1 00:00:36,220 --> 00:00:38,495 All I wanted was to be invisible. 2 00:00:43,260 --> 00:00:45,057 It was a simple request. 3 00:00:46,260 --> 00:00:48,057 It didn't involve anyone else. 4 00:00:50,260 --> 00:00:52,615 When I was in a room with another person, 5 00:00:53,860 --> 00:00:56,135 I felt like I was only half there. 6 00:00:56,980 --> 00:00:59,653 When I was in a room with two other people, 7 00:01:01,100 --> 00:01:03,011 I felt like a third of myself. 8 00:01:04,260 --> 00:01:06,728 When I was in a room with three other people, 9 00:01:08,180 --> 00:01:10,410 I felt like a quarter of myself. 10 00:01:11,580 --> 00:01:14,299 And when I was in a whole crowd of people, 11 00:01:16,820 --> 00:01:18,412 I felt like nobody. 12 00:01:41,540 --> 00:01:42,973 I hate you. 13 00:01:43,340 --> 00:01:44,455 Please. 14 00:01:49,220 --> 00:01:50,539 ...all of those things. 15 00:01:50,660 --> 00:01:52,298 I think he's hot. 16 00:01:52,420 --> 00:01:55,139 Tiff Peedle told me he only has one nut. That's disgusting. 17 00:01:55,260 --> 00:01:57,216 Tiff Peedle's a pathological liar. 18 00:01:57,340 --> 00:01:58,489 You never know. 19 00:01:58,620 --> 00:02:00,133 There's only one way to find out, really. 20 00:02:00,260 --> 00:02:02,410 You're not doing that. Stop. 21 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:04,292 No. No. 22 00:02:04,420 --> 00:02:05,739 Hey, Connor. 23 00:02:07,820 --> 00:02:10,857 - Hey, what's going on? - Nothing. 24 00:02:15,540 --> 00:02:17,496 - He blatantly likes you. - Do you think? 25 00:02:17,620 --> 00:02:19,497 - Blatantly wants to fuck you. - Oh, my God. 26 00:02:19,620 --> 00:02:21,770 Frederica Diaz told me he was a massive fuck. 27 00:02:21,900 --> 00:02:24,334 - Frederica Diaz? - Yes. Spanish exchange student? 28 00:02:24,460 --> 00:02:27,497 Sophomore, fall, big butt, small skirts, homeroom 42, remember? 29 00:02:27,620 --> 00:02:29,099 - Yes. - Yes. Right. 30 00:02:32,420 --> 00:02:33,455 What? 31 00:02:34,980 --> 00:02:38,290 - God. - The freaks don't even want her. 32 00:02:38,660 --> 00:02:41,094 Your new sister is Z-list. 33 00:02:41,220 --> 00:02:42,699 She's not my sister. 34 00:02:42,820 --> 00:02:47,052 It's karmic law, Nina. Your house is perfect, your mom's a babe, your dad's hot. 35 00:02:47,180 --> 00:02:48,613 Don't be gross. 36 00:02:49,260 --> 00:02:51,820 And you're the prettiest girl in school. 37 00:02:52,300 --> 00:02:53,255 Yeah, well, I'm fat. 38 00:02:53,380 --> 00:02:56,338 Well, you were bound to inherit a retard sooner or later. 39 00:02:58,980 --> 00:02:59,969 Dot. 40 00:03:01,300 --> 00:03:03,655 Do you mind if I sit down with you? 41 00:03:03,980 --> 00:03:06,050 I could sure use some company. 42 00:03:33,820 --> 00:03:36,380 Come on, we've been waiting for you. Let's go. 43 00:03:36,500 --> 00:03:39,333 Fuck! It's ridiculous! 44 00:03:41,780 --> 00:03:42,974 Hurry up. 45 00:03:43,860 --> 00:03:46,818 - Where was she hiding? - She was in the bathroom. 46 00:03:47,860 --> 00:03:49,259 What a freak. 47 00:03:57,020 --> 00:03:58,499 Can't believe my parents took her in. 48 00:03:58,620 --> 00:04:00,019 When she arrived last week, 49 00:04:00,140 --> 00:04:02,529 she was holding a cardboard box with her dad's ashes in it. 50 00:04:10,740 --> 00:04:14,528 I really wish you would accept Dot, Nina. We're all in this together. 51 00:04:14,660 --> 00:04:16,776 Whatever. It wasn't my decision. 52 00:04:17,140 --> 00:04:20,291 - She's sitting right there. - So what? She can't even hear. 53 00:04:20,420 --> 00:04:21,853 She can't even speak. 54 00:04:22,340 --> 00:04:25,218 It's like she's a cat, or a dog or something. 55 00:04:26,420 --> 00:04:27,739 My mom says hi. 56 00:04:28,100 --> 00:04:31,172 She wanted me to tell you that her sister is looking for an interior decorator, 57 00:04:31,300 --> 00:04:33,768 if you're interested. She lives in Wallingford. 58 00:04:33,900 --> 00:04:35,299 Well, I will give her a call. 59 00:04:35,420 --> 00:04:38,173 I'm still very busy here, though. I haven't even finished the kitchen. 60 00:04:38,300 --> 00:04:40,768 Or the living room, or the dining room. 61 00:04:43,100 --> 00:04:45,409 Will you help me with dinner, Dot? 62 00:04:47,700 --> 00:04:49,577 Don't touch that, please. 63 00:04:51,140 --> 00:04:53,495 I'm sorry. My mom's a total control freak. 64 00:04:53,620 --> 00:04:55,815 This could be the fabric for our new couch. 65 00:04:55,940 --> 00:05:00,218 Jesus Christ, Mom, she was just touching it. It's not like she has cooties or something. 66 00:05:01,780 --> 00:05:04,010 Besides, you're letting the retarded girl touch our food. 67 00:05:04,140 --> 00:05:06,529 Be careful, Nina, she can read lips. 68 00:05:07,420 --> 00:05:09,092 Your bedroom looks great, Mrs. Deer. 69 00:05:09,220 --> 00:05:12,132 I love the new curtains. They're very dramatic. 70 00:05:12,340 --> 00:05:14,171 When were you in my bedroom? 71 00:05:14,300 --> 00:05:16,860 We were just getting some lipstick, Mom. 72 00:05:17,500 --> 00:05:20,617 Mr. Deer did such a nice job with this house. 73 00:05:20,980 --> 00:05:24,097 It's the nicest house in Meriden, everyone says so. 74 00:05:25,140 --> 00:05:26,778 Thank you, Michelle. 75 00:05:31,060 --> 00:05:34,370 Not like that, Dot. You're wasting too much of the bean. 76 00:05:42,740 --> 00:05:44,617 I was watching the news. 77 00:05:44,780 --> 00:05:48,056 Why can't we watch something that actually affects us? 78 00:05:49,060 --> 00:05:51,176 - Michelle's staying for dinner. - Not tonight, Nina. 79 00:05:51,300 --> 00:05:53,097 Why, there's not enough food with the deaf girl? 80 00:05:53,220 --> 00:05:56,451 Your father's had a long day. I'm sure he would like a quiet night. 81 00:05:56,900 --> 00:05:58,936 Well, then, why doesn't he dine alone with Dot? 82 00:06:01,780 --> 00:06:04,897 Paul Deer, how nice to see you again. 83 00:06:05,980 --> 00:06:07,572 Janice Feltswater. 84 00:06:07,860 --> 00:06:10,613 I'm Nina's college advisor. Parent-teacher conference. 85 00:06:10,740 --> 00:06:11,809 - Oh, yes. - Yes. 86 00:06:11,940 --> 00:06:15,216 I've been meaning to touch base with you. Or your wife. 87 00:06:15,940 --> 00:06:18,056 I'm concerned. 88 00:06:18,740 --> 00:06:20,856 - About Nina? - About Dot. 89 00:06:21,460 --> 00:06:24,293 - The disabled girl you've taken in? - She's deaf. 90 00:06:24,420 --> 00:06:26,217 She seems very unhappy. 91 00:06:27,540 --> 00:06:30,771 She just lost her father. They were very close. 92 00:06:30,900 --> 00:06:33,858 - What about her mother? - Cancer, when Dot was seven. 93 00:06:34,580 --> 00:06:36,059 - Tragic. - Yes. 94 00:06:36,180 --> 00:06:38,648 You are so good to have taken her in. 95 00:06:39,140 --> 00:06:42,416 You're not only a brilliant architect, you're a good man. 96 00:06:42,540 --> 00:06:43,973 - Thank you. - Olivia Deer? 97 00:06:44,100 --> 00:06:45,772 - Yes. - Something wrong? 98 00:06:45,900 --> 00:06:48,334 My wife had a root canal. 99 00:06:48,780 --> 00:06:49,849 - Ouch. - Antibiotics. 100 00:06:49,980 --> 00:06:51,732 - Well, it was nice to see you. - Good to see you. 101 00:06:51,860 --> 00:06:53,293 - Good night. - Tell your wife hello. 102 00:06:53,420 --> 00:06:55,490 - I will. Good night. - Good night. 103 00:07:03,580 --> 00:07:06,458 Hello, Dot. Did you have a good day at school? 104 00:07:07,540 --> 00:07:09,610 She spent most of the day in the bathroom. 105 00:07:09,740 --> 00:07:13,369 She's a total freak. Can't you just be, like, her un-godparents? 106 00:07:16,660 --> 00:07:18,298 You look nice today. 107 00:07:20,460 --> 00:07:22,690 I just said that you look nice today. 108 00:07:22,820 --> 00:07:25,459 Well, I look like shit and I need to wash my hair. 109 00:07:26,060 --> 00:07:28,449 Mom's passed out in the living room. 110 00:07:43,260 --> 00:07:45,569 Hey, come here. Take it. 111 00:07:47,060 --> 00:07:48,288 It's great. 112 00:07:48,540 --> 00:07:51,737 It's, like, socially acceptable. It's legalized heroin. 113 00:07:52,300 --> 00:07:53,892 My mom won't notice. 114 00:07:57,460 --> 00:07:58,529 Pussy. 115 00:08:21,220 --> 00:08:22,209 Hey. 116 00:08:22,900 --> 00:08:24,049 Paisley. 117 00:08:26,580 --> 00:08:28,775 It's hard work decorating, Paul. 118 00:08:29,460 --> 00:08:32,975 I have to rely on the French and Italians to send me fabrics. 119 00:08:37,860 --> 00:08:40,977 Come on. Let's get you to bed. Come on. 120 00:08:43,100 --> 00:08:44,328 Up you go. 121 00:08:45,220 --> 00:08:46,175 Up. 122 00:08:46,900 --> 00:08:48,128 You all right? 123 00:09:03,740 --> 00:09:05,059 Thanks, hon. 124 00:09:12,980 --> 00:09:14,129 Stop it. 125 00:09:15,540 --> 00:09:17,735 - What? - Looking at me like that. 126 00:09:18,300 --> 00:09:21,098 - Like what? - My hip still hurts at night. 127 00:09:32,700 --> 00:09:34,338 This arrived today. 128 00:09:37,540 --> 00:09:39,815 Now the room is finally finished. 129 00:09:40,180 --> 00:09:41,579 It's perfect. 130 00:09:44,540 --> 00:09:45,575 Good. 131 00:09:50,860 --> 00:09:52,134 I'm sorry. 132 00:09:53,100 --> 00:09:54,328 About Dot. 133 00:09:57,780 --> 00:10:01,056 I want her here, Olivia. It was the right thing to do. 134 00:10:03,460 --> 00:10:06,657 - I should get the girls dinner. - Don't say it like that. 135 00:10:07,540 --> 00:10:11,249 Don't imply, every time you say that you are going to do something, 136 00:10:11,380 --> 00:10:13,974 you are implying I am not the one doing it. 137 00:10:14,100 --> 00:10:15,977 You're tired, Olivia. Get some sleep. 138 00:10:16,100 --> 00:10:19,775 No, I'm self-aware! I'm incredibly fucking self-aware. 139 00:10:25,460 --> 00:10:29,817 So, you think Dot's going to be able to keep up with your classes at school? 140 00:10:30,020 --> 00:10:33,899 I don't know, why don't you ask her? You seem to be an expert in deaf-speak. 141 00:10:34,900 --> 00:10:38,688 You know, there's an American Sign Language course at the evening extension. 142 00:10:38,820 --> 00:10:42,733 I thought it would be fun if we all learnt a little sign language. 143 00:10:42,860 --> 00:10:44,771 You mean she's actually staying? 144 00:10:44,900 --> 00:10:48,939 Of course she's staying, Nina. She doesn't have anybody else. 145 00:10:49,660 --> 00:10:53,175 She doesn't have any family. She's not as fortunate as you. 146 00:10:54,420 --> 00:10:57,571 It wouldn't hurt for you to, you know, take some sign language courses. 147 00:10:57,700 --> 00:11:00,089 It couldn't help but look good on your college applications. 148 00:11:00,220 --> 00:11:02,734 People like to see a little initiative. 149 00:11:04,740 --> 00:11:06,935 Hello? Yeah. I know. 150 00:11:08,020 --> 00:11:10,295 Yeah, well, let me call you back. Okay. 151 00:11:11,540 --> 00:11:14,008 You make yourself at home, okay, Dot? 152 00:11:15,220 --> 00:11:19,099 I'm spending the night at Michelle's. We have to practice our new routines. 153 00:11:19,340 --> 00:11:20,375 Tonight? 154 00:11:20,500 --> 00:11:23,298 Yeah, I wanted to give you and your new daughter some time to bond. 155 00:11:29,780 --> 00:11:32,578 Michelle Fell with Norman Griss, 156 00:11:33,500 --> 00:11:35,855 Nina Deer with Nelim Sathime. 157 00:11:36,540 --> 00:11:37,859 Oh, and, Dot, 158 00:11:38,300 --> 00:11:41,929 for this dissection you'll be partnered with Connor Kennedy. 159 00:11:42,860 --> 00:11:43,929 Okay? 160 00:11:45,180 --> 00:11:46,977 All right, everybody. 161 00:11:47,980 --> 00:11:51,017 - Hi. - Peel back that outer layer of skin 162 00:11:51,580 --> 00:11:55,095 and get yourself acquainted with the general anatomical structure. 163 00:11:55,340 --> 00:11:58,696 I'm calling PETA. This is major animal cruelty right now. 164 00:11:58,820 --> 00:12:00,458 Save it, Miss Fell. 165 00:12:06,940 --> 00:12:08,612 Gentle, Dot, slow. 166 00:12:09,820 --> 00:12:11,697 The pig is already dead. 167 00:12:18,180 --> 00:12:20,978 I can't believe that auditory waste product gets to lab with Connor. 168 00:12:21,100 --> 00:12:23,216 It's like Piln trying to hold fate. 169 00:12:23,340 --> 00:12:24,978 And I want to fuck him. 170 00:12:25,420 --> 00:12:26,535 Fuck him. 171 00:12:26,660 --> 00:12:28,730 He's obviously afraid of commitment. 172 00:12:29,140 --> 00:12:32,132 So, who do you want to bang-chung these days, Nina? 173 00:12:34,140 --> 00:12:35,289 No one. 174 00:12:35,620 --> 00:12:38,373 Nina, you got to get it going. You are 17 and you're still a virgin. 175 00:12:39,100 --> 00:12:40,579 Don't worry, I'm not going to tell anybody. 176 00:12:40,700 --> 00:12:43,089 It's just if you don't pop this thing before the end of the year, 177 00:12:43,220 --> 00:12:45,575 you're going to end up being a high-school spinster. 178 00:12:45,700 --> 00:12:46,655 Blatantly. 179 00:12:46,780 --> 00:12:50,250 Now, I really just don't get it. You could have anybody you wanted. 180 00:12:50,380 --> 00:12:53,019 Except Connor. Dibs on him this semester. 181 00:12:54,900 --> 00:12:55,935 Look. 182 00:12:56,380 --> 00:12:59,053 Dot's found a companion she can speak with. 183 00:13:00,620 --> 00:13:04,818 Maybe Myrna will adopt her, and that way she can have two deaf daughters. 184 00:14:05,900 --> 00:14:08,937 When Beethoven was 17 years old, his mother died. 185 00:14:12,100 --> 00:14:16,730 In 1801, when Beethoven first discovered he was losing his hearing, 186 00:14:16,860 --> 00:14:18,771 he got severely depressed. 187 00:14:22,980 --> 00:14:25,050 ...he actually knows who I am. I gave him two weeks' notice. 188 00:14:25,180 --> 00:14:27,489 Watch, I'm telling you right now... 189 00:14:32,660 --> 00:14:34,491 - What? - Nothing, man. 190 00:14:34,620 --> 00:14:35,894 - I want to see. - Don't worry about it. 191 00:14:36,020 --> 00:14:39,296 Hey, what the fuck? You don't want to fuck with the master, baby. 192 00:14:39,420 --> 00:14:41,775 - Come on. - Hey, you guys, come on. Let's go. 193 00:14:42,660 --> 00:14:45,857 But he emerged from this moment of crisis triumphant. 194 00:14:51,220 --> 00:14:54,769 His middle period is characterized by a heroic tone, 195 00:14:56,580 --> 00:14:58,457 as in his opera, Fidelio, 196 00:15:00,940 --> 00:15:04,137 where a wife saves her imprisoned husband from murder 197 00:15:05,020 --> 00:15:06,976 at the hands of his enemy. 198 00:15:10,900 --> 00:15:14,256 Come here, Dot. Don't be scared, you need some color. 199 00:15:17,860 --> 00:15:21,091 It's too bad I stopped seeing you after your mom died. 200 00:15:23,100 --> 00:15:24,977 I always wanted a sister. 201 00:15:25,460 --> 00:15:27,655 You know, maybe if you would have had a female influence in your life, 202 00:15:27,780 --> 00:15:29,293 you wouldn't look like a janitor. 203 00:15:32,980 --> 00:15:36,495 There, looks perfect. Now you actually look like a woman. 204 00:15:37,740 --> 00:15:38,809 Later. 205 00:16:08,940 --> 00:16:12,057 I had a pop quiz in history today. I got a B-. 206 00:16:13,460 --> 00:16:15,337 - That's too bad. - Michelle got a C. 207 00:16:16,220 --> 00:16:17,892 I thought it was a good thing. 208 00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:21,092 The least you could do is say something supportive. 209 00:16:23,700 --> 00:16:25,736 Your hair is getting so long. 210 00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:28,453 It's so soft. 211 00:16:29,940 --> 00:16:31,339 Thanks, Daddy. 212 00:16:34,740 --> 00:16:36,810 I was seven when my mom died. 213 00:16:38,300 --> 00:16:40,609 After that, my father became my world. 214 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:05,332 When I was little, even if I was just practicing scales, 215 00:17:05,940 --> 00:17:09,091 my father would press his back against the base of our upright piano 216 00:17:09,220 --> 00:17:10,699 with his eyes closed 217 00:17:10,820 --> 00:17:14,017 so that he could feel the vibrations of the piano strings. 218 00:17:15,380 --> 00:17:17,371 It was his way of listening. 219 00:17:29,060 --> 00:17:30,175 One day 220 00:17:31,780 --> 00:17:33,771 we were eating French fries. 221 00:17:36,660 --> 00:17:39,413 I was playing with the ketchup on my plate. 222 00:17:42,100 --> 00:17:45,729 My father told me he had to run across the street to the bank. 223 00:17:47,020 --> 00:17:49,375 I said I had to go to the bathroom. 224 00:17:51,420 --> 00:17:54,457 He told me to meet him in front of the restaurant. 225 00:17:57,940 --> 00:18:01,171 By the time I got there, there were people everywhere. 226 00:18:05,700 --> 00:18:09,295 My father had run in front of a truck and was killed. 227 00:18:22,420 --> 00:18:25,890 The police officer told me that he probably died on impact. 228 00:18:26,580 --> 00:18:28,730 It was fast, there was no pain. 229 00:18:30,420 --> 00:18:32,888 I'm supposed to find comfort in that. 230 00:18:34,900 --> 00:18:37,494 For the record, he had looked both ways, 231 00:18:37,820 --> 00:18:41,017 but he couldn't hear the truck's horn honking at him. 232 00:18:41,820 --> 00:18:43,617 No one ran to save him. 233 00:18:44,300 --> 00:18:46,860 No one bothered to run out and grab him. 234 00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:51,575 If I had been there with him, it would have been different. 235 00:18:53,060 --> 00:18:55,016 If I hadn't left him alone. 236 00:19:05,740 --> 00:19:06,968 Daddy. 237 00:19:13,500 --> 00:19:15,650 You have such a beautiful back. 238 00:19:17,780 --> 00:19:20,010 If only you weren't so beautiful. 239 00:19:20,660 --> 00:19:23,299 I gained three pounds. I weighed myself in gym. 240 00:19:23,420 --> 00:19:24,773 What was that? 241 00:20:01,780 --> 00:20:04,055 How is the Alderside house coming? 242 00:20:04,260 --> 00:20:05,534 Fine, fine. 243 00:20:17,460 --> 00:20:19,894 I'm spending the night at Michelle's. 244 00:20:22,180 --> 00:20:24,774 - It's a school night. - And your point is? 245 00:20:27,180 --> 00:20:28,932 - You're not going. - Mom. 246 00:20:29,180 --> 00:20:30,693 Why can't she go? 247 00:20:32,020 --> 00:20:34,659 Don't contradict me just to contradict me. 248 00:20:34,820 --> 00:20:36,651 We're just going to the movies with a bunch of friends. 249 00:20:36,780 --> 00:20:37,769 Boys? 250 00:20:38,740 --> 00:20:41,254 - It's none of your business. - I'm just curious. 251 00:20:41,380 --> 00:20:44,133 Yeah, Michelle and I were gonna gang-bang the entire varsity squad 252 00:20:44,260 --> 00:20:46,376 in the back row of the Cineplex. 253 00:20:46,500 --> 00:20:47,774 You're not going. 254 00:20:49,860 --> 00:20:51,009 Why not? 255 00:20:59,220 --> 00:21:01,051 I finished all my homework. 256 00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:04,290 She finished all her homework. 257 00:21:07,020 --> 00:21:09,739 - So can I go? - Well, it's up to your father. 258 00:21:11,940 --> 00:21:13,259 Thanks, Dad. 259 00:21:15,700 --> 00:21:17,736 Hello? Yeah. I'll be out in a sec. 260 00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,657 Michelle's waiting outside. Bye. 261 00:21:30,820 --> 00:21:32,173 What's wrong? 262 00:21:37,540 --> 00:21:41,135 - She thinks she can do whatever she wants. - She just wants to go to a movie. 263 00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:44,093 You're not helping me, Olivia. You're not helping me. 264 00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:45,972 I'm trying to raise her. 265 00:21:46,100 --> 00:21:49,775 I am trying to do things right, and you are not helping me. 266 00:21:49,900 --> 00:21:51,538 You constantly contradict me. 267 00:21:51,660 --> 00:21:54,128 Calm down. I hate it when you snap at me. 268 00:21:54,260 --> 00:21:56,535 You undermine my authority. 269 00:21:56,740 --> 00:21:59,732 - Don't be ridiculous, they're just girls. - Jesus. 270 00:22:06,260 --> 00:22:08,615 I'm sorry you had to see that, Dot. 271 00:22:12,980 --> 00:22:16,609 Well, he loses his temper once in a while for no good reason. 272 00:22:17,940 --> 00:22:20,693 People can be very complicated, Dot. 273 00:22:22,660 --> 00:22:25,458 You know, your mother was complicated. Your mother was a slut. 274 00:22:26,140 --> 00:22:29,450 I married the first man I was with, but not your mother. 275 00:22:29,700 --> 00:22:32,737 Your mother was a big, old, lucky slut. 276 00:22:35,260 --> 00:22:37,251 You look like your mother, you know that? 277 00:22:37,380 --> 00:22:41,259 You are the same age now as your mother was when we met. 278 00:22:41,740 --> 00:22:42,855 Hold on. 279 00:22:50,660 --> 00:22:54,448 Here was our apartment after graduation. We shared a bedroom. 280 00:22:54,980 --> 00:22:57,813 I put that wallpaper up with my own two hands. 281 00:22:58,260 --> 00:22:59,978 God, look at my hair. 282 00:23:08,980 --> 00:23:12,893 You know, you should make more of an effort to keep up appearances. 283 00:23:13,860 --> 00:23:16,010 There you go, you look much better. 284 00:23:20,660 --> 00:23:22,696 I envy your mother sometimes. 285 00:23:24,100 --> 00:23:25,977 Never having to grow old. 286 00:23:33,740 --> 00:23:35,651 What, you want to go to a movie? 287 00:23:36,180 --> 00:23:38,375 Of course. Sure, I can take you. 288 00:23:39,540 --> 00:23:41,735 You're in no condition to drive. 289 00:23:41,860 --> 00:23:45,250 She's all alone, Paul. She wants to go to a movie. It's the least I can do. 290 00:23:45,380 --> 00:23:46,369 The poor girl. 291 00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:47,899 I'll drive her. 292 00:23:52,660 --> 00:23:54,616 Paul is going to drive you. 293 00:24:23,100 --> 00:24:25,568 Move over so I can sit next to Connor. 294 00:24:26,180 --> 00:24:29,331 I want to see if he gets a hard-on when I put my hand in his lap. 295 00:24:36,820 --> 00:24:39,095 Should we ask Dot to sit with us? 296 00:24:41,780 --> 00:24:45,773 - Some people prefer to sit alone. - Yeah, dude. She's a buzzkill, man. 297 00:24:45,900 --> 00:24:48,209 No, I... Seriously, guys, think about it. 298 00:24:48,340 --> 00:24:52,492 I mean, imagine what that's got to be like, you know? Not being able to hear? 299 00:24:53,340 --> 00:24:56,138 - It's fucking depressing. - She knows what it's like to hear. 300 00:24:56,260 --> 00:24:59,013 She lost her hearing when she was seven, after her mom died. 301 00:24:59,140 --> 00:25:00,812 She was totally normal before that. 302 00:25:04,180 --> 00:25:05,408 - That's cool. - I don't know, 303 00:25:05,540 --> 00:25:08,134 I bet it'd be harder losing something than never having had it at all. 304 00:25:08,260 --> 00:25:11,616 Okay, Deepak Chopra Winfrey. Thanks for the life lesson. 305 00:25:28,220 --> 00:25:31,496 One day we wake up and we realize the world sucks. 306 00:25:33,820 --> 00:25:35,811 And we suck for being in it. 307 00:25:37,860 --> 00:25:39,339 And we run away. 308 00:25:44,340 --> 00:25:46,854 I'm telling you, she's a hermaphrodite. 309 00:25:47,180 --> 00:25:49,136 What? You don't believe me? 310 00:26:02,820 --> 00:26:05,459 Anything but to face ourselves as we are. 311 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:13,736 Anything to avoid asking 312 00:26:14,980 --> 00:26:17,369 why we hate ourselves so much. 313 00:26:37,380 --> 00:26:39,974 How do you know if you're a good kisser? 314 00:26:41,260 --> 00:26:42,773 What do you mean? 315 00:26:44,420 --> 00:26:48,095 I mean, if you were a bad kisser, do you think people would tell you? 316 00:26:48,220 --> 00:26:51,018 Or do you think you'd, like, actually live your whole life 317 00:26:51,140 --> 00:26:53,449 thinking you were a good kisser? 318 00:26:54,820 --> 00:26:56,173 I don't know. 319 00:26:57,460 --> 00:26:59,496 You'd have to ask, I guess. 320 00:27:01,420 --> 00:27:05,049 Find someone you really trust and kiss them. 321 00:27:06,980 --> 00:27:09,050 And then ask them how it was. 322 00:27:10,540 --> 00:27:11,655 I guess. 323 00:28:25,220 --> 00:28:26,619 I'm sick, Dot. 324 00:28:31,020 --> 00:28:33,739 I'm sick and I hate it. 325 00:28:38,060 --> 00:28:39,209 I thought 326 00:28:41,460 --> 00:28:44,975 when you came here, maybe things would change. 327 00:28:51,220 --> 00:28:55,498 I thought maybe having somebody else here would... 328 00:29:00,220 --> 00:29:01,539 I don't know. 329 00:29:03,100 --> 00:29:05,136 I don't know what I thought. 330 00:29:28,060 --> 00:29:29,288 I hate it. 331 00:29:42,180 --> 00:29:44,648 If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? 332 00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:46,934 I don't know. 333 00:29:47,380 --> 00:29:49,177 Did you ever think about that before? 334 00:29:49,300 --> 00:29:52,372 - Of course. I think about it all the time. - Well, where then? 335 00:29:54,220 --> 00:29:55,619 How about you? 336 00:29:56,900 --> 00:29:58,333 Florida, maybe. 337 00:29:59,300 --> 00:30:01,450 - Super sunny. - Yeah. 338 00:30:02,900 --> 00:30:04,299 Maybe Australia. 339 00:30:05,860 --> 00:30:07,851 Random. Why? 340 00:30:10,140 --> 00:30:11,812 It's really far away. 341 00:30:37,660 --> 00:30:38,649 Whatever, Nina. 342 00:30:38,780 --> 00:30:42,011 Just wait until your mom and dad are asleep and sneak out. It's not that hard. 343 00:30:42,140 --> 00:30:44,335 My mom's a chronic insomniac, I do it all the time. 344 00:30:44,460 --> 00:30:46,735 - I mean, with your mom it should be easy. - Michelle. 345 00:30:46,860 --> 00:30:50,409 Def Jam Records over there won't tattle. She won't hear you. 346 00:30:51,580 --> 00:30:54,253 - Look, I said I'd try. - Come on, it'll be fun. It's just the four of us. 347 00:30:54,380 --> 00:30:56,496 We've got the place to ourselves, my parents' liquor cabinet. 348 00:30:56,620 --> 00:30:58,258 Maybe you can snag some pills from your mom. 349 00:30:58,380 --> 00:31:00,655 Her mom's a major prescriptaholic. 350 00:31:01,220 --> 00:31:02,209 - Michelle. - What? 351 00:31:02,340 --> 00:31:03,773 - Shut up. - She is. 352 00:31:04,380 --> 00:31:06,371 We're gonna be late for practice. 353 00:31:12,860 --> 00:31:14,259 - Why the dramarama? - Nothing. 354 00:31:14,380 --> 00:31:16,052 Look at me right now. 355 00:31:16,260 --> 00:31:18,171 Brian's parents are going to be gone for one night. 356 00:31:18,300 --> 00:31:20,018 Connor and Brian want us to get drunk with them, 357 00:31:20,140 --> 00:31:21,732 and you're not gonna fuck this up for me. 358 00:31:21,860 --> 00:31:23,896 Why do I have to be there? Why can't you invite Fiona? 359 00:31:24,020 --> 00:31:26,090 Because he doesn't want to fuck Fiona. He wants to fuck you. 360 00:31:26,220 --> 00:31:27,938 Look, I said I'd try, Michelle. Drop it. 361 00:31:28,060 --> 00:31:29,652 You know, your mom passes out by 9:00 every night 362 00:31:29,780 --> 00:31:32,340 and your dad must go to sleep sometime. 363 00:31:32,740 --> 00:31:34,412 I gotta go to class. 364 00:31:42,220 --> 00:31:44,176 - Hello? - How's my baby girl? 365 00:31:44,740 --> 00:31:45,729 What do you want? 366 00:31:45,860 --> 00:31:49,455 I just had a quiet moment at the office. I thought I'd see how you're doing. 367 00:31:49,580 --> 00:31:52,333 - Fine. - Are you in your cheerleading uniform? 368 00:31:53,060 --> 00:31:55,972 I gotta get to class. I'm turning my phone off. 369 00:31:56,220 --> 00:31:57,573 Who was that? 370 00:31:58,060 --> 00:31:59,857 My mom. She's so needy. 371 00:32:48,860 --> 00:32:49,849 Shit! 372 00:33:31,220 --> 00:33:32,369 Hey, Dot. 373 00:34:00,180 --> 00:34:03,172 Life sucks, Dot. I feel like I can tell you this. 374 00:34:04,020 --> 00:34:07,695 I feel like I can be honest because you can't hear, or can you? 375 00:34:09,620 --> 00:34:10,894 Look at you. 376 00:34:11,900 --> 00:34:14,858 Eating your sandwich like a piglet while I talk. 377 00:34:16,700 --> 00:34:18,611 It's strangely comforting. 378 00:34:19,740 --> 00:34:23,415 When I first met you, and when you first moved in, I hated you. 379 00:34:23,580 --> 00:34:25,138 I hated your face, 380 00:34:26,140 --> 00:34:28,051 and your dumb blank stare. 381 00:34:31,100 --> 00:34:34,775 But now that I feel like I know you again, all that's changed. 382 00:34:35,180 --> 00:34:38,729 It's so nice to know that there's someone whose life sucks more than mine. 383 00:34:41,420 --> 00:34:43,376 I'm gonna kill my dad, Dot. 384 00:34:46,060 --> 00:34:47,209 Tonight. 385 00:34:51,100 --> 00:34:52,772 I hate him, you know. 386 00:34:53,180 --> 00:34:55,171 I hate him but I love him. 387 00:34:56,220 --> 00:34:58,575 I hate it when he won't let me go out with my friends, 388 00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:00,816 but I love it when he fucks me. 389 00:35:01,860 --> 00:35:04,328 I hate when he fucks me, too, though. 390 00:35:04,620 --> 00:35:07,054 You see how that works? It doesn't make any sense. 391 00:35:11,980 --> 00:35:14,892 He likes it when I bite on his nipples, though. 392 00:35:17,020 --> 00:35:19,932 I stick the tip of his nipple between my teeth 393 00:35:20,380 --> 00:35:24,498 and I rub my tongue back and forth on it, like a windshield wiper. 394 00:35:28,460 --> 00:35:30,098 It drives him wild. 395 00:35:30,740 --> 00:35:32,810 I made him come once just by sucking on his nipples. 396 00:35:32,940 --> 00:35:35,135 I didn't even have to touch his dick once. 397 00:35:37,540 --> 00:35:40,008 I love that I can tell you this shit. 398 00:35:40,860 --> 00:35:43,852 Because it's like it's off my chest, but it's still a secret, you know? 399 00:35:49,660 --> 00:35:51,651 Michelle's dad's got a gun. 400 00:35:52,580 --> 00:35:54,218 I know where it is. 401 00:35:57,020 --> 00:35:59,215 But I figure it'd be too gross. 402 00:36:00,020 --> 00:36:02,580 You know, with Mom's decorating and all. 403 00:36:02,780 --> 00:36:04,054 Although she's probably already joined 404 00:36:04,180 --> 00:36:07,058 Judy Garland and Marilyn Monroe in pill popper's paradise. 405 00:36:07,180 --> 00:36:09,535 She's like an E! True Meriden Story. 406 00:36:14,140 --> 00:36:15,812 I'm gonna do it late. 407 00:36:17,740 --> 00:36:19,696 Mom won't wake up. 408 00:36:20,900 --> 00:36:22,333 You can't hear. 409 00:36:23,380 --> 00:36:24,893 It'll just be me, 410 00:36:25,860 --> 00:36:27,054 my daddy, 411 00:36:28,460 --> 00:36:29,813 and a bullet. 412 00:36:30,900 --> 00:36:33,778 Michelle's gonna steal it for me this afternoon. 413 00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:35,255 Pow. 414 00:37:56,020 --> 00:37:58,295 Hey, hey, sorry. Did I scare you? 415 00:37:59,260 --> 00:38:00,739 I didn't mean to. 416 00:38:00,860 --> 00:38:01,849 I was just looking for you. 417 00:38:01,980 --> 00:38:03,254 I heard the music. That's, like, amazing. 418 00:38:03,380 --> 00:38:06,258 I've never been good at anything other than basketball. 419 00:38:08,740 --> 00:38:09,775 Look, 420 00:38:10,500 --> 00:38:14,891 I was just wondering when you wanted to get together to write up the lab. 421 00:38:23,020 --> 00:38:24,009 Dot. 422 00:38:25,260 --> 00:38:26,249 Dot! 423 00:38:27,220 --> 00:38:29,973 The wallpaper in the dining room is revolting. 424 00:38:30,100 --> 00:38:33,410 - They ordered the wrong paper. - Yeah, well, it makes me nauseous. 425 00:38:33,540 --> 00:38:35,929 They made a mistake. They'll replace it. 426 00:38:36,660 --> 00:38:39,049 If I had to eat dinner and look at that every day, 427 00:38:39,180 --> 00:38:41,740 - I would seriously hurl. - That's enough. 428 00:38:42,580 --> 00:38:44,332 What? I'm just saying. 429 00:38:44,540 --> 00:38:47,930 What, is it illegal now to have an opinion in this house? 430 00:38:50,500 --> 00:38:53,492 - That's Michelle. - You two are joined at the hip. 431 00:38:53,700 --> 00:38:55,850 Yeah, we're friends, Mom, that's what best friends do. 432 00:38:55,980 --> 00:38:57,936 If you had any, you'd know. 433 00:39:02,900 --> 00:39:04,731 - Connor. - I should have called. 434 00:39:04,860 --> 00:39:06,691 - What are you doing here? - Is she here? 435 00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:08,219 She should be here by now. 436 00:39:08,340 --> 00:39:10,615 You know Michelle, she'd be late to her own funeral. 437 00:39:10,740 --> 00:39:12,332 You can come in, though. 438 00:39:12,700 --> 00:39:15,373 - I came to see Dot. - Dot? 439 00:39:15,820 --> 00:39:17,731 Yeah. I mean, she lives here, right? She lives with you? 440 00:39:17,860 --> 00:39:19,213 Yeah, totally. 441 00:39:19,540 --> 00:39:21,895 Yeah, Dot totally lives here, yeah. 442 00:39:22,260 --> 00:39:25,457 I figured it wouldn't make much sense to call. Can I come in? 443 00:39:26,060 --> 00:39:28,858 Yeah. Sorry. I'm totally rude. 444 00:39:29,900 --> 00:39:33,256 My mom is decorating so we're eating in the kitchen. Come on in. 445 00:39:33,700 --> 00:39:34,735 Okay. 446 00:39:40,300 --> 00:39:43,337 - You're not Michelle. - No, I'm not. 447 00:39:43,900 --> 00:39:46,016 - Who are you? - I'm Connor. 448 00:39:47,180 --> 00:39:50,570 You never told us about Connor, Nina. Why the big secret? 449 00:39:51,100 --> 00:39:52,579 He came for Dot. 450 00:39:53,340 --> 00:39:55,376 What are you going to do with her? 451 00:39:57,300 --> 00:39:59,768 We're lab partners in biology. 452 00:40:01,220 --> 00:40:02,892 That must be Michelle. 453 00:40:10,300 --> 00:40:11,892 Put this somewhere. 454 00:40:12,180 --> 00:40:13,818 I waited until my dad was asleep. 455 00:40:13,940 --> 00:40:17,649 - So, you go to school with Nina and Dot? - That's right, sir. 456 00:40:19,340 --> 00:40:20,659 Nina never mentioned you. 457 00:40:20,780 --> 00:40:23,852 - Don't give him the third degree, Paul. - What third degree? 458 00:40:24,220 --> 00:40:26,780 - Connor's here. - What? 459 00:40:27,580 --> 00:40:29,218 He wants to see Dot. 460 00:40:30,260 --> 00:40:33,616 Clearly an excuse. He knows we're like BFF. 461 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:36,938 - Fucking A. How do I look? - Hot. 462 00:40:37,060 --> 00:40:39,130 - Does he want to fuck me? - Yes. 463 00:40:39,660 --> 00:40:40,809 - Say it. - Say what? 464 00:40:40,940 --> 00:40:44,455 - Say he wants to fuck me. - He wants to fuck you. 465 00:40:44,580 --> 00:40:47,253 Connor Kennedy wants to fuck me. 466 00:40:49,500 --> 00:40:51,775 Connor Kennedy wants to fuck you. 467 00:40:54,660 --> 00:40:55,695 Let's rock. 468 00:40:55,820 --> 00:40:59,335 Wait! Let me stash this. The last thing I need is my dad finding it. 469 00:41:02,740 --> 00:41:05,049 Dot and I actually have to go over our biology lab. 470 00:41:05,180 --> 00:41:07,535 I thought maybe we could go to the library. 471 00:41:09,420 --> 00:41:11,456 Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Deer. 472 00:41:11,580 --> 00:41:13,093 - Hi, Connor. - Hey. 473 00:41:13,820 --> 00:41:17,529 - Dinner looks great, Mrs. Deer. - It's from Bene, Bene. On York. 474 00:41:20,060 --> 00:41:21,413 What are you looking at? 475 00:41:22,980 --> 00:41:25,414 You think you two are the only ones that do homework? 476 00:41:31,180 --> 00:41:32,977 Okay. See you later. 477 00:41:37,460 --> 00:41:39,928 - Where are they going? - To the library. 478 00:41:40,500 --> 00:41:42,889 - And you're letting her go? - Why not? 479 00:41:43,020 --> 00:41:45,853 - You never let me do anything. - That is not true. 480 00:41:45,980 --> 00:41:47,379 He could be some sick fuck, you don't know. 481 00:41:47,500 --> 00:41:48,979 He said he was a friend of yours from school. 482 00:41:49,100 --> 00:41:50,055 And you believed him? 483 00:41:50,180 --> 00:41:53,252 You introduced us to him, you let him in the house. 484 00:42:00,780 --> 00:42:03,374 I just... I have a few questions about the... 485 00:42:03,500 --> 00:42:04,694 About the lab. 486 00:42:05,700 --> 00:42:07,850 See, I gotta get a good mark in bio 487 00:42:07,980 --> 00:42:10,938 'cause I need to pull a B to get this basketball scholarship at UConn 488 00:42:11,060 --> 00:42:14,018 and I know that I'm not going to get anything better than a C- in English, 489 00:42:14,140 --> 00:42:15,493 so I kind of need this. 490 00:42:15,620 --> 00:42:17,053 Can I help you? 491 00:42:17,420 --> 00:42:19,570 I think we need another minute. 492 00:42:21,820 --> 00:42:23,139 What flavor? 493 00:42:24,140 --> 00:42:25,414 She's deaf. 494 00:42:26,580 --> 00:42:28,810 But if you speak slowly, she can read your lips. 495 00:42:28,940 --> 00:42:30,089 Vanilla? 496 00:42:30,620 --> 00:42:31,848 Strawberry? 497 00:42:32,700 --> 00:42:33,928 Chocolate? 498 00:42:36,820 --> 00:42:38,776 Nothing for me. I'm fine, thanks. 499 00:42:40,180 --> 00:42:41,408 Chocolate? 500 00:42:42,620 --> 00:42:44,895 Do you think my nipples are abnormally big? 501 00:42:45,020 --> 00:42:46,453 Michelle, put your tit away. 502 00:42:46,580 --> 00:42:49,014 Well, Steph Simon was talking about it in the locker room. 503 00:42:49,140 --> 00:42:50,493 - Your nipples? - Nope. 504 00:42:50,620 --> 00:42:52,212 Nipples in general. 505 00:42:53,620 --> 00:42:57,533 - Dad! Jesus Christ, can't you knock? - I did knock. 506 00:42:58,300 --> 00:43:00,973 Yeah, but can you wait until I say "Come in," or something? 507 00:43:01,100 --> 00:43:03,853 I just wanted to see if you'd finished your homework. 508 00:43:03,980 --> 00:43:06,892 I told you I did it this afternoon. Fuck. 509 00:43:08,380 --> 00:43:10,814 Nina, can I talk to you for a second? 510 00:43:13,220 --> 00:43:14,255 Nina? 511 00:43:23,500 --> 00:43:25,092 - What? - It's a school night. 512 00:43:25,220 --> 00:43:26,699 - So what? - And it's late. 513 00:43:26,820 --> 00:43:28,253 You should be focusing on your homework. 514 00:43:28,380 --> 00:43:29,733 - Send her home. - We are doing homework. 515 00:43:29,860 --> 00:43:31,737 You're not finished, you're in there doing your nails. 516 00:43:31,860 --> 00:43:34,328 Just send her home, okay? It's a school night. 517 00:43:36,540 --> 00:43:38,098 - You gotta go. - Go? 518 00:43:38,740 --> 00:43:40,537 - Go where? - I don't know. Home, I guess. 519 00:43:40,660 --> 00:43:42,491 - Why? - Just because. 520 00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:45,259 - What if Connor comes back? - I'll call you. 521 00:43:46,060 --> 00:43:49,689 Okay, well, I'm picking you up at midnight and we're going to Brian's. 522 00:43:49,820 --> 00:43:50,935 I can't! 523 00:44:05,900 --> 00:44:09,449 I'm not stupid, Dot. I'm not. People think I am, 524 00:44:10,700 --> 00:44:12,258 but I'm not. I mean, I... 525 00:44:12,380 --> 00:44:15,053 I have this learning disorder. I have ADD. 526 00:44:20,180 --> 00:44:22,569 People think a lot of stupid things. 527 00:44:27,340 --> 00:44:30,730 I mean, people think I fucked Frederica Diaz, it's... 528 00:44:36,460 --> 00:44:38,212 I think about you sometimes. 529 00:44:40,860 --> 00:44:43,533 I think about how you look naked, 530 00:44:45,020 --> 00:44:46,772 and how quiet you are. 531 00:44:48,980 --> 00:44:50,254 Like a doll. 532 00:44:53,980 --> 00:44:56,096 You're a virgin, too, aren't you, Dot? 533 00:45:33,100 --> 00:45:34,658 Stop. Stop it. 534 00:45:37,220 --> 00:45:38,369 I'm fat. 535 00:45:41,940 --> 00:45:44,500 You always say that. Where are you fat? 536 00:45:44,860 --> 00:45:47,738 - I don't see any fat. Where is the fat, here? - Stop. 537 00:45:47,860 --> 00:45:49,088 Any there? 538 00:45:49,620 --> 00:45:51,053 - Here? - Stop it. 539 00:46:00,300 --> 00:46:02,495 - I have something for you. - What? 540 00:46:02,940 --> 00:46:04,976 - A present. - No, you're just saying that. 541 00:46:05,100 --> 00:46:07,660 No, it's true. I'm gonna give it to you. 542 00:46:09,780 --> 00:46:11,054 But first... 543 00:46:14,940 --> 00:46:16,339 What was that? 544 00:46:24,620 --> 00:46:26,292 Dot broke the statue. 545 00:46:29,980 --> 00:46:31,891 I'm gonna get the dustpan. 546 00:46:42,540 --> 00:46:46,135 You're gonna have to be a little more careful around here, young lady. 547 00:46:57,380 --> 00:46:59,575 Don't touch it, you'll cut yourself. 548 00:47:20,420 --> 00:47:21,535 Olivia. 549 00:48:01,100 --> 00:48:03,853 Dad, I said I was tired. 550 00:48:27,980 --> 00:48:30,540 Be honest. Do you think I'm fat? 551 00:48:33,420 --> 00:48:34,648 Be honest. 552 00:48:41,340 --> 00:48:43,695 I guess I can trust you, right, Dot? I mean, 553 00:48:44,180 --> 00:48:46,853 why would you lie to me? You don't care about me. 554 00:48:58,540 --> 00:49:00,417 Tonight's the night, Dot. 555 00:49:02,860 --> 00:49:04,259 I can feel it. 556 00:49:05,300 --> 00:49:06,813 Tonight I'm gonna kill him. 557 00:49:06,940 --> 00:49:10,012 And I'm gonna do it at midnight. It'll be the perfect time. 558 00:49:15,180 --> 00:49:18,138 You know, it's so good that you can't hear, Dot. 559 00:49:18,260 --> 00:49:21,696 Otherwise, you'd be, like, an accomplice. 560 00:49:55,420 --> 00:49:58,139 Department of Child Welfare. Gina McQueen speaking. 561 00:50:00,100 --> 00:50:01,169 Hello? 562 00:50:03,220 --> 00:50:04,289 Hello? 563 00:50:40,420 --> 00:50:42,217 H-O-T, hot! 564 00:50:42,620 --> 00:50:44,815 The Cougar team is hot. 565 00:50:45,580 --> 00:50:47,536 H-O-T, hot! 566 00:50:47,860 --> 00:50:50,818 When we say roar, you say net. 567 00:50:50,940 --> 00:50:52,976 Go for the net. Meriden. 568 00:50:53,500 --> 00:50:54,728 Meriden. 569 00:50:54,860 --> 00:50:56,976 They got boys but we got men. 570 00:50:57,100 --> 00:50:59,773 The Cougars stand up proud and tall. 571 00:50:59,900 --> 00:51:02,255 The Cougars rock at basketball! 572 00:51:28,660 --> 00:51:29,615 Hey. 573 00:51:33,100 --> 00:51:34,613 I didn't see you there. 574 00:51:37,020 --> 00:51:39,011 I suck at basketball and... 575 00:51:49,820 --> 00:51:50,889 You know, usually when we win, 576 00:51:51,020 --> 00:51:54,251 there's a whole bunch of people waiting outside of our locker room, 577 00:51:54,380 --> 00:51:55,813 cheering us on. 578 00:51:58,580 --> 00:52:00,172 Got out fast today. 579 00:52:05,500 --> 00:52:07,138 Nobody likes a loser. 580 00:52:16,380 --> 00:52:18,894 You know, I was thinking about you last night. 581 00:52:22,300 --> 00:52:23,892 I was thinking that 582 00:52:25,660 --> 00:52:28,299 if we went on a road trip, how quiet it would be. 583 00:52:32,180 --> 00:52:36,298 You know, we could go all the way through Long Island to Pennsylvania. 584 00:52:36,420 --> 00:52:39,059 You know, that's where they make Hershey's chocolate. 585 00:52:39,180 --> 00:52:40,499 Pennsylvania. 586 00:52:40,620 --> 00:52:44,169 And all the lamp posts look like Hershey's Kisses. 587 00:52:45,660 --> 00:52:47,935 They give you free M&M's at the factory. 588 00:52:51,580 --> 00:52:53,332 I can smell your hair. 589 00:52:54,780 --> 00:52:56,657 It smells like cucumbers. 590 00:53:02,660 --> 00:53:05,697 I got really, really hard last night. 591 00:53:07,780 --> 00:53:09,338 I had to beat off. 592 00:53:12,020 --> 00:53:15,854 And my mom was just outside of my room, putting the towels away. 593 00:53:15,980 --> 00:53:17,698 You know, I could hear her, 594 00:53:19,740 --> 00:53:21,458 but I couldn't help myself. 595 00:53:23,700 --> 00:53:26,134 I mean, I came four times. 596 00:53:28,860 --> 00:53:31,055 I mean, four times, that isn't normal, is it? 597 00:53:41,460 --> 00:53:42,859 What am I gonna do? 598 00:53:46,580 --> 00:53:50,619 I'm this sex addict with a learning disorder who forgot how to play basketball. 599 00:53:51,740 --> 00:53:54,732 The landscaper's coming at noon tomorrow. 600 00:53:55,980 --> 00:53:57,413 You told me already. 601 00:53:58,420 --> 00:54:00,570 Is Nina at the basketball game? 602 00:54:01,820 --> 00:54:03,697 She's your daughter. You don't know where she is? 603 00:54:03,820 --> 00:54:07,051 Well, of course I know where she is, she's at the basketball game. 604 00:54:07,180 --> 00:54:10,138 That boy that came over the other night was on the basketball team. 605 00:54:10,260 --> 00:54:12,376 - I thought he was very cute. - Cute? 606 00:54:12,500 --> 00:54:13,649 For Nina. 607 00:54:18,460 --> 00:54:19,973 Careful, Olivia. 608 00:54:21,300 --> 00:54:24,133 What with all these music videos and magazines, 609 00:54:24,260 --> 00:54:25,215 do you really think she needs you 610 00:54:25,340 --> 00:54:27,729 to push her into dating and dressing like a slut? 611 00:54:34,620 --> 00:54:35,609 Paul? 612 00:54:36,740 --> 00:54:38,298 Have I gotten fat? 613 00:54:38,740 --> 00:54:42,096 She's only 17. When you were 17, you were still a virgin. 614 00:54:46,260 --> 00:54:49,969 Come on, just look. You didn't even look. Come here, see if you can pinch an inch. 615 00:54:50,100 --> 00:54:52,489 - See if you can pinch an inch. - Good night. 616 00:54:55,100 --> 00:54:57,739 You're mean. I'm sleeping on the floor. 617 00:55:08,420 --> 00:55:12,254 - Get into bed, Olivia. - I don't want to, I'm comfortable here. 618 00:55:12,780 --> 00:55:15,055 - Get into bed. - Leave me alone! 619 00:55:15,460 --> 00:55:18,020 Olivia, get into bed. You're gonna catch a cold. 620 00:55:18,140 --> 00:55:19,892 Yeah, it'll be all your fault. 621 00:55:29,820 --> 00:55:32,288 See, I'm still as light as a feather. 622 00:55:35,220 --> 00:55:37,688 You know, I've kissed a bunch of girls before. 623 00:55:39,020 --> 00:55:40,453 It's all right. 624 00:55:42,500 --> 00:55:45,173 But I've never done it, you know, the it. 625 00:55:47,260 --> 00:55:48,739 Stuck it inside. 626 00:55:54,460 --> 00:55:55,449 What? 627 00:55:57,220 --> 00:55:58,448 What is it? 628 00:56:26,700 --> 00:56:28,213 That's all right. 629 00:56:50,020 --> 00:56:51,009 Nina? 630 00:56:54,820 --> 00:56:55,855 Nina? 631 00:56:58,020 --> 00:56:59,658 - What? - Where's Dot? 632 00:57:01,700 --> 00:57:03,577 How am I supposed to know? 633 00:57:07,420 --> 00:57:09,490 - How was the game? - It sucked. 634 00:57:10,980 --> 00:57:12,129 We lost. 635 00:57:16,220 --> 00:57:18,176 Don't get it on my uniform. 636 00:57:19,420 --> 00:57:22,014 I've got something that might make you feel better. 637 00:57:22,140 --> 00:57:23,129 What? 638 00:57:34,740 --> 00:57:36,492 - Daddy! - Open it. 639 00:57:36,620 --> 00:57:39,930 What? Oh, my God! 640 00:57:40,060 --> 00:57:41,891 - I told you I got you a present. - I love it! 641 00:57:42,020 --> 00:57:44,056 - You really like it? - Yes, I love it. 642 00:57:44,180 --> 00:57:46,489 I love it, Dad. It's so great. 643 00:57:48,100 --> 00:57:50,898 - Wait a minute, Dad, wait a minute. - What's the matter? 644 00:57:51,020 --> 00:57:52,009 Stop. 645 00:57:52,820 --> 00:57:56,449 Gosh. I gotta iron my uniform before I go to bed. 646 00:57:58,820 --> 00:57:59,809 So... 647 00:58:01,420 --> 00:58:03,058 I'll be in my room. 648 00:58:16,060 --> 00:58:17,209 You okay? 649 00:58:37,460 --> 00:58:38,609 Oh, shit. 650 00:58:39,980 --> 00:58:42,016 Do you think I have a big dick, Dot? 651 00:58:42,140 --> 00:58:44,415 I mean, I've measured it. 652 00:58:45,780 --> 00:58:47,418 It's pretty small when it's soft, 653 00:58:47,540 --> 00:58:50,737 but when it gets hard, it's pretty big. 654 00:58:59,740 --> 00:59:00,729 Wait. 655 00:59:01,020 --> 00:59:02,772 Dot! Wait! 656 00:59:38,220 --> 00:59:39,369 Come in. 657 00:59:41,260 --> 00:59:43,410 I knocked and waited this time. 658 00:59:49,140 --> 00:59:53,179 Don't do that, I can't see what I'm doing. I'll burn myself and be disfigured. 659 00:59:58,020 --> 00:59:59,248 Dad, I gotta do this. 660 00:59:59,380 --> 01:00:02,816 - Iron it before the next game. - I don't like my uniform hot. 661 01:00:02,940 --> 01:00:04,089 Stop it! 662 01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,968 I like to iron it and let it cool off. 663 01:00:12,900 --> 01:00:14,811 Dad, I have a secret for you. 664 01:00:14,940 --> 01:00:16,214 - You do? - Yeah. 665 01:00:16,340 --> 01:00:18,171 - A surprise. - Really? 666 01:00:19,460 --> 01:00:20,654 Sit down. 667 01:00:26,220 --> 01:00:27,733 Close your eyes. 668 01:00:29,700 --> 01:00:31,930 - Close your eyes. - Okay. 669 01:00:37,620 --> 01:00:39,815 I want you to be ready for this. 670 01:00:51,460 --> 01:00:53,018 Keep them closed. 671 01:01:03,860 --> 01:01:05,339 That feels nice. 672 01:01:08,180 --> 01:01:10,091 I love you so much, Nina. 673 01:01:14,420 --> 01:01:17,332 - What was that? - Probably Dot. Honey, who cares? 674 01:01:19,540 --> 01:01:21,610 Were you not gonna yell at her for coming home so late? 675 01:01:21,740 --> 01:01:24,379 No, no, no, no, no. Not right now. I'm still waiting for my surprise. 676 01:01:30,140 --> 01:01:31,493 - Daddy? - Yeah. 677 01:01:37,780 --> 01:01:40,852 I have to tell you something, but you have to promise not to get angry. 678 01:01:40,980 --> 01:01:43,892 Of course, of course, honey, anything. Anything. 679 01:01:44,900 --> 01:01:46,777 You have to promise first. 680 01:01:47,780 --> 01:01:49,133 Just tell me. 681 01:01:50,180 --> 01:01:51,579 - Do you promise? - I promise. 682 01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,338 - Swear! - What is it? 683 01:01:57,260 --> 01:01:59,569 I'm pregnant. You can open your eyes now. 684 01:02:03,780 --> 01:02:06,613 - What do you mean, Nina? - I'm pregnant, Daddy. 685 01:02:06,820 --> 01:02:08,776 - I'm pregnant. - Well, that's impossible! 686 01:02:08,900 --> 01:02:10,299 You don't believe me? 687 01:02:10,820 --> 01:02:13,050 - How do you know? - I took a test! 688 01:02:13,180 --> 01:02:17,139 - Those tests aren't accurate. - They're 97% accurate, Daddy, 689 01:02:17,260 --> 01:02:19,820 and I haven't had a period in six weeks. 690 01:02:21,100 --> 01:02:22,089 Fuck! 691 01:02:24,700 --> 01:02:25,928 That's it? 692 01:02:27,100 --> 01:02:30,251 - That's all you're gonna say? - What are you gonna do about it? 693 01:02:30,940 --> 01:02:32,851 What am I gonna do about it? 694 01:02:33,580 --> 01:02:35,536 What do you think I'm gonna do about it? 695 01:02:35,660 --> 01:02:38,413 I don't want a baby with webbed feet running around the house, Daddy! 696 01:02:38,540 --> 01:02:40,371 - I just wanted to make sure. - Do you think I'm crazy? 697 01:02:40,500 --> 01:02:42,456 I just wanted to make sure! 698 01:02:42,580 --> 01:02:44,059 I need $1,000. 699 01:02:45,620 --> 01:02:46,939 $1,000? 700 01:02:47,060 --> 01:02:49,290 There's an anonymous clinic in Fairfield. 701 01:02:49,420 --> 01:02:52,218 - You haven't told anyone? - Of course not. 702 01:02:59,260 --> 01:03:00,488 All right. 703 01:03:04,180 --> 01:03:05,613 I'll write you a cheque. 704 01:03:05,740 --> 01:03:09,653 You can't write me a cheque, Daddy. It's not anonymous. I need cash. 705 01:03:17,100 --> 01:03:18,772 I'll get it tomorrow. 706 01:03:23,500 --> 01:03:25,092 Where are you going? 707 01:03:26,340 --> 01:03:27,568 I'm tired. 708 01:03:28,820 --> 01:03:31,732 You're probably tired, too. It's a school night. 709 01:03:41,380 --> 01:03:45,089 I used to hold my breath underwater for long periods at a time. 710 01:03:47,060 --> 01:03:50,336 My father took me to the YMCA Saturday mornings. 711 01:03:50,940 --> 01:03:53,249 Submerged in the pool, I heard nothing but my own heartbeat 712 01:03:53,380 --> 01:03:55,211 echoing against the water. 713 01:03:57,380 --> 01:03:59,689 I would've stayed underwater forever 714 01:03:59,820 --> 01:04:04,018 if my father hadn't been waiting for me in the bleachers by the diving pool. 715 01:04:04,140 --> 01:04:07,928 I killed my goldfish when I was little, Dot. I had six of them. 716 01:04:09,500 --> 01:04:11,934 And I cut them in half with scissors. 717 01:04:17,540 --> 01:04:21,135 When someone is waiting for you, you have to come up for air. 718 01:04:25,020 --> 01:04:27,136 I was braver when I was a kid. 719 01:04:44,060 --> 01:04:45,015 Hey. 720 01:04:46,140 --> 01:04:48,256 I was just wondering if you'd want... 721 01:04:49,820 --> 01:04:52,015 Myrna, can you do me a favor and ask Dot in sign language 722 01:04:52,140 --> 01:04:53,732 if she'd go to the Spring Fling with me tonight? 723 01:04:53,860 --> 01:04:54,895 Sure. 724 01:04:56,660 --> 01:04:58,855 - She says no. - What do you mean, no? 725 01:04:58,980 --> 01:05:00,936 - That's what she said. - No, I mean, sign that back to her. 726 01:05:01,060 --> 01:05:02,732 Sign back, "What do you mean, no?" 727 01:05:05,500 --> 01:05:08,219 She says she can't go, she says she's sorry. 728 01:05:08,620 --> 01:05:10,212 I don't understand. 729 01:05:11,100 --> 01:05:14,649 She says to let it go now. She says she's not right for you. 730 01:05:16,020 --> 01:05:19,137 How does she know what's right for me? Just ask her. 731 01:05:20,980 --> 01:05:23,175 She says she belongs by herself. 732 01:05:26,700 --> 01:05:28,258 It's just a dance. 733 01:05:31,900 --> 01:05:32,889 Hey. 734 01:05:34,820 --> 01:05:37,095 I'm taking you to the dance, Dot. 735 01:05:43,420 --> 01:05:45,297 - Carrots. - Me, too. 736 01:05:46,020 --> 01:05:48,659 - I'm gonna make that fucking whore... - Michelle, take it down a notch. 737 01:05:48,780 --> 01:05:51,169 The whole world already knows you're a cunt. 738 01:05:52,220 --> 01:05:54,290 There's nothing left to prove. 739 01:06:07,940 --> 01:06:09,976 I thought you could wear this to the dance. 740 01:06:10,100 --> 01:06:11,738 I think it'll look pretty on you. 741 01:06:14,820 --> 01:06:15,809 Suit yourself. Fine. 742 01:06:15,940 --> 01:06:19,535 I'll just put it in the dumpster or give it to the Salvation Army. 743 01:06:30,100 --> 01:06:32,933 Dot, I have some good news for you. 744 01:06:33,540 --> 01:06:37,135 After tomorrow night, you are going to be an only child. 745 01:06:37,740 --> 01:06:39,537 That's right, I'm taking off. 746 01:06:39,660 --> 01:06:43,016 I mean, who wants to stick around for murder charges? Not me. 747 01:06:43,140 --> 01:06:44,698 I'm getting out of here. 748 01:06:45,380 --> 01:06:48,338 I think maybe I could start over in New Haven, you know? 749 01:06:48,460 --> 01:06:50,098 I could work at a bar 750 01:06:51,900 --> 01:06:53,219 or be a stripper. 751 01:06:53,660 --> 01:06:56,493 I saw this show on MTV about strippers. 752 01:06:57,540 --> 01:07:00,498 They make a lot of money and it's easy, I guess. 753 01:07:00,660 --> 01:07:04,812 Some of them even become famous, like Courtney Love. She was a stripper. 754 01:07:06,740 --> 01:07:08,696 I could be like her, maybe. 755 01:07:09,500 --> 01:07:13,652 I mean, I wouldn't really care, bunch of old guys looking at my tits. 756 01:07:15,980 --> 01:07:17,936 Wouldn't matter, at least I'd be getting paid. 757 01:07:24,540 --> 01:07:25,973 It was so hard 758 01:07:27,900 --> 01:07:29,572 to lie to my dad about being pregnant 759 01:07:29,700 --> 01:07:31,577 that I think a part of me thinks it's true. 760 01:07:34,860 --> 01:07:36,259 Is that crazy? 761 01:07:44,700 --> 01:07:45,849 I'll have $1,000, though. 762 01:07:45,980 --> 01:07:49,256 That'll be enough to get me started in New Haven before I have to get a job. 763 01:07:50,100 --> 01:07:51,374 It'll be perfect. 764 01:07:53,020 --> 01:07:55,409 You know, I am not letting you go to the dance without lipstick, 765 01:07:55,540 --> 01:07:57,178 I just can't do it. 766 01:07:57,940 --> 01:08:00,215 This one smells like strawberries. 767 01:08:00,540 --> 01:08:03,338 Connor will go crazy when you go to kiss him. 768 01:08:06,260 --> 01:08:07,375 Perfect. 769 01:08:09,180 --> 01:08:11,057 Now you almost look human. 770 01:08:20,820 --> 01:08:23,698 Beethoven's best work comes in his late period, 771 01:08:24,940 --> 01:08:27,056 a period of complete deafness. 772 01:08:33,020 --> 01:08:34,658 I imagine his mind 773 01:08:35,180 --> 01:08:38,092 must have been the loudest silence in history. 774 01:08:44,020 --> 01:08:45,578 You don't like it? 775 01:08:47,820 --> 01:08:50,095 Dot, you can't go to the dance like this. 776 01:08:50,220 --> 01:08:52,575 You look like you should be pumping gas. 777 01:08:53,540 --> 01:08:56,293 What about Connor? He's totally hot for you! 778 01:09:01,860 --> 01:09:03,816 You are a major enigma, Dot. 779 01:09:05,940 --> 01:09:07,931 I don't know how you do it. 780 01:09:13,500 --> 01:09:16,094 Do you want to let me in on your secret? 781 01:09:21,900 --> 01:09:24,539 They say that the truth can set you free. 782 01:09:25,620 --> 01:09:26,973 That's a lie. 783 01:09:29,300 --> 01:09:32,098 The truth is, lies can protect us. 784 01:09:34,100 --> 01:09:35,613 Lies keep us safe 785 01:09:37,340 --> 01:09:38,739 from the truth. 786 01:09:39,020 --> 01:09:40,009 Nina? 787 01:10:16,500 --> 01:10:19,094 - Nina? - Jesus Christ, Dad, you scared me. 788 01:10:19,700 --> 01:10:20,894 How do I look? 789 01:10:21,020 --> 01:10:23,739 - I brought you the money. - I look like shit. 790 01:10:26,700 --> 01:10:28,691 $1,000, isn't that what you said? 791 01:10:29,820 --> 01:10:31,139 $1,000, right. 792 01:10:31,260 --> 01:10:33,410 - So you can fix the problem. - Right. Fix. 793 01:10:33,540 --> 01:10:35,815 Because you're pregnant, I went to the bank and got cash. 794 01:10:36,980 --> 01:10:39,016 - Great. - Because you're pregnant. 795 01:10:39,140 --> 01:10:41,017 Dad, I really wish that you would stop saying it. 796 01:10:41,140 --> 01:10:42,539 - That you're pregnant? - Stop it! 797 01:10:42,660 --> 01:10:44,571 - What? You're pregnant, aren't you? - Dad. 798 01:10:44,700 --> 01:10:46,691 - I can keep saying it. - Well, I really wish you wouldn't! 799 01:10:46,820 --> 01:10:49,095 - You're pregnant, Nina, say it! - No! 800 01:10:49,220 --> 01:10:50,209 I'm gonna go and get ready. 801 01:10:50,340 --> 01:10:53,730 - I can say it over and over again. - No! You're scaring me. 802 01:10:54,860 --> 01:10:57,249 But no matter how many times I repeat it, 803 01:10:57,380 --> 01:10:59,450 no matter how many times I repeat it, 804 01:10:59,580 --> 01:11:02,048 it still doesn't make it true, isn't that right, Nina? 805 01:11:02,180 --> 01:11:03,135 Huh? 806 01:11:07,700 --> 01:11:09,452 My daughter is a whore. 807 01:11:17,940 --> 01:11:19,134 What is that? 808 01:11:39,140 --> 01:11:42,450 It is a neighborhood where 12 families have lost their homes. 809 01:11:42,580 --> 01:11:44,730 - The fire broke Friday... - What is that? 810 01:11:44,860 --> 01:11:47,135 Listen to me, Nina! Listen to me. 811 01:11:47,660 --> 01:11:49,571 I'm sick of your bullshit. 812 01:11:50,900 --> 01:11:53,460 I don't know what you're talking about. 813 01:11:57,220 --> 01:11:59,495 - Tampons? - I can explain. 814 01:12:01,180 --> 01:12:02,977 - I bought you that purse. - Dad. 815 01:12:03,100 --> 01:12:05,250 As a present. And this is how you repay me? 816 01:12:05,380 --> 01:12:07,450 By using it to hide your lies? 817 01:12:07,740 --> 01:12:09,890 - They're Michelle's. - Don't, Nina. Don't. 818 01:12:10,020 --> 01:12:12,773 Are you trying to make me into some kind of an asshole? 819 01:12:12,900 --> 01:12:15,539 - Are you? - Dad, I swear they're Michelle's. 820 01:12:15,860 --> 01:12:18,169 She's not bringing her purse and I'm carrying them for her. 821 01:12:18,300 --> 01:12:19,653 No, Nina. No. 822 01:12:21,100 --> 01:12:22,533 You lied to me. 823 01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:26,251 Do you know how scared I was? 824 01:12:28,420 --> 01:12:29,694 I'm sorry. 825 01:12:34,740 --> 01:12:36,458 Do you know how frightened I was? 826 01:12:43,260 --> 01:12:44,818 I love you, Daddy. 827 01:12:51,300 --> 01:12:54,451 - What happened to my baby girl? - I'm still your baby girl! 828 01:12:54,580 --> 01:12:58,255 My baby girl who would listen to me and tell me the truth. 829 01:12:58,380 --> 01:13:00,450 I'll tell you what's happened to her. 830 01:13:00,580 --> 01:13:03,731 - She's turned into a little bitch! - That's not true. 831 01:13:03,860 --> 01:13:07,330 - You're hurting me! - Why did you lie to me? 832 01:13:08,820 --> 01:13:11,812 - Why? - Listen to me, Daddy, I'm sorry. 833 01:13:13,140 --> 01:13:14,368 I'm sorry. 834 01:13:16,180 --> 01:13:19,331 Daddy, stop it. Please. 835 01:13:20,900 --> 01:13:22,697 I was scared, you know. 836 01:13:26,100 --> 01:13:27,169 I was scared. 837 01:13:31,980 --> 01:13:35,256 No, please. I have to get ready to go out. 838 01:13:35,860 --> 01:13:38,294 Please don't do this. Don't, please. 839 01:13:39,540 --> 01:13:40,655 Stop! 840 01:13:44,460 --> 01:13:46,052 - No! - You trying to make an asshole out of me? 841 01:13:46,180 --> 01:13:47,169 Daddy, please, 842 01:13:47,300 --> 01:13:48,619 - don't hit me. I have to go, please. - No. 843 01:13:48,740 --> 01:13:50,139 - No. - We can do this when I get back. 844 01:13:50,260 --> 01:13:51,932 - I have to get ready! - No! 845 01:13:52,060 --> 01:13:54,494 Please, I have to get ready to go out. 846 01:13:55,180 --> 01:13:56,852 Please, don't do this, don't. 847 01:13:56,980 --> 01:13:58,971 - Please! Don't make me do this! - I loved you. 848 01:13:59,100 --> 01:14:00,613 - Please! - I fucking love you! 849 01:14:00,740 --> 01:14:03,493 You're hurting me! Stop it, please! 850 01:14:05,140 --> 01:14:06,573 Please stop. 851 01:14:08,140 --> 01:14:10,859 Stop it! No! 852 01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:14,256 Please don't, please! Please, no! 853 01:14:14,380 --> 01:14:17,417 ...neighbors say the first sparks were seen just past 9:00, 854 01:14:17,540 --> 01:14:21,328 and it wasn't until 10:00 that the fire began to take hold of the cul-de-sac. 855 01:14:21,460 --> 01:14:22,859 Authorities... 856 01:14:23,020 --> 01:14:24,135 Stop it! 857 01:14:24,620 --> 01:14:27,293 No! No! 858 01:14:28,540 --> 01:14:29,734 Shut up! 859 01:14:30,700 --> 01:14:32,497 Shut up! 860 01:14:34,980 --> 01:14:39,292 Leave her alone! 861 01:14:45,460 --> 01:14:47,610 Shut up! 862 01:14:47,940 --> 01:14:48,975 Stop! 863 01:14:57,740 --> 01:14:59,571 Shut up! 864 01:15:23,740 --> 01:15:24,889 No. No. 865 01:15:25,500 --> 01:15:28,333 No! You killed my daddy! 866 01:15:30,540 --> 01:15:33,100 You killed my daddy! 867 01:15:34,860 --> 01:15:36,771 You fucking bitch! 868 01:15:38,140 --> 01:15:40,210 You lying fucking bitch! 869 01:15:41,260 --> 01:15:43,774 If you wouldn't have been such a fucking lying bitch, 870 01:15:43,900 --> 01:15:45,936 this would've never happened. 871 01:15:48,420 --> 01:15:50,172 No one would've known. 872 01:15:51,180 --> 01:15:53,250 No one would have ever known. 873 01:15:53,820 --> 01:15:56,095 And this would have never happened. 874 01:16:06,700 --> 01:16:08,099 It's a miracle. 875 01:16:10,260 --> 01:16:11,613 You can hear. 876 01:16:16,420 --> 01:16:19,253 Move it or lose it, Nina! 877 01:16:20,500 --> 01:16:22,013 Get it together. 878 01:16:24,380 --> 01:16:25,779 Come on, Nina. 879 01:16:25,900 --> 01:16:28,812 Go around the front, we'll meet you in a second! 880 01:16:29,460 --> 01:16:30,415 Go. 881 01:16:42,020 --> 01:16:46,059 Nina, we have to bury the backpack. We have to follow the plan. 882 01:16:48,300 --> 01:16:51,975 - Jesus, it took you guys long enough. - I didn't realize she was coming. 883 01:16:53,540 --> 01:16:55,929 - What's with the backpack? - Let me see. 884 01:16:56,060 --> 01:16:57,209 Stop it! 885 01:16:59,020 --> 01:17:00,373 So secretive. 886 01:17:16,780 --> 01:17:18,577 Your eyes are red. Red, right? 887 01:17:19,020 --> 01:17:20,339 - Yeah. - Yeah. 888 01:17:20,580 --> 01:17:23,299 - What'd you take? - I don't remember what they were. 889 01:17:23,820 --> 01:17:25,970 I think one was vicodin and maybe codeine. 890 01:17:26,100 --> 01:17:28,091 Well, did you bring me some? 891 01:17:28,940 --> 01:17:29,895 No. 892 01:17:31,020 --> 01:17:33,295 - Do you have any cigarettes? - Yeah. 893 01:17:35,020 --> 01:17:37,853 Hold these for me because I've gotta go find Brian. 894 01:17:42,220 --> 01:17:44,688 There you are. Do you want to go dance? 895 01:17:56,180 --> 01:17:59,775 Let's take that bag off. Come on, you can't dance with it on. 896 01:18:00,460 --> 01:18:02,018 Come on, let's go. 897 01:18:25,220 --> 01:18:27,495 You're shaking. Are you nervous? 898 01:19:03,500 --> 01:19:05,570 I like dancing with you, Dot. 899 01:19:15,420 --> 01:19:16,648 Dot, wait. 900 01:19:23,860 --> 01:19:24,849 Dot? 901 01:19:28,140 --> 01:19:29,653 Turn around, Dot. 902 01:19:44,500 --> 01:19:46,013 Can you hear me? 903 01:19:49,260 --> 01:19:50,488 I'm sorry. 904 01:19:52,100 --> 01:19:53,453 You can talk? 905 01:19:54,780 --> 01:19:56,133 You can hear? 906 01:19:59,700 --> 01:20:01,850 You're a psycho, you know that? 907 01:20:03,140 --> 01:20:06,496 - All those things I said to you were private. - I know that. 908 01:20:07,980 --> 01:20:11,290 You sat there and you listened to me talk about my dick. 909 01:20:14,820 --> 01:20:17,653 You sat there and you listened to me talk about how many times I beat off. 910 01:20:17,780 --> 01:20:19,611 - Connor, please. - What? 911 01:20:20,180 --> 01:20:22,489 You don't like to hear it any more, Dot? 912 01:20:23,500 --> 01:20:26,651 It's not as much fun when you have to come up with an answer, is it, Dot? 913 01:20:26,780 --> 01:20:28,657 - Please. - No. 914 01:20:31,140 --> 01:20:32,255 Fuck you. 915 01:20:46,260 --> 01:20:48,251 Nina. Come on, we gotta go. 916 01:20:50,980 --> 01:20:53,050 - Where are we going? - Follow me. 917 01:21:07,620 --> 01:21:08,655 Here. 918 01:21:42,780 --> 01:21:44,736 I think that's deep enough. 919 01:21:58,300 --> 01:22:00,530 I never got to bury my father. 920 01:22:08,220 --> 01:22:10,176 Your father must have known 921 01:22:11,020 --> 01:22:12,692 that you could hear. 922 01:22:16,660 --> 01:22:18,218 It was our secret. 923 01:22:27,140 --> 01:22:28,698 Why did you do it? 924 01:22:32,820 --> 01:22:34,492 Because you wouldn't. 925 01:22:42,020 --> 01:22:43,248 No, I mean, 926 01:22:44,100 --> 01:22:47,172 why did you pretend you were deaf in the first place? 927 01:22:51,460 --> 01:22:52,654 I just... 928 01:22:54,620 --> 01:22:56,690 I wanted to be closer to him. 929 01:23:02,460 --> 01:23:04,690 And invisible to everyone else. 930 01:23:10,500 --> 01:23:13,060 - Well, you can't now. - Why? 931 01:23:14,660 --> 01:23:16,935 Because then we'll both be alone. 932 01:23:50,060 --> 01:23:51,459 Let's go home. 933 01:24:21,660 --> 01:24:23,810 Mom! Where are they taking you? 934 01:24:24,500 --> 01:24:28,698 Nina, hold on, I'm going to go away for a little while, okay? I'm not well. 935 01:24:28,820 --> 01:24:31,095 I did a terrible, terrible thing. 936 01:24:31,820 --> 01:24:33,492 I killed your father. 937 01:24:34,580 --> 01:24:37,048 He went crazy. He was throwing things, 938 01:24:37,420 --> 01:24:39,570 and breaking things, and he told me he hated me. 939 01:24:39,700 --> 01:24:42,373 And I took a piano wire 940 01:24:43,980 --> 01:24:45,652 and I strangled him with it. 941 01:24:45,780 --> 01:24:49,216 - Okay, time's up. - Hold on one second! Just let me finish. 942 01:24:49,700 --> 01:24:53,454 I didn't want him to hurt you. Nina, I never wanted him to hurt you. 943 01:24:56,060 --> 01:24:58,699 I'm sorry, Nina. Can you ever forgive me? 944 01:25:01,580 --> 01:25:02,933 I am so sorry. 945 01:25:24,540 --> 01:25:27,657 People always talk about the quiet before the storm 946 01:25:29,780 --> 01:25:32,340 but no one talks about the quiet after. 947 01:25:44,420 --> 01:25:46,297 At least after the storm 948 01:25:48,260 --> 01:25:50,137 you know it's really over. 949 01:26:09,220 --> 01:26:11,734 When Beethoven died in 1827, 950 01:26:12,860 --> 01:26:15,215 over 10,000 people came to mourn. 951 01:26:19,820 --> 01:26:21,458 From the beginning. 952 01:26:23,140 --> 01:26:27,053 I used to fantasize that when I died there wouldn't be a funeral. 953 01:26:28,860 --> 01:26:32,694 Having led my life invisibly, no one would come to mourn. 954 01:26:42,700 --> 01:26:45,612 But being invisible isn't worth it in the end. 955 01:26:46,980 --> 01:26:50,939 Because when you're invisible, other people may not see you 956 01:26:51,860 --> 01:26:54,420 but you can't help seeing other people.