1 00:00:09,686 --> 00:00:11,587 We pledge allegiance fusto the flag. 2 00:00:11,654 --> 00:00:15,090 We swear to return our library books. 3 00:00:15,158 --> 00:00:17,459 But as we get older, we take vows, 4 00:00:17,527 --> 00:00:19,228 We make promises, 5 00:00:19,295 --> 00:00:21,530 We get burdened by commitments-- 6 00:00:21,598 --> 00:00:24,967 To do no harm, to tell the truth and nothing but, 7 00:00:25,034 --> 00:00:29,004 To love and cherish till death do us part. 8 00:00:29,072 --> 00:00:31,373 So we just keep running up a tab 9 00:00:31,441 --> 00:00:34,309 Until we owe everything to everybody, 10 00:00:34,377 --> 00:00:37,513 And suddenly think, what the... 11 00:00:37,580 --> 00:00:40,282 Aah! (growls) 12 00:00:40,350 --> 00:00:42,751 Aah! Are you sure it was a bear and not a deer? 13 00:00:42,819 --> 00:00:45,254 There are a lot of deer in those woods, 14 00:00:45,321 --> 00:00:48,290 And the bucks can get pretty big. I think I know the difference between a bear and a deer. 15 00:00:48,358 --> 00:00:51,226 Rest, ice and elevate, okay? You know how--you know how I got to the car? 16 00:00:51,294 --> 00:00:54,196 I had to throw a raw steak and run for my life. 17 00:00:54,264 --> 00:00:56,165 That was a 10-ounce filet. 18 00:00:56,232 --> 00:00:58,133 I've been marinating it for three days. 19 00:00:58,201 --> 00:01:01,737 We have to move! Where? We barely make 30 grand a year. 20 00:01:01,805 --> 00:01:04,473 And who knows if we're even gonna have a job 21 00:01:04,541 --> 00:01:06,508 After the merger? We could move back to meredith's. 22 00:01:06,576 --> 00:01:08,477 You did not just say that? Why not?! 23 00:01:08,545 --> 00:01:11,914 Because we're married now. This is how it's supposed to be-- 24 00:01:11,981 --> 00:01:14,850 You and me out in the world, making a life for ourselves. 25 00:01:14,918 --> 00:01:17,820 Besides, don't you just enjoy waking up to the fresh air 26 00:01:17,887 --> 00:01:20,489 And the sounds of birds chirping? You know what I enjoy? 27 00:01:20,557 --> 00:01:24,159 I enjoy plumbing. I enjoy plumbing so much! 28 00:01:28,447 --> 00:01:30,065 It's not that I don't love it at mer's. I do. 29 00:01:30,100 --> 00:01:31,934 It's just... I just-- I can't move backwards, alex. 30 00:01:32,001 --> 00:01:34,236 Not after everything that's... 31 00:01:38,340 --> 00:01:39,401 I just need to keep moving forward. 32 00:01:39,436 --> 00:01:40,242 Okay? 33 00:01:40,310 --> 00:01:42,044 Thank you. 34 00:01:43,533 --> 00:01:46,227 I know it hasn't exactly been easy around here 35 00:01:46,342 --> 00:01:47,491 The past few weeks. 36 00:01:48,539 --> 00:01:50,042 And I know you want answers. 37 00:01:50,634 --> 00:01:51,808 But I'm afraid I don't have them, 38 00:01:52,271 --> 00:01:55,815 Not just yet... He brought us down here to make himself feel good. 39 00:01:56,194 --> 00:01:59,961 Well, at least he sprung for good danish. You know how many nurses got fired for that danish? 40 00:02:00,506 --> 00:02:02,520 The mercy west staff will be arriving in three days, 41 00:02:02,626 --> 00:02:03,306 And when they do, 42 00:02:03,413 --> 00:02:05,852 There will be more cutbacks and more layoffs. 43 00:02:06,025 --> 00:02:08,347 And I need each and every one of you 44 00:02:08,482 --> 00:02:10,002 To step up and be leaders. 45 00:02:10,492 --> 00:02:12,229 And when I can answer your questions, I will. 46 00:02:12,710 --> 00:02:14,530 (doctors talking at once) if you would like to make an appointment 47 00:02:20,186 --> 00:02:22,658 To talk about your concerns-- (nelson) is my hyperbaric lab getting shut down? 48 00:02:24,061 --> 00:02:25,791 You were right. Excellent danish. 49 00:02:31,065 --> 00:02:31,933 Anything? 50 00:02:32,472 --> 00:02:35,026 Nope. There was a papillary muscle rupture in the c.C.U., 51 00:02:35,143 --> 00:02:36,919 But the guy died before they uld get him into the o.R. 52 00:02:37,129 --> 00:02:39,329 Crap. I need surgeries, and I need them now. 53 00:02:39,531 --> 00:02:41,679 I mean, I barely had a hundred hours in the o.R. This month. 54 00:02:42,040 --> 00:02:43,398 And you know they're gonna keep the residents 55 00:02:43,466 --> 00:02:44,568 With the most hours. 56 00:02:47,439 --> 00:02:51,085 What dyou got? Um, diabetic ulcer. 57 00:02:51,318 --> 00:02:52,515 Down to the bone? 58 00:02:53,958 --> 00:02:55,000 I'm done. 59 00:02:55,709 --> 00:02:57,171 Finished. Expired meat. 60 00:02:57,678 --> 00:03:00,078 You're freaking out a little bit. Well, you haven't been 61 00:03:00,166 --> 00:03:01,648 Kicked off of two services in one month. 62 00:03:01,936 --> 00:03:04,084 I couldn't get into an o.R. If I was bleeding half to death. 63 00:03:04,243 --> 00:03:06,586 You got anything good? I'm scrubbing in on an optic glioma 64 00:03:06,766 --> 00:03:08,901 Later on with derek. I've never seen one. 65 00:03:14,914 --> 00:03:16,519 What are you doing? 66 00:03:17,001 --> 00:03:18,979 Just making sure everything is running smoothly here. 67 00:03:19,099 --> 00:03:20,438 And... It is. 68 00:03:20,723 --> 00:03:21,958 Kudos. 69 00:03:22,751 --> 00:03:25,744 Oh, no, no, no. Unh-unh. No. I am on hunt's service. 70 00:03:25,861 --> 00:03:28,374 Anything that turnsurgical down here is mine. You don't need the hours. 71 00:03:28,500 --> 00:03:32,506 You just spent the last six months in the o.R. Unconscious on a table does not count. 72 00:03:32,777 --> 00:03:33,596 (lexie) meredith. 73 00:03:33,823 --> 00:03:35,881 Hey, his neighbor said that he wasn't getting his mail. 74 00:03:36,146 --> 00:03:39,015 (slurring words) mer-meredith, oh, I heard you got... 75 00:03:39,421 --> 00:03:41,970 You got married on a sticker. 76 00:03:42,334 --> 00:03:44,317 That's great. (cristina) you know, we should go 77 00:03:44,393 --> 00:03:46,995 So you can have family time. No, no, no. I don't know what's wrong with him. 78 00:03:47,292 --> 00:03:49,355 Did you pick him up off the floor of a bar, lexie? 79 00:03:49,490 --> 00:03:51,521 That might be a clue. Meredith, no, I'm not... 80 00:03:51,701 --> 00:03:53,922 I haven't been drinking. I swear. 81 00:04:02,509 --> 00:04:04,497 Now that could be surgical. 82 00:04:12,738 --> 00:04:15,817 Okay, make sure his fluids are running wide open. 83 00:04:16,081 --> 00:04:17,095 Let's get that blood hung. 84 00:04:19,372 --> 00:04:20,341 What-- what about factor 7? 85 00:04:20,431 --> 00:04:22,662 Did you check his I.N.R.? Okay, hang 50 mics of octreotide. 86 00:04:22,814 --> 00:04:24,978 (izzie) got it. Dr. Bailey, shouldn't we check for renal failure? 87 00:04:25,235 --> 00:04:27,209 Move. I need to lavage him. No, I need to put this up. 88 00:04:27,313 --> 00:04:30,542 Okay, hey, pause. There's way too many people here. 89 00:04:31,155 --> 00:04:35,026 Karev, get the orogastric tube in. The rest of you, out. 90 00:04:35,237 --> 00:04:37,660 No, wait a minute. I'm in emergency! But I was here first. 91 00:04:39,389 --> 00:04:41,167 He made amends. He's not drunk. 92 00:04:47,826 --> 00:04:50,159 All right, irving, I'm taking off the growth. 93 00:04:50,311 --> 00:04:51,419 Let me know if you feel any pain. 94 00:04:51,699 --> 00:04:52,806 He gets so many of these. 95 00:04:53,241 --> 00:04:54,809 We should have the nursing home examine him 96 00:04:55,133 --> 00:04:57,126 When they bathe him. I bathe myself. 97 00:04:57,422 --> 00:05:01,513 Of course you do, irving. He could fall in the tub. 98 00:05:01,764 --> 00:05:04,302 Why don't you two go get me a cup of coffee? 99 00:05:04,704 --> 00:05:05,974 You already had a cup, dad. 100 00:05:06,150 --> 00:05:08,245 Too much isn't good for your ticker. 101 00:05:08,470 --> 00:05:09,802 Well, he can have decaf, tommy. 102 00:05:11,048 --> 00:05:13,807 We'll go get you a nice cup of decaf. 103 00:05:14,119 --> 00:05:15,102 Thank you, sweetie. 104 00:05:15,490 --> 00:05:18,622 You know, I'm not demented. I'm just old. 105 00:05:23,792 --> 00:05:24,963 (sighs) all right, uh, mr. Waller. All done. 106 00:05:25,187 --> 00:05:26,777 All done. There might be a little redness, 107 00:05:26,926 --> 00:05:28,235 But it should heal up nicely. 108 00:05:28,491 --> 00:05:29,497 Got it? 109 00:05:29,931 --> 00:05:32,768 I've had these skin things for 30 years. I'm not worried. 110 00:05:33,966 --> 00:05:38,173 What I'm really here for is an a-m-s 700. 111 00:05:38,367 --> 00:05:41,474 The, uh, penile implant? 112 00:05:41,642 --> 00:05:44,034 Yeah. Well, usually the first step 113 00:05:44,204 --> 00:05:46,616 In treating erectile dysfunction's drug therapy. 114 00:05:46,782 --> 00:05:47,684 I can, uh, 115 00:05:47,950 --> 00:05:49,802 If you're having symptoms, write you a prescription. 116 00:05:49,957 --> 00:05:51,955 No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I took those pills years ago. 117 00:05:52,206 --> 00:05:54,126 They never even gave me a liftoff. 118 00:05:54,572 --> 00:05:56,862 And then my wife died, and I gave up. 119 00:05:57,391 --> 00:06:01,425 But... I'm seeing this new gal 120 00:06:01,571 --> 00:06:02,704 From the east wing. 121 00:06:02,966 --> 00:06:04,603 Uh, she's a younger woman, and... 122 00:06:05,966 --> 00:06:07,411 I don't want to disappoint. 123 00:06:09,550 --> 00:06:11,370 I understand. 124 00:06:12,138 --> 00:06:13,841 But it is a surgical procedure, 125 00:06:14,174 --> 00:06:17,666 So... There is a question of safety, given your age. 126 00:06:18,169 --> 00:06:19,038 My age. 127 00:06:19,252 --> 00:06:20,318 It's always my age. 128 00:06:21,671 --> 00:06:24,094 Ah. The golden years. 129 00:06:24,607 --> 00:06:27,186 Let me tell you about the golden years, doc. 130 00:06:28,146 --> 00:06:30,132 There's just gotta be more to life 131 00:06:30,625 --> 00:06:33,516 Than eating pudding and watching "csi." 132 00:06:34,092 --> 00:06:35,085 Now come on. 133 00:06:35,567 --> 00:06:37,923 Can you give an old man a working johnson? 134 00:06:38,174 --> 00:06:38,723 (chuckles) 135 00:06:45,769 --> 00:06:47,380 Did I tell you how great your hair looks? 136 00:06:47,547 --> 00:06:50,735 It's all just short and, um, edgy. 137 00:06:51,122 --> 00:06:53,380 Wow, you are really tweaking out. 138 00:06:53,838 --> 00:06:56,823 How long has it been since you've cut? Over a week. 139 00:06:57,157 --> 00:07:00,058 Ooh. Stevens, I have something for you if you're interested. 140 00:07:00,426 --> 00:07:01,459 Well, I'm interested. 141 00:07:02,010 --> 00:07:03,609 Uh, an m.V.C. Came in a while back. 142 00:07:03,783 --> 00:07:05,744 During his workup, I found an abdominal sarcoma. 143 00:07:05,917 --> 00:07:07,511 Since then, I've been following his recurrences, 144 00:07:07,711 --> 00:07:10,644 And, uh, he came back today with his third one. 145 00:07:11,045 --> 00:07:14,245 Wondered if you could scrub in if you feel ready. I'm ready. 146 00:07:14,383 --> 00:07:15,743 I'm ready. He's in pre-op. 147 00:07:19,963 --> 00:07:21,242 You know I need a surgery. 148 00:07:21,534 --> 00:07:22,839 And you know I don't play favorites. 149 00:07:23,511 --> 00:07:25,015 People have been afraid to work with stevens. 150 00:07:25,092 --> 00:07:27,418 It's like she's gonna break or something. It's not right. 151 00:07:27,565 --> 00:07:30,057 She is a good surgeon and she has a way with patients 152 00:07:31,365 --> 00:07:33,081 And a light touch. You want nice? 153 00:07:33,612 --> 00:07:34,928 I can be nice to a dying husk. 154 00:07:35,430 --> 00:07:37,332 Yeah. N-not a light touch. 155 00:07:40,125 --> 00:07:43,042 My dad's dead. At first I thought he was drunk, 156 00:07:43,228 --> 00:07:44,701 Then he started puking blood. 157 00:07:44,909 --> 00:07:46,115 And puking blood and disorientation 158 00:07:46,388 --> 00:07:48,251 Usually means... End-stage liver failure. 159 00:07:48,512 --> 00:07:49,941 Which means he's probably dead by now 160 00:07:50,307 --> 00:07:52,853 Or he needs a transplant, and I hope he's not a candidate, 161 00:07:53,035 --> 00:07:55,013 Because that means he'd be in the hospital for months. 162 00:07:56,490 --> 00:07:57,717 Uh, mer. 163 00:07:58,799 --> 00:08:00,689 He needs a transplant, doesn't he? 164 00:08:01,234 --> 00:08:01,858 (alex) yeah. 165 00:08:06,963 --> 00:08:09,034 You've got end-stage cirrhosis. 166 00:08:09,790 --> 00:08:11,741 We can treat the symptoms, but the only thing 167 00:08:12,052 --> 00:08:15,599 That can save your life is a transplant. How did it happen this fast? 168 00:08:15,853 --> 00:08:17,406 He bathed it in gin. 169 00:08:17,657 --> 00:08:19,631 (lexie) alex. (thatcher) no, your friend's right. 170 00:08:19,923 --> 00:08:21,963 Except for the gin. I was a scotch man. 171 00:08:23,713 --> 00:08:26,007 What's-- what's the next step here? 172 00:08:26,256 --> 00:08:27,657 Do I get on a list? 173 00:08:28,114 --> 00:08:30,223 Um, thatcher, the transplant board 174 00:08:30,420 --> 00:08:31,474 Has a rule here. 175 00:08:31,686 --> 00:08:33,766 An alcoholic has to be sober at least a year 176 00:08:33,927 --> 00:08:35,626 Before he qualifies for a donor liver. 177 00:08:35,960 --> 00:08:37,888 I'm only 90 days. 178 00:08:43,131 --> 00:08:44,273 I'll do it. 179 00:08:44,907 --> 00:08:46,899 I'll do it today. I'll-- I'll go get tested right now. 180 00:08:48,030 --> 00:08:51,265 (thatcher) lexie-- no, they just take a piece. My liver will regenerate. 181 00:08:51,512 --> 00:08:53,111 I can't ask you to do something like that. 182 00:08:53,285 --> 00:08:55,473 It's... It's major surgery. 183 00:08:55,762 --> 00:08:57,098 You're not asking. 184 00:08:57,794 --> 00:08:58,937 You're my dad. 185 00:08:59,721 --> 00:09:01,420 You want a kidney? I'll throw in one of those, too. 186 00:09:01,706 --> 00:09:02,443 (sighs) 187 00:09:06,064 --> 00:09:07,408 One more time. You be the chief. 188 00:09:07,569 --> 00:09:09,145 You're all cranky and, uh, in a bad mood. 189 00:09:09,275 --> 00:09:11,740 And I'll be callie asking for her job back. You are callie. 190 00:09:12,060 --> 00:09:15,431 Right. So it works. You said that yesterday, and the day before that 191 00:09:15,534 --> 00:09:17,008 And the day before the day before that. 192 00:09:17,329 --> 00:09:19,858 So are you gonna do this? Hey, it is not easy to ask for your job back 193 00:09:19,971 --> 00:09:21,489 After you told your boss to go screw himself 194 00:09:21,650 --> 00:09:22,992 In front of his entire hospital. 195 00:09:23,122 --> 00:09:25,001 It's humiliating. So you're not gonna do it. 196 00:09:25,722 --> 00:09:27,583 What--what is the point? He already fired me once. 197 00:09:27,755 --> 00:09:30,289 He's not gonna hire me back now just because of the merger. 198 00:09:30,440 --> 00:09:32,410 Whatever. Maybe being a surgeon's overrated. 199 00:09:33,393 --> 00:09:34,442 I'd be happy doing lots of things. 200 00:09:34,682 --> 00:09:36,796 I could open a daycare. Babies are cute. 201 00:09:38,025 --> 00:09:40,880 Ew. That one just spit. Calliope torres, I don't want you to have to 202 00:09:41,038 --> 00:09:45,063 Move to cleveland to be a surgeon. (sighs) okay, I'm gonna do it. 203 00:09:45,187 --> 00:09:46,450 (pager beeps) oh. 204 00:09:48,037 --> 00:09:50,138 Later? But I-I will come back later. 205 00:09:53,113 --> 00:09:54,597 (mutters) my girlfriend's moving to cleveland. 206 00:09:55,109 --> 00:09:56,363 (babbles) yep. Yep. 207 00:09:58,415 --> 00:10:00,403 Look at you. Coming in on your day off. 208 00:10:01,049 --> 00:10:02,412 Trying to get in to the o.R.? 209 00:10:02,718 --> 00:10:04,504 Yeah. I'm gonna give my dad a piece of my liver. 210 00:10:04,785 --> 00:10:06,553 End-stage liver disease. He needs my liver. 211 00:10:06,690 --> 00:10:09,035 I'm giving him some. Go ahead, steve. Whoa, whoa. Wait a minute. 212 00:10:09,408 --> 00:10:12,324 What is your problem? Well, my problem is, you don't just jump in 213 00:10:12,717 --> 00:10:14,482 To something like this without thinking about it. 214 00:10:14,690 --> 00:10:17,335 Take a couple days. We'll--we'll talk. What is there to talk about? 215 00:10:17,555 --> 00:10:20,717 It's major, life-threatening surgery. Okay, my dad needs a transplant, mark. 216 00:10:20,935 --> 00:10:23,762 I get that, but what you need to understand-- no, I don't think you get it at all. 217 00:10:24,957 --> 00:10:26,476 You know what I don't get? 218 00:10:26,616 --> 00:10:29,188 We're together. We live together. 219 00:10:29,870 --> 00:10:31,875 We need to decide these things together. 220 00:10:32,483 --> 00:10:35,617 You can't just go under the knife and leave me a note. No, I-I would've paged you. 221 00:10:35,958 --> 00:10:37,640 I'm your boyfriend, grey. 222 00:10:37,776 --> 00:10:39,143 He's my dad. 223 00:10:43,299 --> 00:10:44,348 Okay. A little pinch. 224 00:10:49,673 --> 00:10:52,824 Oh. I cannot get this stupid thing to work. 225 00:10:54,140 --> 00:10:55,460 Try knocking it on something. 226 00:10:59,266 --> 00:11:00,148 (tv clicks on) 227 00:11:00,263 --> 00:11:01,647 (woman) excuse me. Insider trick. 228 00:11:01,854 --> 00:11:03,122 What other tricks you know? 229 00:11:03,363 --> 00:11:04,977 Well, stay away from the lime jell-o. 230 00:11:05,419 --> 00:11:07,308 And if you want the good meds, tell 'em you have a headache, 231 00:11:07,420 --> 00:11:08,327 Not a stomachache. 232 00:11:08,479 --> 00:11:10,425 Oh, d if your arm starts to hurt from all the needle pokes, 233 00:11:10,555 --> 00:11:12,439 Tell 'em you want that anesthetic cream. It numbs it. 234 00:11:12,578 --> 00:11:15,177 You've done this before. Stage iv melanoma. 235 00:11:16,713 --> 00:11:17,821 Um, mrs. Helsby, 236 00:11:18,019 --> 00:11:19,517 I'm gonna have to give him a rectal exam. 237 00:11:19,598 --> 00:11:21,998 So you may want to leave the room for this. Oh,- I'm not his wife. (laughs) 238 00:11:22,089 --> 00:11:25,096 What's that saying-- uh, they won't buy the cow 239 00:11:25,177 --> 00:11:26,925 If you give 'em the milk for free? 240 00:11:27,075 --> 00:11:30,307 Yeah, we're working on eight years of free milk. 241 00:11:30,417 --> 00:11:32,494 Hey, I was gonna propose last year, but I got distracted 242 00:11:32,640 --> 00:11:36,416 By this little thing called cancer. You got the best excuse in the book. 243 00:11:36,557 --> 00:11:37,779 (izzie laughs) nice. 244 00:11:41,019 --> 00:11:42,039 (man speindistinctly on tv) 245 00:11:42,112 --> 00:11:43,547 The ring's at home in the mouth guard container, 246 00:11:43,772 --> 00:11:44,706 All right? 247 00:11:44,832 --> 00:11:46,237 I'm just waiting for the right moment. 248 00:11:47,217 --> 00:11:49,354 What we'd do is we'd surgically place 249 00:11:49,454 --> 00:11:51,813 The silicone implant into the penis, 250 00:11:51,916 --> 00:11:54,050 And when the pump is squeezed before intercourse-- 251 00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:56,832 Where does the pump go? In the scrotum. 252 00:11:56,937 --> 00:11:59,394 So to pump it up, I just squeeze the jewels? 253 00:11:59,493 --> 00:12:03,229 Dad. (laughs) dad. It's--it's--it's ridiculous. 254 00:12:03,403 --> 00:12:04,924 You're 82 years old. 255 00:12:05,024 --> 00:12:07,588 So? I shouldn't have a sex life? 256 00:12:07,698 --> 00:12:10,571 Go on, doc. You're just getting to the good part. 257 00:12:10,630 --> 00:12:13,495 No, no, listen to me. This is major surgery. 258 00:12:13,597 --> 00:12:14,693 They have to cut your... 259 00:12:15,629 --> 00:12:17,299 They cut you open, dad. You could bleed or... 260 00:12:17,386 --> 00:12:20,560 You want to die, huh, over an erection? 261 00:12:20,778 --> 00:12:22,959 Wars have been fought over an erection, son. 262 00:12:23,064 --> 00:12:26,406 (woman) irving, I'm--I'm sure that a-a thing like this 263 00:12:26,446 --> 00:12:28,562 Isn't covered by medicare. Oh, brother. 264 00:12:29,362 --> 00:12:30,449 And I know you don't want to use your savings, 265 00:12:30,559 --> 00:12:32,113 'cause you're gonna want to help janey pay for college. 266 00:12:32,654 --> 00:12:34,077 Sweetheart, I love janey. 267 00:12:34,798 --> 00:12:38,342 But let's stop pretending she's going to college. 268 00:12:38,908 --> 00:12:39,843 She's pretty, 269 00:12:40,006 --> 00:12:41,846 But she's not too sharp. 270 00:12:42,038 --> 00:12:44,584 Dad. Tom, this is my money. 271 00:12:44,734 --> 00:12:46,287 This is the way I want to spend it. 272 00:12:46,442 --> 00:12:48,352 Your mother and I saved our entire lives 273 00:12:48,452 --> 00:12:50,915 For what she called "a rainy day." 274 00:12:52,145 --> 00:12:54,530 And then she died before we could spend one cent. 275 00:12:54,793 --> 00:12:56,142 I think your mother would be proud 276 00:12:56,227 --> 00:12:58,340 That I'm finally doing something nice for myself. 277 00:12:58,589 --> 00:13:01,337 You think mom would be proud you're getting a penis pump? (mark) okay. 278 00:13:01,472 --> 00:13:02,986 We're gonna have to run some tests. 279 00:13:03,164 --> 00:13:05,413 We might not even know if the surgery is an option. 280 00:13:06,378 --> 00:13:08,837 So why don't we all just calm down, 281 00:13:11,139 --> 00:13:12,085 Start from there? 282 00:13:20,943 --> 00:13:22,949 Hey, whatcha lookin' for? 283 00:13:23,741 --> 00:13:24,809 Excuse me? 284 00:13:24,977 --> 00:13:26,304 Oh, I-I couldn't help but notice, uh, 285 00:13:26,687 --> 00:13:29,455 You have no resident on your decompressive laminectomy. 286 00:13:29,524 --> 00:13:32,035 Well, today's your lucky day, 'cause I'm available. 287 00:13:33,181 --> 00:13:34,709 Yang, right? Mm-hmm. 288 00:13:34,857 --> 00:13:36,547 I-I heard you were hard-core into cardio. 289 00:13:38,120 --> 00:13:39,769 I can be hard-core into anything you want. 290 00:13:46,559 --> 00:13:48,269 Are you whoring yourself out for surgeries? 291 00:13:48,347 --> 00:13:49,712 Oh, shut up. You forced me into it. 292 00:13:50,356 --> 00:13:52,614 Biology--it's crap, utter crap. 293 00:13:52,697 --> 00:13:55,752 D.N.A., r.N.A.--Doesn't make someone your family. 294 00:13:56,279 --> 00:13:57,895 It does, actually. 295 00:13:58,153 --> 00:13:59,425 He needs a liver transplant. 296 00:13:59,538 --> 00:14:02,077 Lexie volunteered like she just got asked for a $1 bill. 297 00:14:02,163 --> 00:14:05,691 I left the room. He's not my father. Wait, your dad needs a transplant? 298 00:14:06,026 --> 00:14:08,286 (pager beeps) ooh. Maybe not. Maybe he's dead this time. 299 00:14:13,141 --> 00:14:13,936 (owen) ah, damn it. 300 00:14:14,335 --> 00:14:16,317 It's worse than I thought. 301 00:14:16,599 --> 00:14:19,169 The scarring's completely fused his organs together. 302 00:14:20,392 --> 00:14:21,667 God, it looks like 303 00:14:21,724 --> 00:14:23,274 Somebody poured a bottle of glue down there. 304 00:14:23,371 --> 00:14:24,485 How do we fix it? 305 00:14:27,054 --> 00:14:27,953 We don't. 306 00:14:30,798 --> 00:14:31,841 If we could just to the cancer, 307 00:14:31,924 --> 00:14:33,322 I think we could get clean margins. 308 00:14:33,427 --> 00:14:34,471 With this many adhesions, 309 00:14:34,555 --> 00:14:36,789 The risk of tumor rupture-- it's too high. 310 00:14:36,828 --> 00:14:39,456 We cut into him again, we're doing more harm than good. 311 00:14:39,481 --> 00:14:40,606 But maybe if we just-- 312 00:14:40,677 --> 00:14:42,936 We have to know when to say when, stevens. 313 00:14:43,004 --> 00:14:44,629 And I'm saying when. (instruments clatter) 314 00:14:46,183 --> 00:14:47,280 (woman speaking indistinctly over p.A.) 315 00:14:52,094 --> 00:14:53,950 Is he dead? No. 316 00:14:55,389 --> 00:14:56,360 Oh. 317 00:14:56,524 --> 00:14:59,397 We rushed dr. Grey's labs. She wasn't a match. 318 00:15:00,478 --> 00:15:02,322 Oh. Okay. 319 00:15:03,562 --> 00:15:05,659 Um... What abo holly? 320 00:15:06,652 --> 00:15:08,964 You, uh, you-- molly, our sister? 321 00:15:09,319 --> 00:15:10,357 Yeah. 322 00:15:10,472 --> 00:15:12,633 She lives on an army base with her husband in bahrain. 323 00:15:12,721 --> 00:15:14,505 Um, plus, she has a history of d.V.T., 324 00:15:14,598 --> 00:15:17,235 So she can't be a donor. Oh. 325 00:15:17,621 --> 00:15:20,407 (richard) meredith, we didn't call you here to... 326 00:15:21,316 --> 00:15:22,426 W-we thought you should know 327 00:15:22,538 --> 00:15:24,462 Before we go in and tell him, just in case. 328 00:15:24,858 --> 00:15:28,177 Right. Right. No, thank you for keeping me in the loop. 329 00:15:28,329 --> 00:15:31,048 Thank you. I, um, have to go prep for my surgery now. 330 00:15:31,829 --> 00:15:32,455 Okay. 331 00:15:40,711 --> 00:15:41,994 Why are we eating lunch 332 00:15:42,234 --> 00:15:45,520 In a room full of diseased organs? (meredith) we are hiding from lexie 333 00:15:45,711 --> 00:15:47,790 And her big, sad "I love my daddy" eyes, 334 00:15:47,989 --> 00:15:51,781 Because I can't take it anymore. Wait, is little grey not a match? 335 00:15:51,993 --> 00:15:54,082 Oh, damn. There goes my transplant. 336 00:15:54,163 --> 00:15:56,373 Nice try. It was my transplant. Are you gonna get tested, me 337 00:15:56,472 --> 00:15:57,816 No. Barely know the guy. 338 00:16:00,140 --> 00:16:02,006 You might as well just get tested. 339 00:16:02,243 --> 00:16:04,407 You could regret it if you don't do it. He might be a drunk deadbeat, 340 00:16:04,506 --> 00:16:06,444 But he gave you the ultimate gift. Yeah, the gift of life. 341 00:16:06,663 --> 00:16:09,945 (laughs) you guys are sick. You really are. You're sick. 342 00:16:10,092 --> 00:16:13,490 Don't listen to them, mer. They just want a surgery. Mama needs to cut. 343 00:16:14,450 --> 00:16:16,691 Babe, you got some dirt on your neck. Right there. 344 00:16:19,015 --> 00:16:22,998 That's not dirt. At's a tick. Ew. 345 00:16:23,149 --> 00:16:24,541 Get it--get it off me. Oh, is that a tick? 346 00:16:24,601 --> 00:16:25,849 It is a tick. It's a tick. 347 00:16:25,936 --> 00:16:27,829 Look at it. It's all swollen. Get it off me now, please. 348 00:16:27,877 --> 00:16:30,253 It's having lunch, too. Get it off me! Get it off of me right now! 349 00:16:30,305 --> 00:16:31,859 (izzie and meredith shouting indistinctly) get it! Get it! Somebody, take it off! 350 00:16:34,344 --> 00:16:36,133 You know, the kids think this is all vanity. 351 00:16:36,223 --> 00:16:38,796 But I really need this surgery, doc. 352 00:16:39,137 --> 00:16:40,574 Well, if she loves you, 353 00:16:40,597 --> 00:16:43,527 She'll understand if you can't... Perform. 354 00:16:45,089 --> 00:16:46,031 Cuddling nice, too. 355 00:16:46,231 --> 00:16:47,632 You know, you're just a kid, doc. 356 00:16:47,722 --> 00:16:48,941 You won't understand. 357 00:16:49,028 --> 00:16:51,103 But one day, you're gonna wake up 358 00:16:52,002 --> 00:16:53,185 And all the big stuff, 359 00:16:53,271 --> 00:16:55,620 All the milestones you've been looking forward to-- 360 00:16:55,719 --> 00:17:00,426 Graduation, wedding, having kids, your grandkids-- 361 00:17:01,573 --> 00:17:03,096 It's all behind you. 362 00:17:04,098 --> 00:17:05,392 It's all over. 363 00:17:06,858 --> 00:17:08,597 All you got is a bunch of yesterdays 364 00:17:09,332 --> 00:17:11,316 And very few tomorrows. 365 00:17:12,803 --> 00:17:14,283 I haven't wanted to make love with a woman 366 00:17:14,346 --> 00:17:16,575 Since sylvie died over 20 years ago. 367 00:17:16,745 --> 00:17:18,326 And then one night... 368 00:17:19,964 --> 00:17:21,283 One night... 369 00:17:21,677 --> 00:17:23,385 They sat me down at the bingo table 370 00:17:24,125 --> 00:17:25,683 With marion. 371 00:17:26,629 --> 00:17:28,043 And you just knew. 372 00:17:29,303 --> 00:17:31,103 She's my tomorrow. 373 00:17:41,581 --> 00:17:42,738 He's still sleeping. 374 00:17:42,842 --> 00:17:44,124 Good. He needs his rest. 375 00:17:44,199 --> 00:17:46,724 Dr. Ey, I, um, I-I was wondering if-- 376 00:17:46,782 --> 00:17:48,200 If you could lie, 377 00:17:48,269 --> 00:17:51,406 If--if you could lie to the transplant board 378 00:17:51,534 --> 00:17:53,597 And--and tell them that he's been sober for a year. 379 00:17:54,275 --> 00:17:55,879 Um, they trust you. They'll listen to you. 380 00:17:58,252 --> 00:17:58,643 And--and maybe then he could-- he could get on the list. 381 00:17:59,012 --> 00:18:00,618 Dr. Grey, I have 15 other patients 382 00:18:00,688 --> 00:18:02,230 All waiting for liver transplants-- 383 00:18:02,340 --> 00:18:05,382 15 people in an untenable situation, 384 00:18:05,463 --> 00:18:08,054 None of whom drank themselves into it. 385 00:18:08,143 --> 00:18:11,912 So, no, I will not lie, not for you, not for anyone. 386 00:18:11,963 --> 00:18:13,281 Do you have any other questions 387 00:18:13,385 --> 00:18:14,417 I can answer? 388 00:18:17,175 --> 00:18:21,125 How would you like it-- things crawling all over you, 389 00:18:21,220 --> 00:18:24,623 Stupid squirrels having a party alnight on your roof? 390 00:18:24,841 --> 00:18:26,706 I mean, what the hell are they doing up there anyway? 391 00:18:26,821 --> 00:18:29,084 Applying betadine to the area. I don't know how to deal with this. 392 00:18:29,851 --> 00:18:32,522 I mean, I don't camp. My parents were lounge lizards. 393 00:18:32,966 --> 00:18:34,504 I was raised in a bar. Extracting the arachnid. 394 00:18:35,417 --> 00:18:38,490 And then there's no plumbing. I mean, the--the toilet? 395 00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:40,630 It empties into a bucket underneath the trailer. 396 00:18:40,925 --> 00:18:43,743 A crap bucket! And izzie's all, "marriage is an adventure, 397 00:18:43,851 --> 00:18:46,640 Just the two of us, exploring the wild." 398 00:18:47,412 --> 00:18:50,527 I married freakin' lewis and clark. Well, I guess I'm done. 399 00:18:50,851 --> 00:18:51,558 That's it. 400 00:18:51,575 --> 00:18:53,793 I mean, I'm--I'm telling her, we're moving back to meredith's. 401 00:18:54,840 --> 00:18:57,230 I'm done. You can't do that. 402 00:18:57,984 --> 00:19:00,555 Why not? Because that's not how it works. 403 00:19:00,742 --> 00:19:02,277 I mean, she's just been through hell. 404 00:19:02,382 --> 00:19:06,813 She's not okay yet. Just give her one, alex. Since when did you become a marriage counselor? 405 00:19:07,626 --> 00:19:09,352 I guess when you save someone's life, 406 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:10,807 You kinda want it not to suck. 407 00:19:14,787 --> 00:19:16,376 You know, I hate when people who don't live here 408 00:19:16,451 --> 00:19:18,427 Say that seattle weather sucks. Those people suck. 409 00:19:19,374 --> 00:19:21,531 Ooh. I wanted to show you something. I made a list. 410 00:19:21,863 --> 00:19:24,771 Hmm. You made a list? Yeah, to read to the chief. 411 00:19:24,966 --> 00:19:27,080 50 reasons why you should hire me as an attending. 412 00:19:27,332 --> 00:19:28,668 Okay, number one, 413 00:19:28,886 --> 00:19:30,908 I built a man's bones out of titanium rods. 414 00:19:31,265 --> 00:19:34,091 Two, what I lack in experience, I make up for in raw talent. 415 00:19:34,161 --> 00:19:36,456 Three, I can go seven hours in the o.R. 416 00:19:36,569 --> 00:19:37,738 Without even taking a pee break. 417 00:19:37,848 --> 00:19:40,117 Four... What are you doing? 418 00:19:40,292 --> 00:19:41,633 I'm going back to the hospital. 419 00:19:41,753 --> 00:19:43,610 Uh, this is important. 420 00:19:46,617 --> 00:19:48,943 I lost my favorite scrub nurse yesterday. 421 00:19:49,349 --> 00:19:51,182 Anne-- she's a single mother. 422 00:19:51,255 --> 00:19:55,313 She's supporting three kids, and now she's out of a job. 423 00:19:55,400 --> 00:19:57,762 And this morning, a 10 month old hemorrhaged 424 00:19:57,821 --> 00:19:58,829 While I was deep in her chest, 425 00:19:58,886 --> 00:20:00,475 And I didn't have my favorite scrub nurse. 426 00:20:02,134 --> 00:20:04,345 I had to actually look up and ask for a mesh wrap 427 00:20:04,472 --> 00:20:05,932 Because the new nurse didn't know me 428 00:20:06,714 --> 00:20:09,118 Anne knew all my moves before I even made 'em. 429 00:20:10,532 --> 00:20:12,943 And it felt terrible to be in the o.R. Without her. 430 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,576 I was really looking forward 431 00:20:16,670 --> 00:20:18,534 To spending 30 minutes in the park with my girlfriend. 432 00:20:19,201 --> 00:20:21,424 'cause this merger thing? It's important to all of us. 433 00:20:23,873 --> 00:20:26,510 Sorry. I've been... Just... 434 00:20:28,282 --> 00:20:29,444 Sorry. 435 00:20:33,428 --> 00:20:36,225 He'll say yes or he'll say no. 436 00:20:36,830 --> 00:20:37,578 (exhales deeply) 437 00:20:37,689 --> 00:20:39,128 And then we'll know. 438 00:20:40,540 --> 00:20:41,373 Okay. 439 00:20:49,415 --> 00:20:50,794 This our optic glioma guy? 440 00:20:51,148 --> 00:20:52,843 Mm-hmm. Are you sure you're up for this? 441 00:20:53,137 --> 00:20:56,191 There'll be others. I promise. Yeah, you know, 442 00:20:56,314 --> 00:20:58,895 Everyone is looking at me like I owe him something, 443 00:20:58,996 --> 00:21:01,181 But he's still the bad guy here. You don't owe him anything. 444 00:21:06,746 --> 00:21:07,964 I... 445 00:21:10,884 --> 00:21:12,338 So I'm gonna be fired. 446 00:21:13,407 --> 00:21:15,133 I've done a lot of really dumb things today, 447 00:21:15,421 --> 00:21:18,101 Including pulling your medical files. 448 00:21:18,736 --> 00:21:19,530 Lexie-- 449 00:21:19,629 --> 00:21:21,723 Just listen. I didn't want to do this. 450 00:21:22,162 --> 00:21:23,560 I didn't want to have to come to you 451 00:21:23,798 --> 00:21:25,112 For anything, ever. 452 00:21:25,591 --> 00:21:28,566 So I thought if I looked up your blood type 453 00:21:29,506 --> 00:21:32,109 And it was the wrong one, then that would be it, 454 00:21:32,482 --> 00:21:34,540 Then I could just stop thinking about it. 455 00:21:34,863 --> 00:21:36,346 But I can't, 456 00:21:37,179 --> 00:21:38,707 Because you have his blood. 457 00:21:39,574 --> 00:21:41,794 And I know that he's not your dad. 458 00:21:42,015 --> 00:21:44,199 I know that he was never there for you. 459 00:21:44,376 --> 00:21:47,714 And I'm--I would never ask you to give him anything. 460 00:21:47,802 --> 00:21:50,481 He doesn'teserve a thing from you. He doesn't. 461 00:21:51,145 --> 00:21:52,278 But he's... 462 00:21:53,793 --> 00:21:55,269 He's gonna die, meredith 463 00:21:56,986 --> 00:21:58,056 (voice breaking) and so I'm asking you 464 00:21:58,126 --> 00:21:59,722 To give something to me. 465 00:21:59,936 --> 00:22:01,360 I'm asking... 466 00:22:02,337 --> 00:22:05,816 I am asking you to give me my dad. 467 00:22:07,398 --> 00:22:10,062 Because as crappy as he was to you, 468 00:22:10,145 --> 00:22:12,927 Oh, he was wonderful to me. 469 00:22:14,352 --> 00:22:17,868 He never missed a single dance recital. 470 00:22:18,330 --> 00:22:20,149 He was there at my fifth grade graduation, 471 00:22:20,216 --> 00:22:21,563 And what is that? 472 00:22:21,624 --> 00:22:23,016 That's not even real. 473 00:22:23,492 --> 00:22:25,488 I know he's not your dad. 474 00:22:25,762 --> 00:22:27,113 I-I know that. 475 00:22:28,189 --> 00:22:30,004 But somehow... 476 00:22:30,765 --> 00:22:34,452 You have his blood, and I don't. 477 00:22:35,452 --> 00:22:37,230 So I'm asking you... 478 00:22:38,172 --> 00:22:40,138 (sobs) give me my dad. 479 00:23:03,507 --> 00:23:04,560 Hi, meredith. 480 00:23:05,700 --> 00:23:07,238 We found a match. 481 00:23:09,718 --> 00:23:10,492 What? 482 00:23:10,717 --> 00:23:12,184 We found a match, a donor liver. 483 00:23:12,332 --> 00:23:14,236 So we're gonna schedule the surgery for tonight. 484 00:23:15,686 --> 00:23:16,810 Uh, that's terrific. 485 00:23:16,970 --> 00:23:19,440 I... But I thought I-- I wasn't eligible 486 00:23:19,796 --> 00:23:22,083 For the... The transplant list. 487 00:23:22,341 --> 00:23:23,940 It's not from the list. It's me. 488 00:23:27,814 --> 00:23:28,752 I got tested, 489 00:23:28,879 --> 00:23:30,833 And my crossmatch was negative, 490 00:23:30,975 --> 00:23:32,614 Which means we're an ideal match. 491 00:23:32,703 --> 00:23:35,467 So I'm gonna go get admitted, and we'll do this. 492 00:23:35,664 --> 00:23:36,921 (mutters) mer. 493 00:23:39,646 --> 00:23:41,457 I'm a drunk, meredith. 494 00:23:42,443 --> 00:23:44,176 I did this. 495 00:23:44,593 --> 00:23:46,022 I put myself in this bed. 496 00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:47,816 I broke me. 497 00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:50,959 I can't. 498 00:23:51,468 --> 00:23:53,540 I won't let you put me back together. 499 00:23:54,251 --> 00:23:56,234 I've put you through enough. 500 00:23:58,565 --> 00:24:00,805 It's a generous offer. I can't. 501 00:24:01,627 --> 00:24:03,164 I can't accept it. 502 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:08,893 (woman) I'm sorry, 503 00:24:09,035 --> 00:24:10,695 But there's gotta be something else you can do. 504 00:24:10,898 --> 00:24:14,690 He's 31. We just bought a condo together. 505 00:24:14,781 --> 00:24:16,573 We just rescued a puppy. 506 00:24:16,618 --> 00:24:19,243 Ange, ange, it's gonna be okay. No, it's not. 507 00:24:19,411 --> 00:24:21,349 (crying) there just sending you home to... 508 00:24:22,512 --> 00:24:24,192 What kind of doctors are you? 509 00:24:24,549 --> 00:24:27,133 You're supposed to do something. 510 00:24:27,221 --> 00:24:28,518 They're doing everything they can. 511 00:24:28,630 --> 00:24:30,977 All right,ook, dr. Hunt's given us extra time, 512 00:24:31,041 --> 00:24:32,998 Time that we never would've had-- 513 00:24:33,101 --> 00:24:34,415 Dr. Hunt, can I s-- 514 00:24:38,127 --> 00:24:38,421 Excuse me. 515 00:24:42,894 --> 00:24:44,600 We could try cytoreductive surgery. It won't work. 516 00:24:44,641 --> 00:24:46,573 We have to be able to remove the entire tumor. 517 00:24:46,633 --> 00:24:48,352 With these kind of adhesions, you can't do that. 518 00:24:48,418 --> 00:24:50,091 Okay, then what about ball-tipped electrosurgery? 519 00:24:50,176 --> 00:24:53,123 It could help us get around the adhesions. His cancer is incurable. Now I'm not gonna put 520 00:24:53,267 --> 00:24:55,668 That man through another excruciatingly painful surgery 521 00:24:55,751 --> 00:24:57,603 When he's got a survival rate of 13%. I had 5%. 522 00:24:57,676 --> 00:25:01,034 Stevens-- I had a 5% chance of survival. 523 00:25:01,103 --> 00:25:03,591 I have incurable cancer, but I am living with it. 524 00:25:03,678 --> 00:25:05,056 And the only reason I am, the only reason 525 00:25:05,130 --> 00:25:07,107 I'm standing here right now is because no one ever said to me, 526 00:25:07,199 --> 00:25:08,780 "we've done everythinge can do." 527 00:25:08,867 --> 00:25:11,490 I'm alive right now because people fought for me. 528 00:25:11,601 --> 00:25:13,526 Cristina fought for me. 529 00:25:13,996 --> 00:25:15,389 He deserves the chance to fight. 530 00:25:15,459 --> 00:25:16,991 He doesn't want it, fine. I will shut up. 531 00:25:17,059 --> 00:25:18,973 But he deserves a chance. 532 00:25:26,148 --> 00:25:27,906 You know what? I'm good. I'm off the hook. 533 00:25:28,247 --> 00:25:29,590 I did what I was supposed to do. 534 00:25:29,707 --> 00:25:32,953 I offered. Mother teresa would be proud. You gotta go back in there. 535 00:25:33,818 --> 00:25:35,517 And do what, cry and call him "daddy"? 536 00:25:35,705 --> 00:25:37,056 He's the sick one, okay? 537 00:25:37,207 --> 00:25:39,182 He's sick and you're not. You gotta go back in there. 538 00:25:39,583 --> 00:25:41,542 Just say what you gotta say and make him take it. Alex, I tried. 539 00:25:42,865 --> 00:25:43,849 Try again. 540 00:26:23,232 --> 00:26:24,684 His b.P. Is normal. 541 00:26:24,968 --> 00:26:26,855 His blood work is pristine. 542 00:26:26,943 --> 00:26:29,075 He, uh, appears to have the heart of a 50 year old. 543 00:26:29,342 --> 00:26:32,716 So what does that mean? Uh, that means cleared for surgery. 544 00:26:33,068 --> 00:26:35,043 And you're really gonna go through with this, dad? 545 00:26:35,300 --> 00:26:39,454 You bet I am, champ. Well, it's your money. We can't stop you. 546 00:26:39,703 --> 00:26:41,181 But irene and I have talked it over. 547 00:26:41,327 --> 00:26:42,989 We've decided if you do this, 548 00:26:43,049 --> 00:26:45,456 We're taking you out of the home, 549 00:26:45,531 --> 00:26:49,320 Moving you back in with us. I don't want to move in with you. 550 00:26:49,434 --> 00:26:51,082 I'happy where I am. 551 00:26:51,326 --> 00:26:54,540 No, that place is causing you to make irrational decisions. 552 00:26:54,792 --> 00:26:56,571 You're going after a younger woman, 553 00:26:56,644 --> 00:26:58,707 Sneaking into her room at night. 554 00:26:58,779 --> 00:27:00,873 It's not appropriate for a man your age. 555 00:27:00,952 --> 00:27:03,868 Now there's an extra twin in janey's room, 556 00:27:03,944 --> 00:27:06,341 And she'll be thrilled to spend more time with her grandpa. 557 00:27:06,404 --> 00:27:09,884 Come on. It's just an erection. 558 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:11,706 Excuse me? 559 00:27:11,762 --> 00:27:13,550 All the guy wants is a woody. 560 00:27:14,155 --> 00:27:15,705 God forbid you get to be his age, 561 00:27:15,779 --> 00:27:17,404 And your kids won't let you have one. 562 00:27:18,139 --> 00:27:19,244 He's your father. 563 00:27:19,371 --> 00:27:21,115 He's taken care of you your entire lives, 564 00:27:21,330 --> 00:27:22,653 Given you everything. 565 00:27:22,740 --> 00:27:23,806 And now he needs something, 566 00:27:23,912 --> 00:27:25,548 And you want to throw that in his face? 567 00:27:25,726 --> 00:27:27,529 You know how many people would jump at the chance 568 00:27:27,548 --> 00:27:28,684 To give back to their parents, 569 00:27:28,753 --> 00:27:31,916 Who would sacrifice everything without blinking... 570 00:27:35,703 --> 00:27:38,188 And there's nothing wrong with dating a younger woman. 571 00:27:38,261 --> 00:27:40,522 It keeps you young. And that's my professional opinion. 572 00:27:51,120 --> 00:27:52,313 Does the chief always... 573 00:27:54,927 --> 00:27:57,315 Pay such attention to his patients, 574 00:27:57,667 --> 00:27:58,985 Or just the ones... 575 00:27:59,558 --> 00:28:01,479 Whose wives he had an affair with? 576 00:28:05,980 --> 00:28:06,985 Sorry. 577 00:28:08,802 --> 00:28:10,925 How'd I do this to myself? 578 00:28:13,223 --> 00:28:14,946 How did I end up here? 579 00:28:26,648 --> 00:28:28,127 You woke up every morning... 580 00:28:30,077 --> 00:28:31,439 And you promised yourself 581 00:28:31,513 --> 00:28:33,538 That last night would be your last drink. 582 00:28:35,331 --> 00:28:36,479 And you made it... 583 00:28:37,984 --> 00:28:39,591 Until 9:00 a.M. 584 00:28:40,307 --> 00:28:41,330 Or noon... 585 00:28:42,884 --> 00:28:46,014 Some days till cocktail hour. 586 00:28:47,216 --> 00:28:49,254 And you were so pleased with yourself 587 00:28:49,416 --> 00:28:51,069 That you rewarded yourself 588 00:28:52,229 --> 00:28:53,475 With a drink. 589 00:28:55,267 --> 00:28:56,379 You convinced yourself again 590 00:28:57,425 --> 00:28:59,079 That it would be the only one. 591 00:29:00,324 --> 00:29:02,343 You have a disease, thatcher. 592 00:29:02,720 --> 00:29:04,449 When you're in it, 593 00:29:05,046 --> 00:29:06,650 You can't stop. 594 00:29:09,213 --> 00:29:10,598 You can't undo what you did. 595 00:29:11,778 --> 00:29:13,138 But meredith... 596 00:29:13,377 --> 00:29:15,536 Is offering you a second chance, man. 597 00:29:16,610 --> 00:29:18,111 You need that liver. 598 00:29:18,855 --> 00:29:20,537 You need it now... 599 00:29:23,379 --> 00:29:24,904 If you want to live. 600 00:29:27,585 --> 00:29:29,507 I took her childhood. 601 00:29:31,683 --> 00:29:33,553 I can't take any more from her. 602 00:29:36,008 --> 00:29:37,319 You... 603 00:29:40,791 --> 00:29:42,798 You better take care of my girls. 604 00:29:44,307 --> 00:29:46,217 You owe me at least that. 605 00:29:52,002 --> 00:29:53,834 Hey. My stomach cancer patient? 606 00:29:54,019 --> 00:29:55,344 We're going for the surgery. 607 00:29:55,596 --> 00:29:57,136 We're gonna do it. Hunt actually listened to me. 608 00:29:57,396 --> 00:29:59,208 That's great. Right? I'm gonna go scrub in. 609 00:29:59,321 --> 00:30:01,205 Oh, hey, are you okay? 610 00:30:01,317 --> 00:30:03,943 I'm sorry about the whole tick thing. 611 00:30:04,095 --> 00:30:05,762 (chuckles) I'm fine. 612 00:30:05,846 --> 00:30:08,827 Ah, it's--it's a small price to pay for fresh air. 613 00:30:09,098 --> 00:30:10,889 Okay. Mm. 614 00:30:11,265 --> 00:30:12,485 You're welcome. 615 00:30:33,970 --> 00:30:36,783 You're the guy who used to pour my cereal in the morning. 616 00:30:37,029 --> 00:30:39,471 That's it. That's all I remember about you. 617 00:30:40,069 --> 00:30:41,327 You're not my father. 618 00:30:41,538 --> 00:30:43,694 You're just the guy who used to poury cereal. 619 00:30:44,185 --> 00:30:47,024 And if you die, it probably won't change my life that much 620 00:30:47,416 --> 00:30:49,674 But it will change hers. 621 00:30:50,056 --> 00:30:52,482 If you die, it will break her. 622 00:30:52,911 --> 00:30:54,593 And I'm not gonna let you do that. 623 00:30:54,771 --> 00:30:56,650 I don't know what it's like to have a father, 624 00:30:57,401 --> 00:30:59,650 But I do know what it's like to have a sister, 625 00:31:00,309 --> 00:31:01,543 And it's good. 626 00:31:03,684 --> 00:31:05,425 And if we can get through this, 627 00:31:05,721 --> 00:31:06,928 Then the door will be open 628 00:31:07,013 --> 00:31:08,549 For us to get to know each other. 629 00:31:08,831 --> 00:31:10,486 The door's open. 630 00:31:22,603 --> 00:31:25,986 - So before intercourse he squeezes the pump in his scrotum. -Ooh. 631 00:31:26,247 --> 00:31:28,197 And... (owen and derek) oh. 632 00:31:28,496 --> 00:31:31,890 And his age doesn't make it high risk? Oh, well, I mean, there's-- 633 00:31:31,984 --> 00:31:33,731 There's always risk involved, but this is the most 634 00:31:33,801 --> 00:31:37,059 Technologically advanced solution to his problem. What's high risk? 635 00:31:38,220 --> 00:31:41,623 Does someone have a risky, high-tech surgery? Uh, cristina, I don't think you want to, uh-- 636 00:31:41,700 --> 00:31:46,104 I think this would be a real challenge for dr. Yang. Do you think she can handle it? 637 00:31:46,419 --> 00:31:48,277 Oh, I can handle it. I don't think she can handle it. 638 00:31:48,317 --> 00:31:49,619 I can handle it. 639 00:31:52,431 --> 00:31:54,143 Pre-op's in 20-83. 640 00:31:54,888 --> 00:31:57,025 Thank you, dr. Sloan. 641 00:31:58,233 --> 00:32:00,379 I'm gonna pay for that later, but it was kinda worth it. 642 00:32:03,293 --> 00:32:05,497 Beat it. Sloan wants me on this. 643 00:32:06,943 --> 00:32:08,806 Okay, mr. Waller. 644 00:32:09,318 --> 00:32:10,104 I'm dr. Yang. 645 00:32:10,245 --> 00:32:12,886 I'll be taking over your pre-operative care this evening 646 00:32:12,991 --> 00:32:15,461 For your penile implant surgery. 647 00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:21,049 You're getting a penile implant? 648 00:32:21,191 --> 00:32:23,986 Yes, ma'am. Oh. 649 00:32:24,049 --> 00:32:25,649 That fella, he was just gonna shave me. 650 00:32:34,722 --> 00:32:35,711 Terrific. 651 00:32:35,905 --> 00:32:37,280 But you wanted a surgery. 652 00:32:37,332 --> 00:32:39,832 Yeah, putting a bicycle pump in some old man's junk... 653 00:32:39,944 --> 00:32:41,166 (laughs) is not surgery. 654 00:32:41,253 --> 00:32:42,833 It's--it's-- it's punishment. 655 00:32:42,968 --> 00:32:45,321 Well, at least you don't have to be laid up in bed 656 00:32:45,404 --> 00:32:46,537 For the next month. 657 00:32:46,647 --> 00:32:47,849 You better tell me all the gossip 658 00:32:47,910 --> 00:32:49,339 About the mercy west people. 659 00:32:49,446 --> 00:32:51,287 I want all the gory details. Yeah, yeah. 660 00:32:53,726 --> 00:32:55,703 Am I stupid for doing this? 661 00:32:55,886 --> 00:32:56,880 No. 662 00:32:57,641 --> 00:32:58,800 Really? 663 00:32:58,862 --> 00:33:00,456 You get to save your dad's life tonight. 664 00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:05,603 Hey. Hey. What are you doing here? 665 00:33:05,828 --> 00:33:07,328 You didn't think I was gonna let you do this by yourself, 666 00:33:07,393 --> 00:33:09,790 Did you? Unh-unh. This is not how this is going to work. 667 00:33:09,958 --> 00:33:11,508 Do I need to find you something to do? 668 00:33:11,709 --> 00:33:13,986 No. I have a penis. (chuckles) 669 00:33:17,678 --> 00:33:19,236 I'm gonna sit by her head. I won't say a word. 670 00:33:19,366 --> 00:33:22,239 Shepherd, this is my o.R. I respect that, dr. Bailey. 671 00:33:22,311 --> 00:33:24,435 But this is my wife that you're cutting into. 672 00:33:31,804 --> 00:33:33,420 I... I haven't just been waiting 673 00:33:33,530 --> 00:33:34,841 For the right moment to propose. 674 00:33:36,289 --> 00:33:37,858 You've been waiting for remission. 675 00:33:37,962 --> 00:33:39,429 Yeah. I just didn't want to saddle her down 676 00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:40,880 With a sick husband. 677 00:33:41,061 --> 00:33:43,667 But now it looks like that just mighbe 678 00:33:43,745 --> 00:33:44,908 Part of the package. 679 00:33:44,983 --> 00:33:46,922 So... What the hell? 680 00:33:47,027 --> 00:33:50,557 I'm not gonna waste another moment. You shouldn't. 681 00:33:52,650 --> 00:33:54,154 (man) ready when you are. You ready? 682 00:34:14,301 --> 00:34:17,313 I had five interns. Four of you have been on this table. 683 00:34:17,647 --> 00:34:19,407 One of you has cancer, one of you died. 684 00:34:19,868 --> 00:34:22,609 You better not pull anything funny on me, grey. 685 00:34:48,133 --> 00:34:50,081 All right, let's see what we got here. 686 00:34:50,249 --> 00:34:52,372 Dr. Yang, the, uh, senior resident, 687 00:34:53,777 --> 00:34:54,850 Should test the apparatus. 688 00:34:54,963 --> 00:34:56,270 I'll understand if you wanna pass. 689 00:35:00,473 --> 00:35:01,724 No, I don't pass, dr. Sloan. 690 00:35:01,989 --> 00:35:03,215 This might be a joke to all of you, 691 00:35:03,305 --> 00:35:04,410 But I do my job. 692 00:35:06,384 --> 00:35:07,797 Squeezing the scrotum. (air whooshes in pump) 693 00:35:10,019 --> 00:35:10,650 Nice. 694 00:35:10,871 --> 00:35:11,963 Awesome. 695 00:35:26,221 --> 00:35:27,493 (alex) liver's here. 696 00:35:35,108 --> 00:35:37,792 (owen) make sure you keep the bowel covered. I need more wet laps. 697 00:35:40,356 --> 00:35:41,965 Ah. Oh, he's got some collateral bleeding. 698 00:35:42,071 --> 00:35:44,663 I'm gonna need the argon beamer. Hang more f.F.P. 699 00:35:44,725 --> 00:35:46,083 B.P.'s dropping out. (monitor beeping erratically) 700 00:35:47,977 --> 00:35:51,586 Sir, you really can't kill this guy. I'm aware of that, karev. 701 00:36:03,764 --> 00:36:05,467 If it's bad news, i don't want to wake her. 702 00:36:06,709 --> 00:36:07,839 Wake her. 703 00:36:37,173 --> 00:36:38,041 He had a couple months, 704 00:36:38,095 --> 00:36:39,231 And we just took that away. 705 00:36:41,217 --> 00:36:42,842 I'm sorry. it's my fault. 706 00:36:42,899 --> 00:36:43,765 No, it's my fault. 707 00:36:44,118 --> 00:36:46,715 It was my call, and it was the wrong call. 708 00:36:46,789 --> 00:36:48,543 I was wrong, and i should've known better. i should've... 709 00:36:48,625 --> 00:36:53,319 (inhales and exhales deeply) i should've taught better. 710 00:36:53,568 --> 00:36:55,028 But, you know, you see a one in a million, 711 00:36:55,118 --> 00:36:59,300 And you want to believe. i was wrong to do the surgery. 712 00:36:59,358 --> 00:37:01,009 I was wrong to put you on this case. 713 00:37:01,055 --> 00:37:02,514 You weren't ready. you weren't ready to be here. 714 00:37:02,586 --> 00:37:04,794 You beat the odds, stevens. you were that one in a million. 715 00:37:04,872 --> 00:37:07,867 But you cannot be a doctor and a patient in here. 716 00:37:07,993 --> 00:37:09,682 You have to choose. 717 00:37:35,981 --> 00:37:37,374 How'd it go, doc? 718 00:37:39,041 --> 00:37:40,536 I don't think you'll be disappointed. 719 00:37:43,263 --> 00:37:44,787 Well, well, well. 720 00:37:44,874 --> 00:37:45,927 Dr. sloan, 721 00:37:46,007 --> 00:37:48,528 I'd... i'd like you to meet my marion. 722 00:37:49,209 --> 00:37:51,161 Hello, sweetheart. 723 00:38:03,194 --> 00:38:05,440 Sir. now is not the time, yang. 724 00:38:05,502 --> 00:38:08,052 I have good hands. they're fast. they're dexterous. 725 00:38:08,125 --> 00:38:10,829 They were made to throw ties and do complex procedures. 726 00:38:10,901 --> 00:38:13,001 These hands were made for surgery. 727 00:38:13,138 --> 00:38:14,876 Today, they should've been deep inside a heart 728 00:38:14,951 --> 00:38:15,876 Saving a life. 729 00:38:15,969 --> 00:38:19,543 Instead they removed a tick and pumped a penis. what's your point? 730 00:38:20,565 --> 00:38:20,723 My point? 731 00:38:25,140 --> 00:38:26,642 You know what? you should cut me. 732 00:38:28,607 --> 00:38:30,017 What? from the program. 733 00:38:30,130 --> 00:38:32,517 You have to make more cuts, and i should go. 734 00:38:32,633 --> 00:38:34,062 'cause if you can't give me 735 00:38:34,108 --> 00:38:35,842 A brilliant cardiothoracic attending 736 00:38:35,899 --> 00:38:37,079 Who is willing to teach me, 737 00:38:37,178 --> 00:38:39,779 Then i can't get what i need from this hospital. 738 00:38:39,884 --> 00:38:43,029 Everyone is scared of losing their job, and so am i. 739 00:38:43,128 --> 00:38:46,980 But if i can't learn, if i can't use my gift, 740 00:38:47,037 --> 00:38:48,570 Then i... 741 00:38:49,171 --> 00:38:50,893 I-i guess that scares me more. 742 00:38:54,122 --> 00:38:55,464 That's my point, sir. 743 00:39:01,966 --> 00:39:03,118 the thing about being a surgeon... 744 00:39:03,491 --> 00:39:05,875 everybody wants a piece of you. 745 00:39:07,728 --> 00:39:09,259 we take one little oath... 746 00:39:12,158 --> 00:39:13,607 The case where he kept his mouth guard-- 747 00:39:13,693 --> 00:39:15,271 You should open it. 748 00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:21,671 I'm very sorry for your loss. 749 00:39:24,157 --> 00:39:26,563 and suddenly, we're drowning in obligations... 750 00:39:28,039 --> 00:39:30,683 to our patients, to our colleagues, 751 00:39:31,552 --> 00:39:32,710 to medicine itself. 752 00:39:36,911 --> 00:39:37,963 Chief. 753 00:39:39,685 --> 00:39:41,236 Are--are you okay? 754 00:39:42,666 --> 00:39:44,019 I have responsibilities... 755 00:39:44,752 --> 00:39:46,674 To make this hospital 756 00:39:46,761 --> 00:39:48,866 The best medical facility it could be... 757 00:39:49,475 --> 00:39:51,810 To repair what i have broken, 758 00:39:52,879 --> 00:39:55,514 Even if it was 20 years ago. 759 00:39:58,074 --> 00:40:00,157 If i am now the bad guy, 760 00:40:00,317 --> 00:40:01,580 If i am now the villain here, 761 00:40:02,037 --> 00:40:03,139 Well... 762 00:40:05,678 --> 00:40:07,894 Well, so be it. 763 00:40:11,324 --> 00:40:12,862 This must be so hard for you. 764 00:40:21,215 --> 00:40:22,765 Thanks, torres. 765 00:40:23,713 --> 00:40:25,502 I w--i was gonna... 766 00:40:25,991 --> 00:40:27,113 I was... (sighs) 767 00:40:28,569 --> 00:40:29,761 But i'm gonna-- i'm gonna go. 768 00:40:29,836 --> 00:40:32,237 So... you take care, okay? torres. 769 00:40:33,433 --> 00:40:34,341 Sir? 770 00:40:34,745 --> 00:40:36,914 Go see h.r. tomorrow. 771 00:40:37,706 --> 00:40:39,044 Tell 'em you're an attending surgeon 772 00:40:39,116 --> 00:40:40,480 At seattle grace hospital, 773 00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:42,895 And you want a new badge. 774 00:40:43,892 --> 00:40:46,895 And... take some of these danish home. 775 00:40:47,259 --> 00:40:49,066 They'll just go to waste. 776 00:40:55,699 --> 00:40:58,700 so we do what any sane person would do. 777 00:40:59,371 --> 00:41:01,138 we run like hell from our promises, 778 00:41:01,910 --> 00:41:03,305 hoping they'll be forgotten. 779 00:41:03,896 --> 00:41:05,558 (izzie) aah! (growling) 780 00:41:06,882 --> 00:41:09,802 Oh, god. (gasping) 781 00:41:09,911 --> 00:41:12,142 A deer? we have to move. 782 00:41:16,553 --> 00:41:17,967 but sooner or later, 783 00:41:18,448 --> 00:41:19,837 they always catch up. 784 00:41:32,295 --> 00:41:34,394 Hey. you're awake. 785 00:41:34,890 --> 00:41:37,017 H-how--how's your pain? is your--is your mouth dry? 786 00:41:37,086 --> 00:41:38,525 There's water. are you thirsty? 787 00:41:38,980 --> 00:41:42,566 (groans) have you been sleeping on me all night? 788 00:41:43,141 --> 00:41:45,246 Yeah. i was... moving between you and dad, 789 00:41:45,417 --> 00:41:46,840 Who--who's doing good. 790 00:41:47,430 --> 00:41:49,123 Good. good. that's good. 791 00:41:49,748 --> 00:41:50,915 and sometimes you find 792 00:41:50,978 --> 00:41:52,681 the obligation you dread the most... 793 00:41:55,438 --> 00:41:56,478 (sighs) lexie. 794 00:41:57,133 --> 00:41:58,037 Yeah. 795 00:41:58,139 --> 00:41:59,952 You're on my i.v. 796 00:42:00,072 --> 00:42:01,854 Oh, sorry. okay. 797 00:42:02,377 --> 00:42:03,954 isn't worth running from at all. 798 00:42:11,262 --> 00:42:11,754 Done by: mosito1001 www.addi7ed.com www.darkville.com.mx