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♪ Got those blue skies
up above ♪

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Meredith:
My mother always used to say

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that you could tell the
difference between an intern

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and a second-year resident
by their sutures.

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Wait, ladybug, you forgot
your lunch again.

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Made your favorite.

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♪ Mm, mm ♪

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♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

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My favorite.

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Go back inside, Grammy.
Dad's getting your breakfast.

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Bye, baby.
Love you.

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♪ Ain't got no reason
to complain ♪

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♪ No, no, no ♪

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One of the more common
mistakes an intern makes

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is tying their sutures
too tightly,

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which causes tension.

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♪ ...at all that's going down ♪

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Wow.
Right? It's my first.

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Car?
Place.

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I installed a Wi-Fi hotspot
and a camper stove.
Ah.

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And, no,
you can't borrow it.
[ Watch beeps ]

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The more tension, the longer
it takes the wound to heal.

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It decreases blood flow,
increases scar formation,

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and even necroses the skin.

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What are you doing?
I worked till 4:00 a. m.

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Thought I'd put on
fresh underwear.

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Please do not tell me
that you are living here.

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I'm not.
It's just a safe space

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to put my stuff
till I find a permanent place.

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Oh, my God.

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Please don't say anything
to my mom.

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I don't even
talk to your mom!

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Ah, this whole sister hate thing
may work in my favor.

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Okay, just come stay
at Meredith's for a few days.

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If you're gonna survive
internship here,

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you're gonna need a night
or two of good sleep.
Nope.

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You at least need
to do laundry.

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You're offering
to wash my underwear?

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We agreed.
No special favors.

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So even though they may have
technically closed the wound...

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Lucas: Hey.

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...they may have opened
the door to even more problems.

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♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
We're late.

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♪ Oh, it's a good, good day ♪

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Whoa, whoa!
Slow down!

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My God.
We almost just died.

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Have you seen these e-mails

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about Nick Marsh's plans for
the residency program?

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It's weird.
The Residency Director

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is e-mailing
about the residents.

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He wants to push pre-rounds
by an hour,

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set up a mixer
with the nursing staff,

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and wants to bring in
a yoga instructor.

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Oh! When?
When will they work?

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I mean, he's doing exactly
what I thought he would,

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but I just thought
he would, I don't know,

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stop by my office or
send me an e-mail or call me.

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Sounds like this is not entirely
about the way he does his job.

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The job
that you offered him.

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I have no idea
what you're talking about.
[ All chuckle ]

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So, I suppose I will
see you ladies tonight.

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Did you forget?
Zola's presentation

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for the Pacific
Northwest Scholars.

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Her paper is a finalist for
their merit program.

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What's the paper about?

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Her hero.
Dr. Ellis Grey.

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Twist.
I don't care.

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I'll show up for anything
that celebrates Zola.

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I'll see you tonight.
See you.

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Woman: [ Over intercom ]
Nurse Krueger to the O. R.
Nurse Krueger to the O. R.

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Hello. Listen up.

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Dr. Schmitt
is your chief resident.

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[ Quietly ]
He's our only senior resident.

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He's gonna be handing out
your assignments

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while I'm doing
a kidney transplant.

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Who can name
the top three causes

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of end-stage
renal disease?

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Hypertension, diabetes,
glomerulonephritis.

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He didn't raise his hand.

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Yeah, I don't care
about any of that.

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Am I correct?
Yeah, you are.

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Do I get to scrub in?
No, uh, you cannot.

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Okay.
Have fun, Schmitt.

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♪♪

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I haven't slept
in two days.

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I am answering pages
from six different services,

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and I had a cupcake for
breakfast, so no one complain.

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Adams, you're with Dr. Pierce.
Kwan's with Ndugu.

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Yasuda,
report to Owen Hunt.

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And, uh, Millin and Griffith,
surgical consult in the pit.

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Uh, two of us
for one consult?

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Two interns
make a whole doctor.

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Now, don't embarrass me
or kill anyone

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or drop anything
inside a patient.

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♪♪

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This is the moment you go.

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♪♪

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Come on.

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♪♪

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Dr. Kwan.

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Yeah.
Tell me what you see.

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[ Exhales sharply ]

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Pericardial effusion?
That's right,

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which is compressing
this patient's heart.

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What would be
your recommendation?

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Hi! Remember Mr. Veras?
He's back,

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and his trach is infected.
Can you take a look?

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Also, a new patient in 523
needs an echo

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and admissions orders
for observation.

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Are you talking to me
or --

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Always assume I'm not.

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I have a VATS lobectomy
in an hour.

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I pushed that
to this afternoon.

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Maggie, I already rescheduled
that patient twice.

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I double-checked
his labs.

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A few hours will not
change his status.

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Okay, uh, yeah,
I will get it all done.

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Thank you.
I will check in with you

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after
my valve replacement.

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We're doing a valve replacement?
What type of valve?

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TAVR.
But you are on scut.

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No special favors, right?
Uh --

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Uh...

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All I did was
put in a chest tube.

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Was there an attending
in the room?

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It's the E. R., Teddy.
There's about three attendings

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in this area at all times.
Was one specifically
watching you?

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One specifically has been
barking at me 24/7,

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so, yeah, I assumed
she was still here.

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Do you need something?
Mika Yasuda,

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reporting for
Dr. Hunt's service.

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I'm his intern today.

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[ Laughs ]

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You know, you might
want to find a new service.

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Yeah, Dr. Hunt used to be
chief of trauma,

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and then he lost his mind,
so now I'm chief of trauma.

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Yeah, also, she's my lovely wife
and mother of my children.

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Her favorite color
is blue.

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Did she really need
to know that?

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Yes.
To humanize you!

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According to the Washington
Medical Commission,

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if he attempts to do anything
on his own,

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he will be reported
and lose his medical license.

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Understood?

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Oh, so I'm supposed to...

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Call an additional attending
for the following --

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intubations,
chest tubes,

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surgical consults,
I&Ds, NG tubes,

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lap repairs, washouts...
[ Man vomiting ]

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Pretty sure
this isn't surgical.

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Well, don't
give up hope yet.

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So, when did the, uh --
the vomiting start?

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I can't remember.

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Any alcohol last night?
Drugs?

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We shared a few drinks
while playing "Barn Finders"

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at a friend's apartment.
Oh.

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It's a video game.

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You play?
Sometimes.

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Not at all.

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Yeah, we got back
at like 3:00 a. m.,

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and, uh, we split
some leftover fried rice

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I had in my fridge.
It's from that place

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across the street
from the student union.

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We are never ordering
from there again.

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[ Vomiting ]

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Any blood
in your vomit?

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I-I don't know.
Here.

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Okay, well, we'll get you both
started on some IV fluids,

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and then we'll give you
another run --

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[ Gasping ]
Okay, just -- Just stay calm.

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Okay? Take a deep breath
for me if you can.

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Uh, Dr. Griffith,

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we need some oxygen
here, please.
On it.

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Okay.

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What's happening to him?!

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[ Grunting ]

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Uh, hold on.
Hold on.

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[ Groaning ]

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What the hell is this?
I don't know.

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Well, find
somebody who does!

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[ Groaning ]

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♪♪

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Okay. [ Grunts ]

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Hi!

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Hi, Pru! Luna, say hi!

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Okay, healthy snacks,
check.

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Uh, sanitizer, check.

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This is my kind of mom group.

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No endless brunches,
no power walking in full makeup

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and earrings
and tight leggings.

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Alright, waters,
uh, baby wipes, yes,

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and, uh, sunscreen.

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You are organized.

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Not my first rodeo.

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Thank you so much for calling.
All I do is work

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and watch Link bring home
half the women in Seattle,

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which, you know, I'm not one
to judge a choice, but it --

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Uh-huh. Okay.
Look, if we hurry,

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the girls can go down the slide
while it's still in the shade.

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Oh. Uh, are we late?

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Yes. Let's power-walk.

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[ Sighing ] Okay.

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[ Indistinct announcement
over intercom ]

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Did you page both of us?

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Uh, I paged Chief Grey.
I paged Dr. Webber.

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Did you happen to talk to
each other before doing that?

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Uh, never mind. Never mind.
Uh, what do you got?

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Um, 19-year-old male
with abdominal pain,
vomiting, and chills.

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He recently was
experiencing chest pain,

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shortness of breath, and a rash
on his abdomen and chest.

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Meredith: Okay.

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What about him?

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College roommate.

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They ate the same thing

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four hours before
both presenting with

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food poisoning symptoms,

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but he hasn't developed a rash
or shortness of breath.

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It's on his legs
and his arms, also.

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Let's get blood cultures,
get a chest X-ray.

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Put him on high-flow oxygen.
Admit him to the ICU.

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Call internal medicine
and page us when you're done.

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One of us.

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♪♪

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Excuse me. Hi.

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Do I need
all that stuff, too?

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So, your intake form says that
you're experiencing

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abdominal discomfort,
Mr. Peters?

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Harold, please.

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But I may know what
the discomfort is from --

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There you are!
This hospital's a maze.

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Sharon, I told you
to wait in the car.

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And I told you I thought
that was a stupid idea.

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I still can't find my phone.

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What if the kids call
and need something?

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You won't be able to help
if you're on an operating table.

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What's wrong with him?
I'm fine.

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Probably an ulcer
or something.
He says that

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every time we're supposed
to go to my mother's.

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Your abdomen is distended,

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so I'm gonna have
to do an ultrasound

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to figure out
how to proceed, okay?

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I have three minutes.

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And I'm not sure
I'm gonna survive them.

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Do I need to remind you
why I'm here, Dr. Hunt?

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Well, it's been about 10 minutes
since the last time,

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so, sure,
knock yourself out.

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Are you all doctors?
Teddy, this is
just an ultrasound.

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So then it should go quick.
Hi, I'm Dr. Altman.

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00:09:19,225 --> 00:09:21,561
Yes, we are all doctors.
And you're all necessary?

250
00:09:21,561 --> 00:09:23,354
No. You know what? Why don't
you just do this yourself?

251
00:09:23,354 --> 00:09:24,814
Well, if I were to do
everything myself,

252
00:09:24,814 --> 00:09:28,526
then no one would learn.
Would they?

253
00:09:28,526 --> 00:09:30,153
We're a teaching hospital.

254
00:09:30,153 --> 00:09:31,654
We should have gone
to Seattle Pres.

255
00:09:31,654 --> 00:09:34,074
Levi: Oh, geez.

256
00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:35,158
I'll be right back.

257
00:09:38,286 --> 00:09:39,954
Mika: Dr. Schmitt.

258
00:09:39,954 --> 00:09:41,748
I was supposed
to remove the drains

259
00:09:41,748 --> 00:09:44,209
from Dr. Ndugu's patient
an hour ago.

260
00:09:44,209 --> 00:09:46,377
I have to go round
on Webber's post-ops,

261
00:09:46,377 --> 00:09:48,379
and the nurses keep
texting me angry emojis.

262
00:09:48,379 --> 00:09:49,964
I can't work for Dr. Hunt
because it means

263
00:09:49,964 --> 00:09:51,591
you're also working
for Dr. Altman,

264
00:09:51,591 --> 00:09:53,551
which means you're working
for velociraptors.

265
00:09:53,551 --> 00:09:55,345
They're vicious,
can snap in an instant,

266
00:09:55,345 --> 00:09:56,930
but there is
a mind-game component

267
00:09:56,930 --> 00:09:58,598
going on between those two
that is so deep,

268
00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,141
it might destroy
all of civilization.

269
00:10:00,141 --> 00:10:04,145
Short, succinct,
clear sentences.

270
00:10:04,145 --> 00:10:06,648
What?
I don't have time to pee,

271
00:10:06,648 --> 00:10:09,150
and you just said
so many words.

272
00:10:09,150 --> 00:10:10,902
Can I be on your service
instead of Dr. Hunt's?

273
00:10:10,902 --> 00:10:12,278
No.

274
00:10:12,278 --> 00:10:15,406
Now get back in there
and do your job.

275
00:10:15,406 --> 00:10:16,825
[ Indistinct announcement
over intercom ]

276
00:10:18,368 --> 00:10:21,329
Thank you.
Hey. I just asked Winston

277
00:10:21,329 --> 00:10:23,957
if he could help on an anterior
approach for a spinal fusion,

278
00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:25,416
and he said
to check with you?

279
00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,001
He's monitoring
a few patients for me,

280
00:10:27,001 --> 00:10:28,920
and I may need an assist
on a TAVR.

281
00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:30,046
Well, I can assist
on the TAVR.

282
00:10:31,673 --> 00:10:32,966
Out.

283
00:10:38,012 --> 00:10:39,931
Is everything okay
with Winston?

284
00:10:39,931 --> 00:10:42,475
He seemed a little --
Was he doing his scissors talk?

285
00:10:42,475 --> 00:10:44,310
I don't know
what you mean.

286
00:10:44,310 --> 00:10:47,355
When Winston gets irritated,
he talks like scissors --

287
00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:49,566
Like, every word,
it sounds like snip, snip, snip.

288
00:10:49,566 --> 00:10:51,401
He wants to yell,
but he holds back,

289
00:10:51,401 --> 00:10:54,237
so he just cuts the air
with his words.

290
00:10:54,237 --> 00:10:55,280
I thought
he was mad at me.

291
00:10:55,280 --> 00:10:57,991
No, he's mad at me.
[ Sighs ]

292
00:10:57,991 --> 00:11:00,326
I pushed his surgery
because I'm a perfectionist

293
00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:03,204
and I want perfection
for my patients.

294
00:11:03,204 --> 00:11:05,874
And there's no such thing
as perfection in interns,

295
00:11:05,874 --> 00:11:07,584
and there are still
no senior residents,

296
00:11:07,584 --> 00:11:09,794
so I ask perfect Winston.

297
00:11:09,794 --> 00:11:11,880
Yeah, well, I still need someone
to help on my spinal fusion,

298
00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:13,339
so you need to work
on all that.

299
00:11:17,635 --> 00:11:18,970
[ Sighs ]

300
00:11:18,970 --> 00:11:21,639
We do have
one senior resident.

301
00:11:21,639 --> 00:11:23,558
Dr. Schmitt.

302
00:11:23,558 --> 00:11:25,602
Page him.

303
00:11:25,602 --> 00:11:28,062
And don't eavesdrop on
my conversations.

304
00:11:28,062 --> 00:11:31,149
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]

305
00:11:31,149 --> 00:11:33,443
What happened?
He became completely
unresponsive,

306
00:11:33,443 --> 00:11:36,112
and his pressure tanked.
The rash is now everywhere.

307
00:11:36,112 --> 00:11:40,074
Let's start him on pressors.
Push sux, etomidate.

308
00:11:40,074 --> 00:11:42,076
Get me an intubation tray.

309
00:11:42,076 --> 00:11:45,413
[ Monitors continue
beeping rapidly ]

310
00:11:45,413 --> 00:11:47,707
Two of you, come around here.
Stand behind me.

311
00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:50,168
Watch exactly what I'm doing.
You want to make sure

312
00:11:50,168 --> 00:11:52,795
you have full visualization
of the vocal cords.

313
00:11:52,795 --> 00:11:58,509
♪♪

314
00:11:58,509 --> 00:12:01,012
Griffith, come around
and listen for breath sounds.

315
00:12:01,012 --> 00:12:07,101
♪♪

316
00:12:07,101 --> 00:12:09,145
Bilateral breath sounds.
Okay, great job.

317
00:12:09,145 --> 00:12:10,688
Thank you.

318
00:12:10,688 --> 00:12:13,775
♪♪

319
00:12:13,775 --> 00:12:14,943
Uh, Chief Grey?!

320
00:12:14,943 --> 00:12:18,655
♪♪

321
00:12:18,655 --> 00:12:20,740
What the hell is wrong
with this kid?

322
00:12:28,331 --> 00:12:30,583
♪♪

323
00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:32,043
♪ Well, your touch
holds me captive ♪

324
00:12:32,043 --> 00:12:34,754
Hey, I need you
to come back to work now.

325
00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:35,713
I make more money here.

326
00:12:35,713 --> 00:12:37,632
You do not.

327
00:12:37,632 --> 00:12:41,678
Uh, as a resident, I made
around 55K a year, before taxes,

328
00:12:41,678 --> 00:12:44,055
when I regularly worked
80-hour weeks,

329
00:12:44,055 --> 00:12:45,473
and weekends
and holidays.

330
00:12:45,473 --> 00:12:47,433
The math sucks, Levi.
Not to mention

331
00:12:47,433 --> 00:12:49,560
I didn't love the stress
that came with it.

332
00:12:49,560 --> 00:12:52,605
If I make a mistake here,
nobody dies.

333
00:12:52,605 --> 00:12:54,899
Taryn,
you are a surgeon.

334
00:12:54,899 --> 00:12:56,567
I was a surgeon.

335
00:12:56,567 --> 00:12:58,861
Now I'm a bartender

336
00:12:58,861 --> 00:13:00,863
and you're on
the vagina squad.

337
00:13:00,863 --> 00:13:03,741
Was!
I was on the vagina squad.

338
00:13:03,741 --> 00:13:06,327
Now I am chief resident,
general surgery.

339
00:13:06,327 --> 00:13:08,413
Only because
I'm not coming back.

340
00:13:08,413 --> 00:13:10,206
Disagree.

341
00:13:10,206 --> 00:13:12,417
So come back
and prove me wrong.

342
00:13:12,417 --> 00:13:13,418
No.

343
00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:16,921
Grey wants you back.

344
00:13:16,921 --> 00:13:18,965
Did she say that?

345
00:13:18,965 --> 00:13:20,508
[ Chuckles ]

346
00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:22,051
Meredith is straight,

347
00:13:22,051 --> 00:13:24,178
and I have enough
self-esteem now to know

348
00:13:24,178 --> 00:13:26,973
to only fall for women
who might love me back.

349
00:13:26,973 --> 00:13:29,392
So, thanks,
but no thanks.

350
00:13:29,392 --> 00:13:31,352
Wow.

351
00:13:31,352 --> 00:13:33,146
Bartending really is
good for you, huh?

352
00:13:33,146 --> 00:13:34,605
Right?
[ Sighs ]

353
00:13:34,605 --> 00:13:36,357
[ Fake sobbing ]
Please come back anyway.

354
00:13:36,357 --> 00:13:37,775
No!
Oh!

355
00:13:37,775 --> 00:13:39,235
[ Cellphone chimes ]

356
00:13:39,235 --> 00:13:40,820
Ugh!

357
00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:42,739
I'm coming, Dr. Pierce.

358
00:13:42,739 --> 00:13:43,906
Bye.

359
00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:47,493
♪♪

360
00:13:47,493 --> 00:13:51,289
Meredith: Initially presented
like textbook food poisoning,

361
00:13:51,289 --> 00:13:53,458
and then evolved into
septic shock within hours.

362
00:13:53,458 --> 00:13:54,834
Do we have the source
of infection?

363
00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,502
Uh, no. Not yet.

364
00:13:56,502 --> 00:13:59,088
His chest X-ray shows
bilateral pleural effusions,

365
00:13:59,088 --> 00:14:00,965
and he's exhibiting
signs of DIC.

366
00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:04,302
The rash is non-blanching.
It could be petechiae.

367
00:14:04,302 --> 00:14:06,095
I initially thought it was
Steven Johnson Syndrome,

368
00:14:06,095 --> 00:14:07,805
but the rash
doesn't peel with pressure.

369
00:14:07,805 --> 00:14:10,058
Any case reports
of Bacillus cereus

370
00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:12,310
and sepsis after eating rice?
It's not Bacillus cereus.

371
00:14:12,310 --> 00:14:13,728
It's not food poisoning
at all.

372
00:14:15,730 --> 00:14:18,149
Have any of you ever seen a
patient bleed from every orifice

373
00:14:18,149 --> 00:14:19,984
after eating
bad leftover rice?

374
00:14:19,984 --> 00:14:21,652
Well, then solve it.
What?

375
00:14:21,652 --> 00:14:23,446
You and Millin
and the rest of the interns,

376
00:14:23,446 --> 00:14:26,074
hit the research
and figure it out.

377
00:14:26,074 --> 00:14:27,325
Before it's too late.

378
00:14:27,325 --> 00:14:32,330
♪♪

379
00:14:32,330 --> 00:14:34,123
Hello, Altman.

380
00:14:34,123 --> 00:14:37,085
Well, I'm glad you and Hunt
decided to come back.

381
00:14:37,085 --> 00:14:40,463
I imagine it's hard
with everything he has
to go through right now.

382
00:14:40,463 --> 00:14:42,882
Let me guess. Owen thinks that
I'm drinking too much,

383
00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,842
so he asked you
to intervene.

384
00:14:44,842 --> 00:14:46,469
Thanks. I'm good.

385
00:14:46,469 --> 00:14:49,347
I was just asking
how you were doing.

386
00:14:49,347 --> 00:14:52,266
Well, I have spent the last
six months on my feet

387
00:14:52,266 --> 00:14:54,310
working locum tenens
in L. A.

388
00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:56,646
while Owen developed
an artistic penchant

389
00:14:56,646 --> 00:14:58,898
for building sand castles,
which was fun for the kids,

390
00:14:58,898 --> 00:15:01,734
but, honestly, the sand castles
were pretty basic.

391
00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:04,237
And since his legal team
bankrupted us,

392
00:15:04,237 --> 00:15:07,448
Owen and I now have lengthy
arguments about important topics

393
00:15:07,448 --> 00:15:10,993
like whether to buy name-brand
or store-brand shampoo.

394
00:15:10,993 --> 00:15:13,788
Every time I look at his face,
I am filled with such annoyance

395
00:15:13,788 --> 00:15:16,582
that I have to go outside
and pretend to garden

396
00:15:16,582 --> 00:15:19,210
when, really, my kids are
just seeing me rip up plants.

397
00:15:19,210 --> 00:15:20,795
The worst part
of all of it is --

398
00:15:20,795 --> 00:15:23,339
is that I still
don't want to leave him

399
00:15:23,339 --> 00:15:25,133
because he's the father
of my kids,

400
00:15:25,133 --> 00:15:28,344
and somewhere really deep down
inside, I still love him.

401
00:15:28,344 --> 00:15:30,096
And wine helps me
remember that,

402
00:15:30,096 --> 00:15:32,390
so I drink three glasses
a night.

403
00:15:32,390 --> 00:15:33,724
But never at work.

404
00:15:33,724 --> 00:15:35,101
And the kids are in bed
by 8:00,

405
00:15:35,101 --> 00:15:36,519
and I don't get
behind the wheel.

406
00:15:36,519 --> 00:15:38,020
I mean, the riskiest thing
that I may do

407
00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:40,064
is watch too many
puppy videos at night.

408
00:15:40,064 --> 00:15:41,190
Is that a problem
for you, sir?

409
00:15:45,236 --> 00:15:46,946
Always good
to see you, Altman.

410
00:15:50,408 --> 00:15:52,702
Hey! Adams.

411
00:15:52,702 --> 00:15:54,203
Dr. Shepherd.

412
00:15:54,203 --> 00:15:56,956
I wanted
to run something by you.

413
00:15:56,956 --> 00:15:58,708
About a patient.

414
00:15:58,708 --> 00:15:59,709
I'll catch up.

415
00:15:59,709 --> 00:16:04,338
♪♪

416
00:16:04,338 --> 00:16:07,383
I found you
some apartments to see.

417
00:16:07,383 --> 00:16:08,634
Mom always said
you were the best liar.

418
00:16:08,634 --> 00:16:09,844
That was bad lying.

419
00:16:09,844 --> 00:16:11,888
Wait, is that a loft?
Eh, kinda.

420
00:16:11,888 --> 00:16:13,639
I think there's some creative
license with the advertising,

421
00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:15,224
but it's near Meredith's.

422
00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:16,976
Uh, great,
send it to me.

423
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:19,812
You can visit, see the kids,
eat for free.

424
00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:22,481
You won't see me cook,
but Meredith's pretty good,

425
00:16:22,481 --> 00:16:23,858
and Maggie makes dinner
on Sundays.

426
00:16:23,858 --> 00:16:25,860
Hey, can you not
walk so close?

427
00:16:25,860 --> 00:16:26,944
What's wrong with you?

428
00:16:26,944 --> 00:16:29,697
You're hovering.
I'm helping.

429
00:16:29,697 --> 00:16:31,282
The more people see us together,
the easier it's gonna be

430
00:16:31,282 --> 00:16:32,992
for them to figure out
we're related.

431
00:16:32,992 --> 00:16:34,410
I've already been designated
the screw-up.

432
00:16:34,410 --> 00:16:37,038
Please don't make it worse.
Bye.

433
00:16:37,038 --> 00:16:38,789
You know, it could be
toxic shock syndrome.

434
00:16:38,789 --> 00:16:40,416
That would explain
the rash.

435
00:16:40,416 --> 00:16:43,336
But there's no liver
or renal dysfunction.

436
00:16:43,336 --> 00:16:45,379
Have you considered
erythema multiforme?

437
00:16:45,379 --> 00:16:48,382
No one asked you.
I asked him.

438
00:16:48,382 --> 00:16:49,717
What?
Chief Grey told us to.

439
00:16:49,717 --> 00:16:51,594
I will ask everyone

440
00:16:51,594 --> 00:16:53,387
if it prevents my name
going on a death certificate.

441
00:16:53,387 --> 00:16:56,265
So, who's dying?
How can we help?

442
00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:58,935
It's a 19-year-old male,
ate leftover fried rice,

443
00:16:58,935 --> 00:17:00,853
vomited for six hours,

444
00:17:00,853 --> 00:17:03,022
a generalized, purple,
star-shaped rash

445
00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:05,316
all over his body, and is now
in full-blown septic shock.

446
00:17:05,316 --> 00:17:06,317
Ah, he looks
pretty dead already.

447
00:17:06,317 --> 00:17:07,735
That's from bad rice?

448
00:17:07,735 --> 00:17:10,279
I've never seen
so much vomit,

449
00:17:10,279 --> 00:17:12,198
and my parents did
a lot of hallucinogens.

450
00:17:12,198 --> 00:17:15,952
And it was like a --
like a rainbow of vomit.

451
00:17:15,952 --> 00:17:18,162
Like red-brown,
yellow-green, bilious.

452
00:17:18,162 --> 00:17:19,956
I'm done.
DRESS syndrome?

453
00:17:19,956 --> 00:17:21,332
No. He doesn't take
any meds,

454
00:17:21,332 --> 00:17:23,334
and his eosinophil count
is normal.

455
00:17:23,334 --> 00:17:25,127
-Kawasaki disease?
-No.

456
00:17:25,127 --> 00:17:26,629
[ Cellphone vibrates, chimes ]
[ Sighs ]

457
00:17:26,629 --> 00:17:29,465
Ugh. I have to go
find an attending

458
00:17:29,465 --> 00:17:31,634
to supervise my attending
so they can supervise

459
00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:33,511
me learning nothing.

460
00:17:33,511 --> 00:17:34,887
Simone: Have fun.

461
00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:36,430
Rickettsial disease?
No.

462
00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:38,057
It's not even your case.

463
00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:39,183
Well, that should tell you
how wrong you are.

464
00:17:41,143 --> 00:17:44,313
Harold, so, your ultrasound
didn't show any abnormalities,

465
00:17:44,313 --> 00:17:47,316
so we're gonna do a CT scan
to get a better look, okay?

466
00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:49,402
[ Quietly ] Is it possible
to get some privacy?

467
00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:52,196
You and I? Without --
Oh, um, Dr. Yasuda,

468
00:17:52,196 --> 00:17:53,864
can you take Mrs. Peters
to grab a coffee?

469
00:17:53,864 --> 00:17:56,158
Yeah. Mrs. Peters,
if you would just follow me --

470
00:17:56,158 --> 00:17:58,494
Oh! It's here.

471
00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:01,080
I used the app to locate
my phone. It's in here.

472
00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,206
Let me call it.
Sharon, please --

473
00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:03,583
Ah, Harold,
give me two seconds,

474
00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:05,251
and you can be alone
all you want.

475
00:18:05,251 --> 00:18:06,794
I really need you to leave.
[ Cellphone vibrating ]

476
00:18:06,794 --> 00:18:07,878
Sharon!

477
00:18:07,878 --> 00:18:09,505
Shh-shh-shh-shh.

478
00:18:09,505 --> 00:18:11,549
[ Cellphone vibrating ]

479
00:18:11,549 --> 00:18:13,551
Oh, for God's sake,
are you sitting on it?

480
00:18:13,551 --> 00:18:16,012
It sounds like it's coming
directly from yo--

481
00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:17,513
Mm.
Harold,

482
00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:19,765
did you stick my phone
up your ass?

483
00:18:19,765 --> 00:18:21,225
Please say no.

484
00:18:21,225 --> 00:18:23,185
You're always
on the damn thing!

485
00:18:23,185 --> 00:18:24,395
Oh, my God.
We don't even know

486
00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:25,813
what your face
looks like anymore

487
00:18:25,813 --> 00:18:27,648
'cause you're glued
to social media!

488
00:18:27,648 --> 00:18:29,066
Unbelievable.

489
00:18:29,066 --> 00:18:30,693
Ow!
Oh, my God!

490
00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:33,154
Page Dr. Altman
so I can retrieve

491
00:18:33,154 --> 00:18:34,155
the [clears throat]
phone.

492
00:18:34,155 --> 00:18:36,157
Hang it up!
Yeah. Oh, oh, God.

493
00:18:36,157 --> 00:18:38,034
Okay. Okay. I --

494
00:18:44,582 --> 00:18:48,961
Bailey: So, are things at least
improving at Grey-Sloan?

495
00:18:48,961 --> 00:18:51,756
How are you doing it?
Doing what?

496
00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:54,216
Not breaking things

497
00:18:54,216 --> 00:18:57,345
and sobbing uncontrollably
and screaming in public

498
00:18:57,345 --> 00:18:59,180
every time
you look at Pru's face

499
00:18:59,180 --> 00:19:00,973
and think about the world
that she's growing up in?

500
00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:07,605
I try to remember
she's already lost one parent,

501
00:19:07,605 --> 00:19:11,275
and if I did something
to get myself arrested,

502
00:19:11,275 --> 00:19:14,487
no one would be there

503
00:19:14,487 --> 00:19:17,615
to read her
"The Pout-Pout Fish" at bedtime.

504
00:19:17,615 --> 00:19:19,867
I mean, Ben,
he just reads the words.

505
00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:21,535
I do it with the rhythm.

506
00:19:21,535 --> 00:19:25,539
[ Humming rhythmically ]

507
00:19:25,539 --> 00:19:28,417
Carina and I
did extend our clinic hours

508
00:19:28,417 --> 00:19:30,586
to accommodate the patients
from out of state.

509
00:19:30,586 --> 00:19:35,049
Oh. Are you having to pick up
more hours in surgery,

510
00:19:35,049 --> 00:19:38,260
or has that calmed down
now that the interns are back?

511
00:19:38,260 --> 00:19:39,887
No!

512
00:19:39,887 --> 00:19:41,889
What?
I thought you wanted

513
00:19:41,889 --> 00:19:43,933
to be my mom friend.

514
00:19:43,933 --> 00:19:46,143
[ Chuckling ]
I'm just making conversation.

515
00:19:46,143 --> 00:19:48,854
You are using me for
information about the hospital.

516
00:19:48,854 --> 00:19:52,441
You want me to be
your Deep Throat!

517
00:19:52,441 --> 00:19:54,652
I prefer Delta Source...
[ Scoffs ]

518
00:19:54,652 --> 00:19:56,445
...an Imperial
intelligence source

519
00:19:56,445 --> 00:19:59,198
during the early years
of the New Republic.

520
00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:03,077
Well, you gonna talk
or not?

521
00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:08,666
[ Indistinct conversations ]

522
00:20:08,666 --> 00:20:10,000
Alright, Harold,
let me know

523
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,419
if you feel
any discomfort, okay?

524
00:20:11,419 --> 00:20:12,628
Physical or emotional?

525
00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:14,130
Uh, we're gonna be fast.

526
00:20:14,130 --> 00:20:16,257
Okay, Yasuda,
I need you to press hard

527
00:20:16,257 --> 00:20:17,591
on the lower left
quadrant, okay?

528
00:20:17,591 --> 00:20:19,468
Don't forget gloves.

529
00:20:19,468 --> 00:20:21,053
I'm beginning to understand
why you did this, Harold.

530
00:20:21,053 --> 00:20:23,431
What?
Okay, ready here.

531
00:20:23,431 --> 00:20:25,808
Okay, here we go.
Now, Harold,

532
00:20:25,808 --> 00:20:27,643
I'm gonna need you
to bear down.

533
00:20:27,643 --> 00:20:29,520
No one should ever say that
to another human being.

534
00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:30,896
And push.

535
00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,732
[ Straining ]

536
00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:34,900
Alright, try forceps
or a balloon catheter.

537
00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:36,360
Push harder, Harold.

538
00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:39,822
[ Grunting ]

539
00:20:39,822 --> 00:20:41,449
Owen, if you can't grasp it,

540
00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:42,575
he's gonna have to go
to the operating room.

541
00:20:42,575 --> 00:20:44,493
[ Phone clangs ]

542
00:20:44,493 --> 00:20:46,328
[ Sighs ] You wanna take that
to his wife?

543
00:20:46,328 --> 00:20:47,580
Hmm?

544
00:20:47,580 --> 00:20:51,542
♪♪

545
00:20:51,542 --> 00:20:54,211
I'm the guy who killed
his college roommate.

546
00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:55,755
They're gonna make
podcasts about me.

547
00:20:55,755 --> 00:20:57,298
He is not dead.

548
00:20:57,298 --> 00:20:59,008
And I believe
we can save him

549
00:20:59,008 --> 00:21:01,218
once we know exactly
how to treat him.

550
00:21:01,218 --> 00:21:03,554
Can you tell me
anything you know about him?

551
00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:06,515
Um, he's from Massachusetts.
Parents are divorced,

552
00:21:06,515 --> 00:21:08,976
and I don't ask about it
'cause my parents are divorced

553
00:21:08,976 --> 00:21:10,394
and I don't like
talking about it.

554
00:21:10,394 --> 00:21:12,229
Uh, he's a history major,

555
00:21:12,229 --> 00:21:14,648
loves sports documentaries,
hates coffee, I mean --

556
00:21:14,648 --> 00:21:16,734
Anything you know
about his health.

557
00:21:16,734 --> 00:21:19,153
Oh. Um...

558
00:21:19,153 --> 00:21:20,988
He had syphilis once.

559
00:21:23,991 --> 00:21:25,659
[ Siren wails in distance ]

560
00:21:25,659 --> 00:21:28,537
[ Indistinct announcement
over intercom ]

561
00:21:28,537 --> 00:21:29,330
Hello.

562
00:21:31,499 --> 00:21:33,375
Hey.
Hi.

563
00:21:33,375 --> 00:21:35,920
How was the, uh,
kidney transplant?

564
00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:37,338
Uh, well,
it's making urine already,

565
00:21:37,338 --> 00:21:39,298
so, you know, on par.
Good.

566
00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:41,467
Yeah.
Good.

567
00:21:41,467 --> 00:21:43,552
And you're liking
the, um, new position?

568
00:21:43,552 --> 00:21:45,262
I saw all the changes
that you made.

569
00:21:45,262 --> 00:21:47,515
Yeah. Uh,
is there an issue?

570
00:21:47,515 --> 00:21:48,557
Not at all.

571
00:21:48,557 --> 00:21:51,519
Okay, good.

572
00:21:51,519 --> 00:21:52,686
Where are you staying?

573
00:21:52,686 --> 00:21:54,313
You know,
same place on Union.

574
00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:56,440
Oh.
I like that place.

575
00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:57,316
Yeah, you're acting
a little weird.

576
00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,693
Excuse me. Chief Grey?
Yes.

577
00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:01,946
Um, it's Chase.

578
00:22:01,946 --> 00:22:03,614
Oh. Okay.
Sorry.

579
00:22:03,614 --> 00:22:05,908
Good luck.
Sorry.

580
00:22:05,908 --> 00:22:08,327
Link: His foot's cold,
and I can't get a Doppler signal

581
00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:10,204
anywhere below the knee.
We don't make a move,

582
00:22:10,204 --> 00:22:12,164
this leg could
turn gangrenous.

583
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:14,792
Any family around?

584
00:22:14,792 --> 00:22:17,795
His mother is on a plane
as we speak.

585
00:22:17,795 --> 00:22:20,923
Well, if she wants
to see her son alive,

586
00:22:20,923 --> 00:22:22,800
that leg's gotta go.

587
00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:24,969
You have to amputate?

588
00:22:24,969 --> 00:22:27,012
You do.

589
00:22:27,012 --> 00:22:29,098
I'm sorry, what?
Cutting something off

590
00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:31,100
is way easier
than reattaching it.

591
00:22:31,100 --> 00:22:32,601
Get him prepped
and upstairs.

592
00:22:32,601 --> 00:22:39,483
♪♪

593
00:22:39,483 --> 00:22:42,528
Maggie: Advance the guide wire
carefully to the aortic annulus.

594
00:22:42,528 --> 00:22:44,154
Levi:
It's very angulated here.

595
00:22:44,154 --> 00:22:45,155
I don't want
to injure anything.

596
00:22:45,155 --> 00:22:47,241
It's okay. Just go slowly.

597
00:22:47,241 --> 00:22:48,409
[ Doors slide open ]
There. Good.

598
00:22:48,409 --> 00:22:49,994
Winston: Schmitt,
why aren't you in O. R. 4?

599
00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:52,288
Because I am trying really hard
not to injure

600
00:22:52,288 --> 00:22:54,874
this man's vasculature
in this O. R.

601
00:22:54,874 --> 00:22:56,834
You prepped and studied
for my VATS lobectomy.

602
00:22:56,834 --> 00:22:59,253
And if I remember correctly,
you begged to be my assist.

603
00:22:59,253 --> 00:23:00,796
If you were supposed
to be his assist,

604
00:23:00,796 --> 00:23:02,256
then why are you
in here being mine?

605
00:23:02,256 --> 00:23:04,133
The schedule
changed so much.

606
00:23:04,133 --> 00:23:05,968
And you are
chief of cardio.

607
00:23:05,968 --> 00:23:10,306
And I play Dungeons & Dragons,
so I follow hierarchy.

608
00:23:10,306 --> 00:23:12,683
And for the record,
I'm very tired.

609
00:23:12,683 --> 00:23:15,060
Please don't say that
with your hands in my patient.

610
00:23:15,060 --> 00:23:16,353
I thought
I was helping you.

611
00:23:16,353 --> 00:23:18,105
By taking my assist
to be yours?

612
00:23:18,105 --> 00:23:19,315
Winston --
Alright, you know what?

613
00:23:19,315 --> 00:23:21,734
I'll reschedule
the lobectomy again.

614
00:23:21,734 --> 00:23:24,653
♪♪

615
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,078
Hi.

616
00:23:33,078 --> 00:23:35,080
Oh, uh, Marsh.
Yeah.

617
00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:38,083
What exactly is
"mini Grand Rounds,"

618
00:23:38,083 --> 00:23:39,877
and why was I invited?

619
00:23:39,877 --> 00:23:41,587
Uh, we did them
in Minnesota.

620
00:23:41,587 --> 00:23:43,881
Interns take turns presenting
on cases to their class.

621
00:23:43,881 --> 00:23:46,425
It helps their skills for rounds
and future lecture capabilities.

622
00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:47,843
So it's good.

623
00:23:47,843 --> 00:23:49,219
Well, what am I
supposed to do?

624
00:23:49,219 --> 00:23:50,512
Well, I thought
you could be there

625
00:23:50,512 --> 00:23:51,889
to help me
provide feedback.

626
00:23:51,889 --> 00:23:54,141
Look,
is this gonna be a thing?

627
00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:56,435
Someone questions me every time
I make a change to the program?

628
00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:58,771
Because I kinda thought
that's why I was hired here.

629
00:24:01,565 --> 00:24:04,526
Look, um, six months ago,

630
00:24:04,526 --> 00:24:07,863
I was trying everything I could
to save this place.

631
00:24:07,863 --> 00:24:09,490
My wife wasn't doing well.

632
00:24:09,490 --> 00:24:12,117
I blamed you for Meredith
going to Minnesota.

633
00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:13,786
I wasn't my best self.

634
00:24:13,786 --> 00:24:16,038
I've already apologized
to Meredith about it.

635
00:24:16,038 --> 00:24:20,209
And, um, well,
you deserve the same.

636
00:24:20,209 --> 00:24:21,710
I'm sorry.

637
00:24:21,710 --> 00:24:25,381
I appreciate that,
Dr. Webber, I do, but...

638
00:24:25,381 --> 00:24:27,174
it does kinda feel like
there's more here.

639
00:24:27,174 --> 00:24:29,718
Oh, no. N--

640
00:24:29,718 --> 00:24:31,428
[ Sighs ]
Well, okay, yes.

641
00:24:31,428 --> 00:24:33,931
Um,
it's none of my business,

642
00:24:33,931 --> 00:24:37,393
and I'm not exactly sure what
happened between the two of you,

643
00:24:37,393 --> 00:24:41,105
but, um, she's worth
taking a job for.

644
00:24:41,105 --> 00:24:42,815
If that's why you did it.

645
00:24:42,815 --> 00:24:46,402
And I'd be honored
to join you for feedback.

646
00:24:47,528 --> 00:24:49,405
Okay.

647
00:24:49,405 --> 00:24:51,740
Oh, and, uh, Marsh, uh,

648
00:24:51,740 --> 00:24:53,409
program's yours now.

649
00:24:53,409 --> 00:24:56,662
[ "Are You Ready" by Kenny Sharp
playing ]

650
00:24:56,662 --> 00:24:57,913
♪ Ah, ah ♪

651
00:24:57,913 --> 00:25:03,627
♪♪

652
00:25:03,627 --> 00:25:06,755
♪ From my head to my toes,
from my heart to my soul ♪

653
00:25:06,755 --> 00:25:08,424
♪ Feel my pulse, yeah,
it's racing electric ♪

654
00:25:08,424 --> 00:25:10,634
I thought you were getting
to scrub in with Dr. Ndugu.

655
00:25:10,634 --> 00:25:12,011
[ Sighs ]
His wife rescheduled it.

656
00:25:12,011 --> 00:25:13,804
♪ Keep my spirit alive ♪

657
00:25:13,804 --> 00:25:16,849
He's married to Dr. Pierce,
and there are clearly issues.

658
00:25:16,849 --> 00:25:19,018
Ah, do they back-seat-drive
each other's rectals?

659
00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:21,854
What is that
a euphemism for?

660
00:25:21,854 --> 00:25:25,357
Nothing. I literally just
experienced that with
Dr. Altman and Dr. Hunt.

661
00:25:25,357 --> 00:25:26,734
Why is everyone married
to each other?

662
00:25:26,734 --> 00:25:28,652
Because doctors
have no lives

663
00:25:28,652 --> 00:25:30,362
and no time
to meet normal people.

664
00:25:30,362 --> 00:25:33,073
♪ Are you ready? Mm-hmm ♪
[ Cellphone chimes ]

665
00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:35,075
Great.
Everything sucks.

666
00:25:35,075 --> 00:25:36,410
♪ Gonna have a good time ♪

667
00:25:36,410 --> 00:25:39,621
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Mm-hmm ♪

668
00:25:39,621 --> 00:25:41,331
♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

669
00:25:41,331 --> 00:25:42,708
♪ Gonna have a good time ♪

670
00:25:42,708 --> 00:25:46,211
♪♪

671
00:25:46,211 --> 00:25:49,256
Jules: Are you flirting with me
on a sick patient's leg?

672
00:25:49,256 --> 00:25:52,217
Link: No. No, no, no.
No, no, no. No.

673
00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:54,053
Crap. No.
That is not me flirting.

674
00:25:54,053 --> 00:25:55,804
That is me being
an encouraging teacher.

675
00:25:55,804 --> 00:25:57,848
Supportive.

676
00:25:57,848 --> 00:26:00,684
In an appropriate way.

677
00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:02,770
Uh, I didn't put a winky face
next to it or anything.

678
00:26:02,770 --> 00:26:05,105
I-I genuinely don't want you
to cut off the wrong leg.

679
00:26:05,105 --> 00:26:09,485
♪♪

680
00:26:09,485 --> 00:26:11,820
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Tell me, are you ready? ♪

681
00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:13,238
Ten blade, please.

682
00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:14,823
♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

683
00:26:14,823 --> 00:26:16,575
♪ Gonna have a good time ♪

684
00:26:16,575 --> 00:26:19,745
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Tell me, are you ready? ♪

685
00:26:19,745 --> 00:26:21,371
♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

686
00:26:21,371 --> 00:26:23,707
♪ Gonna have a good time,
good time ♪

687
00:26:23,707 --> 00:26:25,042
♪ Mm-mm ♪

688
00:26:25,042 --> 00:26:29,505
♪ Mm-mm, mm-mm ♪

689
00:26:29,505 --> 00:26:31,799
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]
[ Door opens ]

690
00:26:31,799 --> 00:26:34,593
What happened?
He just started breathing
really hard,

691
00:26:34,593 --> 00:26:36,345
then he made
this choking sound.

692
00:26:36,345 --> 00:26:37,763
Is he dead?
He's in cardiac arrest.

693
00:26:37,763 --> 00:26:39,473
He needs to be intubated.
Should I get Dr. Altman?

694
00:26:39,473 --> 00:26:41,016
No, there's no time.
Mrs. Peters,

695
00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:43,185
I need you to step outside.
But Harold --

696
00:26:43,185 --> 00:26:44,144
We're gonna take care
of him, okay?

697
00:26:44,144 --> 00:26:45,562
Wait, you're gonna do it?
Nope.

698
00:26:45,562 --> 00:26:46,688
I'm gonna walk you
through it now.

699
00:26:46,688 --> 00:26:48,148
Switch with me.

700
00:26:48,148 --> 00:26:50,984
[ Breathing deeply ]

701
00:26:50,984 --> 00:26:52,945
Okay, don't over-think this,
Yasuda.

702
00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:54,780
Make sure you have everything
ready that you need.

703
00:26:54,780 --> 00:26:56,281
Test the tube.

704
00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:59,701
Tube looks good.
Stylet.

705
00:26:59,701 --> 00:27:01,662
Okay, grab the scope.

706
00:27:01,662 --> 00:27:03,288
Okay. Other way.

707
00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:04,748
Ah, sorry.
Visualize the cords.

708
00:27:04,748 --> 00:27:06,625
Okay.
Ready?

709
00:27:06,625 --> 00:27:08,752
Okay. I can see them.
Take the tube. Insert it.

710
00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:11,672
We don't have much time here,
so one fluid motion.

711
00:27:11,672 --> 00:27:12,798
Trust your instincts
on the angle.

712
00:27:12,798 --> 00:27:14,591
I got it through.

713
00:27:14,591 --> 00:27:16,510
[ Breathing heavily ]

714
00:27:16,510 --> 00:27:17,636
Cuffs up.

715
00:27:17,636 --> 00:27:18,804
Let's start bagging.

716
00:27:18,804 --> 00:27:20,055
Well?

717
00:27:22,391 --> 00:27:24,184
Breath sounds
on both sides.

718
00:27:24,184 --> 00:27:26,144
Breath sounds on both sides.
Nice work, Yasuda.

719
00:27:26,144 --> 00:27:28,105
Airway is secured.

720
00:27:28,105 --> 00:27:30,065
All we need to do now is, uh,
get his circulation back.

721
00:27:30,065 --> 00:27:31,650
Good job.

722
00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:33,402
I requested a single room.

723
00:27:33,402 --> 00:27:34,736
Grew up an only child

724
00:27:34,736 --> 00:27:38,490
and have -- or had --
social anxiety.

725
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:41,827
Dreaded meeting new people,
large parties.

726
00:27:41,827 --> 00:27:44,037
Anytime I got an e-mail
during orientation

727
00:27:44,037 --> 00:27:48,125
with the word "mixer" in
the subject line, I-I panicked.

728
00:27:48,125 --> 00:27:50,669
Then Student Services
assigned me a roommate.

729
00:27:50,669 --> 00:27:53,046
And I almost dropped out.

730
00:27:53,046 --> 00:27:55,215
Till I met Chase.

731
00:27:55,215 --> 00:27:56,758
I know this is gonna sound
really weird,

732
00:27:56,758 --> 00:27:59,386
but you know those
emotional support animals

733
00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:01,430
for people who can't handle
crowded places?

734
00:28:01,430 --> 00:28:03,932
You're comparing him
to...a dog.

735
00:28:03,932 --> 00:28:05,976
[ Chuckles ]
He fixed all my issues!

736
00:28:05,976 --> 00:28:08,937
I mean, he -- he showed me how
to walk up to a group of people

737
00:28:08,937 --> 00:28:10,939
and actually talk to them.

738
00:28:10,939 --> 00:28:12,399
We haven't gotten into
a single fight,

739
00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:14,109
and we basically live
on top of each other

740
00:28:14,109 --> 00:28:15,527
inside of
a crowded dorm.

741
00:28:15,527 --> 00:28:19,865
I mean, we've had colds
together, flu, athlete's foot,

742
00:28:19,865 --> 00:28:20,949
which I don't know
if you've had, but --

743
00:28:20,949 --> 00:28:23,785
Crowded dorm.

744
00:28:23,785 --> 00:28:24,953
Do you know
if Chase received

745
00:28:24,953 --> 00:28:27,080
all of his childhood
vaccinations?

746
00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:30,125
I don't know. Why?

747
00:28:30,125 --> 00:28:31,627
I-Is he gonna be okay?

748
00:28:31,627 --> 00:28:33,503
I hope so!

749
00:28:33,503 --> 00:28:36,131
I know this goes against
everything you've been taught,

750
00:28:36,131 --> 00:28:37,925
but you need
to cut harder.

751
00:28:37,925 --> 00:28:41,345
All the way through the joint,
layer by layer.

752
00:28:41,345 --> 00:28:43,096
[ Door opens,
Simone breathing heavily ]

753
00:28:43,096 --> 00:28:44,306
Link: Griffith?
Simone: The food poisoning

754
00:28:44,306 --> 00:28:46,308
was a distractor.
Chase has meningococcus.

755
00:28:46,308 --> 00:28:48,185
His cultures came back?
Not finalized,

756
00:28:48,185 --> 00:28:50,520
but I checked his records.
He was never vaccinated for it,

757
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:52,564
and his gram stain is showing
gram-negative diplococci.

758
00:28:52,564 --> 00:28:54,816
Meningococcus would explain
the septic shock.

759
00:28:54,816 --> 00:28:56,818
Not to mention,
it's common in college --
College dorms.

760
00:28:56,818 --> 00:28:58,779
Jules: There's too much blood.
I-I can't control the bleeding.

761
00:28:58,779 --> 00:29:01,114
Oh, God. He's not clotting
properly due to the DIC.

762
00:29:01,114 --> 00:29:02,950
Damn it.
I did everything you told me to!

763
00:29:02,950 --> 00:29:04,993
Clamp.
Elevate the leg.

764
00:29:04,993 --> 00:29:06,453
Turn up the tourniquet.

765
00:29:06,453 --> 00:29:07,454
Clamp.

766
00:29:07,454 --> 00:29:10,123
♪♪

767
00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:19,758
So residents now get
free weekly lunch...

768
00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:21,385
Mm-hmm.
...attending mentors,

769
00:29:21,385 --> 00:29:23,303
and an extra hour
of sleep?

770
00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:25,180
Mm-hmm.
And let me guess,

771
00:29:25,180 --> 00:29:27,391
there's a pinball machine
in the locker room now, too?

772
00:29:27,391 --> 00:29:29,851
[ Laughs ] No.
Oh, but I did hear a rumor

773
00:29:29,851 --> 00:29:32,396
about monthly passes
to a yoga studio.

774
00:29:32,396 --> 00:29:34,106
[ Scoffs ]

775
00:29:34,106 --> 00:29:35,816
You think the program's
gone soft.

776
00:29:35,816 --> 00:29:39,194
No. I think it's finally headed
in the right direction.

777
00:29:39,194 --> 00:29:42,197
I'm angry because
I tried

778
00:29:42,197 --> 00:29:45,367
to implement similar changes
at various times

779
00:29:45,367 --> 00:29:47,327
and was always met
with resistance.

780
00:29:47,327 --> 00:29:49,413
You're allowed
to change your mind.

781
00:29:49,413 --> 00:29:50,956
If you miss it,
you can come back.

782
00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:58,213
I started a garden
at Pru's preschool.

783
00:29:58,213 --> 00:30:01,383
We planted daffodils
and sunflowers

784
00:30:01,383 --> 00:30:03,135
and talked about
plant life cycles

785
00:30:03,135 --> 00:30:05,595
and how when you
plant a seed,

786
00:30:05,595 --> 00:30:08,432
the roots have to grow first,
before anything else.

787
00:30:11,727 --> 00:30:15,814
I wrote a sex education program
with a community clinic.

788
00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:20,235
I'm answering phones
for a women's organization.

789
00:30:20,235 --> 00:30:22,612
I am planting seeds.

790
00:30:22,612 --> 00:30:24,990
Growing roots.

791
00:30:24,990 --> 00:30:27,451
I-I think I'm following,
but --

792
00:30:27,451 --> 00:30:29,411
I'm still not ready.

793
00:30:29,411 --> 00:30:31,538
You're still not ready.
No.

794
00:30:31,538 --> 00:30:33,498
Okay.

795
00:30:33,498 --> 00:30:35,751
♪♪

796
00:30:35,751 --> 00:30:38,170
But, Wilson...

797
00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:41,131
I do count you
as a mom friend.

798
00:30:42,716 --> 00:30:45,010
[ Chuckles ]

799
00:30:45,010 --> 00:30:49,848
♪♪

800
00:30:49,848 --> 00:30:51,391
Altman paged me.
What do you got?

801
00:30:51,391 --> 00:30:53,643
A central line.
I can't do it on my own.

802
00:30:53,643 --> 00:30:55,520
Alright, okay.
You go ahead, Hunt.

803
00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:58,273
Okay. Thank you.

804
00:30:58,273 --> 00:31:00,233
I'm sure she loves
every moment of this.

805
00:31:00,233 --> 00:31:02,527
You know,
she considers this payback

806
00:31:02,527 --> 00:31:05,655
for the past six months
when I wasn't able to work.

807
00:31:05,655 --> 00:31:07,699
I mean,
I was miserable, Richard.

808
00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:09,659
I'm a trauma surgeon
who was trained in the military.

809
00:31:09,659 --> 00:31:11,745
I am wired to work.

810
00:31:11,745 --> 00:31:13,955
So instead of
sitting around drinking

811
00:31:13,955 --> 00:31:15,624
and looking at people
with hate,

812
00:31:15,624 --> 00:31:18,376
I surfed
to distract myself.

813
00:31:18,376 --> 00:31:22,005
I built sand castles
to entertain my kids.

814
00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:25,675
I wrote letters to Congress in
support of burn pit legislation.

815
00:31:25,675 --> 00:31:27,677
And I maybe chose

816
00:31:27,677 --> 00:31:29,429
the most expensive attorney
that I could find

817
00:31:29,429 --> 00:31:31,807
to get my career back.
And you know what's hilarious?

818
00:31:31,807 --> 00:31:33,391
She's the one who said
that we should run.

819
00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:36,103
And I listened 'cause
she's my wife and I love her.

820
00:31:36,103 --> 00:31:37,479
I love her
despite the fact

821
00:31:37,479 --> 00:31:40,440
that she highlights
our credit-card bill balance

822
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:42,692
and posts it on the fridge
just so I don't forget

823
00:31:42,692 --> 00:31:43,693
that we're broke.

824
00:31:43,693 --> 00:31:45,487
So now, not only am I

825
00:31:45,487 --> 00:31:47,364
living with someone
who resents me at home,

826
00:31:47,364 --> 00:31:50,117
she stands over me
every second here at work.

827
00:31:52,661 --> 00:31:54,371
Line's in.

828
00:31:54,371 --> 00:31:56,164
Um...

829
00:31:56,164 --> 00:32:01,044
I-I suggest you find
some physical space.

830
00:32:01,044 --> 00:32:03,505
Yeah.
You got any ideas?

831
00:32:05,006 --> 00:32:09,344
Man: [ Over intercom ]
Dr. Gear to the E. R., stat.
Dr. Gear to the E. R., stat.

832
00:32:10,971 --> 00:32:14,724
I'm sorry
I messed up your schedule.

833
00:32:14,724 --> 00:32:16,810
Today,
or the past six months?

834
00:32:19,771 --> 00:32:22,440
I know I've leaned on you,
and I-I'm sorry,

835
00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:26,444
but you are so talented,
and I needed that in my O. R.

836
00:32:26,444 --> 00:32:29,781
I needed to be able
to trust the person
standing next to me.

837
00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:31,116
And we didn't have
any residents.

838
00:32:31,116 --> 00:32:32,993
Now we do.
We have interns.

839
00:32:32,993 --> 00:32:34,494
Okay. That makes it okay
to treat me

840
00:32:34,494 --> 00:32:36,705
the way you used to treat me
back when we were at Tufts?

841
00:32:36,705 --> 00:32:38,540
As your resident?

842
00:32:38,540 --> 00:32:40,542
Of course not.

843
00:32:40,542 --> 00:32:43,211
[ Sighs ] Why do you think
I'm so talented, Maggie?

844
00:32:43,211 --> 00:32:45,338
Because you -- you are.
[ Chuckles ]

845
00:32:45,338 --> 00:32:46,923
I mean, you've studied.

846
00:32:46,923 --> 00:32:49,134
You've practiced.
You work really hard.

847
00:32:49,134 --> 00:32:52,137
I had a good teacher.
That's why.

848
00:32:52,137 --> 00:32:54,681
And you can't expect everyone
to be as good as you and me

849
00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:55,932
unless you teach them.

850
00:32:55,932 --> 00:32:57,184
Unless we teach them.

851
00:32:57,184 --> 00:32:58,602
And I can't do that

852
00:32:58,602 --> 00:33:00,520
if you're constantly
pulling me off my cases.

853
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,647
It's not fair to me.
It's not fair to my patients.

854
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:04,399
It's not fair
to this next class.

855
00:33:04,399 --> 00:33:06,026
Okay.

856
00:33:06,026 --> 00:33:08,069
Okay?

857
00:33:08,069 --> 00:33:10,572
[ Sighs ] I really am
a good teacher, aren't I?

858
00:33:10,572 --> 00:33:11,615
[ Laughs ]

859
00:33:13,825 --> 00:33:16,369
Just don't let them
fall in love with you.

860
00:33:16,369 --> 00:33:18,705
Because --
[ Both laugh ]

861
00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:22,250
[ "Myself" by Marvin Brooks
playing ]

862
00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:26,838
♪♪

863
00:33:26,838 --> 00:33:28,757
He looks awful.
♪ Stony roads uphill ♪

864
00:33:28,757 --> 00:33:31,051
Meredith: But he's alive.

865
00:33:31,051 --> 00:33:33,637
And he doesn't have a leg?
From the knee down.

866
00:33:33,637 --> 00:33:36,181
But you can live without a leg.
And he has that option now.

867
00:33:36,181 --> 00:33:38,892
Due to Dr. Griffith's
quick thinking.

868
00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:41,394
The culture came back
for meningococcus.

869
00:33:41,394 --> 00:33:44,481
His mom should be here soon,
but you can go and sit with him

870
00:33:44,481 --> 00:33:47,067
so long as we get you
gowned and gloved.

871
00:33:47,067 --> 00:33:48,652
Thank you.
Okay.

872
00:33:48,652 --> 00:33:50,403
♪ Can anybody hear me? ♪

873
00:33:50,403 --> 00:33:51,947
♪ Mama always said that ♪

874
00:33:51,947 --> 00:33:53,490
We'll all need to be on
a four-day regimen

875
00:33:53,490 --> 00:33:56,409
of prophylactic antibiotics
due to the exposure.

876
00:33:56,409 --> 00:33:58,161
♪ 'Cause you might just
burn yourself ♪

877
00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:00,705
How's Millin?
I don't know.

878
00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:03,291
Okay, well, Chase had
uncontrollable coagulopathy.

879
00:34:03,291 --> 00:34:06,002
Any one of you would
have struggled to
control that bleeding.

880
00:34:06,002 --> 00:34:08,505
So be there for her,
because when it's you
that makes the mistake --

881
00:34:08,505 --> 00:34:10,548
I won't.
You will, and when you do,

882
00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:13,468
those people are the only people
who will understand.

883
00:34:13,468 --> 00:34:15,136
It's too early to go numb,
Griffith.

884
00:34:15,136 --> 00:34:19,182
What if I'm not
the comforting type?

885
00:34:19,182 --> 00:34:21,101
Surely there must be something
that makes you feel better

886
00:34:21,101 --> 00:34:22,769
when you have
a day like that.

887
00:34:22,769 --> 00:34:25,772
♪ If this has a meanin',
then I will keep breathin' ♪

888
00:34:25,772 --> 00:34:27,148
I have faith in you.

889
00:34:27,148 --> 00:34:30,443
♪ As long as it takes ♪

890
00:34:30,443 --> 00:34:36,366
♪ Where will I go now,
I don't need to know now ♪

891
00:34:36,366 --> 00:34:40,453
♪ No weight on my shoulder,
the wind will tell ♪

892
00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:42,789
Mmm.

893
00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:45,375
It's the only place in
the hospital that smells good.

894
00:34:45,375 --> 00:34:49,087
Like peppermint.

895
00:34:49,087 --> 00:34:53,633
♪ 'Cause you might
just burn yourself ♪
It's eucalyptus.

896
00:34:53,633 --> 00:34:55,218
Stuffed animals
are pretty soft, too.

897
00:34:55,218 --> 00:34:57,971
♪ Oh, I ♪

898
00:34:57,971 --> 00:35:01,975
♪ The more you inspire ♪

899
00:35:01,975 --> 00:35:06,646
♪ The more you see yourself ♪

900
00:35:06,646 --> 00:35:09,232
♪ Oh, ah ♪

901
00:35:09,232 --> 00:35:10,984
[ Knock on door ]
Meredith: Come in.

902
00:35:10,984 --> 00:35:12,777
You paged?
Yeah. I just, uh --

903
00:35:12,777 --> 00:35:14,821
I wanted to go over
this budget request

904
00:35:14,821 --> 00:35:17,407
for the, um,
"Lunch & Learns."

905
00:35:17,407 --> 00:35:19,743
What is a Lunch & Learn?
Well, the department

906
00:35:19,743 --> 00:35:22,996
provides the interns protected
time for lunch once a week,

907
00:35:22,996 --> 00:35:26,499
and rotating attendings
will lecture.

908
00:35:26,499 --> 00:35:28,918
You really want
to talk about this right now?

909
00:35:28,918 --> 00:35:30,295
Do you have
somewhere else to be?

910
00:35:30,295 --> 00:35:32,631
Why does it seem like
you're mad at me?

911
00:35:32,631 --> 00:35:34,424
I'm not.

912
00:35:34,424 --> 00:35:38,178
You haven't said two words to me
since you've been here.

913
00:35:38,178 --> 00:35:39,804
I thought,
since you were here --

914
00:35:39,804 --> 00:35:41,598
That's just it.
Wha-- You thought what?

915
00:35:41,598 --> 00:35:43,725
I-I kind of need you
to say it here, Meredith.

916
00:35:43,725 --> 00:35:45,852
You need me to say what?

917
00:35:45,852 --> 00:35:47,395
Great, you're both here.

918
00:35:47,395 --> 00:35:48,563
We're in the middle
of something right now.

919
00:35:48,563 --> 00:35:49,898
I can't work for Teddy.

920
00:35:49,898 --> 00:35:51,816
It's been a day.
It's been a week.

921
00:35:51,816 --> 00:35:54,402
But anyway, I talked an intern
through an intubation today,

922
00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:55,862
and I was
pretty damn good at it,

923
00:35:55,862 --> 00:35:57,864
so let me be a teacher
for these next six months.

924
00:35:57,864 --> 00:35:59,491
That's how
I can be helpful.

925
00:35:59,491 --> 00:36:01,451
I won't keep attendings away
from their own services,

926
00:36:01,451 --> 00:36:03,119
and Schmitt won't be
run into the ground.

927
00:36:03,119 --> 00:36:05,330
Let me work for you.
I'll teach labs,

928
00:36:05,330 --> 00:36:07,957
skills, sutures, anything.
I'm your guy to teach.

929
00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:09,834
Because I cannot
stand in that E. R.

930
00:36:09,834 --> 00:36:11,294
with my wife
looking over my shoulder,

931
00:36:11,294 --> 00:36:13,421
or only something terrible
will happen.

932
00:36:13,421 --> 00:36:15,465
So save my marriage, Nick Marsh.
Please, save me.

933
00:36:18,593 --> 00:36:21,012
Okay?

934
00:36:21,012 --> 00:36:23,598
Oh. Sure.
Okay. Thank you.

935
00:36:23,598 --> 00:36:24,849
Thank you for your time.

936
00:36:24,849 --> 00:36:26,184
Thank you. Yeah.

937
00:36:28,478 --> 00:36:30,730
If you disagree with
any of the changes, let me know.

938
00:36:30,730 --> 00:36:32,816
Nick. Nick!

939
00:36:32,816 --> 00:36:35,110
Look, I don't have time for all
this back and forth, Meredith.

940
00:36:35,110 --> 00:36:36,903
And based on the way
people just walk on in here,

941
00:36:36,903 --> 00:36:37,946
neither do you.

942
00:36:37,946 --> 00:36:39,698
Good night.

943
00:36:39,698 --> 00:36:41,282
I went numb.

944
00:36:41,282 --> 00:36:43,868
The program shut down,
and we lost a patient.

945
00:36:43,868 --> 00:36:46,329
And you didn't have my back.

946
00:36:46,329 --> 00:36:49,207
You know how many people
I've lost in my life.

947
00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:50,709
And when I watched you
walk away,

948
00:36:50,709 --> 00:36:54,462
and I thought I lost you,
then I went numb.

949
00:36:54,462 --> 00:36:57,799
That's why I didn't call you
for six months.

950
00:36:57,799 --> 00:37:00,260
An then when I saw you
in the surgical corridor, I...

951
00:37:02,929 --> 00:37:04,597
[ Sighs ]

952
00:37:04,597 --> 00:37:07,600
I could feel again.

953
00:37:07,600 --> 00:37:10,729
I know I'm still
in love with you.

954
00:37:10,729 --> 00:37:13,148
[ Sighs ]
I know my life is crazy.

955
00:37:13,148 --> 00:37:14,774
And I know
I can't stop people

956
00:37:14,774 --> 00:37:17,277
from coming in the door
every five minutes

957
00:37:17,277 --> 00:37:20,155
and interrupting
absolutely everything I do.

958
00:37:20,155 --> 00:37:23,825
♪♪

959
00:37:23,825 --> 00:37:26,035
But I do know
that I love you.

960
00:37:26,035 --> 00:37:28,163
So if that's
what you need to hear,

961
00:37:28,163 --> 00:37:31,207
I'll say it, as many times
as you need to hear it.

962
00:37:31,207 --> 00:37:35,295
♪♪

963
00:37:35,295 --> 00:37:38,047
Can I take you to dinner?

964
00:37:38,047 --> 00:37:40,300
Let me take you
to dinner.

965
00:37:40,300 --> 00:37:41,593
No.

966
00:37:41,593 --> 00:37:42,886
No?

967
00:37:42,886 --> 00:37:46,389
But you can take me

968
00:37:46,389 --> 00:37:48,433
to Zola's presentation

969
00:37:48,433 --> 00:37:51,561
for the Pacific
Northwest Scholars.

970
00:37:51,561 --> 00:37:52,771
I'm in.

971
00:37:52,771 --> 00:37:55,690
Okay.

972
00:37:55,690 --> 00:37:57,859
See you tonight.

973
00:37:57,859 --> 00:38:00,862
Meredith: Tension exists
throughout the entire body.

974
00:38:00,862 --> 00:38:02,697
♪ Ooh ♪

975
00:38:02,697 --> 00:38:05,867
How it affects you
depends on how you manage it.

976
00:38:07,869 --> 00:38:10,205
Why?
It's a coping mechanism.

977
00:38:10,205 --> 00:38:11,831
There was a study
out of Amsterdam

978
00:38:11,831 --> 00:38:13,875
that said when people touch
stuffed animals,

979
00:38:13,875 --> 00:38:15,585
especially if they have
low self-esteem,

980
00:38:15,585 --> 00:38:17,128
it helps relieve anxiety.

981
00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:18,880
I don't have
low self-esteem.

982
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:20,757
I intubated
a patient today.

983
00:38:20,757 --> 00:38:22,425
Neither does
Adams.

984
00:38:22,425 --> 00:38:25,303
He's sleeping with Dr. Shepherd,
chief of neuro.

985
00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:26,805
What? I --
Well, it makes me feel better.

986
00:38:26,805 --> 00:38:29,599
I'm not. Why -- Why -- Why
would you think that?

987
00:38:29,599 --> 00:38:31,684
Uh, I saw you two coming out
of the on-call room together,

988
00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:33,394
whispering in the halls.

989
00:38:33,394 --> 00:38:35,647
Unless you have
a different explanation?

990
00:38:35,647 --> 00:38:37,941
♪♪

991
00:38:37,941 --> 00:38:39,609
-[ Sighs ]
-Geez.

992
00:38:39,609 --> 00:38:41,653
Oh, everyone owes me $12
for the stuffed animals.

993
00:38:41,653 --> 00:38:43,112
Nope.
Who gives people a present

994
00:38:43,112 --> 00:38:44,739
then asks them to pay for it?
Hey.

995
00:38:44,739 --> 00:38:46,074
♪ I will walk ♪

996
00:38:46,074 --> 00:38:47,450
I'm more of a cat person.

997
00:38:47,450 --> 00:38:49,035
Some people can self-regulate

998
00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:52,705
by breathing,
meditation, exercise.

999
00:38:52,705 --> 00:38:55,041
They develop tools
that help them fight the stress

1000
00:38:55,041 --> 00:38:57,043
and reduce the pain it causes.

1001
00:38:57,043 --> 00:38:59,254
Zola: While at
the Clinic in Minnesota,

1002
00:38:59,254 --> 00:39:02,507
Dr. Grey conducted
six different clinical trials

1003
00:39:02,507 --> 00:39:04,926
that helped lead to advances
in cellular regeneration

1004
00:39:04,926 --> 00:39:06,678
related to liver disease.

1005
00:39:06,678 --> 00:39:09,347
She began a seventh, but she
unfortunately never completed it

1006
00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:11,307
because she started
exhibiting signs

1007
00:39:11,307 --> 00:39:13,768
of early onset
Alzheimer's disease.

1008
00:39:13,768 --> 00:39:17,021
Early --
[ Breathes shakily ]

1009
00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:20,191
Early onset Alzheimer's
disease can be a...

1010
00:39:20,191 --> 00:39:21,276
[ Feedback ]
But not all people

1011
00:39:21,276 --> 00:39:22,569
are wired that way.
Be a...

1012
00:39:22,569 --> 00:39:24,779
♪ Where's the saving grace? ♪

1013
00:39:24,779 --> 00:39:29,492
Early onset Alzheimer's can be
a genetic illness in which...

1014
00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:32,078
Zola: [ Muffled ]
Alzheimer's can be a...

1015
00:39:32,078 --> 00:39:36,833
Um, it's genetic,
which means...

1016
00:39:36,833 --> 00:39:39,419
Meredith: Some people feel
completely overwhelmed by it.

1017
00:39:39,419 --> 00:39:42,714
Something's wrong.
It's genetic. It means...

1018
00:39:42,714 --> 00:39:45,842
[ Voice breaking ]
It means my mom and my aunt,
they'll get it, too.

1019
00:39:45,842 --> 00:39:50,221
They'll get it. They're gonna
die, and I'll have no one.

1020
00:39:50,221 --> 00:39:52,348
My aunt and my mom
are gonna die.

1021
00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:55,727
They're gonna die.
They're gonna die.

1022
00:39:55,727 --> 00:39:57,562
And the tension
freezes their bodies

1023
00:39:57,562 --> 00:39:59,063
until they can't move at all.

1024
00:39:59,063 --> 00:40:00,398
It's okay.

1025
00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:02,317
[ Zola breathing shakily ]

1026
00:40:02,317 --> 00:40:06,905
♪♪

1027
00:40:12,994 --> 00:40:16,706
-- Captions by VITAC --

1028
00:40:16,706 --> 00:40:24,547
♪♪

1029
00:40:24,547 --> 00:40:32,430
♪♪

1030
00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:40,104
♪♪