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♪ Got those blue skies
up above ♪
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My mother always used to say
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that you could tell the
difference between an intern
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and a second-year resident
by their sutures.
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Wait, ladybug, you forgot
your lunch again.
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Made your favorite.
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♪ Mm, mm
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♪ Oh, oh, oh
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My favorite.
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Go back inside, Grammy.
Dad's getting your breakfast.
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Bye, baby.
Love you.
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♪ Ain't got no reason
to complain ♪
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♪ No, no, no
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One of the more common
mistakes an intern makes
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is tying their sutures
too tightly,
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which causes tension.
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♪ ...at all that's going down
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Wow.
Right? It's my first.
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Car?
Place.
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I installed a Wi-Fi hotspot
and a camper stove. Ah.
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And, no,
you can't borrow it.
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The more tension, the longer
it takes the wound to heal.
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It decreases blood flow,
increases scar formation,
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and even necroses the skin.
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What are you doing?
I worked till 4:00 a.m.
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Thought I'd put on
fresh underwear.
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Please do not tell me
that you are living here.
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I'm not.
It's just a safe space
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to put my stuff
till I find a permanent place.
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Oh, my God.
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Please don't say anything
to my mom.
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I don't even
talk to your mom!
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Ah, this whole sister hate thing
may work in my favor.
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Okay, just come stay
at Meredith's for a few days.
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If you're gonna survive
internship here,
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you're gonna need a night
or two of good sleep. Nope.
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You at least need
to do laundry.
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You're offering
to wash my underwear?
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We agreed.
No special favors.
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So even though they may have
technically closed the wound...
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Hey.
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...they may have opened
the door to even more problems.
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♪ Yeah, yeah
We're late.
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♪ Oh, it's a good, good day
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Whoa, whoa!
Slow down!
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My God.
We almost just died.
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Have you seen these e-mails
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about Nick Marsh's plans for
the residency program?
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It's weird.
The Residency Director
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is e-mailing
about the residents.
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He wants to push pre-rounds
by an hour,
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set up a mixer
with the nursing staff,
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and wants to bring in
a yoga instructor.
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Oh! When?
When will they work?
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I mean, he's doing exactly
what I thought he would,
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but I just thought
he would, I don't know,
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stop by my office or
send me an e-mail or call me.
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Sounds like this is not entirely
about the way he does his job.
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The job
that you offered him.
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I have no idea
what you're talking about.
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So, I suppose I will
see you ladies tonight.
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Did you forget?
Zola's presentation
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for the Pacific
Northwest Scholars.
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Her paper is a finalist for
their merit program.
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What's the paper about?
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Her hero.
Dr. Ellis Grey.
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Twist.
I don't care.
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I'll show up for anything
that celebrates Zola.
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I'll see you tonight.
See you.
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Nurse Krueger to the O.R.
Nurse Krueger to the O.R.
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Hello. Listen up.
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Dr. Schmitt
is your chief resident.
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He's our only senior resident.
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He's gonna be handing out
your assignments
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while I'm doing
a kidney transplant.
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Who can name
the top three causes
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of end-stage
renal disease?
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Hypertension, diabetes, glomerulonephritis.
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He didn't raise his hand.
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Yeah, I don't care
about any of that.
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Am I correct?
Yeah, you are.
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Do I get to scrub in?
No, uh, you cannot.
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Okay.
Have fun, Schmitt.
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I haven't slept
in two days.
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I am answering pages
from six different services,
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and I had a cupcake for
breakfast, so no one complain.
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Adams, you're with Dr. Pierce.
Kwan's with Ndugu.
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Yasuda,
report to Owen Hunt.
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And, uh, Millin and Griffith,
surgical consult in the pit.
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Uh, two of us
for one consult?
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Two interns
make a whole doctor.
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Now, don't embarrass me
or kill anyone
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or drop anything
inside a patient.
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This is the moment you go.
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Come on.
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Dr. Kwan.
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Yeah.
Tell me what you see.
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Pericardial effusion?
That's right,
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which is compressing
this patient's heart.
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What would be
your recommendation?
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Hi! Remember Mr. Veras?
He's back,
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and his trach is infected.
Can you take a look?
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Also, a new patient in 523
needs an echo
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and admissions orders
for observation.
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Are you talking to me
or--
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Always assume I'm not.
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I have a VATS lobectomy
in an hour.
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I pushed that
to this afternoon.
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Maggie, I already rescheduled
that patient twice.
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I double-checked
his labs.
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A few hours will not
change his status.
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Okay, uh, yeah,
I will get it all done.
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Thank you.
I will check in with you
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after
my valve replacement.
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We're doing a valve replacement?
What type of valve?
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TAVR.
But you are on scut.
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No special favors, right?
Uh--
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Uh...
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All I did was
put in a chest tube.
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Was there an attending
in the room?
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It's the E.R., Teddy.
There's about three attendings
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in this area at all times.
Was one specifically
watching you?
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One specifically has been
barking at me 24/7,
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so, yeah, I assumed
she was still here.
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Do you need something?
Mika Yasuda,
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reporting for
Dr. Hunt's service.
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I'm his intern today.
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You know, you might
want to find a new service.
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Yeah, Dr. Hunt used to be
chief of trauma,
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and then he lost his mind,
so now I'm chief of trauma.
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Yeah, also, she's my lovely wife
and mother of my children.
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Her favorite color
is blue.
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Did she really need
to know that?
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Yes.
To humanize you!
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According to the Washington
Medical Commission,
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if he attempts to do anything
on his own,
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he will be reported
and lose his medical license.
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Understood?
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Oh, so I'm supposed to...
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Call an additional attending
for the following--
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intubations,
chest tubes,
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surgical consults,
I&Ds, NG tubes,
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lap repairs, washouts...
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Pretty sure
this isn't surgical.
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Well, don't
give up hope yet.
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So, when did the, uh--
the vomiting start?
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I can't remember.
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Any alcohol last night?
Drugs?
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We shared a few drinks
while playing "Barn Finders"
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at a friend's apartment. Oh.
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It's a video game.
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You play?
Sometimes.
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Not at all.
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Yeah, we got back
at like 3:00 a.m.,
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and, uh, we split
some leftover fried rice
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I had in my fridge.
It's from that place
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across the street
from the student union.
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We are never ordering
from there again.
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Any blood
in your vomit?
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I-I don't know. Here.
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Okay, well, we'll get you both
started on some IV fluids,
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and then we'll give you
another run--
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Okay, just-- Just stay calm.
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Okay? Take a deep breath
for me if you can.
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Uh, Dr. Griffith,
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we need some oxygen
here, please.
On it.
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Okay.
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What's happening to him?!
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Uh, hold on.
Hold on.
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What the hell is this?
I don't know.
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Well, find
somebody who does!
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Okay.
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Hi!
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Hi, Pru! Luna, say hi!
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Okay, healthy snacks, check.
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Uh, sanitizer, check.
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This is my kind of mom group.
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No endless brunches,
no power walking in full makeup
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and earrings
and tight leggings.
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Alright, waters,
uh, baby wipes, yes,
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and, uh, sunscreen.
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You are organized.
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Not my first rodeo.
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Thank you so much for calling.
All I do is work
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and watch Link bring home
half the women in Seattle,
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which, you know, I'm not one
to judge a choice, but it--
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Uh-huh. Okay.
Look, if we hurry,
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the girls can go down the slide
while it's still in the shade.
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Oh. Uh, are we late?
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Yes. Let's power-walk.
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Okay.
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Did you page both of us?
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Uh, I paged Chief Grey.
I paged Dr. Webber.
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Did you happen to talk to
each other before doing that?
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Uh, never mind. Never mind.
Uh, what do you got?
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Um, 19-year-old male
with abdominal pain,
vomiting, and chills.
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He recently was
experiencing chest pain,
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shortness of breath, and a rash
on his abdomen and chest.
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Okay.
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What about him?
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College roommate.
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They ate the same thing
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four hours before
both presenting with
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food poisoning symptoms,
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but he hasn't developed a rash
or shortness of breath.
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It's on his legs
and his arms, also.
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Let's get blood cultures,
get a chest X-ray.
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Put him on high-flow oxygen.
Admit him to the ICU.
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Call internal medicine
and page us when you're done.
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One of us.
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Excuse me. Hi.
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Do I need
all that stuff, too?
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So, your intake form says that
you're experiencing
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abdominal discomfort,
Mr. Peters?
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Harold, please.
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But I may know what
the discomfort is from--
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There you are!
This hospital's a maze.
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Sharon, I told you
to wait in the car.
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And I told you I thought
that was a stupid idea.
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I still can't find my phone.
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What if the kids call
and need something?
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You won't be able to help
if you're on an operating table.
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What's wrong with him?
I'm fine.
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Probably an ulcer
or something.
He says that
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every time we're supposed
to go to my mother's.
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Your abdomen is distended,
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so I'm gonna have
to do an ultrasound
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to figure out
how to proceed, okay?
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I have three minutes.
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And I'm not sure
I'm gonna survive them.
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Do I need to remind you
why I'm here, Dr. Hunt?
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Well, it's been about 10 minutes
since the last time,
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so, sure,
knock yourself out.
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Are you all doctors?
Teddy, this is
just an ultrasound.
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So then it should go quick.
Hi, I'm Dr. Altman.
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Yes, we are all doctors.
And you're all necessary?
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No. You know what? Why don't
you just do this yourself?
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Well, if I were to do
everything myself,
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then no one would learn.
Would they?
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We're a teaching hospital.
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We should have gone
to Seattle Pres.
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Oh, geez.
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I'll be right back.
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Dr. Schmitt.
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I was supposed
to remove the drains
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from Dr. Ndugu's patient
an hour ago.
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I have to go round
on Webber's post-ops,
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and the nurses keep
texting me angry emojis.
249
00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:50,958
I can't work for Dr. Hunt
because it means
250
00:09:50,991 --> 00:09:52,592
you're also working
for Dr. Altman,
251
00:09:52,626 --> 00:09:54,561
which means you're working
for velociraptors.
252
00:09:54,594 --> 00:09:56,329
They're vicious,
can snap in an instant,
253
00:09:56,363 --> 00:09:57,931
but there is
a mind-game component
254
00:09:57,965 --> 00:09:59,599
going on between those two
that is so deep,
255
00:09:59,633 --> 00:10:01,134
it might destroy
all of civilization.
256
00:10:01,168 --> 00:10:05,138
Short, succinct,
clear sentences.
257
00:10:05,172 --> 00:10:07,607
What?
I don't have time to pee,
258
00:10:07,641 --> 00:10:10,110
and you just said
so many words.
259
00:10:10,143 --> 00:10:11,845
Can I be on your service
instead of Dr. Hunt's?
260
00:10:11,879 --> 00:10:13,246
No.
261
00:10:13,280 --> 00:10:16,349
Now get back in there
and do your job.
262
00:10:19,352 --> 00:10:22,289
Thank you.
Hey. I just asked Winston
263
00:10:22,322 --> 00:10:24,925
if he could help on an anterior
approach for a spinal fusion,
264
00:10:24,958 --> 00:10:26,359
and he said
to check with you?
265
00:10:26,393 --> 00:10:27,995
He's monitoring
a few patients for me,
266
00:10:28,028 --> 00:10:29,930
and I may need an assist
on a TAVR.
267
00:10:29,963 --> 00:10:31,064
Well, I can assist
on the TAVR.
268
00:10:32,700 --> 00:10:34,001
Out.
269
00:10:39,039 --> 00:10:40,941
Is everything okay
with Winston?
270
00:10:40,974 --> 00:10:43,476
He seemed a little--
Was he doing his scissors talk?
271
00:10:43,510 --> 00:10:45,312
I don't know
what you mean.
272
00:10:45,345 --> 00:10:48,315
When Winston gets irritated,
he talks like scissors--
273
00:10:48,348 --> 00:10:50,517
Like, every word,
it sounds like snip, snip, snip.
274
00:10:50,550 --> 00:10:52,352
He wants to yell,
but he holds back,
275
00:10:52,385 --> 00:10:55,188
so he just cuts the air
with his words.
276
00:10:55,222 --> 00:10:56,223
I thought
he was mad at me.
277
00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:58,959
No, he's mad at me.
278
00:10:58,992 --> 00:11:01,294
I pushed his surgery
because I'm a perfectionist
279
00:11:01,328 --> 00:11:04,164
and I want perfection
for my patients.
280
00:11:04,197 --> 00:11:06,834
And there's no such thing
as perfection in interns,
281
00:11:06,867 --> 00:11:08,535
and there are still
no senior residents,
282
00:11:08,568 --> 00:11:10,804
so I ask perfect Winston.
283
00:11:10,838 --> 00:11:12,873
Yeah, well, I still need someone
to help on my spinal fusion,
284
00:11:12,906 --> 00:11:14,374
so you need to work
on all that.
285
00:11:20,013 --> 00:11:22,649
We do have
one senior resident.
286
00:11:22,682 --> 00:11:24,551
Dr. Schmitt.
287
00:11:24,584 --> 00:11:26,586
Page him.
288
00:11:26,619 --> 00:11:29,056
And don't eavesdrop on
my conversations.
289
00:11:32,125 --> 00:11:34,394
What happened?
He became completely unresponsive,
290
00:11:34,427 --> 00:11:37,064
and his pressure tanked.
The rash is now everywhere.
291
00:11:37,097 --> 00:11:41,034
Let's start him on pressors.
Push sux, etomidate.
292
00:11:41,068 --> 00:11:43,036
Get me an intubation tray.
293
00:11:46,406 --> 00:11:48,675
Two of you, come around here.
Stand behind me.
294
00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:51,178
Watch exactly what I'm doing.
You want to make sure
295
00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:53,781
you have full visualization
of the vocal cords.
296
00:11:59,552 --> 00:12:02,022
Griffith, come around
and listen for breath sounds.
297
00:12:08,128 --> 00:12:10,130
Bilateral breath sounds.
Okay, great job.
298
00:12:10,163 --> 00:12:11,631
Thank you.
299
00:12:14,768 --> 00:12:15,903
Uh, Chief Grey?!
300
00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:33,053
♪ Well, your touch
holds me captive ♪
301
00:12:33,086 --> 00:12:35,755
Hey, I need you
to come back to work now.
302
00:12:35,789 --> 00:12:36,723
I make more money here.
303
00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:38,625
You do not.
304
00:12:38,658 --> 00:12:42,662
Uh, as a resident, I made
around 55K a year, before taxes,
305
00:12:42,695 --> 00:12:45,065
when I regularly worked
80-hour weeks,
306
00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:46,466
and weekends
and holidays.
307
00:12:46,499 --> 00:12:48,435
The math sucks, Levi.
Not to mention
308
00:12:48,468 --> 00:12:50,570
I didn't love the stress
that came with it.
309
00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:53,573
If I make a mistake here,
nobody dies.
310
00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:55,843
Taryn,
you are a surgeon.
311
00:12:55,876 --> 00:12:57,510
I was a surgeon.
312
00:12:57,544 --> 00:12:59,813
Now I'm a bartender
313
00:12:59,847 --> 00:13:01,815
and you're on
the vagina squad.
314
00:13:01,849 --> 00:13:04,684
Was!
I was on the vagina squad.
315
00:13:04,717 --> 00:13:07,287
Now I am chief resident,
general surgery.
316
00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:09,356
Only because
I'm not coming back.
317
00:13:09,389 --> 00:13:11,158
Disagree.
318
00:13:11,191 --> 00:13:13,360
So come back
and prove me wrong.
319
00:13:13,393 --> 00:13:14,461
No.
320
00:13:16,830 --> 00:13:17,931
Grey wants you back.
321
00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:19,967
Did she say that?
322
00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:23,036
Meredith is straight,
323
00:13:23,070 --> 00:13:25,172
and I have enough
self-esteem now to know
324
00:13:25,205 --> 00:13:27,975
to only fall for women
who might love me back.
325
00:13:28,008 --> 00:13:30,377
So, thanks,
but no thanks.
326
00:13:30,410 --> 00:13:32,345
Wow.
327
00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:34,147
Bartending really is
good for you, huh?
328
00:13:34,181 --> 00:13:35,548
Right?
329
00:13:35,582 --> 00:13:37,317
Please come back anyway.
330
00:13:37,350 --> 00:13:38,718
No!
Oh!
331
00:13:40,220 --> 00:13:41,788
Ugh!
332
00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:43,690
I'm coming, Dr. Pierce.
333
00:13:43,723 --> 00:13:44,858
Bye.
334
00:13:48,495 --> 00:13:52,232
Initially presented
like textbook food poisoning,
335
00:13:52,265 --> 00:13:54,401
and then evolved into
septic shock within hours.
336
00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:55,802
Do we have the source
of infection?
337
00:13:55,835 --> 00:13:57,504
Uh, no. Not yet.
338
00:13:57,537 --> 00:14:00,073
His chest X-ray shows
bilateral pleural effusions,
339
00:14:00,107 --> 00:14:01,975
and he's exhibiting
signs of DIC.
340
00:14:02,009 --> 00:14:05,312
The rash is non-blanching.
It could be petechiae.
341
00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:07,080
I initially thought it was
Steven Johnson Syndrome,
342
00:14:07,114 --> 00:14:08,815
but the rash
doesn't peel with pressure.
343
00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:11,051
Any case reports
of Bacillus cereus
344
00:14:11,084 --> 00:14:13,320
and sepsis after eating rice?
It's not Bacillus cereus.
345
00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:14,754
It's not food poisoning
at all.
346
00:14:16,756 --> 00:14:19,092
Have any of you ever seen a
patient bleed from every orifice
347
00:14:19,126 --> 00:14:20,928
after eating
bad leftover rice?
348
00:14:20,961 --> 00:14:22,595
Well, then solve it.
What?
349
00:14:22,629 --> 00:14:24,397
You and Millin
and the rest of the interns,
350
00:14:24,431 --> 00:14:27,034
hit the research
and figure it out.
351
00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:28,268
Before it's too late.
352
00:14:33,306 --> 00:14:35,075
Hello, Altman.
353
00:14:35,108 --> 00:14:38,078
Well, I'm glad you and Hunt
decided to come back.
354
00:14:38,111 --> 00:14:41,448
I imagine it's hard
with everything he has
to go through right now.
355
00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:43,883
Let me guess. Owen thinks that
I'm drinking too much,
356
00:14:43,917 --> 00:14:45,852
so he asked you
to intervene.
357
00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:47,454
Thanks. I'm good.
358
00:14:47,487 --> 00:14:50,357
I was just asking
how you were doing.
359
00:14:50,390 --> 00:14:53,260
Well, I have spent the last
six months on my feet
360
00:14:53,293 --> 00:14:55,295
working locum tenens
in L.A.
361
00:14:55,328 --> 00:14:57,630
while Owen developed
an artistic penchant
362
00:14:57,664 --> 00:14:59,866
for building sand castles,
which was fun for the kids,
363
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:02,702
but, honestly, the sand castles
were pretty basic.
364
00:15:02,735 --> 00:15:05,205
And since his legal team
bankrupted us,
365
00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:08,408
Owen and I now have lengthy
arguments about important topics
366
00:15:08,441 --> 00:15:11,945
like whether to buy name-brand
or store-brand shampoo.
367
00:15:11,979 --> 00:15:14,747
Every time I look at his face,
I am filled with such annoyance
368
00:15:14,781 --> 00:15:17,550
that I have to go outside
and pretend to garden
369
00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:20,220
when, really, my kids are
just seeing me rip up plants.
370
00:15:20,253 --> 00:15:21,788
The worst part
of all of it is--
371
00:15:21,821 --> 00:15:24,324
is that I still
don't want to leave him
372
00:15:24,357 --> 00:15:26,126
because he's the father
of my kids,
373
00:15:26,159 --> 00:15:29,329
and somewhere really deep down
inside, I still love him.
374
00:15:29,362 --> 00:15:31,098
And wine helps me
remember that,
375
00:15:31,131 --> 00:15:33,400
so I drink three glasses
a night.
376
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:34,734
But never at work.
377
00:15:34,767 --> 00:15:36,103
And the kids are in bed
by 8:00,
378
00:15:36,136 --> 00:15:37,504
and I don't get
behind the wheel.
379
00:15:37,537 --> 00:15:39,006
I mean, the riskiest thing
that I may do
380
00:15:39,039 --> 00:15:41,008
is watch too many
puppy videos at night.
381
00:15:41,041 --> 00:15:42,175
Is that a problem
for you, sir?
382
00:15:46,213 --> 00:15:47,947
Always good
to see you, Altman.
383
00:15:51,384 --> 00:15:53,653
Hey! Adams.
384
00:15:53,686 --> 00:15:55,155
Dr. Shepherd.
385
00:15:55,188 --> 00:15:57,924
I wanted
to run something by you.
386
00:15:57,957 --> 00:15:59,659
About a patient.
387
00:15:59,692 --> 00:16:00,660
I'll catch up.
388
00:16:05,365 --> 00:16:08,368
I found you
some apartments to see.
389
00:16:08,401 --> 00:16:09,636
Mom always said
you were the best liar.
390
00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:10,837
That was bad lying.
391
00:16:10,870 --> 00:16:12,872
Wait, is that a loft?
Eh, kinda.
392
00:16:12,905 --> 00:16:14,641
I think there's some creative
license with the advertising,
393
00:16:14,674 --> 00:16:16,209
but it's near Meredith's.
394
00:16:16,243 --> 00:16:17,977
Uh, great,
send it to me.
395
00:16:18,011 --> 00:16:20,813
You can visit, see the kids,
eat for free.
396
00:16:20,847 --> 00:16:23,450
You won't see me cook,
but Meredith's pretty good,
397
00:16:23,483 --> 00:16:24,817
and Maggie makes dinner
on Sundays.
398
00:16:24,851 --> 00:16:26,819
Hey, can you not
walk so close?
399
00:16:26,853 --> 00:16:27,887
What's wrong with you?
400
00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:30,657
You're hovering.
I'm helping.
401
00:16:30,690 --> 00:16:32,225
The more people see us together,
the easier it's gonna be
402
00:16:32,259 --> 00:16:33,960
for them to figure out
we're related.
403
00:16:33,993 --> 00:16:35,362
I've already been designated
the screw-up.
404
00:16:35,395 --> 00:16:37,997
Please don't make it worse. Bye.
405
00:16:38,031 --> 00:16:39,732
You know, it could be
toxic shock syndrome.
406
00:16:39,766 --> 00:16:41,368
That would explain
the rash.
407
00:16:41,401 --> 00:16:44,337
But there's no liver
or renal dysfunction.
408
00:16:44,371 --> 00:16:46,373
Have you considered
erythema multiforme?
409
00:16:46,406 --> 00:16:49,376
No one asked you.
I asked him.
410
00:16:49,409 --> 00:16:50,710
What?
Chief Grey told us to.
411
00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:52,579
I will ask everyone
412
00:16:52,612 --> 00:16:54,381
if it prevents my name
going on a death certificate.
413
00:16:54,414 --> 00:16:57,250
So, who's dying?
How can we help?
414
00:16:57,284 --> 00:16:59,919
It's a 19-year-old male,
ate leftover fried rice,
415
00:16:59,952 --> 00:17:01,854
vomited for six hours,
416
00:17:01,888 --> 00:17:03,990
a generalized, purple,
star-shaped rash
417
00:17:04,023 --> 00:17:06,259
all over his body, and is now
in full-blown septic shock.
418
00:17:06,293 --> 00:17:07,260
Ah, he looks
pretty dead already.
419
00:17:07,294 --> 00:17:08,695
That's from bad rice?
420
00:17:08,728 --> 00:17:11,231
I've never seen
so much vomit,
421
00:17:11,264 --> 00:17:13,166
and my parents did
a lot of hallucinogens.
422
00:17:13,200 --> 00:17:16,903
And it was like a--
like a rainbow of vomit.
423
00:17:16,936 --> 00:17:19,106
Like red-brown,
yellow-green, bilious.
424
00:17:19,139 --> 00:17:20,907
I'm done.
DRESS syndrome?
425
00:17:20,940 --> 00:17:22,275
No. He doesn't take
any meds,
426
00:17:22,309 --> 00:17:24,344
and his eosinophil count
is normal.
427
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:26,113
- Kawasaki disease?
- No.
428
00:17:27,647 --> 00:17:30,450
Ugh. I have to go
find an attending
429
00:17:30,483 --> 00:17:32,619
to supervise my attending
so they can supervise
430
00:17:32,652 --> 00:17:34,521
me learning nothing.
431
00:17:34,554 --> 00:17:35,888
Have fun.
432
00:17:35,922 --> 00:17:37,424
Rickettsial disease?
No.
433
00:17:37,457 --> 00:17:39,058
It's not even your case.
434
00:17:39,092 --> 00:17:40,227
Well, that should tell you
how wrong you are.
435
00:17:42,162 --> 00:17:45,265
Harold, so, your ultrasound
didn't show any abnormalities,
436
00:17:45,298 --> 00:17:48,268
so we're gonna do a CT scan
to get a better look, okay?
437
00:17:48,301 --> 00:17:50,370
Is it possible
to get some privacy?
438
00:17:50,403 --> 00:17:53,140
You and I? Without--
Oh, um, Dr. Yasuda,
439
00:17:53,173 --> 00:17:54,807
can you take Mrs. Peters
to grab a coffee?
440
00:17:54,841 --> 00:17:57,110
Yeah. Mrs. Peters,
if you would just follow me--
441
00:17:57,144 --> 00:17:59,446
Oh! It's here.
442
00:17:59,479 --> 00:18:02,048
I used the app to locate
my phone. It's in here.
443
00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:03,150
Let me call it.
Sharon, please--
444
00:18:03,183 --> 00:18:04,551
Ah, Harold,
give me two seconds,
445
00:18:04,584 --> 00:18:06,253
and you can be alone
all you want.
446
00:18:06,286 --> 00:18:07,787
I really need you to leave.
447
00:18:07,820 --> 00:18:08,888
Sharon!
448
00:18:08,921 --> 00:18:10,490
Shh-shh-shh-shh.
449
00:18:12,592 --> 00:18:14,561
Oh, for God's sake,
are you sitting on it?
450
00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:16,996
It sounds like it's coming
directly from yo--
451
00:18:17,029 --> 00:18:18,498
Mm.
Harold,
452
00:18:18,531 --> 00:18:20,767
did you stick my phone
up your ass?
453
00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:22,235
Please say no.
454
00:18:22,269 --> 00:18:24,171
You're always
on the damn thing!
455
00:18:24,204 --> 00:18:25,405
Oh, my God.
We don't even know
456
00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:26,806
what your face
looks like anymore
457
00:18:26,839 --> 00:18:28,608
'cause you're glued
to social media!
458
00:18:28,641 --> 00:18:30,009
Unbelievable.
459
00:18:30,042 --> 00:18:31,644
Ow!
Oh, my God!
460
00:18:31,678 --> 00:18:34,113
Page Dr. Altman
so I can retrieve
461
00:18:34,147 --> 00:18:35,114
the
phone.
462
00:18:35,148 --> 00:18:37,116
Hang it up!
Yeah. Oh, oh, God.
463
00:18:45,592 --> 00:18:46,659
So, are things at least
improving at Grey-Sloan?
464
00:18:49,996 --> 00:18:52,765
How are you doing it?
Doing what?
465
00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:55,202
Not breaking things
466
00:18:55,235 --> 00:18:58,338
and sobbing uncontrollably
and screaming in public
467
00:18:58,371 --> 00:19:00,173
every time
you look at Pru's face
468
00:19:00,207 --> 00:19:02,008
and think about the world
that she's growing up in?
469
00:19:05,678 --> 00:19:08,548
I try to remember
she's already lost one parent,
470
00:19:08,581 --> 00:19:12,219
and if I did something
to get myself arrested,
471
00:19:12,252 --> 00:19:15,455
no one would be there
472
00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:18,558
to read her
"The Pout-Pout Fish" at bedtime.
473
00:19:18,591 --> 00:19:20,827
I mean, Ben,
he just reads the words.
474
00:19:20,860 --> 00:19:22,495
I do it with the rhythm.
475
00:19:26,533 --> 00:19:29,402
Carina and I
did extend our clinic hours
476
00:19:29,436 --> 00:19:31,571
to accommodate the patients
from out of state.
477
00:19:31,604 --> 00:19:36,042
Oh. Are you having to pick up
more hours in surgery,
478
00:19:36,075 --> 00:19:39,246
or has that calmed down
now that the interns are back?
479
00:19:39,279 --> 00:19:40,880
No!
480
00:19:40,913 --> 00:19:42,882
What?
I thought you wanted
481
00:19:42,915 --> 00:19:44,917
to be my mom friend.
482
00:19:44,951 --> 00:19:47,153
I'm just making conversation.
483
00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,856
You are using me for
information about the hospital.
484
00:19:49,889 --> 00:19:53,393
You want me to be
your Deep Throat!
485
00:19:53,426 --> 00:19:55,595
I prefer Delta Source...
486
00:19:55,628 --> 00:19:57,397
...an Imperial
intelligence source
487
00:19:57,430 --> 00:20:00,199
during the early years
of the New Republic.
488
00:20:02,535 --> 00:20:04,070
Well, you gonna talk
or not?
489
00:20:09,642 --> 00:20:11,010
Alright, Harold,
let me know
490
00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:12,412
if you feel
any discomfort, okay?
491
00:20:12,445 --> 00:20:13,613
Physical or emotional?
492
00:20:13,646 --> 00:20:15,114
Uh, we're gonna be fast.
493
00:20:15,147 --> 00:20:17,250
Okay, Yasuda,
I need you to press hard
494
00:20:17,284 --> 00:20:18,585
on the lower left
quadrant, okay?
495
00:20:18,618 --> 00:20:20,453
Don't forget gloves.
496
00:20:20,487 --> 00:20:22,054
I'm beginning to understand
why you did this, Harold.
497
00:20:22,088 --> 00:20:24,424
What?
Okay, ready here.
498
00:20:24,457 --> 00:20:26,793
Okay, here we go.
Now, Harold,
499
00:20:26,826 --> 00:20:28,628
I'm gonna need you
to bear down.
500
00:20:28,661 --> 00:20:30,530
No one should ever say that
to another human being.
501
00:20:30,563 --> 00:20:31,898
And push.
502
00:20:33,733 --> 00:20:35,868
Alright, try forceps
or a balloon catheter.
503
00:20:35,902 --> 00:20:37,304
Push harder, Harold.
504
00:20:40,807 --> 00:20:42,409
Owen, if you can't grasp it,
505
00:20:42,442 --> 00:20:43,543
he's gonna have to go
to the operating room.
506
00:20:45,478 --> 00:20:47,280
You wanna take that
to his wife?
507
00:20:47,314 --> 00:20:48,548
Hmm?
508
00:20:52,519 --> 00:20:55,221
I'm the guy who killed
his college roommate.
509
00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,756
They're gonna make
podcasts about me.
510
00:20:56,789 --> 00:20:58,291
He is not dead.
511
00:20:58,325 --> 00:20:59,992
And I believe
we can save him
512
00:21:00,026 --> 00:21:02,228
once we know exactly
how to treat him.
513
00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:04,564
Can you tell me
anything you know about him?
514
00:21:04,597 --> 00:21:07,500
Um, he's from Massachusetts.
Parents are divorced,
515
00:21:07,534 --> 00:21:09,969
and I don't ask about it
'cause my parents are divorced
516
00:21:10,002 --> 00:21:11,404
and I don't like
talking about it.
517
00:21:11,438 --> 00:21:13,239
Uh, he's a history major,
518
00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:15,608
loves sports documentaries,
hates coffee, I mean--
519
00:21:15,642 --> 00:21:17,677
Anything you know
about his health.
520
00:21:17,710 --> 00:21:20,112
Oh. Um...
521
00:21:20,146 --> 00:21:21,981
He had syphilis once.
522
00:21:29,522 --> 00:21:30,323
Hello.
523
00:21:32,492 --> 00:21:34,361
Hey.
Hi.
524
00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:36,929
How was the, uh,
kidney transplant?
525
00:21:36,963 --> 00:21:38,331
Uh, well,
it's making urine already,
526
00:21:38,365 --> 00:21:40,299
so, you know, on par. Good.
527
00:21:40,333 --> 00:21:42,469
Yeah.
Good.
528
00:21:42,502 --> 00:21:44,537
And you're liking
the, um, new position?
529
00:21:44,571 --> 00:21:46,272
I saw all the changes
that you made.
530
00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:48,508
Yeah. Uh,
is there an issue?
531
00:21:48,541 --> 00:21:49,542
Not at all.
532
00:21:49,576 --> 00:21:52,512
Okay, good.
533
00:21:52,545 --> 00:21:53,680
Where are you staying?
534
00:21:53,713 --> 00:21:55,281
You know,
same place on Union.
535
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:57,384
Oh.
I like that place.
536
00:21:57,417 --> 00:21:58,284
Yeah, you're acting
a little weird.
537
00:21:58,317 --> 00:22:00,653
Excuse me. Chief Grey?
Yes.
538
00:22:00,687 --> 00:22:02,889
Um, it's Chase.
539
00:22:02,922 --> 00:22:04,557
Oh. Okay. Sorry.
540
00:22:04,591 --> 00:22:06,859
Good luck. Sorry.
541
00:22:06,893 --> 00:22:09,295
His foot's cold,
and I can't get a Doppler signal
542
00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:11,163
anywhere below the knee.
We don't make a move,
543
00:22:11,197 --> 00:22:13,132
this leg could
turn gangrenous.
544
00:22:13,165 --> 00:22:15,735
Any family around?
545
00:22:15,768 --> 00:22:18,805
His mother is on a plane
as we speak.
546
00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:21,908
Well, if she wants
to see her son alive,
547
00:22:21,941 --> 00:22:23,810
that leg's gotta go.
548
00:22:23,843 --> 00:22:25,978
You have to amputate?
549
00:22:26,012 --> 00:22:28,014
You do.
550
00:22:28,047 --> 00:22:30,082
I'm sorry, what?
Cutting something off
551
00:22:30,116 --> 00:22:32,084
is way easier
than reattaching it.
552
00:22:32,118 --> 00:22:33,586
Get him prepped
and upstairs.
553
00:22:40,460 --> 00:22:43,496
Advance the guide wire
carefully to the aortic annulus.
554
00:22:43,530 --> 00:22:45,097
It's very angulated here.
555
00:22:45,131 --> 00:22:46,098
I don't want
to injure anything.
556
00:22:46,132 --> 00:22:48,200
It's okay. Just go slowly.
557
00:22:48,234 --> 00:22:49,368
There. Good.
558
00:22:49,402 --> 00:22:50,937
Schmitt,
why aren't you in O.R. 4?
559
00:22:50,970 --> 00:22:53,239
Because I am trying really hard
not to injure
560
00:22:53,272 --> 00:22:55,842
this man's vasculature
in thi O.R.
561
00:22:55,875 --> 00:22:57,777
You prepped and studied
for my VATS lobectomy.
562
00:22:57,810 --> 00:23:00,246
And if I remember correctly,
you begged to be my assist.
563
00:23:00,279 --> 00:23:01,781
If you were supposed
to be his assist,
564
00:23:01,814 --> 00:23:03,249
then why are you
in here being mine?
565
00:23:03,282 --> 00:23:05,117
The schedule
changed so much.
566
00:23:05,151 --> 00:23:06,953
And you are
chief of cardio.
567
00:23:06,986 --> 00:23:11,290
And I play Dungeons & Dragons,
so I follow hierarchy.
568
00:23:11,323 --> 00:23:13,693
And for the record,
I'm very tired.
569
00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:16,062
Please don't say that
with your hands in my patient.
570
00:23:16,095 --> 00:23:17,363
I thought
I was helping you.
571
00:23:17,396 --> 00:23:19,065
By taking my assist
to be yours?
572
00:23:19,098 --> 00:23:20,266
Winston--
Alright, you know what?
573
00:23:20,299 --> 00:23:22,702
I'll reschedule
the lobectomy again.
574
00:23:32,178 --> 00:23:32,344
Hi.
575
00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:36,048
Oh, uh, Marsh. Yeah.
576
00:23:36,082 --> 00:23:39,051
What exactly is
"mini Grand Rounds,"
577
00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:40,887
and why was I invited?
578
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,589
Uh, we did them
in Minnesota.
579
00:23:42,622 --> 00:23:44,891
Interns take turns presenting
on cases to their class.
580
00:23:44,924 --> 00:23:47,426
It helps their skills for rounds
and future lecture capabilities.
581
00:23:47,460 --> 00:23:48,828
So it's good.
582
00:23:48,861 --> 00:23:50,229
Well, what am I
supposed to do?
583
00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:51,498
Well, I thought
you could be there
584
00:23:51,531 --> 00:23:52,899
to help me
provide feedback.
585
00:23:52,932 --> 00:23:55,134
Look,
is this gonna be a thing?
586
00:23:55,167 --> 00:23:57,436
Someone questions me every time
I make a change to the program?
587
00:23:57,470 --> 00:23:59,806
Because I kinda thought
that's why I was hired here.
588
00:24:02,542 --> 00:24:05,478
Look, um, six months ago,
589
00:24:05,512 --> 00:24:08,815
I was trying everything I could
to save this place.
590
00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,449
My wife wasn't doing well.
591
00:24:10,483 --> 00:24:13,085
I blamed you for Meredith
going to Minnesota.
592
00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:14,754
I wasn't my best self.
593
00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:16,989
I've already apologized
to Meredith about it.
594
00:24:17,023 --> 00:24:21,193
And, um, well,
you deserve the same.
595
00:24:21,227 --> 00:24:22,695
I'm sorry.
596
00:24:22,729 --> 00:24:26,365
I appreciate that,
Dr. Webber, I do, but...
597
00:24:26,398 --> 00:24:28,167
it does kinda feel like
there's more here.
598
00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:30,703
Oh, no. N--
599
00:24:30,737 --> 00:24:32,438
Well, okay, yes.
600
00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,941
Um,
it's none of my business,
601
00:24:34,974 --> 00:24:38,377
and I'm not exactly sure what
happened between the two of you,
602
00:24:38,410 --> 00:24:42,048
but, um, she's worth
taking a job for.
603
00:24:42,081 --> 00:24:43,783
If that's why you did it.
604
00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:47,386
And I'd be honored
to join you for feedback.
605
00:24:48,521 --> 00:24:50,356
Okay.
606
00:24:50,389 --> 00:24:52,692
Oh, and, uh, Marsh, uh,
607
00:24:52,725 --> 00:24:54,360
program's yours now.
608
00:24:57,664 --> 00:24:58,865
♪ Ah, ah
609
00:25:04,671 --> 00:25:07,740
♪ From my head to my toes,
from my heart to my soul ♪
610
00:25:07,774 --> 00:25:09,408
♪ Feel my pulse, yeah,
it's racing electric ♪
611
00:25:09,441 --> 00:25:11,644
I thought you were getting
to scrub in with Dr. Ndugu.
612
00:25:11,678 --> 00:25:13,012
His wife rescheduled it.
613
00:25:13,045 --> 00:25:14,814
♪ Keep my spirit alive
614
00:25:14,847 --> 00:25:17,850
He's married to Dr. Pierce,
and there are clearly issues.
615
00:25:17,884 --> 00:25:20,019
Ah, do they back-seat-drive
each other's rectals?
616
00:25:20,052 --> 00:25:22,855
What is that
a euphemism for?
617
00:25:22,889 --> 00:25:26,325
Nothing. I literally just
experienced that with
Dr. Altman and Dr. Hunt.
618
00:25:26,358 --> 00:25:27,694
Why is everyone married
to each other?
619
00:25:27,727 --> 00:25:29,596
Because doctors
have no lives
620
00:25:29,629 --> 00:25:31,330
and no time
to meet normal people.
621
00:25:31,363 --> 00:25:34,033
♪ Are you ready? Mm-hmm
622
00:25:34,066 --> 00:25:36,035
Great.
Everything sucks.
623
00:25:36,068 --> 00:25:37,369
♪ Gonna have a good time
624
00:25:37,403 --> 00:25:40,573
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Mm-hmm ♪
625
00:25:40,607 --> 00:25:42,274
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
626
00:25:42,308 --> 00:25:43,676
♪ Gonna have a good time
627
00:25:47,246 --> 00:25:50,249
Are you flirting with me
on a sick patient's leg?
628
00:25:50,282 --> 00:25:53,219
No. No, no, no.
No, no, no. No.
629
00:25:53,252 --> 00:25:55,054
Crap. No.
That is not me flirting.
630
00:25:55,087 --> 00:25:56,789
That is me being
an encouraging teacher.
631
00:25:56,823 --> 00:25:58,858
Supportive.
632
00:25:58,891 --> 00:26:01,694
In an appropriate way.
633
00:26:01,728 --> 00:26:03,763
Uh, I didn't put a winky face
next to it or anything.
634
00:26:03,796 --> 00:26:06,065
I-I genuinely don't want you
to cut off the wrong leg.
635
00:26:10,469 --> 00:26:12,772
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Tell me, are you ready? ♪
636
00:26:12,805 --> 00:26:14,206
Ten blade, please.
637
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:15,775
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
638
00:26:15,808 --> 00:26:17,543
♪ Gonna have a good time
639
00:26:17,576 --> 00:26:20,713
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Tell me, are you ready? ♪
640
00:26:20,747 --> 00:26:22,314
♪ Tell me, are you ready?
641
00:26:22,348 --> 00:26:24,651
♪ Gonna have a good time,
good time ♪
642
00:26:24,684 --> 00:26:26,052
♪ Mm-mm
643
00:26:26,085 --> 00:26:30,489
♪ Mm-mm, mm-mm
644
00:26:32,825 --> 00:26:35,594
What happened?
He just started breathing
really hard,
645
00:26:35,628 --> 00:26:37,329
then he made
this choking sound.
646
00:26:37,363 --> 00:26:38,765
Is he dead?
He's in cardiac arrest.
647
00:26:38,798 --> 00:26:40,466
He needs to be intubated.
Should I get Dr. Altman?
648
00:26:40,499 --> 00:26:42,001
No, there's no time.
Mrs. Peters,
649
00:26:42,034 --> 00:26:44,170
I need you to step outside.
But Harold--
650
00:26:44,203 --> 00:26:45,137
We're gonna take care
of him, okay?
651
00:26:45,171 --> 00:26:46,572
Wait, you're gonna do it?
Nope.
652
00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:47,640
I'm gonna walk you
through it now.
653
00:26:47,674 --> 00:26:49,108
Switch with me.
654
00:26:51,978 --> 00:26:53,913
Okay, don't over-think this, Yasuda.
655
00:26:53,946 --> 00:26:55,748
Make sure you have everything
ready that you need.
656
00:26:55,782 --> 00:26:57,249
Test the tube.
657
00:26:57,283 --> 00:27:00,653
Tube looks good. Stylet.
658
00:27:00,687 --> 00:27:02,621
Okay, grab the scope.
659
00:27:02,655 --> 00:27:04,256
Okay. Other way.
660
00:27:04,290 --> 00:27:05,692
Ah, sorry.
Visualize the cords.
661
00:27:05,725 --> 00:27:07,593
Okay.
Ready?
662
00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:09,762
Okay. I can see them.
Take the tube. Insert it.
663
00:27:09,796 --> 00:27:12,665
We don't have much time here,
so one fluid motion.
664
00:27:12,699 --> 00:27:13,800
Trust your instincts
on the angle.
665
00:27:13,833 --> 00:27:15,601
I got it through.
666
00:27:17,536 --> 00:27:18,637
Cuffs up.
667
00:27:18,671 --> 00:27:19,806
Let's start bagging.
668
00:27:19,839 --> 00:27:21,073
Well?
669
00:27:23,409 --> 00:27:25,177
Breath sounds
on both sides.
670
00:27:25,211 --> 00:27:27,146
Breath sounds on both sides.
Nice work, Yasuda.
671
00:27:27,179 --> 00:27:29,048
Airway is secured.
672
00:27:29,081 --> 00:27:31,017
All we need to do now is, uh,
get his circulation back.
673
00:27:31,050 --> 00:27:32,618
Good job.
674
00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:34,353
I requested a single room.
675
00:27:34,386 --> 00:27:35,688
Grew up an only child
676
00:27:35,722 --> 00:27:39,458
and have-- or had--
social anxiety.
677
00:27:39,491 --> 00:27:42,795
Dreaded meeting new people,
large parties.
678
00:27:42,829 --> 00:27:44,997
Anytime I got an e-mail
during orientation
679
00:27:45,031 --> 00:27:49,068
with the word "mixer" in
the subject line, I-I panicked.
680
00:27:49,101 --> 00:27:51,670
Then Student Services
assigned me a roommate.
681
00:27:51,704 --> 00:27:54,040
And I almost dropped out.
682
00:27:54,073 --> 00:27:56,208
Till I met Chase.
683
00:27:56,242 --> 00:27:57,744
I know this is gonna sound
really weird,
684
00:27:57,777 --> 00:28:00,379
but you know those
emotional support animals
685
00:28:00,412 --> 00:28:02,414
for people who can't handle
crowded places?
686
00:28:02,448 --> 00:28:04,917
You're comparing him
to... a dog.
687
00:28:04,951 --> 00:28:06,986
He fixed all my issues!
688
00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:09,922
I mean, he-- he showed me how
to walk up to a group of people
689
00:28:09,956 --> 00:28:11,891
and actually talk to them.
690
00:28:11,924 --> 00:28:13,359
We haven't gotten into
a single fight,
691
00:28:13,392 --> 00:28:15,061
and we basically live
on top of each other
692
00:28:15,094 --> 00:28:16,495
inside of
a crowded dorm.
693
00:28:16,528 --> 00:28:20,833
I mean, we've had colds
together, flu, athlete's foot,
694
00:28:20,867 --> 00:28:21,901
which I don't know
if you've had, but--
695
00:28:21,934 --> 00:28:24,737
Crowded dorm.
696
00:28:24,771 --> 00:28:25,905
Do you know
if Chase received
697
00:28:25,938 --> 00:28:28,040
all of his childhood
vaccinations?
698
00:28:28,074 --> 00:28:31,077
I don't know. Why?
699
00:28:31,110 --> 00:28:32,611
I-Is he gonna be okay?
700
00:28:32,644 --> 00:28:34,513
I hope so!
701
00:28:34,546 --> 00:28:37,116
I know this goes against
everything you've been taught,
702
00:28:37,149 --> 00:28:38,918
but you need
to cut harder.
703
00:28:38,951 --> 00:28:42,354
All the way through the joint,
layer by layer.
704
00:28:44,123 --> 00:28:45,291
Griffith?
The food poisoning
705
00:28:45,324 --> 00:28:47,293
was a distractor.
Chase has meningococcus.
706
00:28:47,326 --> 00:28:49,195
His cultures came back?
Not finalized,
707
00:28:49,228 --> 00:28:51,530
but I checked his records.
He was never vaccinated for it,
708
00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:53,532
and his gram stain is showing
gram-negative diplococci.
709
00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:55,768
Meningococcus would explain
the septic shock.
710
00:28:55,802 --> 00:28:57,770
Not to mention,
it's common in college--
College dorms.
711
00:28:57,804 --> 00:28:59,738
There's too much blood.
I-I can't control the bleeding.
712
00:28:59,772 --> 00:29:02,074
Oh, God. He's not clotting
properly due to the DIC.
713
00:29:02,108 --> 00:29:03,910
Damn it.
I did everything you told me to!
714
00:29:03,943 --> 00:29:05,945
Clamp.
Elevate the leg.
715
00:29:05,978 --> 00:29:07,413
Turn up the tourniquet.
716
00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:08,414
Clamp.
717
00:29:17,456 --> 00:29:18,224
So residents now get
free weekly lunch...
718
00:29:20,793 --> 00:29:22,394
Mm-hmm.
...attending mentors,
719
00:29:22,428 --> 00:29:24,296
and an extra hour
of sleep?
720
00:29:24,330 --> 00:29:26,165
Mm-hmm.
And let me guess,
721
00:29:26,198 --> 00:29:28,400
there's a pinball machine
in the locker room now, too?
722
00:29:28,434 --> 00:29:30,837
No.
Oh, but I did hear a rumor
723
00:29:30,870 --> 00:29:33,405
about monthly passes
to a yoga studio.
724
00:29:35,107 --> 00:29:36,775
You think the program's
gone soft.
725
00:29:36,809 --> 00:29:40,146
No. I think it's finally headed
in the right direction.
726
00:29:40,179 --> 00:29:43,149
I'm angry because
I tried
727
00:29:43,182 --> 00:29:46,318
to implement similar changes
at various times
728
00:29:46,352 --> 00:29:48,287
and was always met
with resistance.
729
00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:50,356
You're allowed
to change your mind.
730
00:29:50,389 --> 00:29:51,958
If you miss it,
you can come back.
731
00:29:55,995 --> 00:29:59,198
I started a garden
at Pru's preschool.
732
00:29:59,231 --> 00:30:02,368
We planted daffodils
and sunflowers
733
00:30:02,401 --> 00:30:04,136
and talked about
plant life cycles
734
00:30:04,170 --> 00:30:06,605
and how when you
plant a seed,
735
00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:09,475
the roots have to grow first,
before anything else.
736
00:30:12,744 --> 00:30:16,782
I wrote a sex education program
with a community clinic.
737
00:30:16,815 --> 00:30:21,187
I'm answering phones
for a women's organization.
738
00:30:21,220 --> 00:30:23,555
I am planting seeds.
739
00:30:23,589 --> 00:30:25,958
Growing roots.
740
00:30:25,992 --> 00:30:28,394
I-I think I'm following,
but--
741
00:30:28,427 --> 00:30:30,362
I'm still not ready.
742
00:30:30,396 --> 00:30:32,498
You're still not ready. No.
743
00:30:32,531 --> 00:30:34,466
Okay.
744
00:30:36,735 --> 00:30:39,171
But, Wilson...
745
00:30:39,205 --> 00:30:42,174
I do count you
as a mom friend.
746
00:30:50,883 --> 00:30:52,384
Altman paged me.
What do you got?
747
00:30:52,418 --> 00:30:54,653
A central line.
I can't do it on my own.
748
00:30:54,686 --> 00:30:56,522
Alright, okay.
You go ahead, Hunt.
749
00:30:56,555 --> 00:30:59,225
Okay. Thank you.
750
00:30:59,258 --> 00:31:01,193
I'm sure she loves
every moment of this.
751
00:31:01,227 --> 00:31:03,495
You know,
she considers this payback
752
00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:06,598
for the past six months
when I wasn't able to work.
753
00:31:06,632 --> 00:31:08,667
I mean,
I was miserable, Richard.
754
00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:10,602
I'm a trauma surgeon
who was trained in the military.
755
00:31:10,636 --> 00:31:12,704
I am wired to work.
756
00:31:12,738 --> 00:31:14,907
So instead of
sitting around drinking
757
00:31:14,941 --> 00:31:16,575
and looking at people
with hate,
758
00:31:16,608 --> 00:31:19,378
I surfed
to distract myself.
759
00:31:19,411 --> 00:31:23,015
I built sand castles
to entertain my kids.
760
00:31:23,049 --> 00:31:26,685
I wrote letters to Congress in
support of burn pit legislation.
761
00:31:26,718 --> 00:31:28,687
And I maybe chose
762
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:30,422
the most expensive attorney
that I could find
763
00:31:30,456 --> 00:31:32,791
to get my career back.
And you know what's hilarious?
764
00:31:32,824 --> 00:31:34,393
She's the one who said
that we should run.
765
00:31:34,426 --> 00:31:37,096
And I listened 'cause
she's my wife and I love her.
766
00:31:37,129 --> 00:31:38,464
I love her
despite the fact
767
00:31:38,497 --> 00:31:41,400
that she highlights
our credit-card bill balance
768
00:31:41,433 --> 00:31:43,635
and posts it on the fridge
just so I don't forget
769
00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:44,636
that we're broke.
770
00:31:44,670 --> 00:31:46,438
So now, not only am I
771
00:31:46,472 --> 00:31:48,307
living with someone
who resents me at home,
772
00:31:48,340 --> 00:31:51,110
she stands over me
every second here at work.
773
00:31:53,645 --> 00:31:55,314
Line's in.
774
00:31:55,347 --> 00:31:57,116
Um...
775
00:31:57,149 --> 00:32:02,054
I-I suggest you find
some physical space.
776
00:32:02,088 --> 00:32:04,523
Yeah.
You got any ideas?
777
00:32:06,025 --> 00:32:10,362
Dr. Gear to the E.R., stat.
Dr. Gear to the E.R., stat.
778
00:32:11,998 --> 00:32:15,734
I'm sorry
I messed up your schedule.
779
00:32:15,767 --> 00:32:17,836
Today,
or the past six months?
780
00:32:20,806 --> 00:32:23,409
I know I've leaned on you,
and I-I'm sorry,
781
00:32:23,442 --> 00:32:27,413
but you are so talented,
and I needed that in my O.R.
782
00:32:27,446 --> 00:32:30,749
I needed to be able
to trust the person
standing next to me.
783
00:32:30,782 --> 00:32:32,084
And we didn't have
any residents.
784
00:32:32,118 --> 00:32:33,952
Now we do.
We have interns.
785
00:32:33,986 --> 00:32:35,454
Okay. That makes it okay
to treat me
786
00:32:35,487 --> 00:32:37,656
the way you used to treat me
back when we were at Tufts?
787
00:32:37,689 --> 00:32:39,491
As your resident?
788
00:32:39,525 --> 00:32:41,493
Of course not.
789
00:32:41,527 --> 00:32:44,196
Why do you think
I'm so talented, Maggie?
790
00:32:44,230 --> 00:32:46,332
Because you-- you are.
791
00:32:46,365 --> 00:32:47,933
I mean, you've studied.
792
00:32:47,966 --> 00:32:50,136
You've practiced.
You work really hard.
793
00:32:50,169 --> 00:32:53,139
I had a good teacher.
That's why.
794
00:32:53,172 --> 00:32:55,674
And you can't expect everyone
to be as good as you and me
795
00:32:55,707 --> 00:32:56,942
unless you teach them.
796
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:58,177
Unless we teach them.
797
00:32:58,210 --> 00:32:59,611
And I can't do that
798
00:32:59,645 --> 00:33:01,513
if you're constantly
pulling me off my cases.
799
00:33:01,547 --> 00:33:03,615
It's not fair to me.
It's not fair to my patients.
800
00:33:03,649 --> 00:33:05,351
It's not fair
to this next class.
801
00:33:05,384 --> 00:33:06,985
Okay.
802
00:33:07,019 --> 00:33:09,021
Okay?
803
00:33:09,055 --> 00:33:11,523
I really am
a good teacher, aren't I?
804
00:33:14,826 --> 00:33:17,329
Just don't let them
fall in love with you.
805
00:33:17,363 --> 00:33:19,665
Because--
806
00:33:27,873 --> 00:33:29,741
He looks awful.
* Stony roads uphill
807
00:33:29,775 --> 00:33:32,044
But he's alive.
808
00:33:32,078 --> 00:33:34,646
And he doesn't have a leg?
From the knee down.
809
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:37,183
But you can live without a leg.
And he has that option now.
810
00:33:37,216 --> 00:33:39,885
Due to Dr. Griffith's
quick thinking.
811
00:33:39,918 --> 00:33:42,388
The culture came back
for meningococcus.
812
00:33:42,421 --> 00:33:45,424
His mom should be here soon,
but you can go and sit with him
813
00:33:45,457 --> 00:33:48,026
so long as we get you
gowned and gloved.
814
00:33:48,060 --> 00:33:49,595
Thank you. Okay.
815
00:33:49,628 --> 00:33:51,363
♪ Can anybody hear me?
816
00:33:51,397 --> 00:33:52,898
♪ Mama always said that
817
00:33:52,931 --> 00:33:54,433
We'll all need to be on
a four-day regimen
818
00:33:54,466 --> 00:33:57,369
of prophylactic antibiotics
due to the exposure.
819
00:33:57,403 --> 00:33:59,105
♪ 'Cause you might just
burn yourself ♪
820
00:33:59,138 --> 00:34:01,673
How's Millin?
I don't know.
821
00:34:01,707 --> 00:34:04,243
Okay, well, Chase had
uncontrollable coagulopathy.
822
00:34:04,276 --> 00:34:07,012
Any one of you would
have struggled to
control that bleeding.
823
00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:09,515
So be there for her,
because when it's you
that makes the mistake--
824
00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:11,550
I won't.
You wil and when you do,
825
00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:14,453
those people are the only people
who will understand.
826
00:34:14,486 --> 00:34:16,122
It's too early to go numb, Griffith.
827
00:34:16,155 --> 00:34:20,192
What if I'm not
the comforting type?
828
00:34:20,226 --> 00:34:22,094
Surely there must be something
that makes you feel better
829
00:34:22,128 --> 00:34:23,762
when you have
a day like that.
830
00:34:23,795 --> 00:34:26,732
♪ If this has a meanin',
then I will keep breathin' ♪
831
00:34:26,765 --> 00:34:28,100
I have faith in you.
832
00:34:28,134 --> 00:34:31,403
♪ As long as it takes
833
00:34:31,437 --> 00:34:37,309
♪ Where will I go now,
I don't need to know now ♪
834
00:34:37,343 --> 00:34:41,413
♪ No weight on my shoulder,
the wind will tell ♪
835
00:34:41,447 --> 00:34:43,749
Mmm.
836
00:34:43,782 --> 00:34:46,318
It's the only place in
the hospital that smells good.
837
00:34:46,352 --> 00:34:50,088
Like peppermint.
838
00:34:50,122 --> 00:34:54,626
♪ 'Cause you might
just burn yourself *
It's eucalyptus.
839
00:34:54,660 --> 00:34:56,228
Stuffed animals
are pretty soft, too.
840
00:34:56,262 --> 00:34:58,964
♪ Oh, I
841
00:34:58,997 --> 00:35:02,968
♪ The more you inspire
842
00:35:03,001 --> 00:35:07,639
♪ The more you see yourself
843
00:35:07,673 --> 00:35:10,176
♪ Oh, ah
844
00:35:10,209 --> 00:35:11,943
Come in.
845
00:35:11,977 --> 00:35:13,745
You paged?
Yeah. I just, uh--
846
00:35:13,779 --> 00:35:15,781
I wanted to go over
this budget request
847
00:35:15,814 --> 00:35:18,350
for the, um,
"Lunch & Learns."
848
00:35:18,384 --> 00:35:20,686
What is a Lunch & Learn?
Well, the department
849
00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:23,955
provides the interns protected
time for lunch once a week,
850
00:35:23,989 --> 00:35:27,459
and rotating attendings
will lecture.
851
00:35:27,493 --> 00:35:29,928
You really want
to talk about this right now?
852
00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:31,297
Do you have
somewhere else to be?
853
00:35:31,330 --> 00:35:33,632
Why does it seem like
you're mad at me?
854
00:35:33,665 --> 00:35:35,434
I'm not.
855
00:35:35,467 --> 00:35:39,171
You haven't said two words to me
since you've been here.
856
00:35:39,205 --> 00:35:40,806
I thought,
since you were here--
857
00:35:40,839 --> 00:35:42,608
That's just it.
Wha-- You thought what?
858
00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:44,710
I-I kind of need you
to say it here, Meredith.
859
00:35:44,743 --> 00:35:46,845
You need me to say what?
860
00:35:46,878 --> 00:35:48,380
Great, you're both here.
861
00:35:48,414 --> 00:35:49,515
We're in the middle
of something right now.
862
00:35:49,548 --> 00:35:50,849
I can't work for Teddy.
863
00:35:50,882 --> 00:35:52,784
It's been a day.
It's been a week.
864
00:35:52,818 --> 00:35:55,354
But anyway, I talked an intern
through an intubation today,
865
00:35:55,387 --> 00:35:56,822
and I was
pretty damn good at it,
866
00:35:56,855 --> 00:35:58,824
so let me be a teacher
for these next six months.
867
00:35:58,857 --> 00:36:00,459
That's how
I can be helpful.
868
00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:02,394
I won't keep attendings away
from their own services,
869
00:36:02,428 --> 00:36:04,062
and Schmitt won't be
run into the ground.
870
00:36:04,095 --> 00:36:06,298
Let me work for you.
I'll teach labs,
871
00:36:06,332 --> 00:36:08,900
skills, sutures, anything.
I'm your guy to teach.
872
00:36:08,934 --> 00:36:10,836
Because I cannot
stand in that E.R.
873
00:36:10,869 --> 00:36:12,304
with my wife
looking over my shoulder,
874
00:36:12,338 --> 00:36:14,406
or only something terrible
will happen.
875
00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:16,508
So save my marriage, Nick Marsh.
Please, save me.
876
00:36:19,611 --> 00:36:22,013
Okay?
877
00:36:22,047 --> 00:36:24,583
Oh. Sure.
Okay. Thank you.
878
00:36:24,616 --> 00:36:25,851
Thank you for your time.
879
00:36:25,884 --> 00:36:27,219
Thank you. Yeah.
880
00:36:29,521 --> 00:36:31,690
If you disagree with
any of the changes, let me know.
881
00:36:31,723 --> 00:36:33,759
Nick. Nick!
882
00:36:33,792 --> 00:36:36,061
Look, I don't have time for all
this back and forth, Meredith.
883
00:36:36,094 --> 00:36:37,863
And based on the way
people just walk on in here,
884
00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:38,897
neither do you.
885
00:36:38,930 --> 00:36:40,666
Good night.
886
00:36:40,699 --> 00:36:42,234
I went numb.
887
00:36:42,268 --> 00:36:44,836
The program shut down,
and we lost a patient.
888
00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:47,273
And you didn't have my back.
889
00:36:47,306 --> 00:36:50,175
You know how many people
I've lost in my life.
890
00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:51,677
And when I watched you
walk away,
891
00:36:51,710 --> 00:36:55,447
and I thought I lost you,
then I went numb.
892
00:36:55,481 --> 00:36:58,784
That's why I didn't call you
for six months.
893
00:36:58,817 --> 00:37:01,287
An then when I saw you
in the surgical corridor, I...
894
00:37:05,624 --> 00:37:08,594
I could feel again.
895
00:37:08,627 --> 00:37:11,730
I know I'm still
in love with you.
896
00:37:11,763 --> 00:37:14,099
I know my life is crazy.
897
00:37:14,132 --> 00:37:15,734
And I know
I can't stop people
898
00:37:15,767 --> 00:37:18,236
from coming in the door
every five minutes
899
00:37:18,270 --> 00:37:21,106
and interrupting
absolutely everything I do.
900
00:37:24,810 --> 00:37:26,978
But I do know
that I love you.
901
00:37:27,012 --> 00:37:29,114
So if that's
what you need to hear,
902
00:37:29,147 --> 00:37:32,150
I'll say it, as many times
as you need to hear it.
903
00:37:36,322 --> 00:37:39,057
Can I take you to dinner?
904
00:37:39,090 --> 00:37:41,293
Let me take you
to dinner.
905
00:37:41,327 --> 00:37:42,594
No.
906
00:37:42,628 --> 00:37:43,895
No?
907
00:37:43,929 --> 00:37:47,399
But you can take me
908
00:37:47,433 --> 00:37:49,435
to Zola's presentation
909
00:37:49,468 --> 00:37:52,571
for the Pacific
Northwest Scholars.
910
00:37:52,604 --> 00:37:53,772
I'm in.
911
00:37:53,805 --> 00:37:56,642
Okay.
912
00:37:56,675 --> 00:37:58,810
See you tonight.
913
00:37:58,844 --> 00:38:01,813
Tension exists
throughout the entire body.
914
00:38:01,847 --> 00:38:03,649
♪ Ooh
915
00:38:03,682 --> 00:38:06,852
How it affects you
depends on how you manage it.
916
00:38:08,854 --> 00:38:11,156
Why?
It's a coping mechanism.
917
00:38:11,189 --> 00:38:12,791
There was a study
out of Amsterdam
918
00:38:12,824 --> 00:38:14,826
that said when people touch
stuffed animals,
919
00:38:14,860 --> 00:38:16,595
especially if they have
low self-esteem,
920
00:38:16,628 --> 00:38:18,129
it helps relieve anxiety.
921
00:38:18,163 --> 00:38:19,865
I don't have
low self-esteem.
922
00:38:19,898 --> 00:38:21,767
I intubated
a patient today.
923
00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:23,435
Neither does Adams.
924
00:38:23,469 --> 00:38:26,304
He's sleeping with Dr. Shepherd,
chief of neuro.
925
00:38:26,338 --> 00:38:27,806
What? I--
Well, it makes me feel better.
926
00:38:27,839 --> 00:38:30,609
I'm not. Why-- Why-- Why
would you think that?
927
00:38:30,642 --> 00:38:32,678
Uh, I saw you two coming out
of the on-call room together,
928
00:38:32,711 --> 00:38:34,380
whispering in the halls.
929
00:38:34,413 --> 00:38:36,615
Unless you have
a different explanation?
930
00:38:38,917 --> 00:38:40,552
Geez.
931
00:38:40,586 --> 00:38:42,621
Oh, everyone owes me $12
for the stuffed animals.
932
00:38:42,654 --> 00:38:44,055
Nope.
Who gives people a present
933
00:38:44,089 --> 00:38:45,691
then asks them to pay for it?
Hey.
934
00:38:45,724 --> 00:38:47,025
♪ I will walk
935
00:38:47,058 --> 00:38:48,394
I'm more of a cat person.
936
00:38:48,427 --> 00:38:49,995
Some people can self-regulate
937
00:38:50,028 --> 00:38:53,665
by breathing,
meditation, exercise.
938
00:38:53,699 --> 00:38:56,001
They develop tools
that help them fight the stress
939
00:38:56,034 --> 00:38:58,036
and reduce the pain it causes.
940
00:38:58,069 --> 00:39:00,238
While at
the Clinic in Minnesota,
941
00:39:00,271 --> 00:39:03,509
Dr. Grey conducted
six different clinical trials
942
00:39:03,542 --> 00:39:05,911
that helped lead to advances
in cellular regeneration
943
00:39:05,944 --> 00:39:07,679
related to liver disease.
944
00:39:07,713 --> 00:39:10,348
She began a seventh, but she
unfortunately never completed it
945
00:39:10,382 --> 00:39:12,317
because she started
exhibiting signs
946
00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:14,753
of early onset
Alzheimer's disease.
947
00:39:14,786 --> 00:39:17,989
Early--
948
00:39:18,023 --> 00:39:21,159
Early onset Alzheimer's
disease can be a...
949
00:39:21,192 --> 00:39:22,227
But not all people
950
00:39:22,260 --> 00:39:23,529
are wired that way.
Be a...
951
00:39:23,562 --> 00:39:25,731
♪ Where's the saving grace?
952
00:39:25,764 --> 00:39:30,436
Early onset Alzheimer's can be
a genetic illness in which...
953
00:39:30,469 --> 00:39:33,038
Alzheimer's can be a...
954
00:39:33,071 --> 00:39:37,776
Um, it's genetic,
which means...
955
00:39:37,809 --> 00:39:40,412
Some people feel
completely overwhelmed by it.
956
00:39:40,446 --> 00:39:43,715
Something's wrong.
It's genetic. It means...
957
00:39:43,749 --> 00:39:46,852
It means my mom and my aunt,
they'll get it, too.
958
00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:51,222
They'll get it. They're gonna
die, and I'll have no one.
959
00:39:51,256 --> 00:39:53,358
My aunt and my mom
are gonna die.
960
00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:56,728
They're gonna die.
They're gonna die.
961
00:39:56,762 --> 00:39:58,564
And the tension
freezes their bodies
962
00:39:58,597 --> 00:40:00,031
until they can't move at all.
963
00:40:00,065 --> 00:40:01,366
It's okay.
964
00:40:13,979 --> 00:40:17,649
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