1 00:00:05,957 --> 00:00:07,534 On an operating table, 2 00:00:07,554 --> 00:00:11,971 a person is at his most vulnerable... naked, exposed. 3 00:00:11,991 --> 00:00:14,135 I do not need another sister. 4 00:00:14,155 --> 00:00:16,505 - Get out. - I mean, she's a lying liar. 5 00:00:16,525 --> 00:00:19,037 I would know if my mother were pregnant when I was 5. 6 00:00:19,057 --> 00:00:21,283 My mother was not pregnant when I was 5. 7 00:00:21,303 --> 00:00:23,840 - Get out. - She's, like, psycho, like a stalker. 8 00:00:23,907 --> 00:00:25,842 I'm being stalked. Alex, this is criminal. 9 00:00:25,909 --> 00:00:27,176 I mean, you... 10 00:00:27,244 --> 00:00:29,803 - what's your problem? - Get out! I'm naked here! 11 00:00:29,823 --> 00:00:31,342 Okay, so what? I've seen it before! 12 00:00:31,362 --> 00:00:33,447 No big deal! I'm in crisis! 13 00:00:35,011 --> 00:00:38,292 Okay, fine. It's... your junk is spectacular. 14 00:00:38,312 --> 00:00:40,215 Jo is a very lucky girl. 15 00:00:40,235 --> 00:00:42,300 Can we get back to me now? 16 00:00:42,320 --> 00:00:44,195 Why are you making that face? 17 00:00:44,263 --> 00:00:47,065 Mer, I realize that I said I would take over as your person. 18 00:00:47,085 --> 00:00:48,939 Maybe that means I have to buy your tampons 19 00:00:48,959 --> 00:00:50,835 and act like your husband's hair is special and crap. 20 00:00:50,903 --> 00:00:54,672 But I have a very important presentation to make to the board today to get a job, 21 00:00:54,740 --> 00:00:57,408 which I need because I got fired by Dr. Butthole! 22 00:00:57,476 --> 00:00:59,277 I have been practicing all night. 23 00:00:59,344 --> 00:01:00,411 I am sleep-deprived. 24 00:01:00,479 --> 00:01:03,858 I need to shower... alone... and focus! 25 00:01:04,826 --> 00:01:07,799 - You didn't even hear what I said! - No. And I don't care. 26 00:01:07,819 --> 00:01:11,398 The new cardio chief thinks she's my biological sister. 27 00:01:11,418 --> 00:01:13,238 She what? Wait. 28 00:01:13,258 --> 00:01:15,646 What?! That's insane. 29 00:01:15,666 --> 00:01:16,837 Thank you. 30 00:01:16,857 --> 00:01:18,053 He's in the shower, 31 00:01:18,073 --> 00:01:20,088 and she's in the bathroom with him while he's in the shower. 32 00:01:20,108 --> 00:01:21,826 So, go in there with them. 33 00:01:21,846 --> 00:01:24,281 No! I am not going in there. 34 00:01:24,301 --> 00:01:25,435 You're the girlfriend. 35 00:01:25,502 --> 00:01:26,970 No. Yeah, I am, but I'm not. 36 00:01:27,037 --> 00:01:28,638 They're this little team together. 37 00:01:28,706 --> 00:01:31,274 They are war buddies, and I don't fit. 38 00:01:31,342 --> 00:01:33,142 And then they look at me... well, she looks at me... 39 00:01:33,210 --> 00:01:35,645 like I'm just the stupid, naked girl in Alex's bed. 40 00:01:35,713 --> 00:01:38,534 So go be the stupid, naked girl in Alex's shower. 41 00:01:38,745 --> 00:01:40,165 I am a doctor. 42 00:01:40,185 --> 00:01:42,324 I am a surgeon. I deserve respect. 43 00:01:42,344 --> 00:01:44,801 You're a girl in her pajamas with her ear to the door of a bathroom. 44 00:01:44,821 --> 00:01:46,589 How much respect can anyone give you right now? 45 00:01:46,657 --> 00:01:48,634 She stole my Alex. 46 00:01:48,654 --> 00:01:49,892 You know what? I miss Cristina Yang. 47 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:52,728 When Cristina Yang was here, nobody stole my Alex. 48 00:01:52,796 --> 00:01:56,547 Oh, my God. You're scared of Meredith Grey. 49 00:01:56,567 --> 00:01:59,123 - No, I'm not. Are you? - No. 50 00:02:00,476 --> 00:02:01,957 Hey. 51 00:02:01,977 --> 00:02:03,491 Hi, Dr. Grey. 52 00:02:08,377 --> 00:02:09,744 Tell Alex I'll be downstairs. 53 00:02:09,812 --> 00:02:12,080 And if anybody asks you, I am sick. 54 00:02:15,094 --> 00:02:17,576 Skin is not a very tough armor. 55 00:02:17,596 --> 00:02:19,835 It's soft, easily broken. 56 00:02:19,855 --> 00:02:21,089 Okay, I'm only here to give a speech 57 00:02:21,157 --> 00:02:22,691 on residual limb health, and that is it. 58 00:02:22,758 --> 00:02:23,825 That is it. 59 00:02:23,893 --> 00:02:25,593 Uh, yeah, I got to pull back, okay? 60 00:02:25,661 --> 00:02:27,176 We have a kid. 61 00:02:27,196 --> 00:02:30,065 Arizona is starting a fellowship. We're trying to have another kid. 62 00:02:30,085 --> 00:02:32,147 I am stretched out far too thin. 63 00:02:32,167 --> 00:02:33,401 I completely understand. 64 00:02:33,469 --> 00:02:34,769 I said no already. 65 00:02:34,837 --> 00:02:37,438 I know that. You're just gonna meet a couple guys. Come on. 66 00:02:43,397 --> 00:02:45,921 Navy seals, green berets, army rangers. 67 00:02:45,941 --> 00:02:49,362 Wounded warriors from the most badass specialized ops forces 68 00:02:49,382 --> 00:02:51,169 in the U.S. military. 69 00:02:52,993 --> 00:02:54,122 But... 70 00:02:54,743 --> 00:02:58,092 you're too busy to help our nation's heroes, so... 71 00:02:58,827 --> 00:03:00,457 I do not like you. 72 00:03:06,136 --> 00:03:08,382 Then I directed the RFA needle to where the blood supply 73 00:03:08,402 --> 00:03:10,669 entered the abnormal parabiotic tissue mass. 74 00:03:10,737 --> 00:03:13,038 To interrupt the blood flow to the abnormal fetus. 75 00:03:13,106 --> 00:03:16,175 Yes. Then I removed excess amniotic fluid. 76 00:03:16,243 --> 00:03:18,644 Nice. And then she delivered full-term? 77 00:03:18,712 --> 00:03:20,813 She did... months after I completed 78 00:03:20,881 --> 00:03:23,416 the operation that I'm telling you about. 79 00:03:23,483 --> 00:03:25,351 Why are you not taking notes? 80 00:03:25,710 --> 00:03:28,085 Oh. Sorry. I thought we were just, you know, talking. 81 00:03:28,105 --> 00:03:30,173 And I thought you were my fellow. 82 00:03:31,029 --> 00:03:32,958 I am... completely. 83 00:03:32,978 --> 00:03:35,608 No, I'm so excited to be your fellow. 84 00:03:35,628 --> 00:03:36,961 I just need a little... little time 85 00:03:37,029 --> 00:03:39,158 to get up to speed, you know, like four... 86 00:03:39,698 --> 00:03:41,562 three... three weeks. 87 00:03:41,582 --> 00:03:42,834 Yeah, 'cause I have a lot of cases on my... 88 00:03:42,902 --> 00:03:45,036 Dr. Robbins, for the purposes of this fellowship, 89 00:03:45,104 --> 00:03:47,205 we are not peers. 90 00:03:47,273 --> 00:03:50,442 And four weeks is 10% of the average gestational age. 91 00:03:50,509 --> 00:03:51,743 In that amount of time, 92 00:03:51,811 --> 00:03:55,238 a fetus's lungs become a fully functioning organ. 93 00:03:55,258 --> 00:03:57,658 Everything in utero happens at hyper speed. 94 00:03:57,678 --> 00:04:00,929 And the sooner you get up to that speed, the better. 95 00:04:02,787 --> 00:04:04,200 Get a notepad. 96 00:04:07,166 --> 00:04:09,628 Avery, um, I've got a backlog of some cases. 97 00:04:09,648 --> 00:04:10,733 Amy's doing a great job, 98 00:04:10,753 --> 00:04:12,775 but there's some stuff I got to get on top of. 99 00:04:12,843 --> 00:04:14,010 So, you need help? 100 00:04:14,078 --> 00:04:16,312 I need you to reschedule this meeting for tonight. 101 00:04:16,332 --> 00:04:17,023 No. 102 00:04:17,043 --> 00:04:18,922 Oh, are we rescheduling the meeting? Oh, thank God, 103 00:04:18,942 --> 00:04:20,597 because Callie and I have an appointment tonight, 104 00:04:20,617 --> 00:04:22,452 and apparently, I've already started my fellowship. 105 00:04:22,519 --> 00:04:24,053 We are not rescheduling the meeting. 106 00:04:24,121 --> 00:04:26,487 - Tomorrow work for you? - No, tomorrow's bad. Um, Thursday? 107 00:04:26,507 --> 00:04:27,952 Listen to me speak, all right? 108 00:04:27,972 --> 00:04:30,694 We are voting on a new member of the board. 109 00:04:30,714 --> 00:04:32,759 It's happening tonight. Understood? 110 00:04:32,779 --> 00:04:34,318 Derek! 111 00:04:36,099 --> 00:04:37,732 Derek, why is there suddenly an order 112 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:39,568 for carbamazepine in Eric Schneider's chart? 113 00:04:39,635 --> 00:04:41,470 He needed a good anti-convulsant. 114 00:04:41,537 --> 00:04:43,405 And I had already written him one for valproic acid. 115 00:04:43,473 --> 00:04:46,374 You can't go around writing orders on my patients. 116 00:04:46,442 --> 00:04:47,776 I'm doing my job. 117 00:04:47,844 --> 00:04:49,744 No, you are doing my job. 118 00:04:49,812 --> 00:04:51,780 I am chief of neurosurgery. 119 00:04:51,848 --> 00:04:53,048 If you have a problem with that, 120 00:04:53,116 --> 00:04:54,483 you should take it up with the board. 121 00:04:54,550 --> 00:04:56,751 Until then, I will call you when I need you. 122 00:04:58,779 --> 00:05:01,030 What happened to the two diverting loop ileostomies 123 00:05:01,050 --> 00:05:02,432 I had today? 124 00:05:02,452 --> 00:05:03,806 You're welcome. 125 00:05:03,826 --> 00:05:05,493 No, I-I-I rearranged your cases 126 00:05:05,561 --> 00:05:07,061 so you had the easiest day possible. 127 00:05:07,129 --> 00:05:09,363 You are going up against Karev, so I figured you'd want 128 00:05:09,431 --> 00:05:11,466 plenty of time to practice your board presentation. 129 00:05:11,533 --> 00:05:12,667 I don't need to practice. 130 00:05:12,735 --> 00:05:14,235 I need my schedule back the way it was. 131 00:05:14,303 --> 00:05:15,436 You sure, though? 132 00:05:15,504 --> 00:05:17,138 Karev's pretty tight with some board members. 133 00:05:17,206 --> 00:05:18,673 So am I. 134 00:05:18,741 --> 00:05:20,742 Well, Meredith Grey was in the bathroom with Karev this morning. 135 00:05:20,762 --> 00:05:22,443 - Well, not that tight. - That's what I'm saying. 136 00:05:22,511 --> 00:05:23,811 Look, Edwards... 137 00:05:23,879 --> 00:05:26,414 I am going to walk in there and tell the truth. 138 00:05:26,482 --> 00:05:27,715 I deserve this. 139 00:05:27,783 --> 00:05:30,418 And if any one of them has the misguided impression 140 00:05:30,486 --> 00:05:33,387 that there is any choice at all in this matter, 141 00:05:33,455 --> 00:05:36,835 I will set that person on the righteous path 142 00:05:36,855 --> 00:05:42,353 before he or she can reveal him- or herself as a moron. 143 00:05:44,673 --> 00:05:47,741 Oh. Pileup on I-5. Trauma coming in. 144 00:05:47,761 --> 00:05:51,174 Why are they paging me? Isn't Grey on the pit today? 145 00:05:51,993 --> 00:05:53,767 She's sick. 146 00:05:54,115 --> 00:05:57,037 If my mother were pregnant, I would have known. 147 00:05:57,104 --> 00:05:58,238 Adoption agency made a mistake? 148 00:05:58,306 --> 00:06:00,974 And randomly put the name "Ellis Grey" on a birth certificate? 149 00:06:01,042 --> 00:06:04,566 I don't think so. Pierce has got to want something. 150 00:06:04,586 --> 00:06:05,979 Maybe she thinks there's money to inherit. 151 00:06:06,047 --> 00:06:08,682 The only thing you inherit in this family is Alzheimer's. 152 00:06:08,749 --> 00:06:11,245 Whoa. Dark. 153 00:06:11,265 --> 00:06:13,797 Good one, though, huh? Yeah. 154 00:06:14,153 --> 00:06:15,587 She's not my sister. 155 00:06:15,655 --> 00:06:17,089 You know who you should ask about this? 156 00:06:17,156 --> 00:06:18,657 The guy who was banging your mom back then. 157 00:06:18,725 --> 00:06:20,292 I'm not asking Richard Webber. 158 00:06:20,360 --> 00:06:21,693 All I'm saying is, he's got skin in the game. 159 00:06:21,761 --> 00:06:23,028 Disgusting. 160 00:06:23,096 --> 00:06:24,830 He's the only living person who would know if it's true. 161 00:06:24,897 --> 00:06:26,832 Richard Webber is like a second father to me, 162 00:06:26,899 --> 00:06:30,168 and if he knew that I had a sister, he would tell me! 163 00:06:43,816 --> 00:06:45,016 Paged to the E.R.? 164 00:06:45,084 --> 00:06:45,984 Yes. 165 00:06:46,052 --> 00:06:46,951 You? 166 00:06:47,019 --> 00:06:48,286 Mm-hmm. 167 00:06:51,675 --> 00:06:53,906 Sounds big. 168 00:06:54,591 --> 00:06:56,180 Mm-hmm. 169 00:06:59,046 --> 00:07:01,423 I told her last night. 170 00:07:02,734 --> 00:07:03,934 Oh. 171 00:07:06,771 --> 00:07:08,248 How'd it go? 172 00:07:08,840 --> 00:07:10,358 Could have gone better. 173 00:07:13,578 --> 00:07:14,979 What the hell is this? 174 00:07:15,046 --> 00:07:16,847 What's going on? 175 00:07:16,915 --> 00:07:19,316 37-year-old male rear-ended a lumber truck. 176 00:07:19,384 --> 00:07:21,452 Anyone who is not treating this patient, 177 00:07:21,519 --> 00:07:22,820 please move out of the way. 178 00:07:22,888 --> 00:07:24,788 Hey, hey, hey! You heard the woman! 179 00:07:24,856 --> 00:07:28,225 This is not a spectacle for your amusement. 180 00:07:28,293 --> 00:07:30,060 Holy... 181 00:07:30,128 --> 00:07:31,195 - Cool! - Edwards! 182 00:07:31,263 --> 00:07:32,229 I'm sorry. 183 00:07:35,567 --> 00:07:37,101 Get a close-up! 184 00:07:42,142 --> 00:07:44,053 S11E03 Got to Be Real 185 00:07:44,073 --> 00:07:46,647 sync and corrected by ninh www.addic7ed.com 186 00:07:52,281 --> 00:07:54,896 Okay, we need to get this man on his back in less than 60 seconds. 187 00:07:54,916 --> 00:07:56,083 Got to work faster. 188 00:07:56,150 --> 00:07:57,918 One more inch to the right, he'd be D.O.A. 189 00:07:57,985 --> 00:07:58,933 How you want to proceed? 190 00:07:58,953 --> 00:08:01,588 Ultrasound's negative for fluid around the heart, so I would do a laparotomy. 191 00:08:01,608 --> 00:08:02,648 Yeah? 192 00:08:04,703 --> 00:08:05,775 His airway is compromised. 193 00:08:05,795 --> 00:08:07,861 He needs a chest tube and intubation now. 194 00:08:07,929 --> 00:08:09,329 Yeah, we're almost done here, okay? 195 00:08:09,397 --> 00:08:11,298 - It'll be safer on his back. - No, there's no time. 196 00:08:11,366 --> 00:08:13,033 I'll have to go in nasally. 7-0 E.T. tube? 197 00:08:13,101 --> 00:08:14,901 Charlie, I hate to tell you this, 198 00:08:14,969 --> 00:08:16,737 but your day is actually about to get a little worse. 199 00:08:16,804 --> 00:08:18,278 Hold the work! 200 00:08:19,730 --> 00:08:21,423 Hold on, Charlie. 201 00:08:21,443 --> 00:08:22,509 Hold on. All right. 202 00:08:22,577 --> 00:08:25,059 - Almost there. - Go ahead. 203 00:08:28,520 --> 00:08:31,572 - Okay, push 100 please. - Pushing. 204 00:08:38,075 --> 00:08:40,092 - Well done, Doctor. - Sorry? 205 00:08:40,112 --> 00:08:42,437 I said it's good. 206 00:08:42,872 --> 00:08:44,490 Uh, okay. He's clear. 207 00:08:44,510 --> 00:08:46,488 On his back on my count. 208 00:08:46,508 --> 00:08:50,202 One... two... and three. 209 00:08:50,797 --> 00:08:54,712 You want to give me a robot leg, like the Terminator? 210 00:08:54,732 --> 00:08:56,548 Robotic, 211 00:08:56,568 --> 00:08:58,401 more like the six-million-dollar man. 212 00:08:58,469 --> 00:09:00,603 Uh, actually, it costs a little more than that. 213 00:09:00,671 --> 00:09:02,939 But the project is fully funded, all expenses paid. 214 00:09:03,006 --> 00:09:04,006 The leg will be free. 215 00:09:04,074 --> 00:09:07,410 A free six-million-dollar robot leg? 216 00:09:07,732 --> 00:09:09,412 Listen. 217 00:09:09,480 --> 00:09:11,914 I've been through three prosthetic legs. 218 00:09:11,982 --> 00:09:14,083 Each one hurt more than the last. 219 00:09:14,151 --> 00:09:15,485 Why is this so... 220 00:09:15,552 --> 00:09:18,321 Well, the leg is entirely painless. 221 00:09:18,389 --> 00:09:21,891 Free, pain-free robot leg? 222 00:09:23,460 --> 00:09:24,994 Sounds made up. 223 00:09:25,062 --> 00:09:26,829 It was made up... by Dr. Torres. 224 00:09:26,897 --> 00:09:29,766 It is cutting-edge technology. Dr. Torres is a genius. 225 00:09:29,833 --> 00:09:31,200 You'll be amazed at this... 226 00:09:31,268 --> 00:09:33,035 Okay, let's just slow down for a minute. 227 00:09:33,103 --> 00:09:34,470 We still have to run a number of tests 228 00:09:34,538 --> 00:09:36,606 to make sure you're even a candidate for the study. 229 00:09:38,475 --> 00:09:40,443 But, again, the program is fully funded. 230 00:09:40,511 --> 00:09:41,778 Unbelievable. 231 00:09:41,845 --> 00:09:43,112 Major Hunt was right. 232 00:09:43,180 --> 00:09:45,114 He's been going on and on about you. 233 00:09:45,182 --> 00:09:48,017 Yeah, I bet. 234 00:09:48,829 --> 00:09:51,387 I told him how busy I am. He knows. 235 00:09:51,455 --> 00:09:53,523 He knows my plate is full. He just doesn't care. 236 00:09:53,590 --> 00:09:55,758 I am an attending with an entire service of my own. 237 00:09:55,826 --> 00:09:57,994 Herman and I have shared dozens of patients before. 238 00:09:58,061 --> 00:10:00,463 Oh, and now he's just bringing this guy to my lab, right? 239 00:10:00,531 --> 00:10:02,960 Like I'm gonna say no to a guy who gave up his leg for our country. 240 00:10:02,980 --> 00:10:06,102 She has me reviewing journals and doing skills labs. 241 00:10:06,170 --> 00:10:08,070 I have a case report that's due by 4:00. 242 00:10:08,138 --> 00:10:09,305 I'm sorry. Excuse me. 243 00:10:09,373 --> 00:10:11,741 I have a neuroblastoma to remove at 4:00. 244 00:10:12,292 --> 00:10:13,841 Wait. 245 00:10:14,311 --> 00:10:16,045 Is this your way of telling me that you're canceling 246 00:10:16,113 --> 00:10:17,747 our meeting with the surrogacy agency tonight? 247 00:10:17,815 --> 00:10:20,817 What? No! W... no, I will... I will figure that out. 248 00:10:20,884 --> 00:10:22,185 - Okay. - I just... 249 00:10:22,252 --> 00:10:24,387 Say something to help me. 250 00:10:24,860 --> 00:10:26,126 You own a hospital. 251 00:10:26,146 --> 00:10:28,347 You are a raising a beautiful girl. 252 00:10:28,367 --> 00:10:31,360 You save babies. You're gonna save more, right? 253 00:10:31,428 --> 00:10:33,863 You can do this, too. If anyone can, you can. 254 00:10:33,931 --> 00:10:35,731 Oh. 255 00:10:35,799 --> 00:10:37,266 Oh. Okay. 256 00:10:37,334 --> 00:10:40,703 Um, listen, I will meet you at the agency with a smile on my face. 257 00:10:40,771 --> 00:10:43,406 And we will get ourselves a new baby. 258 00:10:43,474 --> 00:10:44,774 Yeah. 259 00:10:44,794 --> 00:10:45,890 A.B.C.'S intact. 260 00:10:45,910 --> 00:10:48,347 I need to assess his GCS. 261 00:10:48,367 --> 00:10:50,613 If you'd be quiet, he's trying to talk now. 262 00:10:50,681 --> 00:10:52,682 Sir, can you tell me your name? What's your name? 263 00:10:52,749 --> 00:10:54,851 - Steve. - Forget your helmet today, Steve? 264 00:10:54,918 --> 00:10:56,052 Aah. It hurts. 265 00:10:56,119 --> 00:10:58,555 I'm giving you something for the pain. You might start to feel sleepy now. 266 00:10:58,575 --> 00:10:59,908 It's a depressed skull fracture. 267 00:10:59,928 --> 00:11:02,601 It is pretty deep. We're gonna need a C.T. 268 00:11:02,621 --> 00:11:04,835 And because of the position, probably an angio. 269 00:11:04,855 --> 00:11:07,211 I can make that decision if you'll give me room to look. 270 00:11:07,231 --> 00:11:08,849 Amy, I don't think he's gonna make it, 271 00:11:08,869 --> 00:11:10,900 and it's gonna get ugly, so let me do it. 272 00:11:10,968 --> 00:11:12,602 Ah. Because only you can save him now. 273 00:11:12,670 --> 00:11:13,813 Screw you. I've got him. 274 00:11:13,833 --> 00:11:16,785 Maybe you can both take him... like a team, or a family. 275 00:11:16,805 --> 00:11:18,741 I have him. Kepner, you'll assist. 276 00:11:18,809 --> 00:11:20,471 Let's take him up to C.T. 277 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:24,847 The African outreach program has given 34 kids 278 00:11:24,915 --> 00:11:27,584 excellent outcomes and a chance they never would have had. 279 00:11:27,651 --> 00:11:29,385 And it gave me something, too. 280 00:11:29,453 --> 00:11:31,654 Starting that program gave me a sense of ownership 281 00:11:31,722 --> 00:11:33,836 and a... and a level of passion that I didn't know I could have. 282 00:11:33,856 --> 00:11:35,797 I have this passion for this hospital. 283 00:11:35,817 --> 00:11:37,013 I look forward to... 284 00:11:37,033 --> 00:11:38,094 Mer. 285 00:11:38,162 --> 00:11:39,796 Huh? Yeah, it's great. 286 00:11:39,863 --> 00:11:41,646 You're gonna vote on this. I don't want to blow this. 287 00:11:41,666 --> 00:11:42,689 And it's Bailey. 288 00:11:42,709 --> 00:11:45,902 Bailey did deliver my baby and save my life. 289 00:11:45,970 --> 00:11:47,303 What have you ever done? 290 00:11:47,371 --> 00:11:48,771 Why aren't you at your own house, 291 00:11:48,839 --> 00:11:50,273 drinking and having bitch baby tears 292 00:11:50,341 --> 00:11:52,309 about your fake sister with your husband? 293 00:11:52,583 --> 00:11:54,449 Derek doesn't know. 294 00:11:54,469 --> 00:11:55,378 He doesn't know? 295 00:11:55,446 --> 00:11:57,513 I can't talk to him right now. 296 00:11:57,581 --> 00:11:59,549 Oh, come on. He gave up the job in D.C. 297 00:11:59,617 --> 00:12:01,068 He's staying, and you're still mad? 298 00:12:01,088 --> 00:12:02,954 - You won. - No. 299 00:12:02,974 --> 00:12:06,823 I never asked him to stay. This wasn't a compromise. 300 00:12:06,890 --> 00:12:09,926 I didn't win. He forfeited, so we both lost. 301 00:12:09,994 --> 00:12:11,894 So you're not talking to him? 302 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:14,682 He's walking around like he's a martyr, 303 00:12:14,702 --> 00:12:17,834 waiting for me to be grateful. I am not grateful. 304 00:12:17,901 --> 00:12:21,149 My career is just as important as his! 305 00:12:21,807 --> 00:12:23,289 I'm the sun. 306 00:12:23,309 --> 00:12:24,517 I'm the sun. 307 00:12:24,537 --> 00:12:26,535 And he can go suck it! 308 00:12:27,443 --> 00:12:29,067 I'm the sun. 309 00:12:29,464 --> 00:12:30,656 All right. We're done. 310 00:12:32,071 --> 00:12:32,920 Hey! 311 00:12:32,940 --> 00:12:34,350 You can sit here and get drunk and then vomit and cry, 312 00:12:34,417 --> 00:12:36,385 and I can never get any prep for my presentation done, 313 00:12:36,453 --> 00:12:38,511 or we can do something about this. 314 00:12:39,107 --> 00:12:40,969 You want to do something about this? 315 00:12:41,316 --> 00:12:42,948 It's so light. 316 00:12:42,968 --> 00:12:46,447 It's a 100% titanium body and thirteen sensors. 317 00:12:46,467 --> 00:12:48,222 But before we can get you in a leg like this, 318 00:12:48,242 --> 00:12:51,534 we need your muscles and nerves to interface with the sensors. 319 00:12:51,601 --> 00:12:55,300 So, this electromyogram will show spikes when your muscles contract 320 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:57,434 and then go flat when they rest, okay? 321 00:12:57,454 --> 00:12:59,651 All right. Go ahead and flex for me, Jeff. 322 00:13:05,232 --> 00:13:07,011 When this is done, I get to keep it? 323 00:13:07,031 --> 00:13:10,672 Well, it's all funded, including follow-up, so... 324 00:13:10,692 --> 00:13:12,273 Yes. 325 00:13:12,293 --> 00:13:14,056 Sorry. I-I know how that sounds. 326 00:13:14,123 --> 00:13:16,958 It's just, all I wanted was to be a ranger, you know? 327 00:13:17,026 --> 00:13:19,328 I still dream about it all the time... 328 00:13:19,395 --> 00:13:22,230 pack on my back, running, my team. 329 00:13:22,298 --> 00:13:23,865 Then I wake up and get out of bed. 330 00:13:23,933 --> 00:13:27,074 I try to stand, and I forget about it. 331 00:13:27,595 --> 00:13:30,355 So, you know, when you say "free robot leg," 332 00:13:30,375 --> 00:13:34,176 I think I'm still dreaming of running with the guys. 333 00:13:35,199 --> 00:13:37,656 - Jeff, are you still flexing? - Yeah. 334 00:13:38,264 --> 00:13:42,123 - Take a picture of it? - Yeah. My mom is gonna freak. 335 00:13:42,143 --> 00:13:44,258 Jeff, flex harder for me. 336 00:13:47,983 --> 00:13:49,410 What? 337 00:13:50,179 --> 00:13:51,426 I should be seeing readings. 338 00:13:51,494 --> 00:13:52,894 What... what's going on? 339 00:13:52,962 --> 00:13:55,797 Uh, w-we're just having trouble with the E.M.G. 340 00:13:55,865 --> 00:13:58,367 No, no. It's not the E.M.G. 341 00:13:58,434 --> 00:14:01,900 - Jeff, I'm... - Dr. Torres, can talk to you for a moment? 342 00:14:02,955 --> 00:14:04,717 Excuse us, Jeff. 343 00:14:05,496 --> 00:14:06,575 That was inappropriate. 344 00:14:06,642 --> 00:14:09,225 Inappropriate? You were about to reject him from the study. 345 00:14:09,245 --> 00:14:10,612 Yes. You saw those readings. 346 00:14:10,679 --> 00:14:13,252 Look, the way his amputation was performed, 347 00:14:13,686 --> 00:14:14,994 there's no way this will work. 348 00:14:15,014 --> 00:14:15,984 Okay, it's a crappy amputation, Owen. 349 00:14:16,051 --> 00:14:19,004 Probably because it was done in less-than-ideal circumstances. 350 00:14:19,024 --> 00:14:21,519 - He is a soldier, Callie. - I know that, okay? 351 00:14:21,866 --> 00:14:23,012 I feel bad about that, all right? 352 00:14:23,032 --> 00:14:24,713 I care about that. I really do. You know who doesn't care? 353 00:14:24,733 --> 00:14:27,442 You know who doesn't give a damn about his service? 354 00:14:27,462 --> 00:14:28,729 The robot leg. 355 00:14:28,796 --> 00:14:30,430 All the robot cares about is that the nerves in his leg 356 00:14:30,498 --> 00:14:32,642 aren't communicating with his muscles, which means 357 00:14:32,662 --> 00:14:34,590 they can't communicate with the sensors in the prosthesis, 358 00:14:34,610 --> 00:14:35,843 which means the robot leg won't work. 359 00:14:35,863 --> 00:14:38,372 Then you can find a way to help him. Just... just figure it out. 360 00:14:38,439 --> 00:14:40,384 I'm sorry. Are you not listening to me, Owen? 361 00:14:40,404 --> 00:14:42,766 Are you deliberately being obtuse? I just told you his nerves... 362 00:14:42,786 --> 00:14:43,933 Just fix it. Just get back in there... 363 00:14:43,953 --> 00:14:46,514 - I just told you I can't! - Fix it! That is an order! 364 00:14:46,534 --> 00:14:48,363 Oh, an order? 365 00:14:48,383 --> 00:14:50,920 - Who... who are you... General Patton? - I'm your chief of surgery. 366 00:14:50,940 --> 00:14:53,277 On the surgical floor, you e my chief. 367 00:14:53,297 --> 00:14:56,640 In my lab, funded by the money that I procured, I am in charge! 368 00:14:56,660 --> 00:14:59,086 - Are we clear?! - No, you don't get these guys' hopes up 369 00:14:59,106 --> 00:15:00,638 and then leave them with nothing! 370 00:15:00,658 --> 00:15:02,412 No, no, no. No, I didn't do that, Owen. You did that. 371 00:15:02,432 --> 00:15:04,733 You're the one out there running your mouth at the rehab center 372 00:15:04,753 --> 00:15:08,634 about "free, pain-free six-million-dollar man robot legs!" 373 00:15:08,702 --> 00:15:12,267 I'm about to go in there and crush his dreams because of you! 374 00:15:23,271 --> 00:15:26,434 We're gonna pull on my count. We ready? 375 00:15:27,166 --> 00:15:28,668 One... 376 00:15:29,053 --> 00:15:30,993 Two... 377 00:15:31,013 --> 00:15:31,946 Three. 378 00:15:32,014 --> 00:15:33,826 Easy. 379 00:15:34,496 --> 00:15:35,750 Easy. 380 00:15:37,686 --> 00:15:39,553 Okay, Kelly clamp. 381 00:15:43,158 --> 00:15:45,426 - Apply pressure. - Got it. 382 00:15:46,655 --> 00:15:49,336 More suction. I need to see or feel. 383 00:15:52,801 --> 00:15:53,701 - Okay. - Whoa. 384 00:15:53,769 --> 00:15:56,504 That's got to be the fastest splenectomy I've ever seen. 385 00:15:56,571 --> 00:15:57,938 Yeah, this isn't my first rodeo. 386 00:15:58,006 --> 00:16:00,023 I'm hope I'm that fast someday. 387 00:16:00,432 --> 00:16:01,711 You will be. 388 00:16:01,731 --> 00:16:03,734 In about 4,000 rodeos. 389 00:16:10,505 --> 00:16:13,721 So, I hear you and Hunt had a little episode in the hallway. 390 00:16:15,623 --> 00:16:17,659 He told on me. 391 00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:20,341 You can write me up all you want for insubordination, 392 00:16:20,361 --> 00:16:21,627 but I stand by the fact 393 00:16:21,695 --> 00:16:23,563 that I do not take orders regarding my own lab. 394 00:16:23,630 --> 00:16:24,864 And Hunt can kiss my... 395 00:16:24,932 --> 00:16:27,734 I'm not asking you to take orders in your own lab. 396 00:16:27,801 --> 00:16:30,203 What I'm asking is maybe that you not have a screaming match 397 00:16:30,270 --> 00:16:32,105 in the middle of the hallways of the hospital, 398 00:16:32,172 --> 00:16:34,507 because when members of the board cause a scene, 399 00:16:34,575 --> 00:16:38,248 I have to stop practicing medicine, which I love doing, 400 00:16:38,595 --> 00:16:40,846 and become a hall monitor, which I don't really love doing. 401 00:16:40,866 --> 00:16:42,137 I got to come down here 402 00:16:42,157 --> 00:16:44,643 and lecture you about responsibility and honor 403 00:16:44,663 --> 00:16:46,352 and crap I really don't want to be lecturing you about. 404 00:16:46,419 --> 00:16:48,387 You know, I'm down to three procedures a day, okay? 405 00:16:48,455 --> 00:16:50,203 If I'm lucky. Not even long procedures. 406 00:16:50,223 --> 00:16:52,639 I'm sucking fat, lifting boobs, butts. 407 00:16:52,659 --> 00:16:53,992 Butt implants are huge. 408 00:16:54,060 --> 00:16:57,696 I just want a good, intense, smart surgery. 409 00:16:57,716 --> 00:17:00,066 You know, like, uh, the ones where your feet hurt, 410 00:17:00,086 --> 00:17:02,114 when your feet hurt because you've been on them for hours. 411 00:17:02,134 --> 00:17:04,817 Or your mind hurts because you've had to improvise and paint... 412 00:17:04,837 --> 00:17:07,119 surgeries of joy. 413 00:17:07,139 --> 00:17:09,774 But no, I can't have those, 'cause I run the board. 414 00:17:09,842 --> 00:17:11,142 Hmm. Grey calls in sick. 415 00:17:11,210 --> 00:17:13,511 Your wife tries to give up peds surgery on me. 416 00:17:13,579 --> 00:17:17,851 And boy Shepherd's in a pissing match with girl Shepherd, which they won't admit. 417 00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:20,656 And Yang screws us with Bailey versus Karev. 418 00:17:20,676 --> 00:17:22,701 And I think Richard has the hots for the new cardio God, 419 00:17:22,721 --> 00:17:24,498 Maggie or whatever? 420 00:17:24,721 --> 00:17:26,367 Which is gross, 'cause she is 12. 421 00:17:26,387 --> 00:17:28,199 So, now you and Hunt are running around screaming at each other? 422 00:17:28,219 --> 00:17:31,053 I don't get to be a surgeon. I'm a hall monitor. 423 00:17:31,073 --> 00:17:33,584 I will stop screaming in the hallways. 424 00:17:37,348 --> 00:17:39,420 All right, what's wrong? 425 00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:44,350 Hunt's got this bug up his butt about a candidate for my robotic limb project and 426 00:17:45,132 --> 00:17:46,650 as much as he want it to happened 427 00:17:46,670 --> 00:17:48,628 those nerves are not communicate with those muscles. 428 00:17:48,648 --> 00:17:51,552 And there is nothing I can do about it. 429 00:17:52,574 --> 00:17:54,076 I can. 430 00:17:54,318 --> 00:17:55,785 Targeted muscle reinnervation. 431 00:17:55,853 --> 00:17:58,287 I create an alternate traffic route for the nerve signals. 432 00:17:58,355 --> 00:18:00,723 It's like, um, if there's construction on the highway, 433 00:18:00,791 --> 00:18:02,191 you pick a side street, right? 434 00:18:02,259 --> 00:18:04,563 I can dissect a nerve at its current location... 435 00:18:04,583 --> 00:18:07,194 - Uh-huh... - And rewire it wherever you need it. Sh. 436 00:18:07,214 --> 00:18:08,762 Connection established. 437 00:18:10,986 --> 00:18:12,468 You are wasted as a hall monitor. 438 00:18:12,488 --> 00:18:14,722 I know! 439 00:18:14,945 --> 00:18:17,940 Well... I am done here. 440 00:18:17,960 --> 00:18:19,500 Lung crisis averted. 441 00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:22,739 Okay. Partial gastrectomy and splenectomy done. 442 00:18:22,759 --> 00:18:24,923 We can start the diaphragm repair. 443 00:18:24,943 --> 00:18:26,481 This was, I have to say, 444 00:18:26,501 --> 00:18:29,485 the most fun I have had since I got here. 445 00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:32,112 Well, you've done some very good work. 446 00:18:32,132 --> 00:18:33,800 Me? You... that was amazing. 447 00:18:33,820 --> 00:18:36,952 What was that... a-a 15-second splenectomy? 448 00:18:36,972 --> 00:18:38,523 Well, 20. 449 00:18:38,928 --> 00:18:41,796 18. I might have stolen a peek at the clock. 450 00:18:41,864 --> 00:18:43,932 Well, it was inspiring. I'm glad I was here. 451 00:18:43,999 --> 00:18:47,194 Thank you all. I will check on him in post-op. 452 00:18:47,214 --> 00:18:48,845 The bowels seem to be intact, 453 00:18:48,865 --> 00:18:51,132 but we're gonna run it again just to be sure. 454 00:18:51,152 --> 00:18:54,284 - Bailey, you have this? - Indeed, we do. 455 00:19:10,903 --> 00:19:13,399 I need your username and password. 456 00:19:13,685 --> 00:19:14,885 This is illegal. 457 00:19:14,953 --> 00:19:17,054 We're just logging into the hospital system. 458 00:19:17,122 --> 00:19:19,534 To get Maggie Pierce's personnel file 459 00:19:19,554 --> 00:19:21,619 to get her date of birth, which is illegal. 460 00:19:21,639 --> 00:19:23,494 Yeah, so is pretending to be someone you're not. 461 00:19:23,561 --> 00:19:25,762 Now, put in your password. 462 00:19:26,286 --> 00:19:28,809 Once we figure out when she was born, there's got to be something we can use 463 00:19:28,829 --> 00:19:30,982 to prove that your mom wasn't pregnant at the time... 464 00:19:31,002 --> 00:19:32,769 you know, photos or a video or something. 465 00:19:32,837 --> 00:19:35,038 You can call Pierce's bluff. 466 00:19:35,528 --> 00:19:37,207 You're a very different person than Cristina. 467 00:19:37,275 --> 00:19:39,142 Cristina and I would just be dancing by now. 468 00:19:39,210 --> 00:19:40,914 Yeah. I know. 469 00:19:41,445 --> 00:19:42,646 Here we go. Look at that. 470 00:19:42,713 --> 00:19:47,217 Pierce's birthday... November 22, 1983. 471 00:19:47,285 --> 00:19:49,352 So, basically, your mom would have been knocked 472 00:19:49,420 --> 00:19:51,354 around, uh... spring of '83. 473 00:19:51,422 --> 00:19:53,890 What was going on in the spring of '83? 474 00:19:55,085 --> 00:19:56,369 What? 475 00:19:57,562 --> 00:20:00,067 That's when she tried to kill herself. 476 00:20:04,152 --> 00:20:06,053 Right so, that's done. 477 00:20:06,073 --> 00:20:08,183 Maybe you want to practice your speech on me. 478 00:20:08,319 --> 00:20:09,455 Or maybe I want to focus 479 00:20:09,523 --> 00:20:12,168 on making sure Mr. Hays is stable post-op. 480 00:20:12,188 --> 00:20:16,213 - But Karev... - Okay, Edwards, I am afraid of snakes. 481 00:20:16,233 --> 00:20:18,378 I'm afraid of large spiders. 482 00:20:18,398 --> 00:20:20,589 And while it might not be rational, 483 00:20:20,609 --> 00:20:23,928 I am occasional afraid there might be a shark 484 00:20:23,948 --> 00:20:27,427 - waiting for me in a public swimming pool. - Why would be there a shark waiting for you? 485 00:20:27,447 --> 00:20:30,323 I said it wasn't rational. I am afraid of those things. 486 00:20:30,343 --> 00:20:33,935 What I am not afraid of is Alex Karev. 487 00:20:34,059 --> 00:20:37,310 You should be afraid of everyone else. 488 00:20:39,358 --> 00:20:40,021 Say more. 489 00:20:40,041 --> 00:20:42,768 Alex Karev is the closest thing Meredith Grey has to a brother. 490 00:20:42,788 --> 00:20:44,155 He lives in her old house. 491 00:20:44,223 --> 00:20:46,494 He started a program that brought a daughter into her life. 492 00:20:46,618 --> 00:20:49,777 Robbins is Karev's mentor. Torres is married to Robbins. 493 00:20:49,797 --> 00:20:51,477 So whoo! Team Karev. 494 00:20:51,497 --> 00:20:53,785 Jackson Avery... friend of Alex Karev. 495 00:20:53,805 --> 00:20:54,814 We used to double-date. 496 00:20:54,834 --> 00:20:59,067 Speaking of which, Avery has a history of making wrong choices. 497 00:21:05,447 --> 00:21:06,750 Oh. Hey, Dr. Herman. 498 00:21:06,770 --> 00:21:08,673 Sorry I don't have that case report in to you yet. 499 00:21:08,693 --> 00:21:11,032 I've got this neuroblastoma on this baby, 500 00:21:11,099 --> 00:21:12,667 and the mom got really overreactive, 501 00:21:12,734 --> 00:21:14,024 and so I-I had to reassure her. 502 00:21:14,044 --> 00:21:17,405 Dr. Robbins, in fetal surgery, every patient you treat 503 00:21:17,472 --> 00:21:19,407 will come encased in a mother... 504 00:21:19,474 --> 00:21:21,208 a mother whose heightened state of concern 505 00:21:21,276 --> 00:21:24,810 is a biological and evolutionary necessity. 506 00:21:24,946 --> 00:21:26,527 If you lack the basic skills to... 507 00:21:26,547 --> 00:21:29,208 No, I don't. I don't. No. No. Huh-unh. 508 00:21:29,228 --> 00:21:31,766 Moms are kind of like my thing. I'm great with moms. 509 00:21:31,786 --> 00:21:34,091 I actually teach other people how to be great with moms. 510 00:21:34,111 --> 00:21:35,704 Yeah, no, you can ask anyone. 511 00:21:35,724 --> 00:21:37,069 I need your start paperwork. 512 00:21:37,089 --> 00:21:39,459 Right. I just need to get caught up on that. 513 00:21:41,775 --> 00:21:43,864 - I am great with moms! - I know! 514 00:21:44,890 --> 00:21:47,300 It was right after that she moved us to Boston. 515 00:21:48,253 --> 00:21:49,350 I mean, I was 5. 516 00:21:49,370 --> 00:21:52,167 All my memories of Boston are so hazy. 517 00:21:52,187 --> 00:21:54,169 Do you remember your mom getting suddenly fat, 518 00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:55,341 then suddenly not fat? 519 00:21:55,408 --> 00:21:57,209 Alex, that whole time was just a blur. 520 00:21:57,277 --> 00:21:59,812 Everything that happened after she tried to kill herself 521 00:21:59,879 --> 00:22:00,913 was just a blur for me. 522 00:22:00,980 --> 00:22:02,114 I don't want to talk about this anymore. 523 00:22:02,182 --> 00:22:03,761 Let's just keep working on your speech. 524 00:22:03,781 --> 00:22:04,873 I'm not working on my speech. 525 00:22:04,893 --> 00:22:08,489 I'm going through the emergency room admittance for Seattle Grace of June of 1983. 526 00:22:08,509 --> 00:22:09,911 What? How? 527 00:22:09,931 --> 00:22:12,430 We computerized this like two years ago. 528 00:22:12,450 --> 00:22:14,473 How you on the board and I am not? 529 00:22:14,493 --> 00:22:16,248 Wait right there. 530 00:22:16,495 --> 00:22:17,791 There it is. 531 00:22:17,811 --> 00:22:21,626 Well, don't click on it, because I'm not... I'm not sure I'm ready to see this. 532 00:22:21,646 --> 00:22:24,952 Are you ever ready for this stuff? 533 00:22:26,521 --> 00:22:30,455 Patient admitted with wrist laceras and loss of blood. 534 00:22:30,579 --> 00:22:31,800 Scroll on, scroll on. 535 00:22:33,094 --> 00:22:35,595 - Beta-HCG came back positive. - She was pregnant. 536 00:22:37,615 --> 00:22:39,282 Look in the notes. 537 00:22:39,350 --> 00:22:41,451 "Advised patient of pregnancy. 538 00:22:41,519 --> 00:22:45,555 Patient was unaware of pregnancy when admitted." 539 00:22:47,222 --> 00:22:49,226 She's my sister. 540 00:22:53,611 --> 00:22:55,944 I owe you an apology. 541 00:22:59,716 --> 00:23:02,659 Were you going to give me one, or is this just a heads-up? 542 00:23:05,513 --> 00:23:07,676 I'm sorry, okay? 543 00:23:08,082 --> 00:23:10,012 - We're okay? - No! N... come back here! 544 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:12,448 Come back and say a bunch of crap to make me understand 545 00:23:12,516 --> 00:23:14,383 why you were yelling at me and giving me orders 546 00:23:14,451 --> 00:23:17,386 and generally being a big old ass. 547 00:23:17,454 --> 00:23:19,584 No, we're not okay. 548 00:23:28,124 --> 00:23:30,900 I need something to be... 549 00:23:32,145 --> 00:23:33,249 good. 550 00:23:33,269 --> 00:23:34,198 To... 551 00:23:34,218 --> 00:23:37,365 I need something to feel right. 552 00:23:37,385 --> 00:23:39,341 Okay, I'm not depressed. 553 00:23:40,376 --> 00:23:42,949 I'm not... my heart is not broken. 554 00:23:42,969 --> 00:23:44,538 I'm not grieving. 555 00:23:44,558 --> 00:23:47,429 She's not dead. She's out there. 556 00:23:47,449 --> 00:23:48,065 She's living out her dreams. 557 00:23:48,085 --> 00:23:51,386 She's living out her dreams and I know... I know she's happy, 558 00:23:51,406 --> 00:23:54,128 and that makes me feel proud for her. 559 00:23:55,543 --> 00:23:57,645 But there is this other feeling 560 00:23:57,665 --> 00:24:02,157 that doesn't completely feel fair or right or good. 561 00:24:05,036 --> 00:24:09,383 She goes on, day in and day out, happy, without me. 562 00:24:11,232 --> 00:24:15,111 But every morning, I wake up, and there's this pit, this... 563 00:24:15,967 --> 00:24:18,250 feeling here that... 564 00:24:19,380 --> 00:24:25,329 Maybe my dreams are over maybe I had my dreams and they're over now. 565 00:24:26,694 --> 00:24:29,052 And I'm gonna be this single guy. 566 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:32,427 No wife, no kids, no family. 567 00:24:35,645 --> 00:24:37,829 She was my family. 568 00:24:38,486 --> 00:24:39,938 Hmm. 569 00:24:40,732 --> 00:24:43,535 And now she's someplace else, and I let her go, and... 570 00:24:44,855 --> 00:24:46,416 It's good that I did. 571 00:24:46,436 --> 00:24:48,906 I mean, it's better... for her. 572 00:24:49,427 --> 00:24:50,879 But for me... 573 00:24:55,570 --> 00:24:59,620 So I need something to be good. I need a reason to get up every morning, 574 00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:01,737 to not crawl back to that cave 575 00:25:01,805 --> 00:25:04,139 that I was in before I met her. 576 00:25:04,207 --> 00:25:06,629 I mean, you know she saved me? 577 00:25:07,411 --> 00:25:08,811 You were there. You remember how I was. 578 00:25:08,878 --> 00:25:10,746 I was... I was... 579 00:25:11,022 --> 00:25:12,614 dark. 580 00:25:13,045 --> 00:25:14,817 That war made me dark. 581 00:25:16,177 --> 00:25:19,371 And that darkness... it is still in me. 582 00:25:19,391 --> 00:25:21,290 She just lit it up. 583 00:25:25,243 --> 00:25:27,262 So I just thought... I just thought... 584 00:25:28,330 --> 00:25:29,831 Maybe to beat back that darkness, 585 00:25:29,898 --> 00:25:31,365 I would... I would do some good. 586 00:25:31,433 --> 00:25:34,469 I'd just... do something good. 587 00:25:34,536 --> 00:25:37,772 I'd go be with those guys who'd remind me... 588 00:25:39,956 --> 00:25:42,426 I just need something to be good. 589 00:25:45,539 --> 00:25:48,349 That's why I dragged you to that rehab center. 590 00:25:48,369 --> 00:25:50,852 That's why I, um... 591 00:25:51,781 --> 00:25:52,680 Wanted you to help. 592 00:25:52,700 --> 00:25:55,620 That's why I pushed too hard, and t-that's it. 593 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:57,494 I'm not gonna talk about it anymore, okay? 594 00:25:57,514 --> 00:25:59,740 So just... just say that we're okay, okay? 595 00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:00,658 Okay. 596 00:26:00,678 --> 00:26:01,688 - Great. - Owen? 597 00:26:01,708 --> 00:26:03,016 For God's sakes, Callie. 598 00:26:03,036 --> 00:26:06,235 No, I just... I was just gonna ask if you wanted to... 599 00:26:06,905 --> 00:26:09,585 I was just gonna ask if you wanted to watch Jeff's surgery. 600 00:26:10,702 --> 00:26:14,288 Jackson's doing a little targeted muscle reinnervation. 601 00:26:14,308 --> 00:26:15,642 He's moving the nerves 602 00:26:15,709 --> 00:26:18,411 to where they can talk to the robot sensors. 603 00:26:20,133 --> 00:26:21,734 Want to watch? 604 00:26:25,420 --> 00:26:26,552 How's our motorcycle guy? 605 00:26:26,620 --> 00:26:29,806 My motorcycle guy? I fixed him, like a boss. 606 00:26:29,826 --> 00:26:31,047 Like your boss, actually. 607 00:26:31,067 --> 00:26:32,639 Amy, you're an excellent surgeon. 608 00:26:32,659 --> 00:26:33,893 You have nothing to prove. 609 00:26:33,961 --> 00:26:35,161 Oh, I know I don't. 610 00:26:35,229 --> 00:26:37,230 But if you try and fight me over the leadership 611 00:26:37,297 --> 00:26:38,831 of this department, you will lose. 612 00:26:38,899 --> 00:26:41,481 My resume will kick your resume's ass. 613 00:26:41,501 --> 00:26:42,534 I am better than you. 614 00:26:42,602 --> 00:26:44,403 Oh, my God, Derek. 615 00:26:44,470 --> 00:26:46,171 - There is no limit to your narcissist... - I have been playing this game 616 00:26:46,239 --> 00:26:48,206 longer than you at a much higher level. 617 00:26:48,274 --> 00:26:49,274 That is all there is to it. 618 00:26:49,342 --> 00:26:51,410 Bite me. 619 00:26:54,096 --> 00:26:55,801 Where did she go? Dr. Shepherd? 620 00:26:55,821 --> 00:26:58,668 - I'm Dr. Shepherd. - Yeah, I-I know. Ms. Dr. Shepherd. 621 00:26:58,688 --> 00:27:00,585 - Her post-op C.T.s are back. - Let me see them. 622 00:27:00,653 --> 00:27:01,719 I...shouldn't. 623 00:27:01,787 --> 00:27:03,737 Kepner, I am Dr. Shepherd. 624 00:27:05,239 --> 00:27:08,015 Uh... So, we repaired the subdural bleed, but... 625 00:27:08,035 --> 00:27:09,194 That is a big aneurysm. 626 00:27:09,214 --> 00:27:11,862 Yeah. It's grown. It's way bigger than it was before. 627 00:27:11,882 --> 00:27:15,080 - Okay, book an O.R. and scrub in. - Okay. I'll let her know. 628 00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:17,189 No, with me, Kepner. You're gonna scrub in with me. 629 00:27:17,209 --> 00:27:20,279 - It's her patient. - Well, it just got too big for her. 630 00:27:20,299 --> 00:27:24,084 Tell her or don't tell her. Just prep an O.R. and scrub in. 631 00:27:25,275 --> 00:27:27,258 Okay. So, now what are you gonna do? 632 00:27:27,278 --> 00:27:28,545 Go talk to her? 633 00:27:28,613 --> 00:27:31,281 Well, I called Richard, and he's coming over. 634 00:27:31,349 --> 00:27:32,449 Is that okay? 635 00:27:32,517 --> 00:27:33,717 Yeah, sure. 636 00:27:34,117 --> 00:27:36,537 It's just, you know... 637 00:27:36,557 --> 00:27:38,322 We've got this board meeting thing, 638 00:27:38,390 --> 00:27:40,691 and I don't want to rush you, but I got to go get ready, 639 00:27:40,759 --> 00:27:42,426 and you got to be at this meeting, too. 640 00:27:42,494 --> 00:27:45,029 Alex, you're prepared. Your speech is great. 641 00:27:45,097 --> 00:27:47,765 - Why are you so... - Because I want this, Mer. 642 00:27:47,833 --> 00:27:49,634 You know? I don't just need a job. 643 00:27:49,701 --> 00:27:51,669 Yang thought I could do something bigger, 644 00:27:51,737 --> 00:27:53,938 and for the first time, I feel like I can, too. 645 00:27:54,006 --> 00:27:56,474 You know, I-I feel like I should really... 646 00:27:56,541 --> 00:27:58,943 Like I have something to offer. 647 00:27:59,335 --> 00:28:00,745 And I'm scared to death, 648 00:28:00,812 --> 00:28:03,114 and I don't want it to go like crap, all right? 649 00:28:06,694 --> 00:28:07,852 Take all the time you need. 650 00:28:19,836 --> 00:28:21,374 Thank you. 651 00:28:27,071 --> 00:28:28,620 When did you know? 652 00:28:29,602 --> 00:28:31,788 I found out the night I met Maggie Pierce. 653 00:28:32,223 --> 00:28:33,977 You didn't know? Ellis didn't tell you? 654 00:28:33,997 --> 00:28:36,429 Believe me, don't you think... 655 00:28:37,186 --> 00:28:39,363 When Pierce asked about your mother, 656 00:28:39,383 --> 00:28:42,033 I felt like I was being hit by a car. 657 00:28:42,053 --> 00:28:44,754 And when she asked about you... 658 00:28:44,822 --> 00:28:45,889 I... 659 00:28:45,956 --> 00:28:47,630 When was that? 660 00:28:48,735 --> 00:28:51,261 The night of the mass casualty... 661 00:28:51,329 --> 00:28:52,462 the mall explosion. 662 00:28:53,730 --> 00:28:55,212 That was a week ago. 663 00:28:55,232 --> 00:28:58,016 So, you knew I had a sister and you had a daughter, 664 00:28:58,036 --> 00:28:59,761 and you didn't tell me? 665 00:29:02,057 --> 00:29:03,807 - You didn't tell her. - I tried. 666 00:29:03,874 --> 00:29:05,508 What the hell is wrong with you? 667 00:29:05,576 --> 00:29:08,578 Don't you think I want to? I tried. I tried again today. 668 00:29:08,646 --> 00:29:09,979 Well, when are you planning on doing it? 669 00:29:10,047 --> 00:29:13,028 I would have liked to do it 30 years ago! 670 00:29:14,319 --> 00:29:16,540 I would like to have been a father! 671 00:29:17,359 --> 00:29:18,935 To know my child! 672 00:29:19,109 --> 00:29:20,950 To have a say! 673 00:29:27,279 --> 00:29:30,207 But your mother stole that chance from me. 674 00:29:36,980 --> 00:29:37,991 Gown and glove me. 675 00:29:38,011 --> 00:29:40,340 I don't believe you. I don't believe you! 676 00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:42,512 Suction. Amy, you don't have to scrub in. 677 00:29:42,532 --> 00:29:44,421 I want to be sterile when I come over there 678 00:29:44,488 --> 00:29:45,822 and stick that bovie in your eye. 679 00:29:45,890 --> 00:29:49,761 - Kepner, move! You're on my list. - You have put me in an awful position. 680 00:29:51,299 --> 00:29:53,545 Amy, he never had a good prognosis. 681 00:29:53,565 --> 00:29:56,774 I went endovascularly to fix the aneurysm, 682 00:29:57,109 --> 00:29:59,336 - but he starting re-bleeding. - I can see that. 683 00:29:59,403 --> 00:30:00,403 Fibrin glue. 684 00:30:00,471 --> 00:30:02,505 Now, why is that suction not working? 685 00:30:02,573 --> 00:30:04,541 Okay, can somebody change the canister? 686 00:30:04,608 --> 00:30:05,642 Got it. 687 00:30:05,710 --> 00:30:07,243 Amy... 688 00:30:07,311 --> 00:30:08,311 I see it. 689 00:30:08,379 --> 00:30:10,484 100 of Mannitol, 125 of Solu-Medrol. 690 00:30:10,504 --> 00:30:13,581 - He's gonna herniate. - He may not have time to herniate! 691 00:30:14,624 --> 00:30:16,899 He's in florid D.I.C. He's not clotting anymore. 692 00:30:16,919 --> 00:30:18,936 Knox, check his pupils. 693 00:30:19,197 --> 00:30:21,870 Fixed and dilated. There's no gag reflex. 694 00:30:23,255 --> 00:30:24,660 He's probably already brain-dead. 695 00:30:27,988 --> 00:30:30,333 The next thing I heard, she had moved you to Boston. 696 00:30:30,780 --> 00:30:34,035 She never said a thing to me about being pregnant. 697 00:30:34,103 --> 00:30:35,868 I had no choice in the matter. I... 698 00:30:35,888 --> 00:30:39,240 She knew, and... and she left. 699 00:30:39,601 --> 00:30:41,542 I'm sorry. 700 00:30:41,610 --> 00:30:42,877 It's just... 701 00:30:43,979 --> 00:30:45,980 We had an amazing day today. 702 00:30:47,983 --> 00:30:50,585 And she's someone I'd very much like to know. 703 00:30:50,652 --> 00:30:52,320 So, she came here looking for answers 704 00:30:52,388 --> 00:30:54,489 about her biological mother. 705 00:30:54,556 --> 00:30:56,654 You are her answer. 706 00:30:57,151 --> 00:30:59,017 You have to tell her. 707 00:30:59,037 --> 00:31:00,326 Don't make her wait. 708 00:31:00,346 --> 00:31:04,081 I mean, Ellis made the decision for you. Don't do that to Pierce. 709 00:31:07,730 --> 00:31:11,219 So, you're re-routing the deep peroneal with the biceps femoris? 710 00:31:11,239 --> 00:31:12,205 Exactly. 711 00:31:12,273 --> 00:31:15,075 You know, if you made this process part of the initial amputation, 712 00:31:15,143 --> 00:31:17,044 you could cut out the second surgery altogether. 713 00:31:17,111 --> 00:31:18,445 Huh. Yeah. 714 00:31:18,513 --> 00:31:21,125 Add... what... 2, 3 minutes to the initial surgery? 715 00:31:21,145 --> 00:31:25,109 That could make a world of difference. That's a great idea, actually. 716 00:31:25,129 --> 00:31:26,457 Thanks. 717 00:31:28,206 --> 00:31:29,688 Avery, did I mention that Hunt and I 718 00:31:29,708 --> 00:31:32,426 are starting a special project with veterans? 719 00:31:32,446 --> 00:31:33,749 - We are? - We are. 720 00:31:33,769 --> 00:31:36,362 We are taking a chunk of my research money 721 00:31:36,430 --> 00:31:39,338 and focusing it on prosthetics for vets... 722 00:31:39,358 --> 00:31:40,900 free, pain-free, right? 723 00:31:40,967 --> 00:31:42,601 Right. Right. 724 00:31:43,340 --> 00:31:44,755 That sounds great. 725 00:31:45,065 --> 00:31:47,620 That is good for the hospital. Good work, guys. 726 00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:48,606 You want in? 727 00:31:48,674 --> 00:31:50,008 I mean, unless you're too busy 728 00:31:50,076 --> 00:31:52,777 with butt implants, hall monitoring. 729 00:31:52,845 --> 00:31:55,013 Yeah, well, I guess you would benefit 730 00:31:55,081 --> 00:31:57,715 from having a good plastics guy who knows nerves. 731 00:31:57,783 --> 00:32:00,618 Ew. Ew. That was so weak. 732 00:32:00,686 --> 00:32:02,887 Did you see him trying to pretend he already had friends on the playground? 733 00:32:02,955 --> 00:32:05,156 Yeah, don't pretend that you have friends on the playground. 734 00:32:05,224 --> 00:32:06,591 Aw. He tried to be cool. 735 00:32:06,659 --> 00:32:08,226 Don't try to be cool. It's sad. 736 00:32:08,294 --> 00:32:09,260 Don't try to be cool. 737 00:32:09,328 --> 00:32:10,597 Shut up. 738 00:32:15,746 --> 00:32:17,135 Adding on this reinnervation, 739 00:32:17,203 --> 00:32:19,896 it revolutionizes the whole thing. 740 00:32:19,916 --> 00:32:21,886 I mean, the potential for control 741 00:32:21,906 --> 00:32:23,540 these patients can have is... is... 742 00:32:23,608 --> 00:32:25,042 It's incredible. 743 00:32:25,110 --> 00:32:27,377 I mean, I could change the way the world does amputations. 744 00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:29,046 Sounds like you really want to do this. 745 00:32:29,114 --> 00:32:30,047 I-I do. 746 00:32:30,115 --> 00:32:31,415 I do! 747 00:32:31,483 --> 00:32:33,484 And I know it'll take so much time, 748 00:32:33,551 --> 00:32:36,561 and... and we'll be stretched so, so thin. 749 00:32:36,581 --> 00:32:38,993 - But I really think that... - So, wait. 750 00:32:39,013 --> 00:32:41,843 So, are you saying that maybe we should wait on this baby? 751 00:32:42,749 --> 00:32:44,354 What? No. 752 00:32:44,374 --> 00:32:45,597 No, no. Why would you say that? 753 00:32:45,617 --> 00:32:48,335 No. Because you just said it was gonna be too much to juggle. 754 00:32:48,355 --> 00:32:50,189 And you're supposed to say, "it's not a problem. 755 00:32:50,256 --> 00:32:52,901 "You can do it, Callie. We can do it all." 756 00:32:53,236 --> 00:32:55,527 You're... you're supposed to support me the way that I've been supporting you 757 00:32:55,595 --> 00:32:58,197 ever since you decided you needed to start this fellowship. 758 00:32:58,264 --> 00:32:59,865 But what if we can't? 759 00:32:59,933 --> 00:33:03,872 I mean, what if we can't do anything and everything? 760 00:33:05,312 --> 00:33:07,406 Are you saying you don't want to... 761 00:33:07,937 --> 00:33:10,747 Are you saying you don't want a baby? 'Cause, then, w-what are we doing here? 762 00:33:10,767 --> 00:33:12,422 Why... why are we meeting with this lady 763 00:33:12,442 --> 00:33:14,569 who's gonna help us find someone to help us make a baby 764 00:33:14,589 --> 00:33:15,625 if you don't want a baby? 765 00:33:15,645 --> 00:33:17,822 Don't put words in my mouth. This was my idea. I... 766 00:33:17,842 --> 00:33:19,486 Yeah, but y-you don't want to carry it, 767 00:33:19,554 --> 00:33:22,089 and then I couldn't, and you still didn't want to carry it, 768 00:33:22,157 --> 00:33:24,658 and then we find this, and then you find something else to do. 769 00:33:24,726 --> 00:33:26,260 Oh, my God. It's so obvious. 770 00:33:26,327 --> 00:33:27,963 I can't believe it. 771 00:33:29,230 --> 00:33:30,697 Say it. 772 00:33:31,115 --> 00:33:33,938 Just say the words. You don't want a baby. 773 00:33:35,614 --> 00:33:36,770 Hi. 774 00:33:40,664 --> 00:33:42,791 35-year-old male admitted status 775 00:33:42,811 --> 00:33:45,571 post-ejection from a motorcycle without a helmet. 776 00:33:45,993 --> 00:33:48,182 Head C.T. revealed... 777 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:53,394 What? 778 00:33:53,414 --> 00:33:55,349 I'll do the op note if you want. 779 00:33:55,919 --> 00:33:56,897 You gonna steal this part, too? 780 00:33:56,964 --> 00:33:58,865 Stealing? No, I'm just trying to help. 781 00:33:58,933 --> 00:34:01,101 This guy was a lost cause. 782 00:34:01,764 --> 00:34:04,437 Whether he was or wasn't, he was my responsibility, 783 00:34:04,457 --> 00:34:05,238 and I didn't need your help, 784 00:34:05,306 --> 00:34:07,932 and I don't need any more of your bullying. 785 00:34:08,218 --> 00:34:10,828 Bullying? I am trying to be nice. 786 00:34:10,848 --> 00:34:12,020 Look, I get it! 787 00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:15,547 You were king of all neurosurgeons, right hand to the president. 788 00:34:15,567 --> 00:34:19,566 And now you can't have that, so you need to be king of the hospital 789 00:34:19,586 --> 00:34:20,933 and kick around the peons. 790 00:34:20,953 --> 00:34:22,683 You of all people should understand 791 00:34:22,703 --> 00:34:25,090 that this was the future of neuroscience. 792 00:34:25,110 --> 00:34:26,759 I mean, this is what we would've dreamt of in med school 793 00:34:26,827 --> 00:34:29,195 if we'd thought it was even possible that it could be done. 794 00:34:29,262 --> 00:34:30,930 Then you shouldn't have given it up. 795 00:34:30,997 --> 00:34:33,866 But the least you can do is stop stomping around here 796 00:34:33,934 --> 00:34:36,235 punishing people for a choice you made. 797 00:34:36,303 --> 00:34:38,437 I didn't make a choice. 798 00:34:38,505 --> 00:34:41,907 Meredith made a choice and backed me into a corner. 799 00:34:42,197 --> 00:34:45,515 And because I love my kids and I love my wife 800 00:34:45,535 --> 00:34:46,612 and I want to do what's best for her... 801 00:34:46,680 --> 00:34:49,184 I do. I want to give her everything. 802 00:34:49,204 --> 00:34:51,984 But something like this will not come again. 803 00:34:53,597 --> 00:34:55,992 This is it. This is as high as I go. 804 00:34:57,842 --> 00:35:00,845 I have never taken a step back in my career ever. 805 00:35:01,155 --> 00:35:04,410 I've never felt like this before, and I feel like she forced me. 806 00:35:04,430 --> 00:35:05,930 Okay, well, I know the feeling, 807 00:35:05,998 --> 00:35:07,832 because it is happening to me right now. 808 00:35:07,900 --> 00:35:09,734 I'm... I'm not trying to... 809 00:35:09,802 --> 00:35:12,537 No, I know that you're not trying to, but you are, Derek! 810 00:35:12,557 --> 00:35:13,691 You are doing it to me. 811 00:35:13,711 --> 00:35:16,284 And Meredith... you say that you want her to have everything, 812 00:35:16,304 --> 00:35:18,406 but not if it interferes with you having your everything. 813 00:35:18,426 --> 00:35:20,926 And it is not fair, and I am saying no, too, 814 00:35:20,946 --> 00:35:23,159 because you have to live with the choices you make. 815 00:35:23,179 --> 00:35:24,682 I am trying to. 816 00:35:27,448 --> 00:35:29,053 I am trying. 817 00:35:32,491 --> 00:35:34,492 I know. 818 00:35:35,085 --> 00:35:36,673 We're all trying. 819 00:35:40,598 --> 00:35:42,867 It's just, no one wants to give up... 820 00:35:43,303 --> 00:35:45,139 Or give in. 821 00:35:46,964 --> 00:35:48,912 And no one should. 822 00:35:51,285 --> 00:35:52,799 Right? 823 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,435 Hey. Uh, time for the board meeting. 824 00:36:08,503 --> 00:36:09,970 Mm. Okay. 825 00:36:10,038 --> 00:36:12,442 How's our masterpiece doing? 826 00:36:12,462 --> 00:36:14,191 - Good. He's good. - Great. You coming? 827 00:36:14,211 --> 00:36:16,648 Yeah, no, I'm just gonna be a minute. 828 00:36:16,668 --> 00:36:18,225 I'm, um... Just reviewing his chart. 829 00:36:18,245 --> 00:36:20,260 Want to make sure everything's perfect 830 00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:22,548 since they are gonna be teaching this in med schools. 831 00:36:23,917 --> 00:36:26,252 I know, right? It's crazy. 832 00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:27,219 Yeah. 833 00:36:27,287 --> 00:36:28,321 Let's go. 834 00:36:28,388 --> 00:36:29,922 I'll make sure that she gets there. 835 00:36:30,309 --> 00:36:31,657 Uh, a-all right, fine. Don't be late. 836 00:36:31,725 --> 00:36:33,426 Um, a-and actually, the three of us, 837 00:36:33,493 --> 00:36:34,794 we should, you know, meet... 838 00:36:34,861 --> 00:36:36,629 get together, talk about timelines, protocol. 839 00:36:36,697 --> 00:36:38,264 Yeah, I'll fill you in on the funding stuff, 840 00:36:38,332 --> 00:36:40,697 and we'll figure out a subject pipeline. 841 00:36:40,821 --> 00:36:42,199 Okay. 842 00:36:45,439 --> 00:36:46,639 You okay? 843 00:36:48,494 --> 00:36:50,776 Yeah. I just, um... 844 00:36:52,787 --> 00:36:55,172 I need something to be good, too. 845 00:37:06,177 --> 00:37:07,226 Okay. 846 00:37:08,783 --> 00:37:10,409 Ugh. All right. 847 00:37:11,514 --> 00:37:13,926 How sobby do I look? 1 to 10. 848 00:37:13,946 --> 00:37:15,479 Mm... 849 00:37:15,547 --> 00:37:16,480 6. 850 00:37:16,548 --> 00:37:17,982 Uggggh. 851 00:37:18,455 --> 00:37:19,917 Okay. 852 00:37:22,637 --> 00:37:24,035 So, how'd it go today? 853 00:37:24,055 --> 00:37:25,655 Did Meredith help you with your speech? 854 00:37:25,723 --> 00:37:26,957 Uh, not really. 855 00:37:27,024 --> 00:37:28,725 If this doesn't work out, I hear radioshack's hiring. 856 00:37:28,793 --> 00:37:30,193 She must have helped some. 857 00:37:30,261 --> 00:37:32,028 I mean, you guys were at the house together all day. 858 00:37:32,096 --> 00:37:33,730 Yeah, well, she's got a lot of stuff going on. 859 00:37:33,798 --> 00:37:34,898 Do I have pit stains? 860 00:37:34,966 --> 00:37:35,966 What kind of stuff? 861 00:37:36,033 --> 00:37:37,901 Oh, nothing. Don't worry about it. 862 00:37:37,969 --> 00:37:39,735 You sure I look okay? 863 00:37:40,604 --> 00:37:42,515 Yeah. You look great. 864 00:38:01,175 --> 00:38:02,559 Dr. Karev. 865 00:38:03,706 --> 00:38:05,444 Dr. Bailey. 866 00:38:15,039 --> 00:38:17,670 I'll tell them you're on your way. 867 00:38:29,956 --> 00:38:30,952 Pierce? 868 00:38:31,020 --> 00:38:32,611 Hey! Dr. Webber! 869 00:38:32,631 --> 00:38:34,956 Did you check in on our impalement patient? He is doing great! 870 00:38:35,024 --> 00:38:37,448 I need to tell you something. 871 00:38:37,894 --> 00:38:39,661 I should have told you sooner. 872 00:38:39,728 --> 00:38:41,169 Okay. 873 00:38:43,726 --> 00:38:46,183 Ellis Grey and I knew each other... 874 00:38:46,679 --> 00:38:48,416 very well. 875 00:38:49,868 --> 00:38:53,295 - We had a relationship... - Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Stop talking. 876 00:38:54,363 --> 00:38:56,936 It's funny, but that is the first thing I thought 877 00:38:56,956 --> 00:38:59,790 when we first spoke and you told me that you'd known my mother. 878 00:38:59,810 --> 00:39:01,930 I thought, "what if it's him?" 879 00:39:01,950 --> 00:39:03,953 But then you never said anything. 880 00:39:03,973 --> 00:39:06,120 And then days went by, and you still never said anything, 881 00:39:06,140 --> 00:39:10,009 so I thought it couldn't possibly be true, 882 00:39:10,076 --> 00:39:12,563 because what kind of person would do something like that... 883 00:39:12,583 --> 00:39:15,247 would let me sit there and talk like an idiot 884 00:39:15,315 --> 00:39:17,216 and never speak up? 885 00:39:17,284 --> 00:39:20,586 No one decent. No one honest. 886 00:39:20,654 --> 00:39:22,292 A coward. 887 00:39:24,458 --> 00:39:28,360 The only reason that you would do something like that... 888 00:39:28,608 --> 00:39:31,096 is if you'd known about me all along 889 00:39:31,586 --> 00:39:34,375 - and never wanted me, either. - No. No, that's not true. That's not... 890 00:39:34,395 --> 00:39:38,304 Why should I believe you? Why should I believe a word you say to me?! 891 00:39:40,075 --> 00:39:41,433 Well, this must've been a nightmare for you, 892 00:39:41,453 --> 00:39:43,885 me showing up here like this. 893 00:39:45,473 --> 00:39:48,452 Don't worry... it has been worse for me. 894 00:39:52,418 --> 00:39:54,087 Good night, Dr. Webber. 895 00:39:55,439 --> 00:39:58,858 Surgeons are bred to be invulnerable. 896 00:40:00,075 --> 00:40:03,600 It's very hard to lay ourselves bare. 897 00:40:03,620 --> 00:40:06,947 - Hey. How are you feeling? - Hey. Uh, not great. Weird day. 898 00:40:07,158 --> 00:40:09,131 You don't have a fever. You still sick? 899 00:40:09,151 --> 00:40:11,001 No, I-I wasn't sick. 900 00:40:11,069 --> 00:40:13,397 - I-I'm... I am a little drunk, though. - You're drunk? 901 00:40:13,417 --> 00:40:15,754 - Yes. I was at Alex's... - Okay, Meredith, you got to help me. 902 00:40:15,774 --> 00:40:17,075 I-I-I-I'm trying to understand. 903 00:40:17,142 --> 00:40:18,576 Okay, listen, this crazy thing is happening... 904 00:40:18,644 --> 00:40:20,781 You said you had to stay here to make the most of your career. 905 00:40:20,801 --> 00:40:21,828 Just listen to me. 906 00:40:21,848 --> 00:40:23,528 Wait... so, I gave up the brain mapping initiative 907 00:40:23,548 --> 00:40:25,377 so you can play hooky and get drunk with your friends? 908 00:40:25,397 --> 00:40:27,804 This is why we're staying in Seattle? 909 00:40:29,690 --> 00:40:33,526 Because we know exactly how deep some injuries can go. 910 00:40:49,939 --> 00:40:53,463 But vulnerability isn't the opposite of strength. 911 00:40:56,491 --> 00:40:58,357 It's a necessary part. 912 00:41:02,089 --> 00:41:04,906 We have to force ourselves to open up... 913 00:41:09,175 --> 00:41:11,436 to expose ourselves... 914 00:41:13,665 --> 00:41:16,276 to offer up everything we have... 915 00:41:21,016 --> 00:41:23,610 And just pray that it's good enough. 916 00:41:24,528 --> 00:41:27,494 I'm sure you did fine. 917 00:41:28,388 --> 00:41:31,214 Sure are taking a long time. 918 00:41:33,634 --> 00:41:34,666 Alex? 919 00:41:49,566 --> 00:41:53,782 Otherwise... we'll never succeed. 920 00:42:02,122 --> 00:42:03,772 Congratulations. 921 00:42:03,792 --> 00:42:05,795 I... Wait... Karev. 922 00:42:05,815 --> 00:42:07,843 Bailey. 923 00:42:13,519 --> 00:42:16,274 There she is. Hey. Congratulations. 924 00:42:18,892 --> 00:42:22,193 sync and corrected by ninh www.addic7ed.com