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[Grey] James Harrison,
an Australian blood donor,
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was nicknamed
"the man with the golden arm."
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His blood contained
a rare antibody,
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necessary to make
a lifesaving medication.
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Anti-D.
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[siren wailing in distance]
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[Hunt] We have kids.
Did you forget about them?
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Or have you just
made up your mind,
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and now I have
to be the bad guy to tell you not to go?
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- That's not what's happening.
- The Royer Bridge collapsed.
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- Assumed you'd need everybody.
- Do whatever you want like you always do.
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Chief?
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I'm-I'm-I'm sorry,
I just need a-a minute to take care of something.
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Want me to have
the desk send out an alert to all available personnel?
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That'd be great, uh, thank you.
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Wait, do you have eyes
on that bridge?
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Probably.
Why, you need something?
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- Owen takes
that bridge to work. - Hopefully, he wasn't on it.
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I'll ask my contacts,
and I'll keep you posted.
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Thank you.
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[♪ tense music playing]
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[spluttering]
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[Grey]
Anti-D injections were given to pregnant mothers,
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whose blood wasn't compatible
with their unborn babies.
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[grunting, gasping]
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[Grey] James donated
over 1,000 times.
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What he could survive without
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saved over two million lives.
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- [music fades]
- [siren wailing in distance]
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[elevator bell dings]
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I checked with the lab.
The mice are still pubescent.
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I do not envy them. That was
a rough time in my life.
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[Grey chuckles]
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So, while they mature,
we should focus on the estrogen receptors in the brain.
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And Nick is kind enough
to call over to the head of radiology at Fox Boston
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and see if they'll let us use
their FES-PET scanner.
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Oh, tell him I said thank you.
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You can tell him yourself.
He's on his way here.
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[Wright] Yeah, no,
maybe no ice cream.
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We had ice cream
when we told him about the divorce.
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No, I know
it's good news, it's...
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Can we talk tonight?
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Hey, Amelia.
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- [Millin] Good morning.
- Why are you smiling like that?
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You know when you want
something really badly
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that it can't possibly
meet expectations,
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but then it actually
exceeds them?
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- I slept with Lucas.
- What? No.
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- [exhales] What'd I miss?
- She hooked up with Adams.
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- Hey.
- I'm sorry. It just came out.
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Wait, last night?
I thought that was Bryant.
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- Was he there too?
- Aren't you fired?
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[sighs]
The alert said whoever's available, and I'm available.
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- You were fired?
- Webber was angry.
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But I'm gonna save a few lives,
get back in his good graces,
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and get my job back
by the end of the day.
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Do you have to?
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I didn't realize
you were working in here.
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Uh-huh.
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- Is it all right
if I get some tea? - Oh, go ahead.
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Copilot.
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Summarize this bloated,
self-indulgent, word salad
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into three paragraphs.
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Ah.
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Much better.
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People sending me
60-page compliance reports.
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- I don't have time
for that nonsense. - Hmm.
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Apparently, I do.
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I heard you got benched.
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I'm sorry it came to that.
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You know we cannot fool around
with the IRB.
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I know. [sighs]
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But doesn't it bother you
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that they're trying to tell you
how to run your hospital?
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[scoffs]
Nobody tells me anything. Everything is a negotiation.
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Must be nice having
a seat at the table.
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It's hard work is what it is.
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I had to learn
epidemiology, data analytics, management theory.
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[scoffs]
And somebody's got to do it.
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[punching keys]
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Good morning.
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It's not a good morning.
A bridge collapsed.
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- Am I still smiling?
- A little bit, yeah.
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Sorry,
I had a really good night.
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- Me too.
- [Altman] Listen up, everyone.
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SFD estimates that there were
over 60 cars on that bridge.
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We are setting up
triage outside
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and another area upstairs
for patients who just need observation.
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This is an all-hands-on-deck
situation, people, so if you need help, ask.
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If you see a need, jump in.
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All right, let's go to work.
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You were in bed
pretty early last night.
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- What? Uh...
- No, I texted and called.
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- I figured you were asleep--
- I forgot to turn my phone off silent.
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- Sorry. Yeah.
- Yeah, no, it's all good.
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Just like old times.
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- Just be fired.
- Shut up.
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- [Altman] Cass?
- Hey.
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- Are you doing okay?
Is-Is David okay? - We're okay.
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I just can't get to Seattle
Pres because of the bridge. You need extra hands?
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- How many do you have?
- [scoffs]
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[grunting, breathing heavily]
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[panting]
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[♪ dramatic music playing]
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[panting] Damn it.
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Help! We need help, please!
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We need help!
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- Hey.
- Please!
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I'm Owen Hunt.
I'm chief of trauma surgery at Grey Sloan Memorial.
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- What's your name?
- Josh.
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My family, we're trapped.
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- What's your name?
- Uh, I'm Hank. That's Laney.
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All right, I'm gonna help you.
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Yeah.
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[pants]
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- What do we got?
- [phone ringing]
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A 30-year-old female injured
in a multicar pileup near the bridge,
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intubated on the scene.
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Paramedics put
on a pelvic binder.
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All right, everybody,
stand back.
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[phone ringing continues]
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All right, Dr. Bryant,
what do you see here?
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Uh, a few right rib fractures,
but no pneumothorax.
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That is correct. All right,
I'm getting paged to another trauma.
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Get the pelvic X-ray,
and I'll be right back.
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- Okay.
- [phone ringing]
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Someone's probably
worried about her. Anyone mind if I get it?
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Be my guest.
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[Bryant] Hello.
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This is Dr. Bryant
at Grey Sloan Memorial.
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Sir, listen, your wife
has been in an accident.
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We are assessing her injuries
as we speak,
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but I need to know, is she
on any medication? Has she had any--
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- Page OB.
- What?
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Page OB.
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- [Bryant] She's pregnant.
- I need OB down here!
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- [Millin] Was it weird?
- I don't remember.
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- Are you two getting
back together? - No, it was a one-time mistake.
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Griffith, Millin, we're up.
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[paramedic] 48-year-old male,
MVC secondary to bridge collapse.
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GCS 15, systolic 105,
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tachycardia in the 120s.
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Oh, my God.
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- Dr. Marsh.
- [grunts]
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Tell Dr. Grey that I made it.
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[paramedic]
All right. Let's move.
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[Griffith]
We got you, Dr. Marsh.
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[Hunt] Are you able
to move at all?
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Laney, is your leg numb
or are you in pain?
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Laney? Hey, hey, hey,
Laney, look at me.
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- Why won't she talk?
- [Josh] Hank, give the doctor a minute.
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Laney, sweetie? Is she okay?
What's happening?
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I can't tell
the extent of the damage to her leg from out here,
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but it looks like it's stuck
between the door and this metal.
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Josh, has your wife been
unconscious this entire time?
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- Yeah. Yeah.
- Okay.
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Okay, hold on.
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Is Mom dying?
Are Mom and Laney gonna die?
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[Hunt grunts]
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[grunting]
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Hold on, sweetie.
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All right. All right.
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There's bruising on her neck.
Most likely something hit her during impact.
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Josh, she can't breathe.
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I'm gonna have to place a tube
in the skin of her throat,
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it's gonna look scary,
but it's gonna save her life, all right?
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- Hank, check on your sister.
- Dad--
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For God's sake,
turn around and check on your sister.
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[Laney wheezing]
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- [Josh groans]
- [Hunt] Okay.
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- All right. Okay.
- [sirens wailing in distance]
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[grunts]
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Breathe.
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Come on. Come on, breathe.
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Okay.
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- [Millin] Evidence
of abdominal trauma. - [Cass] Start the FAST exam.
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[Marsh]
Millin, I'm any other patient.
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Start at the tenth
intercostal space
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- and begin to-- Yeah. [groans]
- Upper right quadrant.
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[Grey] Nick, I'm here.
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- Hey.
- What happened?
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- Is he your husband?
- Yes.
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What does his FAST show?
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[Cass] He's got free fluid
in the abdomen, but he's stable.
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We're gonna need a CT
with contrast.
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He has a transplanted kidney,
but his renal function is good.
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Okay, call radiology
and tell them we're on our way. Let's prep to move.
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- So, I'm your husband?
- Is that what you're focused on right now?
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- [chuckles]
- [machine beeps]
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- BP is dropping.
- Hang another unit.
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Mer, I love you.
I need you to know that I love you.
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I love you too.
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- [Cass] We need to intubate.
- Okay, come on, let them do their jobs.
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Come on, Mer. Come on.
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Sorry it took me a minute.
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- How are the CREOGs?
- Um, okay, I think.
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- Get me up to speed.
- [Adams] This is Morgan Lewis.
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She has complex pelvic
fractures which has resulted in locked symphysis.
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- And she's 32 weeks pregnant.
- Let me take a look.
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- [Lincoln] Let us know
what you need. - Well, I need to do
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a pelvic exam, so...
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You said she's
32 weeks pregnant?
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That's what her husband
said, yeah. Why?
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Because I see
two feet sticking out. Get me an ultrasound.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay, I can see a heartbeat.
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Crap. Baby's shifted
further down into the pelvis, now I can't see anything.
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Okay, let me try something.
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Okay.
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Come on. Come on.
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Okay, the pelvic fracture
is making it impossible for me to move the baby.
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- It's stuck.
- Can't you do a C-section?
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It's too far down.
That's why I'm trying to push it back up.
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[pants]
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If we don't make room for me
to get the baby out, it'll die.
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What if I place percutaneous
pins to open the pelvic ring? It could make some space.
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- You think that can work?
- We can try.
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- Okay.
- [Lincoln] Get me two pins and a drill.
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[sirens wailing]
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Hey, Chief.
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- Did someone see Owen?
- Not yet,
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- but the dive team
found his truck. - Where? Was he in--
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He-He wasn't in it,
but the driver's side window was broken. That's a good sign.
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Okay. We got a female,
63, hypotensive, lacerations on her head and arms.
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Trauma two.
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- Warren, let's go.
- All right. You okay?
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Male, 42, dislocated shoulder,
possible femur fracture.
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Okay, trauma one.
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I could use some help here.
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- Where do you need me?
- Uh, visitor's area. You don't work here.
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- Uh, but everyone else is busy.
- [sighs]
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Don't make me regret this.
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[Hunt] She's moving air
on her own,
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- but you need to load and go.
- [captain] She'll be taken to Grey Sloan.
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[Hunt] Okay, how are we doing?
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[Hank] Laney's breathing funny.
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She's severely tachycardic,
sats are low, her abdomen's bruised
239
00:11:01,730 --> 00:11:04,077
- and she's lost a lot of blood.
- [Hunt] Can I take a look?
240
00:11:04,215 --> 00:11:05,492
[grunts]
241
00:11:05,630 --> 00:11:08,702
[machine beeping]
242
00:11:10,462 --> 00:11:11,740
She's about to code.
243
00:11:11,878 --> 00:11:13,362
They'll have jaws of life here
in a couple minutes.
244
00:11:13,500 --> 00:11:15,191
She doesn't have that. [pants]
245
00:11:17,849 --> 00:11:19,644
[rapid beeping]
246
00:11:19,782 --> 00:11:21,819
Okay, I'm gonna need
an intubation kit, a tourniquet,
247
00:11:21,957 --> 00:11:23,683
and do we have
a reciprocating saw down here?
248
00:11:23,821 --> 00:11:25,685
- Get me a new blade.
- What's going on?
249
00:11:26,789 --> 00:11:30,966
Josh, in order to save Laney,
we need to free her from the car right now.
250
00:11:31,104 --> 00:11:34,694
If we wait for
the rescue tools, she'll lose too much blood and she'll die.
251
00:11:34,832 --> 00:11:36,212
So, what are you gonna do?
252
00:11:38,249 --> 00:11:39,250
I need to amputate her leg.
253
00:11:39,388 --> 00:11:40,423
[exhales sharply]
254
00:11:43,703 --> 00:11:44,773
Okay?
255
00:11:45,463 --> 00:11:46,671
Yeah.
256
00:11:46,809 --> 00:11:47,983
- Okay.
- [EMT] Saw's here.
257
00:11:50,710 --> 00:11:52,401
What's the saw for?
258
00:11:52,539 --> 00:11:54,092
I'm gonna get
your sister out of here.
259
00:11:54,230 --> 00:11:55,611
I need the tourniquet.
260
00:11:56,370 --> 00:11:57,958
[♪ tense music playing]
261
00:12:03,446 --> 00:12:04,654
- [sirens wailing]
- [machine beeping]
262
00:12:04,793 --> 00:12:06,380
[Josh]
Laney's gonna be okay, buddy.
263
00:12:06,518 --> 00:12:09,487
Dr. Hunt just needs
to get her out first, but you can't watch,
264
00:12:09,625 --> 00:12:11,523
so I need you
to close your eyes, Hank.
265
00:12:11,661 --> 00:12:14,112
- Buddy?
- You hear your dad?
266
00:12:19,014 --> 00:12:20,463
She would want you to do it.
267
00:12:21,499 --> 00:12:23,639
Laney, she doesn't get scared.
268
00:12:27,436 --> 00:12:28,609
Do you?
269
00:12:30,266 --> 00:12:32,199
I still think you should
close your eyes.
270
00:12:32,924 --> 00:12:34,270
Maybe turn around.
271
00:12:35,720 --> 00:12:36,963
Go ahead, turn around.
272
00:12:38,067 --> 00:12:39,068
Good.
273
00:12:42,037 --> 00:12:43,383
You play baseball?
274
00:12:44,177 --> 00:12:46,144
- Yeah.
- What position do you play?
275
00:12:46,282 --> 00:12:48,008
Outfield. I'm not very good.
276
00:12:48,146 --> 00:12:51,253
[Hunt] Hey, outfield's
important. You can see the whole game from there.
277
00:12:51,391 --> 00:12:53,634
Tell me about your last game,
okay? Play-by-play.
278
00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,602
I need you to talk really loud.
279
00:12:55,740 --> 00:12:57,259
Can you do that?
280
00:12:59,295 --> 00:13:00,503
It was on Sunday.
281
00:13:00,641 --> 00:13:02,678
We played the A's.
282
00:13:02,816 --> 00:13:04,128
We were the home team.
283
00:13:04,266 --> 00:13:08,235
Shaan was sick,
so Miles had to pitch.
284
00:13:08,373 --> 00:13:12,274
He was really nervous
because he usually plays shortstop.
285
00:13:13,033 --> 00:13:15,484
[Lincoln] There we go.
Adams, place the T holder on that one.
286
00:13:15,622 --> 00:13:16,726
- Got it.
- Clock's ticking.
287
00:13:16,865 --> 00:13:18,625
I'm acutely aware.
288
00:13:18,763 --> 00:13:21,041
- Okay, done.
- I need you to manipulate the pelvic ring
289
00:13:21,179 --> 00:13:22,940
just enough for me
to get the baby out, but--
290
00:13:23,078 --> 00:13:26,012
Not so much that I rip
her pelvic veins and she bleeds out and dies. Understood.
291
00:13:26,150 --> 00:13:29,291
- How do you know
how much is too much? - Short answer, I don't.
292
00:13:30,464 --> 00:13:32,190
- You ready?
- Uh-huh.
293
00:13:32,708 --> 00:13:33,813
[grunting]
294
00:13:33,951 --> 00:13:35,021
Oh, damn it.
295
00:13:35,159 --> 00:13:36,643
- You okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
296
00:13:36,781 --> 00:13:38,334
- [Bryant] Any progress?
- [Wilson] Hang on.
297
00:13:38,472 --> 00:13:41,337
Okay, come on.
Push, push, push. Yeah.
298
00:13:41,924 --> 00:13:45,307
Okay, the baby's coming.
And... okay, he's out.
299
00:13:45,445 --> 00:13:46,411
- Scissors.
- [grunts]
300
00:13:48,586 --> 00:13:50,105
Good work, everyone. [pants]
301
00:13:50,243 --> 00:13:52,141
- That was insane.
- [Lincoln] All right, it's not over yet.
302
00:13:52,279 --> 00:13:53,315
- [baby crying]
- [machine beeps]
303
00:13:53,453 --> 00:13:54,764
- Wait, she's bleeding!
- Bryant, Adams,
304
00:13:54,903 --> 00:13:56,180
help me get
this pelvic binder on.
305
00:13:56,318 --> 00:13:58,354
We're gonna get her ready
for the OR. We gotta move.
306
00:13:58,492 --> 00:13:59,700
[baby crying]
307
00:14:02,531 --> 00:14:03,704
Hey, I just heard. How is he?
308
00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:05,189
Can you come to this side?
309
00:14:06,776 --> 00:14:07,950
Yeah?
310
00:14:12,575 --> 00:14:13,991
What's going on? What do you--
311
00:14:22,206 --> 00:14:27,176
Dr. Marsh was one of the few
who, um, believed in us at the beginning.
312
00:14:29,109 --> 00:14:31,905
Listen, no one
will hold it against you if you want to bow out.
313
00:14:32,043 --> 00:14:33,631
No, I... I can do it.
314
00:14:33,769 --> 00:14:36,668
I just, um,
I just need a minute.
315
00:14:36,806 --> 00:14:37,877
[phone buzzing]
316
00:14:38,015 --> 00:14:40,155
It's Dr. Beckman. I gotta go.
317
00:14:40,293 --> 00:14:41,294
Hey.
318
00:14:42,847 --> 00:14:43,952
You got this.
319
00:14:48,059 --> 00:14:49,681
He's bleeding from
his liver and spleen.
320
00:14:49,819 --> 00:14:51,028
We'll need to keep
his pressors up
321
00:14:51,166 --> 00:14:53,202
to give the kidney graft
its best chance at survival.
322
00:14:53,340 --> 00:14:54,721
He's on his way to the OR now.
323
00:14:54,859 --> 00:14:56,516
How familiar are you
with kidney grafts?
324
00:14:56,654 --> 00:14:58,414
I'm an excellent surgeon,
but I know what I don't know.
325
00:14:58,552 --> 00:15:00,313
I'm gonna have another doctor
monitor his kidney.
326
00:15:00,451 --> 00:15:01,728
I will do it.
327
00:15:01,866 --> 00:15:03,764
I would normally jump at
the chance to operate with you,
328
00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:04,973
but I don't feel comfortable--
329
00:15:05,111 --> 00:15:06,767
I've operated on Nick before.
It'll be fine.
330
00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:08,908
You think it'll be fine
if he decompensates? If he codes?
331
00:15:09,046 --> 00:15:10,910
No one will be
as vigilant as I will.
332
00:15:11,048 --> 00:15:13,533
I know that you're scared,
but we have an excellent general surgery department.
333
00:15:13,671 --> 00:15:14,844
You trained most of them.
334
00:15:19,815 --> 00:15:21,265
Where are you going?
335
00:15:22,991 --> 00:15:24,716
Her husband, uh...
336
00:15:26,063 --> 00:15:28,686
Her first husband died because
of incompetent surgeons.
337
00:15:28,824 --> 00:15:30,481
Oh, my God, that's awful.
338
00:15:30,619 --> 00:15:32,932
Yeah. It really was.
339
00:15:36,487 --> 00:15:37,488
[Bryant] Hey.
340
00:15:38,178 --> 00:15:40,767
- How's your apocalypse going?
- Intense.
341
00:15:40,905 --> 00:15:43,873
Wilson just delivered
a baby trapped under her pelvis, feet first.
342
00:15:44,012 --> 00:15:46,773
Then Lincoln opens up
her hip bones like he's bending metal or something.
343
00:15:46,911 --> 00:15:47,843
You saw it.
344
00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:49,500
I'm sorry.
I'm coming at you hot.
345
00:15:49,638 --> 00:15:51,709
It's just, I-I get
a little bit, uh, amped when I'm stressed, so--
346
00:15:51,847 --> 00:15:53,987
I'm just tired.
I was up late last night.
347
00:15:54,125 --> 00:15:55,989
- Studying.
- What were you studying?
348
00:15:56,127 --> 00:15:57,128
[elevator bell dings]
349
00:15:58,405 --> 00:15:59,820
Uh, uh, wait, Lucas, um...
350
00:16:00,649 --> 00:16:01,926
Uh, you go ahead.
I'll catch up.
351
00:16:02,064 --> 00:16:04,308
Okay, for sure.
Hey, keep your phone on later, yeah?
352
00:16:04,446 --> 00:16:05,516
Yeah.
353
00:16:06,206 --> 00:16:08,312
- Are you two still--
- Has anyone told you Marsh is here?
354
00:16:08,450 --> 00:16:10,107
Yeah, he had a conference.
355
00:16:10,831 --> 00:16:12,178
He was in the bridge collapse.
356
00:16:12,316 --> 00:16:13,938
[stutters] Is he gonna be okay?
357
00:16:14,076 --> 00:16:15,871
He has some internal bleeding,
but his renal transplant looks stable.
358
00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,045
[phone chimes]
359
00:16:18,046 --> 00:16:19,702
I-I gotta go,
but can you let me--
360
00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:21,428
Of course, we're taking
good care of him.
361
00:16:22,326 --> 00:16:23,327
Thanks.
362
00:16:24,914 --> 00:16:27,503
Dr. Altman,
our shoulder dislocation has been reduced.
363
00:16:27,641 --> 00:16:30,368
Heading upstairs for
a femoral splint. You want me to take the arm injury?
364
00:16:30,506 --> 00:16:32,336
Yes, thank you,
and, uh, head lac in bed two.
365
00:16:33,061 --> 00:16:34,131
[Webber] Kwan?
366
00:16:35,132 --> 00:16:37,030
- What the hell are you doing?
- [Altman] I asked him to help.
367
00:16:37,168 --> 00:16:40,102
I don't know how
I can make this any clearer, you don't work here.
368
00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:42,208
- But the ER's backed up.
- [Webber] Go clear out your locker,
369
00:16:42,346 --> 00:16:43,968
turn in your badge, and leave.
370
00:16:44,106 --> 00:16:46,902
- We don't need your help.
- I do. I need his help. Don't go anywhere.
371
00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:48,800
- He doesn't have privileges.
- I don't care.
372
00:16:48,938 --> 00:16:51,355
There are dozens of patients
waiting to be seen, and more on the way.
373
00:16:51,493 --> 00:16:53,115
I need hands.
374
00:16:53,253 --> 00:16:55,290
And if he happens
to inject someone with an experimental drug today,
375
00:16:55,428 --> 00:16:57,740
which I really don't think
he'll do, you can blame me.
376
00:16:58,327 --> 00:16:59,570
Bed nine, go.
377
00:16:59,708 --> 00:17:01,192
[♪ tense music plays]
378
00:17:06,335 --> 00:17:07,716
Hey.
379
00:17:08,268 --> 00:17:10,719
So, it's mayhem out there.
You're in here doing paperwork?
380
00:17:10,857 --> 00:17:12,617
I was benched from surgery.
381
00:17:12,755 --> 00:17:14,792
Well, that's a problem
because I need you in OR two.
382
00:17:14,930 --> 00:17:18,347
Well, unless you want to return
past favors and fight for my medical license--
383
00:17:18,485 --> 00:17:19,693
It's Nick.
He was on the bridge.
384
00:17:19,831 --> 00:17:22,386
He's hypotensive,
needs an ex lap.
385
00:17:22,524 --> 00:17:24,974
- He may lose his kidney.
- Well, you should have led with that.
386
00:17:25,113 --> 00:17:27,080
Okay, I need his full
medical history on the way.
387
00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:36,020
[Hunt] Bolus her with fluids,
and make sure Grey Sloan is ready with O-neg.
388
00:17:36,158 --> 00:17:38,126
You'll make sure
my dad gets out?
389
00:17:38,264 --> 00:17:39,955
I won't leave
until he does, okay?
390
00:17:40,093 --> 00:17:42,647
[Josh] I'm okay, buddy.
I'll see you at the hospital.
391
00:17:42,785 --> 00:17:44,097
Don't get into trouble.
392
00:17:44,235 --> 00:17:45,340
- Okay.
- [helicopter whirring]
393
00:17:45,478 --> 00:17:47,135
- Let's go.
- [radio chatter]
394
00:17:52,036 --> 00:17:53,382
[grunts]
395
00:17:55,936 --> 00:17:58,456
My kids won't see, right?
When they lift this thing off me?
396
00:17:59,457 --> 00:18:01,839
I'm not an idiot.
I know what might happen.
397
00:18:01,977 --> 00:18:03,289
Josh, you need to hold on.
398
00:18:03,427 --> 00:18:05,360
We're going
to get you out of here.
399
00:18:08,087 --> 00:18:11,814
You know, I drive this bridge
every day. I don't even think I notice it anymore.
400
00:18:13,575 --> 00:18:16,957
Between yelling at my kids
to stop fighting, and my...
401
00:18:18,269 --> 00:18:21,928
my wife going over
the shared calendar a hundred times.
402
00:18:22,066 --> 00:18:23,171
[Hunt chuckles]
403
00:18:23,826 --> 00:18:27,175
You know,
hell is a shared calendar in your 40s, right?
404
00:18:27,313 --> 00:18:28,521
[chuckles]
405
00:18:29,591 --> 00:18:30,592
You got one?
406
00:18:31,938 --> 00:18:33,008
I do.
407
00:18:33,491 --> 00:18:35,286
- [firefighter] Dr. Hunt,
we're ready here. - Okay.
408
00:18:36,460 --> 00:18:37,771
Thank you.
409
00:18:37,909 --> 00:18:39,808
Thank you for getting
my family out.
410
00:18:41,775 --> 00:18:43,605
- They're my life.
- Yeah.
411
00:18:44,364 --> 00:18:46,125
And I need you
to tell them that.
412
00:18:47,505 --> 00:18:49,128
Josh, listen...
413
00:18:49,266 --> 00:18:50,819
Could you, uh...
414
00:18:50,957 --> 00:18:52,648
Could you take my wedding ring?
415
00:18:52,786 --> 00:18:54,236
Get it to Sam.
416
00:18:55,306 --> 00:18:57,550
- Please?
- Josh.
417
00:18:57,688 --> 00:18:58,723
Please?
418
00:19:00,346 --> 00:19:01,347
Okay.
419
00:19:02,002 --> 00:19:04,384
[♪ melancholy music plays]
420
00:19:07,318 --> 00:19:08,319
Okay.
421
00:19:10,632 --> 00:19:12,151
- Thank you.
- Of course.
422
00:19:15,533 --> 00:19:16,534
[firefighter] Now.
423
00:19:17,846 --> 00:19:19,537
[machinery revs]
424
00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:22,851
[rapid beeping]
425
00:19:23,472 --> 00:19:25,302
[Hunt] Damn it,
come on, Josh. Hang on.
426
00:19:25,854 --> 00:19:27,821
- [line ringing]
- Come on, come on. Pick up.
427
00:19:28,546 --> 00:19:30,824
[Hunt] You reached Owen Hunt.
I'm not available right--
428
00:19:30,962 --> 00:19:31,998
Altman?
429
00:19:33,310 --> 00:19:34,311
Are you okay?
430
00:19:34,863 --> 00:19:37,037
I'm just, uh, stressed.
431
00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:39,937
Oh, about something
besides the influx of patients?
432
00:19:40,075 --> 00:19:42,215
Look, you've mobilized
this hospital in minutes.
433
00:19:42,353 --> 00:19:45,080
I've also seen you deal
with much bigger catastrophes.
434
00:19:45,218 --> 00:19:48,394
Owen was on the Royer Bridge,
and I haven't heard from him.
435
00:19:48,532 --> 00:19:50,085
Every time I call him,
it goes straight to voicemail.
436
00:19:50,223 --> 00:19:52,087
Maybe he just forgot
to charge his phone.
437
00:19:52,225 --> 00:19:55,332
The fire department found
his truck in the water.
438
00:19:56,367 --> 00:19:59,198
And we had
this huge fight last night
439
00:19:59,336 --> 00:20:02,304
over a job offer,
and it just seems so dumb now. [sobbing]
440
00:20:02,442 --> 00:20:05,204
- Hey, now.
Hey, hey, it is early. - Mm-hmm.
441
00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:07,585
So, don't give up hope.
442
00:20:08,897 --> 00:20:12,107
Look, if you need
some time to yourself, I-I can hold things down here.
443
00:20:12,866 --> 00:20:15,628
I just... I just need
to keep busy. Thank you.
444
00:20:21,737 --> 00:20:22,807
You okay?
445
00:20:23,394 --> 00:20:25,396
Yeah, it's just a headache.
446
00:20:27,018 --> 00:20:28,848
- You okay?
- I'm fine.
447
00:20:28,986 --> 00:20:30,021
You sure?
448
00:20:31,713 --> 00:20:35,613
That was a difficult delivery
and Mom's in rough shape.
449
00:20:37,753 --> 00:20:39,824
Jo, you can talk to me
about this stuff.
450
00:20:39,962 --> 00:20:42,965
Our patient
is bleeding internally after her traumatic birth,
451
00:20:43,103 --> 00:20:44,415
and I have to be
the one to stop it.
452
00:20:44,553 --> 00:20:46,486
So, no, I can't actually talk
about it right now
453
00:20:46,624 --> 00:20:48,557
because if I start thinking
about how terrifying it is,
454
00:20:48,695 --> 00:20:51,629
I won't be able to do my job.
And my job is to save this woman's life.
455
00:20:54,598 --> 00:20:56,116
- [Altman] What do we got?
- Sam Greene, 44,
456
00:20:56,255 --> 00:20:58,809
car crash
in the bridge collapse, systolic is in the 90s,
457
00:20:58,947 --> 00:21:01,605
sats 96%, criked on the scene.
458
00:21:01,743 --> 00:21:02,985
Someone did a crike
in the field?
459
00:21:03,123 --> 00:21:04,677
[Kwan] Yeah, it's one of
those key chain things.
460
00:21:04,815 --> 00:21:06,817
Some survivalist whack job
probably discovered it on the Internet.
461
00:21:06,955 --> 00:21:09,992
You have to be
a medical provider to buy it. Let me in there.
462
00:21:10,130 --> 00:21:12,132
[rapid beeping]
463
00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:14,825
[gasps]
464
00:21:16,516 --> 00:21:19,139
That's from Dr. Hunt's
key chain. I have the same one.
465
00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:21,176
When I said survivalist
whack job, I-I-I meant--
466
00:21:21,314 --> 00:21:24,766
Okay, you know what?
Um, let's... [clears throat] ...let's get X-ray in here.
467
00:21:26,457 --> 00:21:28,528
We will formalize
the tracheotomy
468
00:21:28,666 --> 00:21:30,668
once we get a better
look at her other injuries.
469
00:21:30,806 --> 00:21:31,980
[exhales, chuckles]
470
00:21:33,015 --> 00:21:34,914
[Shepherd] Nelson is covering
for me on the floor,
471
00:21:35,052 --> 00:21:38,020
but depending
on a patient's CT, I might be needed in OR 3.
472
00:21:38,158 --> 00:21:39,712
Are you sure you want
to be up here?
473
00:21:39,850 --> 00:21:42,301
They can't stop the bleeding,
and he's maxed out on pressors.
474
00:21:42,439 --> 00:21:43,509
I'm not going anywhere.
475
00:21:43,647 --> 00:21:45,821
[Cass] I need two clamps
followed by a stick tie.
476
00:21:45,959 --> 00:21:46,995
[phone chimes]
477
00:21:48,962 --> 00:21:49,963
[Bailey] More traction.
478
00:21:55,486 --> 00:21:56,591
[sighs]
479
00:21:57,108 --> 00:21:59,835
I threatened him
when you two got together.
480
00:21:59,973 --> 00:22:01,216
What did you say?
481
00:22:01,354 --> 00:22:03,874
I asked him to fill your life
with love and joy.
482
00:22:04,012 --> 00:22:05,393
[Grey] And if he didn't?
483
00:22:05,531 --> 00:22:08,119
[Shepherd]
The threat was implied, but trust me, he got it.
484
00:22:08,257 --> 00:22:09,569
Turns out I had
nothing to worry about.
485
00:22:09,707 --> 00:22:10,950
[Cass]
I'm getting control over here.
486
00:22:11,088 --> 00:22:12,986
And the way you two love
and support each other...
487
00:22:14,367 --> 00:22:15,334
it's really beautiful.
488
00:22:15,472 --> 00:22:16,956
So you want me
to threaten Toni?
489
00:22:17,094 --> 00:22:18,129
[chuckles]
490
00:22:19,372 --> 00:22:20,891
No, she wants to be
with her ex.
491
00:22:21,650 --> 00:22:22,962
I can't get in the way of that.
492
00:22:23,100 --> 00:22:24,550
They have a kid.
They were married.
493
00:22:25,102 --> 00:22:27,380
So what if they were?
They also got divorced.
494
00:22:27,518 --> 00:22:29,520
[Shepherd] I've been married
and I've been not married.
495
00:22:29,658 --> 00:22:31,315
It's not the same.
496
00:22:31,453 --> 00:22:35,388
The level of commitment I had
with Owen compared to anyone else...
497
00:22:35,526 --> 00:22:38,909
It just felt more intentional.
It was a choice.
498
00:22:40,048 --> 00:22:41,877
She has that
with Celine, not me.
499
00:22:42,015 --> 00:22:43,292
[Bailey] Send a TEG.
500
00:22:43,431 --> 00:22:44,811
[Knox] Dr. Bailey.
501
00:22:46,882 --> 00:22:48,056
[Bailey] Oh, no.
502
00:22:49,298 --> 00:22:50,886
The urine bag is empty.
503
00:22:51,024 --> 00:22:52,371
How long since it was placed?
504
00:22:53,337 --> 00:22:54,442
An hour.
505
00:22:55,926 --> 00:22:58,169
[sighs]
His kidney's shutting down.
506
00:22:58,307 --> 00:23:01,241
[Bailey] Looks like
the bleeding is under control. Now to figure out the anuria...
507
00:23:03,899 --> 00:23:05,694
We're gonna need
some help out here!
508
00:23:06,419 --> 00:23:08,939
- Josh Greene, 43.
- Hunt! What the hell happened?
509
00:23:09,077 --> 00:23:10,906
He needs an ED thoracotomy.
510
00:23:11,044 --> 00:23:13,461
Chest was pinned by
the steering wheel. Lost pulses and intubated on the scene.
511
00:23:13,599 --> 00:23:15,635
No available trauma rooms.
I can get straight into an OR though,
512
00:23:15,773 --> 00:23:17,326
but you're going to need
to get that lac assessed.
513
00:23:17,465 --> 00:23:19,881
I'm seeing him through.
Somebody page Altman!
514
00:23:24,989 --> 00:23:28,268
Maybe it's something simple,
but recheck the foley.
515
00:23:29,166 --> 00:23:31,064
[Knox] No kinks and no signs
of obstruction.
516
00:23:31,202 --> 00:23:33,653
- I should be down there.
- No, you should not.
517
00:23:33,791 --> 00:23:35,448
[Millin] The renal graft
looked healthy on the CT.
518
00:23:35,586 --> 00:23:37,726
There was no sign of bleeding,
no sign of trauma.
519
00:23:37,864 --> 00:23:39,487
[Cass] I don't want to make
another incision to check it
520
00:23:39,625 --> 00:23:41,385
because that alone
might risk injuring him.
521
00:23:41,523 --> 00:23:43,732
[Griffith] Could the decreased
output be just from sustained hypotension?
522
00:23:43,870 --> 00:23:46,286
Well, that could've
explained it before, but now that he's stable,
523
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:47,633
he should be putting out
more urine.
524
00:23:47,771 --> 00:23:49,945
[Grey] Look for a clot
in the renal artery or vein.
525
00:23:50,083 --> 00:23:52,016
He had one six weeks
after his transplant.
526
00:23:52,154 --> 00:23:53,466
I did the thrombectomy myself.
527
00:23:53,604 --> 00:23:56,193
Okay, I need
an ultrasound right now.
528
00:23:56,331 --> 00:23:58,367
[Avery]
I came as soon as I heard.
529
00:24:00,335 --> 00:24:01,819
Dr. Bailey. My God.
530
00:24:01,957 --> 00:24:04,684
Dr. Bailey, you're not supposed
to be operating.
531
00:24:04,822 --> 00:24:07,273
[Bailey] I would've
asked for permission, but there wasn't time.
532
00:24:07,411 --> 00:24:08,654
[Avery] If the IRB gets wind--
533
00:24:08,792 --> 00:24:10,725
If the IRB gets wind of it,
have them talk to me.
534
00:24:10,863 --> 00:24:13,728
I asked her to scrub in.
I needed someone I could trust down there.
535
00:24:13,866 --> 00:24:15,902
[Bailey]
There's absent Doppler flow.
536
00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:18,595
Must be
a renal artery thrombosis.
537
00:24:18,733 --> 00:24:21,011
So much for not wanting
to make another incision.
538
00:24:21,149 --> 00:24:24,532
Page Ndugu
or anyone from vascular. We need them in here now.
539
00:24:24,670 --> 00:24:27,707
I'll let this slide,
but rules are rules,
540
00:24:27,845 --> 00:24:29,675
even if you're
an experienced surgeon.
541
00:24:30,538 --> 00:24:34,127
If you need anything,
just say the word.
542
00:24:34,265 --> 00:24:35,197
Thank you.
543
00:24:35,335 --> 00:24:37,130
[♪ tense music playing]
544
00:24:39,857 --> 00:24:41,756
- [Kwan] Okay, I am in.
- [Altman] Okay.
545
00:24:41,894 --> 00:24:44,897
Actually,
this might be my last surgery.
546
00:24:45,035 --> 00:24:47,071
Do you think I could do
the wedge resection?
547
00:24:47,209 --> 00:24:48,521
- Okay.
- [Kwan chuckles]
548
00:24:49,177 --> 00:24:51,524
All right. Demarcate where
you're gonna do the wedge.
549
00:24:51,662 --> 00:24:52,663
[Kwan] Uh-huh.
550
00:24:54,458 --> 00:24:56,495
Good.
Clamp distal to that line.
551
00:24:57,979 --> 00:24:59,912
- [Altman] Mm-hmm.
- [Kwan] Okay, GIA stapler.
552
00:25:00,050 --> 00:25:03,709
[Altman] Right,
now make sure that you staple across the lung tissue
553
00:25:03,847 --> 00:25:05,193
so that there's a good seal.
554
00:25:05,331 --> 00:25:08,058
Wait, wait, wait.
There's edema.
555
00:25:08,196 --> 00:25:11,510
If you staple now,
the line could fail, and you could have air leaks.
556
00:25:11,648 --> 00:25:14,720
You need to wait
for a few seconds for the fluid to leave the area.
557
00:25:15,652 --> 00:25:16,894
Okay, go ahead.
558
00:25:17,032 --> 00:25:18,068
[clicks]
559
00:25:20,242 --> 00:25:21,727
[Kwan]
Staple line looks good. Saline.
560
00:25:21,865 --> 00:25:23,522
[Altman]
Inflate the lung, please.
561
00:25:27,422 --> 00:25:30,252
Congratulations, Dr. Kwan.
You are good to close.
562
00:25:30,390 --> 00:25:31,978
[nurse] This is OR 2.
563
00:25:32,116 --> 00:25:34,740
Dr. Altman,
they're requesting you on a case next door.
564
00:25:34,878 --> 00:25:37,570
- Okay, I'll be right there.
- She'll be there shortly. Thanks.
565
00:25:37,708 --> 00:25:40,780
[Altman]
It's easy to see residents as replaceable.
566
00:25:40,918 --> 00:25:43,231
You are all at the same point
in your training.
567
00:25:43,369 --> 00:25:45,267
It's hard to stand out.
568
00:25:45,405 --> 00:25:50,479
Tell Dr. Webber... specimen...
what makes you someone he needs at this hospital.
569
00:25:50,618 --> 00:25:52,205
[Kwan] You really think
that'll work?
570
00:25:52,343 --> 00:25:53,966
[Altman] I think
you've got the skills to back it up.
571
00:25:54,104 --> 00:25:55,036
[Kwan] Thank you.
572
00:25:55,174 --> 00:25:56,140
[Altman] Mm-hmm.
573
00:25:56,278 --> 00:25:58,349
[♪ "After The Flood" plays]
574
00:26:06,599 --> 00:26:07,807
[Bailey] Ndugu.
575
00:26:08,532 --> 00:26:09,982
[Ndugu] Where are we?
576
00:26:10,120 --> 00:26:12,363
[Bailey]
A clot in the renal vessels of the transplant.
577
00:26:12,501 --> 00:26:14,055
[Cass] I need more laps.
578
00:26:16,609 --> 00:26:22,408
♪ But I do it better now♪
579
00:26:24,617 --> 00:26:28,932
♪ This time♪
580
00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:31,072
[sighs]
581
00:26:31,969 --> 00:26:34,282
♪ After the flood♪
582
00:26:35,007 --> 00:26:36,146
[Ndugu] Inserting the Fogarty.
583
00:26:38,976 --> 00:26:42,462
♪ I didn't want to drown you♪
584
00:26:43,049 --> 00:26:44,603
[Ndugu] Inflating the balloon.
585
00:26:48,089 --> 00:26:49,573
Blood's out. Suction.
586
00:26:50,678 --> 00:26:52,507
Let's get proximal
and distal control again.
587
00:26:56,407 --> 00:27:02,793
♪ Full of fear and pride♪
588
00:27:05,278 --> 00:27:09,835
♪ I just wanna feel♪
589
00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:14,253
[Ndugu] Moment of truth.
Clamp's off.
590
00:27:14,391 --> 00:27:15,495
♪ Alive♪
591
00:27:16,082 --> 00:27:17,705
[Ndugu] Come on, man.
Let's pink up.
592
00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:20,328
Come on. Pink up.
593
00:27:20,466 --> 00:27:23,365
♪ After the flood♪
594
00:27:23,503 --> 00:27:24,470
[Ndugu] Pink up.
595
00:27:24,608 --> 00:27:27,369
♪ After the flood♪
596
00:27:27,853 --> 00:27:29,026
[Millin exhales]
597
00:27:30,683 --> 00:27:31,788
[sighs, laughs]
598
00:27:31,926 --> 00:27:33,030
Oh, my God.
599
00:27:37,552 --> 00:27:39,416
♪ After the flood♪
600
00:27:42,488 --> 00:27:43,696
[Hunt] Hang another unit.
601
00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:47,493
- [Altman] What have we got?
- [Hunt] Dr. Altman.
602
00:27:47,631 --> 00:27:49,012
[rapid beeping]
603
00:27:50,082 --> 00:27:51,704
I could really use
some help here.
604
00:27:55,501 --> 00:27:57,054
[Altman] Whatever you need.
605
00:27:58,021 --> 00:27:59,160
I'm right here.
606
00:28:01,127 --> 00:28:03,820
♪ After the flood♪
607
00:28:05,442 --> 00:28:07,858
♪ After the flood♪
608
00:28:13,553 --> 00:28:15,072
[footsteps approaching]
609
00:28:16,556 --> 00:28:17,730
[Griffith] What are you doing?
610
00:28:17,868 --> 00:28:19,042
Hiding from Adams.
611
00:28:19,180 --> 00:28:20,250
Why?
612
00:28:21,907 --> 00:28:23,805
I needed a minute, you know?
613
00:28:23,943 --> 00:28:25,082
Today was rough.
614
00:28:26,049 --> 00:28:27,050
Hmm.
615
00:28:28,568 --> 00:28:30,570
News said 13 people died.
616
00:28:31,399 --> 00:28:34,920
I'd love to say days
like this get easier, but not a good liar.
617
00:28:35,058 --> 00:28:37,267
- Still horrific.
- Intern year sucks.
618
00:28:37,405 --> 00:28:38,958
It's the hours.
It's the yelling.
619
00:28:39,096 --> 00:28:42,134
It's the feeling stupid,
the disimpactions.
620
00:28:42,272 --> 00:28:43,894
So many disimpactions. [sighs]
621
00:28:44,032 --> 00:28:46,725
I just feel like this year,
it doesn't belong to me,
622
00:28:46,863 --> 00:28:50,142
like it's being dictated
by someone else, and I have no say in the matter,
623
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:52,040
except for when I'm with you.
624
00:28:53,455 --> 00:28:54,940
Those parts I like.
625
00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:56,735
Me too.
626
00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:00,600
Let's get dinner.
627
00:29:03,086 --> 00:29:05,364
Let's hang out somewhere
that isn't the bed
628
00:29:05,502 --> 00:29:08,056
or the OR...
[chuckles] ...for once.
629
00:29:09,437 --> 00:29:11,128
- Okay.
- Okay.
630
00:29:11,957 --> 00:29:14,614
Oh, I gotta go. Okay.
I will text you later, okay?
631
00:29:16,271 --> 00:29:17,410
[Bryant clears throat]
632
00:29:21,035 --> 00:29:22,519
- Hey.
- Hey.
633
00:29:24,486 --> 00:29:27,904
[sighs] So, Marsh is stable.
634
00:29:29,422 --> 00:29:30,941
How you doing? You all right?
635
00:29:35,946 --> 00:29:40,157
Watching Dr. Grey stand there
while we had Dr. Marsh's life in our hands...
636
00:29:41,055 --> 00:29:43,643
If something were to happen
to either one of us,
637
00:29:43,782 --> 00:29:47,440
no one would know that we meant
anything to each other,
638
00:29:47,578 --> 00:29:50,340
and, you know,
no one would call.
639
00:29:51,237 --> 00:29:52,445
And...
640
00:29:55,379 --> 00:29:59,383
I would want them to call me
if something happened to you.
641
00:30:00,660 --> 00:30:02,145
I feel the same way.
642
00:30:02,283 --> 00:30:04,078
[♪ "Blue Light Escape" plays]
643
00:30:06,356 --> 00:30:08,703
[Webber] You knew
I pulled Bailey off surgery.
644
00:30:08,841 --> 00:30:12,017
I was angry too,
but it's what Meredith wanted.
645
00:30:12,155 --> 00:30:14,743
The residency program is
barely back on its feet.
646
00:30:14,882 --> 00:30:18,230
We can't have management
decisions just to make Meredith Grey feel better.
647
00:30:18,368 --> 00:30:21,164
Let me handle the IRB.
I can be very persuasive.
648
00:30:21,302 --> 00:30:23,131
Dr. Webber, may I have a word?
649
00:30:23,856 --> 00:30:25,306
Dr. Fox.
650
00:30:26,376 --> 00:30:28,999
I am sorry for putting
the program in jeopardy,
651
00:30:29,137 --> 00:30:31,553
but until then,
my record has been impeccable.
652
00:30:31,691 --> 00:30:34,177
I'm quick under pressure
and technically skilled beyond my year--
653
00:30:34,315 --> 00:30:35,316
[Webber] Your badge.
654
00:30:39,009 --> 00:30:41,667
That-That patient might still
be alive because of me.
655
00:30:42,323 --> 00:30:44,290
Today, patients are alive
because of me.
656
00:30:44,428 --> 00:30:47,915
Isn't that why we're here?
To-To save lives?
657
00:30:48,053 --> 00:30:50,227
What you did
today doesn't change what you did before.
658
00:30:50,365 --> 00:30:52,643
If I see you again,
I'll call security.
659
00:30:53,472 --> 00:30:57,131
♪ Telling me what to think♪
660
00:30:57,717 --> 00:31:01,963
♪ I just wanna go home♪
661
00:31:02,757 --> 00:31:08,245
♪ But I can't
Remember the way♪
662
00:31:08,383 --> 00:31:14,251
♪ Back to you♪
663
00:31:14,769 --> 00:31:16,495
Coffee this late?
664
00:31:17,116 --> 00:31:18,877
- It's decaf.
- Ah.
665
00:31:27,713 --> 00:31:30,026
I didn't take the CREOG.
666
00:31:34,099 --> 00:31:35,100
That's okay.
667
00:31:36,549 --> 00:31:38,206
Take it next time.
668
00:31:38,344 --> 00:31:39,898
More time to study.
669
00:31:41,796 --> 00:31:44,247
I don't know if there's
gonna be a next time.
670
00:31:45,627 --> 00:31:50,391
I don't even know if I can
practice medicine anymore.
671
00:31:56,362 --> 00:31:58,847
It's okay. All right?
672
00:32:01,126 --> 00:32:03,956
Whatever decision you make,
I will support you.
673
00:32:04,784 --> 00:32:08,788
And if you don't want to be
an OB, if you don't want to be a surgeon,
674
00:32:09,617 --> 00:32:12,792
if you want to take
more time off, whatever it is,
675
00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:16,244
I will take care of us,
I promise.
676
00:32:18,453 --> 00:32:20,421
- Can we go home now?
- Of course.
677
00:32:21,318 --> 00:32:24,114
- Meet back here in ten?
- I love you.
678
00:32:24,252 --> 00:32:29,982
♪ But I can't
Remember the way♪
679
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:36,471
♪ Back to you♪
680
00:32:36,609 --> 00:32:37,783
[door closes]
681
00:32:38,611 --> 00:32:43,823
♪ The way back♪
682
00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:49,070
♪ To you♪
683
00:32:49,208 --> 00:32:53,626
♪ The way back♪
684
00:32:53,764 --> 00:32:54,834
Hey.
685
00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:58,942
♪ To you♪
686
00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:00,047
[♪ song ends]
687
00:33:00,185 --> 00:33:01,634
[door closes]
688
00:33:06,225 --> 00:33:07,295
[chuckling]
689
00:33:11,334 --> 00:33:13,681
Oh, you are not gonna believe
what I just saw,
690
00:33:13,819 --> 00:33:15,338
and you're not gonna like it.
691
00:33:15,476 --> 00:33:17,512
Oh, well,
can it wait till tomorrow?
692
00:33:18,030 --> 00:33:19,273
Are you okay?
693
00:33:19,411 --> 00:33:22,897
- Mmm. Richard benched me
from surgery... - Hmm.
694
00:33:23,035 --> 00:33:25,969
- ...and I operated anyway...
on Nick Marsh. - Mmm.
695
00:33:26,107 --> 00:33:27,660
[stammers, chuckles]
696
00:33:27,798 --> 00:33:29,076
And this all happened today?
697
00:33:29,214 --> 00:33:31,837
- Amidst the bridge collapse.
- [exhales]
698
00:33:32,389 --> 00:33:34,874
SFD said that bridge was
supposed to be under repair,
699
00:33:35,013 --> 00:33:37,429
- but, you know,
funding fell through. - Mm-hmm.
700
00:33:37,567 --> 00:33:40,949
[exclaims]
You know, does every generation look back at the one before
701
00:33:41,088 --> 00:33:43,055
and wonder, "What the hell
were they thinking?"
702
00:33:43,193 --> 00:33:45,989
Where's the foresight?
Where's the common sense?
703
00:33:46,127 --> 00:33:49,544
The world would be a much
better place if there were more Miranda Baileys in charge.
704
00:33:50,856 --> 00:33:54,377
No, having a voice
in hospital policy and change
705
00:33:54,515 --> 00:33:57,414
requires more expertise
than I have to give.
706
00:33:57,552 --> 00:33:58,726
Why? You're a surgeon.
707
00:33:58,864 --> 00:34:01,349
I don't have the background
in public policy,
708
00:34:01,487 --> 00:34:04,180
communication, epidemiology.
709
00:34:04,318 --> 00:34:07,528
Oh, what? You're supposed
to run out and get a master's in public health?
710
00:34:09,426 --> 00:34:10,807
What if I did?
711
00:34:10,945 --> 00:34:13,051
Get a master's
in public health?
712
00:34:13,189 --> 00:34:14,569
Wait, you want to go
back to school?
713
00:34:14,707 --> 00:34:17,262
If it's what I need
to get a seat at the table.
714
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:21,162
I just... I can't keep
doing things the way they've always been done.
715
00:34:21,300 --> 00:34:22,715
Oh.
716
00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:26,202
You know I'm all in.
717
00:34:29,584 --> 00:34:30,654
Hmm.
718
00:34:32,829 --> 00:34:34,279
[sighs]
719
00:34:34,762 --> 00:34:37,627
Mom and daughter are stable
in the ICU, and Hank's grandmother just arrived.
720
00:34:37,765 --> 00:34:38,938
They're all going to be okay.
721
00:34:39,077 --> 00:34:40,526
Thanks to you.
722
00:34:41,941 --> 00:34:43,081
[Altman breathes heavily]
723
00:34:45,393 --> 00:34:46,429
I choose us.
724
00:34:47,982 --> 00:34:50,881
I needed
some time to figure out what I wanted for myself,
725
00:34:51,019 --> 00:34:53,263
and what I want
is you and our kids.
726
00:34:53,401 --> 00:34:55,265
I want us.
727
00:34:55,403 --> 00:34:57,336
I'm not gonna go to Paris.
728
00:34:57,474 --> 00:35:00,650
I have lived
all over the world, and the only thing,
729
00:35:00,788 --> 00:35:04,757
the only thing that makes me
feel like home is you.
730
00:35:05,413 --> 00:35:08,071
- It's a great opportunity.
- There will be others.
731
00:35:11,937 --> 00:35:13,732
You're going to Paris.
732
00:35:13,870 --> 00:35:15,561
You are taking that job.
733
00:35:15,699 --> 00:35:16,735
Oh.
734
00:35:18,046 --> 00:35:21,015
Oh... [stutters]
...okay. I guess I misread.
735
00:35:21,153 --> 00:35:22,189
No.
736
00:35:24,363 --> 00:35:27,228
- 'Cause we're coming with you.
- [laughs] Oh, God. You have a concussion?
737
00:35:27,366 --> 00:35:28,954
I've never been clearer.
738
00:35:30,266 --> 00:35:32,130
- Do you even like France?
- [chuckles]
739
00:35:35,063 --> 00:35:37,480
You were right.
You've moved continents for me.
740
00:35:37,618 --> 00:35:41,311
You have changed jobs.
It's my turn to go with you.
741
00:35:41,449 --> 00:35:45,281
I don't want to live in a world
where we're apart anymore.
742
00:35:46,074 --> 00:35:47,421
[♪ "Love Pains" plays]
743
00:35:48,801 --> 00:35:51,010
I have spent my whole life
chasing adventure,
744
00:35:51,149 --> 00:35:54,221
but the best thing
I've ever done is our family.
745
00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,535
I would do anything
for the three of you.
746
00:36:00,503 --> 00:36:02,090
You're my life.
747
00:36:04,990 --> 00:36:06,509
I love you.
748
00:36:07,372 --> 00:36:08,959
I love you too.
749
00:36:10,927 --> 00:36:12,170
I love you.
750
00:36:12,722 --> 00:36:13,895
- [Hunt sniffles]
- [chuckles]
751
00:36:16,346 --> 00:36:18,521
- [Marsh] I dreamed about you.
- [Grey] Oh.
752
00:36:18,659 --> 00:36:19,901
[Marsh chuckles]
753
00:36:20,039 --> 00:36:21,903
- Good dream, I hope.
- Very good dream.
754
00:36:22,041 --> 00:36:24,182
It's always a good dream
when you're there.
755
00:36:24,699 --> 00:36:26,667
When I wake up,
it's even better.
756
00:36:28,772 --> 00:36:30,947
[chuckles] That may be the
cheesiest thing I ever said.
757
00:36:31,085 --> 00:36:33,225
- I must be on
a lot of drugs right now. - [chuckles]
758
00:36:34,709 --> 00:36:35,710
Marry me.
759
00:36:36,711 --> 00:36:38,299
How badly was I hurt?
760
00:36:38,437 --> 00:36:41,199
Bad enough to make me think
about all the people I've lost.
761
00:36:42,579 --> 00:36:44,202
And I really don't want
to lose you.
762
00:36:45,444 --> 00:36:48,758
It turns out me not being
married to you isn't protecting me from anything.
763
00:36:50,415 --> 00:36:52,624
And I love you,
and I love our life together.
764
00:36:53,418 --> 00:36:56,283
I don't want my fear to get
in the way of that anymore.
765
00:36:58,561 --> 00:37:00,942
- Do you want a wedding?
- You are getting carried away.
766
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:02,254
[chuckles]
767
00:37:02,392 --> 00:37:04,601
No flowers
or white dresses or poems.
768
00:37:07,570 --> 00:37:09,468
Is it okay?
Do you still want to marry me?
769
00:37:09,606 --> 00:37:11,159
You kidding?
770
00:37:11,298 --> 00:37:14,335
I wanted to marry you
since the last time I was in this bed.
771
00:37:23,517 --> 00:37:26,347
- Hey, are you asleep?
- [chuckles]
772
00:37:26,899 --> 00:37:29,281
I was just resting
my eyes. [chuckles]
773
00:37:30,765 --> 00:37:33,147
- Heard Marsh is awake.
- He's gonna pull through.
774
00:37:33,285 --> 00:37:35,114
- Thank you.
- For what?
775
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:38,325
Uh, you've taken care
of a lot of people that mean something to me.
776
00:37:38,463 --> 00:37:41,086
- I really didn't do much today.
- I'm not just talking about Marsh.
777
00:37:41,638 --> 00:37:44,814
You opened your home to Katie,
778
00:37:44,952 --> 00:37:48,266
and I was, uh,
pretty awful to you.
779
00:37:48,404 --> 00:37:49,784
It's okay.
780
00:37:49,922 --> 00:37:51,717
I need a drink.
781
00:37:52,753 --> 00:37:54,686
- You want to get out of here?
- I don't know if we should.
782
00:37:54,824 --> 00:37:57,171
Don't want to do
anything we'd regret.
783
00:37:57,309 --> 00:37:58,448
What if I don't regret it?
784
00:37:58,586 --> 00:37:59,794
[Bryant] Hey.
785
00:37:59,932 --> 00:38:01,520
- Hey.
- [Bryant] You ready?
786
00:38:02,935 --> 00:38:03,902
Yeah.
787
00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:05,179
Uh, I'll see you tomorrow.
788
00:38:05,317 --> 00:38:07,975
Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.
789
00:38:08,527 --> 00:38:12,186
- [Bryant] Hey. You okay?
- [Griffith] Weird day. [sighs]
790
00:38:17,812 --> 00:38:18,917
[exhales]
791
00:38:20,815 --> 00:38:23,611
- Celine wants to move
to Seattle for me. - What?
792
00:38:23,749 --> 00:38:25,613
- For our family. [stammers]
- Toni--
793
00:38:25,751 --> 00:38:29,859
This is the first time that
she's ever considered what anybody else might want.
794
00:38:29,997 --> 00:38:32,275
I don't know what's changed,
795
00:38:32,413 --> 00:38:34,519
but she wants to upend her life
to be with me.
796
00:38:34,657 --> 00:38:35,899
That's okay.
797
00:38:37,556 --> 00:38:39,731
To be honest, I think I knew
that we would end this way.
798
00:38:39,869 --> 00:38:42,561
It's not even really about her.
It's about Zach.
799
00:38:42,699 --> 00:38:44,356
He's my whole world,
800
00:38:44,494 --> 00:38:47,946
but it's not healthy
for him to see his parents in a terrible marriage.
801
00:38:48,084 --> 00:38:49,292
Like, I was miserable.
802
00:38:49,430 --> 00:38:50,811
I felt invisible.
803
00:38:50,949 --> 00:38:53,158
I felt more seen with you
in the last month
804
00:38:53,296 --> 00:38:56,057
than I did
in the last ten years of my marriage.
805
00:38:57,852 --> 00:38:59,544
I told Celine it's over.
806
00:39:03,099 --> 00:39:05,412
I'm falling in love with you.
807
00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:11,728
[♪ "Falling Through All
of This Time" plays]
808
00:39:13,558 --> 00:39:15,870
[chuckles] Wow.
809
00:39:16,008 --> 00:39:18,528
- I really got this wrong.
- Toni.
810
00:39:18,666 --> 00:39:22,532
[Grey]
What we find important to keep in our lives changes over time.
811
00:39:27,226 --> 00:39:28,435
Things break.
812
00:39:29,056 --> 00:39:30,298
Hobbies age.
813
00:39:31,092 --> 00:39:32,370
And dreams evolve.
814
00:39:42,794 --> 00:39:44,796
- Teddy Altman.
- [Yang] I've never heard of you.
815
00:39:44,934 --> 00:39:47,488
I've never heard of you either,
so I guess that makes us even.
816
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:52,355
♪ So have faith...♪
817
00:39:53,460 --> 00:39:56,255
I'm not G.I. Jane.
I'm Attachment Barbie.
818
00:40:02,607 --> 00:40:09,268
♪ But I do know you better
Than anyone, you♪
819
00:40:11,478 --> 00:40:13,618
She appointed me
ambassador of fun.
820
00:40:13,756 --> 00:40:16,897
♪ And me falling through
All of this time♪
821
00:40:17,035 --> 00:40:23,075
♪ And you don't need
To tell me you're fine♪
822
00:40:25,457 --> 00:40:29,012
♪ Somehow out of all of this♪
823
00:40:30,842 --> 00:40:37,124
♪ So take your heart out of
The cage you built Around it so tight♪
824
00:40:37,262 --> 00:40:39,816
♪ And just let go♪
825
00:40:40,299 --> 00:40:43,786
[Grey] You learn from
experience to narrow down what really matters.
826
00:40:44,442 --> 00:40:47,099
♪ And it's all right♪
827
00:40:47,237 --> 00:40:48,549
Thank you.
828
00:40:48,687 --> 00:40:53,520
♪ Be not afraid
To drown in this light♪
829
00:40:53,658 --> 00:40:56,005
- You trached this guy
with an ink pen? - So?
830
00:40:56,143 --> 00:40:58,110
♪ So have faith♪
831
00:40:59,284 --> 00:41:04,047
♪ In somebody for once
And don't brace♪
832
00:41:05,048 --> 00:41:07,844
♪ Like you're tearing apart
At the seams♪
833
00:41:07,982 --> 00:41:10,053
[Hunt] Welcome
to Trauma Certification.
834
00:41:11,123 --> 00:41:17,371
♪ No, I don't need to know
What this means♪
835
00:41:20,857 --> 00:41:23,204
Trauma's a team sport.
You don't have to be the hero,
836
00:41:23,342 --> 00:41:25,413
you just... you just have to go
where you're needed.
837
00:41:25,552 --> 00:41:31,972
♪ But you don't need to know
How it beats♪
838
00:41:44,018 --> 00:41:47,401
[Grey]
And who you want standing by your side at all times.
839
00:41:53,269 --> 00:41:54,408
Hey.
840
00:41:57,687 --> 00:42:01,139
♪ Her loneliness
Is lovely now♪
841
00:42:03,072 --> 00:42:04,625
Let's go home.
842
00:42:04,763 --> 00:42:06,903
♪ Because it looks
Just like yours♪
843
00:42:10,286 --> 00:42:14,152
[Grey] And once you do,
you hold on as tightly as you can.
844
00:42:14,773 --> 00:42:21,539
♪ Be not afraid
To drown in this light♪