1 00:00:00,710 --> 00:00:02,710 Previously on grey's anatomy"... 2 00:00:02,830 --> 00:00:03,800 I slept with izzie. 3 00:00:03,920 --> 00:00:06,010 George told me...everything. 4 00:00:06,130 --> 00:00:08,180 You named me ava,and I was more me 5 00:00:08,300 --> 00:00:10,550 as ava than I'll ever be as rebecca. 6 00:00:10,660 --> 00:00:14,370 Dr.Hahn,I was pleasantly surprised to hear you were joining us today. 7 00:00:14,470 --> 00:00:17,110 You remind me of myself when I was an intern... 8 00:00:17,250 --> 00:00:19,890 focused,intense,cold. 9 00:00:20,010 --> 00:00:22,490 - My mother's dead,isn't she? - Yes. 10 00:00:22,600 --> 00:00:23,780 Let's do this once. 11 00:00:23,890 --> 00:00:25,400 I'm fine.She's cremated. 12 00:00:25,520 --> 00:00:28,200 I picked out a beautiful urn,and she's hanging out in the back of my closet. 13 00:00:28,470 --> 00:00:31,580 Any more questions about my dead mother,or can we get back to work? 14 00:00:37,210 --> 00:00:40,310 Pick me.Choose me.Love me. 15 00:00:42,330 --> 00:00:45,050 You're the love of my life.I can't leave you. 16 00:00:45,180 --> 00:00:46,990 But you're constantly leaving me. 17 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:50,990 Imagine my disappointment when I wake up after five years 18 00:00:51,100 --> 00:00:54,000 and discover that you're no more than ordinary. 19 00:00:58,230 --> 00:01:01,630 there's a reason surgeons learn to wield scalpels. 20 00:01:02,180 --> 00:01:05,710 We like to pretend we're hard,cold scientists. 21 00:01:06,490 --> 00:01:09,270 We like to pretend we're fearless. 22 00:01:10,370 --> 00:01:14,590 Pick me.Choose me.Love me. 23 00:01:16,740 --> 00:01:20,870 But the truth is,we become surgeons because somewhere,deep down, 24 00:01:21,220 --> 00:01:24,260 we think we can cut away that which haunts us... 25 00:01:27,550 --> 00:01:29,070 what are you guys doing up? 26 00:01:29,190 --> 00:01:30,510 - Couldn't sleep. - Couldn't sleep. 27 00:01:30,810 --> 00:01:33,260 Weakness,frailty... 28 00:01:34,090 --> 00:01:35,600 death. 29 00:01:46,280 --> 00:01:47,910 what is that? 30 00:01:49,820 --> 00:01:51,590 My mother. 31 00:01:52,670 --> 00:01:54,670 Happy freakin' halloween. 32 00:02:03,640 --> 00:02:04,820 Yang... 33 00:02:05,660 --> 00:02:07,670 you're moving out of burke's place,huh? 34 00:02:07,780 --> 00:02:08,980 Yes,sir. 35 00:02:10,200 --> 00:02:13,090 My wife has filed for divorce. 36 00:02:13,540 --> 00:02:15,100 I'm very sorry,sir. 37 00:02:15,240 --> 00:02:17,520 At any rate,I need a place to live. 38 00:02:17,640 --> 00:02:20,340 And burke's place... I-I was there once. 39 00:02:20,460 --> 00:02:22,520 I suppose actually it's your place now,right? 40 00:02:22,630 --> 00:02:25,150 No,it's still burke's place. 41 00:02:28,290 --> 00:02:30,050 Now it's yours. 42 00:02:39,060 --> 00:02:40,520 what are we looking at? 43 00:02:41,010 --> 00:02:44,130 Meredith put her mom in a baggie and brought her to work. 44 00:02:44,240 --> 00:02:47,000 I had to get her out of my closet.She was haunting me. 45 00:02:47,380 --> 00:02:49,350 And now she's haunting us all. 46 00:02:49,970 --> 00:02:52,010 - I'm putting her to rest. - Meredith is cleansing. 47 00:02:52,130 --> 00:02:55,030 In tribal culture,when one wants to cleanse the past, 48 00:02:55,140 --> 00:02:57,730 one cuts off all of one's ha and buries it in the earth. 49 00:02:58,040 --> 00:02:59,390 You might try that,too. 50 00:03:01,350 --> 00:03:02,730 okay,listen up. 51 00:03:02,820 --> 00:03:05,800 Today is a holiday,which means the pit will be overrun. 52 00:03:05,930 --> 00:03:07,750 You've got the usual drunken stupidity... 53 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:10,750 and then you've got seattle's annual chain saw 54 00:03:10,870 --> 00:03:12,730 pumpkin carving contest. 55 00:03:12,840 --> 00:03:13,870 I love this city. 56 00:03:13,980 --> 00:03:16,000 Stay on your toes,stay on top of your interns,okay? 57 00:03:16,130 --> 00:03:17,930 So we should round before heading to the pit or... 58 00:03:18,050 --> 00:03:20,840 yeah,you should direct your questions to dr.Bailey,stevens. 59 00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:22,900 oh,we're directing our questions to dr.Bailey? 60 00:03:23,820 --> 00:03:25,580 Oh,not you.Just stevens. 61 00:03:25,680 --> 00:03:28,350 why is stevens directing her questions to dr.Bailey? 62 00:03:28,880 --> 00:03:31,390 Because she's been sleeping with my husband. 63 00:03:37,190 --> 00:03:38,280 All righty,then. 64 00:03:38,420 --> 00:03:40,180 Have a good day. 65 00:03:49,690 --> 00:03:52,630 Okay,this is even more disturbing than your bagful of mommy. 66 00:03:52,990 --> 00:03:55,470 His medication was due half an hour ago. 67 00:03:55,570 --> 00:03:58,140 I mean,the man is living in the hospital while he waits on a heart. 68 00:03:58,260 --> 00:03:59,630 Erin,honey. 69 00:04:00,020 --> 00:04:05,090 I'm thinking it's kinda hard for anyone to take you seriously in your mouse costume. 70 00:04:05,210 --> 00:04:07,720 See,I work with 5 year olds,dad. 71 00:04:07,750 --> 00:04:10,450 My costume is appropriate.Hers is not. 72 00:04:10,940 --> 00:04:12,940 Look,I'm...I'm just ying, 73 00:04:13,060 --> 00:04:14,960 if you have time for halloween costumes, 74 00:04:15,090 --> 00:04:18,010 you probably have time to provide my father with basic care. 75 00:04:18,120 --> 00:04:20,770 Hi,I'm dr.O'malley. 76 00:04:20,870 --> 00:04:22,260 We'll take care of your father right away. 77 00:04:22,380 --> 00:04:24,210 Thank you. 78 00:04:25,220 --> 00:04:27,980 you should always make sure they have their meds before you do anything else. 79 00:04:28,090 --> 00:04:29,610 - Okay. - Thanks. 80 00:04:30,710 --> 00:04:32,280 I like your costume. 81 00:04:32,390 --> 00:04:34,500 Oh,well,dr.Yang said that we c... . 82 00:04:34,640 --> 00:04:37,270 Yang...is screwing with you. 83 00:04:38,940 --> 00:04:41,510 Oh,I knew i *** 84 00:04:43,190 --> 00:04:44,710 are you the doctor? 85 00:04:44,830 --> 00:04:46,220 - Oh,I am. - Good. 86 00:04:47,810 --> 00:04:49,190 That's...that's gooD. 87 00:04:49,970 --> 00:04:51,320 is your leg hurting you? 88 00:04:51,440 --> 00:04:53,170 It's...it's not the leg. 89 00:04:53,450 --> 00:04:54,410 It's the foot. 90 00:04:54,530 --> 00:04:57,770 And...and it's nohurting so much as... as it's not mine. 91 00:04:59,770 --> 00:05:01,360 Something happened.I-I can't explain it. 92 00:05:01,470 --> 00:05:04,000 But this...this foot does not belong to me. 93 00:05:04,140 --> 00:05:05,630 It...it'S... 94 00:05:06,750 --> 00:05:07,820 it... 95 00:05:08,350 --> 00:05:11,440 it...it feels like it's a corpse foot. 96 00:05:11,580 --> 00:05:13,600 Oh,did you lose feeling in the foot?Is it numb? 97 00:05:13,630 --> 00:05:15,180 No,it's...it's not numb. 98 00:05:15,190 --> 00:05:16,410 It's just... 99 00:05:16,720 --> 00:05:18,360 it's not mine. 100 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:20,410 Please,I'm...i'm not crazy. 101 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:23,000 I-I work at a bank.I'm not crazy.Please. 102 00:05:23,130 --> 00:05:24,540 I just... I-I need a surgeon. 103 00:05:24,660 --> 00:05:28,730 I need you to get me a surgeon who will remove it. 104 00:05:28,860 --> 00:05:31,160 A surgeon who will remove your foot? 105 00:05:31,280 --> 00:05:36,610 A surgeon who will amputate your seemingly healthy foot? 106 00:05:42,970 --> 00:05:43,880 oh! 107 00:05:47,230 --> 00:05:48,280 What is that? 108 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:50,360 - It's charts. -Meredith. 109 00:05:50,470 --> 00:05:51,960 - It's my mom. - What? 110 00:05:52,080 --> 00:05:53,750 I had her in the cubby,and she was freaking people out. 111 00:05:53,870 --> 00:05:55,600 So I was just gonna go put her in the car. 112 00:05:55,730 --> 00:05:57,990 Do you think that's disrespectful,to leave her in the car? 113 00:05:58,110 --> 00:05:59,410 It's a littlE... 114 00:05:59,630 --> 00:06:01,060 - it's not that strange. - Oh. 115 00:06:01,980 --> 00:06:04,240 I'm trying to figure out how to put her to rest. 116 00:06:04,360 --> 00:06:06,410 I can't shove her in the back of my closet anymore. 117 00:06:06,530 --> 00:06:07,700 I have to deal with her. 118 00:06:07,820 --> 00:06:09,380 - Well... - and this is me 119 00:06:09,830 --> 00:06:11,950 trying to evolve. 120 00:06:12,050 --> 00:06:13,490 I'm trying here.So... 121 00:06:13,910 --> 00:06:15,710 cubby or car? 122 00:06:15,860 --> 00:06:17,940 You're asking me if I think you should put your mom's 123 00:06:18,070 --> 00:06:20,430 ashes in your cubby or your car? 124 00:06:20,920 --> 00:06:22,970 Okay,and you don't think that's very,very strange? 125 00:06:23,100 --> 00:06:25,170 are those really your mom's ashes? 126 00:06:25,420 --> 00:06:26,970 It's strange,right?It's strange. 127 00:06:27,880 --> 00:06:28,990 Are you lost? 128 00:06:29,090 --> 00:06:31,320 No,my mom works in the cafeteria. 129 00:06:31,590 --> 00:06:34,050 And she said I could come up here and look for dr.Sloan. 130 00:06:34,180 --> 00:06:35,110 Do you know him? 131 00:06:35,220 --> 00:06:37,980 - Um,can you take care of him? - Yeah. 132 00:06:38,120 --> 00:06:39,190 Can you... 133 00:06:39,310 --> 00:06:41,220 take care of her? 134 00:06:46,370 --> 00:06:47,630 Good morning. 135 00:06:49,220 --> 00:06:51,060 Don't do that.Don't smile at me. 136 00:06:51,170 --> 00:06:53,050 Don't smile at her.Don't smile at me,either. 137 00:06:53,180 --> 00:06:55,250 - We're on to you. - We've compared notes. 138 00:06:55,370 --> 00:06:57,220 - Compared notes?Really? - Mm-hmm. 139 00:06:57,360 --> 00:07:00,290 Compared notes,compared pickup lines compared techniques. 140 00:07:00,410 --> 00:07:02,050 Techniques? 141 00:07:02,170 --> 00:07:03,550 - Identical. - Identical. 142 00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:04,730 Identical? 143 00:07:04,850 --> 00:07:07,720 - We formed a club. - Nurses unite against mark sloan. 144 00:07:09,880 --> 00:07:13,530 Are there any,uh,club activities? 145 00:07:18,650 --> 00:07:20,750 Oh,man.You would not believe what just happened to me. 146 00:07:20,870 --> 00:07:23,270 - There's a,uh,kid looking for you. - What? 147 00:07:25,250 --> 00:07:26,630 Daddy? 148 00:07:27,270 --> 00:07:28,600 What? 149 00:07:32,120 --> 00:07:33,710 - nicely done. - Thanks. 150 00:07:33,820 --> 00:07:35,760 - I'll be getting you back for that. - Looking forward to it. 151 00:07:38,030 --> 00:07:39,620 You're not my father. 152 00:07:39,740 --> 00:07:41,690 But I am hoping you'll build me some ears. 153 00:07:43,750 --> 00:07:45,580 Dr.Karev,request for you. 154 00:07:45,700 --> 00:07:47,180 Curtain three. 155 00:07:47,290 --> 00:07:50,270 Dr.Karev,I'm feeling a little under the weather. 156 00:07:50,390 --> 00:07:53,110 And...and rather than risk spreading germs to the patients, 157 00:07:53,220 --> 00:07:54,480 I thought I would head home for the day. 158 00:07:54,610 --> 00:07:57,020 Norman,do you want to be a surgeon or do you want to go to bed? 159 00:07:57,150 --> 00:07:58,210 Because it's one or the other. 160 00:07:58,330 --> 00:08:00,760 Surgeons stand up through 10-,12-,15-hour surgeries without food, 161 00:08:00,900 --> 00:08:03,530 without bathroom breaks without complaints. 162 00:08:03,650 --> 00:08:06,350 Surgeons do not go home because we have a tickle in our throat. 163 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:10,730 Well,it's not a tickle in my throat as much as... 164 00:08:10,860 --> 00:08:12,900 - make yourself busy,norman. - Right. 165 00:08:20,090 --> 00:08:21,790 All the moms in my town, 166 00:08:21,920 --> 00:08:24,130 they all dress up for halloween. 167 00:08:24,250 --> 00:08:27,210 So I was thinking,what would I want to be if... 168 00:08:27,530 --> 00:08:29,380 if I had to dress up or what I... 169 00:08:29,500 --> 00:08:34,440 and the only thing I could come up with,the only thing that I wanted to be... 170 00:08:35,610 --> 00:08:37,580 was ava. 171 00:08:51,340 --> 00:08:54,290 Proudly Presents 172 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:57,090 ... 173 00:08:57,220 --> 00:09:00,640 Greys.Anatomy Season4 Episode 5 Haunt You Every Day 174 00:09:01,900 --> 00:09:03,100 You found him. 175 00:09:03,750 --> 00:09:05,070 You two know each other? 176 00:09:05,580 --> 00:09:07,060 You know his parents? 177 00:09:07,360 --> 00:09:09,250 His mom works in the cafeteria. 178 00:09:09,350 --> 00:09:10,310 What's all this? 179 00:09:10,430 --> 00:09:12,300 It's letters from the kids in my class. 180 00:09:12,420 --> 00:09:13,620 Letters to mE. 181 00:09:13,740 --> 00:09:15,640 He has the internal structure to hear, 182 00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:18,740 he just doesn't have a canal or external structure. 183 00:09:18,850 --> 00:09:21,550 So I thought if I came in with my letters, 184 00:09:21,650 --> 00:09:24,860 dr.Sloan might feel sorry for me and do the surgery for free. 185 00:09:25,230 --> 00:09:28,340 Uh,look,I'd like to help,I would if I could, 186 00:09:28,460 --> 00:09:29,580 but pro bono surgery... 187 00:09:29,680 --> 00:09:31,580 you should probably know that on my way here this morning, 188 00:09:31,690 --> 00:09:34,170 three different people thought I was in a costume. 189 00:09:34,290 --> 00:09:37,540 My head looks like a permanent halloween costume. 190 00:09:38,960 --> 00:09:40,930 Just thought you should know that. 191 00:09:41,070 --> 00:09:42,360 You're good. 192 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:46,270 Pro bono surgery is not just about me giving you my time. 193 00:09:46,400 --> 00:09:48,680 A surgery like this requires O.R.Time, 194 00:09:48,680 --> 00:09:52,440 an anesthesiologist,a general surgeon to remove the cartilage from your ribs, 195 00:09:52,560 --> 00:09:55,230 at least two surgical nurses. 196 00:09:55,350 --> 00:09:57,040 Couldn't you ask them for help? 197 00:09:57,940 --> 00:10:00,880 I could,but I don't have any social capital. 198 00:10:01,000 --> 00:10:02,160 The nurses hate me. 199 00:10:02,290 --> 00:10:04,630 They've formed a club that's all about hating me. 200 00:10:04,770 --> 00:10:06,450 And the other doctors don't owe me any favors 201 00:10:06,580 --> 00:10:08,580 'cause ie never done any for them. 202 00:10:09,150 --> 00:10:10,540 I'm sorry. 203 00:10:10,680 --> 00:10:12,560 I wish I could help. 204 00:10:13,140 --> 00:10:15,950 I would if I could. 205 00:10:18,510 --> 00:10:20,710 I have social capital. 206 00:10:21,370 --> 00:10:22,340 Or I don'T. 207 00:10:22,470 --> 00:10:24,510 Nobody knows me,but they knew my mother. 208 00:10:24,630 --> 00:10:26,480 So maybe I can make this happen. 209 00:10:26,610 --> 00:10:28,480 Fine,make it happen.You manage that, 210 00:10:29,030 --> 00:10:30,900 I'm all yours. 211 00:10:32,170 --> 00:10:34,450 These people who knew your mother, 212 00:10:34,760 --> 00:10:37,140 do they know you brought her to work in a baggie? 213 00:10:46,810 --> 00:10:51,160 Oh,you... 214 00:10:51,450 --> 00:10:53,390 you didn't come for me.You... 215 00:10:55,000 --> 00:10:56,580 you chickened out. 216 00:10:56,900 --> 00:10:59,610 When I... when I was leaving,when I was... 217 00:11:00,890 --> 00:11:03,120 when I asked you to give me a reason to stay, 218 00:11:03,250 --> 00:11:05,170 you chickened out,which I-I get. 219 00:11:05,290 --> 00:11:07,410 I get that.It was a lot. 220 00:11:07,540 --> 00:11:09,960 It was scary,and I-I know I can be kinda intense, 221 00:11:10,080 --> 00:11:12,320 but I thought...I thought... 222 00:11:12,440 --> 00:11:13,430 oh! 223 00:11:13,550 --> 00:11:16,550 I thought after the... the chickening out part,I thought... 224 00:11:17,950 --> 00:11:20,300 you would come for me. 225 00:11:22,150 --> 00:11:25,400 I came back for you,which basically... 226 00:11:25,930 --> 00:11:27,890 makes me a beggar. 227 00:11:27,980 --> 00:11:30,260 I'm a beggar for halloween. 228 00:11:30,380 --> 00:11:31,850 And now you're mocking me. 229 00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:33,620 I'm not mocking you. 230 00:11:42,390 --> 00:11:43,570 We need... 231 00:11:43,680 --> 00:11:45,020 to talk. 232 00:11:45,120 --> 00:11:46,280 We will. 233 00:11:48,880 --> 00:11:50,420 Body dysmorphic disorder? 234 00:11:50,550 --> 00:11:54,850 You can prescribe him some antianxiety meds to try to lessen the urgency he's feeling. 235 00:11:55,290 --> 00:11:58,070 The man is requesting an amputation, 236 00:11:58,180 --> 00:12:01,020 and the best you can come up with is antianxiety meds? 237 00:12:01,820 --> 00:12:03,250 Dr.Bailey. 238 00:12:05,030 --> 00:12:06,400 Chain saw contest time? 239 00:12:06,530 --> 00:12:07,870 Yep. 240 00:12:08,290 --> 00:12:09,890 Mr.Miller. 241 00:12:10,400 --> 00:12:12,150 I have to get to the E.R. 242 00:12:12,290 --> 00:12:15,000 But I'm gonna write you a prescription 243 00:12:15,130 --> 00:12:16,850 for some medication I think may help you. 244 00:12:16,990 --> 00:12:17,720 Medication? 245 00:12:17,830 --> 00:12:19,410 I need... I-I need a surgeon. 246 00:12:19,540 --> 00:12:21,430 A surgeon can take off the foot. 247 00:12:21,720 --> 00:12:22,940 Get me a surgeon! 248 00:12:23,060 --> 00:12:25,600 I am a surgeon,and I can tell you right now 249 00:12:25,740 --> 00:12:26,820 that you won't persuade me 250 00:12:26,950 --> 00:12:28,970 or any other surgeon to do what you're asking. 251 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:30,990 Please try this medication. 252 00:12:33,500 --> 00:12:37,780 - I have an earless boy. - I'm sorry? 253 00:12:37,900 --> 00:12:41,090 Sloan has agreed to build him ears pro bono 254 00:12:41,240 --> 00:12:43,180 if you will donate the O.R. 255 00:12:43,290 --> 00:12:45,260 - And all the equipment... - I'm sorry,grey. 256 00:12:45,380 --> 00:12:47,570 My pro bono slate is full. 257 00:12:47,680 --> 00:12:50,380 There are protocols to be followed,all sorts .. 258 00:12:50,510 --> 00:12:51,930 - of red tape. - trick or treat. 259 00:12:52,820 --> 00:12:54,690 Get it?He's trick-or-treating... 260 00:12:54,910 --> 00:12:56,360 for ears. 261 00:12:57,090 --> 00:12:58,030 Grey... 262 00:12:58,150 --> 00:13:01,780 you know,my mother,she was big on pro bono surgeries. 263 00:13:06,540 --> 00:13:08,650 O.R.2 is free at 6:00 P.M. 264 00:13:09,130 --> 00:13:10,660 Thank you. 265 00:13:15,880 --> 00:13:17,880 if you two need to talk,I could wait over there. 266 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:18,980 Why? 267 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:20,630 It's not like we have any secrets anymore. 268 00:13:20,750 --> 00:13:22,100 Callie told everyone. 269 00:13:22,220 --> 00:13:24,890 - Everyone. - Yeah,it's gonna be a long day. 270 00:13:25,020 --> 00:13:28,810 erin shanley,34,massive head trauma when a brick came through her windshield. 271 00:13:28,930 --> 00:13:30,200 G.C.S. Of 3 in the field. 272 00:13:30,300 --> 00:13:31,400 A brick came through her windshield? 273 00:13:31,510 --> 00:13:33,630 Damn kids were screwing around on a bridge,halloween crap. 274 00:13:33,730 --> 00:13:34,900 I'm looking at brain matter here. 275 00:13:35,010 --> 00:13:36,390 I checked.She's a donor. 276 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:39,310 Oh,my god. 277 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:40,310 What? 278 00:13:40,410 --> 00:13:42,920 her father's on three.He's waiting for a new heart. 279 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:46,860 It was awesome. 280 00:13:46,990 --> 00:13:50,270 It was the sickest pumpkin head you ever saw. 281 00:13:50,730 --> 00:13:53,620 And then the next thing you know,it's,like,blood gushing, 282 00:13:53,760 --> 00:13:55,650 and it totally stained my pumpkin head. 283 00:13:55,760 --> 00:13:57,900 - You don't say? - Made it even sicker,though. 284 00:13:58,390 --> 00:14:00,710 I brought it in...the digit. 285 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:01,970 Oh,you have the finger? 286 00:14:02,110 --> 00:14:04,710 Yeah,but it's,like,lodged in the chain saw. 287 00:14:05,700 --> 00:14:06,690 Wait. 288 00:14:06,810 --> 00:14:08,190 It was right here. 289 00:14:08,450 --> 00:14:09,710 - Who took my saw? - What... 290 00:14:09,860 --> 00:14:14,000 - sir,the cut isn't clean enough to consider re... - yo,who took my saw? 291 00:14:18,920 --> 00:14:20,210 oh... 292 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:22,220 oh,no. 293 00:14:22,830 --> 00:14:24,820 - What is that noise? - I have no idea. 294 00:14:28,340 --> 00:14:31,480 aah! 295 00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:33,530 Aah! 296 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:34,810 Sick! 297 00:14:36,470 --> 00:14:37,640 The tibial nerve is shot. 298 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:39,480 There's nothing salvageable here. 299 00:14:39,590 --> 00:14:40,660 Completely mangled. 300 00:14:40,790 --> 00:14:42,910 I can't believe he held that saw to his leg long enough... 301 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:43,990 was he high? 302 00:14:44,090 --> 00:14:45,700 No,I just gave him some morphine for the pain, 303 00:14:45,830 --> 00:14:48,140 but the tox screen was clean before that. 304 00:14:48,260 --> 00:14:49,800 Unbelievable. 305 00:14:50,190 --> 00:14:51,990 All right,I'll finish the job. 306 00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:54,470 Yang,go ahead and prep him for complete amputation. 307 00:14:54,700 --> 00:14:56,300 Thank you. 308 00:14:56,930 --> 00:14:58,820 Thank you so much. 309 00:14:59,140 --> 00:15:00,610 Hey,you okay? 310 00:15:00,730 --> 00:15:02,360 Oh,severed limbs don't sit well with me. 311 00:15:02,470 --> 00:15:04,100 Just a little queasy is all.But I'm fine. 312 00:15:04,220 --> 00:15:05,820 I'll help dr.Yang. 313 00:15:07,550 --> 00:15:08,930 Okay. 314 00:15:10,520 --> 00:15:12,380 gottlove halloween... 315 00:15:12,630 --> 00:15:14,540 when all the crazies come out to play. 316 00:15:15,060 --> 00:15:16,160 Mm,I kind of get it. 317 00:15:16,280 --> 00:15:18,600 I mean,I get that you can wake up one day, 318 00:15:18,730 --> 00:15:20,950 and your life doesn't feel le your own. 319 00:15:21,230 --> 00:15:22,660 I heard... 320 00:15:23,050 --> 00:15:24,690 about your marriage. 321 00:15:25,120 --> 00:15:27,030 And if there's anything you need me to do to 322 00:15:27,210 --> 00:15:31,760 cheer you up,I'm around,day or night... 323 00:15:32,910 --> 00:15:34,570 night in particular. 324 00:15:34,690 --> 00:15:36,190 I was married. 325 00:15:36,300 --> 00:15:39,110 I said "till death do us part," okay?In a church. 326 00:15:39,220 --> 00:15:41,690 I mean,it was the church of elvis,but still it was a church. 327 00:15:42,380 --> 00:15:43,860 I just... 328 00:15:44,190 --> 00:15:46,710 I can't believe this is my life. 329 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:51,910 I don't understand.How did this happen? 330 00:15:52,020 --> 00:15:53,820 How could this happen? 331 00:15:56,350 --> 00:15:58,740 injuries like these happen very quickly. 332 00:15:58,880 --> 00:16:01,390 She probably didn't feel any pain at all. 333 00:16:02,460 --> 00:16:04,400 M-mr.Shanley. 334 00:16:05,260 --> 00:16:08,380 According to erin's driver's license... 335 00:16:08,670 --> 00:16:10,940 she was an organ donor. 336 00:16:12,250 --> 00:16:14,250 And as next of kin, 337 00:16:14,880 --> 00:16:18,190 if you agree to take her off of life support, 338 00:16:19,300 --> 00:16:22,100 you could direct the heart to yourself. 339 00:16:25,390 --> 00:16:27,640 She is young,she was healthy. 340 00:16:27,760 --> 00:16:30,060 She would be a perfect match for you,sir. 341 00:16:30,180 --> 00:16:31,810 Could you just please go away? 342 00:16:31,940 --> 00:16:36,060 - Mr.Shanley,if you would just... - please,please go away.Please. 343 00:16:37,980 --> 00:16:41,100 Dr.O'malley will bring you to see your daughter 344 00:16:41,230 --> 00:16:42,960 if you like. 345 00:16:51,550 --> 00:16:52,730 - oh! - Oh,so sorry. 346 00:16:52,850 --> 00:16:53,620 - Excuse me. Oh,no,no. 347 00:16:53,680 --> 00:16:55,300 - You okay? - No apology necessary. 348 00:16:55,420 --> 00:16:57,040 - Okay. - I'm sydney,by the way. 349 00:16:57,160 --> 00:16:58,810 Dr. Sydney heron.General surgery. 350 00:16:58,940 --> 00:17:00,480 Big fan of your work.Yeah. 351 00:17:00,600 --> 00:17:02,500 Uh,we were seated together once at an m&M. 352 00:17:03,180 --> 00:17:06,130 Anyway,uh,now seems as good a time as any to make it official... 353 00:17:06,240 --> 00:17:07,480 our introduction. 354 00:17:07,600 --> 00:17:08,840 Ah,derek shepherd.Pleasure. 355 00:17:08,960 --> 00:17:11,320 It's,uh,it's very,very nice to meet you. 356 00:17:11,510 --> 00:17:12,710 Nice meeting you,too. 357 00:17:17,820 --> 00:17:19,110 yothink she's pretty? 358 00:17:19,230 --> 00:17:21,110 Yeah.I like cheerful people. 359 00:17:21,730 --> 00:17:23,110 I can be cheerfuL. 360 00:17:23,260 --> 00:17:26,140 I think the ashes thing makes that kinda unlikely. 361 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:28,600 Dr.Bailey, 362 00:17:28,950 --> 00:17:32,830 we're gonna help,uh,rebuild a little boy's ears today,pro bono. 363 00:17:32,950 --> 00:17:35,100 And I thought maybe you could donate some time. 364 00:17:35,220 --> 00:17:36,680 Uh,thanks to the fine, 365 00:17:36,810 --> 00:17:39,720 upstanding citizen who cut off his foot on my watch, 366 00:17:39,850 --> 00:17:41,480 I've got a mountain of paperwork. 367 00:17:41,600 --> 00:17:44,430 On top of that,I promised to try and get out here 368 00:17:44,530 --> 00:17:47,130 in time to see my son in his halloween costume. 369 00:17:47,250 --> 00:17:49,670 Is tuck even old enough to know what halloween is? 370 00:17:49,790 --> 00:17:50,820 He's not, 371 00:17:50,930 --> 00:17:53,400 but his father is,and that's who I promised. 372 00:17:54,410 --> 00:17:55,890 Trick or treat. 373 00:18:00,290 --> 00:18:01,500 For ears? 374 00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:04,220 - He's trick-or-treating for ears? - Yeah. 375 00:18:04,600 --> 00:18:08,330 Could you also persuade some of the surgical nurses to help out? 376 00:18:08,450 --> 00:18:10,610 They seem to really like you. 377 00:18:11,440 --> 00:18:13,600 - Trick or treat. - Uh,stop that. 378 00:18:16,010 --> 00:18:18,070 All right,I'm in. 379 00:18:27,730 --> 00:18:30,080 she's warm.It doesn't make sense. 380 00:18:30,660 --> 00:18:32,220 I'm -'m sorry. 381 00:18:33,230 --> 00:18:35,840 She's breathing with the help of machines. 382 00:18:36,220 --> 00:18:37,340 Erin... 383 00:18:37,470 --> 00:18:39,200 the person that you knew... 384 00:18:40,310 --> 00:18:42,140 isn't there anymore. 385 00:18:50,130 --> 00:18:51,350 Uh... 386 00:18:51,470 --> 00:18:54,420 would you bring the paperwork? 387 00:18:55,820 --> 00:18:57,530 You can have her... 388 00:18:57,660 --> 00:19:00,680 have her...her organs.That's what she wanted. 389 00:19:01,530 --> 00:19:03,940 And her heart? 390 00:19:06,390 --> 00:19:08,800 Give it to someone else. 391 00:19:12,660 --> 00:19:14,600 We could scatter her off the roof. 392 00:19:15,650 --> 00:19:16,950 She was afraid of heights. 393 00:19:17,060 --> 00:19:18,520 They're ashes,meredith. 394 00:19:18,630 --> 00:19:20,690 The ashes aren't acrophobic. 395 00:19:21,560 --> 00:19:23,180 I need to put my mother to rest. 396 00:19:23,290 --> 00:19:24,630 I need to not become her. 397 00:19:24,760 --> 00:19:27,450 I need to not die emotionally crippled and alone. 398 00:19:27,690 --> 00:19:32,190 And I need to not attend the wedding of derek shepherd and sydney heron. 399 00:19:32,310 --> 00:19:34,620 I need to put my mother to rest. 400 00:19:34,730 --> 00:19:36,520 Sydney heron? 401 00:19:51,140 --> 00:19:53,220 just ask. 402 00:19:54,550 --> 00:19:56,720 So you two are together? 403 00:19:56,830 --> 00:19:57,700 Yeah. 404 00:19:57,810 --> 00:20:00,080 Like "together" together,in love together? 405 00:20:00,220 --> 00:20:02,060 Sexy love,not sibling love? 406 00:20:02,790 --> 00:20:04,400 Yes.Yeah. 407 00:20:04,530 --> 00:20:06,100 We're together. 408 00:20:06,210 --> 00:20:08,600 And...you two have been... 409 00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:13,420 I mean,without any of us knowing... doing this the whole time? 410 00:20:13,530 --> 00:20:15,230 - Just once. - Iz. 411 00:20:15,540 --> 00:20:17,690 I said she could ask questions. 412 00:20:18,740 --> 00:20:20,430 Just once. 413 00:20:20,550 --> 00:20:22,630 And now we're waiting to... 414 00:20:22,740 --> 00:20:24,520 be together... 415 00:20:24,910 --> 00:20:25,940 out of respect. 416 00:20:26,070 --> 00:20:27,770 For callie's feelings. 417 00:20:34,110 --> 00:20:36,120 - she's not judging. - Right. 418 00:20:41,390 --> 00:20:43,760 I have an earless boy waiting for me. 419 00:20:44,490 --> 00:20:46,170 but... 420 00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:49,350 I'm happy for you guys. 421 00:20:59,100 --> 00:21:00,230 norman. 422 00:21:00,290 --> 00:21:01,290 Do you have to go? 423 00:21:01,290 --> 00:21:02,290 No. 424 00:21:02,290 --> 00:21:04,730 Norman can get by fora few more minutes without me. 425 00:21:07,390 --> 00:21:08,390 How are you? 426 00:21:08,420 --> 00:21:11,270 I mean,how have you been? 427 00:21:11,720 --> 00:21:13,280 I'm in love with my daughter. 428 00:21:13,340 --> 00:21:15,820 She's perfect.She's... 429 00:21:15,860 --> 00:21:18,770 I mean,she sucks on her fingers.It's her new thing. 430 00:21:18,810 --> 00:21:23,910 And she makes,like,this perfect little cartoon suckling sound. 431 00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:26,800 And your husband? 432 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:31,600 My husband's in love with my daughter,too. 433 00:21:35,120 --> 00:21:36,490 You look tired. 434 00:21:36,580 --> 00:21:38,910 I haven't been sleeping much. 435 00:21:39,530 --> 00:21:41,310 I haven't been sleeping much either. 436 00:21:41,330 --> 00:21:44,460 The baby wakes up all the time. 437 00:21:44,530 --> 00:21:49,990 Not as much now that I figured out that if wrap her in whatever shirt I'm wearing... 438 00:21:50,110 --> 00:21:51,860 She smells you. 439 00:21:53,490 --> 00:21:55,000 And she sleeps. 440 00:21:56,110 --> 00:21:58,230 Alex... 441 00:21:58,290 --> 00:21:59,940 what are we doing? 442 00:21:59,980 --> 00:22:02,640 I mean,what are... what are we gonna do? 443 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:16,600 dr.Hahn. 444 00:22:16,620 --> 00:22:18,170 Thank you for coming at such short notice. 445 00:22:18,210 --> 00:22:19,280 Oh,not a problem. 446 00:22:19,340 --> 00:22:21,190 Are we harvesting the heart for U.N.O.S. 447 00:22:21,250 --> 00:22:22,430 Or is the recipient here? 448 00:22:22,490 --> 00:22:25,940 I'm hoping the recipient is here,but he hasn't agreed yet. 449 00:22:26,020 --> 00:22:30,290 I've never had much trouble talking a heart patient into taking a heart. 450 00:22:30,670 --> 00:22:32,550 It's his daughter's heart. 451 00:22:32,810 --> 00:22:34,520 Okay. 452 00:22:35,220 --> 00:22:37,960 -Get him to O.R.Two and page torres. -Okay. 453 00:22:38,020 --> 00:22:39,080 Where are you going? 454 00:22:39,140 --> 00:22:42,430 -his daughter was in an auto accident. -Hey,uh,what's hahn doing here? 455 00:22:42,450 --> 00:22:44,100 -She's been declared brain dead... -heart transplant. 456 00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:45,700 Don't even think about it.It's my patient. 457 00:22:45,700 --> 00:22:48,550 Dr.Hahn,I understand you're doing a heart transplant today, 458 00:22:48,610 --> 00:22:50,150 and I thought I'd volunteer to scrub in. 459 00:22:50,190 --> 00:22:52,230 Isobel stevens.She's my patient,the donor. 460 00:22:52,290 --> 00:22:54,630 So if you need any information,I have it,all of it. 461 00:22:54,730 --> 00:22:56,560 She's...she's my patient. 462 00:22:56,940 --> 00:22:59,460 You've got some eager junior residents around here. 463 00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:00,980 Mm,lucky me. 464 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,820 Take your pick. 465 00:23:03,640 --> 00:23:07,450 Well,yang,I appreciate the offer,but I date men. 466 00:23:07,490 --> 00:23:12,030 So I don't think you'll be able to impress me the way you've impressed your mentors in the past. 467 00:23:12,110 --> 00:23:13,410 I... 468 00:23:13,410 --> 00:23:14,410 what? 469 00:23:14,410 --> 00:23:15,800 You sleep with them,right? 470 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:18,700 Preston burke,colin marlowe... that's your thing. 471 00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:22,960 It's my...it's... I'm...I'm sorry. 472 00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:24,720 What does that have to do with anything? 473 00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:27,470 My theory is if you had the chops in the O.R. 474 00:23:27,530 --> 00:23:30,740 You wouldn't need to try to impress in the bedroom. 475 00:23:31,070 --> 00:23:32,070 Stevens,is it? 476 00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:33,070 It is. 477 00:23:33,070 --> 00:23:34,470 Let's go,stevens. 478 00:23:39,950 --> 00:23:41,550 You know,I bust my ass here, 479 00:23:41,630 --> 00:23:44,020 and burke skips town with my cardio reputation. 480 00:23:44,060 --> 00:23:45,910 So now instead of a heart transplant, 481 00:23:45,970 --> 00:23:48,970 oh,I get to participate in the amputation of a crazy man's foot. 482 00:23:49,010 --> 00:23:50,430 I'm not... crazy. 483 00:23:50,510 --> 00:23:52,520 Cutting off your foot is crazy. 484 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:55,070 Walking through your life like you have noower, 485 00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:58,740 like you have no say... no say in your own destiny... 486 00:23:58,760 --> 00:24:01,470 like you have no control over your own body, 487 00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:05,410 walking through life like that is what's crazy. 488 00:24:06,540 --> 00:24:10,280 I still think it's cutting off your foot with a chain saw that's crazy. 489 00:24:13,190 --> 00:24:16,160 Mr.Shanley, I'm dr.Hahn. 490 00:24:16,550 --> 00:24:21,350 The transplant team is in place if you're ready to say good-bye. 491 00:24:23,700 --> 00:24:25,730 You must not have children. 492 00:24:26,050 --> 00:24:27,100 I'm sorry? 493 00:24:27,180 --> 00:24:28,730 If you had children,you'd never say that. 494 00:24:28,790 --> 00:24:31,780 You'd never say,"if you're ready to say good-bye. 495 00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:39,720 Mr.Shanley,I'm very sorry,but I want to suggest one last time... 496 00:24:39,780 --> 00:24:41,520 no,I am not taking her heart. 497 00:24:41,560 --> 00:24:43,950 I can't have my daughter's heart beating in my chest. 498 00:24:44,010 --> 00:24:46,450 It would haunt me every day of my life.No! 499 00:24:46,920 --> 00:24:48,450 All right. 500 00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:51,480 I'm very sorry for your loss. 501 00:24:53,980 --> 00:24:55,630 Page me when he's ready. 502 00:25:02,060 --> 00:25:04,040 Mr.Shanley... 503 00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:07,910 I don't have kids,so I don't know what it's like to lose a child, 504 00:25:07,970 --> 00:25:10,580 but I do know what it's like to lose a parent. 505 00:25:10,930 --> 00:25:13,480 Your daughter loved you.I saw her this morning. 506 00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:15,950 She was fighting for you. 507 00:25:16,020 --> 00:25:18,100 She was fighting for your life. 508 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:20,870 You're her dad. 509 00:25:21,220 --> 00:25:24,100 You're her dad.She didn't want to leave you. 510 00:25:24,170 --> 00:25:26,400 I know that. 511 00:25:26,460 --> 00:25:29,440 I also know that she would want you to have her heart. 512 00:25:35,820 --> 00:25:38,940 I would've given my dad my heart if I could. 513 00:25:41,250 --> 00:25:43,880 If I could've saved him... 514 00:25:45,620 --> 00:25:46,990 I would've given him my heart. 515 00:26:03,310 --> 00:26:04,770 All right. 516 00:26:12,430 --> 00:26:14,570 -It's not my fault hahn chose me. -Whatever. 517 00:26:14,610 --> 00:26:16,330 I can't believe that you are judging me. 518 00:26:16,390 --> 00:26:19,530 That after what hahn said to you,that you are judging me. 519 00:26:19,590 --> 00:26:20,730 It's not the same thing. 520 00:26:20,790 --> 00:26:21,970 It is the same thing. 521 00:26:22,030 --> 00:26:23,830 It's exactly the same thing. 522 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:27,160 I'm sorry that I hurt callie. 523 00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:28,860 I didn't mean to hurt her. 524 00:26:28,940 --> 00:26:30,230 You slept with her husband. 525 00:26:30,310 --> 00:26:32,060 I slept with my boyfriend. 526 00:26:32,100 --> 00:26:33,740 It's not the same thing. 527 00:26:33,790 --> 00:26:36,040 Meredith slept with another woman's husband. 528 00:26:37,140 --> 00:26:39,910 Meredith slept with another woman's husband. 529 00:26:39,970 --> 00:26:41,800 The two of you are like this closecircle. 530 00:26:41,860 --> 00:26:45,840 You can commit whatever crime you want, and in your little circle,it's all fine. 531 00:26:45,940 --> 00:26:47,370 I... 532 00:26:47,430 --> 00:26:50,580 I know that you didn't sleep with burke to get ahead. 533 00:26:50,620 --> 00:26:54,680 And if hahn had asked me,I would've defended you. 534 00:26:54,730 --> 00:26:56,280 I'm not even asking you to defend me. 535 00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:59,650 I'm asking you to just cut me an inch of slack. 536 00:26:59,710 --> 00:27:04,110 And believe me when I say that I am sorry I hurt callie. 537 00:27:06,060 --> 00:27:08,000 We are not a closed circle. 538 00:27:09,950 --> 00:27:11,340 you are. 539 00:27:17,410 --> 00:27:18,760 -Dr.Shepherd. -Yes. 540 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:22,070 Here's a question... were there actual shepherds in your lineage? 541 00:27:22,070 --> 00:27:23,070 I'm sorry.What? 542 00:27:23,100 --> 00:27:24,960 You know,shepherds.The ones who watch over sheep. 543 00:27:25,020 --> 00:27:28,810 I mean the geneology My name for example, not actually after the bird 544 00:27:28,850 --> 00:27:29,850 You know,I...I'm sorry. 545 00:27:29,850 --> 00:27:31,070 -Would you excuse me? -Of course. 546 00:27:31,180 --> 00:27:32,670 Okay,thank you. 547 00:27:32,770 --> 00:27:34,110 yeah,you did this. 548 00:27:34,190 --> 00:27:35,230 Payback's a bitch. 549 00:27:35,310 --> 00:27:36,470 Oh,man.What the hell did you tell her? 550 00:27:36,530 --> 00:27:38,530 I put the word out that you were lookin'. 551 00:27:38,550 --> 00:27:39,550 That I'm looking? 552 00:27:39,570 --> 00:27:40,610 Lookin'. 553 00:27:40,670 --> 00:27:42,410 It sounds way dirtier without the G." 554 00:27:42,450 --> 00:27:44,180 And you wonder why they formed a club? 555 00:27:44,220 --> 00:27:45,640 You heard about that? 556 00:27:46,980 --> 00:27:52,710 Okay,so we have one plastic surgeon,a general surgeon, an anesthesiologist, 557 00:27:52,770 --> 00:27:56,850 one,two,three scrub nurses and an O.R. 558 00:27:57,170 --> 00:27:58,440 Let's call your mom,kid. 559 00:27:58,530 --> 00:28:00,200 You're gonna get some ears. 560 00:28:06,980 --> 00:28:08,630 He cut off his foot. 561 00:28:10,130 --> 00:28:11,990 He cut off his perfectly good foot. 562 00:28:12,070 --> 00:28:13,900 Well,people do some very strange things. 563 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:16,030 Oh,well. 564 00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:18,480 I had the world's shortest marriage. 565 00:28:21,010 --> 00:28:25,230 I was left in a church while I was literally wearing a wedding dress. 566 00:28:31,410 --> 00:28:34,640 george cheated on me right in front of me,and I missed it. 567 00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:39,530 burke sent his mother to say good-bye to me. 568 00:28:41,020 --> 00:28:42,530 I'm gonna be a divorc. 569 00:28:42,970 --> 00:28:44,880 Now erica hahn thinks I'm a fraud. 570 00:28:45,290 --> 00:28:47,660 I'm,uh,I'm not feeling very... 571 00:28:50,390 --> 00:28:51,920 norman! 572 00:28:51,980 --> 00:28:53,170 Norman? 573 00:29:04,420 --> 00:29:05,890 oh,crap. 574 00:29:05,930 --> 00:29:08,230 What? 575 00:29:08,420 --> 00:29:10,560 My intern,something happened. 576 00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:12,020 I don't know what. 577 00:29:12,080 --> 00:29:13,560 We need to talk. 578 00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:15,960 Well,we will.I'll come back.Okay? 579 00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:18,350 Okay. 580 00:29:19,950 --> 00:29:21,570 Don't chicken out. 581 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,680 You know,I'm impressed. 582 00:29:26,750 --> 00:29:28,510 I didn't think you'd pull this off. 583 00:29:28,550 --> 00:29:33,060 I'm actually pretty surprised myself, considering it was my first time trick-or-treating. 584 00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:34,620 Your first time? 585 00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:36,760 My mom never made it home in time to take me, 586 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:39,390 never got it together to make me a costume. 587 00:29:39,980 --> 00:29:44,180 Plus she said it was rude to knock on people's doors and beg for food. 588 00:29:49,580 --> 00:29:51,200 What? 589 00:29:51,340 --> 00:29:52,710 Just... 590 00:29:54,220 --> 00:29:57,010 the apple fell pretty far from the tree,huh? 591 00:30:12,980 --> 00:30:14,400 Dr.Karev,you want to slow down? 592 00:30:14,440 --> 00:30:15,730 I just heard. 593 00:30:17,100 --> 00:30:18,580 -Did he have a stroke? -He did. 594 00:30:18,630 --> 00:30:21,490 3 inches to the left,he'd never talk again. 595 00:30:21,550 --> 00:30:22,770 Yeah,but it's gonna be okay,right? 596 00:30:22,830 --> 00:30:25,410 No way to know till we get the clot out and he wakes up. 597 00:30:25,470 --> 00:30:28,470 But he...but he's gonna be okay... karev,stop talking. 598 00:30:41,940 --> 00:30:43,980 Is your marriage really over? 599 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,090 -I'm sorry. -Thanks. 600 00:30:50,550 --> 00:30:53,940 Did meredith really bring her mom's ashes to work? 601 00:31:16,230 --> 00:31:18,130 Look at that. 602 00:31:18,170 --> 00:31:20,180 Not a bad day's work. 603 00:31:24,660 --> 00:31:26,170 paddles. 604 00:31:30,570 --> 00:31:32,770 Let's see what we've got. 605 00:31:39,930 --> 00:31:41,150 there it is. 606 00:31:47,510 --> 00:31:49,250 The it is. 607 00:31:49,780 --> 00:31:52,600 Norman 608 00:31:52,660 --> 00:31:54,960 Norman,come on,come on,come on. 609 00:31:59,070 --> 00:32:00,930 What happened? 610 00:32:07,700 --> 00:32:09,720 I just saw a heart transplant. 611 00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:12,390 I just helped build a little boy some ears. 612 00:32:12,730 --> 00:32:14,290 That's cool. 613 00:32:16,020 --> 00:32:17,930 I dug up my mom's cat. 614 00:32:19,770 --> 00:32:21,470 What? 615 00:32:21,630 --> 00:32:26,170 My mom didn't leave any instructions 'cause it was so... 616 00:32:26,210 --> 00:32:27,770 unexpected. 617 00:32:27,830 --> 00:32:29,180 So... 618 00:32:29,220 --> 00:32:32,510 we had to figure out on our own what she would have wanted. 619 00:32:32,550 --> 00:32:34,880 And my mom loved that cat. 620 00:32:34,920 --> 00:32:36,050 So... 621 00:32:36,070 --> 00:32:38,190 I dug her up... the cat... 622 00:32:38,270 --> 00:32:41,220 um,from her little grave in our backyard. 623 00:32:41,260 --> 00:32:44,750 And I snuck into the cemetery in the middle of the night 624 00:32:44,790 --> 00:32:47,780 and reburied her right beside my mom. 625 00:32:47,900 --> 00:32:48,950 And... 626 00:32:48,990 --> 00:32:53,470 it was creepy and morbid,carrying around a dead, 627 00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:59,570 decaying cat in the cemetery in the middle of the night,but... 628 00:33:00,150 --> 00:33:02,570 it made my mom really happy. 629 00:33:03,320 --> 00:33:04,970 At least... 630 00:33:05,050 --> 00:33:06,730 I like to think it did. 631 00:33:09,910 --> 00:33:11,250 Thanks. 632 00:33:11,290 --> 00:33:12,740 You're welcome. 633 00:33:14,650 --> 00:33:16,840 Look,tucker,I said I'm sorry. 634 00:33:16,900 --> 00:33:18,320 No. 635 00:33:18,380 --> 00:33:19,930 I didn'T... 636 00:33:20,690 --> 00:33:22,840 no,I... 637 00:33:23,900 --> 00:33:25,810 tucker... 638 00:33:29,350 --> 00:33:30,940 perfect. 639 00:33:36,940 --> 00:33:38,440 Hi. 640 00:33:45,420 --> 00:33:49,210 We just put a man's daughter's heart in his chest. 641 00:33:49,700 --> 00:33:51,590 His daughter's heart? 642 00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:55,120 Well,that just makes you want to throw up,now doesn't it? 643 00:33:58,110 --> 00:33:59,810 You all right? 644 00:34:05,760 --> 00:34:07,820 You're dr.Bailey.You hear everything. 645 00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:10,820 And if you haven't heard everything,I'm sure you've heard. 646 00:34:10,860 --> 00:34:12,220 About your marriage? 647 00:34:12,260 --> 00:34:13,910 Yeah,I probably would've. 648 00:34:16,950 --> 00:34:18,690 I'm sorry... 649 00:34:18,910 --> 00:34:21,330 if I... 650 00:34:21,430 --> 00:34:23,310 disappointed you. 651 00:34:23,620 --> 00:34:25,600 I'm not your mother,o'malley. 652 00:34:28,790 --> 00:34:31,110 I have to apologize to her now,too. 653 00:34:34,200 --> 00:34:36,040 o'malley. 654 00:34:38,560 --> 00:34:40,680 look,you're not a bad guy. 655 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:42,600 And I don't mean to let you off the hook entirely, 656 00:34:42,660 --> 00:34:48,860 because what you did was unkind and hurtful and wrong. 657 00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:51,410 But you're not a bad guy. 658 00:34:51,500 --> 00:34:53,180 I'm...I'm just saying,it... 659 00:34:53,220 --> 00:34:55,150 it takes two. 660 00:34:55,190 --> 00:35:01,690 To reach the point you reached in your marriage,it takes two. 661 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:08,550 I mean...I mean,I'm here late at night,halloween, helping an earless boy get ears, 662 00:35:08,590 --> 00:35:11,770 and my husband wants to act like that isn't an important thing. 663 00:35:11,830 --> 00:35:14,110 He wants to act like... 664 00:35:14,150 --> 00:35:17,000 it isn't a good thing that I did today. 665 00:35:17,040 --> 00:35:18,740 Now that isn't just on me. 666 00:35:18,780 --> 00:35:21,760 That's him wanting things to be the way he wants. 667 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,900 That's him wanting things to be purely black-and-white. 668 00:35:27,070 --> 00:35:32,100 I mean,I missed my son's first halloween, 669 00:35:32,160 --> 00:35:35,430 and my heart is aching inside of my chest,but, 670 00:35:35,490 --> 00:35:37,420 you know,that doesn't mean anything. 671 00:35:37,710 --> 00:35:41,230 It...it doesn't count because in a black-and-white world, 672 00:35:41,310 --> 00:35:45,260 I simply didn't make it home,and that makes me the bad guy. 673 00:35:45,350 --> 00:35:48,330 You know,always.I'm always the bad guy. 674 00:35:48,450 --> 00:35:50,340 You hear what I'm saying? 675 00:35:57,820 --> 00:36:00,740 Sorry you missed your son's first halloween. 676 00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:06,300 Look,what I'm saying to you is... 677 00:36:07,230 --> 00:36:08,780 okay,I was there.All right? 678 00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:12,050 I was there the day your father died. 679 00:36:12,110 --> 00:36:19,540 I was there when you came back from vegas,married after a week and... 680 00:36:20,630 --> 00:36:23,070 all I'm saying is... 681 00:36:23,130 --> 00:36:25,620 it's not black-and-white... 682 00:36:26,010 --> 00:36:28,400 and you're not a bad guy. 683 00:36:43,720 --> 00:36:45,540 I did not sleep my way to the top. 684 00:36:45,600 --> 00:36:49,590 I'm attracted to a talent that resembles my own,not that it's any of your business. 685 00:36:49,670 --> 00:36:52,510 Your comments were unprofessional and inappropriate. 686 00:36:52,530 --> 00:36:55,570 You know what?You're inappropriate and unprofessional. 687 00:36:56,940 --> 00:37:00,160 this is gonna be so much fun. 688 00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:02,420 Dr.Yang,did you hear? 689 00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:06,010 Dr.Hahn has agreed to become our new head of cardiothoracic surgery. 690 00:37:08,930 --> 00:37:11,070 Lookin' forward to it,dr.Yang. 691 00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:16,330 You can't have my apartment. 692 00:37:21,070 --> 00:37:22,480 I'M... 693 00:37:22,540 --> 00:37:25,060 sorry I didn't listen when you said you weren't feeling well. 694 00:37:25,140 --> 00:37:26,970 I'm sorry I didn't answer your page. 695 00:37:28,040 --> 00:37:29,770 Do you know why I chose surgery? 696 00:37:29,830 --> 00:37:30,830 No. 697 00:37:30,830 --> 00:37:34,350 I'm a little south of 60 and blood makes me squeamish. 698 00:37:34,430 --> 00:37:36,890 See,I wanted to go into psych because I like to talk. 699 00:37:36,950 --> 00:37:38,380 I've noticed that. 700 00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:42,550 but I had this voice in my head telling me to choose surry. 701 00:37:43,350 --> 00:37:45,350 It was as if... 702 00:37:45,800 --> 00:37:48,730 my mary beth was whispering in my ear. 703 00:37:49,620 --> 00:37:51,190 And so I listened. 704 00:37:51,250 --> 00:37:53,640 And do you know what I think now? 705 00:37:54,060 --> 00:37:55,460 No. 706 00:37:55,960 --> 00:37:58,750 I think I was about to have a massive stroke... 707 00:37:59,940 --> 00:38:03,340 and my mary beth wanted me to be surrounded by... 708 00:38:04,160 --> 00:38:07,040 world-class surgeons when it happened. 709 00:38:11,330 --> 00:38:12,910 So what are you gonna do now? 710 00:38:13,010 --> 00:38:15,220 Uh,well,I'm gonna go into psych. 711 00:38:15,260 --> 00:38:18,200 Because you people,you surgeons,my god... 712 00:38:18,250 --> 00:38:23,080 you're all just a bunch of little children running around with your scalpels and your severed feet 713 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:26,740 and your inappropriate sex in inappropriate places. 714 00:38:26,770 --> 00:38:28,510 You all need a good shrink. 715 00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:38,460 Dr.Grey? 716 00:38:39,100 --> 00:38:40,340 Hi. 717 00:38:40,420 --> 00:38:41,710 Hi. 718 00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:47,380 I had a goldfish,and when he died,we flushed him down the toilet, 719 00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:49,090 back to the sea. 720 00:38:50,190 --> 00:38:51,790 Okay. 721 00:38:57,200 --> 00:39:00,530 back to the sea is better than your cubby. 722 00:39:10,720 --> 00:39:12,260 you okay? 723 00:39:12,570 --> 00:39:15,450 I don't know if I can handle one more night in that hotel. 724 00:39:23,970 --> 00:39:25,850 What's the matter with you? 725 00:39:25,990 --> 00:39:27,990 I have to start dating. 726 00:39:31,650 --> 00:39:34,120 It isn't just surgeons. 727 00:39:36,760 --> 00:39:40,670 The truth is,I don't know anyone who isn't haunted by something... 728 00:39:42,950 --> 00:39:45,230 or someone. 729 00:39:52,590 --> 00:39:58,650 And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel or shove it in the back of a closet, 730 00:39:58,710 --> 00:40:01,420 our efforts usually fail. 731 00:40:06,670 --> 00:40:09,210 We made it through this day. 732 00:40:09,520 --> 00:40:11,450 Yeah,we did. 733 00:40:13,390 --> 00:40:15,860 We made it through this day. 734 00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:31,650 So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page... 735 00:40:31,730 --> 00:40:35,560 uh,so it's the kitchen,uh,bedroom,bathroom. 736 00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:36,830 There's the sofa. 737 00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:38,360 You can sleep here. 738 00:40:39,510 --> 00:40:40,550 Great. 739 00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:42,100 So,uh... 740 00:40:42,180 --> 00:40:44,110 do you mind if i clean up a little? 741 00:40:44,150 --> 00:40:45,650 Yes. 742 00:40:45,710 --> 00:40:47,340 I mind a lot. 743 00:40:52,640 --> 00:40:55,660 Or put an old story to rest... 744 00:41:09,990 --> 00:41:11,510 grey. 745 00:41:12,910 --> 00:41:14,430 Chief. 746 00:41:15,310 --> 00:41:18,690 What are you doing,grey?This is a sterile environment. 747 00:41:18,750 --> 00:41:21,240 It's my mother. 748 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:25,180 And I think this is where she'd want to be. 749 00:41:48,220 --> 00:41:50,810 Should we say a prayer? 750 00:41:50,890 --> 00:41:53,190 She didn't believe in anything. 751 00:41:53,370 --> 00:41:57,460 Finally,finally to rest. 752 00:41:57,520 --> 00:42:00,300 Ashes to ashes. 753 00:42:01,780 --> 00:42:03,410 Dust to dust.