:09,830 --> 00:40:11,920 where have you been all day? 808 00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:14,590 sitting shivah for denny. 809 00:40:16,710 --> 00:40:21,530 - how are you? - how are you? 810 00:40:27,570 --> 00:40:30,680 oh. 811 00:40:35,740 --> 00:40:37,600 oh. 812 00:40:39,390 --> 00:40:41,690 don't ever die. 813 00:40:45,170 --> 00:40:48,240 i'll do my best. 814 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:57,000 all any of us wants is more time... 815 00:40:59,370 --> 00:41:01,850 good night. 816 00:41:05,340 --> 00:41:07,350 isn't this so cool? 817 00:41:07,420 --> 00:41:08,690 i mean,can you believe it? 818 00:41:08,770 --> 00:41:11,170 tomorrow,we're gonna be surgeons. 819 00:41:15,740 --> 00:41:18,430 time to stand up... 820 00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:21,300 time to grow up... 821 00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:25,190 i'm ready. 822 00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:27,990 okay. 823 00:41:30,730 --> 00:41:33,390 time to let go... 824 00:41:36,550 --> 00:41:40,560 time.