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[Announcer]
Previously on Kyle XY.

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Back to normal.

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I just hope Kyle
is still Kyle.

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I know you think
I'm a bad guy.

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This whole thing with Hillary,
it's just physical.

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It has nothing to do
with how much I love Amanda.

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We're still together.

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Yeah, why wouldn't we be?

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I've been lying
to Lori for months.

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My grades are screwed.

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Look me in the eye,
and tell me all of it
was for nothing.

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It wasn't for nothing,
and I can't say any more.

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Zzyzx experimented
with artificial reproduction

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and produced
two primary assets:

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the male called XY,

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the second
is a female, XX.

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She apparently escaped.

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She's fully developed.
Consider her dangerous.

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Can't be.
Who is he?

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The other asset.
XY?

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I thought you said
he was terminated.

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I'm going to tell Declan.

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I can explain it to him.
No, you can't.

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I need someone
I can talk to.

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Then you know what,
go ahead.

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Tell 'em everything.
And we'll see how long it takes

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before somebody catches wind
of who you are

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and drags you out of there.

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Is that what you want?

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[Kyle narrating]
Back to normal,

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a phrase of such simplicity
it nearly defines itself.

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The months that had passed
since I'd left

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had been anything but,

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and I was ready for that part
of my life to be over.

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I was going to pursue normalcy
as if my life depended on it.

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...so you just give
the team statistics
a value of 2/3x,

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factor in floor conditions
and several other simple
formulas--

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What's he talking about?

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The basketball pool
at the office.

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I have a secret weapon.

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Stephen, isn't that
a little unfair?

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Absolutely.

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Brad took the whole thing
last year.

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This year he's going down.

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Who's getting death by fork?

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Declan, if he's
not dead already.

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I wouldn't know.

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You two still
having problems?

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Well, if by problems
you mean him not returning

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my phone calls
all weekend, then yes.

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I'm over it.

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Josh, I need
your friend Robby's number.

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His mom asked me
to volunteer

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for the Active Parents
Committee.

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Oh, really?

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To which you probably said,
"No way in hell."

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Well, what's wrong
with a little volunteering?

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I have the time.

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Time to contribute
to the social annihilation
of your son.

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Then it was time well spent.

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May I say something?

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Depends.
Latin, Greek or Arabic?

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Go ahead.

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Thank you.

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For this.

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For everything.

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You're welcome.

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So cool.

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[Ballantine]
She cleaned up well.

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[Emily]
It took some work

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to get her to understand
the concept of soap.

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Does she just sit there
all day?

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Sometimes she sits
facing the other way.

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Can she hear us?

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The room is completely
soundproof.

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We recovered
some of the hard drives
from the explosion

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at the former Zzyzx complex.

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I was right.

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The other subject, XY,

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the boy she drew
in the pictures...

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he wasn't terminated
like we were led to believe.

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Why would they lie?

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He has something of theirs
in his head,

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something they wouldn't want
to admit was missing.

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What is it?

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Your job is to get it back.

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Where is he now?
I'll set up a retrieval unit.

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I wish it was that simple.

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The last time someone tried
to grab that boy,

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an entire complex was
firebombed.

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I'd still like my parking space
in the morning.

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Fair enough.

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Everything you need to know
is in that file.

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[Emily]
What should I do
about the girl?

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Actually, she makes me nervous
just sitting there.

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Get her a teddy bear
or something.

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[door opens]

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[door closes]

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♪♪ [theme]

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♪♪ [ends]

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♪ Two to one... ♪

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What's this?

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It's St. Collette,
the patron saint of people--

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[Both]
who have lost a parent.

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You heard.

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I'm so sorry.

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I can't take this.
It was my gift for you.

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Now it's a gift from me.

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♪ I wish that I could stay ♪

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♪ Your lips give you away ♪

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♪ I can hear you ♪

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Amanda.

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♪ Through the center
of the storm ♪

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♪ And I'm thinking
I'd prefer not... ♪

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Everything's gonna be okay.

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I promise.

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♪ Two to none ♪

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♪ Roads that lead
away from this ♪

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♪ I'm following myself ♪

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♪ Just this once ♪

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Young love makes me
want to hurl.

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I wonder if Dull and Duller
will make Best Couple
again this year?

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Hmm.
For what?

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The "Hit List".

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Everyone votes anonymously in
different categories.

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You know, things like
Biggest Fashion Don't

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or Hottest Teacher.

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Most in Need of an Enema.

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It sounds mean.
It is.

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But that doesn't stop everybody
from voting.

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Well, why would anyone care?

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Lesson number one:

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The list is life.

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I don't think I like that.

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[Hillary]
You're telling me.
At least you didn't

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suffer through
last year's humiliation.

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Hillary made the list.
Yeah.

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Biggest Sl--

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Four-letter word rhymes
with "chut."

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I suppose it could be worse.

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I could have
an entire category
named after me.

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That hairnet has
the Biggest Geekman award
written all over it.

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Okay, Deichman's got
a lock on that.

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That's why it's named
after him.

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I don't know, dude.

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You're sort of giving him
a run for his money.

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Banana-guava.
Hold the wheatgrass.

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I just got hammered
on G-Force.

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This new guy
keeps popping in my game
and wiping me out.

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You're not supposed
to spend your breaks
on the Internet.

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It's, like,
against the rules.

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Be less cool.
It'll really help your cause.

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Nice guy.

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Why are you eye-stalking
those two?

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I'm gonna tell Amanda
the truth.

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[chuckles]
Yeah, that's a bad idea
with a capital very.

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Lesson number two:

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The messenger
always gets shot.

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Not literally,
but you shouldn't be the one
to tell her.

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She'll hate you
for keeping it a secret
in the first place.

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It's a no-win situation.

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You could tell her.

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You don't even like her.

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And you're the one
he cheated with.

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What's done is done.

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There's no need in making
a bigger mess

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out of things
than I already have.

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[cell phone ringing]

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I have to go.
So soon?

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Hey.

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Lori's here.

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I can't talk to her
right now.

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What's this?

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I found these
in Baylin's files.

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I can't just come meet you
whenever you call.

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People will start
asking questions.

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All these feats--
all of them were performed
by ordinary people.

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Kyle, imagine what
you could do.

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Are these real?

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There they are.

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We need to meet more often
and start exploring
your physical limits.

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I start school again tomorrow.
Well, then after school.

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After school, there are clubs,
activities, hanging out.

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I was hoping--
You shouldn't be wasting
your time...

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hanging out.

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Kyle, this is what
Adam wanted for you.

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And we need
to see that through.

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All right?

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Now, the basic principle,
obviously,

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is mind over matter.

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Hey there.

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War and Peace.

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A little light reading.

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When do you think
you'll start working again?

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I haven't decided yet.

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We haven't had a moment alone
in a long time.

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How you feeling?

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I think...

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I thought it'd be easier
to get back to normal.

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What you've been through
is anything but normal.

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It's gonna take
some time to adjust.

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You don't have to rush it.

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But what if I want to?

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Sometimes we run away
from things

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as a way of protecting
ourselves

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from having to deal
with them.

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Do you wanna talk
about it?

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How much time do we have?

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You tell me.

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I think I'll keep running
a little longer while
I figure it out.

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As long as you know I'm here
when you're ready.

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You still have
29,642 words left.

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You're not going anywhere.

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[Emily]
I read the family history.

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These people seem
to consider him
one of their own.

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It's gonna be hard
to make him disappear.

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Actually, we'd like
to get what we need

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without anyone noticing
we were there.

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I'm not sure that I understand
how that's possible.

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You know what a firewall is,
I assume.

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Of course.

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XY's brain is powerful...

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like a computer.

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He's managed to develop
a mental equivalent
of a firewall.

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It's what prevented Zzyzx

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from being able
to control him

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and what will
prevent us from...

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getting what's inside
his head.

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That's where she comes in.

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[Emily]
What, like a mental hacker?

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[Ballantine]
In a manner of speaking, yes.

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I was joking.
We need what he knows.

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She's the only one
capable of getting it.

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Okay...how?

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I mean, he's been living
a normal life in the suburbs.

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Look at her.

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She hardly seems capable
of assimilating.

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Just leave that to me.

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♪ Have you ever
thought about... ♪

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Lori?

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Lori doesn't live
here anymore.

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Where'd she go?

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To hell.

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It has excellent lighting.

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You're upset about Declan.

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I don't understand.

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I knew we were having issues,

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but nothing that deserves
him ignoring me.

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I don't know what I did.

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You didn't do anything.

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Then what?

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You've been talking to him,
you must know something.

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I think he's just going
through something right now

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and he's trying
to work it out in his head

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without bringing
the people he cares about
into it.

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I'm his girlfriend.

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He should be able to talk
to me instead of avoiding me.

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Trust that I could help.

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He sucks.

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We're gonna be late
for school.

261
00:13:17,217 --> 00:13:19,679
School sucks.

262
00:13:19,679 --> 00:13:21,131
I can't get up.

263
00:13:21,131 --> 00:13:22,762
My whole body hurts.

264
00:13:25,185 --> 00:13:27,057
Mind over matter.

265
00:13:27,057 --> 00:13:28,058
Hmm?

266
00:13:28,058 --> 00:13:29,519
Use your mind to convince

267
00:13:29,519 --> 00:13:30,931
your body it feels better.

268
00:13:31,932 --> 00:13:33,603
If you believe
you don't hurt,

269
00:13:33,603 --> 00:13:34,734
you won't.

270
00:13:36,396 --> 00:13:38,318
Will that work?

271
00:13:38,318 --> 00:13:39,399
For the next five minutes.

272
00:13:44,204 --> 00:13:46,116
Come on.

273
00:13:46,116 --> 00:13:47,117
Come on.

274
00:13:51,121 --> 00:13:52,913
[sighs]

275
00:13:54,044 --> 00:13:57,507
Kyle!
Hey, man,
good to have you back.

276
00:13:59,299 --> 00:14:01,091
Where's Amanda?

277
00:14:01,091 --> 00:14:02,883
Well, you don't have
to worry about Amanda.
She's fine.

278
00:14:02,883 --> 00:14:05,015
I don't see it that way.

279
00:14:06,967 --> 00:14:08,598
Yeah?
Well, how do you see it?

280
00:14:10,020 --> 00:14:11,932
You weren't honest with her
when you had the chance.

281
00:14:11,932 --> 00:14:14,024
Telling her the truth
would have hurt her.

282
00:14:14,024 --> 00:14:15,855
It was a no-win situation.

283
00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:17,187
But right now...

284
00:14:17,187 --> 00:14:19,479
it seems like
she's the only one losing.

285
00:14:39,339 --> 00:14:42,422
Now that's
a well-balanced meal.

286
00:14:42,422 --> 00:14:44,464
What the--
This is a guys' bathroom.

287
00:14:44,464 --> 00:14:46,096
Relax.
I have brothers.

288
00:14:48,558 --> 00:14:50,560
It's the only place
I can get a good wireless
signal.

289
00:14:50,560 --> 00:14:52,392
Uh, how about a classroom?

290
00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:55,015
Yeah, they're not so
into using class time
to play G-Force.

291
00:14:56,816 --> 00:14:58,608
I play G-Force.

292
00:14:58,608 --> 00:15:01,361
Have you come across
the handle AndyJ yet?

293
00:15:01,361 --> 00:15:03,863
He's ruining me.
I know.

294
00:15:03,863 --> 00:15:06,987
I heard you talk about it
at the Rack.

295
00:15:06,987 --> 00:15:09,199
Banana-guava,
hold the wheatgrass?

296
00:15:10,991 --> 00:15:13,203
I order it, like, everyday.

297
00:15:13,203 --> 00:15:15,455
Sorry.

298
00:15:15,455 --> 00:15:16,876
No big.

299
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:26,886
Speaking of doing weird things
in weird places,

300
00:15:26,886 --> 00:15:28,178
I'm pretty sure
there's a cafeteria

301
00:15:28,178 --> 00:15:29,849
about a hundred yards
from here.

302
00:15:29,849 --> 00:15:32,142
I'm hiding out.
From?

303
00:15:32,142 --> 00:15:35,105
The cafeteria
is full of landmines
during "List Season."

304
00:15:35,105 --> 00:15:37,687
I don't wanna be branded
some loser like L.K. Deichman.

305
00:15:38,768 --> 00:15:39,980
You'd rather be a loser

306
00:15:39,980 --> 00:15:41,191
who eats lunch
in the bathroom.

307
00:15:41,191 --> 00:15:43,273
At least I'm in
the right bathroom,

308
00:15:43,273 --> 00:15:45,735
Miss whatever-your-name-is.

309
00:15:45,735 --> 00:15:47,697
It's Andy, actually.

310
00:15:47,697 --> 00:15:48,989
Andy Jensen.

311
00:15:53,243 --> 00:15:56,036
Or AndyJ to you.

312
00:16:02,292 --> 00:16:03,793
[Girl on speaker]
Today is your last chance

313
00:16:03,793 --> 00:16:05,345
to buy your tickets
to the fifth annual...

314
00:16:05,345 --> 00:16:06,546
Declan!

315
00:16:06,546 --> 00:16:08,088
...tickets are only
ten dollars

316
00:16:08,088 --> 00:16:10,180
at the front office.

317
00:16:10,180 --> 00:16:11,851
Unbelievable.

318
00:16:11,851 --> 00:16:14,094
I have the answer.
To life?

319
00:16:14,094 --> 00:16:15,935
Or to how I'm gonna get
my boyfriend to quit

320
00:16:15,935 --> 00:16:17,227
his dump-and-dodge routine?

321
00:16:17,227 --> 00:16:19,559
What are you wearing?
You like?

322
00:16:19,559 --> 00:16:20,900
You look Amish.

323
00:16:20,900 --> 00:16:23,233
It's part of my strategy
to avoid the slut vote.

324
00:16:23,233 --> 00:16:25,025
I'm also gonna revirginize.

325
00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:26,026
Re-what?

326
00:16:26,026 --> 00:16:28,448
Revirginization.
Think about it.

327
00:16:28,448 --> 00:16:31,071
If it's ours to give away,
then it's ours to take back.

328
00:16:31,071 --> 00:16:33,373
But we worked so hard
to get rid of it.

329
00:16:33,373 --> 00:16:35,995
My problems began the minute
sex entered the picture.

330
00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:38,668
Next thing you know,
I'm the "chut" of the century.

331
00:16:38,668 --> 00:16:41,211
And if I had never had sex
with Declan,

332
00:16:41,211 --> 00:16:42,582
I wouldn't be
in this situation.

333
00:16:42,582 --> 00:16:45,045
How does one revirginize?

334
00:16:45,045 --> 00:16:47,177
We just agree to it.

335
00:16:47,177 --> 00:16:49,049
I mean, there's this whole
ceremonial thingy,

336
00:16:49,049 --> 00:16:52,132
but mostly it's just us
deciding that it's true.

337
00:16:52,132 --> 00:16:53,393
Mind over matter.

338
00:16:53,393 --> 00:16:54,684
If we convince ourselves
it's true,

339
00:16:54,684 --> 00:16:56,015
then it is.

340
00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:58,558
We'll live our lives not
motivated by boys or sex

341
00:16:58,558 --> 00:17:00,560
or anything to do
with boys and sex.

342
00:17:00,560 --> 00:17:02,692
In which case,
what do we do
with ourselves?

343
00:17:08,068 --> 00:17:10,150
I guess we'll have
to ask a virgin.

344
00:17:10,150 --> 00:17:11,571
Kyle! There you are.

345
00:17:11,571 --> 00:17:13,203
I feel like
I haven't seen you all day.

346
00:17:13,203 --> 00:17:14,244
Hi.

347
00:17:14,244 --> 00:17:15,365
Look, I'm late for class,

348
00:17:15,365 --> 00:17:17,247
but we need to hang out.

349
00:17:17,247 --> 00:17:19,079
I have the bonfire committee
at three.

350
00:17:19,079 --> 00:17:20,660
You want to help?

351
00:17:20,660 --> 00:17:22,041
I can't after school.

352
00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:23,163
Oh.
I'm sorry.

353
00:17:23,163 --> 00:17:25,044
Bummer.
Well, maybe this weekend.

354
00:17:25,044 --> 00:17:27,046
Bye.
Bye.

355
00:17:29,259 --> 00:17:30,970
Hey.
Hey.

356
00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:37,637
Hi.
Hey.

357
00:17:37,637 --> 00:17:39,058
Will I see you
at the bonfire?

358
00:17:40,230 --> 00:17:41,681
[Charlie]
Well, Amanda's
in charge of it.

359
00:17:41,681 --> 00:17:43,353
[Girl]
Hmm, she'll be busy.

360
00:17:45,485 --> 00:17:46,486
[Charlie chuckling]

361
00:17:46,486 --> 00:17:47,857
Yes, she will.

362
00:17:47,857 --> 00:17:48,948
And what will you be?

363
00:17:50,450 --> 00:17:51,861
That depends on you.

364
00:17:51,861 --> 00:17:54,073
Well, then I guess
anything's possible.

365
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,615
[Both chuckling]

366
00:18:08,628 --> 00:18:09,669
[Emily]
What's this?

367
00:18:09,669 --> 00:18:11,050
I recommend
that you learn it.

368
00:18:11,050 --> 00:18:12,172
All of it.

369
00:18:12,172 --> 00:18:13,673
Who's Jessi Hollander?

370
00:18:13,673 --> 00:18:15,135
See for yourself.

371
00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:19,679
Don't bring me to work

372
00:18:19,679 --> 00:18:21,601
if you're just gonna make me
sit here all day.

373
00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:23,603
Hello.
I'm Emily's boss.

374
00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:26,025
Hi, Jessi.
Her sister.

375
00:18:26,025 --> 00:18:28,027
Nice to meet you.

376
00:18:30,190 --> 00:18:32,232
What did you do to her?

377
00:18:32,232 --> 00:18:33,493
Think of it
like downloading

378
00:18:33,493 --> 00:18:36,446
a program
into a hard drive.

379
00:18:36,446 --> 00:18:38,077
Only she's the computer,

380
00:18:38,077 --> 00:18:40,119
and her life
is the program.

381
00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:44,083
Yesterday she was
a non-communicative,
cold-blooded killer

382
00:18:44,083 --> 00:18:47,207
with no means which
to live her life
outside of that room.

383
00:18:47,207 --> 00:18:49,249
Today...

384
00:18:49,249 --> 00:18:51,551
she's a young teenaged girl
who likes

385
00:18:51,551 --> 00:18:54,174
strawberry ice cream
and Avril Lavigne.

386
00:18:54,174 --> 00:18:56,055
And what about
her memories?

387
00:18:56,055 --> 00:18:58,468
Zzyzx, the guy that
she killed in the woods...

388
00:18:58,468 --> 00:19:00,139
Deleted.

389
00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:01,721
Everything she experienced
in the first few days

390
00:19:01,721 --> 00:19:03,102
of her life
has been erased.

391
00:19:03,102 --> 00:19:04,143
How?

392
00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:06,766
Ms. Hollander,

393
00:19:06,766 --> 00:19:08,228
we're a multi-billion dollar

394
00:19:08,228 --> 00:19:10,940
technological research
and development corporation.

395
00:19:10,940 --> 00:19:12,652
We have resources.

396
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:18,448
She thinks that
she's my sister.

397
00:19:18,448 --> 00:19:19,989
I'm just supposed
to live that lie?

398
00:19:19,989 --> 00:19:22,412
That's the assignment.

399
00:19:28,788 --> 00:19:30,169
What's the next step?

400
00:19:32,592 --> 00:19:35,295
Get her into
that family's life.

401
00:19:35,295 --> 00:19:37,797
Destabilizing the boy's
support structure

402
00:19:37,797 --> 00:19:39,389
will make him
more vulnerable--

403
00:19:39,389 --> 00:19:40,760
receptive to her.

404
00:19:42,562 --> 00:19:44,103
And she'll just know
what to do?

405
00:19:44,103 --> 00:19:46,516
She won't know
she knows anything.

406
00:19:46,516 --> 00:19:49,309
She'll just think that
she's the new girl...

407
00:19:49,309 --> 00:19:50,980
hoping to make friends.

408
00:19:52,942 --> 00:19:57,156
I recommend that you take her
for a test drive.

409
00:19:57,156 --> 00:19:59,198
Don't try to make contact.

410
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,200
Just ease her in.

411
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,533
Watch for cracks
in the facade.

412
00:20:09,249 --> 00:20:12,091
I don't think Adam meant
for us to take these studies
literally.

413
00:20:12,091 --> 00:20:14,254
It's basic science.

414
00:20:14,254 --> 00:20:17,136
You're body
won't feel the burn

415
00:20:17,136 --> 00:20:19,178
until it reaches
the temperature of the fire.

416
00:20:19,178 --> 00:20:21,050
So I need to keep
my internal temperature
constant.

417
00:20:21,050 --> 00:20:22,892
Yeah.

418
00:20:22,892 --> 00:20:24,013
I understand what
I'm supposed to do.

419
00:20:24,013 --> 00:20:26,145
I just don't understand why.

420
00:20:26,145 --> 00:20:28,398
This isn't about
walking on coals.

421
00:20:29,439 --> 00:20:30,980
This is about you
using your mind

422
00:20:30,980 --> 00:20:32,522
to change the physiology
of your body.

423
00:20:35,695 --> 00:20:37,026
You can do it.

424
00:20:41,120 --> 00:20:42,161
[sizzling]

425
00:20:42,161 --> 00:20:44,123
[grunts]
Come on.

426
00:20:44,123 --> 00:20:45,124
Focus.

427
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:56,676
Hey!
You're on
the planning committee?

428
00:20:56,676 --> 00:20:58,257
Uh, that's sweet.

429
00:20:58,257 --> 00:21:01,010
Actually, no.
We're here to talk to you.

430
00:21:01,010 --> 00:21:02,642
Oh, yeah?
About what?

431
00:21:02,642 --> 00:21:05,645
Well, we were wondering--

432
00:21:05,645 --> 00:21:07,096
How do I put this?

433
00:21:07,096 --> 00:21:09,098
Let's cut to the chase.

434
00:21:09,098 --> 00:21:11,060
We're revirginizing.

435
00:21:11,060 --> 00:21:13,192
We need to know what
your people do for fun.

436
00:21:13,192 --> 00:21:14,444
My people?

437
00:21:14,444 --> 00:21:15,855
Yeah, you know,
the pure types.

438
00:21:18,398 --> 00:21:20,700
You're serious?

439
00:21:20,700 --> 00:21:21,701
Revirginizing?

440
00:21:22,992 --> 00:21:25,244
We're a little adrift,
socially speaking.

441
00:21:27,116 --> 00:21:30,500
Okay, well, uh,
it's not that complicated.

442
00:21:30,500 --> 00:21:32,041
For example,
the bonfire committee.

443
00:21:34,003 --> 00:21:37,627
Yeah, we're not
so much committee folk.

444
00:21:37,627 --> 00:21:39,379
We'll, I guess
I can't help you then.

445
00:21:42,051 --> 00:21:43,262
Maybe now's a good time
to start?

446
00:21:44,263 --> 00:21:46,596
Yeah, we can be bonfirey.

447
00:21:46,596 --> 00:21:48,057
Okay, well, uh,

448
00:21:48,057 --> 00:21:49,809
tiki oiling
or barbecue scrubbing?

449
00:21:55,064 --> 00:21:56,486
You go ahead.
I'll hold your purse.

450
00:21:56,486 --> 00:21:57,697
Go ahead. Go.

451
00:22:00,860 --> 00:22:03,202
[timer beeping]

452
00:22:03,202 --> 00:22:06,205
You made 400 cupcakes
for the bonfire?

453
00:22:06,205 --> 00:22:07,407
Yeah, well...

454
00:22:07,407 --> 00:22:08,658
keeps me busy.

455
00:22:10,660 --> 00:22:12,452
I appreciate this new

456
00:22:12,452 --> 00:22:14,123
Martha Stewart universe
you've been inhabiting,

457
00:22:14,123 --> 00:22:17,336
but what's going on?

458
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:19,168
Do you think
it would be awful

459
00:22:19,168 --> 00:22:21,220
if I didn't go back
to work?

460
00:22:22,462 --> 00:22:24,053
I didn't know
that was an option.

461
00:22:24,053 --> 00:22:26,095
[sighs]
I've been waiting
to feel ready,

462
00:22:26,095 --> 00:22:28,177
but lately I'm starting
to wonder if I ever will.

463
00:22:28,177 --> 00:22:30,640
But you love your job.

464
00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:32,562
I did.

465
00:22:32,562 --> 00:22:35,064
Then I let myself
get too close to a patient

466
00:22:35,064 --> 00:22:37,186
and I nearly fell apart
when I lost him.

467
00:22:37,186 --> 00:22:39,148
Kyle is not
an ordinary patient.

468
00:22:39,148 --> 00:22:41,571
We all fell apart
when he left.

469
00:22:41,571 --> 00:22:43,943
Hey, if you don't want
to go back to work,
that's okay.

470
00:22:43,943 --> 00:22:46,946
Things at the company
are going well.
We're gonna be just fine.

471
00:22:46,946 --> 00:22:49,368
But I hate that
you're doubting yourself.

472
00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:51,040
I just don't feel good
at it anymore.

473
00:22:52,992 --> 00:22:54,544
Why would you say that?

474
00:22:54,544 --> 00:22:56,205
With Kyle...

475
00:22:56,205 --> 00:22:58,167
I still have a feeling
that something's not right,

476
00:22:58,167 --> 00:23:00,169
but he won't open up
to me.

477
00:23:00,169 --> 00:23:01,591
I can't break through.

478
00:23:07,927 --> 00:23:10,269
The sex shack.

479
00:23:10,269 --> 00:23:12,311
Many a sandy night
spent in here.

480
00:23:12,311 --> 00:23:14,393
Focus.

481
00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:17,146
Why do you guys
wanna revirginize?

482
00:23:17,146 --> 00:23:19,479
We're trying to make
better life choices.

483
00:23:19,479 --> 00:23:21,070
So you think having sex
is a mistake?

484
00:23:22,902 --> 00:23:24,363
Why do you ask?
No reason.

485
00:23:27,737 --> 00:23:31,290
It's just--
What?

486
00:23:31,290 --> 00:23:34,033
Well, tonight's mine
and Charlie's two-year
anniversary...

487
00:23:35,995 --> 00:23:37,416
I don't know.

488
00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:39,459
I thought it might be time.
No!

489
00:23:39,459 --> 00:23:41,461
I mean...

490
00:23:41,461 --> 00:23:43,132
I don't think
it's a good idea.

491
00:23:43,132 --> 00:23:45,214
Why not? I mean...

492
00:23:45,214 --> 00:23:47,597
I know he's not perfect,
but we've been through
so much together

493
00:23:47,597 --> 00:23:49,308
and he's been so patient.

494
00:23:49,308 --> 00:23:51,140
I feel like
I'm finally ready.

495
00:23:57,056 --> 00:24:00,019
[cell phone ringing]

496
00:24:02,361 --> 00:24:04,363
Hello?
Major gossip.

497
00:24:04,363 --> 00:24:05,905
I don't like gossip.

498
00:24:05,905 --> 00:24:07,567
Well, you're not gonna
like this, either.

499
00:24:07,567 --> 00:24:09,949
But I think there's something
that you should know
about Amanda.

500
00:24:12,161 --> 00:24:14,203
Kyle, what are you doing?

501
00:24:14,203 --> 00:24:15,575
Where are you going?

502
00:24:15,575 --> 00:24:18,037
We were just starting
to make progress.

503
00:24:18,037 --> 00:24:19,879
Sorry.
This is important.

504
00:24:19,879 --> 00:24:21,000
Wait. Wait!

505
00:24:22,792 --> 00:24:25,214
You're letting petty things
compromise your destiny.

506
00:24:25,214 --> 00:24:27,046
What do you mean,
my destiny?

507
00:24:29,088 --> 00:24:30,550
Like Baylin said...

508
00:24:32,091 --> 00:24:33,803
You can change the world.

509
00:24:33,803 --> 00:24:36,395
What if I don't wanna
change the world?

510
00:24:36,395 --> 00:24:38,768
What if I just
wanna be normal?

511
00:24:38,768 --> 00:24:41,861
The last time we had
this conversation,

512
00:24:41,861 --> 00:24:43,482
you made a skylight explode.

513
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:46,365
You're not normal.
You're never gonna be.

514
00:24:46,365 --> 00:24:48,698
I'm not gonna let you ruin
what we're trying to do here.

515
00:24:48,698 --> 00:24:50,610
What you're trying to do.

516
00:24:50,610 --> 00:24:51,991
I don't wanna do it anymore.

517
00:24:55,705 --> 00:24:57,116
Kyle!

518
00:25:05,334 --> 00:25:07,627
I'm taking back
what's near and dear.

519
00:25:07,627 --> 00:25:09,759
Letting go of all I fear.

520
00:25:09,759 --> 00:25:11,761
Holding on
with all my might.

521
00:25:11,761 --> 00:25:13,803
Saving myself
for prom night.

522
00:25:13,803 --> 00:25:14,894
Drink.

523
00:25:16,185 --> 00:25:17,847
Okay, now we're
born-again virgins.

524
00:25:17,847 --> 00:25:19,058
Yes.

525
00:25:19,058 --> 00:25:20,059
B-A-V.

526
00:25:20,059 --> 00:25:21,731
BAVs.

527
00:25:21,731 --> 00:25:23,563
It's got a ring to it.
I like it.

528
00:25:26,485 --> 00:25:28,237
Are you appreciating
the irony

529
00:25:28,237 --> 00:25:30,319
that we just held our
revirginization ceremony

530
00:25:30,319 --> 00:25:32,201
in the sex shack?

531
00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:36,035
♪♪ [Man singing,
indistinct]

532
00:25:39,829 --> 00:25:41,831
♪ Cut myself so I could
feel something ♪

533
00:25:41,831 --> 00:25:45,084
♪ I know is... ♪

534
00:25:45,084 --> 00:25:46,666
♪♪ [continues]

535
00:25:48,217 --> 00:25:49,669
[Girl]
Is she here?

536
00:25:51,220 --> 00:25:53,673
Look at Prince Charming
over there.

537
00:25:53,673 --> 00:25:56,305
I'm so glad I never slept
with him.

538
00:26:06,946 --> 00:26:09,819
So many new people.

539
00:26:09,819 --> 00:26:12,031
You know what to do.

540
00:26:12,031 --> 00:26:13,532
Mingle and blend in.

541
00:26:15,324 --> 00:26:17,156
You want me to go
with you?

542
00:26:20,620 --> 00:26:23,162
No, I don't need
my big sister glued
to my hip.

543
00:26:29,759 --> 00:26:32,051
♪ I won't say
anything at all ♪

544
00:26:36,015 --> 00:26:38,557
Declan, have you seen Amanda?

545
00:26:38,557 --> 00:26:40,559
No.
McDonough! Let's go.

546
00:26:40,559 --> 00:26:41,600
Come on.

547
00:26:42,772 --> 00:26:44,814
You're still hanging out
with Charlie?

548
00:26:44,814 --> 00:26:46,726
I found myself
a little short
on friends lately.

549
00:26:48,648 --> 00:26:50,730
I'm worried he's not
the kind of person
he's pretending to be.

550
00:26:52,401 --> 00:26:54,073
You would know.

551
00:26:55,945 --> 00:26:58,577
Amanda--
Kyle, thank God.

552
00:26:58,577 --> 00:27:00,329
All my helpers
bailed on me.

553
00:27:00,329 --> 00:27:02,581
Sour Patch Kids on me.
Hi, Amanda.

554
00:27:02,581 --> 00:27:04,003
Hey, Mrs. Trager,
I was wondering

555
00:27:04,003 --> 00:27:05,795
if I could talk to you
about the cash box.

556
00:27:05,795 --> 00:27:06,876
Sure.

557
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,171
So when can you break free?

558
00:27:14,303 --> 00:27:16,175
You're in a hurry.
[chuckling]

559
00:27:16,175 --> 00:27:17,176
Yeah.

560
00:27:19,518 --> 00:27:22,521
I'm a couple
of other things,
as well.

561
00:27:22,521 --> 00:27:24,263
Hmm, I can see that.

562
00:27:25,524 --> 00:27:26,766
Yeah.

563
00:27:32,401 --> 00:27:35,034
Just give me five minutes.

564
00:27:35,034 --> 00:27:36,405
You promise?

565
00:27:36,405 --> 00:27:37,486
Yeah.

566
00:27:37,486 --> 00:27:39,038
Okay.

567
00:27:50,169 --> 00:27:52,922
What's that look?
Back in business, huh?

568
00:27:52,922 --> 00:27:54,213
Yeah.

569
00:27:54,213 --> 00:27:55,594
Yeah, my business, man.

570
00:27:55,594 --> 00:27:58,097
I don't think
you're as careful
as you think.

571
00:27:59,178 --> 00:28:01,390
What's that supposed
to mean?

572
00:28:01,390 --> 00:28:04,353
It means you better
go find your girlfriend
before she isn't.

573
00:28:05,644 --> 00:28:08,067
♪ I won't say anything
at all ♪

574
00:28:08,067 --> 00:28:10,439
♪ I won't say anything
at all ♪

575
00:28:10,439 --> 00:28:12,071
♪ I won't say anything
at all ♪

576
00:28:12,071 --> 00:28:13,612
You suck.

577
00:28:13,612 --> 00:28:15,074
What?
You heard me.

578
00:28:15,074 --> 00:28:19,238
There's absolutely nothing
rational or intelligent

579
00:28:19,238 --> 00:28:21,320
or remotely kind
about the way you've
been treating me.

580
00:28:21,320 --> 00:28:22,782
Lori, I--
Let me finish.

581
00:28:24,243 --> 00:28:26,535
I feel hurt and angry

582
00:28:26,535 --> 00:28:29,208
and, at the moment,
a little drunk,

583
00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:31,881
so I'm here to tell you
that you suck.

584
00:28:33,592 --> 00:28:35,174
I know I've been crazy.

585
00:28:35,174 --> 00:28:37,216
If I could figure out
how to explain it,

586
00:28:37,216 --> 00:28:38,928
I would.

587
00:28:38,928 --> 00:28:40,049
How are we supposed
to be together

588
00:28:40,049 --> 00:28:41,430
if you can't even
talk to me

589
00:28:41,430 --> 00:28:42,471
about what you're
going through?

590
00:28:48,517 --> 00:28:49,939
Oh, my God.

591
00:28:51,270 --> 00:28:52,772
You wanna break up.

592
00:28:56,485 --> 00:28:58,277
This is one place
where the silent treatment

593
00:28:58,277 --> 00:28:59,949
is not gonna fly.

594
00:28:59,949 --> 00:29:02,321
If you wanna break up,
you're going to have
to say it.

595
00:29:10,209 --> 00:29:11,540
I wanna break up.

596
00:29:19,048 --> 00:29:22,181
And I suppose a why
would be asking too much.

597
00:29:24,053 --> 00:29:27,306
I just, um--

598
00:29:27,306 --> 00:29:28,307
I can't.

599
00:29:31,891 --> 00:29:33,192
Well, that's great.

600
00:29:33,192 --> 00:29:34,603
Really nice.
Really mature.

601
00:29:34,603 --> 00:29:36,155
[sniffles]
I mean,
it doesn't matter anyway.

602
00:29:36,155 --> 00:29:38,027
I've already erased you.

603
00:29:38,027 --> 00:29:40,359
You and me? Done.
Never happened.

604
00:29:48,037 --> 00:29:51,290
♪ And it makes me crazy ♪

605
00:29:51,290 --> 00:29:52,411
♪ Without it ♪

606
00:29:52,411 --> 00:29:54,293
♪ I guess ♪

607
00:29:54,293 --> 00:29:56,625
♪ But I'm in
the same place... ♪

608
00:29:56,625 --> 00:29:58,547
It's going well, right?
People are having fun?

609
00:29:58,547 --> 00:29:59,839
Are you?

610
00:29:59,839 --> 00:30:01,420
I will now that work's done.

611
00:30:03,973 --> 00:30:06,185
There's something
I was hoping to talk
to you about.

612
00:30:08,637 --> 00:30:10,099
What's up?

613
00:30:12,191 --> 00:30:14,984
If you knew a secret
about somebody,

614
00:30:14,984 --> 00:30:16,645
would you tell them
even though it might
hurt them?

615
00:30:18,197 --> 00:30:20,699
Is is it something
someone told you
never to tell?

616
00:30:22,111 --> 00:30:23,993
No, but they probably
don't wanna hear it from me.

617
00:30:26,325 --> 00:30:27,826
Kyle, what's this about?

618
00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:30,329
Amanda, they're calling
for more sodas over there.

619
00:30:31,410 --> 00:30:34,503
I just--
Oh, it never ends.

620
00:30:34,503 --> 00:30:36,085
All work and no play.

621
00:30:39,218 --> 00:30:40,880
What the hell do you
think you're doing?

622
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:42,671
I'm being a good friend.
What are you doing?

623
00:30:53,732 --> 00:30:56,185
Don't pull that innocent
stargazer crap with me.

624
00:30:56,185 --> 00:30:58,237
[voice echoes]
Amanda's the only one
who falls for it.

625
00:30:58,237 --> 00:31:00,569
Now what the hell
do you think you're doing?

626
00:31:19,458 --> 00:31:21,210
Kyle, look at me.

627
00:31:21,210 --> 00:31:24,003
I'm talking to you.

628
00:31:24,003 --> 00:31:26,675
Oh, hey, sorry.

629
00:31:28,507 --> 00:31:31,010
You know,
you ought to be nice.

630
00:31:33,682 --> 00:31:35,224
[Crowd murmuring]

631
00:31:35,224 --> 00:31:36,225
[Emily]
Out of the way.

632
00:31:36,225 --> 00:31:37,896
Out of the way.
Jessi, stop!

633
00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:39,318
Let go.

634
00:31:41,150 --> 00:31:44,193
It's cool.
Go for a walk.

635
00:31:44,193 --> 00:31:45,824
What happened?

636
00:31:45,824 --> 00:31:48,487
I don't know. I--

637
00:31:48,487 --> 00:31:53,832
♪ So no one hears
anything anymore ♪

638
00:31:53,832 --> 00:31:57,876
♪ Mirrors lie to me,
tell me you can see ♪

639
00:31:57,876 --> 00:31:59,838
♪ Maybe you won't be able-- ♪

640
00:31:59,838 --> 00:32:01,090
Hey, what the hell
do you think you're doing?

641
00:32:01,090 --> 00:32:02,631
I'm going to find Amanda.

642
00:32:02,631 --> 00:32:05,094
I'm not going to let you
lie to her anymore;
it's not right.

643
00:32:05,094 --> 00:32:06,805
Oh, right, I forgot.

644
00:32:06,805 --> 00:32:09,348
You're the guy who refuses
to throw a punch.

645
00:32:10,889 --> 00:32:13,682
[thunder rumbles]

646
00:32:13,682 --> 00:32:15,224
Tanner, give it a rest.

647
00:32:15,224 --> 00:32:17,396
Hey, whose side are you on?
No one's.

648
00:32:17,396 --> 00:32:19,318
Well, then stay
the hell out of it.

649
00:32:20,939 --> 00:32:22,021
Fire.

650
00:32:26,065 --> 00:32:27,066
Oh, my God.

651
00:32:27,066 --> 00:32:28,567
Somebody--
Oh, my God!

652
00:32:28,567 --> 00:32:30,409
There's a girl in there!

653
00:32:30,409 --> 00:32:32,531
Get help!

654
00:32:32,531 --> 00:32:34,493
Somebody call 911!
Help!

655
00:32:36,955 --> 00:32:38,207
It's too hot.

656
00:32:41,210 --> 00:32:43,582
[Narrating]
Mind over matter.

657
00:32:43,582 --> 00:32:45,004
Everything
I had walked away from

658
00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:46,965
was right here
in front of me.

659
00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:49,088
Everything
I didn't want to be

660
00:32:49,088 --> 00:32:52,141
was everything
I knew exactly how to do.

661
00:32:56,355 --> 00:32:58,397
[Declan]
Kyle!

662
00:32:58,397 --> 00:33:00,859
We need help over here!

663
00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:08,317
Kyle!

664
00:33:11,570 --> 00:33:13,822
Get down, Kyle!
Get down!

665
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:24,213
[girl coughing]
She's breathing!

666
00:33:30,179 --> 00:33:31,630
How are you not burned?

667
00:33:33,222 --> 00:33:36,014
[sirens blaring]

668
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,846
[Crowd approaching]

669
00:33:40,269 --> 00:33:41,980
Go!

670
00:33:41,980 --> 00:33:43,692
Get outta here! Run!

671
00:34:30,449 --> 00:34:32,991
[gasps]

672
00:34:32,991 --> 00:34:34,903
[door opens]

673
00:34:37,536 --> 00:34:39,408
How--

674
00:34:44,663 --> 00:34:48,086
Please don't ask me
any more questions.

675
00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:49,508
Why?

676
00:34:53,172 --> 00:34:55,384
Because you'll want to know
why I can do what I can do

677
00:34:55,384 --> 00:34:59,478
and I won't be able
to explain it to you because...

678
00:34:59,478 --> 00:35:02,100
I can hardly
explain it to myself.

679
00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:06,355
But I can...help you
figure it out.

680
00:35:06,355 --> 00:35:08,227
You don't have to be
in this alone.

681
00:35:15,194 --> 00:35:16,735
I'm not.

682
00:35:18,657 --> 00:35:21,500
I have you and this family.

683
00:35:23,542 --> 00:35:27,206
And I don't want anyone to have
a reason to take me away.

684
00:35:27,206 --> 00:35:29,208
I wouldn't let that happen.

685
00:35:29,208 --> 00:35:32,211
If anyone found out,
you might not have
a choice in the matter.

686
00:35:35,304 --> 00:35:37,596
We just got you back.

687
00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:44,223
If it means never
letting you go again...

688
00:35:44,223 --> 00:35:46,895
no one else needs to know
that you're different.

689
00:35:50,359 --> 00:35:53,071
Nicole, I don't want
to be different.

690
00:35:55,194 --> 00:35:57,075
I just want to be ordinary.

691
00:36:00,619 --> 00:36:03,952
Honey...

692
00:36:03,952 --> 00:36:07,045
we could ignore
all the things about you

693
00:36:07,045 --> 00:36:09,208
that you can't explain

694
00:36:09,208 --> 00:36:13,131
and you could try to act
like everybody else,

695
00:36:13,131 --> 00:36:14,963
but tonight there was a girl

696
00:36:14,963 --> 00:36:16,715
trapped inside
a burning building

697
00:36:16,715 --> 00:36:21,220
and your only instinct
was to save her.

698
00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:24,473
That's who you are.

699
00:36:24,473 --> 00:36:28,227
And there is nothing
ordinary about it.

700
00:36:54,503 --> 00:36:56,465
[whispers]
Crap.

701
00:37:02,601 --> 00:37:04,012
[Josh]
So busted.

702
00:37:04,012 --> 00:37:09,227
Before you say anything,
yes, I have been drinking.

703
00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:12,901
And, yes, I know
it's not a good idea.

704
00:37:12,901 --> 00:37:15,404
And, no, I cannot promise
that I will never do it again.

705
00:37:16,985 --> 00:37:20,619
I do, however, recognize
that I'm using it as a crutch

706
00:37:20,619 --> 00:37:23,742
to hide from the mistakes
of my past,

707
00:37:23,742 --> 00:37:26,034
and I can assure you
that I intend on living

708
00:37:26,034 --> 00:37:30,168
a much less destructive life
for myself in the future

709
00:37:30,168 --> 00:37:35,213
as soon as I figure out
what my life is supposed to be.

710
00:37:35,213 --> 00:37:37,426
I love you,
and I didn't drive.

711
00:37:38,677 --> 00:37:42,220
Oh, and I'm a virgin.
Again.

712
00:37:42,220 --> 00:37:43,261
[giggles]

713
00:37:43,261 --> 00:37:45,263
Ow!

714
00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:49,187
She's not actually getting
away with that, is she?

715
00:37:49,187 --> 00:37:51,390
Good.

716
00:37:51,390 --> 00:37:52,481
Cupcake, anyone?

717
00:37:55,694 --> 00:37:58,447
Oh, where's Kyle?

718
00:37:58,447 --> 00:38:00,949
He seemed a bit
out of it today.

719
00:38:00,949 --> 00:38:02,240
He was feeling a little down.

720
00:38:02,240 --> 00:38:04,743
I talked to him.

721
00:38:04,743 --> 00:38:06,244
Then he'll be fine.

722
00:38:06,244 --> 00:38:08,116
You're good at that.

723
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:14,413
He's right,
you are good at that.

724
00:38:14,413 --> 00:38:17,255
Then I guess it's time
to stop running from it.

725
00:38:20,379 --> 00:38:23,011
Oh, so how was the rest
of your night?

726
00:38:25,183 --> 00:38:26,385
Uneventful.

727
00:38:26,385 --> 00:38:28,056
Ah.

728
00:38:34,433 --> 00:38:37,436
[chattering]

729
00:38:45,864 --> 00:38:48,787
I don't think they did it.

730
00:38:48,787 --> 00:38:50,078
You don't?

731
00:38:50,078 --> 00:38:52,791
I have great sex radar.
I can tell.

732
00:38:52,791 --> 00:38:54,713
Besides, Amanda's
a textbook case.

733
00:38:54,713 --> 00:38:56,004
She'd want the night
to be perfect,

734
00:38:56,004 --> 00:38:58,547
and last night's
pyrotechnic near-tragedy

735
00:38:58,547 --> 00:39:01,219
was hardly the ideal setup.

736
00:39:01,219 --> 00:39:03,011
I hope you're right.

737
00:39:03,011 --> 00:39:08,467
And voting season's over
in five, four, three, two...

738
00:39:11,099 --> 00:39:14,433
I think we're about to get
sage words of wisdom,
Kyle style.

739
00:39:14,433 --> 00:39:17,065
You mean, like,
why are we both so worried

740
00:39:17,065 --> 00:39:18,937
about what other people
think of us?

741
00:39:18,937 --> 00:39:23,241
Or we can't be liked
until we like ourselves.

742
00:39:23,241 --> 00:39:26,194
Ooh, I bet it's that we get
to decide who we really are,

743
00:39:26,194 --> 00:39:27,285
not anyone else.

744
00:39:27,285 --> 00:39:29,247
Huh.

745
00:39:29,247 --> 00:39:31,369
Interesting.

746
00:39:31,369 --> 00:39:33,452
You're good.

747
00:39:42,210 --> 00:39:44,002
Save me.

748
00:39:44,002 --> 00:39:46,174
From what?
The list just came out.

749
00:39:46,174 --> 00:39:47,426
I don't want any part of it.

750
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:49,638
Do we really need
any more ways to be mean?

751
00:39:49,638 --> 00:39:51,930
That's what I say.

752
00:39:51,930 --> 00:39:53,432
Hey, I didn't see you
leave last night.

753
00:39:53,432 --> 00:39:55,474
You missed all the craziness.

754
00:39:55,474 --> 00:39:57,145
How's the girl from the fire?

755
00:39:57,145 --> 00:39:59,277
She's going to be
completely fine.

756
00:39:59,277 --> 00:40:02,020
I guess she got out
just in time.

757
00:40:02,020 --> 00:40:03,732
That's a relief.

758
00:40:03,732 --> 00:40:05,363
It's a miracle is what it is.

759
00:40:05,363 --> 00:40:07,526
[Woman]
Let me ring you up.

760
00:40:07,526 --> 00:40:09,488
Crap!
Are you on it again?

761
00:40:09,488 --> 00:40:12,661
Worse. I'm not even
on it at all.

762
00:40:12,661 --> 00:40:14,663
But you are.

763
00:40:14,663 --> 00:40:16,244
What?

764
00:40:19,878 --> 00:40:23,632
I guess that just goes to show
how wrong it can be, huh?

765
00:40:23,632 --> 00:40:25,383
Totally.

766
00:40:25,383 --> 00:40:27,966
Hey, who got
"Biggest Slut" anyway?

767
00:40:30,138 --> 00:40:31,429
What?

768
00:40:34,352 --> 00:40:36,645
Oh, wow.

769
00:40:36,645 --> 00:40:38,647
[chattering]

770
00:40:44,863 --> 00:40:46,274
[chattering]

771
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:53,662
What's going on?

772
00:40:55,163 --> 00:40:57,035
I think they saw this.

773
00:41:01,580 --> 00:41:03,131
What?

774
00:41:06,134 --> 00:41:08,637
That's a really stupid joke.

775
00:41:17,896 --> 00:41:19,768
Very funny, everybody.

776
00:41:19,768 --> 00:41:22,150
Very funny.
That's good.

777
00:41:25,153 --> 00:41:27,946
Charlie...

778
00:41:27,946 --> 00:41:32,110
Amanda, it's--
it's a joke.

779
00:41:32,110 --> 00:41:34,372
It's not a joke.

780
00:41:36,324 --> 00:41:38,747
I'm sorry, but it's not.

781
00:41:40,999 --> 00:41:42,791
I know.

782
00:41:44,462 --> 00:41:47,045
I slept with him.

783
00:41:49,758 --> 00:41:51,760
She's lying.

784
00:41:53,301 --> 00:41:55,183
She is?

785
00:42:01,690 --> 00:42:04,022
It doesn't look like it.

786
00:42:06,695 --> 00:42:08,446
[laughs]
Amanda--

787
00:42:08,446 --> 00:42:10,318
Stop.

788
00:42:10,318 --> 00:42:12,200
Just stop.

789
00:42:19,037 --> 00:42:20,869
This is what you wanted
to tell me.

790
00:42:23,752 --> 00:42:26,044
You didn't think I wanted
to hear it from you.

791
00:42:30,008 --> 00:42:31,720
You were wrong.

792
00:42:56,615 --> 00:42:59,828
[Narrating]
In life, everybody
gets labeled.

793
00:42:59,828 --> 00:43:01,960
Charlie was a cheater,

794
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:05,123
giving Amanda the label
of the betrayed.

795
00:43:06,294 --> 00:43:08,797
With the breakup
of the "Best Couple,"

796
00:43:08,797 --> 00:43:11,840
Declan and Lori are left
with a new label:

797
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:14,132
the heartbroken.

798
00:43:14,132 --> 00:43:17,175
People try to tell us
who we're meant to be,

799
00:43:17,175 --> 00:43:19,217
but it's up to us
to decide whether or not

800
00:43:19,217 --> 00:43:21,139
the label fits.

801
00:43:21,139 --> 00:43:23,431
After everything
I'd done to fight it,

802
00:43:23,431 --> 00:43:27,025
I finally understood the label
I was meant to have.

803
00:43:27,025 --> 00:43:30,278
I would never be normal
or ordinary.

804
00:43:30,278 --> 00:43:34,492
My destiny was to be
extraordinary.

805
00:43:34,492 --> 00:43:36,995
This is the label
I've accepted,

806
00:43:36,995 --> 00:43:39,998
and now it's my
responsibility to earn it.

807
00:43:39,998 --> 00:43:41,619
I'm ready.

808
00:43:41,619 --> 00:43:46,044
♪ I watch you ♪

809
00:43:46,044 --> 00:43:50,048
♪ As the light shines ♪

810
00:43:50,048 --> 00:43:51,419
♪ On you now ♪